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Speaker 1: What's up the slip service. Ti'm angela, yee, I'm hired,

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Speaker 1: I'm Jasmine Brand, and Rennie Richie is here with us

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Speaker 1: for the first time ever. Hey, y'all, you're in the

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Speaker 1: bathroom and look like it I am because my kids

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Speaker 1: are in, my nephews, like you know, Christmas was just here. Bro,

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Speaker 1: everybody is running u from with toys and being loud.

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Speaker 1: I was like, let me trying hide. That's like the

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Speaker 1: mom's ultimate hiding place. I feel like sometimes being in

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Speaker 1: the bathroom only quiet space you get no But I

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Speaker 1: got a little girl, she teen too, So now it's

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Speaker 1: like the bathroom is not even my hottest space no more.

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Speaker 1: Because even if I'm doing my makeup, she in here

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Speaker 1: with me. Like if I'm ut in the bathroom, she

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Speaker 1: in here with me. Wow, so you've been locked in

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Speaker 1: huh yeah, I'm enjoying it though. All right, Well that's

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Speaker 1: good and all that time you've been doing a lot.

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Speaker 1: This is definitely a first for our our Zoom episodes

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Speaker 1: to have somebody in the bathroom. She's the first. You know,

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Speaker 1: what is it echoing it? Talk hello about a person

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Speaker 1: out in their bathroom too. When you go to that

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Speaker 1: they always say, in restaurants, you could tell how clean

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Speaker 1: the restaurant is by the bathroom, and you could tell

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Speaker 1: a lot about a person, Like have you ever dated

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Speaker 1: somebody in their bathroom was nasty? Yep? I can't nasty

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Speaker 1: bathroom or like the bottom of the toilet. I remember

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Speaker 1: I dated this guy and he had like three roommates.

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Speaker 1: This is when I was fresh out of college. And

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Speaker 1: when I tell you that was the most disgusting bathroom,

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Speaker 1: I was like, I don't even want to go in

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Speaker 1: hand he it was so nasty. I couldn't take a

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Speaker 1: shower there or nothing. I was actually stopped going there

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Speaker 1: and stopped because the shower is disgusting, like showers are.

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Speaker 1: I don't like bar soap with hair on it. I

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Speaker 1: don't like when the back of the toilet is dusty

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Speaker 1: or or you like, no, man don't really clean up,

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Speaker 1: so let'd be hair from like ten bitches ago on

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Speaker 1: the phone. Definitely, I definitely have seen other women's hair

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Speaker 1: in guy's bathroom. I dealt with like they don't clean

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Speaker 1: it before. That's how you find out if a guy

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Speaker 1: don't clean it, Like it's like the girl brush her

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Speaker 1: we eve and then like then took all the hair

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Speaker 1: out of the and just threw it on the toilet.

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Speaker 1: And it was like a gloss of hair in the toilet,

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Speaker 1: I mean in the trash can, trash can on the toilet.

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Speaker 1: That's I don't I didn't know about this type of

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Speaker 1: woman neither, because any woman that don't flush her hair

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Speaker 1: down the toilets. But me right well, if you see

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Speaker 1: a pig hair somewhere, you know right here, listen, listen ready.

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Speaker 1: I know relationship wise, because we've heard you talk about

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Speaker 1: guys on your songs and everything, and you know you

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Speaker 1: was solid check and we all know that. But what's

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Speaker 1: the worst that you caught a guy cheating on you? Um,

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Speaker 1: this actually just happened like literally two weeks ago. Um,

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Speaker 1: me and my we've been on and I feel like

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Speaker 1: going on five years now or whatever, and I just

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Speaker 1: kind of had a feel like you know how when

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Speaker 1: you've been with somebody so long, they had patterns and

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Speaker 1: you know how they move or whatever. So the season

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Speaker 1: and they work out whatever, and he was like, I'm

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Speaker 1: about to get ready to go to sleep. My drive

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Speaker 1: just left from down there like three days ago. He's like,

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Speaker 1: I'm about to get ready to go to sleep. You

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Speaker 1: know we had two days. I'm tired today it's seven o'clock.

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Speaker 1: I know you like you don't even you don't go

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Speaker 1: to sleep at all? Bro Like so, um, I'm like, no,

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Speaker 1: something funny. So he's like, no, you just want to

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Speaker 1: pick an argument. You want to pick an argument. Now,

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Speaker 1: I know this is what you do. You deflickted when

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Speaker 1: it's when you're trying to get off the phone, you

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Speaker 1: pick something to be like, all right, I got I

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Speaker 1: gotta talk to her for the rest of the night.

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Speaker 1: Let me pick an argument. I'm like, it's a bitch

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Speaker 1: down there. So he sends a whole video like it's

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Speaker 1: not a bitch down here, blah blah blah. Never answers

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Speaker 1: Tom and then he accidentally picked one up. He's sitting

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Speaker 1: It's like four hours, Like, oh, you said you just

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Speaker 1: gonna sleep. So I book a flight, EGG get on

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Speaker 1: the red eye, and I go to New Orleans. Um,

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Speaker 1: I popped up at the hotel and I get a

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Speaker 1: The housekeeping is cleaning the room up, and I walk

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Speaker 1: in and the bitches in the room. Now back up

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Speaker 1: a second. How did you get the key? Yeah, that's

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Speaker 1: what I was wondering. See what happened once I told

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Speaker 1: them this was my fiance And then I had been

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Speaker 1: there like a few times already, like they've no re

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Speaker 1: together or whatever. So I'm like, I lost my key.

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Speaker 1: I had my old key with me or whatever, but

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Speaker 1: I'm sure the rooms got real key whatever if I

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Speaker 1: had my Okay, I'm like, can you just re keep

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Speaker 1: So what did you say when you when you came

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Speaker 1: and I was like, you know, he didn't tell you

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Speaker 1: we had a girlfriend. She was like no, And you know,

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Speaker 1: thank god for you know, growth, because the all me

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Speaker 1: would have just hit the bitch. Like but like, I'm older,

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Speaker 1: and I you know, I'm a little more mature and

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Speaker 1: I'm learned learning to be a logical thinker. So I'm like,

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Speaker 1: she did what any woman would. She ain't wrong, She'll

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Speaker 1: owe me nothing. So we're just sitting there talking or whatever,

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Speaker 1: and I'm I'm like, I should like this whole room up.

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Speaker 1: I should suck this room up. I should wait for

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Speaker 1: him to get out of practice. And I'm like, no,

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Speaker 1: both of us don't be in jail, so I don't

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Speaker 1: do that. But I just talked to her and I leave.

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Speaker 1: I fuck his PlayStation five up. I take some ship.

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Speaker 1: I know he give a funk about and I just

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Speaker 1: to call me Rannie. You know, somebody could have used

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Speaker 1: that PS five. You ain't have to mess it up,

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Speaker 1: could have just took it here. I know, I ain't think,

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Speaker 1: but you know, at that moment, I was so impulsive

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Speaker 1: I don't play with you. Fine, I'm kidding. I don't

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Speaker 1: want to nothing up in these people hotel room either,

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Speaker 1: because I'm still thinking, like he got an image, I

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Speaker 1: the same time that some ship. Everybody knows this was

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Speaker 1: But she cute. She like she ain't met I was looking.

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Speaker 1: I'm not she was im. She's a cute she's a

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Speaker 1: she was a cute girl. Like she just looked like

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Speaker 1: she's very much, very much things in the past and

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Speaker 1: she's thinking about her career now. Yeah, yeah, no, listen

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Speaker 1: to me and listen. I've been through the worst of

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Speaker 1: the worst. When I say in any situation you could

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Speaker 1: possibly think about being in, we haven't been through that.

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Speaker 1: And um, you know, I'm tired, and that's I don't

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Speaker 1: You're gonna take them back, gonna take them back. UM

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Speaker 1: my thing be all right, start listening. We just started,

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Speaker 1: like we just started back trying to work on again

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Speaker 1: because I went and I tried to like date other

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Speaker 1: people and like lead a situation along. But they're on

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Speaker 1: the same type of time. So my thing was, you know,

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Speaker 1: whole new person. I'm trying to get to know you

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Speaker 1: in dealing with it like these niggas, I ain't ship,

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Speaker 1: so ye still together basically now we're no, we're single,

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Speaker 1: but we did together. It's toxic now, ges you could

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Speaker 1: and I mean I had those same sensements. I felt

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Speaker 1: I'm already accustomed to this bullshit and know what's gonna

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Speaker 1: and it's gonna be the same bullshit. I might as

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Speaker 1: well know what I'm dealing with and we'll come along

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Speaker 1: with it on the con, on the pros and the con.

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Speaker 1: So you know, I went back time at the time

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Speaker 1: and you know, we no longer speak, so we aren't together,

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Speaker 1: but I feel where you're coming from with the whole

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Speaker 1: that I'm used to be put in Like ten years, Gigi,

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Speaker 1: But I also think that has something doing like just

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Speaker 1: to dance to like whether you're dancing, you rap them,

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Speaker 1: you know, you're modeling being a part of this industry,

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Speaker 1: like you don't really have the leisure to date around,

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Speaker 1: traveling Eric, as soon as they see you with somebody,

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Speaker 1: they're gonna sume you fucking, even if you're not sucking.

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Speaker 1: So you can see you with so many different people,

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Speaker 1: they're gonna stay anyway. I don't heard stories that I

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Speaker 1: don't sunk so many niggas. I ain't even see some

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Speaker 1: of these niggas, but they don't hand my pussy and

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Speaker 1: I don't even know about it, so hey, I don't.

