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Speaker 1: Edgie Martinez in Real Life Podcast, Chapter one, We're All

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Speaker 1: Gonna Die, with special guests Joe Button.

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Speaker 2: Hello, Mike, Mike.

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Speaker 3: Mike, sound today, Mike, Mike is good to know you're

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Speaker 3: rocket here. I was trying to decide before I came what Joe.

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Speaker 2: I was giving what Joe We're gonna have to do.

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Speaker 3: I don't do interviews. I hate interviews and I hate

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Speaker 3: all people. But it's my friend. No you please, but

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Speaker 3: my friend. So it's like, oh, you can just be yourself.

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Speaker 2: You don't have to give Joe.

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Speaker 1: So this is technically my last episode of my first season,

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Speaker 1: first chapter of the Edgie Martinez.

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Speaker 3: I all and behind the scenes, people have to clap

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Speaker 3: if you're.

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Speaker 2: There, Yeah, come one, this is.

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Speaker 3: The last episode you die.

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Speaker 1: This is officially the last conversation of that chapter of

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Speaker 1: the podcast. And I'm so glad I did that because

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Speaker 1: remember when I talked to you about this, I was

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Speaker 1: going to name the whole.

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Speaker 4: Podcast We're All Gonna Die.

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Speaker 1: And then something in the back of my head was like,

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Speaker 1: do you sure you want to commit to that conversation

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Speaker 1: all the time with every single guest, And I thought,

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Speaker 1: maybe not. It is a conversation I want to have

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Speaker 1: and maybe go back to at some point. But I

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Speaker 1: feel like I had some great conversations.

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Speaker 3: But the start of it was we're all gonna die, see,

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Speaker 3: And that's the great thing about content creation that in

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Speaker 3: real time you can build. So you started there and

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Speaker 3: then you started to have just amazing deep conversations with

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Speaker 3: people that we need to hear from.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, And it's an entry point. So this is my

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Speaker 4: final season of this conversation.

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Speaker 2: How you feeling.

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Speaker 4: I feel good.

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Speaker 1: I feel like I feel like what my intention was

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Speaker 1: going out was to create a space that people could

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Speaker 1: feel safe, that we could share ideas and thoughts, and

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Speaker 1: that conversations that I would want to have and take

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Speaker 1: away and that every episode. This is like the bottom

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Speaker 1: line for me, that every episode I feel like leave

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Speaker 1: something for someone to take and use in their life,

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Speaker 1: and not just the Instagram caption, like really like something

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Speaker 1: just something profound that somebody could take and maybe they

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Speaker 1: do it, maybe they don't, but it's my goal to

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Speaker 1: at least I feel like every episode I took something away,

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Speaker 1: so I hope and from some of the reaction, I

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Speaker 1: feel like it's been doing that, which so I feel

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Speaker 1: good about that. I feel proud. I feel like I'm

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Speaker 1: making some business mistakes, which we can talk about all

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Speaker 1: the time, but I feel good about the conversations. I

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Speaker 1: feel like Lauren. And when I posted the Lauren London interview,

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Speaker 1: I said this interview will stay with me forever. I

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Speaker 1: one hundred percent meant that sitting across from her and

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Speaker 1: watching she took it there. She took it there. But

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Speaker 1: she did the work to like to take the worst

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Speaker 1: for her and for her kids. And she's just dope

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Speaker 1: and smart, and she has so much to offer, and

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Speaker 1: she just hadn't really, you know, had an extensive conversation

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Speaker 4: So I was so grateful that, you know, that we

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Speaker 1: If I feel like I took something away, I feel

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Speaker 2: Listen, she gave it up on there.

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Speaker 3: Actually, it's what she was talking about with loss and

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Speaker 3: just the transformation that you go through. Like I'm afraid

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Speaker 3: you mean I'm scared of I'm scared of that. I

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Speaker 3: heard somebody say you're not a man until your dad

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Speaker 2: That's frightening to me. I can't even imagine that.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, she did say she didn't say this verbadi, but

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Speaker 1: through some of the lines that she was talking about Nipsey,

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Speaker 2: There's still a relationship to be at.

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Speaker 1: There's still a relationship, not just the one you've had

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Speaker 3: And to not acknowledge that would be selfish, Yeah on

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Speaker 3: but no, they aught to here with you all the time.

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Speaker 3: You can speak to him whatever you want, like it's true.

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Speaker 3: And Forloren right, like we all love Nipsey based on

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Speaker 1: She has a weird thing about death too, like you,

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Speaker 1: I know, you said this to me one time, that

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Speaker 1: you think about death every day, every day, every day.

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Speaker 1: She went to before years before Nipsey passed, because she

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Speaker 2: I didn't even know that there were death seminars.

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Speaker 1: I had no idea either, So she was prepared. When

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Speaker 4: That that made me feel like that'ud be something that

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Speaker 3: Like for me, nothing at everything and everybody, none of

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Speaker 3: That's what I think about a lot.

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Speaker 2: What is our true role? Not who what we think

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Speaker 4: How do we find out? How do we know?

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Speaker 3: I do think there's a way that you find out,

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Speaker 3: But Kobe Bryant is synonymous with work ethic. He's the

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Speaker 3: of hard work, dedication, preparation. All those things that he

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Speaker 2: Why would you do that?

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Speaker 3: You need it and that's what they said, But that's

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Speaker 2: My whole life, I walk around like looking for the clues,

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Speaker 2: I hope I'm wrong. I hope I'm wrong because I'm

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Speaker 1: Oh God, no, please changes.

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Speaker 2: I'm clumsy. I feel like you're not going to have

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Speaker 2: Joe way. I hope I'm wrong about that.

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Speaker 3: I really feel like you could do this with anybody

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Speaker 3: They're outside of the hospital, they're wrapped around the block.

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Speaker 2: It's just always existed. It's clues. It's just clues. You

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Speaker 3: That's why self improvement is important for me every day

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Speaker 2: You're looking at like, damn, if I would have just.

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Speaker 3: Did this different, or if I would have just if

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Speaker 1: It's so funny because as we're like, I'm reflecting on

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Speaker 1: even here, like what we create? Whatever light, whatever you

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Speaker 2: Seen them pretty sure. I've want so many that I

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Speaker 3: And I always wonder about that, what people have going

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Speaker 4: You think about that a lot to you, Yes, all

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Speaker 1: Not treat them cruel even though they're not showing the

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Speaker 4: I think about that all the time too.

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Speaker 3: Well, me too, because you could die from you. A

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Speaker 1: What do you mean.

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Speaker 3: The Boston marathon bomber. Two guys book bags, the busiest

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Speaker 3: What these two people were going through. Every day on

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Speaker 2: Oh please, this was great adventure from my brain interview. No,

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Speaker 1: Why Princi appeal to you because you like the mechanics

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Speaker 5: Yes, yeah, that's the most important thing in this world,

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Speaker 2: That's super intriguing to me. And apparently they fucked his

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Speaker 1: I mean watching to it.

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Speaker 1: By the way, I.

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Speaker 4: Tell you what my next one is going to be about.

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Speaker 4: Maybe we could tap into that a little bit.

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Speaker 2: We'll tell me tell me.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm curious what you think about it. This is

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Speaker 1: my thought. My next group of conversations. I wanted to

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Speaker 2: Right, Oh, great, mushrooms. Great, finally a mushroom pod.

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Speaker 4: I'm gonna launch a mushroom pod. No, it's not about mushrooms.

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Speaker 1: It's about it's the same thing like it's about purpose really,

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Speaker 1: but like being able the same way you like the signs,

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Speaker 4: Right? Take him for an example.

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Speaker 4: So what is jay Z's superpower?

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Speaker 1: Is it because he's a great rapper?

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Speaker 4: I don't think so, not at all.

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Speaker 1: Right, So I would love to dissect those type of

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Speaker 4: How do you use them in the world?

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Speaker 1: How do people try to knock you for those How

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Speaker 4: Do they change?

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Speaker 3: Back to what I said earlier about that moment in

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Speaker 3: and now you live life differently moving forward, like jay

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Speaker 3: Z's the best rapper in the world to Joe Biden,

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Speaker 3: the brains for me, Yes, Kanye's brain, another's brains out there.

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Speaker 3: We need to look at that brain when you're dead

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Speaker 1: Brain is what gets the people going. In fact, I

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Speaker 1: I think that like defines him.

