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Speaker 1: What's that at the bed. It's spooky, Hey, Joky, I'm

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Speaker 1: I said, I los nandaz Pllease hey boo, it's me

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Speaker 1: Ros and welcome to Ghosted by Roz Hernandez, the podcast

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Speaker 1: where I talk to people that I like about the paranormal.

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Speaker 1: Did you know my new show, Roz Hernandez The Haunted

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Speaker 1: Doll on YouTube premiere's September seventeenth, twenty twenty four. The

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Speaker 1: first episode which is me at the Jerome Grand Hotel

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Speaker 1: in Jerome, Arizona, which you to be a hospital and

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Speaker 1: now it's a hotel. What could go wrong? I have

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Speaker 1: it up on YouTube now and you can just find it.

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Speaker 1: Rosernandez the Haunted Doll is the name of the channel.

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Speaker 1: Make sure you subscribe to it or you can find

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Speaker 1: good time and I hope you enjoy it and tell

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Speaker 2: Oo.

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Speaker 1: Okay, so this conversation today, I am obsessed with this guest,

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Speaker 1: and a lot of you are as well. Cosmo, Queen

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Speaker 1: of Melrose. You may have seen her in some viral videos.

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Speaker 1: I mean there's been so many that have popped up

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Speaker 1: the past few months. If you haven't seen them, get

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Speaker 1: into them. She's got an incredible life story and she's

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Speaker 1: the queen of Melrose. Melrose, if you don't know, it's

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Speaker 1: like the hip street here in Los Angeles, lots of

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Speaker 1: clothing stores. She owns a couple of them, and she's

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Speaker 1: get to that in just a moment. Let me read

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Speaker 1: you a story from a listener first. This one comes

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Speaker 1: from Emma, who writes, Dear Roz, my best friend Anne

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Speaker 1: bought a haunted doll off in Etsy shop, and I

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Speaker 1: think she's actually haunted. I am a skeptic about haunted

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Speaker 1: dolls for sale, Like I am sure that haunted dolls exist,

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Speaker 1: but someone selling them definitely seems like a scam. So

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Speaker 1: when Anne sent me a link and some screenshots to

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Speaker 1: our group chat saying I think I might buy a

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Speaker 1: haunted doll, I had my doubts. The doll was named

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Speaker 1: Dottie and she was a small porcelain doll about nine

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Speaker 1: of this is Dottie. She died in a car accident

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Speaker 1: in her mid twenties, Oh my god, and possessed this doll.

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Speaker 1: She is from London and was in an all girl

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Speaker 1: rock band in the nineteen sixties. She likes music. Okay,

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Speaker 1: that's amazing, So she was ninety dollars and we were

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Speaker 1: all skeptical, but Anne felt really drawn to this doll

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Speaker 1: and purchased her. When Dottie arrived, Anne got out some

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Speaker 1: Dotty didn't answer every question that Anne asked, but the

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Speaker 1: words she did say through Necraphonic and the questions she

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Speaker 1: liked using dowsing rods and was quite opinionated about music.

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Speaker 1: Dowsing rods. If you're unfamiliar with them, watch my YouTube.

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Speaker 1: I actually use them in the first episode. Okay, let's

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Speaker 1: get back to Dottie and the fact that she's opinionated

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Speaker 1: about music. If Anne is listening to a band or

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Speaker 1: This happened with CDs, YouTube and Spotify, but only when

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Speaker 1: But it's just like psychic sometimes where I'm like, yes,

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Speaker 1: for myself. I will run my mouth about them, and

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Speaker 1: to me. Hey. Also another thing, you can come see

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Speaker 1: We're doing a stand up show together Largo. I'll be

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Speaker 1: in San Francisco doing Ghosted Live on stage the twenty

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Speaker 1: the thirtieth doing Ghosted Live. Then I'm doing stand up

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Speaker 1: in Raleigh, North Carolina. I'm doing Portland a Ghosted Live

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Speaker 1: in December, and also Seattle, I'm doing Ghosted Live and

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Speaker 1: stand up. Everything's in my linktreelinktree dot com, slash Roz Hernandez. Okay,

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Speaker 1: let's talk to you, Cosmo, Queen of Melrose, on with

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Speaker 1: the show I have joined today. Bye a queen, We've

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Speaker 1: got royalty in the house. It is Cosmo, the Queen

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Speaker 2: Yes, oh my god, thank you for calling me to

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Speaker 1: I'm obsessed with you.

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Speaker 2: Oh, thank you, Mama, thank you. So what I do podcasts.

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Speaker 2: Everybody's like, jun't bang the desk please, so much noise.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, well I love the jewelry.

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Speaker 1: You might as well be banging away with that. I mean,

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Speaker 1: you got a full bird's head on your finger, a

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Speaker 2: This is jewelry we sell. This is Cosmo Donato. It's

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Speaker 2: more opulent stuff. So this is all beautiful jewelry. We

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Speaker 2: It just like.

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Speaker 1: Looks good and it's good for self defense. Put your

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Speaker 2: With that right right as we're ripping those earrings off. Queen. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I love it. I love that you have a little

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Speaker 1: Howes this fame been going for you?

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Speaker 2: Girl? It's just like continuing. It's like every day wake

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Speaker 2: they want to buy my merch. Yeah, but not only that,

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Speaker 2: how I got sober. You know, how I was actually

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Speaker 2: possessed by literally like the devil himself, you know, a

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Speaker 1: It's dark vibes down there. You know my friend R. H. Davis,

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Speaker 2: Yeah, So that hotel, it's like and when I visited there, girl,

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Speaker 1: So but there's been a lot of people that have jumped,

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Speaker 1: I do that unintentionally when people come visit me. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: Like every time I drive through town, I'm like, I'm

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Speaker 2: This is the alley behind the dumpster. I had to

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Speaker 2: do a quickie. Sorry, sorry, yeah, I get it.

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Speaker 1: Well, I'm sober too. I'm I'll be ten years in January.

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Speaker 1: I'm very big on the sobriety, mental health, all of that.

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Speaker 1: And I also often equate our demons, you know when

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Speaker 2: Literally literally, I think that, you know, drug addiction is demonic,

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Speaker 2: like I found myself. I don't know what your drug

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Speaker 1: I was mainly alcohol, but yeah, which led to crack.

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Speaker 2: So when I came out here, I was supposed to

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Speaker 2: But I also found downtown MacArthur's Park. So that was

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Speaker 2: So basically after that it was the movie The Exorcist

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Speaker 2: And then I returned Jehovah's witness, So there was more

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00:25:44,520 --> 00:25:47,920
Speaker 2: like devil involved. And I'm like here, I am that

430
00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:52,560
Speaker 2: Bible study, like scared shit because now I know there's

431
00:25:52,640 --> 00:25:55,480
Speaker 2: a devil and he's really bad and he could possess you.

432
00:25:56,119 --> 00:25:59,119
Speaker 2: But don't worry, causmo, because the angels will protect you,

433
00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:02,119
Speaker 2: like fuck it on, you know, like you know what

434
00:26:02,280 --> 00:26:06,560
Speaker 2: do I believe? You know where you at with that? Now? Oh?

435
00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:10,119
Speaker 2: Right now? Yeah, I still feel that there is a

436
00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:13,360
Speaker 2: demonic like I feel, you know, when you go downtown

437
00:26:13,560 --> 00:26:17,440
Speaker 2: LA and like it's after seven o'clock and the and

438
00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:21,600
Speaker 2: the lights go down and like all these zombies come out.

439
00:26:22,520 --> 00:26:28,280
Speaker 2: I think they're all possessed. I think is all demonic. Yeah,

440
00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:34,000
Speaker 2: and I think Los Angeles especially has an underbelly that's demonized,

441
00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:39,119
Speaker 2: you know, and basically is possessing all these people with

442
00:26:39,280 --> 00:26:41,920
Speaker 2: drug addiction and fent and al. And it's all the

443
00:26:42,040 --> 00:26:46,000
Speaker 2: demonic force that's very powerful. Yeah. That's why every day

444
00:26:46,520 --> 00:26:49,879
Speaker 2: I like pray and meditate, you know, and leave like

445
00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:54,640
Speaker 2: my conscious contact with God. I always feel protected. Yeah,

446
00:26:54,960 --> 00:26:57,240
Speaker 2: you know. And when I was down there hanging out

447
00:26:57,320 --> 00:26:59,600
Speaker 2: with those people, because I was down there because I

448
00:26:59,760 --> 00:27:02,479
Speaker 2: was one of them. You know, I'm an alcoholic addict

449
00:27:03,280 --> 00:27:05,280
Speaker 2: and I'll always have that in me. But when I

450
00:27:05,359 --> 00:27:08,159
Speaker 2: was hanging out with those people, like it was like

451
00:27:08,240 --> 00:27:10,600
Speaker 2: I always got a sign, Like if I was in

452
00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:13,879
Speaker 2: a hotel room with like gang members and they're throwing

453
00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:17,120
Speaker 2: mattresses against the windows and they pull a gun out

454
00:27:17,200 --> 00:27:20,160
Speaker 2: on the bed, and here I'm getting high with them

455
00:27:20,840 --> 00:27:23,600
Speaker 2: and I'm thinking, ooh, girl, you're gonna suck thatadzick. You're

456
00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:27,080
Speaker 2: gonna have a fabulous time at this hotel. But no,

457
00:27:27,200 --> 00:27:29,239
Speaker 2: they get paranoid and they want to kill me. They

458
00:27:29,280 --> 00:27:31,800
Speaker 2: want to kill you, Yeah, because of all their karma

459
00:27:32,480 --> 00:27:37,399
Speaker 2: generations do you know what I mean? Generational karma of

460
00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:41,119
Speaker 2: what they did. So basically I'm in They're like, okay,

461
00:27:41,359 --> 00:27:43,680
Speaker 2: Queena melros Is here girl, I got my bag, I

462
00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:47,000
Speaker 2: got my wig, my extensions. We're gonna have a good time.

