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Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning.

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Speaker 2: The Breakfast Club Morning, everybody in stevej Envy just hilarious.

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Speaker 2: Charlamagne the guy we are the Breakfast Club. Lola Rosa

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Speaker 2: is here as well, and we got a special guests.

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Speaker 3: In the building.

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Speaker 1: Welcome.

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Speaker 3: How you doing.

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Speaker 1: It's been a long time.

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Speaker 3: How are you feeling.

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Speaker 4: It's been a very long time. It's been probably over

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Speaker 4: what seven years or something like that.

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Speaker 5: I'm bugging at This is the twentieth anniversary of your

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Speaker 5: debut album, My God Dance.

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Speaker 6: Fly By.

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Speaker 3: It is a long time.

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Speaker 1: How does it feel when you think back to think

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Speaker 1: about that.

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Speaker 3: I'm still processing it.

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Speaker 4: I mean, I'm happy that we're able to do a

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Speaker 4: tour twenty aeth year anniversary tour is more insane because

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Speaker 4: I mean, I mean, it's a great album. So yeah,

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Speaker 4: I appreciative of the fans and them supporting.

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Speaker 5: So what do you remember about yourself twenty years ago?

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Speaker 5: The woman you were twenty years ago?

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Speaker 4: Recking moons baby, just just fighting is crazy, just insane.

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Speaker 3: But I learned a lot, so it's all good.

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Speaker 2: You ever go back to some of those old times

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Speaker 2: and those old interviews and watching them and be like, god, damn,

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Speaker 2: I don't know.

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Speaker 3: M I just act like it never happened.

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Speaker 1: But you gotta love every version of yourself. Every version

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Speaker 1: of yourself played a part because we grew up.

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Speaker 7: Well, I feel like I grew up with you.

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Speaker 8: You going through those different times like music and.

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Speaker 7: Reality Showish Cold then mom, Keisha Cold.

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Speaker 3: That's what did it be?

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Speaker 7: The mom?

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Speaker 6: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: I didn't want to, like, you know, go to jail

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Speaker 4: and never get to see them again. So I mean

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Speaker 4: you have to make life altering decisions. That gay man

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Speaker 4: if I do that and see me up the creek.

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Speaker 2: The Keisha Remy ma.

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Speaker 1: Ever, that was a crazy era.

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Speaker 3: That was That was that was That was stumping for sure.

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Speaker 2: I'm just thinking I'm thinking back, like wow, just about that.

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Speaker 2: If there was like heavy social media back.

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Speaker 3: Then, oh thank god no heavy phones back then. Yeah.

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Speaker 4: I think soon as I actually was pregnant when instant

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Speaker 4: was it Instagram, Twitter?

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Speaker 3: When Twitter first.

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Speaker 4: Started, and Monica was trying to get me on Twitter

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Speaker 4: and she was on Twitter, and I just I didn't

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Speaker 3: It's like everybody just they was talking.

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Speaker 4: You know, I'm like, okay, I spelled one word wrong once.

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Speaker 3: It was not my type of tigue. But yeah, it's been.

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Speaker 3: It's been a minute twenty years.

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Speaker 5: What part of your story do you think people still

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Speaker 5: get wrong even after all these years.

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Speaker 3: Wrong?

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Speaker 9: Wrong, yeah, misconception, Uh yeah, that I'm really mean, that

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Speaker 9: I'm nasty, that I got a bad attitude, I'm a bit.

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Speaker 4: Stuff like that, I guess because that's not the case, right,

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Speaker 4: But maybe back then, I don't know, you know, but

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Speaker 4: we all grow, we all changed, we all evolved. So

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Speaker 4: I think that now that's the vibe. Like, you know,

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Speaker 4: it's twenty years. My oldest is fifteen, so you know.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, Oh, and she was just telling me she wanted

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Speaker 3: a little girl. She's ready for a little girl. Now

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Speaker 3: I am ready for a little girl to start over.

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Speaker 4: If God yes, for the rest of my life, yep,

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Speaker 4: that would be awesome.

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Speaker 3: I mean, you know, when you were accomplished.

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Speaker 4: So many things, and you set so many goals for yourself,

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Speaker 4: and imagine accomplishing those goals, all.

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Speaker 3: The goals that you set for yourself.

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Speaker 4: Like I always wanted to headline my own arena tour.

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Speaker 4: I'm pretty sure I said that when I came up here,

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Speaker 4: maybe ten years ago. And I mean, just like that,

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Speaker 4: I'm on my second one now for my first album,

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Speaker 4: that is just insane to me just to kind of

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Speaker 4: process that. But I mean, I think setting new goals

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Speaker 4: and just wanting new things in my life.

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Speaker 3: I think a girl would be one.

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Speaker 4: Of them, because this version of Keisha would be better

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Speaker 4: for sure. A girl, Yeah, and a husband and a husband.

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Speaker 4: The old one was not taking it, not having it.

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Speaker 3: No, actually you got to go. I think, yeah, we

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Speaker 3: came up here one time. Yeah, yeah, so that was

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Speaker 3: the thing. But yeah, like you know, I think this

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Speaker 3: version would be better.

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Speaker 5: For I think the beauty of you know, Keisha is

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Speaker 5: that you did grow, at least to me, on your

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Speaker 5: own terms.

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Speaker 1: Good, bad, ugly.

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Speaker 5: You grew on your own terms, and a lot of

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Speaker 5: people don't get get that opportunity.

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Speaker 1: Really, I don't think so, especially in.

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Speaker 5: Music, because like like you grew, you grew out loud,

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Speaker 5: you grew in front of people. You know, like some

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Speaker 5: people gotta there's an image that they got to maintain,

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Speaker 5: so they don't ever get to do that, and then

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Speaker 5: you know, they end up slapping somebody on stage and

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Speaker 5: you was like, damn, I even know that was you.

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Speaker 3: Was grewing in there.

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Speaker 4: Nobody knew that anger was yeah yeah, yeah that I

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Speaker 4: thought that was stage. Okay, so boom. I don't know

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Speaker 4: because that's what they show on TV. They say that

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Speaker 4: it would happen before and something.

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Speaker 3: What the heck was that?

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Speaker 4: But I like, yeah, my son too. I was like,

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Speaker 4: I never seen my my oldest son. He's angry at

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Speaker 4: all ever, like, and I'm scared about that, Like I'm like,

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Speaker 4: where is it coming? When is it coming? Because I've

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Speaker 4: never seen him yell, get loud argue.

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Speaker 3: I'm like, never seen him, so that would be scary.

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Speaker 3: But no, I have. I have. I have lived my

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Speaker 3: life in front of everybody. I don't. Yeah, I just

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Speaker 3: never had a problem with it.

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Speaker 5: You said you've never seen your son a yellow screen,

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Speaker 5: but that says a lot about the environment you raised him. Yeah.

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Speaker 5: Maybe we just used to that because that's how we

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Speaker 5: came up. So we think that's almost supposed to be.

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Speaker 4: Oh yeah no, But I don't know, because my little

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Speaker 4: one he cuts everybody out.

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Speaker 1: Okay, give me all hell.

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Speaker 3: That broke loose with me. I hope I pray not.

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Speaker 10: But it looks as if so because he don't take

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Speaker 10: no yeah all, like he'd be capping on his brother,

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Speaker 10: like for real, big back and all.

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Speaker 4: Yeh what his brother yeah, and what his brother do, Tobias,

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Speaker 3: So one is alk, one is Malcolm Max oh Man.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, very much. So call your son the big

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Speaker 1: back his brother brother, yea.

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Speaker 3: Her little son.

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Speaker 4: Because DJ's dad and grandfather they're six to six nine.

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Speaker 3: You know, his grandmother is tall, all of them. So

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Speaker 3: DJ is big.

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Speaker 4: He's like, he's a big guy, but not No, he's

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Speaker 4: not fat, but he's a big dude.

