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Speaker 1: Hey guys, welcome to another episode of Horrible Blade. This

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Speaker 1: is Young We beck at it again. It's your girl.

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Speaker 1: today Horrible We're not doing France brow three months. We

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Speaker 1: talking about France. Let's beak friends. I was like, okay, girl,

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Speaker 1: I want to give a shout out to our guest today.

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Speaker 1: We have Shanty and ant Snap from the Around the

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Speaker 1: Way Curls podcast and it was super important to have

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Speaker 1: them on because, bitch, when that flyer dropped for the

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Speaker 1: Roots picnic, which guys, yes, weep will be at um

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Speaker 1: You ain't gotta be mad at me, Mandy. They weet,

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Speaker 1: we don't even know what day. We know we have

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Speaker 1: Nut and Shout gonna be there. We're gonna be there.

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna say, you guys have a really good pun name,

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Speaker 1: they put the rock the hot water in the ramen,

426
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Speaker 1: they put it in a plastic bag. When they wrap

427
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Speaker 1: it with a towel, they got to close the towel

428
00:23:43,760 --> 00:23:46,600
Speaker 1: and it creates like a coveying oven. They call it

429
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Speaker 1: the oven though, bitch, I guess it is theme, but

430
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Speaker 1: they like literally make that brilliant. It's I mean, I mean,

431
00:23:56,160 --> 00:23:58,200
Speaker 1: I told you all, like my uncle when I was girl,

432
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Speaker 1: he made us jail burrito and wasn't well, the burritos

433
00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:08,720
Speaker 1: wasn't like the tortilla part that ship the tortilla part, girl,

434
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Speaker 1: the tortillaidilla, you feel me. But the tortilla park what

435
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Speaker 1: it was actually was it was crushed up ri rito's

436
00:24:17,119 --> 00:24:19,280
Speaker 1: and trito's and they put a little bit of water

437
00:24:19,400 --> 00:24:21,320
Speaker 1: on it and let it sit because then it becomes

438
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Speaker 1: like the most And then he filled it with peanut

439
00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:25,920
Speaker 1: with jelly. You know what I'm talking about, right, he

440
00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:28,200
Speaker 1: didn't beat it like he ate it. And you know

441
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Speaker 1: the rio the jellerrito, right of course you know what

442
00:24:33,560 --> 00:24:41,200
Speaker 1: it looks delicious. Ritos are the sleep and got them

443
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Speaker 1: and doritos and apparently he said to they cost the

444
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Speaker 1: most in commissary them in the pack of ale. It's

445
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Speaker 1: giving bubble guts. It's giving, but it's it's giving hot.

446
00:24:54,880 --> 00:25:01,159
Speaker 1: But she said, speaking of hot. But oh well, I

447
00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:06,640
Speaker 1: tell you so basically the Habach ship, he's like, it's

448
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Speaker 1: only good when you got like the meat. He's like,

449
00:25:08,600 --> 00:25:10,320
Speaker 1: and ain't got steaks, so you gotta find niggas that

450
00:25:10,359 --> 00:25:12,760
Speaker 1: are in the kitchen and they bring you the ground beef. Right,

451
00:25:13,080 --> 00:25:15,160
Speaker 1: He's like, but a lot of which is, by the way,

452
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Speaker 1: very sad. A lot of I think he was in

453
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Speaker 1: the FEDS and like in a California jail. So he said,

454
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Speaker 1: like a lot of than meat is expired obviously, or

455
00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:26,000
Speaker 1: it's not good. So he's like dog. He's like, when

456
00:25:26,040 --> 00:25:29,400
Speaker 1: you're sick from like eating, and you're in a cell,

457
00:25:29,960 --> 00:25:32,640
Speaker 1: not like gp general population where you can leave yourself,

458
00:25:33,119 --> 00:25:35,639
Speaker 1: he's like, nigga, when you gotta ship and the somebody

459
00:25:35,680 --> 00:25:38,440
Speaker 1: else gotta ship, and y'all nigg's gotta take turns ships.

460
00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:46,200
Speaker 1: I need to be right next to the toilet here,

461
00:25:46,520 --> 00:25:48,720
Speaker 1: and I need to be back to back. So you're

462
00:25:48,720 --> 00:25:50,680
Speaker 1: telling me now I gotta share it with some other bids.

463
00:25:50,720 --> 00:25:52,480
Speaker 1: I need to gonna hold you to me. It's given.

464
00:25:52,560 --> 00:25:56,879
Speaker 1: Living in New York with two roommates, thank you? Okay,

465
00:25:57,160 --> 00:25:59,960
Speaker 1: so you got two roommates, right, bitch. Everybody got a

466
00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:02,480
Speaker 1: nine to five. Everybody got a morning ship? Did you

467
00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:05,159
Speaker 1: have a one bedroom, one bath? I lived in a

468
00:26:05,280 --> 00:26:08,040
Speaker 1: I lived in a three bed, one bath. And hold on,

469
00:26:08,440 --> 00:26:11,240
Speaker 1: hold on, it is giving. We all got to go

470
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Speaker 1: to work in the morning. We all got to take

471
00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:15,760
Speaker 1: our morning ship. So to me, it's just as bad

472
00:26:16,119 --> 00:26:19,480
Speaker 1: if you use if your roommate take a ship. Not

473
00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:21,840
Speaker 1: only do you have to take a sit in the

474
00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:24,480
Speaker 1: aroma of their ship. Do you know what makes it

475
00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:29,040
Speaker 1: even worse? You're already the theme of a hot showers

476
00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:37,160
Speaker 1: are comparing jail. I was leaving. I had three one.

477
00:26:37,320 --> 00:26:41,720
Speaker 1: It was crazy. It was giving. Completely understand your struggle.

478
00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:47,439
Speaker 1: So fucking crazy. No, and I love I hate us

479
00:26:47,680 --> 00:26:55,800
Speaker 1: so much. Right now, let's sen I want to go

480
00:26:55,960 --> 00:26:58,520
Speaker 1: through a whole facts, and it's real quick. I'm gonna

481
00:26:58,560 --> 00:27:00,359
Speaker 1: read the whole facts, and then before we get to

482
00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:03,760
Speaker 1: the horrible decision, weasy if we both can share a hotel.

483
00:27:03,880 --> 00:27:06,160
Speaker 1: I think it makes sense for this episode. The whole

484
00:27:06,280 --> 00:27:09,600
Speaker 1: fact that I have for this week's episode, UM was

485
00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:14,080
Speaker 1: really interesting. UM. I found that taxpayer money has actually

486
00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:19,399
Speaker 1: been funding abstinence only until marriage education since the Ronald

487
00:27:19,440 --> 00:27:24,400
Speaker 1: Reagan era. In nine, Congress past the Adolescent Family Life

488
00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:28,280
Speaker 1: Act without hearings or floor books. It was tacked onto

489
00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:31,760
Speaker 1: another health build and the language outlined its mission to

490
00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:35,840
Speaker 1: promote chastity and self discipline. OUTPA received the most funding

491
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Speaker 1: of any sexual health program, two hundred million dollars in all,

492
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Speaker 1: before the Obama administration ended it in twenty And the

493
00:27:44,880 --> 00:27:47,720
Speaker 1: fact that we've set on this podcast, and I've sat

494
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Speaker 1: on multiple other podcasts and talk about the lack of

495
00:27:50,080 --> 00:27:53,200
Speaker 1: sexual education in schools, But to know that two hundred

496
00:27:53,240 --> 00:28:00,600
Speaker 1: million dollars went towards abstinence only until marriage education, it's

497
00:28:00,640 --> 00:28:02,440
Speaker 1: crazy because I don't know where that money went, because

498
00:28:02,840 --> 00:28:04,680
Speaker 1: I don't even but I don't even think I was

499
00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:07,560
Speaker 1: taught just to be abstinent until marriage. That to me

500
00:28:07,720 --> 00:28:11,040
Speaker 1: was something that came from the Church, not from everything

501
00:28:11,080 --> 00:28:15,520
Speaker 1: in this country is founded and God, you separate the church.

