WEBVTT - E7 | Dark Clouds

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<v Speaker 1>Hayley, quick, wake up. What there's a storm. We need

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<v Speaker 1>to get a move on the chores.

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<v Speaker 2>Huh. Let me see. It doesn't look too bad, just

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<v Speaker 2>a little rain.

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<v Speaker 1>A little rain can turn into a lot of rain

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<v Speaker 1>real quick. Plus they're calling for hal so we need

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<v Speaker 1>to get the horses in the barn and see if

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<v Speaker 1>the cattle moved under the trees.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, the calves, this will be their first big storm.

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<v Speaker 1>Then I'm gonna get started. Alejandro will be here soon.

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<v Speaker 1>Keep your walk. He turned up.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I hope he brought some boots with him. It's

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<v Speaker 2>gonna be a muddy mess.

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<v Speaker 1>That's right. We've got the animals secured. The neighbor's goats

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<v Speaker 1>even came into the barn, I'm.

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<v Speaker 3>Sure they did. What about the cattle. Did they go

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<v Speaker 3>into the little forest?

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<v Speaker 4>Well?

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<v Speaker 1>Like some ventured up towards the gorge again. Oh, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>glad we put a trail cam up there. There's some

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<v Speaker 1>calves with them, so I think I'll have to move them.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't want the hell to scare the calves over the edge.

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<v Speaker 1>It's pretty high.

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<v Speaker 4>Up there, Dad, that's a two person job.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna try again with Bailey. Maybe now with how

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<v Speaker 1>serious this is. She'll ride Sonny and help me.

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<v Speaker 4>I hope so. But I don't know, Dad.

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<v Speaker 3>She didn't say anything about my letter and what you

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<v Speaker 3>told me. She said about the day we found Connor's cancer.

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<v Speaker 3>M Blake thinks there's more to it than fear or stubbornness.

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<v Speaker 3>Connor falling off Sonny was the catalyst that started us

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<v Speaker 3>down that path. Blake has seen this a lot with

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<v Speaker 3>the rodeo. Emotions get attached to events and that can

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<v Speaker 3>override logic and training.

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<v Speaker 1>Well. Her dad has always been able to see her best.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe that's why she's been avoiding his calls.

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<v Speaker 3>She's not been ready to see herself correctly. I think

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<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna pack up right now and head home. Maybe

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<v Speaker 3>I can get there before.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait a minute, Wait a minute, don't do that.

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<v Speaker 3>I'll be all right, Dad, I don't mind, and I

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<v Speaker 3>really think that I need to know.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean it now. I don't want you getting caught

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<v Speaker 1>driving in that storm. I'll go easy on Bailey. I

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<v Speaker 1>won't push her.

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<v Speaker 4>All right, all right, but please don't go out there alone.

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<v Speaker 3>If Bailey isn't ready to ride with you, call over

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<v Speaker 3>to the Buckholtzes or see if you can get in

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<v Speaker 3>touch with one of the regular farm hands.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, we'll do Sweetie, We'll get through this.

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<v Speaker 4>Love you, Love you too, Dad.

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<v Speaker 2>No, Alejandro, don't merge the mushrooms.

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<v Speaker 5>Why not? Do I need to fill the inventory first?

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<v Speaker 1>What you need?

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<v Speaker 2>We are double twin flowers.

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<v Speaker 4>Here.

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<v Speaker 5>Let me show you fine here, Szoe, I don't get

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<v Speaker 5>this game?

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<v Speaker 2>See like this?

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<v Speaker 5>Do you like video games? Bailey?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh?

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<v Speaker 3>Some.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't have a cell phone, so I never played

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<v Speaker 2>games like that. But we do have an old console

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<v Speaker 2>in the house. But Bailey phone games are the best.

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<v Speaker 2>They're portable for times like this, when you're stuck in

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<v Speaker 2>a barn.

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<v Speaker 5>I guess there's not usually a lot of downtime on

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<v Speaker 5>a farm. Too much work.

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<v Speaker 2>Sure, it's a lot of work. But when we finished

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<v Speaker 2>with chores in school, Connor would always come up with

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<v Speaker 2>something crazy to do, like driving ATVs. More like ATV

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<v Speaker 2>hide and seek, or jumping ATVs over the low part

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<v Speaker 2>of the creek.

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<v Speaker 5>That sounds dangerous and extremely fun.

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<v Speaker 2>It was just don't tell cheapop. But on days like this,

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<v Speaker 2>Connor and I would dream about the business we wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to start.

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<v Speaker 5>What business were you going to start? I know a

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<v Speaker 5>few business owners. It's hard work.

