WEBVTT - #222 - G Herbo

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<v Speaker 1>Buleg Camp show. We got a special guest in the building.

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<v Speaker 1>Survivors Remorse comes out Friday. Yes, Sir, g Herbo, my guy,

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<v Speaker 1>my brother, my brother, Good to see you man always likewise,

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<v Speaker 1>Survivor's Remorse is. Ah, that's a deep title, man, And

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<v Speaker 1>it's something that a lot of people go through. You

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<v Speaker 1>know when you come from certain backgrounds and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you learn, you learn or you lose people in your

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<v Speaker 1>life to the streets to other things, like kind of

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<v Speaker 1>dive into let's just kick it off, man, dive into

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<v Speaker 1>Survivor's Remorse, Bro, Survivors Remorse. Man for me is you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's deeper than just the album title. Is where

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<v Speaker 1>I am mentally in my life, you know what I'm

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<v Speaker 1>saying as a man having overcame so much adversity and like,

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<v Speaker 1>Bro's crazy because my circumstances when I first started rapping.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me just go back to in general, when I

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<v Speaker 1>first started rapping, when I first made my first ever rap,

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<v Speaker 1>how it wasn't trying to I was the first time

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<v Speaker 1>I made a rap, like on some shit. Yeah yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>they'll herb shit. Fifteen fifteen years old, Okay, probably fourteen

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<v Speaker 1>fourteen going on fifteen or something like that. I was fourteen,

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<v Speaker 1>a freshman of high school, you like fourteen or fifteen.

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<v Speaker 1>And when I did that, I wasn't trying to like

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<v Speaker 1>become a rapper like my dreams and aspirations was never

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<v Speaker 1>to become a rapper, like I want to become this

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<v Speaker 1>big superstar and nothing like that. I was rapping trying

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<v Speaker 1>to like put on for my hood, be the voice

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<v Speaker 1>for my neighborhood, you know what I'm saying, and talk

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<v Speaker 1>about what I was feeling, what I was going through,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I wasn't. I didn't know what a manager was,

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<v Speaker 1>an A and I record label. I didn't know what

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<v Speaker 1>none of that was. Bro I didn't know anything about

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<v Speaker 1>that for me. Like I just was recording the song

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<v Speaker 1>on my on my flip phone over a YouTube beat

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<v Speaker 1>and I sent it to my homies for them to hear.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. It just picked up naturally,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, And I still wasn't. It didn't grasp me,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. I'm saying to say, like me,

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<v Speaker 1>you're a kid. I was a kid, you feel me.

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<v Speaker 1>And when I started to become a rapper, I was

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<v Speaker 1>still a kid, you know. So survivors of morese for

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<v Speaker 1>me is coming from that being in the most dangerous neighborhood,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, one of the most dangerous

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<v Speaker 1>neighborhoods in Chicago, and just trying to find a way

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<v Speaker 1>to get my thoughts out. You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>I always knew how to rap. It was just a

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<v Speaker 1>way for me to like express what I'm going through

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<v Speaker 1>in the hood and for my homies to hear it,

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<v Speaker 1>to relate to it, you know what I'm saying. And

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<v Speaker 1>to have that and turn it into this and to

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<v Speaker 1>be able to overcome death, prison, drug addiction like that,

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<v Speaker 1>all of these things and beat g herbal today be

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<v Speaker 1>who I am today, you know what I'm saying, And

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<v Speaker 1>that's what being a survivor is for me. You know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. I survived my circumstance. I don't never

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<v Speaker 1>have to go back to living that way. You feel

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. And the remorse side of it is

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<v Speaker 1>everything I lost along the way. You know a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of my best friends, my brother, just so much, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>just in the thought of so many people that I

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<v Speaker 1>love that I actually care about. Still being in poverty,

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<v Speaker 1>still being under these circumstances, you know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>and me wanting to help them, Me wanting to show

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<v Speaker 1>them this other side of life because I've experienced it,

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<v Speaker 1>and understanding that you can't do that for everybody, understanding

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<v Speaker 1>that everybody not gonna want that for themselves, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's a constant battle, you feel what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>like I have to to smile and be charismatic and

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<v Speaker 1>do interviews a leader as be a leader, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, be a role model for so many

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<v Speaker 1>people that look up to me. And I don't get

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<v Speaker 1>a chance to really just sit back and reflect on

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<v Speaker 1>life or sit back and just you know, feed my

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<v Speaker 1>mental stability, you know what I'm saying, Like, yeah, and

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<v Speaker 1>grieve or whatever the case may be. You know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, I can't really have a bad day all day.

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<v Speaker 1>It's no such thing as me really being mad all day.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never experienced it for real. You don't have the luxury.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have the luxury to just be pissed off

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<v Speaker 1>all day or be sad all day. I don't have that.

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<v Speaker 1>So that's the remorse side of it, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, And that's crazy, and I'm blessed to just

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<v Speaker 1>be the type of person where I'm not even that

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<v Speaker 1>kind of guy, Like, no matter what I'm going through

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<v Speaker 1>or how I'm feeling, I'm not gonna ever be mad,

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<v Speaker 1>upset all day, angry all day. I don't even understand

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<v Speaker 1>how that's possible, right, But people really like that. People

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<v Speaker 1>really walk around mad, sad, angry all day because of

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<v Speaker 1>what they going through. And I just know I'm blessed

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<v Speaker 1>no matter what it is. I don't give a fuck

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<v Speaker 1>if I was dead broke. I've experienced enough life to

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<v Speaker 1>know that I'm blessed no matter what. I'm alive, my

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<v Speaker 1>kid is good, whatever the fuck the case may be.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. So that's survivals of Morse

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<v Speaker 1>to me. You know just why I am mentally, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying, just trying to create balance for myself.

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<v Speaker 1>You feel me, because at the end of the day,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't really change. I'm still that same person. And

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<v Speaker 1>it's probably the deepest explanation that I've given about the title.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying because I'm still same person.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm still that same kid from say knife essence. You

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<v Speaker 1>feel me, but I'm gee herbal, I'm a father, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a leader, I'm a philanthropist. I'm so many things where

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<v Speaker 1>I can't really dwell on one moment. I just gotta

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<v Speaker 1>keep on trying to get better and better. That's survivor's immorse.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. I just gotta you know,

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<v Speaker 1>keep a level playing field. Would you say that when

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<v Speaker 1>you get into those mind states where you're very like,

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<v Speaker 1>you start thinking about shit like that, do you look

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<v Speaker 1>to your kids? It's like the number one way push through.

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<v Speaker 1>That's my number one outlet. Yeah, other than like the

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<v Speaker 1>studio and you know what I'm saying, just having fun

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<v Speaker 1>with the people. I love my family, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. My girl and shit like that, Like that's

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<v Speaker 1>the only piece that I really have. You feel me

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<v Speaker 1>when it's smiles, happiness. I don't like argument. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>like confrontation because I can't, you know, balance my emotions.

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<v Speaker 1>I have to keep my emotions bottled in one place.

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<v Speaker 1>So I don't like confrontation. I don't like to, especially

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<v Speaker 1>with people that I care about, because I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to release that angle on Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>So my only like pure form of like pieces being

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<v Speaker 1>on my kids at all bro like period. That's the

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<v Speaker 1>only time I could think about nothing in the world

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<v Speaker 1>and nothing else matter anger around my kids. All they

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<v Speaker 1>want to do is playing. It's mad, right right, right right? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>And you have your lot like you're living for them now.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying, not just yourself, do you? Uh?

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<v Speaker 1>You know? I I think that there's something to be said,

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<v Speaker 1>Like anybody who's in a leadership uh role, I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like a lot of people depend on you. You're a

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<v Speaker 1>young leader in hip hop, but it just in terms

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<v Speaker 1>of just your life, your life, your personal personal life.

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<v Speaker 1>Everybody everyone's looking at you. Every single person in my

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<v Speaker 1>life depends on me, whether it's financially, whether it's leadership, emotional,

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<v Speaker 1>whatever it is, opportunity emotional. Everybody in my life depends

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<v Speaker 1>on me for something. You know what I'm saying. I

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<v Speaker 1>depend on them for things too, of course, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>a double sided relationship, you know what I'm saying. But

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<v Speaker 1>I have the most responsibility, so I gotta carry myself

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<v Speaker 1>that way. You know what I'm saying. I can't take

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<v Speaker 1>none personal. I gotta go and get this ship because

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<v Speaker 1>life is not promised. So while I'm here, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>get where I want to be, and I'm gonna put

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<v Speaker 1>the people who I want to put in position in position.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna take it personally. I'm not gonna take

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<v Speaker 1>a day off. I'm not gonna waste the date. This

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<v Speaker 1>shit could be taken from me tomorrow. I can't more

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<v Speaker 1>than one way it could be taken from there? Do

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<v Speaker 1>you like? My thing is, though, is when you're in

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<v Speaker 1>that position, because I find myself in a similar position,

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<v Speaker 1>Like would you say, because because like who do you

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<v Speaker 1>go to? Because everyone's gonna come to you with their bullshit,

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<v Speaker 1>Everyone's gonna come to you with their problems. It depends.

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<v Speaker 1>I only have a certain few people that I could

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<v Speaker 1>really go to, Like if you're having a bad day,

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<v Speaker 1>who do you go to? Like? Who? Depends on what

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<v Speaker 1>kind of bad day I'm having? Right, Sometimes I go

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<v Speaker 1>to nobody. Sometimes I'm just I deal with myself, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>So off the top of my head, I know I

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<v Speaker 1>could trust my therapist. I could go to her. I

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<v Speaker 1>could go to JB for things. I could go to

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<v Speaker 1>make for things. I could go to deal for things.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. I go to my big

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<v Speaker 1>brother for things. I go to my mother for things,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. But overall, it's like I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like nobody really really understand what I'm going through,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. So it's like a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of times I just keep it pushing, you know. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>they have a therapist is nice though, and also to

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<v Speaker 1>be I mean, that's wonderful. Like I could tell her anything,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, Like, just tell her whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. But I feel like, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's crazy, the more my life is like picked up

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<v Speaker 1>and expanded, I don't it's therapy is not the same

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<v Speaker 1>if I'm not in front of her, Like I can't

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<v Speaker 1>do zooms and yeah, that shit don't work for me,

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<v Speaker 1>because that's something that's like since the pandemic. Yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 1>not the same. It don't work. I gotta get in

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<v Speaker 1>front of her, you know what I'm saying. So it's

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<v Speaker 1>like once the pandemic hit, I kind of feel back

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<v Speaker 1>off therapy a little bit. It's not the same. Zoom shit,

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<v Speaker 1>it's the same thing with interviews. I tell people I

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<v Speaker 1>pass on the zoom Yeah, yeah, the zoone interviews zone

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<v Speaker 1>play back or whatever unless it's like, you know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>the necessity of it got to be you know. But

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, look, I'd rather wait till they're in LA

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<v Speaker 1>and we across from each other, absolutely, because it's some more. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>at what point in time, Because I do feel like

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<v Speaker 1>everybody should go to therapy, everybody. I don't care who

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<v Speaker 1>you are, I don't care if you got Definitely, I

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<v Speaker 1>recommend everybody tried. At least everyone should try to have

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<v Speaker 1>that outlet where you could unapologetically just express yourself in

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<v Speaker 1>the room. Definitely, at least once. How long have you

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<v Speaker 1>been going to therapy. I've been going to therapy since

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<v Speaker 1>two thousand and eighteen, and that was by choice, Kinada. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was about choice. My lawyer actually recommended it for me.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. I really I told my lawyer,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I believe in honesty and transparency. You know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. I was fighting a gun case in

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<v Speaker 1>Chicago is behind me now, and I told my lawyer, like,

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<v Speaker 1>I've never really not been in fear of my life

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<v Speaker 1>since I was fourteen years old. Crazy way to live

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<v Speaker 1>fifteen years old, that's a crazy way to wake up

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<v Speaker 1>and living lawyer is a uh he's over at sixty

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<v Speaker 1>years old, a black man, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>Then he I had two lawyers and I had another lawyer,

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<v Speaker 1>black woman. She was in her thirties, you know, forties maybe,

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<v Speaker 1>And when I expressed it to him, they just prefer, like,

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<v Speaker 1>you need to go to therapy and talk to somebody,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. And I did that, and

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<v Speaker 1>within like my second third session, she literally went to

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<v Speaker 1>court testify for me or you know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>wrote down and sent it to my judge, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was literally diagnosed with postraumatic stress disorder. I've never like

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<v Speaker 1>still to this day, and that's why I believe the

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<v Speaker 1>importance of like security and all that shit, because I'm paranoid, bro,

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<v Speaker 1>everywhere I go. I've always been paranoid, and I'm kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like easing out of it now, you know as Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but you ease out of it, and then you see

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<v Speaker 1>ease out of it. See when your comrades lose their

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<v Speaker 1>life and when they left their guard, they snappy right

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<v Speaker 1>back into it. That's what I'm saying. And I'm glad

0:10:56.280 --> 0:10:58.360
<v Speaker 1>you made that point, because you ease out of it.

0:10:58.400 --> 0:11:00.679
<v Speaker 1>The more you experience life, the more you see stuff,

0:11:00.679 --> 0:11:02.120
<v Speaker 1>the more you were able to travel, the more you

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<v Speaker 1>able to make money. Like I was afraid for my

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<v Speaker 1>life in Chicago. I'm moved to LA to get away

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<v Speaker 1>from this shit, right, and then you see somebody that

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<v Speaker 1>you love, P and B long live my brother. That's

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<v Speaker 1>why I'm talking. I love, I love, and you see

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<v Speaker 1>these things, nip all these people. You feel what I'm saying.

0:11:17.240 --> 0:11:18.800
<v Speaker 1>I came here to get away from that ship. And

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<v Speaker 1>then you're like, oh shit, it's still like that out here.

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<v Speaker 1>But at the end of the day, it's like that everywhere.

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<v Speaker 1>This is everywhere, no matter where you are anywhere in

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<v Speaker 1>another country, it's like that everywhere. You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>So the realization of it is you can't put your

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<v Speaker 1>guard down, So how do you deal with it? You know?

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<v Speaker 1>Like I also think that like you just have to

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<v Speaker 1>kind of understand who you are exactly. You're g Herbo,

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<v Speaker 1>so you're not gonna like you're gonna take notes if

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<v Speaker 1>you're If you're self aware and you're sure of yourself,

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<v Speaker 1>I think there's certain ways you can move around to her,

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<v Speaker 1>like absolutely, if you get cat slipping, like you want

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<v Speaker 1>my like you want my iPhone? Guy, I believe that

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<v Speaker 1>I take it. I believe it. I'm that type of guy.

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<v Speaker 1>I say that all the time. I look at the

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<v Speaker 1>camera and say that I don't have no ego. There's

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<v Speaker 1>not no gangst the bone in my body. That's gonna

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<v Speaker 1>feel funny about. Like, I understand that. You know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. God forbid if I'm ever in that situation,

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<v Speaker 1>my proud will never getting away of me, getting back

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<v Speaker 1>home your family period ever, ever, ever. You can have

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<v Speaker 1>that ship. You want the car, I give you my car,

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<v Speaker 1>go ahead, take it. I get away from me. It's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be the most calm, robbery, and it's not gonna be.

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<v Speaker 1>It's gonna be. Don't touch me. Don't touch me, don't

0:12:30.480 --> 0:12:32.680
<v Speaker 1>put your hands on me, don't harm my fact, don't

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<v Speaker 1>do nothing. You can have this ship. Man, ain't nothing.

0:12:35.200 --> 0:12:36.920
<v Speaker 1>It ain't worth it, it it ain't never worth it. I

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<v Speaker 1>could get it again more than a million more times.

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<v Speaker 1>You can have this ship, bro. You can have my car,

0:12:43.080 --> 0:12:45.199
<v Speaker 1>you can have everything you need to get away car,

0:12:45.440 --> 0:12:48.480
<v Speaker 1>take this ship. Yeah, there's something about PTSD that obviously

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<v Speaker 1>an amazing record of yours that was on your last

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<v Speaker 1>album but it's something about PTSD that, you know, we

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<v Speaker 1>always think of soldiers having it, people who go to war,

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<v Speaker 1>but I think that you know, people who have been

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<v Speaker 1>through certain situations or grew up in certain places. It's

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<v Speaker 1>very real, man, And it's like have you tried to

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<v Speaker 1>Have you ever tried to fuck with mushrooms at all? No?

0:13:12.679 --> 0:13:14.520
<v Speaker 1>I ain't gonna lie. You know, it's so crazy, bro,

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<v Speaker 1>like long ago, I always want to try, Like like

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<v Speaker 1>years ago, I always want to try. And I used

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<v Speaker 1>to be around juice all the time. You know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. I always wanted to try that shit. I

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<v Speaker 1>ain't gonna lie, but I never tried it because I

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<v Speaker 1>just feel like I need to be in a set space,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. I be in a set space,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe out the country with my family having fun, and

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<v Speaker 1>I maybe try that ship. You feel what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>But I always wanted to try it. Though when you

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<v Speaker 1>do it, you definitely have to have your guard fully

0:13:39.800 --> 0:13:42.520
<v Speaker 1>let down. You gotta have you let down in a

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<v Speaker 1>fully comfort. My brother, I swear my brother told me

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<v Speaker 1>the story. Look this my brother's name G two. He

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<v Speaker 1>an artist he signed the South Side. That's my brother

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<v Speaker 1>I love. He told me one of his experiences off shrooms,

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<v Speaker 1>and this one made me want to try. He came

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<v Speaker 1>in the studio. I wasn't there. He came to the

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<v Speaker 1>studio crying, like crying, what's wrong? What the fuck you

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<v Speaker 1>craand for? And said, I'm happy. He said, I'm crying

0:14:05.160 --> 0:14:09.479
<v Speaker 1>because I'm so fucking happy, and that she threw me out.

0:14:09.080 --> 0:14:11.440
<v Speaker 1>I laughed, it's so fucking hard. When they told me

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<v Speaker 1>their story, and that's what maybe we want the treashrop. Well, like, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>there's PTSD in like specifically, yeah, psilocybin, which is the

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<v Speaker 1>psychoactive ingredient that are in magic mushrooms, you know whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>It cures it for soldiers, soos those yes in Portland.

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<v Speaker 1>You heard it so in Portland. But I'm saying, like,

0:14:36.240 --> 0:14:38.800
<v Speaker 1>and that's crazy you said that because G two a

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<v Speaker 1>street nigga, you know what I'm saying, Like it was

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<v Speaker 1>a different feeling for him, like whatever, the psychoedelic Like also,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean obviously it depends on how much you eat,

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<v Speaker 1>depends on what you know what I mean. But uh

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<v Speaker 1>so they just legalized, uh psilocybin therapy in Portland. So

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<v Speaker 1>like now like there's like soldiers who will just go

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<v Speaker 1>to Portland for like two weeks and they'll go see

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<v Speaker 1>a therapist and they do like some psilocybin therapy and man,

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<v Speaker 1>it really helps therapists get them, yes, but they get yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and it helps with It really helps with PTSD. Was

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<v Speaker 1>just like a form of basically, like Joe Biden just

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<v Speaker 1>talked about legalizing it for therapeutic purposes because it helps PTSD.

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<v Speaker 1>It's crazy that m d M a therapy, which you said,

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<v Speaker 1>I probably have to try it. You have to, man,

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<v Speaker 1>and you have to do it. You have to do it,

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<v Speaker 1>like make sure the kids ain't around. Yeah, for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>You can do it recreationally and like be in the

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<v Speaker 1>studio and still kill it, you know, Like I fucking

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<v Speaker 1>was Friday Rooms the other night. I never tried it,

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<v Speaker 1>but I want to try it though. You gotta do

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<v Speaker 1>it if you really want to do it, because I

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<v Speaker 1>think if you really like pt first person to ever

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<v Speaker 1>really introduced me to shrooms with self side south Side

0:15:42.360 --> 0:15:49.600
<v Speaker 1>already he's fucking with everything. Party is that guy when

0:15:49.600 --> 0:15:53.720
<v Speaker 1>it comes to just man, he's a great, great guy.

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<v Speaker 1>Me and him had one of the funnest interviews I've

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<v Speaker 1>ever done. And I appreciated his transparent that's really like

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<v Speaker 1>my twin brother. He's a great guy. I want to,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the one thing I haven't done this party

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<v Speaker 1>with him, and I'm not sure I want to, but

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<v Speaker 1>yeah you you not don't want to, but you don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if I'm ready. You don't know if I'm ready.

0:16:09.600 --> 0:16:16.680
<v Speaker 1>That nigga literally me and him, like he's hilarious. Man, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know what to think. I met him before,

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<v Speaker 1>back in the day and he came in for the

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<v Speaker 1>interview and he was just like an open book and

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<v Speaker 1>he's hilarious, super solid exactly, It's like he's solid, but

0:16:25.560 --> 0:16:29.040
<v Speaker 1>it's like it's a whole other like sad to him. Yeah,

0:16:29.040 --> 0:16:30.640
<v Speaker 1>they don't make it like they don't make him like him,

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<v Speaker 1>make him what I'm telling you, like, that's my that's

0:16:33.680 --> 0:16:35.880
<v Speaker 1>my best friend, bro. Like my mother loved him, his

0:16:35.920 --> 0:16:38.120
<v Speaker 1>mother loved me. I know his whole family, you know,

0:16:38.200 --> 0:16:42.640
<v Speaker 1>my entire amazing you know my whole family. Definitely do

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<v Speaker 1>the mushrooms, man, Yeah, I think I think mentally it

0:16:45.840 --> 0:16:49.280
<v Speaker 1>will help you. Man, that you should do. But like listen,

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<v Speaker 1>look there on the back, like, hey, man, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know why you want to introduce this, y'all. First of all, drug,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not a drug. You could do your research on it,

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<v Speaker 1>but get an airbnb somewhere in the fucking woods away

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<v Speaker 1>from everything exactly, and try eat a ton and then

0:17:07.640 --> 0:17:09.920
<v Speaker 1>just sit back and let it. Let the medicine do it.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know this so crazy because my mind automatically,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm a thinker, bro, My mind is like all

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<v Speaker 1>over the place, Like literally, I think about sober. I

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<v Speaker 1>think about every single obstacle in my life. I think about, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I make this decision, it's gonna affect this person, this

0:17:27.240 --> 0:17:29.679
<v Speaker 1>person is then you're am I cool with that? All right?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm cool with that. I'm gonna do it. You feel

0:17:31.160 --> 0:17:35.000
<v Speaker 1>That's how I think automatically, So I SMS gonna open

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<v Speaker 1>my shit up a different way, like even the smallest

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<v Speaker 1>thing like weed. When I used to smoke weed, bro, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I used to think differently, you know. You know what

0:17:42.280 --> 0:17:45.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, Like when I drink liquor, I think differently.

0:17:45.200 --> 0:17:49.440
<v Speaker 1>But I'm a thinker. You know. I never act off emotion. Mushrooms,

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<v Speaker 1>things a certain way increase exactly. And I've heard that

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm saying. I'm a natural thinker, so I

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<v Speaker 1>can only imagine what my mind is going to do

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<v Speaker 1>if I take a shroom. I got you, man, I

0:18:01.000 --> 0:18:02.919
<v Speaker 1>own a gummy company, So I'm gonna hook you up.

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<v Speaker 1>We're gonna fuck around. I'm gonna hit you. I'm gonna

0:18:04.520 --> 0:18:06.000
<v Speaker 1>hit you about it after I try, and I'm gonna

0:18:06.000 --> 0:18:08.360
<v Speaker 1>call you. You You want to be the first person I call, like, hey, bro,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll funk with you for that. Yeah, you're gonna like

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna close your eyes to go to bed the

0:18:12.880 --> 0:18:15.320
<v Speaker 1>night you try him in your brain. And then said

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<v Speaker 1>President Joe Biben already didn't God damn it. The goal

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<v Speaker 1>is the legal to legalized PS psychedelic therapy. And before

0:18:23.760 --> 0:18:27.600
<v Speaker 1>you want to say that, Joe Biben right now, I

0:18:27.640 --> 0:18:33.560
<v Speaker 1>don't know you owe as fuck. We missed Obama. We

0:18:33.720 --> 0:18:38.440
<v Speaker 1>missed Obama. God damn we missed Trump. I can't listen.

0:18:38.440 --> 0:18:41.679
<v Speaker 1>I missed. I missed. You know what, I ain't even

0:18:41.720 --> 0:18:44.080
<v Speaker 1>gonna say that. I just missed prior to Biden. I

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<v Speaker 1>missed my tax bills under Trump exactly because God, that's

0:18:48.160 --> 0:18:51.840
<v Speaker 1>what I'm telling you. My say what details the tax

0:18:52.480 --> 0:18:54.680
<v Speaker 1>the I R S check I wrote last year hurt

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<v Speaker 1>my soul, and you make way more money than me.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I don't even want to talk about taxes, please,

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<v Speaker 1>don't you know what you gotta do is I have

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<v Speaker 1>a few rapper friends that I won't say because I'm

0:19:06.040 --> 0:19:08.199
<v Speaker 1>not blowing up their spot. But what you do is

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<v Speaker 1>you get your primary residence in either Nevada or Florida.

