1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:04,200 Speaker 1: Young Gravy's baby. What's been the most persistent thought on 2 00:00:04,240 --> 00:00:05,080 Speaker 1: your mind lately? 3 00:00:05,840 --> 00:00:09,480 Speaker 2: It's persistent thought on my mind lately. Oh goodness, man, 4 00:00:10,880 --> 00:00:13,480 Speaker 2: try to think man, Addison's Ray, Addison Rai's mom has 5 00:00:13,520 --> 00:00:14,680 Speaker 2: been on my mind a lot lately. 6 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:19,480 Speaker 3: I think, man, the uh. 7 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:23,880 Speaker 2: I was in in Britain for a while and the 8 00:00:24,280 --> 00:00:26,680 Speaker 2: fact that they eat tomatoes and beans for breakfast every 9 00:00:26,760 --> 00:00:28,320 Speaker 2: day has been on my mind for a while. 10 00:00:32,080 --> 00:00:34,120 Speaker 1: You said, Addison Ray's mom has been Madison Ra's mom 11 00:00:34,159 --> 00:00:34,559 Speaker 1: has been a while. 12 00:00:35,000 --> 00:00:35,120 Speaker 4: You have? 13 00:00:35,200 --> 00:00:37,400 Speaker 1: You been talking to Sherry, all right? So I wanted 14 00:00:37,440 --> 00:00:39,599 Speaker 1: to ask you. This is the this is the thing 15 00:00:39,640 --> 00:00:41,400 Speaker 1: I'm really dying to talk to you about, is like, 16 00:00:41,440 --> 00:00:47,600 Speaker 1: how much of the mom thing is a character versus like, 17 00:00:48,159 --> 00:00:52,640 Speaker 1: in real life you are having sex with a lot 18 00:00:52,680 --> 00:00:54,480 Speaker 1: of older women. 19 00:00:54,960 --> 00:00:57,320 Speaker 3: So so the mom. 20 00:00:57,160 --> 00:01:03,520 Speaker 2: Thing, Yeah, I would say it began in high school 21 00:01:03,680 --> 00:01:08,039 Speaker 2: from one experience I had with a professional that I 22 00:01:08,080 --> 00:01:14,320 Speaker 2: was associated with, and it was cool, and then I 23 00:01:14,360 --> 00:01:16,560 Speaker 2: just thought it was a good, like unique thing to 24 00:01:16,680 --> 00:01:19,120 Speaker 2: kind of I mean this years later, when I decided 25 00:01:19,160 --> 00:01:20,280 Speaker 2: to be a rapper, I was like, oh, it's a 26 00:01:20,360 --> 00:01:23,240 Speaker 2: unique thing to kind of add into my my repertoire 27 00:01:23,319 --> 00:01:28,880 Speaker 2: of sauce and then it kind of manifests itself into 28 00:01:28,959 --> 00:01:32,920 Speaker 2: reality and my dams are filled with milks. 29 00:01:33,000 --> 00:01:35,720 Speaker 3: So so now I do fuck moms? 30 00:01:35,920 --> 00:01:38,160 Speaker 2: Okay, I mean I had probably before I was a rapper, 31 00:01:38,160 --> 00:01:41,720 Speaker 2: probably I had about three mom experiences which were great? 32 00:01:42,280 --> 00:01:42,560 Speaker 3: Great? 33 00:01:42,680 --> 00:01:46,480 Speaker 1: How many would if you're comfortable saying mom experiences? Do 34 00:01:46,480 --> 00:01:47,039 Speaker 1: you think you've had. 35 00:01:46,959 --> 00:01:48,960 Speaker 3: Not a crazy amount. I'm I'm not out here. I'm 36 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:50,440 Speaker 3: not out here fucking throwing. 37 00:01:50,200 --> 00:01:51,400 Speaker 2: It like, because I was. 38 00:01:51,600 --> 00:01:53,200 Speaker 1: I was listening to a lot of music before you 39 00:01:53,520 --> 00:01:57,000 Speaker 1: came here, and I was listening to Gasanova and I 40 00:01:57,080 --> 00:02:00,440 Speaker 1: was like, this guy loves sex. 41 00:02:01,480 --> 00:02:02,880 Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean it's it's okay. 42 00:02:04,040 --> 00:02:06,280 Speaker 1: Do you love sex as much as people? Is it 43 00:02:06,400 --> 00:02:09,919 Speaker 1: that big of a part of your life? From listening 44 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:12,600 Speaker 1: to that, I'm like, this guy, this is. 45 00:02:12,560 --> 00:02:13,880 Speaker 3: It depends on the season. 46 00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:17,760 Speaker 2: If it's tour season versus real life not tour season, 47 00:02:17,960 --> 00:02:20,680 Speaker 2: it's different. But but no, you know, I'm not I'm like, 48 00:02:20,880 --> 00:02:24,280 Speaker 2: I'm a horny guy. You know, it's your classic horny dude. Man, 49 00:02:24,440 --> 00:02:28,440 Speaker 2: I'm not like a tweaker. But uh, I actually don't. 50 00:02:28,520 --> 00:02:29,240 Speaker 2: I don't drink. 51 00:02:29,080 --> 00:02:31,000 Speaker 1: Off, you don't jerk off. 52 00:02:31,000 --> 00:02:33,080 Speaker 2: I don't drink off well as of as of twenty 53 00:02:33,120 --> 00:02:34,400 Speaker 2: twenty two, I don't drink off. 54 00:02:34,400 --> 00:02:36,320 Speaker 1: Okay, so this year you have you have not jerked 55 00:02:36,320 --> 00:02:37,280 Speaker 1: off once this year. 56 00:02:37,520 --> 00:02:40,120 Speaker 3: I have drinked off once or maybe no once one 57 00:02:40,160 --> 00:02:40,679 Speaker 3: time this year. 58 00:02:40,680 --> 00:02:42,160 Speaker 1: What made you decide to stop jerking off? 59 00:02:42,560 --> 00:02:45,920 Speaker 2: I just decided. I was like, man like, well, for 60 00:02:45,960 --> 00:02:48,440 Speaker 2: anyone out there who knows what no no FAP is 61 00:02:48,560 --> 00:02:50,840 Speaker 2: no FAP, I know, there's like a community that that 62 00:02:50,919 --> 00:02:51,919 Speaker 2: goes by it. And I was like, you know, I'm 63 00:02:51,919 --> 00:02:53,600 Speaker 2: gonna trrive this out. And I thought, you know what, 64 00:02:54,400 --> 00:02:56,200 Speaker 2: I think that I'm gonna be better at everything else 65 00:02:56,280 --> 00:02:58,800 Speaker 2: if I don't drink off. And I think I've wasted 66 00:02:58,800 --> 00:03:03,519 Speaker 2: time doing this and I have a warped version of 67 00:03:03,560 --> 00:03:07,000 Speaker 2: reality by drinking off to this fucking crazy ass activity 68 00:03:07,360 --> 00:03:09,560 Speaker 2: on the internet. So I haven't drinked off this year 69 00:03:09,639 --> 00:03:12,440 Speaker 2: other than one time when I really I you ever 70 00:03:12,560 --> 00:03:14,520 Speaker 2: wake up and you just can't get rid of your 71 00:03:14,720 --> 00:03:16,480 Speaker 2: the wood and it's like painful. 72 00:03:16,520 --> 00:03:19,480 Speaker 1: Well, I've been having a problem where like if I 73 00:03:19,560 --> 00:03:23,520 Speaker 1: you know, because I'm always like at home and if 74 00:03:23,720 --> 00:03:28,799 Speaker 1: I can I will usually like if if well, if 75 00:03:28,800 --> 00:03:31,400 Speaker 1: the like well, like if I'm like whatever. If I'm 76 00:03:31,400 --> 00:03:33,920 Speaker 1: at the airport and I get a bonner, I'm like, 77 00:03:33,960 --> 00:03:35,720 Speaker 1: I just gotta, you know, sit this one out. But 78 00:03:35,720 --> 00:03:38,400 Speaker 1: if I'm just at my house, you know, editing something 79 00:03:38,400 --> 00:03:39,840 Speaker 1: on my computer and I get a boner, I'm like, 80 00:03:39,880 --> 00:03:41,360 Speaker 1: I'm taking care of this one. 81 00:03:41,480 --> 00:03:44,440 Speaker 3: Get an erection, it's like time to yeah, you know yeah. 82 00:03:44,160 --> 00:03:45,760 Speaker 1: And that takes a lot to just be like, no, 83 00:03:45,760 --> 00:03:48,280 Speaker 1: I'm gonna ride it out. I'm gonna not. Every time 84 00:03:48,360 --> 00:03:50,800 Speaker 1: I am beckoned by my penis, I do answer the call, 85 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:53,040 Speaker 1: which and I wish I didn't do that. I wish 86 00:03:53,040 --> 00:03:54,760 Speaker 1: I had more, wish I was more in charge. 87 00:03:54,800 --> 00:03:56,520 Speaker 2: I think I just wanted to test myself, you know, 88 00:03:56,680 --> 00:03:58,760 Speaker 2: like like in the past, I've had problems with drinking 89 00:03:59,040 --> 00:04:01,360 Speaker 2: and cigaretts and staff, and I was like, you know what, 90 00:04:01,360 --> 00:04:05,360 Speaker 2: this is my next my next fucking boss that I'm 91 00:04:05,360 --> 00:04:06,760 Speaker 2: going to tackle. You know what I'm saying. It was 92 00:04:06,800 --> 00:04:09,760 Speaker 2: the next fucking boss level. And I was like, I'm 93 00:04:09,800 --> 00:04:10,720 Speaker 2: not going to drink off this yere. 94 00:04:10,800 --> 00:04:14,040 Speaker 1: Has it been difficult or you found yourself in. 95 00:04:14,280 --> 00:04:15,440 Speaker 3: I mean it was like, I mean it was it 96 00:04:15,480 --> 00:04:16,360 Speaker 3: wasn't that difficult. 97 00:04:16,400 --> 00:04:19,400 Speaker 2: Because in January and February I was on tour, and 98 00:04:20,440 --> 00:04:24,160 Speaker 2: I mean I'm still doing almost sex things, so so 99 00:04:24,160 --> 00:04:27,000 Speaker 2: it was all good then. Since then, basically, if if 100 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:28,400 Speaker 2: you don't drink off for a week, you kind of 101 00:04:28,400 --> 00:04:30,280 Speaker 2: just like start leveling up a little bit. 102 00:04:30,360 --> 00:04:32,680 Speaker 1: You know, are you noticing? Because I've been on the 103 00:04:32,720 --> 00:04:35,640 Speaker 1: no fab creddits and people are talking about like they'll 104 00:04:35,960 --> 00:04:39,400 Speaker 1: their brain fog will clear and they'll like be able 105 00:04:39,440 --> 00:04:40,839 Speaker 1: to fly and ship like that. 106 00:04:41,120 --> 00:04:46,880 Speaker 2: The only really notice myself is like extra like just 107 00:04:46,960 --> 00:04:50,479 Speaker 2: fucking energy and like testostery. Like like I was, I 108 00:04:50,480 --> 00:04:52,400 Speaker 2: would just get down on the ground and do push ups, 109 00:04:52,600 --> 00:04:54,360 Speaker 2: you know, kind of like a douchey way almost. 110 00:04:54,440 --> 00:04:56,440 Speaker 3: I would just like fucking I want to I want to. 111 00:04:56,440 --> 00:04:58,119 Speaker 1: Be All that energy has to go somewhere. 112 00:04:58,120 --> 00:05:00,599 Speaker 2: I need to do something right now. So yeah, man, 113 00:05:01,160 --> 00:05:02,800 Speaker 2: you want on my first jog one time? 114 00:05:02,920 --> 00:05:04,360 Speaker 1: Yeah you wanted your first job? 115 00:05:05,200 --> 00:05:07,320 Speaker 3: Yeah? Did you not just jerked off for like a 116 00:05:07,320 --> 00:05:07,800 Speaker 3: week and a half. 117 00:05:07,839 --> 00:05:10,080 Speaker 1: And I want a job that manifested itself as a job. 118 00:05:10,279 --> 00:05:12,760 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what it manifested itself as matter of fucking 119 00:05:13,160 --> 00:05:14,159 Speaker 2: little jog around the block. 120 00:05:14,200 --> 00:05:17,839 Speaker 3: It was like a you know, mile, but it was counted. 121 00:05:18,000 --> 00:05:21,200 Speaker 1: So these you said you had three Mom, experiences, and 122 00:05:21,200 --> 00:05:24,760 Speaker 1: I'm sure you've had more since. Have you since met 123 00:05:24,960 --> 00:05:29,840 Speaker 1: a person whose mom you slept with that did not know? 124 00:05:30,120 --> 00:05:34,560 Speaker 1: Did you ever meet any of these people's kids? What 125 00:05:34,640 --> 00:05:34,840 Speaker 1: was that? 126 00:05:34,960 --> 00:05:35,120 Speaker 2: Like? 127 00:05:35,279 --> 00:05:38,120 Speaker 3: Yes, it's worse when they do know? 128 00:05:39,040 --> 00:05:42,080 Speaker 1: What what what do they tell me about an experience 129 00:05:42,080 --> 00:05:42,599 Speaker 1: where you met one? 130 00:05:43,560 --> 00:05:46,240 Speaker 2: Okay, the worst, the worst experience, I mean not the worst, 131 00:05:46,279 --> 00:05:48,159 Speaker 2: the best and worst. I mean there was there was 132 00:05:48,200 --> 00:05:51,440 Speaker 2: a time where there was a really fine woman in 133 00:05:51,560 --> 00:05:54,200 Speaker 2: the crowd at a concert and she had well, she 134 00:05:54,240 --> 00:05:55,880 Speaker 2: had a shirt on that was literally it was like 135 00:05:56,560 --> 00:05:59,520 Speaker 2: something about milk. And I was like, hey man, and 136 00:05:59,600 --> 00:06:02,400 Speaker 2: I I had my boy go over my tour manager 137 00:06:02,440 --> 00:06:06,600 Speaker 2: and go grabber information. And then what she decided to 138 00:06:06,680 --> 00:06:08,040 Speaker 2: do was I was like, you know, it's cool, it's 139 00:06:08,040 --> 00:06:09,640 Speaker 2: going to meet and greet in So she brought her 140 00:06:09,720 --> 00:06:12,080 Speaker 2: kids to the tour bus, her kids. 141 00:06:12,440 --> 00:06:13,440 Speaker 3: So I went to the tour bus. 142 00:06:13,440 --> 00:06:15,440 Speaker 2: Her and her two children that are like only a 143 00:06:15,440 --> 00:06:17,400 Speaker 2: few years younger than me, came to the tour bus. 144 00:06:17,920 --> 00:06:20,560 Speaker 2: I met them, we took pictures, and then she got 145 00:06:20,560 --> 00:06:24,039 Speaker 2: them an uber and said, I'm gonna stay here really 146 00:06:25,680 --> 00:06:28,840 Speaker 2: fuck your favorite rapper and you'all go do your thing 147 00:06:28,839 --> 00:06:30,960 Speaker 2: and I was like, I was like, man, that's really cool, 148 00:06:30,960 --> 00:06:32,200 Speaker 2: but I feel really weird. 149 00:06:32,240 --> 00:06:34,279 Speaker 1: But do you think were the kids big fans of you? 150 00:06:34,680 --> 00:06:36,440 Speaker 3: Yeah? She didn't know of me before that. 151 00:06:36,600 --> 00:06:38,240 Speaker 1: All right, So who's your favorite rapper? 152 00:06:38,600 --> 00:06:40,440 Speaker 2: My favorite rapper would be it would have to be 153 00:06:40,520 --> 00:06:43,680 Speaker 2: Young Thug or oh Man Young. 154 00:06:43,760 --> 00:06:46,000 Speaker 3: I really like Young Dog Action Bronson Young. 155 00:06:46,200 --> 00:06:50,080 Speaker 1: So if Young Thug had sex with your mom, I 156 00:06:50,120 --> 00:06:52,000 Speaker 1: wouldn't all how would you feel about that? 157 00:06:52,200 --> 00:06:55,240 Speaker 3: Yeah? You know what? See that? 158 00:06:56,040 --> 00:06:57,919 Speaker 2: It always crosses my mind every time something like then, 159 00:06:57,920 --> 00:07:02,760 Speaker 2: an event like that occurs, and for some reason, I 160 00:07:02,800 --> 00:07:04,680 Speaker 2: think I would let Young Dogs slide. I think I'll 161 00:07:04,680 --> 00:07:06,400 Speaker 2: look for my mom, but anyone else. 162 00:07:06,800 --> 00:07:10,680 Speaker 1: No, you know, I think people are are very protective 163 00:07:11,040 --> 00:07:13,920 Speaker 1: about this. They're like, like, it's an insult to be like, 164 00:07:13,920 --> 00:07:15,480 Speaker 1: oh I fucked your mom, I fucked your sister or whatever. 165 00:07:15,520 --> 00:07:18,320 Speaker 1: I'm like, listen, if you really love your mom, if 166 00:07:18,320 --> 00:07:21,720 Speaker 1: you really love your mom, if you really love her, 167 00:07:21,800 --> 00:07:24,760 Speaker 1: don't you want her to be happy? Don't you want 168 00:07:24,800 --> 00:07:26,680 Speaker 1: her to have I mean this is don't you want 169 00:07:26,680 --> 00:07:29,560 Speaker 1: your mom to have fulfill your sexual experiences people that 170 00:07:29,640 --> 00:07:30,400 Speaker 1: she's attracted to. 171 00:07:30,560 --> 00:07:31,400 Speaker 3: The climate is changing. 172 00:07:31,400 --> 00:07:33,240 Speaker 2: There are people that will slide in with with their 173 00:07:33,280 --> 00:07:36,520 Speaker 2: mom's numbers and photos and like resumes, and it's. 174 00:07:36,360 --> 00:07:38,760 Speaker 3: Like it's people people. I don't know. 175 00:07:38,760 --> 00:07:40,640 Speaker 2: I think I think it's I respect it, you know, 176 00:07:40,680 --> 00:07:42,680 Speaker 2: it's like people want their parents be happy. Do you 177 00:07:42,720 --> 00:07:45,080 Speaker 2: have a good relationship. Yeah, My mom's one of my 178 00:07:45,080 --> 00:07:47,280 Speaker 2: best friends ever. She's the sweetest. Yeah. 179 00:07:47,560 --> 00:07:50,680 Speaker 1: Has anyone ever tried to slide into into your mom's people? 180 00:07:51,720 --> 00:07:51,800 Speaker 4: No? 181 00:07:52,280 --> 00:07:54,400 Speaker 3: I think people will kind of. I really haven't. 182 00:07:54,440 --> 00:07:56,520 Speaker 2: There's one time that some girl was like, oh, I'm 183 00:07:56,520 --> 00:07:57,600 Speaker 2: gonna fuck on Gravy's mom. 184 00:07:57,600 --> 00:08:00,920 Speaker 3: And then I was like, well, you know, I was like, 185 00:08:00,960 --> 00:08:02,080 Speaker 3: you know what, fair enough. 186 00:08:01,960 --> 00:08:04,000 Speaker 1: You can't, but no, you can't be like you can't 187 00:08:04,000 --> 00:08:05,800 Speaker 1: be like that's a little that's your whole thing is 188 00:08:05,840 --> 00:08:07,440 Speaker 1: to fun people exactly exactly. 189 00:08:07,480 --> 00:08:07,880 Speaker 2: You can't. 190 00:08:07,880 --> 00:08:10,280 Speaker 1: You'd be such a hypocrite if you were like, that's direspect. 191 00:08:10,600 --> 00:08:11,440 Speaker 3: I couldn't be mad. 192 00:08:11,520 --> 00:08:13,920 Speaker 2: But I just I just I was. And I was 193 00:08:14,000 --> 00:08:17,040 Speaker 2: just like, I don't know what this one is because 194 00:08:17,080 --> 00:08:19,000 Speaker 2: she was just like, I'm gonna fucking Graviy's mom blah 195 00:08:19,000 --> 00:08:21,040 Speaker 2: blah blah blah blah blah. I was like, no, man, 196 00:08:21,040 --> 00:08:23,960 Speaker 2: that's Cynthia, dude, she's the sweetest. Maybe we'll I'll check 197 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:25,880 Speaker 2: it around FaceTime later or so. I'm she's a sweetheart. 198 00:08:27,480 --> 00:08:28,560 Speaker 2: I have half seblings. 199 00:08:28,640 --> 00:08:30,520 Speaker 1: Okay, how do they feel about the. 200 00:08:31,160 --> 00:08:33,000 Speaker 3: Uh there's one that I don't really talk to who's 201 00:08:33,040 --> 00:08:33,520 Speaker 3: kind of weird. 202 00:08:33,960 --> 00:08:38,680 Speaker 2: One's a professor at Drake University shott to my students 203 00:08:38,679 --> 00:08:42,200 Speaker 2: out there. Uh, he's he's a real one. And then 204 00:08:43,320 --> 00:08:46,920 Speaker 2: the other one is a she teaches dressage. 205 00:08:47,440 --> 00:08:48,280 Speaker 1: I've heard that before. 206 00:08:48,600 --> 00:08:51,440 Speaker 3: It's like it's like getting your horse to crip walk. 207 00:08:51,600 --> 00:08:54,800 Speaker 2: Basically, it's like dancing with a horse tied, and she's 208 00:08:54,840 --> 00:08:58,000 Speaker 2: she's like a champion at it. They're all in their 209 00:08:58,080 --> 00:09:04,040 Speaker 2: like fifties because my dad was way older, and their kids, 210 00:09:04,160 --> 00:09:06,080 Speaker 2: their kids are like my age. They come to my shows. 211 00:09:06,280 --> 00:09:06,840 Speaker 1: That's awesome. 212 00:09:06,920 --> 00:09:07,400 Speaker 2: It's a vibe. 213 00:09:07,480 --> 00:09:09,000 Speaker 1: Dude, Hey, you want to take some phone calls? 214 00:09:09,080 --> 00:09:10,679 Speaker 3: Yeah, let's let's get some folks on here. 215 00:09:10,679 --> 00:09:10,839 Speaker 5: Man. 216 00:09:10,880 --> 00:09:12,040 Speaker 3: I'm I'm curious. 217 00:09:12,240 --> 00:09:17,120 Speaker 2: Hello, Oh my god, Hello, Hi Holly, how are you? 218 00:09:18,760 --> 00:09:20,120 Speaker 6: I'm great? How are you guys? 219 00:09:21,080 --> 00:09:22,520 Speaker 3: Really good? Were you born on Christmas? 220 00:09:24,240 --> 00:09:26,520 Speaker 6: I wasn't a common question, though. 221 00:09:27,440 --> 00:09:28,560 Speaker 3: You get that a lot, all right? 222 00:09:29,160 --> 00:09:30,479 Speaker 1: That is that a thing that Holly. 223 00:09:30,480 --> 00:09:32,719 Speaker 3: If you're born on Christmas. It's like a tradition, and 224 00:09:32,760 --> 00:09:33,839 Speaker 3: name your kid Holly. 225 00:09:33,600 --> 00:09:34,960 Speaker 1: Because because it's a Holliday. 226 00:09:35,120 --> 00:09:37,000 Speaker 2: If you're just Holly is like the thing you hang 227 00:09:37,040 --> 00:09:39,000 Speaker 2: on your when you deck the halls with. 228 00:09:39,400 --> 00:09:41,840 Speaker 1: Bows of I thought that. I thought that was just 229 00:09:41,880 --> 00:09:43,800 Speaker 1: a random word that didn't make any sense. 230 00:09:43,800 --> 00:09:46,319 Speaker 3: Oh, yeah, it's like a plant Holly. 231 00:09:46,400 --> 00:09:49,800 Speaker 2: Tell us about Holly. What what is Holly? 232 00:09:50,760 --> 00:09:52,040 Speaker 6: The plant or the person? 233 00:09:52,920 --> 00:09:56,640 Speaker 2: I mean both tell us about the origin and then 234 00:09:56,679 --> 00:09:57,880 Speaker 2: tell us about you. 235 00:09:57,920 --> 00:10:02,840 Speaker 6: Please, Okay, Well the plant is it's like an It's 236 00:10:02,880 --> 00:10:06,680 Speaker 6: like a berry, I guess, like a Christmas type berry. 237 00:10:06,760 --> 00:10:09,600 Speaker 6: I don't know anything about the plant, but it's related 238 00:10:09,600 --> 00:10:12,280 Speaker 6: to yerba. Mate. If you guys like yearba, it's in 239 00:10:12,320 --> 00:10:13,080 Speaker 6: the same. 240 00:10:15,040 --> 00:10:18,160 Speaker 2: You saw me on that one. 241 00:10:20,760 --> 00:10:24,600 Speaker 6: I am. So, I'm twenty three and right now I'm 242 00:10:24,640 --> 00:10:28,240 Speaker 6: working two jobs. By day, I am the manager for 243 00:10:28,320 --> 00:10:32,080 Speaker 6: a cleaning company and by night I am a cam girl. 244 00:10:33,920 --> 00:10:40,080 Speaker 1: Wow, it says here that you're you're struggling managing people's 245 00:10:40,160 --> 00:10:43,719 Speaker 1: comments towards you during some of your camera shows. What's 246 00:10:43,760 --> 00:10:44,320 Speaker 1: going on with that? 247 00:10:46,760 --> 00:10:47,200 Speaker 7: Yeah? 248 00:10:47,240 --> 00:10:50,600 Speaker 6: So basically I only started doing it to like supplement 249 00:10:50,640 --> 00:10:53,880 Speaker 6: my income, and I really didn't have any idea of 250 00:10:53,920 --> 00:10:55,560 Speaker 6: what it was going to be like, except that I 251 00:10:55,600 --> 00:10:57,440 Speaker 6: was going to get paid to be naked, which is 252 00:10:57,520 --> 00:11:03,040 Speaker 6: like pretty dope. So now I'm kind of I've gotten 253 00:11:03,120 --> 00:11:04,960 Speaker 6: to the point I've been doing it for like five 254 00:11:05,080 --> 00:11:08,000 Speaker 6: months now, and I'm kind of finding it hard to 255 00:11:08,080 --> 00:11:12,280 Speaker 6: disguise how revolting it is. Like the things that people say, 256 00:11:12,720 --> 00:11:14,920 Speaker 6: they're starting to get to me on like a little 257 00:11:14,960 --> 00:11:17,880 Speaker 6: bit more of a personal level. So I'm kind of 258 00:11:17,920 --> 00:11:22,160 Speaker 6: having trouble like separating the work from the people, you 259 00:11:22,200 --> 00:11:22,600 Speaker 6: know what I. 260 00:11:22,520 --> 00:11:26,760 Speaker 3: Mean, I've I've seen people. 261 00:11:26,800 --> 00:11:30,400 Speaker 2: I mean, I've seen like I guess there's just I mean, 262 00:11:30,559 --> 00:11:32,480 Speaker 2: we all know what in CEL. 263 00:11:32,440 --> 00:11:36,840 Speaker 3: It's in involuntarily celis. 264 00:11:37,080 --> 00:11:40,719 Speaker 2: There's there's a lot of people out there who who 265 00:11:40,760 --> 00:11:43,520 Speaker 2: find saw us in the Internet and do this weird 266 00:11:43,559 --> 00:11:48,360 Speaker 2: shit right well, I don't know, there's just a weird 267 00:11:48,440 --> 00:11:52,760 Speaker 2: culture within them of like being pissed off about whatever 268 00:11:52,840 --> 00:11:55,600 Speaker 2: it is, even though I don't know, they're they got 269 00:11:55,720 --> 00:11:59,200 Speaker 2: fucking stacks the Mountain dew ready and they're they're gonna 270 00:11:59,280 --> 00:12:02,320 Speaker 2: just I don't know. I've seen almost every time that 271 00:12:02,320 --> 00:12:05,079 Speaker 2: people talk about me, and I see that it's that 272 00:12:05,240 --> 00:12:09,680 Speaker 2: set of people, and you're in a space where there's 273 00:12:09,720 --> 00:12:13,200 Speaker 2: a lot of those folks, and like the internet lurkers 274 00:12:13,240 --> 00:12:16,320 Speaker 2: are gonna be in there. I guarantee the majority of 275 00:12:16,320 --> 00:12:19,440 Speaker 2: them are just real ones that are in there. But 276 00:12:19,480 --> 00:12:22,679 Speaker 2: then the ones that have the audacity to go in 277 00:12:22,679 --> 00:12:26,600 Speaker 2: and comment and have like the you know, the little 278 00:12:26,600 --> 00:12:29,400 Speaker 2: weirdos are the ones that you're gonna see. But like, 279 00:12:30,440 --> 00:12:32,920 Speaker 2: how about the majority of those folks are not not 280 00:12:33,080 --> 00:12:33,520 Speaker 2: in cells. 281 00:12:34,040 --> 00:12:41,120 Speaker 1: Is there a particular like thing that you're sensitive about 282 00:12:41,280 --> 00:12:45,840 Speaker 1: that people comment on negatively or is it just sort 283 00:12:45,840 --> 00:12:49,679 Speaker 1: of a medley of disgusting things. 284 00:12:51,080 --> 00:12:54,560 Speaker 6: It is mostly a medley, although a lot of people have, 285 00:12:54,800 --> 00:12:57,680 Speaker 6: like I don't know, I do a thing where it's 286 00:12:57,679 --> 00:13:00,560 Speaker 6: like you can tip me like fifty tokens or whatever 287 00:13:00,679 --> 00:13:04,360 Speaker 6: for a song request, and I get the cringiest fucking 288 00:13:04,400 --> 00:13:08,200 Speaker 6: song requests, Like it's like Breaking Benjamin, like early y 289 00:13:08,280 --> 00:13:11,200 Speaker 6: two k all that shitty stuff like Creed and all that. 290 00:13:11,280 --> 00:13:14,679 Speaker 6: Sorry if anybody likes Creed, But it's like they only 291 00:13:14,720 --> 00:13:18,400 Speaker 6: pick bad songs. So I'm thinking, yeah, I'm gonna have 292 00:13:18,440 --> 00:13:19,880 Speaker 6: to take that off of the menu. 293 00:13:19,920 --> 00:13:23,520 Speaker 2: I think, oh, that's that's interesting, because then that might 294 00:13:24,520 --> 00:13:27,240 Speaker 2: kind of imply that you're the fan bases of you know. 295 00:13:27,320 --> 00:13:30,840 Speaker 2: I mean, I'm sure there's every every genre of human 296 00:13:30,880 --> 00:13:34,840 Speaker 2: in there, but like there are some weird older dudes. 