463
00:27:47,960 --> 00:27:51,840
Speaker 2: But no, it was always like really dark. I saw

464
00:27:51,920 --> 00:27:54,680
Speaker 2: the darkness, but there was something that always tapped me

465
00:27:54,760 --> 00:28:01,399
Speaker 2: on the shoulder and said, run, girl, run get your

466
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:05,920
Speaker 2: fucking bag. So I've jumped out a few windows, you know,

467
00:28:06,280 --> 00:28:09,200
Speaker 2: because I've just seen like I would hang out with

468
00:28:09,280 --> 00:28:12,080
Speaker 2: girls down there really dark, you know, and I don't know,

469
00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:14,359
Speaker 2: need to get this serious about it, but that's a

470
00:28:14,480 --> 00:28:17,880
Speaker 2: serious thing. And I would hang out with girls down

471
00:28:17,920 --> 00:28:19,719
Speaker 2: there who got off the gray arm bus and who

472
00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:22,520
Speaker 2: wanted to be actresses and they want to come to

473
00:28:22,720 --> 00:28:26,240
Speaker 2: La to B models from like Ohio, and they found

474
00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:30,359
Speaker 2: crack instead. And basically I would hang out with those

475
00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:32,480
Speaker 2: girls and then go back the next day because I

476
00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:34,320
Speaker 2: would be in a hotel room too with them, and

477
00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:36,520
Speaker 2: I'd be doing their makeup and their hair, and they

478
00:28:36,680 --> 00:28:39,080
Speaker 2: love They call me Hollywood. So when I came down,

479
00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:41,000
Speaker 2: they're like, oh, Holly, can we hang out with you?

480
00:28:41,200 --> 00:28:43,160
Speaker 2: And I'm like, yes, girl comes to my room, girl

481
00:28:43,720 --> 00:28:47,240
Speaker 2: and we're smoking and having thorn. But the next day

482
00:28:47,280 --> 00:28:49,640
Speaker 2: I found out. I'm like, where's this girl? I was

483
00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:53,000
Speaker 2: just hanging out with her yesterday? And they're like her

484
00:28:53,120 --> 00:28:56,800
Speaker 2: pimp slit our throat. We found her by a garbage can.

485
00:28:57,480 --> 00:29:02,040
Speaker 2: So it's real shit down there, really dark dark shit.

486
00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:06,320
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you have whether it's a guardian

487
00:29:06,560 --> 00:29:12,200
Speaker 1: angel or intuition? Like is there something? How do you

488
00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:12,680
Speaker 1: view that?

489
00:29:13,160 --> 00:29:15,520
Speaker 2: Well? Here, I am unscathed because.

490
00:29:15,240 --> 00:29:18,200
Speaker 1: That's what I feel. If you live that life and

491
00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:21,000
Speaker 1: you make it through, Like, how do you rationalize that

492
00:29:21,440 --> 00:29:23,200
Speaker 1: a gift, a gift.

493
00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:26,280
Speaker 2: Like I know, I'm an impath, Like I know, I

494
00:29:26,440 --> 00:29:31,840
Speaker 2: feel things, you know, I feel energies. I don't see

495
00:29:31,920 --> 00:29:34,720
Speaker 2: them like your friends saw the darkness and stuff like that,

496
00:29:35,320 --> 00:29:40,880
Speaker 2: but I feel things and they tell me Cosmo leave

497
00:29:41,880 --> 00:29:44,720
Speaker 2: or Cosmo protect yourself, you know what I mean. And

498
00:29:44,840 --> 00:29:48,360
Speaker 2: I feel that God always had me, you know, because

499
00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:52,320
Speaker 2: I'm still here today. I'm scathed and those girls are dead,

500
00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:54,200
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, a lot of people don't

501
00:29:54,240 --> 00:29:57,720
Speaker 2: make it, you know, even as alcoholic, Like I'm sure

502
00:29:57,760 --> 00:30:00,280
Speaker 2: you hung out with people that are not here anymore. Yeah,

503
00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:04,720
Speaker 2: like drunk driving, all that shit that happens in addiction.

504
00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:10,040
Speaker 2: So basically, yeah, I always felt like the angels, you know,

505
00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:14,400
Speaker 2: saved me. I would feel like I would feel protected

506
00:30:14,960 --> 00:30:17,040
Speaker 2: even though it was a really dark time, you know.

507
00:30:17,560 --> 00:30:20,280
Speaker 2: And now it's like I'm reunited with those angels and

508
00:30:20,440 --> 00:30:24,400
Speaker 2: that God, and you know, it's like it's just an amazing, amazing,

509
00:30:24,440 --> 00:30:25,240
Speaker 2: amazing thing.

510
00:30:25,400 --> 00:30:26,840
Speaker 1: When your life is bigger than ever.

511
00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:30,320
Speaker 2: Now, yeah, I escaped the gates of hell. Yeah, you know,

512
00:30:30,480 --> 00:30:34,320
Speaker 2: and whatever was like lemons, now we're making lemonade.

513
00:30:34,800 --> 00:30:39,240
Speaker 1: Okay, yes, queen, yes, So do you think that you're

514
00:30:39,320 --> 00:30:42,000
Speaker 1: like a little psychic. Is that what you're saying? Have

515
00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:44,080
Speaker 1: you ever been to a psychic? No?

516
00:30:44,840 --> 00:30:45,160
Speaker 2: Really?

517
00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:46,280
Speaker 1: Why not?

518
00:30:47,440 --> 00:30:51,960
Speaker 2: I still feel like going to a psychic. It's kind

519
00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:54,720
Speaker 2: of like, you know, and don't judge me here girl,

520
00:30:55,440 --> 00:30:57,240
Speaker 2: But this might be sound like a big judgment, but

521
00:30:57,400 --> 00:31:00,480
Speaker 2: it's like going to a demonic. Yeah, I feel like

522
00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:03,719
Speaker 2: you don't just go to the source, girl, And there's one.

523
00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:04,240
Speaker 2: There's one.

524
00:31:04,360 --> 00:31:04,920
Speaker 1: So what are you saying?

525
00:31:05,200 --> 00:31:06,240
Speaker 2: That's the all powerful God?

526
00:31:06,640 --> 00:31:11,200
Speaker 1: Okay? But so are you? Are you Christian? Like would

527
00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:12,560
Speaker 1: you call yourself a Christian?

528
00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:17,400
Speaker 2: No? Not at all. So I grew up Catholic, then

529
00:31:17,520 --> 00:31:22,720
Speaker 2: turned to Jehovah's Witness, So I'm not really religious anymore

530
00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:25,560
Speaker 2: because all those things were like brem and burn. You know,

531
00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:29,840
Speaker 2: it was all just like guilt and shame. Yeah, you know,

532
00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:32,800
Speaker 2: like you can't be gay, and you can't be this,

533
00:31:33,080 --> 00:31:35,880
Speaker 2: and you can't touch yourself and you can't masturbate. Nothing fun,

534
00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:40,160
Speaker 2: nothing fun. So I remember being at the table and

535
00:31:40,280 --> 00:31:42,720
Speaker 2: it was all like these people came over. My grandmother

536
00:31:42,840 --> 00:31:45,600
Speaker 2: was this avel Catholic? And then she switched to Jehovah's Witness.

537
00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:48,400
Speaker 2: I don't know how the fuck these people came through

538
00:31:48,480 --> 00:31:49,840
Speaker 2: the her door, you know how they go to her

539
00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:53,960
Speaker 2: to door and they never left, so that her and

540
00:31:54,200 --> 00:31:57,280
Speaker 2: my uncle became Jehovah's witness, so she was the matriarch.

541
00:31:57,840 --> 00:32:00,200
Speaker 2: So we had to kind of try to change, but

542
00:32:00,440 --> 00:32:03,440
Speaker 2: it never really happens. Yeah, and they said you can't

543
00:32:03,480 --> 00:32:06,720
Speaker 2: be gay, men don't marry men, and like all that shit.

544
00:32:06,880 --> 00:32:09,120
Speaker 2: And here I am, like eight years old, and I'm like, wait,

545
00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:15,040
Speaker 2: hold up, queen ye hold up. The Bible also says

546
00:32:15,160 --> 00:32:19,080
Speaker 2: the truth, She'll set you free. Yeah, I am gay,

547
00:32:19,520 --> 00:32:22,360
Speaker 2: and that's the truth. I was born this way, which

548
00:32:22,400 --> 00:32:24,600
Speaker 2: I was, you know what I mean, Like I was

549
00:32:24,680 --> 00:32:27,000
Speaker 2: looking at boys at three years old. I was going

550
00:32:27,080 --> 00:32:29,960
Speaker 2: to marry Davy Jones from the Monkeys, Like, you know,

551
00:32:30,040 --> 00:32:31,720
Speaker 2: I told Mommy, I want to marry him, you know

552
00:32:31,800 --> 00:32:34,040
Speaker 2: what I mean. I didn't know what gay was. I

553
00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:36,600
Speaker 2: didn't know where anything was. I know, I was just

554
00:32:36,720 --> 00:32:40,719
Speaker 2: thought I was a little girl, yeah, and wearing towels

555
00:32:40,760 --> 00:32:43,560
Speaker 2: on my head and high heels walking around the house.

