WEBVTT - Let’s Be Surgical…with Dr. Chu

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<v Speaker 1>This is Let's Be Clear with Shannon Doherty. Hi, everyone,

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<v Speaker 1>welcome to another episode of Let's Be Clear with Shannon Doherty.

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<v Speaker 1>So one of the main things about me doing this

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<v Speaker 1>podcast is that I really wanted to reach the cancer

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<v Speaker 1>community and have the opportunity to bring on incredibly special

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<v Speaker 1>doctors that I'm fortunate enough to have access to because

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<v Speaker 1>I live in Los Angeles, I go to Cedar Sinai,

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<v Speaker 1>so I have access to the best and currently I

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<v Speaker 1>have really good insurance.

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<v Speaker 2>That allows me to afford them.

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<v Speaker 1>And today I have on the exceptional brain surgeon, doctor Rachel,

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<v Speaker 1>who I adore And thank you for taking time out

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<v Speaker 1>of I know what is a very very very busy

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<v Speaker 1>schedule for you to drive all the way to Malibit

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<v Speaker 1>and hang out with me, and you brought me treat true.

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<v Speaker 3>Thanks so much for having me. It's a pleasure to

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<v Speaker 3>be Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So can you tell us you know your title exactly

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<v Speaker 1>what you do?

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<v Speaker 2>Just fill everybody in right.

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<v Speaker 3>So, I'm one of the brain tumor surgeons at theaters.

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<v Speaker 3>We have neurosurgeons have different subspecialties. I don't really do

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<v Speaker 3>like a lot of spine surgery or something some but

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<v Speaker 3>do mostly brain timber work. There are times in our

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<v Speaker 3>department we'll have like a chair who runs the department,

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<v Speaker 3>and then a clinical chief one's supposed to be like

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<v Speaker 3>a quality officer and things. So that's the kind of

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<v Speaker 3>thing that I do right now, besides the brain timor work.

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<v Speaker 3>I've been at Sedars for nineteen years. I hope I've

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<v Speaker 3>learned something by now.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you have. I'm pretty sure you have. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>you did go into my brain, so I.

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<v Speaker 3>Swear if you learned a lot. Yes, that's true.

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<v Speaker 1>And so what got you started in this particular field?

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<v Speaker 1>And can you can you explain a little bit more

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<v Speaker 1>in depth of is it just on hology and surgery

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<v Speaker 1>that you do?

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<v Speaker 2>Is it more broad than that.

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<v Speaker 3>I became a neurse surgeon because I lost a bed. No.

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<v Speaker 2>I looked at your like, just say that, and you did.

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<v Speaker 3>It's the delivery.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>My father was a doctor, and so I kind of

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<v Speaker 3>grew up in that house knowing that kind of stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>You would go on a lot of calls at night

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<v Speaker 3>and help people and stuff. It just became something that

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<v Speaker 3>I became interested in. And then you would, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>as a kid go into his pockets at the end

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<v Speaker 3>of the day, and I would find he was a

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<v Speaker 3>gaser neurologist, you know, yes, like bout stuff, and I

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<v Speaker 3>would try to picture of someone's colon. It was kind

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<v Speaker 3>of interesting and stuff like that. And so when I

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<v Speaker 3>was growing up, it just did a lot of stuff

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<v Speaker 3>for science and just it was kind of a natural pathway.

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't really decide to be a nerves surgeon toool

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<v Speaker 3>a lot later, but going to medical school seemed something

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<v Speaker 3>that was very natural for how I grew up.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I can't really imagine going through my dad's pockets

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<v Speaker 1>and seeing photos of colon's and stuff and thinking, well,

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<v Speaker 1>this is cool, this is what I need to get into,

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<v Speaker 1>and yet you did.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, what was it about it?

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<v Speaker 3>I guess it was just something that was both familiar

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<v Speaker 3>and then just something I gradually found interesting. I liked

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<v Speaker 3>science kind of stuff, and then who doesn't find the

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<v Speaker 3>brain fascinating? So I felt like when I was looking

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<v Speaker 3>at that stuff, here there's a ton with cardiothoracic surgery

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<v Speaker 3>that was starting to be replaced. That people were doing

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<v Speaker 3>more and more things and no VASc really from inside

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<v Speaker 3>the blood vessels like stents in the coronary arteries, and

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<v Speaker 3>now they can even replace a valve for some people

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<v Speaker 3>from inside that surgeons were becoming going to become more

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<v Speaker 3>and more obsolete, whereas there's still a lot of role

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<v Speaker 3>for brain termor surgeons. We haven't really fixed everything yet.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know what's going to happen in my lifetime,

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<v Speaker 3>but we haven't really fixed everything yet that surgery is

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<v Speaker 3>still require.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm so fascinated by the conversation of like AI and

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<v Speaker 1>that what that role is, particularly in surgery. Is there

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<v Speaker 1>a role for AI and surgery probably some.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I think there's some part where the easier

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<v Speaker 3>targets with like AI, and it's interacted with neuroidiology, like

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<v Speaker 3>making sure we find all the abnormalities in the scan

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<v Speaker 3>and even having AI screen some of the scans and

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<v Speaker 3>trigger that to be read by a person as opposed

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<v Speaker 3>to put out answers more quickly when a scan is normal.

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<v Speaker 3>For surgery, it's a little harder. I mean, there are

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<v Speaker 3>robotic surgery platforms for other specialties that sometimes they'll use

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<v Speaker 3>that for a thoracic surgery or an abdominal surgery, but

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<v Speaker 3>there isn't a tremendous role for robotic surgery yet. And neurosurgery.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I have to be the robot. So some

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<v Speaker 3>of these things have you know, submillimeter accuracy and a

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<v Speaker 3>brain that's moving and pulsing as we operate. It's not

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<v Speaker 3>really clear that AI can pull all those things off yet.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think I would want a robot cutting open

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<v Speaker 1>my brain I'm working on it. That would scare me

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<v Speaker 1>because there's you know, it's the human that I'm putting

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<v Speaker 1>my trust in, and the human that that's feeling the

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<v Speaker 1>compassion or the stress, the pressure, whatever it is to

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<v Speaker 1>ensure that you have the best result possible, whereas a

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<v Speaker 1>robot isn't they aren't programmed for that. For me, I

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<v Speaker 1>believe that a human is always going to go with

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<v Speaker 1>the extra mile to ensure that their patient has a

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<v Speaker 1>favorable outcome.

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<v Speaker 3>I think that makes a lot of sense. Probably a

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<v Speaker 3>lot of people would feel that way right that they

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<v Speaker 3>want that person there. And there are some of these

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<v Speaker 3>robotic surgeons like thoracic. The surgeon is in the room,

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<v Speaker 3>but they're not really right at the patient. They're far

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<v Speaker 3>away at a control console, and I don't know, it

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<v Speaker 3>just doesn't feel the same to me. Maybe I'm just

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<v Speaker 3>too old fashion, maybe I'm not used to it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yet Well then I'm old fashioned right there.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. That, and you have obviously incredibly stity hands. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you do something to protect them at all costs because

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<v Speaker 1>those hands are worth a lot of money.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I don't do anything super risky with them. I

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<v Speaker 3>snowboard some and I used to wear a wrisk brace more.

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<v Speaker 3>But I think this, I don't try to do any

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<v Speaker 3>wild things anymore. So I don't really doing.

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<v Speaker 1>Double flips anymore, not taking the high.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm sure I never did double flips on purpose.

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<v Speaker 1>So.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, they're the mistake.

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<v Speaker 1>Oopsps oops, So we I think how we met was

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<v Speaker 1>very interesting because I fell down, as you know, like

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<v Speaker 1>a day or two days before Christmas, and doctor Piro

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<v Speaker 1>said you should go in for CT.

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<v Speaker 2>I did.

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<v Speaker 1>It showed some things in my brain. He was concerned.

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<v Speaker 1>He then said, you're going we need an MRI. I

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<v Speaker 1>did the MRI, and then it was kind of an

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<v Speaker 1>instant Okay, here's what's going on. You have met and

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<v Speaker 1>there's one that we feel we can operate on and

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<v Speaker 1>the others will radiate, and we want to operate mainly

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<v Speaker 1>to get the pathology correct.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, and he had you already picked out. He's worked

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<v Speaker 2>with you before.

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<v Speaker 1>And he was like, this is the best, and you're

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<v Speaker 1>going to him and we set up.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember your office was like do you want to

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<v Speaker 2>come in? It's like, no, is there zoom? Is that possible?

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm so now used to zoom COVID and so

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<v Speaker 1>we zoomed and what was it like four or five

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<v Speaker 1>days later? I was getting operated on, right.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, well, fortunately we managed to get it set up

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<v Speaker 3>kind of quickly. And you're right when when doctor Piro calls,

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<v Speaker 3>I answer quickly, yeah, and we've known each other for

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<v Speaker 3>a while. It is yeah, different this world where there's

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<v Speaker 3>more and more of these you know, video possible visits

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<v Speaker 3>and things like that. Certainly with the pandemic. There's multiple

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<v Speaker 3>people that I've you know, met over a video and

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<v Speaker 3>then at surgery shook their hand finally and said it's

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<v Speaker 3>nice to meet you. It's kind of strange. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I had friends that said, what do you mean you

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<v Speaker 1>haven't actually met him in person? Don't you want to

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<v Speaker 1>shake his hand in person before you say yes? And

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<v Speaker 1>don't you want to make sure that he's a kind,

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<v Speaker 1>compassionate person. And my response was no, all I care

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<v Speaker 1>about is this, like are his hands steady? Is he

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<v Speaker 1>the best is he going to, you know, take really

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<v Speaker 1>good care of me in a surgical way.

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<v Speaker 2>But then when I met.

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<v Speaker 1>You, you were very kind and very compassionate. And even

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<v Speaker 1>though I had psyched myself into believing that I was

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<v Speaker 1>not going to come out okay, I really did not

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<v Speaker 1>think that I would be fine. I was pretty sure

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<v Speaker 1>that I was going to die that really short time

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<v Speaker 1>period I had to go over everything with my estate

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<v Speaker 1>planner and my attorneys and make sure that my will

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<v Speaker 1>was in place and that my trust was secure, and

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<v Speaker 1>who got what I mean. It was a frantic time

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<v Speaker 1>going also through a separation. It was pretty nuts. And

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<v Speaker 1>that's how paranoid I was of dying. And then if

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't die, I would be paralyzed, and you were

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<v Speaker 1>I think you told me the worst that would happen

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<v Speaker 1>was maybe I would lose mobility of my right foot,

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<v Speaker 1>but that physical therapy would most likely fix it. And

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<v Speaker 1>then I asked you to please while you're in there

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<v Speaker 1>dissecting Bob the tumor that we took out, that you

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<v Speaker 1>took out, I asked you if you could please touch

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<v Speaker 1>the part of the brain that allowed me to instantly

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<v Speaker 1>speak six languages fluent and I gotta tell you.

