WEBVTT - Laughs, Lessons and Legacy with Anjelah Johnson

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, there's one about dramas. Freddie Rodriguez. Welcome through those

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<v Speaker 1>and me goes.

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<v Speaker 2>This is part two of our Beautiful Conversation with Angela

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<v Speaker 2>Johnson Ray.

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<v Speaker 3>I am so good at talking. So I'm at this

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<v Speaker 3>place in my life where I have nothing going on,

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<v Speaker 3>and it's one of those where I'm like, oh, I

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<v Speaker 3>think I have to move back home, like I gave

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<v Speaker 3>it a good go. I don't have money to pay

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<v Speaker 3>my rent and it's already I'm living at my friend's condo.

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<v Speaker 3>She was. She was a professional dancer, touring with like

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<v Speaker 3>every major artists who can think of, so she was

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<v Speaker 3>doing really well. She let me rent a room out

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<v Speaker 3>of her condo and I wasn't paying rent because I

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<v Speaker 3>couldn't afford it. But she was my best friend, so

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<v Speaker 3>she was like, it's fine, just yeah, whenever you can.

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<v Speaker 3>I was her Joey. She was my Chandler. You know

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<v Speaker 3>how Chandler used to pay everything for Joe Like it

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<v Speaker 3>was like that for us. So im as place have

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<v Speaker 3>no money, my sister back home in San Jose is

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<v Speaker 3>sending me gift certificates to the grocery store so I

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<v Speaker 3>could get food too. She's sending me some money so

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<v Speaker 3>I could like pay my phone bill things like that,

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<v Speaker 3>and she was very much like don't give up, like

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<v Speaker 3>stay because they're like, I think I got to come home,

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<v Speaker 3>and she's like, no, no, no, not yet, don't give up.

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<v Speaker 3>And at the same time I also felt in my

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<v Speaker 3>spirit like that same feeling of like I know I

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<v Speaker 3>got something. I also felt in my spirit that God

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<v Speaker 3>wasn't done yet. Even though my circumstance was showing me no,

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<v Speaker 3>He's done. I felt like my spirit, my gut was

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<v Speaker 3>like not yet, you know. So I'm like, all right,

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<v Speaker 3>hold on a little bit longer. I get a call.

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<v Speaker 3>They're like, hey, do you want to do a set

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<v Speaker 3>at the ice House? Pays twenty five bucks. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 3>hell yeah, twenty five bucks. You know how many top

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<v Speaker 3>promins A little bit of gas, that's all you need.

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<v Speaker 1>Five bucks.

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<v Speaker 3>And I lived in Glendell at the time. Glendale to Pasadena. Boom,

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<v Speaker 3>I'll be there.

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<v Speaker 1>You can do it in Neutral too.

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<v Speaker 3>Ye hate you so much right now? So I do

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<v Speaker 3>this set they behave in my twenty five bucks and

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<v Speaker 3>it was for at the time, Verizon wireless. This is

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<v Speaker 3>during flip phone era. Okay, so Verizon wireless was doing

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<v Speaker 3>this thing where you can download a comedy clip onto

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<v Speaker 3>your phone for a dollar ninety nine, Like that was

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<v Speaker 3>that was the thing. So I go, I sign this

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<v Speaker 3>little paper and they give my twenty five bucks. I

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<v Speaker 3>do my twelve minute set, and they're like, all right,

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<v Speaker 3>we're gonna upload this to Verizon, and Verizon customers can

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<v Speaker 3>download your comedy clips and watch you on your phone.

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<v Speaker 3>That's a new thing. This is a new technology, right,

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<v Speaker 3>And so it's like.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, great, do you on your phone?

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<v Speaker 3>What?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. So then maybe weeks after that, this brand new

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<v Speaker 3>thing called YouTube comes out. Yes, who's gonna pay a

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<v Speaker 3>dollar ninety nine for a comedy and they can watch

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<v Speaker 3>it for free on YouTube. So then this company, the

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<v Speaker 3>production company that paid all these comics that day to

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<v Speaker 3>come and do their set, they ended up taking those

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<v Speaker 3>clips and uploading it to YouTube. So this is now,

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<v Speaker 3>Like that was filmed in two thousand and six, this

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<v Speaker 3>is now January two thousand and seven. My Space days okay,

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<v Speaker 3>my MySpace page starts blowing up with messages from people

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<v Speaker 3>people that I don't know, yeh okay, and they're like, hey,

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<v Speaker 3>when are you coming to perform? In filling the blank Australia, Philippines, Crazy, Atlanta,

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<v Speaker 3>you to all over the United States, Hey when are

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<v Speaker 3>you coming to perform here? And I'm like what, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>what are you talking about?

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<v Speaker 2>And it's worth saying that when that platform launched, it

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<v Speaker 2>was so new that whoever was uploaded there at the

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<v Speaker 2>beginning got all the clicks it was on.

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<v Speaker 1>It was there, a gate was open.

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<v Speaker 2>It wasn't like they created they closed the algorithm now

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<v Speaker 2>and you got to pay to get more engagement. If

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<v Speaker 2>you got on YouTube, you can find that video, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>So imagine the amount of people that eventually got to

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<v Speaker 2>see your.

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<v Speaker 4>So you got uploaded right when YouTube started brand new,

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<v Speaker 4>and then and then like the first few people who

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<v Speaker 4>subscribe to YouTube were hitting you up.

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<v Speaker 3>Going like there was from January to February, there was

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<v Speaker 3>four million views on this video, which at the time, Wow, was.

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<v Speaker 1>Crazy, incredible, crazy numbers.

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<v Speaker 3>Now, let me tell you if you don't have four million.

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<v Speaker 1>At the time.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, oh yeah, So it was going viral before viral

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<v Speaker 3>was an actual positive term. Yeah. So I started getting

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<v Speaker 3>phone calls from family members. They were like, Hey, there's

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<v Speaker 3>this email going around at work and it's a video

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<v Speaker 3>of you and my coworker sent it to me. She

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<v Speaker 3>doesn't even know that we're related, but she sent it

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<v Speaker 3>to me, and I'm like.

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<v Speaker 1>That's how I started.

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<v Speaker 3>What video is this?

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<v Speaker 4>Was there something about the video was it?

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<v Speaker 1>Was it a particular joke.

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<v Speaker 3>It was just a nail slot, nail salon. It was

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<v Speaker 3>just that nail salon joke. It was four minute a

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<v Speaker 3>four minute video. Yeah, this nail salon joke.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay.

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<v Speaker 3>And it starts going like crazy. So then my MySpace

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<v Speaker 3>page is not only blowing up with people, Hey, when

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<v Speaker 3>are you coming to fill in the blank city to perform?

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<v Speaker 3>Now I'm getting messages that are like, Hey, I'm so

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<v Speaker 3>and so the assistant to so and so executive at Fox,

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<v Speaker 3>at CBS, at NBC, at all these different networks, at

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<v Speaker 3>all these different production companies. Their assistants are going to

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<v Speaker 3>MySpace to find me because I don't have an agent,

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<v Speaker 3>so none of these executives know how to find me.

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<v Speaker 3>So I'm getting all these dms on MySpace. I started

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<v Speaker 3>getting all these meetings. I had to buy a calendar.

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't even have a calendar. I what do I

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<v Speaker 3>need a calendar for?