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Speaker 2: I love watching him.

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Speaker 4: No, he's fascinating. No, for sure.

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Speaker 2: Put garbage bags of hoodies and gap. I know you

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Speaker 2: know the fucking brain. You gotta be the fucking because

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Speaker 2: as a consumer, I'm so you want me to go

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Speaker 1: You're into it.

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Speaker 3: I wouldn't do it, but you're gonna get this wave

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Speaker 2: That's his hashtag. The garbage bag is his hashtag.

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Speaker 1: I imagine his brain that goes all day like, it

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Speaker 3: If he had one wish outside of maybe his mom,

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Speaker 1: Well, there's people that do that, and that's usually when

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Speaker 4: Try to mute or quiet the noise a little bit.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but like a proper way to do it.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, what is your thoughts about speaking of mushrooms as

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: See, I suffered through addiction with the bullshit drugs that

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Speaker 3: available chemical. Yeah, that bullshit. The ship that Will and

445
00:22:36,600 --> 00:22:40,080
Speaker 3: these microdose people are talking about, that's the world changing

446
00:22:40,119 --> 00:22:43,520
Speaker 3: in front of us. They talking about something called toad

447
00:22:43,800 --> 00:22:49,400
Speaker 3: and ayahwashka and just feelings that are really like outer

448
00:22:49,560 --> 00:22:53,119
Speaker 3: body experiences. It's been explained to me that one of

449
00:22:53,160 --> 00:22:54,439
Speaker 3: them shits, I don't know what it is.

450
00:22:56,440 --> 00:23:01,400
Speaker 2: Really lets you review your entire life and figure out

451
00:23:01,520 --> 00:23:05,280
Speaker 2: who you are in those twenty seconds to thirty seconds,

452
00:23:05,280 --> 00:23:07,560
Speaker 2: that's how fast it is, and then the high is over.

453
00:23:07,960 --> 00:23:09,960
Speaker 2: But damn, that sounds powerful.

454
00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:11,119
Speaker 4: I know you're not tempted.

455
00:23:11,480 --> 00:23:12,800
Speaker 2: I want to do it, you do.

456
00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:16,959
Speaker 3: I want to do that if I If I'm privy

457
00:23:17,400 --> 00:23:18,720
Speaker 3: me you thought.

458
00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:23,600
Speaker 1: My fear of that is that, uh, is there anything

459
00:23:23,640 --> 00:23:27,600
Speaker 1: messing with you? My brain makes me nervous because what

460
00:23:27,680 --> 00:23:29,640
Speaker 1: if I come back and my brain is not the same.

461
00:23:32,520 --> 00:23:35,040
Speaker 4: Okay, that doesn't scare you?

462
00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:38,040
Speaker 3: No, really no, because if the brain is like one

463
00:23:38,080 --> 00:23:40,919
Speaker 3: of the most powerful tools in the world. So, and

464
00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:43,199
Speaker 3: you sound like Neil de gross Tyson. I spoke to

465
00:23:43,240 --> 00:23:45,600
Speaker 3: Neil de grass Tyson and he explained to me why

466
00:23:45,640 --> 00:23:49,520
Speaker 3: he's never done anything is because the brain is already

467
00:23:49,520 --> 00:23:51,720
Speaker 3: the most powerful tool that there is. Why would you

468
00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:52,480
Speaker 3: want to alter it?

469
00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:52,840
Speaker 2: See?

470
00:23:52,880 --> 00:23:54,760
Speaker 3: I disagree with him. I know he's a genius, but

471
00:23:54,840 --> 00:24:00,760
Speaker 3: I disagree. It's so powerful that imagine an alteration of it.

472
00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:02,320
Speaker 3: What could it do?

473
00:24:02,640 --> 00:24:05,399
Speaker 1: That's a flawed argument. Is a plane is powerful, but

474
00:24:05,440 --> 00:24:07,800
Speaker 1: you could shoot it down. A bear is powerful, but

475
00:24:07,840 --> 00:24:10,520
Speaker 1: you could put a tranquilizer in it. So what if

476
00:24:10,520 --> 00:24:12,879
Speaker 1: your brain is powerful and you put something in it

477
00:24:12,920 --> 00:24:14,560
Speaker 1: that alters how it operates?

478
00:24:14,640 --> 00:24:14,959
Speaker 2: All right?

479
00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:16,760
Speaker 4: Does it scare you a little bit?

480
00:24:17,359 --> 00:24:17,560
Speaker 2: No?

481
00:24:17,880 --> 00:24:24,480
Speaker 3: I think that this Western colony, this today's, this modern shit,

482
00:24:26,880 --> 00:24:30,720
Speaker 3: they want your brain to not be altered. They want

483
00:24:30,720 --> 00:24:33,240
Speaker 3: you to only watch TV, only watch the news, and

484
00:24:33,320 --> 00:24:36,520
Speaker 3: only know the information that they've given you. And I'm

485
00:24:36,560 --> 00:24:38,840
Speaker 3: so glad that I've been a disruptor to where I

486
00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:43,120
Speaker 3: don't have to go through any of that. They have

487
00:24:43,280 --> 00:24:46,800
Speaker 3: conspiracy theories that say what happened to all of the

488
00:24:46,920 --> 00:24:50,240
Speaker 3: what happened to all of the large bells that were

489
00:24:50,440 --> 00:24:54,000
Speaker 3: all over the world in eighteen hundred the Big cracked

490
00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:58,800
Speaker 3: the Big Kid, And there's theories that say that they've

491
00:24:58,840 --> 00:25:04,200
Speaker 3: been either worried or stolen or destroyed. It was the

492
00:25:04,320 --> 00:25:08,000
Speaker 3: name of the movement that destroyed all the large bells.

493
00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:11,760
Speaker 3: And the thinking was because the frequencies that omitted from

494
00:25:11,800 --> 00:25:17,280
Speaker 3: these bells did something when matched with your brain that

495
00:25:17,480 --> 00:25:21,480
Speaker 3: had some type of healing frequency like it did something else.

496
00:25:21,560 --> 00:25:23,400
Speaker 3: So they just got rid of all the bells. See

497
00:25:23,440 --> 00:25:26,320
Speaker 3: but I believe in shit like that. Your brain, if

498
00:25:26,359 --> 00:25:30,800
Speaker 3: it's so powerful, if matched with the other right thing,

499
00:25:31,760 --> 00:25:34,800
Speaker 3: call it an energy, a vibration frequency. If matched with

500
00:25:34,880 --> 00:25:36,919
Speaker 3: something else, who the fuck knows what would happened. They

501
00:25:37,119 --> 00:25:41,679
Speaker 3: might start flying around here, That's what I think. They

502
00:25:41,680 --> 00:25:42,520
Speaker 3: don't want us to fly.

503
00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:47,560
Speaker 4: We should pot on and do like that would be

504
00:25:47,560 --> 00:25:48,920
Speaker 4: the greatest pot of all time.

505
00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:52,680
Speaker 2: I've done it before, the silliest thing in the world.

506
00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:53,560
Speaker 1: Didn't see.

507
00:25:55,480 --> 00:25:58,120
Speaker 2: It came out. We didn't tell the audience what was going.

508
00:25:57,920 --> 00:26:02,080
Speaker 4: On, but was it like micro Dosa was like, oh please.

509
00:26:01,840 --> 00:26:03,480
Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't even know how to spell.

510
00:26:03,280 --> 00:26:04,199
Speaker 1: Microh got it.

511
00:26:04,560 --> 00:26:08,760
Speaker 3: But today today, yeah, macro everything. But today I've learned

512
00:26:09,400 --> 00:26:13,760
Speaker 3: the micro. Those people have explained to me more about

513
00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:16,400
Speaker 3: why it's micro, how it should be done.

514
00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:18,480
Speaker 1: I just sad with Mike Tyson. He is an advocate,

515
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:21,560
Speaker 1: he believes, he believes it's like saving He's another one.

516
00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:24,960
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, Mike really, but his wife too. We had

517
00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:27,399
Speaker 1: a whole conversation and there's people who love it, swear

518
00:26:27,440 --> 00:26:28,400
Speaker 1: by it.

519
00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:32,720
Speaker 3: It's miraculous even that sentence like because I'm old enough,

520
00:26:32,760 --> 00:26:35,199
Speaker 3: like Mike Tyson swears by See, that's enough for me.

