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Speaker 1: the Big Facts crew. We got a special guest on
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Speaker 1: Carla Carlo referred to how you doing, Welcome, I'm good,
Speaker 1: I'm great, Thanks for stopping by, Thanks for having me.
Speaker 1: What's on your mind? What we're talking about today? Um? Honestly,
Speaker 1: I want to talk about the fire As mixtape. Stop. Okay,
Speaker 1: So we'll talk about your music and your projects, but
Speaker 1: on Big Facts we'd like to have conversations. So I'm
Speaker 1: ready for that too. Okay, all right, so where we
Speaker 1: let's start. Let's start with you. You have something, ask
Speaker 1: what the name of it? Oh, the name of the project.
Speaker 1: We'll get to it. Let's let's wait. Let's wait for that,
Speaker 1: all right, So I'll be on your Twitter, right So
Speaker 1: for stop? Do you run your on Twitter? Those your
Speaker 1: thoughts because you just randomly be putting Yeah, I love Twitter.
Speaker 1: That's like my go to So one thing that you
Speaker 1: said was and I take it this as part of
Speaker 1: your music journey, Like I feel like everybody should do music,
Speaker 1: even if you're not trying to do it professionally, because
Speaker 1: it's therapy, because you digging a little more into that week. Yeah, Like, um,
Speaker 1: I just feel like you don't. Like I was saying
Speaker 1: it to say, like you don't. You don't have to
Speaker 1: be serious. You don't gotta like putting music out as
Speaker 1: an artist. But I feel like a lot of younger
Speaker 1: people like we need some type of therapy. And when
Speaker 1: you hear that, you kind of be like, I ain't
Speaker 1: go into therapy or I'm not doing this. So I
Speaker 1: feel like it's something it's therapeutic, and I feel like,
Speaker 1: you know it's needed because I feel like you tell
Speaker 1: somebody like, oh you need to go to therapy, you know,
Speaker 1: find a release. No, We're gonna be like no, I
Speaker 1: want to do that. So I was saying it in
Speaker 1: that sense. How did it help you? Though? I mean, um,
Speaker 1: it helped me a lot, Like I feel like I
Speaker 1: can release, like go in the studio. I want to
Speaker 1: you know, pop my ship. I feel like, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, I need to get in my bag
Speaker 1: once and might go to the studio and it's like
Speaker 1: I release it or if I want to talk about
Speaker 1: something sad, it's like it worked for me that way.
Speaker 1: So yeah, So what is that mood on them days
Speaker 1: with the other tweets when you be popping your ship
Speaker 1: kind of you know what I'm saying, uh, getting at
Speaker 1: the haters and you know that ship you're doing on
Speaker 1: the Twitter, is that Jericho or Carl Or is it
Speaker 1: that's Jericho? But um, yeah, Like I like to be
Speaker 1: like motivational, keeping cute. But then it's like sometimes you
Speaker 1: gotta let people know, like you're not playing for real,
Speaker 1: So I gotta like sprinkle a little razzle dazzling there,
Speaker 1: you know, let people know, like don't try me. Still,
Speaker 1: what's the what's the biggest oscar you think of being?
Speaker 1: Um in the artist? Um? I would say, like, damn,
Speaker 1: that's a great question for me. I think it's finding
Speaker 1: like an angle to come in the game. Me and
Speaker 1: like some people kind of like, you know, the super
Speaker 1: sexual side of females. Some people like you know more
Speaker 1: so you know you're speaking about real ship. I think
Speaker 1: it's just like finding your angle and staying true to yourself,
Speaker 1: like it's so hard because I don't know, it's a
Speaker 1: lot of different like things going on today. So you know,
Speaker 1: I feel like staying true to you, it's like obstacle.
Speaker 1: I feel like, um and then sometimes like the support.
Speaker 1: I feel like male artists stick together more so than
Speaker 1: female artists, you know, I feel like they genuinely like
Speaker 1: stick together. And it's like they go in the studio
Speaker 1: they're like, oh, let's link up, or you hop on
Speaker 1: this song. You never really get to see like a
Speaker 1: bunch of hard female artists in the studio and they're like, oh,
Speaker 1: let me hop on that, you know. So I wish
Speaker 1: it could be like more support and like it is
Speaker 1: with like male artists for sure. So let's take it
Speaker 1: all the way, all the way, all the way, all
Speaker 1: the way back. I actually wore my vintage Carolina Panther
Speaker 1: shirt just for you, just for you. So let's go
Speaker 1: back to baby carl A and when she was growing up,
Speaker 1: when she was coming up, the type of ship that
Speaker 1: she liked to do. Did she think about rapping when
Speaker 1: she was little or like what was going on? Just
Speaker 1: just give us a glimpse into that. So um as
Speaker 1: most no, I'm from North Carolina. But music was always
Speaker 1: like a part of my background. I feel like I
Speaker 1: was always like I did sing the lessons all of
Speaker 1: this stuff, like a lot of people don't know that,
Speaker 1: and then um, I was like righte whoultry on my phone.
Speaker 1: I didn't ever think about being an artists like hmm.
Speaker 1: I never thought about like doing music, um, even though
Speaker 1: like I was around deep in the industry like well,
Speaker 1: you know, like my parents, um, being in a music
Speaker 1: field or whatever, I didn't really think about it. Um.
Speaker 1: But yeah, it was always like in my life going
Speaker 1: the way. So it's crazy I would panned out, but
Speaker 1: I feel like I just took a lane. And then
Speaker 1: one day I was like, shoot, I'm gonna try music
Speaker 1: and I end up liking it m um, and I
Speaker 1: was like, damn, I can do this sheet. So now
Speaker 1: I feel like it's like a it's like a goal
Speaker 1: of mine. Like I feel like, damn, I woke up,
Speaker 1: I had an idea and now it's like I'm really
Speaker 1: doing it. So it's like I gotta win at it
Speaker 1: didn't get Yeah, like it's the thing for me. What's
Speaker 1: one thing you hate that men do? What's one thing
Speaker 1: you hate that women do? Just in general. Um for sure.
Speaker 1: Like I don't like the the overly bashing women thing.
Speaker 1: Like I mean, some some females need to be like
Speaker 1: you know, they need to hear the truth. Yeah, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I get that. But it's like
Speaker 1: I feel like sometimes a misogynist. Yeah that's what it is, right, Yeah.
Speaker 1: Like sometimes it's like a little bit like you know,
Speaker 1: like a guy that's always posting about women every day y'all,
Speaker 1: but like every day, like I can see if you're
Speaker 1: putting some real ship up and like okay, but every
Speaker 1: day all day, like you just like a woman hater.
Speaker 1: Like I just I don't like that. It makes me cringe,
Speaker 1: Like you know, it's kind of like like what do
Speaker 1: you what do you actually like in real life? Yeah,
Speaker 1: Like I don't like that, you know, um and I
Speaker 1: think fairyman. Yeah, I think like this light skinned, dark
Speaker 1: skinned thing, like the colorism. Colorism. I don't really like
Speaker 1: care for that. That's one thing. It's like my pet peeve.
Speaker 1: I feel like, um, you can have a preference, all
Speaker 1: of us are entitled to have a preference, but I
Speaker 1: feel like have it without you know, belittle in another
Speaker 1: you know, skin tone or race and I just wish
Speaker 1: that a lot. Um, I wish the brown Scan teams
Speaker 1: would get some more love. Like he's always red bone
Speaker 1: nies and it's nothing wrong with that, but it's like,
Speaker 1: come on, now, you know I don't like that colorism. Colorism.
Speaker 1: Speaking as a fellow Brownie, I second that much. So
Speaker 1: we take it. You've spoken to Thug he's in this spirit.