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Speaker 1: They did a whole list of guys that I slept with,

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Speaker 1: and they put some women on there too, and some

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Speaker 1: of them, some of them mightn't even know who they

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Speaker 1: would never met them before in my life. I was like,

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Speaker 1: I gotta find this. I had to just not care

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Speaker 1: like I just like, you know, it'd be funny hearing

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Speaker 1: them stories, like whole stories about yourself, and you'd be like,

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Speaker 1: want to talk to them and hear what else happened,

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Speaker 1: because this ship found good, but it ain't happen right,

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Speaker 1: Like I want to meet these people that I supposedly

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Speaker 1: want to see that list, Now, let's talk about So

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Speaker 1: when he did call you, what was that conversation? Like

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Speaker 1: that was some typical nigga ship. He's younger than me too,

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Speaker 1: so you know his maturity was not where mine is. Uh. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I had my kids. I'm twenty nine, but I had

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Speaker 1: I was a kid. The other half of my life

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Speaker 1: I've been a mom first, so I feel like my

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Speaker 1: Why would you want the first time you meet her

426
00:19:30,160 --> 00:19:31,960
Speaker 1: or her first memories of you to be in a

427
00:19:32,040 --> 00:19:37,320
Speaker 1: jail listening. Girl, you do did a lot already. You

428
00:19:37,359 --> 00:19:41,080
Speaker 1: can live. Girl. It's nice that your kids that's all

429
00:19:41,119 --> 00:19:43,359
Speaker 1: grown too. I always felt like it's kind of dope

430
00:19:43,480 --> 00:19:46,679
Speaker 1: to have done all that already, you know what I'm saying,

431
00:19:46,720 --> 00:19:49,760
Speaker 1: Like grown, she grew grew with her kids too. Yeah,

432
00:19:49,840 --> 00:19:52,120
Speaker 1: we're definitely we're still growing for real. I'm not even

433
00:19:52,160 --> 00:19:54,879
Speaker 1: gonna lie to y'all, Like girls, who I know, I

434
00:19:54,920 --> 00:19:57,120
Speaker 1: wasn't the only girl in high school pregnant. I wasn't

435
00:19:57,119 --> 00:19:58,920
Speaker 1: the only girl you know who listening to their mom.

436
00:20:00,400 --> 00:20:03,320
Speaker 1: And it's like, right now we are at the point

437
00:20:03,320 --> 00:20:05,800
Speaker 1: where she's grown and I'm still young enough that we

438
00:20:05,920 --> 00:20:07,439
Speaker 1: enjoy a lot of the same thing. We were just

439
00:20:07,480 --> 00:20:10,439
Speaker 1: in the club together like a month ago, like drunk

440
00:20:10,760 --> 00:20:13,840
Speaker 1: back in the morning. And she's twenty four. I'm forty one,

441
00:20:14,280 --> 00:20:16,679
Speaker 1: so it's like I had her seventeen. We was. We

442
00:20:16,720 --> 00:20:19,240
Speaker 1: grew up together. You know, we're very very close. And

443
00:20:19,280 --> 00:20:21,240
Speaker 1: it's like at this point I have friends that at

444
00:20:21,240 --> 00:20:23,360
Speaker 1: my age, they got little ass kids and they can't

445
00:20:23,400 --> 00:20:25,320
Speaker 1: do ship because they got little ast kids. And I'm like, well,

446
00:20:25,320 --> 00:20:30,119
Speaker 1: bitch said, because mine grown. Actually for me, it was

447
00:20:30,160 --> 00:20:33,000
Speaker 1: hard back then, but I'm looking back at it. I

448
00:20:33,040 --> 00:20:34,800
Speaker 1: would rather go through what I went through them to

449
00:20:34,880 --> 00:20:37,320
Speaker 1: have the life that I have now versus getting in

450
00:20:37,359 --> 00:20:39,960
Speaker 1: the shoes of my friends that are older with younger kids.

451
00:20:40,720 --> 00:20:43,679
Speaker 1: But to each of you, no, I definitely agree with you.

452
00:20:43,760 --> 00:20:46,840
Speaker 1: And then you know, other girls had kids, you know,

453
00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:50,439
Speaker 1: like us, but they called their grandmama's mama, and they

454
00:20:50,440 --> 00:20:52,359
Speaker 1: called their mama's bout their first name. And like I

455
00:20:52,440 --> 00:20:57,640
Speaker 1: really raised my kids, like I really here right now, Yeah,

456
00:20:57,800 --> 00:21:02,040
Speaker 1: like I really like my mama make that baby, so

457
00:21:02,080 --> 00:21:03,840
Speaker 1: my mama ain't needed to raise some of babies like

458
00:21:03,960 --> 00:21:05,760
Speaker 1: I was growing. When l a down and I was growing,

459
00:21:05,800 --> 00:21:08,240
Speaker 1: I took care of and I figured it out. And

460
00:21:08,880 --> 00:21:11,560
Speaker 1: like me and my kids have open discussions about everything.

461
00:21:11,560 --> 00:21:14,320
Speaker 1: They know our mama. But anything we're gonna talk about

462
00:21:14,359 --> 00:21:16,879
Speaker 1: it all. Ain't nobody gonna give you no information to

463
00:21:16,960 --> 00:21:18,600
Speaker 1: talk to you about something that I'm gonna tell you

464
00:21:18,680 --> 00:21:20,760
Speaker 1: right first. You ain't never got to be scared to

465
00:21:20,760 --> 00:21:22,640
Speaker 1: come talk to me about nothing. So we talked about

466
00:21:22,680 --> 00:21:25,240
Speaker 1: what I did. We talked about their daddy being in prison,

467
00:21:25,680 --> 00:21:28,560
Speaker 1: and we're learning with each other. I said, I really said.

468
00:21:28,560 --> 00:21:30,560
Speaker 1: They asked my kids, like, do it bother you when

469
00:21:30,560 --> 00:21:32,040
Speaker 1: I do this right here, I'm trying to like, I'm

470
00:21:32,040 --> 00:21:36,080
Speaker 1: trying to see something like we really talk. M that's great. Yeah,

471
00:21:36,119 --> 00:21:38,520
Speaker 1: that's amazing. I love it. And you did everything you

472
00:21:38,600 --> 00:21:40,560
Speaker 1: did for your kids and they're probably so happy to

473
00:21:40,600 --> 00:21:42,639
Speaker 1: see you as a rapper. Do they do you let

474
00:21:42,720 --> 00:21:46,080
Speaker 1: them listen to your music? Yeah? They they listened to

475
00:21:46,119 --> 00:21:49,840
Speaker 1: everything because I don't believe in I don't believe in filtering,

476
00:21:50,359 --> 00:21:52,800
Speaker 1: no music, no TV, no nothing, because at the end

477
00:21:52,800 --> 00:21:55,480
Speaker 1: of the day, they can't see it somewhere like the

478
00:21:55,600 --> 00:21:58,320
Speaker 1: cartoons is about the same. You miss the music now,

479
00:21:58,400 --> 00:22:01,080
Speaker 1: so they're gonna see it so where and ain't on

480
00:22:01,160 --> 00:22:04,000
Speaker 1: music or on television or youth food. Parents and my kids,

481
00:22:04,080 --> 00:22:06,760
Speaker 1: our parents, my kids, they just you know, consume that

482
00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:09,920
Speaker 1: it ain't leave it that it's not teaching them anything.

483
00:22:09,920 --> 00:22:12,560
Speaker 1: And know what type of way right they'll be listening

484
00:22:12,560 --> 00:22:17,720
Speaker 1: to the hands on your knees that know all the words.

485
00:22:19,359 --> 00:22:21,560
Speaker 1: I catch them slip up, I catch them slip up that.

486
00:22:21,640 --> 00:22:23,480
Speaker 1: But I said a customer this song, I'm like, yeah,

487
00:22:23,480 --> 00:22:30,879
Speaker 1: I heard you. I heard So let's talk about just

488
00:22:30,920 --> 00:22:32,840
Speaker 1: everything that's been happening for you because you did play

489
00:22:32,880 --> 00:22:36,760
Speaker 1: out during the pandemic, You've been putting out music and

490
00:22:36,840 --> 00:22:39,040
Speaker 1: so and you've been having time to say that's be

491
00:22:39,119 --> 00:22:41,320
Speaker 1: at home and you know, be with your kids, probably

492
00:22:41,359 --> 00:22:44,080
Speaker 1: more than ever before, since you don't have to travel

493
00:22:44,160 --> 00:22:46,680
Speaker 1: right now too much. So talk about deciding to put

494
00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:50,000
Speaker 1: out some music during this pandemic. Well, I was actually

495
00:22:50,040 --> 00:22:51,760
Speaker 1: was getting ready to put out a real bit radio

496
00:22:51,760 --> 00:22:54,280
Speaker 1: and it was supposed to be my album, which we

497
00:22:54,359 --> 00:22:57,040
Speaker 1: getting ready to put it out now, but I had

498
00:22:57,080 --> 00:22:59,640
Speaker 1: more creative stay so with this one. So I wanted

499
00:22:59,680 --> 00:23:01,960
Speaker 1: to row allowed to really be intimate and personal. I

500
00:23:02,000 --> 00:23:04,960
Speaker 1: wanted to really connect with my fans because everybody putting

501
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:06,840
Speaker 1: out a lot of content now, but they're not really

502
00:23:06,880 --> 00:23:08,960
Speaker 1: touching the people no more. They're not really making their

503
00:23:08,960 --> 00:23:11,760
Speaker 1: fans steel included. And I wanted to do that. I

504
00:23:11,800 --> 00:23:13,919
Speaker 1: wanted to pop up shots. I want to do private

505
00:23:13,960 --> 00:23:17,200
Speaker 1: listening parties just with my fans, you know, ship like that.

