Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, Hi, what's your name?
Speaker 2: Oh my god? Holy shit? Is this Lyle?
Speaker 1: Yeah? Who is this?
Speaker 3: Oh my god?
Speaker 2: Oh? Okay, so oh uh so my boyfriend just used
Speaker 2: a fake name. But we were calling just because we're
Speaker 2: seeing what you were doing right now. Wait, I'm gonna
Speaker 2: put the speaker. Is that okay?
Speaker 1: Uh? Actually?
Speaker 3: No? Can you?
Speaker 1: I like, I like it's hard to be on the
Speaker 1: speakerphone because then it's hard to for me to hear.
Speaker 1: But I want to talk to both of you. Well,
Speaker 1: don't worry, I'll I'll have my time. What's your boyfriend's name?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 2: She used the fake name? Okay, okay, okay, don't work.
Speaker 1: Yeah, don't worry. I'll I'll have my time with Jarquavius.
Speaker 1: But for now I'm talking.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 2: Yes, Oh, how are you doing, dude?
Speaker 3: I'm crazy.
Speaker 2: I've never talked to you on the phone.
Speaker 1: I'm do you. I'm actually doing great. I I don't
Speaker 1: say things like this to people unless if I meet them.
Speaker 1: But you have great energy, and I'm excited to talk
Speaker 1: to you. I could tell immediately if I'm excited to
Speaker 1: talk to someone if they have good energy. I feel
Speaker 1: like I actually I feel like I got good dar
Speaker 1: for that, and I'm oh, no, I'm getting good from you.
Speaker 1: You seem like a nice person. I'm excited to talk
Speaker 1: to you. I wouldn't say that.
Speaker 2: I'll give you a fake name for me. I think
Speaker 2: I will be I'll do Zelda.
Speaker 1: What's your favorite one?
Speaker 2: Uh? Twiy princess all the way.
Speaker 1: It's a good answer. That's a good answer.
Speaker 2: Wait, I don't know I'm talking. I'm talking, okay, but
Speaker 2: he just said it. I said a twenty princess and.
Speaker 3: He said lame was the coolest in a racial couple.
Speaker 1: I don't care. I don't care. I'm Zelda.
Speaker 2: Okay, what's your favorite?
Speaker 1: Zelda? Zelda? Tell you Arquavius to shut the funk up
Speaker 1: for just one second. I will talk to him. I
Speaker 1: want to talk to you first.
Speaker 2: Okay, Okay, did he get upset?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 2: Yeah he did. Okay, I'm gonna go in the room. Okay. Wait,
Speaker 2: we're gonna talk separately. We're gonna do. I'm gonna do
Speaker 2: because he's yeah, okay, yeah, okay, okay, okay, now, okay,
Speaker 2: so we're gonna do separate. We're gonna do.
Speaker 1: I want, hold on, I want, I want, I want
Speaker 1: to talk to Arquavis. He's just I just need to
Speaker 1: talk to you first.
Speaker 2: Oh I know, No, he's a yapper. I want to
Speaker 2: talk to you for real quick. It's a real second
Speaker 2: because I know he's the star of the show and I'm.
Speaker 1: Not what hold on, wait, hold on, hold on. He's
Speaker 1: the star of the show and you're not. What the
Speaker 1: fun is that supposed to mean?
Speaker 2: It means like he can like go on for hours
Speaker 2: and hours and hours, and he's like such, that doesn't
Speaker 2: mean that, and I love him, and like he's so.
Speaker 1: Is this man holding you hostage in a basement? What
Speaker 1: is going on?
Speaker 2: No, he's he's he's in the other room. I'm in
Speaker 2: my room. Uh so I'm slimming doors from my room.
Speaker 2: I have the master bedroom. But he's in the other
Speaker 2: room and he's talking to our friend. But he's he's
Speaker 2: like just like the better part of me. But I'm
Speaker 2: asking you a question right now. I want to know
Speaker 2: what your favorite Zelda is.
Speaker 1: Hold On, there's so much going on beneath this. Okay,
Speaker 1: first of all, I what, dude, what's going He's the
Speaker 1: star of the show. By the way, Just by the way, Zelda.
Speaker 1: Just so that somebody who goes on and on and
Speaker 1: on and on and doesn't stop talking. Is not a
Speaker 1: good conversationalist.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, No, no.
Speaker 1: I'm not talking about you. I'm talking about Jark. Question
Speaker 1: because you said, because you said, because you said a
Speaker 1: bunch of things. You were like, Jarquavius is the star
Speaker 1: of the show. Jarquavis is better at this than I am,
Speaker 1: and you're just I don't why are you discounting yourself, Zelda.
Speaker 1: I told you at the beginning of this, I'm excited
Speaker 1: to talk to you. I haven't I'll have my time
Speaker 1: with Yarquavius. I'm excited to talk to you. I meant
Speaker 1: it so. I don't want you to be down on yourself.
Speaker 1: I don't want you to feel like Jarquavius. He'll have
Speaker 1: his moment, but this is yours, you know, like he's not.
Speaker 2: Well, Okay, we'll have a moment right now. Okay, Yeah
Speaker 2: that's cool. Yeah I understand it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Okay, you're doing all right?
Speaker 2: No, yeah, he's chill. I'm just like, I just got
Speaker 2: super excited. I never talked to you on the phone.
Speaker 2: We've met in real life, but I just never talked
Speaker 2: to you on the phone, and I've always tried to
Speaker 2: and so now I'm like freaking out. And you did
Speaker 2: try to call me once and I missed the call,
Speaker 2: and I feel bad because I message you a bunch
Speaker 2: of time and I was like, you're gay if you
Speaker 2: don't call me back. Okay, I was.
Speaker 1: I was wondering why I've been gay lately.
Speaker 2: You're not gay. But I'll tell you the prompt that
Speaker 2: what I think that why you called me back is
Speaker 2: because I I don't know if you remember it, but
Speaker 2: it was like so long ago, I snuck a full
Speaker 2: bottle of whiskey into a convention, like for Comic Con,
Speaker 2: and I was so drunk and I didn't answer your
Speaker 2: phone call, but I knew it was you because it
Speaker 2: was from Philadelphia when you were still living there. And
Speaker 2: I was like, oh my god, that's a fucking therapy.
Speaker 1: I go wait, hold on, uh uh okay a whole.
Speaker 1: I have a lot of things to say about what
Speaker 1: you just said. First of all, I think I have
Speaker 1: a call for you called me. But then also you
Speaker 1: said the that I tried to call you once from
Speaker 1: a There's no way I would have called you from
Speaker 1: a Philadelphia phone number. I haven't lived in phil you,
Speaker 1: I haven't lived in Philadelphia in like six years. But
Speaker 1: also this phone number, it's not a Philadelphia any if
Speaker 1: you got a missed call from a Philadelphia phone number
Speaker 1: that was not me and I don't remember this.
Speaker 3: Wait, what are you crazy?
Speaker 2: Because it could have it could have had it had
Speaker 2: been you, that was me. No, because I okay, maybe
Speaker 2: then it wasn't because I was at Comic Con and
Speaker 2: I got a miss call and I messaged you.
Speaker 1: Can I say it was different? Can I say something
Speaker 1: real quick? Yes, We've been on the phone for about
Speaker 1: seven minutes now, Zelda Zela. We went on the phone
Speaker 1: for about seven minutes now. We've we've been in the past.
Speaker 1: We've been talking about Jarquavius, We've been talked about a
Speaker 1: lot of things. I still feel like I feel like
Speaker 1: I still haven't started having this conversation with you right now.
Speaker 1: Really I want to and I want to have this
Speaker 1: Do not do anything wrong, okay, but I want to start.
Speaker 1: I want to have this conversation with you because I
Speaker 1: feel like I'm I feel like I still don't know
Speaker 1: anything about you. First of all, don't you wish that
Speaker 1: they would port Twilight Princess to the Switch already?
Speaker 2: Do you not like Twilet Princess.
Speaker 1: Do I not like it?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Why wouldn't I? I love Twilet Princess. I love all
Speaker 1: the Zelda games. How did you meet jark Wavius?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 2: We met at my friend's party in a backyard, but
Speaker 2: he just kind of like passed against and he was like,
Speaker 2: oh you. He's like, oh hey, what's up? And then
Speaker 2: you've asked me for my Instagram and then it was fun.
Speaker 2: I even my Instagram.
Speaker 1: But you know, let's ye, how long have you been
Speaker 1: Darkoevia's been living together?
Speaker 2: We don't live together, but we've literally just had our
Speaker 2: six month anniversary and we've been chilling cool, Like I'm
Speaker 2: in love with him, so we're chilling.
Speaker 1: What do you love so much about Arquavius.
Speaker 2: Oh, he's like literally everything could ever dream of. He's
Speaker 2: got the personality, he's got like all your looks, and
Speaker 2: he's we like. I think my favorite thing about him
Speaker 2: is like we literally have like so much in common
Speaker 2: and like the same amount of humor and everything, and
Speaker 2: it's just like I can like just make a reference
Speaker 2: and he already knows it's fun.
Speaker 1: That is fun. What is your life like, Zelda?
Speaker 2: My life has been kind of weird. I think I'm
Speaker 2: just like kind of learning how to be in a
Speaker 2: relationship again and all that. But I think it's fine.
Speaker 2: But I think it's honestly like he's been helping that
Speaker 2: a lot too. And I think I've been in a
Speaker 2: lot of bad living spaces and I think I'm finally
Speaker 2: comfortable with a lot of shit. And oh, he's signaling
Speaker 2: that he wants to talk to you, but uh, hold on,
Speaker 2: give me one second. Look like he said he wants
Speaker 2: to listen.