502
00:28:15,640 --> 00:28:17,600
Speaker 1: What what year is it, Mandy? What year is it?

503
00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:23,880
Speaker 1: Tell me? And two before Christ, after Christ? The Christians

504
00:28:23,960 --> 00:28:27,399
Speaker 1: one the whole world, like Louis c. K talks about this,

505
00:28:27,600 --> 00:28:31,359
Speaker 1: the whole world subscribes to this of like before Christ

506
00:28:31,800 --> 00:28:35,200
Speaker 1: after Christ, like it's very clear how we define things.

507
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:38,200
Speaker 1: And the Church is like, that's just the word because technically,

508
00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:42,080
Speaker 1: if you go about what they say, nothing was before

509
00:28:42,160 --> 00:28:44,760
Speaker 1: Christ because Christ created all the donosaurs and shipped too.

510
00:28:45,840 --> 00:28:54,000
Speaker 1: Do you I don't want to go down before Christ

511
00:28:54,120 --> 00:28:56,760
Speaker 1: is talking about the dinosaurs. But didn't he create everything?

512
00:28:57,040 --> 00:29:00,840
Speaker 1: Christ couldn't create everything. Christ is the child of God.

513
00:29:01,480 --> 00:29:06,280
Speaker 1: No Christ, it looks like but no, I'm serious. I'm serious.

514
00:29:06,280 --> 00:29:09,200
Speaker 1: Absence and those kinds of things. Christ, God, and Jesus

515
00:29:09,320 --> 00:29:12,280
Speaker 1: technically all the same person. They are the same person,

516
00:29:12,360 --> 00:29:19,040
Speaker 1: but Christ wasn't. Technically people are what they pray their

517
00:29:19,120 --> 00:29:22,240
Speaker 1: Lord and Savior. Because I thought the Lord was God,

518
00:29:22,920 --> 00:29:25,560
Speaker 1: So how is Jesus Because Jesus is a part of

519
00:29:25,600 --> 00:29:33,960
Speaker 1: the Lord. This is the same. Wow, let's real this

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Speaker 1: back Wait wait, no, immacul to think about it. No,

521
00:29:37,080 --> 00:29:40,320
Speaker 1: it's not though, because virgin the world. I don't want

522
00:29:40,360 --> 00:29:43,960
Speaker 1: to upset people. The word virgin Christ put while Mary

523
00:29:44,080 --> 00:29:46,640
Speaker 1: was sleep put a little sperm, no Christ, and not

524
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Speaker 1: slea Mary. No Mary was with Joseph, and Joseph and

525
00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:56,320
Speaker 1: Mary were married, And virgin back then did not mean

526
00:29:56,520 --> 00:29:59,720
Speaker 1: what it means today. It met young woman. That's what

527
00:29:59,880 --> 00:30:05,040
Speaker 1: it man. And so now if you tell them that,

528
00:30:05,120 --> 00:30:09,520
Speaker 1: people don't wreak out. But his historians will, like really

529
00:30:09,600 --> 00:30:13,360
Speaker 1: have researched language and said that word did not mean.

530
00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:16,719
Speaker 1: You do need to go what I'm saying, and they

531
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Speaker 1: interpreted as as man has interpreted the Bible and interpreted

532
00:30:21,960 --> 00:30:25,160
Speaker 1: those writings. It was the it was the immaculate conception.

533
00:30:25,680 --> 00:30:32,880
Speaker 1: She never had. It's thirty one virgin age. I think

534
00:30:32,880 --> 00:30:39,200
Speaker 1: I'm a virgin. These are the technicalities. Don't feel like Mary.

535
00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:42,320
Speaker 1: To be honest, I'm not sure. I'm not trying to disrespect,

536
00:30:42,360 --> 00:30:44,560
Speaker 1: but I'm just really trying. I tried to just because

537
00:30:44,640 --> 00:30:46,520
Speaker 1: I said that as like the Bible is the hell

538
00:30:46,560 --> 00:30:48,640
Speaker 1: of a drug, and that sounds disrespectful, but I really

539
00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:51,400
Speaker 1: mean that, like people believe it, and I get it.

540
00:30:51,520 --> 00:30:53,800
Speaker 1: You have to have faith in something. But I just

541
00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:59,720
Speaker 1: I'm I am saying to critically think and consider something else,

542
00:30:59,720 --> 00:31:03,040
Speaker 1: because consider how patriarchy is infused in the Bible and

543
00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:05,520
Speaker 1: how that trickles down into the school. Don't know if

544
00:31:05,520 --> 00:31:11,240
Speaker 1: people and they're gonna be for so mature. Baby and

545
00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:13,840
Speaker 1: Wheezy were bringing up dicks. She was trying to tell

546
00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:16,160
Speaker 1: us about the version of We were trying to bring

547
00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:20,960
Speaker 1: it back to the Stotoy ship. Okay, the Lord forgives amen.

548
00:31:23,320 --> 00:31:25,720
Speaker 1: I even hold you the way we talked about that

549
00:31:25,760 --> 00:31:28,200
Speaker 1: ship with Brianda. You can take some of them stories

550
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:29,520
Speaker 1: out the Bible and I can put it right here

551
00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:31,240
Speaker 1: on this phone and rout my pussy to it. Because

552
00:31:31,280 --> 00:31:34,080
Speaker 1: Babe Davey doing some wild ship, they would have an

553
00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:40,920
Speaker 1: origin in the Just try that rather than porn. It

554
00:31:41,080 --> 00:31:45,560
Speaker 1: actually reads like an ironica. It's some book you're thinking about. Like,

555
00:31:45,760 --> 00:31:48,480
Speaker 1: I'm not editing. I can't even close in my mouth

556
00:31:48,800 --> 00:31:52,880
Speaker 1: right now. I feel really bad. Actually, even you were

557
00:31:52,960 --> 00:31:55,520
Speaker 1: like like a little too far. I feel like when

558
00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:57,800
Speaker 1: we were there's no way to take anything too far. Bro,

559
00:31:58,000 --> 00:32:00,800
Speaker 1: We're already here. I'm sorry. Okay, did you say, Wheezy,

560
00:32:01,120 --> 00:32:05,320
Speaker 1: this is a comedy podcast as long as we say

561
00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:11,160
Speaker 1: it's comedic bro. By the way, that is very true.

562
00:32:12,360 --> 00:32:15,440
Speaker 1: I have a conversation after conversation about, you know, make

563
00:32:15,560 --> 00:32:17,480
Speaker 1: these shows for work, and I was like, you know

564
00:32:17,520 --> 00:32:20,280
Speaker 1: when they unscripted, the Amazon is like, bitch, make sure

565
00:32:20,320 --> 00:32:22,080
Speaker 1: they say comedy. I'm like, well, what if we put

566
00:32:22,120 --> 00:32:23,880
Speaker 1: a lap track in there. They're like, people have to

567
00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:25,920
Speaker 1: know you're trying to be funny. Do anything you want.

568
00:32:26,080 --> 00:32:28,320
Speaker 1: You can't talk about Jews or black people, but just

569
00:32:28,520 --> 00:32:30,640
Speaker 1: do what you can. You can't put a laugh track

570
00:32:32,840 --> 00:32:36,000
Speaker 1: real quick, can I tell you? Actually, there's way more

571
00:32:36,040 --> 00:32:37,920
Speaker 1: people than that you can't talk about. Because the way

572
00:32:38,040 --> 00:32:40,960
Speaker 1: my background check came in, Um, they didn't care about

573
00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:45,080
Speaker 1: my assault charge. No, they said, ma'am, we love you

574
00:32:45,240 --> 00:32:47,200
Speaker 1: and we're still gonna work with you. We have some

575
00:32:47,240 --> 00:32:50,400
Speaker 1: tweets from two thousand nine and that we need you

576
00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:54,640
Speaker 1: to the company that I'm about to work with. Oh

577
00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:57,200
Speaker 1: so I could find it that far. I love that.