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<v Speaker 1>I had to go.

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<v Speaker 3>I went to Staples to buy a calendar, because this

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<v Speaker 3>is before your phone where you have your I coount.

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<v Speaker 3>I went to Staples to buy a calendar because I

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<v Speaker 3>started get all these meetings to go meet with production

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<v Speaker 3>companies and network executives. And I remember going into and

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<v Speaker 3>I'm so green, like I don't know anything. And I

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<v Speaker 3>go into this meeting and there it's pilot season and

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<v Speaker 3>they're like, we want you to read for this pilot.

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<v Speaker 3>Can you just step out and go run the lines

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<v Speaker 3>real quick and come back in Yeah? And I don't

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<v Speaker 3>know to say anything like can I come back tomorrow?

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<v Speaker 3>Can I, you know, go.

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<v Speaker 1>Coach in there?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Can I just go coach with somebody? Can I have

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<v Speaker 3>a minute to like process? Who is this character?

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<v Speaker 4>You were seizing the opportunity?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah? So I'm like, oh, okay, yeah, just right here

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<v Speaker 3>in the hole.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah cool, easy, five minutes, let's go.

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<v Speaker 3>We're back bye. Yeah. And then of course no trash

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<v Speaker 3>because I don't know what I'm I'm doing. Yeah, But

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<v Speaker 3>I start making all these relationships and this is like

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<v Speaker 3>January to February, and then I end up getting a

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<v Speaker 3>new agent, a new manager. I end up getting auditioned

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<v Speaker 3>from Mad TV. So then my audition for Mad TV.

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<v Speaker 3>They're like, you need to come in with three original

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<v Speaker 3>characters and three celebrity impressions. What do you mean in

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<v Speaker 3>three original characters. I didn't go to Second City, I

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<v Speaker 3>didn't go to Groundlings. I took a free joke writing

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<v Speaker 3>class at a church on Tuesday night. That is my education.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was like, Okay, in my joke writing class,

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<v Speaker 3>I wrote a joke about my grandpa and like how

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<v Speaker 3>he's not good with technology. So I'll just say it's

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<v Speaker 3>my grandma and I'll act it out more and I'll

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<v Speaker 3>be like, this is you know, grandma's son, so who

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<v Speaker 3>doesn't know technology? And I basically just recited my joke

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<v Speaker 3>from my stand up but in character, and that was

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<v Speaker 3>one of my original characters. And then I did saw

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<v Speaker 3>another one, and then the last one was Bonquiki. I said,

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<v Speaker 3>this is my sister. She wants to be a rapper,

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<v Speaker 3>and then I became Bonquek. The audition and they're like, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>we need three celebrity impressions. So I went on this

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<v Speaker 3>brand new thing called YouTube, and I was like, all right, well,

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<v Speaker 3>who's Latina and famous that I can try to mimic?

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<v Speaker 3>Obviously Jennifer Lopez. So I started watching Jennifer Lopez videos

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<v Speaker 3>her on the Red Carpet, and I'm like, okay, she

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<v Speaker 3>waves like this. She doesn't wave like this, she waves

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<v Speaker 3>like this, Okay, and then when she laughs it's kind

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<v Speaker 3>of like nasally, and so then I start doing her

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<v Speaker 3>laugh in her wave. So I said, Okay, this is

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<v Speaker 3>Jennifer Lope, she's on the Red carpet.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you how does that? You still do it? And

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<v Speaker 1>you don't know what anymore?

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I really just it was just like I

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<v Speaker 3>don't know, like the best.

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<v Speaker 2>Part of my impersonations is like even when they're bad,

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<v Speaker 2>it's like really good.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>And so that all the producers were asking me questions, Jennifer,

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<v Speaker 3>who are you wearing? My answer to everything was a

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<v Speaker 3>laugh and a wave, and they thought it was hilarious,

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<v Speaker 3>a hilarious choice that I made that Jennifer Lopez doesn't

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<v Speaker 3>know how to answer the questions. All she does is

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<v Speaker 3>laugh and wave. That's hilarious. No, that's all I knew

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<v Speaker 3>how to do, right, That's all I could master. And

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<v Speaker 3>then the other one I was it was like Paula

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<v Speaker 3>Abduel on American Idol was always drunk at the time.

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<v Speaker 3>So I did drunk fallow on American Idol and they

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<v Speaker 3>you know, her little drunk clap and they.

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<v Speaker 2>Love, oh my god, you're looking down and clap and

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<v Speaker 2>it's perfect.

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<v Speaker 3>And then the last one was Rosslyn Sanchez. I watched

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<v Speaker 3>so many episodes of her Without a Trace, and I

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<v Speaker 3>did my impression for her one day.

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<v Speaker 1>I was going to ask you that because I know

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<v Speaker 1>you guys know. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>So my impression of her was, these are just the

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<v Speaker 3>little things that I noticed and I could pick up.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, oh, let me just exaggerate them. And it

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<v Speaker 3>was that when she talked, she always talked like with

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<v Speaker 3>her chin up, and she talked down off of her

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<v Speaker 3>nose whenever she was talking to fall down. And when

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<v Speaker 3>she speaks Spanish, her Spanish is at the tip of

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<v Speaker 3>her mouth. It's not from the back like just regular talking.

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<v Speaker 3>It's very much to the tip of her mouth where

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<v Speaker 3>he and it's very fast the way she speaks, very

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<v Speaker 3>fast like this, And so I started to like, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 3>let me just exaggerate all of these things. And so

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<v Speaker 3>I did this, as you know, ross and Sanchez on

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<v Speaker 3>Without a Trace, and I just made up some scene

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<v Speaker 3>and exaggerated those things. And I'm like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 3>that's amazing. And then I booked Mad TV and that

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<v Speaker 3>was in May of two thousand and seven, and then

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<v Speaker 3>I wrote more stand up and I started touring. By

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<v Speaker 3>the end of the year, I was now a touring comedian.

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<v Speaker 3>So it started with January two thousand and seven, I

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<v Speaker 3>had no money to my name, unemployment checks ran out,

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<v Speaker 3>no agent on nothing to By the end of the year,

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<v Speaker 3>I had my agent, my manager, I was on Mad TV,

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<v Speaker 3>and I was a touring stand up comedian.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow, man, God is good.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's how it works.

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<v Speaker 2>It all falls in place in such an unexpected way,

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<v Speaker 2>and then you wake up and you're like, oh, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>actually doing this right, Like you're in that struggle of

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<v Speaker 2>trying to get that and then you're like, oh, I

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<v Speaker 2>got a check on how I spread this over the

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<v Speaker 2>next six months because you're probably not going to get

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<v Speaker 2>something else, And there another six months and then all

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<v Speaker 2>of a sudden.

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<v Speaker 1>You're just like, oh, I'm making a living.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's really thank you for sharing all of that.

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<v Speaker 2>What a beautiful journey, what a very clever instinct. But

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<v Speaker 2>you know, it's a great value and of the hustle

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<v Speaker 2>that you have to have in order to break it,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, you got to. And also what you did,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, almost accidentally, but quite literally on purpose, is

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<v Speaker 2>you broke a mold and you build a new one,

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<v Speaker 2>and you build the mold that only you could fit.