Speaker 1: You've had conversations, Yeah, I have. Um, Yeah, he's in
Speaker 1: good spirits. Um. He he like amazes me, you know
Speaker 1: with his strength and stuff. Um. And like I said before,
Speaker 1: like he always given me advice to like keep going.
Speaker 1: So it's definitely inspiring to see, you know, how positive
Speaker 1: he is under the circumstances. Yeah, exactly, absolutely so on
Speaker 1: some day to day ship like outside of the studio,
Speaker 1: what is Jericho, what is Carlay into? Um, I'll be
Speaker 1: kicking it with my family like um. And more so,
Speaker 1: just like I'm super creative, like I like drawing stuff
Speaker 1: like that. I want to get into painting. Um, I'm
Speaker 1: about to get into acting. But I spent a lot
Speaker 1: of my time in the studio like that's like my
Speaker 1: second home. Um. And then like I'm real close to
Speaker 1: my family, like before I feel like, well, I've always
Speaker 1: been family oriented. But yeah, but what you do if
Speaker 1: you want to have a ratchet day like the low
Speaker 1: Rella Nigga free Day, Yeah, believe it or not, that's
Speaker 1: like every other day from me. Okay, it really is like, um,
Speaker 1: get funked up, like be lowing the house with my family, Like,
Speaker 1: let you see these hang that's that's us, Like, that's us,
Speaker 1: that's me for real. We're gonna have a drink on wine.
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna talk about niggas. I'm talking about the
Speaker 1: king about the female. You know, I feel like you
Speaker 1: don't put it on social media? Yeah, exactly what women
Speaker 1: we can have that like we've been like, I feel
Speaker 1: like as a woman, we deserve our moment to be
Speaker 1: like y'all, niggas ain't ship sometimes go to the bottom
Speaker 1: talking about to drink wine and talk about niggas. Why
Speaker 1: do women do that? Because that's our release it is
Speaker 1: And niggas don't get together smoke us and talk about women. No,
Speaker 1: we don't because y'all are married. What's some of the ships?
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you put um you put like
Speaker 1: a sheet over or yourself like when right now, you
Speaker 1: like how you said it's every other day, but that
Speaker 1: ain't how you carry yourself. Like, yeah, that's a great question.
Speaker 1: I feel like I put a sheet over my emotions
Speaker 1: sometimes I'm still learning like being real, like how to
Speaker 1: be vulnerable, like even in my music, like I want to,
Speaker 1: like I have music I didn't release for it's like
Speaker 1: two songs I did release this, you know, more so
Speaker 1: like my emotions. But I want to put out my
Speaker 1: sheet like what I'm talking about, like how I feel
Speaker 1: f real or like I want to I want people
Speaker 1: to hear like you know me when I'm in a
Speaker 1: vulnerable state. It's like I'm always being so strong, like
Speaker 1: and you know, just kind of like, um, I got it.
Speaker 1: So it's like I think I put a sheet over
Speaker 1: like my true emotions about certain things like going on
Speaker 1: in the world, my personal life, you know. And I
Speaker 1: feel like I do want to be more vulnerable because
Speaker 1: I feel like people can look at a lot of
Speaker 1: things that you know, um, I've been through or how
Speaker 1: I feel and like learn from it. So that's just
Speaker 1: being real, Like I want to learn how to um
Speaker 1: open up. And I think that's important for a lot
Speaker 1: of people because a lot of us walking around trying
Speaker 1: to be so hard and tough, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: and inside like you might be going through sheet and
Speaker 1: you never know who can relate. So I think I
Speaker 1: put a sheet over just like like you know my emotions.
Speaker 1: And sometimes too, when I piste off, like I want
Speaker 1: to go in and I feel like the omi I
Speaker 1: used to be on, like going at it like with
Speaker 1: females everything, and I realized too, like now it's for
Speaker 1: the better, you know, it's for the betterment of myself.
Speaker 1: But sometimes you gotta let that sh out. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, You've got to go off sometime, like
Speaker 1: so I want to get back to that, I'll put
Speaker 1: a sheet over that. Now. I need to tell people
Speaker 1: to shut the funk up. Sometimes, Yeah, that's what I
Speaker 1: was about to say. What what percentage of the time
Speaker 1: do you feel like you gotta representative like yourself instead
Speaker 1: of the reel you anything, Because um, I'm real big
Speaker 1: on like respect, and I feel like I'm big on
Speaker 1: like you never know you like I don't I don't
Speaker 1: mind burning bridges, But at the same time, it's like
Speaker 1: I don't know I wanted the people that's like, now
Speaker 1: I'm going to keep everything Cobra stated, I don't think
Speaker 1: I really like like confusion anymore. So now it's like,
Speaker 1: well conflict, I avoid it. So um, I feel like
Speaker 1: with that being said, I going wrong sometime and it's
Speaker 1: like I'm just oh me and there, yeah, like exactly,
Speaker 1: so I feel like I gotta represent it him even
Speaker 1: How long how long do it take, like for you
Speaker 1: to actually put out a post? You know, because some
Speaker 1: women take you forever to get their picture right and
Speaker 1: do how longly take a good question? Um a long
Speaker 1: time because I sit there and I'll be like I
Speaker 1: don't know, or like I got on a little sixy
Speaker 1: VIRKINI I'm like I don't know, like it's too much,
Speaker 1: and then I'd be like nao that, like you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So it takes me a little minute.
Speaker 1: But I mean I'm I'm growing still, like I'm trying
Speaker 1: to be um like fuck nigga, free feelings, free, like
Speaker 1: just do that ship. I'm working on it. What what
Speaker 1: is it about it? Like, what is it judgment? I
Speaker 1: don't think it's judgment. I think it's just like you
Speaker 1: know what I'll be thinking about. I'll be thinking about
Speaker 1: the future, like my kids and ship you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So I'll just be like, mm, who do
Speaker 1: I want my children look back and like, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, see me as because sometimes I look
Speaker 1: on the internet, like when I used to be on
Speaker 1: like you can go on YouTube and you know you
Speaker 1: might see me tripping out arguing. I'd be like, damn man,
Speaker 1: I wish that she could come down. So more so
Speaker 1: be that, but the legacy I want to leave, you know,
Speaker 1: because no for real, And it's like I want this
Speaker 1: ship to be huge, but at the same time, it's
Speaker 1: like maybe he's gonna be impactful if I just don't
Speaker 1: give ye it's gonna be it's gonna show the growth
Speaker 1: and showed it like you're actually human in real life
Speaker 1: and you've had your times and had your mistakes and
Speaker 1: your funk ups, but you've grown from that to who
Speaker 1: you are now. Right. Yeah, So that's just me being
Speaker 1: really that's like some of my thoughts for like I'm
Speaker 1: still you know, working on that. Well, some of your
Speaker 1: biggest just goals like SA, we know music, but like
Speaker 1: with some of your biggest personal goals, my personal goals,
Speaker 1: I think, um, it's one of my biggest personal goals
Speaker 1: being slow to anger. I got a bad timber. What's
Speaker 1: your son, I'm a burger? Oh well I have a
Speaker 1: I have a really bad temper right here for real. Yeah,
Speaker 1: Like I'm just like a firecracker and like a lot
Speaker 1: of yeah yeah. So um I think that, Like I
Speaker 1: know it sounds so like small, but for me, it's
Speaker 1: big because you gotta learn when to walk away and
Speaker 1: it's like I'll be on go, I'll be ready, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So just um that and then
Speaker 1: also just kind of like being more of a light
Speaker 1: to everybody I meet, Like I just want to go
Speaker 1: around now and just kind of like how can I
Speaker 1: impact somebody day in a good way? You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Because sometimes I wake up and I just
Speaker 1: be on bullshit and then it's like you can't just
Speaker 1: let that bleed on the other people. Like that's one thing,
Speaker 1: like I just want to like it sounds cliche, but
Speaker 1: I just want to be like I want to make
Speaker 1: people like that come in my space feel good. That's
Speaker 1: just you feel like in the past, that that that
Speaker 1: that was like the older you like you kind of
Speaker 1: just putting off that energy and you feel like you
Speaker 1: might have cause days like that, Like that's how you
Speaker 1: feel like just like like you know, like the day
Speaker 1: could have went this way, but you feel like you
Speaker 1: made it go that way, like in a good way. Yeah,
Speaker 1: because I feel like my energy take to admit that though,
Speaker 1: because you're you're you know, we're all influencing our leaders. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and women, we were powerful creatures. Women are powerful. So
Speaker 1: sometimes you can go in a certain space and your
Speaker 1: energy can impact you know, other people. So it's like
Speaker 1: I just wanted and she's really like just I had
Speaker 1: to take away from the conversation or whatever, but she's
Speaker 1: really grown a lot from back a few years ago. Yeah,
Speaker 1: back in the day, and that you wish that you
Speaker 1: could still keep as artist life. Um, I think, oh,
Speaker 1: saying whatever I want to say, Like I ain't gonna lie.