578
00:32:57,320 --> 00:32:59,080
Speaker 1: I would love to be the person that goes through

579
00:32:59,120 --> 00:33:01,880
Speaker 1: people's ship. I'm not gonna lie. So I went through

580
00:33:01,920 --> 00:33:07,880
Speaker 1: it last night. Jesus Christ, this was what say't even say.

581
00:33:08,360 --> 00:33:11,680
Speaker 1: The only thing I did take a screenshot up before

582
00:33:11,680 --> 00:33:13,640
Speaker 1: I deleted it. Don't don't say it, Mandy, No, it's

583
00:33:13,640 --> 00:33:17,800
Speaker 1: not bad. This one isn't bad. So one last night

584
00:33:17,840 --> 00:33:20,800
Speaker 1: thought was crazy. Just this keeper don't say this shows

585
00:33:20,840 --> 00:33:24,560
Speaker 1: how far ahead of my time I was. It says,

586
00:33:25,440 --> 00:33:29,120
Speaker 1: damn Asians in these masks. I wonder if an Asian

587
00:33:29,160 --> 00:33:32,000
Speaker 1: has called swine flu yet, And here we are in

588
00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:36,440
Speaker 1: because this was during the time of swine flu. But

589
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:39,240
Speaker 1: because they're considerate and they lead from a place and

590
00:33:39,360 --> 00:33:42,240
Speaker 1: now we're all wearing mass to be honest, they're just smarter,

591
00:33:42,440 --> 00:33:45,200
Speaker 1: that's just and they're considerate. They're like, I'm sick. I

592
00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:48,160
Speaker 1: don't want to get you sick, and our raggedy asses

593
00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:50,920
Speaker 1: don't do that. This one point about Asians, and I

594
00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:53,040
Speaker 1: think anyone who's ever been and Mandy lived there for

595
00:33:53,080 --> 00:33:56,720
Speaker 1: a little bit, No, this is like, listen, I've never

596
00:33:56,800 --> 00:33:59,240
Speaker 1: been anywhere else in the world in my life whereas

597
00:33:59,240 --> 00:34:02,400
Speaker 1: a collective people that went there talked about how amazing

598
00:34:02,560 --> 00:34:05,520
Speaker 1: something was, whether it be transportation, but there'd be the

599
00:34:05,560 --> 00:34:08,239
Speaker 1: working thing, whether it be the food, whether it be

600
00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:13,359
Speaker 1: the cleanliness, the style, every single time wonderful. I mean,

601
00:34:13,680 --> 00:34:15,840
Speaker 1: I'm specifically talking about Japan, but like even when I

602
00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:17,480
Speaker 1: went to China, right I'm like, damn, how do they

603
00:34:17,520 --> 00:34:19,680
Speaker 1: do transportation like this? How do they have this going

604
00:34:19,719 --> 00:34:21,480
Speaker 1: on efficiently? How are they doing it? Like it's just

605
00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:24,160
Speaker 1: everything because they'll be collective, they were to not only

606
00:34:24,360 --> 00:34:28,160
Speaker 1: a collective their governments, Um, I feel like they're there.

607
00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:30,920
Speaker 1: Their citizens are a little bit more fearful of the government,

608
00:34:31,000 --> 00:34:36,160
Speaker 1: like it's a copy but like, but like, no, when

609
00:34:36,160 --> 00:34:43,479
Speaker 1: I when I we was gonna get these bitches real quick,

610
00:34:43,640 --> 00:34:46,360
Speaker 1: real quick, you got hold on. Not only okay, well

611
00:34:46,400 --> 00:34:54,520
Speaker 1: I can't make a dick worthy. So so in Singapore

612
00:34:54,880 --> 00:34:58,040
Speaker 1: you would get fined a thousand dollars for chewing gum

613
00:34:58,280 --> 00:35:01,959
Speaker 1: on the subway. How for you also couldn't watch porn.

614
00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:05,719
Speaker 1: And they banned sex toys in Singapore. So if you

615
00:35:05,880 --> 00:35:08,799
Speaker 1: like when I would in Japan, if you would, if

616
00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:12,160
Speaker 1: you went through the airport in Singapore with sex toys,

617
00:35:12,480 --> 00:35:15,560
Speaker 1: you risk being fined, which is crazy. Out the sex

618
00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:20,239
Speaker 1: toys because for Thailand to have that rule and prostitution

619
00:35:20,360 --> 00:35:24,560
Speaker 1: be a thing that people like, literally tourism, I didn't know,

620
00:35:25,640 --> 00:35:28,399
Speaker 1: Yes they do not the way I saw a bitch pool. Uh,

621
00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:34,720
Speaker 1: sex tourism. You can't watch the porn Thailand. The pussy

622
00:35:35,880 --> 00:35:38,319
Speaker 1: she was shooting pongs out of her pussy. They give

623
00:35:38,360 --> 00:35:41,120
Speaker 1: you a paddle if you hit it, and then the

624
00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:42,880
Speaker 1: bitch put water and squirt at all of us. We

625
00:35:42,920 --> 00:35:45,680
Speaker 1: said it's time to go. That was that was giving

626
00:35:45,719 --> 00:35:49,080
Speaker 1: semen cupcake. I didn't ask for that. Maybe I don't

627
00:35:49,120 --> 00:35:53,600
Speaker 1: want them ping pong. That's just things I can't say.

628
00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:56,239
Speaker 1: You would watch this for you guys brand I know.

629
00:35:56,400 --> 00:36:00,960
Speaker 1: I was just thinking, like, wow, to be great, dude,

630
00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:04,359
Speaker 1: I really want the guy Alex Toussan from Peloton. Doesn't

631
00:36:04,440 --> 00:36:14,680
Speaker 1: you guys write Peloton? We're not rich from a Jamaican Megan.

632
00:36:14,920 --> 00:36:17,080
Speaker 1: Maybe he do, maybe he don't work there. Now we'll

633
00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:20,160
Speaker 1: let me know if he's got going Craigslist and if

634
00:36:20,239 --> 00:36:22,959
Speaker 1: the price seems too good to be true, I would

635
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Speaker 1: like super popular on there and like he does a

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Speaker 1: I like the white gay. I love back, I really do.

645
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Speaker 1: So I asked only time was like, y'all really wanted

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Speaker 1: you to become a horrible mainly because he's fine. But anyway,

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Speaker 1: soul house talk. So I sent him the page. He

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Speaker 1: wrote back three days later. It was like, well, y'all

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Speaker 1: wild never wrote me again, and I just want to say, like, like,

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Speaker 1: meet you. Yeah, meet you where you're at. We met

653
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Speaker 1: you what you love at the beginning? You mean you

654
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Speaker 1: brought up Jesus and we are lost. We did, but

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Speaker 1: it wasn't fun of Jesus, the saying God, we Trus

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Speaker 1: know you did talk about Jesus created everything. Yeah, you

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Speaker 1: I loved Jesus. Dicks in there, No, Jesus dicks are

660
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Speaker 1: not in here. Also, Jesus gotta have a big dick

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Speaker 1: you think about. But Jesus also loved the horse as well.

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Speaker 1: Jesus loved the horse Jesus, welcome the horse. The horse

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Speaker 1: is washing his feet. People that ship. I really don't

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Speaker 1: like that trying to tweet that like that, like they're

665
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Speaker 1: trying to be disrespectful. Bitch. First of all, I know

666
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Speaker 1: Jesus loved me, Hope, but duty love you, as grass

667
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Speaker 1: Let's saying in the cabaret, bitch, I did not know that.

668
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Speaker 1: It's great, no judgment. Mary Magdalen, Yeah, she said Jesus

669
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Speaker 1: loved her. Are you eat confirmed? He yeah she was.

670
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Speaker 1: It was just Marry, I'm just doing the cross. It

671
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Speaker 1: was just Marry in the Hope and that was it.

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Speaker 1: They were. Everybody else will follow Jesus, even his followers

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Speaker 1: were there. It was it was the ones that the

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Speaker 1: wretched of the earth had his back in his Mama's

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Speaker 1: shit up to me like two weeks ago. He knows

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Speaker 1: you're not to come because them there, you know, he said, Hey,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you something right now. That's why I

681
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Speaker 1: like keeping in a honey with you, because when I

682
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Speaker 1: die and you at my funeral, I don't want no surprises.

