WEBVTT - Valerie June

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<v Speaker 1>Hello everyone, and welcome to another episode of Inside the

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<v Speaker 1>Studio on iHeart Radio. My name is Jordan run Tug,

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<v Speaker 1>But enough about me. I first learned about my guest

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<v Speaker 1>today a few years back from a dear friend of mine.

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<v Speaker 1>They told me, you can listen to her music when

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<v Speaker 1>you're at your lowest, and it's like receiving a nourishing hug. Frankly,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think I can do any better than that introduction.

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<v Speaker 1>Her latest album, The Moon and Stars Prescriptions for Dreamers

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<v Speaker 1>encompasses so much of it's warm and good and music

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<v Speaker 1>earthy roots, the soulful, passionate, and compassionate. The songs are

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<v Speaker 1>steeped in her Memphis upbringing, with a voice honed in

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<v Speaker 1>the church, orchestrations by the great Stacks arranger Leicster Snell,

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<v Speaker 1>at guest spot from legendary soul Queen Carla Thomas, and

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<v Speaker 1>sessions at the world famous SUNS Studios. She's also included

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<v Speaker 1>nature sounds recorded outside her family home in Tennessee, offering

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<v Speaker 1>one of several meditative moments of reflection. We're listenings are

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<v Speaker 1>invited to bring their own thoughts and feelings to the proceedings.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a touching display of intimacy, emited, formidable displays of talent,

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<v Speaker 1>and it also serves as a reminder that music is

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<v Speaker 1>about communication and communication is a two way street. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>so happy to welcome Valerie June. Please basket or positivity

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<v Speaker 1>and enjoy. Oh my goodness, so many things I want

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<v Speaker 1>to talk to you about. But first off, I want

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<v Speaker 1>to talk to about your album In the Moon and

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<v Speaker 1>Stars Prescriptions for Dreamers, which was out in the spring.

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<v Speaker 1>How did it begin for you? It's such an astonishing record.

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<v Speaker 1>Was there a song that that sort of manifested itself

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<v Speaker 1>first that pointed away to the rest of the record? Um? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>there was Um, And I don't really think about it

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<v Speaker 1>like that because the record is a collection of songs

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<v Speaker 1>that have come over the course of about fifteen or

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<v Speaker 1>so years. But the song that really was the one

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<v Speaker 1>that was like, oh out, I think I'm ready to

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<v Speaker 1>make a record was um, call me a Foo. Oh

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<v Speaker 1>my goodness, all that you said over the course of

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<v Speaker 1>fifteen years, what is that set? The oldest? Which is

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<v Speaker 1>which is the oldest track on there? They're Falling is

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<v Speaker 1>the oldest? And then colored right after that, Oh wow,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll call me at four I mean, just it's such

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<v Speaker 1>an amazing song. I mean, and of course it's got

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<v Speaker 1>Carla Thomas on. I mean, what was that experience like

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<v Speaker 1>working with her? Oh? My goodness, it was mind blowing

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<v Speaker 1>because she is so bright and so delight and um

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<v Speaker 1>high energy and just so encouraging and positive and everything

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<v Speaker 1>that I dreamed. Sometimes when you meet like people who

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<v Speaker 1>are famous that you really love, it's like you have

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<v Speaker 1>all of these expectations and they can't possibly live up

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<v Speaker 1>to it. But Carla lives up to it and then

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<v Speaker 1>exceeds it. I love hearing you together. I mean, my gosh,

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<v Speaker 1>I've I've loved her. I think the first song I

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<v Speaker 1>heard of hers was Tramped with Otis Redding and some

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<v Speaker 1>do At. I mean, she's just the best. Oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And I love how on Tramp she uses her speaking

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<v Speaker 1>voice as well as her singing voice. And accidentally it

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<v Speaker 1>happened on this record The Moon and Stars, because I

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<v Speaker 1>was listening to her talk and tell amazing stories about

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<v Speaker 1>working with Otis and her father Rufus and all of

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<v Speaker 1>her sister and everything. And as I was listening to

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<v Speaker 1>her talk, I was like, you know, she really shouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>read the African proverb before the song, and so I

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<v Speaker 1>asked her if she would read it, and she did

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<v Speaker 1>and her voice was perfect. She's like the fairy god

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<v Speaker 1>Mother reading this magical quote over this dreamy, dreamy um

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<v Speaker 1>interlude of music. It's so so sweet to have her.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh it's so great, And I wanted to ask you

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<v Speaker 1>about that proverb, but such a I've been thinking about

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<v Speaker 1>it and I keep going back and forth. And I

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<v Speaker 1>do this with a lot of song lyrics. I kind

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<v Speaker 1>of look at them from different angles, only a full

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<v Speaker 1>test the depths of the water with both feet, which

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<v Speaker 1>makes sense, but there's almost a sense so of you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you hear the you have the other expression of diving

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<v Speaker 1>in with both feet, like a look before you leap,

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<v Speaker 1>almost going on faith, which is sort of the opposite

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<v Speaker 1>of that too. It's a funny. I feel like that

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<v Speaker 1>you could play it both ways. Well, it does work

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<v Speaker 1>both ways, and mamm I think that what I was

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<v Speaker 1>trying to do in using it is say that, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you need to just jump in that water. You need

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<v Speaker 1>to do that in your life. But also when Carla

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<v Speaker 1>is saying it, she's saying it before the song called

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<v Speaker 1>me a fool, so she's saying it kind of in

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<v Speaker 1>a way of are you sure you want to jump

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<v Speaker 1>in that water? Only a fool would do it, And

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<v Speaker 1>the fact that she does join me and singing on

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<v Speaker 1>the actual song, Once the Dreamer, who I guess I

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<v Speaker 1>am in this whole narrative, Once the Dreamer begins to

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<v Speaker 1>dream and does take the leap, and is the fool

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<v Speaker 1>She joins in at the end, singing that this beautiful

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<v Speaker 1>high soprano because she's glad that you trusted yourself enough

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<v Speaker 1>to dare to dream, to take the leap, knowing that

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<v Speaker 1>you could fall. I mean, this is the whole album

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<v Speaker 1>is so beautiful because, as you say, it is directed

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<v Speaker 1>towards these dreamers out there to give them encouragement and

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<v Speaker 1>nurture their own creative spirit. As a teenage artist and

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<v Speaker 1>a dreamer, did you get that kind of support growing

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<v Speaker 1>up when you were first beginning of your time in music? Hell? No,

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<v Speaker 1>apparently got that support, Like even when I started and

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<v Speaker 1>got a label. You know, it's like, you know, when

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<v Speaker 1>you are a dreamer, you're constantly like, uh, you're on

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<v Speaker 1>shaky ground. I'll just put it that way, because the

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<v Speaker 1>path isn't clear. It's it's like Joseph Campbell's says that

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta follow your bliss, and if you're on the

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<v Speaker 1>path this like got a whole lot of clarity to it,

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<v Speaker 1>then that's probably not your path, you know. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like being a dreamer means to a certain extent,

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<v Speaker 1>remaining childlike in a way. I mean, and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>how do you keep that sense of, you know, the

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<v Speaker 1>inner child alive, not only in one but especially in

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<v Speaker 1>the music industry, which you know, as you mentioned, is

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<v Speaker 1>not exactly famous for, you know, catering to the inner child,

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<v Speaker 1>that's true. I think one way that I like to

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<v Speaker 1>do it is by spending a lot of time in

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<v Speaker 1>nature and seeing how like the old growth trees are

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<v Speaker 1>the protectors of the new growth, and how like all

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<v Speaker 1>of the forest grounds being down there, being at the

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<v Speaker 1>bottom but also soaring to the top, that there's an

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<v Speaker 1>equal balance between the two, you know, and all seeing

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<v Speaker 1>that and staying in that space and working with plants

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<v Speaker 1>and watching how they grow and how they die and

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<v Speaker 1>how they rose, rise and fall. That really helps me

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<v Speaker 1>to mentally handle what I face as a musician in

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<v Speaker 1>the modern music world, because nature is not always kind,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, death exists there diseased exists there, but it

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<v Speaker 1>does always abide and prevail. It always like makes it through.