556
00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:46,440
Speaker 2: You know. So it really wasn't a choice, and it's

557
00:32:46,560 --> 00:32:50,080
Speaker 2: not a choice, like I was born that way. Like

558
00:32:50,240 --> 00:32:52,160
Speaker 2: Lady Gaga hit in the head bait.

559
00:32:52,200 --> 00:32:53,880
Speaker 1: Lady Gaga before Lady Gaga.

560
00:32:54,320 --> 00:32:59,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, way before a girl. Yeah. So right now,

561
00:32:59,360 --> 00:33:02,320
Speaker 2: I'm just good. I like that, Like I have a

562
00:33:02,400 --> 00:33:06,920
Speaker 2: spiritual I have a really strong connection, like really an unbreaka.

563
00:33:07,120 --> 00:33:11,360
Speaker 2: I practice that every day with prayer, meditation and doing

564
00:33:11,440 --> 00:33:15,160
Speaker 2: my steps, you know. And I have a great sponsor

565
00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:18,400
Speaker 2: who I would love to bring on the show. Girl.

566
00:33:19,400 --> 00:33:21,320
Speaker 2: She literally does exorcisms.

567
00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:23,480
Speaker 1: What do you mean, girl?

568
00:33:23,960 --> 00:33:24,600
Speaker 2: Could we talk?

569
00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:30,680
Speaker 1: Please? That's why I called you here talk. I could

570
00:33:30,760 --> 00:33:33,080
Speaker 1: just say, by the way, do you are you going

571
00:33:33,160 --> 00:33:35,960
Speaker 1: to do a podcast or something, because I so many

572
00:33:36,080 --> 00:33:38,080
Speaker 1: of us just want to listen to everything you have

573
00:33:38,200 --> 00:33:38,520
Speaker 1: to say.

574
00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:42,120
Speaker 2: I literally just started the podcast. Yeah, I'm playing with it.

575
00:33:42,360 --> 00:33:45,360
Speaker 2: The idea good and I just did my third one

576
00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:48,040
Speaker 2: and my fans are like obsessed.

577
00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:48,440
Speaker 1: Good.

578
00:33:48,920 --> 00:33:51,400
Speaker 2: So I just have my sponsor on my podcast. So

579
00:33:51,520 --> 00:33:53,560
Speaker 2: funny that you called me to talk about this, you know,

580
00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:57,480
Speaker 2: paranormal activity and all this stuff, which I love. Though

581
00:33:57,600 --> 00:34:00,080
Speaker 2: I love scaring myself to death, I really.

582
00:34:00,120 --> 00:34:01,400
Speaker 1: Do me too.

583
00:34:01,680 --> 00:34:03,800
Speaker 2: I love it. I keep it fun and I keep

584
00:34:03,840 --> 00:34:07,320
Speaker 2: it light. Yeah, but we all know the seriousness of

585
00:34:07,960 --> 00:34:11,880
Speaker 2: demonic possession and drug addiction and all that stuff.

586
00:34:12,120 --> 00:34:14,560
Speaker 1: But so your sponsor is an exercise.

587
00:34:14,840 --> 00:34:19,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, meaning what so she grew up very religious. Okay,

588
00:34:19,719 --> 00:34:22,680
Speaker 2: she also speaks in tongues like she oh wow, she

589
00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:24,040
Speaker 2: do you know people like that?

590
00:34:24,239 --> 00:34:26,120
Speaker 1: That is just I don't not personally, but I know

591
00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:27,520
Speaker 1: you got to meet her.

592
00:34:27,880 --> 00:34:28,960
Speaker 2: She's fucking amazing.

593
00:34:29,239 --> 00:34:29,520
Speaker 1: Okay.

594
00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:32,160
Speaker 2: So not only do we get she helped get me sober,

595
00:34:32,360 --> 00:34:34,400
Speaker 2: and she taught me how to meditate. You know, she

596
00:34:34,600 --> 00:34:38,920
Speaker 2: teaches meditation. She's also a life coach on spirituality. How

597
00:34:38,960 --> 00:34:42,760
Speaker 2: if you could connect, you know. And actually, because before

598
00:34:42,800 --> 00:34:46,200
Speaker 2: she taught me meditation, girl like, I couldn't sit five minutes,

599
00:34:46,480 --> 00:34:48,759
Speaker 2: as you see, I'm going to doing one hundred and ten.

600
00:34:49,560 --> 00:34:52,239
Speaker 2: So she would teach me how to meditate, and she

601
00:34:52,320 --> 00:34:55,120
Speaker 2: gave me a mantra which really works, you know. And

602
00:34:55,200 --> 00:34:56,920
Speaker 2: she says, you have to do this in the morning,

603
00:34:57,120 --> 00:35:01,000
Speaker 2: I suggest, and then at five o'clock the craziness comes

604
00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:05,880
Speaker 2: back from your day that you have three stores, two huskies,

605
00:35:06,239 --> 00:35:09,759
Speaker 2: a little dog, a boyfriend, and a husband, you know

606
00:35:09,760 --> 00:35:12,520
Speaker 2: what I mean. So girls, a lots of juggle queen,

607
00:35:12,640 --> 00:35:14,520
Speaker 2: you know, I mean, I know you know what I'm

608
00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:17,759
Speaker 2: talking about. Huh. So she says, by five o'clock you

609
00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:21,120
Speaker 2: have to meditate again. She goes it's essential for us,

610
00:35:21,440 --> 00:35:23,879
Speaker 2: you know. So I've done that, like my first few

611
00:35:23,920 --> 00:35:26,600
Speaker 2: years of sobriety. Now I slack off a little bit.

612
00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:29,719
Speaker 2: I got this girl, but I know how to reconnect

613
00:35:29,800 --> 00:35:33,640
Speaker 2: thanks to her. But she's also this extra level of

614
00:35:33,719 --> 00:35:38,359
Speaker 2: a human being where she does see like your friend

615
00:35:39,160 --> 00:35:44,680
Speaker 2: the demonic being, but she actually visuals. She sees it. Well,

616
00:35:44,760 --> 00:35:47,080
Speaker 2: I'll feel it and jump out the window and be

617
00:35:47,160 --> 00:35:50,520
Speaker 2: like it's time to go, girl, you know, but she

618
00:35:50,760 --> 00:35:54,600
Speaker 2: actually sees the spirit. So anyway, I had long story short.

619
00:35:55,600 --> 00:35:58,320
Speaker 2: Every time I stay long story short, Queen, it's just

620
00:35:58,440 --> 00:36:02,040
Speaker 2: fucking so long. Your podcast I should be. No, the

621
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:04,440
Speaker 2: name of my podcast is Nobody's Listening.

622
00:36:05,080 --> 00:36:06,520
Speaker 1: I find that hard to believe.

623
00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:11,040
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, and everybody's like, we're listening, queen. Yeah. It's

624
00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:14,759
Speaker 2: a Demi Lovado song. Yeah, when she came back from

625
00:36:14,800 --> 00:36:17,239
Speaker 2: her relapse and then she was on the Grammys and

626
00:36:17,360 --> 00:36:20,560
Speaker 2: she sang that song and everybody just fell off the

627
00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:26,520
Speaker 2: chair crying. Yeah, so that's my favorite song. Yeah. So

628
00:36:26,840 --> 00:36:30,160
Speaker 2: I call it Nobody's Listening because I find that nobody

629
00:36:30,320 --> 00:36:33,240
Speaker 2: is listening, Queen. You know what I mean, Like get sober,

630
00:36:33,680 --> 00:36:37,880
Speaker 2: learn the steps, like get yourself together, Queen, just listen.

631
00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:47,520
Speaker 2: But anyhow, so my sponsor so cocaine addiction. You go

632
00:36:47,600 --> 00:36:51,560
Speaker 2: to a rehab three days, it's out of your system.

633
00:36:52,360 --> 00:36:56,759
Speaker 2: You eat a few twinkies and your detox. But my

634
00:36:56,920 --> 00:36:58,560
Speaker 2: friend is on crystal math.

635
00:36:58,920 --> 00:36:59,680
Speaker 1: That's a hard one.

636
00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:02,200
Speaker 2: That's a hard one. That's why you see these people

637
00:37:02,239 --> 00:37:06,160
Speaker 2: walking around like zombies. Girl. It's literally like everything under

638
00:37:06,200 --> 00:37:08,880
Speaker 2: your sink at your house, like dreno and this and

639
00:37:09,040 --> 00:37:12,160
Speaker 2: that and all. It's a whole concoction and it stays

640
00:37:12,239 --> 00:37:15,360
Speaker 2: in their body for a long time. They don't just detox,

641
00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:18,360
Speaker 2: you know. That's why it's so hard to get sober

642
00:37:18,520 --> 00:37:22,360
Speaker 2: from So my best friend's on that, okay, and like

643
00:37:22,800 --> 00:37:26,160
Speaker 2: you know, he's interested like getting sober because he saw

644
00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:29,960
Speaker 2: me get sober. And then so I brought him to

645
00:37:30,040 --> 00:37:34,120
Speaker 2: my sponsor and I was like, girl, this one needs

646
00:37:34,160 --> 00:37:38,759
Speaker 2: an exocism period, period, queen. So he stood in my

647
00:37:38,840 --> 00:37:40,680
Speaker 2: house for a few weeks. That's why I knew he

648
00:37:40,719 --> 00:37:43,080
Speaker 2: had the willingness to get sober because he was staying

649
00:37:43,120 --> 00:37:46,480
Speaker 2: in my house. But he couldn't stop styling wigs, you know,

650
00:37:47,520 --> 00:37:50,560
Speaker 2: like you know, like, Hi, I'm cosmom, an alcoholic And

651
00:37:50,719 --> 00:37:53,759
Speaker 2: it's like the next one is like him. I'm so

652
00:37:53,960 --> 00:37:58,600
Speaker 2: and so I can't stop decorating, you know, like.