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<v Speaker 3>Didn't do it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm not happy with you over that.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and that is one of my failures. Definitely.

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<v Speaker 1>Is that like a real thing, because obviously it's something

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<v Speaker 1>that I saw in Gray's Anatomy, where I think it

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<v Speaker 1>was Emilia, who was also a brain surgeon, had to

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<v Speaker 1>get a very large tumor removed, and she woke up

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<v Speaker 1>speaking perfect German, and so that's where I got the

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<v Speaker 1>idea from.

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<v Speaker 3>And it's not that she had spoken German before.

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<v Speaker 1>I think she had spoken German before, yes, but I

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<v Speaker 1>so just assumed it didn't matter.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, sometimes that, unfortunately nurse or can do in a way.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's hard to give someone a new language. It's

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<v Speaker 3>hard to plug you into the matrix and really get

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<v Speaker 3>something new. That's disappointing. Yeah, sure, but once on, people

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<v Speaker 3>who grow up speaking a certain language, it's so rooted

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<v Speaker 3>in their brain as their primary language that if they

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<v Speaker 3>have some other language affecting things, other languages they learned

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<v Speaker 3>can turn down for a little bit. So I've had

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<v Speaker 3>a patient who grew up speaking French and English, and

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<v Speaker 3>you know, most of us are wired for our left

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<v Speaker 3>side of the brain to have most of language and memory.

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<v Speaker 3>Even totally left handed people still more than half of

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<v Speaker 3>them have language on the left hand side. It's just

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<v Speaker 3>something how the brain is wired. But this patient had

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<v Speaker 3>a brain to her on the right and he had

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<v Speaker 3>more like French language sites on the left side and

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<v Speaker 3>more English language sites on the right side. So when

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<v Speaker 3>they first did a surgery that that's kind of what happened.

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<v Speaker 3>He wasn't speaking because she was only speaking French, and

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<v Speaker 3>his wife was confused. That's what was going on, like

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<v Speaker 3>he never speaks French to me, but that language that

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<v Speaker 3>kind of turned down for a little bit as the

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<v Speaker 3>body had to heal.

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<v Speaker 2>Did he retain it?

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<v Speaker 3>M M. He just had to tap back into some

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<v Speaker 3>of these things to kind of reawaken these centers. So

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<v Speaker 3>sometimes we do these surgeries that have more of a

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<v Speaker 3>motor impact. That's w what we talk about, like physical

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<v Speaker 3>therapy to retrain that area of the brain and the

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<v Speaker 3>connections to get stronger. We try not to take an

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<v Speaker 3>away anything permanently, obviously, but sometimes if you're it kind

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<v Speaker 3>of depends on our risk benefit ratio. If we have

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<v Speaker 3>a tumor that looks like a Bolivian scene, we have

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<v Speaker 3>to carve it out. We have to take some risks

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<v Speaker 3>sometimes to take it out. Well next time, next time,

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<v Speaker 3>we don't want any next time.

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<v Speaker 2>I know we don't, we don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I do remember that when I when I woke up,

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<v Speaker 1>you were standing over me, and I believe the very

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<v Speaker 1>first question I asked you was what's wrong with me?

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<v Speaker 1>And you said nothing, and I couldn't believe it. And

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<v Speaker 1>then I think a little later, you know, I struggled

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<v Speaker 1>with my right hand of like holding a glass. A

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<v Speaker 1>good majority of that was because of the steroids, and

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<v Speaker 1>the steroids make me crazy. I do not do well

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<v Speaker 1>on steroids at all. So remember I kept on trying

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<v Speaker 1>to take myself off the steroids, and I guess the

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<v Speaker 1>brain would swell and then the right hand would get worse.

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<v Speaker 2>And now everything is obviously.

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<v Speaker 3>Great, terrific. Yeah, it's good to know, good job once

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<v Speaker 3>in a while.

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<v Speaker 1>That day, so I remember, also, didn't you ask me

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<v Speaker 1>what kind of music I wanted?

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<v Speaker 2>And I said, I'm going to be asleep, Like whatever

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<v Speaker 2>music makes you, you know, do the best job? What

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<v Speaker 2>did you do? You remember what you listened to?

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<v Speaker 1>Because I know I'm one of a lot of people,

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<v Speaker 1>so I don't expect you to know this answer.

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<v Speaker 2>But I'm just curious.

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<v Speaker 3>Couple. Well, I mean, so usually we asked a little

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<v Speaker 3>bit something what you might like to listen to that

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<v Speaker 3>helps call you as the anesthetic kicks in. Once you're

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<v Speaker 3>totally asleep, you can play whatever rave music we want

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<v Speaker 3>or something.

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<v Speaker 1>Is it?

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<v Speaker 2>So, I mean, what is your go to? Do you

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<v Speaker 2>like rock and roll? Do you like classical?

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<v Speaker 3>Sometimes it's like an old school hip hop playlist, like

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<v Speaker 3>has a lot less Snoop Dog or something like that,

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<v Speaker 3>just something to keep people moving. I mean, I think

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<v Speaker 3>there's like different philosophies. I know some surgeons who like

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<v Speaker 3>total silence in their operating room and don't want music

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<v Speaker 3>and they want the antithesiologists to listen to every single

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<v Speaker 3>little thing they have to say and stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 3>And that's fine for me. I feel like, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>obviously the music's not blaring, but I can concentrate and

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<v Speaker 3>it helps the other people in the room if it's

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<v Speaker 3>not total silence, you.

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<v Speaker 2>Know, right, it keeps the energy up.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I think that's what it is, an energy and

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<v Speaker 3>a movement level. I think it works better for me.

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<v Speaker 1>You gave me a photo because I asked you, and

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<v Speaker 1>you gave me a photo of my brain. Can you

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<v Speaker 1>what was that surgery like for you? What was that

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<v Speaker 1>particular surgery that you did on me? What were the

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<v Speaker 1>reasons why we did it besides the pathology all of that,

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<v Speaker 1>and then you know, I can explain why I named

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<v Speaker 1>him Bob.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh good, I get to hear this finally. I've been

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<v Speaker 3>waiting so fortunately with your brain and there's only a

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<v Speaker 3>few spots, and some of them were tiny, so some

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<v Speaker 3>of them were ones that were really ideal for this

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<v Speaker 3>idea of focused radiation. Sometimes we'll say radiosurgery. It's almost

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<v Speaker 3>a gimmicky term though, like focused radiation as if to

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<v Speaker 3>replace surgery. But if we have a dot that's a

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<v Speaker 3>millimeter or two, sometimes we can't really find that at surgery,

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<v Speaker 3>so the radiation can target that based on the MRI

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<v Speaker 3>you had once. But theres a little bigger and there's

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<v Speaker 3>both this idea of it's a little bigger we can

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<v Speaker 3>eradicate it better with surgery. Well, a worry is that

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<v Speaker 3>sometimes when you stir up a metastasis, you kind of

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<v Speaker 3>leave little cells somewhere or can even if you're not

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<v Speaker 3>careful about it, spread tumor around. So we usually would

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<v Speaker 3>do at least some form of radiation afterwards, but we

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<v Speaker 3>and a couple other centers have been tinkering with the

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<v Speaker 3>idea of the radiation upfront, so you kind of like

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<v Speaker 3>almost like sterilize the tumor beforehand, so that even if

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<v Speaker 3>a cell escapes, it's been radiated and hopefully it won't

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<v Speaker 3>set up root. That can give doctor Puro tremendous on Collagi.

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<v Speaker 3>Is a tremendous advantage to have a sample of the

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<v Speaker 3>current disease. So if we take something out and we

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<v Speaker 3>analyze the receptors, we get to know a lot more, right,

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<v Speaker 3>And that's one of the things that probably I hope

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<v Speaker 3>has helped you and may help you more, is that

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<v Speaker 3>idea of like finding what them like their signature is

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<v Speaker 3>allowing targeted therapies and exactly your scenario. Not all guests work,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, there's always a little bit of tinkering with

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<v Speaker 3>a regimen, but not all guessworks. Some like logical things

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<v Speaker 3>like this is a very patient directed, patient oriented treatment strategy.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, So when you saw Bob, I named him because

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I don't know, I don't really view Bob's as

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<v Speaker 1>very scary.

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<v Speaker 2>Bob's are usually really nice.

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<v Speaker 1>And affable, so I didn't want Bob to be scary,

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<v Speaker 1>but you had to leave. You couldn't get all of

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<v Speaker 1>Bob out. Do you remember why that was?

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<v Speaker 3>There were a couple cells towards the motor area. So

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<v Speaker 3>for your scenario is a little complicated because it wasn't

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<v Speaker 3>totally on the surface of the brain, so we had

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<v Speaker 3>to kind of get to the area.

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<v Speaker 1>These are sort of the questions I didn't ask until now.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm learning along with our listeners. I'm actually learning

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<v Speaker 1>about my own surgery because I do remember you just

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<v Speaker 1>send motor skills, and I remember looking at you also

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<v Speaker 1>and saying, stop if you're going to if it's going

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<v Speaker 1>to change me as me as the way that my

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<v Speaker 1>brain works, the way that I process speaking, mobility, all

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<v Speaker 1>of that. So, and obviously you were going to whether

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<v Speaker 1>I said something to you or not.

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<v Speaker 2>So it was not because I always.

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<v Speaker 1>Pictured Bob right at like the top of my head,

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<v Speaker 1>right here, just sitting on top of my brain.

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<v Speaker 2>But that's not the case.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's where the incision is. I have a prop

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<v Speaker 3>do you mind if I Yeah, So this is a

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<v Speaker 3>little model that I have. Sometimes you'll have a tumor

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<v Speaker 3>that's really on the surface that all we have to

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<v Speaker 3>do is really carve it out from here.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's what I thought mine was right, Not.

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<v Speaker 3>Quite so, yours was in between the two halves of

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<v Speaker 3>the brain, so we had to crawl around here. The

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<v Speaker 3>safest route is to crawl around here and not touch

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<v Speaker 3>or take out any of this stuff and take it

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<v Speaker 3>out from the inside there.

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<v Speaker 1>So did you go horizontal and then just still kind

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<v Speaker 1>of cry this open a little bit to try to

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<v Speaker 1>get to Bob.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, sometimes we do different things for this scalp and

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<v Speaker 3>for the skull inside, so it can be very cosmetic

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<v Speaker 3>to do a horizontal or coronal incision like this because

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<v Speaker 3>things get all covered up and then underneath we do

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<v Speaker 3>what we need to do. So we fashioned a craniotomy.

