1 00:00:00,360 --> 00:00:04,440 Speaker 1: Big Bag and DJ Scream bring you Big Facts hottest 2 00:00:04,480 --> 00:00:08,640 Speaker 1: podcast in the streets. Visit the new website today www 3 00:00:08,680 --> 00:00:11,160 Speaker 1: dot Big Facts pod dot com coming to your life 4 00:00:11,200 --> 00:00:14,600 Speaker 1: for first class sounds. Who it is DJ Scream, Big Bank, 5 00:00:14,680 --> 00:00:17,320 Speaker 1: Baby Ja Shot Jones in the sees time of Big 6 00:00:17,360 --> 00:00:21,760 Speaker 1: Facts Friday. It's like the favorite part of the week now, 7 00:00:21,800 --> 00:00:22,880 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. It's like we get to 8 00:00:22,880 --> 00:00:24,640 Speaker 1: talk about whatever the funk we want to talk about, 9 00:00:24,640 --> 00:00:27,520 Speaker 1: get it off our mind. I just like more therapy, 10 00:00:27,600 --> 00:00:29,560 Speaker 1: more big facts. You'll ask for more big facts now 11 00:00:29,600 --> 00:00:33,880 Speaker 1: y'all get more big facts. Wellness wellness check? Everybody good? Yeah, 12 00:00:34,080 --> 00:00:37,400 Speaker 1: everybody cool? What's up with this? Jones? And look what 13 00:00:37,520 --> 00:00:39,919 Speaker 1: you mean? You look different this your new year. Look, 14 00:00:40,320 --> 00:00:43,120 Speaker 1: put my glasses back on. You really need these glasses. 15 00:00:43,120 --> 00:00:45,640 Speaker 1: I can't see when I drive you. Look, you don't 16 00:00:45,640 --> 00:00:47,880 Speaker 1: look like Jones. And well maybe this is how Jones 17 00:00:47,920 --> 00:00:52,400 Speaker 1: and looks. Maybe they're shining in this Jones, A few 18 00:00:52,400 --> 00:00:56,800 Speaker 1: of them. It's a few boy got on that you had? Yeah, 19 00:00:56,840 --> 00:00:59,320 Speaker 1: shouts to Atlanta United, you know what I'm saying. Atlanta 20 00:00:59,480 --> 00:01:01,400 Speaker 1: sports teams were with them. Look, this is what we 21 00:01:01,440 --> 00:01:04,640 Speaker 1: talk about to day. The power of the tongue. You 22 00:01:04,640 --> 00:01:06,759 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. The tongue is a very powerful thing. 23 00:01:07,080 --> 00:01:08,640 Speaker 1: A lot of the things that you speak, you know 24 00:01:08,640 --> 00:01:10,360 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, you can manifest, You can make them 25 00:01:10,400 --> 00:01:14,800 Speaker 1: become a reality. How many fucking Apple watching bands? Do 26 00:01:14,880 --> 00:01:18,200 Speaker 1: you know? What? Apple watch? This money? How you know 27 00:01:18,200 --> 00:01:21,800 Speaker 1: I ain't got ten different apples? Happen? Homie? I'm sorry. 28 00:01:22,080 --> 00:01:24,280 Speaker 1: It was so funny last night. We had made a 29 00:01:24,319 --> 00:01:27,240 Speaker 1: little video whatever. Everybody was holding their rollers up and 30 00:01:27,400 --> 00:01:29,200 Speaker 1: all the ship. Now you know, I'm over here with 31 00:01:29,240 --> 00:01:36,400 Speaker 1: my ship. Grab your roller jower tongue. Yeah, let's get it. 32 00:01:36,600 --> 00:01:39,400 Speaker 1: You can speak like you can speak many things and 33 00:01:39,480 --> 00:01:41,560 Speaker 1: two existance. There can be positive things that could be 34 00:01:41,600 --> 00:01:45,120 Speaker 1: negative things. I think it's important for rappers and rap 35 00:01:45,200 --> 00:01:47,000 Speaker 1: artists to be mindful of that because the ship that 36 00:01:47,040 --> 00:01:49,000 Speaker 1: you rap about, you actually are speaking, you know what 37 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:51,280 Speaker 1: I'm saying, So you can speak that to existence on 38 00:01:51,360 --> 00:01:54,520 Speaker 1: some cool ship. I don't see broke rap niggers speak 39 00:01:54,840 --> 00:01:57,800 Speaker 1: money into their life, like you know what I'm saying. 40 00:01:57,840 --> 00:02:00,160 Speaker 1: They'll talk about that big ship having big money and 41 00:02:00,200 --> 00:02:02,440 Speaker 1: all that ship. Three months later, six months later, they're 42 00:02:02,480 --> 00:02:03,880 Speaker 1: having it, you know what I mean. But you can 43 00:02:03,920 --> 00:02:08,160 Speaker 1: also speak the bullshit into your life too, So it's like, man, 44 00:02:08,200 --> 00:02:10,480 Speaker 1: if you ain't got no options, don't be speaking ops 45 00:02:10,480 --> 00:02:13,960 Speaker 1: into your life like DoD DoD do the rap, do 46 00:02:14,080 --> 00:02:16,760 Speaker 1: the rap talking about what you got going on or 47 00:02:16,800 --> 00:02:18,519 Speaker 1: so positive ship. That's just my opinion, you know what 48 00:02:18,520 --> 00:02:20,480 Speaker 1: I'm saying. But I think also what will do today, 49 00:02:20,520 --> 00:02:23,600 Speaker 1: because we're probably all that personal situations where we spoke 50 00:02:23,680 --> 00:02:26,720 Speaker 1: or manifested something into existance. So we'll get into that 51 00:02:26,760 --> 00:02:29,000 Speaker 1: a little bit later. But what's what's y'all thoughts on 52 00:02:29,040 --> 00:02:31,440 Speaker 1: the power of the tongue and manifestation and ship. I 53 00:02:31,480 --> 00:02:34,960 Speaker 1: feel like the tongue is very powerful, and I feel 54 00:02:35,360 --> 00:02:39,320 Speaker 1: like a lot of people, like you said, speak things 55 00:02:39,360 --> 00:02:42,520 Speaker 1: into existence that at the time they don't understand that 56 00:02:42,560 --> 00:02:45,760 Speaker 1: they have the power of speaking into existence, and then 57 00:02:45,800 --> 00:02:48,600 Speaker 1: when it manifests, is like, oh ship, you know what 58 00:02:48,639 --> 00:02:52,079 Speaker 1: I'm saying in there in trouble, But before they spoke 59 00:02:52,160 --> 00:02:54,960 Speaker 1: it into existence, it was kind of like people just 60 00:02:55,000 --> 00:02:58,240 Speaker 1: gotta people just gotta be mindful of not even like 61 00:02:58,600 --> 00:03:00,640 Speaker 1: their tongue and the ship that they's say, but of 62 00:03:00,720 --> 00:03:04,440 Speaker 1: their thoughts, because your thoughts are what produces, you know 63 00:03:04,480 --> 00:03:06,280 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, What comes out your mouth, and you 64 00:03:06,360 --> 00:03:09,919 Speaker 1: just gotta make sure that you just keep your your 65 00:03:09,960 --> 00:03:12,399 Speaker 1: brain wavelength on the up and up on positive ship, 66 00:03:12,520 --> 00:03:14,720 Speaker 1: and you know you kind of like try to distance 67 00:03:14,760 --> 00:03:16,680 Speaker 1: yourself from the negative as much as possible, and then 68 00:03:16,720 --> 00:03:19,520 Speaker 1: you won't even have to really worry about your tongue 69 00:03:19,560 --> 00:03:22,160 Speaker 1: or your manifestations or anything like that, because you'll be 70 00:03:22,720 --> 00:03:25,160 Speaker 1: living in a positive truth. For lack of a better 71 00:03:25,200 --> 00:03:29,920 Speaker 1: way to put it, makes sense. It makes sense. That's it. Yeah, 72 00:03:30,160 --> 00:03:34,519 Speaker 1: thoughts really more powerful than your tongue. It's inside you 73 00:03:34,600 --> 00:03:36,800 Speaker 1: knew you reject them thoughts though you know what I'm saying. 74 00:03:36,840 --> 00:03:39,280 Speaker 1: You gotta reject them on here. You gotta be like 75 00:03:40,840 --> 00:03:44,240 Speaker 1: that's meditation help you with ye, Yeah, because you can't. 76 00:03:44,320 --> 00:03:47,720 Speaker 1: It's like impossible not to have negative thoughts. You're gonna 77 00:03:47,720 --> 00:03:50,360 Speaker 1: think about positive thoughts, and it's impossible not to think 78 00:03:50,360 --> 00:03:54,280 Speaker 1: about certain ships. Yeah, but you cannot see it. That's 79 00:03:54,280 --> 00:03:57,480 Speaker 1: why I gonna start taking ten seconds before I respond 80 00:03:58,520 --> 00:04:02,280 Speaker 1: think about my response. I know me, I'll be don't 81 00:04:02,280 --> 00:04:08,760 Speaker 1: say the worst kind of ship? Yeah yeah, yeah for sure. 82 00:04:09,160 --> 00:04:12,440 Speaker 1: Now that's powerful, man. I mean like you can you 83 00:04:12,480 --> 00:04:16,080 Speaker 1: can like it's crazy, like you can speak something we 84 00:04:16,120 --> 00:04:18,000 Speaker 1: spoke a lot of this ship into existence, you know 85 00:04:18,040 --> 00:04:19,840 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, like fast, like this is what we're 86 00:04:19,839 --> 00:04:21,279 Speaker 1: feel to do, this is how we feel to do it, 87 00:04:21,360 --> 00:04:23,120 Speaker 1: and all that other ship. Then it kind of leave 88 00:04:23,160 --> 00:04:25,920 Speaker 1: you in the space sometimes, so when it happens, it's like, oh, ship, 89 00:04:26,080 --> 00:04:28,760 Speaker 1: like we we gotta they can speak bigger, you know 90 00:04:28,760 --> 00:04:30,839 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, because you catch up with them goals 91 00:04:30,880 --> 00:04:34,040 Speaker 1: real quick. That's the power of the tom manifestation of 92 00:04:34,120 --> 00:04:37,000 Speaker 1: universe and all that ship. I think somebody, what was 93 00:04:37,040 --> 00:04:40,960 Speaker 1: that side gratitude but everything? If you ain't got damn 94 00:04:41,640 --> 00:04:46,240 Speaker 1: thankful for you gotta be thankful everything everything. It's like 95 00:04:46,279 --> 00:04:47,960 Speaker 1: if you're not, if you're not thankful for what you 96 00:04:48,000 --> 00:04:49,960 Speaker 1: already got, how then do you expect to get more. 97 00:04:50,080 --> 00:04:53,160 Speaker 1: We're just talking about that because you gotta. You gotta think. 98 00:04:53,160 --> 00:04:56,559 Speaker 1: It's people who people who can't walk, people who can't see, 99 00:04:57,000 --> 00:04:59,440 Speaker 1: people who aren't ventilators, ain't breathing right, It's people who 100 00:04:59,400 --> 00:05:01,880 Speaker 1: are all type for situations. While we're sitting around here, 101 00:05:02,240 --> 00:05:04,200 Speaker 1: I was telling them about back in the day, you know, 102 00:05:04,279 --> 00:05:06,600 Speaker 1: coming up the two pair of jeans ship and now 103 00:05:06,720 --> 00:05:08,839 Speaker 1: complaining about clothes, Like what the funk I'm complaining for 104 00:05:09,160 --> 00:05:11,440 Speaker 1: they have two pair of jeans, I got a closet 105 00:05:11,480 --> 00:05:13,200 Speaker 1: for the clothes is still complaining, you know what I'm saying. 106 00:05:13,200 --> 00:05:16,560 Speaker 1: So you have to be grateful for everything, every meal, 107 00:05:17,800 --> 00:05:21,120 Speaker 1: laying your ass down, having a bed and it. And 108 00:05:21,200 --> 00:05:23,480 Speaker 1: it's like driving through Atlanta sometimes you see like them 109 00:05:23,520 --> 00:05:26,680 Speaker 1: homeless folks. It's crazy because they spirit be so up, 110 00:05:27,520 --> 00:05:29,960 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like that they've been thankful 111 00:05:29,960 --> 00:05:32,039 Speaker 1: for what they do, that thankful for what they do 112 00:05:32,120 --> 00:05:35,640 Speaker 1: that which is life exactly Like it's just like this, 113 00:05:35,800 --> 00:05:38,360 Speaker 1: even even even when you do something, do something for people, 114 00:05:38,720 --> 00:05:41,920 Speaker 1: depends on how they how they show you they thankful, 115 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:44,159 Speaker 1: grateful for what make you want to do it again? 116 00:05:44,760 --> 00:05:47,600 Speaker 1: Facts opposed to the motherfucker who feel like you supposed 117 00:05:48,880 --> 00:05:51,400 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like you'd be like, that's just 118 00:05:51,440 --> 00:05:53,800 Speaker 1: how the universe work too, you know what I'm saying. 119 00:05:53,839 --> 00:05:56,599 Speaker 1: So when you get something and you're grateful, you you 120 00:05:56,600 --> 00:05:59,240 Speaker 1: you're grateful, Universe, don't mind keep giving it to you 121 00:05:59,279 --> 00:06:01,800 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But then you like you're supposed 122 00:06:01,839 --> 00:06:03,560 Speaker 1: to have it, then okay, we're gonna see if you 123 00:06:03,600 --> 00:06:08,000 Speaker 1: get it, you know what I'm saying, you'll just go, yeah, 124 00:06:08,200 --> 00:06:11,560 Speaker 1: I gotta be thankful. What about those people that's born 125 00:06:11,600 --> 00:06:16,000 Speaker 1: into like trauma or born into like hard situations where 126 00:06:16,000 --> 00:06:20,560 Speaker 1: it's like it's not necessarily they're responsibile, like kids that's 127 00:06:20,600 --> 00:06:23,680 Speaker 1: born into like their parents on drugs and stuff like that. 128 00:06:23,720 --> 00:06:28,200 Speaker 1: So they were just born into hardships people thought people so, 129 00:06:28,200 --> 00:06:30,240 Speaker 1: But I think what you're said is like, how do 130 00:06:30,360 --> 00:06:33,000 Speaker 1: how if if if you're born into the most fucked 131 00:06:33,080 --> 00:06:35,120 Speaker 1: up situation or what it is perceived to be the 132 00:06:35,120 --> 00:06:37,440 Speaker 1: most situation, how can you find something to be thankful for? 133 00:06:37,560 --> 00:06:40,320 Speaker 1: Exactly thankful for life? Because as long as you got 134 00:06:40,360 --> 00:06:42,520 Speaker 1: like and I know, I know, like like I know 135 00:06:42,600 --> 00:06:46,080 Speaker 1: that that's easier said than done when you haven't experienced 136 00:06:46,080 --> 00:06:48,440 Speaker 1: that or like when you don't come from that situation. 