521
00:26:35,320 --> 00:26:40,239
Speaker 3: Mike Tyson, I know his story killing machine, Like and

522
00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:42,679
Speaker 3: who the fuck you were scared to bump into Mike Tyson.

523
00:26:42,880 --> 00:26:46,119
Speaker 3: If Mike Tyson is saying, hey, I found something that

524
00:26:46,240 --> 00:26:47,000
Speaker 3: had done this.

525
00:26:46,960 --> 00:26:50,720
Speaker 4: To me, Yes, then the answer is yes, then the answers.

526
00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:53,880
Speaker 2: Yes to this. It's not hey, make that illegal, no,

527
00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:56,440
Speaker 2: give that to all the mighty Tysons.

528
00:26:57,200 --> 00:27:04,359
Speaker 1: Shouldn't be Mike Tyson's of one, I think, but about

529
00:27:04,359 --> 00:27:06,400
Speaker 1: his superpowers something? Do you know what yours are?

530
00:27:06,400 --> 00:27:10,160
Speaker 2: By the way, I think I do. When I could

531
00:27:10,200 --> 00:27:10,600
Speaker 2: be wrong.

532
00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:12,800
Speaker 1: Give me one, give me one of your superower.

533
00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:19,280
Speaker 3: It's foresight. I think that I have the ability. I

534
00:27:19,280 --> 00:27:22,000
Speaker 3: think that I that God or high power gives me

535
00:27:22,160 --> 00:27:28,000
Speaker 3: visions that come come to the come to light in years.

536
00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:32,320
Speaker 3: That's it's just happened too much. It's happened too much

537
00:27:32,359 --> 00:27:35,080
Speaker 3: in my life, and it's not coming from me. I'm

538
00:27:35,080 --> 00:27:39,080
Speaker 3: not that powerful, but I'll get a picture in my head.

539
00:27:39,920 --> 00:27:42,600
Speaker 2: And it will happen. I remember we used to go

540
00:27:42,640 --> 00:27:44,639
Speaker 2: to Full of Stories today.

541
00:27:45,400 --> 00:27:46,360
Speaker 4: I love this joke.

542
00:27:46,480 --> 00:27:49,199
Speaker 1: We used to go anytime you want to come for

543
00:27:49,280 --> 00:27:50,919
Speaker 1: every single one of the chapters.

544
00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:53,720
Speaker 4: You can come back from superpowers. Already in my mind,

545
00:27:53,760 --> 00:27:54,320
Speaker 4: I have foresight.

546
00:27:54,440 --> 00:27:56,520
Speaker 1: I already know what the third chapter is going to be.

547
00:27:56,640 --> 00:27:59,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, this is lit fucking. We used to go

548
00:27:59,359 --> 00:28:01,600
Speaker 2: to church.

549
00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:05,320
Speaker 3: It was Christian Love Church in Irvington, New Jersey. Rest

550
00:28:05,320 --> 00:28:11,119
Speaker 3: in peace to Pastor Rob he died. But at the church,

551
00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:15,680
Speaker 3: my mom became super cool with Pastor Ron because she

552
00:28:15,720 --> 00:28:17,800
Speaker 3: would send the audience and say, Wow, that guy is

553
00:28:17,840 --> 00:28:18,760
Speaker 3: helping everybody out there.

554
00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:20,680
Speaker 2: I wonder what he needs help with, Like I wonder

555
00:28:20,720 --> 00:28:21,400
Speaker 2: what he's going through.

556
00:28:21,440 --> 00:28:23,679
Speaker 4: Like that's what she is and that speak to your

557
00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:24,200
Speaker 4: mom's heart.

558
00:28:24,359 --> 00:28:29,359
Speaker 3: Yeah, so she starts to form these meetings that take

559
00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:34,160
Speaker 3: place after the church, immediately after church, when the pastors

560
00:28:34,160 --> 00:28:37,200
Speaker 3: finish helping everybody, we get his ass in there and

561
00:28:37,760 --> 00:28:40,600
Speaker 3: it's a very intimate, small circle of maybe eight Mike

562
00:28:40,640 --> 00:28:44,960
Speaker 3: Williams came eight, nine people and we just dumped it.

563
00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:48,120
Speaker 3: We just dumped it all out. And I remember going

564
00:28:48,160 --> 00:28:52,120
Speaker 3: in there one day broke and they said, oh, where

565
00:28:52,160 --> 00:28:55,080
Speaker 3: you coming from. I said, well, I'm coming from looking

566
00:28:55,160 --> 00:28:57,960
Speaker 3: at this house in Englewood. The house is X amount

567
00:28:57,960 --> 00:29:01,960
Speaker 3: of dollars and I can't afford the house. But God

568
00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:04,680
Speaker 3: has always done that to me where he makes he

569
00:29:04,920 --> 00:29:10,120
Speaker 3: makes me just see something that later will be in

570
00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:12,760
Speaker 3: the book. So I went to see it and they

571
00:29:12,800 --> 00:29:17,800
Speaker 3: all laughed and they smell, that's cute. It wasn't even

572
00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:21,479
Speaker 3: a few years later. It's like God, damn, God is fast.

573
00:29:22,560 --> 00:29:27,040
Speaker 2: He smoked that. That happens all the time. The house

574
00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:31,720
Speaker 2: for me, no, because it's too cheap. Now, too cheap.

575
00:29:31,720 --> 00:29:33,680
Speaker 1: Now you can afford that house.

576
00:29:33,720 --> 00:29:38,680
Speaker 3: And yeah, but that's just how quick he'll do it.

577
00:29:39,440 --> 00:29:41,760
Speaker 3: If you are in tune, if your brain is of

578
00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:45,400
Speaker 3: a certain frequency, these are just these have become buzzwords

579
00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:48,000
Speaker 3: that people use, frequencies and vibes and ship. But if

580
00:29:48,040 --> 00:29:50,320
Speaker 3: you are really on a frequency, then you only attract

581
00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:52,640
Speaker 3: what's on that frequency.

582
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:59,280
Speaker 2: So no, I don't hear the niggas you talking about it.

583
00:30:02,240 --> 00:30:03,280
Speaker 4: I do love that about you.

584
00:30:05,400 --> 00:30:08,520
Speaker 1: What do you What do you ask God for most?

585
00:30:08,840 --> 00:30:09,560
Speaker 1: What do you pray for?

586
00:30:12,080 --> 00:30:22,160
Speaker 3: All intangible shit? All my prayers normally start with strength, guidance, health, determination, courage, discipline,

587
00:30:22,360 --> 00:30:24,680
Speaker 3: like all of those things I ask help for. And

588
00:30:24,680 --> 00:30:26,840
Speaker 3: when I finish with all of those things, then I

589
00:30:26,840 --> 00:30:30,360
Speaker 3: get into people. Hey, pray for my loved ones, my

590
00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:35,680
Speaker 3: loved ones, loved ones, friends, all those people. But it

591
00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:40,160
Speaker 3: starts with YO, thanks for the day, Tell me what

592
00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:45,000
Speaker 3: you saw and give me give me the strength to

593
00:30:45,200 --> 00:30:48,640
Speaker 3: continue further in your life tomorrow. Who knows what's coming now?

594
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:50,240
Speaker 3: God is my biotherapist.

595
00:30:52,320 --> 00:30:55,920
Speaker 1: Where is love and the importance of the equation of

596
00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:57,280
Speaker 1: your life or your time here?

597
00:31:01,320 --> 00:31:06,680
Speaker 2: Hmm, that's a good question. Where is love? And that

598
00:31:08,280 --> 00:31:10,560
Speaker 2: it's high? Love is high? Is it?

599
00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:12,760
Speaker 1: I don't believe it.

600
00:31:12,760 --> 00:31:16,120
Speaker 3: It's high because without love, you dying. Without love, your

601
00:31:16,160 --> 00:31:20,760
Speaker 3: dad like, you'll kill yourself, So it has to remain high.

602
00:31:20,840 --> 00:31:24,560
Speaker 3: I don't mean romantic love. I wouldn't romantic love. You

603
00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:25,680
Speaker 3: mean romantic love.

604
00:31:27,160 --> 00:31:27,760
Speaker 2: That's not high.

605
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:28,600
Speaker 1: It's not high.