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<v Speaker 2>And in those times, in the nineties and early two

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<v Speaker 2>thousands and that in that era, you had to be

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<v Speaker 2>so different to stick around. You could be one like

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<v Speaker 2>the others because those are inexchangeables. So you have to

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<v Speaker 2>break the mold, you have to build a new one.

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<v Speaker 2>And they noted for them to get what you provide,

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<v Speaker 2>what that product is is they got to keep hiring you.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you having the versatility to be a Matt TV.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like genius because also a very funny woman. It's

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<v Speaker 2>a very powerful performer, you know. And at the time,

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<v Speaker 2>with stereotypes were boxing as all and like he's the

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<v Speaker 2>hot guy, he's the door key one, he's the you know,

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<v Speaker 2>she's the bomb show or whatever. Humor comedy was a weapon.

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<v Speaker 2>Very few people there to give each other those roles.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, that's that's just remarkable. I see myself so

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<v Speaker 2>much in that story too. But I got to say,

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<v Speaker 2>it's it's amazing. It's amazing to think about that and like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, you go from Matt TV and go on

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<v Speaker 2>touring and then you've had tons of specials, like you've

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<v Speaker 2>done comedy specials.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm working on my number seven right now. What was

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<v Speaker 3>your first special? My first special is called That's How

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<v Speaker 3>We Do. It was for Comedy Central in two thousand

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<v Speaker 3>and nine.

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<v Speaker 4>And what was what was that like to go like,

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<v Speaker 4>like Wolmer just went through your whole path, right, What

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<v Speaker 4>was it like to like, yeah, you were touring, you

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<v Speaker 4>were doing your thing, but like to like land your first.

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<v Speaker 3>Honestly, it was really unheard of for someone who had

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<v Speaker 3>been doing stand up for as little time as I

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<v Speaker 3>have to get an hour special on Comedy Central. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>it was unheard of. And even the way I started

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<v Speaker 3>with stand up, I only you know, you hear about

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<v Speaker 3>comics the feature for years and years. I featured three

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<v Speaker 3>times before I started headlining because of that YouTube video.

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<v Speaker 3>Because they saw that I could sell tickets just because

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<v Speaker 3>of that YouTube video. So I had to write material

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<v Speaker 3>so that I could get to a headliner place, so

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<v Speaker 3>I had material to give the audience. So I featured

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<v Speaker 3>three times and then I started headlining and working my

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<v Speaker 3>butt off and writing material, and I became a comedian.

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<v Speaker 3>Even though acting was always my dream and what I

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<v Speaker 3>wanted to do, stand up was the thing that was

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<v Speaker 3>taking off for me. So in the beginning of my career,

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<v Speaker 3>I fought stand up. I kept like I would go

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<v Speaker 3>on the road and do my shows, but I kept

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<v Speaker 3>looking over my shoulder back at Hollywood, like, are you

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<v Speaker 3>guys ready for me? Net No, not yet, Okay, I'll

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<v Speaker 3>be out.

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<v Speaker 1>Here on the road.

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<v Speaker 3>Then let me know when you're ready. Yeah, And then

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<v Speaker 3>they never got ready.

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<v Speaker 1>What's kind of not true.

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<v Speaker 2>I think you're You're always in that, you know. I

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<v Speaker 2>believe you're always in the shortlist of like Okay, we're

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<v Speaker 2>gonna go pilot season and all that stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's about you know, to me, the big

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<v Speaker 2>question is, you know, now you're such an accomplished comedian, right,

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<v Speaker 2>you're obviously a great actress. Do you want to do

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<v Speaker 2>that leap and commit to a show or that?

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<v Speaker 1>I would love to?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I would love to. I mean I've pitched so

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<v Speaker 3>many shows, you know how it is, development deals and

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<v Speaker 3>you know, all that kind of stuff. So over the

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<v Speaker 3>twenty years that I've been here, starting from the ground up,

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<v Speaker 3>I've had different development deals, show deals, and it's been

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<v Speaker 3>some of these shows that we've done have been such

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<v Speaker 3>great ideas. Oh oh my god, this would have been amazing,

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<v Speaker 3>you know that kind of thing. And I still dream

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<v Speaker 3>for it. I still want it, and I think it's

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<v Speaker 3>in a different way now to where I've definitely embraced

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<v Speaker 3>stand up as my career and my show. Having my

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<v Speaker 3>show one day is like the icing on the cake,

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<v Speaker 3>so to speak, Like I would I would love to

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<v Speaker 3>have my show, but it's not where it would break

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<v Speaker 3>me if I didn't get it, sure, Whereas.

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<v Speaker 2>This is the moment where you, by the way, will

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<v Speaker 2>get your show. And we're breaking it here because that

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<v Speaker 2>sounds so much no, no, and actually I kind of

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<v Speaker 2>have kidding but like mostly serious. And the fact that

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<v Speaker 2>like when you are able to let go, it's when

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<v Speaker 2>it all happens, when you take when you get let

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<v Speaker 2>go of the rope is when you learn how to swim,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, in many ways, right, but I think metephobia,

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<v Speaker 2>what I'm trying to say is that you you you

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<v Speaker 2>poison for that you're in that moment. I think we're

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<v Speaker 2>young enough and old enough to to really take charge

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<v Speaker 2>on some things and and I just see it happening.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I feel like we're kind of we're breaking

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<v Speaker 2>news here, would you get We're manufestent to show up

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<v Speaker 2>it because because I will say that we really could

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<v Speaker 2>use you on prime time television.

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<v Speaker 1>We really, we really need you on that screen, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>And there's very few people in our game that can

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<v Speaker 2>do really disruptive and most importantly, you know, uh stereotype

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<v Speaker 2>you know, breaking uh you know, vibes and performances and

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<v Speaker 2>characters that could really elevate our community and the way

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<v Speaker 2>that we needed. And very few you know, can can

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<v Speaker 2>do what you do as as you know. But we

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<v Speaker 2>just really hope that you crack it in the next year.

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<v Speaker 2>We can really, So, you know, what what what would

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<v Speaker 2>be ideal for you?

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<v Speaker 4>What was if I may ask, like what was some

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<v Speaker 4>of the stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>That I don't know, I don't know how.

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<v Speaker 4>To ask this, but like that you've pitched in the past,

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<v Speaker 4>or like what would what was something that you thought

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<v Speaker 4>would be would be cool?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, like I would want to know, like.

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<v Speaker 4>What would your idea for an ideal TV show be

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<v Speaker 4>for you?

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<v Speaker 3>So I always my dream is always a multiicam sitcom.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah my friends, Yeah, it's taking it back to the

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<v Speaker 4>beginning exactly exactly.

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<v Speaker 3>And I feel like every time I would pitch it,

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<v Speaker 3>the multiicam's dying, it's dying, No, don't. I was always

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<v Speaker 3>non multicam's just single cam, think single camp. I'd pitch

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<v Speaker 3>single cam shows and then I would still go back to, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>what about this my family? It's always, you know, based

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<v Speaker 3>in my family. And then it's so interesting to think

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<v Speaker 3>about how my pitches have gone from fresh out of

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<v Speaker 3>college woo woo woo, and then it's like new mom,

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<v Speaker 3>and then it's like midlife. Listen, are they going to

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<v Speaker 3>stay married? They're not sure, their child's grown up and

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<v Speaker 3>in high school now, and it's like all the different

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<v Speaker 3>I'm waiting. I'm like, okay, this ship's sailed, that ship saliled.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, okay, maybe it's this one, right. But it's

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<v Speaker 3>always something based in my life and my family. That's

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<v Speaker 3>how I write my material. My material is always based

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<v Speaker 3>around relatable connective tissue. How am I connected to you

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<v Speaker 3>as a human being? When I write my stand up,

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<v Speaker 3>it's always like, obviously I want to make you laugh,

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<v Speaker 3>but I want to connect with you on a human level.

