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Speaker 1: What's up his slip service. I'm Ante Lay, I'm j McGuire,

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Speaker 1: I'm Jasmine Brand, I'm Laura Maura Mario. This is your

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Speaker 1: third time. You always pandemic yep, and then we did

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Speaker 1: it one time before that, So I think it's like crazy, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: we always have. It's just we always have a good time.

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Speaker 1: It's always were here, always thing to us. Thank you.

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Speaker 1: Of course he actually is a real singer, as we

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Speaker 1: learned the right fingers. If we didn't know, now that's crazy.

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Speaker 1: We don't know what live are different. Yeah, it is

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Speaker 1: as we learned during versus. We are right. I should

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Speaker 1: be on. I might be on. I mean, but your

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Speaker 1: people are trying to sabotage your boy. Nothing's talking about

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Speaker 1: you were trying to sabotage singers. I was, yeah, your

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Speaker 1: team we would never do. I'm playing just like believed

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Speaker 1: everybody got to have fair play. I never needed to,

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Speaker 1: you know, have the smoking mirrors and do like where's

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Speaker 1: no other artists do. I've had other artists try to

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Speaker 1: sabotage my situation of tours and different stuff. We ain't

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Speaker 1: got going to the detail, but like I already did not.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, everybody so with versus. You gotta understand versus. Really,

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Speaker 1: it's really set up for hip hop, right, Versus is

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Speaker 1: really like going back and forth. You want to bly

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Speaker 1: like old school like, that's what it feels like. So

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Speaker 1: I went to Versus with that in mind. I didn't

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Speaker 1: ask me, It's like, yo, so what's your set list? Bro?

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Speaker 1: I don't have a set when I was real, but

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Speaker 1: I didn't have a set list. I didn't have a

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Speaker 1: So for me, it was like, I'm gonna go with

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Speaker 1: the energy, goro, wherever the energy. That's that's why my

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Speaker 1: set felt like, I'm like, yo, break it down, just

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Speaker 1: But I also knew that was people watching at home.

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Speaker 1: So my mindset was like, I gotta sing the boat.

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Speaker 1: That's how Yeah, that's why it wor right. You did

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Speaker 1: a great job. That was amazing. It's funny because I

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Speaker 1: feel like you do be trying to mind your business

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Speaker 1: all the time, but my money is on my business.

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Speaker 1: I ain't gonna latch you, right, That's how I always been.

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Speaker 1: But that type of thing is like, it's so it's

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Speaker 1: so raw and a lot of people don't know who

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Speaker 1: I really am out side of social media. In your

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Speaker 1: favorite it really did. I think it caught people on

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Speaker 1: guard though we're off guard. Yeah, And I do want

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Speaker 1: to say and I want to somebody gave me a

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Speaker 1: message for you. Shout out to all the homies on

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Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, no like, because I think that

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Speaker 1: as R and B artist, we got to support each other.

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, And all my brothers on

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Speaker 1: there that that you know, I've been doing this for

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Speaker 1: so long. We've been in a game. We're still here.

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Speaker 1: So it's a blessing. But nobody ever tried to sabotage.

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Speaker 1: Shout out to R s v P. Yeah, shout out

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Speaker 1: to R s v P squad like we did. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: what what do you skirted? And on herself where you

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Speaker 1: were happening? So anyway, Yeah, so back to that, I

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Speaker 1: have a message for you from someone being that your

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Speaker 1: self titled debut album is twenty years old, so you okay,

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Speaker 1: who is my boss? That I heard? I was just

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Speaker 1: earlier and I was like, oh, yeah, I'm going to

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Speaker 1: tell him. I said, hi. She was like, I did

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Speaker 1: is it's so humbling to see, like, you know, just

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Speaker 1: then as I got older, I started getting into mysticism.

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Speaker 1: until me just studying everything from anti aging two to

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Speaker 1: but I practiced in them. Life in a real time Islam,

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying, that ship and was like we can

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Speaker 1: this shot off. Like I got behind the scenes stuff

426
00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:17,679
Speaker 1: like we're freezing, like but we got what did you

427
00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:22,560
Speaker 1: have on under It's like some shorts like swimming trunk

428
00:22:22,640 --> 00:22:25,479
Speaker 1: shorts are like no, I had on some pets, but

429
00:22:25,520 --> 00:22:27,200
Speaker 1: I had on shorts under there. But that was it.

430
00:22:27,200 --> 00:22:30,160
Speaker 1: But it didn't matter. The water was like five degrees.

431
00:22:31,040 --> 00:22:34,200
Speaker 1: It wash. It was cold, but that's actually good. You know,

432
00:22:35,080 --> 00:22:40,480
Speaker 1: my acupuncturists to take to like ice beads. I do that,

433
00:22:40,640 --> 00:22:44,040
Speaker 1: but that's different because you're like literally like sitting in

434
00:22:44,080 --> 00:22:46,760
Speaker 1: there having the same music. Having it was a lot.

435
00:22:47,119 --> 00:22:49,680
Speaker 1: I didn't realize that it actually posted one when I

436
00:22:49,840 --> 00:22:51,679
Speaker 1: first When you first hit the water, the first thing

437
00:22:51,720 --> 00:22:55,840
Speaker 1: you gotta do is stay in there, let the shot take. Yeah,

438
00:22:57,760 --> 00:22:59,639
Speaker 1: alway and take it and then you can get out

439
00:22:59,680 --> 00:23:02,080
Speaker 1: and come back. And after that was nothing. It was easy.

440
00:23:02,480 --> 00:23:04,680
Speaker 1: So do you think about that? So let's just say,

441
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:07,080
Speaker 1: you know, you have sex and you come and then

442
00:23:07,320 --> 00:23:10,560
Speaker 1: you know, you guys get small. Are you okay with

443
00:23:10,600 --> 00:23:13,560
Speaker 1: the women like seeing you like that? Yeah? It depends.

444
00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:17,280
Speaker 1: It's crazy how it happens like sometimes sometimes I stay hard. Yeah,

445
00:23:17,280 --> 00:23:21,080
Speaker 1: you stay hard, Okay, But I'm gonna tell you it

446
00:23:21,119 --> 00:23:22,800
Speaker 1: has a lot to do with the connection to because

447
00:23:22,800 --> 00:23:25,000
Speaker 1: like sometimes you'll just stay hard and just keep going

448
00:23:25,560 --> 00:23:28,119
Speaker 1: if it's right, or if she know how to like

449
00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:31,120
Speaker 1: hop off and like you know what I'm saying, eat

450
00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:34,440
Speaker 1: your man real quick, get you back and get back

451
00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:37,080
Speaker 1: in the game, then she got to know how to,

452
00:23:37,160 --> 00:23:38,960
Speaker 1: you know. But you can't wait too long. You got

453
00:23:38,960 --> 00:23:40,880
Speaker 1: to go right away. And then it's on the problem again.

454
00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:43,280
Speaker 1: Some people be like I need ten minutes if you

455
00:23:43,359 --> 00:23:46,320
Speaker 1: let if you wait too long, or if you wait

456
00:23:46,359 --> 00:23:48,600
Speaker 1: too long, or if you sit in the seeming like

457
00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:50,800
Speaker 1: if you let it sit on your you gotta wipe

458
00:23:50,800 --> 00:23:56,360
Speaker 1: it off right away. Yeah, don't you let it? Yes,

459
00:23:57,800 --> 00:23:59,840
Speaker 1: we always end up talking about some nass and on

460
00:23:59,840 --> 00:24:08,280
Speaker 1: the show man, are you still practicing intention? I'm not

461
00:24:08,440 --> 00:24:10,480
Speaker 1: gonna hold you, I'm not. I don't know, I'm not

462
00:24:11,040 --> 00:24:18,240
Speaker 1: how do you you don't even how do you say? Right? Not? Not?

463
00:24:18,400 --> 00:24:21,680
Speaker 1: That's the extra energy, but not practicing. And I just

464
00:24:21,680 --> 00:24:24,679
Speaker 1: remember we said that we're so many times so steeming

465
00:24:24,720 --> 00:24:26,800
Speaker 1: retention you so you're just letting it all out. It's

466
00:24:26,840 --> 00:24:28,639
Speaker 1: not that I'm not doing it. I don't. It's not

467
00:24:28,720 --> 00:24:31,280
Speaker 1: something that I'm doing actively right now, but I will

468
00:24:31,359 --> 00:24:32,720
Speaker 1: do it, like if I'm like, you know what, I

469
00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:35,359
Speaker 1: need a break. Before it was like a thing for

470
00:24:35,400 --> 00:24:38,840
Speaker 1: you at that time, At that time, I was in

471
00:24:38,920 --> 00:24:41,359
Speaker 1: that space. I was in that practice to understand it,

472
00:24:41,440 --> 00:24:43,240
Speaker 1: like let me understand this foot, let me really do

473
00:24:43,280 --> 00:24:45,159
Speaker 1: because you can't really understand something less you really do it.

474
00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:47,040
Speaker 1: You got to commit to it didn't help you with anything,

475
00:24:47,119 --> 00:24:50,840
Speaker 1: or it still helps. I mean, it's it's for me.

476
00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:52,600
Speaker 1: It could happened in two days. It could be like yo,

477
00:24:52,680 --> 00:24:54,760
Speaker 1: for three days. I'm not doing this only focusing on

478
00:24:54,800 --> 00:25:03,520
Speaker 1: this a fast you get it? So the benefits, I mean,

479
00:25:03,560 --> 00:25:06,640
Speaker 1: look look at sexual energy, like let's take it. Let's

480
00:25:06,640 --> 00:25:09,520
Speaker 1: take away to pleasure. Let's take away our desires to

481
00:25:10,640 --> 00:25:13,879
Speaker 1: have sex. Yeah, let's take away the actual human part

482
00:25:13,920 --> 00:25:17,760
Speaker 1: of it. It's creative energy. Right, So if it can

483
00:25:17,800 --> 00:25:22,639
Speaker 1: create a physical life, if my sell, if my saving

484
00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:25,760
Speaker 1: and your egg can create a physical life, then what

485
00:25:25,960 --> 00:25:29,480
Speaker 1: can it create internally for us? What can we use

486
00:25:29,680 --> 00:25:32,679
Speaker 1: that energy for it? And then it's also like who

487
00:25:32,720 --> 00:25:34,080
Speaker 1: are you shrying to energy with? And then it gets

488
00:25:34,080 --> 00:25:36,520
Speaker 1: into all of the stuff that we don't really think about.

