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Speaker 1: a special guest by the name of Life. Jenna is
Speaker 1: on Big Fast. So what's up. Welcome to brother, Welcome
Speaker 1: to brother. How you doing all this well? Man, appreciate
Speaker 1: y'all having me out here? Yep, absolutely, Man, talk talk
Speaker 1: to us about what you feel when you think about
Speaker 1: the brand in the name Life Jenna's you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, what you mean to the culture and what
Speaker 1: you mean the R and B and what you brought
Speaker 1: to the game. Um, I mean I think about it
Speaker 1: like when I first got the name, Like my original
Speaker 1: stage name was um Music for Life. That was my
Speaker 1: action and just the cast. I wasn't the joint at
Speaker 1: the time. They just was like, yo, you should just
Speaker 1: show it to Life because that's all you really talked
Speaker 1: about and then change the eye tool. Why because you
Speaker 1: asked questions like is this like this? And so that's
Speaker 1: where it came from. Okay, Yeah, So what type of
Speaker 1: impact do you think you had on a game though, Like,
Speaker 1: do you think that you change the way that certain
Speaker 1: people approached their music or R and B singers, or
Speaker 1: you change anything within the sound? Like what do you
Speaker 1: think how do you think you innovated this shit? Um?
Speaker 1: You know, I don't necessarily look at it in the
Speaker 1: form of artists to artists because I think, you know,
Speaker 1: every artist's goal is to just be original, so they
Speaker 1: ain't trying to be like Jenny's. They're trying to be original.
Speaker 1: But the people it just gave, like the niggas in
Speaker 1: the and the lowly class catch you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: the opportunity to be listening and banging something and not
Speaker 1: feel like they're corny, like they listening to a love
Speaker 1: record of ning like that you're not talking about. So
Speaker 1: when you saw your first I guess dance with Jail
Speaker 1: or whatever was when you were fourteen and you went
Speaker 1: to prison for ten years, right right? Right? Okay? So
Speaker 1: do you feel like that pain produced artists life? Jennings,
Speaker 1: I think you had a hand in it, you know,
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't be liking to give prison do
Speaker 1: credit like that, because yeah, a lot of young cats
Speaker 1: be thinking I need stripes, I need, you know, to
Speaker 1: go through something order to write about something. I think,
Speaker 1: you know, that was a place that I was at,
Speaker 1: and I think that that place contributed to, you know,
Speaker 1: my craft. Okay, okay, So how do you approach Do
Speaker 1: you approach music any different now than than you used to,
Speaker 1: like back then when you first jumped out the porch
Speaker 1: of the music? Like, how do you approach it now
Speaker 1: as opposed to back then? Um? I approach it actually
Speaker 1: exactly the same. You know. I go through some things
Speaker 1: and then you know, when it just it just beef
Speaker 1: up to why I know enough about it internally then
Speaker 1: I just go and I write about it. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm like, does that mean you say you changed the why?
Speaker 1: Because you say you're like, why what's your biggest Like?
Speaker 1: Why what's my biggest? Why? Um? I mean I got
Speaker 1: a lot of big wives, real real, what I mean?
Speaker 1: I mean, I guess probably number one. It's just like,
Speaker 1: you know, why why it's catch out. It's just so
Speaker 1: like the more I get into this culture and I
Speaker 1: ain't just talking about like a black couture. I'm talking
Speaker 1: about the world culture. It's violent, man, And I'm not
Speaker 1: talking about just violence as in physical violence. It's mental violence,
Speaker 1: it's social violence, it's economic violence. And it's just weird
Speaker 1: to me that shit, that's the ship to get the
Speaker 1: most precious, the ship to get the most love is
Speaker 1: to hate you did. Yeah, how you feel about like
Speaker 1: modern day or against the new R and B? Like
Speaker 1: the sound of it all the artist shit, I feel
Speaker 1: like it might as well be rats, might as well
Speaker 1: just rappid, you know what I'm saying. And I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't knock these young casts. You don't catch always
Speaker 1: got their own thing. Hell, you know, Bill Bottoms. You know,
Speaker 1: my granddad used to be like, I bet you can't
Speaker 1: pull your pants off over these shoes. I'm like, I
Speaker 1: don't really want to bro you know. You know I
Speaker 1: don't not that, But but I also think that it's
Speaker 1: it's it's such a thing as things that go in
Speaker 1: their place. I'm not gonna put a square ball into
Speaker 1: a circle, um cut out. You know what I'm saying
Speaker 1: that I think this R and B ship was really
Speaker 1: just about love. It was about expression, whether that be
Speaker 1: to someone you romantically involved with, or maybe that was
Speaker 1: just you just getting some off your chest in a
Speaker 1: responsible way. It ain't that no more? You know, So
Speaker 1: you basically saying you think the love is missing from
Speaker 1: R and B or the passion the passion or I
Speaker 1: think you said it right the first job. Love is missing. Man.
Speaker 1: You know there was another why, another why? Um it's
Speaker 1: a real why. But everything about all kinds of ships,
Speaker 1: I really feel like, you know, it's a lot of
Speaker 1: racial hate going on. You did for whatever reason, Um,
Speaker 1: but I just wonder, like where did that come from?
Speaker 1: Like this? White people just wake up one day, like
Speaker 1: what is the purpose of hating black people so much
Speaker 1: that you're teaching Not only do you know, because if
Speaker 1: something happened to you, maybe you have an experience that
Speaker 1: caused you to hate black people like that, but for
Speaker 1: you to then teach your kids and they teach their kids,
Speaker 1: it's just weird to me, man. You know. So that's
Speaker 1: another why. Where you think the self hate come from? Though?
Speaker 1: Where you think that we're talking about other races hating
Speaker 1: us for sure? Where you think the self hate come
Speaker 1: from with us hating ourselves? I mean, because we under
Speaker 1: scholastic system with people that hate us, so naturally, our
Speaker 1: scholastic system is gonna teach us to hate ourselves you know, yeah,
Speaker 1: And I don't want that to sound like a cliche
Speaker 1: like people say shit like, oh, you gotta learn how
Speaker 1: to love yourself and all of that. What I specifically
Speaker 1: mean is they take out all of the successes that
Speaker 1: we've had, or they trivialize the successes that we had
Speaker 1: and feed them to them in a way to where
Speaker 1: they are a part of it. So therefore they be
Speaker 1: a part of our success and absence from our failure.
Speaker 1: You know. So one of the big part of say,
Speaker 1: your brand is touring doing a lot of shows, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. A lot of people have saluted
Speaker 1: you on that, but I saw somewhere where they say,
Speaker 1: you kind of I want to work suffer, but you
Speaker 1: deal with stage anxiety and a lot of stage anxiety
Speaker 1: and stage right Is that is that real or that's
Speaker 1: just some ship that they just made up for the
Speaker 1: end of that Now, I think that I had a
Speaker 1: little experience like somebody coming a little show whatever, you know,
Speaker 1: when record part of the show and then you know
Speaker 1: they auto tuned part of it and then paired it
Speaker 1: next to something a totally different key and just try to,
Speaker 1: you know, just be weird with the ship. Show whatever. Uh,
Speaker 1: that's just what they did. What I'm saying, Yeah, I
Speaker 1: guess I'm trying to understand it. You're saying. They recorded
Speaker 1: you and then they made a meme or what it
Speaker 1: made the meme. They recorded a part of the show
Speaker 1: auto tuned to make it sound real crazy, and then
Speaker 1: paired it next to something else I was singing and
Speaker 1: the audio altered it and then put it next to
Speaker 1: something a totally different key, like and just trying to
Speaker 1: you know, niggas trying to get forty lights out here,
Speaker 1: but it's real, like, you know what I'm saying, So
Speaker 1: you know, and then after that, everybody coming to my
Speaker 1: shows what they phoned ups like because he got a
Speaker 1: little little internet famous off of that, so now everybody
Speaker 1: is dead. So it was, you know, it was a
Speaker 1: little uh trying at that point. But you know, so
Speaker 1: for clarity, but likes you got the bag, I'm coming
Speaker 1: to rock. I ain't scared for clarity for the people like,
Speaker 1: I'm coming to rock and I got I got college
Speaker 1: to pay for, bro I got six kids college to
Speaker 1: play for. I ain't that shit. Don't deter me. They yeah, definitely,
Speaker 1: So just to kind of like rewind and go back
Speaker 1: a little bit, take us back to what it was
Speaker 1: kind of like growing up in Salito, growing up Intaledo. Um,
Speaker 1: I mean I grew up. I grew up in a
Speaker 1: different time man. I grew up like you know, sometimes
Speaker 1: the bust didn't want to let you on the bus.
Speaker 1: Just how they was feeling that day, like white folks was.
Speaker 1: I think they was more outwardly crueler than it is.
Speaker 1: You crossed the street. You here, you're fifty card doors
Speaker 1: locking when you go across. You go to school and
Speaker 1: they ask you know what you want to be when
Speaker 1: you grow up? And then me, I remember specifically one
Speaker 1: time I said I want to be president. The teacher
Speaker 1: laughed in my face, like you can't be president, Mike.
Speaker 1: You know. Wow? So I grew up in a dismissive
Speaker 1: time kind you know. Damn yeah, what do you think
Speaker 1: you're bigger obscore being in this museum? It's me, my
Speaker 1: biggest obscle, and everything's me, this shit beginning in with me.
Speaker 1: Hell yeah, I was just gonna say, ain't baby, June,
Speaker 1: I think gmin I throw you though you like throw
Speaker 1: you for a little What do you think that I
Speaker 1: don't even necessarily believe in all that shit. Man, You
Speaker 1: don't every yeah, because every nigga, every nigga night, you
Speaker 1: said the same thing I would say, you m yeah
Speaker 1: when you say you're biggest is you just like accountability?
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I can't blame it if
Speaker 1: I'm a man, I can't blame nobody for what I lived.
Speaker 1: Nothing in my life, nothing, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Some niggle don't feel like it. Some niggas got up.
Speaker 1: It's somebody in the fault while they ain't got with David.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, and and I'm telling you
Speaker 1: you can't. It's important what you just said right there.
