WEBVTT - Conversations About Emotional Men 0:00:00.200 --> 0:00:04.840 No seilings, the l O glasses, my man Peter Boss 0:00:04.840 --> 0:00:11.280 in the spot, um my nigga much from Toxic Masculinity, 0:00:11.360 --> 0:00:20.360 Uncle Muck. And really it's just about like emotional me 0:00:20.440 --> 0:00:24.200 and that's what I really want to talk about. I 0:00:24.239 --> 0:00:28.200 feel like I was looking at some ship that happened 0:00:28.240 --> 0:00:32.960 with Meek Mill the other day and cut ran into 0:00:33.080 --> 0:00:36.280 uh two Kai six nine jumped out on him. He said, 0:00:36.280 --> 0:00:39.760 t Kaci six nine. He didn't He didn't come out 0:00:39.800 --> 0:00:41.639 of a club or nothing. He said. He jumped out 0:00:41.680 --> 0:00:45.839 on him somewhere, and he jumped out with bodyguards. And 0:00:48.200 --> 0:00:53.040 obviously they both started recording the actual event, which is 0:00:53.080 --> 0:00:56.320 weird to me because right, I mean, I guess they 0:00:56.360 --> 0:00:58.800 don't know each other, so they ain't really like ops 0:00:58.880 --> 0:01:02.960 or nothing, right, they just wrap enemies or something. I 0:01:03.000 --> 0:01:05.760 don't know. I don't know. I think the snitch is 0:01:05.800 --> 0:01:09.760 the actual enemy of everybody's if you, if you, if 0:01:09.800 --> 0:01:14.040 you and outlaw at all. So they both jump out, 0:01:14.520 --> 0:01:18.040 got their phones, the cameras and ship, and they just 0:01:18.360 --> 0:01:24.959 arguing with each other, real man ship feeling. They arguing 0:01:25.000 --> 0:01:29.040 with each other because and the first thing meets like 0:01:29.200 --> 0:01:32.119 starts like he goes to social media becausein he's talking 0:01:32.160 --> 0:01:35.240 about it and he's like posting it the whole thing, 0:01:35.400 --> 0:01:38.000 like I spit on him and just that in the 0:01:38.120 --> 0:01:43.360 third and he posted they arguing, and then the little 0:01:43.440 --> 0:01:47.400 rap Boys start posting his side of this story, and 0:01:48.080 --> 0:01:53.240 so they're argument on the internet and the other ones 0:01:53.280 --> 0:02:01.360 tracks out first. I don't know that nobody pinched each 0:02:01.400 --> 0:02:06.160 other because and this is my point though, this is 0:02:06.160 --> 0:02:08.919 what I and this is what I'll be said, because 0:02:09.600 --> 0:02:13.400 I think Meek is like a special kind of person 0:02:13.440 --> 0:02:16.760 when it comes to this ship, because he's always into 0:02:17.480 --> 0:02:22.440 these emotional situations where you know, they're like the thing 0:02:22.520 --> 0:02:24.960 with Drake Right, it was like you start tweeting about 0:02:25.040 --> 0:02:32.200 Drake Right, you like, yeah, You're like, he didn't he 0:02:32.280 --> 0:02:34.920 didn't promote my album because I found out he had 0:02:34.919 --> 0:02:37.120 a ghostwriter. And so I think a lot of the 0:02:37.240 --> 0:02:45.440 decisions he makes are like emotional decisions, because mine is 0:02:45.600 --> 0:02:47.639 what the the event should be. If you see a 0:02:47.720 --> 0:02:50.320 motherfucker right that you think as a rat or you 0:02:50.440 --> 0:02:56.480 feel just trying to press you automatically gunfire, automatically gunfire. 0:02:57.200 --> 0:03:01.560 But it's the fact that they run to social media, 0:03:03.320 --> 0:03:08.200 and I think Meek finds himself always at a disadvantage 0:03:08.560 --> 0:03:15.160 because a lot of his moves are emotional base. Yeah. 0:03:15.480 --> 0:03:18.480 I can't even I'm sitting here laughing right now in 0:03:18.600 --> 0:03:23.320 my head at the fact that he even he yeah, 0:03:23.360 --> 0:03:25.560 he was supposed to get off. He was supposed to 0:03:25.600 --> 0:03:28.680 get off. And I'm not even talking about I ain't 0:03:28.720 --> 0:03:33.040 even talking about on emotion like that. Dude is a rat, 0:03:33.360 --> 0:03:36.520 bro And you what what what Meek is selling to 0:03:36.640 --> 0:03:39.360 the world. I don't know the guy personally, so