489
00:25:36,560 --> 00:25:38,479
Speaker 1: Maybe people have become more conscious about it now, but

490
00:25:38,520 --> 00:25:40,719
Speaker 1: it's a real thing. It's just like anything else. Like

491
00:25:40,960 --> 00:25:45,359
Speaker 1: energy is real, just like these our spirits and we

492
00:25:45,440 --> 00:25:49,240
Speaker 1: drink it and we have a biological effect. This everything

493
00:25:49,320 --> 00:25:51,399
Speaker 1: is energy. We all know that. So just if you

494
00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:53,160
Speaker 1: think of it like that, then can do some interesting things.

495
00:25:53,520 --> 00:25:58,400
Speaker 1: All right, So deep, So before we go on, while

496
00:25:58,440 --> 00:26:03,000
Speaker 1: we're updating here, this song used to know the other

497
00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:06,480
Speaker 1: one like her, to like her too. So remember before

498
00:26:06,480 --> 00:26:08,199
Speaker 1: when we spoke, you had only head a three some

499
00:26:08,280 --> 00:26:10,840
Speaker 1: months in your life. Is there an update on that

500
00:26:11,200 --> 00:26:19,160
Speaker 1: had more yet? Was it outside? Like this thinks something

501
00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:21,480
Speaker 1: that you used to It's a type of different energy

502
00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:24,360
Speaker 1: for you. You know, it's crazy about writing music and

503
00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:27,520
Speaker 1: being like you know on both sides of it is

504
00:26:27,560 --> 00:26:29,440
Speaker 1: that you would listen to that song and think it's

505
00:26:29,440 --> 00:26:32,359
Speaker 1: about the three something, but it's not. It's about a

506
00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:40,680
Speaker 1: girl loving herself. Why she's so smart? Did you think

507
00:26:40,880 --> 00:26:44,480
Speaker 1: I did? Because you were talking about her being kind

508
00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:47,200
Speaker 1: and it's really it's really yeah, it's really about because

509
00:26:47,200 --> 00:26:50,520
Speaker 1: I find that like, like, oh the video I was thinking,

510
00:26:50,520 --> 00:26:52,399
Speaker 1: like y'all were sitting here and y'all was looking at

511
00:26:52,400 --> 00:26:56,440
Speaker 1: the girl over there like that, Yeah that's herself. See, No,

512
00:26:56,480 --> 00:26:58,320
Speaker 1: I wasn't saying it that way. I was being nasty

513
00:26:58,359 --> 00:27:00,480
Speaker 1: because then the other people think that some times you

514
00:27:00,520 --> 00:27:04,080
Speaker 1: see things because that's where you are. I just said,

515
00:27:04,119 --> 00:27:08,400
Speaker 1: I'm yeah, I do the same thing with certain things.

516
00:27:08,440 --> 00:27:10,000
Speaker 1: I'm like, I have to look at it from different

517
00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:12,200
Speaker 1: friends of views. We all do that, but not You're

518
00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:13,960
Speaker 1: not the only person. A lot of people thought that

519
00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:17,440
Speaker 1: record was about that, but it's really well, I'm glad

520
00:27:17,720 --> 00:27:23,199
Speaker 1: for myself. The update is that, no, I haven't. I

521
00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:25,720
Speaker 1: haven't not yet. I think the next threason I want

522
00:27:25,760 --> 00:27:27,440
Speaker 1: to have if I do have what I wanted to

523
00:27:27,480 --> 00:27:30,119
Speaker 1: be with the person or with I wanted to be.

524
00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:33,280
Speaker 1: Some guys don't want it to be with you do

525
00:27:33,359 --> 00:27:35,639
Speaker 1: it with your girlfriend. I think it's time, Like, I

526
00:27:35,680 --> 00:27:37,840
Speaker 1: think that's the next the next are you single now?

527
00:27:38,280 --> 00:27:43,280
Speaker 1: It's yeah, So it's somewhere in there. It could be.

528
00:27:43,400 --> 00:27:45,280
Speaker 1: It could be or it could be you know what

529
00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:47,600
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I'm like, it's like used to me, it's

530
00:27:47,720 --> 00:27:55,160
Speaker 1: that you don't have that. It's it's a real time.

531
00:27:55,160 --> 00:27:58,080
Speaker 1: It's crazy. We love it. I'm writing it. I'm releasing

532
00:27:58,080 --> 00:28:00,359
Speaker 1: in real time. So are you looking to settle down?

533
00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:04,560
Speaker 1: That's as crazy. I can't say that I'm looking for

534
00:28:04,600 --> 00:28:06,560
Speaker 1: it because if I look for it, then I feel

535
00:28:06,600 --> 00:28:09,159
Speaker 1: like it's gonna happen, or you might run into the

536
00:28:09,160 --> 00:28:13,080
Speaker 1: wrong because maybe, But I think it's just more about

537
00:28:13,119 --> 00:28:16,639
Speaker 1: like intentions. My intentions for life right now is to

538
00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:20,600
Speaker 1: have a well balanced life and a healthy life and

539
00:28:19,720 --> 00:28:26,360
Speaker 1: a healthy career. And my focus right now is building

540
00:28:26,359 --> 00:28:30,600
Speaker 1: my company, building my label, working on other investments, you know,

541
00:28:30,680 --> 00:28:33,800
Speaker 1: really just becoming more of a boss, right being as

542
00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:36,720
Speaker 1: healthy as I can be, and just you know, leading

543
00:28:36,760 --> 00:28:42,040
Speaker 1: by example. I balanced everything out, like some days out

544
00:28:42,080 --> 00:28:45,480
Speaker 1: fast from meats some days because like honestly, the plant

545
00:28:45,160 --> 00:28:49,000
Speaker 1: the plant based space is getting real weird. It's like

546
00:28:49,080 --> 00:28:52,560
Speaker 1: you got to just balance out everything. Everything is about balance.

547
00:28:52,760 --> 00:28:55,320
Speaker 1: You've got to know yourself and know your world, know

548
00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:57,719
Speaker 1: what you want. We're at a time in life, just

549
00:28:57,960 --> 00:29:00,680
Speaker 1: like in our universe, where any thing that you think

550
00:29:00,720 --> 00:29:02,840
Speaker 1: about and you give you awareness too, is what you're

551
00:29:02,880 --> 00:29:05,760
Speaker 1: going to create. It doesn't matter what fieldering, none of

552
00:29:05,800 --> 00:29:08,920
Speaker 1: that matters. It only matters about what you're holding here.

553
00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:11,160
Speaker 1: It's going to show. It's that simple, you know what

554
00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:12,960
Speaker 1: I mean? You could eat healthy plant based for it

555
00:29:13,120 --> 00:29:14,720
Speaker 1: and still be unhealthy. I know a lot of people

556
00:29:14,800 --> 00:29:19,960
Speaker 1: eat play. Yeah, yeah, a good way of that plant

557
00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:24,400
Speaker 1: based stuff is not healthy. Remember that veggie burger that

558
00:29:24,440 --> 00:29:26,120
Speaker 1: I ate when we left Vegas and I threw up

559
00:29:26,160 --> 00:29:29,240
Speaker 1: the entire Clane ride and the whole way We was

560
00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:33,320
Speaker 1: in the uber and I'm like, burger Veggie threw up

561
00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:35,680
Speaker 1: the entire flight and it was like what a four

562
00:29:36,240 --> 00:29:37,880
Speaker 1: we were coming from Vegas? It was like a four

563
00:29:37,880 --> 00:29:42,880
Speaker 1: and a half hour. I was like, yeah, that was

564
00:29:43,160 --> 00:29:49,600
Speaker 1: like it was like there was a vegetable and I

565
00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:51,480
Speaker 1: think that's what it wasn't like a beyond beef. It

566
00:29:51,560 --> 00:29:55,280
Speaker 1: was like a yeah, maybe your body just was what

567
00:29:55,320 --> 00:29:57,000
Speaker 1: did you do before that? Maybe your body was just

568
00:29:57,080 --> 00:30:03,200
Speaker 1: like it rejected. But it was the type interesting I

569
00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:05,640
Speaker 1: don't know. Now, let me ask the ladies this because

570
00:30:05,840 --> 00:30:08,160
Speaker 1: Mario posted this. A woman loving every part of herself

571
00:30:08,160 --> 00:30:10,880
Speaker 1: without judgment is where her freedom starts. As a man,

572
00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:14,080
Speaker 1: I support her wild, untamed self while protecting her innocence.

573
00:30:14,320 --> 00:30:17,120
Speaker 1: Do any of you guys love yourself every part of

574
00:30:17,160 --> 00:30:20,240
Speaker 1: yourself without judgment because that's a hard thing to do. Yeah,

575
00:30:20,640 --> 00:30:25,800
Speaker 1: I do. That's good. Well, you've achieved and you are

576
00:30:26,320 --> 00:30:30,240
Speaker 1: right where your freedom starts. But how long did it

577
00:30:30,240 --> 00:30:32,120
Speaker 1: take you to get to that point where you always

578
00:30:32,200 --> 00:30:35,800
Speaker 1: like that? Um? Honestly, I'm gonna tell y'all, being a

579
00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:41,000
Speaker 1: exotic entertainer for the majority of my adult life really

580
00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:44,560
Speaker 1: helped me with my confidence and my love for self, because,

581
00:30:44,640 --> 00:30:47,000
Speaker 1: for one, I had to be as raw as possible,

582
00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:50,680
Speaker 1: right naked in front of strangers and use that as

583
00:30:50,680 --> 00:30:53,480
Speaker 1: a way of means of survival. And also I had

584
00:30:53,520 --> 00:30:56,120
Speaker 1: to deal with um, competition from the other women, in

585
00:30:56,160 --> 00:30:59,200
Speaker 1: rejection from the man. And you know, it just builds

586
00:30:59,280 --> 00:31:03,800
Speaker 1: up this different type of confidence within yourself that it

587
00:31:03,840 --> 00:31:07,120
Speaker 1: relates to everyday life. So over the years, I mean,

588
00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:08,520
Speaker 1: of course, you know, I got a little nip tucking

589
00:31:08,560 --> 00:31:11,000
Speaker 1: some cities and ship, you know, not just go toxes fresh.