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<v Speaker 3>How are we both human, because that's what's going to

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<v Speaker 3>tie us together to where you go, oh, I see

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<v Speaker 3>myself in you, And then when I make you laugh,

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<v Speaker 3>the laugh is that much harder because you relate to

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<v Speaker 3>me and you connect to me, and you're like, oh

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<v Speaker 3>that's me, Oh that's my husband. Oh my gosh, my

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<v Speaker 3>daughter does that. Oh my god. And now we're all

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<v Speaker 3>just a bunch of humans laughing having a good time.

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<v Speaker 3>Like That's that's how I approach my material. That's how

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<v Speaker 3>I approach my TV show. Idea is how can I

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<v Speaker 3>connect to other humans and bring joy and tell some stories?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and and and the person that you are now

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<v Speaker 4>as someone who's who just had a baby, right, yes,

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<v Speaker 4>two years ago.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I became a dom in my forties daughter daughter, daughter.

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<v Speaker 4>May we ask your daughter's.

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<v Speaker 3>Name, Yes, her name is Rosalie Harlow Reyes. We call

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<v Speaker 3>her Rosie. And your husband's name Manuel, Manuel, Manuel. We're

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<v Speaker 3>teaching our daughter our full names right now. So she

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<v Speaker 3>knows my full name because she's on the road with me.

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<v Speaker 3>So she hears my intro video. Will they say, please

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<v Speaker 3>welcome Angela Johnson Reyes. So now she'll be in her

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<v Speaker 3>crib at six forty five in the morning and going,

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<v Speaker 3>please welcome ange Reyes. You know she gives me the announcement,

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<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, the best.

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<v Speaker 2>What is the most significant thing you discovered as soon

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<v Speaker 2>as you held your your child will copy in you.

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't have that immedia. Oh my god, I'm so

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<v Speaker 3>in love feeling.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a little in first and all the beginning you're

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<v Speaker 2>just trying to keep the baby alive.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm trying to keep you alive, and it's like, who

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<v Speaker 3>are you right?

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<v Speaker 1>What right?

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<v Speaker 3>Hold on? What came alive in me?

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<v Speaker 4>Is?

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<v Speaker 3>I would say, like everything is for her, like my

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<v Speaker 3>my joy, Like I get excited thinking about what I'm

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<v Speaker 3>going to feed her for lunch, Like that makes me happy,

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<v Speaker 3>Like I wonder if she'll like this, Like it's the

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<v Speaker 3>simple little things. Where before it was always my career,

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<v Speaker 3>everything my career, which is why I didn't want kids.

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't have kids to my forties because I didn't

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<v Speaker 3>want kids. I wanted my career. And then COVID happened

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<v Speaker 3>and everybody's career went away for a little while. Sure,

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<v Speaker 3>and during that time I didn't miss it. I was like, hmm,

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<v Speaker 3>if I never go back, I think I'll be okay,

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<v Speaker 3>And I never in my life imagined myself saying if

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<v Speaker 3>I never book another gig, that's fine. Like I always

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<v Speaker 3>wanted more and more and more. And then here I

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<v Speaker 3>was going, it's not as fulfilling as I thought. Like,

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<v Speaker 3>it's fun. I enjoy it, don't get me wrong, but

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<v Speaker 3>it's not fulfilling in this like deep level. And so

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, huh, should I have had kids? All

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<v Speaker 3>my friends tell me like kids are so fulfilling, and like,

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<v Speaker 3>should I have had kids? Oh my gosh, did I

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<v Speaker 3>mess up? So now I'm in my late thirties going like,

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<v Speaker 3>all right, well, let me go to the doctors and

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<v Speaker 3>see if I even have eggs. I don't even know

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<v Speaker 3>if I have eggs left. Before I start saying should

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<v Speaker 3>I have kids? Girl, you don't even know if you

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<v Speaker 3>got options? You owed. So I went to the doctor

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<v Speaker 3>and they did all the tests and they're like, you

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<v Speaker 3>you still have some eggs. Your levels and everything that

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<v Speaker 3>they checked, They're like, you still have some, but not much.

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<v Speaker 3>So you got to hurry up. Whatever you want to do,

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<v Speaker 3>you got to hurry up exactly. And I still wasn't

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<v Speaker 3>convinced I want of kids. So I was like, all right,

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<v Speaker 3>let me save my eggs with your partner. Oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>we're married twelve years ago. Oh okay, twelve years. So

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, all right, let me save my eggs. So

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<v Speaker 3>that way, at least we have some options in the future, right,

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<v Speaker 3>So that I go through the process of saving my eggs,

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<v Speaker 3>and then every time I would go through it, I

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<v Speaker 3>would get bad news. And bad news started with twelve

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<v Speaker 3>eggs and they're like, no, you only have six. Oh,

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<v Speaker 3>just caking, there's only four. And it was like that

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<v Speaker 3>whole thing love IVF. And it was like the more

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<v Speaker 3>they would give me bad news, they were like, this

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<v Speaker 3>may not be for you, you know, because every time

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<v Speaker 3>we go through this process, you don't really have any

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<v Speaker 3>eggs by the end of it, Like, this might not

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<v Speaker 3>be for you. The more they would tell me it

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<v Speaker 3>might not be for me, the more I wanted it. Now.

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<v Speaker 3>It switched from I'm saving my eggs to no, I

0:22:32.840 --> 0:22:35.760
<v Speaker 3>want kids. I'm trying to get pregnant. And so we

0:22:35.800 --> 0:22:37.920
<v Speaker 3>went through IVF a couple of times and I ended

0:22:38.000 --> 0:22:41.800
<v Speaker 3>up getting like, after those couple times combined, end up

0:22:41.800 --> 0:22:47.080
<v Speaker 3>getting like five or six eggs, and then we went

0:22:47.200 --> 0:22:50.240
<v Speaker 3>and made embryos. None of the embryos were viable, and

0:22:50.320 --> 0:22:52.439
<v Speaker 3>they're like, you got to start over, and that's a journey.

0:22:52.920 --> 0:22:55.200
<v Speaker 3>At this point, I'm on tour. I just came out

0:22:55.240 --> 0:22:57.119
<v Speaker 3>with my book. I'm on my book tour. I have

0:22:57.160 --> 0:22:59.560
<v Speaker 3>a bunch of dates for the whole year and a half,

0:22:59.560 --> 0:23:01.240
<v Speaker 3>and I'm like, what am I going to do IVF again?

0:23:01.240 --> 0:23:03.400
<v Speaker 3>I don't have time to do this again. So then

0:23:03.440 --> 0:23:05.120
<v Speaker 3>I was like, all right, you know I have one

0:23:05.119 --> 0:23:07.920
<v Speaker 3>month off in November. I planned one month off for myself.

0:23:07.960 --> 0:23:10.159
<v Speaker 3>I said, I'll do IVF one more time in November.