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<v Speaker 2>We were going to run a sanctuary for wild and

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<v Speaker 2>unwanted horses, and for the business we were going to

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<v Speaker 2>gentle the ones we could to go into rodeo training

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<v Speaker 2>with my dad.

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<v Speaker 5>Wow, that's pretty cool. Actually, he said you were so

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<v Speaker 5>not anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>Not without Connor. We were going to start with a grant,

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<v Speaker 2>but we never got to submit it and I couldn't

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<v Speaker 2>do it on my own anyway. But aren't you going

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<v Speaker 2>to train Wilder? That's a big deal. He's definitely a

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<v Speaker 2>wild one. Okay, he's getting a little worked up. I

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<v Speaker 2>get it, Wilder. My old apartment was so tiny. You

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<v Speaker 2>just need a bigger stall. This is the biggest stall

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<v Speaker 2>we have. It's for foling mares.

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<v Speaker 5>Did you give him any staty Vailey?

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<v Speaker 2>Not yet. He was doing so well with me and

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<v Speaker 2>I wanted to keep working with him. If he's too sedated,

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<v Speaker 2>he won't remember and we won't make any progress.

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<v Speaker 5>Do you really want him remembering this? Right now? He

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<v Speaker 5>seems to be getting more and more upset, and the

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<v Speaker 5>pacing can't be good for his leg.

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<v Speaker 2>His leg's actually doing much better. But I guess you're right.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll give him some ace. That should take the edge off.

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<v Speaker 5>I'll get you some fee to put it in. He's

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<v Speaker 5>not going to let you near his mouth.

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<v Speaker 2>Alejandro, you're starting to sound like a real farmer, like

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<v Speaker 2>you know stuff now.

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<v Speaker 5>I prefer rancher. I think horse is somewhere of my thing.

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<v Speaker 2>But thanks, Yeah, just don't forget to lock the feed room. Yeah, cowboy.

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<v Speaker 2>I like being around the horses too, but just brushing

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<v Speaker 2>them and hugging them. You don't want to learn to ride,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe one of your calm geldings, but training a wild horse.

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<v Speaker 2>That's next level for my farming duties. I think I

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<v Speaker 2>like the celebrity chickens best. I can tell. They're always

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<v Speaker 2>following you around. Maybe they can tell you're from Hollywood.

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<v Speaker 2>Doubt it. I didn't really fit in there, really, but

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<v Speaker 2>you always have stylish clothes and seem to know what's

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<v Speaker 2>going on with celebrities and all. I can never keep

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<v Speaker 2>up with that. I just have good Wi Fi. Actually

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<v Speaker 2>that was kind of the problem, part of the reason

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<v Speaker 2>we moved here. What do you mean, what problem?

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<v Speaker 5>Here's some feed? Oh thanks, but you girls could have

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<v Speaker 5>at least kept Stone and Blitz from following me.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh sorry, those goats are always causing trouble.

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<v Speaker 5>No worries. It's all good. That fake snake next to

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<v Speaker 5>the door is working for now, but I think they're

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<v Speaker 5>getting used to it.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like Wilder in his fancy birthing stall. You better hurry, Bailey,

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<v Speaker 2>got it here you go, Wilder, come on, eat the

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<v Speaker 2>tasty grain. He's not taking it.

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<v Speaker 5>What are we going to do now?

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<v Speaker 2>I'll have to go in there and calm him down.

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<v Speaker 2>I can try and give it to him. Orally, you sure, Bailey,

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<v Speaker 2>he's moving around the stall pretty quickly. It's that. Or

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<v Speaker 2>maybe put him back out in the round pen. If

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<v Speaker 2>you'd even let me walk him out there, he may

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<v Speaker 2>just bolt.

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<v Speaker 5>Good thing his leg's better, then maybe it'd be okay

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<v Speaker 5>for him to bolt.

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<v Speaker 6>No way, whoa boy, It's okay, okay, easy boy.

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<v Speaker 5>How can I help Bailey?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going to get him dell over his head. See

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<v Speaker 2>if you can put the lead rope over his neck. Okay, careful,

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<v Speaker 2>you're safe, Wilder. I know you want to come out.

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<v Speaker 5>Huh uh.

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<v Speaker 2>Remember the nice lead rope. It's not gonna hurt you

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<v Speaker 2>at all. That's a good.

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<v Speaker 5>Boy, Good boy? Is that good?

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<v Speaker 3>Bailey?

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<v Speaker 5>Do you think you can squat it in his mouth.

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<v Speaker 2>Now yeah, oh oh, he's gonna keep throwing his head.