606
00:31:28,680 --> 00:31:31,200
Speaker 4: That part is not really some people, it is.

607
00:31:31,240 --> 00:31:35,239
Speaker 1: Some people can't be happy without being in love or

608
00:31:35,400 --> 00:31:38,360
Speaker 1: whatever that means for them having a partner.

609
00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:43,280
Speaker 3: I like companionship, and I would like to be loved

610
00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:48,440
Speaker 3: by whoever that person is. But love as a whole

611
00:31:48,720 --> 00:31:50,720
Speaker 3: is just like the important part for me the love

612
00:31:50,720 --> 00:31:56,000
Speaker 3: of my children, my parents, my friends, my family. Like

613
00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:59,520
Speaker 3: the romantic part, that would be awesome, but I just

614
00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:03,280
Speaker 3: want the rightsion of love, like whatever that is.

615
00:32:03,640 --> 00:32:04,440
Speaker 2: That's enough for me.

616
00:32:05,240 --> 00:32:07,000
Speaker 1: Do you think them to be the same, Like do

617
00:32:07,080 --> 00:32:10,280
Speaker 1: you look for like in a romantic partner that type

618
00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:12,680
Speaker 1: of book, Like how Lauren London was talking about how

619
00:32:12,720 --> 00:32:15,840
Speaker 1: like relationships are ego driven and she's like, you should

620
00:32:16,080 --> 00:32:19,680
Speaker 1: two people should just feed off each other, inspire each other.

621
00:32:20,040 --> 00:32:23,320
Speaker 3: Look for a love that because love is selfless, right,

622
00:32:23,520 --> 00:32:24,760
Speaker 3: Like I look for.

623
00:32:26,560 --> 00:32:28,600
Speaker 2: People who.

624
00:32:29,480 --> 00:32:33,400
Speaker 3: Their idea of love is compatible with mine, with mine,

625
00:32:33,760 --> 00:32:38,320
Speaker 3: Like it's tough to separate people from love, and a

626
00:32:38,360 --> 00:32:41,280
Speaker 3: lot of people have that problem where it's just a

627
00:32:41,400 --> 00:32:46,240
Speaker 3: very selfish yeah version of love, and that doesn't serve me.

628
00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:50,800
Speaker 1: I enjoy watching as your friend. I enjoy watching you

629
00:32:50,840 --> 00:32:55,640
Speaker 1: in love, yeah, yes, because you have such a unique

630
00:32:56,600 --> 00:32:57,520
Speaker 1: way of doing it.

631
00:32:58,200 --> 00:33:00,760
Speaker 4: Like I don't know how to explain it, but like.

632
00:33:02,280 --> 00:33:05,040
Speaker 1: You know, even you and Sin like and before that,

633
00:33:05,120 --> 00:33:08,440
Speaker 1: i've seen you, and I've seen you in a few relationships. No,

634
00:33:08,560 --> 00:33:11,640
Speaker 1: but you're very kind of like you enjoy the person

635
00:33:11,920 --> 00:33:16,680
Speaker 1: and encourage the person, and I almost want to put

636
00:33:16,720 --> 00:33:19,400
Speaker 1: the person on display in some in some type of

637
00:33:19,400 --> 00:33:20,320
Speaker 1: way like you.

638
00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:21,560
Speaker 2: I'm proud.

639
00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:27,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I'm proud of people and whoever they are.

640
00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:30,560
Speaker 3: And it's like an unconditional love type of thing. I

641
00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:32,760
Speaker 3: know some people say that doesn't exist, but like when

642
00:33:32,960 --> 00:33:35,640
Speaker 3: when I love like I love and feel like everybody

643
00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:38,360
Speaker 3: should love this, Say why y'all don't love her?

644
00:33:39,520 --> 00:33:42,360
Speaker 2: But even it happens when the relationship's over, I still

645
00:33:42,400 --> 00:33:44,920
Speaker 2: I still love the same I love the same, see,

646
00:33:44,960 --> 00:33:46,280
Speaker 2: and that's why I don't look at it like a

647
00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:49,000
Speaker 2: romantic type of thing like Sin and I sends the

648
00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:51,720
Speaker 2: mother my baby, of course, but like after I love

649
00:33:51,760 --> 00:33:55,280
Speaker 2: her more in separation. Really, her role is so much

650
00:33:55,360 --> 00:33:58,959
Speaker 2: greater than whatever I thought it was with me. Like

651
00:33:59,040 --> 00:33:59,560
Speaker 2: what type of.

652
00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:04,440
Speaker 3: Selfish that's the ego selfish shit? Again, like this person

653
00:34:04,680 --> 00:34:10,239
Speaker 3: is in your life for a grand task. You are insignificant,

654
00:34:10,920 --> 00:34:13,600
Speaker 3: Like how she treated me. Oh you called the guy?

655
00:34:13,520 --> 00:34:15,080
Speaker 3: They like, what the fuck are we talking about you?

656
00:34:15,200 --> 00:34:19,920
Speaker 3: This woman is raising your king along with you some

657
00:34:19,960 --> 00:34:23,880
Speaker 3: of her beliefs, ideologies, teachings. All that shit has to go.

658
00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:26,879
Speaker 3: It's a funnel. That's the important shit. I don't care

659
00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:28,200
Speaker 3: that we fucking broke up.

660
00:34:29,440 --> 00:34:32,440
Speaker 1: I say that to my kids about you know, the

661
00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:37,320
Speaker 1: importance of choosing someone, always telling me it's like you,

662
00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:40,440
Speaker 1: if you choose bad friends or you choose bad relationships,

663
00:34:40,440 --> 00:34:42,720
Speaker 1: it can literally ruin your life. Like it can literally

664
00:34:42,760 --> 00:34:44,640
Speaker 1: make the difference between having a good life and a

665
00:34:44,640 --> 00:34:46,719
Speaker 1: happy life, even if you're not going to be in

666
00:34:46,760 --> 00:34:52,040
Speaker 1: the relationship. Yeah, the mother of your child, like you did,

667
00:34:52,080 --> 00:34:52,640
Speaker 1: you did good.

668
00:34:53,160 --> 00:34:55,440
Speaker 3: I say it every day, you do because I think

669
00:34:55,480 --> 00:34:58,640
Speaker 3: about it every day. That's how important it is.

670
00:34:59,080 --> 00:35:01,200
Speaker 4: Does it make you sad that the relationship.

671
00:35:00,760 --> 00:35:04,600
Speaker 2: Doesn't work, well, No, because our relationship does work.

672
00:35:05,160 --> 00:35:10,920
Speaker 3: Oh right, okay, Like I've seen the co parent situation

673
00:35:11,040 --> 00:35:13,160
Speaker 3: that didn't work like that.

674
00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:18,640
Speaker 2: The relationship is strength. Our romantic relationship didn't work, But

675
00:35:18,680 --> 00:35:21,120
Speaker 2: I mean today I don't know if it was supposed to,

676
00:35:21,719 --> 00:35:24,840
Speaker 2: like I'm forty one, she's twenty eight. Like, I just

677
00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:25,319
Speaker 2: don't know.

678
00:35:28,120 --> 00:35:33,880
Speaker 3: But our relationship is our souls are they do something

679
00:35:34,120 --> 00:35:37,640
Speaker 3: like she understands me and I understand her. Maybe that

680
00:35:37,680 --> 00:35:43,480
Speaker 3: doesn't work for romance, but for whatever our purpose is. Yeah, no,

681
00:35:43,680 --> 00:35:45,400
Speaker 3: that shit works.

682
00:35:46,560 --> 00:35:50,640
Speaker 1: People fight that, right. I think sometimes the two people

683
00:35:51,160 --> 00:35:54,680
Speaker 1: make a child have relationship, they're holding onto something so

684
00:35:54,800 --> 00:35:58,600
Speaker 1: seung that you almost could miss the collateral kind of

685
00:35:58,680 --> 00:36:00,920
Speaker 1: beauty that comes from us not being together.

686
00:36:01,560 --> 00:36:04,879
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's the ego, ego and self.

687
00:36:04,880 --> 00:36:08,239
Speaker 3: It's that, Hey, I saw it this way, I think

688
00:36:08,280 --> 00:36:11,319
Speaker 3: it should be this way. I I I enough of that?