0:19:12.600 --> 0:19:15.800
<v Speaker 1>Absolutely that's where you live. Absolutely that's where you live.

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<v Speaker 1>And then you don't got to worry about state taxes

0:19:18.520 --> 0:19:22.480
<v Speaker 1>because California is fucking you in that fucking Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>it's terrible. It's bad. I don't even know why we

0:19:25.600 --> 0:19:28.080
<v Speaker 1>I mean, why does anybody live here? I know why

0:19:28.080 --> 0:19:31.960
<v Speaker 1>I live here. But if I was doing literally anything

0:19:32.000 --> 0:19:35.159
<v Speaker 1>else with my life, I'm out this bitch. And I

0:19:35.200 --> 0:19:37.040
<v Speaker 1>love I love Cali. I love the culture here, I

0:19:37.040 --> 0:19:38.720
<v Speaker 1>love the people here. I love it. I just love it.

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<v Speaker 1>I never thought that I would ever, like, even want

0:19:42.280 --> 0:19:43.879
<v Speaker 1>to move anywhere else. You know what I'm saying, But

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<v Speaker 1>tax purposes to make you want to get the fuck

0:19:46.400 --> 0:19:49.000
<v Speaker 1>out of it. I mean, yeah, Elon Musk left Elon

0:19:49.080 --> 0:19:52.680
<v Speaker 1>mus like I'm going to Texas. Fuck y'all, no bullsh Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's a shout out to uh yeah, but we got

0:19:55.600 --> 0:19:57.879
<v Speaker 1>to get you some mushrooms. Man. Well, you said you

0:19:57.960 --> 0:20:00.560
<v Speaker 1>had to overcome drug addiction. What was what was the

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<v Speaker 1>your your your poison? Zan's percoset and Lane that those

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<v Speaker 1>are all the hard ones, all the hard was all

0:20:09.119 --> 0:20:12.520
<v Speaker 1>the worst ones, man, those are the kind ones. Yeah.

0:20:12.520 --> 0:20:15.119
<v Speaker 1>I got addicted to Zans and Lane when I was

0:20:15.160 --> 0:20:20.040
<v Speaker 1>probably about seventeen years old. I was taking Zans, drinking Lane,

0:20:20.119 --> 0:20:22.280
<v Speaker 1>smoking weed like every day. I ain't gonna lie, look

0:20:22.640 --> 0:20:25.639
<v Speaker 1>I used to. I got to a point where my brother,

0:20:25.760 --> 0:20:27.360
<v Speaker 1>he had tell you the story. I wish he was here.

0:20:27.720 --> 0:20:29.679
<v Speaker 1>We was in New York one time, you know, like

0:20:30.000 --> 0:20:33.560
<v Speaker 1>seventeen eighteen, I'm already g herbal. I'm already well look herd, well,

0:20:33.600 --> 0:20:36.400
<v Speaker 1>whatever the fucking I'm already traveling. I'm doing shows. I'm

0:20:36.440 --> 0:20:38.280
<v Speaker 1>in the other States, and shit, you know what I'm saying.

0:20:38.280 --> 0:20:41.560
<v Speaker 1>So I'm on the road battling you know, the trauma

0:20:41.600 --> 0:20:44.160
<v Speaker 1>that I'm truck that I've been dealing with for so long,

0:20:44.200 --> 0:20:48.280
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. But I'm like, one day,

0:20:48.320 --> 0:20:50.320
<v Speaker 1>we was in a hotel and I'm seeing my brother

0:20:50.440 --> 0:20:54.040
<v Speaker 1>right there. I'm just like taking Zans, taking one. I

0:20:54.080 --> 0:20:55.840
<v Speaker 1>was already off one. I ain't shilling. Were just in

0:20:55.840 --> 0:20:58.639
<v Speaker 1>the room chilling, like thirty forty minutes go by. I

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<v Speaker 1>taking that one like I will go back, I'll take another.

0:21:01.760 --> 0:21:03.720
<v Speaker 1>We look at me like, hey, Bro, what the fuck

0:21:03.800 --> 0:21:06.960
<v Speaker 1>you doing? You feel? My brother like, hey, nigga, I

0:21:07.040 --> 0:21:10.240
<v Speaker 1>just watched you literally take three three of them holse

0:21:10.280 --> 0:21:12.639
<v Speaker 1>hands back to back, you drinking? What the fuck is

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<v Speaker 1>you doing? Right? I'm like seventeen, eighteen years old and

0:21:15.240 --> 0:21:17.479
<v Speaker 1>my brother five years older than me. You're like, man,

0:21:17.480 --> 0:21:20.640
<v Speaker 1>what the fuck you on? And I ain't even realize

0:21:20.760 --> 0:21:22.560
<v Speaker 1>you feel me like I ain't even feel like I'm feeling.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I ain't high. He like, Nigga, I'm looking

0:21:24.920 --> 0:21:27.480
<v Speaker 1>at you, nigga, he is high? You feel me like

0:21:27.920 --> 0:21:30.439
<v Speaker 1>I was battling with that shit crazy bro, because I

0:21:30.440 --> 0:21:34.720
<v Speaker 1>couldn't sleep like trauma things I'm seeing, Bro, Like and

0:21:35.080 --> 0:21:37.320
<v Speaker 1>you're dealing with you seeing some wicked shit. Bro. I

0:21:37.320 --> 0:21:39.760
<v Speaker 1>done seen my best friend's brains blew out in front

0:21:39.800 --> 0:21:41.920
<v Speaker 1>of me. I haven't seen a lot of shit bro,

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<v Speaker 1>for real. Like it has got to a point where

0:21:44.000 --> 0:21:46.520
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't live with my grandmother. My grandmother died in

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<v Speaker 1>twenty sixteen. Bro, I missed the last probably year and

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<v Speaker 1>a half of my grandmother life because I couldn't live

0:21:51.520 --> 0:21:54.080
<v Speaker 1>with I couldn't live there, Bro, I couldn't live that

0:21:54.200 --> 0:21:55.960
<v Speaker 1>niggas was trying to kill me. I couldn't. You couldn't

0:21:56.000 --> 0:21:58.280
<v Speaker 1>be around her because you couldn't be around the person

0:21:58.359 --> 0:22:02.439
<v Speaker 1>who I love the most life because of where she lived, right,

0:22:02.480 --> 0:22:04.960
<v Speaker 1>and she ain't had no choice. She on fucking Section eight.

0:22:05.000 --> 0:22:07.600
<v Speaker 1>She can't move. You feel what I'm saying, Like that

0:22:07.720 --> 0:22:09.800
<v Speaker 1>shit bothered me still to this day, Bro, you feel

0:22:09.840 --> 0:22:12.040
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to get emotional about it, but you

0:22:12.040 --> 0:22:14.560
<v Speaker 1>can only imagine, Like that's just one thing. So how

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<v Speaker 1>about this. So my grandma died of COVID early COVID. Yeah,

0:22:19.680 --> 0:22:21.480
<v Speaker 1>so but this is what was fucked up. And she

0:22:21.680 --> 0:22:25.760
<v Speaker 1>was like teetering on dementia. So we'd have to go

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<v Speaker 1>and see her like three or four times a week

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<v Speaker 1>just to remind her right, so she would always grandmother

0:22:31.680 --> 0:22:34.200
<v Speaker 1>was like that she had a stroke. She had a stroke,

0:22:34.280 --> 0:22:36.880
<v Speaker 1>and she was like, you know, trying to gain her

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<v Speaker 1>memory back. You know what I'm saying. Yeah, But what

0:22:38.560 --> 0:22:41.440
<v Speaker 1>was crazy was you remember during COVID they shut down

0:22:41.480 --> 0:22:44.840
<v Speaker 1>all the nursing homes. So like the last two months

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<v Speaker 1>of my grandma's life, we literally were not allowed to

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<v Speaker 1>visit her, and they wouldn't. They wouldn't even like they

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<v Speaker 1>would try to put us on the phone with her,

0:22:51.560 --> 0:22:53.879
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. But like, so she died

0:22:54.560 --> 0:22:59.239
<v Speaker 1>alone with nobody around her, without seeing anybody for two months. Crazy, bro,

0:22:59.280 --> 0:23:02.280
<v Speaker 1>I ain't gonna lie like I relate to that because

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't even want to get deep into it,

0:23:03.840 --> 0:23:06.600
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, But i'm'a just go into it.

0:23:06.640 --> 0:23:11.199
<v Speaker 1>Fucking my mother's mom. She died from a stroke, her

0:23:11.240 --> 0:23:14.480
<v Speaker 1>second stroke, I called her first stroke. I got into

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<v Speaker 1>a fight at school when I was in eighth grade. Fuck,

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<v Speaker 1>and I told my sister, like, run down the block,

0:23:20.520 --> 0:23:22.800
<v Speaker 1>and my sister had a cell phone. We get into

0:23:22.880 --> 0:23:25.520
<v Speaker 1>it some niggas after school, blase blah. I tell my

0:23:25.640 --> 0:23:27.720
<v Speaker 1>sister like, run down the street, you see what I'm saying.

0:23:28.280 --> 0:23:31.399
<v Speaker 1>And my sister called, like, oh her beating them fighting

0:23:31.760 --> 0:23:34.439
<v Speaker 1>and scared of my grandmother, like you know, made her

0:23:34.640 --> 0:23:36.639
<v Speaker 1>get scared. And as soon as I walk in the

0:23:36.640 --> 0:23:39.760
<v Speaker 1>house after the shit, I walk home. I'm in eighth grade.

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<v Speaker 1>Soon as I walk in the house, my grandma see me,

0:23:41.960 --> 0:23:44.760
<v Speaker 1>she already like is static, like she's already Yeah, it's older,

0:23:44.800 --> 0:23:46.480
<v Speaker 1>niggas though it's older. And we got into it some

0:23:46.520 --> 0:23:49.439
<v Speaker 1>niggas that was like junior singings in high school. We

0:23:49.520 --> 0:23:51.640
<v Speaker 1>in eighth grade. You feel what I'm saying. So my

0:23:51.880 --> 0:23:54.320
<v Speaker 1>sister crying on the phone, she is static. My grandma

0:23:54.359 --> 0:23:56.520
<v Speaker 1>don't know what the fuck going right. So when I

0:23:56.560 --> 0:23:59.199
<v Speaker 1>get home and she sees me walk in, she like

0:23:59.320 --> 0:24:01.360
<v Speaker 1>already peering. I promised. I went in the house for

0:24:01.440 --> 0:24:03.320
<v Speaker 1>two minutes. My grandma fell on the floor, hit a

0:24:03.320 --> 0:24:06.639
<v Speaker 1>stroke in front of everybody. You feel me, and she

0:24:06.800 --> 0:24:09.359
<v Speaker 1>recovered from it. She had third she lost her memory

0:24:09.400 --> 0:24:10.919
<v Speaker 1>all that, you know what I'm saying, And then she

0:24:10.960 --> 0:24:19.280
<v Speaker 1>had another another another stroke, maybe like ten years later,

0:24:19.440 --> 0:24:21.639
<v Speaker 1>something like that. You feel what I'm saying. But like

0:24:21.800 --> 0:24:23.760
<v Speaker 1>as I'm in the streets and all this, and I

0:24:23.760 --> 0:24:26.080
<v Speaker 1>had to move out of my grandmother's house and I

0:24:26.200 --> 0:24:27.840
<v Speaker 1>was still trying to like go see her. You know,

0:24:28.000 --> 0:24:31.080
<v Speaker 1>I remember my last time stepping foot in my grandmother house.

0:24:31.520 --> 0:24:35.400
<v Speaker 1>I was probably eighteen nineteen years old, my last time

0:24:35.600 --> 0:24:41.399
<v Speaker 1>stepping front in her house, and I had a girl

0:24:41.440 --> 0:24:43.000
<v Speaker 1>like dropping me off, like I'm gonna go see my

0:24:43.000 --> 0:24:45.879
<v Speaker 1>grandma real quick. You pulling me right there in my

0:24:45.920 --> 0:24:48.399
<v Speaker 1>ops neighborhood. It's just me and a girl. You feel me? Wow,

0:24:48.600 --> 0:24:50.720
<v Speaker 1>go inside the crib. I got a big ass gun

0:24:50.800 --> 0:24:53.960
<v Speaker 1>on me, big ass going on me, poll me. My

0:24:54.000 --> 0:24:57.960
<v Speaker 1>grandma see it? You feel me like? She like, don't

0:24:57.960 --> 0:25:00.200
<v Speaker 1>come back here no more? You know she I don't

0:25:00.200 --> 0:25:02.399
<v Speaker 1>even want you to come back here no more. It's cool.

0:25:02.480 --> 0:25:04.800
<v Speaker 1>I'll call you, I'll come see you, you feel I'm saying.

0:25:05.480 --> 0:25:07.960
<v Speaker 1>And that was the last time I wanted my grandma house.

0:25:08.040 --> 0:25:11.280
<v Speaker 1>And then I moved my mother when I started making money.

0:25:11.320 --> 0:25:13.760
<v Speaker 1>The first thing I did, the first big check I

0:25:13.840 --> 0:25:16.399
<v Speaker 1>really got, for real, I moved my mama out the hood,

0:25:16.760 --> 0:25:18.720
<v Speaker 1>and she knew my grandma wasn't moving. She ain't gonna

0:25:18.720 --> 0:25:21.240
<v Speaker 1>know where. I moved my grandma an hour away from Chicago.

0:25:21.640 --> 0:25:24.320
<v Speaker 1>My grandma already six. She old she not driving an

0:25:24.320 --> 0:25:26.399
<v Speaker 1>hour away to go see nobody. You feel me like,

0:25:26.480 --> 0:25:28.680
<v Speaker 1>my grandma only been to the mansion, and I bought

0:25:28.720 --> 0:25:31.359
<v Speaker 1>my mama my grandma probably been there. I could count

0:25:31.400 --> 0:25:33.560
<v Speaker 1>on one hand how many times she's been there. You

0:25:33.560 --> 0:25:37.320
<v Speaker 1>feel me? And it was like I lost the memories

0:25:37.320 --> 0:25:39.399
<v Speaker 1>with my grandmother, and that's who raised me. That's the

0:25:39.440 --> 0:25:41.600
<v Speaker 1>woman I love the most. You feel me, I lost

0:25:41.600 --> 0:25:44.040
<v Speaker 1>those memories. And what I'm saying is, I'll relate to

0:25:44.040 --> 0:25:47.199
<v Speaker 1>what you're saying, because this is my mother's mom after COVID,

0:25:47.240 --> 0:25:49.720
<v Speaker 1>my father's mom. Still I haven't seen my father's mom

0:25:49.760 --> 0:25:52.919
<v Speaker 1>in probably two years. She's in the hospital still to

0:25:52.960 --> 0:25:54.639
<v Speaker 1>this day. Right now, right now, we don't know what

0:25:54.680 --> 0:25:56.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm doing. Hell, she's in the hospital to this day.

0:25:56.680 --> 0:25:58.879
<v Speaker 1>She called COVID and she was in like one of

0:25:58.920 --> 0:26:02.240
<v Speaker 1>them spots where she COVID was so crazy. She couldn't

0:26:02.240 --> 0:26:05.000
<v Speaker 1>get no visitors. Yeah, that's it's limited visitors, can't nobody

0:26:05.040 --> 0:26:07.800
<v Speaker 1>even see her. But my mom, my mom only see

0:26:07.840 --> 0:26:10.199
<v Speaker 1>her maybe once or twice. My dad could only go

0:26:10.240 --> 0:26:12.000
<v Speaker 1>see her. They won't even let me see her. I'm

0:26:12.040 --> 0:26:14.360
<v Speaker 1>gee herbo. I can't even go see my grandmother for real,

0:26:14.359 --> 0:26:16.639
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. And I think now I

0:26:16.680 --> 0:26:18.960
<v Speaker 1>probably can now, but it's like it's two years and

0:26:19.040 --> 0:26:22.960
<v Speaker 1>going by my grandma close to eighty years old. You

0:26:22.960 --> 0:26:25.280
<v Speaker 1>feel what I'm saying, she's like seventy seven, senty eight,

0:26:26.280 --> 0:26:28.119
<v Speaker 1>close to eighty years old. I can't even see her.

0:26:28.119 --> 0:26:31.000
<v Speaker 1>You feel I'm saying that fuck with me all the time.

0:26:31.720 --> 0:26:33.760
<v Speaker 1>Go see her, man, if you can only grandma. Yeah,

0:26:33.840 --> 0:26:35.800
<v Speaker 1>I don't even know if I can. I've been trying

0:26:35.800 --> 0:26:37.960
<v Speaker 1>to hit I would go back home to a Z

0:26:38.320 --> 0:26:40.159
<v Speaker 1>because I'm from Phoenix, and I would be like I

0:26:40.160 --> 0:26:43.280
<v Speaker 1>would always make it a point even about me. I

0:26:43.400 --> 0:26:45.760
<v Speaker 1>promise like I want to go take my kids to

0:26:45.800 --> 0:26:47.840
<v Speaker 1>go see her. Bro, that's the ship that really means

0:26:47.840 --> 0:26:49.920
<v Speaker 1>something to me. I'm saying like, I got a one

0:26:50.000 --> 0:26:51.960
<v Speaker 1>year old and a four year old daughter. You feel

0:26:51.960 --> 0:26:54.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying like, I want to take all my kids.

0:26:54.040 --> 0:26:56.240
<v Speaker 1>My son four years old, so of course she met

0:26:56.280 --> 0:26:58.880
<v Speaker 1>your son by the time, I need to go take

0:26:58.960 --> 0:27:01.080
<v Speaker 1>all my kids to go. Yeah, that's what's important. She

0:27:01.119 --> 0:27:03.640
<v Speaker 1>wants to see her grand kids. He's a great grand

0:27:04.000 --> 0:27:05.959
<v Speaker 1>and it'll make a great grand kid, and it'll make

0:27:05.960 --> 0:27:09.119
<v Speaker 1>her like it'll make her fucking my grandma soldier, you

0:27:09.160 --> 0:27:11.240
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. So that's a lot, like a

0:27:11.240 --> 0:27:12.760
<v Speaker 1>lot of shit that I battle with and I be

0:27:12.840 --> 0:27:15.440
<v Speaker 1>dealing with Bro and dealing with my family and shit

0:27:15.560 --> 0:27:17.920
<v Speaker 1>like I don't never really say, you know, but I'm

0:27:18.000 --> 0:27:20.000
<v Speaker 1>open to say it now because I want people to

0:27:20.080 --> 0:27:22.800
<v Speaker 1>understand like, I don't speak on this ship. So when

0:27:22.840 --> 0:27:25.119
<v Speaker 1>you come to me with your problems, I got my

0:27:25.200 --> 0:27:27.320
<v Speaker 1>own problem. Of course, I don't want to hear another

0:27:27.400 --> 0:27:30.199
<v Speaker 1>nigga problems, bro, because I deal with my problems head on,

0:27:30.640 --> 0:27:33.040
<v Speaker 1>and your problems probably not even half of what I'm

0:27:33.040 --> 0:27:35.959
<v Speaker 1>dealing with. And I got all the money I'm dealing with.

0:27:35.960 --> 0:27:38.399
<v Speaker 1>It's more money, more problems, but fuck the money. I

0:27:38.440 --> 0:27:40.719
<v Speaker 1>got my own personal problems. Don't come to me by

0:27:40.800 --> 0:27:43.560
<v Speaker 1>no personal problems, And I got these problems in them problems.

0:27:43.560 --> 0:27:45.720
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. I'm telling you with a

0:27:45.720 --> 0:27:48.560
<v Speaker 1>lot of shit, bro, I definitely want to. I definitely

0:27:48.640 --> 0:27:50.840
<v Speaker 1>have to. You know, like I talk, I'll be thinking

0:27:50.840 --> 0:27:52.240
<v Speaker 1>in my head, I'd be like shit, I wish I

0:27:52.240 --> 0:27:53.879
<v Speaker 1>would have went and saw her more. I talk to

0:27:53.920 --> 0:27:56.000
<v Speaker 1>my mom every day about this ship, you know, talk

0:27:56.080 --> 0:27:58.840
<v Speaker 1>to my dad is like I have to. I don't

0:27:59.440 --> 0:28:01.239
<v Speaker 1>like right now, don't literally if I'm able to go

0:28:01.320 --> 0:28:05.840
<v Speaker 1>visit my grandmother. It just happened like this a week recently,

0:28:05.960 --> 0:28:08.679
<v Speaker 1>two weeks top right right, I just got the window

0:28:08.720 --> 0:28:11.840
<v Speaker 1>to go see homes are being very careful. Shit wasn't

0:28:11.880 --> 0:28:14.760
<v Speaker 1>like that, bro, I couldn't see her I'm just now

0:28:14.840 --> 0:28:17.440
<v Speaker 1>able to, so I gotta take initiative right now. You

0:28:17.440 --> 0:28:20.240
<v Speaker 1>feel what I'm saying that should be tough. It's crazy

0:28:20.280 --> 0:28:21.680
<v Speaker 1>what you said about like not being able to go

0:28:21.720 --> 0:28:24.439
<v Speaker 1>see your grandma because where she lived exact. I just

0:28:24.480 --> 0:28:28.680
<v Speaker 1>wonder how many like just countless, countlessless young men are

0:28:28.760 --> 0:28:30.320
<v Speaker 1>dealing with that same shit. You know what I mean.

0:28:30.400 --> 0:28:33.399
<v Speaker 1>Niggas in Chicago can't go see their grandmother, gan they mother,

0:28:33.920 --> 0:28:36.160
<v Speaker 1>they kids because they live, you know what I'm saying.

0:28:36.200 --> 0:28:38.880
<v Speaker 1>That's why it's so big on me to just bring

0:28:39.000 --> 0:28:41.400
<v Speaker 1>opportunity and change to the city. You know what I'm saying,

0:28:41.400 --> 0:28:44.200
<v Speaker 1>because if you don't bring no opportunity, niggas is not

0:28:44.320 --> 0:28:47.680
<v Speaker 1>beefing in Chicago over money, especially my generation. It ain't

0:28:47.680 --> 0:28:50.320
<v Speaker 1>no money out there. Niggas ain't beefing over no blocks

0:28:50.440 --> 0:28:53.480
<v Speaker 1>or drug lass and none of that shit. Niggas beefing

0:28:53.520 --> 0:28:58.000
<v Speaker 1>over hearsay, bullshit, the internet, lack of money, lack of opportunity.

0:28:58.000 --> 0:29:00.520
<v Speaker 1>It's nothing to do but be angry at everybody. But

0:29:00.600 --> 0:29:02.960
<v Speaker 1>once you start bringing money, I don't give a fuck.

0:29:03.760 --> 0:29:07.160
<v Speaker 1>And it's my opinion because I've experienced money. Now, maybe

0:29:07.200 --> 0:29:09.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm wrong, or maybe I'm not. But once you start

0:29:09.640 --> 0:29:12.600
<v Speaker 1>bringing money an opportunity to niggas, ain't nobody got time

0:29:12.680 --> 0:29:15.240
<v Speaker 1>to do that shit. Bro. Once you got millions and

0:29:15.280 --> 0:29:16.880
<v Speaker 1>you could feed your family, you don't want to go

0:29:16.960 --> 0:29:18.960
<v Speaker 1>do nothing, no niggas. So if you're doing that for

0:29:19.040 --> 0:29:23.160
<v Speaker 1>this and for whoever like you, just bringing opportunity to Chicago,

0:29:23.800 --> 0:29:26.320
<v Speaker 1>a lot of violence gonna stop because nigga's gonna be

0:29:26.360 --> 0:29:28.000
<v Speaker 1>able to take care of their family, you know what

0:29:28.000 --> 0:29:30.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. Like niggas could talk out differences or whatever,

0:29:30.920 --> 0:29:32.560
<v Speaker 1>fight hit whatever. You know what I'm saying. I'm not

0:29:32.600 --> 0:29:35.480
<v Speaker 1>trying to end all the violence. It's impossible. You could

0:29:35.520 --> 0:29:38.719
<v Speaker 1>never end all the violence anywhere, not just Chicago. But like,

0:29:39.360 --> 0:29:41.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm just trying to bring opportunity to the youth so

0:29:41.640 --> 0:29:43.680
<v Speaker 1>they don't have to do that. So even my generation,

0:29:43.760 --> 0:29:46.280
<v Speaker 1>we probably already too fucked up to be honest. Maybe

0:29:46.320 --> 0:29:51.240
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, but definitely I care about the youth.

0:29:51.360 --> 0:29:53.440
<v Speaker 1>I care about the generations after me, so they don't

0:29:53.440 --> 0:29:55.200
<v Speaker 1>got to live how I live. You feel what I'm saying,

0:29:55.240 --> 0:29:57.400
<v Speaker 1>That's what's important to me. I don't want my kids

0:29:57.400 --> 0:29:58.920
<v Speaker 1>to live how I live, bro. I want my kids

0:29:58.960 --> 0:30:01.800
<v Speaker 1>to have their innocence to how their youth. What up, y'all.

