WEBVTT - Title: Episode 11 - Third World Country on Mars

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<v Speaker 1>My hopes and dreams are to finish my prison terms

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<v Speaker 1>sooner than my sentence is judged by the federal government.

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<v Speaker 1>I hope I can get out and do positive things

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<v Speaker 1>as a human being. I want to reunite with my

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<v Speaker 1>brothers and sister and have a close relationship with all

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<v Speaker 1>of them. I want to rebuild the trust that they

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<v Speaker 1>once had for me. I want a house in Texas

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<v Speaker 1>or Florida where I can have a small property. I

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<v Speaker 1>also want to travel and see Europe, Australia, the Philippines, Alaska,

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<v Speaker 1>and buy a boat and explore the South Pacific for

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<v Speaker 1>wreckage to recover and sell to antique dealers. I also

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<v Speaker 1>want to begin another career as a photographer for models

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<v Speaker 1>and wedding parties. I would like to work in healthcare

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<v Speaker 1>or a home business where I can work hard, make money,

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<v Speaker 1>and succeed in life. Welcome to The Dockerty Gang, a

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<v Speaker 1>production of I Heart Radio and Katie Studios Episode eleven,

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<v Speaker 1>Third World Country on Mars. I'm Courtney Armstrong, a crime

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<v Speaker 1>producer at Katie Studios with Stephanie lie Decker. We've been

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<v Speaker 1>working with producer Beth Greenwald on The Dougherty Gang for

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<v Speaker 1>months now. These three siblings have agreed to tell their

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<v Speaker 1>story for the very first time, each from separate prisons.

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<v Speaker 1>Lee Grace Docherty is at the Federal Correction Institute Aliceville

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<v Speaker 1>in Alabama. Ryan Docherty is in the U S Penitentiary

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<v Speaker 1>Tucson in Arizona, and Dylan Docherty is currently at the

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<v Speaker 1>United States Prison of Atlanta in Georgia. The podcast You

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<v Speaker 1>are about to Hear contains explicit language and mature content

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<v Speaker 1>that some listeners may find offensive. Let's call to think

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<v Speaker 1>that I am a good person. Yeah, maybe I've done

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<v Speaker 1>from my family. Isn't one of them. You know, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>I would like to change though the way that I

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<v Speaker 1>was there. But I'll never say I'm sorry for I'm kind.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not I'm not sorry for being a My family

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<v Speaker 1>marks the tenure anniversary of the Dougherty family Crimes Free.

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<v Speaker 1>Despite the fact that they're only able to communicate via email,

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<v Speaker 1>their devotion remains intact. This is producer Beth Greenwald on

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<v Speaker 1>with Ryan in one of their final interviews. It's not

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<v Speaker 1>like Good Fellows. We didn't just get like some fresh

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<v Speaker 1>pudo and fucking some loaves of bread and a couple

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<v Speaker 1>of bottles of wine. It's not like that. This ship

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<v Speaker 1>is very fucking uh there and they're kind of off

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<v Speaker 1>stir or whatever the fucking word is. And you got

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<v Speaker 1>like a few clothes. You might have like a pair

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<v Speaker 1>of shoes, you might have some of your personal photos

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<v Speaker 1>in a little bit of food, Like you don't really

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<v Speaker 1>have anything. I really is in like a concrete block

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<v Speaker 1>room with like a metal locker than painted gun metal gray.

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<v Speaker 1>Everything is white on gray everywhere except for some blue

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<v Speaker 1>accent for like where the phones are at and where

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<v Speaker 1>the doors are at. Right, besides that, the same aryact color.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's like it's seen know, there's no windows. Cloths

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<v Speaker 1>are easily acceptable like that. It's super eutilitarian, Like they're

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<v Speaker 1>tu bunks in the room that's like I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>seven feet by nine feet, right, there's a toilet in

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<v Speaker 1>the stink and and there you go. You've got like

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<v Speaker 1>a couple of uniforms that they give you, and give

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<v Speaker 1>you a pair of boots that are sucking made out

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<v Speaker 1>of like cardboard and like dead animals. Like it's very minimal.

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<v Speaker 1>That's all on how you look at it. When's the

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<v Speaker 1>last time I had to cook the dinner? I don't

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<v Speaker 1>have to cook the dinner. Somebody else cooks dinner for me.

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<v Speaker 1>What's the last time I washed my you know, my clothes.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have to. I can put him in the

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<v Speaker 1>bag and somebody else wash us. So we have to

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<v Speaker 1>clean the bathroom in the shower, somebody does that. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have to sweepelf before or somebody else does that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean? I want to a close

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<v Speaker 1>side and you know, play horseshoes or you know, basketball

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<v Speaker 1>or botchy ball or half a dozen other things. I

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<v Speaker 1>know means that I like being in prison. I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>saying as far as you kind of shift your reality.

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<v Speaker 1>And one time I came and I said something to

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<v Speaker 1>my attorney and she's like, oh, why are you so happy?

