Speaker 1: What's that at the bed. It's spooky, Hey, Joky, I'm
Speaker 1: really sure it's dead. It's coming this way. Wait a minute,
Speaker 1: I said, I los nandaz Pllease hey boo, it's me
Speaker 1: Ros and welcome to Ghosted by Roz Hernandez, the podcast
Speaker 1: where I talk to people that I like about the paranormal.
Speaker 1: Did you know my new show, Roz Hernandez The Haunted
Speaker 1: Doll on YouTube premiere's September seventeenth, twenty twenty four. The
Speaker 1: first episode which is me at the Jerome Grand Hotel
Speaker 1: in Jerome, Arizona, which you to be a hospital and
Speaker 1: now it's a hotel. What could go wrong? I have
Speaker 1: it up on YouTube now and you can just find it.
Speaker 1: Rosernandez the Haunted Doll is the name of the channel.
Speaker 1: Make sure you subscribe to it or you can find
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Speaker 2: Oo.
Speaker 1: Okay, so this conversation today, I am obsessed with this guest,
Speaker 1: and a lot of you are as well. Cosmo, Queen
Speaker 1: of Melrose. You may have seen her in some viral videos.
Speaker 1: I mean there's been so many that have popped up
Speaker 1: the past few months. If you haven't seen them, get
Speaker 1: into them. She's got an incredible life story and she's
Speaker 1: the queen of Melrose. Melrose, if you don't know, it's
Speaker 1: like the hip street here in Los Angeles, lots of
Speaker 1: clothing stores. She owns a couple of them, and she's
Speaker 1: got a lot of personality and some stories. So we'll
Speaker 1: get to that in just a moment. Let me read
Speaker 1: you a story from a listener first. This one comes
Speaker 1: from Emma, who writes, Dear Roz, my best friend Anne
Speaker 1: bought a haunted doll off in Etsy shop, and I
Speaker 1: think she's actually haunted. I am a skeptic about haunted
Speaker 1: dolls for sale, Like I am sure that haunted dolls exist,
Speaker 1: but someone selling them definitely seems like a scam. So
Speaker 1: when Anne sent me a link and some screenshots to
Speaker 1: our group chat saying I think I might buy a
Speaker 1: haunted doll, I had my doubts. The doll was named
Speaker 1: Dottie and she was a small porcelain doll about nine
Speaker 1: inches tall, with blonde goldilocks curls and a royal blue
Speaker 1: Victorian style dress. The description said something along the lines
Speaker 1: of this is Dottie. She died in a car accident
Speaker 1: in her mid twenties, Oh my god, and possessed this doll.
Speaker 1: She is from London and was in an all girl
Speaker 1: rock band in the nineteen sixties. She likes music. Okay,
Speaker 1: that's amazing, So she was ninety dollars and we were
Speaker 1: all skeptical, but Anne felt really drawn to this doll
Speaker 1: and purchased her. When Dottie arrived, Anne got out some
Speaker 1: dowsing rods and the Necraphonic app, which is like a
Speaker 1: spirit box kind of a app, and began asking questions.
Speaker 1: Dotty didn't answer every question that Anne asked, but the
Speaker 1: words she did say through Necraphonic and the questions she
Speaker 1: answered seemed to align with the little profile that was
Speaker 1: on Dottie's listing. Her haunting was not super active. She
Speaker 1: liked using dowsing rods and was quite opinionated about music.
Speaker 1: Dowsing rods. If you're unfamiliar with them, watch my YouTube.
Speaker 1: I actually use them in the first episode. Okay, let's
Speaker 1: get back to Dottie and the fact that she's opinionated
Speaker 1: about music. If Anne is listening to a band or
Speaker 1: a song that Dottie does not like she would either
Speaker 1: keep pausing the music or change to a different artist.
Speaker 1: This happened with CDs, YouTube and Spotify, but only when
Speaker 1: Anne is home with the doll. Two bands I remember
Speaker 1: Dottie not liking are A Day to Remember, which is
Speaker 1: a pop punk scream o type band, and Greta Van Fleet,
Speaker 1: which is like a led Zeppelin type band. That's a
Speaker 1: cool band. Actually I like them. A few months later,
Speaker 1: I saw a all at the thrift store and what
Speaker 1: I walked by I kind of felt a presence that
Speaker 1: is not normal for me. I am too sensitive and
Speaker 1: also thrift quite often in the presence of dolls, so
Speaker 1: this is not normal for me. Anne is sensitive, So
Speaker 1: I sent her a pick and I said, do you
Speaker 1: think she's haunted? And Anne replied, oh my god, yes,
Speaker 1: I love her, so I purchased her as a present
Speaker 1: for Anne. Since then, different activity has been happening in
Speaker 1: Anne's house. Dottie does not use the dowsing rods as much,
Speaker 1: and there are now occasional disembodied footsteps and unexplained thuds.
Speaker 1: I am not sure what drama is going on between
Speaker 1: the two dolls, but I might owe Dottie an apology honestly, Emma,
Speaker 1: thank you so much for studying this. I love hearing
Speaker 1: about these haunted dolls being real because I agree. I
Speaker 1: do think that haunted dolls certainly can exist do exist.
Speaker 1: But it's just like psychic sometimes where I'm like, yes,
Speaker 1: I think all this stuff, all of it, literally, everything paranormal.
Speaker 1: When you start charging though, I just like get a
Speaker 1: little extra skeptical. I'm always a little skeptical, open to
Speaker 1: the possibility of everything, but then I start being like,
Speaker 1: sh this is true. So I don't know. With the
Speaker 1: eBay at Sea world of haunted dolls, you know how
Speaker 1: I feel about those, and I'm not willing to take
Speaker 1: my chances. I will not buy one and find out
Speaker 1: for myself. I will run my mouth about them, and
Speaker 1: please do not buy one for me and send it
Speaker 1: to me. Hey. Also another thing, you can come see
Speaker 1: me live. I'm gonna be in Los Angeles with former
Speaker 1: podcast guests Chris Fleming on the twenty fourth of September.
Speaker 1: We're doing a stand up show together Largo. I'll be
Speaker 1: in San Francisco doing Ghosted Live on stage the twenty
Speaker 1: seventh of October, and I'll be in Los Angeles on
Speaker 1: the thirtieth doing Ghosted Live. Then I'm doing stand up
Speaker 1: in Raleigh, North Carolina. I'm doing Portland a Ghosted Live
Speaker 1: in December, and also Seattle, I'm doing Ghosted Live and
Speaker 1: stand up. Everything's in my linktreelinktree dot com, slash Roz Hernandez. Okay,
Speaker 1: let's talk to you, Cosmo, Queen of Melrose, on with
Speaker 1: the show I have joined today. Bye a queen, We've
Speaker 1: got royalty in the house. It is Cosmo, the Queen
Speaker 1: of Melrose.
Speaker 2: Yes, oh my god, thank you for calling me to
Speaker 2: come in to do this little podcast.
Speaker 1: I'm obsessed with you.
Speaker 2: Oh, thank you, Mama, thank you. So what I do podcasts.
Speaker 2: Everybody's like, jun't bang the desk please, so much noise.
Speaker 1: Yeah, well I love the jewelry.
Speaker 2: Thank you.
Speaker 1: You might as well be banging away with that. I mean,
Speaker 1: you got a full bird's head on your finger, a
Speaker 1: golden bird's head, and I keep looking at all these bracelets.
Speaker 1: I love it.
Speaker 2: This is jewelry we sell. This is Cosmo Donato. It's
Speaker 2: more opulent stuff. So this is all beautiful jewelry. We
Speaker 2: actually designed this stuff right here. This was a gift
Speaker 2: from one of my clients and I love the bird.
Speaker 2: It just like.
Speaker 1: Looks good and it's good for self defense. Put your
Speaker 1: demon good.
Speaker 2: With that right right as we're ripping those earrings off. Queen. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I love it. I love that you have a little
Speaker 2: hood in Youtuo, girl. I loving it.