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Speaker 3: Yeah play football. Yeah we don't.

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Speaker 1: We called him. We don't call him big backs.

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Speaker 3: We called Tobias.

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Speaker 1: But as a kid, you call everybody big bag? Is

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Speaker 1: he got it wrong? You gotta teach him.

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Speaker 3: I tell him all the time. That's not cool.

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Speaker 1: To teach him when it's obese people that walk by.

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Speaker 1: That's when you use that, is.

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Speaker 4: Not when you use the term. No use the term.

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Speaker 4: Where Tobias got that from?

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Speaker 3: I don't know.

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Speaker 4: Oh YouTube, No, yeah.

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Speaker 7: You definitely you and.

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Speaker 1: You made it a little bigger.

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Speaker 4: What I've always loved about you always been relatable with

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Speaker 4: your music and even like showing your life on TV

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Speaker 4: with your family and everything like that. Was there ever

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Speaker 4: a point that you said that she regretted doing that?

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Speaker 3: Yeah? Hell yeah. When everything started going to ship. Can

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Speaker 3: I say that?

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Speaker 4: Yes, Okay, thank you, because yeah, when everything started, like

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Speaker 4: when nobody was getting better, you feel like that was

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Speaker 4: the goal for the show.

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Speaker 3: And I remember talking to me me Val about this.

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Speaker 4: She was the editor of a vibe magazine and I

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Speaker 4: was like, I don't know if I should do it.

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Speaker 3: She said, well, what is your purpose of doing it?

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Speaker 4: And I said, well, I want to show the girls

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Speaker 4: to make it out the hood and like really put

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Speaker 4: that work in. She said, we'll show that and make

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Speaker 4: sure that the focus is always that. And when it

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Speaker 4: like really unhealthy. Well my mom was showing up and

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Speaker 4: that's not cool, Like I'm not doing this. We got

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Speaker 4: to stop this. And everybody was like really pissed at me. Okay,

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Speaker 4: because it was a lot of money on the table

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Speaker 4: and I didn't care about that.

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Speaker 3: Like it was like no, every we.

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Speaker 4: Need to get some see some counseling, you know, put

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Speaker 4: my mom in the program. And she was just like

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Speaker 4: he said, that's just it's just not what I want,

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Speaker 4: Like I'm happy with my life the way I am.

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Speaker 3: And I was just like, stop.

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Speaker 4: Spending your money. It's no need to do that. I

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Speaker 4: was just a point where I was just like, Okay, well,

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Speaker 4: it ain't no reason to keep continuing. They know we living,

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Speaker 4: you know what I mean, like, and I'm not showing

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Speaker 4: anything that's growing people anymore.

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Speaker 3: So I prefer to not do that.

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Speaker 1: Oh I respect that.

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Speaker 8: How hard was it for you to hear that from

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Speaker 8: your mom and accept that like that, that she wanted

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Speaker 8: to live her life on her terms.

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Speaker 4: Well, I just was like, you don't you sure you

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Speaker 4: don't think it's anything we could do, you know, like

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Speaker 4: maybe we can try, and she just just like no,

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Speaker 4: I just prefer It was like maybe a year before

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Speaker 4: she passed, actually, and she came out there and she

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Speaker 4: actually told me not to put her in a program

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Speaker 4: because she had Obamacare and she wanted to use her

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Speaker 4: medica or whatever to go into a program. And I

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Speaker 4: was like, okay, well that's what you want to do,

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Speaker 4: you know, And she told me, she pulled to the side.

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Speaker 4: She said, you know, Kisha, you never made me feel unloved,

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Speaker 4: You never judge me. You never cursed at me, You

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Speaker 4: never put your hands on me. She said, God is

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Speaker 4: gonna bless you for that. And I'm like, my, like,

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Speaker 4: come on, she said no, And I'm just I'm just

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Speaker 4: telling you, like you know, and I know I won't

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Speaker 4: to do things the way I want to do them, man,

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Speaker 4: and but you're doing You're gonna be all right, And

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Speaker 4: I'm just like this is just like I just can't

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Speaker 4: take this, bro, Like, come on, like, sure's nothing we.

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Speaker 3: Could do, Like I'm thinking it's something we could do.

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Speaker 3: But yeah, are years later?

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Speaker 5: Has your definition of family changed since since losing your mom?

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Speaker 3: Definition?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 5: What you mean just in general, like your definition of

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Speaker 4: I guess no, no, love and supporting and unconditionally being

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Speaker 4: doing something that's not you're hurting yourself now, No, you

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Speaker 3: I learned that when I have my.

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Speaker 4: Boys that there's there's different ways I can support you

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Speaker 4: and be there for you, but not harming my children

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Speaker 4: or my family. Right, But it's still the same. I mean,

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Speaker 4: you know, I still visit my family and see my family.

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Speaker 4: Nieces comeing to live with me. She's I gave her,

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Speaker 3: That's awesome. And you know, my nieces are beautiful nephews.

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Speaker 1: A time, reconnected with your siblings.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, nephew. Yeah, just you know, just.

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Speaker 5: Slowly, surely, and then the love you have for your kids,

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Speaker 5: you realize that's a total different love that you would

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Speaker 4: I think so well, yeah, I mean, but there was

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Speaker 4: a point where I looked at Nephie and just was like,

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Speaker 4: like that about my mama, Like, oh my god, I

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Speaker 4: don't care what nobody said about my mama.

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Speaker 3: Mama just looks so beautiful to me, like you know,

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Speaker 4: I mean, it's just like I would. I would hurt

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Speaker 4: yeah that I guess in terms of that for sure, Yeah,

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Speaker 4: for sure. Yeah, because that go back to what I said, Yeah,

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Speaker 4: I gotta protect mammy, gotta protect that first.

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Speaker 3: Yeah for sure.

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Speaker 2: Keisha Coles, is my story? Did you like that that

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Speaker 4: I felt like it was so much more I wanted

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Speaker 3: If you go back to the reality.

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Speaker 4: Show the way it is in the first season, I

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Speaker 4: said that I wanted to do my own movie, and

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Speaker 4: I sat with suld what was his name that did.

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Speaker 3: He passed away?

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Speaker 4: John Singleton, I said with John, and we talked about

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Speaker 4: had a screen play about it, and it was about

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Speaker 4: my life and my struggles with my mom and my

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Speaker 3: But when my mother passed and they we.

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Speaker 4: Had already been speaking to them before the verses about.

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Speaker 3: Doing the movie, and then when my mom passed, it kind.

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Speaker 4: Of shifted that story a bit into my mom and

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Speaker 4: me paying kind of homage to my mother and everything

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Speaker 4: that I've experienced with her since since a little girl.

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Speaker 4: And so it became the Frankie movie. Like always she's

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Speaker 4: even in passing, She's just I was like, by it's

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Speaker 4: your movie, like you know what, But I'm cool with it,

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Speaker 4: you know, and hopefully one day I'll be able to

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Speaker 4: do my own movie because I felt like that was

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Speaker 2: You have so much history, I mean so much history,

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Speaker 2: from the mc hamm or to pop to the music

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Speaker 3: Dwayne Wiggins rest in peace.

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Speaker 2: Yes, I look at your you know, your crowds, and

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Speaker 2: your crowds go from sixty years old to fifteen years

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Speaker 2: old because your songs just transcend like Love.

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Speaker 1: I'm looking.

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Speaker 2: I'm like Love is twenty years old, which is crazy?

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Speaker 7: You play that in.

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Speaker 1: The club now, yeah, and how does that feel?

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Speaker 4: Well, if you think about it in the reality show,

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Speaker 4: we can go back to that and my mother and

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Speaker 4: people seeing a Frankie in their family, like I'm from

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Speaker 4: across the world, like you know, every hood has, you know,

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Speaker 4: somebody like my mom, you know. And then we got

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Speaker 4: somebody that Frankie, I mean, Nephie crazy just you know,

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Speaker 4: like you know, it ain't gonna hold nothing back, you.

