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Speaker 1: Facts Friday. It's like the favorite part of the week now,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. It's like we get to
Speaker 1: talk about whatever the funk we want to talk about,
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Speaker 1: everybody cool? What's up with this? Jones? And look what
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Speaker 1: shouts to Atlanta United, you know what I'm saying. Atlanta
Speaker 1: sports teams were with them. Look, this is what we
Speaker 1: talk about to day. The power of the tongue. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. The tongue is a very powerful thing.
Speaker 1: A lot of the things that you speak, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, you can manifest, You can make them
Speaker 1: become a reality. How many fucking Apple watching bands? Do
Speaker 1: you know? What? Apple watch? This money? How you know
Speaker 1: I ain't got ten different apples? Happen? Homie? I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: It was so funny last night. We had made a
Speaker 1: little video whatever. Everybody was holding their rollers up and
Speaker 1: all the ship. Now you know, I'm over here with
Speaker 1: my ship. Grab your roller jower tongue. Yeah, let's get it.
Speaker 1: You can speak like you can speak many things and
Speaker 1: two existance. There can be positive things that could be
Speaker 1: negative things. I think it's important for rappers and rap
Speaker 1: artists to be mindful of that because the ship that
Speaker 1: you rap about, you actually are speaking, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, So you can speak that to existence on
Speaker 1: some cool ship. I don't see broke rap niggers speak
Speaker 1: money into their life, like you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: They'll talk about that big ship having big money and
Speaker 1: all that ship. Three months later, six months later, they're
Speaker 1: having it, you know what I mean. But you can
Speaker 1: also speak the bullshit into your life too, So it's like, man,
Speaker 1: if you ain't got no options, don't be speaking ops
Speaker 1: into your life like DoD DoD do the rap, do
Speaker 1: the rap talking about what you got going on or
Speaker 1: so positive ship. That's just my opinion, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But I think also what will do today,
Speaker 1: because we're probably all that personal situations where we spoke
Speaker 1: or manifested something into existance. So we'll get into that
Speaker 1: a little bit later. But what's what's y'all thoughts on
Speaker 1: the power of the tongue and manifestation and ship. I
Speaker 1: feel like the tongue is very powerful, and I feel
Speaker 1: like a lot of people, like you said, speak things
Speaker 1: into existence that at the time they don't understand that
Speaker 1: they have the power of speaking into existence, and then
Speaker 1: when it manifests, is like, oh ship, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying in there in trouble, But before they spoke
Speaker 1: it into existence, it was kind of like people just
Speaker 1: gotta people just gotta be mindful of not even like
Speaker 1: their tongue and the ship that they's say, but of
Speaker 1: their thoughts, because your thoughts are what produces, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, What comes out your mouth, and you
Speaker 1: just gotta make sure that you just keep your your
Speaker 1: brain wavelength on the up and up on positive ship,
Speaker 1: and you know you kind of like try to distance
Speaker 1: yourself from the negative as much as possible, and then
Speaker 1: you won't even have to really worry about your tongue
Speaker 1: or your manifestations or anything like that, because you'll be
Speaker 1: living in a positive truth. For lack of a better
Speaker 1: way to put it, makes sense. It makes sense. That's it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: thoughts really more powerful than your tongue. It's inside you
Speaker 1: knew you reject them thoughts though you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: You gotta reject them on here. You gotta be like
Speaker 1: that's meditation help you with ye, Yeah, because you can't.
Speaker 1: It's like impossible not to have negative thoughts. You're gonna
Speaker 1: think about positive thoughts, and it's impossible not to think
Speaker 1: about certain ships. Yeah, but you cannot see it. That's
Speaker 1: why I gonna start taking ten seconds before I respond
Speaker 1: think about my response. I know me, I'll be don't
Speaker 1: say the worst kind of ship? Yeah yeah, yeah for sure.
Speaker 1: Now that's powerful, man. I mean like you can you
Speaker 1: can like it's crazy, like you can speak something we
Speaker 1: spoke a lot of this ship into existence, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, like fast, like this is what we're
Speaker 1: feel to do, this is how we feel to do it,
Speaker 1: and all that other ship. Then it kind of leave
Speaker 1: you in the space sometimes, so when it happens, it's like, oh, ship,
Speaker 1: like we we gotta they can speak bigger, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, because you catch up with them goals
Speaker 1: real quick. That's the power of the tom manifestation of
Speaker 1: universe and all that ship. I think somebody, what was
Speaker 1: that side gratitude but everything? If you ain't got damn
Speaker 1: thankful for you gotta be thankful everything everything. It's like
Speaker 1: if you're not, if you're not thankful for what you
Speaker 1: already got, how then do you expect to get more.
Speaker 1: We're just talking about that because you gotta. You gotta think.
Speaker 1: It's people who people who can't walk, people who can't see,
Speaker 1: people who aren't ventilators, ain't breathing right, It's people who
Speaker 1: are all type for situations. While we're sitting around here,
Speaker 1: I was telling them about back in the day, you know,
Speaker 1: coming up the two pair of jeans ship and now
Speaker 1: complaining about clothes, Like what the funk I'm complaining for
Speaker 1: they have two pair of jeans, I got a closet
Speaker 1: for the clothes is still complaining, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So you have to be grateful for everything, every meal,
Speaker 1: laying your ass down, having a bed and it. And
Speaker 1: it's like driving through Atlanta sometimes you see like them
Speaker 1: homeless folks. It's crazy because they spirit be so up,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like that they've been thankful
Speaker 1: for what they do, that thankful for what they do
Speaker 1: that which is life exactly Like it's just like this,
Speaker 1: even even even when you do something, do something for people,
Speaker 1: depends on how they how they show you they thankful,
Speaker 1: grateful for what make you want to do it again?
Speaker 1: Facts opposed to the motherfucker who feel like you supposed
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like you'd be like, that's just
Speaker 1: how the universe work too, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So when you get something and you're grateful, you you
Speaker 1: you're grateful, Universe, don't mind keep giving it to you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But then you like you're supposed
Speaker 1: to have it, then okay, we're gonna see if you
Speaker 1: get it, you know what I'm saying, you'll just go, yeah,
Speaker 1: I gotta be thankful. What about those people that's born
Speaker 1: into like trauma or born into like hard situations where
Speaker 1: it's like it's not necessarily they're responsibile, like kids that's
Speaker 1: born into like their parents on drugs and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: So they were just born into hardships people thought people so,
Speaker 1: But I think what you're said is like, how do
Speaker 1: how if if if you're born into the most fucked
Speaker 1: up situation or what it is perceived to be the
Speaker 1: most situation, how can you find something to be thankful for?
Speaker 1: Exactly thankful for life? Because as long as you got
Speaker 1: like and I know, I know, like like I know
Speaker 1: that that's easier said than done when you haven't experienced
Speaker 1: that or like when you don't come from that situation.
