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Speaker 1: What's up this list service? I'm in la yee, I'm

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Speaker 1: DJ McGuire, I'm Luria, and we got our girl be

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Speaker 1: a ba here. What's that bea I'm checking in outs

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Speaker 1: see y'all. Listen. I'm glad that you were finally able

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Speaker 1: to join us on lift Service because you know, you're

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Speaker 1: a person that we've been wanting to have on our

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Speaker 1: bucket list. So I'm glad we made it happen. Thank

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Speaker 1: you for having me, y'all. You know I love lip service,

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Speaker 1: so I'm just I would love to do this in person,

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Speaker 1: You're gonna do it in person one day, but we

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Speaker 1: don't have some film with you today. Girl, Yes for

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Speaker 1: it all right. So I wanted to ask you this

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Speaker 1: because I've been watching all this stuff happen on social

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Speaker 1: media right during the pandemic, all these breakups. Have you

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Speaker 1: ever been in a toxic relationship? Oh? Yeah, right when

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Speaker 1: I got on the scene, I was in a real

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Speaker 1: toxic relationship, like right in the start of my career,

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Speaker 1: and I wasn't there for like four and a half years.

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Speaker 1: So I was like learning how to be an artist

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Speaker 1: while being in a toxic relationship. Um, so yeah, but

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Speaker 1: now I don't do toxic relationships. Why was this so toxic?

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Speaker 1: Because you know, when you with a guy that you

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Speaker 1: don't really respect you, and like once you let him

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Speaker 1: with it and keep getting away with it. And it's

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Speaker 1: like you think that sometimes when you're young, that you

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Speaker 1: could change a man or that you know, like you

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Speaker 1: you can just be patient through that phase. But it's

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Speaker 1: not a phase. It's just some people are wired like that.

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Speaker 1: You know. I had to like learn that the hard way.

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Speaker 1: Like I can't change nobody, Like he's really just like that,

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Speaker 1: Like that's just you. I think I had that similar problem.

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Speaker 1: Like I always felt like I could change someone, like,

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Speaker 1: can't teach you how to how to treat a woman

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Speaker 1: if you've never had a woman to treat. Well, you

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Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. You think that every woman has

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Speaker 1: the majority. If they have it, then they probably will

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Speaker 1: like you know, they like I feel like women that

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Speaker 1: just be like you know, like you know, oh, I'm

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Speaker 1: not putting up with that because they have they have

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Speaker 1: had a male role to look look at in their life.

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Speaker 1: Like but me, I didn't go up with my father,

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Speaker 1: so I didn't really I didn't really know, like you know,

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Speaker 1: him when you started blowing up? Um? No, because I

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Speaker 1: What would happen when you worked with a male artists

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Speaker 1: So so tell us about this new boyfriend or new

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Speaker 1: doesn't feel like work. It's actually the easiest relationship I've had.

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Speaker 1: But I think this is the first relationship that I

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Speaker 1: have a success relationship until you're happy with yourself. Where

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Speaker 1: did you guys meet? We actually met through a mutual friend.

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Speaker 1: Like one of my homeboys owns the studio and he

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Speaker 1: and I think that's what it's about. Like it's not

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Speaker 1: saw Erica Campbell posted you can't sell host seeds and

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Speaker 1: read marriage benefits your brain and body, don't switch like that.

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Speaker 1: You got to prepare your mind for marriage because it's

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Speaker 1: a ministry. That's true, you think. I agree. I agree

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Speaker 1: in a way because I had a cousin who got

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Speaker 1: I'm saying, But like everbody got a little whole tendencies

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Speaker 1: And I don't. I don't want no hole. Like you

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Speaker 1: can't get deleted. No, they are like man, they gotta

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Speaker 1: their wholeness is wired differently like our wholeness. We clean

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Speaker 1: that shut up. Their wholeness is like no, they don't stop.

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Speaker 1: Everybody thought that. That was so crazy to me about groupies.

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Speaker 1: my DJ in an arena of twenty people, that's not

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00:20:28,400 --> 00:20:31,640
Speaker 1: easy to do. So it's like, you know, you could

428
00:20:31,640 --> 00:20:33,320
Speaker 1: pull that footage up and you go look back and

429
00:20:33,400 --> 00:20:35,520
Speaker 1: you'd be like, Wow, those were great shows, and it's

430
00:20:35,600 --> 00:20:38,800
Speaker 1: all because of her fans and their energy and they

431
00:20:38,840 --> 00:20:40,720
Speaker 1: allowed us to have that type of show. You know,

432
00:20:42,320 --> 00:20:44,560
Speaker 1: how was that the initial failing for that first time

433
00:20:44,640 --> 00:20:47,040
Speaker 1: you went out to that arena shall because that's a

434
00:20:47,119 --> 00:20:50,639
Speaker 1: lot of seats. You know, how did that fail? Um

435
00:20:50,840 --> 00:20:53,919
Speaker 1: the first time? I would say I had got prepped

436
00:20:53,960 --> 00:20:55,960
Speaker 1: for it because I had the Jay Bobbin record with

437
00:20:56,080 --> 00:20:58,959
Speaker 1: for ug before right before I went on tour Ari,

438
00:20:59,520 --> 00:21:03,720
Speaker 1: so I had already like with jay Bovit, I've done

439
00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:06,320
Speaker 1: my biggest crowds I've ever done jay bal And I

440
00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:09,720
Speaker 1: did seventy five thou people and children. So that was

441
00:21:09,840 --> 00:21:12,680
Speaker 1: like that that you can't even see the people, it's

442
00:21:12,720 --> 00:21:14,720
Speaker 1: just lights, you know what I'm saying. So that that

443
00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:17,240
Speaker 1: that that taught me like, oh, this is a different game.

444
00:21:18,480 --> 00:21:20,960
Speaker 1: So with Ari, I think, um, all these shows I

445
00:21:21,080 --> 00:21:24,400
Speaker 1: had had it taught me how to, like um crowd control,

446
00:21:24,520 --> 00:21:27,000
Speaker 1: but more so like with arenas and how to do

447
00:21:27,200 --> 00:21:30,280
Speaker 1: like crowd interaction and just be able to command an

448
00:21:30,320 --> 00:21:34,000
Speaker 1: audience as one person. The girls trying to high that

449
00:21:34,000 --> 00:21:36,520
Speaker 1: at you too. Yeah, girls definitely trying to all have

450
00:21:36,680 --> 00:21:40,160
Speaker 1: me sometimes. Um, but that's because I like, I like girls,

451
00:21:40,280 --> 00:21:41,600
Speaker 1: Like I'm not one of those people that's like I

452
00:21:41,640 --> 00:21:44,280
Speaker 1: wouldn't say I'm gay or wouldn't say I'm bye, but

453
00:21:44,359 --> 00:21:46,840
Speaker 1: I just like I'm open, Like does that make sense?