683
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Speaker 1: It was like, Nigga, what you gotta know, the scared

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Speaker 1: up we're gonna come up there or down there and

685
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Speaker 1: come get your out down there. Bro, he's kind of crazy.

686
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Speaker 1: He's gonna hell. I've got sure he isn't. Well, you're

687
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Speaker 1: gonna meet him there in Gasolene draws, bitch, I'm for

688
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Speaker 1: be every dead currents. I felt like you might be going.

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Speaker 1: He said, you could pop like kittles. He just said

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Speaker 1: don't have Patreon, you're welcome. So we after the Plan

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694
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Speaker 1: I don't understand, like what you're scared of? You nigga. Also,

695
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Speaker 1: Planned B is detrimental if you use it often. Ladies,

696
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Speaker 1: this is a p thing. It doesn't work all the time.

697
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Speaker 1: How long have you even on this on the cell

698
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Speaker 1: of the journey, Um, it's Harry. First, you say that

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Speaker 1: you haven't been around actively, try to be saying today.

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Speaker 1: I get it's given high that I was absolute during

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Speaker 1: the pandemic. Nobody would come to New York. It's center.

702
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Speaker 1: I had sex twice last year, okay twice, Well, I

703
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Speaker 1: don't know what was like, but this one thing's playing

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Speaker 1: me is like goddamn TikTok. And you don't don't have

705
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Speaker 1: a rule. I don't have sex with anyone that I

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Speaker 1: can't accidentally get pregnant by. You don't. I don't if

707
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Speaker 1: I don't feel like if something happened here and I

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Speaker 1: and I wouldn't feel like comfortable with that girl. Don't

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Speaker 1: embarrassing girl that is now you say you'll know, you know,

710
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Speaker 1: I'm not home and the Lord, don't you just describe

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Speaker 1: me me? You ain't see what he looked like? No,

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Speaker 1: you could that. It's a lot of less than one

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Speaker 1: been to corporate America and that's the perspective. I'm a

716
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Speaker 1: pray for you. That's not a lot of dick. Did

717
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Speaker 1: you really have sex if you only this much in

718
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Speaker 1: one year? Yes? Yeah, that'sn't like white clean like yeah, yes,

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Speaker 1: actually that the history and your lagic works out is

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Speaker 1: um this hard logic. This is actually called Florida public school.

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Speaker 1: I'm Florida Public School System at your find Yeah. Um, well,

722
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Speaker 1: let's get into our Horrible Decision because where I guess

723
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Speaker 1: we can get back to being mature mature, Um, probably not,

724
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Speaker 1: We're gonna um. So this one's gonna make it through

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Speaker 1: Stemen Cupcake, which is crazy because this kind of does

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Speaker 1: bring up back in the Day's ship with like Jesus

727
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Speaker 1: RaSE the Horrible Decision said that I wanted to discuss

728
00:42:09,840 --> 00:42:12,799
Speaker 1: with you guys. Um is the Madonna horror complex, which,

729
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Speaker 1: if you guys, go maybe all the way back to

730
00:42:16,080 --> 00:42:18,800
Speaker 1: maybe within the first fifty episodes of this show, we

731
00:42:18,960 --> 00:42:21,480
Speaker 1: kind of discussed it because we've talked a lot about

732
00:42:21,880 --> 00:42:24,880
Speaker 1: hor phobia and the usage of the word horror, and

733
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Speaker 1: I want to read the definition real quick of Madonna

734
00:42:28,200 --> 00:42:31,319
Speaker 1: horror complex before we really dig into it, especially since

735
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Speaker 1: y'all have hotels. It didn't really sound very hollish, but um.

736
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Speaker 1: In psycho palytic literature, a Madonnald horror complex is the

737
00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:45,640
Speaker 1: inability to maintain sexual arousal within a committed loving relationship.

738
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Speaker 1: First I didn't first identified by Sigmund Freud under the

739
00:42:50,920 --> 00:42:54,680
Speaker 1: rubric of psychic impotence, this psychological complex is said to

740
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Speaker 1: developing men who see women as either stlee Madonna's or

741
00:42:59,360 --> 00:43:03,520
Speaker 1: debased prostitutes. Men with this complex desire a sexual partner

742
00:43:03,800 --> 00:43:07,080
Speaker 1: who has been degraded, the whore, while they cannot desire

743
00:43:07,160 --> 00:43:11,520
Speaker 1: the respected partner, the Madonna. What then, is the ditonomy Madonna? Anyway?

744
00:43:11,600 --> 00:43:14,359
Speaker 1: I just thought that's what WO always confused me about Madonna, horror,

745
00:43:14,640 --> 00:43:16,600
Speaker 1: because you're either a Madonna or a horror. And I'm like,

746
00:43:16,760 --> 00:43:19,320
Speaker 1: wasn't she that you just thinking of Madonna? But Madonna

747
00:43:19,440 --> 00:43:22,200
Speaker 1: is like a whole another word. I think Donna has

748
00:43:22,239 --> 00:43:26,560
Speaker 1: the pure Madonna is the mother of Jesus. Stop, why

749
00:43:28,800 --> 00:43:34,880
Speaker 1: did that say? No, that's their original Madonna. When she

750
00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:37,400
Speaker 1: took that name, she did what she did with it.

751
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Speaker 1: Foy grow to the I don't have to say out

752
00:43:41,640 --> 00:43:44,319
Speaker 1: that's why she did like a version. Yeah, she's trying

753
00:43:44,320 --> 00:43:48,200
Speaker 1: to suck your heads up that she was a really

754
00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:51,359
Speaker 1: reclaiming the whole. She was the first one. But wait,

755
00:43:51,520 --> 00:43:53,719
Speaker 1: but her mama gave her that name. Her name is

756
00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:58,640
Speaker 1: Madonna Luise Ziconi. But she's saying that she was using

757
00:43:59,640 --> 00:44:01,880
Speaker 1: for what like imagine, like remember when she came out

758
00:44:01,920 --> 00:44:03,719
Speaker 1: in that veil and then she ripped her thing and

759
00:44:03,840 --> 00:44:06,759
Speaker 1: there was nothing but brass. The only time I know

760
00:44:06,800 --> 00:44:09,160
Speaker 1: about that was well she did. She came out in

761
00:44:09,239 --> 00:44:11,040
Speaker 1: a veil. She had a like a veil and like

762
00:44:11,120 --> 00:44:13,520
Speaker 1: a nun thing and then she went like that and

763
00:44:13,640 --> 00:44:16,360
Speaker 1: this whole seat through panel was there and she continued

764
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:18,680
Speaker 1: to perform to be like, this is what you guys

765
00:44:18,800 --> 00:44:20,920
Speaker 1: want us to be, but guess what we're actually sexual

766
00:44:21,040 --> 00:44:24,480
Speaker 1: beings as well is how you see us. But but

767
00:44:24,960 --> 00:44:29,200
Speaker 1: that that the reference to that uh situation, Madonna whore,

768
00:44:29,360 --> 00:44:31,640
Speaker 1: the Madonna is referred to the mother Mary. It's not

769
00:44:31,719 --> 00:44:34,080
Speaker 1: to Madonna the singer. It's Madonna the mother Mary, the

770
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Speaker 1: virgin or the whore. So we really donna see you

771
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Speaker 1: see this baby the ones that baby don't rey baby

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Speaker 1: the ons As a mom, you after you had a

773
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Speaker 1: baby and you were with your partner, did he look

774
00:44:51,760 --> 00:44:53,680
Speaker 1: at you differently? Like no, because I know that there

775
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Speaker 1: were things where that he said, you know there were

776
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Speaker 1: things that happened where he was like, you have to

777
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Speaker 1: move differently as a mom. Now, I think that's assumed

778
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Speaker 1: for mothers you have to move a certain way. But

779
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Speaker 1: also it's not even mothers. You want to know what

