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Speaker 1: you're if the person you're sending that to then internalizes

425
00:24:18,400 --> 00:24:20,280
Speaker 1: it about being about them, you need to know that

426
00:24:20,280 --> 00:24:23,720
Speaker 1: that's like not about you. It was just a moment

427
00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:26,560
Speaker 1: where I was sorry to cut you off. No, I

428
00:24:26,600 --> 00:24:29,720
Speaker 1: just mean that I think it's very healthy and important

429
00:24:29,760 --> 00:24:32,719
Speaker 1: that all of us like advocate for our needs in

430
00:24:32,760 --> 00:24:35,760
Speaker 1: this life. And you needed to have solo time. You

431
00:24:35,800 --> 00:24:38,879
Speaker 1: need to take care of yourself and that's it, you know.

432
00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:42,120
Speaker 1: And I'm on this like care kick right now where

433
00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:45,200
Speaker 1: I'm just in terms of thinking about it, I'm like, oh, wow,

434
00:24:45,240 --> 00:24:47,159
Speaker 1: this is something that I maybe have taken for granted

435
00:24:47,200 --> 00:24:50,240
Speaker 1: for a little bit that like people put care into

436
00:24:50,359 --> 00:24:52,480
Speaker 1: like how they talk to me, or I should put

437
00:24:52,520 --> 00:24:55,040
Speaker 1: in care about and how I talk to people. But

438
00:24:55,119 --> 00:24:57,479
Speaker 1: like it really was you want to know where this

439
00:24:57,520 --> 00:25:01,600
Speaker 1: is coming from. I was like, I want to see Greta,

440
00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:02,959
Speaker 1: to hang out with her and have fun with her

441
00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:05,800
Speaker 1: and and and be you know, cute and chatty, but

442
00:25:05,840 --> 00:25:07,800
Speaker 1: also I want to like put in care for her

443
00:25:07,800 --> 00:25:09,679
Speaker 1: because she always puts it in care for me. You know,

444
00:25:09,800 --> 00:25:12,680
Speaker 1: Like that's where it's coming from. That sounds that sounds

445
00:25:12,720 --> 00:25:17,600
Speaker 1: so like soft and whatever, but that's yeah, it doesn't.

446
00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:20,800
Speaker 1: I also think like it's it's a weird pressure, and

447
00:25:20,800 --> 00:25:23,360
Speaker 1: I think everyone could relate to this, like a pressure

448
00:25:23,440 --> 00:25:28,120
Speaker 1: to resocialize and on top of being busy now that

449
00:25:28,160 --> 00:25:31,280
Speaker 1: you know the pandemic is like you know, it feels

450
00:25:31,320 --> 00:25:33,919
Speaker 1: like it's at a place where it's manageable to go

451
00:25:33,960 --> 00:25:37,120
Speaker 1: out and be social and be busy. That it's this

452
00:25:37,320 --> 00:25:40,120
Speaker 1: pressure we put on ourselves. I think definitely in our

453
00:25:40,119 --> 00:25:42,880
Speaker 1: generation because we are like a generation still of like

454
00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:46,320
Speaker 1: intense fomo because of what goes on online and knowing

455
00:25:46,359 --> 00:25:48,240
Speaker 1: that we've all had to sit around and do nothing

456
00:25:48,600 --> 00:25:53,200
Speaker 1: for so many years now, um that it feels like

457
00:25:53,280 --> 00:25:56,840
Speaker 1: we put a disappointment on ourselves if we feel like

458
00:25:56,880 --> 00:26:01,280
Speaker 1: we haven't um done something correct like socially or like

459
00:26:01,359 --> 00:26:03,440
Speaker 1: done the right thing by a friend when they've reached

460
00:26:03,440 --> 00:26:06,919
Speaker 1: out because they might need um like you know, social

461
00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:10,240
Speaker 1: interaction or whatever. And it feels like I anyway can

462
00:26:10,240 --> 00:26:14,040
Speaker 1: speak for myself. I've never like had to work to

463
00:26:14,119 --> 00:26:17,480
Speaker 1: cut myself a break so much then like this year. Like,

464
00:26:17,640 --> 00:26:20,640
Speaker 1: but it also feels really good when you start doing that,

465
00:26:20,680 --> 00:26:24,760
Speaker 1: like when you see like someone's texted you instead of

466
00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:27,400
Speaker 1: just like not getting back to them. And because you're

467
00:26:27,440 --> 00:26:31,280
Speaker 1: like getting stressed out about like you know, um, how

468
00:26:31,320 --> 00:26:33,560
Speaker 1: you're gonna answer that question, or you don't really feel

469
00:26:33,560 --> 00:26:36,520
Speaker 1: like socially interacting or you need me time, you know

470
00:26:36,560 --> 00:26:38,560
Speaker 1: what I mean, I always a stressed out about that.

471
00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:40,960
Speaker 1: Now it feels so much better to just be honest

472
00:26:41,000 --> 00:26:43,280
Speaker 1: and be like, hey, I'm actually not up for it,

473
00:26:43,520 --> 00:26:45,760
Speaker 1: and that's period, and that's all you have to say.

474
00:26:45,920 --> 00:26:49,080
Speaker 1: And it's it's freeing to somehow sometimes like just say

475
00:26:49,080 --> 00:26:51,560
Speaker 1: the truth and vocalize what it is, which is like

476
00:26:51,720 --> 00:26:55,240
Speaker 1: I actually need to be alone for a little while,

477
00:26:55,440 --> 00:27:00,280
Speaker 1: you know, I think that. I mean this morning, I

478
00:27:00,320 --> 00:27:03,120
Speaker 1: woke up, I'm in New York, and I woke up

479
00:27:03,119 --> 00:27:06,800
Speaker 1: here and I was like, I really need to be alone.

480
00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:10,240
Speaker 1: I was like, I need to have this day. I like,

481
00:27:10,440 --> 00:27:15,119
Speaker 1: had such a lovely day, went to the Met, had

482
00:27:15,280 --> 00:27:17,679
Speaker 1: when I had got coffee, got breakfast, went up to

483
00:27:17,680 --> 00:27:20,160
Speaker 1: the mat, was in the met for hours, love walk

484
00:27:20,200 --> 00:27:22,760
Speaker 1: all the way through Central Park. I bought myself a

485
00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:26,359
Speaker 1: new pair of shoes. I lived my whole life today.

486
00:27:27,160 --> 00:27:30,040
Speaker 1: And I was like, I really just need to be alone,

487
00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:33,639
Speaker 1: and like I need to be in a place where

488
00:27:33,760 --> 00:27:41,160
Speaker 1: I remember who I am, because sometimes when I'm feeling

489
00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:45,600
Speaker 1: over extended with friends, or feeling over extended with work,

490
00:27:45,840 --> 00:27:48,560
Speaker 1: or feeling over extended in all these ways, even with

491
00:27:48,640 --> 00:27:54,120
Speaker 1: like social media, like I am very quick to suddenly

492
00:27:54,160 --> 00:27:57,399
Speaker 1: feel like who am I? Like, I feel like I

493
00:27:57,520 --> 00:28:01,320
Speaker 1: feel well, you know, It's like all of your thoughts.

494
00:28:01,320 --> 00:28:05,360
Speaker 1: It's like are these my thoughts? Are they Matt thoughts?

495
00:28:05,480 --> 00:28:08,760
Speaker 1: Are they Abe thoughts? Are they? Whose thoughts are these?

496
00:28:09,119 --> 00:28:12,720
Speaker 1: And like I look at Instagram and I'm like, what

497
00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:15,240
Speaker 1: the funk am I looking at? Like do I have

498
00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:19,199
Speaker 1: any funny ideas? Like too high? Think of anything? And

499
00:28:19,240 --> 00:28:21,960
Speaker 1: then I'm like and then I just I'm like, God,

500
00:28:22,040 --> 00:28:24,960
Speaker 1: like I need to be alone, and I need to

501
00:28:25,080 --> 00:28:29,240
Speaker 1: be like away from I need to be away from

502
00:28:29,320 --> 00:28:33,679
Speaker 1: culture in that sense, to reimmerse myself in culture in

503
00:28:33,720 --> 00:28:38,000
Speaker 1: the broader sense, to be like oh my god, yeah,

504
00:28:38,080 --> 00:28:41,280
Speaker 1: to zoom out, and to be like suck. Like this morning,

505
00:28:41,320 --> 00:28:44,160
Speaker 1: I was at breakfast and I was eavesdropping on this couple.

506
00:28:44,280 --> 00:28:48,600
Speaker 1: They were gamers, they were day drinking, they were having

507
00:28:48,640 --> 00:28:52,080
Speaker 1: a wild conversation. The one girl felt bad that Ariana

508
00:28:52,080 --> 00:28:56,080
Speaker 1: Grande really sweetener a month before breaking up with Pete Davidson.

509
00:28:56,160 --> 00:28:58,080
Speaker 1: I mean, I was just like fully immersed in this,

510
00:28:58,200 --> 00:29:01,280
Speaker 1: like conversation meant nothing to me, but I was like,

511
00:29:01,400 --> 00:29:05,720
Speaker 1: this is fucking heaven. I'm eating well done bacon, yeah,

512
00:29:07,520 --> 00:29:20,040
Speaker 1: in having myself a goddamn coffee, Yes, I must have.

513
00:29:20,440 --> 00:29:23,560
Speaker 1: And I was like, I'm going to enjoy this, then

514
00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:27,720
Speaker 1: give up the train. Listen to my emotional edit James Radio, Okay,

515
00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:36,800
Speaker 1: yes to jazz to me, Wow, I'm gonna enjoy my life.

516
00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:41,560
Speaker 1: Are you guys good eavesdroppers? Excellent? I'm not great. It

517
00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:44,680
Speaker 1: really has to be like very It has to cut

518
00:29:44,720 --> 00:29:46,760
Speaker 1: through a lot for me to like pick up on

519
00:29:46,800 --> 00:29:48,360
Speaker 1: it and be like, what the funk are these people

520
00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:51,040
Speaker 1: talking about? Yeah? Yeah, when I want to be, I am,

521
00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:52,840
Speaker 1: but Granda, that doesn't surprise me at all that you're

522
00:29:52,840 --> 00:29:56,080
Speaker 1: a good eavesdrop. Like my childhood, My like all my

523
00:29:56,200 --> 00:30:00,160
Speaker 1: childhood was me just like listening and me like pretend

524
00:30:00,320 --> 00:30:06,360
Speaker 1: to be in conversation with someone fully listening to. Yeah,

525
00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:09,240
Speaker 1: like when I tell you the amount of like boyfriends

526
00:30:09,240 --> 00:30:10,960
Speaker 1: and dates that have gone on where it's really know

527
00:30:11,080 --> 00:30:13,680
Speaker 1: nothing about them because every single time I was just

528
00:30:13,800 --> 00:30:18,560
Speaker 1: like in another world. Now, thank God with me. But

529
00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:20,360
Speaker 1: I'll be like I'll be talking to me and I'll

530
00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:22,320
Speaker 1: be like sitting there like this, and I'm like, are

531
00:30:22,360 --> 00:30:24,880
Speaker 1: you hearing me? And I'm like, I was listening to

532
00:30:24,880 --> 00:30:30,680
Speaker 1: the conversation that was happening next to us, Like I'm sorry, honey,

533
00:30:30,680 --> 00:30:33,000
Speaker 1: if you're having a conversation and earshot at me and

534
00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:37,120
Speaker 1: it's about anything good. I mean anything good. There's a

535
00:30:37,160 --> 00:30:39,520
Speaker 1: lot of things that are good. In my mind. There's

536
00:30:39,520 --> 00:30:41,360
Speaker 1: a lot of points of interest. Oh my god, so

537
00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:45,840
Speaker 1: many points of interest. I'm listening. I'm I I envy

538
00:30:45,880 --> 00:30:50,600
Speaker 1: that because it what a fun little skill. It's it's

539
00:30:50,760 --> 00:30:57,640
Speaker 1: fun and it's also hell because like I cannot help myself.

540
00:30:57,680 --> 00:31:02,400
Speaker 1: Like if I hear someone on a phone call talking,

541
00:31:02,480 --> 00:31:04,520
Speaker 1: I mean, it's it's bad. Like I literally I am

542
00:31:04,560 --> 00:31:07,239
Speaker 1: like a dog. I like hearing like a whistle, Like

543
00:31:07,280 --> 00:31:10,080
Speaker 1: the second I hear someone on like I think being

544
00:31:10,120 --> 00:31:12,440
Speaker 1: like and my husband said to me, I'm like, what

545
00:31:12,560 --> 00:31:17,040
Speaker 1: did he say? Girl? Well, this bit, this bitch, I say,

546
00:31:17,080 --> 00:31:23,880
Speaker 1: she's not a bit, she's the gamer. The gamer was

547
00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:27,000
Speaker 1: talking about how she wants to get her booster shot

548
00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:30,560
Speaker 1: and all this stuff, and then they were like talking

549
00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:35,480
Speaker 1: about weird conspiracy is about like that is worth that's

550
00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:38,200
Speaker 1: worth hearing. I actually I at that point I tune out,

551
00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:41,080
Speaker 1: but keep going. Well, I so badly wanted to tune

552
00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:44,120
Speaker 1: way the fucking I don't wanted to turn them like,

553
00:31:44,960 --> 00:31:49,760
Speaker 1: I'm like I have Lucus and about the booster head

554
00:31:49,760 --> 00:31:53,800
Speaker 1: ain't growing out of my fucking crack, bitch, because isn't it?

555
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:56,200
Speaker 1: Isn't it the worst where you hear someone say something

556
00:31:56,320 --> 00:32:01,320
Speaker 1: that you know objectively is me the kind of person

557
00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:04,480
Speaker 1: that I used to be? I think, like who couldn't

558
00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:06,480
Speaker 1: help themselves? Now I think I'm a little bit better,

559
00:32:06,600 --> 00:32:10,080
Speaker 1: but I would be like, actually, it's like I'm not horrible,

560
00:32:10,200 --> 00:32:14,600
Speaker 1: like actually that that that person full coward? Now? I

561
00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:16,800
Speaker 1: mean I did did I talk about this already, Like

562
00:32:16,880 --> 00:32:19,719
Speaker 1: I was, I was like doing some event and then

563
00:32:19,760 --> 00:32:22,280
Speaker 1: I had to be in the trailer with like the driver.

564
00:32:22,480 --> 00:32:23,880
Speaker 1: It was just a bus. It was a bus more

565
00:32:23,880 --> 00:32:26,040
Speaker 1: than a trailer. And then he was like and this

566
00:32:26,120 --> 00:32:30,280
Speaker 1: was back in this was July, and he goes to me, okay,

567
00:32:30,280 --> 00:32:32,400
Speaker 1: so are you thinking about getting the shot. I was like,

568
00:32:33,840 --> 00:32:37,960
Speaker 1: uh yeah, I got it back in Marred and then

569
00:32:37,960 --> 00:32:40,160
Speaker 1: he was like, okay, good for you. And I was like,

570
00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:43,480
Speaker 1: what about you? And he was like, you know, I'm

571
00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:47,320
Speaker 1: thinking about fires and Maderna, but I'm not doing Johnson

572
00:32:47,320 --> 00:32:49,240
Speaker 1: and Johnson because you know, they put cancer in that

573
00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:51,920
Speaker 1: one was like and I didn't have it in. It

574
00:32:51,960 --> 00:32:54,720
Speaker 1: was just so shocking that I was like, oh I

575
00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:57,400
Speaker 1: I I said something to the effective. I don't think

576
00:32:57,440 --> 00:33:01,160
Speaker 1: that's true. But I didn't want to like confront you know. Okay,

577
00:33:01,160 --> 00:33:03,520
Speaker 1: But by the way, when you're in those situations, it

578
00:33:03,600 --> 00:33:06,600
Speaker 1: is really hard to get It's hard the person was

579
00:33:06,640 --> 00:33:13,080
Speaker 1: also driving a car and driving your bus slash trailer

580
00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:21,360
Speaker 1: brailer and when you are like fully just locked in

581
00:33:21,400 --> 00:33:25,600
Speaker 1: a conversation with that person's hole, so fu hard. That's

582
00:33:25,680 --> 00:33:27,720
Speaker 1: very hard because what else are you gonna do? We

583
00:33:27,760 --> 00:33:30,720
Speaker 1: don't hate them, you know, you don't want them to

584
00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:34,640
Speaker 1: feel dumb or bad. You want to genuinely have a

585
00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:38,120
Speaker 1: productive conversation with us. I feel like this is this

586
00:33:38,200 --> 00:33:40,800
Speaker 1: is the same way I feel about like calling out

587
00:33:41,160 --> 00:33:43,960
Speaker 1: racists or home of It's like they are racists and

588
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:45,920
Speaker 1: homo hopes you can hurt you, and there are racists

589
00:33:45,920 --> 00:33:48,360
Speaker 1: and homo folks who can't, and like and at the

590
00:33:48,440 --> 00:33:49,560
Speaker 1: end of the day, like what was I gonna do?

591
00:33:49,640 --> 00:33:54,000
Speaker 1: Be like, you're fucking stupid idiot, Like I know, like

592
00:33:54,040 --> 00:33:55,920
Speaker 1: there's nothing, like I'm not going to see this person

593
00:33:55,960 --> 00:33:57,840
Speaker 1: ever again, And I don't think I have it in

594
00:33:57,880 --> 00:34:00,640
Speaker 1: me to like convince him that they don't put cancer

595
00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:04,360
Speaker 1: in the vaccine. You know, it's even harder though sometimes

596
00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:06,280
Speaker 1: like that's a stranger and you can tap out, like

597
00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:11,919
Speaker 1: when I recently this is this is rough, like because

598
00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:13,920
Speaker 1: I'm not super close with a lot of my extensive

599
00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:16,800
Speaker 1: family anymore, I actually have never really engaged them on

600
00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:20,640
Speaker 1: anything that we disagree about, like socially, and I certainly

601
00:34:20,680 --> 00:34:23,719
Speaker 1: haven't spoken to a lot of people during the pandemic.

