WEBVTT - Cancelledt 0:00:00.400 --> 0:00:11.560 Forever. Hey, Hi, Hello, Hello, is it me looking for. 0:00:13.880 --> 0:00:15.760 Lione old Ritchie in his big ass head? Did you 0:00:15.800 --> 0:00:17.720 guys see that video? Do you remember the video? 0:00:17.840 --> 0:00:21.200 Yeah, there's a blind student in his like art class 0:00:21.280 --> 0:00:24.040 or something that's making a sculpture of his big ass head. 0:00:24.120 --> 0:00:27.200 But I couldn't get past you know, his hair, that 0:00:27.360 --> 0:00:29.120 like drippy ass Jerry Curl. 0:00:29.200 --> 0:00:31.240 That's what they were doing back in the day. I couldn't. 0:00:31.280 --> 0:00:33.120 I was just like, there's too much product. 0:00:33.320 --> 0:00:35.000 Like I would hate to be near him because I 0:00:35.000 --> 0:00:37.760 feel like I would just get a Jerry Curl just 0:00:37.800 --> 0:00:38.680 standing next. 0:00:38.520 --> 0:00:41.559 Contact high, Yeah, contact high. But I feel like that 0:00:41.720 --> 0:00:42.959 was what they were doing with their hair. 0:00:43.000 --> 0:00:45.519 What is that eighties? Late eight I don't know. It 0:00:45.560 --> 0:00:47.800 was before our time was seventies. Wasn't nobody on the 0:00:47.840 --> 0:00:48.559 studio live one? 0:00:48.680 --> 0:00:49.120 Yeah? 0:00:49.159 --> 0:00:51.199 I know nothing about it? But can we like so 0:00:51.440 --> 0:00:52.640 we talked to I don't know. 0:00:52.760 --> 0:00:55.440 I just I'm trying to imagine what people's pillows used 0:00:55.480 --> 0:00:58.640 to look like gonna do when Jerry Curl came over, 0:00:58.880 --> 0:01:00.240 Like you just sleep. 0:01:00.080 --> 0:01:02.120 On a sponge, that's all it is. You know, those 0:01:02.120 --> 0:01:04.240 spongy type pillows like. 0:01:04.200 --> 0:01:07.360 The Sharper image. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's what you sleep on. 0:01:08.080 --> 0:01:13.560 Yeah, memory phone, that's what exactly where you finish my sentences. 0:01:13.560 --> 0:01:15.800 And I love it. That's why we are friends. 0:01:16.319 --> 0:01:20.640 Friends. How many of us have them? Friends? 0:01:21.160 --> 0:01:21.520 Marie? 0:01:21.640 --> 0:01:25.560 So we started it off, you know, me being very ratchet. 0:01:25.640 --> 0:01:28.080 I'm taking my taking her braids out. 0:01:28.280 --> 0:01:31.680 I feel like I'm in Compton watching someone you know, 0:01:31.760 --> 0:01:32.800 do the hair on the porch. 0:01:32.840 --> 0:01:36.240 It's very Friday it is. You look like can I 0:01:36.240 --> 0:01:39.880 borrow your VSA? You look like she's gonna be a crackhead. 0:01:40.120 --> 0:01:46.479 Crackheads don't take their braids out. Their braids fall out. Okay, 0:01:46.959 --> 0:01:49.560 and Andrew is looking at the experience like, ah, this 0:01:49.640 --> 0:01:52.880 is the Black Natural History Museum right now. 0:01:52.960 --> 0:01:54.520 Wait, so you're just putting it on the floor. 0:01:55.920 --> 0:01:58.040 This is my home, friend, and you know she's gonna 0:01:58.080 --> 0:01:59.960 leave him right there. I will not, I will pick 0:02:00.120 --> 0:02:03.240 it up. I've been raised better than that. I should 0:02:03.240 --> 0:02:05.320 have had a plastic bag, but you definitely should have 0:02:05.400 --> 0:02:06.400 a plastic I should. 