Speaker 1: But it's just like at the end of the day,
Speaker 1: it's just like just like, Okay, for instance, tech Michael
Speaker 1: Jackson when he was young, and you know, they used
Speaker 1: to get beat on and you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: all that ship he had his little mouse in his
Speaker 1: little the little mouse or the rat or whatever he
Speaker 1: had that was in his house. Y'all, Remember what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: because you're looking at me, like I'm Fred in the
Speaker 1: movie he had like a mouse or some ship. It
Speaker 1: was a mouse that was in the house or a
Speaker 1: rat or whatever, but it was his friend and you know,
Speaker 1: like that's who he would talk to or you know,
Speaker 1: that's who he would play with, like after he had
Speaker 1: gotten his beating or you know what I'm saying. Whatever,
Speaker 1: And that was I guess his little one thing that
Speaker 1: made him kind of like temporarily forget that he was
Speaker 1: getting beat on and he was getting abused at his house,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So like ship like that,
Speaker 1: I feel like that's what people should try to look
Speaker 1: for or kind of try to use to see the
Speaker 1: light in a situation that seems totally dark. But again,
Speaker 1: like I said, like just like me, I haven't I
Speaker 1: didn't grow up with parents on drugs and I didn't
Speaker 1: grow up in destitute situations or no ship like that.
Speaker 1: So it's way easier said than done. But I feel
Speaker 1: like it is possible if you like try hard enough.
Speaker 1: Maybe that makes sense. I don't know now that makes sense,
Speaker 1: that makes sense. I I just think that if you
Speaker 1: if you got life and breath in you, then you
Speaker 1: always have another chance. You always have a chance to
Speaker 1: take it because we don't see people come from the
Speaker 1: worst of the worst of the worst of the worst
Speaker 1: to the top, from the real bottom all the way
Speaker 1: to the top. But I think the key is, like
Speaker 1: we're saying, is you gotta be grateful for You can
Speaker 1: sit around and think all day what you don't get
Speaker 1: and what you what you think you want and all that. Ship.
Speaker 1: You can do that all day. We can come up
Speaker 1: with a laundry list of ship. I don't have this,
Speaker 1: I don't have that, I want this, I want that.
Speaker 1: But it's gonna be more beneficial to you to think
Speaker 1: about this is we have to be grateful for each other.
Speaker 1: We all here, you see what I'm saying. A lot
Speaker 1: of times you don't be grateful enough for the people
Speaker 1: around you until they're gone, you see what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So it's just like you gotta take the moments just
Speaker 1: to be grateful and then just watch that tongue and
Speaker 1: like like you're saying that thoughts, because the thoughts they
Speaker 1: right here, you know what I'm saying. So it's it's
Speaker 1: so close like that you think you gotta reject them.
Speaker 1: You gotta reject them. But feeling like if you just
Speaker 1: no matter what your situation, if you're weak, you're weak.
Speaker 1: If you're strong, you're strong. It's not on your whill.
Speaker 1: You can get stronger though you think you can be
Speaker 1: weak and become stronger for sure, or strong and become weak.
Speaker 1: Want to be more strong to become weaker? Yeah, Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying. Like, whatever state that you put
Speaker 1: yourself in, is you everything your choice can't no matter
Speaker 1: hip you like. You can go to counseling, you do
Speaker 1: all the ship in the rid, But if you don't
Speaker 1: want to do it and it ain't gonna happen, that's
Speaker 1: with anything, bro, you gotta have a will. Yeah, Like,
Speaker 1: because you've got some people use that ship as an excuse,
Speaker 1: and you've got some people use that ship as they dry.
Speaker 1: Yeah that's the difference, because I'd be damn ship. I'm
Speaker 1: born an all the type of guy them the situation.
Speaker 1: We all come from nothing, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But I'd be damned by sitting around and got them
Speaker 1: waiting nothing and be nothing. You don't figure this ship out, yeah,
Speaker 1: Like so many motherfucker's sitting around with excuse that somebody
Speaker 1: else could fix. They like you know what I'm saying, Like,
Speaker 1: you know, you know people like that, they got excuse
Speaker 1: why you the reason why they turned out? How they
Speaker 1: turned that? How how you give them that much power
Speaker 1: over you to turn you into some bush? Yeah, like
Speaker 1: it was. It's just it's crazy. I had to keep
Speaker 1: going back to last night, but um me and Thug
Speaker 1: were having like this same conversation about how pretty much
Speaker 1: like nothing is bigger than God. And when you come
Speaker 1: from certain situations, when you go through certain things, when
Speaker 1: you know you're born into certain environments and you know
Speaker 1: certain ship is all you know, you know you have
Speaker 1: to do what you gotta do to survive. And you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying all of that, But at the
Speaker 1: end of the day, once you once you learn better,
Speaker 1: you have to make a conservative effort to do better.
Speaker 1: And once you start doing better, you have to like
Speaker 1: pray to God or you know, pray to whoever you
Speaker 1: pray to that you know he forgives you for your
Speaker 1: previous sins and keeps you out of harm's way on
Speaker 1: your new journey to continue to keep trying to be
Speaker 1: better type ship. So like all the ship that you
Speaker 1: did in your past, all the ship you did to
Speaker 1: people whatever, whatever, blah blah blah. The instant that you realize, Okay,
Speaker 1: what I did back then was wrong and I'm trying
Speaker 1: to change and be a better person. Like God can't
Speaker 1: necessarily completely make you avoid your consequences, but once he
Speaker 1: knows that you knew that you were that you know
Speaker 1: that you were wrong back then, and that you're trying
Speaker 1: to change, he can kind of try to help you
Speaker 1: navigate through those consequences as best as possible, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And like that's like, that's just like
Speaker 1: the real ship that I've heard in a really long time.
Speaker 1: They go back to being grateful, grateful for Heaven for
Speaker 1: creating almost like a new life or a new opportunity
Speaker 1: or a new future exactly what I'm saying. That goes
Speaker 1: back to being there. So but if if for the
Speaker 1: for the people that again in this music ship, like
Speaker 1: music is powerful. I think music impacts and the sous
Speaker 1: all right, that we know the world and we know
Speaker 1: the streets, and we know the ship they're going on,
Speaker 1: and that is what it is. But for the people
Speaker 1: that kind of numb themselves and going to like let's
Speaker 1: say a studio on the booth and like kind of
Speaker 1: like repeatedly are speaking kind of speaking down their energy.
Speaker 1: It's like when we give some game, but we get
Speaker 1: some game or some advice to them. It's like, you
Speaker 1: see what I'm saying, kind of using your platform not
Speaker 1: to speak about the ship that you've been going through
Speaker 1: because you can't be going through that ship. But I'm
Speaker 1: talking about the people that's not going through it, and
Speaker 1: they're just getting fried up and going there and talking
Speaker 1: about the worst ship ship though. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: because at the end of the day, somebody is going
Speaker 1: through that. So you say, you're saying it's okay for
Speaker 1: them to Okay, I got you, because that's what most
Speaker 1: rappers doing anyway. They're wrapping about what somebody else doing.