602
00:34:23,800 --> 00:34:26,160
Speaker 1: But now with the vaccine, I actually found myself in

603
00:34:26,239 --> 00:34:30,040
Speaker 1: a conversation with a relative, not anyone in my immediate family,

604
00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:33,480
Speaker 1: but who I disagree with about the vaccine, and it

605
00:34:33,520 --> 00:34:37,120
Speaker 1: was just it's actually so much harder than you think

606
00:34:37,160 --> 00:34:39,239
Speaker 1: it's going to be because it ends up being a

607
00:34:39,320 --> 00:34:42,879
Speaker 1: very emotional conversation because it's about so much more than

608
00:34:43,000 --> 00:34:48,719
Speaker 1: just that. It's about like fundamentally disagreeing as people and

609
00:34:48,840 --> 00:34:53,440
Speaker 1: the most basic facts. And that makes you not recognize

610
00:34:53,480 --> 00:34:55,759
Speaker 1: the person, you know what I mean, Like like when

611
00:34:55,760 --> 00:34:57,960
Speaker 1: it's when it's someone that you just kind of casually

612
00:34:58,000 --> 00:35:00,520
Speaker 1: have to have that interaction with, like it is what

613
00:35:00,560 --> 00:35:03,040
Speaker 1: you're saying, like this person can either not hurt me

614
00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:05,440
Speaker 1: or whatever, like I I can choose to engage or

615
00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:08,000
Speaker 1: not engage. But then it's like you get to this

616
00:35:08,040 --> 00:35:10,759
Speaker 1: weird place where you're like, I know this person is

617
00:35:10,800 --> 00:35:14,359
Speaker 1: not trying to hurt me or themselves. I've known this

618
00:35:14,400 --> 00:35:17,719
Speaker 1: person their entire life, but fundamentally, on something like this,

619
00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:19,520
Speaker 1: we just miss each other. And then it makes you

620
00:35:19,520 --> 00:35:22,319
Speaker 1: feel kind of crazy, when did that happen? How did

621
00:35:22,360 --> 00:35:24,799
Speaker 1: that happen? How are you as passionate about this as

622
00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:27,279
Speaker 1: I am? And you imagine that it has to come

623
00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:32,000
Speaker 1: down to information, but it's scary when that's false information,

624
00:35:32,200 --> 00:35:35,480
Speaker 1: And then it's weird. It's it's just it's tough when

625
00:35:35,480 --> 00:35:40,399
Speaker 1: that information shapes your reality and like their reality. That's

626
00:35:40,400 --> 00:35:42,760
Speaker 1: when it And then that's why it's emotional, is because

627
00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:44,799
Speaker 1: you're like, oh, we don't live that, we're not in

628
00:35:44,840 --> 00:35:49,480
Speaker 1: the same world. It's crazy. Yeah, I can feel like that.

629
00:35:50,239 --> 00:35:54,840
Speaker 1: Oh my god, are we being so bummering right now? No,

630
00:35:55,040 --> 00:35:57,360
Speaker 1: it's true, by the way, it's true. This is something

631
00:35:57,400 --> 00:36:02,160
Speaker 1: that like everyone deals with, Like I have, like Matt,

632
00:36:02,280 --> 00:36:05,000
Speaker 1: like not members of my family that are my immediate family,

633
00:36:05,080 --> 00:36:07,400
Speaker 1: but in my family not necessarily as it pertains to

634
00:36:07,400 --> 00:36:10,560
Speaker 1: the vaccine as a couple of people that are huge

635
00:36:10,600 --> 00:36:14,920
Speaker 1: pro lifers, and I for a very long time, whenever

636
00:36:14,960 --> 00:36:19,120
Speaker 1: I'm around these said relatives of mine, I'm kind of like, wow,

637
00:36:19,320 --> 00:36:25,480
Speaker 1: single issue pro life voters. Yeah, so like that to me,

638
00:36:25,560 --> 00:36:31,480
Speaker 1: I'm just and they're women. By the way, Um, it's

639
00:36:31,520 --> 00:36:37,759
Speaker 1: probably like you know, tangentially Catholic, but it comes down

640
00:36:37,800 --> 00:36:42,279
Speaker 1: to being. It also comes down to a been so

641
00:36:42,360 --> 00:36:48,600
Speaker 1: much the catholique. It comes down to like fear and

642
00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:52,719
Speaker 1: probably something that happened in their life that I don't

643
00:36:52,719 --> 00:36:56,200
Speaker 1: know about. And you know, it's just like the onion

644
00:36:56,480 --> 00:36:59,040
Speaker 1: can just keep on peeling and peeling and peeling and

645
00:36:59,080 --> 00:37:03,280
Speaker 1: peeling and peeling. But when I was like, I remember

646
00:37:03,320 --> 00:37:04,920
Speaker 1: when I was like in high school, I was like,

647
00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:10,839
Speaker 1: and then get out of talking, don you know, like

648
00:37:11,200 --> 00:37:14,759
Speaker 1: stumping in my little duck Martin's. And then it's like

649
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:18,480
Speaker 1: you're actually confronted with being hit on with the relative.

650
00:37:18,680 --> 00:37:22,839
Speaker 1: Immediately I'm like, and it's so nice to see you, Like,

651
00:37:23,560 --> 00:37:29,720
Speaker 1: I'm like, wow, you're banana cake is amazing. Immediately it's hard.

652
00:37:29,880 --> 00:37:31,680
Speaker 1: It's it's hard. I mean, it got so bad that

653
00:37:31,719 --> 00:37:34,319
Speaker 1: actually I ended up saying, I think you're I think

654
00:37:34,480 --> 00:37:36,880
Speaker 1: what you think is ridiculous and left the room. I

655
00:37:36,880 --> 00:37:39,239
Speaker 1: actually had to leave the room and then come back,

656
00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:41,800
Speaker 1: and I did end up apologizing, which is weird because

657
00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:45,760
Speaker 1: I at no point think that I said anything unreasonable.

658
00:37:46,000 --> 00:37:49,640
Speaker 1: But when the other person gets so upset, you know,

659
00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:52,720
Speaker 1: you know in your heart that they're not a bad person,

660
00:37:53,160 --> 00:37:56,719
Speaker 1: it's confusing. You have to separate, step away, and I

661
00:37:56,760 --> 00:38:00,319
Speaker 1: don't know, I think that's a part of disagreement that

662
00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:03,440
Speaker 1: we don't think about. Is it's like, I do think

663
00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:06,840
Speaker 1: the conversation got better after I stepped away, apologize for

664
00:38:07,000 --> 00:38:09,600
Speaker 1: making this person feel a certain way, and then we

665
00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:12,480
Speaker 1: were able to really talk about what was going on.

666
00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:14,759
Speaker 1: Because I also feel like most of the time, in

667
00:38:14,800 --> 00:38:18,520
Speaker 1: disagreements with people close to you, stopping and asking why

668
00:38:18,680 --> 00:38:22,000
Speaker 1: is it that you are really upset is actually something

669
00:38:22,040 --> 00:38:25,440
Speaker 1: that people forget to do, like why are what is

670
00:38:25,480 --> 00:38:29,560
Speaker 1: making you upset? Right, I would just like to clarify

671
00:38:29,840 --> 00:38:34,400
Speaker 1: I do not cower to these relatives, especially when it happened,

672
00:38:34,760 --> 00:38:37,400
Speaker 1: but especially I don't want anybody to think that in

673
00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:42,640
Speaker 1: the election or even election anyway, was like, you know,

674
00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:45,800
Speaker 1: not having these serious conversations that we should be having.

675
00:38:45,920 --> 00:38:48,520
Speaker 1: But I think that when you're a teenager, especially like

676
00:38:48,680 --> 00:38:51,640
Speaker 1: I for example, as a teenager felt very self righteous,

677
00:38:51,680 --> 00:38:56,240
Speaker 1: I felt very strong, and I felt very like I

678
00:38:56,280 --> 00:39:01,200
Speaker 1: can't fucking talk to anyone, and then likebviously, when you're sixteen,

679
00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:03,640
Speaker 1: that's not true. I think that it actually is kind

680
00:39:03,640 --> 00:39:06,040
Speaker 1: of scary to confront an elder in many ways, but

681
00:39:06,120 --> 00:39:09,800
Speaker 1: like now I've had these conversations with my extended family,

682
00:39:10,440 --> 00:39:13,280
Speaker 1: the few people that have these beliefs as it pertains

683
00:39:13,320 --> 00:39:16,319
Speaker 1: to pro life, but it's still very hard because it's

684
00:39:16,400 --> 00:39:20,120
Speaker 1: like it's not so hard to have the conversation, it's

685
00:39:20,120 --> 00:39:23,040
Speaker 1: hard to find the way in because it's like I

686
00:39:23,120 --> 00:39:28,080
Speaker 1: genuinely don't know my way in with you, you seventy

687
00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:32,520
Speaker 1: eight year old woman. I don't know how I'm going

688
00:39:32,560 --> 00:39:35,640
Speaker 1: to talk to you about this because I can't. I

689
00:39:35,680 --> 00:39:37,160
Speaker 1: can bring up to you that I'm a woman. I

690
00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:39,200
Speaker 1: can bring him to you that I need to have,

691
00:39:39,560 --> 00:39:41,760
Speaker 1: you know, choice, control of my body, of my health,

692
00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:48,000
Speaker 1: and beyond that, and it's just hard. It's like, I

693
00:39:48,040 --> 00:39:53,640
Speaker 1: think what it comes down to is any misunderstanding. I'm

694
00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:56,560
Speaker 1: gonna say any misunderstanding probably wrong. I shouldn't generalize this way,

695
00:39:56,600 --> 00:40:00,680
Speaker 1: but any misunderstanding comes down to one or with people

696
00:40:01,640 --> 00:40:07,720
Speaker 1: assuming something incorrect. Yes, just assuming something wrong. That's all.

697
00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:09,160
Speaker 1: I'll end it there, which I know I don't and

698
00:40:09,320 --> 00:40:11,400
Speaker 1: I know it's like so general that it's meaningless, but

699
00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:14,920
Speaker 1: it's like it's like any like any time I like

700
00:40:15,200 --> 00:40:18,960
Speaker 1: am angry at someone or find myself in conflict, it

701
00:40:19,160 --> 00:40:22,479
Speaker 1: usually means that either I am assuming something wrong about

702
00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:24,279
Speaker 1: someone else or they're assuming something wrong about me. And

703
00:40:24,320 --> 00:40:27,600
Speaker 1: that's frustrating to me as as someone who's receiving that assumption,

704
00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:30,680
Speaker 1: which is why I think it's important to actually break

705
00:40:30,680 --> 00:40:33,279
Speaker 1: it down to just emotionally, and maybe this is like

706
00:40:33,360 --> 00:40:36,160
Speaker 1: my newfound emotional awareness that you were mentioning before. But

707
00:40:36,840 --> 00:40:40,160
Speaker 1: I've found that it's actually quite effective to be like,

708
00:40:40,640 --> 00:40:43,520
Speaker 1: I want to know why you feel the way that

709
00:40:43,560 --> 00:40:46,640
Speaker 1: you feel, like, tell me what's upsetting you, so that

710
00:40:46,680 --> 00:40:49,360
Speaker 1: we can talk about how I'm contributing to it, or

711
00:40:49,400 --> 00:40:52,480
Speaker 1: how the things that you're hearing are making you feel

712
00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:55,120
Speaker 1: this way. And then it did get I think it

713
00:40:55,200 --> 00:40:58,600
Speaker 1: got better. Obviously no one made any big changes in

714
00:40:58,640 --> 00:41:02,400
Speaker 1: their vaccinations status after that. But obviously I don't like,

715
00:41:02,600 --> 00:41:06,880
Speaker 1: I don't, I don't I don't engage in the conversation

716
00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:09,600
Speaker 1: to fight. I engage in the conversation because I want

717
00:41:09,600 --> 00:41:12,200
Speaker 1: people to get vaccinated and be healthy, and because I

718
00:41:12,280 --> 00:41:14,840
Speaker 1: know it protects other people, and I don't want someone

719
00:41:15,280 --> 00:41:17,480
Speaker 1: you know, I don't want this ship spread, so that

720
00:41:17,719 --> 00:41:21,840
Speaker 1: literally it's tilled the last two years. But also the

721
00:41:21,880 --> 00:41:25,640
Speaker 1: only way that you can even like remotely get changed

722
00:41:25,640 --> 00:41:29,400
Speaker 1: to start happening isn't just talking about it. So like

723
00:41:29,560 --> 00:41:33,439
Speaker 1: I could think, oh, my conversations with my nearly eight

724
00:41:33,520 --> 00:41:38,240
Speaker 1: year old relative are completely pointless, But then who knows,

725
00:41:38,560 --> 00:41:41,120
Speaker 1: maybe we talk and then maybe next time I see

726
00:41:41,120 --> 00:41:46,719
Speaker 1: her this coming Christmas, she'll say, I hear you. I

727
00:41:46,719 --> 00:41:50,239
Speaker 1: don't know, you know, I think that, like it's you

728
00:41:50,280 --> 00:41:53,319
Speaker 1: can't be defeatist about things that are issues that need

729
00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:56,480
Speaker 1: to fundamentally change in our culture and our society. So

730
00:41:56,520 --> 00:41:59,200
Speaker 1: it's like, obviously you need to talk to your family

731
00:41:59,200 --> 00:42:03,120
Speaker 1: about getting back to like hello, get the vaccine, and like,

732
00:42:03,160 --> 00:42:05,120
Speaker 1: I don't care if you don't eventually get it. Someone

733
00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:06,480
Speaker 1: needs to tell you they need to be getting it.

734
00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:08,520
Speaker 1: But I warned people around me. I was like, I'm

735
00:42:08,560 --> 00:42:11,239
Speaker 1: bringing it up. I'm bringing it up. I was like,

736
00:42:11,560 --> 00:42:23,399
Speaker 1: just so everyone's warned, like it's coming up, just sort

737
00:42:23,400 --> 00:42:28,520
Speaker 1: of topics, which I you mentioned yourself as a sixteen

738
00:42:28,560 --> 00:42:32,840
Speaker 1: year old being a righteous little demon, and um, I

739
00:42:32,880 --> 00:42:36,719
Speaker 1: was on your podcast, your new podcasting your Superlatives, and

740
00:42:36,960 --> 00:42:40,040
Speaker 1: I have found that, like it is actually quite therapeutic

741
00:42:40,080 --> 00:42:44,520
Speaker 1: to think about yourself at that time, um in interesting ways,

742
00:42:44,560 --> 00:42:47,880
Speaker 1: Like it's in thinking how far you've come, in thinking

743
00:42:48,320 --> 00:42:51,720
Speaker 1: the obstacles that you've overcome from then to now. Um,

744
00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:54,359
Speaker 1: what made you want to do this podcast about this

745
00:42:54,440 --> 00:42:59,759
Speaker 1: time and and why? Yeah, Well, Bowen, first of all,

746
00:42:59,800 --> 00:43:03,960
Speaker 1: you need to be on my little I'm so happy too.

747
00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:06,879
Speaker 1: I would be thrilled Bowen in high school is something

748
00:43:06,960 --> 00:43:08,760
Speaker 1: I really wish I could have seen because I actually

749
00:43:08,760 --> 00:43:10,399
Speaker 1: think we would have been I actually think we would

750
00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:13,919
Speaker 1: have had a um. We would have recognized each other. Yeah,

751
00:43:13,960 --> 00:43:16,120
Speaker 1: but I don't think we would have been Neither of

752
00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:17,840
Speaker 1: us would have been brave enough to like try to

753
00:43:17,880 --> 00:43:19,879
Speaker 1: befriend the other. We couldn't have been met and Bowen,

754
00:43:19,920 --> 00:43:22,120
Speaker 1: I don't think, but I think that. But I think

755
00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:24,640
Speaker 1: that that was just the times we were in. That's

756
00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:26,360
Speaker 1: that's what I would say. It would have been like

757
00:43:26,560 --> 00:43:31,640
Speaker 1: culturalist to recognized culturalista sister, recognized sister. Do you think

758
00:43:31,680 --> 00:43:33,120
Speaker 1: that either of you would have been friends with me

759
00:43:33,160 --> 00:43:35,879
Speaker 1: in high school? I think I would have been friends

760
00:43:35,880 --> 00:43:38,000
Speaker 1: with you. It would have I would have taken I

761
00:43:38,000 --> 00:43:40,520
Speaker 1: would have It would have taken a lot of convincing

762
00:43:40,560 --> 00:43:45,839
Speaker 1: from me. I would have had to really persuade you. Oh.

763
00:43:45,920 --> 00:43:47,960
Speaker 1: I would think you would have taken convincing from me

764
00:43:48,200 --> 00:43:50,680
Speaker 1: for you to be my friend. I was deeply uncool,

765
00:43:51,160 --> 00:43:53,600
Speaker 1: but I think I was, like, I don't know what

766
00:43:53,920 --> 00:43:57,919
Speaker 1: made me do this podcast. Well, okay, I had High

767
00:43:57,920 --> 00:44:01,399
Speaker 1: school for me was like so from bananas. It was hell.

768
00:44:02,160 --> 00:44:08,640
Speaker 1: It was such deep rooted trauma, so much of it,

769
00:44:08,960 --> 00:44:13,880
Speaker 1: and like you know, I talked about it all the

770
00:44:14,000 --> 00:44:19,839
Speaker 1: time in therapy, and I'm just like, you know, I'm like,

771
00:44:20,719 --> 00:44:24,200
Speaker 1: I have one real friend that went to my proper

772
00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:28,760
Speaker 1: high school who is a fellow n YU alum of yours,

773
00:44:28,800 --> 00:44:34,319
Speaker 1: Patrick Foley Patrick. And you know, it's interesting when I

774
00:44:34,360 --> 00:44:37,399
Speaker 1: talked to him about high school because he remembers so

775
00:44:37,440 --> 00:44:40,640
Speaker 1: many things that, like I said and did that I

776
00:44:40,760 --> 00:44:46,160
Speaker 1: genuinely don't remember. Doesn't that yet breaks me specifically because

777
00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:50,120
Speaker 1: Patrick and I are much closer now than we were

778
00:44:50,120 --> 00:44:52,960
Speaker 1: in high school. But you were friends back then. We

779
00:44:52,960 --> 00:44:58,400
Speaker 1: were friends. However, I was like very much like floater girls,

780
00:44:58,520 --> 00:45:02,560
Speaker 1: stoner girl, like I will. I was kind of friends

781
00:45:02,560 --> 00:45:04,719
Speaker 1: with every I was kind of like friends with everyone,

782
00:45:04,800 --> 00:45:07,360
Speaker 1: and I also like attached to no one. And I

783
00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:11,799
Speaker 1: think I had a really big fear of like, you know,

784
00:45:11,840 --> 00:45:14,959
Speaker 1: if these people actually get to know me, then they'll

785
00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:17,680
Speaker 1: actually see that I'm not as cool as I'm like

786
00:45:17,880 --> 00:45:21,680
Speaker 1: giving off, you know. So I was like very much

787
00:45:21,760 --> 00:45:27,479
Speaker 1: so the girl smoking cigarettes in the alley, being bad

788
00:45:27,520 --> 00:45:32,280
Speaker 1: in class, but also being like loved and being funny

789
00:45:32,280 --> 00:45:37,680
Speaker 1: and fun which is a hard person to be because

790
00:45:37,800 --> 00:45:42,920
Speaker 1: in many ways, like you're excelling in certain aspects of

791
00:45:42,960 --> 00:45:45,840
Speaker 1: the social life that is very fundamental and important to

792
00:45:45,840 --> 00:45:48,600
Speaker 1: being an adolescent. But in other ways, I was like

793
00:45:49,000 --> 00:45:54,439
Speaker 1: screaming for help and screaming for anyone to just like

794
00:45:55,760 --> 00:46:01,600
Speaker 1: literally maybe attention, because I was just so void of

795
00:46:01,640 --> 00:46:05,560
Speaker 1: it in my family life. And yeah, I think that,

796
00:46:05,640 --> 00:46:09,759
Speaker 1: like high school was just such a weirdly traumatic and

797
00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:13,680
Speaker 1: impactful thing in my life, and the whole entire time,

798
00:46:13,880 --> 00:46:16,640
Speaker 1: I was like, I cannot wait to be done with

799
00:46:16,640 --> 00:46:19,360
Speaker 1: this fucking ship. I was like, I hate this place,

800
00:46:19,719 --> 00:46:23,120
Speaker 1: I hate these people. This is bullshit. I will never

801
00:46:23,160 --> 00:46:25,400
Speaker 1: need to know about geometry ever in my life. I

802
00:46:25,440 --> 00:46:28,040
Speaker 1: will never need to know about ap fucking European history

803
00:46:28,080 --> 00:46:30,080
Speaker 1: ever in my life. I will never need to tell

804
00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:36,600
Speaker 1: you about um like how cells split. Like literally, let

805
00:46:36,640 --> 00:46:40,759
Speaker 1: me fucking go. Every day you're being asked about the

806
00:46:40,800 --> 00:46:46,160
Speaker 1: Habsburgs and me. Every single day I am now being

807
00:46:46,280 --> 00:46:50,919
Speaker 1: asked to sorry, no, it's every single day I am

808
00:46:50,960 --> 00:46:55,600
Speaker 1: being asked to calculate hip hop news, soid okay. Every

809
00:46:55,640 --> 00:47:01,200
Speaker 1: single day you were asked to really look at look

810
00:47:01,200 --> 00:47:03,719
Speaker 1: at a graph and go, what's the pall, where's the

811
00:47:03,760 --> 00:47:07,880
Speaker 1: inflection point? Can you do this? Log bit? I said,

812
00:47:07,880 --> 00:47:15,200
Speaker 1: come on, X axis, y axis, mitochondria, Come on trigonometruth

813
00:47:15,600 --> 00:47:23,719
Speaker 1: and you say what year was versus I built? But

814
00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:26,960
Speaker 1: I truly was just like I was just like I

815
00:47:27,400 --> 00:47:32,080
Speaker 1: don't need this. I needed it right and now. And

816
00:47:32,120 --> 00:47:34,920
Speaker 1: then now I'm kind of like, wow, I have stressed

817
00:47:35,120 --> 00:47:39,560
Speaker 1: dreams about this, really yeah, and I'm like, I need

818
00:47:39,600 --> 00:47:42,600
Speaker 1: to work through this. I need to talk through this.

