WEBVTT - Episode 307 w/ Remy Ma 0:00:00.120 --> 0:00:02.480 Welcome to Drink Champs, the production of The Black Effect 0:00:02.560 --> 0:00:18.119 and I heart radio and his Drink Chats, motherfucking podcast. 0:00:18.680 --> 0:00:21.960 He's Alekny Queen's rappers. He's like, that's your boy in 0:00:22.040 --> 0:00:25.279 O R. He's a Miami hip hop pioneer, he was 0:00:25.400 --> 0:00:28.120 d j e FN. Together, they're drinking up with some 0:00:28.200 --> 0:00:31.400 of the biggest players, I mean, in the most professional, 0:00:31.680 --> 0:00:35.479 unprofessional podcast and yet number one source for drunk back 0:00:35.640 --> 0:00:39.280 drink every day is New year' z does his time 0:00:39.560 --> 0:00:49.520 for Drink Champs, drink up the putty good be hopfully 0:00:49.560 --> 0:00:51.239 is it should be? This is your boy in O R? 0:00:51.520 --> 0:00:53.440 What up is d J e f N. His drink 0:00:53.479 --> 0:00:59.440 Chats with the fucking yap will make something, you know, 0:00:59.520 --> 0:01:01.720 I'm excited. I'm excited one because we don't get a 0:01:01.720 --> 0:01:05.000 lot of females to come here and chill and you know, 0:01:05.000 --> 0:01:09.160 play the game and smoke and dreams. The funnest episodes 0:01:09.200 --> 0:01:12.720 here when when the females come She was onisode before. 0:01:13.160 --> 0:01:17.720 But I just want to describe a man, uh relentless 0:01:18.040 --> 0:01:23.240 hustler of a hustler. You know, Queen, you know a wife, 0:01:23.760 --> 0:01:27.600 a sister, I knew, a mother. Don't forget my mother. 0:01:27.640 --> 0:01:33.360 Holy oh lord, I always, I always we wonder when 0:01:33.400 --> 0:01:36.080 duty do her husband battle, when they when they argue, 0:01:36.920 --> 0:01:42.200 we're going down. But she is in this game and 0:01:42.240 --> 0:01:45.200 getting better and better and better. Just open up a 0:01:45.280 --> 0:01:48.160 rap league. Heard it's like number one throughout so many 0:01:48.240 --> 0:01:52.160 numbers for females. We're gonna get into all that. Uh 0:01:52.440 --> 0:01:57.000 dominated the reality field world made everyone say, you know what, 0:01:57.080 --> 0:02:00.040 you can do this and not look stupid and you 0:02:00.040 --> 0:02:04.640 look strong black love. In case you don't know who 0:02:04.640 --> 0:02:06.320 the bunk I'm talking about, we're talking about the one, 0:02:06.480 --> 0:02:16.240 the only raby motherfucker I've been up for because we're 0:02:16.240 --> 0:02:18.560 supposed to have you last week. So I start fact 0:02:18.639 --> 0:02:22.240 Joe to give me the questions, and then I stalk 0:02:22.280 --> 0:02:24.560 Pat Poos to give me questions. So they basically ghost 0:02:24.600 --> 0:02:30.800 wrote my interview right pretty much. So, but I got 0:02:30.880 --> 0:02:32.520 I got my own ship. I got my own ship. 0:02:32.960 --> 0:02:34.560 But here and there, when you see me looking at 0:02:34.560 --> 0:02:36.920 that note, I'm gonna see if you can figure out 0:02:36.960 --> 0:02:39.280 which question came from. All right, but but let's le's 0:02:39.320 --> 0:02:41.919 keep let's keep it real. Um, let's get right into 0:02:41.960 --> 0:02:44.000 this rap league that what is it a female rap? 0:02:44.200 --> 0:02:48.799 It's a female battle rap. League. Bain't like they did. 0:02:48.880 --> 0:02:51.800 They're saying hi to each other. It's crazy. It's a 0:02:51.800 --> 0:02:57.560 battle rap league. Um, some of the nicest ever like 0:02:57.600 --> 0:03:02.720 pun pun voice uh Um. I started out a battle 0:03:02.760 --> 0:03:05.080 rap That's what I used to do before I even 0:03:05.760 --> 0:03:08.079 I never even dreamed that I'd be a rapper. Let's 0:03:08.080 --> 0:03:09.440 just be a book. I can't even say before I 0:03:09.520 --> 0:03:11.040 dreamed it being a rapper. I never thought I would 0:03:11.040 --> 0:03:12.800 be a rapper. I never seen it as a career path. 0:03:12.880 --> 0:03:16.760 It's just something that I would do. Um. I hung 0:03:16.760 --> 0:03:18.560 out with a lot of guys growing up. They should 0:03:18.639 --> 0:03:21.360 literally take me to different peoplehoods to battle niggers and 0:03:21.400 --> 0:03:25.960 take their money because I was a girl that right, Yeah, 0:03:26.040 --> 0:03:27.880 so it was. It was it was free money like 0:03:27.880 --> 0:03:32.440 it was joining money, little face money, every color j 0:03:32.560 --> 0:03:35.840 and sport money like I was I was still in school. Um, 0:03:36.280 --> 0:03:38.720 It's just something that I did. One of one of 0:03:38.920 --> 0:03:41.600 the only times that I've ever battled a female. It 0:03:42.000 --> 0:03:46.680 went Vira before going Vira was a thing, Okay, so 0:03:46.920 --> 0:03:49.200 that that was before you know, viral was the thing, 0:03:49.240 --> 0:03:52.400 like it was everywhere, everybody heard about it, whatever, whatever, 0:03:53.040 --> 0:03:56.720 And when I went away. When I was going it 0:03:56.920 --> 0:03:59.920 was like this whole movement of female battle rappers like 0:04:00.040 --> 0:04:02.640 became a thing like battle rap started, you know, planting 0:04:02.680 --> 0:04:04.760 this people. But there was a league with just women. 0:04:04.840 --> 0:04:08.200 So when I came home and I've seen it, shoutouts 0:04:08.200 --> 0:04:10.600 to Queened the Ring, shout out to Debo, Babs and 0:04:10.720 --> 0:04:13.040 vague Um. I was watching, I was like, Yo, this 0:04:13.120 --> 0:04:15.280 is dope. Like it was. It looked like a bunch 0:04:15.320 --> 0:04:19.200 of means, young means. And I always was like, I 0:04:19.200 --> 0:04:21.080 want to do something like this because I would watch 0:04:21.160 --> 0:04:23.560 it and I'd be like, because I know the industry 0:04:23.560 --> 0:04:25.279 a little bit more, I knew there were things that 0:04:25.360 --> 0:04:27.640 I could do that to make it dope. Like people, 0:04:27.720 --> 0:04:29.359 I felt people needed to see this because I'll be 0:04:29.360 --> 0:04:32.279 telling people about it. They they really didn't know even 0:04:32.320 --> 0:04:35.120 now when I'm doing interviews about it, or when I'm 0:04:35.160 --> 0:04:37.240 talking about it, or people who tuned in the other 0:04:37.360 --> 0:04:39.960 nights to my first ever batted I was live streamed 0:04:40.000 --> 0:04:43.000 or hot um, they was like, yeah, I've never seen 0:04:43.000 --> 0:04:45.320 nothing like this before my life. Was there that many 0:04:46.000 --> 0:04:49.960 female battle mcs when you were coming up, I'm gonna 0:04:49.960 --> 0:04:54.960 assume there was. They just didn't have a platform to battle. Now. 0:04:55.440 --> 0:04:59.080 I was the only chick that was nice. I never 0:04:59.240 --> 0:05:01.520 read it to no girl. The only bad girl that 0:05:01.560 --> 0:05:03.760 I ever battle in my life was luck. I never 0:05:03.920 --> 0:05:06.880 ran into the girls ever. So UM, it was just 0:05:07.000 --> 0:05:09.800 crazy to see so many of them and just the 0:05:09.800 --> 0:05:11.760 different styles. And it was from everywhere. Like the girls 0:05:11.760 --> 0:05:16.240 on my card, particularly like we have moll League get 0:05:16.279 --> 0:05:18.520 my card that I just had my It's like kind 0:05:18.520 --> 0:05:20.160 of like boxing, like you have a card, like it 0:05:20.320 --> 0:05:23.080 was on the card who that the matches that I had. 0:05:23.160 --> 0:05:27.800 They was from everywhere. San Francisco, UM, San Antonio, Texas, 0:05:27.839 --> 0:05:34.680 New Orleans, Rhode Island, UM, Bridgeport, Connecticut, Boston, UM, it 0:05:34.720 --> 0:05:37.400 was in New York and New York on on Damnian 0:05:37.440 --> 0:05:40.120 Tom Square. So it was it was which made it 0:05:40.160 --> 0:05:42.880 even crazier because they haven't had a battle Rap event 0:05:42.920 --> 0:05:44.880 in New York in like four or five years because 0:05:44.880 --> 0:05:48.440 they just used to get too crazy. UM Smack and 0:05:48.560 --> 0:05:51.200 Beasley from RL they came out, they was in the building. 0:05:51.640 --> 0:05:54.720 It was just a really dope event. Like the numbers 0:05:54.800 --> 0:05:58.720 was amazing, trending number one in the country, number three worldwide, 0:05:58.720 --> 0:06:02.200 like they're blowing it up and number three, so like 0:06:02.320 --> 0:06:06.440 that that it was all females, and I think one 0:06:06.440 --> 0:06:09.279 of My main reasons of doing it is because I 0:06:09.360 --> 0:06:11.880 was always into it, but when I started like getting 0:06:11.880 --> 0:06:13.920 to know some of the girls are seeing behind the scenes, 0:06:13.960 --> 0:06:17.720 Like the pay gap between what the male battle rappers 0:06:17.720 --> 0:06:20.520 was getting it with they was getting was just crazy 0:06:20.600 --> 0:06:25.600 like female it's like the workplace, but it was real. 0:06:25.680 --> 0:06:29.440 It was just respectful, like they getting fifties sixty thousand 0:06:29.560 --> 0:06:34.000 and the girls getting like and to me, the girls 0:06:34.000 --> 0:06:39.479 are way more entertaining and very much more, very much 0:06:39.520 --> 0:06:42.200 more disrespectful, but they're way more entertaining. They don't choke 0:06:42.240 --> 0:06:45.000 as much like they become more prepared. I just feel 0:06:45.000 --> 0:06:47.000 like they needed to be packaged the right way. So 0:06:47.240 --> 0:06:52.440 when I've been wanted the past two months, I styled 0:06:52.480 --> 0:06:56.280 the hair makeup cloth you get these artists to do? Now, 0:06:56.279 --> 0:06:58.240 are they signed to you? Or they can go They 0:06:58.240 --> 0:06:59.880 can still go to you? Are they can they can 0:06:59.880 --> 0:07:02.200 go there? Like I'm not, I've been locked up before 0:07:08.800 --> 0:07:14.600 ahead body into no contract. I feel like when you're 0:07:14.600 --> 0:07:16.520 good to people and when you treat them good, and 0:07:16.560 --> 0:07:18.760 when your business is right, people don't want to work 0:07:18.760 --> 0:07:20.280 with you. But let me ask you a question. What 0:07:20.320 --> 0:07:22.280 happens if you're walking through checkfil that you're going to 0:07:22.360 --> 0:07:26.120 the restaurant. You have Chick fil a female come to you. 0:07:26.280 --> 0:07:28.840 She's very respectful with me. I know you're eating, you know, 0:07:28.920 --> 0:07:31.280 but can I spit some bars to you? She spit 0:07:31.360 --> 0:07:33.560 some bars to you. You literally take up from Chick 0:07:33.600 --> 0:07:39.400 fil A to fucking mtv BT's office. She blows up everything. 0:07:40.440 --> 0:07:43.400 You're not gonna feel a little bit. No, I'm not, 0:07:43.480 --> 0:07:46.240 because she is. She a real bit like me. She'll 0:07:46.280 --> 0:07:47.840 be like, you know what, rhyme here, this is you 0:07:48.040 --> 0:07:49.520 because if it wasn't for you, this is that. If 0:07:49.560 --> 0:07:53.320 she's not, then cool. It's happened before. It's people that 0:07:53.360 --> 0:07:58.280 I put in position. And it's not that, it's not that, 0:07:58.320 --> 0:08:01.320 but I don't care. I don't do things to get 0:08:01.360 --> 0:08:03.960 something back. If I do something just because I did it, 0:08:03.960 --> 0:08:06.559 it's just because I could. A lot of times people 0:08:06.560 --> 0:08:08.960 could put people in position, and they don't because of 0:08:09.000 --> 0:08:10.640 that very reason. They feel like, yeah, if I put 0:08:10.640 --> 0:08:12.840 them on, I'll put them in position. They ain't gonna 0:08:12.920 --> 0:08:15.120 handle me the right way they and and that's cool. 0:08:15.800 --> 0:08:18.680 That's not gonna stop my blessings. I'm still get the 0:08:18.720 --> 0:08:20.480 blessings that I was supposed to get outside of you. 0:08:20.920 --> 0:08:24.720 So I've never ever stopped anybody from doing the thing. 0:08:24.800 --> 0:08:26.560 I'm I'm always going to be a person that be like, 0:08:26.680 --> 0:08:29.040 yoll what you're doing. I know somebody that could probably 0:08:29.040 --> 0:08:30.800 help you. Here, take this number, Tell them I sent you. 0:08:31.120 --> 0:08:34.280 Tellthing like that. It's caught you nothing to connect people 0:08:34.280 --> 0:08:36.760 with the right person. Now, if you are asshole and 0:08:36.840 --> 0:08:40.199 you wanna handle, have you one and think because people 0:08:40.200 --> 0:08:42.920 forget that. They forget once when they bleeding out and 0:08:42.960 --> 0:08:44.920 you patch, they wound up, they love you then, but 0:08:44.960 --> 0:08:47.440 when it heals and the scars going, they forget about it. 0:08:47.640 --> 0:08:50.640 Sometimes they forget how they was bleeding out. And that's cool, 0:08:51.000 --> 0:08:53.400 That's okay. I don't I'm all right with that. It's 0:08:53.679 --> 0:08:56.199 why I met pun in nine nine. I was still 0:08:56.200 --> 0:09:01.840 in high school. We two and I'm would so I can't. 0:09:02.320 --> 0:09:07.920 I can't really be mad and I'm bossing around. Let's right, 0:09:08.080 --> 0:09:11.360 and is there a scenario where it's it's only females battling, 0:09:11.480 --> 0:09:22.080 right because it's a female I want to see. Yes, 0:09:22.200 --> 0:09:26.920 they do have interigender battles. I do plan on doing that, um, 0:09:26.960 --> 0:09:29.360 but I just wanted to be established that this is 0:09:29.400 --> 0:09:31.720 a female battle rap league. So if you're a woman, 0:09:32.400 --> 0:09:35.280 you know, pain gold or whatever, and this is what 0:09:35.360 --> 0:09:37.520 you You can come here a lot of times with 0:09:37.640 --> 0:09:40.079 some of the other leagues, like the them, they all dominated. 0:09:40.120 --> 0:09:43.480 That's it's like the NBA, Like I mean, maybe one 0:09:43.559 --> 0:09:45.560 day if a chicken is super duper dumb, nice thing 0:09:45.600 --> 0:09:46.920 might be like you know what, she could come over 0:09:46.960 --> 0:09:50.920 here like like your hands. I don't know, but um 0:09:51.000 --> 0:09:53.800 it's it's a place for women. But that that's not 0:09:53.960 --> 0:09:56.120 doesn't mean I feel the main reason why I want 0:09:56.120 --> 0:09:59.240 to bring gods in because I feel like women are 0:09:59.280 --> 0:10:05.920 never released a liidified until the yeah yeah, because they say, 0:10:06.040 --> 0:10:09.280 like a shorty nice I am for a girl. So 0:10:09.480 --> 0:10:13.520 they started seeing me VOLI and they're like, you know 0:10:13.640 --> 0:10:17.800 what like and I feel like, I don't. I don't 0:10:17.840 --> 0:10:20.480 ever want that to happen because people saying those chicks 0:10:20.559 --> 0:10:22.760 was nice. They was like, yeah, watch when y'all see 0:10:23.280 --> 0:10:25.040 what they do when I when I put them up 0:10:25.080 --> 0:10:27.680 against some of the top top dudes that's in there. 0:10:27.679 --> 0:10:31.000 So unfortunately for women, we never really get our full 0:10:31.160 --> 0:10:34.840 just do until we'll take take somebody down. It has 0:10:34.880 --> 0:10:38.520 to happen. I'm sorry that you'll like this. You got 0:10:38.559 --> 0:10:40.920 you some wine, you got you some wine want you 0:10:41.000 --> 0:10:43.199 to you know, because I'm not. I don't. I can't 0:10:43.240 --> 0:10:45.680 do this again the regulation because this is black owned, 0:10:45.679 --> 0:10:51.840 we want you to know to the black companies. However, 0:10:52.440 --> 0:10:56.640 I don't care if it was purple. This interview will 0:10:56.640 --> 0:10:59.839 be over, and I promise you it's not my thing. 0:11:00.040 --> 0:11:01.960 So I don't want to do that. So I don't 0:11:01.960 --> 0:11:04.600 wanna be bouncing around all over the place for this interview. 0:11:04.640 --> 0:11:07.920 But one thing I noticed immediately right because I went 0:11:07.920 --> 0:11:12.160 through your discography, we heard, um, I'm listening to everything, 0:11:12.720 --> 0:11:15.240 and there's two things. One I'm gonna get to this part. 0:11:15.800 --> 0:11:17.360 Make sure I'll get to the jay Z part. Make 0:11:17.400 --> 0:11:19.800 your mommy. I'm gonna look at you, so your momm 0:11:19.800 --> 0:11:25.480 me right. Um. But today uh huh, we were uh 0:11:25.840 --> 0:11:27.839 one of the guys was playing like you know how 0:11:27.840 --> 0:11:31.040 you play a record and then um, it plays a 0:11:31.080 --> 0:11:34.520 record that relates to that record, so and Ether came 0:11:34.559 --> 0:11:38.000 on and I was like, but I didn't realize because 0:11:38.040 --> 0:11:42.120 after either comes on, he comes on. So it was 0:11:42.240 --> 0:11:44.839 it is that something that you knew that that was 0:11:44.880 --> 0:11:53.480 happening when you picked the Ether? Bet Yeah, okay, Um, 0:11:53.760 --> 0:11:57.640 it's just it's like, right now, somebody does signs somebody 0:11:57.640 --> 0:11:59.760 cursing somebody else, they put them, they make a meme 0:11:59.760 --> 0:12:04.040 out of immediately to the instrumental. Right, yeah, it's just 0:12:04.120 --> 0:12:06.400 that's what it is. Funny. It is how I walked 0:12:06.400 --> 0:12:08.840 in the club with me and I just told you earlier, 0:12:09.080 --> 0:12:10.640 and it was the first record they played, and we 0:12:10.679 --> 0:12:12.120 just both looked at each other. We looked at the 0:12:12.200 --> 0:12:14.200 DJ like come on, we just didn't want to. We 0:12:14.240 --> 0:12:16.320 didn't want to, like we didn't want people to be, 0:12:16.440 --> 0:12:19.480 you know, people down days and then because the worst 0:12:19.480 --> 0:12:22.480 thing that was because both us just look at each 0:12:22.480 --> 0:12:27.040 other like this is not appropriate, like and we didn't 0:12:27.040 --> 0:12:29.400 want anybody in the world to be like this look 0:12:29.440 --> 0:12:35.360 at Nori and nas. Yeah, so we were like we 0:12:35.480 --> 0:12:38.440 like that like you would. You would have seem like 0:12:38.520 --> 0:12:40.560 he was like school field and he was like and 0:12:40.559 --> 0:12:43.120 it was like we communicated like like don't bop nigga, 0:12:43.360 --> 0:12:47.199 like this is like it was funny he was club 0:12:47.360 --> 0:12:50.520 was a club. Okay, So all right, that's one thing. 0:12:51.280 --> 0:12:53.200 So you didn't know, like right now, I'll get back 0:12:53.240 --> 0:12:56.240 to the different part of that question earlier. Here's another 0:12:56.240 --> 0:12:59.360 thing that I noticed I can tell through your bars 0:13:00.080 --> 0:13:03.320 A big jay Z Shan really I can tell like 0:13:03.360 --> 0:13:05.400 I can tell, like, I mean, this is me as 0:13:05.600 --> 0:13:07.679 a journalist now, that's not me as an artist. As 0:13:07.679 --> 0:13:10.040 a journalist, I can tell. So what was it like 0:13:10.480 --> 0:13:15.480 during that time when Joe and Jay really wasn't getting along? 0:13:15.520 --> 0:13:17.000 And I can tell he's one of you. When I 0:13:17.040 --> 0:13:18.480 asked you your top five, like I'm not, I could 0:13:18.480 --> 0:13:20.480 guarantee you James in there. So how was that going? 0:13:20.800 --> 0:13:28.199 Was horrible? I feel sorry I didn't do with me 0:13:29.600 --> 0:13:33.719 to happen, but I think I also remember I was 0:13:33.760 --> 0:13:35.840 really young when when I started head with them, so 0:13:37.240 --> 0:13:40.280 it was it was weird because this is somebody that 0:13:40.320 --> 0:13:42.960 I admired and I like, and I'm like, im pundit 0:13:43.080 --> 0:13:46.319 what and what happened? Like I just was so confused, 0:13:46.320 --> 0:13:50.240 like but why he's such a nice guy. So when 0:13:50.280 --> 0:13:52.680 they like when they got to the place where that 0:13:52.800 --> 0:13:55.120 now it was like the best time of my life. 0:13:55.640 --> 0:14:00.680 It took on understate. But I was so happy now 0:14:00.840 --> 0:14:05.160 just to tell all the things about I could take 0:14:05.200 --> 0:14:12.839 that it's very very holy ship I could imagine to 0:14:12.920 --> 0:14:15.520 get on the record and everything I could imagine. Man, 0:14:15.640 --> 0:14:17.920 I'll tell you what, man, that was. That's one of 0:14:17.960 --> 0:14:20.120 the best things I ever did. When fact Joe called 0:14:20.120 --> 0:14:22.480 me and said, Yo, you gotta get me in contact 0:14:22.480 --> 0:14:25.000 with whole and I was scared and I was just like, 0:14:26.840 --> 0:14:29.360 what do you want to say? Because thinking about it, 0:14:29.600 --> 0:14:31.920 think about it if you listen to it. He shots out, 0:14:31.960 --> 0:14:33.840 showing back I was before me, which I'm always mad 0:14:33.840 --> 0:14:36.040 about that, right, I'm always like, back, guys, didn't get 0:14:36.080 --> 0:14:38.280 you on the phone, y'all. I've been working for this 0:14:38.320 --> 0:14:40.880 man for twelve years and nothing happened. You wasn't in 0:14:40.880 --> 0:14:42.520 the same movie. I'm sorry back because it seem like 0:14:42.560 --> 0:14:44.200 I'm coming back, guys, and I'm not. I'm coming out 0:14:44.200 --> 0:14:49.720 to situation, you know, coming to that job. Maybe maybe 0:14:50.280 --> 0:14:53.320 so he said, he said you please. I said you sure? 0:14:53.440 --> 0:14:54.880 This is this is real. He's like, yeo, this is 0:14:54.920 --> 0:14:57.960 real's molling too long? And you I said, you know what. 0:14:58.160 --> 0:14:59.640 I was going to the breakfast club, so I called 0:14:59.640 --> 0:15:02.560 men and this was why I know. That's why I 0:15:02.560 --> 0:15:04.640 know God it's real, not just not to not to 0:15:05.440 --> 0:15:07.520 change it to a religious date. That's what I feel like. 0:15:07.600 --> 0:15:11.240 God was testing me, like you ain't even rapping no more, 0:15:11.560 --> 0:15:13.400 you ain't gonna get no jay z favor. This is 0:15:13.440 --> 0:15:16.200 one jay Z favor, give it to your brother. And 0:15:16.240 --> 0:15:18.680 when I did that, my life has changed. I put 0:15:18.720 --> 0:15:22.200 someone else before me in a non selfish way. And boy, 0:15:22.680 --> 0:15:26.040 nobody gets a jay z favor and then you get it. 0:15:26.120 --> 0:15:30.120 You don't get that way, you don't give it away. 0:15:30.200 --> 0:15:33.760 Why when I gave it away, it was like my 0:15:33.800 --> 0:15:37.400 whole life change. So I always I always love that bro, 0:15:41.400 --> 0:15:45.680 But it was you see how that how that gold 0:15:45.720 --> 0:15:49.040 co released with what I said about it's not going 0:15:49.080 --> 0:15:53.280 away from you when it gets to the top. Okay, okay, okay, 0:15:53.560 --> 0:15:58.720 let's go. So it's like it didn't take anything away 0:15:58.720 --> 0:16:03.360 from you. Sometimes you get your blessings in a different way. People. 0:16:03.520 --> 0:16:05.520 I think a lot of a lot of people today 0:16:05.520 --> 0:16:09.640 they want instant gratification. Nobody wants to work. Nobody wants 0:16:09.640 --> 0:16:12.560 to put in the time. People see people and they 0:16:12.600 --> 0:16:15.960 see their success, but they never see what to get 0:16:16.000 --> 0:16:18.320 there and then not for nothing. They are some people 0:16:18.320 --> 0:16:22.480 that get lucky and they just take off quick. But 0:16:23.480 --> 0:16:25.960 that doesn't mean that you don't gotta put in work. 0:16:25.960 --> 0:16:27.800 Like you know, I have so many times people come 0:16:27.880 --> 0:16:29.880 like your ram, could you help me with this? And 0:16:29.960 --> 0:16:32.080 I'll be like, listen, I got a bad idea. Soead 0:16:32.080 --> 0:16:33.800 of me giving you that right here, I'm gonna put 0:16:33.800 --> 0:16:36.720 you in a position to where they don't want the position, 0:16:37.080 --> 0:16:40.960 Like it's crazy because I try to explain that people like, Nah, 0:16:41.200 --> 0:16:43.240 people don't be trying to put their people's on, Like 0:16:43.240 --> 0:16:44.640 now I'm gonna put you on. I'm gonna put you 0:16:44.600 --> 0:16:45.840 onto where I don't have to put you on no 0:16:45.960 --> 0:16:48.680 more like putting you on don't mean me just giving 0:16:48.720 --> 0:16:51.960 you five thousand, ten thousands, because that's gonna be going. 0:16:52.000 --> 0:16:54.000 I'm gonna put you in a position to where that 0:16:54.080 --> 0:16:56.320 twenties gonna turn in the forties sixty and you never 0:16:56.360 --> 0:17:00.160 got to come to me again. And people people don't 0:17:00.160 --> 0:17:02.000 want to work, they don't want that. They want their 0:17:02.040 --> 0:17:05.400 hands out, they like, but you got it though, Yeah, 0:17:05.400 --> 0:17:14.280 I don't want to keep it fun talking about giving 0:17:14.359 --> 0:17:19.639 it to you today you are president? How am I 0:17:19.680 --> 0:17:21.720 ever gonna How am I ever gonna go? I remember 0:17:22.920 --> 0:17:27.040 I had to be still be a teenager, and I 0:17:27.040 --> 0:17:28.919 remember Joe told me one day, He's like, you have 0:17:29.000 --> 0:17:32.200 to get rich friends, right. I was like what it 0:17:32.320 --> 0:17:35.159 was good advice? I know that now. Then I was 0:17:35.200 --> 0:17:40.600 like thin sun out because when you're young, you're like yeah, 0:17:40.600 --> 0:17:44.960 I'm getting money. Everybody an old fly out with older this, 0:17:45.040 --> 0:17:49.000 and then you realize, hold up, it's just crazy, and 0:17:49.040 --> 0:17:51.920 then your friends will coome entitled, like people that literally 0:17:51.960 --> 0:17:53.720 were just locked up with me, like I met you 0:17:53.760 --> 0:17:57.119 and wasn't let's be quick, I wasn't even supposed to be. 0:17:58.960 --> 0:18:02.040 I was like, I not eve like that was like 0:18:02.080 --> 0:18:06.040 the accident they like, and they talked to like because 0:18:06.200 --> 0:18:08.240 some of my friends, like I'm never gonna say most 0:18:08.240 --> 0:18:09.680 of my friends that I hang with right now, all 0:18:09.720 --> 0:18:13.040 my friends from jail, like because I know they fuck 0:18:13.119 --> 0:18:14.480 with me because they fuck with me, like they was 0:18:14.600 --> 0:18:17.200 risking being locked onto the box, like to do shift 0:18:17.200 --> 0:18:18.800 for me when I was getting in trouble, Like those 0:18:18.840 --> 0:18:21.400 are my friends. But other people that was there with us, 0:18:21.400 --> 0:18:22.760 like they'd be trying to press them like well, if 0:18:22.760 --> 0:18:25.320 that's your friend, why are you broking? Why you got 0:18:25.400 --> 0:18:27.840 two jobs? And I'm sitting there like wait a minute. 0:18:28.400 --> 0:18:31.040 So because you're my friend that I'm met at prisons, 0:18:31.080 --> 0:18:32.920 let's be clear where I met, like you, we gotta 0:18:32.920 --> 0:18:36.479 fuck with you a long way clear before I can 0:18:36.520 --> 0:18:38.440 go to You know, many friends I met from school 0:18:38.760 --> 0:18:41.440 in my neighborhood before I get to like, I got 0:18:41.520 --> 0:18:45.760 mad cousins, uncle's siblings, you know how far down a 0:18:45.800 --> 0:18:49.719 lot before I started taking care of you. Like, but 0:18:49.840 --> 0:18:52.359 people really think that in their mind, they'd be like, oh, like, 0:18:52.680 --> 0:18:54.600 if that's your friend, why are you working? If that's 0:18:54.600 --> 0:18:56.880 your friend, why you don't have a car the same 0:18:56.960 --> 0:18:58.959 as one of my second cousin or I have a car. 0:18:59.040 --> 0:19:04.040 I don't know. It's not my it's not my jobs. 0:19:04.040 --> 0:19:06.359 Of what you will, it's like if I can, I will. 0:19:06.440 --> 0:19:10.159 But sometimes people they expect so much from celebrities and 0:19:10.560 --> 0:19:14.440 it's just crazy. It's really really crazy how nobody wants 0:19:14.440 --> 0:19:15.960 to work for it. They just feel like you should 0:19:16.000 --> 0:19:19.959 just yea. They feel like they feel like like if 0:19:20.000 --> 0:19:22.680 you got a nation or like this and you buy something, 0:19:22.680 --> 0:19:24.840 like you buy a new car or buy new jersey. 0:19:24.840 --> 0:19:26.800 They were like, that's they think that that's they're cute 0:19:26.840 --> 0:19:28.920 to ask or something. This is the worst time that 0:19:33.840 --> 0:19:35.760 if I really should have dropped this bag right now, 0:19:35.920 --> 0:19:37.960 do not ask me for ship, cause you just see 0:19:37.960 --> 0:19:40.919 me by something crazy, not the worst time ever, But 0:19:41.040 --> 0:19:43.560 for some reason, in people's mind they'd be like, oh, 0:19:43.760 --> 0:19:45.919 now that's my chance. It's really not, though, And if 0:19:45.920 --> 0:19:47.760 you say you're gonna borrow, can you? If you say 0:19:47.800 --> 0:19:49.280 can I borrow, that mean you're gonna pay me back. 0:19:49.280 --> 0:19:50.760 I want my money back. I'm not gonna lie. I 0:19:50.840 --> 0:19:53.200 got a friend right now. He borrowed for me three 0:19:53.240 --> 0:20:02.400 times and I don't and the but did he got 0:20:02.400 --> 0:20:06.000 mad at me because I don't even expect tell us 0:20:06.000 --> 0:20:13.720 if he wasn't here, yea everything. And then he went 0:20:13.760 --> 0:20:16.800 through something else recently and he put it. He put 0:20:16.800 --> 0:20:19.040 it on text and expected me to be like, well, 0:20:19.080 --> 0:20:21.360 I got you, and I ain't say I got you, 0:20:21.440 --> 0:20:25.919 and he ain't speak six crazy. I have a problem 0:20:26.000 --> 0:20:28.159 with that, like because the first time they get used 0:20:28.200 --> 0:20:30.520 to it. The first time they're like, okay, I got 0:20:30.280 --> 0:20:33.600 to give it to you. Can I have if you 0:20:33.720 --> 0:20:36.199 tell me? If you tell me that y'all, could you 0:20:36.240 --> 0:20:38.679 give me this stance, I will understand that. I'm not 0:20:38.680 --> 0:20:41.360 going to expect if you ask to borrow something, if 0:20:41.359 --> 0:20:43.800 you ask to longside, you say, let me hold something, 0:20:43.880 --> 0:20:45.840 if you give me a date when you're supposed to 0:20:45.840 --> 0:20:48.239 give it back. When that date comes, I'm checking for you. 0:20:48.320 --> 0:20:50.640 I don't care how much money I got. I want 0:20:50.640 --> 0:20:52.879 my money back. That's just I don't care if I 0:20:52.960 --> 0:20:56.240 give you two thousand. If you're a thousand, you three thousand, 0:20:56.320 --> 0:20:59.440 and you four thousand. Like you realize it at the 0:20:59.520 --> 0:21:01.359 ends of the mone you be like, I'm not fitty 0:21:01.480 --> 0:21:08.480 bands out here. I'm this is getting crazy. Like you 0:21:08.520 --> 0:21:10.399 don't realize that when it happens, because it would be 0:21:10.400 --> 0:21:13.359 a little bit fits two thousands at the end of 0:21:13.400 --> 0:21:14.919 the month when your account and come to you and 0:21:14.960 --> 0:21:18.520 be like, hey, what's this number, and you're like, oh, 0:21:18.600 --> 0:21:21.119 that's the wires and the cash apps in the cells 0:21:21.200 --> 0:21:23.120 you had me sitting out. You're like, oh, nah, this 0:21:23.200 --> 0:21:26.880 is crazy. It just doesn't know how I want my money. 