let 0:03:39.440 --> 0:03:42.240 me make sure that's clear. But what you're selling to 0:03:42.360 --> 0:03:45.120 the world as you street type of cat, and when 0:03:45.160 --> 0:03:48.760 you're street type of cat, it's automatically certain things we 0:03:48.880 --> 0:03:51.680 agree with it and that we don't agree with. And 0:03:51.880 --> 0:03:54.440 you I don't even need to discuss nothing with a 0:03:54.520 --> 0:03:57.600 guy like that. But my thing is minus the actual 0:03:57.720 --> 0:04:01.800 actions of what should have happened, minus that, I'm not 0:04:01.880 --> 0:04:07.920 even getting to that. Why run to the internet like 0:04:08.400 --> 0:04:10.840 this is kind of serious if you were a street nigga, 0:04:10.920 --> 0:04:13.760 like this is like you run into a high profile 0:04:13.920 --> 0:04:17.400 rat who popping it at you. So even though you 0:04:17.480 --> 0:04:19.520 don't get off that because you don't shoot a nothing 0:04:19.720 --> 0:04:22.520 for me or you don't fight nobody, why run to 0:04:22.600 --> 0:04:27.320 the internet and explain what's going on. You get what 0:04:27.400 --> 0:04:30.160 I'm saying, Like I don't get that point, Like and 0:04:30.240 --> 0:04:33.480 that's what I'm saying, Like me is constantly in these 0:04:33.560 --> 0:04:39.000 situations where emotionally, like the thing that happened with Nikki 0:04:39.160 --> 0:04:42.880 and her husband and all that, so that wasn't like 0:04:42.920 --> 0:04:45.400 a store, was that a gucy store? Some rest in 0:04:45.480 --> 0:04:50.400 peace to her pops Nick And that was sad um. 0:04:51.720 --> 0:04:54.520 But they arguing in the in the in the and 0:04:54.640 --> 0:04:58.240 Nikki's husband is popping it like high power. So my 0:04:58.400 --> 0:05:01.000 thing is, I think these situa just keep happening with 0:05:01.120 --> 0:05:06.480 him because he is like overtly emotional, if that's the 0:05:06.640 --> 0:05:09.719 right word. Overtly is that the right word. Like he's 0:05:09.720 --> 0:05:13.800 just over expressive about anything he feels. I think he's 0:05:13.839 --> 0:05:19.560 also way over obsessed with how he's perceived, Like there's 0:05:19.560 --> 0:05:22.240 a certain degree of self consciousness there. People always run 0:05:22.320 --> 0:05:24.960 to like throw the term insecurity out all the time, 0:05:25.000 --> 0:05:27.320 which I think is a chicken shit cop out for 0:05:27.360 --> 0:05:29.160 a lot of people trying to like justify what other 0:05:29.160 --> 0:05:32.280 people do. But I'm not gonna say that. I mean, 0:05:32.360 --> 0:05:36.920 he might or might not be, but to me, like 0:05:37.040 --> 0:05:39.240 you were saying, you put yourself at a disadvantage by 0:05:39.440 --> 0:05:42.920 being emotionally reactive, which is true. You can do that 0:05:43.520 --> 0:05:46.280 very easily. It's very hard to find yourself in a 0:05:46.360 --> 0:05:50.680 perception disadvantage to Takashi six nine in the hip hop community, 0:05:50.839 --> 0:05:56.400 that's hard to do. So to be as pre like, 0:05:56.600 --> 0:06:00.440 to be as bogged down with the idea how you're 0:06:00.480 --> 0:06:02.600 being viewed relative to that guy, to have to go 0:06:02.880 --> 0:06:06.000 sprint to the internet and go get your story out 0:06:06.080 --> 0:06:08.160 on your turns because you don't want this guy with 0:06:08.320 --> 0:06:11.039 his less than zero credibility to his name saying something 0:06:11.080 --> 0:06:13.600 about you like everyone's gonna take it seriously. It's a 0:06:13.720 --> 0:06:17.120 very odd response, but that's and that's what I'm saying though, 0:06:17.200 --> 0:06:22.400 Like men like, as a man, right your your job 0:06:22.560 --> 0:06:27.000 is to not The only thing that separates us from 0:06:27.040 --> 0:06:32.039 behaving like women is thought. Logic. Logic right like thought 0:06:32.160 --> 0:06:37.040 like let me think first. And I feel like a 0:06:37.120 --> 0:06:39.719 lot of times I don't know if he's actually thinking 0:06:39.960 --> 0:06:46.200 versus just reacting. I would want to ask that dude, 0:06:46.720 --> 0:06:48.400 you know, I mean, you know, see a lot of 0:06:48.520 --> 0:06:52.640 dudes is really emotional based on the upbringing. It's a possibility. 