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0:31:32.840 --> 0:31:35.960
<v Speaker 1>it's hard to talk about. Yeah, I mean because I

0:31:36.000 --> 0:31:38.320
<v Speaker 1>think that I think it starts with like guys like

0:31:38.360 --> 0:31:41.680
<v Speaker 1>yourself or our leaders. And I think you do a

0:31:41.720 --> 0:31:47.080
<v Speaker 1>really good job of of not participating in stuff that

0:31:47.120 --> 0:31:49.120
<v Speaker 1>I see some of your other cutting parts participating in.

0:31:50.240 --> 0:31:56.800
<v Speaker 1>But I know that it's really it's really hard. Two Once,

0:31:56.920 --> 0:32:00.240
<v Speaker 1>once people die, once relatives die, or whatever. I just

0:32:00.480 --> 0:32:02.280
<v Speaker 1>I just I don't know what it is like. You know,

0:32:02.360 --> 0:32:04.760
<v Speaker 1>I think for me, at least from an outsider looking

0:32:04.800 --> 0:32:07.240
<v Speaker 1>and I think it starts with you know, like you said,

0:32:07.280 --> 0:32:09.920
<v Speaker 1>like if you're in a position to give back, if

0:32:09.920 --> 0:32:11.920
<v Speaker 1>you're in a position to be a positive influence on

0:32:12.160 --> 0:32:15.680
<v Speaker 1>on the generation below you, I think that's a lot,

0:32:15.800 --> 0:32:18.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, And I do want to give you props

0:32:18.120 --> 0:32:23.600
<v Speaker 1>because I feel like I never see you wrapped up

0:32:23.640 --> 0:32:26.480
<v Speaker 1>in negative bullshit outside of you know, hey, you know,

0:32:26.560 --> 0:32:28.120
<v Speaker 1>maybe you got a charge, or you're going ship with

0:32:28.160 --> 0:32:30.400
<v Speaker 1>your with your baby mom, whatever, just dumb shit that

0:32:30.440 --> 0:32:32.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, your famous person you're gonna deal with. You're

0:32:32.640 --> 0:32:35.360
<v Speaker 1>gonna deal with famous person shit. But I feel like,

0:32:36.360 --> 0:32:39.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, I always say that like just as an artist,

0:32:39.920 --> 0:32:42.480
<v Speaker 1>you've grown the most over the years. As a rapper,

0:32:42.520 --> 0:32:46.040
<v Speaker 1>you've you've you've leaps and bounds lyrically. But all that

0:32:46.040 --> 0:32:47.800
<v Speaker 1>shit aside, Like I feel like as a man, like

0:32:47.840 --> 0:32:51.760
<v Speaker 1>you're one of those shining examples of like, you know, growth,

0:32:52.680 --> 0:32:54.400
<v Speaker 1>We saw you grow up in front of our eyes,

0:32:54.800 --> 0:32:57.800
<v Speaker 1>and you know, I want to just give you kudos

0:32:57.840 --> 0:33:01.160
<v Speaker 1>for not participate painting in the fun shit that I

0:33:01.160 --> 0:33:03.239
<v Speaker 1>see a lot of people who you know are your

0:33:03.280 --> 0:33:05.520
<v Speaker 1>peers participating in. But like, what do you think is

0:33:05.560 --> 0:33:09.720
<v Speaker 1>the key to kind of like you're never gonna stop everything. Yeah,

0:33:10.000 --> 0:33:15.280
<v Speaker 1>for sure, absolutely. I think the key to it is opportunity. Bro. Yeah,

0:33:15.400 --> 0:33:17.680
<v Speaker 1>people are opportunists. So at the end of the day,

0:33:18.160 --> 0:33:20.800
<v Speaker 1>if you're an opportunist and I'm not, I may give

0:33:20.800 --> 0:33:24.280
<v Speaker 1>you opportunity because as an opportunitist, you may think, all right,

0:33:24.280 --> 0:33:26.360
<v Speaker 1>the way to feed my family is to do this

0:33:26.400 --> 0:33:29.800
<v Speaker 1>on the internet or do this or yeah, because you

0:33:29.920 --> 0:33:34.200
<v Speaker 1>get function, you see your metric. The function is what's

0:33:34.200 --> 0:33:36.120
<v Speaker 1>feeding people family, But at the end of the day,

0:33:36.280 --> 0:33:39.719
<v Speaker 1>it's what's ending families as well. That ship is feeding

0:33:39.760 --> 0:33:42.960
<v Speaker 1>families and and families at the same time. And it's

0:33:42.960 --> 0:33:45.000
<v Speaker 1>the short Nu. It's like, yeah, short you feel and

0:33:45.040 --> 0:33:48.080
<v Speaker 1>I feel like for what I don't want to do

0:33:48.120 --> 0:33:50.120
<v Speaker 1>because I could, I could feed into all the function

0:33:50.360 --> 0:33:53.640
<v Speaker 1>and I could be on functionhit. But I'm not for what.

0:33:53.800 --> 0:33:56.600
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I got so much to lose. And

0:33:56.640 --> 0:33:59.479
<v Speaker 1>that's just from experiencing life on so many ways, bro,

0:33:59.520 --> 0:34:02.040
<v Speaker 1>because I used to wake up every day on functionhit.

0:34:03.000 --> 0:34:04.719
<v Speaker 1>But I ain't on that. Bro. I wake up every

0:34:04.800 --> 0:34:07.960
<v Speaker 1>day in a big ass crib with my kids. I

0:34:08.000 --> 0:34:09.840
<v Speaker 1>don't even want to think about no func. Shit. You

0:34:09.840 --> 0:34:11.719
<v Speaker 1>feel what I'm saying, And it's like at the end

0:34:11.719 --> 0:34:14.600
<v Speaker 1>of the day. It's so easy to like snap back

0:34:14.640 --> 0:34:18.040
<v Speaker 1>and like entertain goofy shit or whatever. But I feel

0:34:18.040 --> 0:34:21.399
<v Speaker 1>like the key opponent to ending that is opportunity. Bro,

0:34:21.520 --> 0:34:24.160
<v Speaker 1>you gotta get a nigga's opportunity, and you gotta understand,

0:34:24.200 --> 0:34:27.879
<v Speaker 1>you gotta be understanding of why niggas on function. It's

0:34:27.920 --> 0:34:30.080
<v Speaker 1>certain niggas on function that don't have nothing else to

0:34:30.200 --> 0:34:32.799
<v Speaker 1>resort to, but that they don't have no other opportunities,

0:34:32.800 --> 0:34:35.600
<v Speaker 1>no ways of making money. They in theyhood all day

0:34:35.600 --> 0:34:38.080
<v Speaker 1>where it's nothing but negativity. I could tell you every

0:34:38.160 --> 0:34:40.799
<v Speaker 1>day it was nothing but negativity in my neighborhood, where

0:34:40.800 --> 0:34:43.400
<v Speaker 1>every day is some function going on, and we still

0:34:43.440 --> 0:34:46.880
<v Speaker 1>finding ways to smell, to have fun. My friends, my

0:34:46.960 --> 0:34:49.319
<v Speaker 1>best friends die. I'm coming back on this block every day,

0:34:49.320 --> 0:34:51.600
<v Speaker 1>and I'm still able to crack a smile, which is crazy.

0:34:51.719 --> 0:34:54.480
<v Speaker 1>That's insane, that's insane. You feel what I'm saying. So

0:34:55.080 --> 0:34:58.200
<v Speaker 1>to understand that, it's one of the main reasons why

0:34:58.239 --> 0:35:01.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't feed into it, because I under staying I

0:35:01.200 --> 0:35:03.680
<v Speaker 1>get why niggas frustrated. I could get why a nigga

0:35:03.719 --> 0:35:07.239
<v Speaker 1>may be frustrated even at me, because I'm able to

0:35:07.239 --> 0:35:09.720
<v Speaker 1>live on this side of the fence. That's survivors remorse,

0:35:10.040 --> 0:35:12.680
<v Speaker 1>and that's why I understand, Like, damn, it's cool, I

0:35:12.760 --> 0:35:15.120
<v Speaker 1>know you going through this. I really want to help you,

0:35:16.480 --> 0:35:19.440
<v Speaker 1>but I gotta be able to help you. But you

0:35:19.480 --> 0:35:21.200
<v Speaker 1>gotta want to help yourself. You gotta want to help you.

0:35:21.480 --> 0:35:25.640
<v Speaker 1>But it's like nigga. Certain niggas can't even help themselves

0:35:25.680 --> 0:35:28.200
<v Speaker 1>because they in this environment. It's hard to want to

0:35:28.239 --> 0:35:33.560
<v Speaker 1>help yourself when survive survive, that's the survivor side. I

0:35:33.600 --> 0:35:36.680
<v Speaker 1>survive this ship, so I understand it different. You feel

0:35:36.680 --> 0:35:39.000
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, like everything just tied back into each

0:35:39.000 --> 0:35:41.200
<v Speaker 1>other and it's like that shit tough, bro, And I

0:35:41.320 --> 0:35:43.359
<v Speaker 1>understand it because I once come from that you feel

0:35:43.360 --> 0:35:46.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. So the reason why I don't feed into

0:35:46.120 --> 0:35:48.640
<v Speaker 1>it is because it ain't even worth it to me. Well,

0:35:48.640 --> 0:35:50.759
<v Speaker 1>that takes a lot of humility on your behalf to

0:35:50.800 --> 0:35:53.239
<v Speaker 1>be like, you know what, I'm not feeding into this

0:35:53.280 --> 0:35:55.880
<v Speaker 1>ship because I get it. I was there, I get it. Yeah,

0:35:56.000 --> 0:35:57.640
<v Speaker 1>I get it. You feel what I'm saying like I

0:35:57.640 --> 0:36:01.120
<v Speaker 1>always once you, I relate to you. So I feel

0:36:01.120 --> 0:36:04.280
<v Speaker 1>like with me being an open book and being vulnerab

0:36:04.280 --> 0:36:06.160
<v Speaker 1>about this shit, and nigga would be like, damn, he

0:36:06.320 --> 0:36:08.600
<v Speaker 1>really do get it right? Fuck it. Let me just

0:36:08.719 --> 0:36:11.480
<v Speaker 1>change everything because I made the biggest sacrifice. I wouldn't

0:36:11.480 --> 0:36:13.759
<v Speaker 1>be here today if I ain't say fuck everything, bro,

0:36:13.840 --> 0:36:16.520
<v Speaker 1>and every nigga around me could contest to it. I said,

0:36:16.600 --> 0:36:19.680
<v Speaker 1>fuck everything, Fuck being on the block, fuck hanging with

0:36:19.680 --> 0:36:23.000
<v Speaker 1>my friends, fuck rap. I said, fuck everything. Let me

0:36:23.080 --> 0:36:24.920
<v Speaker 1>just get my mad right, Bro. I stayed in my

0:36:24.960 --> 0:36:28.120
<v Speaker 1>mama house literally, nigga. I had a condo down town

0:36:28.160 --> 0:36:30.000
<v Speaker 1>when I was seventeen years old. Bro, I stayed in

0:36:30.040 --> 0:36:32.800
<v Speaker 1>my mama house in my twenties and just stayed in

0:36:32.800 --> 0:36:36.200
<v Speaker 1>abasement and just try to think about life, bro, Think

0:36:36.239 --> 0:36:38.719
<v Speaker 1>about where I would be if I made certain decisions.

0:36:38.880 --> 0:36:40.720
<v Speaker 1>You feel what I'm saying. If I was still outside

0:36:40.760 --> 0:36:44.520
<v Speaker 1>hanging on my block, because I love my hood so much.

0:36:44.560 --> 0:36:46.439
<v Speaker 1>But I got millions of dollars, youee what I'm saying,

0:36:46.440 --> 0:36:50.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm making millions of dollars, you know. And that was

0:36:50.040 --> 0:36:51.799
<v Speaker 1>one of the toughest times I've ever been through in

0:36:51.840 --> 0:36:54.560
<v Speaker 1>my life. And people who experienced that with me know

0:36:54.680 --> 0:36:57.880
<v Speaker 1>I went through some tough shit and I overcame that.

0:36:58.200 --> 0:37:00.439
<v Speaker 1>So I'm saying all that to say is no matter

0:37:00.480 --> 0:37:02.319
<v Speaker 1>what you're going through in your life or whatever tough

0:37:02.360 --> 0:37:05.800
<v Speaker 1>times you going through, you could just buckle down, embrace it,

0:37:05.840 --> 0:37:07.880
<v Speaker 1>and overcome it. You know what I'm saying. There's people

0:37:07.920 --> 0:37:10.799
<v Speaker 1>going through tougher shit than me, of course, so you

0:37:11.000 --> 0:37:13.040
<v Speaker 1>just gotta take it for what it is, bro and

0:37:13.920 --> 0:37:16.160
<v Speaker 1>just try to be the best version of yourself that

0:37:16.239 --> 0:37:18.960
<v Speaker 1>you could be tomorrow than you was yesterday. And you

0:37:19.080 --> 0:37:21.040
<v Speaker 1>keep trying to do that, and then you look up

0:37:21.239 --> 0:37:24.080
<v Speaker 1>niggas two months then going back you're like, damn, I

0:37:24.080 --> 0:37:26.200
<v Speaker 1>think totally different, right, But I can get back out

0:37:26.200 --> 0:37:28.360
<v Speaker 1>here and just do my thing. You feel me, I

0:37:28.360 --> 0:37:30.560
<v Speaker 1>think I was gonna say, I think another thing that

0:37:30.680 --> 0:37:34.640
<v Speaker 1>you probably I think that we have to stop romanticizing

0:37:34.680 --> 0:37:38.280
<v Speaker 1>the wrong shit, Like if you come from a certain area,

0:37:39.280 --> 0:37:41.160
<v Speaker 1>like at the end of the day, unless you own

0:37:41.200 --> 0:37:43.880
<v Speaker 1>that real estate, ain't about nothing. It ain't about nothing,

0:37:44.160 --> 0:37:47.960
<v Speaker 1>no man who cares. Like one of my biggest pet

0:37:47.960 --> 0:37:50.800
<v Speaker 1>peeves is when I see people like I'm still here,

0:37:51.200 --> 0:37:53.600
<v Speaker 1>y'all can't come over here, and I'm like, yo, like

0:37:53.840 --> 0:37:55.680
<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, like you grew up there,

0:37:55.760 --> 0:37:58.359
<v Speaker 1>and you know where you grew up, Like your goal

0:37:58.400 --> 0:38:00.160
<v Speaker 1>should be to try to evolve and get into with

0:38:00.200 --> 0:38:02.480
<v Speaker 1>the situation out of here so we could own this ship.

0:38:02.520 --> 0:38:04.319
<v Speaker 1>You feel what I'm saying and show you this, and

0:38:04.320 --> 0:38:07.799
<v Speaker 1>that's crazy you saying that. Bro, This like some of

0:38:07.800 --> 0:38:09.680
<v Speaker 1>the deepest shit I've been talking about right now with you.

0:38:09.800 --> 0:38:13.200
<v Speaker 1>Because I just did the AS on the block ship

0:38:13.440 --> 0:38:15.719
<v Speaker 1>in Chicago right there, I just did the A A

0:38:15.920 --> 0:38:18.400
<v Speaker 1>on a block interview. I thought about it. I'm like,

0:38:18.480 --> 0:38:20.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna go back to the block and shoot this ship.

0:38:20.600 --> 0:38:23.680
<v Speaker 1>I thought, like, own this ship game, I own a

0:38:23.719 --> 0:38:26.560
<v Speaker 1>school in Chicago. I'm finna shoot my ship right here.

0:38:27.000 --> 0:38:30.600
<v Speaker 1>You on the school. I own the school at the school.

0:38:30.680 --> 0:38:33.879
<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm finna shoot right here, right here, my ship.

0:38:33.960 --> 0:38:37.319
<v Speaker 1>I own this property game. I own this ship, Bro,

0:38:37.440 --> 0:38:40.120
<v Speaker 1>Why not want to shoot right here? Why not want

0:38:40.120 --> 0:38:41.880
<v Speaker 1>to shoot right here? Why not go back to the

0:38:41.880 --> 0:38:43.800
<v Speaker 1>block when I could own this ship and get this

0:38:43.840 --> 0:38:46.160
<v Speaker 1>ship to people who I care about? How my home?

0:38:46.239 --> 0:38:49.720
<v Speaker 1>And now you got a development company, a construction company,

0:38:49.800 --> 0:38:52.799
<v Speaker 1>a paint company, of real estate management company. Get that

0:38:52.800 --> 0:38:54.759
<v Speaker 1>ship to y'all, and now we really own the block.

0:38:54.840 --> 0:38:57.399
<v Speaker 1>Post up on that bitch, all y'all want, let's do this.

0:38:57.880 --> 0:39:00.879
<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm also like you, your goal should always

0:39:00.920 --> 0:39:02.600
<v Speaker 1>be to get back to your kids every day. Hell,

0:39:02.920 --> 0:39:05.360
<v Speaker 1>and if it's like a three percent chance to something

0:39:05.560 --> 0:39:07.600
<v Speaker 1>wrong happens when you go shoot that. If it's a

0:39:07.600 --> 0:39:12.240
<v Speaker 1>two percent, don't do it. Let me minimize the man.

0:39:12.320 --> 0:39:14.040
<v Speaker 1>I need to maximize the chance to getting home to

0:39:14.520 --> 0:39:16.680
<v Speaker 1>this chance. The nigga, I'm up so and some ship

0:39:16.880 --> 0:39:18.600
<v Speaker 1>rubbed me the wrong way. I ain't doing it, you

0:39:18.640 --> 0:39:20.440
<v Speaker 1>feel I'm saying, But I was the same nigga, Like

0:39:20.760 --> 0:39:22.560
<v Speaker 1>I know for a fact, I know every risk of

0:39:22.640 --> 0:39:24.920
<v Speaker 1>doing this. I'm still do it because I feel like,

0:39:24.920 --> 0:39:26.920
<v Speaker 1>all right, bet I could do it. Yeah, because I

0:39:27.040 --> 0:39:30.040
<v Speaker 1>got that same like my my man had work. I know,

0:39:30.200 --> 0:39:33.680
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I could overcome any situation. And that's dangerous.

0:39:33.880 --> 0:39:36.359
<v Speaker 1>So I put myself and it's up situation. That's and

0:39:36.400 --> 0:39:38.440
<v Speaker 1>that's also not like I could overcome. No, that's a

0:39:38.520 --> 0:39:42.120
<v Speaker 1>terrible way, crazy way to think. What I learned that

0:39:42.120 --> 0:39:44.440
<v Speaker 1>way to think in bad circum I feel like I

0:39:44.520 --> 0:39:46.440
<v Speaker 1>used to be the same way, where like now we're

0:39:46.440 --> 0:39:48.160
<v Speaker 1>gonna be all right, We're gonna be straight, we get

0:39:48.160 --> 0:39:50.520
<v Speaker 1>through whatever happens. I got it it. We got it.

0:39:50.600 --> 0:39:53.560
<v Speaker 1>Until you don't till you don't. Everything all good till

0:39:53.600 --> 0:39:57.600
<v Speaker 1>it ain't until it ain't. Nobody's bulletproof. Nobody is uh,

0:39:57.800 --> 0:40:00.759
<v Speaker 1>everything all good until it ain't. Bro. That's some real shit,

0:40:00.840 --> 0:40:02.440
<v Speaker 1>And I think a lot of people need to stop

0:40:03.000 --> 0:40:07.640
<v Speaker 1>moving around with just like I feel like false privilege. Like, hey, man,

0:40:07.680 --> 0:40:09.719
<v Speaker 1>you ain't no better than anybody else, you know what

0:40:09.760 --> 0:40:12.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. And I know that though I understand that

0:40:12.040 --> 0:40:14.200
<v Speaker 1>you feel I'm saying, I just felt like I was

0:40:14.239 --> 0:40:17.799
<v Speaker 1>the best version of myself right, and that ain't no

0:40:17.840 --> 0:40:20.600
<v Speaker 1>way to think. Nah. I think I think, man, I

0:40:20.680 --> 0:40:23.000
<v Speaker 1>just you know, slew to you dog because I swear, man,

0:40:23.000 --> 0:40:25.239
<v Speaker 1>I always tell people that interviews. Whenever your name is

0:40:25.239 --> 0:40:28.360
<v Speaker 1>brought up, I'm like, man, you're like, I think, like

0:40:28.400 --> 0:40:31.279
<v Speaker 1>a beaming light from a city that needs that light.

0:40:31.719 --> 0:40:34.719
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. And I think, you know,

0:40:34.880 --> 0:40:36.440
<v Speaker 1>just to watch you. I think the first time I

0:40:36.480 --> 0:40:38.280
<v Speaker 1>saw you, I was on the side of the stage

0:40:38.520 --> 0:40:41.280
<v Speaker 1>at Summer Jam when Nikki brought you out. Yeah, that's crazy.

0:40:41.320 --> 0:40:44.240
<v Speaker 1>So that was like twenty fourteen or fifteen? Was that fourteen?

0:40:44.640 --> 0:40:48.719
<v Speaker 1>Twenty fourteen? For sure? How old were you twenty fourteen?

0:40:48.800 --> 0:40:52.040
<v Speaker 1>I was seventeen, so that was. Yeah, I remember that

0:40:52.120 --> 0:40:54.640
<v Speaker 1>shit like that was like that was one of them days,

0:40:54.719 --> 0:40:57.400
<v Speaker 1>fourteen seventeen eighteen like that. Yeah, that was one of

0:40:57.440 --> 0:40:59.399
<v Speaker 1>those days I always remember because we were right there

0:40:59.480 --> 0:41:01.759
<v Speaker 1>like bullshited our way where the label didn't kick us

0:41:01.800 --> 0:41:03.840
<v Speaker 1>out and I'm like standing there watching fucking Nikki and

0:41:03.920 --> 0:41:07.719
<v Speaker 1>Drake and you get brought out. That was That was

0:41:08.120 --> 0:41:10.160
<v Speaker 1>how big of how pivotal of like a day was

0:41:10.160 --> 0:41:11.759
<v Speaker 1>that for you to get brought out of summer jam

0:41:11.800 --> 0:41:13.840
<v Speaker 1>by Nikki? Man, that shit was crazy, Bro. I was

0:41:13.840 --> 0:41:17.439
<v Speaker 1>so nervous. I couldn't even really like because you gotta understand, bro,

0:41:17.600 --> 0:41:21.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm coming from say Knife and Assens every day. That's

0:41:21.000 --> 0:41:23.200
<v Speaker 1>why I'm hanging it. Like literally, I'm right there the

0:41:23.280 --> 0:41:25.680
<v Speaker 1>day before I fly out. So it's like I didn't

0:41:25.680 --> 0:41:28.120
<v Speaker 1>even feel like I belonged there. I felt like I

0:41:28.239 --> 0:41:30.480
<v Speaker 1>felt I blended in better over there. And that's the

0:41:30.520 --> 0:41:32.560
<v Speaker 1>wrong way to think, because I've been a superstar Nigga.

0:41:32.560 --> 0:41:34.120
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't even been there if I ain't belong with that.

0:41:34.200 --> 0:41:35.840
<v Speaker 1>Of course, NICKI would have never reached out to me

0:41:35.880 --> 0:41:39.200
<v Speaker 1>if I didn't deserve to be there. But when I

0:41:39.400 --> 0:41:41.720
<v Speaker 1>come around that, I felt like I was out of place.

0:41:42.000 --> 0:41:44.040
<v Speaker 1>That's fucking crazy. I should have felt like I was

0:41:44.040 --> 0:41:46.360
<v Speaker 1>out of place on my block, right you feel me?

0:41:46.640 --> 0:41:49.000
<v Speaker 1>I felt the most comfortable over there. And when I

0:41:49.040 --> 0:41:54.680
<v Speaker 1>get around Wayne, fucking Baby Nikki, all these superstars meet.

0:41:54.800 --> 0:41:56.839
<v Speaker 1>This is my first time really meeting all of them.

0:41:57.360 --> 0:42:01.440
<v Speaker 1>I ain't say a word that Bro, Drake Nigga. I

0:42:01.520 --> 0:42:03.680
<v Speaker 1>saw to god Drake could contest it is right now,

0:42:04.040 --> 0:42:08.839
<v Speaker 1>we backstage. My first real encounter with Drake was, y'all

0:42:08.880 --> 0:42:10.960
<v Speaker 1>don't know who this is. This is my favorite rapper.

0:42:11.040 --> 0:42:13.360
<v Speaker 1>Drake called me his favorite rapper Nigga when I was

0:42:13.400 --> 0:42:16.040
<v Speaker 1>eighteen years old. It's my favorite rapper right now. And

0:42:16.080 --> 0:42:17.960
<v Speaker 1>I got so shot. I'm like, man, what the fuck

0:42:18.000 --> 0:42:19.440
<v Speaker 1>you just put me on the spot like that for?