137 00:06:49,000 --> 00:06:50,480 Speaker 1: But it's just like at the end of the day, 138 00:06:50,480 --> 00:06:53,360 Speaker 1: it's just like just like, Okay, for instance, tech Michael 139 00:06:53,440 --> 00:06:56,360 Speaker 1: Jackson when he was young, and you know, they used 140 00:06:56,360 --> 00:06:57,839 Speaker 1: to get beat on and you know what I'm saying, 141 00:06:57,839 --> 00:07:00,800 Speaker 1: all that ship he had his little mouse in his 142 00:07:00,880 --> 00:07:03,800 Speaker 1: little the little mouse or the rat or whatever he 143 00:07:03,839 --> 00:07:05,880 Speaker 1: had that was in his house. Y'all, Remember what I'm saying, 144 00:07:05,880 --> 00:07:08,000 Speaker 1: because you're looking at me, like I'm Fred in the 145 00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:12,000 Speaker 1: movie he had like a mouse or some ship. It 146 00:07:12,080 --> 00:07:15,440 Speaker 1: was a mouse that was in the house or a 147 00:07:15,520 --> 00:07:18,360 Speaker 1: rat or whatever, but it was his friend and you know, 148 00:07:18,440 --> 00:07:21,080 Speaker 1: like that's who he would talk to or you know, 149 00:07:21,200 --> 00:07:24,120 Speaker 1: that's who he would play with, like after he had 150 00:07:24,160 --> 00:07:26,640 Speaker 1: gotten his beating or you know what I'm saying. Whatever, 151 00:07:27,280 --> 00:07:29,960 Speaker 1: And that was I guess his little one thing that 152 00:07:30,480 --> 00:07:34,120 Speaker 1: made him kind of like temporarily forget that he was 153 00:07:34,160 --> 00:07:36,480 Speaker 1: getting beat on and he was getting abused at his house, 154 00:07:36,680 --> 00:07:38,720 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So like ship like that, 155 00:07:38,760 --> 00:07:41,760 Speaker 1: I feel like that's what people should try to look 156 00:07:41,800 --> 00:07:44,200 Speaker 1: for or kind of try to use to see the 157 00:07:44,280 --> 00:07:48,120 Speaker 1: light in a situation that seems totally dark. But again, 158 00:07:48,160 --> 00:07:50,480 Speaker 1: like I said, like just like me, I haven't I 159 00:07:50,520 --> 00:07:52,520 Speaker 1: didn't grow up with parents on drugs and I didn't 160 00:07:52,560 --> 00:07:55,440 Speaker 1: grow up in destitute situations or no ship like that. 161 00:07:55,520 --> 00:07:58,120 Speaker 1: So it's way easier said than done. But I feel 162 00:07:58,160 --> 00:08:02,800 Speaker 1: like it is possible if you like try hard enough. 163 00:08:02,840 --> 00:08:06,960 Speaker 1: Maybe that makes sense. I don't know now that makes sense, 164 00:08:07,040 --> 00:08:09,280 Speaker 1: that makes sense. I I just think that if you 165 00:08:09,400 --> 00:08:12,560 Speaker 1: if you got life and breath in you, then you 166 00:08:12,720 --> 00:08:14,720 Speaker 1: always have another chance. You always have a chance to 167 00:08:14,720 --> 00:08:16,640 Speaker 1: take it because we don't see people come from the 168 00:08:16,680 --> 00:08:18,800 Speaker 1: worst of the worst of the worst of the worst 169 00:08:18,840 --> 00:08:20,800 Speaker 1: to the top, from the real bottom all the way 170 00:08:20,840 --> 00:08:22,920 Speaker 1: to the top. But I think the key is, like 171 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:25,640 Speaker 1: we're saying, is you gotta be grateful for You can 172 00:08:25,680 --> 00:08:27,480 Speaker 1: sit around and think all day what you don't get 173 00:08:27,600 --> 00:08:29,640 Speaker 1: and what you what you think you want and all that. Ship. 174 00:08:29,680 --> 00:08:30,960 Speaker 1: You can do that all day. We can come up 175 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:33,000 Speaker 1: with a laundry list of ship. I don't have this, 176 00:08:33,120 --> 00:08:35,120 Speaker 1: I don't have that, I want this, I want that. 177 00:08:35,520 --> 00:08:37,880 Speaker 1: But it's gonna be more beneficial to you to think 178 00:08:37,920 --> 00:08:40,439 Speaker 1: about this is we have to be grateful for each other. 179 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:42,600 Speaker 1: We all here, you see what I'm saying. A lot 180 00:08:42,640 --> 00:08:44,280 Speaker 1: of times you don't be grateful enough for the people 181 00:08:44,320 --> 00:08:47,320 Speaker 1: around you until they're gone, you see what I'm saying. 182 00:08:47,360 --> 00:08:48,920 Speaker 1: So it's just like you gotta take the moments just 183 00:08:48,960 --> 00:08:50,960 Speaker 1: to be grateful and then just watch that tongue and 184 00:08:51,200 --> 00:08:53,400 Speaker 1: like like you're saying that thoughts, because the thoughts they 185 00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:55,839 Speaker 1: right here, you know what I'm saying. So it's it's 186 00:08:55,880 --> 00:08:58,680 Speaker 1: so close like that you think you gotta reject them. 187 00:08:58,800 --> 00:09:01,160 Speaker 1: You gotta reject them. But feeling like if you just 188 00:09:01,360 --> 00:09:03,600 Speaker 1: no matter what your situation, if you're weak, you're weak. 189 00:09:03,800 --> 00:09:06,200 Speaker 1: If you're strong, you're strong. It's not on your whill. 190 00:09:06,480 --> 00:09:08,480 Speaker 1: You can get stronger though you think you can be 191 00:09:08,520 --> 00:09:11,280 Speaker 1: weak and become stronger for sure, or strong and become weak. 192 00:09:11,320 --> 00:09:13,520 Speaker 1: Want to be more strong to become weaker? Yeah, Yeah, 193 00:09:13,520 --> 00:09:15,880 Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying. Like, whatever state that you put 194 00:09:15,920 --> 00:09:18,960 Speaker 1: yourself in, is you everything your choice can't no matter 195 00:09:19,040 --> 00:09:21,000 Speaker 1: hip you like. You can go to counseling, you do 196 00:09:21,040 --> 00:09:22,360 Speaker 1: all the ship in the rid, But if you don't 197 00:09:22,400 --> 00:09:25,040 Speaker 1: want to do it and it ain't gonna happen, that's 198 00:09:25,080 --> 00:09:28,360 Speaker 1: with anything, bro, you gotta have a will. Yeah, Like, 199 00:09:28,760 --> 00:09:31,240 Speaker 1: because you've got some people use that ship as an excuse, 200 00:09:32,280 --> 00:09:34,839 Speaker 1: and you've got some people use that ship as they dry. 201 00:09:36,480 --> 00:09:40,440 Speaker 1: Yeah that's the difference, because I'd be damn ship. I'm 202 00:09:40,440 --> 00:09:42,720 Speaker 1: born an all the type of guy them the situation. 203 00:09:42,760 --> 00:09:45,160 Speaker 1: We all come from nothing, you know what I'm saying. 204 00:09:45,160 --> 00:09:47,079 Speaker 1: But I'd be damned by sitting around and got them 205 00:09:47,080 --> 00:09:52,000 Speaker 1: waiting nothing and be nothing. You don't figure this ship out, yeah, 206 00:09:52,120 --> 00:09:57,280 Speaker 1: Like so many motherfucker's sitting around with excuse that somebody 207 00:09:57,280 --> 00:09:59,400 Speaker 1: else could fix. They like you know what I'm saying, Like, 208 00:09:59,480 --> 00:10:02,040 Speaker 1: you know, you know people like that, they got excuse 209 00:10:02,160 --> 00:10:04,760 Speaker 1: why you the reason why they turned out? How they 210 00:10:04,760 --> 00:10:08,360 Speaker 1: turned that? How how you give them that much power 211 00:10:08,400 --> 00:10:12,640 Speaker 1: over you to turn you into some bush? Yeah, like 212 00:10:12,679 --> 00:10:14,520 Speaker 1: it was. It's just it's crazy. I had to keep 213 00:10:14,559 --> 00:10:17,960 Speaker 1: going back to last night, but um me and Thug 214 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:21,200 Speaker 1: were having like this same conversation about how pretty much 215 00:10:21,200 --> 00:10:25,480 Speaker 1: like nothing is bigger than God. And when you come 216 00:10:25,520 --> 00:10:29,280 Speaker 1: from certain situations, when you go through certain things, when 217 00:10:29,720 --> 00:10:33,080 Speaker 1: you know you're born into certain environments and you know 218 00:10:33,200 --> 00:10:36,079 Speaker 1: certain ship is all you know, you know you have 219 00:10:36,240 --> 00:10:38,680 Speaker 1: to do what you gotta do to survive. And you 220 00:10:38,720 --> 00:10:40,400 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying all of that, But at the 221 00:10:40,480 --> 00:10:42,720 Speaker 1: end of the day, once you once you learn better, 222 00:10:43,280 --> 00:10:45,920 Speaker 1: you have to make a conservative effort to do better. 223 00:10:46,559 --> 00:10:49,640 Speaker 1: And once you start doing better, you have to like 224 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:52,560 Speaker 1: pray to God or you know, pray to whoever you 225 00:10:52,600 --> 00:10:56,160 Speaker 1: pray to that you know he forgives you for your 226 00:10:56,200 --> 00:11:00,680 Speaker 1: previous sins and keeps you out of harm's way on 227 00:11:01,200 --> 00:11:04,439 Speaker 1: your new journey to continue to keep trying to be 228 00:11:04,440 --> 00:11:07,199 Speaker 1: better type ship. So like all the ship that you 229 00:11:07,240 --> 00:11:08,959 Speaker 1: did in your past, all the ship you did to 230 00:11:09,040 --> 00:11:13,440 Speaker 1: people whatever, whatever, blah blah blah. The instant that you realize, Okay, 231 00:11:13,480 --> 00:11:15,840 Speaker 1: what I did back then was wrong and I'm trying 232 00:11:15,840 --> 00:11:19,319 Speaker 1: to change and be a better person. Like God can't 233 00:11:19,320 --> 00:11:23,840 Speaker 1: necessarily completely make you avoid your consequences, but once he 234 00:11:23,880 --> 00:11:25,920 Speaker 1: knows that you knew that you were that you know 235 00:11:26,000 --> 00:11:27,960 Speaker 1: that you were wrong back then, and that you're trying 236 00:11:27,960 --> 00:11:30,400 Speaker 1: to change, he can kind of try to help you 237 00:11:30,520 --> 00:11:34,599 Speaker 1: navigate through those consequences as best as possible, you know 238 00:11:34,640 --> 00:11:37,880 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And like that's like, that's just like 239 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:40,000 Speaker 1: the real ship that I've heard in a really long time. 240 00:11:40,920 --> 00:11:43,679 Speaker 1: They go back to being grateful, grateful for Heaven for 241 00:11:43,960 --> 00:11:46,719 Speaker 1: creating almost like a new life or a new opportunity 242 00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:49,320 Speaker 1: or a new future exactly what I'm saying. That goes 243 00:11:49,400 --> 00:11:53,640 Speaker 1: back to being there. So but if if for the 244 00:11:53,720 --> 00:11:56,920 Speaker 1: for the people that again in this music ship, like 245 00:11:57,000 --> 00:12:00,319 Speaker 1: music is powerful. I think music impacts and the sous 246 00:12:00,360 --> 00:12:02,400 Speaker 1: all right, that we know the world and we know 247 00:12:02,480 --> 00:12:04,000 Speaker 1: the streets, and we know the ship they're going on, 248 00:12:04,120 --> 00:12:06,280 Speaker 1: and that is what it is. But for the people 249 00:12:06,320 --> 00:12:10,880 Speaker 1: that kind of numb themselves and going to like let's 250 00:12:10,880 --> 00:12:13,040 Speaker 1: say a studio on the booth and like kind of 251 00:12:13,080 --> 00:12:19,520 Speaker 1: like repeatedly are speaking kind of speaking down their energy. 