Speaker 1: I was on TikTok one day and this girl like
Speaker 1: they was really funking with me about some SI. They said,
Speaker 1: I didn't get somebody credit on a TikTok And you
Speaker 1: know a lot of people was like, damn, y'are bullying
Speaker 1: at her. But some people from my label told me
Speaker 1: they like TikTok is a whole different world, Like these
Speaker 1: kids on there don't play. You gotta get credit and ship.
Speaker 1: So this girl came on there and she was like, yo,
Speaker 1: BBL body and this and this. So I wrote her
Speaker 1: back and I was like, I mean, you ain't the
Speaker 1: best built yourself, you know what I'm saying, And I
Speaker 1: should have been mindful, you know, but she had she
Speaker 1: attacked me, so you know, she she kind of like
Speaker 1: it really hurts. So I'm like, okay, well go pick
Speaker 1: out your flaws or say something about you. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like, I know, I got a month
Speaker 1: the BBL bitch, you gotta call that out. So whatever.
Speaker 1: And when I say, they was like, oh, she's body
Speaker 1: shaming people all of this stuff. And I feel like
Speaker 1: the new part of me was like, damn, I should
Speaker 1: have just kept my composure because what does she go home?
Speaker 1: And she really liked I want to do something herself
Speaker 1: because I said that she was not to because you
Speaker 1: said that. She said yeah, and I agree with that,
Speaker 1: but I'm saying, what if you would have went home,
Speaker 1: we want to do something to yourself, feel bad about
Speaker 1: your boy. You just got to have accountability here. That's
Speaker 1: it was a double statard. They feel like, okay, you
Speaker 1: in the lights. So you. Yeah, like and you know,
Speaker 1: they say heavy as the head. So it's like I
Speaker 1: chose this acal life. So it's like I'm and you know,
Speaker 1: I'm still trying to grow. So I just was like, damn,
Speaker 1: I should just you know, but I wish I could
Speaker 1: be able sometimes just to like really like make people
Speaker 1: feel like a fucking aunt because it's a lot of
Speaker 1: people that need that. Like, it's a lot of harsh
Speaker 1: people like and hateful people in this world, dead ass
Speaker 1: like that really needed to be vindictive. And guess what,
Speaker 1: sometimes that might be a release that might be out
Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying. You might walk up
Speaker 1: and bitch, I just squashed you like a book. You
Speaker 1: might be nice tomorrow, you know. But I wish I
Speaker 1: could still just say whatever. But you know, we talked
Speaker 1: ship when we like one on one cameras whatever. I
Speaker 1: wish that I could just more so it makes you
Speaker 1: feel like you can't know the wive if we all
Speaker 1: could really say he's in that space in Wyoming alone
Speaker 1: he was doing before that thought nah, come out like
Speaker 1: like that, come out like that, Yeah, saying they how
Speaker 1: they feel, don't give a fuck. That's kind of like
Speaker 1: how you start it's but that's how she started it
Speaker 1: is that's why I see this is actually this is
Speaker 1: therapeutic for me right now because I'm really I'm picking
Speaker 1: up I'm soaking up games because I'm like, Okay, y'all right,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, because it didn't. We love
Speaker 1: authentic people, though, but don't but don't don't they kind
Speaker 1: of hinder you when you're trying to live. As I'm saying,
Speaker 1: we love authentic, but but but if being authentic maybe
Speaker 1: it can hurt the people around you or your family,
Speaker 1: maybe then you have to think about it. I get that,
Speaker 1: But I can be an authentic and be yourself hurt
Speaker 1: anybody else. You might say something, you might she might
Speaker 1: say something to somebody that might make somebody go at
Speaker 1: her best friend or this or that. It might just
Speaker 1: trickle because she's always in drama, so she was She's saying,
Speaker 1: is her drama spreads to the people around her. But
Speaker 1: just being rude though I'm gonna always have to check
Speaker 1: somebody like I don't think I'm ever gonna stop. I'm
Speaker 1: not like, but I'm That's just an example of how
Speaker 1: like when I tell you my TikTok like it wasn't
Speaker 1: no positive comments, like the whole TikTok attacked me, and
Speaker 1: I kind of like I was like, oh, well, you know,
Speaker 1: but sometimes I'm like, damn, did I hear below the belt?
Speaker 1: But I'll just be wanting to like, like I said,
Speaker 1: sometimes you gotta just go off, like leave me then.
Speaker 1: But that's one thing I think, um I got for that.
Speaker 1: So you feel like it's just like you go off
Speaker 1: after because it's like I feel it, you go off
Speaker 1: after they're messing with your, messing messing with you. But
Speaker 1: it's like, let's say you said something at the beginning,
Speaker 1: then it's like, well, if you say something at the beginning,
Speaker 1: maybe it wouldn't be right exactly speaking knees. They speaking
Speaker 1: knees because you know, it's certain celebrities to where you
Speaker 1: know they like you ain't gonna really say too much
Speaker 1: about them or try them in person becau you know
Speaker 1: you're gonna get it. You know what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 1: I think like that person because you know I don't
Speaker 1: look her, yeah, like just leave her along. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: mean it comes with the territory. Though we're not getting
Speaker 1: big what you think about just being because because because
Speaker 1: we don't bank it you speak. If you don't be yourself,
Speaker 1: people can tell you're not doing that too. So you're
Speaker 1: in a lose lose situation. That's but you you have adjusted,
Speaker 1: not stop, you have adjusted. But people know through how
Speaker 1: I'm talking about how I feel howe you know what?
Speaker 1: That's true. I just don't put a sensor on it
Speaker 1: a little bit, but you know how I feel. If
Speaker 1: you know, if you know, you know, and that's the
Speaker 1: perfect bound once though, a little sensor. But it's like,
Speaker 1: you know, because I can't coming to like I don't
Speaker 1: feel how I feel. Like that's a hypocrite, right, I'm
Speaker 1: trying to say some ship to y'all, like I feel
Speaker 1: this way, but y'all knowing, But you know how you
Speaker 1: change that wonderful mother sucking here, It's impossible. That's you, dog.
Speaker 1: I feel like when you, when you and in this game,
Speaker 1: especially being an artist, you do have to be like
Speaker 1: she said, fit to fit with a representative here And
Speaker 1: now you know what I'm saying, because you can't. But
Speaker 1: with this ship we're doing. Who yeah, true fucking fucking
Speaker 1: you ain't gotta tune into this ship. We appreciate you
Speaker 1: if you do that. I don't funk with the people
Speaker 1: who feel like how I feel. Yeah, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But then somebody, some people might be funking
Speaker 1: this ship for how stream feel. Some people might be
Speaker 1: foking to J feel funk. I look like trying to
Speaker 1: thank our stream, thank thank thank you're getting a three
Speaker 1: piece comebo. It is what it is because Nigga's don't
Speaker 1: know it don't matter like your core, our core big
Speaker 1: facts before revote before um black fold and that dumb people.
