1 00:00:00,120 --> 00:00:05,560 Speaker 1: Big Bang. You don't be on nothing. I'll be okay, 2 00:00:05,600 --> 00:00:08,240 Speaker 1: So let me ask this bring you Big Big Fact 3 00:00:10,000 --> 00:00:13,120 Speaker 1: Now visit the new website today Big Facts, Paul dot 4 00:00:13,119 --> 00:00:16,000 Speaker 1: Com Live and first Class Sounds is d J screen, 5 00:00:16,040 --> 00:00:17,880 Speaker 1: Big Bank. You's here, baby, Jade, this here, we are 6 00:00:17,880 --> 00:00:20,040 Speaker 1: the Big Facts crew. We got a special guest on 7 00:00:20,160 --> 00:00:22,720 Speaker 1: Big Fashion Day. She goes by the name of Carla Carla. 8 00:00:24,600 --> 00:00:29,360 Speaker 1: Carla Carlo referred to how you doing, Welcome, I'm good, 9 00:00:29,440 --> 00:00:32,479 Speaker 1: I'm great, Thanks for stopping by, Thanks for having me. 10 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:36,479 Speaker 1: What's on your mind? What we're talking about today? Um? Honestly, 11 00:00:36,520 --> 00:00:40,280 Speaker 1: I want to talk about the fire As mixtape. Stop. Okay, 12 00:00:40,920 --> 00:00:43,239 Speaker 1: So we'll talk about your music and your projects, but 13 00:00:43,280 --> 00:00:45,680 Speaker 1: on Big Facts we'd like to have conversations. So I'm 14 00:00:45,720 --> 00:00:48,440 Speaker 1: ready for that too. Okay, all right, so where we 15 00:00:48,720 --> 00:00:51,959 Speaker 1: let's start. Let's start with you. You have something, ask 16 00:00:52,000 --> 00:00:53,800 Speaker 1: what the name of it? Oh, the name of the project. 17 00:00:53,920 --> 00:00:56,160 Speaker 1: We'll get to it. Let's let's wait. Let's wait for that, 18 00:00:56,400 --> 00:00:59,800 Speaker 1: all right, So I'll be on your Twitter, right So 19 00:00:59,840 --> 00:01:01,560 Speaker 1: for stop? Do you run your on Twitter? Those your 20 00:01:01,600 --> 00:01:04,800 Speaker 1: thoughts because you just randomly be putting Yeah, I love Twitter. 21 00:01:05,319 --> 00:01:07,560 Speaker 1: That's like my go to So one thing that you 22 00:01:07,600 --> 00:01:10,200 Speaker 1: said was and I take it this as part of 23 00:01:10,240 --> 00:01:14,240 Speaker 1: your music journey, Like I feel like everybody should do music, 24 00:01:14,280 --> 00:01:16,600 Speaker 1: even if you're not trying to do it professionally, because 25 00:01:16,600 --> 00:01:21,080 Speaker 1: it's therapy, because you digging a little more into that week. Yeah, Like, um, 26 00:01:21,120 --> 00:01:24,040 Speaker 1: I just feel like you don't. Like I was saying 27 00:01:24,080 --> 00:01:25,760 Speaker 1: it to say, like you don't. You don't have to 28 00:01:25,800 --> 00:01:28,120 Speaker 1: be serious. You don't gotta like putting music out as 29 00:01:28,120 --> 00:01:30,240 Speaker 1: an artist. But I feel like a lot of younger 30 00:01:30,280 --> 00:01:34,360 Speaker 1: people like we need some type of therapy. And when 31 00:01:34,400 --> 00:01:35,959 Speaker 1: you hear that, you kind of be like, I ain't 32 00:01:35,959 --> 00:01:38,480 Speaker 1: go into therapy or I'm not doing this. So I 33 00:01:38,480 --> 00:01:40,959 Speaker 1: feel like it's something it's therapeutic, and I feel like, 34 00:01:42,200 --> 00:01:44,640 Speaker 1: you know it's needed because I feel like you tell 35 00:01:44,720 --> 00:01:46,600 Speaker 1: somebody like, oh you need to go to therapy, you know, 36 00:01:46,920 --> 00:01:49,200 Speaker 1: find a release. No, We're gonna be like no, I 37 00:01:49,320 --> 00:01:51,600 Speaker 1: want to do that. So I was saying it in 38 00:01:51,600 --> 00:01:56,480 Speaker 1: that sense. How did it help you? Though? I mean, um, 39 00:01:56,560 --> 00:01:58,640 Speaker 1: it helped me a lot, Like I feel like I 40 00:01:58,960 --> 00:02:01,800 Speaker 1: can release, like go in the studio. I want to 41 00:02:01,840 --> 00:02:04,440 Speaker 1: you know, pop my ship. I feel like, you know 42 00:02:04,480 --> 00:02:05,840 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, I need to get in my bag 43 00:02:05,880 --> 00:02:07,440 Speaker 1: once and might go to the studio and it's like 44 00:02:07,440 --> 00:02:09,280 Speaker 1: I release it or if I want to talk about 45 00:02:09,280 --> 00:02:11,359 Speaker 1: something sad, it's like it worked for me that way. 46 00:02:11,560 --> 00:02:15,399 Speaker 1: So yeah, So what is that mood on them days 47 00:02:15,440 --> 00:02:17,320 Speaker 1: with the other tweets when you be popping your ship 48 00:02:17,480 --> 00:02:19,360 Speaker 1: kind of you know what I'm saying, uh, getting at 49 00:02:19,400 --> 00:02:21,800 Speaker 1: the haters and you know that ship you're doing on 50 00:02:21,840 --> 00:02:25,359 Speaker 1: the Twitter, is that Jericho or Carl Or is it 51 00:02:27,560 --> 00:02:31,400 Speaker 1: that's Jericho? But um, yeah, Like I like to be 52 00:02:31,480 --> 00:02:34,320 Speaker 1: like motivational, keeping cute. But then it's like sometimes you 53 00:02:34,360 --> 00:02:36,440 Speaker 1: gotta let people know, like you're not playing for real, 54 00:02:37,040 --> 00:02:39,639 Speaker 1: So I gotta like sprinkle a little razzle dazzling there, 55 00:02:40,040 --> 00:02:42,160 Speaker 1: you know, let people know, like don't try me. Still, 56 00:02:42,960 --> 00:02:45,120 Speaker 1: what's the what's the biggest oscar you think of being? 57 00:02:45,360 --> 00:02:53,160 Speaker 1: Um in the artist? Um? I would say, like, damn, 58 00:02:53,320 --> 00:02:57,520 Speaker 1: that's a great question for me. I think it's finding 59 00:02:57,600 --> 00:03:00,079 Speaker 1: like an angle to come in the game. Me and 60 00:03:00,240 --> 00:03:04,880 Speaker 1: like some people kind of like, you know, the super 61 00:03:05,000 --> 00:03:08,200 Speaker 1: sexual side of females. Some people like you know more 62 00:03:08,280 --> 00:03:11,320 Speaker 1: so you know you're speaking about real ship. I think 63 00:03:11,320 --> 00:03:14,079 Speaker 1: it's just like finding your angle and staying true to yourself, 64 00:03:14,160 --> 00:03:16,240 Speaker 1: like it's so hard because I don't know, it's a 65 00:03:16,240 --> 00:03:19,600 Speaker 1: lot of different like things going on today. So you know, 66 00:03:19,720 --> 00:03:23,880 Speaker 1: I feel like staying true to you, it's like obstacle. 67 00:03:23,960 --> 00:03:26,800 Speaker 1: I feel like, um and then sometimes like the support. 68 00:03:27,200 --> 00:03:30,040 Speaker 1: I feel like male artists stick together more so than 69 00:03:30,120 --> 00:03:34,200 Speaker 1: female artists, you know, I feel like they genuinely like 70 00:03:35,120 --> 00:03:37,200 Speaker 1: stick together. And it's like they go in the studio 71 00:03:37,240 --> 00:03:39,000 Speaker 1: they're like, oh, let's link up, or you hop on 72 00:03:39,040 --> 00:03:41,440 Speaker 1: this song. You never really get to see like a 73 00:03:41,480 --> 00:03:44,320 Speaker 1: bunch of hard female artists in the studio and they're like, oh, 74 00:03:44,680 --> 00:03:46,880 Speaker 1: let me hop on that, you know. So I wish 75 00:03:46,920 --> 00:03:49,800 Speaker 1: it could be like more support and like it is 76 00:03:49,840 --> 00:03:53,400 Speaker 1: with like male artists for sure. So let's take it 77 00:03:53,480 --> 00:03:55,960 Speaker 1: all the way, all the way, all the way, all 78 00:03:55,960 --> 00:03:59,160 Speaker 1: the way back. I actually wore my vintage Carolina Panther 79 00:03:59,280 --> 00:04:02,640 Speaker 1: shirt just for you, just for you. So let's go 80 00:04:02,720 --> 00:04:07,400 Speaker 1: back to baby carl A and when she was growing up, 81 00:04:07,720 --> 00:04:09,360 Speaker 1: when she was coming up, the type of ship that 82 00:04:09,400 --> 00:04:12,000 Speaker 1: she liked to do. Did she think about rapping when 83 00:04:12,040 --> 00:04:14,200 Speaker 1: she was little or like what was going on? Just 84 00:04:14,200 --> 00:04:17,560 Speaker 1: just give us a glimpse into that. So um as 85 00:04:17,600 --> 00:04:21,239 Speaker 1: most no, I'm from North Carolina. But music was always 86 00:04:21,240 --> 00:04:24,360 Speaker 1: like a part of my background. I feel like I 87 00:04:24,400 --> 00:04:26,440 Speaker 1: was always like I did sing the lessons all of 88 00:04:26,480 --> 00:04:28,120 Speaker 1: this stuff, like a lot of people don't know that, 89 00:04:28,600 --> 00:04:31,760 Speaker 1: and then um, I was like righte whoultry on my phone. 90 00:04:32,200 --> 00:04:36,360 Speaker 1: I didn't ever think about being an artists like hmm. 91 00:04:36,400 --> 00:04:39,800 Speaker 1: I never thought about like doing music, um, even though 92 00:04:39,800 --> 00:04:43,040 Speaker 1: like I was around deep in the industry like well, 93 00:04:43,080 --> 00:04:45,640 Speaker 1: you know, like my parents, um, being in a music 94 00:04:45,680 --> 00:04:48,479 Speaker 1: field or whatever, I didn't really think about it. Um. 95 00:04:48,520 --> 00:04:50,960 Speaker 1: But yeah, it was always like in my life going 96 00:04:51,000 --> 00:04:53,560 Speaker 1: the way. So it's crazy I would panned out, but 97 00:04:53,680 --> 00:04:55,680 Speaker 1: I feel like I just took a lane. And then 98 00:04:55,800 --> 00:04:57,600 Speaker 1: one day I was like, shoot, I'm gonna try music 99 00:04:57,960 --> 00:05:00,839 Speaker 1: and I end up liking it m um, and I 100 00:05:00,920 --> 00:05:02,680 Speaker 1: was like, damn, I can do this sheet. So now 101 00:05:02,720 --> 00:05:05,360 Speaker 1: I feel like it's like a it's like a goal 102 00:05:05,440 --> 00:05:07,440 Speaker 1: of mine. Like I feel like, damn, I woke up, 103 00:05:07,680 --> 00:05:09,520 Speaker 1: I had an idea and now it's like I'm really 104 00:05:09,520 --> 00:05:11,640 Speaker 1: doing it. So it's like I gotta win at it 105 00:05:12,040 --> 00:05:18,200 Speaker 1: didn't get Yeah, like it's the thing for me. What's 106 00:05:18,240 --> 00:05:21,200 Speaker 1: one thing you hate that men do? What's one thing 107 00:05:21,240 --> 00:05:28,559 Speaker 1: you hate that women do? Just in general. Um for sure. 108 00:05:28,640 --> 00:05:31,839 Speaker 1: Like I don't like the the overly bashing women thing. 109 00:05:32,000 --> 00:05:35,640 Speaker 1: Like I mean, some some females need to be like 110 00:05:35,920 --> 00:05:38,440 Speaker 1: you know, they need to hear the truth. Yeah, you 111 00:05:38,440 --> 00:05:39,960 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I get that. But it's like 112 00:05:40,279 --> 00:05:44,880 Speaker 1: I feel like sometimes a misogynist. Yeah that's what it is, right, Yeah. 113 00:05:44,920 --> 00:05:48,039 Speaker 1: Like sometimes it's like a little bit like you know, 114 00:05:48,120 --> 00:05:50,839 Speaker 1: like a guy that's always posting about women every day y'all, 115 00:05:50,920 --> 00:05:53,240 Speaker 1: but like every day, like I can see if you're 116 00:05:53,240 --> 00:05:55,400 Speaker 1: putting some real ship up and like okay, but every 117 00:05:55,480 --> 00:05:58,640 Speaker 1: day all day, like you just like a woman hater. 118 00:05:59,160 --> 00:06:02,400 Speaker 1: Like I just I don't like that. It makes me cringe, 119 00:06:02,520 --> 00:06:05,800 Speaker 1: Like you know, it's kind of like like what do 120 00:06:05,880 --> 00:06:08,120 Speaker 1: you what do you actually like in real life? Yeah, 121 00:06:08,279 --> 00:06:10,440 Speaker 1: Like I don't like that, you know, um and I 122 00:06:10,480 --> 00:06:14,119 Speaker 1: think fairyman. Yeah, I think like this light skinned, dark 123 00:06:14,120 --> 00:06:17,600 Speaker 1: skinned thing, like the colorism. Colorism. I don't really like 124 00:06:17,760 --> 00:06:20,000 Speaker 1: care for that. That's one thing. It's like my pet peeve. 125 00:06:20,080 --> 00:06:23,080 Speaker 1: I feel like, um, you can have a preference, all 126 00:06:23,120 --> 00:06:26,400 Speaker 1: of us are entitled to have a preference, but I 127 00:06:26,440 --> 00:06:29,600 Speaker 1: feel like have it without you know, belittle in another 128 00:06:30,040 --> 00:06:33,400 Speaker 1: you know, skin tone or race and I just wish 129 00:06:33,480 --> 00:06:38,159 Speaker 1: that a lot. Um, I wish the brown Scan teams 130 00:06:38,160 --> 00:06:41,039 Speaker 1: would get some more love. Like he's always red bone 131 00:06:41,120 --> 00:06:43,680 Speaker 1: nies and it's nothing wrong with that, but it's like, 132 00:06:44,680 --> 00:06:49,719 Speaker 1: come on, now, you know I don't like that colorism. Colorism. 133 00:06:50,880 --> 00:06:56,320 Speaker 1: Speaking as a fellow Brownie, I second that much. So 134 00:06:56,440 --> 00:06:58,520 Speaker 1: we take it. You've spoken to Thug he's in this spirit. 135 00:06:58,640 --> 00:07:01,960 Speaker 1: You've had conversations, Yeah, I have. Um, Yeah, he's in 136 00:07:01,960 --> 00:07:07,160 Speaker 1: good spirits. Um. He he like amazes me, you know 137 00:07:07,520 --> 00:07:11,160 Speaker 1: with his strength and stuff. Um. And like I said before, 138 00:07:11,200 --> 00:07:13,720 Speaker 1: like he always given me advice to like keep going. 