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<v Speaker 1>And when a flower is seen, it's so glorious because

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<v Speaker 1>you've seen what it took for that to happen. It

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<v Speaker 1>took a whole lot of work for the rain, the sun,

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<v Speaker 1>the soil, everything was working for that flower, and then

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't last, you know. And so I think when

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<v Speaker 1>I look at nature and I realize how small I

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<v Speaker 1>am in the universe, but large as well, that that

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<v Speaker 1>perspective helps me, because otherwise it is really tough to

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<v Speaker 1>be a dreamer. You know. I read I'm not sure

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<v Speaker 1>if this is true that you had the studio filled

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<v Speaker 1>with with fresh flowers when you were working. Is that true? Yeah? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>every time I would go just anywhere to the local

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<v Speaker 1>grocery store and find flowers in the cities where where

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<v Speaker 1>in Miami and lay in different places and just bring

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<v Speaker 1>them because they say that flowers are stars of the earth,

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<v Speaker 1>and I love that. I love the stars being like

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<v Speaker 1>something I can never physically touch. I was like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't such flowers, I can work with them, so

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<v Speaker 1>let me go and give them. And they change the

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<v Speaker 1>energy and the mood of a space for the musicians.

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<v Speaker 1>Even Oh, I bet now I heard that you recorded

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<v Speaker 1>some of us at at Sam Phillips's Sons Studios in Memphis.

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<v Speaker 1>What was that like? I mean being in those hollowed halls.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, where did you stand on the X where

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<v Speaker 1>Elvis saying or well, I loved it. I mean it

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<v Speaker 1>was I first of all the owner. He was there

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<v Speaker 1>and he did take me on a tour. And there

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<v Speaker 1>are parts of Sam Phillips that are so protected that

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<v Speaker 1>they don't even let you go to. He will say, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>we can't let you see that area. But you know

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<v Speaker 1>they still make music there. Um, some of the sound rooms,

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<v Speaker 1>but um, it's just got the same vibe as it

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<v Speaker 1>had during that time period when all the hits were

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<v Speaker 1>coming out, Like upstairs is preserved way it was when

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<v Speaker 1>Elvis was there, And UM, it's just so wonderful to

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<v Speaker 1>be able to say that on every record I've done.

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<v Speaker 1>Pretty much, I've worked in Tennessee, in particularly Memphis, because

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<v Speaker 1>it's one of my birthplaces and I was originally born

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<v Speaker 1>in Jackson, Tennessee, and how Humboldt, Tennessee is home to

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<v Speaker 1>my family, and then Memphis is the home of my music.

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<v Speaker 1>That's where I first got on stage first he has

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<v Speaker 1>chose first started learning how to play the instruments. That

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<v Speaker 1>was in my early twenties. So to be able to

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<v Speaker 1>always continue to go home and nurture what I have

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<v Speaker 1>there in being from Memphis, I think that's super super important,

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<v Speaker 1>especially for um other like young black girls, to see, Hey,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we can do anything we want to do.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean, We can do anything we

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to do on these Memphis streets. Absolutely, I know

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<v Speaker 1>you got a little bit of of your your home

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<v Speaker 1>in there on some of the the starlight ethereal silence.

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<v Speaker 1>I think those those birds are from your your family home,

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<v Speaker 1>right yeah. And Humboldt, Tennessee. And there's a pond behind

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<v Speaker 1>the house, and we get visits from the great blue harem,

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<v Speaker 1>from snakes, from Salamander's frogs, and and as you see

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<v Speaker 1>the day rising, you can hear the birds begin to

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<v Speaker 1>get louder and louder, and as the day gets hot,

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<v Speaker 1>they start to quiet down. But as it ends, you

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<v Speaker 1>hear the symphony beginning. And it starts always with the birds,

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<v Speaker 1>and they're back and forth with each other, the different types.

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<v Speaker 1>But then the cicadas and then the bullfrogs and it

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<v Speaker 1>goes on all night long. That's a beautiful lullaby. It

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<v Speaker 1>is every day and it's just so great. And the

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<v Speaker 1>sun that sets um. You can sit on the back

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<v Speaker 1>porch and see the sun sitting by over the pond.

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<v Speaker 1>And I used to sit out there with my dad

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<v Speaker 1>and it was never the same. I realized that the

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<v Speaker 1>sunset is literally never the same. When you are busy

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<v Speaker 1>in your life and you don't take the time for it,

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<v Speaker 1>you always think, oh, it's just sunset. But if you

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<v Speaker 1>really watch it, the color is begin to pop and

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<v Speaker 1>it goes crazy in different ways, and it's never the same. Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>it's that's so funny, my my fun I learned everything

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<v Speaker 1>I know about sunsets. I learned from my father. We

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<v Speaker 1>grew up on on a little pond with different coves,

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<v Speaker 1>and he would always call it chasing the sunset. We

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<v Speaker 1>get in the boat, watch it from one part of

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<v Speaker 1>the pond, and when it would dip below the horizon,

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<v Speaker 1>we'd roll out a little further so we could still

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<v Speaker 1>kind of see it above the horiz and watch it

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<v Speaker 1>dip lower, and we keep it going. We'd roll all

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<v Speaker 1>the way across the pond over forty five minutes an hour,

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<v Speaker 1>and we we'd see how many sunsets we could catch.

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<v Speaker 1>And I feel like there's a metaphor in there somewhere.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't really know what it is, but it's just

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<v Speaker 1>the perfect perfect way to spend the evening, I think absolutely.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I love how on your wreck could you

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<v Speaker 1>have these still moments I mean, like stay meditation and

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<v Speaker 1>starlight ethereal silence like I mentioned earlier, I mean it

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<v Speaker 1>feels almost like the end of a yoga session or

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<v Speaker 1>a meditation session with the bell ringing or a singing

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<v Speaker 1>bowl or something. What let you to incorporate those moments

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<v Speaker 1>into your album. Well, the one muld stay Meditation was

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<v Speaker 1>the very first one, and that was worked together with

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<v Speaker 1>Um Jack Splash, who's the co producer and he's pretty

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<v Speaker 1>much the producer of every popping track on the record.