297 00:13:34,880 --> 00:13:36,480 Speaker 2: I mean, I guess if someone likes cre they're probably 298 00:13:36,480 --> 00:13:37,920 Speaker 2: a little bit older than me. I'm twenty six. I'm 299 00:13:37,960 --> 00:13:41,480 Speaker 2: kind of like an old fucker, But like thirty something 300 00:13:41,559 --> 00:13:43,920 Speaker 2: year olds are out here being weird and horny too, 301 00:13:43,960 --> 00:13:47,839 Speaker 2: and like, I don't know, everyone has some weird, pent 302 00:13:48,000 --> 00:13:52,360 Speaker 2: up douchiness in them and that's their place to release it, 303 00:13:52,440 --> 00:13:55,640 Speaker 2: you know. So like you kind of picked a spot 304 00:13:55,679 --> 00:14:00,200 Speaker 2: to make to make money where like you're gonna have 305 00:14:00,280 --> 00:14:00,760 Speaker 2: to deal. 306 00:14:00,600 --> 00:14:07,520 Speaker 3: With the shitty customers and not that you not that 307 00:14:08,200 --> 00:14:09,720 Speaker 3: I don't know, not that you shouldn't expect. 308 00:14:09,800 --> 00:14:13,040 Speaker 2: I mean, everyone that's in that space is going to 309 00:14:13,080 --> 00:14:15,200 Speaker 2: have some show that coming in. And there's some black 310 00:14:15,240 --> 00:14:17,880 Speaker 2: ass people, but like it's not like you're any different 311 00:14:17,880 --> 00:14:21,240 Speaker 2: than the rest of the Like they're hating on you 312 00:14:21,240 --> 00:14:23,960 Speaker 2: because they want to hate on something is. 313 00:14:24,840 --> 00:14:28,600 Speaker 1: Throughout your your life. Like, even before you sort of 314 00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:33,960 Speaker 1: put yourself out there on the internet, did you consider 315 00:14:34,000 --> 00:14:35,840 Speaker 1: yourself a sensitive person. 316 00:14:39,000 --> 00:14:42,760 Speaker 6: Yeah, somewhat. I guess I'm kind of sensitive, not normally 317 00:14:42,800 --> 00:14:46,200 Speaker 6: about what people say, though, it's like how you treat me. 318 00:14:46,400 --> 00:14:49,120 Speaker 6: So I guess it's just the general lack of respect 319 00:14:49,400 --> 00:14:56,960 Speaker 6: towards cam models or whatever you want to call them. 320 00:14:57,120 --> 00:14:57,600 Speaker 2: That's the thing. 321 00:14:57,680 --> 00:14:59,400 Speaker 1: Is like when you put yourself and you know, you know, 322 00:14:59,520 --> 00:15:01,320 Speaker 1: like if you need yourself out there on the internet, 323 00:15:01,640 --> 00:15:05,120 Speaker 1: you you no matter what you subject yourself to, the 324 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:09,280 Speaker 1: inevitability that people will have some shit to say. 325 00:15:09,440 --> 00:15:14,120 Speaker 2: It's like any possible place that can be accessed by 326 00:15:14,240 --> 00:15:16,960 Speaker 2: human being on the Internet, there's going to be that 327 00:15:17,040 --> 00:15:19,920 Speaker 2: one fucking person. Yeah, you know, and sometimes it's that 328 00:15:20,120 --> 00:15:22,440 Speaker 2: twelve people, or it's that fucking hundred people. 329 00:15:22,600 --> 00:15:26,560 Speaker 3: And where you're at. 330 00:15:27,120 --> 00:15:29,520 Speaker 1: Have you thought about, like, I mean, I guess with 331 00:15:29,600 --> 00:15:31,560 Speaker 1: a cam girl, you have to read the chat? Is 332 00:15:31,600 --> 00:15:34,280 Speaker 1: that correct? Do they do they have moderators in the 333 00:15:34,360 --> 00:15:35,840 Speaker 1: chat somewhere or how they do it on Twitch? 334 00:15:38,080 --> 00:15:41,000 Speaker 6: No, it's like self appointed moderators. 335 00:15:41,040 --> 00:15:43,440 Speaker 4: So like if I really like a user. 336 00:15:43,280 --> 00:15:45,520 Speaker 6: I can ask them, like, hey, do you want they 337 00:15:45,520 --> 00:15:49,240 Speaker 6: call it nights like Night in Shining Armor or whatever. 338 00:15:49,600 --> 00:15:53,400 Speaker 6: But all of my nights have since left the website, 339 00:15:53,480 --> 00:15:57,280 Speaker 6: so it's kind of just me managing all of that by. 340 00:15:56,000 --> 00:15:57,120 Speaker 1: My new nights. 341 00:15:57,360 --> 00:15:59,640 Speaker 3: Can we get her? Can we get her a new night. 342 00:15:59,760 --> 00:16:02,720 Speaker 1: Yeah. You look, if you want, man, you can you can. 343 00:16:02,880 --> 00:16:05,560 Speaker 1: You can self promote and here someone from this twitch 344 00:16:05,600 --> 00:16:07,480 Speaker 1: chat could jump over become a night. 345 00:16:08,040 --> 00:16:08,720 Speaker 2: Let's get this girl. 346 00:16:08,760 --> 00:16:09,960 Speaker 1: And I don't know if you want to blow yourself 347 00:16:10,000 --> 00:16:11,120 Speaker 1: up like that, but yeah. 348 00:16:11,520 --> 00:16:13,760 Speaker 2: I would love to get you a new night. So 349 00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:15,920 Speaker 2: maybe multiple nights. 350 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:19,600 Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean, I'll put my user on the website 351 00:16:19,640 --> 00:16:22,040 Speaker 6: in the chat. If somebody wants to like send me 352 00:16:22,040 --> 00:16:24,800 Speaker 6: an anonymous tip, that would be cool too. I'm cool 353 00:16:24,800 --> 00:16:25,040 Speaker 6: with that. 354 00:16:26,160 --> 00:16:30,840 Speaker 1: Okay, you know this might be I I know this 355 00:16:30,960 --> 00:16:33,480 Speaker 1: is maybe this is an unpopular way to look at things. 356 00:16:33,480 --> 00:16:36,720 Speaker 1: But I think the sooner you you you maybe accept 357 00:16:36,840 --> 00:16:41,200 Speaker 1: like just the inevitability that negativity exists out there and 358 00:16:41,200 --> 00:16:44,360 Speaker 1: that you will be confronted with it. I feel like 359 00:16:44,520 --> 00:16:48,200 Speaker 1: the easier it'll just slide off your back. I don't 360 00:16:48,200 --> 00:16:50,200 Speaker 1: know if if you you feel that way. 361 00:16:50,280 --> 00:16:52,640 Speaker 2: And no matter what, I agree with that, no matter what, 362 00:16:52,720 --> 00:16:55,120 Speaker 2: every time I see a negative comment about myself, I 363 00:16:55,200 --> 00:16:58,160 Speaker 2: feel a little bit bombed, a little some type of way. 364 00:16:58,720 --> 00:16:59,480 Speaker 3: But I've gotten better. 365 00:16:59,520 --> 00:17:01,640 Speaker 2: I just realize that, like you know, these people are 366 00:17:01,680 --> 00:17:04,040 Speaker 2: fucking salty about something else that's going on. 367 00:17:04,560 --> 00:17:06,399 Speaker 3: Or jealousy or whatever it is. 368 00:17:06,640 --> 00:17:11,399 Speaker 2: And I don't know, man like like like if someone 369 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:13,760 Speaker 2: has the time to go on the internet and go 370 00:17:13,960 --> 00:17:18,400 Speaker 2: comment some shit like that, like you're already balling on them. 371 00:17:18,720 --> 00:17:21,119 Speaker 1: Literally their head to rent free as. 372 00:17:21,000 --> 00:17:25,560 Speaker 3: They say, yeah, rent free, precisely, And this. 373 00:17:25,600 --> 00:17:28,159 Speaker 1: Is like an opportunity I would I would say this. 374 00:17:28,240 --> 00:17:30,760 Speaker 1: I think it's an opportunity for you in a in 375 00:17:30,800 --> 00:17:32,679 Speaker 1: a sense to build a thicker skin. I know that 376 00:17:32,720 --> 00:17:36,800 Speaker 1: you're sort of new to doing this and also you know, 377 00:17:36,840 --> 00:17:38,720 Speaker 1: for you to decide if you want to continue going. 378 00:17:40,320 --> 00:17:43,200 Speaker 1: But if if you continue the path and you don't 379 00:17:43,240 --> 00:17:45,040 Speaker 1: let these people get you down, I think that you'll 380 00:17:45,040 --> 00:17:48,720 Speaker 1: come out on the other side of it with a 381 00:17:48,760 --> 00:17:52,239 Speaker 1: deeper sense of self confidence that doesn't come from uh, 382 00:17:52,400 --> 00:17:55,320 Speaker 1: you know, needing validation from people on the internet either way. 383 00:17:55,400 --> 00:17:57,040 Speaker 1: But just like, I know who I am and I'm 384 00:17:57,080 --> 00:17:59,040 Speaker 1: not going to let these people on the internet try 385 00:17:59,080 --> 00:18:00,399 Speaker 1: to convince me otherwise. 386 00:18:02,119 --> 00:18:03,160 Speaker 2: You seem like a bad bitch. 387 00:18:03,160 --> 00:18:06,119 Speaker 6: True, I agree, Well, thank you. 388 00:18:06,280 --> 00:18:06,480 Speaker 8: Yeah. 389 00:18:06,480 --> 00:18:08,640 Speaker 6: I guess part of it is that that is entirely 390 00:18:08,800 --> 00:18:13,960 Speaker 6: opposite from my daytime persona like who I portray myself 391 00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:17,000 Speaker 6: as on the internet has to kind of be like a, 392 00:18:17,760 --> 00:18:20,359 Speaker 6: I don't know, it has to be very sexual and like, 393 00:18:20,760 --> 00:18:22,720 Speaker 6: I don't know, I don't feel like that type of 394 00:18:22,720 --> 00:18:25,280 Speaker 6: person at Also maybe that's also an issue. 395 00:18:27,040 --> 00:18:29,880 Speaker 1: Well can I'll say that, I mean with with being 396 00:18:29,920 --> 00:18:35,119 Speaker 1: a cam girl, being an internet personality, can you be 397 00:18:36,600 --> 00:18:39,639 Speaker 1: I mean like in rap like don't you want to 398 00:18:39,680 --> 00:18:44,320 Speaker 1: be yourself or like a version of yourself? Like in camming? 399 00:18:44,680 --> 00:18:47,600 Speaker 1: People are coming. You know they're coming for sexual reason, 400 00:18:47,640 --> 00:18:50,639 Speaker 1: but they're also like are coming for you as a personality. 401 00:18:51,200 --> 00:18:55,200 Speaker 1: So I think that you should feel okay with being 402 00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:59,439 Speaker 1: who you are and marketing that as a thing that 403 00:18:59,480 --> 00:19:01,680 Speaker 1: people want to have open on their computer screens. 404 00:19:02,640 --> 00:19:06,040 Speaker 2: Well are we doing? Are we talking twitch like hot 405 00:19:06,080 --> 00:19:08,960 Speaker 2: twitch stuff or like like is this like because I 406 00:19:08,960 --> 00:19:12,000 Speaker 2: feel like there are like like only fans. You're not 407 00:19:12,119 --> 00:19:14,520 Speaker 2: You're not throwing off your personality that much. 408 00:19:14,440 --> 00:19:14,800 Speaker 3: Right, No? 409 00:19:14,880 --> 00:19:17,560 Speaker 1: I just I think a little bit like are they well, 410 00:19:17,640 --> 00:19:20,199 Speaker 1: like on I feel like the girls who are like 411 00:19:20,320 --> 00:19:23,480 Speaker 1: really they like pop off on on sites like that 412 00:19:23,520 --> 00:19:28,760 Speaker 1: are like it's not just you know, shoving off you know, sexually, 413 00:19:28,800 --> 00:19:31,960 Speaker 1: it's like also like you're a personality. 414 00:19:32,040 --> 00:19:36,200 Speaker 2: Unique and like and having some type of brand to you, 415 00:19:36,200 --> 00:19:36,480 Speaker 2: you know. 416 00:19:36,600 --> 00:19:39,360 Speaker 3: Right that is true. That is true. I think of like. 417 00:19:41,400 --> 00:19:43,600 Speaker 2: Who do what's her name? The girl with the bathwater. 418 00:19:43,720 --> 00:19:45,119 Speaker 2: You know she's popping because. 419 00:19:44,920 --> 00:19:47,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, she's popping because she's got a whole like whole thing, 420 00:19:47,400 --> 00:19:51,000 Speaker 1: whole thing. She's got a good brand. So Holly, I 421 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:53,520 Speaker 1: would say, as you're building your brand, uh, for what 422 00:19:53,560 --> 00:19:54,760 Speaker 1: you want to do and how you want to present 423 00:19:54,800 --> 00:19:57,440 Speaker 1: yourself on the internet, you should try to feel free 424 00:19:57,480 --> 00:19:58,800 Speaker 1: to make it as authentic as you can. 425 00:19:59,320 --> 00:20:03,000 Speaker 2: I think being yourself completely, no matter whether you think 426 00:20:03,040 --> 00:20:06,159 Speaker 2: it's sexy or not, because it probably is, fucking be 427 00:20:06,320 --> 00:20:08,560 Speaker 2: yourself because there are so many people out there that 428 00:20:08,600 --> 00:20:11,840 Speaker 2: are down for trying to get into something new, and 429 00:20:12,880 --> 00:20:14,280 Speaker 2: you're unique in your own way. 430 00:20:15,720 --> 00:20:17,480 Speaker 3: People need that. You know what I'm saying, You're the 431 00:20:17,520 --> 00:20:20,240 Speaker 3: next wave, the next mat. 432 00:20:20,119 --> 00:20:24,800 Speaker 1: Bitch, anything else you want to say to the people 433 00:20:24,800 --> 00:20:25,960 Speaker 1: of the computer Before we go. 434 00:20:28,160 --> 00:20:31,280 Speaker 6: You both look very dashing today and welcome to Chili. 435 00:20:31,400 --> 00:20:34,080 Speaker 6: Still flaps. So thank you guys so much for. 436 00:20:35,760 --> 00:20:35,960 Speaker 2: Hi. 437 00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:42,560 Speaker 1: Thank you take cam out. You ever thought about starting 438 00:20:42,560 --> 00:20:43,200 Speaker 1: an OnlyFans? 439 00:20:44,560 --> 00:20:45,920 Speaker 3: I get the question all the time. 440 00:20:46,359 --> 00:20:50,480 Speaker 2: Uh No, I don't know. I just my mom wasn't 441 00:20:50,480 --> 00:20:54,840 Speaker 2: being won't be hyped about it and I don't know, man, 442 00:20:55,119 --> 00:20:59,280 Speaker 2: I just it's not not necessary. I'd rather have less 443 00:20:59,320 --> 00:21:02,280 Speaker 2: money and I have my Johnson all over the internet. 444 00:21:02,560 --> 00:21:07,040 Speaker 1: If you had a partner who was like, I want 445 00:21:07,080 --> 00:21:09,680 Speaker 1: to do only fans and I want to have sex 446 00:21:09,680 --> 00:21:11,719 Speaker 1: and the only fans, and I want you to have 447 00:21:11,760 --> 00:21:14,679 Speaker 1: sex with me and posted on the internet. 448 00:21:14,400 --> 00:21:14,720 Speaker 2: Would you? 449 00:21:14,720 --> 00:21:15,000 Speaker 3: Would you? 450 00:21:15,080 --> 00:21:17,200 Speaker 2: Is that something you'd be I've been there, haven't before 451 00:21:17,680 --> 00:21:19,960 Speaker 2: that before. But I already had a tattoo on my hand. 452 00:21:20,400 --> 00:21:21,800 Speaker 1: Oh so you're identifiable. 453 00:21:21,920 --> 00:21:24,520 Speaker 2: So I was said no, Yeah, I said I couldn't. 454 00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:27,320 Speaker 2: I was like, you know what, maybe, Yeah, there's been 455 00:21:27,440 --> 00:21:32,400 Speaker 2: a few a few times, and I don't know. Only 456 00:21:32,440 --> 00:21:34,359 Speaker 2: fans is cool. It's great that it gets people money, 457 00:21:34,359 --> 00:21:36,800 Speaker 2: but it's not for me. Not for me. 458 00:21:37,359 --> 00:21:41,240 Speaker 1: I would be down for that. Like if I wasn't identifiable, 459 00:21:41,240 --> 00:21:43,680 Speaker 1: I don't think I would wear the gecko costume while 460 00:21:43,720 --> 00:21:46,080 Speaker 1: I was doing it. I've thought about. 461 00:21:45,880 --> 00:21:51,359 Speaker 9: Doing like that's I've thought about doing like like a 462 00:21:51,400 --> 00:21:54,160 Speaker 9: gecko just like my belly and I would like painted 463 00:21:54,760 --> 00:21:57,000 Speaker 9: green and ship and it's just close. 464 00:21:56,760 --> 00:22:00,520 Speaker 2: Ups genius genius. Yeah, I don't know, man, only things 465 00:22:00,560 --> 00:22:01,879 Speaker 2: is out. But I got a lot of respect for 466 00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:05,800 Speaker 2: folks who are who are hustling on there, but it's 467 00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:06,199 Speaker 2: not for me. 468 00:22:07,840 --> 00:22:09,400 Speaker 1: See what else we got going on in here? 469 00:22:09,680 --> 00:22:10,800 Speaker 2: Let's see what's going on. 470 00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:20,080 Speaker 3: Ivan, Ivan, sub guys, some gang what guys. 471 00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:26,920 Speaker 1: Cool being get gos, having a broad you know, And 472 00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:30,240 Speaker 1: it says here that it's says say that you want 473 00:22:30,240 --> 00:22:34,480 Speaker 1: to know our thoughts on virtual reality sex? 474 00:22:36,520 --> 00:22:39,840 Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, I don't know. 475 00:22:40,440 --> 00:22:41,080 Speaker 2: I don't know, man. 476 00:22:41,960 --> 00:22:45,600 Speaker 5: I know people, Yeah, I just know people that I 477 00:22:45,800 --> 00:22:49,560 Speaker 5: do it, and I just I just personally, I don't 478 00:22:49,600 --> 00:22:51,800 Speaker 5: know how it works. And have you ever heard of 479 00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:53,240 Speaker 5: like VR? 480 00:22:53,880 --> 00:22:57,960 Speaker 2: Like the game I've I've played like A the only 481 00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:00,399 Speaker 2: time I've ever done VR. It was like a it 482 00:23:00,520 --> 00:23:02,920 Speaker 2: was this game. Maybe someone will comment it or something. 483 00:23:02,960 --> 00:23:05,679 Speaker 2: It's like a game where you have a gun and 484 00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:09,960 Speaker 2: then nothing happens if you're still, but when you move, 485 00:23:10,400 --> 00:23:11,200 Speaker 2: everything moves. 486 00:23:11,480 --> 00:23:12,720 Speaker 3: It was really fun. 487 00:23:12,800 --> 00:23:14,639 Speaker 2: It was like it was the first day of COVID 488 00:23:14,640 --> 00:23:16,920 Speaker 2: and I was on mushrooms and I played this game 489 00:23:17,080 --> 00:23:17,520 Speaker 2: super Hot. 490 00:23:17,560 --> 00:23:18,359 Speaker 3: It's golled super Hot. 491 00:23:18,520 --> 00:23:23,520 Speaker 2: I had you have a gun and like things only 492 00:23:23,560 --> 00:23:25,680 Speaker 2: move when you move, and that was one dude I had. 493 00:23:26,160 --> 00:23:28,000 Speaker 2: I almost teared up. I was having so much fun. 494 00:23:28,040 --> 00:23:30,720 Speaker 2: I think VR is really cool. But I don't think that. 495 00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:33,960 Speaker 2: I don't think that I would really personally get into 496 00:23:34,040 --> 00:23:38,359 Speaker 2: like VR sex. I think it's cool that that people 497 00:23:38,400 --> 00:23:39,040 Speaker 2: are creating that. 498 00:23:41,440 --> 00:23:44,680 Speaker 5: Yeah, Like I don't know, it's just like this is weird, 499 00:23:44,760 --> 00:23:46,879 Speaker 5: Like it's not weird, but it's just like I just 500 00:23:46,920 --> 00:23:50,760 Speaker 5: want to know like what people think or like what 501 00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:53,080 Speaker 5: the process is, because you know how in real sex, 502 00:23:53,119 --> 00:23:54,880 Speaker 5: like you know, you get the feeling, right, like you 503 00:23:54,920 --> 00:23:57,120 Speaker 5: get the feel, you get the emotion and stuff like that, 504 00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:00,520 Speaker 5: and like, I don't know, I just really people don't 505 00:24:00,680 --> 00:24:03,240 Speaker 5: would really get that like in VR sex. 506 00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:03,480 Speaker 1: You know. 507 00:24:06,200 --> 00:24:08,480 Speaker 2: I wonder like what I feel like it's going to 508 00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:11,040 Speaker 2: come to a point where they're gonna like, like do 509 00:24:11,040 --> 00:24:13,000 Speaker 2: you think they're ever going to start selling like a 510 00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:17,360 Speaker 2: VR video game with a flashlight or something. Oh totally, 511 00:24:17,400 --> 00:24:18,800 Speaker 2: Like it's gonna come to a point where it's like 512 00:24:18,840 --> 00:24:24,040 Speaker 2: here's your yeah, like your fucking accessory. 513 00:24:24,080 --> 00:24:26,040 Speaker 1: I don't know, But can I hypothesize on what I 514 00:24:26,040 --> 00:24:27,879 Speaker 1: think is really going on here? By the way, I 515 00:24:27,920 --> 00:24:32,440 Speaker 1: think I even I really wants us to sign off 516 00:24:32,520 --> 00:24:35,560 Speaker 1: on virtual reality sex because he really wants to try it, 517 00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:37,280 Speaker 1: but he's wondering if it's weird. 518 00:24:37,119 --> 00:24:37,600 Speaker 3: Or not do it. 519 00:24:37,640 --> 00:24:39,840 Speaker 1: Man, I haven't go I haven't. You don't need you 520 00:24:39,880 --> 00:24:41,920 Speaker 1: don't need us to tell you whether or not it's weird. 521 00:24:41,960 --> 00:24:43,760 Speaker 1: Go and try it out for yourself. 522 00:24:43,800 --> 00:24:48,359 Speaker 2: Man, right now, I meant about about thirty minutes, about 523 00:24:48,359 --> 00:24:51,600 Speaker 2: an hour ago. If he offered me a VR headset 524 00:24:51,680 --> 00:24:53,960 Speaker 2: and a fleshlight right now, I'd walk in that room 525 00:24:53,960 --> 00:24:56,520 Speaker 2: and do it right now. Everybody got it. 526 00:24:56,880 --> 00:24:57,320 Speaker 3: Try everything. 527 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:00,720 Speaker 5: Yeah, you're right, but. 528 00:25:00,680 --> 00:25:01,160 Speaker 7: I just don't. 529 00:25:01,320 --> 00:25:03,520 Speaker 5: I just don't know, man, because I feel like, say, 530 00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:05,920 Speaker 5: like say, like I'm doing it right, you know how, 531 00:25:05,960 --> 00:25:09,280 Speaker 5: Like they have like those motion captures, like those things 532 00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:10,840 Speaker 5: for VR, where like you can move your hands and 533 00:25:10,880 --> 00:25:12,439 Speaker 5: stuff like that, and you could like walk in a 534 00:25:12,480 --> 00:25:15,399 Speaker 5: certain area, you know, but like feel like I do 535 00:25:15,520 --> 00:25:18,080 Speaker 5: that right, and I do like a motion like I'm 536 00:25:18,119 --> 00:25:21,640 Speaker 5: like I'm like sucking, like touching someone's booze or like 537 00:25:22,400 --> 00:25:24,400 Speaker 5: I don't know, like say like it's like different ship 538 00:25:24,520 --> 00:25:27,800 Speaker 5: like kind of like masturbation type type movements, and say 539 00:25:27,880 --> 00:25:30,679 Speaker 5: someone walks in while I do it, you know, like 540 00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:31,360 Speaker 5: it's gonna. 541 00:25:31,160 --> 00:25:33,440 Speaker 3: Be kind of weird because that's definitely live. 542 00:25:33,359 --> 00:25:38,399 Speaker 5: With my parents. Imagine like doing like a masturbation. Put 543 00:25:38,480 --> 00:25:41,040 Speaker 5: the control and it's just like it's just like, what 544 00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:41,440 Speaker 5: are you doing? 545 00:25:41,960 --> 00:25:44,119 Speaker 2: Hey, bro? If you're if you're watching VR point, you 546 00:25:44,160 --> 00:25:47,040 Speaker 2: better be actually jerking off. You ain't doing no masturbation most. 547 00:25:48,520 --> 00:25:51,280 Speaker 1: Way, if you could have, even if you could afford 548 00:25:51,640 --> 00:25:55,919 Speaker 1: a high tech masturbation device, you should definitely take that 549 00:25:56,040 --> 00:25:57,840 Speaker 1: money to move out of your parents house first. 550 00:26:00,119 --> 00:26:01,640 Speaker 2: I mean there there are Oh do you ivan? 551 00:26:01,680 --> 00:26:03,720 Speaker 3: Howdy howdy? This man's balling out. 552 00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:05,920 Speaker 5: I'm twenty two. I'm twenty two. 553 00:26:06,520 --> 00:26:08,920 Speaker 2: All right, you're on the come up, Bro, we'll come up. 554 00:26:09,119 --> 00:26:10,400 Speaker 1: I haven't. Is there anything else you want to say 555 00:26:10,400 --> 00:26:11,679 Speaker 1: to people of the computer before we go? 556 00:26:11,920 --> 00:26:13,080 Speaker 3: I will, I haven't. 557 00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:15,000 Speaker 2: I'll try it. 558 00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:18,679 Speaker 5: All right, I'll DM you Young Gravy, I. 559 00:26:18,680 --> 00:26:20,439 Speaker 2: Got damn me let me know when when you do it, 560 00:26:20,560 --> 00:26:23,520 Speaker 2: all cop, I'll buy one, all right. 561 00:26:23,760 --> 00:26:25,560 Speaker 5: I actually want to take one thing for young Gravy 562 00:26:25,560 --> 00:26:28,800 Speaker 5: real quick before we end. Hey, man, my cousin's a 563 00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:32,240 Speaker 5: huge fan of yours, bro. Like he he heard you before, 564 00:26:32,320 --> 00:26:34,719 Speaker 5: like he came on your like before you come up 565 00:26:34,760 --> 00:26:37,639 Speaker 5: right now, Like he's known you for a while, and 566 00:26:37,840 --> 00:26:39,040 Speaker 5: I just want to see if, like if you give 567 00:26:39,119 --> 00:26:40,040 Speaker 5: him a shout out real quick. 568 00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:46,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, what's his name? Rudy shouts to my boy, Rudy. 569 00:26:47,480 --> 00:26:52,600 Speaker 2: The boy shout for Rudy. Yeah, gang activity, dude, really 570 00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:55,399 Speaker 2: good name. By the way, Thank you Ivan, I haven't 571 00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:57,040 Speaker 2: don Rudy shout to take care. 572 00:26:56,920 --> 00:27:00,040 Speaker 5: Of us good meaning you guys. 573 00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:01,240 Speaker 3: But yeah, take care of Raby. 574 00:27:01,680 --> 00:27:03,359 Speaker 1: Someone ever asked you to do a shout out and 575 00:27:03,400 --> 00:27:04,120 Speaker 1: you said no? 576 00:27:06,320 --> 00:27:07,639 Speaker 2: I mean a lot of times I'll just like to 577 00:27:07,640 --> 00:27:09,840 Speaker 2: see it quickly, like scroll by a DM where it's like, 578 00:27:09,880 --> 00:27:10,160 Speaker 2: you know. 579 00:27:10,440 --> 00:27:11,640 Speaker 3: That's my brother's birthday. 