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<v Speaker 1>You know? And I, hell, yeah, I had thirty two

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<v Speaker 1>years in Colorado. This is my federal attorney. And you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm looking at a you know, a crazy sent spare

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<v Speaker 1>with the beds, and I was like, well, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I said, you know, I focused on what I do have,

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<v Speaker 1>not on you know, and she's like, well, what else

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<v Speaker 1>you don't have? And I was like, well, if I

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<v Speaker 1>focused all the things I didn't have, I'm ansoes go

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<v Speaker 1>back to the unit. And you know, tied sheet around

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<v Speaker 1>the rail and jump over. Here's Lee Grace giving her

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<v Speaker 1>take on life in prison. The first year is really

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<v Speaker 1>hard because you're a gap thing. But once you adapt

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<v Speaker 1>and you can see things and your vision becomes clear

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<v Speaker 1>about how people really are and how the officers really aren't,

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<v Speaker 1>how the unit team really are, and the people that

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<v Speaker 1>work in the prison system, everything gets so much worse

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<v Speaker 1>because you see the reality, you see the honesty. So

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<v Speaker 1>I've been here about eight, eight or nine years. She's

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<v Speaker 1>I need to count, but I think eight years. And

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<v Speaker 1>where were you before that? I was in Hazelton, a

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<v Speaker 1>small within prison in West Virginia. It's a federal facility. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean they're both federal facilities, but I've been in

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<v Speaker 1>I was in county before that, so that causes a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of confusion. State and said are completely different type

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<v Speaker 1>of prison. Ryan is having a harder go of it

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<v Speaker 1>in prison. But I ended up doing timing about six

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<v Speaker 1>different county jails in Georgia. Why are they when they

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<v Speaker 1>heard that? Like, I was having a hard out time

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<v Speaker 1>in making because making took me from in bib County jail.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a murder every time they run wrecked there like

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<v Speaker 1>somebody dies, somebody gets stabbed at death. Like it's more

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<v Speaker 1>violent than any of the prisons I've ever been to.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like rats all over the floor and cockroaches, and

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<v Speaker 1>you'd be lucky if you get a mattress, Like there's

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<v Speaker 1>no food. It took me from two hundred thirty seven

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<v Speaker 1>pounds to a hundred and fifty eight pounds and a

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<v Speaker 1>little less than six months, so you do the math.

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<v Speaker 1>Marshall came and picked me up and didn't recognize me.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, what the funk happened? And I told him

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<v Speaker 1>it was like, bro, listen, when I get in the

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<v Speaker 1>van with you right now, y'all are gonna have to

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<v Speaker 1>beat the funk out of me and taste for me

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<v Speaker 1>in order to get me to go back into that

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<v Speaker 1>county jail. Ryan is in protective custody at his prison

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<v Speaker 1>due to being charged with sending a minor harmful information

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<v Speaker 1>and loud moss of his conduct. It was the original

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<v Speaker 1>case that tipped off the entire crime spree. The yard

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<v Speaker 1>where I'm out currently is like splits, like seventy job

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<v Speaker 1>molesters and other either gang dropout, rat, hit the wrong person,

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<v Speaker 1>bad luck, drug that you know, take pick or choose.

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<v Speaker 1>But anyways, right you cut it, you're not good you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and you're not in good standing, so you end up here.

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<v Speaker 1>And this is like the bottom of the barrel. So

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<v Speaker 1>like I look at these people would disdain because the

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<v Speaker 1>ones that like, let's call the ones that like raped

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<v Speaker 1>their two year old daughter. You know, I think they

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<v Speaker 1>should burn in hell. But you know, it's not my

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<v Speaker 1>place to judge or punish them, like that's that's not

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<v Speaker 1>my deal. And then for me at like a regular yard,

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<v Speaker 1>somebody would look at me for fucking a fifteen year

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<v Speaker 1>old stick when I was eighteen, and it's the same

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<v Speaker 1>as they would look at one of these people that

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<v Speaker 1>suck the ju world, you know, when they were forty.

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<v Speaker 1>It doesn't there's no differentiation in their eyes. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>in the beginning, you're a good looking guys. You get

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<v Speaker 1>into jail, it's twenty something years old. Are you protecting

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<v Speaker 1>at all in anyway? But no, No, it's predatory as ship.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's protect your own asshole with a knife forget raped.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean it's one of the two. Lee Grace has

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<v Speaker 1>their own opinion of the women's prison. These are women

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<v Speaker 1>that have fat on their asses and couches all day,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, selling drugs out of their out of their basement.

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<v Speaker 1>These aren't athletic, strong, strapping women from Alaska. These are fat,

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<v Speaker 1>overweight people from the South, so they're not good fighters.

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<v Speaker 1>Men can kill somebody and women can't. Well, it would

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<v Speaker 1>take a lot for somebody a woman. There's not very

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<v Speaker 1>much violence. Women are all bullshit and talk and physically

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<v Speaker 1>they're weak, so they can't. It's hard for them to

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<v Speaker 1>kill somebody. This call is from a federal prison. Men

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<v Speaker 1>can just snap your neck or you know, stabby in

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<v Speaker 1>the artery and just you know, rip your heart out.

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<v Speaker 1>So women don't really fight with weapons and men do.

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<v Speaker 1>So once you get a shank in your hand, it's

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<v Speaker 1>really easy to flip somebody's throat. Meanwhile, Ryan is living

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<v Speaker 1>in fear, like there's been a few stabbings recently, and

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<v Speaker 1>there's been a few people hitting the head with locks,

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<v Speaker 1>and there's been a few people kicked in the head

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<v Speaker 1>with boots, and like, the majority of that violence is

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<v Speaker 1>either because of gay stuff or people owing money, or

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<v Speaker 1>just people not wanting to be here. That's steered the

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<v Speaker 1>conversation with Ryan to work. But what about the people

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<v Speaker 1>then you know the other prisoners that work, do they

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<v Speaker 1>make a wage that volunteer based? How does that work?