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<v Speaker 1>And when I was working with Jack, he does these

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<v Speaker 1>beautiful interludes with the artists that he works with, from

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<v Speaker 1>Tanking the Bengers to Um to St. Paul and the

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<v Speaker 1>Broken Bones. He's done these amazing, sweet little bits, and

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<v Speaker 1>so I was saying to him, you know, I love

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<v Speaker 1>how you do that with your work, and I really

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<v Speaker 1>want to do something like a meditation on this song Stay,

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<v Speaker 1>and I wanted to sound like, you know, chimes, like

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<v Speaker 1>you're sitting alone in a park and you're listening to

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<v Speaker 1>these beautiful child comes in the wind, like the giant ones.

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<v Speaker 1>And so we were able to incorporate that into the

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<v Speaker 1>song Stay. But then as we went on, more and

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<v Speaker 1>more of them came, like, for example, when I was

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<v Speaker 1>trapped in the pandemic like all of us quarantining we

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<v Speaker 1>um we. I started to record that bird song at

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<v Speaker 1>my family home and I sent it over to him

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<v Speaker 1>and he was like, I love it, we have to

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<v Speaker 1>use it. And he sent it and he played piano,

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<v Speaker 1>but he also sent it to a Native American flute

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<v Speaker 1>musician who did these beautiful flute pieces over it. And

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<v Speaker 1>it's just really, how do we incorporate like the natural world,

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<v Speaker 1>the ethereal realm, and the physical world in sound. Create

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<v Speaker 1>that soundscape and that stratospheric sound that we feel every

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<v Speaker 1>day when we wake up and walk out. You know

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<v Speaker 1>it's there. Just bring that music to an extraal hand

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<v Speaker 1>held on a vinyl. How do you do it? So

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<v Speaker 1>that's what we were trying want to do, bringing in

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<v Speaker 1>some of the world's music to um to this the

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<v Speaker 1>you know, orchestrated and arranged tracks. Oh, it's absolutely gorgeous.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I speaking of orchestrating and arranging tracks. You

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<v Speaker 1>worked with the great Lester Snell, who's worked with folks

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<v Speaker 1>like Isaac Hays and the Barqueys and the Masqueraders and

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<v Speaker 1>so many incredible people. The arrangements, I mean, they compliment

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<v Speaker 1>your voice and the emotions so well. When you're writing,

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<v Speaker 1>do you hear those production flourishes or is that something

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<v Speaker 1>that takes place in the studio almost by uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>trial and error and collaboration. I hear them as voices

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<v Speaker 1>and so one of the things that really worked working

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<v Speaker 1>with Jack d it was that I sang him the

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<v Speaker 1>voices that I heard, and he was able to say, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, I know. Just the person who's going

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<v Speaker 1>to be able to translate that those voices into the

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<v Speaker 1>string parts, and that was Mr Lester. And he introduced

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<v Speaker 1>me to Leicester, and believe it or not, after a

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<v Speaker 1>decade of living in Memphis, Tennessee, he said, do you

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<v Speaker 1>know Wester Snail? And I was like, no, who's that?

0:15:06.680 --> 0:15:09.320
<v Speaker 1>And he was like, you don't know who wester Is

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<v Speaker 1>and you lived in Memphis And I was like no,

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<v Speaker 1>and he was like, okay, you know it's music then,

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<v Speaker 1>and he went like you did down the list, that's

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<v Speaker 1>a case Um, Margot Price, Um, all of these amazing

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<v Speaker 1>modern musicians but also old school musicians. And he was like, Wow,

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta go to Memphis. You gotta work with wester

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<v Speaker 1>He's gonna be able to achieve this. And he did.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. So Jack was really like the one who

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<v Speaker 1>knew how to take the voices that I hear and

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<v Speaker 1>to make them into an arrangement of music. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>who's gonna be the person to play that fleet part

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<v Speaker 1>on um stay, Who's gonna be the person to bring

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<v Speaker 1>together these horn voices that I hear? And so he

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<v Speaker 1>just was able to do it. And the key person

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<v Speaker 1>I love that he brought was um. This guy a

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<v Speaker 1>Cave who played the bass on um started scattering. We

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<v Speaker 1>were in the studio and I was like bumping around

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<v Speaker 1>like Bunda, I'm pump pump um pump pump, pum pum pump,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, singing him and humming them this part.

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<v Speaker 1>And he was just able to go and do it

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<v Speaker 1>all on the base like just like spaghetti fingers, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, thank you so much. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I had crime moments, I had laugh moments. I was

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<v Speaker 1>on the floor sun sounds balling because the motion of

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<v Speaker 1>the work was so rich and heavy in the studio,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. So yeah, it was an adventure. Oh my goodness,

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<v Speaker 1>I beat. I mean when you I'm always so curious

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<v Speaker 1>to speak too. If you are blessed with the ability

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<v Speaker 1>to write songs, I'm always curious to ask what compels

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<v Speaker 1>you to do it? Is it in your case? Is

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<v Speaker 1>it a case of wanting to communicate with other people,

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<v Speaker 1>or is it a desire to just sort of get

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<v Speaker 1>these feelings out of you, almost like an exorcism, or

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<v Speaker 1>is it a little bit of both. Yeah, it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>a little of both. But to me, it's mostly just

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<v Speaker 1>the voices, like because I hear them and they sound

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<v Speaker 1>so pretty to me, and I'm just like beaming with

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<v Speaker 1>these voices that I wanted to like just sing them

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<v Speaker 1>all and share them all. Like that's the thing that

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<v Speaker 1>propels me. I think, when I don't hear it, when

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<v Speaker 1>I don't hear the voices and I don't hear songs,

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't catch them, and they aren't the thing

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<v Speaker 1>that come to me when I'm sleeping. For example, bright Stars,

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<v Speaker 1>it was a dream song. Or when I'm like walking

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<v Speaker 1>down the street, I hear them. And because I hear them,

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<v Speaker 1>that's why I translated, because I know that nobody else

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<v Speaker 1>is gonna hear it the way I heard it, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think if I don't hear them anymore, if

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<v Speaker 1>they stop, then I'll stop. That's that'll be that, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>It'll just I won't hear any more songs. What do

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<v Speaker 1>you do when you get stuck to go for a

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<v Speaker 1>walk or do you just kind of share? Willpower just

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<v Speaker 1>go through until you finish it? I stop? I can stop.

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<v Speaker 1>What I do is I get. I get what I get,

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<v Speaker 1>and that could be a whole song, or it could

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<v Speaker 1>be a piece of a song, or it could just

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<v Speaker 1>be like a hume or a melody. I get it.

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<v Speaker 1>And if I don't hear anymore, then I'll walk away.

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<v Speaker 1>And yeah, I'm hopeful that I'll get some more. But

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<v Speaker 1>if I don't, it can take like years, like it

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<v Speaker 1>could take a decade and I haven't received the second part.

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<v Speaker 1>Or sometimes I will have that first part and I'll

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<v Speaker 1>write with another songwriter, and they'll have the other part.

