1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:05,600 Speaker 1: Remember Angela. Yeah, and look who's in the belding. Gee, 2 00:00:05,600 --> 00:00:09,000 Speaker 1: herbro's here with me. How are you feeling? I know 3 00:00:09,080 --> 00:00:10,200 Speaker 1: this is a good time for you to be in 4 00:00:10,240 --> 00:00:11,440 Speaker 1: New York because it's fashion Week. 5 00:00:11,520 --> 00:00:13,720 Speaker 2: Yeah for sure. I love New York the energy around it, 6 00:00:13,800 --> 00:00:15,160 Speaker 2: Like I don't never want to leave when I'm in 7 00:00:15,160 --> 00:00:16,160 Speaker 2: New York for some reason. 8 00:00:16,560 --> 00:00:18,040 Speaker 3: And you're a light way to New York at two 9 00:00:18,200 --> 00:00:18,680 Speaker 3: in some way. 10 00:00:18,800 --> 00:00:21,759 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I feel like it's like my second third home. 11 00:00:22,120 --> 00:00:25,200 Speaker 1: When you think about your kids, you think, like your 12 00:00:25,239 --> 00:00:26,840 Speaker 1: kids were telling you know, they're like New Yorkers. 13 00:00:26,920 --> 00:00:28,960 Speaker 3: Yeah, for sure, do you consider them Chicago? 14 00:00:29,000 --> 00:00:31,240 Speaker 2: My daughter, my daughter like a New Yorker because she 15 00:00:31,400 --> 00:00:32,479 Speaker 2: like aggressive, like she. 16 00:00:32,640 --> 00:00:34,160 Speaker 3: Just oh that's how y'all think of us. 17 00:00:34,400 --> 00:00:39,320 Speaker 2: Definitely definitely like super like for sure. But I mean 18 00:00:40,240 --> 00:00:43,159 Speaker 2: my kids really like I wouldn't even say Chicago. I'll 19 00:00:43,200 --> 00:00:46,680 Speaker 2: say La like my kids like bell little sport rich kids. 20 00:00:46,720 --> 00:00:49,720 Speaker 2: But my daughter, yeah for sure. Yeah, my kids definitely 21 00:00:49,720 --> 00:00:53,080 Speaker 2: eat sushi for sure. Definitely, But I could say that 22 00:00:53,159 --> 00:00:54,920 Speaker 2: like if I had to pick out of all my kids, 23 00:00:55,040 --> 00:00:59,240 Speaker 2: Like my daughter for sure, she like she acts like 24 00:00:59,280 --> 00:01:01,520 Speaker 2: a mom, so probably that's why, just like. 25 00:01:01,480 --> 00:01:03,720 Speaker 1: A mom, I know they do say, but I wonder 26 00:01:03,800 --> 00:01:06,600 Speaker 1: if Chicago considered aggressive though, Like when you think about 27 00:01:06,800 --> 00:01:09,040 Speaker 1: New York, can you think about Chicago, y'all. 28 00:01:08,880 --> 00:01:13,720 Speaker 2: Got us beat? Definitely man like Chicago. We really like 29 00:01:14,040 --> 00:01:18,119 Speaker 2: passive aggressive kind of like we kind of like sweet 30 00:01:18,160 --> 00:01:20,640 Speaker 2: a little bit, like you know, like cool like Chicago. 31 00:01:20,680 --> 00:01:22,959 Speaker 2: Don't come off like you know, I think I think 32 00:01:23,000 --> 00:01:24,960 Speaker 2: it's just the confidence in New York, like y'all kind 33 00:01:25,000 --> 00:01:26,840 Speaker 2: of cocky. That's why I come off as aggressive. You 34 00:01:26,920 --> 00:01:29,560 Speaker 2: feel me, Okay, you gotta understand, like to know what's 35 00:01:29,560 --> 00:01:31,360 Speaker 2: to love. When they come to New York, y'all just 36 00:01:31,400 --> 00:01:33,280 Speaker 2: confident and they come off as aggressive. 37 00:01:33,640 --> 00:01:35,400 Speaker 1: Now, while we're talking about these things, I want you 38 00:01:35,440 --> 00:01:38,080 Speaker 1: to clear something up that was said. And I saw 39 00:01:38,080 --> 00:01:40,319 Speaker 1: this headline on TMZ, and so I really because I 40 00:01:40,360 --> 00:01:43,600 Speaker 1: know you're very tapped in with everything and so I 41 00:01:43,640 --> 00:01:46,520 Speaker 1: love like even watching any of your interviews, right, And 42 00:01:46,720 --> 00:01:49,240 Speaker 1: you said it says here that the headline is de here, 43 00:01:49,280 --> 00:01:51,600 Speaker 1: BUTRO was in agreement with President Donald Trump sending a 44 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:53,000 Speaker 1: National guard to Chicago. 45 00:01:53,720 --> 00:01:56,280 Speaker 2: See, they be trying to like take my words and 46 00:01:56,320 --> 00:01:58,560 Speaker 2: take the stuff I say and like twist it. I 47 00:01:58,560 --> 00:02:01,120 Speaker 2: wouldn't say I'm in agreement, like you know what I'm saying, 48 00:02:01,120 --> 00:02:03,560 Speaker 2: Like I'm not. I think they took that as like 49 00:02:03,960 --> 00:02:06,640 Speaker 2: me trying to make a political statement, like you know 50 00:02:06,680 --> 00:02:08,800 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, I'm not political. Like all I said 51 00:02:09,000 --> 00:02:11,320 Speaker 2: was I'm just off for keeping the kids and the 52 00:02:11,320 --> 00:02:13,120 Speaker 2: women safe, Like that's what I was saying, you know, 53 00:02:13,200 --> 00:02:18,400 Speaker 2: because Chicago, I'm a product of violence in my city, 54 00:02:18,440 --> 00:02:20,320 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. So it's like I understand, 55 00:02:21,080 --> 00:02:25,360 Speaker 2: you know, the senseless killings of the children and the 56 00:02:25,440 --> 00:02:27,760 Speaker 2: senseless killings of the women, Like I'm all for just 57 00:02:27,840 --> 00:02:29,959 Speaker 2: keeping the women and kids safe. Like and I don't 58 00:02:29,960 --> 00:02:32,240 Speaker 2: want to sound like crazy or harsh when I say this, 59 00:02:32,320 --> 00:02:36,480 Speaker 2: but like I come from the streets, so like with dude, 60 00:02:36,520 --> 00:02:38,679 Speaker 2: with guys like me, and we want to be knuckleheads 61 00:02:38,680 --> 00:02:41,360 Speaker 2: and do silly shit like you play stupid games, you 62 00:02:41,360 --> 00:02:43,160 Speaker 2: win stupid prizes, you know what I'm saying, Like when 63 00:02:43,200 --> 00:02:45,400 Speaker 2: you want to go outside and kill each other and 64 00:02:45,440 --> 00:02:47,640 Speaker 2: do shit and go to jail and get a hundred years, 65 00:02:47,680 --> 00:02:50,519 Speaker 2: like I'm I'm all for, like saving the youth. I 66 00:02:50,560 --> 00:02:52,799 Speaker 2: don't really give a fuck about grown men making dumb 67 00:02:52,840 --> 00:02:54,920 Speaker 2: ass decisions for real, Like I could curse on here 68 00:02:55,000 --> 00:02:55,679 Speaker 2: right he did. 69 00:02:55,800 --> 00:02:58,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't really care about like grown man making 70 00:02:59,040 --> 00:03:02,040 Speaker 1: dumb decisions, do I'm from the environment that they were 71 00:03:02,160 --> 00:03:02,520 Speaker 1: raised in. 72 00:03:02,600 --> 00:03:04,880 Speaker 3: Like we all do have to do better, and. 73 00:03:04,800 --> 00:03:08,840 Speaker 1: I feel like sometimes it is just a lack of resources. 74 00:03:08,680 --> 00:03:11,680 Speaker 2: It's always a lack of resources, for sure, And like 75 00:03:11,760 --> 00:03:14,680 Speaker 2: that's why I'm so adamant about being a voice for 76 00:03:14,760 --> 00:03:17,000 Speaker 2: the voiceless. Like I've I didn't done so much for 77 00:03:17,080 --> 00:03:19,920 Speaker 2: my city as far as putting millions of dollars in 78 00:03:19,960 --> 00:03:22,280 Speaker 2: the city between like me and my brother McKinley Nelson, 79 00:03:22,320 --> 00:03:25,760 Speaker 2: Like we don't really gave back to my city tenfold 80 00:03:25,840 --> 00:03:28,720 Speaker 2: when it came to just being somebody that's gonna be 81 00:03:28,840 --> 00:03:30,799 Speaker 2: on the forefront when it comes to making a difference. 82 00:03:30,840 --> 00:03:33,680 Speaker 2: That's why I speak out about mental health and gun 83 00:03:33,760 --> 00:03:35,920 Speaker 2: violence and all this stuff because I come from that. 84 00:03:36,080 --> 00:03:38,280 Speaker 2: And like, going back to what you said, like I 85 00:03:38,320 --> 00:03:43,320 Speaker 2: don't want to sound like like desensitive, like unsensitive when 86 00:03:43,320 --> 00:03:45,880 Speaker 2: it comes to like as far as what I mean 87 00:03:45,960 --> 00:03:48,800 Speaker 2: with decisions people make. But I'm a man. I feel 88 00:03:48,840 --> 00:03:50,720 Speaker 2: like if you want to change your environment, you could 89 00:03:50,720 --> 00:03:52,760 Speaker 2: do that, you know what I'm saying, Like everybody got 90 00:03:53,360 --> 00:03:56,240 Speaker 2: regardless of the resources you got twenty four hours to 91 00:03:56,320 --> 00:03:58,360 Speaker 2: wake up and be better than you was before, no 92 00:03:58,400 --> 00:04:00,880 Speaker 2: matter your circumstances. And I believe that, especially when it 93 00:04:00,960 --> 00:04:03,440 Speaker 2: comes to being a man. I'm talking about the kids 94 00:04:03,480 --> 00:04:08,000 Speaker 2: who don't like have the option to choose and decide 95 00:04:08,000 --> 00:04:10,960 Speaker 2: they their kids, they don't know, they don't have the resources, 96 00:04:10,960 --> 00:04:12,960 Speaker 2: Like that's what I care about. I care about the 97 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:15,400 Speaker 2: kids getting home safe for real. Like, don't get me wrong, 98 00:04:15,440 --> 00:04:18,839 Speaker 2: I care about my entire city. But I'm all for 99 00:04:18,920 --> 00:04:20,760 Speaker 2: the kids and the women. So that's what I really 100 00:04:20,760 --> 00:04:23,000 Speaker 2: meant by that. Like I'm not I'm not a Trump 101 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:25,240 Speaker 2: supporter or nothing like that. I'm not political at all, 102 00:04:25,320 --> 00:04:27,040 Speaker 2: to be completely honest with you for real. So it's 103 00:04:27,080 --> 00:04:30,680 Speaker 2: like I was just saying, whatever gonna stop the violence 104 00:04:30,720 --> 00:04:32,960 Speaker 2: in my city. And I'm saying that because I come 105 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:37,000 Speaker 2: from a place of knowing and understanding. Like if it's 106 00:04:37,040 --> 00:04:39,880 Speaker 2: certain people in Chicago, like and I'm saying, like, they 107 00:04:39,880 --> 00:04:41,960 Speaker 2: don't really give a fuck about the police. They they're 108 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:44,000 Speaker 2: not scared of scared of the police for real. So 109 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:46,200 Speaker 2: it's like if the National Guard is standing on the 110 00:04:46,240 --> 00:04:49,039 Speaker 2: corner gonna stop somebody from shooting a block up, I 111 00:04:49,080 --> 00:04:49,520 Speaker 2: don't care. 112 00:04:49,560 --> 00:04:51,919 Speaker 1: I'm cool I saw somebody went on Live and was 113 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:53,880 Speaker 1: like and they put up this story and they were like, 114 00:04:54,320 --> 00:04:56,400 Speaker 1: don't try that in Chicago, because let me tell you something, 115 00:04:56,440 --> 00:04:57,599 Speaker 1: we not going for that. I don't know if you 116 00:04:57,600 --> 00:05:00,400 Speaker 1: saw that po yeah, and he was It's like, this 117 00:05:00,440 --> 00:05:02,279 Speaker 1: is a different place as somebody. 118 00:05:02,080 --> 00:05:04,520 Speaker 2: Saying that who's gonna be in the house who ain't 119 00:05:04,520 --> 00:05:07,400 Speaker 2: never did shit to nobody or never not got probably 120 00:05:07,400 --> 00:05:09,080 Speaker 2: no tough bone in his body. They just want to 121 00:05:09,080 --> 00:05:11,440 Speaker 2: go viral on the internet. I'm speaking about the people 122 00:05:11,440 --> 00:05:15,680 Speaker 2: who actually outside in the forefront, there's dodging bullets looking 123 00:05:15,680 --> 00:05:17,360 Speaker 2: over their shoulder every day. You feel what I'm saying, 124 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:19,080 Speaker 2: Like I've seen those type of posts. But them people 125 00:05:19,080 --> 00:05:21,800 Speaker 2: who don't even come outside, who ain't never heard a 126 00:05:21,839 --> 00:05:23,760 Speaker 2: hard day in their life, probably you feel what I'm saying. 127 00:05:24,040 --> 00:05:26,920 Speaker 2: And I could speak from like I said, people like 128 00:05:27,960 --> 00:05:29,920 Speaker 2: lack of resources and people who just it's people in 129 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:32,560 Speaker 2: Chicago that really just don't care for real. So it's 130 00:05:32,640 --> 00:05:34,600 Speaker 2: like it's gonna take a lot, Like you know what 131 00:05:34,640 --> 00:05:36,400 Speaker 2: I'm saying, It's gonna take a lot to really make 132 00:05:36,440 --> 00:05:38,440 Speaker 2: my city a better place. But I'm all for it though, 133 00:05:38,440 --> 00:05:39,560 Speaker 2: because I want the kids. 134 00:05:39,320 --> 00:05:41,680 Speaker 3: To grow up, okay and listen. 