Speaker 1: You're grown man. You can't even be a grown man
Speaker 1: until you take responsibility for every single thing that happened
Speaker 1: to you. I don't want to hear that shit. Oh
Speaker 1: if such and such would't it, did this or I'm
Speaker 1: not in control of this. Nah. I take responsibility for
Speaker 1: every single thing that shit, good or bad. Man. You
Speaker 1: know what moment you feel like you could take back,
Speaker 1: you would be like, man, damn, I wish this shit
Speaker 1: happened out trying to got none of it. I want
Speaker 1: to take back none of it because it's like it's
Speaker 1: all an experience, man, you know, I mean, shit happened
Speaker 1: just like so it's so weird. Like right now, I'm
Speaker 1: going through what I call a bad luck phase of
Speaker 1: my life. Right every every year between like January in April,
Speaker 1: it just be the worst shit happening to be like
Speaker 1: oh right, yeah, you know. So I say that to
Speaker 1: say and people ask me, oh, yeah, that was bad,
Speaker 1: wasn't it. I said, I don't know yet, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying because all of the the seemingly bad
Speaker 1: shit that happened in my life led to the good
Speaker 1: ship that happened, right, so at every moment, I don't
Speaker 1: know whether this shit is bad or good. Yeah it
Speaker 1: was likes, but yeah, so you damn I want to
Speaker 1: say two things. But so you just dealt with like
Speaker 1: a Robberick depth situation on the West Coast in Oakland
Speaker 1: that was one of January, well right, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: it was some some weird snits, some a little you know, yeah,
Speaker 1: and and it's so it's so crazy, you know, we
Speaker 1: we just punked guy that was with me. Um. I
Speaker 1: asked the dude like we're gonna talk right here, you know,
Speaker 1: try and get this dude, you know, at least protect
Speaker 1: the bag a little bit more like you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, why you know, getting uh, they call it
Speaker 1: bip down there, you know. And then and then did
Speaker 1: David foe that another couple got bipped and I guess
Speaker 1: the dude tried to stop him and these cats wind
Speaker 1: up killing him and his wife that was in the car.
Speaker 1: Like yeah, so it's it's serious down man. Man. So
Speaker 1: but so so in the in the power of just
Speaker 1: thought of manifestation. And this is just real positive conversation.
Speaker 1: You don't think that maybe putting in your head that
Speaker 1: every year between January and this this ship might happen.
Speaker 1: It could be, but it's a lot of goddamn years.
Speaker 1: I didn't claim it and it's still rock, you know,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I just like you know, they say
Speaker 1: you get what you prepared for. So maybe that's why
Speaker 1: I'm getting it. But I just always um. But it's
Speaker 1: it's it's not again like I think that you you
Speaker 1: you would term it bad like I'm not terming it bad.
Speaker 1: I'm turning it seemingly to me from my eyes, which
Speaker 1: is very very visually impaired, you did what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: it seems as it's going wrong. You there what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: But come April. Usually in April, I just get a
Speaker 1: lot of realization on what all that shit was for.
Speaker 1: He did what kind of thing you can say you did?
Speaker 1: It got in the way ever you're doing whatever you
Speaker 1: feel like you need to be doing. Number one is
Speaker 1: what you said blaming other people, trying to look for
Speaker 1: excuses on why this didn't happen for me. Um. I
Speaker 1: think also another one of my perceived shortcomings is that
Speaker 1: you know, I'm not too quick on change. Like a
Speaker 1: lot of times we hold on the things that we
Speaker 1: peep with. You did what I'm saying, It's fulfilled its purpose.
Speaker 1: But because we've become so comfortable with them things now
Speaker 1: we think that I don't want to let it go
Speaker 1: so we can get acclimated to the new ship that's
Speaker 1: gonna probably bring us better stuff. It's like pro Tools.
Speaker 1: I don't know if y'all work with pro Tools, like
Speaker 1: you have an old version of pro Tools. I just
Speaker 1: got good on this ship and they just came with
Speaker 1: eight more. I don't I keep my pro Tools until
Speaker 1: the files no longer transferred. No mote, but it would
Speaker 1: have been healthy mentally for me just to go ahead
Speaker 1: and learn the new ship. Yeah, yeah, what's some day
Speaker 1: to day ship, like personally you've been working on and
Speaker 1: trying to make sure like Jennings has becoming a better
Speaker 1: person man um man learning how to think through violence
Speaker 1: man Like, Yeah, I think, because I think that's when
Speaker 1: you really um when you got your best practice and
Speaker 1: what I mean by emotion, you did what I'm saying
Speaker 1: because a lot of people think that it's good energies.
Speaker 1: I hear people all the time like I don't even
Speaker 1: want to be around good energy. That's bad energy. It's
Speaker 1: not two different kinds of energy. That's like saying, if
Speaker 1: I plug the refrigerator into the wall and I plug
Speaker 1: my iPad into the wall, this is iPad energy and
Speaker 1: this is refrigerat they got different kind of votes. They
Speaker 1: got twelve votes, twenty votes if they got different votes
Speaker 1: to this, but check that out. That's true too, But
Speaker 1: it's different kind of votes. In your body sometimes you
Speaker 1: just maddest, heir, way madder than you ever being. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But that's the time you got
Speaker 1: to learn how to think it terriform that energy, because
Speaker 1: that energy gonna go into something, whether it's one twenty two,
Speaker 1: forty is going into something, but thinking is directing that energy.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Yeah, Yeah, that's hard. Yeah,
Speaker 1: sometimes hard to thank And again that's why that's why
Speaker 1: it's practice. That's why it's practice. You know. But you
Speaker 1: got it, shit, you got this fault. You not sometimes
Speaker 1: time to be even when that ship having in Oakland,
Speaker 1: like the old men won't be like, oh, these knigs
Speaker 1: think it's a game. But you know that when I
Speaker 1: thought about it, you realize that it is a game.
Speaker 1: But you're the only one playing. You think all these
Speaker 1: other people was involved in it, they're not. You don't
Speaker 1: You don't only one player? Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah,
Speaker 1: laying the wrong game on the wrong board, chuck the
Speaker 1: board on. Yeah, ship. I feel like you just can't
Speaker 1: expect you from somebody else, girl, That's what we were
Speaker 1: getting sucked up, you know, like I won't do this,
Speaker 1: I won't do you this way, so they wouldn't make
Speaker 1: it hurt you. You know what I'm saying, Like if
Speaker 1: I'm looking at stream as if how I would never
Speaker 1: do him, that's how I expect for him to feel
Speaker 1: with me. Get what I'm saying, So he do something
Speaker 1: that I I wouldn't do to him, that's what put me
Speaker 1: in a position to be like faintment. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, But he just being him? I mean, is
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I'm gonna say you something.
Speaker 1: Don't take this the wrong way, but I'll be I'll
Speaker 1: be trying to tell you you to me, that's the
Speaker 1: definition of a hater. What you mean? I mean that
Speaker 1: when somebody goes beyond, exceeds either upboards down the point
Speaker 1: that you thought they were supposed to be at, that's
Speaker 1: when the hate come in. But it ain't not what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I guess you he missed him saying. I'm
Speaker 1: saying like, no, I know, if he do something for me,
Speaker 1: if he if he if he got them I check
Speaker 1: a country and he got them to fort my name,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be hurt because I didn't expect for him
Speaker 1: to do that because him. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But if he just did it, and I just expect
Speaker 1: everybody to try to do some more shit, I probably
Speaker 1: wouldn't be hurt about this. No, no, no no, you probably
Speaker 1: think I'm talking about Hay. That's a bad term. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna hate it a lot. Shit, I've got that I
Speaker 1: might be one of the greatest god damn haters of
Speaker 1: all time because what he did is what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: is my expectations. Everybody is not like me. So if
Speaker 1: somebody either exceeds my expectations or goals below my expectations,
Speaker 1: then I'm a hater because yeah, I don't think yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: you feel like hey yeah, he said, yeah, I get it.
Speaker 1: He's said, I'm I'm worrying about if you less or
Speaker 1: more than me, I'm a bit basically hate yeah, right.
Speaker 1: And know what I'm saying is if I don't know,
Speaker 1: I wouldn't cross him, and he crossed me, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: feel like he'll fun situation, and in any type of
Speaker 1: dealings with anybody, you have to just prepare for the
Speaker 1: worst and hopeful. That's how to do then, because at
Speaker 1: the end of the day, when you do it is
Speaker 1: like all you being one. If I'm looking for you
Speaker 1: to do some bullshit to me, that must mean I
Speaker 1: do some bullshit, you know what I'm saying, look looking
Speaker 1: for somebody to do some bullshit. You have to just
Speaker 1: prepare yourself for it. If it happens. No, you know
Speaker 1: it can happens, don't putting the pair nobody. I hope
Speaker 1: you don't. I hope you though. I mean, I'm just
Speaker 1: I'm just preparing what to tell myself because I think
Speaker 1: like that's like a lot of times somebody are looking
Speaker 1: in the mirror and because of flaw that they said
Speaker 1: was a flaw instagram. I prepared myself to feel like
Speaker 1: I'm less than the next person because I believe this
Speaker 1: right here, So I write my own sentences in stone.
Speaker 1: So if something happened, if somebody does something to me,
Speaker 1: I tell myself, first of all, they never got away
Speaker 1: with nothing, because what's mind is mine in the universe,
Speaker 1: ain't no such thing and somebody stealing something, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, only thing, only thing is such thing
Speaker 1: as you're taking somebody don't belong to you, and you're
Speaker 1: gonna have to pay for it some kind of way.
Speaker 1: But you may not even remember you did what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So I tell myself these things so that I can
Speaker 1: calm myself, so that that iPad and that reficial energy
Speaker 1: can be directed the right way. All your kids about
Speaker 1: saying mom hem no, I mean baby moms get it O. No,
Speaker 1: I think I got five baby mamas that ship with
Speaker 1: that ship dude, Like what kind of uh what you
Speaker 1: don't do? I question? Right, it's practice, it's chaos man.
Speaker 1: Uh but I think they didn't place for a reason. Man,
Speaker 1: do you think so you'd be trying to give a
Speaker 1: fuck about a doll like I'm gonna be you know
Speaker 1: what I'm say. You're not suddenly be trying to this
Speaker 1: is my kid mom, I got my kid mom instead
Speaker 1: of you know what? Say you know what I need
Speaker 1: to be trying to be like getting my baby mama?
Speaker 1: And did you want new kund of negle? You just
Speaker 1: let you go. Hey, she's cool. This bit is crazy.
Speaker 1: I can't fuck with her. This yeah, okay, this one
Speaker 1: right here is gonna take care of your babyma. Did
Speaker 1: you see them for who they is or you seeing
Speaker 1: them from I love you because you had a child
Speaker 1: for me, because some of these look at women as
Speaker 1: she had a child for me. This is like, yeah,
Speaker 1: all of them under the baby mama blanket. Yeah, my love,
Speaker 1: don't run like that. I don't really go like that.