780
00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:07,239
Speaker 1: this reminds me of how so many people say there's

781
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Speaker 1: certain things that they won't do with their wives, they

782
00:45:09,760 --> 00:45:11,400
Speaker 1: do it with me, you know what I mean. So,

783
00:45:11,920 --> 00:45:13,400
Speaker 1: but like there's a lot of there's a lot of

784
00:45:13,480 --> 00:45:15,960
Speaker 1: men that I've dealt with, clearly married men, and we

785
00:45:16,120 --> 00:45:18,520
Speaker 1: have that conversation as far as there's still so many

786
00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:21,279
Speaker 1: things that they want to do sexually, but they're not

787
00:45:21,320 --> 00:45:23,040
Speaker 1: gonna do it with their wives because they don't want

788
00:45:23,040 --> 00:45:25,960
Speaker 1: to see their wives differently, they don't want to Uh,

789
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Speaker 1: there's there's certain things sexually that they won't do, which

790
00:45:28,280 --> 00:45:30,920
Speaker 1: is which is ironic to me because as women, we

791
00:45:31,160 --> 00:45:33,280
Speaker 1: leave a lot of things to do with our husbands,

792
00:45:33,840 --> 00:45:35,920
Speaker 1: Like a lot of look forward to a lot of

793
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Speaker 1: women save certain things like sexy. But I don't want

794
00:45:39,880 --> 00:45:42,279
Speaker 1: to do anything but with my houses where we hold

795
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Speaker 1: against like at least for like the butt hole or

796
00:45:45,320 --> 00:45:47,120
Speaker 1: like the three sons. You got to be my husband

797
00:45:48,239 --> 00:45:50,359
Speaker 1: because we are so worried about being a whore. That's

798
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Speaker 1: why you have to get your slutty ears out, you

799
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Speaker 1: know what. There's there's some truth to that of like

800
00:45:54,880 --> 00:45:57,640
Speaker 1: you're definitely worried about how it's gonna be perceived, But

801
00:45:57,760 --> 00:46:00,520
Speaker 1: I also feel like I want to feel really safe

802
00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:03,879
Speaker 1: when I'm exploring those kinds of things, like I want

803
00:46:03,920 --> 00:46:06,320
Speaker 1: to be with the person that I trust completely, and

804
00:46:06,440 --> 00:46:09,120
Speaker 1: then I want to get real fucking weird likes. I

805
00:46:09,200 --> 00:46:16,080
Speaker 1: want to hear well that that was a problem when

806
00:46:16,120 --> 00:46:18,440
Speaker 1: I was with my ex. He was open to allowing

807
00:46:18,480 --> 00:46:21,960
Speaker 1: me to explore that with him, but we couldn't find

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00:46:22,480 --> 00:46:25,759
Speaker 1: the We couldn't agree on who the other men would be.

809
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Speaker 1: He felt like, well, they should just be men that

810
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Speaker 1: we meet at the sex club, or let's just have

811
00:46:30,480 --> 00:46:32,560
Speaker 1: and I was like, no, I said, for for something

812
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Speaker 1: like a gang bang or a threesome or foursome multiple men.

813
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Speaker 1: I'm like, I want to feel safe. There's the only

814
00:46:39,640 --> 00:46:42,080
Speaker 1: way for me to enjoy that experience is to do

815
00:46:42,160 --> 00:46:44,160
Speaker 1: it with people that I'm comfortable with. He was not

816
00:46:44,320 --> 00:46:46,680
Speaker 1: sitting here trying to let me have x X men

817
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Speaker 1: that I've dealt with come into the bedroom with us,

818
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Speaker 1: and I was just like, then, I don't want to

819
00:46:51,080 --> 00:46:52,840
Speaker 1: do it. Like I think, as women, it takes a

820
00:46:52,920 --> 00:46:57,480
Speaker 1: lot for us to even feel safe and our most vulnerable, sluttiest,

821
00:46:57,719 --> 00:47:02,200
Speaker 1: horrist things, especially in the bedroom. Corrian, you're saying slutty,

822
00:47:02,680 --> 00:47:06,200
Speaker 1: horrible all that it's just human, it's just sucking hum

823
00:47:06,560 --> 00:47:08,280
Speaker 1: and I and I get the word. It makes complete

824
00:47:08,320 --> 00:47:11,000
Speaker 1: sense how you're using it. But I want people to recognize,

825
00:47:11,080 --> 00:47:14,880
Speaker 1: like there is no madonna or whore. There's there's women

826
00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:18,200
Speaker 1: all in between. There's a lot of other area and

827
00:47:18,360 --> 00:47:21,080
Speaker 1: like you can be both. That's the point I think

828
00:47:21,120 --> 00:47:24,080
Speaker 1: of the complex. It's a complex for a fucking reason.

829
00:47:24,680 --> 00:47:27,080
Speaker 1: Like if if you and I had I said this

830
00:47:27,160 --> 00:47:29,600
Speaker 1: to you yesterday, If you think that having sex with

831
00:47:29,760 --> 00:47:32,480
Speaker 1: me somehow turns me into a whore, what does that

832
00:47:32,560 --> 00:47:35,319
Speaker 1: say about your penis? What does that say about your sex?

833
00:47:35,400 --> 00:47:37,879
Speaker 1: What does that say about what we're like? You you're

834
00:47:37,960 --> 00:47:40,120
Speaker 1: in this equation. Okay, but that's the thing. Though. Men

835
00:47:40,200 --> 00:47:43,600
Speaker 1: don't care. But that's the don't We need to start

836
00:47:43,600 --> 00:47:45,920
Speaker 1: asking them. But I think it's the men's problem. It's

837
00:47:45,960 --> 00:47:48,360
Speaker 1: not the women's problem. It's the man's problem. Why you

838
00:47:48,440 --> 00:47:51,160
Speaker 1: don't feel I think it's a safety thing for the man.

839
00:47:51,239 --> 00:47:53,600
Speaker 1: Why don't you feel open and safe enough to explore

840
00:47:53,640 --> 00:47:56,160
Speaker 1: those things with your wife? You're putting this ship on

841
00:47:56,239 --> 00:47:57,880
Speaker 1: your wife, Like I don't want it to base her,

842
00:47:58,239 --> 00:48:00,400
Speaker 1: but you don't want your wife to see the parts

843
00:48:00,440 --> 00:48:02,680
Speaker 1: of you that you're interested in, why don't you want

844
00:48:02,719 --> 00:48:05,000
Speaker 1: to open that up? I think that's a really simple answer.

845
00:48:05,239 --> 00:48:08,480
Speaker 1: I think men think of their wives in this hierarchy

846
00:48:08,560 --> 00:48:11,600
Speaker 1: and virginal way and like this and the sex acts

847
00:48:11,640 --> 00:48:15,320
Speaker 1: are very nasty and something that we should not experience

848
00:48:15,400 --> 00:48:17,160
Speaker 1: with someone that we put in this pestle. I had

849
00:48:17,160 --> 00:48:19,359
Speaker 1: a guy that I was really in love would tell

850
00:48:19,360 --> 00:48:21,160
Speaker 1: me once he didn't want me to go down on

851
00:48:21,239 --> 00:48:22,640
Speaker 1: him in a car because he was like, I would

852
00:48:22,680 --> 00:48:24,239
Speaker 1: never do something like that. You wouldn't want you to

853
00:48:24,280 --> 00:48:30,920
Speaker 1: have to do that. I can't. That's that's what he was.

854
00:48:31,000 --> 00:48:34,960
Speaker 1: Super religious. Yeah, right, So I'm not saying that someone

855
00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:37,440
Speaker 1: religious can't end up having sex like that, but you have.