454
00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:49,240
Speaker 1: I feel like Derek said some lines in there that

455
00:21:49,359 --> 00:21:51,160
Speaker 1: I was like, wait a minute, did we miss something

456
00:21:51,440 --> 00:21:59,960
Speaker 1: like passed? Because but this just love me like girls,

457
00:22:00,280 --> 00:22:02,280
Speaker 1: I'm a girl's girl, baby, Like we can do make

458
00:22:02,359 --> 00:22:05,960
Speaker 1: up together, we can go hang out like these together.

459
00:22:10,680 --> 00:22:14,600
Speaker 1: What she put her hair back like she's about to

460
00:22:14,640 --> 00:22:20,359
Speaker 1: be let me get ready. You have a boyfriend, honey,

461
00:22:22,160 --> 00:22:24,480
Speaker 1: but do you have a girlfriend, like, like I think

462
00:22:24,520 --> 00:22:27,720
Speaker 1: girls are beautiful. I love women like it's not like, yeah,

463
00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:30,639
Speaker 1: would you do a three sing with your boyfriend? Probably

464
00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:36,160
Speaker 1: not no right now, just probably probably not Like if

465
00:22:36,200 --> 00:22:38,000
Speaker 1: I ever did do a three songs with my man,

466
00:22:38,160 --> 00:22:41,240
Speaker 1: it would be like maybe in a marriage, like when

467
00:22:41,280 --> 00:22:43,159
Speaker 1: I know, like you know what I'm saying, because I

468
00:22:43,240 --> 00:22:44,960
Speaker 1: will be damn if I bring a bit into my

469
00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:46,840
Speaker 1: house and she run off with my nigga, I'm killer.

470
00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:50,560
Speaker 1: I have to kill everybody who the hot heat? Now,

471
00:22:55,720 --> 00:22:57,399
Speaker 1: now I know you are a girl's girl. Have you

472
00:22:57,440 --> 00:22:59,919
Speaker 1: ever been disappointed by like other women that you've met

473
00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:02,120
Speaker 1: in the business, that you looked up to or admired

474
00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:03,960
Speaker 1: from afire and then met them in real life and

475
00:23:04,400 --> 00:23:07,040
Speaker 1: I was like, man, that was not what I thought

476
00:23:07,080 --> 00:23:10,159
Speaker 1: it would be. I think more guys, more guys, I

477
00:23:10,240 --> 00:23:14,000
Speaker 1: feel like that than women, because I don't no, no, women,

478
00:23:14,359 --> 00:23:16,920
Speaker 1: I don't really run into that as much. Guys like you.

479
00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:19,359
Speaker 1: You think that somebody's like way cooler, and then you

480
00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:21,600
Speaker 1: meet them and you're like, wow, you are not that cool.

481
00:23:21,640 --> 00:23:26,560
Speaker 1: You're actually really like lame and corny, and just a

482
00:23:26,640 --> 00:23:29,600
Speaker 1: lot of corny is out here in this industry, so

483
00:23:30,240 --> 00:23:32,480
Speaker 1: lame because you wear somebody who you thought with lam

484
00:23:32,520 --> 00:23:37,920
Speaker 1: and corny but talented. No, Like I'm gonna tell you,

485
00:23:38,240 --> 00:23:40,399
Speaker 1: I stand on it like one thing about me, Like

486
00:23:40,520 --> 00:23:42,560
Speaker 1: you can go look at my tweets, go look up

487
00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:44,080
Speaker 1: who I funk with, who I don't funk with. I

488
00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:46,520
Speaker 1: stand on it like I'm not pussy, like you know

489
00:23:46,560 --> 00:23:48,399
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So if I said it, I mean it,

490
00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:50,560
Speaker 1: and I stand on it like I don't funk with everything.

491
00:23:51,160 --> 00:23:58,119
Speaker 1: Yeh mm hmmm. I know, I gotta ask you, what

492
00:23:58,240 --> 00:24:00,720
Speaker 1: kind of diet do you have? I'm just areas because

493
00:24:01,320 --> 00:24:04,840
Speaker 1: you've always kept it together. Right now, I've been eating

494
00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:07,920
Speaker 1: a lot, Like at first, I wasn't really I didn't

495
00:24:07,960 --> 00:24:09,680
Speaker 1: really have like a strict diet, but now I just

496
00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:12,320
Speaker 1: try to eat cleaner. Like I eat a lot more fish,

497
00:24:12,400 --> 00:24:14,520
Speaker 1: and if I do eat meat, I'll eat meat less.

498
00:24:14,920 --> 00:24:17,040
Speaker 1: You know, I might eat meat like two times out

499
00:24:17,080 --> 00:24:19,239
Speaker 1: the week, maybe three times out the week. But if

500
00:24:19,280 --> 00:24:21,399
Speaker 1: I do eat meat, it's lean, It's like ground turkey

501
00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:23,800
Speaker 1: or it's like you know, I'm like, I eat a

502
00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:26,080
Speaker 1: lot of clean stuff because I don't work out as

503
00:24:26,200 --> 00:24:28,560
Speaker 1: much as I want to, So I don't know. I've

504
00:24:28,560 --> 00:24:30,520
Speaker 1: seen you on that jump broke. I was in there

505
00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:32,280
Speaker 1: like I think I need to practice a little bit.