Speaker 1: I don't love you just because you had a kid
Speaker 1: by me. You did what I'm saying, the things that
Speaker 1: I do for you is for the well being mentally
Speaker 1: of the kid. Now I consider the things that I
Speaker 1: do love and anything that I do to help you
Speaker 1: is love. So that's the way I would That's the
Speaker 1: way my mom goes. See, I'm just thinking, like from
Speaker 1: baby mama, because I ain't got no like baby ain't
Speaker 1: got no baby MoMA. I got a wife, this got
Speaker 1: my kid. So I'm just saying, like, if I had
Speaker 1: a baby mama, if it would had to be hustle,
Speaker 1: I'm thinking about her. So even if I got another bitch,
Speaker 1: I'm still feel like I run her because you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, just being one hunter because my kid, like,
Speaker 1: you can't be nothing that can come before that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so you know you got a lot of that feel
Speaker 1: like that though. Yeah, what you say me? I told
Speaker 1: my baby mama, I say, I say, damn, you've been
Speaker 1: happy lately. I say, you got a new dude or something.
Speaker 1: I was like, because if you do, you need to
Speaker 1: keep that dude. If he's making you dis happy the way,
Speaker 1: I don't gotta deal with the nonsense. Please marry this nigga,
Speaker 1: please shit. Yeah, Yeah, did you get what I'm saying though,
Speaker 1: So I'm thinking of it of that way, like I
Speaker 1: would think, you know what I'm saying, because somebody it's
Speaker 1: a lot of news. They like that too, like thinking
Speaker 1: they feel disrespected by things that this woman do when
Speaker 1: you know, told gone got a hold of life. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Yeah, but that ship, that ship
Speaker 1: that should stop with being mental. So this is what
Speaker 1: I wanted to ask you, like about the whole baby
Speaker 1: mama situation or whatever. So you had a situation with
Speaker 1: one of your kids mothers and when this you have
Speaker 1: two kids by right, and it was kind of like
Speaker 1: a domestic situation that results of in going back to jail. Yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: So how do you when when it's jail involved and
Speaker 1: when it's police involved, and when it comes to that
Speaker 1: drastic of a situation, once you get past that and
Speaker 1: like once you got out, how did you move past
Speaker 1: that in order to be able to healthfully co parent
Speaker 1: your kids? Um, like with me and like with me
Speaker 1: and her man, I just find that being absent from
Speaker 1: her from my life and me from her life in general,
Speaker 1: that worked for the kids. You know, my kids at
Speaker 1: the age now, Thank god that if I want to
Speaker 1: compensate with them, then I could just reach out with them.
Speaker 1: But as far as YEA throw her, yeah, because she's
Speaker 1: still going through some shit, like she felt like that.
Speaker 1: I think she feels like in some way that she
Speaker 1: was cheated out of the success that I had. She
Speaker 1: felt like she was supposed to be a part of
Speaker 1: it because she was with me when I first started.
Speaker 1: He did what I'm saying, like you know what I'm
Speaker 1: saying in that moment, like she you know, but that
Speaker 1: ship was conditional, though, He's conditions you being able to
Speaker 1: maintain your composure, just like you telling it what God,
Speaker 1: they shouldn't get through it though, right when I get
Speaker 1: big fair till your God is powerful? Right, Oh, I
Speaker 1: guess give us a little backstory of how you created
Speaker 1: till you going it's powerful from obviously what you hear
Speaker 1: and to what you see. Just talk to us a
Speaker 1: little bit about the creation of that. Um. I was
Speaker 1: just feeling underappreciated, you know, on a lot of different levels,
Speaker 1: and went down in the basement and just you know,
Speaker 1: just probably wrote that song probably like about eight minutes,
Speaker 1: like forever. Because a lot of times you ain't gotta
Speaker 1: think about the truth too much. You know what I'm saying. Um,
Speaker 1: but if you're talking about the video, you know the
Speaker 1: video came about because I mean the first thing was that,
Speaker 1: you know, of course a Kanye and a Kyrie thing.
Speaker 1: And while um, I might not even necessarily agree with
Speaker 1: what they said, but I still don't want to just
Speaker 1: see that. I'm not going to applaud nothing bad happened
Speaker 1: to you just because I don't agree with you, and
Speaker 1: I just felt like it to to just to the community.
Speaker 1: The and I'm really speaking specifically on the black community now,
Speaker 1: it's like we love when some shit happened to somebody else. Man, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't. That's another why I don't. I don't understand
Speaker 1: because I know, individually, speaking for myself, I've been through
Speaker 1: so much shit in my life that I wouldn't dare
Speaker 1: when someone's happening to you set up and laugh and
Speaker 1: be reposting shit about you, and I, oh no, that's
Speaker 1: the way of the world. I just I just I
Speaker 1: just that's that's the new new what do you call it? Entertainment? Yeah,
Speaker 1: somebody else playing you know, I'm saying that like that
Speaker 1: to see the nigga looking for it's confusing you. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying it's like welcome, I got that's
Speaker 1: part of the song and say, uh uh, welcome to
Speaker 1: the Nigga Olympics where we race to put band aids
Speaker 1: on cuts to these stitches. You know, said like that.
Speaker 1: Another another thing you highlighted, I guess was just kind
Speaker 1: of something like a lot of the artists passing away
Speaker 1: and everything like that, Like, what's your thoughts on that?
Speaker 1: Why do you think that they're going through that as
Speaker 1: a culture. We saw somebody overseas in Africa get murdered
Speaker 1: to a rap one of their biggest rappers. Why do
Speaker 1: you think that's going on in the culture? Man? That's
Speaker 1: a that's a that's a whole another why Again, It's
Speaker 1: like the people that supposed to love you are the
Speaker 1: people that make it not safe for you to even
Speaker 1: move around on them, you know, And I think that
Speaker 1: has just come and it's probably a lot of things
Speaker 1: in my mind. I know, I think the culture tells
Speaker 1: these kids that you know, you doing bad. Niggas might
Speaker 1: I'll be saying, niggas that got good moms, like got
Speaker 1: tennis shoes on their feet, eating regularly, and they want
Speaker 1: to get on records talking about that. They from the hood,
Speaker 1: like that's it is still a pilling that you and
Speaker 1: you're not even from that. Like, so I think just
Speaker 1: the whole culture just tells these kids it's it's easier
Speaker 1: to do stuff in this manner, man, and that makes
Speaker 1: the whole community not safe, you know cities. Man, That's
Speaker 1: it weird, man. What the anidote is if life, if
Speaker 1: life was in charge of shit, if you was in
Speaker 1: charge of everything, like what you think the anadote is
Speaker 1: to some of these wives or some of these issues education?
Speaker 1: You know, it's definitely one because speaking for myself, once
Speaker 1: I learned about my environment, I didn't feel like I
Speaker 1: was as much a victim of my environment anymore, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I mean like like you know,
Speaker 1: being in jail and learning about the law, like sometimes
Speaker 1: might go to court, and I just used to feel
Speaker 1: like shit, it ain't no sense to me saying like
Speaker 1: they're gonna do be bad anyway. But then when I
Speaker 1: learned about the law high goal, I don't I don't
Speaker 1: feel as helpless. Yeah, I don't feel helpless no more.
Speaker 1: I'm going there in my head that's raised a little
Speaker 1: bit because I can see like, nah, this ain't posed
Speaker 1: to go like this, I got I got a chance.
Speaker 1: Now you do know what I'm saying. So definitely education,
Speaker 1: And I think that we spent a lot of time
Speaker 1: talking about censorship being able to be free, you know
Speaker 1: in America and all of that. People don't disagree with me,
Speaker 1: but I think some shiit through need to be censored. Man,
Speaker 1: You know, like what I don't. I don't. I don't
Speaker 1: think that um Batman and Robins should be in a relationship.
Speaker 1: You know that that that's part of it and not
Speaker 1: that it's you know, right or wrong. I just think
Speaker 1: that it's leading. Like for kids, kids' minds are very impressionable.
Speaker 1: It's called repetition, which you tell them over and over again.
Speaker 1: They're gonna believe it regardless. Nah, Because I mean he
Speaker 1: was speaking on shit that needs to be censored, and
Speaker 1: like I said, like, let me just let me just
Speaker 1: say what I what I meant by that, I'm some
Speaker 1: punish it. You know, Robin is game And then in
Speaker 1: the new Batman cartoons, Robin robin Is goes the other
Speaker 1: way man on cartoon, Yes, stop playing, I promised the
Speaker 1: god on everything. I love what they're doing on the cartoon. Girl.
Speaker 1: You know, you know, but just came out. Man, stop
Speaker 1: playing stop the ful God. And the thing about it is,
Speaker 1: there's nothing there's nothing wrong with being Yes, they've been
Speaker 1: in the closet. You know what he's doing. No, Yeah,
Speaker 1: like like there's nothing there's there's nothing wrong with being gay.
Speaker 1: There's nothing wrong with that lifestyle. There's nothing wrong with
Speaker 1: indulging what you want to indulging, or believing what you
Speaker 1: want to believe in. But my thing is, I don't
Speaker 1: feel like it should be forced on children. But how
Speaker 1: you gonna say that it's forced when this was scoring?
Speaker 1: This was this reality? No, I mean it is a reality.
Speaker 1: But you know it was a little boy. If you
Speaker 1: don't want that, man, you know, I ain't gonna wait enough. Fuck,
Speaker 1: but child is you can't impress? No, I don't give
Speaker 1: you say you do. So you kind of was saying
Speaker 1: we should send it because maybe it could be if
Speaker 1: you saw your home boy back in the day going
Speaker 1: behind the house doing something with another boy, you're going up.
Speaker 1: That ain't neve I was on TV when it was on.
Speaker 1: I believe that I like born certain ways, but I
Speaker 1: also believe that people, children, people, kid people, baby people
Speaker 1: are impressionable. Their their fucking way of thinking is possible
Speaker 1: to be swayed. You're right about that. I wasn't necessarily
Speaker 1: just talking about like, even though I do feel like
Speaker 1: everybody you know on the on the on the homosexual thing,
Speaker 1: I do think that everybody needs representation, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Some kids that get picked on for stuff
Speaker 1: like that, and they really like that, so they need
Speaker 1: some form of reputation. But I don't necessarily believe that
Speaker 1: that reputation needs to be as available as it is
Speaker 1: because considering the number of the demographics, the number of
Speaker 1: that coming from coming just from our morals. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, that ship coming from morals for what
Speaker 1: we was taught, like, I ain't you know, ain't a
Speaker 1: addigant for that ship. I'm just saying, like, at the
Speaker 1: end of the day, you gotta tell your people, your
Speaker 1: little nephews and shit that's aroused, you can't stay. I
Speaker 1: don't think it's from so I think it's partly from morals,
Speaker 1: but I think it's partly from predispositions, because even though
Speaker 1: you have people that very outside the lines, like somebody
Speaker 1: might want to be a homosexual, But I think it's
Speaker 1: the PREDI predisposition of a man to naturally like woman's
Speaker 1: in order to procreate. I feel like, let me folk
Speaker 1: like what they like, let them do what they do,
Speaker 1: indicate yours like I'm not finding I'm not fenn to
Speaker 1: prepare you to be that. That's what I'm saying. The
Speaker 1: preparation it's in these cartoons. But how youtubes in these movies?
