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Speaker 1: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and

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Speaker 1: I'm Mila, and my titties are out. Y'all join the

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Speaker 1: YouTube to see Erica's finance titties live and bouncing, bouncing.

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Speaker 2: This dress is from Fashion Nova. Should let me hold

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Speaker 2: on one second, because the people on YouTube, they've all

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Speaker 2: asked for this. Ready.

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Speaker 1: Erica is wearing a firm fitted, buttoned down royal blue,

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Speaker 1: tightly fitted Fashion Nova dress collared. It says, I'm here

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Speaker 1: for business, but I like to get sexy. It's she

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Speaker 1: didn't trip, It's right. It ends right above the ankle,

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Speaker 1: so you could be show a little slutney. This is

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Speaker 1: the perfect dress if you want to go to church,

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Speaker 1: go to the club, or look sexy professional.

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Speaker 2: You're welcome.

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Speaker 1: What are you wearing?

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Speaker 2: My love?

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Speaker 1: Okay, I just took off my shoes, but you ready.

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Speaker 2: Jamila is wearing a beautiful African print baby doll dress.

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Speaker 2: It's giving. I'm black, I'm sexy, and I'm cute as fuck.

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Speaker 1: Thank you.

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Speaker 2: Hi guys, welcome to Wednesday. It's Happy hump Day.

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Speaker 1: Happy motherfucking hump Day. Wow, it feels really good to

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Speaker 1: be here.

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Speaker 2: I know it's been a minute we haven't sat down

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Speaker 2: in a minute. We've been out out and about on

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Speaker 2: the go go go in Costa Rica, leading retreats, leading

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Speaker 2: the women to the most authentic cells.

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Speaker 1: Ah, And it feels really good. I know this is

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Speaker 1: like our this will be our fourth time doing this,

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Speaker 1: and I'm really feeling cemented in my retreat. Healerness, me too,

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Speaker 2: This was a it was a it was just a

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Speaker 2: different experience, but it just reminded me how important these

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Speaker 2: come together. Like I'm always reminded when we do these retreats,

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Speaker 2: how we don't take time for ourselves, how we literally

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Speaker 2: make every excuse. And also it makes me have a

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Speaker 2: lot more compassion for women because in the past I'll

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Speaker 2: be like, m, I don't like that bitch. Ah, she

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Speaker 2: got a fuck up attitude. And it's like, well, why

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Speaker 2: so motherfucking needy? Why does she need to be taken

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Speaker 2: care of? And like, when I'm out there and I

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Speaker 2: to like humble myself make sure that like I'm not

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Speaker 2: judging them, you know, And it's a learning experience for me,

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Speaker 2: and I think that these retreats were really really specially

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Speaker 2: each group was different. I feel like our first group

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Speaker 2: a lot more like chill, a little more independent. But yeah,

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Speaker 2: it was. It was just amazing.

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Speaker 1: We always have like a really epic like group of women,

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Speaker 1: and it's true, like it really is a lesson and

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Speaker 1: you really don't know people until you know them, and

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Speaker 1: like judging people is just it's not beneficial. We always

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Speaker 1: we have like twenty five women from all over the country,

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Speaker 1: just such a I'm so grateful that we've expanded our

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Speaker 1: shit and I'm like, damn, I went through that and

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Speaker 1: So it's just bomb. Like we have like guests, previous

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Speaker 1: the show Come. We have people who never fucking listen

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Speaker 1: to our podcast ever. Come. It's a very like cool

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Speaker 1: collective of women that show up. And like I always say,

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Speaker 1: fun skinny dipping pool parties, and like the second group,

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Speaker 1: No, sometimes people need that.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, And it was a beautiful moment, like I went

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Speaker 1: Yeah, Grandma's.

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Speaker 2: And you guys, we are doing another retreat. So if

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Speaker 2: make it this last time, we just announced our next

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Speaker 2: It's gonna be in February.

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Speaker 1: February second to February seventh, and February eleventh to the sixteenth.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, So make sure you check out the link in

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Speaker 2: this episode description if you're interested in coming to the jungle,

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Speaker 2: which you should be honestly like, don't hesitate, do not hesitate.

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Speaker 2: It is amazing. You can watch our video a recap

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Speaker 1: It truly is pure bliss. And it's just like pure bliss,

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Speaker 1: you give them permission and they've becoming up, girl, they'd

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Speaker 1: be really coming up. So if you missed it, you

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Speaker 1: have time to pay for it. You can pay monthly,

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Speaker 1: you can pay weekly. You have six months, five months.

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Speaker 1: I don't know what the month it is, but yeah,

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Speaker 1: like prioritize yourself, invest in yourself because this experience is

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Speaker 1: like that you need. So yeah, please come join us,

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Speaker 1: hang out with us, come heal and she.

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Speaker 2: And come alone. I encourage you to come alone. A

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Speaker 1: Like if your friend has to come, cool, but don't

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Speaker 1: so we know, like what it is good moms is

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Speaker 2: Like they're different experiences, but essentially they're they're the same

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00:21:02,160 --> 00:21:04,840
Speaker 2: at their core, and so you have this like bond

431
00:21:05,320 --> 00:21:09,760
Speaker 2: that is like this unspoken bond and this unspoken comfortability.

432
00:21:09,880 --> 00:21:12,320
Speaker 2: And then we like have our private discord channels where

433
00:21:12,320 --> 00:21:15,919
Speaker 2: they're chatting, talking, and you haven't joined discord, make sure

434
00:21:15,960 --> 00:21:18,600
Speaker 2: you check it out. Like there's so many cool conversations

435
00:21:18,600 --> 00:21:22,439
Speaker 2: and women in there like just meeting up a but

436
00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:24,679
Speaker 2: also just sharing sometimes oversharing.

437
00:21:24,720 --> 00:21:28,400
Speaker 1: There's a lot of oversharing, asking for advice from each other, venting,

438
00:21:29,080 --> 00:21:32,200
Speaker 1: a lot of nudes, a lot of hories, a lot

439
00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:35,280
Speaker 1: of like intimate sharing, like of complete strangers, which I

440
00:21:35,280 --> 00:21:35,920
Speaker 1: think I love.

441
00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:37,800
Speaker 2: I think that's why I feel safe because some of

442
00:21:37,840 --> 00:21:39,600
Speaker 2: these when we are like, I don't know these hoes,

443
00:21:39,760 --> 00:21:40,480
Speaker 2: I'm okay.

444
00:21:40,320 --> 00:21:43,080
Speaker 1: Bitch, That's why we feel safe. Yea four years later,

445
00:21:43,080 --> 00:21:46,560
Speaker 1: that's why we're here talking shit onto millions of people

446
00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:50,800
Speaker 1: because I can't see you. Doesn't feel real. That's true,

447
00:21:51,119 --> 00:21:54,800
Speaker 1: tell you all my business. We got really lucky too.

448
00:21:54,880 --> 00:21:57,760
Speaker 1: This time. We brought our girls to Costa Rica. They

449
00:21:57,800 --> 00:22:00,120
Speaker 1: came and met us week two.

450
00:22:00,359 --> 00:22:01,679
Speaker 2: Our babies, she means our children.

451
00:22:01,760 --> 00:22:04,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, I know. I kept I kept calling the girls

452
00:22:04,040 --> 00:22:06,320
Speaker 1: from the retreat the girls, and like the girls are girls?

453
00:22:06,320 --> 00:22:06,720
Speaker 2: The girls?

454
00:22:06,720 --> 00:22:08,399
Speaker 1: And like which girls are you talking about? Are you

455
00:22:08,440 --> 00:22:10,919
Speaker 1: talking about us? Are you talking about the retreats? I

456
00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:17,280
Speaker 1: was like, good question, the little girls. So that was

457
00:22:17,320 --> 00:22:20,480
Speaker 1: really dope. We got to bring them and the nanny.