0:42:20.040 --> 0:42:22.000
<v Speaker 1>It fucked me up because I felt out of place

0:42:22.080 --> 0:42:24.880
<v Speaker 1>already being there. I didn't feel like a star. You

0:42:24.880 --> 0:42:26.200
<v Speaker 1>feel what I'm saying. I didn't know how to feel

0:42:26.200 --> 0:42:28.120
<v Speaker 1>like a star because I'm up against this shit. You're

0:42:28.200 --> 0:42:30.600
<v Speaker 1>up against real life. I'm up against real life. I

0:42:30.600 --> 0:42:32.719
<v Speaker 1>didn't feel like a star, bro. So for Drake to

0:42:32.760 --> 0:42:34.960
<v Speaker 1>tell me that right then, I didn't even know how

0:42:34.960 --> 0:42:37.680
<v Speaker 1>to feel. It made me so fucking uncomfortable that he

0:42:37.760 --> 0:42:39.680
<v Speaker 1>did that. You feel me, and that's probably why, like,

0:42:40.400 --> 0:42:43.080
<v Speaker 1>our relationship ain't where it should be today because I

0:42:43.120 --> 0:42:45.600
<v Speaker 1>didn't embrace him telling me that. I didn't know how

0:42:45.640 --> 0:42:47.239
<v Speaker 1>to feel when he told me that shit. Bro, I

0:42:47.239 --> 0:42:48.920
<v Speaker 1>swear to God, a nigga told me in front of

0:42:48.920 --> 0:42:53.440
<v Speaker 1>Baby Wayne Nikki g Robers that night. That night, back backstage,

0:42:53.440 --> 0:42:55.120
<v Speaker 1>he said, YA don't know what this is because I'm

0:42:55.160 --> 0:42:57.480
<v Speaker 1>in the corner. I ain't talking to nobody. I don't

0:42:57.480 --> 0:42:59.680
<v Speaker 1>know what this is. Man, this is my favorite rapper.

0:42:59.680 --> 0:43:02.040
<v Speaker 1>Man ain't nah, I fuck with Shorty and I ain't

0:43:02.080 --> 0:43:03.880
<v Speaker 1>know what the thing. I still was nervous when I

0:43:03.920 --> 0:43:05.879
<v Speaker 1>went out on stage. You feel me, like, And I'm

0:43:05.880 --> 0:43:08.480
<v Speaker 1>saying all that to say for any artist or anybody

0:43:08.520 --> 0:43:11.120
<v Speaker 1>that's trying to do this shit like, embrace your in

0:43:11.160 --> 0:43:14.000
<v Speaker 1>the stock, embrace your power because this shit could be

0:43:14.040 --> 0:43:16.000
<v Speaker 1>taken from you any day. And I'm blessed that God

0:43:16.040 --> 0:43:18.279
<v Speaker 1>didn't take this shit from me when I took it

0:43:18.280 --> 0:43:20.640
<v Speaker 1>for granted, or when I didn't understand what it was.

0:43:20.680 --> 0:43:22.719
<v Speaker 1>And that's why I'm here today. You know what I'm saying.

0:43:22.760 --> 0:43:26.040
<v Speaker 1>So that shit crazy to me, Bro, It's crazy. Full

0:43:26.120 --> 0:43:29.719
<v Speaker 1>circle Nicky. I came out roll aloud with Nikki. You

0:43:29.719 --> 0:43:31.600
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying, like full circle to this day.

0:43:31.680 --> 0:43:33.839
<v Speaker 1>Me and Drake Cool. That's my brother, h I talk

0:43:33.920 --> 0:43:35.640
<v Speaker 1>to him all the time. You know what I'm saying,

0:43:35.719 --> 0:43:38.399
<v Speaker 1>Like I was, you be hooping together and shit, now

0:43:38.440 --> 0:43:40.920
<v Speaker 1>you feel me. We go hang out and all this shit.

0:43:40.960 --> 0:43:44.839
<v Speaker 1>You know. Like so it's just like a different hour

0:43:45.040 --> 0:43:47.399
<v Speaker 1>that I have about myself because I'm mature and I'm

0:43:47.440 --> 0:43:50.640
<v Speaker 1>a different person. Yeah, what would you say is the

0:43:50.719 --> 0:43:56.560
<v Speaker 1>main component for you to have the longevity? Because I mean, listen, man,

0:43:56.840 --> 0:43:59.080
<v Speaker 1>we're talking going on ten years now, right, so like

0:43:59.320 --> 0:44:02.800
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people, I mean, careers last a summer

0:44:03.800 --> 0:44:06.480
<v Speaker 1>two years, you know, Like like I mean, we don't

0:44:06.480 --> 0:44:08.719
<v Speaker 1>even gotta say names. We just think the top of

0:44:08.719 --> 0:44:10.919
<v Speaker 1>your head list goes on so many artists that I'm like, damn,

0:44:11.000 --> 0:44:13.399
<v Speaker 1>y'all had you had a hot year? And then you're

0:44:13.480 --> 0:44:15.200
<v Speaker 1>like what happened? You know what I mean? Like what

0:44:15.239 --> 0:44:19.040
<v Speaker 1>do you think is uh been pertinent to you staying relevant?

0:44:19.080 --> 0:44:21.480
<v Speaker 1>And and you know, for me, I think just from

0:44:21.480 --> 0:44:26.600
<v Speaker 1>a fan, it's gross. Yeah. The growth musically, it's being myself, Yes,

0:44:26.680 --> 0:44:30.160
<v Speaker 1>embracing my flaws. Bro, not feeling like I was supposed

0:44:30.200 --> 0:44:31.800
<v Speaker 1>to be that nigga or I suppose you know, and

0:44:31.880 --> 0:44:33.560
<v Speaker 1>you're not wearing like a rapper cost to me that

0:44:33.760 --> 0:44:35.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm not wearing a rapper cost. I'm being myself. You

0:44:35.960 --> 0:44:37.399
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. At the end of the day,

0:44:38.239 --> 0:44:40.960
<v Speaker 1>as before I mature and became this person, you would

0:44:40.960 --> 0:44:43.080
<v Speaker 1>look look at him, still look good. I'm doing all

0:44:43.120 --> 0:44:45.120
<v Speaker 1>this ship and I'm like, how the fuck is this

0:44:45.200 --> 0:44:47.680
<v Speaker 1>nigga doing better than me? And I know for a fact,

0:44:47.920 --> 0:44:50.640
<v Speaker 1>I ain't a competitive person. I don't compel nobody, which

0:44:50.640 --> 0:44:53.240
<v Speaker 1>is important. You know that is a flaw. That's a flaw.

0:44:53.440 --> 0:44:55.600
<v Speaker 1>I never look at nobody like he's supposed to be

0:44:55.600 --> 0:44:57.319
<v Speaker 1>where they at. You will look at a nigga and

0:44:57.320 --> 0:44:58.759
<v Speaker 1>be like, I'm supposed to be where he at and

0:44:58.800 --> 0:45:01.839
<v Speaker 1>then next year, where is he? And you still doing this?

0:45:01.960 --> 0:45:04.719
<v Speaker 1>I ain't never did this. I when you start looking over,

0:45:04.920 --> 0:45:07.200
<v Speaker 1>I always did this and this and this and this

0:45:07.320 --> 0:45:10.280
<v Speaker 1>and this because I always better on myself. I always

0:45:10.320 --> 0:45:13.560
<v Speaker 1>believe in myself and I always been myself. Bro every

0:45:13.600 --> 0:45:17.520
<v Speaker 1>every all through my career. I'm going through something personally,

0:45:17.560 --> 0:45:19.400
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, whether it's adversity. Reddit is

0:45:19.440 --> 0:45:21.680
<v Speaker 1>the music industry, whether it's fighting the case, whether it's

0:45:21.719 --> 0:45:24.040
<v Speaker 1>dealing with some shit at home. I just find a

0:45:24.040 --> 0:45:26.120
<v Speaker 1>way to just be the best version of myself when

0:45:26.120 --> 0:45:29.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm out here being g Herbal, because I'm not g Herbal.

0:45:29.320 --> 0:45:32.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm Herbert, right. Ge Herbal is the basically the costume,

0:45:33.000 --> 0:45:35.200
<v Speaker 1>but I don't put on a rapper costume. I'm not

0:45:35.239 --> 0:45:37.200
<v Speaker 1>trying to be g Herbal because I am g Herbal.

0:45:37.280 --> 0:45:39.840
<v Speaker 1>That's me automatically. I am that. But at the end

0:45:39.880 --> 0:45:42.040
<v Speaker 1>of the day, I'm a man, bro, and that's what's

0:45:42.040 --> 0:45:44.480
<v Speaker 1>important to me. So I always focused on being that

0:45:45.000 --> 0:45:46.839
<v Speaker 1>and just being the best man I could be. As

0:45:46.920 --> 0:45:48.520
<v Speaker 1>as long as I'm the best man I could be,

0:45:48.800 --> 0:45:51.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm always be the best rap I could be. That's

0:45:51.000 --> 0:45:53.960
<v Speaker 1>shit easy, bro. I ain't no rap. I'm a solid nigga.

0:45:54.200 --> 0:45:56.400
<v Speaker 1>You feel what I'm saying, and that's what's important to me,

0:45:56.719 --> 0:45:58.879
<v Speaker 1>and that's what people gravitate to, you know what I'm saying.

0:45:58.920 --> 0:46:01.319
<v Speaker 1>So a lot of time people didn't really catch on

0:46:01.400 --> 0:46:03.239
<v Speaker 1>the rap. I ain't had no plaques and all this

0:46:03.360 --> 0:46:05.440
<v Speaker 1>crazy shit going on. I fee I'm saying. I'm just

0:46:05.480 --> 0:46:09.080
<v Speaker 1>not really getting my plaques now I'm getting my flowers now,

0:46:09.120 --> 0:46:11.480
<v Speaker 1>but I ain't never asked for them. I ain't want them.

0:46:11.520 --> 0:46:13.360
<v Speaker 1>The people who fucked me fucked me. If it was

0:46:13.400 --> 0:46:15.440
<v Speaker 1>for you, it's for you. Hey, what up? Is Bootleg

0:46:15.560 --> 0:46:17.839
<v Speaker 1>keV stopping the interview real quick to tell you about

0:46:17.840 --> 0:46:20.719
<v Speaker 1>our partners at my bookie. That's right, man, If you're

0:46:20.719 --> 0:46:22.680
<v Speaker 1>trying to get in on some of this NFL action,

0:46:23.160 --> 0:46:26.120
<v Speaker 1>now is the time, all right. I can't believe we're

0:46:26.120 --> 0:46:28.680
<v Speaker 1>already like this far into the season. It's flown by.

0:46:28.719 --> 0:46:30.879
<v Speaker 1>I've lost a lot of money last week. I want

0:46:30.880 --> 0:46:32.359
<v Speaker 1>a lot of money though, and I want it on

0:46:32.480 --> 0:46:35.200
<v Speaker 1>my bookie. You could do the same thing I'm talking

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<v Speaker 1>about teasers. You could do the parlay builder, you could

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<v Speaker 1>do whatever you want. You could bet on your favorite

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0:46:42.920 --> 0:46:45.279
<v Speaker 1>do is go to my bookie, sign up using the

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<v Speaker 1>code and they will match your first deposit. That's free

0:46:54.000 --> 0:46:56.879
<v Speaker 1>money to gamble with. Let's say they give you an

0:46:56.920 --> 0:46:59.680
<v Speaker 1>extra thousand dollars because you deposited a thousand dollars or

0:46:59.719 --> 0:47:01.919
<v Speaker 1>maybe only want a deposit two hundred dollars. They're gonna

0:47:01.920 --> 0:47:04.160
<v Speaker 1>give you another two hundred dollars to gamble with. All right,

0:47:04.400 --> 0:47:08.680
<v Speaker 1>it's that first time. Fuck my bad, dude, my brain

0:47:08.760 --> 0:47:13.040
<v Speaker 1>is broken. Yo. It's Bootleg keV here to tell you

0:47:13.080 --> 0:47:15.880
<v Speaker 1>about our partners at my bookie. Damn it football season.

0:47:15.960 --> 0:47:18.279
<v Speaker 1>We're in the thick of it right now. I hit

0:47:18.360 --> 0:47:20.359
<v Speaker 1>big last week too. Man. I want to give a

0:47:20.360 --> 0:47:22.800
<v Speaker 1>shout out to to my guy who gave me the

0:47:22.840 --> 0:47:24.840
<v Speaker 1>pick shot I got sports book Killer. But listen, what

0:47:24.880 --> 0:47:26.719
<v Speaker 1>you gotta do is go to my bookie right now.

0:47:26.760 --> 0:47:29.480
<v Speaker 1>Get in on this NFL action. You know, NBA's coming

0:47:29.560 --> 0:47:32.160
<v Speaker 1>up to You could bet on anything you want. They

0:47:32.160 --> 0:47:34.600
<v Speaker 1>got the player props, you could do the parlay builder.

0:47:34.960 --> 0:47:36.520
<v Speaker 1>You could bet on your favorite team to win the

0:47:36.560 --> 0:47:39.440
<v Speaker 1>Super Bowl. Get them odds up. Whatever it is the

0:47:39.440 --> 0:47:44.520
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0:47:44.680 --> 0:47:46.960
<v Speaker 1>means when you sign up for your account, use the

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<v Speaker 1>promo code Bootleg boot l Eg and you will get

0:47:51.800 --> 0:47:55.240
<v Speaker 1>a deposit match. So if you put in two hundred dollars,

0:47:55.360 --> 0:47:57.319
<v Speaker 1>they're gonna give you two hundred dollars on top of

0:47:57.320 --> 0:47:59.719
<v Speaker 1>that to gamble with for free. If you put in

0:47:59.760 --> 0:48:03.360
<v Speaker 1>a thousand dollars, they're gonna match that deposit with a

0:48:03.440 --> 0:48:06.120
<v Speaker 1>three thousand dollars for you to gamble with right now.

0:48:06.280 --> 0:48:08.399
<v Speaker 1>So what the fuck are you waiting for. Let's get

0:48:08.400 --> 0:48:11.200
<v Speaker 1>this money, Let's watch some fucking football, and let's get

0:48:11.239 --> 0:48:12.840
<v Speaker 1>paid with my bookiet. Well, you know what it is

0:48:12.880 --> 0:48:15.080
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people use that kind of shit as

0:48:15.120 --> 0:48:18.759
<v Speaker 1>a way to give them like, like feel like they

0:48:18.800 --> 0:48:23.000
<v Speaker 1>look at accolades, relationships, props from other artists as like

0:48:23.040 --> 0:48:27.319
<v Speaker 1>a way to validate themselves, validate themselves. And it's like, bro, like,

0:48:27.440 --> 0:48:29.160
<v Speaker 1>if you know you're straight and you know you're on

0:48:29.200 --> 0:48:32.600
<v Speaker 1>your mission, always get like everything will come like at

0:48:32.600 --> 0:48:35.719
<v Speaker 1>the end of the day. You can't let outside shit

0:48:36.200 --> 0:48:39.640
<v Speaker 1>validate who you are. And unfortunately, like a lot of people,

0:48:40.080 --> 0:48:41.920
<v Speaker 1>that's I mean, I've been I've been in that position

0:48:41.960 --> 0:48:43.880
<v Speaker 1>in my life where I'm so worried about what everybody

0:48:43.960 --> 0:48:45.840
<v Speaker 1>thought or I have to you, it's going to be

0:48:45.880 --> 0:48:48.359
<v Speaker 1>in that position where you worry about what everybody think.

0:48:48.440 --> 0:48:52.040
<v Speaker 1>But the thing that made me stop caring is it

0:48:52.160 --> 0:48:54.640
<v Speaker 1>was always because of the Internet. You feel what I'm saying, Like,

0:48:54.680 --> 0:48:56.320
<v Speaker 1>the people that I deal with on the day to

0:48:56.400 --> 0:48:59.440
<v Speaker 1>day where there's somebody I work with, some my first

0:48:59.440 --> 0:49:02.759
<v Speaker 1>time means somebody, my mother, my girl, my kids, right,

0:49:03.000 --> 0:49:06.319
<v Speaker 1>my girl, mother of family. Everybody loved me when they

0:49:06.400 --> 0:49:08.839
<v Speaker 1>meet me. And I started to think, like, I mean,

0:49:08.920 --> 0:49:11.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm a solid nigga. I ain't never really hear nobody

0:49:11.920 --> 0:49:14.160
<v Speaker 1>really say nothing bad about me. Like in the streets,

0:49:14.160 --> 0:49:17.200
<v Speaker 1>my name always been good US industry and the music industry.

0:49:17.400 --> 0:49:19.080
<v Speaker 1>As you know, it's fake as fuck. I don't know

0:49:19.120 --> 0:49:21.160
<v Speaker 1>anybody who's ever said anything bad about it. My name

0:49:21.239 --> 0:49:23.359
<v Speaker 1>good out here, bro, because I just focus on being

0:49:23.360 --> 0:49:26.800
<v Speaker 1>a solid dude personally. My name good in the industry,

0:49:26.840 --> 0:49:29.319
<v Speaker 1>my name good. So it's like I can't really care

0:49:29.360 --> 0:49:31.480
<v Speaker 1>about what nobody said about me because I ain't perfect.

0:49:31.520 --> 0:49:33.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna fuck up, of course. So if I embraced

0:49:33.920 --> 0:49:35.840
<v Speaker 1>my flaws and just try to be the best version

0:49:35.840 --> 0:49:37.759
<v Speaker 1>of myself, I'm gonna always be good. And that's why

0:49:37.760 --> 0:49:41.520
<v Speaker 1>I never feel into like internet shit because my name's solid, bro.

0:49:41.560 --> 0:49:43.400
<v Speaker 1>It always been solid no matter what I did, what

0:49:43.600 --> 0:49:45.880
<v Speaker 1>I was in the streets, every day, in the industry,

0:49:46.000 --> 0:49:49.480
<v Speaker 1>at home, my name always been solid. With my flaws,

0:49:49.560 --> 0:49:52.080
<v Speaker 1>with every fuck up I ever heard in my life,

0:49:52.280 --> 0:49:55.600
<v Speaker 1>my name still always remained solid. And that's what's important

0:49:55.640 --> 0:49:57.920
<v Speaker 1>to me. That's all I really care about. That's important, man.

0:49:57.960 --> 0:50:00.600
<v Speaker 1>And I also think too, like you've done a good

0:50:00.680 --> 0:50:03.960
<v Speaker 1>job of navigating the Internet era, which which was not

0:50:04.239 --> 0:50:09.000
<v Speaker 1>necessarily present like it is now when you first got

0:50:09.040 --> 0:50:11.360
<v Speaker 1>into your career. It definitely wasn't hell on all. The

0:50:11.400 --> 0:50:14.640
<v Speaker 1>Internet presence was never like what it is now. Like

0:50:14.880 --> 0:50:17.359
<v Speaker 1>nobody never when I first started doing music, even though

0:50:17.360 --> 0:50:20.680
<v Speaker 1>the Internet was Instagram, MySpace and all that, nobody never

0:50:20.760 --> 0:50:23.080
<v Speaker 1>really felt comfortable walking up on those street niggas when

0:50:23.080 --> 0:50:26.560
<v Speaker 1>they phone out or that's a no no, automatically like

0:50:26.640 --> 0:50:29.440
<v Speaker 1>people not even scared like that I'm gonna do something

0:50:29.480 --> 0:50:31.560
<v Speaker 1>to them, smack their phone out there. I never done it.

0:50:31.600 --> 0:50:34.160
<v Speaker 1>I swept my whole career. Can't. Nobody never say I

0:50:34.200 --> 0:50:36.600
<v Speaker 1>smacked their phone out the head. I just embrace it,

0:50:36.680 --> 0:50:38.919
<v Speaker 1>like damn you know, I could be sleep mad, having

0:50:38.960 --> 0:50:41.600
<v Speaker 1>a bad day. I'm just like, damn you know, I

0:50:41.680 --> 0:50:44.160
<v Speaker 1>either watch out or I'm gonna and break you feel me?

0:50:45.000 --> 0:50:47.120
<v Speaker 1>That was never cool. It ain't never been cool to

0:50:47.160 --> 0:50:49.120
<v Speaker 1>walk up on nobody with your phone. I'll be having

0:50:49.200 --> 0:50:51.440
<v Speaker 1>my kids. I could have my brand new baby walking

0:50:51.440 --> 0:50:53.760
<v Speaker 1>through the airport walk up and do like it's crazy.

0:50:54.000 --> 0:50:56.600
<v Speaker 1>That's crazy to me, bro, and that's not cool. We

0:50:56.680 --> 0:51:00.760
<v Speaker 1>need to not normalize that shit. Bro. That get people

0:51:00.760 --> 0:51:02.840
<v Speaker 1>their space at the end of the day, because we

0:51:02.960 --> 0:51:05.520
<v Speaker 1>all human. How would you feel if you're a regular

0:51:05.560 --> 0:51:09.480
<v Speaker 1>person and your kid just in your arms and they

0:51:09.600 --> 0:51:12.600
<v Speaker 1>like the kids shoes whatever, or people negative they may

0:51:12.600 --> 0:51:14.960
<v Speaker 1>think your kid looks I've had a crack a joke.

0:51:15.239 --> 0:51:17.000
<v Speaker 1>I've had that happen rapping at the grocery store when

0:51:17.000 --> 0:51:19.120
<v Speaker 1>I had my son was a baby and they be

0:51:19.120 --> 0:51:20.560
<v Speaker 1>like I've had people try to be like, oh, your

0:51:20.600 --> 0:51:23.920
<v Speaker 1>baby's so cute to touch. I don't touch my I

0:51:23.920 --> 0:51:25.560
<v Speaker 1>ain't with that. You feel what I'm saying, Like people

0:51:25.560 --> 0:51:27.080
<v Speaker 1>will try to, like used to try to, like when

0:51:27.080 --> 0:51:28.600
<v Speaker 1>my girl was pregnant, they used to always try to

0:51:28.600 --> 0:51:31.680
<v Speaker 1>touch our stomach and I'll be don't do that. I

0:51:31.719 --> 0:51:33.800
<v Speaker 1>don't know, I ain't with that. Are you the grandma?

0:51:33.920 --> 0:51:36.439
<v Speaker 1>Are you the auntie? And he don't bring that ship

0:51:36.480 --> 0:51:38.680
<v Speaker 1>you feel me? But people feel welcome enough to do that,

0:51:38.719 --> 0:51:40.960
<v Speaker 1>and then I'm the bad guy. Oh her push me.

0:51:41.040 --> 0:51:43.120
<v Speaker 1>I tried, that's my baby right there. I don't know

0:51:43.160 --> 0:51:45.719
<v Speaker 1>what the fuck you into? I really do something to you.

0:51:45.680 --> 0:51:47.960
<v Speaker 1>You're trying to touch my girl's stomach while she's pregnant.

0:51:48.120 --> 0:51:49.640
<v Speaker 1>You feel me. But at the end of the day,

0:51:49.680 --> 0:51:51.920
<v Speaker 1>we all human, So you gotta understand that, bro, you

0:51:51.960 --> 0:51:54.319
<v Speaker 1>gotta really understand where a nigga comes from when he does.

0:51:56.200 --> 0:51:58.840
<v Speaker 1>I want to ask you this because I think, you know,

0:51:58.960 --> 0:52:03.520
<v Speaker 1>one of the main components that kind of people when

0:52:03.520 --> 0:52:07.880
<v Speaker 1>they think about early Chicago days. Not early Chicago in general,

0:52:07.920 --> 0:52:09.800
<v Speaker 1>because you know, we can go back to like Twist

0:52:09.960 --> 0:52:12.000
<v Speaker 1>and Common and all that shit, but like in terms

0:52:12.000 --> 0:52:16.120
<v Speaker 1>of the just the drill movement. You know, Chief Keeth

0:52:16.160 --> 0:52:19.799
<v Speaker 1>obviously kicked the door down. I saw you talk about

0:52:19.840 --> 0:52:22.840
<v Speaker 1>kind of his influence in what Charlamayne and said, and

0:52:22.880 --> 0:52:24.640
<v Speaker 1>you're going to see Charlemagne this weekend. Shout out to

0:52:24.680 --> 0:52:29.520
<v Speaker 1>my guy. I wonder. I know some people had felt

0:52:29.640 --> 0:52:32.560
<v Speaker 1>a certain type of way about when Academics was doing

0:52:32.560 --> 0:52:35.440
<v Speaker 1>the warre Inn Chirac shit. Around that time. You were

0:52:35.480 --> 0:52:38.480
<v Speaker 1>probably a lot more present in some of that ship. Yeah.