689
00:36:11,560 --> 00:36:15,319
Speaker 3: Enough of that? What why did this really happen? Like

690
00:36:15,520 --> 00:36:17,759
Speaker 3: and what's to happen moving forward from here? Like I

691
00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:21,440
Speaker 3: see horror stories on the internet of people fucking dragging

692
00:36:21,440 --> 00:36:24,719
Speaker 3: their baby daddy, baby mom through the months. There's violence,

693
00:36:24,760 --> 00:36:27,680
Speaker 3: it's cursing. This just be a mess. And you just

694
00:36:27,840 --> 00:36:29,800
Speaker 3: be like, well, what about the kid? Like is anybody

695
00:36:29,800 --> 00:36:31,640
Speaker 3: putting their ego to the side and thinking about the

696
00:36:31,719 --> 00:36:35,920
Speaker 3: kid like sin? And I don't go through any of that, Like,

697
00:36:37,480 --> 00:36:39,640
Speaker 3: she's just she's she's great.

698
00:36:39,840 --> 00:36:42,160
Speaker 2: I can't. I can't. If I wanted to say a

699
00:36:42,160 --> 00:36:43,600
Speaker 2: bad word I couldn't like.

700
00:36:43,800 --> 00:36:46,520
Speaker 4: That's that makes me happy.

701
00:36:46,719 --> 00:36:48,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's so, that's dope.

702
00:36:48,160 --> 00:36:49,719
Speaker 4: Anyway, I wish for that for you as your friend,

703
00:36:49,800 --> 00:36:50,799
Speaker 4: that you find that again.

704
00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:51,759
Speaker 1: I like it.

705
00:36:52,239 --> 00:36:53,200
Speaker 2: I hope, so hope.

706
00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:53,720
Speaker 1: But I mean.

707
00:36:55,520 --> 00:36:58,200
Speaker 3: It'll be a process because of I am who you said,

708
00:36:58,239 --> 00:37:01,319
Speaker 3: I am like when I'm in love, I am give her.

709
00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:05,359
Speaker 3: I am an acts of service, I am a care take.

710
00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:07,960
Speaker 3: I show up like I do it all. So I

711
00:37:07,960 --> 00:37:12,520
Speaker 3: mean patience should come with that because you can't be

712
00:37:12,680 --> 00:37:17,080
Speaker 3: that way with just the instai or the fucking.

713
00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:17,440
Speaker 2: Bart And.

714
00:37:18,880 --> 00:37:19,600
Speaker 4: Let's be honest.

715
00:37:19,719 --> 00:37:22,440
Speaker 3: Well, I'm a visual guy.

716
00:37:22,840 --> 00:37:28,000
Speaker 2: I like a good visual I think most people.

717
00:37:29,400 --> 00:37:31,120
Speaker 1: I always say you like a good hip to.

718
00:37:33,160 --> 00:37:37,040
Speaker 3: That's important for me Visually, I'm a contrast guy. See

719
00:37:37,080 --> 00:37:38,799
Speaker 3: I know that about me. If I wake up and

720
00:37:38,800 --> 00:37:39,719
Speaker 3: put a yellow.

721
00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:42,359
Speaker 2: Shirt on, I might want to wear dark pants like

722
00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:45,080
Speaker 2: I like contrast. It's important.

723
00:37:45,239 --> 00:37:46,880
Speaker 1: Okay, as long as you know yourself.

724
00:37:49,680 --> 00:37:52,000
Speaker 2: I feel like, but she's so good at it that

725
00:37:52,480 --> 00:37:54,320
Speaker 2: who knows. Who knows?

726
00:37:55,080 --> 00:37:57,160
Speaker 1: It's not it's just making fun of you. It's just

727
00:37:57,160 --> 00:37:58,400
Speaker 1: making a little bit of fun of you.

728
00:37:58,640 --> 00:37:59,320
Speaker 2: It's fine.

729
00:37:59,680 --> 00:38:02,000
Speaker 4: Let me ask you some of my traditional things that

730
00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:02,799
Speaker 4: we like to ask.

731
00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:05,840
Speaker 1: As we're wrapping up the We're All Gonna Die segment

732
00:38:06,000 --> 00:38:09,680
Speaker 1: of the In Real Life podcast shoot, let's run down

733
00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:13,520
Speaker 1: some of the things that were asking traditional things well,

734
00:38:14,239 --> 00:38:15,920
Speaker 1: because there are some things that I asked it, like

735
00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:20,480
Speaker 1: I I think I'd asked everyone in this series. It's

736
00:38:20,480 --> 00:38:22,719
Speaker 1: so you know, it's the Steve Jobs thing. If you

737
00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:24,480
Speaker 1: if you knew today was gonna be your last to

738
00:38:24,520 --> 00:38:28,480
Speaker 1: day day, would you do what you are doing today?

739
00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:30,600
Speaker 1: Would you have woke up and decided to do this today?

740
00:38:32,120 --> 00:38:34,160
Speaker 2: I would have done it earlier. What do you mean

741
00:38:34,400 --> 00:38:36,440
Speaker 2: we would have done this at seven am? Oh?

742
00:38:36,520 --> 00:38:39,360
Speaker 1: You would have changed the time. Yeah, so that what

743
00:38:39,360 --> 00:38:40,759
Speaker 1: what would you do on your last day? If this

744
00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:41,759
Speaker 1: was gonna be your last day?

745
00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:45,520
Speaker 3: Whatever I wanted, I would keep it to me, whether

746
00:38:45,600 --> 00:38:50,040
Speaker 3: that be rest, sit stationary somewhere, and make the phone

747
00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:52,319
Speaker 3: calls I needed to make. I don't think I would

748
00:38:52,320 --> 00:38:54,120
Speaker 3: do much. Hm, I don't think I would do much.

749
00:38:54,160 --> 00:38:57,200
Speaker 3: It wouldn't be much activity. It would be chilling and

750
00:38:57,400 --> 00:39:02,000
Speaker 3: it would be reflection. I think that that's what your

751
00:39:02,120 --> 00:39:05,120
Speaker 3: last moment, so like like it's time to reflect on

752
00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:06,920
Speaker 3: the job you've done here.

753
00:39:07,680 --> 00:39:09,120
Speaker 2: That's what I would do when I leave you. I

754
00:39:09,120 --> 00:39:10,000
Speaker 2: wouldn't cancel you.

755
00:39:10,719 --> 00:39:13,959
Speaker 4: Thanks, thank you.

756
00:39:13,960 --> 00:39:20,680
Speaker 2: You're one of the people that I want to wow, but.

757
00:39:23,280 --> 00:39:26,719
Speaker 1: Hang out with me. That's very nice. What do you

758
00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:29,480
Speaker 1: think happens when you're not here anymore? What do you

759
00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:34,920
Speaker 1: think happens when you die? Have you thought about that? Curious?

760
00:39:35,600 --> 00:39:35,840
Speaker 2: M h.

761
00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:44,040
Speaker 3: I have a lot of theories on this one, honestly,

762
00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:48,479
Speaker 3: because right like I believe that we're just dead here,

763
00:39:49,800 --> 00:39:52,799
Speaker 3: like just so are physical. That was my other fight

764
00:39:52,840 --> 00:39:55,720
Speaker 3: with Neil du Grasse Tyson. It's tough talking to people

765
00:39:55,719 --> 00:39:59,719
Speaker 3: that are that smart. It's tough talking. I'm an artsy guy.

766
00:40:00,320 --> 00:40:02,480
Speaker 3: I'm on the unknown side of things.

767
00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:04,359
Speaker 2: So he's like, there's nothing in the world that would

768
00:40:04,400 --> 00:40:08,399
Speaker 2: say that resurrection or life after death is a real thing.

769
00:40:09,040 --> 00:40:10,960
Speaker 2: Everything says that it would be Like what did he

770
00:40:11,080 --> 00:40:13,799
Speaker 2: say before I was born, when you didn't know shit,

771
00:40:13,920 --> 00:40:14,560
Speaker 2: you just got here.

772
00:40:14,640 --> 00:40:17,280
Speaker 3: That's how def would be. Oh fuck that, Nil deGrasse Tyson.

773
00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:20,120
Speaker 3: I think that we go somewhere. I think our bodies

774
00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:23,319
Speaker 3: keep us here, and death we can travel the way

775
00:40:23,360 --> 00:40:25,399
Speaker 3: that we weren't meant to travel here. So I don't

776
00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:28,320
Speaker 3: know if there's a planet somewhere out there where everybody's

777
00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:30,960
Speaker 3: just yelling. I don't know if all of us are stars.