135 00:05:41,800 --> 00:05:43,760 Speaker 1: I think for you being a father, it also puts 136 00:05:43,760 --> 00:05:45,800 Speaker 1: a different twist to it too, because you think about 137 00:05:45,800 --> 00:05:46,440 Speaker 1: your own kids. 138 00:05:46,480 --> 00:05:48,520 Speaker 2: I do, and it's like I don't. I think twice 139 00:05:48,520 --> 00:05:50,920 Speaker 2: when they come to like half of my kids in Chicago, 140 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:52,400 Speaker 2: Like I don't play that when I'm when I'm in 141 00:05:52,480 --> 00:05:55,040 Speaker 2: Chicago my kids there, I got to ride in the 142 00:05:55,040 --> 00:05:57,200 Speaker 2: bulletproof trucks and stuff, and I don't even feel like 143 00:05:57,839 --> 00:06:01,120 Speaker 2: my life being danger for real. I'm just super cautious, 144 00:06:01,120 --> 00:06:02,599 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, Like I don't really feel 145 00:06:02,600 --> 00:06:05,200 Speaker 2: like somebody waking up every day trying to kill me, 146 00:06:05,279 --> 00:06:07,400 Speaker 2: but I know somebody probably will. You know what I'm saying. 147 00:06:07,440 --> 00:06:09,440 Speaker 2: You feel me, So it's like I think about that 148 00:06:09,720 --> 00:06:12,279 Speaker 2: kind of stuff, Like I never go take my son 149 00:06:12,360 --> 00:06:14,720 Speaker 2: named Essence, but I would never go have my son 150 00:06:14,880 --> 00:06:17,719 Speaker 2: with me in Chicago and go on my block. I 151 00:06:17,800 --> 00:06:20,160 Speaker 2: named my son after my block. I never take my 152 00:06:20,160 --> 00:06:21,719 Speaker 2: son over there because it's not safe. 153 00:06:21,880 --> 00:06:24,240 Speaker 1: I remember our interview wife and Luci before he went 154 00:06:24,279 --> 00:06:26,000 Speaker 1: to jail, and he was saying he don't even ride 155 00:06:26,000 --> 00:06:28,159 Speaker 1: in the car with his kids. Yeah, like they can't 156 00:06:28,200 --> 00:06:30,120 Speaker 1: be in the car with him just in case something 157 00:06:30,200 --> 00:06:30,640 Speaker 1: might happen. 158 00:06:30,640 --> 00:06:33,320 Speaker 2: Absolutely, that's what I'm saying. So I'm riding in bulletproof 159 00:06:33,360 --> 00:06:36,159 Speaker 2: trucks for stuff like that. And growing up that's crazy. 160 00:06:36,240 --> 00:06:39,600 Speaker 2: Like when I was in Chicago, when I was living 161 00:06:39,640 --> 00:06:41,359 Speaker 2: there and I was like in the streets and stuff 162 00:06:41,440 --> 00:06:44,359 Speaker 2: like that, I never wanted to pick my sistuff from school. 163 00:06:44,400 --> 00:06:46,440 Speaker 2: Like I always had money, I always had cars. I 164 00:06:46,480 --> 00:06:49,200 Speaker 2: never picked my sistuff from school. I never rolled with 165 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:51,279 Speaker 2: my mom in the car taking her to work, or 166 00:06:51,360 --> 00:06:52,919 Speaker 2: drop a hall for picking her up, none of that 167 00:06:52,960 --> 00:06:55,719 Speaker 2: type of stuff because I'm always thinking about that safety. 168 00:06:55,760 --> 00:06:57,440 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. I never put anybody that 169 00:06:57,440 --> 00:06:58,960 Speaker 2: I love in harm's way ever. 170 00:06:59,600 --> 00:07:01,320 Speaker 1: You know, you got to think about the growth that 171 00:07:01,360 --> 00:07:04,200 Speaker 1: you've had too, from when you were young and even 172 00:07:04,240 --> 00:07:06,080 Speaker 1: just your growth in the career and everything that you've 173 00:07:06,080 --> 00:07:09,440 Speaker 1: been doing. Because I actually downloaded your app. Appreciate it, 174 00:07:09,480 --> 00:07:12,120 Speaker 1: you know, so because I saw when at the time 175 00:07:12,160 --> 00:07:14,800 Speaker 1: when your app launched, it was actually the number three 176 00:07:14,840 --> 00:07:18,520 Speaker 1: app behind like YouTube and Spotify, which is a huge deal. 177 00:07:19,120 --> 00:07:22,120 Speaker 1: So tell me about that, because I feel like this 178 00:07:22,320 --> 00:07:24,760 Speaker 1: was like incredible for you to decide to make that 179 00:07:24,840 --> 00:07:27,680 Speaker 1: decision and be direct to consumer the way that you 180 00:07:27,720 --> 00:07:29,720 Speaker 1: happen and I know you're setting up for something even bigger. 181 00:07:29,800 --> 00:07:31,760 Speaker 2: Yeah, no, for sure, that's crazy, Like you said that, 182 00:07:31,800 --> 00:07:34,640 Speaker 2: because when I learned about like direct the consumer, it 183 00:07:34,760 --> 00:07:38,480 Speaker 2: was just something that like just like a light bulb 184 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:40,600 Speaker 2: went off of my brain, you feel me, Like, and 185 00:07:40,680 --> 00:07:42,920 Speaker 2: I always hit like a die hard core fan base, 186 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:45,119 Speaker 2: so I really wanted to like appeal to those people 187 00:07:45,120 --> 00:07:48,440 Speaker 2: who really support me. And honestly, I didn't think it 188 00:07:48,480 --> 00:07:50,320 Speaker 2: was gonna be as big as it was, you feel 189 00:07:50,320 --> 00:07:54,080 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, Like it made me like like get 190 00:07:54,120 --> 00:07:56,680 Speaker 2: more like hands on with the app and with my business, 191 00:07:56,720 --> 00:07:59,040 Speaker 2: like getting the right software and the right data, you 192 00:07:59,080 --> 00:08:01,160 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, the right behind it to make 193 00:08:01,160 --> 00:08:04,440 Speaker 2: sure that it don't crash, because it was crashing. 194 00:08:03,960 --> 00:08:06,640 Speaker 1: Like so many It's a good problem, it's a. 195 00:08:06,560 --> 00:08:08,240 Speaker 2: Good problem, but it's a problem. You know. I don't 196 00:08:08,240 --> 00:08:09,840 Speaker 2: want it to look like I'm not on top of 197 00:08:09,880 --> 00:08:11,560 Speaker 2: my business and then not on top of it, you 198 00:08:11,600 --> 00:08:14,200 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. So like when I started it, 199 00:08:14,200 --> 00:08:16,280 Speaker 2: it was just something away for me to like try 200 00:08:16,280 --> 00:08:19,400 Speaker 2: to connect with my real core fan base. You know 201 00:08:19,440 --> 00:08:21,800 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. It just make them like feel appreciated 202 00:08:21,800 --> 00:08:26,840 Speaker 2: while I'm giving certain things, content, merch pieces, whatever it is, 203 00:08:26,880 --> 00:08:30,080 Speaker 2: to just like strictly for them, you know. And it 204 00:08:30,200 --> 00:08:32,000 Speaker 2: got to a point where now it's like I'm at 205 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:33,800 Speaker 2: a point where I really want to be able to 206 00:08:33,840 --> 00:08:36,440 Speaker 2: just like like I don't want to say it and 207 00:08:36,559 --> 00:08:38,719 Speaker 2: like offend nobody or nothing like that, but I want 208 00:08:38,760 --> 00:08:40,640 Speaker 2: to get to a point where it's like I'm you're 209 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:42,360 Speaker 2: gonna have to just see me on my app, you 210 00:08:42,360 --> 00:08:44,720 Speaker 2: feel what I'm saying. Like I'm gonna stop posting as 211 00:08:44,800 --> 00:08:48,040 Speaker 2: much on Instagram, I'm gonna stop putting music out a 212 00:08:48,040 --> 00:08:50,360 Speaker 2: certain way like just giving it, you know, feeding to 213 00:08:50,400 --> 00:08:52,280 Speaker 2: the people who really support me. But that's a way 214 00:08:52,320 --> 00:08:55,840 Speaker 2: to really, like, you know, kind of teach the generation 215 00:08:56,000 --> 00:08:57,920 Speaker 2: under me to to like control it, you know what 216 00:08:57,920 --> 00:09:00,440 Speaker 2: I'm saying, control they business and control they in so 217 00:09:00,880 --> 00:09:03,880 Speaker 2: and I'm actually like, you know, I was talking about 218 00:09:04,400 --> 00:09:08,680 Speaker 2: starting another app too for my for my uh for 219 00:09:08,800 --> 00:09:11,319 Speaker 2: swerving through stress forty. 220 00:09:10,600 --> 00:09:12,920 Speaker 1: That makes sense because I was you say that, and 221 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:15,280 Speaker 1: I was thinking, like, man, you could connect people with services, 222 00:09:15,600 --> 00:09:17,840 Speaker 1: but that would probably be a different Yeah. 223 00:09:17,840 --> 00:09:19,640 Speaker 2: So like basically the app that I want to start 224 00:09:19,640 --> 00:09:23,040 Speaker 2: for Swerving through Stress, don't nobody take my idea was 225 00:09:23,080 --> 00:09:26,440 Speaker 2: really like people could go online on the app and 226 00:09:26,559 --> 00:09:29,120 Speaker 2: just like say what it is they going through, how 227 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:31,360 Speaker 2: they feeling, and then you can connect with somebody you 228 00:09:31,440 --> 00:09:34,000 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, who specialized in that field. 229 00:09:34,520 --> 00:09:37,240 Speaker 1: So yeah, oh that's great. I love that because I 230 00:09:37,280 --> 00:09:40,040 Speaker 1: do feel like the easier it can be for people 231 00:09:40,040 --> 00:09:42,120 Speaker 1: to access that, because it's still people who are like, 232 00:09:42,200 --> 00:09:44,200 Speaker 1: I'm not doing that, I don't even know how, but 233 00:09:44,240 --> 00:09:46,800 Speaker 1: if they could easily go on and just have yeah, 234 00:09:47,440 --> 00:09:48,559 Speaker 1: people where they're at. 235 00:09:48,400 --> 00:09:49,959 Speaker 2: And how the resources, you know what I'm saying, Like, 236 00:09:50,040 --> 00:09:54,000 Speaker 2: really have people who go actually like not wading. You 237 00:09:54,000 --> 00:09:56,079 Speaker 2: don't gotta like right then when you text it or 238 00:09:56,280 --> 00:09:58,959 Speaker 2: type it, somebody is automatically responding. 239 00:09:59,360 --> 00:10:01,559 Speaker 3: Yeah, because that's the hesitancy I feel like people have. 240 00:10:01,960 --> 00:10:04,600 Speaker 1: They don't want to have to like go online, find 241 00:10:04,640 --> 00:10:08,439 Speaker 1: a person, make an appointment, show up, or get on someone. 242 00:10:08,679 --> 00:10:11,160 Speaker 1: They rather just something could be happening right now and 243 00:10:11,160 --> 00:10:12,959 Speaker 1: you just be like like I want to right now, 244 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:15,160 Speaker 1: I just need to talk to somebody before I crash. 245 00:10:14,840 --> 00:10:17,000 Speaker 2: Out, Absolutely for sure. So yeah, that's what I was 246 00:10:17,040 --> 00:10:19,920 Speaker 2: thinking about that, and it was like, perfect. 