WEBVTT - “I LIVE IN A CAVE” 0:00:00.040 --> 0:00:03.400 Hello, It's so amazing to talk to you. Finally. I 0:00:03.480 --> 0:00:05.119 tried to call so many times. 0:00:06.000 --> 0:00:07.000 What's your name, sir? 0:00:07.480 --> 0:00:10.000 I can go by caveman, but you can also give 0:00:10.039 --> 0:00:12.080 me a name, and like, I. 0:00:12.119 --> 0:00:14.280 Like cave man. Where are you calling from? Cave man? 0:00:15.680 --> 0:00:17.000 From the actual cave. 0:00:17.920 --> 0:00:19.520 You're calling from a cave. 0:00:20.320 --> 0:00:22.040 Yes, the cave. 0:00:22.160 --> 0:00:27.240 Yeah, you're a caveman and you're calling from the cave. 0:00:29.400 --> 0:00:31.920 Yes, I do. I'm calling from the cave. Is there 0:00:31.960 --> 0:00:36.280 sound quality? Okay, I can go my other cave that 0:00:36.479 --> 0:00:39.120 is a little bit less windy. 0:00:39.720 --> 0:00:43.040 You have hold on, hold on, slow down from my brother. 0:00:43.120 --> 0:00:47.880 You have two caves, yeah, yeah, I do. In this economy, 0:00:47.960 --> 0:00:50.520 like you have two caves. 0:00:50.760 --> 0:00:53.479 Yeah yeah. And there's a lot of free apartments. So 0:00:53.640 --> 0:00:58.360 if anyone want to join, come in. 0:00:59.680 --> 0:01:01.959 I think people need to. I think the people need 0:01:02.000 --> 0:01:03.680 to get to know you a little bit before they 0:01:04.000 --> 0:01:05.679 take you up on your offer to live in a 0:01:05.720 --> 0:01:06.319 cave with you. 0:01:06.920 --> 0:01:11.520 Yeah, yeah, yeah. This is like a free space for 0:01:11.600 --> 0:01:13.920 everyone who know of it. 0:01:14.360 --> 0:01:17.880 And yeah, are you or are you friends? 0:01:19.920 --> 0:01:27.040 No? I am Polish originally, but now I'm in Teneris. 0:01:27.440 --> 0:01:30.000 That is the this is the island that is a 0:01:30.280 --> 0:01:35.000 part of Spain, and yeah, I'm cheating. I'm homeless and 0:01:35.120 --> 0:01:36.039 I'm living in the cave. 0:01:38.120 --> 0:01:44.480 You are living in a cave on an island in Spain, Yes, 0:01:44.640 --> 0:01:51.520 I do. The phone reception is quite The phone reception 0:01:51.560 --> 0:01:53.600 there is quite good. 0:01:54.040 --> 0:01:59.000 Oh that's great. Yeah, I'm pretty high on the like 0:02:00.080 --> 0:02:06.200 the mountain. So yeah, so I'm glad. 0:02:06.720 --> 0:02:07.200 Interesting. 0:02:07.280 --> 0:02:10.640 Oh I'm a little bit shaking. I am very stressed 0:02:10.639 --> 0:02:13.239 out by this phone call. I didn't thought I'm gonna 0:02:13.919 --> 0:02:17.240 get in and I'm really happy to talk to you finally. 0:02:17.320 --> 0:02:19.200 Brother, you live in a cave. How are you getting 0:02:19.200 --> 0:02:22.720 stressed out about a phone call? 0:02:22.800 --> 0:02:23.000 Right? 0:02:25.760 --> 0:02:29.480 Yeah? Phone calls are hard, and also I really want 0:02:29.480 --> 0:02:33.160 to talk to you. And I like listen to pretty 0:02:33.240 --> 0:02:36.360 much all of your podcasts. I'm there, I'm searching in 0:02:36.400 --> 0:02:40.920 the Spotify and I'm like a only if you left listen. 0:02:40.720 --> 0:02:44.440 To m Yeah, I got a bunch of texts from 0:02:44.440 --> 0:02:46.480 you on the Google voice line where you were. You 0:02:46.520 --> 0:02:50.000 were talking about yes, cave thing, and I never I 0:02:50.040 --> 0:02:52.800 never called you back because I wanted to wait for 0:02:52.840 --> 0:02:55.640 the time to be right. But here we are, and 0:02:55.720 --> 0:03:02.040 I'm very curious about this whole cave thing. So what's 0:03:02.080 --> 0:03:04.919 your story? Cave man. How did you end up living 0:03:04.960 --> 0:03:05.560 in a cave? 0:03:08.120 --> 0:03:12.960 Hmmm, it's a kind of long story, like my whole 0:03:13.000 --> 0:03:20.839 life like contributed to uh to me being in this place. Ah, 0:03:20.880 --> 0:03:22.960 So do you want to like the whole life story 0:03:23.080 --> 0:03:27.639 or just how I know about this place and why 0:03:27.720 --> 0:03:28.320 I live here? 0:03:28.400 --> 0:03:33.840 Right now, let's do the whole life story. This is uh, 0:03:33.960 --> 0:03:37.440 this might this could end up being a whole podcast 0:03:37.640 --> 0:03:41.480 worth of uh information here. I'm I'm I'm down to 0:03:41.520 --> 0:03:43.160 hear it. Yeah. 0:03:43.200 --> 0:03:46.320 Yeah, I listened to the guy. 0:03:47.640 --> 0:03:48.040 Like to you. 0:03:48.440 --> 0:03:56.080 Oh fuck, I listened to the recently the podcast you 0:03:56.120 --> 0:03:58.600 did with the guy who like travel over around the 0:03:58.640 --> 0:04:03.960 world and and done some crazy shit with some airplanes 0:04:04.040 --> 0:04:08.560 and that was so crazy. And yeah, I am kind 0:04:08.560 --> 0:04:10.840 of like this guy. I want to be like this guy. 0:04:10.880 --> 0:04:13.880 I want to travel the world. All right. So I 0:04:13.920 --> 0:04:18.400 am currently twenty years old. I'm gonna be twenty one 0:04:18.520 --> 0:04:30.600 in in a month in May. And oh, I'm sorry, 0:04:30.640 --> 0:04:42.640 I'm very stressed out, very fonko. So I am. I'm 0:04:42.640 --> 0:04:46.480 an orphan and I'm autistic. So this is the two 0:04:46.600 --> 0:04:50.760 biggest things that I think contributed. Being autistic and being 0:04:50.839 --> 0:04:55.680 an orphan. And so my father died when I was twelve, 0:04:55.720 --> 0:05:00.479 and my mother when I was fifteen, and I pretty 0:05:00.600 --> 0:05:02.800 much my whole life was kind of and I was 0:05:02.880 --> 0:05:05.040 kind of on my own, and I was taking care 0:05:05.080 --> 0:05:08.000 of my little brother brother, and I was living with 0:05:08.040 --> 0:05:17.040 my grandma for a while. And when I was eighteen 0:05:17.080 --> 0:05:21.400 and I finished school, I moved out to the bigger 0:05:21.480 --> 0:05:27.400 city and did that for a few months. But the 0:05:27.480 --> 0:05:34.920 depression was crumbling me to the dust. And like two 0:05:35.000 --> 0:05:42.440 years ago I kind of explored more like alternative communities 0:05:42.640 --> 0:05:54.800 people and I discovered that the tenor If and the 0:05:54.880 --> 0:05:59.120 people told me about the Tenerif and the case and 0:05:59.360 --> 0:06:05.120 that people live here in the middle of nowhere sometimes 0:06:06.640 --> 0:06:08.960 and I wanted to try it out, so I did 0:06:09.360 --> 0:06:14.080 five months ago. I've been here for sixteen days, sixteen 0:06:14.120 --> 0:06:17.919 based like check it out, and it was cool. It 0:06:18.040 --> 0:06:21.839 was very cool. And when the life in the in 0:06:22.040 --> 0:06:30.720 Poland like crumbled because of the depression and of the cold, 0:06:30.880 --> 0:06:38.240 and it was I am, yeah, I'm kind of stressed out. 0:06:40.279 --> 0:06:49.159 I decided to leave everything behind me, school, money, everything, 0:06:49.320 --> 0:06:51.840 and I just I'm just living in a case and 0:06:51.880 --> 0:06:52.720 I'm having fun. 0:06:54.200 --> 0:06:56.720 So on this island, do you live alone in this case? 0:06:56.720 --> 0:06:58.200 Does anyone else live on this island. 0:07:00.120 --> 0:07:02.640 No, there's a lot of people on this island. It's 0:07:03.000 --> 0:07:09.080 very touristy islands, and there's also local people that lives 0:07:09.080 --> 0:07:15.360 here and they don't really like tourists because hotels are everywhere. 