0:23:10.160 --> 0:23:12.600
<v Speaker 3>If it doesn't work, it doesn't work, that's it. So

0:23:12.920 --> 0:23:15.800
<v Speaker 3>I said, I'm also filming my special in October, so

0:23:15.920 --> 0:23:18.600
<v Speaker 3>let me just focus on my special. I started, let

0:23:18.600 --> 0:23:20.760
<v Speaker 3>me get my body right, get it tight. I started

0:23:21.000 --> 0:23:25.200
<v Speaker 3>not drinking alcohol, not eating club food after the shows,

0:23:25.320 --> 0:23:27.040
<v Speaker 3>like you know that kind of thing. I said, I'm

0:23:27.040 --> 0:23:29.679
<v Speaker 3>going to work on myself, get myself ready for my

0:23:29.800 --> 0:23:32.240
<v Speaker 3>taping because I'm gonna tape my special. So I'm gonna

0:23:32.240 --> 0:23:34.640
<v Speaker 3>get right. I'm working out of the gym, I'm eating healthy.

0:23:35.920 --> 0:23:38.080
<v Speaker 3>I didn't realize I was also preparing my body to

0:23:38.080 --> 0:23:42.879
<v Speaker 3>get pregnant. So I'm scheduled to do IVF again in November.

0:23:42.880 --> 0:23:47.280
<v Speaker 3>I end up getting pregnant naturally in October right before

0:23:47.280 --> 0:23:53.080
<v Speaker 3>my taping. Oh did you I was pregnant during.

0:23:53.280 --> 0:23:57.640
<v Speaker 1>I don't even know I was so before you're taping, like.

0:23:57.800 --> 0:23:59.320
<v Speaker 3>The week before?

0:23:59.640 --> 0:24:02.560
<v Speaker 1>Yes, so you were? How about how long how long

0:24:02.600 --> 0:24:05.160
<v Speaker 1>pregnant were you there? Like, would you like a month?

0:24:05.160 --> 0:24:06.280
<v Speaker 1>Two months? Three months? Well?

0:24:06.320 --> 0:24:07.679
<v Speaker 3>No, not even like a couple of weeks, like.

0:24:07.760 --> 0:24:08.320
<v Speaker 1>A couple of weeks.

0:24:08.520 --> 0:24:10.320
<v Speaker 4>And do you feel that because you were getting your

0:24:10.320 --> 0:24:13.080
<v Speaker 4>body prepared for it? That That's was one of the

0:24:13.080 --> 0:24:13.600
<v Speaker 4>reasons why.

0:24:14.480 --> 0:24:17.640
<v Speaker 3>I also did a bunch of like through the IVF process.

0:24:17.680 --> 0:24:19.280
<v Speaker 3>They were like, oh, you have fibroids. You got to

0:24:19.280 --> 0:24:21.399
<v Speaker 3>get your fibroids out. Oh okay, So I scheduled surgery

0:24:21.440 --> 0:24:23.480
<v Speaker 3>to get my fibroids out. Then then they went in

0:24:23.520 --> 0:24:25.760
<v Speaker 3>for fibroids. Did you're like, oh, you also have endometriosis,

0:24:25.800 --> 0:24:28.199
<v Speaker 3>we got to get so yeah. I found out a

0:24:28.200 --> 0:24:30.120
<v Speaker 3>lot of stuff about my body I didn't know through

0:24:30.160 --> 0:24:32.439
<v Speaker 3>the IVF process. So even though I didn't get pregnant

0:24:32.520 --> 0:24:35.199
<v Speaker 3>via IVF, I'm grateful for the process because I wouldn't

0:24:35.240 --> 0:24:37.280
<v Speaker 3>have known. I would have kept trying to get pregnant

0:24:37.280 --> 0:24:40.960
<v Speaker 3>and never got pregnant because I had fibroids and got endometriosis. Yeah,

0:24:41.080 --> 0:24:43.240
<v Speaker 3>got me all cleaned up, and then I got my

0:24:43.280 --> 0:24:45.560
<v Speaker 3>health right and then next thing, you know, it was

0:24:45.600 --> 0:24:47.920
<v Speaker 3>like the perfect recipe for me personally, and I ended

0:24:47.960 --> 0:24:51.240
<v Speaker 3>up getting pregnant and now I have a two year old.

0:24:51.359 --> 0:24:53.280
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god. So okay, thank you for that.

0:24:53.520 --> 0:24:57.240
<v Speaker 4>So a week two weeks before you're special, you get pregnant.

0:24:57.280 --> 0:25:01.280
<v Speaker 4>Your special happens in October, but then you were scheduled

0:25:01.320 --> 0:25:05.120
<v Speaker 4>to have IVF in November. So by the time November

0:25:05.160 --> 0:25:07.760
<v Speaker 4>comes around, do you I was pregnant, so you knew I.

0:25:07.720 --> 0:25:08.200
<v Speaker 1>Was gonna ask you.

0:25:08.880 --> 0:25:10.879
<v Speaker 4>Do you start going like, okay, I'm about to start IVF,

0:25:10.920 --> 0:25:11.880
<v Speaker 4>but man, I'm sleepy.

0:25:12.119 --> 0:25:16.280
<v Speaker 3>Oh it was all the things. It was my period

0:25:16.400 --> 0:25:21.440
<v Speaker 3>was late, which is never late, and I was like, hmm, yeah,

0:25:21.440 --> 0:25:27.320
<v Speaker 3>that's weird. Yeah. And then let me tell you too.

0:25:27.320 --> 0:25:33.359
<v Speaker 3>After my taping, we celebrate it, and I remember we

0:25:33.400 --> 0:25:37.920
<v Speaker 3>went to d C. I went with the Latino Group

0:25:37.960 --> 0:25:39.960
<v Speaker 3>to DC and we went to the White House and

0:25:40.000 --> 0:25:41.480
<v Speaker 3>it was a whole thing. And then they had a

0:25:41.480 --> 0:25:43.800
<v Speaker 3>big party for us and I celebrated there too. Ay,

0:25:44.480 --> 0:25:46.960
<v Speaker 3>And then after that weekend.

0:25:47.240 --> 0:25:48.359
<v Speaker 1>I'm not supposed to drink.

0:25:48.680 --> 0:25:51.480
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but you didn't know. I didn't know. I had

0:25:51.520 --> 0:25:53.480
<v Speaker 3>no clue. It was just like I was just living

0:25:53.480 --> 0:25:54.840
<v Speaker 3>my life. But then all of a sudden, I was like,

0:25:54.840 --> 0:25:58.359
<v Speaker 3>wait a minute, Periy's late, this is happening whatever. And

0:25:58.400 --> 0:26:00.639
<v Speaker 3>then so I remember the next weekend, we were on

0:26:00.680 --> 0:26:05.160
<v Speaker 3>the road and the venue got us like a bottle

0:26:05.160 --> 0:26:08.200
<v Speaker 3>of champagne and you know, sold that show. Here's some champagne.

0:26:08.240 --> 0:26:10.520
<v Speaker 3>And then in my head, I was like, maybe I

0:26:10.560 --> 0:26:15.800
<v Speaker 3>shouldn't drink this, just in case I'm pregnant. And I'm like,

0:26:15.960 --> 0:26:19.479
<v Speaker 3>I have a pregnancy test at home in my drawer,

0:26:19.680 --> 0:26:21.840
<v Speaker 3>but I'm on the road and I'm like, I'm not

0:26:21.840 --> 0:26:24.240
<v Speaker 3>gonna have a runner, go get me a pregnancy test.