458
00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:23,679
Speaker 1: I love him Ray. By the way, we just had

459
00:22:23,680 --> 00:22:27,160
Speaker 1: a really epic family trip. Orlando came Ma Mayan came

460
00:22:27,680 --> 00:22:31,160
Speaker 1: and we just really did the family things played at

461
00:22:31,160 --> 00:22:37,080
Speaker 1: the pool. The girls took surf lessons. Oh, they rode horses.

462
00:22:37,400 --> 00:22:40,400
Speaker 1: We went on a canoe that.

463
00:22:40,800 --> 00:22:42,359
Speaker 2: K kayaking trip gone wrong.

464
00:22:43,359 --> 00:22:45,800
Speaker 1: Orlando almost drowned in the Murky River.

465
00:22:47,160 --> 00:22:49,480
Speaker 2: Someone was like, They're like, you're really brave for going there.

466
00:22:49,480 --> 00:22:51,560
Speaker 2: You know there's like a lot of crocodiles in there.

467
00:22:51,440 --> 00:22:54,720
Speaker 1: From someone from Protos. And then why didn't that man

468
00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:55,080
Speaker 1: say that?

469
00:22:55,520 --> 00:22:58,040
Speaker 2: I almost asked, you know that man, he was the

470
00:22:58,080 --> 00:22:59,480
Speaker 2: weird al of Costa Rica.

471
00:22:59,640 --> 00:23:01,800
Speaker 1: He was for sure. He had like this curly hair

472
00:23:01,840 --> 00:23:03,520
Speaker 1: and he was like, come on, girls, yeah, let me

473
00:23:03,560 --> 00:23:06,560
Speaker 1: tell you he's like super high. Do we have the

474
00:23:06,640 --> 00:23:10,400
Speaker 1: video of him of him canoeing back quickly after their

475
00:23:10,560 --> 00:23:14,160
Speaker 1: boat sank im We need to insert that. It's very important.

476
00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:16,800
Speaker 2: He got us too with that price. At the end,

477
00:23:16,840 --> 00:23:18,879
Speaker 2: I was like, Wow, we got God over here by

478
00:23:18,920 --> 00:23:20,160
Speaker 2: the weird awl of Costa Rica.

479
00:23:21,000 --> 00:23:21,360
Speaker 1: We did.

480
00:23:21,960 --> 00:23:23,600
Speaker 2: He did. He does. He does everything, and that's the

481
00:23:23,640 --> 00:23:26,560
Speaker 2: thing about too about Costa Rica. Everyone does everything. He's like, oh, yes,

482
00:23:26,600 --> 00:23:29,560
Speaker 2: I build houses, I build doors, a cook, I'm a cook,

483
00:23:29,640 --> 00:23:32,600
Speaker 2: Oh yes, I oh yeah, I lead say. He was like, oh, yeah,

484
00:23:32,600 --> 00:23:34,560
Speaker 2: I do a lot of experiences, big experience. And then

485
00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:38,160
Speaker 2: we're on the canoe and then we were going under

486
00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:39,960
Speaker 2: like an overpass, and this guy stopped and.

487
00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:42,639
Speaker 1: Was like, eh, literally like driving through by the canoe.

488
00:23:42,640 --> 00:23:44,200
Speaker 2: He's like, he's like, oh yeah, he's the bird he's

489
00:23:44,200 --> 00:23:46,000
Speaker 2: the bird watcher. I don't do that. I was like, oh,

490
00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:46,919
Speaker 2: this is the one thing you don't do.

491
00:23:47,720 --> 00:23:49,480
Speaker 1: That's sure. Everybody in Costa Rica does.

492
00:23:49,400 --> 00:23:52,160
Speaker 2: Everything everything, they know how to do everything. They are healers,

493
00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:54,760
Speaker 2: they are cooks, they are chefs, they are house builders,

494
00:23:54,760 --> 00:23:58,320
Speaker 2: they are property finders, they are they they're everything. There

495
00:23:58,320 --> 00:24:00,240
Speaker 2: are teachers or Spanish teachers.

496
00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:01,040
Speaker 1: Fired answers.

497
00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:03,680
Speaker 2: But you know what I will say though, like America

498
00:24:03,680 --> 00:24:05,879
Speaker 2: makes us have to really choose a thing and like

499
00:24:05,960 --> 00:24:07,879
Speaker 2: some of these people can do all these things and

500
00:24:07,920 --> 00:24:09,199
Speaker 2: do them well. I know.

501
00:24:09,280 --> 00:24:13,280
Speaker 1: Look, I say, a bomb ass photographer, videographer and a cyclist.

502
00:24:14,040 --> 00:24:17,200
Speaker 1: You know, like everybody's everything, and it is. I think

503
00:24:17,200 --> 00:24:20,040
Speaker 1: America gives you limitations and like limitations to your own

504
00:24:20,040 --> 00:24:22,280
Speaker 1: beliefs of like what your cap can.

505
00:24:22,240 --> 00:24:24,680
Speaker 2: Only be this honestly, like we must do much of

506
00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:27,440
Speaker 2: you must do four hundred thousand hours of training in

507
00:24:27,560 --> 00:24:28,679
Speaker 2: order to be an expert in this.

508
00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:32,520
Speaker 1: We would not have probably stepped into our retreat healing

509
00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:34,760
Speaker 1: the way we had. Had we not gone to this place,

510
00:24:35,119 --> 00:24:37,320
Speaker 1: we would have been like questioning ourselves, like we have to.

511
00:24:37,240 --> 00:24:41,399
Speaker 2: Do four hundred hours of retreat building retreat classes before

512
00:24:41,440 --> 00:24:42,040
Speaker 2: we can.

513
00:24:42,240 --> 00:24:45,720
Speaker 1: Which this is the retreat class. Four hundred hours. This

514
00:24:46,119 --> 00:24:50,440
Speaker 1: goddamn podcast talking to myself slash Erica for four hundred

515
00:24:50,480 --> 00:24:54,960
Speaker 1: hours has brought me here. I have realizations. Yeah, you

516
00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:57,359
Speaker 1: know what it is too. It's white supremacy. They have

517
00:24:57,520 --> 00:25:00,119
Speaker 1: made like you know, we live in this box and

518
00:25:00,119 --> 00:25:02,679
Speaker 1: this very structured idea of what it looks like. You

519
00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:04,320
Speaker 1: have to go to college, you have to graduate. Like

520
00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:06,800
Speaker 1: fuck your intuition and what you know you're good at?

521
00:25:07,080 --> 00:25:08,800
Speaker 1: Fuck would you come out the womb just being good

522
00:25:08,800 --> 00:25:11,280
Speaker 1: at you know? Like like what about what you know?

523
00:25:12,080 --> 00:25:14,040
Speaker 1: And it makes you question that and like even to

524
00:25:14,119 --> 00:25:17,679
Speaker 1: each other like oh you do what? Okay, oh you

525
00:25:17,720 --> 00:25:18,960
Speaker 1: do that? And that you can't be both. You can't

526
00:25:18,960 --> 00:25:19,440
Speaker 1: be good at both.

527
00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:22,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, like what if you just followed your intuition and

528
00:25:23,040 --> 00:25:25,480
Speaker 2: did the things that make you feel good? And yeah,

529
00:25:25,560 --> 00:25:27,880
Speaker 2: obviously you should read up on the things you want

530
00:25:27,920 --> 00:25:29,960
Speaker 2: to do. You should lean on people that have already

531
00:25:30,000 --> 00:25:32,080
Speaker 2: done it. But don't let like.