0:07:16.160 --> 0:07:18.120 And yeah, there's a lot of people living in the 0:07:18.160 --> 0:07:21.480 cave in the place I am. I'm not gonna like 0:07:21.600 --> 0:07:32.080 specify the city because I don't want to like who. 0:07:32.800 --> 0:07:36.040 I don't want to get too much attention for the 0:07:36.080 --> 0:07:38.240 people who live there because they want to live in 0:07:38.240 --> 0:07:38.640 the peace. 0:07:39.400 --> 0:07:42.120 So you live Do you live alone in this cave 0:07:42.200 --> 0:07:44.080 or are there other people living in the cave? 0:07:45.520 --> 0:07:48.840 Yeah, I'm living alone. There's a lot of like caves 0:07:48.960 --> 0:07:53.760 near me, but in my sport it don't have really neighbors. 0:07:53.800 --> 0:07:57.560 I have one guy who has like communal cave when 0:07:58.400 --> 0:08:01.360 a lot of people like the eye and we cook 0:08:01.440 --> 0:08:05.840 food and we like hang out together. But I am 0:08:05.880 --> 0:08:10.680 pretty much alone and I really need that to to 0:08:10.800 --> 0:08:14.240 get more impendent independent of myself. And I have like 0:08:14.400 --> 0:08:20.520 solar panels and yeah, I'm doing okay, mm hmmmm. 0:08:22.560 --> 0:08:27.640 Mm hmmm. So what do you Yeah, what's the setup 0:08:27.720 --> 0:08:29.360 like in this cave? Do you pay? Do you are 0:08:29.360 --> 0:08:31.880 you just like squatting in this cave, Like, how'd you 0:08:31.920 --> 0:08:35.560 find the cave? What's the square footage the cave? What 0:08:35.600 --> 0:08:38.000 do you how much do you pay for rent in 0:08:38.040 --> 0:08:41.480 the cave? What's what's the what's the rundown exactly? 0:08:43.640 --> 0:08:47.360 And so yeah, you need to find it. There's like 0:08:47.520 --> 0:08:50.880 caves that are already built by someone and they just 0:08:51.040 --> 0:08:54.320 left out because a lot of people come here in 0:08:54.400 --> 0:09:00.680 the winter and then go back to their countries when 0:09:00.679 --> 0:09:04.079 it starts to get too warm. There are some people 0:09:04.120 --> 0:09:08.840 who live on this island the whole air because the 0:09:08.920 --> 0:09:15.559 temperature doesn't really go more than ten degrees sales use 0:09:16.480 --> 0:09:20.080 I don't know, I know you use fineheit late, I know, 0:09:20.760 --> 0:09:25.040 I don't know. Yeah, so I found myself a cave. 0:09:27.720 --> 0:09:31.640 I mean it's a hole in the rock. So this 0:09:31.800 --> 0:09:37.240 kind of cave and Polish there's two different words for 0:09:37.440 --> 0:09:40.320 like because the cave is deeper deeper and you can 0:09:40.440 --> 0:09:43.240 like go in the tunnels and this is like a 0:09:43.240 --> 0:09:47.920 hole in the rock? Is it? Do you have like 0:09:50.640 --> 0:09:54.240 words or it? In English? 0:09:55.200 --> 0:09:57.200 We have Do I have a word for a hole 0:09:57.280 --> 0:09:57.800 in a rock? 0:09:59.440 --> 0:10:05.400 Yeah? I think there's like two words for it, and 0:10:05.559 --> 0:10:08.520 one is a cave. Everybody called it cave here. So 0:10:09.360 --> 0:10:10.959 it's a cave pretty much. 0:10:11.040 --> 0:10:12.920 Yeah, I yeah, a hole in a rock. That sounds 0:10:13.120 --> 0:10:15.280 I guess that's what a cave is. It's a hole 0:10:15.400 --> 0:10:18.040 in a big in a rock. That's probably not true 0:10:18.080 --> 0:10:22.520 at all, but okay, So do you have a bed 0:10:22.600 --> 0:10:24.480 in this cave or do you sleep on the floor? 0:10:26.679 --> 0:10:30.000 I found too mattresses and I actually this is a 0:10:30.200 --> 0:10:33.360 better mattress than I have in than I had in Poland. 