506
00:23:17,560 --> 00:23:20,359
Speaker 1: So when we couldn't do that because quarantine started, I

507
00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:22,840
Speaker 1: was like, now like, let's hold off on that, but

508
00:23:22,920 --> 00:23:26,360
Speaker 1: I still want to get him something like it's almost

509
00:23:26,359 --> 00:23:27,840
Speaker 1: been a year since I put something. I don't only

510
00:23:27,880 --> 00:23:30,840
Speaker 1: put big Renni out. I got signed with no original content.

511
00:23:30,880 --> 00:23:33,640
Speaker 1: Now I just got signed off Jack and Beats, so

512
00:23:33,920 --> 00:23:36,280
Speaker 1: I'll put Big Renie out. I took a whole year

513
00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:39,080
Speaker 1: to try and figure myself out, figure my sound out,

514
00:23:39,160 --> 00:23:40,919
Speaker 1: figure out what it means to be an artist. But

515
00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:43,199
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, they need something, like right now, I

516
00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:44,720
Speaker 1: gotta get into something. So I pulled a couple of

517
00:23:44,720 --> 00:23:47,640
Speaker 1: songs off Real Bit Radio, put them on a quick tape,

518
00:23:47,680 --> 00:23:50,920
Speaker 1: took that fucking picture. That picture was really a dass

519
00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:53,680
Speaker 1: station picture that I just handed my camera like, yeah,

520
00:23:53,760 --> 00:23:56,360
Speaker 1: we've benna use this and we're gonna call this motherfucker

521
00:23:56,480 --> 00:23:59,199
Speaker 1: quick tape. Like I had to be really resourceful with

522
00:23:59,280 --> 00:24:02,000
Speaker 1: no resource it. So that's how it came about. And

523
00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:04,440
Speaker 1: I'm glad I did it because I feel like it

524
00:24:04,560 --> 00:24:07,640
Speaker 1: sparked the conversation I had kind of like died down.

525
00:24:07,720 --> 00:24:10,359
Speaker 1: I wasn't staying in the conversation. I wasn't giving people

526
00:24:10,400 --> 00:24:13,280
Speaker 1: nothing to talk about. So it sparked the conversation back up.

527
00:24:13,480 --> 00:24:15,800
Speaker 1: And now people looking for ship and they ready, you know,

528
00:24:15,880 --> 00:24:17,680
Speaker 1: for me to drop ship, and they're consuming the stuff

529
00:24:17,680 --> 00:24:19,760
Speaker 1: that I am putting out because I got them ready

530
00:24:19,800 --> 00:24:22,320
Speaker 1: for it. Right now, before you sign a will pack

531
00:24:22,359 --> 00:24:24,000
Speaker 1: where there are other people are trying to sign you.

532
00:24:24,680 --> 00:24:28,040
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah. I actually went out to l A

533
00:24:28,040 --> 00:24:31,560
Speaker 1: and recorded with Kanye Um for Good Music. He wasn't

534
00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:33,320
Speaker 1: actually there. He was supposed to be there, but then

535
00:24:33,359 --> 00:24:35,840
Speaker 1: it was like Valentine's Day and him and Kim did something,

536
00:24:35,880 --> 00:24:38,520
Speaker 1: and I really was thinking about going that way. But

537
00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:42,600
Speaker 1: what made me take into consideration like not doing it

538
00:24:42,640 --> 00:24:44,760
Speaker 1: was because I felt like I needed somebody who knew

539
00:24:44,800 --> 00:24:47,119
Speaker 1: how to transition me from where I was coming from.

540
00:24:47,280 --> 00:24:50,480
Speaker 1: I needed people who like really knew, like the street

541
00:24:50,560 --> 00:24:53,080
Speaker 1: I was coming from, the trap. I really need you

542
00:24:53,119 --> 00:24:55,719
Speaker 1: to understand I'm not coming to him polished. I'm not

543
00:24:55,760 --> 00:24:58,000
Speaker 1: coming to hire knowing what the fun to do. I

544
00:24:58,080 --> 00:24:59,840
Speaker 1: want to shake my ass, I want to pop my

545
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:02,080
Speaker 1: to see. I want to talk about getting money. I

546
00:25:02,160 --> 00:25:04,359
Speaker 1: want to be me, and I don't want to go

547
00:25:04,440 --> 00:25:06,600
Speaker 1: nowhere where it was gonna be like, oh, you gotta

548
00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:08,040
Speaker 1: be this way or we need you to do this.

549
00:25:08,080 --> 00:25:11,320
Speaker 1: I didn't want to change myself. Well I'm glad you

550
00:25:11,359 --> 00:25:14,119
Speaker 1: did what you did, then, y'all, I'm glad I do

551
00:25:14,200 --> 00:25:16,040
Speaker 1: that I did too. It's been a long process, like

552
00:25:16,080 --> 00:25:19,359
Speaker 1: a lot of trial and error, but you know, ultimately

553
00:25:19,400 --> 00:25:22,359
Speaker 1: I'm glad where it's going now. Yeah, I think that

554
00:25:22,440 --> 00:25:24,560
Speaker 1: makes more sense anyway. I see you on songs with

555
00:25:24,720 --> 00:25:28,360
Speaker 1: City Girls and Little Yahdi, and I think I could

556
00:25:28,359 --> 00:25:31,120
Speaker 1: see just that lane is more your lane than being

557
00:25:31,200 --> 00:25:34,240
Speaker 1: on I don't even think good music does it still exists?

558
00:25:34,680 --> 00:25:37,439
Speaker 1: I don't know. Um you just seen you know. That

559
00:25:37,560 --> 00:25:40,560
Speaker 1: was another thing too. I'm like, y'all got Siana Taylor

560
00:25:40,600 --> 00:25:43,399
Speaker 1: over here, y'all got you know, good artists on y'all roster,

561
00:25:43,680 --> 00:25:46,760
Speaker 1: y'all ain't they ain't really being handled the best way

562
00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:49,479
Speaker 1: like all them. I want to do that. I'm not

563
00:25:49,520 --> 00:25:51,920
Speaker 1: trying to be show. And we're going to wolf Peck

564
00:25:52,040 --> 00:25:54,680
Speaker 1: like baby you know he he QC and wolf Peck.

565
00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:58,520
Speaker 1: So I was the first, like Soul Argus just wolf Peck.

566
00:25:59,040 --> 00:26:01,919
Speaker 1: So I knew like I was gonna be priority. I

567
00:26:01,960 --> 00:26:03,720
Speaker 1: ain't gonna be shilled. I wasn't gonna be Oh, we

568
00:26:03,760 --> 00:26:06,359
Speaker 1: gotta fit you in between here like and that's what

569
00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:09,800
Speaker 1: really like had me. Yeah, we're gonna grow together. Yeah yeah,

570
00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:12,080
Speaker 1: and able to stay true to yourself, which is what

571
00:26:12,200 --> 00:26:14,600
Speaker 1: really matters, because you're able to put out the best

572
00:26:14,960 --> 00:26:17,359
Speaker 1: products in the best music and give what you know

573
00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:21,679
Speaker 1: you feel with the people right when control that creative

574
00:26:21,720 --> 00:26:24,480
Speaker 1: control over you, over you music. So I ain't gonna

575
00:26:24,480 --> 00:26:27,280
Speaker 1: a lot of the first project. I ain't really had

576
00:26:27,320 --> 00:26:29,960
Speaker 1: that much control. But I ain't known no better than either.

577
00:26:30,119 --> 00:26:32,399
Speaker 1: That's why when the Second Way came around, I was like,

578
00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:34,760
Speaker 1: hold on, we're doing it this way. We're gonna try

579
00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:36,600
Speaker 1: it you all way. We're doing it this way. I

580
00:26:36,680 --> 00:26:39,159
Speaker 1: picked the name for like. That's why I said my

581
00:26:39,200 --> 00:26:41,600
Speaker 1: first project was kind of big Reny. I've been doing

582
00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:44,439
Speaker 1: this big ship. But you know, I don't really have

583
00:26:44,680 --> 00:26:48,479
Speaker 1: no say so in like the ship that mattered. I

584
00:26:48,480 --> 00:26:50,920
Speaker 1: didn't know it matter. Then I thought, you know, should

585
00:26:50,920 --> 00:26:53,520
Speaker 1: I just go record the music? I'll say what picture?