Speaker 1: It's who we're talking to. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: We're doing twenty five thousand a week. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying before J came in with just me and
Speaker 1: you don't vote. Want that court. That's why we started
Speaker 1: five Friday. They want that core big fact ship, no
Speaker 1: sensor right speaking mind, So who are we took the
Speaker 1: prid people. Yeah, they really want really wrong because that's
Speaker 1: what they want. That's real short. That's what the bank
Speaker 1: who lately by. Yeah, yeah, we go to doing some
Speaker 1: other ship. Now we're now we're talking like god Nam
Speaker 1: the view and then when no vote, don't vote up,
Speaker 1: we try to come back to our people. Brother. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I just say, man, that's real ship the best way,
Speaker 1: because you're either gonna like me you want me to.
Speaker 1: I don't want you to love me for something I
Speaker 1: ain't cause I'm gonna get tired of being there exactly
Speaker 1: for real? Are you gonna fake yourself out? Is it is?
Speaker 1: It isn't the thought of out of the hundred things
Speaker 1: you say or ten or whatever, that one time, it's
Speaker 1: not like you're like, damn, maybe I should have said that.
Speaker 1: I don't never say that even if it hurts somebody
Speaker 1: hurt who I mean, he could be a family member,
Speaker 1: could be you could just be shipping like man, damn,
Speaker 1: maybe I should have said that they hurt somebody, if
Speaker 1: it hurts somebody I care about, I may think like, damn,
Speaker 1: I shouldn't have said that, But then I'm also going
Speaker 1: to think like, what then did they say to me
Speaker 1: to make me want to go that low to say that, yeah,
Speaker 1: that's true, that that's true. I feel like and of
Speaker 1: my friends of feminine note brou if I say some
Speaker 1: mos like brock you on that to day, because at
Speaker 1: the end of the day before I said that, I
Speaker 1: showed you in a million way, it just su ight
Speaker 1: right right, right, right right right. Having a yeah, like
Speaker 1: we all go through that. So if you take that
Speaker 1: like that, that's how you, that's how you really feel
Speaker 1: about you take me like that to make you wanted
Speaker 1: to be like that? That makes sense. Always, that made
Speaker 1: proper sense. Get you out of my books? Then Yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel like, especially in relationship, and I understand it
Speaker 1: is you do have to bring certain representatives out because
Speaker 1: they can scare the money off. But entertaining that's what
Speaker 1: people love about you. You know what I'm saying that
Speaker 1: do you do? You? You gotta recognize, like trying to
Speaker 1: be a better you sometimes really fuck you up. Sometimes
Speaker 1: what's the better you? The better you that another motherfucker
Speaker 1: telling you to be, don't be the better you for
Speaker 1: somebody else. That's That's what I'm saying, better you that
Speaker 1: ain't me? Like, I don't. I tried that vegan ship, bro,
Speaker 1: I don't like that vegan, right. I can't be no
Speaker 1: better vegan because vegans is vegan, right. I could just
Speaker 1: be a vegetarian or something probably, but I don't like vegan.
Speaker 1: But yeah, that's it. I gotta have some meat. I
Speaker 1: don't care. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. I can't
Speaker 1: do this because my wife Vegan now, even though my
Speaker 1: wife would never be Veger. But I'm just saying, like
Speaker 1: or screen goddamn Vegan. Man, that's on you, buddy, that's
Speaker 1: your business. What's making you the better? You might not
Speaker 1: make me the better me that ship might make me
Speaker 1: missable facts, right, Huh, you're laughing. But in my life,
Speaker 1: she even coming to motherfuck try to be goddamn scream
Speaker 1: or anybody game, Um, Joe Buttons, I'm on the South
Speaker 1: from New York. I'm not gonna come to Mother trying
Speaker 1: to sound and talk articulate my word. I don't know
Speaker 1: the right we learned words won't be fair for I
Speaker 1: don't know a lot of this ship. Right. I didn't
Speaker 1: know I was gonna be here doing this ship right right,
Speaker 1: right right, So we're gonna feed this ship out as
Speaker 1: we go. Yeah, funk, I look like coming to trying
Speaker 1: to act smart like I'm just super smart. Yeah. I
Speaker 1: don't want to hear that. And I always I always
Speaker 1: say though, like excuse me. Everybody in the world is
Speaker 1: like wearing a mask, like when you meet most people,
Speaker 1: and it's like, imagine if we all just took that
Speaker 1: mask off, and it's like I feel like it it
Speaker 1: would be a better place, like everybody would just be
Speaker 1: like you know, when you come home, you're just like yeah,
Speaker 1: like like you know, I feel like it would be
Speaker 1: better like when you get yeah, I just feel so bad.
Speaker 1: Like and you know, I noticed sometimes like when I
Speaker 1: go on rooms and like let's say it's like a
Speaker 1: super boogie grouple bitches or whatever females, I feel like
Speaker 1: I kind of like and I didn't have like a
Speaker 1: few shots. I'm grooving, you know, I'm being myself, like
Speaker 1: give me another one and another one. I feel like
Speaker 1: they like, oh whatever, But deep down, it's like you
Speaker 1: want to do this too, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Do get drunk? Yeah, you want to look exactly and
Speaker 1: be yourself and have fun. So I really feel like
Speaker 1: everything you said, it's like I don't know that put
Speaker 1: a battery pack in my back, because that's real ship,
Speaker 1: because you have the most fun, the most really conversations
Speaker 1: with your bunnets on and whatever in the house with
Speaker 1: your friends, y'all. Smoking blood don't kill you little y'all.
Speaker 1: Everything you're trying to hit the blood ship. You can't
Speaker 1: even gett liked a little crumb right there, you like
Speaker 1: she putting blood out to earl you want to hold. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you don't want your ropes back up? Yeah, you're gonna
Speaker 1: get a roach and be like and hit it with
Speaker 1: your nail just like that might burn your nail a
Speaker 1: little bit. Yeah Yeah, that's real. Ship. That's me at
Speaker 1: home passing whole with the same talk ya for real.
Speaker 1: That's so true, true scorching. I'm not finished seeing it
Speaker 1: like it's not how Yeah nigga be trying sitting him
Speaker 1: up like you know, man, fix that were hot but
Speaker 1: not as hot as you because you wore a hoodie.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna cold nigga again. No, but this hell of
Speaker 1: a conversation. What's name of the budget? Um? Er? What
Speaker 1: I mean? I feel like, um, I was giving everybody
Speaker 1: I don't know, I feel like they entered into my world,
Speaker 1: like finally, because a lot of people was like, damn,
Speaker 1: drop a body of work, Like we're gonna drop something.
Speaker 1: We need a project, like a full you know, um
Speaker 1: body of music. So I felt like answer was perfect
Speaker 1: because you know, when you want a keyboard, you hit,
Speaker 1: it's like you enter and you know it's like final step.
Speaker 1: So um, all of that played a part into why
Speaker 1: you know, Cardi into I feel like it's like coming
Speaker 1: finally on the president. Um um, I ain't even gonna
Speaker 1: lie to you. I don't remember, Like I'm so bad
Speaker 1: with remembering the producers, Like I know them, but it's
Speaker 1: so many that you know, and that's not good because
Speaker 1: they play a huge part and like you know, being
Speaker 1: an artist. But um, I got yadi um of course
Speaker 1: the gunna um I did put I like on there
Speaker 1: to song with me and coy Larrey um and whose
Speaker 1: key of course yeah key um bad baby. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: got a lot of who oh yeah did you? Or
Speaker 1: so I got some heavy features. Your collaborations come about
Speaker 1: it to be people like you just bump into some
Speaker 1: damn ship or how they come about. Yeah, Like I
Speaker 1: just bump into different people and then like I'll be
Speaker 1: in the studio like playing my music and then like
Speaker 1: I want to funk with that song o they but
Speaker 1: like let's work, you know. I feel like I got
Speaker 1: a lot of my um features from like really proving myself.