Speaker 3: I want to listen to him.
Speaker 2: He said he wants to be real.
Speaker 1: Can I talk? Can I talk to us for like
Speaker 1: one second?
Speaker 2: Okay, Yeah, he wants to talk to you. Remember you're Darquavius,
Speaker 2: I'm Elvis. Remember that.
Speaker 1: How listen Darkaves. I swear on my life unless if
Speaker 1: there are technical issues going on with the show, I
Speaker 1: will talk to you. I gotta get I gotta get
Speaker 1: I gotta I gotta get it. But but, but, but, Jarquavis,
Speaker 1: you gotta let Zelda have for a moment real quick.
Speaker 1: I gotta get in. I gotta get.
Speaker 3: To come back Zelda. Come back. Don't come back, come back.
Speaker 3: It's easy right now, Okay.
Speaker 1: I will talk to you Darquavius. I swear, Okay, there
Speaker 1: you go, baby Zelda. Oh, because you're relearning how to
Speaker 1: get into a relationship. Yes, what is how long were
Speaker 1: you single before you met Darquaviis?
Speaker 2: I think like two years honestly, okay?
Speaker 1: And were you in a long term relationship before then?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 2: I think my last relationship was like really really toxic.
Speaker 2: And close the door stop? I know, close, can you
Speaker 2: close the door? He's like getting concerned because it's sketchy,
Speaker 2: concerned about what. I don't know it now. My I
Speaker 2: just feel like my last relationship was like really like
Speaker 2: it was like fucked up because I think we actually
Speaker 2: did hate each other.
Speaker 1: Why did but with him? I so, why why do
Speaker 1: you think you hated each other?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 2: Because we like argued all the time and it was
Speaker 2: always like a I think to him it was like
Speaker 2: a competition. And I think that he hated that I
Speaker 2: had more friends than him and that I always had
Speaker 2: something to do and then like I was just like
Speaker 2: more popular than him.
Speaker 1: Interesting, So why did you guys?
Speaker 3: So?
Speaker 1: But I assume it didn't start out that way? Like
Speaker 1: how did it evolve into that? Like it must have
Speaker 1: started out well enough for you to enter the relationship.
Speaker 2: Oh well, we're talking about my ex, right, Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: uh it kind of did. I just uh well, I
Speaker 2: mean it's like a long story, but I had moved
Speaker 2: back into a city where I grew up in and
Speaker 2: I I loved it, but uh, my X before that
Speaker 2: had gotten like really popular, and like I just felt
Speaker 2: like super kind of like oh yeah, like nothing really
Speaker 2: stood out to me because my ex before the X
Speaker 2: that I'm talking about right now, it just never really
Speaker 2: like felt like, oh, You're gonna be better than anything
Speaker 2: else that ever had. And it's like I'm not saying that.
Speaker 3: Shit.
Speaker 2: Shit, hold on, let me try to word this.
Speaker 1: Okay, Before that, the X before that, you were like,
Speaker 1: oh I could do better. By the way, that's complete.
Speaker 1: If that's how you felt, that's completely valid, and that's
Speaker 1: I could do. It's a valid it's a totally valid
Speaker 1: feeling if that's how you felt.
Speaker 2: Okay, So here's how my ex currently, I fucking hate
Speaker 2: his ass, and the X before that, it was like, yeah,
Speaker 2: in the time being, it was like, oh, this is
Speaker 2: the greatest person ever. He showed me this, he showed
Speaker 2: me this, he did this for me, and this for me.
Speaker 2: But it was like back then and I don't care.
Speaker 2: And then like my recent ex who I fucking hate,
Speaker 2: who made me feel like a piece of shit and
Speaker 2: like did all these things. I'm like, ah, so now
Speaker 2: I'm back to little zero. But Jarquavius is like literally
Speaker 2: the one person who was like, oh, this person didn't
Speaker 2: even like do half the ship that any of my
Speaker 2: exers ever did. There's just a person who makes me
Speaker 2: feel like one hundred, like so loved so everything. I
Speaker 2: don't even like like my past who I thought like
Speaker 2: I was in love with, like took me traveling everything.
Speaker 2: It's like he didn't take me traveling. He's just like
Speaker 2: is in person and I love him, And so I'm like,
Speaker 2: holy shit, I'm chilling. But that's why I'm chilling.
Speaker 1: Zelda, Zelda, let me talk to Tarquavius.
Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, I don't know what he said to you
Speaker 2: in that time, but he is also really drunk, and
Speaker 2: I uh, I'm scared.
Speaker 1: Do okay that wh you just said? Such a red flag?
Speaker 1: What is up? Dude?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 1: No, no, I know, Zelda, are you okay?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 1: Who is this? Like Jark waves? He won't let us
Speaker 1: be on the phone together. He's drunk and you're scared.
Speaker 1: You know what's going on with Ark Wavius.
Speaker 2: He's like, no, Dark Vis is fine. He's just like
Speaker 2: super like. He's like excited. He is excited. He's like
Speaker 2: and I know he's gonna ramble, but you guys, okay.
Speaker 1: Let me talk to Let me talk to Jarkuavius.
Speaker 2: I'll just talk to him, okay, yeah, yeah, I'm gonna
Speaker 2: make sure he's in the room alone.
Speaker 1: You can be there, You can be you can be
Speaker 1: there when I talked to Jarquavius.
Speaker 2: That's okay, Okay, you gotta keep it, keep the cigarette side.
Speaker 3: No, you gotta dude, who is this guy Jarquavius?
Speaker 2: So I can put you in a figret? Is it okay?
Speaker 1: You could just give it?
Speaker 3: Do you?
Speaker 1: You can just give a photo?
Speaker 2: Okay?
Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, remember that I'm Dark Cravius. But my dad
Speaker 3: told me that he named us white names so we
Speaker 3: can get jobs somedays. So I use Shark Cravius as
Speaker 3: the counterpart to that. But how do you how are
Speaker 3: you doing, my.
Speaker 1: Friend, Jarquavis? What's what are you doing right now?
Speaker 3: I am I just got off from working a shift
Speaker 3: as a cook by myself because everybody called out and
Speaker 3: it sucked and I got destroyed at my job. So
Speaker 3: I'm with my the love of my life that showed
Speaker 3: me have a smile again, and play Final Fantasy and
Speaker 3: Pokemon and just be myself and not get bullied anymore.
Speaker 1: Wow, would she show you how to smile again? Tell
Speaker 1: me about that?
Speaker 3: I am. I'm considered. Uh whether they some people say
Speaker 3: I'm a lotto or a white boy, or red bone
Speaker 3: or a yellow bone. I'm too black for the white,
Speaker 3: too white for the black. So is that the term?
Speaker 3: Is that what they say? Uh? But just be yourself, dude,
Speaker 3: It's okay to be yourself, but no, not to judge you.
Speaker 3: And this is the first person in my life that
Speaker 3: has ever showed me it's okay to be me. And
Speaker 3: so I smile more. I shaved more, and I iron
Speaker 3: my clothes more, and and I do more. And I
Speaker 3: don't just sit in my room and play PlayStation all
Speaker 3: the time anymore. I'm happy. Life is great. I used
Speaker 3: to hate life. The life is beautiful.
Speaker 1: Why were you getting bullied?
Speaker 3: So keeping it short? I was the military brad. We
Speaker 3: moved everywhere every month every other year. I was a
Speaker 3: kid that always ate lunch by themselves. So I had
Speaker 3: to learn how to adapt. I don't want to eat
Speaker 3: lunch by myself, so I have to figure out I
Speaker 3: look at people for like one minute. There's got to
Speaker 3: be one thing I could look at it somebody to
Speaker 3: say that we have one thing in common, so I
Speaker 3: don't have to eat lunch by myself. So I get
Speaker 3: bullied by my black homies, like you a white boy,
Speaker 3: you were skinny pants and listen to the Circus Survive
Speaker 3: and Anthony Green and fucking you know the Smiths, and
Speaker 3: you know you like wear iron made shirts and skinny
Speaker 3: pants and skater shoes. But then my white family or
Speaker 3: my Turkish family, because I'm on to you, so Turkish
Speaker 3: you're like, but you adapt to their white culture and
Speaker 3: this and that and da da da dah, or you're
Speaker 3: not us enough. So I get bullied by my family
Speaker 3: for not being enough. For both sides my parents divorced.
Speaker 3: They say, well, what's your daddy gets you? He ain't
Speaker 3: get you that, and the other side say this is, well,
Speaker 3: what's your mama gets you? Oh they ain't. They don't
Speaker 3: care about your little white boy, you little red skin,
Speaker 3: or hit your skin so much. Let's see if you
Speaker 3: turn dark enough and you hit your skin so much
Speaker 3: for the ruler. Shit like that just just bully mentality
Speaker 3: to make you. I guess it was to make me stronger.
Speaker 3: But it made me more emotional and made me want
Speaker 3: to lash on and love people more.
Speaker 1: How you been working as the cook?
Speaker 3: How am I working at the cook? Now?
Speaker 1: How long have you been working as the cook?
Speaker 3: I've been working there for eleven years. Wow, I'm like
Speaker 3: the epitome of what Anthi de Boordain preaches. It's like,
Speaker 3: you try, you cry, you live, and you give. That's
Speaker 3: all you got. You're gonna be okay. You cry, and
Speaker 3: you may be an attic to beer or crying and
Speaker 3: needing a hug, but it's going to get better someday.
Speaker 1: Damn. How you doing, Jarquavius?