252 00:12:19,720 --> 00:12:21,719 Speaker 1: It's like when we give some game, but we get 253 00:12:21,800 --> 00:12:23,960 Speaker 1: some game or some advice to them. It's like, you 254 00:12:23,960 --> 00:12:25,880 Speaker 1: see what I'm saying, kind of using your platform not 255 00:12:25,920 --> 00:12:27,800 Speaker 1: to speak about the ship that you've been going through 256 00:12:27,840 --> 00:12:29,679 Speaker 1: because you can't be going through that ship. But I'm 257 00:12:29,679 --> 00:12:31,680 Speaker 1: talking about the people that's not going through it, and 258 00:12:31,679 --> 00:12:33,720 Speaker 1: they're just getting fried up and going there and talking 259 00:12:33,760 --> 00:12:37,200 Speaker 1: about the worst ship ship though. You know what I'm saying, 260 00:12:37,200 --> 00:12:38,920 Speaker 1: because at the end of the day, somebody is going 261 00:12:38,960 --> 00:12:41,400 Speaker 1: through that. So you say, you're saying it's okay for 262 00:12:41,440 --> 00:12:44,959 Speaker 1: them to Okay, I got you, because that's what most 263 00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:48,240 Speaker 1: rappers doing anyway. They're wrapping about what somebody else doing. 264 00:12:48,640 --> 00:12:51,120 Speaker 1: So you can't see. I think that's one powerful when 265 00:12:51,120 --> 00:12:53,160 Speaker 1: they're coming out your heart. You're saying some ships come 266 00:12:53,200 --> 00:12:55,560 Speaker 1: out your You can say some ship, just say some ship, 267 00:12:55,840 --> 00:12:58,080 Speaker 1: Like know what I'm saying. What you say some ship ain't, 268 00:12:58,120 --> 00:13:00,880 Speaker 1: but you feel that that's when that ship become powder. 269 00:13:01,920 --> 00:13:04,240 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Like you're just saying God 270 00:13:04,320 --> 00:13:07,600 Speaker 1: damn cash home like your hell. That ain't coming out 271 00:13:07,600 --> 00:13:10,160 Speaker 1: of my my heart. I'm just basically, and I might like 272 00:13:10,240 --> 00:13:12,560 Speaker 1: it you get what I'm saying, Like I don't know 273 00:13:12,600 --> 00:13:15,360 Speaker 1: what you get what I'm saying. I feel like it's 274 00:13:15,600 --> 00:13:19,640 Speaker 1: all on you. And you feel like even if you 275 00:13:19,760 --> 00:13:21,760 Speaker 1: even if you think some ship that you won't say 276 00:13:22,080 --> 00:13:24,560 Speaker 1: that's the same thing. You're thinking some bullshit in your 277 00:13:24,559 --> 00:13:26,920 Speaker 1: heart about the motherfucker, that's the same It's gonna bring 278 00:13:26,960 --> 00:13:30,880 Speaker 1: you the same as saying you get what I'm saying. 279 00:13:30,880 --> 00:13:33,600 Speaker 1: If you see him thinking some real bullshit by the motherfucker, 280 00:13:33,679 --> 00:13:36,760 Speaker 1: Like I hope you get hit by a bus. Get 281 00:13:36,800 --> 00:13:39,280 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You ain't gonna get hit by that, 282 00:13:39,320 --> 00:13:41,600 Speaker 1: but you really you really hope that you get what 283 00:13:41,600 --> 00:13:44,360 Speaker 1: I'm saying. But if you the same thing, if I'm 284 00:13:44,400 --> 00:13:47,400 Speaker 1: seeing him saying now, I hope I hope screen new 285 00:13:47,559 --> 00:13:49,600 Speaker 1: new look at bring him him and his wife the 286 00:13:49,640 --> 00:13:52,800 Speaker 1: most happiness. I really want that for you. You get 287 00:13:52,840 --> 00:13:55,800 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So maybe that'll bring me snapping, but 288 00:13:55,880 --> 00:13:58,320 Speaker 1: not saying that that's what I'm looking for, but that 289 00:13:58,360 --> 00:14:01,280 Speaker 1: would be coming out my heart. Yeah. That and and 290 00:14:01,320 --> 00:14:06,400 Speaker 1: that's another thing too, like like I like, I personally 291 00:14:06,440 --> 00:14:11,800 Speaker 1: feel like when you're happy for other people, like you'll 292 00:14:11,840 --> 00:14:15,559 Speaker 1: fucking like you'll fucking be the happiest person like ever 293 00:14:15,600 --> 00:14:17,439 Speaker 1: in the world. Like when I see my friends and 294 00:14:17,720 --> 00:14:19,720 Speaker 1: the people that I love and I care about like 295 00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:23,440 Speaker 1: doing good and like knocking down their goals and fucking 296 00:14:23,440 --> 00:14:26,600 Speaker 1: getting a lot of money and fucking doing everything that 297 00:14:26,600 --> 00:14:29,280 Speaker 1: they want to do and doing more ship and whatever whatever, 298 00:14:29,560 --> 00:14:34,320 Speaker 1: that ship like really puts me on like cloud thirty 299 00:14:34,600 --> 00:14:38,000 Speaker 1: like because I don't know, I'm just happy for them 300 00:14:38,080 --> 00:14:41,360 Speaker 1: because they're happy and the fact that they're happy and 301 00:14:41,400 --> 00:14:47,800 Speaker 1: like progressing makes me happy and happiness. Like I salute 302 00:14:47,920 --> 00:14:50,760 Speaker 1: sometimes people I might not all the way careful, but 303 00:14:50,800 --> 00:14:52,680 Speaker 1: if they do something positive, I might hit on with 304 00:14:52,760 --> 00:14:56,560 Speaker 1: the congrats king. You know what, I no congrats, but 305 00:14:56,640 --> 00:14:59,600 Speaker 1: it being niggered that I just don't funk with. But 306 00:14:59,640 --> 00:15:04,360 Speaker 1: I mean, ship, you can't hate on that exactly. You 307 00:15:04,480 --> 00:15:07,880 Speaker 1: got you got people back like, oh, that ain't because 308 00:15:07,920 --> 00:15:10,080 Speaker 1: you don't like them. That's because you don't like the 309 00:15:10,160 --> 00:15:14,840 Speaker 1: person you sucking discredit their accomplishments And that's some bullshit. 310 00:15:14,960 --> 00:15:16,760 Speaker 1: And I say this time and time again. You gotta 311 00:15:16,800 --> 00:15:19,480 Speaker 1: understand when you put that energy out, you're not hurting 312 00:15:19,480 --> 00:15:23,240 Speaker 1: that person you y because you do the only want 313 00:15:23,240 --> 00:15:26,400 Speaker 1: to sitting around mad exactly. They're happy. Yeah, telling me 314 00:15:26,480 --> 00:15:30,240 Speaker 1: about resentment. Resentment don't don't don't hurt nobody. But you're 315 00:15:30,440 --> 00:15:32,960 Speaker 1: you because I can't feel you resent me. You that 316 00:15:33,080 --> 00:15:38,320 Speaker 1: got them every day talking about me right here. Yeah, 317 00:15:38,360 --> 00:15:41,920 Speaker 1: you're stopping yourself from doing the ship. That's for you. 318 00:15:42,680 --> 00:15:44,400 Speaker 1: Get what I'm saying, because you're looking at my life. 319 00:15:44,480 --> 00:15:47,120 Speaker 1: You're so consumed thinking about me that you can't even 320 00:15:47,720 --> 00:15:50,400 Speaker 1: think about yourself. You're looking at my life thinking that 321 00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:53,600 Speaker 1: I'm all good. Right, you don't know what the funk 322 00:15:53,600 --> 00:15:55,600 Speaker 1: I'm going through because you see the outer shell of me, 323 00:15:55,960 --> 00:15:57,840 Speaker 1: and you're saying you won't that be careful for what 324 00:15:57,880 --> 00:16:01,080 Speaker 1: you won't? Won't you gonna saying like you gotta be 325 00:16:01,080 --> 00:16:03,640 Speaker 1: careful the ship? You won't like I wake up every 326 00:16:03,720 --> 00:16:06,240 Speaker 1: day thinking I want to be screamed. I don't know 327 00:16:06,280 --> 00:16:07,720 Speaker 1: what you're going through. I don't. I don't know what 328 00:16:07,760 --> 00:16:11,840 Speaker 1: you're showing me. You see what I'm saying, like, niggas 329 00:16:11,880 --> 00:16:14,240 Speaker 1: gotta be careful of what you're dan because you don't know. 330 00:16:14,600 --> 00:16:16,800 Speaker 1: You probably can't hendled the pressure that this man got. 331 00:16:17,840 --> 00:16:20,000 Speaker 1: We'll be able to keep that smiling on your face 332 00:16:20,040 --> 00:16:24,240 Speaker 1: like he could. Ship might run you crazy, a crazy 333 00:16:24,480 --> 00:16:27,400 Speaker 1: A crazy example of that. A crazy example of that 334 00:16:27,480 --> 00:16:32,240 Speaker 1: is what else the big fast Fridays. A crazy example 335 00:16:32,280 --> 00:16:37,960 Speaker 1: of that is uh when we uh? The CEO of Martyr, right, 336 00:16:38,640 --> 00:16:41,600 Speaker 1: the CEO Martyr who um jumped in front of the 337 00:16:41,680 --> 00:16:44,200 Speaker 1: jump in front of the training and could nobody figure 338 00:16:44,240 --> 00:16:46,280 Speaker 1: it out? He got two beautiful kids, a beautiful wife. 339 00:16:46,320 --> 00:16:49,080 Speaker 1: This that your ceo, Martyr. You're not down bad financially. 340 00:16:49,440 --> 00:16:53,600 Speaker 1: Something made him say I'm going to jump in from 341 00:16:53,640 --> 00:16:55,880 Speaker 1: that's crazy, That's what I'm saying. Like, you never know 342 00:16:55,960 --> 00:16:58,520 Speaker 1: the presses of another person, what they're going through, and 343 00:16:58,560 --> 00:17:01,000 Speaker 1: you sit around em and needs folk when the whole 344 00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:03,520 Speaker 1: time ship they can't wait to trade Joe trade they 345 00:17:03,600 --> 00:17:05,440 Speaker 1: like for yours. It's a lot of people just want 346 00:17:05,440 --> 00:17:07,919 Speaker 1: to be normal people. Bro A lot of stars celebrities 347 00:17:07,920 --> 00:17:09,520 Speaker 1: that just want to be normal people. They might not 348 00:17:09,560 --> 00:17:11,440 Speaker 1: want to give back the money, you know what I'm saying, 349 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:13,080 Speaker 1: but they're like, I want to privacy, I want to 350 00:17:13,080 --> 00:17:15,080 Speaker 1: be able to be out with my family without trolls 351 00:17:15,119 --> 00:17:25,480 Speaker 1: and ship. They want to be normal people. Do you 352 00:17:25,520 --> 00:17:28,440 Speaker 1: think resentment and envy are the same thing? No, I 353 00:17:28,480 --> 00:17:31,080 Speaker 1: think they related. I think the same thing. They're definitely 354 00:17:31,119 --> 00:17:34,040 Speaker 1: the same. They're the same. They come from a similar place. 355 00:17:35,119 --> 00:17:38,399 Speaker 1: Like you envy somebody and then you have resentment for 356 00:17:38,800 --> 00:17:41,160 Speaker 1: some ship you might have did or whatever the case, 357 00:17:41,240 --> 00:17:43,440 Speaker 1: or you might have some resentment for what you did 358 00:17:43,480 --> 00:17:45,800 Speaker 1: to them, and see like I feel I'm sorry, I 359 00:17:45,840 --> 00:17:47,080 Speaker 1: mean to cut you off, but I feel like this. 360 00:17:47,240 --> 00:17:51,960 Speaker 1: I feel like envy is when you see somebody like 361 00:17:52,040 --> 00:17:54,400 Speaker 1: doing something good and you see they got a lot 362 00:17:54,440 --> 00:17:56,880 Speaker 1: going on, and you want to be that, and you're 363 00:17:57,000 --> 00:18:00,800 Speaker 1: upset because you can't be that. Resent meant, I feel 364 00:18:00,840 --> 00:18:06,119 Speaker 1: like it's when you just fucking you don't like the person, period. 365 00:18:06,240 --> 00:18:08,200 Speaker 1: You don't like what that got going on. You just 366 00:18:08,359 --> 00:18:12,000 Speaker 1: despise anything that has to do with them because of 367 00:18:12,040 --> 00:18:16,080 Speaker 1: who they are, not that you fucking necessarily want to 368 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:20,959 Speaker 1: be them or whatever, but you just you don't like 369 00:18:21,280 --> 00:18:25,680 Speaker 1: the fact that they're able to survive and push through 370 00:18:25,720 --> 00:18:28,840 Speaker 1: the things that they're surviving and pushing through, So whatever 371 00:18:28,880 --> 00:18:30,760 Speaker 1: it is that they have going on, you just have 372 00:18:30,800 --> 00:18:33,960 Speaker 1: a negative connotation about it. I kind of disagree with 373 00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:36,239 Speaker 1: the resentment part because you can reson why you can 374 00:18:36,320 --> 00:18:39,000 Speaker 1: resent a parent for not being there for you, and 375 00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:41,320 Speaker 1: that can just past, like you can be adopted and 376 00:18:41,320 --> 00:18:46,359 Speaker 1: be like I resent my biological mar The resentment is 377 00:18:46,400 --> 00:18:49,480 Speaker 1: just different, like it's sometimes. But I said, I said 378 00:18:49,520 --> 00:18:52,680 Speaker 1: resentment was different. She's saying she disagreed with what you said. 379 00:18:52,720 --> 00:18:55,640 Speaker 1: But I feel like this. I feel like resentment comes 380 00:18:55,680 --> 00:18:58,800 Speaker 1: from a person. Could you could be married to a person, right, 381 00:18:59,119 --> 00:19:01,439 Speaker 1: y'all get the boys, and you're gonna be everything that 382 00:19:01,480 --> 00:19:04,320 Speaker 1: you want to be after the divorce, and she go 383 00:19:04,680 --> 00:19:07,080 Speaker 1: be the same person or he gonna be the same 384 00:19:07,080 --> 00:19:10,040 Speaker 1: person that she resents you because you went on with 385 00:19:10,080 --> 00:19:12,600 Speaker 1: your life, not because she didn't love you at the time. 386 00:19:12,680 --> 00:19:15,560 Speaker 1: It's been because I didn't keep you. Know what I'm saying, 387 00:19:15,600 --> 00:19:18,520 Speaker 1: I did, I couldn't you work better without me? What 388 00:19:18,560 --> 00:19:20,920 Speaker 1: I'm saying the same thing as friends, Like all your 389 00:19:20,920 --> 00:19:23,679 Speaker 1: old friends gonna resent you because whatever they did to you, 390 00:19:23,760 --> 00:19:27,199 Speaker 1: if they did something you, you did something them. It's like, damn, 391 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:32,040 Speaker 1: I need that in my life. So I don't hate you, 392 00:19:32,480 --> 00:19:34,880 Speaker 1: but I kind of hate you because I resent you 393 00:19:34,920 --> 00:19:38,359 Speaker 1: because damn, why we couldn't fix you? Get what I'm saying, 394 00:19:38,840 --> 00:19:41,119 Speaker 1: That's when that ship comes. Yeah, why why why you 395 00:19:41,119 --> 00:19:44,760 Speaker 1: couldn't be that person around me? But you probably was 396 00:19:45,720 --> 00:19:49,360 Speaker 1: exactly so, so You're gonna see a lot of motherfucker 397 00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:51,840 Speaker 1: doing that on your way up down whatever. They're gonna 398 00:19:51,880 --> 00:19:57,720 Speaker 1: be like, fuck you because I need you. You know 399 00:19:57,720 --> 00:20:00,840 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You don't like I gotta now, I 400 00:20:00,840 --> 00:20:03,040 Speaker 1: gotta like me. Bro, I don't give a funk who 401 00:20:03,119 --> 00:20:05,639 Speaker 1: it is. If motherfucker asked me about somebody, don't I 402 00:20:05,760 --> 00:20:08,560 Speaker 1: just be like, I don't funking them your bit, that's it. 403 00:20:08,720 --> 00:20:12,679 Speaker 1: I'm not going to try to break down. That's resenting. Right. 