856
00:48:37,920 --> 00:48:40,440
Speaker 1: You grow up with a lot of that nuance of like,

857
00:48:41,160 --> 00:48:43,680
Speaker 1: oh my god, I have to save these dirty things

858
00:48:43,880 --> 00:48:46,920
Speaker 1: for someone that I don't love and honor to unpack

859
00:48:47,120 --> 00:48:49,800
Speaker 1: and like that's it. Men don't think it's this reflection

860
00:48:49,880 --> 00:48:52,319
Speaker 1: on them, because they really believe they're doing these women

861
00:48:52,400 --> 00:48:55,800
Speaker 1: a favor by treating them well, by not fucking them crazy,

862
00:48:56,000 --> 00:49:00,920
Speaker 1: which is why women fuck pool boys just saying, Bro,

863
00:49:01,120 --> 00:49:03,000
Speaker 1: their husbands don't suck the sh out of them because

864
00:49:03,000 --> 00:49:05,279
Speaker 1: they're out sucking some fucking other bitch because they don't

865
00:49:05,280 --> 00:49:07,719
Speaker 1: want to do nasty things with their wife. They don't

866
00:49:07,760 --> 00:49:11,080
Speaker 1: have the pleasure that they want. I know so many way,

867
00:49:11,160 --> 00:49:14,759
Speaker 1: especially older women who were so completely they were not

868
00:49:14,960 --> 00:49:19,439
Speaker 1: satisfied sexually at all. It puts unfulfilled. Yeah, it puts

869
00:49:19,480 --> 00:49:21,720
Speaker 1: women in a chokehold too, because there's this whole idea

870
00:49:21,760 --> 00:49:23,880
Speaker 1: of being a lady in the street and the freaking

871
00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:26,319
Speaker 1: the bed so you can't even explore and express your

872
00:49:26,360 --> 00:49:30,000
Speaker 1: sexual side out side of the bedroom is also a

873
00:49:30,080 --> 00:49:32,840
Speaker 1: constricting thing. I mean, but also as women too, like

874
00:49:33,200 --> 00:49:35,840
Speaker 1: we've been shamed if we sleep with a man for

875
00:49:35,920 --> 00:49:38,000
Speaker 1: the first time and we stuck their dick a little

876
00:49:38,040 --> 00:49:41,040
Speaker 1: too good and then they're like, whoa, how many people

877
00:49:41,040 --> 00:49:43,239
Speaker 1: you don't do that? Like they're shame even in us

878
00:49:43,280 --> 00:49:45,200
Speaker 1: showing up. I actually try to save it now, just

879
00:49:45,320 --> 00:49:47,440
Speaker 1: so that I could work up to it. Just a

880
00:49:47,480 --> 00:49:53,719
Speaker 1: horrible decision they got. I'll be bringing the toy kidnaw nowsure.

881
00:49:54,040 --> 00:49:56,640
Speaker 1: We do have a homemail this week that hopefully y'all

882
00:49:56,640 --> 00:49:59,480
Speaker 1: can give some advice on the title is sick of

883
00:49:59,640 --> 00:50:03,480
Speaker 1: fake it while I'm taking it. Hi, beautiful ladies, I

884
00:50:03,560 --> 00:50:05,360
Speaker 1: just found your show two weeks ago, and I've been

885
00:50:05,400 --> 00:50:07,640
Speaker 1: binge watching every single day at work and I love, love,

886
00:50:07,719 --> 00:50:10,160
Speaker 1: love the podcast. I'm thirty four and I've been with

887
00:50:10,239 --> 00:50:13,520
Speaker 1: my husband for seven years. Lost my virginity at thirteen.

888
00:50:13,920 --> 00:50:16,200
Speaker 1: I have a ton of experience with older men, and

889
00:50:16,320 --> 00:50:18,319
Speaker 1: the first time I had sex, I was so disappointed

890
00:50:18,320 --> 00:50:20,480
Speaker 1: because it was nothing like everyone bragged about. I felt

891
00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:24,160
Speaker 1: no pleasure, nothing, I felt duped. But I became a free,

892
00:50:24,360 --> 00:50:28,720
Speaker 1: care free spirit anyway and experienced all kinds of dick sizes, shapes, tastes.

893
00:50:28,760 --> 00:50:30,799
Speaker 1: I didn't think she was gonna go There still never

894
00:50:30,880 --> 00:50:33,680
Speaker 1: any orgasms from penetration, though I simply chose to master

895
00:50:33,840 --> 00:50:36,440
Speaker 1: my craft of pleasing others and eventually came to the

896
00:50:36,480 --> 00:50:38,600
Speaker 1: conclusion I was the minority of women who would never

897
00:50:38,800 --> 00:50:42,879
Speaker 1: experience an orgasm through printation penetration until two years ago,

898
00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:48,000
Speaker 1: all caps. It happened. The most amazing, absolute, amazing fucking

899
00:50:48,080 --> 00:50:50,400
Speaker 1: thing I have ever experienced. And when I say, I

900
00:50:50,560 --> 00:50:53,600
Speaker 1: dad dream about those ten seconds way too often. It's

901
00:50:53,600 --> 00:50:56,600
Speaker 1: a shame. Anyhow, that was the one and only time

902
00:50:56,680 --> 00:51:00,280
Speaker 1: it's ever happened. And now, before I experienced this incredible pleasure,

903
00:51:00,520 --> 00:51:03,080
Speaker 1: it was easy to accept my body wouldn't allow to happen,

904
00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:05,759
Speaker 1: But now that it has, I need and I want more.

905
00:51:06,320 --> 00:51:09,120
Speaker 1: Our wedding anniversary is coming up March one, and I'd

906
00:51:09,160 --> 00:51:10,560
Speaker 1: love to hear some advice on what I can do

907
00:51:10,640 --> 00:51:14,239
Speaker 1: to possibly up my chances of experiencing that euphori again.

908
00:51:14,480 --> 00:51:17,279
Speaker 1: I'm tired of faking multiple orgasms to boost his ego

909
00:51:17,360 --> 00:51:19,960
Speaker 1: and f y I. He's the most freaky and nasty

910
00:51:20,040 --> 00:51:22,200
Speaker 1: man I've ever been with. I enjoy the kinky ship

911
00:51:22,280 --> 00:51:24,080
Speaker 1: we do. I just want to start focusing on what

912
00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:26,399
Speaker 1: my body needs so I can receive the same type

913
00:51:26,440 --> 00:51:29,080
Speaker 1: of pleasure and I can bestow it upon him. Thanks

914
00:51:29,120 --> 00:51:31,640
Speaker 1: so much for your show, sacrifices and consistent, not because

915
00:51:31,640 --> 00:51:34,560
Speaker 1: the sacrifice is like Jesus, I love this with love

916
00:51:34,719 --> 00:51:37,360
Speaker 1: hurting first, squirting the fake gasm queen, I feel like

917
00:51:37,680 --> 00:51:41,719
Speaker 1: I'm um God's chosen one for for two I have

918
00:51:42,000 --> 00:51:45,880
Speaker 1: about it. I have a three day period and I

919
00:51:46,160 --> 00:51:49,200
Speaker 1: orgasm of penetration, which, mind you, we've learned as well

920
00:51:49,480 --> 00:51:54,600
Speaker 1: the majority of women cannot orgasm through penetration. It's clatoral simulation.

921
00:51:54,960 --> 00:51:57,040
Speaker 1: So the fact that she did get to feel that

922
00:51:57,719 --> 00:52:01,480
Speaker 1: um like the coming from penetration, that's actually not common

923
00:52:01,520 --> 00:52:05,160
Speaker 1: amongst women because of science unfortunately. Um And maybe you're

924
00:52:05,160 --> 00:52:08,799
Speaker 1: not God's chosen like myself. But um, I would say

925
00:52:08,880 --> 00:52:14,200
Speaker 1: with with my advice to her. Um And this is

926
00:52:14,280 --> 00:52:16,440
Speaker 1: the thing too, not all men can make me square.