590
00:31:11,320 --> 00:31:15,560
Speaker 1: But you know, balance, right, we just learned to accept

591
00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:18,040
Speaker 1: what we can't change. Just you gotta start where I

592
00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:20,400
Speaker 1: went to b school and I got a little funky toad, right.

593
00:31:20,480 --> 00:31:23,760
Speaker 1: But I love my you know what I'm saying, because

594
00:31:23,800 --> 00:31:25,360
Speaker 1: I earned that monkey toel I could do a whole

595
00:31:25,400 --> 00:31:26,960
Speaker 1: lot of ship that this is what you can't do.

596
00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:30,440
Speaker 1: I agree with that. I think the way myself. That's beautiful.

597
00:31:30,480 --> 00:31:32,520
Speaker 1: That's beautiful. I love that. And I think that the

598
00:31:32,520 --> 00:31:35,040
Speaker 1: way you talk to yourself, man, woman, whatever. But like

599
00:31:35,120 --> 00:31:37,400
Speaker 1: we're talking about women right now, but like the way

600
00:31:37,400 --> 00:31:39,200
Speaker 1: that you speak to yourself, in the way that you

601
00:31:39,280 --> 00:31:41,000
Speaker 1: view yourself has a lot to do it. How you're

602
00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:42,760
Speaker 1: gonna retreated, you know what I'm saying. How the outside

603
00:31:42,760 --> 00:31:44,520
Speaker 1: word is gonna be retreated. You've got to You've got

604
00:31:44,640 --> 00:31:49,560
Speaker 1: to create a lifestyle of communication with yourself that leads

605
00:31:49,600 --> 00:31:51,080
Speaker 1: you to where you want to be, how you want

606
00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:53,040
Speaker 1: to be, how you want to exist, and the identity

607
00:31:53,160 --> 00:31:54,960
Speaker 1: that you want to take on. Because obviously, like she said,

608
00:31:54,960 --> 00:31:58,800
Speaker 1: we take on all these different identities for survival, but

609
00:31:58,880 --> 00:32:00,880
Speaker 1: when it comes to what's really going on, you gotta

610
00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:02,800
Speaker 1: be tapped into that, you know what I'm saying, Because

611
00:32:02,840 --> 00:32:05,640
Speaker 1: you can be in a space but still be disconnected

612
00:32:05,640 --> 00:32:07,760
Speaker 1: from certain parts of it to protect your energy and

613
00:32:07,800 --> 00:32:10,640
Speaker 1: protect yourself, you know what I mean. So can you

614
00:32:10,680 --> 00:32:13,520
Speaker 1: answer that question? Yeah, I mean I think that no

615
00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:16,400
Speaker 1: matter what, we're always really critical of ourselves. And that's

616
00:32:16,400 --> 00:32:19,520
Speaker 1: a hard thing to do, especially when you know, you

617
00:32:19,600 --> 00:32:21,320
Speaker 1: post a picture and then people might be like, oh,

618
00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:24,600
Speaker 1: what's mama. Yeah, are you pregnant? You know, like people

619
00:32:24,640 --> 00:32:27,760
Speaker 1: always have something to say, and that makes it, I

620
00:32:27,840 --> 00:32:30,440
Speaker 1: think harder for you to be like really comfortable with yourself.

621
00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:32,640
Speaker 1: But I have been at the point where I don't

622
00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:35,479
Speaker 1: really care that much. You know what people think, it's

623
00:32:35,520 --> 00:32:37,760
Speaker 1: crazy things on yourself. You feel like you want to improve,

624
00:32:38,280 --> 00:32:41,560
Speaker 1: you know, of course, but I'm not. As humans, we

625
00:32:41,640 --> 00:32:43,920
Speaker 1: are forever evolving and growing, so there's always going to

626
00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:45,880
Speaker 1: be room for improvement. We're never gonna be pect and

627
00:32:45,960 --> 00:32:48,720
Speaker 1: once you realize that, then you're able to take on

628
00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:51,280
Speaker 1: like Okay, I'm having a bad hair day, or Okay,

629
00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:53,000
Speaker 1: I gotta at me this week, I got a period ball,

630
00:32:53,120 --> 00:32:54,600
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like we're always going to

631
00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:56,440
Speaker 1: be Oh, I gained some weight like at stretch trunks

632
00:32:56,480 --> 00:32:58,480
Speaker 1: on my ask, Like whatever the case may be, you're

633
00:32:58,560 --> 00:33:00,200
Speaker 1: always going to continue to grow in New Wall when

634
00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:03,320
Speaker 1: we can always continue to be because sometimes I think

635
00:33:03,480 --> 00:33:06,080
Speaker 1: we feel self conscious, Like I might be like after sex,

636
00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:07,320
Speaker 1: you might be like, let me put some clothes on

637
00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:08,880
Speaker 1: and get out of bed, like you feel fine during,

638
00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:12,080
Speaker 1: but then after you're like I used to feel like that,

639
00:33:12,640 --> 00:33:15,440
Speaker 1: but not no more like no, not, But I worked

640
00:33:15,480 --> 00:33:17,040
Speaker 1: on that I'm made sure I worked out, I changed

641
00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:19,720
Speaker 1: the way I ate and I fixed that. But um, like,

642
00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:22,320
Speaker 1: as far as me, from the age of sixteen, I

643
00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:25,520
Speaker 1: had a kid, so I judged myself from the age

644
00:33:25,560 --> 00:33:28,000
Speaker 1: of sixteen. It's like I'm sixteen with stretch marks, like

645
00:33:28,560 --> 00:33:30,600
Speaker 1: you know, like that was always a thing for me.

646
00:33:30,960 --> 00:33:33,720
Speaker 1: Do you feel like that takes away from how how

647
00:33:33,840 --> 00:33:36,320
Speaker 1: you're able to open up and enjoy intimacy with a

648
00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:39,120
Speaker 1: man though, because I feel like the more comfortable you

649
00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:41,080
Speaker 1: are and the more you let go of that, the

650
00:33:41,240 --> 00:33:44,800
Speaker 1: more everything is heightened. I think I'm fine during sex

651
00:33:44,880 --> 00:33:47,080
Speaker 1: and just be like I don't really like yeah, you

652
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:49,320
Speaker 1: just be like stop staring at me? Why are you

653
00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:51,320
Speaker 1: looking at my heads like that? On the flip side,

654
00:33:51,400 --> 00:33:54,760
Speaker 1: maybe like mad right, you'd be like, all rights, are

655
00:33:54,800 --> 00:33:58,959
Speaker 1: you looking at me like that? Like we it's like, yo,

656
00:33:59,080 --> 00:34:01,200
Speaker 1: y'all got to understand. He's like, y'all just let us

657
00:34:01,240 --> 00:34:06,120
Speaker 1: into your whole world. Sometimes they've been all yeah, I've

658
00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:08,720
Speaker 1: been all every time. I'm like, damn, like it's so crazy.

659
00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:12,239
Speaker 1: Every time you'd be singing around what I'm saying. That's

660
00:34:12,239 --> 00:34:13,840
Speaker 1: why I'll be writing songs like used to me, like

661
00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:17,319
Speaker 1: it really makes me steal it. Have you ever had sex?

662
00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:25,560
Speaker 1: To you? Crazy? And every time I can't pull myself

663
00:34:25,760 --> 00:34:30,000
Speaker 1: that second. It came on playlist before, but like, I'm

664
00:34:30,040 --> 00:34:31,520
Speaker 1: not like about to go and put my music. I

665
00:34:31,560 --> 00:34:34,520
Speaker 1: just I don't know, I'm not really that's so funny.

666
00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:38,759
Speaker 1: That will be distracted. I've been thinking about like singing

667
00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:40,839
Speaker 1: the song in my head like a performing songs. It's

668
00:34:40,880 --> 00:34:44,160
Speaker 1: too distracted. But she requested I put it on. But

669
00:34:44,280 --> 00:34:46,360
Speaker 1: it's too distract you know. I saw you say that

670
00:34:46,600 --> 00:34:49,040
Speaker 1: you sing like while you work out. Most people will

671
00:34:49,040 --> 00:34:52,879
Speaker 1: try to rest their boys, but you actually when I'm

672
00:34:53,040 --> 00:34:55,960
Speaker 1: prepared for tour, So yeah, definitely. So I've worked like

673
00:34:56,000 --> 00:35:00,080
Speaker 1: I run on a treadmill song because I know some

674
00:35:00,160 --> 00:35:02,400
Speaker 1: people are like I gotta take breaks in between. Have

675
00:35:02,560 --> 00:35:05,160
Speaker 1: you ever lost your voice? I had any issues? Plenty

676
00:35:05,160 --> 00:35:07,719
Speaker 1: of times I've lost my voice on tour, but like,

677
00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:09,880
Speaker 1: God bless me with being able to like use it

678
00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:12,600
Speaker 1: in different ways to like, but if I lose it,

679
00:35:12,680 --> 00:35:15,040
Speaker 1: lose it, then I'm just it's like the worst feel

680
00:35:15,120 --> 00:35:16,719
Speaker 1: like that's like the worst thing that can happen is

681
00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:19,040
Speaker 1: to completely what you like. You can't talk at all,

682
00:35:19,560 --> 00:35:21,560
Speaker 1: but usually I know how to paste myself. So do

683
00:35:21,680 --> 00:35:23,560
Speaker 1: that like tour teach you how to paste everything, and

684
00:35:23,600 --> 00:35:26,400
Speaker 1: teach you how to pay your energy, your voice anything.

685
00:35:26,680 --> 00:35:28,520
Speaker 1: Have you ever had sex before a show and been

686
00:35:28,600 --> 00:35:37,120
Speaker 1: like exhausted from you like a boxer? That what's the

687
00:35:37,200 --> 00:35:40,000
Speaker 1: longest time you been without a voice? Like you've lost

688
00:35:40,040 --> 00:35:43,040
Speaker 1: your voice? Probably like four days. That's a long time.

689
00:35:43,480 --> 00:35:49,680
Speaker 1: Four days like going to do a show, Like for instance,

690
00:35:49,680 --> 00:35:51,480
Speaker 1: if I don't do a show or sing for like

691
00:35:52,120 --> 00:35:54,320
Speaker 1: three months and then I don't practice and I just

692
00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:56,040
Speaker 1: go to do a show and I go all out,

693
00:35:56,200 --> 00:36:00,880
Speaker 1: probably gonna lose my voice. Like because it's do you

694
00:36:00,920 --> 00:36:04,840
Speaker 1: think eating pussy's good for your voice? It is? I

695
00:36:04,920 --> 00:36:11,759
Speaker 1: heard it is. The studies have shown scientists scientists right here, yes,

696
00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:13,800
Speaker 1: you know you like it? Come on, what are you

697
00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:16,520
Speaker 1: talking about? Do you start off doing that? Not every time?