653
00:37:58,680 --> 00:38:02,279
Speaker 1: We all have our thing, right, yeah, clean the house, clean,

654
00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:04,800
Speaker 1: fix everything. Yeah, I know, I get it.

655
00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:15,440
Speaker 2: They see wires girl, Oh look out, you are hilarious, queen.

656
00:38:15,719 --> 00:38:19,400
Speaker 2: I love it. So anyway, I almost peed right now, but.

657
00:38:20,840 --> 00:38:23,840
Speaker 1: That would be amazing. I need my first pee on

658
00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:24,680
Speaker 1: the show.

659
00:38:24,880 --> 00:38:32,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, but I farted instead. Oh girl, that a shame of.

660
00:38:32,239 --> 00:38:35,000
Speaker 1: Pain, right, Noh, that's great. I want you to feel

661
00:38:35,080 --> 00:38:39,520
Speaker 1: comfortable here. Okay, good, you got that demon out?

662
00:38:39,760 --> 00:38:46,560
Speaker 2: Yeah I got it, yes, girl, So hopefully she's not

663
00:38:46,760 --> 00:38:51,000
Speaker 2: stinking now. I did chat and a drum. But anyway,

664
00:38:51,480 --> 00:38:54,480
Speaker 2: she came over and she met this person, my friend,

665
00:38:54,760 --> 00:38:59,279
Speaker 2: and she saw the entity. All of a sudden, she

666
00:38:59,400 --> 00:39:06,160
Speaker 2: starts praying over him, right and basically, uh, now she's

667
00:39:06,239 --> 00:39:08,759
Speaker 2: in a state of meditation. And then I see her

668
00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:13,560
Speaker 2: just fighting this demon and I'm like, wait a minute,

669
00:39:14,160 --> 00:39:17,440
Speaker 2: because I got to see a demon to believe it, seriously,

670
00:39:17,800 --> 00:39:19,680
Speaker 2: Like you know what I mean, I really don't believe

671
00:39:19,760 --> 00:39:22,520
Speaker 2: like this paranormal alien stuff, Like I really got to

672
00:39:22,560 --> 00:39:25,879
Speaker 2: see alien, you know. And she's just punching at she's

673
00:39:26,040 --> 00:39:30,680
Speaker 2: punching at this fucking thing. And she's literally like and

674
00:39:30,760 --> 00:39:32,200
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh my god, Like I said she was

675
00:39:32,239 --> 00:39:34,759
Speaker 2: going to get a heart attack. She's fist fighting this

676
00:39:34,920 --> 00:39:39,200
Speaker 2: demon and she's like and she's speaking in tongues. So

677
00:39:39,360 --> 00:39:42,880
Speaker 2: now I see her like possessed herself, trying to get

678
00:39:42,960 --> 00:39:45,879
Speaker 2: rid of fighting this demon. And I literally see him

679
00:39:45,960 --> 00:39:50,359
Speaker 2: on this chair and I should have filmed this fucking shit.

680
00:39:51,040 --> 00:39:53,960
Speaker 2: I see him turn black like the demons trying to

681
00:39:54,040 --> 00:39:56,560
Speaker 2: take over, and I just got chills. I'm like, this

682
00:39:56,719 --> 00:39:59,520
Speaker 2: is some real shit right here. And I see him

683
00:39:59,600 --> 00:40:03,160
Speaker 2: turn black like the demon's trying to like really take

684
00:40:03,239 --> 00:40:07,560
Speaker 2: over and fight her. Anyway, long story short, she's having

685
00:40:07,640 --> 00:40:12,080
Speaker 2: this fucking fistfight. She's she's speaking in tongues. My friends

686
00:40:12,120 --> 00:40:14,840
Speaker 2: over there, turning black in the fucking chair in my

687
00:40:14,920 --> 00:40:18,040
Speaker 2: living room. I'm like this, oh my god, Like what

688
00:40:18,120 --> 00:40:21,480
Speaker 2: do I do? Like she's out of control. He's like

689
00:40:21,640 --> 00:40:24,880
Speaker 2: in another state of minds. And then all of a sudden,

690
00:40:25,520 --> 00:40:28,200
Speaker 2: I just see him come back to normal, you know,

691
00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:33,759
Speaker 2: And she's sweating. She's exhausted. Exorcisms are exhausting, queen, from

692
00:40:33,760 --> 00:40:37,600
Speaker 2: what I hear you, Oh my god. So anyway, she

693
00:40:38,120 --> 00:40:41,360
Speaker 2: explained that he was had a demon in him, you know,

694
00:40:41,640 --> 00:40:44,480
Speaker 2: and what I saw was the demon like him turning black.

695
00:40:44,960 --> 00:40:47,440
Speaker 2: So anyway, long story short, he tried so hard to

696
00:40:47,520 --> 00:40:52,760
Speaker 2: get sober and sober and sober. He also had stage

697
00:40:52,800 --> 00:40:59,600
Speaker 2: four cancer. So today he's clean and sober. Oh wow,

698
00:40:59,840 --> 00:41:01,920
Speaker 2: and he has no cancer.

699
00:41:02,719 --> 00:41:03,520
Speaker 1: Oh my god?

700
00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:10,840
Speaker 2: Yeah? After she yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So I'm a believer.

701
00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:15,400
Speaker 1: I could I could imagine after witnessing that, I'm a believer.

702
00:41:16,320 --> 00:41:18,920
Speaker 2: So I actually had her on my podcast yesterday, you know,

703
00:41:19,440 --> 00:41:23,400
Speaker 2: and she's amazing. She's just like, you know, recovering like

704
00:41:23,600 --> 00:41:28,719
Speaker 2: I'm recovering. But she studied all these other things, you know,

705
00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:32,719
Speaker 2: college graduate, you know, masters and this and that and

706
00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:37,680
Speaker 2: this and that, and she also does fucking exorcism. But

707
00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:40,719
Speaker 2: I like her techniques that happens to work. Yeah, I like.

708
00:41:41,160 --> 00:41:45,319
Speaker 1: I like the idea of hold my earrings real quick,

709
00:41:45,360 --> 00:41:49,320
Speaker 1: I'm about to whoop this demon's ass and she just

710
00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:52,680
Speaker 1: starts punching. Was it fighting back? Did it get any

711
00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:53,920
Speaker 1: jabs in on her?

712
00:41:54,239 --> 00:41:56,440
Speaker 2: You know, I don't know. I just know that she

713
00:41:56,760 --> 00:41:59,600
Speaker 2: was literally fighting for for like his life.

714
00:42:00,160 --> 00:42:01,360
Speaker 1: That's crazy.

715
00:42:02,400 --> 00:42:06,920
Speaker 2: Any sober today, he's sobered today, and there's no cancer,

716
00:42:07,080 --> 00:42:12,279
Speaker 2: no cancer. Wow, I'm a believer. I'm a believer, so

717
00:42:12,480 --> 00:42:14,080
Speaker 2: I keep her really close to me.

718
00:42:14,800 --> 00:42:17,520
Speaker 1: Uh yeah, that's a good person to call if you ever.

719
00:42:17,520 --> 00:42:21,359
Speaker 2: Right, instead of hiring a bodyguard. I'm like, bitch, yes,

720
00:42:21,640 --> 00:42:24,880
Speaker 2: my sponsor, your sponsor, my sponsor.

721
00:42:25,840 --> 00:42:28,600
Speaker 1: Do you are your stores? Are any of your stores haunted?

722
00:42:28,680 --> 00:42:32,800
Speaker 1: I feel like every place in Hollywood is haunted, every building.

723
00:42:32,880 --> 00:42:34,959
Speaker 1: It's been around for so long.

724
00:42:36,400 --> 00:42:39,439
Speaker 2: She said, there's an entity in one of my stores. Really, yeah,

725
00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:43,000
Speaker 2: I have three. So anyway, I have one for like

726
00:42:43,080 --> 00:42:46,680
Speaker 2: a long time, like twenty years. And I remember, like

727
00:42:46,840 --> 00:42:51,919
Speaker 2: maybe eighteen years ago, I'm cleaning the store and she's

728
00:42:51,960 --> 00:42:54,279
Speaker 2: got her disc of music on girl. She's doing the

729
00:42:54,360 --> 00:43:00,360
Speaker 2: Mannequin's Girl. Yeah, and then I found a chicken foot

730
00:43:00,760 --> 00:43:04,840
Speaker 2: with blood on it in a bag and I'm like,

731
00:43:05,000 --> 00:43:10,760
Speaker 2: from like, what is this? So anyway, I call my ghostbusters,

732
00:43:10,840 --> 00:43:13,319
Speaker 2: I call her, I call everybody that I know that's

733
00:43:13,360 --> 00:43:17,440
Speaker 2: fucking okay, YouTube, butuania I'm calling you. I'm calling you all.

734
00:43:17,840 --> 00:43:21,000
Speaker 2: I'm summoning you to the store right now.

735
00:43:21,120 --> 00:43:21,680
Speaker 1: Get the team.

736
00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:24,880
Speaker 2: What the fuck is this? Is somebody trying to kill me?