778
00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:33,160
Speaker 3: I do believe in ghosts. I don't know if we

779
00:40:33,280 --> 00:40:36,000
Speaker 3: all just become like ghosts to stay here and watch

780
00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:39,319
Speaker 3: over our loved ones. I have another theory that is

781
00:40:39,360 --> 00:40:43,280
Speaker 3: like kind of multi interstellarish.

782
00:40:42,520 --> 00:40:48,920
Speaker 2: Where we're our kids, we are our kids, and everything

783
00:40:49,000 --> 00:40:52,000
Speaker 2: is the same. Nobody has kids. We're all just each other.

784
00:40:52,640 --> 00:40:55,799
Speaker 3: And you get here to see yourself through a little bit,

785
00:40:55,840 --> 00:40:57,600
Speaker 3: but then you get out of here and now that's you.

786
00:40:57,640 --> 00:40:59,359
Speaker 3: Maybe your kid's not your kid. I have a mad

787
00:40:59,480 --> 00:41:04,280
Speaker 3: weird just yeah, on on on this. I have another

788
00:41:04,320 --> 00:41:07,400
Speaker 3: thing theory that says we get a shot at being

789
00:41:07,719 --> 00:41:11,520
Speaker 3: every living thing here at some point, like we'll.

790
00:41:11,360 --> 00:41:13,120
Speaker 2: Die, we'll be a ant, we'll be a gold, we'll

791
00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:13,840
Speaker 2: be account, we'll be.

792
00:41:13,800 --> 00:41:15,840
Speaker 3: A plant, will be a treatable, and that's the cycle

793
00:41:16,080 --> 00:41:18,360
Speaker 3: of so we get a we just get to be everything.

794
00:41:18,960 --> 00:41:20,959
Speaker 2: Like I know, I'm figuring all.

795
00:41:20,880 --> 00:41:22,680
Speaker 4: Right now, No, you're nothing.

796
00:41:22,719 --> 00:41:23,239
Speaker 2: Freaks me out.

797
00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:28,280
Speaker 3: I'm just saying that's that's fascinating to me because this stuff, again,

798
00:41:28,320 --> 00:41:30,200
Speaker 3: I truly do believe it's all insignificant.

799
00:41:30,719 --> 00:41:33,239
Speaker 2: All of this means absolutely nothing, So.

800
00:41:33,160 --> 00:41:34,839
Speaker 1: What do you care? About what is the one thing

801
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:36,440
Speaker 1: you have to do before you leave here?

802
00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:41,440
Speaker 2: Uh, the one thing I have to do before I

803
00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:50,880
Speaker 2: leave here? Is there one thing? I have to do?

804
00:41:51,080 --> 00:41:52,719
Speaker 4: Many things? Many things?

805
00:41:53,560 --> 00:41:58,120
Speaker 3: No, my first answer was nothing, like this means nothing,

806
00:41:58,200 --> 00:42:00,480
Speaker 3: So I mean nothing. Any any answer I gift to

807
00:42:00,520 --> 00:42:02,440
Speaker 3: this will be like selfish. I feel like I have

808
00:42:02,520 --> 00:42:04,359
Speaker 3: to do this before I die. But I don't think

809
00:42:04,440 --> 00:42:07,520
Speaker 3: I have to do ship. I think I need to walk.

810
00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:10,680
Speaker 3: I think I need to walk in my purpose. And

811
00:42:10,760 --> 00:42:13,719
Speaker 3: if I stay on that path, then whatever I was

812
00:42:13,719 --> 00:42:14,799
Speaker 3: supposed to do we'll get done.

813
00:42:15,680 --> 00:42:19,000
Speaker 2: Like bowling, Like if I just roll this ball to

814
00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:22,279
Speaker 2: that spot, all the pends will fall, none of it

815
00:42:22,280 --> 00:42:24,360
Speaker 2: will matter. That's how I looking like. So I'm not

816
00:42:24,360 --> 00:42:26,160
Speaker 2: sure there's any one thing I have to do. Like

817
00:42:26,200 --> 00:42:27,880
Speaker 2: I have a bucket list of course, where it's all

818
00:42:28,040 --> 00:42:28,600
Speaker 2: what's card.

819
00:42:30,600 --> 00:42:34,640
Speaker 3: We'll like you want to go to Greece? Yeah, like Greee.

820
00:42:34,680 --> 00:42:37,480
Speaker 3: All of this ship that just I am excited about it.

821
00:42:37,520 --> 00:42:39,000
Speaker 3: I'm excited about my grease trip.

822
00:42:40,560 --> 00:42:42,160
Speaker 2: But who gives.

823
00:42:44,760 --> 00:42:44,840
Speaker 1: It?

824
00:42:45,000 --> 00:42:49,120
Speaker 3: Really means nothing at all? So then the one thing,

825
00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:51,200
Speaker 3: one thing, one thing, one thing.

826
00:42:51,120 --> 00:42:52,760
Speaker 4: You don't have to It's okay. That was a good answer.

827
00:42:53,600 --> 00:42:56,000
Speaker 2: I would. I would want a conversation with.

828
00:42:57,600 --> 00:43:02,160
Speaker 3: My loved ones, just if I tomorrow was it, Yes,

829
00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:05,080
Speaker 3: I would just want a conversation with.

830
00:43:06,520 --> 00:43:08,520
Speaker 2: Whoever my loved ones are they are left at the time.

831
00:43:08,719 --> 00:43:10,880
Speaker 1: You know what what made me think? You made me

832
00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:14,520
Speaker 1: think of just now before my grandparents. My grandparents both

833
00:43:14,560 --> 00:43:18,360
Speaker 1: passed a couple of years ago, two years. No, I'm yeah,

834
00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:21,839
Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm terrible with time. My grandparents both passed.

835
00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:22,960
Speaker 4: Before they died.

836
00:43:23,360 --> 00:43:25,080
Speaker 1: I thought I had this thought, and I even had

837
00:43:25,120 --> 00:43:26,840
Speaker 1: conversations with people. I was like, I want to do

838
00:43:26,960 --> 00:43:31,120
Speaker 1: like a legacy interview video with my grandparents where I

839
00:43:31,239 --> 00:43:34,439
Speaker 1: asked them what their challenges were in life, what they're

840
00:43:34,520 --> 00:43:36,400
Speaker 1: proud of, Like these conversations.

841
00:43:36,680 --> 00:43:37,920
Speaker 4: Imagine being able.

842
00:43:37,680 --> 00:43:41,880
Speaker 1: To have this conversation with your grandparent, your great grandparents,

843
00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:45,120
Speaker 1: whoever the elders are in your family, that you could

844
00:43:45,120 --> 00:43:47,720
Speaker 1: then not only have it for yourself when they're gone,

845
00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:50,719
Speaker 1: but pass that down to your children that super fly,

846
00:43:50,840 --> 00:43:53,040
Speaker 1: so that their legacy is like just a legacy video

847
00:43:53,120 --> 00:43:56,480
Speaker 1: forever to have. And I so regret because I said

848
00:43:56,520 --> 00:43:58,080
Speaker 1: it a couple of times and I just never got

849
00:43:58,080 --> 00:43:59,880
Speaker 1: it done. And then all of a sudden, they were fine,

850
00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:03,000
Speaker 1: and then they weren't, And it happened so fast. Even

851
00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:06,960
Speaker 1: sometimes parents or older people that I know in different families,

852
00:44:07,640 --> 00:44:10,960
Speaker 1: they're mentally not even there anymore to have those extensive conversations.

853
00:44:11,000 --> 00:44:14,080
Speaker 1: If you have elders in your family, what a beautiful

854
00:44:14,080 --> 00:44:16,240
Speaker 1: thing to be able to do, not just for yourself,

855
00:44:16,480 --> 00:44:17,320
Speaker 1: as like legacy.

856
00:44:17,400 --> 00:44:18,239
Speaker 2: So funny you say that.

857
00:44:18,400 --> 00:44:20,759
Speaker 3: I've had that thought before with my granddad. With my

858
00:44:20,840 --> 00:44:24,000
Speaker 3: dad's dad was dying and he was just like the

859
00:44:24,040 --> 00:44:26,239
Speaker 3: strongest man that any of us ever knew. But when

860
00:44:26,320 --> 00:44:29,200
Speaker 3: he was dying and my aunt I was like yo.