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<v Speaker 3>That's where you make a window and the skull. We

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<v Speaker 3>can put the skull back on with little titanium bars

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<v Speaker 3>that don't set off metal detectors. It's not like we

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<v Speaker 3>use a big metal plate or anything. So you have

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<v Speaker 3>your own skull back on. But we can create a

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<v Speaker 3>window on the skull where we need to work and

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<v Speaker 3>it doesn't have to match the incision.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's what you did to me, right.

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<v Speaker 3>It feels good up there, right, it feels normal.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, it feels normal.

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<v Speaker 1>Sometimes the you know, when you go for the MRI,

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<v Speaker 1>they take the wand sure and right here beeps a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit?

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<v Speaker 3>Does it at touch?

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<v Speaker 2>It does attach? And I'm like, well, I have brain searchery.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so you weren't able to get him completely out

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<v Speaker 1>because he was a little deeper in and wrapped around

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<v Speaker 1>where the mobility would be.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you explain that a little bit more?

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<v Speaker 3>Sure, So, our brains have different areas that have power

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<v Speaker 3>and neurons that function a certain way. So the brain

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<v Speaker 3>is largely mapped out. We know a lot where our

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<v Speaker 3>primary language center is, we know where our primary understanding is.

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<v Speaker 3>There's this part of the brain that has a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of motor function. It's kind of mapped out that our

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<v Speaker 3>face areas more this way, our hand areas more this way,

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<v Speaker 3>and our leg areas more this way. And so there

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<v Speaker 3>was a tiny layer. You know, we took out just

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<v Speaker 3>about everything, but there's a tiny layer right on that

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<v Speaker 3>motor area for the leg. And there's starting to look

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<v Speaker 3>like if we were too hard, we might have a

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<v Speaker 3>lot of legg or foot weakness. And sometimes we have

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<v Speaker 3>to decide exactly how much we want to tolerate, especially

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<v Speaker 3>since that site had been radiated already and things like that.

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<v Speaker 3>So I think that kind of allowed this idea of

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<v Speaker 3>can we do the maximal safe re section?

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<v Speaker 1>So obviously in order to get the rest of him,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess we radiated Bob and all the other mets

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<v Speaker 1>again after surgery, just to make sure that Bob was dead.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I don't think Bob needed another dose, but you're right,

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<v Speaker 3>the other dots.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, their dots did, right. I'm so glad I did not.

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<v Speaker 1>I was scared enough. But knowing to that extent, which

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<v Speaker 1>is interesting because I'm sure that you have patients who

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<v Speaker 1>want to know every little detail. How is that for

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<v Speaker 1>you as a doctor to explain? Do you find that

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<v Speaker 1>it makes them more nervous?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I think you're right. I think some people want

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<v Speaker 3>all the details. And my assumption is that they're asking

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<v Speaker 3>lots of these detailed questions. They're the type of person

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<v Speaker 3>that feels reassured by it, right. I think you're right.

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<v Speaker 3>Sometimes I kind of have to do a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>feeling out and not say too much. And once I've

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<v Speaker 3>had people where I talk a little bit about what

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<v Speaker 3>we have to do, like they say, stop, that's enough.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't. I don't want to know everything you do, right,

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<v Speaker 3>I just want to know, you know what's going to have,

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<v Speaker 3>what I'm going to feel. But the part when I'm asleep,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't want to know everything that happens. Everyone's different.

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<v Speaker 1>And for you, how many operations would you say you

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<v Speaker 1>do in one week?

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<v Speaker 3>It depends. I mean it could be as many as

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<v Speaker 3>seven or eight. And then there are weeks that I

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<v Speaker 3>have more administrative or teaching duties and it's less than that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, And with those seven or eight, how many

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<v Speaker 1>are very high risk? Maybe sixty percent, seventy percent? And

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<v Speaker 1>what percentage was I of high risk?

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<v Speaker 3>You're pretty high risk. I mean there are people where

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<v Speaker 3>we have a tumor neuro language center that we have

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<v Speaker 3>to wake them up in the middle of surgery to

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<v Speaker 3>test language.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I've seen that on Green anatomy.

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<v Speaker 3>Sure, there's a lot of stuff in there, some of

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<v Speaker 3>those stories, some of those things are real. It's true.

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<v Speaker 3>Fortunately we didn't have to do that for you. But

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<v Speaker 3>sometimes that obviously is a little bit element of risk.

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<v Speaker 3>And then there are probably things that some of my

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<v Speaker 3>colleagues perform more like like a craniotomy for a ruptured aneurysm,

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<v Speaker 3>that's higher risk of big blood loss and stuff. I

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<v Speaker 3>mean there's kind of sometimes the difference between like the

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<v Speaker 3>brain risk and then the risk to the overall medical

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<v Speaker 3>risk of the patient. So, I mean, your's had some risk,

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<v Speaker 3>but fortunately it wasn't the highest risk thing. And then

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<v Speaker 3>some of the things they do are kind of straightforward

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<v Speaker 3>or more straightforward if it's some tiny little benign to

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<v Speaker 3>run the surface of the brain, like I'm an ingioma,

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<v Speaker 3>or sometimes if people have a certain need for chemotherapy

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<v Speaker 3>and there's cerebrospinal fluor there's a port that I can

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<v Speaker 3>put in. That's a pretty simple surgery. So sometimes some

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<v Speaker 3>of those seven eight are not that hard.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you do anything before a surgery to get ready?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you meditate? Do you go back over the file

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<v Speaker 1>and all the X rays and like, what is your

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<v Speaker 1>routine before a surgery?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I don't come in from the bar. I should Could.

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<v Speaker 1>You imagine if like your doctor wreaked a vodka.

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<v Speaker 3>There are stories about people, but you know, not at theater. No,

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, I probably should meditate more, and I probably

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<v Speaker 3>should practice a little more mindfulipped I do feel like

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<v Speaker 3>I achieve that more by reviewing everything and making sure

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<v Speaker 3>I know all the ins and outs before I walk

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<v Speaker 3>into that room. That is more reassuring.

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<v Speaker 1>I think when you're operating, and I don't want this

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<v Speaker 1>to sound self important in any way, but I am

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<v Speaker 1>curious that when you operate on someone like me or

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure some people that you've operated on that are

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<v Speaker 1>well known, is there an extra layer of pressure.

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<v Speaker 2>I know that you care about everybody's life, but like,

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<v Speaker 2>if you slip.

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<v Speaker 1>And do something, it's gonna come out that you were

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<v Speaker 1>my certain Is there any kind of a or do

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<v Speaker 1>you just really it's not about who the person is

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<v Speaker 1>in the sense of a name. It's about the fact

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<v Speaker 1>that you have a human there and it's your responsibility.

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<v Speaker 1>And I know that that's how you feel. But I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just curious about any added pressure.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I mean there's some times some pressure. We just

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<v Speaker 3>try not to think about it too much. And you're right,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm thinking about you know, you in your career when

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<v Speaker 3>you're in that room, or I'm thinking about some CEO

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<v Speaker 3>and that person's career in the room, or I'm thinking

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<v Speaker 3>about someone as a mom has kids, and I kind

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<v Speaker 3>of have to both think about that a little in

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<v Speaker 3>the background, but try not to make it like overwhelm me. Right,

0:24:07.520 --> 0:24:10.000
<v Speaker 3>I'm there for a job that I've done many times before,

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<v Speaker 3>and I just have to put on my game face

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<v Speaker 3>and get that job done well. Make sure everybody's fine

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<v Speaker 3>no matter what the deal is.

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<v Speaker 2>You're so confident.

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<v Speaker 3>Maybe over maybe over, No, I don't think so.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like the perfect You're You're You're really honestly the

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<v Speaker 1>perfect balance. And I can tell you if ever I

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<v Speaker 1>need brain surgery again, it's it's always going to be you.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's hope I.

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<v Speaker 3>Don't, right, That's our other job is to do so

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<v Speaker 3>much surveillance. We keep you out of the operating room.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a little more fun for me than it is

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<v Speaker 3>for you.

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<v Speaker 1>Probably, yes, obviously, but as as we know, protocols stop working.

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<v Speaker 1>It's it's not anything wrong with the medicine. It's that

0:24:52.560 --> 0:24:58.080
<v Speaker 1>cancer changes. It's why I think there's not a cure yet,

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<v Speaker 1>because it's a living thing that's constantly changing and evolving.

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<v Speaker 2>And I can't.

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<v Speaker 1>Really even remember the particulars of my cancer, but I

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<v Speaker 1>know that whatever I was prior to the surgery, we

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<v Speaker 1>discovered that I had turned positive in one area. That

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<v Speaker 1>then allowed me to go on to a totally different

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<v Speaker 1>protocol that I wasn't eligible for prior, which really tells

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<v Speaker 1>you how important getting a sample of that tumor and

0:25:32.080 --> 0:25:36.719
<v Speaker 1>doing that pathology and really dissecting it can be incredibly helpful,

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<v Speaker 1>because all of a sudden you have a brand new

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<v Speaker 1>protocol that's open to you. But at the end of

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<v Speaker 1>the day, eventually a protocol will stop working. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>really know of anyone who's been on the same protocol

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<v Speaker 1>at stage four for twenty plus years. They eventually all

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<v Speaker 1>wear off. So at some point for somebody like me

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<v Speaker 1>who has a tendency to develop mets, there might be

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<v Speaker 1>some point where I have to see you again because

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<v Speaker 1>the radiation may not be able to handle it right.

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<v Speaker 3>There's a chance. I hope we can stay with that

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<v Speaker 3>off for a long time, but there's a chance me too.

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<v Speaker 3>Part of it is a lot of these frequent MRIs

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<v Speaker 3>like you've been being able to put up with and

0:26:16.640 --> 0:26:19.320
<v Speaker 3>do your counting and stuff, that hopefully we can find

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<v Speaker 3>little spots and pick them off before they need surgery.

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<v Speaker 3>But you're right, there's always some consideration for additional surgery.

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<v Speaker 3>And I agree with you. I mean, cancer has a reputation,

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<v Speaker 3>it has for a reason because it evolves and it

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<v Speaker 3>takes a therapy and just it takes one pocket of

0:26:34.600 --> 0:26:37.280
<v Speaker 3>cells that doesn't respond while that theory start to grow

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<v Speaker 3>and suddenly you need something different. It is that part

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<v Speaker 3>of current cancer care to really be both personalized but

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<v Speaker 3>also to update what we're looking at every now and

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<v Speaker 3>then that's sometimes we need another sample of something from

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<v Speaker 3>somewhere because if the black their signal changes a little bit,

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<v Speaker 3>like it did for you, and now you qualify for

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<v Speaker 3>a targeted therapy. We didn't think you qualified before. We

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<v Speaker 3>We've just changed everything, We just disrupted everything. It's great

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<v Speaker 3>that you had that.