Speaker 1: Howes this fame been going for you?
Speaker 2: Girl? It's just like continuing. It's like every day wake
Speaker 2: up to like a new thing. And like in my
Speaker 2: clothing stores, it's like when I go open the door
Speaker 2: in the morning, there's like twenty people literally online and
Speaker 2: they want to buy my merch. Yeah, but not only that,
Speaker 2: it's like I'm helping a lot of people, like you know,
Speaker 2: and like through sobriety is my message and mental health.
Speaker 2: I love it. So basically that's how I started on
Speaker 2: softwaree Underbelly. Yeah, so basically telling my testimony and basically
Speaker 2: how I got sober. You know, how I was actually
Speaker 2: possessed by literally like the devil himself, you know, a
Speaker 2: drug addiction right for many many years. And I was
Speaker 2: downtown LA where it's like very scary and it's like
Speaker 2: there's a lot of drug addiction, which and I think
Speaker 2: it's just demonic.
Speaker 1: It's dark vibes down there. You know my friend R. H. Davis,
Speaker 1: who is an exorcist, and she believes that she can
Speaker 1: see dark energies, like she has this psychic kind of
Speaker 1: ability where she can see dark energies and she categorizes
Speaker 1: them into like you know where it's just sort of
Speaker 1: like a small one is like depression, like maybe mild depression,
Speaker 1: and then it goes up to like there's all there's
Speaker 1: a whole hierarchy. She says. The worst kind that there
Speaker 1: is is like right where like the Cecil Hotel is
Speaker 1: in like downtown, there's just like a dark dark yeah,
Speaker 1: and I believe that.
Speaker 2: So I got high in the Cecil Hotel stop. Actually
Speaker 2: my friend Lisa from Chicago was living there before they
Speaker 2: found that girl, you know, dead in the water that
Speaker 2: on the roof. But and then I got into the
Speaker 2: history of like everybody lived there, Like I'm the serial
Speaker 2: killer what's his names had a room in there. So
Speaker 2: it was like literally hotel hell.
Speaker 1: But several deaths, I mean many many over years.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So that hotel, it's like and when I visited there, girl,
Speaker 2: when I was downtown l A. That was kind of
Speaker 2: a go to spot because there was like one side
Speaker 2: of the hotel was like Section eight and it's people
Speaker 2: that lived there for many, many, many years, and then
Speaker 2: the other side they tried to redo it and make
Speaker 2: it all new and fabulous. Yes, but there was still
Speaker 2: the underflow of all that demonic energy in there, which
Speaker 2: you know, led to that girl getting like I don't
Speaker 2: know if it was murdered. Did you see her in the.
Speaker 1: Yes, like kind of never really bend solved. I mean
Speaker 1: she was.
Speaker 2: She was running from something, yeah, and that was really terrifying.
Speaker 1: So but there's been a lot of people that have jumped,
Speaker 1: and like people are always telling me, you gotta go
Speaker 1: ghost hunting in there. I'm like, that does not sound fun.
Speaker 1: There's not there's nothing fun there. I like fun ghosts.
Speaker 2: Yeah, this is like sad, really sad because there's so
Speaker 2: many murderers, murders in there in the building. Yeah. But
Speaker 2: I always thought like, oh, like you know, like a
Speaker 2: little guilty pleasure, you know how we all have that
Speaker 2: guilty pleasure, Like you should I be thinking of that,
Speaker 2: you know, when it was so chaotic. But I was thinking,
Speaker 2: like for Halloween, like they do a tour, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean. And I'm thinking that would be a
Speaker 2: fucking great idea. You know Flores. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: because you know Hollywood tours, they drive you around and
Speaker 2: it hurts. Yes, So I'm just thinking this will be
Speaker 2: another sightseeing trip, you know.
Speaker 1: I do that unintentionally when people come visit me. I'm like,
Speaker 1: so this is where I hooked up with this guy.
Speaker 1: Like every time I drive through town, I'm like, I'm
Speaker 1: at this one guy here.
Speaker 2: This is the alley behind the dumpster. I had to
Speaker 2: do a quickie. Sorry, sorry, yeah, I get it.
Speaker 1: Well, I'm sober too. I'm I'll be ten years in January.
Speaker 2: Congratulations, thanks, congratulations.
Speaker 1: I'm very big on the sobriety, mental health, all of that.
Speaker 1: And I also often equate our demons, you know when
Speaker 1: we talk about that, Like, I do think there's something
Speaker 1: to that, you know. I think that it's it's some
Speaker 1: kind of dark manifestation.
Speaker 2: Literally literally, I think that, you know, drug addiction is demonic,
Speaker 2: like I found myself. I don't know what your drug
Speaker 2: choice was. Mine was alcohol and cocaine.
Speaker 1: I was mainly alcohol, but yeah, which led to crack.
Speaker 2: So when I came out here, I was supposed to
Speaker 2: be a hairdresser. My father had it all hooked up.
Speaker 2: But I also found downtown MacArthur's Park. So that was
Speaker 2: like the big drugs yelling, if you want to get
Speaker 2: cracked twenty four hours, you know, and you get your
Speaker 2: freak on twenty four hours twenty four seven, you just
Speaker 2: stop at MacArthur's Park, you know. And then when I
Speaker 2: was like kind of like wow because my mom and JOHNA.
Speaker 2: Summers saying that song Magarth, this party is melting so well,
Speaker 2: I thought the whole thing was glamorous. I really did
Speaker 2: going down there because there was a lot of celebrities, said.
Speaker 2: I used to hang out in that park as well,
Speaker 2: and they had the lake in the park, but I
Speaker 2: remember they would drain that lake and there would be
Speaker 2: like human carcasses, oh god in that lake from like
Speaker 2: gang shootings and whatever. You know. But the whole thing
Speaker 2: is demonic, you know. And I would hang out with
Speaker 2: the Sky and he lived down there, you know, and
Speaker 2: he lives in a Section eight building. But for me,
Speaker 2: for some reason, we clicked, you know, and I stood
Speaker 2: in his apartment and he would be like, this is
Speaker 2: a city of Los Angels. Oh my god. It was
Speaker 2: such a trip. And He's like, you know, in my building,
Speaker 2: the girl upstairs is possessed by the devil. And then
Speaker 2: the guy next door is a shape shifter. If you
Speaker 2: see him, he has six toes. So I'm so high
Speaker 2: on cocaine and crack. I didn't want to leave this building.
Speaker 2: It was like fucking Disneyland for me. It was like
Speaker 2: twenty four hour dick, you know. You know, it was
Speaker 2: just like, Wow, I'm in LA. When I moved from
Speaker 2: New York, sure, but I still had like the Melrose thing,
Speaker 2: Like I had the job and I was still styling
Speaker 2: people like in sync, and I had this crazy work
Speaker 2: ethic that I would go to work every day, but
Speaker 2: I would spent my nights downtown LA where it was
Speaker 2: really dark, really demonic, you know. And basically I found
Speaker 2: myself like toward the later end of my disease before
Speaker 2: I got sober, like literally like in a closet by myself,
Speaker 2: what like five thousand dollars worth of cocaine and I'm
Speaker 2: literally in there like shape shifting, you know, and it's
Speaker 2: like paralytic. I couldn't talk. And I really think that
Speaker 2: was like a demonic possession. So I think drug addiction, yes,
Speaker 2: it's this, that and all the things, but it's definitely
Speaker 2: has a demonic possession.
Speaker 1: I mean, if you believe in those dark energies, I
Speaker 1: always feel like they want nothing to do with like
Speaker 1: I'm having the time of my life. I'm like high frequency,
Speaker 1: feeling good about myself. Demons likeugh, I don't want anything
Speaker 1: to do with that. What they want is like down
Speaker 1: in the dumps, like not in your body, you know, vulnerable,
Speaker 1: a target that they can latch onto that darkness when
Speaker 1: you're in your darkness, they're like, right, right, darkness.