532
00:25:32,480 --> 00:25:36,479
Speaker 1: Proper schooling or formal education stop you from tapping into

533
00:25:36,560 --> 00:25:39,879
Speaker 1: your natural born gifts. Like if you're a natural born

534
00:25:39,960 --> 00:25:43,480
Speaker 1: fucking healer, which I think all of us are lead

535
00:25:43,520 --> 00:25:46,360
Speaker 1: with that. If your shit is like I'm a photographer,

536
00:25:46,400 --> 00:25:47,360
Speaker 1: I take bomb pictures.

537
00:25:47,680 --> 00:25:50,040
Speaker 2: Go do that shit. We don't need to go to

538
00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:51,720
Speaker 2: college to be a photographer. I'm sorry.

539
00:25:51,920 --> 00:25:56,480
Speaker 1: One of one of the girls from UH was it Shadah.

540
00:25:57,080 --> 00:25:59,959
Speaker 1: I think it's Shade. Actually, one of like week one

541
00:26:00,080 --> 00:26:03,600
Speaker 1: or week two of the or first retreats was like

542
00:26:03,760 --> 00:26:06,200
Speaker 1: I had a download that I you know, my healing

543
00:26:06,240 --> 00:26:09,960
Speaker 1: power is creating really like comfortable spaces for my friends.

544
00:26:10,359 --> 00:26:12,520
Speaker 1: And I realized I do that anyway. People always come

545
00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:15,240
Speaker 1: to my house and I cook for them, and I'm like, yeah,

546
00:26:15,280 --> 00:26:18,000
Speaker 1: that's a gift. Yeah, you know, like we underestimate the

547
00:26:18,119 --> 00:26:20,159
Speaker 1: very small things that make us us, you know, like

548
00:26:20,240 --> 00:26:23,120
Speaker 1: I've been the people is Dancing bitch of all Time

549
00:26:23,200 --> 00:26:27,200
Speaker 1: for years, no avail not making any profit of my

550
00:26:27,840 --> 00:26:30,840
Speaker 1: natural abilities to meet bitches in the bathroom. Yet here

551
00:26:30,880 --> 00:26:33,520
Speaker 1: I am, you know, but like every time I meet

552
00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:35,239
Speaker 1: an old friend, it's like this is so you what

553
00:26:35,280 --> 00:26:38,080
Speaker 1: you're doing. I was like, what just being me? They're like, yeah,

554
00:26:38,119 --> 00:26:40,280
Speaker 1: you've always been this way. I was like, yeah, that's true.

555
00:26:40,880 --> 00:26:44,080
Speaker 1: But we underestimate our like natural born abilities and our

556
00:26:44,119 --> 00:26:47,639
Speaker 1: talents because we're expected to like go to college or

557
00:26:48,520 --> 00:26:50,920
Speaker 1: some other person, some corporate person is supposed to tell

558
00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:54,040
Speaker 1: you you're finally good now. Yeah, like you've made it

559
00:26:54,119 --> 00:26:55,679
Speaker 1: a person you don't even fucking know. I was supposed

560
00:26:55,720 --> 00:26:57,720
Speaker 1: to award you some type of certification to be who

561
00:26:57,760 --> 00:26:57,919
Speaker 1: you are.

562
00:26:57,920 --> 00:27:01,840
Speaker 2: About schooling and like the grading system, like how defeating

563
00:27:01,880 --> 00:27:04,399
Speaker 2: that is for people like oh, I can't I'm not

564
00:27:04,400 --> 00:27:07,000
Speaker 2: good at math because I've gotten d's and c So

565
00:27:07,119 --> 00:27:09,800
Speaker 2: now I for sure can't go into a field that

566
00:27:09,840 --> 00:27:11,600
Speaker 2: requires me to know how to do this. So you

567
00:27:11,640 --> 00:27:15,080
Speaker 2: automatically count those things out. You automatically say I can't,

568
00:27:15,119 --> 00:27:17,199
Speaker 2: I'm not going to have this profession even though my

569
00:27:17,280 --> 00:27:19,320
Speaker 2: intuition tells me like I would be good at this,

570
00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:21,600
Speaker 2: because this one thing I can't master.

571
00:27:22,320 --> 00:27:26,480
Speaker 1: And it's like, no, well it school The schooling system

572
00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:30,200
Speaker 1: programs you to like focus on your insecurities, and in

573
00:27:30,280 --> 00:27:34,199
Speaker 1: a world that already is very like it's built on

574
00:27:34,400 --> 00:27:38,520
Speaker 1: targeting your insecurities. It's not helpful and it will help

575
00:27:38,560 --> 00:27:41,680
Speaker 1: you have you doubting yourself and like even even for us,

576
00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:44,640
Speaker 1: like even for me, like there's so many things even

577
00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:47,280
Speaker 1: in this space that I'm insecure about, you know, like

578
00:27:47,320 --> 00:27:49,159
Speaker 1: even with my partner, like things you're good at that

579
00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:52,439
Speaker 1: I'm not good at or whatever. And I'm constantly even

580
00:27:52,480 --> 00:27:56,720
Speaker 1: till yesterday this morning, like questioning my abilities to do

581
00:27:56,800 --> 00:27:59,399
Speaker 1: shit or like my if I deserve to be in

582
00:27:59,440 --> 00:28:01,760
Speaker 1: a space are like you know, all these things are

583
00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:03,959
Speaker 1: coming to us so quickly, and I'm like, oh my god,

584
00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:05,919
Speaker 1: Like I'm scared.

585
00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:09,560
Speaker 2: The same girl, I'm I have imposter syndrome all the time.

586
00:28:09,760 --> 00:28:12,399
Speaker 2: And even and we've talked about this too, like feeling

587
00:28:12,440 --> 00:28:15,440
Speaker 2: insecure about the strengths of the people.

588
00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:17,840
Speaker 1: Closest to you, like people that you love that you're like,

589
00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:20,359
Speaker 1: oh my god. Like she like Jamila can do this

590
00:28:20,400 --> 00:28:22,680
Speaker 1: so well. She can just like public speak and things

591
00:28:22,720 --> 00:28:24,560
Speaker 1: just flow off her tongue, and she just like can

592
00:28:24,840 --> 00:28:27,440
Speaker 1: be also eloquent so quickly, where sometimes I feel like

593
00:28:27,480 --> 00:28:31,760
Speaker 1: I struggle to like really say the things that I

594
00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:35,280
Speaker 1: want to say in the most clear and eloquent way.

595
00:28:35,560 --> 00:28:37,080
Speaker 1: And I'm like, damn, like do I need I literally

596
00:28:37,119 --> 00:28:38,600
Speaker 1: went on a fucking Facebook rant the other day.

597
00:28:38,600 --> 00:28:40,120
Speaker 2: I was like, do I need to take public speaking classes?

598
00:28:40,440 --> 00:28:40,720
Speaker 1: Probably?