Speaker 3: I cry a lot, but until I met this vessel
Speaker 3: of a No, no, you're not deil that you're a vessel.
Speaker 3: You're a vessel of greatness. You're my Pigmealion. I love
Speaker 3: Greek mythology, so you are the greatest statue are person
Speaker 3: that I have created in my brain that exists to me.
Speaker 3: I I missed my mom. Yeah, there's a story of
Speaker 3: Greek mythology. This dude like didn't have any like girls
Speaker 3: or anything. So he made a statue the best sculptor
Speaker 3: and he made the greatest statue his like a Renaissance
Speaker 3: woman and his vision, and he prayed to the gods
Speaker 3: and Afrodot. He's like, you know what, I'm gonna make
Speaker 3: that statue as you made in the image if your
Speaker 3: eye is the greatestman ever real. And as he was
Speaker 3: finishing that that statue, she came alive and said I
Speaker 3: love you. And he said, nobody ever said you love me,
Speaker 3: and wept to her feet. And I just want to
Speaker 3: be loved, that's all. And I met somebody that finally
Speaker 3: loved me and not fake. And and I'm not going
Speaker 3: to get emotional right now, but I'm happy. I'm emotional,
Speaker 3: and I'm not proud, but I'm trying my best, and uh,
Speaker 3: I'm trying. I just that name is so defiant. It's
Speaker 3: probably was a king in like Liberia or somewhere in
Speaker 3: days before our existence. But I thank you for giving
Speaker 3: me the grace of even speaking to me. And I
Speaker 3: pray and I wish that I don't bother you, but
Speaker 3: it's an honor to speak to you right now. Why
Speaker 3: would you?
Speaker 1: Why would you bother me, Jark. Why would you bother me, Jarvis?
Speaker 3: Because you have such an impact on the world, which
Speaker 3: you know where you don't know, But it matters because
Speaker 3: time is of the essence, and your time matters. I'm
Speaker 3: a literal aunt on this planet. I'm another cog in
Speaker 3: the wheel. And are you?
Speaker 1: Are you applying? Are you? You're not implying that yours does.
Speaker 3: Not You said what you're not implying? Are you?
Speaker 1: You're you're when you say, are you not applying to
Speaker 1: your time doesn't matter?
Speaker 3: Are you? I feel like I don't matter to many. Uh.
Speaker 3: I think that I exist and I'm there for people
Speaker 3: to either step walk over me or Honestly, I just
Speaker 3: feel like I'm the guy at my job that just
Speaker 3: makes everybody happy. I'm the I'm the goober that's like, yeah, no, no, no,
Speaker 3: you're you're right. I'm not not right, but continue what
Speaker 3: you're saying. I'm just the guy that everybody says, Oh,
Speaker 3: you make us happy because you're the guy that dancesn't it.
Speaker 3: But that's all I know is how to make people happy.
Speaker 3: It's all. Ain't happy. I ain't happy.
Speaker 1: That's good.
Speaker 3: Well, but I'm scared.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Here's the thing about like nihilism is like a
Speaker 1: it's truly a scale issue because I mean, think about
Speaker 1: the most impactful people on the planet. Like when you
Speaker 1: you there's there's an amount of time forward that you
Speaker 1: can go an amount of time back, an amount of
Speaker 1: you know, like time and space that you can go
Speaker 1: backwards to where like they don't matter at fucking all.
Speaker 1: And similarly, there's an amount of time there's like you
Speaker 1: you have to if you want to stop being a nihilist,
Speaker 1: you have to adjust the scale of time and space
Speaker 1: to fit where you matter.
Speaker 3: Is a nihilist the same as being a doomer for
Speaker 3: my understanding, for a lack of my better words, because
Speaker 3: when I talk to my sister, she says, you're a
Speaker 3: peanut gallery. She said, you're just a You're a goober. Mentally,
Speaker 3: you're a Homer Simpson. You're a SpongeBob. You care, you try,
Speaker 3: but you don't matter. You're just another person that makes
Speaker 3: us happy to insist.
Speaker 1: But you don't wait matter, well, yeah, but matter in
Speaker 1: matter in what context? Like do you do you matter
Speaker 1: in the grand scheme of the universe? It dwells, I
Speaker 1: mean yeah, I mean yes, yes, you actually yes, actually,
Speaker 1: hold hold on, fuck you jerk the waverers. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: argue that you matter in the grand scale of the universe. Okay,
Speaker 1: because right, because the grand scale of the universe is
Speaker 1: inclusive of of of every of you're included in the
Speaker 1: grand scale of the universe. You're a little brick in
Speaker 1: the grand scale of the universe, but you but every
Speaker 1: brick in the grand scale of the universe matters. It's
Speaker 1: like saying, you know, it's like saying, how many bricks
Speaker 1: can we take out of this building until it collapses?
Speaker 1: Or like does the does this brick matter? And also,
Speaker 1: by the way, like the grand scale the universe is stupid,
Speaker 1: Like when you get too nihilistic, it's because you're you
Speaker 1: don't want to live in the grand scale of the universe.
Speaker 1: It's go visits. Go and visit the grand scale of
Speaker 1: the universe. You're not gonna like what you see, but
Speaker 1: it's okay to return to the scale the scale of
Speaker 1: the universe of your relationship or your work or the
Speaker 1: person you're talking to in whatever moment, and then that matter.
Speaker 3: Does this matter? Does everything matter? At the end of
Speaker 3: the day, like we we live and we give and
Speaker 3: we cry and we try, but does at the end
Speaker 3: of this all when I have to, I'm so I
Speaker 3: try to disconnect with the world. I'll keep it quick.
Speaker 3: I watched this ship with Trump and doing all this
Speaker 3: and everything that doesn't matter. That means nothing to me,
Speaker 3: but it does mean sending to me because it's like, wait,
Speaker 3: evil prevails, but good doesn't. I have to pay backage
Speaker 3: do this, and you know, like like, at what point
Speaker 3: do we win the small like the working class, the
Speaker 3: people that tried, the people that that that that like
Speaker 3: when my mom tried to kill herself and I'm like
Speaker 3: calling her every day and she can't be at the hospital,
Speaker 3: second call every fucking day. I got a call her
Speaker 3: once a week because she's down with the mental war.
Speaker 3: What is what? What is this purpose? When my eyes closed?
Speaker 3: Is it going to be like a long dream or
Speaker 3: is it gonna be like just something somebody that says, oh, wait,
Speaker 3: hey there are the play goods. Hey I'm John the
Speaker 3: Bat or whoever with the book, Oh your story is crazy.
Speaker 3: You want to get into heaven?
Speaker 1: Is this?
Speaker 3: Like? What is this purpose? What is my purpose? So
Speaker 3: I be good and and people do me dirty, and
Speaker 3: I still got to keep being good? And and and
Speaker 3: I don't get it be good and still get shipped on.
Speaker 1: I just you're lit. You're when you start talking about
Speaker 1: you know, Trump and Jeffrey Epstein and the life after
Speaker 1: death and all this, you're you're living beyond the scale
Speaker 1: in which you can't.
Speaker 3: Like, like, when you look at what can I control?
Speaker 3: What do you control in your life? You control your life? Right,
Speaker 3: so how can I control my life? You can?
Speaker 1: You're in a given a relationship.
Speaker 3: It's a hop on trains. It's the hop on trains
Speaker 3: and go to hardcore shows to be a punk rock dude.
Speaker 3: And nobody cared about me. My parents didn't care. I
Speaker 3: met kids that said, hey, let's hop on trains and
Speaker 3: go to Portland, let's go to fun from from the
Speaker 3: fest in Gainesville, Florida to Richmond, Virginia and go see
Speaker 3: these fucking shitty hans hardcore. Like I don't mean a ramble,
Speaker 3: but I'm like, I gotta keep it real. Like that
Speaker 3: made me feel like I mattered. Okay, great, that really
Speaker 3: did it?
Speaker 1: Well? Hold on? What do you mean? And then it didn't.
Speaker 3: It didn't because now I'm not I hate the fact
Speaker 3: that I have to compare myself to when I look
Speaker 3: at people on the Instagram and they're like, Oh, we're
Speaker 3: going Tahiti and we're in fucking Dubai and that's it's
Speaker 3: lame as fund But what are you talking?
Speaker 1: What do you what do you? What do you talk?
Speaker 3: I want to be great. I want to make sure
Speaker 3: that I'm that I could take care of my dad
Speaker 3: and my like, I just want to be perfect. Actually
Speaker 3: in a grand scheme of things. I want to be
Speaker 3: perfect for everybody and myself. But I'm not and it
Speaker 3: hurts and it sucks.
Speaker 1: You want to be perfect, Yeah, I.
Speaker 3: Want to be perfect. Well, I want you to for
Speaker 3: everything I'm saying.
Speaker 1: You want me to what you for everything you're saying.
Speaker 3: Accept me for everything that I'm saying my truth, and
Speaker 3: understand me and feel me and say you know what.
Speaker 3: I don't care what you got to say, but you matter, dude, Like.
Speaker 1: Dude, hold on first, you you can't be perfect. That's impossible. Like,
Speaker 1: give that up immediately. You can't be perfect. That's insane,
Speaker 1: No one you can't. By that's good news. Because, by
Speaker 1: the way, let me tell you something, this is really
Speaker 1: good news.
Speaker 3: You don't.
Speaker 1: Hold on, dude, this is dark waves. It's really good news.
Speaker 1: You don't have to be okay. You want to be
Speaker 1: perfect and then you feel like you're not perfect and
Speaker 1: that's causing you pain. I will relieve you of your
Speaker 1: pain right now. You cannot be perfect. No one can
Speaker 1: be perfect. So it's impossible to fail at being perfect.