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<v Speaker 2>Zoe gets some banana bread out of my bag quick.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna try to give it to him and food again. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>here it is. Thanks smell this. Yeah, yeah, you want this,

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<v Speaker 2>don't you. He really likes my mom's banana bread.

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<v Speaker 5>It's working. He's eating it. Good job Wilder, and good

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<v Speaker 5>job Bailey. I can't believe you got into calm down

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<v Speaker 5>after all that.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks Alejandro, and thanks for helping me. I really think

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<v Speaker 2>you do well here, you know, with me, So please

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<v Speaker 2>don't say anything else about him leaving.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm sorry. I just thought that was the plan keep up.

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<v Speaker 5>And I saw his hurt nearby yesterday and thought, but.

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<v Speaker 2>That's not his herd. It's the gray stallion's hurd. We're

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<v Speaker 2>his herd. Now, yeah, we're his herd.

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, got it.

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<v Speaker 2>You're his hurt and you too if you want huh,

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<v Speaker 2>never mind, it's dumb, No.

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<v Speaker 5>It's not. It's just a first for me being not

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<v Speaker 5>a soccer team member of a band, but a heard Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>gump me into.

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<v Speaker 2>Great where you all are a rocky? Don't seek all

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<v Speaker 2>over me? Do you think the storm will pass by?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think so, Bailey. So I need your help, Zoe.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you keep Rocky in here? He's not ready for this?

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<v Speaker 5>Sure?

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<v Speaker 2>What is it?

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<v Speaker 1>Some of the heifers and their calves have gone up

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<v Speaker 1>towards the gorge.

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<v Speaker 2>They're just trying to get to high ground. I'm sure

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<v Speaker 2>the creek's pretty high by now.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, we don't want any calves getting scared and falling

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<v Speaker 1>into the gorge. We need to move them away and carefully.

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<v Speaker 1>Will you ride with me?

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<v Speaker 2>Can I just take the ATV?

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<v Speaker 1>No, can do, kiddo. The terrain is too steep.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but I can just drive the ATV to the

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<v Speaker 2>base of the hill and climb up. I can keep

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<v Speaker 2>them away from the edge. At least.

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<v Speaker 1>It's already too muddy, Bailey. The ATV will get stuck

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<v Speaker 1>before you're halfway there.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>Will you try and ride Sonny and help me?

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<v Speaker 5>No?

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<v Speaker 2>I but.

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<v Speaker 1>Bailey, you okay? Slow down?

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<v Speaker 5>What's wrong with her? Bailey?

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<v Speaker 2>Give her space. She's having an anxiety attack. O honey, Bailey,

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<v Speaker 2>look at my eyes. You're going to be okay. Sit

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<v Speaker 2>down here, lean over. I've got you.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't have to go, Bailey, It's okay. I can

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<v Speaker 1>do it.

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<v Speaker 5>I can help. I've done some riding in Billings. Just

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<v Speaker 5>give me one of your easier horses.

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<v Speaker 1>M sure you're gonna be okay, Bailey?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm sorry.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't be sorry. It's okay.

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<v Speaker 2>I've got her. Gee Pop, she'll be okay. You can

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<v Speaker 2>go save the baby cows.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, let's go, Alejandro, grab soldier from the stall and

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<v Speaker 1>come over here by the tack room. I'll saddle them

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<v Speaker 1>up for you.

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<v Speaker 5>Got it. Feel better, Bailey, I'll be back as soon

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<v Speaker 5>as I can.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. Just sit a little longer. Gee Pop and

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<v Speaker 2>Alejandra will take care of everything out there, and we'll

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<v Speaker 2>take care of Wilder. Okay, okay, it's all going to

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<v Speaker 2>be fine. Let's just relax him in then we'll check

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<v Speaker 2>on Wilder the medstra kicken soon. I don't feel better.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm, that's good. How about you? Are you feeling

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<v Speaker 2>more like yourself?

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<v Speaker 4>Now?

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<v Speaker 2>Am I feeling like myself? I haven't felt like myself

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<v Speaker 2>for a while, but am feeling better than I did

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<v Speaker 2>a few minutes ago. Okay, well that's good. How do

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<v Speaker 2>you know I was having an anxiety attack or it

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<v Speaker 2>can be called a panic attack. Yeah, that I have

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<v Speaker 2>some experience with anxiety. I even take medicine. Though it

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<v Speaker 2>seems to work better than Wilders, it might take a

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<v Speaker 2>little longer since he's so worked up. Oh, so, is

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<v Speaker 2>this the problem you were talking about before? Why you

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<v Speaker 2>moved here? Yeah? I was pretty miserable back in California,

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<v Speaker 2>but you're like the happiest person I know. I had

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<v Speaker 2>trouble with some kids I went to school with and

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<v Speaker 2>stayed in my apartment a lot, but then they started

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<v Speaker 2>picking on me on social media. Mornings before school were

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<v Speaker 2>really hard. I often had anxiety attacks. I'm so sorry.

