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Speaker 1: from the Trap Missing Museum is Big Bang, DJ Screen

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Speaker 1: Baby Jay, We team Big Fact. Today we're welcome in

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Speaker 1: a special guest by the name of Life. Jenna is

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Speaker 1: on Big Fast. So what's up. Welcome to brother, Welcome

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Speaker 1: to brother. How you doing all this well? Man, appreciate

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Speaker 1: y'all having me out here? Yep, absolutely, Man, talk talk

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Speaker 1: to us about what you feel when you think about

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Speaker 1: the brand in the name Life Jenna's you know what

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Speaker 1: I'm saying, what you mean to the culture and what

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Speaker 1: you mean the R and B and what you brought

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Speaker 1: to the game. Um, I mean I think about it

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Speaker 1: like when I first got the name, Like my original

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Speaker 1: stage name was um Music for Life. That was my

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Speaker 1: action and just the cast. I wasn't the joint at

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Speaker 1: the time. They just was like, yo, you should just

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Speaker 1: show it to Life because that's all you really talked

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Speaker 1: about and then change the eye tool. Why because you

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Speaker 1: asked questions like is this like this? And so that's

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Speaker 1: where it came from. Okay, Yeah, So what type of

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Speaker 1: impact do you think you had on a game though, Like,

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Speaker 1: do you think that you change the way that certain

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Speaker 1: people approached their music or R and B singers, or

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Speaker 1: you change anything within the sound? Like what do you

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Speaker 1: think how do you think you innovated this shit? Um?

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Speaker 1: You know, I don't necessarily look at it in the

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Speaker 1: form of artists to artists because I think, you know,

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Speaker 1: every artist's goal is to just be original, so they

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Speaker 1: But the people it just gave, like the niggas in

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Speaker 1: the and the lowly class catch you know what I'm saying,

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Speaker 1: the opportunity to be listening and banging something and not

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Speaker 1: feel like they're corny, like they listening to a love

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Speaker 1: record of ning like that you're not talking about. So

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Speaker 1: when you saw your first I guess dance with Jail

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Speaker 1: to prison for ten years, right right? Right? Okay? So

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Speaker 1: do you feel like that pain produced artists life? Jennings,

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Speaker 1: I think you had a hand in it, you know,

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Speaker 1: I don't. I don't be liking to give prison do

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Speaker 1: be thinking I need stripes, I need, you know, to

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Speaker 1: go through something order to write about something. I think,

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Speaker 1: you know, that was a place that I was at,

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Speaker 1: and I think that that place contributed to, you know,

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Speaker 1: my craft. Okay, okay, So how do you approach Do

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Speaker 1: you approach music any different now than than you used to,

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Speaker 1: like back then when you first jumped out the porch

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Speaker 1: of the music? Like, how do you approach it now

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Speaker 1: as opposed to back then? Um? I approach it actually

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Speaker 1: and then you know, when it just it just beef

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Speaker 1: I just go and I write about it. You know,

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Speaker 1: I'm like, does that mean you say you changed the why?

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Speaker 1: Because you say you're like, why what's your biggest Like?

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Speaker 1: Why what's my biggest? Why? Um? I mean I got

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Speaker 1: talking about just violence as in physical violence. It's mental violence,

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Speaker 1: to me that shit, that's the ship to get the

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Speaker 1: You know there was another why, another why? Um it's

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Speaker 1: another why. Where you think the self hate come from? Though?

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Speaker 1: So just to kind of like rewind and go back

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Speaker 1: You're grown man. You can't even be a grown man

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Speaker 1: until you take responsibility for every single thing that happened

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Speaker 1: not in control of this. Nah. I take responsibility for

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Speaker 1: every single thing that shit, good or bad. Man. You

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Speaker 1: know what moment you feel like you could take back,

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Speaker 1: you would be like, man, damn, I wish this shit

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Speaker 1: happened out trying to got none of it. I want

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Speaker 1: to take back none of it because it's like it's

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Speaker 1: all an experience, man, you know, I mean, shit happened

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Speaker 1: just like so it's so weird. Like right now, I'm

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Speaker 1: my life. Right every every year between like January in April,

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying because all of the the seemingly bad

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Speaker 1: But as far as YEA throw her, yeah, because she's

426
00:22:02,920 --> 00:22:05,399
Speaker 1: still going through some shit, like she felt like that.

427
00:22:05,960 --> 00:22:07,560
Speaker 1: I think she feels like in some way that she

428
00:22:07,640 --> 00:22:09,679
Speaker 1: was cheated out of the success that I had. She

429
00:22:09,720 --> 00:22:11,119
Speaker 1: felt like she was supposed to be a part of

430
00:22:11,160 --> 00:22:13,840
Speaker 1: it because she was with me when I first started.

431
00:22:14,280 --> 00:22:16,320
Speaker 1: He did what I'm saying, like you know what I'm

432
00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:34,159
Speaker 1: saying in that moment, like she you know, but that

433
00:22:35,359 --> 00:22:48,080
Speaker 1: ship was conditional, though, He's conditions you being able to

434
00:22:48,200 --> 00:23:08,720
Speaker 1: maintain your composure, just like you telling it what God,

435
00:23:09,480 --> 00:23:20,160
Speaker 1: they shouldn't get through it though, right when I get

436
00:23:20,200 --> 00:23:27,720
Speaker 1: big fair till your God is powerful? Right, Oh, I

437
00:23:27,760 --> 00:23:29,920
Speaker 1: guess give us a little backstory of how you created

438
00:23:30,040 --> 00:23:32,560
Speaker 1: till you going it's powerful from obviously what you hear

439
00:23:32,600 --> 00:23:34,840
Speaker 1: and to what you see. Just talk to us a

440
00:23:34,880 --> 00:23:38,600
Speaker 1: little bit about the creation of that. Um. I was

441
00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:42,120
Speaker 1: just feeling underappreciated, you know, on a lot of different levels,

442
00:23:42,720 --> 00:23:45,919
Speaker 1: and went down in the basement and just you know,

443
00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:49,119
Speaker 1: just probably wrote that song probably like about eight minutes,

444
00:23:49,200 --> 00:23:51,920
Speaker 1: like forever. Because a lot of times you ain't gotta

445
00:23:51,920 --> 00:23:55,280
Speaker 1: think about the truth too much. You know what I'm saying. Um,

446
00:23:55,640 --> 00:23:58,000
Speaker 1: but if you're talking about the video, you know the

447
00:23:58,119 --> 00:24:02,399
Speaker 1: video came about because I mean the first thing was that,

448
00:24:02,920 --> 00:24:05,760
Speaker 1: you know, of course a Kanye and a Kyrie thing.

449
00:24:06,160 --> 00:24:10,000
Speaker 1: And while um, I might not even necessarily agree with

450
00:24:10,080 --> 00:24:13,919
Speaker 1: what they said, but I still don't want to just

451
00:24:13,960 --> 00:24:16,560
Speaker 1: see that. I'm not going to applaud nothing bad happened

452
00:24:16,600 --> 00:24:21,119
Speaker 1: to you just because I don't agree with you, and

453
00:24:21,480 --> 00:24:25,240
Speaker 1: I just felt like it to to just to the community.

454
00:24:26,119 --> 00:24:31,680
Speaker 1: The and I'm really speaking specifically on the black community now,

455
00:24:32,240 --> 00:24:37,280
Speaker 1: it's like we love when some shit happened to somebody else. Man, Yeah,

456
00:24:37,920 --> 00:24:40,760
Speaker 1: I don't. That's another why I don't. I don't understand

457
00:24:40,840 --> 00:24:44,520
Speaker 1: because I know, individually, speaking for myself, I've been through

458
00:24:44,560 --> 00:24:46,560
Speaker 1: so much shit in my life that I wouldn't dare

459
00:24:46,680 --> 00:24:48,760
Speaker 1: when someone's happening to you set up and laugh and

460
00:24:48,800 --> 00:24:51,120
Speaker 1: be reposting shit about you, and I, oh no, that's

461
00:24:51,119 --> 00:24:52,639
Speaker 1: the way of the world. I just I just I

462
00:24:52,680 --> 00:24:57,080
Speaker 1: just that's that's the new new what do you call it? Entertainment? Yeah,

463
00:24:57,240 --> 00:24:59,840
Speaker 1: somebody else playing you know, I'm saying that like that

464
00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:02,520
Speaker 1: to see the nigga looking for it's confusing you. You

465
00:25:02,520 --> 00:25:05,600
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying it's like welcome, I got that's

466
00:25:05,640 --> 00:25:09,199
Speaker 1: part of the song and say, uh uh, welcome to

467
00:25:09,240 --> 00:25:12,280
Speaker 1: the Nigga Olympics where we race to put band aids

468
00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:15,960
Speaker 1: on cuts to these stitches. You know, said like that.

469
00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:21,640
Speaker 1: Another another thing you highlighted, I guess was just kind

470
00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:24,480
Speaker 1: of something like a lot of the artists passing away

471
00:25:24,560 --> 00:25:27,000
Speaker 1: and everything like that, Like, what's your thoughts on that?

472
00:25:27,040 --> 00:25:28,439
Speaker 1: Why do you think that they're going through that as

473
00:25:28,480 --> 00:25:32,760
Speaker 1: a culture. We saw somebody overseas in Africa get murdered

474
00:25:32,760 --> 00:25:34,520
Speaker 1: to a rap one of their biggest rappers. Why do

475
00:25:34,560 --> 00:25:38,360
Speaker 1: you think that's going on in the culture? Man? That's

476
00:25:38,359 --> 00:25:40,960
Speaker 1: a that's a that's a whole another why Again, It's

477
00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:44,119
Speaker 1: like the people that supposed to love you are the

478
00:25:44,160 --> 00:25:46,280
Speaker 1: people that make it not safe for you to even

479
00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:51,280
Speaker 1: move around on them, you know, And I think that

480
00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:53,880
Speaker 1: has just come and it's probably a lot of things

481
00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:58,000
Speaker 1: in my mind. I know, I think the culture tells

482
00:25:58,040 --> 00:26:02,520
Speaker 1: these kids that you know, you doing bad. Niggas might

483
00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:06,160
Speaker 1: I'll be saying, niggas that got good moms, like got

484
00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:09,160
Speaker 1: tennis shoes on their feet, eating regularly, and they want

485
00:26:09,160 --> 00:26:11,160
Speaker 1: to get on records talking about that. They from the hood,

486
00:26:11,240 --> 00:26:12,879
Speaker 1: like that's it is still a pilling that you and

487
00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:15,679
Speaker 1: you're not even from that. Like, so I think just

488
00:26:15,720 --> 00:26:19,400
Speaker 1: the whole culture just tells these kids it's it's easier

489
00:26:19,440 --> 00:26:21,720
Speaker 1: to do stuff in this manner, man, and that makes

490
00:26:21,760 --> 00:26:25,960
Speaker 1: the whole community not safe, you know cities. Man, That's

491
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:31,119
Speaker 1: it weird, man. What the anidote is if life, if

492
00:26:31,200 --> 00:26:32,840
Speaker 1: life was in charge of shit, if you was in

493
00:26:32,920 --> 00:26:34,920
Speaker 1: charge of everything, like what you think the anadote is

494
00:26:34,960 --> 00:26:39,480
Speaker 1: to some of these wives or some of these issues education?

495
00:26:40,119 --> 00:26:43,960
Speaker 1: You know, it's definitely one because speaking for myself, once

496
00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:46,119
Speaker 1: I learned about my environment, I didn't feel like I

497
00:26:46,240 --> 00:26:49,280
Speaker 1: was as much a victim of my environment anymore, you

498
00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:53,679
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I mean like like you know,

499
00:26:53,840 --> 00:26:56,800
Speaker 1: being in jail and learning about the law, like sometimes

500
00:26:56,920 --> 00:26:58,359
Speaker 1: might go to court, and I just used to feel

501
00:26:58,359 --> 00:27:00,879
Speaker 1: like shit, it ain't no sense to me saying like

502
00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:03,760
Speaker 1: they're gonna do be bad anyway. But then when I

503
00:27:03,840 --> 00:27:06,560
Speaker 1: learned about the law high goal, I don't I don't

504
00:27:06,840 --> 00:27:10,239
Speaker 1: feel as helpless. Yeah, I don't feel helpless no more.

505
00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:11,960
Speaker 1: I'm going there in my head that's raised a little

506
00:27:11,960 --> 00:27:14,359
Speaker 1: bit because I can see like, nah, this ain't posed

507
00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:16,040
Speaker 1: to go like this, I got I got a chance.

508
00:27:16,119 --> 00:27:19,080
Speaker 1: Now you do know what I'm saying. So definitely education,

509
00:27:19,560 --> 00:27:21,160
Speaker 1: And I think that we spent a lot of time

510
00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:25,159
Speaker 1: talking about censorship being able to be free, you know

511
00:27:25,240 --> 00:27:28,919
Speaker 1: in America and all of that. People don't disagree with me,

512
00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:31,240
Speaker 1: but I think some shiit through need to be censored. Man,

513
00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:35,920
Speaker 1: You know, like what I don't. I don't. I don't

514
00:27:35,960 --> 00:27:39,440
Speaker 1: think that um Batman and Robins should be in a relationship.

515
00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:42,760
Speaker 1: You know that that that's part of it and not

516
00:27:42,880 --> 00:27:45,240
Speaker 1: that it's you know, right or wrong. I just think

517
00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:49,879
Speaker 1: that it's leading. Like for kids, kids' minds are very impressionable.

518
00:27:50,080 --> 00:27:52,720
Speaker 1: It's called repetition, which you tell them over and over again.

519
00:27:52,760 --> 00:27:57,800
Speaker 1: They're gonna believe it regardless. Nah, Because I mean he

520
00:27:57,880 --> 00:28:01,320
Speaker 1: was speaking on shit that needs to be censored, and

521
00:28:01,600 --> 00:28:03,199
Speaker 1: like I said, like, let me just let me just

522
00:28:03,200 --> 00:28:06,080
Speaker 1: say what I what I meant by that, I'm some

523
00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:11,760
Speaker 1: punish it. You know, Robin is game And then in

524
00:28:11,800 --> 00:28:16,400
Speaker 1: the new Batman cartoons, Robin robin Is goes the other

525
00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:21,760
Speaker 1: way man on cartoon, Yes, stop playing, I promised the

526
00:28:21,840 --> 00:28:25,000
Speaker 1: god on everything. I love what they're doing on the cartoon. Girl.

527
00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:31,919
Speaker 1: You know, you know, but just came out. Man, stop

528
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:43,160
Speaker 1: playing stop the ful God. And the thing about it is,

529
00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:48,920
Speaker 1: there's nothing there's nothing wrong with being Yes, they've been

530
00:28:49,200 --> 00:28:59,480
Speaker 1: in the closet. You know what he's doing. No, Yeah,

531
00:28:59,640 --> 00:29:03,680
Speaker 1: like like there's nothing there's there's nothing wrong with being gay.