Speaker 1: It's like failing at like flying or something like. You
Speaker 1: can't physically do it. So so relieve yourself of this
Speaker 1: pain of trying to be something that's impossible to be.
Speaker 1: It's like if you said you wanted to transform into
Speaker 1: Sonic the Hedgehog, I'd be like, and you were. You
Speaker 1: were like fucking driving yourself crazy because you couldn't do
Speaker 1: a ring dash, you know, because you couldn't do it.
Speaker 3: You're the first person to ever tell me that. I
Speaker 3: thought that was my duty is a human When I
Speaker 3: see angel, when I spit on it and the ants
Speaker 3: go around the spit, they still got to perform their
Speaker 3: life their duty. I was like, so my duty is
Speaker 3: to be a perfect human, but when I spit on
Speaker 3: the ant, their duty is to be a perfect in it.
Speaker 3: But they go around that spit glob. But my magnifying glass,
Speaker 3: I I that this whatever, this life and this existence
Speaker 3: is it petrifies me. But for the one time in
Speaker 3: my life, I found somebody that loves me so much
Speaker 3: and that makes me be able to sleep at night
Speaker 3: and just just does everything is cool, It's it's easy.
Speaker 3: It's like water, like Brusley says, you know, I'm sorry
Speaker 3: to ramble, will cut you off. But what you just
Speaker 3: told me is I'm literally weeping right now, and I'm
Speaker 3: I don't I'm not embarrassed or shamed, but it's okay,
Speaker 3: Like it's okay, I'm glad, my heart's beating. Yeah, are
Speaker 3: you okay? Or how do you feel?
Speaker 1: Life petrifies me too? But with life, yeah, life petrifies
Speaker 1: me too, But that's because I'm doing every time. Life
Speaker 1: petrifies me. It's because I'm I'm living in a scale
Speaker 1: that I shouldn't be in.
Speaker 3: What does that mean for I have a Homer Simpson brain.
Speaker 3: You have a fucking Stephen Hawking like someone some Homer. No,
Speaker 3: you're like Palmer, You're like you know, you know who
Speaker 3: I look up to dial Hennes and he was, you know,
Speaker 3: like he's like to hold a light to a man's
Speaker 3: face is to see the truth. Like what what if
Speaker 3: you had to say this? If I could ask you
Speaker 3: one question to keep it quick. What is the definition
Speaker 3: of your life and your purpose? My friend?
Speaker 1: Uh, what's the definition of my life and my purpose?
Speaker 1: I mean, it evolves. It's something I think about all
Speaker 1: the time and again it evolves. But I I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm always figuring that out. I mean, I can give
Speaker 1: an answer this question. But like when I say, like,
Speaker 1: the scale of my life is like once I start
Speaker 1: thinking about like you know, once I start thinking about like,
Speaker 1: oh no, the inherent reality of life is suffering and
Speaker 1: all this, and then the other thing, I feel stupid
Speaker 1: because I look at other because because because look, if
Speaker 1: I've as a result of the conclusions that I've come
Speaker 1: to about existence, I'm I'm really no different than anyone
Speaker 1: or anything else. And I see like a sixty year
Speaker 1: old guy like eating a sandwich, and I'm like, well,
Speaker 1: he can do it. Why can't I do it? Why
Speaker 1: can't I? Just kind of why can't I? If other
Speaker 1: I literally I look around all the time and I
Speaker 1: see people out in the world who are successfully bearing
Speaker 1: the brunts of existing and I and they're no different
Speaker 1: than I am. So I'm like, Okay, if they can
Speaker 1: do it, I can do it.
Speaker 3: You know, no dipping than I am. No dipping than
Speaker 3: I am. No.
Speaker 1: I see a sixty five year old guy with like
Speaker 1: a baseball hat and he's like laughing and talking about something,
Speaker 1: and I'm like he's and I'm like, this guy's is
Speaker 1: like way closer to dying than I am and he's
Speaker 1: not freaking out? Why am I freaking out?
Speaker 3: How do you make it sound so simple for me
Speaker 3: to cry and talk to you about this like you
Speaker 3: have me. I'm literally weeping right now, but I understand
Speaker 3: that you you make it easy for my ears to comprehend.
Speaker 3: Like what doth life?
Speaker 1: What doth life?
Speaker 3: Dude? Like like just be good and just get it
Speaker 3: done and just live and die like that, Like I
Speaker 3: care so much about people and everything, But I said,
Speaker 3: people care about me. People don't give a damn about me.
Speaker 3: That for the love of my life. That it was like, dude,
Speaker 3: you matter, bro, like you madter. I know when you cry,
Speaker 3: I know when you get goosebumps. I know when you
Speaker 3: hear a song you love. I know when you're in
Speaker 3: a cigarette. I know when you hear this like ghost
Speaker 3: Mice or like you know, Defiance Ohio, these punk like
Speaker 3: you know folk punk, bands that make you feel the
Speaker 3: type of way they're doing the Morrissey cover like like
Speaker 3: it's okay, dude, Like and I got your back, and
Speaker 3: for the one time in my life I found someone
Speaker 3: like God, I'm not back, and I'm sorry for uh,
Speaker 3: like rambling and like I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry for
Speaker 3: just being like bothering and taking your time because you
Speaker 3: matter and so many people want to talk to you,
Speaker 3: but so many.
Speaker 1: Chuck Wavis, what do you talk? What are you talking about? Man?
Speaker 3: You can't How can you make me laughing at the
Speaker 3: same time? This is amazing?
Speaker 1: Do you talk? Dude? You dude? You and Zelda, you
Speaker 1: and Zelda I. You guys have this thing where you're like, dude,
Speaker 1: you guys, both of you guys, Mather, dude, both of
Speaker 1: you guys. Do you guys matter?
Speaker 3: I wish you could hear this because we're not a speaker,
Speaker 3: but most of you guys have.
Speaker 1: Both of you guys have this thing where it's like you're like,
Speaker 1: she was like, oh, I'm Jarquavis is the star of
Speaker 1: the show, and you have this thing where you're like, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm not. It's like, you guys, it's all right to
Speaker 1: you It's all right to exist, guys, It's all right
Speaker 1: to exist.
Speaker 3: Am I okay? Can I tell you that I thank
Speaker 3: you and I love you?
Speaker 1: Like?
Speaker 3: Is that okay? It's all right dude. Sorry, Like I
Speaker 3: hope mat like I like, I want to me and
Speaker 3: my girl to be able to see grand out of
Speaker 3: the stakes come out. I want to, honestly, because I
Speaker 3: want to see the honesty. I love Greek mythology and
Speaker 3: my parents, my all, my hood cousin, and we'll be like, man,
Speaker 3: that's a white boy ship. Love Greek mythology. That ships
Speaker 3: so beautiful. That shit made me cry, h like I would.
Speaker 3: I wish I could see the Odyssey with you and
Speaker 3: hold your arm with my girl and just watch it.
Speaker 3: I'm serious. I'm so serious. And I found out guess
Speaker 3: what I found out two weeks ago. I went into
Speaker 3: a diabetic shock. I went to a diabetic shock, and
Speaker 3: my girls saved me. They'll just save my life. Take
Speaker 3: me to the fucking e er and they said, you're
Speaker 3: in diabetic shock. Your heart beat this song the Hegehog
Speaker 3: times Taine. So it's nothing.
Speaker 2: Basically, Oh, don't don't talk about them, fucking.
Speaker 3: Well. No, we talked about Sonic but then, okay.
Speaker 1: Anyway, are you a big are you a Sonic fan?
Speaker 3: Oh? You said you're a big song okay? Bay said
Speaker 3: nerd out. I like Sonic.
Speaker 1: That's not nerding out saying I.
Speaker 3: Like no, no, no, no, no, no, no no no. But
Speaker 3: you know what I love more than Sonic Sonic is
Speaker 3: I used to get bullied for talking about Sonic? Are
Speaker 3: you kidding about? Okay? So, so when I was a kid,
Speaker 3: When I was a kid, when I was a kid,
Speaker 3: you ever got to ask Whooper for not beating a
Speaker 3: video game my stake of Gennison.
Speaker 1: That's crazy.
Speaker 3: That's not a comparison. I shouldn't ask that. That's such
Speaker 3: a shitty thing that they have you ever, No, I
Speaker 3: got my ass kicked for not beating okay is this?
Speaker 3: I got my ass kicked for not being signed with
Speaker 3: my brother. So song two came up my desk and
Speaker 3: I got this from the pawn shop. We're getting station
Speaker 3: to another place. We're leaving off at Air Force Face.
Speaker 3: We're going to another Air Force base. And if you
Speaker 3: if you can't be good on the football field and
Speaker 3: the soccer field, or do this or even play video
Speaker 3: games good, you're you're you're not good enough. I'll figure
Speaker 3: it out. So we got good at Sonic quick until
Speaker 3: we got to a Sonic two. We got to the
Speaker 3: end and we couldn't beat it, and we could never
Speaker 3: beat it. When you get the fucking yell like we
Speaker 3: could never do it, and he's just like never. I
Speaker 3: felt like he just was like, yeah, y'all, niggas ain't
Speaker 3: ship like until you beat fucking Man. Well no it's
Speaker 3: not Eggman, but any rich, we shouldn't go there. I'm
Speaker 3: so sorry, but did you say something about Final Fantasy.
Speaker 1: Who's your favorite Sonic the Hedgehog character?
