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Speaker 1: the I don't know if they're ambassadors, if there's if

430
00:19:21,720 --> 00:19:25,240
Speaker 1: it's different spokespeople like Heidi's Germany. I think Kendl's like

431
00:19:25,240 --> 00:19:28,480
Speaker 1: the big one for like globally because she's a global talent.

432
00:19:28,880 --> 00:19:31,760
Speaker 1: Viola and like Evil must be like twenty years longest

433
00:19:31,760 --> 00:19:34,760
Speaker 1: one from us, like Andy McDowell has been there forever.

434
00:19:34,840 --> 00:19:38,240
Speaker 1: It's just like these people, and I think they're like ambassadors,

435
00:19:38,280 --> 00:19:39,760
Speaker 1: and there are different ones from all over the world

436
00:19:39,760 --> 00:19:41,760
Speaker 1: for their countries. And I know this because later there's

437
00:19:41,800 --> 00:19:44,760
Speaker 1: like a set of stairs and like a whole group

438
00:19:44,760 --> 00:19:46,440
Speaker 1: of people is on the stairs in this picture that

439
00:19:46,600 --> 00:19:48,760
Speaker 1: like I'm not part of because I'm like an interloper.

440
00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:52,239
Speaker 1: So we all go outside and we're sitting on these

441
00:19:52,240 --> 00:19:54,080
Speaker 1: bleachers and the girl next to me is like, oh

442
00:19:54,119 --> 00:19:55,880
Speaker 1: my god, I love you, and I'm like, look over

443
00:19:55,920 --> 00:19:58,560
Speaker 1: and she looks so familiar, like she's looking but it's

444
00:19:58,560 --> 00:20:00,159
Speaker 1: one of these things where you think everyone it's a

445
00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:02,399
Speaker 1: supermodel and it might just be a normal person, but

446
00:20:02,480 --> 00:20:05,359
Speaker 1: like it's Alec Weck, who's a major global supermodel, and

447
00:20:05,359 --> 00:20:07,560
Speaker 1: she's like, I'm obsessed with you. And right in front

448
00:20:07,600 --> 00:20:09,840
Speaker 1: of me is Viola and her jacket says Viola and

449
00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:11,880
Speaker 1: me heard like robe and I'm just like wait, everyone's

450
00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:13,720
Speaker 1: like just sitting next to each other and everyone's like

451
00:20:14,800 --> 00:20:17,840
Speaker 1: internationally famous, like and it's.

452
00:20:17,680 --> 00:20:19,720
Speaker 2: Just so chill. Everyone's just chill.

453
00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:22,480
Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, so now we go back inside to

454
00:20:22,520 --> 00:20:25,399
Speaker 1: this holding area. And by the way, when I'm in

455
00:20:25,400 --> 00:20:27,680
Speaker 1: this holding area, like Evel Longer, he's like, oh my god,

456
00:20:27,720 --> 00:20:31,400
Speaker 1: got that, And and Patrick To's like, oh my god,

457
00:20:31,440 --> 00:20:34,720
Speaker 1: you have flawless skin, Bethany. I've seen it online but

458
00:20:34,720 --> 00:20:37,520
Speaker 1: I've never oh my god. And like Jane Vonda says

459
00:20:37,560 --> 00:20:39,920
Speaker 1: hello to me, and just like I'm running into people

460
00:20:39,920 --> 00:20:43,960
Speaker 1: I know, and I'm there's a girl Paula who's Viola's

461
00:20:44,200 --> 00:20:46,640
Speaker 1: behind me, and Paula's in front of me. I get

462
00:20:46,640 --> 00:20:48,840
Speaker 1: home and I see Paula in the stowed ad and

463
00:20:48,880 --> 00:20:50,560
Speaker 1: she and her stunning.

464
00:20:51,760 --> 00:20:52,400
Speaker 2: Boyfriend.

465
00:20:52,920 --> 00:20:55,600
Speaker 1: They're like Tommy Hill figure and Ralph Lauren models, and

466
00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:59,080
Speaker 1: he's Christy Turlington's nephew. And I connect with her on

467
00:20:59,080 --> 00:21:02,159
Speaker 1: that because I know Christyton's husband's brother and just like

468
00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:06,119
Speaker 1: we're all just famous supermodels, just like you know, congregating.

469
00:21:07,200 --> 00:21:10,720
Speaker 1: So we come back in the room from the stage,

470
00:21:10,760 --> 00:21:12,359
Speaker 1: and I still have my purse and where we know

471
00:21:12,400 --> 00:21:13,840
Speaker 1: where we're supposed to go and what we're supposed to do.

472
00:21:13,880 --> 00:21:15,399
Speaker 1: We're supposed to remember, do what we want to do.

473
00:21:16,320 --> 00:21:17,800
Speaker 1: So I come back in and there are like a

474
00:21:17,840 --> 00:21:23,000
Speaker 1: bunch of these like plastic folding chairs, and Viola sits

475
00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:24,720
Speaker 1: in one of them. I don't even pay attention to

476
00:21:24,720 --> 00:21:27,000
Speaker 1: who's near her, and I don't realize that these chairs

477
00:21:27,040 --> 00:21:30,760
Speaker 1: are for like the major ambassadors. So it's like Camilla Cabello,

478
00:21:31,480 --> 00:21:39,080
Speaker 1: Cara Delavine, Kendall, Andy, Jane, Viola, Eva, like those are

479
00:21:39,119 --> 00:21:41,840
Speaker 1: like the ones that have the chairs, but I don't

480
00:21:41,840 --> 00:21:43,639
Speaker 1: see the names, and I don't know that they're like

481
00:21:43,680 --> 00:21:47,480
Speaker 1: the people that like the VIP section. So I see

482
00:21:47,520 --> 00:21:49,800
Speaker 1: Viola sit down, so I sit down next to her,

483
00:21:50,240 --> 00:21:52,159
Speaker 1: because like where Viola goes, I go, we're in the

484
00:21:52,160 --> 00:21:56,600
Speaker 1: buddy system. So I then I'm holding this big, bulky bag,

485
00:21:56,640 --> 00:21:58,520
Speaker 1: and I feel awkward because I know that then we're

486
00:21:58,520 --> 00:21:59,919
Speaker 1: going to get into Q to like go back out

487
00:22:00,040 --> 00:22:01,680
Speaker 1: and rehearse, and I'm not gonna like walk out with

488
00:22:01,720 --> 00:22:06,040
Speaker 1: this gigantic bag. So I get up for one second

489
00:22:06,080 --> 00:22:08,840
Speaker 1: and remember it's been raining to put this bag like

490
00:22:08,920 --> 00:22:12,159
Speaker 1: behind me, behind this like cafeteria table next, you know

491
00:22:12,240 --> 00:22:14,040
Speaker 1: that's behind us, and I just want to slip my