Speaker 2: Well, in the beginning, it's the party, right, it's like,
Speaker 2: oh my god, this cocaine is working. I'm in the
Speaker 2: nightclub and I'm Downstown, so with all these gang members
Speaker 2: that I'm embergart this park and you literally feel like
Speaker 2: Beyonce on stage right, So they can't come for you, queen, right, right.
Speaker 2: But when you get vulnerable, like towards the end of
Speaker 2: our addiction, you know, basically that's when I needed the
Speaker 2: help because you know, the disease is progressive, right, So
Speaker 2: I ended up like in a really bad shape. I
Speaker 2: believe that was so vulnerable with the drugs that they
Speaker 2: actually did latch on to me, you know, and they
Speaker 2: like had a field day with me, you know. So
Speaker 2: that's when I went to help and I had to
Speaker 2: go to God again and do like an exorcism and
Speaker 2: go to like these AA groups and like do all
Speaker 2: this positive stuff to regain my sobriety and my connection
Speaker 2: with God. You know. But did it get bad for you? Like?
Speaker 2: You know, because I know it was the party was on,
Speaker 2: But how did you get sober? It must have gotten
Speaker 2: really bad for you bad. Could you share a little
Speaker 2: bit about like.
Speaker 1: What happens at the ends, at the end.
Speaker 2: Which got you sober?
Speaker 1: Well, I think it's like so many I kept waiting
Speaker 1: for a rock bottom to happen, like because I think
Speaker 1: I had many. But I'd be like it's okay, like
Speaker 1: that one's not too bad, right, But then it just
Speaker 1: started getting to the point where I started affecting everyone
Speaker 1: around me and it was just bad. And it was
Speaker 1: to the point where it's like this is going to
Speaker 1: be jail or death. Yeah, And I was like physically
Speaker 1: addicted by time I was twenty one, I was physically
Speaker 1: dependent on alcohol, which is crazy. I had to detox
Speaker 1: if I didn't have it, like it was bad. It
Speaker 1: was scary. You can die from that.
Speaker 2: The worst detox. I had no idea when I went
Speaker 2: to rehab. They said, the alcoholic has the worst detox.
Speaker 1: I remember them saying that too.
Speaker 2: They said, because they literally like will start like which
Speaker 2: we will call it not convolsing and flapping like seizures.
Speaker 2: They would fall off the bed so they couldn't be
Speaker 2: on the high bunk and basically a lot of them
Speaker 2: would have seizures exactly and dropped dead. Yeah, so I
Speaker 2: was like, really.
Speaker 1: Alcohol yeah, very scary.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I consider that demonic. Like, you know, the
Speaker 2: diseases progressively, Like I said, at the beginning, we have
Speaker 2: fun and it's all cute for a few years, but
Speaker 2: then it just like bad thing after bad thing after
Speaker 2: bad things started happening right where I was literally in
Speaker 2: the closet paralytic.
Speaker 1: But when you have you're putting all that bad I
Speaker 1: mean physically a bad liquid into your body is not
Speaker 1: good for your body, but it's also what it's doing
Speaker 1: for you is not helping your soul at all. And
Speaker 1: so yeah, the darkness is attracted to it. But then
Speaker 1: when you stop and then you get like now addicted
Speaker 1: to doing good things for yourself or whatever, it's like
Speaker 1: that darkness just like fades away. Yeah exactly, So you
Speaker 1: grew up in a haunted house.
Speaker 2: I grew up in Harlem one hundred and sixteen and
Speaker 2: Pleasant Avenue on the East side of New York City. Okay,
Speaker 2: so my grandmother lives in a brownstone, you know, and
Speaker 2: basically I remember her rent was sixty nine dollars for
Speaker 2: this beautiful fucking marble and crusting. You know, those buildings
Speaker 2: are beautiful, right, So I remember there was three floors,
Speaker 2: and I remember my mother's sisters, there was three of
Speaker 2: them and they all lived home at that time, and
Speaker 2: they were like, there's a ghost here, and it's a woman,
Speaker 2: you know, and sometimes she's really nice and sometimes she
Speaker 2: could be fucking mean. So you hear this as a kid,
Speaker 2: right and you're like that says yeah, you know, so
Speaker 2: right away you get like terror, you know, you get
Speaker 2: like scared, you know, and they're like, don't worry, we'll
Speaker 2: protect you from her. You know, it's okay. And I
Speaker 2: remember growing up and actually seeing the ghost. It was
Speaker 2: a woman, I remember, and I remember during the night
Speaker 2: I had my aunty Lane, she was sleeping and the
Speaker 2: woman was literally like pulling her hair. What So that
Speaker 2: was like my first encounter.
Speaker 1: And what did this woman look like?
Speaker 2: She was just like an older woman, you know, basically
Speaker 2: kind of like a Gibson like eighteenth century. Wow.
Speaker 1: And is this when you decided like I want to restyle.
Speaker 2: I'm a believer. Oh okay, and I want to fix
Speaker 2: her hair. Yeah, she definitely she needs like my hair
Speaker 2: support really yeah. But anyway, that so that's my first experience.
Speaker 1: Was she like see through? Do you remember?
Speaker 2: It was very like grayish and see through, And it
Speaker 2: was just like it was frightening, like you know when
Speaker 2: it goes inside of you, like that frightening like you know,
Speaker 2: it's like happening. You know, this is not an illusion,
Speaker 2: not an illusion. There's something in this fucking house. So
Speaker 2: basically that was kind of my first encounter.
Speaker 1: Did anything else happen in that house?
Speaker 2: No, Like everybody had sightings of her though, you know,
Speaker 2: and I don't know if my grandmother was telling me
Speaker 2: she's a good ghost, don't worry. But when I saw
Speaker 2: her pulling my hand's hair, I'm like, she's a shady,
Speaker 2: bitchy girl. She needs a new outfit. Girl, I'm just saying, queen.
Speaker 2: But yeah, so that was my first experience.
Speaker 1: Yeah, have you seen a ghost since then?
Speaker 2: So basically after that it was the movie The Exorcist
Speaker 2: came out. Yes, you were a baby. You probably weren't
Speaker 2: even here yet. I was because you're young and beautiful
Speaker 2: still knock on wood, gorgeous, you're giving me share vibes
Speaker 2: and sixty share, which was like the best fucking share ever.
Speaker 1: So good.
Speaker 2: So, yeah, the movie The Exorcist came out. So I
Speaker 2: remember living in Queens now, you know, and my grandfather's home,
Speaker 2: which was like my uncle was crazy. He would always
Speaker 2: go to the mental institution. Basically he was kind of
Speaker 2: an alcoholic. But those days, they just threw you in
Speaker 2: a mental institution, right, you know, like, let's just get
Speaker 2: rid of her. You know, she's an alcoholic, we don't
Speaker 2: know what to do with her, so let's just throw
Speaker 2: her in a mental institution. Yeah, and they were before
Speaker 2: warm like lobotomies this shit. Meanwhile, if it was now,
Speaker 2: I'd be like, just take her to a meeting, right,
Speaker 2: you know in West Hollywood.
Speaker 1: But I mean they would do that with gay people. Yeah,
Speaker 1: women that were you know. Yeah, it's just insane.
Speaker 2: So he was tortured. So I grew up with him
Speaker 2: in the house and he would fight with my aunt
Speaker 2: and I would hear like blood curdling screams at night.
Speaker 2: And I never forget. My aunt had a birthday party
Speaker 2: and she invited this gay guy over who was her
Speaker 2: best friend named Scotto, and you know, we're in the
Speaker 2: yard and we're all dancing to Cisco, you know. And
Speaker 2: I remember as a little girl, a little queen, and
Speaker 2: I love my aunt. You know, she's the one that
Speaker 2: made it okay for me to be gay, and like,
Speaker 2: you know, she would like buy me eyebrow pencils, and
Speaker 2: you know she was that ants yeah, thank you name yeah.
Speaker 2: And I remember my mom the gay guy coming over, Scotto,
Speaker 2: and he was like this big old, fabulous queen girl.