819
00:47:42,760 --> 00:47:46,120
Speaker 1: And I think that something that has brought me comfort

820
00:47:46,440 --> 00:47:49,840
Speaker 1: about this has been being able to talk through it

821
00:47:49,920 --> 00:47:53,000
Speaker 1: and about it with my with people that I want

822
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:57,359
Speaker 1: to talk to, compare it, compare it, or just like

823
00:47:57,680 --> 00:48:02,200
Speaker 1: you know, some people have comforable opposite high school experiences,

824
00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:05,360
Speaker 1: is me? Matt had one that's completely opposite, is me?

825
00:48:05,840 --> 00:48:07,719
Speaker 1: I mean when I talked to meet Harry, she had

826
00:48:07,760 --> 00:48:13,360
Speaker 1: one that was so opposite of me. Like school, Mitra

827
00:48:13,440 --> 00:48:15,759
Speaker 1: loved high school. She was great in class, she was

828
00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:18,520
Speaker 1: great in theater, she was great with sports. She was

829
00:48:18,640 --> 00:48:21,719
Speaker 1: like she was like a triple high school threat. But

830
00:48:21,840 --> 00:48:26,760
Speaker 1: yet it was still hard and like shitty and weird,

831
00:48:27,000 --> 00:48:28,960
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So I think that for me,

832
00:48:29,160 --> 00:48:31,880
Speaker 1: the things that have made me move on from my

833
00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:34,960
Speaker 1: like weird old time is being like, oh maybe this

834
00:48:35,040 --> 00:48:38,280
Speaker 1: was just really weird for everyone. Maybe I don't actually

835
00:48:38,280 --> 00:48:41,480
Speaker 1: need to be watching like these toxic nineties high school

836
00:48:41,560 --> 00:48:44,000
Speaker 1: movies thinking that that is what my high school experience.

837
00:48:45,080 --> 00:48:48,600
Speaker 1: It's a fantasy, right, it's a fantasy, but like there

838
00:48:48,680 --> 00:48:53,480
Speaker 1: is for some people it was, it is that and

839
00:48:53,760 --> 00:48:56,440
Speaker 1: I actually, and you know, everyone you know, at least

840
00:48:56,520 --> 00:48:58,400
Speaker 1: at least people I know, are always like, if you

841
00:48:58,440 --> 00:49:00,799
Speaker 1: peached in high school, that sucks, blah blah blah blah.

842
00:49:00,840 --> 00:49:04,400
Speaker 1: But I'm like, you know, if you peaked in high school,

843
00:49:05,000 --> 00:49:11,279
Speaker 1: you are developmentally on a fully different path than like

844
00:49:11,880 --> 00:49:14,960
Speaker 1: most people, and that is rare and like good for them.

845
00:49:15,400 --> 00:49:18,040
Speaker 1: But but I will just come out and say, if

846
00:49:18,080 --> 00:49:20,480
Speaker 1: you like, if high school was easy for you, then

847
00:49:20,560 --> 00:49:24,839
Speaker 1: like something is wrong with you now. I'm sorry, Yeah,

848
00:49:25,320 --> 00:49:29,200
Speaker 1: something is fundamentally wrong. Yeah, something is darkly wrong with

849
00:49:29,239 --> 00:49:30,920
Speaker 1: you now. And I'm just gonna say, I'm just gonna say,

850
00:49:30,960 --> 00:49:33,520
Speaker 1: any reader, if you had an easy high school experience,

851
00:49:34,320 --> 00:49:36,399
Speaker 1: I don't do not come near me. Yeah, you gotta

852
00:49:36,400 --> 00:49:38,640
Speaker 1: look at yourself in the mirror, don't come near look

853
00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:41,840
Speaker 1: at kidding. I'm kidding, but you know, like I know,

854
00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:46,239
Speaker 1: I agree, don't just agree with you. I think people struggled, Yes,

855
00:49:46,840 --> 00:49:49,480
Speaker 1: I think the whole thing is like people did struggle.

856
00:49:49,600 --> 00:49:54,959
Speaker 1: I think that, Like what's interesting about doing this podcast

857
00:49:55,400 --> 00:49:58,840
Speaker 1: is like I talked to certain people. Matt Rogers is

858
00:49:58,880 --> 00:50:04,320
Speaker 1: a perfect example, like, you know, really evolved through high school,

859
00:50:04,400 --> 00:50:07,840
Speaker 1: became friends with the popular kids, became very popular, was

860
00:50:07,880 --> 00:50:10,480
Speaker 1: desired by a bunch of people, ended up becoming prom

861
00:50:10,600 --> 00:50:15,680
Speaker 1: king like all of these was an incredibly runner was like,

862
00:50:15,800 --> 00:50:20,120
Speaker 1: I don't know, just can I'll qualify this. It started

863
00:50:20,160 --> 00:50:23,000
Speaker 1: out fucking dark, But this is what I was just

864
00:50:23,040 --> 00:50:25,319
Speaker 1: about to say. I was just about to say, even

865
00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:30,160
Speaker 1: though your story, even though the story was at the end,

866
00:50:30,520 --> 00:50:33,400
Speaker 1: this like, okay, it all worked out for this person.

867
00:50:33,520 --> 00:50:36,880
Speaker 1: By the way, you were burdened with so much pain.

868
00:50:37,080 --> 00:50:40,080
Speaker 1: Number one being the fact that you were deeply closeted

869
00:50:40,200 --> 00:50:43,759
Speaker 1: and dealing with your sexuality and the fact that like

870
00:50:44,360 --> 00:50:48,200
Speaker 1: you know, you had girls stopping you at like running

871
00:50:48,280 --> 00:50:52,000
Speaker 1: camp and giving your anxiety. Well, I mean, here's the deal.

872
00:50:52,320 --> 00:50:55,160
Speaker 1: I think that when you're in high school, it's like

873
00:50:55,320 --> 00:50:56,960
Speaker 1: it is a weird thing because right, it's like you

874
00:50:56,960 --> 00:50:58,960
Speaker 1: can either learn you can either try to adapt to

875
00:50:58,960 --> 00:51:02,120
Speaker 1: your situation or you can be like fuck, this can't

876
00:51:02,160 --> 00:51:04,800
Speaker 1: wait for this to be over. And I think actually

877
00:51:05,040 --> 00:51:07,440
Speaker 1: it's a more evolved thing to be like funk this

878
00:51:07,560 --> 00:51:09,120
Speaker 1: and can't wait for this to be over, because it

879
00:51:09,280 --> 00:51:13,000
Speaker 1: actually doesn't really have that much to do at all

880
00:51:13,440 --> 00:51:15,359
Speaker 1: with the rest of how your the course of your

881
00:51:15,360 --> 00:51:18,000
Speaker 1: life goes. But when you're there, it feels like the

882
00:51:18,000 --> 00:51:20,799
Speaker 1: biggest thing in the world. So I genuinely felt like

883
00:51:20,920 --> 00:51:24,000
Speaker 1: at the time because my world was so small. I

884
00:51:24,920 --> 00:51:26,680
Speaker 1: maybe it was because I was from a suburban area,

885
00:51:26,719 --> 00:51:30,520
Speaker 1: you know, like I just felt like I had to

886
00:51:30,600 --> 00:51:37,399
Speaker 1: change into what was idealized at the time because there

887
00:51:37,520 --> 00:51:40,000
Speaker 1: was no there was nothing bigger, you know what I mean. Like,

888
00:51:40,000 --> 00:51:42,600
Speaker 1: of course I had dreams of like, you know, moving

889
00:51:42,640 --> 00:51:45,719
Speaker 1: away and like starting my career and like being successful

890
00:51:45,760 --> 00:51:49,839
Speaker 1: at whatever, but it didn't it didn't feel real enough

891
00:51:49,880 --> 00:51:54,240
Speaker 1: to me to not completely um try to fit into

892
00:51:54,280 --> 00:51:56,000
Speaker 1: the very small box of what was going to be

893
00:51:56,040 --> 00:51:59,120
Speaker 1: quote unquote popular. And then when I did win prom

894
00:51:59,200 --> 00:52:01,040
Speaker 1: king at the end of it, I did feel like

895
00:52:01,120 --> 00:52:05,920
Speaker 1: I quote unquote one. Then the very harsh reality was

896
00:52:06,280 --> 00:52:09,480
Speaker 1: I stepped foot in n y U and everyone just

897
00:52:09,600 --> 00:52:11,920
Speaker 1: laughed at me because because they thought I was so

898
00:52:12,360 --> 00:52:16,160
Speaker 1: fake and they thought I was so like uncultured, and

899
00:52:16,200 --> 00:52:18,200
Speaker 1: it was it was was it a reset, like you

900
00:52:18,239 --> 00:52:19,680
Speaker 1: felt like it was like, oh, it's freshman year of

901
00:52:19,719 --> 00:52:22,279
Speaker 1: high school all over again. Like this is like you

902
00:52:22,320 --> 00:52:26,279
Speaker 1: have to do you start at a new waterline. Well,

903
00:52:26,320 --> 00:52:28,120
Speaker 1: you have to decide again, you have to decide, and

904
00:52:28,160 --> 00:52:30,160
Speaker 1: you guys both know what this is, Like, who actually

905
00:52:30,200 --> 00:52:32,279
Speaker 1: am I going to be here? Well? I try to

906
00:52:32,320 --> 00:52:34,840
Speaker 1: figure out who I am, which I've never done before,

907
00:52:35,400 --> 00:52:37,399
Speaker 1: or will I actually done what I've done many times

908
00:52:37,440 --> 00:52:39,440
Speaker 1: and try to adapt to whatever they need me to

909
00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:43,200
Speaker 1: be to not to not uh make a make a

910
00:52:43,239 --> 00:52:45,520
Speaker 1: wave here or like stand out in the wrong way.

911
00:52:46,000 --> 00:52:49,279
Speaker 1: And ultimately that time I decided, let's just try to

912
00:52:49,280 --> 00:52:51,120
Speaker 1: figure out who I am and actually do my thing,

913
00:52:51,360 --> 00:52:53,759
Speaker 1: thank God. But you know, it's weird when you think

914
00:52:54,000 --> 00:52:57,400
Speaker 1: people that were not challenged in high school, like you're saying, bowen,

915
00:52:57,640 --> 00:53:01,160
Speaker 1: are they still doing that? I feel like we're recording

916
00:53:01,160 --> 00:53:05,360
Speaker 1: this on October eleven. We're recording this a little early. Um,

917
00:53:05,360 --> 00:53:07,400
Speaker 1: it's National coming Out Day. I don't think too I

918
00:53:07,400 --> 00:53:09,480
Speaker 1: don't put too much thought into I think it's a

919
00:53:09,480 --> 00:53:12,080
Speaker 1: wonderful thing that people get to think about. But like

920
00:53:12,120 --> 00:53:14,040
Speaker 1: coming out as its own way of adapting and I

921
00:53:14,080 --> 00:53:16,480
Speaker 1: am I like talking in like a weird circle like

922
00:53:17,280 --> 00:53:21,040
Speaker 1: as a as a way to like be like, oh

923
00:53:21,280 --> 00:53:26,680
Speaker 1: I am the circumstances are finally demanding it, or I'm

924
00:53:26,719 --> 00:53:29,759
Speaker 1: comfortable to come out, like I think it was just

925
00:53:30,120 --> 00:53:33,040
Speaker 1: I mean college as soon as you came out, man,

926
00:53:33,080 --> 00:53:35,719
Speaker 1: I feel like that changed the course of everything in

927
00:53:35,760 --> 00:53:38,160
Speaker 1: your life, of course, but like absolutely, I feel like,

928
00:53:38,200 --> 00:53:40,920
Speaker 1: but when when I came out, it wasn't me saying like,

929
00:53:41,239 --> 00:53:44,280
Speaker 1: I'm coming out and this is who I am. Really,

930
00:53:44,320 --> 00:53:46,960
Speaker 1: what it was was I'm coming out, which means I'm

931
00:53:46,960 --> 00:53:50,359
Speaker 1: ready to start figuring out who I am based on

932
00:53:50,440 --> 00:53:54,520
Speaker 1: this no longer being an obstacle in my life and

933
00:53:54,560 --> 00:54:01,879
Speaker 1: in my um interior you know, so inter your life. Yeah,

934
00:54:02,200 --> 00:54:05,520
Speaker 1: my self determination is not going to have to um

935
00:54:06,600 --> 00:54:09,640
Speaker 1: deal with this thing in my life that is stopping

936
00:54:09,680 --> 00:54:12,720
Speaker 1: me from from being myself, if that makes any sense.

937
00:54:13,160 --> 00:54:17,600
Speaker 1: But but I also think, like you know, I really

938
00:54:17,640 --> 00:54:19,920
Speaker 1: think about what you just said, which is that, you know,

939
00:54:20,239 --> 00:54:21,879
Speaker 1: if people had an easy in high school and never

940
00:54:21,880 --> 00:54:24,240
Speaker 1: stopped having it easy, I just I have ultimately feel

941
00:54:24,239 --> 00:54:27,120
Speaker 1: bad for them because they've never had to actually say

942
00:54:27,160 --> 00:54:29,200
Speaker 1: but who am I? And I think that's the cause

943
00:54:29,200 --> 00:54:31,000
Speaker 1: of a lot of you know, not to get too

944
00:54:31,040 --> 00:54:33,480
Speaker 1: general about this, but like you know, when someone has

945
00:54:33,520 --> 00:54:36,600
Speaker 1: like a quarter life crisis or a midlife crisis, that's

946
00:54:36,640 --> 00:54:39,560
Speaker 1: just because you're only then ready to walk the path

947
00:54:39,640 --> 00:54:41,680
Speaker 1: of like, let me get real with myself, what do

948
00:54:41,719 --> 00:54:44,840
Speaker 1: I actually want? Like? And so then I'm grateful to

949
00:54:44,880 --> 00:54:47,920
Speaker 1: have gone through hard things early. I think you guys

950
00:54:48,000 --> 00:54:51,239
Speaker 1: both know what you guys want out of life. I

951
00:54:51,280 --> 00:54:56,560
Speaker 1: think you do too. I don't know that I do anymore. Well.

952
00:54:56,600 --> 00:54:58,760
Speaker 1: I think that this is again like the same. Sorry,

953
00:54:58,800 --> 00:55:01,759
Speaker 1: this has become like a full like us like analyzing

954
00:55:01,880 --> 00:55:09,200
Speaker 1: each other, but I do it's family. I think that

955
00:55:09,320 --> 00:55:15,279
Speaker 1: when our identities get so seeped into something that is

956
00:55:15,480 --> 00:55:20,279
Speaker 1: bigger than ourselves in many ways, you cannot see. And

957
00:55:20,320 --> 00:55:22,719
Speaker 1: this is one of my least favorite terms to use,

958
00:55:22,800 --> 00:55:26,000
Speaker 1: and I are saying to use and I hate that

959
00:55:26,040 --> 00:55:28,560
Speaker 1: I'm using it. You can't see the forest through the trees.

960
00:55:29,280 --> 00:55:33,840
Speaker 1: And I fucking hate it when people use that. And

961
00:55:34,680 --> 00:55:37,120
Speaker 1: someone used that, Why do you hate that? Because essentially

962
00:55:37,120 --> 00:55:39,480
Speaker 1: it's just a it's just an expression for what we've been.

963
00:55:39,520 --> 00:55:42,000
Speaker 1: Someone use that about a piece of my work that

964
00:55:42,120 --> 00:55:45,240
Speaker 1: I have been pouring by my my heart and soul

965
00:55:45,320 --> 00:55:49,359
Speaker 1: into and it stung me very badly, but I think that, like,

966
00:55:50,520 --> 00:55:53,520
Speaker 1: I think that was so much of what we do.

967
00:55:53,800 --> 00:55:57,200
Speaker 1: It's like so much. I think about Julio and he

968
00:55:57,280 --> 00:56:00,040
Speaker 1: like posts on Instagram and he's like, here's products for

969
00:56:00,120 --> 00:56:04,120
Speaker 1: all my consumers. It's like there is a mentality of

970
00:56:04,160 --> 00:56:07,239
Speaker 1: being like, yeah, like we are all product. And I

971
00:56:07,280 --> 00:56:11,319
Speaker 1: think that it's really hard to be like I'm giving him,

972
00:56:11,320 --> 00:56:13,040
Speaker 1: giving him, giving him, giving him giving I know that

973
00:56:13,080 --> 00:56:14,880
Speaker 1: I'm supposed to be doing this and the people like

974
00:56:14,920 --> 00:56:16,480
Speaker 1: it when I do that, and the people want to

975
00:56:16,520 --> 00:56:18,359
Speaker 1: hear me say this, and the people think it's funny

976
00:56:18,360 --> 00:56:21,480
Speaker 1: when I do that that it's very hard to like,

977
00:56:22,120 --> 00:56:26,200
Speaker 1: we'd whack your way through your brain to be like,

978
00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:30,319
Speaker 1: wait a second, what the funk do I like? Like?