0:02:06.200 --> 0:02:07.200 Have had a plastic bag. 0:02:07.280 --> 0:02:09.280 But you know, all we have is brown bags here, 0:02:09.320 --> 0:02:11.160 and you know my hair doesn't deserve to be in 0:02:11.160 --> 0:02:11.760 a brown bag. 0:02:12.160 --> 0:02:13.720 But so what do you do with this? 0:02:14.000 --> 0:02:15.240 Now? 0:02:15.560 --> 0:02:16.160 That's just okay? 0:02:16.520 --> 0:02:18.400 We can't reuse this. It's an out real hair, honey, 0:02:18.720 --> 0:02:20.200 it's since attique. 0:02:21.320 --> 0:02:24.240 I mean, if she wanted to reuse it, she could, 0:02:23.200 --> 0:02:25.880 but I mean, you cut them too high. 0:02:26.480 --> 0:02:30.360 What how do you reuse this? First of all, this 0:02:30.400 --> 0:02:33.320 is dirty as fluck, but also how long? How long 0:02:33.360 --> 0:02:36.200 you leave your braisen for? Like a month? 0:02:36.560 --> 0:02:43.560 Maybe it depends, It depends if it looks really fuzzy 0:02:43.639 --> 0:02:45.839 and messy. It's just like I got to take it out. 0:02:47.440 --> 0:02:49.880 Well, I mean, you have a nice blouse on, you 0:02:49.960 --> 0:02:52.480 go into the hair salon, real cute today. 0:02:52.720 --> 0:02:57.160 Well, darling a weather shirt yesterday walk a shame blouse. 0:03:00.639 --> 0:03:02.680 I can tell about the fact that it ain't wow 0:03:02.720 --> 0:03:04.959 you dragon fruit, he said, I can't tell. 0:03:04.840 --> 0:03:06.040 What's more raggedy? Your shirt? 0:03:06.080 --> 0:03:06.200 Oh? 0:03:06.240 --> 0:03:06.560 Your hand? 0:03:06.639 --> 0:03:09.359 Oh it's pressed. 0:03:10.040 --> 0:03:14.840 Like you you're pressed, press, press, press, press, You're pressed on 0:03:14.880 --> 0:03:15.240 the pod. 0:03:15.320 --> 0:03:15.760 Shut up? 0:03:16.440 --> 0:03:19.280 You see, this is what happens when you get these 0:03:19.320 --> 0:03:22.720 people a mike. Those people now. 0:03:23.280 --> 0:03:26.680 I listened back to the Ashley episode We're friends. I 0:03:26.720 --> 0:03:28.440 feel bad for being mean. 0:03:28.840 --> 0:03:31.800 Yeah, you mean to me? What do you think, Marie? 0:03:33.400 --> 0:03:35.480 I feel like, y'all, I don't think that Andrew is 0:03:35.520 --> 0:03:38.440 mean to you. I think that you Andrew. What, No, 0:03:38.720 --> 0:03:40.880 you're first of all a mean person, So we don't 0:03:40.880 --> 0:03:41.560 even want your. 0:03:41.680 --> 0:03:43.840 And me and Andrew did not go back and forth 0:03:43.920 --> 0:03:46.200 on the Ashley episode or the episode before that, or 0:03:46.200 --> 0:03:47.000 the episode before that. 0:03:47.040 --> 0:03:48.920 Well, first of all, Andrew is scared of you. So 0:03:49.640 --> 0:03:51.520 Andrew's not scared of me. Andrew is in love with me. 0:03:51.760 --> 0:03:54.280 I'm not scared of Marie exactly. I just felt bad 0:03:54.320 --> 0:03:56.680 for calling you out in front of. 0:03:57.240 --> 0:03:59.160 In front of company, in front of company. 0:03:59.240 --> 0:04:02.560 Yeah, it was very unprofessional. It's not like producer like 0:04:02.600 --> 0:04:03.680 all of but you know. 0:04:03.680 --> 0:04:07.000 Well this is casual here, you know, it's forever loose. Yeah. 0:04:07.280 --> 0:04:09.440 Yeah, you asking me to moan in the last. 0:04:09.600 --> 0:04:11.760 What's wrong with that? I mean, the people want to know. 0:04:12.760 --> 0:04:14.640 The people just give us. 0:04:14.720 --> 0:04:16.800 Okay, Sidney, you got to pick a legsis. He said, 0:04:16.800 --> 0:04:20.360 it's either professional or or not. This is professional unofficial expert. 0:04:20.520 --> 0:04:22.760 Well, I think this is the only podcast that has 0:04:22.800 --> 0:04:24.880 their producer on the mic. 0:04:25.120 --> 0:04:28.760 Uh No, what makes you saying now? I got upgraded. 