0:26:24.600 --> 0:26:27.000
<v Speaker 3>It's a random venue in Cleveland, Ohio, you know what

0:26:27.040 --> 0:26:28.760
<v Speaker 3>I mean. So I'm like, I'm just gonna wait till

0:26:28.760 --> 0:26:31.359
<v Speaker 3>I get home. So they give me champagne. I just

0:26:31.359 --> 0:26:33.000
<v Speaker 3>do like a little sip, and I'm just like, let

0:26:33.040 --> 0:26:36.160
<v Speaker 3>me do just in case. And then I get home.

0:26:36.200 --> 0:26:38.280
<v Speaker 3>I have not even twenty four hours that i'm home

0:26:38.320 --> 0:26:40.520
<v Speaker 3>before I get back on a flight to leave. So

0:26:40.560 --> 0:26:42.880
<v Speaker 3>I get home, I take my pregnancy test.

0:26:42.880 --> 0:26:45.040
<v Speaker 1>So you do it with ham or my.

0:26:45.040 --> 0:26:47.760
<v Speaker 3>Husband's gone already, so our next I get home from

0:26:47.800 --> 0:26:49.960
<v Speaker 3>Cleveland and then we're going to Hawaii. I have shows

0:26:49.960 --> 0:26:52.720
<v Speaker 3>in Hawaii, but it's also gonna be like a little vacation, right,

0:26:53.040 --> 0:26:55.320
<v Speaker 3>So my husband he went ahead and I'm gonna meet

0:26:55.400 --> 0:26:58.880
<v Speaker 3>him there. So I'm by myself at home with my dog,

0:26:59.680 --> 0:27:04.000
<v Speaker 3>and I'm I'm like, that's me and you Bonzo, like

0:27:04.200 --> 0:27:06.360
<v Speaker 3>me and you son. Let's let's see if I'm pregnant.

0:27:07.119 --> 0:27:08.960
<v Speaker 3>So I did a little pregnanty this, and part of

0:27:08.960 --> 0:27:10.560
<v Speaker 3>me I'm like, there's no way.

0:27:10.720 --> 0:27:13.040
<v Speaker 1>Right, and after everything you've gone through.

0:27:13.320 --> 0:27:16.480
<v Speaker 3>There's no way. It's just I'm late, I'm stressed. The

0:27:16.560 --> 0:27:20.480
<v Speaker 3>road I say it says pregnant and I and I

0:27:20.600 --> 0:27:22.199
<v Speaker 3>videotaped the whole thing, so I was like, let me

0:27:22.280 --> 0:27:25.800
<v Speaker 3>just in case, and I videotaped myself. My heart dropped.

0:27:25.840 --> 0:27:28.720
<v Speaker 3>My it's beating so fast, and I'm like, oh my god,

0:27:28.960 --> 0:27:32.359
<v Speaker 3>I have nobody to like share. It's just me and

0:27:32.440 --> 0:27:35.840
<v Speaker 3>my dog, and I'm like, no way, no way, and

0:27:36.480 --> 0:27:38.960
<v Speaker 3>it's I can't even call my husband because he's on

0:27:39.040 --> 0:27:43.919
<v Speaker 3>a plane to Hawaii on the phone either, like I

0:27:43.920 --> 0:27:46.320
<v Speaker 3>want to see him in person, and I'm like, well,

0:27:46.320 --> 0:27:48.000
<v Speaker 3>I can't tell any of my friends before I tell

0:27:48.040 --> 0:27:51.320
<v Speaker 3>my husband, Like what do I do? I try calling

0:27:51.359 --> 0:27:53.639
<v Speaker 3>my IVF doctor and I'm like is this can this

0:27:53.680 --> 0:27:56.679
<v Speaker 3>even happen? And then she's not answering her phone. I'm like,

0:27:56.760 --> 0:28:01.040
<v Speaker 3>nobody's answering their phone that I need to. And I'm like, Okay, well,

0:28:01.080 --> 0:28:04.600
<v Speaker 3>I guess this is just between me and God. That's it.

0:28:04.680 --> 0:28:07.879
<v Speaker 3>And Bonzo Me got in Bonzo, that's it. That was

0:28:07.880 --> 0:28:11.200
<v Speaker 3>for us. And so I had a full not even

0:28:11.240 --> 0:28:13.480
<v Speaker 3>twenty four hours, like a little bit more of this

0:28:13.600 --> 0:28:17.960
<v Speaker 3>information just to me and myself. Because then when I

0:28:18.000 --> 0:28:20.240
<v Speaker 3>got to why, I had to tell my husband and

0:28:20.400 --> 0:28:25.159
<v Speaker 3>like surprising with that information and it was just yeah,

0:28:25.320 --> 0:28:28.080
<v Speaker 3>it was a wild experience. So then obviously no more IVF.

0:28:28.320 --> 0:28:33.040
<v Speaker 4>And yeah, is your husband also a comedian?

0:28:33.480 --> 0:28:37.320
<v Speaker 1>No, he's in music to music, yeah Scarlett Santana.

0:28:37.640 --> 0:28:46.080
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, which also makes it so bizarre pregnant.

0:28:46.480 --> 0:28:50.280
<v Speaker 2>He still has pretty remarkable Did you.

0:28:50.320 --> 0:28:56.920
<v Speaker 3>Not know my husband's in music? He started in Christian music, Okay, Yeah,

0:28:57.040 --> 0:29:00.520
<v Speaker 3>then he moved out of that into just you know,

0:29:00.560 --> 0:29:02.840
<v Speaker 3>regular mainstream music, and then now he does sink music

0:29:02.920 --> 0:29:05.880
<v Speaker 3>for TV shows commercials.

0:29:06.120 --> 0:29:06.760
<v Speaker 1>It's amazing.

0:29:16.520 --> 0:29:19.640
<v Speaker 2>So speaking of how special and special, Yes, it's a

0:29:19.640 --> 0:29:23.000
<v Speaker 2>perfect seguay to talk about your special. Yeah you have

0:29:23.000 --> 0:29:25.320
<v Speaker 2>a special, you shot it already, you're promoting it.

0:29:25.400 --> 0:29:27.600
<v Speaker 3>Like, well, my most reason hour was called say I

0:29:27.680 --> 0:29:30.880
<v Speaker 3>Want What's on YouTube? My first self produced, self financed

0:29:31.080 --> 0:29:34.080
<v Speaker 3>special we founded at the Rhyme and Auditorium Tennessee. Let

0:29:34.120 --> 0:29:38.960
<v Speaker 3>me tell you put it up on a YouTube. It's

0:29:39.000 --> 0:29:42.920
<v Speaker 3>been incredible. And my next special I'm gonna put on

0:29:42.960 --> 0:29:45.000
<v Speaker 3>YouTube as well. Yeah.

0:29:45.400 --> 0:29:48.520
<v Speaker 4>Like comparing that to like, you know, your your specials

0:29:48.560 --> 0:29:53.040
<v Speaker 4>on like the Commontential or Yeah, what's that been like

0:29:53.280 --> 0:29:54.520
<v Speaker 4>sort of the difference.