Speaker 3: Oh my god, I got it. Oh my god, Dave,
Speaker 3: I'm not a nerd am I I'm I gotta made
Speaker 3: fun of me, fucking made fun of you seriously, Like, okay,
Speaker 3: I love you, Okay, okay, hear me out, hear me out.
Speaker 3: I'm hearing egg Man first. Egg Man first. But Knuckles
Speaker 3: is my favorite character of all time because the character
Speaker 3: like not just your hair like me, but Knuckles did
Speaker 3: when I when we bought Phnic three, you see that
Speaker 3: cover the cover of the game, and you see that
Speaker 3: the three fingers with the faith. Who the fuck is
Speaker 3: we had Sonic one and two on Sega. We didn't.
Speaker 3: We weren't in kids. Oh no, we're talking about Sonic.
Speaker 3: You know Sonic I got I'd be hiding this ship
Speaker 3: from people. This is crazy that you just asked this.
Speaker 3: I hide the fact that I love Sonic and Final
Speaker 3: Fantasy and Pokemon for people.
Speaker 1: What's why? Why? What's wrong with.
Speaker 3: You get bullied? I'm a grown ass man.
Speaker 1: But I don't. How can I hold you?
Speaker 3: Uh, twenty seven or no? Not twenty seven thirty seven?
Speaker 3: I'm so sorry? Oh no, no, I'm so sorry, dude.
Speaker 3: I love Sorry, I'm good.
Speaker 1: Sorry, dude, I love I love fucking Super Mario and Nintendo.
Speaker 1: I'm I'm a fucking adult. I don't like.
Speaker 3: Why is it your peers that?
Speaker 1: No, it's why would I care?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Have you ever been bullied? Like you're so cool?
Speaker 3: Like I feel like that. I don't say that it's dismissive.
Speaker 3: It's just that you're so cool. That's extremely dismissive.
Speaker 1: But you said but you like I don't somewhere a lot,
Speaker 1: Equavius Someway, I can tell like you keep dude. I
Speaker 1: know this is like, uh, this is easier said than done.
Speaker 1: But this is like a mental conditioning thing where like
Speaker 1: I can tell that every time you say you you
Speaker 1: edit as you speak, like because you speak but you
Speaker 1: and I know it's like I know it takes a
Speaker 1: long time to unlearn it, but like I.
Speaker 3: I got because I don't know how to be.
Speaker 1: It's but like, dude, it probably it's okay. It just
Speaker 1: exists as you are. It's okay, it's okay, It's really okay.
Speaker 3: I just want to be low.
Speaker 1: Just exists.
Speaker 3: Are you loved? Can I ask you that? Are you loved?
Speaker 1: I think?
Speaker 3: So? Why do you say you think so? You're amazing
Speaker 3: to me and to my love and to many people
Speaker 3: around the world. Well to say you think? Why do
Speaker 3: you think?
Speaker 1: I think? Well, I don't. I mainly go to line
Speaker 1: when I think about it, like if I'm loved, I
Speaker 1: mean I think about like I think about like my
Speaker 1: parents and my friends and stuff.
Speaker 3: You know, your parents, if I may ask, my parents
Speaker 3: love me?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 3: What's your favorite holiday with your parents where you can
Speaker 3: hang out your parents for a holiday? Uh?
Speaker 1: Christmas?
Speaker 3: Me too. I wish I could watch the Griswall. What
Speaker 3: is it? Uh National Lampoon with my family and your
Speaker 3: family together.
Speaker 1: I'm so serious.
Speaker 3: I'm so when I say, I'm so serious, like, is
Speaker 3: there anything I can cross paths with you someday?
Speaker 1: Dude, I'm gonna have a dream later. I mean that
Speaker 1: would be so weird, like I'm gonna have a dream
Speaker 1: that like both of my that my entire family and
Speaker 1: your entire family are like watching a movie together. What
Speaker 1: movie did you say?
Speaker 3: The National Lampoons with Marty griswoll uh, Christmas Vacation? Or
Speaker 3: you think that sounds like, oh my god, what is
Speaker 3: your favorite movie?
Speaker 1: I need to know that sounds like something in this sounds.
Speaker 3: Like us either events fail or something.
Speaker 1: This sounds like an event that will take place in
Speaker 1: the back rooms for sure, you me, my my mom,
Speaker 1: and my dad who I don't know when the last
Speaker 1: time they were in a room together.
Speaker 3: But is there any way I could like message you
Speaker 3: to like like I'm extremely serious. You made I.
Speaker 1: Talked to you, I web, I web dark Wavy Joe,
Speaker 1: have to be very honest. I don't think there is.
Speaker 1: I don't believe it's one of the confines of reality
Speaker 1: that our entire family we'll get together and watch that.
Speaker 1: Never say never, but it might occur in a dream, Quavis,
Speaker 1: are you stilly?
Speaker 3: Dream is dream? A dream is a spects soum. But
Speaker 3: guess what, uh when I see when I told you
Speaker 3: I want to see the Oddity with you, it took
Speaker 3: ads is what fifteen and twenty years to get back home,
Speaker 3: and he still did it. Even he still did it.
Speaker 3: Matt Damon's playing Odysseus. Can we go see that? Can
Speaker 3: I help you do? A like? You have to go
Speaker 3: see the auditye of me? At least there's gotta be
Speaker 3: some way that the the universe together so we can see.
Speaker 1: Wait, okay, Jock Uavis, I I have so many First
Speaker 1: of all, I have a lot of things to sit you.
Speaker 1: I cannot promise you that I will go see the
Speaker 1: Audio Odyssey with you, but I will say this, they
Speaker 1: are Joe Ravis, you just mentioned the universe bring us together.
Speaker 1: The universe has brought us together. I can't guarantee the future.
Speaker 1: I can't guarantee the about work together right there with
Speaker 1: this very moment, Sharkwavis, you're already.
Speaker 3: Thinking about new moments.
Speaker 1: The universe is put us together in this current moment,
Speaker 1: Dark Wavy, I'm yelling I should I'm.
Speaker 3: In a You're absolutely right, and I'm.
Speaker 1: Like together in this very moment, Okay, so listen.
Speaker 3: I believe you're talking to me right now.
Speaker 1: I cannot promise you that. I can't promise if we'll
Speaker 1: see a movie later, but we can be in this
Speaker 1: exact moment together. I will promise you.
Speaker 3: You're you're like I love Greek mythology. You're like Hermie.
Speaker 3: You have the Hermies and Greek mythology. I'm gonna have
Speaker 3: to wear it all of your voice. You're so Hermez.
Speaker 3: You make anything easy. You're like, hey, yeah, You're You're swift,
Speaker 3: you have the gift, the gab, you have the honor.
Speaker 1: Of boy with the beard Hermes myth.
Speaker 3: No, we're gonna do a young Hermis. We're gonna do
Speaker 3: young Hermes with the toleria, which is the shoes at
Speaker 3: the wing. We're gonna wait.
Speaker 1: Hermes is an Olympic Olympian deity.
Speaker 3: Are you.
Speaker 1: Think he is the protector of human heralds, travelers, thieves, merchant.
Speaker 3: Travelers, thieves and gamblers and all that lives, all that voice, Charker,
Speaker 3: people that have the boys. Your voice changes the world.
Speaker 3: Do you realize you're a.
Speaker 1: Nice You're a nice You're you're you're a you're a
Speaker 1: sweet guy. Yes, you're a sweet guy.
Speaker 3: Are you My eyes are watering? Oh my god, I
Speaker 3: thank you, I thank you, thank you. I feel like
Speaker 3: I'm on Molly? What if? No? Wait wait wait wait wait?
Speaker 1: Are you on Molly right now?
Speaker 3: You sound like you're on Molly? What can I say?
Speaker 3: What I'm on right now? Can I tell you what
Speaker 3: I'm on right now?
Speaker 1: What do you want? Are you on Molly right now?
Speaker 3: You got to guess it ain't Molly. It ain't Molly,
Speaker 3: but it's white. It because of Columbia.
Speaker 1: You're cocaine right now?
Speaker 3: Uh uh, I keep it really, it is Jesuits, this
Speaker 3: bird rebirth, it's Jesus.
Speaker 1: Really, I don't I'm getting I haven't done a lot
Speaker 1: of a little.
Speaker 3: Cocaine, but I'm gonna cook. You don't understand this. I'm
Speaker 3: like the bear be working at kitchen, work, work, work
Speaker 3: with work and and I'm not saying say excuse, but
Speaker 3: it happened to be one of those nice but uh,
Speaker 3: emotions are there, and I gotta be honest, and I
Speaker 3: love and and I honor you, and I'm like, you know,
Speaker 3: I keep it keep it a being, keep it real,
Speaker 3: and I am you remind me of like a protagonist
Speaker 3: from Final Fantasy, like the main character. I am my damn,
Speaker 3: I'm from the Kingdom. Your your main character is you
Speaker 3: know in Final Fantasy there's a fog.
Speaker 1: That ky You're the there's no main character. You're the
Speaker 1: main character. There's the main character.
Speaker 3: I'll never be the main character.
Speaker 1: Make your such thing is the main character.
Speaker 3: You're the main character. You made me feel like the
Speaker 3: main character.
Speaker 1: I'm the main character in my own I Actually I
Speaker 1: don't know if I was gonna say I'm the main
Speaker 1: character in my own life, which actually I do think
Speaker 1: at this stage in my life that is true.
Speaker 3: Actually, what is the purpose of yours? I want to
Speaker 3: know everything about you? I want to know what you
Speaker 3: want to have right now? Do you want to Corvette
Speaker 3: with a pigot fin like?