139 00:07:14,280 --> 00:07:18,680 Speaker 1: So it's definitely inspiring to see, you know, how positive 140 00:07:18,720 --> 00:07:26,400 Speaker 1: he is under the circumstances. Yeah, exactly, absolutely so on 141 00:07:26,440 --> 00:07:28,800 Speaker 1: some day to day ship like outside of the studio, 142 00:07:28,880 --> 00:07:32,440 Speaker 1: what is Jericho, what is Carlay into? Um, I'll be 143 00:07:32,600 --> 00:07:35,560 Speaker 1: kicking it with my family like um. And more so, 144 00:07:35,720 --> 00:07:40,400 Speaker 1: just like I'm super creative, like I like drawing stuff 145 00:07:40,440 --> 00:07:43,280 Speaker 1: like that. I want to get into painting. Um, I'm 146 00:07:43,320 --> 00:07:46,160 Speaker 1: about to get into acting. But I spent a lot 147 00:07:46,160 --> 00:07:48,920 Speaker 1: of my time in the studio like that's like my 148 00:07:49,000 --> 00:07:51,600 Speaker 1: second home. Um. And then like I'm real close to 149 00:07:51,640 --> 00:07:54,360 Speaker 1: my family, like before I feel like, well, I've always 150 00:07:54,440 --> 00:07:57,920 Speaker 1: been family oriented. But yeah, but what you do if 151 00:07:57,920 --> 00:08:00,240 Speaker 1: you want to have a ratchet day like the low 152 00:08:00,320 --> 00:08:07,240 Speaker 1: Rella Nigga free Day, Yeah, believe it or not, that's 153 00:08:07,240 --> 00:08:11,680 Speaker 1: like every other day from me. Okay, it really is like, um, 154 00:08:11,840 --> 00:08:15,840 Speaker 1: get funked up, like be lowing the house with my family, Like, 155 00:08:17,320 --> 00:08:21,080 Speaker 1: let you see these hang that's that's us, Like, that's us, 156 00:08:21,160 --> 00:08:24,600 Speaker 1: that's me for real. We're gonna have a drink on wine. 157 00:08:25,040 --> 00:08:29,280 Speaker 1: I ain't gonna talk about niggas. I'm talking about the 158 00:08:30,280 --> 00:08:33,079 Speaker 1: king about the female. You know, I feel like you 159 00:08:33,120 --> 00:08:35,439 Speaker 1: don't put it on social media? Yeah, exactly what women 160 00:08:35,440 --> 00:08:37,800 Speaker 1: we can have that like we've been like, I feel 161 00:08:37,840 --> 00:08:39,880 Speaker 1: like as a woman, we deserve our moment to be 162 00:08:39,920 --> 00:08:42,400 Speaker 1: like y'all, niggas ain't ship sometimes go to the bottom 163 00:08:43,000 --> 00:08:47,840 Speaker 1: talking about to drink wine and talk about niggas. Why 164 00:08:47,880 --> 00:08:50,640 Speaker 1: do women do that? Because that's our release it is 165 00:08:51,920 --> 00:08:57,000 Speaker 1: And niggas don't get together smoke us and talk about women. No, 166 00:08:57,120 --> 00:09:04,200 Speaker 1: we don't because y'all are married. What's some of the ships? 167 00:09:04,400 --> 00:09:07,320 Speaker 1: Do you feel like you put um you put like 168 00:09:07,360 --> 00:09:10,760 Speaker 1: a sheet over or yourself like when right now, you 169 00:09:10,920 --> 00:09:13,200 Speaker 1: like how you said it's every other day, but that 170 00:09:13,200 --> 00:09:16,439 Speaker 1: ain't how you carry yourself. Like, yeah, that's a great question. 171 00:09:16,960 --> 00:09:21,240 Speaker 1: I feel like I put a sheet over my emotions 172 00:09:21,320 --> 00:09:26,679 Speaker 1: sometimes I'm still learning like being real, like how to 173 00:09:26,720 --> 00:09:29,760 Speaker 1: be vulnerable, like even in my music, like I want to, 174 00:09:29,920 --> 00:09:31,800 Speaker 1: like I have music I didn't release for it's like 175 00:09:31,800 --> 00:09:34,080 Speaker 1: two songs I did release this, you know, more so 176 00:09:34,280 --> 00:09:36,520 Speaker 1: like my emotions. But I want to put out my 177 00:09:36,559 --> 00:09:39,400 Speaker 1: sheet like what I'm talking about, like how I feel 178 00:09:39,480 --> 00:09:42,040 Speaker 1: f real or like I want to I want people 179 00:09:42,040 --> 00:09:43,959 Speaker 1: to hear like you know me when I'm in a 180 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:47,280 Speaker 1: vulnerable state. It's like I'm always being so strong, like 181 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:51,040 Speaker 1: and you know, just kind of like, um, I got it. 182 00:09:51,080 --> 00:09:52,640 Speaker 1: So it's like I think I put a sheet over 183 00:09:52,679 --> 00:09:55,800 Speaker 1: like my true emotions about certain things like going on 184 00:09:55,840 --> 00:09:58,560 Speaker 1: in the world, my personal life, you know. And I 185 00:09:58,600 --> 00:10:01,360 Speaker 1: feel like I do want to be more vulnerable because 186 00:10:01,360 --> 00:10:03,520 Speaker 1: I feel like people can look at a lot of 187 00:10:03,559 --> 00:10:06,920 Speaker 1: things that you know, um, I've been through or how 188 00:10:06,960 --> 00:10:09,120 Speaker 1: I feel and like learn from it. So that's just 189 00:10:09,160 --> 00:10:11,920 Speaker 1: being real, Like I want to learn how to um 190 00:10:11,920 --> 00:10:13,880 Speaker 1: open up. And I think that's important for a lot 191 00:10:13,880 --> 00:10:16,280 Speaker 1: of people because a lot of us walking around trying 192 00:10:16,280 --> 00:10:18,280 Speaker 1: to be so hard and tough, you know what I'm saying, 193 00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:21,320 Speaker 1: and inside like you might be going through sheet and 194 00:10:21,360 --> 00:10:23,160 Speaker 1: you never know who can relate. So I think I 195 00:10:23,240 --> 00:10:27,360 Speaker 1: put a sheet over just like like you know my emotions. 196 00:10:27,720 --> 00:10:31,480 Speaker 1: And sometimes too, when I piste off, like I want 197 00:10:31,520 --> 00:10:34,240 Speaker 1: to go in and I feel like the omi I 198 00:10:34,360 --> 00:10:36,320 Speaker 1: used to be on, like going at it like with 199 00:10:36,440 --> 00:10:39,880 Speaker 1: females everything, and I realized too, like now it's for 200 00:10:39,960 --> 00:10:42,960 Speaker 1: the better, you know, it's for the betterment of myself. 201 00:10:43,280 --> 00:10:45,360 Speaker 1: But sometimes you gotta let that sh out. You know 202 00:10:45,400 --> 00:10:47,400 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, You've got to go off sometime, like 203 00:10:47,960 --> 00:10:50,199 Speaker 1: so I want to get back to that, I'll put 204 00:10:50,200 --> 00:10:53,320 Speaker 1: a sheet over that. Now. I need to tell people 205 00:10:53,360 --> 00:10:55,679 Speaker 1: to shut the funk up. Sometimes, Yeah, that's what I 206 00:10:55,760 --> 00:10:57,440 Speaker 1: was about to say. What what percentage of the time 207 00:10:57,480 --> 00:11:00,760 Speaker 1: do you feel like you gotta representative like yourself instead 208 00:11:00,800 --> 00:11:11,600 Speaker 1: of the reel you anything, Because um, I'm real big 209 00:11:11,720 --> 00:11:17,320 Speaker 1: on like respect, and I feel like I'm big on 210 00:11:17,440 --> 00:11:20,360 Speaker 1: like you never know you like I don't I don't 211 00:11:20,360 --> 00:11:22,880 Speaker 1: mind burning bridges, But at the same time, it's like 212 00:11:23,160 --> 00:11:25,240 Speaker 1: I don't know I wanted the people that's like, now 213 00:11:25,320 --> 00:11:28,320 Speaker 1: I'm going to keep everything Cobra stated, I don't think 214 00:11:28,360 --> 00:11:31,040 Speaker 1: I really like like confusion anymore. So now it's like, 215 00:11:31,360 --> 00:11:35,920 Speaker 1: well conflict, I avoid it. So um, I feel like 216 00:11:35,920 --> 00:11:37,960 Speaker 1: with that being said, I going wrong sometime and it's 217 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:42,640 Speaker 1: like I'm just oh me and there, yeah, like exactly, 218 00:11:42,960 --> 00:11:46,480 Speaker 1: so I feel like I gotta represent it him even 219 00:11:46,600 --> 00:11:48,440 Speaker 1: How long how long do it take, like for you 220 00:11:48,480 --> 00:11:50,320 Speaker 1: to actually put out a post? You know, because some 221 00:11:50,360 --> 00:11:52,840 Speaker 1: women take you forever to get their picture right and 222 00:11:52,880 --> 00:11:56,000 Speaker 1: do how longly take a good question? Um a long 223 00:11:56,080 --> 00:11:59,640 Speaker 1: time because I sit there and I'll be like I 224 00:11:59,640 --> 00:12:02,800 Speaker 1: don't know, or like I got on a little sixy 225 00:12:02,880 --> 00:12:06,120 Speaker 1: VIRKINI I'm like I don't know, like it's too much, 226 00:12:06,480 --> 00:12:08,760 Speaker 1: and then I'd be like nao that, like you know 227 00:12:08,800 --> 00:12:10,760 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So it takes me a little minute. 228 00:12:10,960 --> 00:12:14,080 Speaker 1: But I mean I'm I'm growing still, like I'm trying 229 00:12:14,080 --> 00:12:17,760 Speaker 1: to be um like fuck nigga, free feelings, free, like 230 00:12:17,840 --> 00:12:20,560 Speaker 1: just do that ship. I'm working on it. What what 231 00:12:20,720 --> 00:12:23,440 Speaker 1: is it about it? Like, what is it judgment? I 232 00:12:23,440 --> 00:12:26,880 Speaker 1: don't think it's judgment. I think it's just like you 233 00:12:26,920 --> 00:12:28,400 Speaker 1: know what I'll be thinking about. I'll be thinking about 234 00:12:28,440 --> 00:12:31,160 Speaker 1: the future, like my kids and ship you know what 235 00:12:31,240 --> 00:12:33,880 Speaker 1: I'm saying. So I'll just be like, mm, who do 236 00:12:33,960 --> 00:12:36,319 Speaker 1: I want my children look back and like, you know 237 00:12:36,360 --> 00:12:38,400 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, see me as because sometimes I look 238 00:12:38,400 --> 00:12:39,880 Speaker 1: on the internet, like when I used to be on 239 00:12:40,280 --> 00:12:42,240 Speaker 1: like you can go on YouTube and you know you 240 00:12:42,320 --> 00:12:45,480 Speaker 1: might see me tripping out arguing. I'd be like, damn man, 241 00:12:46,040 --> 00:12:48,640 Speaker 1: I wish that she could come down. So more so 242 00:12:48,720 --> 00:12:51,920 Speaker 1: be that, but the legacy I want to leave, you know, 243 00:12:52,200 --> 00:12:55,120 Speaker 1: because no for real, And it's like I want this 244 00:12:55,160 --> 00:12:57,240 Speaker 1: ship to be huge, but at the same time, it's 245 00:12:57,280 --> 00:13:00,160 Speaker 1: like maybe he's gonna be impactful if I just don't 246 00:13:00,160 --> 00:13:06,440 Speaker 1: give ye it's gonna be it's gonna show the growth 247 00:13:06,440 --> 00:13:08,880 Speaker 1: and showed it like you're actually human in real life 248 00:13:08,960 --> 00:13:11,640 Speaker 1: and you've had your times and had your mistakes and 249 00:13:11,640 --> 00:13:14,760 Speaker 1: your funk ups, but you've grown from that to who 250 00:13:14,800 --> 00:13:18,040 Speaker 1: you are now. Right. Yeah, So that's just me being 251 00:13:18,080 --> 00:13:21,120 Speaker 1: really that's like some of my thoughts for like I'm 252 00:13:21,160 --> 00:13:25,080 Speaker 1: still you know, working on that. Well, some of your 253 00:13:25,120 --> 00:13:28,600 Speaker 1: biggest just goals like SA, we know music, but like 254 00:13:28,679 --> 00:13:32,240 Speaker 1: with some of your biggest personal goals, my personal goals, 255 00:13:32,280 --> 00:13:37,360 Speaker 1: I think, um, it's one of my biggest personal goals 256 00:13:38,440 --> 00:13:41,440 Speaker 1: being slow to anger. I got a bad timber. What's 257 00:13:41,440 --> 00:13:49,080 Speaker 1: your son, I'm a burger? Oh well I have a 258 00:13:49,400 --> 00:13:53,000 Speaker 1: I have a really bad temper right here for real. Yeah, 259 00:13:53,160 --> 00:13:55,920 Speaker 1: Like I'm just like a firecracker and like a lot 260 00:13:55,920 --> 00:14:02,120 Speaker 1: of yeah yeah. So um I think that, Like I 261 00:14:02,160 --> 00:14:04,640 Speaker 1: know it sounds so like small, but for me, it's 262 00:14:05,080 --> 00:14:07,840 Speaker 1: big because you gotta learn when to walk away and 263 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:11,640 Speaker 1: it's like I'll be on go, I'll be ready, you 264 00:14:11,679 --> 00:14:14,680 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So just um that and then 265 00:14:14,880 --> 00:14:17,480 Speaker 1: also just kind of like being more of a light 266 00:14:17,520 --> 00:14:20,400 Speaker 1: to everybody I meet, Like I just want to go 267 00:14:20,440 --> 00:14:22,160 Speaker 1: around now and just kind of like how can I 268 00:14:22,160 --> 00:14:24,320 Speaker 1: impact somebody day in a good way? You know what 269 00:14:24,320 --> 00:14:26,280 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Because sometimes I wake up and I just 270 00:14:26,320 --> 00:14:28,640 Speaker 1: be on bullshit and then it's like you can't just 271 00:14:28,760 --> 00:14:31,160 Speaker 1: let that bleed on the other people. Like that's one thing, 272 00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:34,280 Speaker 1: like I just want to like it sounds cliche, but 273 00:14:34,280 --> 00:14:36,600 Speaker 1: I just want to be like I want to make 274 00:14:36,640 --> 00:14:39,520 Speaker 1: people like that come in my space feel good. That's 275 00:14:39,560 --> 00:14:42,040 Speaker 1: just you feel like in the past, that that that 276 00:14:42,040 --> 00:14:44,040 Speaker 1: that was like the older you like you kind of 277 00:14:44,080 --> 00:14:46,440 Speaker 1: just putting off that energy and you feel like you 278 00:14:46,520 --> 00:14:49,600 Speaker 1: might have cause days like that, Like that's how you 279 00:14:49,600 --> 00:14:52,040 Speaker 1: feel like just like like you know, like the day 280 00:14:52,120 --> 00:14:53,760 Speaker 1: could have went this way, but you feel like you 281 00:14:53,800 --> 00:14:57,440 Speaker 1: made it go that way, like in a good way. Yeah, 282 00:14:58,120 --> 00:15:01,160 Speaker 1: because I feel like my energy take to admit that though, 283 00:15:02,120 --> 00:15:05,520 Speaker 1: because you're you're you know, we're all influencing our leaders. Yeah, 