580 00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:15,359 Speaker 2: But I'm saying there's way too many of them. But no, 581 00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:17,040 Speaker 2: if like like if it if it makes sense and 582 00:27:17,080 --> 00:27:19,359 Speaker 2: it's someone who like I connected with, like I have 583 00:27:19,440 --> 00:27:21,679 Speaker 2: in here, yeah no, I won't say no. 584 00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:24,520 Speaker 1: Sometimes people ask me a shout out and well, because 585 00:27:24,520 --> 00:27:26,640 Speaker 1: here's the thing, like we don't know Rudy, we don't 586 00:27:26,680 --> 00:27:27,520 Speaker 1: know what we're endorsement. 587 00:27:27,600 --> 00:27:28,919 Speaker 2: Yeah yeah. Oh. 588 00:27:29,040 --> 00:27:29,240 Speaker 3: You know. 589 00:27:29,520 --> 00:27:31,640 Speaker 2: One thing that I always refuse is like a frat 590 00:27:31,760 --> 00:27:33,680 Speaker 2: or a sorority or a gang whenever. 591 00:27:33,400 --> 00:27:36,800 Speaker 1: That when they like shout out a. 592 00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:38,080 Speaker 2: Gang or shout out this frat or a sorority, always say 593 00:27:38,080 --> 00:27:39,399 Speaker 2: no because I don't know what the fuck they're up to. 594 00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:41,359 Speaker 1: Right, you know, you were you in a frat when 595 00:27:41,359 --> 00:27:42,359 Speaker 1: you were in did you go to coach? 596 00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:45,080 Speaker 2: I went to college and I was not in a frat. 597 00:27:45,080 --> 00:27:47,960 Speaker 2: I went to University of Wisconsin, big party school. It 598 00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:50,719 Speaker 2: was fun, but I wasn't in a frat. Actual had 599 00:27:50,720 --> 00:27:52,600 Speaker 2: a why. I had a weird phase where I used 600 00:27:52,600 --> 00:27:55,560 Speaker 2: to like, I want to fight frat kids, and I 601 00:27:55,600 --> 00:27:57,360 Speaker 2: would like, when I was drunk, I would like try 602 00:27:57,359 --> 00:27:58,879 Speaker 2: to piss them off and then then I would like 603 00:27:58,920 --> 00:28:01,280 Speaker 2: fight them. That's kind of weird. I don't know. 604 00:28:01,600 --> 00:28:02,159 Speaker 3: Got over that. 605 00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:05,560 Speaker 2: I broke my hand one time fighting somebody, and I'm 606 00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:08,080 Speaker 2: my new man, peaceful man. 607 00:28:08,119 --> 00:28:09,639 Speaker 1: When's the last time you you fought someone? 608 00:28:10,200 --> 00:28:10,520 Speaker 3: Last time? 609 00:28:10,600 --> 00:28:14,199 Speaker 2: I thought somebody would be at least two years right 610 00:28:14,240 --> 00:28:17,240 Speaker 2: before COVID in Atlanta. I think it was in Atlanta 611 00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:19,720 Speaker 2: in Buckhead at a bar and this guy was being 612 00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:23,520 Speaker 2: a dick and to a girl and I said, no. 613 00:28:24,119 --> 00:28:24,680 Speaker 1: You were a knight. 614 00:28:25,080 --> 00:28:27,200 Speaker 3: That was a knight. Ectly, that's a night. 615 00:28:27,240 --> 00:28:28,600 Speaker 2: I r l uh. 616 00:28:28,720 --> 00:28:30,199 Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm more peaceful man. 617 00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:30,359 Speaker 2: Now. 618 00:28:30,560 --> 00:28:35,400 Speaker 1: Do you ever miss the fighting? 619 00:28:36,359 --> 00:28:38,320 Speaker 3: Not really? I think it was like a weird I 620 00:28:38,360 --> 00:28:39,600 Speaker 3: don't know, it's a weird thing for me. 621 00:28:39,680 --> 00:28:42,080 Speaker 2: I mean, like, I totally would fight somebody if if 622 00:28:42,520 --> 00:28:43,320 Speaker 2: something called for it. 623 00:28:43,440 --> 00:28:46,240 Speaker 3: Yeah, like, but but I haven't a while. 624 00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:49,640 Speaker 2: Someone's being racist to a good friend of mine in Amsterdam, 625 00:28:49,800 --> 00:28:53,400 Speaker 2: not not that long ago, and came pretty close and uh, 626 00:28:53,760 --> 00:28:56,600 Speaker 2: everything worked out because we I don't know, we decided 627 00:28:56,640 --> 00:28:57,200 Speaker 2: to be peaceful. 628 00:28:57,200 --> 00:28:59,400 Speaker 3: But in the right circumstances. 629 00:28:59,480 --> 00:29:03,040 Speaker 1: Yes, But are you trained? Do you do the moy tie, 630 00:29:03,360 --> 00:29:06,040 Speaker 1: the the whatever, any of that ship? 631 00:29:06,160 --> 00:29:08,400 Speaker 2: I don't have the I don't have any I don't 632 00:29:08,400 --> 00:29:09,640 Speaker 2: have any professional training. 633 00:29:09,760 --> 00:29:12,479 Speaker 3: I just have like the college, not even college. 634 00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:16,800 Speaker 2: Just like the skater kid fucking throwing hands a few 635 00:29:16,840 --> 00:29:22,320 Speaker 2: times tall person knows how to distance. You know, I'm not. 636 00:29:22,280 --> 00:29:25,080 Speaker 10: Good at fighting enough that you got enough where it's 637 00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:29,320 Speaker 10: good that you like don't actively seek fights, but that 638 00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:32,520 Speaker 10: if a fight, you know you you you have that 639 00:29:32,560 --> 00:29:34,920 Speaker 10: in your pocket in case if a situation comes up 640 00:29:34,960 --> 00:29:35,719 Speaker 10: to call for it. 641 00:29:37,640 --> 00:29:39,400 Speaker 2: And I do have like a friend or two who 642 00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:42,480 Speaker 2: are like m M A fighters that don't look like it, 643 00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:44,760 Speaker 2: and it's like it's wild because it's like. 644 00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:51,920 Speaker 1: Pull it out. How does it feel being a gecko? 645 00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:54,680 Speaker 2: Do you like being being a get go? We should 646 00:29:54,680 --> 00:29:56,640 Speaker 2: go fight someone in oss. 647 00:29:56,120 --> 00:29:58,200 Speaker 1: We should we should fight each other. We can do 648 00:29:58,320 --> 00:29:59,760 Speaker 1: like a gecko fighting ring. 649 00:29:59,640 --> 00:30:04,920 Speaker 2: Echo duel Man. I got an octopus costing on my crib. 650 00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:06,480 Speaker 2: We can put someone in that and make it beat 651 00:30:06,520 --> 00:30:06,960 Speaker 2: the show out of. 652 00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:09,560 Speaker 1: Oct When I first started doing this podcast, and like 653 00:30:09,600 --> 00:30:11,480 Speaker 1: I had start having, I did it for a year 654 00:30:11,480 --> 00:30:13,440 Speaker 1: without having guests on. When I first started guests on, 655 00:30:13,480 --> 00:30:15,680 Speaker 1: I was like, should everyone be a gecko or should 656 00:30:15,720 --> 00:30:21,120 Speaker 1: everyone be a different animal? Like a different I did honestly, 657 00:30:21,160 --> 00:30:22,719 Speaker 1: like you could be therapy octopus. 658 00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:25,160 Speaker 2: Yeah, the octopus would fit all right, But I like 659 00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:25,520 Speaker 2: the geck. 660 00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:29,120 Speaker 3: I really like the get it feels right, so right? 661 00:30:29,960 --> 00:30:30,800 Speaker 1: Get the shades off? 662 00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:32,400 Speaker 3: Yeah, I took them off. I thought I thought i'd 663 00:30:32,400 --> 00:30:33,200 Speaker 3: switch it up a little bit. 664 00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:35,120 Speaker 1: You don't like that, I was, well, I was saying earlier, 665 00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:37,440 Speaker 1: the same having I've had guests have shades on before, 666 00:30:37,720 --> 00:30:42,040 Speaker 1: and it does affect the power dynamic of the stream 667 00:30:42,280 --> 00:30:44,360 Speaker 1: a little bit, because I don't know, I don't know 668 00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:45,440 Speaker 1: if you're I'm. 669 00:30:45,200 --> 00:30:46,959 Speaker 3: Looking right at you or how I'm feeling. All right, 670 00:30:47,120 --> 00:30:48,120 Speaker 3: all right, shades off. 671 00:30:48,160 --> 00:30:50,360 Speaker 1: I can read you better, and I don't know if 672 00:30:50,400 --> 00:30:51,520 Speaker 1: I can actually read you better. 673 00:30:53,000 --> 00:30:54,120 Speaker 3: Shades are off for the rest of the stream. 674 00:30:55,400 --> 00:30:56,600 Speaker 1: Any have you gotten anything? 675 00:30:56,720 --> 00:30:58,160 Speaker 3: Uh? Oh, we asked me that we had a good 676 00:30:58,160 --> 00:31:01,000 Speaker 3: little combo. We talked about my tempt at being by. 677 00:31:01,040 --> 00:31:02,680 Speaker 1: At one point you had an attempt at being by it. 678 00:31:02,880 --> 00:31:04,280 Speaker 2: I was decided that I wanted to see if I 679 00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:06,640 Speaker 2: could enjoy being with a dude and it didn't work out. 680 00:31:06,760 --> 00:31:09,600 Speaker 1: Did that come from like a was was Did that 681 00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:12,160 Speaker 1: come from an urge from the body or from the mind. 682 00:31:12,520 --> 00:31:15,520 Speaker 1: Were you like just like maybe I should do this 683 00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:18,240 Speaker 1: or were you like seeing guys and feeling no? 684 00:31:18,360 --> 00:31:19,880 Speaker 2: It was like I have a lot of I have 685 00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:21,920 Speaker 2: I have a lot of friends that are by or 686 00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:23,840 Speaker 2: I have like I've met people that are And I 687 00:31:23,920 --> 00:31:27,040 Speaker 2: was like, you know what, like I don't know, like 688 00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:30,200 Speaker 2: like like I've never really felt attract to do a dude, 689 00:31:30,200 --> 00:31:31,840 Speaker 2: but like ship. 690 00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:33,360 Speaker 3: Like what's up? And then. 691 00:31:35,360 --> 00:31:37,520 Speaker 2: Basically, well I mentioned a story, but I went to 692 00:31:37,680 --> 00:31:40,640 Speaker 2: a gay club here in LA It was a really 693 00:31:40,680 --> 00:31:42,600 Speaker 2: good looking dude that was coming at me. I didn't 694 00:31:42,600 --> 00:31:44,320 Speaker 2: go there with this intention, but I was there with 695 00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:46,600 Speaker 2: with with this girl and then there's a dude coming 696 00:31:46,600 --> 00:31:47,920 Speaker 2: at me, and I was like, you know what, like 697 00:31:49,080 --> 00:31:51,600 Speaker 2: all right, I'm gonna give a dude a kiss, like 698 00:31:51,680 --> 00:31:53,640 Speaker 2: more than just like a kiss. The Homi good night. 699 00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:55,840 Speaker 2: You know I'm saying you like for like a second 700 00:31:55,880 --> 00:31:59,680 Speaker 2: and like two seconds, probably I at least a little tongue, 701 00:31:59,680 --> 00:32:00,320 Speaker 2: and I was, you know. 702 00:32:00,280 --> 00:32:05,400 Speaker 1: What, Okay, Well you gave you gave it a really honest, 703 00:32:05,520 --> 00:32:07,120 Speaker 1: open mind attempt. 704 00:32:07,200 --> 00:32:09,280 Speaker 2: And I was like, you know what, maybe because you know, 705 00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:11,000 Speaker 2: I have family members that are that are gay or 706 00:32:11,040 --> 00:32:13,760 Speaker 2: by and and I thought, I don't know if it's 707 00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:14,719 Speaker 2: I don't know if it's genetic. 708 00:32:14,720 --> 00:32:16,080 Speaker 3: But I was like, you know, let's see what's up. 709 00:32:16,120 --> 00:32:19,160 Speaker 3: But but I I'm straight straight. 710 00:32:19,600 --> 00:32:21,560 Speaker 1: It's good that you tried and that you know, because 711 00:32:21,600 --> 00:32:24,080 Speaker 1: a lot of people there are people who wouldn't won't 712 00:32:24,120 --> 00:32:26,320 Speaker 1: even try. And there are some people who won't try 713 00:32:26,320 --> 00:32:27,720 Speaker 1: and they're not gay, but there are some people who 714 00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:31,320 Speaker 1: they won't try, and secretly they if they did try, 715 00:32:31,360 --> 00:32:33,640 Speaker 1: they'd be like, ah, this is I have. 716 00:32:33,800 --> 00:32:37,360 Speaker 2: I have a friend, well, I guess a family member 717 00:32:37,440 --> 00:32:40,600 Speaker 2: who who got to like the age fifty. 718 00:32:40,280 --> 00:32:43,160 Speaker 3: Something and then tried that. 719 00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:48,600 Speaker 2: Really and now full on like that fifty something I've 720 00:32:48,600 --> 00:32:49,320 Speaker 2: heard on twitched up. 721 00:32:49,360 --> 00:32:51,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, I've heard stories of people who like later in 722 00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:55,040 Speaker 1: their life will realize that they're gay and then have. 723 00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:57,479 Speaker 2: You ever seen the movie of American Beauty. If anyone 724 00:32:57,520 --> 00:33:00,120 Speaker 2: has American Beauty, it's a really good movie. But uh, 725 00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:03,600 Speaker 2: there's like this dude in the movie who converts that 726 00:33:03,880 --> 00:33:06,520 Speaker 2: an old age and have a very similar situation. And 727 00:33:06,640 --> 00:33:09,160 Speaker 2: I know, I wonder if maybe. 728 00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:12,480 Speaker 1: Later you know, because you tried it, you know, like I, 729 00:33:12,480 --> 00:33:15,200 Speaker 1: But I wonder if maybe later in life, if you 730 00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:17,800 Speaker 1: tried it again, you'd be like, Oh, there's maybe there's 731 00:33:17,800 --> 00:33:19,640 Speaker 1: something here, maybe the body. 732 00:33:20,720 --> 00:33:22,160 Speaker 2: I don't know what it's a good question. 733 00:33:22,280 --> 00:33:24,680 Speaker 1: I don't know, like, if is there, how does that work? 734 00:33:24,760 --> 00:33:26,959 Speaker 1: I don't think there's something in your brain chemistry that 735 00:33:27,000 --> 00:33:29,640 Speaker 1: makes you attracted to a certain thing. 736 00:33:29,960 --> 00:33:32,000 Speaker 2: I don't think anyone knows, because people will say that 737 00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:35,160 Speaker 2: it's like from birth or it's from whenever, and I 738 00:33:35,240 --> 00:33:39,320 Speaker 2: have I've had friends that that were totally straight until 739 00:33:39,360 --> 00:33:42,320 Speaker 2: a certain age and then went by or gay at 740 00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:44,520 Speaker 2: a certain age. So I think I think there's just 741 00:33:44,560 --> 00:33:47,800 Speaker 2: an unexplainable sort of thing that that that runs that. 742 00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:54,680 Speaker 2: I have one friend who has the hottest girlfriend that 743 00:33:54,720 --> 00:33:56,120 Speaker 2: I one of the hot gruverons. 744 00:33:55,800 --> 00:33:58,840 Speaker 3: I know, yeah, and he is at the. 745 00:33:58,760 --> 00:34:02,520 Speaker 2: Same time by and and like he figured that out 746 00:34:03,120 --> 00:34:05,360 Speaker 2: after he was dating her, and she lets him go 747 00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:06,840 Speaker 2: do the dudes. 748 00:34:07,080 --> 00:34:08,719 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's the cool girlfriends. 749 00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:09,480 Speaker 3: Yeah. 750 00:34:09,520 --> 00:34:11,799 Speaker 2: So there's like, I mean, the world seems to be 751 00:34:11,880 --> 00:34:12,480 Speaker 2: pretty open. 752 00:34:12,600 --> 00:34:15,600 Speaker 1: Are you. How do you feel about the open relationship. 753 00:34:16,640 --> 00:34:19,799 Speaker 2: I I I guess I kind of am sort of 754 00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:22,600 Speaker 2: currently in sort of an open relationship or too. 755 00:34:22,760 --> 00:34:24,480 Speaker 3: And and I. 756 00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:28,120 Speaker 2: The times that I've had like a what i'd call 757 00:34:28,160 --> 00:34:30,799 Speaker 2: a girlfriend go out in public, hold hands. 758 00:34:30,800 --> 00:34:32,560 Speaker 3: That type activity. 759 00:34:32,800 --> 00:34:37,320 Speaker 2: No, but but like open relationship, if it's very agreed 760 00:34:37,400 --> 00:34:39,880 Speaker 2: upon on both sides, I think that it's cool. I 761 00:34:39,920 --> 00:34:41,200 Speaker 2: think it's that's all good. Are you? 762 00:34:41,280 --> 00:34:44,160 Speaker 1: Are you a jealous type? It all not really okay good? 763 00:34:44,239 --> 00:34:45,720 Speaker 3: Not really? Yeah, really jealous. 764 00:34:45,719 --> 00:34:47,400 Speaker 2: I have been in the past in the past, but 765 00:34:47,440 --> 00:34:49,799 Speaker 2: I've I don't know exactly why, but I kind of 766 00:34:49,800 --> 00:34:53,440 Speaker 2: got over that. And I mean, a dude, I've had 767 00:34:53,440 --> 00:34:56,319 Speaker 2: a girlfriend she cheated on me. I'm jealous as fuck. Yeah, 768 00:34:56,440 --> 00:34:58,759 Speaker 2: for sure, this as fuck, but like yeah, like, but 769 00:34:58,880 --> 00:35:00,759 Speaker 2: but if it's if it's agreed upon to be that way, 770 00:35:00,880 --> 00:35:01,640 Speaker 2: then it's all good. 771 00:35:01,800 --> 00:35:04,520 Speaker 1: It's like polyamory has gotten when we've talked about it 772 00:35:04,560 --> 00:35:07,359 Speaker 1: on the show a bunch, and I feel like people are, 773 00:35:07,600 --> 00:35:10,279 Speaker 1: you know, it gets a bad rap. People are like, oh, 774 00:35:10,320 --> 00:35:13,200 Speaker 1: you're a simp or whatever the fuck. But it's it's 775 00:35:13,280 --> 00:35:15,399 Speaker 1: like a thing where I think it is a sign 776 00:35:15,440 --> 00:35:18,280 Speaker 1: of like true security because like if you're really secure 777 00:35:18,320 --> 00:35:21,680 Speaker 1: in your relationship, like if you're you're so secure that 778 00:35:21,760 --> 00:35:24,840 Speaker 1: you'll let your significant other have sex with other people 779 00:35:24,920 --> 00:35:27,759 Speaker 1: because you know you're so secure in your relationship that 780 00:35:27,800 --> 00:35:30,839 Speaker 1: you know it won't affect how you guys are. 781 00:35:31,080 --> 00:35:33,759 Speaker 2: I think that's badass. I can, but I think it's cool. 782 00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:36,680 Speaker 2: I think it's cool, and I I don't like the 783 00:35:36,680 --> 00:35:39,560 Speaker 2: words simp. Dude, I don't like when the whole I 784 00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:41,440 Speaker 2: don't know, like the whole thing a lot about like 785 00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:46,320 Speaker 2: people getting mad that you're being super like if someone's 786 00:35:46,360 --> 00:35:49,160 Speaker 2: being very respectful to a woman and like fucking hyping 787 00:35:49,239 --> 00:35:52,080 Speaker 2: up a girl and then people are calling you saying 788 00:35:52,080 --> 00:35:52,680 Speaker 2: this negative. 789 00:35:52,760 --> 00:35:53,080 Speaker 3: I don't know. 790 00:35:53,120 --> 00:35:55,320 Speaker 2: I've always had a problem with that word with simp, 791 00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:56,960 Speaker 2: you know, I mean, I don't know exactly where it 792 00:35:56,960 --> 00:36:00,680 Speaker 2: came from. Simpimp simple thing? What what? What? 793 00:36:00,680 --> 00:36:05,680 Speaker 1: What's it stands for? Stands for sucker, like sucker. 794 00:36:05,760 --> 00:36:08,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't know. It's like dude, like, yeah, there's 795 00:36:08,120 --> 00:36:10,120 Speaker 2: gonna be people that are out there like being thirsty, 796 00:36:10,160 --> 00:36:11,759 Speaker 2: but it's like if you're talking to if you're happing 797 00:36:11,800 --> 00:36:14,080 Speaker 2: a girl up, And like a lot of times when 798 00:36:14,120 --> 00:36:16,399 Speaker 2: I see people dropping simp, it's like someone just being 799 00:36:16,640 --> 00:36:18,680 Speaker 2: mad nice to a girl and like showing love. So 800 00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:21,480 Speaker 2: I don't know, that's never been a fan of that. 801 00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:24,799 Speaker 1: I feel like I'm trying to really reconcile with the 802 00:36:24,840 --> 00:36:27,239 Speaker 1: fact that a lot of the people tick on the 803 00:36:27,280 --> 00:36:30,600 Speaker 1: internet are like just thirteen and they don't really know 804 00:36:30,680 --> 00:36:33,400 Speaker 1: what they're talking about, so they haven't developed enough to 805 00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:35,759 Speaker 1: have like mature thoughts on these kinds of things. 806 00:36:35,800 --> 00:36:39,440 Speaker 2: So I do believe that that SIMP is very common 807 00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:41,920 Speaker 2: among in cells people who don't get pussy say the 808 00:36:41,920 --> 00:36:42,400 Speaker 2: word simp. 809 00:36:42,440 --> 00:36:43,800 Speaker 3: That's one thing that I do believe. 810 00:36:45,360 --> 00:36:49,200 Speaker 2: And you know, like I get why you could use 811 00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:51,920 Speaker 2: that in another situation, but like if you have I mean, 812 00:36:52,680 --> 00:36:55,239 Speaker 2: sometimes you'd like to have game and to just like 813 00:36:55,360 --> 00:36:57,479 Speaker 2: be a normal human being and hang out with women. 814 00:36:57,520 --> 00:37:02,279 Speaker 2: You gotta be respectful, and people don't understand that that's 815 00:37:02,280 --> 00:37:03,680 Speaker 2: fucking life. I don't know. 816 00:37:03,960 --> 00:37:06,640 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's an interesting thing that the internet has created. 817 00:37:07,160 --> 00:37:14,600 Speaker 1: Hey, I got to run this by you. H Page 818 00:37:14,920 --> 00:37:20,800 Speaker 1: from Minneapolis wants to discuss the recent vabbing trend. Do 819 00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:22,080 Speaker 1: you have any idea what that is? 820 00:37:23,560 --> 00:37:25,680 Speaker 3: Let's just get her in here and tell us about it. 821 00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:28,200 Speaker 3: Let's go vabababing. 822 00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:30,880 Speaker 2: Is she mean to say vaping or don't? I don't know, 823 00:37:31,320 --> 00:37:32,640 Speaker 2: that's my best guess. 824 00:37:33,600 --> 00:37:39,400 Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, Hi, Hi Page. 825 00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:43,040 Speaker 11: Yeah, Hi, what's. 826 00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:44,399 Speaker 1: Up with you? 827 00:37:44,640 --> 00:37:51,239 Speaker 11: Pages was scrolling and oh sorry, go ahead. 828 00:37:51,680 --> 00:37:51,839 Speaker 4: Uh. 829 00:37:52,160 --> 00:37:54,279 Speaker 1: Page says here that you want to discuss with us 830 00:37:54,280 --> 00:37:57,359 Speaker 1: the recent trend of vabbing on TikTok And we're both 831 00:37:57,440 --> 00:37:58,440 Speaker 1: very curious what that is. 832 00:37:58,600 --> 00:37:59,080 Speaker 2: What is that? 833 00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:00,160 Speaker 6: Oh? 834 00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:05,080 Speaker 11: Yeah, sure do so. TikTok has told me, and my 835 00:38:05,760 --> 00:38:10,239 Speaker 11: brief research has told me that, Uh, it's basically when 836 00:38:10,280 --> 00:38:16,279 Speaker 11: you take your vaginal secretians and you put them on 837 00:38:16,320 --> 00:38:19,799 Speaker 11: your neck, and it's supposed to be like a natural 838 00:38:20,080 --> 00:38:26,680 Speaker 11: perfume or pheromone that like attracts dudes like crazy babbing. 839 00:38:27,880 --> 00:38:29,320 Speaker 11: So that's babbing. 840 00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:32,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, it sounded pretty I don't know. Right when you started, 841 00:38:33,120 --> 00:38:35,800 Speaker 2: I was like, damn, this is gonna be a whack. 842 00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:39,960 Speaker 2: But but you know, like in the last in the 843 00:38:40,040 --> 00:38:42,760 Speaker 2: least weird way, like I kind of understand. 844 00:38:42,719 --> 00:38:45,719 Speaker 1: M yeah, I kind of yeah, I kind of get it. 845 00:38:45,800 --> 00:38:47,799 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, Like I would never do that with my 846 00:38:47,960 --> 00:38:48,600 Speaker 3: ball sweat. 847 00:38:48,600 --> 00:38:50,440 Speaker 2: I don't think we'd ever really do that, but I 848 00:38:50,440 --> 00:38:52,239 Speaker 2: feel like in a girl situation, yeah, I feel like 849 00:38:52,280 --> 00:38:56,040 Speaker 2: balls very balls aren't really you know, we don't we don't. 850 00:38:56,239 --> 00:38:58,920 Speaker 2: I think our pheromones are elsewhere. We don't really secrete 851 00:39:00,080 --> 00:39:01,200 Speaker 2: good vibes from the same. 852 00:39:01,480 --> 00:39:04,080 Speaker 11: I don't know. I wouldn't say balls smell bad, though, 853 00:39:04,160 --> 00:39:05,719 Speaker 11: like I could get down with like a little ball 854 00:39:05,800 --> 00:39:08,120 Speaker 11: smell sometimes it could. 