Speaker 2: And I remember he had little short throw pants on
Speaker 2: and his little cheeks was sticking out, you know, and
Speaker 2: a really big cameltoe and he moves knuckle yeah yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: he was packing. Yeah yeah yeah. I also like observed
Speaker 2: that as a child, of course, which became came to
Speaker 2: a sexual addiction later. And you know, it all goes
Speaker 2: hand in hand, one addiction at a time, one eyelash
Speaker 2: at a time. Right. So my uncle, the crazy one
Speaker 2: that just came home from fucking Creedmore, we're all having
Speaker 2: a good time, and he just blinnes for the gay
Speaker 2: guy in the yard and just attacks him. And my
Speaker 2: uncle's really huge, my father's brother. So that's why I
Speaker 2: was like a little mental illness runs in the family,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Everybody's trying to keep it
Speaker 2: in the closet, but this one you couldn't hide, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean. Yeah, So anyway, he almost killed
Speaker 2: him at this part.
Speaker 1: So the ambulance came out of nowhere.
Speaker 2: Out of nowhere, girl, you know, basically, And basically I
Speaker 2: remember the ambulance coming, people screaming like they had to
Speaker 2: put him away. It was like, so I kind of
Speaker 2: grew up with that torture, so I thought that that
Speaker 2: was also a demonic possession because I'm growing up Catholic, right,
Speaker 2: So this is where I learned this. The devil is
Speaker 2: the angel, and the devil was one of God's disciples,
Speaker 2: and he was really close with God and Jesus and
Speaker 2: then he turned on them and became the devil. And like,
Speaker 2: he's very powerful, so if you're weak, like you said before,
Speaker 2: he could actually possess you, you know. So here I
Speaker 2: am a kid learning all this and I'm a Catholic.
Speaker 2: And then I returned Jehovah's witness, So there was more
Speaker 2: like devil involved. And I'm like here, I am that
Speaker 2: Bible study, like scared shit because now I know there's
Speaker 2: a devil and he's really bad and he could possess you.
Speaker 2: But don't worry, causmo, because the angels will protect you,
Speaker 2: like fuck it on, you know, like you know what
Speaker 2: do I believe? You know where you at with that? Now? Oh?
Speaker 2: Right now? Yeah, I still feel that there is a
Speaker 2: demonic like I feel, you know, when you go downtown
Speaker 2: LA and like it's after seven o'clock and the and
Speaker 2: the lights go down and like all these zombies come out.
Speaker 2: I think they're all possessed. I think is all demonic. Yeah,
Speaker 2: and I think Los Angeles especially has an underbelly that's demonized,
Speaker 2: you know, and basically is possessing all these people with
Speaker 2: drug addiction and fent and al. And it's all the
Speaker 2: demonic force that's very powerful. Yeah. That's why every day
Speaker 2: I like pray and meditate, you know, and leave like
Speaker 2: my conscious contact with God. I always feel protected. Yeah,
Speaker 2: you know. And when I was down there hanging out
Speaker 2: with those people, because I was down there because I
Speaker 2: was one of them. You know, I'm an alcoholic addict
Speaker 2: and I'll always have that in me. But when I
Speaker 2: was hanging out with those people, like it was like
Speaker 2: I always got a sign, Like if I was in
Speaker 2: a hotel room with like gang members and they're throwing
Speaker 2: mattresses against the windows and they pull a gun out
Speaker 2: on the bed, and here I'm getting high with them
Speaker 2: and I'm thinking, ooh, girl, you're gonna suck thatadzick. You're
Speaker 2: gonna have a fabulous time at this hotel. But no,
Speaker 2: they get paranoid and they want to kill me. They
Speaker 2: want to kill you, Yeah, because of all their karma
Speaker 2: generations do you know what I mean? Generational karma of
Speaker 2: what they did. So basically I'm in They're like, okay,
Speaker 2: Queena melros Is here girl, I got my bag, I
Speaker 2: got my wig, my extensions. We're gonna have a good time.
Speaker 2: But no, it was always like really dark. I saw
Speaker 2: the darkness, but there was something that always tapped me
Speaker 2: on the shoulder and said, run, girl, run get your
Speaker 2: fucking bag. So I've jumped out a few windows, you know,
Speaker 2: because I've just seen like I would hang out with
Speaker 2: girls down there really dark, you know, and I don't know,
Speaker 2: need to get this serious about it, but that's a
Speaker 2: serious thing. And I would hang out with girls down
Speaker 2: there who got off the gray arm bus and who
Speaker 2: wanted to be actresses and they want to come to
Speaker 2: La to B models from like Ohio, and they found
Speaker 2: crack instead. And basically I would hang out with those
Speaker 2: girls and then go back the next day because I
Speaker 2: would be in a hotel room too with them, and
Speaker 2: I'd be doing their makeup and their hair, and they
Speaker 2: love They call me Hollywood. So when I came down,
Speaker 2: they're like, oh, Holly, can we hang out with you?
Speaker 2: And I'm like, yes, girl comes to my room, girl
Speaker 2: and we're smoking and having thorn. But the next day
Speaker 2: I found out. I'm like, where's this girl? I was
Speaker 2: just hanging out with her yesterday? And they're like her
Speaker 2: pimp slit our throat. We found her by a garbage can.
Speaker 2: So it's real shit down there, really dark dark shit.
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you have whether it's a guardian
Speaker 1: angel or intuition? Like is there something? How do you
Speaker 1: view that?
Speaker 2: Well? Here, I am unscathed because.
Speaker 1: That's what I feel. If you live that life and
Speaker 1: you make it through, Like, how do you rationalize that
Speaker 1: a gift, a gift.
Speaker 2: Like I know, I'm an impath, Like I know, I
Speaker 2: feel things, you know, I feel energies. I don't see
Speaker 2: them like your friends saw the darkness and stuff like that,
Speaker 2: but I feel things and they tell me Cosmo leave
Speaker 2: or Cosmo protect yourself, you know what I mean. And
Speaker 2: I feel that God always had me, you know, because
Speaker 2: I'm still here today. I'm scathed and those girls are dead,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, a lot of people don't
Speaker 2: make it, you know, even as alcoholic, Like I'm sure
Speaker 2: you hung out with people that are not here anymore. Yeah,
Speaker 2: like drunk driving, all that shit that happens in addiction.
Speaker 2: So basically, yeah, I always felt like the angels, you know,
Speaker 2: saved me. I would feel like I would feel protected
Speaker 2: even though it was a really dark time, you know.
Speaker 2: And now it's like I'm reunited with those angels and
Speaker 2: that God, and you know, it's like it's just an amazing, amazing,
Speaker 2: amazing thing.
Speaker 1: When your life is bigger than ever.
Speaker 2: Now, yeah, I escaped the gates of hell. Yeah, you know,
Speaker 2: and whatever was like lemons, now we're making lemonade.
Speaker 1: Okay, yes, queen, yes, So do you think that you're
Speaker 1: like a little psychic. Is that what you're saying? Have
Speaker 1: you ever been to a psychic? No?
Speaker 2: Really?
Speaker 1: Why not?
Speaker 2: I still feel like going to a psychic. It's kind
Speaker 2: of like, you know, and don't judge me here girl,
Speaker 2: But this might be sound like a big judgment, but
Speaker 2: it's like going to a demonic. Yeah, I feel like
Speaker 2: you don't just go to the source, girl, And there's one.
Speaker 2: There's one.
Speaker 1: So what are you saying?
Speaker 2: That's the all powerful God?
Speaker 1: Okay? But so are you? Are you Christian? Like would
Speaker 1: you call yourself a Christian?
Speaker 2: No? Not at all. So I grew up Catholic, then
Speaker 2: turned to Jehovah's Witness, So I'm not really religious anymore
Speaker 2: because all those things were like brem and burn. You know,
Speaker 2: it was all just like guilt and shame. Yeah, you know,
Speaker 2: like you can't be gay, and you can't be this,
Speaker 2: and you can't touch yourself and you can't masturbate. Nothing fun,
Speaker 2: nothing fun. So I remember being at the table and
Speaker 2: it was all like these people came over. My grandmother
Speaker 2: was this avel Catholic? And then she switched to Jehovah's Witness.