506
00:24:33,040 --> 00:24:38,000
Speaker 1: You know. What made me do that rolling loud rolling, Yeah,

507
00:24:38,160 --> 00:24:41,080
Speaker 1: because I was feeling out of breath because I haven't

508
00:24:41,119 --> 00:24:43,760
Speaker 1: performed it so long. So I was like, you know what,

509
00:24:44,080 --> 00:24:46,560
Speaker 1: like you know, quarantine, coming out of quarantine. I was like, yeah,

510
00:24:46,560 --> 00:24:48,800
Speaker 1: I got this, I got this. But I was a

511
00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:51,480
Speaker 1: little bit more winded than I usually would be, so

512
00:24:51,600 --> 00:24:53,320
Speaker 1: I was like, I need to just start doing cardio

513
00:24:53,680 --> 00:24:55,879
Speaker 1: wrap my lyrics Wong jump ropen. Just do ship to

514
00:24:56,000 --> 00:24:59,200
Speaker 1: make me, like, you know, build up my life. Yeah,

515
00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:01,879
Speaker 1: you got me. I'm dad serious. I went wanted to

516
00:25:01,960 --> 00:25:06,600
Speaker 1: jump rope baptized. I have a way to Oh I

517
00:25:07,119 --> 00:25:08,840
Speaker 1: funked up with the way to jump ropes. I can't

518
00:25:08,840 --> 00:25:12,080
Speaker 1: really do those. I can only do the regular jump ropes. Yeah, listen,

519
00:25:12,160 --> 00:25:13,720
Speaker 1: I haven't been using it. I think I used it

520
00:25:13,760 --> 00:25:16,240
Speaker 1: like twice ever. But it's always my goal to like

521
00:25:16,359 --> 00:25:21,080
Speaker 1: bring that on vacation. But somehow that I've been done,

522
00:25:21,160 --> 00:25:29,280
Speaker 1: gave myself trying to get it together. Yeah, let's talk

523
00:25:29,280 --> 00:25:32,440
Speaker 1: about that. That's good too. Jumper jacks you can do yeah,

524
00:25:32,520 --> 00:25:38,800
Speaker 1: jumper jacks, jumping j I like jumper jack's, Like I

525
00:25:38,880 --> 00:25:41,600
Speaker 1: had never done that before. But I'm never gonna do

526
00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:45,000
Speaker 1: that on my own without the trainer with jumper jack's no,

527
00:25:45,240 --> 00:25:50,280
Speaker 1: like like at home workout, it's just not happening for me. Yeah, same,

528
00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:53,800
Speaker 1: I need the motivation too. I'm trying. I've been trying, y'all.

529
00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:58,080
Speaker 1: I just started trying, So you can start trying to

530
00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:01,520
Speaker 1: and I will. I could do it. You could do it.

531
00:26:02,680 --> 00:26:05,760
Speaker 1: Let's talk about this song cover girl, alright, because that's

532
00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:15,639
Speaker 1: my ship right now, nigga who didn't deserve it. Let

533
00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:22,360
Speaker 1: gonna just turn my camera off, chip right myself out

534
00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:26,920
Speaker 1: of this one. So keep it real, Like, how often

535
00:26:27,040 --> 00:26:28,760
Speaker 1: do you get that pussy up to a guy? How

536
00:26:28,960 --> 00:26:31,280
Speaker 1: How often has that happened? Have you ever been like

537
00:26:31,320 --> 00:26:33,800
Speaker 1: I want to just take you back, babe? Not often?

538
00:26:33,920 --> 00:26:39,760
Speaker 1: One time was enough? Okay, okay, lesson learned period. So

539
00:26:40,080 --> 00:26:42,159
Speaker 1: you think every girl has done that? Yeah, why are

540
00:26:42,160 --> 00:26:46,920
Speaker 1: you shaking your head? Listen, even people that probably deserved

541
00:26:46,960 --> 00:26:50,399
Speaker 1: it ain't deserve it. I feel like that in retrospect,

542
00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:53,119
Speaker 1: But at the time m hm, at the time, he

543
00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:55,840
Speaker 1: might have thought it was a good idea. Yeah, And

544
00:26:55,920 --> 00:26:58,560
Speaker 1: I feel like at that time, like I wasn't talking

545
00:26:58,600 --> 00:27:01,680
Speaker 1: about like material, like you know, like, oh, you gotta

546
00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:03,879
Speaker 1: pay for this pussy or whatever, because I feel like

547
00:27:03,960 --> 00:27:05,720
Speaker 1: that's a constant thing that you've seen now, like you

548
00:27:05,760 --> 00:27:08,160
Speaker 1: gotta pay for this pussy you want with this person

549
00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:10,720
Speaker 1: and you need some money woo. But for me, it

550
00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:13,119
Speaker 1: was like it's just a standard thing. Like I was

551
00:27:13,200 --> 00:27:15,480
Speaker 1: just sick of like the data scene, and I felt

552
00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:19,040
Speaker 1: like the men are so quick to tell you what

553
00:27:19,359 --> 00:27:22,719
Speaker 1: they want or what they think that they deserve or whatever.

554
00:27:22,880 --> 00:27:25,040
Speaker 1: But it's like I just felt like I need to

555
00:27:25,080 --> 00:27:27,119
Speaker 1: go in with a different standard, like you know, like

556
00:27:27,240 --> 00:27:30,520
Speaker 1: I need to just go in differently, like and I

557
00:27:30,560 --> 00:27:33,760
Speaker 1: don't know, y'all need a ship like period? How did

558
00:27:33,800 --> 00:27:36,359
Speaker 1: your man win you over there? Like what are some

559
00:27:36,440 --> 00:27:40,359
Speaker 1: of the things he did? He was so sweet, just

560
00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:43,080
Speaker 1: so nice, you know, like I'm I'm used to like

561
00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:46,399
Speaker 1: nice guys, but not like hood and nice guys, you

562
00:27:46,400 --> 00:27:48,560
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like not that nice in that

563
00:27:48,800 --> 00:27:50,480
Speaker 1: hood like you know what I'm saying, Like he's really

564
00:27:50,560 --> 00:27:53,800
Speaker 1: with that with the action, but still like very very sweet.

565
00:27:54,119 --> 00:27:57,000
Speaker 1: And I remember one time he's like when I first

566
00:27:57,040 --> 00:27:59,480
Speaker 1: started dating him, he was like, you know, like he

567
00:27:59,560 --> 00:28:00,960
Speaker 1: has said something to me one time, I just want

568
00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:02,159
Speaker 1: to take care of you, And I was like, I

569
00:28:02,200 --> 00:28:03,480
Speaker 1: don't need you to take care of me, Like I

570
00:28:03,520 --> 00:28:05,440
Speaker 1: got what the bug? Like you know what I'm saying,

571
00:28:05,480 --> 00:28:07,560
Speaker 1: Like I was real spicy, like I don't need you

572
00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:09,160
Speaker 1: to take care of me, Like what makes you think

573
00:28:09,200 --> 00:28:10,920
Speaker 1: I need somebody to take care of me. I'm taking

574
00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:13,440
Speaker 1: care of I'm fine, And he was like not like

575
00:28:13,560 --> 00:28:20,399
Speaker 1: that stupid like I'm talking about I'm talking about like financially,

576
00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:22,960
Speaker 1: like I'm talking about everything, like emotionally, like you know,

577
00:28:23,119 --> 00:28:26,040
Speaker 1: just be there. And he really was that, Like he

578
00:28:26,200 --> 00:28:30,639
Speaker 1: really just leveled up, leveled me up, like mentally, spiritually,

579
00:28:30,840 --> 00:28:33,320
Speaker 1: just like we level each other up. That's what it's about.