532
00:29:03,760 --> 00:29:06,920
Speaker 1: There's nothing wrong with that lifestyle. There's nothing wrong with

533
00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:09,760
Speaker 1: indulging what you want to indulging, or believing what you

534
00:29:09,760 --> 00:29:12,880
Speaker 1: want to believe in. But my thing is, I don't

535
00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:15,719
Speaker 1: feel like it should be forced on children. But how

536
00:29:15,840 --> 00:29:18,719
Speaker 1: you gonna say that it's forced when this was scoring?

537
00:29:20,560 --> 00:29:24,200
Speaker 1: This was this reality? No, I mean it is a reality.

538
00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:28,000
Speaker 1: But you know it was a little boy. If you

539
00:29:28,040 --> 00:29:33,440
Speaker 1: don't want that, man, you know, I ain't gonna wait enough. Fuck,

540
00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:39,200
Speaker 1: but child is you can't impress? No, I don't give

541
00:29:39,640 --> 00:29:44,120
Speaker 1: you say you do. So you kind of was saying

542
00:29:44,160 --> 00:29:47,160
Speaker 1: we should send it because maybe it could be if

543
00:29:47,160 --> 00:29:49,760
Speaker 1: you saw your home boy back in the day going

544
00:29:49,800 --> 00:29:52,520
Speaker 1: behind the house doing something with another boy, you're going up.

545
00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:58,880
Speaker 1: That ain't neve I was on TV when it was on.

546
00:29:59,280 --> 00:30:03,280
Speaker 1: I believe that I like born certain ways, but I

547
00:30:03,320 --> 00:30:08,920
Speaker 1: also believe that people, children, people, kid people, baby people

548
00:30:10,080 --> 00:30:15,840
Speaker 1: are impressionable. Their their fucking way of thinking is possible

549
00:30:15,880 --> 00:30:23,680
Speaker 1: to be swayed. You're right about that. I wasn't necessarily

550
00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:28,240
Speaker 1: just talking about like, even though I do feel like

551
00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:31,120
Speaker 1: everybody you know on the on the on the homosexual thing,

552
00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:33,880
Speaker 1: I do think that everybody needs representation, you know what

553
00:30:33,920 --> 00:30:36,440
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Some kids that get picked on for stuff

554
00:30:36,520 --> 00:30:37,920
Speaker 1: like that, and they really like that, so they need

555
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:40,760
Speaker 1: some form of reputation. But I don't necessarily believe that

556
00:30:40,880 --> 00:30:43,880
Speaker 1: that reputation needs to be as available as it is

557
00:30:44,320 --> 00:30:48,760
Speaker 1: because considering the number of the demographics, the number of

558
00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:53,720
Speaker 1: that coming from coming just from our morals. You know

559
00:30:53,720 --> 00:30:55,960
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, that ship coming from morals for what

560
00:30:56,080 --> 00:30:58,240
Speaker 1: we was taught, like, I ain't you know, ain't a

561
00:30:58,280 --> 00:31:00,200
Speaker 1: addigant for that ship. I'm just saying, like, at the

562
00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:03,920
Speaker 1: end of the day, you gotta tell your people, your

563
00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:11,240
Speaker 1: little nephews and shit that's aroused, you can't stay. I

564
00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:14,360
Speaker 1: don't think it's from so I think it's partly from morals,

565
00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:17,320
Speaker 1: but I think it's partly from predispositions, because even though

566
00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:20,080
Speaker 1: you have people that very outside the lines, like somebody

567
00:31:20,200 --> 00:31:22,239
Speaker 1: might want to be a homosexual, But I think it's

568
00:31:22,280 --> 00:31:25,880
Speaker 1: the PREDI predisposition of a man to naturally like woman's

569
00:31:25,960 --> 00:31:28,960
Speaker 1: in order to procreate. I feel like, let me folk

570
00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:30,600
Speaker 1: like what they like, let them do what they do,

571
00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:36,160
Speaker 1: indicate yours like I'm not finding I'm not fenn to

572
00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:38,720
Speaker 1: prepare you to be that. That's what I'm saying. The

573
00:31:38,920 --> 00:31:43,080
Speaker 1: preparation it's in these cartoons. But how youtubes in these movies?

574
00:31:44,400 --> 00:31:46,720
Speaker 1: When you when you when I was kids, When I

575
00:31:46,840 --> 00:31:50,600
Speaker 1: was a kid, my grandma bust side ship for trying

576
00:31:50,600 --> 00:31:54,000
Speaker 1: to scheak him. Look at Playboy books. That's the same thing.

577
00:31:54,280 --> 00:31:57,120
Speaker 1: So if you're not on that bush, your son shit,

578
00:31:57,760 --> 00:32:01,600
Speaker 1: you see him looking at Barney and Journey whoever the

579
00:32:01,680 --> 00:32:06,040
Speaker 1: fuck y'all said, do it burning, burn burning? Yeah, I

580
00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:09,560
Speaker 1: don't watch that. But how my parents A lot of

581
00:32:09,680 --> 00:32:12,520
Speaker 1: parents don't even know what their kids are and aren't

582
00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:20,280
Speaker 1: watching because they are and aren't watching them. No, I

583
00:32:20,320 --> 00:32:22,560
Speaker 1: understands you're saying. I'm saying, but you not. Out of

584
00:32:22,640 --> 00:32:26,680
Speaker 1: ten kids today spend more time on the iPad, on

585
00:32:26,800 --> 00:32:30,240
Speaker 1: the phone, watching YouTube and all that than anything else

586
00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:33,320
Speaker 1: that they do. I get, I get y'all saying. What

587
00:32:33,400 --> 00:32:35,840
Speaker 1: I'm saying is I feel like, if you, if you

588
00:32:36,640 --> 00:32:38,600
Speaker 1: teach common sense. You know, we gotta rry about that.

589
00:32:38,680 --> 00:32:40,000
Speaker 1: What's for you is for you. What's not for you,

590
00:32:40,080 --> 00:32:41,880
Speaker 1: for you, it ain't for you. So if a kid

591
00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:44,240
Speaker 1: is a certain agent, they see that there were you

592
00:32:44,360 --> 00:32:46,560
Speaker 1: trying to go anyway? Look butter, but being gad about

593
00:32:46,640 --> 00:32:49,240
Speaker 1: common sense though, how they ain't. Being gay is not

594
00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:51,479
Speaker 1: about common sense because it's not like being games right

595
00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:53,120
Speaker 1: or wrong. That's what I'm saying. So this might be

596
00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:56,920
Speaker 1: what you want. Let them get what they want. I

597
00:32:57,000 --> 00:33:00,920
Speaker 1: think I think got them a pope. I don't eat

598
00:33:00,960 --> 00:33:05,040
Speaker 1: partner more to fucking bout I'm commercial. I don't eat

599
00:33:05,120 --> 00:33:07,640
Speaker 1: make though. But I think what I was getting at

600
00:33:07,880 --> 00:33:10,720
Speaker 1: was that kids just don't need to be exposed to

601
00:33:10,840 --> 00:33:14,840
Speaker 1: certain things now homes as just on one piece of it,

602
00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:18,240
Speaker 1: one piece of it, but also even just talking about

603
00:33:18,280 --> 00:33:22,920
Speaker 1: how we just validly put drugs and songs and talk

604
00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:26,440
Speaker 1: about it. I just popped the perk tway over or whatever.

605
00:33:26,680 --> 00:33:28,640
Speaker 1: I don't you know what I'm saying. And you know,

606
00:33:28,760 --> 00:33:32,920
Speaker 1: these kids, these kids, these kids, they just they listen

607
00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:34,760
Speaker 1: to this and they think that this is the cool

608
00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:38,280
Speaker 1: thing to do. And while you say, while you say, yeah,

609
00:33:38,360 --> 00:33:40,360
Speaker 1: you you know you you got a choice. Parents, have

610
00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:42,880
Speaker 1: a choice what they exposed their kids too. But sometimes

611
00:33:42,920 --> 00:33:46,400
Speaker 1: the exposure is just so damn explosive. Is that no

612
00:33:46,560 --> 00:33:49,040
Speaker 1: matter what you do, they're gonna be exposed. The exposure

613
00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:52,880
Speaker 1: is so damn accessible, so you don't have control over

614
00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:55,920
Speaker 1: like I get, I feel not trust me, I feel

615
00:33:55,920 --> 00:33:57,920
Speaker 1: exactly what y'all saying. I get what y'all saying, and

616
00:33:58,040 --> 00:34:00,840
Speaker 1: I agree, But I'm just saying the have an advocate

617
00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:05,520
Speaker 1: of this ship. Just think about it, whatever the fuck

618
00:34:05,600 --> 00:34:08,040
Speaker 1: you call just think about it the way the folks

619
00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:09,759
Speaker 1: think about it. At the end of the day. In

620
00:34:10,040 --> 00:34:12,320
Speaker 1: my business, that's the way the worthy day that you

621
00:34:12,400 --> 00:34:15,239
Speaker 1: gotta move with the world. So the ship is my

622
00:34:15,360 --> 00:34:17,759
Speaker 1: business is when it's my business. If I see one

623
00:34:17,760 --> 00:34:19,719
Speaker 1: of my little nephews at the family union, by what

624
00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:22,000
Speaker 1: you're doing? You know what you're doing, right? You know

625
00:34:22,040 --> 00:34:25,160
Speaker 1: what twitch ship? You know what you do it? You

626
00:34:25,239 --> 00:34:26,839
Speaker 1: know what that is? Right? You know what you're doing

627
00:34:27,440 --> 00:34:31,279
Speaker 1: like whatever he's talk with you, sir, if you want

628
00:34:31,320 --> 00:34:32,800
Speaker 1: to be a man, I'm cool with that too, but

629
00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:35,320
Speaker 1: I'm ever to talk with you to see what it is.

630
00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:38,719
Speaker 1: Do you know what you're doing? And my tripping that

631
00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:42,960
Speaker 1: make sit know that make sense? Like you can't. What

632
00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:45,880
Speaker 1: they said is it's just like you see your you

633
00:34:45,920 --> 00:34:49,200
Speaker 1: see your nephew with a pistol. Hey, you know it

634
00:34:49,320 --> 00:34:52,160
Speaker 1: called with that right. I can't make you do shit.

635
00:34:52,200 --> 00:34:54,080
Speaker 1: I don't buil a nigga that you couldn't make do shit.

636
00:34:55,160 --> 00:34:58,800
Speaker 1: My mom made it up. Yeah, you saying all this

637
00:34:59,000 --> 00:35:01,839
Speaker 1: broke shiit to me? Like, Yo, you know what I'm saying.

638
00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:04,200
Speaker 1: Look at life now and then at the end of

639
00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:07,880
Speaker 1: you on Twitter, I like, I can't listen to that.

640
00:35:08,080 --> 00:35:10,359
Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying. Nigga telling me some ship.

641
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:11,960
Speaker 1: It could be a good game. I hear it, But

642
00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:13,919
Speaker 1: I still gotta do what I gotta do the people, don't.

643
00:35:13,920 --> 00:35:15,040
Speaker 1: You gotta do what you gotta do a little feed

644
00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:18,160
Speaker 1: your kid, y'all. Negga looking at that ship just like this,

645
00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:21,040
Speaker 1: but your man made know what I'm saying, Like when

646
00:35:21,040 --> 00:35:23,760
Speaker 1: I I wouldn't got me some puss, No, my grandma

647
00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:26,279
Speaker 1: can tell me no, no, no road, no nothing. I'm

648
00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:28,320
Speaker 1: gonna gonna get me some cusses. That what I want

649
00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:31,080
Speaker 1: for sure. But you know that what you tell me,

650
00:35:31,160 --> 00:35:33,720
Speaker 1: I don't see this ship feeling like you're you're strong

651
00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:36,640
Speaker 1: with strong willed people. Everybody adn't like that me and

652
00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:39,439
Speaker 1: you won't da know what I'm talking about. No, listen

653
00:35:39,480 --> 00:35:42,319
Speaker 1: to this. It's something called it's something called brainwashing. Believe

654
00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:46,040
Speaker 1: do you believe in brainwashing? I can't. I guess I

655
00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:50,080
Speaker 1: can't believe you search shill you're on the other thing

656
00:35:50,280 --> 00:35:51,880
Speaker 1: is what I seeing them Neigga doing all type of

657
00:35:51,960 --> 00:35:53,959
Speaker 1: ship man and I were like, fuck, no, I ain't

658
00:35:53,960 --> 00:35:57,000
Speaker 1: going because you're a strong willed person. But the Irish

659
00:35:57,040 --> 00:35:59,239
Speaker 1: person is a follower. Ban you ain't strong will I'm saying,

660
00:35:59,239 --> 00:36:01,959
Speaker 1: it's how you break it. Yeah, that's what I'm saying.

661
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:05,399
Speaker 1: You gotta break a bread ship that's in your your

662
00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:09,200
Speaker 1: your mother. People are aren't are Most people are followers leaders.

663
00:36:09,320 --> 00:36:13,160
Speaker 1: I'm a breed. I understand it's stronger than that's fucking

664
00:36:13,280 --> 00:36:14,719
Speaker 1: follow I get what I'm saying. But when I'm saying,

665
00:36:14,719 --> 00:36:17,640
Speaker 1: then would come into play then mine. You're a business.

666
00:36:17,680 --> 00:36:21,040
Speaker 1: That's their business knowing anything around me, coasting other life.

667
00:36:21,040 --> 00:36:22,879
Speaker 1: I said, if I see somebody at him, I'm gonna

668
00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:25,360
Speaker 1: checking him out. Seed. You know what I'm saying. If

669
00:36:25,360 --> 00:36:28,080
Speaker 1: it's something that I need to, he's God putting something

670
00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:30,359
Speaker 1: on my heart for me to tell you. If he's

671
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:34,440
Speaker 1: not mine. Yeah, but I mean I mean mine know

672
00:36:34,520 --> 00:36:36,520
Speaker 1: where you go from there? I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I

673
00:36:37,239 --> 00:36:38,919
Speaker 1: don't know where you go from there. A truth of tong,

674
00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:41,880
Speaker 1: Bro's that's just not say shit, because the truth of

675
00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:44,160
Speaker 1: tong is that like in this day and time, ain't

676
00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:46,759
Speaker 1: talking about like we want to hit like search shit

677
00:36:46,760 --> 00:36:48,239
Speaker 1: I used to do. I used to be. Can't wait

678
00:36:48,280 --> 00:36:51,239
Speaker 1: to see who's gonna check me about it. That's who

679
00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:52,759
Speaker 1: loved me. You get what I'm saying, because I know

680
00:36:52,800 --> 00:36:55,360
Speaker 1: I did some bullshit. When I do some bullshit, you

681
00:36:55,440 --> 00:36:57,040
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So if I come back in

682
00:36:57,120 --> 00:36:59,360
Speaker 1: here and got them all y'all looking at me regular

683
00:36:59,400 --> 00:37:02,839
Speaker 1: I noticed with some bullshit my heart okay, screen fake

684
00:37:02,960 --> 00:37:07,440
Speaker 1: Jade fate like you told me to shoot you hew.

