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Speaker 1: Jewbles.

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Speaker 2: Dirty little secret.

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Speaker 3: You have a dirty little secret, I sure do.

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Speaker 2: I just want to preface this by beginning to say,

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Speaker 2: I am not this person anymore.

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Speaker 3: Okay, well, this is going to be good.

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Speaker 2: I think about this all the time, and I just

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Speaker 2: I am like riddled with guils. Back in the days

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Speaker 2: where flip phones were a thing, like you know, before iPhones,

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Speaker 2: I was dating this guy who was awful. He was abusive,

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Speaker 2: he was mean to me, which are gonna have been together?

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Speaker 2: So while we were together, I started to cheat on

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Speaker 2: him with my ex boyfriend, who was my high school

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Speaker 2: sweetheart at the time. Okay, I did that because my

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Speaker 2: boyfriend at the time was so mean and so toxic.

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Speaker 2: She would always look at my phone I was sleeping.

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Speaker 2: He would read my messages like it was just a

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Speaker 2: relationship I need to be in.

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Speaker 3: Okay.

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Speaker 2: So one day my ex boyfriend messaged me and said, hey,

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Speaker 2: do you want to come over? And I'm like, yeah,

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Speaker 2: of course I do. I want to get away from

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Speaker 2: this guy. So I tell my boyfriend that my best

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Speaker 2: friend needed to ride because she got drunk and I

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Speaker 2: needed to go pick her up. And so I leave

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Speaker 2: and go to my ex boyfriend's house and go hook

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Speaker 2: up with him, and while my ex boyfriend is in

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Speaker 2: the shower, I take his cell phone and I have

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Speaker 2: a fake conversation with myself from his phone to my phone,

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Speaker 2: and in his phone, I text me and I say, hey,

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Speaker 2: you want to come over? And I say no, I can't,

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Speaker 2: and like I deleted the message where I said yes,

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Speaker 2: obviously do I said no, I can't, and so I

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Speaker 2: made myself say why and I said I can't. I'm

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Speaker 2: trying to work things out with my boyfriend's name now

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Speaker 2: and I don't want him to be upset with me.

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Speaker 2: I really, I really love him. And he's like, okay,

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Speaker 2: I understand, I'm sorry, and I'm like it's okay.

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Speaker 3: I just don't reach out to me again.

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Speaker 2: Like I had this entire fake conversation in my phone

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Speaker 2: and then I deleted everything. Okay, So when I went home,

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Speaker 2: I knew my boyfriend was going to go through my phone.

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Speaker 2: And so the next morning I woke up and he

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Speaker 2: told me I love you so much and he gave

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Speaker 2: me a kiss because he went through my messages and

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Speaker 2: he saw those fake messages. So anyway, so I'm not

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Speaker 2: that person anymore. We eventually broke up. I think three

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Speaker 2: weeks after that, and I am also not a cheater anymore.

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Speaker 2: Like that was like a time back when I was

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Speaker 2: young and just stupid and not doing smart things. So

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Speaker 2: I'd like to profress also that once a cheater is

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Speaker 2: always a cheater. Is not the thing with me once

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Speaker 2: I got married. Once I got married, I would never cheat.

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Speaker 1: I would.

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Speaker 2: You have to pay me to even think about it.

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Speaker 2: But that's my dirty little seat. I feel terrible for

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Speaker 2: like having a conversation like a psychopath. But whoa Anyways,

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Speaker 2: I don't know.

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Speaker 3: I think you should be easy on yourself about that.

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Speaker 3: It's like survival at that point.

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Speaker 4: If it was like if he's checking your phone like

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Speaker 4: that and it was abused with stuff, you know, man.

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Speaker 2: I guess, but I still think about it. So I

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Speaker 2: feel guilty because this is a terrible way to live,

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Speaker 2: and it just it sits heavy on my heart, even

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Speaker 2: though I was really young.

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Speaker 3: But you don't live that way anymore, and you definitely

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Speaker 3: learned a lesson, and thank you for sharing it. You

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Speaker 3: also show people how stressful cheating is.

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Speaker 2: That's the thing. I don't know how people do that, Like,

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Speaker 2: how do you like it's hard to juggle? I could

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Speaker 2: never do it again. It was so You're so right,

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Speaker 2: it was so stressful, so it's not worth work, garbage man.

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Speaker 4: Well, thank you for telling us your dirty little secret.

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Speaker 4: I love you guys, you too. Hello, Hey, what's up?

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Speaker 4: You have a dirty little secret?

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Speaker 1: Yes? I do?

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Speaker 3: Awesome, let's hear it.

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Speaker 1: What is it? Just before, I'm a huge fan. I've

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Speaker 1: been listening to you for like a decade.

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Speaker 4: Due, thank you appreciate it. Do you feel old it

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Speaker 4: was a decade? Yeah I do, I definitely do, but

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Speaker 4: thank you. Yeah, that's great. Now I want to know

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Speaker 4: your dirty little secret.

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Speaker 3: Though it's not.

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Speaker 1: A big dirty.

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Speaker 3: Buttle Okay, what is it?

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Speaker 1: My fiance doesn't know, but I've been eating fast food

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Speaker 1: every day for like a year, y'all.

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Speaker 3: Like on a diet or something. Does you not want

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Speaker 3: you to have fast food?

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Speaker 1: Well? No, she thinks it's a waste of money.

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Speaker 3: But huh okay, so how do you get rid of

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Speaker 3: the evidence?

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Speaker 1: Well? Work?

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Speaker 3: Okay, she thinks it's a waste of money. So you guys, like,

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Speaker 3: obviously you know, pay attention to spending. How do you

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Speaker 3: get it by her? Then? That you're buying all the

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Speaker 3: fast food?

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Speaker 1: It's the cheap uh? Jack? In the box tacos.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, you can just find it fo. Yeah. Well, thank

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Speaker 4: you for telling us your dirty little secret. And you know,

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Speaker 4: I don't think you're hurting anybody cash.

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Speaker 3: Only, Yeah, thank you. Yeah man, all right, take care dude,

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Speaker 3: thank you. Just make sure you're hydrating water.

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Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, what's your dirty little secret?

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Speaker 3: Text shoe bowl to four one oh sixty one.