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Speaker 3: Know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 4: Then we got somebody like me that want to make

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Speaker 3: So if you got.

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Speaker 4: Those generations and them now I have children, you know

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Speaker 4: what I'm saying. And those five year olds, six year olds,

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Speaker 4: seven year olds, they singing love, you know, but we

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Speaker 4: have these generations of the mother that plays the music

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Speaker 4: has two kids and now they're singing it. So it's

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Speaker 4: like to be able to see that. And Stevie Wonder

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Speaker 4: told me this. He said, you are to your generation

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Speaker 3: And I was like, huh.

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Speaker 4: He was like, yeah, that's what you are. I'm like,

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Speaker 4: ain't no fucking way.

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Speaker 3: That's insane. No, I was like, dah, heicked up.

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Speaker 5: Man, No, when did you realize you was the generational

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Speaker 5: curse break for your family?

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Speaker 3: Huh? What do you mean?

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Speaker 1: Huh?

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Speaker 11: No?

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Speaker 3: Serious?

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Speaker 1: When did you realize you was the generational.

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Speaker 3: Crisis so much? Why do you think that you give that?

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Speaker 3: That is it?

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Speaker 7: That's what that reality show was watching that.

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Speaker 3: And you just kind of uttered it out of your mouth.

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Speaker 4: You say, you had someone like you that wants to

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Speaker 4: make it work, that wants to see change, that wants

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Speaker 4: to break the cycle. Yeah, that's what you are, not

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Speaker 4: just with the man, Yo, that's insane to think that.

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Speaker 4: I mean, I don't know if I process that, but nah,

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Speaker 4: not having processed that, because it's so much work that

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Speaker 3: Her in one home.

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Speaker 4: I did that it didn't work out, and and that's sad,

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Speaker 4: you know what I mean, because I really wanted that

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Speaker 4: for all of us to be together, and that didn't

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Speaker 4: really happen. And that's why it took so long to

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Speaker 4: to see was all her kids. I know she wouldn't

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Speaker 4: have been able to see it, but wherever she was

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Speaker 4: that she was able to see it. And that's why

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Speaker 4: it took so long. Because I wanted to bring everybody

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Speaker 4: together for her one last time. That was all she

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Speaker 4: kept saying the year before her passing. I want to

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Speaker 4: see all my babies together. Wow, And we couldn't do it,

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Speaker 4: and it's just like really pissing me off. So to

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Speaker 4: and loving one another, and the children most most of all.

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Speaker 4: I think you know, that would be to me a

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Speaker 4: successful generational curse breaking, not just me and my family

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Speaker 4: living well.

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Speaker 3: And you know that. I mean that would be mine. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: did you.

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Speaker 1: Tell the family? Did the family know that?

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Speaker 11: Wow?

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Speaker 1: And they couldn't put you to the side for that?

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Speaker 3: No? Wow, that was all my brook. Oh, this is

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Speaker 3: all that.

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Speaker 4: All that ain't nothing we were talking about right now,

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Speaker 4: you know, And that's what y'all gonna have to live

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Speaker 3: I mean, at that.

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Speaker 4: Point, I was like, I ain't you know, my mom

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Speaker 4: gotta she got to rest in peace finally. So it's like,

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Speaker 4: if that ain't gonna be the vibe, y'all don't want that.

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Speaker 4: I can't want it, you know. And for y'all.

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Speaker 5: So do you hold a grudge like somebody ask you

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Speaker 5: for something like, nah, you ain't come, You ain't come

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Speaker 5: to mama.

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Speaker 4: Now they don't even have my information. I can't see

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Speaker 4: it to say no, you know what I mean. So

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Speaker 4: but a grudge, I don't think so no, because anybody,

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Speaker 4: like I said, can change and anybody like you know,

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Speaker 4: but you have to show that over time. And I

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Speaker 4: was talking about this last night, which is so funny.

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Speaker 4: We're having this conversation right now, and who I used

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Speaker 4: to be and the person that would wreck the room

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Speaker 4: at steven Hill. They had to pay for it, you know,

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Speaker 4: and me and my sister just slat boxing at them

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Speaker 4: because me and nephew just used to go at it

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Speaker 3: By everything's broke, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 4: But over time, we've shown that that's not the way

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Speaker 4: we fix it, and that's not how we deal with it,

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Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying, whatever that may be. And

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Speaker 4: she's still crazy though, but and I'm still crazy a

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Speaker 4: little bit, but he doesn't say it, but we just

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Speaker 4: it changes it just and you show people over time

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Speaker 4: what that looks like.

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Speaker 3: And that's by you know, you proven it.

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Speaker 1: You jump somebody together.

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Speaker 4: No, no, no, we've never nobody's given us the opportunity.

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Speaker 3: Nobody presented it to it. It's not like it could happen,

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Speaker 3: like nobody was voted.

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Speaker 1: Like make that thing.

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Speaker 2: You mentioned versus before, people were thinking that there was

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Speaker 2: tension between you as Shanty during versus.

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Speaker 4: Was it any No, and in addition to that, I'm

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Speaker 4: so mad I had got COVID because I was ready

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Speaker 4: to just I was so mad, like so pissed, and no.

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Speaker 4: I I was mad that I had COVID in addition

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Speaker 4: to the fact that my MIC wasn't working. Yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 4: And I was like, get my mic right, don't do

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Speaker 4: that to me. I don't know what who's in who's

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Speaker 4: So that was that was But it came off as

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Speaker 4: wasn't because I was so excited about that moment. And

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Speaker 4: I mean to be up there with such a beautiful

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Speaker 4: like artists like Ashanti, like I came up on a

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Speaker 4: Shanti like that, so fire, So nah never and I

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Speaker 4: hate that people took it that way.

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Speaker 5: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Nah.

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Speaker 5: There were some people who thought that was stage two though,

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Speaker 5: because they think that that's like your persona, like a

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Speaker 5: character you portray that would like always with the drama,

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Speaker 5: always angry damn.

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Speaker 8: I think it was during the verses when it was

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Speaker 8: the thing about whose turn it was, people were like

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Speaker 8: they I think I don't know if she was reminding

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Speaker 8: you it was her turn. He was reminding her it

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Speaker 8: doing this to play into the whole. Wait what during

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Speaker 8: the verses, I think it was a shanty was telling

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Speaker 8: another song. But I think you were just excited to

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Speaker 8: play that other song. You don't remember this really, yes,

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Speaker 8: but people grab that online too and they were like,

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00:20:12,840 --> 00:20:16,000
Speaker 8: this is them playing into the whole like Keishakle do

447
00:20:16,040 --> 00:20:17,440
Speaker 8: her thing her little one too.

448
00:20:17,840 --> 00:20:21,120
Speaker 3: Oh no, man, that's too bad. I hate that.

449
00:20:21,520 --> 00:20:24,400
Speaker 4: I hate that, But I mean shout out to Ashanti,

450
00:20:24,480 --> 00:20:27,639
Speaker 4: because I mean she's amazing. So yeah, I mean, just

451
00:20:27,640 --> 00:20:30,360
Speaker 4: to be up on that platform with Ashanti.

452
00:20:29,960 --> 00:20:30,760
Speaker 3: I appreciate that.

453
00:20:31,240 --> 00:20:32,159
Speaker 7: Did y'all talk after that?

454
00:20:32,600 --> 00:20:40,800
Speaker 3: No? Okay, No, she got a baby? Yeah she pregnant again. Yes, congratulations.

455
00:20:42,240 --> 00:20:44,399
Speaker 5: Have you ever felt pressure, like from the label or

456
00:20:44,400 --> 00:20:47,879
Speaker 5: a TV network to I guess market pain or drama

457
00:20:47,920 --> 00:20:51,040
Speaker 5: because people associate your music with heartbreaking.

458
00:20:52,119 --> 00:20:55,240
Speaker 4: I wish I could blame that on them.