0:04:28.400 --> 0:04:34.159 Because Larry is a fan of this podcast. Ah, don't 0:04:34.200 --> 0:04:37.720 do it, don't you dare, don't you don't you there? 0:04:38.080 --> 0:04:40.560 There is no thanks. Somebody gives no thanks to us. 0:04:40.640 --> 0:04:42.960 Huh huh, said you want to have to give you 0:04:42.960 --> 0:04:45.479 some glory, which no, no, I'm just saying, just don't forget. 0:04:45.640 --> 0:04:47.239 I got you a bagel this morning and you haven't 0:04:47.240 --> 0:04:47.719 touched it. 0:04:47.880 --> 0:04:50.919 Well, I'm going to eat it. You know, Guys, I 0:04:51.000 --> 0:04:54.000 just started zolof So my appetite is weird. Geez thinks 0:04:54.040 --> 0:04:54.360 a lot. 0:04:54.560 --> 0:04:55.960 So what does it mean you're not hungry at all 0:04:56.040 --> 0:04:57.080 or you're always hungry? 0:04:57.279 --> 0:04:59.799 No, my appetite is weird. Like I just I can't 0:04:59.839 --> 0:05:03.000 eat because I feel nauseous. Well, aren't you just supposed 0:05:03.040 --> 0:05:05.520 to eat before you take your seat? I had something 0:05:05.520 --> 0:05:06.840 to eat before. What did you have? 0:05:06.960 --> 0:05:11.360 I had a pancake, A pancake, Sydney. That's not eating. 0:05:11.680 --> 0:05:14.640 I aw a pancake one, not even a stack. 0:05:14.760 --> 0:05:18.240 I had something in my stomach, but I felt nauseous. 0:05:18.680 --> 0:05:19.239 I'm sick. 0:05:19.600 --> 0:05:21.040 Don't talk to me like this, Sydney. 0:05:21.040 --> 0:05:22.360 I'm trying to help you. 0:05:22.360 --> 0:05:25.279 You're supposed to eat something before you take this medicine. 0:05:25.279 --> 0:05:27.040 And you said you had a pancake. I had one 0:05:27.080 --> 0:05:29.240 pancake and it was good enough for me to put 0:05:29.240 --> 0:05:30.040 something in my mouth. 0:05:30.160 --> 0:05:33.039 No, but if you don't eat enough, you'll be nauseous, 0:05:33.120 --> 0:05:33.520 are you not? 0:05:34.000 --> 0:05:34.080 Like? 0:05:34.240 --> 0:05:38.320 No, if I eat too much, which I did yesterday, 0:05:38.520 --> 0:05:41.600 I still felt sick. So it doesn't matter long as 0:05:41.640 --> 0:05:42.880 I have something in my stomach. 0:05:43.560 --> 0:05:46.440 Sydney, I'm I think you need to check what a 0:05:46.440 --> 0:05:48.560 professional on this, But I feel like you're doing it wrong. 0:05:48.680 --> 0:05:48.720 No. 0:05:48.920 --> 0:05:51.360 They said to eat in which I've been eating. 0:05:51.640 --> 0:05:54.080 But I also am like, I feel nauseous, so I 0:05:54.080 --> 0:05:58.680 can't eat everything I eat enough, Thank you, doctor Fauston. 0:06:00.040 --> 0:06:02.200 Okay, Sydney, you're telling me that you got an issue. 0:06:02.240 --> 0:06:03.640 I'm trying to help you fix it, and you're telling 0:06:03.680 --> 0:06:06.000 me that what I'm saying is not what it is. 0:06:06.080 --> 0:06:07.360 So you're just gonna keep doing what you're doing. 0:06:07.680 --> 0:06:10.799 So what you doing, I'm gonna try to eat more, 0:06:11.120 --> 0:06:12.880 But it's just my appetites weird. 0:06:13.080 --> 0:06:13.800 What do you think? 0:06:14.120 --> 0:06:16.600 Well, last episode you were talking about that you were 0:06:16.600 --> 0:06:19.720 eating too much. Yes at the diner. Yes, you're eating 0:06:19.720 --> 0:06:19.960 a lot. 0:06:20.200 --> 0:06:22.640 No, she's said that she's eating less, she eaten better, 0:06:22.720 --> 0:06:27.480 she eating clean. Now she only eats six fried chicken wings. 