737
00:43:25,080 --> 00:43:28,200
Speaker 2: Is my business gonna go down? I'm really sensitive with

738
00:43:28,360 --> 00:43:29,960
Speaker 2: this shit, you know what I mean? Because as you

739
00:43:30,040 --> 00:43:33,520
Speaker 2: can tell, like I have all this crazy experience right anyway,

740
00:43:34,120 --> 00:43:37,920
Speaker 2: So she said, yeah, there's a dark entity. Somebody put

741
00:43:38,000 --> 00:43:42,759
Speaker 2: this chicken foot in your store, so we have to

742
00:43:42,760 --> 00:43:45,080
Speaker 2: get rid of the chicken foot. But I'm blessed.

743
00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:48,400
Speaker 1: Well, I think it's usually a way to protect if

744
00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:51,200
Speaker 1: I'm not if maybe I'm wrong, but I think the

745
00:43:51,320 --> 00:43:52,920
Speaker 1: chicken foot protects.

746
00:43:53,360 --> 00:43:55,880
Speaker 2: Oh really, I think should I go find it in

747
00:43:55,960 --> 00:43:57,040
Speaker 2: the garbage.

748
00:43:57,239 --> 00:44:00,120
Speaker 1: That's what That's what I'm saying. Go to KFC and

749
00:44:00,239 --> 00:44:05,359
Speaker 1: see if you can get another one, just prop it back. Yeah,

750
00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:07,120
Speaker 1: anyone know the difference?

751
00:44:07,440 --> 00:44:09,880
Speaker 2: Girl, Oh my god, don't tell me that.

752
00:44:10,480 --> 00:44:10,520
Speaker 1: No.

753
00:44:10,680 --> 00:44:12,319
Speaker 2: They said it was kind of a bad thing because

754
00:44:12,320 --> 00:44:13,320
Speaker 2: it had like blood on it.

755
00:44:13,520 --> 00:44:14,400
Speaker 1: I don't know about the blood.

756
00:44:14,680 --> 00:44:16,879
Speaker 2: Yeah, So they said get rid of it at once.

757
00:44:17,480 --> 00:44:19,359
Speaker 2: So I got rid of her. Girl. This is twenty

758
00:44:19,440 --> 00:44:23,200
Speaker 2: years later. The store's still brooming. You know, it was COVID.

759
00:44:23,360 --> 00:44:26,239
Speaker 2: It was bad for a while to keep the doors open. Yeah,

760
00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:29,680
Speaker 2: because everybody thought we were dying, you know, and basically

761
00:44:30,040 --> 00:44:33,560
Speaker 2: like I was, the landlord's wanted their rents and like

762
00:44:33,719 --> 00:44:36,319
Speaker 2: it was really a hard time. Girl. Even so, now

763
00:44:36,440 --> 00:44:38,920
Speaker 2: like the burning men, you know, burning men, Yeah, of course,

764
00:44:39,360 --> 00:44:42,759
Speaker 2: So that's my Christmas. Yeah, you know, like everybody comes

765
00:44:42,800 --> 00:44:44,600
Speaker 2: to the store from all over the world. They make

766
00:44:44,640 --> 00:44:49,279
Speaker 2: these fabulous things and it's like my Christmas the month

767
00:44:49,320 --> 00:44:53,000
Speaker 2: of August. But the last few years since COVID, the

768
00:44:53,120 --> 00:44:57,800
Speaker 2: Burning Man hasn't been showing up, so it's been a challenge,

769
00:44:58,360 --> 00:45:00,480
Speaker 2: you know, at the store because Mora's and have the

770
00:45:00,560 --> 00:45:04,040
Speaker 2: walk in traffic that it had like years ago. Yeah,

771
00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:06,200
Speaker 2: but that's why I got on camera.

772
00:45:06,640 --> 00:45:09,960
Speaker 1: Well now you're the most famous woman in the world.

773
00:45:11,440 --> 00:45:15,480
Speaker 2: Thank you, baby, thank you. So it's working. It's helping. Yeah,

774
00:45:15,719 --> 00:45:16,240
Speaker 2: it's helping.

775
00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:19,320
Speaker 1: And Melrose, that's a hip ass. I mean it's always

776
00:45:19,360 --> 00:45:21,840
Speaker 1: been hippy. But I go down there and I'm like,

777
00:45:22,080 --> 00:45:26,719
Speaker 1: there's nineteen year old billionaires with face tattoos on skateboards,

778
00:45:26,920 --> 00:45:29,600
Speaker 1: and I'm like, these people are too cool for me.

779
00:45:31,200 --> 00:45:34,920
Speaker 2: I feel no, No, you fit right in with that

780
00:45:35,040 --> 00:45:37,439
Speaker 2: little share girl. Don't care girl.

781
00:45:37,960 --> 00:45:40,000
Speaker 1: You guys, Oh my god, can I show you a

782
00:45:40,160 --> 00:45:43,400
Speaker 1: haunted doll? Yeah, okay, it's time for a segment I

783
00:45:43,600 --> 00:45:49,239
Speaker 1: like to call the dolls are living? Okay, So what

784
00:45:49,360 --> 00:45:52,360
Speaker 1: I do. I go to eBay dot com and I

785
00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:55,960
Speaker 1: type in haunted doll and here's the thing. There is

786
00:45:56,600 --> 00:46:00,800
Speaker 1: a whole industry of people that sell haunted dolls, they claim,

787
00:46:01,040 --> 00:46:05,160
Speaker 1: who knows either way, and I like to feature one

788
00:46:05,280 --> 00:46:09,560
Speaker 1: each week. I'll let you choose I have. You could

789
00:46:09,600 --> 00:46:12,760
Speaker 1: either choose a demon one named Sue.

790
00:46:13,640 --> 00:46:19,360
Speaker 2: Oh you're real serious, I'm excited.

791
00:46:20,480 --> 00:46:22,920
Speaker 1: I love I have a doll collection girl, any of

792
00:46:23,000 --> 00:46:23,560
Speaker 1: them haunted?

793
00:46:24,280 --> 00:46:30,719
Speaker 2: I do have like a Maleficent cute not so much,

794
00:46:30,800 --> 00:46:34,800
Speaker 2: but she's really fairst girl. And who else do I have? No?

795
00:46:35,040 --> 00:46:37,719
Speaker 1: I always we could add to the collection if you want. Yeah,

796
00:46:38,320 --> 00:46:41,239
Speaker 1: here's the other option. What the other option I have

797
00:46:41,360 --> 00:46:45,600
Speaker 1: for you is a sexual spirit that's inside.

798
00:46:45,320 --> 00:46:47,759
Speaker 2: Of a doll. Oh really, it's can we see what

799
00:46:47,840 --> 00:46:48,279
Speaker 2: that looks like?

800
00:46:48,480 --> 00:46:53,840
Speaker 1: Let's do the sexual one? Geeha, could you show us April? Please?

801
00:46:54,360 --> 00:46:55,160
Speaker 2: You got it? Ros?

802
00:46:55,719 --> 00:47:01,960
Speaker 1: Okay, So this is April. She is a bride that

803
00:47:02,280 --> 00:47:06,360
Speaker 1: is a ghost hunting device on her to sort of

804
00:47:07,280 --> 00:47:10,000
Speaker 1: show that there is indeed a spirit inside of her.

805
00:47:10,320 --> 00:47:15,239
Speaker 1: She's currently going for fifty dollars on eBay. What do

806
00:47:15,320 --> 00:47:17,600
Speaker 1: you think of her? Of her outfite, I.

807
00:47:17,640 --> 00:47:22,480
Speaker 2: Think she's a cheap hookah girl. Fifty dollars was years

808
00:47:22,560 --> 00:47:27,359
Speaker 2: ago on Santa Monica and Vine Girl. So I don't know, Queen.

809
00:47:27,440 --> 00:47:30,320
Speaker 2: I think she should do an OnlyFans. There we go,

810
00:47:30,640 --> 00:47:31,600
Speaker 2: put on a strap on?

811
00:47:32,320 --> 00:47:34,000
Speaker 1: Can you go back to that full body? I want

812
00:47:34,040 --> 00:47:34,400
Speaker 1: to see her.

813
00:47:34,400 --> 00:47:35,840
Speaker 2: Why don't we get more interesting?

814
00:47:36,640 --> 00:47:37,000
Speaker 1: How is this?

815
00:47:37,719 --> 00:47:39,200
Speaker 2: She looks too normal? Queen?

816
00:47:39,840 --> 00:47:43,200
Speaker 1: Well that's that's what will fool you though, ohday, But

817
00:47:43,760 --> 00:47:47,080
Speaker 1: inside of her all up in there, the spirit inside

818
00:47:47,200 --> 00:47:52,080
Speaker 1: underneath that frilly because she's got a bride dress on basically,

819
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:57,239
Speaker 1: and anyone listening go to ghosted by ras At on

820
00:47:57,400 --> 00:48:01,359
Speaker 1: Instagram and you'll see this dott there. Okay, so yeah,

821
00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:02,960
Speaker 1: she's got kind of like an eighties like. She does

822
00:48:03,040 --> 00:48:05,160
Speaker 1: have like that puffy sleeve.

823
00:48:06,360 --> 00:48:07,000
Speaker 2: Victorian.

824
00:48:07,520 --> 00:48:12,279
Speaker 1: Yeah, Victorian, I suppose. But she has bangs, which I'm

825
00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:16,080
Speaker 1: a big fan of bang. Okay, Well, here's the bio

826
00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:19,560
Speaker 1: she comes with. It says April was a sweet gal

827
00:48:20,120 --> 00:48:24,000
Speaker 1: with a guilty secret. She was cheating on her fiance.