0:21:27.400 --> 0:21:30.720 Anybody watching this, I want my money back. When it 0:21:30.760 --> 0:21:33.240 comes to the artist that were feeling entitled, do you 0:21:33.280 --> 0:21:36.320 think it's generational or not? Do you think it's them 0:21:36.320 --> 0:21:38.120 growing up on social media? Like what do you think 0:21:38.400 --> 0:21:41.560 is a factor in the artist artist? I haven't met 0:21:41.600 --> 0:21:44.679 any artists that well you said, you said that they 0:21:44.760 --> 0:21:46.600 want they want you to help them a certain way, 0:21:46.600 --> 0:21:51.200 and they don't. Not artist the one that's like, first 0:21:51.200 --> 0:21:55.320 of all, I feel like if you are not on yet, 0:21:55.400 --> 0:21:58.160 as people say, you're trying to be in position, there's 0:21:58.200 --> 0:22:00.640 no way that I should ever work in the yeah 0:22:01.160 --> 0:22:05.840 said that we have, Yes, we have, Like, how is 0:22:05.880 --> 0:22:08.960 it that I'm on my right? But I've never try 0:22:09.000 --> 0:22:13.639 to not being right ever again? Like, it's nothing worse sidebar, 0:22:13.760 --> 0:22:17.600 There's nothing worse than being broken and famous. Yeah, change, 0:22:20.480 --> 0:22:24.119 it's horrible. It's horrible, like when you broke and nobody 0:22:24.200 --> 0:22:26.359 knows you. You're just a regular another broken the rest 0:22:26.400 --> 0:22:32.639 of the broken things. You gotta train buss your like 0:22:32.920 --> 0:22:43.760 you regular. Everybody's broke, everybody everything, everything, everything, and you 0:22:43.800 --> 0:22:45.600 can't do it because now the next and now I'm 0:22:45.640 --> 0:22:50.440 back in prison. Who knows that? Quick? Well, we want 0:22:50.440 --> 0:22:52.080 you to know. Our show is about giving people their 0:22:52.119 --> 0:22:55.119 flowers while they're alive. So we want to give you. 0:22:55.600 --> 0:22:58.280 We set up, we want to come. We got a 0:22:58.280 --> 0:23:01.159 couple of things, literally give you your flower hours. You understand. 0:23:01.200 --> 0:23:05.040 I was saying, yea hold on to that because you're 0:23:05.119 --> 0:23:07.040 motherfucking queen on the roads and you were down with 0:23:07.080 --> 0:23:11.200 the team. You're motherfucking really someone to give you motherfucking flowers? 0:23:16.080 --> 0:23:22.120 About ten years? Yes, yes, yes, fever Lisa, ten years, 0:23:22.200 --> 0:23:25.119 I go with don't don't you're going the middle of 0:23:25.200 --> 0:23:29.120 ten years and forever? Say two and when paps on here. 0:23:30.080 --> 0:23:33.560 We had these watches and he liked one. So they said, pep, 0:23:34.160 --> 0:23:38.320 it's on my night staging. But no, but I want 0:23:38.400 --> 0:23:43.480 it out of my room, like it's on the next dance. 0:23:44.480 --> 0:23:51.760 Like boy, we didn't think about's not going on the 0:23:51.840 --> 0:24:00.840 night day. Thank you. It was a guy watch company. 0:24:00.880 --> 0:24:06.119 They gave me an ear fit once it's you. You know, 0:24:06.200 --> 0:24:08.159 they know I'm a bank watch guy. I love watching 0:24:09.359 --> 0:24:13.200 black love. Appreciate that. That's sinea some noise. Since y'all, 0:24:16.040 --> 0:24:18.040 is it time for y'all? I brought some flowers of 0:24:18.160 --> 0:24:20.960 my because by the way I saw this marketing and 0:24:21.000 --> 0:24:24.120 this this messed me up. I have some flowers for you. God. 0:24:24.280 --> 0:24:28.680 This is I don't know what this photos. Hold on, 0:24:28.840 --> 0:24:33.680 hold on, no, that's it's called pussy charm puss. You 0:24:33.920 --> 0:24:41.680 got you open it. You gotta pick up all the time. 0:24:41.720 --> 0:24:49.359 You have to have one to show you open my God. 0:24:49.920 --> 0:25:00.119 You just pick your face. That is fine. Yeah, pre 0:25:00.240 --> 0:25:04.159 roll you you have pre roles, but I have my 0:25:04.320 --> 0:25:10.920 prero holy ship. So this is a collapse. Pussy Tomas 0:25:11.000 --> 0:25:13.960 and pizza push up. I didn't with him. So these 0:25:14.000 --> 0:25:19.760 are the godmothers. Oh wow, I the godmothers. That's that's 0:25:19.760 --> 0:25:23.760 a pre roll. This is a pre roll holy ship, 0:25:23.880 --> 0:25:29.639 It's a cubaner. We have them personally rolling it like 0:25:29.760 --> 0:25:34.960 it's it's has a nice little filter in it. Enjoy. Yes, 0:25:36.520 --> 0:25:54.560 you say something nice about our So what made you 0:25:54.600 --> 0:25:56.760 get into the cannabis business and what made what made you? 0:25:57.320 --> 0:25:59.359 Two part question? What made you getting the cannabis? Pennis? 0:26:00.240 --> 0:26:02.800 Who the hell came up with the idea for pussy charms? Okay? 0:26:02.920 --> 0:26:07.880 So um, for those that don't know, Like before, prior 0:26:07.960 --> 0:26:11.040 to my concentration, I was like the biggest part. Like 0:26:11.119 --> 0:26:13.800 I was like Snoop dog Met the man was Khalifa. 0:26:14.400 --> 0:26:17.720 I was just a girl. Um. And then of course 0:26:17.720 --> 0:26:19.080 I didn't want to lose my trail of this, so 0:26:19.119 --> 0:26:20.480 I couldn't smoke. And then when I came home, I 0:26:20.520 --> 0:26:22.000 didn't want to go back, so I couldn't smoke. I 0:26:22.040 --> 0:26:23.920 was gonna p role for five years, so I was 0:26:24.040 --> 0:26:26.600 patiently counting down the day so that when I could 0:26:26.640 --> 0:26:29.640 smoke again. And then it's crazy because all the people 0:26:29.680 --> 0:26:31.880 that didn't smoke while I was before, before I left, 0:26:31.960 --> 0:26:34.720 everybody's pie had. Now now everybody smokes good weed or 0:26:35.040 --> 0:26:37.800 strands going on. I'm like, nah, I gotta see what's 0:26:37.840 --> 0:26:40.800 what's going on here? So um, that was definitely all 0:26:40.840 --> 0:26:42.760 my list of things to do, like I gotta I 0:26:42.840 --> 0:26:46.480 gotta have the fire, like I'm telling you I have. 0:26:46.680 --> 0:26:48.480 I have a test over there. Did you bout the 0:26:48.560 --> 0:26:53.199 thumbs up? He gave me a thumbs okay much much 0:26:53.280 --> 0:26:57.639 of this gas, but um the pussy charms on me 0:26:57.720 --> 0:27:02.640 and my girl flow she came with it. Um yeah, yeah, 0:27:02.760 --> 0:27:05.600 jokes are paid. They We sat down one day and 0:27:05.880 --> 0:27:07.040 I was like, Yo, this is what I want to do. 0:27:07.119 --> 0:27:09.040 So were trying to think of different things that we 0:27:09.119 --> 0:27:11.520 could do, and like it was just like a collaboration 0:27:11.600 --> 0:27:13.600 of just sitting there thinking of some flash it and 0:27:13.640 --> 0:27:16.760 I'm like, what does everybody like? Like what does what 0:27:17.400 --> 0:27:19.560 would draw people in? And then you started thinking of 0:27:19.680 --> 0:27:22.879 the design. I drew it out. I'm one Google like 0:27:23.040 --> 0:27:30.359 pretty pussies, like just Google and ship now because I 0:27:30.400 --> 0:27:32.840 don't understand they need to somebody need to control that. 0:27:33.119 --> 0:27:34.840 Because the ones that was coming up did not fit 0:27:34.880 --> 0:27:38.760 the description. I was like, what some crazy shit out there? 0:27:39.280 --> 0:27:41.640 But we came up with the design like I wanted 0:27:41.680 --> 0:27:43.399 to open in the middle, I want the inside to 0:27:43.440 --> 0:27:47.359 be pink. All the different details that came with it. 0:27:47.640 --> 0:27:49.680 I sent it out. Took me like two months to 0:27:49.760 --> 0:27:52.119 get to me because they're not easy to meet, and 0:27:53.000 --> 0:27:55.560 I wouldn't pick my flower and then be linked with 0:27:55.640 --> 0:27:58.040 pizza pusher, who, by the way, shout out to him. 0:27:58.080 --> 0:28:04.600 I went to his rest of our restaurant. Oh my god. 0:28:04.680 --> 0:28:11.000 I was so stoned because I didn't know it. But 0:28:11.040 --> 0:28:12.800 I didn't know it was everything. I thought it was 0:28:12.880 --> 0:28:15.760 just the pizza. So I'm sitting there with my lemonade. 0:28:17.520 --> 0:28:19.880 I'm want to fake diet. So I'm eating my salad. 0:28:22.640 --> 0:28:29.400 Fucking salad. I'm hot, and I'm like, is it any 0:28:29.480 --> 0:28:33.960 like the lemonade? He goes, It's in everything, like what 0:28:34.800 --> 0:28:37.080 I'm seeing, Like out of the gun I thought it 0:28:37.160 --> 0:28:41.320 was a gallic knight. It's a gunja knight. The salad. 0:28:41.440 --> 0:28:43.400 I had two lemonades. I didn't even get to the 0:28:43.440 --> 0:28:45.560 pizza guest, so I'm like, I'm I took a buy. 0:28:45.640 --> 0:28:47.560 I was like, it's good. It's crazy because it's really 0:28:47.640 --> 0:28:51.520 good food. And then the dessert comes. I'm like, yes, 0:28:51.600 --> 0:28:53.560 thank you. So it's like some geltta ice crumbing, like yes, 0:28:53.640 --> 0:28:59.440 it will cool me down, like everything, But I thoroughly 0:28:59.560 --> 0:29:01.720 enjoyed and then we started talking and he has he 0:29:01.800 --> 0:29:05.320 has the god bothers. I'm like, oh, look at godfathers 0:29:05.320 --> 0:29:09.240 of guards like this, but at the show he sells them. 0:29:09.440 --> 0:29:11.400 You gotta go to Pizza pusher dot com because he 0:29:11.440 --> 0:29:14.320 should have the Godmothers and the Godfathers there. But the 0:29:14.440 --> 0:29:18.320 godmothers have um Godmother's post a little more more, they little. 0:29:18.320 --> 0:29:21.040 They have the same product as the pussy charms. So 0:29:21.480 --> 0:29:24.240 you know you got the gas inside the godmother because 0:29:24.240 --> 0:29:25.840 I smelled that, and I like the way you have 0:29:25.920 --> 0:29:33.240 to smell it too. It's like, yeah, it's not the 0:29:33.280 --> 0:29:44.400 first time. I'm sure profession that is actually bill. You 0:29:44.480 --> 0:29:48.720 know what's crazy. I can't see a man selling dick 0:29:51.320 --> 0:30:00.800 nobody as it's really no like know what he wants 0:30:00.840 --> 0:30:05.640 to walk around with, and it's just just awful about it. 0:30:06.320 --> 0:30:08.560 But even like with women is a little bit different, 0:30:08.640 --> 0:30:11.000 like you know, even you don't have to even be 0:30:11.080 --> 0:30:13.080 into women. But it's not offensive. It's okay. I'm like 0:30:13.160 --> 0:30:18.120 cool with it. But yeah, godmother charms, you can follow that. 0:30:18.200 --> 0:30:20.080 Make sure you're looking to that god Mother charms before 0:30:20.080 --> 0:30:22.440 they shut me down again. I had pussy charms, but somehow, 0:30:22.520 --> 0:30:24.680 some way, I didn't even post something bad like I 0:30:24.680 --> 0:30:26.840 actually have other bags because we plan on being a 0:30:26.880 --> 0:30:29.560 dispensary soon. The other bags that haven't had the block 0:30:29.640 --> 0:30:32.760 scents stripe on it. So I didn't understand why they 0:30:32.800 --> 0:30:34.440 took my page down. It's like it's just like it's 0:30:34.640 --> 0:30:37.800 it's a little bit of pussy. Wow. She sure she 0:30:38.000 --> 0:30:41.120 never hurt Canada. Okay, so um, let me ask you this. 0:30:41.320 --> 0:30:43.080 How many times did you go to the box when 0:30:43.120 --> 0:30:46.160 you was locked up? And how did pat react to that? Three? 0:30:46.280 --> 0:30:48.920 And he was pissed every time? That was his question, 0:30:49.000 --> 0:30:53.040 by the way. Three. Well, the actual like to shoot 0:30:53.360 --> 0:30:56.280 like special housing you in it or just like locked period, 0:30:56.320 --> 0:30:58.600 because they have different levels of lock. This keep lock 0:30:58.640 --> 0:31:00.960 where you don't go to the special housing. You're locked, 0:31:01.000 --> 0:31:04.040 but you're in yourself. I can't count how many times. 0:31:04.120 --> 0:31:05.680 That was a lot of times. I don't even know 0:31:05.880 --> 0:31:09.280 how many times. But whenever it happened, I would lose 0:31:09.360 --> 0:31:13.200 my visits. I would lose like my my trailer visits, 0:31:13.400 --> 0:31:17.000 my Countugal visits, and he would come to visit me 0:31:17.320 --> 0:31:19.920 and he'll be walking in you know, that's that walkee guy. 0:31:20.000 --> 0:31:22.080 He looks saying, He's like, I'm just watching him walk 0:31:22.400 --> 0:31:25.200 and they're like, no, Mr Mackie, she's over there and 0:31:25.280 --> 0:31:27.520 I'm in the other section with the pseudo and he's like, 0:31:27.760 --> 0:31:32.960 are you fucking kidding me? And when you're gonnly get 0:31:33.280 --> 0:31:36.120 a visit once a week when you can't get before though, 0:31:36.280 --> 0:31:37.960 like what I would do, I'm not gonna hold you. 0:31:37.960 --> 0:31:40.800 I will get in trouble. And you get a Disciplinary ticket, 0:31:41.080 --> 0:31:43.080 they have a certain amount of time that they have 0:31:43.240 --> 0:31:45.640 to process your ticket or they have to throw it out. 0:31:46.200 --> 0:31:50.120 So Disciplinary opens at nine and it closes at three 0:31:50.400 --> 0:31:53.480 something like that, and the visitor room opens at eight 0:31:53.640 --> 0:31:55.400 thirty and the closes at four. So I would like, 0:31:55.480 --> 0:31:57.960 I would like you be here at eight o'clock. Is 0:31:58.000 --> 0:31:59.520 because they can't pull you off a visit to take 0:31:59.560 --> 0:32:01.440 you to dicip from everyone. So I would have him 0:32:01.560 --> 0:32:04.440 come at eight in the morning. As soon as they 0:32:04.520 --> 0:32:06.760 call the movement, they're taking me to my visit. I 0:32:06.880 --> 0:32:09.280 missed this everybody time to visit hours over, just when 0:32:09.320 --> 0:32:12.160 every never was closed. So I beat a lot of 0:32:12.240 --> 0:32:15.160 tickets by just being on a visit every day. But 0:32:16.000 --> 0:32:20.280 it was this one captain one time, fucking cocksucker he um. 0:32:22.080 --> 0:32:24.880 He really wasn't like seriously it's like, because why would 0:32:24.880 --> 0:32:27.280 you do that? Like he's seen, like he's about she 0:32:27.320 --> 0:32:29.960 thinks shes getting out of this. When he came and waited, 0:32:30.040 --> 0:32:32.400 he stayed over time like they didn't even get paid for, 0:32:32.680 --> 0:32:35.400 brought the fucking little tape recording all his little fucking 0:32:35.480 --> 0:32:38.800 notes and brought it to shoot and then my my 0:32:38.920 --> 0:32:43.000 hearing give me three months fucking Baskett. Yeah, that it 0:32:43.120 --> 0:32:44.800 used to be because I used to feel bad because 0:32:44.840 --> 0:32:48.920 he used to look forward to her conjugal visits. I 0:32:48.960 --> 0:32:54.560 mean yeah, but he was acting crazy like it had 0:32:54.600 --> 0:32:58.120 to happen, like I'm sorry, Like next time, you know, 0:32:58.560 --> 0:33:00.440 I'll try to like she told what you want me 0:33:00.520 --> 0:33:03.800 to do, but I'm not that person anymore. Well, yeah, 0:33:04.280 --> 0:33:07.520 you seem like I don't be put in those situations anymore. 0:33:07.640 --> 0:33:09.480 Like I'm still the same person. I don't think I'll 0:33:09.520 --> 0:33:12.640 ever change, but I'm older now, I have different things 0:33:12.720 --> 0:33:18.000 that way more to lose. And also, um now I'm 0:33:18.160 --> 0:33:20.800 very happy that people don't understand. It's like when you 0:33:20.920 --> 0:33:23.600 go away, when you go to prison, like it affects 0:33:23.640 --> 0:33:27.080 other people outside of you, and I just feel like 0:33:27.400 --> 0:33:29.840 it would be very very selfish in me at this point, 0:33:29.960 --> 0:33:32.800 like after seeing what it did the first time to 0:33:32.920 --> 0:33:35.160 do that to my husband or my daughter, or my 0:33:35.240 --> 0:33:38.120 son or just my mom anybody ever again, you know 0:33:38.520 --> 0:33:41.160 all they probably they probably suffered more than me, like 0:33:41.440 --> 0:33:43.320 after the first time of us like I was good, 0:33:43.440 --> 0:33:45.200 like I tell people trying, like I don't really want 0:33:45.200 --> 0:33:48.920 to say it, but I have fun sometimes. But what 0:33:53.560 --> 0:33:58.040 it's like, I want to be miserable everything, I'm gonna 0:33:58.040 --> 0:34:00.920 be depressed, like not being He used to call me 0:34:01.000 --> 0:34:02.520 from the face and he used to make me happy, 0:34:02.920 --> 0:34:07.600 like what are you doing in there? He was he 0:34:07.760 --> 0:34:10.520 was happy and I was like, no, I guess like 0:34:10.719 --> 0:34:15.640 he looked at it like every day. Now let's turn 0:34:15.719 --> 0:34:19.000 out his lip, like who's doing? Thanksgive for coming? Anybody 0:34:19.040 --> 0:34:20.960 gets thirty four pals bad? I need to just go 0:34:21.640 --> 0:34:25.120 go to the path or happen. But yeah, it was 0:34:25.320 --> 0:34:27.040 it was. It was different. So let me ask you, 0:34:27.120 --> 0:34:29.120 because you know we've all been locked up. I wasn't 0:34:29.160 --> 0:34:31.880 locked up and famous. He was locked up and famous. 0:34:31.960 --> 0:34:36.200 Was that more um hard because the guards would want 0:34:36.239 --> 0:34:39.360 to be more mean? Or do you or or it 0:34:39.560 --> 0:34:41.320 was it was it harder than she was famous? Or 0:34:41.840 --> 0:34:43.759 you got a little perks here and there. Oh well, 0:34:43.800 --> 0:34:46.000 I don't have anything to compare to. I wasn't locked 0:34:46.040 --> 0:34:47.800 up when I wasn't famous, so I don't really have 0:34:47.880 --> 0:34:51.160 a comparison, but I can't say that it was it 0:34:51.239 --> 0:34:53.719 was some of both. I had some people that was 0:34:54.040 --> 0:34:55.840 just they fuck with me, like they felt with me, 0:34:56.520 --> 0:34:59.080 or like remember where I was at. It's the only 0:34:59.360 --> 0:35:03.279 um max female prison is only about forty five to 0:35:03.480 --> 0:35:05.160 hour outside of the city, so a lot of the 0:35:05.200 --> 0:35:07.320 people from the town. It's not like when you're in 0:35:07.320 --> 0:35:10.759 Albion or you like Damni in Canada and you're dealing 0:35:10.760 --> 0:35:12.680 with a different set of set of people. So a 0:35:12.719 --> 0:35:15.520 lot of people they knew my brother or a new 0:35:15.640 --> 0:35:18.480 Joe or new like Blue Pat, knew somebody that did 0:35:18.600 --> 0:35:20.759 some relations, or they was just a fan show Bad 0:35:20.840 --> 0:35:26.680 Love um And then you had those that I thought 0:35:26.920 --> 0:35:30.960 that they was doing something because they was like in 0:35:31.040 --> 0:35:33.520 an upper hand and I would just take the ticket, 0:35:33.640 --> 0:35:36.399 like disobey a direct order. Whatever the charge you're gonna 0:35:36.400 --> 0:35:38.040 add on to it, it's not happening. Like I don't 0:35:38.080 --> 0:35:40.120 know who the funk you think you told to. This 0:35:40.239 --> 0:35:44.399 is not my life all year in Crane made for now, bitch. 0:35:44.480 --> 0:35:46.840 When I leave here, I'm gonna have a very different 0:35:46.880 --> 0:35:53.200 life than you. Carl and Hanza's dad. We told fucking 0:35:53.320 --> 0:35:59.080 Microwave and as bit like funkings, you talk about life 0:35:59.320 --> 0:36:01.239 and then people you like, we should try to make 0:36:01.280 --> 0:36:03.239 me feel like that, like, oh, it's over for you, 0:36:03.440 --> 0:36:06.120 You're not gonna be nothing. That was my next question. 0:36:06.200 --> 0:36:10.959 Sorry to cut you off, because it's it's it's everyone 0:36:11.080 --> 0:36:13.360 was looking at the Tupac in effact, right, Tupac became 0:36:13.480 --> 0:36:15.960 like larger than like when he came home. He's the 0:36:16.040 --> 0:36:18.600 only one. But he had a rough in there though 0:36:19.080 --> 0:36:20.839 I believe I believe he had it rough in there, 0:36:20.920 --> 0:36:23.400 but but it was a fact. It was a Tupac 0:36:23.440 --> 0:36:26.760 in fact. What I mean by that was his albums 0:36:26.840 --> 0:36:31.000 went up. He went up in stature, which created this 0:36:31.160 --> 0:36:33.520 misconception that if you go to jail, when you come home, 0:36:33.560 --> 0:36:36.200 you're gonna be like He's the only one that was 0:36:36.239 --> 0:36:39.200 able to come home and immediately like be super little 0:36:39.280 --> 0:36:43.840 because they were already crazy, even with Sean, And we 0:36:43.920 --> 0:36:47.040 had Sean here too, and we spoke about this. I 0:36:47.080 --> 0:36:49.839 felt like even Sean he rhymed, He rhymed too soon. 0:36:49.920 --> 0:36:52.400 When he came home, he couldn't find his cadence, so 0:36:52.520 --> 0:36:56.879 it almost took away from from the process. I think 0:36:56.960 --> 0:37:01.080 people were just hating a little bit too. Yeah, yeah, yeah, 0:37:01.080 --> 0:37:03.040 it just was like just trying to find something wrong 0:37:03.120 --> 0:37:05.319 with anything, like like we're living at every now where 0:37:05.320 --> 0:37:07.839 everybody got a sucking the pain. I don't like that show. 0:37:07.920 --> 0:37:09.320 I liked it when if he was a celebrity, what 0:37:09.440 --> 0:37:14.399 you said was what it was there right now, regular people, 0:37:14.520 --> 0:37:16.479 you just got a phone and phone, so you gotta 0:37:16.560 --> 0:37:20.319 pay the funk out of I don't like you right now? 0:37:24.480 --> 0:37:36.480 Ya cool? When when you went in you were already 0:37:36.520 --> 0:37:40.719 a mother, mm hmm. And how rough was that for 0:37:40.880 --> 0:37:46.320 yourself mentally? Oh, my son was seven. My son was 0:37:46.360 --> 0:37:49.120 seven when I came home. It was like a week 0:37:49.160 --> 0:37:53.920 before he turned fourteen, And um, that must have been 0:37:54.000 --> 0:37:56.480 rough for him. Yeah, it was. It was probably more 0:37:56.520 --> 0:37:58.080 of rough for him than because all he knew was 0:37:58.160 --> 0:38:01.359 me with me his whole life. Like I'm I say 0:38:01.440 --> 0:38:02.879 all the times, like I would have rad that winning 0:38:02.880 --> 0:38:04.279 when he was a baby and came home when he 0:38:04.360 --> 0:38:06.640 was seven. Man, then when like it was a very 0:38:06.880 --> 0:38:09.879 that's a very pivotal moment in child's like when you're 0:38:10.600 --> 0:38:13.959 an adolescent turning into a teenager, getting to know into 0:38:14.239 --> 0:38:16.560 becoming to your own person. I feel like it still 0:38:16.640 --> 0:38:20.280 has an effect on our relationship now and it probably forever. 0:38:20.360 --> 0:38:28.960 Will Um his life changed dramatically, But it's Um, it's 0:38:29.040 --> 0:38:31.279 unfortunate that people people don't think about that, like what 0:38:31.320 --> 0:38:34.680 I'm saying, Like people they think, oh, well the kid 0:38:34.800 --> 0:38:37.600 is with your grandmother, there with their father whatever the 0:38:37.680 --> 0:38:42.360 kids like. But he had to come visit me in prison, 0:38:42.480 --> 0:38:44.719 Like he had to visit me all the time, Like 0:38:44.800 --> 0:38:47.000 he came on visits trailer business all that they would 0:38:47.000 --> 0:38:50.080 come stay for four days or whatever, and then with 0:38:50.239 --> 0:38:51.920 the crowd when it was time like to leave, Like 0:38:52.000 --> 0:38:54.000 he hated leaving because it's like he doesn't say like, 0:38:54.000 --> 0:38:58.920 well I can't just stay here with you. So um yeah, 0:38:59.200 --> 0:39:01.160 my stepson to be like that a lot. Pap son. 0:39:01.719 --> 0:39:03.480 He was like he was Cary worse than my son. 0:39:04.040 --> 0:39:06.799 Like I remember one time who was on a visit. 0:39:07.040 --> 0:39:08.640 It was just like a really good visit that day, 0:39:08.719 --> 0:39:10.920 like we were just chelling, playing mad board games or that. 0:39:11.000 --> 0:39:13.040 Mean it was time for them to leave, and Um 0:39:13.160 --> 0:39:14.719 he went and asked the guard like could she just 0:39:14.840 --> 0:39:16.520 come with us? Like I just feel like a little 0:39:16.560 --> 0:39:18.000 while like why could she come with us and the 0:39:18.080 --> 0:39:20.759 guards Like, na, she can't come, Like he was like devastating, 0:39:20.760 --> 0:39:23.120 Like he didn't understand, Like I asked nicely, Like why 0:39:23.480 --> 0:39:25.840 I didn't understand? Like he acts nicely, why can't go? 0:39:26.800 --> 0:39:30.880 But um, kids don't understand that. They don't understand that. 0:39:31.000 --> 0:39:33.319 Like I've seen people go away and they tell their 0:39:33.440 --> 0:39:38.960 kids that they at school there because my kids ain't dumb. 0:39:39.200 --> 0:39:42.319 But I did get a call degree, but I wasn't 0:39:42.360 --> 0:39:51.360 that fucking color. I wish I would went to college. 0:39:51.360 --> 0:39:53.279 That's one of the things that if I like I 0:39:53.360 --> 0:39:54.600 could do it. I wish I would have went to 0:39:54.680 --> 0:39:57.240 collect When I meet people that like get sororities and stuff, 0:39:57.239 --> 0:40:01.080 like my little sister went to college, and that's something 0:40:01.160 --> 0:40:03.919 I would I like school. I'm like, what those people 0:40:03.920 --> 0:40:07.120 that went to school and jail too, that don't count. 0:40:07.400 --> 0:40:15.480 That's a count When you finished, man, I was thinking 0:40:15.480 --> 0:40:19.960 about it. I was thinking about it. I definitely, I 0:40:20.160 --> 0:40:23.239 definitely think it counts. Like it's real work. I do 0:40:23.400 --> 0:40:25.960 real payments and really really same classes. Like when we 0:40:26.080 --> 0:40:28.640 was at a little bit different Marry Mount Manhattan College, 0:40:28.920 --> 0:40:31.520 they would have the professors come up and sit with 0:40:31.760 --> 0:40:33.960 us and like you know, it was just a whole situation. 0:40:34.000 --> 0:40:35.840 And they had graduations and I see I got to 0:40:36.280 --> 0:40:40.800 actually almost almost. Um I got my bachelor's But I 0:40:41.200 --> 0:40:43.600 like you, I went home then take home, like six 0:40:43.680 --> 0:40:47.880 months earlier, I tried to start again, and what happened. 0:40:48.640 --> 0:40:51.920 Oh yeah, I got the ankle bracelet. When I came home, 0:40:52.000 --> 0:40:53.280 I said, I was like, I'm gonna do it again. 0:40:53.440 --> 0:40:55.279 And right around the time when I was supposed to start, 0:40:55.280 --> 0:40:57.600 I ended up getting the ankle Poyson. That was like, 0:40:57.760 --> 0:41:00.239 I couldn't go. So you came home, had anle bras. 0:41:00.640 --> 0:41:02.960 No I was home, and then somebody said that I 0:41:03.120 --> 0:41:09.560 blacked the right and I was terrible. Yeah, I like that. 0:41:10.080 --> 0:41:19.080 We neither I beat that one though. That's right now. 0:41:19.480 --> 0:41:22.480 I heard you got a crazy antie up story. Uh, 0:41:28.560 --> 0:41:33.160 I know. He always thought that was a crazy story. 0:41:35.120 --> 0:41:38.520 So any one of the records that changed my life. 0:41:38.600 --> 0:41:40.000 Like I tell people all the time, I tell people 0:41:40.040 --> 0:41:41.759 story about any but I never tell them this story. 0:41:41.840 --> 0:41:44.359 I know which story wants me to tell you. When 0:41:44.400 --> 0:41:47.960 I try to explain to people that almost everything that 0:41:48.040 --> 0:41:51.680 I did in my career that got me to where 0:41:51.680 --> 0:41:53.360 I am now, and that really propelled me into a 0:41:53.400 --> 0:41:56.719 different space. I did for free. Um, when I did 0:41:56.800 --> 0:41:58.879 any up, I didn't get a dollar. I didn't want 0:41:58.920 --> 0:42:00.960 a dollar. But did you question to be on the rex? 0:42:01.760 --> 0:42:04.360 I don't know. What I did was um Shawn C 0:42:04.800 --> 0:42:08.480 shout out to sea. He was the A and R 0:42:08.520 --> 0:42:12.040 allowed Records, and I begged him to get me the 0:42:12.120 --> 0:42:19.880 instrumental because at the time, Um, but I didn't have 0:42:19.960 --> 0:42:22.200 a record. I didn't have anything. Fun had just passed. 0:42:22.280 --> 0:42:26.120 I still have my record deal I could bring pun 0:42:26.200 --> 0:42:28.520 back and trying to figure it out. So I'm thinking 0:42:28.560 --> 0:42:33.080 that was something that never was hooked up. So I 0:42:33.360 --> 0:42:35.080 begged him to give me the instruments. I'm like, it 0:42:35.080 --> 0:42:38.960 would give me the instrumental, let me wrap on it. 0:42:39.040 --> 0:42:41.000 Just give me an instruments before thinking of a remix. 0:42:41.640 --> 0:42:48.640 I knew they was working. I know, yeah, so, but 0:42:48.760 --> 0:42:51.920 they didn't know me. I had never met them or anything. 0:42:52.280 --> 0:42:55.000 And I gave me to be I did the record. 