0:06:53.360 --> 0:06:56.560 I don't know him again, but it's a possibility. You know, 0:06:57.680 --> 0:06:59.720 he might have been raised around a lot of women. Man, 0:07:00.680 --> 0:07:05.360 You know, because to be that emotional in all these 0:07:05.400 --> 0:07:11.200 different circumstances, in my mind, I have to I'm always 0:07:11.680 --> 0:07:13.920 feed it to the side that you you you've probably 0:07:13.960 --> 0:07:18.000 been developed by women. Yeah, that's the first thing that 0:07:18.040 --> 0:07:20.200 popped into my mind. During the middle of the Super Bowl, 0:07:20.240 --> 0:07:22.280 I put a post. I pulled it down because I 0:07:22.320 --> 0:07:25.520 thought it was kind of dick but like, and we 0:07:25.600 --> 0:07:28.720 all saw a certain defensive back for the Chiefs, and 0:07:28.840 --> 0:07:30.920 I know the guy's backstory. I'm a college football like 0:07:31.040 --> 0:07:32.880 super geeks, so I knew since l s U that 0:07:33.000 --> 0:07:34.920 his dad was locked up for years on a murder 0:07:35.040 --> 0:07:41.000 charge and ship like that. But Tyron Matthew has been emotionally, yeah, 0:07:41.080 --> 0:07:42.880 a little violatile and maybe there's a lack of of 0:07:42.960 --> 0:07:45.280 emotional development there with him since he was in college, 0:07:45.480 --> 0:07:47.160 and he's been notorious for it. And it comes out 0:07:47.200 --> 0:07:49.360 in the Super Bowl, the biggest stage of copping penalties 0:07:49.960 --> 0:07:51.840 back to back to back, like that you're walking out 0:07:51.880 --> 0:07:55.080 with stacks of penalties. It just looked like the product 0:07:55.120 --> 0:07:56.680 of a guy who ran out of a house full 0:07:56.720 --> 0:08:00.920 of angry women can't control themselves and felt a helmet. Yeah, um, 0:08:02.760 --> 0:08:06.840 and that and that's my thing. Like I was telling 0:08:06.920 --> 0:08:11.040 Muke Um. I was telling Muke we had a conversation 0:08:11.080 --> 0:08:14.240 on his podcast Toxic Masculinity, and I was explaining to him, O, 0:08:14.320 --> 0:08:17.160 you was there, because what I was explaining to him 0:08:17.240 --> 0:08:20.360 that like if I called my old lady cheating with 0:08:20.440 --> 0:08:22.400 a dude, like if I caught them in the act 0:08:22.440 --> 0:08:25.440 of cheating, that I would kill both of them. And 0:08:25.640 --> 0:08:28.160 I think people thought that that was an emotional response, 0:08:28.200 --> 0:08:30.800 and it's like, no, it's a calculated one that would 0:08:30.800 --> 0:08:33.560 be done with a level of precision to make sure 0:08:33.600 --> 0:08:37.200 I punished them for what I think is wrong. There's 0:08:37.240 --> 0:08:41.000 no emotions. Emotions is me walking in the room screaming, 0:08:41.280 --> 0:08:44.079 Me walking in the room upset this. My feelings will 0:08:44.120 --> 0:08:46.760 be hurt. But at that point my mind state goes 0:08:46.840 --> 0:08:50.480 into like, Okay, how am I going to you know, 0:08:50.600 --> 0:08:54.240 blueprint this idea to get away with it? Clear certainly, 0:08:54.679 --> 0:08:58.040 I think emotional responses about winning the short game and 0:08:58.200 --> 0:09:02.760 calculated thought as about winning the long game. And it's always, 0:09:02.880 --> 0:09:04.679 as a man, is supposed to always be about the 0:09:04.720 --> 0:09:08.160 long game. You know what I'm saying, It's always got 0:09:08.240 --> 0:09:10.440 to be about the long game, and there's so many 0:09:11.160 --> 0:09:14.560 men right that's doing things. It's like when two men 0:09:14.640 --> 0:09:18.839 get into a fight, right, I've watched it happened my 0:09:18.880 --> 0:09:21.280 whole life. Two men get into a fight, even as 0:09:21.320 --> 0:09:23.640 a gang member. Right, if one of my homies just 0:09:23.679 --> 0:09:26.679 fighting with the with the p J Nick and my 0:09:26.800 --> 0:09:29.720 homie will be winning the fight. He got the dude 0:09:29.760 --> 0:09:33.560 on the ground, right, he didn't drop him, Like, now 0:09:33.640 --> 0:09:36.800 you want to stomp his head into the ground. That's 0:09:36.840 --> 0:09:42.760 some emotional girls ship. Like if I'm winning the fight, 0:09:42.840 --> 0:09:44.720 I don't need to stump your head into the ground 0:09:44.800 --> 0:09:47.120 like this is actually if I want to murder you, 0:09:47.320 --> 0:09:49.280 I just get a gun and murder you. What am 0:09:49.280 --> 0:09:52.400 I stumping your head into the ground for? And I 0:09:52.520 --> 0:09:54.959 think you listen to me and talk about fighting, Like 0:09:55.040 --> 0:09:57.839 when I fight, I'm aware, I'm present in the moment. 0:09:57.880 --> 0:10:02.720 I'm focused on, you know, coming out victorious, you know, uh, 0:10:02.840 --> 0:10:08.280 inflicting pain. I never black out. And I listened to 0:10:08.440 --> 0:10:11.480 some men say that because they're being fights and they 0:10:11.640 --> 0:10:14.880 just black out. And I'm like, I wrote the funking 0:10:14.960 --> 0:10:18.320 me like you black out because I don't even that's 0:10:18.360 --> 0:10:23.040 some girls ship. Yeah, I mean chemically and as far 0:10:23.080 --> 0:10:27.520 as brain chemistry goes. The most adrenal emotion correlatively is fear, 0:10:28.440 --> 0:10:33.680 so the only I mean fears the shortest distance chemically 0:10:33.760 --> 0:10:36.200 to be able to spike your adrenaline up so damn 0:10:36.320 --> 0:10:38.599 high that you don't have control over really anything going on, 0:10:38.679 --> 0:10:41.160 because there's not another emotion that can take that number 0:10:41.240 --> 0:10:45.960 that high. Wow, damn wow. I never even looked at 0:10:46.040 --> 0:10:47.920 that when I when I, when I, when I hear 0:10:47.960 --> 0:10:50.440 you guys talk about stuff like that, at the end 0:10:50.480 --> 0:10:54.839 of the day, in my brain, I see literally I 0:10:54.960 --> 0:10:57.320 have been in the same situations where you see your 0:10:57.400 --> 0:11:00.480 boys and they're fighting and they knock some body out 0:11:00.640 --> 0:11:04.360 and you want to continuously kick somebody. I didn't grab people, 0:11:04.440 --> 0:11:07.160 and I'm like literally, like it's it's kind of like 0:11:07.240 --> 0:11:09.559 what G referred to. Its like if you want to 0:11:09.640 --> 0:11:13.000 kill and killing because this is kicking him moving over 0:11:13.520 --> 0:11:16.920 and like you said that, that's an emotional and my 0:11:17.080 --> 0:11:21.839 brain as well, that's a female trade. And you know 0:11:22.200 --> 0:11:27.200 because a man, if I knocked you out, I might 0:11:27.280 --> 0:11:29.880 even let your homies pick you up. I might. I might. 0:11:30.000 --> 0:11:31.760 You know, That's how I get in. It's like, okay, 0:11:31.960 --> 0:11:34.719 I already want I'm victorious. Idea what I needed to do. 0:11:35.840 --> 0:11:38.199 Go over and pray to a lot like Tyson, I 0:11:38.320 --> 0:11:40.439 will and calm back down. Yeah, I will do you know, 0:11:40.840 --> 0:11:42.599 if that's what I was into, I would do that, 0:11:42.840 --> 0:11:47.080 you know. So when I see that, I also take 0:11:47.120 --> 0:11:51.920 it from me is uh emotions is traumas that people 0:11:52.000 --> 0:11:55.160 suffer through, and then it's also a feeling that people 0:11:55.240 --> 0:11:59.560 are looking for from their peers. My my boy beg 0:11:59.679 --> 0:12:02.720 knocked made a point to me. He said, it's rage, 0:12:04.840 --> 0:12:10.040 and I'm like, my issue is some of these situations 0:12:10.080 --> 0:12:13.800 are so minute, right, how did you go there? But 0:12:13.960 --> 0:12:15.719 I think that's what I'm saying. That's that's back to 0:12:15.800 --> 0:12:18.920 your point because about trauma family, Right, if you start 0:12:18.960 --> 0:12:23.600 talking about trauma every time, some of these niggas be fighting. 