599
00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:43,440
Speaker 2: Like what the fuck? I can't think straight? And also

600
00:28:43,640 --> 00:28:46,200
Speaker 2: like I also really do feel like because for me

601
00:28:46,440 --> 00:28:48,160
Speaker 2: and I have this kind of realization while I was

602
00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:51,040
Speaker 2: going on this Instagram rant and our close friends, because

603
00:28:51,080 --> 00:28:52,600
Speaker 2: I wasn't ready for the whole world to know my

604
00:28:52,600 --> 00:28:57,040
Speaker 2: insecurities just now. Though now I'll let all you know

605
00:28:58,840 --> 00:29:02,120
Speaker 2: that because we are growing so quickly and I am

606
00:29:02,400 --> 00:29:05,520
Speaker 2: I'm required to be creative. I'm required to like talk

607
00:29:05,640 --> 00:29:07,920
Speaker 2: on our podcast all the time. I'm required to like

608
00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:10,840
Speaker 2: create content, which I do love. But then I'm also

609
00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:13,640
Speaker 2: required to be a marketing guru, and I'm also required

610
00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:16,320
Speaker 2: to like be a business woman and assert myself and

611
00:29:16,360 --> 00:29:19,560
Speaker 2: like remember all these deadlines because like I can't afford

612
00:29:19,760 --> 00:29:22,200
Speaker 2: a fucking team to really like to do all the

613
00:29:22,240 --> 00:29:23,200
Speaker 2: things all the time.

614
00:29:23,560 --> 00:29:26,920
Speaker 1: So it's like I'm battling between my creativity and like

615
00:29:27,080 --> 00:29:30,360
Speaker 1: this masculine this masculine side, which is essentially like the

616
00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:33,960
Speaker 1: hunter in business that I know I'm good at, but

617
00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:35,960
Speaker 1: I don't Sometimes I want to turn it off, but

618
00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:38,320
Speaker 1: then also like I can't, So then I think, like

619
00:29:38,840 --> 00:29:41,600
Speaker 1: all these things in my mind kind of jumble up,

620
00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:45,040
Speaker 1: and then when it's time to like talk, I can't

621
00:29:45,080 --> 00:29:48,160
Speaker 1: find words. It's a it's a lot to think.

622
00:29:48,640 --> 00:29:51,920
Speaker 2: I mean, it's like fighting words feels fucking hard.

623
00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:54,240
Speaker 1: Well, you underestimate how much brain power it takes to

624
00:29:54,280 --> 00:29:56,640
Speaker 1: be creative, and like when you're creative as a as

625
00:29:56,680 --> 00:29:59,320
Speaker 1: a like a business, and like, of course it comes

626
00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:00,880
Speaker 1: easy to us because this is a shit we love,

627
00:30:00,920 --> 00:30:03,320
Speaker 1: but it's still you get like you're being creative in

628
00:30:03,320 --> 00:30:06,800
Speaker 1: too many fucking areas and like and then like, I'm

629
00:30:06,800 --> 00:30:09,600
Speaker 1: just grateful that we are this honest with ourselves and

630
00:30:09,640 --> 00:30:12,720
Speaker 1: to each other, because it is difficult. We are growing quickly.

631
00:30:12,800 --> 00:30:15,200
Speaker 1: Like I fucked around and looked at fucking Lipstick Alley

632
00:30:15,240 --> 00:30:17,720
Speaker 1: and they're like, I like Eric Kamoa. She's like I'm

633
00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:19,280
Speaker 1: getting used to Jamila and I'm like, why did I

634
00:30:19,320 --> 00:30:20,160
Speaker 1: read this stupid shit?

635
00:30:20,240 --> 00:30:21,400
Speaker 2: Stop going now.

636
00:30:21,600 --> 00:30:24,280
Speaker 1: But I'm like, do people like me? And like this

637
00:30:24,320 --> 00:30:26,320
Speaker 1: is so dumb. I'm like, she's like two bitches on

638
00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:30,360
Speaker 1: the show love you. I know, but I'm like as

639
00:30:30,520 --> 00:30:32,840
Speaker 1: and I realize as we grow and as we get

640
00:30:32,840 --> 00:30:35,320
Speaker 1: into different spaces, like people are going to talk shit,

641
00:30:35,400 --> 00:30:37,720
Speaker 1: people are bored and miserable at home.

642
00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:40,720
Speaker 2: Well, also they're triggered, and they they're triggered and you,

643
00:30:41,160 --> 00:30:44,479
Speaker 2: in a lot of ways, I or you are a

644
00:30:44,520 --> 00:30:46,800
Speaker 2: mirror to them of something that they haven't dealt with,

645
00:30:46,920 --> 00:30:50,320
Speaker 2: and so they feel triggered or they feel like I

646
00:30:50,360 --> 00:30:53,160
Speaker 2: don't like or they don't necessarily want to live their

647
00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:55,200
Speaker 2: life like me or you, and because of that, they're

648
00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:58,560
Speaker 2: like ew or fuck that, And that's like, girl, then

649
00:30:58,600 --> 00:31:00,240
Speaker 2: don't you don't have to live your life like me?

650
00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:01,800
Speaker 1: And no, And I was just like I don't need

651
00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:05,960
Speaker 1: this negativity. And also just like I don't want like

652
00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:08,320
Speaker 1: we've fought so hard to be here and we've come

653
00:31:08,560 --> 00:31:10,960
Speaker 1: such a long way. Like the sweat equity is real,

654
00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:11,800
Speaker 1: just like all the.

655
00:31:11,880 --> 00:31:15,160
Speaker 2: We're never gonna let that word go ever since the lawyers,

656
00:31:15,160 --> 00:31:17,840
Speaker 2: ever since the lawyer told us what sweat equity is. Bitch,

657
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:19,760
Speaker 2: the amount of times I've used it in the last

658
00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:22,040
Speaker 2: like six months, crazy, I know, but it's real.

659
00:31:22,200 --> 00:31:25,640
Speaker 1: But like, there're hundreds of hours that I lived in

660
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:28,800
Speaker 1: Erica's fucking dining room while our kids raise themselves. It

661
00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:33,640
Speaker 1: is not to be fucking miscalculated. It's true. It's just

662
00:31:33,760 --> 00:31:37,239
Speaker 1: like like we really fought to be here, like like

663
00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:41,640
Speaker 1: no network deals, no, like big fucking no big thing,

664
00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:43,400
Speaker 1: Like no one came and gave us this. We worked

665
00:31:43,400 --> 00:31:46,000
Speaker 1: for it, you know. But I just I know that

666
00:31:46,440 --> 00:31:49,520
Speaker 1: inevitably people are going to be intimidated. People are going

667
00:31:49,560 --> 00:31:52,240
Speaker 1: to try and pit us against each other. Oh well

668
00:31:52,280 --> 00:31:53,760
Speaker 1: you can do this and she can't do that. Oh

669
00:31:53,760 --> 00:31:55,520
Speaker 1: you want to do it by yourself or like just

670
00:31:55,680 --> 00:31:59,000
Speaker 1: all these things, and it's come constantly, not constantly, but

671
00:31:59,120 --> 00:32:03,480
Speaker 1: like it's come scarier as we grow, like having to

672
00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:07,400
Speaker 1: like have these conversations in my head like shut the

673
00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:10,040
Speaker 1: fuck up, bitch, that is not real, you know what

674
00:32:10,080 --> 00:32:12,959
Speaker 1: I mean, Like and constantly like talk to myself about

675
00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:16,280
Speaker 1: my insecurities and like, luckily I'm gonna I'm you know,

676
00:32:16,520 --> 00:32:18,240
Speaker 1: self Like.

677
00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:22,000
Speaker 2: What is it called? I don't know, see this is

678
00:32:22,040 --> 00:32:25,000
Speaker 2: we're talking about. We lose words. Self aware?

679
00:32:25,120 --> 00:32:28,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm self aware. So I can like

680
00:32:28,840 --> 00:32:32,280
Speaker 1: stop these insecure thoughts when they come up. And it's

681
00:32:32,400 --> 00:32:35,000
Speaker 1: just like it doesn't serve us, Like I've fought too

682
00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:37,320
Speaker 1: hard to be here, to get here, and let bitches

683
00:32:37,320 --> 00:32:39,200
Speaker 1: I don't know make me question why I'm here.