247 00:10:19,800 --> 00:10:22,000 Speaker 1: What are some things you've learned like about you know, 248 00:10:22,120 --> 00:10:24,560 Speaker 1: even I'm sure there's times that you want to have 249 00:10:24,600 --> 00:10:26,079 Speaker 1: some crash out moments, Yeah, for sure. 250 00:10:26,080 --> 00:10:27,240 Speaker 3: How do you deal with that? 251 00:10:27,760 --> 00:10:31,360 Speaker 2: I mean I just learned to like breathe and not 252 00:10:31,400 --> 00:10:33,000 Speaker 2: act off emotion, you know what I'm saying. Like I 253 00:10:33,040 --> 00:10:36,000 Speaker 2: always been a thinker for real, So if I crash out, 254 00:10:36,080 --> 00:10:38,240 Speaker 2: it's logical. I mean I haven't thought about it five 255 00:10:38,280 --> 00:10:39,920 Speaker 2: ten times, and it's just like, all right, this is 256 00:10:39,920 --> 00:10:41,800 Speaker 2: what I'm gonna do for real. But like I don't 257 00:10:41,840 --> 00:10:44,440 Speaker 2: even want to like use the word crash out for real. Real. 258 00:10:45,280 --> 00:10:49,320 Speaker 2: It's like with me, I just try to, like I 259 00:10:49,320 --> 00:10:51,480 Speaker 2: think my kids for real, Like with me having kids, 260 00:10:51,480 --> 00:10:54,000 Speaker 2: it's certain things that's just not worth it because I'll 261 00:10:54,040 --> 00:10:57,240 Speaker 2: be like where I come from, it's easy to like 262 00:10:57,720 --> 00:10:59,480 Speaker 2: go off the legs or like prove a point, you 263 00:10:59,520 --> 00:11:00,920 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. And I feel like when you 264 00:11:01,160 --> 00:11:03,960 Speaker 2: actually trying to change your life and do better, that's 265 00:11:03,960 --> 00:11:06,080 Speaker 2: when like the devil, when people pull at you like 266 00:11:06,200 --> 00:11:08,920 Speaker 2: try you and say certain things and do things, that's 267 00:11:09,000 --> 00:11:10,880 Speaker 2: just gonna try to press your buttons. So for me, 268 00:11:11,040 --> 00:11:14,200 Speaker 2: like having kids is just like you know what I'm saying, 269 00:11:14,240 --> 00:11:17,280 Speaker 2: I think, like I don't even be caring about certain stuff, 270 00:11:17,320 --> 00:11:19,360 Speaker 2: like I'm not gonna react to certain things or do 271 00:11:19,480 --> 00:11:22,480 Speaker 2: certain things because I'm thinking about how it's gonna affect 272 00:11:22,520 --> 00:11:25,440 Speaker 2: me and affect you know what I'm saying, me being 273 00:11:25,480 --> 00:11:27,880 Speaker 2: a father and being there for my family because before 274 00:11:27,920 --> 00:11:29,959 Speaker 2: I hear kids, I wasn't afraid to go to jail. 275 00:11:30,040 --> 00:11:32,319 Speaker 2: Like I'm still not afraid of death for real, for real, 276 00:11:32,360 --> 00:11:33,840 Speaker 2: but I got to be here for my kids. I 277 00:11:33,880 --> 00:11:36,280 Speaker 2: gotta live for my kids, like I ain't afraid of die. 278 00:11:36,320 --> 00:11:37,280 Speaker 2: I've never been afraid of that. 279 00:11:37,600 --> 00:11:40,199 Speaker 1: Did you plan because I think also when we think 280 00:11:40,200 --> 00:11:43,120 Speaker 1: about like family planning and things like that, when you're 281 00:11:43,160 --> 00:11:45,000 Speaker 1: not here, do you have a plan set up to 282 00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:48,000 Speaker 1: make sure like the kids are good, you know, estate 283 00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:48,520 Speaker 1: planning and. 284 00:11:48,520 --> 00:11:48,840 Speaker 3: All of that. 285 00:11:48,920 --> 00:11:51,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, absolutely, all of that set up. Like I got 286 00:11:51,400 --> 00:11:53,880 Speaker 2: everything set up for my kids for sure, like everything 287 00:11:53,960 --> 00:11:54,840 Speaker 2: going with my kids. 288 00:11:55,200 --> 00:11:57,679 Speaker 1: Okay, Now I'm just asking because that's a conversation I've 289 00:11:57,679 --> 00:11:59,360 Speaker 1: been having a lot lately. I actually want to talk 290 00:11:59,360 --> 00:12:01,240 Speaker 1: to my parents, like what are y'all about to do? 291 00:12:01,320 --> 00:12:04,040 Speaker 1: Because you know, there's a lot of responsibility that comes 292 00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:07,160 Speaker 1: It's already like a morning situation for people, and now 293 00:12:07,200 --> 00:12:08,920 Speaker 1: we got it. I see all the time, people having 294 00:12:08,920 --> 00:12:11,080 Speaker 1: fish fries and trying to figure out, like, how are 295 00:12:11,120 --> 00:12:12,120 Speaker 1: we going to take care of this? 296 00:12:12,520 --> 00:12:15,600 Speaker 2: I got stuff set up by I mean, of course 297 00:12:15,600 --> 00:12:16,320 Speaker 2: I want to live to. 298 00:12:16,280 --> 00:12:18,360 Speaker 3: See it, of course, you do, you know what I'm yeah, no, 299 00:12:18,520 --> 00:12:18,880 Speaker 3: I'm just. 300 00:12:19,040 --> 00:12:21,920 Speaker 2: Yeah like that. My kids gonna be there, My kids 301 00:12:21,920 --> 00:12:24,720 Speaker 2: gonna be set. By the time my kids twenty twenty 302 00:12:24,720 --> 00:12:27,800 Speaker 2: one years old, they all will be worth eight figures, 303 00:12:27,840 --> 00:12:30,680 Speaker 2: like multi multi millionaires automatically. 304 00:12:30,840 --> 00:12:33,200 Speaker 1: You know, you have some of the funniest moments on 305 00:12:33,240 --> 00:12:35,600 Speaker 1: social media too. I remember seeing somebody and you were 306 00:12:35,600 --> 00:12:37,760 Speaker 1: like in the background and they was like fake filming themselves, 307 00:12:37,800 --> 00:12:38,920 Speaker 1: but they was really filming you. 308 00:12:39,520 --> 00:12:42,240 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah that was recently. Matter of fact. Yeah, recently, 309 00:12:42,280 --> 00:12:45,640 Speaker 2: I shot a video. I shot a video and I 310 00:12:45,679 --> 00:12:46,720 Speaker 2: don't even know who that guy was. 311 00:12:46,800 --> 00:12:49,360 Speaker 1: It's so weird that, but it went viral because it's like, yo, 312 00:12:49,520 --> 00:12:51,520 Speaker 1: if you want to take a picture with him, just say, like, 313 00:12:51,600 --> 00:12:52,040 Speaker 1: I feel like. 314 00:12:52,040 --> 00:12:53,920 Speaker 2: He was recording. And then I said, so when I 315 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:56,480 Speaker 2: seen him and you look up, yeah, I'm like, what's up? 316 00:12:56,559 --> 00:12:58,480 Speaker 2: You feel what I'm saying. But I don't get why 317 00:12:58,520 --> 00:13:01,280 Speaker 2: people do that, man, That's so like, just ask me. Yeah, 318 00:13:01,360 --> 00:13:04,280 Speaker 2: for sure, Like what that was probably like a week ago. 319 00:13:04,400 --> 00:13:06,880 Speaker 2: I was in Philly. Me and my security was like 320 00:13:06,920 --> 00:13:08,840 Speaker 2: having a debate, like you know, me and my security. 321 00:13:08,840 --> 00:13:11,680 Speaker 2: We like this, so we argue and go back and 322 00:13:11,720 --> 00:13:13,320 Speaker 2: forth because we, you know what I'm saying, really know 323 00:13:13,360 --> 00:13:15,360 Speaker 2: each other for real. And he tell me certain stuff 324 00:13:15,360 --> 00:13:17,440 Speaker 2: and I tell him stuff. So they thought I was 325 00:13:17,520 --> 00:13:18,360 Speaker 2: arguing with my girl. 326 00:13:18,559 --> 00:13:20,160 Speaker 3: I saw that that somebody felm that. 327 00:13:20,280 --> 00:13:22,120 Speaker 2: They thought I was arguing with Tana. But I wasn't 328 00:13:22,120 --> 00:13:23,760 Speaker 2: even arguing with her. They walked up on me. I 329 00:13:23,800 --> 00:13:26,200 Speaker 2: didn't like when I be upset. That's the thing, Like 330 00:13:26,840 --> 00:13:29,920 Speaker 2: when I get upset, I only see like like I 331 00:13:29,960 --> 00:13:31,960 Speaker 2: got a ton of witch. I wasn't even paying attention 332 00:13:32,040 --> 00:13:34,240 Speaker 2: to nobody. And Tana was tapping me, trying to tell me, 333 00:13:34,320 --> 00:13:36,760 Speaker 2: like let the window up. Like you arguing and you 334 00:13:36,880 --> 00:13:40,040 Speaker 2: yelling and peak fans outside recording you like, let the 335 00:13:40,040 --> 00:13:41,880 Speaker 2: window up. She told me at least three or four 336 00:13:41,960 --> 00:13:43,920 Speaker 2: times before that girl walked up to me and was 337 00:13:43,920 --> 00:13:45,000 Speaker 2: like let the window up. 338 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:47,239 Speaker 3: How New York looking all around. 339 00:13:47,240 --> 00:13:49,199 Speaker 2: She paying attention like she like, you know what I'm saying, 340 00:13:49,240 --> 00:13:51,240 Speaker 2: Like she'd be on point when it comes to that 341 00:13:51,240 --> 00:13:53,320 Speaker 2: type of stuff like she not trying to go viral 342 00:13:53,360 --> 00:13:53,920 Speaker 2: on them, like. 343 00:13:53,880 --> 00:13:58,040 Speaker 1: Bs, yeah, she do not play either. You're not doing interviews. Come, 344 00:13:58,760 --> 00:13:59,960 Speaker 1: She's like nope, I'm good over here. 345 00:14:00,080 --> 00:14:02,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, now she don't. She don't try to go viral 346 00:14:02,240 --> 00:14:04,600 Speaker 2: at all. Like the wrong thing is something like she 347 00:14:04,679 --> 00:14:06,400 Speaker 2: really told me like three four times let the window 348 00:14:06,480 --> 00:14:08,960 Speaker 2: left one let one. I just wasn't paying attention though, 349 00:14:09,000 --> 00:14:09,280 Speaker 2: for real. 350 00:14:09,559 --> 00:14:11,440 Speaker 3: And then the other thing that always comes up is 351 00:14:11,480 --> 00:14:15,120 Speaker 3: you and Farrakhan. You were like, whoever did this is up? 352 00:14:15,480 --> 00:14:20,000 Speaker 2: That was his fault. That was it. That was his fault. Man. 353 00:14:20,520 --> 00:14:23,520 Speaker 2: When I went in and did that, I don't even 354 00:14:23,560 --> 00:14:25,600 Speaker 2: remember to be I'm gonna be completely honest with you. 355 00:14:26,080 --> 00:14:29,280 Speaker 2: I was still drunk from the night before leaving the club. 356 00:14:29,400 --> 00:14:29,880 Speaker 3: Talk. 357 00:14:33,120 --> 00:14:35,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, we go talk to the minister man at ain 358 00:14:35,320 --> 00:14:37,920 Speaker 2: in the morning, Man, nine, am I guarantee you I 359 00:14:37,960 --> 00:14:40,960 Speaker 2: was leaving the club at probably five six? He called him, Like, yeah, 360 00:14:40,960 --> 00:14:42,960 Speaker 2: the minister they called me to They want to like 361 00:14:43,200 --> 00:14:44,840 Speaker 2: they must have hit because he'd be up early. They 362 00:14:44,880 --> 00:14:46,400 Speaker 2: hit him probably five six in the morning, Like we 363 00:14:46,440 --> 00:14:50,000 Speaker 2: want to talk to her. I'm just not leaving the club, man, 364 00:14:50,040 --> 00:14:52,640 Speaker 2: I'm like, bro, what you mean, Like I gotta go. 365 00:14:53,280 --> 00:14:56,160 Speaker 2: I don't know how my arm did that, Like, I 366 00:14:56,160 --> 00:14:58,320 Speaker 2: don't remember, man, all I know is I was still 367 00:14:58,400 --> 00:15:00,800 Speaker 2: drunk at the table at the minister like, yeah, man, 368 00:15:00,960 --> 00:15:02,000 Speaker 2: much love respect. 369 00:15:02,440 --> 00:15:04,560 Speaker 1: Every now and then that picture just pop up. Yeah, 370 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:06,600 Speaker 1: and it's always funny when you see it. 371 00:15:06,680 --> 00:15:09,760 Speaker 2: Yeah, no, for sure. And I really honestly don't know 372 00:15:09,800 --> 00:15:12,040 Speaker 2: how my hand was like that, Like that's how you know. 373 00:15:12,080 --> 00:15:13,800 Speaker 2: I was just doing some shit, like just trying to 374 00:15:13,840 --> 00:15:15,440 Speaker 2: take the picture and going about my day. 375 00:15:16,600 --> 00:15:20,480 Speaker 1: Now, let's talk about this song. Went legit, Yeah, banger, 376 00:15:20,960 --> 00:15:22,880 Speaker 1: appreciate it, you know, for you to and you really 377 00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:24,760 Speaker 1: talk about a lot of different things on there. I 378 00:15:24,800 --> 00:15:27,040 Speaker 1: love that about your music too. It really paints a picture. 379 00:15:27,080 --> 00:15:28,920 Speaker 1: But we got to ask you, like the deeper questions 380 00:15:28,960 --> 00:15:31,480 Speaker 1: about you know, what was going on in certain parts. 381 00:15:31,640 --> 00:15:34,720 Speaker 2: I feel like, man, like my music has always been 382 00:15:34,760 --> 00:15:38,800 Speaker 2: a like a form of therapy for me, real like 383 00:15:38,880 --> 00:15:41,400 Speaker 2: what I'm going through, you know, Like honestly, I really 384 00:15:41,440 --> 00:15:45,200 Speaker 2: honestly feel like for like I got to put myself 385 00:15:45,240 --> 00:15:47,800 Speaker 2: like in the mindset that I was in when I 386 00:15:47,880 --> 00:15:49,760 Speaker 2: actually recorded that. I was in New York too, though, 387 00:15:49,760 --> 00:15:52,080 Speaker 2: but like I really felt like I was fresh off 388 00:15:52,120 --> 00:15:54,520 Speaker 2: of a long paragraph reading tying in the text or 389 00:15:54,560 --> 00:15:55,720 Speaker 2: something like she must. 390 00:15:55,480 --> 00:15:57,280 Speaker 3: Have said, that's why you started the song like that. 391 00:15:57,520 --> 00:15:59,600 Speaker 2: That's exactly why I started it like that, Like I 392 00:15:59,600 --> 00:16:02,560 Speaker 2: guarantee you, like if I could really, I could bet 393 00:16:02,600 --> 00:16:05,400 Speaker 2: my bottom dollar that me and Hull was arguing before 394 00:16:05,400 --> 00:16:06,320 Speaker 2: I went in the studio. 395 00:16:06,560 --> 00:16:08,880 Speaker 3: I can bet that too, because the song like go. 396 00:16:08,800 --> 00:16:10,600 Speaker 2: And say that for real, and I was I didn't 397 00:16:10,600 --> 00:16:12,640 Speaker 2: even realize what I was saying, like you know you 398 00:16:12,680 --> 00:16:15,640 Speaker 2: was just like I didn't. I wasn't trying to create 399 00:16:15,640 --> 00:16:18,520 Speaker 2: that song. I wasn't trying to create a hit record. 400 00:16:18,600 --> 00:16:20,640 Speaker 2: Like we were just in the studio and they told 401 00:16:20,680 --> 00:16:22,600 Speaker 2: me to rap, and that was the first thing I 402 00:16:22,640 --> 00:16:24,440 Speaker 2: could think of, Like, man, be for. 403 00:16:24,560 --> 00:16:27,040 Speaker 3: My bitch right now, Bro, I'm not even trying. 