459
00:20:55,680 --> 00:20:57,160
Speaker 3: No, it's just the way it is.

460
00:20:57,440 --> 00:21:01,200
Speaker 4: Right twenty years now, and on tour twenty years later

461
00:21:01,400 --> 00:21:04,320
Speaker 4: for the way it is. No, I actually I wrote

462
00:21:04,320 --> 00:21:08,199
Speaker 4: a bunch of them songs myself, so they're all everything

463
00:21:08,240 --> 00:21:11,000
Speaker 4: that I've experienced. It's like a selected few that wasn't

464
00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:13,280
Speaker 4: written by me enough to no love. I should have

465
00:21:13,320 --> 00:21:15,920
Speaker 4: cheated Deron and Q for one twelve. You know there's

466
00:21:15,960 --> 00:21:16,560
Speaker 4: a few.

467
00:21:16,440 --> 00:21:19,040
Speaker 1: Songs you would on somebody else. I should have cheated.

468
00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:23,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, well that was not my idea exactly. Sure, that's

469
00:21:25,000 --> 00:21:30,199
Speaker 3: for twenty years. It's true I didn't write it. I

470
00:21:30,240 --> 00:21:31,879
Speaker 3: mean I wish I would have because it was actually

471
00:21:31,960 --> 00:21:35,639
Speaker 3: a hit. But nah, I can't take credit. When you

472
00:21:35,680 --> 00:21:39,560
Speaker 3: start trusting love again, I have you every time heartbreak?

473
00:21:40,040 --> 00:21:45,440
Speaker 3: So yeah, wow we shall love like well, you know,

474
00:21:46,320 --> 00:21:48,920
Speaker 3: just what the mess? Eleven eleven period?

475
00:21:52,960 --> 00:21:53,240
Speaker 6: Are you?

476
00:21:53,359 --> 00:21:58,280
Speaker 3: Are you single? Yes? Or is it complicated? No, it's

477
00:21:58,320 --> 00:22:00,840
Speaker 3: not complicated at all. It's very much given single.

478
00:22:01,240 --> 00:22:02,719
Speaker 7: Okay, are you dating?

479
00:22:03,480 --> 00:22:07,719
Speaker 4: I haven't decided to date again yet. I I take compliments,

480
00:22:08,720 --> 00:22:11,480
Speaker 4: thank you, will you answered that? Thank you for that?

481
00:22:11,600 --> 00:22:13,480
Speaker 3: And then no? But am I ready to move on?

482
00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:13,639
Speaker 11: No?

483
00:22:13,760 --> 00:22:15,719
Speaker 4: I still have the tattoo here, so I can't like,

484
00:22:15,800 --> 00:22:19,840
Speaker 4: I feel like until when I if I don't know.

485
00:22:19,960 --> 00:22:20,960
Speaker 1: You love fast?

486
00:22:21,680 --> 00:22:23,080
Speaker 3: Wow, that's really.

487
00:22:28,720 --> 00:22:30,399
Speaker 7: Coming from him.

488
00:22:30,840 --> 00:22:39,600
Speaker 4: You're coming from Martinez sitting over there. You fast, that's

489
00:22:39,600 --> 00:22:42,520
Speaker 4: what you picked up over all these years I've.

490
00:22:42,359 --> 00:22:44,399
Speaker 2: Seen you, and you you seem like you in love fast,

491
00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:45,080
Speaker 2: like you love love.

492
00:22:45,200 --> 00:22:45,600
Speaker 3: It's nothing.

493
00:22:45,960 --> 00:22:48,520
Speaker 8: He means like you you're you're You're locked into the love,

494
00:22:48,640 --> 00:22:50,679
Speaker 8: like you're how.

495
00:22:50,560 --> 00:22:51,040
Speaker 3: Long you know?

496
00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:53,879
Speaker 1: These people love that?

497
00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:56,600
Speaker 4: No, when you see it on Instagram, you see that,

498
00:22:56,720 --> 00:22:59,959
Speaker 4: you think I'm in love fast then, But there's definitely

499
00:23:00,080 --> 00:23:01,359
Speaker 4: lead something built before.

500
00:23:01,560 --> 00:23:05,520
Speaker 3: I just yeah, like before I just post somebody but love.

501
00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:08,440
Speaker 4: I definitely love love for sure, Like I'm a lover

502
00:23:08,520 --> 00:23:09,359
Speaker 4: girl for sure.

503
00:23:09,840 --> 00:23:13,680
Speaker 3: But and you haven't given up on that, I hope not. Yeah,

504
00:23:14,480 --> 00:23:15,720
Speaker 3: but right now I'm not. I'm not.

505
00:23:15,840 --> 00:23:18,080
Speaker 4: And I'm like, have you ever felt like why do

506
00:23:18,160 --> 00:23:20,280
Speaker 4: I feel like this? And I just don't, like I

507
00:23:20,320 --> 00:23:22,520
Speaker 4: can't act on it right now, Like I just can't.

508
00:23:23,160 --> 00:23:25,080
Speaker 4: It's like I'm going with the flow or whatever that

509
00:23:25,119 --> 00:23:27,760
Speaker 4: feels like I'm not I'm not doing too much calling.

510
00:23:28,119 --> 00:23:28,520
Speaker 3: It's not.

511
00:23:28,640 --> 00:23:30,960
Speaker 4: It's like everything is reciprocated right now, like you know

512
00:23:31,000 --> 00:23:33,280
Speaker 4: what I mean, Like you give me love, I give

513
00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:35,040
Speaker 4: you love. If it's no love to be given, it

514
00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:37,560
Speaker 4: ain't no love to be given. And that's just gonna

515
00:23:37,560 --> 00:23:38,320
Speaker 4: be able to mention.

516
00:23:38,280 --> 00:23:40,520
Speaker 7: The tattoo, and you might not get rid of the tattoo.

517
00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:42,840
Speaker 3: I don't know yet, I just haven't did it is

518
00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:43,280
Speaker 3: the tattoo?

519
00:23:47,359 --> 00:23:50,200
Speaker 8: Yeah, I thought, sorry, she has Hancho's name tattoo. But

520
00:23:50,240 --> 00:23:51,760
Speaker 8: I was wondering if not getting rid of it is

521
00:23:51,800 --> 00:23:53,679
Speaker 8: because like you're hoping to rekindle.

522
00:23:53,960 --> 00:23:58,000
Speaker 4: Well, I just I'm just I'm not dating. So it's

523
00:23:58,040 --> 00:23:59,960
Speaker 4: not like, Oh, I'm dating some dude and I'm sitting

524
00:24:00,040 --> 00:24:01,920
Speaker 4: across the table and I got to him on my chest,

525
00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:03,880
Speaker 4: you know what I mean.

526
00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:04,879
Speaker 3: I'm not.

527
00:24:05,000 --> 00:24:07,080
Speaker 4: I guess I got too much work to do right now,

528
00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:11,560
Speaker 4: Like I'm going on tour, the BET Awards is coming up.

529
00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:16,040
Speaker 5: Yes, even he's not doing They don't have a problem

530
00:24:16,040 --> 00:24:16,639
Speaker 5: in writing you backup.

531
00:24:16,640 --> 00:24:17,560
Speaker 1: You don't updressing room.

532
00:24:18,080 --> 00:24:24,840
Speaker 3: I mean they liked me more, made reality show. Come here.

533
00:24:26,160 --> 00:24:27,679
Speaker 1: No just no ideas.

534
00:24:27,680 --> 00:24:27,920
Speaker 5: Please.

535
00:24:29,040 --> 00:24:30,440
Speaker 1: You know you'll tell some ship in a minute.

536
00:24:30,480 --> 00:24:35,080
Speaker 3: Will you know? I'm not like you. I'm not like

537
00:24:35,119 --> 00:24:39,960
Speaker 3: the Yes, I'm not. You don't tear Damn No, I don't.