979
00:56:30,600 --> 00:56:33,640
Speaker 1: What do I think is funny? What do I think

980
00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:35,880
Speaker 1: is cool? What do I want to watch? What do

981
00:56:35,880 --> 00:56:38,359
Speaker 1: I want to listen to? Am I listening to this

982
00:56:38,480 --> 00:56:42,200
Speaker 1: because I'm actually interested in it? Or am I listening

983
00:56:42,200 --> 00:56:44,480
Speaker 1: to this because I think it's gonna for some reason

984
00:56:44,560 --> 00:56:48,360
Speaker 1: like give me social currency or make me more interesting

985
00:56:48,480 --> 00:56:50,960
Speaker 1: or whatever. It's like this whole thing just like bogs

986
00:56:51,000 --> 00:56:53,000
Speaker 1: you the funk down. And I think that when you

987
00:56:53,120 --> 00:56:58,600
Speaker 1: become a very front facing person as you have entered.

988
00:56:59,080 --> 00:57:02,400
Speaker 1: Over the course of you doing this podcast, your career

989
00:57:02,480 --> 00:57:06,879
Speaker 1: has taken a huge leap forward in many ways. It's

990
00:57:06,960 --> 00:57:10,040
Speaker 1: hard for you to sit comfortably in yourself every night

991
00:57:10,080 --> 00:57:13,560
Speaker 1: and be like, who is Bowen actually, and who is

992
00:57:13,600 --> 00:57:15,480
Speaker 1: the Bowen that I think I need to be like

993
00:57:15,600 --> 00:57:18,640
Speaker 1: giving a world because the world is like a vicious,

994
00:57:18,680 --> 00:57:25,280
Speaker 1: fucking psycho plate. Yeah. So it's like it's hard, it's

995
00:57:25,320 --> 00:57:27,320
Speaker 1: but no, what you're seeing is exactly right. It's like

996
00:57:27,920 --> 00:57:30,800
Speaker 1: it literally is the opposite of self definition when all

997
00:57:30,840 --> 00:57:34,000
Speaker 1: of your interests are being or like or your identity

998
00:57:34,320 --> 00:57:37,400
Speaker 1: is being fed back to you, reflected back to you

999
00:57:37,440 --> 00:57:42,960
Speaker 1: by your quote unquote audience. Yeah, I'm having people tell

1000
00:57:43,040 --> 00:57:46,880
Speaker 1: me who I am and like on this mass scale,

1001
00:57:47,000 --> 00:57:50,320
Speaker 1: and I'm like, this is incomprehensible and I don't know

1002
00:57:50,360 --> 00:57:54,400
Speaker 1: what to do with us. And it's actually crossing all

1003
00:57:54,440 --> 00:57:57,000
Speaker 1: the wires that I've like carefully laid out in my

1004
00:57:57,080 --> 00:58:01,160
Speaker 1: own brain over the course of like my adult life

1005
00:58:01,200 --> 00:58:04,880
Speaker 1: that I'm going, wait, I don't I can't tell, like,

1006
00:58:05,000 --> 00:58:08,360
Speaker 1: I can't tell how to like make sense of any

1007
00:58:08,400 --> 00:58:10,720
Speaker 1: of this. It's weird, it's dark, it's but it's where

1008
00:58:10,760 --> 00:58:15,000
Speaker 1: I'm at Yeah, I also think that people are comfortable

1009
00:58:16,680 --> 00:58:20,320
Speaker 1: feeling that way and also um like contributing to that,

1010
00:58:20,400 --> 00:58:25,080
Speaker 1: like because there is something about high school like socially

1011
00:58:25,120 --> 00:58:29,440
Speaker 1: anyway that like feels like a version of what we have.

1012
00:58:29,560 --> 00:58:32,360
Speaker 1: And so maybe maybe we did have more problems with

1013
00:58:32,400 --> 00:58:36,640
Speaker 1: it than than we think, because I do think that

1014
00:58:36,720 --> 00:58:44,440
Speaker 1: we've elected to do something where ideally, if you're successful,

1015
00:58:44,520 --> 00:58:47,040
Speaker 1: people will talk about it, you know what I mean.

1016
00:58:47,120 --> 00:58:51,280
Speaker 1: And so there is something about maybe maybe there is

1017
00:58:51,360 --> 00:58:53,760
Speaker 1: something about like people that then try to be an

1018
00:58:53,840 --> 00:58:58,640
Speaker 1: entertainment or try to be public. Um that there is

1019
00:58:58,680 --> 00:59:00,880
Speaker 1: some sort of wanting to read to high school. And

1020
00:59:00,880 --> 00:59:03,640
Speaker 1: I don't mean that to drag myself or anyone who

1021
00:59:03,640 --> 00:59:06,560
Speaker 1: tries to do this, but there's something about a personality

1022
00:59:06,600 --> 00:59:09,560
Speaker 1: type that pursues this career. That's all I'm saying. Of course,

1023
00:59:09,680 --> 00:59:13,400
Speaker 1: I'm just saying there's something specific to of doing this.

1024
00:59:14,240 --> 00:59:17,040
Speaker 1: Um of I'm saying this is not me. This is

1025
00:59:17,080 --> 00:59:19,840
Speaker 1: like everybody who uses in stream because Instagram is ultimately

1026
00:59:19,840 --> 00:59:23,240
Speaker 1: a marketing It's a marketing platform, right, It's like that's

1027
00:59:23,280 --> 00:59:27,520
Speaker 1: not actually posting pictures of vacation, it's you like presenting

1028
00:59:27,560 --> 00:59:30,440
Speaker 1: yourself to the world. Unless you know your profile is

1029
00:59:30,840 --> 00:59:33,760
Speaker 1: private or locked, and then it's the algorithm telling you, well,

1030
00:59:33,760 --> 00:59:35,800
Speaker 1: this is what I think you like. And so I'm

1031
00:59:35,800 --> 00:59:37,800
Speaker 1: saying everyone deals with this in some way. It's like,

1032
00:59:37,840 --> 00:59:39,320
Speaker 1: you know, the trick mirror. It's like the whole Ga

1033
00:59:39,360 --> 00:59:43,200
Speaker 1: Talentina thing. It's like we're being shown a reflection of

1034
00:59:43,200 --> 00:59:48,880
Speaker 1: ourselves that's fully fun house fully like not legible at all.

1035
00:59:49,240 --> 00:59:52,840
Speaker 1: And I'm just like, I don't know what to do,

1036
00:59:52,960 --> 00:59:55,840
Speaker 1: and so whatever I've I've smoked a lot of weed,

1037
00:59:56,000 --> 01:00:01,320
Speaker 1: evidently us as readers know, um, but it's been helpful

1038
01:00:01,440 --> 01:00:03,360
Speaker 1: because last night I took an edible and I just like,

1039
01:00:03,440 --> 01:00:08,120
Speaker 1: late in bed it made myself a flaming hot salad

1040
01:00:08,200 --> 01:00:13,760
Speaker 1: which was flaming flaming hot ruffles, barbecue and flaming hot cheetoes,

1041
01:00:13,760 --> 01:00:15,480
Speaker 1: and I used chopsticks and I just like, because of

1042
01:00:15,520 --> 01:00:18,440
Speaker 1: that with my fingers don't get dirty, dirty fingers, don't

1043
01:00:18,480 --> 01:00:20,480
Speaker 1: get dirty. That's how the Mookbung people do it. I

1044
01:00:20,560 --> 01:00:23,760
Speaker 1: learned that check on Search party set there was a

1045
01:00:23,800 --> 01:00:28,280
Speaker 1: costumer that always opened up her chips and eating with chopsticks,

1046
01:00:28,320 --> 01:00:31,760
Speaker 1: and I was like, holy ship, it's so chic. Actually,

1047
01:00:32,280 --> 01:00:35,720
Speaker 1: like we're watching TV just with chopsticks and the bullet chips,

1048
01:00:35,720 --> 01:00:39,840
Speaker 1: and I just there's no, there's no. The most elegant

1049
01:00:39,840 --> 01:00:43,240
Speaker 1: way to eat is with chops chopsticks, I agree, and

1050
01:00:43,280 --> 01:00:46,400
Speaker 1: to to cook to like if you're fucking like frying

1051
01:00:46,440 --> 01:00:48,760
Speaker 1: something in the pan, or you can flip over like

1052
01:00:48,800 --> 01:00:51,400
Speaker 1: something you just try. When I see that egg twirl

1053
01:00:51,640 --> 01:00:55,520
Speaker 1: with the chopsticks on, when I see slow cooking eggs

1054
01:00:55,920 --> 01:00:58,720
Speaker 1: twirling in the gorgeous spiral with the chopsticks, I'm like,

1055
01:00:59,840 --> 01:01:05,480
Speaker 1: that's it. That's it. Chopsticks are cunts. Are count culture

1056
01:01:05,480 --> 01:01:11,040
Speaker 1: and numbers are cunt. You know. It's funny, Like study

1057
01:01:11,080 --> 01:01:13,640
Speaker 1: came over last night we ordered Thai food and if

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Speaker 1: they didn't put any cutlery in the bag, did you

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01:01:16,600 --> 01:01:19,520
Speaker 1: have to use the chopsticks? Well, I went over because

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01:01:19,520 --> 01:01:21,600
Speaker 1: I usually have a whole bunch of chopsticks just stored

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01:01:21,680 --> 01:01:23,960
Speaker 1: up because I love to use chopsticks, and all I

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01:01:24,000 --> 01:01:26,160
Speaker 1: had was forks. I've run out of all my chopsticks,

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01:01:26,200 --> 01:01:28,280
Speaker 1: so then we had to eat with forks, and I

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01:01:28,320 --> 01:01:31,600
Speaker 1: was so disappointed. It's not it's a different experience. I

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Speaker 1: would also just like to give a shout out to

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Speaker 1: my dear friend Sasha, her mother, who is an icon

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Speaker 1: eats a banana every morning, slice up with chopsticks. It's

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01:01:46,000 --> 01:01:49,320
Speaker 1: either chopsticks or a chief pick. And when I saw

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01:01:49,400 --> 01:01:53,760
Speaker 1: her interchangeably beginners, I was like, this bitch is not

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01:01:54,000 --> 01:01:59,080
Speaker 1: fucking around and that's pea. Chopsticks are stabbed through. No

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01:01:59,280 --> 01:02:02,480
Speaker 1: pick it up with abou eat it little slice of

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01:02:02,480 --> 01:02:06,760
Speaker 1: banana at a time. And this is an iconic Russian woman.

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01:02:07,120 --> 01:02:10,840
Speaker 1: This is like, we don't you know and for me

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01:02:11,600 --> 01:02:14,440
Speaker 1: the ultimate respect. Actually wait, I take it back. I

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01:02:14,480 --> 01:02:17,400
Speaker 1: just said that's fucking crazy, but it's actually no, she

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01:02:17,600 --> 01:02:20,760
Speaker 1: is making it a ritual, yes, because she wants to

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01:02:20,800 --> 01:02:23,200
Speaker 1: eat slowly and she wants to eat consciously. That's her

1078
01:02:23,240 --> 01:02:25,520
Speaker 1: whole thing where she's like I don't just want to,

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Speaker 1: you know, choke down the banana, you know. For me, honey,

1080
01:02:29,680 --> 01:02:33,600
Speaker 1: nowhere green fis we're putting up an down to bye

1081
01:02:34,400 --> 01:02:43,920
Speaker 1: okay or just one whole goal, you know? I bananason

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01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:50,960
Speaker 1: one bye you were you were missed the other night

1083
01:02:51,560 --> 01:02:56,440
Speaker 1: when why Halloween horror night and I went to my

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01:02:56,520 --> 01:02:58,840
Speaker 1: favorite person to hear a laugh her ass off on

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01:02:58,960 --> 01:03:02,200
Speaker 1: the theme park ride they're goofle Loop. Do you want

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01:03:02,240 --> 01:03:04,080
Speaker 1: to give your reviews? Of the rides that we did,

1087
01:03:04,440 --> 01:03:07,600
Speaker 1: I need to hear them. Okay, here's the thing for

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01:03:07,720 --> 01:03:10,280
Speaker 1: all of the readers. I don't know if they are

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01:03:10,600 --> 01:03:13,960
Speaker 1: as big as you know, theme, if they're parkers, what

1090
01:03:14,080 --> 01:03:16,400
Speaker 1: is what do you call them? Femurs? Theme parkers? What

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01:03:16,480 --> 01:03:22,800
Speaker 1: do you what's the name for that? Their their champions champions.

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01:03:26,840 --> 01:03:30,920
Speaker 1: If you're an amazing warrior and you fight the battle

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01:03:31,080 --> 01:03:38,400
Speaker 1: every time, you stunning warrior. Um, here's my review. I'm

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01:03:38,400 --> 01:03:43,520
Speaker 1: actually gonna open maths text because I will ultimately forget

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01:03:45,680 --> 01:03:49,400
Speaker 1: some of the names of the rides, So I'm going

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01:03:49,440 --> 01:03:52,120
Speaker 1: to just scroll to that, and here's what I'm gonna say. Okay,

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01:03:52,280 --> 01:03:55,160
Speaker 1: we went on for We went on four rides, four

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01:03:55,280 --> 01:03:58,760
Speaker 1: rides at Universal, We went on Harry Potter, Transformer's, Jurassic World,

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01:03:58,800 --> 01:04:02,720
Speaker 1: and Mommy and everyone out there needs to know that

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01:04:02,960 --> 01:04:06,120
Speaker 1: I as a child, we did not go to parks.

1101
01:04:06,360 --> 01:04:09,160
Speaker 1: We did not go to like that was not a

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01:04:09,240 --> 01:04:12,640
Speaker 1: part of my culture. That was that No, Like I

1103
01:04:12,760 --> 01:04:15,920
Speaker 1: was I was watching Jane Fonda workout tapes and I

1104
01:04:16,200 --> 01:04:20,520
Speaker 1: was like yeah, and I was like smoking cigarettes at

1105
01:04:20,520 --> 01:04:22,640
Speaker 1: the age of eleven. Okay, it was like, not, We're

1106
01:04:22,680 --> 01:04:27,440
Speaker 1: not going to the park. You know what I mean, Like, no,

1107
01:04:27,680 --> 01:04:29,600
Speaker 1: I know if you were, my mom would have dropped

1108
01:04:29,640 --> 01:04:31,600
Speaker 1: me off. When I was twelve, I've been like, here's

1109
01:04:31,600 --> 01:04:34,680
Speaker 1: a cell phone, you call me when you're done. Like, no,

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01:04:35,360 --> 01:04:38,200
Speaker 1: we were not going. And the one time we did go,

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01:04:38,560 --> 01:04:40,720
Speaker 1: I was seven years old, went to Disney World and

1112
01:04:40,760 --> 01:04:44,680
Speaker 1: I was just obsessed with collecting autographs. That was all

1113
01:04:44,800 --> 01:04:48,160
Speaker 1: I wanted to do. I did not I didn't want

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01:04:48,200 --> 01:04:50,520
Speaker 1: to go on the rides. I didn't want to do

1115
01:04:50,640 --> 01:04:52,520
Speaker 1: any of that. Ship didn't want to eat the food.

1116
01:04:52,600 --> 01:04:55,960
Speaker 1: I wanted the autographs. And I remember Chippendale's autograph was

1117
01:04:56,120 --> 01:05:00,240
Speaker 1: the best because they put their little teeth in. Yeah,

1118
01:05:00,240 --> 01:05:04,440
Speaker 1: they're little little teeth, Yeah, the little choppers and they

1119
01:05:04,520 --> 01:05:13,280
Speaker 1: can nature. They're like okay. It was like yeah. And

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01:05:13,400 --> 01:05:15,920
Speaker 1: then it was like they made the C and the

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01:05:16,080 --> 01:05:18,680
Speaker 1: D look like little smile and faces. So it was

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01:05:18,760 --> 01:05:23,600
Speaker 1: kind of like little teeth like that. That's it looks like.

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01:05:25,360 --> 01:05:27,320
Speaker 1: It looks like it looks like imagine the capital C

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01:05:27,480 --> 01:05:32,440
Speaker 1: and D having testicles that and they probably made them

1125
01:05:32,480 --> 01:05:39,280
Speaker 1: not round, They probably made them square balls. They probably

1126
01:05:39,360 --> 01:05:49,400
Speaker 1: made them like this. But we're talking about has drawn anyway.

1127
01:05:49,480 --> 01:05:53,200
Speaker 1: So here's the thing I just wanted the autograph, so

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01:05:53,320 --> 01:05:56,280
Speaker 1: I rides are very new to my life. Matt introduced

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01:05:56,400 --> 01:05:58,560
Speaker 1: rides in my life, so you can't take them seriously

1130
01:05:58,640 --> 01:06:03,400
Speaker 1: because your reaction. And then I'm like, I love it

1131
01:06:03,480 --> 01:06:08,080
Speaker 1: because I'm just like, this is wild, like visual reality.

1132
01:06:08,240 --> 01:06:11,440
Speaker 1: I'm like, this is crazy. And also just like I

1133
01:06:11,720 --> 01:06:14,880
Speaker 1: love people are obsessed with Harry Potter. I mean I

1134
01:06:15,000 --> 01:06:18,320
Speaker 1: never read this, but people love it. And who was

1135
01:06:18,440 --> 01:06:22,080
Speaker 1: like really excited what you thought of the Harry Potter

1136
01:06:22,200 --> 01:06:25,040
Speaker 1: and the Forbidden Journey. Okay, Harry Potter and the Forbidden

1137
01:06:25,080 --> 01:06:28,680
Speaker 1: Journey's gonna have to say set designed stunning, those candles,

1138
01:06:28,760 --> 01:06:32,480
Speaker 1: those floating candles, that makes me wedding. That is a

1139
01:06:32,600 --> 01:06:38,240
Speaker 1: wedding venue, Okay. The paintings moving and real, unreal donning

1140
01:06:38,400 --> 01:06:41,400
Speaker 1: the whole It's gorgeous in there, Okay. It looks like

1141
01:06:41,600 --> 01:06:45,760
Speaker 1: a beautiful, scary home that I would love to go to,

1142
01:06:46,720 --> 01:06:48,280
Speaker 1: castle that I would love to go to a dinner

1143
01:06:48,320 --> 01:06:50,400
Speaker 1: party at. I mean, she's Hogwarts for a reason. That's

1144
01:06:50,400 --> 01:06:54,800
Speaker 1: why I call her a Hargard. I mean, Hogwarts is gorgeous.