492
00:22:14,040 --> 00:22:16,160
Speaker 1: bag there and hope no one steals it. And I'm

493
00:22:16,200 --> 00:22:19,320
Speaker 1: wearing these black clogs that have a slippery tread, and

494
00:22:19,400 --> 00:22:21,560
Speaker 1: I do like sort of like a split and I

495
00:22:21,720 --> 00:22:24,560
Speaker 1: slide and my I still don't know that these are

496
00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:26,840
Speaker 1: the VIP chairs like that, I'm that there are a

497
00:22:26,880 --> 00:22:29,160
Speaker 1: bunch of pty forty people standing up and I'm sitting

498
00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:31,240
Speaker 1: here for reason I don't know, maybe they're in a

499
00:22:31,240 --> 00:22:33,480
Speaker 1: different group. I don't realize that they're standing because they're

500
00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:35,600
Speaker 1: not ambassadors, and neither am I. Because I'm probably the

501
00:22:35,640 --> 00:22:38,280
Speaker 1: fiftieth person that was like kissed into this experience. I'm

502
00:22:38,320 --> 00:22:41,159
Speaker 1: the interloper. I do not belong. I don't act like

503
00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:44,520
Speaker 1: I belong. So now I slip my bag and my

504
00:22:44,600 --> 00:22:48,320
Speaker 1: legs start to slip, and I fall and display myself

505
00:22:48,440 --> 00:22:52,440
Speaker 1: across the laps. We've just entered this experience. I don't

506
00:22:52,480 --> 00:22:54,639
Speaker 1: know any of these people. I'm not best friends with

507
00:22:54,680 --> 00:22:57,960
Speaker 1: Evel Longoria or Heidi Klum yet Heidie's and one of

508
00:22:57,960 --> 00:23:00,560
Speaker 1: the chairs too. I think I'm not best friend with anyone.

509
00:23:00,600 --> 00:23:03,640
Speaker 1: I'm just myself. I like I have one friend, and

510
00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:08,639
Speaker 1: so now I slide, I split, and I'm fall across

511
00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:12,320
Speaker 1: the laps of Viola Davis and Andy McNichol while like

512
00:23:12,359 --> 00:23:16,720
Speaker 1: grabbing onto her like gray sweater, and Jane fond is

513
00:23:16,760 --> 00:23:19,199
Speaker 1: directly next to us, like in the seat next to

514
00:23:19,240 --> 00:23:23,440
Speaker 1: Andy and Kensington the influencer my five 't eleven Glamazon

515
00:23:23,560 --> 00:23:27,399
Speaker 1: influencer Baby is standing up online because she's like she

516
00:23:27,520 --> 00:23:31,280
Speaker 1: has her own experience and she and I think she

517
00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:34,120
Speaker 1: did this last year, but she still like appreciates being

518
00:23:34,119 --> 00:23:35,840
Speaker 1: there and she's still like is looking up to me

519
00:23:35,880 --> 00:23:38,120
Speaker 1: as like a mom and a boss, Like she looks

520
00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:39,480
Speaker 1: up to me and if I tell her to do something,

521
00:23:39,480 --> 00:23:40,720
Speaker 1: she's gonna do it, and she wants to do what

522
00:23:40,760 --> 00:23:43,119
Speaker 1: I'm doing in ways and like she respects me, and

523
00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:45,040
Speaker 1: it came up in a bunch of other different ways.

524
00:23:45,040 --> 00:23:46,600
Speaker 1: It doesn't matter. She's kissing the ring. I didn't ask

525
00:23:46,640 --> 00:23:48,840
Speaker 1: her to. I'm just telling you she's kissing the ring

526
00:23:48,880 --> 00:23:51,360
Speaker 1: as like a respect your elder and an elder influencer

527
00:23:51,400 --> 00:23:54,639
Speaker 1: and a person who's like, you know, a lot of

528
00:23:54,640 --> 00:23:56,080
Speaker 1: these young girls are like that, and I think they're

529
00:23:56,080 --> 00:23:58,280
Speaker 1: smart because like I could give them opportunities mentor them.

530
00:23:58,280 --> 00:24:00,399
Speaker 1: Who knows, she tells me, I'm her mentor the day before.

531
00:24:00,920 --> 00:24:04,800
Speaker 1: So now she's looking up over in slow motion like

532
00:24:05,359 --> 00:24:06,320
Speaker 1: what's my mom?

533
00:24:06,440 --> 00:24:07,240
Speaker 2: What is she doing?

534
00:24:07,280 --> 00:24:08,600
Speaker 1: Why is she sitting there? Why did she choose a?

535
00:24:09,160 --> 00:24:11,520
Speaker 1: And then she's in slow motion watching the slowest train

536
00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:13,960
Speaker 1: wreck car crash, and she's watching me split like fall

537
00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:17,399
Speaker 1: across their laps. So she immediately starts videoing the reaction

538
00:24:17,520 --> 00:24:20,080
Speaker 1: right after, which should tell you everything. Why is she

539
00:24:20,240 --> 00:24:25,520
Speaker 1: videoing this situation? Because it was that embarrassing. So Viola

540
00:24:25,640 --> 00:24:28,719
Speaker 1: was so nice and also like a little like what

541
00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:30,800
Speaker 1: the fuck is this weirdo doing? Like I'm not gonna lie,

542
00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:32,040
Speaker 1: like I loved her, I fell in love with her,

543
00:24:32,040 --> 00:24:34,680
Speaker 1: but like it was a little jarring and Annie McNichols,

544
00:24:34,680 --> 00:24:36,320
Speaker 1: same thing, like we're being polite, we're all nice, and

545
00:24:36,359 --> 00:24:39,359
Speaker 1: it's women supporting women, but this fucking clown and no

546
00:24:39,400 --> 00:24:41,159
Speaker 1: one was acting like why she's sitting here? But I

547
00:24:41,200 --> 00:24:43,159
Speaker 1: sat there was such conviction. I had no idea. So

548
00:24:43,200 --> 00:24:45,760
Speaker 1: then I everyone was nice. Jane fond I was like

549
00:24:45,800 --> 00:24:47,840
Speaker 1: sort of smiling and laughing. She said hello to me,

550
00:24:47,840 --> 00:24:49,439
Speaker 1: introduce herself to me. It seemed like she knew who

551
00:24:49,440 --> 00:24:51,960
Speaker 1: I was, which doesn't track, but it really did seem

552
00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:54,000
Speaker 1: like it. And then I stood up and I got

553
00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:58,560
Speaker 1: on the line, and for like ten minutes we were like, oh,

554
00:24:58,600 --> 00:25:01,960
Speaker 1: we ever gonna like discuss what happened, like and she's

555
00:25:02,040 --> 00:25:06,080
Speaker 1: like I really I can't, and like I'm not ready,

556
00:25:06,160 --> 00:25:09,000
Speaker 1: and like we kept going back to it like it's like,

557
00:25:09,400 --> 00:25:13,560
Speaker 1: m yeah, remember that time that happened, And it was

558
00:25:13,600 --> 00:25:16,240
Speaker 1: like it was the culmination of everything because I was

559
00:25:16,320 --> 00:25:18,160
Speaker 1: not It was like the culmination of the no bra

560
00:25:18,760 --> 00:25:21,119
Speaker 1: and the wrong outfit, and like it just was.

