1 00:00:06,519 --> 00:00:06,880 Speaker 1: Novel. 2 00:00:10,280 --> 00:00:14,480 Speaker 2: Hey listeners, I'm your host, Ellie Flymm. Before we get started, 3 00:00:14,760 --> 00:00:16,920 Speaker 2: I just want to let you know that this episode 4 00:00:17,000 --> 00:00:21,279 Speaker 2: contains swearing, explicit sexual language, and claims of sexual abuse. 5 00:00:21,800 --> 00:00:25,480 Speaker 2: It's also a story of female empowerment and camaraderie thanks 6 00:00:25,480 --> 00:00:27,400 Speaker 2: to the women who have shared their stories with us. 7 00:00:28,200 --> 00:00:31,440 Speaker 2: We contacted the photographer mentioned in this podcast multiple times 8 00:00:31,480 --> 00:00:34,280 Speaker 2: for comment, but we never heard back. He has not 9 00:00:34,320 --> 00:00:36,960 Speaker 2: been charged with any crimes and is presumed innocent under 10 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:41,479 Speaker 2: the law. We also contacted Playboy USA. They state that 11 00:00:41,520 --> 00:00:44,480 Speaker 2: they have asked their licensees to blacklist the photographer mentioned 12 00:00:44,479 --> 00:00:47,240 Speaker 2: in this series and that they prohibit paid to play 13 00:00:47,640 --> 00:00:50,639 Speaker 2: which you'll hear more about later in the series. Our 14 00:00:50,680 --> 00:00:53,880 Speaker 2: research into his association to Playboy and their statement will 15 00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:55,920 Speaker 2: be detailed in episode four of this series. 16 00:00:56,600 --> 00:00:58,880 Speaker 3: But enough of the admin, let's get started. 17 00:01:06,120 --> 00:01:09,600 Speaker 2: We've been sitting manning all the entrances and exits for 18 00:01:10,760 --> 00:01:15,080 Speaker 2: like two hours now, no sign of him or anyone 19 00:01:15,120 --> 00:01:18,120 Speaker 2: that looks like a models of yet. I'm sitting in 20 00:01:18,160 --> 00:01:21,120 Speaker 2: a white SUV parked on the edge of the Nevada Desert. 21 00:01:21,680 --> 00:01:25,000 Speaker 2: The heat is stifling, so we've wound the windows down 22 00:01:25,040 --> 00:01:25,520 Speaker 2: the whole. 23 00:01:25,319 --> 00:01:27,959 Speaker 3: Way a lot of nervous energy. 24 00:01:28,200 --> 00:01:31,920 Speaker 2: To my right is a hotel complex, massive orange buildings 25 00:01:31,959 --> 00:01:35,240 Speaker 2: stretching up to a bright blue sky. To my left 26 00:01:35,480 --> 00:01:38,520 Speaker 2: a long freeway which leads back to the sparkling lights 27 00:01:38,520 --> 00:01:41,720 Speaker 2: of the Las Vegas Strip. But I haven't come to 28 00:01:41,800 --> 00:01:44,840 Speaker 2: Vegas for a holiday. I'm here for a steakhout. 29 00:01:50,400 --> 00:01:54,160 Speaker 3: God, this is fucking stressing. It is really stressful. 30 00:01:54,640 --> 00:01:56,720 Speaker 2: In the back of the car is my producer, Eleanor, 31 00:01:57,080 --> 00:01:59,040 Speaker 2: and next to me in the driver's seat is an 32 00:01:59,160 --> 00:02:02,960 Speaker 2: armed security agent, an ex cop experienced in tracking down 33 00:02:03,080 --> 00:02:08,120 Speaker 2: dangerous criminals. I'm here on the trail of a man 34 00:02:08,200 --> 00:02:11,880 Speaker 2: accused of horrendous behavior who I've been investigating for the 35 00:02:11,919 --> 00:02:15,640 Speaker 2: past four years, a photographer named Luis. 36 00:02:17,520 --> 00:02:19,880 Speaker 4: Do you guys know the vehicles we're looking for? 37 00:02:20,400 --> 00:02:23,880 Speaker 2: So a model that was shooting with Luis yesterday uploaded 38 00:02:23,880 --> 00:02:27,399 Speaker 2: a video of them doing some shooting in some sort 39 00:02:27,400 --> 00:02:28,880 Speaker 2: of white car. 40 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:30,760 Speaker 3: There's a problem. 41 00:02:31,160 --> 00:02:34,640 Speaker 2: We've been staking out the hotel for eight hours and 42 00:02:34,680 --> 00:02:37,359 Speaker 2: there's been no sign of him anywhere. Oh now, just 43 00:02:37,440 --> 00:02:39,639 Speaker 2: got this horrible anxiety of like what if he left 44 00:02:39,720 --> 00:02:43,120 Speaker 2: last night or early this morning and he's just not 45 00:02:43,200 --> 00:02:43,840 Speaker 2: here anymore. 46 00:02:45,600 --> 00:02:49,520 Speaker 3: Suddenly we spot something Oh my god, that looked like him. 47 00:02:49,720 --> 00:02:49,960 Speaker 2: Yeah. 48 00:02:50,200 --> 00:02:53,160 Speaker 4: Fuck, okay, shit shit shit, shit shit. 49 00:02:53,600 --> 00:02:55,919 Speaker 2: Our agent gets on the phone to another security guard 50 00:02:56,160 --> 00:03:02,240 Speaker 2: who's been monitoring a separate entrance, and jeep four by 51 00:03:02,600 --> 00:03:03,920 Speaker 2: just came to the back. 52 00:03:04,040 --> 00:03:07,000 Speaker 5: Looks like a wagon. Ear take a look at the 53 00:03:07,040 --> 00:03:08,840 Speaker 5: mail in it. It's a male. 54 00:03:08,760 --> 00:03:10,320 Speaker 2: Subject wearing a ball cap. 55 00:03:11,440 --> 00:03:12,440 Speaker 5: Windows are down. 56 00:03:13,760 --> 00:03:17,639 Speaker 3: We start to move, letting our third and final agent though. 57 00:03:17,919 --> 00:03:22,280 Speaker 1: Hey start looking for a looks like a jeep. 58 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:25,640 Speaker 2: Not a jeep Cherokee, but an actual jeep. 59 00:03:26,440 --> 00:03:27,919 Speaker 3: The jeep comes into vision again. 60 00:03:28,760 --> 00:03:30,200 Speaker 4: Okay, I've got it up front. 61 00:03:31,360 --> 00:03:34,400 Speaker 2: We slip into the traffic behind the car and follow 62 00:03:34,440 --> 00:03:36,240 Speaker 2: it as it weaves down a busy boulevard. 63 00:03:37,800 --> 00:03:40,880 Speaker 1: Okay, you guys, get up front and copy this plate. 64 00:03:43,520 --> 00:03:47,520 Speaker 5: Get a camera out, Get a camera out. 65 00:03:47,760 --> 00:03:50,640 Speaker 3: The jeep makes a sudden turn. It's picking up speed. 66 00:03:51,680 --> 00:03:55,280 Speaker 2: This guy I think he does. We're followeeno. The jeep's 67 00:03:55,280 --> 00:03:58,480 Speaker 2: heading north, away from the strip, the casinos and the 68 00:03:58,520 --> 00:04:02,320 Speaker 2: hotel complex. He's going towards the desert with red canyons 69 00:04:02,360 --> 00:04:04,080 Speaker 2: stretching out in all directions. 70 00:04:04,120 --> 00:04:07,440 Speaker 3: As we slip onto a dirt road, we're moving closer. 71 00:04:07,640 --> 00:04:10,800 Speaker 2: Oh yeah. As we gain on him, He's winding and weaving, 72 00:04:11,040 --> 00:04:11,960 Speaker 2: trying to shake us. 73 00:04:12,600 --> 00:04:15,560 Speaker 3: This is so intense. We get ready to face him. 74 00:04:16,040 --> 00:04:17,719 Speaker 3: I'm just gonna pull right at Barney. 75 00:04:18,920 --> 00:04:21,400 Speaker 2: I can't believe that I might finally be coming face 76 00:04:21,440 --> 00:04:24,680 Speaker 2: to face with the man I've been after since twenty twenty. 77 00:04:26,520 --> 00:04:30,000 Speaker 2: Suddenly the jeep speed drops. We lurched the side after him, 78 00:04:30,160 --> 00:04:31,120 Speaker 2: slamming on the brakes. 79 00:04:33,200 --> 00:04:34,920 Speaker 4: Let's see, he's gonna all over. 80 00:04:34,960 --> 00:04:37,240 Speaker 3: It all comes down to this. 81 00:04:47,160 --> 00:04:49,159 Speaker 2: The story of how I came to be chasing that 82 00:04:49,279 --> 00:04:52,080 Speaker 2: jeep through the Nevada Desert began in the summer of 83 00:04:52,080 --> 00:04:57,640 Speaker 2: twenty twenty. What started as an investigation into one man 84 00:04:58,120 --> 00:05:00,760 Speaker 2: ended up going much much deeper. 