0:42:55.080 --> 0:42:58.160 I'm like, okay, now favorite number two. Get it to 0:42:58.239 --> 0:43:01.719 them like I need to him. So he did that, 0:43:02.239 --> 0:43:04.800 and they thought. I think that she thought I was 0:43:04.880 --> 0:43:06.440 like a boy. They thought I was like a boy 0:43:06.560 --> 0:43:08.680 like y'all. See, I got this batty White ship on 0:43:12.120 --> 0:43:15.640 my shill. So you didn't have a record out before. 0:43:16.880 --> 0:43:19.560 The only record that I had out was Miss Martin 0:43:19.760 --> 0:43:23.080 on Puns album. But remember it came out after Punt 0:43:23.120 --> 0:43:26.320 had passed. So people have heard me, like, yo, who's 0:43:26.360 --> 0:43:29.720 this chick on Punt album? Own record on funds album, 0:43:30.440 --> 0:43:32.799 but nobody had never seen me. Nothing crazy. Gotta get 0:43:32.840 --> 0:43:38.560 that later. Make sure mind you mind you. Oh this 0:43:38.680 --> 0:43:41.640 is a little sidebar. I'm all the way pregnant. I'm 0:43:41.680 --> 0:43:44.080 like a team pregnant mom at this point where I'm 0:43:44.120 --> 0:43:47.040 sending this, So I'll send him the record or whatever, 0:43:47.560 --> 0:44:04.120 and I'm imagining you're in the booth pregnant that so um, 0:44:04.880 --> 0:44:06.480 we go to the studio. They set up a studio 0:44:06.520 --> 0:44:09.600 session because they put in the record together. Now, so 0:44:09.760 --> 0:44:13.719 it's me and his bill and dance and busters there 0:44:14.440 --> 0:44:25.560 and um. Prodigy was originally on the remix pieces of Prodigy. UM. 0:44:26.760 --> 0:44:29.360 And let me just say this real quick. They reached 0:44:29.360 --> 0:44:31.160 out to me to do a record for his project. 0:44:31.239 --> 0:44:33.200 I got you. They have not sent me whatever they 0:44:33.280 --> 0:44:35.759 need to send me, please, I got you. Like I 0:44:35.840 --> 0:44:38.320 love Prodigy. He's one of the few people that wrote me, 0:44:38.520 --> 0:44:41.359 sent me a book everything while I was locked up. Um, 0:44:41.480 --> 0:44:44.359 but he was on the record, So it's this big 0:44:44.880 --> 0:44:48.560 argument because he's on the record and he's this and 0:44:48.680 --> 0:44:53.040 jay Z on the record, you know, like he's talking 0:44:53.040 --> 0:44:56.080 about I'm gonna shoot up your continental Ty and like 0:44:56.200 --> 0:45:01.120 he's the first was fire you know me. I'm like yeah, 0:45:01.239 --> 0:45:05.640 but dropping like I'm went all the smoke and like 0:45:05.760 --> 0:45:08.399 they kept an officials they kept in Brooklyn like, nah, 0:45:08.520 --> 0:45:11.040 he's not doing that. I don't know, record if you 0:45:11.160 --> 0:45:13.800 want to. And then I get it, Like then I 0:45:13.920 --> 0:45:16.359 was jugging. I understand, But now I understand. Like if 0:45:16.480 --> 0:45:18.920 you put out a record and you put somebody on 0:45:19.000 --> 0:45:20.719 your record, and you're supposed to be cool, when you 0:45:20.920 --> 0:45:22.640 let them diss me on my right on your record, 0:45:22.840 --> 0:45:30.279 it's up to you. When I see, yes, that's the 0:45:30.360 --> 0:45:33.400 equivalent of I got beet with a nigger. You have 0:45:33.480 --> 0:45:35.600 a car and they shoot at the outside your car, 0:45:36.080 --> 0:45:38.560 out of your car window, it's lit for everybody in 0:45:38.680 --> 0:45:43.160 that car. As a younger child, I'm like, let it go, 0:45:43.320 --> 0:45:45.800 let's see what happened. They're like, NA, we're not doing that. 0:45:46.400 --> 0:45:59.120 We're not so know them before that because they kept 0:45:59.239 --> 0:46:02.640 the picture like we're not doing that. I'm like, I 0:46:03.280 --> 0:46:08.400 but low with a hole. A whole fucking fight starts 0:46:08.440 --> 0:46:12.439 in the studio verse the guy who introduced me to Punt. 0:46:12.680 --> 0:46:14.960 I met Punt when I was working home from school 0:46:15.000 --> 0:46:17.239 one day and with this kid that lived in my 0:46:17.320 --> 0:46:21.239 mother's building. He knew this guy, Sunkis. I used to 0:46:21.320 --> 0:46:26.160 hang with Punt. Yeah. So it was on America's Most 0:46:26.200 --> 0:46:29.880 Wanted or something ship you know that part Jimmy Joe 0:46:29.920 --> 0:46:39.680 had to fight something. Remember that you can do, you 0:46:39.800 --> 0:46:43.160 take a challenge, anything like, remember that. I'm glad he's changed. 0:46:45.680 --> 0:46:51.440 I got a story about YouTube. Let's continue. So Sunkiss 0:46:51.480 --> 0:46:54.680 is in the studio and the conversation ends up getting 0:46:54.760 --> 0:46:57.840 heated because we'd like discussing shitty be on the record, 0:46:57.880 --> 0:46:59.640 should be taking more with the record. I don't know 0:47:00.040 --> 0:47:03.680 what happened. Buster starts getting crazy. He's like turning into 0:47:03.800 --> 0:47:05.640 the Buster rhoms that we see him to you in 0:47:05.719 --> 0:47:08.880 the studio. I'm like, you know what I need to 0:47:08.960 --> 0:47:12.239 get out on the record. Can I leaving it? Like? 0:47:12.360 --> 0:47:13.960 It was just really really crazy. So they ended up 0:47:14.000 --> 0:47:15.960 taking about the record. The record ended up changing my 0:47:16.040 --> 0:47:19.440 life is a great record, which I recently found out. 0:47:19.560 --> 0:47:21.319 I didn't know that I had beef for Buster behind 0:47:21.360 --> 0:47:25.520 this record, like I didn't know, no, no, seriously, just 0:47:26.000 --> 0:47:27.800 out so let me tell y'all have some quick story 0:47:27.920 --> 0:47:30.879 so everyone knows who has the best verse on any 0:47:30.920 --> 0:47:40.600 of I mean like it's like I'm shout outs everybody 0:47:40.600 --> 0:47:43.120 out the record, but I'm just saying, you know whatever, whatever. 0:47:43.280 --> 0:47:46.640 So happens doing the thought I was gonna stop remix 0:47:46.800 --> 0:47:51.239 and has Wayne on it into chains and bust them. 0:47:52.200 --> 0:47:54.759 And he called me. He's like, your bad Buster want 0:47:54.760 --> 0:47:56.359 to talk to you. So I'm like, okay, and I'm 0:47:56.719 --> 0:48:00.400 expecting that my beautiful Gemini sister queen, I love you 0:48:00.480 --> 0:48:02.480 look so good. That's what I'm expecting. That's what I got. 0:48:03.200 --> 0:48:07.080 He's like, yeah, I just laid my verse with you. 0:48:07.239 --> 0:48:10.120 I was like okay. He's like yeah, but you're gonna 0:48:10.160 --> 0:48:12.360 see when it comes. I's a hold on, wait a minute, 0:48:14.239 --> 0:48:19.480 Like I just like i' the thought I was gonna 0:48:19.520 --> 0:48:24.279 stop remakes just dropped buses on it. But yeah, but 0:48:24.440 --> 0:48:27.279 the way he's talking like we had prior beeps, Like 0:48:27.360 --> 0:48:30.120 I was so confused, Like he's like, yeah, you gotta 0:48:30.160 --> 0:48:35.320 see when you did you hear again? Oh It's like 0:48:36.520 --> 0:48:38.680 in my hand I was saying because mind I had 0:48:38.719 --> 0:48:42.279 a secret beet for him too, like the touch of 0:48:42.360 --> 0:48:45.080 remakes and he got heavy and I dig to see 0:48:45.120 --> 0:48:55.640 I'm like, I was like calling you still okay, So 0:48:55.880 --> 0:48:57.759 you know, for if y'all want, y'all can go listen 0:48:57.760 --> 0:48:59.200 to the thought I was gonna stop Rema and see 0:48:59.200 --> 0:49:06.000 how that one was. YO. Understand that story is so 0:49:06.239 --> 0:49:08.719 dope because it alludes to what we was trying to 0:49:08.760 --> 0:49:13.080 say earlier. It's like, not she's nice for MC, she's nice, 0:49:14.160 --> 0:49:17.200 and for him to him to he even like challenged 0:49:17.239 --> 0:49:19.080 you like that or even like throw that in. I 0:49:19.200 --> 0:49:24.759 was so confused people about him yeo, because you know 0:49:26.080 --> 0:49:29.720 he's gonna say over the record unless res on the record. 0:49:33.080 --> 0:49:35.239 But I was actually I was so shocked. I was 0:49:35.280 --> 0:49:36.719 like I hung up. I was like, babe, did He's 0:49:36.719 --> 0:49:39.560 just like come for me? Like I was like, mind 0:49:39.600 --> 0:49:41.479 you the whole time I'm talking path like I'm gonna 0:49:41.560 --> 0:49:43.640 kill you and you're I'm gonna kill you. Ckick you 0:49:43.640 --> 0:49:46.120 want me to do? He was annoying me so bad. 0:49:46.280 --> 0:49:48.720 I'm like trying to be in my battle rap league. Mold, 0:49:49.120 --> 0:49:53.840 I'm shooting a fucking I'm filming queens. I'm filming Wendy Williams. 0:49:54.200 --> 0:49:56.279 I'm not rapping right now, bad. I need you on this. 0:49:57.000 --> 0:50:00.040 He stopp pressing me. You you you real, Hollywood. It 0:50:00.080 --> 0:50:02.440 gets crazy like I didn't even get this pushback from 0:50:02.480 --> 0:50:05.280 two chains, Like I didn't even get this from Little Wayne, 0:50:05.320 --> 0:50:07.720 like my own wife in my house. I'm gonna keep asking. 0:50:07.760 --> 0:50:14.799 I'm like, yo, now this it's fucking New Year's Eve. 0:50:15.480 --> 0:50:18.719 I said to everything I love, it's New Year's Eve. 0:50:18.800 --> 0:50:21.760 He's sitting me like this, like I asked Little Wayne 0:50:21.800 --> 0:50:25.120 once I had the record within a hour to change. 0:50:25.160 --> 0:50:28.560 I got the verse end of video. No problem with 0:50:28.640 --> 0:50:34.400 my own wife. Wow, Wow, it's crazy. People knew what 0:50:34.520 --> 0:50:37.360 the hood now it was like, now you're trying to 0:50:37.880 --> 0:50:40.759 call my g card. Don't check out the studio in 0:50:40.800 --> 0:50:43.120 the house. Yes, I don't want to go in the 0:50:49.840 --> 0:50:57.400 house out to birds like no, no, no, no. I 0:50:57.560 --> 0:50:59.160 hate that we have a studio in the house. I 0:50:59.320 --> 0:51:01.279 hate it. Do you know what my life was like? 0:51:01.920 --> 0:51:04.920 Living with a fucking rapper that recorded not an EP? 0:51:05.880 --> 0:51:21.160 Fucking album? Boy? Crazy tiring after this, right, so I 0:51:21.200 --> 0:51:23.799 can't take them all the ship. She was nuts, she's 0:51:23.880 --> 0:51:27.200 really nuts. But no, we don't. We don't even discuss music, 0:51:29.040 --> 0:51:31.960 not discussing music. I explained it to people all the time. 0:51:32.360 --> 0:51:35.440 This started before he's even married. He was he was, 0:51:35.480 --> 0:51:37.920 I don't even think eating it. We just like friends. 0:51:37.960 --> 0:51:39.560 But we knew we liked each other. We're just friends. 0:51:39.600 --> 0:51:42.080 And he asked me one day and he goes, who's 0:51:42.080 --> 0:51:45.760 your top five? So I'm thinking it's a regular, innocent 0:51:46.000 --> 0:51:48.799 rap question. I didn't know my fucking life was hanging 0:51:48.840 --> 0:51:51.200 on the line. So I'm like, you know, my top 0:51:51.280 --> 0:51:55.359 five changes, which I think that's perfect sense because when 0:51:55.400 --> 0:51:58.279 I was in high school and I liked Jada, d 0:51:58.480 --> 0:52:01.719 MX and jay Z, I didn't know Little Wayne was 0:52:01.800 --> 0:52:04.040 gonna exist one day the way that he exists and 0:52:04.080 --> 0:52:07.000 what I'm saying. I didn't know about Ja Coole. I 0:52:07.040 --> 0:52:09.000 didn't know about a lot of people that my ship 0:52:09.160 --> 0:52:12.480 changes over time. So I tell my top five. I 0:52:12.520 --> 0:52:15.000 don't even know who it was. Then he just lets 0:52:15.080 --> 0:52:17.160 me saying he's listening, like and then when I finished, 0:52:17.160 --> 0:52:20.759 he looks at me, he goes, punt has to be 0:52:21.040 --> 0:52:26.759 rolling over his I was like, what, First of all, 0:52:26.960 --> 0:52:29.959 you don't even know that we're talking about music people 0:52:30.040 --> 0:52:33.480 like I was highly offending. I wanted to fight first 0:52:33.520 --> 0:52:35.319 of all, you don't already know Bronx people Brook people 0:52:35.360 --> 0:52:37.320 don't even really funk with each other like that. So 0:52:37.480 --> 0:52:41.640 it was just like like back but so like I 0:52:41.760 --> 0:52:43.880 was just like, we're just not gonna talk about it, 0:52:43.960 --> 0:52:46.840 like especially then I realized, like he puts himself in 0:52:46.920 --> 0:52:58.680 his own top five, Like why like this conversation is 0:52:58.719 --> 0:53:01.759 going nowhere, so we're don't talking music at all, you know, 0:53:01.880 --> 0:53:05.279 speaking on Punt, this is one of the questions. Uh, 0:53:05.840 --> 0:53:08.960 he said, where do you think Pun would be in 0:53:09.040 --> 0:53:11.200 the game if he was still alive? Right now? That's 0:53:11.239 --> 0:53:21.560 a fat Joe question. That's fucking Joe brother. Um, if 0:53:21.719 --> 0:53:27.319 Pun was alive right now, I think me know Pun 0:53:27.480 --> 0:53:29.840 like he always he always wants to try to have 0:53:30.040 --> 0:53:33.440 people saying ship like literally like he I think he 0:53:33.480 --> 0:53:35.560 would probably be a ghostwriter for man people. He probably 0:53:35.560 --> 0:53:38.319 have a mad artists and they'll all be dumb nice 0:53:38.400 --> 0:53:42.040 But it's really him, like all his different characters that 0:53:42.200 --> 0:53:44.480 he was in, the different styles that he had, Like 0:53:45.320 --> 0:53:48.000 he literally tried to change my name like for two months, 0:53:48.200 --> 0:53:51.680 like would not stop, Like can you imagine Punt with 0:53:51.760 --> 0:53:57.759 a Twitter? No? First of all, now that's now, now, 0:53:57.840 --> 0:54:00.480 did your factor of social media, Paul. Paul will probably 0:54:00.480 --> 0:54:09.800 be in jail, Like definitely even what everybody walking around 0:54:09.840 --> 0:54:13.560 with a cara phone, he would definitely be coote on 0:54:13.680 --> 0:54:16.720 camera doing a crate that he pulled. My poor friend. 0:54:17.239 --> 0:54:21.839 He would probably be a jail unfortunately, because he's out 0:54:21.880 --> 0:54:25.200 of full control and he and he's still between some 0:54:25.280 --> 0:54:27.200 house away from there. Yeah, I think he would have 0:54:27.280 --> 0:54:29.640 loved Twitter. I think him in Tupac would have love Twitter. 0:54:29.800 --> 0:54:32.040 He wouldn't love He wouldn't love I g though, like 0:54:32.239 --> 0:54:35.120 or no pund on TikTok. Could you imagine punt on 0:54:35.239 --> 0:54:47.680 TikTok ok? Yeah, TikTok, But yeah, he I couldn't seem 0:54:47.760 --> 0:54:50.400 like reenacting all the movies and stuff like that. But um, 0:54:51.360 --> 0:54:55.479 it's I literally was just thinking about like twenty years, 0:54:56.400 --> 0:55:01.400 twenty two now passing two thousand. This is this is 0:55:01.480 --> 0:55:04.680 this is one of my questions, Um, did you ever 0:55:04.719 --> 0:55:07.520 see him sick? Because one time I was not One 0:55:07.560 --> 0:55:09.960 time when I was at the funeral, you know, I 0:55:10.080 --> 0:55:12.600 was so young at the time. Um, it was giving 0:55:12.640 --> 0:55:14.520 like everybody like you know, a couple of minutes to 0:55:14.680 --> 0:55:17.200 you know, say they piece to him and I literally 0:55:17.280 --> 0:55:19.880 kneeled down and got on my knees and I wer 0:55:19.960 --> 0:55:21.600 Flex coming up to me, and Flex said to me, 0:55:21.800 --> 0:55:25.200 um rest pflex too, by the way, Damn, it's crazy. 0:55:25.560 --> 0:55:27.800 And Flex said to me, you know, the homies not 0:55:27.920 --> 0:55:30.600 suffering no more. And I remember me being mad because 0:55:30.640 --> 0:55:33.480 I was so young. I've never seen pun stuffer. Obviously 0:55:33.560 --> 0:55:36.960 see Pun go to the sleep Apnea ship like and 0:55:37.000 --> 0:55:39.120 I just think my story was boring, so I should 0:55:39.160 --> 0:55:44.520 stepped my ship up like that. That's the most dispective 0:55:44.560 --> 0:55:46.480 thing you could do, Like she just snoring on me. 0:55:46.600 --> 0:55:48.640 My brother didn't come back, and then I don't have 0:55:48.760 --> 0:55:51.120 more energy, and then I would realized he would do 0:55:51.160 --> 0:55:53.320 it again and it wasn't me at all. But I 0:55:53.360 --> 0:55:55.080 didn't know that, but sleep Happy that was too young, 0:55:55.200 --> 0:55:57.960 So I guess my question was to say, um, you know, 0:55:58.280 --> 0:56:01.160 what Flex said to me was my brother's not suffering anymore? 0:56:02.040 --> 0:56:04.080 And I was like, what do you mean suffering? And 0:56:04.160 --> 0:56:07.719 I was so young, and I could tell that they knew. 0:56:07.760 --> 0:56:11.960 I couldn't understand. I couldn't comprehend it. But now you 0:56:12.400 --> 0:56:15.920 you got younger, So did you did you see it? 0:56:16.080 --> 0:56:20.360 See that? I didn't. I literally just recently I was 0:56:20.440 --> 0:56:24.880 doing an interview and I realized, Um, how short of 0:56:24.920 --> 0:56:27.279 a time was. You know, when you're younger, time to 0:56:27.400 --> 0:56:30.040 go slower, so like you feel like he was in 0:56:30.320 --> 0:56:33.360 junior high school. Us in high school for fifty years 0:56:34.080 --> 0:56:36.799 now four years ago by so quick, like you don't 0:56:36.800 --> 0:56:40.240 even realize it. So when I when I was talking 0:56:40.320 --> 0:56:42.799 to somebody, I was like, I realized that I didn't 0:56:42.800 --> 0:56:46.239 even know Punt a whole year. But I didn't even 0:56:46.280 --> 0:56:48.960 know Punt a whole year I was. I met him, 0:56:49.480 --> 0:56:51.120 It was like at the end of the school year, 0:56:52.200 --> 0:56:54.799 and then school has started again, and he passed up 0:56:54.840 --> 0:56:56.680 in February of the next year. So I didn't even 0:56:56.719 --> 0:57:01.160 know him. But I was with him really every day 0:57:01.280 --> 0:57:04.000 from the day that I met him. Like he's one 0:57:04.000 --> 0:57:05.239 of those I don't know if he ever did this 0:57:05.320 --> 0:57:07.720 to you because you had a career, he was moving around. 0:57:08.760 --> 0:57:12.400 I was just I just had to school, which don't like, 0:57:12.440 --> 0:57:15.399 who needs school? You're about to be famous? Pound say 0:57:15.440 --> 0:57:33.680 something like that about stopping school you're going to be 0:57:33.920 --> 0:57:35.920 But it wasn't okay to skip school to hang out 0:57:35.920 --> 0:57:37.680 with point. Yes, I would have changed it for the world. 0:57:38.360 --> 0:57:42.280 But I realized that I didn't know him that long. 0:57:43.360 --> 0:57:45.680 I didn't, but I was with him every he would 0:57:45.720 --> 0:57:51.080 hold me hostage. No I couldn't go home, do you understand? 0:57:51.320 --> 0:57:53.080 Like I would be like, no, I have to go home. 0:57:53.280 --> 0:57:54.840 Like what do you need? I need clothes? Take her 0:57:54.880 --> 0:57:56.320 to the mall, take it a for them, broll what 0:57:56.360 --> 0:57:58.000 do you mean? What do you like? Anything? Like? He 0:57:58.040 --> 0:57:59.360 would try to bring it to you so that you 0:57:59.400 --> 0:58:02.840 wouldn't leave. Eve. Um I tried. The one time I remember, 0:58:02.840 --> 0:58:03.880 I was like I tried to pull up you know 0:58:04.000 --> 0:58:06.000 my boyfriend. You know I haven't. He's like, oh, your 0:58:06.040 --> 0:58:07.960 boyfriend going like now you're going too far. He's not 0:58:08.160 --> 0:58:11.120 coming over here. I don't even like him like that, 0:58:13.880 --> 0:58:18.160 but um, he would literally have you there. Like I remember, 0:58:18.360 --> 0:58:20.440 like when he passed, he was sitting in the hotel 0:58:21.080 --> 0:58:25.440 in West chest So and like the night before I 0:58:25.560 --> 0:58:30.720 was there. I was there sleeping in his him swimming 0:58:30.760 --> 0:58:34.960 and they had a pool continue and he literally had 0:58:35.040 --> 0:58:37.200 me like there. I was like sleeping in the room. 0:58:37.280 --> 0:58:41.280 I'm like, I just want to go on, I want 0:58:41.320 --> 0:58:43.840 to go home. But I'm glad he did that because 0:58:43.840 --> 0:58:45.440 I got to I got to get to know him, 0:58:45.480 --> 0:58:48.120 I got to be around him and see differently. And 0:58:48.640 --> 0:58:50.480 all of these years I prompted you until some time 0:58:50.560 --> 0:58:51.960 last year I was doing an interview and I was like, 0:58:53.600 --> 0:58:56.440 you know what, I didn't know. I didn't know him 0:58:56.440 --> 0:58:59.000 as long as I feel like I did. But that 0:58:59.120 --> 0:59:01.560 goes with the a thing when when you meet somebody 0:59:02.080 --> 0:59:04.080 when you're a kid like you, you literally could have 0:59:04.320 --> 0:59:05.960 just had one year school with him. You feel like 0:59:06.040 --> 0:59:09.120 he's with him for medlone with somebody. Now. I tell 0:59:09.200 --> 0:59:11.000 people all the time, like if people like, yeah, you 0:59:11.120 --> 0:59:12.680 know her from you you know from where? If you 0:59:12.760 --> 0:59:14.360 did not see me in the past six months, you 0:59:14.440 --> 0:59:20.480 don't know me, that's I'm a different person. Yeah we 0:59:20.600 --> 0:59:21.960 was locked up to guy, I know her. No, you 0:59:22.040 --> 0:59:25.360 don't different person. Sorry, you don't know me. That's a 0:59:25.360 --> 0:59:28.160 beautiful thing. Especially, that's a beautiful thing, especially with growth. 0:59:28.880 --> 0:59:31.880 If you're going back with it's a horrible thing. You're 0:59:31.920 --> 0:59:33.480 staying the same. I don't want to be the same 0:59:33.480 --> 0:59:35.640 person that I was five years ago. I don't want 0:59:35.680 --> 0:59:37.040 to be the same as I was last year. Like 0:59:37.400 --> 0:59:39.640 I just I want to know the goal was to 0:59:39.760 --> 0:59:42.160 elevating to be better. But him doing that with you, 0:59:42.240 --> 0:59:45.640 you think it was his way of doing artist boot camp. No, 0:59:45.960 --> 0:59:52.680 he's just crazy. What he this is how he introduced 0:59:52.720 --> 0:59:55.520 you to me. That's how he spoke about you to me. 0:59:55.760 --> 0:59:59.720 He said, this is the female version of me. And 1:00:00.040 --> 1:00:05.160 though he was d nicest and like he said, oh, 1:00:05.400 --> 1:00:08.680 he meant that ship like he wasn't playing, and he 1:00:08.840 --> 1:00:10.600 was like that, he was so proud of you, Like 1:00:11.000 --> 1:00:12.400 you know, I'm proud of you, know what I'm saying, 1:00:12.480 --> 1:00:16.840 because just to see like his vision, like, um, God blessed, 1:00:16.880 --> 1:00:18.600 because I don't want to. I don't want any other 1:00:18.680 --> 1:00:23.400 Terrofort squad members or for the clips remember to feel 1:00:23.440 --> 1:00:25.520 any great. But the way he bragged about you was different. 1:00:26.080 --> 1:00:28.280 And at first I thought this was because he was 1:00:28.320 --> 1:00:31.360 a female. But then I heard you, and then I said, oh, 1:00:32.440 --> 1:00:34.400 but this is the thing I met you before, you've 1:00:34.520 --> 1:00:37.280 been told me about you. Okay, go ahead, put me on. 1:00:37.800 --> 1:00:40.400 So I lived in Queens. I lived in the story. 1:00:40.720 --> 1:00:46.400 Oh wow, that's why you out of control. Story is 1:00:46.440 --> 1:00:52.280 a bad place from like when I was like hand eleven, 1:00:52.360 --> 1:00:56.600 so I was about like sixteen seven seen so um 1:00:56.840 --> 1:00:59.920 it was me, my primo league and my friend Mom 1:01:00.000 --> 1:01:02.040 because like the rest of Peace of Monica. Actually a 1:01:02.080 --> 1:01:04.160 birthdays in like a couple of days, and like we 1:01:04.320 --> 1:01:06.440 was like we were like popular, were like the popular girls, right. 1:01:06.960 --> 1:01:11.120 So one day your capone come out there and I 1:01:11.200 --> 1:01:14.120 guess the room was like, no, we're supposed to be 1:01:14.200 --> 1:01:17.760 fire with our kids and you in your camraight and 1:01:17.880 --> 1:01:21.200 you're sitting in they introduced you just run this to song. Song. 1:01:21.320 --> 1:01:25.480 He's like, so this is sugar Hill. I don't even 1:01:25.520 --> 1:01:30.880 know what the fun Bett confused, like, like what are 1:01:30.920 --> 1:01:34.000 you talking about? Like, first of all, like we're marked 1:01:34.040 --> 1:01:48.000 deep in talk about but from them, um, from there, 1:01:48.960 --> 1:01:51.080 I used to see what I wanted to. That's how 1:01:51.120 --> 1:01:56.760 no chin being um be with Glorian I came to 1:01:56.880 --> 1:01:59.560 one of your shows on tom I think it was 1:01:59.600 --> 1:02:02.280 like I wanted to say, he was in Connecticut. It 1:02:02.360 --> 1:02:06.600 was one, number one market and yeah it was a 1:02:06.800 --> 1:02:11.800 big it was a big brawl and yeah, yeah it was. 1:02:11.920 --> 1:02:15.520 It was one. It was It was crazy. It was 1:02:15.640 --> 1:02:19.680 so crazy. But um who somebody had lost their chained 1:02:19.800 --> 1:02:21.600 I don't know, somebody like somebody had lost their chain. 1:02:21.720 --> 1:02:23.600 I was gonna cry. I was like, yea, his niggas 1:02:23.680 --> 1:02:27.600 is really crazy. And I was so confused because I 1:02:27.720 --> 1:02:29.840 knew where he was from, and I'm like, that is 1:02:29.920 --> 1:02:39.280 such a nice neighborhood. To system. We was on the corner, 1:02:41.400 --> 1:02:45.600 little cheap and I was like, he's such a nice 1:02:46.600 --> 1:02:50.240 was really crazy. And then when I met you again 1:02:50.720 --> 1:02:52.560 later on and he was like cool with punt, I 1:02:52.720 --> 1:02:58.720 was like, it makes perfect sense. Crazy, but I was 1:02:59.160 --> 1:03:01.480 outside of me okay, Like I was always a big fan. 1:03:01.560 --> 1:03:04.200 I remember one year he was on UM using the 1:03:04.240 --> 1:03:09.480 parade and we was waiting for hours for flots. That's 1:03:09.480 --> 1:03:13.600 what you had? Like what? So we go? Me being 1:03:13.640 --> 1:03:15.880 a pithead that I was, we weren't mad, like funk, 1:03:15.920 --> 1:03:17.560 I know it's a spot, that a box, So let's 1:03:17.560 --> 1:03:19.400 go get somebody. You come back, you should be here. 1:03:19.840 --> 1:03:21.600 So we're coming from the spot, rolling up and we 1:03:21.720 --> 1:03:25.160 just here. I'm like, is that yeah? Well, I said, 1:03:25.240 --> 1:03:30.479 we chased the flow down. I chased the floor down 1:03:30.720 --> 1:03:32.520 just so that we can watch you perform, like so 1:03:33.040 --> 1:03:42.920 to see you space of one of my first meeting 1:03:42.960 --> 1:03:46.080 you as Joe I believe, I believe passed away. I'm 1:03:46.080 --> 1:03:49.560 not sure, but it was Yester session and I was 1:03:49.600 --> 1:03:51.440 doing a hook. I don't know if you ever use it, 1:03:52.720 --> 1:03:54.640 but I came late. I came like an hour late, 1:03:55.320 --> 1:03:58.080 and I was I was really into bronx women at 1:03:58.120 --> 1:03:59.920 this time. So I put a bronx girl to the 1:04:00.520 --> 1:04:03.880 with me last thing. As soon as we walked in, 1:04:04.040 --> 1:04:06.120 you said, it's just just the reason why you're late, 1:04:06.680 --> 1:04:09.560 and the girl just left. He was so scared that 1:04:16.120 --> 1:04:18.680 she was so scared that for you. I was like, 1:04:18.920 --> 1:04:21.720 wait a minute, like going on. It's like I'm from 1:04:21.760 --> 1:04:25.640 the brawls. You don't understand. She doesn't like me, And 1:04:25.720 --> 1:04:27.200 I don't know if you knew her not, and she 1:04:27.280 --> 1:04:30.920 thought you did. But it's possible that's that's who you was. 1:04:31.600 --> 1:04:36.400 I did. I did a lot of stuff. I would 1:04:36.520 --> 1:04:39.200 never do that right now. You never do that, would 1:04:39.240 --> 1:04:41.760 never want to make somebody feel uncomfortable like that. But 1:04:42.080 --> 1:04:46.240 you know, I grew up a lot of guys like seriously, 1:04:46.520 --> 1:04:48.200 I don't have to, like you know, since I've been married, 1:04:48.200 --> 1:04:50.320 I haven't really seen it and my guy friends anymore. 1:04:50.920 --> 1:04:53.600 Strange thing. I don't know what happened. It's not the 1:04:53.680 --> 1:04:56.120 same when you're married, like it just seems weird when 1:04:56.120 --> 1:04:58.040 you have a bunch of guy friends like Pap is 1:04:58.160 --> 1:04:59.800 totally cool with it and he's okay with it. But 1:05:00.280 --> 1:05:03.800 to the outside world, it's it's crazy because they don't 1:05:03.840 --> 1:05:05.440 they don't understand that people said, like if you have 1:05:05.520 --> 1:05:07.800 a god that's like when I tell you, I literally 1:05:07.840 --> 1:05:10.040 have people all my in my comments sometimes like oh 1:05:10.120 --> 1:05:12.520 she posted him more than her husband because I post 1:05:12.600 --> 1:05:14.680 Joe a lot. But we worked together a lot, but 1:05:16.200 --> 1:05:19.160 I feel more comfortable with male friends. Like that's how 1:05:19.600 --> 1:05:21.960 so I was a little rough around. I just like 1:05:23.080 --> 1:05:26.280 this this this spitch is where you like like like 1:05:26.480 --> 1:05:30.760 I probably was really how it fined. I believe it 1:05:30.920 --> 1:05:45.240 waiting for you fun. It was nice because I didn't 1:05:45.280 --> 1:05:50.200 really have to stay and Terra was the only people 1:05:50.200 --> 1:05:52.240 I would come around with no other crew, Like I 1:05:52.240 --> 1:05:54.840 can come around about my doughter because I'm good. Joe 1:05:54.840 --> 1:05:57.400 will come around my crew do like that's it. He 1:05:57.440 --> 1:05:59.160 don't have to have no crewe. He still does that 1:05:59.240 --> 1:06:02.560 to this day before we go to UM put time 1:06:02.600 --> 1:06:05.680 a slide. Who else tried to sign sign you other 1:06:05.760 --> 1:06:09.360 than Terroce squad? Oh God, when I know when I 1:06:09.720 --> 1:06:14.680 first um when not when come first passed? Like it 1:06:14.800 --> 1:06:16.920 was obviously just so many different calls, like it was 1:06:17.000 --> 1:06:20.360 somebody from from nas camp that was reaching out swissing 1:06:20.400 --> 1:06:23.600 them was reaching out UM and Joe was like and 1:06:23.720 --> 1:06:25.800 I was I was not really show what I was 1:06:25.840 --> 1:06:28.240 gonna do because the Pun's not here. This is who 1:06:28.440 --> 1:06:30.400 Like when Punt passed, I didn't really know Joe like 1:06:30.520 --> 1:06:35.160 that Joe. Joe didn't like Joe was starting to mature ready, 1:06:35.200 --> 1:06:40.680 Paul was still fucking crazy. So and when he when 1:06:40.760 --> 1:06:43.040 he was gone, I didn't know where it was gonna happen. 