861
00:44:30,000 --> 00:44:31,279
Speaker 3: I was in a studio one time. It was like,

862
00:44:32,719 --> 00:44:36,560
Speaker 3: I don't have his voice recorded. So I called him

863
00:44:36,600 --> 00:44:39,880
Speaker 3: from the booth and he wasn't feeling well, but we

864
00:44:39,920 --> 00:44:42,560
Speaker 3: had a little quick conversation. I put it on the

865
00:44:42,560 --> 00:44:44,120
Speaker 3: beginning of a song and that was the end of it.

866
00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:47,279
Speaker 3: But to further that, I wanted to do what you

867
00:44:47,280 --> 00:44:49,960
Speaker 3: were saying. I wanted to sit him down and kick

868
00:44:50,000 --> 00:44:50,720
Speaker 3: it like interview.

869
00:44:50,719 --> 00:44:53,640
Speaker 2: I want to record it, but I didn't because it

870
00:44:53,680 --> 00:44:57,600
Speaker 2: was selfish, so I didn't. I just I.

871
00:44:57,560 --> 00:45:01,480
Speaker 3: Felt like shit, after ninety years, just have a blast

872
00:45:01,480 --> 00:45:03,840
Speaker 3: the way you see, Let me not come shove a

873
00:45:03,880 --> 00:45:04,279
Speaker 3: camera in.

874
00:45:04,320 --> 00:45:06,600
Speaker 2: Your sure tell me about the time.

875
00:45:07,920 --> 00:45:10,560
Speaker 4: I think what I think people want to be seen.

876
00:45:10,640 --> 00:45:12,920
Speaker 1: I think people part of our legacy is like, you

877
00:45:12,960 --> 00:45:15,399
Speaker 1: want your story to be told. I think I think

878
00:45:15,440 --> 00:45:18,359
Speaker 1: my grandparents would have loved it. I think I regret not.

879
00:45:18,320 --> 00:45:19,120
Speaker 4: Being able to do that.

880
00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:21,440
Speaker 1: Maybe somebody else will get the idea from this and

881
00:45:21,480 --> 00:45:22,239
Speaker 1: do it and have that.

882
00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:24,880
Speaker 2: For it, and maybe somebody will do to you.

883
00:45:24,960 --> 00:45:27,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, when if I'm lucky enough when I'm ninety.

884
00:45:28,040 --> 00:45:30,080
Speaker 2: When I'm ninety, I ain't gonna hold you. Don't send

885
00:45:30,120 --> 00:45:34,120
Speaker 2: this camera crew in putting the lights up with the mic.

886
00:45:34,960 --> 00:45:36,839
Speaker 2: If I see you niggas at ninety.

887
00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:38,319
Speaker 1: I want you to come to my house because I'm

888
00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:40,359
Speaker 1: going to be old Quincy Jones with it. I would

889
00:45:40,400 --> 00:45:44,400
Speaker 1: tell every Quincy, oh oh he was.

890
00:45:44,760 --> 00:45:47,160
Speaker 4: He was always a piece of shit. I want to

891
00:45:47,400 --> 00:45:48,279
Speaker 4: all that crazy shit.

892
00:45:49,160 --> 00:45:51,960
Speaker 2: Quincy talk, Yo, his granddaughters need to let him talk.

893
00:45:52,080 --> 00:45:57,120
Speaker 2: Tell us, tell us Quincy's idyl. No Quincy gives it

894
00:45:57,200 --> 00:45:58,440
Speaker 2: up and wish to be that.

895
00:45:59,120 --> 00:46:01,080
Speaker 4: I want somebody to carry on my face when I'm

896
00:46:01,080 --> 00:46:01,479
Speaker 4: that age.

897
00:46:01,680 --> 00:46:04,640
Speaker 2: Anybody that knows the truth, like should just share the

898
00:46:04,680 --> 00:46:06,400
Speaker 2: truth before they what I'm saying.

899
00:46:06,960 --> 00:46:07,680
Speaker 1: We should do that.

900
00:46:08,239 --> 00:46:10,759
Speaker 3: I watched some ship on the way here, because I'm

901
00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:13,640
Speaker 3: always watching some conspiracy theory. Is one of these little

902
00:46:13,640 --> 00:46:17,040
Speaker 3: white kids looks young, but he's like, hey, what if

903
00:46:17,080 --> 00:46:21,880
Speaker 3: I told you the Titanic never sank, and that JP

904
00:46:22,120 --> 00:46:25,840
Speaker 3: Morgan had another boat called whatever it was called, and

905
00:46:25,840 --> 00:46:29,319
Speaker 3: it was a rundown bullshit, the immaculate of some ship,

906
00:46:29,480 --> 00:46:32,239
Speaker 3: and he just taped He wrote the Titanic on that

907
00:46:32,719 --> 00:46:37,080
Speaker 3: and sank that for insurance. But if I also told

908
00:46:37,080 --> 00:46:40,080
Speaker 3: you all of his biggest competitors were on the Titanic, when.

909
00:46:39,920 --> 00:46:43,040
Speaker 2: It's just like, hey, that's a good fucking plan.

910
00:46:43,520 --> 00:46:46,560
Speaker 3: Somebody should have told us the truth before they've done

911
00:46:46,600 --> 00:46:46,920
Speaker 3: so we.

912
00:46:46,880 --> 00:46:52,040
Speaker 2: Could have that. I think people deserve the truth. Let

913
00:46:52,120 --> 00:46:52,959
Speaker 2: Quincy talk.

914
00:46:54,239 --> 00:46:57,799
Speaker 1: We're gonna startup, No for real, maybe Quincy will do

915
00:46:57,840 --> 00:47:00,840
Speaker 1: the podcast hours podcast.

916
00:47:01,400 --> 00:47:04,359
Speaker 4: Yo, if you talk to Quincy, they're not gonna I'm

917
00:47:04,360 --> 00:47:05,680
Speaker 4: not gonna let him talk to anybody.

918
00:47:05,760 --> 00:47:06,200
Speaker 2: No, they don't.

919
00:47:06,239 --> 00:47:09,120
Speaker 3: Just want to see the questions first. You can ask

920
00:47:09,520 --> 00:47:13,879
Speaker 3: some normal shit. He might give it up. He might

921
00:47:13,920 --> 00:47:18,040
Speaker 3: give it up. I I can't wait till you speak

922
00:47:18,040 --> 00:47:19,480
Speaker 3: to people about the superpower stuff.

923
00:47:20,120 --> 00:47:21,880
Speaker 1: Anybody that you want to see, because I'm just I

924
00:47:21,880 --> 00:47:23,640
Speaker 1: booked the couple of tables.

925
00:47:23,480 --> 00:47:25,840
Speaker 4: Besides Quincy, but I booked a couple of people.

926
00:47:26,560 --> 00:47:27,760
Speaker 1: I don't know if we should say.

927
00:47:27,640 --> 00:47:31,600
Speaker 3: Yet, but see, I like the older O G type

928
00:47:31,600 --> 00:47:35,239
Speaker 3: of people I would want to hear from. Who's the

929
00:47:35,280 --> 00:47:41,200
Speaker 3: guy that just lost his wife, Clarence A. Von What's yeah? Like,

930
00:47:41,280 --> 00:47:44,440
Speaker 3: I'm like those type of people that are just well

931
00:47:44,520 --> 00:47:47,560
Speaker 3: tenured here, been here forever, has seen it's change a

932
00:47:47,600 --> 00:47:51,600
Speaker 3: million times. Like And that's the thing about me not

933
00:47:51,680 --> 00:47:55,480
Speaker 3: putting the camera in my grandfather's face, right, because it's

934
00:47:55,520 --> 00:48:00,520
Speaker 3: really the lutle things that's important, just like peace and

935
00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:04,839
Speaker 3: the team things we take for granted, laughing speaking even this, like,

936
00:48:04,960 --> 00:48:09,120
Speaker 3: I am so grateful that I woke up and got

937
00:48:09,120 --> 00:48:11,799
Speaker 3: to come here and sit with you and speak to you.

938
00:48:13,600 --> 00:48:17,359
Speaker 3: Nobody else probably thinks that that is as important as

939
00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:20,440
Speaker 3: it is to me, because it's the little things.