855 00:39:07,920 --> 00:39:08,479 Speaker 3: Be all right. 856 00:39:08,560 --> 00:39:11,080 Speaker 2: I mean, hey, for all the boys in the chat, 857 00:39:12,200 --> 00:39:13,560 Speaker 2: it's just I don't know if this is a pro 858 00:39:13,640 --> 00:39:16,160 Speaker 2: tip or like a weird fact, but like, if you're 859 00:39:16,160 --> 00:39:17,920 Speaker 2: about to get with a girl that's really. 860 00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:18,560 Speaker 3: Bad, what I do. 861 00:39:19,480 --> 00:39:22,000 Speaker 2: I'll take my my my deodorant stick and you know, 862 00:39:22,120 --> 00:39:24,160 Speaker 2: do a little skirt shirt. 863 00:39:24,280 --> 00:39:24,960 Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying. 864 00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:26,880 Speaker 2: I feel like I feel like every guy does that secretly, 865 00:39:26,920 --> 00:39:28,720 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. You know, do a little 866 00:39:28,760 --> 00:39:30,640 Speaker 2: stroke up the side. You know what I'm saying. 867 00:39:31,400 --> 00:39:35,080 Speaker 3: Get get your shiit smelling right, as if you always smell. 868 00:39:34,920 --> 00:39:37,879 Speaker 11: Good or just like underside ball. 869 00:39:38,600 --> 00:39:42,239 Speaker 2: No, because she's gonna taste the fucking deodorant stick. I'm 870 00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:45,120 Speaker 2: not about to rub my Johnny down with with some 871 00:39:45,239 --> 00:39:49,520 Speaker 2: do o that's like, yeah, you know the vibes like 872 00:39:49,680 --> 00:39:54,319 Speaker 2: like you know, the nutrition isn't isn't isn't checking out there. 873 00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:59,879 Speaker 1: But page I have to ask, have you yourself participated 874 00:39:59,880 --> 00:40:01,440 Speaker 1: in the vabbing trends? 875 00:40:03,400 --> 00:40:03,600 Speaker 2: You know? 876 00:40:03,680 --> 00:40:07,920 Speaker 11: I have not, And this is not me like that. 877 00:40:09,800 --> 00:40:12,120 Speaker 11: This is not me like that last guy like looking 878 00:40:12,160 --> 00:40:15,320 Speaker 11: for approval to like give it a shot. I really 879 00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:18,960 Speaker 11: I don't really have an interest in it. But I 880 00:40:18,960 --> 00:40:21,160 Speaker 11: I've seen a lot of girls say that it like 881 00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:24,600 Speaker 11: tripled the amount of guys that like approached them and 882 00:40:24,680 --> 00:40:28,399 Speaker 11: like fuck with them. So I think it's interesting for sure. 883 00:40:28,440 --> 00:40:30,040 Speaker 11: It could be something to look into. I don't know. 884 00:40:30,640 --> 00:40:34,239 Speaker 2: I mean I could see like the like subconscious horniness 885 00:40:34,400 --> 00:40:38,880 Speaker 2: kind of growing when you encounter that. Yeah, but like 886 00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:41,680 Speaker 2: but you got to get pretty close to somebody to 887 00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:46,160 Speaker 2: smell a casual like VADs drop. 888 00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:50,360 Speaker 3: It on their neck, you know, So like I don't know. 889 00:40:50,680 --> 00:40:51,920 Speaker 2: I mean, it's not like it's not like you know, 890 00:40:51,920 --> 00:40:55,160 Speaker 2: like your arm pits pheromones that like kind of go 891 00:40:55,280 --> 00:40:57,040 Speaker 2: across the room. But like I don't I don't think 892 00:40:57,040 --> 00:41:01,480 Speaker 2: that coucy scent is as it doesn't spread as far. 893 00:41:01,560 --> 00:41:02,719 Speaker 2: But I like. 894 00:41:02,680 --> 00:41:04,440 Speaker 11: To see my dad all the time, like what if, 895 00:41:05,640 --> 00:41:08,720 Speaker 11: like what if he hugs me like while you're mid. 896 00:41:09,160 --> 00:41:12,840 Speaker 3: Like you can you can you start over. 897 00:41:12,719 --> 00:41:14,280 Speaker 12: With your parents? 898 00:41:16,840 --> 00:41:18,880 Speaker 11: I was just saying, like, what if you're like vabbing, 899 00:41:19,280 --> 00:41:23,120 Speaker 11: like you bab before an event and you like you're like, oh, 900 00:41:23,120 --> 00:41:24,560 Speaker 11: should I have to go pick up some pick at 901 00:41:24,600 --> 00:41:26,440 Speaker 11: my dad's house and then you like give him a 902 00:41:26,480 --> 00:41:28,319 Speaker 11: hug like I don't know. 903 00:41:28,280 --> 00:41:28,360 Speaker 1: I. 904 00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:31,960 Speaker 3: Get it, I get it. 905 00:41:32,080 --> 00:41:35,440 Speaker 1: I think if you're gonna spray juices from your vagina 906 00:41:35,480 --> 00:41:37,800 Speaker 1: on your face, you need to really clear your schedule 907 00:41:37,840 --> 00:41:38,960 Speaker 1: for the next twenty four. 908 00:41:38,760 --> 00:41:41,280 Speaker 2: Hours, prepared for something. 909 00:41:41,520 --> 00:41:43,080 Speaker 1: With what you're going to do for the rest of 910 00:41:43,120 --> 00:41:44,920 Speaker 1: your day, it'll. 911 00:41:44,719 --> 00:41:48,920 Speaker 2: Be prepared for something serious. Career man, next time, I 912 00:41:49,080 --> 00:41:50,959 Speaker 2: all right, I'm with a woman. I'm gonna I'm gonna 913 00:41:50,960 --> 00:41:54,040 Speaker 2: bab all right, I'm gonna for my whole day. You're 914 00:41:54,080 --> 00:41:56,879 Speaker 2: gonna like, I'm gonna like, hey, babe, let me let 915 00:41:56,880 --> 00:41:59,759 Speaker 2: me borrow a little alone real quick. 916 00:42:00,480 --> 00:42:02,120 Speaker 3: Yeah, day ahead of me. 917 00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:06,600 Speaker 1: How would that work if a guy was like like 918 00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:09,319 Speaker 1: vabbed on his face with somebody else. 919 00:42:10,040 --> 00:42:12,480 Speaker 2: How would you feel if I just like gave myself 920 00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:14,880 Speaker 2: the coucie and like just pulled up and I was like, 921 00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:16,680 Speaker 2: went to a meeting and I was like, Yeah, what's up. 922 00:42:16,719 --> 00:42:22,719 Speaker 3: Everybody like that's good. I mean, I think people would 923 00:42:22,760 --> 00:42:23,440 Speaker 3: pretty I think. 924 00:42:23,360 --> 00:42:24,640 Speaker 11: I feel like it's a power. 925 00:42:26,360 --> 00:42:30,040 Speaker 2: It would it would definitely be Alex. It would be 926 00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:32,200 Speaker 2: a flex on the dudes in the room because dudes 927 00:42:32,200 --> 00:42:34,239 Speaker 2: would realize like, oh, this dude smells like coucie blah 928 00:42:34,239 --> 00:42:39,279 Speaker 2: blah blah. It's like the classic fucking testosterone flesh. But 929 00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:42,640 Speaker 2: I don't think overall you'd really be winning as much 930 00:42:42,680 --> 00:42:45,840 Speaker 2: as like I kind of get the vabbing hype that 931 00:42:45,880 --> 00:42:46,479 Speaker 2: you're talking about. 932 00:42:46,520 --> 00:42:47,400 Speaker 3: I kind of get because. 933 00:42:47,239 --> 00:42:53,080 Speaker 2: It's like you're subconsciously getting aroused by the cooch pheromones, 934 00:42:53,120 --> 00:42:53,319 Speaker 2: you know. 935 00:42:54,440 --> 00:42:59,400 Speaker 1: But then do you you Okay, so your own I 936 00:42:59,400 --> 00:43:03,839 Speaker 1: guess juice, You're like, okay, gravy your own CJ Like 937 00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:06,560 Speaker 1: do you when you do you ever scratch your balls 938 00:43:06,600 --> 00:43:07,200 Speaker 1: and smell it? 939 00:43:07,719 --> 00:43:08,040 Speaker 3: Yeah? 940 00:43:08,320 --> 00:43:10,160 Speaker 2: Everyone does? Have you okay? Uh? 941 00:43:10,640 --> 00:43:13,120 Speaker 1: Page have you done that with your own. 942 00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:15,359 Speaker 3: With your female boat? 943 00:43:16,080 --> 00:43:16,919 Speaker 2: So it wouldn't be. 944 00:43:19,800 --> 00:43:22,279 Speaker 3: I think everyone. 945 00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:24,200 Speaker 11: I feel like you have to like know what's going 946 00:43:24,239 --> 00:43:25,000 Speaker 11: on with yourself. 947 00:43:28,040 --> 00:43:30,879 Speaker 2: I I wasn't gonna say it, but like, I think 948 00:43:30,920 --> 00:43:35,000 Speaker 2: I think some boys have been there before. I I'm 949 00:43:35,000 --> 00:43:37,600 Speaker 2: not even gonna. I'm gonna. I'm gonna leave with. 950 00:43:37,560 --> 00:43:39,360 Speaker 3: The story and end with the with the climax. 951 00:43:39,480 --> 00:43:43,600 Speaker 2: I one time made love did my thing, and then 952 00:43:43,640 --> 00:43:47,320 Speaker 2: I and then we want to do it again, and yeah, 953 00:43:47,400 --> 00:43:50,040 Speaker 2: eight of us woman, and I got. 954 00:43:49,800 --> 00:43:56,200 Speaker 3: A whole smorgasbor a whole mouthful of my own seed. 955 00:43:56,680 --> 00:43:58,680 Speaker 3: All right. So I so most. 956 00:43:58,560 --> 00:44:00,000 Speaker 2: People are like, oh, I don't know what not take. 957 00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:02,000 Speaker 2: It's like, I know it not tastes like because I 958 00:44:02,120 --> 00:44:07,040 Speaker 2: fucking got a full face full of it, and I 959 00:44:07,080 --> 00:44:11,319 Speaker 2: don't know. I think I can't. I don't approve. I mean, 960 00:44:11,360 --> 00:44:11,760 Speaker 2: I'm gonna. 961 00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:17,680 Speaker 3: I feel I have so much respect for the woman 962 00:44:17,719 --> 00:44:18,240 Speaker 3: that that's. 963 00:44:18,120 --> 00:44:21,320 Speaker 1: Wall because you feel like you couldn't swallow yourself. 964 00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:24,120 Speaker 2: And I didn't. I didn't. I didn't. I had a 965 00:44:24,160 --> 00:44:25,839 Speaker 2: bad moment. I was about to go to dinner with 966 00:44:25,840 --> 00:44:30,000 Speaker 2: my family. It was it was rough. 967 00:44:30,080 --> 00:44:33,480 Speaker 11: Yeah, it's hard to look family in the eyes after 968 00:44:34,040 --> 00:44:34,920 Speaker 11: yeah yeah, yeah. 969 00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:37,440 Speaker 2: So so I guess it doesn't directly relate to the 970 00:44:38,000 --> 00:44:42,480 Speaker 2: Kuchi the Couci cologne, but I just felt like smelling 971 00:44:42,520 --> 00:44:44,839 Speaker 2: your own kouchie versus like tasting your own nut. It's 972 00:44:44,880 --> 00:44:47,160 Speaker 2: all kind of like a you know, circle of life, 973 00:44:47,239 --> 00:44:49,960 Speaker 2: and I, uh, I feel you. 974 00:44:50,160 --> 00:44:52,240 Speaker 3: I feel you well, Page. 975 00:44:52,920 --> 00:44:55,440 Speaker 1: If you ever do try this, please let us know 976 00:44:55,480 --> 00:44:56,480 Speaker 1: what the with the results. 977 00:44:56,680 --> 00:45:00,160 Speaker 2: The results are, Fellas, don't rub your own nut on 978 00:45:00,239 --> 00:45:01,240 Speaker 2: yourself as cologne. 979 00:45:01,239 --> 00:45:02,560 Speaker 3: I don't think that will work as well. 980 00:45:03,239 --> 00:45:06,759 Speaker 1: Someone's got to try it and just see what what happens. 981 00:45:06,800 --> 00:45:09,359 Speaker 3: Like you know, I guarantee someone has. 982 00:45:10,920 --> 00:45:11,399 Speaker 2: That would be. 983 00:45:11,360 --> 00:45:12,480 Speaker 1: Quite the science start. 984 00:45:13,719 --> 00:45:15,839 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's too late, it's been done. Page. 985 00:45:15,880 --> 00:45:16,960 Speaker 1: Is there anything you want to say to the people 986 00:45:16,960 --> 00:45:18,040 Speaker 1: of the computer before we go? 987 00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:24,360 Speaker 11: Shout out to Minneapolis? I'm from Minneapolis. 988 00:45:25,480 --> 00:45:27,960 Speaker 2: Where are you shying? Where are you from? 989 00:45:28,640 --> 00:45:31,080 Speaker 11: I grew up in but I live in Minneapolis. 990 00:45:31,440 --> 00:45:36,759 Speaker 2: Okay, ship, I'm in uptown. See you out there. 991 00:45:39,719 --> 00:45:40,719 Speaker 11: Thanks, Pete. 992 00:45:41,280 --> 00:45:41,680 Speaker 3: Oh bye. 993 00:45:44,960 --> 00:45:47,360 Speaker 1: You know that wasn't as like when I I actually 994 00:45:47,360 --> 00:45:49,960 Speaker 1: had mentioned that chat. I'd mentioned that call to the 995 00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:52,360 Speaker 1: chat while you were going to the bathroom, and everyone 996 00:45:52,400 --> 00:45:54,920 Speaker 1: was repulsed by it, and I was. I was intrigued. 997 00:45:55,000 --> 00:45:59,480 Speaker 1: But but once we got into it made it made sense. 998 00:45:59,600 --> 00:46:01,400 Speaker 3: Yeah, I actually kind of get it. I like to 999 00:46:01,520 --> 00:46:03,080 Speaker 3: like that one. 1000 00:46:02,280 --> 00:46:02,560 Speaker 7: That one. 1001 00:46:03,400 --> 00:46:07,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, sorry that I told everyone about my nut consumption story. 1002 00:46:07,440 --> 00:46:08,760 Speaker 3: But it happened, braby. 1003 00:46:09,040 --> 00:46:13,319 Speaker 1: I dude, you know, when you're in this life, you 1004 00:46:13,400 --> 00:46:18,359 Speaker 1: have no incentive to be anything other than who you are, 1005 00:46:18,560 --> 00:46:21,520 Speaker 1: to be completely honest, and if you have eaten a 1006 00:46:21,560 --> 00:46:26,160 Speaker 1: fistful of fasteful of your owncome, then you should wear 1007 00:46:26,200 --> 00:46:29,799 Speaker 1: that on your shoulder. You really should feel like you 1008 00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:32,240 Speaker 1: know you have no room for shame in your life. 1009 00:46:32,440 --> 00:46:34,160 Speaker 3: Thank you, thank you, thank you. 1010 00:46:35,120 --> 00:46:38,759 Speaker 2: That's had the biggest flex It would be that I 1011 00:46:38,800 --> 00:46:41,080 Speaker 2: can eat my own comm without worrying about it. So 1012 00:46:41,480 --> 00:46:41,839 Speaker 2: thank you. 1013 00:46:41,960 --> 00:46:43,279 Speaker 1: I think that is a big flex. 1014 00:46:46,360 --> 00:46:48,520 Speaker 2: About d A while, I'll do it. Yeah, I was. 1015 00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:51,840 Speaker 1: I saw that as I was doing my research on you. 1016 00:46:51,920 --> 00:46:53,600 Speaker 1: I saw something where you talked about DMT, and I 1017 00:46:53,600 --> 00:46:54,000 Speaker 1: was like, a lot of. 1018 00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:57,239 Speaker 2: People are liking, which is as they should because I 1019 00:46:57,280 --> 00:46:58,600 Speaker 2: think DMT is the coolest shit ever. 1020 00:46:59,080 --> 00:47:02,919 Speaker 1: Hey, is this is this raw? 1021 00:47:05,200 --> 00:47:05,839 Speaker 11: Yeah? 1022 00:47:05,920 --> 00:47:08,800 Speaker 13: Yeah, dude, this is dope. I'm talking to the gek 1023 00:47:08,840 --> 00:47:09,760 Speaker 13: and the gravy. 1024 00:47:10,760 --> 00:47:13,359 Speaker 3: Yeah that you already know the Greg Man. 1025 00:47:13,520 --> 00:47:18,880 Speaker 1: We are here, Greg Young, Gregy Dopey. 1026 00:47:19,040 --> 00:47:21,799 Speaker 13: I saw you. I saw you when I was in 1027 00:47:21,920 --> 00:47:24,960 Speaker 13: high school. Man, when I was a sophomore at Santa 1028 00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:26,759 Speaker 13: Cruz at the. 1029 00:47:26,719 --> 00:47:30,799 Speaker 3: Cattle No wait, Santa Cruz. Was it was it when 1030 00:47:30,800 --> 00:47:31,760 Speaker 3: I was with Dirt Nasty? 1031 00:47:35,760 --> 00:47:38,799 Speaker 13: It was four years ago. It was four years ago 1032 00:47:38,840 --> 00:47:42,359 Speaker 13: because I'm a sophomore in college now and I saw 1033 00:47:42,400 --> 00:47:43,480 Speaker 13: you sophomore. 1034 00:47:43,960 --> 00:47:47,880 Speaker 2: I'm mad curious because there there's a very fucking notorious 1035 00:47:47,920 --> 00:47:48,600 Speaker 2: show of mine. 1036 00:47:49,400 --> 00:47:49,640 Speaker 3: Was it? 1037 00:47:50,040 --> 00:47:53,719 Speaker 2: Did I ever mention on stage? Like I don't know 1038 00:47:53,760 --> 00:47:55,200 Speaker 2: if we're inside or outside? 1039 00:47:57,200 --> 00:47:59,600 Speaker 13: Dude? You said you were on dance, you said you 1040 00:47:59,600 --> 00:48:03,520 Speaker 13: were on stands, and it handed you a joint because 1041 00:48:03,520 --> 00:48:06,720 Speaker 13: you know where we from, like San Cruise, we always 1042 00:48:06,719 --> 00:48:09,319 Speaker 13: try and pass to the stage right, and we got 1043 00:48:09,360 --> 00:48:12,399 Speaker 13: it to you. You take it, You take a hit, 1044 00:48:12,800 --> 00:48:15,799 Speaker 13: and then you stay to the audience. This ain't This 1045 00:48:15,880 --> 00:48:18,640 Speaker 13: ain't no fucking joint. This is a fucking what you 1046 00:48:18,719 --> 00:48:20,680 Speaker 13: call it jewel or some ship? 1047 00:48:21,760 --> 00:48:22,080 Speaker 3: Dude? 1048 00:48:22,480 --> 00:48:27,040 Speaker 2: Man, Okay, so you were that was it was a 1049 00:48:27,120 --> 00:48:28,640 Speaker 2: crazy Was the show? 1050 00:48:28,640 --> 00:48:31,879 Speaker 3: Okay? Was the show? Okay? Did you end a show? 1051 00:48:32,040 --> 00:48:32,560 Speaker 2: I loved it. 1052 00:48:32,600 --> 00:48:36,640 Speaker 13: I was like, I thought your ship was fucking hilarious. 1053 00:48:37,080 --> 00:48:40,239 Speaker 13: I had all my homies there from like my high 1054 00:48:40,239 --> 00:48:43,160 Speaker 13: school and ship. We were bawling out at your show. 1055 00:48:43,200 --> 00:48:46,760 Speaker 2: Man. Okay, all right, I'm glad I can finally address this. 1056 00:48:46,560 --> 00:48:50,319 Speaker 2: This is like a fucking notorious show in in my 1057 00:48:50,520 --> 00:48:52,520 Speaker 2: history because. 1058 00:48:52,680 --> 00:48:55,640 Speaker 1: Really, so yeah, yeah, all the beginning, I want to 1059 00:48:55,680 --> 00:48:56,000 Speaker 1: hear that. 1060 00:48:56,200 --> 00:48:59,320 Speaker 2: Okay, So, Santa Cruz, I think it was twenty nineteen. 1061 00:49:00,040 --> 00:49:03,160 Speaker 2: This was the first time that I got Truley's or 1062 00:49:03,200 --> 00:49:05,800 Speaker 2: Dirt Nasty, who are now like two of my best friends. 1063 00:49:06,320 --> 00:49:08,439 Speaker 2: And they both came to my show because they're both 1064 00:49:08,760 --> 00:49:11,839 Speaker 2: or Dirt Nasties from out there and Trothy's was just 1065 00:49:11,920 --> 00:49:16,920 Speaker 2: in the city and I basically at that show. We 1066 00:49:17,120 --> 00:49:19,359 Speaker 2: met up before the show, Santa Cruz, right, I think 1067 00:49:19,360 --> 00:49:20,200 Speaker 2: it was like a thousand people. 1068 00:49:20,200 --> 00:49:20,759 Speaker 3: I don't know it was. 1069 00:49:20,800 --> 00:49:20,960 Speaker 2: It was. 1070 00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:26,720 Speaker 3: It was a good vibe. But I met Dirt Nasty. 1071 00:49:26,920 --> 00:49:30,080 Speaker 2: For for people who don't know, he's this actor slash rapper. 1072 00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:32,960 Speaker 2: He made the song It's like my digs it late. 1073 00:49:35,239 --> 00:49:39,040 Speaker 1: Song and then but I'm gonna check it out now. 1074 00:49:39,480 --> 00:49:41,839 Speaker 3: He's in like all the scary movies. He's he's he's 1075 00:49:41,840 --> 00:49:42,320 Speaker 3: a legend. 1076 00:49:42,560 --> 00:49:44,160 Speaker 2: He used to be like the main the main like 1077 00:49:44,800 --> 00:49:51,480 Speaker 2: dude on on MTV that would interview people. Anyways, at 1078 00:49:51,480 --> 00:49:53,400 Speaker 2: this point, him and Turvileys are both like two of 1079 00:49:53,440 --> 00:49:54,080 Speaker 2: my best friends. 1080 00:49:54,239 --> 00:49:56,480 Speaker 3: That was the first day we ever met. 1081 00:49:56,160 --> 00:50:00,000 Speaker 2: And we got along way too well, and I ended 1082 00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:07,279 Speaker 2: it up doing fucking shrooms, ketamine d MT, and like 1083 00:50:07,680 --> 00:50:09,959 Speaker 2: I don't know what else, like just a just said 1084 00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:13,120 Speaker 2: a really stupid amount of drugs before the show. 1085 00:50:14,160 --> 00:50:16,759 Speaker 3: Before the show, I didn't ate. 1086 00:50:16,760 --> 00:50:18,040 Speaker 13: The stroom perfectly. 1087 00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:21,000 Speaker 3: Yeah, so now it makes a little bit more sense. 1088 00:50:21,080 --> 00:50:24,480 Speaker 2: So Dirt Nasty and I are these two dudes who, 1089 00:50:24,560 --> 00:50:26,719 Speaker 2: like I have loved him my whole life, and then 1090 00:50:26,760 --> 00:50:28,600 Speaker 2: he's like, yeah, this is the new version of me. 1091 00:50:29,200 --> 00:50:31,000 Speaker 2: I love him, and we just like meet up and 1092 00:50:31,040 --> 00:50:33,680 Speaker 2: just fucking bond way too hard and do a bunch 1093 00:50:33,680 --> 00:50:36,400 Speaker 2: of drugs because he was the opener, right, he did 1094 00:50:36,440 --> 00:50:39,279 Speaker 2: the opening set and we did all these drugs. He 1095 00:50:39,320 --> 00:50:42,040 Speaker 2: did his set, goes back into the greenroom, passes the 1096 00:50:42,040 --> 00:50:43,640 Speaker 2: fuck out, and then I have to go on stage 1097 00:50:43,719 --> 00:50:46,080 Speaker 2: and I'm on. I mean, everything else was like kind 1098 00:50:46,120 --> 00:50:48,120 Speaker 2: of hitting me, but it was the shrooms that really 1099 00:50:48,120 --> 00:50:50,960 Speaker 2: were like damn. So that was the only time I've 1100 00:50:50,960 --> 00:50:53,960 Speaker 2: ever performed on like hard drugs. And I go out 1101 00:50:54,000 --> 00:50:58,439 Speaker 2: there and it's it's just notorious. Among my whole tour, 1102 00:50:58,560 --> 00:51:01,000 Speaker 2: cru my, my, my DJ, and I to a manager, 1103 00:51:01,040 --> 00:51:04,040 Speaker 2: everyone is like, bro, there's a joke that goes around 1104 00:51:04,040 --> 00:51:06,000 Speaker 2: all them it's like, you know, are we inside or outside? 1105 00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:09,480 Speaker 2: Because apparently I kept asking the crowd are we inside 1106 00:51:09,520 --> 00:51:11,600 Speaker 2: or outside? Because I was seeing like stars in the sky. 1107 00:51:11,800 --> 00:51:16,360 Speaker 2: Yeah and yeah man, yeah, and apparently the show was 1108 00:51:16,400 --> 00:51:19,920 Speaker 2: still good. Yeah, it was still all right, dude. 1109 00:51:20,040 --> 00:51:22,319 Speaker 13: I mean you were the first show I ever want 1110 00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:24,719 Speaker 13: to like by myself. But I mean I met up 1111 00:51:24,719 --> 00:51:29,840 Speaker 13: with some homies like coincidentally there and then like it 1112 00:51:30,360 --> 00:51:34,560 Speaker 13: just it made my year. You fucking saying that the 1113 00:51:34,680 --> 00:51:36,799 Speaker 13: joint we passed you was a jewel was a joke 1114 00:51:36,880 --> 00:51:40,400 Speaker 13: at our school forever. But like that's the thing is, 1115 00:51:40,480 --> 00:51:42,960 Speaker 13: like we all thought your shit was so funny, and 1116 00:51:43,000 --> 00:51:46,000 Speaker 13: it just made it even better. They were fucked up because. 1117 00:51:45,800 --> 00:51:49,480 Speaker 1: We thought that you were at the time, like after 1118 00:51:49,520 --> 00:51:51,200 Speaker 1: you had gotten on store where you like like maybe 1119 00:51:51,200 --> 00:51:53,040 Speaker 1: like the next morning all the jugs were off, were 1120 00:51:53,040 --> 00:51:55,200 Speaker 1: you like self conscious about was? 1121 00:51:55,280 --> 00:51:56,640 Speaker 3: I was, like, damn, I was. 1122 00:51:57,080 --> 00:51:59,360 Speaker 2: I mean, like the whole time I was on stage 1123 00:51:59,400 --> 00:52:02,040 Speaker 2: that day, There's never been a time where I was 1124 00:52:02,120 --> 00:52:06,799 Speaker 2: like psychedelically hardcore tripping on stage other than that day. 1125 00:52:06,960 --> 00:52:09,520 Speaker 2: And you were there and you witnessed it, and that's 1126 00:52:09,520 --> 00:52:11,799 Speaker 2: probably why I thought your fucking joint was a jewel Man. 1127 00:52:12,000 --> 00:52:14,440 Speaker 2: I was like, that's the only time I've ever been 1128 00:52:14,520 --> 00:52:16,840 Speaker 2: like fully tripped out on stage. 1129 00:52:17,000 --> 00:52:20,560 Speaker 1: Do you feel better now that you have validation that 1130 00:52:20,600 --> 00:52:21,920 Speaker 1: it was an enjoyable show? 1131 00:52:22,600 --> 00:52:25,719 Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, yeah, yeah. You know what, at the time, 1132 00:52:25,800 --> 00:52:28,799 Speaker 2: people my crew all told me that it was still good, 1133 00:52:28,800 --> 00:52:30,440 Speaker 2: and they're like, we could tell you were fucked up, 1134 00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:31,160 Speaker 2: but they couldn't. 1135 00:52:31,160 --> 00:52:32,200 Speaker 3: And I was like, they could. 1136 00:52:32,040 --> 00:52:34,560 Speaker 2: Probably tell, but but uh I heard it was good. 1137 00:52:34,640 --> 00:52:36,440 Speaker 2: I mean, I know that I knew my words, I 1138 00:52:36,480 --> 00:52:39,720 Speaker 2: still remember the words, but that was I was lit. 1139 00:52:39,760 --> 00:52:42,800 Speaker 2: And I'm glad that out of like the one thousand 1140 00:52:42,840 --> 00:52:45,000 Speaker 2: people that were there, there's someone here that can fucking 1141 00:52:45,880 --> 00:52:47,120 Speaker 2: you know, had witnessed that. 1142 00:52:47,960 --> 00:52:52,000 Speaker 3: Yeah, I will never out of I've done three hundred shows. 