586
00:26:53,520 --> 00:26:55,680
Speaker 1: I like? Hear the name yea title? And that was

587
00:26:55,720 --> 00:26:58,480
Speaker 1: really it, and High came out and I'm like, nah,

588
00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:01,639
Speaker 1: it didn't make sense. Nothing about it made sense. It

589
00:27:01,720 --> 00:27:03,520
Speaker 1: was just like, oh, she put a project out this time,

590
00:27:03,520 --> 00:27:05,199
Speaker 1: we're gonna do it right every time after this, we're

591
00:27:05,240 --> 00:27:08,520
Speaker 1: gonna do something that makes sense. Now, I want to

592
00:27:08,560 --> 00:27:11,679
Speaker 1: get back to talking about your on again, off again

593
00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:17,399
Speaker 1: man so and relationships for a long time, right, because

594
00:27:17,440 --> 00:27:19,600
Speaker 1: the dick is good. You think that's part of the

595
00:27:19,600 --> 00:27:22,520
Speaker 1: reason why you stayed in. You're staying in this relationship,

596
00:27:23,320 --> 00:27:33,000
Speaker 1: um averything, you know. But I think I think with me,

597
00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:36,560
Speaker 1: it ain't just about being good. It's because I will

598
00:27:36,680 --> 00:27:38,800
Speaker 1: keep working on you and time find somebody that I

599
00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:41,000
Speaker 1: really want to funk with, Like I'm gonna take serious,

600
00:27:41,280 --> 00:27:43,000
Speaker 1: because I ain't gonna just be fucking you know what

601
00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:44,840
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I'll keep working on my own nig gonna

602
00:27:44,840 --> 00:27:46,920
Speaker 1: be dating a new nigga, trying to see it liten

603
00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:49,120
Speaker 1: thing I want to work with. And that be the problem,

604
00:27:49,440 --> 00:27:51,720
Speaker 1: because you know that sneaks you have when you're talking

605
00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:55,040
Speaker 1: yourself back into some ship, So that'd be a lot

606
00:27:55,040 --> 00:27:56,639
Speaker 1: of the problem. But I just don't be like, I

607
00:27:56,640 --> 00:27:58,960
Speaker 1: ain't even gonna catch no new body, and this nigga

608
00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:02,439
Speaker 1: don't even work out a stay over here. And you

609
00:28:02,480 --> 00:28:04,800
Speaker 1: don't like to be alone, you don't like to be alone? Yeah,

610
00:28:04,840 --> 00:28:07,600
Speaker 1: I don't. I do not. I do not. I'm like

611
00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:10,600
Speaker 1: a serial, like I need live. What the long is

612
00:28:10,680 --> 00:28:17,120
Speaker 1: she been by yourself single? Probably a year? That's that's

613
00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:21,159
Speaker 1: a long time. Then nick is beginning with me and

614
00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:24,120
Speaker 1: they just want to like stay around. They just never

615
00:28:24,240 --> 00:28:26,960
Speaker 1: want to leave me. I don't know what it is.

616
00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:30,560
Speaker 1: Like having me. My mom will say I started cooking

617
00:28:30,560 --> 00:28:33,320
Speaker 1: and cleaning too much. I was gonna say, you probably

618
00:28:33,320 --> 00:28:35,480
Speaker 1: have a lot of maternal instincts when it comes to

619
00:28:35,520 --> 00:28:39,920
Speaker 1: relationships to you know, having raised and then sometimes being

620
00:28:39,920 --> 00:28:41,840
Speaker 1: with a man. It's like raising the kid. And she

621
00:28:41,880 --> 00:28:45,560
Speaker 1: could cook. Yeah, dumb, dumb, my best friend, but she'd

622
00:28:45,560 --> 00:28:46,880
Speaker 1: be on me all the time like that. She said,

623
00:28:46,880 --> 00:28:48,960
Speaker 1: you away want to get around, needn't start cooking. I

624
00:28:49,040 --> 00:28:52,040
Speaker 1: wonder why you don't want to go nowhere. I love

625
00:28:52,160 --> 00:28:55,600
Speaker 1: to cook it. I'm gonna keep you fair baby. Now,

626
00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:57,600
Speaker 1: when you said you tell him everything he knows, but

627
00:28:57,760 --> 00:29:01,640
Speaker 1: he not good at first, because that's how he was good. Okay,

628
00:29:01,720 --> 00:29:04,480
Speaker 1: but he just young. He just was young, you know

629
00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:07,200
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. In college, y'all just fucking like I

630
00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:08,680
Speaker 1: adn't go to college, you know what I'm saying. But

631
00:29:08,760 --> 00:29:11,280
Speaker 1: I know, like when me and my baby daddy was

632
00:29:11,320 --> 00:29:13,760
Speaker 1: working around, were just fucking were kids. We didn't know

633
00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:16,040
Speaker 1: what we was doing. We just you were just going

634
00:29:16,120 --> 00:29:20,200
Speaker 1: to please each other necessarily. Yeah. Yeah, So like you know,

635
00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:24,000
Speaker 1: the first time we had stakes, you know, hit give

636
00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:25,360
Speaker 1: me a little head, and I'm like, oh, you know

637
00:29:25,400 --> 00:29:28,840
Speaker 1: what he's doing a little bit okay, you know, hey,

638
00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:31,320
Speaker 1: a little stroke on him, and I was like, cool,

639
00:29:31,440 --> 00:29:34,959
Speaker 1: I could funk with this, like I bet so. Like

640
00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:37,760
Speaker 1: the more we started doing it, like I just started

641
00:29:37,760 --> 00:29:39,560
Speaker 1: teaching him, like the ship that I like because I'm

642
00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:42,400
Speaker 1: into like, I like all that freaky ship, like spitting

643
00:29:42,480 --> 00:29:46,320
Speaker 1: my mouth, choked me, snatched me up. I want it

644
00:29:46,680 --> 00:29:51,440
Speaker 1: all that. I didn't pe if you getting choked, that

645
00:29:51,480 --> 00:29:54,120
Speaker 1: ain't me, That ain't me, I said it was. It's

646
00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:56,560
Speaker 1: a photo dump. It's a photo dumb. You know. I

647
00:29:56,640 --> 00:29:58,200
Speaker 1: like to do the little photo of dumbs. I've been

648
00:29:58,200 --> 00:30:00,600
Speaker 1: doing it for a long time, you know, Like, yeah,

649
00:30:01,160 --> 00:30:04,920
Speaker 1: so it just made me in your head that it

650
00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:07,520
Speaker 1: should have been it should have been me. It was

651
00:30:07,560 --> 00:30:09,840
Speaker 1: an expression of you, even though it wasn't you in

652
00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:11,840
Speaker 1: the picture. Yeah, it's I wish it was me in

653
00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:16,600
Speaker 1: the picture. You have sex, you have mars on yourself

654
00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:21,520
Speaker 1: after sex because as the rest of us, of course,

655
00:30:21,600 --> 00:30:24,600
Speaker 1: y'a'm yellow as fuck. I got a big fucking bruise

656
00:30:24,680 --> 00:30:30,040
Speaker 1: over here right now, I do so easy. So yes, yes,

657
00:30:32,720 --> 00:30:35,440
Speaker 1: I can't believe I cannot get into somebody spitting in

658
00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:37,520
Speaker 1: my mouth. It just can't. I can't do it. Yeah,

659
00:30:37,600 --> 00:30:39,600
Speaker 1: I can't. It's not my ministry. It ain't for me.

660
00:30:40,560 --> 00:30:43,600
Speaker 1: Now I'm with all that. I don't want hunk spiting myth. No,

661
00:30:43,680 --> 00:30:46,760
Speaker 1: I don't want to got to be like sexy and like, Yeah,

662
00:30:46,920 --> 00:30:49,920
Speaker 1: it's like every biga a spit in my mouth. No,

663
00:30:50,360 --> 00:30:55,120
Speaker 1: that's just I don't just go collect and spit. I

664
00:30:55,520 --> 00:30:57,440
Speaker 1: just go doing that by dude like it. Like me

665
00:30:57,480 --> 00:30:59,360
Speaker 1: and him got like a little we got our own

666
00:30:59,400 --> 00:31:01,960
Speaker 1: little vibe when it coming like what we'd be having

667
00:31:02,040 --> 00:31:04,920
Speaker 1: going on. It works for kind of draw. What about

668
00:31:04,920 --> 00:31:09,800
Speaker 1: a girlden showering. No, it's gone too far, and I

669
00:31:09,800 --> 00:31:15,600
Speaker 1: don't know some people like from from people do that

670
00:31:15,680 --> 00:31:22,600
Speaker 1: in the shower. I'm childish because I don't even catch what. Yeah,

671
00:31:22,600 --> 00:31:25,640
Speaker 1: I'm childish. I'm not catching on that. No, what are you?

672
00:31:25,720 --> 00:31:28,960
Speaker 1: What are you doing? Honestly, I've been working the same

673
00:31:29,080 --> 00:31:32,560
Speaker 1: nigga for five years. I never see nothing, no more. Okay,

674
00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:35,200
Speaker 1: there you go, got you, But you don't never want

675
00:31:35,200 --> 00:31:37,240
Speaker 1: to guys that. I feel like guys like to see

676
00:31:37,280 --> 00:31:40,520
Speaker 1: there come sometimes, like we like to see it come out.

677
00:31:40,680 --> 00:31:42,840
Speaker 1: I like that pay money in a strip club. They'd

678
00:31:42,840 --> 00:31:44,880
Speaker 1: like to see that is baby. They want to see it.

679
00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:46,280
Speaker 1: They want to see it on you. They want to

680
00:31:46,280 --> 00:31:48,240
Speaker 1: know what that your throat? I see. I'm with that.

681
00:31:48,320 --> 00:31:50,960
Speaker 1: I like to watching that on me sometimes, but like

682
00:31:51,080 --> 00:31:52,720
Speaker 1: especially we're doing it from the back, I want turned

683
00:31:52,720 --> 00:31:54,720
Speaker 1: around and watching, not on my ass or whatever shooting

684
00:31:54,800 --> 00:31:56,600
Speaker 1: down my spine like that. I'm into all of that.

685
00:31:57,200 --> 00:32:00,400
Speaker 1: I'm not. I'm not catching it in my pala damn,

686
00:32:00,400 --> 00:32:04,880
Speaker 1: not even for his birthday. She really feels strongly about this.