Speaker 1: So you can't see. I think that's one powerful when
Speaker 1: they're coming out your heart. You're saying some ships come
Speaker 1: out your You can say some ship, just say some ship,
Speaker 1: Like know what I'm saying. What you say some ship ain't,
Speaker 1: but you feel that that's when that ship become powder.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Like you're just saying God
Speaker 1: damn cash home like your hell. That ain't coming out
Speaker 1: of my my heart. I'm just basically, and I might like
Speaker 1: it you get what I'm saying, Like I don't know
Speaker 1: what you get what I'm saying. I feel like it's
Speaker 1: all on you. And you feel like even if you
Speaker 1: even if you think some ship that you won't say
Speaker 1: that's the same thing. You're thinking some bullshit in your
Speaker 1: heart about the motherfucker, that's the same It's gonna bring
Speaker 1: you the same as saying you get what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: If you see him thinking some real bullshit by the motherfucker,
Speaker 1: Like I hope you get hit by a bus. Get
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You ain't gonna get hit by that,
Speaker 1: but you really you really hope that you get what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But if you the same thing, if I'm
Speaker 1: seeing him saying now, I hope I hope screen new
Speaker 1: new look at bring him him and his wife the
Speaker 1: most happiness. I really want that for you. You get
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So maybe that'll bring me snapping, but
Speaker 1: not saying that that's what I'm looking for, but that
Speaker 1: would be coming out my heart. Yeah. That and and
Speaker 1: that's another thing too, like like I like, I personally
Speaker 1: feel like when you're happy for other people, like you'll
Speaker 1: fucking like you'll fucking be the happiest person like ever
Speaker 1: in the world. Like when I see my friends and
Speaker 1: the people that I love and I care about like
Speaker 1: doing good and like knocking down their goals and fucking
Speaker 1: getting a lot of money and fucking doing everything that
Speaker 1: they want to do and doing more ship and whatever whatever,
Speaker 1: that ship like really puts me on like cloud thirty
Speaker 1: like because I don't know, I'm just happy for them
Speaker 1: because they're happy and the fact that they're happy and
Speaker 1: like progressing makes me happy and happiness. Like I salute
Speaker 1: sometimes people I might not all the way careful, but
Speaker 1: if they do something positive, I might hit on with
Speaker 1: the congrats king. You know what, I no congrats, but
Speaker 1: it being niggered that I just don't funk with. But
Speaker 1: I mean, ship, you can't hate on that exactly. You
Speaker 1: got you got people back like, oh, that ain't because
Speaker 1: you don't like them. That's because you don't like the
Speaker 1: person you sucking discredit their accomplishments And that's some bullshit.
Speaker 1: And I say this time and time again. You gotta
Speaker 1: understand when you put that energy out, you're not hurting
Speaker 1: that person you y because you do the only want
Speaker 1: to sitting around mad exactly. They're happy. Yeah, telling me
Speaker 1: about resentment. Resentment don't don't don't hurt nobody. But you're
Speaker 1: you because I can't feel you resent me. You that
Speaker 1: got them every day talking about me right here. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you're stopping yourself from doing the ship. That's for you.
Speaker 1: Get what I'm saying, because you're looking at my life.
Speaker 1: You're so consumed thinking about me that you can't even
Speaker 1: think about yourself. You're looking at my life thinking that
Speaker 1: I'm all good. Right, you don't know what the funk
Speaker 1: I'm going through because you see the outer shell of me,
Speaker 1: and you're saying you won't that be careful for what
Speaker 1: you won't? Won't you gonna saying like you gotta be
Speaker 1: careful the ship? You won't like I wake up every
Speaker 1: day thinking I want to be screamed. I don't know
Speaker 1: what you're going through. I don't. I don't know what
Speaker 1: you're showing me. You see what I'm saying, like, niggas
Speaker 1: gotta be careful of what you're dan because you don't know.
Speaker 1: You probably can't hendled the pressure that this man got.
Speaker 1: We'll be able to keep that smiling on your face
Speaker 1: like he could. Ship might run you crazy, a crazy
Speaker 1: A crazy example of that. A crazy example of that
Speaker 1: is what else the big fast Fridays. A crazy example
Speaker 1: of that is uh when we uh? The CEO of Martyr, right,
Speaker 1: the CEO Martyr who um jumped in front of the
Speaker 1: jump in front of the training and could nobody figure
Speaker 1: it out? He got two beautiful kids, a beautiful wife.
Speaker 1: This that your ceo, Martyr. You're not down bad financially.
Speaker 1: Something made him say I'm going to jump in from
Speaker 1: that's crazy, That's what I'm saying. Like, you never know
Speaker 1: the presses of another person, what they're going through, and
Speaker 1: you sit around em and needs folk when the whole
Speaker 1: time ship they can't wait to trade Joe trade they
Speaker 1: like for yours. It's a lot of people just want
Speaker 1: to be normal people. Bro A lot of stars celebrities
Speaker 1: that just want to be normal people. They might not
Speaker 1: want to give back the money, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: but they're like, I want to privacy, I want to
Speaker 1: be able to be out with my family without trolls
Speaker 1: and ship. They want to be normal people. Do you
Speaker 1: think resentment and envy are the same thing? No, I
Speaker 1: think they related. I think the same thing. They're definitely
Speaker 1: the same. They're the same. They come from a similar place.
Speaker 1: Like you envy somebody and then you have resentment for
Speaker 1: some ship you might have did or whatever the case,
Speaker 1: or you might have some resentment for what you did
Speaker 1: to them, and see like I feel I'm sorry, I
Speaker 1: mean to cut you off, but I feel like this.
Speaker 1: I feel like envy is when you see somebody like
Speaker 1: doing something good and you see they got a lot
Speaker 1: going on, and you want to be that, and you're
Speaker 1: upset because you can't be that. Resent meant, I feel
Speaker 1: like it's when you just fucking you don't like the person, period.
Speaker 1: You don't like what that got going on. You just
Speaker 1: despise anything that has to do with them because of
Speaker 1: who they are, not that you fucking necessarily want to
Speaker 1: be them or whatever, but you just you don't like
Speaker 1: the fact that they're able to survive and push through
Speaker 1: the things that they're surviving and pushing through, So whatever
Speaker 1: it is that they have going on, you just have
Speaker 1: a negative connotation about it. I kind of disagree with
Speaker 1: the resentment part because you can reson why you can
Speaker 1: resent a parent for not being there for you, and
Speaker 1: that can just past, like you can be adopted and
Speaker 1: be like I resent my biological mar The resentment is
Speaker 1: just different, like it's sometimes. But I said, I said
Speaker 1: resentment was different. She's saying she disagreed with what you said.
Speaker 1: But I feel like this. I feel like resentment comes
Speaker 1: from a person. Could you could be married to a person, right,
Speaker 1: y'all get the boys, and you're gonna be everything that
Speaker 1: you want to be after the divorce, and she go
Speaker 1: be the same person or he gonna be the same
Speaker 1: person that she resents you because you went on with
Speaker 1: your life, not because she didn't love you at the time.