538
00:24:40,200 --> 00:24:40,919
Speaker 1: Just curage people out.

539
00:24:40,960 --> 00:24:48,159
Speaker 3: You got to pick up truck.

540
00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:53,200
Speaker 4: I felt like I at one time or another when

541
00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:54,560
Speaker 4: you pulled up to a house.

542
00:24:54,359 --> 00:24:59,480
Speaker 3: And two, no, girl, ago, I believe you. I believe

543
00:24:59,720 --> 00:24:59,879
Speaker 3: I do.

544
00:25:03,440 --> 00:25:17,760
Speaker 11: That's so crazy, my husband go on, but I don't.

545
00:25:17,760 --> 00:25:19,800
Speaker 5: I want to rephrase my question. Then when did you

546
00:25:19,800 --> 00:25:21,760
Speaker 5: start trusting love again? Would it ever appeared when you

547
00:25:21,800 --> 00:25:26,119
Speaker 5: didn't trust?

548
00:25:26,640 --> 00:25:27,080
Speaker 3: No?

549
00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:31,600
Speaker 4: No, no, no no. I know when someone cares about you.

550
00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:35,639
Speaker 4: I do, And but things happened, you know, Like I

551
00:25:35,680 --> 00:25:38,800
Speaker 4: just feel like some things aren't made to last. And

552
00:25:39,200 --> 00:25:43,560
Speaker 4: unfortunately my last thing love has it. I don't know.

553
00:25:43,800 --> 00:25:46,280
Speaker 4: Maybe it's here, maybe it's not. I don't know. Like

554
00:25:46,280 --> 00:25:49,720
Speaker 4: I said, I'm just really for re legitly going with

555
00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:52,439
Speaker 4: the flow. And like I said, I'm so blessed to

556
00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:54,960
Speaker 4: be able to be here still like twenty years later

557
00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:58,120
Speaker 4: and do the way it is tour that came out

558
00:25:58,160 --> 00:26:00,919
Speaker 4: twenty years ago, and have these little babies and the

559
00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:03,679
Speaker 4: older people like you know, my mom, and singing the

560
00:26:03,720 --> 00:26:06,560
Speaker 4: songs and loving the music. So I'm just focused on

561
00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:10,080
Speaker 4: that right now, and if it happens, it's like cool.

562
00:26:10,440 --> 00:26:12,720
Speaker 4: I'm not in a rush to get no tattoo covered

563
00:26:12,760 --> 00:26:15,360
Speaker 4: up right now. I'm not in a rush to date

564
00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:18,520
Speaker 4: right now. I just want to like appreciate the moment

565
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:20,560
Speaker 4: for what it is right now? Like I think more

566
00:26:20,600 --> 00:26:23,120
Speaker 4: so than anything, it's not about love right now, it's

567
00:26:23,160 --> 00:26:27,119
Speaker 4: about my fans. And yeah, has it ever been a

568
00:26:27,160 --> 00:26:30,000
Speaker 4: point right where you was like where you have to

569
00:26:30,040 --> 00:26:32,760
Speaker 4: be reminded of who the fuck you are?

570
00:26:32,800 --> 00:26:33,080
Speaker 5: Though?

571
00:26:33,560 --> 00:26:36,199
Speaker 4: You know people say I would love to address that.

572
00:26:36,760 --> 00:26:38,040
Speaker 4: What do people mean by that?

573
00:26:39,080 --> 00:26:39,480
Speaker 3: I guess it.

574
00:26:41,720 --> 00:26:45,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, sometimes you forget who you are or people playing

575
00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:45,680
Speaker 1: on your name.

576
00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:48,760
Speaker 4: Okay, so can I can we dive in a little

577
00:26:48,760 --> 00:26:52,880
Speaker 4: bit in that? What does that truly mean? Knowing who

578
00:26:52,920 --> 00:26:55,439
Speaker 4: you truly like, knowing your worth and people playing in

579
00:26:55,440 --> 00:26:55,919
Speaker 4: your face?

580
00:26:56,160 --> 00:26:58,040
Speaker 3: So and then what do you do?

581
00:26:58,320 --> 00:26:58,760
Speaker 9: What do you?

582
00:26:58,920 --> 00:27:00,440
Speaker 3: I mean, do you do? What you do?

583
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:02,600
Speaker 7: You want a more direct statement what we're talking about?

584
00:27:02,600 --> 00:27:04,159
Speaker 5: So for me go ahead now I was gonna say

585
00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:07,280
Speaker 5: the answer, just question directly. It is like, sometimes you

586
00:27:07,280 --> 00:27:09,560
Speaker 5: got to silence the noise around you. Because we hear

587
00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:12,679
Speaker 5: so much opinions about us, about us from other people.

588
00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:15,160
Speaker 5: Sometimes you might start believing that ship and that ain't

589
00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:16,440
Speaker 5: that their opinions aren't real.

590
00:27:17,040 --> 00:27:19,119
Speaker 4: And pretty much I know that truly and who you

591
00:27:19,240 --> 00:27:23,200
Speaker 4: date right like, because I always was I was seeing

592
00:27:23,200 --> 00:27:24,760
Speaker 4: the comments around whenever you.

593
00:27:24,720 --> 00:27:27,680
Speaker 3: Will go viral for actually you're not going viral.

594
00:27:27,760 --> 00:27:31,920
Speaker 4: It would be something around your relationship, right, and it

595
00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:33,639
Speaker 4: would be like, yo, did.

596
00:27:33,480 --> 00:27:35,440
Speaker 3: She not know who she is? Like she is Keisha Koch,

597
00:27:35,480 --> 00:27:36,960
Speaker 3: She don't need to put up with this ship? Or

598
00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:39,560
Speaker 3: how did how? How did he even get to be

599
00:27:39,640 --> 00:27:39,959
Speaker 3: with her?

600
00:27:40,040 --> 00:27:40,200
Speaker 4: How?

601
00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:42,200
Speaker 3: Why she keep dating young girl? Why she you know

602
00:27:42,240 --> 00:27:42,680
Speaker 3: what I'm saying?

603
00:27:42,720 --> 00:27:45,800
Speaker 4: Okay, So specifically, yes, so when things were surround no,

604
00:27:45,920 --> 00:27:47,000
Speaker 4: I really want to get to the rood.

605
00:27:49,480 --> 00:27:54,240
Speaker 3: Okay address, that's that's the real way. Okay.

606
00:27:54,440 --> 00:27:58,160
Speaker 4: So when things happen in his life are surrounding him,

607
00:27:58,480 --> 00:28:02,160
Speaker 4: but me and him are in relationship, so boom, that

608
00:28:02,160 --> 00:28:04,359
Speaker 4: then makes me look like I don't know my words

609
00:28:04,440 --> 00:28:07,080
Speaker 4: because of these things that are that's outside of our

610
00:28:07,119 --> 00:28:10,000
Speaker 4: relationship and what he's dealing with now, that makes me

611
00:28:10,080 --> 00:28:12,600
Speaker 4: look like Keisha, do you know who you are? So

612
00:28:12,720 --> 00:28:15,240
Speaker 4: then ask Keisha Cole, what would you suggest I do?

613
00:28:16,640 --> 00:28:21,320
Speaker 4: What would be that to show the world I'm Keisha Cole?

614
00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:23,880
Speaker 3: Would that be.

615
00:28:25,359 --> 00:28:29,280
Speaker 2: I was not given the thing? Am I am? I?

616
00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:32,359
Speaker 3: Am I tworking? What am I doing?

617
00:28:32,720 --> 00:28:32,760
Speaker 6: This?

618
00:28:33,240 --> 00:28:33,480
Speaker 3: Show?

619
00:28:33,560 --> 00:28:35,800
Speaker 1: People think they know, but we don't know your relationships.

620
00:28:36,359 --> 00:28:39,200
Speaker 5: Shots you do whatever makes makes you happy because you

621
00:28:39,200 --> 00:28:40,280
Speaker 5: put the diaper on and.