687
00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:07,480
Speaker 1: Looking at her, look, I'm confused about how he could

688
00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:11,520
Speaker 1: spit in your mouth? Your crazy. I'll take not before

689
00:32:11,520 --> 00:32:16,440
Speaker 1: I take spit me too. No, you should try. She's

690
00:32:16,880 --> 00:32:19,000
Speaker 1: kissed it thout. I'm a kisser. I like the kiss.

691
00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:23,320
Speaker 1: Like if we're tone kissing you, that's spit. So I

692
00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:26,640
Speaker 1: mean that that ship though, it's just I don't know.

693
00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:29,080
Speaker 1: We had a discussion about it before and he was like,

694
00:32:29,120 --> 00:32:31,120
Speaker 1: I don't like, I don't be moving when you're squirting

695
00:32:31,160 --> 00:32:33,160
Speaker 1: in my mouth, Like ship, that's different. You better not

696
00:32:33,240 --> 00:32:39,080
Speaker 1: move like different. The textures are two completely different things,

697
00:32:39,120 --> 00:32:41,720
Speaker 1: like but isn't okay so you can square? Isn't that

698
00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:45,840
Speaker 1: a lot more than come? Like when I've never sear it,

699
00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:48,120
Speaker 1: I haven't either. It's it's a whole lot more. It's

700
00:32:48,160 --> 00:32:50,760
Speaker 1: a lot. It's it's kind of like a golden shower

701
00:32:50,840 --> 00:32:53,080
Speaker 1: if you think about it. And he catches that in

702
00:32:53,160 --> 00:32:56,000
Speaker 1: his mouth. No, he don't catch it in his mouth. No,

703
00:32:56,320 --> 00:32:59,480
Speaker 1: he's saying hypothetically, if I was to do it, you

704
00:32:59,600 --> 00:33:04,280
Speaker 1: better move you drown. Yeah. I can't even take head

705
00:33:04,360 --> 00:33:06,400
Speaker 1: that long though, y'all. I'll be ready to funk like

706
00:33:06,520 --> 00:33:09,360
Speaker 1: I I can't take no head the whole time. You.

707
00:33:09,440 --> 00:33:13,840
Speaker 1: I need some penetration. So wait, what if would you

708
00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:15,680
Speaker 1: be down to have another kid with him then since

709
00:33:15,840 --> 00:33:20,600
Speaker 1: he's not in Yeah, okay, yeah, she's like, yeah, I'm

710
00:33:20,640 --> 00:33:23,800
Speaker 1: down for that because it's quarantine. You know, people, everybody's

711
00:33:23,800 --> 00:33:25,640
Speaker 1: getting pay it right now. Let me ask you this,

712
00:33:25,720 --> 00:33:27,720
Speaker 1: your mom, how long do you wait before you let

713
00:33:27,800 --> 00:33:32,000
Speaker 1: someone meet your kids when you're dating. I'm really protective

714
00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:34,000
Speaker 1: with my kids, I think you mean my kids until

715
00:33:34,040 --> 00:33:36,800
Speaker 1: we have been together for like ten months. And this

716
00:33:36,880 --> 00:33:38,720
Speaker 1: is the only man like you got, Like my kids

717
00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:41,160
Speaker 1: ain't even met that their daddy yet, so you know,

718
00:33:41,320 --> 00:33:44,239
Speaker 1: just the only man who really have a relationship with

719
00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:48,800
Speaker 1: my kids outside of my family or like my friends. Um,

720
00:33:49,120 --> 00:33:50,920
Speaker 1: I don't play that, I think, And that's another reason

721
00:33:50,920 --> 00:33:53,000
Speaker 1: probably why we've been on it off for real, because again,

722
00:33:53,080 --> 00:33:56,360
Speaker 1: my kids love him, so it's hard to like take

723
00:33:56,560 --> 00:33:58,720
Speaker 1: that away from my kids as well. And I never

724
00:33:58,760 --> 00:34:01,800
Speaker 1: stand in their relationship with and him. Ain't talking them. Kids.

725
00:34:01,840 --> 00:34:04,520
Speaker 1: Ain't got nothing to do with it. When you guys

726
00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:06,800
Speaker 1: were up, did you date anybody else? Now? Like with it?

727
00:34:06,920 --> 00:34:10,719
Speaker 1: Some other guys that you were Um? I mean this

728
00:34:11,080 --> 00:34:13,920
Speaker 1: year is the only year that I dated other people

729
00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:17,000
Speaker 1: while we was off? Um, any of this time we

730
00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:19,200
Speaker 1: was off, not all bitch was dumb like I was just.

731
00:34:19,200 --> 00:34:21,640
Speaker 1: I didn't even gonna say I was dumb. I was just,

732
00:34:22,160 --> 00:34:24,480
Speaker 1: you know, I was content, like I knew he was.

733
00:34:24,520 --> 00:34:26,360
Speaker 1: He was living his life, having his fun. Like you

734
00:34:26,600 --> 00:34:28,200
Speaker 1: in the league, you're young, you live, you all like

735
00:34:28,280 --> 00:34:29,880
Speaker 1: to have your fun. I was more focused on my

736
00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:32,800
Speaker 1: career and I ain't really I wasn't really impressed my

737
00:34:32,840 --> 00:34:35,239
Speaker 1: ship that was going on out here coming from the

738
00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:37,600
Speaker 1: strip club, Like, it ain't nothing for me to get

739
00:34:37,680 --> 00:34:41,960
Speaker 1: excited about with these niggas, Right, So what happened with um?

740
00:34:42,239 --> 00:34:43,920
Speaker 1: The guys you went to, there was nobody that you

741
00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:48,200
Speaker 1: were not interested in this year? I doubt it. Um.

742
00:34:48,239 --> 00:34:53,480
Speaker 1: I had a little flaming summer this year and how

743
00:34:53,600 --> 00:34:59,400
Speaker 1: was it? Yeah, said, didn't make it. You know it

744
00:34:59,520 --> 00:35:03,680
Speaker 1: was here for it was different. Um yeah, needless to say,

745
00:35:03,680 --> 00:35:08,279
Speaker 1: I ended up back home. So back home? Did you

746
00:35:08,320 --> 00:35:10,640
Speaker 1: tell him about it about now? You know what was

747
00:35:10,680 --> 00:35:15,319
Speaker 1: so crazy? But I was single but to him, I'm

748
00:35:15,360 --> 00:35:22,799
Speaker 1: never single, Yeah, not doing nothing. And this was the

749
00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:25,680
Speaker 1: first time for real though, like where we was off

750
00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:29,600
Speaker 1: and like usually I'm the one like I leave and

751
00:35:29,640 --> 00:35:31,680
Speaker 1: I really don't be doing it, but I leave because

752
00:35:31,680 --> 00:35:34,480
Speaker 1: you sucking off, like and you sucked off this time.

753
00:35:34,480 --> 00:35:36,040
Speaker 1: But I left this time and I didn't hand no

754
00:35:36,160 --> 00:35:39,280
Speaker 1: intentions on coming back for real. So I started mingling

755
00:35:39,480 --> 00:35:43,080
Speaker 1: and ended up working with somebody. And I never did

756
00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:45,000
Speaker 1: that before because I ain't had no intentions on working

757
00:35:45,040 --> 00:35:47,239
Speaker 1: with nobody. But this time, I'm like, I'm sticky, old

758
00:35:47,239 --> 00:35:49,759
Speaker 1: ship man, like this it is four years of the

759
00:35:49,840 --> 00:35:53,360
Speaker 1: same bullshit, Bro, this is it. I'm tired often to

760
00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:57,160
Speaker 1: go to fucking jail fucking with you. So, um, you know,

761
00:35:57,239 --> 00:35:59,520
Speaker 1: I trying to move on and it was cool. It

762
00:35:59,600 --> 00:36:02,560
Speaker 1: was cool, but I think once he saw like, oh

763
00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:05,120
Speaker 1: this bitch will really leave me for real because I

764
00:36:05,120 --> 00:36:08,400
Speaker 1: never did it before, he was like applying the pressure

765
00:36:08,440 --> 00:36:11,360
Speaker 1: with like getting me back and you know, just making

766
00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:15,640
Speaker 1: changes and fixing Ship, and I'm i ain't telling him,

767
00:36:15,680 --> 00:36:18,479
Speaker 1: I'm letting him think. I'm so motherfucking happy over here.

768
00:36:19,200 --> 00:36:22,160
Speaker 1: Everything is just peaches and fucking cream. This nigga is

769
00:36:22,200 --> 00:36:24,920
Speaker 1: treated me wonderful and he went't doing thating wrong to me.

770
00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:27,160
Speaker 1: But I'll just seeing the same nigga ship like I am.

771
00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:28,640
Speaker 1: But I'm gonna let you know that because I ain't

772
00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:31,439
Speaker 1: said to let you know. You need to keep keep

773
00:36:31,520 --> 00:36:33,560
Speaker 1: leveling your ask the funk up because Ship and I

774
00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:35,399
Speaker 1: ain't coming back to the same ship. But this isn't

775
00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:37,799
Speaker 1: gonna be here doing the same ship. I couldn't study

776
00:36:37,840 --> 00:36:40,920
Speaker 1: my ass in the house right and then two weeks

777
00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:44,480
Speaker 1: ago now, So are y'all on good terms right now? Yeah?