1145
01:06:55,240 --> 01:06:58,680
Speaker 1: The story. I think her money is a flop at

1146
01:06:58,680 --> 01:07:00,560
Speaker 1: the end of the day, but I also her money

1147
01:07:00,960 --> 01:07:04,840
Speaker 1: is the number one. Well, we left the ride and

1148
01:07:04,880 --> 01:07:06,800
Speaker 1: I literally turned to Greta and I was like, her

1149
01:07:06,880 --> 01:07:10,520
Speaker 1: money is so good at magic, Like she is so good,

1150
01:07:10,600 --> 01:07:13,160
Speaker 1: she's without a doubt, the best. But you know what's

1151
01:07:13,160 --> 01:07:17,160
Speaker 1: annoying about her money is that it's like she needs

1152
01:07:17,200 --> 01:07:19,360
Speaker 1: to know she's the best, and then she needs to

1153
01:07:19,560 --> 01:07:23,640
Speaker 1: just like know what In Ron sucks, she's completely dating

1154
01:07:23,680 --> 01:07:25,800
Speaker 1: a flop. It's like she walks around all confident and

1155
01:07:25,880 --> 01:07:27,760
Speaker 1: knows her magic and then she goes home to Ron.

1156
01:07:27,840 --> 01:07:30,440
Speaker 1: I'm like, honey, from no, she's not dating Ron in

1157
01:07:30,520 --> 01:07:35,600
Speaker 1: real life. Like Ron sucks. Ron suck can fuck the

1158
01:07:35,720 --> 01:07:40,720
Speaker 1: house down. One thing is Liken's not sex. You read

1159
01:07:40,800 --> 01:07:42,520
Speaker 1: one book and you're like, this guy is not good.

1160
01:07:43,200 --> 01:07:45,200
Speaker 1: Ron is not good at sex. He can't even finger,

1161
01:07:45,680 --> 01:07:50,320
Speaker 1: he cannot wear now. And also he probably is one

1162
01:07:50,360 --> 01:07:52,200
Speaker 1: of those weirdos that's like I'm gonna need you to

1163
01:07:52,240 --> 01:07:56,280
Speaker 1: shower first fuck that, you know what I mean? Like

1164
01:07:56,440 --> 01:07:58,760
Speaker 1: I think he's like making out and then he's like

1165
01:07:59,040 --> 01:08:00,640
Speaker 1: before we go, need for the right and I'm gonna

1166
01:08:00,680 --> 01:08:04,400
Speaker 1: need you to shower, and like Harry probably could it sucks,

1167
01:08:05,000 --> 01:08:08,440
Speaker 1: Harry dick you the fun down. And even if Harry,

1168
01:08:08,800 --> 01:08:14,240
Speaker 1: Like you know, he might be small in body, but

1169
01:08:14,680 --> 01:08:20,280
Speaker 1: in in energy. It's not the size of the prize,

1170
01:08:20,560 --> 01:08:25,280
Speaker 1: it's the motion it is. So basically, your review of

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01:08:25,320 --> 01:08:27,720
Speaker 1: Harry Potter and the for Bridging Journey is um for

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01:08:31,200 --> 01:08:33,679
Speaker 1: your review is a great set deck. You love the candles.

1173
01:08:33,760 --> 01:08:36,240
Speaker 1: Hermione is a flop and shouldn't be fucking ron But

1174
01:08:36,360 --> 01:08:39,560
Speaker 1: you did think the dementors were scary. Love the dementors,

1175
01:08:39,600 --> 01:08:44,080
Speaker 1: the dementor Sleigh there's the one dement that really gets

1176
01:08:44,200 --> 01:08:49,640
Speaker 1: like within. I love the dementors. Identify with them. I

1177
01:08:49,760 --> 01:08:52,600
Speaker 1: understand they don't you know. They are just spooky and

1178
01:08:52,600 --> 01:08:55,120
Speaker 1: their second life out of people and there they look

1179
01:08:55,960 --> 01:09:00,200
Speaker 1: Rick Owens, Okay, they're in Like yeah it is Rick.

1180
01:09:02,120 --> 01:09:09,080
Speaker 1: It's really culture n two Rick, it's Alex McQueen. What

1181
01:09:09,200 --> 01:09:11,560
Speaker 1: he what not? What he designed? But what here? What

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01:09:11,880 --> 01:09:15,600
Speaker 1: do yes? Exactly? Wait? Okay, So would you give it

1183
01:09:15,680 --> 01:09:18,920
Speaker 1: the gold, silver or bronze medal? I would, honestly I

1184
01:09:18,960 --> 01:09:22,960
Speaker 1: could give it a gold just to see the fashion

1185
01:09:23,360 --> 01:09:26,960
Speaker 1: and the culture that is Hogwarts and de Mentors. Okay, So, Greta,

1186
01:09:27,000 --> 01:09:30,080
Speaker 1: what is your review of Jurassic World The ride Camp

1187
01:09:30,800 --> 01:09:37,599
Speaker 1: Camp Camp Camp, Jurassic World is Jastic World is balance, Yes,

1188
01:09:38,160 --> 01:09:40,800
Speaker 1: Jurassic World. For me, if I were to be like,

1189
01:09:41,240 --> 01:09:45,160
Speaker 1: what is a theme park? That is the Jurassic World ride.

1190
01:09:45,360 --> 01:09:50,960
Speaker 1: It is clunky set design that I love, it's water,

1191
01:09:52,120 --> 01:10:00,320
Speaker 1: it's unmatronics, amatronics, it's Bryce Dallas Howard, don't forget d W.

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01:10:01,120 --> 01:10:07,080
Speaker 1: My love as a one or purest. Yeah, show was

1193
01:10:07,320 --> 01:10:10,639
Speaker 1: never the same once they left. No, not when Henry left.

1194
01:10:10,720 --> 01:10:13,080
Speaker 1: But Beat is so hot in the and the inline

1195
01:10:13,120 --> 01:10:16,800
Speaker 1: sort of footage like he looks so, he looks really good. Yeah,

1196
01:10:17,120 --> 01:10:20,360
Speaker 1: can we just briefly talk about Beat for one second?

1197
01:10:20,760 --> 01:10:26,000
Speaker 1: He's one hundred and forty three episodes of Law and

1198
01:10:26,120 --> 01:10:28,280
Speaker 1: Order SPU. I mean the other day I looked up

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Speaker 1: how many Mariska has done. It's like she's done, Like yeah,

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01:10:31,760 --> 01:10:35,960
Speaker 1: but crazy. But just like Blanket being in one hundred

1201
01:10:36,000 --> 01:10:40,760
Speaker 1: and forty three episodes of anything, I'm like what and

1202
01:10:41,160 --> 01:10:43,320
Speaker 1: like fucking like Wanta Tony when he was like in

1203
01:10:43,479 --> 01:10:47,240
Speaker 1: his twenties or like late twenties, early thirties, and like

1204
01:10:47,880 --> 01:10:53,320
Speaker 1: Mr Robot, he's someone who could eat got Yes, he

1205
01:10:53,400 --> 01:10:55,640
Speaker 1: deserves he deserves the egot, he already has the He

1206
01:10:56,280 --> 01:10:59,559
Speaker 1: is like the hardest one to get in. I agree

1207
01:11:00,000 --> 01:11:06,880
Speaker 1: he is the hardest one to get it. Egot, I

1208
01:11:06,960 --> 01:11:09,000
Speaker 1: think g is the easiest one to get because you

1209
01:11:09,080 --> 01:11:12,960
Speaker 1: can just yeah, hello, yes, we know how we're getting

1210
01:11:12,960 --> 01:11:16,720
Speaker 1: our G me too, or be in a big broad

1211
01:11:16,760 --> 01:11:19,680
Speaker 1: By show. But I think you guys can get a

1212
01:11:19,760 --> 01:11:21,559
Speaker 1: g for this because you know eventually they are going

1213
01:11:21,600 --> 01:11:25,960
Speaker 1: to put in podcasts. They have to the Grammy. Yeah,

1214
01:11:26,280 --> 01:11:29,519
Speaker 1: we should, Bowen. We should win a Grammy for this podcast.

1215
01:11:29,600 --> 01:11:32,160
Speaker 1: We should. I'm nominating Last Culture for Grammys. You know,

1216
01:11:32,280 --> 01:11:35,639
Speaker 1: the podcast has received critical acclaim. We should. We should

1217
01:11:35,640 --> 01:11:39,120
Speaker 1: win a Grammy for the top two moments in Culture episodes.

1218
01:11:39,160 --> 01:11:42,120
Speaker 1: If we don't win an award for something soon, I'm

1219
01:11:42,200 --> 01:11:45,320
Speaker 1: freaking out. I'm already nominating you guys, and I'm going

1220
01:11:45,360 --> 01:11:48,720
Speaker 1: to buy you each a little present because that's you

1221
01:11:48,800 --> 01:11:54,679
Speaker 1: win awards for greta Um Transformers. I want to silver

1222
01:11:54,880 --> 01:11:58,519
Speaker 1: or bronze medal. I give Jurassic gold because I think

1223
01:11:58,600 --> 01:12:01,639
Speaker 1: the Jurassic needs I think that if you are someone

1224
01:12:01,720 --> 01:12:04,080
Speaker 1: that's like I just want to have this experience. I

1225
01:12:04,080 --> 01:12:06,200
Speaker 1: wanted to be playful. I don't want to take itself

1226
01:12:06,240 --> 01:12:09,519
Speaker 1: too seriously. I wanted to be a little wet and wild,

1227
01:12:09,840 --> 01:12:13,600
Speaker 1: I want there's something for everyone. And also, here's the

1228
01:12:13,880 --> 01:12:16,479
Speaker 1: one thing about Jurassic World. You gotta go during the

1229
01:12:16,600 --> 01:12:19,599
Speaker 1: day because at night they don't have good enough night lighting.

1230
01:12:19,640 --> 01:12:22,200
Speaker 1: And Universal famously not a park that's open at night.

1231
01:12:22,360 --> 01:12:25,840
Speaker 1: I can forget him for that. However, Universal, you've got

1232
01:12:26,040 --> 01:12:27,720
Speaker 1: enough point that you can give me a little set

1233
01:12:27,840 --> 01:12:29,639
Speaker 1: deck that when you know you're going to be open

1234
01:12:29,720 --> 01:12:33,080
Speaker 1: late for the Halloween Spectacular, you got to light up

1235
01:12:33,080 --> 01:12:36,439
Speaker 1: the jungle in there because I can't see the you know,

1236
01:12:36,600 --> 01:12:40,840
Speaker 1: the pterodactyl, I can't see the Bronchiosaurus. I can't see

1237
01:12:41,040 --> 01:12:43,519
Speaker 1: what's happening here. And this is the thing that I

1238
01:12:43,560 --> 01:12:45,559
Speaker 1: wanted to point out is that Greta, I don't think

1239
01:12:45,600 --> 01:12:48,479
Speaker 1: you went. You went on the original Jurassic Park ride.

1240
01:12:49,040 --> 01:12:51,680
Speaker 1: They kind of they kind of refurbished that one and

1241
01:12:51,880 --> 01:12:55,880
Speaker 1: the animatronics and that aged really terribly. When don't you say, Matt,

1242
01:12:59,640 --> 01:13:02,639
Speaker 1: but give us some credit. The Indominus Rex was carrying

1243
01:13:02,760 --> 01:13:10,120
Speaker 1: down when when Mother comes out, I was like, and

1244
01:13:10,200 --> 01:13:12,000
Speaker 1: then they do the drop, and you were guiged for

1245
01:13:12,040 --> 01:13:15,919
Speaker 1: the drop, drop the drop. And this is why Jurassic

1246
01:13:16,040 --> 01:13:18,240
Speaker 1: World is the ride is camp. This is why she

1247
01:13:18,360 --> 01:13:21,200
Speaker 1: said it's camp because when mother comes out, you might

1248
01:13:21,240 --> 01:13:27,560
Speaker 1: as well be saying pretended to indominut rex next, go

1249
01:13:27,600 --> 01:13:37,200
Speaker 1: to Universal the indominant text to Sammy, it is exactly okay.

1250
01:13:37,240 --> 01:13:40,840
Speaker 1: So but it still wins the gold medal. Talk about Transformers.

1251
01:13:41,200 --> 01:13:43,200
Speaker 1: You know, Transformers used to take the gold for me,

1252
01:13:43,280 --> 01:13:45,679
Speaker 1: and that Transformers is taking this over. And let's tell

1253
01:13:45,680 --> 01:13:47,560
Speaker 1: you why. I'll tell you three D. You're not a

1254
01:13:47,640 --> 01:13:49,479
Speaker 1: fan of the three D well. I think that we

1255
01:13:49,600 --> 01:13:52,120
Speaker 1: rely a little bit too much on the tricks of

1256
01:13:52,280 --> 01:13:55,880
Speaker 1: VR and not enough on the tricks of you figuring

1257
01:13:55,920 --> 01:13:58,120
Speaker 1: out some robotics ship to blow my mind, you know

1258
01:13:58,200 --> 01:14:00,920
Speaker 1: what I mean. I think that we're relying a lot

1259
01:14:01,040 --> 01:14:03,200
Speaker 1: on the screen, a lot of what we can do.

1260
01:14:03,280 --> 01:14:05,400
Speaker 1: And it was very in vogue back in the day though,

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01:14:05,960 --> 01:14:10,600
Speaker 1: when you say, Matt, yes, science, science is amazing, and

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Speaker 1: that's what VR is a science science. So the science

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01:14:14,320 --> 01:14:16,559
Speaker 1: and Transformers you love, but it wins the silver metal

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01:14:16,640 --> 01:14:19,120
Speaker 1: because we just felt too many screens. I thought too

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01:14:19,120 --> 01:14:21,519
Speaker 1: many screens. I felt could we be doing this in

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01:14:21,560 --> 01:14:24,880
Speaker 1: the comfort of my own home? I thought, could we be?

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01:14:25,200 --> 01:14:27,439
Speaker 1: You know, I can put on a VR headset and

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01:14:27,840 --> 01:14:30,639
Speaker 1: be having sex with a human like I could probably

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01:14:30,720 --> 01:14:34,400
Speaker 1: be having this of course berience. You know when when

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01:14:34,479 --> 01:14:39,639
Speaker 1: star Scream is about to fucking kill you and then

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01:14:39,800 --> 01:14:44,560
Speaker 1: flies away as a plant. That is a outlocking gag. No,

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01:14:44,760 --> 01:14:49,880
Speaker 1: it's incredible. Also another gag too, is truly when you

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01:14:49,960 --> 01:14:59,040
Speaker 1: are plummeting down the skyscrapers, like the finale that is

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01:14:59,160 --> 01:15:02,880
Speaker 1: the death draw of Transformers. Don't forget the part where

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01:15:02,920 --> 01:15:05,320
Speaker 1: you get you crashed through a skyscraper window and then

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01:15:05,320 --> 01:15:09,840
Speaker 1: you go through the office the office space crushed the cubicles, mama.

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01:15:10,040 --> 01:15:12,040
Speaker 1: I also like when you get swallowed up by that

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01:15:12,200 --> 01:15:14,040
Speaker 1: machine and come through its back when you see all

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01:15:14,040 --> 01:15:18,599
Speaker 1: the gears, Yes, and I like that, it's really fabulous

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01:15:19,000 --> 01:15:22,679
Speaker 1: and the big robot that sucks you up, like yeah,

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01:15:24,000 --> 01:15:28,839
Speaker 1: bumblebees hot Bube has sexual energy. But okay, so finally,

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01:15:29,320 --> 01:15:34,320
Speaker 1: the Revenge of the Mummy, Revenge of the Money platinum, platinum,

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01:15:34,840 --> 01:15:38,200
Speaker 1: I mean Revenge of the Mummy is like when Beyonce

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01:15:38,560 --> 01:15:44,479
Speaker 1: dropped the Beyonce Visual album. You know, it's it's really

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01:15:44,680 --> 01:15:52,240
Speaker 1: like that. It's like I think hyper Sexual being the

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01:15:52,360 --> 01:15:57,240
Speaker 1: Partition video for the first time where you're like, holy shit,

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01:15:57,439 --> 01:15:59,920
Speaker 1: I did not even know that the is this happening?

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01:16:00,160 --> 01:16:03,760
Speaker 1: Be a thing. So Mommy does this very amazing thing,

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01:16:03,960 --> 01:16:08,840
Speaker 1: which is it's taking sort of cultural nods from all

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01:16:08,960 --> 01:16:11,439
Speaker 1: of the other rides. It's taking the camp at Jurassic

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01:16:11,600 --> 01:16:15,759
Speaker 1: Park has it taking we are it's not VR really,

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01:16:15,840 --> 01:16:18,960
Speaker 1: but it's taking some visuals that we have from a

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01:16:19,240 --> 01:16:24,840
Speaker 1: month from Transformers. It's taking some story that we had

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01:16:24,880 --> 01:16:27,880
Speaker 1: it Harry Potter, where it's giving us, like Harry Potter

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01:16:27,960 --> 01:16:30,320
Speaker 1: is very plot driven, you know what I mean. It's

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01:16:30,479 --> 01:16:35,120
Speaker 1: like a plot ride. So it's kind of Harry Potter's

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01:16:35,160 --> 01:16:38,240
Speaker 1: fans service. It doesn't matter if you've seen the movies.

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01:16:38,320 --> 01:16:42,599
Speaker 1: You're gonna fuck, You're gonna love it. And also it's

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01:16:42,800 --> 01:16:46,439
Speaker 1: giving us something unexpected and I just think that, like

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01:16:47,600 --> 01:16:49,600
Speaker 1: I I don't want to spoil it, but there's a

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01:16:49,760 --> 01:16:53,720
Speaker 1: drop in that where you are in but darkness and

1302
01:16:54,000 --> 01:16:56,639
Speaker 1: you don't know, and then you're going forward, you going back.

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01:16:56,760 --> 01:16:58,960
Speaker 1: I mean, oh my god, and you give me starting

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01:16:59,000 --> 01:17:06,000
Speaker 1: the bugs, the bugs, the bugs. So it wins the

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01:17:06,040 --> 01:17:08,280
Speaker 1: platinum for you, so we know which one you liked

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01:17:08,520 --> 01:17:10,960
Speaker 1: the best. And then finally my answer to you is

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01:17:11,080 --> 01:17:14,519
Speaker 1: were you frightened by any of the haunted houses? No?

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01:17:15,240 --> 01:17:19,280
Speaker 1: Because I have gone to a lot of terrifying haunted

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01:17:19,320 --> 01:17:23,320
Speaker 1: houses in New York City. And I love to think

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01:17:23,320 --> 01:17:25,200
Speaker 1: about things. Never i'm getting a little scared. I love

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01:17:25,280 --> 01:17:27,599
Speaker 1: think about it. Practically. I like to think to myself, Okay,

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01:17:27,840 --> 01:17:30,360
Speaker 1: this is universal. If this this really fucks me up,

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01:17:30,360 --> 01:17:34,200
Speaker 1: I'm gonna sue, you know what I mean. And they're

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01:17:34,280 --> 01:17:37,320
Speaker 1: too big to want to do that, So they're like, Okay,

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01:17:37,400 --> 01:17:40,040
Speaker 1: we can't have anyone suing us. We don't have anyone

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01:17:40,120 --> 01:17:42,240
Speaker 1: being so scared that they like get a heart attack.