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<v Speaker 1>And then obviously there's the incredible clinical trials that are

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<v Speaker 1>happening everywhere. Do you see for stage four patients that

0:27:14.480 --> 0:27:16.639
<v Speaker 1>it spreads more to organs or more to brains.

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<v Speaker 3>Everything's a little different. I mean, melanoma tends to have

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<v Speaker 3>some predilection for the brain. We think part of that

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<v Speaker 3>is because our skin actually has a common origin ast

0:27:25.840 --> 0:27:28.800
<v Speaker 3>site as our neural tissue, and so we think that's

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<v Speaker 3>part of the reason why there's some cancers that go

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<v Speaker 3>to the brain less frequently, like colon cancer or endometrial cancer.

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<v Speaker 3>Although as people are starting to survive better and better

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<v Speaker 3>for their primary tours. We're starting to see more of

0:27:41.160 --> 0:27:43.919
<v Speaker 3>those metastases than we used to see. You know, when

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<v Speaker 3>I started theaters at nineteen years ago, that was very uncommon,

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<v Speaker 3>But we're starting to see more of those things because

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<v Speaker 3>people survive longer from their primary cancer.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, I mean, cancer is just a whole other beast

0:27:55.600 --> 0:27:59.439
<v Speaker 1>to me. I didn't really have a lot of experience

0:27:59.520 --> 0:28:01.840
<v Speaker 1>with cancer, or not a lot of friends that had cancer,

0:28:02.520 --> 0:28:06.520
<v Speaker 1>and I was certainly, I thought incredibly healthy up until

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<v Speaker 1>twenty fifteen when I got diagnosed with cancer. To know

0:28:09.320 --> 0:28:13.639
<v Speaker 1>where the breast cancer spreads, sometimes people do have it

0:28:13.680 --> 0:28:16.159
<v Speaker 1>spread to the brain much faster than the organs. I

0:28:16.160 --> 0:28:18.440
<v Speaker 1>had a good friend that it spread to her organs

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<v Speaker 1>really quickly, where everything just started shutting down, and she

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<v Speaker 1>shut down. She just didn't want to keep going through it.

0:28:28.080 --> 0:28:32.960
<v Speaker 1>So when you go home because you people's lives in

0:28:32.960 --> 0:28:37.159
<v Speaker 1>your hands, does it impact the way that you view life?

0:28:37.320 --> 0:28:41.000
<v Speaker 1>From everything I've heard, you're a wonderful father, a wonderful husband.

0:28:41.480 --> 0:28:45.120
<v Speaker 1>Does it make you appreciate life more? Do you look

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<v Speaker 1>at things as being much more precious or do you

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<v Speaker 1>have to sometimes leave some of that behind in the

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<v Speaker 1>hospital and try to be as normal as possible.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I think answer being some mixed moments. I think

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<v Speaker 3>I think some of it is, you know, when when

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<v Speaker 3>you see someone who how to particularly you know, hard time,

0:29:05.160 --> 0:29:07.080
<v Speaker 3>then you want to go home and just hug your

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<v Speaker 3>kids for a little bit and hug your wife for

0:29:08.680 --> 0:29:10.920
<v Speaker 3>a little bit. But you're right, I don't want to

0:29:10.920 --> 0:29:14.320
<v Speaker 3>totally expose the kids to every little thing on my

0:29:14.440 --> 0:29:18.800
<v Speaker 3>mind because I see some troublesome things and I want

0:29:18.800 --> 0:29:21.400
<v Speaker 3>them to be kids. They hear stuff sometimes, you know,

0:29:21.600 --> 0:29:23.880
<v Speaker 3>I'm on the phone with somebody and they're like screaming

0:29:23.880 --> 0:29:26.600
<v Speaker 3>in the background and something like that. But they I

0:29:26.680 --> 0:29:30.040
<v Speaker 3>try not to expose them to everything. But I think

0:29:30.040 --> 0:29:31.760
<v Speaker 3>that's part of the thing, maybe a little how I

0:29:31.760 --> 0:29:33.760
<v Speaker 3>grew up too, is like they're curious I have something

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<v Speaker 3>like this at home, like what is that? And what

0:29:35.280 --> 0:29:37.160
<v Speaker 3>picture do I have with me? And things like that.

0:29:37.800 --> 0:29:40.440
<v Speaker 3>It gets a little trick. I can't totally keep them

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<v Speaker 3>out of the loop, but I try to dispose them

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<v Speaker 3>to everything.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, are they fascinated by your job? Though?

0:29:45.320 --> 0:29:48.200
<v Speaker 3>Sometimes right now that what we usually say is like

0:29:48.320 --> 0:29:51.800
<v Speaker 3>dad takes out lumps out of someone's head to make

0:29:51.840 --> 0:29:54.400
<v Speaker 3>it like a little simple and sound a little more innocent.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, do you hope? Because I know a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>parents who are doctors or attorney they want their children

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<v Speaker 2>to follow in their footsteps. Do you feel that way

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<v Speaker 2>at all?

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<v Speaker 3>Or I don't know. I mean, I think the followed

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<v Speaker 3>in your dad's foods, see it did? I also felt

0:30:11.360 --> 0:30:14.520
<v Speaker 3>like my parents expected it of me. But I feel

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<v Speaker 3>like going into medicine the first place is a little

0:30:16.400 --> 0:30:18.959
<v Speaker 3>bit of a hard pathway unless one really really loves it,

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<v Speaker 3>and going in a nurse surgery even more so. So.

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<v Speaker 3>When I meet students sometimes I'll ask them if that's

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<v Speaker 3>basically the only thing on the planet that'll keep them

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<v Speaker 3>happy as a job, and if there's something else, you

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<v Speaker 3>probably should think about it, because it's just a hard

0:30:33.800 --> 0:30:37.720
<v Speaker 3>pathway and a hard life, you know, me answering phone

0:30:37.760 --> 0:30:39.840
<v Speaker 3>calls at mammoth and stuff like that. It's just one

0:30:39.880 --> 0:30:40.680
<v Speaker 3>of those things.

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<v Speaker 2>And where did you did you grow up here in

0:30:43.200 --> 0:30:44.160
<v Speaker 2>Los Angeles?

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<v Speaker 3>I grew up in Newport Beach. That's when doctor Marhide

0:30:47.120 --> 0:30:49.640
<v Speaker 3>grew up too. We went to rival high schools. That's funny,

0:30:50.440 --> 0:30:51.200
<v Speaker 3>it's entertaining.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I asked what school you went to?

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<v Speaker 1>For all things that people normally ask before they get

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<v Speaker 1>brain surgery, and I didn't.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't ask you anything.

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<v Speaker 3>I think, Yeah, I think once you knew Piro's recommendation,

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<v Speaker 3>you were fine.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:31:07.160 --> 0:31:10.400
<v Speaker 1>I just also thank god it was so quick, so

0:31:10.520 --> 0:31:12.720
<v Speaker 1>quick of a turnaround, because I think if I had

0:31:12.960 --> 0:31:16.400
<v Speaker 1>had time to ruminate on it longer, I would.

0:31:16.160 --> 0:31:18.400
<v Speaker 2>Have had a lot more questions.

0:31:18.840 --> 0:31:22.760
<v Speaker 1>But you know, going through a separation when you're right

0:31:22.760 --> 0:31:26.200
<v Speaker 1>about to go into brain surgery, my thoughts were on that.

0:31:26.480 --> 0:31:29.440
<v Speaker 2>They weren't even on anything else.

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<v Speaker 1>So now I'm asking you all the questions that normally

0:31:32.680 --> 0:31:34.720
<v Speaker 1>people ask their brain surgeon.

0:31:35.120 --> 0:31:38.440
<v Speaker 3>Sometimes they do before Right, I went to a little

0:31:38.480 --> 0:31:40.680
<v Speaker 3>school up north called Stanford, and then I went to

0:31:40.760 --> 0:31:42.360
<v Speaker 3>U see San Diego for medical school.

0:31:42.520 --> 0:31:45.000
<v Speaker 2>God, I can't Stanford.

0:31:46.440 --> 0:31:50.840
<v Speaker 1>Somewhere just a little right, just Stanford, no big deal.

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<v Speaker 3>Beforehand, those weren't the questions, huh, No, it was.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it was looking in your eyes via zoom,

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<v Speaker 1>and you showed zero fear, and a lot of people

0:32:05.320 --> 0:32:06.240
<v Speaker 1>like doctors to.

0:32:06.280 --> 0:32:09.760
<v Speaker 2>Be very huggy, like my mom.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, she had an anaurysm, and then she just had

0:32:12.600 --> 0:32:16.880
<v Speaker 1>a new aniurysm, and one of your colleagues. Doctor Gonzales

0:32:17.240 --> 0:32:21.840
<v Speaker 1>did her last one, and he's perfect for her, and

0:32:21.880 --> 0:32:26.200
<v Speaker 1>he's a wonderful, amazing doctor. Also theaters, she has a

0:32:26.240 --> 0:32:29.280
<v Speaker 1>lot of questions and she really needs somebody like the

0:32:29.320 --> 0:32:34.280
<v Speaker 1>doctor to literally hold her hand, and she likes them

0:32:34.280 --> 0:32:37.040
<v Speaker 1>to be very warm and affectionate. Not that you aren't warm,

0:32:37.080 --> 0:32:41.960
<v Speaker 1>but I prefer my doctors to be much more analytical

0:32:43.000 --> 0:32:46.720
<v Speaker 1>and not distant. But I have a weird thing about

0:32:46.720 --> 0:32:49.240
<v Speaker 1>crossing over. Even though Pierro and I are very good friends,

0:32:50.280 --> 0:32:53.720
<v Speaker 1>when we go to dinner, we don't talk cancer. We

0:32:53.760 --> 0:32:56.800
<v Speaker 1>don't talk to medicine. And when I am in this

0:32:56.920 --> 0:33:02.240
<v Speaker 1>clinic as a patient, there's there's no hugging. No, there's

0:33:02.280 --> 0:33:05.080
<v Speaker 1>none of that, because now you're my doctor and I'm

0:33:05.080 --> 0:33:06.760
<v Speaker 1>a patient, and I just want you to give it

0:33:06.800 --> 0:33:07.000
<v Speaker 1>to me.

0:33:07.040 --> 0:33:09.960
<v Speaker 2>Strayed, and I don't want any emotion.