Speaker 1: You want to know what I want? You want to
Speaker 1: know what I want to I want to know what
Speaker 1: You want to know what I want. You want to
Speaker 1: know what I want to have right now?
Speaker 3: I want to know this right now, so passionately, while
Speaker 3: I'm crying and tears are rolling down my face like
Speaker 3: fo is gonna.
Speaker 1: I will tell you what I want to have right now.
Speaker 1: I want to have a life that feels really liked.
Speaker 3: Mm hmmm.
Speaker 1: I want to have a life that feels light yet
Speaker 1: also I want to have a life that feels light
Speaker 1: but also quite full and productive. I would like to
Speaker 1: have a life that feels light yet full and productive.
Speaker 1: I don't know if that's I'm I'm I've talked about
Speaker 1: this on the other packet. I'm so close.
Speaker 3: To that.
Speaker 1: I always feel I'm so close, but I also feel
Speaker 1: like I'm so far.
Speaker 3: But I'm also wait, you don't understand, my idiot. You
Speaker 3: said light, But what is when you say light? Do
Speaker 3: you just want to be away from she or not?
Speaker 3: I mean, like like you go to be let alone
Speaker 3: and no, I.
Speaker 1: Said, well, I don't. I don't, I don't. I don't
Speaker 1: feel particularly a loan these days. But by light, I
Speaker 1: mean like, I don't know, life like there's a lot
Speaker 1: of aspects of life that feel like heavy, and it
Speaker 1: like feel like a great way. You ever feel like,
Speaker 1: I mean you you ever feel like a great weight
Speaker 1: of something? You just feel like life has a lot
Speaker 1: of weight.
Speaker 3: You're like every day every day? Yeah every day?
Speaker 1: Yeah, of course, yeah, every day.
Speaker 3: And so but do you fear something? When you say that,
Speaker 3: it makes me get It gives me the impression for
Speaker 3: my little p Homer Simpton brain. That's a little peanut,
Speaker 3: and I hear that for like of my better words.
Speaker 3: It's like, you're so great to me in mine, in mine,
Speaker 3: but I M you have fears, you have sadness.
Speaker 1: Yeah, of course.
Speaker 3: Why why? Yeah, think about this. The reason I answered
Speaker 3: that not to be disrespectful. I don't care why is
Speaker 3: because it's so disrecessful to say. I believe in my
Speaker 3: brain that you've you've made it, or you're you made
Speaker 3: it to a point where you can cultivate greatness and
Speaker 3: cultivated and cultivated and grow and grow. You've found a
Speaker 3: formula on the platform where it's appropriate and and and
Speaker 3: and rightful and honest. You know what I mean. It's
Speaker 3: it's it's yours, you know, like Brad Pitt said on Troy,
Speaker 3: it's yours. Take it seriously.
Speaker 1: I know, I seriously. I have a response to that.
Speaker 1: I see you're saying. And by the way that ship
Speaker 1: has been like what you're what you're talking about has
Speaker 1: been enormously helpful. I was never it's been enormously helpful,
Speaker 1: but it's hasn't infinitely solved all of my problems or
Speaker 1: like gotten me away from the things that feel heavy
Speaker 1: about my life?
Speaker 3: What am I allowed to ask what's heavy about your life? Like?
Speaker 3: I don't. I don't have the honor and you know what,
Speaker 3: I don't. It's disrespectful for me to even ask that,
Speaker 3: Manahad and take my head off to you. What makes you?
Speaker 3: That's not right? What is your biggest And I'd say this,
Speaker 3: I think that'll make me understand you what you're saying
Speaker 3: your biggest biggest My biggest fear is being in the
Speaker 3: middle of the ocean, in the middle of the night,
Speaker 3: or in space floating. Those are my biggest fears.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go ahead and can I take yours? That
Speaker 1: sounds horrifying and that's the most horrified thing I can
Speaker 1: think of.
Speaker 3: Yeah, imagine being in the middle of the ocean. You're
Speaker 3: in the Atlantic Ocean, the middle of the night, just floating.
Speaker 3: Is a mermaid going to come touched by feet? I
Speaker 3: don't even know if mermaids exist, But who's the say
Speaker 3: they don't? Is it like it's the unknown? My dad
Speaker 3: and them say this. So imagine having a parent that
Speaker 3: prays to the east, which is Mecca, and another parent
Speaker 3: that is a southern Baptist, cameourine playing soul, shooting, snake
Speaker 3: holding kojik Christian, you know what I mean. So to
Speaker 3: see them debate what existence of the end is makes
Speaker 3: you wonder. So it's like, wait, y'all love each other,
Speaker 3: but y'all hate each oldren debate about this, And I'm
Speaker 3: a kid, I'm like, damn, so wait, what is real?
Speaker 3: What your God is not your God? And your existence
Speaker 3: not your existence? So what do I do? And I
Speaker 3: get fucked with and bully and in the midst of
Speaker 3: all that, I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
Speaker 1: Yes, Joe, I really enjoyed talking to you.
Speaker 4: I hope that this this is an amazingly amazing conversation
Speaker 4: to have your your and in your your space and everything.
Speaker 3: But I hope to see the Odyssey with you or
Speaker 3: some movie with you. Seriously, when we cross pads, we
Speaker 3: crossed paths, We're gonna hop on a train, We're gonna
Speaker 3: go to Portland from somewhere to somewhere from Phoenix is somewhere,
Speaker 3: and we're gonna be trade punts together. I love you.
Speaker 1: I'm rooting for I'm rooting for.
Speaker 2: Joe. Covis is chilling. I'm going to say bye to
Speaker 2: you too, because I.
Speaker 3: Really love you.
Speaker 2: And I'm very glad you got to talk to him.
Speaker 2: Like I said, he he's crying right now, but I'm
Speaker 2: very glad you got to talk to him, and I
Speaker 2: think he needed that actually, and I'm very grateful that
Speaker 2: you've got all that out out of him.
Speaker 1: Wow, that's not very I appreciate Yeah, I appreciate you, guy.
Speaker 1: This is sweet. This is nice. This is nice.
Speaker 2: Were any of the names in cities that we've mentioned. Yeah,
Speaker 2: but I've met you and I've you know, I talked
Speaker 2: to you and we're gonna see you on tour.
Speaker 1: Oh cool, Oh my god. If I all right, I'm excited.
Speaker 1: I will remember. I don't remember names, but I will
Speaker 1: remember Jarquavias.
Speaker 2: Well okay, yeah, I will remember it.
Speaker 1: This is actually, this is the this is the rare
Speaker 1: phone call where if someone came like okay, So sometimes
Speaker 1: like someone will call me and be like, I'm Nick,
Speaker 1: do you remember me? And I'm like no, But they'll
Speaker 1: be like, I remember me. We talked about this or whatever,
Speaker 1: and I'll remember. But this is the kind of thing
Speaker 1: where if you this is the kind of thing where
Speaker 1: if if Arquavius comes up to me and says, I
Speaker 1: was on a lot of drugs and crying and we talked.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be like, I actually don't remember that conversation.
Speaker 1: We had a lot of those. But if he says
Speaker 1: to me, I'm Jarquavius, I'll be like, I totally remember.
Speaker 1: So it's the reverse of that situation.
Speaker 2: Oh no, I definitely know that.
Speaker 1: I feel like talking to.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, dude, take care of take care take care of
Speaker 1: this young man. All right, take care of this young man,
Speaker 1: and let let this young man take take care of yourself.
Speaker 1: Take care of yourself, take care of yourself. Forgot.
Speaker 2: I just want to let you know that I love
Speaker 2: you and I listened to you every and I have
Speaker 2: your plushy.
Speaker 1: Oh thanks man, Thank you, guys, Thank you guys.
Speaker 2: You guys have will be seeing you. Yeah, thank you
Speaker 2: for the talk, and you will be at the show.
Speaker 1: Cooled to meet you, guys.
Speaker 3: Cool.
Speaker 2: Yeah, obviously you know what city. But if you could
Speaker 2: blur out our names and I'm pretty sure he said
Speaker 2: his real name and one of the things.
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, well we'll keep Zelda in Jarquavius.
Speaker 3: Yes, thank you, Okay, all right.
Speaker 2: All right, love you dog, I appreciate you. We listen
Speaker 2: all the time. I listened all the time anyway, But
Speaker 2: thank you guys. Thanks, good night, love you, good night,
Speaker 2: good forever bye.
Speaker 1: That really felt like I was on Molly for the
Speaker 1: past hour. Okay, that was give it up for Jarquavius.
Speaker 1: Give it up for Jarquavius, give it up for for Zelda.
Speaker 1: Jarquavis really kind of came in mythologized biggest. For the
Speaker 1: first twenty minutes, we only heard murmurs of Jarquavius. We
Speaker 1: didn't we heard descriptions of Arquavius. We didn't really get
Speaker 1: to meet Jarquavius. And then we met Arquavius, talk to
Speaker 1: him for about forty minutes, and we learned so much
Speaker 1: from Jarquavius. We connected with Jarquavius, We saw some of
Speaker 1: ourselves in Jarquavius, and it was it was a wild ride.
Speaker 1: It was a wild ride. Thank you again, Jarquavius, Thank
Speaker 1: you again.
Speaker 3: Zelda.
Speaker 1: Hey, folks, welcome back to the podcast. It's me. It's
Speaker 1: Lyle the Gecko guy.
Speaker 3: Uh.
Speaker 1: That was a very that was an interesting call. That
Speaker 1: was an intense call. That was an enjoyable call. I'm
Speaker 1: curious what you guys thought of that call. Let me
Speaker 1: know in the comments or read the comments. Shouldn't read
Speaker 1: the comments. It's not good to read the comments.