698
00:36:16,680 --> 00:36:22,800
Speaker 1: But whatever? I want to do it all and go

699
00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:25,239
Speaker 1: eat it and then go back. Yeah, I do everything that.

700
00:36:25,480 --> 00:36:33,399
Speaker 1: He's a freak. But we're going too far. Leak into

701
00:36:33,480 --> 00:36:37,200
Speaker 1: this man. And when he says he's not answering, it's like,

702
00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:38,960
Speaker 1: you know, you gotta leave something to that, you know

703
00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:44,000
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But to the butt he said, so

704
00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:49,440
Speaker 1: you don't eat, so you don't eat, but either he

705
00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:50,759
Speaker 1: just said you got to leave some him to the

706
00:36:50,800 --> 00:36:57,279
Speaker 1: But who was talking about before that? I mean, listen,

707
00:36:57,360 --> 00:36:59,840
Speaker 1: I love I love a woman's body, like if you

708
00:37:00,040 --> 00:37:02,959
Speaker 1: my woman, like you're going to get tested in every

709
00:37:03,080 --> 00:37:06,279
Speaker 1: way until you'd be like, I'm not doing that. Do

710
00:37:06,400 --> 00:37:07,840
Speaker 1: you think you're like good? I want to be the

711
00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:09,680
Speaker 1: person who do everything with you, like I don't want.

712
00:37:10,880 --> 00:37:12,520
Speaker 1: Have you ever told the woman no to something she

713
00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:14,480
Speaker 1: tried to do to you? Yes? And I'm not telling

714
00:37:14,480 --> 00:37:22,239
Speaker 1: you what I'm not. I'm just saying he absolutely, yes, absolutely.

715
00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:27,120
Speaker 1: Have you ever said no to smeg? Yes, you're not

716
00:37:27,160 --> 00:37:29,880
Speaker 1: peeing on me? Sorry, Okay, that's been a hot topic

717
00:37:30,160 --> 00:37:37,280
Speaker 1: lately a woman, right, he definitely has, Yes you have Yeah, yeah,

718
00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:40,880
Speaker 1: yeah he does. I didn't let it happen once in

719
00:37:40,920 --> 00:37:43,719
Speaker 1: the shower, but he was already in the know. But

720
00:37:43,800 --> 00:37:51,080
Speaker 1: it wasn't like sex. You never never. If she wants it,

721
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:53,439
Speaker 1: would you do it? He would? She had to sound

722
00:37:53,560 --> 00:37:57,040
Speaker 1: crying out for want I'm gonna do it. That's what

723
00:37:57,160 --> 00:37:58,960
Speaker 1: she wants. I would. I mean, I think that that's

724
00:37:59,040 --> 00:38:01,719
Speaker 1: kind of you. That's what she want to. Yeah, he'll

725
00:38:01,760 --> 00:38:04,320
Speaker 1: do it. Then let me get let me get some

726
00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:12,160
Speaker 1: more water and do that. I'm gonna stop confident with

727
00:38:12,239 --> 00:38:16,000
Speaker 1: your size, absolutely, But like the thing about it is this,

728
00:38:16,440 --> 00:38:20,520
Speaker 1: like like I've been bigger with certain women. Like it's

729
00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:24,440
Speaker 1: crazy how it can change depending on your connection with

730
00:38:24,520 --> 00:38:29,160
Speaker 1: a person is crazy because sometimes you're with a guy

731
00:38:29,280 --> 00:38:30,920
Speaker 1: and he seemed like dad, he's seemed bigger than the

732
00:38:31,000 --> 00:38:34,239
Speaker 1: last time. Yeah, I feel like we've all had Have

733
00:38:34,320 --> 00:38:36,520
Speaker 1: you had that experience that you know what that'd be.

734
00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:38,359
Speaker 1: When I meet a guy and like I started like him,

735
00:38:38,360 --> 00:38:41,239
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh my god, I hope he doesn't have

736
00:38:41,320 --> 00:38:44,840
Speaker 1: a little dick. I hope he doesn't have everything must be.

737
00:38:45,760 --> 00:38:47,600
Speaker 1: But then it's like I really like him, but I

738
00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:50,239
Speaker 1: would hate to you know what. I feel like they're

739
00:38:50,280 --> 00:38:55,080
Speaker 1: not a lot of little dicks out there. No, no, listen, no, no,

740
00:39:00,120 --> 00:39:03,480
Speaker 1: you have more than one small yes, And it was

741
00:39:03,640 --> 00:39:07,960
Speaker 1: like you need to get out more. We it was like,

742
00:39:08,760 --> 00:39:12,560
Speaker 1: there's not a lot out there the back okay, but

743
00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:14,800
Speaker 1: I don't like huge dick though. So but there's some

744
00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:17,920
Speaker 1: guys with small that knows how to, you know, they

745
00:39:18,000 --> 00:39:20,080
Speaker 1: know what to do and how to. But you're right there,

746
00:39:20,160 --> 00:39:23,720
Speaker 1: Mario's right, because dicks do feel like they can sometimes

747
00:39:24,239 --> 00:39:25,920
Speaker 1: wait wait, wait, don't go in it. Don't don't go

748
00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:29,759
Speaker 1: into it like that. You be different, like different women.

749
00:39:31,080 --> 00:39:36,040
Speaker 1: The way she said it was like talking like that

750
00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:39,840
Speaker 1: with your diet too. Could Yeah, definitely it could. But

751
00:39:40,239 --> 00:39:43,080
Speaker 1: but I'm specifically talking about the connection, the connection with

752
00:39:43,120 --> 00:39:48,600
Speaker 1: that woman, you know how if she understands what like

753
00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:51,600
Speaker 1: I feel like with men, that's part of the reason

754
00:39:51,680 --> 00:39:53,880
Speaker 1: why they try so many different women because it's a

755
00:39:53,920 --> 00:39:56,600
Speaker 1: different experience. It's not that you want to fund everybody

756
00:39:56,680 --> 00:39:58,840
Speaker 1: that you meet. With women. We think that women we

757
00:39:58,880 --> 00:40:04,640
Speaker 1: think like he's gonna he's true. However, it's like it's

758
00:40:04,640 --> 00:40:07,239
Speaker 1: either you're a man who just who likes dealing with

759
00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:10,920
Speaker 1: only a few one or you're a man who just

760
00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:13,239
Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying. I just think that

761
00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:17,560
Speaker 1: men have a different experience with each woman, and that's

762
00:40:17,640 --> 00:40:20,560
Speaker 1: part of why they have these experiences. That's nice to

763
00:40:20,640 --> 00:40:25,640
Speaker 1: the time. I mean, I can agree. I listen, I'm

764
00:40:25,719 --> 00:40:27,640
Speaker 1: single right now, and I gotta god that I do

765
00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:29,200
Speaker 1: this with and I gotta go to do I do

766
00:40:29,320 --> 00:40:33,680
Speaker 1: that with Definitely, and it's different. It's a different experience

767
00:40:33,760 --> 00:40:36,600
Speaker 1: with each guy. Like it's a whole different person. That

768
00:40:36,640 --> 00:40:38,440
Speaker 1: I'm hanging out with. Is it when you come? Is

769
00:40:38,480 --> 00:40:40,800
Speaker 1: it different like from head and from sex? Is it

770
00:40:40,880 --> 00:40:43,000
Speaker 1: a different feeling? Do you have a preference? Yeah, what

771
00:40:43,120 --> 00:40:46,719
Speaker 1: is your preference? He likes head a lot, like I

772
00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:50,080
Speaker 1: like both. I mean, because it's so personal. I like both.

773
00:40:51,360 --> 00:40:53,839
Speaker 1: But again it depends on the connection. I like both.

774
00:40:54,200 --> 00:40:57,080
Speaker 1: I'm both, but you gotta I like when she liked

775
00:40:57,120 --> 00:40:58,920
Speaker 1: to do it, though, because when she likes to give head.

776
00:40:58,960 --> 00:41:00,479
Speaker 1: If a girl likes to give head it, it's gonna

777
00:41:00,480 --> 00:41:03,279
Speaker 1: be amazing. It's gonna be crazy, like that's gonna take

778
00:41:04,600 --> 00:41:08,400
Speaker 1: She's gonna take notes different than a girl who's like,

779
00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:09,800
Speaker 1: I don't really do it, but I'm gonna do it

780
00:41:09,840 --> 00:41:16,920
Speaker 1: because I like you, like Laura, Laura, she looked like

781
00:41:17,040 --> 00:41:20,080
Speaker 1: she like, this is my thing. Depends on the person.

782
00:41:20,200 --> 00:41:25,520
Speaker 1: She's never respectfully person like you said. It's like that

783
00:41:25,680 --> 00:41:27,840
Speaker 1: if you give me that that makes me want to

784
00:41:28,000 --> 00:41:29,600
Speaker 1: suck the ship out of you. I'm gonna do that.

785
00:41:29,640 --> 00:41:32,400
Speaker 1: I thought you didn't, but I don't like I'm not

786
00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:34,200
Speaker 1: gonna do it to everybody. I don't like to do it.

787
00:41:34,320 --> 00:41:36,480
Speaker 1: I don't like to do it. But if it's somebody

788
00:41:36,520 --> 00:41:38,960
Speaker 1: you don't like to do it. You have to probably

789
00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:41,040
Speaker 1: not that good, no shade but me or not, it's

790
00:41:41,040 --> 00:41:44,279
Speaker 1: actually prob I've been and they asked me, I don't

791
00:41:44,320 --> 00:41:54,080
Speaker 1: take sucking battling here. Okay, pretty good. Because i've been,

792
00:41:54,600 --> 00:42:00,400
Speaker 1: I've been learning who called the girl? Um Troy? You

793
00:42:01,440 --> 00:42:03,920
Speaker 1: honestly like? Because I don't. I know it's something that

794
00:42:04,040 --> 00:42:08,080
Speaker 1: men really enjoy. So as I've gotten older, like, I'm like, okay,

795
00:42:08,160 --> 00:42:11,120
Speaker 1: I have to find a way to enjoy doing it.