622
00:28:47,040 --> 00:29:06,480
Speaker 6: Thank you.

623
00:29:07,640 --> 00:29:11,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, okay, get the money right, okay, so boom that

624
00:29:11,640 --> 00:29:12,360
Speaker 4: that looks good?

625
00:29:12,480 --> 00:29:14,200
Speaker 3: Okay, and stay quiet?

626
00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:16,160
Speaker 1: Mm hm, who do what you want to do?

627
00:29:17,200 --> 00:29:17,280
Speaker 10: Now?

628
00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:18,880
Speaker 4: I just want to know because people say it all

629
00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:20,520
Speaker 4: the time, remember who you are?

630
00:29:21,240 --> 00:29:23,320
Speaker 3: And I thought, me, remember who I am?

631
00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:26,560
Speaker 4: Just my personal opinion of myself and love and when

632
00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:30,160
Speaker 4: you truly love somebody, you don't just be like, oh yeah, because.

633
00:29:29,920 --> 00:29:32,240
Speaker 3: I'm Keisha Cole. Now I can go out and I.

634
00:29:32,200 --> 00:29:34,720
Speaker 4: Can show him who I really could be with or

635
00:29:34,760 --> 00:29:37,360
Speaker 4: who I really could be around, who really my friends

636
00:29:37,520 --> 00:29:42,400
Speaker 4: who really like No, it's cool and whatever happens God

637
00:29:42,520 --> 00:29:45,120
Speaker 4: is happening because God said it's happening.

638
00:29:45,640 --> 00:29:48,120
Speaker 3: So how do I like? I can't just I'm just

639
00:29:48,160 --> 00:29:48,680
Speaker 3: not like that.

640
00:29:48,760 --> 00:29:51,200
Speaker 5: So you know that I think about it. And if

641
00:29:51,240 --> 00:29:54,720
Speaker 5: they say remember who you are, maybe clearly we don't

642
00:29:54,760 --> 00:29:56,880
Speaker 5: know you if you're.

643
00:29:56,720 --> 00:29:59,560
Speaker 3: Doing what you want to do, like we think we know,

644
00:29:59,640 --> 00:30:00,400
Speaker 3: that's the problem.

645
00:30:00,440 --> 00:30:03,560
Speaker 4: Like that, like you say, other people's opinions are you

646
00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:04,440
Speaker 4: know just what they are?

647
00:30:04,560 --> 00:30:07,120
Speaker 3: Other people's opinions, but we don't know, like the people

648
00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:07,440
Speaker 3: don't know.

649
00:30:07,720 --> 00:30:10,520
Speaker 4: So above all of this, it's what that is. It's

650
00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:11,600
Speaker 4: like you're above all of this.

651
00:30:12,040 --> 00:30:13,080
Speaker 3: You're above, You're.

652
00:30:13,000 --> 00:30:16,040
Speaker 4: Greater than everything that's happening in your life, right, Yeah,

653
00:30:16,080 --> 00:30:19,120
Speaker 4: that's so fit above that. Don't deal with nothing and

654
00:30:19,200 --> 00:30:21,480
Speaker 4: actually don't even bring nobody to the forefront no more.

655
00:30:21,880 --> 00:30:23,360
Speaker 4: Actually we don't even want to see you with nobody,

656
00:30:23,440 --> 00:30:24,120
Speaker 4: Kisha until this.

657
00:30:25,320 --> 00:30:26,520
Speaker 7: That's how you feel like people feel.

658
00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:29,040
Speaker 4: I think so because and I'm not taking it as

659
00:30:29,080 --> 00:30:30,959
Speaker 4: a way that like people feel like they don't want

660
00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:33,720
Speaker 4: to see me happy well sometimes, but you know they'd

661
00:30:33,760 --> 00:30:35,840
Speaker 4: rather see it, like if it's gonna be real, then

662
00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:38,000
Speaker 4: it's gonna be for forever, you know what I'm saying.

663
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:39,520
Speaker 3: I think my fans are like, we didn't see you

664
00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:41,120
Speaker 3: go through enough what.

665
00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:43,920
Speaker 2: It is, we don't see so much.

666
00:30:43,960 --> 00:30:45,600
Speaker 1: We want you to be happy.

667
00:30:45,760 --> 00:30:48,280
Speaker 8: It was a video that when Barro you you were performing,

668
00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:49,760
Speaker 8: it was doing all the hunt Sho stuff and you

669
00:30:49,760 --> 00:30:51,480
Speaker 8: were crying and they try to say, Okay, this is

670
00:30:51,520 --> 00:30:55,080
Speaker 8: because of the Hunchho stuff, and people were really really upset,

671
00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:57,960
Speaker 8: like online, because people want to protect you so much,

672
00:30:58,600 --> 00:31:01,320
Speaker 8: and but you stay quiet when you see stuff like that,

673
00:31:01,400 --> 00:31:04,320
Speaker 8: and whether it is or it's not about him, how

674
00:31:04,400 --> 00:31:04,720
Speaker 8: you feel.

675
00:31:04,720 --> 00:31:07,520
Speaker 4: It was actually the last show of the last tour,

676
00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:13,320
Speaker 4: and that was my first arena tour that I prayed for,

677
00:31:13,880 --> 00:31:17,240
Speaker 4: and I was thanking the fans for like being there

678
00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:20,840
Speaker 4: for the whole tour and you know, us having great,

679
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:24,040
Speaker 4: a great tour. Like I was crying of my fans

680
00:31:24,120 --> 00:31:26,360
Speaker 4: being there for me. Like I don't know where the

681
00:31:26,440 --> 00:31:30,400
Speaker 4: hunch thing came from. I don't know, but if they

682
00:31:30,400 --> 00:31:32,600
Speaker 4: wanted to think I was crying over front, I guess

683
00:31:32,920 --> 00:31:33,280
Speaker 4: out of the.

684
00:31:33,480 --> 00:31:35,440
Speaker 7: I was like cool anyway, a happier note.

685
00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:37,240
Speaker 8: I love to see people giving you your just due

686
00:31:37,280 --> 00:31:39,360
Speaker 8: because you deserve all of the flowers and the things.

687
00:31:39,480 --> 00:31:41,440
Speaker 7: I was an usher show when he brought you, brought

688
00:31:41,440 --> 00:31:43,560
Speaker 7: you on stage. That was great. It was amazing to

689
00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:45,600
Speaker 7: see that. I was like, what is happening?

690
00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:47,720
Speaker 8: And it was so pure because you could tell you

691
00:31:47,800 --> 00:31:50,160
Speaker 8: didn't even want to be up there, but he just

692
00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:53,160
Speaker 8: made it a point to He dropped love and she

693
00:31:53,200 --> 00:31:54,360
Speaker 8: didn't even have to sing a word.

694
00:31:54,560 --> 00:31:57,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, he was so sweet for that. He was so sweet.

695
00:31:57,600 --> 00:31:59,320
Speaker 3: He just wanted you to listen to them. They were

696
00:31:59,360 --> 00:32:02,160
Speaker 3: screaming at the happening along as the whole arena. Oh

697
00:32:02,200 --> 00:32:05,760
Speaker 3: my god, for word. Yeah, I think that's what I

698
00:32:05,800 --> 00:32:07,280
Speaker 3: think we were talking about. This the other day. I

699
00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:09,840
Speaker 3: think when people do that, it makes me feel uncomfortable.

700
00:32:10,520 --> 00:32:13,920
Speaker 4: Really, I don't know, I get real like, I don't know, like,

701
00:32:14,520 --> 00:32:16,320
Speaker 4: but maybe that's what y'all mean by I remember who

702
00:32:16,360 --> 00:32:16,640
Speaker 4: you are?

703
00:32:17,200 --> 00:32:18,680
Speaker 3: Mm hmm that as well. I thought.

704
00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:23,200
Speaker 2: Charlomage on stage put cherry and Charlamage mount to the diaper.