Speaker 1: When you when you when I was kids, When I
Speaker 1: was a kid, my grandma bust side ship for trying
Speaker 1: to scheak him. Look at Playboy books. That's the same thing.
Speaker 1: So if you're not on that bush, your son shit,
Speaker 1: you see him looking at Barney and Journey whoever the
Speaker 1: fuck y'all said, do it burning, burn burning? Yeah, I
Speaker 1: don't watch that. But how my parents A lot of
Speaker 1: parents don't even know what their kids are and aren't
Speaker 1: watching because they are and aren't watching them. No, I
Speaker 1: understands you're saying. I'm saying, but you not. Out of
Speaker 1: ten kids today spend more time on the iPad, on
Speaker 1: the phone, watching YouTube and all that than anything else
Speaker 1: that they do. I get, I get y'all saying. What
Speaker 1: I'm saying is I feel like, if you, if you
Speaker 1: teach common sense. You know, we gotta rry about that.
Speaker 1: What's for you is for you. What's not for you,
Speaker 1: for you, it ain't for you. So if a kid
Speaker 1: is a certain agent, they see that there were you
Speaker 1: trying to go anyway? Look butter, but being gad about
Speaker 1: common sense though, how they ain't. Being gay is not
Speaker 1: about common sense because it's not like being games right
Speaker 1: or wrong. That's what I'm saying. So this might be
Speaker 1: what you want. Let them get what they want. I
Speaker 1: think I think got them a pope. I don't eat
Speaker 1: partner more to fucking bout I'm commercial. I don't eat
Speaker 1: make though. But I think what I was getting at
Speaker 1: was that kids just don't need to be exposed to
Speaker 1: certain things now homes as just on one piece of it,
Speaker 1: one piece of it, but also even just talking about
Speaker 1: how we just validly put drugs and songs and talk
Speaker 1: about it. I just popped the perk tway over or whatever.
Speaker 1: I don't you know what I'm saying. And you know,
Speaker 1: these kids, these kids, these kids, they just they listen
Speaker 1: to this and they think that this is the cool
Speaker 1: thing to do. And while you say, while you say, yeah,
Speaker 1: you you know you you got a choice. Parents, have
Speaker 1: a choice what they exposed their kids too. But sometimes
Speaker 1: the exposure is just so damn explosive. Is that no
Speaker 1: matter what you do, they're gonna be exposed. The exposure
Speaker 1: is so damn accessible, so you don't have control over
Speaker 1: like I get, I feel not trust me, I feel
Speaker 1: exactly what y'all saying. I get what y'all saying, and
Speaker 1: I agree, But I'm just saying the have an advocate
Speaker 1: of this ship. Just think about it, whatever the fuck
Speaker 1: you call just think about it the way the folks
Speaker 1: think about it. At the end of the day. In
Speaker 1: my business, that's the way the worthy day that you
Speaker 1: gotta move with the world. So the ship is my
Speaker 1: business is when it's my business. If I see one
Speaker 1: of my little nephews at the family union, by what
Speaker 1: you're doing? You know what you're doing, right? You know
Speaker 1: what twitch ship? You know what you do it? You
Speaker 1: know what that is? Right? You know what you're doing
Speaker 1: like whatever he's talk with you, sir, if you want
Speaker 1: to be a man, I'm cool with that too, but
Speaker 1: I'm ever to talk with you to see what it is.
Speaker 1: Do you know what you're doing? And my tripping that
Speaker 1: make sit know that make sense? Like you can't. What
Speaker 1: they said is it's just like you see your you
Speaker 1: see your nephew with a pistol. Hey, you know it
Speaker 1: called with that right. I can't make you do shit.
Speaker 1: I don't buil a nigga that you couldn't make do shit.
Speaker 1: My mom made it up. Yeah, you saying all this
Speaker 1: broke shiit to me? Like, Yo, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Look at life now and then at the end of
Speaker 1: you on Twitter, I like, I can't listen to that.
Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying. Nigga telling me some ship.
Speaker 1: It could be a good game. I hear it, But
Speaker 1: I still gotta do what I gotta do the people, don't.
Speaker 1: You gotta do what you gotta do a little feed
Speaker 1: your kid, y'all. Negga looking at that ship just like this,
Speaker 1: but your man made know what I'm saying, Like when
Speaker 1: I I wouldn't got me some puss, No, my grandma
Speaker 1: can tell me no, no, no road, no nothing. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna gonna get me some cusses. That what I want
Speaker 1: for sure. But you know that what you tell me,
Speaker 1: I don't see this ship feeling like you're you're strong
Speaker 1: with strong willed people. Everybody adn't like that me and
Speaker 1: you won't da know what I'm talking about. No, listen
Speaker 1: to this. It's something called it's something called brainwashing. Believe
Speaker 1: do you believe in brainwashing? I can't. I guess I
Speaker 1: can't believe you search shill you're on the other thing
Speaker 1: is what I seeing them Neigga doing all type of
Speaker 1: ship man and I were like, fuck, no, I ain't
Speaker 1: going because you're a strong willed person. But the Irish
Speaker 1: person is a follower. Ban you ain't strong will I'm saying,
Speaker 1: it's how you break it. Yeah, that's what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: You gotta break a bread ship that's in your your
Speaker 1: your mother. People are aren't are Most people are followers leaders.
Speaker 1: I'm a breed. I understand it's stronger than that's fucking
Speaker 1: follow I get what I'm saying. But when I'm saying,
Speaker 1: then would come into play then mine. You're a business.
Speaker 1: That's their business knowing anything around me, coasting other life.
Speaker 1: I said, if I see somebody at him, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: checking him out. Seed. You know what I'm saying. If
Speaker 1: it's something that I need to, he's God putting something
Speaker 1: on my heart for me to tell you. If he's
Speaker 1: not mine. Yeah, but I mean I mean mine know
Speaker 1: where you go from there? I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I
Speaker 1: don't know where you go from there. A truth of tong,
Speaker 1: Bro's that's just not say shit, because the truth of
Speaker 1: tong is that like in this day and time, ain't
Speaker 1: talking about like we want to hit like search shit
Speaker 1: I used to do. I used to be. Can't wait
Speaker 1: to see who's gonna check me about it. That's who
Speaker 1: loved me. You get what I'm saying, because I know
Speaker 1: I did some bullshit. When I do some bullshit, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So if I come back in
Speaker 1: here and got them all y'all looking at me regular
Speaker 1: I noticed with some bullshit my heart okay, screen fake
Speaker 1: Jade fate like you told me to shoot you hew.
Speaker 1: It is. If you feel like you cain't talk to
Speaker 1: me to tell me something that can hurt me, you
Speaker 1: tell you you faith to me. Yeah, you get what's saying.
Speaker 1: So you just gotta be it to me. You gotta
Speaker 1: be just take this shit on the chain. If you can't,
Speaker 1: then what do you look like? Ar with somebody about
Speaker 1: their life. That may be the best thing for you.
Speaker 1: So but listen to what I'm saying. I'm not saying.
Speaker 1: I'm not saying to argue with people about their life.
Speaker 1: I'm not saying to not mind your business. But a
Speaker 1: cartoon is broadcast to the masses. Is everybody's business watching it?
Speaker 1: Not my son, But I'm gonna break your nose. You
Speaker 1: watch that ship straight up, nephew, My nephew, you don't
Speaker 1: watch that. Oh you let your son watch that where
Speaker 1: he can't come away and play with little Now you
Speaker 1: gotta disassociated. Let niggas known what it is. Your son
Speaker 1: played dress up. He can't never come here like that's
Speaker 1: dry up. That's not a cartoon he do. He watched
Speaker 1: that cartoon. Keep him overever watching that cartoon because over
Speaker 1: at him. If brother borried you, we ain't like you.
Speaker 1: Gotta control what you can control, man. And then if
Speaker 1: it go to the other way, let them fo make
Speaker 1: their choice, because I haven't seen it all all different way, Ja,
Speaker 1: I don't be in the same way like my grandmama,
Speaker 1: God restless. So she raised us to be what we
Speaker 1: wanted to be. But when we went around certain people's
Speaker 1: like hurt, like other people of the family, they looked
Speaker 1: at us. Is y'all gonna be some bluishit because we
Speaker 1: chose the route and we chose the bullshit robe, right,
Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, my route is
Speaker 1: my route. You might not understanding them, but now you understand.
Speaker 1: Like Facebook shit that he raised Facebook because I don't
Speaker 1: know nobody that know me on for Instagram, didn't know
Speaker 1: your people can find it. I don't. I don't know you.
Speaker 1: You alla wrote me off. So when we write people
Speaker 1: off for trying to make people choice, they already made
Speaker 1: their choice. For what's her name? I one thing about
Speaker 1: the God give all the one of these that's that's
Speaker 1: just ship. Then don't put me now you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, God, get everybody on he So how you
Speaker 1: gonna quite how a second gets you? What you what?
Speaker 1: How you think I can just only give you? Let
Speaker 1: me make sure you know what you're doing. You know
Speaker 1: what you're doing, Okay, if you ask me about that,
Speaker 1: that's what that is. That's what comflict has come in there.
Speaker 1: We start trying to God damn, even in relationship. I
Speaker 1: gotta see what you will do so I can know
Speaker 1: what you want to do. So I'm gonna play green
Speaker 1: like I can't really don't really retarded. See yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: oh you'll do that bit. You don't fold like that.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, like, Yeah, I gotta see
Speaker 1: what you really want to do, because if I, if
Speaker 1: I lay out what I want from you, you don't
Speaker 1: know what to do. Yeah, let me see what you
Speaker 1: want to do so I can know what you what
Speaker 1: it is that you want to do, and if I
Speaker 1: deal with I can't. I can't, I can't. I think
Speaker 1: that was a female male. Everybody go wrong and you
Speaker 1: try to tell the person what you want, they're trying
Speaker 1: to hurt mto their stomach instead of seeing what Let
Speaker 1: me see who you are, right, Hey, that's what he
Speaker 1: was basically saying. Hey, exactly, that's what he was saying. Yeah,
Speaker 1: back to the beginning, exactly. That's that's like a bomb
Speaker 1: I hate because I won't really make you. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: can't do that. I gotta see really what you want.
Speaker 1: I know it's complem you gotta compromize the relationships and friendship,
Speaker 1: but still I need to know who you are first.
Speaker 1: For me to say that you're my friend, I would
Speaker 1: say you my friend. Don't even know you yet. I
Speaker 1: don't know your moris don't know your values, don't know
Speaker 1: your codes. I don't know you. I don't know you.