85 00:05:01,680 --> 00:05:02,320 Speaker 3: It became a. 86 00:05:02,320 --> 00:05:05,520 Speaker 2: Journey into the fringes of the sex industry, a world 87 00:05:05,600 --> 00:05:11,279 Speaker 2: full of smoke and mirrors where exploitation is rife. Unraveling 88 00:05:11,320 --> 00:05:14,760 Speaker 2: this story has taken years and has sent me around 89 00:05:14,760 --> 00:05:18,200 Speaker 2: the world as I uncovered a rotten industry with scams 90 00:05:18,279 --> 00:05:22,560 Speaker 2: more outlandish than I ever thought possible, a world where dreams. 91 00:05:22,240 --> 00:05:23,760 Speaker 3: Are twisted into nightmares. 92 00:05:25,600 --> 00:05:28,240 Speaker 2: But I'd never have taken on this mission if it 93 00:05:28,240 --> 00:05:30,599 Speaker 2: weren't for a group of around a dozen brave women 94 00:05:30,720 --> 00:05:34,440 Speaker 2: who came together first to share their allegations of abuse. 95 00:05:40,279 --> 00:05:43,000 Speaker 2: I'm Ellie Flynn and from the team at Novel. This 96 00:05:43,200 --> 00:05:55,760 Speaker 2: is the Bunny Trap, Episode one the group chat. 97 00:06:23,520 --> 00:06:25,120 Speaker 3: It all began with an email. 98 00:06:26,360 --> 00:06:29,200 Speaker 2: I'm an investigative journalist and I've dug into a lot 99 00:06:29,200 --> 00:06:32,799 Speaker 2: of different stories over the years, but mostly my work's 100 00:06:32,800 --> 00:06:37,040 Speaker 2: about women and the abuses and injustices they face. A 101 00:06:37,080 --> 00:06:39,560 Speaker 2: fair bit of that has taken me into the sex industry, 102 00:06:39,800 --> 00:06:45,000 Speaker 2: where experiences of abuse are depressingly common. I get a 103 00:06:45,080 --> 00:06:48,360 Speaker 2: lot of emails tipping me off about news stories, and 104 00:06:48,440 --> 00:06:51,800 Speaker 2: most of the time they don't lead anywhere. But every 105 00:06:51,839 --> 00:06:54,520 Speaker 2: now and then you get a tip that catches your attention. 106 00:06:56,040 --> 00:06:56,840 Speaker 3: It's like you get a. 107 00:06:56,800 --> 00:07:00,440 Speaker 2: Gut feeling that this could be something big, and this 108 00:07:00,560 --> 00:07:03,440 Speaker 2: email was one of them. It was addressed to me 109 00:07:03,880 --> 00:07:08,160 Speaker 2: and the news desks of twelve international newspapers. The subject 110 00:07:08,160 --> 00:07:13,680 Speaker 2: line read sexually abused by Playboy photographer. The writers were 111 00:07:13,720 --> 00:07:16,200 Speaker 2: a group of models on a mission to expose the 112 00:07:16,200 --> 00:07:24,640 Speaker 2: alleged behavior of a glamour photographer named Luis Gomes. If 113 00:07:24,680 --> 00:07:27,280 Speaker 2: you grew up in the UK like me, you probably 114 00:07:27,320 --> 00:07:30,480 Speaker 2: know what I mean by the glamour industry. It's basically 115 00:07:30,520 --> 00:07:34,560 Speaker 2: soft porn, adult modeling, anything from lingerie and bikinis to 116 00:07:34,640 --> 00:07:38,600 Speaker 2: nude centerfold spreads. It used to be all about magazines, 117 00:07:39,120 --> 00:07:44,920 Speaker 2: but now it's mainly moved online. In a London recording studio, 118 00:07:45,280 --> 00:07:47,520 Speaker 2: I'm meeting one of the models behind that email. 119 00:07:48,800 --> 00:07:50,120 Speaker 4: I love your bag. It's fake? 120 00:07:50,440 --> 00:07:51,360 Speaker 3: Oh is it so good? 121 00:07:51,800 --> 00:07:53,400 Speaker 4: My real bags? Because I just trashed them. 122 00:07:53,480 --> 00:07:57,600 Speaker 2: Yeah, obviously we're not here to talk about her bag. 123 00:07:58,200 --> 00:08:00,960 Speaker 2: We're here to talk about Luis Gomes, who, I want 124 00:08:00,960 --> 00:08:04,480 Speaker 2: to be clear, is the photographer based in Austin, Texas. 125 00:08:04,960 --> 00:08:07,559 Speaker 2: There are other photographers named Luis Gomes around the world, 126 00:08:08,200 --> 00:08:09,640 Speaker 2: but I'm not talking about them. 127 00:08:10,160 --> 00:08:11,440 Speaker 3: What do you want me to call you? 128 00:08:11,600 --> 00:08:12,280 Speaker 4: Emily's fine? 129 00:08:12,320 --> 00:08:13,960 Speaker 3: Is that fine? Yeah? 130 00:08:14,160 --> 00:08:16,960 Speaker 2: Emily's in her late twenties. We're not using her last 131 00:08:17,040 --> 00:08:19,880 Speaker 2: name because it's risky for glammor models to reveal their 132 00:08:19,880 --> 00:08:22,960 Speaker 2: real identities online, so in her work she goes by 133 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:30,559 Speaker 2: a pseudonym, Emily Ray. On Instagram, Emily's your quintessential modern 134 00:08:30,640 --> 00:08:34,400 Speaker 2: day glamor model. Her profile is littered with glamorous photos 135 00:08:34,400 --> 00:08:37,720 Speaker 2: of her in lingerie or latex costumes. But the first 136 00:08:37,800 --> 00:08:40,760 Speaker 2: thing Emily wants me to know is that she's much 137 00:08:40,800 --> 00:08:42,280 Speaker 2: more than her sex bond persona. 138 00:08:42,760 --> 00:08:46,800 Speaker 1: I am very goofy. I am so goofy. I'm a 139 00:08:46,840 --> 00:08:52,559 Speaker 1: bit of a nerd. I am the most squishy emotional person. 140 00:08:52,800 --> 00:08:55,760 Speaker 1: I cry at the Andrex advert with the puppies. I 141 00:08:55,800 --> 00:08:59,720 Speaker 1: love musical theater. I'm just a regular person and people 142 00:08:59,800 --> 00:09:01,360 Speaker 1: do forget actually that we. 143 00:09:01,360 --> 00:09:03,440 Speaker 4: Are real people. I'm a big family. 144 00:09:03,720 --> 00:09:06,000 Speaker 2: Emily grew up in a market town in the southeast 145 00:09:06,040 --> 00:09:09,200 Speaker 2: of England with her mum, dad and brother, and it 146 00:09:09,240 --> 00:09:12,880 Speaker 2: was there, in her completely normal, far from glamorous home 147 00:09:13,320 --> 00:09:16,920 Speaker 2: that she first became interested in glamor modeling. In the 148 00:09:16,960 --> 00:09:20,120 Speaker 2: early noughties, when Emily was around eleven years old, she 149 00:09:20,240 --> 00:09:22,679 Speaker 2: saw something in her older brother's bedroom. 150 00:09:22,679 --> 00:09:25,360 Speaker 1: This massive poster of this blonde girl dressed in an 151 00:09:25,440 --> 00:09:28,319 Speaker 1: army outfit and she had these tiny little shorts on, 152 00:09:29,000 --> 00:09:34,840 Speaker 1: fake bullets, blonde hair, big eyelashes, and these massive, massive boobs. 153 00:09:35,320 --> 00:09:37,680 Speaker 2: She'd creep into her brother's room when he was out 154 00:09:37,679 --> 00:09:40,840 Speaker 2: with his mates just to stare at this poster. To 155 00:09:40,880 --> 00:09:43,680 Speaker 2: little Emily, who was skinny and a bit of a tomboy, 156 00:09:44,120 --> 00:09:47,760 Speaker 2: the model in the poster represented everything she longed to be, 157 00:09:49,000 --> 00:09:51,439 Speaker 2: but it was about much more than just her massive, 158 00:09:51,840 --> 00:09:52,720 Speaker 2: massive boobs. 159 00:09:52,800 --> 00:09:56,640 Speaker 1: She looks so sexy and happy and like she looked 160 00:09:56,640 --> 00:09:58,560 Speaker 1: like a strong, independent female. 161 00:09:59,160 --> 00:10:03,679 Speaker 3: Like her confidence. That's what Emily wanted the most. 162 00:10:05,920 --> 00:10:08,000 Speaker 2: Let me take you back to Britain in the early 163 00:10:08,080 --> 00:10:11,400 Speaker 2: noughties when I was growing up. Craig David and the 164 00:10:11,440 --> 00:10:13,920 Speaker 2: Sugar Babes are on the radio, the Olsen Twins are 165 00:10:13,920 --> 00:10:19,400 Speaker 2: on TV, and glamour magazines are everywhere. I remember standing 166 00:10:19,400 --> 00:10:22,160 Speaker 2: outside the newsagents with my mates, all of us sniggering 167 00:10:22,200 --> 00:10:25,160 Speaker 2: as we passed around copies of FHM, feeling my cheeks 168 00:10:25,200 --> 00:10:27,600 Speaker 2: go bright red as we leave through page after page 169 00:10:27,640 --> 00:10:33,400 Speaker 2: of gorgeous women in skimpy bikinis. It felt funny and embarrassing, 170 00:10:33,840 --> 00:10:37,320 Speaker 2: but also we secretly aspired to be like those girls. 