Speaker 1: Like a lot of people kind of feel like, damn,
Speaker 1: I'm sure she got this because you know her affiliation
Speaker 1: with Thug, But you don't even know, like really, like
Speaker 1: I said, being the studio playing my music and the
Speaker 1: like I see their eyes like, oh, she really is hard,
Speaker 1: like when we get on that or I want to
Speaker 1: funk with you, you know. Um yeah, the advantage is
Speaker 1: in the disadvantage of being like coming up. Um. I
Speaker 1: think the advantages is like, of course, the relationships in
Speaker 1: the industry, and then um, I love the fact that
Speaker 1: like people respect you know, the label like a lot
Speaker 1: like and I say that as in like music and
Speaker 1: creatively you know what I'm saying, um, because they like,
Speaker 1: you know, got great music. So people like damn, you know,
Speaker 1: thug sucking her music. I know it's you know, she
Speaker 1: gotta be hard, like you know, it's solidified. And I
Speaker 1: think that its advantages would be for sure. Um, I
Speaker 1: think everybody think like a lot of ship was people
Speaker 1: kind of feel in it to me, so sometimes they
Speaker 1: don't even want to listen, you know, I gotta I
Speaker 1: feel like my walk is a little bit harder because
Speaker 1: it's like I really got to like put it in
Speaker 1: their face, like hey listen to this, like yeah exactly,
Speaker 1: because they feel like, you know, sometimes like oh Yantha
Speaker 1: as girlfriends um drop some or Carl dropped something like okay, whatever,
Speaker 1: she's just doing music and then like when they really listen,
Speaker 1: they're like, oh, Ship, she really likes an artist, Like
Speaker 1: they say, no bullshit, So I think that's like a
Speaker 1: decent advantage um and they feel like, you know, okay,
Speaker 1: she got a feature with Gonna just because you know,
Speaker 1: they all under the same label, but they don't know,
Speaker 1: like I really jumped through hoops and I feel like
Speaker 1: it's the virgo and me to prove myself and like
Speaker 1: just not be like, oh can I get this, you know,
Speaker 1: like I like to I had to prove myself before
Speaker 1: I went and got certain features. So so how do
Speaker 1: you feel How do you feel like when people character
Speaker 1: as you or address you as thugs ex girlfriend instead
Speaker 1: of just carl Um. Honestly, like at one point, I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna lie. I used to like feel away about it,
Speaker 1: and sometimes I go places and I feel like people
Speaker 1: do it kind of like to irritate me. Yeah, like
Speaker 1: you know, I like notice people be like, oh, yeah,
Speaker 1: you think eggs ain't you or something like that, or
Speaker 1: I'd be like, I know for a fact, yeah you know,
Speaker 1: but I kind of start like embracing it, like because
Speaker 1: I feel like this is ship. He is a huge artist,
Speaker 1: like one of the top artists in the game. So
Speaker 1: you know, you gotta called Spade space. That's how people.
Speaker 1: Some people know me, you know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 1: it's just like it is what it is, and I'd
Speaker 1: rather them know me from something then to not know
Speaker 1: me at all, especially what I'm trying to do, which
Speaker 1: is music. You know, it's very hard. It's very very
Speaker 1: very Yeah, like you've seen a relationship lie hard because
Speaker 1: they feel like it's like, damn, that's a good question.
Speaker 1: I like that. Um yeah, everybody feels like else because
Speaker 1: I'm trying to think. I'm trying to think of what
Speaker 1: I'm saying around because I'm trying to just like that
Speaker 1: just really hivy like ship. Um it's hard, Like it's
Speaker 1: hard because they feel like how hard for you to
Speaker 1: take another nigga sees other tho hard? They got big
Speaker 1: shoes if you I'm just being real, like it is
Speaker 1: they got big shoes. And I mean that a lot
Speaker 1: of aspects like we went through what we went through
Speaker 1: we was young, you know what I'm saying. But it's
Speaker 1: like when it came down to it, like I gotta
Speaker 1: saying where I say, like my nigga gotta come with batteries.
Speaker 1: And you know, like when your toy come with batteries,
Speaker 1: that's like the perfect Like when you were a kid
Speaker 1: and your toy you opening, he got batteries in it. Perfect.
Speaker 1: So think about that. You know, my knicks nigga like
Speaker 1: you gotta come with batteries. Thug came with batteries, like
Speaker 1: he get it. You know what I'm saying, Like everything
Speaker 1: a woman need, like you know what I'm saying, you're
Speaker 1: going to get you know, your nail's done here, you know,
Speaker 1: like just help you out or sometimes just like what
Speaker 1: you wanna do, like you got a business idea you
Speaker 1: want to do, or you know how you're doing like mentally,
Speaker 1: stuff like that. Like and that's not to say everything
Speaker 1: was copastetic in our relationship. Everything was just a walking apart,
Speaker 1: you know. But the end of the day, it's kind
Speaker 1: of like exactly, and I feel like that's very important.
Speaker 1: And you ain't gotta be rich to to come with batteries,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. You ain't gotta have the
Speaker 1: most money in the world. Sometimes it's just about support. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: you gotta have something, yeah for me when I'm saying
Speaker 1: on my level, which already on my level, but you know,
Speaker 1: for you for the regular people in the world like
Speaker 1: who And I'm not saying I'm not regular, you know,
Speaker 1: but at the same time, like you know, people would
Speaker 1: not unified ship come with better to just get it,
Speaker 1: like get it, bring your letty home. Some flowers sometimes
Speaker 1: make him feel good, Like I feel like he was
Speaker 1: like that. So um sometimes when I'm around others, like
Speaker 1: trying to date and stuff, I'd be like, ummm, like
Speaker 1: when you're gonna act like what's on my mind? What
Speaker 1: I'm trying to do, you know, because you don't know
Speaker 1: I might could, I might could, Like you don't know
Speaker 1: what I can bring to the table, Like I feel
Speaker 1: like with Thug, like he if I had an idea,
Speaker 1: he was investing, not because I was his girl and
Speaker 1: we was laying down at night, but because he really
Speaker 1: believed like this little bit like bring me a million dollars,
Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying, she got brilliant ideas.
Speaker 1: So I feel like with the Knicks, the Knicks guy,
Speaker 1: like I want somebody to see me for like my brain,
Speaker 1: my business sense, not just like oh she looked good
Speaker 1: and I want to put a bus down on her,
Speaker 1: like I want somebody to really like jay Z say
Speaker 1: bounce ideas off at night. So it's hard. Like dating,
Speaker 1: it is hard because I'm like ship, like how are
Speaker 1: you coming? You know? And I feel like I'm not
Speaker 1: just gonna sit on but I definitely know what I
Speaker 1: want and a guy, And yes, it's very hard for
Speaker 1: me to take me serious. I feel like I gotta
Speaker 1: stain on me like and it's all right, um no,
Speaker 1: because I feel like we had an iconic love story,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying for the people who know.