0:10:34.400 --> 0:10:37.199 And it's pretty comfy. I found a lot of it's 0:10:37.240 --> 0:10:41.840 pretty cozy. It's very cozy. And creating my own like 0:10:41.960 --> 0:10:44.959 personal space from the things I found it in the 0:10:45.040 --> 0:10:51.560 trash was amazing. And I love to live here and 0:10:51.640 --> 0:10:56.280 spending time here to draw, hang out with friends that 0:10:56.320 --> 0:10:58.920 I invite. Yeah, this is a very cool space. 0:11:00.040 --> 0:11:02.280 M hm hmm. See you have friends on this island. 0:11:02.280 --> 0:11:04.080 You're not like alone. You sound like you have a 0:11:04.080 --> 0:11:06.240 pretty good life on this island. You're not alone. You 0:11:06.320 --> 0:11:10.320 have homies, you have you have cave nights. You have 0:11:10.440 --> 0:11:11.960 board game night at the cave. 0:11:16.880 --> 0:11:19.800 Yeah, we didn't have a board games, but we sometimes 0:11:19.840 --> 0:11:22.040 play chest chess. 0:11:21.880 --> 0:11:28.800 As a board game. Yeah it is all right, So 0:11:29.080 --> 0:11:31.160 all right, so I I here's the thing. What's your 0:11:31.320 --> 0:11:34.880 cave man, I'm gonna play a cave man. Yeah, I'm 0:11:34.960 --> 0:11:39.000 still trying to get a picture of what you're like. 0:11:39.040 --> 0:11:43.160 I'm trying to imagine what the cave looks like. 0:11:43.760 --> 0:11:49.800 Okay, So, so. 0:11:47.760 --> 0:11:49.960 How do you eat? Like we eat? What food do 0:11:50.040 --> 0:11:50.680 you consume? 0:11:54.320 --> 0:11:56.360 I eat from the trash? 0:11:57.080 --> 0:11:57.760 Are you serious? 0:11:59.000 --> 0:11:59.240 Yeah? 0:12:00.120 --> 0:12:03.439 You eat from the trash man? Like yeah, yeah, okay, 0:12:03.520 --> 0:12:07.760 so other people so other people, like like I said, 0:12:07.760 --> 0:12:10.679 there's a big tourist the island, right, So, like folks 0:12:10.800 --> 0:12:16.040 come and they waste a bunch of food and you 0:12:16.120 --> 0:12:18.120 go dumpster diving and you and you get food from 0:12:18.120 --> 0:12:21.200 the trash. 0:12:20.760 --> 0:12:26.280 And basically, yeah, I don't go to like normal trush 0:12:26.280 --> 0:12:29.040 when you can fight like everywhere from the homes or 0:12:29.080 --> 0:12:35.080 the hotels. But they go to like big market shops 0:12:35.120 --> 0:12:37.720 and they throw out like a lot a lot of 0:12:37.760 --> 0:12:42.320 stuff because the packaging or damage or it's like one 0:12:42.440 --> 0:12:44.920 or two days out of date and they cannot sell it. 0:12:46.080 --> 0:12:49.520 You would be surprised how much food is waste. Yesterday, 0:12:50.880 --> 0:12:56.920 I've been with my friends who just visited me two 0:12:57.040 --> 0:13:02.840 days ago, and we were on the on the dumpster 0:13:02.880 --> 0:13:09.400 diving mission and we found like a block of cheeseichi 0:13:09.600 --> 0:13:14.000 I don't know how to say it properly, and some 0:13:15.200 --> 0:13:25.560 chiesa and mozzarella cheese and old spinach, bananas and yeah, 0:13:25.760 --> 0:13:28.839 some veggies, a lot, a lot of stuff. And I 0:13:29.120 --> 0:13:33.920 yesterday I made like nyoki with tomatoes with the heavy 0:13:33.960 --> 0:13:40.160 cream sauce, spinach and most and three types of cheeses. 0:13:40.679 --> 0:13:42.360 So I eat pretty good. 0:13:43.240 --> 0:13:48.760 Mm hmmm mm hmmmm. So you have friends that visit. 0:13:48.960 --> 0:13:53.320 So these friends that were visiting, are they friends from Poland? 