684
00:32:39,280 --> 00:32:41,640
Speaker 2: That's true, But I will say that sometimes those self

685
00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:44,600
Speaker 2: I am self aware, but those insecure thoughts. Sometimes I

686
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:48,120
Speaker 2: realize I will talk shit to myself for days before

687
00:32:48,160 --> 00:32:50,120
Speaker 2: I say bitch, stop.

688
00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:51,200
Speaker 1: Like it'll be days.

689
00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:53,959
Speaker 2: Like I'm like, I've just been talking shit for days, bitch,

690
00:32:54,080 --> 00:33:00,280
Speaker 2: all day, just like comparing worried, stressed, like fake, sent

691
00:33:00,320 --> 00:33:03,440
Speaker 2: full for random shit, just like all types of shit.

692
00:33:03,600 --> 00:33:07,560
Speaker 2: And then I'm like, no, nope, nope nope, but like

693
00:33:07,760 --> 00:33:11,320
Speaker 2: I'm getting better at catching myself, but there's still like

694
00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:13,800
Speaker 2: a lot of days where I'm like, how long you've

695
00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:14,320
Speaker 2: been talking shit?

696
00:33:14,480 --> 00:33:16,200
Speaker 1: Oh my god. Just reminded me that we got in

697
00:33:16,200 --> 00:33:17,240
Speaker 1: a fight at the retreat.

698
00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:22,120
Speaker 2: Me and Mila got in our first fight, like a

699
00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:22,960
Speaker 2: real fight, Like.

700
00:33:22,880 --> 00:33:24,400
Speaker 1: I don't know if there was a first No, that

701
00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:24,760
Speaker 1: was like.

702
00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:26,760
Speaker 2: A real first fight. You yelled at me, and I

703
00:33:26,840 --> 00:33:28,640
Speaker 2: was like, I don't do well with yelling, so I'm

704
00:33:28,720 --> 00:33:29,320
Speaker 2: leaving now.

705
00:33:30,760 --> 00:33:31,160
Speaker 1: She did.

706
00:33:31,240 --> 00:33:33,719
Speaker 2: She yelled at me and was like like shaking her

707
00:33:33,720 --> 00:33:37,080
Speaker 2: computer in my face, and like with Orlando was on

708
00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:40,080
Speaker 2: FaceTime and she was like the showy and I was like, bitch,

709
00:33:40,120 --> 00:33:42,320
Speaker 2: we don't get this fucking knock computer on my face.

710
00:33:42,360 --> 00:33:44,800
Speaker 2: You're making sound abuse and all the wait, wait, hold on,

711
00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:48,000
Speaker 2: Not only were there. Not only was Orlando on the

712
00:33:48,040 --> 00:33:51,080
Speaker 2: face time, Jarez was in the room with us, and

713
00:33:51,120 --> 00:33:52,600
Speaker 2: she felt so awkward.

714
00:33:52,240 --> 00:33:54,400
Speaker 1: She was so uncomfortable. I was like, it's fine. She

715
00:33:54,520 --> 00:33:58,880
Speaker 1: was like, okay. Well I was like, and then we're fine.

716
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:01,080
Speaker 1: How the fuck are we supposed to be?

717
00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:03,120
Speaker 2: I always forgot about that fight me too.

718
00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:05,560
Speaker 1: Because it was so fucking stupid. It was so dumb.

719
00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:09,319
Speaker 1: Oh my god, for like it was the.

720
00:34:09,239 --> 00:34:11,120
Speaker 2: Fight was about titties. It was like the fight it

721
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:15,440
Speaker 2: was about titties. The fight was literally about tits.

722
00:34:17,120 --> 00:34:21,239
Speaker 1: It was about tits. Oh my god. I forgot it

723
00:34:21,280 --> 00:34:22,000
Speaker 1: was about tits.

724
00:34:22,280 --> 00:34:23,600
Speaker 2: Wow. If there's ever if I don't want to have

725
00:34:23,640 --> 00:34:25,320
Speaker 2: with you, it's for sure about nudity and tits.

726
00:34:25,360 --> 00:34:29,640
Speaker 1: So, oh my god, Oh man, I was so mad.

727
00:34:29,680 --> 00:34:31,240
Speaker 1: We didn't talk for twenty four hours.

728
00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:31,799
Speaker 2: We did it.

729
00:34:31,800 --> 00:34:33,439
Speaker 1: We just like we slept in the bed together.

730
00:34:33,560 --> 00:34:36,920
Speaker 2: We just I think. YARDS was like, I think she's

731
00:34:36,920 --> 00:34:38,200
Speaker 2: going to sleep in the other room. I was like,

732
00:34:38,239 --> 00:34:40,440
Speaker 2: I think that's best. And then I went in the room.

733
00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:41,640
Speaker 2: She still slept in my bed.

734
00:34:41,680 --> 00:34:42,279
Speaker 1: No I'm not.

735
00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:44,320
Speaker 2: I was like, Wow, this is really husband and wife.

736
00:34:44,360 --> 00:34:46,120
Speaker 1: We didn't pay for that room. I wasn't about to

737
00:34:46,120 --> 00:34:47,640
Speaker 1: get us to have to pay because we got in

738
00:34:47,640 --> 00:34:50,560
Speaker 1: a fight. Bitch. I was like, nope, it's gonna go

739
00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:53,439
Speaker 1: in here right now and go to sleep. Oh my god.

740
00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:57,600
Speaker 1: We were nuts of all the things in the world. Tits.

741
00:34:57,680 --> 00:35:03,640
Speaker 1: Oh god. Then we like apologize at a at a workshop.

742
00:35:04,600 --> 00:35:05,600
Speaker 1: I love you, I love you.

743
00:35:06,000 --> 00:35:07,920
Speaker 2: It was actually like a very emotional workshop.

744
00:35:08,600 --> 00:35:09,920
Speaker 1: I was like, how the fuck are we going to

745
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:11,759
Speaker 1: be in a fight for the day three of the

746
00:35:11,760 --> 00:35:14,719
Speaker 1: full fucking seven day retreat. Okay, so I'm just gonna

747
00:35:14,719 --> 00:35:16,200
Speaker 1: go ahead and tell you guys what the fight is

748
00:35:17,160 --> 00:35:18,840
Speaker 1: because it's so fucking important.

749
00:35:20,400 --> 00:35:23,239
Speaker 2: But we're gonna put this on Patreon. Yeah, because we

750
00:35:23,239 --> 00:35:28,600
Speaker 2: can't expose our fights. Okay, we're perfect. We're perfect friends.

751
00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:30,879
Speaker 2: If I want to know what me and Mela fought

752
00:35:30,920 --> 00:35:32,440
Speaker 2: over tits for, join Patreon.

753
00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:38,040
Speaker 1: Ye wait, where's my banana backwood before I tell you

754
00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:39,680
Speaker 1: about this stupid ass fight we had?

755
00:35:39,760 --> 00:35:41,080
Speaker 2: Oh my god? Wait, did you do the thing that

756
00:35:41,120 --> 00:35:43,640
Speaker 2: stuff told us to do in Costa Rica with the backwood? Oh?

757
00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:46,640
Speaker 1: Yes, you made major discovery in Costa Rica. You have

758
00:35:46,800 --> 00:35:49,879
Speaker 1: to rinse off your backwood before using it. It makes

759
00:35:50,040 --> 00:35:52,799
Speaker 1: the world a different Apparently every bitch knew this except us.

760
00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:55,399
Speaker 1: I know we're new to the game, but now it's

761
00:35:55,440 --> 00:35:56,440
Speaker 1: over for you bitches.

762
00:35:56,600 --> 00:35:58,719
Speaker 2: You have to get it wet. It makes it taste better,

763
00:35:58,800 --> 00:36:02,120
Speaker 2: it makes it last longer, and it's easier to.