796
00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:15,600
Speaker 1: So I've gotten better. So what's your headspace when you

797
00:42:15,640 --> 00:42:17,719
Speaker 1: find a way to enjoy? It's the guy. It's the

798
00:42:17,800 --> 00:42:21,080
Speaker 1: guy I noticed. It's the like, the like that connection.

799
00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:26,160
Speaker 1: If so, he makes you go ahead crazy and that's

800
00:42:26,160 --> 00:42:27,919
Speaker 1: not a lot of them to be mediocre. I don't

801
00:42:27,920 --> 00:42:30,440
Speaker 1: think you can do everything with everyone. That's really bad.

802
00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:39,720
Speaker 1: You cannot. You should not. You should not do everything

803
00:42:39,880 --> 00:42:42,440
Speaker 1: with everybody. Right that, there's some things you should preserve

804
00:42:43,080 --> 00:42:49,680
Speaker 1: for the person that you're connecting with mentally, spiritually, physically, emotionally, psychologically.

805
00:42:51,400 --> 00:42:54,040
Speaker 1: We agree. But when we agree, but when it comes

806
00:42:54,080 --> 00:43:02,600
Speaker 1: to Laura, she's saving everything for that. But that's no fun. Beautiful,

807
00:43:02,880 --> 00:43:07,160
Speaker 1: she's never been beautiful. Okay, yeah, yeah, I just haven't

808
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:09,160
Speaker 1: found it. Man. It made me feel like I want

809
00:43:09,200 --> 00:43:13,160
Speaker 1: to but you wanted to do it, but I just haven't. Man,

810
00:43:13,280 --> 00:43:17,200
Speaker 1: never swallowed, I've never swallowed. Ok Have you ever sent

811
00:43:17,320 --> 00:43:21,279
Speaker 1: to dick till he came? Yes? So so that's the

812
00:43:21,360 --> 00:43:24,080
Speaker 1: part that I don't like about it. Do they take

813
00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:26,120
Speaker 1: too long to come? And then my job beat her?

814
00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:28,080
Speaker 1: And then it's like it's like a job. It's a

815
00:43:28,120 --> 00:43:33,160
Speaker 1: blow job. Blow job that's called that over time. Jobs

816
00:43:33,320 --> 00:43:39,680
Speaker 1: sometimes get a minimum something this wasn't on camera. Would

817
00:43:39,680 --> 00:43:45,040
Speaker 1: be like I would go crazy with you right now everything. Man,

818
00:43:45,120 --> 00:43:48,360
Speaker 1: you sing with us to me out right now? But

819
00:43:48,640 --> 00:43:52,160
Speaker 1: I love it today right now, I got my bottom

820
00:43:52,160 --> 00:43:56,560
Speaker 1: times they shirt on. I got flowers. I don't. You

821
00:43:56,640 --> 00:43:59,920
Speaker 1: got flowers? Yes? Okay coffee shop that don't like the

822
00:44:00,880 --> 00:44:06,680
Speaker 1: Oh well, no more flowers for your Let me ask

823
00:44:06,719 --> 00:44:08,480
Speaker 1: you that since we've been talking about all of this,

824
00:44:08,640 --> 00:44:11,520
Speaker 1: have you ever had a terrible experience with someone uh

825
00:44:11,840 --> 00:44:15,040
Speaker 1: performing oral sex on you? And what made it that terrible? Yeah?

826
00:44:15,080 --> 00:44:19,320
Speaker 1: So for women out there, terrible? Is it such a

827
00:44:19,400 --> 00:44:24,200
Speaker 1: thing like a while ago, she was just too lit,

828
00:44:25,000 --> 00:44:27,719
Speaker 1: she was really drunk. You know what it is when

829
00:44:27,760 --> 00:44:32,800
Speaker 1: girls that are very confident and get drunk. She was aries,

830
00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:36,399
Speaker 1: she was very confident, and it just it was bad.

831
00:44:37,080 --> 00:44:40,600
Speaker 1: She was too lit and she can insisted on continuing

832
00:44:40,680 --> 00:44:44,000
Speaker 1: to me like no, how you good? She's like, why

833
00:44:44,000 --> 00:44:45,640
Speaker 1: don't want to with me? I'm like, yeah, but you

834
00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:48,520
Speaker 1: right now, I don't know what's going girl. They don't

835
00:44:48,560 --> 00:44:50,560
Speaker 1: know when they like, some women don't know when they

836
00:44:50,680 --> 00:44:53,799
Speaker 1: drunk when I'm drink, but yeah, I know when you're drunk.

837
00:44:53,960 --> 00:44:55,399
Speaker 1: When I'm drunk. I when you drink no more because

838
00:44:55,400 --> 00:44:58,480
Speaker 1: don't know what I'm drinking. Right. But that was the situation.

839
00:44:58,640 --> 00:45:00,480
Speaker 1: So I had to just like tell you know what

840
00:45:00,480 --> 00:45:03,399
Speaker 1: I'm saying, chill out. Were you able to maintain being

841
00:45:03,480 --> 00:45:05,080
Speaker 1: hard or where you just even want to do it?

842
00:45:05,080 --> 00:45:08,759
Speaker 1: If you get you later? Not that's fair enough. Have

843
00:45:08,920 --> 00:45:11,640
Speaker 1: you ever been too double back? Have I ever been

844
00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:19,040
Speaker 1: too lit? Probably? Yeah? Probably over? It was over? She

845
00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:22,319
Speaker 1: buck that up. Yeah, So that's one thing that will

846
00:45:22,360 --> 00:45:23,960
Speaker 1: be like a deal breaker for you. What are some

847
00:45:24,040 --> 00:45:27,080
Speaker 1: other deal breakers? I try not to enter into deal

848
00:45:27,160 --> 00:45:29,759
Speaker 1: break a situation because I like, I analyzed like a

849
00:45:29,880 --> 00:45:32,319
Speaker 1: virgo all the way through to feel like I cool.

850
00:45:32,360 --> 00:45:33,920
Speaker 1: Am I really gonna sunk with this? Um? But I

851
00:45:34,000 --> 00:45:36,279
Speaker 1: guess a deal breaker would be just lying, you know

852
00:45:36,320 --> 00:45:39,440
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, trying to just you know, being sneaky.

853
00:45:39,920 --> 00:45:41,480
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Just anything that's going to

854
00:45:41,600 --> 00:45:45,360
Speaker 1: break the trust, like being hunted with me, like about anything.

855
00:45:45,560 --> 00:45:46,960
Speaker 1: If we're talking to week, you know what I'm saying,

856
00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:49,480
Speaker 1: just keep it hunt it just lying. A lot of

857
00:45:49,800 --> 00:45:54,399
Speaker 1: can't take that being lied to. Yes, when you really

858
00:45:54,440 --> 00:45:56,880
Speaker 1: like somebody, you can. No, I don't want to hear that.

859
00:45:58,200 --> 00:46:00,560
Speaker 1: When you really like somebody, you can't. But but normally

860
00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:03,600
Speaker 1: don't get there, which is sad, very sad. But men

861
00:46:04,040 --> 00:46:07,200
Speaker 1: say they want to know the truth. But then what

862
00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:09,120
Speaker 1: we're talking about the beginning of some ship? Are we

863
00:46:09,239 --> 00:46:11,640
Speaker 1: talking about when you locked in locked the No, I'm

864
00:46:11,680 --> 00:46:14,760
Speaker 1: talking about just in general, not not on the timeframe.

865
00:46:14,800 --> 00:46:17,799
Speaker 1: I'm just saying the part of the friendship that's exciting though,

866
00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:21,200
Speaker 1: when you like keeping in the hunted, Like, Yo, Well,

867
00:46:21,280 --> 00:46:23,000
Speaker 1: if I'm just starting to date some mom and let

868
00:46:23,000 --> 00:46:26,080
Speaker 1: you talk. If I'm just starting to date somebody, I'm like,

869
00:46:26,239 --> 00:46:29,080
Speaker 1: we haven't really Like, look, I'm working with the shorty

870
00:46:29,239 --> 00:46:33,880
Speaker 1: Like last time, you can be honest the beginning, because

871
00:46:34,160 --> 00:46:37,400
Speaker 1: if not, then it's like, how do you make that transition.

872
00:46:38,160 --> 00:46:40,799
Speaker 1: So would you want her to tell you those things? Yeah,

873
00:46:40,960 --> 00:46:42,400
Speaker 1: because don't want to know who I'm sharing energy with

874
00:46:42,440 --> 00:46:43,680
Speaker 1: it like I don't and I don't know what you

875
00:46:43,760 --> 00:46:45,360
Speaker 1: got going on, Like we both need to get the

876
00:46:45,400 --> 00:46:49,440
Speaker 1: volunteer would you ask because I also feel like volunteering

877
00:46:49,480 --> 00:46:52,279
Speaker 1: And it's more like Yo, once you get to a

878
00:46:52,320 --> 00:46:55,719
Speaker 1: point when you are real like friends friends, you just

879
00:46:55,920 --> 00:46:58,600
Speaker 1: it just it just flow into it. Like if you're

880
00:46:58,600 --> 00:47:00,600
Speaker 1: friends with somebody and you're starting to how each other's

881
00:47:00,640 --> 00:47:02,640
Speaker 1: cribs and you're starting to do things together, like you're

882
00:47:02,680 --> 00:47:05,080
Speaker 1: bounding over somebody talking to somebody else. You could just

883
00:47:05,760 --> 00:47:12,160
Speaker 1: energetically why your other bathroom got all these girl products

884
00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:17,480
Speaker 1: in it, like on the floor on the road, Why

885
00:47:17,560 --> 00:47:25,160
Speaker 1: you got a pack of toothbrushes? Yeah? Think that? Just

886
00:47:25,239 --> 00:47:28,120
Speaker 1: have you ever been a side piece? Probably? I don't know,

887
00:47:28,840 --> 00:47:35,360
Speaker 1: not not At this point, I'm cool with that. I

888
00:47:35,360 --> 00:47:37,000
Speaker 1: don't really see a point and like if you got

889
00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:40,520
Speaker 1: to dude, like why not even what you need me

890
00:47:40,560 --> 00:47:45,879
Speaker 1: for just like what we're doing, like yeah, I probably yeah,

891
00:47:46,080 --> 00:47:48,719
Speaker 1: not to date, like I've I've with a girl who

892
00:47:48,760 --> 00:47:50,399
Speaker 1: had to do before, but like not in some real

893
00:47:50,520 --> 00:47:53,200
Speaker 1: like have you had sex with the girl that was

894
00:47:53,280 --> 00:47:57,440
Speaker 1: married in my younger years. What about something I'm proud of?