561
00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:23,560
Speaker 2: It was what it was.

562
00:25:23,680 --> 00:25:25,640
Speaker 1: So we go on the line and I go out

563
00:25:25,680 --> 00:25:27,560
Speaker 1: and they give me an umbrella because it's pouring rain

564
00:25:27,600 --> 00:25:29,360
Speaker 1: and I have clogs on and I do my own

565
00:25:29,400 --> 00:25:31,720
Speaker 1: personality and I twirl and my team is shearing, and

566
00:25:31,720 --> 00:25:36,919
Speaker 1: everyone's like that was amazing. You were you, you looked

567
00:25:36,920 --> 00:25:41,760
Speaker 1: so happy. Yay, we got this. So now we come

568
00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:43,280
Speaker 1: back in and then it's gonna be another couple of

569
00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:45,960
Speaker 1: hours and soon it's gonna like tick up to being

570
00:25:46,040 --> 00:25:48,240
Speaker 1: like now let's put the final beat on, like I

571
00:25:48,280 --> 00:25:50,400
Speaker 1: call it like and the beat goes on. So we're

572
00:25:50,400 --> 00:25:52,720
Speaker 1: gonna put the final makeup beat, make sure it's perfect.

573
00:25:53,119 --> 00:25:54,960
Speaker 1: Then you go to get your outfit. Then you go

574
00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:57,040
Speaker 1: into the bathroom, then you put on the shoes. The

575
00:25:57,080 --> 00:25:59,320
Speaker 1: shoes did feel a little.

576
00:25:59,119 --> 00:26:01,920
Speaker 2: High in the moment when you.

577
00:26:01,880 --> 00:26:04,480
Speaker 1: Realized you were gonna wear them on a runway, But like,

578
00:26:04,520 --> 00:26:06,000
Speaker 1: I chose them because I wanted to be this like

579
00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:10,560
Speaker 1: draffe like animal, like that had long legs and like

580
00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:13,200
Speaker 1: these like thin I just wanted to be the giraffe,

581
00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:29,040
Speaker 1: like I just did. So then we eventually do the

582
00:26:29,080 --> 00:26:32,840
Speaker 1: same thing, like the lineup. But now everyone's wearing these outfits.

583
00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:36,760
Speaker 1: I've never seen what people were wearing. I've never. I've never.

584
00:26:37,280 --> 00:26:39,520
Speaker 1: I've never. I've been to the Vanity Fair party, I've

585
00:26:39,520 --> 00:26:42,359
Speaker 1: been to Fashion Week, I've been to the Emmys, I've

586
00:26:42,400 --> 00:26:46,879
Speaker 1: been to the Grammys, I literally I've never everything was

587
00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:53,639
Speaker 1: the most spectacular goddess like unique, creative, daring outfit that

588
00:26:53,840 --> 00:26:58,680
Speaker 1: was like so like stunning, and I just was complimenting everyone.

589
00:26:58,880 --> 00:27:01,920
Speaker 1: I was like, you stunning, Like I was freaking out

590
00:27:01,960 --> 00:27:04,439
Speaker 1: on everyone. But as people put on these dresses, they

591
00:27:04,440 --> 00:27:07,520
Speaker 1: were dispersing into these little vignette areas of think about

592
00:27:07,560 --> 00:27:09,919
Speaker 1: an opera, so it was it's the it's the opera

593
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:13,199
Speaker 1: in Paris. So there's like vignettes everywhere, little balconies everywhere,

594
00:27:13,520 --> 00:27:18,960
Speaker 1: staircases everywhere, nooks, crannies, chandeliers everywhere. So everywhere you turned,

595
00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:20,880
Speaker 1: someone was doing some photo shoot, either with their own

596
00:27:20,880 --> 00:27:22,800
Speaker 1: social team or with the official social team, and they

597
00:27:22,800 --> 00:27:24,439
Speaker 1: were doing videos and you were waiting to do like

598
00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:27,399
Speaker 1: the official video and the official picture, and Nicholas, my

599
00:27:27,440 --> 00:27:30,000
Speaker 1: photographer's coming to get his because he's responsible for the

600
00:27:30,280 --> 00:27:33,879
Speaker 1: American you know, knew us girls that came in like

601
00:27:34,160 --> 00:27:36,480
Speaker 1: but then I'm sure Eva had her own photograph. It

602
00:27:36,880 --> 00:27:41,879
Speaker 1: was elaborate, it was like a circus, like like it

603
00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:42,919
Speaker 1: was like a symphony.

604
00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:45,119
Speaker 2: It was like an opera. It was a symphony. It

605
00:27:45,160 --> 00:27:45,800
Speaker 2: was crazy.

606
00:27:46,240 --> 00:27:48,240
Speaker 1: So like then we go back down to that pen

607
00:27:48,359 --> 00:27:51,639
Speaker 1: again and people are socializing and talking and hanging. And

608
00:27:51,680 --> 00:27:54,840
Speaker 1: now I start to get like, well, I gotta practice

609
00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:57,560
Speaker 1: this thing, Like I gotta practice this thing. So I

610
00:27:57,600 --> 00:28:00,400
Speaker 1: started like walking just like in short areas like where's security.

611
00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:01,680
Speaker 1: As I look at I'm like it was that good,

612
00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:03,600
Speaker 1: like the security guy like we good. Like I had

613
00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:05,160
Speaker 1: no one to talk to, and I wasn't gonna ask

614
00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:09,719
Speaker 1: like one of the real people because then I don't know,

615
00:28:09,760 --> 00:28:11,399
Speaker 1: it's just like they got their own thing and like

616
00:28:11,760 --> 00:28:13,720
Speaker 1: I was only asking like security people, I don't. And

617
00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:15,520
Speaker 1: then I was embarrassed, like people were watching me practice.

618
00:28:15,560 --> 00:28:18,199
Speaker 1: People weren't practicing, people like had practiced or knew how

619
00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:19,600
Speaker 1: to do it, or they were gonna do what she said,

620
00:28:19,640 --> 00:28:20,640
Speaker 1: just walk, you know how to walk?

621
00:28:20,680 --> 00:28:21,000
Speaker 2: Okay.