Speaker 1: It's been because I didn't keep you. Know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I did, I couldn't you work better without me? What
Speaker 1: I'm saying the same thing as friends, Like all your
Speaker 1: old friends gonna resent you because whatever they did to you,
Speaker 1: if they did something you, you did something them. It's like, damn,
Speaker 1: I need that in my life. So I don't hate you,
Speaker 1: but I kind of hate you because I resent you
Speaker 1: because damn, why we couldn't fix you? Get what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: That's when that ship comes. Yeah, why why why you
Speaker 1: couldn't be that person around me? But you probably was
Speaker 1: exactly so, so You're gonna see a lot of motherfucker
Speaker 1: doing that on your way up down whatever. They're gonna
Speaker 1: be like, fuck you because I need you. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You don't like I gotta now, I
Speaker 1: gotta like me. Bro, I don't give a funk who
Speaker 1: it is. If motherfucker asked me about somebody, don't I
Speaker 1: just be like, I don't funking them your bit, that's it.
Speaker 1: I'm not going to try to break down. That's resenting. Right.
Speaker 1: If I'm breaking down, that's that's a farm of snitching.
Speaker 1: And many you've been friends all this time, right, and
Speaker 1: then we break up friends and I'm telling your secrets,
Speaker 1: that's the same. Yeah, that's that's bullshit. I don't do
Speaker 1: that unless i'm telling talking to motherfucker's who already know.
Speaker 1: You get what I'm mothers. You already know. We just
Speaker 1: gossip amongst each other because we know we've been But
Speaker 1: I'm not going to tell some new motherfucking to keep
Speaker 1: this same. I'm gonna let you display your character to
Speaker 1: these people yourself. You get what. I'm going to try
Speaker 1: to help help the motherfucker feel because guess what you're
Speaker 1: gonna show the folk the same ship that I know
Speaker 1: why I don't finna try to bring it to him
Speaker 1: when I bring bro when you're trying to got them,
Speaker 1: when you're trying to convince some motherfucker on how another
Speaker 1: motherfucker here, they make them look at you. Right, facts,
Speaker 1: big facts and the true. So I'll just be like
Speaker 1: you see, yeah, you're right exactly, ship, feel free, Yeah,
Speaker 1: do what you do? Man? Who am I to deprive? Like? Little?
Speaker 1: Who am I to deprive? You? Who you want to be? Right? Ship? Man?
Speaker 1: That's what I feel like. That's what makes people resent
Speaker 1: you when they see they thought maybe you would need me,
Speaker 1: and when they see you don't need them now, it's
Speaker 1: like you're a piece of ship. How can you not
Speaker 1: need me? Right? It's all in here the cord now now.
Speaker 1: But when you don't push, to push the envelope so
Speaker 1: far that way, it's the point of no return. Now
Speaker 1: that developed hate, resentment everything. All the other women the
Speaker 1: same family, they are related to each other. The Fellers
Speaker 1: come from a place generally, a person not being happy
Speaker 1: with themselves, like we got a nothing we got we
Speaker 1: got stopped out them trying to predict the future. That's
Speaker 1: my problem, like trying to see the future like already
Speaker 1: knowing some sheep gonna be some bullshit, already knowing some
Speaker 1: like because every time I do that, I'm wrong. Living
Speaker 1: a moment fact, that's what meditation, the moment, the past,
Speaker 1: and you can't can't bring the pains like you think
Speaker 1: you ain't in the past, like your thoughts, your experience
Speaker 1: and where you're at right now. But you can't if
Speaker 1: you if you keep giving the energy of walking into anything,
Speaker 1: it's gonna be some bullshit. A lot of times you're
Speaker 1: gonna be wrong, but sometimes you might create the energy
Speaker 1: and making some bullshit when it's really a blessing, like
Speaker 1: working out this working out for example, you're thinking like, damn,
Speaker 1: I quit lad of times, so I ain't even start again.
Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying, like because you're living on
Speaker 1: what happened, then you know what I'm saying, right or
Speaker 1: trying to make sense? Yeah, make perfect sense. I'm just
Speaker 1: trying to use this example or I ain't gonna try
Speaker 1: to got them go bout no car Collas and he
Speaker 1: said my credit with Lowe. You get what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: but it might work this time. I already know I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna get approved already know. I ain't even gonna
Speaker 1: try that. I ain't gonna I already know they ain't
Speaker 1: working with me, so I ain't going already know when
Speaker 1: I go to ship, you know they ain't gonna try.
Speaker 1: That's the wrong mentality. And I ain't gonna say I
Speaker 1: haven't been there. Everybody everybody else, That's what I was
Speaker 1: going to say. Everybody does it, even with conversation, like
Speaker 1: trying to prejudge how somebody's gonna respond to you bringing
Speaker 1: something to them, or trying to prejudge how they're gonna
Speaker 1: respond you asking them a question like I ain't even
Speaker 1: gonna ask for twint I noticed they're gonna say no
Speaker 1: or something like that, and he probably was in a
Speaker 1: happy moves gonna get you fifty today. And the things
Speaker 1: you think about, like she um, like think about the worst.
Speaker 1: You know, we all think we always think about the
Speaker 1: worst ship they're gonna happen, like yeah, but I did see.
Speaker 1: I think it never happens. I think that's a defense.
Speaker 1: I think that's a defense. Like especially you ain't necessarily
Speaker 1: got to grow up in the hood, but if you
Speaker 1: ever grown up in the hoods, like when you're walking
Speaker 1: out your door, you kind of gotta put your mind
Speaker 1: set in the bullshit that can happen to protect you.
Speaker 1: It's like a defense mechanism. It's just like certain people
Speaker 1: call your phone. You automatic thinking like what had happened?
Speaker 1: What's going on? What I'm saying, like take some bullshit?
Speaker 1: Might just be like brover the here going on? Yeah?
Speaker 1: And then he like a sense of relief like how
Speaker 1: many times you've been wrong with that plenty? Probably today
Speaker 1: takes me right now like calling me yeah, like you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. She might just be like bringing
Speaker 1: some such such right exactly what you're thinking, like you've
Speaker 1: been with my phone some ship like especially if somebody saying, man,
Speaker 1: I gotta holier at you that the words I hate
Speaker 1: when they're coming for me, like I need to talk
Speaker 1: to your faith? To faith? What I ain't doing? No
Speaker 1: criminal ship? What what is it? Might be like, man ship,
Speaker 1: I need to fall at off? You got a nerd
Speaker 1: going like some face to face ship when they text
Speaker 1: and they called me, like what the funk? Why you
Speaker 1: text me and say called me? I'd be scared? Can
Speaker 1: you talk? Yeah? That type of ship already put that
Speaker 1: guy there and what happened You're like you're bracing yourself
Speaker 1: for whatever if it beats bullshit, But it never bee
Speaker 1: like with me, Like with the face to face ship,
Speaker 1: I do that to people, and I need to talk
Speaker 1: face to face because if it's some ship going on
Speaker 1: that I feel really strongly about and I feel like
Speaker 1: I need to get I really need to get my
Speaker 1: point across about this, Like I'm gonna tell you, like
Speaker 1: I need to pull up, like so we can figure
Speaker 1: this out. Because nine times I'd attend whatever it is.
Speaker 1: Once we have that conversation, that's probably gonna be our
Speaker 1: final conversation, but I'm probably not gonna talk no more.