0:29:54.480 --> 0:30:02.840
<v Speaker 3>In regards to everything. Okay, So I get to see

0:30:02.840 --> 0:30:06.040
<v Speaker 3>all the information, know all the information, be a part

0:30:06.080 --> 0:30:09.760
<v Speaker 3>of all the information, make the decisions that I want

0:30:09.800 --> 0:30:17.160
<v Speaker 3>to make. That that's the best part. Yeah. And when

0:30:17.200 --> 0:30:20.440
<v Speaker 3>my special first went up, the amount of views I

0:30:20.520 --> 0:30:23.280
<v Speaker 3>was getting on my special was right up with the

0:30:23.320 --> 0:30:25.640
<v Speaker 3>top specials that were happening on Netflix, but I was

0:30:25.680 --> 0:30:31.120
<v Speaker 3>just happening on YouTube. And YouTube has now become the

0:30:31.160 --> 0:30:32.920
<v Speaker 3>place where, like you said that, you get to own

0:30:33.400 --> 0:30:38.160
<v Speaker 3>your own stuff and it carries weight in regards to

0:30:38.200 --> 0:30:43.080
<v Speaker 3>if you're a touring comedian. A lot of these people

0:30:43.120 --> 0:30:50.400
<v Speaker 3>are finding my special on YouTube and Facebook videos. It's

0:30:50.720 --> 0:30:52.440
<v Speaker 3>wild the amount of people that have come to my

0:30:52.560 --> 0:30:55.560
<v Speaker 3>shows after I've been touring for seventeen eighteen years now,

0:30:55.960 --> 0:30:58.400
<v Speaker 3>and I ask my audience, who hears this is your

0:30:58.440 --> 0:31:01.920
<v Speaker 3>first time at my show? And it's seventy five percent

0:31:02.000 --> 0:31:04.320
<v Speaker 3>of the people there is their first time seeing me

0:31:04.440 --> 0:31:07.560
<v Speaker 3>because they're finding my YouTube that's my special.

0:31:07.760 --> 0:31:10.240
<v Speaker 4>Has there been any cons, Like we're just talking about

0:31:10.240 --> 0:31:13.040
<v Speaker 4>all the pros and cons. Yeah, of it not being

0:31:14.080 --> 0:31:17.560
<v Speaker 4>on a Comedy Central or HBO versus like YouTube.

0:31:17.360 --> 0:31:21.080
<v Speaker 3>The con is optics.

0:31:20.960 --> 0:31:23.120
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm, which affects.

0:31:22.760 --> 0:31:29.000
<v Speaker 3>It how which affects in industry because YouTube is not

0:31:29.720 --> 0:31:36.320
<v Speaker 3>respected in the way Netflix is, right, So it's the optics.

0:31:35.760 --> 0:31:36.200
<v Speaker 1>Of it all.

0:31:36.440 --> 0:31:39.640
<v Speaker 3>So there's so many times fans will be like, oh,

0:31:39.680 --> 0:31:42.400
<v Speaker 3>I saw I saw your Netflix special, but they're not

0:31:42.400 --> 0:31:44.880
<v Speaker 3>talking about Netflix. They're talking about my when that's on YouTube.

0:31:44.880 --> 0:31:49.600
<v Speaker 3>But now Netflix just goes with comedy special, so they said, oh,

0:31:49.680 --> 0:31:53.040
<v Speaker 3>what are you doing your nets Netflix special? Because Netflix is.

0:31:52.960 --> 0:31:56.920
<v Speaker 1>So known for standards such a major category.

0:31:56.600 --> 0:32:02.960
<v Speaker 3>Exactly, so people just assume, oh, Netflix is the place,

0:32:03.040 --> 0:32:05.480
<v Speaker 3>like that is the peak if you can get a

0:32:05.480 --> 0:32:09.360
<v Speaker 3>Netflix special, you got street cred, You've made it.

0:32:09.360 --> 0:32:10.680
<v Speaker 1>It's like that it used to becoming.

0:32:11.600 --> 0:32:15.960
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, so how does the optics affect you though.

0:32:16.560 --> 0:32:20.440
<v Speaker 3>Well, I would guess in storytelling within industry, like it's

0:32:20.480 --> 0:32:24.320
<v Speaker 3>still like the yes and nohers at the top that

0:32:24.720 --> 0:32:29.160
<v Speaker 3>Netflix still plays a really big role in things, whereas

0:32:29.400 --> 0:32:32.000
<v Speaker 3>I can show you my YouTube numbers.

0:32:33.600 --> 0:32:35.880
<v Speaker 4>But oh, you mean if you mean, if you're trying

0:32:35.880 --> 0:32:36.680
<v Speaker 4>to ascend to.

0:32:36.760 --> 0:32:40.760
<v Speaker 3>Like sure, getting booked for something, getting my show sold,

0:32:41.520 --> 0:32:48.000
<v Speaker 3>like it's a really it'll be eventually it will mean

0:32:48.080 --> 0:32:52.600
<v Speaker 3>the same thing that Netflix means. But right now it's

0:32:52.680 --> 0:32:55.680
<v Speaker 3>still like, oh, I'm on I'm on CBS or I'm

0:32:55.720 --> 0:32:59.080
<v Speaker 3>on Fox or I'm on Netflix. It still says something

0:32:59.120 --> 0:33:01.080
<v Speaker 3>different than oh, I'm on YouTube. Well, anyway, it can

0:33:01.120 --> 0:33:04.280
<v Speaker 3>be on YouTube right right now? Has that not quite?

0:33:04.280 --> 0:33:08.720
<v Speaker 2>Because YouTube is doing some really disruptive programming. Yeah, programming

0:33:08.760 --> 0:33:12.800
<v Speaker 2>around here's programming around networks, and you know, it's most

0:33:12.800 --> 0:33:15.320
<v Speaker 2>of the world who can't access or can't pay for

0:33:15.320 --> 0:33:19.400
<v Speaker 2>a subscription, and it's finding amazing content, original content actually

0:33:19.400 --> 0:33:22.400
<v Speaker 2>there and they're being elevated on like single camera level,

0:33:22.520 --> 0:33:23.840
<v Speaker 2>like it's it's actually.

0:33:23.480 --> 0:33:27.120
<v Speaker 3>Really cool people watch YouTube more than Netflix. Like Netflix

0:33:27.160 --> 0:33:29.360
<v Speaker 3>is the number one streaming excuse me, YouTube is the

0:33:29.440 --> 0:33:37.080
<v Speaker 3>number one streaming platform and it's YouTube and Google is

0:33:37.240 --> 0:33:42.040
<v Speaker 3>where people look for information. They look for their shows.

0:33:42.080 --> 0:33:44.360
<v Speaker 3>Most people are watching their shows on their phone, so

0:33:44.520 --> 0:33:49.440
<v Speaker 3>YouTube is really where people are spending their time. But

0:33:49.760 --> 0:33:52.840
<v Speaker 3>it's the same thing as if you got your show

0:33:53.160 --> 0:33:58.880
<v Speaker 3>on Fox, on NBC, CBS. It has a prestige, it

0:33:58.880 --> 0:34:03.040
<v Speaker 3>has some street cred to it. Even if it's subconscious,

0:34:03.360 --> 0:34:07.480
<v Speaker 3>it still has something with all these yes and know

0:34:07.560 --> 0:34:10.520
<v Speaker 3>whers at the top something I feel.