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<v Speaker 1>It's volunteer based. It's work if you want to. They're

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<v Speaker 1>trying to pay the dudes like eighteen dollars months to

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<v Speaker 1>clean ten showers twice a day, five days a week, right,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's like you gotta get in there and you

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<v Speaker 1>gotta scrub, and like people are nasty. There's like jizz

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<v Speaker 1>or fucking used razors or like a pubic care ball

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<v Speaker 1>the size of a raccoon in the corner. It's just agreed.

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<v Speaker 1>Just man, here's Dylan talking about his day to day life.

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<v Speaker 1>I just changed jobs. You know. I used to work

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<v Speaker 1>on the rack yard. Was king water keg build up

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<v Speaker 1>the water kigs, and I know that's something like wow, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean what is that? You know, when you have

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<v Speaker 1>five people in the yard and there's you know, ten

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<v Speaker 1>ten gallon kigs push at least three Olympic swimming pools

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<v Speaker 1>of water up that girl in the six years that

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<v Speaker 1>I've been out there, so I recently went to facilities.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you all the plumbing, electrical. If you realize that

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<v Speaker 1>the prison is, you know, the maintenantonent is kept up

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<v Speaker 1>by the you know, the inmate population. We didn't work,

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<v Speaker 1>they couldn't keep us locked up. But but I went

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<v Speaker 1>to facilities that Bunny might got me a job down there.

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<v Speaker 1>It's weirdy one way that, you know, maintaining the cage

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<v Speaker 1>that keeps me, but it also gives me a chance

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<v Speaker 1>to do stuff that I used to do on the

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<v Speaker 1>street and feel productive. Here's beout speaking with Ryan about

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<v Speaker 1>how different events in his life have shaped to my

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<v Speaker 1>the person. Let me ask you something. When you look

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<v Speaker 1>at this big picture, is there a moment that if

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<v Speaker 1>things like just a little differently, this wouldn't have been

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<v Speaker 1>the story? Oh man, you know what. Yeah, there's pivot

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<v Speaker 1>points in everyone's life. There's big watershed moments, right and

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<v Speaker 1>I guess the first one is the youngest one. When

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<v Speaker 1>I was a kid and my father died, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>seven years old, fam right then and there, that's a

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<v Speaker 1>big momentum the car accident where I broke my neck

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<v Speaker 1>and I smashed my head and I have a dramatic

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<v Speaker 1>brain injury from that. Um. That's another one that's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of where I fell in love with opiates, from sucking

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<v Speaker 1>breaking my back and having to take oxycotton and morphine

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<v Speaker 1>and ship because my back hurt. And then uh, let's

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<v Speaker 1>see what else here, Oh, when my sister died. That

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<v Speaker 1>was a vicious one because man, if you want to

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<v Speaker 1>talk about a completely different person, that's where it felt

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<v Speaker 1>like I developed two separate personalities that go on in

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<v Speaker 1>my head at any given time. While Ryan remembers his pain,

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<v Speaker 1>Dylan tries to remain positive. You know a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>people big they you know, they have a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>regrets and and and the whole you know, everything is

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<v Speaker 1>it's a negative. And it does not for you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just not me. And so I don't really dwell

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<v Speaker 1>on the situation a lot. And when I really sit

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<v Speaker 1>down and think about it, sometimes it does kind of

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<v Speaker 1>pluck out my heart stream. Annie Armstrung me out as

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<v Speaker 1>a psychotherapist who has followed the Dougherty story closely. More

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<v Speaker 1>adverse experience as a kid has loss of a parent,

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<v Speaker 1>substance abuse in the home, separation, you know of siblings,

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<v Speaker 1>those things all would be considered adverse experiences. So the

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<v Speaker 1>higher doses of adversity, they do affect the pleasure and

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<v Speaker 1>reward center of the brain. And what happens is the

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<v Speaker 1>person needs a higher dose of whatever that pleasure stimulant

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<v Speaker 1>is in order to feel pleasure, and so people who

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<v Speaker 1>have higher amounts of adverse childhood experiences are way more

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<v Speaker 1>likely to be involved in risky behavior. In one of

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<v Speaker 1>her last interviews with Lee, Grace's attorney Patrick McCarville, that

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<v Speaker 1>spoke with him about Marfan syndrome, the genetic cart disorder

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<v Speaker 1>that runs in the Dougherty family, and how that may

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<v Speaker 1>have affected her family's choices in life. You know, they

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<v Speaker 1>lost dead, they lost sister both to Marfan syndrome. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>at least in your conversation with Lee, did she feel

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<v Speaker 1>like she didn't ever longed to live or she you know,

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<v Speaker 1>was that a huge factor in her actions? Absolutely? I

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<v Speaker 1>think the night that they hatched this plan, I believe

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<v Speaker 1>they discussed that they didn't believe that they would live

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<v Speaker 1>as long as most people because of that hereditary disease,

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<v Speaker 1>and that was a factor in what caused them to

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<v Speaker 1>do these crimes. They were going to get out of

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<v Speaker 1>Dodge and go live happily ever after together as a

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<v Speaker 1>family with what all time they thought they had left.