685
00:37:07,840 --> 00:37:09,360
Speaker 1: It is. If you feel like you cain't talk to

686
00:37:09,400 --> 00:37:11,400
Speaker 1: me to tell me something that can hurt me, you

687
00:37:11,480 --> 00:37:14,600
Speaker 1: tell you you faith to me. Yeah, you get what's saying.

688
00:37:14,600 --> 00:37:16,160
Speaker 1: So you just gotta be it to me. You gotta

689
00:37:16,160 --> 00:37:18,200
Speaker 1: be just take this shit on the chain. If you can't,

690
00:37:18,280 --> 00:37:20,840
Speaker 1: then what do you look like? Ar with somebody about

691
00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:23,239
Speaker 1: their life. That may be the best thing for you.

692
00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:25,960
Speaker 1: So but listen to what I'm saying. I'm not saying.

693
00:37:26,080 --> 00:37:29,120
Speaker 1: I'm not saying to argue with people about their life.

694
00:37:29,160 --> 00:37:33,160
Speaker 1: I'm not saying to not mind your business. But a

695
00:37:33,320 --> 00:37:38,800
Speaker 1: cartoon is broadcast to the masses. Is everybody's business watching it?

696
00:37:38,960 --> 00:37:41,520
Speaker 1: Not my son, But I'm gonna break your nose. You

697
00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:45,560
Speaker 1: watch that ship straight up, nephew, My nephew, you don't

698
00:37:45,560 --> 00:37:47,239
Speaker 1: watch that. Oh you let your son watch that where

699
00:37:47,239 --> 00:37:51,040
Speaker 1: he can't come away and play with little Now you

700
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:55,480
Speaker 1: gotta disassociated. Let niggas known what it is. Your son

701
00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:59,640
Speaker 1: played dress up. He can't never come here like that's

702
00:37:59,719 --> 00:38:03,480
Speaker 1: dry up. That's not a cartoon he do. He watched

703
00:38:03,520 --> 00:38:07,480
Speaker 1: that cartoon. Keep him overever watching that cartoon because over

704
00:38:07,600 --> 00:38:14,200
Speaker 1: at him. If brother borried you, we ain't like you.

705
00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:17,880
Speaker 1: Gotta control what you can control, man. And then if

706
00:38:17,920 --> 00:38:19,960
Speaker 1: it go to the other way, let them fo make

707
00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:24,239
Speaker 1: their choice, because I haven't seen it all all different way, Ja,

708
00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:27,360
Speaker 1: I don't be in the same way like my grandmama,

709
00:38:27,840 --> 00:38:30,759
Speaker 1: God restless. So she raised us to be what we

710
00:38:30,880 --> 00:38:34,640
Speaker 1: wanted to be. But when we went around certain people's

711
00:38:34,800 --> 00:38:37,680
Speaker 1: like hurt, like other people of the family, they looked

712
00:38:37,680 --> 00:38:40,400
Speaker 1: at us. Is y'all gonna be some bluishit because we

713
00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:42,799
Speaker 1: chose the route and we chose the bullshit robe, right,

714
00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:48,080
Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, my route is

715
00:38:48,160 --> 00:38:51,040
Speaker 1: my route. You might not understanding them, but now you understand.

716
00:38:51,200 --> 00:38:55,279
Speaker 1: Like Facebook shit that he raised Facebook because I don't

717
00:38:55,320 --> 00:38:57,719
Speaker 1: know nobody that know me on for Instagram, didn't know

718
00:38:58,880 --> 00:39:01,480
Speaker 1: your people can find it. I don't. I don't know you.

719
00:39:02,880 --> 00:39:05,759
Speaker 1: You alla wrote me off. So when we write people

720
00:39:05,800 --> 00:39:08,640
Speaker 1: off for trying to make people choice, they already made

721
00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:11,040
Speaker 1: their choice. For what's her name? I one thing about

722
00:39:11,080 --> 00:39:12,600
Speaker 1: the God give all the one of these that's that's

723
00:39:12,640 --> 00:39:15,960
Speaker 1: just ship. Then don't put me now you know what

724
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:17,960
Speaker 1: I'm saying, God, get everybody on he So how you

725
00:39:18,040 --> 00:39:19,480
Speaker 1: gonna quite how a second gets you? What you what?

726
00:39:19,680 --> 00:39:23,040
Speaker 1: How you think I can just only give you? Let

727
00:39:23,120 --> 00:39:25,160
Speaker 1: me make sure you know what you're doing. You know

728
00:39:25,239 --> 00:39:27,800
Speaker 1: what you're doing, Okay, if you ask me about that,

729
00:39:27,880 --> 00:39:31,120
Speaker 1: that's what that is. That's what comflict has come in there.

730
00:39:32,360 --> 00:39:37,480
Speaker 1: We start trying to God damn, even in relationship. I

731
00:39:37,600 --> 00:39:39,719
Speaker 1: gotta see what you will do so I can know

732
00:39:39,800 --> 00:39:41,799
Speaker 1: what you want to do. So I'm gonna play green

733
00:39:41,840 --> 00:39:45,040
Speaker 1: like I can't really don't really retarded. See yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

734
00:39:45,239 --> 00:39:46,920
Speaker 1: oh you'll do that bit. You don't fold like that.

735
00:39:47,080 --> 00:39:49,520
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, like, Yeah, I gotta see

736
00:39:49,560 --> 00:39:51,799
Speaker 1: what you really want to do, because if I, if

737
00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:54,200
Speaker 1: I lay out what I want from you, you don't

738
00:39:54,280 --> 00:39:58,680
Speaker 1: know what to do. Yeah, let me see what you

739
00:39:58,760 --> 00:40:00,040
Speaker 1: want to do so I can know what you what

740
00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:02,120
Speaker 1: it is that you want to do, and if I

741
00:40:02,280 --> 00:40:05,040
Speaker 1: deal with I can't. I can't, I can't. I think

742
00:40:05,080 --> 00:40:07,560
Speaker 1: that was a female male. Everybody go wrong and you

743
00:40:07,680 --> 00:40:09,440
Speaker 1: try to tell the person what you want, they're trying

744
00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:11,520
Speaker 1: to hurt mto their stomach instead of seeing what Let

745
00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:15,279
Speaker 1: me see who you are, right, Hey, that's what he

746
00:40:15,360 --> 00:40:18,920
Speaker 1: was basically saying. Hey, exactly, that's what he was saying. Yeah,

747
00:40:18,920 --> 00:40:21,040
Speaker 1: back to the beginning, exactly. That's that's like a bomb

748
00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:24,800
Speaker 1: I hate because I won't really make you. Yeah, I

749
00:40:24,880 --> 00:40:26,640
Speaker 1: can't do that. I gotta see really what you want.

750
00:40:27,080 --> 00:40:29,960
Speaker 1: I know it's complem you gotta compromize the relationships and friendship,

751
00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:32,040
Speaker 1: but still I need to know who you are first.

752
00:40:33,239 --> 00:40:36,680
Speaker 1: For me to say that you're my friend, I would

753
00:40:36,680 --> 00:40:40,640
Speaker 1: say you my friend. Don't even know you yet. I

754
00:40:40,719 --> 00:40:42,400
Speaker 1: don't know your moris don't know your values, don't know

755
00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:43,880
Speaker 1: your codes. I don't know you. I don't know you.

756
00:40:44,840 --> 00:40:47,520
Speaker 1: I just I just liked the moment we had or

757
00:40:47,640 --> 00:40:51,120
Speaker 1: moments we had, right, You don't know, motherfucker to you

758
00:40:51,239 --> 00:40:54,200
Speaker 1: get the norm like norm and seeing they ups they

759
00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:57,560
Speaker 1: bound and ship they go through and they upset how

760
00:40:57,600 --> 00:40:59,320
Speaker 1: they treat you to. You don't know people to you

761
00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:04,680
Speaker 1: know them? Right? I argue with that, saying like so

762
00:41:04,760 --> 00:41:05,920
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, if I see a

763
00:41:06,640 --> 00:41:10,800
Speaker 1: little kid the light Batman and Robin so power be it,

764
00:41:11,000 --> 00:41:12,600
Speaker 1: young man. Lets you know what you're doing, if you're

765
00:41:12,640 --> 00:41:14,200
Speaker 1: if you're part of my family. Other than that, I

766
00:41:14,239 --> 00:41:17,320
Speaker 1: don't know, bro, I don't I don't. I don't know,

767
00:41:18,640 --> 00:41:21,280
Speaker 1: and I ain't trying to, you know, like that episode,

768
00:41:21,320 --> 00:41:26,200
Speaker 1: but I don't know your clothing brand. You got a

769
00:41:26,200 --> 00:41:29,080
Speaker 1: clothing brand too, right, what's the name of it? Always

770
00:41:29,080 --> 00:41:35,600
Speaker 1: called repetition, repetition brand. Tell us about how that came along. Um, yeah,

771
00:41:35,920 --> 00:41:37,840
Speaker 1: it actually came from the video to till you go

772
00:41:37,960 --> 00:41:39,920
Speaker 1: on video. You know what I'm saying. I had the

773
00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:42,560
Speaker 1: idea kind of like the mascot, but then I just

774
00:41:42,719 --> 00:41:45,360
Speaker 1: I just know that I said this before too, that

775
00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:48,320
Speaker 1: when they raised baby elephants. They keep them chain a

776
00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:51,400
Speaker 1: big chain on their foot, tide the metal post, and

777
00:41:51,480 --> 00:41:53,520
Speaker 1: they let them grow up like that, you know, trying

778
00:41:53,560 --> 00:41:55,919
Speaker 1: to get away, but they big change the metal post.

779
00:41:56,200 --> 00:41:59,080
Speaker 1: And then when the elephant reaches an adult, he already

780
00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:01,520
Speaker 1: has in his mind he can't get away. So now

781
00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:03,759
Speaker 1: they grab a little string and tied to a little

782
00:42:03,800 --> 00:42:06,879
Speaker 1: wood post and he never even tries to get away. Yeah,

783
00:42:06,920 --> 00:42:09,200
Speaker 1: and I know he learned that through repetition. And so

784
00:42:09,360 --> 00:42:11,160
Speaker 1: I just wanted to make a brand of clothes that

785
00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:14,439
Speaker 1: just remind you, to make you think, like what things

786
00:42:14,480 --> 00:42:16,560
Speaker 1: am I still tied to that I no longer have

787
00:42:16,680 --> 00:42:18,640
Speaker 1: to be tied to, you know what I'm saying. So

788
00:42:18,760 --> 00:42:21,800
Speaker 1: that's what the brand is about. So that's out, Like

789
00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:24,399
Speaker 1: they can go to your site and just cop it up. Yo.

790
00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:26,839
Speaker 1: I put I put the repetition up. I only had

791
00:42:26,840 --> 00:42:29,640
Speaker 1: a hundred pieces that I made myself. I put it

792
00:42:29,760 --> 00:42:34,480
Speaker 1: up in like ten minutes, was completely gone. So I

793
00:42:34,560 --> 00:42:37,080
Speaker 1: didn't put no more out because I really want to,

794
00:42:37,920 --> 00:42:41,080
Speaker 1: you know, get quality clothing and stuff like that. I

795
00:42:41,160 --> 00:42:43,239
Speaker 1: just want to I see I can really you know

796
00:42:43,239 --> 00:42:46,040
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, people really people really fucking with it.

797
00:42:46,120 --> 00:42:47,719
Speaker 1: So I want to make sure that it's the best

798
00:42:47,840 --> 00:42:50,240
Speaker 1: that it can be. So it's on hold for a second.

799
00:42:50,600 --> 00:42:55,600
Speaker 1: All right. Yeah, So I'm still a little confused about

800
00:42:55,600 --> 00:43:00,600
Speaker 1: this because I don't watch everything. Right was it was?

801
00:43:00,640 --> 00:43:03,680
Speaker 1: It created on the internet. When they say you when

802
00:43:03,800 --> 00:43:06,880
Speaker 1: when you were incarcerated, you sounded Jeffrey Dahmers, that a

803
00:43:06,960 --> 00:43:10,000
Speaker 1: true story, that's an actual true story. Yeah, that's a

804
00:43:10,040 --> 00:43:13,080
Speaker 1: true story. You weren't caught, so you were incarcerated. You

805
00:43:13,160 --> 00:43:16,560
Speaker 1: weren't a sale mace with Jeffrey dahmerd he just happened

806
00:43:16,600 --> 00:43:20,239
Speaker 1: to be in the same facility. And how how did

807
00:43:20,239 --> 00:43:23,560
Speaker 1: it happen? If you I was in a hole already,

808
00:43:23,840 --> 00:43:26,399
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So Jeffrey Dahmer, he had

809
00:43:26,480 --> 00:43:30,800
Speaker 1: to come back to where I was for victim impact statements.

810
00:43:31,120 --> 00:43:34,120
Speaker 1: You did what I'm saying, I guess, Yeah, so he

811
00:43:34,280 --> 00:43:36,840
Speaker 1: came back. And so you if you been to prison,

812
00:43:36,960 --> 00:43:40,560
Speaker 1: then you know, like they're not gonna put a cat

813
00:43:40,640 --> 00:43:43,680
Speaker 1: that back, you know, with that kind of rap and

814
00:43:43,840 --> 00:43:46,200
Speaker 1: read the population. They're gonna put him in a hole

815
00:43:46,320 --> 00:43:49,160
Speaker 1: until he ride out. So it just so happened, you know,

816
00:43:49,680 --> 00:43:51,680
Speaker 1: they put him in the sale right next to mine.

817
00:43:51,800 --> 00:43:53,560
Speaker 1: And he was next to a whole bunch of people.