0:06:27.520 --> 0:06:30.120 Oh my god, that's how many comes in in order, bitch, 0:06:32.760 --> 0:06:34.599 none of a celery. You don't even look at that. 0:06:34.800 --> 0:06:37.920 She's like what's that green stick that water, that watery 0:06:37.960 --> 0:06:38.560 green stick. 0:06:39.160 --> 0:06:40.680 But yeah, so go ahead and your fish. 0:06:40.760 --> 0:06:44.800 But then, yeah, you can't eat when you're nauseous. 0:06:45.120 --> 0:06:47.039 But you also shouldn't take the pills on a nippy' 0:06:47.040 --> 0:06:49.400 stomach because that makes you nauseous. 0:06:49.120 --> 0:06:54.360 Wanting a whole pancake. Look at that come through shod. 0:06:54.600 --> 0:06:56.360 That's the shod. 0:06:58.040 --> 0:06:59.520 Shodd. 0:06:59.640 --> 0:07:03.440 That is style, shy and shoddy with a buddy. 0:07:04.400 --> 0:07:06.279 Well, you know that's just what happened. 0:07:06.440 --> 0:07:07.160 Well, they said it's. 0:07:07.080 --> 0:07:11.280 Gonna take you some two weeks, so you know, you 0:07:11.320 --> 0:07:12.800 fight through this for the next two weeks. 0:07:13.800 --> 0:07:16.120 Who else is on meds that listens to the pod? 0:07:16.240 --> 0:07:18.000 Well, I feel like all of y'all because the way 0:07:18.040 --> 0:07:20.800 y'all be in the DMS, I'm like everybody's everybody. 0:07:20.480 --> 0:07:25.200 Is everything that we share. Someone is like, oh, I 0:07:25.320 --> 0:07:28.360 too have banged a homeless man. Yeah, I too have HPV. 0:07:29.000 --> 0:07:30.680 I got my results back from my biopsy. 0:07:30.760 --> 0:07:33.200 Don't have HPV. Okay, so look at that. God, let's 0:07:33.200 --> 0:07:35.080 talk about that. What does that? 0:07:35.120 --> 0:07:36.160 How does that make sense? 0:07:36.760 --> 0:07:36.960 Well? 0:07:37.040 --> 0:07:39.240 I guess it because there's no cure for it. It 0:07:39.280 --> 0:07:41.760 goes away on its own time. So when I initially 0:07:41.760 --> 0:07:44.200 got tested in July, I must have had it, right, 0:07:44.240 --> 0:07:47.520 And then when I got my biopsy in September, it 0:07:47.680 --> 0:07:50.680 was gone, hmm, my God always provides. 0:07:52.240 --> 0:07:55.480 But how did they test it before? Did you get 0:07:55.520 --> 0:07:56.120 a paps mare? 0:07:56.480 --> 0:07:56.840 Oh? 0:07:57.160 --> 0:07:59.640 My paps mare came back abnormal and they're like, you 0:08:00.080 --> 0:08:00.720 probably got it. 0:08:00.800 --> 0:08:03.280 Oh, but that's probably. That doesn't mean that you have 0:08:03.520 --> 0:08:05.160 But that's what they said to me in the letter. 0:08:05.200 --> 0:08:07.080 And then when I went in for my biopsy, they 0:08:07.080 --> 0:08:08.080 were like, no, you got it. 0:08:09.000 --> 0:08:10.600 And I was like, but the letter didn't say but 0:08:10.640 --> 0:08:11.040 they didn't. 0:08:11.080 --> 0:08:13.840 They said that before you before you took the biop c. 0:08:14.000 --> 0:08:17.000 Because then they go in after this the papsme, that's 0:08:17.000 --> 0:08:19.200 that was abnormal. R go in and they like, I 0:08:19.240 --> 0:08:21.040 told you they cut a piece of my cerface off. 0:08:21.120 --> 0:08:23.280 But yeah, but they did the biopsy and that's how 0:08:23.320 --> 0:08:24.720 you know for sure that I don't have it. 0:08:24.720 --> 0:08:27.640 Since that's malpractice, you can sue him for telling you. 0:08:27.600 --> 0:08:29.920 That you had HPV city I had it in July. 0:08:30.000 --> 0:08:31.680 I don't have it in September. No, but they did 0:08:31.720 --> 0:08:33.480 not know for sure. They just told you that. They 0:08:33.520 --> 0:08:34.680 think that you have no. 0:08:36.559 --> 0:08:36.839 Lawyer. 