828
00:48:24,920 --> 00:48:28,520
Speaker 1: The attention of men had always turned her on. Early

829
00:48:28,640 --> 00:48:32,600
Speaker 1: in her engagement, April realized she wanted an open relationship,

830
00:48:33,040 --> 00:48:36,000
Speaker 1: but she knew her fiance would never agree to a

831
00:48:36,200 --> 00:48:39,880
Speaker 1: swinger's lifestyle. By the time they got married, she had

832
00:48:39,920 --> 00:48:43,719
Speaker 1: slept with almost all of his friends, his best man

833
00:48:44,239 --> 00:48:48,879
Speaker 1: and four grooms men who were his closest friends, got

834
00:48:48,920 --> 00:48:52,480
Speaker 1: to have sex with her the most. April's fiance took

835
00:48:52,560 --> 00:48:54,759
Speaker 1: care of her in so many ways and fulfilled many

836
00:48:54,800 --> 00:48:57,640
Speaker 1: of her basic needs, but not one man on earth

837
00:48:57,680 --> 00:49:01,920
Speaker 1: could ever provide all the attention she was raciously craving

838
00:49:02,040 --> 00:49:07,839
Speaker 1: from the male species. Blah blah, blah blah blah. Basically, uh,

839
00:49:08,080 --> 00:49:10,960
Speaker 1: what's your deepest need that no woman has yet to

840
00:49:11,080 --> 00:49:14,640
Speaker 1: been able to fulfill? April will be able to satisfy you.

841
00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:19,480
Speaker 1: You will never have an opportunity to initiate sex because

842
00:49:19,520 --> 00:49:23,279
Speaker 1: she will be doing it. April is horny all the time,

843
00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:28,279
Speaker 1: and she's seventeen point five inches tall. So basically, they're saying,

844
00:49:28,320 --> 00:49:31,680
Speaker 1: if you buy this bride doll, the spirit inside of

845
00:49:31,760 --> 00:49:32,920
Speaker 1: her will have sex with.

846
00:49:33,000 --> 00:49:35,359
Speaker 2: You, will straddle you in the middle of the night.

847
00:49:35,680 --> 00:49:38,000
Speaker 1: Do you believe that a spirit can have sex with

848
00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:43,160
Speaker 1: a person, Yeah, well I do figure dollars. Might feel to.

849
00:49:43,160 --> 00:49:46,080
Speaker 2: Find that she looks like a Mormon and me and

850
00:49:46,239 --> 00:49:50,120
Speaker 2: her have a lot in common. Yeah, I feel like

851
00:49:50,239 --> 00:49:54,279
Speaker 2: she came out of my vagina. She's definitely my spirit doll,

852
00:49:54,360 --> 00:49:58,239
Speaker 2: but you would never know, so.

853
00:49:58,719 --> 00:50:01,680
Speaker 1: Would you want her in your colle. No, well, you'd

854
00:50:01,719 --> 00:50:03,520
Speaker 1: have to fight over she.

855
00:50:03,520 --> 00:50:06,200
Speaker 2: Would take all my man girl. Yeah yeah, yeah, So

856
00:50:06,440 --> 00:50:09,600
Speaker 2: now I will pass on her. She is interesting, however,

857
00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:12,560
Speaker 2: but I'm gonna need more of a look from her,

858
00:50:12,960 --> 00:50:15,520
Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Yeah? Yeah, yeah, okay, yeah

859
00:50:15,560 --> 00:50:18,880
Speaker 2: yeah yeah, but she kill she Q But is there

860
00:50:18,920 --> 00:50:20,479
Speaker 2: anything more that looks the part?

861
00:50:21,640 --> 00:50:22,920
Speaker 1: No, that's what we got this time.

862
00:50:22,920 --> 00:50:25,200
Speaker 2: That's why we have to make dolls of ourselves. I

863
00:50:25,400 --> 00:50:28,839
Speaker 2: know you think so like the Queen and Morrow's doll.

864
00:50:29,680 --> 00:50:33,120
Speaker 2: Like I'm a stark. I will take your husband, but

865
00:50:33,239 --> 00:50:35,320
Speaker 2: I will bring him back the same day. You know

866
00:50:35,480 --> 00:50:38,440
Speaker 2: what I mean? We get a bad rap.

867
00:50:39,440 --> 00:50:41,560
Speaker 1: Okay, here's one other thing I would like to do

868
00:50:41,680 --> 00:50:44,920
Speaker 1: with you. Can I play you some ghost voices?

869
00:50:45,280 --> 00:50:45,520
Speaker 2: Girl?

870
00:50:45,960 --> 00:50:48,720
Speaker 3: It's time for EVP.

871
00:50:49,640 --> 00:50:54,560
Speaker 1: Or ev please. Okay have you heard the term EVP.

872
00:50:56,239 --> 00:51:00,640
Speaker 1: It's electronic voice phenomenal. So that's when goes hunters and

873
00:51:01,000 --> 00:51:03,200
Speaker 1: all kinds of people they believe they've captured a ghost.

874
00:51:03,719 --> 00:51:07,800
Speaker 1: That's like you're a and then they're like, oh, I

875
00:51:07,920 --> 00:51:10,000
Speaker 1: just heard the ghosts say something.

876
00:51:10,440 --> 00:51:14,120
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, so these are real recordings.

877
00:51:14,239 --> 00:51:16,560
Speaker 1: Yeah, these are real recordings that people have posted.

878
00:51:16,800 --> 00:51:20,560
Speaker 2: That's scary, that's some excuse me spouched. So it's coming

879
00:51:20,640 --> 00:51:24,440
Speaker 2: out of both ends today. Girl, I feel like I'm

880
00:51:24,600 --> 00:51:27,200
Speaker 2: hanging out with my sister. It's perfect.

881
00:51:27,400 --> 00:51:29,840
Speaker 1: I think there's a demon in you. It's trying to

882
00:51:29,880 --> 00:51:30,200
Speaker 1: get out.

883
00:51:30,280 --> 00:51:32,840
Speaker 2: Yes, yes, it's called roast beef.

884
00:51:35,760 --> 00:51:38,880
Speaker 1: Oh, it's the spirit of the Arby's on Sunset that closed?

885
00:51:39,200 --> 00:51:41,320
Speaker 2: How did they close? Girl? I don't know.

886
00:51:42,400 --> 00:51:46,480
Speaker 1: Well, okay, let's hear I'm loving him by the West,

887
00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:48,800
Speaker 1: ghost hunting and the abandoned Arby's.

888
00:51:49,560 --> 00:51:52,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, where's the bees?

889
00:51:53,600 --> 00:51:57,520
Speaker 1: Okay? So uh This one was posted on YouTube by

890
00:51:57,600 --> 00:52:01,880
Speaker 1: someone named Chris Earl, and this is in his Victorian house.

891
00:52:02,800 --> 00:52:04,400
Speaker 1: What is this ghost saying?

892
00:52:11,520 --> 00:52:19,200
Speaker 2: Could you do that again? It sounds like the ghost

893
00:52:19,280 --> 00:52:25,240
Speaker 2: of a dog barking? Yeah, what do you think he's saying?

894
00:52:25,600 --> 00:52:27,480
Speaker 1: Do you have any guesses? Because I'll give you an

895
00:52:27,520 --> 00:52:30,439
Speaker 1: ABCD option. Ok just off the top of your head.

896
00:52:30,600 --> 00:52:33,400
Speaker 1: You don't think it's any words of any sore? Let

897
00:52:33,480 --> 00:52:34,040
Speaker 1: me play it again.

898
00:52:37,000 --> 00:52:37,040
Speaker 2: No?

899
00:52:39,320 --> 00:52:44,960
Speaker 1: Okay? So did Chris think it was a welcome to

900
00:52:45,120 --> 00:52:49,080
Speaker 1: Jack in the box? B? I will not hurt you,

901
00:52:50,440 --> 00:52:56,760
Speaker 1: c you're a monster or d fuck the doctor. Okay,

902
00:52:56,880 --> 00:52:59,720
Speaker 1: it's one of those. Let me play it again.

903
00:53:03,320 --> 00:53:05,279
Speaker 2: I'm gonna have to go. Well, welcome to Jack in

904
00:53:05,320 --> 00:53:05,680
Speaker 2: the box.

905
00:53:09,200 --> 00:53:11,240
Speaker 1: They believe it's fuck the Doctor.

906
00:53:11,760 --> 00:53:12,880
Speaker 2: I'll fuck the docta.

907
00:53:13,280 --> 00:53:14,000
Speaker 1: Let me play it again.

908
00:53:14,120 --> 00:53:19,960
Speaker 2: Okay, fuck the doctor. But it has one more, it

909
00:53:20,000 --> 00:53:25,840
Speaker 2: has one more syllable. I don't know. I don't know

910
00:53:25,880 --> 00:53:26,520
Speaker 2: about that one.

911
00:53:26,800 --> 00:53:28,040
Speaker 1: Okay, I got one more for it.

912
00:53:28,200 --> 00:53:28,480
Speaker 2: Okay.

913
00:53:29,080 --> 00:53:32,800
Speaker 1: This one is from This one's way creepier in my opinion.

914
00:53:34,040 --> 00:53:38,600
Speaker 1: This one's from Paranormal Pursuit UK and it's at a

915
00:53:38,640 --> 00:53:40,680
Speaker 1: place called the village. I don't know what that is,

916
00:53:41,040 --> 00:53:42,880
Speaker 1: but it's a British ghost.

917
00:53:43,080 --> 00:53:44,040
Speaker 2: And what is it saying?