764
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:03,320
Speaker 1: Roll, easier to roll.

765
00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:05,919
Speaker 2: So you washed the ship.

766
00:36:06,040 --> 00:36:07,319
Speaker 1: Yeah, of course I washed this ship.

767
00:36:07,440 --> 00:36:09,880
Speaker 2: Okay, good, what are you smoking?

768
00:36:10,920 --> 00:36:14,120
Speaker 1: This is our favorite? Uh, this is my favorite hybrid.

769
00:36:14,280 --> 00:36:17,920
Speaker 1: It's a blue dream. Oh I love a blue dream,

770
00:36:18,320 --> 00:36:20,280
Speaker 1: me too, And like the blue dream with a banana,

771
00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:26,560
Speaker 1: Backwood gives it like a banana berry taste. Oh, with

772
00:36:26,640 --> 00:36:27,160
Speaker 1: the honey.

773
00:36:27,680 --> 00:36:29,960
Speaker 2: You know you all if you all been watching us

774
00:36:29,960 --> 00:36:33,600
Speaker 2: smoke these backwoods, and you know the secret to backwoods

775
00:36:33,680 --> 00:36:36,880
Speaker 2: aside from getting wet, it's putting the honey. It is

776
00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:39,760
Speaker 2: the ship. It makes it sweet, it makes it burn slow,

777
00:36:40,120 --> 00:36:41,920
Speaker 2: and it's cute.

778
00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:50,480
Speaker 1: You're welcome. Yeah, so that happened. Anything anything else?

779
00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:57,760
Speaker 2: No, We'm excited about our live shows. That's anything else.

780
00:36:57,880 --> 00:37:00,400
Speaker 1: I'm so excited about our live show. I'm so excited

781
00:37:00,440 --> 00:37:03,400
Speaker 1: that we get to like delve in both areas of

782
00:37:03,440 --> 00:37:06,480
Speaker 1: our healing and the fun. Yeah, like go hard and healing,

783
00:37:06,560 --> 00:37:07,319
Speaker 1: go hard and fun.

784
00:37:08,000 --> 00:37:10,920
Speaker 2: Equal parts healing, equal part, equal parts hoeing.

785
00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:15,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, healing and Hoeing is really you know, the the

786
00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:17,480
Speaker 1: black and the White, the darkness and the light is

787
00:37:17,520 --> 00:37:20,799
Speaker 1: really our entire franchise. So I'm really happy we get

788
00:37:20,800 --> 00:37:25,319
Speaker 1: to do like August Healing, September Hoen and I'm really

789
00:37:25,320 --> 00:37:32,400
Speaker 1: excited about hitting Chicago, New York, d C, Philly, Atlanta.

790
00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:36,440
Speaker 1: We are We're just doing a lot of fucking cool

791
00:37:36,600 --> 00:37:38,680
Speaker 1: shit and it's gonna be fun as fuck. And you know,

792
00:37:38,719 --> 00:37:42,040
Speaker 1: we're some fancy ass advanced ass bitches, so it's gonna

793
00:37:42,040 --> 00:37:43,480
Speaker 1: be a fun you ever in production.

794
00:37:43,560 --> 00:37:46,879
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's a full production, you know, in true good

795
00:37:46,920 --> 00:37:50,960
Speaker 2: Mom's gone wild form. You know, we're gonna have bomb

796
00:37:51,040 --> 00:37:54,040
Speaker 2: ass guests and we're gonna have you guys come up

797
00:37:54,040 --> 00:37:56,799
Speaker 2: and do some fun shit because that's all that's It's

798
00:37:56,800 --> 00:38:01,320
Speaker 2: almost like a retreat on stage. It's like a show retreat.

799
00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:04,600
Speaker 1: It's like a two hour retreat, like you can come home,

800
00:38:04,719 --> 00:38:07,600
Speaker 1: make it to like unwant not come home. Basically, we're home,

801
00:38:07,840 --> 00:38:11,440
Speaker 1: come unwined, get ratchet, and like get your like small

802
00:38:11,480 --> 00:38:13,000
Speaker 1: dose of what you would get at the retreat.

803
00:38:13,560 --> 00:38:15,440
Speaker 2: And you guys were If you guys can't make it

804
00:38:15,480 --> 00:38:18,640
Speaker 2: to any of those cities, we're streaming one of our shows,

805
00:38:18,640 --> 00:38:21,960
Speaker 2: actually our Atlanta show, So make sure you click the

806
00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:24,640
Speaker 2: link in this episode description to buy tickets for the

807
00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:27,640
Speaker 2: live stream of our show that's going to be on

808
00:38:27,719 --> 00:38:30,879
Speaker 2: September twenty fifth, when the.

809
00:38:30,800 --> 00:38:35,680
Speaker 1: Atlanta Show tour manager twenty eighth, that's going to be

810
00:38:35,719 --> 00:38:39,279
Speaker 1: on September twenty eighth. If you can't make it to

811
00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:42,120
Speaker 1: any of those cities, please come join us on the

812
00:38:42,160 --> 00:38:45,399
Speaker 1: live streams. It's affordable, it's gonna be fun.

813
00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:47,680
Speaker 2: Call your girls, have a girls night, have a fun

814
00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:49,440
Speaker 2: night like Inviute, a bunch of other good moms who

815
00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:52,960
Speaker 2: make bad choices and get them drinks, get them smoke

816
00:38:53,600 --> 00:38:57,640
Speaker 2: and whatever other drugs you like. A drugs go crazy,

817
00:38:57,719 --> 00:38:59,880
Speaker 2: go wild, go wild with the good moms.

818
00:39:00,080 --> 00:39:03,960
Speaker 1: Oh wild. I'm super excited. We also are doing a

819
00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:09,800
Speaker 1: speaking event in Philly with Family Wellness Retreat. It's called

820
00:39:09,960 --> 00:39:13,239
Speaker 1: you Didn't Know We were? They were Seeds, And it's

821
00:39:13,239 --> 00:39:16,840
Speaker 1: actually we manifested this with Latiana and our first retreat,

822
00:39:17,080 --> 00:39:20,000
Speaker 1: so she wanted us to be keynote speakers, and it

823
00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:22,960
Speaker 1: just so happens, by the grace of God, that our

824
00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:26,319
Speaker 1: Philly show is the same day as the retreat. And

825
00:39:26,600 --> 00:39:30,560
Speaker 1: that's how fucking Manifestation works. Yeah, she said, we're gonna

826
00:39:30,560 --> 00:39:33,120
Speaker 1: come and lo and behold. We will be there on

827
00:39:33,520 --> 00:39:37,000
Speaker 1: in Philadelphia, and so it's gonna be bombed. I'm really

828
00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:39,920
Speaker 1: excited about just being able to manifest everything we want

829
00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:43,279
Speaker 1: in our lives, and especially about us being able to

830
00:39:43,280 --> 00:39:46,560
Speaker 1: get over fights quickly. Even if twenty four hours it's

831
00:39:46,560 --> 00:39:50,160
Speaker 1: our longest standing fight, it was like twenty seven hours. Yeah,

832
00:39:50,239 --> 00:39:52,319
Speaker 1: it was the longest twenty seven hours of my fucking life.

833
00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:54,840
Speaker 1: I was aided every moment of it. I was like, ugh, like,

834
00:39:54,920 --> 00:39:57,320
Speaker 1: can we just stop? Erica just stopped, I know. I

835
00:39:57,400 --> 00:39:59,399
Speaker 1: was like, just stop, Like should you just apologize? I'm

836
00:39:59,400 --> 00:40:03,759
Speaker 1: like stop, I was like her, I'm like, never, how

837
00:40:03,840 --> 00:40:06,120
Speaker 1: was I supposed to get the memo fuck him? To

838
00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:10,720
Speaker 1: fuck him? From making her feel bad about her tits?