0:08:37.080 --> 0:08:40.720 Okay, now she now she's a doctor. That's malpractice. Marie okay, 0:08:40.800 --> 0:08:47.080 Jacobia Meyers okay, Seleno and Barnes, God, God, she thank you. 0:08:47.960 --> 0:08:50.000 I mean they they didn't know for sure that you 0:08:50.040 --> 0:08:52.400 had HPV. They took a pap smear and it was abnormal. 0:08:52.440 --> 0:08:55.360 That doesn't mean that you have HBV. That's malpractice. 0:08:55.720 --> 0:08:58.520 It's my parenthood. You know, I played out of pocket. 0:08:58.559 --> 0:09:00.440 I ain't got no shurance. So like whatever he told me, 0:09:00.480 --> 0:09:02.360 I was just like, this is what it is. You know, 0:09:02.880 --> 0:09:03.640 I didn't really. 0:09:03.559 --> 0:09:07.680 Oh is that slander? Slander? Slander on peepee? Shot shot? 0:09:07.800 --> 0:09:14.480 You're shotting a peep peepee, which is honestly the I 0:09:14.480 --> 0:09:15.800 I love plant parenthood. 0:09:15.840 --> 0:09:18.600 It's been through so many times with me, or you've 0:09:18.600 --> 0:09:22.120 been through so many things, so many things have gone 0:09:22.160 --> 0:09:23.480 through and come out. 0:09:23.679 --> 0:09:25.240 I mean, and look at look at us now we 0:09:25.280 --> 0:09:28.280 can see clearly clearly now the rain is gone, the 0:09:28.320 --> 0:09:28.880 baby's gone. 0:09:28.880 --> 0:09:31.520 When you go to planned Parenthood to get like tested 0:09:31.559 --> 0:09:35.960 for STDs, they just prick your finger apparently. But like 0:09:36.000 --> 0:09:37.520 when you go to CDMD, they need to take like 0:09:37.559 --> 0:09:38.199 a whole vial. 0:09:39.080 --> 0:09:42.680 No Plant Parenthood takes. They take the saliva. They take 0:09:42.679 --> 0:09:45.240 the saliva, and they've taken blood too, and they take 0:09:45.440 --> 0:09:46.160 cooch swabs. 0:09:46.240 --> 0:09:47.800 Yeah, so which plant parents are you going to do? 0:09:47.840 --> 0:09:49.320 You must be going to Like, I've never been to 0:09:49.320 --> 0:09:50.760 a plan so what the you talk about? 0:09:51.000 --> 0:09:51.240 Someone? 0:09:51.679 --> 0:09:55.440 They said that they suggest going to planned parenthood. 0:09:55.000 --> 0:09:57.040 Instead because they take less blood. 0:09:57.080 --> 0:09:58.520 It's just like they just prick your finger and they 0:09:58.559 --> 0:09:59.439 tests you were the same thing. 0:09:59.520 --> 0:10:01.880 No, honey, need everything, take it all. I don't care. 0:10:02.000 --> 0:10:02.360 I don't know. 0:10:02.400 --> 0:10:04.319 I need my blood in my body. I've never donated 0:10:04.320 --> 0:10:05.520 blood because I need it. 0:10:05.720 --> 0:10:08.200 No, I don't donate blood, but I want to make sure, 0:10:08.360 --> 0:10:10.160 like maybe the swap thing doesn't work. 0:10:10.280 --> 0:10:12.080 Makes just test my blood make sure. I think it 0:10:12.120 --> 0:10:14.199 depends on what they're testing for. 0:10:14.760 --> 0:10:17.280 Yeah, if you're like test for everything, then they gonna 0:10:17.280 --> 0:10:18.920 do all the different types of tests. 