895
00:47:58,360 --> 00:48:00,400
Speaker 1: What about a girl that was playing? I said, no,

896
00:48:01,160 --> 00:48:04,080
Speaker 1: that was this is American. What about a girl who's pregnant?

897
00:48:04,160 --> 00:48:06,600
Speaker 1: Not about you? Oh no, no, I never had to

898
00:48:07,000 --> 00:48:08,480
Speaker 1: think about No, No, how do you think about what

899
00:48:08,520 --> 00:48:12,040
Speaker 1: she said? Yeah? No, I never had sex when the

900
00:48:12,040 --> 00:48:13,719
Speaker 1: girl was pregnant. That supposed to be good when when

901
00:48:13,719 --> 00:48:15,960
Speaker 1: you're pregnant, that's what they're saying. Did y'all have sex

902
00:48:16,000 --> 00:48:18,919
Speaker 1: when you're were pregnant? I did? Was it good? Yeah?

903
00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:22,719
Speaker 1: I don't see that. I don't unless you girl, and

904
00:48:22,760 --> 00:48:25,120
Speaker 1: I pushed my daughter out three pushes. You're talking about

905
00:48:25,120 --> 00:48:27,239
Speaker 1: like somebody you're dating, you're in a relationship with, or

906
00:48:27,280 --> 00:48:35,240
Speaker 1: just a girl that's pregnant. Guy, because pregnant again, that's crazy.

907
00:48:38,080 --> 00:48:40,920
Speaker 1: Pregnant stomach look beautiful. I just want to let you know,

908
00:48:41,040 --> 00:48:42,600
Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying, like it just would

909
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:47,839
Speaker 1: feel crazy, like you know they say, But even if

910
00:48:47,880 --> 00:48:50,960
Speaker 1: somebody told me that that's just crazy, it would just

911
00:48:51,040 --> 00:48:55,360
Speaker 1: been weird to you trying. I think that's so tired

912
00:48:55,840 --> 00:49:01,279
Speaker 1: to listen to her. Do you run red lights and

913
00:49:01,880 --> 00:49:05,359
Speaker 1: you enjoy it? No? I don't you have before. Oh,

914
00:49:05,440 --> 00:49:07,320
Speaker 1: I see what you're saying. Yeah, you've definitely stopped the

915
00:49:07,360 --> 00:49:13,839
Speaker 1: ground her period. Yeah. Now the shower ship in the shower, right, yeah, see,

916
00:49:13,960 --> 00:49:16,759
Speaker 1: that's a normal That's the only time shower sex is

917
00:49:17,040 --> 00:49:19,880
Speaker 1: acceptable in my book, because really, water isn't good. We

918
00:49:19,960 --> 00:49:23,080
Speaker 1: had this conversation before. Water is not overrated. It's not,

919
00:49:23,239 --> 00:49:26,399
Speaker 1: but it's not people under sex. Yeah, yeah, you can't

920
00:49:26,719 --> 00:49:29,200
Speaker 1: be like letting the water run on. You gotta step

921
00:49:29,239 --> 00:49:32,239
Speaker 1: to the side of the I don't know if you

922
00:49:32,320 --> 00:49:35,000
Speaker 1: know this or not, but but women, we'll attest to

923
00:49:35,080 --> 00:49:37,680
Speaker 1: this because we all have periods. Cleaning is that water

924
00:49:37,760 --> 00:49:41,960
Speaker 1: makes it stop temporarily, right, So that helps saying, well,

925
00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:43,399
Speaker 1: that's why people do it when it go out the shower,

926
00:49:44,520 --> 00:49:47,080
Speaker 1: that's why you gotta lay that towel down. And some

927
00:49:47,239 --> 00:49:50,520
Speaker 1: people I won't say, but they'll leave a tampon and

928
00:49:50,560 --> 00:49:54,279
Speaker 1: then have it just tip. Yeah, that's how tampons get

929
00:49:54,320 --> 00:49:57,960
Speaker 1: stuck inside. Would not say, yeah, wait a minute, some

930
00:49:58,080 --> 00:50:00,759
Speaker 1: women leave a tampon in and then sex. Yeah, just

931
00:50:00,840 --> 00:50:08,799
Speaker 1: at the front part of it. That's crazy, that's too much. Yeah,

932
00:50:08,840 --> 00:50:15,160
Speaker 1: I don't know too much going on, like interference. So

933
00:50:15,400 --> 00:50:17,319
Speaker 1: Mario tell you before we go to that when you're

934
00:50:17,320 --> 00:50:19,120
Speaker 1: talking about this, right, So the song is called us

935
00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:21,040
Speaker 1: to Me, So I want to ask you some questions,

936
00:50:21,120 --> 00:50:23,440
Speaker 1: Like the song is about being in that in between

937
00:50:23,520 --> 00:50:26,800
Speaker 1: space and a relationship and corporate and intimacy being the corporate.

938
00:50:27,200 --> 00:50:30,480
Speaker 1: So if you're in in a relationship where you don't

939
00:50:30,480 --> 00:50:32,040
Speaker 1: feel like it's gonna go anywhere, but you're used to

940
00:50:32,160 --> 00:50:35,160
Speaker 1: that person and you are in a space where you

941
00:50:35,280 --> 00:50:37,600
Speaker 1: aren't ready to move forward anybody else, will you go

942
00:50:37,800 --> 00:50:43,560
Speaker 1: and continue to sleep with? Yes? My favorite? What is

943
00:50:43,600 --> 00:50:45,440
Speaker 1: the point? What is the point where you're able to

944
00:50:45,480 --> 00:50:48,040
Speaker 1: break off and say we can't do this no more? Like, oh,

945
00:50:48,200 --> 00:50:51,160
Speaker 1: I have a perfect story, Okay, you want to hear it.

946
00:50:52,160 --> 00:50:53,279
Speaker 1: So this is why I feel like I know so

947
00:50:53,400 --> 00:50:55,440
Speaker 1: much about you, besides the conversations that we have, is

948
00:50:55,440 --> 00:50:58,040
Speaker 1: because my favorite fake boyfriend is a burgo and y'all

949
00:50:58,080 --> 00:50:59,880
Speaker 1: have y'all have a lot of the same things going

950
00:51:00,040 --> 00:51:02,439
Speaker 1: on with the way, right. So that's why I feel

951
00:51:02,440 --> 00:51:04,520
Speaker 1: like I can read you a little bit romantically, Like

952
00:51:04,680 --> 00:51:08,480
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Um, So me and him

953
00:51:08,480 --> 00:51:11,320
Speaker 1: were in that space, you know who I'm talking Me

954
00:51:11,440 --> 00:51:13,759
Speaker 1: and him wearing that space and him were in that

955
00:51:13,840 --> 00:51:17,040
Speaker 1: space and we were never in a relationship. It was

956
00:51:17,120 --> 00:51:21,759
Speaker 1: a four years thing, you know, situation and you know someone,

957
00:51:22,280 --> 00:51:25,200
Speaker 1: and it was always just like I was used to him.

958
00:51:25,360 --> 00:51:27,680
Speaker 1: It was like why what else I'm gonna do? This

959
00:51:27,840 --> 00:51:29,960
Speaker 1: is this is where I'm comfortable. We're in a comfort

960
00:51:30,040 --> 00:51:32,200
Speaker 1: zone together, we are vibing on every level, and this

961
00:51:32,400 --> 00:51:34,440
Speaker 1: is we this is here. It's not a relationship by

962
00:51:34,480 --> 00:51:36,800
Speaker 1: any means, but this is where we are. UM. What

963
00:51:37,040 --> 00:51:41,440
Speaker 1: made it in is that he moved on to another relationship,

964
00:51:41,560 --> 00:51:43,880
Speaker 1: of real relationship, and it just happened to be with

965
00:51:43,920 --> 00:51:47,800
Speaker 1: somebody I knew and UM, and he lied to me

966
00:51:47,840 --> 00:51:50,600
Speaker 1: about it. Well, he didn't lie to me about it,

967
00:51:50,719 --> 00:51:53,120
Speaker 1: he lied to her about it. And when the ship

968
00:51:53,200 --> 00:51:54,560
Speaker 1: hit the fan and I did some ship, I did

969
00:51:54,640 --> 00:52:00,279
Speaker 1: some message ship, but whatever, because he's live. Well it

970
00:52:00,440 --> 00:52:03,000
Speaker 1: ended with UM. He told her that I was just

971
00:52:03,120 --> 00:52:06,319
Speaker 1: a friend, M but clearly we were more than just friends.

972
00:52:07,640 --> 00:52:15,120
Speaker 1: So now this was years ago. UM. We didn't speak

973
00:52:15,200 --> 00:52:18,239
Speaker 1: for a very long time. And then there was an apology. Right,

974
00:52:18,440 --> 00:52:20,680
Speaker 1: he came and gave me a really hard felt apology

975
00:52:20,920 --> 00:52:23,479
Speaker 1: that he tried to give me a year of months

976
00:52:23,520 --> 00:52:25,960
Speaker 1: before that, but he was blocked but anyway, um, and

977
00:52:26,080 --> 00:52:29,600
Speaker 1: now we're friends again, but we're not in that same space.

978
00:52:30,160 --> 00:52:32,400
Speaker 1: We're really just friends now. Would you say that the

979
00:52:32,520 --> 00:52:35,080
Speaker 1: space of being used to somebody, like, is that like?

980
00:52:35,520 --> 00:52:36,920
Speaker 1: Because where I look at it now, it is like

981
00:52:37,080 --> 00:52:39,800
Speaker 1: that's the space where you challenge yourself the most because

982
00:52:39,840 --> 00:52:43,440
Speaker 1: it's like you don't want to put yourself into positions

983
00:52:43,520 --> 00:52:46,120
Speaker 1: where you cause more trauma for yourself, right, But at

984
00:52:46,160 --> 00:52:47,520
Speaker 1: the same time, it's like you're not about to just

985
00:52:47,600 --> 00:52:50,360
Speaker 1: go and started working with somebody new, you know. So

986
00:52:50,520 --> 00:52:52,560
Speaker 1: that's like that space I think we should call my lives.