622
00:28:21,560 --> 00:28:25,080
Speaker 1: Paula is the beautiful stowed model amongst other brands, and

623
00:28:25,119 --> 00:28:26,919
Speaker 1: she's in front of me and she's just like just

624
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:29,080
Speaker 1: go just have fun, like do what you want to do,

625
00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:32,439
Speaker 1: like okay. So now the horses are at the starting

626
00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:35,800
Speaker 1: gate and we're about to walk out, and I look

627
00:28:35,840 --> 00:28:37,840
Speaker 1: over to the right and Heidi Klum is sitting there

628
00:28:37,840 --> 00:28:40,680
Speaker 1: in this latex gown like with her like boobs giving

629
00:28:41,120 --> 00:28:45,680
Speaker 1: and she goes, you go rocket Bethany, and I'm like,

630
00:28:47,160 --> 00:28:52,320
Speaker 1: what is actually going on? Like I actually think I'm

631
00:28:52,320 --> 00:28:55,000
Speaker 1: gonna be in the Victoria's Secret fashion show, I really do.

632
00:28:55,520 --> 00:29:02,480
Speaker 1: I like what Viola Davis is standing behind and Heidi

633
00:29:02,560 --> 00:29:06,960
Speaker 1: Klume to the right is saying to me, go Rocket, Bethany,

634
00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:08,959
Speaker 1: what the fuck is going what is that?

635
00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:10,360
Speaker 2: What the fuck is going on?

636
00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:13,360
Speaker 1: Like it's not even like Heidi Klumb said go rocket

637
00:29:13,360 --> 00:29:16,080
Speaker 1: before I like made a Sioux flea. It's like Heidi

638
00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:19,920
Speaker 1: Klume the Victoria's Secret like Angel, like like catwalk like

639
00:29:20,560 --> 00:29:25,680
Speaker 1: legendary angel, super model. I'm telling everyone I'm a supermodel.

640
00:29:25,720 --> 00:29:29,160
Speaker 1: Heidi Clue says, go Rocket. I'm like, what the fuck

641
00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:33,360
Speaker 1: is going on? Like I'm going to like go attempt

642
00:29:33,400 --> 00:29:36,440
Speaker 1: her craft and she says that to me, It's insane.

643
00:29:37,760 --> 00:29:38,600
Speaker 2: It's insane.

644
00:29:39,960 --> 00:29:45,120
Speaker 1: It's insane, right, Like I'm like going out into the

645
00:29:45,120 --> 00:29:47,880
Speaker 1: school play and Meryl Street is like, go Rocket. I'm like,

646
00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:50,520
Speaker 1: what in the fuck is going on? So I start

647
00:29:50,720 --> 00:29:54,720
Speaker 1: So I start walking out and then you walk like

648
00:29:54,760 --> 00:29:56,880
Speaker 1: out through the tunnel like you're a sports figure. That's

649
00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:59,240
Speaker 1: like walking out, you know, like into the arena because

650
00:29:59,480 --> 00:30:01,520
Speaker 1: there's like and there's like a place you're walking into

651
00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:03,880
Speaker 1: before you're walking onto the stage. That make any sense,

652
00:30:03,920 --> 00:30:06,680
Speaker 1: It's like a backstage. Think like a when you see

653
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:09,200
Speaker 1: anybody performing at Coachella or anywhere, Like, it's like that,

654
00:30:09,240 --> 00:30:11,320
Speaker 1: there's like a backstage you're gonna walk around before you're

655
00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:14,000
Speaker 1: into the main thing. So now I'm walking out and

656
00:30:14,200 --> 00:30:18,640
Speaker 1: Cara delaven is walking in and she's like, go get it, girl,

657
00:30:18,800 --> 00:30:25,600
Speaker 1: and I'm like, what the fuck is going on? So

658
00:30:25,680 --> 00:30:27,840
Speaker 1: I walk out and I walk it and I'm happy.

659
00:30:27,960 --> 00:30:30,280
Speaker 1: And the shoe I don't even know, Like it's rainy,

660
00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:36,440
Speaker 1: it's slippery. The shoes require some attention. They're gigantic platform shoes.

661
00:30:36,840 --> 00:30:39,200
Speaker 1: They're not like walking in normal shoes. They require a

662
00:30:39,280 --> 00:30:41,760
Speaker 1: very space. You're not like gliding, You're not. They're not

663
00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:44,320
Speaker 1: ice skates, you know, You're like. So there was a

664
00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:46,720
Speaker 1: little march to it that was different than the rehearsal.

665
00:30:47,680 --> 00:30:50,520
Speaker 1: I feel good. I don't know what's coming out of

666
00:30:50,520 --> 00:30:52,400
Speaker 1: the oven. I don't know what people are seeing, but like,

667
00:30:52,400 --> 00:30:56,200
Speaker 1: I feel good. I want approval. I want someone tell

668
00:30:56,240 --> 00:30:58,160
Speaker 1: me I didn't to shit the bed. But like I

669
00:30:58,360 --> 00:31:00,440
Speaker 1: feel good, But I don't know, maybe I look like

670
00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:01,040
Speaker 1: a stundier.

671
00:31:01,080 --> 00:31:01,920
Speaker 2: I don't know.

672
00:31:03,000 --> 00:31:05,000
Speaker 1: I walk to the end, I do my smile, to

673
00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:07,840
Speaker 1: do my twirl. I hear people's screaming. I walk back in.

674
00:31:09,040 --> 00:31:11,600
Speaker 1: You know, everyone's focused on themselves. No one's worried about

675
00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:12,920
Speaker 1: what I did. No one's telling me what I did

676
00:31:12,960 --> 00:31:15,760
Speaker 1: I could have, you know, got shit the bed. I want.

677
00:31:15,800 --> 00:31:16,840
Speaker 2: I need a person. I know.

678
00:31:16,880 --> 00:31:18,360
Speaker 1: I don't even have a phone for someone to say,

679
00:31:18,360 --> 00:31:20,240
Speaker 1: you have great, you did great, because I left my phone.

680
00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:22,920
Speaker 1: So I'm like alone for like an hour, like looking

681
00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:24,840
Speaker 1: in my own head like did I suck?

682
00:31:24,960 --> 00:31:27,560
Speaker 2: What is coming out of the oven? What? What the fuck?

683
00:31:27,840 --> 00:31:29,920
Speaker 2: But I felt good, like I actually felt good.

684
00:31:30,240 --> 00:31:34,560
Speaker 1: So so then we're watching on the screen other people

685
00:31:34,680 --> 00:31:38,480
Speaker 1: because and I see this poor girl fall and another

686
00:31:38,560 --> 00:31:39,320
Speaker 1: girl helps her up.

687
00:31:39,320 --> 00:31:40,000
Speaker 2: Oh sorry.