580
00:28:33,359 --> 00:28:37,760
Speaker 1: I think, mm hmm. I was asking somebody, Um, they

581
00:28:37,840 --> 00:28:40,600
Speaker 1: had this new thing right that children made for guys.

582
00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:44,280
Speaker 1: It's a masturbator, and um, hold on, let me find

583
00:28:44,320 --> 00:28:45,840
Speaker 1: it because I wanted I want you to see this.

584
00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:50,640
Speaker 1: It's for him, for him, like one of those stopings.

585
00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:54,320
Speaker 1: It's only six dollars, right, How good could this be?

586
00:28:58,200 --> 00:28:59,880
Speaker 1: Will you get something like that as a gift for

587
00:29:00,040 --> 00:29:02,000
Speaker 1: yere man? Like would you be mad if, like say

588
00:29:02,040 --> 00:29:03,520
Speaker 1: you're out of town, would you want him to just

589
00:29:03,640 --> 00:29:06,640
Speaker 1: masturbate without you there? I wouldn't mind, but I don't

590
00:29:06,680 --> 00:29:09,840
Speaker 1: think he would use it. I was, you know when

591
00:29:09,920 --> 00:29:12,760
Speaker 1: somebody told me a guy, tell me that masturbating. He

592
00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:14,840
Speaker 1: doesn't do that anymore because that's for like for kids.

593
00:29:15,520 --> 00:29:17,800
Speaker 1: I've never seen or caught my nigga master Fain. I

594
00:29:17,920 --> 00:29:21,200
Speaker 1: don't even know if he doesn't, like really, I'm sure

595
00:29:21,240 --> 00:29:24,200
Speaker 1: he does. He watch porn. I don't think he watched

596
00:29:24,240 --> 00:29:26,040
Speaker 1: his point because we have a lot of sex maybe

597
00:29:30,560 --> 00:29:35,080
Speaker 1: out of Town. I don't know, maybe I wouldn't be

598
00:29:35,160 --> 00:29:37,880
Speaker 1: mad though, Like I like for I don't really watch

599
00:29:37,960 --> 00:29:40,240
Speaker 1: it like that, but I like it. So what's a

600
00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:43,240
Speaker 1: lot of sex there? Like I like a lot of sex,

601
00:29:46,440 --> 00:29:48,880
Speaker 1: like not for real life, you know, I just like

602
00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:51,320
Speaker 1: it depends, like you know, some days, you got those

603
00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:53,520
Speaker 1: weeks where you have like you might have sex like

604
00:29:53,880 --> 00:29:56,360
Speaker 1: three four times in a day, that you might have

605
00:29:56,440 --> 00:29:58,160
Speaker 1: another week where you to go three days and you

606
00:29:58,200 --> 00:30:00,840
Speaker 1: don't have no sex. So it's just a depend I

607
00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:03,120
Speaker 1: was talking to like my co host I'm I'm one

608
00:30:03,160 --> 00:30:05,720
Speaker 1: the show, and they was telling me that once a

609
00:30:05,760 --> 00:30:08,880
Speaker 1: week is fine. Whoa, that's what I said. I was like,

610
00:30:08,960 --> 00:30:13,440
Speaker 1: what the hell doesn't Yeah, I'm like, yeah, you have

611
00:30:13,560 --> 00:30:18,400
Speaker 1: to book yeah exactly if you got somebody else. But

612
00:30:18,520 --> 00:30:21,280
Speaker 1: that's what I think too. They said three one to

613
00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:24,040
Speaker 1: three times a week, and I'm like, that's not enough

614
00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:28,760
Speaker 1: to me. I think every day at least, yeah, every day,

615
00:30:29,360 --> 00:30:31,440
Speaker 1: every other day. I can do it every day at

616
00:30:31,520 --> 00:30:34,520
Speaker 1: least five days if you have like, okay, at least

617
00:30:34,600 --> 00:30:39,000
Speaker 1: five if you got your if y'all live together, then

618
00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:42,480
Speaker 1: five days a week. You know, yeah, I had sex.

619
00:30:42,560 --> 00:30:44,280
Speaker 1: He comes and then he just does it again right

620
00:30:44,320 --> 00:30:48,400
Speaker 1: after he could come again. Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

621
00:30:48,440 --> 00:30:52,960
Speaker 1: yeah yeah yeah yeah. I like that. I don't know

622
00:30:53,000 --> 00:30:55,200
Speaker 1: how you getting out of breath on stage. Have you

623
00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:59,680
Speaker 1: ever had right? Have you ever had sex like before

624
00:30:59,720 --> 00:31:02,040
Speaker 1: you had to perform in the while you were getting

625
00:31:02,040 --> 00:31:04,560
Speaker 1: ready in your room, you know he's there and then

626
00:31:04,600 --> 00:31:07,320
Speaker 1: he's like, come on real quick. I'm usually like too

627
00:31:07,360 --> 00:31:09,640
Speaker 1: busy doing last minute ship when I'm getting ready to perform,

628
00:31:09,720 --> 00:31:12,120
Speaker 1: like I'm doing my makeup, I'm doing my last minute like, oh,

629
00:31:12,240 --> 00:31:14,440
Speaker 1: let me fix as we fix that. So I don't

630
00:31:14,480 --> 00:31:17,600
Speaker 1: even sometimes smoke weed before my show, and I smoke

631
00:31:17,640 --> 00:31:19,600
Speaker 1: a lot of weed, like and I don't even I

632
00:31:19,640 --> 00:31:22,360
Speaker 1: won't even hit the blood if I'm busy, I was like,

633
00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:24,680
Speaker 1: get like weak or something. You know how like boxes

634
00:31:24,720 --> 00:31:27,800
Speaker 1: can't have sex right before they pack. You go out there,

635
00:31:27,880 --> 00:31:30,760
Speaker 1: you be'all off doing your moves. I would probably be

636
00:31:30,840 --> 00:31:33,000
Speaker 1: way too calm, Like if I had sex before a show,

637
00:31:33,040 --> 00:31:35,040
Speaker 1: I would probably go out there like I don't really

638
00:31:35,080 --> 00:31:44,040
Speaker 1: care about the show. Have a girl for certain? Do

639
00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:50,280
Speaker 1: y'all do matching outfits? Sometimes? Is this your idea of heads?