0:33:09.760 --> 0:33:12.880
<v Speaker 1>Whatsoever, because if somebody else has emotion, I'm going to

0:33:12.960 --> 0:33:15.200
<v Speaker 1>get emotional, and I don't like doing that in front

0:33:15.200 --> 0:33:16.600
<v Speaker 1>of people. It's just I don't get any of my

0:33:16.600 --> 0:33:19.960
<v Speaker 1>test results in person anymore. I like everything over the

0:33:20.000 --> 0:33:23.280
<v Speaker 1>phone so that I don't have to check myself and

0:33:23.600 --> 0:33:26.600
<v Speaker 1>monitor my reaction.

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<v Speaker 2>To the news.

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<v Speaker 1>I will put on a smiley face when somebody tells

0:33:31.880 --> 0:33:34.520
<v Speaker 1>me your cancer has spread, just to make sure that

0:33:34.600 --> 0:33:36.800
<v Speaker 1>the nurse standing next to my doctor doesn't feel bad

0:33:36.800 --> 0:33:39.280
<v Speaker 1>for me, because I don't like the pity. I don't

0:33:39.360 --> 0:33:41.200
<v Speaker 1>like the sad look. I don't like any of that.

0:33:42.040 --> 0:33:44.040
<v Speaker 1>And also I don't want to get wrapped up.

0:33:43.960 --> 0:33:45.680
<v Speaker 2>Into those emotions.

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<v Speaker 1>For me, it's very hard, and lately I've had a

0:33:49.360 --> 0:33:52.040
<v Speaker 1>lot more of those emotions, which has thrown me off

0:33:52.600 --> 0:33:55.120
<v Speaker 1>because I'm going to go to an interesting that you

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<v Speaker 1>said about that I'm getting my MRIs always on time,

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<v Speaker 1>because you called me and you had a conversation with me,

0:34:00.880 --> 0:34:04.320
<v Speaker 1>and you said you need to go get your MRIs

0:34:04.360 --> 0:34:09.800
<v Speaker 1>more often. And I pushed back and was like, no,

0:34:10.160 --> 0:34:14.040
<v Speaker 1>I think I think that this is okay and for

0:34:14.200 --> 0:34:17.200
<v Speaker 1>most people, and I think even for myself, I should listen.

0:34:17.320 --> 0:34:20.000
<v Speaker 2>And I did. I started ramping it up a lot more.

0:34:20.719 --> 0:34:24.680
<v Speaker 1>But I have a weird ability to know when a

0:34:24.719 --> 0:34:26.000
<v Speaker 1>protocol has stopped working.

0:34:26.280 --> 0:34:27.200
<v Speaker 2>There's just something.

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<v Speaker 1>There's there's a twitch that happens, there's a feeling in

0:34:32.000 --> 0:34:36.200
<v Speaker 1>my bones, there's I just get I get a little off,

0:34:36.880 --> 0:34:41.120
<v Speaker 1>and I instantly know, Okay, the protocol is no longer working,

0:34:41.600 --> 0:34:44.880
<v Speaker 1>and a couple of days later, I'll go for the

0:34:45.000 --> 0:34:47.759
<v Speaker 1>MRI and the PET and sure enough it'll be a

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<v Speaker 1>super tiny spot. I think now, because I've started considering

0:34:53.920 --> 0:34:56.880
<v Speaker 1>that a lot more, and I go more often and

0:34:56.880 --> 0:35:02.960
<v Speaker 1>get the MRIs, my mentality is slowly changing. So before

0:35:03.000 --> 0:35:06.040
<v Speaker 1>where I wanted my doctors to just be very concise

0:35:06.120 --> 0:35:11.760
<v Speaker 1>and straightforward with me, I am finding that I'm getting

0:35:11.800 --> 0:35:14.799
<v Speaker 1>more scared and more aware of what's going on in

0:35:14.800 --> 0:35:18.640
<v Speaker 1>my body. I'm wanting more conversations with my doctors. I'm

0:35:18.680 --> 0:35:23.520
<v Speaker 1>wanting my test a lot more often because maybe it's

0:35:23.560 --> 0:35:27.040
<v Speaker 1>the reality. Maybe I was able to push reality off

0:35:27.080 --> 0:35:30.640
<v Speaker 1>a little bit and say, if anybody can beat it,

0:35:30.640 --> 0:35:32.960
<v Speaker 1>it's me, and it's fine, and I'm just going to

0:35:33.080 --> 0:35:35.759
<v Speaker 1>keep on these protocols and eventually they'll have another one

0:35:35.760 --> 0:35:38.240
<v Speaker 1>and another one and another one. But when you start

0:35:38.280 --> 0:35:42.440
<v Speaker 1>going through protocols a little bit faster because your cancer

0:35:42.480 --> 0:35:49.600
<v Speaker 1>is getting more aggressive or whatever the reason, you, you

0:35:49.760 --> 0:35:53.840
<v Speaker 1>definitely just start checking in more and getting more fearful.

0:35:54.040 --> 0:35:55.560
<v Speaker 2>It's really so.

0:35:55.640 --> 0:35:58.440
<v Speaker 1>Now, if I had brain surgery with you, well, now

0:35:58.480 --> 0:36:00.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't need to ask you, because I've asked you,

0:36:00.280 --> 0:36:02.160
<v Speaker 1>but I would have I would be a lot more

0:36:02.719 --> 0:36:05.160
<v Speaker 1>I think attentive at this point in time in my life,

0:36:06.360 --> 0:36:08.480
<v Speaker 1>do you find it easier to deal with the people

0:36:08.520 --> 0:36:11.560
<v Speaker 1>that are more like me? Are the ones who ask

0:36:11.640 --> 0:36:13.080
<v Speaker 1>a lot of questions?

0:36:14.560 --> 0:36:17.799
<v Speaker 3>I think in the middle somewhere, I mean, I think,

0:36:17.960 --> 0:36:20.680
<v Speaker 3>I think sometimes people hang on to too many questions

0:36:20.719 --> 0:36:23.680
<v Speaker 3>and sometimes like unimportant questions. So I don't know, there's

0:36:23.719 --> 0:36:25.960
<v Speaker 3>someone coming up with a surgery with a benign tumor,

0:36:26.000 --> 0:36:28.560
<v Speaker 3>that's you know, asking exactly how long she's going to

0:36:28.600 --> 0:36:30.880
<v Speaker 3>be off from work, and like, you know, can I

0:36:30.920 --> 0:36:33.120
<v Speaker 3>do this like eight months, eight weeks from surgery?

0:36:33.360 --> 0:36:33.640
<v Speaker 2>I don't.

0:36:33.680 --> 0:36:35.680
<v Speaker 3>I don't know those things, right. We have to get

0:36:35.680 --> 0:36:37.960
<v Speaker 3>you through the process to know those things and see

0:36:38.000 --> 0:36:40.239
<v Speaker 3>how you're recovering. Stuff like That's it can get tough

0:36:40.239 --> 0:36:43.120
<v Speaker 3>when we're focusing on you know, steps like very very

0:36:43.160 --> 0:36:45.400
<v Speaker 3>far away. I know that sometimes that's the people's like

0:36:45.520 --> 0:36:49.319
<v Speaker 3>kind of control are almost like a soothing mechanism. But

0:36:49.400 --> 0:36:50.920
<v Speaker 3>sometimes all we can do is get to that one

0:36:51.000 --> 0:36:52.719
<v Speaker 3>next step and then see where it goes from there.

0:36:52.880 --> 0:36:55.640
<v Speaker 1>Well, yeah, I mean people want to people want to

0:36:55.640 --> 0:36:59.160
<v Speaker 1>feel like they're going to be normal very quickly, but.

0:37:00.760 --> 0:37:03.800
<v Speaker 2>You just you never know what can happen.

0:37:04.320 --> 0:37:07.600
<v Speaker 1>And by the way, just as a side note, I

0:37:07.640 --> 0:37:11.240
<v Speaker 1>do do my MRIs on schedule sometimes if I feel

0:37:12.080 --> 0:37:15.600
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes if I feel something off, I will go before

0:37:15.640 --> 0:37:18.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm supposed to go in because I want to catch it.

0:37:18.080 --> 0:37:22.480
<v Speaker 1>It's quickly as humanly possible, So like I'm scheduling for

0:37:22.520 --> 0:37:24.440
<v Speaker 1>another one quickly, so.

0:37:25.920 --> 0:37:29.320
<v Speaker 2>Just because I'm like, well, why not? Now I understand now.

0:37:29.160 --> 0:37:32.240
<v Speaker 1>It's but again, it's that reality is sort of sinking

0:37:32.239 --> 0:37:34.799
<v Speaker 1>in a little bit more. Where you go? God, why

0:37:34.800 --> 0:37:37.479
<v Speaker 1>do I want to wait until something gets bigger? Why

0:37:37.520 --> 0:37:40.680
<v Speaker 1>not make radiation a little bit easier? It's smaller, Like

0:37:40.880 --> 0:37:45.240
<v Speaker 1>get in there, get it handled quicker, change your protocol quicker,

0:37:46.000 --> 0:37:49.120
<v Speaker 1>or you know, sign up for a clinical trial and

0:37:49.200 --> 0:37:58.880
<v Speaker 1>have a chance of actually getting into a clinical trial quicker.

0:38:00.560 --> 0:38:04.560
<v Speaker 1>There are questions for you, sir, oh my, after brain surgery,

0:38:04.680 --> 0:38:07.279
<v Speaker 1>how quickly can you tell if someone is going to

0:38:07.280 --> 0:38:11.200
<v Speaker 1>have lasting problems like loss of mobility or memory or etc.

0:38:12.200 --> 0:38:16.399
<v Speaker 3>You should know something basically instantly, like as we wake

0:38:16.440 --> 0:38:18.440
<v Speaker 3>you up from surgery, we start to know what's going

0:38:18.480 --> 0:38:21.359
<v Speaker 3>on that by that first night, you know, first twenty

0:38:21.440 --> 0:38:25.200
<v Speaker 3>four hours, if you're doing well and you're speaking well,

0:38:25.239 --> 0:38:28.600
<v Speaker 3>moving well, usually that means that everything's going to be fine.

0:38:29.400 --> 0:38:31.680
<v Speaker 3>So the dangerous things happen early for.

0:38:31.719 --> 0:38:35.359
<v Speaker 1>You mentally to know that you're waking up and you're

0:38:35.400 --> 0:38:38.560
<v Speaker 1>going to a very difficult surgery, but you still have to,

0:38:39.400 --> 0:38:44.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, put on a happier face, perhaps for your children,

0:38:44.200 --> 0:38:47.640
<v Speaker 1>or if you lose a patient during surgery and you

0:38:47.719 --> 0:38:50.839
<v Speaker 1>still how do you handle that?