404 00:20:13,160 --> 00:20:18,240 Speaker 1: If I'm breaking down, that's that's a farm of snitching. 405 00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:22,399 Speaker 1: And many you've been friends all this time, right, and 406 00:20:22,440 --> 00:20:25,440 Speaker 1: then we break up friends and I'm telling your secrets, 407 00:20:26,320 --> 00:20:32,080 Speaker 1: that's the same. Yeah, that's that's bullshit. I don't do 408 00:20:32,160 --> 00:20:35,840 Speaker 1: that unless i'm telling talking to motherfucker's who already know. 409 00:20:37,400 --> 00:20:39,959 Speaker 1: You get what I'm mothers. You already know. We just 410 00:20:40,000 --> 00:20:43,960 Speaker 1: gossip amongst each other because we know we've been But 411 00:20:44,000 --> 00:20:46,360 Speaker 1: I'm not going to tell some new motherfucking to keep 412 00:20:46,359 --> 00:20:48,960 Speaker 1: this same. I'm gonna let you display your character to 413 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:52,160 Speaker 1: these people yourself. You get what. I'm going to try 414 00:20:52,200 --> 00:20:54,520 Speaker 1: to help help the motherfucker feel because guess what you're 415 00:20:54,520 --> 00:20:56,320 Speaker 1: gonna show the folk the same ship that I know 416 00:20:58,320 --> 00:20:59,760 Speaker 1: why I don't finna try to bring it to him 417 00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:02,160 Speaker 1: when I bring bro when you're trying to got them, 418 00:21:02,200 --> 00:21:04,359 Speaker 1: when you're trying to convince some motherfucker on how another 419 00:21:04,400 --> 00:21:07,840 Speaker 1: motherfucker here, they make them look at you. Right, facts, 420 00:21:07,920 --> 00:21:10,440 Speaker 1: big facts and the true. So I'll just be like 421 00:21:10,680 --> 00:21:15,480 Speaker 1: you see, yeah, you're right exactly, ship, feel free, Yeah, 422 00:21:15,880 --> 00:21:18,560 Speaker 1: do what you do? Man? Who am I to deprive? Like? Little? 423 00:21:19,000 --> 00:21:25,120 Speaker 1: Who am I to deprive? You? Who you want to be? Right? Ship? Man? 424 00:21:25,560 --> 00:21:27,520 Speaker 1: That's what I feel like. That's what makes people resent 425 00:21:27,640 --> 00:21:30,960 Speaker 1: you when they see they thought maybe you would need me, 426 00:21:32,080 --> 00:21:34,680 Speaker 1: and when they see you don't need them now, it's 427 00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:37,879 Speaker 1: like you're a piece of ship. How can you not 428 00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:45,080 Speaker 1: need me? Right? It's all in here the cord now now. 429 00:21:45,440 --> 00:21:47,520 Speaker 1: But when you don't push, to push the envelope so 430 00:21:47,560 --> 00:21:50,240 Speaker 1: far that way, it's the point of no return. Now 431 00:21:50,240 --> 00:21:56,920 Speaker 1: that developed hate, resentment everything. All the other women the 432 00:21:57,040 --> 00:21:59,439 Speaker 1: same family, they are related to each other. The Fellers 433 00:21:59,480 --> 00:22:02,920 Speaker 1: come from a place generally, a person not being happy 434 00:22:02,960 --> 00:22:06,359 Speaker 1: with themselves, like we got a nothing we got we 435 00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:10,640 Speaker 1: got stopped out them trying to predict the future. That's 436 00:22:10,680 --> 00:22:14,560 Speaker 1: my problem, like trying to see the future like already 437 00:22:14,600 --> 00:22:17,439 Speaker 1: knowing some sheep gonna be some bullshit, already knowing some 438 00:22:17,880 --> 00:22:22,080 Speaker 1: like because every time I do that, I'm wrong. Living 439 00:22:22,119 --> 00:22:26,840 Speaker 1: a moment fact, that's what meditation, the moment, the past, 440 00:22:27,840 --> 00:22:30,440 Speaker 1: and you can't can't bring the pains like you think 441 00:22:30,480 --> 00:22:35,199 Speaker 1: you ain't in the past, like your thoughts, your experience 442 00:22:35,240 --> 00:22:37,800 Speaker 1: and where you're at right now. But you can't if 443 00:22:37,840 --> 00:22:41,240 Speaker 1: you if you keep giving the energy of walking into anything, 444 00:22:41,480 --> 00:22:44,000 Speaker 1: it's gonna be some bullshit. A lot of times you're 445 00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:46,840 Speaker 1: gonna be wrong, but sometimes you might create the energy 446 00:22:46,840 --> 00:22:48,879 Speaker 1: and making some bullshit when it's really a blessing, like 447 00:22:48,960 --> 00:22:52,399 Speaker 1: working out this working out for example, you're thinking like, damn, 448 00:22:52,400 --> 00:22:54,439 Speaker 1: I quit lad of times, so I ain't even start again. 449 00:22:55,720 --> 00:22:58,159 Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying, like because you're living on 450 00:22:58,520 --> 00:23:02,960 Speaker 1: what happened, then you know what I'm saying, right or 451 00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:05,879 Speaker 1: trying to make sense? Yeah, make perfect sense. I'm just 452 00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:08,200 Speaker 1: trying to use this example or I ain't gonna try 453 00:23:08,200 --> 00:23:11,879 Speaker 1: to got them go bout no car Collas and he 454 00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:14,360 Speaker 1: said my credit with Lowe. You get what I'm saying, 455 00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:16,520 Speaker 1: but it might work this time. I already know I 456 00:23:16,560 --> 00:23:20,840 Speaker 1: ain't gonna get approved already know. I ain't even gonna 457 00:23:20,880 --> 00:23:22,880 Speaker 1: try that. I ain't gonna I already know they ain't 458 00:23:22,880 --> 00:23:24,760 Speaker 1: working with me, so I ain't going already know when 459 00:23:24,800 --> 00:23:30,280 Speaker 1: I go to ship, you know they ain't gonna try. 460 00:23:30,359 --> 00:23:32,399 Speaker 1: That's the wrong mentality. And I ain't gonna say I 461 00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:35,960 Speaker 1: haven't been there. Everybody everybody else, That's what I was 462 00:23:35,960 --> 00:23:38,360 Speaker 1: going to say. Everybody does it, even with conversation, like 463 00:23:38,480 --> 00:23:41,000 Speaker 1: trying to prejudge how somebody's gonna respond to you bringing 464 00:23:41,040 --> 00:23:43,560 Speaker 1: something to them, or trying to prejudge how they're gonna 465 00:23:43,560 --> 00:23:45,800 Speaker 1: respond you asking them a question like I ain't even 466 00:23:45,840 --> 00:23:47,840 Speaker 1: gonna ask for twint I noticed they're gonna say no 467 00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:50,040 Speaker 1: or something like that, and he probably was in a 468 00:23:50,040 --> 00:23:52,359 Speaker 1: happy moves gonna get you fifty today. And the things 469 00:23:52,400 --> 00:23:55,639 Speaker 1: you think about, like she um, like think about the worst. 470 00:23:55,680 --> 00:23:57,480 Speaker 1: You know, we all think we always think about the 471 00:23:57,520 --> 00:24:01,040 Speaker 1: worst ship they're gonna happen, like yeah, but I did see. 472 00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:03,359 Speaker 1: I think it never happens. I think that's a defense. 473 00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:06,440 Speaker 1: I think that's a defense. Like especially you ain't necessarily 474 00:24:06,480 --> 00:24:07,480 Speaker 1: got to grow up in the hood, but if you 475 00:24:07,560 --> 00:24:08,880 Speaker 1: ever grown up in the hoods, like when you're walking 476 00:24:08,920 --> 00:24:10,480 Speaker 1: out your door, you kind of gotta put your mind 477 00:24:10,520 --> 00:24:13,399 Speaker 1: set in the bullshit that can happen to protect you. 478 00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:16,000 Speaker 1: It's like a defense mechanism. It's just like certain people 479 00:24:16,040 --> 00:24:18,919 Speaker 1: call your phone. You automatic thinking like what had happened? 480 00:24:20,040 --> 00:24:22,760 Speaker 1: What's going on? What I'm saying, like take some bullshit? 481 00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:25,320 Speaker 1: Might just be like brover the here going on? Yeah? 482 00:24:25,440 --> 00:24:27,879 Speaker 1: And then he like a sense of relief like how 483 00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:30,760 Speaker 1: many times you've been wrong with that plenty? Probably today 484 00:24:33,040 --> 00:24:38,080 Speaker 1: takes me right now like calling me yeah, like you 485 00:24:38,119 --> 00:24:40,399 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. She might just be like bringing 486 00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:43,639 Speaker 1: some such such right exactly what you're thinking, like you've 487 00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:46,879 Speaker 1: been with my phone some ship like especially if somebody saying, man, 488 00:24:46,880 --> 00:24:50,400 Speaker 1: I gotta holier at you that the words I hate 489 00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:52,080 Speaker 1: when they're coming for me, like I need to talk 490 00:24:52,119 --> 00:24:55,359 Speaker 1: to your faith? To faith? What I ain't doing? No 491 00:24:55,440 --> 00:24:58,960 Speaker 1: criminal ship? What what is it? Might be like, man ship, 492 00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:01,880 Speaker 1: I need to fall at off? You got a nerd 493 00:25:01,920 --> 00:25:05,240 Speaker 1: going like some face to face ship when they text 494 00:25:05,400 --> 00:25:07,199 Speaker 1: and they called me, like what the funk? Why you 495 00:25:07,240 --> 00:25:11,639 Speaker 1: text me and say called me? I'd be scared? Can 496 00:25:11,640 --> 00:25:19,600 Speaker 1: you talk? Yeah? That type of ship already put that 497 00:25:19,600 --> 00:25:23,760 Speaker 1: guy there and what happened You're like you're bracing yourself 498 00:25:23,760 --> 00:25:26,800 Speaker 1: for whatever if it beats bullshit, But it never bee 499 00:25:26,880 --> 00:25:28,720 Speaker 1: like with me, Like with the face to face ship, 500 00:25:29,359 --> 00:25:33,880 Speaker 1: I do that to people, and I need to talk 501 00:25:33,920 --> 00:25:36,240 Speaker 1: face to face because if it's some ship going on 502 00:25:36,960 --> 00:25:38,919 Speaker 1: that I feel really strongly about and I feel like 503 00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:40,399 Speaker 1: I need to get I really need to get my 504 00:25:40,400 --> 00:25:43,199 Speaker 1: point across about this, Like I'm gonna tell you, like 505 00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:45,320 Speaker 1: I need to pull up, like so we can figure 506 00:25:45,320 --> 00:25:49,200 Speaker 1: this out. Because nine times