0:13:53.360 --> 0:13:55.439 Or these are friends from the island that you made. 0:13:58.240 --> 0:14:00.280 I have a lot of friends from different countries. Is 0:14:00.520 --> 0:14:05.800 that I had. I had a friend with I'm gonna 0:14:05.800 --> 0:14:10.679 call her Sky because she wears all blue. She is 0:14:10.760 --> 0:14:14.920 kind of like a sky. And she's very hard to 0:14:15.040 --> 0:14:19.440 talk to get the contact with her because she doesn't 0:14:19.560 --> 0:14:28.680 use any sort of media and she's only using the text. 0:14:29.440 --> 0:14:33.400 And we have seen each other like three times in 0:14:33.840 --> 0:14:38.120 my life. And I just thought about about her and 0:14:38.160 --> 0:14:40.720 I called her and I told her, Hey, mom, I 0:14:40.760 --> 0:14:42.960 do you want to come? And she yeah, I'm gonna 0:14:43.000 --> 0:14:47.440 visit you for a month. And so yeah, she she's here. 0:14:49.120 --> 0:14:54.000 Oh cool. Yeah, So you have a friend, you have 0:14:54.000 --> 0:14:55.680 a friend who's staying with you for a month. 0:14:57.440 --> 0:15:00.360 Yeah, basically I'm gonna give her much in my one 0:15:00.560 --> 0:15:04.520 cave like or just her. But today we we are 0:15:04.560 --> 0:15:09.880 sleeping together because there was big grain and we need 0:15:09.920 --> 0:15:13.800 to like my one of my I'm sorry, I'm so 0:15:13.960 --> 0:15:17.840 stressed out. I had this whole conversation out in my mind. 0:15:17.920 --> 0:15:21.360 I thought about calling you so many do me, do me? 0:15:21.440 --> 0:15:23.400 Do me here? Listen, cave man, do me do me 0:15:23.440 --> 0:15:25.440 a favor? Haven't this listen? I know you said you 0:15:25.480 --> 0:15:27.520 had this whole conversation planned out in your mind. But 0:15:27.920 --> 0:15:31.880 abandon your plan. Abandon whatever you had planned out in 0:15:31.920 --> 0:15:32.400 your mind. 0:15:32.800 --> 0:15:33.040 You know. 0:15:34.080 --> 0:15:37.160 Yeah, I'm just curious about I have. I have a 0:15:37.200 --> 0:15:41.640 lot of uh just I mean, you live in a 0:15:41.680 --> 0:15:44.400 cave man. I have a lot of questions. Yeah, you know, 0:15:44.600 --> 0:15:46.360 you don't have to We don't. We don't have to 0:15:46.360 --> 0:15:49.560 follow any kind of plan. We can just we can 0:15:49.600 --> 0:15:52.840 just chit chat. Brother, There's nothing to be stressed out about. 0:15:54.800 --> 0:16:00.320 Yeah, when I like, have I want to, I'm like 0:16:00.400 --> 0:16:03.720 answer questions. I don't want to talk too much on 0:16:03.760 --> 0:16:06.840 my own because I'm gonna lose myself completely. 0:16:07.840 --> 0:16:12.360 So okay, so you dumpstered up? So do you? Okay? 0:16:12.360 --> 0:16:16.480 So I assume you don't like, uh uh, do you 0:16:16.560 --> 0:16:18.200 do you work on the island? 0:16:18.240 --> 0:16:18.600 Do you? 0:16:18.800 --> 0:16:23.880 Or are you kind of knowing like no money life, pretty. 0:16:23.600 --> 0:16:26.080 Much no money life. I have some money saved up, 0:16:27.200 --> 0:16:30.600 not a lot, but it's enough to survive. So if 0:16:30.600 --> 0:16:36.880 I need like buy toilet paper and there's no food 0:16:36.920 --> 0:16:40.280 in the trush, I am I can buy some foods 0:16:40.640 --> 0:16:43.640 and book low effort meal. 0:16:44.280 --> 0:16:48.280 Mm hmmm mm hmm. What's the weather like on this 0:16:48.520 --> 0:16:49.520 on this islands? 0:16:51.120 --> 0:16:57.760 Now, it's a rainy season and there's one cloud like 0:16:58.040 --> 0:17:02.760 small and the sky is all blow So this is 0:17:02.760 --> 0:17:08.119 how it is on this part of the island. There 0:17:08.240 --> 0:17:12.280 are I think seven or eight rainy days in the 0:17:12.280 --> 0:17:17.600 whole year, and today was the one that was rainy. 