0:10:19.000 --> 0:10:20.200 Yes, I guess. Yeah. 0:10:20.640 --> 0:10:22.240 Since this is why you should never talk to your 0:10:22.240 --> 0:10:24.719 friends about medical stuff, because we don't fucking know we. 0:10:24.720 --> 0:10:27.000 Are like we are web MD. 0:10:27.400 --> 0:10:30.680 I mean prior to this, papsmere this year, I hadn't 0:10:30.679 --> 0:10:34.720 been to the doctor in years, legit years, I mean, 0:10:34.840 --> 0:10:38.800 so screams just out here just HPV up. No, but 0:10:39.040 --> 0:10:41.559 you were never you didn't have h feet, we said, 0:10:41.559 --> 0:10:42.440 Sue Sydney. 0:10:43.080 --> 0:10:46.480 I probably have had it for like the last three 0:10:46.600 --> 0:10:48.880 years now, and then all of a sudden I went 0:10:48.960 --> 0:10:49.680 and got my past. 0:10:49.960 --> 0:10:51.880 That's finally hold on, hold on. Then I went to 0:10:51.880 --> 0:10:54.560 get my Pastmeir in July and it was still there. 0:10:54.920 --> 0:10:58.280 And then by the time I showed up in September, 0:10:58.400 --> 0:11:00.439 it was like, and we're. 0:11:00.160 --> 0:11:01.720 Out says that don't make no sense. 0:11:03.160 --> 0:11:05.160 All of a sudden, it's one of those things that's like, 0:11:05.200 --> 0:11:07.280 oh my god, I've been I've been found out about 0:11:07.440 --> 0:11:11.920 and now I'm gonna gotta go. They're on it. You'll 0:11:11.920 --> 0:11:15.120 never get me Copples. It went on Travelocity and it 0:11:15.160 --> 0:11:17.520 was like, we gotta take a trip, packed a bag 0:11:17.559 --> 0:11:20.520 in my box. Yeah, I mean, it's fine. Whatever, I'm 0:11:20.559 --> 0:11:21.160 suing for you. 0:11:21.240 --> 0:11:24.000 I feel I feel good. What do y'all think? Nobody? 0:11:24.040 --> 0:11:25.920 I think you should take another biopsy. You will find 0:11:25.960 --> 0:11:28.120 out Sydney. No, I'm not getting it. 0:11:28.160 --> 0:11:31.319 They clipped a piece of me. A piece of me 0:11:31.480 --> 0:11:31.880 is gone. 0:11:32.080 --> 0:11:35.199 Okay, this is why I'm skinnier now. 0:11:35.280 --> 0:11:37.400 A part of my body is gone. 0:11:38.320 --> 0:11:39.800 It's so hot. 0:11:41.440 --> 0:11:50.880 To sig abye of a piece of Maurice's cood. Yeah 0:11:50.920 --> 0:11:53.280 it's gone anyway. Whatever. So a bunch of people shared 0:11:53.280 --> 0:11:54.760 that they had that. So that's interesting. 0:11:55.000 --> 0:11:57.280 But anytime we say something on the podcast, somebody's like, 0:11:57.440 --> 0:11:58.880 I too have done this. 0:11:59.600 --> 0:12:01.840 I killed about it. Two ones, blah blah blah, Like 0:12:01.920 --> 0:12:05.360 it's hilarious. Can y'all tell me about you know, the meds, 0:12:05.679 --> 0:12:08.560 the antidepressants. Who's on it? How do you feel? 0:12:08.880 --> 0:12:10.839 Tell me the ones that like really work? Because I'm 0:12:10.840 --> 0:12:12.880 want zoloft, but you know I'm on the generic kind, 0:12:12.960 --> 0:12:14.360 so it's not like brand. 0:12:14.559 --> 0:12:17.480 Yeah, they didn't come in a pill bottle. It came 0:12:17.520 --> 0:12:18.200 in a little bad. 0:12:18.160 --> 0:12:21.360 Yes, it's my zolof is actually called Felicia Rashad. 0:12:22.040 --> 0:12:23.560 So it's generic. 0:12:23.920 --> 0:12:26.800 Is it zoloft or zoloftoft? 0:12:27.559 --> 0:12:32.560 Okay, so you got soloft two fs' off? 0:12:32.720 --> 0:12:34.800 Oh w f off? 0:12:35.320 --> 0:12:36.920 Yeah it has no l. 0:12:39.000 --> 0:12:39.240 Off. 0:12:39.440 --> 0:12:40.600 Well, yeah, you'll be fine. Friend. 0:12:40.840 --> 0:12:43.880 I'm happy that you started and you've changed. You made 0:12:43.880 --> 0:12:46.240 a lot of changes this week, so I'm proud of you. 0:12:46.880 --> 0:12:47.280 Baby. 0:12:48.880 --> 0:12:50.559 Yeah, I'm making changes. 