1143 00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:54,960 Speaker 2: I've done three hundred shows ish, maybe a little bit 1144 00:52:54,960 --> 00:52:58,000 Speaker 2: above or below, but that is the most quoted or 1145 00:52:58,200 --> 00:53:01,320 Speaker 2: most memorable show out of my whole It's a Santa 1146 00:53:01,320 --> 00:53:02,680 Speaker 2: Cruz twenty nineteen show. 1147 00:53:02,880 --> 00:53:03,800 Speaker 1: That's pretty wild. 1148 00:53:04,080 --> 00:53:04,319 Speaker 3: Yeah. 1149 00:53:04,400 --> 00:53:06,799 Speaker 1: I couldn't imagine. When I at my live shows, I'll 1150 00:53:06,800 --> 00:53:09,759 Speaker 1: bring people up and like chat with them. I don't 1151 00:53:09,760 --> 00:53:12,759 Speaker 1: have like a memorized set list or anything. And I 1152 00:53:12,800 --> 00:53:15,360 Speaker 1: feel if I did something like that on on cycle 1153 00:53:15,400 --> 00:53:17,520 Speaker 1: or even just being stoned or anything like that. I 1154 00:53:17,560 --> 00:53:20,640 Speaker 1: would fucking freak out, you know, because I don't even 1155 00:53:20,680 --> 00:53:23,680 Speaker 1: have anything to like scripts or any anything to cling to. 1156 00:53:23,800 --> 00:53:25,799 Speaker 2: I would say like, like, maybe like a third of 1157 00:53:25,800 --> 00:53:28,319 Speaker 2: my set usually is is kind of off the top 1158 00:53:28,400 --> 00:53:30,719 Speaker 2: and the rest of it is like kind of formatted. 1159 00:53:31,400 --> 00:53:33,759 Speaker 2: But uh, I don't know what the fuck I did 1160 00:53:33,840 --> 00:53:37,120 Speaker 2: that day, But uh, I'm sure I did like as 1161 00:53:37,440 --> 00:53:38,360 Speaker 2: regular as possible. 1162 00:53:38,400 --> 00:53:40,040 Speaker 1: It sounds like it was the greatest night of this 1163 00:53:40,080 --> 00:53:40,720 Speaker 1: guy's life. 1164 00:53:40,880 --> 00:53:45,520 Speaker 2: Dude, I remember, man, you enjoyed yeah, good man. 1165 00:53:45,600 --> 00:53:48,279 Speaker 13: Oh, I enjoyed it big time. I enjoyed it big time. 1166 00:53:48,480 --> 00:53:50,319 Speaker 13: And like I said, I thought your shit was like 1167 00:53:50,480 --> 00:53:53,480 Speaker 13: funny as fuck. We all mohinged in the crowd and shit, 1168 00:53:54,040 --> 00:53:56,719 Speaker 13: you live, we lit, we passed you the joint, you 1169 00:53:56,760 --> 00:53:59,480 Speaker 13: get it. Perfect night, great memory of mine. 1170 00:54:00,440 --> 00:54:01,440 Speaker 3: I'm glad to know that. 1171 00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:03,839 Speaker 2: Like I think, it's probably one of the first times 1172 00:54:03,880 --> 00:54:06,200 Speaker 2: I've talked to someone that was there other than like 1173 00:54:06,480 --> 00:54:12,520 Speaker 2: my crew. So I'm honored, bro, iconic legendary show in 1174 00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:14,480 Speaker 2: my memory. Man, So I'm fucking honored. 1175 00:54:14,520 --> 00:54:14,640 Speaker 10: Bro. 1176 00:54:14,719 --> 00:54:17,760 Speaker 1: It's cool to see how genuinely feel very good about 1177 00:54:18,719 --> 00:54:20,560 Speaker 1: having someone to bond with about that experience. 1178 00:54:21,000 --> 00:54:23,720 Speaker 2: I really do, because dude, I mean even after the show, 1179 00:54:23,840 --> 00:54:27,480 Speaker 2: like there's yeah, man, it was we were That's the 1180 00:54:27,480 --> 00:54:29,600 Speaker 2: most lid I've been close to it. 1181 00:54:29,600 --> 00:54:30,640 Speaker 1: Would you ever do it again? 1182 00:54:31,680 --> 00:54:35,279 Speaker 3: Not before the show, maybe after the show. 1183 00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:39,520 Speaker 13: Only one time, only one time, may perfectly. 1184 00:54:39,920 --> 00:54:42,719 Speaker 3: Don't forget it. Don't forget Hey, everybody, don't do ken 1185 00:54:42,800 --> 00:54:43,120 Speaker 3: of meine. 1186 00:54:43,160 --> 00:54:44,520 Speaker 2: That was one of the drugs I was on that 1187 00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:45,640 Speaker 2: day that was not good for you. 1188 00:54:45,840 --> 00:54:49,600 Speaker 1: I was. I was offered twenty and the other I 1189 00:54:49,600 --> 00:54:52,799 Speaker 1: was maybe try it once maybe the other night I 1190 00:54:52,840 --> 00:54:54,160 Speaker 1: was offered it. The other night I said no, I 1191 00:54:54,160 --> 00:54:57,040 Speaker 1: didn't do it. Part of me part I'm a guy 1192 00:54:57,080 --> 00:55:00,319 Speaker 1: where like I really want, I feel like my heart 1193 00:55:00,320 --> 00:55:03,960 Speaker 1: I really want, like I want to try unique life experiences, 1194 00:55:04,000 --> 00:55:07,160 Speaker 1: and some of those involved doing drugs. And so that's 1195 00:55:07,200 --> 00:55:09,200 Speaker 1: why I'm like, maybe, you know, at some point in 1196 00:55:09,239 --> 00:55:11,319 Speaker 1: my life I should try ketamine, but I do want 1197 00:55:11,320 --> 00:55:11,839 Speaker 1: to do it that night. 1198 00:55:11,920 --> 00:55:14,920 Speaker 2: And as the same type of guy I've I've tried 1199 00:55:15,040 --> 00:55:19,000 Speaker 2: almost every drug you can other than heroin, and I 1200 00:55:19,040 --> 00:55:22,160 Speaker 2: would say that ketamine is probably the least worth it. 1201 00:55:22,600 --> 00:55:23,919 Speaker 3: Really, it's not that cool. 1202 00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:26,120 Speaker 1: The way we're prescribed to me, did not seem like 1203 00:55:26,120 --> 00:55:26,799 Speaker 1: it was that cool. 1204 00:55:27,120 --> 00:55:29,480 Speaker 2: Ketamine is not that cool. It's not worth it, and 1205 00:55:29,520 --> 00:55:31,440 Speaker 2: it's pretty bad for you. And I've seen people addicted 1206 00:55:31,520 --> 00:55:34,080 Speaker 2: to it. So I'd say ketamine if you got if 1207 00:55:34,080 --> 00:55:38,920 Speaker 2: you want to pick one to avoid ketamine, all right, 1208 00:55:39,000 --> 00:55:39,640 Speaker 2: serious moment. 1209 00:55:41,360 --> 00:55:44,640 Speaker 13: See there's like the legendary concert where like Jimmy Hendrix 1210 00:55:44,719 --> 00:55:48,359 Speaker 13: shows up like Florida Hi as fuck on ketamine. And 1211 00:55:48,600 --> 00:55:53,640 Speaker 13: I've heard that like ketamine, like from my friends, I've 1212 00:55:53,680 --> 00:55:56,680 Speaker 13: heard you're like guaranteed a good trip. That's like what 1213 00:55:56,719 --> 00:55:57,320 Speaker 13: I've known. 1214 00:55:57,520 --> 00:55:59,759 Speaker 3: That you're not guaranteed a good trip. You're not. 1215 00:56:00,760 --> 00:56:02,719 Speaker 2: There's this thing called a K hole, which is the 1216 00:56:03,760 --> 00:56:07,240 Speaker 2: exact opposite of a good trip. Jimmy Hendrix, that legendary 1217 00:56:07,239 --> 00:56:09,120 Speaker 2: story you're talking about is when he had acid in 1218 00:56:09,160 --> 00:56:13,560 Speaker 2: his headband. It was acid, not ketamine, and a K 1219 00:56:13,640 --> 00:56:15,759 Speaker 2: hole is one of the worst things you can be in. 1220 00:56:15,920 --> 00:56:18,000 Speaker 2: I think a bad trip on acid was worse for 1221 00:56:18,040 --> 00:56:20,359 Speaker 2: me than a K hole. But I think a K 1222 00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:22,080 Speaker 2: hole is probably one of the worst things you can 1223 00:56:22,680 --> 00:56:24,040 Speaker 2: worst drug experiences you can have. 1224 00:56:24,120 --> 00:56:27,279 Speaker 1: But I see Guy's friends say it's good. I might 1225 00:56:27,320 --> 00:56:30,280 Speaker 1: have to know everybody I have. 1226 00:56:30,960 --> 00:56:33,480 Speaker 2: I have the authority here. I've done ketamine and acid 1227 00:56:33,520 --> 00:56:36,560 Speaker 2: both at least twenty times. Don't do ketamine before you 1228 00:56:36,600 --> 00:56:37,440 Speaker 2: do those other drugs. 1229 00:56:37,480 --> 00:56:38,719 Speaker 1: Hey, Row, is there anything you want to say to the 1230 00:56:38,719 --> 00:56:40,280 Speaker 1: people that seem. 1231 00:56:40,160 --> 00:56:43,960 Speaker 13: To come watch the stream? So hopefully they they're hearing this? 1232 00:56:45,080 --> 00:56:48,440 Speaker 2: All right, boys, I appreciate your coming to the show. 1233 00:56:48,760 --> 00:56:51,520 Speaker 2: Don't do ketamine. Thank you for coming through. I'm glad 1234 00:56:51,560 --> 00:56:55,560 Speaker 2: y'all witnessed like my most lit ratchet show in my life. 1235 00:56:55,719 --> 00:56:57,440 Speaker 3: So appreciate you'll. 1236 00:56:57,280 --> 00:57:02,200 Speaker 13: You'll, wait, does he went to high school with you? 1237 00:57:02,920 --> 00:57:06,280 Speaker 13: Do you remember Riley Macon? 1238 00:57:08,160 --> 00:57:10,920 Speaker 2: The name sounds I'd one hundred percent remember the name, 1239 00:57:10,920 --> 00:57:11,960 Speaker 2: but I don't know what he looks like, But one 1240 00:57:12,000 --> 00:57:12,960 Speaker 2: hundred percent remember the name. 1241 00:57:13,480 --> 00:57:14,399 Speaker 3: Tell me the real one. 1242 00:57:14,520 --> 00:57:16,000 Speaker 13: That's fine, That is fine. 1243 00:57:16,160 --> 00:57:17,720 Speaker 3: Is your brown hair? Is your brown hair? 1244 00:57:19,560 --> 00:57:19,800 Speaker 2: Yeah? 1245 00:57:20,160 --> 00:57:21,520 Speaker 3: I guess everyone is brown hair. 1246 00:57:21,840 --> 00:57:24,040 Speaker 2: I don't brown hair. 1247 00:57:24,720 --> 00:57:27,240 Speaker 3: I could call it like brown, probably, but I know 1248 00:57:27,280 --> 00:57:27,600 Speaker 3: the name. 1249 00:57:27,680 --> 00:57:27,960 Speaker 2: I like. 1250 00:57:27,960 --> 00:57:29,560 Speaker 3: I wouldn't lie to you. I know the name, So 1251 00:57:29,720 --> 00:57:33,840 Speaker 3: tell him, tell my fuck with him? Oh fuck yeah, 1252 00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:37,640 Speaker 3: let's go, all right, get gang. 1253 00:57:42,760 --> 00:57:48,600 Speaker 1: I couldn't imagine being that fucking like lit on on stage. 1254 00:57:48,600 --> 00:57:49,920 Speaker 1: I would be like freaking out it. 1255 00:57:49,880 --> 00:57:52,560 Speaker 3: Wasn't pre planned, because I mean it was I guess 1256 00:57:52,560 --> 00:57:53,560 Speaker 3: it was pre planned, but. 1257 00:57:54,120 --> 00:57:57,720 Speaker 1: I mean, like being on uh, like being the center 1258 00:57:57,760 --> 00:58:01,160 Speaker 1: of a show where the reality is at a thousand 1259 00:58:01,200 --> 00:58:04,200 Speaker 1: people five, how are many people? All these people are 1260 00:58:04,280 --> 00:58:10,400 Speaker 1: waiting upon you to guide them? Is like so fucking 1261 00:58:10,480 --> 00:58:14,720 Speaker 1: intense and crazy of an idea that you have to 1262 00:58:14,840 --> 00:58:19,520 Speaker 1: not think about it from that standpoint to be able 1263 00:58:19,520 --> 00:58:19,760 Speaker 1: to do it. 1264 00:58:19,880 --> 00:58:20,200 Speaker 3: Yeah. 1265 00:58:20,280 --> 00:58:23,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, I would never want to do shrooms or any 1266 00:58:23,000 --> 00:58:24,960 Speaker 2: of those drugs before that, but for some reason, it 1267 00:58:25,000 --> 00:58:28,040 Speaker 2: was It was the fact that I've been an extreme 1268 00:58:28,120 --> 00:58:31,760 Speaker 2: fan of Dirt Nasty my whole life, and it turned 1269 00:58:31,760 --> 00:58:33,720 Speaker 2: out that he was a fan of me and he 1270 00:58:33,880 --> 00:58:34,720 Speaker 2: was opening for me. 1271 00:58:34,760 --> 00:58:36,920 Speaker 3: So imagine like it's like one of. 1272 00:58:36,960 --> 00:58:39,800 Speaker 2: The people, like I would say he's top five most 1273 00:58:39,840 --> 00:58:45,880 Speaker 2: inspiring people in my life, he's opening for me. Yes, 1274 00:58:46,080 --> 00:58:48,400 Speaker 2: one of those people is opening for you, or you're 1275 00:58:48,440 --> 00:58:51,320 Speaker 2: meeting them for the first time. There's always drugs, and 1276 00:58:51,360 --> 00:58:52,760 Speaker 2: I don't even think it was all from him. It 1277 00:58:52,840 --> 00:58:56,120 Speaker 2: was like another fucking everyone in Northern California has every 1278 00:58:56,160 --> 00:59:00,440 Speaker 2: fucking drug, so so we're just like, yo, let's bond 1279 00:59:00,480 --> 00:59:02,200 Speaker 2: together and do all this. And I was like, oh, 1280 00:59:02,240 --> 00:59:04,440 Speaker 2: you go on stage, so do I let's do drugs. 1281 00:59:04,560 --> 00:59:04,920 Speaker 3: I don't know. 1282 00:59:04,920 --> 00:59:06,920 Speaker 2: I was it was just like a weird bonding moment 1283 00:59:07,040 --> 00:59:12,600 Speaker 2: and I don't regret it. It was rashet, but I 1284 00:59:12,640 --> 00:59:14,400 Speaker 2: obviously someone remembered it, so. 1285 00:59:14,720 --> 00:59:16,720 Speaker 1: It was it was nice to see you. You seemed 1286 00:59:16,800 --> 00:59:20,120 Speaker 1: like you got legitimate relief hearing him say. 1287 00:59:19,960 --> 00:59:20,720 Speaker 2: That, Yeah it was. 1288 00:59:21,160 --> 00:59:24,680 Speaker 3: It was good. Yeah. Absolutely. I wouldn't do it again, 1289 00:59:24,800 --> 00:59:26,120 Speaker 3: but I'm happy that it happened. 1290 00:59:26,760 --> 00:59:27,160 Speaker 1: Hello. 1291 00:59:28,040 --> 00:59:32,040 Speaker 4: Hello, Hello, Oh yeah, Hi. 1292 00:59:33,800 --> 00:59:35,640 Speaker 1: How are you doing, Lisa? 1293 00:59:37,000 --> 00:59:40,080 Speaker 4: I am living life as west as I can. 1294 00:59:42,120 --> 00:59:46,360 Speaker 3: Glad to hear here. Hello from Matt and Lyle. 1295 00:59:47,440 --> 00:59:49,840 Speaker 1: So Issa, what's going on with you? Dude? How can 1296 00:59:49,880 --> 00:59:50,760 Speaker 1: we get you today? 1297 00:59:52,560 --> 00:59:56,120 Speaker 4: Okay? So I am home of the sommer from college 1298 00:59:56,320 --> 00:59:59,959 Speaker 4: and I actually found out a few weeks ago I'm 1299 01:00:00,080 --> 01:00:03,160 Speaker 4: have a heart disease. So like times they're not looking 1300 01:00:03,200 --> 01:00:06,640 Speaker 4: too hot in that apartment. And now that you know, 1301 01:00:06,720 --> 01:00:09,080 Speaker 4: my doctor has told me I have all these issues 1302 01:00:09,200 --> 01:00:11,320 Speaker 4: and I have to, you know, check about having heart 1303 01:00:11,320 --> 01:00:14,760 Speaker 4: attracts and things like that. I'm like really on edge 1304 01:00:14,760 --> 01:00:17,760 Speaker 4: about all of my other life situations, like how do 1305 01:00:17,880 --> 01:00:19,840 Speaker 4: I want to live my life for the next few 1306 01:00:19,920 --> 01:00:23,680 Speaker 4: years if I'm going to die so young. And so 1307 01:00:24,720 --> 01:00:27,680 Speaker 4: I am in a relationship and I now that I 1308 01:00:27,680 --> 01:00:31,160 Speaker 4: found out this information, I'm questioning if my relationship is 1309 01:00:31,280 --> 01:00:34,480 Speaker 4: really something I want to spend so much time I 1310 01:00:34,480 --> 01:00:36,960 Speaker 4: want to these are like the last few years of 1311 01:00:36,960 --> 01:00:37,440 Speaker 4: my life. 1312 01:00:38,840 --> 01:00:41,920 Speaker 3: Mm hmmm, that's wild. 1313 01:00:42,600 --> 01:00:43,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, do you know? 1314 01:00:43,920 --> 01:00:44,120 Speaker 6: Yeah? 1315 01:00:44,360 --> 01:00:46,400 Speaker 2: Do you have Do you have an estimate from your 1316 01:00:46,680 --> 01:00:48,120 Speaker 2: doctor how you live? 1317 01:00:49,320 --> 01:00:53,880 Speaker 4: I have like a good like five years. I suffered 1318 01:00:53,920 --> 01:00:56,640 Speaker 4: a little bit as a heart attack a few months back, 1319 01:00:57,240 --> 01:01:00,520 Speaker 4: and so I've been like, I mean, I've been pretty 1320 01:01:00,520 --> 01:01:02,320 Speaker 4: good since then, but like this is going to be 1321 01:01:02,400 --> 01:01:05,240 Speaker 4: a consistent issue for the next few years. Party week, 1322 01:01:05,560 --> 01:01:07,439 Speaker 4: so like things are not looking great. 1323 01:01:09,120 --> 01:01:11,000 Speaker 3: That's got to be really scary. How are you? 1324 01:01:12,880 --> 01:01:19,760 Speaker 1: I'm twenty twenty, Soesa, you were talking about how you're 1325 01:01:19,760 --> 01:01:24,200 Speaker 1: in a relationship and you're debating whether or not you 1326 01:01:24,240 --> 01:01:29,600 Speaker 1: want to pour any time into this relationship considering that 1327 01:01:29,960 --> 01:01:32,400 Speaker 1: you don't have a lot of time, and you sounds 1328 01:01:32,440 --> 01:01:33,800 Speaker 1: like I want to be very careful about how you 1329 01:01:33,840 --> 01:01:38,000 Speaker 1: spend it, and so I want to know, and I'm 1330 01:01:38,040 --> 01:01:44,960 Speaker 1: sure you've taken some time to do this reflection in 1331 01:01:45,040 --> 01:01:51,280 Speaker 1: these next five years. Have you thought about what it 1332 01:01:51,360 --> 01:01:56,240 Speaker 1: is that you do want to put time into and accomplish. 1333 01:01:56,920 --> 01:02:01,360 Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm like I would love to do like eat 1334 01:02:01,400 --> 01:02:04,560 Speaker 4: prey love, which sounds super cheesy, but like I'd love 1335 01:02:04,640 --> 01:02:07,240 Speaker 4: to travel a little bit and just go and dibe 1336 01:02:07,240 --> 01:02:10,160 Speaker 4: and a bunch of different countries and just kind of 1337 01:02:10,520 --> 01:02:14,560 Speaker 4: fill up on everything that I haven't experienced yet before 1338 01:02:14,680 --> 01:02:15,720 Speaker 4: I talk away. 1339 01:02:18,920 --> 01:02:19,280 Speaker 2: Do it? 1340 01:02:20,400 --> 01:02:22,240 Speaker 1: I is it? And I want to know is there 1341 01:02:22,320 --> 01:02:27,440 Speaker 1: anything right now, any points of contention that are between 1342 01:02:27,560 --> 01:02:28,440 Speaker 1: you and doing that? 1343 01:02:32,440 --> 01:02:35,400 Speaker 4: Yes, Well, of course I can't just you know, like 1344 01:02:35,560 --> 01:02:39,800 Speaker 4: drop everything and just go. I mean like I can't 1345 01:02:39,800 --> 01:02:42,120 Speaker 4: even imagine how my family would feel if I just 1346 01:02:42,200 --> 01:02:45,480 Speaker 4: up and left, or my friends, and especially like my partner. 1347 01:02:45,880 --> 01:02:48,480 Speaker 4: It's just like I don't really have anyone who wants 1348 01:02:48,520 --> 01:02:50,680 Speaker 4: to do it with me, and traveling as a woman 1349 01:02:50,800 --> 01:02:54,720 Speaker 4: is very like, you know, risky, especially you know this 1350 01:02:54,880 --> 01:02:57,920 Speaker 4: day and age and how awful things are. But it's 1351 01:02:57,960 --> 01:03:00,560 Speaker 4: just like I'm not getting any support from the people 1352 01:03:00,600 --> 01:03:03,240 Speaker 4: who are supposed to support me. So I'm just kind 1353 01:03:03,240 --> 01:03:06,680 Speaker 4: of like I just had the urge to drop everything, 1354 01:03:06,840 --> 01:03:09,920 Speaker 4: even like including my relationship and just going. 1355 01:03:11,240 --> 01:03:11,960 Speaker 3: It's weird, you. 1356 01:03:11,920 --> 01:03:14,960 Speaker 2: Know, weirdly I have I've always had sort of like 1357 01:03:15,200 --> 01:03:19,040 Speaker 2: a really similar like I don't know, like maybe fear 1358 01:03:19,240 --> 01:03:23,440 Speaker 2: like feeling about me, just because most of my family 1359 01:03:23,480 --> 01:03:27,560 Speaker 2: dies in accidents in the least sad way possible. A 1360 01:03:27,560 --> 01:03:30,160 Speaker 2: lot of my family, like will has has died while 1361 01:03:30,200 --> 01:03:32,400 Speaker 2: I've been alive, and I have like this weird fear 1362 01:03:32,440 --> 01:03:35,040 Speaker 2: that I'm gonna like die like early. So I'm always like, 1363 01:03:35,520 --> 01:03:37,200 Speaker 2: whenever an opportunity. 1364 01:03:36,640 --> 01:03:38,480 Speaker 3: Arises, I do it. 1365 01:03:39,280 --> 01:03:41,520 Speaker 2: And I think that's benefited me a lot in life, 1366 01:03:42,120 --> 01:03:45,080 Speaker 2: but also sometimes I end up doing some wild shit 1367 01:03:45,280 --> 01:03:50,560 Speaker 2: that I regret, So I don't know. I think that 1368 01:03:50,640 --> 01:03:52,880 Speaker 2: I've I mean, ever since so my dad passed when 1369 01:03:52,920 --> 01:03:58,040 Speaker 2: I was sixteen, and ever since then, I basically changed. 1370 01:03:57,680 --> 01:03:59,960 Speaker 3: My sort of outlook on life. 1371 01:04:00,080 --> 01:04:01,680 Speaker 2: I was like, man, I'm just gonna do what I 1372 01:04:01,720 --> 01:04:03,840 Speaker 2: want because shit, this coulda happen to me any day. 1373 01:04:04,080 --> 01:04:07,280 Speaker 2: Because my dad had six siblings, five of them died 1374 01:04:07,320 --> 01:04:11,000 Speaker 2: in accidents. There's one live still who's going down soon. 1375 01:04:11,600 --> 01:04:15,000 Speaker 2: And I was just like, man, like I need like 1376 01:04:15,120 --> 01:04:17,560 Speaker 2: this is just my this is just like genetic we 1377 01:04:17,680 --> 01:04:18,280 Speaker 2: take ls. 1378 01:04:18,560 --> 01:04:21,200 Speaker 3: I need to like go try things and do things. 1379 01:04:21,880 --> 01:04:25,680 Speaker 2: And ever since then, I've like tried so many things, 1380 01:04:25,760 --> 01:04:28,760 Speaker 2: and I think that my life wouldn't be anywhere close 1381 01:04:28,800 --> 01:04:31,160 Speaker 2: to where it's at if I hadn't like just embraced 1382 01:04:31,160 --> 01:04:33,520 Speaker 2: that and like tried random ass shit. Whether it was 1383 01:04:33,560 --> 01:04:39,760 Speaker 2: like going alone to like some crazy fucking party or something. 1384 01:04:39,440 --> 01:04:39,880 Speaker 3: I don't know. 1385 01:04:40,280 --> 01:04:43,240 Speaker 2: Basically, I feel like I relate to you in some 1386 01:04:43,280 --> 01:04:48,840 Speaker 2: way where it's like, man, like, just fucking go do it. 1387 01:04:49,400 --> 01:04:52,120 Speaker 3: Just go do some fun shit, follow your gut. 1388 01:04:55,240 --> 01:04:57,960 Speaker 1: And you know, he said, I understand these these points 1389 01:04:57,960 --> 01:05:00,480 Speaker 1: of contention with your family because your family, family and 1390 01:05:00,480 --> 01:05:02,200 Speaker 1: your friends they love you, and they care about you, 1391 01:05:02,200 --> 01:05:04,320 Speaker 1: and they want to spend as much time with you 1392 01:05:04,360 --> 01:05:07,760 Speaker 1: as they possibly can. But I do think that if 1393 01:05:07,920 --> 01:05:12,000 Speaker 1: if your doctor has given you five years, I do 1394 01:05:12,080 --> 01:05:17,480 Speaker 1: think that within those five years, you can budget enough 1395 01:05:17,640 --> 01:05:21,040 Speaker 1: time for you to be with your friends and family 1396 01:05:21,720 --> 01:05:26,320 Speaker 1: and then also for you to have these self discovery 1397 01:05:27,000 --> 01:05:30,600 Speaker 1: travel experiences that you want to have. And I think 1398 01:05:30,680 --> 01:05:34,880 Speaker 1: your family, ultimately, because they love you and because they 1399 01:05:34,880 --> 01:05:36,720 Speaker 1: want the best for you, would be understanding of you 1400 01:05:36,880 --> 01:05:39,080 Speaker 1: going to pursue those things. 1401 01:05:40,600 --> 01:05:42,720 Speaker 4: Now I hear what y'all are saying, like and it's 1402 01:05:42,760 --> 01:05:45,680 Speaker 4: actually greevy. My dad also that a way through your stack, 1403 01:05:46,280 --> 01:05:48,840 Speaker 4: and I think like he would be the most supportive 1404 01:05:49,080 --> 01:05:51,600 Speaker 4: of me, like choosing to kind of go off and 1405 01:05:51,640 --> 01:05:54,640 Speaker 4: do my own thing, which I always bring up an argument, right, 1406 01:05:54,760 --> 01:05:57,240 Speaker 4: I'm like, well, you know, my dad didn't get to 1407 01:05:57,280 --> 01:05:59,720 Speaker 4: do all the things that he wanted, so like, I 1408 01:05:59,800 --> 01:06:02,600 Speaker 4: know he would support me the most in this situation. 1409 01:06:03,640 --> 01:06:07,080 Speaker 4: And no, like, yeah, I think you'll are on right, 1410 01:06:07,120 --> 01:06:09,880 Speaker 4: Like five years isn't long, but it is kind of long. 1411 01:06:10,080 --> 01:06:12,880 Speaker 4: But I don't know, I just wish I had kind 1412 01:06:12,880 --> 01:06:17,040 Speaker 4: of more support. I'm just so shocked, Like, I don't know, 1413 01:06:17,120 --> 01:06:22,959 Speaker 4: it's just very interesting. It's a very difficult situation. But yeah, 1414 01:06:23,040 --> 01:06:25,760 Speaker 4: I loved, like, need to do more things before I die. 1415 01:06:25,800 --> 01:06:27,240 Speaker 4: I'm like young, I'm pretty young. 1416 01:06:27,760 --> 01:06:36,760 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I mean just random, just random comparison. When 1417 01:06:36,760 --> 01:06:42,720 Speaker 2: I was your age, I wasn't gravy yet, and five 1418 01:06:42,760 --> 01:06:45,040 Speaker 2: years later I am so I don't know. I mean, 1419 01:06:45,080 --> 01:06:47,160 Speaker 2: things can a lot of things can change pretty quick. 1420 01:06:50,000 --> 01:06:51,760 Speaker 2: I never thought I was gonna leave Minnesota when I 1421 01:06:51,800 --> 01:06:57,640 Speaker 2: was twenty and five years later i'm twenty six now. 1422 01:07:00,200 --> 01:07:07,960 Speaker 2: Oh No, things change a lot. And I guess I'm curious. 1423 01:07:07,960 --> 01:07:09,800 Speaker 2: Where are you from? Where are you from? 1424 01:07:11,800 --> 01:07:15,920 Speaker 4: I was born in Philly, but I currently live in Colorado. 1425 01:07:16,320 --> 01:07:18,800 Speaker 4: I'm just in South Carolina right now spending time with 1426 01:07:18,880 --> 01:07:21,000 Speaker 4: my family because they're like super stressed. 