0:38:52.120 --> 0:38:54.560
<v Speaker 3>Well. I don't know if I have perfect answers to that,

0:38:54.640 --> 0:38:57.680
<v Speaker 3>but I think that some things compartmentalize themselves a little bit,

0:38:57.840 --> 0:39:00.480
<v Speaker 3>like the times that I have a surgery first thing

0:39:00.520 --> 0:39:02.360
<v Speaker 3>in morning, after check in so early, it's not like

0:39:02.400 --> 0:39:04.520
<v Speaker 3>I can take the kids to school or something anyway,

0:39:04.840 --> 0:39:07.560
<v Speaker 3>So the times I do are naturally a day like today,

0:39:07.560 --> 0:39:09.560
<v Speaker 3>we're not clearly not operating right now, and I could

0:39:09.600 --> 0:39:11.799
<v Speaker 3>take the kids to school and kind of be more

0:39:11.840 --> 0:39:15.160
<v Speaker 3>the regular person for a little bit. I mean, right

0:39:15.160 --> 0:39:18.120
<v Speaker 3>when there are things that happen at surgery, it's particularly tough.

0:39:18.320 --> 0:39:20.920
<v Speaker 3>I also think there's a part where some amount of

0:39:20.920 --> 0:39:24.799
<v Speaker 3>that decompression at work before I go home, first of all,

0:39:24.960 --> 0:39:28.239
<v Speaker 3>might help keep me out of a car accident or something, right,

0:39:28.400 --> 0:39:30.520
<v Speaker 3>and second, just try not to bring it all into

0:39:30.520 --> 0:39:35.080
<v Speaker 3>the house, like to be at work and reflective and

0:39:35.160 --> 0:39:37.919
<v Speaker 3>you know what happened today, what can we do better

0:39:37.960 --> 0:39:41.000
<v Speaker 3>next time? And try to make those processes happen, you know,

0:39:41.120 --> 0:39:43.800
<v Speaker 3>right afterwards, in early, so that it doesn't try to

0:39:43.920 --> 0:39:46.040
<v Speaker 3>roll over and everything, and it rolls over a little,

0:39:46.120 --> 0:39:48.399
<v Speaker 3>but try to limit the effect of it.

0:39:49.560 --> 0:39:51.960
<v Speaker 1>When a patient is sent to you, do you get

0:39:51.960 --> 0:39:54.680
<v Speaker 1>them at stage one or does that usually mean that

0:39:54.680 --> 0:39:56.719
<v Speaker 1>they're further advanced?

0:39:57.160 --> 0:40:01.080
<v Speaker 3>Right, So most people are sent to me when they

0:40:01.160 --> 0:40:04.640
<v Speaker 3>know they have a brain metastasis, right, So none of

0:40:04.640 --> 0:40:06.640
<v Speaker 3>those people are going to be stage one. But we

0:40:06.680 --> 0:40:09.959
<v Speaker 3>also treat primary brain tumors called gliomas. They're more less

0:40:09.960 --> 0:40:13.000
<v Speaker 3>common than metastases, but sometimes people might have a lower

0:40:13.040 --> 0:40:15.560
<v Speaker 3>grade or a higher grade glioma, and that's the tumor

0:40:15.600 --> 0:40:18.799
<v Speaker 3>that started in the brain itself. There are a lot

0:40:18.800 --> 0:40:22.799
<v Speaker 3>of patients who don't have benign brain tumors if they

0:40:22.960 --> 0:40:26.680
<v Speaker 3>have a glioma as an adult. That's more common in children.

0:40:27.280 --> 0:40:29.960
<v Speaker 3>But also there's a common tumor not of the brain itself,

0:40:29.960 --> 0:40:33.360
<v Speaker 3>with the coverings of the brain. The meningis and meningiomas

0:40:33.400 --> 0:40:36.680
<v Speaker 3>are fairly common tumors and are usually benign. So there's

0:40:36.719 --> 0:40:39.440
<v Speaker 3>kind of this variety of depending on what the pathology is.

0:40:40.840 --> 0:40:42.920
<v Speaker 2>And the most important question that I can think to

0:40:42.960 --> 0:40:47.719
<v Speaker 2>ask you, when you made that decision, you looked at

0:40:47.719 --> 0:40:49.319
<v Speaker 2>my brain? Did it just wow you?

0:40:49.880 --> 0:40:52.560
<v Speaker 3>It was amazing? It was amazing. In fact, do you

0:40:52.600 --> 0:40:54.879
<v Speaker 3>remember one of the times you made fun of me, No,

0:40:55.120 --> 0:40:57.200
<v Speaker 3>that I gave you a picture of your brain. Yes,

0:40:57.400 --> 0:41:00.560
<v Speaker 3>and it was only printed on a regular paper. You said,

0:41:01.040 --> 0:41:03.839
<v Speaker 3>this is not it was enough hoppy. So then I

0:41:03.880 --> 0:41:07.480
<v Speaker 3>had to do the photo for the real photo.

0:41:08.280 --> 0:41:15.080
<v Speaker 1>My I cannot believe you brought me that. Oh you

0:41:15.120 --> 0:41:18.840
<v Speaker 1>know you're gonna have to explain all of this. This happened,

0:41:20.040 --> 0:41:20.680
<v Speaker 1>that's wild.

0:41:20.760 --> 0:41:23.280
<v Speaker 2>What is this? Did you like leave a cotton swad?

0:41:24.040 --> 0:41:24.279
<v Speaker 1>No?

0:41:24.280 --> 0:41:26.399
<v Speaker 3>No, no, I didn't leave something. So sometimes we use

0:41:26.480 --> 0:41:30.080
<v Speaker 3>these cotton nois, these cotton patties to try and protect

0:41:30.360 --> 0:41:32.239
<v Speaker 3>various areas of the brain. This one is really like

0:41:32.280 --> 0:41:34.799
<v Speaker 3>they open the dura that coverings the brain, and this

0:41:34.880 --> 0:41:37.040
<v Speaker 3>is to keep it hydrated. But this is so like

0:41:37.080 --> 0:41:39.719
<v Speaker 3>if there's a big vein here, we don't accidentally touch

0:41:39.760 --> 0:41:41.120
<v Speaker 3>it and or interfere, and then we take that stuff

0:41:41.120 --> 0:41:44.239
<v Speaker 3>out afterwards, you don't have any extra surprises in there.

0:41:44.480 --> 0:41:46.719
<v Speaker 2>Have you ever left something in a brain and you'll

0:41:46.760 --> 0:41:47.800
<v Speaker 2>never adminish, you know.

0:41:48.920 --> 0:41:51.160
<v Speaker 3>But you know, obviously that's part of what we have

0:41:51.239 --> 0:41:53.719
<v Speaker 3>to be cautious about. And that's why to people in

0:41:53.719 --> 0:41:56.040
<v Speaker 3>the operator that help us, like help count these little

0:41:56.040 --> 0:41:58.920
<v Speaker 3>cottonoids and make sure we know and we have everything

0:41:58.920 --> 0:42:00.560
<v Speaker 3>that we started with that jazz.

0:42:00.920 --> 0:42:02.879
<v Speaker 1>I only asked that question because once again I saw

0:42:02.880 --> 0:42:05.120
<v Speaker 1>it on grease anatomy Great and they were doing the

0:42:05.200 --> 0:42:06.840
<v Speaker 1>counting and they came up short.

0:42:07.200 --> 0:42:09.319
<v Speaker 3>Yes, you know, you're actually one of those people who

0:42:09.320 --> 0:42:13.279
<v Speaker 3>hasn't really asked for much. We have patients, you know,

0:42:13.880 --> 0:42:16.520
<v Speaker 3>call with billions of questions or asked for like several

0:42:16.560 --> 0:42:18.600
<v Speaker 3>refills of pain medicine. You're not that type of person

0:42:18.600 --> 0:42:20.680
<v Speaker 3>who's really asked for a whole lot of things.

0:42:21.080 --> 0:42:24.120
<v Speaker 1>No, I got off the pain meds immediately pretty much,

0:42:24.360 --> 0:42:26.920
<v Speaker 1>and I, you know, unfortunately, kept on trying to take

0:42:26.960 --> 0:42:31.239
<v Speaker 1>myself off the steroids, and you kept telling me to

0:42:31.280 --> 0:42:33.399
<v Speaker 1>go back on, like brain swelling is a real thing

0:42:33.440 --> 0:42:38.800
<v Speaker 1>after brain surgery. But uh, yeah, I'm not a big

0:42:38.920 --> 0:42:43.360
<v Speaker 1>pain pill person. It's I don't I don't like to

0:42:43.360 --> 0:42:45.400
<v Speaker 1>feel out of control, which is also some of the

0:42:45.440 --> 0:42:46.399
<v Speaker 1>fear of being put under.

0:42:47.000 --> 0:42:49.920
<v Speaker 2>I'm one of those that I'm a control freak.

0:42:50.120 --> 0:42:52.920
<v Speaker 1>I like to know everything that's happening in the moment,

0:42:53.719 --> 0:42:57.280
<v Speaker 1>and I kind of feel that with pain pills, it doles.

0:42:57.719 --> 0:43:02.360
<v Speaker 1>It just doles my ability to be quick and processed quickly,

0:43:03.080 --> 0:43:07.080
<v Speaker 1>and I don't like that at all. Has cancer ever

0:43:07.640 --> 0:43:11.760
<v Speaker 1>touched you personally with family member I loved one of friends?

0:43:13.480 --> 0:43:16.880
<v Speaker 3>Actually yes, I mean my my father died from glioblastoma.

0:43:16.920 --> 0:43:19.759
<v Speaker 3>I'm malignant brain TURMR. You would think that would be

0:43:19.880 --> 0:43:22.319
<v Speaker 3>my interesting story how I got into it, But it

0:43:22.320 --> 0:43:26.040
<v Speaker 3>was when I was already a neurosurgeon. But then it

0:43:26.080 --> 0:43:28.480
<v Speaker 3>was this thing that was odd. It was kind of

0:43:28.480 --> 0:43:30.239
<v Speaker 3>like I didn't realize I've been working, you know, more

0:43:30.280 --> 0:43:32.279
<v Speaker 3>than a decade in her surgery to rally all these

0:43:32.320 --> 0:43:34.359
<v Speaker 3>troops around me and try to help my dad. But

0:43:34.800 --> 0:43:36.440
<v Speaker 3>you know, he was eighty four, so it's like a

0:43:36.440 --> 0:43:39.520
<v Speaker 3>lot tougher for a lot of treatments when you're that age.

0:43:39.719 --> 0:43:41.960
<v Speaker 2>But you didn't do that, No, No.