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01:17:42,800 --> 01:17:45,640
Speaker 1: They can't actually like be fucking with people enough that

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01:17:45,720 --> 01:17:48,519
Speaker 1: we really like because it's too big of a company.

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01:17:48,640 --> 01:17:51,720
Speaker 1: They're tafinite, way too liable. All the stuff I have

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01:17:52,000 --> 01:17:55,960
Speaker 1: gone to haunted houses here in New York City that

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01:17:56,479 --> 01:18:01,040
Speaker 1: have that are that should be you shut down that

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01:18:01,240 --> 01:18:04,760
Speaker 1: like are I mean? I was telling Matt this story.

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01:18:04,840 --> 01:18:06,679
Speaker 1: I went to one that was in an office building

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01:18:06,800 --> 01:18:09,640
Speaker 1: one time. I remember, I remember this this one. I

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01:18:09,680 --> 01:18:12,240
Speaker 1: didn't go to it. I heard about it, and you

1326
01:18:12,280 --> 01:18:14,040
Speaker 1: know what it is. It's because it looks like it

1327
01:18:14,160 --> 01:18:18,120
Speaker 1: was all decorated from Party City. And you walk into

1328
01:18:18,160 --> 01:18:20,559
Speaker 1: these places and be like, Okay, these people have no budget,

1329
01:18:20,720 --> 01:18:23,760
Speaker 1: so they're they're relying on performance. You know what I mean.

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01:18:23,840 --> 01:18:25,960
Speaker 1: And I think the thing at Universal is they have

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01:18:26,200 --> 01:18:28,800
Speaker 1: so much buzzet budget. They're like, look, we are going

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01:18:28,920 --> 01:18:33,400
Speaker 1: to put you into the set of Us. You're going

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01:18:33,439 --> 01:18:37,080
Speaker 1: to put you into Texas Chainsaw. You are in the

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01:18:37,200 --> 01:18:41,560
Speaker 1: set where here it's like you're in a building, and

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01:18:41,760 --> 01:18:44,280
Speaker 1: you're in a building in midtown. In the building in midtown,

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01:18:44,320 --> 01:18:46,439
Speaker 1: it was at black lights in and they're silly string

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01:18:46,479 --> 01:18:52,439
Speaker 1: girl crazy on the set. So there was a I

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01:18:52,560 --> 01:18:57,639
Speaker 1: was waiting to get in to this scary, scary, haunted

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01:18:57,720 --> 01:19:01,080
Speaker 1: house and there was a clown own on the street

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01:19:01,200 --> 01:19:03,559
Speaker 1: entertaining us. And it was like it was like an

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01:19:03,640 --> 01:19:10,160
Speaker 1: old rusty clown okay, and he was as clown. I mean,

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01:19:10,280 --> 01:19:14,400
Speaker 1: he looked like Krusty, the clown of Jason. Okay. He

1343
01:19:14,680 --> 01:19:17,160
Speaker 1: was like had all the gags, he had the hand buzzer,

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01:19:17,320 --> 01:19:20,680
Speaker 1: he had the flower with water, and then he was like,

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01:19:21,040 --> 01:19:23,280
Speaker 1: you know, and I hate the hand buzzer, Honey, don't

1346
01:19:23,320 --> 01:19:25,559
Speaker 1: touch with the hand buzzer. I hate the hand buzzer.

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01:19:25,880 --> 01:19:29,160
Speaker 1: I will punch you in the packing face if you

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01:19:29,320 --> 01:19:32,200
Speaker 1: hand buzz my ass. I swear to god, I hate

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01:19:32,240 --> 01:19:35,240
Speaker 1: the hand buzzer. I think it's an attack you're basically

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01:19:35,840 --> 01:19:38,760
Speaker 1: it's like a mini ta Yeah. It's one of the

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01:19:38,800 --> 01:19:42,680
Speaker 1: worst attacks. It's the hand buzzer is actually one of

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01:19:42,720 --> 01:19:44,680
Speaker 1: the worst. Time you want to send a current through

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01:19:44,760 --> 01:19:47,280
Speaker 1: my body? How dare you? If you hand me, I'll

1354
01:19:47,360 --> 01:19:53,320
Speaker 1: never trust you know. He was doing all this ship

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01:19:53,520 --> 01:19:56,400
Speaker 1: to me and I was there on a date to

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01:19:56,600 --> 01:20:03,240
Speaker 1: me and the date and then he finally pulled out

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01:20:03,360 --> 01:20:06,439
Speaker 1: like a balloon to make me a balloon animal. And

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01:20:06,720 --> 01:20:11,000
Speaker 1: he started blowing into the balloon and then his eyeball,

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01:20:11,680 --> 01:20:18,280
Speaker 1: his left eyeball, flew out onto the ground and started

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01:20:18,920 --> 01:20:22,559
Speaker 1: rolling around. And then he was like my eye, my eye,

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01:20:22,680 --> 01:20:26,920
Speaker 1: and you as the person is like, oh my god,

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01:20:26,960 --> 01:20:29,840
Speaker 1: I need to get this guy's on the ball because

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01:20:29,880 --> 01:20:34,280
Speaker 1: it's rolling all over the side wall. Yes, and then

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01:20:34,320 --> 01:20:36,640
Speaker 1: he bent down. He picks it up. He literally is

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01:20:36,680 --> 01:20:39,840
Speaker 1: like like breathes on it, polishes it off with a

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01:20:40,000 --> 01:20:43,320
Speaker 1: sicking rag, and puss the thing back in his head.

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01:20:44,439 --> 01:20:47,439
Speaker 1: And I was just like, they're gonna kill me in there.

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01:20:47,840 --> 01:20:51,320
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm gonna be worn I'm gonna be

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01:20:51,479 --> 01:20:53,519
Speaker 1: worn out of this place like a pair of cooking

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01:20:53,680 --> 01:20:57,240
Speaker 1: leather leggings from the row. I am literally going to

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Speaker 1: be yew. The I was exactly lu lu rue And

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Speaker 1: then did the actual house end of being scarier than

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01:21:13,560 --> 01:21:18,040
Speaker 1: this clown. It was just hell. It was like it

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01:21:18,320 --> 01:21:23,640
Speaker 1: was like kids that were just wanting to fuck with

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01:21:23,920 --> 01:21:27,120
Speaker 1: you so much and like not leave you alone. I

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01:21:27,240 --> 01:21:29,120
Speaker 1: do remember there was this one room though, where like

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01:21:29,200 --> 01:21:32,520
Speaker 1: all of the walls were kind of like stretch spandex

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01:21:32,600 --> 01:21:35,200
Speaker 1: e like workout fabric, and it was a whole like

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01:21:35,479 --> 01:21:38,360
Speaker 1: Neon situation, and the people in the walls would just

1380
01:21:38,439 --> 01:21:42,480
Speaker 1: like come out and like grab you in this spandex.

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01:21:43,520 --> 01:21:45,240
Speaker 1: It was like you could be marked with red on

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01:21:45,360 --> 01:21:50,120
Speaker 1: your head. Was no touch. Yeah, oh my god. I

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01:21:50,160 --> 01:21:51,800
Speaker 1: don't really want to be taught, that's for sure. But

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01:21:51,960 --> 01:21:54,000
Speaker 1: when we were walking around the streets, but when have

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01:21:54,080 --> 01:21:56,920
Speaker 1: you been to Halloween Horror. I've never been to Halloween Horn.

1386
01:21:56,960 --> 01:21:58,760
Speaker 1: You would a gag. But the thing is I think

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01:21:58,800 --> 01:22:00,600
Speaker 1: that they would recognize you when they bigger point to

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01:22:00,600 --> 01:22:04,920
Speaker 1: try to try to really terrorize you. But the thing is, you, um,

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01:22:05,880 --> 01:22:07,960
Speaker 1: really they come up to you really far, and a

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01:22:08,040 --> 01:22:10,200
Speaker 1: lot of them are holding like fake axes and fake

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01:22:10,320 --> 01:22:12,960
Speaker 1: chainsaws and fake knives, and they would have come up

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01:22:13,000 --> 01:22:16,000
Speaker 1: and like literally swipe in your face and swing in

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01:22:16,040 --> 01:22:18,559
Speaker 1: your face, and I was like, literally one time, if

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Speaker 1: Mitra had even put her head out like a foot

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01:22:21,720 --> 01:22:24,080
Speaker 1: like she her head would have gotten hit. And I

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01:22:24,240 --> 01:22:26,120
Speaker 1: was just like, this is crazy and they have to

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01:22:26,160 --> 01:22:28,800
Speaker 1: be trained for that, like obviously, and like you hear

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01:22:28,840 --> 01:22:32,000
Speaker 1: about zero point zero zero times of them connecting with

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01:22:32,080 --> 01:22:34,639
Speaker 1: people and obviously doesn't happen. They know what they're doing.

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01:22:34,960 --> 01:22:37,599
Speaker 1: But it's like you're swinging an axe at my head,

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01:22:38,400 --> 01:22:41,360
Speaker 1: you know what I hated. Mo was like, Mo was like,

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01:22:41,479 --> 01:22:43,640
Speaker 1: I hate the chainsaws and I was like, yeah, I

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01:22:43,680 --> 01:22:46,439
Speaker 1: do too, because it's such an aggressive sound. I was like, yeah,

1404
01:22:46,479 --> 01:22:47,880
Speaker 1: it's really scary. I was like, but why do you

1405
01:22:47,960 --> 01:22:49,880
Speaker 1: hate them? And she was like, it just takes one

1406
01:22:49,960 --> 01:22:52,360
Speaker 1: crazy person to decide to put the chain on. And

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01:22:52,479 --> 01:22:57,600
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't know about that. It just

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01:22:57,800 --> 01:23:01,519
Speaker 1: takes one crazy person decides put the chain on and

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01:23:01,640 --> 01:23:07,200
Speaker 1: I and then I was like, wait, cow, it's crazy.

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01:23:08,040 --> 01:23:10,920
Speaker 1: But like I do appreciate all of the performers, all

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01:23:11,000 --> 01:23:16,080
Speaker 1: the actor it's a production. I did miss though, and

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01:23:16,439 --> 01:23:18,400
Speaker 1: I did miss some of the girls that were on

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01:23:18,560 --> 01:23:21,280
Speaker 1: stilts a few years ago. I missed them not being there.

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01:23:21,360 --> 01:23:24,160
Speaker 1: This being on stilts is very scary. They only had

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01:23:24,200 --> 01:23:26,960
Speaker 1: two people on stilts this year. They were more on

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01:23:27,120 --> 01:23:29,960
Speaker 1: stilts the first time we went. And the stilts. You're

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01:23:30,080 --> 01:23:32,479
Speaker 1: scared of the people on the stilts. It's just crazy,

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01:23:33,200 --> 01:23:37,720
Speaker 1: that terrifying because they're towering over you. And then like

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01:23:38,400 --> 01:23:41,960
Speaker 1: and they're so scary and they can like jump like

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01:23:42,240 --> 01:23:46,840
Speaker 1: they're sill there so good on the stilts, and they

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01:23:46,880 --> 01:23:50,760
Speaker 1: will you like the stilt. The stilts will stock you

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01:23:51,000 --> 01:23:54,120
Speaker 1: for a really long time, like you're walking in the like, oh,

1423
01:23:54,160 --> 01:23:55,920
Speaker 1: these people are working with me, and then you'll look up.

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01:23:56,280 --> 01:23:58,280
Speaker 1: The next thing you know, you have like the wicker

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01:23:58,360 --> 01:24:03,960
Speaker 1: man on stilts. Next. La is incredible. It's amazing that

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01:24:04,120 --> 01:24:06,840
Speaker 1: you get talent like that. And La only in La.

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01:24:06,880 --> 01:24:12,360
Speaker 1: You go to Disney World, everyone's in l A. It's

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01:24:12,360 --> 01:24:15,679
Speaker 1: because l A attracts people from all over the world.

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01:24:17,320 --> 01:24:21,040
Speaker 1: It's called La La Land. Yes it is. Watch it

1430
01:24:21,640 --> 01:24:24,800
Speaker 1: and it's an amazing movie because it shows people that

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01:24:24,920 --> 01:24:28,439
Speaker 1: are very different, all coming to like people like I'm

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01:24:28,479 --> 01:24:33,040
Speaker 1: a Stone, people like Ryan Gosling, very different, all coming

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01:24:33,200 --> 01:24:38,599
Speaker 1: to one city, one place to see their Hollywood dream

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01:24:38,680 --> 01:24:47,479
Speaker 1: come true and dance act perform, creating and cutting traffic

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01:24:47,840 --> 01:24:51,840
Speaker 1: well simultaneously making it art, and I said relatable, queen.

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01:24:52,680 --> 01:24:55,479
Speaker 1: And you know what, it's that relatability in the movie

1437
01:24:55,600 --> 01:24:59,559
Speaker 1: La La Land that made me say, wow, I see

1438
01:24:59,600 --> 01:25:02,840
Speaker 1: my elf. These people and when they do, you know,

1439
01:25:03,479 --> 01:25:05,759
Speaker 1: make it and you after all their ups and downs,

1440
01:25:06,160 --> 01:25:08,639
Speaker 1: you think that was an amazing story. And I think

1441
01:25:08,720 --> 01:25:12,479
Speaker 1: that when I was in Universal Studios Hollywood Horror Nights,

1442
01:25:12,880 --> 01:25:15,599
Speaker 1: I thought, all these people came here for a reason,

1443
01:25:16,040 --> 01:25:21,240
Speaker 1: their dream. Come on, Bitch, City of Stars, Vibes, City

1444
01:25:21,280 --> 01:25:32,479
Speaker 1: of Angels. We are going to move into the segment

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01:25:32,600 --> 01:25:34,439
Speaker 1: known as I Don't Think So Honey, which is a

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01:25:34,520 --> 01:25:37,040
Speaker 1: sixty second segment. Really we have one of the best

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01:25:37,120 --> 01:25:41,759
Speaker 1: in the biz here, my god, a legend um and actually,

1448
01:25:42,040 --> 01:25:43,960
Speaker 1: my my I Don't Think So Honey is based on

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01:25:44,120 --> 01:25:46,280
Speaker 1: something that Greta and I thought we were going to

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01:25:46,400 --> 01:25:49,719
Speaker 1: do but did not end up doing the other day. Wait,

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01:25:49,840 --> 01:25:51,760
Speaker 1: you are going to do one and then I'm going

1452
01:25:51,800 --> 01:25:55,080
Speaker 1: to do one. That is how it works. Yes, that's true. Okay,

1453
01:25:55,360 --> 01:25:57,320
Speaker 1: because I never want this to end. I just want

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01:25:57,360 --> 01:26:00,560
Speaker 1: to hang out with me when you're ins I r

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01:26:00,720 --> 01:26:04,080
Speaker 1: L the podcast. It's actually a really culture number one

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Speaker 1: hundred and five. Come on, I'm ready. This is Matt Rogers,

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01:26:13,040 --> 01:26:15,200
Speaker 1: I don't think so, honey. As time starts now, I

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01:26:15,240 --> 01:26:17,439
Speaker 1: don't think so, honey. Of the New James Bond moving

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01:26:17,479 --> 01:26:21,200
Speaker 1: No Time to Die being two hours and forty five

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01:26:21,320 --> 01:26:25,360
Speaker 1: minutes long, I'm sorry. We got into the car to go.

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01:26:25,479 --> 01:26:27,519
Speaker 1: We were all excited to get see the New James Bond.

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01:26:27,600 --> 01:26:29,519
Speaker 1: We found it. How long it was? Greta and I

1463
01:26:29,640 --> 01:26:33,600
Speaker 1: and we turned our ass around and went home and

1464
01:26:33,680 --> 01:26:36,760
Speaker 1: we watched Drew Paus trackers. You can sad, Mama, I

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01:26:37,160 --> 01:26:40,200
Speaker 1: cannot believe that the movie is this long, and the

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01:26:40,280 --> 01:26:44,320
Speaker 1: year of our Lord? What have we what? It's bad

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Speaker 1: for the movie theaters, first of all, because they can

1468
01:26:46,080 --> 01:26:49,599
Speaker 1: only show so many. It's bad for the people sitting there.

1469
01:26:49,640 --> 01:26:51,920
Speaker 1: It's like, what do you ask people to do? If

1470
01:26:51,920 --> 01:26:53,559
Speaker 1: you want to pay attention every second to the narrative,

1471
01:26:53,560 --> 01:26:56,000
Speaker 1: They're not going to take a bathroom break. Every review

1472
01:26:56,080 --> 01:26:58,040
Speaker 1: of this movie is like, what a great tribute to

1473
01:26:58,120 --> 01:27:00,680
Speaker 1: Daniel Kratt, like the bitches day. I have to be

1474
01:27:00,760 --> 01:27:02,640
Speaker 1: honest with you, the bitch is very much alive, and

1475
01:27:02,760 --> 01:27:05,400
Speaker 1: she is about to oversaturate us again and knives out

1476
01:27:05,439 --> 01:27:08,719
Speaker 1: two through nine, So please spare me with a Daniel

1477
01:27:08,760 --> 01:27:12,479
Speaker 1: Craig r I P and Memorium give me a fifteen

1478
01:27:12,560 --> 01:27:15,560
Speaker 1: minute Preus Bronson movie where bomb Ka Jansen kills a

1479
01:27:15,600 --> 01:27:17,760
Speaker 1: man with her legs. I don't think so, honey, And

1480
01:27:17,880 --> 01:27:19,439
Speaker 1: that's woman. How does it feel to spit in the

1481
01:27:19,520 --> 01:27:26,679
Speaker 1: face of Sir Daniel Craig? Is he now night is? Well? First?

1482
01:27:26,680 --> 01:27:28,160
Speaker 1: All I want to say, he could spit in my

1483
01:27:28,280 --> 01:27:31,320
Speaker 1: open mouth. Hio. I think that's why it's so long,

1484
01:27:31,439 --> 01:27:33,200
Speaker 1: is because it is like a sendop. And I think

1485
01:27:33,240 --> 01:27:38,160
Speaker 1: he really, he really did something new with Bond. He did,

1486
01:27:38,360 --> 01:27:42,280
Speaker 1: he did, he brooded, and he deserved, he deserved something.

1487
01:27:43,200 --> 01:27:45,600
Speaker 1: He deserves. Whatever he deserved could have been given to

1488
01:27:45,680 --> 01:27:48,599
Speaker 1: him in two hours and even five minutes. I'm just saying, look,

1489
01:27:48,720 --> 01:27:51,479
Speaker 1: two hours and forty three minutes. Literally, we were saying,

1490
01:27:52,400 --> 01:27:55,840
Speaker 1: if it was even a half hour shorter, I think, like,

1491
01:27:56,600 --> 01:27:59,200
Speaker 1: of psychically we could have gotten used to it. But

1492
01:27:59,280 --> 01:28:02,759
Speaker 1: it was something a two hours and twenty minutes of previews.