0:52:38.680 --> 0:52:41.560
<v Speaker 1>Was that something that you guys paid attention to or

0:52:41.560 --> 0:52:45.359
<v Speaker 1>was it something you thought added to the violence? Yeah,

0:52:45.600 --> 0:52:48.200
<v Speaker 1>definitely added to the violence. And I got a one

0:52:48.200 --> 0:52:50.080
<v Speaker 1>on one with academics too. We could talk about this,

0:52:50.160 --> 0:52:52.040
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, Academics my brother, I'll fuck

0:52:52.080 --> 0:52:54.200
<v Speaker 1>with him, you know what I'm saying. But what you

0:52:54.280 --> 0:52:59.279
<v Speaker 1>thought Academics was from Chicago? Yeah, yeah, he I ain't

0:52:59.320 --> 0:53:02.239
<v Speaker 1>from chicag bro. And he's speaking on this ship in

0:53:02.280 --> 0:53:05.240
<v Speaker 1>a way where it's like Jersey got a hood, Jersey

0:53:05.239 --> 0:53:07.440
<v Speaker 1>got the trenches, Jersey got rappers all this. You're not

0:53:07.480 --> 0:53:09.480
<v Speaker 1>speaking on this shit because you from that. These people

0:53:09.520 --> 0:53:12.640
<v Speaker 1>really know you. I feel like, in my opinion, you

0:53:12.680 --> 0:53:14.799
<v Speaker 1>know you're not gonna speak so much on what's going

0:53:14.840 --> 0:53:17.960
<v Speaker 1>on in Jersey, even though Chicago had the bigger spotlight

0:53:18.000 --> 0:53:19.759
<v Speaker 1>on him and it was something to talk about. But

0:53:19.800 --> 0:53:21.120
<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, you don't know how

0:53:21.120 --> 0:53:24.280
<v Speaker 1>many people lost their lives outside of the Internet about

0:53:24.280 --> 0:53:26.840
<v Speaker 1>some shit you talking about. You calling a nigga, You

0:53:26.920 --> 0:53:29.320
<v Speaker 1>calling Recye the grim Reaper like a nigga. Want to

0:53:29.400 --> 0:53:32.680
<v Speaker 1>kill him just because you calling him that. You call

0:53:32.719 --> 0:53:35.040
<v Speaker 1>a nigga the grim Reaper, Nigga the grim Reaper. You

0:53:35.080 --> 0:53:37.160
<v Speaker 1>don't supposed to call no man the grim Reaper. You

0:53:37.160 --> 0:53:40.200
<v Speaker 1>feel saying the grim Reaper is a representation of death,

0:53:41.000 --> 0:53:43.000
<v Speaker 1>and you calling this man that they got a family,

0:53:43.040 --> 0:53:45.640
<v Speaker 1>they got kids, they got a mother, they got sister

0:53:46.040 --> 0:53:48.160
<v Speaker 1>that people got. But he was young. I get him that.

0:53:48.200 --> 0:53:50.080
<v Speaker 1>I give him credit. He was just on the outside

0:53:50.120 --> 0:53:52.160
<v Speaker 1>looking in and there was something to talk about and

0:53:52.200 --> 0:53:54.040
<v Speaker 1>it built his platform to this day. I'm not gonna

0:53:54.120 --> 0:53:56.000
<v Speaker 1>knock him for that, but at the end of the day,

0:53:56.560 --> 0:53:58.680
<v Speaker 1>a lot of that shit made a big difference in

0:53:58.719 --> 0:54:01.800
<v Speaker 1>what's going on now. We didn't know who Academics was.

0:54:01.840 --> 0:54:05.319
<v Speaker 1>We thought Academics was from Chicago because he knew so much.

0:54:05.640 --> 0:54:08.279
<v Speaker 1>But that's somebody that was just in tune with what

0:54:08.320 --> 0:54:10.719
<v Speaker 1>we're doing because we broadcasted it. So we gotta hold

0:54:10.719 --> 0:54:14.719
<v Speaker 1>ourselves accountable in the music exactly we broadcasted this ship.

0:54:14.800 --> 0:54:16.600
<v Speaker 1>So I'm gonna be a man and say, yeah, we

0:54:16.680 --> 0:54:19.480
<v Speaker 1>started it. For sure, we initiated it. But at the

0:54:19.560 --> 0:54:21.239
<v Speaker 1>end of the day, we were just kids and this

0:54:21.360 --> 0:54:24.040
<v Speaker 1>was our reality. We didn't never look at this shit like, oh,

0:54:24.080 --> 0:54:26.440
<v Speaker 1>we put these guns on Internet, we're gonna get famous.

0:54:26.840 --> 0:54:29.600
<v Speaker 1>It was just cameras were just cameras around videos and

0:54:29.920 --> 0:54:32.600
<v Speaker 1>started rapping. We just embracing our life. Soon as that

0:54:32.680 --> 0:54:35.760
<v Speaker 1>camera went down, we ain't put them guns in storage. Motherfuckers,

0:54:35.840 --> 0:54:38.120
<v Speaker 1>was right. On the block with us and were protecting

0:54:38.160 --> 0:54:41.080
<v Speaker 1>our life. That's what we was up against. And people

0:54:41.120 --> 0:54:42.839
<v Speaker 1>got to understand that, and a lot of people lost

0:54:42.840 --> 0:54:45.000
<v Speaker 1>their life to that, And that's a lot of reasons

0:54:45.040 --> 0:54:47.560
<v Speaker 1>why people react and behave the way they do. You

0:54:47.600 --> 0:54:50.360
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. Yeah, I think I understand like them, uh,

0:54:50.640 --> 0:54:54.319
<v Speaker 1>because I know vic vic vic menta like he was not.

0:54:54.400 --> 0:54:55.600
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I know a lot of people who have,

0:54:55.800 --> 0:54:58.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, negative connotations towards academics. Rightfully, so a lot

0:54:58.560 --> 0:55:01.000
<v Speaker 1>of people do. But I think at that time, I

0:55:01.320 --> 0:55:03.239
<v Speaker 1>don't know if he understood the gravity of what he

0:55:03.360 --> 0:55:05.000
<v Speaker 1>was doing, I would give him the I would give

0:55:05.080 --> 0:55:07.400
<v Speaker 1>him the benefit to say he didn't understand what he

0:55:07.480 --> 0:55:09.719
<v Speaker 1>was doing at that time. I'm not sure he ever

0:55:09.800 --> 0:55:14.080
<v Speaker 1>knew he'd be on camera. Yeah, Like we know, academics

0:55:14.200 --> 0:55:16.719
<v Speaker 1>is like a personality in hip hop as to where

0:55:16.800 --> 0:55:18.840
<v Speaker 1>like then he was just the voice that was just

0:55:18.920 --> 0:55:20.919
<v Speaker 1>you know, kind of narrating on camera. But yeah, nobody

0:55:21.000 --> 0:55:22.520
<v Speaker 1>knew how he looked when he was doing that. He

0:55:22.560 --> 0:55:25.279
<v Speaker 1>didn't show his face, right, And I think that's one

0:55:25.280 --> 0:55:27.360
<v Speaker 1>of the reasons why he didn't. He didn't want nobody

0:55:27.440 --> 0:55:29.600
<v Speaker 1>know how he looked. He ain't want nobody know who

0:55:29.640 --> 0:55:31.960
<v Speaker 1>he was because the shit he was doing. Bro, I

0:55:31.960 --> 0:55:33.719
<v Speaker 1>ain't gonna lie, and you gotta I'm gonna talk. I'm

0:55:33.760 --> 0:55:35.279
<v Speaker 1>gonna talk to him when we say that for real,

0:55:35.400 --> 0:55:38.160
<v Speaker 1>Like you gotta really hold yourself accountable for what you've

0:55:38.160 --> 0:55:40.319
<v Speaker 1>done and the same responsible for a lot of this shit,

0:55:40.400 --> 0:55:42.040
<v Speaker 1>the same way that we are as are. I think

0:55:42.040 --> 0:55:45.600
<v Speaker 1>that's what important is the I think I think anybody

0:55:45.640 --> 0:55:47.799
<v Speaker 1>who's a grown ass man, Look, man, if you were

0:55:47.880 --> 0:55:50.479
<v Speaker 1>nineteen twenty making YouTube videos, you should at least own

0:55:50.800 --> 0:55:53.920
<v Speaker 1>whatever to own him. I was nineteen twenty and I'm

0:55:53.920 --> 0:55:56.480
<v Speaker 1>talking about the shit I'm up against, or eighteen seventeen

0:55:56.520 --> 0:55:58.279
<v Speaker 1>when I wasn't talking about nothing, and if I want

0:55:58.360 --> 0:56:00.719
<v Speaker 1>somebody to go outside and kill somebody, and even talking

0:56:00.760 --> 0:56:02.319
<v Speaker 1>about some shit because I have just seen my best

0:56:02.320 --> 0:56:04.439
<v Speaker 1>friend get his fucking head blown up. It's crazy even

0:56:04.480 --> 0:56:07.000
<v Speaker 1>just the influence of like those videos, like because now

0:56:07.040 --> 0:56:10.200
<v Speaker 1>there's so many YouTube channels and their whole stick is

0:56:10.320 --> 0:56:14.160
<v Speaker 1>talking over clips that we don't know what these people

0:56:14.200 --> 0:56:17.120
<v Speaker 1>look like. We just know that they're covering whatever city's

0:56:17.160 --> 0:56:19.360
<v Speaker 1>bullshit that's going on. Like it'd be hard for me

0:56:19.400 --> 0:56:21.319
<v Speaker 1>to touch on it because it's so close to home.

0:56:21.440 --> 0:56:24.040
<v Speaker 1>Of course, that's a sensitive subject. You feel what I'm saying,

0:56:24.080 --> 0:56:26.160
<v Speaker 1>Like I lost a lot of people that I really love.

0:56:27.560 --> 0:56:29.960
<v Speaker 1>I mean, like you said, it's behind the streets, right,

0:56:30.200 --> 0:56:34.160
<v Speaker 1>you feel me? What is your opinion on when you

0:56:34.200 --> 0:56:38.640
<v Speaker 1>come from a place like Chicago, where a lot of

0:56:39.320 --> 0:56:44.760
<v Speaker 1>conflict is rooted from a very real place. I feel

0:56:44.760 --> 0:56:48.680
<v Speaker 1>like the last few years we've seen hip hop beef

0:56:49.640 --> 0:56:52.200
<v Speaker 1>people who aren't from the same place, not even anyone

0:56:52.239 --> 0:56:55.600
<v Speaker 1>specifically exactly, but people who aren't even from the same state,

0:56:56.480 --> 0:56:58.680
<v Speaker 1>people who do not grow up around each other have

0:56:59.000 --> 0:57:03.759
<v Speaker 1>serious beef. That's equal bloodshed, life being lost. Like, to me,

0:57:03.840 --> 0:57:06.160
<v Speaker 1>it's like a shame when I see that shit. It's

0:57:06.239 --> 0:57:08.840
<v Speaker 1>like really and a lot of it is the Internet,

0:57:09.120 --> 0:57:12.080
<v Speaker 1>the IG, the Twitter, all this shit, But like you know,

0:57:12.480 --> 0:57:15.520
<v Speaker 1>I just feel like we got to figure out a

0:57:15.560 --> 0:57:17.120
<v Speaker 1>way to try to nip that kind of shit in

0:57:17.160 --> 0:57:19.840
<v Speaker 1>the butt. Like if someone's from the same place and

0:57:19.920 --> 0:57:25.240
<v Speaker 1>they got's cool, it's not even cool. I'm not cool, understandable,

0:57:25.280 --> 0:57:28.360
<v Speaker 1>but the rap beef shit, I'm like, man, especially if

0:57:28.360 --> 0:57:30.960
<v Speaker 1>it's from people who come from a place where they

0:57:31.000 --> 0:57:33.560
<v Speaker 1>know what beef is. It's like, what's the point of

0:57:33.640 --> 0:57:36.840
<v Speaker 1>like having like a real beef with another rapper who's

0:57:36.880 --> 0:57:39.720
<v Speaker 1>not even from where you're from exactly. I feel like

0:57:40.280 --> 0:57:43.320
<v Speaker 1>it's unnecessary in any way, you know what I'm saying.

0:57:43.320 --> 0:57:45.600
<v Speaker 1>And that's why I try to like stay in my

0:57:45.720 --> 0:57:48.680
<v Speaker 1>lane because I understand. I understand it, I get it.

0:57:48.760 --> 0:57:51.840
<v Speaker 1>I get why people have differences and they think like, oh,

0:57:51.880 --> 0:57:54.080
<v Speaker 1>I just react this way. And maybe sometimes they go

0:57:54.120 --> 0:57:56.440
<v Speaker 1>straight to the Internet, which make it even more bigger

0:57:56.440 --> 0:57:58.920
<v Speaker 1>because they not from the same state. That's the only

0:57:59.000 --> 0:58:01.360
<v Speaker 1>form of communication at that point. So it's like you

0:58:01.480 --> 0:58:03.400
<v Speaker 1>making shit bigger than what it is instead of just

0:58:03.720 --> 0:58:06.320
<v Speaker 1>getting on the phone. A lot of niggas avoid getting

0:58:06.320 --> 0:58:08.800
<v Speaker 1>on the phone. A lot of niggas avoid being accountable

0:58:08.800 --> 0:58:10.640
<v Speaker 1>for their actions. A lot of niggas scared to get

0:58:10.720 --> 0:58:12.960
<v Speaker 1>on that phone and say, damn all, I bet this

0:58:13.000 --> 0:58:14.880
<v Speaker 1>is what it is, this is a misunderstanding. Well, maybe

0:58:14.920 --> 0:58:17.680
<v Speaker 1>we should link right here and we could settle it.

0:58:17.760 --> 0:58:19.440
<v Speaker 1>You know, a lot of niggas get on that Internet,

0:58:19.520 --> 0:58:22.760
<v Speaker 1>and it's like and it shit could be something as

0:58:22.760 --> 0:58:24.840
<v Speaker 1>simple as a phone call. Two niggas getting on the

0:58:24.880 --> 0:58:28.280
<v Speaker 1>phone that don't nobody know, nobody, nobody even need to

0:58:28.320 --> 0:58:30.280
<v Speaker 1>know the nature of the conversation. But when you go

0:58:30.320 --> 0:58:32.479
<v Speaker 1>on the internet and you said something about this nigga,

0:58:32.560 --> 0:58:34.520
<v Speaker 1>you don't know, it's a hundred other niggas that love him,

0:58:34.920 --> 0:58:36.640
<v Speaker 1>you know what, probably not even on that, but a

0:58:36.720 --> 0:58:38.600
<v Speaker 1>hundred other niggas that love him. Now you can't even

0:58:38.640 --> 0:58:40.600
<v Speaker 1>do a show in this city. You can't do this,

0:58:40.880 --> 0:58:43.320
<v Speaker 1>you can't do that, And it become real beef when

0:58:43.400 --> 0:58:45.400
<v Speaker 1>y'all ain't from the city and it ain't no blood shit,

0:58:45.520 --> 0:58:48.840
<v Speaker 1>it becomes bloodshit over prize the Internet. And you know what,

0:58:48.880 --> 0:58:50.240
<v Speaker 1>I think some people are scared to get on the

0:58:50.240 --> 0:58:52.880
<v Speaker 1>phone because they're afraid of this internet shit on the

0:58:52.920 --> 0:58:55.040
<v Speaker 1>other side of it filming in corner. But at the

0:58:55.120 --> 0:58:57.440
<v Speaker 1>end of the day, it's like, if you confident as

0:58:57.480 --> 0:59:00.919
<v Speaker 1>a man, if you on the phone saying some sucker shit,

0:59:01.520 --> 0:59:05.080
<v Speaker 1>that ain't that's your problem. If you're on the NSC nigga,

0:59:05.080 --> 0:59:06.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm this and none of that, then you get on

0:59:06.400 --> 0:59:08.360
<v Speaker 1>the phone and say some sucker ship you deserve to

0:59:08.360 --> 0:59:11.200
<v Speaker 1>get recorded. But if you're on the phone being a man,

0:59:11.240 --> 0:59:14.200
<v Speaker 1>that being solid. Yeah, it ain't even that serious. Bro.

0:59:14.320 --> 0:59:17.280
<v Speaker 1>I feel like you did this, I did this. Fuck it,

0:59:17.320 --> 0:59:19.600
<v Speaker 1>It's cool, bro. It ain't even no thing. I don't

0:59:19.600 --> 0:59:21.800
<v Speaker 1>feel like less of a man because everybody's in the

0:59:21.840 --> 0:59:23.680
<v Speaker 1>same cities. You end up in LA, you end up

0:59:23.720 --> 0:59:25.920
<v Speaker 1>in Atlanta. You ain't like on New York for that,

0:59:25.960 --> 0:59:27.320
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. I want to have those

0:59:28.000 --> 0:59:30.600
<v Speaker 1>allies with people. If I go to Atlanta, I need

0:59:30.640 --> 0:59:32.560
<v Speaker 1>to be able to call somebody in Atlanta that I

0:59:32.680 --> 0:59:34.560
<v Speaker 1>fuck with. If I'm strengded, not even got nothing to

0:59:34.560 --> 0:59:36.640
<v Speaker 1>do with, no street shit. If I'm stranded, I need

0:59:36.680 --> 0:59:38.840
<v Speaker 1>a it's good to go to this restaurant right here. No,

0:59:39.080 --> 0:59:42.520
<v Speaker 1>it ain't, you know what I'm saying, La Saint Louis,

0:59:42.720 --> 0:59:45.560
<v Speaker 1>New Orleans, wherever I'm at, Vice versa. Bro, you gotta

0:59:45.600 --> 0:59:47.760
<v Speaker 1>build it, especially being an artist. It's like, ain't no

0:59:47.800 --> 0:59:50.600
<v Speaker 1>such thing as being on your own. I don't believe

0:59:50.600 --> 0:59:53.440
<v Speaker 1>in that, Bro. I feel like we're all stronger together, period.

0:59:53.800 --> 0:59:56.760
<v Speaker 1>So I don't believe in that rap this like that.

0:59:56.840 --> 0:59:59.120
<v Speaker 1>They never raped this. The nigga from our city. I

0:59:59.240 --> 1:00:01.640
<v Speaker 1>definitely ain't fro the be for the niggas from another city.

1:00:02.000 --> 1:00:03.720
<v Speaker 1>What the fuck I'm doing that for? The more gangster

1:00:03.720 --> 1:00:05.680
<v Speaker 1>shit is to get on the phone. Get on the phone,

1:00:05.800 --> 1:00:07.919
<v Speaker 1>Get on the phone. That's the real gangster ship though.

1:00:07.960 --> 1:00:10.320
<v Speaker 1>All the internet the gangster ship. Get on the phone,

1:00:10.360 --> 1:00:12.919
<v Speaker 1>talk to what's up? What's going on? Bro? What's the word?

1:00:13.000 --> 1:00:15.959
<v Speaker 1>We're good, it's cool, it's cool. Or if it really

1:00:16.040 --> 1:00:18.040
<v Speaker 1>is a difference, let's link up and solve it. Or

1:00:18.040 --> 1:00:20.000
<v Speaker 1>if it's gonna whatever, it's gonna be, keep it off

1:00:20.000 --> 1:00:22.400
<v Speaker 1>the internet. Let's do this amongst men. So at the

1:00:22.520 --> 1:00:25.560
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1:00:26.000 --> 1:00:29.160
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1:00:29.160 --> 1:00:31.200
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1:00:31.240 --> 1:00:34.040
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1:00:34.040 --> 1:00:35.840
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1:00:35.960 --> 1:00:38.800
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<v Speaker 1>the ripple. I'll take a shot at the Blanco real quick.

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<v Speaker 1>Got the ripple on the top side. Man, shout shoe

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<v Speaker 1>shay man. She made me this. We shout out to

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<v Speaker 1>tequila man, the pandemic drink all these tequila brands. Oh

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<v Speaker 1>fucking Covid nineteen if Covid nineteen was like, migos, owe

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<v Speaker 1>me a check first and foremost check in for I

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<v Speaker 1>check out. Man, you got about ten days to respond,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, go on. You know who's George. That's George

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<v Speaker 1>Clooney's side to Q. Yeah he sold it. He sold it,

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<v Speaker 1>actually did he? Yeah? He sold it. Shit good fod

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<v Speaker 1>cash out as he should. Yeah, yeah, as he should

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<v Speaker 1>cash out. This album? You you did the two side.

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<v Speaker 1>If it was fucking two thousand and six, it'd be

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<v Speaker 1>a double disc, right, Yeah, so it's a double album.

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<v Speaker 1>What was the motivation behind doing that? Because I don't

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<v Speaker 1>feel like we see that a lot anymore. Yeah, it

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<v Speaker 1>took for me to really get out here and here

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<v Speaker 1>for other people that it's like people haven't really been

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<v Speaker 1>doing this shit. But my whole inspiration behind the double

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<v Speaker 1>album was bro. I put so much like time for

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<v Speaker 1>into the music and what I'm trying to the message

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to get across behind Survivors Mores, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like the shit that I'm talking about when the interviews

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<v Speaker 1>is deep, I can't really talk about through my music,

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<v Speaker 1>like right, you know what I'm saying rappers don't really

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<v Speaker 1>do like and to lose and skits and shit no more.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. But I really do want

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<v Speaker 1>to get back to that. To be honest, I want

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<v Speaker 1>to get back to skits and shit. So when y'all

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<v Speaker 1>start doing all that shit, man, don't be trying to

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<v Speaker 1>bite my sauce. You feel what I'm saying. But anyways,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel the whole point of me doing that was

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<v Speaker 1>to create that that that that atmosphere of the survivor side,

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<v Speaker 1>the triumph side, you know what I'm saying, Like it's

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<v Speaker 1>a it's triumph for me when I wake up and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm able to get into all my cars, and you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying, to be able to like Throughout

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<v Speaker 1>my career, I never really blended with my peers musically,

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<v Speaker 1>like I've been knowing Future. I've been fucking future future

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<v Speaker 1>and been on my on a the hood game. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't put up on Future on Seny third and Kingston

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<v Speaker 1>or Nigga thirty feet away from my grandma house. That

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, I can't even go right there. You feel

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. I didn't put up on the future

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<v Speaker 1>right there before. He didn't have been in my hood.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been fucking with future, you know, what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I've been fucking with Meek saying, been having me

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<v Speaker 1>and Kodak was on the Freshman cover together. This is

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<v Speaker 1>our first song ever doing together cover. I've been having

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<v Speaker 1>a like interactions with off sets and hey Boogie, that's

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<v Speaker 1>my brother. He been on been on two three of

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<v Speaker 1>my albums. You fee what I'm saying. But I'm saying

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<v Speaker 1>I all let to say like I never embraced my

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<v Speaker 1>true rapper stardom or me being she HEARDing people fuck them.

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<v Speaker 1>I know they fuck with me because I'm around them.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm in the studio with these niggas building relationship. I

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<v Speaker 1>never really told nobody to get on the song or

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<v Speaker 1>none of that. You know what I'm saying. But at

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<v Speaker 1>the end of the day, I know they fucked me.

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<v Speaker 1>I could have always like make a tell you throughout

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<v Speaker 1>my career. He always like, bro, go get songs from

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<v Speaker 1>these niggas. Do songs. I'm telling them like, yeah, shit,

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<v Speaker 1>I was just in the Steward, Bro, what you was

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<v Speaker 1>on today? I'm in the Steward Pluto. I was in

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<v Speaker 1>Steward thug me with chilling like, wh I ain't no song.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, shit, I ain't even asking for no song

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<v Speaker 1>to be honest, but you know what, that's me. That's

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<v Speaker 1>also also like that's why people fuck with you because

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<v Speaker 1>it's a genuine friendship. It's not something I'm just trying

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<v Speaker 1>to fuck with niggas and vibe out because at the

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<v Speaker 1>end of the day, I know I'm good. I'm building

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<v Speaker 1>my shit for sure. For sure when it come to

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<v Speaker 1>me building my own, I'm gonna do that. And I

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<v Speaker 1>ain't never really ask nobody to help me do that,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. So for me to do that,

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<v Speaker 1>the survivor side is really like a moment of triumph,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I feel like now I'm able to do that

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<v Speaker 1>because my thought process is different, Like sometimes I just

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<v Speaker 1>want to be around niggas and get inspiration because I

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<v Speaker 1>gotta go right back to the churches after this. Now

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<v Speaker 1>that I'm living life a little differently, I felt like

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<v Speaker 1>it's easy for me to interact with my peers a

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<v Speaker 1>little differently, you know what I'm saying. So that was

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<v Speaker 1>the survivor side of it, just me and like embracing

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<v Speaker 1>the fact that I am that nigga, I am g herbo,

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<v Speaker 1>you feel I'm saying, I could get in the studio

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<v Speaker 1>with the best of them, and I could hold my

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<v Speaker 1>own weight or I could be around the best of them,

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<v Speaker 1>and like, I'm really having my way for real. You

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<v Speaker 1>feel what I'm saying. I got cribs in La Cars,

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<v Speaker 1>I got all the shit to just you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying talk about I never really talked about that shit.