940
00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:23,840
Speaker 2: I'm on a tangent now but you.

941
00:48:24,160 --> 00:48:27,239
Speaker 3: But that's where I'm at. So help people figure out

942
00:48:27,239 --> 00:48:30,120
Speaker 3: their superpowers. I think that might fuck people up, because

943
00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:32,080
Speaker 3: who even thinks that they have superpowers?

944
00:48:32,360 --> 00:48:35,480
Speaker 1: Everyone? I think everyone does. This is a great dinner conversation.

945
00:48:35,520 --> 00:48:37,120
Speaker 1: By the way, if you're at a dinner with a

946
00:48:37,120 --> 00:48:38,840
Speaker 1: group of friends. Like, this is how it came to me.

947
00:48:38,880 --> 00:48:39,520
Speaker 4: I was at a dinner.

948
00:48:39,600 --> 00:48:43,960
Speaker 5: I have a group of friends me okay, like one

949
00:48:44,000 --> 00:48:45,440
Speaker 5: other friend that you have, that's a group.

950
00:48:45,880 --> 00:48:47,560
Speaker 2: That's a group. We found a group.

951
00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:50,440
Speaker 1: No, don't do that. You socialize sometimes. You had this

952
00:48:50,560 --> 00:48:52,960
Speaker 1: social button happens every now and then if you're at

953
00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:55,120
Speaker 1: a social setting and a dinner. I went to a

954
00:48:55,160 --> 00:48:58,440
Speaker 1: friend shout out to Emmett and Sheila. I was at

955
00:48:58,480 --> 00:49:02,239
Speaker 1: a friend's birthday dinner and Emmitt said, em it was

956
00:49:02,280 --> 00:49:05,000
Speaker 1: just it was a conversation at the table like if

957
00:49:05,040 --> 00:49:06,279
Speaker 1: you had to say, we're your super And it was

958
00:49:06,360 --> 00:49:08,160
Speaker 1: so interesting. I feel like people who had been in

959
00:49:08,239 --> 00:49:11,440
Speaker 1: their presence ten twenty times before, Hey, how are you

960
00:49:11,440 --> 00:49:14,279
Speaker 1: get to see you in small talk? All of a

961
00:49:14,280 --> 00:49:16,040
Speaker 1: sudden at this dinner, I got to know people in

962
00:49:16,080 --> 00:49:18,799
Speaker 1: such like a different deeper way when you get to

963
00:49:18,800 --> 00:49:22,600
Speaker 1: see how people view themselves. I like one of the

964
00:49:22,640 --> 00:49:25,120
Speaker 1: women at the table was like, well, my superpower is

965
00:49:25,160 --> 00:49:30,520
Speaker 1: that I I'm kind and that I want the best

966
00:49:30,520 --> 00:49:33,560
Speaker 1: for people, and I just and she's a mom of

967
00:49:33,640 --> 00:49:35,920
Speaker 1: like four and it made sense when she said it.

968
00:49:36,000 --> 00:49:39,759
Speaker 1: But it just makes you see people it's really any

969
00:49:39,800 --> 00:49:41,680
Speaker 1: of these, even any of the topics that I make

970
00:49:41,719 --> 00:49:44,640
Speaker 1: for the podcast. It's just an entry point. It doesn't

971
00:49:44,680 --> 00:49:46,600
Speaker 1: mean the whole conversation. We didn't talk about death the

972
00:49:46,600 --> 00:49:52,000
Speaker 1: whole conversation. It's just an entry point to get to

973
00:49:52,040 --> 00:49:53,919
Speaker 1: know people in a different type of way.

974
00:49:54,120 --> 00:49:55,399
Speaker 2: It's superpower thing, It's dope.

975
00:49:55,480 --> 00:49:58,320
Speaker 1: Superpower is good, right because I think it Really it's telling,

976
00:49:59,080 --> 00:50:01,400
Speaker 1: like what you think you're thing is and how you

977
00:50:01,520 --> 00:50:04,120
Speaker 1: use it and how you found and what are you about.

978
00:50:03,920 --> 00:50:05,719
Speaker 2: To do with that? Since you believe you have.

979
00:50:05,680 --> 00:50:07,000
Speaker 1: It, Let's see, Yeah, what do you do?

980
00:50:07,960 --> 00:50:08,600
Speaker 4: I don't even know.

981
00:50:08,680 --> 00:50:10,520
Speaker 1: I think before I do the first episode, I really

982
00:50:10,600 --> 00:50:12,240
Speaker 1: have to clearly be able to define mine.

983
00:50:12,640 --> 00:50:14,640
Speaker 2: That's why I didn't ask you thank you.

984
00:50:14,560 --> 00:50:16,440
Speaker 1: Because you thought maybe I didn't have it.

985
00:50:16,920 --> 00:50:19,560
Speaker 2: One should be well thought out to where you can

986
00:50:19,600 --> 00:50:21,200
Speaker 2: explain it. You have a show about it.

987
00:50:21,239 --> 00:50:22,719
Speaker 1: So you want me to wait till then? Okay, got

988
00:50:22,719 --> 00:50:23,040
Speaker 1: I'll wait.

989
00:50:23,120 --> 00:50:24,239
Speaker 4: You want me to tell you one or none?

990
00:50:24,239 --> 00:50:24,719
Speaker 2: Give me one.

991
00:50:26,520 --> 00:50:29,080
Speaker 1: I am extremely empathetic.

992
00:50:29,960 --> 00:50:32,239
Speaker 2: Okay, that's a superpower.

993
00:50:32,880 --> 00:50:36,319
Speaker 1: It is because people think they are, but they're really not.

994
00:50:36,440 --> 00:50:39,600
Speaker 1: We're judgmental people. People are judgmental people, and I can

995
00:50:39,640 --> 00:50:44,040
Speaker 1: be too, but I tend to put myself in other

996
00:50:44,040 --> 00:50:47,880
Speaker 1: people all the time. It doesn't always serve me. It

997
00:50:47,880 --> 00:50:51,600
Speaker 1: doesn't always serve me. Sometimes it's exhausting. But it is

998
00:50:51,600 --> 00:50:54,359
Speaker 1: a superpower. That depends how I use it.

999
00:50:54,560 --> 00:50:56,279
Speaker 2: That's training, Yeah, but how do you use it?

1000
00:50:56,400 --> 00:50:58,399
Speaker 1: Then if you use it for good and then it's

1001
00:50:58,400 --> 00:50:59,000
Speaker 1: a good thing.

1002
00:51:00,040 --> 00:51:00,960
Speaker 2: Are you using it for good?

1003
00:51:01,160 --> 00:51:02,280
Speaker 4: I try?

1004
00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:04,360
Speaker 3: No, you're great. I'm just trying to spice it up.

1005
00:51:04,400 --> 00:51:07,279
Speaker 3: But nobody thinks it. Angie's not using it for good?

1006
00:51:07,880 --> 00:51:08,399
Speaker 4: No, I try.

1007
00:51:08,440 --> 00:51:10,640
Speaker 1: It not perfect. I do dumb shit like everybody else,

1008
00:51:10,920 --> 00:51:13,439
Speaker 1: But I try. But I will have that thoroughly thought

1009
00:51:13,440 --> 00:51:15,120
Speaker 1: out by the time we have the first episode of

1010
00:51:15,160 --> 00:51:18,239
Speaker 1: that of that chapter well, and I'll have you back

1011
00:51:18,280 --> 00:51:19,399
Speaker 1: on from another chapter.

1012
00:51:19,440 --> 00:51:21,200
Speaker 2: If I'm blessed enough to come back. I would love

1013
00:51:21,239 --> 00:51:22,800
Speaker 2: that awesome, and I'll.

1014
00:51:22,600 --> 00:51:25,600
Speaker 3: Probably have figured out more super powers.

1015
00:51:26,040 --> 00:51:27,320
Speaker 1: Thank you, my love, Thank.

1016
00:51:27,160 --> 00:51:27,960
Speaker 4: You, Joe.

1017
00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:33,360
Speaker 1: Let everybody, everybody's fla, everybody's gonna flat.

1018
00:51:35,520 --> 00:51:37,560
Speaker 2: Got it feel better when we all do it right.

1019
00:51:37,840 --> 00:51:38,440
Speaker 1: It was good