705
00:32:27,560 --> 00:32:29,440
Speaker 3: She like it.

706
00:32:31,120 --> 00:32:32,760
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't care either way. I'm just asking

707
00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:33,480
Speaker 1: because people be.

708
00:32:33,440 --> 00:32:37,520
Speaker 3: On I feel like it's really it's cool.

709
00:32:37,560 --> 00:32:40,480
Speaker 4: It's another thing like my fans are people in general

710
00:32:40,760 --> 00:32:43,520
Speaker 4: just like to pick at me. I feel like because

711
00:32:44,040 --> 00:32:45,720
Speaker 4: I could have sworn it, but like they were telling

712
00:32:45,720 --> 00:32:49,320
Speaker 4: me that Douce wore it to the super Bowl or

713
00:32:49,360 --> 00:32:52,360
Speaker 4: something like, doc, yeah, she wore it to the super

714
00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:58,080
Speaker 4: Bowl and she wore the same outfit and everybody says

715
00:32:58,120 --> 00:32:59,800
Speaker 4: she did it and it was fashion and it was

716
00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:02,560
Speaker 4: And I was like, oh really, because I didn't know that.

717
00:33:02,600 --> 00:33:04,800
Speaker 3: They showed me last night and I was like, oh,

718
00:33:05,000 --> 00:33:07,480
Speaker 3: not like it.

719
00:33:08,360 --> 00:33:12,000
Speaker 4: And they showed you you've been but okay, so remember

720
00:33:12,040 --> 00:33:16,680
Speaker 4: who I am and remember but I can't, so don't

721
00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:19,560
Speaker 4: do fashion, okay, boom.

722
00:33:19,600 --> 00:33:22,960
Speaker 3: So I try to keep that on the list. Remember

723
00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:25,040
Speaker 3: who you are, don't do fashion.

724
00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:28,120
Speaker 4: Don't love until it's time for you to love and

725
00:33:28,200 --> 00:33:30,160
Speaker 4: be married, and like we want to see you happy.

726
00:33:30,480 --> 00:33:34,800
Speaker 3: I'm trying to satisfy the fans. And listen had another one.

727
00:33:34,920 --> 00:33:36,760
Speaker 3: Don't text a b because he's gonna put it out there.

728
00:33:37,280 --> 00:33:40,800
Speaker 3: The nerve to bring that up, the nerve that he did.

729
00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:43,480
Speaker 3: I don't know why this is the thing.

730
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:50,680
Speaker 5: Oh my god, Okay, you have you ever used the

731
00:33:50,720 --> 00:33:51,720
Speaker 5: diaper on stage?

732
00:33:57,720 --> 00:33:59,880
Speaker 1: What is wrong with you? That's what they called it.

733
00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:03,120
Speaker 4: They was calling it trying to be funny. It's an

734
00:34:03,120 --> 00:34:05,040
Speaker 4: actual outfit, yo, know because you.

735
00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:06,480
Speaker 1: Know the wrapper of the baby used to wear diaper

736
00:34:06,520 --> 00:34:12,080
Speaker 1: on things. Yes, because the whole the baby, the baby

737
00:34:13,280 --> 00:34:14,480
Speaker 1: used to you.

738
00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:16,160
Speaker 3: Need to stop. That's not because that.

739
00:34:16,160 --> 00:34:17,840
Speaker 1: Was his whole person. It was the baby. So we

740
00:34:17,840 --> 00:34:19,600
Speaker 1: had a panther on during weekends.

741
00:34:19,239 --> 00:34:21,360
Speaker 4: When he was like attached to the belt. That was

742
00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:23,120
Speaker 4: before he came the belt on the side.

743
00:34:23,280 --> 00:34:24,040
Speaker 1: It was a pamp.

744
00:34:26,880 --> 00:34:27,720
Speaker 2: To promote himself.

745
00:34:27,719 --> 00:34:32,759
Speaker 4: This is on the over the jeans. No, No, he

746
00:34:32,800 --> 00:34:37,439
Speaker 4: did not have ass out with the diper. I don't

747
00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:38,960
Speaker 4: believe that coming for.

748
00:34:40,560 --> 00:34:41,399
Speaker 1: I'm not coming back.

749
00:34:42,600 --> 00:34:43,200
Speaker 6: I never paid it.

750
00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:46,239
Speaker 1: Like, it's not like I stopped. It looks I thought

751
00:34:46,560 --> 00:34:47,279
Speaker 1: it wasn't a pamp.

752
00:34:48,440 --> 00:34:48,920
Speaker 3: Don't do that.

753
00:34:49,040 --> 00:34:53,000
Speaker 1: You know what you're doing normally been doing with Wendy.

754
00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:56,120
Speaker 3: But exactly happened?

755
00:34:57,400 --> 00:34:59,439
Speaker 4: Did you punch him? You want to punch your front

756
00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:05,200
Speaker 4: the diaper? And I mean Antony, I'm talking about Adrian.

757
00:35:05,239 --> 00:35:06,520
Speaker 4: I'm saying that's the wrong. Ad Be not the one

758
00:35:06,560 --> 00:35:08,040
Speaker 4: to be getting beat up. They want to be beat people.

759
00:35:09,880 --> 00:35:11,799
Speaker 1: What why?

760
00:35:12,520 --> 00:35:13,319
Speaker 3: I don't know.

761
00:35:13,920 --> 00:35:17,359
Speaker 4: I don't know all I know, and I'm gonna try

762
00:35:17,400 --> 00:35:24,360
Speaker 4: to be as respectful as I could be at this point, because.

763
00:35:25,640 --> 00:35:30,040
Speaker 3: I do think that he said a lot.

764
00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:33,600
Speaker 4: But in addition to that, he also said that nobody

765
00:35:33,640 --> 00:35:36,239
Speaker 4: wants me and nobody cares about me.

766
00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:41,200
Speaker 3: So I just felt I took that as a that's

767
00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:45,880
Speaker 3: like a hm hm hm cool. Then that means that

768
00:35:45,920 --> 00:35:47,920
Speaker 3: you shouldn't speak about me.

769
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:51,960
Speaker 4: That means that there should be nothing there that should

770
00:35:51,960 --> 00:35:55,720
Speaker 4: be If you nobody wants or cares, then it shouldn't

771
00:35:55,719 --> 00:35:57,440
Speaker 4: be spoken anymore.

772
00:35:57,840 --> 00:35:59,040
Speaker 3: That's what I thought. That meant.

773
00:35:59,440 --> 00:36:01,880
Speaker 4: I just don't like corny ship and I just wanted

774
00:36:01,920 --> 00:36:05,880
Speaker 4: to ask you, did you punch him for that?

775
00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:06,480
Speaker 1: I didn't know.

776
00:36:06,719 --> 00:36:07,080
Speaker 3: I didn't.

777
00:36:07,160 --> 00:36:10,680
Speaker 4: I haven't seen him since for years, for years since

778
00:36:10,719 --> 00:36:13,080
Speaker 4: that since that was said, I haven't seen him, so

779
00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:16,880
Speaker 4: I don't even know. I asked him to stop. I asked,

780
00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:18,880
Speaker 4: I told him I have children, and I.

781
00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:19,920
Speaker 3: Would prefer to.

782
00:36:22,600 --> 00:36:27,160
Speaker 4: Right, yeah, and please and God bless you, and and

783
00:36:27,160 --> 00:36:28,320
Speaker 4: and it persists.

784
00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:31,520
Speaker 5: Whatever point you thought to yourself, I gave the world

785
00:36:31,600 --> 00:36:33,440
Speaker 5: too much of me when you think like I think

786
00:36:33,480 --> 00:36:35,280
Speaker 5: about all of this stuff that's coming up in this interview,

787
00:36:35,360 --> 00:36:37,440
Speaker 5: and you're like, damn, all of that has been out there.