Speaker 2: I don't know how the fuck these people came through
Speaker 2: the her door, you know how they go to her
Speaker 2: to door and they never left, so that her and
Speaker 2: my uncle became Jehovah's witness, so she was the matriarch.
Speaker 2: So we had to kind of try to change, but
Speaker 2: it never really happens. Yeah, and they said you can't
Speaker 2: be gay, men don't marry men, and like all that shit.
Speaker 2: And here I am, like eight years old, and I'm like, wait,
Speaker 2: hold up, queen ye hold up. The Bible also says
Speaker 2: the truth, She'll set you free. Yeah, I am gay,
Speaker 2: and that's the truth. I was born this way, which
Speaker 2: I was, you know what I mean, Like I was
Speaker 2: looking at boys at three years old. I was going
Speaker 2: to marry Davy Jones from the Monkeys, Like, you know,
Speaker 2: I told Mommy, I want to marry him, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean. I didn't know what gay was. I
Speaker 2: didn't know where anything was. I know, I was just
Speaker 2: thought I was a little girl, yeah, and wearing towels
Speaker 2: on my head and high heels walking around the house.
Speaker 2: You know. So it really wasn't a choice, and it's
Speaker 2: not a choice, like I was born that way. Like
Speaker 2: Lady Gaga hit in the head bait.
Speaker 1: Lady Gaga before Lady Gaga.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, way before a girl. Yeah. So right now,
Speaker 2: I'm just good. I like that, Like I have a
Speaker 2: spiritual I have a really strong connection, like really an unbreaka.
Speaker 2: I practice that every day with prayer, meditation and doing
Speaker 2: my steps, you know. And I have a great sponsor
Speaker 2: who I would love to bring on the show. Girl.
Speaker 2: She literally does exorcisms.
Speaker 1: What do you mean, girl?
Speaker 2: Could we talk?
Speaker 1: Please? That's why I called you here talk. I could
Speaker 1: just say, by the way, do you are you going
Speaker 1: to do a podcast or something, because I so many
Speaker 1: of us just want to listen to everything you have
Speaker 1: to say.
Speaker 2: I literally just started the podcast. Yeah, I'm playing with it.
Speaker 2: The idea good and I just did my third one
Speaker 2: and my fans are like obsessed.
Speaker 1: Good.
Speaker 2: So I just have my sponsor on my podcast. So
Speaker 2: funny that you called me to talk about this, you know,
Speaker 2: paranormal activity and all this stuff, which I love. Though
Speaker 2: I love scaring myself to death, I really.
Speaker 1: Do me too.
Speaker 2: I love it. I keep it fun and I keep
Speaker 2: it light. Yeah, but we all know the seriousness of
Speaker 2: demonic possession and drug addiction and all that stuff.
Speaker 1: But so your sponsor is an exercise.
Speaker 2: Yeah, meaning what so she grew up very religious. Okay,
Speaker 2: she also speaks in tongues like she oh wow, she
Speaker 2: do you know people like that?
Speaker 1: That is just I don't not personally, but I know
Speaker 1: you got to meet her.
Speaker 2: She's fucking amazing.
Speaker 1: Okay.
Speaker 2: So not only do we get she helped get me sober,
Speaker 2: and she taught me how to meditate. You know, she
Speaker 2: teaches meditation. She's also a life coach on spirituality. How
Speaker 2: if you could connect, you know. And actually, because before
Speaker 2: she taught me meditation, girl like, I couldn't sit five minutes,
Speaker 2: as you see, I'm going to doing one hundred and ten.
Speaker 2: So she would teach me how to meditate, and she
Speaker 2: gave me a mantra which really works, you know. And
Speaker 2: she says, you have to do this in the morning,
Speaker 2: I suggest, and then at five o'clock the craziness comes
Speaker 2: back from your day that you have three stores, two huskies,
Speaker 2: a little dog, a boyfriend, and a husband, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean. So girls, a lots of juggle queen,
Speaker 2: you know, I mean, I know you know what I'm
Speaker 2: talking about. Huh. So she says, by five o'clock you
Speaker 2: have to meditate again. She goes it's essential for us,
Speaker 2: you know. So I've done that, like my first few
Speaker 2: years of sobriety. Now I slack off a little bit.
Speaker 2: I got this girl, but I know how to reconnect
Speaker 2: thanks to her. But she's also this extra level of
Speaker 2: a human being where she does see like your friend
Speaker 2: the demonic being, but she actually visuals. She sees it. Well,
Speaker 2: I'll feel it and jump out the window and be
Speaker 2: like it's time to go, girl, you know, but she
Speaker 2: actually sees the spirit. So anyway, I had long story short.
Speaker 2: Every time I stay long story short, Queen, it's just
Speaker 2: fucking so long. Your podcast I should be. No, the
Speaker 2: name of my podcast is Nobody's Listening.
Speaker 1: I find that hard to believe.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, and everybody's like, we're listening, queen. Yeah. It's
Speaker 2: a Demi Lovado song. Yeah, when she came back from
Speaker 2: her relapse and then she was on the Grammys and
Speaker 2: she sang that song and everybody just fell off the
Speaker 2: chair crying. Yeah, so that's my favorite song. Yeah. So
Speaker 2: I call it Nobody's Listening because I find that nobody
Speaker 2: is listening, Queen. You know what I mean, Like get sober,
Speaker 2: learn the steps, like get yourself together, Queen, just listen.
Speaker 2: But anyhow, so my sponsor so cocaine addiction. You go
Speaker 2: to a rehab three days, it's out of your system.
Speaker 2: You eat a few twinkies and your detox. But my
Speaker 2: friend is on crystal math.
Speaker 1: That's a hard one.
Speaker 2: That's a hard one. That's why you see these people
Speaker 2: walking around like zombies. Girl. It's literally like everything under
Speaker 2: your sink at your house, like dreno and this and
Speaker 2: that and all. It's a whole concoction and it stays
Speaker 2: in their body for a long time. They don't just detox,
Speaker 2: you know. That's why it's so hard to get sober
Speaker 2: from So my best friend's on that, okay, and like
Speaker 2: you know, he's interested like getting sober because he saw
Speaker 2: me get sober. And then so I brought him to
Speaker 2: my sponsor and I was like, girl, this one needs
Speaker 2: an exocism period, period, queen. So he stood in my
Speaker 2: house for a few weeks. That's why I knew he
Speaker 2: had the willingness to get sober because he was staying
Speaker 2: in my house. But he couldn't stop styling wigs, you know,
Speaker 2: like you know, like, Hi, I'm cosmom, an alcoholic And
Speaker 2: it's like the next one is like him. I'm so
Speaker 2: and so I can't stop decorating, you know, like.
Speaker 1: We all have our thing, right, yeah, clean the house, clean,
Speaker 1: fix everything. Yeah, I know, I get it.
Speaker 2: They see wires girl, Oh look out, you are hilarious, queen.
Speaker 2: I love it. So anyway, I almost peed right now, but.
Speaker 1: That would be amazing. I need my first pee on
Speaker 1: the show.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but I farted instead. Oh girl, that a shame of.
Speaker 1: Pain, right, Noh, that's great. I want you to feel
Speaker 1: comfortable here. Okay, good, you got that demon out?