0:12:50.840 --> 0:12:55.600 Uh, you know, just beds and relationships and stuff. 0:12:55.640 --> 0:13:01.240 Things. Things are changing. Do you want to eleborate? You 0:13:01.280 --> 0:13:03.360 don't have to if you don't want to, obviously. 0:13:05.120 --> 0:13:05.360 You know. 0:13:05.559 --> 0:13:08.960 It's just this is a crazy time, crazy time for me. 0:13:10.440 --> 0:13:16.280 I feel like I can't go into twenty twenty doing 0:13:16.360 --> 0:13:17.960 the same stuff that I was doing before. 0:13:18.120 --> 0:13:22.400 So whatever that may be, twenty twenty, it's going to 0:13:22.440 --> 0:13:26.400 be different. You got to cry right now. I don't know. 0:13:26.480 --> 0:13:28.679 This stuff has got my emotions all fucked up. So 0:13:29.360 --> 0:13:34.000 we are fully prepared for some tears just list us 0:13:34.080 --> 0:13:36.120 in the studio or prepared if they come down. 0:13:36.840 --> 0:13:40.079 I mean, I'm like low key always crying on the pod. 0:13:40.280 --> 0:13:42.839 So even when they don't know if I'm crying, I'm 0:13:42.840 --> 0:13:46.600 crying until you announce it, Sady, is that a tear? 0:13:46.679 --> 0:13:49.040 It's like, bitch, Like, what about the code? 0:13:49.080 --> 0:13:49.880 The girl code? 0:13:50.120 --> 0:13:52.319 The girl code is don't cry in the studio during 0:13:52.360 --> 0:13:53.680 the Unofficial Expert Podcast. 0:13:53.720 --> 0:13:56.040 Is that true? That's the code here? Andrew? 0:13:56.320 --> 0:13:58.360 Wait, when was the last time you've cried? Because I 0:13:58.360 --> 0:13:59.280 feel like you don't cry? 0:13:59.640 --> 0:14:01.960 Nah cried when I thought I was dying from HBD 0:14:02.480 --> 0:14:07.200 playing parents. Actually yeah, I believe that, yes, fully, like 0:14:07.360 --> 0:14:09.439 eyes welled with tears. And they were like, don't get 0:14:09.440 --> 0:14:12.080 a juice and some crackers and some lollipops, and I 0:14:12.120 --> 0:14:15.160 was like, these crackers is expired. That's when I started trying. 0:14:16.120 --> 0:14:18.439 I was like, well, when did these saltines get Delivered. 0:14:18.679 --> 0:14:24.760 Delivered was in nineteen and Marie cried with a tea cried. 0:14:25.120 --> 0:14:31.240 You cried, I cried, You cried. We cried together together 0:14:33.320 --> 0:14:34.920 free You cried when you have HBV. 0:14:35.080 --> 0:14:37.240 But meanwhile you were in the fucking group chat like 0:14:37.600 --> 0:14:40.520 it slip. No, it was. 0:14:40.920 --> 0:14:46.400 I was devastated, and you were like, it's fine. Everybody 0:14:46.440 --> 0:14:48.920 has it. Not me though, and I was like ah. 0:14:49.120 --> 0:14:50.440 I was like, I gotta go home. 0:14:50.560 --> 0:14:50.760 Yo. 0:14:50.960 --> 0:14:52.760 You were you the way you plan. I was in 0:14:52.800 --> 0:14:55.360 the middle of moving out of my apartment, like. 0:14:55.320 --> 0:14:55.960 I just it was. 0:14:56.040 --> 0:14:58.040 I was because I was like, I have cervical cancer. 0:14:58.240 --> 0:15:00.160 I have cancer, and I don't have insurance and I 0:15:00.160 --> 0:15:01.720 don't know how I'm to pay for this. And this 0:15:01.760 --> 0:15:04.800 girl that I used to follow on Instagram died of 0:15:04.880 --> 0:15:10.200 cancer and I watched her post like every day or 0:15:10.240 --> 0:15:12.720 every week or whatever, and I watched her body. 0:15:12.520 --> 0:15:15.200 Change and then she was gone. And then I went 0:15:15.280 --> 0:15:16.960 to this thing and they were like, well, you know, 0:15:17.040 --> 0:15:20.000 after a certain age, if you have it, it might 0:15:20.040 --> 0:15:24.360 turn into cervical cancer. And I was like what And 0:15:24.400 --> 0:15:26.000 they were like, Okay, I want to go get some juice. 