1:06:43.080 --> 1:06:45.520 I didn't know if the records that we had Dad 1:06:45.640 --> 1:06:47.720 was gonna make the album now because he's not here 1:06:47.720 --> 1:06:50.800 to oversee it. And people was reaching out to me 1:06:50.880 --> 1:06:52.920 like yo, can we have a meet? And can was 1:06:53.000 --> 1:06:57.240 talking um. I remember it was at the funeral and 1:06:57.320 --> 1:07:01.600 Joe comes to me. He goes, I know right now, 1:07:01.640 --> 1:07:04.600 you're not really sure you know what's gonna happen. You're 1:07:04.640 --> 1:07:06.960 probably you know, questioning, you know where you go from here. 1:07:07.000 --> 1:07:11.080 He's like, I got you. I was like okay, He's like, nah, 1:07:11.600 --> 1:07:13.760 I got you. Like you're good. You are like you 1:07:14.120 --> 1:07:16.680 ty a squad. Pun said you trying to squad your 1:07:16.720 --> 1:07:21.200 terrior squad. I'm like, okay, I guess squad, but I 1:07:21.280 --> 1:07:23.440 mean I don't. And it wasn't that I didn't believe it. 1:07:23.520 --> 1:07:26.960 It was just like I'm from the Bronx and I 1:07:27.000 --> 1:07:30.720 don't believe we don't believe anything. Like talking said, she's 1:07:30.720 --> 1:07:32.520 going through said, right now, you still just trying to 1:07:32.560 --> 1:07:35.640 consumee trying to everybody's trying to console each other. But um, 1:07:36.720 --> 1:07:39.800 now you know, twenty two years later, like we talked 1:07:39.800 --> 1:07:41.400 about the time, I'm like, yeah, I really feel like 1:07:41.440 --> 1:07:43.600 in another life, like we were connected. Like I feel 1:07:43.640 --> 1:07:48.720 like most of our biggest moments are intertwined somehow somewhere, 1:07:49.080 --> 1:07:50.880 which is cool. I love it like it's my daughter's 1:07:50.920 --> 1:07:54.520 god father. I'm still gullible, like to a certain extent. 1:07:54.560 --> 1:07:57.160 And what I mean by that is I still have 1:07:57.280 --> 1:08:00.280 wishes to seeing all the Terrost squard members together. Yeah 1:08:00.360 --> 1:08:12.280 that's alciousious. Definitely, you know, I truly do, because the 1:08:12.360 --> 1:08:16.200 happiest I've ever seen pun was around his crew. Yeah. 1:08:16.520 --> 1:08:19.600 But this is the thing, what happens is and this 1:08:19.720 --> 1:08:22.280 is what I had to realize because when I think back, 1:08:22.400 --> 1:08:25.479 like you, you, we we go through so much when 1:08:25.640 --> 1:08:28.599 we think that we're grown, like what happened with us, 1:08:28.680 --> 1:08:31.639 like we all were forced to grow up really young. 1:08:32.560 --> 1:08:34.840 You feel old right now? Sometimes we feel old like 1:08:35.000 --> 1:08:37.439 people like god man, I'm like, you're not, Oh, shut up, 1:08:37.520 --> 1:08:40.040 you just feel old because when he was fifteen sixteen seventy. 1:08:40.120 --> 1:08:43.680 He was doing ship that phone people do, like I 1:08:43.800 --> 1:08:45.640 talked about like my son and my kids, like I 1:08:45.720 --> 1:08:48.360 had my son when I was really young. The ship 1:08:48.479 --> 1:08:50.200 he asked me for like I asked my mother for 1:08:50.400 --> 1:08:53.439 his age. I probably got knocked out, like she probably 1:08:53.479 --> 1:08:55.840 popped on me, like like by the time opposed, I 1:08:55.960 --> 1:08:58.880 was literally like taking care of my whole family. We 1:08:59.000 --> 1:09:02.840 had different responsive realities. We were doing things that adults 1:09:02.920 --> 1:09:05.400 do at very young ages. He was in the clubs, 1:09:05.479 --> 1:09:08.400 he was in the streets. So now that we're at 1:09:08.479 --> 1:09:10.800 that age, it's like, oh, I'm old because you feel 1:09:10.800 --> 1:09:13.160 like you know, did everything. But we were really not old, 1:09:13.280 --> 1:09:16.320 but we think we were so fucking young. I was 1:09:16.520 --> 1:09:18.679 so young and I was still in fucking high school 1:09:18.720 --> 1:09:21.320 when I met Punt. I was still in high school 1:09:21.320 --> 1:09:25.400 when I did any up. And and it's so crazy 1:09:25.520 --> 1:09:30.800 because now people we were grown, and people are said 1:09:30.840 --> 1:09:33.480 in their ways, they have their own things, and sometimes 1:09:34.000 --> 1:09:36.080 what people don't understand when things happen to you when 1:09:36.080 --> 1:09:39.800 you're really that it fucking traumatizes you. And I feel 1:09:39.880 --> 1:09:43.080 like some of the things that that happened, it's not 1:09:43.200 --> 1:09:44.840 that it can't be faxed it's just like it's no, 1:09:45.120 --> 1:09:48.040 it's it's no point of fixing it, if that makes sense, 1:09:48.120 --> 1:09:52.360 Like nobody nobody benefits because nobody's really distorted. I don't 1:09:52.360 --> 1:09:54.240 feel well, that's just a couple of people, like bro 1:09:54.560 --> 1:09:57.880 get over it. What But for the most I felt 1:09:57.880 --> 1:09:59.800 like everybody is in their own space and their own 1:10:00.240 --> 1:10:03.760 and it might do more harm than than better. Like 1:10:04.280 --> 1:10:08.240 in my opinion, that's really and this is this is 1:10:08.360 --> 1:10:11.920 this is actually a question. It's saying you stay out 1:10:11.960 --> 1:10:15.240 of the way with Pun's wife and all the controversy 1:10:15.320 --> 1:10:18.720 with Joe. How do you feel about this situation us 1:10:18.920 --> 1:10:22.320 the fun that's stupid, Like I'm let me tell you, 1:10:22.920 --> 1:10:27.000 I changed, but I'm still like maybe like I changed 1:10:27.040 --> 1:10:29.040 a lot deep inside him the same person, and Shi's 1:10:29.080 --> 1:10:31.240 not deep inside. She's just like a paper cut away. 1:10:34.200 --> 1:10:40.160 We're like like, but I'm really not, just like my 1:10:40.320 --> 1:10:43.040 first thing is to resort to violence, like I don't. 1:10:43.080 --> 1:10:46.760 I cannot take disrespect, I cannot think so And I 1:10:46.840 --> 1:10:48.560 feel like a lot of things that I know and 1:10:48.600 --> 1:10:51.160 a lot of people that no certain ship, they be 1:10:51.240 --> 1:10:54.320 trying to change navratives. Once time goes by, people trying 1:10:54.320 --> 1:10:57.240 to change navratives like even when his kids like people like, yo, 1:10:57.320 --> 1:10:59.240 you should do just like like his kids were really 1:10:59.360 --> 1:11:02.600 really young when when he passed away, he was and 1:11:03.240 --> 1:11:05.040 I feel like some of the things that they think 1:11:05.160 --> 1:11:06.840 or that they know about him, some things that more 1:11:06.880 --> 1:11:09.480 that they were told as opposed to that they experienced. 1:11:10.200 --> 1:11:12.880 And people just people are always going to feel a 1:11:12.880 --> 1:11:17.439 certain way, Like even even now, like I'll post Joe 1:11:17.600 --> 1:11:20.000 like not so much now because he's he's he's kind 1:11:20.000 --> 1:11:24.559 of turned into like this hiter that's like bigger than life, 1:11:24.600 --> 1:11:26.800 Like I think he's probably the most famous that he's 1:11:26.800 --> 1:11:29.840 ever been, like hanging with him because to take all 1:11:29.880 --> 1:11:36.640 the fame famous, but probably like we were in a 1:11:36.680 --> 1:11:38.479 space when it wasn't as much as it is now, 1:11:38.640 --> 1:11:40.559 Like people will come up whenever I post. Some people 1:11:40.560 --> 1:11:43.040 will come on my page and they stay like she's like, oh, 1:11:43.160 --> 1:11:45.719 he needs to be doing this, And people don't understand, 1:11:45.800 --> 1:11:48.519 like it's been so long that even our kids aren't 1:11:48.640 --> 1:11:52.240 kids anymore, Like the kids are adults with kids of 1:11:52.320 --> 1:11:55.280 their own problems. A lot of he be a grandfather 1:11:55.400 --> 1:11:59.080 right now, and and when does it come not be 1:11:59.240 --> 1:12:01.960 the responsibilit reality of you know, like that like even 1:12:02.040 --> 1:12:05.439 like with my own son, like people like, oh, he 1:12:05.640 --> 1:12:09.040 is a whole grown person that does what the fun 1:12:09.160 --> 1:12:11.840 you want to do, like if you watch your starf smoking, drinking, sucking, 1:12:12.640 --> 1:12:21.160 said like, I'm out of this, like like that's that's 1:12:21.240 --> 1:12:23.280 just the rules that I live. But I'm sorry, Like 1:12:24.120 --> 1:12:27.200 and I think it's just a touchy subject because he 1:12:27.479 --> 1:12:29.759 Joe feels how he feels, she feels how she feels. 1:12:30.240 --> 1:12:32.840 I know how I feel about it, and to just 1:12:33.520 --> 1:12:35.439 avoid those shows, I just I just stay out of it, 1:12:35.560 --> 1:12:37.759 like I don't wanna. I don't want to rub anybody 1:12:37.840 --> 1:12:39.560 the wrong way. And like I said, I didn't I 1:12:40.320 --> 1:12:42.080 knowing that I didn't know him as long as I 1:12:42.400 --> 1:12:46.400 as I thought what I did, But he never did 1:12:46.520 --> 1:12:49.120 nothing but good for me, I'm saying. So I can't 1:12:49.160 --> 1:12:52.559 nobody ever talk bad about him, Like you can't tell 1:12:52.640 --> 1:12:54.439 me nothing about this man. I don't give a funk 1:12:54.560 --> 1:12:56.320 what you say. Would you try to show me? Like 1:12:57.080 --> 1:13:00.559 to me, he changed my life and changed my life. 1:13:00.600 --> 1:13:03.160 When I saw my first deal, I took half of 1:13:03.240 --> 1:13:05.559 my advance and sent it over there like here, that's 1:13:05.600 --> 1:13:08.600 for his kids, Like like that's that's I don't know 1:13:08.960 --> 1:13:13.320 what else, Yeah, UM got going on or whatever films 1:13:13.400 --> 1:13:15.840 I may have, but I can't play a part in 1:13:15.920 --> 1:13:19.479 that because can nobody tell me nothing about this man 1:13:19.600 --> 1:13:21.439 like he changed my life? And and a lot of 1:13:21.520 --> 1:13:23.320 times I think people go through that, people like, oh, 1:13:23.360 --> 1:13:25.080 this person is a bad person and this person is 1:13:25.560 --> 1:13:28.599 You can't tell somebody how to feel about somebody to them, 1:13:28.680 --> 1:13:30.519 like maybe you may have to experay. And that's why 1:13:30.520 --> 1:13:32.040 I also so I get people to benefit of the 1:13:32.160 --> 1:13:34.760 doubt because people are like, oh, she did so he's 1:13:34.840 --> 1:13:36.600 this type of person. It might have been like that 1:13:36.760 --> 1:13:42.600 to you, that not to me, not to me, So 1:13:43.760 --> 1:13:45.639 it's hard for me. And I feel like a lot 1:13:45.680 --> 1:13:50.920 of times people people want people want the respect and 1:13:51.000 --> 1:13:53.400 the accolades and want you to praise them because their 1:13:53.479 --> 1:13:58.120 relation to relationships to a person. But when you talk 1:13:58.240 --> 1:14:00.599 bad about that person and you try the the dirt 1:14:00.640 --> 1:14:03.200 on this person's name and you cause harm to to 1:14:03.360 --> 1:14:07.040 the legacy, it's hard for me to give you the 1:14:07.200 --> 1:14:09.160 love or for the same person's name, Like it just 1:14:09.240 --> 1:14:12.960 doesn't make sense to me. Like people they'll be I see, 1:14:12.960 --> 1:14:15.160 I see hives do it all the time. They'll break 1:14:15.240 --> 1:14:17.200 up with their divorce their husband. He's a piece of ship, 1:14:17.360 --> 1:14:19.960 he's this he's that, but then I want to keep 1:14:20.000 --> 1:14:23.160 the last name and want me to give you some 1:14:23.320 --> 1:14:25.559 type of car belonged or cheat your specially way because 1:14:25.720 --> 1:14:27.960 you was the wife. No, he told me he was 1:14:28.000 --> 1:14:33.479 a piece of ship, right, So I can't like you. 1:14:33.680 --> 1:14:35.519 You gotta pick which one you want. Do you want 1:14:35.560 --> 1:14:38.120 to slander this person or do you want to lift 1:14:38.160 --> 1:14:39.800 them up? I feel like a lot of things over 1:14:39.880 --> 1:14:43.640 the years um with with Punt, I just I just 1:14:43.760 --> 1:14:47.360 don't I didn't understand the narrative of the goal that 1:14:47.439 --> 1:14:50.280 people were trying to trying to everybody was was was 1:14:50.360 --> 1:14:53.439 taking your stance for me and minding a business. And 1:14:53.680 --> 1:14:58.240 I think the part that made people take take picks 1:14:59.080 --> 1:15:02.280 was when she put out that tape. That tape made 1:15:02.320 --> 1:15:06.439 people say NOA, I get that, I get that, but 1:15:07.479 --> 1:15:09.760 like I said, it's hard. I see that, and it's 1:15:09.840 --> 1:15:12.240 horrible and it's the worst thing and you should never 1:15:12.320 --> 1:15:18.200 do that. But this person changed my life. I've never 1:15:18.360 --> 1:15:20.920 seen I've never said I've never seen that ever, you 1:15:20.960 --> 1:15:23.760 know what I'm saying. And then you go, Okay, if 1:15:23.840 --> 1:15:26.519 that is how you feel, and this is what you 1:15:26.800 --> 1:15:29.080 the picture that you want to paint, how can you 1:15:29.200 --> 1:15:34.160 then want me to compensate or take care of or 1:15:34.320 --> 1:15:37.160 show love or do whatever on the strength of the 1:15:37.240 --> 1:15:41.800 same person's name. It's just confident. It doesn't make sense 1:15:41.840 --> 1:15:45.599 to me. So I'm just gonna do nothing because they've 1:15:45.640 --> 1:15:47.920 never done anything something. I wish the best for his 1:15:48.000 --> 1:15:50.320 whole family. I would never ever want anything like I 1:15:50.439 --> 1:15:52.479 go in the same way if I was around him 1:15:52.479 --> 1:15:54.040 every day, I was around them every day, because he 1:15:54.080 --> 1:15:56.840 has family with him every single day. I'm saying, and 1:15:58.240 --> 1:16:01.000 like I was really young, I don't know a lot 1:16:01.080 --> 1:16:05.600 of things experienced this, Like I like, I'm older than you, 1:16:05.640 --> 1:16:07.439 but I'm not experienced with this. I don't have this. 1:16:07.600 --> 1:16:09.920 I don't have no other example of this in my life. 1:16:10.360 --> 1:16:13.760 You understand I'm saying. So I heard a rumor one time. 1:16:14.160 --> 1:16:18.080 I ain't gonna say who you say, and they just said, no, 1:16:18.240 --> 1:16:20.240 he just does whatever fact Joe says, and it's just like, 1:16:20.439 --> 1:16:23.680 that's not the truth. I ride with Joe whatever. If 1:16:23.720 --> 1:16:26.280 I feel Joe was wrong, it's just it ain't gonna 1:16:26.320 --> 1:16:29.040 be public. It's gonna be between me and him because 1:16:29.080 --> 1:16:31.480 that's one of my best friends. One of the problems 1:16:31.560 --> 1:16:34.320 of today is everybody feels like if it doesn't happen 1:16:34.360 --> 1:16:39.680 on social media. I get into it a lot with 1:16:39.880 --> 1:16:43.599 people that I know because I didn't shout them out 1:16:43.640 --> 1:16:47.360 on their birthday or I didn't post somebody that passed away. 1:16:49.360 --> 1:16:52.240 First of all, I just think that's fucking weird when 1:16:52.479 --> 1:17:00.720 somebody you like, when somebody like I'm said that, and 1:17:00.960 --> 1:17:06.040 I'm gonna say that, I'll be posting. I'm not searching 1:17:06.200 --> 1:17:08.240 through my phone trying to find picture like I don't. 1:17:08.439 --> 1:17:10.280 I don't even want to talk about like my grandmother 1:17:10.320 --> 1:17:12.639 passed away, like I was like, oh I didn't know then, 1:17:12.680 --> 1:17:15.240 because then I'm not posting my grandmother. But I don't 1:17:15.240 --> 1:17:17.000 want nobody to sething like if you know you know, 1:17:17.200 --> 1:17:19.360 like I don't want to like, hey guys, sorry, I've 1:17:19.400 --> 1:17:21.000 been off for social media for a week because my 1:17:21.080 --> 1:17:24.000 grandmother's like that ship is just weird to me. People 1:17:24.040 --> 1:17:26.479 that cry in the phone weird to me. What I 1:17:26.760 --> 1:17:29.120 is fucking weird. I look at you crazy. I don't 1:17:29.160 --> 1:17:31.200 care if you ever cry on social media you put 1:17:31.280 --> 1:17:33.320 up a video. Trust me, when I see you, I 1:17:33.400 --> 1:17:35.280 may say hello, I may dab you up, but I'm 1:17:35.280 --> 1:17:37.320 looking at you like you're fucking crazy. When you walked away, 1:17:37.360 --> 1:17:42.000 we talked about your dog. Um people that people that 1:17:42.240 --> 1:17:44.960 I know or the only person that I probably post. 1:17:45.040 --> 1:17:47.160 I might post my husband or my daughter because she's 1:17:47.200 --> 1:17:51.280 a baby, and um Joe Joe and says y'all says 1:17:51.479 --> 1:17:56.000 I need the love I need, but love me please, 1:17:56.280 --> 1:18:00.439 like it's my first So I'm literally forced because so 1:18:00.640 --> 1:18:01.960 but then I have other people that they were like 1:18:02.080 --> 1:18:04.200 y'o to throw me up on your birthday. First of all, 1:18:04.280 --> 1:18:06.800 let's just be clear, I trust people a lot of 1:18:06.960 --> 1:18:08.760 fucking money to post it on my page. You want 1:18:08.800 --> 1:18:12.800 to post on your birthday, I can't. You don't have 1:18:12.880 --> 1:18:16.240 your right now, Like I don't. I don't give a 1:18:16.320 --> 1:18:19.160 funk about social media, Like I don't. Like I have 1:18:19.400 --> 1:18:22.960 friends that literally they like, yo, you don't brag enough 1:18:23.560 --> 1:18:28.320 what like to me that it's just crazy because I'm 1:18:28.560 --> 1:18:30.840 just different. I go up around different type of niggas, 1:18:30.880 --> 1:18:33.760 different type of people that dudes that bragged about it. 1:18:34.000 --> 1:18:36.680 They were like corn balls to us, like you was like, 1:18:37.040 --> 1:18:40.679 use use a bozo like you bragged about your calls. 1:18:40.840 --> 1:18:44.759 You're like, actually you're probably gonna get robbed, Like oh really, 1:18:44.840 --> 1:18:50.559 you know what? Get them like like like you use 1:18:50.600 --> 1:18:54.240 a mark like you was a stain. But it's it's 1:18:54.280 --> 1:18:57.120 just hard for me, Like I'm not like literally after 1:18:57.240 --> 1:18:58.720 I have more friend she said, and she's like, I'm 1:18:58.720 --> 1:19:00.719 coming to your house that you don't want to start, 1:19:00.760 --> 1:19:03.000 I'm doing it. I'm going to the poll, I'm going 1:19:03.040 --> 1:19:05.559 to your closet. I'm like that to me that that's 1:19:05.600 --> 1:19:08.519 not cool to me, Like, I don't I don't get on. 1:19:09.400 --> 1:19:11.600 I don't feel I don't even feel comfortable doing that, 1:19:11.760 --> 1:19:13.720 Like it's just it's really weird to me. Like when 1:19:13.760 --> 1:19:15.880 people come like I don't even like people taking pictures 1:19:15.880 --> 1:19:17.120 in my house, Like I don't even like people. You 1:19:17.160 --> 1:19:18.439 don't live in my house. I be like, who a 1:19:18.520 --> 1:19:22.760 you're talking to better fact, that's cool, you a new 1:19:22.800 --> 1:19:25.760 words time for I don't want you on live in 1:19:25.840 --> 1:19:27.360 my house. I don't want to post the inside of 1:19:27.400 --> 1:19:28.800 my crab. I don't want to post my cars. I 1:19:28.800 --> 1:19:30.280 don't want to post my Jerry. I don't want to 1:19:30.280 --> 1:19:33.760 post any of that. That's just super duper weird. But 1:19:33.880 --> 1:19:37.240 we live in an era where that's what people do. 1:19:38.120 --> 1:19:41.960 That that that that's the thing I'm you know, SE's 1:19:42.000 --> 1:19:44.880 just on. I'm just a different type of person, So 1:19:45.000 --> 1:19:52.000 be clear, I'm not broke like just because you don't 1:19:52.080 --> 1:20:01.320 see it a quick time with right, Okay, all right, 1:20:01.439 --> 1:20:04.720 so the rules is this. You're smiling. I don't like 1:20:04.880 --> 1:20:09.080 it because this is everyone's part of the show. All right. 1:20:09.240 --> 1:20:11.599 We're gonna give you two choices, multiple choice. You can 1:20:11.640 --> 1:20:14.320 pick one or the other. If you pick one or 1:20:14.360 --> 1:20:18.360 the other, that's it, that's it. You're good. But if 1:20:18.400 --> 1:20:20.599 you most of the time people want to be politically correct. 1:20:20.600 --> 1:20:22.760 So if you pally correct, you say both. If you 1:20:22.840 --> 1:20:25.920 say both, or to take a shot, Oh no, but 1:20:25.960 --> 1:20:27.960 you can do the shot of wine. And we're taking 1:20:27.960 --> 1:20:29.840 the show, and we're taking a shot with you, and 1:20:29.880 --> 1:20:34.080 we're gonna were drinking hard, drinking hard. I'm probably I'm 1:20:34.200 --> 1:20:41.280 probably not gonna care. Almost positive. Everybody says that'll be lying. 1:20:41.720 --> 1:20:46.280 I really don't care. A cool hold on, let me 1:20:46.920 --> 1:20:51.240 you got an unopened bottle of my mo wana, I 1:20:51.320 --> 1:20:53.240 think it. Don't let me, let me let me smoke 1:20:53.280 --> 1:20:58.479 a god mother to them talking about we need to 1:20:58.520 --> 1:21:01.599 do that overall. You you live in New York. It's 1:21:01.600 --> 1:21:05.519 none of that. None of that. That's crazy contra for 1:21:07.280 --> 1:21:10.600 you can't even drink alcohol, which is leaving. If you 1:21:11.200 --> 1:21:13.519 can't drink like that that's what they turn it. Because 1:21:13.520 --> 1:21:15.800 now if you can smoke, if you want parole, which 1:21:15.840 --> 1:21:18.560 is crazy, that's crazy. You can smoke, what if you 1:21:19.000 --> 1:21:23.160 you can't drink? That's maybe makes sense alcohol? Does it 1:21:23.240 --> 1:21:28.439 to me? That just tell you that someone get my shot? Ready? 1:21:29.400 --> 1:21:37.400 Shots ready? All right? But zooming on that godmother right there? 1:21:37.479 --> 1:21:41.360 Ye all crazy because I'm call if I smoke this, 1:21:41.360 --> 1:21:44.160 I'm a gonna up that be smooth. Do you see 1:21:44.200 --> 1:21:48.320 that the filter that's in the smoking like a cigar? 1:21:48.600 --> 1:21:52.479 Let me smoking like you gotta smoke. It's the y'all. Y'all. Yeah, 1:21:52.520 --> 1:21:55.640 like it's the y'all. Okay, Queen Latifa m c L. 1:21:59.200 --> 1:22:01.519 Maybe you can take a shot and one a one. 1:22:02.520 --> 1:22:07.160 I'll see. Can I explain why I love them both? 1:22:07.240 --> 1:22:10.720 Actually talked to Light more. But when it comes to 1:22:10.800 --> 1:22:13.479 like the grandsling, I've always looked up to Lie. I 1:22:14.000 --> 1:22:15.640 super looked up to Light and I talked to her 1:22:15.720 --> 1:22:18.000 all the time. She's like assistance to me. But I 1:22:18.080 --> 1:22:22.320 feel like, well, she was the first one that looked 1:22:22.360 --> 1:22:28.559 like me. She wasn't like super light skin, curly, wavy hair, 1:22:28.760 --> 1:22:32.280 down a bag size too. She had on talk show, 1:22:32.960 --> 1:22:44.400 she had on record label she was. She was a 1:22:44.479 --> 1:22:46.880 fucking cover girl, crying out loud like she was, like 1:22:46.920 --> 1:22:49.360 when the makeup commercial came on that that was Lie, 1:22:49.800 --> 1:22:53.439 Like she did Broadway. She's like she did so much 1:22:53.600 --> 1:22:57.639 like that. I just feel like she's here. She's here, 1:22:57.760 --> 1:23:01.559 like light is here. But it's like she's just she's 1:23:01.600 --> 1:23:03.160 just in a space at her own like I think 1:23:03.160 --> 1:23:04.680 a lot of people that know probably don't even know 1:23:04.720 --> 1:23:06.640 that she was a rapper. That's how far gone she is. 1:23:06.680 --> 1:23:08.720 They don't know if she saw so I gotta give 1:23:08.720 --> 1:23:11.240 it to Lie not to take that Rock Kim or 1:23:11.320 --> 1:23:16.160 Big Daddy King. It was easy, No, it wasn't. I 1:23:16.320 --> 1:23:20.439 love I love rock Kim, but I know Kana do 1:23:20.560 --> 1:23:24.200 it right now, right now? What happened right now? I 1:23:24.240 --> 1:23:26.760 don't know if I killer doing right now. I see 1:23:26.840 --> 1:23:28.880 Jordan and my Magic Johnson to see each other, and 1:23:28.920 --> 1:23:31.200 Jordan said, putting your shoes, I'll take you right now, 1:23:31.320 --> 1:23:36.280 like what was happening at like each other. He's like, 1:23:36.320 --> 1:23:39.680 if we just shoes, I see it right because I 1:23:39.760 --> 1:23:43.280 know Kim would do it right now. Kim Mike too. 1:23:43.560 --> 1:23:46.920 I don't know that I know right now. King's gonna 1:23:46.920 --> 1:23:51.160 go okay, thank me later, that trying to take your shots. Problem. 1:23:51.520 --> 1:23:54.880 This is this is cool for us, Tupac or DMX. 1:23:54.960 --> 1:23:58.760 I'm taking a shot to this regardless X, I'm taking 1:23:58.800 --> 1:24:03.920 a shot to that. Cheers, And now you want to 1:24:03.920 --> 1:24:08.320 explain why you don't. I love dear backs. I love Tupac. 1:24:09.120 --> 1:24:10.760 I never met Tupac, but I love him too. I 1:24:10.840 --> 1:24:13.200 never bet him, I never met need them. Damn, Max 1:24:13.320 --> 1:24:17.240 is the only person on the planet Earth. Every time, 1:24:17.880 --> 1:24:21.800 not sometimes not moved to the time. Every time I've 1:24:21.800 --> 1:24:25.040 seen this nigger, he made me fucking cry. I don't cry. 1:24:25.920 --> 1:24:29.280 I'm not a crier. Like if I cry, move, go away, 1:24:29.439 --> 1:24:32.040 get far away, like I'm piste off about to get 1:24:32.080 --> 1:24:36.000 flipped up. Like every time I've seen this man, like 1:24:36.080 --> 1:24:39.320 he just the the ship that he was saying, and 1:24:39.400 --> 1:24:43.720 the passion like and his his his intuitive to know 1:24:44.120 --> 1:24:46.240 like what you needed to hear it. That moment was 1:24:46.320 --> 1:24:50.519 just fucking uncanny. And every time I've seen this man, 1:24:50.600 --> 1:24:53.479 he made me cry like and it wasn't it was like, 1:24:53.560 --> 1:24:54.680 none of you go to church. I don't know it 1:24:54.800 --> 1:24:56.200 was the last time you. Every time I go to church, 1:24:56.240 --> 1:24:57.800 it's weird too. I cry when I go. I'm like, 1:24:57.840 --> 1:24:59.519 I'm like, why the funk am I crying because I 1:24:59.560 --> 1:25:01.920 think about all the bad ships that did I gonna 1:25:01.920 --> 1:25:03.320 go to Hell. I don't want to go to ilse hide. 1:25:03.320 --> 1:25:07.880 I don't like what it hid like that goes to 1:25:09.080 --> 1:25:12.280 like I will die in hell, and so I get 1:25:12.360 --> 1:25:16.599 to take the summer. I don't want to show think 1:25:16.680 --> 1:25:18.439 something like I did enough. But when you pet church 1:25:18.520 --> 1:25:21.400 and stop, maybe you think about like ship stuff. I 1:25:21.520 --> 1:25:23.680 meet the qualifications and she was like, I don't know, 1:25:23.960 --> 1:25:26.880 but do they got cash after church? I don't know 1:25:26.920 --> 1:25:30.160 if they have, but the last time I went to church, 1:25:30.439 --> 1:25:32.320 I'm gonna tell you it really fucked me up. I 1:25:32.400 --> 1:25:34.519 walked past the room talking about the size of this room, 1:25:34.600 --> 1:25:37.200 and the entire room was filled with a T M S. 1:25:37.960 --> 1:25:41.680 It was a rule left that question I was. I 1:25:42.320 --> 1:25:44.680 was offended though, like I was just like, what the 1:25:45.040 --> 1:25:47.320 fun like? It's a cash business. I don't like it. 1:25:48.479 --> 1:25:52.680 I like that. But XMX, just because of how he 1:25:53.000 --> 1:25:56.560 personally made me feel fire and rest in peace to 1:25:56.640 --> 1:26:00.400 both yes bab or to kiss Yes, I love you 1:26:00.520 --> 1:26:05.000 fad but kiss yea even don't biggs on that versus 1:26:08.520 --> 1:26:17.200 only I'm just standing. I'm happy. That's That's one person. 1:26:17.240 --> 1:26:19.800 I'm happy getting spies. He gets so much money. Every 1:26:19.840 --> 1:26:23.000 time I see my like this, niggas getting so much money, 1:26:23.160 --> 1:26:26.519 and I love it. Two Sometimes it takes a little 1:26:26.520 --> 1:26:29.120 bit longer to get your bag. I love it. I 1:26:29.240 --> 1:26:33.200 love it. He's a spit up biggie or bigger Biggie 1:26:35.080 --> 1:26:37.680 yo yo, or lady of rage. Just gonna not let 1:26:37.720 --> 1:26:45.559 me give me an explanation, just gonna let me if 1:26:45.600 --> 1:26:47.760 I'm not taking the shots, I might explain it. I was. 1:26:47.800 --> 1:26:50.960 Actually I was on big El's albums, the first goal play, 1:26:51.040 --> 1:26:55.799 I've a Got yep, Yes he passed away, the tribal 1:26:56.360 --> 1:27:00.280 songs called tribal is me and him and fun't think 1:27:00.280 --> 1:27:02.280 of the other person because I'm vishing song to get 1:27:02.320 --> 1:27:07.559 high now. But that was the first plot I got. Really, 1:27:08.040 --> 1:27:10.200 I was on the Big but big is just different. 