171 00:10:37,600 --> 00:10:40,000 Speaker 2: There was just something about the models in those days. 172 00:10:40,720 --> 00:10:43,959 Speaker 2: It wasn't just their looks, hour glass figures, perfect teeth 173 00:10:43,960 --> 00:10:44,760 Speaker 2: and big boobs. 174 00:10:45,080 --> 00:10:46,040 Speaker 3: It was something else. 175 00:10:46,480 --> 00:10:49,400 Speaker 2: They had a kind of relatability that didn't exist on 176 00:10:49,480 --> 00:10:52,680 Speaker 2: high fashion catwalks. Glamour girls were cheeky, they had a 177 00:10:52,720 --> 00:10:55,360 Speaker 2: sense of humor. They seemed like they'd be fun to 178 00:10:55,400 --> 00:10:58,360 Speaker 2: hang out with, which, of course, for young girls like Emily, 179 00:10:58,880 --> 00:10:59,800 Speaker 2: was the point. 180 00:11:02,280 --> 00:11:04,520 Speaker 1: I just loved the look, and then that sort of 181 00:11:04,840 --> 00:11:06,880 Speaker 1: started a I'd love to be a glamor model, but 182 00:11:06,960 --> 00:11:07,800 Speaker 1: I don't look like that. 183 00:11:08,720 --> 00:11:10,199 Speaker 3: So Emily gave up on the dream. 184 00:11:10,720 --> 00:11:13,760 Speaker 2: She finished school, worked a series of jobs, and got 185 00:11:13,760 --> 00:11:17,920 Speaker 2: a steady boyfriend. But one day in twenty eighteen, her 186 00:11:18,000 --> 00:11:22,559 Speaker 2: boyfriend introduced her to OnlyFans. OnlyFans burst onto the scene 187 00:11:22,559 --> 00:11:26,839 Speaker 2: in twenty sixteen. It's an online platform, but unlike Instagram 188 00:11:26,880 --> 00:11:30,160 Speaker 2: and Facebook, its subscription model means followers have to pay 189 00:11:30,240 --> 00:11:34,400 Speaker 2: to see your posts. It also allows explicit content for 190 00:11:34,440 --> 00:11:39,320 Speaker 2: the sex industry, it changed everything. It blurred the lines 191 00:11:39,320 --> 00:11:43,040 Speaker 2: between influencing glamor modeling and sex work and opened the 192 00:11:43,040 --> 00:11:46,719 Speaker 2: doors to anyone who wanted to post explicit content for cash. 193 00:11:47,040 --> 00:11:49,360 Speaker 1: I thought, well, I used to take pictures of myself 194 00:11:49,360 --> 00:11:51,920 Speaker 1: from lingerie all the time. I had two years worth 195 00:11:51,920 --> 00:11:53,280 Speaker 1: of photos on my camera roll. 196 00:11:53,600 --> 00:11:55,360 Speaker 4: So I was like, kil what have I got to lose? 197 00:11:56,040 --> 00:11:59,280 Speaker 2: She unlocked her phone and started browsing for the perfect 198 00:11:59,360 --> 00:11:59,960 Speaker 2: first post. 199 00:12:00,559 --> 00:12:02,840 Speaker 1: I think it was a thirty second video of me 200 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:08,760 Speaker 1: pulling shorts over my bum. You can just hear the 201 00:12:09,559 --> 00:12:11,760 Speaker 1: as the jeans go up open my bum and this 202 00:12:11,920 --> 00:12:13,640 Speaker 1: little jiggle, and I absolutely loved it. 203 00:12:13,840 --> 00:12:15,560 Speaker 4: I was like, that will be the first one. 204 00:12:18,840 --> 00:12:21,200 Speaker 1: So I uploaded and I started advertising it on my 205 00:12:21,440 --> 00:12:25,240 Speaker 1: social media and it just took off. 206 00:12:28,200 --> 00:12:31,920 Speaker 2: To Emily's surprise, dozens of people started subscribing to her 207 00:12:31,920 --> 00:12:34,200 Speaker 2: only Fans account, and then hundreds. 208 00:12:34,559 --> 00:12:37,120 Speaker 3: She was kind of a hit, and with each new 209 00:12:37,160 --> 00:12:38,560 Speaker 3: fan she got paid. 210 00:12:38,840 --> 00:12:41,000 Speaker 1: And then you go on your balanced and you keep 211 00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:42,680 Speaker 1: refreshing it, and it's just going up and up and 212 00:12:42,800 --> 00:12:43,400 Speaker 1: up and up. 213 00:12:43,760 --> 00:12:45,960 Speaker 2: Emily says that in her first twenty four hours on 214 00:12:46,000 --> 00:12:49,040 Speaker 2: the site, she made about two grand and. 215 00:12:48,960 --> 00:12:50,679 Speaker 1: I thought, oh my god, if I can keep this 216 00:12:50,760 --> 00:12:53,560 Speaker 1: up for six months, I'll quit my job. 217 00:12:53,960 --> 00:12:55,520 Speaker 3: And that's exactly what happened. 218 00:12:56,040 --> 00:12:59,040 Speaker 2: Soon OnlyFans was her full time job, led by her 219 00:12:59,080 --> 00:12:59,840 Speaker 2: online autery. 220 00:13:00,280 --> 00:13:01,600 Speaker 3: Emily Ray, You've. 221 00:13:01,480 --> 00:13:02,640 Speaker 1: Got to get out of bed and you've got to 222 00:13:02,679 --> 00:13:04,559 Speaker 1: create the content otherwise you're not going to get paid. 223 00:13:05,000 --> 00:13:08,360 Speaker 1: So there was a bit of anxiety, but nice to 224 00:13:08,400 --> 00:13:10,720 Speaker 1: know that your sort of destinies in your hands. 225 00:13:10,760 --> 00:13:13,880 Speaker 4: It's not somebody else's decision to make. I had the 226 00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:15,480 Speaker 4: free run of the world. It was lovely. 227 00:13:19,120 --> 00:13:21,520 Speaker 2: A typical post might be a photo of Emily Ray 228 00:13:21,559 --> 00:13:24,840 Speaker 2: in a lingeriser, something like a lace balconet bra with 229 00:13:24,880 --> 00:13:28,160 Speaker 2: a thong and suspenders. She's usually on her bed with 230 00:13:28,240 --> 00:13:31,040 Speaker 2: a sultry half smile or pout, a tattoo of a 231 00:13:31,160 --> 00:13:35,079 Speaker 2: rose winding around her waist. Her captions are short, snappy, 232 00:13:35,280 --> 00:13:38,559 Speaker 2: and often flirty, like the one of her looking sunkissed 233 00:13:38,559 --> 00:13:43,280 Speaker 2: on holiday that says Pamela t Anderson, she ooses confidence 234 00:13:43,360 --> 00:13:48,640 Speaker 2: and sex appeal. Emily Ray was strong and tough, sexually empowered. 235 00:13:48,960 --> 00:13:52,640 Speaker 2: She didn't take any shit, and her fans ate it up. 236 00:13:53,440 --> 00:13:55,720 Speaker 2: But the Emily Ray persona was also a way for 237 00:13:55,760 --> 00:13:58,480 Speaker 2: the real Emily to come to terms with a difficult past. 238 00:13:59,480 --> 00:14:04,120 Speaker 1: I suffered trauma, a sexual abuse thing when I was fifteen, 239 00:14:05,760 --> 00:14:07,880 Speaker 1: so that's always been in my mind. That's always been 240 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:10,480 Speaker 1: a big, big part of me, but I didn't really 241 00:14:10,480 --> 00:14:13,400 Speaker 1: talk about it for a long time. I found it 242 00:14:13,480 --> 00:14:18,000 Speaker 1: quite liberating doing only Fans because I regained control of 243 00:14:18,080 --> 00:14:21,200 Speaker 1: my body and I was getting almost like reparations I 244 00:14:21,240 --> 00:14:23,200 Speaker 1: call it from men. 245 00:14:23,720 --> 00:14:25,240 Speaker 4: Not that it was all men that hurt me. 246 00:14:25,720 --> 00:14:28,280 Speaker 1: But it just felt like it was nice to get 247 00:14:28,280 --> 00:14:32,040 Speaker 1: that control back and have control over my images and 248 00:14:32,080 --> 00:14:34,240 Speaker 1: my body, and I think that helped me cope. 249 00:14:35,720 --> 00:14:39,040 Speaker 2: When Emily started doing OnlyFans, it didn't take long for 250 00:14:39,120 --> 00:14:41,760 Speaker 2: her to go all in. What photos and videos did 251 00:14:41,800 --> 00:14:45,880 Speaker 2: you post on OnlyFans when you first started cool? 252 00:14:46,760 --> 00:14:49,560 Speaker 1: I went straight into it, Honestly, I did not hold back, 253 00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:51,520 Speaker 1: putting everything out there from day dot. 254 00:14:52,320 --> 00:14:55,680 Speaker 2: Overnight, her boyfriend became her own personal photographer. 