788
00:36:38,160 --> 00:36:41,279
Speaker 3: It is. But I guess then then I wouldn't be

789
00:36:41,360 --> 00:36:43,520
Speaker 3: kishak mm hmmm.

790
00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:45,759
Speaker 1: So if in order to have.

791
00:36:46,640 --> 00:36:48,640
Speaker 3: Some things, I wish I could just erase for sure?

792
00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:59,319
Speaker 4: Yeah, like what like like the last two minutes of this, you.

793
00:36:59,360 --> 00:36:59,960
Speaker 3: Don't wait.

794
00:37:01,480 --> 00:37:03,640
Speaker 8: To go before we raised is my last question? You said,

795
00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:06,120
Speaker 8: having another baby? So I said, I thought that's what

796
00:37:06,160 --> 00:37:06,520
Speaker 8: they said.

797
00:37:06,800 --> 00:37:09,920
Speaker 7: Oh no, no, no, no, no, the second baby.

798
00:37:10,719 --> 00:37:12,080
Speaker 3: Anything I saw that.

799
00:37:14,160 --> 00:37:17,759
Speaker 2: Just announced, I did not.

800
00:37:18,160 --> 00:37:20,440
Speaker 7: Now rumors it has not been confined. So I'm like,

801
00:37:20,440 --> 00:37:21,320
Speaker 7: what the heck is happening.

802
00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:24,600
Speaker 4: I thought that happened when they was on live the

803
00:37:24,600 --> 00:37:27,279
Speaker 4: other night, and now they said, yeah, I swell thought

804
00:37:28,320 --> 00:37:29,320
Speaker 4: Kea did break.

805
00:37:29,080 --> 00:37:32,560
Speaker 3: It, And I don't know.

806
00:37:35,200 --> 00:37:37,719
Speaker 8: We could start racing now go ahead, Okay, last two

807
00:37:37,760 --> 00:37:38,319
Speaker 8: minutes of race.

808
00:37:38,440 --> 00:37:40,879
Speaker 1: Okay, what did fame take from you?

809
00:37:41,080 --> 00:37:43,120
Speaker 5: Will take from your inner child that you're still trying

810
00:37:43,120 --> 00:37:45,880
Speaker 5: to get back when you think about the last twenty years.

811
00:37:48,360 --> 00:37:51,799
Speaker 3: I was twenty one when I made it. I had

812
00:37:51,880 --> 00:37:52,960
Speaker 3: lived my little childhood.

813
00:37:54,719 --> 00:37:57,200
Speaker 4: I didn't miss a beat. Actually I was bad as

814
00:37:57,239 --> 00:37:59,160
Speaker 4: it went through the streets in Oakland, that will, trust me.

815
00:37:59,520 --> 00:38:02,759
Speaker 3: Trust me, I didn't miss a beat. I'm cool now,

816
00:38:02,800 --> 00:38:03,600
Speaker 3: I'm cool. I'm cool.

817
00:38:03,800 --> 00:38:06,520
Speaker 7: Do you feel the love after all the bullshit? Do

818
00:38:06,560 --> 00:38:07,800
Speaker 7: you feel the love today?

819
00:38:08,080 --> 00:38:11,960
Speaker 3: Of course? Heck yeah. I mean, I haven't made a

820
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:13,960
Speaker 3: record in so long. I did.

821
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:18,040
Speaker 4: I did Kilanie. I did that record with Kilanie. I

822
00:38:18,080 --> 00:38:21,560
Speaker 4: did do a record with Hanho. I just got in

823
00:38:21,560 --> 00:38:22,600
Speaker 4: the studio with Trippy Red.

824
00:38:22,640 --> 00:38:23,400
Speaker 3: That was that was.

825
00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:27,040
Speaker 4: I mean, I did a song with him.

826
00:38:27,120 --> 00:38:29,839
Speaker 3: Yeah, you're gonna do another album and this Glow realer thing,

827
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:34,000
Speaker 3: this glow really I did.

828
00:38:35,560 --> 00:38:37,759
Speaker 4: Yeah, y'all getting that verse here? I thought I would

829
00:38:37,840 --> 00:38:40,600
Speaker 4: because I love you guys so much, and yeah, so

830
00:38:40,640 --> 00:38:41,839
Speaker 4: that's gonna be super fly.

831
00:38:42,680 --> 00:38:44,840
Speaker 3: I'm supporting Glow. I like her style.

832
00:38:46,040 --> 00:38:51,160
Speaker 4: I like her to so cute and sweet.

833
00:38:51,880 --> 00:38:53,960
Speaker 3: She I was seeing her on stage I was like coachill,

834
00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:57,040
Speaker 3: I said, yeah, this time clean record.

835
00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:00,960
Speaker 4: I got Kanye called you to then and say, Yo,

836
00:39:01,120 --> 00:39:02,759
Speaker 4: I want you to do one more song with me

837
00:39:02,880 --> 00:39:06,839
Speaker 4: right now. We're first, we're going to church and and

838
00:39:06,840 --> 00:39:09,520
Speaker 4: and and yeah, we're calling. We're both gonna call the

839
00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:12,399
Speaker 4: pastor at this point because everybody needs a little God.

840
00:39:12,560 --> 00:39:14,480
Speaker 3: Yes, you know what I mean. And I don't know.

841
00:39:14,480 --> 00:39:18,319
Speaker 4: What's going on, and I'm not here to judge, but

842
00:39:18,400 --> 00:39:19,240
Speaker 4: I definitely would.

843
00:39:19,280 --> 00:39:19,640
Speaker 3: I would.

844
00:39:19,640 --> 00:39:22,360
Speaker 4: I would like for my friend to actually, like really,

845
00:39:22,960 --> 00:39:25,560
Speaker 4: I mean, I don't know how hard or how bad

846
00:39:25,600 --> 00:39:29,480
Speaker 4: it hurts to people to say things and do things,

847
00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:32,600
Speaker 4: and like I would, I would really want him to

848
00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:33,960
Speaker 4: find some love for real.

849
00:39:34,600 --> 00:39:37,000
Speaker 3: I wish that for all of us to that.

850
00:39:37,040 --> 00:39:38,640
Speaker 1: Know, do you feel the way when you performed last night?

851
00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:44,200
Speaker 3: What kind of is this? This is all.

852
00:39:47,520 --> 00:39:53,080
Speaker 4: I am. I am hopefully hopefully you know what I'm saying.

853
00:39:53,080 --> 00:39:54,960
Speaker 3: It's like when you feel things like I did.

854
00:39:54,960 --> 00:39:57,839
Speaker 4: I did a song. I did a song. Yeah, by

855
00:39:57,880 --> 00:39:59,439
Speaker 4: my last relationship.

856
00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:06,080
Speaker 1: How many talkslationships have you been in? Some things that's traumatizing?

857
00:40:06,160 --> 00:40:09,719
Speaker 1: It was only like like two, that's enough, that's enough.

858
00:40:09,760 --> 00:40:13,960
Speaker 3: A whole lot your last time I love my God,

859
00:40:14,320 --> 00:40:19,439
Speaker 3: Oh my God. Love you, Keish, We love you more.

860
00:40:19,680 --> 00:40:20,120
Speaker 3: Thank You.

861
00:40:20,280 --> 00:40:23,560
Speaker 2: The Wade is the twentieth Anniversary tour celebrating the twentieth

862
00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:27,120
Speaker 2: anniversary of her debut album and We Love You, I

863
00:40:27,160 --> 00:40:27,640
Speaker 2: Love you guys.

864
00:40:27,880 --> 00:40:29,960
Speaker 5: Gonna be in York on July twelveth to by the way,

865
00:40:30,400 --> 00:40:32,319
Speaker 5: July twelfth, we all ski.

866
00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:36,680
Speaker 1: It's the Breakfast Club's Cup. Wake that ass up in

867
00:40:36,719 --> 00:40:38,320
Speaker 1: the morning. Breakfast Club