Speaker 2: Yeah I got it, yes, girl, So hopefully she's not
Speaker 2: stinking now. I did chat and a drum. But anyway,
Speaker 2: she came over and she met this person, my friend,
Speaker 2: and she saw the entity. All of a sudden, she
Speaker 2: starts praying over him, right and basically, uh, now she's
Speaker 2: in a state of meditation. And then I see her
Speaker 2: just fighting this demon and I'm like, wait a minute,
Speaker 2: because I got to see a demon to believe it, seriously,
Speaker 2: Like you know what I mean, I really don't believe
Speaker 2: like this paranormal alien stuff, Like I really got to
Speaker 2: see alien, you know. And she's just punching at she's
Speaker 2: punching at this fucking thing. And she's literally like and
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh my god, Like I said she was
Speaker 2: going to get a heart attack. She's fist fighting this
Speaker 2: demon and she's like and she's speaking in tongues. So
Speaker 2: now I see her like possessed herself, trying to get
Speaker 2: rid of fighting this demon. And I literally see him
Speaker 2: on this chair and I should have filmed this fucking shit.
Speaker 2: I see him turn black like the demons trying to
Speaker 2: take over, and I just got chills. I'm like, this
Speaker 2: is some real shit right here. And I see him
Speaker 2: turn black like the demon's trying to like really take
Speaker 2: over and fight her. Anyway, long story short, she's having
Speaker 2: this fucking fistfight. She's she's speaking in tongues. My friends
Speaker 2: over there, turning black in the fucking chair in my
Speaker 2: living room. I'm like this, oh my god, Like what
Speaker 2: do I do? Like she's out of control. He's like
Speaker 2: in another state of minds. And then all of a sudden,
Speaker 2: I just see him come back to normal, you know,
Speaker 2: And she's sweating. She's exhausted. Exorcisms are exhausting, queen, from
Speaker 2: what I hear you, Oh my god. So anyway, she
Speaker 2: explained that he was had a demon in him, you know,
Speaker 2: and what I saw was the demon like him turning black.
Speaker 2: So anyway, long story short, he tried so hard to
Speaker 2: get sober and sober and sober. He also had stage
Speaker 2: four cancer. So today he's clean and sober. Oh wow,
Speaker 2: and he has no cancer.
Speaker 1: Oh my god?
Speaker 2: Yeah? After she yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So I'm a believer.
Speaker 1: I could I could imagine after witnessing that, I'm a believer.
Speaker 2: So I actually had her on my podcast yesterday, you know,
Speaker 2: and she's amazing. She's just like, you know, recovering like
Speaker 2: I'm recovering. But she studied all these other things, you know,
Speaker 2: college graduate, you know, masters and this and that and
Speaker 2: this and that, and she also does fucking exorcism. But
Speaker 2: I like her techniques that happens to work. Yeah, I like.
Speaker 1: I like the idea of hold my earrings real quick,
Speaker 1: I'm about to whoop this demon's ass and she just
Speaker 1: starts punching. Was it fighting back? Did it get any
Speaker 1: jabs in on her?
Speaker 2: You know, I don't know. I just know that she
Speaker 2: was literally fighting for for like his life.
Speaker 1: That's crazy.
Speaker 2: Any sober today, he's sobered today, and there's no cancer,
Speaker 2: no cancer. Wow, I'm a believer. I'm a believer, so
Speaker 2: I keep her really close to me.
Speaker 1: Uh yeah, that's a good person to call if you ever.
Speaker 2: Right, instead of hiring a bodyguard. I'm like, bitch, yes,
Speaker 2: my sponsor, your sponsor, my sponsor.
Speaker 1: Do you are your stores? Are any of your stores haunted?
Speaker 1: I feel like every place in Hollywood is haunted, every building.
Speaker 1: It's been around for so long.
Speaker 2: She said, there's an entity in one of my stores. Really, yeah,
Speaker 2: I have three. So anyway, I have one for like
Speaker 2: a long time, like twenty years. And I remember, like
Speaker 2: maybe eighteen years ago, I'm cleaning the store and she's
Speaker 2: got her disc of music on girl. She's doing the
Speaker 2: Mannequin's Girl. Yeah, and then I found a chicken foot
Speaker 2: with blood on it in a bag and I'm like,
Speaker 2: from like, what is this? So anyway, I call my ghostbusters,
Speaker 2: I call her, I call everybody that I know that's
Speaker 2: fucking okay, YouTube, butuania I'm calling you. I'm calling you all.
Speaker 2: I'm summoning you to the store right now.
Speaker 1: Get the team.
Speaker 2: What the fuck is this? Is somebody trying to kill me?
Speaker 2: Is my business gonna go down? I'm really sensitive with
Speaker 2: this shit, you know what I mean? Because as you
Speaker 2: can tell, like I have all this crazy experience right anyway,
Speaker 2: So she said, yeah, there's a dark entity. Somebody put
Speaker 2: this chicken foot in your store, so we have to
Speaker 2: get rid of the chicken foot. But I'm blessed.
Speaker 1: Well, I think it's usually a way to protect if
Speaker 1: I'm not if maybe I'm wrong, but I think the
Speaker 1: chicken foot protects.
Speaker 2: Oh really, I think should I go find it in
Speaker 2: the garbage.
Speaker 1: That's what That's what I'm saying. Go to KFC and
Speaker 1: see if you can get another one, just prop it back. Yeah,
Speaker 1: anyone know the difference?
Speaker 2: Girl, Oh my god, don't tell me that.
Speaker 1: No.
Speaker 2: They said it was kind of a bad thing because
Speaker 2: it had like blood on it.
Speaker 1: I don't know about the blood.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So they said get rid of it at once.
Speaker 2: So I got rid of her. Girl. This is twenty
Speaker 2: years later. The store's still brooming. You know, it was COVID.
Speaker 2: It was bad for a while to keep the doors open. Yeah,
Speaker 2: because everybody thought we were dying, you know, and basically
Speaker 2: like I was, the landlord's wanted their rents and like
Speaker 2: it was really a hard time. Girl. Even so, now
Speaker 2: like the burning men, you know, burning men, Yeah, of course,
Speaker 2: So that's my Christmas. Yeah, you know, like everybody comes
Speaker 2: to the store from all over the world. They make
Speaker 2: these fabulous things and it's like my Christmas the month
Speaker 2: of August. But the last few years since COVID, the
Speaker 2: Burning Man hasn't been showing up, so it's been a challenge,
Speaker 2: you know, at the store because Mora's and have the
Speaker 2: walk in traffic that it had like years ago. Yeah,
Speaker 2: but that's why I got on camera.
Speaker 1: Well now you're the most famous woman in the world.
Speaker 2: Thank you, baby, thank you. So it's working. It's helping. Yeah,
Speaker 2: it's helping.
Speaker 1: And Melrose, that's a hip ass. I mean it's always
Speaker 1: been hippy. But I go down there and I'm like,
Speaker 1: there's nineteen year old billionaires with face tattoos on skateboards,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, these people are too cool for me.
Speaker 2: I feel no, No, you fit right in with that
Speaker 2: little share girl. Don't care girl.
Speaker 1: You guys, Oh my god, can I show you a
Speaker 1: haunted doll? Yeah, okay, it's time for a segment I
Speaker 1: like to call the dolls are living? Okay, So what
Speaker 1: I do. I go to eBay dot com and I
Speaker 1: type in haunted doll and here's the thing. There is
Speaker 1: a whole industry of people that sell haunted dolls, they claim,
Speaker 1: who knows either way, and I like to feature one
Speaker 1: each week. I'll let you choose I have. You could
Speaker 1: either choose a demon one named Sue.
Speaker 2: Oh you're real serious, I'm excited.
Speaker 1: I love I have a doll collection girl, any of
Speaker 1: them haunted?
Speaker 2: I do have like a Maleficent cute not so much,
Speaker 2: but she's really fairst girl. And who else do I have? No?
Speaker 1: I always we could add to the collection if you want. Yeah,
Speaker 1: here's the other option. What the other option I have
Speaker 1: for you is a sexual spirit that's inside.
Speaker 2: Of a doll. Oh really, it's can we see what
Speaker 2: that looks like?
Speaker 1: Let's do the sexual one? Geeha, could you show us April? Please?
Speaker 2: You got it? Ros?
Speaker 1: Okay, So this is April. She is a bride that
Speaker 1: is a ghost hunting device on her to sort of
Speaker 1: show that there is indeed a spirit inside of her.