255 00:14:56,080 --> 00:14:58,240 Speaker 4: If I was going for a shower, he would literally 256 00:14:58,280 --> 00:14:59,200 Speaker 4: be there by the door. 257 00:14:59,240 --> 00:15:01,560 Speaker 1: I'm like, can you oh wait, I just want five minutes, 258 00:15:02,000 --> 00:15:03,880 Speaker 1: five minutes of peace to wash my hair. 259 00:15:05,200 --> 00:15:08,880 Speaker 2: They quickly graduated to filming sex scenes together. It's not 260 00:15:08,920 --> 00:15:11,920 Speaker 2: something everyone on OnlyFans does, but it is pretty common. 261 00:15:12,320 --> 00:15:15,360 Speaker 4: There was filming couple stuff. Extreme levels. 262 00:15:16,080 --> 00:15:21,680 Speaker 2: Levels are a crucial concept in the glamour world. All 263 00:15:21,760 --> 00:15:25,360 Speaker 2: models know the different levels because they're about boundaries about 264 00:15:25,360 --> 00:15:27,600 Speaker 2: how much of your body you're willing to expose. 265 00:15:28,120 --> 00:15:33,360 Speaker 1: With glamour, you can do lingerie topless implied nude, which 266 00:15:33,400 --> 00:15:37,480 Speaker 1: is where you would essentially, for example, have your legs open, 267 00:15:37,480 --> 00:15:41,440 Speaker 1: but you have your hand in front of your genitals, 268 00:15:41,800 --> 00:15:44,160 Speaker 1: so you're fully nude but there's nothing on show. You've 269 00:15:44,200 --> 00:15:47,200 Speaker 1: got obviously full nude, and then you've got explicit, which 270 00:15:47,240 --> 00:15:49,080 Speaker 1: is when you move towards sort of like the porn. 271 00:15:48,840 --> 00:15:54,080 Speaker 2: Industry, but Here's another important thing about levels. They can 272 00:15:54,160 --> 00:15:58,120 Speaker 2: change depending on who's behind the camera. Just because Emily 273 00:15:58,240 --> 00:16:01,680 Speaker 2: had high levels and was comfortable filming open leg herself, 274 00:16:02,040 --> 00:16:04,840 Speaker 2: that doesn't mean that she'd be comfortable with anyone else 275 00:16:04,920 --> 00:16:08,440 Speaker 2: filming her that way. But with her boyfriend behind the camera, 276 00:16:08,880 --> 00:16:12,600 Speaker 2: Emily was happy, and soon she was earning up to 277 00:16:12,720 --> 00:16:16,160 Speaker 2: eight grand a month. She did so well that she 278 00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:21,000 Speaker 2: bought a house with her earnings. In twenty twenty, COVID 279 00:16:21,080 --> 00:16:25,160 Speaker 2: hit and after an early boom on OnlyFans, Emily's incomes 280 00:16:25,200 --> 00:16:27,200 Speaker 2: started to drop and I. 281 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:29,880 Speaker 1: Was starting stressing about money because of my mortgage payments. 282 00:16:29,920 --> 00:16:31,800 Speaker 1: You know, I've got used to living a lifestyle. 283 00:16:32,040 --> 00:16:35,000 Speaker 2: All that forward momentum was gone. She wondered if this 284 00:16:35,120 --> 00:16:37,600 Speaker 2: was the end of her financial freedom and also the 285 00:16:37,680 --> 00:16:39,720 Speaker 2: end of the modeling career that she dreamed about all 286 00:16:39,760 --> 00:16:44,720 Speaker 2: her life. But then she caught a photographer's attention, who 287 00:16:44,720 --> 00:16:47,240 Speaker 2: said he shot for one of the most iconic glamour 288 00:16:47,320 --> 00:16:51,680 Speaker 2: brands in the world, Playboy magazine, and that he wanted 289 00:16:51,720 --> 00:17:19,679 Speaker 2: to make her a star. In the spring of twenty twenty, 290 00:17:19,960 --> 00:17:22,640 Speaker 2: when the world was under lockdown and Emily was desperate 291 00:17:22,640 --> 00:17:28,439 Speaker 2: for opportunities, a photographer named Luis Gomez messaged her he 292 00:17:28,520 --> 00:17:30,320 Speaker 2: was coming to the UK as soon as the board 293 00:17:30,320 --> 00:17:32,800 Speaker 2: has opened up and he wanted to shoot with her. 294 00:17:34,080 --> 00:17:35,280 Speaker 3: Emily had heard of Luis. 295 00:17:35,760 --> 00:17:38,240 Speaker 1: I thought he was an amazing photographer. I'd always admired 296 00:17:38,280 --> 00:17:38,720 Speaker 1: his work. 297 00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:42,320 Speaker 2: He's from Venezuela but had been based in the United 298 00:17:42,359 --> 00:17:46,119 Speaker 2: States for years. He did photoshoots all over the world, 299 00:17:46,520 --> 00:17:50,200 Speaker 2: had forty five thousand Instagram followers and was a big 300 00:17:50,440 --> 00:17:54,919 Speaker 2: deal in the industry. Instagram is, without a doubt, the 301 00:17:54,960 --> 00:17:58,600 Speaker 2: foundation of a successful career in glamour. It's where photographers 302 00:17:58,640 --> 00:18:01,840 Speaker 2: and models find each other, where everyone builds their reputation. 303 00:18:02,760 --> 00:18:06,399 Speaker 2: Luisa's profile was full of photos he'd taken of women 304 00:18:06,480 --> 00:18:07,879 Speaker 2: on Playboy covers. 305 00:18:10,800 --> 00:18:13,959 Speaker 3: And how big a deal was Playboy to you at 306 00:18:13,960 --> 00:18:14,359 Speaker 3: the time. 307 00:18:15,119 --> 00:18:17,879 Speaker 1: It's just the name, I think, the legacy. You know, 308 00:18:17,920 --> 00:18:22,399 Speaker 1: everybody loves Playboy. Everybody knows Playboy. It's universal. It just 309 00:18:22,520 --> 00:18:25,920 Speaker 1: sort of became a little dream that I didn't really 310 00:18:25,960 --> 00:18:28,159 Speaker 1: know that i'd had, because I still love Playboy. Just 311 00:18:28,240 --> 00:18:32,959 Speaker 1: have the necklace, the watch, the bedding all of us 312 00:18:32,960 --> 00:18:34,080 Speaker 1: did remember. 313 00:18:34,480 --> 00:18:36,560 Speaker 3: I remember one of my friends had it as a wallpaper. 314 00:18:37,160 --> 00:18:40,720 Speaker 2: It's crazy, insane as it seems now there was once 315 00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:45,080 Speaker 2: a time where preteen girls in the UK loved Playboy. 316 00:18:45,200 --> 00:18:48,600 Speaker 2: The bunny logo was a staple of Naughty's Fashion and 317 00:18:48,680 --> 00:18:51,840 Speaker 2: The Girls next Door. The reality TV program showing life 318 00:18:51,880 --> 00:18:55,480 Speaker 2: inside the Playboy Mansion ran for season after season. 319 00:18:56,320 --> 00:18:57,440 Speaker 3: It had this very. 320 00:18:57,240 --> 00:19:00,560 Speaker 2: Catchy theme tune about candy that invite you into the 321 00:19:00,560 --> 00:19:01,400 Speaker 2: world of Playboy. 322 00:19:02,440 --> 00:19:03,800 Speaker 4: Welcome to the Playboy Mansion. 323 00:19:04,000 --> 00:19:06,800 Speaker 3: Come on to my house and the house I'm gone, 324 00:19:07,040 --> 00:19:07,480 Speaker 3: give me. 325 00:19:09,200 --> 00:19:09,640 Speaker 4: Good morning. 326 00:19:11,080 --> 00:19:12,800 Speaker 2: I could probably have told you the names of more 327 00:19:12,840 --> 00:19:14,960 Speaker 2: people living in the Playboy Mansion than I could have 328 00:19:14,960 --> 00:19:17,440 Speaker 2: world leaders at the time. But Playboys and Law was 329 00:19:17,480 --> 00:19:20,159 Speaker 2: about more than cute March and Hugh Hefner. It was 330 00:19:20,200 --> 00:19:24,959 Speaker 2: about fame, beauty, and most of all, power. For Emily, 331 00:19:25,480 --> 00:19:29,000 Speaker 2: it wasn't just about clout or fulfilling a childhood fantasy. 332 00:19:29,119 --> 00:19:31,879 Speaker 2: She also saw being published in Playboy as a huge 333 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:36,280 Speaker 2: business opportunity. This was a chance to set herself apart 334 00:19:36,320 --> 00:19:40,000 Speaker 2: from all the other thousands of models on Instagram and OnlyFans. 335 00:19:40,720 --> 00:19:42,960 Speaker 2: Maybe this could lead to a ton of new followers. 