404 00:16:26,800 --> 00:16:30,240 Speaker 2: To I ain't even trying to rap for real, but alright, cool, 405 00:16:30,280 --> 00:16:32,800 Speaker 2: and it just turned out like it turned out like literally, 406 00:16:32,880 --> 00:16:35,480 Speaker 2: I guarantee you that's like how it went. Because when I, like, 407 00:16:35,640 --> 00:16:37,600 Speaker 2: when I recorded the song, we was in the studio chill. 408 00:16:37,600 --> 00:16:40,320 Speaker 2: It was probably like thirty forty people in there, everybody chilling, 409 00:16:40,480 --> 00:16:43,160 Speaker 2: drinking stuff like that, just having a good time. They 410 00:16:43,160 --> 00:16:46,120 Speaker 2: played the beat and like go rap like south Side. 411 00:16:46,120 --> 00:16:47,360 Speaker 2: I told them, like, man, go rap on. 412 00:16:47,360 --> 00:16:50,160 Speaker 3: This and you Southside boy, what a combination. 413 00:16:50,440 --> 00:16:52,600 Speaker 2: That's my brother man. Yeah we know, I'm like yin't 414 00:16:52,600 --> 00:16:55,520 Speaker 2: and yang man. For sure, it's my real twin. And 415 00:16:56,520 --> 00:16:59,520 Speaker 2: yeah that's my brother too for sure, Like that's definitely. 416 00:16:59,160 --> 00:17:01,240 Speaker 3: My brother's coming on with those projects. 417 00:17:01,960 --> 00:17:05,440 Speaker 2: Me and Rob, we like the thing is, I feel 418 00:17:05,480 --> 00:17:08,000 Speaker 2: like it's just be our schedules, like we be all 419 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:10,080 Speaker 2: over the place. We never get a chance to really 420 00:17:10,080 --> 00:17:11,919 Speaker 2: lock in for like a week straight. But when we 421 00:17:11,960 --> 00:17:14,040 Speaker 2: get together one day, two day, we do four five 422 00:17:14,080 --> 00:17:16,679 Speaker 2: songs fast on. Me and Rob probably got twenty some 423 00:17:16,880 --> 00:17:19,000 Speaker 2: songs for real that we could really drop a project. 424 00:17:19,040 --> 00:17:21,320 Speaker 2: But we don't even want to like cheat our fans 425 00:17:21,400 --> 00:17:22,800 Speaker 2: like that, you know what I'm saying, Like we really 426 00:17:22,800 --> 00:17:25,960 Speaker 2: want to take our time, pick the songs, get the content, 427 00:17:26,040 --> 00:17:29,480 Speaker 2: shoot the videos, do everything the correct way for real. 428 00:17:29,560 --> 00:17:32,040 Speaker 2: But it's definitely still like coming for sure. 429 00:17:32,200 --> 00:17:34,000 Speaker 3: No, y'all make a great team together now. 430 00:17:34,119 --> 00:17:36,440 Speaker 2: For sure. Me and Rob got great chemistry when it 431 00:17:36,520 --> 00:17:40,560 Speaker 2: comes to like music. And that's really my friend for real, Like, yeah. 432 00:17:40,160 --> 00:17:41,920 Speaker 3: That's good to be in this business and have friends 433 00:17:41,920 --> 00:17:42,160 Speaker 3: for real. 434 00:17:42,240 --> 00:17:44,399 Speaker 2: Yeah, No, for sure, it's my dog brother. I talk 435 00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:45,040 Speaker 2: to him every. 436 00:17:44,920 --> 00:17:46,919 Speaker 1: Day because think about it, you were so young when 437 00:17:46,960 --> 00:17:49,199 Speaker 1: you started really making money, and you talk about that 438 00:17:49,280 --> 00:17:53,159 Speaker 1: on the song too, just being young and listen, holding 439 00:17:53,160 --> 00:17:54,040 Speaker 1: the whole family down. 440 00:17:54,119 --> 00:17:55,520 Speaker 3: It's kind of like not happening. 441 00:17:55,520 --> 00:17:57,760 Speaker 2: Up for sure. For sure, Yeah, I messed up. 442 00:17:59,280 --> 00:18:01,760 Speaker 3: And not even how in a real childhood throwing away. 443 00:18:02,320 --> 00:18:04,480 Speaker 2: I say that, people don't be believing me, like I 444 00:18:04,560 --> 00:18:07,200 Speaker 2: really didn't get to have a real childhood for real, 445 00:18:07,280 --> 00:18:10,439 Speaker 2: like I was young. You gotta think about it, like 446 00:18:11,520 --> 00:18:14,719 Speaker 2: I started like experiencing like death and stuff like that 447 00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:17,919 Speaker 2: when I was like seventh grade, when my homie started 448 00:18:17,920 --> 00:18:20,480 Speaker 2: to like get killed and stuff like that, so we 449 00:18:20,640 --> 00:18:23,320 Speaker 2: already got like a chip on our shoulder. I never 450 00:18:23,359 --> 00:18:26,160 Speaker 2: went on dates because by the time I'm fourteen fifteen, 451 00:18:26,240 --> 00:18:29,320 Speaker 2: I'm in high school, I'm rapping. People know who I am. 452 00:18:29,359 --> 00:18:31,320 Speaker 2: By the time I'm sophomore in high school, I got 453 00:18:31,320 --> 00:18:34,399 Speaker 2: like a real name for myself famous. I had a 454 00:18:34,440 --> 00:18:36,800 Speaker 2: song with Nicki Minaj. I was a sophomore high school, 455 00:18:36,840 --> 00:18:38,760 Speaker 2: a junior or something like that, so I had to 456 00:18:38,840 --> 00:18:41,040 Speaker 2: drop out. I couldn't go on dates. I want on 457 00:18:41,119 --> 00:18:43,000 Speaker 2: my first date when I was like twenty twenty one 458 00:18:43,040 --> 00:18:45,680 Speaker 2: years old. I used to be scared to go places 459 00:18:45,720 --> 00:18:47,719 Speaker 2: because I felt like somebody gonna say I'm right here 460 00:18:47,720 --> 00:18:48,840 Speaker 2: and come try to kill me. 461 00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:50,480 Speaker 3: Like right, No, that's the real thing. 462 00:18:50,600 --> 00:18:52,520 Speaker 2: I didn't really get to have a childhood. I didn't 463 00:18:52,520 --> 00:18:53,280 Speaker 2: really get to do. 464 00:18:53,240 --> 00:18:55,399 Speaker 3: Too much, like for real, real you didn't go to 465 00:18:55,440 --> 00:18:55,919 Speaker 3: no prom. 466 00:18:56,080 --> 00:18:57,480 Speaker 2: I didn't. I want no problem when I was in 467 00:18:57,520 --> 00:18:59,800 Speaker 2: eighth grade. I want to sing in eighth grade. 468 00:19:00,080 --> 00:19:03,000 Speaker 3: What it took a little eighth grade? It's a prime. 469 00:19:03,119 --> 00:19:04,680 Speaker 2: I went on saying prime in eighth grade. But I 470 00:19:04,720 --> 00:19:06,320 Speaker 2: didn't get to go on my prom though, like and 471 00:19:06,400 --> 00:19:08,720 Speaker 2: I felt like I kind of had like fomo for real, 472 00:19:08,800 --> 00:19:14,280 Speaker 2: Like I was in LA recording music when like my 473 00:19:14,960 --> 00:19:17,800 Speaker 2: class graduated, and I felt like even though I had 474 00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:20,560 Speaker 2: done so much and I was successful, I felt like 475 00:19:20,720 --> 00:19:22,480 Speaker 2: I failed in a way because I didn't even get 476 00:19:22,480 --> 00:19:24,720 Speaker 2: that chance to graduate high school at the time, you know, 477 00:19:24,800 --> 00:19:26,520 Speaker 2: like I had. I went back and actually got my 478 00:19:27,040 --> 00:19:28,960 Speaker 2: diploma though, like I don't got no GD. I got 479 00:19:28,960 --> 00:19:32,480 Speaker 2: my actual high school diploma from my school, like just 480 00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:33,919 Speaker 2: to have it, you know what I'm saying. But like 481 00:19:34,040 --> 00:19:36,720 Speaker 2: I didn't like growing up. It was fast for me. 482 00:19:36,760 --> 00:19:38,520 Speaker 2: By the time I started making money. I had to 483 00:19:38,520 --> 00:19:40,440 Speaker 2: take care of my mama. My mama caught her job 484 00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:42,080 Speaker 2: when I was sixteen years old. I had to take 485 00:19:42,080 --> 00:19:44,119 Speaker 2: care of her from that point out, take care of 486 00:19:44,119 --> 00:19:48,479 Speaker 2: my aunties and you know, like just being an artist 487 00:19:48,520 --> 00:19:50,840 Speaker 2: and you know, you think the street code, we got 488 00:19:50,840 --> 00:19:52,480 Speaker 2: to take care of a hundred niggas. You know what 489 00:19:52,520 --> 00:19:54,120 Speaker 2: I'm saying, You got to take care of by from 490 00:19:54,160 --> 00:19:57,040 Speaker 2: your neighborhood, take you care of their family until you 491 00:19:57,080 --> 00:19:58,760 Speaker 2: learn that you don't. Like I thought I was doing 492 00:19:58,760 --> 00:20:00,560 Speaker 2: the right thing for real, and I still like, I 493 00:20:00,600 --> 00:20:03,840 Speaker 2: don't regret anything, but like I gave a lot of 494 00:20:03,880 --> 00:20:06,399 Speaker 2: myself to people, and I feel like I should have 495 00:20:06,440 --> 00:20:09,320 Speaker 2: dedicated at that time to really connecting and being with 496 00:20:09,320 --> 00:20:11,800 Speaker 2: my family, Like even at thirty, I'm just now starting 497 00:20:11,800 --> 00:20:13,679 Speaker 2: to do that. You know what, I think. Losing my 498 00:20:13,760 --> 00:20:16,600 Speaker 2: father last year is really what kind of like super 499 00:20:16,640 --> 00:20:18,640 Speaker 2: woke me up was, Like I thought I had time 500 00:20:18,720 --> 00:20:20,840 Speaker 2: and time it's not promised. Like the stuff that I 501 00:20:20,880 --> 00:20:22,359 Speaker 2: thought I was gonna be able to do with my 502 00:20:22,440 --> 00:20:24,800 Speaker 2: dad and for my dad, I didn't really get a 503 00:20:24,880 --> 00:20:26,639 Speaker 2: chance to do, you know what I'm saying, because I 504 00:20:26,720 --> 00:20:29,600 Speaker 2: was doing so much early on and just taking care 505 00:20:29,640 --> 00:20:33,119 Speaker 2: of people who really not even in my family or 506 00:20:33,160 --> 00:20:34,840 Speaker 2: who I thought was family that you know what, I'm 507 00:20:34,880 --> 00:20:37,000 Speaker 2: so or I consider family because it never. 508 00:20:36,880 --> 00:20:38,879 Speaker 3: Starts real, Yeah, it never starts, It never stops. 509 00:20:38,920 --> 00:20:40,640 Speaker 2: You gotta really just cut it off, like you gotta 510 00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:41,479 Speaker 2: go cold turkey. 511 00:20:41,880 --> 00:20:43,719 Speaker 1: And the people that's still cool with you is the 512 00:20:43,760 --> 00:20:46,000 Speaker 1: ones that matter, and the people that's not cool after 513 00:20:46,080 --> 00:20:48,320 Speaker 1: you have to be like we I just can't. 514 00:20:48,160 --> 00:20:49,919 Speaker 2: Nah for sure, Like make it tell you. When I 515 00:20:49,960 --> 00:20:52,639 Speaker 2: first started going on the road and doing shows, I 516 00:20:52,680 --> 00:20:55,359 Speaker 2: used to have twenty thirty people with me, Like my 517 00:20:55,400 --> 00:20:57,440 Speaker 2: first time is going out of town, I'm having thirty 518 00:20:57,480 --> 00:21:00,480 Speaker 2: people with me. Now when I go out of town people, 519 00:21:01,640 --> 00:21:02,280 Speaker 2: I guess I. 520 00:21:02,240 --> 00:21:03,600 Speaker 3: Would love for make you to talk about this. 521 00:21:03,960 --> 00:21:06,040 Speaker 1: I want to hear some of these stories that maybe 522 00:21:07,280 --> 00:21:08,240 Speaker 1: can we turn his mic on? 523 00:21:08,320 --> 00:21:11,320 Speaker 3: Please come on, man, listen, you know me. 524 00:21:14,160 --> 00:21:17,200 Speaker 1: Because you've been you've honestly been doing this for how 525 00:21:17,240 --> 00:21:20,320 Speaker 1: long now? Like, oh, man into the mic, let's move 526 00:21:20,320 --> 00:21:22,040 Speaker 1: his mic over it. Look, okay, there we go. 527 00:21:22,080 --> 00:21:26,359 Speaker 4: Well, man, when I got with her, when herd before 528 00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:28,680 Speaker 4: he dropped his first tape, so when he was sixteen 529 00:21:28,760 --> 00:21:29,200 Speaker 4: years old. 530 00:21:29,240 --> 00:21:31,120 Speaker 2: So we've been doing this for thirteen. 531 00:21:30,840 --> 00:21:32,560 Speaker 3: That's not you know, that does not happen. 532 00:21:32,960 --> 00:21:35,440 Speaker 1: Yeah too often where somebody's with you from the beginning. 