778
00:36:44,520 --> 00:36:47,560
Speaker 1: I mean that's my that's my nigga, Like we're friends

779
00:36:47,640 --> 00:36:50,600
Speaker 1: before anything. So even if Ship funked up with us,

780
00:36:51,239 --> 00:36:53,399
Speaker 1: I'll tell you it's toxic, like we're still gonna talk,

781
00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:56,759
Speaker 1: like we're still gonna we could argue. Right now, we

782
00:36:56,800 --> 00:37:00,080
Speaker 1: will probably be on Twitter taking all the subliminal it

783
00:37:00,160 --> 00:37:03,600
Speaker 1: to the next level, and be on the phone an

784
00:37:03,600 --> 00:37:06,360
Speaker 1: hour later. So what happens, I think I'll be bored

785
00:37:06,440 --> 00:37:13,000
Speaker 1: though I'll be bored girl from up. He still ain't

786
00:37:13,040 --> 00:37:15,759
Speaker 1: not be situations like that should I had the same

787
00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:18,880
Speaker 1: bitch popping up for two years. You no big situations

788
00:37:18,920 --> 00:37:21,640
Speaker 1: like that, you know. But relationship yea, they were together.

789
00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:26,719
Speaker 1: Yeah you know this girl. You actually had to talk

790
00:37:26,800 --> 00:37:29,680
Speaker 1: with her, and now she knows that you exist, so

791
00:37:30,080 --> 00:37:33,240
Speaker 1: we are talk. It was to the point where because

792
00:37:33,239 --> 00:37:35,600
Speaker 1: she ain't owe you nothing, but now she know so

793
00:37:35,680 --> 00:37:38,440
Speaker 1: aside from him still sucking with her, she continued to

794
00:37:38,480 --> 00:37:40,319
Speaker 1: suck with him after y'all had a woman woman talk

795
00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:43,759
Speaker 1: that you're his woman, like what happens done, she'll get

796
00:37:43,760 --> 00:37:45,840
Speaker 1: her head on it. I don't expect her not to

797
00:37:45,880 --> 00:37:47,480
Speaker 1: talk to him after me and her have a woman

798
00:37:47,520 --> 00:37:49,680
Speaker 1: and woman talking, because still bitches thought on me nothing.

799
00:37:49,719 --> 00:37:52,840
Speaker 1: We gotta remember, bitches out here ain't cut like you know.

800
00:37:52,960 --> 00:37:55,440
Speaker 1: It ain't no cold out here. It ain't no, it

801
00:37:55,480 --> 00:37:57,359
Speaker 1: ain't no. I'm gonna respect that, you know what I'm saying.

802
00:37:57,400 --> 00:37:58,799
Speaker 1: It ain't none of that no more so, I'm just

803
00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:00,960
Speaker 1: expecting a bit to be a b bitch gonna do

804
00:38:00,960 --> 00:38:03,080
Speaker 1: whatever a bitch wanna do. She still don't only ship.

805
00:38:03,120 --> 00:38:05,240
Speaker 1: I don't care if I told her that was my nigga.

806
00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:06,719
Speaker 1: If the nigga got on the phone with her as

807
00:38:06,840 --> 00:38:08,800
Speaker 1: I left and said, oh that's my ex, she crazy,

808
00:38:08,840 --> 00:38:10,880
Speaker 1: whatever the case may be like, because you know, niggas

809
00:38:10,880 --> 00:38:13,640
Speaker 1: are paying a picture. If she believe I can't be

810
00:38:13,719 --> 00:38:16,160
Speaker 1: mad at her, like she'll all me ship, She'll all

811
00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:19,440
Speaker 1: me ship. But when to when bitches start making the

812
00:38:19,480 --> 00:38:21,560
Speaker 1: tables turning, you gotta wear them same shoes you put

813
00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:24,680
Speaker 1: me in. I want to hit on bitching. Whatever we

814
00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:26,920
Speaker 1: gonna do, Ranny, I want you to be in a

815
00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:30,560
Speaker 1: real straight And now I don't think I need I

816
00:38:30,600 --> 00:38:32,879
Speaker 1: don't think I need it. I think it's I don't

817
00:38:32,880 --> 00:38:35,440
Speaker 1: think it's cool like I think like it's fun for

818
00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:37,160
Speaker 1: both of us. We both know we love each other

819
00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:41,120
Speaker 1: like it's entertaining, but we love each other, you know.

820
00:38:41,239 --> 00:38:44,640
Speaker 1: It's it's and keep me busy, honestly, give me a

821
00:38:44,640 --> 00:38:50,600
Speaker 1: lot of material. So it does. I'm sure. Wait, so

822
00:38:50,719 --> 00:38:53,800
Speaker 1: let's talk about this new album that's coming in, because

823
00:38:56,600 --> 00:38:58,560
Speaker 1: what is gonna be on this What is it? Real

824
00:38:58,640 --> 00:39:02,000
Speaker 1: bitch radio? Real bitch Radio. It's it's like it's like

825
00:39:02,040 --> 00:39:06,399
Speaker 1: the um every woman of rap music, like in an

826
00:39:06,480 --> 00:39:11,279
Speaker 1: album because one thing about it, I don't. I'm very transparent.

827
00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:13,640
Speaker 1: I don't hire nothing from nobody. I don't got on

828
00:39:13,680 --> 00:39:15,440
Speaker 1: here and sold y'all. This nigga just cheated on me

829
00:39:15,480 --> 00:39:17,400
Speaker 1: two weeks ago. I got on here and sold y'all.

830
00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:21,279
Speaker 1: You know, the sex bomb whatever, because it's us. I'm

831
00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:25,239
Speaker 1: very transparent. I'm a woman, I'm human, I'm emotional. I

832
00:39:25,840 --> 00:39:29,319
Speaker 1: think I'm right all the time. Hill I'm wrong. You know,

833
00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:31,799
Speaker 1: I go through everything, and I've been up out, I've

834
00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:34,120
Speaker 1: been down out. I've been kept buying nigga. I've done

835
00:39:34,200 --> 00:39:37,080
Speaker 1: kept the nigga. And that's what I'm gonna talk like

836
00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:41,000
Speaker 1: this album is that it's everything. It ain't just the Chanelle.

837
00:39:41,080 --> 00:39:43,320
Speaker 1: It is Gucci, that bitch, I gotta bag my pussy

838
00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:45,439
Speaker 1: good whatever. It ain't just that. Of course I'm gonna

839
00:39:45,440 --> 00:39:53,080
Speaker 1: talk about that because them facts. But you know, it's

840
00:39:54,840 --> 00:39:57,920
Speaker 1: just you know, I I've've been broke before, Like I

841
00:39:58,400 --> 00:40:01,480
Speaker 1: have looked at a Chanelle but again and wondered how

842
00:40:01,560 --> 00:40:04,520
Speaker 1: much it costs and never knew because should I'm looking,

843
00:40:04,600 --> 00:40:08,160
Speaker 1: I can't afford it. I don't drove the beat up Hondas,

844
00:40:08,160 --> 00:40:11,480
Speaker 1: and I I drove the biggest beings. Is like, you know,

845
00:40:11,800 --> 00:40:14,720
Speaker 1: I just want to have something on that that resonate

846
00:40:14,800 --> 00:40:18,399
Speaker 1: with every woman, you know, even with everything I got Now,

847
00:40:18,480 --> 00:40:20,560
Speaker 1: I just I made the song solid Bitch. That was

848
00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:23,200
Speaker 1: something I was really going through right there. And people

849
00:40:23,760 --> 00:40:28,120
Speaker 1: you know from the outside and think like, oh she pretty,

850
00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:30,399
Speaker 1: or you know, the niggas love her day, she could

851
00:40:30,400 --> 00:40:33,480
Speaker 1: have anybody she wants, and think that because of that,

852
00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:37,120
Speaker 1: I'm happy, or I don't got problems. I want everybody

853
00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:39,520
Speaker 1: to know I got problems. I got the highest of

854
00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:41,680
Speaker 1: hides and the loys and loves just like everybody else.

855
00:40:41,719 --> 00:40:43,680
Speaker 1: And I want every song you put on on there

856
00:40:44,040 --> 00:40:47,360
Speaker 1: to be able to speak to somebody. That's a great summary.

857
00:40:47,400 --> 00:40:50,080
Speaker 1: I can't. So we have a date yet or we

858
00:40:50,160 --> 00:40:55,480
Speaker 1: just know early. I'm looking before the end of January,

859
00:40:55,560 --> 00:40:59,040
Speaker 1: like I want to. I want to start first quarter

860
00:40:59,480 --> 00:41:02,520
Speaker 1: real on, and I just want to set the tone,

861
00:41:02,800 --> 00:41:04,480
Speaker 1: like I want to set the tone, and I'm really

862
00:41:05,560 --> 00:41:09,120
Speaker 1: ready to just show what I can do. I feel

863
00:41:09,120 --> 00:41:11,799
Speaker 1: like I've I've introduced myself to the rap game. I'll

864
00:41:11,880 --> 00:41:15,040
Speaker 1: introduced myself as an artist. But when you don't know

865
00:41:15,040 --> 00:41:17,400
Speaker 1: what you're doing, and when you got a team, you know,

866
00:41:17,640 --> 00:41:20,319
Speaker 1: figuring it out too, when you're going through in your

867
00:41:20,360 --> 00:41:23,040
Speaker 1: personal life and you can't really focus on your craft.

868
00:41:23,280 --> 00:41:25,479
Speaker 1: Like all of that effect what you got going on.