284 00:15:05,600 --> 00:15:09,160 Speaker 1: and women, we were powerful creatures. Women are powerful. So 285 00:15:09,240 --> 00:15:11,760 Speaker 1: sometimes you can go in a certain space and your 286 00:15:11,840 --> 00:15:15,040 Speaker 1: energy can impact you know, other people. So it's like 287 00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:17,440 Speaker 1: I just wanted and she's really like just I had 288 00:15:17,520 --> 00:15:20,080 Speaker 1: to take away from the conversation or whatever, but she's 289 00:15:20,120 --> 00:15:26,040 Speaker 1: really grown a lot from back a few years ago. Yeah, 290 00:15:26,080 --> 00:15:29,120 Speaker 1: back in the day, and that you wish that you 291 00:15:29,120 --> 00:15:38,000 Speaker 1: could still keep as artist life. Um, I think, oh, 292 00:15:38,240 --> 00:15:41,040 Speaker 1: saying whatever I want to say, Like I ain't gonna lie. 293 00:15:41,080 --> 00:15:44,360 Speaker 1: I was on TikTok one day and this girl like 294 00:15:44,440 --> 00:15:46,360 Speaker 1: they was really funking with me about some SI. They said, 295 00:15:46,400 --> 00:15:49,920 Speaker 1: I didn't get somebody credit on a TikTok And you 296 00:15:49,960 --> 00:15:51,600 Speaker 1: know a lot of people was like, damn, y'are bullying 297 00:15:51,640 --> 00:15:53,720 Speaker 1: at her. But some people from my label told me 298 00:15:53,760 --> 00:15:56,040 Speaker 1: they like TikTok is a whole different world, Like these 299 00:15:56,120 --> 00:15:58,160 Speaker 1: kids on there don't play. You gotta get credit and ship. 300 00:15:58,240 --> 00:16:00,960 Speaker 1: So this girl came on there and she was like, yo, 301 00:16:01,040 --> 00:16:03,560 Speaker 1: BBL body and this and this. So I wrote her 302 00:16:03,560 --> 00:16:05,560 Speaker 1: back and I was like, I mean, you ain't the 303 00:16:05,560 --> 00:16:08,400 Speaker 1: best built yourself, you know what I'm saying, And I 304 00:16:08,440 --> 00:16:12,800 Speaker 1: should have been mindful, you know, but she had she 305 00:16:12,880 --> 00:16:15,040 Speaker 1: attacked me, so you know, she she kind of like 306 00:16:15,120 --> 00:16:16,840 Speaker 1: it really hurts. So I'm like, okay, well go pick 307 00:16:16,840 --> 00:16:19,080 Speaker 1: out your flaws or say something about you. You know 308 00:16:19,080 --> 00:16:21,560 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like, I know, I got a month 309 00:16:21,720 --> 00:16:24,320 Speaker 1: the BBL bitch, you gotta call that out. So whatever. 310 00:16:25,040 --> 00:16:27,240 Speaker 1: And when I say, they was like, oh, she's body 311 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:30,240 Speaker 1: shaming people all of this stuff. And I feel like 312 00:16:30,280 --> 00:16:32,720 Speaker 1: the new part of me was like, damn, I should 313 00:16:32,720 --> 00:16:34,840 Speaker 1: have just kept my composure because what does she go home? 314 00:16:34,840 --> 00:16:37,240 Speaker 1: And she really liked I want to do something herself 315 00:16:37,240 --> 00:16:39,920 Speaker 1: because I said that she was not to because you 316 00:16:40,040 --> 00:16:43,920 Speaker 1: said that. She said yeah, and I agree with that, 317 00:16:43,960 --> 00:16:45,440 Speaker 1: but I'm saying, what if you would have went home, 318 00:16:45,440 --> 00:16:47,400 Speaker 1: we want to do something to yourself, feel bad about 319 00:16:47,400 --> 00:16:50,200 Speaker 1: your boy. You just got to have accountability here. That's 320 00:16:50,360 --> 00:16:52,280 Speaker 1: it was a double statard. They feel like, okay, you 321 00:16:52,440 --> 00:16:56,800 Speaker 1: in the lights. So you. Yeah, like and you know, 322 00:16:56,840 --> 00:16:59,240 Speaker 1: they say heavy as the head. So it's like I 323 00:16:59,320 --> 00:17:01,800 Speaker 1: chose this acal life. So it's like I'm and you know, 324 00:17:01,880 --> 00:17:03,760 Speaker 1: I'm still trying to grow. So I just was like, damn, 325 00:17:03,800 --> 00:17:06,120 Speaker 1: I should just you know, but I wish I could 326 00:17:06,119 --> 00:17:08,840 Speaker 1: be able sometimes just to like really like make people 327 00:17:08,880 --> 00:17:10,800 Speaker 1: feel like a fucking aunt because it's a lot of 328 00:17:10,840 --> 00:17:13,119 Speaker 1: people that need that. Like, it's a lot of harsh 329 00:17:13,119 --> 00:17:16,800 Speaker 1: people like and hateful people in this world, dead ass 330 00:17:16,920 --> 00:17:22,440 Speaker 1: like that really needed to be vindictive. And guess what, 331 00:17:22,680 --> 00:17:25,480 Speaker 1: sometimes that might be a release that might be out 332 00:17:25,560 --> 00:17:27,359 Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying. You might walk up 333 00:17:27,359 --> 00:17:30,639 Speaker 1: and bitch, I just squashed you like a book. You 334 00:17:30,760 --> 00:17:33,399 Speaker 1: might be nice tomorrow, you know. But I wish I 335 00:17:33,440 --> 00:17:36,720 Speaker 1: could still just say whatever. But you know, we talked 336 00:17:36,720 --> 00:17:39,320 Speaker 1: ship when we like one on one cameras whatever. I 337 00:17:39,400 --> 00:17:42,440 Speaker 1: wish that I could just more so it makes you 338 00:17:42,480 --> 00:17:48,040 Speaker 1: feel like you can't know the wive if we all 339 00:17:48,080 --> 00:17:52,760 Speaker 1: could really say he's in that space in Wyoming alone 340 00:17:53,800 --> 00:18:00,480 Speaker 1: he was doing before that thought nah, come out like 341 00:18:01,920 --> 00:18:04,399 Speaker 1: like that, come out like that, Yeah, saying they how 342 00:18:04,480 --> 00:18:08,600 Speaker 1: they feel, don't give a fuck. That's kind of like 343 00:18:08,840 --> 00:18:12,720 Speaker 1: how you start it's but that's how she started it 344 00:18:13,040 --> 00:18:16,560 Speaker 1: is that's why I see this is actually this is 345 00:18:16,600 --> 00:18:19,080 Speaker 1: therapeutic for me right now because I'm really I'm picking 346 00:18:19,160 --> 00:18:21,879 Speaker 1: up I'm soaking up games because I'm like, Okay, y'all right, 347 00:18:22,080 --> 00:18:24,520 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, because it didn't. We love 348 00:18:24,560 --> 00:18:27,120 Speaker 1: authentic people, though, but don't but don't don't they kind 349 00:18:27,160 --> 00:18:30,160 Speaker 1: of hinder you when you're trying to live. As I'm saying, 350 00:18:30,240 --> 00:18:35,240 Speaker 1: we love authentic, but but but if being authentic maybe 351 00:18:35,280 --> 00:18:37,639 Speaker 1: it can hurt the people around you or your family, 352 00:18:38,359 --> 00:18:40,680 Speaker 1: maybe then you have to think about it. I get that, 353 00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:42,680 Speaker 1: But I can be an authentic and be yourself hurt 354 00:18:42,760 --> 00:18:46,199 Speaker 1: anybody else. You might say something, you might she might 355 00:18:46,280 --> 00:18:49,520 Speaker 1: say something to somebody that might make somebody go at 356 00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:51,920 Speaker 1: her best friend or this or that. It might just 357 00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:54,240 Speaker 1: trickle because she's always in drama, so she was She's saying, 358 00:18:54,359 --> 00:18:57,320 Speaker 1: is her drama spreads to the people around her. But 359 00:18:57,480 --> 00:18:59,880 Speaker 1: just being rude though I'm gonna always have to check 360 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:02,680 Speaker 1: somebody like I don't think I'm ever gonna stop. I'm 361 00:19:02,720 --> 00:19:05,119 Speaker 1: not like, but I'm That's just an example of how 362 00:19:05,320 --> 00:19:08,160 Speaker 1: like when I tell you my TikTok like it wasn't 363 00:19:08,200 --> 00:19:10,760 Speaker 1: no positive comments, like the whole TikTok attacked me, and 364 00:19:10,840 --> 00:19:14,119 Speaker 1: I kind of like I was like, oh, well, you know, 365 00:19:14,320 --> 00:19:17,160 Speaker 1: but sometimes I'm like, damn, did I hear below the belt? 366 00:19:17,200 --> 00:19:20,280 Speaker 1: But I'll just be wanting to like, like I said, 367 00:19:20,400 --> 00:19:22,520 Speaker 1: sometimes you gotta just go off, like leave me then. 368 00:19:23,960 --> 00:19:28,600 Speaker 1: But that's one thing I think, um I got for that. 369 00:19:28,840 --> 00:19:31,640 Speaker 1: So you feel like it's just like you go off 370 00:19:31,840 --> 00:19:34,200 Speaker 1: after because it's like I feel it, you go off 371 00:19:34,280 --> 00:19:37,280 Speaker 1: after they're messing with your, messing messing with you. But 372 00:19:37,400 --> 00:19:41,080 Speaker 1: it's like, let's say you said something at the beginning, 373 00:19:41,280 --> 00:19:43,600 Speaker 1: then it's like, well, if you say something at the beginning, 374 00:19:43,680 --> 00:19:53,520 Speaker 1: maybe it wouldn't be right exactly speaking knees. They speaking 375 00:19:53,840 --> 00:19:56,080 Speaker 1: knees because you know, it's certain celebrities to where you 376 00:19:56,200 --> 00:19:58,360 Speaker 1: know they like you ain't gonna really say too much 377 00:19:58,359 --> 00:20:00,200 Speaker 1: about them or try them in person becau you know 378 00:20:00,280 --> 00:20:02,159 Speaker 1: you're gonna get it. You know what I'm saying, Like 379 00:20:02,840 --> 00:20:06,400 Speaker 1: I think like that person because you know I don't 380 00:20:06,440 --> 00:20:09,800 Speaker 1: look her, yeah, like just leave her along. Yeah, I 381 00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:15,480 Speaker 1: mean it comes with the territory. Though we're not getting 382 00:20:15,480 --> 00:20:23,040 Speaker 1: big what you think about just being because because because 383 00:20:23,680 --> 00:20:26,280 Speaker 1: we don't bank it you speak. If you don't be yourself, 384 00:20:26,320 --> 00:20:28,400 Speaker 1: people can tell you're not doing that too. So you're 385 00:20:28,400 --> 00:20:33,560 Speaker 1: in a lose lose situation. That's but you you have adjusted, 386 00:20:33,720 --> 00:20:37,080 Speaker 1: not stop, you have adjusted. But people know through how 387 00:20:37,160 --> 00:20:41,000 Speaker 1: I'm talking about how I feel howe you know what? 388 00:20:41,040 --> 00:20:43,440 Speaker 1: That's true. I just don't put a sensor on it 389 00:20:43,560 --> 00:20:47,159 Speaker 1: a little bit, but you know how I feel. If 390 00:20:47,200 --> 00:20:48,639 Speaker 1: you know, if you know, you know, and that's the 391 00:20:48,680 --> 00:20:51,879 Speaker 1: perfect bound once though, a little sensor. But it's like, 392 00:20:52,359 --> 00:20:56,160 Speaker 1: you know, because I can't coming to like I don't 393 00:20:56,200 --> 00:21:00,280 Speaker 1: feel how I feel. Like that's a hypocrite, right, I'm 394 00:21:00,320 --> 00:21:02,320 Speaker 1: trying to say some ship to y'all, like I feel 395 00:21:02,400 --> 00:21:04,560 Speaker 1: this way, but y'all knowing, But you know how you 396 00:21:04,720 --> 00:21:09,520 Speaker 1: change that wonderful mother sucking here, It's impossible. That's you, dog. 397 00:21:10,480 --> 00:21:12,800 Speaker 1: I feel like when you, when you and in this game, 398 00:21:12,960 --> 00:21:14,960 Speaker 1: especially being an artist, you do have to be like 399 00:21:15,080 --> 00:21:17,760 Speaker 1: she said, fit to fit with a representative here And 400 00:21:17,800 --> 00:21:20,440 Speaker 1: now you know what I'm saying, because you can't. But 401 00:21:20,560 --> 00:21:26,399 Speaker 1: with this ship we're doing. Who yeah, true fucking fucking 402 00:21:26,520 --> 00:21:31,240 Speaker 1: you ain't gotta tune into this ship. We appreciate you 403 00:21:31,280 --> 00:21:36,040 Speaker 1: if you do that. I don't funk with the people 404 00:21:36,040 --> 00:21:38,240 Speaker 1: who feel like how I feel. Yeah, you know what 405 00:21:38,240 --> 00:21:40,119 Speaker 1: I'm saying. But then somebody, some people might be funking 406 00:21:40,119 --> 00:21:41,920 Speaker 1: this ship for how stream feel. Some people might be 407 00:21:41,960 --> 00:21:44,639 Speaker 1: foking to J feel funk. I look like trying to 408 00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:48,160 Speaker 1: thank our stream, thank thank thank you're getting a three 409 00:21:48,200 --> 00:21:55,240 Speaker 1: piece comebo. It is what it is because Nigga's don't 410 00:21:55,280 --> 00:21:57,680 Speaker 1: know it don't matter like your core, our core big 411 00:21:57,760 --> 00:22:03,120 Speaker 1: facts before revote before um black fold and that dumb people. 412 00:22:03,359 --> 00:22:05,440 Speaker 1: It's who we're talking to. You know what I'm saying. 