818
00:43:53,600 --> 00:43:56,080
Speaker 1: He was just next to me, you know what I'm saying. Yeah,

819
00:43:56,120 --> 00:43:58,680
Speaker 1: so yeah, so you know that that chain of events

820
00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:02,640
Speaker 1: happened from that. So wasn't in trauma. I gonna saying you, well, well,

821
00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:06,080
Speaker 1: did you look at the documentary that came out or

822
00:44:06,160 --> 00:44:08,719
Speaker 1: you just chose not to. I saw a prati, but

823
00:44:08,800 --> 00:44:10,839
Speaker 1: I was saying, my old lady. You know what I'm saying,

824
00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:12,720
Speaker 1: that she had it on. And that's what I actually

825
00:44:12,760 --> 00:44:15,320
Speaker 1: even forgot about it, because you gotta think when I

826
00:44:15,480 --> 00:44:17,840
Speaker 1: was in there, you know, you don't got TVs or

827
00:44:17,880 --> 00:44:22,520
Speaker 1: newspapers like that. So yeah, I told you, no, he

828
00:44:22,680 --> 00:44:25,280
Speaker 1: was told. He asked me, um, did you know pretty

829
00:44:25,320 --> 00:44:28,520
Speaker 1: brown eyes? What's all? Yeah? Because you know I used

830
00:44:28,560 --> 00:44:34,040
Speaker 1: to sing. I was singing, yeah, making listen so on

831
00:44:34,120 --> 00:44:36,880
Speaker 1: the right. Yeah, so you know, like you got you

832
00:44:36,920 --> 00:44:38,920
Speaker 1: always got niggas in there. That's the radio. I was

833
00:44:39,000 --> 00:44:42,000
Speaker 1: the radio little porter on the outside, and so catch

834
00:44:42,120 --> 00:44:44,320
Speaker 1: used to make requests or whatever, so that the homie

835
00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:46,359
Speaker 1: or not the homi because they tripping when I call him.

836
00:44:46,360 --> 00:44:48,840
Speaker 1: I call everybody the homie though, But the guy, you know,

837
00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:51,239
Speaker 1: he was he was just like when you know, um

838
00:44:51,440 --> 00:44:53,839
Speaker 1: pretty brown eyes. And I was like yeah and did

839
00:44:53,960 --> 00:44:56,359
Speaker 1: that record. And next thing, you know, after I told

840
00:44:56,400 --> 00:44:59,600
Speaker 1: that story the next day, everybody on the internet is

841
00:44:59,680 --> 00:45:03,279
Speaker 1: carried and ship when they say just like told me,

842
00:45:03,480 --> 00:45:06,640
Speaker 1: I seemed happy to be in jail with their free dahmer.

843
00:45:06,800 --> 00:45:09,880
Speaker 1: And why would I tell a story when you remember

844
00:45:09,920 --> 00:45:12,120
Speaker 1: on that ship he was saying, you're doing that to

845
00:45:12,160 --> 00:45:15,200
Speaker 1: a little boy. That's all he probably playing, Like definitely,

846
00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:20,279
Speaker 1: maybe I didn't even think of that we even doing

847
00:45:20,320 --> 00:45:28,160
Speaker 1: this ship a little boy? He probably bro Bro, Yeah,

848
00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:31,560
Speaker 1: I mean the play when they playing R and bedad,

849
00:45:33,160 --> 00:45:45,680
Speaker 1: she literally had some sh stop stupid little Everybody's like

850
00:45:46,719 --> 00:45:55,279
Speaker 1: like this ship reminiscing this dumb reminiscing three on that night.

851
00:45:55,320 --> 00:46:03,959
Speaker 1: But I was stop, stop bro, Like, wasn't nigga playing

852
00:46:04,120 --> 00:46:05,600
Speaker 1: R and B though on the on the on the

853
00:46:05,680 --> 00:46:10,960
Speaker 1: damn thing, man, I couldn't watch what they started getting it,

854
00:46:11,400 --> 00:46:13,160
Speaker 1: we started getting into it. I didn't had it, how

855
00:46:13,200 --> 00:46:17,000
Speaker 1: I admitted. But what I'm saying is I see the

856
00:46:17,160 --> 00:46:19,680
Speaker 1: postal Instagram where he was dancing like to a song

857
00:46:19,840 --> 00:46:30,719
Speaker 1: he was in the club, no black club held the

858
00:46:30,800 --> 00:46:36,759
Speaker 1: whole radio started. Damn. I don't think he said it's up.

859
00:46:36,840 --> 00:46:42,439
Speaker 1: But I'm feeling that nigga was listening to Yeah, that's

860
00:46:42,440 --> 00:46:44,080
Speaker 1: what they say. What they say like what they say

861
00:46:44,160 --> 00:46:46,399
Speaker 1: to yo, the inter it. I don't even read half

862
00:46:46,440 --> 00:46:48,560
Speaker 1: of that shit. I just read it until I couldn't

863
00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:52,160
Speaker 1: know what the hitline. I wouldn't hit likeine. A matter

864
00:46:52,160 --> 00:46:54,759
Speaker 1: of fact, anytime they't mintioned it was mentioned in folks name.

865
00:46:54,840 --> 00:46:57,919
Speaker 1: They were talking about man was incarcerated with. They act

866
00:46:58,000 --> 00:47:02,719
Speaker 1: like it was it was something extremely valuable or something

867
00:47:02,760 --> 00:47:04,879
Speaker 1: somebody else. Imagine how many people that he was locked

868
00:47:04,920 --> 00:47:06,400
Speaker 1: up with. You were telling the story you want to

869
00:47:06,440 --> 00:47:09,200
Speaker 1: glorify and they were trying it. I was telling the

870
00:47:09,360 --> 00:47:13,879
Speaker 1: story that's a guy I don't want. I ain't really

871
00:47:13,960 --> 00:47:15,560
Speaker 1: I ain't know the cat like that. We didn't have

872
00:47:15,640 --> 00:47:17,600
Speaker 1: a lot of more conversation of it. And you know

873
00:47:17,680 --> 00:47:20,279
Speaker 1: what that was. And either way, it's my stories. I

874
00:47:20,320 --> 00:47:22,960
Speaker 1: don't really care with nobody saying they ain't paying no

875
00:47:23,120 --> 00:47:24,920
Speaker 1: bills in my house, my heat ain't only because the

876
00:47:25,040 --> 00:47:27,800
Speaker 1: niggas paying bills. But you know what I'm saying, Yeah,

877
00:47:28,440 --> 00:47:32,319
Speaker 1: so you know, so what's the current day like for life?

878
00:47:32,360 --> 00:47:36,080
Speaker 1: Jenner's like, what's your next walls? What's the path forward, Um,

879
00:47:36,200 --> 00:47:39,600
Speaker 1: I pad forward. I'm just hiring a whole new team

880
00:47:39,719 --> 00:47:43,400
Speaker 1: right now because you know, um, and I'm not to

881
00:47:43,480 --> 00:47:46,600
Speaker 1: be telling my business, which I don't, but probably somebody

882
00:47:46,640 --> 00:47:49,239
Speaker 1: watching this that's thinking in their mind right now the

883
00:47:49,320 --> 00:47:51,440
Speaker 1: same thing I'm going through is that a lot of

884
00:47:51,480 --> 00:47:54,480
Speaker 1: times people on your team, they stopped dreaming. They get

885
00:47:54,560 --> 00:47:56,919
Speaker 1: comfortable with the money that you're getting. In the money

886
00:47:56,960 --> 00:47:59,360
Speaker 1: they got, they have their life accounting for it. So

887
00:47:59,440 --> 00:48:01,239
Speaker 1: when you talk I'm about taking a risk, you want

888
00:48:01,280 --> 00:48:04,400
Speaker 1: to do something else, they look at it like they

889
00:48:04,560 --> 00:48:07,840
Speaker 1: you you did what I'm saying. So I just had to,

890
00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:09,920
Speaker 1: you know, pretty much get rid of my whole team, man,

891
00:48:10,120 --> 00:48:12,399
Speaker 1: and I want to hire some young niggas that's still

892
00:48:12,400 --> 00:48:15,279
Speaker 1: trying to dream, man, because I'm shit. I feel like

893
00:48:15,280 --> 00:48:17,600
Speaker 1: I still got a way more in me to get

894
00:48:17,680 --> 00:48:20,960
Speaker 1: to and I can't get to that next place if

895
00:48:21,120 --> 00:48:22,719
Speaker 1: you didn't ran out of gas and you want to

896
00:48:22,760 --> 00:48:24,960
Speaker 1: sit down at the place were at right now. So

897
00:48:25,560 --> 00:48:27,800
Speaker 1: that's what's next, hiring the whole new team. I just

898
00:48:28,360 --> 00:48:30,920
Speaker 1: my clothing brand, like I said, it's on it's on

899
00:48:31,040 --> 00:48:33,200
Speaker 1: pause right now because I just bought all the equipment

900
00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:36,759
Speaker 1: stuff myself. You know, probably like sixty seventy bands, just

901
00:48:36,960 --> 00:48:39,120
Speaker 1: on equipment to do my own because I want to

902
00:48:39,160 --> 00:48:41,640
Speaker 1: own my own shit. I don't want to be racing

903
00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:43,680
Speaker 1: over this way to get my stuff made, hoping that

904
00:48:43,760 --> 00:48:46,520
Speaker 1: they make it right. I just also bought all my

905
00:48:46,680 --> 00:48:49,120
Speaker 1: own adio equipment, So you know what I'm saying, I

906
00:48:49,239 --> 00:48:51,960
Speaker 1: got my little um when I my little you know

907
00:48:52,000 --> 00:48:54,840
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You know I've been to shooting. I

908
00:48:54,920 --> 00:48:57,080
Speaker 1: got I got my Yeah, I got my stuff on deck.

909
00:48:57,160 --> 00:48:59,760
Speaker 1: Now I already shot one movie. I'm gonna start shooting.

910
00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:01,640
Speaker 1: You wanted two movies a couple of years. Put my

911
00:49:01,760 --> 00:49:04,200
Speaker 1: kids on my little boy, y'all saul out there, Yeah

912
00:49:04,239 --> 00:49:08,800
Speaker 1: you ready? Yeah? And you know my master situation, rerecording

913
00:49:08,840 --> 00:49:10,839
Speaker 1: my masters because them cat's getting a lot of money

914
00:49:10,960 --> 00:49:12,759
Speaker 1: having my masters, and all I gotta do is re

915
00:49:12,840 --> 00:49:18,279
Speaker 1: record them. You did what I'm saying. See, so when

916
00:49:18,440 --> 00:49:21,480
Speaker 1: when you have your master and they pay you royalties

917
00:49:21,520 --> 00:49:23,640
Speaker 1: off of it, you know you may you may get

918
00:49:24,239 --> 00:49:26,640
Speaker 1: let's say, off an album deal, you got something like

919
00:49:27,480 --> 00:49:29,839
Speaker 1: twenty points or something like that, so you might got

920
00:49:29,880 --> 00:49:32,200
Speaker 1: twenty percent. But and say you get a thousand dollars check.

921
00:49:32,760 --> 00:49:35,480
Speaker 1: That master check that they got probably was like you

922
00:49:35,560 --> 00:49:37,719
Speaker 1: got a thousand dollars check. That master check they got

923
00:49:37,800 --> 00:49:42,040
Speaker 1: was probably like twelve thousand, right, yeah, So after five

924
00:49:42,200 --> 00:49:46,320
Speaker 1: years of them owning your masters, you can rerecord your masters,

925
00:49:46,680 --> 00:49:48,719
Speaker 1: and so now all of that money has start coming

926
00:49:48,760 --> 00:49:51,880
Speaker 1: to you, you know, So you know I'm rocking with that.

927
00:49:52,719 --> 00:49:56,120
Speaker 1: Um yeah, I'm just man, I'm just really just trying

928
00:49:56,160 --> 00:49:59,000
Speaker 1: to grow many and every way I can fuck all

929
00:49:59,040 --> 00:50:02,320
Speaker 1: that gangster ship and all that being like, you know,

930
00:50:02,800 --> 00:50:07,239
Speaker 1: I'm on some different ship now, man, you know. Hell yeah.

931
00:50:07,280 --> 00:50:09,040
Speaker 1: And then when you when you get into a bag,

932
00:50:09,120 --> 00:50:12,160
Speaker 1: you start to realize the difference between the public sector

933
00:50:12,239 --> 00:50:15,520
Speaker 1: and the private sector, Like public sectors all this shit

934
00:50:15,680 --> 00:50:18,160
Speaker 1: they want to control you right here. Until you get

935
00:50:18,200 --> 00:50:20,560
Speaker 1: in the private sector, you ain't really getting no money anyway.

936
00:50:20,680 --> 00:50:31,920
Speaker 1: So you know, I know you like that right right

937
00:50:35,080 --> 00:50:44,160
Speaker 1: when I get big. They brought that Versus. I like

938
00:50:44,320 --> 00:50:47,279
Speaker 1: watching it too much. It's a spoiler for me if

939
00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:51,200
Speaker 1: I go on there when I'm standing, because it's like

940
00:50:51,800 --> 00:50:54,200
Speaker 1: I'm wanted them niggas. I dream so big that i

941
00:50:54,280 --> 00:50:57,560
Speaker 1: know I'm never ever gonna reach my plateau. So one

942
00:50:57,560 --> 00:51:00,360
Speaker 1: of them, of course, anybody will feel flatter to go

943
00:51:00,440 --> 00:51:02,400
Speaker 1: on the Versus and as soon as I go on there,

944
00:51:02,520 --> 00:51:04,680
Speaker 1: that's a part of it that I achieved. So I

945
00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:06,520
Speaker 1: don't ever want to go on there. I really just

946
00:51:06,640 --> 00:51:08,480
Speaker 1: watch it. Man, And you know who they put you with.

947
00:51:09,040 --> 00:51:14,040
Speaker 1: You already know who everybody was Life and everybody, Oh

948
00:51:14,239 --> 00:51:21,080
Speaker 1: yeah yeah, jo Johan, I was just I just actually crazy.

949
00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:23,160
Speaker 1: I just posted on my page because Joan posted that

950
00:51:23,239 --> 00:51:25,680
Speaker 1: he got new music coming. Niggas want to laugh at

951
00:51:25,719 --> 00:51:28,080
Speaker 1: the man because he drove ober and because he bought

952
00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:30,800
Speaker 1: a bus and whatever shit he did. But he go

953
00:51:31,680 --> 00:51:35,200
Speaker 1: uh like he lived. I guess he bought a trailer.

954
00:51:35,560 --> 00:51:37,759
Speaker 1: But I've been there. I know what it feel like

955
00:51:37,880 --> 00:51:39,960
Speaker 1: to just be fed up with this bullshit. That man

956
00:51:40,040 --> 00:51:42,040
Speaker 1: they got a couple of million dollars. He just didn't

957
00:51:42,080 --> 00:51:47,239
Speaker 1: want to deal with the circus. No moment. If you

958
00:51:47,280 --> 00:51:53,839
Speaker 1: ain't doing what they want you to do, your face

959
00:51:53,920 --> 00:52:02,560
Speaker 1: doing it. See what they saying. He let see you

960
00:52:02,640 --> 00:52:06,839
Speaker 1: come back. That I want to see you come back.

961
00:52:06,960 --> 00:52:11,440
Speaker 1: Wood can't showing the whole fall off, bro, You gotta don't.

962
00:52:12,840 --> 00:52:18,480
Speaker 1: We saw we saw Kalie. We saw Kalie. If you'll

963
00:52:18,520 --> 00:52:26,200
Speaker 1: ask you to a certain point, cut off proper preparations

964
00:52:28,080 --> 00:52:32,919
Speaker 1: and do what you do you just get sick of sick.