688
00:31:40,360 --> 00:31:43,240
Speaker 1: As I'm walking off the runway, I make the creative

689
00:31:43,400 --> 00:31:48,640
Speaker 1: and groundlings improvisational choice to put my hands out for

690
00:31:48,720 --> 00:31:50,400
Speaker 1: Viola Davis to give me a high five because she

691
00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:53,720
Speaker 1: is looking at me now. I did not think about

692
00:31:53,720 --> 00:31:55,520
Speaker 1: what if she didn't pick up what I put down,

693
00:31:56,040 --> 00:32:01,240
Speaker 1: that would have been so embarrassing. But she did because

694
00:32:01,240 --> 00:32:04,480
Speaker 1: she's Viola Davis. And I talked to her backstage before

695
00:32:04,480 --> 00:32:06,200
Speaker 1: we went on, and we talked about having fourteen year

696
00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:08,280
Speaker 1: old daughters. And I talked to her team and she

697
00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:11,400
Speaker 1: was lovely and I just liked her. She was just real.

698
00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:14,720
Speaker 1: She wasn't performing as nice and she wasn't being.

699
00:32:16,120 --> 00:32:18,600
Speaker 2: Aloof. She was just cool and just like she was

700
00:32:18,640 --> 00:32:19,520
Speaker 2: just Viola Davis.

701
00:32:19,560 --> 00:32:21,840
Speaker 1: And I complimented her on some things and we chatted

702
00:32:21,840 --> 00:32:23,440
Speaker 1: and that was great. But she picked up my high

703
00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:25,719
Speaker 1: five and she didn't have to. That was her running

704
00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:28,280
Speaker 1: moment going in, and she picked it up, and that's

705
00:32:28,280 --> 00:32:31,200
Speaker 1: what the event was about. That high five crystallized the

706
00:32:31,400 --> 00:32:33,520
Speaker 1: entire thing. So I leave, I come back in and

707
00:32:33,560 --> 00:32:37,720
Speaker 1: I'm just seeking for some form of life. We wait

708
00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:40,640
Speaker 1: a while, kens I wait a long time. I'm like her, Mommy,

709
00:32:40,680 --> 00:32:42,720
Speaker 1: We do like I don't know, do do we drink?

710
00:32:42,720 --> 00:32:45,120
Speaker 1: We start drinking champagne and then brain comes and you

711
00:32:45,160 --> 00:32:47,040
Speaker 1: did great, mommy. And then everybody comes and all this

712
00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:50,320
Speaker 1: stuff happens, and Emily's excited and she's like, we're about

713
00:32:50,360 --> 00:32:51,800
Speaker 1: to post it, et cetera.

714
00:32:52,320 --> 00:32:53,080
Speaker 2: And we're thrilled.

715
00:32:53,080 --> 00:32:54,880
Speaker 1: And I watch it and I think it looks amazing

716
00:32:54,920 --> 00:32:57,040
Speaker 1: and I'm happy, and they put me on the JumboTron

717
00:32:57,080 --> 00:32:58,600
Speaker 1: and my team tells me they don't put everybody on

718
00:32:58,600 --> 00:33:01,719
Speaker 1: the JumboTron and I am a supermodel.

719
00:33:01,840 --> 00:33:02,760
Speaker 2: I'm so excited.

720
00:33:02,760 --> 00:33:06,239
Speaker 1: It's amazing and people are like, you slay it it

721
00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:09,840
Speaker 1: and TikTok is loving it and most of it's Instagram

722
00:33:09,920 --> 00:33:12,040
Speaker 1: is way more evil than TikTok just so you know,

723
00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:15,640
Speaker 1: TikTok is like supportive and just all you know, all shapes,

724
00:33:15,680 --> 00:33:21,320
Speaker 1: all sizes. Instagram is real bitchy, middle aged, judgmental, miserable women.

725
00:33:21,480 --> 00:33:23,400
Speaker 1: Like that's really what it is. I mean there's a

726
00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:25,760
Speaker 1: lot of not that, but there's a lot of that.

727
00:33:25,800 --> 00:33:28,400
Speaker 1: I would say it's probably like fifteen percent of that,

728
00:33:28,440 --> 00:33:30,239
Speaker 1: which does feel like a lot when you're reading it.

729
00:33:30,640 --> 00:33:33,320
Speaker 1: So then people start like saying, what's with that walk?

730
00:33:33,720 --> 00:33:36,640
Speaker 1: And you were like a Clydesdale and like whatever not

731
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:38,800
Speaker 1: everybody like it's probably like one out of ten people.

732
00:33:38,800 --> 00:33:40,160
Speaker 2: But I'm reading that, I'm feeling I'm like.

733
00:33:40,080 --> 00:33:45,760
Speaker 1: Wait, what what? Like I they said, do what we want?

734
00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:47,920
Speaker 1: And aren't we supposed to be worth it? And aren't

735
00:33:47,920 --> 00:33:48,760
Speaker 1: we Like why would we?

736
00:33:49,080 --> 00:33:49,640
Speaker 2: What do you mean?

737
00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:49,880
Speaker 1: Like?

738
00:33:50,040 --> 00:33:50,720
Speaker 2: Who cares?

739
00:33:50,760 --> 00:33:50,840
Speaker 1: Like?

740
00:33:50,880 --> 00:33:51,520
Speaker 2: Am I supposed to?

741
00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:53,640
Speaker 1: I mean I've been playing a supermodel on social media,

742
00:33:53,680 --> 00:33:56,040
Speaker 1: but I'm like, I have no experience and like I'm happy,

743
00:33:56,120 --> 00:33:59,320
Speaker 1: like what will Like it'd be different if I felt

744
00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:01,040
Speaker 1: like that girl has a right to feel like horrified

745
00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:03,120
Speaker 1: and people are making fun of her, which is actually

746
00:34:03,160 --> 00:34:05,960
Speaker 1: pure evil. You should be go to hell and drop

747
00:34:06,080 --> 00:34:08,360
Speaker 1: dead if you made fun of her, Like that's despicable,

748
00:34:08,640 --> 00:34:10,759
Speaker 1: Like that's her moment. And even still that's true, and

749
00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:13,160
Speaker 1: it's human to errs, human to forgive. It's divine. She fell,

750
00:34:13,600 --> 00:34:16,319
Speaker 1: it's the worst, and I just that's horrible. But maybe

751
00:34:16,400 --> 00:34:18,439
Speaker 1: she's usually perfect and that's why she fell on that day.

752
00:34:18,719 --> 00:34:20,160
Speaker 1: I didn't fall in that day because I fell on

753
00:34:20,239 --> 00:34:22,800
Speaker 1: Viola Davis backstage and because I always do something stupid.

754
00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:25,040
Speaker 1: But again, it can never just be something with me.

755
00:34:25,080 --> 00:34:26,719
Speaker 1: It can never just be like normal. And like I

756
00:34:26,760 --> 00:34:28,480
Speaker 1: did it, I had to come off and it had

757
00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:29,440
Speaker 1: to be like a discussion.