533 00:21:35,800 --> 00:21:38,240 Speaker 3: Yeah like that and now little Herb is back. 534 00:21:38,440 --> 00:21:44,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, full circle moment. It is fuck yeah, that's I mean, 535 00:21:44,440 --> 00:21:46,640 Speaker 2: that's your son, god Dad. So it's like it's more 536 00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:49,119 Speaker 2: than just like this is my real family for real. 537 00:21:49,200 --> 00:21:51,440 Speaker 2: So it's like he didn't sing he know me more 538 00:21:51,480 --> 00:21:53,879 Speaker 2: than I know myself for real, because to be completely honest, 539 00:21:53,960 --> 00:21:56,240 Speaker 2: like it was a blur for me early on, I 540 00:21:56,320 --> 00:21:58,600 Speaker 2: ain't gonna lie like I was. I was wild, like 541 00:21:58,680 --> 00:22:02,000 Speaker 2: I get high. I used to be all sayings and perks, 542 00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:04,439 Speaker 2: and I like, I don't even remember a lot of stuff, 543 00:22:04,480 --> 00:22:06,240 Speaker 2: like I used to be in rooms or I wasn't 544 00:22:06,280 --> 00:22:08,520 Speaker 2: even really in a room because mentally I'm somewhere else, 545 00:22:08,600 --> 00:22:11,280 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. He always been sober, you know, 546 00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:12,280 Speaker 2: so he's like he. 547 00:22:12,280 --> 00:22:13,480 Speaker 3: Had to be somebody got it. 548 00:22:13,680 --> 00:22:15,400 Speaker 1: But you know, I want to ask Mickey because that's 549 00:22:15,720 --> 00:22:17,920 Speaker 1: people always be like, oh the people around you, because 550 00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:20,320 Speaker 1: you know, I hear that a lot, right, They'll be like, well, 551 00:22:20,560 --> 00:22:23,160 Speaker 1: like I hear that when people talk about Kanye, they'll 552 00:22:23,240 --> 00:22:25,479 Speaker 1: be like, oh, the people around him is letting him 553 00:22:25,520 --> 00:22:27,840 Speaker 1: do this. Oh, the people around him are enabling him. 554 00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:31,240 Speaker 1: But as somebody who was the people around you know 555 00:22:31,400 --> 00:22:33,560 Speaker 1: her when he was young, what would you say when 556 00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:35,399 Speaker 1: people say, well, why didn't you do something? 557 00:22:35,400 --> 00:22:37,600 Speaker 3: You were the people around him. That's that's the problem. 558 00:22:37,880 --> 00:22:38,480 Speaker 2: The reason. 559 00:22:38,560 --> 00:22:40,760 Speaker 4: The thing that I would say is I was never 560 00:22:41,040 --> 00:22:45,359 Speaker 4: an enabler. I was always a positive voice right to 561 00:22:45,680 --> 00:22:48,080 Speaker 4: get him to do what he needed to do. Get 562 00:22:48,119 --> 00:22:50,880 Speaker 4: out the streets. Take this music one hundred percent serious. 563 00:22:51,320 --> 00:22:53,879 Speaker 4: All of his success came in the beginning. He was 564 00:22:53,920 --> 00:22:56,720 Speaker 4: still in the streets. I was having to figure out 565 00:22:56,760 --> 00:22:59,080 Speaker 4: ways to get him to the studio to take this 566 00:22:59,119 --> 00:23:03,760 Speaker 4: stuff serious. Like, and I believed in him so much 567 00:23:04,960 --> 00:23:07,280 Speaker 4: that I stuck it out and stuck with him. And 568 00:23:07,320 --> 00:23:12,080 Speaker 4: you got to allow people to grow and be themselves. 569 00:23:12,160 --> 00:23:15,040 Speaker 4: It's like, as much as much as I'm a big 570 00:23:15,080 --> 00:23:18,439 Speaker 4: brother father figure to him, I don't ever try to 571 00:23:18,480 --> 00:23:20,840 Speaker 4: control him. You have to let an artist and a 572 00:23:20,880 --> 00:23:25,240 Speaker 4: man before anything, be himself and learned. You can always 573 00:23:25,320 --> 00:23:29,400 Speaker 4: offer advice. He'll tell you. I will say, hey, don't 574 00:23:29,400 --> 00:23:32,640 Speaker 4: do this, don't do that. I advise you against this, 575 00:23:32,800 --> 00:23:35,160 Speaker 4: don't do this. This is the pros and cons. This 576 00:23:35,200 --> 00:23:37,760 Speaker 4: is how that's gonna play out, but he makes his 577 00:23:37,800 --> 00:23:38,480 Speaker 4: own decision. 578 00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:40,359 Speaker 2: You know how I still touch them? 579 00:23:40,359 --> 00:23:44,760 Speaker 4: Well, he touch it, he gonna touch touch it. 580 00:23:44,960 --> 00:23:46,439 Speaker 1: Did you ever want to give up and be like 581 00:23:46,520 --> 00:23:48,639 Speaker 1: this is just too much? He is a knucklehead, like 582 00:23:48,760 --> 00:23:50,120 Speaker 1: I can I got. 583 00:23:50,359 --> 00:23:55,280 Speaker 4: I've been frustrated, and but I love him like my son. 584 00:23:55,560 --> 00:23:59,400 Speaker 2: To get what I'm saying. I've been. I've been frustrated, 585 00:23:59,600 --> 00:24:02,439 Speaker 2: you know, because I know I just I feel like you, 586 00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:06,120 Speaker 2: it's impossible for him to say no to that. Man, 587 00:24:06,400 --> 00:24:08,560 Speaker 2: I know for sure. It's like I done did so 588 00:24:08,640 --> 00:24:10,480 Speaker 2: much shit. Ain't no way that you don't want to 589 00:24:10,480 --> 00:24:12,239 Speaker 2: give up on me. My mama want to give up 590 00:24:12,240 --> 00:24:14,359 Speaker 2: on me. But I never wanted to give up on them. 591 00:24:14,400 --> 00:24:17,960 Speaker 4: I've been frustrated, don't get me wrong, and have to 592 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,479 Speaker 4: allow him in the room to go do you and 593 00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:23,080 Speaker 4: learn and bump your head. And I'm learning that with 594 00:24:23,160 --> 00:24:25,640 Speaker 4: my own kids right now. It's like I can't It's 595 00:24:25,640 --> 00:24:29,440 Speaker 4: not a video game. I can't control every step, every move. 596 00:24:29,600 --> 00:24:32,840 Speaker 4: I gotta teach them poem, show them I have real 597 00:24:32,920 --> 00:24:35,840 Speaker 4: love for him, and then let them go and know 598 00:24:35,960 --> 00:24:38,160 Speaker 4: that they're gonna always come back home and let them 599 00:24:38,160 --> 00:24:40,520 Speaker 4: know they have a space to come back home and 600 00:24:40,600 --> 00:24:43,280 Speaker 4: he knows that with me, you know, all they gotta 601 00:24:43,320 --> 00:24:46,400 Speaker 4: do is call me and say, hey, nick man, I mean, 602 00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:50,080 Speaker 4: let's get this shit back on the road. All right, 603 00:24:50,080 --> 00:24:52,720 Speaker 4: all right, what I'm gonna say, that's your sign? 604 00:24:53,119 --> 00:24:56,040 Speaker 1: Do you feel like sometimes people that grew up listening 605 00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:56,679 Speaker 1: to you want. 606 00:24:56,560 --> 00:24:58,320 Speaker 3: You to be back like how you were. 607 00:24:58,880 --> 00:25:01,680 Speaker 1: Definitely, And so that's a problem too, because sometimes people 608 00:25:01,720 --> 00:25:05,280 Speaker 1: don't want you to really like be positive, grow picture 609 00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:08,000 Speaker 1: your mental health, swear through the stress. They want you 610 00:25:08,080 --> 00:25:10,320 Speaker 1: to be like back outside. They're like, that's to her 611 00:25:10,440 --> 00:25:11,600 Speaker 1: we know, Yeah, definitely. 612 00:25:11,600 --> 00:25:13,520 Speaker 2: I think That's kind of one of the reasons why 613 00:25:13,560 --> 00:25:15,840 Speaker 2: I'm naming my project Little Herb though, you know, like 614 00:25:16,359 --> 00:25:20,120 Speaker 2: because for years and years I used to like hear that, 615 00:25:20,200 --> 00:25:22,359 Speaker 2: like people telling me, like you need to rap like this, 616 00:25:22,400 --> 00:25:24,199 Speaker 2: you need to do this, and it was hard for 617 00:25:24,240 --> 00:25:26,560 Speaker 2: me to like, excuse me, it was hard for me 618 00:25:26,640 --> 00:25:32,360 Speaker 2: to like find that version of that hunger because, yeah, 619 00:25:32,359 --> 00:25:34,479 Speaker 2: I think about I've been living in LA for seven years, 620 00:25:34,520 --> 00:25:36,879 Speaker 2: Like I've been done so much. I took care of 621 00:25:36,960 --> 00:25:39,320 Speaker 2: my mom, moved my mom out the hood. Like the 622 00:25:39,359 --> 00:25:41,439 Speaker 2: whole objective of this and where I come from, Like 623 00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:44,840 Speaker 2: I really had to beat death in jail. So it 624 00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:48,440 Speaker 2: gets to a point where you really like change your 625 00:25:48,440 --> 00:25:50,920 Speaker 2: circumstances and change your life where you're like, you gotta 626 00:25:51,000 --> 00:25:52,680 Speaker 2: find a reason to want to do it. The whole 627 00:25:52,680 --> 00:25:55,200 Speaker 2: objective is to make money and get out the streets 628 00:25:55,240 --> 00:25:57,640 Speaker 2: and change your family lives. Like, don't get me wrong, 629 00:25:57,640 --> 00:26:02,359 Speaker 2: I'm passionate about rap. Excuse I'm passionate about rap. I'm 630 00:26:02,400 --> 00:26:06,159 Speaker 2: passionate about like music. I love it. But like I 631 00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:08,639 Speaker 2: kind of did lose the hunger for a second, Like 632 00:26:08,720 --> 00:26:10,239 Speaker 2: you know, I had to find it, Like I had 633 00:26:10,280 --> 00:26:13,480 Speaker 2: to dig back into it and just realize where I 634 00:26:13,560 --> 00:26:15,399 Speaker 2: come from and everything that I had to do and 635 00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:18,680 Speaker 2: all the adversities that I had to overcome to get 636 00:26:18,760 --> 00:26:21,560 Speaker 2: where I am today and look back at it, and 637 00:26:21,880 --> 00:26:24,400 Speaker 2: I feel like I'm hungry now because I want more. 638 00:26:24,880 --> 00:26:26,200 Speaker 2: So what got to a point where it is like 639 00:26:26,240 --> 00:26:29,240 Speaker 2: I felt like I had everything that I needed or 640 00:26:29,240 --> 00:26:31,240 Speaker 2: everything that I could have asked for. I got a 641 00:26:31,560 --> 00:26:34,879 Speaker 2: beautiful family, I got my mom out the hood. I 642 00:26:34,920 --> 00:26:37,159 Speaker 2: don't got to look over my shoulder no more unless 643 00:26:37,200 --> 00:26:39,760 Speaker 2: I go back, Like I have to go put myself 644 00:26:39,800 --> 00:26:42,640 Speaker 2: back in that environment to feel unsafe, Like I go 645 00:26:42,680 --> 00:26:44,919 Speaker 2: in La. I walk around. I could be by myself, 646 00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:46,840 Speaker 2: no security, do the stuff that I do, you know 647 00:26:46,840 --> 00:26:48,720 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, because I'm in a whole area where 648 00:26:48,760 --> 00:26:50,960 Speaker 2: it's like nothing could really happen to me. For really, 649 00:26:51,320 --> 00:26:52,840 Speaker 2: I don't want to be naive to the fact because 650 00:26:52,840 --> 00:26:55,320 Speaker 2: of course something can happen to you anywhere, like me 651 00:26:55,440 --> 00:26:59,439 Speaker 2: being who I am. Nobody is in La these soccer 652 00:26:59,480 --> 00:27:01,720 Speaker 2: moms and he's old women not trying to do nothing 653 00:27:01,760 --> 00:27:03,040 Speaker 2: to me for really, you know what I'm saying. So 654 00:27:03,080 --> 00:27:06,240 Speaker 2: it's like I had to find that hunger in myself 655 00:27:06,280 --> 00:27:08,880 Speaker 2: again to like, you know, be able to rap hound 656 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:11,119 Speaker 2: rapping and making the music that I'm making. And you know, 657 00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:13,439 Speaker 2: I'm grateful, thank God that I did find it. But 658 00:27:13,840 --> 00:27:15,640 Speaker 2: it was kind of tough for real, Like I ain't 659 00:27:15,680 --> 00:27:18,879 Speaker 2: really rap about nothing but cars and jury and the 660 00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:21,600 Speaker 2: stuff that I was experienced because I rapped about my life, 661 00:27:21,720 --> 00:27:23,680 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, Like it was raw because 662 00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:25,600 Speaker 2: that was my life. Every day I woke up and 663 00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:29,040 Speaker 2: I went outside. I was up against death in jail 664 00:27:29,119 --> 00:27:31,200 Speaker 2: every day every day, every day, you feel what I'm saying. 665 00:27:31,240 --> 00:27:33,160 Speaker 2: So that's what it was, just like a reflection. 666 00:27:32,880 --> 00:27:34,199 Speaker 3: Of my music Mondy. 667 00:27:34,280 --> 00:27:35,919 Speaker 1: When was this period of time that you felt like 668 00:27:35,920 --> 00:27:37,800 Speaker 1: you kind of lost it and lost the hunger? 