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<v Speaker 1>You feel me. That's crazy that that's the first record

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<v Speaker 1>you have a Kodak, Yeah, the Ya Kodak And we

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<v Speaker 1>was Freshman Covers on the Freshman cover together and I

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<v Speaker 1>fuck with Kodak. Shout out to bro. You feel what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, Like when we really like connected on some

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<v Speaker 1>man and man shit, I fuck with him. He had

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<v Speaker 1>good nigga, you know. And you know, the remorse side

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<v Speaker 1>of it is me understanding everything that I come from.

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<v Speaker 1>The remorse side of knowing, like that's the reason that

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<v Speaker 1>the remorse side is the reason why I never really

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<v Speaker 1>embraced going to hang with other artists. So I never

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<v Speaker 1>flexed the fact that I always hit a nice ass

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<v Speaker 1>condo downtown. I always had jury, I always had money.

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<v Speaker 1>I was always able to afford the shit. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>really brag about it because it's people that I really

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<v Speaker 1>care about that can't afford their luxury, and I was

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<v Speaker 1>thinking for them and for a long time, but at

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<v Speaker 1>the end of the day, I realized I gotta think

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<v Speaker 1>for myself, and I could never help anybody unless I

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<v Speaker 1>think for myself. Because I'm the leader, I'm the I'm

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<v Speaker 1>the one that's finna go out and go get all

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<v Speaker 1>the money and make this shit bigger than life. So

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<v Speaker 1>I gotta think for myself. And sometimes it sounds selfish,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's not, because I know I'm not a selfish person.

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<v Speaker 1>I know for a fact I'm gonna always look out

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<v Speaker 1>for my people, but I gotta think for myself first.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's the remorse I understanding that, Damn I wasted

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<v Speaker 1>so much time thinking about the wrong shit when I

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<v Speaker 1>really should have just been thinking about myself the whole time,

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<v Speaker 1>and this shit would have probably been ten times bigger

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<v Speaker 1>this day. You feel me, And that's Survivors of Morse.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why I did a double side of album because

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<v Speaker 1>everything I lost along the way, I always been able

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<v Speaker 1>to talk about it. I always talked about it, but

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<v Speaker 1>people don't see like I done. Had a conversation with

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<v Speaker 1>my Man's my homie Love when he from New Orleans.

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<v Speaker 1>He like, Bro, you don't show shit like you don't

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<v Speaker 1>show when you buy new cars. You don't show when

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<v Speaker 1>you buy jury, you don't show when you got money

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<v Speaker 1>on you. You don't show none of that because it

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<v Speaker 1>don't excite me. It ain't nothing that I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>I need to show. It ain't for nobody to see

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<v Speaker 1>unless I'm finna show you how to get this shit. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean it's not. I think that's I think that's

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<v Speaker 1>a positive that that you don't positive. I just think

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<v Speaker 1>like that. But at the end of the day, I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I never did that because I always feel

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<v Speaker 1>like if you don't think I got this ship, you stupid.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't think I'm really having my way out here,

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<v Speaker 1>You really fucking dumb. I gotta put it in your

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<v Speaker 1>face for real. I think that's why your ain't no

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<v Speaker 1>point of me putting this in your face. You know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. I could, you know, but I don't

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<v Speaker 1>get nothing from it, So it's like, who am I

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<v Speaker 1>doing it for me? All you get it don't satisfy me.

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<v Speaker 1>Certain people would really satisfied, like, yeah, I gotta put

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<v Speaker 1>in to make me feel good as a validation ship

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<v Speaker 1>that ship don't make me feel good. It's a validation,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. So it's like, that's the

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<v Speaker 1>vivals of Morse for me, you know, to be able

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<v Speaker 1>to be on both sides of the playing field. Bro,

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<v Speaker 1>I still got people who I love that's in the trenches. Bro,

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<v Speaker 1>my grandma died in the trenches. I could have been

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<v Speaker 1>moved her. My grandma was into that type of ship.

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<v Speaker 1>My grandma could have been living in whatever the funk

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<v Speaker 1>she wanted through. I would have moved her before my mama.

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<v Speaker 1>I make my mama live my grandma. You feel me

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<v Speaker 1>together exactly. But my grandma wouldn't known that. She been

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<v Speaker 1>told me before I ever hear any money. She said,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm dying on Kingston. She meant that ship. She's I'm

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<v Speaker 1>dying right here on this block. I'm not moving. You

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<v Speaker 1>feel me. And I got aunt ties and all type

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<v Speaker 1>of cousins and shit that's still in the trenches that

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<v Speaker 1>don't want that though. They want to get out. So

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<v Speaker 1>them the people who I care about, my friends and

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<v Speaker 1>shit like that. You know what I'm saying. But it's

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<v Speaker 1>just it's hard being on both you know, being on

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<v Speaker 1>both sides of the field. Where you like you're a

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<v Speaker 1>leader here being the leader there, you know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>where it's like I'm the leader of my household, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>the leader of everybody that really depends on me, and

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<v Speaker 1>not even the leader like in the trenches of the streets,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm the leader because I'm the vessel, the person that

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<v Speaker 1>they looking at, like, damn, he could really change our situation,

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<v Speaker 1>you feel me, But I can only I feel the

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<v Speaker 1>more I elevated, the more I like learn life, I

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<v Speaker 1>could only provide somebody opportunity. Talk about the school that

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<v Speaker 1>you own, Yeah, because I think that's dope. Over to school.

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<v Speaker 1>I partner, you know, me and my partners. We got

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<v Speaker 1>a school. It's in Chicago, right, yeah, on the South side,

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<v Speaker 1>on the South side of Chicago, like in the hard

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<v Speaker 1>you feel I'm saying, And that was just something that

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I was like, I was hands on, don't

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<v Speaker 1>get me wrong, but it was just like a good idea.

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<v Speaker 1>Then they're like, all right, bet investing this ship. You

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<v Speaker 1>feel what I'm saying, And we got the school. But

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<v Speaker 1>it was important to me because I come from youth centers.

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<v Speaker 1>I come from you know, Sandy six and Phillips c

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<v Speaker 1>why I see you know my auntie, my aunt, my

1:11:20.280 --> 1:11:23.360
<v Speaker 1>aunt Micheline, she enrolled me in the center when I

1:11:23.439 --> 1:11:25.080
<v Speaker 1>was a kid, to just get me out of trouble,

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<v Speaker 1>get you the way on Live j T. That was

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<v Speaker 1>like a father figure for me growing up. And he

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<v Speaker 1>died like the worst of the worst kids of the neighborhood.

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<v Speaker 1>Like not worse, but like we wasn't bad kids. We

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<v Speaker 1>was just trouble kids who was in poverty and under

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<v Speaker 1>certain circumstances. We wasn't bad kids, bro. If we would

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<v Speaker 1>have stayed in that ship and we had somebody like myself,

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<v Speaker 1>a Dereck Rose or Kanye or somebody who who whoever

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<v Speaker 1>the fuck it could have been, to come right here

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<v Speaker 1>and show us like hell no, we finna get y'all

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<v Speaker 1>the resources to be great. I guarantee you a lot

1:11:56.200 --> 1:11:58.320
<v Speaker 1>of us would have came out millionaires. By the way,

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<v Speaker 1>this lawyer's artists, NBA players. When that shit got tooken

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<v Speaker 1>away from us, a lot of us died, a lot

1:12:04.479 --> 1:12:06.320
<v Speaker 1>of us went to jail, a lot of us just

1:12:06.360 --> 1:12:08.519
<v Speaker 1>turned to the streets. You feel I'm saying so I

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<v Speaker 1>believe in that my first time ever going to an

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<v Speaker 1>NBA game ever going out of this fucking to some account,

1:12:14.240 --> 1:12:17.680
<v Speaker 1>was through that center. So that's why I invested in

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<v Speaker 1>the school to turn that into that for the positive,

1:12:21.320 --> 1:12:23.960
<v Speaker 1>something place for people to get out of the streets

1:12:24.000 --> 1:12:27.479
<v Speaker 1>and to find a trade. Like whether we're gonna put

1:12:27.479 --> 1:12:29.479
<v Speaker 1>a studio in there. We're gonna have arts in there,

1:12:30.080 --> 1:12:35.280
<v Speaker 1>culinary in there, We're gonna have a fucking what's the

1:12:35.560 --> 1:12:40.320
<v Speaker 1>colding computer code? It's important, videoography, whatever you want to do.

1:12:40.400 --> 1:12:41.880
<v Speaker 1>I don't care if we don't even got a room

1:12:41.960 --> 1:12:44.720
<v Speaker 1>for whatever you want to do. If you it's a

1:12:44.760 --> 1:12:48.840
<v Speaker 1>practical trade, We're gonna put the practical trade resource engineering,

1:12:49.080 --> 1:12:52.160
<v Speaker 1>because not everybody being the rapper and you're not gonna come.

1:12:52.200 --> 1:12:53.760
<v Speaker 1>We're not gonna come in for our call and say,

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<v Speaker 1>hey man, I need you to come teach these kids.

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<v Speaker 1>Whether I pay you or where you're doing off the

1:12:57.439 --> 1:13:00.519
<v Speaker 1>love niggas fuck with me. Somebody gonna come and show

1:13:00.600 --> 1:13:03.080
<v Speaker 1>these something tangible. Like I'm in the hood all the time.

1:13:03.160 --> 1:13:05.599
<v Speaker 1>I don't brag on it on record, I'm in Chicago,

1:13:05.800 --> 1:13:07.800
<v Speaker 1>but I'm there all the time, and I'll let people

1:13:07.840 --> 1:13:10.559
<v Speaker 1>see me. I'll let kids see me because I'm something

1:13:10.960 --> 1:13:15.439
<v Speaker 1>that they look at as an influenceer role model. But

1:13:15.479 --> 1:13:17.479
<v Speaker 1>they don't have to look from on the internet. They

1:13:17.479 --> 1:13:20.240
<v Speaker 1>don't got to see me bad and be like, damn,

1:13:20.280 --> 1:13:22.400
<v Speaker 1>I want a car. Fuck, I don't even know how

1:13:22.400 --> 1:13:25.800
<v Speaker 1>to get this shit. I'm gonna rob you feel me. No,

1:13:25.920 --> 1:13:28.439
<v Speaker 1>you don't gotta do that. I'm gonna show you how

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<v Speaker 1>to get this ship and they I'll show you how

1:13:30.000 --> 1:13:33.200
<v Speaker 1>to make cars, build cars, whatever you want to do.

1:13:33.240 --> 1:13:35.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna put right here for you so you can

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<v Speaker 1>have your innocence, so you could keep your charisma, so

1:13:37.920 --> 1:13:40.160
<v Speaker 1>you could build your talent, build a trade and be

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<v Speaker 1>the best you you could be. That's what's important for

1:13:43.000 --> 1:13:45.479
<v Speaker 1>me because if it wasn't for rap, if it wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>for me just being chosen by God, I'd be dead

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<v Speaker 1>on jail. Bro. God is the reason why I'm here

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<v Speaker 1>right now. We got to think about too, like you know,

1:13:56.080 --> 1:13:58.880
<v Speaker 1>not just in bad neighborhoods, but just period. Like I

1:13:58.920 --> 1:14:02.800
<v Speaker 1>think like trade schools got to be more prevalent because like,

1:14:02.840 --> 1:14:05.040
<v Speaker 1>think about it, like, bro, Bro, first of all, you

1:14:05.080 --> 1:14:07.200
<v Speaker 1>go to college a deep subject, but I can talk

1:14:07.200 --> 1:14:09.640
<v Speaker 1>about it, talk about it. I feel it in my

1:14:09.760 --> 1:14:11.760
<v Speaker 1>chest when not talking. Just think about this, like if

1:14:11.800 --> 1:14:15.200
<v Speaker 1>you go to college for some bullshit degree that you

1:14:15.320 --> 1:14:17.120
<v Speaker 1>end up racking up a quarter a million dollars in

1:14:17.160 --> 1:14:19.720
<v Speaker 1>a student dead and then you're making eighty grand a

1:14:19.800 --> 1:14:23.040
<v Speaker 1>year entry level. It's like, wodn't like what did you do?

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<v Speaker 1>Isn't the more practical thing to be? Like, I want

1:14:26.640 --> 1:14:29.200
<v Speaker 1>to be a graphic designer. I want to be an electrician.

1:14:29.479 --> 1:14:31.760
<v Speaker 1>I want like these are things that like you know,

1:14:32.320 --> 1:14:35.479
<v Speaker 1>are like, don't take as much band with, don't put

1:14:35.479 --> 1:14:38.920
<v Speaker 1>you in a financially fucked place, and like not everyone's

1:14:38.920 --> 1:14:41.880
<v Speaker 1>built for college. We'd be pushing this college shit because

1:14:41.880 --> 1:14:44.200
<v Speaker 1>it's a big business not and it's like the certain

1:14:44.240 --> 1:14:47.479
<v Speaker 1>it's like we're having somebody like myself or having the

1:14:47.520 --> 1:14:49.800
<v Speaker 1>resources where you want to be electrician, you want to

1:14:49.840 --> 1:14:53.840
<v Speaker 1>be uh, somebody had their own construct barber, a constructor

1:14:54.080 --> 1:14:57.360
<v Speaker 1>contract or whatever. You could be a barber that really

1:14:58.400 --> 1:15:01.200
<v Speaker 1>but you you build your so much? Now you are

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<v Speaker 1>a million dollar Yeah now you onw ten't for just

1:15:06.520 --> 1:15:09.519
<v Speaker 1>learning how to capitalize off this ship? Bro. By the

1:15:09.560 --> 1:15:12.280
<v Speaker 1>time you thirty five, you a million dollar nigga. You

1:15:12.400 --> 1:15:15.559
<v Speaker 1>got twenty barber shops. Yep, I'm twenty seven years old.

1:15:15.560 --> 1:15:17.760
<v Speaker 1>If I would have did anything else the same way

1:15:17.800 --> 1:15:19.760
<v Speaker 1>that I would have been able to chase rap and

1:15:19.800 --> 1:15:21.680
<v Speaker 1>chase my dreams and just be better and better and

1:15:21.680 --> 1:15:23.439
<v Speaker 1>better and better every year. I would have been a

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<v Speaker 1>million that regardless, because I got this got it in you. Yeah,

1:15:27.320 --> 1:15:29.280
<v Speaker 1>you've been a millionaire. Whatever the fuck I did. You

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<v Speaker 1>feel what I'm saying. But now I choose this, I'm

1:15:31.479 --> 1:15:34.920
<v Speaker 1>gonna be a billionaire. I'm one hundred million out this shit. Yeah, man,

1:15:35.120 --> 1:15:37.760
<v Speaker 1>So with me being that, I could spread it. I

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<v Speaker 1>could make ten fifteen millionaires off the muscle. Just hunh.

1:15:42.840 --> 1:15:44.640
<v Speaker 1>You had this shit. It ain't gonna take nothing from me.

1:15:45.160 --> 1:15:47.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm already good. I promise I'm good. I Aint gonna

1:15:47.240 --> 1:15:49.080
<v Speaker 1>never have to do shit. My kids ain't gonna never

1:15:49.080 --> 1:15:50.320
<v Speaker 1>have to do shit. I ain't gonna never have to

1:15:50.320 --> 1:15:52.439
<v Speaker 1>go back to the hood. Nothing right now. If I

1:15:52.439 --> 1:15:54.920
<v Speaker 1>stop sharing, and I think it's why I stopped rapping

1:15:54.960 --> 1:15:56.800
<v Speaker 1>the mom I'm gonna be good. I promise I'm gonna

1:15:56.840 --> 1:15:59.200
<v Speaker 1>be great, my kids gonna be great, everybody gonna be great.

1:15:59.240 --> 1:16:01.679
<v Speaker 1>I think it's a why would stop. Yeah, it's important

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<v Speaker 1>to this. I can help y'all all get this ship. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I was gonna say most people don't. Most people don't

1:16:06.320 --> 1:16:08.000
<v Speaker 1>have that mind state. They don't want to share the wealth.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean. The fact you're passionate about

1:16:10.240 --> 1:16:13.000
<v Speaker 1>that is it is great because you know, if more

1:16:13.040 --> 1:16:15.720
<v Speaker 1>people are passionate about that, like you said, imagine if

1:16:15.720 --> 1:16:17.880
<v Speaker 1>there was thirty of you in Chicago instead of just

1:16:17.960 --> 1:16:21.120
<v Speaker 1>you or that's you and whoever chances don't talk about

1:16:21.160 --> 1:16:22.960
<v Speaker 1>it you feel, I'm saying because it can be well

1:16:22.960 --> 1:16:25.280
<v Speaker 1>who else? I know there are other artists in Chicago

1:16:25.360 --> 1:16:28.080
<v Speaker 1>that are helping Chance do a lot of shit. Dirt

1:16:28.120 --> 1:16:30.000
<v Speaker 1>do a lot of shit behind the scene, Polo do

1:16:30.080 --> 1:16:31.880
<v Speaker 1>a lot of shit. You found. I'm saying, but it

1:16:32.000 --> 1:16:34.240
<v Speaker 1>need to be broadcasting. We need to come together and

1:16:34.280 --> 1:16:35.560
<v Speaker 1>do this ship. See that's the kind of shit that

1:16:35.600 --> 1:16:37.840
<v Speaker 1>should make blog. We should do some shit. Fuck it

1:16:38.120 --> 1:16:39.920
<v Speaker 1>like I'm gonna say it here. We should do a show,

1:16:40.000 --> 1:16:44.639
<v Speaker 1>a big ass show me Dirt, Chance, Polo, fucking Baby Keith,

1:16:44.760 --> 1:16:47.000
<v Speaker 1>everybody come back to the United States. Do a big

1:16:47.040 --> 1:16:49.559
<v Speaker 1>ass show and give all the proceeds to LORI Life

1:16:49.560 --> 1:16:52.320
<v Speaker 1>Foot and get that ship to all the schools, get

1:16:52.320 --> 1:16:55.040
<v Speaker 1>that ship to the mayor and whatever we need to

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<v Speaker 1>do it. I'm curious, how do we feel about Lori life.

1:16:57.880 --> 1:17:00.560
<v Speaker 1>I love Lorid life. You probably have a real relationship

1:17:00.560 --> 1:17:02.559
<v Speaker 1>with her. I do. I feel like if for people

1:17:02.600 --> 1:17:06.840
<v Speaker 1>who aren't from Chicago or don't pay attention to like

1:17:07.040 --> 1:17:08.800
<v Speaker 1>what actually is going on there, we just see like

1:17:08.880 --> 1:17:11.439
<v Speaker 1>memes and ship and like, you know, I think the

1:17:11.479 --> 1:17:14.040
<v Speaker 1>memes is just like something funny. But I've literally never

1:17:14.479 --> 1:17:17.759
<v Speaker 1>heard anybody say anything like she's solid. Yeah, she's solid

1:17:17.800 --> 1:17:20.080
<v Speaker 1>in the city. She's solid. She don't do no funck shit,

1:17:20.400 --> 1:17:22.320
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. Excuse my language. She don't

1:17:22.360 --> 1:17:26.280
<v Speaker 1>do nothing, nothing that is not beneficial to her people.

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<v Speaker 1>And I love her for that. Well, I want to,

1:17:28.280 --> 1:17:30.599
<v Speaker 1>because I feel like there's like the wrong narrative about

1:17:30.600 --> 1:17:33.680
<v Speaker 1>her sometimes now, she don't do nothing that's not beneficial

1:17:33.880 --> 1:17:36.439
<v Speaker 1>to her people or to the city of Chicago in general.

1:17:36.720 --> 1:17:38.519
<v Speaker 1>You feel I'm saying, it ain't just about the trenches.

1:17:38.520 --> 1:17:41.519
<v Speaker 1>She looking out for the city of Chicago, and it's

1:17:41.560 --> 1:17:45.360
<v Speaker 1>beneficial on all ends. And that's very poverty struck neighborhood,

1:17:46.040 --> 1:17:47.799
<v Speaker 1>the rich neighbor it's such a it's such a company,

1:17:48.439 --> 1:17:51.360
<v Speaker 1>the entrepreneurs. It's a very complicated city. To overlook, it's

1:17:51.400 --> 1:17:54.519
<v Speaker 1>a very complicated city. You gotta imagine if you go

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<v Speaker 1>to the North Side, what she they own to ask

1:17:57.000 --> 1:17:59.800
<v Speaker 1>about Konjack is this and it's small at ship and

1:17:59.840 --> 1:18:02.840
<v Speaker 1>it's like she can't do nothing about that. When they

1:18:02.840 --> 1:18:06.439
<v Speaker 1>come to the job, we got the most influenced. Ain't

1:18:06.439 --> 1:18:10.439
<v Speaker 1>nobody in a fucking trick. It's gonna listen to Lory

1:18:10.560 --> 1:18:12.640
<v Speaker 1>And even if they put like my thing is is

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, a lot of people are like, well,

1:18:14.000 --> 1:18:18.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, we always think of Chicago as like the

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<v Speaker 1>whenever gun violence gets discussed, Chicago always gets brought up automatically,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's like, I don't think like you'll see conservative

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<v Speaker 1>politicians always use Chicago as like a fuck you to

1:18:31.120 --> 1:18:33.880
<v Speaker 1>the left, like what about Chicago? And I think it's

1:18:34.080 --> 1:18:37.520
<v Speaker 1>very like irresponsible because what they don't understand the reality

1:18:37.560 --> 1:18:41.080
<v Speaker 1>of certain areas of this country, not just Chicago, but

1:18:41.160 --> 1:18:43.680
<v Speaker 1>like putting more police on the South side of Chicago's

1:18:43.720 --> 1:18:45.479
<v Speaker 1>not going to do anything. It's not It's going to

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<v Speaker 1>make everything even more because at the end of the day,

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<v Speaker 1>the police and I give I'm gonna give you credit

1:18:52.120 --> 1:18:54.960
<v Speaker 1>on the outside looking in, you only looking at trying

1:18:55.040 --> 1:18:57.200
<v Speaker 1>your job to try to make this ship better, which

1:18:57.200 --> 1:19:00.479
<v Speaker 1>you don't fucking know how is with using force and

1:19:00.520 --> 1:19:04.000
<v Speaker 1>a lot of these police aren't You're not from the neighborhood.

1:19:04.040 --> 1:19:05.880
<v Speaker 1>You don't know these fucking kids from a candapaign. You're

1:19:05.880 --> 1:19:08.599
<v Speaker 1>looking at them like they'll kill me immediately. Just how

1:19:08.600 --> 1:19:10.840
<v Speaker 1>you thinking the police all kill you? They looking like

1:19:11.000 --> 1:19:14.640
<v Speaker 1>he'll kill me because they're objectives to get home to

1:19:14.720 --> 1:19:17.720
<v Speaker 1>their kids. Get home. The main objective is getting home.

1:19:17.800 --> 1:19:20.160
<v Speaker 1>No matter what the fuck you do. The main objective

1:19:20.360 --> 1:19:21.880
<v Speaker 1>is getting home. That's the name of the game. You

1:19:21.920 --> 1:19:25.479
<v Speaker 1>feel what I'm saying, and I understand that. So it's

1:19:25.560 --> 1:19:29.519
<v Speaker 1>like with understanding that you gotta think. With all the

1:19:29.640 --> 1:19:32.000
<v Speaker 1>kids and the niggas that's carrying guns and doing all

1:19:32.000 --> 1:19:36.360
<v Speaker 1>this wild shit, you gotta compare it to something simple

1:19:36.439 --> 1:19:39.360
<v Speaker 1>like basketball. You feel me like when you a real

1:19:40.600 --> 1:19:43.280
<v Speaker 1>elite athlete, you got that dog in you. When I

1:19:43.320 --> 1:19:45.800
<v Speaker 1>get on that hardwood, I'm killing anybody. Don't give a

1:19:45.840 --> 1:19:47.559
<v Speaker 1>fuck if you my favorite player. That's why I love

1:19:47.640 --> 1:19:50.160
<v Speaker 1>John Morit. I don't give a fuck if you my favorite.

1:19:50.439 --> 1:19:52.720
<v Speaker 1>If you get in front of me, well I'm trying

1:19:52.760 --> 1:19:54.880
<v Speaker 1>to go. I want to go to the championship. That's

1:19:54.920 --> 1:19:58.439
<v Speaker 1>the nigga. Getting home is the championship in the trenches, nigga,

1:19:58.439 --> 1:20:01.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna do whatever necessary. It's the championship of the trenchers,

1:20:01.320 --> 1:20:03.360
<v Speaker 1>and it's also the championship of being a cop. I'm

1:20:03.400 --> 1:20:05.880
<v Speaker 1>just saying, the cops in the trenches, that's your name

1:20:05.920 --> 1:20:07.800
<v Speaker 1>of the game. The cops is in the trenches with us,

1:20:07.840 --> 1:20:09.559
<v Speaker 1>that's the name of the game. I'm trying to win

1:20:09.600 --> 1:20:12.559
<v Speaker 1>the championship. I gotta get home. So we're saying that.