Speaker 1: The person on the receive and the end of that
Speaker 1: conversation kind of already knows that with the face to
Speaker 1: face because it ain't like you having to face to
Speaker 1: face saying I need to see you and you feel
Speaker 1: to put out a bag of money. You could, but
Speaker 1: they already know. Man, if it's got to be a
Speaker 1: face to face with J really at the probably be bullshit,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like that's just how people
Speaker 1: just think. So I do the same thing. I do
Speaker 1: the same thing because I'm not that I'm not good.
Speaker 1: I'm not really good with talking about ship. I don't
Speaker 1: really I don't talk on the phone. So it's like
Speaker 1: any time it's something important, like, it's easier for me
Speaker 1: to do it in person because I don't. I don't
Speaker 1: talk on the phone. I'm not a phone talking you.
Speaker 1: And this is a kind of bullst So you wanted
Speaker 1: the person to break up with somebody over text message,
Speaker 1: what I'm like, No, if we gotta, if we gotta,
Speaker 1: what's the name if I got to break up with
Speaker 1: somebody or something like that, to do it in person,
Speaker 1: like it's always there, you know what you did do
Speaker 1: it through text. I'm doing it through my IG story
Speaker 1: talking about back in the day. I ain't talking about
Speaker 1: Oh it's right exactly exactly. What's it the board? This
Speaker 1: ship is. Make sure you do use the power of
Speaker 1: that tone though that you can't manifest shit. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. If you're in a fund up situation,
Speaker 1: or compromise the situation, you know what I'm saying, Speak positive,
Speaker 1: think positive, change some of the ship that you do.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. If you want different results,
Speaker 1: just change some of the ship you do. I tell
Speaker 1: people that all time. Just try some different ship. Don't
Speaker 1: take a walk outside. It's a freshman do something different
Speaker 1: the first step. But that is just recognizing it though.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying that we have to do.
Speaker 1: We gotta first recognize what we do to keep us
Speaker 1: all better. And you gotta choose to be happy, Like
Speaker 1: you can't be happy. You gotta choose that ship, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. You see, you can sit in
Speaker 1: your thoughts and just put yourself in a slump. Easy
Speaker 1: to do that. Yeah, that's that's like, that's that's that's
Speaker 1: like the easiest thing in the world. It's easy, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, But the hardest thing in the
Speaker 1: world to be Like, Man, what the funk am I
Speaker 1: worry about? This? Fun? I got? You know what's like, kids,
Speaker 1: I got my bit, I got you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I'm good, right, yeah, yeah, exactly. You're gonna recognize the
Speaker 1: ship you don't have before the shoot you do. All
Speaker 1: day long you be talking about ship you don't have,
Speaker 1: from clothes, the materials to this person and I ain't
Speaker 1: did this and all that, but what about the blessing
Speaker 1: that you do have right in front of you? Because
Speaker 1: once you add them up, once you add him out. Look,
Speaker 1: I promise you the ones you do got no outweigh
Speaker 1: the ship you don't every time, and the ship you
Speaker 1: don't got. It's some ship, just you won't. Like I
Speaker 1: always say, like you might got them everything I ever
Speaker 1: thought I wanted material that I got once I got it,
Speaker 1: ain't get anything. Ain't give a funk about it. It's
Speaker 1: a temporary fix. You want to everybody to see that ship,
Speaker 1: and she turned into nothing because it gets old. You're
Speaker 1: right beside the ship, you know what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 1: I wanted kids once I got my kids. She ain't
Speaker 1: got pea that you but the jury, the cars, that everything,
Speaker 1: and it's cool to have. It's just like it's such
Speaker 1: a temporary fix, yeah, because it's always they always bringing more.
Speaker 1: That ship better every year, cars getting new and newer. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so you got the twenty twenty two, goddamn um wagon,
Speaker 1: g wagon, your little baby come out with a twenty
Speaker 1: goddamn third like everybody your phone, you see baby hard
Speaker 1: of yours exactly put the say now you're trying to
Speaker 1: get the twenty thirty, but you ain't got the baby
Speaker 1: money right exactly, And they're making for the comeback with
Speaker 1: you're looking for the electric already got the money down
Speaker 1: on the ship. That ship. I don't do that ship either.
Speaker 1: Don't do that whole keep up ship. Be happy in
Speaker 1: your space with what you want. If you want the
Speaker 1: jury and it's making you have cool, ain't nothing wrong
Speaker 1: with that, you know what I'm saying. But but if
Speaker 1: you're trying to get it to flex on another nig
Speaker 1: and you ain't never gonna be satisfied. He got one
Speaker 1: in that race. And you know why, you know why
Speaker 1: they probably be in that space too, because they don't
Speaker 1: get a funk about none of it either, exactly. They
Speaker 1: don't hold on to it like that, Like what I'm
Speaker 1: give a funk about this ship, Like this is what
Speaker 1: it is, what we come from, it is what it is.
Speaker 1: So they received their blessings over and over. Can't get
Speaker 1: caught up in none of that ship forever forever, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And I feel like then this
Speaker 1: day and they Instagram ship just magnified it like the
Speaker 1: Internet just magnified. See comparison, it's the thief of joy.
Speaker 1: It just magnifies. Got them seeing others do ship, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Like back in the day ship.
Speaker 1: You just stayed in your hood, so you came up,
Speaker 1: then you pop out. You know what I'm saying. You
Speaker 1: just stayed at your job to fry the then you
Speaker 1: put on some clothes and go out. Now it's like,
Speaker 1: what y'all, but you you putting that ship on every day,
Speaker 1: you put your p today lit then just how did
Speaker 1: she go? But it's all because of social media. Like before,
Speaker 1: you ain't never seen nothing that nobody else really had
Speaker 1: going on unless you like moving around. But it's like
Speaker 1: now you can sit in your house and watch all
Speaker 1: this ship all day. And like even if you see
Speaker 1: a nigga with with some regular shop, like you can
Speaker 1: see it like that's that ground he got on that ground,
Speaker 1: fit home on this ship. Back and back when we
Speaker 1: befoted social media, when the nigga had on the same
Speaker 1: clothes everything on his ship load exactly now, but your
Speaker 1: nigga pocket this head with that ship, right, That's that's
Speaker 1: the true Like a nigga spent their lands and then
Speaker 1: be stressing like you just spent five thousand on the
Speaker 1: outfit and spent another seat thousand in the club now
Speaker 1: for one picture. You know you're stressing about your Bill
Speaker 1: when you and the real ship, though, you think, you think,
Speaker 1: you think that if if the culture came to a
Speaker 1: point where it's like, all right, let's say for niggas,
Speaker 1: like if if if women would receive a nigga being
Speaker 1: more normal, but the nigga treat him right, that might
Speaker 1: change the mentality of a bit. And then on the
Speaker 1: other side, if a lot more men would receive a
Speaker 1: woman being normal, she could still be fly. But a
Speaker 1: lot of women feel like, I have to have this
Speaker 1: fake hair, I have to have my body done, I
Speaker 1: have to do this, I have to do They feel
Speaker 1: like they're doing that basically for the opposite sex. You think,
Speaker 1: if we change the mentality about that whole ship a
Speaker 1: little bit, everybody kind of get off the flossing. It's
Speaker 1: too far because like everything just changed. But but you
Speaker 1: gotta be in a different space to find that type
Speaker 1: of woman, that type of man has when when you
Speaker 1: come into God them this space was in the really space.