I'd attend whatever it is. 507 00:25:49,440 --> 00:25:51,919 Speaker 1: Once we have that conversation, that's probably gonna be our 508 00:25:51,960 --> 00:25:54,400 Speaker 1: final conversation, but I'm probably not gonna talk no more. 509 00:25:54,520 --> 00:25:56,240 Speaker 1: The person on the receive and the end of that 510 00:25:56,320 --> 00:25:59,080 Speaker 1: conversation kind of already knows that with the face to 511 00:25:59,119 --> 00:26:00,680 Speaker 1: face because it ain't like you having to face to 512 00:26:00,720 --> 00:26:02,680 Speaker 1: face saying I need to see you and you feel 513 00:26:02,720 --> 00:26:05,080 Speaker 1: to put out a bag of money. You could, but 514 00:26:05,320 --> 00:26:06,960 Speaker 1: they already know. Man, if it's got to be a 515 00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:10,120 Speaker 1: face to face with J really at the probably be bullshit, 516 00:26:10,960 --> 00:26:13,040 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like that's just how people 517 00:26:13,119 --> 00:26:16,040 Speaker 1: just think. So I do the same thing. I do 518 00:26:16,119 --> 00:26:18,240 Speaker 1: the same thing because I'm not that I'm not good. 519 00:26:18,720 --> 00:26:21,240 Speaker 1: I'm not really good with talking about ship. I don't 520 00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:23,640 Speaker 1: really I don't talk on the phone. So it's like 521 00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:27,280 Speaker 1: any time it's something important, like, it's easier for me 522 00:26:27,320 --> 00:26:29,440 Speaker 1: to do it in person because I don't. I don't 523 00:26:29,440 --> 00:26:31,720 Speaker 1: talk on the phone. I'm not a phone talking you. 524 00:26:31,880 --> 00:26:34,800 Speaker 1: And this is a kind of bullst So you wanted 525 00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:36,959 Speaker 1: the person to break up with somebody over text message, 526 00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:44,480 Speaker 1: what I'm like, No, if we gotta, if we gotta, 527 00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:46,159 Speaker 1: what's the name if I got to break up with 528 00:26:46,200 --> 00:26:48,560 Speaker 1: somebody or something like that, to do it in person, 529 00:26:48,680 --> 00:26:52,000 Speaker 1: like it's always there, you know what you did do 530 00:26:52,040 --> 00:26:55,200 Speaker 1: it through text. I'm doing it through my IG story 531 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:58,399 Speaker 1: talking about back in the day. I ain't talking about 532 00:27:03,600 --> 00:27:08,119 Speaker 1: Oh it's right exactly exactly. What's it the board? This 533 00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:10,919 Speaker 1: ship is. Make sure you do use the power of 534 00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:12,879 Speaker 1: that tone though that you can't manifest shit. You know 535 00:27:12,880 --> 00:27:14,840 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. If you're in a fund up situation, 536 00:27:14,960 --> 00:27:18,120 Speaker 1: or compromise the situation, you know what I'm saying, Speak positive, 537 00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:21,439 Speaker 1: think positive, change some of the ship that you do. 538 00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:23,520 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. If you want different results, 539 00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:25,000 Speaker 1: just change some of the ship you do. I tell 540 00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:27,600 Speaker 1: people that all time. Just try some different ship. Don't 541 00:27:27,640 --> 00:27:30,119 Speaker 1: take a walk outside. It's a freshman do something different 542 00:27:30,440 --> 00:27:32,920 Speaker 1: the first step. But that is just recognizing it though. 543 00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:34,280 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying that we have to do. 544 00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:37,359 Speaker 1: We gotta first recognize what we do to keep us 545 00:27:37,400 --> 00:27:40,879 Speaker 1: all better. And you gotta choose to be happy, Like 546 00:27:41,080 --> 00:27:44,399 Speaker 1: you can't be happy. You gotta choose that ship, you 547 00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:46,359 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. You see, you can sit in 548 00:27:46,400 --> 00:27:49,040 Speaker 1: your thoughts and just put yourself in a slump. Easy 549 00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:51,480 Speaker 1: to do that. Yeah, that's that's like, that's that's that's 550 00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:54,199 Speaker 1: like the easiest thing in the world. It's easy, you 551 00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:56,080 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, But the hardest thing in the 552 00:27:56,080 --> 00:27:57,600 Speaker 1: world to be Like, Man, what the funk am I 553 00:27:57,600 --> 00:28:00,480 Speaker 1: worry about? This? Fun? I got? You know what's like, kids, 554 00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:02,000 Speaker 1: I got my bit, I got you know what I'm saying, 555 00:28:01,960 --> 00:28:06,879 Speaker 1: I'm good, right, yeah, yeah, exactly. You're gonna recognize the 556 00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:09,160 Speaker 1: ship you don't have before the shoot you do. All 557 00:28:09,240 --> 00:28:11,480 Speaker 1: day long you be talking about ship you don't have, 558 00:28:11,560 --> 00:28:14,359 Speaker 1: from clothes, the materials to this person and I ain't 559 00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:16,320 Speaker 1: did this and all that, but what about the blessing 560 00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:19,440 Speaker 1: that you do have right in front of you? Because 561 00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:21,360 Speaker 1: once you add them up, once you add him out. Look, 562 00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:23,360 Speaker 1: I promise you the ones you do got no outweigh 563 00:28:23,359 --> 00:28:25,520 Speaker 1: the ship you don't every time, and the ship you 564 00:28:25,560 --> 00:28:28,080 Speaker 1: don't got. It's some ship, just you won't. Like I 565 00:28:28,080 --> 00:28:31,040 Speaker 1: always say, like you might got them everything I ever 566 00:28:31,119 --> 00:28:36,080 Speaker 1: thought I wanted material that I got once I got it, 567 00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:39,320 Speaker 1: ain't get anything. Ain't give a funk about it. It's 568 00:28:39,320 --> 00:28:42,040 Speaker 1: a temporary fix. You want to everybody to see that ship, 569 00:28:42,160 --> 00:28:45,840 Speaker 1: and she turned into nothing because it gets old. You're 570 00:28:45,920 --> 00:28:48,760 Speaker 1: right beside the ship, you know what I'm saying, Like 571 00:28:48,760 --> 00:28:50,920 Speaker 1: I wanted kids once I got my kids. She ain't 572 00:28:50,920 --> 00:28:56,560 Speaker 1: got pea that you but the jury, the cars, that everything, 573 00:28:56,600 --> 00:28:58,480 Speaker 1: and it's cool to have. It's just like it's such 574 00:28:58,480 --> 00:29:01,959 Speaker 1: a temporary fix, yeah, because it's always they always bringing more. 575 00:29:02,040 --> 00:29:06,480 Speaker 1: That ship better every year, cars getting new and newer. Yeah, 576 00:29:06,600 --> 00:29:10,400 Speaker 1: so you got the twenty twenty two, goddamn um wagon, 577 00:29:10,520 --> 00:29:12,680 Speaker 1: g wagon, your little baby come out with a twenty 578 00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:19,920 Speaker 1: goddamn third like everybody your phone, you see baby hard 579 00:29:19,920 --> 00:29:24,080 Speaker 1: of yours exactly put the say now you're trying to 580 00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:26,640 Speaker 1: get the twenty thirty, but you ain't got the baby 581 00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:30,320 Speaker 1: money right exactly, And they're making for the comeback with 582 00:29:32,640 --> 00:29:35,320 Speaker 1: you're looking for the electric already got the money down 583 00:29:35,440 --> 00:29:38,600 Speaker 1: on the ship. That ship. I don't do that ship either. 584 00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:40,400 Speaker 1: Don't do that whole keep up ship. Be happy in 585 00:29:40,400 --> 00:29:42,120 Speaker 1: your space with what you want. If you want the 586 00:29:42,200 --> 00:29:44,880 Speaker 1: jury and it's making you have cool, ain't nothing wrong 587 00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:46,200 Speaker 1: with that, you know what I'm saying. But but if 588 00:29:46,200 --> 00:29:47,800 Speaker 1: you're trying to get it to flex on another nig 589 00:29:47,800 --> 00:29:51,560 Speaker 1: and you ain't never gonna be satisfied. He got one 590 00:29:51,600 --> 00:29:55,120 Speaker 1: in that race. And you know why, you know why 591 00:29:55,120 --> 00:29:57,120 Speaker 1: they probably be in that space too, because they don't 592 00:29:57,120 --> 00:29:58,959 Speaker 1: get a funk about none of it either, exactly. They 593 00:29:58,960 --> 00:30:00,600 Speaker 1: don't hold on to it like that, Like what I'm 594 00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:02,640 Speaker 1: give a funk about this ship, Like this is what 595 00:30:02,680 --> 00:30:04,640 Speaker 1: it is, what we come from, it is what it is. 596 00:30:04,720 --> 00:30:07,920 Speaker 1: So they received their blessings over and over. Can't get 597 00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:10,160 Speaker 1: caught up in none of that ship forever forever, you 598 00:30:10,160 --> 00:30:12,280 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And I feel like then this 599 00:30:12,400 --> 00:30:15,480 Speaker 1: day and they Instagram ship just magnified it like the 600 00:30:15,520 --> 00:30:23,040 Speaker 1: Internet just magnified. See comparison, it's the thief of joy. 601 00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:27,400 Speaker 1: It just magnifies. Got them seeing others do ship, you 602 00:30:27,440 --> 00:30:29,440 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Like back in the day ship. 603 00:30:29,520 --> 00:30:32,120 Speaker 1: You just stayed in your hood, so you came up, 604 00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:34,440 Speaker 1: then you pop out. You know what I'm saying. You 605 00:30:34,480 --> 00:30:37,040 Speaker 1: just stayed at your job to fry the then you 606 00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:39,840 Speaker 1: put on some clothes and go out. Now it's like, 607 00:30:40,040 --> 00:30:42,959 Speaker 1: what y'all, but you you putting that ship on every day, 608 00:30:42,960 --> 00:30:47,200 Speaker 1: you put your p today lit then just how did 609 00:30:47,240 --> 00:30:51,440 Speaker 1: she go? But it's all because of social media. Like before, 610 00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:54,840 Speaker 1: you ain't never seen nothing that nobody else really had 611 00:30:54,880 --> 00:30:57,640 Speaker 1: going on unless you like moving around. But it's like 612 00:30:57,720 --> 00:30:59,680 Speaker 1: now you can sit in your house and watch all 613 00:30:59,680 --> 00:31:02,680 Speaker 1: this ship all day. And like even if you see 614 00:31:02,680 --> 00:31:04,760 Speaker 1: a nigga with with some regular shop, like you can 615 00:31:04,760 --> 00:31:06,959 Speaker 1: see it like that's that ground he got on that ground, 616 00:31:07,040 --> 00:31:11,800 Speaker 1: fit home on this ship. Back and back when we 617 00:31:11,880 --> 00:31:14,320 Speaker 1: befoted social media, when the nigga had on the same 618 00:31:14,360 --> 00:31:21,640 Speaker 1: clothes everything on his ship load exactly now, but your 619 00:31:21,680 --> 00:31:28,080 Speaker 1: nigga pocket this head with that ship, right, That's that's 620 00:31:28,120 --> 00:31:31,120 Speaker 1: the true Like a nigga spent their lands and then 621 00:31:31,120 --> 00:31:33,880 Speaker 1: be stressing like you just spent five thousand on the 622 00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:37,800 Speaker 1: outfit and spent another seat thousand in the club now 623 00:31:38,120 --> 00:31:41,120 Speaker 1: for one picture. You know you're stressing about your Bill 624 00:31:41,200 --> 00:31:46,680 Speaker 1: when you and the real ship, though, you think, you think, 625 00:31:46,800 --> 00:31:49,920 Speaker 1: you think that if if the culture came to a 626 00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:52,520 Speaker 1: point where it's like, all right, let's say for niggas, 627 00:31:52,560 --> 00:31:55,400 Speaker 1: like if if if women would receive a nigga being 628 00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:59,000 Speaker 1: more normal, but the nigga treat him right, that might 629 00:31:59,080 --> 00:32:00,959 Speaker 1: change the mentality of a bit. And then on the 630 00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:04,240 Speaker 1: other side, if a lot more men would receive a 631 00:32:04,320 --> 00:32:07,360 Speaker 1: woman being normal, she could still be fly. But a 632 00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:08,960 Speaker 1: lot of women feel like, I have to have this 633 00:32:09,040 --> 00:32:10,840 Speaker 1: fake hair, I have to have my body done, I 634 00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:12,520 Speaker 1: have to do this, I have to do They feel 635 00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:15,560 Speaker 1: like they're doing that basically for the opposite sex. You think, 636 00:32:15,560 --> 00:32:17,720 Speaker 1: if we change the mentality about that whole ship a 637 00:32:17,760 --> 00:32:22,560 Speaker 1: little bit, everybody kind of get off the flossing. It's 638 00:32:22,600 --> 00:32:28,520 Speaker 1: too far because like everything just changed. But but you 639 00:32:28,600 --> 00:32:32,760 Speaker 1: gotta be in a different space to find that type 640 00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:36,640 Speaker 1: of woman, that type of man has when when you 641 00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:39,760 Speaker 1: come into God them this space was in the really space. 