Speaker 1: She's currently going for fifty dollars on eBay. What do
Speaker 1: you think of her? Of her outfite, I.
Speaker 2: Think she's a cheap hookah girl. Fifty dollars was years
Speaker 2: ago on Santa Monica and Vine Girl. So I don't know, Queen.
Speaker 2: I think she should do an OnlyFans. There we go,
Speaker 2: put on a strap on?
Speaker 1: Can you go back to that full body? I want
Speaker 1: to see her.
Speaker 2: Why don't we get more interesting?
Speaker 1: How is this?
Speaker 2: She looks too normal? Queen?
Speaker 1: Well that's that's what will fool you though, ohday, But
Speaker 1: inside of her all up in there, the spirit inside
Speaker 1: underneath that frilly because she's got a bride dress on basically,
Speaker 1: and anyone listening go to ghosted by ras At on
Speaker 1: Instagram and you'll see this dott there. Okay, so yeah,
Speaker 1: she's got kind of like an eighties like. She does
Speaker 1: have like that puffy sleeve.
Speaker 2: Victorian.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Victorian, I suppose. But she has bangs, which I'm
Speaker 1: a big fan of bang. Okay, Well, here's the bio
Speaker 1: she comes with. It says April was a sweet gal
Speaker 1: with a guilty secret. She was cheating on her fiance.
Speaker 1: The attention of men had always turned her on. Early
Speaker 1: in her engagement, April realized she wanted an open relationship,
Speaker 1: but she knew her fiance would never agree to a
Speaker 1: swinger's lifestyle. By the time they got married, she had
Speaker 1: slept with almost all of his friends, his best man
Speaker 1: and four grooms men who were his closest friends, got
Speaker 1: to have sex with her the most. April's fiance took
Speaker 1: care of her in so many ways and fulfilled many
Speaker 1: of her basic needs, but not one man on earth
Speaker 1: could ever provide all the attention she was raciously craving
Speaker 1: from the male species. Blah blah, blah blah blah. Basically, uh,
Speaker 1: what's your deepest need that no woman has yet to
Speaker 1: been able to fulfill? April will be able to satisfy you.
Speaker 1: You will never have an opportunity to initiate sex because
Speaker 1: she will be doing it. April is horny all the time,
Speaker 1: and she's seventeen point five inches tall. So basically, they're saying,
Speaker 1: if you buy this bride doll, the spirit inside of
Speaker 1: her will have sex with.
Speaker 2: You, will straddle you in the middle of the night.
Speaker 1: Do you believe that a spirit can have sex with
Speaker 1: a person, Yeah, well I do figure dollars. Might feel to.
Speaker 2: Find that she looks like a Mormon and me and
Speaker 2: her have a lot in common. Yeah, I feel like
Speaker 2: she came out of my vagina. She's definitely my spirit doll,
Speaker 2: but you would never know, so.
Speaker 1: Would you want her in your colle. No, well, you'd
Speaker 1: have to fight over she.
Speaker 2: Would take all my man girl. Yeah yeah, yeah, So
Speaker 2: now I will pass on her. She is interesting, however,
Speaker 2: but I'm gonna need more of a look from her,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Yeah? Yeah, yeah, okay, yeah
Speaker 2: yeah yeah, but she kill she Q But is there
Speaker 2: anything more that looks the part?
Speaker 1: No, that's what we got this time.
Speaker 2: That's why we have to make dolls of ourselves. I
Speaker 2: know you think so like the Queen and Morrow's doll.
Speaker 2: Like I'm a stark. I will take your husband, but
Speaker 2: I will bring him back the same day. You know
Speaker 2: what I mean? We get a bad rap.
Speaker 1: Okay, here's one other thing I would like to do
Speaker 1: with you. Can I play you some ghost voices?
Speaker 2: Girl?
Speaker 3: It's time for EVP.
Speaker 1: Or ev please. Okay have you heard the term EVP.
Speaker 1: It's electronic voice phenomenal. So that's when goes hunters and
Speaker 1: all kinds of people they believe they've captured a ghost.
Speaker 1: That's like you're a and then they're like, oh, I
Speaker 1: just heard the ghosts say something.
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, so these are real recordings.
Speaker 1: Yeah, these are real recordings that people have posted.
Speaker 2: That's scary, that's some excuse me spouched. So it's coming
Speaker 2: out of both ends today. Girl, I feel like I'm
Speaker 2: hanging out with my sister. It's perfect.
Speaker 1: I think there's a demon in you. It's trying to
Speaker 1: get out.
Speaker 2: Yes, yes, it's called roast beef.
Speaker 1: Oh, it's the spirit of the Arby's on Sunset that closed?
Speaker 2: How did they close? Girl? I don't know.
Speaker 1: Well, okay, let's hear I'm loving him by the West,
Speaker 1: ghost hunting and the abandoned Arby's.
Speaker 2: Yeah, where's the bees?
Speaker 1: Okay? So uh This one was posted on YouTube by
Speaker 1: someone named Chris Earl, and this is in his Victorian house.
Speaker 1: What is this ghost saying?
Speaker 2: Could you do that again? It sounds like the ghost
Speaker 2: of a dog barking? Yeah, what do you think he's saying?
Speaker 1: Do you have any guesses? Because I'll give you an
Speaker 1: ABCD option. Ok just off the top of your head.
Speaker 1: You don't think it's any words of any sore? Let
Speaker 1: me play it again.
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 1: Okay? So did Chris think it was a welcome to
Speaker 1: Jack in the box? B? I will not hurt you,
Speaker 1: c you're a monster or d fuck the doctor. Okay,
Speaker 1: it's one of those. Let me play it again.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna have to go. Well, welcome to Jack in
Speaker 2: the box.
Speaker 1: They believe it's fuck the Doctor.
Speaker 2: I'll fuck the docta.
Speaker 1: Let me play it again.
Speaker 2: Okay, fuck the doctor. But it has one more, it
Speaker 2: has one more syllable. I don't know. I don't know
Speaker 2: about that one.
Speaker 1: Okay, I got one more for it.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 1: This one is from This one's way creepier in my opinion.
Speaker 1: This one's from Paranormal Pursuit UK and it's at a
Speaker 1: place called the village. I don't know what that is,
Speaker 1: but it's a British ghost.
Speaker 2: And what is it saying?
Speaker 1: That's more of a whisper.
Speaker 2: M.
Speaker 1: I play it again. M hm, and you go says.
Speaker 2: No, I can't even guess what she's saying. We don't
Speaker 2: give a fuck.
Speaker 1: Oh that's a good guy.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we don't give a fuck. Uh.
Speaker 1: That's not what they thought. Did they think it was
Speaker 1: a you are not given man? When it's like you're
Speaker 1: not given man, given woman?
Speaker 2: Okay? And who is this person again?
Speaker 1: I don't know?
Speaker 2: Some ghosts, oh somebody. She's not a queen like from
Speaker 2: a story.
Speaker 1: They all are, and in my world they all are?
Speaker 2: Are They all bottoms? Yes?
Speaker 1: Of course. Okay, is it B you are not my honey?
Speaker 2: Is it C?
Speaker 1: We will not give them any or D you are
Speaker 1: not the father like I'm Maury. Let me play it again.
Speaker 3: Okay, C, that is what they thought. We will not
Speaker 3: give them any Yeah, could you save that sample?
Speaker 2: I kind of want to put it on one of
Speaker 2: my records. Isn't that cool?
Speaker 1: It's amazing. We will not give them that. We will
Speaker 1: not give them any none exact. Okay, let's just do
Speaker 1: one last thing. I'm just where are you from?
Speaker 2: You're from La.
Speaker 1: I'm from Michigan, but I've been here for fifteen years,
Speaker 1: so I feel like I'm from here. Okay, Yeah, you're Italian?
Speaker 2: Italian?
Speaker 1: So did you have cultural like mob wives?
Speaker 2: I love that.