336 00:19:43,359 --> 00:19:46,200 Speaker 2: Maybe big brands would want to work with her. I mean, 337 00:19:46,400 --> 00:19:51,480 Speaker 2: this could be huge. Luis could be the one to 338 00:19:51,520 --> 00:19:54,320 Speaker 2: help her get there. But if she wanted him, a 339 00:19:54,320 --> 00:19:57,960 Speaker 2: Playboy photographer, to take her photos, she'd have to pay 340 00:19:58,560 --> 00:19:59,000 Speaker 2: a lot. 341 00:20:00,400 --> 00:20:02,639 Speaker 1: The rates to shoot with him were sort of like 342 00:20:02,800 --> 00:20:06,879 Speaker 1: three thousand pounds up if you wanted to pay for it. 343 00:20:06,960 --> 00:20:09,920 Speaker 2: This might sound weird. Louise asked Emily to shoot. Why 344 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:13,200 Speaker 2: is she paying? But actually it's pretty common for models 345 00:20:13,200 --> 00:20:15,760 Speaker 2: to pay photographers. It's like an actor paying for a 346 00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:18,160 Speaker 2: new headshot. But his rates were too expensive. 347 00:20:18,560 --> 00:20:19,640 Speaker 4: I said I can't. I'm sorry. 348 00:20:19,680 --> 00:20:21,240 Speaker 1: I don't have any spare money. It's all tied up 349 00:20:21,240 --> 00:20:23,120 Speaker 1: in my new house. And then he said, yeah, that's fine. 350 00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:26,120 Speaker 1: We'll give you a golden ticket. We give out golden tickets. 351 00:20:28,560 --> 00:20:33,240 Speaker 2: A golden ticket the chance to shoot with Luis Gomez 352 00:20:33,600 --> 00:20:36,560 Speaker 2: world class photos that might just get published in Playboy, 353 00:20:36,960 --> 00:20:37,680 Speaker 2: all for free. 354 00:20:38,240 --> 00:20:41,440 Speaker 1: I thought it was this Charlie the chocolate factory. So yeah, 355 00:20:41,640 --> 00:20:45,000 Speaker 1: got my golden ticket and we booked a shoot date. 356 00:20:51,600 --> 00:20:55,600 Speaker 2: On August eighth, twenty twenty, a swelteringly hot summer day. 357 00:20:56,240 --> 00:20:58,840 Speaker 2: Emily arrives at the venue Louise has chosen for the shoot. 358 00:20:59,440 --> 00:21:03,240 Speaker 2: It's an air in a victorian townhouse in London. It's 359 00:21:03,280 --> 00:21:05,239 Speaker 2: taken Emily a couple of hours to get here from 360 00:21:05,280 --> 00:21:07,520 Speaker 2: the town where she lives. She's going to stay in 361 00:21:07,520 --> 00:21:10,280 Speaker 2: a hotel nearby and is lugging a suitcase of outfit 362 00:21:10,320 --> 00:21:14,119 Speaker 2: options and accessories. Her friend's going to join her, because 363 00:21:14,160 --> 00:21:16,880 Speaker 2: even with a well known photographer, it's best to take 364 00:21:16,920 --> 00:21:20,359 Speaker 2: someone with you, especially for a first shoot. But her 365 00:21:20,359 --> 00:21:24,040 Speaker 2: friend's running late, so for now Emily's alone and it's 366 00:21:24,080 --> 00:21:26,520 Speaker 2: not quite the glamorous location she expected. 367 00:21:27,400 --> 00:21:31,560 Speaker 1: There were bin bags everywhere, like nappy bags, all piled 368 00:21:31,640 --> 00:21:34,320 Speaker 1: up on the porch, and I was like, surely I'm 369 00:21:34,359 --> 00:21:36,919 Speaker 1: at the wrong place. Rang the buzzer, rang the buzzer, 370 00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:37,520 Speaker 1: rang the buzzer. 371 00:21:37,720 --> 00:21:38,080 Speaker 4: Nothing. 372 00:21:39,160 --> 00:21:42,200 Speaker 3: Just when Emily's wondering if she should leave, Luise. 373 00:21:41,920 --> 00:21:46,959 Speaker 1: Comes flying down the stairs, absolutely driven with sweat and 374 00:21:47,119 --> 00:21:52,120 Speaker 1: was like hello. It was like, Hi, he's five for eight, 375 00:21:52,240 --> 00:21:55,920 Speaker 1: he's quite a strong build, dark brown hair, He's got 376 00:21:56,080 --> 00:21:58,760 Speaker 1: dark olive skin, brown eyes. 377 00:21:59,280 --> 00:22:02,440 Speaker 2: Louisa's dre all in black with a cap on backwards 378 00:22:02,440 --> 00:22:04,960 Speaker 2: and a Star Wars T shirt. He's wearing knee length 379 00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:09,240 Speaker 2: cargo shorts with pulled up socks and black lace up boots. 380 00:22:11,640 --> 00:22:14,359 Speaker 2: Luise leaves Emily into the building and up a narrow 381 00:22:14,400 --> 00:22:18,800 Speaker 2: spiral staircase. It opens up onto a landing with two bedrooms, 382 00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:22,560 Speaker 2: each with a small balcony overlooking tiny terraced gardens below. 383 00:22:23,320 --> 00:22:26,400 Speaker 2: The balcony doors are open, allowing some of the stifling 384 00:22:26,440 --> 00:22:32,240 Speaker 2: heat to escape. They walk together up to the top floor, 385 00:22:32,600 --> 00:22:35,240 Speaker 2: into a small kitchen area and sit down to talk. 386 00:22:35,960 --> 00:22:39,200 Speaker 1: He was asking me why I wanted to be in Playboy, 387 00:22:39,840 --> 00:22:41,960 Speaker 1: how long I've wanted to be in it. What are 388 00:22:41,960 --> 00:22:45,280 Speaker 1: my goals and expectations for shooting? Like, what did I 389 00:22:45,320 --> 00:22:46,600 Speaker 1: want to do going forward? 390 00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:50,840 Speaker 2: Emily says she's doing this for the exposure, for the 391 00:22:50,960 --> 00:22:53,880 Speaker 2: chance to build her portfolio and set herself apart from 392 00:22:53,880 --> 00:22:56,639 Speaker 2: the crowd, and she explains her levels for the shoot. 393 00:22:57,040 --> 00:23:00,360 Speaker 2: She's happy to shoot clothed, implied, and nude. She wants 394 00:23:00,400 --> 00:23:04,040 Speaker 2: to get a range of beautiful images. Luise tells her 395 00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:07,000 Speaker 2: he can also shoot some more X rated content for her. 396 00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:10,760 Speaker 2: Emily's open to the idea. She shoots with sex toys 397 00:23:10,760 --> 00:23:13,240 Speaker 2: for her OnlyFans, so she has a couple in her bag. 398 00:23:13,520 --> 00:23:15,600 Speaker 1: I think I literally took like one dildo and a 399 00:23:15,640 --> 00:23:17,199 Speaker 1: vibrator and that was it. It wasn't going to be 400 00:23:17,240 --> 00:23:19,000 Speaker 1: like a crazy shoot. I just thought, oh, if you've 401 00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:21,560 Speaker 1: got time at the end, then could get some cool shots, 402 00:23:21,760 --> 00:23:23,360 Speaker 1: like proper four K shots. 403 00:23:23,680 --> 00:23:24,320 Speaker 3: High levels. 404 00:23:24,400 --> 00:23:27,480 Speaker 2: Sure, But as far as Emily's concerned, Luis is a 405 00:23:27,480 --> 00:23:28,920 Speaker 2: photographer that she can trust. 406 00:23:29,600 --> 00:23:30,520 Speaker 3: I mean, he says, he. 407 00:23:30,480 --> 00:23:33,639 Speaker 2: Works with Playboy, he should be the best of the best. 408 00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:38,560 Speaker 2: But then Luise says something that puts her on edge. 409 00:23:39,240 --> 00:23:42,600 Speaker 1: He said, I'm giving you this for free because you've 410 00:23:42,600 --> 00:23:46,120 Speaker 1: got a golden ticket, so you know you're gonna stay 411 00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:48,040 Speaker 1: with me here tonight. 412 00:23:53,359 --> 00:23:54,440 Speaker 4: This was the arrangement. 413 00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:56,800 Speaker 1: You have a free photo shoot, and you spend the 414 00:23:56,880 --> 00:23:58,360 Speaker 1: night with me, and I'll take you to the top. 415 00:23:58,359 --> 00:24:02,119 Speaker 1: I'll make you a star. I said, no, what do 416 00:24:02,200 --> 00:24:04,840 Speaker 1: you mean arrangement? Why would I be staying the night. 