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<v Speaker 1>Sean McEwan is a filmmaker who wrote and directed a

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<v Speaker 1>feature film about the Doughertyes. He's also a friend to

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<v Speaker 1>the trio. I think what strikes me at this point,

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<v Speaker 1>kind of revisiting the story and kind of seeing it

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<v Speaker 1>through a lens of the perspective of a decade later,

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<v Speaker 1>is that I vacillate between two truths. One is the

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<v Speaker 1>tragedy that they didn't accomplish their objective. While I'm very

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<v Speaker 1>glad no one got injured and could have. But the

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<v Speaker 1>tragedy that, apparently and everything that they say is all

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<v Speaker 1>about the fact that they just wanted to be together

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<v Speaker 1>and be safe and get the heck out of Dodge

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<v Speaker 1>and try to forge this new life and that didn't happen.

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<v Speaker 1>And then yet and maybe I'm just trying to be

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<v Speaker 1>the total optimist here in some sense, but they they

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<v Speaker 1>still have this bond. That bond is stronger than ever.

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<v Speaker 1>You can hear it, and the way they retell the

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<v Speaker 1>stories you can hear it, and how strong the feelings

0:14:03.280 --> 0:14:06.000
<v Speaker 1>are toward each other. So in spite of it all,

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<v Speaker 1>nothing could separate them. They are still figuratively still together.

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<v Speaker 1>Their ten years into their sentences, but they've done thirty years.

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<v Speaker 1>That's how they think of the others. There that intertwined

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<v Speaker 1>that when you add it up, that's thirty years of

0:14:20.240 --> 0:14:23.440
<v Speaker 1>them all being apart, not spending time together, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And by the some of this, it's years of that,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, when you compound it like that, And I

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<v Speaker 1>think that's what's so interesting. Also, they're not going to

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<v Speaker 1>have that opportunity to really beating each other's lives, and

0:14:34.640 --> 0:14:41.080
<v Speaker 1>that's all they really ever wanted. We're going to take

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<v Speaker 1>a quick break here. We'll be back in a moment.

0:14:51.960 --> 0:14:54.920
<v Speaker 1>Although the docerty has pled their cases, the Florida courts

0:14:54.920 --> 0:14:57.880
<v Speaker 1>have not settled with Dylan and Lee. Grace. Ryan is

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<v Speaker 1>the only one of the siblings who are a you

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<v Speaker 1>play out in Florida. Here's Beth speaking with Dylan. This

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<v Speaker 1>call was from the federal prison. This call, it's from

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<v Speaker 1>Dylan family. You may begin speaking now, Hey, how are

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<v Speaker 1>you doing. I'm in a really bad mood now, not

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<v Speaker 1>just kind of a legal letter from my new attorney

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<v Speaker 1>that I have in Florida, and um, I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>what is going on down there, but yeah, what what

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<v Speaker 1>does the letter say? Well, I've had to learn that

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<v Speaker 1>apparently much time so I could start until I get

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<v Speaker 1>this case resolved. And so like, I don't know, I

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<v Speaker 1>was on any impression that they would it would you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I would start from the moment that I was InCAR

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<v Speaker 1>story would just come up on ten years now. So

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<v Speaker 1>he's saying that I'm not I get creative for the

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<v Speaker 1>time that I've served already, which is just unacceptable because

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<v Speaker 1>it you know, forty years since. So only they they're

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<v Speaker 1>offered me with a twenty five year minimal menatory with

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<v Speaker 1>another fifteen years recurrent want to I want to play

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<v Speaker 1>charged second secondary to the attempted murder police officers. So

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<v Speaker 1>uh yeah, I just just uh, I don't know. It

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<v Speaker 1>was crazy. Dylan has been serving his sentences concurrently, and

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<v Speaker 1>this letter revealed that he may face even more time

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<v Speaker 1>in Florida. But the real question is why did it

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<v Speaker 1>take so long? Ten years later they're deciding to do this, Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean ten years, they haven't done anything. They just

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<v Speaker 1>sort of they have. They never came to get me,

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<v Speaker 1>They never you know what I mean. They just whenever

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<v Speaker 1>I go to a new institution, they relodge a detainer

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<v Speaker 1>against me. And it's just like, I don't know, they

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<v Speaker 1>were just waiting for waiting for me to get out

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<v Speaker 1>and then have the State troopers come quickly up after

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<v Speaker 1>serve you know, thirty years in the FEDS or you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, it's really weird. I just emailed my

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<v Speaker 1>brother and so I got that and asked him if

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<v Speaker 1>they have started his time in two thousand and eleven

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<v Speaker 1>or if that is indeed what they did, because he

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<v Speaker 1>didn't he didn't get the case result until two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>and fourteen. But it's definitely, you know, it's not good news.