413 00:22:05,440 --> 00:22:07,920 Speaker 1: We're doing twenty five thousand a week. You know what 414 00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:09,600 Speaker 1: I'm saying before J came in with just me and 415 00:22:09,680 --> 00:22:11,760 Speaker 1: you don't vote. Want that court. That's why we started 416 00:22:11,920 --> 00:22:15,399 Speaker 1: five Friday. They want that core big fact ship, no 417 00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:19,600 Speaker 1: sensor right speaking mind, So who are we took the 418 00:22:19,760 --> 00:22:24,840 Speaker 1: prid people. Yeah, they really want really wrong because that's 419 00:22:24,840 --> 00:22:29,040 Speaker 1: what they want. That's real short. That's what the bank 420 00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:33,399 Speaker 1: who lately by. Yeah, yeah, we go to doing some 421 00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:35,800 Speaker 1: other ship. Now we're now we're talking like god Nam 422 00:22:37,080 --> 00:22:41,639 Speaker 1: the view and then when no vote, don't vote up, 423 00:22:42,160 --> 00:22:46,840 Speaker 1: we try to come back to our people. Brother. Yeah, 424 00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:50,720 Speaker 1: I just say, man, that's real ship the best way, 425 00:22:51,600 --> 00:22:53,560 Speaker 1: because you're either gonna like me you want me to. 426 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:55,000 Speaker 1: I don't want you to love me for something I 427 00:22:55,040 --> 00:22:58,720 Speaker 1: ain't cause I'm gonna get tired of being there exactly 428 00:22:59,520 --> 00:23:02,720 Speaker 1: for real? Are you gonna fake yourself out? Is it is? 429 00:23:02,800 --> 00:23:05,200 Speaker 1: It isn't the thought of out of the hundred things 430 00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:07,760 Speaker 1: you say or ten or whatever, that one time, it's 431 00:23:07,800 --> 00:23:10,080 Speaker 1: not like you're like, damn, maybe I should have said that. 432 00:23:10,160 --> 00:23:12,240 Speaker 1: I don't never say that even if it hurts somebody 433 00:23:12,640 --> 00:23:14,520 Speaker 1: hurt who I mean, he could be a family member, 434 00:23:14,600 --> 00:23:17,160 Speaker 1: could be you could just be shipping like man, damn, 435 00:23:17,160 --> 00:23:19,560 Speaker 1: maybe I should have said that they hurt somebody, if 436 00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:24,560 Speaker 1: it hurts somebody I care about, I may think like, damn, 437 00:23:24,560 --> 00:23:26,359 Speaker 1: I shouldn't have said that, But then I'm also going 438 00:23:26,400 --> 00:23:28,280 Speaker 1: to think like, what then did they say to me 439 00:23:28,359 --> 00:23:30,440 Speaker 1: to make me want to go that low to say that, yeah, 440 00:23:30,920 --> 00:23:35,359 Speaker 1: that's true, that that's true. I feel like and of 441 00:23:35,480 --> 00:23:40,320 Speaker 1: my friends of feminine note brou if I say some 442 00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:43,520 Speaker 1: mos like brock you on that to day, because at 443 00:23:43,560 --> 00:23:45,440 Speaker 1: the end of the day before I said that, I 444 00:23:45,520 --> 00:23:52,320 Speaker 1: showed you in a million way, it just su ight 445 00:23:52,480 --> 00:24:00,760 Speaker 1: right right, right, right right right. Having a yeah, like 446 00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:03,200 Speaker 1: we all go through that. So if you take that 447 00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:06,280 Speaker 1: like that, that's how you, that's how you really feel 448 00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:09,080 Speaker 1: about you take me like that to make you wanted 449 00:24:09,160 --> 00:24:16,520 Speaker 1: to be like that? That makes sense. Always, that made 450 00:24:16,560 --> 00:24:22,600 Speaker 1: proper sense. Get you out of my books? Then Yeah, 451 00:24:24,119 --> 00:24:27,680 Speaker 1: I feel like, especially in relationship, and I understand it 452 00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:31,359 Speaker 1: is you do have to bring certain representatives out because 453 00:24:31,400 --> 00:24:36,399 Speaker 1: they can scare the money off. But entertaining that's what 454 00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:39,119 Speaker 1: people love about you. You know what I'm saying that 455 00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:42,080 Speaker 1: do you do? You? You gotta recognize, like trying to 456 00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:46,960 Speaker 1: be a better you sometimes really fuck you up. Sometimes 457 00:24:47,160 --> 00:24:49,560 Speaker 1: what's the better you? The better you that another motherfucker 458 00:24:49,640 --> 00:24:51,399 Speaker 1: telling you to be, don't be the better you for 459 00:24:51,480 --> 00:24:54,240 Speaker 1: somebody else. That's That's what I'm saying, better you that 460 00:24:54,320 --> 00:24:57,399 Speaker 1: ain't me? Like, I don't. I tried that vegan ship, bro, 461 00:24:57,480 --> 00:25:00,960 Speaker 1: I don't like that vegan, right. I can't be no 462 00:25:01,160 --> 00:25:04,560 Speaker 1: better vegan because vegans is vegan, right. I could just 463 00:25:04,640 --> 00:25:08,840 Speaker 1: be a vegetarian or something probably, but I don't like vegan. 464 00:25:11,520 --> 00:25:13,960 Speaker 1: But yeah, that's it. I gotta have some meat. I 465 00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:17,120 Speaker 1: don't care. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. I can't 466 00:25:17,200 --> 00:25:19,879 Speaker 1: do this because my wife Vegan now, even though my 467 00:25:19,920 --> 00:25:21,520 Speaker 1: wife would never be Veger. But I'm just saying, like 468 00:25:22,080 --> 00:25:28,000 Speaker 1: or screen goddamn Vegan. Man, that's on you, buddy, that's 469 00:25:28,040 --> 00:25:30,520 Speaker 1: your business. What's making you the better? You might not 470 00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:32,240 Speaker 1: make me the better me that ship might make me 471 00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:38,520 Speaker 1: missable facts, right, Huh, you're laughing. But in my life, 472 00:25:40,560 --> 00:25:45,640 Speaker 1: she even coming to motherfuck try to be goddamn scream 473 00:25:46,720 --> 00:25:52,359 Speaker 1: or anybody game, Um, Joe Buttons, I'm on the South 474 00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:54,560 Speaker 1: from New York. I'm not gonna come to Mother trying 475 00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:56,520 Speaker 1: to sound and talk articulate my word. I don't know 476 00:25:56,600 --> 00:25:59,960 Speaker 1: the right we learned words won't be fair for I 477 00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:02,640 Speaker 1: don't know a lot of this ship. Right. I didn't 478 00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:05,080 Speaker 1: know I was gonna be here doing this ship right right, 479 00:26:05,240 --> 00:26:07,119 Speaker 1: right right, So we're gonna feed this ship out as 480 00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:09,920 Speaker 1: we go. Yeah, funk, I look like coming to trying 481 00:26:09,920 --> 00:26:15,639 Speaker 1: to act smart like I'm just super smart. Yeah. I 482 00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:18,879 Speaker 1: don't want to hear that. And I always I always 483 00:26:18,920 --> 00:26:21,639 Speaker 1: say though, like excuse me. Everybody in the world is 484 00:26:21,680 --> 00:26:24,040 Speaker 1: like wearing a mask, like when you meet most people, 485 00:26:24,119 --> 00:26:26,240 Speaker 1: and it's like, imagine if we all just took that 486 00:26:26,400 --> 00:26:29,600 Speaker 1: mask off, and it's like I feel like it it 487 00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:32,200 Speaker 1: would be a better place, like everybody would just be 488 00:26:32,280 --> 00:26:35,840 Speaker 1: like you know, when you come home, you're just like yeah, 489 00:26:36,160 --> 00:26:39,159 Speaker 1: like like you know, I feel like it would be 490 00:26:39,240 --> 00:26:42,600 Speaker 1: better like when you get yeah, I just feel so bad. 491 00:26:42,880 --> 00:26:46,720 Speaker 1: Like and you know, I noticed sometimes like when I 492 00:26:46,800 --> 00:26:48,480 Speaker 1: go on rooms and like let's say it's like a 493 00:26:48,560 --> 00:26:52,560 Speaker 1: super boogie grouple bitches or whatever females, I feel like 494 00:26:52,680 --> 00:26:55,080 Speaker 1: I kind of like and I didn't have like a 495 00:26:55,160 --> 00:26:57,560 Speaker 1: few shots. I'm grooving, you know, I'm being myself, like 496 00:26:57,640 --> 00:26:59,720 Speaker 1: give me another one and another one. I feel like 497 00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:02,000 Speaker 1: they like, oh whatever, But deep down, it's like you 498 00:27:02,080 --> 00:27:04,080 Speaker 1: want to do this too, you know what I'm saying. 499 00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:08,159 Speaker 1: Do get drunk? Yeah, you want to look exactly and 500 00:27:08,240 --> 00:27:10,760 Speaker 1: be yourself and have fun. So I really feel like 501 00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:13,680 Speaker 1: everything you said, it's like I don't know that put 502 00:27:13,680 --> 00:27:15,440 Speaker 1: a battery pack in my back, because that's real ship, 503 00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:17,760 Speaker 1: because you have the most fun, the most really conversations 504 00:27:17,760 --> 00:27:19,680 Speaker 1: with your bunnets on and whatever in the house with 505 00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:22,800 Speaker 1: your friends, y'all. Smoking blood don't kill you little y'all. 506 00:27:24,960 --> 00:27:33,080 Speaker 1: Everything you're trying to hit the blood ship. You can't 507 00:27:33,119 --> 00:27:36,159 Speaker 1: even gett liked a little crumb right there, you like 508 00:27:36,359 --> 00:27:43,040 Speaker 1: she putting blood out to earl you want to hold. Yeah, 509 00:27:43,320 --> 00:27:48,840 Speaker 1: you don't want your ropes back up? Yeah, you're gonna 510 00:27:48,840 --> 00:27:50,560 Speaker 1: get a roach and be like and hit it with 511 00:27:50,640 --> 00:27:53,280 Speaker 1: your nail just like that might burn your nail a 512 00:27:53,320 --> 00:28:01,600 Speaker 1: little bit. Yeah Yeah, that's real. Ship. That's me at 513 00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:09,520 Speaker 1: home passing whole with the same talk ya for real. 514 00:28:09,880 --> 00:28:19,280 Speaker 1: That's so true, true scorching. I'm not finished seeing it 515 00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:22,840 Speaker 1: like it's not how Yeah nigga be trying sitting him 516 00:28:22,880 --> 00:28:26,320 Speaker 1: up like you know, man, fix that were hot but 517 00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:27,919 Speaker 1: not as hot as you because you wore a hoodie. 518 00:28:28,040 --> 00:28:37,200 Speaker 1: I'm gonna cold nigga again. No, but this hell of 519 00:28:37,240 --> 00:28:41,520 Speaker 1: a conversation. What's name of the budget? Um? Er? What 520 00:28:41,600 --> 00:28:44,600 Speaker 1: I mean? I feel like, um, I was giving everybody 521 00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:47,320 Speaker 1: I don't know, I feel like they entered into my world, 522 00:28:47,440 --> 00:28:49,560 Speaker 1: like finally, because a lot of people was like, damn, 523 00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:51,560 Speaker 1: drop a body of work, Like we're gonna drop something. 524 00:28:51,600 --> 00:28:54,200 Speaker 1: We need a project, like a full you know, um 525 00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:57,440 Speaker 1: body of music. So I felt like answer was perfect 526 00:28:57,440 --> 00:28:59,800 Speaker 1: because you know, when you want a keyboard, you hit, 527 00:29:00,320 --> 00:29:03,240 Speaker 1: it's like you enter and you know it's like final step. 528 00:29:03,680 --> 00:29:06,720 Speaker 1: So um, all of that played a part into why 529 00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:10,000 Speaker 1: you know, Cardi into I feel like it's like coming 530 00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:16,640 Speaker 1: finally on the president. Um um, I ain't even gonna 531 00:29:16,640 --> 00:29:19,560 Speaker 1: lie to you. I don't remember, Like I'm so bad 532 00:29:19,640 --> 00:29:22,160 Speaker 1: with remembering the producers, Like I know them, but it's 533 00:29:22,240 --> 00:29:24,520 Speaker 1: so many that you know, and that's not good because 534 00:29:24,520 --> 00:29:27,640 Speaker 1: they play a huge part and like you know, being 535 00:29:27,680 --> 00:29:32,280 Speaker 1: an artist. But um, I got yadi um of course 536 00:29:32,400 --> 00:29:35,520 Speaker 1: the gunna um I did put I like on there 537 00:29:35,520 --> 00:29:40,640 Speaker 1: to song with me and coy Larrey um and whose 538 00:29:41,480 --> 00:29:47,920 Speaker 1: key of course yeah key um bad baby. Yeah, I 539 00:29:48,000 --> 00:29:51,400 Speaker 1: got a lot of who oh yeah did you? Or 540 00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:55,000 Speaker 1: so I got some heavy features. Your collaborations come about 541 00:29:55,000 --> 00:29:56,520 Speaker 1: it to be people like you just bump into some 542 00:29:56,640 --> 00:29:58,960 Speaker 1: damn ship or how they come about. Yeah, Like I 543 00:29:59,120 --> 00:30:02,560 Speaker 1: just bump into different people and then like I'll be 544 00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:04,640 Speaker 1: in the studio like playing my music and then like 545 00:30:04,640 --> 00:30:06,120 Speaker 1: I want to funk with that song o they but 546 00:30:06,160 --> 00:30:08,160 Speaker 1: like let's work, you know. I feel like I got 547 00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:11,360 Speaker 1: a lot of my um features from like really proving myself. 