Speaker 3: If you have.
Speaker 1: Anything that you do on the internet, or rather, if
Speaker 1: you just live your life, you shouldn't read the comments.
Speaker 1: You should just live your life. But I do it
Speaker 1: anyway because I have ADHD and I need hits of
Speaker 1: dopamine at all times. And when I see that there's
Speaker 1: a comment on something, I get a little thing and
Speaker 1: I read the comment, and then that takes me into
Speaker 1: another thought loop spiral thing. It's a whole thing. Whatever
Speaker 1: read make a comment. I like comments. I'll read comments.
Speaker 1: I don't caay, even if it's a bad even if
Speaker 1: you hate me, and that's the comment, I still want
Speaker 1: to read it. I'm still curious. But I shouldn't be.
Speaker 1: I should just live my life. Okay. Anyway, I'm here
Speaker 1: because I'm gonna do gek mail. I'm gonna end the
Speaker 1: episode by reading just a couple of viewer mail things.
Speaker 1: And if you want to send a viewer mail to
Speaker 1: possibly be read at some point, you can send one
Speaker 1: to therapy Gecko mail at gmail dot com. If you
Speaker 1: sent one, already. Like if you sent one like four
Speaker 1: months ago and I still haven't read it, send it again.
Speaker 1: Let's see what happens. But anyway, let's read a couple
Speaker 1: of GAK mails to send us home. Huh. This is
Speaker 1: from Chris, subject line starting a bay Blade community in
Speaker 1: my city. Gek. One of the greatest lessons I've learned
Speaker 1: from your podcast is if you want something, you have
Speaker 1: to go out and get it nice. It's this lesson
Speaker 1: that pushed me to contact a local game store to
Speaker 1: see if I can organize a bay Blade tournament. I
Speaker 1: just want to thank you for pushing me to come
Speaker 1: out of my comfort zone and to let everyone who
Speaker 1: liked Bayblade as a kid know that it's back and
Speaker 1: better than ever.
Speaker 3: GEK.
Speaker 1: Bless Chris. He sent me a photo of himself with
Speaker 1: a tattoo. Oh, I wish Chris this email. Are you
Speaker 1: giving me blue balls with this email? I want more
Speaker 1: information about this this bay Blade tournament. Do you do
Speaker 1: the Bayblade tournament or do you just chaut about it?
Speaker 1: Send me another email, Chris, I want give me pictures
Speaker 1: of the bab Bade tournament. Tell me who won, give
Speaker 1: me give me some more information on this Chris, I
Speaker 1: want I want to hear more about this Baybally tournament.
Speaker 1: That sounds awesome. I used to love bayb Blades when
Speaker 1: I was a kid, and I apparently they are back.
Speaker 1: That's the thing is, like the people are getting so
Speaker 1: existential about the fate of the world that we're all
Speaker 1: regressing back to our childlike states and getting really into
Speaker 1: things like Bayblade, which I think is kind of sick.
Speaker 3: Uh.
Speaker 1: All right, This is from Alicia, subject line scared to
Speaker 1: live in a school bus. Hi Lyle, me and my
Speaker 1: husband are about to step way out of our comfort
Speaker 1: zone and enter a new life of adventure that we've
Speaker 1: always dreamed of. We're doing this by renovating a full
Speaker 1: sized school bus to live in and leaving behind the
Speaker 1: island that we both grew up on to travel the country.
Speaker 1: It's exciting and awesome, but it's starting to scare us.
Speaker 1: We haven't finished the bus yet and it will still
Speaker 1: take another year or so to do, but it's gonna
Speaker 1: cost us at least eighty thousand Canadian dollars, probably more
Speaker 1: like one hundred thousand. We also just had our first child,
Speaker 1: and it's beginning to set in that we will be
Speaker 1: removing him from the community that we've built and moving
Speaker 1: away from both of our families to live a life
Speaker 1: of uncertainty and be broke. Lol. But we're doing it.
Speaker 1: I wanted to email this to you because I thought
Speaker 1: you would appreciate that we are taking the leap and
Speaker 1: getting out there in the universe. We also need all
Speaker 1: the encouragement that we can get, because somedays we get
Speaker 1: so incredibly nervous and worried about the insecurity and potential
Speaker 1: danger that is out there in the great unknown, especially
Speaker 1: the closer we get to making it happen. Thanks for
Speaker 1: reading this. If you do, maybe I'll update you someday
Speaker 1: on how it goes. U uh Okay, I have thoughts
Speaker 1: about this. My automatic thought is, by the way, I
Speaker 1: don't know. I appreciate that people are sending me emails
Speaker 1: saying that they're getting encouraged by the show. I'm glad
Speaker 1: that the show has encouraged people to do things. But
Speaker 1: I do think that it's good to go. I like
Speaker 1: being cautiously optimistic, right, So listen, you just had a kid,
Speaker 1: so like that is a huge financial commitment. It's also
Speaker 1: kind of a thing where like, I mean, look, I'm
Speaker 1: not one to tell anyone how to raise their kid.
Speaker 1: I feel like me personally, I'd like if I had
Speaker 1: a kid at least like I mean, at least at
Speaker 1: a certain point in their lives. I think a kid
Speaker 1: kind of needs like a stable environment and a stable
Speaker 1: community to be a part of. Like you know, I
Speaker 1: would have fucking hated like like I don't know, Like
Speaker 1: it's one thing, like to move I don't know how
Speaker 1: old your kid is. It's one thing to like move
Speaker 1: around kindergartens or whatever. If as long as your kid
Speaker 1: is like there on the first day of first grade
Speaker 1: until fifth grade, and then you know, maybe they'll make friends.
Speaker 1: Everyone's gonna go to the same middle school. Like you know,
Speaker 1: you want to create a stable environment for your kid.
Speaker 1: But if this is something where it's like, we have
Speaker 1: a kid, and we know that doing this school bus
Speaker 1: thing is not going to financially bankrupt us from taking
Speaker 1: care of our child, and we also know that like
Speaker 1: we'll hang out and like dick around for like a year,
Speaker 1: we'll still be able to take care of our kid this,
Speaker 1: that and the other thing. Then okay, but let me
Speaker 1: but I don't I don't know, I mean, live your life.
Speaker 1: I think if you didn't, if you didn't have a kid,
Speaker 1: this would be a lot easier, I would say, But like, okay,
Speaker 1: you're spending eighty thousand Canadian dollars? What is that? What
Speaker 1: is that in real money? USDTA can't cad. Let's see,
Speaker 1: that's about fifty seven thousand dollars. So basically that's the
Speaker 1: amount of money it would cost for you to like
Speaker 1: put a payment down on like an actual house. No,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna totally honest, I don't I don't think I
Speaker 1: fully I don't think I fully sign off on this.
Speaker 1: I don't think I fully sign off on this, because
Speaker 1: if you're gonna have a kid, like it's one thing
Speaker 1: to like be fucking like broke and like dick around.
Speaker 1: It's just you. But like, if you have a kid,
Speaker 1: you want to kinda have savings and make sure that
Speaker 1: the kids in a stable environment and stuff. So I
Speaker 1: don't know if this is a good idea. I'm not
Speaker 1: saying that. Also, like what I have to be honest,
Speaker 1: at least a lot of this stuff doesn't make sense
Speaker 1: to me, right, Like okay, you wanna okay, A lot
Speaker 1: of this stuff doesn't make sense to me. For a
Speaker 1: lot of reasons. I mean whatever, you already started building
Speaker 1: the bus, so none of this matters. But these are
Speaker 1: just my thoughts. If you have never left your hometown,
Speaker 1: you can do it for less than sixty thousand dollars, right,
Speaker 1: like go on a vacation, rent a bus, move to
Speaker 1: a different city. But like, I don't know, I don't
Speaker 1: know about spending all sixty grand on the bus. I
Speaker 1: mean maybe this, right, Let's say your kid is like
Speaker 1: fuck it, all right, all right, how about this. Here's
Speaker 1: what I'm thinking. How about this. Your kid is like,
Speaker 1: if he's less than one years old, when does he
Speaker 1: start like kindergarten? How holds it? Holds a kid? And
Speaker 1: when he starts?
Speaker 3: Hold?
Speaker 1: When do kids start kindergarten?
Speaker 3: Okay?
Speaker 1: Five?
Speaker 3: All right?
Speaker 1: Take the kid to fuck around the country for five years,
Speaker 1: but then when it's time for kindergarten, like he's got
Speaker 1: to be in a real place, you know, and also
Speaker 1: make sure that you can feed the kid, like I
Speaker 1: don't I I'm all for I'm for full sending it
Speaker 1: on certain things, but that's a lot of money to
Speaker 1: throw into this bus. I just hope you thought about
Speaker 1: I just hope you thought about the decision before you
Speaker 1: did it. You know, I want to clarify, I'm four
Speaker 1: taking leaps and getting out there, but I don't think
Speaker 1: I'm not. I'm not automatic. I'm automatically for taking a
Speaker 1: leap and getting out there that doesn't cost sixty thousand dollars.
Speaker 1: We are very nervous about the insecurity and potential danger
Speaker 1: that is out there in the great unknown. Yeah. I
Speaker 1: don't know. I don't know if this is the best
Speaker 1: financial decision or best family decision, but it could be.