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<v Speaker 1>How long do you have this lawyer I'm working on this,

0:17:03.840 --> 0:17:05.720
<v Speaker 1>he just started. I just kind of you know, because

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<v Speaker 1>I was I was wanting to get this all resolved

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<v Speaker 1>before all these other things, you know, work out, and

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<v Speaker 1>I just want to kind of wanted it behind me

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, a bow tied on it, and then

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<v Speaker 1>I could have you know, a day and uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and and start working towards that, you know, the definitive day.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. It's definitely disheartening because if that's true, that's true,

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<v Speaker 1>I I'm I have to take it a trial. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not gonna you know what I mean, she just if

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<v Speaker 1>nothing shakes out with my stay cake and then you're

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<v Speaker 1>talking to ten ten years, it's dead time. It's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of just so it's you know, that just that puts

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<v Speaker 1>me at you know, six eight seventy years old. Do

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<v Speaker 1>we know we we don't know if Lee Grace that

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<v Speaker 1>a letter as well? Right, talk to her, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I mean, letter show explain to you what her

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<v Speaker 1>attorneys told her. She said that her attorney back, she

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<v Speaker 1>had so hard. You're up there and you know, sucking

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<v Speaker 1>a lask her, you know, moth Ambique and we really

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we don't have a mule train to come

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<v Speaker 1>get you. Just you know, I don't know, I don't

0:18:00.560 --> 0:18:02.040
<v Speaker 1>understand why it's so hard. You know, I mean I've

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<v Speaker 1>been in the same institution for uh seven years or

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<v Speaker 1>six years, uh probably you know, uh not even three

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<v Speaker 1>miles from the support state line, you know what I mean. Uh,

0:18:13.240 --> 0:18:15.280
<v Speaker 1>if this was a big deal to them, and my

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<v Speaker 1>my whole mindset on it was let it sit and

0:18:18.000 --> 0:18:20.159
<v Speaker 1>that the that the you know, it was a rolling boil,

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<v Speaker 1>the oil it boiled over on the stove and it

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<v Speaker 1>was you know, I was just like, well, let's just

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<v Speaker 1>let it kind of simmered down, and you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I can go down there and and can

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<v Speaker 1>get taken care of, you know, seven or eight, nine,

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<v Speaker 1>ten years and you know, maybe to be halfway forgotten

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<v Speaker 1>and people won't you know, you know, I felt like

0:18:37.760 --> 0:18:40.000
<v Speaker 1>time was you know, time heals all wounds or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>Dylan's new attorney, the man who sent him the letter

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<v Speaker 1>was recommended by a fellow inmate. The first thing he

0:18:46.680 --> 0:18:48.879
<v Speaker 1>opens up with is is, you know, I built a

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<v Speaker 1>half hower for this, and I build a half power

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<v Speaker 1>for that. And I was over here for fifteen minutes

0:18:52.800 --> 0:18:55.280
<v Speaker 1>and I was over there for forty five minutes. So

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<v Speaker 1>I mean he's opened up with his his breakdown on

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<v Speaker 1>the building and you know, and says that, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>my so and so is gonna, you know, is takeing

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<v Speaker 1>care of the charges. And you know it's funny Kobe Becker,

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<v Speaker 1>who I have all the admiration in respect for, and

0:19:11.760 --> 0:19:14.880
<v Speaker 1>I can't thank her enough. You know, she was more

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<v Speaker 1>than willing to do it. She said, it's only on

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<v Speaker 1>her fifty hours from her to get her federal stamp

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<v Speaker 1>for the Middle District of Georgia or whatever the hell

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<v Speaker 1>it was. And you know, I looking at her as

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<v Speaker 1>the first time mom, I was, I was working that

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<v Speaker 1>selfish and I said, no, I'm sure they'll give me

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<v Speaker 1>a great attorney, and they gave me a sorry, worthless attorney.

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<v Speaker 1>And I wish I had been selfish and told her, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I want you to be all want to represent me

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<v Speaker 1>the whole way. It's probably not too late to do that. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, if you speak to her, I need all

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<v Speaker 1>the help I can get, apparently, because this is just

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, this guy's he's not really a I mean

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<v Speaker 1>need a criminal attorney. It says that on his letter

0:19:48.480 --> 0:19:52.119
<v Speaker 1>head here, but it's first says a personal injury and

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<v Speaker 1>then criminal defense and then certified me came. Have you

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<v Speaker 1>reached out to Kobe at to say, no, you just

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<v Speaker 1>just got the information from you last and I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>go up here and get it on the computer tonight,

0:20:02.880 --> 0:20:05.600
<v Speaker 1>and trying to shoot her, Uh it's an email or

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<v Speaker 1>I'm really gonna give on my counselor trying to give

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<v Speaker 1>it A couple of attorney calls this week to where

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<v Speaker 1>I can get the bottom is that's reached out to

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<v Speaker 1>Kobe Becker, Dylan's lawyer from Colorado, to see if she

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<v Speaker 1>could offer Dylan any advice. Is it normal for what's

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<v Speaker 1>happening with Florida rearing its headed this way? I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know that I would associate anything with Florida and the

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<v Speaker 1>criminal justice system is being quote unquote normal. Um. But

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<v Speaker 1>what I can say is that what happens at the

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<v Speaker 1>state level is if there is a federal case, we

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<v Speaker 1>basically say, so these charges have always been in existence

0:20:45.600 --> 0:20:49.439
<v Speaker 1>is by understanding in Florida, and so they didn't They

0:20:49.520 --> 0:20:53.080
<v Speaker 1>had already charged him as what my understanding is, but

0:20:53.320 --> 0:20:56.040
<v Speaker 1>they never brought him there because you know, we kind

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<v Speaker 1>of I don't use the term joke, but we always

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<v Speaker 1>sort of off handedly comment like once our clients go

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<v Speaker 1>in the federal system, they're sort of lost and we

0:21:07.080 --> 0:21:10.119
<v Speaker 1>don't we can never get them back. And so I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know why Florida is coming up now other than

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<v Speaker 1>he could be. I think he's nearing the halfway point

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<v Speaker 1>of his sentence, even with good time and earn time.