417 00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:08,680 Speaker 1: I'm at a photo shoot. And at that moment, my heart 418 00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:12,240 Speaker 1: literally sank, my stomach flipped. I thought, oh my god, 419 00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:16,600 Speaker 1: now it's clear to me what he wants from this shoot. 420 00:24:17,400 --> 00:24:19,960 Speaker 4: Do I get up and leave? Do I just get 421 00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:20,720 Speaker 4: my stuff and go? 422 00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:26,840 Speaker 3: Just then Emily's friend arrives. 423 00:24:27,720 --> 00:24:29,280 Speaker 4: I said I need to go and let my friend in. 424 00:24:29,560 --> 00:24:31,639 Speaker 1: So I just like jumped out from the table and 425 00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:34,600 Speaker 1: ran downstairs and I opened the door, and I was like, oh. 426 00:24:34,440 --> 00:24:36,119 Speaker 4: My god, Oh my god, he thinks I'm going to 427 00:24:36,119 --> 00:24:36,640 Speaker 4: sleep with him. 428 00:24:36,720 --> 00:24:38,560 Speaker 3: And she was like, what was like, I don't. 429 00:24:38,359 --> 00:24:38,800 Speaker 4: Know what to do? 430 00:24:39,160 --> 00:24:41,600 Speaker 2: She said, you want to just go leaving with me 431 00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:45,080 Speaker 2: and passing up the biggest opportunity of her career so far. 432 00:24:45,800 --> 00:24:53,560 Speaker 2: Emily knows she might not get another chance. This silent 433 00:24:53,600 --> 00:24:56,280 Speaker 2: debate is something I know many women will relate to. 434 00:24:57,200 --> 00:25:00,920 Speaker 2: It's that internal voice quickly rattling through the possible outcomes 435 00:25:00,920 --> 00:25:03,760 Speaker 2: of a situation you're not feeling one hundred percent comfortable with. 436 00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:06,440 Speaker 2: It's keeping a smile on your face as you scan 437 00:25:06,560 --> 00:25:09,840 Speaker 2: the room for exits while simultaneously telling yourself that you're 438 00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:15,119 Speaker 2: probably overreacting. It's wanting or needing something so badly that 439 00:25:15,200 --> 00:25:17,359 Speaker 2: you silence the alarm bells sounding in your chest. 440 00:25:20,119 --> 00:25:21,120 Speaker 4: And I said, no, you're here. 441 00:25:21,160 --> 00:25:21,360 Speaker 1: Now. 442 00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:24,000 Speaker 4: I can hold my own I can look after myself. 443 00:25:24,400 --> 00:25:25,320 Speaker 4: We've come all this way. 444 00:25:25,800 --> 00:25:27,720 Speaker 1: We'll see how it goes, and if he crosses the 445 00:25:27,720 --> 00:25:30,120 Speaker 1: line again, I'll get my stuff and we'll leave. 446 00:25:31,160 --> 00:25:35,560 Speaker 2: Emily takes a deep breath, steals herself and makes her 447 00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:58,720 Speaker 2: way back inside. Upstairs, in a bedroom with high ceilings, 448 00:25:58,800 --> 00:26:02,320 Speaker 2: a four poster bed and windows draped with long white curtains. 449 00:26:02,840 --> 00:26:06,040 Speaker 2: Emily's posing in her first outfit, a short poker dot 450 00:26:06,119 --> 00:26:07,800 Speaker 2: dress and black patent hills. 451 00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:11,440 Speaker 1: I look like a housewife. I was comfortable doing that. 452 00:26:12,040 --> 00:26:14,440 Speaker 1: We had music on. It was a bit more of 453 00:26:14,480 --> 00:26:15,320 Speaker 1: a chilled vibe. 454 00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:18,399 Speaker 2: Luise gets into all sorts of positions to capture her 455 00:26:18,440 --> 00:26:22,080 Speaker 2: best angles. He's going to a lot of effort. He's 456 00:26:22,119 --> 00:26:25,480 Speaker 2: even wearing knee pads. Emily's warming up to the camera 457 00:26:25,560 --> 00:26:29,359 Speaker 2: and starting to enjoy herself. After another quick outfit change 458 00:26:29,400 --> 00:26:33,080 Speaker 2: and some more lifestyle shots, it's time for lingerie. This 459 00:26:33,119 --> 00:26:36,560 Speaker 2: could end up in Playboy after all. Emily's friend decides 460 00:26:36,600 --> 00:26:37,640 Speaker 2: to give her some privacy. 461 00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:40,840 Speaker 1: She was like, Oh, I don't want to sort of 462 00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:44,520 Speaker 1: impose because sometimes obviously you can do some risk a stuff. 463 00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:46,159 Speaker 1: And I said, oh yeah, I'll just call you if 464 00:26:46,200 --> 00:26:46,639 Speaker 1: I need you. 465 00:26:49,040 --> 00:26:52,000 Speaker 2: Emily and Luis are now alone. Emily poses by the 466 00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:55,640 Speaker 2: wall in a lazy black lingerie set. She's in her element. 467 00:26:56,000 --> 00:27:00,879 Speaker 2: She loves shooting in lingerie. Then something strange happens. Luise 468 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:03,240 Speaker 2: puts down his camera and picks up his guitar. 469 00:27:08,280 --> 00:27:10,840 Speaker 1: He was playing his own music in the background, so 470 00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:12,640 Speaker 1: in the middle of the shoot he'd stop and he'd 471 00:27:12,680 --> 00:27:14,720 Speaker 1: get out of his guitar and he'd start playing chords 472 00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:16,280 Speaker 1: and playing along to music. 473 00:27:18,400 --> 00:27:22,720 Speaker 2: But then it shifts from weird to worse. Just a 474 00:27:22,800 --> 00:27:26,000 Speaker 2: heads up. What Emily describes next might be distressing. 475 00:27:30,080 --> 00:27:33,960 Speaker 1: It was lingerie, and then it was lingerie with my 476 00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:35,919 Speaker 1: brass strapped down, and then it was lingerie with my 477 00:27:36,240 --> 00:27:37,040 Speaker 1: off and then. 478 00:27:36,880 --> 00:27:38,800 Speaker 4: It was here, here's an ice cube. 479 00:27:39,040 --> 00:27:40,600 Speaker 1: Put it in your mouth, suck it, put it on 480 00:27:40,640 --> 00:27:43,560 Speaker 1: your nipples, you know, like, play with it. Things kind 481 00:27:43,560 --> 00:27:47,960 Speaker 1: of sort of started escalating to pornographic, and I just thought, 482 00:27:48,160 --> 00:27:49,440 Speaker 1: what is going on? 483 00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:53,199 Speaker 2: Emily racks her brain, thinking back to Luis's shots that 484 00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:56,359 Speaker 2: she'd seen on the front cover of Playboy magazines, gorgeous 485 00:27:56,359 --> 00:28:01,280 Speaker 2: girls on exostic beaches and tiny bikinis looking tall, strong, sexy, 486 00:28:01,880 --> 00:28:06,280 Speaker 2: hair flowing in the breeze, amazing makeup, flattering angles, not 487 00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:11,440 Speaker 2: ice cubes in a shitty airbnb. But then again, maybe 488 00:28:11,440 --> 00:28:17,359 Speaker 2: it's fine. After all, Playboy editorials are pretty sexy. Maybe 489 00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:18,920 Speaker 2: this is just what Playboy models do. 490 00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:23,800 Speaker 4: Okay, we'll just go with it for now. 491 00:28:23,920 --> 00:28:26,320 Speaker 1: Like he's far away, he's not near me kind of thing, 492 00:28:26,440 --> 00:28:27,760 Speaker 1: so I could deal with that. 493 00:28:30,160 --> 00:28:31,800 Speaker 3: But then Louise moves closer. 