927
00:52:16,440 --> 00:52:18,600
Speaker 1: I've squirted with only like two men. The ones I

928
00:52:18,640 --> 00:52:20,600
Speaker 1: didn't even give a funk about. They just I don't

929
00:52:20,600 --> 00:52:22,120
Speaker 1: know what, but in they pressed, they just knew what

930
00:52:22,200 --> 00:52:26,719
Speaker 1: to do. Um. I think what she's doing right now

931
00:52:26,880 --> 00:52:29,400
Speaker 1: is probably thinking too hard about it and maybe applying

932
00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:32,360
Speaker 1: the pressure without letting her partner know that this is

933
00:52:32,440 --> 00:52:35,120
Speaker 1: what she wants to experience. And sex is a lot

934
00:52:35,200 --> 00:52:38,440
Speaker 1: more psychology than it is really what's going on. And

935
00:52:38,560 --> 00:52:41,400
Speaker 1: so because I feel like mentally she wants to experience

936
00:52:41,480 --> 00:52:45,480
Speaker 1: this heightened orgasm, she's not allowing herself to be in

937
00:52:46,200 --> 00:52:48,439
Speaker 1: in the space when she's having sex. I don't think

938
00:52:49,400 --> 00:52:51,520
Speaker 1: traitive orgasms either, but I come when I'm sucking because

939
00:52:51,560 --> 00:52:53,800
Speaker 1: I find ways to get my clitter out. So, like,

940
00:52:54,360 --> 00:52:56,879
Speaker 1: my advice is really difficult because you got someone who's

941
00:52:56,920 --> 00:52:59,719
Speaker 1: nasty and kinky. It sounds like you're comfortable sucking him,

942
00:52:59,760 --> 00:53:01,960
Speaker 1: so really hard to give you advice. But I will

943
00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:03,719
Speaker 1: tell you how I get mine. If I don't touch

944
00:53:03,760 --> 00:53:07,000
Speaker 1: my clip and it's always on top, I literally have

945
00:53:07,239 --> 00:53:10,120
Speaker 1: to work like that. I mean you could from behind

946
00:53:10,160 --> 00:53:12,480
Speaker 1: though the cowboy ride Internet. You could be on your

947
00:53:12,560 --> 00:53:14,719
Speaker 1: knees so that you don't have to like squat down

948
00:53:14,800 --> 00:53:18,080
Speaker 1: on the dick, but you got mad access to your

949
00:53:18,080 --> 00:53:20,120
Speaker 1: clip from there. If you don't even want to touch it,

950
00:53:20,440 --> 00:53:22,759
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, like rubbing your clip clip

951
00:53:22,880 --> 00:53:25,560
Speaker 1: up and down like bit. If his dick is medium

952
00:53:25,600 --> 00:53:27,320
Speaker 1: sized and you can even get it on the balls

953
00:53:27,719 --> 00:53:29,880
Speaker 1: and rub it up and down. You can get stimulation

954
00:53:29,960 --> 00:53:31,800
Speaker 1: that way if you don't want to touch yourself. But like,

955
00:53:32,560 --> 00:53:35,839
Speaker 1: touching myself is how I get off during sex? Yeah, well,

956
00:53:36,360 --> 00:53:40,239
Speaker 1: outside of this homemail specifically, how do you guys, because

957
00:53:40,239 --> 00:53:42,680
Speaker 1: we're all in our thirties now, how do you guys

958
00:53:42,840 --> 00:53:46,279
Speaker 1: communicate with a man who's not making a orchasm? Do

959
00:53:46,400 --> 00:53:49,239
Speaker 1: you keep going at it or do you keep faking it?

960
00:53:49,440 --> 00:53:53,520
Speaker 1: Like our homemail listening, I could have wrote that I

961
00:53:53,640 --> 00:53:58,360
Speaker 1: was like sex. I was like, you can't even be

962
00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:02,800
Speaker 1: don know you're gonna read your question on eide. You

963
00:54:02,880 --> 00:54:06,120
Speaker 1: mean you can't be honest? I absolutely I When I

964
00:54:06,280 --> 00:54:10,560
Speaker 1: tell you the actress that I am convulsions. I can

965
00:54:10,680 --> 00:54:14,000
Speaker 1: make myself sweat. I can do so many things. Why

966
00:54:14,719 --> 00:54:20,920
Speaker 1: why to center them so that they feel good? But

967
00:54:21,000 --> 00:54:24,440
Speaker 1: you're betraying yourself. I'm very clear about it. So when

968
00:54:24,520 --> 00:54:27,760
Speaker 1: in reading that, one of the things that I said,

969
00:54:27,920 --> 00:54:29,600
Speaker 1: what I was thinking the first time I said was

970
00:54:30,560 --> 00:54:34,160
Speaker 1: read that to him. Read that to him and leave

971
00:54:34,200 --> 00:54:37,200
Speaker 1: it there and like and read it to him touching,

972
00:54:37,200 --> 00:54:39,600
Speaker 1: because when you have hard conversations you should always touch.

973
00:54:40,160 --> 00:54:42,839
Speaker 1: But read that to him and see where it goes,

974
00:54:42,960 --> 00:54:45,840
Speaker 1: see what he says. But it's something that I struggle

975
00:54:45,920 --> 00:54:48,600
Speaker 1: with this. Well, it's another reason why I'm into like

976
00:54:48,680 --> 00:54:50,800
Speaker 1: a lot of self pleasure now and making sure that

977
00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:54,760
Speaker 1: I figure out what I like so I can effectively communicated.

978
00:54:55,480 --> 00:54:57,800
Speaker 1: Because I also feel like if you're just coming to

979
00:54:57,920 --> 00:55:00,040
Speaker 1: someone and saying when you don't know your body and

980
00:55:00,080 --> 00:55:02,359
Speaker 1: you're just saying, well, you're not making me come, We'll

981
00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:05,359
Speaker 1: show me. I was talking about this with a friend

982
00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:08,719
Speaker 1: of mine and and again Louis c k came up.

983
00:55:08,760 --> 00:55:11,719
Speaker 1: We were laughing about it, but he said, you know,

984
00:55:11,880 --> 00:55:13,960
Speaker 1: if somebody pulled their dick out, it up, and I

985
00:55:14,080 --> 00:55:16,160
Speaker 1: was like, I would be I love that. I love

986
00:55:16,239 --> 00:55:19,040
Speaker 1: watching a man please himself because I see what he likes.

987
00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:24,040
Speaker 1: I often asked someone, Yeah, like that was why I

988
00:55:24,080 --> 00:55:27,879
Speaker 1: don't want to be I don't want to say, Sandy,

989
00:55:27,920 --> 00:55:29,880
Speaker 1: are they about to curse me? I don't think that

990
00:55:30,000 --> 00:55:32,600
Speaker 1: was okay, But I'm saying that's how the conversation came up.

991
00:55:32,920 --> 00:55:35,759
Speaker 1: But I'm saying, like, with a partner, show me, I

992
00:55:35,880 --> 00:55:39,120
Speaker 1: love that. I love that with men because especially when

993
00:55:39,160 --> 00:55:42,040
Speaker 1: pleasing man, either with a hand job or sucking their dick,

994
00:55:42,160 --> 00:55:44,520
Speaker 1: like you get to even see how much pressure they like,

995
00:55:45,360 --> 00:55:47,759
Speaker 1: how much they really like hands. You like hand you

996
00:55:47,840 --> 00:55:49,759
Speaker 1: sit and tell me to tell me what they've died

997
00:55:49,880 --> 00:55:52,879
Speaker 1: me more than like men when they jack off, they

998
00:55:52,960 --> 00:55:55,719
Speaker 1: will it's literally a lesson on how they like to

999
00:55:55,840 --> 00:55:58,560
Speaker 1: be pleased. And I will also say really quickly if

1000
00:55:58,640 --> 00:56:01,120
Speaker 1: you're doing it for them, if they're not a very

1001
00:56:01,200 --> 00:56:03,440
Speaker 1: vocal person, and there you can see that they struggle

1002
00:56:03,480 --> 00:56:05,080
Speaker 1: with it, tell me what you want me to do next,

1003
00:56:05,160 --> 00:56:07,920
Speaker 1: or I'm not gonna do anything. Oh I've definitely done that. Like,

1004
00:56:10,520 --> 00:56:12,800
Speaker 1: you gotta tell me what you want because I want you.