548 00:30:11,440 --> 00:30:13,680 Speaker 1: Like a lot of people kind of feel like, damn, 549 00:30:13,840 --> 00:30:16,080 Speaker 1: I'm sure she got this because you know her affiliation 550 00:30:16,160 --> 00:30:19,200 Speaker 1: with Thug, But you don't even know, like really, like 551 00:30:19,280 --> 00:30:20,920 Speaker 1: I said, being the studio playing my music and the 552 00:30:21,160 --> 00:30:23,800 Speaker 1: like I see their eyes like, oh, she really is hard, 553 00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:25,600 Speaker 1: like when we get on that or I want to 554 00:30:25,600 --> 00:30:29,920 Speaker 1: funk with you, you know. Um yeah, the advantage is 555 00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:34,600 Speaker 1: in the disadvantage of being like coming up. Um. I 556 00:30:34,720 --> 00:30:37,880 Speaker 1: think the advantages is like, of course, the relationships in 557 00:30:37,960 --> 00:30:41,280 Speaker 1: the industry, and then um, I love the fact that 558 00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:44,280 Speaker 1: like people respect you know, the label like a lot 559 00:30:44,440 --> 00:30:46,840 Speaker 1: like and I say that as in like music and 560 00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:50,320 Speaker 1: creatively you know what I'm saying, um, because they like, 561 00:30:50,680 --> 00:30:54,120 Speaker 1: you know, got great music. So people like damn, you know, 562 00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:56,520 Speaker 1: thug sucking her music. I know it's you know, she 563 00:30:56,680 --> 00:30:59,280 Speaker 1: gotta be hard, like you know, it's solidified. And I 564 00:30:59,400 --> 00:31:04,160 Speaker 1: think that its advantages would be for sure. Um, I 565 00:31:04,240 --> 00:31:06,960 Speaker 1: think everybody think like a lot of ship was people 566 00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:09,560 Speaker 1: kind of feel in it to me, so sometimes they 567 00:31:09,560 --> 00:31:11,720 Speaker 1: don't even want to listen, you know, I gotta I 568 00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:13,760 Speaker 1: feel like my walk is a little bit harder because 569 00:31:13,760 --> 00:31:15,160 Speaker 1: it's like I really got to like put it in 570 00:31:15,240 --> 00:31:18,920 Speaker 1: their face, like hey listen to this, like yeah exactly, 571 00:31:18,960 --> 00:31:22,040 Speaker 1: because they feel like, you know, sometimes like oh Yantha 572 00:31:22,160 --> 00:31:26,040 Speaker 1: as girlfriends um drop some or Carl dropped something like okay, whatever, 573 00:31:26,160 --> 00:31:28,680 Speaker 1: she's just doing music and then like when they really listen, 574 00:31:28,760 --> 00:31:31,720 Speaker 1: they're like, oh, Ship, she really likes an artist, Like 575 00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:34,000 Speaker 1: they say, no bullshit, So I think that's like a 576 00:31:34,080 --> 00:31:37,000 Speaker 1: decent advantage um and they feel like, you know, okay, 577 00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:39,480 Speaker 1: she got a feature with Gonna just because you know, 578 00:31:39,560 --> 00:31:41,960 Speaker 1: they all under the same label, but they don't know, 579 00:31:42,120 --> 00:31:44,920 Speaker 1: like I really jumped through hoops and I feel like 580 00:31:44,960 --> 00:31:46,880 Speaker 1: it's the virgo and me to prove myself and like 581 00:31:47,120 --> 00:31:49,240 Speaker 1: just not be like, oh can I get this, you know, 582 00:31:49,480 --> 00:31:52,560 Speaker 1: like I like to I had to prove myself before 583 00:31:52,600 --> 00:31:55,960 Speaker 1: I went and got certain features. So so how do 584 00:31:56,000 --> 00:31:59,800 Speaker 1: you feel How do you feel like when people character 585 00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:05,120 Speaker 1: as you or address you as thugs ex girlfriend instead 586 00:32:05,160 --> 00:32:11,360 Speaker 1: of just carl Um. Honestly, like at one point, I'm 587 00:32:11,400 --> 00:32:13,200 Speaker 1: not gonna lie. I used to like feel away about it, 588 00:32:14,040 --> 00:32:16,200 Speaker 1: and sometimes I go places and I feel like people 589 00:32:16,240 --> 00:32:19,160 Speaker 1: do it kind of like to irritate me. Yeah, like 590 00:32:19,280 --> 00:32:22,320 Speaker 1: you know, I like notice people be like, oh, yeah, 591 00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:25,640 Speaker 1: you think eggs ain't you or something like that, or 592 00:32:25,680 --> 00:32:28,480 Speaker 1: I'd be like, I know for a fact, yeah you know, 593 00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:31,040 Speaker 1: but I kind of start like embracing it, like because 594 00:32:31,080 --> 00:32:34,320 Speaker 1: I feel like this is ship. He is a huge artist, 595 00:32:34,440 --> 00:32:36,120 Speaker 1: like one of the top artists in the game. So 596 00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:39,800 Speaker 1: you know, you gotta called Spade space. That's how people. 597 00:32:39,800 --> 00:32:41,560 Speaker 1: Some people know me, you know what I'm saying. So 598 00:32:41,640 --> 00:32:43,120 Speaker 1: it's just like it is what it is, and I'd 599 00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:45,320 Speaker 1: rather them know me from something then to not know 600 00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:47,560 Speaker 1: me at all, especially what I'm trying to do, which 601 00:32:47,600 --> 00:32:53,840 Speaker 1: is music. You know, it's very hard. It's very very 602 00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:58,120 Speaker 1: very Yeah, like you've seen a relationship lie hard because 603 00:32:58,160 --> 00:33:01,800 Speaker 1: they feel like it's like, damn, that's a good question. 604 00:33:02,200 --> 00:33:07,960 Speaker 1: I like that. Um yeah, everybody feels like else because 605 00:33:07,960 --> 00:33:09,800 Speaker 1: I'm trying to think. I'm trying to think of what 606 00:33:09,840 --> 00:33:13,880 Speaker 1: I'm saying around because I'm trying to just like that 607 00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:22,160 Speaker 1: just really hivy like ship. Um it's hard, Like it's 608 00:33:22,200 --> 00:33:24,800 Speaker 1: hard because they feel like how hard for you to 609 00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:28,320 Speaker 1: take another nigga sees other tho hard? They got big 610 00:33:28,360 --> 00:33:32,080 Speaker 1: shoes if you I'm just being real, like it is 611 00:33:32,160 --> 00:33:35,080 Speaker 1: they got big shoes. And I mean that a lot 612 00:33:35,160 --> 00:33:37,000 Speaker 1: of aspects like we went through what we went through 613 00:33:37,040 --> 00:33:39,360 Speaker 1: we was young, you know what I'm saying. But it's 614 00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:42,560 Speaker 1: like when it came down to it, like I gotta 615 00:33:42,600 --> 00:33:45,240 Speaker 1: saying where I say, like my nigga gotta come with batteries. 616 00:33:46,120 --> 00:33:49,120 Speaker 1: And you know, like when your toy come with batteries, 617 00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:51,080 Speaker 1: that's like the perfect Like when you were a kid 618 00:33:51,120 --> 00:33:53,560 Speaker 1: and your toy you opening, he got batteries in it. Perfect. 619 00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:56,560 Speaker 1: So think about that. You know, my knicks nigga like 620 00:33:56,600 --> 00:33:58,800 Speaker 1: you gotta come with batteries. Thug came with batteries, like 621 00:33:58,840 --> 00:34:01,200 Speaker 1: he get it. You know what I'm saying, Like everything 622 00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:03,360 Speaker 1: a woman need, like you know what I'm saying, you're 623 00:34:03,400 --> 00:34:06,720 Speaker 1: going to get you know, your nail's done here, you know, 624 00:34:06,880 --> 00:34:09,160 Speaker 1: like just help you out or sometimes just like what 625 00:34:09,320 --> 00:34:11,600 Speaker 1: you wanna do, like you got a business idea you 626 00:34:11,680 --> 00:34:14,480 Speaker 1: want to do, or you know how you're doing like mentally, 627 00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:16,880 Speaker 1: stuff like that. Like and that's not to say everything 628 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:20,240 Speaker 1: was copastetic in our relationship. Everything was just a walking apart, 629 00:34:20,640 --> 00:34:22,080 Speaker 1: you know. But the end of the day, it's kind 630 00:34:22,080 --> 00:34:26,680 Speaker 1: of like exactly, and I feel like that's very important. 631 00:34:26,719 --> 00:34:29,960 Speaker 1: And you ain't gotta be rich to to come with batteries, 632 00:34:30,000 --> 00:34:31,239 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. You ain't gotta have the 633 00:34:31,280 --> 00:34:36,399 Speaker 1: most money in the world. Sometimes it's just about support. Yeah, yeah, 634 00:34:36,960 --> 00:34:39,439 Speaker 1: you gotta have something, yeah for me when I'm saying 635 00:34:39,520 --> 00:34:42,960 Speaker 1: on my level, which already on my level, but you know, 636 00:34:43,120 --> 00:34:44,759 Speaker 1: for you for the regular people in the world like 637 00:34:44,840 --> 00:34:47,000 Speaker 1: who And I'm not saying I'm not regular, you know, 638 00:34:47,200 --> 00:34:49,399 Speaker 1: but at the same time, like you know, people would 639 00:34:49,400 --> 00:34:51,840 Speaker 1: not unified ship come with better to just get it, 640 00:34:52,040 --> 00:34:55,320 Speaker 1: like get it, bring your letty home. Some flowers sometimes 641 00:34:55,480 --> 00:34:57,719 Speaker 1: make him feel good, Like I feel like he was 642 00:34:57,800 --> 00:35:00,920 Speaker 1: like that. So um sometimes when I'm around others, like 643 00:35:01,040 --> 00:35:03,480 Speaker 1: trying to date and stuff, I'd be like, ummm, like 644 00:35:05,440 --> 00:35:07,239 Speaker 1: when you're gonna act like what's on my mind? What 645 00:35:07,320 --> 00:35:09,600 Speaker 1: I'm trying to do, you know, because you don't know 646 00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:11,840 Speaker 1: I might could, I might could, Like you don't know 647 00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:14,000 Speaker 1: what I can bring to the table, Like I feel 648 00:35:14,040 --> 00:35:17,560 Speaker 1: like with Thug, like he if I had an idea, 649 00:35:17,640 --> 00:35:19,520 Speaker 1: he was investing, not because I was his girl and 650 00:35:19,600 --> 00:35:21,319 Speaker 1: we was laying down at night, but because he really 651 00:35:21,360 --> 00:35:23,760 Speaker 1: believed like this little bit like bring me a million dollars, 652 00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:26,200 Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying, she got brilliant ideas. 653 00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:28,640 Speaker 1: So I feel like with the Knicks, the Knicks guy, 654 00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:31,600 Speaker 1: like I want somebody to see me for like my brain, 655 00:35:31,840 --> 00:35:34,560 Speaker 1: my business sense, not just like oh she looked good 656 00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:35,960 Speaker 1: and I want to put a bus down on her, 657 00:35:36,040 --> 00:35:38,080 Speaker 1: like I want somebody to really like jay Z say 658 00:35:38,120 --> 00:35:41,879 Speaker 1: bounce ideas off at night. So it's hard. Like dating, 659 00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:43,759 Speaker 1: it is hard because I'm like ship, like how are 660 00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:46,000 Speaker 1: you coming? You know? And I feel like I'm not 661 00:35:46,160 --> 00:35:49,000 Speaker 1: just gonna sit on but I definitely know what I 662 00:35:49,080 --> 00:35:52,040 Speaker 1: want and a guy, And yes, it's very hard for 663 00:35:52,120 --> 00:35:53,719 Speaker 1: me to take me serious. I feel like I gotta 664 00:35:53,760 --> 00:36:00,400 Speaker 1: stain on me like and it's all right, um no, 665 00:36:00,520 --> 00:36:02,840 Speaker 1: because I feel like we had an iconic love story, 666 00:36:03,200 --> 00:36:04,719 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying for the people who know. 667 00:36:05,400 --> 00:36:08,240 Speaker 1: But at the same time, it's like Nigga's like, shoot, 668 00:36:08,320 --> 00:36:11,120 Speaker 1: I know you ain't going nowhere, or it's just like 669 00:36:11,239 --> 00:36:14,200 Speaker 1: people carlate the you know what I'm saying. So it's 670 00:36:14,239 --> 00:36:18,160 Speaker 1: just like forever name you when you came in the 671 00:36:18,239 --> 00:36:22,520 Speaker 1: game with somebody, like you're gonna always for be Yeah, yeah, 672 00:36:22,880 --> 00:36:25,160 Speaker 1: no matter what. That's what he's saying it too, like 673 00:36:26,040 --> 00:36:28,560 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, um, especially when they're gonna 674 00:36:28,560 --> 00:36:30,759 Speaker 1: put out there that they can't cared about you, yeah, 675 00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:34,640 Speaker 1: like that's yes, yeah, I know a lot of people 676 00:36:36,120 --> 00:36:40,360 Speaker 1: they don't be trying to like even across that bridge, 677 00:36:40,440 --> 00:36:42,840 Speaker 1: like really like stepping out or something