918
00:53:48,360 --> 00:53:49,880
Speaker 1: That's more of a whisper.

919
00:53:53,600 --> 00:53:53,640
Speaker 2: M.

920
00:53:54,719 --> 00:54:00,560
Speaker 1: I play it again. M hm, and you go says.

921
00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:10,680
Speaker 2: No, I can't even guess what she's saying. We don't

922
00:54:10,719 --> 00:54:11,279
Speaker 2: give a fuck.

923
00:54:11,719 --> 00:54:12,719
Speaker 1: Oh that's a good guy.

924
00:54:12,880 --> 00:54:14,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, we don't give a fuck. Uh.

925
00:54:14,840 --> 00:54:17,360
Speaker 1: That's not what they thought. Did they think it was

926
00:54:17,600 --> 00:54:21,759
Speaker 1: a you are not given man? When it's like you're

927
00:54:21,760 --> 00:54:24,000
Speaker 1: not given man, given woman?

928
00:54:24,239 --> 00:54:25,879
Speaker 2: Okay? And who is this person again?

929
00:54:26,040 --> 00:54:26,400
Speaker 1: I don't know?

930
00:54:26,520 --> 00:54:30,399
Speaker 2: Some ghosts, oh somebody. She's not a queen like from

931
00:54:30,440 --> 00:54:30,800
Speaker 2: a story.

932
00:54:30,960 --> 00:54:34,440
Speaker 1: They all are, and in my world they all are?

933
00:54:34,719 --> 00:54:36,279
Speaker 2: Are They all bottoms? Yes?

934
00:54:36,600 --> 00:54:41,160
Speaker 1: Of course. Okay, is it B you are not my honey?

935
00:54:42,040 --> 00:54:42,440
Speaker 2: Is it C?

936
00:54:43,800 --> 00:54:47,799
Speaker 1: We will not give them any or D you are

937
00:54:48,040 --> 00:54:51,479
Speaker 1: not the father like I'm Maury. Let me play it again.

938
00:54:51,760 --> 00:54:59,440
Speaker 3: Okay, C, that is what they thought. We will not

939
00:54:59,719 --> 00:55:03,120
Speaker 3: give them any Yeah, could you save that sample?

940
00:55:03,320 --> 00:55:04,719
Speaker 2: I kind of want to put it on one of

941
00:55:04,760 --> 00:55:08,359
Speaker 2: my records. Isn't that cool?

942
00:55:09,040 --> 00:55:12,520
Speaker 1: It's amazing. We will not give them that. We will

943
00:55:12,560 --> 00:55:18,080
Speaker 1: not give them any none exact. Okay, let's just do

944
00:55:18,239 --> 00:55:19,759
Speaker 1: one last thing. I'm just where are you from?

945
00:55:19,760 --> 00:55:20,359
Speaker 2: You're from La.

946
00:55:20,600 --> 00:55:22,919
Speaker 1: I'm from Michigan, but I've been here for fifteen years,

947
00:55:23,000 --> 00:55:26,680
Speaker 1: so I feel like I'm from here. Okay, Yeah, you're Italian?

948
00:55:27,200 --> 00:55:27,680
Speaker 2: Italian?

949
00:55:28,080 --> 00:55:31,040
Speaker 1: So did you have cultural like mob wives?

950
00:55:31,600 --> 00:55:32,120
Speaker 2: I love that.

951
00:55:32,760 --> 00:55:37,000
Speaker 1: Did you have like Italian like old Italian beliefs when

952
00:55:37,040 --> 00:55:39,640
Speaker 1: it comes to the spiritual, like the evil eye?

953
00:55:39,840 --> 00:55:42,360
Speaker 2: Oh yeah yeah yeah. There was always like oil and

954
00:55:42,480 --> 00:55:46,040
Speaker 2: vinegar on my table and if it mixed, that means

955
00:55:46,080 --> 00:55:49,080
Speaker 2: you have the overlooks. That means like somebody's trying to

956
00:55:49,160 --> 00:55:49,640
Speaker 2: possess you.

957
00:55:50,680 --> 00:55:54,000
Speaker 1: So all that growing up with superstition?

958
00:55:54,320 --> 00:55:56,359
Speaker 2: Yeah, all that superstition, like you can't put a hat

959
00:55:56,440 --> 00:55:59,640
Speaker 2: on the bed, why not until this day. I don't.

960
00:56:00,760 --> 00:56:04,479
Speaker 2: It means death really. Yeah, So never put a hat

961
00:56:04,560 --> 00:56:09,440
Speaker 2: on the bed or a table, maybe both, but I

962
00:56:09,560 --> 00:56:11,839
Speaker 2: never put that hat. Oh. I never put your bag,

963
00:56:12,480 --> 00:56:17,040
Speaker 2: your purse on the floor, pick it up. Literally. I

964
00:56:17,200 --> 00:56:19,160
Speaker 2: was doing that for a long time. And then I

965
00:56:19,719 --> 00:56:22,120
Speaker 2: want to go work with this Italian lady. She goes,

966
00:56:22,760 --> 00:56:26,280
Speaker 2: you'll always have money if you just keep it above ground,

967
00:56:26,719 --> 00:56:28,600
Speaker 2: you know, so no matter where you go, put it

968
00:56:28,719 --> 00:56:31,680
Speaker 2: here or you know what I mean. It really yeah,

969
00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:32,520
Speaker 2: it really works.

970
00:56:32,640 --> 00:56:33,360
Speaker 1: I have heard that.

971
00:56:33,680 --> 00:56:35,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, you heard right. Yeah.

972
00:56:36,200 --> 00:56:37,359
Speaker 1: I love superstitions.

973
00:56:37,440 --> 00:56:41,440
Speaker 2: So you're like some of your best superstition. How did

974
00:56:41,480 --> 00:56:42,279
Speaker 2: you grow up like.

975
00:56:43,960 --> 00:56:46,320
Speaker 1: Catholic? So I don't know about it?

976
00:56:46,520 --> 00:56:48,080
Speaker 2: Are you Italian and Irish? Sure?

977
00:56:48,640 --> 00:56:49,160
Speaker 1: Mexican?

978
00:56:49,320 --> 00:56:50,200
Speaker 2: Oh you're a Mexican.

979
00:56:50,440 --> 00:56:50,640
Speaker 1: Yeah.

980
00:56:50,800 --> 00:56:54,680
Speaker 2: You are giving me a little cat Bardie vibe. She's

981
00:56:54,760 --> 00:56:59,160
Speaker 2: my client. She's very beautiful. Yeah yeah, yeah, so thank you.

982
00:57:01,000 --> 00:57:02,960
Speaker 1: What about Okay, I'm just gonna list off like a

983
00:57:03,080 --> 00:57:05,800
Speaker 1: bunch of paranormal things, and I'm just curious if you

984
00:57:05,880 --> 00:57:09,839
Speaker 1: have thoughts or believes or whatever. This is the last

985
00:57:09,840 --> 00:57:11,520
Speaker 1: thing we'll do, Bigfoot.

986
00:57:12,400 --> 00:57:22,919
Speaker 2: Do you believe? Why not? I just don't. You don't

987
00:57:22,960 --> 00:57:23,200
Speaker 2: have to.

988
00:57:24,160 --> 00:57:27,120
Speaker 1: Now what if Bigfoot came to your door and said,

989
00:57:27,320 --> 00:57:29,160
Speaker 1: I would love for you to style.

990
00:57:29,000 --> 00:57:31,120
Speaker 2: Me, I'll probably him in. Yeah.

991
00:57:31,400 --> 00:57:34,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, He's like, I will pay you handsomely. I just

992
00:57:34,320 --> 00:57:37,320
Speaker 1: need someone to help me with my reputation. I am

993
00:57:37,400 --> 00:57:39,040
Speaker 1: not known for fashion.

994
00:57:39,480 --> 00:57:42,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, I would totally invite him in. That's a big name. Yeah.

995
00:57:44,600 --> 00:57:47,560
Speaker 1: What about UFOs, you don't believe in them.

996
00:57:48,040 --> 00:57:52,360
Speaker 2: I don't believe in UFOs, really, I don't. It's like

997
00:57:52,480 --> 00:57:55,240
Speaker 2: I don't know, like I never really researched stuff, you know,

998
00:57:55,400 --> 00:57:58,640
Speaker 2: but from what I'm seeing now, it's like I gotta

999
00:57:58,720 --> 00:58:00,640
Speaker 2: like kind of see and feel stuff, you know what

1000
00:58:00,720 --> 00:58:03,080
Speaker 2: I mean, And like I don't know if you remember,

1001
00:58:03,240 --> 00:58:06,080
Speaker 2: like last year there was like there was these aliens

1002
00:58:06,160 --> 00:58:09,080
Speaker 2: in the yard in Las Vegas, Yes, and it was

1003
00:58:09,280 --> 00:58:12,920
Speaker 2: like and I had me going, girl, I'm like, Okay,

1004
00:58:13,120 --> 00:58:16,080
Speaker 2: this is some true shit right here, girl, Like, don't

1005
00:58:16,120 --> 00:58:19,640
Speaker 2: fuck with these aliens, queen. And I found that it

1006
00:58:19,760 --> 00:58:21,040
Speaker 2: was like totally fake.

1007
00:58:21,520 --> 00:58:22,160
Speaker 1: Was that fake?

1008
00:58:22,280 --> 00:58:23,280
Speaker 2: Yeah? It was fake? Girl.

1009
00:58:23,800 --> 00:58:25,080
Speaker 1: I didn't hear that part.

