1 00:00:00,280 --> 00:00:01,960 Speaker 1: The Nicky Glizer Podcast. 2 00:00:07,560 --> 00:00:11,320 Speaker 2: Glaser, here's Nikki. 3 00:00:11,720 --> 00:00:13,480 Speaker 1: Hello, here, I am welcome to the show. It's the 4 00:00:13,560 --> 00:00:19,119 Speaker 1: Nicky Glazer Podcast. Coming in Hot, not strong, Hot, a 5 00:00:19,160 --> 00:00:21,360 Speaker 1: little too loud. I was listening to a podcast today 6 00:00:21,360 --> 00:00:23,640 Speaker 1: and I really didn't appreciate when the levels were like 7 00:00:23,800 --> 00:00:25,680 Speaker 1: all over the place, and like I had to turn 8 00:00:25,720 --> 00:00:26,800 Speaker 1: my volume down so much. 9 00:00:26,840 --> 00:00:29,400 Speaker 3: I'm like, stop screaming. 10 00:00:29,960 --> 00:00:32,720 Speaker 4: They made a law that says, well, I don't know 11 00:00:32,880 --> 00:00:34,800 Speaker 4: if it's like federal or statewide, but they made a 12 00:00:34,880 --> 00:00:37,839 Speaker 4: law that says, you can't have commercials be suddenly louder 13 00:00:37,880 --> 00:00:42,240 Speaker 4: than whatever was broadcasting. Oh, because it really is jarring 14 00:00:42,280 --> 00:00:43,159 Speaker 4: and home it is. 15 00:00:43,280 --> 00:00:45,639 Speaker 3: And guess what that turns people off of your products. 16 00:00:45,760 --> 00:00:46,280 Speaker 4: That's right. 17 00:00:46,640 --> 00:00:50,479 Speaker 2: We actually have a mixer, Chris. He mixes our podcast. 18 00:00:50,520 --> 00:00:52,800 Speaker 2: Thanks Chris, So that's all the levels are even. 19 00:00:53,200 --> 00:00:57,240 Speaker 1: Thank you, Chris. That's so nice, because yeah, I was 20 00:00:57,360 --> 00:01:00,000 Speaker 1: just like whoa and kind to keep turning it down. 21 00:01:00,080 --> 00:01:00,280 Speaker 4: Then. 22 00:01:00,680 --> 00:01:03,120 Speaker 1: I think I was just sometimes you're just like too 23 00:01:03,160 --> 00:01:06,760 Speaker 1: tired to have sounds yes in your ears. 24 00:01:06,959 --> 00:01:08,000 Speaker 3: I think that's what's going on. 25 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:12,920 Speaker 1: Oh my god, I don't even want to think about it. 26 00:01:13,120 --> 00:01:16,720 Speaker 1: I just heard today my friend his daughter is like 27 00:01:16,959 --> 00:01:19,840 Speaker 1: so young, Like I'm not even gonna I just don't 28 00:01:19,840 --> 00:01:24,839 Speaker 1: want to specify, but like under six and gets migraines 29 00:01:25,280 --> 00:01:28,160 Speaker 1: and I've never heard of anything sadder and she screams 30 00:01:28,240 --> 00:01:31,120 Speaker 1: cries like she has. He's like the doctor was like 31 00:01:31,200 --> 00:01:35,080 Speaker 1: because the kids can't describe pain, and so the doctor's like, 32 00:01:35,200 --> 00:01:38,080 Speaker 1: what's what? Like what how does she sound? He's like 33 00:01:38,080 --> 00:01:42,640 Speaker 1: like she's on fire. It's like, oh no, I've never 34 00:01:42,680 --> 00:01:45,360 Speaker 1: heard of anything worse in my life. And I've I 35 00:01:45,400 --> 00:01:48,480 Speaker 1: don't know, for some reason, because I've experienced migraines, I 36 00:01:48,520 --> 00:01:50,880 Speaker 1: can relate to that pain. I can't really relate to 37 00:01:50,920 --> 00:01:54,440 Speaker 1: other pains. And maybe that makes me a bad person 38 00:01:54,440 --> 00:01:56,600 Speaker 1: that I can't empathize if I haven't experienced it. But 39 00:01:56,640 --> 00:01:59,120 Speaker 1: I can't. I can't obviously. Oh at that one, he 40 00:01:59,240 --> 00:02:03,040 Speaker 1: hits me so hard because I know I have a 41 00:02:03,080 --> 00:02:06,200 Speaker 1: quick update from last episode. Do you say that your 42 00:02:06,240 --> 00:02:08,160 Speaker 1: dad used to play with you? He was like a 43 00:02:08,160 --> 00:02:11,760 Speaker 1: good playful dad that Actually. 44 00:02:12,240 --> 00:02:16,119 Speaker 2: I'm reading a book about relationships after a baby, so 45 00:02:17,919 --> 00:02:20,640 Speaker 2: he talks about because I need help if he talks 46 00:02:20,680 --> 00:02:24,440 Speaker 2: about how you know dads are with kids or whatever, 47 00:02:24,800 --> 00:02:28,480 Speaker 2: and the more a playful a dad is with their child. 48 00:02:28,880 --> 00:02:31,800 Speaker 2: The more empathetic the child becomes as they grow up. 49 00:02:32,080 --> 00:02:35,680 Speaker 2: So you are dad, Yeah, it's the dad that affects 50 00:02:36,160 --> 00:02:38,720 Speaker 2: how empathetic we are as a. 51 00:02:38,720 --> 00:02:42,680 Speaker 3: Dad struggles with empathy as well. What if you gotten? 52 00:02:42,880 --> 00:02:44,959 Speaker 1: What if maybe you also connect the fact that you 53 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:47,880 Speaker 1: don't have empathy or didn't at first to your dad. 54 00:02:48,800 --> 00:02:51,360 Speaker 2: Well, if he was playful, if he played with you 55 00:02:51,400 --> 00:02:53,000 Speaker 2: and spend time with you, then you are. 56 00:02:53,000 --> 00:02:53,880 Speaker 3: Like my dad to get. 57 00:02:55,320 --> 00:02:57,880 Speaker 4: If you had no empathy but he was playful. 