1427 01:07:22,080 --> 01:07:26,280 Speaker 1: Got it is this? Is this a recent thing? By 1428 01:07:26,280 --> 01:07:29,680 Speaker 1: the way, Yeah, this. 1429 01:07:29,720 --> 01:07:33,200 Speaker 4: Is like very new. Like I came home after my 1430 01:07:33,280 --> 01:07:37,200 Speaker 4: second year of college and I was passing out a lot, 1431 01:07:37,240 --> 01:07:39,200 Speaker 4: and like went to the doctor and all of a sudden, 1432 01:07:39,200 --> 01:07:42,920 Speaker 4: I was doing EKGs and echoes and all these different tests, 1433 01:07:43,000 --> 01:07:44,960 Speaker 4: and like this is very new. 1434 01:07:45,920 --> 01:07:51,360 Speaker 3: M Is it a genetic thing or how does is it? 1435 01:07:51,400 --> 01:07:51,880 Speaker 3: Like just a. 1436 01:07:54,520 --> 01:07:58,440 Speaker 4: Yeah, no, no, my family has heart issues that it 1437 01:07:58,600 --> 01:08:02,640 Speaker 4: is not like super new. We thought we were safe, 1438 01:08:02,680 --> 01:08:05,480 Speaker 4: Like my mom was pretty solid and she's i mean 1439 01:08:05,520 --> 01:08:09,240 Speaker 4: in her fifties and no issues. But here I am, 1440 01:08:09,520 --> 01:08:12,760 Speaker 4: so I guess it doesn't you know, just go away. 1441 01:08:12,920 --> 01:08:16,560 Speaker 4: But yeah, no, it's definitely generous. M. 1442 01:08:18,120 --> 01:08:19,479 Speaker 1: You said, I know it's hard that you don't have, 1443 01:08:20,880 --> 01:08:22,840 Speaker 1: you know, as you say, a lot of support for 1444 01:08:22,960 --> 01:08:26,599 Speaker 1: what it is that you you want to do with 1445 01:08:26,600 --> 01:08:32,760 Speaker 1: with your life. But I I really feel like you 1446 01:08:32,920 --> 01:08:37,439 Speaker 1: should feel empowered to pursue what it is that you 1447 01:08:37,479 --> 01:08:42,920 Speaker 1: want to do, and uh that it is realistic for 1448 01:08:42,960 --> 01:08:46,200 Speaker 1: you to budget out enough time to both spend with 1449 01:08:46,280 --> 01:08:48,880 Speaker 1: your family and to pursue these things. 1450 01:08:48,880 --> 01:08:51,679 Speaker 2: That are important to you, and I think that you 1451 01:08:51,760 --> 01:08:55,000 Speaker 2: have the most excuse to say if they don't want 1452 01:08:55,040 --> 01:08:56,840 Speaker 2: you to do some shit, say fuck it, I'm gonna 1453 01:08:56,840 --> 01:09:00,280 Speaker 2: do it. Man, be like fuck it like you have 1454 01:09:01,840 --> 01:09:04,280 Speaker 2: you have the fucking I don't know, you have a 1455 01:09:04,320 --> 01:09:06,360 Speaker 2: gold star on you right now. Man, let's say fuck it. 1456 01:09:06,439 --> 01:09:09,320 Speaker 2: Let's let's get it. Come come gang with the boys, 1457 01:09:09,320 --> 01:09:12,960 Speaker 2: come get it up. I think you should come to 1458 01:09:13,000 --> 01:09:17,280 Speaker 2: a show something like that. I think you need I 1459 01:09:17,280 --> 01:09:21,320 Speaker 2: think you need a Obviously you're doing crazy things, but 1460 01:09:21,360 --> 01:09:23,240 Speaker 2: I think that like you need to go wild out 1461 01:09:23,560 --> 01:09:25,160 Speaker 2: and like maybe if you're going too a show, it's 1462 01:09:25,160 --> 01:09:26,040 Speaker 2: a good start. 1463 01:09:26,240 --> 01:09:28,120 Speaker 1: You're going to Denver. I'm going to Denver. Let's get 1464 01:09:28,120 --> 01:09:32,200 Speaker 1: her at some shows, dude, Denver, let's get let's get 1465 01:09:32,280 --> 01:09:34,360 Speaker 1: let's get her number. I'm gonna get out to my Denver. 1466 01:09:34,479 --> 01:09:39,080 Speaker 1: Can we get your information please, we'll we'll have uh, Tim, Tim, Tim, 1467 01:09:39,120 --> 01:09:42,800 Speaker 1: Let's get her information because I'm going to Denver at 1468 01:09:42,800 --> 01:09:48,360 Speaker 1: some point this year as well. But yeah, I mean, Lisa, 1469 01:09:49,000 --> 01:09:55,160 Speaker 1: how are you feeling about traversing these these pain points 1470 01:09:55,640 --> 01:09:58,040 Speaker 1: toward you going after what it is that you want 1471 01:09:58,040 --> 01:09:58,240 Speaker 1: to do. 1472 01:10:03,439 --> 01:10:07,920 Speaker 4: I it's it's hard, right, because like I really like 1473 01:10:08,040 --> 01:10:09,760 Speaker 4: mentally in my head and like I want to do 1474 01:10:09,840 --> 01:10:12,280 Speaker 4: these things and I'm really excited and I'm really looking 1475 01:10:12,280 --> 01:10:14,920 Speaker 4: forward to it. But like physically, like I'm in pain. 1476 01:10:15,720 --> 01:10:18,680 Speaker 4: Like I have really really bad days and then I 1477 01:10:18,680 --> 01:10:21,919 Speaker 4: have decent days, but like I don't have good days anymore. 1478 01:10:22,080 --> 01:10:25,519 Speaker 4: Like it's just constant pain or there's an issue. So 1479 01:10:26,160 --> 01:10:28,040 Speaker 4: it's very back and forth. Like I really want to 1480 01:10:28,080 --> 01:10:29,720 Speaker 4: do these things and I really want to do a 1481 01:10:29,720 --> 01:10:35,320 Speaker 4: lot before you know, whatever happens. But like I'm just 1482 01:10:35,360 --> 01:10:38,320 Speaker 4: like concerned, like can I physically do it on my own? 1483 01:10:38,760 --> 01:10:42,200 Speaker 4: Which is super stucky and really depressing, Like it's true. 1484 01:10:45,479 --> 01:10:50,120 Speaker 1: Wow, how recent is this? Can I ask? Is is 1485 01:10:50,160 --> 01:10:52,880 Speaker 1: this is this? Is this information coming to you within 1486 01:10:52,960 --> 01:10:53,639 Speaker 1: the past month? 1487 01:10:55,600 --> 01:10:58,360 Speaker 4: Yes, Like I went to the doctors a month ago, 1488 01:10:58,840 --> 01:11:01,960 Speaker 4: got an egg echoed done, and from there, like I've 1489 01:11:01,960 --> 01:11:06,679 Speaker 4: had a Halter monitor, I've had seen multiple cardiologists, which 1490 01:11:06,960 --> 01:11:09,880 Speaker 4: sumpbacks are very books right now for some reason, so 1491 01:11:10,040 --> 01:11:13,480 Speaker 4: like I was really difficult to see one, which sucks. 1492 01:11:13,720 --> 01:11:18,120 Speaker 4: But like this is all like very near to me. Yeah, 1493 01:11:18,120 --> 01:11:20,120 Speaker 4: but like within a month, like I've just been dealing 1494 01:11:20,160 --> 01:11:23,080 Speaker 4: with this since I got home. Yeah, for the last month. 1495 01:11:23,640 --> 01:11:25,880 Speaker 2: You seem like a really I don't know, I really 1496 01:11:25,920 --> 01:11:30,040 Speaker 2: like your attitude. I mean, just based on everything, you 1497 01:11:30,080 --> 01:11:33,519 Speaker 2: seem like you're in a really good place mentally. I 1498 01:11:33,520 --> 01:11:35,880 Speaker 2: mean five five years is a long fucking time, but 1499 01:11:36,200 --> 01:11:39,760 Speaker 2: you're I don't know, I really like to hear someone 1500 01:11:39,800 --> 01:11:42,479 Speaker 2: so happy with such a weird situation. 1501 01:11:42,920 --> 01:11:48,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, I agree, I'm noticing like a a a despite 1502 01:11:48,600 --> 01:11:52,759 Speaker 1: everything sort of collect you know, collected head to screw 1503 01:11:52,760 --> 01:11:56,920 Speaker 1: it on right, cheerful attitude. Would you would you? Would 1504 01:11:56,960 --> 01:11:58,680 Speaker 1: you say that that is is? 1505 01:11:59,320 --> 01:12:00,639 Speaker 2: You know, how do you feel. 1506 01:12:00,400 --> 01:12:02,840 Speaker 1: Like you're handling it? Because you know, we we have 1507 01:12:03,000 --> 01:12:05,840 Speaker 1: what we are perceiving from you based on how you're 1508 01:12:05,880 --> 01:12:09,400 Speaker 1: outwardly acting. But I want to know you know what 1509 01:12:09,439 --> 01:12:10,160 Speaker 1: your truth is. 1510 01:12:12,439 --> 01:12:15,599 Speaker 4: I mean mentally it is a struggle, and physically it's 1511 01:12:15,640 --> 01:12:19,280 Speaker 4: a struggle. Like I grew up being like super healthy. 1512 01:12:19,400 --> 01:12:22,559 Speaker 4: My family is like super like green and earthy, all organic, 1513 01:12:22,600 --> 01:12:25,840 Speaker 4: all natural, non dmo always working out all these things. 1514 01:12:26,320 --> 01:12:29,559 Speaker 4: So like it's kind of devastating to me to be 1515 01:12:29,680 --> 01:12:32,000 Speaker 4: like I all these you're being healthy and not like 1516 01:12:32,120 --> 01:12:35,760 Speaker 4: partiguing in all of these different you know, foods and 1517 01:12:35,840 --> 01:12:38,880 Speaker 4: sugars and all these things just for my doctor to 1518 01:12:38,920 --> 01:12:41,320 Speaker 4: tell me that I have ought issues. So it's like 1519 01:12:41,400 --> 01:12:43,760 Speaker 4: really disappointing and it's really sucky, and you know, there's 1520 01:12:43,800 --> 01:12:48,040 Speaker 4: some mental battles there, but like it's life. I've lost 1521 01:12:48,040 --> 01:12:51,439 Speaker 4: a parent, I've lost many friends, so it's just like 1522 01:12:52,040 --> 01:12:54,800 Speaker 4: circle of us, like I'm gonna die eventually, We're all 1523 01:12:54,800 --> 01:12:58,920 Speaker 4: gonna die eventually. And this is seemingly how I go 1524 01:12:59,000 --> 01:13:02,759 Speaker 4: out right now. It's just whatever, Like I'm just I'm. 1525 01:13:04,400 --> 01:13:05,560 Speaker 3: I really like your attitude. 1526 01:13:05,720 --> 01:13:07,720 Speaker 2: I don't know. I mean, I think I think I 1527 01:13:07,760 --> 01:13:09,799 Speaker 2: want to I want to think that I would handle 1528 01:13:10,040 --> 01:13:12,840 Speaker 2: it the exact same way, but honestly, I don't know 1529 01:13:12,880 --> 01:13:15,280 Speaker 2: if i'd be like quite as badass as you, but 1530 01:13:15,280 --> 01:13:17,400 Speaker 2: but I don't know. So a lot of respect for that, 1531 01:13:17,479 --> 01:13:20,479 Speaker 2: and I don't know. I think I I think we 1532 01:13:20,479 --> 01:13:22,920 Speaker 2: should hang out before you, you know, I think we 1533 01:13:22,960 --> 01:13:25,519 Speaker 2: should hang out within the next couple of years. 1534 01:13:25,960 --> 01:13:34,719 Speaker 3: Come to a show or two Colorado or South Carolina, Colorado. 1535 01:13:35,400 --> 01:13:38,919 Speaker 4: I'm usually I'm usually in Colorado. I'm usually in Colorado. 1536 01:13:38,960 --> 01:13:40,799 Speaker 4: I'm just here trying to be nice to my family 1537 01:13:40,840 --> 01:13:43,000 Speaker 4: and let them get some time with me because I'm 1538 01:13:43,040 --> 01:13:43,519 Speaker 4: sick now. 1539 01:13:43,800 --> 01:13:49,880 Speaker 2: So well, when okay, so when do you ski or snowboard? 1540 01:13:52,160 --> 01:13:53,280 Speaker 4: I snowboards. 1541 01:13:54,920 --> 01:13:58,599 Speaker 2: Okay, well I go snow I go skiing every winter, 1542 01:13:58,760 --> 01:14:02,479 Speaker 2: so we'll get you information. If I don't have a show, 1543 01:14:02,800 --> 01:14:05,080 Speaker 2: I mean I do have a show. Well let's do 1544 01:14:05,200 --> 01:14:08,160 Speaker 2: a show and snowboard. How about that? 1545 01:14:10,080 --> 01:14:12,600 Speaker 4: Yeah, no, that sounds super sick. Oh my gosh, I 1546 01:14:12,640 --> 01:14:15,960 Speaker 4: can like, look here my friends freaking out again across 1547 01:14:16,040 --> 01:14:18,600 Speaker 4: the house. But no, no, no, that's so sick. That 1548 01:14:18,680 --> 01:14:19,479 Speaker 4: sounds in the advance. 1549 01:14:20,120 --> 01:14:22,800 Speaker 1: Sounds like you got good friends, man, it really does. 1550 01:14:22,880 --> 01:14:24,320 Speaker 3: And you're you're inspiring us. 1551 01:14:24,479 --> 01:14:28,920 Speaker 2: I mean, we appreciate you, so we'd love to. 1552 01:14:29,200 --> 01:14:31,799 Speaker 4: Oh, y'all, that's so sweet. 1553 01:14:34,560 --> 01:14:36,280 Speaker 1: Yes, you know, I I I agree. I have a 1554 01:14:36,320 --> 01:14:37,519 Speaker 1: lot of respect for you. I have a lot of 1555 01:14:37,520 --> 01:14:39,320 Speaker 1: respect for the way you're handling this, and I just 1556 01:14:39,640 --> 01:14:43,920 Speaker 1: if I, if I could stress anything at all, it's 1557 01:14:43,960 --> 01:14:48,840 Speaker 1: that I really want you to feel empowered to do 1558 01:14:48,960 --> 01:14:52,240 Speaker 1: the things that you want to do with your life 1559 01:14:52,880 --> 01:14:58,360 Speaker 1: while you have the time too. Yeah, that's that's that's 1560 01:14:58,360 --> 01:14:59,599 Speaker 1: I think what I would truss the most. 1561 01:15:00,840 --> 01:15:02,960 Speaker 2: Do it all now you can. 1562 01:15:03,439 --> 01:15:07,160 Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm gonna try these next five years hopefully, you know, 1563 01:15:07,280 --> 01:15:10,720 Speaker 4: I lost long. I'm pretty healthy but yes, I'm going 1564 01:15:10,800 --> 01:15:12,280 Speaker 4: to try the hardest to do all the things I 1565 01:15:12,280 --> 01:15:14,480 Speaker 4: want to do before I head out. 1566 01:15:14,920 --> 01:15:17,519 Speaker 1: Let us know if you need help, Lisa, is there 1567 01:15:17,520 --> 01:15:18,800 Speaker 1: anything you want to say to the people of the 1568 01:15:18,800 --> 01:15:19,680 Speaker 1: computer before we go. 1569 01:15:23,400 --> 01:15:24,360 Speaker 12: Y'all can go. 1570 01:15:24,280 --> 01:15:26,839 Speaker 4: Through anything as long as you have a good support 1571 01:15:26,880 --> 01:15:30,360 Speaker 4: system and you just keep things on this which is 1572 01:15:30,479 --> 01:15:35,160 Speaker 4: very hard, but hearing them with all these different issues 1573 01:15:35,240 --> 01:15:37,800 Speaker 4: and I can still, you know, put a smile on 1574 01:15:37,840 --> 01:15:40,240 Speaker 4: my face and wake up in the morning and get 1575 01:15:40,280 --> 01:15:42,639 Speaker 4: through my day. So anyone couldn't really do it. 1576 01:15:45,240 --> 01:15:47,240 Speaker 3: You may my week. 1577 01:15:47,439 --> 01:15:50,720 Speaker 1: Thank you, Thank you for calling MESA and good luck 1578 01:15:50,760 --> 01:15:51,479 Speaker 1: to you. We'll be in touch. 1579 01:15:51,800 --> 01:15:56,479 Speaker 3: Please send it, send your information. Let's go skiing, of. 1580 01:15:56,400 --> 01:16:00,280 Speaker 4: Course, y'all. Thank you for listening to me to walk man. 1581 01:16:00,320 --> 01:16:02,439 Speaker 1: Of course, have a good nights. 1582 01:16:04,360 --> 01:16:05,280 Speaker 13: Yeah, that's too. 1583 01:16:09,439 --> 01:16:11,559 Speaker 1: I did get her phone number. I'll share that with you. 1584 01:16:13,880 --> 01:16:17,320 Speaker 1: How are you feeling, Man's man? 1585 01:16:17,360 --> 01:16:17,960 Speaker 3: I like doing that. 1586 01:16:19,240 --> 01:16:19,960 Speaker 2: I like doing this. 1587 01:16:20,479 --> 01:16:21,040 Speaker 3: Yeah. 1588 01:16:21,479 --> 01:16:26,599 Speaker 1: My favorite thing about doing this podcast is we can 1589 01:16:26,640 --> 01:16:32,559 Speaker 1: do rubbing vagina, juice on your face, and how to 1590 01:16:32,600 --> 01:16:38,760 Speaker 1: build confidence and uh your girlfriend shitting in your bed 1591 01:16:38,840 --> 01:16:44,600 Speaker 1: combination of conversation. Yeah, yeah, she was, she was. She 1592 01:16:44,760 --> 01:16:48,439 Speaker 1: was super cool, man, I really yeah, I really do 1593 01:16:48,520 --> 01:16:52,639 Speaker 1: want her to feel empowered to, like, you know, to 1594 01:16:52,640 --> 01:16:53,519 Speaker 1: to do what I want. 1595 01:16:53,560 --> 01:16:58,280 Speaker 2: I'm gonna hang out there guaranteed, Yeah, showing or something. Yeah, absolutely, 1596 01:16:59,439 --> 01:17:00,040 Speaker 2: one more month. 1597 01:17:00,400 --> 01:17:00,800 Speaker 1: Let's do it. 1598 01:17:00,880 --> 01:17:01,600 Speaker 3: Yeah. 1599 01:17:01,640 --> 01:17:02,599 Speaker 2: How do you feel before? 1600 01:17:02,640 --> 01:17:05,600 Speaker 1: How do you feel like you would handle learning that 1601 01:17:07,040 --> 01:17:08,639 Speaker 1: you you were going to die? 1602 01:17:09,160 --> 01:17:11,240 Speaker 2: Dude? I don't know, man, That's that's a wild feeling 1603 01:17:11,240 --> 01:17:13,439 Speaker 2: because because I mean the five years thing is like 1604 01:17:15,160 --> 01:17:17,559 Speaker 2: that's like an amount of time where it's like, man, 1605 01:17:17,720 --> 01:17:20,960 Speaker 2: like about five years, you have some planning time, you 1606 01:17:20,960 --> 01:17:23,080 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. But at the same time, it's like, man, 1607 01:17:23,160 --> 01:17:25,400 Speaker 2: I don't know, it would just close in every day 1608 01:17:26,200 --> 01:17:32,280 Speaker 2: and she's twenty Yeah, I'm twenty six. Yeah, so I 1609 01:17:32,280 --> 01:17:34,880 Speaker 2: would have been gone. So it's that that that is. 1610 01:17:34,840 --> 01:17:36,000 Speaker 3: What hit me extra heart. 1611 01:17:36,120 --> 01:17:39,280 Speaker 2: So it's like, yeah, I don't know, man, Like, that's 1612 01:17:39,320 --> 01:17:42,439 Speaker 2: that's a wild feeling. I've obviously cute the question like 1613 01:17:42,880 --> 01:17:45,439 Speaker 2: all the time, like what if you had like a 1614 01:17:45,560 --> 01:17:50,800 Speaker 2: day to live a year to live. I used to 1615 01:17:50,840 --> 01:17:53,000 Speaker 2: think that it would be like a positive feeling where 1616 01:17:53,040 --> 01:17:56,519 Speaker 2: you'd just be fucking hyped and go do everything, But 1617 01:17:56,680 --> 01:17:59,080 Speaker 2: I don't know, it would be pretty hard because you 1618 01:17:59,120 --> 01:18:03,360 Speaker 2: know everyone that you know, it's kind of like gotta 1619 01:18:03,439 --> 01:18:07,240 Speaker 2: keep going without you. So it's like, I don't know, 1620 01:18:07,320 --> 01:18:10,320 Speaker 2: I think I think all my priorities would change a 1621 01:18:10,360 --> 01:18:18,200 Speaker 2: little bit and just fucking I think I'd spend every 1622 01:18:18,240 --> 01:18:19,679 Speaker 2: day I'd be like, you know what, today, I'm gonna 1623 01:18:19,720 --> 01:18:22,800 Speaker 2: go hang out with this person I know, yea, this day, 1624 01:18:22,840 --> 01:18:24,640 Speaker 2: I'm gonna go hang out with that person that I know, 1625 01:18:25,760 --> 01:18:27,280 Speaker 2: Fucking this person I went to high school with. 1626 01:18:27,320 --> 01:18:28,479 Speaker 3: I want to go stay ahead to them, you know 1627 01:18:28,520 --> 01:18:29,559 Speaker 3: what I'm saying something like that. 1628 01:18:29,920 --> 01:18:32,680 Speaker 1: The weirdest thing is like, Okay, if you had five 1629 01:18:32,760 --> 01:18:35,880 Speaker 1: years to live, you know, you would be metical. You'd 1630 01:18:35,920 --> 01:18:37,600 Speaker 1: be very meticulous. You would you would think you'd be 1631 01:18:37,680 --> 01:18:40,200 Speaker 1: very meticulous about the way you spend your time, but 1632 01:18:40,680 --> 01:18:44,800 Speaker 1: you'd kind of always have an unknown amount of time 1633 01:18:45,320 --> 01:18:50,120 Speaker 1: to live. And yet you're not as compelled to be 1634 01:18:50,200 --> 01:18:54,560 Speaker 1: as meticulous with your time, even though you know that 1635 01:18:54,640 --> 01:18:57,200 Speaker 1: you don't, even though you know you don't have forever. Yeah, 1636 01:18:57,600 --> 01:18:59,840 Speaker 1: let's you know, jack off and look at. 1637 01:19:00,120 --> 01:19:04,120 Speaker 2: And then wow that I mean, fucking the most obvious example, 1638 01:19:04,200 --> 01:19:07,360 Speaker 2: Stephen Hawkin had two years and then he lived fucking 1639 01:19:07,400 --> 01:19:11,200 Speaker 2: sixty more years. You know some people it's just like 1640 01:19:11,200 --> 01:19:14,120 Speaker 2: like you, I don't know he prepared for that shit. 1641 01:19:14,240 --> 01:19:17,840 Speaker 2: And you know, doctors can't predict everything. But I mean, 1642 01:19:19,880 --> 01:19:24,160 Speaker 2: that's just a really crazy thought, you know, thinking about 1643 01:19:24,200 --> 01:19:25,200 Speaker 2: like fucking. 1644 01:19:26,240 --> 01:19:29,360 Speaker 1: I'd like to think, and I don't everything expect you 1645 01:19:29,439 --> 01:19:32,439 Speaker 1: never ever ever have any idea how you're gonna feel 1646 01:19:32,439 --> 01:19:36,439 Speaker 1: in situations that you get there. But the part of 1647 01:19:36,479 --> 01:19:39,360 Speaker 1: me is like, ah, man, I could I have infinite 1648 01:19:39,439 --> 01:19:43,040 Speaker 1: things in my life to be really grateful for, and 1649 01:19:43,120 --> 01:19:45,920 Speaker 1: I could sit if I had a day left to 1650 01:19:46,000 --> 01:19:50,400 Speaker 1: live and just ruminate on all those things and then 1651 01:19:50,439 --> 01:19:52,000 Speaker 1: at the very end be like, you know, when I 1652 01:19:52,040 --> 01:19:56,360 Speaker 1: got to have all these beautiful friendships, I got to 1653 01:19:56,400 --> 01:19:59,920 Speaker 1: eat a fucking sandwich, I got to look at the skull, 1654 01:20:00,080 --> 01:20:06,360 Speaker 1: I got to have friends, I take a hot shower, 1655 01:20:06,920 --> 01:20:09,439 Speaker 1: you know, I got to do all these things that's 1656 01:20:09,600 --> 01:20:11,200 Speaker 1: a lot of people don't even get the opportunity to 1657 01:20:11,240 --> 01:20:14,200 Speaker 1: do because people die younger than we do, you know. 1658 01:20:14,400 --> 01:20:18,040 Speaker 1: So I'd like to think, you know, I would be 1659 01:20:18,240 --> 01:20:21,360 Speaker 1: uh able to be grateful for those things and then 1660 01:20:21,920 --> 01:20:26,280 Speaker 1: and then just die. But i'd probably be I don't know, 1661 01:20:26,479 --> 01:20:28,240 Speaker 1: I don't know. I want to know until I'm there. 1662 01:20:28,520 --> 01:20:29,800 Speaker 3: I was just trying to think about, like, if I 1663 01:20:29,840 --> 01:20:34,160 Speaker 3: had an hour to live, Yeah, what would I like? 1664 01:20:35,439 --> 01:20:37,439 Speaker 3: Who would I call? What would I do? 1665 01:20:37,640 --> 01:20:39,880 Speaker 2: You know? Yeah, like I. 1666 01:20:39,840 --> 01:20:40,920 Speaker 3: Would definitely jerk off. 1667 01:20:41,040 --> 01:20:43,600 Speaker 2: And then there's definitely a few friends that like I 1668 01:20:43,600 --> 01:20:45,280 Speaker 2: would just call and it would be what would you 1669 01:20:45,360 --> 01:20:45,840 Speaker 2: jerk off too? 1670 01:20:45,880 --> 01:20:47,280 Speaker 3: Would you have a video? 1671 01:20:47,640 --> 01:20:47,920 Speaker 4: Full? 1672 01:20:48,400 --> 01:20:50,280 Speaker 2: Full speed? Full? 1673 01:20:50,600 --> 01:20:52,760 Speaker 1: Like, dude, just like, do you feel like you could 1674 01:20:52,800 --> 01:20:57,280 Speaker 1: get a heart on at like the first thing you 1675 01:20:57,320 --> 01:20:57,720 Speaker 1: would too. 1676 01:20:57,840 --> 01:21:00,559 Speaker 2: I'm gonna be facetiming my homie like, man, I love you, bro, 1677 01:21:00,640 --> 01:21:01,240 Speaker 2: I'm gonna. 1678 01:21:01,400 --> 01:21:03,479 Speaker 1: I don't have time to do Yeah, I don't have 1679 01:21:03,520 --> 01:21:04,720 Speaker 1: time to do one at a time. 1680 01:21:04,800 --> 01:21:08,360 Speaker 3: Man. Yeah, Man, I don't know. 1681 01:21:08,640 --> 01:21:10,400 Speaker 2: You know, everyone's like, oh, if I have like an hour, 1682 01:21:10,640 --> 01:21:12,040 Speaker 2: I'm gonna go fuck somebody. It's like I don't got 1683 01:21:12,080 --> 01:21:16,120 Speaker 2: time for that. Man, I'm gonna call the homies and 1684 01:21:16,120 --> 01:21:18,320 Speaker 2: and then you know, that's all. She wrote. 1685 01:21:19,320 --> 01:21:24,320 Speaker 1: Hello Matthew, Matthew, Hey, what's up? 1686 01:21:25,320 --> 01:21:26,280 Speaker 13: Hey? 1687 01:21:26,680 --> 01:21:30,320 Speaker 2: Yoh man, your story we've chosen. We're here, brother. 1688 01:21:30,960 --> 01:21:33,080 Speaker 8: I know I saw it was just kind of hype 1689 01:21:33,080 --> 01:21:33,360 Speaker 8: this night. 1690 01:21:33,360 --> 01:21:36,960 Speaker 1: I was like, oh, I mean, Matthew, it says here 1691 01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:40,160 Speaker 1: that you met a girl on, o'megal you flew her 1692 01:21:40,240 --> 01:21:45,000 Speaker 1: out to where you live, and then you found out 1693 01:21:45,120 --> 01:21:50,880 Speaker 1: she ended up being quote a stalker witch. What's going 1694 01:21:50,920 --> 01:21:51,360 Speaker 1: on here? 1695 01:21:51,880 --> 01:21:59,840 Speaker 14: Yeah? One day, alright, I'm on Ago one day and 1696 01:21:59,880 --> 01:22:03,640 Speaker 14: I come across some on a nice rack, you know 1697 01:22:03,680 --> 01:22:07,599 Speaker 14: what I'm saying. So obviously we start talking. 1698 01:22:08,680 --> 01:22:11,360 Speaker 8: This girl's a goth girl. She's the big titty goth 1699 01:22:11,479 --> 01:22:13,560 Speaker 8: gf everyone always dreams of. 1700 01:22:13,720 --> 01:22:13,880 Speaker 2: You know. 1701 01:22:15,400 --> 01:22:19,160 Speaker 8: She's fine, and I'm talking to her and we start talking. 1702 01:22:19,800 --> 01:22:23,200 Speaker 8: We start talking every day from then on. I'm like, okay, okay. 1703 01:22:23,560 --> 01:22:25,960 Speaker 8: And then she asked me one day, She's like, you know, 1704 01:22:26,080 --> 01:22:29,599 Speaker 8: we've been talking for like a while now, you mind 1705 01:22:29,680 --> 01:22:33,240 Speaker 8: would be weird if I like came there And I'm 1706 01:22:33,280 --> 01:22:43,000 Speaker 8: sitting here blinded obviously by the titties, right, Like it's 1707 01:22:43,000 --> 01:22:45,240 Speaker 8: it's hard to see past them, you know, Like they're huge, 1708 01:22:45,360 --> 01:22:48,479 Speaker 8: Like it's the big, big hurdle to get past, right, 1709 01:22:49,240 --> 01:22:52,240 Speaker 8: So I'm sitting here. I'm like, I'm about to fly 1710 01:22:52,360 --> 01:22:54,960 Speaker 8: this girl out to Arizona and I'm gonna take her 1711 01:22:55,360 --> 01:23:00,240 Speaker 8: to the Grand Canyon and we're gonna smash right the 1712 01:23:00,240 --> 01:23:05,720 Speaker 8: Grand Oh yeah, oh no, I had this whole. I 1713 01:23:05,760 --> 01:23:06,639 Speaker 8: had a whole like. 1714 01:23:07,120 --> 01:23:08,840 Speaker 1: Oh wait, you don't ask for about you were trying 1715 01:23:08,840 --> 01:23:11,320 Speaker 1: to have sex with this person at the Grand Canyon. 1716 01:23:13,640 --> 01:23:15,639 Speaker 8: Oh yeah, oh I have a sorry about that too, 1717 01:23:15,680 --> 01:23:16,479 Speaker 8: but we'll get. 1718 01:23:16,360 --> 01:23:19,320 Speaker 3: There, okay with the drama. 1719 01:23:19,960 --> 01:23:26,680 Speaker 8: Drama, all right, all right, so she gets here, we uh, 1720 01:23:27,439 --> 01:23:30,080 Speaker 8: we connect, We do well. You know, everything goes well, 1721 01:23:30,439 --> 01:23:33,560 Speaker 8: Grand Canyon, smash up the Grand Canyon. 