1493
01:28:02,800 --> 01:28:05,640
Speaker 1: I was like, that's a commitment. I don't forgot what

1494
01:28:05,800 --> 01:28:07,840
Speaker 1: you guys have not going to see it. I'm just saying,

1495
01:28:08,040 --> 01:28:10,679
Speaker 1: don't you love the drama of this movie being delayed

1496
01:28:10,720 --> 01:28:15,640
Speaker 1: for basically a year and eight months and then you

1497
01:28:15,720 --> 01:28:19,360
Speaker 1: know they're still promoting it, and like, isn't that incredible?

1498
01:28:19,360 --> 01:28:21,400
Speaker 1: And then why why shouldn't it be two hours and

1499
01:28:21,479 --> 01:28:26,200
Speaker 1: forty minutes? This movie is drama, it's it's Bond, it's camp.

1500
01:28:26,360 --> 01:28:29,040
Speaker 1: You know, like, just just just let it be, bitch,

1501
01:28:29,320 --> 01:28:32,280
Speaker 1: you know what, you're ashamed of both. You're ashamed of

1502
01:28:32,360 --> 01:28:36,040
Speaker 1: both because I actually you're very stupid, bitch. And I

1503
01:28:36,360 --> 01:28:38,560
Speaker 1: read a lot of reviews for this movie in the

1504
01:28:38,640 --> 01:28:40,800
Speaker 1: car Greta and I really wrestled with this, and I said,

1505
01:28:41,040 --> 01:28:43,800
Speaker 1: interviews and see what it says, and every review was

1506
01:28:43,920 --> 01:28:47,519
Speaker 1: like this movie is fine, but wow Daniel Craig. And

1507
01:28:47,600 --> 01:28:50,080
Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, then I'll go home and watch fucking

1508
01:28:50,600 --> 01:28:54,479
Speaker 1: something else. With that. That was the bad pitch where

1509
01:28:54,560 --> 01:28:58,920
Speaker 1: it was like everything's predictable, you know exactly what happen.

1510
01:28:59,200 --> 01:29:01,639
Speaker 1: This could have been and cut off by thirty minutes.

1511
01:29:01,840 --> 01:29:04,120
Speaker 1: But like, we love Daniel Craig and we love what

1512
01:29:04,240 --> 01:29:07,040
Speaker 1: Daniel Craig has done with Bonds. Like you know how

1513
01:29:07,080 --> 01:29:09,960
Speaker 1: many times I've tributed Daniel Craig in my life for better,

1514
01:29:10,520 --> 01:29:13,320
Speaker 1: for in so many words, many times I could have

1515
01:29:13,360 --> 01:29:16,120
Speaker 1: at tribute. Maybe I might have attribute to Daniel Craig

1516
01:29:16,160 --> 01:29:22,120
Speaker 1: tonight if the Google search does its thing. Oh look,

1517
01:29:22,640 --> 01:29:25,080
Speaker 1: here's the thing about me. I check off. Here's the

1518
01:29:25,120 --> 01:29:27,760
Speaker 1: thing about me. I'm a gay man that loves to

1519
01:29:27,920 --> 01:29:30,760
Speaker 1: tug at my penis to completion. And when I can

1520
01:29:30,840 --> 01:29:33,719
Speaker 1: be visually aided by a man looking like Daniel Craig,

1521
01:29:34,280 --> 01:29:37,320
Speaker 1: I am not above saying that that's not you know,

1522
01:29:37,439 --> 01:29:40,800
Speaker 1: gonna go down tonight. I'm dragging off to Daniel Craig. Tonight,

1523
01:29:40,840 --> 01:29:43,560
Speaker 1: I'm tributing him, and it happen in about seven or

1524
01:29:43,640 --> 01:29:46,720
Speaker 1: eight minutes, not two hours and forty three, because after

1525
01:29:46,840 --> 01:29:49,559
Speaker 1: that I'm gonna watch Dancing with the Stars, Mike Drop.

1526
01:29:51,840 --> 01:29:58,759
Speaker 1: There is real potential here for new slang tributing. Today,

1527
01:29:58,800 --> 01:30:05,200
Speaker 1: I paid tribute to Chris. I a tributed Wait, actually

1528
01:30:05,240 --> 01:30:08,200
Speaker 1: not today, but who did you pay tribute today? I

1529
01:30:08,280 --> 01:30:10,200
Speaker 1: just I just browsed on my only fans and I

1530
01:30:10,320 --> 01:30:12,280
Speaker 1: just like pay tribute to like you know whatever you

1531
01:30:12,360 --> 01:30:14,720
Speaker 1: know caught my eye in the scroll. I love do

1532
01:30:14,880 --> 01:30:18,200
Speaker 1: you pay tribute? Bon and Matt, both of you, because

1533
01:30:18,280 --> 01:30:20,800
Speaker 1: when I pay tribute to people, it's very quickly. My

1534
01:30:20,920 --> 01:30:23,880
Speaker 1: tribute last about thirty second seconds and then I get bored.

1535
01:30:24,120 --> 01:30:26,840
Speaker 1: And then I need to continue paying tribute to have

1536
01:30:26,920 --> 01:30:29,920
Speaker 1: a lot of tributes, and it's just it's just to

1537
01:30:29,960 --> 01:30:31,320
Speaker 1: get out of the way. I'm like, I haven't done

1538
01:30:31,320 --> 01:30:35,400
Speaker 1: in a while. Sometimes I'll see a picture and I'll

1539
01:30:35,520 --> 01:30:41,240
Speaker 1: just know I have to go pay tribute. Yeah, I

1540
01:30:41,600 --> 01:30:44,280
Speaker 1: pay tribute all the time though, like I I love

1541
01:30:44,400 --> 01:30:48,040
Speaker 1: to pay tribute. I pay tribute to It's isn't it crazy?

1542
01:30:48,120 --> 01:30:49,880
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, this is just for for people who have

1543
01:30:50,000 --> 01:30:55,599
Speaker 1: penises um and ball Dickson balls. It's crazy that come

1544
01:30:55,720 --> 01:30:58,559
Speaker 1: comes out of there. I think that's crazy all the time.

1545
01:30:58,680 --> 01:31:03,360
Speaker 1: I mean, just white white goo. It's crazy. Everyone that

1546
01:31:03,479 --> 01:31:09,599
Speaker 1: watches it happen and like it's like high school. Yeah,

1547
01:31:10,800 --> 01:31:15,040
Speaker 1: I like that. What's that Chloe Bailey song, Lord have Mercy?

1548
01:31:15,280 --> 01:31:20,400
Speaker 1: What's that? Yeah? Whenever it happens, when I see it

1549
01:31:20,520 --> 01:31:25,519
Speaker 1: coming out, it's like slow. But every single time with

1550
01:31:25,920 --> 01:31:29,080
Speaker 1: I'm like, Lord have mercy. What's the most you guys

1551
01:31:29,160 --> 01:31:31,920
Speaker 1: have paid tribute in a day? It's different for you.

1552
01:31:32,280 --> 01:31:34,160
Speaker 1: Oh my god. When I was when I was a teenager,

1553
01:31:35,240 --> 01:31:38,200
Speaker 1: there were a couple of nights. There were a couple

1554
01:31:38,240 --> 01:31:39,800
Speaker 1: of nights, And I would love to explore this more

1555
01:31:39,840 --> 01:31:42,280
Speaker 1: on the podcast The recomp nants when I would just

1556
01:31:42,360 --> 01:31:44,840
Speaker 1: be so bored and not be able to fall asleep

1557
01:31:44,880 --> 01:31:46,920
Speaker 1: that it would be like sex in one night. I've

1558
01:31:46,960 --> 01:31:50,680
Speaker 1: done six or seven. It's crazy. Sundays were huge for

1559
01:31:50,760 --> 01:31:52,200
Speaker 1: me growing up. It was like a day when I

1560
01:31:52,240 --> 01:31:53,880
Speaker 1: would like, do it right when I still have to

1561
01:31:54,000 --> 01:31:56,200
Speaker 1: come when I wake up pretty much every single day,

1562
01:31:56,280 --> 01:32:00,280
Speaker 1: but like when when when you first wake up about

1563
01:32:00,320 --> 01:32:02,120
Speaker 1: an hour later, then you actually get out of bed,

1564
01:32:02,479 --> 01:32:04,760
Speaker 1: go back two or three more times during the day,

1565
01:32:04,800 --> 01:32:06,439
Speaker 1: and then of course before you go to bed. I

1566
01:32:06,520 --> 01:32:08,040
Speaker 1: also have to come before I go to bed too.

1567
01:32:08,080 --> 01:32:11,160
Speaker 1: I check off all the time. I think the most

1568
01:32:11,800 --> 01:32:16,479
Speaker 1: attributed in a day has been like four times. That's

1569
01:32:16,640 --> 01:32:19,880
Speaker 1: very spaced out because you know, I'm blast in the sauce,

1570
01:32:20,080 --> 01:32:23,799
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, and yourself, would you consider

1571
01:32:23,840 --> 01:32:28,639
Speaker 1: yourself horned up? I would, but I would generally speaking,

1572
01:32:28,760 --> 01:32:34,040
Speaker 1: I'm a little weak um. But but I think that

1573
01:32:35,640 --> 01:32:42,479
Speaker 1: sometimes the world can get you down and make you

1574
01:32:42,600 --> 01:32:48,280
Speaker 1: enough men beau, I know I think that. Yeah. I

1575
01:32:48,360 --> 01:32:50,240
Speaker 1: think the most for me is like four times. And

1576
01:32:50,280 --> 01:32:51,560
Speaker 1: it was when I was in high school and I

1577
01:32:51,680 --> 01:32:55,479
Speaker 1: was like, it's going to be creamed corn for dinner? Mother, Mother,

1578
01:32:56,160 --> 01:33:01,120
Speaker 1: what are you horned up. I'm generally horned up. I

1579
01:33:01,240 --> 01:33:04,840
Speaker 1: will reveal that I did take my first got a

1580
01:33:04,880 --> 01:33:09,519
Speaker 1: rhea antibiotic shot today because a sexual partner very ethically

1581
01:33:09,640 --> 01:33:15,280
Speaker 1: let me know. That's nice. That's nice. It's nice when

1582
01:33:15,320 --> 01:33:17,439
Speaker 1: you have someone that lets you know, because I have

1583
01:33:17,640 --> 01:33:22,200
Speaker 1: had many, and by many, I mean three situations where

1584
01:33:22,320 --> 01:33:28,080
Speaker 1: the person has but not let me know. And one

1585
01:33:28,160 --> 01:33:30,760
Speaker 1: time someone tried to like gaslate me into thinking it

1586
01:33:30,880 --> 01:33:36,200
Speaker 1: was me fuck and I was like, fucking sucks, yeah,

1587
01:33:36,240 --> 01:33:38,120
Speaker 1: but then a part of me was like, it wasn't me.

1588
01:33:41,040 --> 01:33:43,360
Speaker 1: I mean, there's no way to know, and so like, honestly,

1589
01:33:43,400 --> 01:33:46,519
Speaker 1: all my interactions about it lately, which they've been helpful,

1590
01:33:46,840 --> 01:33:49,479
Speaker 1: have been very like, hey, did you not tested positive

1591
01:33:49,520 --> 01:33:51,719
Speaker 1: for this? And I'm like, thank you so much, doctor,

1592
01:33:51,920 --> 01:33:54,479
Speaker 1: take care of it, and usually it was accurate information.

1593
01:33:54,800 --> 01:33:58,680
Speaker 1: It's also I love being on and I wish this

1594
01:33:58,800 --> 01:34:00,880
Speaker 1: for everyone, like just to be in the place where

1595
01:34:00,880 --> 01:34:03,040
Speaker 1: you don't have to feel crazy about that happening if

1596
01:34:03,080 --> 01:34:05,960
Speaker 1: it don't. It's like if you're getting std I. I

1597
01:34:06,040 --> 01:34:08,680
Speaker 1: believe it's like the politically correct way to say it,

1598
01:34:08,760 --> 01:34:14,840
Speaker 1: because the word diseases like charge um um. But you know,

1599
01:34:15,000 --> 01:34:17,160
Speaker 1: like it's just better to just be like, this is

1600
01:34:17,240 --> 01:34:21,320
Speaker 1: literally something that happens when you are sexually active, and

1601
01:34:21,439 --> 01:34:24,040
Speaker 1: it's actually okay, and there's no need to feel shame.

1602
01:34:24,080 --> 01:34:28,120
Speaker 1: And it's truly the luck of the damn draw. It's

1603
01:34:28,280 --> 01:34:32,439
Speaker 1: Russian Roulette. Every time I make love Um, bone yanging

1604
01:34:32,520 --> 01:34:35,040
Speaker 1: ready to do I don't think so, I'm ready. Well

1605
01:34:35,120 --> 01:34:38,720
Speaker 1: that makes me feel excited. Everyone in America this is

1606
01:34:38,760 --> 01:34:41,479
Speaker 1: bone yangs. I don't think so, honey. His time starts now,

1607
01:34:41,880 --> 01:34:46,200
Speaker 1: I don't think so, honey. Traditional candle wicks. Why why

1608
01:34:46,320 --> 01:34:49,920
Speaker 1: you gotta leave me with that fucking dick mushroom at

1609
01:34:49,960 --> 01:34:53,280
Speaker 1: the end of every burn? And I I have to

1610
01:34:53,320 --> 01:34:56,160
Speaker 1: spend what twelve dollars on a wick trimmer. I gotta

1611
01:34:56,280 --> 01:34:59,240
Speaker 1: keep a wicked trimmer around the house. Now, fuck you

1612
01:34:59,520 --> 01:35:02,280
Speaker 1: for making buy an extra thing. I got sick of

1613
01:35:02,360 --> 01:35:04,160
Speaker 1: doing it with the scissors and then you know, washing

1614
01:35:04,240 --> 01:35:06,160
Speaker 1: them and wiping them off. So now I have a

1615
01:35:06,240 --> 01:35:10,519
Speaker 1: fucking fucked up looking scissor on my nightstand, and I

1616
01:35:10,600 --> 01:35:12,720
Speaker 1: bought an extra one of fairy candels I keep at work.

1617
01:35:13,160 --> 01:35:16,719
Speaker 1: The way for it is wooden wicks. They burn lovely

1618
01:35:17,240 --> 01:35:20,760
Speaker 1: and they don't leave. They don't They don't. They don't

1619
01:35:20,800 --> 01:35:23,040
Speaker 1: look fucked up after you use them for more than

1620
01:35:23,120 --> 01:35:27,160
Speaker 1: twenty seconds. Okay, let's do wood wicks. It's probably better

1621
01:35:27,400 --> 01:35:30,000
Speaker 1: for the environment. I'm assuming I'm just gonna go out

1622
01:35:30,040 --> 01:35:31,959
Speaker 1: on the limb and say that they're better for the environment.

1623
01:35:32,280 --> 01:35:36,720
Speaker 1: So yeah, Gretta T. Will be happy to hear other

1624
01:35:36,760 --> 01:35:41,160
Speaker 1: Gretta T. And uh the wicks wicks, you're you're, you're,

1625
01:35:41,320 --> 01:35:43,680
Speaker 1: you're busted. I'm on you, and that's one minute. I

1626
01:35:43,880 --> 01:35:47,360
Speaker 1: recently I appreciate this. I recently have had the experience

1627
01:35:47,439 --> 01:35:50,439
Speaker 1: where a traditional wick, I'm lighting it, the candles still

1628
01:35:50,560 --> 01:35:53,959
Speaker 1: full and it won't light. So these wicks are trifling,

1629
01:35:54,800 --> 01:35:58,840
Speaker 1: These wicks are trifling away. Well, I I do have

1630
01:35:59,000 --> 01:36:04,840
Speaker 1: a wick trimmer myself, and I do find that it

1631
01:36:05,200 --> 01:36:08,519
Speaker 1: isn't necessary evil, it's unfortunate to get to the point

1632
01:36:08,560 --> 01:36:12,040
Speaker 1: where you're like, because so long, was like, oh, I'll

1633
01:36:12,080 --> 01:36:14,000
Speaker 1: just use the scisser the scissor, but then the candle

1634
01:36:14,040 --> 01:36:16,080
Speaker 1: gets so deep I think you're like, I need this

1635
01:36:16,360 --> 01:36:20,519
Speaker 1: god Like, Actually, I have a candle it right now,

1636
01:36:21,120 --> 01:36:25,280
Speaker 1: and look you can see the wick is absolutely Look

1637
01:36:25,320 --> 01:36:27,920
Speaker 1: at the tree of life, it looks like a fucking

1638
01:36:28,080 --> 01:36:31,200
Speaker 1: like you know, Kingdom tree, the animal Kingdom tree. It

1639
01:36:31,280 --> 01:36:34,120
Speaker 1: looks like a pseudo Wido the Pokemon from a Pokemon

1640
01:36:34,280 --> 01:36:38,600
Speaker 1: heads out there anyway. That's a gorgeous candle. This is

1641
01:36:38,760 --> 01:36:43,720
Speaker 1: Dr Tiffany Moon. Oh so this so do you know

1642
01:36:43,760 --> 01:36:47,640
Speaker 1: about Dr Dr Tiffany Moon's candles. She's an anesthusiologist. So

1643
01:36:47,680 --> 01:36:53,280
Speaker 1: they're all named after different medications. This one is Hello candles.

1644
01:36:53,439 --> 01:36:56,400
Speaker 1: It's an active ingredient calmness indications for use. You just

1645
01:36:56,520 --> 01:36:58,880
Speaker 1: ran into your ex with their cute news significant other

1646
01:36:58,960 --> 01:37:02,360
Speaker 1: while looking completely disheveled. Your kids have said Mommy, no

1647
01:37:02,479 --> 01:37:05,439
Speaker 1: less than a hundred times today, just took your ninety

1648
01:37:05,479 --> 01:37:08,160
Speaker 1: minutes to drive home from work, and then warnings, do

1649
01:37:08,320 --> 01:37:12,439
Speaker 1: not use if you love traffic. Always like looking polished

1650
01:37:12,479 --> 01:37:15,280
Speaker 1: and perfect. Have never typed an angry email and then

1651
01:37:15,320 --> 01:37:17,479
Speaker 1: deleted it a few months later when you like, come on,

1652
01:37:17,800 --> 01:37:21,320
Speaker 1: she's just like your comedy, Dr Moon. I don't know

1653
01:37:21,640 --> 01:37:24,719
Speaker 1: is she writing the copy of the jokes herself. She's

1654
01:37:24,760 --> 01:37:29,280
Speaker 1: got a good joke room m m. And who do

1655
01:37:29,360 --> 01:37:30,760
Speaker 1: we know anyone? Do we know anyone who's in that?

1656
01:37:31,200 --> 01:37:32,920
Speaker 1: I don't know anyone who is in the Doctor Tiffany

1657
01:37:32,960 --> 01:37:37,920
Speaker 1: Moon candle in the Dr Tiffany Moon Candle Room please

1658
01:37:38,400 --> 01:37:41,919
Speaker 1: step forward. Yeah, we'll give you ninety minutes on this podcast.