1:27:10.840 --> 1:27:14.120 Changed my life. Yeah, no, he changed my life. I was. 1:27:14.240 --> 1:27:17.880 I was hearing him change your life changed everything. And 1:27:18.120 --> 1:27:20.120 I thought I was big, Like I thought I was 1:27:20.320 --> 1:27:23.120 Like I was in the box one day hanging out 1:27:23.200 --> 1:27:26.439 with a girl right obviously before I was married, guys 1:27:27.160 --> 1:27:29.960 um And she said, and she said to me, the 1:27:30.000 --> 1:27:33.160 ship turned my life around. She said, it's boring I 1:27:33.200 --> 1:27:37.680 wish there was a biggie song out. She described a 1:27:37.720 --> 1:27:40.439 biggie song like it's like great advention. Like I was 1:27:40.520 --> 1:27:45.160 just like, and that's what I made super Dogs because 1:27:45.160 --> 1:27:48.120 I was like, I want that, Like she was a 1:27:48.160 --> 1:27:51.360 ball though she didn't know what you're saying. That changed 1:27:51.400 --> 1:27:54.320 the whole knew something. She didn't know what she was saying, 1:27:54.439 --> 1:27:58.559 like Big my favorite rappers, and not saying that there 1:27:58.640 --> 1:28:02.320 wasn't anymore, but like I was new dog fucking ice 1:28:02.439 --> 1:28:05.719 cube like that. That was the fucking West Coast hashh 1:28:05.720 --> 1:28:08.680 it grew locked like nonsim I'm saying. If you was 1:28:08.720 --> 1:28:10.600 listening to wrapping a car, like that's what she was 1:28:10.640 --> 1:28:13.840 listening to. When Big came out, it was like, wait, 1:28:14.120 --> 1:28:17.439 what he's talking about? Wall people in the train? Ship 1:28:17.520 --> 1:28:19.200 that you really go through when you know you gotta 1:28:19.200 --> 1:28:21.320 the train, you gotta take your fucking air rings off 1:28:21.400 --> 1:28:27.000 because you just fucking crazy. New York City, right right, 1:28:27.320 --> 1:28:32.160 ship New New York City. Now New York is giving 1:28:32.200 --> 1:28:34.200 me very much Back in high school days, you have 1:28:34.320 --> 1:28:37.880 to fucking tuck your fucking bookbag, doesn't eave your coat, 1:28:41.479 --> 1:28:45.600 harrying up, she's crazy, all right? Um so did we 1:28:45.680 --> 1:28:52.280 say yo, yo, lady, rage rage you want to give it. 1:28:53.240 --> 1:28:57.200 I like both of them, okay, right dicker or Eve dicker, 1:29:00.080 --> 1:29:04.200 let's see, or a little Kim. You ain't gonna make 1:29:04.280 --> 1:29:10.840 us stick a shot at all? What the funk? I 1:29:10.920 --> 1:29:12.400 love it? I love it. I don't know what I like. 1:29:12.520 --> 1:29:14.479 I like. I like both of them. Y'all asked questions 1:29:14.520 --> 1:29:18.960 when everybody obviously likes bore exactly. But you will be 1:29:19.080 --> 1:29:24.000 up here lying and I see listen, listen you because 1:29:24.000 --> 1:29:31.439 I said, Kim Kim, I love that Tan clan or 1:29:31.479 --> 1:29:38.800 d I t C. Sorry Joe, now I love them. 1:29:38.800 --> 1:29:41.120 Took me to get that snap. It was like beats 1:29:41.200 --> 1:29:49.400 me back then, like it was from this that he's 1:29:49.439 --> 1:30:00.200 like off, but it's fires like you listen, there's some 1:30:00.400 --> 1:30:03.080 dudes in the ruin they catch you under. That's a 1:30:03.280 --> 1:30:12.240 real scene. That's Joe. That's love. You might get jumped. 1:30:14.120 --> 1:30:21.479 Shout out to obsessed, like what I bought this baby 1:30:21.600 --> 1:30:24.000 like a fucking wou tang Onesie when he had his 1:30:24.080 --> 1:30:25.960 daughter you to throught. I brought him a fucking Gucci 1:30:26.040 --> 1:30:32.360 guys or something. Bro it's ten dollars. It's exclusive. Okay, 1:30:32.560 --> 1:30:43.280 podcast a radio podcast, repe guy, I mean, we dispect 1:30:43.280 --> 1:30:45.559 the radio. We still love you, just not as much 1:30:45.560 --> 1:30:47.600 as podcast. I mean, you know speedling, there's seedling. A 1:30:47.600 --> 1:30:50.280 lot of niggers here, right, It's changing a lot of artists, 1:30:50.320 --> 1:31:07.200 lots Juice or New Jack City. New Jack City definitely 1:31:07.200 --> 1:31:13.120 explained that one. Yes, please, Juice was fired Jack City. 1:31:14.200 --> 1:31:16.519 That should change people life. That's the carter, right, that's 1:31:16.520 --> 1:31:30.200 what That's what baby, you know, change artist lives. So 1:31:30.400 --> 1:31:35.920 fire everybody, Christopher Williams, everybody's track for that, because I 1:31:35.960 --> 1:31:39.800 ain't gonna live. That is just so fire, even though 1:31:41.439 --> 1:31:45.000 well it changed people a lot. Juice was Juice changed 1:31:45.040 --> 1:31:51.479 my life? I was so changed my life good we've 1:31:51.520 --> 1:31:55.439 seen um It was like I probably I'm really getting 1:31:55.439 --> 1:31:58.400 to see poc how we wanted to don't count and 1:31:58.880 --> 1:32:04.400 oh but New Jack City that should change like that 1:32:04.439 --> 1:32:07.519 should change everybody. Every crackhead was called pooky from him 1:32:08.320 --> 1:32:10.040 from nap point on to this day. If your lips 1:32:10.200 --> 1:32:13.680 as Chris, it made that movie made a lot of 1:32:13.800 --> 1:32:17.040 stars and made a lot of stars and made the 1:32:17.160 --> 1:32:20.040 people that was on the soundtrack stars. Just the way 1:32:20.200 --> 1:32:23.760 they was dressing was so like from here New Jack 1:32:23.840 --> 1:32:25.720 City all day. They should do that movie over them. 1:32:25.800 --> 1:32:31.000 I want to be Keisha. You could Capital Punishment or 1:32:31.040 --> 1:32:39.160 yeah baby, Capital punishment and I'm on your baby, but 1:32:39.960 --> 1:32:41.760 Capital Partner. Do you know what it was like the 1:32:41.800 --> 1:32:46.519 person niggas heard fucking Capital Punishment. That was the first 1:32:46.560 --> 1:32:48.920 time people heard by niggas could not But I remember 1:32:48.960 --> 1:32:52.439 being the Bronx like, what up, I'm gonna just go 1:32:52.640 --> 1:32:54.680 the new radeo right now, my button is about to 1:32:54.720 --> 1:32:57.439 be fucking broke like it was. It was so dope 1:32:57.479 --> 1:32:59.840 like this that you're saying on there. Yeah baby was 1:33:00.000 --> 1:33:02.240 when he evolved and he started to make his songs 1:33:02.760 --> 1:33:04.280 and he knew like the way you needed for the 1:33:04.360 --> 1:33:06.879 clubs and for the radio. I feel like Capital Punishment 1:33:07.000 --> 1:33:09.840 was just I thought every artist that's really a rapper, rapper, 1:33:09.960 --> 1:33:12.560 their first album is always the rhyme that they was 1:33:12.640 --> 1:33:15.120 running around tearing up the streets with, like running down 1:33:15.160 --> 1:33:17.880 on they're just wrapping and I got people's attention. Every 1:33:17.920 --> 1:33:21.919 album is their first album, always composed of those records. 1:33:22.680 --> 1:33:24.320 That's why sometimes after the sucon want to be getting 1:33:24.360 --> 1:33:26.960 kind of way because now they got money. Now. Capital 1:33:27.040 --> 1:33:32.320 Punishment remind me of food Budgets. One was the first 1:33:32.439 --> 1:33:34.920 nigg that showed me you got a food budget when 1:33:34.920 --> 1:33:38.400 you booked the studio. I went to the studio. He 1:33:38.520 --> 1:33:47.280 had five pieces. I was like, I went there. He 1:33:47.360 --> 1:33:49.200 was like, and I was like, wait a minute. He 1:33:49.280 --> 1:33:53.559 was like so free. I was like, it's not really free. 1:33:53.840 --> 1:33:55.519 It's not really you don't know. You don't know that 1:33:55.560 --> 1:33:59.720 too later that you don't know what you don't want 1:33:59.760 --> 1:34:08.760 cool like you U l A or Miami. Let's be 1:34:08.880 --> 1:34:17.240 careful now you're Miami m l A. I feel like 1:34:17.280 --> 1:34:21.240 you just did that class. When I come to Miami, 1:34:21.280 --> 1:34:24.360 I come to Miami to work. This is where I create, 1:34:24.439 --> 1:34:26.439 Like I got lock in with Cool and Dre. Almost 1:34:26.479 --> 1:34:28.800 every hit i'ven't made in my life I made here 1:34:29.439 --> 1:34:32.120 whom conceded to lean back all the way up. They were. 1:34:33.280 --> 1:34:35.360 So when I come to Miami, it's to get away 1:34:35.400 --> 1:34:37.640 from everybody because I wasn't gonna bother me here. But 1:34:37.720 --> 1:34:40.479 it's worked. When I'm in l A. It's like most 1:34:40.520 --> 1:34:41.760 of the time I will go to l A is 1:34:41.760 --> 1:34:44.080 because I'm having fun. Even if I'm working, it's for fun. 1:34:44.240 --> 1:34:47.680 Ok so um, And it's just different. I feel like 1:34:47.720 --> 1:34:49.840 a lot of Miami I could relate to Miami LA. 1:34:49.920 --> 1:34:52.720 It's so different. From how we grew up in New 1:34:52.800 --> 1:34:55.519 York and I just think it's dope. Like they talk different, 1:34:55.680 --> 1:34:59.400 different accents, different slang, just different everything. I'm that type 1:34:59.439 --> 1:35:01.120 of person, like different ships. I'm gonna go to l 1:35:01.160 --> 1:35:06.880 A tomorrow, um MTV raps or video music Box. That 1:35:07.000 --> 1:35:09.040 was a dub one that was not even a hard decision. 1:35:10.000 --> 1:35:12.200 I want to know which way music box? Like the 1:35:12.320 --> 1:35:16.120 fund are you talking about? That was a dumb question. 1:35:16.280 --> 1:35:21.840 Like you see Brown, I love that. Do you see 1:35:21.840 --> 1:35:25.320 the documentary US Box? No, it's one of the best 1:35:25.840 --> 1:35:32.680 you see and Massive Hill. They got like three documentaries 1:35:32.720 --> 1:35:34.880 on Showtime. All of them is hip hop and all 1:35:34.960 --> 1:35:37.880 of them is fucking awesome. But start with the Ralph 1:35:37.960 --> 1:35:42.559 McDaniels Video Music Box. Tell me the video documentary. Listen, 1:35:43.120 --> 1:35:46.120 And it's crazy because which lomentary is better TV or 1:35:46.600 --> 1:35:50.680 video music? But no, there's no, no, no, there's no documentary. 1:35:50.760 --> 1:35:53.400 But what the video music document because and you know 1:35:53.520 --> 1:35:55.599 what's so dope about it is you get to see 1:35:55.680 --> 1:36:01.160 Nas like go back into Fami Nas his interviewing everybody. 1:36:01.400 --> 1:36:04.280 It's his documentary. So he's interviewing for Ralph like this 1:36:04.360 --> 1:36:06.800 ship and like it's like Ralph is the big only 1:36:06.920 --> 1:36:08.560 and nas is a little only. It was just like 1:36:09.920 --> 1:36:15.120 Papa birthday party and Ralph hosted. It was like party 1:36:16.680 --> 1:36:22.599 eight early nineties party. I had Milk performed Give Chill 1:36:25.560 --> 1:36:32.280 Fresh before Black Moon, before Grandpool Ball. You're getting a 1:36:32.280 --> 1:36:38.679 lot of money because came through. I tell you, Pap 1:36:38.840 --> 1:36:41.519 was I think he helped. Hell, he'll tell you because 1:36:41.560 --> 1:36:44.400 he belong in the nineties anyway, like he belonged. I 1:36:45.320 --> 1:36:53.080 give him eight nine nine, going the latest, next three 1:36:53.080 --> 1:36:55.680 getting out of there, like but he um, it was 1:36:55.920 --> 1:36:58.320 so dope. He has so much fun. I'm sorry for 1:36:58.360 --> 1:37:01.280 anybody that I might have to name that perform, but 1:37:01.760 --> 1:37:04.519 it was a really dope party now in any category 1:37:04.520 --> 1:37:10.840 where you want yell, oh, yeah, he's a Gemini. I'm 1:37:10.880 --> 1:37:21.439 just being buy I understand you. Crazy motherfuck's always tries 1:37:21.479 --> 1:37:25.240 to say that same ship too. But if you knew 1:37:25.280 --> 1:37:28.360 I was crazy? Do you know all the ship that 1:37:28.439 --> 1:37:30.960 you said about me, all this bad ship and y'all 1:37:31.080 --> 1:37:33.240 done as vound to be for the rest of the 1:37:33.320 --> 1:37:42.880 your Like what the oh you really? Damn? I gotta 1:37:42.880 --> 1:37:47.320 look at myself in the mirror now, yeah right, this 1:37:47.360 --> 1:37:49.439 is bad when that crazy ship to you, Like, what 1:37:49.479 --> 1:37:52.479 does that say about you. This is what you want 1:37:52.560 --> 1:37:56.759 to be with me, Frank I do Kendrick go cold? 1:37:58.240 --> 1:38:05.679 Cole you want to explain or you have told soon, 1:38:05.840 --> 1:38:10.120 but I'm gonna just go cold like this one females 1:38:10.240 --> 1:38:17.559 is gonna dold your cat or dream Dog hm hm 1:38:19.479 --> 1:38:25.040 I dreamed Dog really nice New York City. She's just 1:38:25.120 --> 1:38:30.040 a nice person. I had my battle Rap event the 1:38:30.160 --> 1:38:33.439 other day and it's the doors opened at the Dream 1:38:34.439 --> 1:38:37.160 The show started at five. It was supposed to be 1:38:37.240 --> 1:38:40.240 over eight. I think it was like ten. She I 1:38:40.320 --> 1:38:43.439 invited her she rs VP. She came before the doors 1:38:43.479 --> 1:38:47.080 even open because she had another event to go to. 1:38:47.160 --> 1:38:48.920 I guess she didn't know about it prior to the time, 1:38:49.000 --> 1:38:50.720 but she just wanted to show face, like I really 1:38:50.720 --> 1:38:52.639 wanted to come and support you. So she came before 1:38:52.720 --> 1:38:55.479 the ship even started, popped in and like that's like 1:38:55.560 --> 1:38:56.840 some real show, Like she didn't have to do that. 1:38:56.880 --> 1:38:58.920 She I couldn't make it one of my event whatever. 1:38:59.040 --> 1:39:02.240 Like I I look at you like that like differently. 1:39:02.320 --> 1:39:04.000 It makes me look at the person like damn. Like 1:39:04.120 --> 1:39:06.720 she she really wanted to prove because she could have. 1:39:07.479 --> 1:39:08.960 I don't think I would have even thought about it. 1:39:09.040 --> 1:39:10.400 Like that, but you could send a message like yo, 1:39:10.520 --> 1:39:12.679 I couldn't make it. Something came up, people think you're bullshit. 1:39:13.160 --> 1:39:15.479 She went out a her way to come there, even 1:39:15.520 --> 1:39:17.720 though she hadn't even started yet, just to show face, 1:39:17.800 --> 1:39:21.040 like listen, if I could support you, if I could 1:39:21.080 --> 1:39:22.320 be here, I would be here, but I'm not. I 1:39:22.360 --> 1:39:24.360 could come now. I know I didn't start yet, but 1:39:24.400 --> 1:39:26.840 I'm here. So I just wanted to say now that 1:39:26.960 --> 1:39:32.840 that that was just doing with a lot of times 1:39:32.880 --> 1:39:35.320 you don't get that from from girls that's just starting 1:39:35.600 --> 1:39:37.920 become they'd be so scared to feel like they sucking 1:39:37.960 --> 1:39:40.240 a dead or they like so, they don't want to 1:39:40.320 --> 1:39:42.000 show love, they don't want to be tool like. So 1:39:42.880 --> 1:39:47.280 just off of that a law I fun. Yeah, I 1:39:47.280 --> 1:39:49.240 don't think she's a rapper, let's be clear with that. 1:39:49.439 --> 1:39:51.519 I don't they be put on a wrapper category. I 1:39:51.560 --> 1:39:53.759 don't think she's a rapper, but she makes stop records 1:39:53.800 --> 1:39:59.640 and I think she's dope. I'll go with told the 1:39:59.760 --> 1:40:07.479 so or XXL. The source XXL was more like the 1:40:07.640 --> 1:40:10.719 Hollywood type version, like it was like the batter version 1:40:10.960 --> 1:40:13.400 that the star stated, but when the source was what 1:40:13.479 --> 1:40:16.479 the source was the original nothing was with the source. 1:40:17.000 --> 1:40:21.759 When Bezino was at his peak with that source, niggas 1:40:21.840 --> 1:40:24.000 was losing their lives in the studio. When you was 1:40:24.080 --> 1:40:26.479 recording your album, all you was thinking about was five, 1:40:28.000 --> 1:40:32.040 that's all you want? How many mics was gonna get? 1:40:32.560 --> 1:40:33.880 Trying to get the cover of so Its like I 1:40:33.960 --> 1:40:35.920 remember trying to get the cover of Double XL. But 1:40:36.040 --> 1:40:40.400 that covered that source. That's that's that ship missing so 1:40:40.520 --> 1:40:42.320 and I think a lot of times when a certain 1:40:42.360 --> 1:40:45.360 should come out and they create this thing like they're bigger, 1:40:45.680 --> 1:40:47.760 they're the ones that still around, people tend to be like, 1:40:48.080 --> 1:40:51.200 forget what it was. The source of that they had, 1:40:51.240 --> 1:40:55.360 the source of awards, The source of Wars was fire. 1:40:56.680 --> 1:40:59.680 So you want to get anybody that was there was 1:40:59.760 --> 1:41:05.080 something they're gonna be. They're gonna be the Wars I 1:41:05.200 --> 1:41:07.400 won like four. I think I got like four. Thank 1:41:07.400 --> 1:41:11.080 you for for making me feel better about I didn't 1:41:11.080 --> 1:41:13.800 think about it like that, but I think that was 1:41:13.840 --> 1:41:18.000 pretty a big deal. It was a big deal. Backwards, 1:41:19.240 --> 1:41:21.800 I might maybe one might be for conceited, but the 1:41:21.920 --> 1:41:23.920 source of was like they had a fucking awar show. 1:41:24.360 --> 1:41:27.320 Outside of the bullshit that it was like that ship 1:41:27.520 --> 1:41:30.920 was the pinnacle that's what That's what Knights said, if 1:41:30.960 --> 1:41:35.839 you don't want it. That was like a lot of happened. 1:41:36.240 --> 1:41:38.519 The source of awards was a moment. It was that 1:41:38.600 --> 1:41:40.559 I would love to see a documentary and the sources. 1:41:40.600 --> 1:41:42.120 They're trying to do it, but I don't think ben 1:41:42.200 --> 1:41:44.040 Zino and they made should get a long enough to 1:41:44.479 --> 1:41:47.960 I tried to step to them with it's not that 1:41:48.040 --> 1:41:49.840 it's not that they can't get it long enough. They're 1:41:49.840 --> 1:41:52.519 not offering them enough money. No, they can't get a 1:41:52.560 --> 1:41:56.479 long enough. They can't get long enough because they separated. 1:41:56.520 --> 1:42:00.439 Now them both, I just feel like she might doing it. 1:42:02.720 --> 1:42:10.040 Everybody get along potentially, let's not getting along toler right, 1:42:11.560 --> 1:42:17.519 that's the right because we met within and David they 1:42:17.640 --> 1:42:19.280 was they was listening. But yeah, but that's when it 1:42:19.400 --> 1:42:22.320 was together, right, Okay, So moving on because we're gonna 1:42:22.320 --> 1:42:27.360 get out of here, get French or ross your first shot. 1:42:27.360 --> 1:42:29.080 How much has I got a drink? No, it's just 1:42:29.200 --> 1:42:31.519 just a tiny, tiny bit. It's a tiny bit. It's 1:42:31.520 --> 1:42:39.000 a tiny bit. Yeah, she's taking a Nah, I'm gonna 1:42:39.000 --> 1:42:41.280 be honest. I equally love them. Vote for a lot 1:42:41.400 --> 1:42:51.000 that's so far solo cis slot slot I'm surprised. Nah, 1:42:51.120 --> 1:42:54.160 that's just was gonna be the first one of them. 1:42:55.160 --> 1:42:57.920 I know both of them from before any of us 1:42:58.080 --> 1:43:01.200 was big. That's finally I have serious of me and 1:43:01.280 --> 1:43:03.680 bors when nobody knew who works was serious of me, 1:43:03.960 --> 1:43:06.200 Like French used to do karaoke in my house and 1:43:06.280 --> 1:43:10.720 the projects with me. Literally like boys, I met me 1:43:11.200 --> 1:43:13.479 smoking weed in the projects in my staircase, in the 1:43:13.520 --> 1:43:17.160 back staircase. I don't even know if you remember that. 1:43:17.160 --> 1:43:20.439 Sh like them niggas, I could call either one of 1:43:20.520 --> 1:43:23.240 them right now. I need a right gad to do 1:43:23.360 --> 1:43:25.479 the video. I need like and it's gonna happen like 1:43:25.840 --> 1:43:29.439 I can't. It's very hard. Two of the two people. 1:43:29.720 --> 1:43:31.599 There's a couple on the industry because no niggas get 1:43:31.680 --> 1:43:34.560 up and they start fucking acting stupid, like y'all, I 1:43:34.720 --> 1:43:39.800 snacked the shot off. This holds on all right, But 1:43:39.920 --> 1:43:41.400 this one, I don't know where you're gonna go with 1:43:41.479 --> 1:43:48.680 this one because you big these both. Oh gosh, Paple Joe, No, No, 1:43:48.840 --> 1:43:56.280 you're not sorry the mob deep or m O P. 1:44:02.920 --> 1:44:08.360 It's another shot man, it's not. You don't fucking know that. 1:44:10.320 --> 1:44:13.400 It's fucking bad, Like my tolerance is very like Jess 1:44:13.479 --> 1:44:18.080 got over Parole. Okay, so let me spling right, So 1:44:21.720 --> 1:44:26.040 first of all, and what'll he changed my life? It 1:44:26.160 --> 1:44:30.640 changed my life physically took my life and changed it 1:44:30.680 --> 1:44:32.960 from what it was to something else with one record, 1:44:33.080 --> 1:44:36.240 one feature, with trusting, trusted in my craft to be 1:44:36.360 --> 1:44:38.040 on their record. They didn't know me from nothing, the 1:44:38.120 --> 1:44:39.960 only record I had had. I think it had a 1:44:40.000 --> 1:44:41.680 lot to do with Punt when they found out, like, 1:44:41.720 --> 1:44:43.439 oh it was the girl that was on punts album. 1:44:43.560 --> 1:44:46.960 I definitely think that. But and please give yourself problem 1:44:47.080 --> 1:44:48.720 for your drive to get on that record as well. 1:44:48.800 --> 1:44:50.840 I wasn't playing. And let's be clear, you killed that 1:44:51.320 --> 1:44:53.439 if you ain't kill it, because if you go after 1:44:55.600 --> 1:44:58.840 I told you the years that I lived in Queens, right, 1:44:58.920 --> 1:45:06.519 So then you came se me and told me they lived. 1:45:06.920 --> 1:45:10.160 I saw them like I saw them like becoming what 1:45:10.320 --> 1:45:13.519 they was like Like I remember one time, quick story, 1:45:13.880 --> 1:45:15.680 this kid, I was in the Bronx. Remember I told 1:45:15.720 --> 1:45:17.160 you I living in Queens, so I should be back 1:45:17.200 --> 1:45:20.679 and forth. That was really the cute Queens and the Bronx. 1:45:20.960 --> 1:45:25.439 That's I'm in the Bronx. This particular weekends, Guy's trying 1:45:25.479 --> 1:45:29.920 to rap with me. You know you mean wrap like, 1:45:32.240 --> 1:45:34.200 but he don't know that. On the weekdays when I'm 1:45:34.240 --> 1:45:36.639 in school, I live in a story. Ever we're going 1:45:36.680 --> 1:45:39.040 back for I'm killing this nigga. The nigga goes to me, 1:45:40.600 --> 1:45:42.960 surety don't find you better, act like you win it 1:45:43.280 --> 1:45:45.880 frightened like you never tit it, pitch amitt it. I said, 1:45:45.960 --> 1:45:52.400 you fuck him because marm T was back then. I 1:45:57.760 --> 1:46:00.320 like y'all, so it was so embarrassing. I would have 1:46:00.360 --> 1:46:03.320 been from Queens Like at that time. I wouldn't know, 1:46:03.479 --> 1:46:10.920 like you got to take a shot for that farmers dream. 1:46:13.200 --> 1:46:16.559 That is crazy. But that is crazy because I would 1:46:16.600 --> 1:46:18.840 go back home to the Bronx on the weekends and 1:46:18.880 --> 1:46:20.560 I'm with to school and say when my mom on 1:46:20.640 --> 1:46:23.439 the week days, story is right next to the Queen's 1:46:23.479 --> 1:46:25.599 but dad just came out with him. I don't even 1:46:25.640 --> 1:46:27.479 know how this nigga knew that ship because that ship 1:46:27.600 --> 1:46:31.080 was like cracking it all our house party. So yeah, 1:46:31.720 --> 1:46:34.640 I can't this one. I think you're gonna it's probably going. 1:46:34.760 --> 1:46:36.320 I'm not sure if it's easy for you or not, 1:46:36.720 --> 1:46:39.719 because you New York City just like me. The locks 1:46:39.760 --> 1:46:45.280 are dip set locks and I love I used to 1:46:45.360 --> 1:46:47.720 go to Gym's house on Sundays and have dinner. He 1:46:47.840 --> 1:46:50.840 wasn't even there with his mother. Loved them. I probably 1:46:50.920 --> 1:46:54.120 just talked to els mom the other day. Love them. 1:46:54.800 --> 1:46:58.559 But the locks, Once again, I was older. I kind 1:46:58.600 --> 1:47:00.360 of came out around the same time as so I 1:47:00.400 --> 1:47:05.240 got to see them to it. The locks, they made 1:47:05.280 --> 1:47:12.800 you want to rap. They dum DMX, sucking hole big 1:47:13.120 --> 1:47:15.880 everybody else at that that little pit mace. They made 1:47:15.920 --> 1:47:22.559 me want to rap and be nice. Fire caress won 1:47:22.640 --> 1:47:31.679 to cool g rap that's gonna be that a good 1:47:32.960 --> 1:47:36.120 I'm gonna go ahead, like load my cell phone up 1:47:36.160 --> 1:47:40.439 from the motherfucking Bronz carrass. Okay, okay, all right, this 1:47:40.560 --> 1:47:44.760 is the very last question. If g rappers on the 1:47:44.840 --> 1:47:49.000 Punt's favorite rappers was gonna be Now I'm from the Bronx. 1:47:49.040 --> 1:47:51.519 What was you talking about? I got a repasent for 1:47:51.600 --> 1:47:55.519 something I never was like rap. I have to go 1:47:55.640 --> 1:47:58.920 through the hood. I still pop out cares what just 1:47:59.000 --> 1:48:03.479 dropped the new albums? He told me somebody, Yeah, somebody 1:48:03.479 --> 1:48:06.000 told me to come to his show. Was like, I 1:48:06.520 --> 1:48:10.320 tell him to call me. If he called me, it 1:48:10.400 --> 1:48:16.200 will fucking smoke somebody. I watched him on that versus. 1:48:16.240 --> 1:48:19.559 I was like, who do you roll with this? When 1:48:19.840 --> 1:48:22.200 when he screamed it rocks in and said it straight. 1:48:22.280 --> 1:48:24.920 But why would you say that we're gonna talk about 1:48:24.920 --> 1:48:32.320 your verses? That was he never said that. He look 1:48:32.400 --> 1:48:37.439 at the job, was like, we're doing this right. Last 1:48:37.479 --> 1:48:42.000 one is the last one? Last one? Loyalty or respect? 1:48:44.600 --> 1:48:49.000 You see? Yeah, I mean if you loyal to me, 1:48:49.920 --> 1:48:52.080 people could respect you, but I'll be loyal to you. 1:48:52.960 --> 1:48:54.880 They could respect you like I respect we do. I 1:48:55.000 --> 1:48:58.000 respect how you carry yourself, but my loyalty is over here. 1:48:58.520 --> 1:49:01.920 Person that with my loyalty is the motherfucker's loyal to you. 1:49:02.080 --> 1:49:04.880 Y'all can get into a fucking argument like a fight 1:49:04.960 --> 1:49:06.400 if you want to kill you, But if they lower you, 1:49:06.439 --> 1:49:08.040 they ain't never gonna funk with your ops when you 1:49:08.080 --> 1:49:11.240 gotta stop speaking, they ain't never gonna like because they're 1:49:11.280 --> 1:49:13.280 loyal to you. I don't funk with you. Yeah, we 1:49:13.360 --> 1:49:16.040 disrespecting each other. They got crazy, but that be the case. 1:49:16.120 --> 1:49:19.840 Maybe I don't even like your ass, but I'm moll 1:49:19.920 --> 1:49:22.960 you to you so so, but I'm a chill. I 1:49:23.080 --> 1:49:26.320 respect respect your didn't still do You're sitting there. Sometimes 1:49:26.320 --> 1:49:29.160 you're like, it's like, no, fucking crack his sucking egg. 1:49:29.200 --> 1:49:32.559 Why does he playing with me? Because they just don't 1:49:32.600 --> 1:49:35.640 loyal to you, do you respect you, but they're not 1:49:35.720 --> 1:49:38.360 scared of you or they're willing to deal the consequences. 1:49:38.640 --> 1:49:41.000 So yeah, I'm gonna take a shot to that little 1:49:42.680 --> 1:49:45.360 Oh yeah, you didn't have to put I'm talking about. 1:49:50.880 --> 1:49:55.720 I know you'll think, likely promise you I'm snacked, But 1:49:56.200 --> 1:49:57.800 I want to tell you something that I know you 1:49:57.880 --> 1:50:01.720 don't know, and I know I'm probably never gonna you 1:50:01.840 --> 1:50:04.720 gotta finish. You gotta take your shot though, because you 1:50:04.800 --> 1:50:07.439 know we gotta be even here. Um, I'm gonna tell 1:50:07.439 --> 1:50:10.920 you something that I know you don't know, but I 1:50:11.000 --> 1:50:13.759 don't know what in the world. No, And I'm probably 1:50:14.080 --> 1:50:18.439 not gonna be popular for this. What what this? This person? 1:50:20.439 --> 1:50:25.320 Me and Foxy's are cool. We're cool, right, you know, 1:50:25.720 --> 1:50:29.360 you know we have bang bang together. Whenever we have 1:50:29.439 --> 1:50:32.680 an argument. She and this is something I know you 1:50:32.760 --> 1:50:35.920 don't know. She always brings you up in the most 1:50:35.960 --> 1:50:41.720 respectful way and goes That's the one thing I can 1:50:41.800 --> 1:50:48.880 tell you is Joe is always buying me side by 1:50:48.880 --> 1:50:51.960 the way She's coming at me and she's bigging y'all up, 1:50:52.040 --> 1:50:57.400 but she's disrespecting me. It's something will happen and I 1:50:57.439 --> 1:50:59.240 won't agree with that, but like what wait with me? 1:51:01.360 --> 1:51:03.360 And then she'll bring this up to me and I'm 1:51:03.400 --> 1:51:05.200 sure she's never gonna talk to me again for bringing 1:51:05.200 --> 1:51:08.080 this up. But I mean, I just gotta be honest. 1:51:08.920 --> 1:51:11.680 And I know you don't know that that's that's that's 1:51:11.720 --> 1:51:15.640 something that she admired you about. Um no, I didn't know, 1:51:16.000 --> 1:51:18.479 but I'm gonna say something. And it's probably because I'm 1:51:18.520 --> 1:51:20.160 fucking high and I said I wasn't gonna get high 1:51:20.160 --> 1:51:29.800 and dropped for hey, So she just likes me. I 1:51:29.840 --> 1:51:32.240 don't know why. I really don't know why. And I 1:51:32.439 --> 1:51:36.479 thought she not dislikes you like she dislikes just like 1:51:36.960 --> 1:51:40.840 I think she doesn't. I think I swear to Should 1:51:40.840 --> 1:51:46.960 I let you talk first? Yeah? Okay? Um, we have 1:51:47.200 --> 1:51:51.280 like runnings back before I before I went away. But 1:51:52.160 --> 1:51:54.920 stupid ship, stupid rap ship me like I told you, 1:51:54.920 --> 1:51:57.280 I come from my battle world was like yo, any 1:51:57.320 --> 1:51:58.760 of these bitches like what I wanna do? I thought 1:51:58.800 --> 1:52:00.360 of it like a sport. It was like under me. 1:52:00.840 --> 1:52:02.519 I didn't will lost in the industry, like that was 1:52:02.640 --> 1:52:04.840 disrespect If somebody say, don't want to battle you over that, 1:52:04.960 --> 1:52:07.599 that was a disrespectful thing, you think, whatever the case 1:52:07.640 --> 1:52:09.840 may be. So you know, I was young, I was different. 