869
00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:28,960
Speaker 1: And that's why this project is gonna be so fucking bomb,

870
00:41:29,080 --> 00:41:31,360
Speaker 1: because I've taken all of that and I'll put it

871
00:41:31,400 --> 00:41:35,040
Speaker 1: into the music. Like I don't miscarried, I don't you know,

872
00:41:35,160 --> 00:41:36,759
Speaker 1: all of this about trying to figure out who the

873
00:41:36,800 --> 00:41:39,440
Speaker 1: funk I am and where the funk I'm going, And

874
00:41:39,480 --> 00:41:41,920
Speaker 1: I want to tell that story, Like even with we're

875
00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:44,600
Speaker 1: talking about the nigga right here, who clearly ain't ship,

876
00:41:44,680 --> 00:41:46,239
Speaker 1: you know, but he got a good heart. He a

877
00:41:46,239 --> 00:41:48,399
Speaker 1: good nigga. I want people that like it's a it's

878
00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:51,200
Speaker 1: a it's a woman out there who in the same

879
00:41:51,239 --> 00:41:56,880
Speaker 1: situation with the nigga. You know what I'm saying. Understand

880
00:41:57,360 --> 00:42:00,279
Speaker 1: I don't understand why, and I kind of I'm y'all

881
00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:02,000
Speaker 1: to understand why. I want you all this. You know,

882
00:42:02,120 --> 00:42:04,600
Speaker 1: when oh she on Twitter talking about that nigga again,

883
00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:06,480
Speaker 1: they're going back, and I want you all to understand

884
00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:08,120
Speaker 1: why it is that deep. I want you all to know, Oh,

885
00:42:08,200 --> 00:42:10,840
Speaker 1: she in the same boat like me. It's sentimental value,

886
00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:13,760
Speaker 1: it's it's time. It's when I'm talking about my money

887
00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:15,880
Speaker 1: bitch y'all. I'm bragging about my motherfucking money because I

888
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:18,640
Speaker 1: haven't been broke before. I don't been out here, I

889
00:42:18,640 --> 00:42:20,480
Speaker 1: don't live that hotels before, and I had to figure

890
00:42:20,520 --> 00:42:22,279
Speaker 1: out what to me and my kids was gonna eat.

891
00:42:22,480 --> 00:42:24,360
Speaker 1: You know, I haven't been with the riches and niggas

892
00:42:24,360 --> 00:42:26,640
Speaker 1: who ain't ship deep, ain't ship. You know what I'm saying.

893
00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:28,600
Speaker 1: I don't. We're not done out of this. Let's talk

894
00:42:28,600 --> 00:42:34,279
Speaker 1: about it. That just hurt somebody's feeling. Yeah, there's are

895
00:42:34,440 --> 00:42:37,840
Speaker 1: gonna be any features. Oh yeah, it's it's plenty features.

896
00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:40,920
Speaker 1: You're gonna share something. I might have another one with

897
00:42:41,080 --> 00:42:44,239
Speaker 1: Kevin on there, might have something a little baby on

898
00:42:44,360 --> 00:42:47,120
Speaker 1: their you know, me and he got a couple. I

899
00:42:47,160 --> 00:42:48,719
Speaker 1: gotta picked through which one I want to put on

900
00:42:48,760 --> 00:42:52,920
Speaker 1: their right now I'm working or like, I want females

901
00:42:53,040 --> 00:42:57,040
Speaker 1: on it. But you know, everybody be online kicking that

902
00:42:57,760 --> 00:43:00,520
Speaker 1: oh girl power, and we need to work to others

903
00:43:00,680 --> 00:43:03,680
Speaker 1: unity and we need I'm happy for everybody that should

904
00:43:03,760 --> 00:43:05,840
Speaker 1: be on the internet. Bitches really don't be trying to

905
00:43:05,880 --> 00:43:08,839
Speaker 1: work for real, But I'll be on some organic ship.

906
00:43:09,200 --> 00:43:12,240
Speaker 1: I've reached out to everybody. I've supported everybody. So whoever

907
00:43:12,360 --> 00:43:15,399
Speaker 1: organically want to work, then we have some female you know,

908
00:43:15,760 --> 00:43:18,800
Speaker 1: features and collapse on there. But if it don't happen

909
00:43:18,880 --> 00:43:22,000
Speaker 1: like that ship, I ain't prison I saw other women

910
00:43:22,040 --> 00:43:24,120
Speaker 1: going back and forth. I was hid and watching that

911
00:43:24,239 --> 00:43:27,759
Speaker 1: on social media the other day. Yeah, but that just

912
00:43:27,840 --> 00:43:30,320
Speaker 1: really show you for real, like that ship that everybody

913
00:43:30,360 --> 00:43:33,520
Speaker 1: get on the internet and safe ain't what they really

914
00:43:33,560 --> 00:43:36,640
Speaker 1: own't And I ain't talking about nobody in the argument.

915
00:43:36,640 --> 00:43:39,640
Speaker 1: I'm talking about females in general. Everybody get on the

916
00:43:39,719 --> 00:43:42,080
Speaker 1: internet and say, oh, we you know, we gotta keep

917
00:43:42,120 --> 00:43:44,680
Speaker 1: doing what we're doing. It's looking good for females and

918
00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:48,000
Speaker 1: rap right now whatever whatever, y'are not genuinely needing that,

919
00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:50,719
Speaker 1: because if y'all was, these niggas, even when they got beat,

920
00:43:50,840 --> 00:43:52,239
Speaker 1: they know how to put that ship to the side

921
00:43:52,239 --> 00:43:54,440
Speaker 1: and gonna get the bag. You know. They know they

922
00:43:54,480 --> 00:43:56,759
Speaker 1: know how to handle the business. They know they know

923
00:43:56,840 --> 00:43:59,120
Speaker 1: how to be smart when they come to marketing, when

924
00:43:59,160 --> 00:44:01,279
Speaker 1: it comes to tapping to each other fan basis, when

925
00:44:01,280 --> 00:44:03,520
Speaker 1: it comes to just help, let me see you do it.

926
00:44:03,719 --> 00:44:06,239
Speaker 1: Because these nigga's been doing it to us. You know,

927
00:44:07,239 --> 00:44:09,320
Speaker 1: we gotta we really gotta stick together. It ain't a

928
00:44:09,360 --> 00:44:13,920
Speaker 1: lot of us. They just know they let their emotions

929
00:44:13,920 --> 00:44:16,520
Speaker 1: get in between of what the business should be taken

930
00:44:16,520 --> 00:44:18,760
Speaker 1: care of, and not even that they let the fans.

931
00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:23,040
Speaker 1: She's like they left the heats like she's like really

932
00:44:23,400 --> 00:44:27,040
Speaker 1: controlled the narrative. Fans be making beef and instead of

933
00:44:27,080 --> 00:44:30,680
Speaker 1: bitches getting online and being you know, real and straight

934
00:44:30,719 --> 00:44:33,640
Speaker 1: to the point, they let the ship linger and carry on.

935
00:44:33,760 --> 00:44:36,160
Speaker 1: And that's how be getting started. If you see your

936
00:44:36,160 --> 00:44:39,040
Speaker 1: fans sitting here and you're up under another bit page,

937
00:44:39,200 --> 00:44:41,480
Speaker 1: you know, talking crazy about her, and you know what,

938
00:44:41,520 --> 00:44:43,080
Speaker 1: I ain't like that, or you don't have no issue

939
00:44:43,120 --> 00:44:45,080
Speaker 1: with it, why not say why not tell your fans

940
00:44:45,080 --> 00:44:46,960
Speaker 1: at your chilling cool, me are cool, we got no

941
00:44:47,080 --> 00:44:49,480
Speaker 1: issues dad it right there, And you just don't do

942
00:44:49,520 --> 00:44:52,040
Speaker 1: that because bitches want to be talked about. Bitches like

943
00:44:52,080 --> 00:44:55,600
Speaker 1: all that messy ship. And they're also that you're right,

944
00:44:55,600 --> 00:44:57,560
Speaker 1: because the fans do start that all the time. I

945
00:44:57,600 --> 00:44:59,720
Speaker 1: noticed that they're be like, oh, she's southing this person.

946
00:45:00,320 --> 00:45:02,520
Speaker 1: It's a lot of speculation all the time. But I

947
00:45:02,560 --> 00:45:05,719
Speaker 1: also a lot of you, like a lot of these

948
00:45:05,719 --> 00:45:07,600
Speaker 1: women have gone through a lot of stuff too. When

949
00:45:07,600 --> 00:45:10,200
Speaker 1: I was I was thinking about what everybody's just been through.