642 00:32:40,520 --> 00:32:43,840 Speaker 1: Hey man, you gotta get with it again and high. 643 00:32:44,560 --> 00:32:47,080 Speaker 1: But don't you think you're attracting bullshit with that? Like 644 00:32:47,880 --> 00:32:50,120 Speaker 1: if you if you if you go pretty much kind 645 00:32:50,120 --> 00:32:51,800 Speaker 1: of get on something, I won't call it fake ship. 646 00:32:51,840 --> 00:32:53,160 Speaker 1: But if you go get on that ship, I'm gonna 647 00:32:53,160 --> 00:32:55,160 Speaker 1: spend all my last I'm gonna make it look like 648 00:32:55,200 --> 00:32:57,280 Speaker 1: a way. But it's kind of on some fake fliers 649 00:32:57,320 --> 00:32:59,520 Speaker 1: and ship. Don't you think that that's what you're attracting to? 650 00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:02,320 Speaker 1: I'm niggas come up out doing that ship. I'm talking 651 00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:04,640 Speaker 1: about as far as the women that they're attracting, the 652 00:33:04,640 --> 00:33:07,040 Speaker 1: people that they attracted around them, because the people, even 653 00:33:07,040 --> 00:33:09,160 Speaker 1: your friends, is only around you because they think that 654 00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:11,200 Speaker 1: you get it or you look a certain way. Isn't 655 00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:13,560 Speaker 1: that what they're doing it for? Yeah? But so so 656 00:33:13,640 --> 00:33:15,560 Speaker 1: you're saying for fake love. A lot of people doing 657 00:33:15,560 --> 00:33:17,720 Speaker 1: that ship for they're doing it because they want those 658 00:33:17,760 --> 00:33:19,479 Speaker 1: type of women that they know they couldn't get when 659 00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:21,320 Speaker 1: they was broke, and they're like, let me get this money, 660 00:33:21,360 --> 00:33:23,760 Speaker 1: let me be able to hit so and so. Because 661 00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:27,320 Speaker 1: I'm at the end of the day two all this 662 00:33:27,360 --> 00:33:31,320 Speaker 1: ship fat, I think it all but most of it. 663 00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:35,160 Speaker 1: If you say, if you if you became a being now, 664 00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:38,240 Speaker 1: yeah without being married, now he became a being that 665 00:33:38,320 --> 00:33:44,040 Speaker 1: could you trust love them, would definitely be the same thing. Right, 666 00:33:44,080 --> 00:33:46,480 Speaker 1: So you got damn you got a looking at that 667 00:33:46,480 --> 00:33:49,040 Speaker 1: ship the same way like this. This is on the 668 00:33:49,080 --> 00:33:51,680 Speaker 1: thubt let me play. You know what I'm saying, So 669 00:33:51,720 --> 00:33:54,720 Speaker 1: I might well keep the fake look into into it's 670 00:33:54,720 --> 00:33:58,560 Speaker 1: proven real dawn. Dark space, That's what I say. That's 671 00:33:58,560 --> 00:34:01,400 Speaker 1: a dark space to be fake love. Somebody loves you, 672 00:34:01,520 --> 00:34:03,600 Speaker 1: your parents love you hopefully and that that type of ship. 673 00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:05,240 Speaker 1: But it's like that, that's a dark space to be. 674 00:34:05,680 --> 00:34:07,960 Speaker 1: Like can you truly trust love from a person that 675 00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:13,720 Speaker 1: you have to do everything for? Can you truly trust 676 00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:17,040 Speaker 1: love from a person you gotta do everything? But they 677 00:34:17,120 --> 00:34:19,560 Speaker 1: gained from you? So but I was saying, but you 678 00:34:19,760 --> 00:34:23,000 Speaker 1: start like that? Didn't start like that? Like did the 679 00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:25,600 Speaker 1: relationships start like that? Or no, no, no, ain't. Somebody 680 00:34:25,680 --> 00:34:29,000 Speaker 1: was saying, like if you meet a woman and god damn, 681 00:34:29,440 --> 00:34:32,000 Speaker 1: you start on from taking out, doing this, doing doing that, 682 00:34:32,120 --> 00:34:35,920 Speaker 1: but you got can you trust it? It's impossible. It 683 00:34:35,960 --> 00:34:38,560 Speaker 1: makes it difficult. Can you trust even a female? Can 684 00:34:38,600 --> 00:34:40,160 Speaker 1: you trust the negative? If you meet him and you 685 00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:43,960 Speaker 1: just tricking off on him, right you knowing he fought 686 00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:45,400 Speaker 1: with you, but he fought with you more when you 687 00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:48,480 Speaker 1: do for him? Could you trust it now? Because once 688 00:34:48,520 --> 00:34:52,040 Speaker 1: not at all, he's probably gonna be gone. Yeah, Like 689 00:34:52,160 --> 00:34:54,439 Speaker 1: now you know you gotta cheat that you've been around, 690 00:34:54,480 --> 00:34:57,400 Speaker 1: you took it. You know what, you know, broke, I 691 00:34:57,480 --> 00:35:00,120 Speaker 1: met you, I broke, I came up, not take are 692 00:35:00,120 --> 00:35:02,080 Speaker 1: you or whatever? I'll tell you. With your job, that's different. 693 00:35:02,920 --> 00:35:06,360 Speaker 1: That's different because you already now showed me whatever it was. 694 00:35:06,640 --> 00:35:08,319 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. What I'm saying, like you 695 00:35:08,440 --> 00:35:12,800 Speaker 1: already you and God damn she like you. She acting 696 00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:14,800 Speaker 1: like she like you, and you get her and you 697 00:35:14,920 --> 00:35:17,839 Speaker 1: being the person that you are, openly giving person. Can 698 00:35:17,920 --> 00:35:22,439 Speaker 1: you trust that that's a little thing. That's a little 699 00:35:22,440 --> 00:35:26,879 Speaker 1: thing called transactional love, transaction fate love. That's what I'm saying, 700 00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:29,160 Speaker 1: That same thing, and that the same thing, not even 701 00:35:29,160 --> 00:35:33,600 Speaker 1: with a female, that's just same thing with a crew anybody. 702 00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:36,880 Speaker 1: Can you trust that the nigga really with you? If 703 00:35:37,320 --> 00:35:39,560 Speaker 1: she you gotta pay a bill, you gotta make sure 704 00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:43,040 Speaker 1: she's straight. He ain't him without you. You know what 705 00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:45,360 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Soon you cut. That's why you have to 706 00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:47,480 Speaker 1: do certain ship like and what we just do. We 707 00:35:47,560 --> 00:35:49,560 Speaker 1: just make up stories like ship. But I just love 708 00:35:49,640 --> 00:35:52,760 Speaker 1: my money just to see who's gonna start being different? 709 00:35:54,200 --> 00:35:57,120 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You gotta see like wait 710 00:35:57,320 --> 00:35:59,560 Speaker 1: and drag it out for a money to say some 711 00:35:59,640 --> 00:36:02,600 Speaker 1: calls say some ship. You know, I'm saying, who's gonna 712 00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:04,840 Speaker 1: be who gonna who? Who You're gonna hear saying they're 713 00:36:04,840 --> 00:36:08,600 Speaker 1: gonna that money? You know what I'm saying. Now you're different, 714 00:36:08,640 --> 00:36:14,120 Speaker 1: but you just you know what I'm saying, my nigga. 715 00:36:14,760 --> 00:36:17,560 Speaker 1: But now this ship looking like even even the same 716 00:36:17,600 --> 00:36:20,440 Speaker 1: thing going into another avenue, that will nega see that 717 00:36:20,480 --> 00:36:26,160 Speaker 1: he don't fit. That calls resentment and legit. We're gonna 718 00:36:26,200 --> 00:36:28,480 Speaker 1: do some legit ship. You see who really with you? 719 00:36:28,560 --> 00:36:30,399 Speaker 1: Or it could be the other way around. You see 720 00:36:30,400 --> 00:36:33,359 Speaker 1: who really with you? Who ain't exactly like you're going 721 00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:35,800 Speaker 1: legits if you're going to get and you've been in 722 00:36:35,840 --> 00:36:38,920 Speaker 1: the streets all of your life likes to certain people 723 00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:43,400 Speaker 1: like you're a dummy. Yeah, yeah, that's that's why they 724 00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:45,360 Speaker 1: look at it. You men tell me you feel to 725 00:36:45,440 --> 00:36:48,359 Speaker 1: work harder for less. Potentially I ain't with that. That's 726 00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:51,719 Speaker 1: that's that's that's the mind. But I'm not even understanding 727 00:36:52,920 --> 00:36:55,440 Speaker 1: it's not their decision to be with it or not. 728 00:36:55,560 --> 00:36:59,640 Speaker 1: Because this is what you're doing for you exactly, People 729 00:37:00,239 --> 00:37:03,680 Speaker 1: man like, did you do that you don't turn your back. Yeah, 730 00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:06,520 Speaker 1: if you just say fun that I'm getting the plug up, bro, 731 00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:10,279 Speaker 1: ain't doing this doing it. It's like, damn how you 732 00:37:10,320 --> 00:37:12,840 Speaker 1: how you getting neig At this point, it's like that 733 00:37:12,920 --> 00:37:14,680 Speaker 1: go we keep talk about power. That's like that Ghost 734 00:37:14,680 --> 00:37:17,680 Speaker 1: Tommy ship. Yeah, well Tommy is like, you're gonna leave 735 00:37:17,719 --> 00:37:19,520 Speaker 1: me in the game and go be a married ship 736 00:37:19,640 --> 00:37:22,040 Speaker 1: or whatever the funk he was doing in power like 737 00:37:22,160 --> 00:37:26,080 Speaker 1: Ghost and tis to they get you a drug dealer, 738 00:37:26,120 --> 00:37:29,320 Speaker 1: that's what you are. But again, that bitch was just retarded, 739 00:37:29,400 --> 00:37:32,239 Speaker 1: like I don't know, but it's some people like that. 740 00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:35,520 Speaker 1: That's what some people like that. But yet when when 741 00:37:35,560 --> 00:37:37,719 Speaker 1: you when you're stuck in the mind frame ship, when 742 00:37:37,719 --> 00:37:40,080 Speaker 1: you're from the hood, everybody like that until you get 743 00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:41,560 Speaker 1: out of the mind frame because you're looking at it 744 00:37:41,640 --> 00:37:45,440 Speaker 1: like you just gotta