839
00:40:11,680 --> 00:40:14,160
Speaker 1: I was like, Orlando, Oh my god, I don't get it.

840
00:40:14,200 --> 00:40:15,879
Speaker 2: And he didn't even make me feel bad.

841
00:40:15,880 --> 00:40:16,239
Speaker 1: It was me.

842
00:40:16,520 --> 00:40:19,040
Speaker 2: I know it was me because I didn't know how

843
00:40:19,080 --> 00:40:21,360
Speaker 2: to like navigate. I didn't know how to like be

844
00:40:21,480 --> 00:40:23,359
Speaker 2: in that space. After that situation, I'm like, so, what

845
00:40:23,400 --> 00:40:25,680
Speaker 2: are the boundaries? I don't fucking know. Let me just

846
00:40:25,680 --> 00:40:27,399
Speaker 2: wait till he's in the here so that we can

847
00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:29,480
Speaker 2: set them like, maybe my tits could be out if

848
00:40:29,480 --> 00:40:31,759
Speaker 2: he was here in Orlando. Was here, maybe liked be

849
00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:34,000
Speaker 2: the intro to Erica's tits in the family, Like I

850
00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:36,479
Speaker 2: don't know there are steps to my big tit reveal

851
00:40:36,560 --> 00:40:37,160
Speaker 2: because you know me.

852
00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:39,160
Speaker 1: I'm like, did you tell your nigga he'snna see my tits?

853
00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:41,479
Speaker 1: And tell him because he's gonna see my tits.

854
00:40:41,520 --> 00:40:43,239
Speaker 2: We also know I don't. I don't show my tits

855
00:40:43,239 --> 00:40:44,080
Speaker 2: everywhere all the time.

856
00:40:44,480 --> 00:40:46,080
Speaker 1: I know that, But you act like I put you

857
00:40:46,120 --> 00:40:47,640
Speaker 1: on fucking Instagram blog.

858
00:40:47,719 --> 00:40:49,480
Speaker 2: Oh I know what I'm just saying, like that is

859
00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:55,080
Speaker 2: just like my Instagram life. But anyway, thank you for

860
00:40:56,480 --> 00:41:00,920
Speaker 2: accepting me for all of my nuances and all of

861
00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:03,839
Speaker 2: my different lists and rules that come up.

862
00:41:05,400 --> 00:41:07,680
Speaker 1: Thanks good, Thanks for accepting me with all of my

863
00:41:08,040 --> 00:41:10,080
Speaker 1: You know, I've lost so many friends over my tits.

864
00:41:10,080 --> 00:41:11,640
Speaker 2: So I love your tits.

865
00:41:11,719 --> 00:41:12,239
Speaker 1: I love you.

866
00:41:12,400 --> 00:41:13,000
Speaker 2: I love you too.

867
00:41:13,400 --> 00:41:17,920
Speaker 1: I'm happy that we can get through things even if

868
00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:24,120
Speaker 1: both stubborn water signed asses are like fuck that, fuck you. Well,

869
00:41:24,280 --> 00:41:26,440
Speaker 1: we picked a car today. Is it Tarot time? It

870
00:41:26,520 --> 00:41:29,399
Speaker 1: is Tarot time? Do you have affirmation for us?

871
00:41:29,760 --> 00:41:30,960
Speaker 2: Do I have an affirmation?

872
00:41:31,160 --> 00:41:32,040
Speaker 1: You're good? At affirmation.

873
00:41:33,440 --> 00:41:34,919
Speaker 2: I think I might I might have said this one before,

874
00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:36,120
Speaker 2: but I don't know. Maybe I just showed up.

875
00:41:36,160 --> 00:41:37,600
Speaker 1: We didn't We have like a rap song one that

876
00:41:37,640 --> 00:41:38,520
Speaker 1: we wanted to use once.

877
00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:41,560
Speaker 2: Was it a one liner? It was right? So girl,

878
00:41:41,600 --> 00:41:42,040
Speaker 2: what was it?

879
00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:43,399
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know. If you won't ready

880
00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:44,080
Speaker 1: shot down for fuck?

881
00:41:45,320 --> 00:41:48,319
Speaker 2: Okay, never mind, I mean, fu bitches get money. I

882
00:41:48,320 --> 00:41:48,680
Speaker 2: don't know.

883
00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:50,719
Speaker 1: No, no, we can't say fuck bitches, get money. We

884
00:41:50,719 --> 00:41:52,480
Speaker 1: just came back from a retreat. Just get money.

885
00:41:53,080 --> 00:41:56,240
Speaker 2: I don't mean like bitches. Women. Bitches are everybody, okay,

886
00:41:56,239 --> 00:41:57,880
Speaker 2: but yeah, we shouldn't be fucking bitches.

887
00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:01,359
Speaker 1: We should be fucking bitches, but not like that kind,

888
00:42:02,640 --> 00:42:05,280
Speaker 1: not that kind of bitch. We need to be fucking bitches,

889
00:42:05,280 --> 00:42:06,160
Speaker 1: not fucking bitches.

890
00:42:06,560 --> 00:42:08,600
Speaker 2: I mean like fucking bitches like I'm in like those

891
00:42:08,600 --> 00:42:09,160
Speaker 2: bitches want to.

892
00:42:09,160 --> 00:42:09,640
Speaker 1: Fuck me too.

893
00:42:09,840 --> 00:42:13,439
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's a consensual fucking like fuck bitches, like have fun,

894
00:42:13,560 --> 00:42:16,279
Speaker 2: get money. That's the kind of vibe I was going

895
00:42:16,320 --> 00:42:16,560
Speaker 2: with that.

896
00:42:17,080 --> 00:42:19,799
Speaker 1: It wasn't a negative, okay, So let's just go with

897
00:42:19,800 --> 00:42:20,719
Speaker 1: fuck bitches, get money.

898
00:42:20,760 --> 00:42:21,600
Speaker 2: Okay.

899
00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:26,360
Speaker 1: So the affirmation of today is fuck bitches, get money.

900
00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:28,359
Speaker 2: If you gotta say it like that and you gotta

901
00:42:28,400 --> 00:42:29,319
Speaker 2: do this bounce.

902
00:42:29,320 --> 00:42:36,960
Speaker 1: Fuck bitches, get money. Wow, moving right along.

903
00:42:38,360 --> 00:42:41,640
Speaker 2: Today we pulled the eight of cups. Tell me what

904
00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:43,120
Speaker 2: does biddy say today?

905
00:42:43,400 --> 00:42:55,640
Speaker 1: Oh no, this says disappointment, abandonment, withdrawal, and escapism. Um.

906
00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:57,480
Speaker 1: When the eight of cup shows up in a terror reading,

907
00:42:57,480 --> 00:42:59,920
Speaker 1: you may feel compelled to walk away from a disappointing situation.