1010
00:58:25,400 --> 00:58:28,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, girl, Yeah, just through like a little bit more

1011
00:58:28,480 --> 00:58:33,080
Speaker 2: research and it's like they were fake. Yeah. Remember they

1012
00:58:33,120 --> 00:58:36,480
Speaker 2: were hanging out into the guy's yard and they were

1013
00:58:36,520 --> 00:58:42,080
Speaker 2: like bald headed. Yes, right, So did you believe that? Sure?

1014
00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:44,400
Speaker 1: Why not? Okay, I'm open to it.

1015
00:58:44,600 --> 00:58:44,880
Speaker 2: Okay.

1016
00:58:45,120 --> 00:58:49,000
Speaker 1: I love the idea of aliens, and I'm constantly working

1017
00:58:49,080 --> 00:58:51,840
Speaker 1: their pr for them. And I don't think that they're bad.

1018
00:58:51,960 --> 00:58:55,320
Speaker 1: I think that they're good. Okay, Okay, because think about it,

1019
00:58:55,400 --> 00:58:58,919
Speaker 1: they've got more technology than we do. Yeah, and they're

1020
00:58:58,960 --> 00:59:01,400
Speaker 1: above us. They could take us out and they haven't.

1021
00:59:02,160 --> 00:59:03,440
Speaker 1: They're peaceful, I.

1022
00:59:03,560 --> 00:59:06,800
Speaker 2: Believe, hopefully, I think so. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

1023
00:59:06,880 --> 00:59:09,360
Speaker 1: And I'm trying to give me an alien man a husband,

1024
00:59:09,520 --> 00:59:11,240
Speaker 1: and I'm trying to go up there and never come.

1025
00:59:11,440 --> 00:59:12,919
Speaker 1: I'm trying to get dual citizenship.

1026
00:59:13,840 --> 00:59:16,520
Speaker 2: But I don't want to come back on another planet.

1027
00:59:16,960 --> 00:59:17,160
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1028
00:59:17,360 --> 00:59:21,320
Speaker 2: Why what's wrong with this one? Why not save this one? Queen?

1029
00:59:22,160 --> 00:59:25,080
Speaker 2: I mean, tell me, girl, let's do an exorcism together.

1030
00:59:25,880 --> 00:59:29,360
Speaker 1: Oh my god, imagine you and me giving exorcises like.

1031
00:59:29,640 --> 00:59:33,920
Speaker 2: The new Ghostbusters. I see it, girl, Like we could start,

1032
00:59:34,040 --> 00:59:36,200
Speaker 2: like where would we start? The army?

1033
00:59:36,240 --> 00:59:38,760
Speaker 1: Would you like a sunset?

1034
00:59:38,960 --> 00:59:41,400
Speaker 2: We want that beef, don't we? We want it back.

1035
00:59:41,560 --> 00:59:44,000
Speaker 1: I want the best roast beef in town.

1036
00:59:44,160 --> 00:59:44,480
Speaker 2: Honey.

1037
00:59:46,360 --> 00:59:51,520
Speaker 1: Okay, last one, what do you think of like synchronicities

1038
00:59:51,880 --> 00:59:56,080
Speaker 1: like when things happen that you're like, that was too

1039
00:59:56,160 --> 00:59:59,400
Speaker 1: good to be true. When these coincidences happen in life,

1040
00:59:59,440 --> 01:00:01,000
Speaker 1: do you view them as a coincidence.

1041
01:00:01,400 --> 01:00:06,280
Speaker 2: I believe it's like it's like divine. Yeah, yeah, I

1042
01:00:06,360 --> 01:00:09,560
Speaker 2: believe it's divine with shit like that happens, like when

1043
01:00:09,600 --> 01:00:13,320
Speaker 2: you're like thinking about somebody and they show up, or

1044
01:00:13,360 --> 01:00:16,480
Speaker 2: you're thinking about like address and it's like, you know,

1045
01:00:16,600 --> 01:00:20,560
Speaker 2: it appears like Yeah, I totally believe in that.

1046
01:00:21,080 --> 01:00:23,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, let's tell people where they can find you if

1047
01:00:23,520 --> 01:00:24,440
Speaker 1: they don't know already.

1048
01:00:24,600 --> 01:00:27,640
Speaker 2: So you can find me literally around the corner over

1049
01:00:27,760 --> 01:00:31,880
Speaker 2: here next to the Walmart. Now let me stop. You

1050
01:00:31,960 --> 01:00:33,880
Speaker 2: can find me on Merrows, you know. So we have

1051
01:00:33,960 --> 01:00:36,960
Speaker 2: three stores as Cosmo Gnato label and that's my cut

1052
01:00:37,040 --> 01:00:40,800
Speaker 2: in Sole label that's a more opulent store. Then we

1053
01:00:40,960 --> 01:00:43,480
Speaker 2: have Cosmo's Glam Squad, which is like the rock and

1054
01:00:43,600 --> 01:00:46,880
Speaker 2: roll store that's been there for twenty years and it's

1055
01:00:47,000 --> 01:00:50,120
Speaker 2: like an amazing experience. And then I opened up a

1056
01:00:50,160 --> 01:00:55,280
Speaker 2: shoe store called shoehore La and that's definitely a must see.

1057
01:00:55,560 --> 01:00:57,840
Speaker 2: So you you have to come to my store, please

1058
01:00:59,000 --> 01:01:01,680
Speaker 2: inviting you. Yeah, you must come see all three.

1059
01:01:01,920 --> 01:01:04,000
Speaker 1: Well, I want to go when you're there, Well.

1060
01:01:03,920 --> 01:01:09,479
Speaker 2: I'm there on Tuesdays and I'm there on Saturdays for sure.

1061
01:01:10,160 --> 01:01:14,560
Speaker 1: It's like like when you go to Disneyland, you want

1062
01:01:14,600 --> 01:01:16,240
Speaker 1: to meet Mickey Mouse, right.

1063
01:01:16,320 --> 01:01:19,720
Speaker 2: Right right, yeah exactly, and Dorothy wants to meet the

1064
01:01:19,760 --> 01:01:23,320
Speaker 2: Wizard of Us, the Wizard of Us. Yeah, yeah, so

1065
01:01:23,480 --> 01:01:30,680
Speaker 2: of course you want to come see the Queen, Queen Queen.

1066
01:01:30,920 --> 01:01:34,560
Speaker 2: She's going to be there, okay, Queen and Queen and

1067
01:01:34,720 --> 01:01:39,160
Speaker 2: soba Queen and Soba. So that's my new T shirt line.

1068
01:01:39,200 --> 01:01:42,120
Speaker 2: So you can actually get these T shirts too at

1069
01:01:42,160 --> 01:01:46,720
Speaker 2: the queenomelros dot com and Cosmo and Zenato dot com

1070
01:01:46,880 --> 01:01:51,440
Speaker 2: has my website of fashion. Also my social media platform.

1071
01:01:51,640 --> 01:01:54,760
Speaker 2: Just go to Queen of Melrows like all platforms. It's

1072
01:01:54,840 --> 01:01:59,280
Speaker 2: going to be YouTube and all the things, Instagram, Instagram,

1073
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Speaker 2: TikTok yes, uh, Twitter, twitterwas yeah known as x Yeah,

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Speaker 2: so basically that's Queena Melrose is all platforms.

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Speaker 1: Yes, thanks for doing.

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Speaker 2: Thank you really, thank you so much for like having me.

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Speaker 2: Oh my god, I feel like I got a sister

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Speaker 2: for life. Yes, thank you so much.

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Speaker 1: What's up behind you?

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Speaker 2: Hopefully it's not the correct dealer.

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Speaker 1: Thank you so much to Cosmo Queena Melrose my new

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Speaker 1: best friend. I am absolutely obsessed. I hope that the

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Speaker 1: two of us meet again because that was our first

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Speaker 1: time beating and it was fun. I think we hit

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Speaker 1: it off. I had a great time. I hope we

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Speaker 1: got ghost hunting or something together. We'll see anyway. Thank

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Speaker 1: you all so much for listening. Please check out my

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Speaker 1: new YouTube show, ros Hernandez The Haunted Doll to see

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Speaker 1: me ghost Hunting. I love you all, both living and dead.

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Speaker 1: But if I didn't ask you to haunt me, don't

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Speaker 1: haunt me, hey By. This has been an exactly right production.

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Speaker 1: Want to share your paranormal experience on the podcast. I

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Speaker 1: read stories out loud and sometimes I'll even call you,

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Speaker 1: so email me at ghosted by Roz at gmail dot com.

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Speaker 1: You can send a DM or voice message to the

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Speaker 1: show's Instagram at ghosted by Roz. Give us a follow

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Speaker 1: while you're there, and follow me Roz on Instagram at

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Speaker 1: Roz Hernandez and on TikTok and Twitter at It's Roz Hernandez.

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Speaker 1: My senior producer is the startling Jiha Lee. Associate producer

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Speaker 1: is the alarming Christina Chamberlain. This episode was mixed and

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Speaker 1: sound designed by the y Edson Choi. My guest booker

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Speaker 1: is the petrifying Patrick Kuttner. Additional production support from the

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Speaker 1: hair raising Hannah Kyle Krichten. My theme music is by

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Speaker 1: the spine chilling Brendan Lynch Salomon. Artwork by the Spooky

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Speaker 1: Vanessa Lilac, Photography by the terrifying Elizabeth Karen. Executive produced

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Speaker 1: by the Chilling Karen Kilgareth, the Spooky Georgia Hard Start,

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Speaker 1: and the Frightening Danielle Kramer