640
00:31:50,360 --> 00:31:52,880
Speaker 1: Like how does this work? Like it will be if

641
00:31:52,920 --> 00:31:55,960
Speaker 1: we go out somewhere and we see like a piece

642
00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:58,720
Speaker 1: like like like we saw these hair on pressing pants

643
00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:01,000
Speaker 1: that we both like, so we both got the same pants.

644
00:32:02,120 --> 00:32:04,479
Speaker 1: Like that, I like those pants. I like those pants too,

645
00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:06,560
Speaker 1: Or like I like that shoot. I like that shoot too,

646
00:32:06,880 --> 00:32:12,719
Speaker 1: Like we do ship like that sometimes cut or whatever. Now,

647
00:32:12,880 --> 00:32:14,600
Speaker 1: let me ask you this. Have you ever been in

648
00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:16,760
Speaker 1: the bed with somebody and felt like things went too far,

649
00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:19,400
Speaker 1: like they got too aggressive and you were like whoa,

650
00:32:19,640 --> 00:32:23,520
Speaker 1: like where the is going on? Actually? I had. I

651
00:32:23,640 --> 00:32:27,880
Speaker 1: had hung out with this guy one time, just long before,

652
00:32:28,120 --> 00:32:31,120
Speaker 1: like this a while ago, long long than my single days,

653
00:32:31,680 --> 00:32:35,080
Speaker 1: and it was a little date whatever. He's like, I

654
00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:36,880
Speaker 1: think we had went on like two dates. And he

655
00:32:37,040 --> 00:32:38,840
Speaker 1: was like, oh, I think we were just chilling watching

656
00:32:38,840 --> 00:32:40,080
Speaker 1: the movie one day. He was like, oh, can I

657
00:32:40,120 --> 00:32:45,240
Speaker 1: give you a massage? And I'm like, okay, okay. He

658
00:32:45,440 --> 00:32:48,480
Speaker 1: starts rubbing my back right I didn't have all my

659
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:51,280
Speaker 1: clothes on still by the way, he's rubbing my back

660
00:32:51,480 --> 00:32:55,080
Speaker 1: and he gets to my my lower back and he

661
00:32:55,240 --> 00:33:02,200
Speaker 1: starts sliding his tongue down my ass like crack like

662
00:33:02,400 --> 00:33:10,560
Speaker 1: down from the lower fact that like that, I'm so fast.

663
00:33:10,800 --> 00:33:13,120
Speaker 1: I was like, what are you doing like I didn't

664
00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:15,160
Speaker 1: even give you that green light for you to even

665
00:33:15,240 --> 00:33:18,880
Speaker 1: go there. Did he make it to the whole? I

666
00:33:19,160 --> 00:33:23,520
Speaker 1: think just making sure like when he got down to

667
00:33:23,600 --> 00:33:28,880
Speaker 1: the crack. I'm like, wow, it's like you don't. I do.

668
00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:31,400
Speaker 1: But when I'm prepared, like when I work, when I'm

669
00:33:31,440 --> 00:33:34,080
Speaker 1: ready to have sex, like, not what you giving me

670
00:33:34,200 --> 00:33:36,040
Speaker 1: my side? You just shove your tongue in my ass

671
00:33:36,120 --> 00:33:38,680
Speaker 1: without even without even be giving you the green light

672
00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:41,479
Speaker 1: if I want you in there? How is that your

673
00:33:41,560 --> 00:33:44,160
Speaker 1: first move? Liken, go straight to look at the ass

674
00:33:44,240 --> 00:33:50,560
Speaker 1: on the first move? Thank you had been out all

675
00:33:50,640 --> 00:33:56,640
Speaker 1: day taking ship somewhere. That's just weird. That's just weird.

676
00:33:59,120 --> 00:34:02,880
Speaker 1: As a guy to make you lick his butt. No,

677
00:34:04,440 --> 00:34:07,640
Speaker 1: you pause too long here, that's not true. We don't

678
00:34:07,680 --> 00:34:11,439
Speaker 1: believe you. Like what guy asks a girl to lick

679
00:34:11,520 --> 00:34:18,359
Speaker 1: his ass? Does that happen? Yes? They do? Like past

680
00:34:18,400 --> 00:34:20,800
Speaker 1: your head down a little first. I feel like like

681
00:34:21,560 --> 00:34:23,799
Speaker 1: a lot of niggers don't like that. Don't go near

682
00:34:23,800 --> 00:34:26,239
Speaker 1: to us, like they don't want you near to They

683
00:34:26,280 --> 00:34:30,320
Speaker 1: don't want you to know. Maybe maybe around balls, but

684
00:34:30,400 --> 00:34:33,879
Speaker 1: not to ask. Listen, I'm telling you right now, that's

685
00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:36,280
Speaker 1: not the better. If you try it, they're not gonna stop,

686
00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:45,600
Speaker 1: okay ding. You just can't give a fair warning because

687
00:34:45,640 --> 00:34:47,840
Speaker 1: then then they feel a little weird. You can't be like,

688
00:34:47,840 --> 00:34:50,680
Speaker 1: all right now I'm about to you just gotta do it.

689
00:34:51,719 --> 00:34:54,920
Speaker 1: I got a home girl that like gets off on

690
00:34:55,040 --> 00:34:58,040
Speaker 1: that ass play like. She'll try to She'll literally try

691
00:34:58,080 --> 00:34:59,920
Speaker 1: to like be like, oh tonight, I'm gonna try to

692
00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:01,600
Speaker 1: stuff my finger. Has asked to see if you let

693
00:35:01,640 --> 00:35:03,520
Speaker 1: me thrust him, like, she'll be like, I'm gonna take

694
00:35:03,520 --> 00:35:06,480
Speaker 1: his manhood like she likes that ship. I'm gonna take

695
00:35:06,520 --> 00:35:11,080
Speaker 1: his manhood. Oh my god. And then she come back

696
00:35:11,080 --> 00:35:14,160
Speaker 1: and tell all of y'all yeah, and then she fall

697
00:35:14,239 --> 00:35:16,160
Speaker 1: in love with him. And now she looked crazy because

698
00:35:16,200 --> 00:35:18,600
Speaker 1: she did told everybody she had a fingerbank to nigga,

699
00:35:19,680 --> 00:35:21,360
Speaker 1: don't fall in love with him. Now, I'll tell you