Speaker 1: I just I just liked the moment we had or
Speaker 1: moments we had, right, You don't know, motherfucker to you
Speaker 1: get the norm like norm and seeing they ups they
Speaker 1: bound and ship they go through and they upset how
Speaker 1: they treat you to. You don't know people to you
Speaker 1: know them? Right? I argue with that, saying like so
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, if I see a
Speaker 1: little kid the light Batman and Robin so power be it,
Speaker 1: young man. Lets you know what you're doing, if you're
Speaker 1: if you're part of my family. Other than that, I
Speaker 1: don't know, bro, I don't I don't. I don't know,
Speaker 1: and I ain't trying to, you know, like that episode,
Speaker 1: but I don't know your clothing brand. You got a
Speaker 1: clothing brand too, right, what's the name of it? Always
Speaker 1: called repetition, repetition brand. Tell us about how that came along. Um, yeah,
Speaker 1: it actually came from the video to till you go
Speaker 1: on video. You know what I'm saying. I had the
Speaker 1: idea kind of like the mascot, but then I just
Speaker 1: I just know that I said this before too, that
Speaker 1: when they raised baby elephants. They keep them chain a
Speaker 1: big chain on their foot, tide the metal post, and
Speaker 1: they let them grow up like that, you know, trying
Speaker 1: to get away, but they big change the metal post.
Speaker 1: And then when the elephant reaches an adult, he already
Speaker 1: has in his mind he can't get away. So now
Speaker 1: they grab a little string and tied to a little
Speaker 1: wood post and he never even tries to get away. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and I know he learned that through repetition. And so
Speaker 1: I just wanted to make a brand of clothes that
Speaker 1: just remind you, to make you think, like what things
Speaker 1: am I still tied to that I no longer have
Speaker 1: to be tied to, you know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 1: that's what the brand is about. So that's out, Like
Speaker 1: they can go to your site and just cop it up. Yo.
Speaker 1: I put I put the repetition up. I only had
Speaker 1: a hundred pieces that I made myself. I put it
Speaker 1: up in like ten minutes, was completely gone. So I
Speaker 1: didn't put no more out because I really want to,
Speaker 1: you know, get quality clothing and stuff like that. I
Speaker 1: just want to I see I can really you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, people really people really fucking with it.
Speaker 1: So I want to make sure that it's the best
Speaker 1: that it can be. So it's on hold for a second.
Speaker 1: All right. Yeah, So I'm still a little confused about
Speaker 1: this because I don't watch everything. Right was it was?
Speaker 1: It created on the internet. When they say you when
Speaker 1: when you were incarcerated, you sounded Jeffrey Dahmers, that a
Speaker 1: true story, that's an actual true story. Yeah, that's a
Speaker 1: true story. You weren't caught, so you were incarcerated. You
Speaker 1: weren't a sale mace with Jeffrey dahmerd he just happened
Speaker 1: to be in the same facility. And how how did
Speaker 1: it happen? If you I was in a hole already,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So Jeffrey Dahmer, he had
Speaker 1: to come back to where I was for victim impact statements.
Speaker 1: You did what I'm saying, I guess, Yeah, so he
Speaker 1: came back. And so you if you been to prison,
Speaker 1: then you know, like they're not gonna put a cat
Speaker 1: that back, you know, with that kind of rap and
Speaker 1: read the population. They're gonna put him in a hole
Speaker 1: until he ride out. So it just so happened, you know,
Speaker 1: they put him in the sale right next to mine.
Speaker 1: And he was next to a whole bunch of people.
Speaker 1: He was just next to me, you know what I'm saying. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so yeah, so you know that that chain of events
Speaker 1: happened from that. So wasn't in trauma. I gonna saying you, well, well,
Speaker 1: did you look at the documentary that came out or
Speaker 1: you just chose not to. I saw a prati, but
Speaker 1: I was saying, my old lady. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: that she had it on. And that's what I actually
Speaker 1: even forgot about it, because you gotta think when I
Speaker 1: was in there, you know, you don't got TVs or
Speaker 1: newspapers like that. So yeah, I told you, no, he
Speaker 1: was told. He asked me, um, did you know pretty
Speaker 1: brown eyes? What's all? Yeah? Because you know I used
Speaker 1: to sing. I was singing, yeah, making listen so on
Speaker 1: the right. Yeah, so you know, like you got you
Speaker 1: always got niggas in there. That's the radio. I was
Speaker 1: the radio little porter on the outside, and so catch
Speaker 1: used to make requests or whatever, so that the homie
Speaker 1: or not the homi because they tripping when I call him.
Speaker 1: I call everybody the homie though, But the guy, you know,
Speaker 1: he was he was just like when you know, um
Speaker 1: pretty brown eyes. And I was like yeah and did
Speaker 1: that record. And next thing, you know, after I told
Speaker 1: that story the next day, everybody on the internet is
Speaker 1: carried and ship when they say just like told me,
Speaker 1: I seemed happy to be in jail with their free dahmer.
Speaker 1: And why would I tell a story when you remember
Speaker 1: on that ship he was saying, you're doing that to
Speaker 1: a little boy. That's all he probably playing, Like definitely,
Speaker 1: maybe I didn't even think of that we even doing
Speaker 1: this ship a little boy? He probably bro Bro, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean the play when they playing R and bedad,
Speaker 1: she literally had some sh stop stupid little Everybody's like
Speaker 1: like this ship reminiscing this dumb reminiscing three on that night.
Speaker 1: But I was stop, stop bro, Like, wasn't nigga playing
Speaker 1: R and B though on the on the on the
Speaker 1: damn thing, man, I couldn't watch what they started getting it,
Speaker 1: we started getting into it. I didn't had it, how
Speaker 1: I admitted. But what I'm saying is I see the
Speaker 1: postal Instagram where he was dancing like to a song
Speaker 1: he was in the club, no black club held the
Speaker 1: whole radio started. Damn. I don't think he said it's up.
Speaker 1: But I'm feeling that nigga was listening to Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: what they say. What they say like what they say
Speaker 1: to yo, the inter it. I don't even read half
Speaker 1: of that shit. I just read it until I couldn't
Speaker 1: know what the hitline. I wouldn't hit likeine. A matter
Speaker 1: of fact, anytime they't mintioned it was mentioned in folks name.
Speaker 1: They were talking about man was incarcerated with. They act
Speaker 1: like it was it was something extremely valuable or something
Speaker 1: somebody else. Imagine how many people that he was locked
Speaker 1: up with. You were telling the story you want to
Speaker 1: glorify and they were trying it. I was telling the
Speaker 1: story that's a guy I don't want. I ain't really
Speaker 1: I ain't know the cat like that. We didn't have
Speaker 1: a lot of more conversation of it. And you know
Speaker 1: what that was. And either way, it's my stories. I
Speaker 1: don't really care with nobody saying they ain't paying no
Speaker 1: bills in my house, my heat ain't only because the
Speaker 1: niggas paying bills. But you know what I'm saying, Yeah,
Speaker 1: so you know, so what's the current day like for life?
Speaker 1: Jenner's like, what's your next walls? What's the path forward, Um,
Speaker 1: I pad forward. I'm just hiring a whole new team
Speaker 1: right now because you know, um, and I'm not to
Speaker 1: be telling my business, which I don't, but probably somebody
Speaker 1: watching this that's thinking in their mind right now the
Speaker 1: same thing I'm going through is that a lot of
Speaker 1: times people on your team, they stopped dreaming. They get
Speaker 1: comfortable with the money that you're getting. In the money
Speaker 1: they got, they have their life accounting for it. So
Speaker 1: when you talk I'm about taking a risk, you want
Speaker 1: to do something else, they look at it like they
Speaker 1: you you did what I'm saying. So I just had to,
Speaker 1: you know, pretty much get rid of my whole team, man,
Speaker 1: and I want to hire some young niggas that's still
Speaker 1: trying to dream, man, because I'm shit. I feel like
Speaker 1: I still got a way more in me to get
Speaker 1: to and I can't get to that next place if
Speaker 1: you didn't ran out of gas and you want to
Speaker 1: sit down at the place were at right now. So
Speaker 1: that's what's next, hiring the whole new team. I just
Speaker 1: my clothing brand, like I said, it's on it's on
Speaker 1: pause right now because I just bought all the equipment
Speaker 1: stuff myself. You know, probably like sixty seventy bands, just
Speaker 1: on equipment to do my own because I want to
Speaker 1: own my own shit. I don't want to be racing
Speaker 1: over this way to get my stuff made, hoping that
Speaker 1: they make it right. I just also bought all my
Speaker 1: own adio equipment, So you know what I'm saying, I
Speaker 1: got my little um when I my little you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You know I've been to shooting. I
Speaker 1: got I got my Yeah, I got my stuff on deck.
Speaker 1: Now I already shot one movie. I'm gonna start shooting.
Speaker 1: You wanted two movies a couple of years. Put my
Speaker 1: kids on my little boy, y'all saul out there, Yeah
Speaker 1: you ready? Yeah? And you know my master situation, rerecording
Speaker 1: my masters because them cat's getting a lot of money
Speaker 1: having my masters, and all I gotta do is re
Speaker 1: record them. You did what I'm saying. See, so when
Speaker 1: when you have your master and they pay you royalties
Speaker 1: off of it, you know you may you may get
Speaker 1: let's say, off an album deal, you got something like
Speaker 1: twenty points or something like that, so you might got
Speaker 1: twenty percent. But and say you get a thousand dollars check.
Speaker 1: That master check that they got probably was like you
Speaker 1: got a thousand dollars check. That master check they got
Speaker 1: was probably like twelve thousand, right, yeah, So after five
Speaker 1: years of them owning your masters, you can rerecord your masters,
Speaker 1: and so now all of that money has start coming
Speaker 1: to you, you know, So you know I'm rocking with that.
Speaker 1: Um yeah, I'm just man, I'm just really just trying
Speaker 1: to grow many and every way I can fuck all
Speaker 1: that gangster ship and all that being like, you know,
Speaker 1: I'm on some different ship now, man, you know. Hell yeah.
Speaker 1: And then when you when you get into a bag,
Speaker 1: you start to realize the difference between the public sector
Speaker 1: and the private sector, Like public sectors all this shit
Speaker 1: they want to control you right here. Until you get
Speaker 1: in the private sector, you ain't really getting no money anyway.
Speaker 1: So you know, I know you like that right right
Speaker 1: when I get big. They brought that Versus. I like
Speaker 1: watching it too much. It's a spoiler for me if
Speaker 1: I go on there when I'm standing, because it's like
Speaker 1: I'm wanted them niggas. I dream so big that i
Speaker 1: know I'm never ever gonna reach my plateau. So one
Speaker 1: of them, of course, anybody will feel flatter to go
Speaker 1: on the Versus and as soon as I go on there,
Speaker 1: that's a part of it that I achieved. So I
Speaker 1: don't ever want to go on there. I really just
Speaker 1: watch it. Man, And you know who they put you with.