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<v Speaker 1>But if I don't get anymore, then I don't get

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<v Speaker 1>anymore period, and it just doesn't happen. But sometimes what

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<v Speaker 1>happens is that the voice, the first voice that I hear,

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<v Speaker 1>I hear that voice, and as I hear that voice,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll hear another voice and another voice, and another voice

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<v Speaker 1>and another voice, and they layer and they stack, and

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<v Speaker 1>to me, they're all voices. Usually they're not usually um,

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<v Speaker 1>they're not usually instruments. And that's the beauty of what

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<v Speaker 1>Jack was able to do is say, for that voice,

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<v Speaker 1>that voice is strings. When I hum him the voice,

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<v Speaker 1>he's able to hear it and say, let's let's make

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<v Speaker 1>that strings, because for me, it's just like and I

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<v Speaker 1>hear all of them together, you know, it's just like

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<v Speaker 1>all of them like a chorus, you know. Or acquire

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<v Speaker 1>dude a cappella album some day or something with you

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<v Speaker 1>doing all the parts, like that would be so fun. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it would be. I read. I'm not sure if this

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<v Speaker 1>is true that when you first started working with Jack,

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<v Speaker 1>you sent um your lyrics to him as as poetry

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<v Speaker 1>first before playing the songs to him. I wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>ask if that was true first of all, and also

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't ask why you did that. I thought that

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<v Speaker 1>was like such a cool approach of putting the emotion first,

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<v Speaker 1>almost before the melody I did. I don't know if

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<v Speaker 1>I sent them separate, but I sent it for sure altogether,

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<v Speaker 1>the lyrics them, the songs, and then words that like

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<v Speaker 1>make the song's feeling. For example, I would send words

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<v Speaker 1>like um, constellations, iridescent, um, radiant, bright, shimmering, glowing, sparkling, stratosphere.

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<v Speaker 1>I send words that we're putting him in the mind

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<v Speaker 1>of where I wanted him to go in the space

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<v Speaker 1>of the song. And then I also sent proverbs and

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<v Speaker 1>poems and quotes from people other people that that are

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<v Speaker 1>thematically fitting with what I feel the song is saying

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<v Speaker 1>to me, so that he would be able to go

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<v Speaker 1>to that space in his mind too. And he was.

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<v Speaker 1>He was able to go. He was pretty much already there.

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<v Speaker 1>He didn't need me to help film me was already there.

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<v Speaker 1>Is when you meet someone like Jack. I knew from

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<v Speaker 1>the moment I met him that he was going to

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<v Speaker 1>be able to get it, because we had a capecit

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<v Speaker 1>the man's art sensibility, his fashion sensibility, his music taste,

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<v Speaker 1>all of that, in being in his studio and sitting

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<v Speaker 1>and sitting in his environment, all of that was pretty

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<v Speaker 1>clear to me that he was going to be able

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<v Speaker 1>to go to the space where I wanted him to

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<v Speaker 1>go for this creation. You know, he was already there.

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<v Speaker 1>It's so funny to me, how I mean hearing you

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<v Speaker 1>say this to me. So many of the words and

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<v Speaker 1>phrases are celestial thinking, you know, moon and stars, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's so funny how those have become so synonymous in

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<v Speaker 1>culture with dreaming. And I guess maybe because we're thinking back,

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<v Speaker 1>that was the furthest off point that we could possibly

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<v Speaker 1>imagine as as human beings, and maybe that was the

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<v Speaker 1>biggest dream of all to sort of get out there.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's interesting to me how dreaming and stars in

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<v Speaker 1>the moon are are linked in a way. It's true.

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<v Speaker 1>And the fact that we still having attained all the

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<v Speaker 1>knowledge of what's happening out there, you know, it feel

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<v Speaker 1>like there's so much more to explore. And and so

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted for people when they listen to it, to

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<v Speaker 1>be able to go to a magical realm in their mind,

0:22:15.600 --> 0:22:19.959
<v Speaker 1>because dreaming is not easy, and it is hard, and

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<v Speaker 1>it is dark sometimes, and when we face so much

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<v Speaker 1>darkness in the world, it's very difficult for us to

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<v Speaker 1>open up our imagination as we get older and continue

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<v Speaker 1>to dream and to continue and continue to hope for

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<v Speaker 1>a new and brighter future. And the only way we

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<v Speaker 1>can do that is if we yeah face what's heavy

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<v Speaker 1>and dark, but also pushed through that to see back

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<v Speaker 1>like we did when we were children, the possibilities, the

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<v Speaker 1>hope that's there, and it was just such a it

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<v Speaker 1>is just such a um like uh, heaviness to life.

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<v Speaker 1>When you look at the realities of suffering that we

0:23:04.880 --> 0:23:08.160
<v Speaker 1>face every day and the world and the way things

0:23:08.160 --> 0:23:11.480
<v Speaker 1>are shaped, it can be very challenging to wake up

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<v Speaker 1>and say, well, how do I find joy today? How

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<v Speaker 1>do I believe that something I wish for can really happen,

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<v Speaker 1>and that that thing would be something not just for me,

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<v Speaker 1>but for all living beings, that it would lift them up,

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<v Speaker 1>that it wouldn't make them feel joy, that it would

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<v Speaker 1>make them feel like a beauty to life, you know. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, You've been asked a lot in the past

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<v Speaker 1>about your your activism and politics over the last few years,

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<v Speaker 1>and I love the response you usually give about sort

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<v Speaker 1>of radical optimism, I think is the phrase and resistance

0:23:46.040 --> 0:23:48.520
<v Speaker 1>through joy, which is I think is something that we

0:23:48.640 --> 0:23:50.800
<v Speaker 1>all need and we can all learn from. And I

0:23:50.840 --> 0:23:52.760
<v Speaker 1>want to ask you you more about that, because that

0:23:52.880 --> 0:23:55.840
<v Speaker 1>that sense of of joy really does come through. I

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<v Speaker 1>think you lead by example with your music, that sense

0:23:58.040 --> 0:24:00.160
<v Speaker 1>of of radical optimism that you touched on them. I'm

0:24:00.160 --> 0:24:05.399
<v Speaker 1>gonna go thank you. I you know, radical optimism is

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<v Speaker 1>something that people have said to me about the way

0:24:08.480 --> 0:24:12.000
<v Speaker 1>that they see me existing in the world. Um, but

0:24:12.160 --> 0:24:16.320
<v Speaker 1>I never claimed it fully for myself. What I do see, though,

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<v Speaker 1>is that what what what we focus on in our lives.

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<v Speaker 1>I see that being the thing that we live and

0:24:25.040 --> 0:24:28.880
<v Speaker 1>breathe every single day. And if we are focused on

0:24:29.600 --> 0:24:32.960
<v Speaker 1>like what isn't happening and what isn't going right? And

0:24:33.119 --> 0:24:37.200
<v Speaker 1>all the wrongs and all the injustice, then we begin

0:24:37.359 --> 0:24:41.600
<v Speaker 1>to see that repeated again and again throughout centuries history.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, we see it happening again and again. But

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<v Speaker 1>I just wonder what would happen if there was a

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<v Speaker 1>period of time when people were able and did focus

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<v Speaker 1>on their joy. What we did look like with the

0:24:53.920 --> 0:24:56.639
<v Speaker 1>earth began to shift, what our energy began to shift,

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<v Speaker 1>with the relationships we have with the rest of the

0:24:59.359 --> 0:25:02.880
<v Speaker 1>world being began to shift. I mean, what is truly

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<v Speaker 1>possible when we focus on positivity? What we don't know,

0:25:07.680 --> 0:25:11.600
<v Speaker 1>We've never truly explored it. What we have done is

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<v Speaker 1>explored the possibilities of the darkness or the things that

0:25:16.600 --> 0:25:21.160
<v Speaker 1>could happen that are the fears. And so I just

0:25:21.400 --> 0:25:26.560
<v Speaker 1>really feel like, um, yeah, it's true. All of the

0:25:26.640 --> 0:25:31.520
<v Speaker 1>negativity is there, is real, it's very very present. But

0:25:32.840 --> 0:25:37.800
<v Speaker 1>we create that. We create the space where we, you know,

0:25:38.480 --> 0:25:43.040
<v Speaker 1>can experience something beautiful. We can create that. And so

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<v Speaker 1>I just I think like if we each shift that

0:25:47.800 --> 0:25:52.959
<v Speaker 1>energy and began to use that negative energy for something positive,

0:25:53.640 --> 0:25:57.040
<v Speaker 1>then the world gets a little bit more in balance.