0:17:18.920 --> 0:17:23.480 Mm hmm. Yeah, I know if it's kind of kind 0:17:23.480 --> 0:17:29.159 of cool if like climate wise, because one part of 0:17:29.200 --> 0:17:32.080 the island is pretty much dry and you have like 0:17:32.359 --> 0:17:35.840 cacti everywhere and it's sand and it's pretty much better. 0:17:36.520 --> 0:17:40.480 And the other side is kind of like subtropical and 0:17:41.160 --> 0:17:46.000 their rain is like more present, and also you have trees, 0:17:46.400 --> 0:17:49.520 you have like pretty much little jungle. 0:17:50.720 --> 0:17:50.920 Hmm. 0:17:51.640 --> 0:17:52.600 What do you do all day? 0:17:55.119 --> 0:17:56.840 M hm h. 0:17:58.960 --> 0:18:06.600 Vibing, chilling, don't. I'm not stressing about anything really, and 0:18:06.640 --> 0:18:13.040 it's a physical change from my life in the past 0:18:13.359 --> 0:18:16.400 few years. M m hmm. 0:18:17.119 --> 0:18:19.840 What what was your life like in the past few years? 0:18:22.720 --> 0:18:29.800 Chaotic and with a lot of personal growth. So, yeah, 0:18:29.840 --> 0:18:36.720 I'm pretty young. I'm only twenty so and I finished 0:18:37.800 --> 0:18:43.720 school and I am a veterinary technician. And then and 0:18:43.760 --> 0:18:47.640 then I moved out to the bigger city mm hmm. 0:18:48.600 --> 0:18:53.920 And I lived in a few places and start living 0:18:53.960 --> 0:18:58.879 with my good friends and that was cooled to experience, 0:18:58.960 --> 0:19:06.000 like having living with actual, actual friends and and yeah, 0:19:06.359 --> 0:19:09.160 but I was fucking depressed all the time. 0:19:11.040 --> 0:19:14.199 Yeah, why do you think you were fucking depressed all 0:19:14.200 --> 0:19:14.520 the time? 0:19:16.720 --> 0:19:24.000 Hmmm. I didn't have a purpose and I the thing is, 0:19:25.960 --> 0:19:33.159 the most hard depression I had was like when the 0:19:33.160 --> 0:19:39.159 winter started and I like finished finished my veterinary school, 0:19:40.440 --> 0:19:44.000 and I moved out to the bigger city, and I 0:19:44.040 --> 0:19:47.600 am an orphan so until I am twenty five. I 0:19:47.680 --> 0:19:50.840 get the money from the government if if I am 0:19:50.960 --> 0:19:56.520 in the school system, so if I'm learning, I'm getting 0:19:56.560 --> 0:20:03.360 the money in So I went to like school when 0:20:03.359 --> 0:20:08.119 I had two days of actual learning, and then twelve 0:20:08.240 --> 0:20:13.600 days at twelve twelve days of free time, and I 0:20:13.680 --> 0:20:17.040 still get I was still getting the money, and the 0:20:17.119 --> 0:20:21.119 money was enough to don't work and just lay on 0:20:21.200 --> 0:20:25.840 my ass all day. And yeah, I didn't have space 0:20:26.080 --> 0:20:31.560 for like exploring my free time. And I was just 0:20:31.680 --> 0:20:34.800 sitting on my ass and lotting on my phone and 0:20:34.920 --> 0:20:41.200 it was so fucking depressing. So I needed to make 0:20:41.240 --> 0:20:45.000 a big change. And here I am looking on a 0:20:45.040 --> 0:20:48.520 beautiful mountain right now, and when I turned my head around, 0:20:48.840 --> 0:20:49.639 there's an ocean. 0:20:51.160 --> 0:20:54.480 Do you feel good about your big change? 0:20:55.359 --> 0:20:58.960 Yeah, this is probably one of the best decisions I 0:20:59.080 --> 0:20:59.880 made in my life. 0:21:00.040 --> 0:21:04.320 Mm hmm. Do you think about the future, Do you 0:21:04.359 --> 0:21:06.760 think about what you want to do or kind of 0:21:06.760 --> 0:21:09.560 what your life a lot will be like in the future. 