669 00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:46,840 Speaker 2: Mm probably like from twenty nineteen to twenty three, like 670 00:27:47,040 --> 00:27:49,119 Speaker 2: for real, for real, but I just stayed consistent with 671 00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:52,080 Speaker 2: dropping music and doing it. But mentally I wasn't like 672 00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:54,840 Speaker 2: in a headspace where I felt like confident, felt like 673 00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:56,320 Speaker 2: I was the hardest, Like you know what I'm saying. 674 00:27:56,359 --> 00:27:58,880 Speaker 2: I always knew I was talented, that I couldn't make 675 00:27:58,880 --> 00:28:02,240 Speaker 2: good music, But right now, me speaking on as Mike today, 676 00:28:02,240 --> 00:28:05,200 Speaker 2: like I feel like I'm one of the best rappers 677 00:28:05,240 --> 00:28:07,640 Speaker 2: like in my generation or one of the best rappers 678 00:28:07,680 --> 00:28:09,679 Speaker 2: period right now, Like you can put me up against 679 00:28:09,720 --> 00:28:12,440 Speaker 2: anybody and i'ma feel confident and feel like I could 680 00:28:12,720 --> 00:28:15,800 Speaker 2: stand total told with any artists or any MC. I 681 00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:18,000 Speaker 2: didn't feel like that four years ago, you know what 682 00:28:18,040 --> 00:28:18,440 Speaker 2: I'm saying. 683 00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:21,480 Speaker 1: But that was your own reasons why it was me. Yeah, 684 00:28:21,480 --> 00:28:23,760 Speaker 1: it was you doing that for sure. Yeah, you know 685 00:28:23,840 --> 00:28:26,080 Speaker 1: you beat like a lot of the odds too, just 686 00:28:26,160 --> 00:28:29,480 Speaker 1: in so many different situations, definitely, you know. Just I 687 00:28:29,520 --> 00:28:33,359 Speaker 1: know you said you went to rehab twice, and that's 688 00:28:33,560 --> 00:28:35,240 Speaker 1: and they do say people when they go to rehab, 689 00:28:35,280 --> 00:28:37,320 Speaker 1: they normally don't kick a habit the first time they go. 690 00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:40,240 Speaker 1: It does require and some people also go to rehab 691 00:28:40,280 --> 00:28:41,600 Speaker 1: and don't want anyone to know about that. 692 00:28:42,200 --> 00:28:43,680 Speaker 3: But that's something you open about it. 693 00:28:43,760 --> 00:28:46,680 Speaker 2: Yeah, I spoke about it for really and I feel 694 00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:48,480 Speaker 2: like it was it was good for me. I really 695 00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:50,720 Speaker 2: I did good the first time I went to rehabit though, 696 00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:55,120 Speaker 2: Like I think I went in two thousand and seventeen 697 00:28:55,280 --> 00:28:58,480 Speaker 2: or something like that or twenty eighteen, and I was 698 00:28:58,560 --> 00:29:01,320 Speaker 2: cleaned for like a year, and then I lost my 699 00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:04,600 Speaker 2: best friend. He got killed, and I relapsed, right, And 700 00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:07,080 Speaker 2: that's what, like, you know, made me relapse, cause I 701 00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:09,080 Speaker 2: only want to get emotionally talking about it, but like 702 00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:13,640 Speaker 2: I just felt like, you know, I experienced so much death, 703 00:29:13,720 --> 00:29:15,960 Speaker 2: like I said earlier, like I've been losing frands since 704 00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:19,560 Speaker 2: I was in middle school. And I was at a 705 00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:22,040 Speaker 2: point in my life where I felt successful. I had 706 00:29:22,080 --> 00:29:25,000 Speaker 2: just had my first kid, I was on tour, like 707 00:29:25,040 --> 00:29:26,920 Speaker 2: you know, I had moved out of Chicago. That was 708 00:29:26,960 --> 00:29:29,400 Speaker 2: when I first like really moved out of Chicago. And 709 00:29:29,480 --> 00:29:30,880 Speaker 2: I felt like, man, I don't even gott to be 710 00:29:30,920 --> 00:29:32,800 Speaker 2: in this no more. I gotta look over my shoulder. 711 00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:35,120 Speaker 2: I don't got to carry a gun, and I was. 712 00:29:35,320 --> 00:29:36,920 Speaker 2: I felt like I was just getting to the point 713 00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:40,880 Speaker 2: where I could make money and pull my people closest 714 00:29:40,880 --> 00:29:42,840 Speaker 2: to me out of that. And I lost one of 715 00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:44,960 Speaker 2: my best friends who I felt like was going to 716 00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:46,560 Speaker 2: be a part of that. Well not it felt like, 717 00:29:46,600 --> 00:29:47,960 Speaker 2: I know was going to be a part of that 718 00:29:48,080 --> 00:29:50,480 Speaker 2: journey and be with me, like I wanted. That was 719 00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:52,600 Speaker 2: one of the main people I wanted to save his life, 720 00:29:52,640 --> 00:29:54,120 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, Like I wanted to get 721 00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:56,640 Speaker 2: him out of Chicago, get him to LA with me, 722 00:29:56,720 --> 00:30:00,680 Speaker 2: and show him this lifestyle because when I like what 723 00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:03,520 Speaker 2: I was probably let me see twenty eighteen, when I 724 00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:06,400 Speaker 2: was twenty three years old. I first started doing music 725 00:30:06,400 --> 00:30:09,840 Speaker 2: when I was like sixteen fifteen, going on the road 726 00:30:10,080 --> 00:30:13,440 Speaker 2: doing shows seventeen eighteen nineteen. He never would come with me, 727 00:30:13,600 --> 00:30:15,680 Speaker 2: like he always wanted to be in the hood, right, 728 00:30:15,760 --> 00:30:17,120 Speaker 2: like he was one of the people like you know, 729 00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:22,080 Speaker 2: when I started like doing shows and getting famous, like 730 00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:23,800 Speaker 2: everybody want to come, Like when you got a show, 731 00:30:23,840 --> 00:30:25,160 Speaker 2: I want to come. I want to come. People I 732 00:30:25,160 --> 00:30:27,480 Speaker 2: don't even want to come want to come, like and 733 00:30:27,560 --> 00:30:29,080 Speaker 2: I used to have to beg him to come and 734 00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:30,680 Speaker 2: he had never come, you feel what I'm saying. So 735 00:30:30,720 --> 00:30:32,520 Speaker 2: it's like I got to a point where now I 736 00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:35,000 Speaker 2: got some real money, I'm in LA, Like I'm thinking, 737 00:30:35,040 --> 00:30:36,880 Speaker 2: I'm finna get a crib and my homiees just gonna 738 00:30:36,880 --> 00:30:38,360 Speaker 2: all come to LA with me, you know, And then 739 00:30:38,400 --> 00:30:41,120 Speaker 2: he got killed. It just made me real, real depressing, 740 00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:42,760 Speaker 2: and I just like I feel like I couldn't even 741 00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:44,479 Speaker 2: be there for my son at the time, you know, 742 00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:47,000 Speaker 2: Like and I just started back like getting high, and 743 00:30:47,040 --> 00:30:49,120 Speaker 2: then I had to go back to rehab after. 744 00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:52,480 Speaker 3: That, and that was like the survivor's remorse that you've Yeah. 745 00:30:52,240 --> 00:30:55,680 Speaker 2: Yeah, for sure, like definitely like losing him, losing my 746 00:30:55,720 --> 00:31:00,280 Speaker 2: homie Cap who passed away actually before him, then my 747 00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:02,520 Speaker 2: little brother passed away in twenty twenty one. It was 748 00:31:02,600 --> 00:31:03,840 Speaker 2: just like a lot on me for real. 749 00:31:03,960 --> 00:31:06,480 Speaker 1: That's a lot, yeah, for anybody to have to deal with. 750 00:31:07,600 --> 00:31:09,600 Speaker 1: And then I know, I'm also when the sound you 751 00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:12,040 Speaker 1: kind of touched a little bit, I think on on 752 00:31:12,440 --> 00:31:15,160 Speaker 1: went legit, the case that you had recently that you 753 00:31:15,240 --> 00:31:18,000 Speaker 1: managed to come through, Yeah, yeah, and you know that 754 00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:20,560 Speaker 1: has to also feel a little like I hate to 755 00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:22,520 Speaker 1: say it like this, but like embarrassing at the time 756 00:31:22,600 --> 00:31:24,560 Speaker 1: that it's in the news, it's the headlines, and people 757 00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:26,640 Speaker 1: are making up like their own story. 758 00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:28,800 Speaker 2: It was real embarrassing for me to be honest, like 759 00:31:28,920 --> 00:31:31,840 Speaker 2: people just making up stories of what they think was 760 00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:33,880 Speaker 2: going on or you know what I'm saying, and people 761 00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:36,920 Speaker 2: like it was what really frustrated me for real, Like 762 00:31:37,880 --> 00:31:40,280 Speaker 2: I ain't I was surprised that all the people that 763 00:31:40,480 --> 00:31:41,560 Speaker 2: wanted me to go to jail. 764 00:31:41,880 --> 00:31:44,560 Speaker 3: People think everything is so funny, like it's. 765 00:31:44,440 --> 00:31:46,480 Speaker 2: They wanted me to go to jail. It was crazy 766 00:31:46,520 --> 00:31:49,280 Speaker 2: to me, like crazy people like I post something in 767 00:31:49,320 --> 00:31:50,920 Speaker 2: the college, but like, ain't you in jail? Was she 768 00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:52,720 Speaker 2: supposed to be in jail? When he going to jail? 769 00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:55,240 Speaker 2: With this? Like it was insane to me, Like I 770 00:31:55,320 --> 00:31:59,480 Speaker 2: never seen like so many people like felt I feel 771 00:31:59,480 --> 00:32:02,000 Speaker 2: like they hated like it was. It was definitely embarrassing 772 00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:04,800 Speaker 2: going through that kind of situation and just seeing like 773 00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:06,840 Speaker 2: people who I felt like I ain't even gonna say. 774 00:32:06,880 --> 00:32:08,719 Speaker 2: I felt like because you know, like I ain't naive. 775 00:32:08,800 --> 00:32:10,880 Speaker 2: I know the internet really don't love you, like they're 776 00:32:10,920 --> 00:32:12,440 Speaker 2: not really with you for real, Like you know what 777 00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:14,480 Speaker 2: I'm saying, they love you today, hate you tomorrow. But 778 00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:17,640 Speaker 2: just like I've never been the type to like pray 779 00:32:17,680 --> 00:32:19,200 Speaker 2: on nobody downfall. 780 00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:23,680 Speaker 1: Right, keeple online, enjoy like those types of headlines to 781 00:32:23,840 --> 00:32:26,280 Speaker 1: because that's a big story, Nicky, where were you and 782 00:32:26,320 --> 00:32:27,160 Speaker 1: all this, like. 783 00:32:27,840 --> 00:32:30,680 Speaker 4: Right in the midst of it at every court date 784 00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:35,960 Speaker 4: and just giving them support and man, praying that, yeah, 785 00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:39,960 Speaker 4: praying that he got his freedom, and hating the fact 786 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:44,640 Speaker 4: that it's hard to explain yourself to millions of people 787 00:32:44,800 --> 00:32:50,600 Speaker 4: right case that you really can't talk about and it's 788 00:32:50,680 --> 00:32:53,280 Speaker 4: just it was it was frustrating for all of us 789 00:32:53,360 --> 00:32:55,720 Speaker 4: that loved him because it was a reality that he 790 00:32:55,840 --> 00:32:59,520 Speaker 4: might have to actually go to jail, and that's something 791 00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:03,479 Speaker 4: that you know, I'm your son's godfather, right, So at 792 00:33:03,520 --> 00:33:05,160 Speaker 4: the end of the day, it was like, man, I'm 793 00:33:05,200 --> 00:33:09,160 Speaker 4: thinking about that and the kids and everything that has 794 00:33:09,240 --> 00:33:12,160 Speaker 4: to do with him, and how we're gonna set this 795 00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:16,200 Speaker 4: thing up if the worst scenario happens. And we prayed 796 00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:18,480 Speaker 4: and God delivered. 