Speaker 1: I mean, I mean whatever, you have the bus, so
Speaker 1: you already did it, so you're doing it. I hope
Speaker 1: it works out. I mean, you can always sell the
Speaker 1: bus if it doesn't work out. Yeah, whatever, you can
Speaker 1: sell the bus if it doesn't work out. Sorry, this
Speaker 1: is probably not the response to this email that you wanted,
Speaker 1: but this is these are my gut feelings about this decision. Whatever,
Speaker 1: It'll probably work out. You guys, listen. If anything, a
Speaker 1: great Instagram page is going to come out of this,
Speaker 1: and that's what really matters. At the end of the day,
Speaker 1: We're gonna get a great Instagram page of you and
Speaker 1: your husband and your kid, and like a bunch of
Speaker 1: you can you can put sponsored links to like fairy
Speaker 1: lights and stuff. That's all that matters. Good luck, Alicia.
Speaker 1: Let me know how it goes. Message me again in
Speaker 1: five years and let me know if it worked out.
Speaker 1: I am curious. Okay, this is from I feel so bad.
Speaker 1: I know. I know that woman's gonna read this or
Speaker 1: listen to this, and this won't. It's not the response
Speaker 1: she wanted, but those were my gut feelings. Okay, this
Speaker 1: is from Sam. We'll read one more thoughts After my
Speaker 1: first big solo trip. Hey, Gek, you can call me Sam.
Speaker 1: I'm a twenty two year old college student who just
Speaker 1: solo backpacked around southern Spain. Before the trip, I was
Speaker 1: nervous to go. It felt like a big experiment. This
Speaker 1: was not my first time abroad, but the whole idea
Speaker 1: of being alone for two weeks gave my fears of
Speaker 1: feeling lonely, and Isola gave me fears of feeling lonely
Speaker 1: and isolated. But I was wrong. I quickly learned that
Speaker 1: solo traveling in hostiles is the easiest way to be
Speaker 1: introduced to new waves of interesting people. It's so easy
Speaker 1: to start up a conversation and learn about a fellow traveler.
Speaker 1: I'm writing this email to convince anyone in the audience
Speaker 1: to try solo traveling in hostels. I like to think
Speaker 1: listeners of Therapy Gecko are inherently interested in other people,
Speaker 1: and I personally loved wandering around beautiful Spanish cities during
Speaker 1: the day and hearing people's life experiences at night. That's
Speaker 1: all I'll see everyone around the universe. Thank you, Sam. Okay, See,
Speaker 1: this is an example of a full send that I
Speaker 1: completely I'm on board with. Listen, you can stay in
Speaker 1: a hostel for like you know, less than twenty bucks
Speaker 1: in a lot of places in the world. I'm all
Speaker 1: for a twenty dollars full send. I'm less for a
Speaker 1: sixty thousand dollars full cent. But I like where Sam
Speaker 1: is coming from on this. I think, yeah, well that's
Speaker 1: that's how that's kind of how I first got in.
Speaker 1: I mean, my my whole thing of the Gecko is, like,
Speaker 1: you know, running around and connecting with people, and a
Speaker 1: lot of that really first started for me when I
Speaker 1: was about a little younger than Sam, doing solo backpacking
Speaker 1: shit and staying in hostels and talking to people. So
Speaker 1: I think that's a great way to way to connect
Speaker 1: with other folks. You know, I'm totally on full sending
Speaker 1: getting over fears of being lonely. And also you shouldn't
Speaker 1: even be afraid of it, like like when you do
Speaker 1: solo traveling, like being lonely is part of it. I
Speaker 1: try not to do. Like when I was younger, I
Speaker 1: really liked solo traveling. I'm kind of I'm a little
Speaker 1: over it now, but I'm happy I had those experiences
Speaker 1: because they made me. I feel like they had a
Speaker 1: good impact on my life. They're definitely part of what
Speaker 1: made me like interested in like exploring the world and
Speaker 1: connecting with people and stuff. So I'm with you, Sam,
Speaker 1: I'm glad that you had had a good experience doing that.
Speaker 1: I highly recommend if you have the means to to
Speaker 1: do a little solo hostile travel. Okay, should we do
Speaker 1: one more? Should we do one more? Okay? This is
Speaker 1: from subject line finding Connection in the Mundane. Hey, Lyle,
Speaker 1: I got tickets for your show in Vancouver and I'm
Speaker 1: excited to see it. If you read this on the pod,
Speaker 1: please call me Jamie. Oh fuck yeah, thanks for coming
Speaker 1: to the show in Vancouver. I'm excited for that. That'll
Speaker 1: be in what June, I think that'll be sick.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 1: Lately, I've been on a mental health kick. Finally, at
Speaker 1: twenty six years old, I'm a accepting that maybe I
Speaker 1: didn't have a great childhood and certain events have had
Speaker 1: a larger impact on me than I originally thought. Between
Speaker 1: my therapist and your podcast, I'm glad to learn I
Speaker 1: am not alone in my struggles and things will improve
Speaker 1: with time and effort. Fuck you. Loneliness seems to be
Speaker 1: a big problem for a lot of people, myself included.
Speaker 1: Connecting with other real humans can be hard sometimes, but
Speaker 1: you can find little bits of human connection in the
Speaker 1: day to day if you keep your head up. You
Speaker 1: don't even need to speak to have a connection. I
Speaker 1: have an example from earlier today. I planned to spend
Speaker 1: most of today inside my apartment cleaning alone. I was
Speaker 1: feeling sad thinking about being alone all day while walking
Speaker 1: down the eleventh floors the eleventh floors of my apartment
Speaker 1: on my way to throw out some trash. When I
Speaker 1: got to the ground floor, I saw another guy also
Speaker 1: holding a bag of trash. We were both wearing flip
Speaker 1: flops with no socks, cozy pants, jacket over a T shirt,
Speaker 1: and a baseball cat. In this moment, I felt a
Speaker 1: little less alone, and I smiled. Maybe later I'll take
Speaker 1: a walk to the grocery store and talk to the
Speaker 1: cashier about the weather. Get bless, Jamie, Thank you, Jamie.
Speaker 1: I've I'm not going to go on to whatever. Maybe
Speaker 1: I'll go on a rount. But you know, I used
Speaker 1: to be really really lonely too. If you want to
Speaker 1: if you want, there's I was so lonely that Vice
Speaker 1: made a documentary about how lonely I was. If you
Speaker 1: want to go it's if I was thinking about that
Speaker 1: the other day. Yeah, if you want to go on
Speaker 1: YouTube and search therapy, get go Vice. They made a
Speaker 1: video about me, and it's just it's a lot of
Speaker 1: it's just me talking about how lonely I am. That
Speaker 1: was That was a few years ago, and things have
Speaker 1: changed because I've gotten better at figuring out how to
Speaker 1: like be part of a greater community. It's the I
Speaker 1: don't shut up about it on here because I just
Speaker 1: feel like it's it's a problem that a lot of
Speaker 1: people have that I just feel like I've experienced and
Speaker 1: like I have found an answer to, because like I
Speaker 1: don't know, you should you should try to find the
Speaker 1: connection in like your day to day life. But you
Speaker 1: should have you should have some kind of like rock
Speaker 1: solid core foundation of community or like other people who
Speaker 1: are like recurringly in your life. And there's a lot
Speaker 1: of different ways to do that by you know, joining
Speaker 1: some of the scenes or communities that exist wherever you are.
Speaker 1: So I hope you're able to do that, Jamie, in
Speaker 1: addition to making eye contact with the other people who
Speaker 1: are throwing out the trash, I think that was a
Speaker 1: decent gek mail. I hope. I hope it was. I
Speaker 1: hope the person who's renting, who's buying that bus figures
Speaker 1: that out. I hope they're going to be Okay. Let
Speaker 1: me know what you guys think about the bus and
Speaker 1: the comments. Let me know about Just write stuff in
Speaker 1: the comments. I'll read it. I want to know what
Speaker 1: people think about the bus and the comments. I want
Speaker 1: to know what people think about all the emails, all
Speaker 1: the callers, all the everything. That's what the comments section
Speaker 1: is for. That's it for the podcast, folks. Please go
Speaker 1: to therapy geckotour dot com. I'm coming all over the place.
Speaker 1: I would love to see you guys at these shows.
Speaker 1: Go to Patreon dot com slash Lyle forever if you
Speaker 1: want to get ad free episodes of the podcast and
Speaker 1: get bonus episodes of the podcast. I'm still working on
Speaker 1: my travel documentaries. I'm gonna keep making them all year.
Speaker 1: I've been having some hiccups, I'm do. I'm like so
Speaker 1: close to having a well oiled system of getting everything
Speaker 1: out there. But my Ukraine video hopefully will be out
Speaker 1: by the end of the month, and then I'm working
Speaker 1: on some videos here in Japan. I'm thinking about going
Speaker 1: to some Maali land. Does anyone know anything about Somali Land?
Speaker 1: I don't really want to go to Somalia small like
Speaker 1: a lot of the point of these video, not like
Speaker 1: the point of all the videos, but like with the
Speaker 1: Iraq thing, it was like going to a place and
Speaker 1: being like, hey, there's like cool stuff here. With Somalia,
Speaker 1: I feel like it would be No, this place is
Speaker 1: adequately as danger as people say it would be. But
Speaker 1: Somali Land, I heard, is like a different kind of place.
Speaker 1: So I don't know. If anyone knows anything about Somali Land,
Speaker 1: let me know. That's That's how I'm gonna end this podcast.
Speaker 1: Uh okay, thank you, guys, get bless see you next time.
Speaker 3: Goes on the line, taking your phone calls every night,
Speaker 3: goes to his ride.
Speaker 1: He's teaching you Cloud.
Speaker 3: In the Memorial Life, Money's not really an expert.