1722 01:23:33,280 --> 01:23:37,639 Speaker 3: You know, outside the Grand Canyon, like we like, yeah. 1723 01:23:37,520 --> 01:23:40,439 Speaker 8: Yeah, we went down this little trail where you like 1724 01:23:40,479 --> 01:23:41,680 Speaker 8: you can't see. 1725 01:23:43,200 --> 01:23:44,960 Speaker 3: The Grand slammon, I'm happy? 1726 01:23:45,040 --> 01:23:45,719 Speaker 2: Man, good? 1727 01:23:45,760 --> 01:23:48,000 Speaker 3: All right, continue, where does it get? Where does it get? 1728 01:23:48,200 --> 01:23:49,280 Speaker 3: Not good? 1729 01:23:49,320 --> 01:23:53,720 Speaker 2: The ultimate credit? Okay, so it's it's been really good 1730 01:23:53,800 --> 01:23:54,200 Speaker 2: so far. 1731 01:23:54,880 --> 01:23:55,719 Speaker 3: Where's the turn? 1732 01:23:56,680 --> 01:23:57,000 Speaker 2: All right? 1733 01:23:57,080 --> 01:23:59,920 Speaker 8: Yeah, it's all really good. We do everything and go 1734 01:24:00,120 --> 01:24:03,559 Speaker 8: down and whatever. The whole trip goes by and she 1735 01:24:03,680 --> 01:24:10,880 Speaker 8: gets home. I don't know what switch flipped she went 1736 01:24:10,920 --> 01:24:13,960 Speaker 8: from Oh she's pretty cool. You know, she's like kind 1737 01:24:14,000 --> 01:24:15,840 Speaker 8: of weird because she's a little you know, she's like goth. 1738 01:24:15,920 --> 01:24:17,519 Speaker 8: But she doesn't really talked too much about her. Now 1739 01:24:18,800 --> 01:24:21,840 Speaker 8: when she gets home, she starts mentioning like, hey, like, 1740 01:24:22,080 --> 01:24:24,200 Speaker 8: you know, I do all this like wicked stuff, and 1741 01:24:24,200 --> 01:24:29,800 Speaker 8: I'm like, oh, okay, you know it's like a girl 1742 01:24:29,880 --> 01:24:32,600 Speaker 8: randomly telling me she's a like a wizard, you know, 1743 01:24:32,680 --> 01:24:35,200 Speaker 8: like kind of a kind of a weird thing to 1744 01:24:35,280 --> 01:24:36,040 Speaker 8: drop on someone. 1745 01:24:36,520 --> 01:24:36,920 Speaker 1: Mm hmm. 1746 01:24:38,920 --> 01:24:44,080 Speaker 8: Right, she starts going dude, no, no, no, she starts going 1747 01:24:44,120 --> 01:24:46,960 Speaker 8: off the rails, man like. She she texts me one 1748 01:24:47,000 --> 01:24:48,760 Speaker 8: day she's like, look what I found. And it's a 1749 01:24:48,920 --> 01:24:52,240 Speaker 8: dead deer on the side of the road that she 1750 01:24:52,680 --> 01:24:55,720 Speaker 8: like she found roadkill, and her and her roommate were 1751 01:24:55,760 --> 01:24:58,080 Speaker 8: like picking up the road killed to like bring to 1752 01:24:58,160 --> 01:25:00,719 Speaker 8: their house to like harvested. 1753 01:25:00,840 --> 01:25:04,080 Speaker 2: I was like, what the see? This is like there's 1754 01:25:04,200 --> 01:25:06,080 Speaker 2: not a lot of things that scare me in life, 1755 01:25:06,120 --> 01:25:11,520 Speaker 2: but that weird like witchcraft, fucking dead animal activity. 1756 01:25:11,640 --> 01:25:15,400 Speaker 8: Dude, oh man bro And she she had like she 1757 01:25:15,439 --> 01:25:18,120 Speaker 8: had like two snakes, and she would like she had 1758 01:25:18,160 --> 01:25:20,400 Speaker 8: like this massive cooler of dead rabbits. 1759 01:25:25,920 --> 01:25:27,880 Speaker 3: Maybe not her name, but like like she have like 1760 01:25:27,880 --> 01:25:29,400 Speaker 3: a witch name or something that we can go. 1761 01:25:29,360 --> 01:25:33,760 Speaker 2: By, give us, give us something to for some to 1762 01:25:33,760 --> 01:25:35,000 Speaker 2: refer to her as what is it? 1763 01:25:35,320 --> 01:25:35,640 Speaker 6: All right? 1764 01:25:35,840 --> 01:25:37,599 Speaker 8: Her first name was Savannah. 1765 01:25:39,040 --> 01:25:42,040 Speaker 2: Savannah, Okay, Savannah. 1766 01:25:42,439 --> 01:25:47,200 Speaker 8: This girl's from somewhere southern area. You know, I don't 1767 01:25:47,200 --> 01:25:48,639 Speaker 8: want to get I never. 1768 01:25:48,560 --> 01:25:53,479 Speaker 3: Met never met a good Savannah. Honest, I met a lot. 1769 01:25:53,760 --> 01:25:57,000 Speaker 1: Sorry all the Savannahs out there, but I want to 1770 01:25:58,400 --> 01:25:59,360 Speaker 1: good Savannahs. 1771 01:25:59,600 --> 01:26:01,360 Speaker 3: Sorry else, but I just want to be real. 1772 01:26:01,600 --> 01:26:03,439 Speaker 1: So, Matthew, I want to know from you. Okay. So 1773 01:26:03,600 --> 01:26:05,720 Speaker 1: this girl she's sending your pictures of dead deer she's 1774 01:26:05,760 --> 01:26:08,519 Speaker 1: talking about she has a cooler of rats. There's all 1775 01:26:08,560 --> 01:26:12,040 Speaker 1: this stuff, and it's pretty weird. It's pretty funky, but 1776 01:26:12,240 --> 01:26:18,360 Speaker 1: none of it is yet hostile towards you directly. When 1777 01:26:18,960 --> 01:26:26,240 Speaker 1: if it does, does it start getting hostile toward you? Yes? 1778 01:26:26,320 --> 01:26:30,639 Speaker 8: Okay, So I I'm still blinded by tits at this point. 1779 01:26:30,680 --> 01:26:31,800 Speaker 8: I'm like, you know what's dead deer is? 1780 01:26:31,840 --> 01:26:32,720 Speaker 13: You know it canna be worse? 1781 01:26:33,560 --> 01:26:34,200 Speaker 1: That is? 1782 01:26:37,760 --> 01:26:39,040 Speaker 8: She had really nice pits. 1783 01:26:38,800 --> 01:26:41,360 Speaker 2: Okay apparently. 1784 01:26:43,320 --> 01:26:44,799 Speaker 8: Yeah. 1785 01:26:45,960 --> 01:26:48,519 Speaker 13: Anyway, So after like. 1786 01:26:49,960 --> 01:26:51,640 Speaker 8: It was like four weeks, like a month or so 1787 01:26:51,800 --> 01:26:56,040 Speaker 8: goes by of her like home. She starts calling me 1788 01:26:56,560 --> 01:27:00,439 Speaker 8: every day just bawling just about like random things, like 1789 01:27:00,560 --> 01:27:05,439 Speaker 8: things that are like incoherent. Like her friend like hauled 1790 01:27:05,479 --> 01:27:08,000 Speaker 8: her and told her that she's like stressed out about 1791 01:27:08,000 --> 01:27:10,679 Speaker 8: her work, and like she was like freaking out over it, right, 1792 01:27:12,280 --> 01:27:14,479 Speaker 8: And this goes on for like a whole week. She's 1793 01:27:14,479 --> 01:27:16,960 Speaker 8: just crying every day, like calling crying and calling me, 1794 01:27:16,960 --> 01:27:21,200 Speaker 8: and I'm like, whoooo, what's happening? Right, And at the 1795 01:27:21,280 --> 01:27:24,559 Speaker 8: very end of the week, she texts me she breaks 1796 01:27:24,640 --> 01:27:27,439 Speaker 8: up with me. So I'm like, oh, okay, like that's 1797 01:27:27,520 --> 01:27:29,160 Speaker 8: kind of out of the blue, but you know, I 1798 01:27:29,280 --> 01:27:32,479 Speaker 8: kind of saw riding on the wall here kind of going. 1799 01:27:32,360 --> 01:27:36,080 Speaker 3: A little nuts, right, okay and interesting. 1800 01:27:37,280 --> 01:27:39,320 Speaker 8: You know, I kind of leave it at that. I'm like, okay, whatever, 1801 01:27:39,439 --> 01:27:42,240 Speaker 8: like you know, we broke up. She texts me the 1802 01:27:42,240 --> 01:27:44,600 Speaker 8: next day says, you know, you don't have to be 1803 01:27:44,720 --> 01:27:46,840 Speaker 8: radio silent, you know, we can still talk like friends. 1804 01:27:46,840 --> 01:27:51,640 Speaker 8: I'm like, no, I'm not gonna cut talk to you 1805 01:27:51,720 --> 01:27:56,760 Speaker 8: like next day, like you're like best pal. And then 1806 01:27:56,800 --> 01:28:01,200 Speaker 8: she starts parading me with texts telling me how I'm 1807 01:28:01,200 --> 01:28:03,559 Speaker 8: a terrible person, I'm a manipulative person. 1808 01:28:03,640 --> 01:28:04,959 Speaker 14: I'm I'm. 1809 01:28:07,560 --> 01:28:11,439 Speaker 2: Oh all right, and as as if she hadn't just 1810 01:28:11,479 --> 01:28:13,479 Speaker 2: sent you a dead deer okay, all right? 1811 01:28:14,880 --> 01:28:18,120 Speaker 8: Literally like like I'm like the worst human here. She's 1812 01:28:18,160 --> 01:28:19,000 Speaker 8: the one sending me. 1813 01:28:18,960 --> 01:28:21,840 Speaker 2: Dead, Like yeah, like give it, like give us a 1814 01:28:21,840 --> 01:28:25,560 Speaker 2: little bit of more witch witchcraft, like like witchcraft symptoms, 1815 01:28:25,600 --> 01:28:27,839 Speaker 2: like like what like she she's just wilding. 1816 01:28:29,720 --> 01:28:32,040 Speaker 8: Oh yeah, So she's wilding on me right and right 1817 01:28:32,160 --> 01:28:35,240 Speaker 8: at the at this point, like I'm like, you need 1818 01:28:35,280 --> 01:28:37,280 Speaker 8: to like chill or whatever, and she's like threatening to 1819 01:28:37,320 --> 01:28:40,920 Speaker 8: like curse me. She's sending me pictures of like little 1820 01:28:40,960 --> 01:28:44,639 Speaker 8: like ritual candles and ship like like trying to. 1821 01:28:44,640 --> 01:28:49,040 Speaker 1: Like what is me? What is she threatening to curse 1822 01:28:49,080 --> 01:28:49,439 Speaker 1: you with? 1823 01:28:50,040 --> 01:28:51,000 Speaker 3: What does she? What does she? 1824 01:28:51,400 --> 01:28:51,719 Speaker 7: Uh? 1825 01:28:51,760 --> 01:28:55,400 Speaker 3: What is her higher power? Is it Satan? 1826 01:28:55,520 --> 01:28:58,720 Speaker 8: Like he was trying to curse me with like just 1827 01:28:58,800 --> 01:29:04,160 Speaker 8: like general like life being shitty like everything in Witchcraft? 1828 01:29:04,160 --> 01:29:05,280 Speaker 2: Bro, are you you're real? 1829 01:29:05,920 --> 01:29:06,000 Speaker 7: No? 1830 01:29:06,280 --> 01:29:07,639 Speaker 2: But I feel like I really. 1831 01:29:09,080 --> 01:29:10,760 Speaker 3: But if someone named it demon. 1832 01:29:10,960 --> 01:29:12,439 Speaker 8: You never do you ever know when you're gonna run 1833 01:29:12,439 --> 01:29:13,480 Speaker 8: by them? 1834 01:29:13,520 --> 01:29:15,759 Speaker 1: So Matthew tell us, when does this come to a head? 1835 01:29:15,920 --> 01:29:18,400 Speaker 1: When does like are you still where are we at 1836 01:29:18,439 --> 01:29:21,439 Speaker 1: with this? Did this conflict come to a peak and 1837 01:29:21,479 --> 01:29:24,519 Speaker 1: then resolve? What's sort of the resolution here? 1838 01:29:26,720 --> 01:29:27,040 Speaker 3: All right? 1839 01:29:27,160 --> 01:29:29,920 Speaker 8: So once she started kind of like threatening me in 1840 01:29:29,960 --> 01:29:32,840 Speaker 8: a way where I was like, this girl's telling me 1841 01:29:32,880 --> 01:29:36,040 Speaker 8: she's gonna like send me things in the mail because 1842 01:29:36,040 --> 01:29:42,600 Speaker 8: she knows where I live. Okay, that is terrifying, reliable 1843 01:29:42,640 --> 01:29:45,120 Speaker 8: you know, big ass block. 1844 01:29:44,880 --> 01:29:52,720 Speaker 2: Button brom Paymon I'm squad paym On, I'm fucking it's 1845 01:29:52,720 --> 01:29:54,920 Speaker 2: just my my personal demon that I. 1846 01:29:55,040 --> 01:29:56,720 Speaker 1: Wait a minute, I've heard of my paym on is 1847 01:29:56,760 --> 01:29:57,840 Speaker 1: a demon, right person. 1848 01:29:57,920 --> 01:30:00,880 Speaker 3: I know that I'm loyal to you know, I learned 1849 01:30:00,880 --> 01:30:01,360 Speaker 3: a little bit. 1850 01:30:03,080 --> 01:30:06,160 Speaker 1: Sorry, continue tell us, Matthew, did how did this come 1851 01:30:06,200 --> 01:30:09,360 Speaker 1: to a head and resolve? All right? 1852 01:30:09,400 --> 01:30:11,599 Speaker 8: So I started what happened blocking and and everything, right, 1853 01:30:13,000 --> 01:30:17,960 Speaker 8: because she's spreads and like brandy to send me things 1854 01:30:17,960 --> 01:30:20,479 Speaker 8: on the mail and everything like that. So I started 1855 01:30:20,520 --> 01:30:22,880 Speaker 8: blocking her and all my stuff. And you know, I 1856 01:30:22,920 --> 01:30:25,840 Speaker 8: find I thought I blocked her on everything, and then 1857 01:30:25,880 --> 01:30:30,800 Speaker 8: she sent me a cash app with his massive fall 1858 01:30:30,920 --> 01:30:32,200 Speaker 8: of text and cash out. 1859 01:30:32,960 --> 01:30:38,200 Speaker 2: Wow, locking the eye. One time, my me and I 1860 01:30:38,240 --> 01:30:42,840 Speaker 2: thought about venmoing her money to turn back. 1861 01:30:42,920 --> 01:30:44,000 Speaker 3: So respect. 1862 01:30:44,439 --> 01:30:46,679 Speaker 2: I respect her move because at one point I almost 1863 01:30:47,160 --> 01:30:49,360 Speaker 2: venmotor girl a dollar just. 1864 01:30:49,320 --> 01:30:50,120 Speaker 3: To say something. 1865 01:30:54,439 --> 01:30:55,080 Speaker 8: Hundred dollars. 1866 01:30:55,960 --> 01:30:58,920 Speaker 2: Oh she requested money? All right, all right, that's disrespect. 1867 01:30:58,960 --> 01:31:01,040 Speaker 2: I was gonna ben mail her one dollar just to 1868 01:31:01,640 --> 01:31:02,360 Speaker 2: my message. 1869 01:31:03,000 --> 01:31:04,479 Speaker 13: She was requested money, you know. 1870 01:31:06,600 --> 01:31:10,360 Speaker 1: And did did you end up saying anything to her 1871 01:31:10,400 --> 01:31:17,120 Speaker 1: at all? Or did you ignore her her cash APT request? 1872 01:31:17,360 --> 01:31:21,240 Speaker 8: I ignored both cash apt requests and then I requested 1873 01:31:22,360 --> 01:31:27,599 Speaker 8: one cent from her for I say, and I just said, 1874 01:31:28,040 --> 01:31:29,520 Speaker 8: mental reparations. 1875 01:31:29,960 --> 01:31:32,880 Speaker 1: Oh my god, you're poking. You're poking a bear here, man, 1876 01:31:34,000 --> 01:31:37,360 Speaker 1: You're poking the bear that Listen, Matthew, if I were you, 1877 01:31:37,400 --> 01:31:40,320 Speaker 1: I would be terrified to go anywhere near my mailbox 1878 01:31:40,479 --> 01:31:42,600 Speaker 1: for home forever you have to. 1879 01:31:43,960 --> 01:31:45,599 Speaker 2: We were talking about I will. 1880 01:31:46,360 --> 01:31:49,920 Speaker 8: I will never go to the South. She's from Alabama. 1881 01:31:49,920 --> 01:31:53,559 Speaker 8: I'm never going to Alabama. You're else now a dangerous 1882 01:31:53,560 --> 01:31:54,040 Speaker 8: place for me. 1883 01:31:54,120 --> 01:31:56,800 Speaker 3: Now, stay safe, Stay safe, my brother. 1884 01:31:57,000 --> 01:32:00,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, but I mean, I don't know, man, Maybe the 1885 01:32:00,280 --> 01:32:03,200 Speaker 1: very least make something out of this when she sends you, uh, 1886 01:32:03,880 --> 01:32:07,759 Speaker 1: you know, dead squirrels in the mail and should flip 1887 01:32:07,840 --> 01:32:09,920 Speaker 1: them to some taxidermists trying to make a little bit 1888 01:32:09,960 --> 01:32:10,360 Speaker 1: of money off. 1889 01:32:10,479 --> 01:32:13,080 Speaker 3: Yeah, you man, everything is a hustle. 1890 01:32:13,200 --> 01:32:17,160 Speaker 8: Come on, dude, those those are that's that's free firs 1891 01:32:17,280 --> 01:32:19,719 Speaker 8: right there. Man. You know you you know street value 1892 01:32:19,720 --> 01:32:22,479 Speaker 8: of that stuff. Man, especially out here in Arizona. You 1893 01:32:22,479 --> 01:32:24,960 Speaker 8: can't find some like Southern ship out here. 1894 01:32:25,600 --> 01:32:28,240 Speaker 1: At least you got to have sex at the Grand Canyon. 1895 01:32:28,640 --> 01:32:29,479 Speaker 2: Wonder how many people? 1896 01:32:29,680 --> 01:32:31,400 Speaker 1: How many people have had sex at the Grand Canyon. 1897 01:32:31,439 --> 01:32:36,959 Speaker 8: Do you think Okay, I will take one, but you're about. 1898 01:32:36,720 --> 01:32:44,280 Speaker 2: To tell all winners. Someone's gonna tell someone shooting on 1899 01:32:44,320 --> 01:32:45,080 Speaker 2: someone's bed, all. 1900 01:32:45,040 --> 01:32:51,240 Speaker 8: Right, No, no, no, no, I would, I would do it 1901 01:32:51,280 --> 01:32:51,719 Speaker 8: all again. 1902 01:32:51,960 --> 01:32:57,320 Speaker 3: I regret nothing, the best, the best. 1903 01:32:57,840 --> 01:33:00,160 Speaker 8: Pitty goptoral brow fucking war. 1904 01:33:02,000 --> 01:33:09,639 Speaker 1: I bro city boys, thanks for calling, Matt Yeah, Matt, Hey, 1905 01:33:09,840 --> 01:33:10,519 Speaker 1: all Matthews. 1906 01:33:10,600 --> 01:33:11,519 Speaker 3: I guess we think the same. 1907 01:33:11,600 --> 01:33:11,800 Speaker 1: Brother. 1908 01:33:11,880 --> 01:33:14,960 Speaker 2: Appreciate you, Man, I fuck with that guy. 1909 01:33:15,160 --> 01:33:18,559 Speaker 3: Like, oh, I'm gonna tell a story that I never 1910 01:33:18,760 --> 01:33:21,120 Speaker 3: told before. Please never told before. 1911 01:33:22,080 --> 01:33:27,160 Speaker 2: There's one time I used my own fear against someone else. 1912 01:33:27,720 --> 01:33:29,760 Speaker 2: Someone tried to rob me when I was I used 1913 01:33:29,800 --> 01:33:30,559 Speaker 2: to be a drug dealer. 1914 01:33:31,320 --> 01:33:32,920 Speaker 3: I was, I want to say, like. 1915 01:33:36,400 --> 01:33:39,559 Speaker 2: I was either a senior in high school or I 1916 01:33:39,600 --> 01:33:41,360 Speaker 2: was senior. I was a senior high school or juior 1917 01:33:41,400 --> 01:33:45,000 Speaker 2: high school, and I was selling drugs and I started 1918 01:33:46,160 --> 01:33:49,200 Speaker 2: selling to like part of the hood. And some dude 1919 01:33:49,240 --> 01:33:52,160 Speaker 2: got in my car. I don't know what inspired me 1920 01:33:52,400 --> 01:33:54,519 Speaker 2: to do this or like what it was, but like 1921 01:33:54,560 --> 01:33:58,880 Speaker 2: this dude, I was selling him like a pretty big 1922 01:33:58,920 --> 01:34:02,360 Speaker 2: bag and he pulled out a gun and and I 1923 01:34:02,400 --> 01:34:05,200 Speaker 2: looked at him. He like pointed at me, and I 1924 01:34:05,280 --> 01:34:09,439 Speaker 2: was like I started acting like all crazy. I was like, yeah, 1925 01:34:09,439 --> 01:34:11,000 Speaker 2: act like a fucking crazy yess. 1926 01:34:11,439 --> 01:34:11,639 Speaker 1: Yeah. 1927 01:34:11,640 --> 01:34:12,800 Speaker 3: I was like, Oh, I'm gonna scare him. 1928 01:34:12,800 --> 01:34:14,320 Speaker 2: And I was like, I was like. 1929 01:34:14,240 --> 01:34:15,800 Speaker 3: Oh, you really want to do that? 1930 01:34:16,280 --> 01:34:16,639 Speaker 13: Baby? 1931 01:34:17,000 --> 01:34:18,400 Speaker 1: I started, Oh you went joker man? 1932 01:34:18,520 --> 01:34:20,840 Speaker 2: Yeah, I went like all weird and shit and I 1933 01:34:20,880 --> 01:34:21,920 Speaker 2: was like, Oh, you really want. 1934 01:34:21,720 --> 01:34:22,120 Speaker 1: To do that. 1935 01:34:22,240 --> 01:34:24,439 Speaker 2: I was like, I don't even remember exactly what I did, 1936 01:34:24,479 --> 01:34:28,080 Speaker 2: but I was like, oh, like I love, I don't 1937 01:34:28,120 --> 01:34:30,400 Speaker 2: even do yes, I just for a moment, I just 1938 01:34:30,400 --> 01:34:32,479 Speaker 2: went really fucking wild and this dude got on my 1939 01:34:32,520 --> 01:34:33,799 Speaker 2: car in like five seconds. 1940 01:34:34,000 --> 01:34:37,160 Speaker 3: He got out, didn't dig the weed, took his everything, 1941 01:34:37,320 --> 01:34:38,719 Speaker 3: so it worked. I didn't get robbed. 1942 01:34:38,760 --> 01:34:40,680 Speaker 1: That's that's my fantasy I think about all the time. 1943 01:34:40,680 --> 01:34:41,960 Speaker 1: Somebody the gun at me, I would just be. 1944 01:34:42,040 --> 01:34:44,280 Speaker 3: Like, wow, I literally did that. 1945 01:34:44,640 --> 01:34:46,559 Speaker 2: When I was in high school, some pointed gun at 1946 01:34:46,600 --> 01:34:50,479 Speaker 2: me and I was like, oh my god, really dude, Yeah, 1947 01:34:50,640 --> 01:34:51,720 Speaker 2: if you give me a minute, I can think of 1948 01:34:51,760 --> 01:34:54,400 Speaker 2: the fucking exact que I said, that's my friend, But 1949 01:34:55,920 --> 01:34:56,240 Speaker 2: I did. 1950 01:34:56,240 --> 01:34:59,840 Speaker 1: That's really I think about that, like, can you if 1951 01:34:59,840 --> 01:35:02,439 Speaker 1: you you can't reason with a person, you always think 1952 01:35:02,479 --> 01:35:04,400 Speaker 1: about how would you react if somebody just like points 1953 01:35:04,400 --> 01:35:06,880 Speaker 1: it out. That's crazy that you because I think that 1954 01:35:07,000 --> 01:35:10,280 Speaker 1: back to like the whole you can hypothesize how you 1955 01:35:10,320 --> 01:35:12,080 Speaker 1: will feel about something, but you won't know until you're 1956 01:35:12,120 --> 01:35:14,800 Speaker 1: actually there. If hypothesized, like if somebody pointed a gun 1957 01:35:14,840 --> 01:35:17,559 Speaker 1: at me, I would just be like, oh, baby, babe, 1958 01:35:17,640 --> 01:35:18,759 Speaker 1: a way what. 1959 01:35:18,960 --> 01:35:21,599 Speaker 3: But you out and you're maybe fine, yeah, but but I'd. 1960 01:35:21,479 --> 01:35:23,639 Speaker 1: Probably like I'd be scared or like a dread whatever 1961 01:35:23,640 --> 01:35:26,160 Speaker 1: the body chemicals would kick in that would prevent me 1962 01:35:26,200 --> 01:35:26,960 Speaker 1: from my plan. 1963 01:35:27,479 --> 01:35:31,960 Speaker 2: But you got reaction. Really, it was like it was 1964 01:35:32,000 --> 01:35:34,320 Speaker 2: like I don't know why I had the confidence to 1965 01:35:34,400 --> 01:35:37,519 Speaker 2: do that, because I mean, like I knew of his dude, 1966 01:35:37,760 --> 01:35:39,360 Speaker 2: I'd never met him, but I knew of him, and 1967 01:35:39,400 --> 01:35:41,519 Speaker 2: I was like, I don't know. For some reason, I 1968 01:35:41,560 --> 01:35:43,639 Speaker 2: was like I think I'm gonna fucking figure this dude out, 1969 01:35:43,640 --> 01:35:45,519 Speaker 2: Like he doesn't know much about me, So I just 1970 01:35:45,520 --> 01:35:46,280 Speaker 2: fucking was like. 1971 01:35:46,240 --> 01:35:48,599 Speaker 1: But weren't you talking with him a little bit before 1972 01:35:48,840 --> 01:35:50,479 Speaker 1: he had it? Made have any grasp of whore you 1973 01:35:50,560 --> 01:35:51,320 Speaker 1: were never bought. 1974 01:35:51,320 --> 01:35:52,519 Speaker 3: He never bought for me before. 1975 01:35:52,720 --> 01:35:53,400 Speaker 2: He didn't know me. 1976 01:35:54,040 --> 01:35:56,080 Speaker 3: This was in high school. I wasn't like no one 1977 01:35:56,160 --> 01:35:56,439 Speaker 3: knew me. 1978 01:35:56,479 --> 01:35:58,880 Speaker 2: This knew me as like the fucking plug from that 1979 01:35:58,920 --> 01:36:03,360 Speaker 2: part of town, and he fucking first time buying for me, 1980 01:36:03,640 --> 01:36:05,800 Speaker 2: and I don't know, he pulled up put out a 1981 01:36:05,800 --> 01:36:06,479 Speaker 2: gun and I was. 1982 01:36:06,439 --> 01:36:09,600 Speaker 3: Just like turn my head sideways. Yeah, you know what 1983 01:36:09,640 --> 01:36:10,040 Speaker 3: I'm saying. 1984 01:36:10,080 --> 01:36:12,120 Speaker 2: It was like before all, like you know, it wasn't even. 1985 01:36:11,880 --> 01:36:14,160 Speaker 1: Like you didn't even rehearse for this, but yeah, no, 1986 01:36:14,280 --> 01:36:14,680 Speaker 1: it was it. 1987 01:36:14,920 --> 01:36:18,160 Speaker 2: Was like pre like it memes. I wasn't like the 1988 01:36:18,160 --> 01:36:20,280 Speaker 2: fucking clown and the ship. I was just like, oh, yeah, 1989 01:36:20,320 --> 01:36:21,720 Speaker 2: you want to do that, dude. 1990 01:36:21,720 --> 01:36:21,840 Speaker 6: Man. 1991 01:36:21,840 --> 01:36:23,479 Speaker 2: I wish I wish I could reheart. I wish there 1992 01:36:23,520 --> 01:36:24,960 Speaker 2: was a video of the I did. But I just 1993 01:36:25,000 --> 01:36:26,840 Speaker 2: freakd this kid out right away. 1994 01:36:27,040 --> 01:36:29,000 Speaker 1: That's amazing. I'm so glad to hear that worked because 1995 01:36:29,120 --> 01:36:32,760 Speaker 1: I'm I still I'm looking for the opportunity to use that. 1996 01:36:32,800 --> 01:36:35,040 Speaker 1: You know, I said earlier with the Katana thing, like 1997 01:36:35,080 --> 01:36:37,360 Speaker 1: the party was like, you know, you don't want anything 1998 01:36:37,360 --> 01:36:38,760 Speaker 1: bad to happen to you what a party was like, 1999 01:36:39,040 --> 01:36:40,200 Speaker 1: but it's like good to have it up. 2000 01:36:41,080 --> 01:36:42,799 Speaker 3: I found gust of Sashima. 2001 01:36:42,840 --> 01:36:44,960 Speaker 1: I like to do exactly. So there's a part of 2002 01:36:44,960 --> 01:36:46,840 Speaker 1: me that's like I don't want to would never want 2003 01:36:46,840 --> 01:36:48,160 Speaker 1: to be in a situation I'm getting rod and a 2004 01:36:48,160 --> 01:36:50,600 Speaker 1: part of me wants to be like if I, you know, 2005 01:36:51,320 --> 01:36:53,720 Speaker 1: start like show up this, like turn around and pull 2006 01:36:53,800 --> 01:36:55,479 Speaker 1: my ass out when someone has a gun. 2007 01:36:55,600 --> 01:36:59,760 Speaker 2: Yeah work, Yeah yeah. I want family that that does occasionally. 2008 01:37:00,360 --> 01:37:02,360 Speaker 3: Really, I mean, I mean I've just stove for her. 2009 01:37:02,360 --> 01:37:03,120 Speaker 3: I mean I've seen video. 2010 01:37:03,120 --> 01:37:03,920 Speaker 2: I guess ast thing. 2011 01:37:03,960 --> 01:37:06,360 Speaker 3: I've seen videos for everyone who's who's listening. 2012 01:37:06,479 --> 01:37:10,599 Speaker 2: I would probably recommend not trying to act crazy if 2013 01:37:10,640 --> 01:37:11,760 Speaker 2: someone's trying to shoot you. 2014 01:37:11,800 --> 01:37:15,679 Speaker 3: But it was, you know, in this situation, it made sense. 2015 01:37:16,160 --> 01:37:18,080 Speaker 1: It'd be I don't what if you gave somebody your 2016 01:37:18,120 --> 01:37:20,280 Speaker 1: wallet and then you showed them your ass and you're like, 2017 01:37:20,320 --> 01:37:23,519 Speaker 1: I'm not letting you get away with this without a 2018 01:37:23,560 --> 01:37:24,400 Speaker 1: little bit of something. 2019 01:37:24,439 --> 01:37:24,639 Speaker 3: See. 2020 01:37:24,720 --> 01:37:27,040 Speaker 2: You know, if you get really unique and creative with it, 2021 01:37:27,080 --> 01:37:30,400 Speaker 2: sometimes that's on a new trend start, you know. 2022 01:37:31,760 --> 01:37:33,919 Speaker 1: I mean, hey, that's how vabbing probably started. 