1:20:12.640 --> 1:20:15.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, niggas, who all in when you're doing all

1:20:15.880 --> 1:20:17.760
<v Speaker 1>this And I'm talking from the outside looking in, But

1:20:17.840 --> 1:20:21.519
<v Speaker 1>I understand when niggas up against this shit and they

1:20:21.640 --> 1:20:24.160
<v Speaker 1>carrying guns and they doing all this wild shit and

1:20:24.240 --> 1:20:26.080
<v Speaker 1>all this killing, you know what. They trying to get

1:20:26.120 --> 1:20:28.880
<v Speaker 1>to the championship. They trying to eliminate the competition to

1:20:29.000 --> 1:20:32.320
<v Speaker 1>get home. That's why all the killing going on. Niggas

1:20:32.360 --> 1:20:34.000
<v Speaker 1>want to get home, Bro. They don't want to carry

1:20:34.000 --> 1:20:35.680
<v Speaker 1>them fucking guns. You' thinking they're going to end up

1:20:35.680 --> 1:20:37.479
<v Speaker 1>in the county. You're thinking you want to go to jail.

1:20:37.479 --> 1:20:39.559
<v Speaker 1>You're thinking that you want to die. Don't nobody want that.

1:20:39.560 --> 1:20:41.840
<v Speaker 1>They want to live like me. Nigga want to live

1:20:41.880 --> 1:20:43.680
<v Speaker 1>like me. How all the shit that I got going on,

1:20:43.880 --> 1:20:45.479
<v Speaker 1>So I'm gonna show you how to live like me.

1:20:45.800 --> 1:20:48.720
<v Speaker 1>Do you think Snoop did this in La where he

1:20:48.880 --> 1:20:51.840
<v Speaker 1>had met with the sheriff, the LA County Sheriff, to

1:20:51.880 --> 1:20:55.000
<v Speaker 1>try to help kind of bridge the gap between like

1:20:55.080 --> 1:20:58.240
<v Speaker 1>maybe some of the misunderstandings between the police and the community.

1:20:58.280 --> 1:21:02.240
<v Speaker 1>And obviously it's a very rough place when the cops

1:21:02.280 --> 1:21:04.920
<v Speaker 1>ain't from the community. You know you. I always feel

1:21:04.920 --> 1:21:06.560
<v Speaker 1>like when there's community policing where it's like, yo, this

1:21:06.640 --> 1:21:08.599
<v Speaker 1>is where I'm from, I live, I grew up here, whatever,

1:21:08.680 --> 1:21:10.720
<v Speaker 1>there's a lot more understanding, there's a lot more compassion.

1:21:11.640 --> 1:21:13.439
<v Speaker 1>Would that ever be something you'd be interested in doing,

1:21:13.760 --> 1:21:17.680
<v Speaker 1>like maybe trying to help assist like the police, not

1:21:17.800 --> 1:21:21.040
<v Speaker 1>assist them to like arrest people, but a system understanding.

1:21:21.120 --> 1:21:24.040
<v Speaker 1>Hell yeah, yeah that's important to me, bro, because we

1:21:24.080 --> 1:21:26.840
<v Speaker 1>need police. If something happened to my mama, shave and

1:21:26.840 --> 1:21:30.680
<v Speaker 1>the car on nobody but the fucking police. We need police, bro.

1:21:31.960 --> 1:21:35.679
<v Speaker 1>We need responsible police, police responsible belie. We need police

1:21:35.720 --> 1:21:38.840
<v Speaker 1>that's in the city that understand. We know your name, nigga,

1:21:38.880 --> 1:21:41.240
<v Speaker 1>your mama live right here, she here, she good, Like

1:21:41.479 --> 1:21:43.000
<v Speaker 1>That's how it used to be and they could get

1:21:43.040 --> 1:21:45.360
<v Speaker 1>to that because I'm I come from a foundation. Bro.

1:21:45.600 --> 1:21:48.479
<v Speaker 1>I used to I listen to my old my mama's stories,

1:21:48.520 --> 1:21:51.880
<v Speaker 1>my daddy stories. Oh here stories were like the whole

1:21:51.920 --> 1:21:53.800
<v Speaker 1>neighbor I used to when I was growing up. They say,

1:21:53.800 --> 1:21:56.320
<v Speaker 1>the whole neighborhood, coul whoop your ass. You did something

1:21:56.479 --> 1:21:59.240
<v Speaker 1>the neighbor being your ass right here. You finna get

1:21:59.280 --> 1:22:00.880
<v Speaker 1>your ass beat right here in front of this house

1:22:00.880 --> 1:22:04.000
<v Speaker 1>for doing something I got. I tell you neighbors, know

1:22:04.080 --> 1:22:06.040
<v Speaker 1>your mama and try to come touch on these kids.

1:22:06.160 --> 1:22:11.000
<v Speaker 1>They ain't gonna get your ass shot. It was back then,

1:22:11.160 --> 1:22:12.880
<v Speaker 1>My mama and them said, the neighbors used to be

1:22:12.920 --> 1:22:16.040
<v Speaker 1>able to beat they ass until yeah, he did this,

1:22:16.360 --> 1:22:18.200
<v Speaker 1>told the mama. She thank you, and then you're getting

1:22:18.200 --> 1:22:21.080
<v Speaker 1>your ass used to get to guarantee you. Somebody off

1:22:21.080 --> 1:22:23.080
<v Speaker 1>the neighborhood that know your mama, go try to run

1:22:23.160 --> 1:22:25.400
<v Speaker 1>up on the little able to get it. Man. If

1:22:25.439 --> 1:22:28.320
<v Speaker 1>they don't, they gonna beat your ass. They need to

1:22:28.320 --> 1:22:32.160
<v Speaker 1>get back to that. You need to govern our neighborhood,

1:22:32.200 --> 1:22:36.400
<v Speaker 1>control our neighborhood, police our neighborhood, secure our neighborhoods. That's

1:22:36.439 --> 1:22:39.040
<v Speaker 1>the only way it's gonna be safe for us because

1:22:39.040 --> 1:22:41.200
<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, were the only neighborhood

1:22:41.240 --> 1:22:43.599
<v Speaker 1>that don't do it. The white neighborhoods do it. The Irish,

1:22:43.600 --> 1:22:46.480
<v Speaker 1>the Jewish or whatever, the Arab every all these communities

1:22:46.520 --> 1:22:49.000
<v Speaker 1>do it. You know what I'm saying, And I admire that.

1:22:49.200 --> 1:22:51.040
<v Speaker 1>It's no way that I could ever be a racist

1:22:51.080 --> 1:22:53.680
<v Speaker 1>because I admire the way that people stick together. We

1:22:53.800 --> 1:22:56.599
<v Speaker 1>need that, you feel, I'm saying, we need it for ourselves.

1:22:57.360 --> 1:22:59.760
<v Speaker 1>I could never even think about another culture and how

1:22:59.760 --> 1:23:01.360
<v Speaker 1>they look at us, because they look at us like

1:23:01.680 --> 1:23:04.760
<v Speaker 1>y'all crazy as hell. Y'all don't give a fuck about

1:23:04.800 --> 1:23:06.519
<v Speaker 1>each other. How the fuck we gonna care about y'all?

1:23:07.160 --> 1:23:09.920
<v Speaker 1>It's impossible. We gotta care about each other first. Ain't

1:23:09.920 --> 1:23:11.600
<v Speaker 1>nobody gonna give a fuck about us. We don't care

1:23:11.640 --> 1:23:14.920
<v Speaker 1>about each other, Why should they? I mean, I ain't

1:23:14.920 --> 1:23:16.280
<v Speaker 1>gonna give a fuck about the nigga that don't care

1:23:16.320 --> 1:23:19.440
<v Speaker 1>about itself. Like I said, I know, you can't help everybody.

1:23:19.520 --> 1:23:20.960
<v Speaker 1>So if I'm trying to do this in a nigga

1:23:20.960 --> 1:23:22.679
<v Speaker 1>ain't even trying to help itself and get no money,

1:23:22.680 --> 1:23:24.160
<v Speaker 1>what the fuck I'm gonna still try to give you

1:23:24.160 --> 1:23:27.360
<v Speaker 1>some money for as a as a black man. That's

1:23:27.360 --> 1:23:29.880
<v Speaker 1>how we think. So how the fuck you think somebody

1:23:29.880 --> 1:23:31.639
<v Speaker 1>on the outside, Look at what the fuck I'm helping

1:23:31.680 --> 1:23:33.320
<v Speaker 1>them forward? They ain't doing nothing but killing each other.

1:23:34.479 --> 1:23:37.400
<v Speaker 1>It's the same thing, bro. Universal law is the same

1:23:37.640 --> 1:23:39.479
<v Speaker 1>no matter how you look at it. Bro, we gotta

1:23:39.520 --> 1:23:42.240
<v Speaker 1>think about universal law and principle. That's the only way

1:23:42.240 --> 1:23:44.720
<v Speaker 1>we're gonna get better. Yeah, man, I mean I think

1:23:44.760 --> 1:23:48.200
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people in your position it should preach that. Yeah.

1:23:48.240 --> 1:23:51.000
<v Speaker 1>But I Bro, I just I just grew. Bro. I'm

1:23:51.080 --> 1:23:53.320
<v Speaker 1>just a grown man. I look at life totally different, bro,

1:23:53.400 --> 1:23:56.439
<v Speaker 1>because I got shit that I care. But you got children, Hey, man,

1:23:56.439 --> 1:23:58.040
<v Speaker 1>I feel like once you have kids, man, you take

1:23:58.040 --> 1:24:01.640
<v Speaker 1>that father ship here every series. Bro, I can't I

1:24:01.680 --> 1:24:05.439
<v Speaker 1>can't lose. I can't lose in no way, I can't lose, right,

1:24:05.720 --> 1:24:13.000
<v Speaker 1>you gotta. I'm assuming Conway's on the the pain version

1:24:13.000 --> 1:24:15.679
<v Speaker 1>of the b sad because I know Conway's got that pain,

1:24:16.080 --> 1:24:19.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, that way to be sad. You know, Conway's

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<v Speaker 1>one of one of my favorite rappers in the world.

1:24:21.760 --> 1:24:24.200
<v Speaker 1>And you know Bennie like the Poppet you found, Yeah,

1:24:24.600 --> 1:24:27.679
<v Speaker 1>he's like the Benny's like the pop star Griselda. Benny

1:24:27.800 --> 1:24:30.760
<v Speaker 1>liked the poppy ship. Yeah, Conways like the pain. You

1:24:30.920 --> 1:24:33.840
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. It came perfect, bro, I told

1:24:33.920 --> 1:24:35.680
<v Speaker 1>I told me, I said, no, I need both of

1:24:35.720 --> 1:24:37.439
<v Speaker 1>them on that. The fact you got me on the

1:24:37.479 --> 1:24:40.959
<v Speaker 1>A side, Conway on the B side, shit crazy, nah nah.

1:24:41.160 --> 1:24:43.920
<v Speaker 1>Shout out to both of them, like how in tuned

1:24:43.960 --> 1:24:46.479
<v Speaker 1>have you been with what Griselda is doing with both

1:24:46.520 --> 1:24:48.599
<v Speaker 1>with both of those guys. Always been in tune from

1:24:48.600 --> 1:24:51.719
<v Speaker 1>the beginning. You feel I'm a fan of Bennie Conway gone. Yeah,

1:24:51.880 --> 1:24:56.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm a fan of Griselda period. You know what I'm saying. So, Bennie,

1:24:56.240 --> 1:24:58.120
<v Speaker 1>that's my brother. Me and Bennie been knowing each other

1:24:58.160 --> 1:25:01.040
<v Speaker 1>since twenty fourteen. Don't even know that. I say it

1:25:01.040 --> 1:25:03.000
<v Speaker 1>all the time. People don't even know. Go back and look.

1:25:03.040 --> 1:25:05.840
<v Speaker 1>Me and Bennie got songs from twenty fourteen. I didn't

1:25:05.840 --> 1:25:08.040
<v Speaker 1>been to Buffalo fuck with him in his hood. Yeah,

1:25:08.320 --> 1:25:11.519
<v Speaker 1>I've been all those guys I'm saying. So, Conway always

1:25:11.560 --> 1:25:13.720
<v Speaker 1>been a fan of it, And I'm just telling him me, like, man,

1:25:13.760 --> 1:25:15.960
<v Speaker 1>I gotta do what you feel me Like I'm in

1:25:16.000 --> 1:25:18.559
<v Speaker 1>the traffic when I get in traffic. I'm playing that ship, Bro,

1:25:18.600 --> 1:25:20.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm playing Bennie Shit, I'm playing Conway shit. Like you

1:25:20.840 --> 1:25:23.000
<v Speaker 1>feel what I'm saying. But it was certain times, you know,

1:25:23.120 --> 1:25:25.080
<v Speaker 1>you go through some shiit mentally only hit one song.

1:25:25.280 --> 1:25:30.200
<v Speaker 1>Yeah you feel me like Conway when he when he

1:25:30.600 --> 1:25:34.599
<v Speaker 1>came to God the album my intro fulast song every

1:25:34.680 --> 1:25:37.400
<v Speaker 1>Day a fucking classic. I used to listen to that song,

1:25:37.760 --> 1:25:40.519
<v Speaker 1>the intro. That's the one with Dave's loaf right, no God,

1:25:41.000 --> 1:25:44.240
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, Dave's loaf is tracked too. I king h Nigga.

1:25:44.320 --> 1:25:45.600
<v Speaker 1>Used to get in the car and listen to that

1:25:45.760 --> 1:25:48.479
<v Speaker 1>song every day as soon as I got in the car.

1:25:48.520 --> 1:25:51.120
<v Speaker 1>It's a classic album, nigga. I know That's what I'm

1:25:51.160 --> 1:25:53.479
<v Speaker 1>telling you. I listened to that Ship every single day

1:25:53.479 --> 1:25:55.920
<v Speaker 1>when I got in the car. Bro so good. Yeah,

1:25:56.000 --> 1:25:57.360
<v Speaker 1>some of the bars on that album, just some of

1:25:57.400 --> 1:26:01.000
<v Speaker 1>the ship he was saying. Man, shit different. It's Conways

1:26:01.320 --> 1:26:03.519
<v Speaker 1>in my opinion, like when it comes to just like

1:26:03.840 --> 1:26:06.479
<v Speaker 1>lines that you're just like like I just feel it

1:26:06.479 --> 1:26:10.520
<v Speaker 1>in my front na like Tupac had that, Like Conway's

1:26:10.560 --> 1:26:12.679
<v Speaker 1>got that where you're just like fuck like I got

1:26:12.680 --> 1:26:16.719
<v Speaker 1>gumps bumps because I felt you on that shit. No bullshit, Man,

1:26:16.720 --> 1:26:19.280
<v Speaker 1>that nigga different, bro. I love that nigga. He's different

1:26:19.320 --> 1:26:21.120
<v Speaker 1>for real. And I told him, man, I get him

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<v Speaker 1>his flat. I'm gonna get any real niggas flowers I

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<v Speaker 1>got to I thought it was dope. You had both

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<v Speaker 1>back to the interview. Yeah, I think, I mean, man, obviously,

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<v Speaker 1>one of the craziest things that happen in a long

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<v Speaker 1>time with the rap lyrics. Shit California just passed the

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<v Speaker 1>Is that something that like, at this point in time

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<v Speaker 1>in your career, you think about what you say on

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<v Speaker 1>records because it could be misperceived. I don't. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>even think about how people miss misperceived me or miss

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<v Speaker 1>I'm here for what I'm here for. I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>God put me here to do what I'm meant to

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<v Speaker 1>do in life, and I don't think about it. Bro,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna be honest, I'm gonna be transparent, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be myself and at the end of the day, all

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<v Speaker 1>I ever did was try to help people. So it

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<v Speaker 1>is what it is. I don't even think too much

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<v Speaker 1>about it. I promise talk to like thugs character because

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<v Speaker 1>everybody I know just says he's just the greatest guy.

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<v Speaker 1>He's the most generous guy, nigga, the most solid nigga, nigga,

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<v Speaker 1>one of the most solid niggas you're gonna ever meet

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<v Speaker 1>in life. You feel what I'm saying, it's crazy, like

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<v Speaker 1>he just so smart. I heard that nigga, like people

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<v Speaker 1>would think like this is one of the things that

1:28:57.640 --> 1:29:00.400
<v Speaker 1>really stood out to me about the like not fuck.

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<v Speaker 1>The fact that he had genuine nigga, everybody that no

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<v Speaker 1>thug know that everybody that no thug. No, he cared

1:29:05.280 --> 1:29:08.879
<v Speaker 1>about everybody around him. Just how smart he is musically

1:29:08.960 --> 1:29:11.479
<v Speaker 1>and how you try to help that nigga told me said,

1:29:11.960 --> 1:29:16.400
<v Speaker 1>nigga think like, oh what I'm doing this nigga tripping?

1:29:16.400 --> 1:29:18.640
<v Speaker 1>You know, weirdship. But who the fuck gonna be the

1:29:18.760 --> 1:29:22.920
<v Speaker 1>Rick James or this generation? He said that. I said, damn,

1:29:22.960 --> 1:29:26.160
<v Speaker 1>sl that's you, that nigga. You feund I'm saying, like

1:29:27.040 --> 1:29:29.400
<v Speaker 1>being free the Prince, he said, both of them, He said,

1:29:29.400 --> 1:29:32.479
<v Speaker 1>Prince Aninrick James, like, who's there three thousand of this?

1:29:34.120 --> 1:29:37.840
<v Speaker 1>Yet all the bitches A gagster, you feel what I'm saying.

1:29:38.120 --> 1:29:40.680
<v Speaker 1>A nigga that don't. By gagster, what I mean is

1:29:41.160 --> 1:29:43.160
<v Speaker 1>stand on tin and stand on what you believe in

1:29:43.880 --> 1:29:47.760
<v Speaker 1>and power to people around you, and and be one

1:29:47.800 --> 1:29:51.080
<v Speaker 1>hundred percent completely yourself no matter what nobody saying. Ain't

1:29:51.080 --> 1:29:53.280
<v Speaker 1>nobody gonna Ain't nobody gonna ever walk up the thug

1:29:53.360 --> 1:29:55.519
<v Speaker 1>and say I don't like how you did this? A no,

1:29:56.240 --> 1:29:58.360
<v Speaker 1>I mean, when I stand on all ten, you feel

1:29:58.360 --> 1:30:00.639
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. So What I mean by that is

1:30:01.000 --> 1:30:03.360
<v Speaker 1>when he said that, bro, it threw me out and

1:30:03.520 --> 1:30:06.720
<v Speaker 1>it gave me a whole another different like outlook on him, Like, no,

1:30:06.920 --> 1:30:09.559
<v Speaker 1>this nigga, He's right, it is a different nigga. He's serious.

1:30:09.560 --> 1:30:12.000
<v Speaker 1>This is the type of nigga that's like gonna change generations.

1:30:12.040 --> 1:30:14.759
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. Slam just a genuine nigga.

1:30:14.840 --> 1:30:16.920
<v Speaker 1>And at every song I got with him, he told

1:30:16.960 --> 1:30:19.000
<v Speaker 1>me to get on. I promise the song I put

1:30:19.000 --> 1:30:21.799
<v Speaker 1>out on Swervo, the ship we got on the album

1:30:21.960 --> 1:30:25.479
<v Speaker 1>of this ship. I ain't never sent Thug a record ever.

1:30:26.040 --> 1:30:28.960
<v Speaker 1>He always like, huh, jump on this. You can have it.

1:30:29.200 --> 1:30:32.559
<v Speaker 1>He told you can have this ship. It's crazy. Nobody

1:30:32.640 --> 1:30:35.160
<v Speaker 1>never did no ship like that. We had Snapdog on

1:30:35.200 --> 1:30:37.439
<v Speaker 1>the show and he was like, yeah, I've been hanging

1:30:37.439 --> 1:30:38.760
<v Speaker 1>out with Thug the last couple of years and he

1:30:38.840 --> 1:30:41.280
<v Speaker 1>noticed how the glasses all right squint. Yeah. Yeah. No,

1:30:41.400 --> 1:30:42.960
<v Speaker 1>I was with him when he did that. When I

1:30:43.040 --> 1:30:45.519
<v Speaker 1>was he was all together in the studio, he snapped.

1:30:45.760 --> 1:30:50.040
<v Speaker 1>He snapped when he got his ass surgery. The next day,

1:30:50.280 --> 1:30:53.479
<v Speaker 1>Doug was like, Yah, yeah, that's crazy. You feel I'm saying,

1:30:53.560 --> 1:30:55.479
<v Speaker 1>that's so crazy. We was together. I literally we was

1:30:55.520 --> 1:30:58.040
<v Speaker 1>in the studio together. That was around the same time

1:30:58.080 --> 1:31:01.000
<v Speaker 1>we did Brief Slowness on that How crazy he sent

1:31:01.120 --> 1:31:03.639
<v Speaker 1>Snapped to go get his eye surgery because he saw

1:31:03.720 --> 1:31:07.120
<v Speaker 1>him squinting. That's a great nigga, bro, It's not no nigga.

1:31:07.200 --> 1:31:09.639
<v Speaker 1>Nobody's doing that. Who the fuck Finna see you squint

1:31:09.680 --> 1:31:11.800
<v Speaker 1>and say, man, you good? You need Nigga paid for

1:31:11.920 --> 1:31:13.560
<v Speaker 1>his eye surgery. Bro. I swear to god, he was

1:31:13.600 --> 1:31:15.599
<v Speaker 1>in the studio. We was all together. Me and Snap

1:31:15.640 --> 1:31:17.320
<v Speaker 1>did a song that day, and me and Thug did

1:31:17.320 --> 1:31:19.840
<v Speaker 1>a song that day, and the next morning, Snapped when

1:31:19.840 --> 1:31:21.800
<v Speaker 1>he got his eye surgery, Nigga was there and Thug

1:31:21.800 --> 1:31:25.040
<v Speaker 1>covered it. I was there. That shit's so crazy, and

1:31:25.040 --> 1:31:27.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm just like, Yo, that's some high character shit, a

1:31:27.400 --> 1:31:30.000
<v Speaker 1>nigga solid that dude's not signed to him, you know

1:31:30.040 --> 1:31:32.200
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. It's just a right nigga. Huh what

1:31:32.240 --> 1:31:34.000
<v Speaker 1>you need? You good? You feel what I'm saying, Like,

1:31:34.360 --> 1:31:37.760
<v Speaker 1>that's real, bro, that's some real nigga. Bro. You feel me?

1:31:37.800 --> 1:31:39.800
<v Speaker 1>Like even watching the untrapped shit with Baby that she

1:31:39.880 --> 1:31:42.200
<v Speaker 1>ain't no game, bro, that nigga get him whatever he

1:31:42.280 --> 1:31:44.439
<v Speaker 1>gave baby, whatever the fuck he wanted to go rap.

1:31:45.120 --> 1:31:47.120
<v Speaker 1>You feel me the same. That's just being a good

1:31:47.120 --> 1:31:49.640
<v Speaker 1>hearted nigga. You feel I'm saying, if you able to

1:31:49.680 --> 1:31:52.000
<v Speaker 1>do it, it ain't hurting him. You think that shit

1:31:52.040 --> 1:31:54.479
<v Speaker 1>don't hurt thug to go get a nigga this or

1:31:54.880 --> 1:31:56.760
<v Speaker 1>get a nigga some shine. You feel I'm saying that,

1:31:56.880 --> 1:31:59.080
<v Speaker 1>don't you know? And I feel like as a people,

1:31:59.120 --> 1:32:02.040
<v Speaker 1>that's why we're supposed to be even more adamant and

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<v Speaker 1>advocate about making sure that that man and his kids

1:32:05.640 --> 1:32:08.679
<v Speaker 1>is protected by all cults. Whatever it is. You feel,

1:32:08.680 --> 1:32:12.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, he is whatever, while he whatever, whatever happens happens,

1:32:13.600 --> 1:32:16.880
<v Speaker 1>he's making sure he good and straight by any means,

1:32:16.920 --> 1:32:19.840
<v Speaker 1>you feel what I'm saying. And like I talked to

1:32:19.920 --> 1:32:21.960
<v Speaker 1>like Dolly, his sister, and she's like that, yeah, whatever,

1:32:22.040 --> 1:32:23.800
<v Speaker 1>slamy good. You fee what I'm saying. Shit like that.