965
00:52:33,400 --> 00:52:35,799
Speaker 1: I'll tell you we show sick. We saw we saw

966
00:52:35,880 --> 00:52:38,719
Speaker 1: Calise on her farm happy, she not fucked up. She

967
00:52:38,800 --> 00:52:42,560
Speaker 1: wouldn't drive hubo. He just said, who didn't? Might want

968
00:52:42,560 --> 00:52:47,040
Speaker 1: to drive over once I try who I'm straight over, nigga, Brobs.

969
00:52:47,040 --> 00:52:51,080
Speaker 1: Something is that just like driving driver for it? I

970
00:52:51,160 --> 00:52:57,160
Speaker 1: don't know nor drivers that like driving truck drivers that

971
00:52:57,360 --> 00:53:01,000
Speaker 1: drive not No, nigga, I was I was whom now

972
00:53:01,040 --> 00:53:04,759
Speaker 1: I'm got damn driving job. Just Jock was just in

973
00:53:04,880 --> 00:53:14,040
Speaker 1: here right you know what? You know what they're saying.

974
00:53:14,080 --> 00:53:15,560
Speaker 1: He had the trailer and he had to drive the

975
00:53:15,600 --> 00:53:18,360
Speaker 1: ober and all that ship once he put that woman first.

976
00:53:19,120 --> 00:53:29,000
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, like you put your perfect further he

977
00:53:29,239 --> 00:53:33,840
Speaker 1: did what didn't But y'all, y'all you gotta say like

978
00:53:33,960 --> 00:53:39,040
Speaker 1: bro was talented thing dope. Firstly, I'm rooting for the team.

979
00:53:39,480 --> 00:53:41,160
Speaker 1: Give me selling me at the job time, do what

980
00:53:41,239 --> 00:53:44,040
Speaker 1: I want to do the way that we have been

981
00:53:44,120 --> 00:53:46,560
Speaker 1: domesticated in this reel to twenty twenty three, bro, I

982
00:53:46,680 --> 00:53:50,600
Speaker 1: can't help what's funny though, Like like you don't want

983
00:53:50,600 --> 00:53:54,520
Speaker 1: to hear new job record, no stop stop, so John

984
00:53:54,600 --> 00:53:56,680
Speaker 1: goller the record right now. You skip. You just skip.

985
00:53:56,760 --> 00:54:00,840
Speaker 1: But I mean, I'm not gonna go search y'all. Hole. No,

986
00:54:00,960 --> 00:54:03,800
Speaker 1: but I'm saying, if you heard y'all got out of

987
00:54:03,880 --> 00:54:06,400
Speaker 1: new record, you're not like, but hit does a hit,

988
00:54:06,440 --> 00:54:09,759
Speaker 1: it's a hit. Hell, you ain't still something for the ship.

989
00:54:09,800 --> 00:54:12,080
Speaker 1: So let's see what they got. We're here, Yeah, job,

990
00:54:12,360 --> 00:54:14,160
Speaker 1: but hit does a hit as a hit? Bro, you

991
00:54:14,200 --> 00:54:16,040
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. If it's a hit, I'm here, Yeah,

992
00:54:16,120 --> 00:54:18,799
Speaker 1: by my boy back. You know, bad Wagon ship, they're

993
00:54:18,840 --> 00:54:22,439
Speaker 1: a program the nigga to that. Bro, I'm not gonna

994
00:54:22,480 --> 00:54:24,680
Speaker 1: go searching sea what yo ain't doing, I'm not gonna

995
00:54:24,719 --> 00:54:26,759
Speaker 1: do that. I'll just be rooting for niggas. Man. You

996
00:54:26,760 --> 00:54:28,759
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying because I've been there up too.

997
00:54:29,560 --> 00:54:32,960
Speaker 1: I came home, I came home, had some success, and

998
00:54:33,080 --> 00:54:35,480
Speaker 1: went right back to prison after that. Yeah, and be

999
00:54:35,560 --> 00:54:38,040
Speaker 1: so many people that all in the headlines. Oh it's

1000
00:54:38,120 --> 00:54:45,040
Speaker 1: over for me, So I know that. Like, dude, I'm

1001
00:54:45,040 --> 00:54:46,719
Speaker 1: gonna let that go. But I fucked with it. But

1002
00:54:46,800 --> 00:54:49,120
Speaker 1: once you don't win, the niggas ain't seen you doing.

1003
00:54:49,200 --> 00:54:52,640
Speaker 1: No ship that life wouldn't do that. They didn't think

1004
00:54:52,760 --> 00:54:55,560
Speaker 1: life would do. Then down ship, I don't even be exposed.

1005
00:54:55,600 --> 00:54:59,920
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. Ship. But once you're gonna show

1006
00:55:00,040 --> 00:55:03,000
Speaker 1: on certain ship, take your ill do something else. To me.

1007
00:55:03,719 --> 00:55:05,920
Speaker 1: I couldn't be trimming. Niggas couldn't take it however they

1008
00:55:05,920 --> 00:55:07,279
Speaker 1: want to take it. Say what the fuck ever they

1009
00:55:07,320 --> 00:55:12,320
Speaker 1: want to say. Once you don't show that it's over,

1010
00:55:12,600 --> 00:55:16,560
Speaker 1: let it be. Oh well it's over, though, I just

1011
00:55:16,680 --> 00:55:19,360
Speaker 1: carere what's all? Is it ever really over? If you

1012
00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:23,279
Speaker 1: get you if you never say laying down, if I

1013
00:55:23,360 --> 00:55:25,200
Speaker 1: lay down on your fun with it fun music, I'm

1014
00:55:25,239 --> 00:55:27,640
Speaker 1: saying anything in life. I see what I'm laid down.

1015
00:55:27,680 --> 00:55:29,759
Speaker 1: I don't. I don'na fuck you because I don't like

1016
00:55:29,840 --> 00:55:31,200
Speaker 1: to see people that late up. If I see you

1017
00:55:31,320 --> 00:55:33,600
Speaker 1: lay down, like fuck this shit you lading to me,

1018
00:55:33,680 --> 00:55:35,759
Speaker 1: that's a later how movie. Then you gotta show me

1019
00:55:35,840 --> 00:55:38,040
Speaker 1: that you don't. Nigga come back and practice hard and

1020
00:55:38,239 --> 00:55:40,040
Speaker 1: like I don't want them getting enough chance. But I

1021
00:55:40,120 --> 00:55:42,799
Speaker 1: see if you stand back up, I ain't gonna trying

1022
00:55:42,800 --> 00:55:44,239
Speaker 1: to pull you back up. You lay down on y'all

1023
00:55:44,560 --> 00:55:48,160
Speaker 1: some sometime, like I mean, you don't know what happened

1024
00:55:48,200 --> 00:55:50,040
Speaker 1: in the middle. I mean, I suspect I'm gonna tell

1025
00:55:50,040 --> 00:55:52,400
Speaker 1: you what I suspect you think what I'm saying. I

1026
00:55:52,520 --> 00:55:54,960
Speaker 1: suspect that that man was in a contract to where

1027
00:55:54,960 --> 00:55:56,960
Speaker 1: they was raping him. You know, because they got like

1028
00:55:57,040 --> 00:55:59,279
Speaker 1: three sixty deals. You go out and you you do

1029
00:55:59,360 --> 00:56:01,879
Speaker 1: a show. Now you paying and if you quit music,

1030
00:56:01,960 --> 00:56:04,520
Speaker 1: here you are they still get like a percentage of

1031
00:56:04,520 --> 00:56:10,759
Speaker 1: your right to know him. Right. You said, nigga went

1032
00:56:10,840 --> 00:56:12,759
Speaker 1: and doing this and doing that from doing this, and

1033
00:56:12,840 --> 00:56:14,920
Speaker 1: I'm looking at that. To me, it's laying that. Yeah,

1034
00:56:15,080 --> 00:56:17,520
Speaker 1: maybe he just maybe shaw strategy. Maybe he waiting in

1035
00:56:17,640 --> 00:56:21,279
Speaker 1: that contract. I'm saying, don't try to come back and

1036
00:56:21,400 --> 00:56:24,239
Speaker 1: do it. You don't want to do what you did,

1037
00:56:24,400 --> 00:56:26,640
Speaker 1: that's your point. Go do something else, that's your point.

1038
00:56:26,680 --> 00:56:28,160
Speaker 1: Let me call it John and tell them what you see.

1039
00:56:28,239 --> 00:56:33,360
Speaker 1: You go ahead, man, damn John, Come come do some

1040
00:56:33,480 --> 00:56:36,880
Speaker 1: more press. I want to because they didn't look that.

1041
00:56:36,960 --> 00:56:40,600
Speaker 1: I want what she's said. Fuck it say fucking But

1042
00:56:41,840 --> 00:56:43,560
Speaker 1: if I leave a bitch, I ain't gonna go back

1043
00:56:43,560 --> 00:56:46,960
Speaker 1: to this bitch. I don't left you, but so bad.

1044
00:56:47,200 --> 00:56:50,959
Speaker 1: But but niggas do have the right to change their mind.

1045
00:56:51,360 --> 00:56:52,839
Speaker 1: Gotta right to change in mind. But you can't get

1046
00:56:52,960 --> 00:56:54,680
Speaker 1: up set, like he said, when people clowning. You can't

1047
00:56:54,719 --> 00:56:58,279
Speaker 1: get up set when people find out I'm musing. I

1048
00:56:58,400 --> 00:57:00,320
Speaker 1: was just saying, like, you can't feel like I amount

1049
00:57:00,320 --> 00:57:02,080
Speaker 1: have trying you you let yoursel, you put yourself out

1050
00:57:02,120 --> 00:57:04,600
Speaker 1: there for that. I ain't put my game out there

1051
00:57:04,680 --> 00:57:06,000
Speaker 1: like I sort of ship that I could put on

1052
00:57:06,080 --> 00:57:08,440
Speaker 1: the internet that's going on in my life right now

1053
00:57:08,560 --> 00:57:10,600
Speaker 1: with I don't type of ship. I didn't say he

1054
00:57:10,680 --> 00:57:12,359
Speaker 1: felt like that. He never told me that. I said,

1055
00:57:12,400 --> 00:57:15,040
Speaker 1: I felt so you say about seeing it, I didn't

1056
00:57:15,040 --> 00:57:17,560
Speaker 1: say he said. I never even talking job like you

1057
00:57:17,640 --> 00:57:20,000
Speaker 1: know baby on Instagram cup times, but like you know,

1058
00:57:20,480 --> 00:57:23,080
Speaker 1: but I felt some kind of way only again because

1059
00:57:23,760 --> 00:57:26,000
Speaker 1: it's just so crazy because we all been through ship

1060
00:57:26,120 --> 00:57:28,040
Speaker 1: and now as soon as somebody else going through something,

1061
00:57:28,040 --> 00:57:37,360
Speaker 1: we want to applause that is fun. Sh This shit they'

1062
00:57:37,400 --> 00:57:39,440
Speaker 1: saying it ain't fucked up. And I may sound fucked

1063
00:57:39,480 --> 00:57:41,000
Speaker 1: up and seeing what I'm saying, but at the end

1064
00:57:41,000 --> 00:57:42,520
Speaker 1: of the day, that's the way of the world. So

1065
00:57:43,160 --> 00:57:45,400
Speaker 1: what you gotta do is you gotta feel you gotta

1066
00:57:45,440 --> 00:57:48,600
Speaker 1: take fuel from that ship. I feel you on that

1067
00:57:48,640 --> 00:57:53,760
Speaker 1: because I take from ship. It makes you make an excuse,

1068
00:57:53,800 --> 00:57:56,160
Speaker 1: it is what I'm saying. For sure. Now now it

1069
00:57:56,280 --> 00:57:58,960
Speaker 1: didn't he drove uber whatever the fuck he didn't went

1070
00:57:59,000 --> 00:58:00,840
Speaker 1: to the lords of the Lord. But when but the

1071
00:58:00,960 --> 00:58:03,040
Speaker 1: next time we've seen him or not holding back on

1072
00:58:03,120 --> 00:58:05,040
Speaker 1: this ship or well you could tell, you could tell

1073
00:58:05,040 --> 00:58:06,800
Speaker 1: when nigga back on this shot. Don't need you're trying something.

1074
00:58:06,800 --> 00:58:08,560
Speaker 1: I don't know this situation. So I ain't just saying,

1075
00:58:08,720 --> 00:58:12,000
Speaker 1: but I understand the niggas goddamn have a chance and

1076
00:58:12,040 --> 00:58:14,440
Speaker 1: then say fuck they chance to choose some mess. And

1077
00:58:14,520 --> 00:58:18,880
Speaker 1: then when another nigga like you blaming people. You know

1078
00:58:18,920 --> 00:58:21,840
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You can't blame people for your choices.

1079
00:58:21,880 --> 00:58:24,360
Speaker 1: It didn't they need your choices getting that shit right, God,

1080
00:58:24,400 --> 00:58:26,720
Speaker 1: you don't know what God got for you. Like how

1081
00:58:26,760 --> 00:58:28,720
Speaker 1: many got a voice? It can see you everything that

1082
00:58:29,240 --> 00:58:30,960
Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, until you prove

1083
00:58:31,080 --> 00:58:33,440
Speaker 1: that you that again, people, you're not that. That's with

1084
00:58:33,560 --> 00:58:35,720
Speaker 1: any of us. When you did who it rich, we

1085
00:58:35,800 --> 00:58:37,440
Speaker 1: stopped doing CDs and you went to radio and need

1086
00:58:37,520 --> 00:58:39,800
Speaker 1: to feel like this ros y'all there here radio these days.

1087
00:58:39,800 --> 00:58:41,280
Speaker 1: That's all I need for to do. You know what

1088
00:58:41,320 --> 00:58:44,000
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Now you're a part you're doing a podcast.

1089
00:58:44,040 --> 00:58:46,440
Speaker 1: Got one of the biggest podcasts in the world. You

1090
00:58:46,480 --> 00:58:47,880
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. So at the end of the day,

1091
00:58:47,920 --> 00:58:51,680
Speaker 1: it until you show them them on show what you're saying.

1092
00:58:52,160 --> 00:58:54,920
Speaker 1: I don't know what you're saying. I'm understand that you're

1093
00:58:54,920 --> 00:58:57,960
Speaker 1: saying that the way you transition and how you transition

1094
00:58:58,000 --> 00:59:02,440
Speaker 1: shit is what's it for it? Yes, the transition, that's what. Yes,

1095
00:59:02,600 --> 00:59:05,560
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, the music shiit, fuck

1096
00:59:05,640 --> 00:59:08,720
Speaker 1: the music ship. If I said fuck it, like I said,

1097
00:59:08,840 --> 00:59:11,440
Speaker 1: fuck a rapper, nigga, nigga gotta be a select for

1098
00:59:11,440 --> 00:59:13,920
Speaker 1: you need to be like fuck being a rapper. When

1099
00:59:13,920 --> 00:59:16,000
Speaker 1: I said fuck being a rapper. If very few needs

1100
00:59:16,000 --> 00:59:17,760
Speaker 1: to be like bro Jack came up, don't I ain't

1101
00:59:17,800 --> 00:59:19,280
Speaker 1: gonna do that. We ain't got to shoot video on now.