0:15:26.880 --> 0:15:28.480 And I text you guys, and you guys were like, 0:15:29.440 --> 0:15:33.880 it's fine, it's fine, Marie. I was like, if you died, 0:15:33.920 --> 0:15:40.240 I would like, my god, Sydney, I can't, Marie, you 0:15:40.280 --> 0:15:44.480 can't say stuff like that, Oh my god, friend, stop crying. 0:15:45.200 --> 0:15:46.280 Oh my god, it's aloft. 0:15:46.440 --> 0:15:49.560 We hate y'all. He's really crying. 0:15:49.680 --> 0:15:57.040 Please wipe your tears with your braid's friend, Sydney. I 0:15:57.040 --> 0:15:59.920 don't know what I would do. I would I would 0:16:00.560 --> 0:16:03.480 if I devastated. Would you give a speech at my funeral? 0:16:03.800 --> 0:16:04.280 I don't know. 0:16:05.280 --> 0:16:07.240 I would be those people that like wouldn't be able 0:16:07.240 --> 0:16:08.480 to get up or talk or anything. 0:16:08.520 --> 0:16:09.960 I wouldn't make it. You would be like one of 0:16:10.000 --> 0:16:14.160 like a go live, somebody go live. I'll be in 0:16:14.200 --> 0:16:15.800 another room. I can't make one of. 0:16:15.800 --> 0:16:21.400 Those dramatic black moms. Why yeah, you would cry harder 0:16:21.440 --> 0:16:26.280 than my mom cried. I would outshine you get I 0:16:26.320 --> 0:16:29.920 don't know. My mother only cries once every ten years, 0:16:30.000 --> 0:16:34.120 so yeah, she grow less than me. So yeah, she'd 0:16:34.160 --> 0:16:35.040 be saving her tears. 0:16:35.200 --> 0:16:39.360 Yeah. Wow, you've seen your mother cry before, Ramona? 0:16:39.600 --> 0:16:44.560 Yeah, yes, but it was just like it was one 0:16:44.600 --> 0:16:47.720 of those annoying like why you fucking crying? Like you 0:16:47.840 --> 0:16:50.120 just want us to feel sorry for you for no reason, 0:16:50.440 --> 0:16:53.840 but my aunt, That's what I forgot to say it. 0:16:54.040 --> 0:16:58.520 Uh. At my solo show, my aunt never cried. She 0:16:59.360 --> 0:16:59.880 would go. 0:16:59.760 --> 0:17:02.320 Out side in like the middle of the night and 0:17:02.320 --> 0:17:03.479 cry outside. 0:17:04.040 --> 0:17:05.040 That's worse. 0:17:05.200 --> 0:17:07.959 Yes, yes, she would not. She would not let us 0:17:08.000 --> 0:17:09.920 see her cry. So how do you know she was 0:17:09.960 --> 0:17:12.199 going outside to do it? I would hear like some 0:17:12.400 --> 0:17:16.160 like weeping, weeping, and then she would she would come 0:17:16.200 --> 0:17:18.920 in and close the door, and I would be like, 0:17:19.080 --> 0:17:23.600 what just happened? And then the next day somebody had died, 0:17:24.320 --> 0:17:28.040 like she probably had found out that someone died, went outside, 0:17:28.160 --> 0:17:32.560 and then we find out the next morning that you know, uncle, 0:17:32.840 --> 0:17:33.760 Uncle sugar Doo died. 0:17:34.000 --> 0:17:36.240 Uncle sugar Doo, may he rest in peace. 0:17:36.320 --> 0:17:39.440 May he rest in peace? Who also put real locks 0:17:39.480 --> 0:17:40.920 on his refrigerator. 0:17:41.160 --> 0:17:42.520 Oh that's a real person, sugar Do. 0:17:42.560 --> 0:17:44.440 I thought we were just maybe No, no, no, no, no. 0:17:44.400 --> 0:17:45.480