2023 01:37:34,120 --> 01:37:35,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, Oh, very dude. 2024 01:37:35,200 --> 01:37:37,679 Speaker 3: Vabbing was that was? That was? That was a moment tonight. 2025 01:37:37,960 --> 01:37:39,320 Speaker 3: I'm glad that I learned about that. 2026 01:37:39,760 --> 01:37:44,520 Speaker 1: Chris, Hello, Hello. 2027 01:37:45,120 --> 01:37:47,320 Speaker 7: Oh my god, Hello, can you hear me? 2028 01:37:48,360 --> 01:37:50,000 Speaker 2: We sure can clea. 2029 01:37:51,280 --> 01:37:53,680 Speaker 7: Holy shit? Am I allowed to curse on this? 2030 01:37:54,360 --> 01:37:55,160 Speaker 1: You can say whatever. 2031 01:37:55,280 --> 01:37:58,720 Speaker 3: Yes, you can, motherfucker fun yo. 2032 01:37:58,920 --> 01:38:02,920 Speaker 7: I literally was just watching gravy. I just fucking heard 2033 01:38:02,960 --> 01:38:06,080 Speaker 7: you Chris homeless, and I like, shut the fucking stream off. 2034 01:38:06,080 --> 01:38:12,000 Speaker 11: Holy fuck, Hi, what's up? 2035 01:38:13,600 --> 01:38:16,879 Speaker 7: My name is Chris. I'm twenty years old and I'm homeless. 2036 01:38:16,960 --> 01:38:21,360 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, ask First of all, where are you calling from? 2037 01:38:23,360 --> 01:38:26,800 Speaker 7: I am currently in a hotel room. Actually, I work 2038 01:38:26,880 --> 01:38:30,600 Speaker 7: full time, so I have some money. I did just 2039 01:38:30,680 --> 01:38:32,720 Speaker 7: put a bit of a deposit down to get an 2040 01:38:32,760 --> 01:38:34,880 Speaker 7: apartment at the end of the month, so I'm. 2041 01:38:34,760 --> 01:38:37,000 Speaker 3: Not like Congress stuck. 2042 01:38:37,080 --> 01:38:43,000 Speaker 11: But it has been since October. October of yeah, October of. 2043 01:38:42,920 --> 01:38:46,360 Speaker 7: Twenty twenty one, I became homeless. 2044 01:38:47,320 --> 01:38:50,560 Speaker 3: Have you slept it outside? 2045 01:38:50,880 --> 01:38:54,639 Speaker 12: I slept outside for a couple of nights, and then 2046 01:38:54,880 --> 01:38:59,000 Speaker 12: from there I went to a shelter for people within 2047 01:38:59,040 --> 01:39:02,800 Speaker 12: the age range of eighteen to twenty one, and that 2048 01:39:02,960 --> 01:39:04,760 Speaker 12: was not really a good experience. 2049 01:39:04,880 --> 01:39:07,600 Speaker 11: I was traumatized there. 2050 01:39:09,360 --> 01:39:13,800 Speaker 7: And from there, actually, with that shelter, the shelter, I 2051 01:39:13,800 --> 01:39:16,439 Speaker 7: got to speak to a lot of different people about 2052 01:39:16,439 --> 01:39:20,479 Speaker 7: my experience in being homeless, which was cool. 2053 01:39:20,479 --> 01:39:23,160 Speaker 11: Like I would I would go around to like schools. 2054 01:39:22,720 --> 01:39:25,040 Speaker 7: And shit and be like, hey, guys, uh, this is me. 2055 01:39:25,240 --> 01:39:27,400 Speaker 7: This is what it's like to be homeless is shit sucks, 2056 01:39:27,520 --> 01:39:30,720 Speaker 7: But like there are places out there that can help you. 2057 01:39:30,880 --> 01:39:32,760 Speaker 7: And that's always been a dream of mine because I 2058 01:39:32,840 --> 01:39:34,639 Speaker 7: used to be a foster kid and I always wanted 2059 01:39:34,640 --> 01:39:36,200 Speaker 7: to do that even then. 2060 01:39:36,520 --> 01:39:37,599 Speaker 5: So it's been. 2061 01:39:37,439 --> 01:39:39,599 Speaker 11: Cool, but it also fucking sucks. 2062 01:39:39,680 --> 01:39:43,320 Speaker 1: So tell us about what the experience is like in 2063 01:39:43,360 --> 01:39:44,160 Speaker 1: the shelters. 2064 01:39:46,479 --> 01:39:50,040 Speaker 7: Well, it's too it depends, you know, I've heard. I've 2065 01:39:50,040 --> 01:39:51,760 Speaker 7: heard a lot of different things about a lot of 2066 01:39:51,760 --> 01:39:54,559 Speaker 7: different shelters because you come across a lot of people. 2067 01:39:55,720 --> 01:39:58,360 Speaker 7: For me specifically, even growing up, like I was being 2068 01:39:58,439 --> 01:39:59,720 Speaker 7: shelters as a kid and stuff too. 2069 01:39:59,720 --> 01:40:00,759 Speaker 11: I've been homeless before. 2070 01:40:01,200 --> 01:40:02,839 Speaker 4: There isn't really anything new. 2071 01:40:03,920 --> 01:40:07,240 Speaker 7: But as a kid, like I was in adult shelters 2072 01:40:07,240 --> 01:40:09,280 Speaker 7: and that was something a little scary worth like even 2073 01:40:09,320 --> 01:40:11,200 Speaker 7: though you're with family and like I was with my 2074 01:40:11,280 --> 01:40:13,760 Speaker 7: mom and my siblings, you're still there's no there's no 2075 01:40:13,880 --> 01:40:16,400 Speaker 7: real safety in the shelter. I was just in they 2076 01:40:16,479 --> 01:40:19,840 Speaker 7: had people like staff members taking advantage of the youth 2077 01:40:19,920 --> 01:40:22,280 Speaker 7: there because like they can and what are we going 2078 01:40:22,360 --> 01:40:24,559 Speaker 7: to do? They would threaten you with like if you 2079 01:40:24,600 --> 01:40:27,040 Speaker 7: don't do exactly what they want you will lose the 2080 01:40:27,040 --> 01:40:29,479 Speaker 7: place that you have to sleep and you can't do 2081 01:40:29,560 --> 01:40:32,479 Speaker 7: anything about it. They will put you on the street, 2082 01:40:32,640 --> 01:40:35,000 Speaker 7: no fucking problem. 2083 01:40:35,160 --> 01:40:39,160 Speaker 3: I'm curious what what? What city or state. 2084 01:40:41,040 --> 01:40:42,759 Speaker 7: New Jersey, Jersey? 2085 01:40:44,320 --> 01:40:44,519 Speaker 2: Wow? 2086 01:40:44,840 --> 01:40:46,799 Speaker 3: Okay, sorry and continue. 2087 01:40:48,600 --> 01:40:51,519 Speaker 7: Uh No, No, I don't want to name specific cities 2088 01:40:51,600 --> 01:40:53,799 Speaker 7: just because, like I used to work for that specific 2089 01:40:53,880 --> 01:40:57,360 Speaker 7: shelter as well when I lived there. They gave me 2090 01:40:57,400 --> 01:41:00,000 Speaker 7: a job which helps bring me into where I'm currently working, 2091 01:41:00,360 --> 01:41:04,439 Speaker 7: and they do good work. Still, it's just like a 2092 01:41:04,479 --> 01:41:07,960 Speaker 7: lot of the people in the specific shelter that work 2093 01:41:08,040 --> 01:41:10,920 Speaker 7: there really take advantage of it, and it just it 2094 01:41:11,000 --> 01:41:11,639 Speaker 7: doesn't go. 2095 01:41:11,720 --> 01:41:15,160 Speaker 11: Well for a lot of people there. I had known a. 2096 01:41:15,120 --> 01:41:18,720 Speaker 7: Young woman who had come from Puerto Rico and she 2097 01:41:18,800 --> 01:41:21,600 Speaker 7: had come and escaped like an abusive home. She's to 2098 01:41:21,640 --> 01:41:25,960 Speaker 7: be a foster child there and escape here. And they 2099 01:41:25,960 --> 01:41:29,040 Speaker 7: had kicked her out because she had too many panic 2100 01:41:29,040 --> 01:41:32,280 Speaker 7: attacks because of her trauma, and it would make her 2101 01:41:32,360 --> 01:41:35,519 Speaker 7: kind of lash out at people. So they kicked her 2102 01:41:35,560 --> 01:41:38,880 Speaker 7: out for that and said she was violent, and she 2103 01:41:39,320 --> 01:41:41,680 Speaker 7: got picked up by police and because she was a 2104 01:41:41,720 --> 01:41:44,439 Speaker 7: foster child in Puerto Rico and was considered missing, they 2105 01:41:44,479 --> 01:41:45,280 Speaker 7: sent her back. 2106 01:41:47,200 --> 01:41:49,400 Speaker 11: Unto like that shitty situation. 2107 01:41:49,000 --> 01:41:52,439 Speaker 7: And they don't care, like, you know, you just kind 2108 01:41:52,439 --> 01:41:55,040 Speaker 7: of on your own in this world and it's so shitty. 2109 01:41:56,240 --> 01:41:59,080 Speaker 1: So Chris, it sounds like you said, you have a 2110 01:41:59,120 --> 01:42:01,439 Speaker 1: full time job. Now you're making a little bit of money, 2111 01:42:01,479 --> 01:42:03,960 Speaker 1: You're at least able to stay in a hotel. Have 2112 01:42:04,439 --> 01:42:09,280 Speaker 1: things been on an upswing for you? 2113 01:42:09,280 --> 01:42:09,640 Speaker 4: You know what? 2114 01:42:10,280 --> 01:42:15,879 Speaker 7: I would say, so since things kind of went downhill 2115 01:42:15,960 --> 01:42:17,680 Speaker 7: for a little bit, but I would say I'm kind 2116 01:42:17,680 --> 01:42:19,960 Speaker 7: of going back up with I was in a different 2117 01:42:20,640 --> 01:42:24,640 Speaker 7: shelter after the last one and I was asked to 2118 01:42:24,720 --> 01:42:28,360 Speaker 7: leave because of the different situation. I was assaulted there 2119 01:42:28,400 --> 01:42:30,200 Speaker 7: and for my safety they told me to leave, but 2120 01:42:30,240 --> 01:42:34,639 Speaker 7: they couldn't put me anywhere else. So this is I'm 2121 01:42:34,640 --> 01:42:36,800 Speaker 7: now in the hotels, and it was difficult with like 2122 01:42:37,240 --> 01:42:40,120 Speaker 7: I was spending so much on hotels and I couldn't 2123 01:42:40,479 --> 01:42:42,839 Speaker 7: afford to kind of get my laundry done or anything 2124 01:42:42,920 --> 01:42:45,280 Speaker 7: like that. So I was like, I wasn't going to work. 2125 01:42:46,800 --> 01:42:49,800 Speaker 7: But little where I'm working, they've been really good and 2126 01:42:50,040 --> 01:42:53,400 Speaker 7: really understanding for my situation. So it's been really cool 2127 01:42:54,280 --> 01:42:56,120 Speaker 7: to kind of feel like there's people really on my 2128 01:42:56,280 --> 01:43:01,479 Speaker 7: side and there for me. Yeah, like they've been so helpful. 2129 01:43:01,680 --> 01:43:04,280 Speaker 7: I feel like I'm doing really well, even mentally with 2130 01:43:04,439 --> 01:43:06,519 Speaker 7: kind of everything going on. I think I'm getting a 2131 01:43:06,520 --> 01:43:08,719 Speaker 7: little better, So I would say. 2132 01:43:08,600 --> 01:43:12,559 Speaker 2: So good, that's awesome good. I'm curious, how, like, how 2133 01:43:12,600 --> 01:43:15,880 Speaker 2: many I guess, how long would you have considered how 2134 01:43:15,920 --> 01:43:27,160 Speaker 2: long has it been that you've considered yourself? I guess homeless. 2135 01:43:22,600 --> 01:43:28,360 Speaker 7: Since October eighth of twenty twenty one. I've been homeless. 2136 01:43:29,280 --> 01:43:30,160 Speaker 7: How long is that? 2137 01:43:30,360 --> 01:43:32,679 Speaker 11: I don't know, got over six months. 2138 01:43:32,840 --> 01:43:33,360 Speaker 3: Forty year? 2139 01:43:33,400 --> 01:43:38,200 Speaker 2: But but okay, okay, well, yeah, that's the hardest thing. 2140 01:43:38,320 --> 01:43:39,320 Speaker 2: What's the hardest. 2141 01:43:39,000 --> 01:43:44,640 Speaker 7: Thing, in your opinion, keeping yourself going? I mean, I 2142 01:43:44,720 --> 01:43:47,200 Speaker 7: felt like such a failure and I seeven now I 2143 01:43:47,240 --> 01:43:50,240 Speaker 7: still do. But it's like I'm also twenty There's so 2144 01:43:50,400 --> 01:43:52,720 Speaker 7: much still that I have to do and I can do, 2145 01:43:53,640 --> 01:43:56,720 Speaker 7: but it's like keeping myself motivated with knowing like I 2146 01:43:56,760 --> 01:43:59,040 Speaker 7: have nowhere I didn't. I don't have a home, I 2147 01:43:59,040 --> 01:43:59,720 Speaker 7: don't have like. 2148 01:44:00,080 --> 01:44:02,479 Speaker 11: A regular bed to sleep in, things like that. 2149 01:44:03,160 --> 01:44:05,120 Speaker 7: Uh so that's been really difficult to like, I don't 2150 01:44:05,120 --> 01:44:07,120 Speaker 7: even have an address, and I. 2151 01:44:07,040 --> 01:44:08,479 Speaker 11: Feel like such shit all the time. 2152 01:44:08,520 --> 01:44:10,120 Speaker 7: And it's like going to hang out with my friends 2153 01:44:10,120 --> 01:44:12,840 Speaker 7: I'm like, I know y'all think of me differently. I 2154 01:44:12,920 --> 01:44:15,240 Speaker 7: know you see me in a different light. My manager, 2155 01:44:15,280 --> 01:44:19,400 Speaker 7: I know they see me differently, But like, what are they? 2156 01:44:19,600 --> 01:44:22,679 Speaker 7: You know, there's not much anyone can do. We're all 2157 01:44:22,720 --> 01:44:25,799 Speaker 7: fucking young and stupid. None of us can really afford 2158 01:44:25,840 --> 01:44:28,120 Speaker 7: to help each other right now. So it's just like you, 2159 01:44:28,560 --> 01:44:29,800 Speaker 7: I'm sorry you're going through this. 2160 01:44:30,960 --> 01:44:34,840 Speaker 1: Chris. Did you say earlier that you you recently were 2161 01:44:34,960 --> 01:44:37,920 Speaker 1: able to put a payment on a place? Did I 2162 01:44:37,920 --> 01:44:38,599 Speaker 1: hear that correctly? 2163 01:44:38,920 --> 01:44:39,320 Speaker 12: Yeah? 2164 01:44:40,200 --> 01:44:40,599 Speaker 4: I did. 2165 01:44:40,720 --> 01:44:45,000 Speaker 7: I put my first It's it's me and my boyfriend. Actually, 2166 01:44:45,040 --> 01:44:47,920 Speaker 7: we put our first two hundred dollars deposit down to 2167 01:44:48,200 --> 01:44:52,240 Speaker 7: reserve an apartment, and we just got to prove to 2168 01:44:52,320 --> 01:44:54,960 Speaker 7: start renting it the twenty ninth of July. 2169 01:44:56,120 --> 01:44:59,760 Speaker 1: Oh, Graslap, that's awesome. 2170 01:44:59,640 --> 01:45:02,080 Speaker 11: Ye with you? 2171 01:45:02,120 --> 01:45:05,320 Speaker 1: What's the deal with the boyfriend? Is he been supportive 2172 01:45:05,720 --> 01:45:06,840 Speaker 1: of you throughout this time? 2173 01:45:08,600 --> 01:45:12,280 Speaker 7: The boyfriend is actually currently in the same situation with me. 2174 01:45:13,760 --> 01:45:16,519 Speaker 7: We were living together when everything kind of went down. 2175 01:45:17,400 --> 01:45:19,000 Speaker 11: We broke up for about. 2176 01:45:18,680 --> 01:45:21,920 Speaker 7: A month just because it really wasn't going well for 2177 01:45:22,000 --> 01:45:25,200 Speaker 7: either of us mentally, and then that kind of transpired 2178 01:45:25,240 --> 01:45:28,240 Speaker 7: into like our relationship got really dark and heavy for 2179 01:45:28,280 --> 01:45:33,880 Speaker 7: a minute. Uh, so we broke up and now I'd 2180 01:45:33,920 --> 01:45:35,920 Speaker 7: say we're in a better spot. He's in he's actually 2181 01:45:35,960 --> 01:45:39,000 Speaker 7: at work right now. I texted him like two hours 2182 01:45:39,040 --> 01:45:41,320 Speaker 7: ago and I was like, I'm on a come currently 2183 01:45:41,360 --> 01:45:43,679 Speaker 7: on que to talk to young Gravy and the therapy. 2184 01:45:43,720 --> 01:45:45,440 Speaker 11: Get goo dog. I'm so excited. 2185 01:45:46,160 --> 01:45:48,599 Speaker 7: Uh And I didn't answer his call when he called 2186 01:45:48,600 --> 01:45:50,240 Speaker 7: on break because I was hoping. 2187 01:45:50,000 --> 01:45:52,800 Speaker 2: To do something with that. Well. 2188 01:45:52,880 --> 01:45:55,360 Speaker 3: Fuck, yah, I'm glad that we could be here. Hell yeah, 2189 01:45:56,080 --> 01:45:57,400 Speaker 3: you guys are getting an apartment soon. 2190 01:45:57,680 --> 01:45:58,439 Speaker 11: Such a highlight. 2191 01:45:59,400 --> 01:46:02,599 Speaker 2: Yeah, we're happy to I mean, I'm happy to hear 2192 01:46:02,640 --> 01:46:06,679 Speaker 2: from you. What's your plan for the next like two 2193 01:46:06,680 --> 01:46:10,680 Speaker 2: weeks then before how are you celebrating before you have 2194 01:46:10,720 --> 01:46:11,040 Speaker 2: a home? 2195 01:46:12,080 --> 01:46:18,760 Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm saving money, yeah, I think before we get 2196 01:46:18,800 --> 01:46:19,240 Speaker 4: a place. 2197 01:46:19,400 --> 01:46:20,679 Speaker 11: Yeah, it's just saving money. 2198 01:46:20,760 --> 01:46:23,240 Speaker 7: I mean I say, we did our celebration not that 2199 01:46:23,360 --> 01:46:27,679 Speaker 7: long ago. When we did the initial deposit. We went 2200 01:46:27,720 --> 01:46:29,400 Speaker 7: to the city because I had never been to New 2201 01:46:29,479 --> 01:46:33,160 Speaker 7: York City before, so we were down there for looking 2202 01:46:33,200 --> 01:46:36,840 Speaker 7: at an apartment like along in the area, still in 2203 01:46:36,880 --> 01:46:38,439 Speaker 7: New Jersey, and he was like, you know what, let's 2204 01:46:38,479 --> 01:46:39,960 Speaker 7: get on the ferry. Let's go to the city. 2205 01:46:40,000 --> 01:46:42,960 Speaker 11: So we went to the city and it was so great. 2206 01:46:44,160 --> 01:46:48,240 Speaker 1: Yeah. I love your attitude, Chris. You really do you really? 2207 01:46:48,240 --> 01:46:48,479 Speaker 7: I know? 2208 01:46:48,520 --> 01:46:50,400 Speaker 1: I mean it sounds like from everything you've been telling 2209 01:46:50,439 --> 01:46:55,560 Speaker 1: us that you've just fucking been through the ringer. 2210 01:46:55,560 --> 01:46:57,519 Speaker 7: Through it and fucking ringer. 2211 01:46:57,680 --> 01:47:00,200 Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, hand you have. 2212 01:47:00,240 --> 01:47:01,960 Speaker 1: You sound like you've handled it like a chap. I'm 2213 01:47:02,000 --> 01:47:06,280 Speaker 1: really impressed with you and you and I'm really happy 2214 01:47:06,280 --> 01:47:08,880 Speaker 1: to hear you sound you you. I like, you know 2215 01:47:09,200 --> 01:47:11,120 Speaker 1: you have been through a lot. But I I and 2216 01:47:11,160 --> 01:47:13,960 Speaker 1: correct me if I am wrong, But it does sound 2217 01:47:14,160 --> 01:47:17,400 Speaker 1: like you are excited about life moving forward. 2218 01:47:19,000 --> 01:47:20,479 Speaker 7: I really am. 2219 01:47:20,560 --> 01:47:21,000 Speaker 11: You're right. 2220 01:47:21,120 --> 01:47:23,320 Speaker 7: I like there was a minute where I was like 2221 01:47:23,560 --> 01:47:26,720 Speaker 7: just so over it and I'm just like life is 2222 01:47:26,760 --> 01:47:30,519 Speaker 7: so worth living. Like shit sucks, yeah, but it doesn't 2223 01:47:30,520 --> 01:47:31,200 Speaker 7: always suck. 2224 01:47:32,400 --> 01:47:34,200 Speaker 11: And there's yeah exactly. 2225 01:47:34,600 --> 01:47:37,519 Speaker 2: Do you have any words or tips for people who 2226 01:47:38,200 --> 01:47:39,479 Speaker 2: may end up in that situation? 2227 01:47:42,360 --> 01:47:45,519 Speaker 7: Look, I will. There are definitely numbers you can call. 2228 01:47:45,600 --> 01:47:48,160 Speaker 7: I know for the US, I can't say for anywhere else. 2229 01:47:48,200 --> 01:47:51,080 Speaker 7: There's two one one if you are in need of 2230 01:47:51,160 --> 01:47:54,720 Speaker 7: emergency services right away for anything, but they specifically have 2231 01:47:54,760 --> 01:47:57,240 Speaker 7: a homeless line that you can call at any point 2232 01:47:57,280 --> 01:48:00,679 Speaker 7: and get in touch with someone. There are a really 2233 01:48:00,720 --> 01:48:05,080 Speaker 7: good resources just to put Google search away. If you 2234 01:48:05,120 --> 01:48:08,160 Speaker 7: need help, go to your local police department, fire department. 2235 01:48:08,280 --> 01:48:10,720 Speaker 7: Anyone at a hospital can definitely help you and for 2236 01:48:10,920 --> 01:48:14,640 Speaker 7: even the right direction. Uh, but there's hope. You know, 2237 01:48:14,760 --> 01:48:16,759 Speaker 7: you're never really alone. There are a lot of people 2238 01:48:16,760 --> 01:48:20,200 Speaker 7: that can still help you. And even if you can't 2239 01:48:20,200 --> 01:48:21,800 Speaker 7: find anyone, you can do it. 2240 01:48:22,200 --> 01:48:22,840 Speaker 11: Anyone can. 2241 01:48:24,000 --> 01:48:26,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, Chris, dude, thank you very much for sharing your 2242 01:48:26,960 --> 01:48:30,120 Speaker 1: story with us. Man, I'm I'm inspiring, I'm impressed, I'm 2243 01:48:30,120 --> 01:48:31,880 Speaker 1: impressed by you, and I'm really glad to hear that 2244 01:48:31,920 --> 01:48:32,880 Speaker 1: things are on the up swing. 2245 01:48:35,040 --> 01:48:35,840 Speaker 11: Thank you, Thank you. 2246 01:48:35,800 --> 01:48:38,120 Speaker 7: Both for talking with me. This has been great. Thank 2247 01:48:38,120 --> 01:48:39,120 Speaker 7: you guys for what you do. 2248 01:48:40,000 --> 01:48:44,040 Speaker 2: Hey, have a good night matter Chris, you too, be safe, y'all. 2249 01:48:44,040 --> 01:48:44,599 Speaker 7: Good night. 2250 01:48:46,880 --> 01:48:51,120 Speaker 1: By a really a really uh solid theme this evening 2251 01:48:51,200 --> 01:48:57,880 Speaker 1: of people who've just gone through some fucking ship. Du Yeah, 2252 01:48:58,040 --> 01:49:00,400 Speaker 1: like yeah, yeah, And I you know, I meant what 2253 01:49:00,479 --> 01:49:03,519 Speaker 1: I said to Chris where she just seemed like it's 2254 01:49:03,600 --> 01:49:06,280 Speaker 1: it's it's dope, it's hope that she's uh seems like 2255 01:49:06,320 --> 01:49:07,160 Speaker 1: she's on the up swing. 2256 01:49:07,760 --> 01:49:11,880 Speaker 2: Dude, I mean everybody I was before her too, with 2257 01:49:11,920 --> 01:49:14,360 Speaker 2: the girl with the with the heart issue. Man. Yeah, 2258 01:49:14,439 --> 01:49:15,679 Speaker 2: her attitude was insane. 2259 01:49:15,720 --> 01:49:21,720 Speaker 1: Man, dude, thank you so much for coming on the show. Uh, 2260 01:49:22,280 --> 01:49:23,080 Speaker 1: it makes me happy too. 2261 01:49:23,120 --> 01:49:23,439 Speaker 2: I don't know. 2262 01:49:23,479 --> 01:49:28,120 Speaker 1: I like, I had a brief the moment just now 2263 01:49:28,320 --> 01:49:30,960 Speaker 1: where I was like, she's sound everything happy on the 2264 01:49:31,000 --> 01:49:32,680 Speaker 1: fun and I was looking over you and you were 2265 01:49:32,720 --> 01:49:35,160 Speaker 1: like and I'm looking at my body and I'm all green, 2266 01:49:35,200 --> 01:49:38,720 Speaker 1: and I was like, this is wild. I'm looking around them, 2267 01:49:38,760 --> 01:49:41,640 Speaker 1: this is wild that we're doing this right now. I 2268 01:49:41,680 --> 01:49:42,479 Speaker 1: had a moment where I. 2269 01:49:42,520 --> 01:49:44,320 Speaker 3: Was just like totally. 2270 01:49:44,360 --> 01:49:45,880 Speaker 2: I had a few moments where I would look at 2271 01:49:45,960 --> 01:49:48,880 Speaker 2: I was like, like thinking about these inspiring things everything said. 2272 01:49:48,880 --> 01:49:51,280 Speaker 3: I'm looking at myself. I'm like, damn, we're wearing. 2273 01:49:51,880 --> 01:49:54,160 Speaker 1: I thought it like she she's saying all this stuff 2274 01:49:54,360 --> 01:49:58,639 Speaker 1: like you're runn a fucking Graco costumes. Yeah. 2275 01:49:58,720 --> 01:50:00,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, and we're really we're really wild. 2276 01:50:00,560 --> 01:50:02,120 Speaker 3: Hopefully it feels like we're helping people. 2277 01:50:02,160 --> 01:50:04,880 Speaker 2: Man. So it's it's it's a second, dude, you're doing 2278 01:50:04,880 --> 01:50:05,839 Speaker 2: something really dope. 2279 01:50:05,600 --> 01:50:09,800 Speaker 1: Here, gravy listen before we go, Please anything you wanna 2280 01:50:10,000 --> 01:50:11,800 Speaker 1: you want to say to the people. Plugs? Can we 2281 01:50:11,840 --> 01:50:13,880 Speaker 1: get some plugs. I want to give you the opportunity 2282 01:50:13,920 --> 01:50:16,160 Speaker 1: to tell people where they can find you. Those who 2283 01:50:16,160 --> 01:50:17,760 Speaker 1: are new to Young Gravy. 2284 01:50:17,800 --> 01:50:20,120 Speaker 3: Hey, everybody, it's Young Gravy. 2285 01:50:20,200 --> 01:50:22,320 Speaker 2: If you guys have liked me so far, all you 2286 01:50:22,320 --> 01:50:25,280 Speaker 2: gotta do is just it's just Young Gravy. But the 2287 01:50:25,760 --> 01:50:28,200 Speaker 2: young doesn't have an O in it. It's a you 2288 01:50:29,080 --> 01:50:32,000 Speaker 2: y u n g Gravy. Look me up wherever you want. 2289 01:50:32,080 --> 01:50:35,519 Speaker 2: It's the same thing everywhere everywhere I make music. 2290 01:50:36,000 --> 01:50:40,200 Speaker 1: Go follow this man. Go listen to Gasanova an album. 2291 01:50:40,240 --> 01:50:40,920 Speaker 1: Second album. 2292 01:50:40,960 --> 01:50:42,040 Speaker 3: That was my second album. 2293 01:50:42,200 --> 01:50:44,080 Speaker 2: Why been a bunch of aps and a bunch of 2294 01:50:44,080 --> 01:50:46,720 Speaker 2: other shit I made so me and Baby No Money. 2295 01:50:46,760 --> 01:50:50,120 Speaker 2: Got Baby Gravy three coming, and I have another album dropping. 2296 01:50:50,600 --> 01:50:54,000 Speaker 2: I got two projects dropping before the year ends. Cool man, 2297 01:50:54,200 --> 01:50:56,960 Speaker 2: so he's it coming tour in the winter. 2298 01:50:57,400 --> 01:50:59,840 Speaker 1: Go listen to the song yup, that's my favorite song. 2299 01:51:00,360 --> 01:51:02,640 Speaker 3: Yeah, listen to you like that an exclamation part at 2300 01:51:02,640 --> 01:51:03,200 Speaker 3: the end. 2301 01:51:03,680 --> 01:51:05,559 Speaker 1: Good on you any tour day it's coming out. 2302 01:51:06,720 --> 01:51:09,080 Speaker 2: I'm doing some festivals and like the Midwest, and then 2303 01:51:09,280 --> 01:51:12,400 Speaker 2: I have a big old tour of the whole US 2304 01:51:12,960 --> 01:51:18,439 Speaker 2: November December, Beautiful Baby Gravy three tour. If you look 2305 01:51:18,439 --> 01:51:19,519 Speaker 2: my name up, it'll come out. 2306 01:51:20,280 --> 01:51:23,559 Speaker 1: Go for this man, young gravy all over the internet 2307 01:51:23,680 --> 01:51:26,040 Speaker 1: to any final thoughts, feeling sentiments you want to say 2308 01:51:26,080 --> 01:51:29,240 Speaker 1: to the computer. 2309 01:51:28,560 --> 01:51:31,600 Speaker 2: Appreciate you guys from being here for Appreciate y'all for 2310 01:51:31,720 --> 01:51:34,160 Speaker 2: being here. I love this. This is a good, good 2311 01:51:34,160 --> 01:51:35,879 Speaker 2: evening for me. Let me enjoy myself. 2312 01:51:35,960 --> 01:51:37,400 Speaker 1: Thank you, Thank you again for coming on. 2313 01:51:37,439 --> 01:51:43,120 Speaker 3: Brother, This is a beautiful moment. Everyone sleep tight. 2314 01:51:44,560 --> 01:51:48,040 Speaker 2: Kid goes on the line taking your phone calls every night. 2315 01:51:48,439 --> 01:51:51,519 Speaker 2: Never d goes to his I was teaching you loud. 2316 01:51:51,560 --> 01:51:55,120 Speaker 2: Interview line is not really an expert