758
00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:31,759
Speaker 2: And I posted this video saying.

759
00:34:31,480 --> 00:34:33,919
Speaker 1: Like I chose those shoes, like people are like, oh

760
00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:35,480
Speaker 1: my god, I can't believe they put you in those shoes.

761
00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:37,280
Speaker 1: They didn't put me in any shoes. I chose the shoes.

762
00:34:37,719 --> 00:34:40,520
Speaker 1: I wanted to be a giraffe, like I wanted. I

763
00:34:40,520 --> 00:34:42,239
Speaker 1: didn't know it was supposed to be perfect, Like who

764
00:34:42,280 --> 00:34:44,160
Speaker 1: wants to be perfect, and this is me. This is

765
00:34:44,239 --> 00:34:48,280
Speaker 1: olive in the Little Miss Sunshine Van was olive perfect

766
00:34:48,280 --> 00:34:50,600
Speaker 1: to shoe a fucking buy focal disaster up there. I

767
00:34:50,600 --> 00:34:53,320
Speaker 1: didn't want to be a disaster, but like, I committed

768
00:34:53,320 --> 00:34:56,480
Speaker 1: to the bit. Whatever I was doing, I committed.

769
00:34:56,480 --> 00:34:57,080
Speaker 2: I was happy.

770
00:34:57,120 --> 00:34:59,440
Speaker 1: I wasn't uncertain. I marched to the beat of my

771
00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:02,960
Speaker 1: own drama, thrilled. I posted video saying I chose those shoes.

772
00:35:03,040 --> 00:35:03,560
Speaker 2: I wanted it.

773
00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:05,640
Speaker 1: And it's easy to sit in judgment when you're not there,

774
00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:09,000
Speaker 1: but like I walk down and not only did I

775
00:35:09,080 --> 00:35:11,439
Speaker 1: get down and get home and did I do it?

776
00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:14,160
Speaker 1: This isn't my primary business by any means. This is

777
00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:17,719
Speaker 1: like being this age and going to fucking Canada and

778
00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:19,480
Speaker 1: starring in a lifetime movie.

779
00:35:20,360 --> 00:35:21,480
Speaker 2: What are you crazy?

780
00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:24,400
Speaker 1: That was nuts that I did that and I stuck

781
00:35:24,440 --> 00:35:26,480
Speaker 1: that landing because I just leaned in and I committed

782
00:35:26,520 --> 00:35:29,960
Speaker 1: to it. I committed to this and I made a choice.

783
00:35:30,360 --> 00:35:33,680
Speaker 1: This is what I'm doing. And people were like Hayters

784
00:35:33,719 --> 00:35:35,560
Speaker 1: and people were so defensive of me, like what are

785
00:35:35,600 --> 00:35:38,440
Speaker 1: you talking about? But like, let's say that I sucked.

786
00:35:40,400 --> 00:35:46,360
Speaker 1: Who cares? What are we curing cancer by catwalking? Like?

787
00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:46,799
Speaker 2: Who can?

788
00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:50,120
Speaker 1: Like what if I fucking sucked or fell. Okay, she fell,

789
00:35:50,840 --> 00:35:53,920
Speaker 1: It's part of life. I don't want my daughter wrapped

790
00:35:53,920 --> 00:35:59,080
Speaker 1: in bubble wrap. You're gonna fall, You're gonna have snot

791
00:35:59,120 --> 00:36:02,160
Speaker 1: on your face, You're gonna have something on your teeth.

792
00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:04,839
Speaker 1: Bill Clinton had spinach on his teeth when I met

793
00:36:04,920 --> 00:36:08,760
Speaker 1: him the day of the Apprentice finale. Okay, it's gonna happen.

794
00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:12,240
Speaker 1: So I love what I did. I wouldn't have posted.

795
00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:13,520
Speaker 1: If I did it, I would have been horrified. It

796
00:36:13,520 --> 00:36:15,000
Speaker 1: would have been all the still pictures of me as

797
00:36:15,000 --> 00:36:17,040
Speaker 1: a supermodel. No one would have seen my walk. I

798
00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:20,440
Speaker 1: posted my walk. I was loud and proud.

799
00:36:20,040 --> 00:36:21,399
Speaker 2: And there were people there.

800
00:36:21,520 --> 00:36:24,279
Speaker 1: There was a woman there with a prosthetic crystal legs.

801
00:36:24,280 --> 00:36:25,960
Speaker 1: She was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen.

802
00:36:25,960 --> 00:36:27,880
Speaker 1: There was a woman that all day I saw, I

803
00:36:27,920 --> 00:36:30,200
Speaker 1: did not notice that she did not have a hand.

804
00:36:30,560 --> 00:36:34,160
Speaker 1: There were people that were painfully thin. There were people

805
00:36:34,200 --> 00:36:37,600
Speaker 1: that were you know, that were larger than life. There

806
00:36:37,600 --> 00:36:39,560
Speaker 1: were people that had their hair shaved bald. There were

807
00:36:39,560 --> 00:36:43,280
Speaker 1: people that had braids to their toes. There was every

808
00:36:43,640 --> 00:36:47,720
Speaker 1: type of person there, and like every type of walk

809
00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:53,040
Speaker 1: and every age, and like every weight and every culture,

810
00:36:53,080 --> 00:36:54,920
Speaker 1: and like what are you talking about? Like, I fucking

811
00:36:54,960 --> 00:36:57,239
Speaker 1: did what I wanted to fucking do, and I came

812
00:36:57,280 --> 00:37:01,520
Speaker 1: back and it's like, yeah, commit to the bit own

813
00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:04,560
Speaker 1: it I lived for and everyone. So it was just

814
00:37:04,600 --> 00:37:08,319
Speaker 1: like what and then you know, so so that was

815
00:37:08,360 --> 00:37:10,520
Speaker 1: that and I and it became it became it became

816
00:37:10,560 --> 00:37:12,719
Speaker 1: a story. It became like a news, It became like

817
00:37:12,760 --> 00:37:15,239
Speaker 1: a thing. It got so much media attention, so much

818
00:37:15,280 --> 00:37:19,200
Speaker 1: more than anyone than media attention anyone got, because it was,

819
00:37:19,680 --> 00:37:22,000
Speaker 1: you know, quintessentially what this thing was about. It's like

820
00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:24,239
Speaker 1: it was being I think I understood. I think I

821
00:37:24,320 --> 00:37:29,520
Speaker 1: understood the assignment. It was about being perfectly imperfect. It

822
00:37:29,600 --> 00:37:31,160
Speaker 1: was about knowing your worth.

823
00:37:31,360 --> 00:37:36,040
Speaker 2: Who's worth? Who gives you your worth? An arimez bag,

824
00:37:36,760 --> 00:37:38,560
Speaker 2: a man, a woman.