1102
00:59:19,640 --> 00:59:21,480
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, and I do it. But

1103
00:59:21,520 --> 00:59:24,560
Speaker 1: other than that, I'm not a rapper. I'm couldn't find

1104
00:59:24,640 --> 00:59:26,280
Speaker 1: something else to do. I ain't gonna come back to

1105
00:59:26,360 --> 00:59:28,600
Speaker 1: that trying to come back to that on some rap

1106
00:59:28,680 --> 00:59:33,800
Speaker 1: shit and NIA looking like bro give it up. Yeah,

1107
00:59:34,440 --> 00:59:36,160
Speaker 1: And I can't get mad if ANI feel like that

1108
00:59:36,240 --> 00:59:39,720
Speaker 1: in time, make it head. Yeah, that's that's fast, am

1109
00:59:39,760 --> 00:59:43,160
Speaker 1: I tripper? Now you got enough of that ship, like

1110
00:59:43,280 --> 00:59:45,480
Speaker 1: you got enough of that ship. John ain't got enough

1111
00:59:45,520 --> 00:59:49,120
Speaker 1: of that ship. But you said you ain't never said

1112
00:59:49,240 --> 00:59:50,920
Speaker 1: Nicks ain't. Never said they giving this shit up. When

1113
00:59:50,920 --> 00:59:52,640
Speaker 1: you tell you giving some shit up, you walk away

1114
00:59:52,680 --> 00:59:54,240
Speaker 1: from it, then you try to come back to it.

1115
00:59:54,680 --> 00:59:58,000
Speaker 1: How that makes you feel? That's the point. He never

1116
00:59:58,080 --> 00:59:59,919
Speaker 1: said he was given up. You're saying based on this act,

1117
01:00:00,000 --> 01:00:02,080
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know if if those are

1118
01:00:02,160 --> 01:00:06,640
Speaker 1: whoever's actions you say that your actions, everybody would judge

1119
01:00:07,120 --> 01:00:09,480
Speaker 1: except would come with it. If if you know what

1120
01:00:09,480 --> 01:00:11,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like if I'm don't in the crap by

1121
01:00:11,160 --> 01:00:16,680
Speaker 1: my wi, I can't be mad if y'all start making

1122
01:00:16,720 --> 01:00:20,280
Speaker 1: means out of my face. That like the guy and

1123
01:00:20,400 --> 01:00:24,160
Speaker 1: that lady that were together and he cheated on her

1124
01:00:24,240 --> 01:00:26,320
Speaker 1: and then he made her sitting next to him and

1125
01:00:26,400 --> 01:00:28,920
Speaker 1: her bonnet and her glasses and shit, and she was

1126
01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:32,040
Speaker 1: crying and all this ship and then they split up

1127
01:00:32,160 --> 01:00:34,520
Speaker 1: and she just did all that. Like I accept him

1128
01:00:34,560 --> 01:00:36,240
Speaker 1: how he is, and I accept all the stuff with

1129
01:00:36,360 --> 01:00:38,960
Speaker 1: him and all that shit, Like yeah, like they can't.

1130
01:00:39,200 --> 01:00:42,720
Speaker 1: They can't feel a way about one of them. The opinion,

1131
01:00:42,760 --> 01:00:45,720
Speaker 1: once you wants you, once you put your life this ship. Bro,

1132
01:00:46,000 --> 01:00:48,560
Speaker 1: once you put your life out to this ship. Anything though,

1133
01:00:49,280 --> 01:00:50,680
Speaker 1: I get what you're saying because I'm a gym and

1134
01:00:50,720 --> 01:00:52,400
Speaker 1: night and I'm a white person too, like, but why

1135
01:00:52,560 --> 01:00:54,400
Speaker 1: she got to be like that white? She just liked it?

1136
01:00:54,840 --> 01:00:57,680
Speaker 1: But I think he didn't. He didn't even he just

1137
01:00:57,840 --> 01:00:59,920
Speaker 1: like me. I can't decide to be famous, and I

1138
01:01:00,080 --> 01:01:02,240
Speaker 1: can't decide to stop doing this shit. It's always the

1139
01:01:02,280 --> 01:01:05,040
Speaker 1: people that decide. So if there's still an audience for him,

1140
01:01:05,080 --> 01:01:08,760
Speaker 1: if the people still want to see him, he can't change.

1141
01:01:08,800 --> 01:01:11,040
Speaker 1: So I'll tell yo, right now, you're changing this bro.

1142
01:01:11,360 --> 01:01:13,760
Speaker 1: It's just about when you decide to recognize that, you

1143
01:01:13,880 --> 01:01:17,920
Speaker 1: change to it. Definitely watch applaud that for show. I'm

1144
01:01:18,000 --> 01:01:21,200
Speaker 1: going see show him up to day. I'm buying tickets

1145
01:01:21,320 --> 01:01:25,600
Speaker 1: right now. I ain't gonna see he's going to search

1146
01:01:25,760 --> 01:01:30,880
Speaker 1: that ship unless I'll be real, I used to be

1147
01:01:31,040 --> 01:01:35,480
Speaker 1: that fan. What you ain't go what you do? Let

1148
01:01:35,560 --> 01:01:37,760
Speaker 1: me know you bet once I know you met you

1149
01:01:37,960 --> 01:01:49,520
Speaker 1: bet what I ain't be searching this ship? I just

1150
01:01:51,320 --> 01:01:53,760
Speaker 1: bro like just to wait. This ship moves so fa

1151
01:01:54,920 --> 01:02:01,160
Speaker 1: to bullion wrappers, it's dropping every bro, how much shit

1152
01:02:01,240 --> 01:02:09,040
Speaker 1: can we listen? To so I've been thankful. You said,

1153
01:02:10,200 --> 01:02:12,360
Speaker 1: how much shit can I search on the internet? So

1154
01:02:12,520 --> 01:02:19,080
Speaker 1: you said, search bro for the people who are fans,

1155
01:02:19,480 --> 01:02:24,280
Speaker 1: they will. I'm saying, if I'm Benna, apologize and tell

1156
01:02:24,320 --> 01:02:27,320
Speaker 1: a lot about picked that woman first or something I

1157
01:02:27,440 --> 01:02:29,160
Speaker 1: might shan it to my life here. Let me find

1158
01:02:29,200 --> 01:02:31,080
Speaker 1: a something. You know what I'm saying, Baby, I'm sorry,

1159
01:02:31,240 --> 01:02:34,560
Speaker 1: listen to this. I might. I don't know, but to

1160
01:02:34,760 --> 01:02:37,640
Speaker 1: me to say, wake up, gonna work out like you

1161
01:02:37,680 --> 01:02:41,160
Speaker 1: do working out, I'm on the way even put out.

1162
01:02:42,440 --> 01:02:45,240
Speaker 1: He said, No, I shouldn't. I just heard like if

1163
01:02:45,280 --> 01:02:47,600
Speaker 1: I was just listening to the radar showing they was like, yeah,

1164
01:02:47,680 --> 01:02:51,120
Speaker 1: Jack even show up that different. That's there's any type

1165
01:02:51,120 --> 01:02:52,720
Speaker 1: of music this same ship with a Wayne. I ain't

1166
01:02:52,720 --> 01:02:56,439
Speaker 1: even gonna search the way I should ride around listen

1167
01:02:56,480 --> 01:02:58,240
Speaker 1: away every day. I'm not. If it ain't gonna play this,

1168
01:02:58,320 --> 01:02:59,960
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna look for it because you even try

1169
01:03:00,400 --> 01:03:03,200
Speaker 1: now looking for new way. Yeah, I don't saying you've

1170
01:03:03,200 --> 01:03:05,200
Speaker 1: been dropping. You know what else we do as a

1171
01:03:05,280 --> 01:03:08,240
Speaker 1: community too? Man? That that you know white folks don't do.

1172
01:03:08,360 --> 01:03:09,919
Speaker 1: There was a genre of music. Let me not shay

1173
01:03:09,960 --> 01:03:12,280
Speaker 1: white people. It's that we would be quick to talk

1174
01:03:12,320 --> 01:03:14,920
Speaker 1: about somebody that fell off and this and that, and

1175
01:03:15,000 --> 01:03:17,200
Speaker 1: they add a much, but not in country like you.

1176
01:03:17,440 --> 01:03:21,560
Speaker 1: They hold their celebrities near and dear the right I'm

1177
01:03:21,600 --> 01:03:26,000
Speaker 1: talking about this person about listen, bro, that's you're like

1178
01:03:26,120 --> 01:03:27,880
Speaker 1: the hood. They ain't searching for you, that's you're like,

1179
01:03:29,000 --> 01:03:31,520
Speaker 1: that's just like the hood. Bro. Nigga's just waiting on

1180
01:03:31,600 --> 01:03:35,240
Speaker 1: the downfall. Bro Like. Anyway, when you listen, when you're

1181
01:03:35,240 --> 01:03:37,280
Speaker 1: in the neighborhood, bro like, And I guess that's where

1182
01:03:37,280 --> 01:03:40,080
Speaker 1: the mentally come from. Niggas like niggas like niggas ain't

1183
01:03:40,560 --> 01:03:42,640
Speaker 1: thinking about how you're gonna come up, nigga thinking about

1184
01:03:42,640 --> 01:03:44,400
Speaker 1: how you're gonna go out. Yeah you know what I'm saying.

1185
01:03:44,440 --> 01:03:46,320
Speaker 1: Niggas looking at each other thinking about how he might

1186
01:03:46,400 --> 01:03:49,240
Speaker 1: go out, ain't thinking then positive for this man. And

1187
01:03:49,320 --> 01:03:51,360
Speaker 1: that's the same thing with this music ship because it's

1188
01:03:51,360 --> 01:03:53,960
Speaker 1: some h some funck shit. I don't need to do

1189
01:03:54,080 --> 01:03:57,080
Speaker 1: nesticate like, yeah, I just told y'all earlier, I made

1190
01:03:57,120 --> 01:04:00,800
Speaker 1: this a new human. Another person faying, yeah, you know

1191
01:04:00,840 --> 01:04:02,920
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, that's that's that's the new humor. Like

1192
01:04:03,360 --> 01:04:05,160
Speaker 1: I ain't saying this white go wrong. But I'm saying

1193
01:04:05,200 --> 01:04:07,200
Speaker 1: I get it, and I'm a I'm a I'm a

1194
01:04:07,680 --> 01:04:11,720
Speaker 1: maybe a victim and a laugher of it. I'm just

1195
01:04:11,880 --> 01:04:20,240
Speaker 1: being with us. I would be connigga do it to

1196
01:04:20,320 --> 01:04:22,640
Speaker 1: be like you think you don't want to say god

1197
01:04:22,720 --> 01:04:25,720
Speaker 1: dam and say if you didn't do that, But goddamn

1198
01:04:25,840 --> 01:04:28,720
Speaker 1: twenty five thous I'm not gonna fell off every every

1199
01:04:28,760 --> 01:04:30,960
Speaker 1: week depending on all the numbers. We don't sell off.

1200
01:04:31,440 --> 01:04:34,920
Speaker 1: They to win this ship, bro, they come with this

1201
01:04:35,040 --> 01:04:37,120
Speaker 1: ship so you might get out. They can't do it

1202
01:04:37,120 --> 01:04:40,440
Speaker 1: because it's ship. This ship designed for the tough broy

1203
01:04:42,040 --> 01:04:44,480
Speaker 1: like nigga that just hot niggas. Is like you see

1204
01:04:44,560 --> 01:04:47,120
Speaker 1: your grandma saying she thought she hot ship because she

1205
01:04:47,120 --> 01:04:50,959
Speaker 1: don't got her back forward painting. It's just how it goes, BROA,

1206
01:04:52,880 --> 01:04:54,800
Speaker 1: she ain't got a what. She just got her back

1207
01:04:54,880 --> 01:04:57,360
Speaker 1: forwards painted. So you know what I'm saying that grandma

1208
01:04:57,400 --> 01:04:59,800
Speaker 1: ain't known the next name. Come on, wait, she got what.

1209
01:05:02,520 --> 01:05:05,680
Speaker 1: She just got a new washing and dry, so she

1210
01:05:05,840 --> 01:05:10,280
Speaker 1: hot shit. Now she got out some phone call ship ship. Yeah,

1211
01:05:11,200 --> 01:05:15,880
Speaker 1: it's just how relation there hating about to watch simple shit? Man,

1212
01:05:16,440 --> 01:05:18,479
Speaker 1: This just got some new cabinet so she walked around

1213
01:05:18,480 --> 01:05:21,720
Speaker 1: with her ass on. Yeah the ship they got three

1214
01:05:21,760 --> 01:05:25,280
Speaker 1: I'm gotta bike by time to daddy be side. You're

1215
01:05:25,280 --> 01:05:28,040
Speaker 1: watching our creminal tree and everything and ship just brother

1216
01:05:28,080 --> 01:05:33,160
Speaker 1: and shit, it just hate for over back. Yes, concluded

1217
01:05:33,200 --> 01:05:35,680
Speaker 1: your pot. It's definitely yeah, it's just already fucked up.

1218
01:05:35,680 --> 01:05:37,400
Speaker 1: But if you're gonna damp to that, you're gonna stake

1219
01:05:37,520 --> 01:05:40,959
Speaker 1: in your feelings. I had to get there, bro, because

1220
01:05:41,000 --> 01:05:43,520
Speaker 1: I just knew how I felt about ship and wanted

1221
01:05:43,560 --> 01:05:47,000
Speaker 1: ship to be away. That shit kelped me discombopulated dog

1222
01:05:47,600 --> 01:05:50,000
Speaker 1: all right, because I want the world. I'm gonna change

1223
01:05:50,040 --> 01:05:52,680
Speaker 1: the world so bad, and it's fucking with my world.

1224
01:05:53,400 --> 01:05:56,440
Speaker 1: M he gotta got something on the phone when it

1225
01:05:56,480 --> 01:05:59,320
Speaker 1: probably going and how I'm going to clarify the fucking button. Brothers,

1226
01:05:59,360 --> 01:06:04,320
Speaker 1: they fuck the ship, but true story, rial, shit, fuck

1227
01:06:04,440 --> 01:06:06,120
Speaker 1: that ship and this ship. Don't that shit. I don't

1228
01:06:06,160 --> 01:06:09,280
Speaker 1: even what you do, brother, when you go away from me.