0:25:57.200 --> 0:25:59.159
<v Speaker 1>You know. That's just what I think. I don't know.

0:25:59.600 --> 0:26:03.080
<v Speaker 1>I think at least it's worth rn. Yeah, it beats

0:26:03.080 --> 0:26:07.000
<v Speaker 1>the alternative, certainly. Yes, it's an experiment. It's all an experiment.

0:26:07.119 --> 0:26:21.600
<v Speaker 1>There's no absolute there. I have a very dear friend

0:26:21.640 --> 0:26:24.000
<v Speaker 1>who's actually the person who introduced me to to your

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<v Speaker 1>music a few years back, and in describing your music

0:26:26.840 --> 0:26:29.600
<v Speaker 1>to me initially, she said, I'll never forget it. You

0:26:29.600 --> 0:26:32.440
<v Speaker 1>can listen to her music when you're at your lowest

0:26:32.560 --> 0:26:36.159
<v Speaker 1>and it's like receiving a nourishing hug. First of all,

0:26:36.160 --> 0:26:38.679
<v Speaker 1>I want to say that's absolutely right. And second of all,

0:26:38.680 --> 0:26:40.919
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to ask, what is the best thing you

0:26:40.960 --> 0:26:43.359
<v Speaker 1>can hear from someone who listens to your music? Is

0:26:43.400 --> 0:26:45.760
<v Speaker 1>there a response that someone can say to you and

0:26:45.800 --> 0:26:48.600
<v Speaker 1>you can think, Okay, that song came from a really

0:26:49.080 --> 0:26:53.000
<v Speaker 1>tough experience or painful place, but getting that reaction really

0:26:53.000 --> 0:26:54.640
<v Speaker 1>makes it worth it. What's the best thing you can

0:26:54.640 --> 0:27:00.720
<v Speaker 1>hear from someone who hears the song of yours? Ah? Oh, listen,

0:27:01.520 --> 0:27:04.879
<v Speaker 1>you know the best thing I can hear from someone

0:27:04.960 --> 0:27:12.400
<v Speaker 1>who's heard my music? Oh, that's a hard question. It's

0:27:12.600 --> 0:27:21.199
<v Speaker 1>very hard. I I mean, just yeah, you know, I

0:27:21.240 --> 0:27:24.880
<v Speaker 1>don't think they necessarily have to like it. I don't

0:27:24.920 --> 0:27:26.879
<v Speaker 1>think they have to tell me that they loved it

0:27:26.920 --> 0:27:29.199
<v Speaker 1>at all. I don't think they have to say that

0:27:29.280 --> 0:27:31.560
<v Speaker 1>they liked my voice. But I think they have to

0:27:31.600 --> 0:27:35.680
<v Speaker 1>tell me that they felt something. I know that the

0:27:36.000 --> 0:27:40.480
<v Speaker 1>raw emotion that they were able to feel something, Because

0:27:40.520 --> 0:27:43.560
<v Speaker 1>like when you start feeling and when you start tapping

0:27:43.600 --> 0:27:48.800
<v Speaker 1>into the real core of yourself, then all things are open.

0:27:49.000 --> 0:27:51.679
<v Speaker 1>You know, you're opening your heart. Then it's not a

0:27:51.800 --> 0:27:54.280
<v Speaker 1>breaking of the hardest and opening, and I want to

0:27:54.320 --> 0:27:57.240
<v Speaker 1>do that. I want to open people's hearts through song.

0:27:57.320 --> 0:27:59.400
<v Speaker 1>I want to make them feel like when I hear

0:27:59.520 --> 0:28:03.719
<v Speaker 1>it a j I'm singing and she like uh growls

0:28:03.920 --> 0:28:07.680
<v Speaker 1>or she like twists and turns with her voice, I

0:28:07.720 --> 0:28:11.159
<v Speaker 1>feel something and it's not always pretty, you know. And

0:28:11.200 --> 0:28:14.360
<v Speaker 1>when Jannis Jacquelin sings, it's not always pretty, but I

0:28:14.400 --> 0:28:17.280
<v Speaker 1>feel something, you know. And there are things to hate about,

0:28:18.040 --> 0:28:21.960
<v Speaker 1>say Nina Simone's voice sometimes, but I feel something and

0:28:22.000 --> 0:28:24.560
<v Speaker 1>I want to feel that, you know. I want to

0:28:24.600 --> 0:28:28.240
<v Speaker 1>feel that. I want to feel um what I feel

0:28:28.359 --> 0:28:31.800
<v Speaker 1>when I listened to Karen Dalton singing and her voice

0:28:31.840 --> 0:28:35.399
<v Speaker 1>is super odd, but I want to feel that. I

0:28:35.480 --> 0:28:37.919
<v Speaker 1>want to feel it, you know, And it doesn't have

0:28:38.080 --> 0:28:42.520
<v Speaker 1>to be like a good feeling. I need to feel

0:28:42.680 --> 0:28:45.360
<v Speaker 1>what that is, you know. I just don't even have

0:28:45.440 --> 0:28:47.880
<v Speaker 1>to be able to describe it. I need to just

0:28:48.040 --> 0:28:51.080
<v Speaker 1>feel it. And so as people can feel what I'm doing,

0:28:51.480 --> 0:28:56.200
<v Speaker 1>then that's the best thing for me, because I'm like, yeah, okay, cool,

0:28:56.920 --> 0:28:59.200
<v Speaker 1>it made you feel something, and maybe it didn't make

0:28:59.200 --> 0:29:02.360
<v Speaker 1>you feel something positive, maybe it makes you feel something negative,

0:29:02.400 --> 0:29:06.600
<v Speaker 1>but get that out in song versus another way you

0:29:06.640 --> 0:29:09.800
<v Speaker 1>could get it out, you know. I think songs are

0:29:09.840 --> 0:29:14.280
<v Speaker 1>a powerful tool for helping a shift energies, like whenever

0:29:14.520 --> 0:29:18.200
<v Speaker 1>I feel like super sad or down and I'm just

0:29:18.240 --> 0:29:20.800
<v Speaker 1>not believing in myself. If I put it on Johnny Taylor,

0:29:20.880 --> 0:29:24.040
<v Speaker 1>I believe in you. And I listened to it again

0:29:24.080 --> 0:29:26.960
<v Speaker 1>and again and again, it begins to be not about

0:29:27.160 --> 0:29:30.720
<v Speaker 1>him singing to his lover and his lover singing to him.