Speaker 1: You already know who everybody was Life and everybody, Oh
Speaker 1: yeah yeah, jo Johan, I was just I just actually crazy.
Speaker 1: I just posted on my page because Joan posted that
Speaker 1: he got new music coming. Niggas want to laugh at
Speaker 1: the man because he drove ober and because he bought
Speaker 1: a bus and whatever shit he did. But he go
Speaker 1: uh like he lived. I guess he bought a trailer.
Speaker 1: But I've been there. I know what it feel like
Speaker 1: to just be fed up with this bullshit. That man
Speaker 1: they got a couple of million dollars. He just didn't
Speaker 1: want to deal with the circus. No moment. If you
Speaker 1: ain't doing what they want you to do, your face
Speaker 1: doing it. See what they saying. He let see you
Speaker 1: come back. That I want to see you come back.
Speaker 1: Wood can't showing the whole fall off, bro, You gotta don't.
Speaker 1: We saw we saw Kalie. We saw Kalie. If you'll
Speaker 1: ask you to a certain point, cut off proper preparations
Speaker 1: and do what you do you just get sick of sick.
Speaker 1: I'll tell you we show sick. We saw we saw
Speaker 1: Calise on her farm happy, she not fucked up. She
Speaker 1: wouldn't drive hubo. He just said, who didn't? Might want
Speaker 1: to drive over once I try who I'm straight over, nigga, Brobs.
Speaker 1: Something is that just like driving driver for it? I
Speaker 1: don't know nor drivers that like driving truck drivers that
Speaker 1: drive not No, nigga, I was I was whom now
Speaker 1: I'm got damn driving job. Just Jock was just in
Speaker 1: here right you know what? You know what they're saying.
Speaker 1: He had the trailer and he had to drive the
Speaker 1: ober and all that ship once he put that woman first.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, like you put your perfect further he
Speaker 1: did what didn't But y'all, y'all you gotta say like
Speaker 1: bro was talented thing dope. Firstly, I'm rooting for the team.
Speaker 1: Give me selling me at the job time, do what
Speaker 1: I want to do the way that we have been
Speaker 1: domesticated in this reel to twenty twenty three, bro, I
Speaker 1: can't help what's funny though, Like like you don't want
Speaker 1: to hear new job record, no stop stop, so John
Speaker 1: goller the record right now. You skip. You just skip.
Speaker 1: But I mean, I'm not gonna go search y'all. Hole. No,
Speaker 1: but I'm saying, if you heard y'all got out of
Speaker 1: new record, you're not like, but hit does a hit,
Speaker 1: it's a hit. Hell, you ain't still something for the ship.
Speaker 1: So let's see what they got. We're here, Yeah, job,
Speaker 1: but hit does a hit as a hit? Bro, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. If it's a hit, I'm here, Yeah,
Speaker 1: by my boy back. You know, bad Wagon ship, they're
Speaker 1: a program the nigga to that. Bro, I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: go searching sea what yo ain't doing, I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: do that. I'll just be rooting for niggas. Man. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying because I've been there up too.
Speaker 1: I came home, I came home, had some success, and
Speaker 1: went right back to prison after that. Yeah, and be
Speaker 1: so many people that all in the headlines. Oh it's
Speaker 1: over for me, So I know that. Like, dude, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna let that go. But I fucked with it. But
Speaker 1: once you don't win, the niggas ain't seen you doing.
Speaker 1: No ship that life wouldn't do that. They didn't think
Speaker 1: life would do. Then down ship, I don't even be exposed.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. Ship. But once you're gonna show
Speaker 1: on certain ship, take your ill do something else. To me.
Speaker 1: I couldn't be trimming. Niggas couldn't take it however they
Speaker 1: want to take it. Say what the fuck ever they
Speaker 1: want to say. Once you don't show that it's over,
Speaker 1: let it be. Oh well it's over, though, I just
Speaker 1: carere what's all? Is it ever really over? If you
Speaker 1: get you if you never say laying down, if I
Speaker 1: lay down on your fun with it fun music, I'm
Speaker 1: saying anything in life. I see what I'm laid down.
Speaker 1: I don't. I don'na fuck you because I don't like
Speaker 1: to see people that late up. If I see you
Speaker 1: lay down, like fuck this shit you lading to me,
Speaker 1: that's a later how movie. Then you gotta show me
Speaker 1: that you don't. Nigga come back and practice hard and
Speaker 1: like I don't want them getting enough chance. But I
Speaker 1: see if you stand back up, I ain't gonna trying
Speaker 1: to pull you back up. You lay down on y'all
Speaker 1: some sometime, like I mean, you don't know what happened
Speaker 1: in the middle. I mean, I suspect I'm gonna tell
Speaker 1: you what I suspect you think what I'm saying. I
Speaker 1: suspect that that man was in a contract to where
Speaker 1: they was raping him. You know, because they got like
Speaker 1: three sixty deals. You go out and you you do
Speaker 1: a show. Now you paying and if you quit music,
Speaker 1: here you are they still get like a percentage of
Speaker 1: your right to know him. Right. You said, nigga went
Speaker 1: and doing this and doing that from doing this, and
Speaker 1: I'm looking at that. To me, it's laying that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: maybe he just maybe shaw strategy. Maybe he waiting in
Speaker 1: that contract. I'm saying, don't try to come back and
Speaker 1: do it. You don't want to do what you did,
Speaker 1: that's your point. Go do something else, that's your point.
Speaker 1: Let me call it John and tell them what you see.
Speaker 1: You go ahead, man, damn John, Come come do some
Speaker 1: more press. I want to because they didn't look that.
Speaker 1: I want what she's said. Fuck it say fucking But
Speaker 1: if I leave a bitch, I ain't gonna go back
Speaker 1: to this bitch. I don't left you, but so bad.
Speaker 1: But but niggas do have the right to change their mind.
Speaker 1: Gotta right to change in mind. But you can't get
Speaker 1: up set, like he said, when people clowning. You can't
Speaker 1: get up set when people find out I'm musing. I
Speaker 1: was just saying, like, you can't feel like I amount
Speaker 1: have trying you you let yoursel, you put yourself out
Speaker 1: there for that. I ain't put my game out there
Speaker 1: like I sort of ship that I could put on
Speaker 1: the internet that's going on in my life right now
Speaker 1: with I don't type of ship. I didn't say he
Speaker 1: felt like that. He never told me that. I said,
Speaker 1: I felt so you say about seeing it, I didn't
Speaker 1: say he said. I never even talking job like you
Speaker 1: know baby on Instagram cup times, but like you know,
Speaker 1: but I felt some kind of way only again because
Speaker 1: it's just so crazy because we all been through ship
Speaker 1: and now as soon as somebody else going through something,
Speaker 1: we want to applause that is fun. Sh This shit they'
Speaker 1: saying it ain't fucked up. And I may sound fucked
Speaker 1: up and seeing what I'm saying, but at the end
Speaker 1: of the day, that's the way of the world. So
Speaker 1: what you gotta do is you gotta feel you gotta
Speaker 1: take fuel from that ship. I feel you on that
Speaker 1: because I take from ship. It makes you make an excuse,
Speaker 1: it is what I'm saying. For sure. Now now it
Speaker 1: didn't he drove uber whatever the fuck he didn't went
Speaker 1: to the lords of the Lord. But when but the
Speaker 1: next time we've seen him or not holding back on
Speaker 1: this ship or well you could tell, you could tell
Speaker 1: when nigga back on this shot. Don't need you're trying something.
Speaker 1: I don't know this situation. So I ain't just saying,
Speaker 1: but I understand the niggas goddamn have a chance and
Speaker 1: then say fuck they chance to choose some mess. And
Speaker 1: then when another nigga like you blaming people. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You can't blame people for your choices.
Speaker 1: It didn't they need your choices getting that shit right, God,
Speaker 1: you don't know what God got for you. Like how
Speaker 1: many got a voice? It can see you everything that
Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, until you prove
Speaker 1: that you that again, people, you're not that. That's with
Speaker 1: any of us. When you did who it rich, we
Speaker 1: stopped doing CDs and you went to radio and need
Speaker 1: to feel like this ros y'all there here radio these days.
Speaker 1: That's all I need for to do. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Now you're a part you're doing a podcast.
Speaker 1: Got one of the biggest podcasts in the world. You
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. So at the end of the day,
Speaker 1: it until you show them them on show what you're saying.
Speaker 1: I don't know what you're saying. I'm understand that you're
Speaker 1: saying that the way you transition and how you transition
Speaker 1: shit is what's it for it? Yes, the transition, that's what. Yes,
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, the music shiit, fuck
Speaker 1: the music ship. If I said fuck it, like I said,
Speaker 1: fuck a rapper, nigga, nigga gotta be a select for
Speaker 1: you need to be like fuck being a rapper. When
Speaker 1: I said fuck being a rapper. If very few needs
Speaker 1: to be like bro Jack came up, don't I ain't
Speaker 1: gonna do that. We ain't got to shoot video on now.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, and I do it. But
Speaker 1: other than that, I'm not a rapper. I'm couldn't find
Speaker 1: something else to do. I ain't gonna come back to
Speaker 1: that trying to come back to that on some rap
Speaker 1: shit and NIA looking like bro give it up. Yeah,
Speaker 1: And I can't get mad if ANI feel like that
Speaker 1: in time, make it head. Yeah, that's that's fast, am
Speaker 1: I tripper? Now you got enough of that ship, like
Speaker 1: you got enough of that ship. John ain't got enough
Speaker 1: of that ship. But you said you ain't never said
Speaker 1: Nicks ain't. Never said they giving this shit up. When
Speaker 1: you tell you giving some shit up, you walk away
Speaker 1: from it, then you try to come back to it.
Speaker 1: How that makes you feel? That's the point. He never
Speaker 1: said he was given up. You're saying based on this act,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know if if those are
Speaker 1: whoever's actions you say that your actions, everybody would judge
Speaker 1: except would come with it. If if you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like if I'm don't in the crap by
Speaker 1: my wi, I can't be mad if y'all start making
Speaker 1: means out of my face. That like the guy and
Speaker 1: that lady that were together and he cheated on her
Speaker 1: and then he made her sitting next to him and
Speaker 1: her bonnet and her glasses and shit, and she was
Speaker 1: crying and all this ship and then they split up
Speaker 1: and she just did all that. Like I accept him
Speaker 1: how he is, and I accept all the stuff with
Speaker 1: him and all that shit, Like yeah, like they can't.