1:32:23.840 --> 1:32:26.000
<v Speaker 1>But at the end of the day, and I understand

1:32:26.040 --> 1:32:28.760
<v Speaker 1>that they're not gonna let nobody really ind for real,

1:32:28.800 --> 1:32:31.840
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, because so serious situation. Yeah,

1:32:31.880 --> 1:32:34.080
<v Speaker 1>you just gotta really pray to he overcome that shit

1:32:34.160 --> 1:32:36.880
<v Speaker 1>and just embrace it. Whatever by any means, anything that

1:32:36.920 --> 1:32:40.080
<v Speaker 1>anybody ever called me on behalf of the Gun or

1:32:40.120 --> 1:32:43.120
<v Speaker 1>any nigga fuck with, I promise you I'm hands on

1:32:43.200 --> 1:32:45.920
<v Speaker 1>immediately you could call me in whatever, I'm gonna make

1:32:45.920 --> 1:32:48.160
<v Speaker 1>a way to do it because I understand it, you

1:32:48.160 --> 1:32:50.559
<v Speaker 1>feel what I'm saying. Whatever, any nigga fuck with, whether

1:32:50.600 --> 1:32:54.080
<v Speaker 1>it's somebody this big or this big, I promise if

1:32:54.120 --> 1:32:56.240
<v Speaker 1>it's anything I could do to help, I'm gonna do it.

1:32:57.439 --> 1:33:01.160
<v Speaker 1>You mentioned a little Baby documentary. Would you ever let

1:33:01.200 --> 1:33:05.240
<v Speaker 1>someone kind of tell your story that way? Yeah? Yeah, yeah, yeah,

1:33:05.400 --> 1:33:07.680
<v Speaker 1>you don't already already want to do something like that. Well,

1:33:07.720 --> 1:33:09.360
<v Speaker 1>you know what I was thinking was like we think

1:33:09.400 --> 1:33:11.920
<v Speaker 1>of a fifty and like kind of how he's had

1:33:12.000 --> 1:33:15.280
<v Speaker 1>power and he's at BMF and like, I mean, obviously

1:33:15.280 --> 1:33:20.320
<v Speaker 1>Showtime has a shyrack show, But I feel like somebody

1:33:20.920 --> 1:33:23.479
<v Speaker 1>in your position, Dirk's position, somebody like that, should like

1:33:23.560 --> 1:33:26.559
<v Speaker 1>take it upon themselves to do it. They said to

1:33:26.760 --> 1:33:28.920
<v Speaker 1>tell that story by it, because you know what's gonna

1:33:28.960 --> 1:33:31.960
<v Speaker 1>happen is in like five years or ten years when

1:33:31.960 --> 1:33:33.640
<v Speaker 1>they were gonna wake up and on Netflix, there is

1:33:33.640 --> 1:33:35.760
<v Speaker 1>gonna be a fucking show that's based It's gonna be

1:33:35.800 --> 1:33:38.840
<v Speaker 1>like the wire of Chicago, and it's gonna be someone

1:33:38.840 --> 1:33:42.439
<v Speaker 1>else taking advantage are situation. Let nobody take advantage of

1:33:42.479 --> 1:33:45.759
<v Speaker 1>our story. Someone's gonna try to do it, dude, nobody's

1:33:45.800 --> 1:33:47.840
<v Speaker 1>gonna tell our narrative because we already on it. You

1:33:47.840 --> 1:33:49.639
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. It's gonna be too we already

1:33:49.680 --> 1:33:52.400
<v Speaker 1>on it. I think I tell my story for me.

1:33:52.640 --> 1:33:54.800
<v Speaker 1>I don't even mean yours. I just mean like anybody

1:33:54.840 --> 1:33:58.160
<v Speaker 1>the city of Chicago. I'm telling you. That's why unity

1:33:58.240 --> 1:34:00.599
<v Speaker 1>is so important, because at the end of the day,

1:34:00.600 --> 1:34:03.800
<v Speaker 1>you gotta think about it, like I could tell stories

1:34:04.160 --> 1:34:07.519
<v Speaker 1>about Sosa from my own prospective, from my own point

1:34:07.520 --> 1:34:09.800
<v Speaker 1>of view. Dirt could tell stories about me. I could

1:34:09.800 --> 1:34:12.519
<v Speaker 1>tell stories about Dirk, I could tell stories about Polo.

1:34:12.560 --> 1:34:14.040
<v Speaker 1>He could tell stories. You knowe what I'm saying. So

1:34:14.080 --> 1:34:17.080
<v Speaker 1>we got to come together and just build the crib

1:34:17.320 --> 1:34:20.559
<v Speaker 1>that way, Just build the crib together unity. Why would

1:34:20.560 --> 1:34:23.520
<v Speaker 1>we let anybody else or while we do it separately,

1:34:23.760 --> 1:34:25.320
<v Speaker 1>when at the end of the day, this shit could

1:34:25.400 --> 1:34:27.960
<v Speaker 1>at long, this little shit that we just coming together

1:34:28.040 --> 1:34:32.280
<v Speaker 1>for two three months could feed one hundred families. Some

1:34:32.360 --> 1:34:36.320
<v Speaker 1>shit we just putting together and like that together though, Yeah, together,

1:34:36.439 --> 1:34:41.040
<v Speaker 1>that's important. Unity is what I'm preaching. That's the most important. Shit.

1:34:41.320 --> 1:34:43.640
<v Speaker 1>That's that's big from a city that is known to

1:34:43.760 --> 1:34:46.360
<v Speaker 1>not have a lot of that exactly. Yeah, what is

1:34:46.479 --> 1:34:49.160
<v Speaker 1>uh for you? You just spent all those artist shouts

1:34:49.160 --> 1:34:50.920
<v Speaker 1>of Polo G shot out to Dirk. Would you guys

1:34:50.920 --> 1:34:53.160
<v Speaker 1>ever do like a fucking crazy tour? I a would

1:34:53.200 --> 1:34:55.760
<v Speaker 1>love it. We've been all like people already got it

1:34:55.800 --> 1:34:58.200
<v Speaker 1>in their head. I'm sure every last person that I

1:34:58.320 --> 1:35:00.200
<v Speaker 1>named and't thought about it, you feel I'm saying, But

1:35:00.240 --> 1:35:02.640
<v Speaker 1>we just got to put it into perspective. You know

1:35:02.680 --> 1:35:04.720
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, ain't no and you know something that

1:35:04.760 --> 1:35:06.800
<v Speaker 1>I learned, Like I was preaching that when I was

1:35:06.840 --> 1:35:08.760
<v Speaker 1>a kid, like in the streets, like ain't no big

1:35:08.800 --> 1:35:11.360
<v Speaker 1>ass a little use. I always remember that ain't no

1:35:11.400 --> 1:35:15.280
<v Speaker 1>big ass or a little use. You gotta remember that

1:35:15.760 --> 1:35:17.960
<v Speaker 1>no big ass or a little use. You feel what

1:35:17.960 --> 1:35:20.559
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. It's like we all equal, we all. I

1:35:20.600 --> 1:35:23.519
<v Speaker 1>don't look at myself above nobody. You know what I'm saying,

1:35:23.600 --> 1:35:26.479
<v Speaker 1>What dig make me bigger than you? Money don't make

1:35:26.520 --> 1:35:28.280
<v Speaker 1>you bigger than me. You know what I'm saying, Like,

1:35:28.600 --> 1:35:31.559
<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, we all have things

1:35:31.600 --> 1:35:35.240
<v Speaker 1>that we could learn from you know what I'm saying

1:35:35.439 --> 1:35:37.840
<v Speaker 1>within each other? You feel me? So once you look

1:35:37.840 --> 1:35:39.920
<v Speaker 1>at life like that, no big ass, a little use,

1:35:40.520 --> 1:35:43.240
<v Speaker 1>it'll make you like all I bet we could put

1:35:43.240 --> 1:35:47.240
<v Speaker 1>shit together. Have you uh taken it upon yourself at

1:35:47.280 --> 1:35:48.680
<v Speaker 1>all to be a big homie than any of the

1:35:48.760 --> 1:35:50.840
<v Speaker 1>young artists coming up? And because I mean, I'm sure

1:35:50.880 --> 1:35:52.760
<v Speaker 1>that there's a artist that you've seen making mistakes that

1:35:52.800 --> 1:35:55.800
<v Speaker 1>maybe you've made it in past. Yeah, I don't mind

1:35:55.880 --> 1:35:59.320
<v Speaker 1>like talking about like my mistakes that I made or

1:35:59.560 --> 1:36:02.760
<v Speaker 1>like you know what I'm saying, shit that I've been

1:36:02.800 --> 1:36:05.120
<v Speaker 1>through to I could try to help other artists, you

1:36:05.160 --> 1:36:07.800
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying, come from under and I just

1:36:08.080 --> 1:36:10.559
<v Speaker 1>I feel like my my position and this shit is

1:36:10.600 --> 1:36:14.880
<v Speaker 1>really just trying to just light another candle. If I

1:36:14.880 --> 1:36:17.280
<v Speaker 1>could do anything to just make your shit bigger, if

1:36:17.320 --> 1:36:19.519
<v Speaker 1>I could give you a verse, a look or anything

1:36:19.680 --> 1:36:21.960
<v Speaker 1>pop out on the shit you're definitely getting you out.

1:36:22.280 --> 1:36:23.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna do that. You feel I'm saying it don't

1:36:23.880 --> 1:36:26.080
<v Speaker 1>make me no, never, man, I don't give a fuck.

1:36:26.160 --> 1:36:27.760
<v Speaker 1>I don't even gott to know you personally. I could

1:36:27.800 --> 1:36:29.519
<v Speaker 1>just know somebody that manage you. I can know your

1:36:29.560 --> 1:36:32.360
<v Speaker 1>cousin and ah, y'all fuck with you. I see you

1:36:33.280 --> 1:36:35.240
<v Speaker 1>popping up on the albums up like I loved when

1:36:35.240 --> 1:36:37.400
<v Speaker 1>I saw you on Mazzi's album. Like there's certain like shit,

1:36:37.800 --> 1:36:40.040
<v Speaker 1>Ozzi my brother. I'm saying. People don't know that. I'm

1:36:40.040 --> 1:36:42.719
<v Speaker 1>gonna always say. I'm always pre model my help the MASI.

1:36:42.760 --> 1:36:44.960
<v Speaker 1>You fee what I'm saying, free broke, that's my brother.

1:36:45.120 --> 1:36:47.799
<v Speaker 1>I feel. I always hear love from Mazzi since the beginning.

1:36:48.080 --> 1:36:52.040
<v Speaker 1>I spent weeks in Sacramento when niggas just telling me like, yeah,

1:36:52.040 --> 1:36:55.839
<v Speaker 1>this nigga ain't Mazzi. This is like twenty thirteen, twenty fourteen.

1:36:55.920 --> 1:36:59.160
<v Speaker 1>You feel me before all of this shit, before I

1:36:59.320 --> 1:37:02.799
<v Speaker 1>was even as b You feel what I'm saying, so honestly,

1:37:02.800 --> 1:37:05.160
<v Speaker 1>that's my brother. I'm always I'm gonna always show a

1:37:05.200 --> 1:37:08.040
<v Speaker 1>little to any nigga that I can, no matter who

1:37:08.080 --> 1:37:12.080
<v Speaker 1>it is. Bro I got tazed with niggas from this city.

1:37:12.200 --> 1:37:14.920
<v Speaker 1>That city is city because I just did solid shit

1:37:15.080 --> 1:37:16.640
<v Speaker 1>you feel I'm saying, and I don't even use it.

1:37:16.680 --> 1:37:18.679
<v Speaker 1>I probably might get to a nigga city don't even

1:37:18.720 --> 1:37:20.599
<v Speaker 1>call and be like, oh, what's up, let's link because

1:37:20.640 --> 1:37:22.639
<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking about so much shit. I got so much

1:37:22.680 --> 1:37:24.880
<v Speaker 1>going on, I don't even get a chance to really

1:37:24.920 --> 1:37:27.360
<v Speaker 1>tap in. But I'm already tapped in because I did

1:37:27.360 --> 1:37:31.479
<v Speaker 1>some solid shit. You feel me? The new album I

1:37:31.520 --> 1:37:35.240
<v Speaker 1>Fish Go run that ship up? Is there? What else

1:37:35.320 --> 1:37:38.520
<v Speaker 1>is on the way for you? More Man, Yes, Survivors

1:37:38.520 --> 1:37:41.080
<v Speaker 1>and more ten to seven Man b side ten ten.

1:37:42.120 --> 1:37:46.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm excited for everything new artists on the way. And

1:37:46.960 --> 1:37:49.080
<v Speaker 1>people don't really know how I said it, Like me

1:37:49.120 --> 1:37:51.559
<v Speaker 1>and Sis have already been working on Big Swerve while

1:37:51.560 --> 1:37:54.800
<v Speaker 1>we're working on Survivors and more so Wow coming. I'm

1:37:54.800 --> 1:37:56.719
<v Speaker 1>in mold, bro. I'm not letting up. I ain't gonna

1:37:56.720 --> 1:37:58.800
<v Speaker 1>lie how I'm feeling right now. I'm not really taking

1:37:58.800 --> 1:38:00.720
<v Speaker 1>the foot off the gas right now. What is your

1:38:00.760 --> 1:38:04.479
<v Speaker 1>like label situation? Are you kind of like I'm still independent?

1:38:04.600 --> 1:38:06.439
<v Speaker 1>I was about to say, you're independent for people staying

1:38:06.560 --> 1:38:10.080
<v Speaker 1>entertainment Republican for people who don't know you're like, you're independent.

1:38:10.200 --> 1:38:12.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm independent, fully, yeah, independent a lot of people. I

1:38:12.960 --> 1:38:15.439
<v Speaker 1>don't think a lot of people realize that because you

1:38:15.479 --> 1:38:18.000
<v Speaker 1>do a lot of shit that you know, people like, yo,

1:38:18.000 --> 1:38:21.080
<v Speaker 1>he's got to be no, I'm independent, man, you know

1:38:21.160 --> 1:38:23.439
<v Speaker 1>Weven built this shit from the ground up, you know,

1:38:23.520 --> 1:38:26.080
<v Speaker 1>and that's the importance of it. I did all the

1:38:26.240 --> 1:38:28.560
<v Speaker 1>hard shit, bro. I ain't taking no shortcuts. Bro, I

1:38:28.560 --> 1:38:30.880
<v Speaker 1>ain't got no big looks. And I need this album

1:38:30.960 --> 1:38:34.280
<v Speaker 1>right now while I'm already big gee Herbo outside. Nigga,

1:38:34.280 --> 1:38:36.280
<v Speaker 1>I've been outside for two years, right. I was on

1:38:36.400 --> 1:38:39.400
<v Speaker 1>side on the phone with Sizzle ever since my little

1:38:39.400 --> 1:38:42.760
<v Speaker 1>brother died. My little brother died January twenty eighth, twenty

1:38:42.920 --> 1:38:46.960
<v Speaker 1>and twenty one, right right, Greg did in twenty one

1:38:47.479 --> 1:38:51.000
<v Speaker 1>January twenty eight. So from there until now, I've been

1:38:51.040 --> 1:38:53.920
<v Speaker 1>outside thugging. I've just been outside just doing me and

1:38:53.960 --> 1:38:56.280
<v Speaker 1>I feel like that's what's building that. But guess what,

1:38:56.680 --> 1:38:59.639
<v Speaker 1>that's trauma that I've been dealing with. I ain't go outside,

1:38:59.800 --> 1:39:02.160
<v Speaker 1>but come, I need to turn my shit up, Nigga.

1:39:02.200 --> 1:39:04.719
<v Speaker 1>I was outside of just just to try to feel

1:39:05.760 --> 1:39:08.040
<v Speaker 1>and just try to get over the ship, get over

1:39:08.080 --> 1:39:11.240
<v Speaker 1>the grief I lost. My little brother. Nigga was everything

1:39:11.280 --> 1:39:13.640
<v Speaker 1>to me, you feel what I'm saying. So to be

1:39:13.800 --> 1:39:16.800
<v Speaker 1>able to like be why I am now and be

1:39:16.960 --> 1:39:19.240
<v Speaker 1>independent and everything just makes sense with me because I

1:39:19.360 --> 1:39:22.120
<v Speaker 1>bet on myself no matter what I'm going through the hardest,

1:39:22.160 --> 1:39:23.920
<v Speaker 1>toughest shit. What I'm trying to say is, I ain't

1:39:23.960 --> 1:39:27.080
<v Speaker 1>take no shortcuts, I ain't take no easy roles or

1:39:27.080 --> 1:39:29.040
<v Speaker 1>none of this shit. Nigga, I built this ship from

1:39:29.080 --> 1:39:32.040
<v Speaker 1>the ground up. Fan by fan, fan by fan. Nigga,

1:39:32.160 --> 1:39:35.040
<v Speaker 1>I built this shit from the ground up, and I

1:39:35.040 --> 1:39:37.200
<v Speaker 1>don't even pop it like that. I don't even pop

1:39:37.240 --> 1:39:38.519
<v Speaker 1>my ship. But at the end of the day, it

1:39:38.600 --> 1:39:40.800
<v Speaker 1>is what it is. Niggas ain't done what I done.

1:39:40.840 --> 1:39:42.599
<v Speaker 1>I ain't had no big looks, I ain't had no

1:39:42.680 --> 1:39:46.240
<v Speaker 1>major label push, I ain't had nothing. Every partnership I built,

1:39:46.479 --> 1:39:49.759
<v Speaker 1>every relationship, I built every feature I got, every song,

1:39:49.840 --> 1:39:52.400
<v Speaker 1>I did, every two idea. Nigga, I did the roughest,

1:39:52.479 --> 1:39:55.120
<v Speaker 1>toughest Nigga. I built this ship from the ground up,

1:39:55.160 --> 1:39:57.559
<v Speaker 1>and can't nobody take that from me. So I deserve

1:39:57.720 --> 1:40:00.160
<v Speaker 1>everything that I'm coming that's coming to me. Do you

1:40:00.160 --> 1:40:03.680
<v Speaker 1>feel like somebody who's taking that path that is extremely

1:40:03.720 --> 1:40:07.040
<v Speaker 1>the hard path, the long way right? Do you feel

1:40:07.040 --> 1:40:09.880
<v Speaker 1>like when you see like artists talking about they're black ball,

1:40:10.000 --> 1:40:14.160
<v Speaker 1>do you feel like that's a real thing. I feel

1:40:14.200 --> 1:40:18.000
<v Speaker 1>like it is a real thing, but it's not you

1:40:18.040 --> 1:40:20.920
<v Speaker 1>feel me. I feel like when artists say they blackball,

1:40:21.080 --> 1:40:24.479
<v Speaker 1>it's about accountability, nigga, you blackball yourself at the end

1:40:24.520 --> 1:40:26.120
<v Speaker 1>of the day, you feel what I'm saying, it's about

1:40:26.479 --> 1:40:29.519
<v Speaker 1>certain things you've done, or certain things you may have said,

1:40:29.640 --> 1:40:31.320
<v Speaker 1>or ways you may have done it. But at the

1:40:31.400 --> 1:40:33.360
<v Speaker 1>end of the day, you're not wrong for that. You're

1:40:33.439 --> 1:40:36.280
<v Speaker 1>not wrong for being yourself. This is an industry full

1:40:36.320 --> 1:40:39.840
<v Speaker 1>of reasons why niggas can't be theirself. It's a fake

1:40:39.880 --> 1:40:43.240
<v Speaker 1>ass industry. It's a bullshit industry. It's an industry full

1:40:43.240 --> 1:40:45.960
<v Speaker 1>of niggas that's afraid to be theyself. So at the

1:40:46.040 --> 1:40:47.840
<v Speaker 1>end of the day, when you feel like you blackball,

1:40:48.200 --> 1:40:50.120
<v Speaker 1>you may be. But at the end of the day, nigga,

1:40:50.160 --> 1:40:52.519
<v Speaker 1>even if you are, I'll promise you it's always right

1:40:52.600 --> 1:40:54.920
<v Speaker 1>at the end of the tunnel, real nigga's gonna always win.

1:40:55.200 --> 1:40:57.559
<v Speaker 1>So if you're a real nigga, just be yourself and

1:40:57.640 --> 1:40:59.519
<v Speaker 1>do the next best thing. You feel what I'm saying,

1:40:59.520 --> 1:41:02.040
<v Speaker 1>like black all, it is real, It's true. But at

1:41:02.080 --> 1:41:04.599
<v Speaker 1>the end of the day, but they can only so much,

1:41:04.760 --> 1:41:07.559
<v Speaker 1>so much because the Internet is the Yeah, the Internet

1:41:07.600 --> 1:41:10.400
<v Speaker 1>is just so when you try to build and bet

1:41:10.439 --> 1:41:12.599
<v Speaker 1>on yourself, and do the next best thing. You feel

1:41:12.600 --> 1:41:14.960
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, that's the that's the thing. That's why

1:41:14.960 --> 1:41:17.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't believe in the black ball because the Internet

1:41:17.560 --> 1:41:20.439
<v Speaker 1>is so powerful. It's so powerful and if the Internet

1:41:20.479 --> 1:41:22.439
<v Speaker 1>came black ball you, if they fuck with you, if

1:41:22.479 --> 1:41:24.840
<v Speaker 1>the industry black ballue in the Internet fuck with you,

1:41:24.840 --> 1:41:27.800
<v Speaker 1>You're gonna still win. That's why young Boy still win

1:41:27.880 --> 1:41:32.000
<v Speaker 1>it period. You feel me, people gotta fuck with you,

1:41:32.120 --> 1:41:34.280
<v Speaker 1>and being young boy is the most anti industry, the

1:41:34.320 --> 1:41:36.479
<v Speaker 1>most anti industry nigga ever you feel, I'm saying, you

1:41:36.520 --> 1:41:39.200
<v Speaker 1>gotta give a nigga they credit. You know what I'm saying.

1:41:39.280 --> 1:41:41.160
<v Speaker 1>I saw, Yeah, I saw. That's what I mean. Did

1:41:41.160 --> 1:41:44.920
<v Speaker 1>you see what Russ just said. Russ pretty much was like,

1:41:45.400 --> 1:41:48.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's not as long as the Internet is

1:41:48.160 --> 1:41:51.320
<v Speaker 1>alive and you have fans, you have fans, you can't

1:41:51.439 --> 1:41:54.240
<v Speaker 1>you can't be black ball. It's impossible, bro, you feel

1:41:54.240 --> 1:41:56.639
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, So people have to, like you said, people

1:41:56.760 --> 1:41:59.400
<v Speaker 1>to take accountability, to take accountability and just say all right,

1:41:59.400 --> 1:42:02.120
<v Speaker 1>bet I fuck in the mirror, the mirror and say

1:42:02.160 --> 1:42:04.040
<v Speaker 1>all right, bet let me build even if you don't

1:42:04.040 --> 1:42:07.919
<v Speaker 1>apologize on the internet, let me just think about myself

1:42:08.000 --> 1:42:11.880
<v Speaker 1>right now, build this ship back up organically front of mud,

1:42:11.960 --> 1:42:13.880
<v Speaker 1>because if you're a hustler or a street nigga, you

1:42:13.960 --> 1:42:16.559
<v Speaker 1>know you're gonna go down to zero. Get yourself back up.

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<v Speaker 1>You gotta understand that's the name of the game. Don't

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<v Speaker 1>take this ship personal, nigga. When you take a loss,

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<v Speaker 1>don't blame the labels, don't blame nobody, mirror I fucked up.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me get this ship right, point blank, period. That's

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<v Speaker 1>just what it is. That humility is missing, man. This

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<v Speaker 1>is what it is. Accountability and humility, two trades every

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<v Speaker 1>grown man should have. And I know that, and I

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<v Speaker 1>understand that because I built this ship from the ground

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<v Speaker 1>and niggas when niggas was over here betting on that,

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<v Speaker 1>they like, I'm betting on this and then when that

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<v Speaker 1>sh it ain't work, now nigga back betting on me.

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<v Speaker 1>But you wasn't betting on me. Then I always betting

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<v Speaker 1>on myself, so you could never blackball me. I could

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<v Speaker 1>never take it personal. I'm not gonna look at you like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh you a fuck nigga. You was fucking him two

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<v Speaker 1>years ago. Now you fuck with me, all right, bet

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<v Speaker 1>appreciate you for fuck with me, fuck with you too. Yep,

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<v Speaker 1>That's where I'm at. I don't cap out none of

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<v Speaker 1>this ship, bro. Take that ship personal. Bro. Well, listen,

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<v Speaker 1>the album is out. By the time this drops, the

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<v Speaker 1>album will be out, or it'll be coming out the

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<v Speaker 1>next day. Man, be sad. Listen, man, I'm super proud

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<v Speaker 1>of you. You're killing it. Appreciate it. I cannot wait

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<v Speaker 1>to hear this album. Yeah, and I ain't gonna lie

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<v Speaker 1>like the urs, just like how I'm feeling right now.

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<v Speaker 1>It just make me like it make me think about

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<v Speaker 1>shit different. I'm a pop it different. I'm gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>humble different, I'm gonna be cocky different, like everything is.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like it's just the next level for me

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<v Speaker 1>in life. You know what I'm saying. I'm just grateful

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<v Speaker 1>to be leveling up on all levels. I'm just grateful

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<v Speaker 1>career wise, mentality wise. Now we just gotta get you

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<v Speaker 1>some mushrooms. Nah, for sure, I'm gonna fuck with it,

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<v Speaker 1>but I don't fuck with it. Yeah, there it is, man.

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<v Speaker 1>G Herbo Fire