0:29:30.760 --> 0:29:34.000
<v Speaker 1>It really begins to be something inside of me telling

0:29:34.080 --> 0:29:36.960
<v Speaker 1>me that it believes in me that I can make

0:29:37.000 --> 0:29:40.280
<v Speaker 1>it through this day, you know. And so lyrics to

0:29:40.400 --> 0:29:42.560
<v Speaker 1>songs begin to be like that for me. And I

0:29:42.600 --> 0:29:46.440
<v Speaker 1>hope that people with these songs can can have them

0:29:46.440 --> 0:29:50.040
<v Speaker 1>as a prescription like that, you know, I can. I

0:29:50.080 --> 0:29:53.120
<v Speaker 1>can promise you they do. I mean, this is probably

0:29:53.120 --> 0:29:56.920
<v Speaker 1>an unanswerable question, but what is it about music that

0:29:57.000 --> 0:30:02.280
<v Speaker 1>makes it such an effective media to transmit emotion? I

0:30:02.360 --> 0:30:04.200
<v Speaker 1>spent a lot of time wondering that, and I don't

0:30:04.240 --> 0:30:08.560
<v Speaker 1>have an answer myself, but I think just the ability

0:30:08.840 --> 0:30:12.600
<v Speaker 1>for sound and not have to be with words or

0:30:13.080 --> 0:30:18.719
<v Speaker 1>or understood with language, sounds is its own language, and

0:30:18.760 --> 0:30:22.280
<v Speaker 1>that alone is it to me? It's like it's just

0:30:23.680 --> 0:30:26.440
<v Speaker 1>things you can say with just an ah or an ooh,

0:30:26.760 --> 0:30:30.000
<v Speaker 1>or a tone or a timbre of it, and that

0:30:30.160 --> 0:30:33.760
<v Speaker 1>you can't say with words. You just can't say it words.

0:30:33.800 --> 0:30:37.080
<v Speaker 1>Just like if you say the word God, or you

0:30:37.160 --> 0:30:41.760
<v Speaker 1>say the word god is or a word like that. Yeah, no,

0:30:42.240 --> 0:30:46.480
<v Speaker 1>that word doesn't do what that what it is, you know,

0:30:46.880 --> 0:30:49.040
<v Speaker 1>it doesn't even touch what it is. When you walk

0:30:49.360 --> 0:30:53.080
<v Speaker 1>into a cathedral of beautiful trees and you look up,

0:30:53.760 --> 0:30:58.640
<v Speaker 1>it's like, yeah, you feel God, but you don't. You

0:30:58.720 --> 0:31:03.920
<v Speaker 1>can't say that word in capsture to me. You know,

0:31:04.520 --> 0:31:08.800
<v Speaker 1>it's an experience. Yeah, So music does that. It says

0:31:08.880 --> 0:31:13.840
<v Speaker 1>what you can't say. That's a beautiful way to put it,

0:31:13.880 --> 0:31:17.280
<v Speaker 1>I think. I mean speaking of mediums, I have to

0:31:17.320 --> 0:31:19.920
<v Speaker 1>I mention I should have said this early. Congratulations on

0:31:20.000 --> 0:31:22.360
<v Speaker 1>your book, Maps for the Modern World, which came out

0:31:22.360 --> 0:31:25.880
<v Speaker 1>in April. How is your experience as an author compared

0:31:25.920 --> 0:31:32.360
<v Speaker 1>to your experience as a musician and a performer. Yeah,

0:31:32.760 --> 0:31:35.240
<v Speaker 1>I can't believe I put a book in the world.

0:31:35.480 --> 0:31:39.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, yay, I never thought I would write a book,

0:31:39.600 --> 0:31:43.920
<v Speaker 1>So that's a huge thing. And the illustrations to have

0:31:44.400 --> 0:31:47.200
<v Speaker 1>it finally done something with my passion and love for

0:31:47.400 --> 0:31:51.760
<v Speaker 1>art that was really fine. I mean having the living

0:31:51.840 --> 0:31:56.160
<v Speaker 1>room floor covered with like crayons and color pencils and

0:31:56.280 --> 0:32:01.760
<v Speaker 1>all textures of paper. It was an amazing time creating it. Um.

0:32:01.800 --> 0:32:06.960
<v Speaker 1>But with the whole book, compared to music as a path,

0:32:08.080 --> 0:32:12.440
<v Speaker 1>it's like I've started over a year at the beginning,

0:32:12.600 --> 0:32:16.160
<v Speaker 1>so it's the baby. It's still so small. And with music,

0:32:16.200 --> 0:32:19.600
<v Speaker 1>I remember when that dream was still so small, and

0:32:19.920 --> 0:32:23.720
<v Speaker 1>now it's kind of like in the middle, So it's

0:32:23.720 --> 0:32:26.280
<v Speaker 1>still it has a long way to go. But you know,

0:32:26.600 --> 0:32:31.440
<v Speaker 1>I did hold my very first record about I guess

0:32:31.480 --> 0:32:36.280
<v Speaker 1>maybe fifteen or so years ago, maybe twenty years ago. Yeah,

0:32:36.520 --> 0:32:38.880
<v Speaker 1>i was holding a record in my hand, and I'm

0:32:38.960 --> 0:32:41.920
<v Speaker 1>just now holding my first book. So i look at

0:32:41.960 --> 0:32:43.800
<v Speaker 1>it and I'm like, well, what am I gonna do

0:32:43.960 --> 0:32:49.360
<v Speaker 1>When I'm sixty, Maybe I'll be working on books. Was

0:32:49.400 --> 0:32:53.040
<v Speaker 1>there a moment for you, like a clear crystal moment,

0:32:53.120 --> 0:32:56.800
<v Speaker 1>when you felt, Okay, you know what music is going

0:32:56.840 --> 0:32:59.160
<v Speaker 1>to be what I devote my life too. Or was

0:32:59.200 --> 0:33:01.280
<v Speaker 1>it was it something that was always there or a

0:33:01.280 --> 0:33:06.480
<v Speaker 1>gradual realization. Yeah. Always, they're just like what I do.

0:33:06.800 --> 0:33:09.440
<v Speaker 1>And I still feel like that that if I'm not

0:33:09.520 --> 0:33:12.000
<v Speaker 1>on the world stage no matter what, I'm gonna be

0:33:12.040 --> 0:33:14.600
<v Speaker 1>doing music. That's just what I do. That's what I

0:33:14.680 --> 0:33:18.760
<v Speaker 1>was born doing. And I always have song songs to

0:33:18.840 --> 0:33:22.920
<v Speaker 1>myself and wrote songs for myself. And there's songs that

0:33:23.000 --> 0:33:25.880
<v Speaker 1>I have, tons of them that the world will never hear.