Speaker 1: Hey man, you gotta get with it again and high.
Speaker 1: But don't you think you're attracting bullshit with that? Like
Speaker 1: if you if you if you go pretty much kind
Speaker 1: of get on something, I won't call it fake ship.
Speaker 1: But if you go get on that ship, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: spend all my last I'm gonna make it look like
Speaker 1: a way. But it's kind of on some fake fliers
Speaker 1: and ship. Don't you think that that's what you're attracting to?
Speaker 1: I'm niggas come up out doing that ship. I'm talking
Speaker 1: about as far as the women that they're attracting, the
Speaker 1: people that they attracted around them, because the people, even
Speaker 1: your friends, is only around you because they think that
Speaker 1: you get it or you look a certain way. Isn't
Speaker 1: that what they're doing it for? Yeah? But so so
Speaker 1: you're saying for fake love. A lot of people doing
Speaker 1: that ship for they're doing it because they want those
Speaker 1: type of women that they know they couldn't get when
Speaker 1: they was broke, and they're like, let me get this money,
Speaker 1: let me be able to hit so and so. Because
Speaker 1: I'm at the end of the day two all this
Speaker 1: ship fat, I think it all but most of it.
Speaker 1: If you say, if you if you became a being now,
Speaker 1: yeah without being married, now he became a being that
Speaker 1: could you trust love them, would definitely be the same thing. Right,
Speaker 1: So you got damn you got a looking at that
Speaker 1: ship the same way like this. This is on the
Speaker 1: thubt let me play. You know what I'm saying, So
Speaker 1: I might well keep the fake look into into it's
Speaker 1: proven real dawn. Dark space, That's what I say. That's
Speaker 1: a dark space to be fake love. Somebody loves you,
Speaker 1: your parents love you hopefully and that that type of ship.
Speaker 1: But it's like that, that's a dark space to be.
Speaker 1: Like can you truly trust love from a person that
Speaker 1: you have to do everything for? Can you truly trust
Speaker 1: love from a person you gotta do everything? But they
Speaker 1: gained from you? So but I was saying, but you
Speaker 1: start like that? Didn't start like that? Like did the
Speaker 1: relationships start like that? Or no, no, no, ain't. Somebody
Speaker 1: was saying, like if you meet a woman and god damn,
Speaker 1: you start on from taking out, doing this, doing doing that,
Speaker 1: but you got can you trust it? It's impossible. It
Speaker 1: makes it difficult. Can you trust even a female? Can
Speaker 1: you trust the negative? If you meet him and you
Speaker 1: just tricking off on him, right you knowing he fought
Speaker 1: with you, but he fought with you more when you
Speaker 1: do for him? Could you trust it now? Because once
Speaker 1: not at all, he's probably gonna be gone. Yeah, Like
Speaker 1: now you know you gotta cheat that you've been around,
Speaker 1: you took it. You know what, you know, broke, I
Speaker 1: met you, I broke, I came up, not take are
Speaker 1: you or whatever? I'll tell you. With your job, that's different.
Speaker 1: That's different because you already now showed me whatever it was.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. What I'm saying, like you
Speaker 1: already you and God damn she like you. She acting
Speaker 1: like she like you, and you get her and you
Speaker 1: being the person that you are, openly giving person. Can
Speaker 1: you trust that that's a little thing. That's a little
Speaker 1: thing called transactional love, transaction fate love. That's what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: That same thing, and that the same thing, not even
Speaker 1: with a female, that's just same thing with a crew anybody.
Speaker 1: Can you trust that the nigga really with you? If
Speaker 1: she you gotta pay a bill, you gotta make sure
Speaker 1: she's straight. He ain't him without you. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Soon you cut. That's why you have to
Speaker 1: do certain ship like and what we just do. We
Speaker 1: just make up stories like ship. But I just love
Speaker 1: my money just to see who's gonna start being different?
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You gotta see like wait
Speaker 1: and drag it out for a money to say some
Speaker 1: calls say some ship. You know, I'm saying, who's gonna
Speaker 1: be who gonna who? Who You're gonna hear saying they're
Speaker 1: gonna that money? You know what I'm saying. Now you're different,
Speaker 1: but you just you know what I'm saying, my nigga.
Speaker 1: But now this ship looking like even even the same
Speaker 1: thing going into another avenue, that will nega see that
Speaker 1: he don't fit. That calls resentment and legit. We're gonna
Speaker 1: do some legit ship. You see who really with you?
Speaker 1: Or it could be the other way around. You see
Speaker 1: who really with you? Who ain't exactly like you're going
Speaker 1: legits if you're going to get and you've been in
Speaker 1: the streets all of your life likes to certain people
Speaker 1: like you're a dummy. Yeah, yeah, that's that's why they
Speaker 1: look at it. You men tell me you feel to
Speaker 1: work harder for less. Potentially I ain't with that. That's
Speaker 1: that's that's that's the mind. But I'm not even understanding
Speaker 1: it's not their decision to be with it or not.
Speaker 1: Because this is what you're doing for you exactly, People
Speaker 1: man like, did you do that you don't turn your back. Yeah,
Speaker 1: if you just say fun that I'm getting the plug up, bro,
Speaker 1: ain't doing this doing it. It's like, damn how you
Speaker 1: how you getting neig At this point, it's like that
Speaker 1: go we keep talk about power. That's like that Ghost
Speaker 1: Tommy ship. Yeah, well Tommy is like, you're gonna leave
Speaker 1: me in the game and go be a married ship
Speaker 1: or whatever the funk he was doing in power like
Speaker 1: Ghost and tis to they get you a drug dealer,
Speaker 1: that's what you are. But again, that bitch was just retarded,
Speaker 1: like I don't know, but it's some people like that.
Speaker 1: That's what some people like that. But yet when when
Speaker 1: you when you're stuck in the mind frame ship, when
Speaker 1: you're from the hood, everybody like that until you get
Speaker 1: out of the mind frame because you're looking at it
Speaker 1: like you just gotta think. Even even I listened, I
Speaker 1: told you I was gonna keep it street, everybody went
Speaker 1: commercial or not me. He couldn't see back then that
Speaker 1: he was gonna be this Jesus, you get what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like everything that's the first thing from his mind on
Speaker 1: Salmon Ship happened with that, But it took certain ships
Speaker 1: like that woman to come into his life certain ship
Speaker 1: to be like and the way everything, Because bro, you're
Speaker 1: gonna come a time in your life when you're from
Speaker 1: the streets and your street nigga hood, nigga whatever that
Speaker 1: you feel like everything that you thought, what's wrong? That
Speaker 1: ship's gonna come that she's gonna hit younger if you decide,
Speaker 1: if you know what I'm saying, trying to make yourself better,
Speaker 1: you don't be like that. Every the way that I
Speaker 1: used to think was so fucking stupid. You get what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like, we still gonna keep those same morals
Speaker 1: and values that made you a man or a hustler
Speaker 1: or or or goddamn go getter, Like that's gonna stay there.