Speaker 1: They can't feel a way about one of them. The opinion,
Speaker 1: once you wants you, once you put your life this ship. Bro,
Speaker 1: once you put your life out to this ship. Anything though,
Speaker 1: I get what you're saying because I'm a gym and
Speaker 1: night and I'm a white person too, like, but why
Speaker 1: she got to be like that white? She just liked it?
Speaker 1: But I think he didn't. He didn't even he just
Speaker 1: like me. I can't decide to be famous, and I
Speaker 1: can't decide to stop doing this shit. It's always the
Speaker 1: people that decide. So if there's still an audience for him,
Speaker 1: if the people still want to see him, he can't change.
Speaker 1: So I'll tell yo, right now, you're changing this bro.
Speaker 1: It's just about when you decide to recognize that, you
Speaker 1: change to it. Definitely watch applaud that for show. I'm
Speaker 1: going see show him up to day. I'm buying tickets
Speaker 1: right now. I ain't gonna see he's going to search
Speaker 1: that ship unless I'll be real, I used to be
Speaker 1: that fan. What you ain't go what you do? Let
Speaker 1: me know you bet once I know you met you
Speaker 1: bet what I ain't be searching this ship? I just
Speaker 1: bro like just to wait. This ship moves so fa
Speaker 1: to bullion wrappers, it's dropping every bro, how much shit
Speaker 1: can we listen? To so I've been thankful. You said,
Speaker 1: how much shit can I search on the internet? So
Speaker 1: you said, search bro for the people who are fans,
Speaker 1: they will. I'm saying, if I'm Benna, apologize and tell
Speaker 1: a lot about picked that woman first or something I
Speaker 1: might shan it to my life here. Let me find
Speaker 1: a something. You know what I'm saying, Baby, I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: listen to this. I might. I don't know, but to
Speaker 1: me to say, wake up, gonna work out like you
Speaker 1: do working out, I'm on the way even put out.
Speaker 1: He said, No, I shouldn't. I just heard like if
Speaker 1: I was just listening to the radar showing they was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: Jack even show up that different. That's there's any type
Speaker 1: of music this same ship with a Wayne. I ain't
Speaker 1: even gonna search the way I should ride around listen
Speaker 1: away every day. I'm not. If it ain't gonna play this,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna look for it because you even try
Speaker 1: now looking for new way. Yeah, I don't saying you've
Speaker 1: been dropping. You know what else we do as a
Speaker 1: community too? Man? That that you know white folks don't do.
Speaker 1: There was a genre of music. Let me not shay
Speaker 1: white people. It's that we would be quick to talk
Speaker 1: about somebody that fell off and this and that, and
Speaker 1: they add a much, but not in country like you.
Speaker 1: They hold their celebrities near and dear the right I'm
Speaker 1: talking about this person about listen, bro, that's you're like
Speaker 1: the hood. They ain't searching for you, that's you're like,
Speaker 1: that's just like the hood. Bro. Nigga's just waiting on
Speaker 1: the downfall. Bro Like. Anyway, when you listen, when you're
Speaker 1: in the neighborhood, bro like, And I guess that's where
Speaker 1: the mentally come from. Niggas like niggas like niggas ain't
Speaker 1: thinking about how you're gonna come up, nigga thinking about
Speaker 1: how you're gonna go out. Yeah you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Niggas looking at each other thinking about how he might
Speaker 1: go out, ain't thinking then positive for this man. And
Speaker 1: that's the same thing with this music ship because it's
Speaker 1: some h some funck shit. I don't need to do
Speaker 1: nesticate like, yeah, I just told y'all earlier, I made
Speaker 1: this a new human. Another person faying, yeah, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, that's that's that's the new humor. Like
Speaker 1: I ain't saying this white go wrong. But I'm saying
Speaker 1: I get it, and I'm a I'm a I'm a
Speaker 1: maybe a victim and a laugher of it. I'm just
Speaker 1: being with us. I would be connigga do it to
Speaker 1: be like you think you don't want to say god
Speaker 1: dam and say if you didn't do that, But goddamn
Speaker 1: twenty five thous I'm not gonna fell off every every
Speaker 1: week depending on all the numbers. We don't sell off.
Speaker 1: They to win this ship, bro, they come with this
Speaker 1: ship so you might get out. They can't do it
Speaker 1: because it's ship. This ship designed for the tough broy
Speaker 1: like nigga that just hot niggas. Is like you see
Speaker 1: your grandma saying she thought she hot ship because she
Speaker 1: don't got her back forward painting. It's just how it goes, BROA,
Speaker 1: she ain't got a what. She just got her back
Speaker 1: forwards painted. So you know what I'm saying that grandma
Speaker 1: ain't known the next name. Come on, wait, she got what.
Speaker 1: She just got a new washing and dry, so she
Speaker 1: hot shit. Now she got out some phone call ship ship. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's just how relation there hating about to watch simple shit? Man,
Speaker 1: This just got some new cabinet so she walked around
Speaker 1: with her ass on. Yeah the ship they got three
Speaker 1: I'm gotta bike by time to daddy be side. You're
Speaker 1: watching our creminal tree and everything and ship just brother
Speaker 1: and shit, it just hate for over back. Yes, concluded
Speaker 1: your pot. It's definitely yeah, it's just already fucked up.
Speaker 1: But if you're gonna damp to that, you're gonna stake
Speaker 1: in your feelings. I had to get there, bro, because
Speaker 1: I just knew how I felt about ship and wanted
Speaker 1: ship to be away. That shit kelped me discombopulated dog
Speaker 1: all right, because I want the world. I'm gonna change
Speaker 1: the world so bad, and it's fucking with my world.
Speaker 1: M he gotta got something on the phone when it
Speaker 1: probably going and how I'm going to clarify the fucking button. Brothers,
Speaker 1: they fuck the ship, but true story, rial, shit, fuck
Speaker 1: that ship and this ship. Don't that shit. I don't
Speaker 1: even what you do, brother, when you go away from me.
Speaker 1: As long as you don't do this ship across the line,
Speaker 1: I'm cool with it. I can't worry about that, b
Speaker 1: because at the end of the day, when you're a
Speaker 1: passionate person about what you're doing, people who you deal with.
Speaker 1: It's gonna fuck with you. You get what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So you put yourself in that line of goddamn personalizing
Speaker 1: shit like you think about it. You never fell out
Speaker 1: with the motherfucker. You ain't never met unless you just hate.
Speaker 1: I can meet you and still don't fall out a bit.
Speaker 1: When I get to know you. That's when we fall out. Yeah,
Speaker 1: because now I know you, so where you'll select who
Speaker 1: you get to know. We're gonna be cool, and course
Speaker 1: we could be cool. We flaship, but nigga got a
Speaker 1: niggas that I don't even know the nigga name, but
Speaker 1: I've been sitting in the club since goddamn five five nine.
Speaker 1: I doubt the nigga any new spit that my boy,
Speaker 1: but I don't know. You ain't never had your number,
Speaker 1: you never had my number. But it's cool. We'll probably
Speaker 1: stay cool like that. Yeah, soon you try to personalize
Speaker 1: ship and make nigga did my boy? Now you see
Speaker 1: that we got qualities that don't match up. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Now we're starting to disagree. Then we're
Speaker 1: starting opinion opinion starting the matter. Now Fitnis coming in
Speaker 1: and this will come to bullshit. I don't know you.
Speaker 1: If if I don't know you, I don't know you.
Speaker 1: We're cool, but I don't know you. I don't want
Speaker 1: to know you because at the end of the day,
Speaker 1: I was like you to know you did were personalizing
Speaker 1: this ship all right, and that's when everything falls apart. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like you never heard a person that with a with
Speaker 1: a bicker or beef that didn't know this person listens
Speaker 1: about a bitch or you. Hey, yeah, that's true. I
Speaker 1: can't fall out with nan on the evenings in here
Speaker 1: that don't really know. I just what's up, bron, I
Speaker 1: don't know you. I can't fall out with you. I
Speaker 1: don't know you. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I don't know. I'd
Speaker 1: be tripping sometime, but I'll be on that Why I
Speaker 1: need to put a why in my name. I got
Speaker 1: one on the end, but on my last name. But
Speaker 1: real ship. But I used to be and I still
Speaker 1: do be. Why But I just instantly talked like you said,
Speaker 1: you gotta have conversation with self. You gotta talk to
Speaker 1: yourself of this ship right soon as it pendicle, Like
Speaker 1: because that's a flower bank. How you can't a boy
Speaker 1: some ship that don't even matter for it to you anyway. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'll be talking to myself in the mirror every morning
Speaker 1: for hours and gotta be in the mirror like these
Speaker 1: holes ain't ready for your life. You aby saying shut
Speaker 1: loud sometimes and being like what I was like, Nah,
Speaker 1: it was a song. I'll be talking to myself in
Speaker 1: front of people and making them think something's wrong with me,
Speaker 1: Like I might say, laugh, you're laughing in sh manage
Speaker 1: a little shoes off or anything, because the nigga, I
Speaker 1: don't program myself, taught myself out of a lot of ship. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so I was. So. I saw it in um in
Speaker 1: an interview that you did. I don't I can't remember
Speaker 1: if it was recently or not. And you said basically
Speaker 1: the summer your dating life or your outlook on females
Speaker 1: when it comes to dating and you know certain like
Speaker 1: other areas and certain other things. Basically said that she
Speaker 1: doesn't deserve your stuff. What do you remember? What? And
Speaker 1: what your your male part? Oh? He said that wasn't boy,
Speaker 1: that was about thirteen years ago. No, No, what I
Speaker 1: was saying is that I wasted the D on her.
Speaker 1: That's what I said in that particularly the part her. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you said, do I still feel like that, Yeah, I
Speaker 1: didn't wasted a lot of d S shit. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying to make you feel like you wasted
Speaker 1: because you know and see that's the whole other conversation.