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<v Speaker 2>That's awful. I'm doing much better now. My mom helped

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<v Speaker 2>me as best she could, but eventually decided we needed

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<v Speaker 2>a change of scenery, and I really like it here.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm glad you're here too. I'm sorry I never asked

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<v Speaker 2>you about you know you? That's okay. I understand being

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<v Speaker 2>good at friendships is tricky, but even more when you're hurting. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I guess I've been in my head a lot. I

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<v Speaker 2>was too, But you know, when I'm brushing the horses

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<v Speaker 2>or feeding the chickens, I can forget about stuff and

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<v Speaker 2>feel calm, and I even forget to check my phone. Wow.

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<v Speaker 2>That is a pretty big deal then, I know, right. Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I just remembered I found this when I was getting

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<v Speaker 2>the banana bread earlier. Oh, my mom's letter. My mom

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<v Speaker 2>was kind of my hero through all my troubles, but

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<v Speaker 2>only once I finally told her what was happening. Oh mmmm, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I see what you did there. I'm going to run

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<v Speaker 2>in the house and grab some more supplies. Okay, thanks, Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>Dear Bailey, I want to leave you this banana bread

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<v Speaker 2>as a gift, and I want to share with you

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<v Speaker 2>a gift that I have received from Sonny. From Sonny, huh.

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<v Speaker 2>I know you're having some trouble writing Sonny again, and

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<v Speaker 2>that's probably because of the accident. I know that was

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<v Speaker 2>a terrible day that led to some terrible months. But

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<v Speaker 2>I see that accident a little differently. I see it

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<v Speaker 2>as a gift. It was because of the fall that

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<v Speaker 2>we went to the hospital and then discovered the tumor

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<v Speaker 2>when we did months before it took his life. In fact,

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<v Speaker 2>the doctor just called it a silent tumor, usually not

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<v Speaker 2>found until after the patient has died. So you see,

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<v Speaker 2>Sonny gave me the gift of time. Although the doctors

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<v Speaker 2>couldn't cure us cancer. I had time to tell my

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<v Speaker 2>son how much I loved him, and I had time

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<v Speaker 2>to say goodbye. Pain of his loss isn't less. It's

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<v Speaker 2>still just as painful not to have him, but I'm

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<v Speaker 2>thankful that I had that time with him. I hope

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<v Speaker 2>you can forgive Sonny and find your way back to her. No,

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<v Speaker 2>she misses you because I miss you.

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<v Speaker 7>We need you, Bailey, love Mom, Mom, Oh, Sonny.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, Sonny. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry girl. I've blamed you,

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<v Speaker 2>ignored you, yelled at you. I know it's not your fault.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh a hug, Thanks girl, You're forgiving me already. That's

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<v Speaker 2>all it took. Thank you, Sonny. I love you too.

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<v Speaker 2>I know I've been pushing you away. Mom and dad too.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so sorry, Bail. It's okay, Sonny.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh daily, zolly Ugh, Where are you in, Sonny stall?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh?

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<v Speaker 2>Gepop and Alejandro just called on the walkie talkie. They

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<v Speaker 2>move the calves just in time and are taking shelter

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<v Speaker 2>in a small cake. Good. Oh wow, you're both still calm.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, I have some experience with storms and with horses.

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<v Speaker 2>You've got to be calm and confident, strong and gentle

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<v Speaker 2>horses can feel our moods, so in times like these

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<v Speaker 2>we need to be relaxed for them. You must feel

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<v Speaker 2>a lot better than before then, yeah, I guess I do. Hmm,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe it's something we did for each other. We should

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<v Speaker 2>probably hang out with wilder. Then he's not looking very relaxed.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh man, the ace should have kicked in by now. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>he was breathing kind of hard and oh, never mind.

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<v Speaker 2>He must be more comfortable now he's laying down. What

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<v Speaker 2>he's laying down?

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<v Speaker 4>No?

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, no, no, no, what's wrong? I thought you said

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<v Speaker 2>that was a good sign. You said laying down meant

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<v Speaker 2>he was getting comfortable, feeling safe. Not this time. We

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<v Speaker 2>need to call the back quick. Something's wrong. I think

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<v Speaker 2>it's callic call like, what's that? It's bad, very bad.

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<v Speaker 2>Collicking means he doesn't get held fast, he'll die

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<v Speaker 3>To