Speaker 1: But the way you thought, like I used to think,
Speaker 1: like how the funk out there and didn't he got
Speaker 1: all the money, But this nigga broke because he would nigger.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, you can't make no
Speaker 1: nigga be no hustler. Right like, nigga, I've seen h
Speaker 1: a meme and he said out there, you gave your
Speaker 1: probing humeing thousand, Yet damn he gave probly come thout.
Speaker 1: He came back when zero dollar. You just talking about
Speaker 1: the big Pluto. You know what I'm saying, You like,
Speaker 1: because you can, you can do ship out your heart.
Speaker 1: That build's resentment, Like you could do so much ship
Speaker 1: for people, and then they go to they go to
Speaker 1: thinking like that's what you're supposed to do, not that's
Speaker 1: what you were doing, because you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: thinking like you suppose even with your kids, your family, whoever,
Speaker 1: not just own boys, own girls and wife with anybody
Speaker 1: like you could be so nice that they take it
Speaker 1: as a huh for granted basically, and then when you
Speaker 1: stopped doing it, you you're the one that's trapping. Yeah,
Speaker 1: always that's crazy, but you didn't went off the SUDGECT.
Speaker 1: But yeah, that's that. I think that's what grow resentment
Speaker 1: and people like when they feel like I could do
Speaker 1: like just saving it's all taking Jade for granted as
Speaker 1: my home, as my home, girl, my friend or whatever,
Speaker 1: and then she just wake up one they'd be like, well,
Speaker 1: you know what, no insplination on the fuck you Now?
Speaker 1: I resent you because I missed the ship that you did.
Speaker 1: Do you get what I'm saying, Yeah, saying, but I don't.
Speaker 1: But I'm so much of a fun nigga. I don't
Speaker 1: want to god them apologize, not even apologize. I don't
Speaker 1: even want to acknowledge the things that you did because
Speaker 1: I already overhead I'm said the things that you Yeah,
Speaker 1: So now I gotta stand on this. Yeah, for your
Speaker 1: your pride forever exactly? RESI resent you? Resent? Couldn't she
Speaker 1: resent you for even causing her to even say fuck
Speaker 1: you in the first place? For taking her for show
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But I'm trying. I'm trying to I'm
Speaker 1: trying to play victim. Yeah, you gotta change. You don't
Speaker 1: fo me? No, got all the shot I did for
Speaker 1: I got that, But damn, let's say this part too,
Speaker 1: you know what, Let's say this part too. That's what
Speaker 1: I's like, we could do this ship for every one
Speaker 1: thing that you did for me. I'll rate you five
Speaker 1: ships that I did for you facts, So fucking like,
Speaker 1: let's let's let's speak on that. That won't take ship
Speaker 1: so personally no more, because like a lot of ship
Speaker 1: is motherfucker just don't know what they're doing because I
Speaker 1: don't be in that place though, thinking thinking like a
Speaker 1: motherfucker know what I'm thinking, Yeah, thinking that a motherfucker
Speaker 1: supposed to move high. Move Yeah, that's that's the work
Speaker 1: ship you could do. Thinking like a motherfucking heart like yours.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, like like um, like my homeboy,
Speaker 1: like I ain't even gonna say that, but he felt like, man,
Speaker 1: motherfucker didn't give me a cake for my birthday, but
Speaker 1: they got that. Who woo you bro? They don't think
Speaker 1: of you how they think of me? How do you feel?
Speaker 1: How you why would you even expected there? Oh? God,
Speaker 1: like what possessed you that? I'm just saying that you
Speaker 1: were worthy of that even this, ain't that what I'm saying?
Speaker 1: I get it like this, say my birthday came around
Speaker 1: and got THEMN shot coming here and give me a
Speaker 1: goddam goddamn for Lanciaga. Your birthday come around, she just
Speaker 1: say happy birthday screen. How'd you taking that some kind
Speaker 1: of way because you preset your mind to think because
Speaker 1: she did that for bank, she's gonna do it for me.
Speaker 1: Don't know exactly, and ship, don't go like that. Don't
Speaker 1: go like that, and then you ain't look at it
Speaker 1: like now you just gotta look at it. This ship
Speaker 1: that was should be great for happy birthday the day.
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, you feel what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: That should be deep like that though crazy people, but
Speaker 1: people they let you know that. People be deeping their
Speaker 1: thoughts and their feelings. And it will make another motherfucker
Speaker 1: to make you resent me because shot brought me a watch.
Speaker 1: Ain't got ship to doing that right. She felt like
Speaker 1: she should bring me And now I gotta got no
Speaker 1: cod don't wants you to feel don't gotta way get
Speaker 1: right ship man. Now that should be crazy because you
Speaker 1: never like you can never you can never predict guess
Speaker 1: whether she's gonna come from, how it's gonna come. You
Speaker 1: just got bade to push through that ship, doc, because
Speaker 1: you take you take that. You can't take people literally
Speaker 1: what you call literally literally, Yeah, you can't take people
Speaker 1: for that. You can't take. You gotta just be like
Speaker 1: because once you do it, you put yourself in a
Speaker 1: space to well because everybody's not gonna react the same.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna rea my heart. So I'm gonna say whatever
Speaker 1: like seconds seconds, I ain't saying ship. I'm just be like,
Speaker 1: this is an exercise for me because I can think
Speaker 1: and I just be like it don't need worth what
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say, they don't need what you're signed up
Speaker 1: because you don't miss. So many times did I take
Speaker 1: ship so fun? And people be like, but black you
Speaker 1: that seriously to you, it was y'all need to put
Speaker 1: me up on that ten second shift. I need that
Speaker 1: in my life. You got to ten seconds it the
Speaker 1: way you feel now because I'll be having some problems
Speaker 1: with my mouth could be different than ten seconds, just
Speaker 1: that different. Will think about think about the arm the
Speaker 1: mindset of with me coming up. It's not that a
Speaker 1: lot of people would have a pistol on them, but
Speaker 1: a lot of people had their pistol in their trunk
Speaker 1: when I was a little A lot of my uncle
Speaker 1: they had their pistol on their trunk. Seriously, when I
Speaker 1: was smaller. Whatever you so, But what I'm saying once
Speaker 1: you think I wanted a little um. But know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying is the time, the time going from the
Speaker 1: club to the car to get the pisto off the
Speaker 1: trump But you still you're having to get it because
Speaker 1: Nigga's got that ship on them. Now. Now I'm just
Speaker 1: standing now, but I don't say it back. You might
Speaker 1: get you might get kicked out the club. Get to
Speaker 1: the car the pistol of the trunk. You might drive
Speaker 1: your ass home. You might. Yeah, you see what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: You got into it with Nigga's on you. You're gonna
Speaker 1: react with it on you. Yeah, you're right. You see
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. See that that's a good one, right,
Speaker 1: that's because don't make plenty times niggland got to fighting ship.