797 00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:20,720 Speaker 1: Yeah, No, that was a blessing because I know you've 798 00:33:20,720 --> 00:33:22,600 Speaker 1: probably been thinking, I don't know what's about to happen. 799 00:33:22,680 --> 00:33:24,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, I was definitely I ain't gonna lie. I was 800 00:33:24,440 --> 00:33:27,320 Speaker 2: definitely nervous for real to the last second, think about it, 801 00:33:27,360 --> 00:33:30,680 Speaker 2: like I didn't been through so much and overcame so 802 00:33:30,840 --> 00:33:33,480 Speaker 2: much and like be at that point of my life 803 00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:36,160 Speaker 2: in my career where it's like you're finna go to jail. 804 00:33:36,200 --> 00:33:39,200 Speaker 2: I made all the success and not being able, Like 805 00:33:39,360 --> 00:33:41,640 Speaker 2: I've never been the type to like explain myself for 806 00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:45,160 Speaker 2: going the Internet and go respond back to comments or 807 00:33:45,160 --> 00:33:47,320 Speaker 2: the negative feed, you know what I'm saying, Like that's 808 00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:50,040 Speaker 2: never been my thing. But like I it was just 809 00:33:50,120 --> 00:33:52,520 Speaker 2: crazy to me. I was aways so shocked by the 810 00:33:52,560 --> 00:33:55,280 Speaker 2: people who really, like, I've been making money so I 811 00:33:55,280 --> 00:33:57,800 Speaker 2: was sixteen years old, like I really like I was 812 00:33:57,840 --> 00:34:00,560 Speaker 2: then there a millionaire eighteen nineteen years old. What the 813 00:34:00,600 --> 00:34:03,320 Speaker 2: fuck reason do I have to go do wife fruy right? 814 00:34:03,920 --> 00:34:05,800 Speaker 2: Like that don't even make sense to me, Like what 815 00:34:05,840 --> 00:34:07,920 Speaker 2: the fuck am I doing with some wife fry? Like 816 00:34:08,200 --> 00:34:10,440 Speaker 2: I bought my mama manche when I was nineteen years old. 817 00:34:10,480 --> 00:34:12,799 Speaker 2: I've been making money that long, like for real, for real, 818 00:34:13,840 --> 00:34:16,000 Speaker 2: I ain't you know, Like I was real deal innocent, 819 00:34:16,080 --> 00:34:17,520 Speaker 2: Like I didn't have nothing to do with that shit 820 00:34:17,520 --> 00:34:18,920 Speaker 2: for real, you know what I'm saying. So it's like 821 00:34:19,239 --> 00:34:21,560 Speaker 2: that was the thing, and I didn't I didn't care 822 00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:23,759 Speaker 2: to go explain it. I damn that couldn't explain it 823 00:34:23,760 --> 00:34:25,040 Speaker 2: because I was in the middle of the case. You 824 00:34:25,040 --> 00:34:28,120 Speaker 2: feel me. And then it's like it's tough to really 825 00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:31,719 Speaker 2: stand like you know, stand on tin and just be 826 00:34:31,760 --> 00:34:33,480 Speaker 2: like all right, whatever come with this shit is cool, 827 00:34:33,480 --> 00:34:35,839 Speaker 2: Like just go go lay down and go to jail 828 00:34:35,880 --> 00:34:37,520 Speaker 2: for some shit that you had nothing to do it, 829 00:34:37,719 --> 00:34:40,000 Speaker 2: Like that's a different like if I committed the crime, 830 00:34:40,040 --> 00:34:43,319 Speaker 2: it's different. Right of going to jail for something you 831 00:34:43,360 --> 00:34:45,760 Speaker 2: didn't do. That's a different type of like just having 832 00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:48,080 Speaker 2: discipline as a man, Like I'm just gonna go sit 833 00:34:48,160 --> 00:34:51,000 Speaker 2: down and make sure everything good, my affair is good 834 00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:52,920 Speaker 2: in order for you know, me to be able to 835 00:34:52,920 --> 00:34:55,400 Speaker 2: take care of my family, because I can't really like 836 00:34:55,480 --> 00:34:58,120 Speaker 2: downgrade my lifestyle. I gotta still be able to provide 837 00:34:58,200 --> 00:35:00,080 Speaker 2: for my family and my kids no matter what. 838 00:35:00,440 --> 00:35:03,680 Speaker 4: Right and not to really know what was gonna be 839 00:35:03,719 --> 00:35:08,600 Speaker 4: the decision until the actual courtinate at the end, when 840 00:35:08,600 --> 00:35:11,839 Speaker 4: the judge came back from deliberating and talking to him, 841 00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:16,200 Speaker 4: like at that point, like we in the courtroom, heads down, praying, 842 00:35:16,480 --> 00:35:18,480 Speaker 4: and we didn't. 843 00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:21,200 Speaker 2: Know when I walked in that courtroom, I ain't know 844 00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:22,640 Speaker 2: if I was gonna walk out of her. 845 00:35:22,760 --> 00:35:26,560 Speaker 4: She had no guarantees that he wasn't gonna have to 846 00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:27,960 Speaker 4: go to the back right then. 847 00:35:27,880 --> 00:35:32,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, little Herb is gonna be So the album did 848 00:35:32,520 --> 00:35:33,200 Speaker 1: get pushed. 849 00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:34,560 Speaker 2: Back, right, Yeah, I pushed the album back up. 850 00:35:34,719 --> 00:35:35,719 Speaker 3: Why did you push it back? 851 00:35:36,680 --> 00:35:40,400 Speaker 2: Really? Because like h and I'm gonna be completely honest 852 00:35:40,440 --> 00:35:41,920 Speaker 2: for real, for real. It had a lot to do 853 00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:45,359 Speaker 2: with just like and the finishing touches. I was, I'm 854 00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:48,239 Speaker 2: so like hands on, and I feel like there's gonna 855 00:35:48,239 --> 00:35:50,200 Speaker 2: be such a special project. I didn't want to leave 856 00:35:50,239 --> 00:35:52,360 Speaker 2: nothing else, Like, just got to make sure all the 857 00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:55,160 Speaker 2: clearances together, Like, I didn't want to swap no songs 858 00:35:55,239 --> 00:35:57,279 Speaker 2: or anything. You feel what I'm saying, Like because the 859 00:35:57,320 --> 00:35:59,400 Speaker 2: original day, Yeah, the original day was supposed to been 860 00:35:59,440 --> 00:36:02,080 Speaker 2: October three, right before my birthday. So I pushed it 861 00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:04,520 Speaker 2: back to like me and late October, just like two 862 00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:06,960 Speaker 2: weeks for real, right, just finish. I didn't want to 863 00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:09,120 Speaker 2: Like I got a hundred songs, don't get me wrong, 864 00:36:09,160 --> 00:36:09,680 Speaker 2: Like I could. 865 00:36:09,560 --> 00:36:12,800 Speaker 3: Have made it last couple of mites could have been albums. 866 00:36:13,680 --> 00:36:16,360 Speaker 2: I mean it could have, but I just I was 867 00:36:16,400 --> 00:36:18,319 Speaker 2: trying to, like really to be honest with you, I 868 00:36:18,360 --> 00:36:20,800 Speaker 2: was just trying to get back in my groove for real, okay, 869 00:36:21,280 --> 00:36:24,040 Speaker 2: just with music, like have fun and try to put 870 00:36:24,120 --> 00:36:26,759 Speaker 2: music out and just try to see, like you know what, 871 00:36:26,840 --> 00:36:30,040 Speaker 2: connect with the streets for real, you know, because twenty 872 00:36:30,200 --> 00:36:32,640 Speaker 2: twenty two, twenty three, I didn't really drop much music 873 00:36:32,680 --> 00:36:35,000 Speaker 2: because I was like getting my business in order and 874 00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:37,920 Speaker 2: just like getting my mental together. I was really still 875 00:36:38,200 --> 00:36:40,880 Speaker 2: kind of like shaken back from grieving and lost to 876 00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:42,879 Speaker 2: my little brother for them two years. Like I really 877 00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:46,920 Speaker 2: fell into like alcoholism real bad, Like I lost myself 878 00:36:47,040 --> 00:36:50,600 Speaker 2: bad after my brother that, like I admit, like I 879 00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:53,040 Speaker 2: really wasn't myself. I turned into a whole other person, 880 00:36:53,080 --> 00:36:55,520 Speaker 2: you knowe what I'm saying, like drinking every day, wanted 881 00:36:55,560 --> 00:36:58,000 Speaker 2: to be outside party and anything and just get my 882 00:36:58,080 --> 00:36:59,480 Speaker 2: mad off of that, you know what I'm saying. Like 883 00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:02,160 Speaker 2: I was really in the now that he got killed. 884 00:37:02,160 --> 00:37:06,839 Speaker 2: So twoenty twenty two, twenty three, I was like I 885 00:37:06,880 --> 00:37:09,560 Speaker 2: had to like really like it was like a reality 886 00:37:09,640 --> 00:37:11,560 Speaker 2: check for me for real, Like just like all right, 887 00:37:11,560 --> 00:37:13,279 Speaker 2: bet let me get my beness in order, let me 888 00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:15,160 Speaker 2: figure out what I want to do with my career 889 00:37:15,200 --> 00:37:17,880 Speaker 2: in music. Like I was just winging it for like 890 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:20,120 Speaker 2: a year and a half two years, So I spent 891 00:37:20,239 --> 00:37:22,160 Speaker 2: all that time trying to like, you know, just get 892 00:37:22,200 --> 00:37:25,279 Speaker 2: a grip and figure it out. So the last year 893 00:37:25,400 --> 00:37:27,799 Speaker 2: twenty twenty four to twenty five, I just wanted to 894 00:37:27,880 --> 00:37:29,799 Speaker 2: kind of like figure out how to rap again and 895 00:37:29,960 --> 00:37:31,640 Speaker 2: just like for music out and see what. 896 00:37:31,840 --> 00:37:32,359 Speaker 3: And it works. 897 00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:34,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, for sure and that so that felt it 898 00:37:35,000 --> 00:37:36,440 Speaker 1: felt good to you to be but it be like 899 00:37:36,440 --> 00:37:38,000 Speaker 1: people's responses were amazing. 900 00:37:38,080 --> 00:37:40,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, And that's why I like, I love everybody who 901 00:37:40,600 --> 00:37:42,520 Speaker 2: support me on the app, because that's how I was 902 00:37:42,560 --> 00:37:45,040 Speaker 2: trying it for real, Like I wasn't trying to put 903 00:37:45,200 --> 00:37:47,880 Speaker 2: music out on DSPs, like I was just testing my 904 00:37:47,960 --> 00:37:49,879 Speaker 2: app and seeing who really rocked with me, Like all right, 905 00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:51,640 Speaker 2: bet go listen to it on the app and see 906 00:37:51,640 --> 00:37:54,560 Speaker 2: what feedback I could get from that. Because I was 907 00:37:54,640 --> 00:37:56,440 Speaker 2: just locked in the studio and just tried to make 908 00:37:56,480 --> 00:37:58,759 Speaker 2: as much music as I can and whatever I came 909 00:37:58,800 --> 00:38:01,000 Speaker 2: out with that was good. I just put projects together. 910 00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:03,200 Speaker 2: I think I dropped like three four mixtapes and just 911 00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:03,839 Speaker 2: what was. 912 00:38:03,800 --> 00:38:05,320 Speaker 3: The pressure of you doing through the fire? 913 00:38:06,320 --> 00:38:08,359 Speaker 2: It was I ain't gonna lie that. That's crazy you 914 00:38:08,400 --> 00:38:11,360 Speaker 2: asked me that because that was one of the toughest 915 00:38:11,360 --> 00:38:12,920 Speaker 2: songs for real, because. 