Speaker 1: But at the same time, it's like Nigga's like, shoot,
Speaker 1: I know you ain't going nowhere, or it's just like
Speaker 1: people carlate the you know what I'm saying. So it's
Speaker 1: just like forever name you when you came in the
Speaker 1: game with somebody, like you're gonna always for be Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: no matter what. That's what he's saying it too, like
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, um, especially when they're gonna
Speaker 1: put out there that they can't cared about you, yeah,
Speaker 1: like that's yes, yeah, I know a lot of people
Speaker 1: they don't be trying to like even across that bridge,
Speaker 1: like really like stepping out or something like, not that
Speaker 1: I want to step out with a niggle, but I
Speaker 1: can see like I don't know if nigga's like really
Speaker 1: just like tough enough to you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: you don't like to do it, like not that I
Speaker 1: want to step out because I'm still a pete, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But dang, I'll be seeing like Okay,
Speaker 1: so you think we're gonna be a secret. You think
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be like you know, like and I'm at
Speaker 1: a point where I'm getting older, It's like I want
Speaker 1: something real. You know, I ain't trying to just be
Speaker 1: I'm gonna have fun, but I ain't trying to just
Speaker 1: be out here kicking it with any everybody. I didn't
Speaker 1: have my fun. I didn't you know, been outside before thug,
Speaker 1: you know whatever. So I feel like I noticed a
Speaker 1: lot of niggas to be kind of like you know, yeah,
Speaker 1: like but then you want to but do you really
Speaker 1: be like obsessed a little bit like crazy about me?
Speaker 1: But it's just like and I don't know if they
Speaker 1: don't want to look crazy because they feel like I
Speaker 1: don't know what she's gonna do with slime but I'm
Speaker 1: just like I peep it. So I'm like, yeah, I'm
Speaker 1: not giving you no ass I'm not. I'm definitely not
Speaker 1: because he ain't even trying to. You're worried about You're
Speaker 1: worried about home, like so worried about him. I don't
Speaker 1: want to go nowhere with these So yeah, So speaking
Speaker 1: of ideas, um, I know previously you had Carl Swim
Speaker 1: and you had like, you know, some other things going on.
Speaker 1: So what's the status right now of Carl Swim and
Speaker 1: then what else do you have on the table as
Speaker 1: far as business ventures? Um, so I definitely want to
Speaker 1: bring Carl Swim back. Yeah, like, and I actually got
Speaker 1: like so many because you work, you put so much
Speaker 1: like working hard effort, and you were there, you helped me.
Speaker 1: You was j really amazing though, like from when y'all
Speaker 1: j been your since I was oh kid whatever, Like
Speaker 1: she literally watched me grow up, like she knows me
Speaker 1: very well inside and out. You know. That's why I'm
Speaker 1: like so happy for you now because it's like you
Speaker 1: just you really blossomed from back then into like a
Speaker 1: like a flower for lack of being lame or whatever.
Speaker 1: But yeah, like but yeah, so you're gonna bring back
Speaker 1: car late swim and then what else we got going on?
Speaker 1: And I want to get into acting and it's good
Speaker 1: and cold. Um, I want to get into acting, and
Speaker 1: like I said, I want to just like um. Another
Speaker 1: thing is I'm working on, Like I've been piecing stuff
Speaker 1: together for a book. Yeah, like um, like a memoir
Speaker 1: or like a fiction or yeah. Like I actually was
Speaker 1: thinking about doing something called like I don't know the
Speaker 1: name for sure, but I was talking to my mom
Speaker 1: about it. But it's gonna be called Seeing Me through
Speaker 1: my Mom's eyes because because of how close you guys are. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and it's just like how she's seen me, like when
Speaker 1: I was at kind of like my lowest point, like
Speaker 1: she always seen me as like here, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Like, and I feel like it's gonna be
Speaker 1: a book just about like how your parents view you,
Speaker 1: like through it all like and I'm still finding like
Speaker 1: an angle for it. But I was telling her that
Speaker 1: one day, like I was just like, damn, sometime, like
Speaker 1: I wish always I could see me how you see me?
Speaker 1: You know you have some that you did where you
Speaker 1: were like a princess or something. Yeah, get us Cinderella thing.
Speaker 1: What was that about? So? Um, I had started like
Speaker 1: calling myself, get us Cinderella, because I feel like, you know,
Speaker 1: the Cinerella stories, like she was waiting for a man
Speaker 1: to come up the you save her or whatever, and
Speaker 1: I feel like, get us Inderella, like I need to
Speaker 1: be saved, you know. But I still did. I still
Speaker 1: had like the princes you didn't you know, the man
Speaker 1: or whatever. But I didn't need saving, you know. So
Speaker 1: it was just like that like a little, um, you know,
Speaker 1: a little story with a twist. No, I ain't need saving,
Speaker 1: but I still had the prints when I get big,
Speaker 1: what's what's like your dream moment in the studio? Like
Speaker 1: my dream on me? Like I'm in the studio with
Speaker 1: so and so and so and so and so and
Speaker 1: so and this is happening. Um, I would say, Oh,
Speaker 1: I hate saying stuff that I feel like anybody would say, like,
Speaker 1: but Beyonce, just being real with you is because for one,
Speaker 1: she's a virgo and I watched her a lot, and
Speaker 1: I feel like we have a lot of similarities. Like
Speaker 1: a lot of people don't believe in astrology and all
Speaker 1: the ship, but I do. And I see a lot
Speaker 1: of Yeah, I see a lot of similarities, and I
Speaker 1: feel like it would just I honestly feel like she
Speaker 1: would like a lot of the music that I wrote,
Speaker 1: A lot of stuff I want. You don't want it
Speaker 1: enough screening for me, but yeah, I think Beyonce UM
Speaker 1: and then definitely. And another dream moment is just also
Speaker 1: to like me being a studio and everybody like on
Speaker 1: their feet because I just did some ship that was
Speaker 1: so fun crazy and that's happened like before. But that's
Speaker 1: always my dream moment when I do go to the studio, Like,
Speaker 1: I like looking around and my people just like damn
Speaker 1: like and I usually keep that when I talk a
Speaker 1: out some real ship like something that's just like I
Speaker 1: see being vulnerable. So like in your recording process, do
Speaker 1: you like to record in the studio with a bunch
Speaker 1: of people or do you like solitude to kind of
Speaker 1: help you think better in piece of ship together before
Speaker 1: you get in front of that crowd. Yeah, solitude for sure.
Speaker 1: Like I don't like a lot of do you do
Speaker 1: candles and candles like I'm real big on like smell too,
Speaker 1: Like I don't like yeah yeah, like I don't like
Speaker 1: um yeah yeah, So I gotta have some good candles out,
Speaker 1: I'd be weird like that, and then I kind of
Speaker 1: like it to be um just um, I don't like
Speaker 1: it too missy like whatever, Like I like to be
Speaker 1: able to think, but I don't like a lot of
Speaker 1: unknown like energies in the studio, like people who I
Speaker 1: don't know. And if I do, I prepare myself like
Speaker 1: if I'm going to like a writing camp like producers
Speaker 1: coming in, like I'll get myself together like whatever, because
Speaker 1: I don't know, Like I just kind of like sticking
Speaker 1: to my same process and you know, being amongst like
Speaker 1: the same people. You know, who would you pay to
Speaker 1: do with a male feature with like, um, they can
Speaker 1: be raped, R and B anything any kind of genre drake. Um,
Speaker 1: Yeah that's yeah, Yeah, that's hard. Are you're a very
Speaker 1: blunt person, Like when you tell people about theirself, like
Speaker 1: if they don't smell good, or if they breast stink
Speaker 1: or if they ship stink, or if they be in
Speaker 1: a certain way like a yeah, yeah, use the term
Speaker 1: your ship, don't stay, your ship don't stink because I
Speaker 1: can't hide like irritation, Like I don't know how to
Speaker 1: hide if I'm irritated. I could just be on my face,
Speaker 1: So I just, um, I say it in like a
Speaker 1: cool way. I ain't gonna be too unless I just
Speaker 1: need to. But if you around me and you stink,
Speaker 1: I feel like you're gonna suck it up for me. No,
Speaker 1: but nobody don't know. It's never happened. But I have
Speaker 1: like been on on the road before, and you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like, let's say you you you're on
Speaker 1: the road and like somebody come man, I come backstage
Speaker 1: and they just hanging out backstage. It's like you're missing
Speaker 1: it up for me because what if they think I stink?