0:21:09.640 --> 0:21:09.840 Yeah. 0:21:09.840 --> 0:21:11.560 When you think about the future, what kind of thoughts 0:21:11.560 --> 0:21:11.960 do you have? 0:21:14.160 --> 0:21:17.600 Yeah? Yeah, all the time, all the time. And it's 0:21:17.840 --> 0:21:26.399 pretty interesting in with how many in how many ways 0:21:26.440 --> 0:21:32.320 you can like experience life. And yeah, like I'm thinking 0:21:32.359 --> 0:21:37.760 about maybe buying a van, maybe go to work and 0:21:37.800 --> 0:21:40.560 save the money to buy a piece of land. Maybe 0:21:40.600 --> 0:21:45.920 here the land here it's it's very terristic, so it's 0:21:46.000 --> 0:21:52.199 kind of expensive. But there's also other islands. Because this 0:21:52.320 --> 0:21:57.960 is the group called Canary Islands and you can fight 0:21:58.119 --> 0:22:01.119 some you can find some like small piece of land 0:22:01.359 --> 0:22:05.480 that you can like grow fruits and build like small 0:22:05.800 --> 0:22:10.439 small house, and that would be cool to have. Like, 0:22:11.480 --> 0:22:15.280 I don't know if I'm so sorry about my English 0:22:15.359 --> 0:22:21.280 and meaning so stress out and I feel like I'm swallowing, 0:22:21.640 --> 0:22:29.280 swollowing my tongue all the time. Thank you, thank you, gig. Yeah, 0:22:29.280 --> 0:22:32.840 I'm feeling a lot how you can experience life and 0:22:34.520 --> 0:22:40.080 about the many ways you can live it, and I'm 0:22:40.080 --> 0:22:43.600 pretty excited about it. Yeah. 0:22:44.320 --> 0:22:47.200 Yeah, I mean, shit, man, you're fucking you're only twenty. 0:22:47.280 --> 0:22:55.000 I mean, you have so much life to experience. Yeah, 0:22:55.040 --> 0:22:57.159 that's the thing, man, is there are infinite ways to 0:22:57.280 --> 0:23:01.000 experience life. It can be a little overwhelming sometimes, I'm 0:23:01.040 --> 0:23:05.000 finding there are pretty infinite ways to experience life. I 0:23:05.000 --> 0:23:08.840 can be pretty overwhelming sometimes, but I mean, I'm just 0:23:08.920 --> 0:23:11.440 I'm glad to hear that you found you're finding some 0:23:11.560 --> 0:23:15.280 kind of you know, it sounds like you you have 0:23:15.440 --> 0:23:17.040 I mean, I know you say you're stressed out on 0:23:17.040 --> 0:23:19.639 this phone call, but is it is it fair to 0:23:19.680 --> 0:23:24.520 say that you generally feel. 0:23:26.040 --> 0:23:32.520 Peaceful for the first time in my life? I think, Yeah, 0:23:33.240 --> 0:23:39.399 it's wonderful. I feel I feel peaceful. My friends, like 0:23:40.640 --> 0:23:43.959 maybe an hour ago send me some sort of like 0:23:44.200 --> 0:23:48.639 out eating chart when when you have like the problems 0:23:48.640 --> 0:23:53.680 that autistic people struggle with. And she told me to 0:23:53.720 --> 0:23:56.480 feel it out and she's gonna feel it out with me. 0:23:57.240 --> 0:24:05.399 And it was in the like depression, anxiety, social, social 0:24:05.480 --> 0:24:10.280 skills and all that in the current season. And I 0:24:09.880 --> 0:24:14.640 filled it up and I was looking at the chart 0:24:14.800 --> 0:24:17.639 and I thought to myself, holy fuck, I improved so 0:24:17.840 --> 0:24:20.440 much and life is so great, and it would do 0:24:20.560 --> 0:24:25.879 so great decision. And when I filled it up, I 0:24:26.000 --> 0:24:30.800 made another one and I thought about the time and 0:24:31.520 --> 0:24:34.120 before getting on the island. 0:24:35.160 --> 0:24:37.800 And it was yeah, it was awful. 0:24:40.080 --> 0:24:46.479 Mm hmmmm. So you you filled out this chart, so 0:24:46.560 --> 0:24:51.639 you noticed a lot of significant positive like changes in 0:24:51.680 --> 0:24:55.359 your brain and life since moving to the islands. 0:24:56.080 --> 0:25:00.640 Yeah, mm hmm, it sounds. 