700
00:35:21,480 --> 00:35:24,800
Speaker 1: that never not one she exposed. They asked right in

701
00:35:24,880 --> 00:35:29,239
Speaker 1: the group chat and keep it moving, damn savage. And

702
00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:31,359
Speaker 1: he told us all he had all dick and all

703
00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:34,959
Speaker 1: kind of shtion and they ended up marrying him. Every

704
00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:36,839
Speaker 1: time I look at them now, I just like, damn,

705
00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:39,640
Speaker 1: I feel bad. That's all I know. Once I tell

706
00:35:39,719 --> 00:35:44,200
Speaker 1: Angelsa and I got dead the nigga because I know

707
00:35:44,280 --> 00:35:45,920
Speaker 1: I ain't never gonna live it down, and I'll be

708
00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:49,279
Speaker 1: like I didn't know. I can tell you no, she's

709
00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:52,200
Speaker 1: not gonna say nothing to anyone else. She's gonna bring

710
00:35:52,280 --> 00:35:54,160
Speaker 1: it up to you, and you're gonna feel crazy and

711
00:35:54,239 --> 00:35:56,239
Speaker 1: it's gonna be you carry a guy who had a

712
00:35:56,280 --> 00:35:58,640
Speaker 1: little dick. I wouldn't bring it up again. I would

713
00:35:58,680 --> 00:36:01,719
Speaker 1: before I married him, before I married him. Looking at

714
00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:06,680
Speaker 1: you like this sometimes yeah, like that's no, you would

715
00:36:06,760 --> 00:36:09,720
Speaker 1: get me a small dick at my bachelor party or something.

716
00:36:11,640 --> 00:36:15,680
Speaker 1: Make the guy come to the bachelor at party. Well

717
00:36:16,400 --> 00:36:18,520
Speaker 1: astill you look like you more on the track to

718
00:36:18,640 --> 00:36:23,400
Speaker 1: it before real Yeah, I'll be talking about Yeah, we

719
00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:26,840
Speaker 1: talked about it m hm. And we talked about it

720
00:36:29,440 --> 00:36:31,600
Speaker 1: when we're when we're ready, we'll be ready, like but

721
00:36:31,760 --> 00:36:33,560
Speaker 1: we don't really well like we're still like you know,

722
00:36:33,719 --> 00:36:36,680
Speaker 1: growing marriage is so long, Like it's what it's good

723
00:36:36,680 --> 00:36:39,040
Speaker 1: to talk about. It's good to just like you know,

724
00:36:39,239 --> 00:36:41,600
Speaker 1: know that that's what you want, Like I want a

725
00:36:41,640 --> 00:36:43,319
Speaker 1: wedding some of that point in my life. He wants

726
00:36:43,360 --> 00:36:44,880
Speaker 1: a wedding. I want a big wedding. He wants a

727
00:36:44,880 --> 00:36:46,799
Speaker 1: big wedding. I want to be married before I have kids.

728
00:36:46,880 --> 00:36:48,920
Speaker 1: He want to be you know what I'm saying. Kinda

729
00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:52,120
Speaker 1: but I'm about to say, you just stopped. So when

730
00:36:52,200 --> 00:36:55,120
Speaker 1: what happened? He has kids already? Yeah, he has a daughter,

731
00:36:55,160 --> 00:36:57,200
Speaker 1: He has a three rold. How long was it until

732
00:36:57,200 --> 00:37:00,279
Speaker 1: he introduced you to his daughter? Um? Kind of soon,

733
00:37:00,440 --> 00:37:05,239
Speaker 1: just because I was already around, and they're like I

734
00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:07,759
Speaker 1: was there one time where she was around, so like

735
00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:09,680
Speaker 1: it's kind of like you can't not have you can't

736
00:37:09,719 --> 00:37:12,080
Speaker 1: not Oh this is my daughter. You know what I'm saying.

737
00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:15,400
Speaker 1: How did you feel about dating guys with kids before

738
00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:18,000
Speaker 1: this or before it? I wasn't with it at all.

739
00:37:18,160 --> 00:37:19,640
Speaker 1: I could have saw it, and I didn't want to

740
00:37:19,680 --> 00:37:22,000
Speaker 1: say that, but I remember you saying that before that,

741
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:24,360
Speaker 1: you said you wouldn't date a guy with kids. I

742
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:28,080
Speaker 1: had dated or uh the only industry that God dated

743
00:37:28,160 --> 00:37:30,839
Speaker 1: ever had a kid in a in a wild baby

744
00:37:30,880 --> 00:37:34,440
Speaker 1: mama situation, and it was like toxic as fun. And

745
00:37:34,480 --> 00:37:36,480
Speaker 1: I just was like, I'll never date anybody would have

746
00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:39,319
Speaker 1: babe MoMA ever again. But it's more so I'll never

747
00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:41,279
Speaker 1: date anybody would have baby mama that still sucking the

748
00:37:41,400 --> 00:37:46,799
Speaker 1: baby mama because like there's a lot of people that's

749
00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:48,640
Speaker 1: out here that co parents and they don't funk with

750
00:37:48,719 --> 00:37:52,320
Speaker 1: the by mama and baby father. They got new relationships

751
00:37:52,360 --> 00:37:54,840
Speaker 1: or whatever it be. But you gotta make sure that

752
00:37:54,960 --> 00:37:57,279
Speaker 1: that's what it is, Like there has to be some

753
00:37:57,320 --> 00:38:00,600
Speaker 1: type of conversation like yeah, you know what I'm saying,

754
00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:03,879
Speaker 1: So with the excellent the baby mama trying to fight

755
00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:09,040
Speaker 1: you or like pulling up or he was just lying,

756
00:38:09,440 --> 00:38:14,000
Speaker 1: like the guy was just lying yeah, because he was

757
00:38:14,040 --> 00:38:16,680
Speaker 1: still sucking her. So of course she's gonna get crazy.

758
00:38:16,719 --> 00:38:18,759
Speaker 1: Of course she's gonna be mad because you know, like

759
00:38:19,480 --> 00:38:21,560
Speaker 1: like any woman would be like you know what I'm saying.

760
00:38:22,239 --> 00:38:24,160
Speaker 1: So I just don't. I don't deal with that, Like

761
00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:27,160
Speaker 1: it's not gonna be like you not to somebody's man.

762
00:38:27,440 --> 00:38:32,000
Speaker 1: But right, yeah, what was going on? Yeah, I don't

763
00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:34,000
Speaker 1: need to do that, Like you know, I didn't find

764
00:38:34,040 --> 00:38:37,000
Speaker 1: out till it was like a little too late. M M.