0:12:24.360 --> 0:12:28.800 They're fighting everything that they've been through. They're fighting somebody 0:12:28.920 --> 0:12:30.880 might have tested them when they was little. They're fighting. 0:12:31.280 --> 0:12:34.480 They don't got the New Jordans. They're you know, growing up. 0:12:34.520 --> 0:12:37.840 They're fighting moms might have been on some work. I mean, 0:12:37.880 --> 0:12:42.480 they're fighting every rejection from a girl. And when you 0:12:42.559 --> 0:12:46.280 don't compartmentalize these things and you make every last thing 0:12:47.360 --> 0:12:52.360 you know what's wrong, you find raged, Like that's weird 0:12:52.720 --> 0:12:54.319 that's true. I don't think I've ever been in a 0:12:54.400 --> 0:12:59.040 fight and been enraged. Like literally, I'm always focused on 0:13:00.040 --> 0:13:05.520 the job. What's the job if if if I'm fighting enemy, 0:13:05.800 --> 0:13:08.079 or if i'm fighting if like when I was gangbanging 0:13:08.120 --> 0:13:11.080 every day, hanging every day, if I'm fighting somebody from 0:13:11.120 --> 0:13:14.760 another hood, like I'm focused on delivery and inflicting pain 0:13:15.000 --> 0:13:20.120 and winning the actual conflict. I'll give you a scenario 0:13:20.480 --> 0:13:24.680 of my emotions taking over me. I've never been as 0:13:24.760 --> 0:13:28.480 emotional in a fight that I've been with with a woman. 0:13:30.280 --> 0:13:35.120 I hadn't been in a fight where fighting. I didn't 0:13:35.120 --> 0:13:37.520 been in the shootout. You shoot at me, then I'll 0:13:37.520 --> 0:13:39.679 come back, I'll shoot at you, and it's whatever. I 0:13:39.720 --> 0:13:43.000 didn't even feel as the rage that I felt with 0:13:43.200 --> 0:13:45.679 a woman doing something to me like it's just like 0:13:46.520 --> 0:13:50.040 you took me to a whole another level that I 0:13:50.240 --> 0:13:52.679 was willing to do this broad daylight. I was willing 0:13:52.760 --> 0:13:55.400 to not calculate the move to get away with it. 0:13:55.720 --> 0:13:59.480 I was willing to I'm willing to kill you and 0:13:59.559 --> 0:14:03.240 get and be wrong. But if I was in a 0:14:03.320 --> 0:14:07.000 fight with a dude, I literally would calculated and say, okay, well, 0:14:07.040 --> 0:14:09.280 now if I got to come back and shooting him. 0:14:09.520 --> 0:14:13.240 I want to do that, and and and and stay out. Yeah, 0:14:14.040 --> 0:14:17.320 a woman has got me to that they will because 0:14:17.840 --> 0:14:20.520 but but that was the conversation we was having another day, 0:14:20.640 --> 0:14:25.240 like right about women are irrational. Yeah, they'll pick a 0:14:25.360 --> 0:14:29.160 fight that they know they can't win because the reaction 0:14:29.360 --> 0:14:32.640 is what they're looking for. So usually when you get 0:14:32.680 --> 0:14:35.840 an emotional man and a woman for me, that's like 0:14:36.360 --> 0:14:40.440 a motherfuckering then maybe because that ship gonna explode for me. 0:14:40.560 --> 0:14:45.320 So I think because they they are notorious at trying 0:14:45.400 --> 0:14:48.480 to because at that point, with every emotion they're asking 0:14:48.680 --> 0:14:53.760 from for you, they aren't getting. So they'll take like 0:14:56.120 --> 0:15:00.280 like a like an exponent like an exponentially large the 0:15:00.520 --> 0:15:05.000 amount of any emotion, even if it's rage. Like a 0:15:05.120 --> 0:15:08.480 woman's talked to me before and like talk to me 0:15:08.600 --> 0:15:11.360 like she could woop my ass. I was telling Pete 0:15:11.400 --> 0:15:15.040 this story, like this is a perfect example of me 0:15:15.200 --> 0:15:19.320 not being emotional. This is how calculated I am. Right. Uh, 0:15:20.880 --> 0:15:23.320 when I put out two pop must die, right, it 0:15:23.440 --> 0:15:25.240 was nigga saying shit in the streets. I was telling 0:15:25.240 --> 0:15:27.080 Pete this the other day. It was niggas talking ship 0:15:27.120 --> 0:15:29.680 in the streets. They had a lot to say