think. Even even I listened, I 745 00:37:45,480 --> 00:37:47,319 Speaker 1: told you I was gonna keep it street, everybody went 746 00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:50,200 Speaker 1: commercial or not me. He couldn't see back then that 747 00:37:50,280 --> 00:37:52,839 Speaker 1: he was gonna be this Jesus, you get what I'm saying, 748 00:37:53,239 --> 00:38:00,120 Speaker 1: Like everything that's the first thing from his mind on 749 00:38:01,239 --> 00:38:06,160 Speaker 1: Salmon Ship happened with that, But it took certain ships 750 00:38:06,200 --> 00:38:08,440 Speaker 1: like that woman to come into his life certain ship 751 00:38:08,480 --> 00:38:11,680 Speaker 1: to be like and the way everything, Because bro, you're 752 00:38:11,680 --> 00:38:13,080 Speaker 1: gonna come a time in your life when you're from 753 00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:16,000 Speaker 1: the streets and your street nigga hood, nigga whatever that 754 00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:20,680 Speaker 1: you feel like everything that you thought, what's wrong? That 755 00:38:20,719 --> 00:38:24,840 Speaker 1: ship's gonna come that she's gonna hit younger if you decide, 756 00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:26,799 Speaker 1: if you know what I'm saying, trying to make yourself better, 757 00:38:27,120 --> 00:38:29,160 Speaker 1: you don't be like that. Every the way that I 758 00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:32,719 Speaker 1: used to think was so fucking stupid. You get what 759 00:38:32,719 --> 00:38:35,120 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like, we still gonna keep those same morals 760 00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:38,640 Speaker 1: and values that made you a man or a hustler 761 00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:43,040 Speaker 1: or or or goddamn go getter, Like that's gonna stay there. 762 00:38:43,160 --> 00:38:45,319 Speaker 1: But the way you thought, like I used to think, 763 00:38:45,840 --> 00:38:48,080 Speaker 1: like how the funk out there and didn't he got 764 00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:51,080 Speaker 1: all the money, But this nigga broke because he would nigger. 765 00:38:52,200 --> 00:38:54,120 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, you can't make no 766 00:38:54,280 --> 00:38:58,239 Speaker 1: nigga be no hustler. Right like, nigga, I've seen h 767 00:38:58,719 --> 00:39:00,799 Speaker 1: a meme and he said out there, you gave your 768 00:39:00,800 --> 00:39:05,040 Speaker 1: probing humeing thousand, Yet damn he gave probly come thout. 769 00:39:05,080 --> 00:39:07,160 Speaker 1: He came back when zero dollar. You just talking about 770 00:39:07,160 --> 00:39:10,759 Speaker 1: the big Pluto. You know what I'm saying, You like, 771 00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:12,919 Speaker 1: because you can, you can do ship out your heart. 772 00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:18,560 Speaker 1: That build's resentment, Like you could do so much ship 773 00:39:18,600 --> 00:39:21,480 Speaker 1: for people, and then they go to they go to 774 00:39:21,560 --> 00:39:24,399 Speaker 1: thinking like that's what you're supposed to do, not that's 775 00:39:24,400 --> 00:39:29,000 Speaker 1: what you were doing, because you know what I'm saying, 776 00:39:30,120 --> 00:39:32,640 Speaker 1: thinking like you suppose even with your kids, your family, whoever, 777 00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:35,600 Speaker 1: not just own boys, own girls and wife with anybody 778 00:39:36,200 --> 00:39:38,319 Speaker 1: like you could be so nice that they take it 779 00:39:38,920 --> 00:39:43,200 Speaker 1: as a huh for granted basically, and then when you 780 00:39:43,239 --> 00:39:45,600 Speaker 1: stopped doing it, you you're the one that's trapping. Yeah, 781 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:50,560 Speaker 1: always that's crazy, but you didn't went off the SUDGECT. 782 00:39:50,560 --> 00:39:53,760 Speaker 1: But yeah, that's that. I think that's what grow resentment 783 00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:56,400 Speaker 1: and people like when they feel like I could do 784 00:39:56,520 --> 00:39:58,680 Speaker 1: like just saving it's all taking Jade for granted as 785 00:39:58,719 --> 00:40:00,840 Speaker 1: my home, as my home, girl, my friend or whatever, 786 00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:03,160 Speaker 1: and then she just wake up one they'd be like, well, 787 00:40:03,200 --> 00:40:06,200 Speaker 1: you know what, no insplination on the fuck you Now? 788 00:40:06,239 --> 00:40:08,319 Speaker 1: I resent you because I missed the ship that you did. 789 00:40:08,440 --> 00:40:12,719 Speaker 1: Do you get what I'm saying, Yeah, saying, but I don't. 790 00:40:12,800 --> 00:40:15,200 Speaker 1: But I'm so much of a fun nigga. I don't 791 00:40:15,239 --> 00:40:18,520 Speaker 1: want to god them apologize, not even apologize. I don't 792 00:40:18,560 --> 00:40:21,520 Speaker 1: even want to acknowledge the things that you did because 793 00:40:21,520 --> 00:40:24,959 Speaker 1: I already overhead I'm said the things that you Yeah, 794 00:40:26,440 --> 00:40:29,080 Speaker 1: So now I gotta stand on this. Yeah, for your 795 00:40:29,440 --> 00:40:35,600 Speaker 1: your pride forever exactly? RESI resent you? Resent? Couldn't she 796 00:40:35,680 --> 00:40:38,719 Speaker 1: resent you for even causing her to even say fuck 797 00:40:38,760 --> 00:40:44,600 Speaker 1: you in the first place? For taking her for show 798 00:40:45,320 --> 00:40:47,200 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But I'm trying. I'm trying to I'm 799 00:40:47,239 --> 00:40:50,560 Speaker 1: trying to play victim. Yeah, you gotta change. You don't 800 00:40:50,560 --> 00:40:52,880 Speaker 1: fo me? No, got all the shot I did for 801 00:40:52,960 --> 00:40:56,000 Speaker 1: I got that, But damn, let's say this part too, 802 00:40:57,760 --> 00:40:59,400 Speaker 1: you know what, Let's say this part too. That's what 803 00:40:59,520 --> 00:41:01,759 Speaker 1: I's like, we could do this ship for every one 804 00:41:01,800 --> 00:41:03,799 Speaker 1: thing that you did for me. I'll rate you five 805 00:41:03,840 --> 00:41:07,239 Speaker 1: ships that I did for you facts, So fucking like, 806 00:41:07,880 --> 00:41:18,879 Speaker 1: let's let's let's speak on that. That won't take ship 807 00:41:18,920 --> 00:41:20,680 Speaker 1: so personally no more, because like a lot of ship 808 00:41:20,800 --> 00:41:25,239 Speaker 1: is motherfucker just don't know what they're doing because I 809 00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:28,000 Speaker 1: don't be in that place though, thinking thinking like a 810 00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:32,200 Speaker 1: motherfucker know what I'm thinking, Yeah, thinking that a motherfucker 811 00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:36,480 Speaker 1: supposed to move high. Move Yeah, that's that's the work 812 00:41:36,520 --> 00:41:39,000 Speaker 1: ship you could do. Thinking like a motherfucking heart like yours. 813 00:41:40,920 --> 00:41:44,440 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, like like um, like my homeboy, 814 00:41:44,560 --> 00:41:48,920 Speaker 1: like I ain't even gonna say that, but he felt like, man, 815 00:41:49,040 --> 00:41:51,680 Speaker 1: motherfucker didn't give me a cake for my birthday, but 816 00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:55,160 Speaker 1: they got that. Who woo you bro? They don't think 817 00:41:55,160 --> 00:41:57,560 Speaker 1: of you how they think of me? How do you feel? 818 00:41:57,600 --> 00:42:01,640 Speaker 1: How you why would you even expected there? Oh? God, 819 00:42:01,840 --> 00:42:04,239 Speaker 1: like what possessed you that? I'm just saying that you 820 00:42:04,320 --> 00:42:08,719 Speaker 1: were worthy of that even this, ain't that what I'm saying? 821 00:42:09,080 --> 00:42:13,360 Speaker 1: I get it like this, say my birthday came around 822 00:42:13,640 --> 00:42:15,239 Speaker 1: and got THEMN shot coming here and give me a 823 00:42:15,280 --> 00:42:21,200 Speaker 1: goddam goddamn for Lanciaga. Your birthday come around, she just 824 00:42:21,200 --> 00:42:23,759 Speaker 1: say happy birthday screen. How'd you taking that some kind 825 00:42:23,760 --> 00:42:26,960 Speaker 1: of way because you preset your mind to think because 826 00:42:27,000 --> 00:42:28,560 Speaker 1: she did that for bank, she's gonna do it for me. 827 00:42:29,440 --> 00:42:33,600 Speaker 1: Don't know exactly, and ship, don't go like that. Don't 828 00:42:33,640 --> 00:42:35,680 Speaker 1: go like that, and then you ain't look at it 829 00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:37,080 Speaker 1: like now you just gotta look at it. This ship 830 00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:40,919 Speaker 1: that was should be great for happy birthday the day. 831 00:42:41,239 --> 00:42:42,879 Speaker 1: You know what I mean, you feel what I'm saying. 832 00:42:44,120 --> 00:42:46,560 Speaker 1: That should be deep like that though crazy people, but 833 00:42:46,719 --> 00:42:49,120 Speaker 1: people they let you know that. People be deeping their 834 00:42:49,160 --> 00:42:51,760 Speaker 1: thoughts and their feelings. And it will make another motherfucker 835 00:42:51,800 --> 00:42:54,560 Speaker 1: to make you resent me because shot brought me a watch. 836 00:42:57,080 --> 00:43:00,120 Speaker 1: Ain't got ship to doing that right. She felt like 837 00:43:00,280 --> 00:43:03,759 Speaker 1: she should bring me And now I gotta got no 838 00:43:04,040 --> 00:43:11,040 Speaker 1: cod don't wants you to feel don't gotta way get 839 00:43:12,880 --> 00:43:18,520 Speaker 1: right ship man. Now that should be crazy because you 840 00:43:18,600 --> 00:43:24,200 Speaker 1: never like you can never you can never predict guess 841 00:43:25,120 --> 00:43:28,239 Speaker 1: whether she's gonna come from, how it's gonna come. You 842 00:43:28,320 --> 00:43:31,000 Speaker 1: just got bade to push through that ship, doc, because 843 00:43:31,040 --> 00:43:33,440 Speaker 1: you take you take that. You can't take people literally 844 00:43:33,520 --> 00:43:36,600 Speaker 1: what you call literally literally, Yeah, you can't take people 845 00:43:36,640 --> 00:43:38,279 Speaker 1: for that. You can't take. You gotta just be like 846 00:43:39,880 --> 00:43:41,600 Speaker 1: because once you do it, you put yourself in a 847 00:43:41,680 --> 00:43:46,839 Speaker 1: space to well because everybody's not gonna react the same. 848 00:43:47,760 --> 00:43:50,280 Speaker 1: I'm gonna rea my heart. So I'm gonna say whatever 849 00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:55,400 Speaker 1: like seconds seconds, I ain't saying ship. I'm just be like, 850 00:43:56,920 --> 00:43:59,359 Speaker 1: this is an exercise for me because I can think 851 00:43:59,600 --> 00:44:01,160 Speaker 1: and I just be like it don't need worth what 852 00:44:01,160 --> 00:44:05,239 Speaker 1: I'm gonna say, they don't need what you're signed up 853 00:44:05,320 --> 00:44:07,279 Speaker 1: because you don't miss. So many times did I take 854 00:44:07,280 --> 00:44:09,440 Speaker 1: ship so fun? And people be like, but black you 855 00:44:09,640 --> 00:44:12,160 Speaker 1: that seriously to you, it was y'all need to put 856 00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:13,880 Speaker 1: me up on that ten second shift. I need that 857 00:44:14,000 --> 00:44:17,560 Speaker 1: in my life. You got to ten seconds it the 858 00:44:17,560 --> 00:44:20,440 Speaker 1: way you feel now because I'll be having some problems 859 00:44:20,480 --> 00:44:23,520 Speaker 1: with my mouth could be different than ten seconds, just 860 00:44:23,560 --> 00:44:28,279 Speaker 1: that different. Will think about think about the arm the 861 00:44:28,360 --> 00:44:32,080 Speaker 1: mindset of with me coming up. It's not that a 862 00:44:32,080 --> 00:44:33,640 Speaker 1: lot of people would have a pistol on them, but 863 00:44:33,640 --> 00:44:35,320 Speaker 1: a lot of people had their pistol in their trunk 864 00:44:35,480 --> 00:44:37,080 Speaker 1: when I was a little A lot of my uncle 865 00:44:37,120 --> 00:44:40,040 Speaker 1: they had their pistol on their trunk. Seriously, when I 866 00:44:40,080 --> 00:44:43,239 Speaker 1: was smaller. Whatever you so, But what I'm saying once 867 00:44:43,280 --> 00:44:45,800 Speaker 1: you think I wanted a little um. But know what 868 00:44:45,800 --> 00:44:48,560 Speaker 1: I'm saying is the time, the time going from the 869 00:44:48,600 --> 00:44:51,279 Speaker 1: club to the car to get the pisto off the 870 00:44:51,320 --> 00:44:54,520 Speaker 1: trump But you still you're having to get it because 871 00:44:54,560 --> 00:44:56,759 Speaker 1: Nigga's got that ship on them. Now. Now I'm just 872 00:44:56,800 --> 00:45:00,520 Speaker 1: standing now, but I don't say it back. You might 873 00:45:00,520 --> 00:45:02,920 Speaker 1: get you might get kicked out the club. Get to 874 00:45:02,960 --> 00:45:04,960 Speaker 1: the car the pistol of the trunk. You might drive 875 00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:08,359 Speaker 1: your ass home. You might. Yeah, you see what I'm saying. 