Speaker 1: You gotta know, I can imagine the niggle with you
Speaker 1: and you there stinking, Like I gotta tell you because
Speaker 1: you're sucking it up for everybody because they're not gonna
Speaker 1: yeah yeah, like you gotta be real. So um, for sure,
Speaker 1: I'm blunt like or sometime like yeah blunt, I can't
Speaker 1: even sugar coat that, like I'm I'm gonna tell you,
Speaker 1: or if it's like you're getting on my nerves, I
Speaker 1: gotta say it because I feel like I want people
Speaker 1: to tell me about myself. Like if you're sitting around
Speaker 1: me and I got a bigger and you don't tell me.
Speaker 1: And I go to the bathroom and I see it.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna like you, Like I think I'm a
Speaker 1: really hold a grudge because why would you, like what
Speaker 1: else are you withholding for me to like that's me
Speaker 1: all day? Like what the fun my breath? Think I
Speaker 1: had a little like what I um I have. I'm
Speaker 1: the only child my mom's side, and I have three
Speaker 1: siblings on my yes, very um no, I got a
Speaker 1: younger sister, so I'm actually the oldiest you know your
Speaker 1: mom like so yeah, that's my road dog right here,
Speaker 1: Like I don't know, it's like for real, it's not
Speaker 1: with my sisters. But I know, like you yeah, why
Speaker 1: you you. I tried a little bit sometow I'm feeling
Speaker 1: like but I don't want to just I know, want
Speaker 1: to get I don't want to get the funk on
Speaker 1: because she bowed my ass up, you know. But my
Speaker 1: mama was like my, I don't know, like that's like
Speaker 1: my everything and like a lot of people don't know
Speaker 1: a lot of people close with their parents, but for me, um,
Speaker 1: my mom had went through like a really really um
Speaker 1: near death experience and I'm not gonna say that brought
Speaker 1: us closer. But that's something that that will stick with
Speaker 1: me forever. And I feel like, you know, like yeah,
Speaker 1: because I've seen like damn and then I've seen her fight,
Speaker 1: Like I really seen she had like a twenty chance
Speaker 1: to live in and when the doctor's like told me that, Um,
Speaker 1: I can't even explain that feeling like you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, I can't like and she was like in
Speaker 1: her prim young whatever, I've seen that life can go
Speaker 1: here to hear you know, overnight, And I feel like
Speaker 1: that just always like made me just like look at
Speaker 1: her like it's different. Yeah, like just different. Um yeah,
Speaker 1: I almost here. But a lot of people don't know that.
Speaker 1: So you have a moment on your journey that that
Speaker 1: that you you might think about a lot that you
Speaker 1: would like to maybe retrack or take back, like a
Speaker 1: moment that you might not be proud of. Mm hmm.
Speaker 1: Sometimes yeah, I would say, um, like responding to a
Speaker 1: lot of people back in the day, like just going
Speaker 1: back and forth arguing and ship. Not because I like
Speaker 1: I don't like to see myself arguing or being like combative,
Speaker 1: but more so like I just feel like they didn't
Speaker 1: deserve my energy. And then I feel like bars day
Speaker 1: into like a long time ago, like I entertained a
Speaker 1: lot of niggas who didn't deserve my time, and I
Speaker 1: just like, like, you know what I'm saying. I feel
Speaker 1: like that's a lot of women though, but um yeah,
Speaker 1: all women like which it was just another notch up
Speaker 1: on in my build to make me know like what
Speaker 1: I want now, but um yeah, I just wish I
Speaker 1: adn't give like a lot of people the time of
Speaker 1: that time of day. And then one time I did
Speaker 1: say something that was real crazy, but certain ship like
Speaker 1: that come in time said a million all the time,
Speaker 1: and it's not because like it's like okay, it gets hard,
Speaker 1: but sometimes like I get bored with stuff like I
Speaker 1: really do you know what I'm saying. I guess I
Speaker 1: don't know. Like I'm a person that's like I like
Speaker 1: to just be busy and just try so many different things,
Speaker 1: but I just sometimes be like, m I still want
Speaker 1: to do this. I might want to be actress, like
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, So I just like whatever,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna switch to something else. But then it just
Speaker 1: like pulled me back because I really do love it.
Speaker 1: And then sometimes like I just say fucking because I
Speaker 1: feel like it's a journey, like it takes it's you know,
Speaker 1: so work in progress. Like I get frustrated sometimes, like damn,
Speaker 1: because I know I'm hard. I know I'm hard. Like
Speaker 1: I know a lot of people think that about whatever
Speaker 1: it is that they do. But I'm real. If I
Speaker 1: make a Layman song, I'd be like, m that was me,
Speaker 1: but um no, I'm signed a three hell but yeah,
Speaker 1: Like i know I'm hard. So sometimes I'm just like damn,
Speaker 1: Like I'm ready to hear Carli like that hit on
Speaker 1: the radio all day and d yeah you never know
Speaker 1: when yeah, you know. So it was just like really
Speaker 1: finding the patience to get to that moment. But I
Speaker 1: always like fuck it. You know, um, who's the person
Speaker 1: that gets you out of this is like a certain
Speaker 1: family member home girl. They'd be like, nah, you ain't
Speaker 1: gonna get this ship up? Mm hmm. I would say,
Speaker 1: like probably I gotta aunt. That's like my number one literally,
Speaker 1: like my number one than genuine will lead to her
Speaker 1: soul like everybody around me like that. But my Antimika,
Speaker 1: like Mika literally like she like fuck that ship. Carly,
Speaker 1: you that bitch, Yeah you that bitch. That's my niece
Speaker 1: play that ship like she would be like and did
Speaker 1: your hardest song? Like she just always make Yeah, she
Speaker 1: really like Smika like always let me know, like like, bro,
Speaker 1: you really the sheep, Like I'll be down. She would
Speaker 1: be like like like what so I say her for
Speaker 1: sure and then like just everybody around me, like I'm
Speaker 1: around some solid as people who always just like remind
Speaker 1: me and then I say slim to like thug like
Speaker 1: he would tell me like he was like your only thing,
Speaker 1: Like I didn't understand when he told me this, but
Speaker 1: he was like, all you gotta do is just keep
Speaker 1: going to the studio and make music. And I'd be like,
Speaker 1: niggas that the advice you got, Like, but then I
Speaker 1: started noticing like damn, I'm getting better and better, and
Speaker 1: he was like it's gonna hit one day. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. He was like, this is normal, Like
Speaker 1: I went through this, like I signed a fund up
Speaker 1: deal at one point and look at me now, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like he was like, I know
Speaker 1: that feeling how you feel like like you just want
Speaker 1: to stop because you didn't get nowhere. So knowing like
Speaker 1: that he went through the same thing, and he is
Speaker 1: where he had now. Um, I feel like that keeps
Speaker 1: me going to but yeah, like the people around me,
Speaker 1: you know, damn sure, not people. Um I told you,
Speaker 1: Like females don't get like a lot of support from
Speaker 1: you know, other females in the game. So I would say,
Speaker 1: my people keep me going. If what you think your familyase,
Speaker 1: if you had to cauntercorporizer, like put it one fan
Speaker 1: base with what you say your family. Well, so what's
Speaker 1: the main demographic of your fan base? Um, I honestly
Speaker 1: think unapologetic females. I'm learning that, like they like you
Speaker 1: when I get on Twitter and I say any fucking thing,
Speaker 1: Like I started noticing like a lot of the girls
Speaker 1: that support me are females. It's like that that lived
Speaker 1: through me, like being like Bucky, I would say, it's
Speaker 1: just care free. Um I can't say younger or you know, older,
Speaker 1: because I feel like it's both, but just care free
Speaker 1: like females. And of course the the g BT Yeah yeah,
Speaker 1: community community. Yeah, I would say, um, definitely them as well.