whatever, 0:15:29.840 --> 0:15:33.440 cause it's normal. I ain't tripping, but I was aware 0:15:33.720 --> 0:15:36.160 my senses were hiding, like okay, well I might have 0:15:36.240 --> 0:15:38.120 to shoot one of you niggas about this. That's cool. 0:15:40.080 --> 0:15:42.520 So my man Frenchie saw it, and Fitch was like, hey, 0:15:42.600 --> 0:15:44.600 g man, I've really funk with that. And I remember 0:15:44.640 --> 0:15:46.680 you said it was a part of a show. You 0:15:46.800 --> 0:15:48.800 was writing these different ideas, and I was like yeah. 0:15:48.840 --> 0:15:51.800 He's like, man, let's come talk about those shows and 0:15:51.960 --> 0:15:54.080 put together some of those shows. I'm like, for sure 0:15:54.160 --> 0:15:56.160 where you at? He like, well, you know, I'm producing 0:15:56.240 --> 0:15:59.640 Mike Tyson's podcast. I'm like, for surely y'all come when 0:15:59.720 --> 0:16:04.440 y'all oh, it's it's a excuse me, it's an Elsa gundo. 0:16:04.920 --> 0:16:07.800 I'm like, all right, I'm coming over there. So I 0:16:07.920 --> 0:16:13.160 jumped in the whip driving over there. Now, me thinking right, 0:16:13.280 --> 0:16:17.040 not being over excited, not being worried that the champ 0:16:17.200 --> 0:16:20.560 is here, not being over excited about the opportunity on mine. 0:16:20.560 --> 0:16:24.680 For I'm like, wait a minute, because Mike Tyson was 0:16:24.800 --> 0:16:28.480 this boy was pox man to some degree, at least 0:16:28.480 --> 0:16:31.640 from the outside looking me in. So I'm like, okay, 0:16:32.160 --> 0:16:34.200 now I'm putting two and two the in my head, 0:16:34.240 --> 0:16:38.080 I'm like, what if this nigga trip out, That's a possibility, right, 0:16:38.120 --> 0:16:41.400 So I'm like, okay, So when I parked my car 0:16:41.720 --> 0:16:44.480 the valet come, I grabbed my piece and tuck it. 0:16:45.400 --> 0:16:48.440 Fe me, I grab a gunn to tuck it walking in, 0:16:48.960 --> 0:16:53.920 I'm devising a plan. Because I'm devising a plan, I'm like, 0:16:55.440 --> 0:16:59.480 if this nig oppresses me about this situation, I'm going 0:16:59.640 --> 0:17:02.560 to tell out him one time. Hey, this is about 0:17:02.760 --> 0:17:05.680 art for me. This is what I did, this is 0:17:05.760 --> 0:17:08.520 why I did it, this is what's important. Once I 0:17:08.640 --> 0:17:12.360 expressed that, if he presses me any further, I'm going 0:17:12.440 --> 0:17:16.920 to shoot Mike Tyson and both his legs. Shi the legs? 0:17:17.040 --> 0:17:19.639 What just because I don't want to kill Mike Tyson 0:17:21.840 --> 0:17:26.159 and his podcast seven cript. This is a true story, right, 0:17:26.240 --> 0:17:29.520 So now I made it. My mom was like, okay, 0:17:29.600 --> 0:17:31.560 I did the math. It's like, Okay, this makes the 0:17:31.640 --> 0:17:35.720 most sense because I'm not going to not go and 0:17:35.880 --> 0:17:39.399 meet up with Frenchie for this opportunity. And it's nigga, 0:17:39.440 --> 0:17:41.920 not FNNA make me. I'm not feeling this nigga pressing me. 0:17:42.160 --> 0:17:44.760 I'm not gonna try to fight fucking Mike Tyson. That's 0:17:44.800 --> 0:17:49.280 just stupid. So I'm gonna even the odds, Like you're 0:17:49.280 --> 0:17:56.280 a professional fighter, I'm a professional gang member. Right. So 0:17:57.600 --> 0:18:01.159 when I get in there, mind you, he's doing a 0:18:01.280 --> 0:18:04.840 podcast with Dazz and Corrupt. Okay, that's good now, mind you. 0:18:04.920 --> 0:18:08.280 Corrupt had cuts me out a week before about the song. 0:18:11.920 --> 0:18:14.880 I didn't know he was outside. I was right, Oh 0:18:15.000 --> 0:18:18.720 my god, so look so Corrupt had called me already. 0:18:18.800 --> 0:18:20.280 It was like, man, I had just seen the g 0:18:20.920 --> 0:18:22.679 and my bad, that ship is dope. Like when when 0:18:22.720 --> 0:18:25.840 Corrupt cuts me out, it was never like disrespectfully. You 0:18:25.840 --> 0:18:28.359 could tell he was genuinely hurt that it was me 0:18:28.480 --> 0:18:30.880 who did it, and he didn't look into the content. 