987
00:52:52,600 --> 00:52:56,359
Speaker 1: We should normalize like making smarter choices in those spaces

988
00:52:56,400 --> 00:52:57,719
Speaker 1: because I know I got a friend who was like

989
00:52:57,840 --> 00:52:59,720
Speaker 1: that and then their person got pregnant. They got pregnant

990
00:52:59,719 --> 00:53:02,480
Speaker 1: and they were gonna be together. So it's like, you

991
00:53:02,560 --> 00:53:05,480
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, And so it can get for me.

992
00:53:05,760 --> 00:53:07,840
Speaker 1: I just feel like when I don't want to be

993
00:53:07,920 --> 00:53:12,040
Speaker 1: with somebody, this sex isn't good anymore to me, So

994
00:53:12,840 --> 00:53:17,640
Speaker 1: I think women, But I do feel like for women

995
00:53:17,719 --> 00:53:21,399
Speaker 1: it is a lot more like emotional, right, So when

996
00:53:21,440 --> 00:53:23,359
Speaker 1: I know it's not gonna work and I'm just used

997
00:53:23,360 --> 00:53:26,960
Speaker 1: to you and it's not anymore. I'm not even physically

998
00:53:27,080 --> 00:53:29,360
Speaker 1: like in it like that. I think that's a healthy thing.

999
00:53:29,400 --> 00:53:32,120
Speaker 1: I think that's a good superpower because some women not

1000
00:53:32,239 --> 00:53:35,160
Speaker 1: like that. Yeah, so I probably would like not have

1001
00:53:35,320 --> 00:53:38,040
Speaker 1: sex with somebody while I'm going through that. And I

1002
00:53:38,120 --> 00:53:40,799
Speaker 1: think for women, we also have a tendency to move

1003
00:53:40,840 --> 00:53:43,640
Speaker 1: on before we tell you we moved on, So for

1004
00:53:43,719 --> 00:53:48,000
Speaker 1: a while we check, yeah, we've checked out, And if

1005
00:53:48,040 --> 00:53:50,520
Speaker 1: you don't pull it back in and go really hard

1006
00:53:50,600 --> 00:53:53,440
Speaker 1: to make it happen, we're already out the door. And

1007
00:53:53,600 --> 00:53:56,239
Speaker 1: then I can not want to have sex anymore and

1008
00:53:56,320 --> 00:53:58,000
Speaker 1: be okay with it, and then it turns into this

1009
00:53:58,080 --> 00:54:00,880
Speaker 1: whole like, well, I'm having text with you, and then

1010
00:54:00,920 --> 00:54:02,800
Speaker 1: you feel like, well I don't want to play myself

1011
00:54:02,880 --> 00:54:04,160
Speaker 1: and try to have sex and she don't want to

1012
00:54:04,160 --> 00:54:06,480
Speaker 1: do it, and then you know, you end up. That's

1013
00:54:06,560 --> 00:54:08,759
Speaker 1: that's the importance to have a friendship with somebody first,

1014
00:54:09,080 --> 00:54:11,640
Speaker 1: and the friendship being way stronger than anything else. And

1015
00:54:11,719 --> 00:54:13,840
Speaker 1: I know that's as it's cliche and it may be

1016
00:54:13,920 --> 00:54:16,279
Speaker 1: hard to attain, but it's worth it. I'm gonna tell

1017
00:54:16,280 --> 00:54:18,480
Speaker 1: you out there right now is worth it. At thirty six,

1018
00:54:18,640 --> 00:54:22,200
Speaker 1: right now, I would rather have a friendship over the

1019
00:54:22,280 --> 00:54:24,440
Speaker 1: sex being great out the gate. Yeah, man should be

1020
00:54:24,480 --> 00:54:27,160
Speaker 1: your best friend. I gotta be best friends. You know

1021
00:54:27,280 --> 00:54:30,279
Speaker 1: why we're in a digital crusade age. If you ain't

1022
00:54:30,320 --> 00:54:32,960
Speaker 1: best friends with your person, then it's just too it's

1023
00:54:33,000 --> 00:54:35,800
Speaker 1: too much energy and things happening subconsciously for you not

1024
00:54:35,960 --> 00:54:38,719
Speaker 1: to understand your Jasmine and I were having drinks before this.

1025
00:54:39,239 --> 00:54:41,959
Speaker 1: The bartender told us. He said, um, he's been married

1026
00:54:42,000 --> 00:54:44,440
Speaker 1: for eighteen years, been his girl for twenty five, and

1027
00:54:44,520 --> 00:54:47,399
Speaker 1: he said the secret is that he's not on social media. Wow.

1028
00:54:47,840 --> 00:54:49,680
Speaker 1: And so as a bartender, he's like, there's too many

1029
00:54:49,760 --> 00:54:53,640
Speaker 1: women that are like, you know, they're attractive, they're bartenders, Like, oh,

1030
00:54:53,760 --> 00:54:55,640
Speaker 1: tag me off, follow me. He was like, I don't

1031
00:54:55,640 --> 00:54:57,840
Speaker 1: even want that in my relationship. He was like the

1032
00:54:57,880 --> 00:55:00,680
Speaker 1: reason that he needed for work saying for me, like

1033
00:55:01,040 --> 00:55:03,319
Speaker 1: he said, the last thing he was on was my space. Yeah,

1034
00:55:03,360 --> 00:55:05,840
Speaker 1: he was like, I was on my space. But he

1035
00:55:06,000 --> 00:55:07,800
Speaker 1: was like that's what works for him. And so, and

1036
00:55:07,880 --> 00:55:10,000
Speaker 1: he was really happy about it. He looks good and

1037
00:55:10,120 --> 00:55:14,440
Speaker 1: he looks young's four and he looks really young. And

1038
00:55:14,960 --> 00:55:17,279
Speaker 1: I don't think social media is the healthiest thing for it,

1039
00:55:17,400 --> 00:55:19,480
Speaker 1: Like you're constantly feeding yourself. I mean if I look

1040
00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:21,640
Speaker 1: at I don't know, they explore pages what you look

1041
00:55:21,640 --> 00:55:23,319
Speaker 1: at most. But sometimes I don't be looking at girls

1042
00:55:23,360 --> 00:55:24,759
Speaker 1: and they still be popping up on my page. So

1043
00:55:24,800 --> 00:55:31,960
Speaker 1: what was that advertising? You're not on there at though

1044
00:55:32,000 --> 00:55:34,320
Speaker 1: you don't post like crazy, No, I don't post like crazy,

1045
00:55:34,480 --> 00:55:37,120
Speaker 1: but still like when I be on social media, right,

1046
00:55:37,400 --> 00:55:38,880
Speaker 1: but I noticed that sometimes I got to take a

1047
00:55:38,920 --> 00:55:42,400
Speaker 1: break from it because it's so over stimulating when it

1048
00:55:42,440 --> 00:55:44,680
Speaker 1: comes to women and certain things. And I'm a man,

1049
00:55:44,800 --> 00:55:47,560
Speaker 1: like I'm I'm very controlled, like I'm very I have

1050
00:55:47,640 --> 00:55:50,000
Speaker 1: a lot of control and discipline, but I'm still a man.

1051
00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:53,920
Speaker 1: So it's important for me to take breaks for myself,

1052
00:55:54,000 --> 00:55:55,880
Speaker 1: for my own mental health, for my own life, just

1053
00:55:55,960 --> 00:55:59,280
Speaker 1: so I can be excited about the person i'm Sometimes

1054
00:55:59,800 --> 00:56:02,200
Speaker 1: it's really different in person than it is on social media.

1055
00:56:02,320 --> 00:56:04,719
Speaker 1: Like I'm sure you've met people and been like for sure,

1056
00:56:05,680 --> 00:56:08,680
Speaker 1: oh that part for sure. I'm just speaking about like yeah,

1057
00:56:08,719 --> 00:56:11,160
Speaker 1: but that because there's that too, it's not real life.

1058
00:56:11,200 --> 00:56:15,239
Speaker 1: That's like seven times out of ten, seven times that

1059
00:56:15,680 --> 00:56:23,879
Speaker 1: she looked better in person then social media. Now they'd

1060
00:56:23,880 --> 00:56:26,120
Speaker 1: be doing them all right, hold on, all right, let

1061
00:56:26,160 --> 00:56:27,879
Speaker 1: me I'm gonna say no, no, no, no, no, I'm

1062
00:56:27,880 --> 00:56:30,879
Speaker 1: gonna say still by the way, But what I'm gonna

1063
00:56:30,920 --> 00:56:34,000
Speaker 1: say is that the no is because it's no like

1064
00:56:34,120 --> 00:56:37,239
Speaker 1: some girls do look better on social media right because

1065
00:56:37,280 --> 00:56:39,640
Speaker 1: they makes itself perfect because you're gonna post good stuff.

1066
00:56:39,760 --> 00:56:43,960
Speaker 1: And then the the yes is because when they do

1067
00:56:44,120 --> 00:56:45,880
Speaker 1: too much, and then when you see them without doing

1068
00:56:45,920 --> 00:56:49,480
Speaker 1: too much, they look better. Yeah, okay, look better. That's

1069
00:56:49,480 --> 00:56:52,080
Speaker 1: like what without makeup? But we feel like we make up.

1070
00:56:53,480 --> 00:56:55,440
Speaker 1: You look better with just a little bit of makeup.

1071
00:56:55,960 --> 00:56:58,960
Speaker 1: And then some women, you know, makeup enhancing certain ship.

1072
00:56:59,040 --> 00:57:02,160
Speaker 1: But like me, personally, girls who like find a happy balance.

1073
00:57:02,280 --> 00:57:04,000
Speaker 1: But it don't matter. I don't I don't really judge.

1074
00:57:04,000 --> 00:57:05,520
Speaker 1: It don't really matter to me. But now, do you

1075
00:57:05,600 --> 00:57:08,879
Speaker 1: have a whole project coming out? A whole project? Whole

1076
00:57:12,080 --> 00:57:16,680
Speaker 1: because y'all jumping from what I'm saying. Sure, we talked

1077
00:57:16,680 --> 00:57:18,760
Speaker 1: about that too, because you don't know he was going

1078
00:57:18,800 --> 00:57:21,040
Speaker 1: to repeat it that way, you know, because the way

1079
00:57:21,120 --> 00:57:31,720
Speaker 1: she talks sometimes like put the where is that Mario project?