Speaker 1: But the girls and the girls exactly, the queens and stuff.
Speaker 1: But you know, like Fucky, that's that's them. Like my family,
Speaker 1: like the grew for real. Um, they definitely support me.
Speaker 1: Have you ever done reality TV? I thought about it,
Speaker 1: but would you well you said you thought about it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I haven't know, we'll stop m hm. The fact that
Speaker 1: I didn't died like people like they kind of do
Speaker 1: whatever with the script. I don't like that. I don't
Speaker 1: like that. I like to be in control and I
Speaker 1: like having my hands and everything, and I like to
Speaker 1: know what I'm signing up for. So you yeah, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Or it was just like I
Speaker 1: was doing a show with people that was I could trust,
Speaker 1: and I built like a report week because sometimes you
Speaker 1: say stuff and they just take it out of context,
Speaker 1: like don't make me like no messy as be and
Speaker 1: really I'm checking somebody on something that's you know they
Speaker 1: needed to be. Yeah, like so, um, I think that's
Speaker 1: what really stopped me. I was like, oh, I seemed
Speaker 1: like I didn't have any control. It felt like invasive. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like over the narrative. I don't want nobody to make
Speaker 1: me look a certain way. That's real. To tell us
Speaker 1: a little bit about the mix tape. Now we've were robbed,
Speaker 1: Now we can talk all about listen. Um, Yeah, so
Speaker 1: enter is sixteen songs, um, and I put a lot
Speaker 1: into it, like and I feel like it's just super diverse,
Speaker 1: like a transition throughout the whole project of like some
Speaker 1: shi it is just like if you're in like a
Speaker 1: down mood. Some of it is coming from like I'm
Speaker 1: popping my ship, you know what I'm saying. The first
Speaker 1: song on there, I come in just like I feel
Speaker 1: like I'm swinging at everybody, like I'm really proving myself
Speaker 1: and I'm leaving like my print, you know. And then um,
Speaker 1: I got a song called someone Like You on their
Speaker 1: and Yadi Copra Doo stick um and basically like he
Speaker 1: was in the studio, he helped me like from he
Speaker 1: like helped me form me a little yeah yeah, and
Speaker 1: like it's special to me because I feel like I'm
Speaker 1: speaking from my like soul and it just makes you
Speaker 1: feel away. It makes you feel so mellow, you can
Speaker 1: smoke some weed, just relax, you know what I'm saying. Um,
Speaker 1: And then I got songs on there where you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I got strip club songs like me
Speaker 1: and Keith got this song called Gotta Get Touched and
Speaker 1: we made it right before he passed away. So that
Speaker 1: was like a big thing to me because it was
Speaker 1: supposed to well, it's still gonna be on his album,
Speaker 1: but um it's hard, like and like when I was
Speaker 1: actually recording it, I gave up. I was like, I
Speaker 1: want to do this ship. I don't know if I
Speaker 1: sound right. My friend was like, hell, now it's gonna
Speaker 1: be a hit. So that's like one of my faves
Speaker 1: because it ends up coming out hard as funk. So um, yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel like my project is just super diverse, Like
Speaker 1: you got a lot of different vibes on there. And
Speaker 1: I feel like today, like a lot of people make
Speaker 1: if they drop music, it's like okay, it's one huge
Speaker 1: A lot of people like it's like okay either super
Speaker 1: wrap It's really not like a mix anymore. And I
Speaker 1: feel like I gave you every pop of like R
Speaker 1: and B. I feel like I touched on everything to
Speaker 1: show people like, you know, I got it all cover into.
Speaker 1: I want to see what people like more, you know,
Speaker 1: I want to see what more people gravitate towards. So
Speaker 1: I can, you know, like know what to work on for. Yeah,
Speaker 1: what you're doing. The tricky is to get like me
Speaker 1: and to listen to women mute what do you think.
Speaker 1: What you're thinking is, let's god people, somebody putt that
Speaker 1: up like you ride to a little lorilla. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: think it just comes down spirit is beautiful and I
Speaker 1: love her tone. On her tone, I feel like she
Speaker 1: come in like attentions, how she speaks, like she ain't
Speaker 1: trying to be all you know, um put my pennies,
Speaker 1: like she being herself like she you And I like that,
Speaker 1: like it makes you like somebody said, um, we can
Speaker 1: she got workout music like you know you and you
Speaker 1: know you and they're like, and that's a big you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, should keep you going. So I
Speaker 1: feel like it's like your approach with with men. That's
Speaker 1: what I noticed, because sometimes I feel like y'all don't
Speaker 1: be wanting to hear all of that, Like yeah, y'all
Speaker 1: don't be wanting to hear that, like a lot of
Speaker 1: men like they always be like and it would be
Speaker 1: a song like like I said, the song the song
Speaker 1: like someone like you, and I'd be shocked, like damn,
Speaker 1: they ain't care really about the sixties shoot or just
Speaker 1: like my they don't care about that. Maybe want to
Speaker 1: hear some real ship that they can ride to. And
Speaker 1: be in a car like damn, like squint their eyes
Speaker 1: like that ship real. Yeah. So that's when I think
Speaker 1: about when I'm in the studio, like and a lot
Speaker 1: of people got it suck up from me and like
Speaker 1: they think you'd like to break a female. You gotta like,
Speaker 1: you know, sixty whatever. It ain't like that no more.
Speaker 1: I think I think the key to getting me in
Speaker 1: to listen to your music and you gotta take put
Speaker 1: the R and B into wrap whatever the female was
Speaker 1: doing in R and B back in the day. However
Speaker 1: that made you feel because the nick and listen to it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you gotta rep and you go with me, and it's
Speaker 1: just right. They're gonna have to beat some ship to
Speaker 1: what they would be like I want my bitch to
Speaker 1: feel like yeah, yeah, no, and that's real because that's
Speaker 1: something that's another thing though told me he said the
Speaker 1: same thing. He was like, Nick, I don't want to
Speaker 1: hear all that like like about your pussy all the time.
Speaker 1: He was like talking about real ship like you know
Speaker 1: everybody can relate to. He said the same thing. At first,
Speaker 1: I was like he just don't you know, Like I'm like, like,
Speaker 1: don't try to have me not talking about yeah, and
Speaker 1: then I'm like, yeah, he right, because like I said,
Speaker 1: like a lot of like males was working with the
Speaker 1: songs where like they said the real ship, but it's
Speaker 1: you know, yeah, So yeah, what's the final words you
Speaker 1: want to say to the carl A supporters out then
Speaker 1: and the big facts fans and supporters. Man, I appreciate
Speaker 1: everybody and more so, um I would say, like my
Speaker 1: supporters like keep going and yeah, just keep going, never
Speaker 1: give up. I know it sounds cliche, but it's true.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, And just know, like I
Speaker 1: really appreciate the support because this has been like a
Speaker 1: long journey for me. It really has like doing music
Speaker 1: and I take my craft series. So I just appreciate
Speaker 1: everybody who with my movement, even with me being here
Speaker 1: now you know what I'm saying, and we're making it
Speaker 1: about something that's bigger than anything Massy Like this was
Speaker 1: genuinely a good conversation and good topics, So I appreciate you.
Speaker 1: To anything coming up, Um, I'm doing a college tour
Speaker 1: um brought to everybody by d T from DTLR, So
Speaker 1: that's gonna be crazy. And this is like my first
Speaker 1: time like doing whoa, I'm back doing shows since um
Speaker 1: kind of like the Whore I did with Kei, I
Speaker 1: feel like like a full run so yeah, I'm that
Speaker 1: I'm ready to hit the stage like and get that rush.
Speaker 1: So stay tuned. I'm gonna be posting dates soon. Yeah
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