like, not that 678 00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:44,640 Speaker 1: I want to step out with a niggle, but I 679 00:36:44,760 --> 00:36:47,680 Speaker 1: can see like I don't know if nigga's like really 680 00:36:47,800 --> 00:36:50,000 Speaker 1: just like tough enough to you know what I'm saying, 681 00:36:50,440 --> 00:36:53,160 Speaker 1: you don't like to do it, like not that I 682 00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:55,160 Speaker 1: want to step out because I'm still a pete, you 683 00:36:55,200 --> 00:36:58,520 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But dang, I'll be seeing like Okay, 684 00:36:58,600 --> 00:37:00,200 Speaker 1: so you think we're gonna be a secret. You think 685 00:37:00,239 --> 00:37:02,160 Speaker 1: I'm gonna be like you know, like and I'm at 686 00:37:02,200 --> 00:37:03,879 Speaker 1: a point where I'm getting older, It's like I want 687 00:37:03,920 --> 00:37:07,239 Speaker 1: something real. You know, I ain't trying to just be 688 00:37:07,280 --> 00:37:08,680 Speaker 1: I'm gonna have fun, but I ain't trying to just 689 00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:11,200 Speaker 1: be out here kicking it with any everybody. I didn't 690 00:37:11,239 --> 00:37:14,680 Speaker 1: have my fun. I didn't you know, been outside before thug, 691 00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:17,719 Speaker 1: you know whatever. So I feel like I noticed a 692 00:37:17,760 --> 00:37:21,879 Speaker 1: lot of niggas to be kind of like you know, yeah, 693 00:37:22,160 --> 00:37:24,160 Speaker 1: like but then you want to but do you really 694 00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:26,440 Speaker 1: be like obsessed a little bit like crazy about me? 695 00:37:26,520 --> 00:37:28,000 Speaker 1: But it's just like and I don't know if they 696 00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:29,600 Speaker 1: don't want to look crazy because they feel like I 697 00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:31,879 Speaker 1: don't know what she's gonna do with slime but I'm 698 00:37:31,920 --> 00:37:34,239 Speaker 1: just like I peep it. So I'm like, yeah, I'm 699 00:37:34,239 --> 00:37:36,360 Speaker 1: not giving you no ass I'm not. I'm definitely not 700 00:37:36,440 --> 00:37:38,719 Speaker 1: because he ain't even trying to. You're worried about You're 701 00:37:38,719 --> 00:37:41,920 Speaker 1: worried about home, like so worried about him. I don't 702 00:37:41,960 --> 00:37:44,800 Speaker 1: want to go nowhere with these So yeah, So speaking 703 00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:49,040 Speaker 1: of ideas, um, I know previously you had Carl Swim 704 00:37:49,960 --> 00:37:53,239 Speaker 1: and you had like, you know, some other things going on. 705 00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:56,560 Speaker 1: So what's the status right now of Carl Swim and 706 00:37:56,640 --> 00:37:58,640 Speaker 1: then what else do you have on the table as 707 00:37:58,680 --> 00:38:02,239 Speaker 1: far as business ventures? Um, so I definitely want to 708 00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:05,680 Speaker 1: bring Carl Swim back. Yeah, like, and I actually got 709 00:38:05,760 --> 00:38:08,040 Speaker 1: like so many because you work, you put so much 710 00:38:08,200 --> 00:38:12,000 Speaker 1: like working hard effort, and you were there, you helped me. 711 00:38:12,160 --> 00:38:16,560 Speaker 1: You was j really amazing though, like from when y'all 712 00:38:16,640 --> 00:38:20,840 Speaker 1: j been your since I was oh kid whatever, Like 713 00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:24,160 Speaker 1: she literally watched me grow up, like she knows me 714 00:38:24,440 --> 00:38:27,200 Speaker 1: very well inside and out. You know. That's why I'm 715 00:38:27,200 --> 00:38:29,120 Speaker 1: like so happy for you now because it's like you 716 00:38:29,280 --> 00:38:33,880 Speaker 1: just you really blossomed from back then into like a 717 00:38:34,120 --> 00:38:37,200 Speaker 1: like a flower for lack of being lame or whatever. 718 00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:42,960 Speaker 1: But yeah, like but yeah, so you're gonna bring back 719 00:38:42,960 --> 00:38:45,279 Speaker 1: car late swim and then what else we got going on? 720 00:38:46,320 --> 00:38:50,839 Speaker 1: And I want to get into acting and it's good 721 00:38:50,880 --> 00:38:54,480 Speaker 1: and cold. Um, I want to get into acting, and 722 00:38:54,800 --> 00:38:59,000 Speaker 1: like I said, I want to just like um. Another 723 00:38:59,040 --> 00:39:01,680 Speaker 1: thing is I'm working on, Like I've been piecing stuff 724 00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:06,360 Speaker 1: together for a book. Yeah, like um, like a memoir 725 00:39:06,680 --> 00:39:09,000 Speaker 1: or like a fiction or yeah. Like I actually was 726 00:39:09,040 --> 00:39:12,040 Speaker 1: thinking about doing something called like I don't know the 727 00:39:12,160 --> 00:39:13,680 Speaker 1: name for sure, but I was talking to my mom 728 00:39:13,719 --> 00:39:16,120 Speaker 1: about it. But it's gonna be called Seeing Me through 729 00:39:16,200 --> 00:39:20,560 Speaker 1: my Mom's eyes because because of how close you guys are. Yeah, 730 00:39:20,680 --> 00:39:23,560 Speaker 1: and it's just like how she's seen me, like when 731 00:39:23,600 --> 00:39:25,320 Speaker 1: I was at kind of like my lowest point, like 732 00:39:25,480 --> 00:39:27,759 Speaker 1: she always seen me as like here, you know what 733 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:29,759 Speaker 1: I'm saying. Like, and I feel like it's gonna be 734 00:39:29,800 --> 00:39:32,120 Speaker 1: a book just about like how your parents view you, 735 00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:35,440 Speaker 1: like through it all like and I'm still finding like 736 00:39:35,520 --> 00:39:37,840 Speaker 1: an angle for it. But I was telling her that 737 00:39:37,920 --> 00:39:40,520 Speaker 1: one day, like I was just like, damn, sometime, like 738 00:39:40,719 --> 00:39:42,880 Speaker 1: I wish always I could see me how you see me? 739 00:39:43,760 --> 00:39:45,320 Speaker 1: You know you have some that you did where you 740 00:39:45,360 --> 00:39:48,680 Speaker 1: were like a princess or something. Yeah, get us Cinderella thing. 741 00:39:49,120 --> 00:39:52,040 Speaker 1: What was that about? So? Um, I had started like 742 00:39:52,160 --> 00:39:54,920 Speaker 1: calling myself, get us Cinderella, because I feel like, you know, 743 00:39:55,080 --> 00:39:58,040 Speaker 1: the Cinerella stories, like she was waiting for a man 744 00:39:58,160 --> 00:40:01,160 Speaker 1: to come up the you save her or whatever, and 745 00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:03,719 Speaker 1: I feel like, get us Inderella, like I need to 746 00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:06,319 Speaker 1: be saved, you know. But I still did. I still 747 00:40:06,440 --> 00:40:08,960 Speaker 1: had like the princes you didn't you know, the man 748 00:40:09,160 --> 00:40:12,400 Speaker 1: or whatever. But I didn't need saving, you know. So 749 00:40:12,480 --> 00:40:16,120 Speaker 1: it was just like that like a little, um, you know, 750 00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:21,200 Speaker 1: a little story with a twist. No, I ain't need saving, 751 00:40:22,880 --> 00:40:29,399 Speaker 1: but I still had the prints when I get big, 752 00:40:33,080 --> 00:40:36,759 Speaker 1: what's what's like your dream moment in the studio? Like 753 00:40:36,920 --> 00:40:39,160 Speaker 1: my dream on me? Like I'm in the studio with 754 00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:41,200 Speaker 1: so and so and so and so and so and 755 00:40:41,320 --> 00:40:48,400 Speaker 1: so and this is happening. Um, I would say, Oh, 756 00:40:52,800 --> 00:40:55,080 Speaker 1: I hate saying stuff that I feel like anybody would say, like, 757 00:40:55,320 --> 00:40:59,880 Speaker 1: but Beyonce, just being real with you is because for one, 758 00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:04,200 Speaker 1: she's a virgo and I watched her a lot, and 759 00:41:04,280 --> 00:41:06,120 Speaker 1: I feel like we have a lot of similarities. Like 760 00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:08,000 Speaker 1: a lot of people don't believe in astrology and all 761 00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:09,839 Speaker 1: the ship, but I do. And I see a lot 762 00:41:09,880 --> 00:41:11,800 Speaker 1: of Yeah, I see a lot of similarities, and I 763 00:41:11,880 --> 00:41:14,080 Speaker 1: feel like it would just I honestly feel like she 764 00:41:14,160 --> 00:41:16,560 Speaker 1: would like a lot of the music that I wrote, 765 00:41:18,280 --> 00:41:25,160 Speaker 1: A lot of stuff I want. You don't want it 766 00:41:25,560 --> 00:41:37,440 Speaker 1: enough screening for me, but yeah, I think Beyonce UM 767 00:41:38,160 --> 00:41:43,719 Speaker 1: and then definitely. And another dream moment is just also 768 00:41:43,840 --> 00:41:46,239 Speaker 1: to like me being a studio and everybody like on 769 00:41:46,400 --> 00:41:48,600 Speaker 1: their feet because I just did some ship that was 770 00:41:48,640 --> 00:41:52,120 Speaker 1: so fun crazy and that's happened like before. But that's 771 00:41:52,120 --> 00:41:54,400 Speaker 1: always my dream moment when I do go to the studio, Like, 772 00:41:54,480 --> 00:41:57,440 Speaker 1: I like looking around and my people just like damn 773 00:41:57,800 --> 00:41:59,920 Speaker 1: like and I usually keep that when I talk a 774 00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:02,680 Speaker 1: out some real ship like something that's just like I 775 00:42:02,760 --> 00:42:06,520 Speaker 1: see being vulnerable. So like in your recording process, do 776 00:42:06,680 --> 00:42:09,080 Speaker 1: you like to record in the studio with a bunch 777 00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:12,000 Speaker 1: of people or do you like solitude to kind of 778 00:42:12,040 --> 00:42:14,640 Speaker 1: help you think better in piece of ship together before 779 00:42:14,719 --> 00:42:17,399 Speaker 1: you get in front of that crowd. Yeah, solitude for sure. 780 00:42:17,560 --> 00:42:19,160 Speaker 1: Like I don't like a lot of do you do 781 00:42:19,320 --> 00:42:24,439 Speaker 1: candles and candles like I'm real big on like smell too, 782 00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:28,360 Speaker 1: Like I don't like yeah yeah, like I don't like 783 00:42:28,680 --> 00:42:33,680 Speaker 1: um yeah yeah, So I gotta have some good candles out, 784 00:42:34,040 --> 00:42:36,040 Speaker 1: I'd be weird like that, and then I kind of 785 00:42:36,120 --> 00:42:40,400 Speaker 1: like it to be um just um, I don't like 786 00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:43,840 Speaker 1: it too missy like whatever, Like I like to be 787 00:42:43,920 --> 00:42:45,360 Speaker 1: able to think, but I don't like a lot of 788 00:42:45,440 --> 00:42:48,120 Speaker 1: unknown like energies in the studio, like people who I 789 00:42:48,239 --> 00:42:52,719 Speaker 1: don't know. And if I do, I prepare myself like 790 00:42:53,200 --> 00:42:56,480 Speaker 1: if I'm going to like a writing camp like producers 791 00:42:56,560 --> 00:42:59,880 Speaker 1: coming in, like I'll get myself together like whatever, because 792 00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:02,520 Speaker 1: I don't know, Like I just kind of like sticking 793 00:43:02,560 --> 00:43:05,360 Speaker 1: to my same process and you know, being amongst like 794 00:43:05,520 --> 00:43:08,880 Speaker 1: the same people. You know, who would you pay to 795 00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:14,799 Speaker 1: do with a male feature with like, um, they can 796 00:43:14,840 --> 00:43:19,719 Speaker 1: be raped, R and B anything any kind of genre drake. Um, 797 00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:31,560 Speaker 1: Yeah that's yeah, Yeah, that's hard. Are you're a very 798 00:43:31,600 --> 00:43:34,040 Speaker 1: blunt person, Like when you tell people about theirself, like 799 00:43:35,120 --> 00:43:37,040 Speaker 1: if they don't smell good, or if they breast stink 800 00:43:37,160 --> 00:43:39,000 Speaker 1: or if they ship stink, or if they be in 801 00:43:39,040 --> 00:43:43,319 Speaker 1: a certain way like a yeah, yeah, use the term 802 00:43:43,400 --> 00:43:47,320 Speaker 1: your ship, don't stay, your ship don't stink because I 803 00:43:47,440 --> 00:43:50,120 Speaker 1: can't hide like irritation, Like I don't know how to 804 00:43:50,239 --> 00:43:53,040 Speaker 1: hide if I'm irritated. I could just be on my face, 805 00:43:53,120 --> 00:43:56,040 Speaker 1: So I just, um, I say it in like a 806 00:43:56,120 --> 00:43:58,480 Speaker 1: cool way. I ain't gonna be too unless I just 807 00:43:58,680 --> 00:44:00,920 Speaker 1: need to. But if you around me and you stink, 808 00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:03,840 Speaker 1: I feel like you're gonna suck it up for me. No, 809 00:44:04,320 --> 00:44:07,279 Speaker 1: but nobody don't know. It's never happened. But I have 810 00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:10,239 Speaker 1: like been on on the road before, and you know 811 00:44:10,239 --> 00:44:12,480 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like, let's say you you you're on 812 00:44:12,560 --> 00:44:17,319 Speaker 1: the road and like somebody come man, I come backstage 813 00:44:17,360 --> 00:44:19,759 Speaker 1: and they just hanging out backstage. It's like you're missing 814 00:44:19,800 --> 00:44:21,480 Speaker 1: it up for me because what if they think I stink? 