0:18:31.960 --> 0:18:35.280 He's like, okay, cool, but my united energy is super heightened, 0:18:35.680 --> 0:18:38.359 even though we had talked about it. It's like, okay, 0:18:39.560 --> 0:18:41.520 I'm gonna shoot Mike Tyson in front of Dazz and 0:18:41.560 --> 0:18:47.760 Corrupt if it goes there. But this is my mind, right, 0:18:48.040 --> 0:18:51.159 it's no emotions. So even when I walk in, you 0:18:51.320 --> 0:18:55.960 don't see ship, but I'm already processing and process everything. 0:18:56.240 --> 0:18:58.240 I'm gonna get out of here. Who I might have 0:18:58.359 --> 0:19:01.320 to shoot leaving because I'm going home today, even if 0:19:01.320 --> 0:19:03.119 I go to jail later. Yeah, that's how I gotta go. 0:19:03.720 --> 0:19:06.840 So on Seventh Street cript this is all the true story. 0:19:07.280 --> 0:19:09.480 So I get up there because they do the podcast. 0:19:09.560 --> 0:19:12.240 They finished, they come out, I'm talking to corrupting dads. 0:19:12.280 --> 0:19:14.440 We're joking bullshit and blah blah blah. He was like, yeah, 0:19:14.440 --> 0:19:16.480 that should really corrupts. Like, man, that ship is dope. 0:19:16.760 --> 0:19:18.600 It's like that ship just make you feel a certain 0:19:18.640 --> 0:19:20.639 way and make you feel uneasy. I'm like, man, I 0:19:20.680 --> 0:19:23.000 appreciate that. O g matter. So I didn't mind you 0:19:23.080 --> 0:19:25.800 cussing me out because the fact that my art mattered 0:19:25.840 --> 0:19:28.760 to you. I'm saying we're special. So when Mike Tyson 0:19:28.840 --> 0:19:31.560 come out, Frenchy like, oh this is glasses malone Mike. 0:19:31.960 --> 0:19:33.680 So Mike like, what's going on? How many you know? 0:19:33.720 --> 0:19:37.200 Blah blah blah, cool good energy feel me. We're chopping 0:19:37.240 --> 0:19:38.840 it up. We're talking about box and he's like, yeah, 0:19:38.840 --> 0:19:40.760 you're gonna gotta come to the podcast, like for sure, 0:19:40.760 --> 0:19:43.480 because like I'm gonna come funk with it. In my mind, 0:19:45.280 --> 0:19:48.240 I'm already figuring out how I'm going to shoot this name. 0:19:52.320 --> 0:19:55.240 So we chop it up for another twenty minutes because 0:19:55.280 --> 0:19:57.760 as a gang member, I have to give him enough 0:19:57.880 --> 0:20:01.399 time to press me like I'm not going to run away. 0:20:01.680 --> 0:20:04.000 Got you, like, I'm gonna give you enough time right 0:20:04.080 --> 0:20:07.600 now to see where your energy is at. And I 0:20:07.680 --> 0:20:10.119 don't think he either correlated the tool or nothing like, 0:20:10.359 --> 0:20:12.399 or he just was like, I'm not tripping, Like I 0:20:12.480 --> 0:20:14.960 kind of got what it was. So I walk off 0:20:16.160 --> 0:20:18.479 going frenchie office. Might come in with a bag of goodies. 0:20:18.480 --> 0:20:20.280 They give me all kind of weird stuff and ship 0:20:20.400 --> 0:20:22.840 like that so that you don't smoke that I don't smoke, 0:20:23.359 --> 0:20:25.600 but I take it because we're not gonna sell it, 0:20:26.520 --> 0:20:31.240 and uh, I leave. They bring the valley around, going 0:20:31.280 --> 0:20:33.080 to back, I take my ship out, put it back 0:20:33.080 --> 0:20:35.600 in the stats, bam, jumping the whip and we get on. 0:20:36.840 --> 0:20:42.920 So I haven't even talked about that to anybody until now. Wow. Wow, 0:20:43.040 --> 0:20:47.359 And I mean the calculation behind that, And this is 0:20:47.440 --> 0:20:50.800 what I wish a lot of people just understand that 0:20:50.960 --> 0:20:53.040 it's people out here as men that's ow here that's 0:20:53.080 --> 0:20:56.720 thinking like that. In life. Every mood they make is 0:20:56.840 --> 0:21:01.160 calculated and it's not based on emotions. It's like when 0:21:01.200 --> 0:21:05.359 they go to the goddamn bathroom, it's a calculated decisions. 0:21:05.480 --> 0:21:07.879 You know what I mean. You're going to a podcast. 