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<v Speaker 1>I actually have contacted some of my friends in the

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<v Speaker 1>Florida area to try to find him a criminal defense

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<v Speaker 1>attorney in his county, and I'm thankful to know so

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<v Speaker 1>many people, so I'm hoping to get him somebody that

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<v Speaker 1>can do something better than what the offer is there now,

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<v Speaker 1>because that's just ridiculous and they're actually asking for it.

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<v Speaker 1>To be served consecutive. I think my understanding is to

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<v Speaker 1>the federal system, and that's just completely assent. Is there

0:21:56.280 --> 0:21:59.080
<v Speaker 1>any opportunity, I mean, with good behavior and everything else

0:21:59.119 --> 0:22:02.600
<v Speaker 1>in a Florida isn't what's the earliest he could get out,

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<v Speaker 1>even with good time and earned time, He'd have to

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<v Speaker 1>serve of his sentence before his paro eligible. And I

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<v Speaker 1>think that's right in the federal system. In the state

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<v Speaker 1>of Colorado at seventy five percent. But because our prisons

0:22:18.720 --> 0:22:22.840
<v Speaker 1>are so overcrowded here in Colorado, the state legislature enacted

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<v Speaker 1>a new law I believe that went into effect last

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<v Speaker 1>year twenty and that law basically says that the Department

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<v Speaker 1>of Corrections can determine despite the statue providing for sev

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<v Speaker 1>the Department of Corrections is actually the ones that can

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<v Speaker 1>determine when their parole eligible through time, comp etcetera. So

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of our seventy five percent statutory sentences are

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<v Speaker 1>going down to sixty or fifty percent. Here again, is

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<v Speaker 1>still maker Shawn McEwen speaking with Beth. You met them

0:22:58.840 --> 0:23:01.600
<v Speaker 1>eight years ago. You see a difference in them now.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean when you start talking, they were two years

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<v Speaker 1>into this prison sentence. Is there a big difference in them?

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<v Speaker 1>Is it's the same. Do they seem hopeful? Do they

0:23:11.119 --> 0:23:15.440
<v Speaker 1>seem more hopeless? Yeah? I see a big difference. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>as far as the difference in how they are now

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<v Speaker 1>compared to how they were years ago, I think there

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<v Speaker 1>was you know, I felt like I was talking to

0:23:23.040 --> 0:23:27.080
<v Speaker 1>kids still. Again, this is from my perspective, whereas now

0:23:27.320 --> 0:23:30.720
<v Speaker 1>I feel like they have matured, they have aged, and

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<v Speaker 1>with that has come wisdom and perspective, and they're cleaner

0:23:35.240 --> 0:23:39.080
<v Speaker 1>figuratively and literally. So with that, I think they have

0:23:39.160 --> 0:23:42.199
<v Speaker 1>clarity of mind and there is remorse for what they

0:23:42.280 --> 0:23:44.679
<v Speaker 1>did in the decisions that they don't think they had

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<v Speaker 1>a clear understanding of what this time stretcher really meant.

0:23:48.119 --> 0:23:50.120
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I think when you talk to somebody who's young,

0:23:50.640 --> 0:23:54.240
<v Speaker 1>who's in their late late teens, early twenties, and you

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<v Speaker 1>talk about like, oh, the next ten years, the next

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<v Speaker 1>twenty years, that does sound like a lifetime to them,

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<v Speaker 1>but they don't really get it. This again, is Lee

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<v Speaker 1>Grace on her life behind bars? Well, prison is is

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<v Speaker 1>like this. It is basically a warehouse. You know, you

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<v Speaker 1>have your room, you have your door, you have your locker,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just a big storage facility where you just sit

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<v Speaker 1>in the same unit pretty much all day long, all

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<v Speaker 1>night long, and you just do your time day for day.

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<v Speaker 1>And they do have a prescription till line. You know

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<v Speaker 1>that you go and get your pill line medications. But

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<v Speaker 1>are any of these medications very good? No, they are

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<v Speaker 1>the we call them psychments. Basically, they are a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of medications that you cannot overdoes on medications you really

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<v Speaker 1>can't abuse. It's a lot of Prozac, a lot of Zoloff,

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of sarah quill or transdone or Laville, drugs

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<v Speaker 1>that make you sleep, drugs that make you gain weight.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's Ryan on how prison has changed him. Yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 1>just changed me funnally, fundamentally as a person. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>at my core, I'm still a really sweet, amenable guy, right,

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<v Speaker 1>but a lot of that and I don't know if

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<v Speaker 1>it's just from youth or whatever, but just got scrubbed

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<v Speaker 1>out of me. It's like I don't got that anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>My patience level is some ship and then I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>you just learned that, like violence is really one of

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<v Speaker 1>the few ways to really communicate your point in here,

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<v Speaker 1>and like it's just have been a really nice thing that, like,

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't had to do anything in a few years,

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<v Speaker 1>so that's been nice. But it's it's still is prison.