494 00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:36,280 Speaker 1: He would physically come over and grab your hand and 495 00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:40,000 Speaker 1: put it somewhere, and he was very aggressive and pushy, 496 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:44,600 Speaker 1: and he gets very in your space and I just 497 00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:46,640 Speaker 1: sort of just went with it because you don't really 498 00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:51,920 Speaker 1: know what to do. I was just anxious and eager 499 00:28:51,960 --> 00:28:53,080 Speaker 1: for it to be over with. 500 00:28:55,720 --> 00:28:57,800 Speaker 2: Louise should know that he's not supposed to touch her, 501 00:28:58,200 --> 00:29:01,240 Speaker 2: but by now this shoot isn't feeling very professional at all. 502 00:29:02,160 --> 00:29:04,840 Speaker 2: Emily had been so excited for a glamorous sheet with 503 00:29:04,840 --> 00:29:07,120 Speaker 2: a photographer who had the power to make her name, 504 00:29:07,680 --> 00:29:09,800 Speaker 2: but it feels like he's hell bent on getting to 505 00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:10,840 Speaker 2: the OnlyFans content. 506 00:29:12,200 --> 00:29:16,160 Speaker 1: He wanted me fully nude with just heels on, like 507 00:29:16,280 --> 00:29:18,720 Speaker 1: on the bed. He was asking me to spread my legs. 508 00:29:19,360 --> 00:29:22,040 Speaker 1: Then he went in my suitcase and took out one 509 00:29:22,040 --> 00:29:24,600 Speaker 1: of my toys and sort of like throw at me 510 00:29:24,640 --> 00:29:25,720 Speaker 1: and was telling me what to. 511 00:29:25,600 --> 00:29:29,000 Speaker 2: Do with it. Emily wants to push back to focus 512 00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:31,560 Speaker 2: on the glamour shots, but her resolver is worn down, 513 00:29:31,920 --> 00:29:32,960 Speaker 2: so she does as she's told. 514 00:29:35,280 --> 00:29:38,720 Speaker 1: The way he was behind the camera, he's a very 515 00:29:38,720 --> 00:29:41,360 Speaker 1: strong presence. He's very old, do this, do that, do this, 516 00:29:41,520 --> 00:29:43,720 Speaker 1: and then it was right now, put it in you, 517 00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:46,280 Speaker 1: and then it was just going on and on and on. 518 00:29:47,440 --> 00:29:50,719 Speaker 1: I didn't mind having toys and being seductive or like 519 00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:52,880 Speaker 1: putting a toy in my mouth. It's not like I'd 520 00:29:52,880 --> 00:29:55,360 Speaker 1: never done open leg, but the way he made me 521 00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:58,400 Speaker 1: feel was very uncomfortable and dirty and horrible. 522 00:29:58,960 --> 00:30:01,880 Speaker 2: Emily thinks that if she stops the shoot now, she'll 523 00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:04,440 Speaker 2: blow the whole thing and ruin her chance to get 524 00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:05,160 Speaker 2: into Playboy. 525 00:30:05,800 --> 00:30:08,600 Speaker 1: So she rationalizes, I'll just do it and get out. 526 00:30:09,120 --> 00:30:11,760 Speaker 1: I remember just looking up at the ceiling. I'm just 527 00:30:11,800 --> 00:30:13,520 Speaker 1: thinking this is too much. 528 00:30:24,920 --> 00:30:28,160 Speaker 3: Emily notices that the room has become eerily quiet. 529 00:30:28,640 --> 00:30:32,680 Speaker 1: He stopped clicking. Yeah, he'd switched his camera from shoot 530 00:30:32,840 --> 00:30:33,720 Speaker 1: to film. 531 00:30:33,840 --> 00:30:37,480 Speaker 2: According to Emily, Luis has stopped taking photos. Now he's 532 00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:40,960 Speaker 2: taking videos. She never agreed to this, and he must have. 533 00:30:41,000 --> 00:30:44,480 Speaker 1: Been doing this for a good five minutes before I'd realized. 534 00:30:45,200 --> 00:30:48,080 Speaker 1: And he was getting closer and closer and closer to 535 00:30:48,120 --> 00:30:52,160 Speaker 1: me with this camera between my legs. His camera lens 536 00:30:52,920 --> 00:30:57,080 Speaker 1: was probably about two inches away from me. It was 537 00:30:57,160 --> 00:31:00,640 Speaker 1: basically inside me at one point. And then he was 538 00:31:00,680 --> 00:31:03,760 Speaker 1: asking to perform oral sex on him for the camera, 539 00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:06,920 Speaker 1: and I said to him, I'm not doing things like that. 540 00:31:07,720 --> 00:31:09,960 Speaker 1: He was just so pushy and persistent, and I thought, 541 00:31:09,960 --> 00:31:11,600 Speaker 1: when is he going to give up? I said no, 542 00:31:11,960 --> 00:31:15,640 Speaker 1: like no literally means no. Emily gets up and starts 543 00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:18,880 Speaker 1: putting on her clothes. She's not thinking about stardom anymore. 544 00:31:19,760 --> 00:31:22,200 Speaker 1: The thing that two hours ago she'd have done anything 545 00:31:22,200 --> 00:31:25,239 Speaker 1: to achieve, she no longer wants it, not if this 546 00:31:25,360 --> 00:31:25,920 Speaker 1: is the cost. 547 00:31:26,440 --> 00:31:32,800 Speaker 2: She doesn't care about anything except getting out of that room. 548 00:31:32,920 --> 00:31:35,120 Speaker 3: What was his proximity to you? Where was he standing? 549 00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:39,560 Speaker 1: He was very close in my breathing space. He kissed 550 00:31:39,560 --> 00:31:42,800 Speaker 1: me and he was so sweaty, and he kept going 551 00:31:42,840 --> 00:31:44,880 Speaker 1: for my mouth and I had to turn my head 552 00:31:45,240 --> 00:31:47,239 Speaker 1: and he put his hands like round my waist, and 553 00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:52,280 Speaker 1: that was enough to make me feel disgusting. He was 554 00:31:52,320 --> 00:31:55,880 Speaker 1: always touching my lower back or trying to touch my bum. 555 00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:59,080 Speaker 1: He was like, nobody has to know. I said no 556 00:31:59,360 --> 00:32:01,520 Speaker 1: and not doing that that I've told you when I 557 00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:04,960 Speaker 1: got here. That's not the arrangement. He kept saying, But 558 00:32:05,040 --> 00:32:06,360 Speaker 1: you're staying here, You're staying here. 559 00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:09,560 Speaker 4: No, I'm not, and just got my stuff and I 560 00:32:09,760 --> 00:32:11,800 Speaker 4: just left with my friend. 561 00:32:11,800 --> 00:32:13,560 Speaker 3: Which you think would have happened if your friend wasn't there. 562 00:32:15,920 --> 00:32:19,640 Speaker 1: God do you know what, I don't even want to 563 00:32:19,680 --> 00:32:22,400 Speaker 1: think about it. That's such a hard thing to think about. 564 00:32:24,640 --> 00:32:34,440 Speaker 1: I had a lucky escape, a really lucky escape. I 565 00:32:34,480 --> 00:32:35,920 Speaker 1: was like, I need to get back to my hotel 566 00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:36,840 Speaker 1: and I need to shower. 567 00:32:36,960 --> 00:32:38,240 Speaker 4: I've never felt so dirty. 