908
00:43:00,560 --> 00:43:03,439
Speaker 1: It can mean turning your back on an unfulfilling relationship, job,

909
00:43:03,520 --> 00:43:06,120
Speaker 1: career paths, living arrangement, or creative project that was once

910
00:43:06,160 --> 00:43:08,439
Speaker 1: a source of great happiness to you but now only

911
00:43:08,440 --> 00:43:12,440
Speaker 1: brings you pain. You have invested yourself emotionally, but despite

912
00:43:12,440 --> 00:43:14,719
Speaker 1: your best efforts, are disappointed it hasn't turned out the

913
00:43:14,719 --> 00:43:17,520
Speaker 1: way you had expected it to, and you realize that

914
00:43:17,600 --> 00:43:20,759
Speaker 1: you are no longer getting anything out of this situation. Now,

915
00:43:20,880 --> 00:43:22,799
Speaker 1: the only choice is to put it behind you and

916
00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:25,160
Speaker 1: move on with your life, even if it brings you

917
00:43:25,200 --> 00:43:28,600
Speaker 1: sadness as you say goodbye. The aightf cup suggests you

918
00:43:28,680 --> 00:43:31,279
Speaker 1: sense that something is missing, particularly on an emotional or

919
00:43:31,320 --> 00:43:33,920
Speaker 1: spiritual level, and instead of waiting around for things to

920
00:43:33,920 --> 00:43:37,120
Speaker 1: get better, you know you need to leave the unfulfilling situation.

921
00:43:37,280 --> 00:43:39,440
Speaker 1: It may not make sense to others because on the face,

922
00:43:39,480 --> 00:43:41,680
Speaker 1: it looks as if you have everything you wished for,

923
00:43:42,040 --> 00:43:44,040
Speaker 1: but deep down you know it's not serving you your

924
00:43:44,160 --> 00:43:46,200
Speaker 1: highest good and it's time for you to let go

925
00:43:46,280 --> 00:43:48,799
Speaker 1: and move on. It can be a sign that you

926
00:43:48,800 --> 00:43:51,600
Speaker 1: are trying to escape a problematic emotional situation or avoiding

927
00:43:51,680 --> 00:43:55,000
Speaker 1: some major psychological issues and concerns. The cups is the

928
00:43:55,040 --> 00:43:58,520
Speaker 1: foreground represent emotional issues that remain real and present in

929
00:43:58,560 --> 00:44:01,440
Speaker 1: your life, yet or trying to trend as they no

930
00:44:01,520 --> 00:44:04,400
Speaker 1: longer exist, refusing to deal with them. You may repress

931
00:44:04,440 --> 00:44:07,200
Speaker 1: your emotions or refuse to have open conversations with others

932
00:44:07,239 --> 00:44:10,320
Speaker 1: about what's happening, instead preferring to pretend as if everything

933
00:44:10,360 --> 00:44:13,520
Speaker 1: is okay, or avoiding this scene altogether. It invites you

934
00:44:13,560 --> 00:44:16,640
Speaker 1: to ask yourself what brings you joy, contentment, and fulfillment

935
00:44:16,680 --> 00:44:20,240
Speaker 1: on a deeper level. Without it, you might pursue goals

936
00:44:20,239 --> 00:44:22,960
Speaker 1: that fail you fail to give you satisfaction you're seeking.

937
00:44:25,000 --> 00:44:27,080
Speaker 1: For example, you may think being in the long term

938
00:44:27,120 --> 00:44:29,200
Speaker 1: relationship is what you want, but when you manifest it,

939
00:44:29,239 --> 00:44:31,360
Speaker 1: you realize that it's not just a long term relationship

940
00:44:31,400 --> 00:44:34,400
Speaker 1: you want, but a deep soul connection with someone. So

941
00:44:34,480 --> 00:44:36,399
Speaker 1: if you find yourself repeatedly in the aid of cup

942
00:44:36,520 --> 00:44:38,680
Speaker 1: situation where you have no choice but to walk away,

943
00:44:38,719 --> 00:44:40,799
Speaker 1: spend time exploring what will bring you true happiness and

944
00:44:40,840 --> 00:44:44,239
Speaker 1: re align your goals with your values. So, anyone at

945
00:44:44,239 --> 00:44:46,840
Speaker 1: home listening, if you know you want some shit you

946
00:44:46,840 --> 00:44:48,920
Speaker 1: won't supposed to be in, and you fighting it because

947
00:44:49,280 --> 00:44:53,480
Speaker 1: for whatever fucking reason, walk the fuck away. You know

948
00:44:53,520 --> 00:44:56,399
Speaker 1: it doesn't serve you, and it only gets better if

949
00:44:56,440 --> 00:44:59,240
Speaker 1: you actually cut off the toxic shit and stop playing yourself.

950
00:45:00,239 --> 00:45:03,560
Speaker 1: Because I'm a master repressor, I can avoid some ship

951
00:45:03,680 --> 00:45:07,319
Speaker 1: like no other. So I invite you to stop doing

952
00:45:07,320 --> 00:45:10,359
Speaker 1: that ship, honor yourself, and in turn the universe will

953
00:45:10,360 --> 00:45:10,799
Speaker 1: honor you.

954
00:45:11,640 --> 00:45:18,600
Speaker 2: Amen. Yes, let that shit go? Girl? Well, my love,

955
00:45:19,000 --> 00:45:20,520
Speaker 2: does that conclude today's episode?

956
00:45:20,600 --> 00:45:25,320
Speaker 1: I think that I think that concludes in conclusion conclusion,

957
00:45:25,400 --> 00:45:28,400
Speaker 1: we are done. We are done now, el Finn. We

958
00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:29,000
Speaker 1: love you.

959
00:45:29,280 --> 00:45:31,640
Speaker 2: We hope we will see you in a city near.

960
00:45:31,520 --> 00:45:36,399
Speaker 1: You and come give Eric and her big tits a hug.

961
00:45:36,520 --> 00:45:38,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, maybe I'll show them at the show.

962
00:45:38,600 --> 00:45:41,000
Speaker 1: I think that, like, are about to show our tits

963
00:45:41,040 --> 00:45:44,080
Speaker 1: on stage. We're gonna be never asked for our fucking

964
00:45:44,680 --> 00:45:48,200
Speaker 1: is city Minery never gonna invite us back for a tour.

965
00:45:48,320 --> 00:45:51,000
Speaker 1: It's like they showed nudity. Can we give men? Email

966
00:45:51,040 --> 00:45:56,320
Speaker 1: Christine about that today, perfect Orlando. Email Christine. You guys, Orlando,

967
00:45:56,480 --> 00:45:58,840
Speaker 1: My boyfriend is our tour manager. It's really like I

968
00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:00,800
Speaker 1: Cantino over here, except without the abuse.

969
00:46:01,080 --> 00:46:04,520
Speaker 2: Oh my god, it is so beautiful. Not without the abuse.

970
00:46:04,680 --> 00:46:08,799
Speaker 1: God, that's the cake and ship the opposite. I'm in

971
00:46:08,840 --> 00:46:12,799
Speaker 1: deep love you guys. All right, well, we'll see you

972
00:46:12,840 --> 00:46:15,640
Speaker 1: at the show. Make sure to go to our website

973
00:46:15,760 --> 00:46:19,280
Speaker 1: and click the link in our bio and get your tickets.

974
00:46:19,280 --> 00:46:23,920
Speaker 1: They are selling out quickly. Also, if you want to

975
00:46:23,920 --> 00:46:26,279
Speaker 1: come to retreat, that will also sell out quickly. So

976
00:46:27,160 --> 00:46:29,719
Speaker 1: the earlier the better. Start making payments. Girl, don't wait

977
00:46:29,719 --> 00:46:32,640
Speaker 1: to the last minute. And we love you and rate

978
00:46:32,680 --> 00:46:35,560
Speaker 1: and review us please and do some Meala moans today.

979
00:46:40,440 --> 00:46:58,840
Speaker 3: Bye.

980
00:47:00,400 --> 00:47:01,120
Speaker 2: This just move me up.

981
00:47:01,680 --> 00:47:07,600
Speaker 1: Ela La j Sologula record the La Loos and elas

982
00:47:14,320 --> 00:47:14,680
Speaker 2: M hmm.