0:33:25.960 --> 0:33:28.200
<v Speaker 1>They're just songs I sang to myself, Like I have

0:33:28.280 --> 0:33:31.320
<v Speaker 1>a song about eating, I have a song about cleaning,

0:33:31.760 --> 0:33:35.360
<v Speaker 1>a song about sleeping, And these are songs that I

0:33:35.440 --> 0:33:39.760
<v Speaker 1>sing to myself. And and so I I think that

0:33:40.000 --> 0:33:43.640
<v Speaker 1>I was even scared to share the book and to

0:33:43.720 --> 0:33:47.680
<v Speaker 1>put the book out because they were things I did

0:33:47.840 --> 0:33:50.880
<v Speaker 1>for myself. Like I didn't have those things to share

0:33:50.880 --> 0:33:53.160
<v Speaker 1>with the world. It was like something that I have

0:33:53.320 --> 0:33:58.120
<v Speaker 1>for myself or um. And so like that fear that

0:33:58.200 --> 0:34:01.719
<v Speaker 1>happens when you're a dreamer and you've shared something and

0:34:01.800 --> 0:34:06.000
<v Speaker 1>maybe the world doesn't like it. Um that that was

0:34:06.080 --> 0:34:08.719
<v Speaker 1>something I didn't have to deal with with my drawings

0:34:08.800 --> 0:34:11.920
<v Speaker 1>and with my poetry because I just did it for

0:34:12.000 --> 0:34:15.200
<v Speaker 1>me and so I didn't have to be afraid of

0:34:15.239 --> 0:34:19.759
<v Speaker 1>sharing it. But eventually I get over that fear and

0:34:19.800 --> 0:34:23.600
<v Speaker 1>I just say, Okay, everything has to line up for

0:34:23.640 --> 0:34:28.000
<v Speaker 1>that though, like for example, meeting Amanda Lucidan and you

0:34:28.040 --> 0:34:32.439
<v Speaker 1>know Adam, her husband, I mean Allen and them like saying, hey,

0:34:32.480 --> 0:34:35.800
<v Speaker 1>why don't you share your work with this literary agent,

0:34:35.840 --> 0:34:38.840
<v Speaker 1>and then the literary agents sending it to like a

0:34:38.920 --> 0:34:42.759
<v Speaker 1>hundred different publishers and getting all these rejections, and then

0:34:42.840 --> 0:34:45.800
<v Speaker 1>finally two of them wanted it, and then finally finding

0:34:45.880 --> 0:34:48.560
<v Speaker 1>the one. All of that stuff had to line up

0:34:48.680 --> 0:34:51.879
<v Speaker 1>for me to share the work. You know, if none

0:34:51.880 --> 0:34:54.520
<v Speaker 1>of that stuff happened, then I wouldn't do that. I

0:34:54.560 --> 0:34:58.399
<v Speaker 1>would just still do it for me. So that's how

0:34:58.440 --> 0:35:01.319
<v Speaker 1>that siddy things works. Is it? If the doors are

0:35:01.360 --> 0:35:03.719
<v Speaker 1>open being I do shared. If they don't open, I

0:35:03.880 --> 0:35:07.280
<v Speaker 1>keep it from me. I feel like it's so easy

0:35:07.400 --> 0:35:11.920
<v Speaker 1>for for people who have creativity, but that's not there.

0:35:11.960 --> 0:35:13.719
<v Speaker 1>You know, that's not the way they pay rent to

0:35:13.760 --> 0:35:16.400
<v Speaker 1>talk themselves out of doing things. And you're kind of

0:35:16.400 --> 0:35:19.560
<v Speaker 1>alluded that a smaller way with with the book, you know,

0:35:19.719 --> 0:35:23.319
<v Speaker 1>I you know, I all, I'll play around on the

0:35:23.320 --> 0:35:25.400
<v Speaker 1>guitar on the weekends or something, or you know, I'm

0:35:25.400 --> 0:35:27.719
<v Speaker 1>not gonna I'm not gonna make money off of doing this,

0:35:27.760 --> 0:35:31.000
<v Speaker 1>so I'm just gonna, you know, put it aside. And

0:35:31.440 --> 0:35:33.160
<v Speaker 1>I think that takes out a lot of dreamers in

0:35:33.200 --> 0:35:35.160
<v Speaker 1>a lot of ways. How do you push through that?

0:35:35.320 --> 0:35:37.920
<v Speaker 1>How do you say, you know what, this is mine

0:35:38.719 --> 0:35:43.759
<v Speaker 1>and I I'm gonna pursue this for me and not

0:35:43.840 --> 0:35:47.879
<v Speaker 1>for any kind of external validation or reward, Like, how

0:35:47.880 --> 0:35:50.040
<v Speaker 1>do you how do you mean you mentioned earlier about

0:35:50.040 --> 0:35:51.960
<v Speaker 1>being a little nervous about putting your book out there?

0:35:52.120 --> 0:35:55.080
<v Speaker 1>How do you push beyond that and say, you know what,

0:35:55.120 --> 0:35:58.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to do it anyway. Well, what happens eventually

0:35:59.120 --> 0:36:02.520
<v Speaker 1>if you are doing that work anyway is that the

0:36:02.640 --> 0:36:06.239
<v Speaker 1>work pushes you through it. The work is like when

0:36:06.239 --> 0:36:08.920
<v Speaker 1>you're sitting there and you've got like a huge stack

0:36:09.080 --> 0:36:13.520
<v Speaker 1>of poems or songs, the work begins to say, okay,

0:36:13.560 --> 0:36:15.680
<v Speaker 1>now what are you gonna do with me? And it

0:36:15.719 --> 0:36:18.799
<v Speaker 1>begins to put you in situations like you might be

0:36:18.840 --> 0:36:20.520
<v Speaker 1>at a party, Well what have you been up to?

0:36:20.680 --> 0:36:24.480
<v Speaker 1>I've just been writing writing? What writing poems? Like? How

0:36:24.480 --> 0:36:28.480
<v Speaker 1>many do you have? Four hundred? What you got four?

0:36:29.440 --> 0:36:32.560
<v Speaker 1>You're a poet? No? You know, like whatever it is

0:36:32.600 --> 0:36:36.000
<v Speaker 1>that you're doing, Yes, you're working your day jobs and

0:36:36.040 --> 0:36:38.720
<v Speaker 1>you're doing the things you got to do for money,

0:36:38.760 --> 0:36:41.799
<v Speaker 1>but you're doing something that nourishes your spirit and your

0:36:41.800 --> 0:36:44.960
<v Speaker 1>soul and your heart, and it keeps your childlikeness about

0:36:45.000 --> 0:36:48.319
<v Speaker 1>you and whatever that is. As long as you do it,

0:36:48.640 --> 0:36:50.640
<v Speaker 1>you can do it for five or two minutes a day,

0:36:50.800 --> 0:36:54.160
<v Speaker 1>or five or ten minutes a month times twenty years.

0:36:54.520 --> 0:36:57.560
<v Speaker 1>As long as you do it, then it's going to

0:36:58.640 --> 0:37:01.920
<v Speaker 1>find the place it needs to be. Like maybe it

0:37:02.040 --> 0:37:04.759
<v Speaker 1>might find your granky as they might open up a

0:37:04.840 --> 0:37:07.440
<v Speaker 1>chance and there will be all these cool things that

0:37:07.480 --> 0:37:11.000
<v Speaker 1>you drew or did, But you have to do that.

0:37:11.080 --> 0:37:14.799
<v Speaker 1>And I think it's when we stopped doing that, that's

0:37:14.840 --> 0:37:19.880
<v Speaker 1>when the world starts to get very very gray and dark.