1080
00:57:35,360 --> 00:57:40,520
Speaker 1: Next project? Whole project? But now I'm working on pieces

1081
00:57:40,640 --> 00:57:42,360
Speaker 1: right now. I got a lot of music. I've been

1082
00:57:42,400 --> 00:57:44,360
Speaker 1: having fun like I've been having fun with the music,

1083
00:57:44,400 --> 00:57:45,760
Speaker 1: you know, working with a lot of friends and a

1084
00:57:45,840 --> 00:57:49,200
Speaker 1: lot of just like producers and writers that some new,

1085
00:57:49,880 --> 00:57:52,280
Speaker 1: some older. But now I'm about to tap into the goats,

1086
00:57:52,360 --> 00:57:53,680
Speaker 1: like I want to get in with the rals and

1087
00:57:53,760 --> 00:57:56,240
Speaker 1: the j d s and terms and like those guys

1088
00:57:56,280 --> 00:57:58,280
Speaker 1: and like mix it with like somebody knew a guy's

1089
00:57:58,400 --> 00:58:01,240
Speaker 1: or maybe do a project with a person like Demo

1090
00:58:01,320 --> 00:58:03,880
Speaker 1: who produced us to me um the homemade, you know,

1091
00:58:04,000 --> 00:58:07,120
Speaker 1: spring break working around So I'm working on different pieces,

1092
00:58:07,160 --> 00:58:09,200
Speaker 1: but I will be tapping in the project probably later

1093
00:58:09,280 --> 00:58:11,160
Speaker 1: this year. I'm in a single mood right now. And

1094
00:58:11,280 --> 00:58:14,439
Speaker 1: you have algorithms going, and you have your memoir coming

1095
00:58:14,480 --> 00:58:16,000
Speaker 1: to I know you've been working on that for a while.

1096
00:58:16,040 --> 00:58:17,800
Speaker 1: We've been hearing about this. Is it coming out this

1097
00:58:17,880 --> 00:58:19,120
Speaker 1: year or what? Yes or no, I don't know what

1098
00:58:19,200 --> 00:58:21,200
Speaker 1: it's coming out yet. Because if you get out a

1099
00:58:21,280 --> 00:58:24,760
Speaker 1: new project and that's a different frequency, man, it's like

1100
00:58:25,960 --> 00:58:28,960
Speaker 1: a little a piece of literatures lives for so long forever,

1101
00:58:29,200 --> 00:58:31,600
Speaker 1: and it's like music does too, right, but you can

1102
00:58:31,640 --> 00:58:34,760
Speaker 1: playing music more frequently, Like I just want to make

1103
00:58:34,800 --> 00:58:36,800
Speaker 1: sure I'm saying I'm growing so much, you know what

1104
00:58:36,840 --> 00:58:38,200
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I just want to make sure what I'm

1105
00:58:38,240 --> 00:58:41,680
Speaker 1: talking about, what I'm saying is both a part of

1106
00:58:41,800 --> 00:58:46,920
Speaker 1: my purpose and also what I feel like the conversation

1107
00:58:46,960 --> 00:58:48,640
Speaker 1: I want to have with people, you know at that time,

1108
00:58:48,760 --> 00:58:52,320
Speaker 1: so soon when it's ready, it's gonna be very purposeful

1109
00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:54,320
Speaker 1: because you've been working on it for years. You look

1110
00:58:54,360 --> 00:58:56,040
Speaker 1: back at what you started with and like, oh, I

1111
00:58:56,080 --> 00:58:58,760
Speaker 1: don't know if I feel like this, because I'm enhancing

1112
00:58:58,960 --> 00:59:02,640
Speaker 1: the language and and and the intention and how I

1113
00:59:03,840 --> 00:59:09,200
Speaker 1: project myself through the writing, like the same intention, but

1114
00:59:09,520 --> 00:59:12,440
Speaker 1: enhancing how it's received, if you will, reading like the

1115
00:59:12,520 --> 00:59:14,640
Speaker 1: words or the way I say something right, but some

1116
00:59:14,800 --> 00:59:18,800
Speaker 1: of it most of it sticking, but yeah, just enhancing it, Okay.

1117
00:59:18,840 --> 00:59:20,960
Speaker 1: And then last thing, I'm gonna ask you any words

1118
00:59:21,040 --> 00:59:23,800
Speaker 1: for life? Jennings saw that he felt like you were,

1119
00:59:24,880 --> 00:59:28,080
Speaker 1: and I know you want to wow. This man, Me

1120
00:59:28,160 --> 00:59:30,320
Speaker 1: and life has had many conversations, bro, Like he He's

1121
00:59:30,320 --> 00:59:32,520
Speaker 1: a legend in his own right, you know what I'm saying, Like,

1122
00:59:33,560 --> 00:59:36,160
Speaker 1: I think that people got misconstructed when I did like this.

1123
00:59:37,480 --> 00:59:39,440
Speaker 1: I was saying, like, all right, I've been at shows

1124
00:59:39,520 --> 00:59:41,880
Speaker 1: and fans of post like something and I'm like, damn,

1125
00:59:41,880 --> 00:59:44,200
Speaker 1: why they post that part of the worst part. Why

1126
00:59:44,280 --> 00:59:45,760
Speaker 1: you post a part of the show that's not like

1127
00:59:46,240 --> 00:59:49,040
Speaker 1: and then say whatever. Like I've had fans post things

1128
00:59:49,040 --> 00:59:50,720
Speaker 1: I didn't like. So when I saw it, I was like,

1129
00:59:51,320 --> 00:59:53,680
Speaker 1: why she post that? But I didn't say why she

1130
00:59:53,760 --> 00:59:55,760
Speaker 1: post that? I just did like this, So you know

1131
00:59:55,800 --> 00:59:57,880
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You know the internet did. But you

1132
00:59:57,960 --> 01:00:01,720
Speaker 1: know how the internet is be antagonizing that. And because

1133
01:00:01,720 --> 01:00:03,560
Speaker 1: I know you are not even that type of person,

1134
01:00:03,760 --> 01:00:06,680
Speaker 1: That's why I wanted you to know. I'm not, but

1135
01:00:06,760 --> 01:00:10,880
Speaker 1: I am not. But it's like unintentioned. Yeah, like it

1136
01:00:11,000 --> 01:00:14,600
Speaker 1: just happened. But yeah, it depends on the situation. It

1137
01:00:14,640 --> 01:00:17,120
Speaker 1: depends on the situation. It's multiple different size of me,

1138
01:00:17,200 --> 01:00:18,880
Speaker 1: Like I had a lot of identities, Like I just

1139
01:00:19,160 --> 01:00:22,240
Speaker 1: I'm just controlled. I just like control. My narrative is back.

1140
01:00:22,680 --> 01:00:24,880
Speaker 1: Rio has always been here. This is this a mixture

1141
01:00:24,920 --> 01:00:26,800
Speaker 1: between Rio and Mario used to me, it's like a

1142
01:00:26,920 --> 01:00:33,480
Speaker 1: mixture between both balance like that, there's like the we

1143
01:00:33,520 --> 01:00:36,480
Speaker 1: can get to it. There's like the Rio is like

1144
01:00:37,320 --> 01:00:39,920
Speaker 1: the older version of the young kid from Baltimore, right

1145
01:00:40,840 --> 01:00:44,240
Speaker 1: he yeah, and he just he just a little bit

1146
01:00:44,320 --> 01:00:46,040
Speaker 1: more like he don't he don't care, he don't think

1147
01:00:46,040 --> 01:00:49,560
Speaker 1: about the console. He reckless. A little more reckless is

1148
01:00:49,600 --> 01:00:52,040
Speaker 1: the kid who grew up in the industry and like,

1149
01:00:52,480 --> 01:00:55,240
Speaker 1: you know, going to church, child stars. How do you

1150
01:00:55,280 --> 01:00:58,680
Speaker 1: mean that We don't even get to him yet. He

1151
01:00:58,840 --> 01:01:00,320
Speaker 1: just he you know, he grew up in and so

1152
01:01:00,600 --> 01:01:02,880
Speaker 1: he like he understand the game. He played a game

1153
01:01:02,960 --> 01:01:07,280
Speaker 1: like you feel me, and then Mario like me. It's

1154
01:01:07,360 --> 01:01:11,440
Speaker 1: like the kid that grew up in Baltimore that has

1155
01:01:11,480 --> 01:01:14,960
Speaker 1: been kind of watching from the outside, watching everything and

1156
01:01:15,080 --> 01:01:18,360
Speaker 1: like kind of just staying pure, you know what I'm saying,

1157
01:01:18,440 --> 01:01:22,560
Speaker 1: and like keeping myself remember where I came from. You know,

1158
01:01:22,720 --> 01:01:24,800
Speaker 1: I'll never forget that my grandmother still talked to me.

1159
01:01:25,120 --> 01:01:27,680
Speaker 1: That's Mario, my mother, you know, my one of my angels,

1160
01:01:27,680 --> 01:01:29,640
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, My family, my ancestors, Like,

1161
01:01:29,800 --> 01:01:35,640
Speaker 1: that's that's Mario. We love it. I love you too well.

1162
01:01:35,720 --> 01:01:38,200
Speaker 1: Thank you so much, Mario and to Rio also shout

1163
01:01:38,240 --> 01:01:50,240
Speaker 1: out to Mario. Also, yeah, we're good with that. But honestly, no,

1164
01:01:50,440 --> 01:01:52,280
Speaker 1: for real, this is really a third time on the show.

1165
01:01:52,800 --> 01:01:55,080
Speaker 1: You wrote with us during the pandemic, and I love that.

1166
01:01:55,200 --> 01:01:57,800
Speaker 1: You're so much fun to sit down and have these conversations.

1167
01:01:57,840 --> 01:01:59,800
Speaker 1: But honestly, I gotta have fun with life, man, and

1168
01:02:00,000 --> 01:02:01,160
Speaker 1: the end of the day I hold. What people take

1169
01:02:01,200 --> 01:02:03,280
Speaker 1: from it is balance. Balance is important to have fun

1170
01:02:03,360 --> 01:02:05,440
Speaker 1: with life. Balance. Don't judge yourself, don't be too hard

1171
01:02:05,480 --> 01:02:08,080
Speaker 1: on yourself. Have a vision for your life for where

1172
01:02:08,120 --> 01:02:10,880
Speaker 1: you want to go. Work hard, and don't let nobody out.

1173
01:02:10,920 --> 01:02:18,000
Speaker 1: Work you know, work all right, service, Let's go.