Speaker 1: Did you have like Italian like old Italian beliefs when
Speaker 1: it comes to the spiritual, like the evil eye?
Speaker 2: Oh yeah yeah yeah. There was always like oil and
Speaker 2: vinegar on my table and if it mixed, that means
Speaker 2: you have the overlooks. That means like somebody's trying to
Speaker 2: possess you.
Speaker 1: So all that growing up with superstition?
Speaker 2: Yeah, all that superstition, like you can't put a hat
Speaker 2: on the bed, why not until this day. I don't.
Speaker 2: It means death really. Yeah, So never put a hat
Speaker 2: on the bed or a table, maybe both, but I
Speaker 2: never put that hat. Oh. I never put your bag,
Speaker 2: your purse on the floor, pick it up. Literally. I
Speaker 2: was doing that for a long time. And then I
Speaker 2: want to go work with this Italian lady. She goes,
Speaker 2: you'll always have money if you just keep it above ground,
Speaker 2: you know, so no matter where you go, put it
Speaker 2: here or you know what I mean. It really yeah,
Speaker 2: it really works.
Speaker 1: I have heard that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you heard right. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I love superstitions.
Speaker 2: So you're like some of your best superstition. How did
Speaker 2: you grow up like.
Speaker 1: Catholic? So I don't know about it?
Speaker 2: Are you Italian and Irish? Sure?
Speaker 1: Mexican?
Speaker 2: Oh you're a Mexican.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: You are giving me a little cat Bardie vibe. She's
Speaker 2: my client. She's very beautiful. Yeah yeah, yeah, so thank you.
Speaker 1: What about Okay, I'm just gonna list off like a
Speaker 1: bunch of paranormal things, and I'm just curious if you
Speaker 1: have thoughts or believes or whatever. This is the last
Speaker 1: thing we'll do, Bigfoot.
Speaker 2: Do you believe? Why not? I just don't. You don't
Speaker 2: have to.
Speaker 1: Now what if Bigfoot came to your door and said,
Speaker 1: I would love for you to style.
Speaker 2: Me, I'll probably him in. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, He's like, I will pay you handsomely. I just
Speaker 1: need someone to help me with my reputation. I am
Speaker 1: not known for fashion.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I would totally invite him in. That's a big name. Yeah.
Speaker 1: What about UFOs, you don't believe in them.
Speaker 2: I don't believe in UFOs, really, I don't. It's like
Speaker 2: I don't know, like I never really researched stuff, you know,
Speaker 2: but from what I'm seeing now, it's like I gotta
Speaker 2: like kind of see and feel stuff, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean, And like I don't know if you remember,
Speaker 2: like last year there was like there was these aliens
Speaker 2: in the yard in Las Vegas, Yes, and it was
Speaker 2: like and I had me going, girl, I'm like, Okay,
Speaker 2: this is some true shit right here, girl, Like, don't
Speaker 2: fuck with these aliens, queen. And I found that it
Speaker 2: was like totally fake.
Speaker 1: Was that fake?
Speaker 2: Yeah? It was fake? Girl.
Speaker 1: I didn't hear that part.
Speaker 2: Yeah, girl, Yeah, just through like a little bit more
Speaker 2: research and it's like they were fake. Yeah. Remember they
Speaker 2: were hanging out into the guy's yard and they were
Speaker 2: like bald headed. Yes, right, So did you believe that? Sure?
Speaker 1: Why not? Okay, I'm open to it.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 1: I love the idea of aliens, and I'm constantly working
Speaker 1: their pr for them. And I don't think that they're bad.
Speaker 1: I think that they're good. Okay, Okay, because think about it,
Speaker 1: they've got more technology than we do. Yeah, and they're
Speaker 1: above us. They could take us out and they haven't.
Speaker 1: They're peaceful, I.
Speaker 2: Believe, hopefully, I think so. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 1: And I'm trying to give me an alien man a husband,
Speaker 1: and I'm trying to go up there and never come.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to get dual citizenship.
Speaker 2: But I don't want to come back on another planet.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Why what's wrong with this one? Why not save this one? Queen?
Speaker 2: I mean, tell me, girl, let's do an exorcism together.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, imagine you and me giving exorcises like.
Speaker 2: The new Ghostbusters. I see it, girl, Like we could start,
Speaker 2: like where would we start? The army?
Speaker 1: Would you like a sunset?
Speaker 2: We want that beef, don't we? We want it back.
Speaker 1: I want the best roast beef in town.
Speaker 2: Honey.
Speaker 1: Okay, last one, what do you think of like synchronicities
Speaker 1: like when things happen that you're like, that was too
Speaker 1: good to be true. When these coincidences happen in life,
Speaker 1: do you view them as a coincidence.
Speaker 2: I believe it's like it's like divine. Yeah, yeah, I
Speaker 2: believe it's divine with shit like that happens, like when
Speaker 2: you're like thinking about somebody and they show up, or
Speaker 2: you're thinking about like address and it's like, you know,
Speaker 2: it appears like Yeah, I totally believe in that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, let's tell people where they can find you if
Speaker 1: they don't know already.
Speaker 2: So you can find me literally around the corner over
Speaker 2: here next to the Walmart. Now let me stop. You
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Speaker 2: three stores as Cosmo Gnato label and that's my cut
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Speaker 2: have Cosmo's Glam Squad, which is like the rock and
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Speaker 2: like an amazing experience. And then I opened up a
Speaker 2: shoe store called shoehore La and that's definitely a must see.
Speaker 2: So you you have to come to my store, please
Speaker 2: inviting you. Yeah, you must come see all three.
Speaker 1: Well, I want to go when you're there, Well.
Speaker 2: I'm there on Tuesdays and I'm there on Saturdays for sure.
Speaker 1: It's like like when you go to Disneyland, you want
Speaker 1: to meet Mickey Mouse, right.
Speaker 2: Right right, yeah exactly, and Dorothy wants to meet the
Speaker 2: Wizard of Us, the Wizard of Us. Yeah, yeah, so
Speaker 2: of course you want to come see the Queen, Queen Queen.
Speaker 2: She's going to be there, okay, Queen and Queen and
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Speaker 2: the queenomelros dot com and Cosmo and Zenato dot com
Speaker 2: has my website of fashion. Also my social media platform.
Speaker 2: Just go to Queen of Melrows like all platforms. It's
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Speaker 2: TikTok yes, uh, Twitter, twitterwas yeah known as x Yeah,
Speaker 2: so basically that's Queena Melrose is all platforms.
Speaker 1: Yes, thanks for doing.
Speaker 2: Thank you really, thank you so much for like having me.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I feel like I got a sister
Speaker 2: for life. Yes, thank you so much.
Speaker 1: What's up behind you?
Speaker 2: Hopefully it's not the correct dealer.
Speaker 1: Thank you so much to Cosmo Queena Melrose my new
Speaker 1: best friend. I am absolutely obsessed. I hope that the
Speaker 1: two of us meet again because that was our first
Speaker 1: time beating and it was fun. I think we hit
Speaker 1: it off. I had a great time. I hope we
Speaker 1: got ghost hunting or something together. We'll see anyway. Thank
Speaker 1: you all so much for listening. Please check out my
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Speaker 1: But if I didn't ask you to haunt me, don't
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Speaker 1: My senior producer is the startling Jiha Lee. Associate producer
Speaker 1: is the alarming Christina Chamberlain. This episode was mixed and
Speaker 1: sound designed by the y Edson Choi. My guest booker
Speaker 1: is the petrifying Patrick Kuttner. Additional production support from the
Speaker 1: hair raising Hannah Kyle Krichten. My theme music is by
Speaker 1: the spine chilling Brendan Lynch Salomon. Artwork by the Spooky
Speaker 1: Vanessa Lilac, Photography by the terrifying Elizabeth Karen. Executive produced
Speaker 1: by the Chilling Karen Kilgareth, the Spooky Georgia Hard Start,
Speaker 1: and the Frightening Danielle Kramer