568 00:32:38,400 --> 00:32:44,360 Speaker 1: I felt gross, I felt sweaty, I felt degraded. I 569 00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:47,080 Speaker 1: remember just scrubbing my skin in the shower. It's like 570 00:32:47,120 --> 00:32:50,120 Speaker 1: there's things under your skin. It's just that you can't 571 00:32:50,120 --> 00:32:53,040 Speaker 1: get something off you. Literally, somebody's got under your skin. 572 00:32:53,840 --> 00:32:54,720 Speaker 1: You can't get it out. 573 00:32:56,960 --> 00:33:00,040 Speaker 2: In the following days, Emily couldn't stop thinking about what 574 00:33:00,120 --> 00:33:04,920 Speaker 2: happened to her. It all felt somehow planned. She had 575 00:33:04,960 --> 00:33:07,040 Speaker 2: an instinct that she might not be the first model 576 00:33:07,080 --> 00:33:09,960 Speaker 2: he'd felt this way after a photo shoot with Luis Gomes. 577 00:33:10,400 --> 00:33:12,360 Speaker 1: I think I put out a post on my Instagram 578 00:33:12,400 --> 00:33:14,960 Speaker 1: story actually to see if anybody had had a bad 579 00:33:14,960 --> 00:33:18,920 Speaker 1: experience with a photographer, and I didn't name anybody, and 580 00:33:18,960 --> 00:33:20,880 Speaker 1: a lot of people that clicked yes sent me a 581 00:33:20,880 --> 00:33:24,880 Speaker 1: direct message straight away saying is this about Louis Gomas. 582 00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:30,280 Speaker 2: And suddenly Emily wasn't alone. She was one of around 583 00:33:30,360 --> 00:33:33,600 Speaker 2: a dozen pissed off models, all of the voice notes 584 00:33:33,600 --> 00:33:35,880 Speaker 2: you're about to hear are the words of real women, 585 00:33:36,120 --> 00:33:39,880 Speaker 2: but to protect their identities, some have been voiced by actors. 586 00:33:40,600 --> 00:33:42,720 Speaker 2: I couldn't really get out that he had the door locked, 587 00:33:42,720 --> 00:33:43,240 Speaker 2: he had the key. 588 00:33:43,280 --> 00:33:44,320 Speaker 4: I was the only person. 589 00:33:44,120 --> 00:33:46,080 Speaker 3: There scaring models. 590 00:33:46,240 --> 00:33:50,480 Speaker 1: He's intimidating them, preying on them, sexually harassing them. 591 00:33:50,680 --> 00:33:52,200 Speaker 3: He was fucking horrible. 592 00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:56,480 Speaker 2: He's a level pusher and a fucking dirty perve. 593 00:33:57,120 --> 00:34:00,320 Speaker 1: I'm a really like experienced model and I was modeling 594 00:34:00,360 --> 00:34:02,880 Speaker 1: for like three years before I shot with Louise, but 595 00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:06,440 Speaker 1: even he made me uncomfortable. He's like the Harvey weinscene 596 00:34:06,480 --> 00:34:07,800 Speaker 1: of the photography industry. 597 00:34:07,960 --> 00:34:09,400 Speaker 4: He's disgusting. 598 00:34:11,719 --> 00:34:14,120 Speaker 2: To Emily, it was clear that what she'd experienced with 599 00:34:14,200 --> 00:34:16,040 Speaker 2: Louise hadn't been a one off. 600 00:34:16,800 --> 00:34:19,920 Speaker 4: He's just spinning the web for you to get. 601 00:34:19,760 --> 00:34:23,839 Speaker 1: Trapped in it. Predatorish, that's the only word for it. 602 00:34:23,880 --> 00:34:25,360 Speaker 1: He is literally a predator. 603 00:34:26,440 --> 00:34:29,760 Speaker 2: It felt like these shoots weren't about the pictures or Playboy. 604 00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:33,200 Speaker 2: It felt like they were an opportunity to abuse models 605 00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:34,360 Speaker 2: behind closed doors. 606 00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:37,440 Speaker 4: We thought, we can't let this happen again. 607 00:34:37,760 --> 00:34:38,960 Speaker 3: The women organized. 608 00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:43,319 Speaker 1: I'm getting a group chat together of girls that have 609 00:34:43,320 --> 00:34:44,759 Speaker 1: all had a really bad experience. 610 00:34:45,120 --> 00:34:49,000 Speaker 2: So yeah, WhatsApp group for all the models who claimed 611 00:34:49,000 --> 00:34:51,600 Speaker 2: they'd been abused by Louise. It would be a place 612 00:34:51,640 --> 00:34:54,759 Speaker 2: to share experiences, support each other, and come up with 613 00:34:54,800 --> 00:34:57,399 Speaker 2: a plan to make sure that no other model would 614 00:34:57,400 --> 00:35:02,120 Speaker 2: shoot with Louise without hearing their allegations. First, they'd all 615 00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:05,640 Speaker 2: realized one thing Luis was hiding behind his self proclaimed 616 00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:07,440 Speaker 2: statis as a playboy photographer. 617 00:35:08,120 --> 00:35:10,400 Speaker 3: That's what had got them all in the room. 618 00:35:10,520 --> 00:35:11,960 Speaker 2: So when it came to choosing a name for the 619 00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:14,600 Speaker 2: group chat, well that was only one choice. 620 00:35:14,840 --> 00:35:24,560 Speaker 1: Fuck playboy coming up on the bunny trap? 621 00:35:27,440 --> 00:35:28,680 Speaker 3: Why do I start relying? 622 00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:31,680 Speaker 4: Oh my god, it's way darker and white, deeper than 623 00:35:31,719 --> 00:35:32,720 Speaker 4: I could every imagine. 624 00:35:32,800 --> 00:35:34,880 Speaker 2: I wanted to be cool, and I wanted to be 625 00:35:34,920 --> 00:35:36,720 Speaker 2: in the magazine, and I wanted to be in the limelight. 626 00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:39,840 Speaker 1: He said, for five thousand pounds, I could be the 627 00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:40,680 Speaker 1: playboy playmame. 628 00:35:40,880 --> 00:35:43,760 Speaker 5: If they're asking you for money, it's a scam because 629 00:35:44,040 --> 00:35:45,760 Speaker 5: why do you have to pay to be a model. 630 00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:48,799 Speaker 3: The whole industry has just changed. I was stupid in 631 00:35:48,880 --> 00:35:52,080 Speaker 3: naives because I didn't know, like, what the fuck is mam? 632 00:35:52,200 --> 00:35:55,920 Speaker 5: Right, He's everywhere and has been everywhere ladies. 633 00:35:56,239 --> 00:35:56,920 Speaker 3: I got it all. 634 00:35:56,960 --> 00:35:58,520 Speaker 4: I got it all. It's not just me. 635 00:35:59,120 --> 00:36:11,800 Speaker 5: We're an army and perison to him. 636 00:36:11,840 --> 00:36:14,120 Speaker 2: Thanks to the women who shared their stories with us. 637 00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:18,279 Speaker 2: We contacted Luis Gomez multiple times for comment, but we 638 00:36:18,360 --> 00:36:21,000 Speaker 2: never heard back. He has not been charged with any 639 00:36:21,040 --> 00:36:24,759 Speaker 2: crimes and is presumed innocent under the law. We also 640 00:36:24,840 --> 00:36:28,160 Speaker 2: sought comment from Playboy USA. They declined our request for 641 00:36:28,200 --> 00:36:30,560 Speaker 2: an interview, but you can hear their statement later in 642 00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:39,960 Speaker 2: the series. The Bonnie Trap is produced by Novel. For 643 00:36:40,040 --> 00:36:44,360 Speaker 2: more from Novel, visit novel dot Audio. The show is 644 00:36:44,400 --> 00:36:46,880 Speaker 2: hosted by me Ellie Flynn. You can find me on 645 00:36:46,920 --> 00:36:49,880 Speaker 2: social media by searching my name that's eb l i 646 00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:54,040 Speaker 2: e fy double n. This season is produced by Eleanor 647 00:36:54,080 --> 00:36:57,800 Speaker 2: Biggs and written by me Ellie Flynn and Eleen the Biggs. 648 00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:02,239 Speaker 2: Our assistant producer is Amla Sortland, with additional production from 649 00:37:02,280 --> 00:37:06,840 Speaker 2: Lee Meyer and Saskia Collette. 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