1:52:09.880 --> 1:52:11.880 But when we was we were both locked up. I 1:52:11.920 --> 1:52:13.600 don't know if people noticed we were both on right 1:52:13.680 --> 1:52:15.559 and still and at the same time. No, I did 1:52:15.680 --> 1:52:18.000 not realize that we were both on on right sil 1:52:18.080 --> 1:52:23.479 and at the same time. And she was in one area, 1:52:23.520 --> 1:52:25.400 I was in another area. When I came to we 1:52:25.560 --> 1:52:27.559 was actually both in the same areas around the same time, 1:52:27.880 --> 1:52:30.519 but they had us in protective custody against I will 1:52:30.600 --> 1:52:34.479 not because you chose to be like appointed to you know, 1:52:34.800 --> 1:52:38.160 um protective custody and so like you know, we were 1:52:38.200 --> 1:52:39.800 going to visits and like you know, we was in 1:52:39.880 --> 1:52:41.880 the same area for twenty three hours or whatever, and 1:52:42.000 --> 1:52:46.360 then then she got moved. But um, we had kids. 1:52:46.360 --> 1:52:48.559 We had a moment like while while we was in there, 1:52:48.640 --> 1:52:52.600 Like it wasn't directly, but it was like, um messages 1:52:53.040 --> 1:52:54.640 that was sent Like dude, like you know that they 1:52:54.680 --> 1:52:56.680 have the reverend jail that goes everyway, so when you 1:52:56.760 --> 1:52:58.360 locked and your kid come out, they come to your 1:52:58.400 --> 1:53:01.960 door for ministering whatever, and I thought we were like 1:53:02.160 --> 1:53:06.160 in a different space. And then I came home and 1:53:06.240 --> 1:53:08.479 it was just like the same type of crazy at 1:53:08.560 --> 1:53:10.160 tension from before I went away, and I was just 1:53:10.320 --> 1:53:15.439 so confused, like I thought we were somewhere else, especially 1:53:15.560 --> 1:53:18.840 like both of y'all being mothers and coming home from 1:53:19.040 --> 1:53:23.040 from mom. Yeah I mean now, but yeah, it was. 1:53:23.200 --> 1:53:26.760 It was just weird. And then we had very like 1:53:27.080 --> 1:53:29.280 I know what was going on in there, like you asked, 1:53:29.280 --> 1:53:31.080 anybody want me to jail? Like I give it up, 1:53:31.160 --> 1:53:37.680 like it was I'm just I'm just me. But I'd 1:53:37.720 --> 1:53:39.840 be sitting there like and I never I've never told 1:53:39.880 --> 1:53:42.200 me stories of like what was really going on on 1:53:42.240 --> 1:53:45.280 the other side that people wouldn't be too problems. It's 1:53:45.280 --> 1:53:48.120 just to be like, yo, what's the problem. I just 1:53:48.240 --> 1:53:53.040 didn't understand and then obviously stopped caring if I ever 1:53:53.120 --> 1:53:57.120 cared before. But I remember one time something had happened 1:53:57.160 --> 1:54:00.640 with us. I guess she might have called you and 1:54:01.000 --> 1:54:03.519 he was like, like I funk with rep like that. 1:54:03.680 --> 1:54:05.559 That's like she was like mad at you. I mean 1:54:05.640 --> 1:54:08.679 you went there and I was like, you got boxing matomy? 1:54:08.720 --> 1:54:12.200 What did you deal? And I'm like I don't fucking know, 1:54:12.400 --> 1:54:13.840 Like I'm at a point in my life right now, 1:54:13.960 --> 1:54:16.600 like it's certain certain beats that I had that I 1:54:16.680 --> 1:54:19.600 don't know if fucking jail gave me ptsd Orf, I 1:54:19.720 --> 1:54:22.439 know definitely with my memory, Like certain ship I just 1:54:22.479 --> 1:54:25.240 don't remember. But I just don't care about ship no more. 1:54:25.320 --> 1:54:27.639 Like so when people be saying a little shit about 1:54:27.720 --> 1:54:29.920 me or throwing shots and should just be weird to 1:54:30.040 --> 1:54:33.240 me because I just don't have that energy towards people. 1:54:33.280 --> 1:54:35.200 Like when I say some ship or if it's wrapped, 1:54:35.560 --> 1:54:38.200 what's whatever, then that's cool. But like in real life 1:54:39.040 --> 1:54:41.120 and real life, I'll be telling like I gotta I 1:54:41.200 --> 1:54:44.000 got my son's grown, I got my little baby, I 1:54:44.120 --> 1:54:46.520 got my husband at home, I got all these different 1:54:46.560 --> 1:54:49.280 businesses that I'm trying to do. And I think a 1:54:49.360 --> 1:54:51.680 lot of a lot of the tension that women, especially 1:54:51.760 --> 1:54:54.920 women wrappers in the industry and women not even just wrappers, 1:54:55.080 --> 1:54:57.520 females period in the industry. But if you're all in 1:54:57.640 --> 1:55:01.800 the talk area of y'all actresses, like y'all video fixings 1:55:01.920 --> 1:55:05.120 or whatever then they called nowadays, there's always attention, but 1:55:05.160 --> 1:55:08.040 it's always created outside. It's never really nothing that the 1:55:08.120 --> 1:55:11.040 person could pinpoint that happened between them. It would be 1:55:11.120 --> 1:55:13.680 these narvoutives where if you're similar or if your opposite, 1:55:13.720 --> 1:55:16.920 people always put your names together and then you end 1:55:17.000 --> 1:55:19.000 up having a real beef with somebody that was really 1:55:19.040 --> 1:55:23.720 about nothing, like really no real tangible ship like obviously 1:55:23.840 --> 1:55:26.800 after she started transpiring, it was able like a like 1:55:26.960 --> 1:55:28.720 she said this or I said that, but if you 1:55:28.880 --> 1:55:31.240 try to go down to the nitial route of the problem, 1:55:31.680 --> 1:55:36.000 that should be really starting with the problem with you. 1:55:36.120 --> 1:55:38.920 And yeah, just not just me and her, just like 1:55:39.280 --> 1:55:41.680 artists because at one point, sorry, sorry to cut you, 1:55:41.880 --> 1:55:44.320 it just felt like females y'all just wouldn't even be 1:55:44.480 --> 1:55:47.520 in the same room. But that's what it wasn't us though, 1:55:49.080 --> 1:55:51.360 not just the fans, but now it's most of the fans. 1:55:51.440 --> 1:55:53.240 Back then it was most of like the camps, like 1:55:53.320 --> 1:56:00.160 get record labeled with NAS and was kind to be 1:56:00.400 --> 1:56:03.640 a big but I don't even know, but even still 1:56:03.800 --> 1:56:05.520 not even the ship and that got along. It was 1:56:05.720 --> 1:56:07.400 it would be like literally like no, don't do a 1:56:07.480 --> 1:56:09.520 song hard, you're gonna give her light or you're gonna 1:56:09.520 --> 1:56:11.760 show a hard or like it was just like literally 1:56:13.000 --> 1:56:16.720 the record labels, the exact like all of that played apart. 1:56:16.880 --> 1:56:18.520 Now it's most of the fans and fans like if 1:56:18.520 --> 1:56:20.600 they have somebody over here that did like and somebody 1:56:20.640 --> 1:56:23.480 that comes up that tends to be competition, they just 1:56:23.880 --> 1:56:25.880 like create all same ship to where you start feeling 1:56:25.920 --> 1:56:29.040 like and then you click on the page like you 1:56:29.200 --> 1:56:31.800 follow them, Oh God, why are you following them? But 1:56:31.960 --> 1:56:33.560 you mean I following them because they said some other 1:56:33.680 --> 1:56:35.760 nice ship about you. We know there's gonna go bad, 1:56:36.680 --> 1:56:38.880 but I think I just think now I'm just out 1:56:38.880 --> 1:56:40.760 of space in my life. Well, I don't care. Like 1:56:40.880 --> 1:56:42.920 most of the ship that, like rad Beef is fake 1:56:43.000 --> 1:56:45.000 to me. Like I when I'll be saying ship, I'll 1:56:45.040 --> 1:56:47.280 say something in the rom or I'll say something in 1:56:47.360 --> 1:56:49.560 my caption, they're like, oh, she's talking about song. So 1:56:50.080 --> 1:56:53.000 like regular people being to the regular people pissing me 1:56:53.080 --> 1:56:55.800 off way more the celebrities most of the time. If 1:56:56.360 --> 1:57:00.880 something we always think it's about some fame is they 1:57:00.920 --> 1:57:03.280 don't bother me. It's the fucking regular people with my 1:57:03.720 --> 1:57:09.320 life that be fucking below in my immediate Yo, I 1:57:09.440 --> 1:57:12.320 seen some ship like Nigga's saying, I was the fake 1:57:12.480 --> 1:57:16.600 me pep sacrifice to me I was like, what, wait, 1:57:16.640 --> 1:57:19.720 sacrifice you to go to jail. No, he's sacrificing j 1:57:19.920 --> 1:57:21.760 I'm a clone all type of show. I feel like 1:57:22.040 --> 1:57:29.120 people relieve what the like when you get they never 1:57:29.240 --> 1:57:40.800 never think I've been told I'm gonna take a shot. 1:57:43.000 --> 1:57:46.760 I've never got I've never enough chier. Like I think 1:57:46.800 --> 1:57:48.240 a lot of things, like when we look at like 1:57:48.360 --> 1:57:50.720 the nas and jay Z's when you look at the 1:57:50.800 --> 1:57:54.839 Gucci mane and he'd be like, oh snoop and fucking 1:57:55.120 --> 1:57:57.880 shook snoop taking over death roll, like you would be 1:57:57.960 --> 1:58:00.240 like yo, like because I should be like, y'all, I 1:58:00.800 --> 1:58:01.960 hate you. I hate you for the rest of you, 1:58:02.200 --> 1:58:08.320 like sucking dog, fucking parakeet everything but now, yeah, fucking parakeet. 1:58:08.360 --> 1:58:14.720 I don't have to watch like but when you get 1:58:14.800 --> 1:58:16.520 it's it's not I don't even think it's a certain 1:58:16.600 --> 1:58:18.680 age because let me be clear, like I saw the 1:58:18.720 --> 1:58:20.120 feeling like this. I think when you get to a 1:58:20.200 --> 1:58:23.440 certain place in your life, you'd be like that ship. 1:58:23.800 --> 1:58:26.840 I really don't care. I don't even think about it. 1:58:27.520 --> 1:58:30.280 And some people, unfortunately, I feel sorry for the people 1:58:30.320 --> 1:58:31.880 that never get there. You've got some people that they 1:58:32.000 --> 1:58:35.440 just stuck stupid, like they just be angry that. I 1:58:35.600 --> 1:58:37.360 promise you I was just I just put up the 1:58:37.440 --> 1:58:39.520 post this morning. I wake up every day and my 1:58:39.840 --> 1:58:42.800 goal and likes to see how many times I could 1:58:42.960 --> 1:58:44.960 die laugh like I want to laugh at some to 1:58:45.000 --> 1:58:48.120 my slumming Kurt talking like I gotta pee, my cheeks 1:58:48.200 --> 1:58:52.760 got a cramp, like everything I'm crying. I love this energy. 1:58:53.160 --> 1:58:56.280 That's what I want to feel, like, that's my goal. 1:58:56.440 --> 1:58:58.120 Like and then I go home at the end of 1:58:58.120 --> 1:59:00.600 the night, talk about the ship. We laughter out. I 1:59:00.640 --> 1:59:02.160 don't want to be angry. I don't want to be 1:59:02.320 --> 1:59:06.760 mad with white people. I don't want to be none 1:59:06.800 --> 1:59:09.680 of that ship Like that ship is fucking So at 1:59:09.720 --> 1:59:12.680 the end of the day, we would like to have 1:59:12.880 --> 1:59:17.680 you on Foxy at peace be a minimum. I'm I've 1:59:17.800 --> 1:59:21.240 been at peace. I promise you I've been at peace. 1:59:21.480 --> 1:59:23.600 Sometimes it may not appear like that, Like I said 1:59:23.600 --> 1:59:25.400 a lot of times that you pull something or through 1:59:25.600 --> 1:59:28.840 like something people automatically and try to associate it with 1:59:28.920 --> 1:59:32.920 another famous person. I interact with way more family members 1:59:33.040 --> 1:59:36.240 and regular people than I do with sebrities, like I 1:59:36.320 --> 1:59:40.000 see them at advance and like that. But I promise 1:59:40.040 --> 1:59:42.000 you I'm really at that point in my I don't care. 1:59:42.720 --> 1:59:45.000 I don't care. That's why I started my rap league, 1:59:45.080 --> 1:59:48.640 That's why how do you? And Kim kind of like, yeah, 1:59:48.680 --> 1:59:51.160 how did how did? It? Seems like at one point, 1:59:51.520 --> 1:59:53.560 let me just look at it. I'm outside looking at right, 1:59:54.400 --> 1:59:56.560 but I'm still a fan. It felt like at one 1:59:56.600 --> 2:00:00.640 point it was like y'all three was like like and 2:00:00.760 --> 2:00:04.000 then it was like you like a friendly Kim or 2:00:04.080 --> 2:00:06.400 Kim befriended you. I don't know which, because all three 2:00:06.400 --> 2:00:07.960 of y'all did a bit. I was just thinking about it. 2:00:08.320 --> 2:00:10.160 It was all locked up like around the same song. 2:00:11.000 --> 2:00:14.960 It's crazy. They just fucking slavey Well, I can't get 2:00:15.000 --> 2:00:21.320 this head munch. They rocked my I mean, you know, 2:00:22.040 --> 2:00:26.400 so this is my thing with Kim, I promise you. 2:00:26.480 --> 2:00:28.720 I cannot. I try to think of it sometimes. I 2:00:28.800 --> 2:00:31.200 don't know really what it was that triggered it. I 2:00:31.360 --> 2:00:34.000 have no idea. Like people somebody asked me everything like 2:00:34.120 --> 2:00:36.720 but how did you fall out? Was? I have no 2:00:37.760 --> 2:00:40.960 fucking clue. Yeah, I think it was something that I 2:00:41.080 --> 2:00:43.560 said in the interview, like not even trying to be 2:00:43.640 --> 2:00:45.680 fun because I always sucked with her. I always liked 2:00:45.720 --> 2:00:48.320 her um, but I may have answered the question and 2:00:48.440 --> 2:00:50.240 they asked stupid questions. You don't want to think about 2:00:50.280 --> 2:00:52.320 how it's gonna sound or what I mean, you don't 2:00:52.360 --> 2:00:57.800 give Yeah, she said, you're not even trying to be harmful, 2:00:57.920 --> 2:00:59.840 not that you're just talking. I'm gonna not realize the 2:01:00.000 --> 2:01:02.000 impact that it is going to have. I think I 2:01:02.080 --> 2:01:04.200 might have did an interview or something like that happened 2:01:04.920 --> 2:01:07.200 and it just went left. But when I tell you, 2:01:07.440 --> 2:01:10.680 when I came home, I came home and we was 2:01:10.760 --> 2:01:13.160 at a fad party. Was that fad birthday party? It 2:01:13.240 --> 2:01:15.520 was just like we're seeing something like yo, like just 2:01:16.440 --> 2:01:18.520 natural or get it. We didn't have to talk about it. 2:01:18.960 --> 2:01:21.120 We didn't discuss Hey, let's just like forget the PA. 2:01:21.240 --> 2:01:23.120 It was just like an instant, like this ship is stupid, 2:01:23.120 --> 2:01:24.800 like look at chall hugged each other and we took 2:01:24.800 --> 2:01:28.160 a picture, exchange numbers, saying ever since like I can, 2:01:28.280 --> 2:01:30.200 like I keep saying, I gotta make my business. I 2:01:30.200 --> 2:01:32.080 want to get to the house. I have to come over, 2:01:32.200 --> 2:01:33.720 like because we talk a lot to be a text, 2:01:33.800 --> 2:01:36.360 but we don't need to like physically be around each other. 2:01:36.480 --> 2:01:40.440 But she's so fucking cool, like maybe pissing me up sometimes, 2:01:40.720 --> 2:01:43.400 but like damn it, we was like this, like she 2:01:43.560 --> 2:01:46.360 would have been crazy. Like a lot of times you 2:01:46.480 --> 2:01:50.360 miss out on having a crazy ass moment because of 2:01:50.520 --> 2:01:53.200 some stupid ship like this ship rap ship. Ain't nobody 2:01:53.320 --> 2:01:57.240 never hurt my children and nobody ever Like like what 2:01:57.280 --> 2:01:59.560 I'm saying, this ship is fucking dumb. At the end 2:01:59.600 --> 2:02:02.720 of the day, everybody knows who nice. Everybody put in work, 2:02:02.960 --> 2:02:04.960 and that's and that's just not to take away from them. 2:02:05.120 --> 2:02:09.640 I put in world Fox and put the world Cam, Nikki, Cardi, Megan, Oh, 2:02:09.680 --> 2:02:11.640 everybody didnt put in work. Niggas talking about, Oh who 2:02:11.720 --> 2:02:13.720 got this much of money? Who's so much disrecords? We 2:02:13.840 --> 2:02:17.120 always broke. You look at anybody show. We always broke. 2:02:17.240 --> 2:02:21.480 We always pulled. Anybody got money, anybody got money, anybody 2:02:21.520 --> 2:02:25.000 got cars, everybody got Jimmy, niggas got husbands. Now kids. 2:02:25.760 --> 2:02:27.240 I'm not trying to be on the like I know 2:02:27.320 --> 2:02:30.560 they're like, oh, now, Ram, it's hot, she's drunk, she's something. 2:02:30.880 --> 2:02:34.080 I just don't care. Like nobody's trying to nobody. I've 2:02:34.160 --> 2:02:36.440 been there but a long time. Nobody's trying to go 2:02:36.520 --> 2:02:38.520 over to jail right now, because they see somebody and 2:02:38.600 --> 2:02:40.480 want to ask some like nobody nobody wants to be 2:02:40.480 --> 2:02:42.520 away from their kids, nobody wants to be away from 2:02:42.520 --> 2:02:45.800 the husband. And ship is fucking music and everybody is up. 2:02:46.120 --> 2:02:47.640 So what I was saying, like it got to a 2:02:47.640 --> 2:02:48.880 point where I had to sit back and I'm like, 2:02:50.080 --> 2:02:52.560 niggas be talking about, Oh, she got this or she 2:02:52.680 --> 2:02:56.320 said this. We all fucking a million times better than 2:02:56.360 --> 2:02:59.680 we started. I started everything. I don't know any rappers 2:02:59.720 --> 2:03:02.680 that was rich before they started rap it don't it 2:03:02.800 --> 2:03:05.800 writes poor. Everybody came from the bottom, so anywhere where 2:03:05.840 --> 2:03:07.800 you at right now is a fucking plus from where 2:03:07.800 --> 2:03:10.960 you at. So like, I don't explain that to people, 2:03:10.960 --> 2:03:14.040 will try to explain it to people because the outside 2:03:14.080 --> 2:03:16.000 of the people with thumbs that are fucking poe. I'm 2:03:16.040 --> 2:03:18.280 so mad they made phones affordable. I'm not even gonna 2:03:18.320 --> 2:03:25.720 finds every phone. Every pay bills like a band of money. 2:03:27.560 --> 2:03:34.960 And if you social media shot, think about it broke before. 2:03:35.000 --> 2:03:38.960 When you broke, you'll say anything like mean nothing. You 2:03:39.040 --> 2:03:40.960 just want to funk with people all day. Trust me, 2:03:41.040 --> 2:03:43.960 I'm not speaking because I got money there. I'm speaking 2:03:44.000 --> 2:03:46.640 from the perspectives of here's the crazy ship. You don't 2:03:46.680 --> 2:03:49.360 even understand that the person you're talking about who has 2:03:49.480 --> 2:03:52.840 all this money that damn comment might funk with you 2:03:53.000 --> 2:03:55.480 for that day for that name. We don't at that ship. 2:03:55.520 --> 2:03:58.200 And you'd be like, justin just call me, I'm bird feed. 2:03:58.240 --> 2:04:00.480 I don't even know if that's like you don't even 2:04:00.720 --> 2:04:02.920 call me bird feed, Like I don't know what was that? Like? 2:04:03.040 --> 2:04:10.880 You know differently, you know, never felt like I'm just 2:04:10.960 --> 2:04:13.120 saying I'll just give you example, but let me just 2:04:13.200 --> 2:04:21.320 have so Swiss beach embling call you the mom say Ram, 2:04:23.160 --> 2:04:27.720 I want you to do the verses? Yeah, but it's 2:04:27.800 --> 2:04:34.320 your choice, Okay, who you want to battle in verse? 2:04:39.520 --> 2:04:42.920 I got with those verses? You don't want to do verses. 2:04:43.080 --> 2:04:45.040 I don't feel like I only put out one album 2:04:46.440 --> 2:04:48.880 and as long as I've been in the industry, like 2:04:49.320 --> 2:04:52.840 I'm only put out one song catalog based. I feel 2:04:52.880 --> 2:04:55.560 like obviously it's based on your songs and like inst 2:04:55.800 --> 2:04:57.480 that you do. It is not now if you're saying 2:04:57.520 --> 2:04:58.840 this that you want to do a verses that we 2:04:58.880 --> 2:05:04.760 got saying it romp like where the fight? Yeah, like 2:05:04.880 --> 2:05:09.960 a lot of old like people want to play a 2:05:10.000 --> 2:05:16.120 record nigger freestyle, real bad. We're gonna pamper pen fucking 2:05:16.160 --> 2:05:18.960 who line them up, like, let's go like it is 2:05:19.000 --> 2:05:22.120 with this, but songwise, like, I've only put out one 2:05:22.160 --> 2:05:25.240 album solo. I put out Ship with a Terroft squad 2:05:25.280 --> 2:05:27.080 album with all of us, and I put out an 2:05:27.120 --> 2:05:30.480 album with me and Joe. I've never did any other 2:05:30.560 --> 2:05:34.320 so so I don't. I probably have twenty different features 2:05:34.320 --> 2:05:36.640 and ship that I'm on, but I just feel like 2:05:38.360 --> 2:05:42.000 I'm not where a lot of people are in music. 2:05:42.160 --> 2:05:44.560 I was gone for half of my career. I was 2:05:44.600 --> 2:05:49.680 in prison, so you know, it limits me. Guess I 2:05:49.720 --> 2:05:51.680 could have put out an album since I came home, 2:05:52.040 --> 2:05:55.960 But the music industry has changed. It's not like how 2:05:56.040 --> 2:05:57.760 when you will put out a song when people I 2:05:57.760 --> 2:05:59.880 don't even think people want albums. People ask a with 2:06:00.080 --> 2:06:01.720 the album, but they don't really want the albums. People 2:06:01.760 --> 2:06:05.280 want singles, People want moments. People want sucking a little 2:06:05.360 --> 2:06:07.560 piece that they really liked that they could use on 2:06:07.760 --> 2:06:18.240 their trailer. All right, see that? Um so I don't. 2:06:18.320 --> 2:06:20.360 I don't really know. And I'm sure Pap was He's 2:06:20.360 --> 2:06:22.640 gonna see some like why did you say that? But 2:06:22.840 --> 2:06:26.879 that that's how That's how I feel. But also I enjoyed. 2:06:27.680 --> 2:06:29.760 I enjoyed. It was like one of the most funnest 2:06:29.800 --> 2:06:34.240 performances I've ever did with Joe. He did um that 2:06:34.600 --> 2:06:38.120 ship was stressful, Like I've never felt like that in 2:06:38.200 --> 2:06:41.320 my rap career ever, ever, ever? Why this nigga was 2:06:41.480 --> 2:06:44.440 cool to me? Every day we had arguments over the 2:06:44.560 --> 2:06:47.200 fucking list what songs we was gonna do with songs 2:06:47.240 --> 2:06:49.240 he wasn't gonna do, what part of it he was 2:06:49.320 --> 2:06:52.680 gonna do, the fucking outfits. It was a fucking headache, 2:06:52.760 --> 2:06:57.640 like change my number. Then he tells me, like fucking 2:06:57.680 --> 2:06:59.800 two days before you know what, I decided I want 2:06:59.840 --> 2:07:02.840 to do the whole deep cover, So you want me 2:07:02.920 --> 2:07:05.520 to remember your face of the urban Christian family children 2:07:05.560 --> 2:07:07.400 like and the villa jel, the nerves of the Catherine 2:07:07.480 --> 2:07:14.280 feeling and saying this doesn't man's jealous, but I can 2:07:14.400 --> 2:07:17.280 do it now. Before when I said, I was like, 2:07:17.320 --> 2:07:19.360 I don't really know. You're not even singing super for 2:07:19.480 --> 2:07:21.640 mad years and you think you know it, listen to 2:07:21.720 --> 2:07:24.000 some shing that you thought you knew. You don't really 2:07:24.120 --> 2:07:26.240 know that ship, and I'm performing that. I'm thinking of 2:07:26.320 --> 2:07:28.440 the people that's day. I'm thinking of the fucking people 2:07:28.480 --> 2:07:31.800 that's watching, and I'm like, I'm never I'm not that 2:07:31.880 --> 2:07:33.480 sype of artist. I say if people ask me something 2:07:33.480 --> 2:07:35.280 like do you get nervous? So you where we were? 2:07:35.680 --> 2:07:39.760 I never, like, listen send me. I never get nervous. 2:07:39.960 --> 2:07:44.000 I swear like I've seen people. I did my fucking 2:07:44.320 --> 2:07:47.120 um Queen's get the Money card. I was watching some 2:07:47.200 --> 2:07:50.520 of these bad rappers. They were so nervous, like crying Captain, 2:07:50.560 --> 2:07:52.680 there's a bathroom for the Norris. If I did that 2:07:52.840 --> 2:07:55.280 every time I had a performance, I wouldn't I would 2:07:55.400 --> 2:07:57.880 not be able to be artists. I would not be 2:07:57.880 --> 2:08:01.080 able to take that anxiety. I've never gotten nervous. The 2:08:01.240 --> 2:08:03.960 three times in my career, in my life when I've 2:08:03.960 --> 2:08:06.120 got nervous, like really like scared, I don't. Got on 2:08:06.200 --> 2:08:08.760 stage with Beyonce Calda brought us out all type of 2:08:08.840 --> 2:08:11.760 crazy ship and I'm just like, let's go, let's go, 2:08:11.880 --> 2:08:14.640 like I'm hyped. When I had to do em C 2:08:14.840 --> 2:08:20.560 light paper thin, what was and I had to do 2:08:20.680 --> 2:08:23.280 paper thin? I knew the words. I knew the words 2:08:23.280 --> 2:08:25.600 since I was I was so scared. She's sitting right there. 2:08:25.680 --> 2:08:30.280 I'm fucking nervous and ship second time, another tribute to 2:08:30.400 --> 2:08:34.160 Mr Elliott and of course they give me, they give me. 2:08:34.600 --> 2:08:36.640 I think it might have been this was another hip 2:08:36.680 --> 2:08:41.720 hop to it. I think it was. It's the song 2:08:41.880 --> 2:08:45.320 where she's wrapping backwards. Is it worth it? Let me 2:08:45.440 --> 2:08:47.480 work it? So I know that. I'm like what the 2:08:47.640 --> 2:08:56.520 fund say? But yeah, she said it right there, and 2:08:56.560 --> 2:08:58.280 I'm like, oh my fucking and then i have a 2:08:58.440 --> 2:09:01.839 dance routine or that I gotta focus on super nervous. 2:09:02.520 --> 2:09:04.400 The third time it happened to me in my life 2:09:04.480 --> 2:09:07.320 is going forty eight hours before Versus Joe, decide semple 2:09:07.440 --> 2:09:11.440 to do the whole thing a deep cover before forty 2:09:11.520 --> 2:09:14.400 eight hours because I know that normally when we're performing together, 2:09:14.560 --> 2:09:20.840 I'll do that in the middle whatever. Everyone thinks that 2:09:21.080 --> 2:09:24.160 that's the hard part. It's really not. It's the fucking 2:09:24.240 --> 2:09:28.400 second part that he says, and I'm like, oh my god, Joe, 2:09:28.480 --> 2:09:29.960 why are you doing this to me? I didn't say 2:09:29.960 --> 2:09:32.280 anything to him, because you know, over there they think 2:09:32.280 --> 2:09:35.960 I'm like superwoman. They go in the studio they called 2:09:36.000 --> 2:09:43.320 me the versus lad. That's how we all feel about you, right, Really, 2:09:43.360 --> 2:09:45.280 I'm able like I'm wondering a few are some artists 2:09:45.280 --> 2:09:47.200 who asked it for a feature. You're wining four months 2:09:47.480 --> 2:09:50.320 like minimum, but I write really fast going there, so 2:09:50.480 --> 2:09:53.040 like they think, like I could do. I'm stressed the 2:09:53.160 --> 2:09:55.640 funk out. I got it on we play. I'm driving 2:09:55.640 --> 2:09:58.240 around in my car listening to it. And for whatever reason, 2:09:58.280 --> 2:10:00.160 because I know the two things. I don't want to 2:10:00.200 --> 2:10:03.440 let Joe down, I don't want to let the fans down, 2:10:03.520 --> 2:10:06.800 and I definitely don't want to be caught sucking up puns, 2:10:06.920 --> 2:10:10.680 fucking lyrics. I funked up on two words. But people 2:10:10.680 --> 2:10:12.400 don't know. They would have to really listen to. It's 2:10:12.440 --> 2:10:15.120 like very very minimums, like a present of an I said, 2:10:15.160 --> 2:10:18.120 a dog, some super ship whatever. I was so stressed out. 2:10:19.280 --> 2:10:24.000 Versus is a very very stressful situation, Like I don't 2:10:24.040 --> 2:10:26.400 know why, because I guess when you watch it that 2:10:26.400 --> 2:10:27.960 should kept us through the whole pan did so we 2:10:28.040 --> 2:10:33.720 tuned it. We know watching like I was fucking stressed. 2:10:33.760 --> 2:10:36.280 So just off of that, like I'd rather not like 2:10:36.400 --> 2:10:38.280 I watch it. I'll be a fan. Thank you, guys. 2:10:38.320 --> 2:10:41.240 I run on. Whoever wants to do Versus, I ain't ready. 2:10:41.920 --> 2:10:45.720 We want you to do versus, who are going against 2:10:46.600 --> 2:10:50.160 Treeno already went even already went, I love their versus. 2:10:50.320 --> 2:10:52.040 It's cool. I wish even could have been over here. 2:10:54.800 --> 2:10:57.360 I thought her that too, going against the dude. I 2:10:57.440 --> 2:10:58.960 was told the path pools at first, but I said 2:10:58.960 --> 2:11:05.600 they do that in the kitchen way. The bus run 2:11:06.760 --> 2:11:09.880 what bus? The bus have been dying. He's being in 2:11:10.400 --> 2:11:20.800 somebody to destroy any place. Nobody don't want to bust 2:11:20.880 --> 2:11:22.640 the shop. He kept cool enough that Joe, I'm like 2:11:22.880 --> 2:11:27.520 stopping me. I don't want to see. At one point 2:11:27.560 --> 2:11:29.880 you did come up to job. He's like pussy. John 2:11:30.000 --> 2:11:34.080 was like, I did not. I don't just say that 2:11:36.080 --> 2:11:40.400 he was just yourself. He was like, because I just 2:11:41.520 --> 2:11:43.480 like it was. It was on deep cop everything. It's 2:11:43.560 --> 2:11:51.080 one day seven on its cocksucker job Niles. I sorry, sorry, 2:11:58.600 --> 2:12:02.160 he's gonna say it in the moment, but she said 2:12:02.240 --> 2:12:04.360 that job faced the job was like, we're not really 2:12:04.440 --> 2:12:11.000 doing that, like you know what, got a little catua sorry, 2:12:11.200 --> 2:12:14.880 you know up with him. He's school. He's another one 2:12:15.000 --> 2:12:17.720 that where he was really really big, like when he 2:12:17.880 --> 2:12:20.320 was Drake. Because at one time they don't want admit it. 2:12:20.360 --> 2:12:24.840 And one time was Drake who was and I'll be 2:12:24.960 --> 2:12:28.960 sure like mixed together. I love I'll be you know 2:12:29.360 --> 2:12:31.680 when he was like that and um, we was on 2:12:31.880 --> 2:12:34.320 Twitter together. That's the first thing I went on. He 2:12:34.400 --> 2:12:39.960 was headlining and a job route to the first time 2:12:39.960 --> 2:12:44.600 I ever went on to which I rolled. Um, and 2:12:44.760 --> 2:12:47.920 I just remember him just like he was like bigger 2:12:48.040 --> 2:12:50.600 in life, but he was always cool, Like even to 2:12:50.720 --> 2:12:52.200 this day, he'll see me. I don't gotta be with 2:12:52.280 --> 2:12:55.280 Joe nothing. Man, what up? How's the family likes? It's 2:12:55.400 --> 2:12:59.680 very few people that get to that mark in their 2:12:59.760 --> 2:13:02.440 career year, like, you know, regardless of what people perceive 2:13:02.520 --> 2:13:04.760 him as. Now I'm saying I'm one of those people. 