950
00:45:10,239 --> 00:45:12,200
Speaker 1: When I was watching like all this beat going on,

951
00:45:12,880 --> 00:45:15,800
Speaker 1: you know, Asian Doll and Young Miami, and I'm just thinking,

952
00:45:15,840 --> 00:45:19,160
Speaker 1: like they all just had some traumatic experiences loss, you know,

953
00:45:19,239 --> 00:45:21,480
Speaker 1: happening in their lives too, and I think sometimes it's

954
00:45:21,560 --> 00:45:25,360
Speaker 1: just like those things also can fester up and Megan, like,

955
00:45:25,400 --> 00:45:28,400
Speaker 1: everybody just been through so much it's hard and like

956
00:45:28,440 --> 00:45:30,600
Speaker 1: even for you, I'm sure there's a lot of stuff,

957
00:45:30,600 --> 00:45:32,879
Speaker 1: like you said, that you've been through and then something

958
00:45:32,960 --> 00:45:36,680
Speaker 1: might happen online and you just explode because it's yeah,

959
00:45:36,840 --> 00:45:40,799
Speaker 1: sometimes to just be other things too. I feel like, No,

960
00:45:40,880 --> 00:45:43,239
Speaker 1: that's definitely I think they got a big part you

961
00:45:43,280 --> 00:45:46,600
Speaker 1: know of it too. But if Bitches was really on

962
00:45:46,680 --> 00:45:49,080
Speaker 1: that unity and ship, bitches would know what other girls

963
00:45:49,080 --> 00:45:51,880
Speaker 1: got going on, because y'all are really be having these relationships,

964
00:45:51,920 --> 00:45:54,759
Speaker 1: not just this Instagram ship. Y'all really know what's going

965
00:45:54,800 --> 00:45:57,480
Speaker 1: on with each other because y'all, y'all really would be

966
00:45:57,480 --> 00:46:00,080
Speaker 1: teppany and y'all really would be you know, extending in

967
00:46:00,120 --> 00:46:02,040
Speaker 1: one hand to each other. But it just don't do

968
00:46:02,120 --> 00:46:04,920
Speaker 1: that first hand. I know this first hand. We just

969
00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:07,640
Speaker 1: don't do that. Do you have anybody you consider a

970
00:46:07,680 --> 00:46:10,000
Speaker 1: friend in this business, a woman like another artist that

971
00:46:10,040 --> 00:46:14,399
Speaker 1: you're like that, that's my friend for real though mm hmm, damn,

972
00:46:15,840 --> 00:46:18,600
Speaker 1: I'm not mixing like I'm not mixing. I don't and

973
00:46:18,600 --> 00:46:20,719
Speaker 1: then and that might be a downfall of mine, like

974
00:46:20,760 --> 00:46:22,840
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't like to be on the scene.

975
00:46:22,880 --> 00:46:24,680
Speaker 1: I don't be at all the parties. I don't be

976
00:46:24,840 --> 00:46:27,879
Speaker 1: you know, here because I know such a such gonna

977
00:46:27,880 --> 00:46:29,640
Speaker 1: be here whatever. Like I like to sit it out

978
00:46:29,800 --> 00:46:32,239
Speaker 1: and being a part of this industry. I know that's

979
00:46:32,280 --> 00:46:35,440
Speaker 1: working against me. But the reasons for what we see

980
00:46:35,480 --> 00:46:37,000
Speaker 1: on the internet, it's why I'd like to sit in

981
00:46:37,000 --> 00:46:38,440
Speaker 1: the house. I like to say the funk out the way,

982
00:46:38,440 --> 00:46:44,440
Speaker 1: because bitch, I fight for real at all. But that's

983
00:46:44,480 --> 00:46:47,040
Speaker 1: that mentality coming from what I felt like. I'm about respect.

984
00:46:47,040 --> 00:46:49,439
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna disrespect you, don't disrespect me. I ain't

985
00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:51,920
Speaker 1: gonna let nobody disrespect you and put my name on

986
00:46:51,960 --> 00:46:54,000
Speaker 1: it and not saying nothing about it. It's been plenty

987
00:46:54,040 --> 00:46:56,799
Speaker 1: of times I'm like, came and my fan base might

988
00:46:56,800 --> 00:46:58,520
Speaker 1: not be as big as everybody else's. But when they

989
00:46:58,600 --> 00:47:01,680
Speaker 1: starting that ship, no I got we're cool, like they're there.

990
00:47:02,680 --> 00:47:05,680
Speaker 1: That's what a real bitch gonna do right. Well, Listen,

991
00:47:05,680 --> 00:47:07,520
Speaker 1: we gotta make sure we show you some support on

992
00:47:07,600 --> 00:47:10,080
Speaker 1: lip service and when the world opens back up, are

993
00:47:10,120 --> 00:47:12,920
Speaker 1: you gonna be doing some shows sometimes for the album

994
00:47:12,920 --> 00:47:17,319
Speaker 1: and everything? Heh yeah, we're doing all everything we might

995
00:47:17,320 --> 00:47:20,200
Speaker 1: gotta do, like a lip Service live or something. For sure.

996
00:47:20,520 --> 00:47:23,360
Speaker 1: I'm with that. That's sound fun. I'm with it. Have

997
00:47:23,440 --> 00:47:25,760
Speaker 1: a good time. But listen, you've got some homework. Okay,

998
00:47:25,800 --> 00:47:33,080
Speaker 1: we need you to take some coming about yeah, yeah, yeah,

999
00:47:33,120 --> 00:47:39,400
Speaker 1: just want I'm saying, no, his birthday passed. He's a scorpio.

1000
00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:43,000
Speaker 1: That should tell y'all everything. My wife's every relationship is

1001
00:47:43,000 --> 00:47:46,360
Speaker 1: a scorpio. Man ever in life, I should tell you

1002
00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:49,160
Speaker 1: all everything y'all need to know. I always say that

1003
00:47:50,680 --> 00:47:53,799
Speaker 1: did the biggest cheaters? No, thank you. I don't know.

1004
00:47:53,880 --> 00:47:56,080
Speaker 1: I might be a real, real little one night. Who knows,

1005
00:47:56,120 --> 00:47:58,480
Speaker 1: because when when i'm litt my wife side come out,

1006
00:47:58,520 --> 00:48:03,920
Speaker 1: I'll be ready to try kind of you. You know

1007
00:48:03,960 --> 00:48:05,560
Speaker 1: what you could do to get revenge if you do

1008
00:48:05,640 --> 00:48:09,160
Speaker 1: that to you again? Never mind, I ain't gonna say

1009
00:48:09,200 --> 00:48:12,879
Speaker 1: that's real foul. I just do it to somebody else

1010
00:48:12,920 --> 00:48:17,839
Speaker 1: and tell him about it Ain't gonna work. Why should

1011
00:48:17,880 --> 00:48:22,160
Speaker 1: ain't gonna work. That's kind of that's kind of trifling.

1012
00:48:22,560 --> 00:48:28,919
Speaker 1: She said, Yeah, y'allways, let him know if you got

1013
00:48:28,920 --> 00:48:31,760
Speaker 1: that talk. But I wouldn't do that. Though, I wouldn't

1014
00:48:31,760 --> 00:48:35,080
Speaker 1: do that, you know, not me my autor ego talking.

1015
00:48:35,160 --> 00:48:36,840
Speaker 1: You know, she liked to talk her sheep. I like

1016
00:48:36,920 --> 00:48:39,680
Speaker 1: I gotta sleep mouth. I like the question they're getting good.

1017
00:48:40,800 --> 00:48:42,759
Speaker 1: That is something that we heard the guy's stealings. They

1018
00:48:42,800 --> 00:48:44,880
Speaker 1: here that they're like, damn it, you're not playing fair

1019
00:48:45,040 --> 00:48:47,480
Speaker 1: at all, y'all. Even if I wouldn't do it, then

1020
00:48:47,520 --> 00:48:49,480
Speaker 1: you stuck with that image and you're here like I've

1021
00:48:49,480 --> 00:48:52,960
Speaker 1: been I ever get outline because this bitch said and

1022
00:48:53,040 --> 00:48:55,040
Speaker 1: if she going over there doing all that ship she

1023
00:48:55,120 --> 00:49:01,399
Speaker 1: do to me to him almost cute. Well, Rennie, thank

1024
00:49:01,400 --> 00:49:03,960
Speaker 1: you so much. We appreciate you. Keep us updated on

1025
00:49:03,960 --> 00:49:05,799
Speaker 1: when the album's coming out so we can make sure

1026
00:49:05,880 --> 00:49:09,160
Speaker 1: that we post support. And we had a really good time.

1027
00:49:09,880 --> 00:49:12,719
Speaker 1: You got to do a part too. Yeah, for sure,

1028
00:49:12,880 --> 00:49:14,719
Speaker 1: I have so much fun talking to y'all. I'm gonna

1029
00:49:14,760 --> 00:49:16,520
Speaker 1: have more ship to talk about for real. My life

1030
00:49:16,600 --> 00:49:20,000
Speaker 1: is crazy. Yeah, we get a way for the next door.

1031
00:49:20,040 --> 00:49:23,200
Speaker 1: You don't be another story, right and I think I'll

1032
00:49:23,200 --> 00:49:25,880
Speaker 1: feels start doing story times on YouTube. Somebody got to

1033
00:49:25,920 --> 00:49:30,279
Speaker 1: hear about this ship because you're yeah, and you're so

1034
00:49:30,440 --> 00:49:32,160
Speaker 1: up prying honest about it. That just makes it so

1035
00:49:32,239 --> 00:49:37,920
Speaker 1: much better. I can't cap nobody, I can't camp with nobody.

1036
00:49:37,920 --> 00:49:40,920
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell the truth. Thank you so much and

1037
00:49:41,000 --> 00:49:43,080
Speaker 1: have a great holiday, happy New Year and all that

1038
00:49:43,200 --> 00:49:48,200
Speaker 1: good ship and yeah, thank y'all so much for happy

1039
00:49:48,239 --> 00:49:50,799
Speaker 1: and me. I really appreciate it. We appreciate it. We

1040
00:49:50,800 --> 00:49:52,719
Speaker 1: see you doing any views with all these guys, so

1041
00:49:52,880 --> 00:49:56,279
Speaker 1: we were like, we gotta step in with the girl

1042
00:49:57,560 --> 00:49:59,799
Speaker 1: to that. We're trying to ask, you know, the same

1043
00:50:00,200 --> 00:50:02,040
Speaker 1: as we talk about. But you ain't gonna get the tea.

1044
00:50:02,080 --> 00:50:06,760
Speaker 1: I'm and give it to the ladies, Like no, sure, alright, Rennie,

1045
00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:08,400
Speaker 1: thank you so much. Lip service.