0:43:41.880 --> 0:43:43.520
<v Speaker 3>I had one of my buddies to do it. That right,

0:43:43.600 --> 0:43:45.560
<v Speaker 3>that'd be too much. And even if it weren't too

0:43:45.640 --> 0:43:47.960
<v Speaker 3>much for me me, I mean that's considered a conflicted.

0:43:47.560 --> 0:43:50.320
<v Speaker 2>Seaters, right, What pressure on your buddy.

0:43:50.640 --> 0:43:52.280
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, a lot of pressure on my buddies.

0:43:52.320 --> 0:43:56.920
<v Speaker 1>It's true that. I mean I would if I had,

0:43:57.560 --> 0:43:59.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, a buddy or a family member or somebody

0:43:59.520 --> 0:44:01.360
<v Speaker 1>that will get camp because it's the conflict of interest

0:44:01.360 --> 0:44:05.080
<v Speaker 1>with somebody that I would definitely want someone closer to

0:44:05.160 --> 0:44:07.799
<v Speaker 1>me operating on, like my mother for instance. But at

0:44:07.800 --> 0:44:11.320
<v Speaker 1>the same time, wow, what pressure.

0:44:11.520 --> 0:44:14.600
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's definitely some pressure on them, that's true.

0:44:14.840 --> 0:44:18.319
<v Speaker 2>Have you ever canceled a scheduled surgery because you didn't

0:44:18.360 --> 0:44:20.880
<v Speaker 2>feel physically or emotionally at your best?

0:44:21.520 --> 0:44:25.920
<v Speaker 3>Hmm. I can't say that I've done that, per se.

0:44:27.719 --> 0:44:30.640
<v Speaker 3>The closest I came to that actually was a patient

0:44:30.719 --> 0:44:34.719
<v Speaker 3>still remembers that they needed what's called a ventriculo peraitual

0:44:34.800 --> 0:44:38.360
<v Speaker 3>shunt or a VP shunt. I did postpone one because

0:44:38.360 --> 0:44:41.840
<v Speaker 3>my wife was in labor, and so forever they always

0:44:41.920 --> 0:44:44.920
<v Speaker 3>remember when the twins were born, because my wife was

0:44:44.920 --> 0:44:46.640
<v Speaker 3>in labor. I brought her in and then, you know,

0:44:46.719 --> 0:44:49.160
<v Speaker 3>things calmed down. I did the surgery I think a

0:44:49.280 --> 0:44:53.080
<v Speaker 3>day later or something, but they remember.

0:44:52.760 --> 0:44:58.560
<v Speaker 1>That that's a pretty good reason to postpone. So you

0:44:58.640 --> 0:45:00.800
<v Speaker 1>never postponed for like, you know, just woke up and

0:45:00.840 --> 0:45:02.920
<v Speaker 1>said I'm not feeling this today.

0:45:04.280 --> 0:45:07.840
<v Speaker 3>I think not as simple as that, you know, I

0:45:07.880 --> 0:45:10.680
<v Speaker 3>think just have to even I've had a little ache

0:45:10.760 --> 0:45:12.560
<v Speaker 3>or something, I have to find a way to do

0:45:12.640 --> 0:45:15.160
<v Speaker 3>the job. That's what's funny. Someone who was just saying

0:45:15.160 --> 0:45:19.560
<v Speaker 3>something about calling out sick, and then you know, sometimes

0:45:19.600 --> 0:45:21.879
<v Speaker 3>it feels like it's a neurosurgeon. I can't call on sick.

0:45:22.120 --> 0:45:25.680
<v Speaker 3>I can call and dismembered. But whoever's there is sicker

0:45:25.719 --> 0:45:28.480
<v Speaker 3>than I am. So I need to, you know, get

0:45:28.520 --> 0:45:30.400
<v Speaker 3>it going. I think, you know, I've had a virus

0:45:30.520 --> 0:45:32.960
<v Speaker 3>or something, and if it's super bad and it happens

0:45:33.000 --> 0:45:34.920
<v Speaker 3>to hit on a day of surgery, I guess I

0:45:34.920 --> 0:45:37.040
<v Speaker 3>would have to do something. But I think fortunately, you know,

0:45:37.080 --> 0:45:38.719
<v Speaker 3>I don't operate every single day of the week, so

0:45:38.800 --> 0:45:41.560
<v Speaker 3>sometimes it hits on a day when I'm not that

0:45:41.680 --> 0:45:42.520
<v Speaker 3>busy or something.

0:45:43.239 --> 0:45:48.480
<v Speaker 1>Is there any anything that you would say to people

0:45:49.480 --> 0:45:53.040
<v Speaker 1>like me that are looking at having brain mets or

0:45:53.080 --> 0:45:57.719
<v Speaker 1>a tumor going in a surgery that would possibly help

0:45:57.800 --> 0:46:01.040
<v Speaker 1>them the questions that they should ask. I have the

0:46:01.200 --> 0:46:07.880
<v Speaker 1>utmost respect for doctors because the education, the how hard

0:46:07.920 --> 0:46:13.200
<v Speaker 1>they work, their work ethic is absolutely insane to me.

0:46:13.440 --> 0:46:16.160
<v Speaker 1>So I have nothing but respect for all doctors. But

0:46:16.920 --> 0:46:19.640
<v Speaker 1>that doesn't mean that I think every doctor that you

0:46:19.760 --> 0:46:21.839
<v Speaker 1>meet is the right doctor for you, and I do

0:46:21.920 --> 0:46:24.760
<v Speaker 1>believe in getting a second third opinion.

0:46:25.360 --> 0:46:27.480
<v Speaker 3>Well, I think you're right. It's always reasonable to have

0:46:27.480 --> 0:46:30.359
<v Speaker 3>a second opinion. It can't really hurt. I think that

0:46:30.760 --> 0:46:34.520
<v Speaker 3>it's different. If you're in Kansas City, there's kind of

0:46:34.560 --> 0:46:36.840
<v Speaker 3>only one place to go for some of like brain tumors,

0:46:36.920 --> 0:46:39.160
<v Speaker 3>but in a lot of these cities there are multiple places.

0:46:39.200 --> 0:46:41.960
<v Speaker 3>Sometimes I make the comment that in New York people

0:46:42.000 --> 0:46:43.680
<v Speaker 3>tend to stick in their burrow and they won't really

0:46:43.719 --> 0:46:46.720
<v Speaker 3>go to these other hospitals per se. But in Los Angeles,

0:46:46.760 --> 0:46:48.440
<v Speaker 3>one of the tricky things that you can if you're

0:46:48.480 --> 0:46:50.960
<v Speaker 3>tricky about it, you can schedule three in person visits

0:46:51.040 --> 0:46:53.360
<v Speaker 3>at academic centers in the same day if you schedule

0:46:53.400 --> 0:46:56.680
<v Speaker 3>it right. It's just tricky, and maybe too many opinions

0:46:56.800 --> 0:46:58.760
<v Speaker 3>is bad. I mean, it's hard to get six people

0:46:58.800 --> 0:47:03.240
<v Speaker 3>to agree on anything. So I've had people see six surgeons. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>the plant's not going to be the same from all

0:47:05.400 --> 0:47:08.600
<v Speaker 3>of them, But that second opinion's pretty reasonable. I think

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<v Speaker 3>that sometimes people will ask questions about their surgery and

0:47:13.640 --> 0:47:16.600
<v Speaker 3>things but it's fair to ask, you know, how many

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<v Speaker 3>times have you done this before or how regularly do

0:47:18.800 --> 0:47:21.960
<v Speaker 3>you perform this surgery? Right there is someone out in

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<v Speaker 3>the valley that says they do complex brain, complex, spine, complex,

0:47:26.120 --> 0:47:28.759
<v Speaker 3>baskular surgery, all of those things that one person, and

0:47:28.760 --> 0:47:31.600
<v Speaker 3>they're not attached to a big hospital. But I think

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<v Speaker 3>that some people that's suspicious and some people they don't

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<v Speaker 3>really pick up on that, right, Like at our academic

0:47:38.200 --> 0:47:41.399
<v Speaker 3>medical center. Those are three different people. Yeah, nobody can

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<v Speaker 3>do all that, but I don't think everyone picks up

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<v Speaker 3>on this stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>That would that would be a red flag for me.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, well, you're smart about this stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>I know that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you follow up with me and you will

0:47:56.760 --> 0:47:59.799
<v Speaker 1>call me and you will text me and say you know, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>I you know this was the result in your MRI,

0:48:02.760 --> 0:48:04.080
<v Speaker 1>and I think we need to do this and this

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<v Speaker 1>and this, and you know you're you're definitely not shy

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<v Speaker 1>about putting your opinion out there. But do you which

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<v Speaker 1>I deeply appreciate, by the way, I want to say,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you, You're welcome. Do you have a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>hope for the future of cancer treatment?

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<v Speaker 3>I do? I mean I think that a lot of

0:48:21.680 --> 0:48:25.600
<v Speaker 3>our different techniques are getting better over time. I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>surgeries are getting a little bit less invasive, a little

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<v Speaker 3>bit risk less risk, and we're kind of balancing better

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<v Speaker 3>who we take to surgery and what we do. I

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<v Speaker 3>think there's a lot of an older philosophy in medicine

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<v Speaker 3>of the MRI has to look perfect. But once in

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<v Speaker 3>a while, if the m RY looks perfect and the

0:48:41.160 --> 0:48:44.360
<v Speaker 3>patient's doing a lot worse, are we're really accomplishing the

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<v Speaker 3>right task. Now that we have more and more treatments

0:48:46.840 --> 0:48:50.279
<v Speaker 3>for whatever kind of pocket of cells we have, and

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<v Speaker 3>clearly the whole idea of chemotherapy, targeted therapy, immunotherapy is

0:48:55.280 --> 0:48:59.560
<v Speaker 3>all changing dramatically. We have agents coming up, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>fast and faster and things that didn't exist before. So

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<v Speaker 3>I think there's a lot of hope. I mean, it's

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<v Speaker 3>hard to really search for that elusive cure because the

0:49:08.200 --> 0:49:11.120
<v Speaker 3>cure implies also like one treatment fits all, and all

0:49:11.160 --> 0:49:13.520
<v Speaker 3>these cancer are a little different, and all these molecular

0:49:13.600 --> 0:49:16.160
<v Speaker 3>signature is a little different. But there are more and people,

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<v Speaker 3>more and more people going into a long term remission.

0:49:19.280 --> 0:49:22.560
<v Speaker 3>The difference with the word remission being disease is quiet.