2:13:04.760 --> 2:13:08.440 I don't forget. And he kept it regular. A lot 2:13:08.560 --> 2:13:12.680 of you'll be surprised a lot of disguise and girls 2:13:12.800 --> 2:13:15.440 they get to something and then they'd be acting different, 2:13:15.520 --> 2:13:17.400 Like I want to be understanding that. I don't feel 2:13:17.400 --> 2:13:20.120 like I could ever act different. I don't know how 2:13:20.160 --> 2:13:22.200 I tried it. All the time. I'll be like, I'm like, 2:13:22.320 --> 2:13:24.360 all right, I'm not gonna be grad shit, I'm not 2:13:24.400 --> 2:13:27.200 gonna saying nothing. I've learned to control my mom. It's 2:13:27.200 --> 2:13:29.600 to face your expressions that we're giving me away. I'm 2:13:29.600 --> 2:13:32.560 just saying, yeah, have you that, babe? I'm like what 2:13:32.720 --> 2:13:35.240 he would get face like, oh it can't wear your 2:13:35.360 --> 2:13:38.240 your heart on your shoulders. Yeah. Like I'm working on 2:13:38.320 --> 2:13:41.240 the facial expression, the mouth I got under control. But 2:13:41.360 --> 2:13:45.120 sometimes I just been saying, I'll be so confused. Wow, 2:13:45.320 --> 2:13:49.360 people really like this. But you know, so now this 2:13:49.520 --> 2:13:53.320 part ain't a note. I'm looking at path and fact 2:13:53.880 --> 2:13:58.520 Joe's but this is not a note. Okay, this is 2:13:59.360 --> 2:14:03.920 this is me because, um I remember at one point, 2:14:04.000 --> 2:14:06.880 you know, I'm very close to Joe, Like, um, I'm 2:14:06.920 --> 2:14:09.840 a Terrasco. Remember that that's not terros Sco, remember right, 2:14:09.840 --> 2:14:20.440 I got gotta change though I'm outside. So so at 2:14:20.520 --> 2:14:27.320 one point you and Joe have this fall out. I 2:14:27.360 --> 2:14:29.680 don't remember much about this fall out, but the part 2:14:29.800 --> 2:14:35.720 that I do remember was him not understanding why us 2:14:35.800 --> 2:14:38.720 all being an artist, we all have this moment. And 2:14:38.800 --> 2:14:41.800 I had it to where it's like I did this ship. 2:14:42.720 --> 2:14:44.520 I don't know what the like, Yo, you know what 2:14:44.560 --> 2:14:48.480 I'm saying. Like I had it with Trash where I 2:14:48.600 --> 2:14:52.200 just felt like it was all me and I wanted 2:14:52.240 --> 2:14:54.680 to be out of contract, and I cursed him out 2:14:55.360 --> 2:14:58.000 and and he eventually let me out the contract. But 2:14:58.120 --> 2:15:00.960 it's that that. So what was what was the moment 2:15:01.120 --> 2:15:05.480 you felt like you and Joe went wrong? Well, I 2:15:05.560 --> 2:15:10.760 don't remember the precise momenta, but once again, looking back, 2:15:10.840 --> 2:15:14.160 I realized how young I really was. You knows how 2:15:14.280 --> 2:15:18.520 young he was because we're like we forget, like when 2:15:18.560 --> 2:15:28.480 you're when you're nineteen two, somebody that's thirty, and then 2:15:28.520 --> 2:15:30.800 you get older, you'd be like a nigger that's thirties 2:15:30.880 --> 2:15:35.920 really just as dumb as exactly. Really, I didn't really 2:15:36.000 --> 2:15:38.920 evolve that much. So that's the first thing. Um, I 2:15:39.000 --> 2:15:42.040 realized his age because I remember, like I thought about 2:15:42.040 --> 2:15:44.840 it when I was locked up, and I love him 2:15:44.960 --> 2:15:48.920 and I always loved him. It wasn't about I thought 2:15:48.960 --> 2:15:51.840 I had did everything by myself and I felt like 2:15:51.960 --> 2:15:57.720 I was. It was never that I felt like in 2:15:58.080 --> 2:16:01.320 the Crazy was the second album. First album I only 2:16:01.360 --> 2:16:04.160 had one album was the Squad album and then my 2:16:04.200 --> 2:16:07.280 solo album. It was certain things that I want to 2:16:07.360 --> 2:16:12.720 implement it and it wasn't how old that realized he 2:16:12.920 --> 2:16:17.240 couldn't even control it. We was signed to so I 2:16:17.320 --> 2:16:22.520 see it was signed to Columbia or Universal Universal, and 2:16:23.320 --> 2:16:25.760 it was just certain things that like you when you're young, 2:16:25.840 --> 2:16:28.400 you think like to me, he was like fucking Superman. 2:16:29.120 --> 2:16:31.440 Anything I said I wanted it was done. Anything I 2:16:31.520 --> 2:16:34.080 said I want to happen. So at the time we 2:16:34.160 --> 2:16:36.280 had just came off like you know, lean back and 2:16:36.400 --> 2:16:38.160 take me home and all of our con sol for 2:16:38.240 --> 2:16:41.000 the terrof Square album, and he was doing his album Atlantic, 2:16:41.680 --> 2:16:44.320 and I just felt like I just wanted him there. 2:16:45.080 --> 2:16:47.720 I just wanted him there like every day even though 2:16:47.760 --> 2:16:49.600 he was doing like it never occurred to like now 2:16:50.080 --> 2:16:53.680 may Ship and I get it, like we two separate artists. 2:16:53.760 --> 2:16:56.480 If I'm booked here, his books somewhere else, then I 2:16:56.560 --> 2:16:59.600 cannot me like, cancel the show. You're fucking crazy. This 2:16:59.720 --> 2:17:02.520 is my first video shooter. This is like whatever, not 2:17:02.720 --> 2:17:05.480 really factivate then, like Nigga's got families that they gotta 2:17:05.480 --> 2:17:08.840 be too. Niggas paying me seven to be here. Now 2:17:10.280 --> 2:17:12.440 the smart me and that educated me and the business 2:17:12.520 --> 2:17:14.680 wise me, Yeah, I know that. Then I'm just young. 2:17:14.720 --> 2:17:16.280 I'm just like I don't give a funk what it 2:17:16.400 --> 2:17:19.040 was you're supposed to be here, like and then just 2:17:19.200 --> 2:17:21.960 even the way Ship worked, like we know both of 2:17:22.080 --> 2:17:25.240 us way more about the music business and the industry 2:17:25.240 --> 2:17:28.480 and just how she worked. We didn't really know then 2:17:29.959 --> 2:17:34.120 and I was mad about that. And he's who he is, like, 2:17:34.280 --> 2:17:37.400 he's very He's the fucking leo. They think they know everything. 2:17:37.640 --> 2:17:51.120 October not August right before. Yeah, my son is a leo. 2:17:52.200 --> 2:17:55.680 My DJ who's sucking probably the second person that visit 2:17:55.720 --> 2:17:58.920 me the most of the path literally then it will 2:17:59.000 --> 2:18:00.960 leave his job. And if I'm on the phone talking 2:18:01.040 --> 2:18:03.160 and say hey, I wasn't peanut butter cups, He's like, 2:18:03.280 --> 2:18:05.560 all right, I'm gonna come now my lunch break, like 2:18:05.760 --> 2:18:10.200 when the adj bed Tom but um, yeah, I think 2:18:11.000 --> 2:18:14.400 I don't even really know, like which is sad? I 2:18:14.440 --> 2:18:16.959 don't even I can't even pinpoint what was the issue. 2:18:17.600 --> 2:18:19.400 And that's what I say about growth, Like when you're 2:18:19.440 --> 2:18:22.160 something back, you were like, what the fun was the issue? 2:18:22.760 --> 2:18:26.160 It wasn't in in the pen where you realize I 2:18:26.280 --> 2:18:29.040 was about to come home. Okay. It was probably like 2:18:29.360 --> 2:18:32.200 two years our a year and a half. And the 2:18:32.360 --> 2:18:34.959 first thing was like this thing is talking at fifty 2:18:35.120 --> 2:18:43.760 six nah, right now, you and you didn't find I 2:18:43.840 --> 2:18:46.520 didn't get okay, okay, okay, all right, let's slow down. 2:18:46.560 --> 2:18:49.640 As the fans listening right. At one point when Joe 2:18:49.959 --> 2:18:52.440 and Fifty was beef, and that was that was just 2:18:52.480 --> 2:18:54.400 as bad as him and jay Z. I was devastated 2:18:54.680 --> 2:18:59.320 because you love Fifty. Yeah, And was the screpancy between 2:18:59.360 --> 2:19:01.440 you and Joe? Was you hanging with fifty or you 2:19:01.640 --> 2:19:05.480 was sometimes coming around? Yeah? But it wasn't again Joe mad. 2:19:05.640 --> 2:19:08.320 It was. It wasn't like, oh yeah, I'm with your enemy, 2:19:08.440 --> 2:19:12.240 but it was just like like niggas fun. And this 2:19:12.440 --> 2:19:15.960 is why, this is why when two people that I 2:19:16.120 --> 2:19:20.840 know have a problem, my mama fucking business, because when 2:19:20.920 --> 2:19:24.800 they start speaking, you look crazy. If you pick this up, 2:19:26.000 --> 2:19:28.640 you look fucking insane, like you coming around me, and 2:19:28.680 --> 2:19:36.160 he'd be talking about my blood. Yeah, because when y'all, 2:19:36.800 --> 2:19:39.520 when y'all get cool again, I'm gonna look crazy. This 2:19:39.720 --> 2:19:47.000 is a prom fucking example as so. But I like 2:19:47.160 --> 2:19:53.400 that getting mad at me when I laughed for the joke. 2:19:53.480 --> 2:19:59.760 So I'll be like that joking somebody, I'm cool. You listen. 2:20:00.160 --> 2:20:02.199 I don't know how my face looked by the way. Listen, 2:20:02.280 --> 2:20:04.360 you'd be surprised as certain people that I was like, yeah, 2:20:04.360 --> 2:20:10.039 I would never with this person girl organ ever again. 2:20:10.200 --> 2:20:11.960 And then they have me, said him, be like I 2:20:12.240 --> 2:20:15.640 really don't care, like when literally that comes up because 2:20:15.640 --> 2:20:17.560 I used to I used to look at people where 2:20:17.600 --> 2:20:20.120 like that, like how these things cool? Are you kidding me? 2:20:20.200 --> 2:20:22.960 Just because it is corny, like because my brain at 2:20:23.000 --> 2:20:25.800 the time couldn't fathom from where it was to like 2:20:25.920 --> 2:20:28.439 hide and that you're cool, Like I was really perplexed, 2:20:28.560 --> 2:20:31.000 like a certain like unions that I've seen people do, 2:20:31.120 --> 2:20:34.959 not just not just I called him, No, I called 2:20:35.040 --> 2:20:37.120 him while I was there. I forgot who I called. 2:20:37.160 --> 2:20:39.720 That's the cold somebody to get a number to put 2:20:39.800 --> 2:20:42.400 on my list. So I had to call him and 2:20:42.520 --> 2:20:48.920 he's on the phone and he's like um, yeah, like yo, 2:20:49.959 --> 2:20:54.280 what up? What up? It was good, was like what 2:20:54.400 --> 2:20:56.160 do you want to say? What do you want to say? 2:20:56.680 --> 2:20:58.920 Like literally you're sitting there like doing like a echo. 2:21:00.160 --> 2:21:02.000 Was like I meant you met you too, I love you? 2:21:02.080 --> 2:21:04.280 I love you too. Like she was just like like yo, 2:21:04.480 --> 2:21:06.840 like I'm sorry with it, and she was just like literally, 2:21:07.520 --> 2:21:10.160 it's to the point now that if we disagree about 2:21:10.240 --> 2:21:12.040 one little thing, like now, whatever you want to what 2:21:12.120 --> 2:21:13.440 do you wanted to know? What do you want to do? 2:21:13.480 --> 2:21:14.920 You know, what do you want? Let's do whatever you 2:21:14.959 --> 2:21:17.360 want to do because we never ever want to get 2:21:17.440 --> 2:21:20.280 this still, you know, fightened we just you can see 2:21:20.320 --> 2:21:23.320 the all type of bullshit show. You okay with that now, 2:21:23.320 --> 2:21:25.600 I'm okay whatever you say. That's what it is like. 2:21:25.680 --> 2:21:28.480 It's just fucking weird. But I mean when I came 2:21:28.560 --> 2:21:30.280 home and the first time I said, I want to 2:21:30.320 --> 2:21:31.960 go seeing he's in go to gym host in a 2:21:32.040 --> 2:21:35.440 basketball game the first time I see just the first 2:21:35.440 --> 2:21:36.960 time I seeing each other since I've been home, and 2:21:37.080 --> 2:21:39.680 then and have pat with me and they tap it 2:21:39.800 --> 2:21:43.280 up and it should be just while he was away. 2:21:43.520 --> 2:21:45.680 It was to me because he really wanted to punch 2:21:45.760 --> 2:21:48.200 me in the face. It's like we get big brother 2:21:48.240 --> 2:21:50.440 for me manager. So trying to start a fight with 2:21:50.480 --> 2:21:52.240 your boyfriend or your baby father like one of those 2:21:52.240 --> 2:21:56.280 types of situations. Actually all families, but crazy. This is 2:21:56.360 --> 2:21:58.400 the crazy ship. All the ship that they went through. 2:21:58.840 --> 2:22:03.240 The niggas is fucking tag team. Who you questions trump 2:22:04.120 --> 2:22:13.800 questions from why with fucking with questions to ask why 2:22:14.000 --> 2:22:16.400 you told me? I'm pretty sure they sat there together, 2:22:16.520 --> 2:22:19.720 like I'm gonna telling you this, and I'm gonna tell 2:22:19.720 --> 2:22:22.600 you could we see you on your pressed one? But 2:22:23.040 --> 2:22:26.560 there ain't no family like this right for you? I 2:22:26.720 --> 2:22:29.480 do something that pasted like he can't get past me. 2:22:29.520 --> 2:22:32.640 I'm just on my bullshit. I'll get a read because 2:22:32.680 --> 2:22:34.920 says without without was going on now, that was going 2:22:34.959 --> 2:22:37.560 on up with you and I'm chilling, that's up with 2:22:37.600 --> 2:22:46.320 the family now that like chilling says like she's ridiculous 2:22:46.360 --> 2:22:47.600 that he does the same thing with me and how 2:22:47.680 --> 2:22:50.000 he's like yo, So you really don't that ship that 2:22:50.120 --> 2:22:53.000 Joe was so much like this ship is unbelievable, like 2:22:53.360 --> 2:22:57.160 I've never had this happen before. Ever. It's beautiful, it's 2:22:57.160 --> 2:23:01.560 a wonderful thing. But I don't like that ship. And 2:23:01.680 --> 2:23:04.200 I get I like both of these niggas at the 2:23:04.280 --> 2:23:10.520 same side. They're annoying book nigga and b I don't 2:23:10.520 --> 2:23:13.840 know what they heard is me alone. So we established 2:23:14.080 --> 2:23:18.600 the problem with Joe. We spoke about Sheeta a little 2:23:18.640 --> 2:23:22.640 bit earlier and this correlation, but we never actually spoke. 2:23:22.720 --> 2:23:25.760 But what are you and Nikki ever? Like friends? Do 2:23:25.840 --> 2:23:27.959 you ever consider her your friend? Did you ever consider 2:23:28.040 --> 2:23:30.960 her your colleague? I don't. I don't like friends are 2:23:31.040 --> 2:23:33.920 such a strong world. But like, like we had conversations, 2:23:34.640 --> 2:23:39.120 like Kim said, I love Kim, I do, I do, 2:23:39.200 --> 2:23:41.200 I don't. I don't have that relationship. We never got 2:23:41.240 --> 2:23:44.120 a chance to get there. But we're happening because old 2:23:44.200 --> 2:23:46.440 footage of you and Nick right back in the days, 2:23:46.560 --> 2:23:51.720 y'all sitting there right then. This we have no idea. 2:23:52.280 --> 2:23:54.560 But for the first of all, it's been five years, 2:23:54.680 --> 2:23:57.240 like literally like two days ago three is that his 2:23:57.400 --> 2:24:01.080 Sheeta I came up and see like more close than that, 2:24:01.160 --> 2:24:03.280 But it's been five years just because people keep bringing 2:24:03.280 --> 2:24:05.320 it up the same closer, but it's five years ago. 2:24:06.200 --> 2:24:10.520 But um, I never saw that one coming. I never 2:24:11.080 --> 2:24:13.800 because I felt like we had a conversation with because 2:24:13.879 --> 2:24:16.560 I've been in this predicament before where I was a 2:24:16.600 --> 2:24:19.320 girl just coming in even though I had been out before. 2:24:19.360 --> 2:24:21.440 When I came home, it was like me coming in 2:24:22.400 --> 2:24:28.680 and I was like, just give me another coup keep. 2:24:29.360 --> 2:24:36.280 I was like, we got wonderful things. I just always 2:24:36.320 --> 2:24:38.960 felt like anything I say, people are gonna say I'm 2:24:39.000 --> 2:24:40.960 talking about hard. Anything you say, people want say I'm 2:24:40.959 --> 2:24:43.440 talking about me. So let's make an agreement that we're 2:24:43.520 --> 2:24:48.720 never talking about each other, like like the conversations, like 2:24:48.959 --> 2:24:51.440 just telling us like a conversation back and forth and 2:24:52.720 --> 2:24:54.840 I feel like any woman should you're supposed to feel 2:24:54.879 --> 2:24:56.840 like you were supposed to get on a song, but like, yeah, 2:24:56.840 --> 2:24:58.800 I'm number two or I'll never be like no, I 2:24:58.840 --> 2:25:00.840 was supposed to talk like you bitched you the ship 2:25:01.480 --> 2:25:03.800 just let's never let it get there. And it was 2:25:03.879 --> 2:25:07.640 just certain ships that that transpired behind the scenes messages 2:25:07.720 --> 2:25:10.480 that I've seen that I know wasn't like, you know, fabricated. 2:25:10.959 --> 2:25:15.680 And I was just like like nah, like cause it's 2:25:15.680 --> 2:25:18.360 take one moment to change somebody this whole career. And 2:25:18.400 --> 2:25:20.480 the ship like what I'm saying, Like I've seen people 2:25:21.040 --> 2:25:23.960 where after certain ship happened, they then deemed as a 2:25:24.040 --> 2:25:26.520 specific type where they was never looked at like that before. 2:25:27.360 --> 2:25:29.520 And I was like, I'm not nothing that happened to me, 2:25:29.879 --> 2:25:31.880 Like it's just not it's just gonna happen because that 2:25:33.000 --> 2:25:34.879 what was the I can't even think of his fucking 2:25:35.720 --> 2:25:37.960 messed up Biggi's lyrics and its act like he was 2:25:38.040 --> 2:25:42.440 the worst fucking rapper and the playing it no not 2:25:42.640 --> 2:25:47.200 young though right right like fire like I really like 2:25:47.320 --> 2:25:49.000 I was listening, I was somewhere and it was like 2:25:49.040 --> 2:25:50.800 playing ah so and I was like, nah, he really 2:25:50.879 --> 2:25:53.240 was fighting. They was really trying to cancel him because 2:25:53.280 --> 2:25:55.600 he messed up my lyrics from my fucking artists from 2:25:55.640 --> 2:25:58.400 a whole other place that he's from, probably didn't even know. 2:25:58.560 --> 2:26:02.120 Like people crazy, people are crazy, you got to be. 2:26:02.480 --> 2:26:05.160 You say anything, you cancel. I don't know why it 2:26:05.200 --> 2:26:07.200 ain't cancel me because I'm be saying crazy ship. I 2:26:07.200 --> 2:26:09.440 don't even be caring. Like and Nikki, where did it go? 2:26:10.280 --> 2:26:13.640 I don't know? You don't know well, I like I said, 2:26:13.760 --> 2:26:16.640 certain ship from behind the scenes, but would cause the ship? 2:26:16.959 --> 2:26:20.840 I don't know. But you're good A good space now, um, 2:26:21.959 --> 2:26:25.480 not that I know of, not a bad space. I 2:26:25.520 --> 2:26:28.240 mean in my opinion, not from my my same point. 2:26:28.280 --> 2:26:29.800 Like like I said, I'm in a different place in 2:26:29.840 --> 2:26:32.880 my life. I'm not trying to find nobody. I'm not 2:26:33.000 --> 2:26:37.360 looking for nobody like I really am, like just in 2:26:37.440 --> 2:26:41.760 a different sace after a certain time. And that's right now. 2:26:42.400 --> 2:26:44.920 And I know that store doesn't exist no more. Like 2:26:45.120 --> 2:26:47.560 what the hell is saying that? That was my next question? 2:26:48.040 --> 2:26:50.640 What is saying that? That was? Like Mac's before Macy's 2:26:51.200 --> 2:26:57.440 was either of alright, Dad, it's right, all right, bird off, 2:26:57.520 --> 2:27:00.040 good man, y'all, bird doorf Goodman or what was it? 2:27:01.720 --> 2:27:08.400 What's the other ships? And you walk in and it's 2:27:08.440 --> 2:27:15.760 you and Pat and it's Nikki and Zoo love right, 2:27:16.800 --> 2:27:19.359 I mean I don't. I don't see anybody acting crazy. 2:27:19.800 --> 2:27:25.000 You're all rich, real, you know, like I don't. I 2:27:25.040 --> 2:27:28.800 don't see it, But I don't we pray for peace. 2:27:29.720 --> 2:27:33.560 I've never been You're not trying to be funny, like 2:27:33.640 --> 2:27:35.720 I've never been anywhere with me and bad but anybody 2:27:35.840 --> 2:27:39.160 did anything to us like like not saying like we're 2:27:39.240 --> 2:27:41.480 this big east but we get a certain amount of 2:27:41.520 --> 2:27:43.960 respect and we give respect. And I think that's why 2:27:43.959 --> 2:27:47.800 I speciprocated. But um, I don't see like like what 2:27:47.879 --> 2:27:52.640 would be the reason this at this point? And like 2:27:52.720 --> 2:27:57.680 I said, I don't take rap beef seriously, I don't 2:27:57.760 --> 2:27:59.840 brilliant even in life. I don't at this I don't 2:27:59.879 --> 2:28:02.200 have beef for anybody right now. Have had beef for 2:28:02.320 --> 2:28:06.840 a long time, like be for like the fucking Garbageman 2:28:06.959 --> 2:28:09.360 when he decided it was to come at seven one day, 2:28:09.560 --> 2:28:12.040 nine the other days, like I'm beef for him, like 2:28:12.879 --> 2:28:16.360 the way about that for the ladies like sound like 2:28:17.760 --> 2:28:24.000 Magan the Stallion, remy Ma, Nicki Minaj those your cat 2:28:28.000 --> 2:28:32.160 a city girls, A lot of city girls that shouldn't 2:28:32.160 --> 2:28:37.440 be fined, like could be the self destruction. Let me 2:28:37.520 --> 2:28:40.000 tell you something I've done, and I mean that don't 2:28:40.000 --> 2:28:41.760 know that was a record back in the days where 2:28:41.760 --> 2:28:44.520 everyone was on because because people saying like you when 2:28:44.520 --> 2:28:48.039 the girls go self destructions from Ladies Night to self destructions, 2:28:48.160 --> 2:28:50.920 you know what I mean, look like like a scenario 2:28:52.080 --> 2:28:55.560 like because we don't get that from the females. I 2:28:55.720 --> 2:28:58.400 think I think it's been happening more lately, maybe not 2:28:58.520 --> 2:29:01.960 so much with artists that on that mainstream platform, but 2:29:02.160 --> 2:29:05.600 a lot of girls they do work together, and I 2:29:05.720 --> 2:29:08.560 think we've got over that um right now, the younger 2:29:08.640 --> 2:29:11.400 girls are working together because I feel like they got 2:29:11.520 --> 2:29:17.120 over they like what I feel like now, like I 2:29:17.200 --> 2:29:19.000 really don't have a problem with you, like what the 2:29:19.120 --> 2:29:23.199 fun was. It's enough money out here, it's enough space 2:29:23.280 --> 2:29:26.360 for everybody to be who they are. But I felt, 2:29:26.360 --> 2:29:27.600 like I said, I feel like a lot of times 2:29:27.640 --> 2:29:30.120 the fans do that a lot of times, just the 2:29:30.400 --> 2:29:32.959 labeling in itself, the way they were trying to project 2:29:33.040 --> 2:29:34.560 you as an artist. We don't want to mess you 2:29:34.640 --> 2:29:38.440 with this artist just yet unless we feel like it's beneficial. 2:29:38.680 --> 2:29:42.200 So um, that's crazy. We even say, don't mess you 2:29:42.320 --> 2:29:45.400 with this artist. Yeah, like girls, she's just crazy that 2:29:45.440 --> 2:29:49.280 she is stupid. Like but I literally I just did 2:29:49.320 --> 2:29:51.320 a record recently. I took all the girls that was 2:29:51.360 --> 2:29:52.880 on my rap league and I had them all do 2:29:53.040 --> 2:29:55.000 eight bars and put it together. I'm gonna let you 2:29:55.040 --> 2:29:58.360 hear before this. She's sounds so crazy. It's literally eight 2:29:58.480 --> 2:30:01.160 girls all from different places, is in the country, and 2:30:01.240 --> 2:30:02.920 then I put minds on this, so I guess it 2:30:02.959 --> 2:30:06.160 makes it nod and everybody. I gave them the same beat. 2:30:06.440 --> 2:30:09.440 Jay Wright produced it. He produced bo that Yellow. I 2:30:09.600 --> 2:30:13.640 like it, Um Savage a lot by twenty one, Savage 2:30:13.680 --> 2:30:16.960 that Keys. He's screaming me win the whatever, um And 2:30:17.040 --> 2:30:18.360 I just sent them the beat. I was like, if 2:30:18.400 --> 2:30:21.000 nobody never heard Drew, never seen any of battle raps, 2:30:21.080 --> 2:30:23.240 don't know where you're from. This is the first time 2:30:23.280 --> 2:30:25.120 they ever hear eight bars, what would you do? And 2:30:25.200 --> 2:30:27.200 I said, everybody the same record and even the same 2:30:27.280 --> 2:30:34.960 thing and just put together. Sounds amazing. Well, female battle 2:30:35.040 --> 2:30:38.520 rap artists face the same thing that male battle rap 2:30:38.680 --> 2:30:43.720 artists face, and that means a lot of people of 2:30:45.760 --> 2:30:53.800 battling you don't necessarily. Almost all the girls that I've 2:30:53.879 --> 2:30:57.120 runned so so far sound amazing on the song song 2:30:57.320 --> 2:30:59.560 and I kind of no good songs. When I heard him, right, 2:30:59.800 --> 2:31:04.560 I've been a lot, and most of them I didn't 2:31:04.600 --> 2:31:06.600 start out on. I heard it was like, oh, hold 2:31:06.640 --> 2:31:08.360 on coming, I'm talking for a minute. I heard you 2:31:08.440 --> 2:31:11.160 bullied your way all the way up or leaning back back, 2:31:11.480 --> 2:31:13.320 leaning back. It wasn't really a bully, and it's just 2:31:13.400 --> 2:31:15.480 more like, take that's the past question. And that's how 2:31:15.520 --> 2:31:17.720 he worded it. I'm worded like that as my cousin. 2:31:17.800 --> 2:31:25.240 You know that. I know that fake cousin. But he 2:31:25.360 --> 2:31:28.280 said you bullied your way my way on like that 2:31:31.160 --> 2:31:37.200 word alright. First of all, what happened was recording. He's 2:31:37.240 --> 2:31:41.920 recording first. He's like, oh, when I saw the first one, 2:31:42.000 --> 2:31:47.040 that means I gotta file where. First of all, we 2:31:47.160 --> 2:31:49.640 were working on the Tever Squad album was down here 2:31:49.640 --> 2:31:52.960 in Miami. Um this particular night, I was in the 2:31:53.040 --> 2:31:55.959 studio and I was trying to hear what Joe had 2:31:56.000 --> 2:31:59.400 did the night before, and I knew Scott such happened 2:31:59.440 --> 2:32:02.160 in there what but for whatever reason I hadn't been there, 2:32:02.320 --> 2:32:04.920 Who knows? But and I missed a session, so I'm 2:32:04.959 --> 2:32:09.000 listening to what this ship comes on? Bum bum b. 2:32:09.200 --> 2:32:13.560 I'm like, old on, what the fund has happened? That 2:32:13.680 --> 2:32:16.640 this is his first verse? It's the second verse, because 2:32:16.840 --> 2:32:19.080 this isn't ever way there was three verses on the song. 2:32:20.600 --> 2:32:23.920 I said to the engineer, take that fucking second verse 2:32:23.959 --> 2:32:27.120 out right now, please in destroy to this day, I 2:32:27.120 --> 2:32:29.800 actually said, I was like, who was the second verse on? There? 2:32:30.160 --> 2:32:32.080 Like I got that ship so out of here, nobody 2:32:32.120 --> 2:32:34.560 even never even made it to another song, and the 2:32:34.840 --> 2:32:40.560 method that ship was loosening to fucking metaverse. Put some 2:32:40.640 --> 2:32:42.920 microL I'm gonna mooove. I put my version on to 2:32:43.040 --> 2:32:46.760 the easy into the that's it rocket save it. So 2:32:46.920 --> 2:32:50.080 the next day when Joe comes in or later that Nate, 2:32:50.080 --> 2:32:52.119 whichever one, and he's listening to the records, he's playing 2:32:52.120 --> 2:32:56.760 all the records back and I'm just sitting there like, surprise, surprise, motherfucker. 2:32:57.480 --> 2:32:59.240 But if my verse come on, he like he looks, 2:32:59.280 --> 2:33:04.160 he goes, he goes, and it was like it was 2:33:04.240 --> 2:33:07.280 lit like not take my wrist off that ship, but 2:33:07.400 --> 2:33:12.440 not understand this is identity got a bad room TV. 2:33:12.879 --> 2:33:19.480 This is the same exact story no, one said, no one. Yeah, 2:33:19.680 --> 2:33:23.440 it's the same exact story. Pun He called me to 2:33:23.800 --> 2:33:28.760 come to hang out. He just lay a birth and 2:33:28.879 --> 2:33:33.160 I'm like what he said, You're gonna race that, Pama, 2:33:34.560 --> 2:33:36.960 what you gonna do? And I was like, I was like, yeah, 2:33:36.959 --> 2:33:43.800 I'm gonna raise that. Yeah, I'm gonna raise that. We're 2:33:43.800 --> 2:33:46.840 not not race. Yo. God, dude, that she just gave 2:33:46.879 --> 2:33:50.800 me chills, just that because you have you have no idea, Yo, 2:33:51.360 --> 2:33:55.280 that's crazy. That is hold on, hold on. So Joe 2:33:55.360 --> 2:33:57.440 comes the next day, he doesn't. He's not mad. No, 2:33:57.640 --> 2:33:59.560 he's not mad, because that's the exact opposite to me, 2:34:00.240 --> 2:34:04.440 was mad. Mad. But you don't understand what happened? All right, 2:34:05.320 --> 2:34:07.520 Well did he delete somebody's versed to play? No, no, 2:34:07.720 --> 2:34:14.720 this is what happened. Great Papious, I'm an electrical lady. 2:34:15.160 --> 2:34:20.200 Great Paprious is right now. I don't know. I hit 2:34:20.240 --> 2:34:21.760 part of the thing. I said, Yo, man, I'm aout 2:34:21.760 --> 2:34:25.360 the studio. I'm gonna pull up. I'm paying Nature back 2:34:25.400 --> 2:34:29.840 because I'm leaving session on the Firm album was his session. 