765
00:38:37,800 --> 00:38:39,920
Speaker 1: So what's the plan for you now? Because I know

766
00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:41,880
Speaker 1: you have some new music coming out, a new album

767
00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:45,399
Speaker 1: it's called for Certain Um as of right now, I'm

768
00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:50,240
Speaker 1: dropping on in December eleven, and I'm just so happy

769
00:38:50,280 --> 00:38:52,160
Speaker 1: about it because this is the first bloody of work

770
00:38:52,200 --> 00:38:55,560
Speaker 1: that I feel like like I did it with my friends,

771
00:38:56,000 --> 00:38:58,080
Speaker 1: I did it in a happy place like this is

772
00:38:58,200 --> 00:39:00,919
Speaker 1: like I could stand on this music. I love this music.

773
00:39:01,080 --> 00:39:03,160
Speaker 1: It's like these are some of my favorite songs on

774
00:39:03,239 --> 00:39:06,120
Speaker 1: this tape, you know, m hm. So I'm just happy.

775
00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:07,880
Speaker 1: I'm really happy about it, like I'm proud of it.

776
00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:11,080
Speaker 1: Give us a little something like what do we western timing?

777
00:39:11,400 --> 00:39:14,640
Speaker 1: But it's for certain about so for certain, it's more

778
00:39:14,760 --> 00:39:16,960
Speaker 1: so like um, you know, when i'd be like cover

779
00:39:17,080 --> 00:39:19,760
Speaker 1: girl for certain, So that's kind of how it started.

780
00:39:19,840 --> 00:39:22,560
Speaker 1: For certain, it's more so like I'm certain about everything.

781
00:39:22,760 --> 00:39:25,160
Speaker 1: I'm certain about everything where I'm at in life, with

782
00:39:25,360 --> 00:39:27,839
Speaker 1: my moves or what I'm doing, how I'm feeling. It's

783
00:39:27,960 --> 00:39:31,000
Speaker 1: just a place of surety. Like that's why I was

784
00:39:31,080 --> 00:39:33,040
Speaker 1: at when I cut this with this project, because I

785
00:39:33,160 --> 00:39:35,960
Speaker 1: was like, I'm sure myself, Like there wasn't ever a

786
00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:37,960
Speaker 1: time in my career where I felt so sure of

787
00:39:38,040 --> 00:39:42,120
Speaker 1: myself so like in my most authentic self, you know,

788
00:39:42,239 --> 00:39:44,879
Speaker 1: it's right now. So it just the title just stuck

789
00:39:44,920 --> 00:39:46,040
Speaker 1: out to me, and it was like one day I

790
00:39:46,080 --> 00:39:47,680
Speaker 1: just spoke up and I was like before certain, like

791
00:39:47,760 --> 00:39:49,799
Speaker 1: that's what I'm gonna call it, like, you know, even

792
00:39:49,840 --> 00:39:52,640
Speaker 1: when cover Girl came out and so many girls the

793
00:39:52,719 --> 00:39:55,399
Speaker 1: hashtag came about, like cover girls for certain, so many

794
00:39:55,480 --> 00:39:57,360
Speaker 1: girls right to me for a certain for certain. So

795
00:39:57,440 --> 00:39:59,920
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, this is a thing like certain,

796
00:40:00,239 --> 00:40:04,719
Speaker 1: Like let's get it. I like it December eleven, that's

797
00:40:04,760 --> 00:40:09,200
Speaker 1: for certain, right. Yes, there's a couple of features on it,

798
00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:12,360
Speaker 1: not a lot of features. Um, it's just probably like

799
00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:15,200
Speaker 1: the biggest feature I'm probably most excited about on it

800
00:40:15,400 --> 00:40:20,279
Speaker 1: is me and Little John. That's fire. We did. We

801
00:40:20,440 --> 00:40:25,799
Speaker 1: did a new Bea Bea So that's so dope. So yeah.

802
00:40:26,400 --> 00:40:28,400
Speaker 1: So it's like I'm I'm really like, I'm one of

803
00:40:28,400 --> 00:40:31,160
Speaker 1: those people that features to me like don't really mean

804
00:40:31,239 --> 00:40:34,400
Speaker 1: a lot unless they're super cute like you know, and

805
00:40:34,640 --> 00:40:38,399
Speaker 1: not they're like just like me something like authentic, like yeah,

806
00:40:38,520 --> 00:40:40,120
Speaker 1: just meaningful, Like I'm not one of those people that

807
00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:42,280
Speaker 1: feel like I gotta get like a feature on every record.

808
00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:44,920
Speaker 1: I gotta reach out to everybody, like whoever comes to

809
00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:47,920
Speaker 1: me or whatever when we do features, it's authentic, it's

810
00:40:47,920 --> 00:40:50,279
Speaker 1: real that record what you and Dirk is my ship.

811
00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:52,759
Speaker 1: I ain't even got a cat like thank you, that

812
00:40:52,960 --> 00:40:56,120
Speaker 1: ship is fire and you're spitting on there too. Video

813
00:40:56,719 --> 00:41:00,040
Speaker 1: and everything that was about those guys. That guy what

814
00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:01,800
Speaker 1: I'm talking about. I see you put the ass in

815
00:41:01,880 --> 00:41:03,759
Speaker 1: the trunk and you was like you killed them or

816
00:41:03,800 --> 00:41:07,920
Speaker 1: some ship you was killing everybody you ever felt like

817
00:41:07,960 --> 00:41:10,680
Speaker 1: you wanted to kill somebody or just yeah, A lot

818
00:41:10,719 --> 00:41:15,239
Speaker 1: of times I watch a lot of crime shows, like

819
00:41:15,440 --> 00:41:17,680
Speaker 1: I really feel like it's something in me that feels

820
00:41:17,760 --> 00:41:20,560
Speaker 1: like you gotta go, Like if you do something that

821
00:41:20,640 --> 00:41:24,640
Speaker 1: you gotta go. But but what's the worst thing you've

822
00:41:24,640 --> 00:41:26,800
Speaker 1: ever done? When like a guy has done something to

823
00:41:26,880 --> 00:41:29,120
Speaker 1: make you feel that way, heat up a car before

824
00:41:29,160 --> 00:41:32,960
Speaker 1: I broke some stuff. I'm trying to remember. I don't

825
00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:35,160
Speaker 1: think I ever did anything too crazy because I was