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<v Speaker 1>This is Dylan on some things he's learned in prison.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like a third World country if there was the

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<v Speaker 1>Third World country on Mars. It's a weird little micro

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<v Speaker 1>constantly living. There's this whole social structure. I've learned a

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<v Speaker 1>lot since I've been here. I've learned a lot about

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<v Speaker 1>the people. He amplifies that you were before you came

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<v Speaker 1>to prison. When you come to prison, I think it

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<v Speaker 1>brings out whatever character qualities you had, It brings those

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<v Speaker 1>out poll more. You know, when Beth last spoke with Dylan,

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<v Speaker 1>he was in the Shoe, which is the special housing

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<v Speaker 1>unit within the prison. There was one story that you

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<v Speaker 1>were in the shoe for some sort of altercation with

0:26:10.359 --> 0:26:12.200
<v Speaker 1>your cell mate, and then there was another one that

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<v Speaker 1>you weren't feeling well. No, no, no, neither neither to evolve.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm good, I am getting a transfer, I am in

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<v Speaker 1>the shoe, but no, I'm fine. Things good. I can

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<v Speaker 1>only imagine when Lee Race told you sometimes she's a

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<v Speaker 1>sucking Indian. I found out pretty quick quick where you

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<v Speaker 1>went I just didn't understand why, and then wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>make sure you're okay because there was like a health question. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I thought I fell getting out of rack. I have

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<v Speaker 1>just scarred by my eye right now, cossion. I went

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<v Speaker 1>to the hospital, Alpi Medical, to the street. But did

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<v Speaker 1>they spells are gone. I'm good. I don't have me

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<v Speaker 1>bringing in my ear anymore. So I'm just you know,

0:26:50.359 --> 0:26:53.960
<v Speaker 1>was just you know, lateen, laten and concussion issues and

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<v Speaker 1>they're go gone. Towards the end of their final interview,

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<v Speaker 1>Beth asked Dylan about his feelings of loyalty towards his family.

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<v Speaker 1>There's nothing wrong with putting your loved ones before other people.

0:27:07.520 --> 0:27:09.480
<v Speaker 1>You know, a lot of people are gonna, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's gonna like scratch their ear, and that's

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<v Speaker 1>the politically incorrect thing to say. But if I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>a woman should care about hurt children more than some

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<v Speaker 1>random person, and individual person should care about their family

0:27:24.880 --> 0:27:33.480
<v Speaker 1>more than just some random person. And that's that's my person.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I'm all right. Uh, is there anything to

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<v Speaker 1>do for you? Yeah, I've come open to do are

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<v Speaker 1>so I can have some fresh air. You know, it's

0:27:48.080 --> 0:27:49.920
<v Speaker 1>it's a part of prison, you know, and there's the

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<v Speaker 1>show is a real fucked up spot. You know, you

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<v Speaker 1>just it's it's a prison within a prison, and you

0:27:56.800 --> 0:28:01.080
<v Speaker 1>really have you have absolutely nothing. Ryan is just as

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<v Speaker 1>devoted to family, and it becomes even more apparent when

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<v Speaker 1>he speaks about his now ten year old son. I've

0:28:07.240 --> 0:28:10.440
<v Speaker 1>just drilled it into into him unmercifully, along with the

0:28:10.520 --> 0:28:12.600
<v Speaker 1>fact that I love and I'm proud of him everything

0:28:12.680 --> 0:28:16.119
<v Speaker 1>that he does, but that you know, you want to

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<v Speaker 1>get a good education because there is a big difference

0:28:19.040 --> 0:28:21.560
<v Speaker 1>between doing what you want to do and doing what

0:28:21.720 --> 0:28:24.639
<v Speaker 1>you have to do. And people that don't have a

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<v Speaker 1>good education have limited options. It's not that you can't

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<v Speaker 1>succeed without an education, because you can't, it's just becomes

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<v Speaker 1>It's just it keeps options open. It's always nice in

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<v Speaker 1>life when you have options. It seems like you're full

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<v Speaker 1>on parenting from where you are trying to give him

0:28:42.400 --> 0:28:44.440
<v Speaker 1>what I was missing, and I'm trying to give him

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<v Speaker 1>everything I knew when I was twenty by the time

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<v Speaker 1>he's done. That's your job as a parent to try

0:28:50.400 --> 0:28:52.680
<v Speaker 1>and protect and look out for your kids, and like

0:28:53.080 --> 0:28:57.560
<v Speaker 1>I fail miserably at it because I'm not there. The

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<v Speaker 1>most important thing about being a parent is being rather

0:29:00.200 --> 0:29:03.840
<v Speaker 1>than being there, and I'm not physically there. Here's executive

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<v Speaker 1>producer Joseph Morgan. When you see images of a child,

0:29:08.800 --> 0:29:11.800
<v Speaker 1>as that child grows, you're not a part of that timeline.

0:29:12.160 --> 0:29:14.880
<v Speaker 1>You're not gonna soothe them when they're crying at night.

0:29:15.000 --> 0:29:17.600
<v Speaker 1>You're not gonna feed them. You're not gonna be there

0:29:17.680 --> 0:29:20.200
<v Speaker 1>to put the bike together that you want to convince

0:29:20.280 --> 0:29:23.120
<v Speaker 1>them at Santa Claus bro You're not gonna be there

0:29:23.200 --> 0:29:25.200
<v Speaker 1>for all that. You're not gonna be there to see

0:29:25.240 --> 0:29:30.680
<v Speaker 1>your your mama age out. And that's tragic. That's truly

0:29:30.760 --> 0:29:38.360
<v Speaker 1>the tragedy. Let's stop here for another quick break. We'll

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<v Speaker 1>be back at a moment. The Dougherty siblings are not

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<v Speaker 1>permitted to make outgoing calls to one another. They can

0:29:52.960 --> 0:29:59.920
<v Speaker 1>only communicate through letters, emails and through this podcast. Here

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<v Speaker 1>stockerty mother, Barbara Belle. I've had ten years and have

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<v Speaker 1>never had my say. Not once in ten years has

0:30:09.800 --> 0:30:15.520
<v Speaker 1>anyone asked me what happened my opinion. So I have

0:30:15.680 --> 0:30:19.200
<v Speaker 1>had ten years to think about what I want to

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<v Speaker 1>say about my children, and I want to say three things.