0:34:10.320 --> 0:34:12.759
<v Speaker 2>Like you're doing what you did with Verizon and what

0:34:12.800 --> 0:34:15.760
<v Speaker 2>you did with you know, YouTube at the beginning, coming

0:34:15.800 --> 0:34:18.200
<v Speaker 2>back full circle to fundamentals, you know, you're going to

0:34:18.280 --> 0:34:21.960
<v Speaker 2>be available to and also think about an international markets.

0:34:22.000 --> 0:34:24.640
<v Speaker 2>If you're not distributed, if any if like you know,

0:34:24.680 --> 0:34:26.400
<v Speaker 2>you're not in Netflix UK.

0:34:26.920 --> 0:34:29.080
<v Speaker 1>Then no one's going to see you're specially in Netflix UK,

0:34:29.280 --> 0:34:29.560
<v Speaker 1>right like.

0:34:29.640 --> 0:34:32.480
<v Speaker 2>That, you know, very there's a certain amount of programs

0:34:32.480 --> 0:34:35.480
<v Speaker 2>that actually are unlocked for a global platform. You know,

0:34:35.560 --> 0:34:38.240
<v Speaker 2>some things are regional, you know, so I think YouTube

0:34:38.320 --> 0:34:40.160
<v Speaker 2>is one of those where you're like if if you're

0:34:40.280 --> 0:34:42.640
<v Speaker 2>somewhere in India, you're like I can find you, you know,

0:34:42.680 --> 0:34:45.040
<v Speaker 2>on YouTube, which I think is very very disruptive and

0:34:45.080 --> 0:34:50.680
<v Speaker 2>really really cool. And besides your specials and being that

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<v Speaker 2>forward thinking, you launch a podcast as well. Yes, with

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<v Speaker 2>fungula right, what what prompt you for for a podcast?

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<v Speaker 1>If you weren't doing ready?

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, how can I stay home more? How

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<v Speaker 3>can I be with my family, be with my daughter?

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<v Speaker 3>Touring is great, but I have to leave. How can

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<v Speaker 3>I be home? And I love having great conversations. So

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<v Speaker 3>my podcast is about gratitude. And gratitude is one of

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<v Speaker 3>the main tools that I use in my mental health

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<v Speaker 3>journey with anxiety, with whatever it is that I'm struggling

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<v Speaker 3>with or dealing with. Gratitude has always been the easiest

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<v Speaker 3>tool to use. It's free, and it's right there, it's

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<v Speaker 3>right in your pocket. You just you. You elevate your

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<v Speaker 3>vibration with gratitude. You change your perspective with gratitude. So

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<v Speaker 3>I practice gratitude in my life life. And I said,

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<v Speaker 3>let me have these great conversations with my guests about

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<v Speaker 3>what are they grateful for in their life, whether it

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<v Speaker 3>be a mentor they had when they were in third grade,

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<v Speaker 3>whether it be they found twenty dollars in their pocket

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<v Speaker 3>on the way here, like whatever it is is. Sometimes

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<v Speaker 3>it's super simple, and sometimes it's super deep and an

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<v Speaker 3>opportunity for maybe if you don't practice gratitude regularly, to

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<v Speaker 3>reflect and think about those moments in your life that

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<v Speaker 3>you are super grateful for. Because I helped you get

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<v Speaker 3>to hear and woo, and I've been able to have

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<v Speaker 3>some really cool conversations with people all centered in gratitude.

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<v Speaker 3>And we also do our matitude. We do our one maratitude,

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<v Speaker 3>and that's what's the thing that's making you mad these days,

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<v Speaker 3>like getting on your nerves. And even that could be

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<v Speaker 3>something so simple as my husband choose too loud.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>He tooos so loud. I can't even handle it. And

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<v Speaker 3>then sometimes it's very deep stuff about their family, my

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<v Speaker 3>relationship with my dad. It's not great and I wish

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<v Speaker 3>it was better. And so it's just a really fun

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<v Speaker 3>experience to have deep, meaningful conversations with people, enlightening conversations

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<v Speaker 3>and we laugh so much and then we cry, and

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<v Speaker 3>it's just such a journey that I get to go

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<v Speaker 3>on with people, learn about different people's lives. It's so

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<v Speaker 3>fun that I get to do that.

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<v Speaker 2>No, And also you can see so much of what

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<v Speaker 2>you're working through in other people and through other people

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<v Speaker 2>and their experiences, and sometimes the secret sauce is in

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<v Speaker 2>other people's stories.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, you.

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<v Speaker 1>Can really walk away with those little diamonds that you're like,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh man, I really needed that.

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<v Speaker 2>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>We find here all the time.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, we have some really interesting conversations that kind

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<v Speaker 2>of realign perspective, realign priorities, you know, and most importantly,

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<v Speaker 2>kind of realize the stillness of we should be present

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<v Speaker 2>right now.

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<v Speaker 3>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>It's so hard to not think about what am I

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<v Speaker 1>doing tomorrow?

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<v Speaker 2>You know, but but the stillness of the of the

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<v Speaker 2>world now, I think is the is It's really really great.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so grateful that you came to share with us today.

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<v Speaker 2>I know how busy you stay, and I know how

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<v Speaker 2>much you're on the road all the time, and and

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<v Speaker 2>to be able to share with your fans and our

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<v Speaker 2>listeners and everybody on the show, you know, just kind

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<v Speaker 2>of your perspective and your beginning is make you make

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<v Speaker 2>you appreciate how iconic it is where you are right now.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you know, it's just really good to reflect.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, because we we never look back right, like

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<v Speaker 2>you know, when you're grinding, you're like, you know, five

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<v Speaker 2>years ahead, five years yeah, So it's beautiful to look

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<v Speaker 2>back and to see you relieve those memories.

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<v Speaker 1>It's very special.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you, Thank you for share these with you.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you for thank you for being our guest.

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<v Speaker 3>Appreciate you, my pleasure.

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<v Speaker 2>This is Freddie Roger and I'm Wilmer Valdama. Thank you

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<v Speaker 2>for being here on Those Amigos. If you're watching us,

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<v Speaker 2>what's up if you're listening to us, also what's up?

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<v Speaker 1>And this was Angela Johnson Rayes. Thank you so much

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<v Speaker 1>for being with us.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you, Thank you.

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<v Speaker 4>Dose Amigos is a production from WV Sound and iHeartMedia's

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<v Speaker 4>Michael through That Podcast Network, hosted by Me, Freddie Rodriguez

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<v Speaker 4>and Wilmri Valdorama.

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<v Speaker 2>Those Amigos is produced by Aaron Burlson and Sophie Spencer Zabos.

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<v Speaker 4>Our executive producers are Wilmri Valdorama, Freddie Rodriguez, Aaron Burlson,

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<v Speaker 4>and Leo Klem at WV Sound.

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<v Speaker 2>This episode was shot and edited it by Ryan Posts

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<v Speaker 2>and mixed by Sean Tracy and features original music by

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<v Speaker 2>Madison Devenport and Helo boy Our.

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<v Speaker 4>Cover art photography is by David Avalos and designed by

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<v Speaker 4>Deny holtz.

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<v Speaker 2>Claw And thank you for being there third amigo today.

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<v Speaker 2>I appreciate you guys always listening to those amigos.

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<v Speaker 1>Is youre next week?

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<v Speaker 4>Mm hmm