1229
01:06:10,000 --> 01:06:11,800
Speaker 1: As long as you don't do this ship across the line,

1230
01:06:11,800 --> 01:06:13,320
Speaker 1: I'm cool with it. I can't worry about that, b

1231
01:06:13,520 --> 01:06:14,920
Speaker 1: because at the end of the day, when you're a

1232
01:06:14,960 --> 01:06:17,640
Speaker 1: passionate person about what you're doing, people who you deal with.

1233
01:06:18,040 --> 01:06:21,040
Speaker 1: It's gonna fuck with you. You get what I'm saying.

1234
01:06:21,440 --> 01:06:24,919
Speaker 1: So you put yourself in that line of goddamn personalizing

1235
01:06:24,960 --> 01:06:28,000
Speaker 1: shit like you think about it. You never fell out

1236
01:06:28,040 --> 01:06:30,840
Speaker 1: with the motherfucker. You ain't never met unless you just hate.

1237
01:06:32,800 --> 01:06:35,040
Speaker 1: I can meet you and still don't fall out a bit.

1238
01:06:35,280 --> 01:06:37,560
Speaker 1: When I get to know you. That's when we fall out. Yeah,

1239
01:06:38,200 --> 01:06:41,480
Speaker 1: because now I know you, so where you'll select who

1240
01:06:41,520 --> 01:06:43,240
Speaker 1: you get to know. We're gonna be cool, and course

1241
01:06:43,280 --> 01:06:45,120
Speaker 1: we could be cool. We flaship, but nigga got a

1242
01:06:45,160 --> 01:06:46,640
Speaker 1: niggas that I don't even know the nigga name, but

1243
01:06:46,640 --> 01:06:49,200
Speaker 1: I've been sitting in the club since goddamn five five nine.

1244
01:06:49,440 --> 01:06:51,919
Speaker 1: I doubt the nigga any new spit that my boy,

1245
01:06:52,440 --> 01:06:53,919
Speaker 1: but I don't know. You ain't never had your number,

1246
01:06:53,920 --> 01:06:55,760
Speaker 1: you never had my number. But it's cool. We'll probably

1247
01:06:55,800 --> 01:06:58,960
Speaker 1: stay cool like that. Yeah, soon you try to personalize

1248
01:06:59,000 --> 01:07:01,400
Speaker 1: ship and make nigga did my boy? Now you see

1249
01:07:01,480 --> 01:07:04,920
Speaker 1: that we got qualities that don't match up. You know

1250
01:07:04,920 --> 01:07:06,920
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Now we're starting to disagree. Then we're

1251
01:07:06,920 --> 01:07:10,480
Speaker 1: starting opinion opinion starting the matter. Now Fitnis coming in

1252
01:07:10,760 --> 01:07:13,120
Speaker 1: and this will come to bullshit. I don't know you.

1253
01:07:13,200 --> 01:07:14,640
Speaker 1: If if I don't know you, I don't know you.

1254
01:07:16,520 --> 01:07:18,920
Speaker 1: We're cool, but I don't know you. I don't want

1255
01:07:18,960 --> 01:07:20,080
Speaker 1: to know you because at the end of the day,

1256
01:07:20,080 --> 01:07:21,640
Speaker 1: I was like you to know you did were personalizing

1257
01:07:21,640 --> 01:07:24,360
Speaker 1: this ship all right, and that's when everything falls apart. Yeah,

1258
01:07:24,440 --> 01:07:26,640
Speaker 1: like you never heard a person that with a with

1259
01:07:26,800 --> 01:07:29,640
Speaker 1: a bicker or beef that didn't know this person listens

1260
01:07:29,640 --> 01:07:34,640
Speaker 1: about a bitch or you. Hey, yeah, that's true. I

1261
01:07:34,760 --> 01:07:36,520
Speaker 1: can't fall out with nan on the evenings in here

1262
01:07:36,560 --> 01:07:38,320
Speaker 1: that don't really know. I just what's up, bron, I

1263
01:07:38,360 --> 01:07:41,200
Speaker 1: don't know you. I can't fall out with you. I

1264
01:07:41,240 --> 01:07:46,320
Speaker 1: don't know you. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I don't know. I'd

1265
01:07:46,360 --> 01:07:48,240
Speaker 1: be tripping sometime, but I'll be on that Why I

1266
01:07:48,320 --> 01:07:49,520
Speaker 1: need to put a why in my name. I got

1267
01:07:49,560 --> 01:07:51,720
Speaker 1: one on the end, but on my last name. But

1268
01:07:51,880 --> 01:07:53,760
Speaker 1: real ship. But I used to be and I still

1269
01:07:53,840 --> 01:07:56,680
Speaker 1: do be. Why But I just instantly talked like you said,

1270
01:07:56,720 --> 01:07:59,520
Speaker 1: you gotta have conversation with self. You gotta talk to

1271
01:07:59,520 --> 01:08:01,800
Speaker 1: yourself of this ship right soon as it pendicle, Like

1272
01:08:01,800 --> 01:08:04,240
Speaker 1: because that's a flower bank. How you can't a boy

1273
01:08:04,280 --> 01:08:08,360
Speaker 1: some ship that don't even matter for it to you anyway. Yeah,

1274
01:08:08,360 --> 01:08:10,600
Speaker 1: I'll be talking to myself in the mirror every morning

1275
01:08:11,840 --> 01:08:13,640
Speaker 1: for hours and gotta be in the mirror like these

1276
01:08:13,720 --> 01:08:19,120
Speaker 1: holes ain't ready for your life. You aby saying shut

1277
01:08:19,160 --> 01:08:20,880
Speaker 1: loud sometimes and being like what I was like, Nah,

1278
01:08:21,200 --> 01:08:24,439
Speaker 1: it was a song. I'll be talking to myself in

1279
01:08:24,600 --> 01:08:26,800
Speaker 1: front of people and making them think something's wrong with me,

1280
01:08:26,920 --> 01:08:31,400
Speaker 1: Like I might say, laugh, you're laughing in sh manage

1281
01:08:31,439 --> 01:08:34,600
Speaker 1: a little shoes off or anything, because the nigga, I

1282
01:08:34,600 --> 01:08:37,639
Speaker 1: don't program myself, taught myself out of a lot of ship. Yeah,

1283
01:08:38,960 --> 01:08:41,840
Speaker 1: so I was. So. I saw it in um in

1284
01:08:41,960 --> 01:08:43,920
Speaker 1: an interview that you did. I don't I can't remember

1285
01:08:43,960 --> 01:08:46,479
Speaker 1: if it was recently or not. And you said basically

1286
01:08:46,600 --> 01:08:54,240
Speaker 1: the summer your dating life or your outlook on females

1287
01:08:54,320 --> 01:08:57,960
Speaker 1: when it comes to dating and you know certain like

1288
01:08:58,120 --> 01:09:02,000
Speaker 1: other areas and certain other things. Basically said that she

1289
01:09:02,200 --> 01:09:08,439
Speaker 1: doesn't deserve your stuff. What do you remember? What? And

1290
01:09:08,600 --> 01:09:13,040
Speaker 1: what your your male part? Oh? He said that wasn't boy,

1291
01:09:13,080 --> 01:09:22,080
Speaker 1: that was about thirteen years ago. No, No, what I

1292
01:09:22,240 --> 01:09:25,200
Speaker 1: was saying is that I wasted the D on her.

1293
01:09:25,280 --> 01:09:29,320
Speaker 1: That's what I said in that particularly the part her. Yeah,

1294
01:09:30,040 --> 01:09:32,160
Speaker 1: you said, do I still feel like that, Yeah, I

1295
01:09:32,280 --> 01:09:34,400
Speaker 1: didn't wasted a lot of d S shit. You know

1296
01:09:34,439 --> 01:09:36,719
Speaker 1: what I'm saying to make you feel like you wasted

1297
01:09:37,720 --> 01:09:41,479
Speaker 1: because you know and see that's the whole other conversation.

1298
01:09:41,560 --> 01:09:43,920
Speaker 1: So let me so let me just say that I

1299
01:09:44,000 --> 01:09:48,680
Speaker 1: don't like to me now, sex is like you say,

1300
01:09:48,760 --> 01:09:51,040
Speaker 1: this the socket in the wall to the iPad and

1301
01:09:51,120 --> 01:09:54,439
Speaker 1: this into the refrigerator. It's energy. So when I say

1302
01:09:54,479 --> 01:09:56,200
Speaker 1: that I wasted the d what I really mean is

1303
01:09:56,200 --> 01:09:58,400
Speaker 1: that I wasted the energy on you. I could have

1304
01:09:58,520 --> 01:10:05,040
Speaker 1: used that for something else. You know what's some motivation,

1305
01:10:05,160 --> 01:10:06,960
Speaker 1: some game man you would give the people, the big

1306
01:10:07,040 --> 01:10:09,639
Speaker 1: fact supporters and to watch this man your best gyms

1307
01:10:09,680 --> 01:10:14,880
Speaker 1: that you would like to give the people. Um hm,

1308
01:10:19,720 --> 01:10:24,560
Speaker 1: she again, it's so much I would say, just personally,

1309
01:10:25,800 --> 01:10:27,760
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. This is what we talked

1310
01:10:27,760 --> 01:10:31,120
Speaker 1: about earlier. You gotta just stop blaming people. Man, where

1311
01:10:31,160 --> 01:10:34,000
Speaker 1: you at, it's because of you. I don't care where

1312
01:10:34,120 --> 01:10:37,520
Speaker 1: that is, it's because of you. But you gotta understand

1313
01:10:37,640 --> 01:10:40,439
Speaker 1: that because as soon as you start thinking that somebody

1314
01:10:40,479 --> 01:10:42,880
Speaker 1: could bring you down, then you still thinking that somebody

1315
01:10:42,920 --> 01:10:45,200
Speaker 1: can save you, and both of them people as you,

1316
01:10:45,520 --> 01:10:49,160
Speaker 1: only you can save you, I think financially, this is

1317
01:10:49,200 --> 01:10:52,000
Speaker 1: just off off shores. But y'all stop giving these banks

1318
01:10:52,080 --> 01:10:54,479
Speaker 1: y'all money, man like. You know, you loan the bank

1319
01:10:54,560 --> 01:10:57,280
Speaker 1: money for free and then they turn around and charge

1320
01:10:57,320 --> 01:10:59,880
Speaker 1: you a percent to give you that same money back,

1321
01:11:00,600 --> 01:11:05,800
Speaker 1: but they don't even really got put it in something

1322
01:11:05,840 --> 01:11:08,720
Speaker 1: that's gonna bring you know, my whole game. I do

1323
01:11:08,800 --> 01:11:10,400
Speaker 1: the flip game. I don't care where it is. I

1324
01:11:10,520 --> 01:11:12,760
Speaker 1: invested in me. You know what. I even tell my son,

1325
01:11:12,880 --> 01:11:16,800
Speaker 1: he invested too. So what I do. And I know

1326
01:11:16,920 --> 01:11:18,320
Speaker 1: a lot of people ain't gonna agree with this, but

1327
01:11:18,400 --> 01:11:20,599
Speaker 1: this is what I do. Man. I get some money, bro,

1328
01:11:20,840 --> 01:11:22,880
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go buy me some equipment that's gonna do

1329
01:11:22,920 --> 01:11:25,080
Speaker 1: a certain thing. I'm gonna make my money back off

1330
01:11:25,120 --> 01:11:28,000
Speaker 1: that equipment. And now everything that that equipment brings out

1331
01:11:28,000 --> 01:11:30,800
Speaker 1: of profit, and I'll go take that money and go

1332
01:11:30,960 --> 01:11:36,519
Speaker 1: do something else with it. And I'm just in the

1333
01:11:36,720 --> 01:11:38,960
Speaker 1: in the flipping money man. And you gotta get you know,

1334
01:11:39,120 --> 01:11:43,400
Speaker 1: financially literate man like. And I know it seems big,

1335
01:11:43,720 --> 01:11:46,080
Speaker 1: but I mean, damn, A year seemed like a long

1336
01:11:46,200 --> 01:11:48,200
Speaker 1: time until you break it down in the months and

1337
01:11:48,280 --> 01:11:52,400
Speaker 1: then weeks and then days and then hours and further. Man,

1338
01:11:52,560 --> 01:11:55,240
Speaker 1: So if it's that important to you, man, it has

1339
01:11:55,280 --> 01:11:59,000
Speaker 1: to be that important. Yeah. So I have another question

1340
01:11:59,200 --> 01:12:02,160
Speaker 1: we had on We had young job on here a

1341
01:12:02,200 --> 01:12:04,320
Speaker 1: couple of weeks ago, and he was basically saying, how

1342
01:12:04,439 --> 01:12:09,000
Speaker 1: like loving hip hop is really like a platform for

1343
01:12:09,160 --> 01:12:16,360
Speaker 1: you to Yeah? I was yeah, yeah, you know he

1344
01:12:16,520 --> 01:12:20,080
Speaker 1: just asked about in situation, Oh well, color let go

1345
01:12:20,160 --> 01:12:23,680
Speaker 1: bad coach that I ain't know what you're doing on them?

1346
01:12:24,760 --> 01:12:29,920
Speaker 1: Oh you can color red. I didn't know this, Bro said, no,

1347
01:12:30,040 --> 01:12:32,280
Speaker 1: he has to watch none of that. He has no,

1348
01:12:32,439 --> 01:12:39,360
Speaker 1: he's literally clue all the way right with me and

1349
01:12:39,439 --> 01:12:41,680
Speaker 1: Conny Red delk you with each other for a little while. Man,

1350
01:12:42,000 --> 01:12:45,960
Speaker 1: you know what happened, Brook, I ain't gonna spoiling, but

1351
01:12:45,960 --> 01:12:47,439
Speaker 1: you should look it up because it's a lot of

1352
01:12:47,560 --> 01:12:50,439
Speaker 1: funny shit. I thought that she was all fake like strip.

1353
01:12:51,040 --> 01:12:52,560
Speaker 1: It's really no. Let me let me tell you a

1354
01:12:52,600 --> 01:12:56,040
Speaker 1: lot of people say it's fake. So what what what

1355
01:12:56,240 --> 01:12:59,800
Speaker 1: they do is they set up a situation to where

1356
01:13:00,000 --> 01:13:02,880
Speaker 1: some real ship. Let's say, man, you was dating and

1357
01:13:03,000 --> 01:13:06,160
Speaker 1: they and they they befriend you. They say they befriend me,

1358
01:13:06,360 --> 01:13:08,880
Speaker 1: and they say, hey, you know what I'm saying I

1359
01:13:09,160 --> 01:13:11,439
Speaker 1: me and you friends, and I say, yo, what's up

1360
01:13:11,479 --> 01:13:12,880
Speaker 1: with that one chick? And you'd be like, oh, well

1361
01:13:12,920 --> 01:13:14,400
Speaker 1: she gonna be it. I'm gonna have her meet you

1362
01:13:14,439 --> 01:13:16,240
Speaker 1: at the sudden such club tonight, like you know what

1363
01:13:16,280 --> 01:13:18,800
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And then they have somebody else call you

1364
01:13:18,880 --> 01:13:20,519
Speaker 1: and be like, Yo, you know life is about to

1365
01:13:20,520 --> 01:13:22,320
Speaker 1: be trying to meet up with some chick at this club.