826
00:41:35,239 --> 00:41:37,320
Speaker 1: always one of those people that just like if you

827
00:41:37,400 --> 00:41:39,759
Speaker 1: push me to a certain point, I'm gonna just make

828
00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:41,840
Speaker 1: you feel it, like I'm gonna do everything in my

829
00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:45,160
Speaker 1: power because like the way I'm everybody circle back, Like

830
00:41:45,320 --> 00:41:47,400
Speaker 1: I haven't had a boyfriend yet that hasn't circle back

831
00:41:47,440 --> 00:41:51,160
Speaker 1: on me. Al we talk about that. So it's like

832
00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:53,880
Speaker 1: I'm gonna make sure when you circle back, like you

833
00:41:53,960 --> 00:41:56,879
Speaker 1: can't even reach me, Like it's quiet for you. That's

834
00:41:56,920 --> 00:41:59,880
Speaker 1: that's gonna hurt more than me busting your windows or

835
00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:02,320
Speaker 1: me causing a scene like I'm just gonna make it

836
00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:04,160
Speaker 1: so hard for you. You will not escape me. You're

837
00:42:04,160 --> 00:42:06,120
Speaker 1: gonna see me everywhere. You're gonna hear me. You're gonna

838
00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:08,759
Speaker 1: see me again. Some guys like that drama too. They

839
00:42:08,800 --> 00:42:10,560
Speaker 1: feel like it means you really care when you be

840
00:42:10,680 --> 00:42:14,640
Speaker 1: getting all emotional and crazy. I yell, but a little

841
00:42:14,640 --> 00:42:17,839
Speaker 1: bit like when I'm mad, but I don't. I'm not going.

842
00:42:17,920 --> 00:42:22,480
Speaker 1: I'm not stressing myself out for nobody. You know good.

843
00:42:23,080 --> 00:42:26,080
Speaker 1: You don't need to like everything going on. You know

844
00:42:26,120 --> 00:42:27,879
Speaker 1: what I was thinking to about the songs in hands

845
00:42:27,920 --> 00:42:29,400
Speaker 1: because you were talking about everything you could do with

846
00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:35,759
Speaker 1: your hands. But there's something you haven't done yet. Yeo

847
00:42:35,920 --> 00:42:49,440
Speaker 1: ye you're sick, but oh, come on out, but you

848
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Speaker 1: got something now yourself looking forward to it be and

849
00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:56,040
Speaker 1: we're glad that we connected and anything that we can do.

850
00:42:56,640 --> 00:42:59,520
Speaker 1: You know, we're really here to like to and your movement,

851
00:42:59,560 --> 00:43:01,799
Speaker 1: everything you what we watch, how how did you work?

852
00:43:01,880 --> 00:43:05,160
Speaker 1: How talented you are and you definitely deserve it. So

853
00:43:05,719 --> 00:43:07,640
Speaker 1: we'll be there to make sure that we let everybody know.

854
00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:10,120
Speaker 1: December eleventh is a day for certain. When we're back

855
00:43:10,160 --> 00:43:12,600
Speaker 1: open again, you want to see you in person for

856
00:43:12,719 --> 00:43:16,040
Speaker 1: sure and do something together. So yes, me too, ladies,

857
00:43:16,120 --> 00:43:18,359
Speaker 1: I really appreciate you all having me, Like I really

858
00:43:18,719 --> 00:43:20,360
Speaker 1: I feel like this is the first time in my

859
00:43:20,560 --> 00:43:23,920
Speaker 1: life that I'm doing something that I just I'm sure about,

860
00:43:24,120 --> 00:43:26,680
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like I don't seek no validation.

861
00:43:26,800 --> 00:43:29,319
Speaker 1: I just know it's it, Like it just feels right

862
00:43:29,760 --> 00:43:31,839
Speaker 1: in our own all my ship. So I really feel

863
00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:33,920
Speaker 1: like I wanna do more on the business side, like

864
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Speaker 1: with more girls. I want to be more of an

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Speaker 1: example because like they don't know anything about business. Everybody

866
00:43:40,080 --> 00:43:42,880
Speaker 1: just wants to do music. Nobody just wants to know

867
00:43:43,560 --> 00:43:46,319
Speaker 1: the other side of what's going on over here. Right,

868
00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:50,840
Speaker 1: You own your own masters, right, Yeah, that's dope. You

869
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Speaker 1: learn your lesson from that first deal. Huh Yes, I'm so.

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Speaker 1: I'm so proud of that thankful thankful ever really came

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00:44:00,680 --> 00:44:15,200
Speaker 1: together with via get it huh huh yeah, yeah, huh yeah.

872
00:44:19,680 --> 00:44:21,759
Speaker 1: But some people will tell you don't find to the label,

873
00:44:21,840 --> 00:44:24,640
Speaker 1: but you signed. Whatever your situation is, you work out

874
00:44:24,680 --> 00:44:27,799
Speaker 1: your deal, and I think, yes, an amazing deal. There's

875
00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:31,360
Speaker 1: nothing wrong with that, right, I see people say that

876
00:44:31,400 --> 00:44:33,200
Speaker 1: all the time. They're like, oh, don't sign to a label,

877
00:44:33,200 --> 00:44:34,960
Speaker 1: don't sign to a label. But it's like, unless you

878
00:44:35,080 --> 00:44:39,399
Speaker 1: got the money to shoot all your videos, go to playlisting,

879
00:44:39,719 --> 00:44:41,919
Speaker 1: go to radio, do all that shoot on your own,

880
00:44:42,360 --> 00:44:44,800
Speaker 1: you might should go look for a label, like everybody.

881
00:44:45,200 --> 00:44:48,040
Speaker 1: It's not that every label is bad. You just gotta

882
00:44:48,080 --> 00:44:50,520
Speaker 1: sign at the right time and when you know what

883
00:44:50,680 --> 00:44:54,279
Speaker 1: the fun you're doing. Table, So it was good to go.

884
00:44:55,040 --> 00:44:57,400
Speaker 1: Yeah in facts, alright, we'll be it again. Thank you

885
00:44:57,440 --> 00:45:01,080
Speaker 1: so much, eleven first and we love you. Yes, I

886
00:45:01,200 --> 00:45:03,120
Speaker 1: love y'all. Thank you so much. That easy y'all have

887
00:45:03,200 --> 00:45:06,920
Speaker 1: a just soon. Okay, okay, we love you bye, love

888
00:45:07,040 --> 00:45:07,880
Speaker 1: y'all too. Bye.