1659
01:37:42,400 --> 01:37:46,080
Speaker 1: And and I mean, any if you, if you have

1660
01:37:46,120 --> 01:37:48,439
Speaker 1: a writer's assistant position open and the doctor Tiffany Moon

1661
01:37:49,640 --> 01:37:52,880
Speaker 1: Candle Room, I will put us and I will be

1662
01:37:52,880 --> 01:37:55,639
Speaker 1: the writer's assistant. I'll order launch for everybody. Yes, all

1663
01:37:55,680 --> 01:37:58,240
Speaker 1: of it. We're all eating Manchino forms every day. I'm

1664
01:37:58,280 --> 01:38:03,120
Speaker 1: sure on that budget. Alright, so now it's time bowen.

1665
01:38:03,160 --> 01:38:06,000
Speaker 1: Thank you for that. I think it was especially on

1666
01:38:06,040 --> 01:38:09,240
Speaker 1: a culture podcast. Thank you you guys. This is this

1667
01:38:09,439 --> 01:38:11,680
Speaker 1: is the thing I now have. Of course, like a

1668
01:38:11,800 --> 01:38:13,600
Speaker 1: bunch of ones that I want to do, but I

1669
01:38:13,760 --> 01:38:17,559
Speaker 1: just think I need to do the one that you need.

1670
01:38:17,600 --> 01:38:20,200
Speaker 1: You got to follow your heart. It cannot guard you wrong.

1671
01:38:22,080 --> 01:38:24,040
Speaker 1: It's it's a few things. I mean, I'm just gonna

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01:38:24,040 --> 01:38:25,599
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna go for it. You should just pop

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01:38:25,640 --> 01:38:27,559
Speaker 1: off and whatever it is. If you want to redefine

1674
01:38:27,560 --> 01:38:31,400
Speaker 1: the art form right now, just talk fast. This is

1675
01:38:31,479 --> 01:38:35,280
Speaker 1: greta Titleman's I don't think so, honey. Her time starts now.

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01:38:36,200 --> 01:38:37,800
Speaker 1: I don't think so, honey. Being in the bathroom and

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01:38:37,880 --> 01:38:41,719
Speaker 1: having any other pump in there be anything but fucking soap. Okay,

1678
01:38:42,160 --> 01:38:45,320
Speaker 1: don't give me hand lotion. Don't give me purel He

1679
01:38:45,640 --> 01:38:48,639
Speaker 1: kisses me right on off. When I moisten my hands

1680
01:38:48,800 --> 01:38:50,479
Speaker 1: and I put my hand into that little pumper, and

1681
01:38:50,560 --> 01:38:54,320
Speaker 1: what is it? Purell? Bitch? It needs to be so also,

1682
01:38:54,439 --> 01:38:57,880
Speaker 1: don't give me hand lotion. Who is the psychopath going

1683
01:38:58,080 --> 01:39:02,800
Speaker 1: into the bathroom today? Not only washed thoroughly dry and

1684
01:39:02,960 --> 01:39:05,760
Speaker 1: then pump the hand motion? No one, honey, okay. And

1685
01:39:05,880 --> 01:39:08,800
Speaker 1: we don't want those people around because they're cuckoo and

1686
01:39:08,880 --> 01:39:11,639
Speaker 1: they scare me. And here's this thing. If you're putting

1687
01:39:11,680 --> 01:39:13,280
Speaker 1: the two bottles next to each other, I don't care

1688
01:39:13,320 --> 01:39:17,439
Speaker 1: if it is Leilabo herself smelling of gorgeous burg moot.

1689
01:39:17,680 --> 01:39:20,560
Speaker 1: I do not need me getting confused, because that's what

1690
01:39:20,760 --> 01:39:23,040
Speaker 1: I feel like a dick, because then I become wasteful,

1691
01:39:23,160 --> 01:39:25,160
Speaker 1: because then what do I do? Hands are wet but

1692
01:39:25,360 --> 01:39:27,400
Speaker 1: with a lotion accidentally, oh my god, lotion. Now need

1693
01:39:27,439 --> 01:39:30,560
Speaker 1: to wipe lotion off and re fucking stuff business. And

1694
01:39:30,680 --> 01:39:33,920
Speaker 1: what did I do? I just wasted gorgeous, gorgeous lotion.

1695
01:39:34,200 --> 01:39:36,120
Speaker 1: So here's what I mean to say in your bathroom

1696
01:39:36,360 --> 01:39:38,639
Speaker 1: soap only, I don't think so, honey, anything but soap.

1697
01:39:38,960 --> 01:39:42,800
Speaker 1: And that's one minute. It's incredible that there's nothing worse

1698
01:39:42,880 --> 01:39:45,880
Speaker 1: than going to a pump. It's slotion. You go fuck,

1699
01:39:46,040 --> 01:39:48,360
Speaker 1: and then you gotta clean it off with either a

1700
01:39:48,400 --> 01:39:51,360
Speaker 1: paper towel or water, and then you still feel oily.

1701
01:39:51,720 --> 01:39:55,479
Speaker 1: It's crazy. Excuse me, why also are we being so confused?

1702
01:39:55,840 --> 01:39:58,880
Speaker 1: I think it's fine to have sanitizer and hand lotion

1703
01:39:59,720 --> 01:40:03,760
Speaker 1: set bridge from the away. But when you when you

1704
01:40:03,920 --> 01:40:06,679
Speaker 1: put when you put the hand lotion in the spot

1705
01:40:06,840 --> 01:40:10,560
Speaker 1: where intuitively the soap is, then you're gonna waste a

1706
01:40:10,600 --> 01:40:13,000
Speaker 1: lot of lotion. Also, if you want to give me

1707
01:40:13,120 --> 01:40:16,160
Speaker 1: purell less, you put it at the door, the door,

1708
01:40:18,240 --> 01:40:20,800
Speaker 1: at the door, at the door, get the hand lotion

1709
01:40:21,000 --> 01:40:23,400
Speaker 1: away from the sink, from the running water. We don't

1710
01:40:23,439 --> 01:40:28,280
Speaker 1: want to use that. No, no, And it's just it's confusing,

1711
01:40:28,520 --> 01:40:31,720
Speaker 1: and it's cruel because then I'd become wasteful. And then

1712
01:40:31,800 --> 01:40:33,960
Speaker 1: think about this. If you didn't want to waste the lotion,

1713
01:40:34,400 --> 01:40:36,519
Speaker 1: maybe you put the lotion, you realize it's lotion, do

1714
01:40:36,720 --> 01:40:38,840
Speaker 1: that and then you leave and don't wash your hands.

1715
01:40:39,200 --> 01:40:41,880
Speaker 1: I bet a lot of people make that decision. And absolutely,

1716
01:40:43,080 --> 01:40:44,640
Speaker 1: do you want to know something that fucked up. That

1717
01:40:44,720 --> 01:40:48,240
Speaker 1: happened to me today. And this happens in different settings,

1718
01:40:48,320 --> 01:40:51,000
Speaker 1: but for me it was, um, I went to this

1719
01:40:51,240 --> 01:40:53,280
Speaker 1: like gym. I want to go work out in this place,

1720
01:40:53,479 --> 01:40:56,000
Speaker 1: and then they have like small showers, it's like an

1721
01:40:56,040 --> 01:40:59,240
Speaker 1: independent training spot. And then I went to the showers

1722
01:40:59,840 --> 01:41:03,400
Speaker 1: to read pumps no labels. Obviously, the opaque one, I

1723
01:41:03,479 --> 01:41:06,360
Speaker 1: was like, that's conditioner. But then the two clear gel ones.

1724
01:41:06,360 --> 01:41:07,680
Speaker 1: I was like, am I gonna have to put these

1725
01:41:07,720 --> 01:41:10,160
Speaker 1: in my hand and smell to see what which one

1726
01:41:10,240 --> 01:41:13,800
Speaker 1: shampoo and which one's body body washed? And then I think, wait,

1727
01:41:14,040 --> 01:41:17,560
Speaker 1: does my nose know the difference between can you decipher? No?

1728
01:41:18,120 --> 01:41:20,160
Speaker 1: And I was like, I feel like a fucking idiot now,

1729
01:41:20,400 --> 01:41:23,320
Speaker 1: And I might slather shampoo on my body and body

1730
01:41:23,400 --> 01:41:25,800
Speaker 1: washing my hair, and I'll feel even crazier. And then

1731
01:41:25,920 --> 01:41:29,519
Speaker 1: you'll look crazy too, because body wash they can supposed

1732
01:41:29,520 --> 01:41:31,640
Speaker 1: to go in the hair. It's just not and they

1733
01:41:31,680 --> 01:41:37,439
Speaker 1: can just people can tell. Literally. People are also very cruel, cruel, yes,

1734
01:41:37,680 --> 01:41:39,280
Speaker 1: and they know that when you leave the gym, they're

1735
01:41:39,280 --> 01:41:43,280
Speaker 1: going to say, there's that fucking flop whose nose couldn't

1736
01:41:43,360 --> 01:41:47,680
Speaker 1: decipher between body wash and shampoo? Yes, And then I think,

1737
01:41:47,800 --> 01:41:49,720
Speaker 1: is this who I am? I don't know who I am,

1738
01:41:49,760 --> 01:41:52,160
Speaker 1: but all I know about myself is that I confuse

1739
01:41:52,200 --> 01:41:54,880
Speaker 1: body washing shampoo. And you can't see the forest through

1740
01:41:54,920 --> 01:41:57,800
Speaker 1: the trees and I can't. And you know what's also

1741
01:41:57,920 --> 01:42:00,000
Speaker 1: we've also talked about on this podcast, and it's actually

1742
01:42:00,000 --> 01:42:01,439
Speaker 1: you've been I don't think so, honey. I think more

1743
01:42:01,520 --> 01:42:04,360
Speaker 1: than once is the three in one body washed shampoo,

1744
01:42:04,439 --> 01:42:09,639
Speaker 1: conditioner get lost. I want to know that this product

1745
01:42:09,680 --> 01:42:13,280
Speaker 1: can stand alone as shampoo, as conditioner, as body washed.

1746
01:42:13,439 --> 01:42:15,599
Speaker 1: Sell it in the dorms, because that's the only people

1747
01:42:15,640 --> 01:42:17,840
Speaker 1: who are buying them is the college. Don't even sell

1748
01:42:17,880 --> 01:42:20,040
Speaker 1: it in the dorms. Sell it at fucking ri I

1749
01:42:20,320 --> 01:42:23,479
Speaker 1: for when you're going camping and when you're literally showering

1750
01:42:23,560 --> 01:42:26,280
Speaker 1: with a little bottle of water. If I send my

1751
01:42:26,479 --> 01:42:30,160
Speaker 1: child to college and they feel that they need to

1752
01:42:30,400 --> 01:42:33,240
Speaker 1: use a three in one, I will have personally done

1753
01:42:33,280 --> 01:42:41,120
Speaker 1: a bad job as a parent. You're right, I will

1754
01:42:41,600 --> 01:42:44,800
Speaker 1: treat it. I will have taught them badly. If you

1755
01:42:45,320 --> 01:42:49,200
Speaker 1: on a presidential debate, people would have applauded if the

1756
01:42:49,280 --> 01:42:52,320
Speaker 1: question was about like environmental issues, and you literally gave

1757
01:42:52,400 --> 01:42:55,640
Speaker 1: that exact Tyrande that you just did. It would have

1758
01:42:55,800 --> 01:42:59,120
Speaker 1: ended like and then afterwards Joy Reid would have said,

1759
01:42:59,240 --> 01:43:01,400
Speaker 1: I thought graditied, that was good tonight, and I thought

1760
01:43:01,439 --> 01:43:04,760
Speaker 1: she really got her point Across Chris Hayes would be like,

1761
01:43:05,479 --> 01:43:10,400
Speaker 1: what Greta did was really stay on message. And then

1762
01:43:11,320 --> 01:43:13,559
Speaker 1: Chris Christie, even Chris Christie would be like, if I'm

1763
01:43:13,720 --> 01:43:16,000
Speaker 1: if I'm watching her at home, I'm sending her thirty dollars,

1764
01:43:16,280 --> 01:43:19,000
Speaker 1: you should run, you should run. I would do it

1765
01:43:19,080 --> 01:43:22,439
Speaker 1: just for the outfits. Oh you think you put like

1766
01:43:22,520 --> 01:43:28,840
Speaker 1: a cute debate look together where yeah, very snatched debate look.

1767
01:43:29,560 --> 01:43:33,960
Speaker 1: And then I do like, you know, nostalgic like fashion

1768
01:43:34,080 --> 01:43:42,120
Speaker 1: hat tips to like like like a pill box hats

1769
01:43:42,240 --> 01:43:46,280
Speaker 1: like a fascinator. And then when about hair character in

1770
01:43:46,320 --> 01:43:49,360
Speaker 1: the debate, we need that. I would also do hat

1771
01:43:49,439 --> 01:43:55,080
Speaker 1: tips to like Abraham Lincoln maybe and we're like sort

1772
01:43:55,120 --> 01:43:58,080
Speaker 1: of slout cheese. Oh my god, if you did like

1773
01:43:58,360 --> 01:44:05,040
Speaker 1: Abraham Lincoln look to a presidential debreech if a female,

1774
01:44:05,160 --> 01:44:07,760
Speaker 1: If if there's a female or any nominee of any

1775
01:44:07,840 --> 01:44:10,960
Speaker 1: gender who just dresses up like a B. Lincot, it

1776
01:44:11,000 --> 01:44:15,600
Speaker 1: makes it like glam You're you're winning, You're winning it

1777
01:44:15,640 --> 01:44:19,559
Speaker 1: could be like a Tom Brown kind of creation. God,

1778
01:44:19,600 --> 01:44:22,360
Speaker 1: are you kidding me? And Tom would just nail it.

1779
01:44:22,560 --> 01:44:27,200
Speaker 1: You know, Tom would nail it. He just knows. He's

1780
01:44:28,000 --> 01:44:31,160
Speaker 1: Oh my god. Well listen, I think this has been

1781
01:44:31,200 --> 01:44:34,800
Speaker 1: an episode that has gone deep. It's also been um,

1782
01:44:34,920 --> 01:44:37,639
Speaker 1: It's touched on the deep elements of culture, the deep

1783
01:44:37,680 --> 01:44:42,080
Speaker 1: elements of the human history, personal history. The only family

1784
01:44:42,240 --> 01:44:46,000
Speaker 1: it's family episode could give. And also it was the

1785
01:44:46,040 --> 01:44:50,520
Speaker 1: frivolous it was. It was both both the deep exploration

1786
01:44:50,960 --> 01:44:53,840
Speaker 1: and also the creature comforts, you know, And that's why

1787
01:44:54,000 --> 01:44:57,840
Speaker 1: this podcast has received critically well. The podcast has received

1788
01:44:57,920 --> 01:45:02,080
Speaker 1: critical acclaim and I think a Grammy yeah, the podcast

1789
01:45:02,160 --> 01:45:07,360
Speaker 1: has now become a claim Yeah yeah, um, Greta. We

1790
01:45:08,160 --> 01:45:11,519
Speaker 1: absolutely love having you. We're very excited to produce step Mom.

1791
01:45:11,760 --> 01:45:13,559
Speaker 1: I mean, like, do you want to you want to tease?

1792
01:45:13,880 --> 01:45:16,559
Speaker 1: Do you want to tease anything about it before before

1793
01:45:16,600 --> 01:45:21,880
Speaker 1: we absolutely go Well. I think look, step Mom is

1794
01:45:22,000 --> 01:45:26,320
Speaker 1: someone who's very near and dear to my heart. And

1795
01:45:27,040 --> 01:45:30,160
Speaker 1: you know, if you've always wondered what would it be

1796
01:45:30,360 --> 01:45:35,640
Speaker 1: like to have a woman in my life tell me

1797
01:45:35,800 --> 01:45:41,280
Speaker 1: that I smell like a rotten cabbage cunt um, what

1798
01:45:41,400 --> 01:45:43,439
Speaker 1: would it be like to have a woman degrade me

1799
01:45:43,479 --> 01:45:46,120
Speaker 1: and tell me that I was smelling like pork brine.

1800
01:45:48,880 --> 01:45:52,280
Speaker 1: You're going to love her if you want to kind

1801
01:45:52,320 --> 01:45:55,639
Speaker 1: of just that short little episodes just like thirty minutes.

1802
01:45:55,760 --> 01:45:58,160
Speaker 1: I've heard every episode of it. I've heard all four

1803
01:45:58,240 --> 01:46:01,600
Speaker 1: episodes that's thirty minutes or left. And you know what,

1804
01:46:01,720 --> 01:46:04,760
Speaker 1: I do think she gives very good advice. You know,

1805
01:46:05,080 --> 01:46:08,240
Speaker 1: if you just want to be living life, spending coin

1806
01:46:08,360 --> 01:46:12,160
Speaker 1: that's not yours, it's much easier to do, you know.

1807
01:46:13,200 --> 01:46:15,760
Speaker 1: I don't know, But I don't know because she and

1808
01:46:15,840 --> 01:46:19,960
Speaker 1: I are very different lines, different entities, different people. But

1809
01:46:20,200 --> 01:46:25,479
Speaker 1: she's she's very fun. That's that's dropping in two in

1810
01:46:25,640 --> 01:46:30,000
Speaker 1: two we end every episode with the song Gretta, thank

1811
01:46:30,000 --> 01:46:33,200
Speaker 1: you so much for coming, God, thank you so much

1812
01:46:33,240 --> 01:46:35,240
Speaker 1: for having me. It's really an honor. The last time

1813
01:46:35,439 --> 01:46:37,760
Speaker 1: this podcast was like I think like five years ago

1814
01:46:37,960 --> 01:46:39,760
Speaker 1: so and we like really did not know each other

1815
01:46:39,920 --> 01:46:41,960
Speaker 1: as well as we do now, obviously, but like we

1816
01:46:42,080 --> 01:46:46,880
Speaker 1: really have grown just exponentially closer. Well might say the

1817
01:46:46,960 --> 01:46:50,280
Speaker 1: seed was planted and now the roots have taken hold,

1818
01:46:50,640 --> 01:46:57,760
Speaker 1: have taken hold. Familia's Familia. We end every episode with

1819
01:46:57,840 --> 01:47:06,400
Speaker 1: the song it feels like a big night guy that's

1820
01:47:06,400 --> 01:47:18,360
Speaker 1: gonna breakfast and strangers. Yeah, we're happy, second us only

1821
01:47:18,439 --> 01:47:28,280
Speaker 1: having the Bastia. It's tonight, tonight, me forget about the

1822
01:47:28,439 --> 01:47:35,720
Speaker 1: heartbreaks this time. To hear more of that, we have

1823
01:47:35,840 --> 01:47:39,640
Speaker 1: to wait until November Night Skame to ethically stream a

1824
01:47:39,760 --> 01:47:42,839
Speaker 1: new Taylor Swift bread Ye Bife