1366
01:13:22,760 --> 01:13:25,040
Speaker 1: And then they had the cameras on deck, so when

1367
01:13:25,400 --> 01:13:28,000
Speaker 1: you come and catch me. That's that's how they played.

1368
01:13:28,120 --> 01:13:33,599
Speaker 1: It's like some slick cheaters ship. Yeah, what are your leadership? Bro?

1369
01:13:33,840 --> 01:13:35,840
Speaker 1: I just I just don't really get my time is

1370
01:13:36,280 --> 01:13:39,160
Speaker 1: valuable than that bullshit that nigga shit man, what you're doing?

1371
01:13:39,760 --> 01:13:41,840
Speaker 1: What you're doing, like what your character would like? What

1372
01:13:42,120 --> 01:13:45,760
Speaker 1: like how you being you? You were her love interest? Right? Yeah? Yeah?

1373
01:13:45,960 --> 01:13:49,479
Speaker 1: So that yeah, that was my question, Like if you

1374
01:13:49,720 --> 01:13:53,240
Speaker 1: had the chance to come back to loving him hop

1375
01:13:53,360 --> 01:13:57,200
Speaker 1: on your own terms as like your character, and you

1376
01:13:57,560 --> 01:13:59,560
Speaker 1: had to bring up another base of your interest and

1377
01:13:59,600 --> 01:14:03,400
Speaker 1: you aren't like another bitch's interest, Like, would you consider

1378
01:14:03,520 --> 01:14:06,360
Speaker 1: doing that to use it as a platform to promote

1379
01:14:06,880 --> 01:14:08,479
Speaker 1: the rest of the ship that you have going on?

1380
01:14:08,880 --> 01:14:11,519
Speaker 1: Or are you just completely dumba loving hip hop calling me. Yeah,

1381
01:14:11,560 --> 01:14:16,600
Speaker 1: I'm completely dumb. Ye ain't because I think that you know,

1382
01:14:16,960 --> 01:14:20,360
Speaker 1: people people look at me different, man, like you know

1383
01:14:20,439 --> 01:14:23,080
Speaker 1: the words that I speak, they just in a different,

1384
01:14:23,120 --> 01:14:27,519
Speaker 1: different demographic than history. It not only took away from

1385
01:14:27,560 --> 01:14:30,040
Speaker 1: the mystery, but I think it put me in the

1386
01:14:30,479 --> 01:14:32,920
Speaker 1: in the atmosphere of fuck ship and it was easier

1387
01:14:33,000 --> 01:14:37,960
Speaker 1: for people to relate me to the swim before they

1388
01:14:37,960 --> 01:14:40,640
Speaker 1: ain't be like life would never Yeah no, it is

1389
01:14:40,920 --> 01:14:43,000
Speaker 1: like man, yeah yeah, same shit a boy. That By

1390
01:14:43,080 --> 01:14:44,600
Speaker 1: what I was just saying, like certain ship and you

1391
01:14:44,640 --> 01:14:45,960
Speaker 1: don't want people to look at you a certain way.

1392
01:14:46,000 --> 01:14:47,680
Speaker 1: Don't put yourself out of that way. Yeah you know

1393
01:14:47,720 --> 01:14:49,559
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like even just going on that ship

1394
01:14:49,720 --> 01:14:54,600
Speaker 1: like you know, like man, man, bro, you know what

1395
01:14:54,600 --> 01:14:57,080
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like that like they have made it when

1396
01:14:57,160 --> 01:14:59,760
Speaker 1: Nigga's starting to make money off that is different. But

1397
01:15:00,000 --> 01:15:03,000
Speaker 1: I'm saying like first like look like what you get

1398
01:15:03,040 --> 01:15:05,800
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, but none of them like it's like

1399
01:15:05,920 --> 01:15:08,719
Speaker 1: the morals and the codes and ship un chanted. Okay,

1400
01:15:09,000 --> 01:15:10,640
Speaker 1: I think this shit just like a TV show like

1401
01:15:10,680 --> 01:15:12,640
Speaker 1: this ship faked. You know what I'm saying, so nobody know.

1402
01:15:13,000 --> 01:15:15,599
Speaker 1: I thought I was just I atiues that you say

1403
01:15:15,600 --> 01:15:19,000
Speaker 1: this LIFs of lights of stays in my life. I

1404
01:15:19,040 --> 01:15:21,719
Speaker 1: mean it's a pedestal and it's a great opportunity. Like Mona,

1405
01:15:21,840 --> 01:15:23,519
Speaker 1: you know that's a friend of mine. I mean, you know,

1406
01:15:23,960 --> 01:15:26,160
Speaker 1: for what it's worth, Like you know, Mona put out

1407
01:15:26,200 --> 01:15:29,120
Speaker 1: shows actually to make money and be entertaining. So she's

1408
01:15:29,160 --> 01:15:32,240
Speaker 1: successful with what she does. But I think just for me,

1409
01:15:32,880 --> 01:15:35,400
Speaker 1: like I'm not, I'm not really So you really dating

1410
01:15:35,439 --> 01:15:38,200
Speaker 1: a girl without I was? Yeah? I was dating there,

1411
01:15:38,560 --> 01:15:41,679
Speaker 1: We was dating. So was that final scene of y'all

1412
01:15:41,760 --> 01:15:46,439
Speaker 1: in the park because the rain, Like were those emotions real?

1413
01:15:47,040 --> 01:15:49,360
Speaker 1: They were real? For her? What do you do? What?

1414
01:15:50,280 --> 01:15:54,600
Speaker 1: It was just it was so sad ima. Since they

1415
01:15:54,640 --> 01:15:56,519
Speaker 1: ain't called me on the reunion to tell my little

1416
01:15:56,560 --> 01:15:59,439
Speaker 1: part of this shit, I'm gonna tell you. Yeah, so

1417
01:15:59,600 --> 01:16:02,400
Speaker 1: they they invite. They talked about the best moments and

1418
01:16:02,640 --> 01:16:04,400
Speaker 1: loving him you gotta knit like that was one of

1419
01:16:07,640 --> 01:16:10,960
Speaker 1: So So what happened is I mean Carty was dating

1420
01:16:11,040 --> 01:16:15,040
Speaker 1: for real, great lady, um, full of life, full of fun, successful,

1421
01:16:15,080 --> 01:16:18,200
Speaker 1: all of that stuff. Man and Cartie asked me to

1422
01:16:18,280 --> 01:16:19,720
Speaker 1: be on the show for a while and I was

1423
01:16:19,800 --> 01:16:21,760
Speaker 1: just like, nah, that ain't that ain't really my thing.

1424
01:16:21,880 --> 01:16:24,160
Speaker 1: So I had an album coming out, and so Cardy

1425
01:16:24,320 --> 01:16:26,600
Speaker 1: was like, Yo, you can promote your album, and I

1426
01:16:26,760 --> 01:16:28,360
Speaker 1: promise you I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna do that.

1427
01:16:28,760 --> 01:16:31,960
Speaker 1: So Green on my part, you did what I'm saying,

1428
01:16:32,040 --> 01:16:36,120
Speaker 1: put me in this situation. Yeah, I say. So we

1429
01:16:36,200 --> 01:16:38,439
Speaker 1: get on the show and I was cool, or so

1430
01:16:38,560 --> 01:16:40,760
Speaker 1: I thought I was cool one of the producers, and

1431
01:16:40,920 --> 01:16:43,600
Speaker 1: again they did that same shit. They fed me some

1432
01:16:43,720 --> 01:16:46,320
Speaker 1: stuff about Carly, like, yo, yeah, you know, you know

1433
01:16:46,840 --> 01:16:50,120
Speaker 1: Cardy uh was at the hotel with such and such

1434
01:16:50,200 --> 01:16:52,200
Speaker 1: and such and such, and they was like, and you

1435
01:16:52,320 --> 01:16:55,200
Speaker 1: know that this last show right here, she used it

1436
01:16:55,280 --> 01:16:57,120
Speaker 1: to break up with you, to tell you that she

1437
01:16:57,240 --> 01:17:00,640
Speaker 1: about to be with you know this other guy, right.

1438
01:17:01,120 --> 01:17:03,400
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, hell no, ain't no more about

1439
01:17:03,439 --> 01:17:09,080
Speaker 1: that about the sum me right right right, So hence

1440
01:17:09,360 --> 01:17:12,280
Speaker 1: you know the ring, and hence they let me get

1441
01:17:12,560 --> 01:17:14,680
Speaker 1: let me get my shit off first before she get

1442
01:17:14,720 --> 01:17:17,719
Speaker 1: an opportunity to which I played right into their hands.

1443
01:17:17,840 --> 01:17:20,519
Speaker 1: Which that's why they professionals and they feel and I'm

1444
01:17:20,560 --> 01:17:22,680
Speaker 1: not a professional in that field, man. So I went

1445
01:17:22,760 --> 01:17:25,439
Speaker 1: back on the side where I am a professional with music.

1446
01:17:25,680 --> 01:17:31,160
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, I just see her faint. She didn't know

1447
01:17:31,280 --> 01:17:33,680
Speaker 1: nothing about it. She was dead ass serious, get out

1448
01:17:33,720 --> 01:17:39,840
Speaker 1: of you know, the cameras come on, take his head now.

1449
01:17:40,000 --> 01:17:43,439
Speaker 1: She probably was happy and excited, but the cameras on. Bro,

1450
01:17:43,800 --> 01:17:48,519
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, why you what do you think the little hip?

1451
01:17:48,920 --> 01:17:52,880
Speaker 1: Your relationship? You miss? No? No, I got you know, man,

1452
01:17:53,000 --> 01:17:56,360
Speaker 1: Cardi we was never like on the love level like that. Man.

1453
01:17:56,479 --> 01:17:58,960
Speaker 1: It was really just like we was cool, just kind

1454
01:17:59,000 --> 01:18:01,400
Speaker 1: of around a little bit. Yeah, yeah, we was. We

1455
01:18:01,600 --> 01:18:03,840
Speaker 1: was doing that, you know, for her, like this is

1456
01:18:03,920 --> 01:18:06,840
Speaker 1: her world, So she needs when that's I'm gonna say

1457
01:18:06,880 --> 01:18:11,439
Speaker 1: she needs. But she uses other celebrities to to make

1458
01:18:11,520 --> 01:18:16,439
Speaker 1: herself to perpetuate storyline, which is by right, that's how

1459
01:18:16,479 --> 01:18:18,479
Speaker 1: she getting the money. So I understand that I was

1460
01:18:18,560 --> 01:18:23,240
Speaker 1: just I was just a victim of the perpetuation. I was.

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Speaker 1: I was a victim of Cardy Red. Man. So what

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Speaker 1: you think, bro, that's almost surviving, Kelly. This is hey,

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Speaker 1: this should be your next thing. Surviving Cary Red. Oh

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Speaker 1: my god, the first moment of your career, your best

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Speaker 1: and the worst moment. Um Uh again, I can't really

1466
01:18:53,760 --> 01:18:56,320
Speaker 1: say one was better and one was worse. I will

1467
01:18:56,479 --> 01:18:59,200
Speaker 1: say times I thought it was worse when my album

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01:18:59,280 --> 01:19:01,960
Speaker 1: first came out. In our first week out, we showed

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01:19:02,040 --> 01:19:05,200
Speaker 1: three thousand copies. That was back in the day when

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Speaker 1: people was going platinum first, you know what I'm saying.

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01:19:09,000 --> 01:19:12,920
Speaker 1: So you know, of course that's probably the label right

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Speaker 1: now calling like we should have dropped your but they

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01:19:17,840 --> 01:19:20,200
Speaker 1: was talking about dropping me, so I'm thinking, like, damn,

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01:19:20,320 --> 01:19:22,120
Speaker 1: like what I'm gonna do now, Like I'm you know,

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Speaker 1: I'm going back and trying to put my other ship

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Speaker 1: back in the road. But then I guess, um, I

1477
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Speaker 1: guess the greatest moment, it's just when the people came together,

1478
01:19:31,920 --> 01:19:34,679
Speaker 1: Like I just got so much love in the beginning

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01:19:34,720 --> 01:19:38,080
Speaker 1: of this ship. Man. Everywhere I went, everybody has CDs

1480
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Speaker 1: for me to sign, you know, and I swear to

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Speaker 1: guy Bro like probably ninety six percent of all the

1482
01:19:44,760 --> 01:19:50,439
Speaker 1: CDs I signed on my first album was bootlegs. Niggas

1483
01:19:50,479 --> 01:19:52,439
Speaker 1: didn't buy the real one. But it was just still

1484
01:19:52,520 --> 01:19:58,360
Speaker 1: so much love involved in it, you know. Yes, yeah,

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Speaker 1: But and then let me say one more, like my

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Speaker 1: top top moment is being able to buy my kids

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01:20:03,720 --> 01:20:06,960
Speaker 1: insurance because I knew that was something that yeah, I

1488
01:20:07,040 --> 01:20:09,200
Speaker 1: come from the time, and if you bust your head open,

1489
01:20:09,240 --> 01:20:12,120
Speaker 1: you're going to Auntie's house or something. She gonna put

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Speaker 1: some band aids on to try and do what she

1491
01:20:15,960 --> 01:20:18,160
Speaker 1: did some what what was that ship they should give us?

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Speaker 1: I don't know the old as I am, no, no,

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Speaker 1: no that what's the brown ship? What's that ship? Huh No?

1494
01:20:25,680 --> 01:20:27,960
Speaker 1: Not parox? It was the brown ass bottle and they

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01:20:28,120 --> 01:20:31,000
Speaker 1: always kept in the highest ass cover. It was what's

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Speaker 1: that ship? Not peroxide? It was? It was? It was

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Speaker 1: what is that ship? That? Bro if you had a stomach,

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Speaker 1: if anything was wrong with you, brodas going up in

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Speaker 1: this cabinet and grab this little clear brown She didn't

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Speaker 1: give it to the stomach ache. Casting yeah, man, the

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Speaker 1: castor oil. So you know I come up in that time, man,

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Speaker 1: just yeah, It's just great that I could provide them

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01:21:02,720 --> 01:21:05,000
Speaker 1: some shit. They wouldn't have to be taking castor oil.

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Speaker 1: That was the only other options. Salute like Jenna's pulling up. Man,

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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. We appreciate you, must continue

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Speaker 1: success to you. Drop us off some merchant next time.

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Speaker 1: For I wish I could have brought yourself, But it's

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Speaker 1: gonna be big and better when I bring it though,

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Speaker 1: Big factspod dot com. You know what it is. Salute

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Speaker 1: it's big fact bitch.