825
00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:47,800
Speaker 1: A prize, a car, a title, a job, a raised No, you,

826
00:37:47,800 --> 00:37:49,920
Speaker 1: you look in the fucking mirror and you give yourself

827
00:37:49,920 --> 00:37:52,279
Speaker 1: a worth. I walked around for a month and a

828
00:37:52,360 --> 00:37:54,960
Speaker 1: half not even knowing this thing was coming. I was

829
00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:57,960
Speaker 1: saying it because I looked good in videos. I'm a supermodel.

830
00:37:58,440 --> 00:38:00,279
Speaker 1: It's weird that this happened because I didn't say I'm

831
00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:01,920
Speaker 1: a supermodel. For all those weeks leading up to this,

832
00:38:02,120 --> 00:38:04,960
Speaker 1: I didn't even know about this. I one day looked

833
00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:06,960
Speaker 1: really good, I go, I'm a supermodel, and then I

834
00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:08,400
Speaker 1: just started saying it every day. It was almost like

835
00:38:08,440 --> 00:38:13,560
Speaker 1: I was manifesting this experience. I am a supermodel. Guarantee

836
00:38:13,600 --> 00:38:16,080
Speaker 1: you I'll be walking in other fashion shows, because that's

837
00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:19,360
Speaker 1: what it's about. Loud, proud, own it, perfectly and perfect.

838
00:38:19,400 --> 00:38:23,360
Speaker 1: So I don't know much. I may have been a giraffe.

839
00:38:23,440 --> 00:38:25,640
Speaker 1: I may have been a Clydesdale. I may have picked

840
00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:29,720
Speaker 1: gigantic shoes. I may have not fit in like anybody else.

841
00:38:29,880 --> 00:38:33,120
Speaker 1: I may have fallen across Yola Davis's lap and Andy McDowell,

842
00:38:33,120 --> 00:38:36,800
Speaker 1: and with Jane Fonda looking on. I may have acted

843
00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:40,720
Speaker 1: like a freaking weirdo so excited I couldn't stand myself.

844
00:38:40,760 --> 00:38:42,720
Speaker 1: I may have brought the van of little Miss Sunshine

845
00:38:42,760 --> 00:38:46,759
Speaker 1: people and we were all a mess. But I know

846
00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:52,360
Speaker 1: one thing for sure. I understood the assignment. I understood

847
00:38:52,360 --> 00:38:55,360
Speaker 1: the assignment. The HBIIC gave an assignment. I had my

848
00:38:55,400 --> 00:38:58,360
Speaker 1: little pen and paper out, and I understood the assignment,

849
00:38:58,760 --> 00:39:02,040
Speaker 1: and I stuck the landing, and I was entirely present.

850
00:39:02,160 --> 00:39:20,359
Speaker 1: I was proud and present. So after we go out

851
00:39:20,400 --> 00:39:23,480
Speaker 1: to this big dinner to celebrate. I don't do well

852
00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:27,440
Speaker 1: with too much activation. I can't handle it. It's too much.

853
00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:29,560
Speaker 1: I'd had it on the tour. The tour would start

854
00:39:29,560 --> 00:39:31,120
Speaker 1: at eight o'clock at night. It would end at nine thirty.

855
00:39:31,120 --> 00:39:32,879
Speaker 1: It's a VIP meet and greet. You're talking to people,

856
00:39:32,920 --> 00:39:35,320
Speaker 1: you're talking to production. I can't sleep till four o'clock

857
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Speaker 1: in the morning. Activation. I can only sleep when I've

858
00:39:38,560 --> 00:39:41,520
Speaker 1: been sleeping a lot. And I get activated and I

859
00:39:41,560 --> 00:39:44,040
Speaker 1: stay up. I get I am spinning like a top.

860
00:39:44,080 --> 00:39:47,960
Speaker 1: I get wound up like an eight day clock. So

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00:39:48,200 --> 00:39:50,200
Speaker 1: we go out to this dinner, but I'm in the

862
00:39:50,239 --> 00:39:51,479
Speaker 1: car and I can't get out of the car.

863
00:39:51,680 --> 00:39:53,840
Speaker 2: No, oh, sorry, you're welcome.

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00:39:54,360 --> 00:39:58,120
Speaker 1: No my team, Danielle de Villen for two reasons, she

865
00:39:58,320 --> 00:39:59,600
Speaker 1: said to me, Because we talked to through. I'm like

866
00:39:59,640 --> 00:40:01,400
Speaker 1: sh ring my alpha for after She's like, no, you

867
00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:02,960
Speaker 1: can come back to the hotel and change.

868
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Speaker 2: But I don't really. I she's half a villain. But

869
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Speaker 2: we didn't think this through.

870
00:40:09,200 --> 00:40:11,960
Speaker 1: So now this paparazzi and everything outside, they say they

871
00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:14,440
Speaker 1: need the outphit back. Now, okay, they need the outfit

872
00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:16,920
Speaker 1: back now right after the show. I didn't think that through.

873
00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:18,320
Speaker 1: I thought we could give it back later. But I

874
00:40:18,320 --> 00:40:20,080
Speaker 1: guess with fifty people, that's a dangerous game, so you

875
00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:22,040
Speaker 1: gotta give it back. I draw the line, I say

876
00:40:22,080 --> 00:40:25,600
Speaker 1: to Danielle immediately, No, I'm not putting my airplane outfit

877
00:40:25,640 --> 00:40:27,880
Speaker 1: back on. This is where I draw the line. This

878
00:40:28,080 --> 00:40:31,080
Speaker 1: is where the rubber meets the road. This is demoralizing.

879
00:40:31,480 --> 00:40:33,800
Speaker 1: I am not going on my stinky discussing airplane clothes

880
00:40:33,840 --> 00:40:38,000
Speaker 1: outside with paparazzi after being a supermodel in Paris Fashion Week.

881
00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:39,600
Speaker 2: That's where you fucking lose me.

882
00:40:40,520 --> 00:40:43,759
Speaker 1: So they had to bring over my feather dress in

883
00:40:44,200 --> 00:40:46,719
Speaker 1: me up, pulls the zipper down two inches and it's like, yeah,

884
00:40:46,719 --> 00:40:47,880
Speaker 1: you can get in. I'm like, what the fuck are

885
00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:49,960
Speaker 1: you talking about? I can't get in that. So she's

886
00:40:50,000 --> 00:40:51,440
Speaker 1: not telling me that the dress is stuck and the

887
00:40:51,480 --> 00:40:55,759
Speaker 1: feathers are stuck up and down the teeth. I'm like, miya, yeah,

888
00:40:56,880 --> 00:40:59,399
Speaker 1: I'm not small as my dog, like, I can't get

889
00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:01,880
Speaker 1: in this fuck dress. So brain has to get scissors

890
00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:06,440
Speaker 1: take it over. I'm naked backstage, like I'm nude. People

891
00:41:06,440 --> 00:41:09,320
Speaker 1: walking in and out, It's like completely inappropriate. And a

892
00:41:09,360 --> 00:41:12,279
Speaker 1: shit show, And so finally brain gets it open, and

893
00:41:12,320 --> 00:41:14,160
Speaker 1: I get in the feather dress for the after party,

894
00:41:14,160 --> 00:41:15,600
Speaker 1: and I get in my outfit and I'm a doll.