2:34:30.879 --> 2:34:32.720 I wasn't supposed to be there. I was supposed to 2:34:32.840 --> 2:34:35.120 run the fact that he left me. I was like 2:34:35.200 --> 2:34:36.960 that was playing ship. Let me, let me, let me 2:34:37.000 --> 2:34:40.040 pay him back. So I had a producer at the 2:34:40.120 --> 2:34:44.200 time who was called D's and nephew. You know who 2:34:44.280 --> 2:34:48.640 D's nephew is. He didn't have his name, wasn't even 2:34:48.680 --> 2:34:55.360 Swiss beats. Yeah, his name was D's Nephews because of Jared, 2:34:56.720 --> 2:34:59.160 and so we had him there and I wrote a 2:34:59.200 --> 2:35:02.119 whole song, but you could not vibe out to this beat. 2:35:03.480 --> 2:35:07.240 And so these nephews did band from TV supposed to 2:35:07.280 --> 2:35:14.800 be from TV. Yes, that's fat and the beat is 2:35:14.840 --> 2:35:18.080 a whole different story, a whole different Story's still mad 2:35:18.120 --> 2:35:19.440 at me and to this day because I never let 2:35:19.480 --> 2:35:22.320 the bet drive away. One of my most fire freestyles 2:35:22.320 --> 2:35:24.240 I ever was done on that being, let's make noise 2:35:24.240 --> 2:35:32.080 for that guy the story. So I'm then it's all right, cool, 2:35:32.120 --> 2:35:34.280 we elect your lady, Elect your lady for people that 2:35:34.320 --> 2:35:36.480 have never been an electric lady. Lady had this little 2:35:36.520 --> 2:35:39.840 white cat, an electric Lady, and I kill you that 2:35:39.879 --> 2:35:42.280 I'm allergic to cats. It's the only cat that never 2:35:42.360 --> 2:35:44.920 would make me break out. It was Jimmy Hendrix. Jimmy 2:35:44.959 --> 2:35:47.320 Hendricks owned the studio and he came back when you 2:35:47.440 --> 2:35:50.440 coordinated as a white cat. I don't know why testing 2:35:50.480 --> 2:35:52.160 me and dude, I could prove it. I don't know 2:35:52.480 --> 2:35:54.680 how can we prove it. I can't at all. I 2:35:54.720 --> 2:35:58.720 cannot move at all anyway. So I go to this 2:35:58.840 --> 2:36:01.560 is the time I smoked cigarette. I go downstairs and 2:36:01.600 --> 2:36:04.080 smoke a cigarette or something because I didn't like I 2:36:04.200 --> 2:36:06.320 was an idiot. I smoked cigarettes. Didn't like the smell 2:36:06.400 --> 2:36:09.680 of cigarettes. So I go down stating when I smoked 2:36:09.680 --> 2:36:13.600 in doors, it just was like damigga. So so I 2:36:13.720 --> 2:36:17.600 went downstairs, I smoked a cigarette. I come back upstairs. 2:36:17.680 --> 2:36:21.200 Pun the whole versus lit. And at this time Pun 2:36:21.360 --> 2:36:24.040 took like you know, he took some time because he 2:36:24.040 --> 2:36:26.720 would he would he would lay his verses on the couch. 2:36:28.200 --> 2:36:32.160 So and I looked at I said, yes, I saw 2:36:32.200 --> 2:36:33.440 the couch in and I was like, oh, this is 2:36:33.480 --> 2:36:35.480 thinking the lame my ship like I would look like, 2:36:35.520 --> 2:36:37.000 I said, you wait a minute, I didn't tell you, 2:36:37.560 --> 2:36:38.920 And then he just looked at him and they did, 2:36:40.320 --> 2:36:43.680 you're gonna erase this, And I was like, hell, yeah, 2:36:43.760 --> 2:36:46.760 but on a little like keep that kick that. So 2:36:47.000 --> 2:36:55.400 that is pretty much the same exactly, God. So that's 2:36:55.480 --> 2:37:00.520 leaned back. You come home. You and Joe squash it. 2:37:01.280 --> 2:37:05.280 You and Joe say, let's do an album together, not 2:37:06.520 --> 2:37:09.520 Fat Joe album featuring Red Me, not read Me album 2:37:09.560 --> 2:37:16.120 featuring Fat Joe, y'all together. Where you at when this 2:37:16.280 --> 2:37:20.360 this proposal is? What are you saying to yourself? I'm 2:37:20.879 --> 2:37:24.840 coming to the studio. I'm still in proose. I gotta 2:37:24.879 --> 2:37:28.000 be home at eight o'clock. And he says to me, 2:37:29.360 --> 2:37:34.960 that's still album someone Joe album ready album like I 2:37:35.080 --> 2:37:36.880 wasn't for the shore. Like boy he was talking, He's like, 2:37:37.120 --> 2:37:42.600 no album with both of us. I'm like, okay, Like, no, 2:37:42.959 --> 2:37:45.040 where are we going with this? He's like, if we 2:37:45.160 --> 2:37:49.000 do the ship and the ship is trash, nobody never 2:37:49.080 --> 2:37:52.000 knowsh nobody ever hears it. It's never seen the light 2:37:52.080 --> 2:37:55.840 his day. But if we do it, and we do 2:37:55.959 --> 2:37:58.560 it right and the ship go, We're gonna do ship. 2:37:58.680 --> 2:38:03.000 Different said being about a couple of subways, you know 2:38:03.080 --> 2:38:05.640 about like he so every time I remember started thinking 2:38:05.640 --> 2:38:07.440 about them, saying, but we're buying subways in my hand 2:38:07.520 --> 2:38:10.400 was like why subways? Like you to get a train 2:38:10.480 --> 2:38:14.119 station or at the sandwich. I'm saying in my head 2:38:14.240 --> 2:38:19.680 like now McDonald's about a couple of subways. He kept 2:38:19.720 --> 2:38:21.760 saying that, He's like, yo, we went through a lot 2:38:21.840 --> 2:38:24.600 of money. We was both here, and I think that's 2:38:24.640 --> 2:38:26.680 when I first realized that we were both young. Even 2:38:26.680 --> 2:38:29.280 though I was way younger than him his own right, 2:38:29.320 --> 2:38:32.160 he was still young. I was just super young. He's like, 2:38:32.240 --> 2:38:34.440 we made a lot of money. I mean both of 2:38:34.520 --> 2:38:36.520 the way they took everything from us. If we do 2:38:36.640 --> 2:38:39.680 the ship right, we're gonna do it right this time. 2:38:40.120 --> 2:38:42.400 That's why every time he bought another opens up another 2:38:42.400 --> 2:38:45.120 sneaker song. I'm so proud of him when I opened 2:38:45.120 --> 2:38:46.840 my solow in North Carolina and he was so happy. 2:38:46.920 --> 2:38:49.720 Whenever I started like a new endeavor he came. He 2:38:49.920 --> 2:38:52.039 literally hit me the day after my event my Bad 2:38:52.200 --> 2:38:54.680 Rapper that he was like, I'm so fucking proud of you. 2:38:54.840 --> 2:38:56.920 You need some money, you need that vest to me, 2:38:57.040 --> 2:38:59.720 anything I got you like, I'm here. Like it was 2:39:00.400 --> 2:39:01.880 like you said you was gonna do when you do it. 2:39:02.000 --> 2:39:05.320 So I say all that to say, we wasn't really 2:39:05.400 --> 2:39:07.600 sure what I'm saying. We don't know what was gonna happen. 2:39:07.680 --> 2:39:09.920 Like it Ram she just came home and Nig was 2:39:10.000 --> 2:39:12.240 trying to do the Sean all she wagged she this, 2:39:12.680 --> 2:39:15.120 even though I went on, I got enough fucking The 2:39:15.400 --> 2:39:17.160 day I came home from jail, I went to the 2:39:17.280 --> 2:39:19.840 studio and got on they Don't Love Me No More remix. 2:39:19.879 --> 2:39:22.800 Where fucking um Kalid and mik or whoever else he 2:39:22.879 --> 2:39:25.200 had on that ship? Body that ship by the way, 2:39:25.240 --> 2:39:27.080 So when Nick was trying to talk about, oh she 2:39:27.280 --> 2:39:30.360 did that, I was so confused. But anyway, Nika was 2:39:30.440 --> 2:39:34.000 trying to talk like my pen wasn't what my pen was. 2:39:34.920 --> 2:39:37.040 And we did the album. We did all over. Yeah, 2:39:37.160 --> 2:39:40.360 we did money showers, we did cooking, we did all 2:39:40.400 --> 2:39:44.280 these great records and just like it's a goal, we 2:39:44.480 --> 2:39:49.240 hand no paperwork, We had no contracts, we had exchanged 2:39:49.280 --> 2:39:53.880 the money changed my life. Make some noise for that. 2:39:56.320 --> 2:39:59.400 There's an incredible sidebar story to that. I know where 2:39:59.400 --> 2:40:01.760 you're going. This is why we've been here. This month 2:40:02.240 --> 2:40:05.040 is six years of Drink Champs. You know, the first 2:40:05.080 --> 2:40:07.000 time we announced that you and Fat Joe was doing 2:40:07.040 --> 2:40:11.200 an album together. It was the second day we recorded 2:40:11.240 --> 2:40:14.680 a Drink Champ episode as a demo to CBS radio 2:40:14.800 --> 2:40:18.920 with three announced, and it was the first episode we released. 2:40:19.600 --> 2:40:22.560 It was our first kind of viral moments. The first 2:40:23.040 --> 2:40:25.960 they even knew y'all was together, because because what happened 2:40:26.000 --> 2:40:28.120 was the day before I went to I went to 2:40:28.160 --> 2:40:31.600 see Fatio at could studio and he played me and 2:40:31.680 --> 2:40:33.879 you came back excited, and then he played me another 2:40:33.920 --> 2:40:36.160 record and I was like, okay, so when is it 2:40:36.360 --> 2:40:38.840 When's record? And when is it your record? And he 2:40:38.920 --> 2:40:43.600 blamed me another one and I said, oh, and I 2:40:43.800 --> 2:40:47.560 was so excited. I was like, and I knew I 2:40:47.600 --> 2:40:49.960 am about to be media, so I'm like, you have 2:40:50.120 --> 2:40:55.600 to come tomorrow. One of the hottest albums. The contrary 2:40:55.720 --> 2:40:59.720 in popular belief, we were the first people to blow 2:41:00.040 --> 2:41:02.720 all the Way Up. We wanted the whole world about 2:41:02.760 --> 2:41:05.360 all It was our pilot episode. We didn't know what 2:41:05.480 --> 2:41:07.560 Drenk Champ was gonna take off yet, we didn't know. 2:41:07.959 --> 2:41:10.040 And this is six years you said when this month 2:41:10.120 --> 2:41:13.520 is six years this month, And that was the first episode. 2:41:13.800 --> 2:41:17.840 This is the first episode because we because because I actually, 2:41:18.040 --> 2:41:21.879 like I think I alluded to like all the Way Up. 2:41:21.959 --> 2:41:24.520 I said something about it like when y'all hear this ship, 2:41:25.760 --> 2:41:27.840 and because we knew it was going to be out 2:41:27.920 --> 2:41:32.039 by the time the episode. But episode you know, yes, yes, 2:41:32.320 --> 2:41:34.080 when you are you know this is this is one 2:41:34.120 --> 2:41:37.920 of those. But I say I say that to say 2:41:38.000 --> 2:41:40.080 I was trying to put my lip for sorry. I 2:41:40.200 --> 2:41:46.560 say that to say that when you were you just 2:41:46.680 --> 2:41:49.840 a good person like Joe's Joe's regards to anything I 2:41:49.959 --> 2:41:51.920 ever said or whatever. That because Joe asked me to 2:41:51.959 --> 2:41:53.520 ask you how much you love Joe, and I felt 2:41:53.520 --> 2:41:55.840 like that's inappropriate. I felt like that was an appropriate 2:41:57.120 --> 2:42:00.400 you don't know. I was like, this is the thing 2:42:00.600 --> 2:42:04.760 that tells people to get speeches as part a speech 2:42:04.760 --> 2:42:08.680 about me. I'm tired of this ship joke. I don't 2:42:08.680 --> 2:42:10.760 want to perform no more. You'll listen. I'm gonna do 2:42:10.800 --> 2:42:12.680 what Mary. Did You see what Mary did this year? 2:42:12.800 --> 2:42:15.119 Mary was like, nope, not this year, and she wished 2:42:15.120 --> 2:42:17.640 she had an umbrella over herself, but he made me 2:42:17.680 --> 2:42:20.400 perform every year. I don't want to perform no more, Federal. 2:42:20.640 --> 2:42:22.440 I'm doing a lot of money and a lot of 2:42:22.520 --> 2:42:26.200 different places. I don't want to sig what. I'm so sorry. 2:42:26.360 --> 2:42:28.360 You gotta do it, do it. He makes me do it. 2:42:29.120 --> 2:42:31.400 It makes me do it. So I'm usually right after you, 2:42:31.680 --> 2:42:37.880 right before you. But um, it's just it's just dope. 2:42:37.959 --> 2:42:41.720 Because when like when he knew me when I was 2:42:41.879 --> 2:42:43.960 a kid, he met me with punished you do something. 2:42:44.040 --> 2:42:49.080 I was in school and now he from everything from 2:42:49.200 --> 2:42:52.360 having hit records to fall out to having hit records again. 2:42:53.160 --> 2:42:58.280 Like he's my fucking daughter's godfather, Like she loves whatever. 2:42:58.400 --> 2:43:03.120 That sounds ridiculous, like like it's crazy, like im boorderline 2:43:03.280 --> 2:43:10.000 Jo jealous. But um to have been able to have 2:43:10.160 --> 2:43:12.080 this moment with somebody that you consider your friend, that 2:43:12.120 --> 2:43:14.320 you can say to your family, it's just doing a 2:43:14.400 --> 2:43:17.280 lot of our big moments in life happened together, he 2:43:17.320 --> 2:43:19.840 says all the time. Because some people like Fat Joe. 2:43:21.200 --> 2:43:25.040 People like for me, Ma, but they love Fat Joe. 2:43:25.200 --> 2:43:28.280 And like he says it like that's his thing. So 2:43:28.440 --> 2:43:30.080 whenever hes trying to gas me and he want to 2:43:30.120 --> 2:43:41.440 do some ship, he pulls pulls that line. Yeah, that's 2:43:41.480 --> 2:43:43.400 the speech I gave with like one of his friends 2:43:43.440 --> 2:43:45.160 that's not really my friends, but they're his friends and 2:43:45.200 --> 2:43:48.200 they call him because favors. And he goes meeting a favorite. 2:43:48.240 --> 2:43:52.200 I'm like, where's the bag, money bag? He pulls out 2:43:52.240 --> 2:43:54.680 there they love Fat Joe's speech. I'm like fine, and 2:43:54.879 --> 2:43:57.680 that's and now I'm doing it. But he's a he's 2:43:57.720 --> 2:44:01.640 a girl friend like he's definitely. I'm glad that where 2:44:01.680 --> 2:44:04.440 where we are now, I'm glad that, you know, I 2:44:04.560 --> 2:44:08.240 made the initiative when I was away. Like one of 2:44:08.360 --> 2:44:10.240 the things that I said to myself, I was like, yeah, 2:44:10.240 --> 2:44:12.560 I don't want to go home mad like because it 2:44:12.640 --> 2:44:14.760 was people that really tried to volate when I was like, 2:44:14.879 --> 2:44:16.760 people that would never try to talk to me crazy, 2:44:17.200 --> 2:44:19.960 people that that would never try to come up talking crazy, 2:44:20.360 --> 2:44:23.280 moving crazy, and not really fucking checking on me, checking 2:44:23.320 --> 2:44:26.440 on my son, checking on my family. And I was like, yeah, 2:44:26.440 --> 2:44:28.800 when I come on, I'm not fucking nobody anybody say 2:44:28.840 --> 2:44:30.720 anything to me like, And then I thought about, like, 2:44:32.680 --> 2:44:34.360 I don't want to be like that. So I literally 2:44:34.400 --> 2:44:37.440 had to wipe the sleek clean and say I'm not 2:44:37.480 --> 2:44:39.680 gonna be mad at nobody, whether they came, whether they 2:44:39.760 --> 2:44:42.960 didn't came, whatever, anything that may have transpired while I 2:44:43.040 --> 2:44:45.240 was away. It was just saying I'm not gonna funk 2:44:45.280 --> 2:44:48.240 with you. I don't want to be You can't be 2:44:48.760 --> 2:44:56.880 up and be mad sometimes at a certain situation, just 2:44:57.240 --> 2:45:00.160 like I don't. I don't I don't like that, don't 2:45:00.200 --> 2:45:02.000 like that feeling I got a job. Wake up every day. 2:45:02.879 --> 2:45:07.160 We're looking for my next laugh. So let's just summits 2:45:07.200 --> 2:45:11.920 all up. You're on fat, you're perfect, great relationship, you're 2:45:11.920 --> 2:45:14.880 on your husband. We love it, We respect y'all, we 2:45:15.080 --> 2:45:18.160 idolize y'all. We're gonna we're gonna use you'll lives. Example, 2:45:18.200 --> 2:45:20.080 only I did love a hip hop because y'all did it. 2:45:20.400 --> 2:45:21.680 And I know they're mad at me right now because 2:45:21.680 --> 2:45:23.200 I haven't from the scene, but I'm lit out here. 2:45:23.280 --> 2:45:30.160 Niggas sedn't listen, heated, and I haven't feelmed ship calling 2:45:30.240 --> 2:45:33.160 out here. You know what it was? That's that that 2:45:33.280 --> 2:45:35.640 was a misconception, like people who was on it was like, oh, 2:45:35.680 --> 2:45:39.560 it was the graveyard for when I was doing it, 2:45:40.560 --> 2:45:49.959 I change changed the whole trajectory of bad. But it's 2:45:50.000 --> 2:45:59.160 an easy bag. Thank you please, Okay, you're nicky, No problems. 2:45:59.520 --> 2:46:01.640 How don't I don't We don't have to ask her. 2:46:02.200 --> 2:46:03.800 We don't do that because I feel like a lot 2:46:03.840 --> 2:46:05.840 of times people ask me about the situae, but they 2:46:05.920 --> 2:46:11.520 never asked the other side. And Kim, yeah great. You 2:46:12.160 --> 2:46:14.280 know why is that though? Like you feel like people 2:46:14.360 --> 2:46:15.760 it's only one side of the thing. It's like a 2:46:15.840 --> 2:46:19.520 publicist thing thing. It's like a publicist thing where people 2:46:19.560 --> 2:46:21.360 always ask me like how do you feel about this one? 2:46:21.560 --> 2:46:24.160 But they never asked like the other side. Because I 2:46:24.240 --> 2:46:28.520 googled you personally and that popped up. That's why I 2:46:28.560 --> 2:46:31.440 don't ask me for nobody else. She said to actually 2:46:31.440 --> 2:46:37.400 asked to that told your publications like like access right now, 2:46:38.959 --> 2:46:42.160 we'll get some more ratings. Hey man, we don't know. 2:46:42.280 --> 2:46:46.960 Don't let us different We're not totally differently. We're television 2:46:49.560 --> 2:47:00.400 question podcast, but this podcast me the game? Who else? 2:47:00.640 --> 2:47:05.720 Big facts? Who else? Who else? Facts? Worry of all? 2:47:05.959 --> 2:47:08.800 Shout out to any five sous, any five South. I 2:47:08.840 --> 2:47:19.400 ain't hate on wols, I'm saying, if I ain't gonna live, 2:47:19.600 --> 2:47:23.040 let's listen, man, niggas, don't I mean when coming a't 2:47:23.080 --> 2:47:25.000 want to come outside with the boots on? You know 2:47:25.040 --> 2:47:27.360 what I'm saying. I think you know what I'm saying. 2:47:27.360 --> 2:47:30.360 It's only want y'all. You know when the waters in 2:47:30.440 --> 2:47:33.000 the Floa realize when you win the booth, that means 2:47:33.200 --> 2:47:35.240 that means the water is grit. You know, that's wet. 2:47:35.320 --> 2:47:37.360 It's wet over there. You know what I mean, it's 2:47:37.400 --> 2:47:41.520 where you know he didn't give everybody is out early 2:47:41.640 --> 2:47:49.000 gives it. That's only one up. I would not gainst 2:47:49.040 --> 2:47:52.640 nobody as I'm for everybody. But let's just be clear. 2:47:53.200 --> 2:47:57.160 We all the y'all of y'all, y'all, yes, every want 2:47:57.400 --> 2:48:00.920 We love you so much. That's gonna be honest. Your 2:48:01.000 --> 2:48:05.080 growth is so so beautiful thing. I mean, I've really 2:48:05.200 --> 2:48:08.160 seen you, uh you know, not from the beginning, beginning 2:48:08.240 --> 2:48:12.000 from from when you and punish you know, it came 2:48:12.080 --> 2:48:15.280 around and for who you are now and the mother 2:48:15.400 --> 2:48:19.120 and the wife and the and still got bars and 2:48:19.200 --> 2:48:22.440 still can make a hit reckon it still can be 2:48:22.640 --> 2:48:29.119 so you. It's a beautiful process is a beautiful thing. 2:48:29.560 --> 2:48:32.560 I am so proud of you. We let you over here. 2:48:32.560 --> 2:48:34.680 I'm gonna take a shot to end it out. You 2:48:34.720 --> 2:48:36.880 know what I'm saying. You ain't gonna take one, but 2:48:36.959 --> 2:48:40.680 if you want to take one, you know we I'm 2:48:40.680 --> 2:48:44.920 gonna take a set. I'm gonna take. But I'm so 2:48:45.120 --> 2:48:47.840 glad and I'm so glad. I'm so glad. Older females 2:48:47.879 --> 2:48:50.199 look like you know how she said, like every female 2:48:50.280 --> 2:48:53.000 we name, she picked them up. This is this is 2:48:53.080 --> 2:48:56.240 what and the coaching of hip hop that's the Probably 2:48:56.879 --> 2:49:00.200 the biggest miscommunication is that we think that females can't 2:49:00.240 --> 2:49:03.480 get along. We won't sometimes we won't like if we 2:49:03.600 --> 2:49:06.520 invite women were like, damn, we can't invite Kim, or 2:49:06.600 --> 2:49:11.960 we can't invite I mean that that's not that's not that. 2:49:12.480 --> 2:49:14.200 There's some people that I feel like may and may 2:49:14.280 --> 2:49:19.200 not have you know, irreconcilable differences. But I ain't never 2:49:19.320 --> 2:49:21.040 really had no people, no rap stick that was that 2:49:21.160 --> 2:49:23.280 serious to me. I don't know how they may feel, 2:49:23.320 --> 2:49:25.680 but it's never been that serious to me. And also, 2:49:25.720 --> 2:49:27.360 like I said, a lot of us are mavvy, a 2:49:27.400 --> 2:49:29.680 lot of us have children now we are older, and 2:49:29.879 --> 2:49:32.400 heybody got money. I don't be understanding that argument. And 2:49:32.440 --> 2:49:34.920 it be like yo, because I got like we always 2:49:35.000 --> 2:49:38.039 broke a record shop in the same stories, we all 2:49:38.080 --> 2:49:42.200 got designer clothes, bags, cars, houses like like, it just 2:49:42.280 --> 2:49:44.440 doesn't make sense to me. Everybody's doing a million times 2:49:44.560 --> 2:49:47.240 better than when we started out where we started from song. 2:49:47.440 --> 2:49:54.680 Let's be clear, everybody don't got fingerpot, we bags, I 2:49:54.720 --> 2:50:06.840 don't got a time pussy pizza pushes dot com. You 2:50:06.879 --> 2:50:10.880 can get the gudma this or in about god mother 2:50:10.959 --> 2:50:14.440 charms and well how this ship here we promoter to everybody, 2:50:14.680 --> 2:50:17.840 this ship was I gotta sit down when I smoke 2:50:17.959 --> 2:50:20.400 this like, this is not a down. I was about 2:50:20.400 --> 2:50:24.600 to say, you have to stop. Yeah, I stopped like 2:50:24.720 --> 2:50:27.200 a whole half ounce. So how much of you selling these? 2:50:27.240 --> 2:50:32.240 For these are two hundred dollars two? Yeah, it's seven grams. 2:50:32.280 --> 2:50:37.000 What do you want two point fithers? Let's think about it. 2:50:37.640 --> 2:50:39.680 You can buy ounce with two grams, but you ain't 2:50:39.680 --> 2:50:43.000 getting the backwood to go with it. It's not just 2:50:43.280 --> 2:50:46.800 it's not just a backwood. It's a Cuban cigar. It's 2:50:46.879 --> 2:50:49.160 literally a guy who's this he has a gold teeth 2:50:57.120 --> 2:51:02.960 to kind get one of my bussy charming bloods. Because 2:51:07.280 --> 2:51:11.320 case Or you mixed it all up. You just said, yea, 2:51:11.400 --> 2:51:21.520 the b both things which charms more. All right, we're 2:51:21.520 --> 2:51:24.240 gonna let grim me mom think about next Blint. Let's see, 2:51:24.280 --> 2:51:25.560 let's see what you want, and then we're going I'm 2:51:25.560 --> 2:51:28.800 gonna feel like you're trying to hand meyone in specifically. Okay, 2:51:29.480 --> 2:51:32.320 all right, cool, I'm gonna tell you right now, I'm 2:51:32.320 --> 2:51:35.720 gonna taste it. You know which one is when the 2:51:35.840 --> 2:51:38.120 one's that? When it's that ship that is supposed to 2:51:38.160 --> 2:51:56.160 be definitely not bussy drops. But it sounds a little crazy, right, 2:51:56.800 --> 2:52:02.280 but listen, really, mom, the ship though, I want to 2:52:02.280 --> 2:52:04.800 I want to start the interview off with saying the 2:52:04.959 --> 2:52:09.800 Queen of Queen, right, you're the Queen. I don't want 2:52:09.840 --> 2:52:11.720 to say to Queen of New York because I just 2:52:11.920 --> 2:52:16.680 don't want any smoke with everybody else. But I want 2:52:16.720 --> 2:52:21.680 to say a Queen of New York, um and up, 2:52:22.080 --> 2:52:24.760 a queen of hip hop, Queen of you know, you 2:52:24.879 --> 2:52:29.920 are such a real one, a real one like I 2:52:30.040 --> 2:52:31.720 A love of the fact that even with you and 2:52:31.800 --> 2:52:35.840 Joe's relationship, when y'all realized that and then y'all fixed 2:52:35.879 --> 2:52:38.680 it together as as a team, that ship just makes 2:52:39.040 --> 2:52:44.280 you know. It's inspirational, it's motivational. It's something that because 2:52:45.600 --> 2:52:47.160 a lot of new artists and not deal with this 2:52:47.280 --> 2:52:49.480 all the time. A lot of new artists think they 2:52:49.520 --> 2:52:51.039 all got to figure it out, and they think they 2:52:51.120 --> 2:52:53.560 all you know, it's sometimes we are said it takes 2:52:53.560 --> 2:52:56.640 a team to make one person great. It takes a 2:52:56.760 --> 2:52:58.680 team to make it. It's not it's never that just 2:52:58.800 --> 2:53:06.440 one person And shout out to the cameraman and I 2:53:06.520 --> 2:53:09.600 would like I would like you know. Um, In fact, 2:53:09.800 --> 2:53:13.720 like I said, one of my closest friends, and I 2:53:13.840 --> 2:53:17.840 remember the most confused and the most like sad he 2:53:17.920 --> 2:53:22.200 ever was because when y'all wasn't like clicking, that's my boy. 2:53:26.720 --> 2:53:31.120 There's no footage that you ever seeing him react to it, 2:53:31.720 --> 2:53:37.360 like yeah, yeah, exactly. I apologize him side for any First, 2:53:37.560 --> 2:53:40.640 Let's be clear, I apologize so many times, like you 2:53:42.760 --> 2:53:45.720 asked me, like what would you tell your younger self now, 2:53:45.879 --> 2:53:49.120 like I'll just just chill. I used to be so 2:53:49.760 --> 2:53:52.800 mad everything like I just be mad for no reason. 2:53:53.480 --> 2:53:55.840 And when I look back, I had a pretty great life, 2:53:56.000 --> 2:53:59.040 like I would like, I was always popular before I 2:53:59.040 --> 2:54:02.360 even met Punt, I was is popular. Um, Like you know, 2:54:02.480 --> 2:54:04.680 growing up we all had hard like it's nowhere like 2:54:04.920 --> 2:54:08.600 now like kids running around and Mary's and She's like, 2:54:09.120 --> 2:54:19.400 fuck kids running around the Mary's. We didn't like that, 2:54:19.600 --> 2:54:25.000 but we didn't grow up like that. But we valueate 2:54:25.160 --> 2:54:30.240 other ship, you know what I'm saying. And um, one 2:54:30.280 --> 2:54:33.320 of the things that I don't do, and I prided 2:54:33.360 --> 2:54:37.240 myself into it. I don't fight with my friends. I don't, Um, 2:54:38.959 --> 2:54:41.400 I don't. I just don't like if I have if 2:54:41.400 --> 2:54:43.560 I fought out somebody like you can pretty much consider 2:54:43.600 --> 2:54:46.920 our friendship over like it's done. But I can't tell 2:54:46.959 --> 2:54:49.000 you any of my friends that I've had to fight with. 2:54:49.160 --> 2:54:50.520 I had to argument, like we tolked to each other 2:54:50.640 --> 2:54:52.880 with respect. We had like we have a disagreement, that's 2:54:52.920 --> 2:54:58.160 what it is. Um. But with Joe, I was so 2:54:58.560 --> 2:55:00.920 emotionally involved and it was a your public thing because 2:55:00.920 --> 2:55:02.400 we had you have a bit just talking to me 2:55:02.520 --> 2:55:05.000 crazy because like like I was, I was supposed to 2:55:05.000 --> 2:55:07.080 saw a bunch of records just based on like how 2:55:07.120 --> 2:55:09.440 I was moving out here, I was outside, when I 2:55:09.520 --> 2:55:13.360 was outside, I was outside, But um, I was just 2:55:13.680 --> 2:55:16.080 mad because I felt like you he was supposed to 2:55:16.120 --> 2:55:19.320 make sure that didn't happen, and not even that he 2:55:19.400 --> 2:55:22.560 had his whole old album on a whole another label, 2:55:22.840 --> 2:55:26.160 like still dealing with just losing pun because like he 2:55:26.680 --> 2:55:29.640 like I didn't realize after that I've building the punt 2:55:29.680 --> 2:55:34.720 of a year like this is outside. It was just 2:55:34.840 --> 2:55:38.040 like in my face. It's like his Joe promises protege 2:55:38.600 --> 2:55:44.039 the brother for real that he knew right, So um yeah, 2:55:44.200 --> 2:55:46.480 but over the years it's turned in like people always 2:55:46.520 --> 2:55:53.000 feel like I'm Joe's protege butts protege m t s 2:55:53.080 --> 2:55:57.000 part of JA. I'll go with that, Okay, with that. 2:55:57.320 --> 2:56:01.880 I like that. Mother. You good and you by the way, 2:56:01.920 --> 2:56:03.920 you gave us everything. You gave us everything. This is 2:56:04.000 --> 2:56:09.080 real drink champshit um, thank you, man, Like I'm definitely 2:56:09.120 --> 2:56:11.040 gonna regrets some and I'm going to click bait comes 2:56:11.120 --> 2:56:18.640 up and people, so take your little pieces like I'm like, like, 2:56:19.840 --> 2:56:23.200 I take one more shot that I'm good like you 2:56:23.240 --> 2:56:25.520 don't gotta take a shot. We do. No, no, no, 2:56:25.640 --> 2:56:29.000 don't drink no, don't drink my don't even like that. 2:56:31.280 --> 2:56:37.720 That's a restaurant in the bronze public. This is to you, 2:56:39.720 --> 2:56:43.720 the Queen. We really love you, we respect you, and 2:56:43.840 --> 2:56:46.039 this is your platform. Anytime you want to promote your 2:56:46.840 --> 2:56:49.760 fingernail toes if you want to, if you're making up that, 2:56:50.280 --> 2:56:55.520 if you yes, yes, yes, yes, anytime you want. Because 2:56:55.520 --> 2:56:59.000 you know I'm a married man, you got to be 2:56:59.080 --> 2:57:12.240 sayings pussy dog, which I just was listening to your 2:57:12.240 --> 2:57:16.640 record god Mother too earlier because I'm gonna smoke this 2:57:16.680 --> 2:57:18.600 in the crib. But I'm a filmist. As I smoke this, 2:57:18.959 --> 2:57:22.039 why why are you smoking it? Watching watch my movie, 2:57:22.120 --> 2:57:27.680 my BT movie, my first Stary rovie. Yeah, it's called 2:57:27.760 --> 2:57:30.400 Big fifty Round to her story. It's based on this 2:57:30.680 --> 2:57:34.560 this woman. She's out of Detroit. No, no, I played 2:57:34.640 --> 2:57:46.400 scene I could. That's that's a different bag. So you're 2:57:46.480 --> 2:57:51.280 playing it. You're playing run to her from Detroit. It 2:57:51.400 --> 2:57:52.959 came out a couple of months ago. You were watching 2:57:53.000 --> 2:57:56.640 a BT BT Prime BT her any one of those. Um, 2:57:56.920 --> 2:57:59.119 watching on the one way you concurse whichever one. I'm 2:57:59.120 --> 2:58:02.240 not going to say something, but watching the one way 2:58:02.280 --> 2:58:03.760 you could have the curse words. But it was my 2:58:03.879 --> 2:58:06.080 first star role. I did it right before I did 2:58:06.200 --> 2:58:15.200 Queen's Um. Yeah. Yeah, and I'm I'm just I'm just 2:58:15.280 --> 2:58:18.840 happy to be here. I'm thanking to thank you. 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