Speaker 1: You beat up my little believe. I get the pistol
Speaker 1: thinking about like, man ain't fn to do that ship?
Speaker 1: I had that pis you bought my little bust your
Speaker 1: ass that wh right now, just like this day and time,
Speaker 1: you have to reframe from getting into arguments with people
Speaker 1: because they everybody s everybody You never know like what
Speaker 1: going through some cowboys like everybody. It might not even conceal,
Speaker 1: Yeah exactly, everybody smoke and fucking. Then you'll be laid
Speaker 1: out for Like that's why I stopped the roll race ship.
Speaker 1: I'm like, you know what, I don't make a real
Speaker 1: far withard that I'm working on my row rage, But
Speaker 1: like I'm offen. You got it, bro, you had a
Speaker 1: parking spide. You can call me a nigger, you can
Speaker 1: call me a bit. You got it bro ten seconds,
Speaker 1: I'm going to try that. And when I'm in certain
Speaker 1: certain moods, I don't even ask my phone. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: even reject that to people. Yeah yeah, because they ain't
Speaker 1: even my my energy, my energies. What's up? What's up? Yeah,
Speaker 1: what's up? What's up? You know what I'm saying. I
Speaker 1: picked up a phone, like what's up? Like, I just
Speaker 1: like I don't even want to put that on you.
Speaker 1: I'm saying, I don't even like being around people like
Speaker 1: when I'm not in a good mood, because it's it's
Speaker 1: weird because like normally, like I'm in a good mood,
Speaker 1: but like when I'm not in a good mood, like
Speaker 1: that ship can go either way. And I don't even
Speaker 1: want that. I don't give a funk what people think.
Speaker 1: But I don't even want to like offend anybody to
Speaker 1: make them feel like it was them when I know
Speaker 1: that it's me. You see what I'm saying, Like ego
Speaker 1: to ego as a motherucker, Yeah, I'm just still thinking
Speaker 1: about resentment and envy and all that. A lot that
Speaker 1: ship come from ego to all of it, because you
Speaker 1: can be you could be knowing you wrong. But it's
Speaker 1: certainly ship that I can use to say you wrong.
Speaker 1: So I've got that erased my wrong and just focus
Speaker 1: on this because my ego won't let me be like
Speaker 1: we can turn this ship like said, I did some
Speaker 1: bullshit to you, bro my bad Like niggas ain't gonna
Speaker 1: say that, and then you scream, chance to say, what ship,
Speaker 1: I did some bullshit because you did some bullshit. But
Speaker 1: it's all bullshit, so fucking problem solved that she ain't
Speaker 1: gonna never be like that because at the end of
Speaker 1: the day, nigga, I gotta live up to what I
Speaker 1: just told Jake. You know what I'm saying, I got
Speaker 1: to live up what I just said, fuck you for life.
Speaker 1: So that way, because you think that that person might think,
Speaker 1: oh he getting solve even though I secretly miss you.
Speaker 1: Set no no, no no. You know a lot of
Speaker 1: people be like talking about people or whatever whatever when
Speaker 1: they know that they themselves personally we're in the wrong.
Speaker 1: But like you said, you gotta stand on it once
Speaker 1: you say something to somebody about it. But like you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, you secretly missed that person, and
Speaker 1: that's what's fueling the rest of the anger. Like and
Speaker 1: preventing you from sucking apologizing because you know what I'm saying, Like,
Speaker 1: you know that you're wrong, you know that you're sucked up.
Speaker 1: You know that this person knows that you were wrong.
Speaker 1: You sucked up, and that's why they're not working with you.
Speaker 1: But you're trying to fucking recontrol the narrative and make
Speaker 1: it seem like you're not the one that is wrong
Speaker 1: and you were wronged by the person that didn't do
Speaker 1: you wrong. So that's like creating a whole bunch of bullshit.
Speaker 1: You're telling all these people this and that about the
Speaker 1: situation and this person and blah blah blah, and it's
Speaker 1: spreading and getting bigger, and now it's completely out of
Speaker 1: hand for some ship that you did. You're right, right, right,
Speaker 1: because at the end of the day, yeah, me and
Speaker 1: you was at the point the where it's fuck you,
Speaker 1: fuck you. We ain't gotta we get on the phone,
Speaker 1: start talking like I just talked one of my protums
Speaker 1: that ain't talk to. When we got on the phone,
Speaker 1: you start trying to say, goddamn little ship, bro, I
Speaker 1: won't need to hear it. I don't need to hear
Speaker 1: like we don't need to breakdown whatever, because I said
Speaker 1: all the worst ship I can say about you because
Speaker 1: it was fuck you, and I'm pretty sure you did too.
Speaker 1: But if we were saying that space no more. That's
Speaker 1: what it is. But some people have to have to
Speaker 1: stand on that because I don't said fuck you to
Speaker 1: somebody that I don't want to see. That is not
Speaker 1: fucking You get what I'm saying. So now I gotta
Speaker 1: got them fake stand on this ship. Bro, I don't
Speaker 1: get what you said whoever, whatever you said too, because
Speaker 1: that's how you're supposed to felt because I felt the
Speaker 1: same way about you. You get what I'm saying. So, nigga,
Speaker 1: that's that's what that is. Leave that. I leave all
Speaker 1: that back though. You know what I'm saying. We you
Speaker 1: know this ship I'm sucked up because certain ships I'm
Speaker 1: being said, this ship, I'm sucked up the bund that
Speaker 1: we got. But this ain't put us in a warp position.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. We might gonna never be
Speaker 1: what we was, but we're not this. You get what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. This, she ain't gonna be ugly, right, Yeah. Now,
Speaker 1: I take the look that that that takes, that takes,
Speaker 1: that take even more of being a man. I mean,
Speaker 1: just an example, I mean for you and Drake exactly,
Speaker 1: I gotta put a lot of ship behind them. They
Speaker 1: can't keep talking about that old ship and they ain't
Speaker 1: about to be best friends, but they still be exist.
Speaker 1: Still feel I still heard some ship that you that
Speaker 1: hit me a certain way that where you said that
Speaker 1: you meant that you know what I'm saying. And I
Speaker 1: kind of feel like that you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like I'm kind of nerves so that that will never erase. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: it'd be different when you feel it, like the Negga
Speaker 1: station ship about you, and you feel that ship, that's
Speaker 1: when it pride kick in. And and that's why that
Speaker 1: tense seconds is so important, exactly, especially even in households
Speaker 1: and relationships in fact mostly like now, that's why I
Speaker 1: got it from him on the relationship ship, Like because Nigga,
Speaker 1: your first reaction gonna be what bitch, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. What it is like else like bitch fuck you?
Speaker 1: Right what I'm saying is because I'm upset. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It's never fuck you, but right now,
Speaker 1: bitch fuck you? Right when when you can be like
Speaker 1: ten sex and be like let me find it, blunt
Speaker 1: up up and say bitching. We're gonna we're gonna be
Speaker 1: going through this ship with three right you know, let
Speaker 1: me just let me leave, no, let me got them
Speaker 1: whatever I need to do. Let me do that, bring
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