895
00:41:15,920 --> 00:41:17,839
Speaker 1: And I get in the car and everyone gets out

896
00:41:17,880 --> 00:41:24,839
Speaker 1: and I ball. I ball and then proceed to cry

897
00:41:24,840 --> 00:41:31,319
Speaker 1: on the Internet because I am so moved by the opportunity,

898
00:41:31,360 --> 00:41:35,200
Speaker 1: by the experience, by the culture, by the diversity, by

899
00:41:35,280 --> 00:41:38,040
Speaker 1: the diversity and weight, by the diversity and age, by

900
00:41:38,040 --> 00:41:43,960
Speaker 1: the diversity in flaws and imperfections, by the opportunity, by

901
00:41:44,080 --> 00:41:47,520
Speaker 1: the hard work pays off, by the living authentically, just

902
00:41:47,640 --> 00:41:50,440
Speaker 1: doing what you naturally do and being always being honest,

903
00:41:50,640 --> 00:41:53,239
Speaker 1: landing you on a Paris Fashion Week runway that I

904
00:41:53,320 --> 00:41:55,640
Speaker 1: did it, that I stuck the assignments.

905
00:41:55,760 --> 00:41:58,239
Speaker 2: I balled like a baby. I was overwhelmed.

906
00:41:58,239 --> 00:42:00,440
Speaker 1: I knew that I had not acted like I I

907
00:42:00,440 --> 00:42:03,360
Speaker 1: did not feel like I belonged. I was so moved

908
00:42:03,360 --> 00:42:06,920
Speaker 1: and overwhelmed with gratitude, I couldn't even barely move. And

909
00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:08,759
Speaker 1: then I got downstairs and I was crying at the

910
00:42:08,760 --> 00:42:11,680
Speaker 1: whole dinner like a weirdo with all kinds of people

911
00:42:11,760 --> 00:42:16,320
Speaker 1: and influencers and loreal people and my Sunshine team, like

912
00:42:16,320 --> 00:42:18,799
Speaker 1: like sleep once I start sleeping, I sleep. Once I'm awake,

913
00:42:18,840 --> 00:42:21,360
Speaker 1: I'm awake. Once I start crying, I'm crying. I was

914
00:42:21,400 --> 00:42:26,560
Speaker 1: just so exhausted, so fragile, and like it really hit me.

915
00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:30,479
Speaker 1: So we go out to dinner on mainlining drinks, don't

916
00:42:30,480 --> 00:42:33,439
Speaker 1: feel any of them because the adrenaline hanging out, being

917
00:42:33,480 --> 00:42:36,959
Speaker 1: with Brinn, taking good pictures, not entirely present, but having fun.

918
00:42:37,560 --> 00:42:38,240
Speaker 2: Get home.

919
00:42:38,920 --> 00:42:42,440
Speaker 1: That's when I shoot the video, basically saying the giraffe

920
00:42:42,440 --> 00:42:45,600
Speaker 1: thing like I wanted to do what I did and whatever,

921
00:42:46,719 --> 00:42:49,160
Speaker 1: you know. And then I pull an all nighter. I'm

922
00:42:49,200 --> 00:42:51,840
Speaker 1: laying on Brind's head because it usually puts me to sleep,

923
00:42:52,560 --> 00:42:56,320
Speaker 1: and I'm crying into her hair, like sobbing like snoopy tears,

924
00:42:56,800 --> 00:42:58,600
Speaker 1: drowning her hair.

925
00:42:59,480 --> 00:43:00,799
Speaker 2: And then.

926
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Speaker 1: Six o'clock in the morning, we have to leave for

927
00:43:04,080 --> 00:43:09,319
Speaker 1: the airport because a legend in the beauty industry has

928
00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:13,520
Speaker 1: summoned me, asked for an audience, and wants to shoot

929
00:43:13,560 --> 00:43:19,000
Speaker 1: something together, which was entirely surreal. So I get on

930
00:43:19,040 --> 00:43:24,160
Speaker 1: the plane and of oh no, it's not over go

931
00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:26,400
Speaker 1: through security, and of course Jane fond is standing right

932
00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:29,000
Speaker 1: next to me, because that's why I always run into it. Security,

933
00:43:29,280 --> 00:43:31,560
Speaker 1: we start chatting. She thinks she says she isn't in

934
00:43:31,600 --> 00:43:33,799
Speaker 1: first class. I offer her my seat. There's no way

935
00:43:33,880 --> 00:43:36,239
Speaker 1: Jane fond is sitting in coach. I then realize that

936
00:43:36,280 --> 00:43:38,440
Speaker 1: she doesn't know that for Air France the business is

937
00:43:38,520 --> 00:43:40,799
Speaker 1: laid down and like being in first class, so I

938
00:43:40,880 --> 00:43:43,280
Speaker 1: don't give her my seat. And then on the plane,

939
00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:45,640
Speaker 1: I see Jane Fonda twice, two to three times in

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00:43:45,680 --> 00:43:48,160
Speaker 1: the galley, which is really weird, like anytime I was up.

941
00:43:48,360 --> 00:43:49,600
Speaker 1: You know, when you're up on a plane, it's dark

942
00:43:49,640 --> 00:43:52,799
Speaker 1: and you're like lurking and like everyone's sleeping. Jane and

943
00:43:52,840 --> 00:43:56,360
Speaker 1: I then we land and then I see her buy

944
00:43:57,000 --> 00:44:00,239
Speaker 1: the car again, thinking it's meant to be because I

945
00:44:00,280 --> 00:44:03,719
Speaker 1: can't believe it, and she asks me for my phone number,

946
00:44:03,719 --> 00:44:05,400
Speaker 1: so I've Jane found his phone number in my phone

947
00:44:06,120 --> 00:44:10,480
Speaker 1: and go back to the apartment, walk directly into a shower,

948
00:44:10,640 --> 00:44:14,359
Speaker 1: Directly open the front door, walk into a shower, go

949
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Speaker 1: into hair and makeup to go meet a legend in

950
00:44:17,800 --> 00:44:20,359
Speaker 1: New York City. Don't go to the suburbs where love

951
00:44:20,400 --> 00:44:23,480
Speaker 1: go into New York City and the end of the

952
00:44:23,520 --> 00:44:27,680
Speaker 1: story and the moral of the story is pros play

953
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Speaker 1: hurt