0:25:00.440 --> 0:25:03.600 Like you've got a good It's funny because I guess 0:25:03.920 --> 0:25:06.400 when I first I was reading your text about living 0:25:06.400 --> 0:25:07.879 in a cave, I thought you were living kind of 0:25:08.000 --> 0:25:10.040 isolated life. But you actually seem like you have a 0:25:10.040 --> 0:25:11.440 good sense of community out there. 0:25:13.640 --> 0:25:16.760 Yeah, I have pretty much. Yeah, there's a lot of 0:25:16.760 --> 0:25:20.280 friends that I've met here, and also a lot of 0:25:20.280 --> 0:25:23.800 friends that I met on like because I mean, like 0:25:25.000 --> 0:25:30.399 I think social bubble of alternative people, of hippie people, 0:25:32.240 --> 0:25:35.000 so I met a lot a lot of them in 0:25:35.040 --> 0:25:41.280 the past years or like festivals, and I yeah, so 0:25:42.320 --> 0:25:44.800 I didn't even know that a lot of my friends 0:25:44.760 --> 0:25:47.320 are gonna be here. And I remember the first day 0:25:47.400 --> 0:25:54.119 that I arrived here, my friends that lives in the 0:25:54.200 --> 0:25:59.560 island now I think for the five months picked me out. 0:26:00.119 --> 0:26:03.679 We were going to uh to the play to the 0:26:03.800 --> 0:26:08.240 area where the caves are. And I've met like six 0:26:08.320 --> 0:26:11.000 people that I already know and I didn't know they 0:26:11.040 --> 0:26:12.640 are going to be on the island. 0:26:14.040 --> 0:26:16.560 So yeah, wait a minute, So there are people that 0:26:16.640 --> 0:26:18.920 you already knew and you didn't and then you didn't 0:26:18.960 --> 0:26:20.240 know they were going to be on the island when 0:26:20.240 --> 0:26:20.760 you got there. 0:26:23.359 --> 0:26:25.639 Yeah, the people that I met on the festivals, I 0:26:25.720 --> 0:26:31.119 mean not really my big friends, but yeah, the people 0:26:31.119 --> 0:26:34.480 that I know, and I like, interesting, what. 0:26:34.480 --> 0:26:36.399 Kind of festivals are they? Just are these just like 0:26:36.480 --> 0:26:38.480 music festivals. 0:26:38.880 --> 0:26:47.480 I'm kind of kind of yeah, music courses. I'm going 0:26:47.560 --> 0:26:51.760 to a lot like small festivals, maybe too up to 0:26:51.840 --> 0:26:58.000 two hundreds, four hundred people and mostly they are like 0:26:58.160 --> 0:27:00.680 in the nature and you can. 0:27:00.680 --> 0:27:03.919 Find a lot of people hippie people. 0:27:04.160 --> 0:27:09.119 Doing acid and ship yeah, and laying and rolling on 0:27:09.160 --> 0:27:12.160 the grass. Mm hm m hmm. 0:27:15.040 --> 0:27:17.720 That's interesting. How old are most of the people on 0:27:17.720 --> 0:27:20.119 this island, because you're pretty young. Is everyone else also 0:27:20.359 --> 0:27:23.120 around your age or is it kind. 0:27:23.040 --> 0:27:29.080 Of I'm I'm I'm the youngest one of the people 0:27:29.240 --> 0:27:36.360 they've met. I mean the people that lives on this island, 0:27:36.400 --> 0:27:40.280 and nor like in the hippi a on the caves 0:27:40.560 --> 0:27:47.320 or some like uh squats or anything. Is this squat? 0:27:47.359 --> 0:27:49.560 Is it the proper way to say it? 0:27:50.960 --> 0:27:51.240 Sure? 0:27:51.359 --> 0:27:57.439 Yeah, yeah, people squatting some yeah, yeah. Yeah. There's a 0:27:57.480 --> 0:28:02.040 lot of types of people coming here here, like hippie people. 0:28:02.720 --> 0:28:06.960 Basically all the people that are coming here are kind 0:28:07.000 --> 0:28:14.119 of out of normal social nons. So you can find 0:28:14.240 --> 0:28:20.240 like happy hippie people and also more like actual homeless people. 0:28:20.920 --> 0:28:25.640 Some of them are like drag addicts or something like that. 0:28:27.359 --> 0:28:35.679