0:21:08.000 --> 0:21:10.359 I mean, you're going to go meet with somebody that 0:21:10.640 --> 0:21:14.040 called you, and you were smart enough to think, Wait 0:21:14.119 --> 0:21:17.159 a minute, you know what I mean, you calculated decision. 0:21:17.200 --> 0:21:20.040 Hold on, on on, I made this song. That's his partner. 0:21:20.440 --> 0:21:22.680 He might be on this when I get don't know. 0:21:24.440 --> 0:21:28.399 And see, that's how would I really be wanting women 0:21:28.440 --> 0:21:31.280 to understand that HOMEI like, it's dudes, I hear every 0:21:31.359 --> 0:21:34.680 decision made is calculated. When you threw on that champion 0:21:34.800 --> 0:21:37.880 shirt this morning, it was calculated, you know what I mean. 0:21:38.280 --> 0:21:41.840 And there's also ones that aren't calculated as far as 0:21:41.920 --> 0:21:43.680 women go, and that that's what we're saying on the 0:21:43.800 --> 0:21:47.879 last show, Women Living in Universe with No Consequences and 0:21:47.960 --> 0:21:52.000 the reason like I thought, say that part again into 0:21:52.040 --> 0:21:55.080 the mic. Everyone women living a universe with no consequence. 0:21:55.840 --> 0:22:00.000 Women live in the world with no consequence. He need 0:22:00.680 --> 0:22:05.880 he said, the universal, he the whole spread. Women live 0:22:06.760 --> 0:22:11.639 their lives without consequence. And think about this though, like 0:22:11.720 --> 0:22:15.760 from the interplay, how far a woman will go to 0:22:15.800 --> 0:22:18.800 get an emotional rise out of a man. You would 0:22:18.800 --> 0:22:20.879 never go that far to get an emotional rise. You 0:22:20.920 --> 0:22:23.760 wouldn't have to, but you wouldn't do it because you 0:22:23.800 --> 0:22:26.960 would know the consequences are going to be dire and 0:22:27.040 --> 0:22:30.520 they're going to happen. Furthermore, from as far as getting 0:22:30.560 --> 0:22:33.880 revved up, you're gonna fight a guy if you get 0:22:33.960 --> 0:22:37.160 revved up to six, you know, and and at six 0:22:38.160 --> 0:22:41.440 it's manageable, but it's happening, but you don't want to 0:22:41.480 --> 0:22:43.880 get involved with the woman, so you're gonna pull back 0:22:43.960 --> 0:22:46.040 and pull back and pull that rubber band back to 0:22:46.160 --> 0:22:48.680 nine and a half and then when it finally does happen, 0:22:49.720 --> 0:22:55.200 it's beyond manageable. But side note, that's I think what 0:22:55.400 --> 0:23:00.600 most men, so don't get me wrong, bars rage channel 0:23:01.800 --> 0:23:07.520 is a powerful thing. Rage, any pure emotion channel is 0:23:07.520 --> 0:23:16.000 a you know what beyond a wilder is pure rage 0:23:16.720 --> 0:23:22.320 and passion and that ship is incredible, Like you will 0:23:22.440 --> 0:23:26.639 knock everybody out until you fight a nigga like me 0:23:27.040 --> 0:23:31.360 or Tyson Fury right, who is thinking like I'm going 0:23:31.440 --> 0:23:34.560 to use every ounce of your rage against you, against you, 0:23:35.200 --> 0:23:38.640 and that's how I perform. Well, it happens in football 0:23:38.680 --> 0:23:41.720 as well, you know. See See that's what I like 0:23:41.800 --> 0:23:44.800 about football. It's a lot of dudes out there with 0:23:44.920 --> 0:23:48.520 a lot of trauming rage going on, and the guy 0:23:48.640 --> 0:23:52.080 that's gonna win is the guy that's calculated, and the 0:23:52.200 --> 0:23:54.920 guy that can control his emotions and the guy that 0:23:55.000 --> 0:23:57.520 can use your emotions against you. Like he was talking 0:23:57.520 --> 0:24:00.720 about the Super Bowl, the dB, I just kept getting 0:24:00.720 --> 0:24:05.840 the penalties. He was over emotional and in Tom motherfucking 0:24:05.960 --> 0:24:08.879 asked know it like, Okay, I'm going to light you up, 0:24:09.119 --> 0:24:11.600 like I'm gonna keep working with you. I'm gonna say 0:24:11.600 --> 0:24:16.840 a little shit to you. And I think that's pretty 0:24:16.920 --> 0:24:19.359 much how I want the majority of my my my, 0:24:19.720 --> 0:24:23.920