815 00:44:22,800 --> 00:44:25,640 Speaker 1: You gotta know, I can imagine the niggle with you 816 00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:29,520 Speaker 1: and you there stinking, Like I gotta tell you because 817 00:44:29,560 --> 00:44:31,319 Speaker 1: you're sucking it up for everybody because they're not gonna 818 00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:41,439 Speaker 1: yeah yeah, like you gotta be real. So um, for sure, 819 00:44:41,520 --> 00:44:45,919 Speaker 1: I'm blunt like or sometime like yeah blunt, I can't 820 00:44:45,960 --> 00:44:47,960 Speaker 1: even sugar coat that, like I'm I'm gonna tell you, 821 00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:49,840 Speaker 1: or if it's like you're getting on my nerves, I 822 00:44:49,920 --> 00:44:51,600 Speaker 1: gotta say it because I feel like I want people 823 00:44:51,600 --> 00:44:54,080 Speaker 1: to tell me about myself. Like if you're sitting around 824 00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:56,040 Speaker 1: me and I got a bigger and you don't tell me. 825 00:44:56,160 --> 00:44:57,880 Speaker 1: And I go to the bathroom and I see it. 826 00:44:58,320 --> 00:44:59,880 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna like you, Like I think I'm a 827 00:45:00,040 --> 00:45:03,160 Speaker 1: really hold a grudge because why would you, like what 828 00:45:03,280 --> 00:45:07,600 Speaker 1: else are you withholding for me to like that's me 829 00:45:07,840 --> 00:45:10,800 Speaker 1: all day? Like what the fun my breath? Think I 830 00:45:10,920 --> 00:45:18,279 Speaker 1: had a little like what I um I have. I'm 831 00:45:18,320 --> 00:45:21,200 Speaker 1: the only child my mom's side, and I have three 832 00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:30,560 Speaker 1: siblings on my yes, very um no, I got a 833 00:45:30,600 --> 00:45:35,799 Speaker 1: younger sister, so I'm actually the oldiest you know your 834 00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:39,600 Speaker 1: mom like so yeah, that's my road dog right here, 835 00:45:40,320 --> 00:45:43,759 Speaker 1: Like I don't know, it's like for real, it's not 836 00:45:43,840 --> 00:45:48,839 Speaker 1: with my sisters. But I know, like you yeah, why 837 00:45:48,920 --> 00:45:51,280 Speaker 1: you you. I tried a little bit sometow I'm feeling 838 00:45:51,360 --> 00:45:53,560 Speaker 1: like but I don't want to just I know, want 839 00:45:53,560 --> 00:45:55,600 Speaker 1: to get I don't want to get the funk on 840 00:45:55,680 --> 00:45:58,960 Speaker 1: because she bowed my ass up, you know. But my 841 00:45:59,080 --> 00:46:01,360 Speaker 1: mama was like my, I don't know, like that's like 842 00:46:01,440 --> 00:46:03,759 Speaker 1: my everything and like a lot of people don't know 843 00:46:04,239 --> 00:46:06,880 Speaker 1: a lot of people close with their parents, but for me, um, 844 00:46:07,000 --> 00:46:09,719 Speaker 1: my mom had went through like a really really um 845 00:46:11,400 --> 00:46:14,399 Speaker 1: near death experience and I'm not gonna say that brought 846 00:46:14,480 --> 00:46:17,320 Speaker 1: us closer. But that's something that that will stick with 847 00:46:17,400 --> 00:46:21,839 Speaker 1: me forever. And I feel like, you know, like yeah, 848 00:46:21,960 --> 00:46:24,960 Speaker 1: because I've seen like damn and then I've seen her fight, 849 00:46:25,520 --> 00:46:28,040 Speaker 1: Like I really seen she had like a twenty chance 850 00:46:28,080 --> 00:46:31,080 Speaker 1: to live in and when the doctor's like told me that, Um, 851 00:46:32,520 --> 00:46:34,800 Speaker 1: I can't even explain that feeling like you know what 852 00:46:34,800 --> 00:46:36,640 Speaker 1: I'm saying, I can't like and she was like in 853 00:46:36,719 --> 00:46:39,200 Speaker 1: her prim young whatever, I've seen that life can go 854 00:46:39,360 --> 00:46:43,040 Speaker 1: here to hear you know, overnight, And I feel like 855 00:46:43,160 --> 00:46:45,400 Speaker 1: that just always like made me just like look at 856 00:46:45,480 --> 00:46:52,359 Speaker 1: her like it's different. Yeah, like just different. Um yeah, 857 00:46:52,840 --> 00:46:55,239 Speaker 1: I almost here. But a lot of people don't know that. 858 00:46:55,600 --> 00:46:59,279 Speaker 1: So you have a moment on your journey that that 859 00:46:59,560 --> 00:47:01,480 Speaker 1: that you you might think about a lot that you 860 00:47:01,480 --> 00:47:03,719 Speaker 1: would like to maybe retrack or take back, like a 861 00:47:03,840 --> 00:47:07,279 Speaker 1: moment that you might not be proud of. Mm hmm. 862 00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:15,400 Speaker 1: Sometimes yeah, I would say, um, like responding to a 863 00:47:15,520 --> 00:47:18,200 Speaker 1: lot of people back in the day, like just going 864 00:47:18,239 --> 00:47:22,960 Speaker 1: back and forth arguing and ship. Not because I like 865 00:47:23,120 --> 00:47:26,200 Speaker 1: I don't like to see myself arguing or being like combative, 866 00:47:26,280 --> 00:47:28,359 Speaker 1: but more so like I just feel like they didn't 867 00:47:28,360 --> 00:47:31,920 Speaker 1: deserve my energy. And then I feel like bars day 868 00:47:31,960 --> 00:47:34,000 Speaker 1: into like a long time ago, like I entertained a 869 00:47:34,080 --> 00:47:36,719 Speaker 1: lot of niggas who didn't deserve my time, and I 870 00:47:36,880 --> 00:47:39,439 Speaker 1: just like, like, you know what I'm saying. I feel 871 00:47:39,440 --> 00:47:43,520 Speaker 1: like that's a lot of women though, but um yeah, 872 00:47:43,640 --> 00:47:46,880 Speaker 1: all women like which it was just another notch up 873 00:47:46,880 --> 00:47:48,279 Speaker 1: on in my build to make me know like what 874 00:47:48,400 --> 00:47:51,360 Speaker 1: I want now, but um yeah, I just wish I 875 00:47:51,400 --> 00:47:54,360 Speaker 1: adn't give like a lot of people the time of 876 00:47:54,440 --> 00:47:56,600 Speaker 1: that time of day. And then one time I did 877 00:47:56,680 --> 00:48:00,759 Speaker 1: say something that was real crazy, but certain ship like 878 00:48:00,840 --> 00:48:08,080 Speaker 1: that come in time said a million all the time, 879 00:48:08,480 --> 00:48:11,799 Speaker 1: and it's not because like it's like okay, it gets hard, 880 00:48:12,280 --> 00:48:16,120 Speaker 1: but sometimes like I get bored with stuff like I 881 00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:18,480 Speaker 1: really do you know what I'm saying. I guess I 882 00:48:18,520 --> 00:48:20,160 Speaker 1: don't know. Like I'm a person that's like I like 883 00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:23,239 Speaker 1: to just be busy and just try so many different things, 884 00:48:23,360 --> 00:48:26,359 Speaker 1: but I just sometimes be like, m I still want 885 00:48:26,400 --> 00:48:28,560 Speaker 1: to do this. I might want to be actress, like 886 00:48:29,120 --> 00:48:31,359 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, So I just like whatever, 887 00:48:31,360 --> 00:48:33,120 Speaker 1: I'm gonna switch to something else. But then it just 888 00:48:33,239 --> 00:48:35,239 Speaker 1: like pulled me back because I really do love it. 889 00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:37,640 Speaker 1: And then sometimes like I just say fucking because I 890 00:48:37,719 --> 00:48:41,520 Speaker 1: feel like it's a journey, like it takes it's you know, 891 00:48:41,680 --> 00:48:45,080 Speaker 1: so work in progress. Like I get frustrated sometimes, like damn, 892 00:48:45,719 --> 00:48:49,080 Speaker 1: because I know I'm hard. I know I'm hard. Like 893 00:48:49,200 --> 00:48:51,360 Speaker 1: I know a lot of people think that about whatever 894 00:48:51,440 --> 00:48:53,279 Speaker 1: it is that they do. But I'm real. If I 895 00:48:53,400 --> 00:48:56,040 Speaker 1: make a Layman song, I'd be like, m that was me, 896 00:48:56,760 --> 00:49:01,279 Speaker 1: but um no, I'm signed a three hell but yeah, 897 00:49:01,400 --> 00:49:04,680 Speaker 1: Like i know I'm hard. So sometimes I'm just like damn, 898 00:49:04,920 --> 00:49:07,400 Speaker 1: Like I'm ready to hear Carli like that hit on 899 00:49:07,440 --> 00:49:11,520 Speaker 1: the radio all day and d yeah you never know 900 00:49:11,600 --> 00:49:15,080 Speaker 1: when yeah, you know. So it was just like really 901 00:49:15,120 --> 00:49:18,000 Speaker 1: finding the patience to get to that moment. But I 902 00:49:18,040 --> 00:49:24,000 Speaker 1: always like fuck it. You know, um, who's the person 903 00:49:24,080 --> 00:49:25,960 Speaker 1: that gets you out of this is like a certain 904 00:49:26,120 --> 00:49:28,239 Speaker 1: family member home girl. They'd be like, nah, you ain't 905 00:49:28,320 --> 00:49:31,799 Speaker 1: gonna get this ship up? Mm hmm. I would say, 906 00:49:31,840 --> 00:49:38,640 Speaker 1: like probably I gotta aunt. That's like my number one literally, 907 00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:41,319 Speaker 1: like my number one than genuine will lead to her 908 00:49:41,360 --> 00:49:44,279 Speaker 1: soul like everybody around me like that. But my Antimika, 909 00:49:44,440 --> 00:49:49,800 Speaker 1: like Mika literally like she like fuck that ship. Carly, 910 00:49:49,960 --> 00:49:53,760 Speaker 1: you that bitch, Yeah you that bitch. That's my niece 911 00:49:54,160 --> 00:49:57,080 Speaker 1: play that ship like she would be like and did 912 00:49:57,200 --> 00:50:00,759 Speaker 1: your hardest song? Like she just always make Yeah, she 913 00:50:00,880 --> 00:50:05,040 Speaker 1: really like Smika like always let me know, like like, bro, 914 00:50:05,200 --> 00:50:07,279 Speaker 1: you really the sheep, Like I'll be down. She would 915 00:50:07,280 --> 00:50:12,560 Speaker 1: be like like like what so I say her for 916 00:50:12,680 --> 00:50:15,080 Speaker 1: sure and then like just everybody around me, like I'm 917 00:50:15,120 --> 00:50:19,920 Speaker 1: around some solid as people who always just like remind 918 00:50:20,000 --> 00:50:22,640 Speaker 1: me and then I say slim to like thug like 919 00:50:23,160 --> 00:50:25,560 Speaker 1: he would tell me like he was like your only thing, 920 00:50:25,719 --> 00:50:27,360 Speaker 1: Like I didn't understand when he told me this, but 921 00:50:27,440 --> 00:50:28,719 Speaker 1: he was like, all you gotta do is just keep 922 00:50:28,760 --> 00:50:30,880 Speaker 1: going to the studio and make music. And I'd be like, 923 00:50:30,960 --> 00:50:33,040 Speaker 1: niggas that the advice you got, Like, but then I 924 00:50:33,120 --> 00:50:35,640 Speaker 1: started noticing like damn, I'm getting better and better, and 925 00:50:35,719 --> 00:50:37,920 Speaker 1: he was like it's gonna hit one day. You know 926 00:50:37,960 --> 00:50:40,440 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. He was like, this is normal, Like 927 00:50:40,560 --> 00:50:43,160 Speaker 1: I went through this, like I signed a fund up 928 00:50:43,200 --> 00:50:45,640 Speaker 1: deal at one point and look at me now, you 929 00:50:45,680 --> 00:50:47,239 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like he was like, I know 930 00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:50,719 Speaker 1: that feeling how you feel like like you just want 931 00:50:50,760 --> 00:50:53,279 Speaker 1: to stop because you didn't get nowhere. So knowing like 932 00:50:53,680 --> 00:50:55,520 Speaker 1: that he went through the same thing, and he is 933 00:50:55,600 --> 00:50:58,960 Speaker 1: where he had now. Um, I feel like that keeps 934 00:50:58,960 --> 00:51:01,239 Speaker 1: me going to but yeah, like the people around me, 935 00:51:01,880 --> 00:51:05,640 Speaker 1: you know, damn sure, not people. Um I told you, 936 00:51:05,960 --> 00:51:08,080 Speaker 1: Like females don't get like a lot of support from 937 00:51:08,800 --> 00:51:10,680 Speaker 1: you know, other females in the game. So I would say, 938 00:51:10,760 --> 00:51:15,760 Speaker 1: my people keep me going. If what you think your familyase, 939 00:51:15,800 --> 00:51:18,680 Speaker 1: if you had to cauntercorporizer, like put it one fan 940 00:51:18,800 --> 00:51:22,960 Speaker 1: base with what you say your family. Well, so what's 941 00:51:23,000 --> 00:51:28,360 Speaker 1: the main demographic of your fan base? Um, I honestly 942 00:51:28,480 --> 00:51:34,960 Speaker 1: think unapologetic females. I'm learning that, like they like you 943 00:51:35,040 --> 00:51:37,080 Speaker 1: when I get on Twitter and I say any fucking thing, 944 00:51:37,680 --> 00:51:39,520 Speaker 1: Like I started noticing like a lot of the girls 945 00:51:39,560 --> 00:51:43,759 Speaker 1: that support me are females. It's like that that lived 946 00:51:43,800 --> 00:51:46,719 Speaker 1: through me, like being like Bucky, I would say, it's 947 00:51:46,760 --> 00:51:51,000 Speaker 1: just care free. Um I can't say younger or you know, older, 948 00:51:51,040 --> 00:51:54,759 Speaker 1: because I feel like it's both, but just care free 949 00:51:54,880 --> 00:52:02,399 Speaker 1: like females. And of course the the g BT Yeah yeah, 950 00:52:03,160 --> 00:52:08,640 Speaker 1: community community. Yeah, I would say, um, definitely them as well. 951 00:52:08,760 --> 00:52:12,680 Speaker 1: But the girls and the girls exactly, the queens and stuff. 