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<v Speaker 1>Number One, they never tried to harm anyone. They just

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to get away. They were all sharpshooters, So if

0:30:33.560 --> 0:30:37.160
<v Speaker 1>they had really tried to kill anyone, that person would

0:30:37.200 --> 0:30:44.200
<v Speaker 1>be dead. They did not kill anyone. Number Two, League Race,

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<v Speaker 1>Dylan and Ryan are not damaged goods. They are good, caring,

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<v Speaker 1>decent people who got all worked up in the middle

0:30:55.680 --> 0:30:59.560
<v Speaker 1>of the night with the threat of Ryan going to prison.

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<v Speaker 1>They felt they couldn't spare another family member lost to

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<v Speaker 1>death or prison. So with the threat of family annihilation

0:31:11.520 --> 0:31:15.280
<v Speaker 1>moving over them, they egged each other on and once

0:31:15.360 --> 0:31:18.880
<v Speaker 1>they got started, its snowballs and they felt they couldn't

0:31:18.920 --> 0:31:24.080
<v Speaker 1>turn back. And number three, they are different people now.

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<v Speaker 1>They regret what they did and they need to be

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<v Speaker 1>out here making a valuable contribution to society instead of

0:31:33.240 --> 0:31:36.880
<v Speaker 1>costing the taxpayers a hundred dollars a day each to

0:31:37.040 --> 0:31:40.360
<v Speaker 1>keep them in federal housing. And I guess that's about

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<v Speaker 1>all I have to say. Dylan and Lee Grace have

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<v Speaker 1>open cases in the Florida courts and they may face

0:31:46.520 --> 0:31:51.280
<v Speaker 1>more time. Lee Grace is currently thirty nine ineligible for parole.

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<v Speaker 1>In Ryan wanted me tell you that he loves you, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>tell him I love him. She loved you, yes you

0:32:00.280 --> 0:32:01.680
<v Speaker 1>oh yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, And I told you to

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<v Speaker 1>tell her the same thing. Dylan is currently thirty six

0:32:05.560 --> 0:32:09.960
<v Speaker 1>and eligible for parole. In I might be talking to

0:32:10.080 --> 0:32:12.520
<v Speaker 1>like Grace later, do you already tell or anything? I

0:32:12.600 --> 0:32:13.760
<v Speaker 1>just tell her, I said, I love her and what

0:32:13.840 --> 0:32:16.000
<v Speaker 1>she already knows. But just tell her, I said, what's up?

0:32:16.040 --> 0:32:19.680
<v Speaker 1>And I hope she's doing good. And Ryan is thirty

0:32:19.720 --> 0:32:25.000
<v Speaker 1>one and eligible for parole. Let's just be real, right

0:32:25.320 --> 0:32:28.040
<v Speaker 1>between you and me. I ruined their lives and they

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<v Speaker 1>would have been much better off without me and them,

0:32:31.040 --> 0:32:33.400
<v Speaker 1>right had I not been born, or had I not

0:32:33.720 --> 0:32:37.680
<v Speaker 1>involved them, or had I not caused that situation. You know,

0:32:37.960 --> 0:32:40.520
<v Speaker 1>it's just some things just are what they are, no

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<v Speaker 1>matter how dressed, how dressed up you make it. You know,

0:32:43.280 --> 0:32:46.400
<v Speaker 1>I ruined my brother and sister's life and they don't

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<v Speaker 1>deserve to be there and not gladly take like a

0:32:50.040 --> 0:32:53.000
<v Speaker 1>death penalty for them to go home. Right now, I

0:32:53.120 --> 0:32:58.280
<v Speaker 1>love them dearly. These were kids who, in a way

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<v Speaker 1>we're part of a system, and their perception was the

0:33:03.040 --> 0:33:05.560
<v Speaker 1>system failed them, And we can look at it now

0:33:05.720 --> 0:33:10.680
<v Speaker 1>and maybe realize that there is truth in that. You

0:33:10.800 --> 0:33:14.360
<v Speaker 1>look back and you sit in judgment of the people

0:33:14.520 --> 0:33:19.480
<v Speaker 1>that were in charge, not so much law enforcement, but corrections,

0:33:19.720 --> 0:33:24.360
<v Speaker 1>I think probation those individuals. You have one sparkly moment

0:33:24.400 --> 0:33:29.360
<v Speaker 1>in tom where you can exercise something that's a beautiful thing.

0:33:29.520 --> 0:33:33.200
<v Speaker 1>It's called mercy. For me, the one thing that I

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<v Speaker 1>would want people to take away from the story is

0:33:36.160 --> 0:33:39.080
<v Speaker 1>and some of it was responsible for this with their choices,

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<v Speaker 1>and some of it was truly circumstance. More on that

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<v Speaker 1>next time. If you're over eighteen years old and want

0:33:49.040 --> 0:33:51.240
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0:33:51.360 --> 0:33:53.520
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