1005
00:56:12,920 --> 00:56:14,120
Speaker 1: I want you to be able to say it and

1006
00:56:14,239 --> 00:56:18,120
Speaker 1: get comfortable telling me and being vulnerable and really opening up.

1007
00:56:18,160 --> 00:56:20,040
Speaker 1: So I can do it too. Yeah, I love the

1008
00:56:20,120 --> 00:56:26,120
Speaker 1: reading it. I'm sorry shying she took that. I'm sucking around.

1009
00:56:26,480 --> 00:56:27,840
Speaker 1: I know that that way, I was awesome. If I

1010
00:56:27,920 --> 00:56:29,880
Speaker 1: gotta you gotta tell what I gotta say. She should

1011
00:56:29,920 --> 00:56:36,240
Speaker 1: stop lying. She should stop faking it. That's all stops.

1012
00:56:36,800 --> 00:56:39,239
Speaker 1: It's doing nobody any justice. She needs to tell them.

1013
00:56:39,400 --> 00:56:42,960
Speaker 1: The Bible said they should tell them the truth and

1014
00:56:43,000 --> 00:56:48,719
Speaker 1: stop faking an organism. And I shall not lie. See

1015
00:56:48,800 --> 00:56:52,560
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1016
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1017
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Speaker 1: this weekend, Saturday, April six, in Los Angeles at the

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Speaker 1: Hollywood Improv. Just want to let you all know. This

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Speaker 1: is the one time only we not added of the shows.

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Speaker 1: The Beach nine me and he's already tired. She is

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Speaker 1: already like, I gotta go to l A just for

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Speaker 1: y'all because she loves it here lokey Hollywood in pop

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Speaker 1: linking the bio and our revolution is televised to make

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Speaker 1: sure he looks hot. Bye, it's bonus, bitches, and we

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Speaker 1: bet get gee, it's not going to be filled with

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Speaker 1: with much tea. I already have people like would Old

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Speaker 1: Bay say when he heard this bitch, I wouldn't know

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Speaker 1: I blocked that new girl. I mean, he may have

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Speaker 1: someone giving him the tea anyways, I'm sure, but um,

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Speaker 1: I just thought I guess to give if he knows

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Speaker 1: what he did. When I was in the elevator just

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Speaker 1: coming up to do this episode, um, my neighbor. I

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Speaker 1: had a company sent me like a hundred bodies groups,

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Speaker 1: maybe forty I'm not exaggerating, a hundred forty about forty right,

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Speaker 1: black ticks. She's next door, so I handed it to her.

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Speaker 1: I was like, oh, here, I got this, you know

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Speaker 1: in the mail. I want to give them to you.

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Speaker 1: Was because we gotta keep from staying and young, she goes,

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Speaker 1: and we gotta keep staying young. And she was like, girl,

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Speaker 1: I'm way older than you. And I said, what she is?

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Speaker 1: Thirty five? I swear on my mom And I thought

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Speaker 1: she was maybe at max like thirty eight. She looked

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Speaker 1: really young, and she said, I'm fifty. I said, bitch,

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Speaker 1: I know you vegans. That's how it might not even

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Speaker 1: be vegan. That's how uh, that's how motherfucker's be treating

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Speaker 1: my ex like my ex does not look fifty at all. No.

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Speaker 1: And I think that's the thing though, when you really

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Speaker 1: take haverybody. And and don't get me wrong, I only

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Speaker 1: know her because she is a dog. So we'd be

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Speaker 1: at the dog park, but she'd be running with the dog,

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Speaker 1: jumping up and off the table like working all like crazy,

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Speaker 1: and I'm like, yo, you know you don't look fifty.

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Speaker 1: So I say all that to say, she said, because

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Speaker 1: I thought about Maggie. Who's the bitch? O Bay went

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Speaker 1: you see and due I and she said, girl, I

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Speaker 1: don't have a concept of time. She said, if you

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Speaker 1: asked me, I'm still sucking the nick. I was from

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Speaker 1: high school. She was like, everything feels the same. She

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Speaker 1: was like, I take care of my body. She was like,

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Speaker 1: and my spirit is like she said, I eat good

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Speaker 1: and I'll tell no lies. I said, I know, not right,

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Speaker 1: and I really want to tell old b because his

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Speaker 1: body is fucking crazy. He really really works on his body,

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Speaker 1: but he tells lies, and so that's why he's bald. Well,

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Speaker 1: Balding is not no balding. I liked hair. Bald is sexy.

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Speaker 1: My ex ball Yeah, but I doubt what a lot

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Speaker 1: of diggas was bald. I've had other bald niggas coming

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Speaker 1: suck me down. He like bald players. Oh episode names.

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Speaker 1: Sorry anyways, guys in this episode is our cinema for

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Speaker 1: the month, and we chose to do bad vecan if

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Speaker 1: I'm not a bad vegan on vacay bro. It was good,

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Speaker 1: it was really good, but what's crazy too? I think

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Speaker 1: last month we did The Tender Swindler, so it's very

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Speaker 1: similar in conversations. So I dug in to do some

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Speaker 1: different things. But before we started with the catchup, I

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Speaker 1: want to know what other TV you were currently watching?

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Speaker 1: Um Jocelyn's Caperette. Honey, I can't wait to see this.

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Speaker 1: He was going one day, I just I just went

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Speaker 1: to a Sanse's house and he caught me all the

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Speaker 1: way up with it, so messed mind. Did what was

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Speaker 1: I gonna say? Um, I've been rewatching Girls on HBO

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Speaker 1: and I've been watching what is it that I watched

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Speaker 1: every Sunday? Oh not need a fiance? That ship's getting crazy. Um.

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Speaker 1: I didn't want to make mention. I was in a

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Speaker 1: every week On Tuesday's we have a staff meeting with

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Speaker 1: all the heads at my job, and two of the

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Speaker 1: departments have to do with stuff you watch right, film

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Speaker 1: and TV. And literally one of the girls is like,

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Speaker 1: so and so keeps throwing me a project. But like,

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Speaker 1: by the time we released this on Netflix, they're already

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Speaker 1: gonna be tired of this scamming. She's like, Netflix goes

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Speaker 1: in waves, So right now you've got an LV, then

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Speaker 1: you've got the Tinder Swindler, then you've got Bad Vegan.

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Speaker 1: She's like, we're in a wave of scam. She's like,

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Speaker 1: we've been in a wave of stay end up. We

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Speaker 1: got in a wave of black sheet and she's like,

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Speaker 1: Netflix hits you in ways and keep feeding you. She's like,

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Speaker 1: by the time we acquire this project, the way we'll

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Speaker 1: be off. And I was like, wow, like that is

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Speaker 1: really like Hollywood ship because I don't even I forgot

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Speaker 1: Anna Delvi too, all of them, and now it makes

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Speaker 1: me want more. And of course because you watched blah

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Speaker 1: blah blah, now you like this, so it's like I

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Speaker 1: do enjoy it. And the Bad Vegan story was great,

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Speaker 1: but like I want to actually see how long that time. Really.

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Speaker 1: It's weird because I really don't think people get sick

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Speaker 1: of it, Like I'm someone and I think I mentioned

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Speaker 1: it on this pod when I'm just like nothing's on TV.

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Speaker 1: I love to binge American greed, which technically is scams

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Speaker 1: maybe a year or two ago. No, no, no, people

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Speaker 1: don't get sick of it. I think they're saying, like

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Speaker 1: the hype. Oh, I mean but even what was it

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Speaker 1: one or two years ago? Now was Firefest and that

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Speaker 1: had everyone talking. So I mean, I think that people

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Speaker 1: love watching other people get got over on. Don't know why,

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Speaker 1: but I think it's a thing. I thinks it's also

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Speaker 1: like the everyday person to all of these people are

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Speaker 1: very unassuming, you know what I mean, Like I think

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Speaker 1: I was talking to Sophia that they're not even unassuming.

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Speaker 1: They just white because the way, no, no, there could

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Speaker 1: be your everyday persons, white as crook ass bitches who

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Speaker 1: somehow even just get the access to all this loan money.

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Speaker 1: It's insane, it's insane.