876 00:45:08,480 --> 00:45:11,759 Speaker 1: You got into it with Nigga's on you. You're gonna 877 00:45:11,800 --> 00:45:14,120 Speaker 1: react with it on you. Yeah, you're right. You see 878 00:45:14,120 --> 00:45:16,360 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. See that that's a good one, right, 879 00:45:16,400 --> 00:45:19,960 Speaker 1: that's because don't make plenty times niggland got to fighting ship. 880 00:45:20,120 --> 00:45:22,560 Speaker 1: You beat up my little believe. I get the pistol 881 00:45:22,719 --> 00:45:24,399 Speaker 1: thinking about like, man ain't fn to do that ship? 882 00:45:24,719 --> 00:45:26,880 Speaker 1: I had that pis you bought my little bust your 883 00:45:26,920 --> 00:45:31,200 Speaker 1: ass that wh right now, just like this day and time, 884 00:45:31,239 --> 00:45:33,920 Speaker 1: you have to reframe from getting into arguments with people 885 00:45:33,920 --> 00:45:37,719 Speaker 1: because they everybody s everybody You never know like what 886 00:45:38,239 --> 00:45:43,280 Speaker 1: going through some cowboys like everybody. It might not even conceal, 887 00:45:43,440 --> 00:45:47,839 Speaker 1: Yeah exactly, everybody smoke and fucking. Then you'll be laid 888 00:45:47,880 --> 00:45:50,520 Speaker 1: out for Like that's why I stopped the roll race ship. 889 00:45:50,560 --> 00:45:52,560 Speaker 1: I'm like, you know what, I don't make a real 890 00:45:52,600 --> 00:45:54,359 Speaker 1: far withard that I'm working on my row rage, But 891 00:45:54,440 --> 00:45:57,120 Speaker 1: like I'm offen. You got it, bro, you had a 892 00:45:57,200 --> 00:45:59,680 Speaker 1: parking spide. You can call me a nigger, you can 893 00:45:59,680 --> 00:46:02,280 Speaker 1: call me a bit. You got it bro ten seconds, 894 00:46:02,280 --> 00:46:05,200 Speaker 1: I'm going to try that. And when I'm in certain 895 00:46:05,239 --> 00:46:08,040 Speaker 1: certain moods, I don't even ask my phone. Yeah, I 896 00:46:09,200 --> 00:46:15,200 Speaker 1: even reject that to people. Yeah yeah, because they ain't 897 00:46:15,239 --> 00:46:19,000 Speaker 1: even my my energy, my energies. What's up? What's up? Yeah, 898 00:46:19,520 --> 00:46:21,600 Speaker 1: what's up? What's up? You know what I'm saying. I 899 00:46:21,800 --> 00:46:24,239 Speaker 1: picked up a phone, like what's up? Like, I just 900 00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:27,800 Speaker 1: like I don't even want to put that on you. 901 00:46:28,080 --> 00:46:30,040 Speaker 1: I'm saying, I don't even like being around people like 902 00:46:30,080 --> 00:46:32,000 Speaker 1: when I'm not in a good mood, because it's it's 903 00:46:32,080 --> 00:46:34,440 Speaker 1: weird because like normally, like I'm in a good mood, 904 00:46:34,719 --> 00:46:36,279 Speaker 1: but like when I'm not in a good mood, like 905 00:46:36,360 --> 00:46:38,280 Speaker 1: that ship can go either way. And I don't even 906 00:46:38,920 --> 00:46:41,319 Speaker 1: want that. I don't give a funk what people think. 907 00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:45,360 Speaker 1: But I don't even want to like offend anybody to 908 00:46:45,480 --> 00:46:48,319 Speaker 1: make them feel like it was them when I know 909 00:46:48,400 --> 00:46:52,200 Speaker 1: that it's me. You see what I'm saying, Like ego 910 00:46:52,320 --> 00:46:57,440 Speaker 1: to ego as a motherucker, Yeah, I'm just still thinking 911 00:46:57,440 --> 00:47:00,080 Speaker 1: about resentment and envy and all that. A lot that 912 00:47:00,120 --> 00:47:02,360 Speaker 1: ship come from ego to all of it, because you 913 00:47:02,360 --> 00:47:06,120 Speaker 1: can be you could be knowing you wrong. But it's 914 00:47:06,120 --> 00:47:08,600 Speaker 1: certainly ship that I can use to say you wrong. 915 00:47:09,520 --> 00:47:12,600 Speaker 1: So I've got that erased my wrong and just focus 916 00:47:12,640 --> 00:47:14,839 Speaker 1: on this because my ego won't let me be like 917 00:47:15,520 --> 00:47:17,960 Speaker 1: we can turn this ship like said, I did some 918 00:47:18,000 --> 00:47:20,919 Speaker 1: bullshit to you, bro my bad Like niggas ain't gonna 919 00:47:21,000 --> 00:47:23,640 Speaker 1: say that, and then you scream, chance to say, what ship, 920 00:47:23,640 --> 00:47:25,560 Speaker 1: I did some bullshit because you did some bullshit. But 921 00:47:25,600 --> 00:47:28,919 Speaker 1: it's all bullshit, so fucking problem solved that she ain't 922 00:47:28,920 --> 00:47:30,520 Speaker 1: gonna never be like that because at the end of 923 00:47:30,560 --> 00:47:32,560 Speaker 1: the day, nigga, I gotta live up to what I 924 00:47:32,640 --> 00:47:35,640 Speaker 1: just told Jake. You know what I'm saying, I got 925 00:47:35,600 --> 00:47:38,120 Speaker 1: to live up what I just said, fuck you for life. 926 00:47:38,200 --> 00:47:43,080 Speaker 1: So that way, because you think that that person might think, 927 00:47:43,080 --> 00:47:47,680 Speaker 1: oh he getting solve even though I secretly miss you. 928 00:47:46,719 --> 00:47:52,759 Speaker 1: Set no no, no no. You know a lot of 929 00:47:52,760 --> 00:47:56,080 Speaker 1: people be like talking about people or whatever whatever when 930 00:47:56,520 --> 00:47:59,840 Speaker 1: they know that they themselves personally we're in the wrong. 931 00:48:00,560 --> 00:48:02,839 Speaker 1: But like you said, you gotta stand on it once 932 00:48:02,880 --> 00:48:05,880 Speaker 1: you say something to somebody about it. But like you 933 00:48:05,920 --> 00:48:08,759 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, you secretly missed that person, and 934 00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:13,160 Speaker 1: that's what's fueling the rest of the anger. Like and 935 00:48:13,360 --> 00:48:17,719 Speaker 1: preventing you from sucking apologizing because you know what I'm saying, Like, 936 00:48:17,960 --> 00:48:19,759 Speaker 1: you know that you're wrong, you know that you're sucked up. 937 00:48:20,200 --> 00:48:22,000 Speaker 1: You know that this person knows that you were wrong. 938 00:48:22,040 --> 00:48:23,920 Speaker 1: You sucked up, and that's why they're not working with you. 939 00:48:24,200 --> 00:48:28,120 Speaker 1: But you're trying to fucking recontrol the narrative and make 940 00:48:28,160 --> 00:48:29,719 Speaker 1: it seem like you're not the one that is wrong 941 00:48:29,760 --> 00:48:32,200 Speaker 1: and you were wronged by the person that didn't do 942 00:48:32,280 --> 00:48:34,880 Speaker 1: you wrong. So that's like creating a whole bunch of bullshit. 943 00:48:34,920 --> 00:48:36,719 Speaker 1: You're telling all these people this and that about the 944 00:48:36,760 --> 00:48:39,200 Speaker 1: situation and this person and blah blah blah, and it's 945 00:48:39,200 --> 00:48:41,719 Speaker 1: spreading and getting bigger, and now it's completely out of 946 00:48:41,760 --> 00:48:47,480 Speaker 1: hand for some ship that you did. You're right, right, right, 947 00:48:48,440 --> 00:48:52,640 Speaker 1: because at the end of the day, yeah, me and 948 00:48:52,680 --> 00:48:54,080 Speaker 1: you was at the point the where it's fuck you, 949 00:48:54,160 --> 00:48:56,680 Speaker 1: fuck you. We ain't gotta we get on the phone, 950 00:48:56,719 --> 00:48:59,200 Speaker 1: start talking like I just talked one of my protums 951 00:48:59,560 --> 00:49:01,600 Speaker 1: that ain't talk to. When we got on the phone, 952 00:49:01,640 --> 00:49:03,719 Speaker 1: you start trying to say, goddamn little ship, bro, I 953 00:49:03,719 --> 00:49:05,399 Speaker 1: won't need to hear it. I don't need to hear 954 00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:08,160 Speaker 1: like we don't need to breakdown whatever, because I said 955 00:49:08,200 --> 00:49:09,799 Speaker 1: all the worst ship I can say about you because 956 00:49:09,800 --> 00:49:12,560 Speaker 1: it was fuck you, and I'm pretty sure you did too. 957 00:49:13,440 --> 00:49:15,680 Speaker 1: But if we were saying that space no more. That's 958 00:49:15,680 --> 00:49:19,319 Speaker 1: what it is. But some people have to have to 959 00:49:19,320 --> 00:49:22,319 Speaker 1: stand on that because I don't said fuck you to 960 00:49:22,440 --> 00:49:26,319 Speaker 1: somebody that I don't want to see. That is not 961 00:49:26,400 --> 00:49:29,120 Speaker 1: fucking You get what I'm saying. So now I gotta 962 00:49:29,160 --> 00:49:31,960 Speaker 1: got them fake stand on this ship. Bro, I don't 963 00:49:31,960 --> 00:49:34,800 Speaker 1: get what you said whoever, whatever you said too, because 964 00:49:34,880 --> 00:49:36,719 Speaker 1: that's how you're supposed to felt because I felt the 965 00:49:36,719 --> 00:49:39,760 Speaker 1: same way about you. You get what I'm saying. So, nigga, 966 00:49:39,960 --> 00:49:41,759 Speaker 1: that's that's what that is. Leave that. I leave all 967 00:49:41,800 --> 00:49:44,560 Speaker 1: that back though. You know what I'm saying. We you 968 00:49:44,600 --> 00:49:47,520 Speaker 1: know this ship I'm sucked up because certain ships I'm 969 00:49:47,520 --> 00:49:49,200 Speaker 1: being said, this ship, I'm sucked up the bund that 970 00:49:49,280 --> 00:49:51,840 Speaker 1: we got. But this ain't put us in a warp position. 971 00:49:52,680 --> 00:49:53,960 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. We might gonna never be 972 00:49:54,080 --> 00:49:57,560 Speaker 1: what we was, but we're not this. You get what 973 00:49:57,560 --> 00:50:01,560 Speaker 1: I'm saying. This, she ain't gonna be ugly, right, Yeah. Now, 974 00:50:01,600 --> 00:50:03,800 Speaker 1: I take the look that that that takes, that takes, 975 00:50:03,800 --> 00:50:05,480 Speaker 1: that take even more of being a man. I mean, 976 00:50:05,920 --> 00:50:09,160 Speaker 1: just an example, I mean for you and Drake exactly, 977 00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:12,000 Speaker 1: I gotta put a lot of ship behind them. They 978 00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:13,799 Speaker 1: can't keep talking about that old ship and they ain't 979 00:50:13,800 --> 00:50:18,200 Speaker 1: about to be best friends, but they still be exist. 980 00:50:17,320 --> 00:50:20,799 Speaker 1: Still feel I still heard some ship that you that 981 00:50:20,960 --> 00:50:23,000 Speaker 1: hit me a certain way that where you said that 982 00:50:23,080 --> 00:50:25,120 Speaker 1: you meant that you know what I'm saying. And I 983 00:50:25,200 --> 00:50:28,040 Speaker 1: kind of feel like that you know what I'm saying, 984 00:50:28,200 --> 00:50:35,839 Speaker 1: Like I'm kind of nerves so that that will never erase. Yeah, yeah, 985 00:50:35,840 --> 00:50:37,439 Speaker 1: it'd be different when you feel it, like the Negga 986 00:50:37,440 --> 00:50:40,160 Speaker 1: station ship about you, and you feel that ship, that's 987 00:50:40,200 --> 00:50:43,440 Speaker 1: when it pride kick in. And and that's why that 988 00:50:43,480 --> 00:50:47,000 Speaker 1: tense seconds is so important, exactly, especially even in households 989 00:50:47,000 --> 00:50:49,840 Speaker 1: and relationships in fact mostly like now, that's why I 990 00:50:49,880 --> 00:50:53,000 Speaker 1: got it from him on the relationship ship, Like because Nigga, 991 00:50:53,840 --> 00:50:56,719 Speaker 1: your first reaction gonna be what bitch, you know what 992 00:50:56,760 --> 00:51:02,600 Speaker 1: I'm saying. What it is like else like bitch fuck you? 993 00:51:02,800 --> 00:51:05,800 Speaker 1: Right what I'm saying is because I'm upset. You know 994 00:51:05,840 --> 00:51:08,520 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It's never fuck you, but right now, 995 00:51:08,560 --> 00:51:11,680 Speaker 1: bitch fuck you? Right when when you can be like 996 00:51:12,200 --> 00:51:14,480 Speaker 1: ten sex and be like let me find it, blunt 997 00:51:14,560 --> 00:51:17,840 Speaker 1: up up and say bitching. 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