916 00:38:12,719 --> 00:38:16,360 Speaker 3: People are gonna compare like your own like twenty twenty. 917 00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:20,080 Speaker 2: Five, Yeah for sure, like through the wires, Like definitely 918 00:38:20,239 --> 00:38:23,000 Speaker 2: in my top three of Kanye. 919 00:38:22,760 --> 00:38:24,760 Speaker 3: Songs probably I could see that, Yeah. 920 00:38:24,600 --> 00:38:26,680 Speaker 2: Definitely, you know what I'm saying. So like to do that, 921 00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:28,359 Speaker 2: it was tough for me. I wanted to be able 922 00:38:28,400 --> 00:38:32,440 Speaker 2: to kind of like dig into like all the emotions 923 00:38:32,480 --> 00:38:34,520 Speaker 2: that I could find doing that record, you know, So 924 00:38:34,600 --> 00:38:35,840 Speaker 2: it was a lot of pressure on me though I 925 00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:37,880 Speaker 2: ain't gonna lie like and even when I did it, 926 00:38:37,920 --> 00:38:40,319 Speaker 2: I still wasn't like super comfortable with it, Like I 927 00:38:40,320 --> 00:38:41,960 Speaker 2: ain't know how it was gonna be. I had to 928 00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:45,799 Speaker 2: like read the room after I was done, see like 929 00:38:45,840 --> 00:38:48,239 Speaker 2: what everybody was feeling. Yeah, I had to see what 930 00:38:48,360 --> 00:38:51,400 Speaker 2: everybody was I think it did, thank you for sure. 931 00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:54,839 Speaker 1: It's because it's nostalgic, but it's your own version of 932 00:38:55,480 --> 00:38:56,919 Speaker 1: and rightfully so yeah. 933 00:38:56,960 --> 00:38:59,080 Speaker 2: So its like I was like, that's why I was 934 00:38:59,120 --> 00:39:01,560 Speaker 2: like talking about my uncle and my father and stuff, 935 00:39:01,560 --> 00:39:04,759 Speaker 2: because I just wanted to be like just get all 936 00:39:04,800 --> 00:39:07,319 Speaker 2: the real emotions out because that's what YA did on 937 00:39:07,320 --> 00:39:08,960 Speaker 2: that record. So I was just trying to get as 938 00:39:08,960 --> 00:39:10,160 Speaker 2: close as I could to that. 939 00:39:10,880 --> 00:39:13,320 Speaker 3: I like it, So what are we expecting from Little Herb? 940 00:39:13,719 --> 00:39:16,520 Speaker 2: Oh Man, Little Herb? It is definitely I don't even 941 00:39:16,560 --> 00:39:18,440 Speaker 2: like saying this type of stuff, but I'm gona just 942 00:39:18,520 --> 00:39:20,120 Speaker 2: go ahead and put it out there. Man, I'm a 943 00:39:20,280 --> 00:39:21,080 Speaker 2: manifested man. 944 00:39:21,120 --> 00:39:22,880 Speaker 3: I feel like it's gonna be album of the year. 945 00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:25,759 Speaker 2: For sure, like my best body of work. Definitely. I 946 00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:29,480 Speaker 2: feel like and it's just like elevated rap, Like it's 947 00:39:29,480 --> 00:39:31,840 Speaker 2: not even just like it's not about the songs. You 948 00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:35,400 Speaker 2: gotta really listen to my lyricism and the word play 949 00:39:35,440 --> 00:39:37,400 Speaker 2: and the stuff that I'm saying on the album and 950 00:39:37,440 --> 00:39:40,319 Speaker 2: the topics that I'm touching on. I feel like it's 951 00:39:41,560 --> 00:39:45,040 Speaker 2: like what music has been lately. It's getting back to 952 00:39:45,120 --> 00:39:47,520 Speaker 2: hip hop, like real rap, you know what I'm saying, 953 00:39:47,600 --> 00:39:51,480 Speaker 2: Like it's cool people making records and the stuff that 954 00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:53,640 Speaker 2: turned the clubs up. Like don't get me wrong, I 955 00:39:53,640 --> 00:39:55,960 Speaker 2: got those kind of vibes on that, but I'm really 956 00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:57,920 Speaker 2: really rapping on here, you know what I'm saying, And 957 00:39:57,960 --> 00:40:00,919 Speaker 2: like that's who Little Herb was. But introduction of who 958 00:40:00,920 --> 00:40:03,600 Speaker 2: Little Herd was to the world was a kid from 959 00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:06,880 Speaker 2: say Ninth Street and one of the worst neighborhoods that 960 00:40:07,040 --> 00:40:08,719 Speaker 2: just knew how to rap, Like in the midst of 961 00:40:08,840 --> 00:40:12,120 Speaker 2: drill and what drill was. I was the the drill 962 00:40:12,200 --> 00:40:14,560 Speaker 2: rapper that like, oh no, he could spit like he 963 00:40:14,640 --> 00:40:16,400 Speaker 2: an m C. You know what I'm saying. I think 964 00:40:16,840 --> 00:40:18,400 Speaker 2: that's what you know, love her it is. 965 00:40:18,520 --> 00:40:23,560 Speaker 1: So I was visiting and he collapsed from. 966 00:40:23,080 --> 00:40:26,520 Speaker 2: Perhaps I want to I'm handing a little something, man. 967 00:40:26,600 --> 00:40:28,759 Speaker 2: You know, I'm trying to. I'm trying to really, you know, 968 00:40:28,880 --> 00:40:31,480 Speaker 2: bring Bibby our retirement. So we're gonna see when it dropped. 969 00:40:31,480 --> 00:40:34,040 Speaker 1: Man, you keep saying that, let's see if it's gonna happen. 970 00:40:34,200 --> 00:40:37,759 Speaker 2: Yeah, Yet I'm trying to bring Biby our retirement. Man. 971 00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:42,040 Speaker 2: Biby like he just super picky with the music that 972 00:40:42,200 --> 00:40:43,799 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, he like and what he 973 00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:45,400 Speaker 2: want to put out. You feel I'm saying like he 974 00:40:45,480 --> 00:40:48,360 Speaker 2: tell me, you know, it's so crazy, like not even crazy, 975 00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:50,200 Speaker 2: like he tell me at time we talk. He like, bro, 976 00:40:50,320 --> 00:40:53,800 Speaker 2: you're going crazy right now. Like he felt like, I'm 977 00:40:53,840 --> 00:40:56,920 Speaker 2: like my best when it come to like rap right now. 978 00:40:56,960 --> 00:40:59,919 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. That's great, yeah, like for sure, 979 00:41:00,080 --> 00:41:02,680 Speaker 2: but Bibby like and I feel the same way about him, 980 00:41:02,719 --> 00:41:04,279 Speaker 2: Like he'd be saying, like he has say some shit 981 00:41:04,400 --> 00:41:06,600 Speaker 2: like mom, we can hear now I can't rap, but 982 00:41:06,640 --> 00:41:10,160 Speaker 2: like it's no way, there's no way possible. He can't. 983 00:41:10,600 --> 00:41:12,759 Speaker 2: You rapp too good to not. You know what I'm saying. 984 00:41:12,719 --> 00:41:15,439 Speaker 2: I like you could, like like it's like Iron Shop 985 00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:19,480 Speaker 2: or iron but I ain't. And it's been it's probably 986 00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:23,520 Speaker 2: been seven years since me and Bibby actually been in 987 00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:25,880 Speaker 2: the studio together and did a song, like that's what 988 00:41:25,920 --> 00:41:27,560 Speaker 2: I want to do. Like, if we get in the 989 00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:30,080 Speaker 2: studio in the studio and do a song, it's gonna 990 00:41:30,120 --> 00:41:31,920 Speaker 2: be a smash. But we ain't did that in at 991 00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:32,880 Speaker 2: least seven years. 992 00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:34,440 Speaker 3: Well, he don't got much time, so he got to 993 00:41:34,480 --> 00:41:34,880 Speaker 3: hurry up. 994 00:41:34,920 --> 00:41:38,880 Speaker 1: For sure, it's coming out here and it's gonna be 995 00:41:38,960 --> 00:41:41,040 Speaker 1: on your app, But no, it's not, is it the 996 00:41:41,239 --> 00:41:43,040 Speaker 1: Is this the last album that you have as part 997 00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:43,440 Speaker 1: of your deal? 998 00:41:43,480 --> 00:41:46,600 Speaker 2: Because okay, I'm gonna be one hundred percent independent man 999 00:41:46,640 --> 00:41:48,080 Speaker 2: the first time in my career. 1000 00:41:48,680 --> 00:41:50,000 Speaker 3: It's good that you said it that bright. 1001 00:41:50,040 --> 00:41:51,919 Speaker 1: You got the app going, You see how it's working, 1002 00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:54,359 Speaker 1: iron out all the kinks in that people can get 1003 00:41:54,360 --> 00:41:54,560 Speaker 1: on there. 1004 00:41:54,600 --> 00:41:55,480 Speaker 3: It's not gonna crash. 1005 00:41:55,680 --> 00:41:57,640 Speaker 2: No, it's not gonna crash for sure, Like for sure, 1006 00:41:57,680 --> 00:42:00,479 Speaker 2: I got an elite team behind the app now for sure. 1007 00:42:00,719 --> 00:42:03,839 Speaker 2: And I'm I'm like, I'm just trying to figure out 1008 00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:06,960 Speaker 2: like certain things, like even outside of my album, I 1009 00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:10,600 Speaker 2: got so much music and I'm still recording still, like 1010 00:42:10,640 --> 00:42:12,600 Speaker 2: even though my album is turned in, Like I'm still 1011 00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:16,360 Speaker 2: recording and trying to push stuff together, like just to 1012 00:42:16,400 --> 00:42:18,600 Speaker 2: just keep feeding the algorithm on my app, Like that's 1013 00:42:18,600 --> 00:42:20,320 Speaker 2: more important to me than anything. 1014 00:42:20,440 --> 00:42:22,319 Speaker 1: That's what gave you back your energy. It's having your 1015 00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:24,640 Speaker 1: own app. But you can do whatever it is that 1016 00:42:24,680 --> 00:42:24,960 Speaker 1: you want. 1017 00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:26,680 Speaker 2: I could wake up at four in the morning, like, 1018 00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:28,239 Speaker 2: might I want to drop this song and just put 1019 00:42:28,239 --> 00:42:28,879 Speaker 2: it out on my app? 1020 00:42:29,239 --> 00:42:32,200 Speaker 3: That's dope. You've done so many things that people haven't done. 1021 00:42:32,239 --> 00:42:35,800 Speaker 1: You got the family again along everybody. I think that's amazing. 1022 00:42:35,840 --> 00:42:38,560 Speaker 1: So congrats on that because that was a journey. Sometimes 1023 00:42:38,560 --> 00:42:40,480 Speaker 1: people can't even see that that will ever happen. 1024 00:42:41,719 --> 00:42:44,600 Speaker 2: I mean I did though. That's the crazy part about it. 1025 00:42:44,640 --> 00:42:47,640 Speaker 2: Like I'm always been like a visionary. I'm like, man, 1026 00:42:47,800 --> 00:42:49,759 Speaker 2: it's gonna be cool to get greater later, you know, 1027 00:42:49,800 --> 00:42:52,120 Speaker 2: And it's all like just just got to try to 1028 00:42:52,120 --> 00:42:53,879 Speaker 2: figure out how to do the next best thing, because 1029 00:42:53,880 --> 00:42:56,280 Speaker 2: at the end of the day, ain't nothing more important 1030 00:42:56,320 --> 00:42:57,440 Speaker 2: than Yeah. 1031 00:42:57,560 --> 00:43:00,439 Speaker 3: That's right. You got an apology from Selene the Power. 1032 00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:04,160 Speaker 2: I ain't never seen that, probably the only art rapper 1033 00:43:04,200 --> 00:43:06,640 Speaker 2: to ever get an apology from us show. The shouts 1034 00:43:06,680 --> 00:43:07,200 Speaker 2: out to her. 1035 00:43:07,160 --> 00:43:10,360 Speaker 1: Man being open and honest about your story. But I 1036 00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:11,680 Speaker 1: appreciate you for coming up. 1037 00:43:11,680 --> 00:43:14,560 Speaker 3: It's always great talking to you. Your interviews are always amazing. 1038 00:43:14,640 --> 00:43:16,560 Speaker 2: Definitely, Definitely, it is always good to see you. 1039 00:43:16,640 --> 00:43:18,960 Speaker 3: Yeah, you, thank you so much for getting on that. 1040 00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:20,919 Speaker 2: Right, you got an interview. How to make you Ain't 1041 00:43:20,920 --> 00:43:25,239 Speaker 2: nobody doing that, got a presence, ain't nobody doing that. 1042 00:43:26,280 --> 00:43:27,600 Speaker 3: But that's how we have to do it. We plan 1043 00:43:27,760 --> 00:43:32,920 Speaker 3: this back all right. Well, thank you so much. I 1044 00:43:32,960 --> 00:43:34,080 Speaker 3: appreciate you sure