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<v Speaker 3>We're still watching we shouldn't be so arrogant to say

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<v Speaker 3>you're fine, you can go live your life. But you know,

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<v Speaker 3>we hope you get more and more people to the

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<v Speaker 3>point where they can come off therapies and just be watched.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's you know, it's very interesting. I have so

0:49:37.800 --> 0:49:42.560
<v Speaker 1>many people that happened recently where everybody tells me that, oh,

0:49:42.600 --> 0:49:46.160
<v Speaker 1>there's this place and they're curing, and then they're curing

0:49:46.239 --> 0:49:48.200
<v Speaker 1>cancer and they don't take insurance.

0:49:48.239 --> 0:49:49.520
<v Speaker 2>But it's amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>And then you when you start delving into some of

0:49:54.160 --> 0:49:59.239
<v Speaker 1>them are just scams and the others are their results

0:49:59.840 --> 0:50:04.560
<v Speaker 1>are are favorable for a completely different cancer. Yeah, and

0:50:04.600 --> 0:50:07.480
<v Speaker 1>you're like, well, okay, I get that maybe they helped

0:50:07.520 --> 0:50:11.480
<v Speaker 1>this person with pancreatic cancer, but my cancer is different.

0:50:11.520 --> 0:50:14.719
<v Speaker 1>So that three phase targeted therapy that this person has

0:50:14.760 --> 0:50:17.200
<v Speaker 1>all of a sudden come up with may not actually

0:50:18.000 --> 0:50:20.960
<v Speaker 1>do a thing on me. Or you know, like immunotherapy

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't work on my particular cancer as of right now

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<v Speaker 1>because of the negative positive all of that stuff that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm still not ever clear on.

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<v Speaker 3>It's tricky, it is.

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<v Speaker 1>It's really tricky. People always ask me which which kind

0:50:35.640 --> 0:50:36.360
<v Speaker 1>of have and I'm.

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<v Speaker 3>Like, I.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't know. I'll put you on the phone with my doctor.

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<v Speaker 1>He'll explain it better than better than me.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, well are you going? Do you have to

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<v Speaker 2>go to the hospital.

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<v Speaker 3>Now, I should go to the hospital. Have patience to

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<v Speaker 3>see later, yeah, jack Ob Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, Well, thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>I honestly am really happy that I met you and

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<v Speaker 1>that based off of that Zoom meeting, you've filled me

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<v Speaker 1>with as much confidence as I was ever going to

0:51:08.560 --> 0:51:12.720
<v Speaker 1>have going into that surgery, and that you didn't overcomplicate

0:51:12.760 --> 0:51:16.839
<v Speaker 1>it for me, because it's way more fun finding everything.

0:51:16.520 --> 0:51:19.200
<v Speaker 3>Out now, it's way more fun.

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<v Speaker 2>Dodgor two, thank you so much for being here.

0:51:21.800 --> 0:51:23.319
<v Speaker 3>Thank you very much, great to be here.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, guys, that is the wonderful, amazing doctor Rachel

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<v Speaker 1>at Cedar SINAI.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>If you've got anything going on with the brain, Please

0:51:33.040 --> 0:51:36.640
<v Speaker 1>go to doctor two if you can get into him,

0:51:37.280 --> 0:51:40.400
<v Speaker 1>he's wonderful. If not, I'm sure they have amazing recommendations.

0:51:40.520 --> 0:51:45.160
<v Speaker 1>And I hope that I hope that we were able

0:51:45.200 --> 0:51:49.279
<v Speaker 1>to either soothe or answer questions that anybody had and

0:51:49.400 --> 0:51:52.600
<v Speaker 1>always feel free to go in the Let's Be Clear Pod,

0:51:52.800 --> 0:51:55.959
<v Speaker 1>Instagram and send me questions because I have no fear

0:51:55.960 --> 0:51:59.680
<v Speaker 1>about harassing this incredibly busy man with text messages to

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<v Speaker 1>try to answer some questions.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't mind that, do you.

0:52:02.160 --> 0:52:03.960
<v Speaker 3>You don't mind at all. You don't do that enough.

0:52:04.040 --> 0:52:06.560
<v Speaker 3>You don't play the brain Turmor card. Actually made one,

0:52:06.560 --> 0:52:09.120
<v Speaker 3>though I'm not promising he's gonna get you out of tickets.

0:52:09.160 --> 0:52:14.799
<v Speaker 2>But no, oh, keep doing well. I'm here for you.

0:52:14.960 --> 0:52:19.760
<v Speaker 2>This is unbelievable. I'm pulling this card.

0:52:20.120 --> 0:52:20.760
<v Speaker 3>You should plug.

0:52:21.040 --> 0:52:22.239
<v Speaker 2>I should pull it, do you know?

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<v Speaker 1>I I'm very odd about telling people who are listening

0:52:27.920 --> 0:52:30.319
<v Speaker 1>in when I pull a cancer card, because some people

0:52:30.360 --> 0:52:33.480
<v Speaker 1>are like they get upset about it. But I do

0:52:33.680 --> 0:52:38.879
<v Speaker 1>remember I was at this very busy kind of when

0:52:39.000 --> 0:52:41.839
<v Speaker 1>everything first started going on with me, and it's when

0:52:41.960 --> 0:52:46.520
<v Speaker 1>things progressed and gotten to stage four, and I was

0:52:46.560 --> 0:52:49.279
<v Speaker 1>trying to find a way to come to terms with

0:52:49.320 --> 0:52:53.960
<v Speaker 1>it and to have a sense of humor. And as

0:52:54.040 --> 0:52:57.279
<v Speaker 1>this wonderful woman Jan recently said to me, she said,

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<v Speaker 1>you seem like you are holding hands with cancer and

0:53:02.480 --> 0:53:07.200
<v Speaker 1>it's an interesting way to go through your journey with it.

0:53:07.640 --> 0:53:11.720
<v Speaker 1>And I guess I was holding hands with humor and cancer.

0:53:12.960 --> 0:53:15.520
<v Speaker 2>And we went to this restaurant in.

0:53:15.440 --> 0:53:19.960
<v Speaker 1>Santa Monica called Wally's and they were packed, but they

0:53:20.000 --> 0:53:22.959
<v Speaker 1>have this dish there with truffles and I just.

0:53:23.719 --> 0:53:24.399
<v Speaker 2>Was craving it.

0:53:25.000 --> 0:53:29.560
<v Speaker 1>And we sat down and I think it took the

0:53:29.600 --> 0:53:31.359
<v Speaker 1>waiter a really long time to come over.

0:53:31.760 --> 0:53:35.080
<v Speaker 2>They were packed, so I was totally understanding.

0:53:35.120 --> 0:53:38.120
<v Speaker 1>But then he stopped by and he said, and they

0:53:38.160 --> 0:53:39.400
<v Speaker 1>know who I am there because I've been there a

0:53:39.400 --> 0:53:42.400
<v Speaker 1>bunch and it was all in the press about, you know,

0:53:42.560 --> 0:53:45.280
<v Speaker 1>going to stage four. And he said, I'm so sorry,

0:53:45.320 --> 0:53:47.880
<v Speaker 1>we're so slammed, but I'm going to get right to you.

0:53:47.920 --> 0:53:50.359
<v Speaker 1>And I said, it's okay, it's not like I you know,

0:53:50.640 --> 0:53:53.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm on a time schedule or anything with cancer.

0:53:53.400 --> 0:53:54.799
<v Speaker 3>Oh man.

0:53:54.960 --> 0:53:56.920
<v Speaker 1>And he stopped and he looked at me and I

0:53:56.960 --> 0:53:58.400
<v Speaker 1>started laughing and I went.

0:53:58.320 --> 0:54:02.360
<v Speaker 2>I'm so sorry. I didn't mean that. I'm just playing

0:54:02.360 --> 0:54:02.640
<v Speaker 2>with you.

0:54:02.680 --> 0:54:04.520
<v Speaker 3>And he goes, oh my god, I'll take your order.

0:54:04.400 --> 0:54:05.880
<v Speaker 1>Right now, and I'm no, no, no, no, no, I'd be

0:54:05.960 --> 0:54:09.160
<v Speaker 1>mad if you took my order. Like I'm just trying

0:54:09.200 --> 0:54:12.080
<v Speaker 1>to find the humor. I'm trying to figure out how

0:54:12.120 --> 0:54:17.120
<v Speaker 1>to make it normal from me, where where I can

0:54:17.280 --> 0:54:21.839
<v Speaker 1>make jokes, and maybe the jokes is I know it's

0:54:21.840 --> 0:54:25.200
<v Speaker 1>to help me and relax my anxiety about having cancer.

0:54:25.280 --> 0:54:28.360
<v Speaker 1>But it's also to relax other people's anxiety who just

0:54:28.480 --> 0:54:31.000
<v Speaker 1>read stuff randomly about me and then see me and

0:54:31.040 --> 0:54:33.440
<v Speaker 1>they're like, oh, you know, like this weekend, I was

0:54:33.440 --> 0:54:36.600
<v Speaker 1>at this amazing event. People are like, oh my god,

0:54:36.640 --> 0:54:38.319
<v Speaker 1>you look so good. Now I know what I look

0:54:38.400 --> 0:54:39.880
<v Speaker 1>like compared to what I used to look like.

0:54:40.080 --> 0:54:43.960
<v Speaker 2>You know. So I know that a large.

0:54:43.719 --> 0:54:46.880
<v Speaker 1>Group of people assume that once you start getting to

0:54:46.960 --> 0:54:50.960
<v Speaker 1>my stage of cancer, they really start deteriorating way fast.

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<v Speaker 1>So my brand of humor and sometimes mentioning cancer is

0:54:56.200 --> 0:54:59.520
<v Speaker 1>to also make them feel a little bit more comfortable

0:54:59.520 --> 0:55:02.440
<v Speaker 1>with it so that people don't tiptoe around me. And

0:55:02.480 --> 0:55:05.960
<v Speaker 1>once I start being self deprecating about myself and about cancer,

0:55:06.520 --> 0:55:10.200
<v Speaker 1>I feel as if that wall has been taken down

0:55:10.239 --> 0:55:13.359
<v Speaker 1>and now everybody can just go on in a normal way.

0:55:13.880 --> 0:55:17.280
<v Speaker 2>So instead of doing the cancer card, I actually prefer

0:55:17.320 --> 0:55:21.160
<v Speaker 2>the brain. It's different, it is different, and it's far better.

0:55:21.680 --> 0:55:23.759
<v Speaker 2>I'm into this card. So thank you, thank you.

0:55:23.800 --> 0:55:25.920
<v Speaker 1>All right, I'm gonna let you go to work. Thank you,

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<v Speaker 1>doctor Chu, and thank you everybody for tuning into let's

0:55:28.280 --> 0:55:30.000
<v Speaker 1>be clear. Rishanna adorerty to see you next time,