952 00:52:12,960 --> 00:52:17,120 Speaker 1: But you know, like Fucky, that's that's them. Like my family, 953 00:52:17,320 --> 00:52:21,480 Speaker 1: like the grew for real. Um, they definitely support me. 954 00:52:22,160 --> 00:52:25,400 Speaker 1: Have you ever done reality TV? I thought about it, 955 00:52:25,560 --> 00:52:28,080 Speaker 1: but would you well you said you thought about it. Yeah, 956 00:52:28,080 --> 00:52:33,480 Speaker 1: I haven't know, we'll stop m hm. The fact that 957 00:52:33,600 --> 00:52:36,960 Speaker 1: I didn't died like people like they kind of do 958 00:52:37,080 --> 00:52:40,439 Speaker 1: whatever with the script. I don't like that. I don't 959 00:52:40,520 --> 00:52:42,400 Speaker 1: like that. I like to be in control and I 960 00:52:42,520 --> 00:52:44,759 Speaker 1: like having my hands and everything, and I like to 961 00:52:44,840 --> 00:52:48,560 Speaker 1: know what I'm signing up for. So you yeah, you 962 00:52:48,640 --> 00:52:50,200 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Or it was just like I 963 00:52:50,320 --> 00:52:52,680 Speaker 1: was doing a show with people that was I could trust, 964 00:52:53,160 --> 00:52:55,440 Speaker 1: and I built like a report week because sometimes you 965 00:52:55,520 --> 00:52:57,480 Speaker 1: say stuff and they just take it out of context, 966 00:52:57,600 --> 00:53:00,200 Speaker 1: like don't make me like no messy as be and 967 00:53:00,280 --> 00:53:02,799 Speaker 1: really I'm checking somebody on something that's you know they 968 00:53:02,920 --> 00:53:07,200 Speaker 1: needed to be. Yeah, like so, um, I think that's 969 00:53:07,239 --> 00:53:09,600 Speaker 1: what really stopped me. I was like, oh, I seemed 970 00:53:09,640 --> 00:53:13,680 Speaker 1: like I didn't have any control. It felt like invasive. Yeah, 971 00:53:13,840 --> 00:53:15,560 Speaker 1: like over the narrative. I don't want nobody to make 972 00:53:15,600 --> 00:53:19,640 Speaker 1: me look a certain way. That's real. To tell us 973 00:53:19,640 --> 00:53:22,279 Speaker 1: a little bit about the mix tape. Now we've were robbed, 974 00:53:22,320 --> 00:53:26,000 Speaker 1: Now we can talk all about listen. Um, Yeah, so 975 00:53:26,400 --> 00:53:32,359 Speaker 1: enter is sixteen songs, um, and I put a lot 976 00:53:32,440 --> 00:53:35,200 Speaker 1: into it, like and I feel like it's just super diverse, 977 00:53:35,360 --> 00:53:39,000 Speaker 1: like a transition throughout the whole project of like some 978 00:53:39,160 --> 00:53:40,600 Speaker 1: shi it is just like if you're in like a 979 00:53:40,719 --> 00:53:44,279 Speaker 1: down mood. Some of it is coming from like I'm 980 00:53:44,320 --> 00:53:47,040 Speaker 1: popping my ship, you know what I'm saying. The first 981 00:53:47,120 --> 00:53:49,439 Speaker 1: song on there, I come in just like I feel 982 00:53:49,480 --> 00:53:52,720 Speaker 1: like I'm swinging at everybody, like I'm really proving myself 983 00:53:52,800 --> 00:53:56,040 Speaker 1: and I'm leaving like my print, you know. And then um, 984 00:53:56,120 --> 00:53:58,120 Speaker 1: I got a song called someone Like You on their 985 00:53:58,680 --> 00:54:03,279 Speaker 1: and Yadi Copra Doo stick um and basically like he 986 00:54:03,400 --> 00:54:05,719 Speaker 1: was in the studio, he helped me like from he 987 00:54:06,040 --> 00:54:08,840 Speaker 1: like helped me form me a little yeah yeah, and 988 00:54:10,160 --> 00:54:12,600 Speaker 1: like it's special to me because I feel like I'm 989 00:54:12,840 --> 00:54:14,920 Speaker 1: speaking from my like soul and it just makes you 990 00:54:14,960 --> 00:54:16,920 Speaker 1: feel away. It makes you feel so mellow, you can 991 00:54:17,000 --> 00:54:20,879 Speaker 1: smoke some weed, just relax, you know what I'm saying. Um, 992 00:54:21,480 --> 00:54:23,560 Speaker 1: And then I got songs on there where you know 993 00:54:23,560 --> 00:54:25,440 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I got strip club songs like me 994 00:54:25,520 --> 00:54:27,719 Speaker 1: and Keith got this song called Gotta Get Touched and 995 00:54:27,840 --> 00:54:31,160 Speaker 1: we made it right before he passed away. So that 996 00:54:31,400 --> 00:54:33,320 Speaker 1: was like a big thing to me because it was 997 00:54:33,360 --> 00:54:35,480 Speaker 1: supposed to well, it's still gonna be on his album, 998 00:54:36,040 --> 00:54:39,320 Speaker 1: but um it's hard, like and like when I was 999 00:54:39,360 --> 00:54:41,239 Speaker 1: actually recording it, I gave up. I was like, I 1000 00:54:41,400 --> 00:54:42,600 Speaker 1: want to do this ship. I don't know if I 1001 00:54:42,719 --> 00:54:45,520 Speaker 1: sound right. My friend was like, hell, now it's gonna 1002 00:54:45,520 --> 00:54:48,360 Speaker 1: be a hit. So that's like one of my faves 1003 00:54:48,480 --> 00:54:52,200 Speaker 1: because it ends up coming out hard as funk. So um, yeah, 1004 00:54:52,280 --> 00:54:54,440 Speaker 1: I feel like my project is just super diverse, Like 1005 00:54:54,840 --> 00:54:56,800 Speaker 1: you got a lot of different vibes on there. And 1006 00:54:56,880 --> 00:54:59,279 Speaker 1: I feel like today, like a lot of people make 1007 00:54:59,680 --> 00:55:02,799 Speaker 1: if they drop music, it's like okay, it's one huge 1008 00:55:03,080 --> 00:55:05,280 Speaker 1: A lot of people like it's like okay either super 1009 00:55:05,320 --> 00:55:07,800 Speaker 1: wrap It's really not like a mix anymore. And I 1010 00:55:07,840 --> 00:55:11,800 Speaker 1: feel like I gave you every pop of like R 1011 00:55:11,880 --> 00:55:14,000 Speaker 1: and B. I feel like I touched on everything to 1012 00:55:14,120 --> 00:55:17,040 Speaker 1: show people like, you know, I got it all cover into. 1013 00:55:17,160 --> 00:55:19,160 Speaker 1: I want to see what people like more, you know, 1014 00:55:19,200 --> 00:55:21,960 Speaker 1: I want to see what more people gravitate towards. So 1015 00:55:22,480 --> 00:55:26,399 Speaker 1: I can, you know, like know what to work on for. Yeah, 1016 00:55:27,080 --> 00:55:28,680 Speaker 1: what you're doing. The tricky is to get like me 1017 00:55:28,800 --> 00:55:30,680 Speaker 1: and to listen to women mute what do you think. 1018 00:55:30,719 --> 00:55:36,640 Speaker 1: What you're thinking is, let's god people, somebody putt that 1019 00:55:36,760 --> 00:55:39,800 Speaker 1: up like you ride to a little lorilla. Yeah, I 1020 00:55:39,880 --> 00:55:46,440 Speaker 1: think it just comes down spirit is beautiful and I 1021 00:55:46,600 --> 00:55:50,200 Speaker 1: love her tone. On her tone, I feel like she 1022 00:55:50,320 --> 00:55:53,560 Speaker 1: come in like attentions, how she speaks, like she ain't 1023 00:55:53,560 --> 00:55:56,960 Speaker 1: trying to be all you know, um put my pennies, 1024 00:55:57,000 --> 00:56:02,560 Speaker 1: like she being herself like she you And I like that, 1025 00:56:02,719 --> 00:56:05,560 Speaker 1: like it makes you like somebody said, um, we can 1026 00:56:05,920 --> 00:56:08,080 Speaker 1: she got workout music like you know you and you 1027 00:56:08,120 --> 00:56:11,920 Speaker 1: know you and they're like, and that's a big you 1028 00:56:11,920 --> 00:56:13,320 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, should keep you going. So I 1029 00:56:13,360 --> 00:56:16,279 Speaker 1: feel like it's like your approach with with men. That's 1030 00:56:16,320 --> 00:56:18,640 Speaker 1: what I noticed, because sometimes I feel like y'all don't 1031 00:56:18,640 --> 00:56:25,200 Speaker 1: be wanting to hear all of that, Like yeah, y'all 1032 00:56:25,239 --> 00:56:26,600 Speaker 1: don't be wanting to hear that, like a lot of 1033 00:56:26,719 --> 00:56:29,719 Speaker 1: men like they always be like and it would be 1034 00:56:29,800 --> 00:56:32,239 Speaker 1: a song like like I said, the song the song 1035 00:56:32,360 --> 00:56:34,719 Speaker 1: like someone like you, and I'd be shocked, like damn, 1036 00:56:34,760 --> 00:56:36,680 Speaker 1: they ain't care really about the sixties shoot or just 1037 00:56:36,800 --> 00:56:39,480 Speaker 1: like my they don't care about that. Maybe want to 1038 00:56:39,520 --> 00:56:41,320 Speaker 1: hear some real ship that they can ride to. And 1039 00:56:41,400 --> 00:56:44,080 Speaker 1: be in a car like damn, like squint their eyes 1040 00:56:44,280 --> 00:56:47,960 Speaker 1: like that ship real. Yeah. So that's when I think 1041 00:56:48,000 --> 00:56:50,600 Speaker 1: about when I'm in the studio, like and a lot 1042 00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:52,120 Speaker 1: of people got it suck up from me and like 1043 00:56:52,200 --> 00:56:55,719 Speaker 1: they think you'd like to break a female. You gotta like, 1044 00:56:56,120 --> 00:56:59,080 Speaker 1: you know, sixty whatever. It ain't like that no more. 1045 00:56:59,120 --> 00:57:01,360 Speaker 1: I think I think the key to getting me in 1046 00:57:01,400 --> 00:57:03,759 Speaker 1: to listen to your music and you gotta take put 1047 00:57:03,880 --> 00:57:06,480 Speaker 1: the R and B into wrap whatever the female was 1048 00:57:06,560 --> 00:57:08,160 Speaker 1: doing in R and B back in the day. However 1049 00:57:08,239 --> 00:57:11,239 Speaker 1: that made you feel because the nick and listen to it. Yeah, 1050 00:57:12,160 --> 00:57:18,040 Speaker 1: you gotta rep and you go with me, and it's 1051 00:57:18,080 --> 00:57:21,800 Speaker 1: just right. They're gonna have to beat some ship to 1052 00:57:21,920 --> 00:57:23,440 Speaker 1: what they would be like I want my bitch to 1053 00:57:23,480 --> 00:57:28,280 Speaker 1: feel like yeah, yeah, no, and that's real because that's 1054 00:57:28,320 --> 00:57:30,160 Speaker 1: something that's another thing though told me he said the 1055 00:57:30,240 --> 00:57:32,160 Speaker 1: same thing. He was like, Nick, I don't want to 1056 00:57:32,240 --> 00:57:35,080 Speaker 1: hear all that like like about your pussy all the time. 1057 00:57:35,160 --> 00:57:37,240 Speaker 1: He was like talking about real ship like you know 1058 00:57:37,800 --> 00:57:40,840 Speaker 1: everybody can relate to. He said the same thing. At first, 1059 00:57:40,880 --> 00:57:44,960 Speaker 1: I was like he just don't you know, Like I'm like, like, 1060 00:57:45,120 --> 00:57:49,840 Speaker 1: don't try to have me not talking about yeah, and 1061 00:57:49,880 --> 00:57:52,440 Speaker 1: then I'm like, yeah, he right, because like I said, 1062 00:57:52,680 --> 00:57:55,000 Speaker 1: like a lot of like males was working with the 1063 00:57:55,080 --> 00:57:59,600 Speaker 1: songs where like they said the real ship, but it's 1064 00:58:00,360 --> 00:58:03,880 Speaker 1: you know, yeah, So yeah, what's the final words you 1065 00:58:03,920 --> 00:58:06,320 Speaker 1: want to say to the carl A supporters out then 1066 00:58:07,240 --> 00:58:10,920 Speaker 1: and the big facts fans and supporters. Man, I appreciate 1067 00:58:11,000 --> 00:58:17,320 Speaker 1: everybody and more so, um I would say, like my 1068 00:58:17,440 --> 00:58:22,280 Speaker 1: supporters like keep going and yeah, just keep going, never 1069 00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:25,680 Speaker 1: give up. I know it sounds cliche, but it's true. 1070 00:58:26,040 --> 00:58:27,720 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, And just know, like I 1071 00:58:27,840 --> 00:58:30,200 Speaker 1: really appreciate the support because this has been like a 1072 00:58:30,280 --> 00:58:33,480 Speaker 1: long journey for me. It really has like doing music 1073 00:58:33,560 --> 00:58:35,800 Speaker 1: and I take my craft series. So I just appreciate 1074 00:58:35,840 --> 00:58:38,520 Speaker 1: everybody who with my movement, even with me being here 1075 00:58:38,560 --> 00:58:40,600 Speaker 1: now you know what I'm saying, and we're making it 1076 00:58:40,720 --> 00:58:44,240 Speaker 1: about something that's bigger than anything Massy Like this was 1077 00:58:44,400 --> 00:58:48,080 Speaker 1: genuinely a good conversation and good topics, So I appreciate you. 1078 00:58:49,880 --> 00:58:54,400 Speaker 1: To anything coming up, Um, I'm doing a college tour 1079 00:58:54,920 --> 00:58:59,240 Speaker 1: um brought to everybody by d T from DTLR, So 1080 00:58:59,400 --> 00:59:01,720 Speaker 1: that's gonna be crazy. And this is like my first 1081 00:59:01,760 --> 00:59:05,160 Speaker 1: time like doing whoa, I'm back doing shows since um 1082 00:59:05,880 --> 00:59:08,560 Speaker 1: kind of like the Whore I did with Kei, I 1083 00:59:08,640 --> 00:59:11,880 Speaker 1: feel like like a full run so yeah, I'm that 1084 00:59:12,360 --> 00:59:14,720 Speaker 1: I'm ready to hit the stage like and get that rush. 1085 00:59:15,400 --> 00:59:19,520 Speaker 1: So stay tuned. I'm gonna be posting dates soon. Yeah 1086 00:59:19,960 --> 00:59:24,480 Speaker 1: there is appreciate you feeling up the check out a 1087 00:59:24,520 --> 00:59:26,200 Speaker 1: new mixtape and make sure you'll check this out to 1088 00:59:26,320 --> 00:59:35,720 Speaker 1: Triple W dot Big facts pot dot Com Salute its bitch,