0:37:20.040 --> 0:37:23.440
<v Speaker 1>And I think more people if we celebrate it that

0:37:23.600 --> 0:37:28.120
<v Speaker 1>side of ourselves longer. And we allowed people to and

0:37:28.160 --> 0:37:33.120
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't just all like you must study this, you

0:37:33.200 --> 0:37:36.920
<v Speaker 1>must work hard at that, you must get money, money, money,

0:37:37.040 --> 0:37:39.440
<v Speaker 1>If it wasn't all that, and we did have time

0:37:39.520 --> 0:37:42.160
<v Speaker 1>to nurture that side of ourselves, which I think a

0:37:42.160 --> 0:37:44.879
<v Speaker 1>lot of people did have during the pandemic, and they're like,

0:37:45.160 --> 0:37:47.560
<v Speaker 1>I want to keep that, you know, why can't I

0:37:47.680 --> 0:37:53.400
<v Speaker 1>keep that? It's just as important as the working, you know, um,

0:37:53.960 --> 0:37:57.600
<v Speaker 1>Like we have to have that and and it inspires

0:37:57.680 --> 0:38:01.360
<v Speaker 1>dreams and it inspires kindness for ourselves and then we

0:38:01.400 --> 0:38:04.560
<v Speaker 1>see that reflected out in the world, you know, when

0:38:04.600 --> 0:38:10.480
<v Speaker 1>we're living that way. Who how's the pandemic? Uh changed

0:38:10.520 --> 0:38:17.359
<v Speaker 1>your relationship to music? Wow? It really changed a lot

0:38:17.400 --> 0:38:21.400
<v Speaker 1>of things. It really did. It. Like one of the

0:38:21.480 --> 0:38:24.439
<v Speaker 1>things that did was it made it where I sit

0:38:24.560 --> 0:38:30.360
<v Speaker 1>down and I tried to practice music versus just playing

0:38:31.040 --> 0:38:36.080
<v Speaker 1>and playing what comes. So that's been a really good

0:38:36.120 --> 0:38:39.680
<v Speaker 1>thing for me to have, like an actual practice where

0:38:39.680 --> 0:38:42.080
<v Speaker 1>it's like, Okay, I'm gonna sit here and I want

0:38:42.080 --> 0:38:45.800
<v Speaker 1>to play these scales on the guitar for a few hours.

0:38:46.280 --> 0:38:49.000
<v Speaker 1>I didn't do that. I've never done that in twenty years.

0:38:49.040 --> 0:38:51.839
<v Speaker 1>I've never really done that. What I've done is like

0:38:52.320 --> 0:38:56.920
<v Speaker 1>learned courts and then put them to my voice. But

0:38:57.040 --> 0:38:59.279
<v Speaker 1>now it's like I'm actually trying to learn how to

0:38:59.280 --> 0:39:02.759
<v Speaker 1>play the inst your rents, And that's pretty important for me,

0:39:02.840 --> 0:39:06.640
<v Speaker 1>I think for the future is to know more about

0:39:06.680 --> 0:39:11.080
<v Speaker 1>the instruments and have a better relationship with them. Have

0:39:11.200 --> 0:39:15.600
<v Speaker 1>you started sitting down and um almost like letting your

0:39:15.600 --> 0:39:18.000
<v Speaker 1>hands do the work and kind of finding chords and

0:39:18.400 --> 0:39:21.319
<v Speaker 1>uh and constructing songs that way as opposed to hearing

0:39:21.320 --> 0:39:23.399
<v Speaker 1>the melody in your head and singing it. I think

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<v Speaker 1>that's coming. I really do, because when I stay with

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<v Speaker 1>another songwriter, all songwriters write differently. And most of the

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<v Speaker 1>people that I've written with are more skilled musicians than me,

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<v Speaker 1>and so they do right that way. And so because

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<v Speaker 1>I love the way I right and I'm always I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I'll have that as long as I have it.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe it will stop coming that way, but I would

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<v Speaker 1>like to learn how to do other ways of writing,

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<v Speaker 1>and so I think this is going to open that

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<v Speaker 1>whole meadow up to me where it's like, WHOA, Okay

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<v Speaker 1>now that I feel good about where I am with

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<v Speaker 1>that part of learning music. And have you even learned

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<v Speaker 1>to read music and write music as far as the notations?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't. I don't know how to do that. So

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<v Speaker 1>I have so much more to learn, and I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like the pandemic helps me to decide that these are

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<v Speaker 1>going to be the hours that I do this. You

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<v Speaker 1>know that I dedicate to this. Has it changed you

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<v Speaker 1>in other ways as it taught you anything about about

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<v Speaker 1>yourself just as a as a as a person, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean it brought a lot to like, Like, for example,

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<v Speaker 1>I love to be alone. And I love to be

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<v Speaker 1>at home. And you know, even if I'm out in

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<v Speaker 1>the world and traveling into it, I like that will

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<v Speaker 1>alone time. And I think I questioned before the pandemic.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, now I need to be more social

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<v Speaker 1>and stuff. But now I know that that's something that

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<v Speaker 1>I really need. I need that I need to be alone.

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<v Speaker 1>I need to like be in the world, but alone.

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<v Speaker 1>Like today, I went, I walked around the city and

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<v Speaker 1>deed things, but you know, and I observed the world,

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<v Speaker 1>but I was alone, and that was needed. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>I need to listen to the sounds of the city,

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<v Speaker 1>the honking horns or you know, go and see it

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<v Speaker 1>and listen to the what's happening near the pond or whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>and and be in the world. But I need to

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<v Speaker 1>be alone. And I know that now. Before I'd be like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I should probably go and get out and do stuff

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<v Speaker 1>or invite someone to walk with me, or no. Every

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<v Speaker 1>once in a while, Yeah, I need that, But I

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<v Speaker 1>also need probably eighty percent of the time, I need

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<v Speaker 1>to self quarantine. You need that for yourself and to

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<v Speaker 1>allow the time for the voices too. Yeah, I do

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<v Speaker 1>something happens. I don't know how to describe it, but

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<v Speaker 1>something does happened when I go there and sitting observed

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<v Speaker 1>the world in a lonely kind of space, it's like whoa, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>new perspectives or read different people's ideas or thoughts on things,

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<v Speaker 1>and that changes it too. So yeah, listen to all

0:42:06.600 --> 0:42:10.800
<v Speaker 1>of these and by the time, I mean, it's gonna

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<v Speaker 1>take a while to get through everything here, so having

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<v Speaker 1>that a long time it is kind of important for

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<v Speaker 1>that too, That is for listeners. There was the most

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<v Speaker 1>amazing record shelf that I see behind Valerie right now

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<v Speaker 1>is absolutely packed with what all I mean, good lord,

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<v Speaker 1>what's on deck next? Well, I mean next to listen to.

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<v Speaker 1>When I was in Jackson, which is my home when

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not here in Brooklyn, stopped by this antique shop

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<v Speaker 1>and they had a load of records, and so I

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<v Speaker 1>bought so much mysterious stuff and some of it, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>is good, and some of it isn't. So I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like I have scored like and I it's like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>that record cover really looks great, but the actual music

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<v Speaker 1>is question noble. But this morning was Freddy King was

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<v Speaker 1>named to Freddy King play the guitar and some amazing music.

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<v Speaker 1>On on his records, and there have been some heavy

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<v Speaker 1>Mavis moments and some heavy Robert White moments, and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>of course Carla moments, and there's a lot of moments

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<v Speaker 1>steel to be hey, So we'll see where I go next. Huh. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>Valuejun thank you for your incredible music moments, and thank

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<v Speaker 1>you for your time today. It's been such an honor

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<v Speaker 1>and a pleasure speaking you. Thank you, Thank you, Jordan.

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