Speaker 1: So let me so let me just say that I
Speaker 1: don't like to me now, sex is like you say,
Speaker 1: this the socket in the wall to the iPad and
Speaker 1: this into the refrigerator. It's energy. So when I say
Speaker 1: that I wasted the d what I really mean is
Speaker 1: that I wasted the energy on you. I could have
Speaker 1: used that for something else. You know what's some motivation,
Speaker 1: some game man you would give the people, the big
Speaker 1: fact supporters and to watch this man your best gyms
Speaker 1: that you would like to give the people. Um hm,
Speaker 1: she again, it's so much I would say, just personally,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. This is what we talked
Speaker 1: about earlier. You gotta just stop blaming people. Man, where
Speaker 1: you at, it's because of you. I don't care where
Speaker 1: that is, it's because of you. But you gotta understand
Speaker 1: that because as soon as you start thinking that somebody
Speaker 1: could bring you down, then you still thinking that somebody
Speaker 1: can save you, and both of them people as you,
Speaker 1: only you can save you, I think financially, this is
Speaker 1: just off off shores. But y'all stop giving these banks
Speaker 1: y'all money, man like. You know, you loan the bank
Speaker 1: money for free and then they turn around and charge
Speaker 1: you a percent to give you that same money back,
Speaker 1: but they don't even really got put it in something
Speaker 1: that's gonna bring you know, my whole game. I do
Speaker 1: the flip game. I don't care where it is. I
Speaker 1: invested in me. You know what. I even tell my son,
Speaker 1: he invested too. So what I do. And I know
Speaker 1: a lot of people ain't gonna agree with this, but
Speaker 1: this is what I do. Man. I get some money, bro,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go buy me some equipment that's gonna do
Speaker 1: a certain thing. I'm gonna make my money back off
Speaker 1: that equipment. And now everything that that equipment brings out
Speaker 1: of profit, and I'll go take that money and go
Speaker 1: do something else with it. And I'm just in the
Speaker 1: in the flipping money man. And you gotta get you know,
Speaker 1: financially literate man like. And I know it seems big,
Speaker 1: but I mean, damn, A year seemed like a long
Speaker 1: time until you break it down in the months and
Speaker 1: then weeks and then days and then hours and further. Man,
Speaker 1: So if it's that important to you, man, it has
Speaker 1: to be that important. Yeah. So I have another question
Speaker 1: we had on We had young job on here a
Speaker 1: couple of weeks ago, and he was basically saying, how
Speaker 1: like loving hip hop is really like a platform for
Speaker 1: you to Yeah? I was yeah, yeah, you know he
Speaker 1: just asked about in situation, Oh well, color let go
Speaker 1: bad coach that I ain't know what you're doing on them?
Speaker 1: Oh you can color red. I didn't know this, Bro said, no,
Speaker 1: he has to watch none of that. He has no,
Speaker 1: he's literally clue all the way right with me and
Speaker 1: Conny Red delk you with each other for a little while. Man,
Speaker 1: you know what happened, Brook, I ain't gonna spoiling, but
Speaker 1: you should look it up because it's a lot of
Speaker 1: funny shit. I thought that she was all fake like strip.
Speaker 1: It's really no. Let me let me tell you a
Speaker 1: lot of people say it's fake. So what what what
Speaker 1: they do is they set up a situation to where
Speaker 1: some real ship. Let's say, man, you was dating and
Speaker 1: they and they they befriend you. They say they befriend me,
Speaker 1: and they say, hey, you know what I'm saying I
Speaker 1: me and you friends, and I say, yo, what's up
Speaker 1: with that one chick? And you'd be like, oh, well
Speaker 1: she gonna be it. I'm gonna have her meet you
Speaker 1: at the sudden such club tonight, like you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And then they have somebody else call you
Speaker 1: and be like, Yo, you know life is about to
Speaker 1: be trying to meet up with some chick at this club.
Speaker 1: And then they had the cameras on deck, so when
Speaker 1: you come and catch me. That's that's how they played.
Speaker 1: It's like some slick cheaters ship. Yeah, what are your leadership? Bro?
Speaker 1: I just I just don't really get my time is
Speaker 1: valuable than that bullshit that nigga shit man, what you're doing?
Speaker 1: What you're doing, like what your character would like? What
Speaker 1: like how you being you? You were her love interest? Right? Yeah? Yeah?
Speaker 1: So that yeah, that was my question, Like if you
Speaker 1: had the chance to come back to loving him hop
Speaker 1: on your own terms as like your character, and you
Speaker 1: had to bring up another base of your interest and
Speaker 1: you aren't like another bitch's interest, Like, would you consider
Speaker 1: doing that to use it as a platform to promote
Speaker 1: the rest of the ship that you have going on?
Speaker 1: Or are you just completely dumba loving hip hop calling me. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm completely dumb. Ye ain't because I think that you know,
Speaker 1: people people look at me different, man, like you know
Speaker 1: the words that I speak, they just in a different,
Speaker 1: different demographic than history. It not only took away from
Speaker 1: the mystery, but I think it put me in the
Speaker 1: in the atmosphere of fuck ship and it was easier
Speaker 1: for people to relate me to the swim before they
Speaker 1: ain't be like life would never Yeah no, it is
Speaker 1: like man, yeah yeah, same shit a boy. That By
Speaker 1: what I was just saying, like certain ship and you
Speaker 1: don't want people to look at you a certain way.
Speaker 1: Don't put yourself out of that way. Yeah you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like even just going on that ship
Speaker 1: like you know, like man, man, bro, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like that like they have made it when
Speaker 1: Nigga's starting to make money off that is different. But
Speaker 1: I'm saying like first like look like what you get
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, but none of them like it's like
Speaker 1: the morals and the codes and ship un chanted. Okay,
Speaker 1: I think this shit just like a TV show like
Speaker 1: this ship faked. You know what I'm saying, so nobody know.
Speaker 1: I thought I was just I atiues that you say
Speaker 1: this LIFs of lights of stays in my life. I
Speaker 1: mean it's a pedestal and it's a great opportunity. Like Mona,
Speaker 1: you know that's a friend of mine. I mean, you know,
Speaker 1: for what it's worth, Like you know, Mona put out
Speaker 1: shows actually to make money and be entertaining. So she's
Speaker 1: successful with what she does. But I think just for me,
Speaker 1: like I'm not, I'm not really So you really dating
Speaker 1: a girl without I was? Yeah? I was dating there,
Speaker 1: We was dating. So was that final scene of y'all
Speaker 1: in the park because the rain, Like were those emotions real?
Speaker 1: They were real? For her? What do you do? What?
Speaker 1: It was just it was so sad ima. Since they
Speaker 1: ain't called me on the reunion to tell my little
Speaker 1: part of this shit, I'm gonna tell you. Yeah, so
Speaker 1: they they invite. They talked about the best moments and
Speaker 1: loving him you gotta knit like that was one of
Speaker 1: So So what happened is I mean Carty was dating
Speaker 1: for real, great lady, um, full of life, full of fun, successful,
Speaker 1: all of that stuff. Man and Cartie asked me to
Speaker 1: be on the show for a while and I was
Speaker 1: just like, nah, that ain't that ain't really my thing.
Speaker 1: So I had an album coming out, and so Cardy
Speaker 1: was like, Yo, you can promote your album, and I
Speaker 1: promise you I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna do that.
Speaker 1: So Green on my part, you did what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: put me in this situation. Yeah, I say. So we
Speaker 1: get on the show and I was cool, or so
Speaker 1: I thought I was cool one of the producers, and
Speaker 1: again they did that same shit. They fed me some
Speaker 1: stuff about Carly, like, yo, yeah, you know, you know
Speaker 1: Cardy uh was at the hotel with such and such
Speaker 1: and such and such, and they was like, and you
Speaker 1: know that this last show right here, she used it
Speaker 1: to break up with you, to tell you that she
Speaker 1: about to be with you know this other guy, right.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, hell no, ain't no more about
Speaker 1: that about the sum me right right right, So hence
Speaker 1: you know the ring, and hence they let me get
Speaker 1: let me get my shit off first before she get
Speaker 1: an opportunity to which I played right into their hands.
Speaker 1: Which that's why they professionals and they feel and I'm
Speaker 1: not a professional in that field, man. So I went
Speaker 1: back on the side where I am a professional with music.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, I just see her faint. She didn't know
Speaker 1: nothing about it. She was dead ass serious, get out
Speaker 1: of you know, the cameras come on, take his head now.
Speaker 1: She probably was happy and excited, but the cameras on. Bro,
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, why you what do you think the little hip?
Speaker 1: Your relationship? You miss? No? No, I got you know, man,
Speaker 1: Cardi we was never like on the love level like that. Man.
Speaker 1: It was really just like we was cool, just kind
Speaker 1: of around a little bit. Yeah, yeah, we was. We
Speaker 1: was doing that, you know, for her, like this is
Speaker 1: her world, So she needs when that's I'm gonna say
Speaker 1: she needs. But she uses other celebrities to to make
Speaker 1: herself to perpetuate storyline, which is by right, that's how
Speaker 1: she getting the money. So I understand that I was
Speaker 1: just I was just a victim of the perpetuation. I was.
Speaker 1: I was a victim of Cardy Red. Man. So what
Speaker 1: you think, bro, that's almost surviving, Kelly. This is hey,
Speaker 1: this should be your next thing. Surviving Cary Red. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, the first moment of your career, your best
Speaker 1: and the worst moment. Um Uh again, I can't really
Speaker 1: say one was better and one was worse. I will
Speaker 1: say times I thought it was worse when my album
Speaker 1: first came out. In our first week out, we showed
Speaker 1: three thousand copies. That was back in the day when
Speaker 1: people was going platinum first, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So you know, of course that's probably the label right
Speaker 1: now calling like we should have dropped your but they
Speaker 1: was talking about dropping me, so I'm thinking, like, damn,
Speaker 1: like what I'm gonna do now, Like I'm you know,
Speaker 1: I'm going back and trying to put my other ship
Speaker 1: back in the road. But then I guess, um, I
Speaker 1: guess the greatest moment, it's just when the people came together,
Speaker 1: Like I just got so much love in the beginning
Speaker 1: of this ship. Man. Everywhere I went, everybody has CDs
Speaker 1: for me to sign, you know, and I swear to
Speaker 1: guy Bro like probably ninety six percent of all the
Speaker 1: CDs I signed on my first album was bootlegs. Niggas
Speaker 1: didn't buy the real one. But it was just still
Speaker 1: so much love involved in it, you know. Yes, yeah,
Speaker 1: But and then let me say one more, like my
Speaker 1: top top moment is being able to buy my kids
Speaker 1: insurance because I knew that was something that yeah, I
Speaker 1: come from the time, and if you bust your head open,
Speaker 1: you're going to Auntie's house or something. She gonna put
Speaker 1: some band aids on to try and do what she
Speaker 1: did some what what was that ship they should give us?
Speaker 1: I don't know the old as I am, no, no,
Speaker 1: no that what's the brown ship? What's that ship? Huh No?
Speaker 1: Not parox? It was the brown ass bottle and they
Speaker 1: always kept in the highest ass cover. It was what's
Speaker 1: that ship? Not peroxide? It was? It was? It was
Speaker 1: what is that ship? That? Bro if you had a stomach,
Speaker 1: if anything was wrong with you, brodas going up in
Speaker 1: this cabinet and grab this little clear brown She didn't
Speaker 1: give it to the stomach ache. Casting yeah, man, the
Speaker 1: castor oil. So you know I come up in that time, man,
Speaker 1: just yeah, It's just great that I could provide them
Speaker 1: some shit. They wouldn't have to be taking castor oil.
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