58 00:02:57,520 --> 00:03:04,119 Speaker 1: He's a psychopath. All you do is torture age with you. Yeah, 59 00:03:04,160 --> 00:03:08,160 Speaker 1: that's interesting. That's good to know because I'm I. I 60 00:03:08,200 --> 00:03:09,799 Speaker 1: feel like sometimes I have too much of it. And 61 00:03:09,840 --> 00:03:11,640 Speaker 1: then sometimes I don't feel like I have enough, Like 62 00:03:11,720 --> 00:03:14,680 Speaker 1: sometimes like when Anya played her music video and everyone 63 00:03:14,760 --> 00:03:17,600 Speaker 1: was crying and I was just like, doesn't it's not 64 00:03:17,840 --> 00:03:21,880 Speaker 1: it's not hit me. I felt like there's a coldness 65 00:03:22,280 --> 00:03:25,320 Speaker 1: to my soul. And then and then there are other 66 00:03:25,320 --> 00:03:28,040 Speaker 1: times where I'm a vegan and I don't understand why 67 00:03:28,240 --> 00:03:30,640 Speaker 1: other people aren't. And then I'm like, what's wrong with 68 00:03:30,680 --> 00:03:31,239 Speaker 1: everyone else? 69 00:03:32,160 --> 00:03:32,760 Speaker 4: For animals? 70 00:03:33,639 --> 00:03:36,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, but why? And I've talked about this before. Because 71 00:03:37,120 --> 00:03:40,560 Speaker 1: humans can articulate except this little fight. This little girl 72 00:03:41,040 --> 00:03:44,480 Speaker 1: can't articulate her pain. So that's what made me go, like, no, 73 00:03:44,800 --> 00:03:46,960 Speaker 1: but I don't. I've heard about babies being sick and 74 00:03:47,080 --> 00:03:50,360 Speaker 1: kids being sick. Obviously, I've seen the Saint Jude commercials, 75 00:03:50,840 --> 00:03:55,160 Speaker 1: and like, unless I hear about the kid being in pain, 76 00:03:55,400 --> 00:03:57,960 Speaker 1: I doesn't. But this like really bothered me, and I 77 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:00,600 Speaker 1: couldn't stop thinking about it, and I just felt so bad. 78 00:04:00,800 --> 00:04:03,560 Speaker 4: The Saint jud needs to be like this child has 79 00:04:03,640 --> 00:04:07,000 Speaker 4: cancer and doesn't even know, or it just needs. 80 00:04:06,800 --> 00:04:09,240 Speaker 1: To show the kid in I mean, I don't want 81 00:04:09,240 --> 00:04:11,920 Speaker 1: to see that, but like I need It's it's more 82 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:15,480 Speaker 1: than just a kid that's like has no hair in 83 00:04:15,520 --> 00:04:18,599 Speaker 1: a bed, like meeting Bruno Mars. 84 00:04:18,760 --> 00:04:21,240 Speaker 3: I need like more to get you know what I mean. 85 00:04:21,320 --> 00:04:25,200 Speaker 1: Like usually when you see kids, they're like like, I'm like, oh, 86 00:04:25,240 --> 00:04:26,400 Speaker 1: that kid's surrounded by love. 87 00:04:26,440 --> 00:04:27,279 Speaker 4: Like that sucks what that. 88 00:04:27,320 --> 00:04:27,840 Speaker 1: Kid's going through. 89 00:04:27,839 --> 00:04:29,760 Speaker 3: There's no question about it's so fucking sad. 90 00:04:29,760 --> 00:04:35,040 Speaker 1: But right why but yes, and no, I'm being we're 91 00:04:35,080 --> 00:04:38,040 Speaker 1: obviously being joking right now, but I'm just saying like 92 00:04:38,120 --> 00:04:41,120 Speaker 1: it just for some reason, this just wouldn't. I just 93 00:04:41,160 --> 00:04:44,919 Speaker 1: couldn't imagine like a child having a thing that just 94 00:04:45,440 --> 00:04:48,320 Speaker 1: usually women are supposed to get when their doctors are 95 00:04:48,320 --> 00:04:50,640 Speaker 1: ignoring the fact that they put a IUD in their 96 00:04:50,640 --> 00:04:53,560 Speaker 1: body and they're complaining now about their headache. And usually 97 00:04:53,600 --> 00:04:57,960 Speaker 1: doctors like are ignore women in their thirties, not when 98 00:04:57,960 --> 00:04:59,440 Speaker 1: they're underten. 99 00:05:00,520 --> 00:05:02,520 Speaker 3: And I think that's a thing that happens. But I'm 100 00:05:02,560 --> 00:05:02,800 Speaker 3: just I. 101 00:05:03,080 --> 00:05:06,480 Speaker 4: Heard that's true from about people with autism, Like they 102 00:05:06,520 --> 00:05:09,559 Speaker 4: don't know that they're suffering. They just think that they're 103 00:05:09,640 --> 00:05:12,320 Speaker 4: like collicky or whatever, and then all of a sudden 104 00:05:12,320 --> 00:05:14,839 Speaker 4: they learn they have autism and they're highly sensitive and 105 00:05:14,839 --> 00:05:17,400 Speaker 4: there's all these problems, and it's just for years and years, 106 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:20,279 Speaker 4: you're just like suffering without anybody helping you. 107 00:05:21,520 --> 00:05:24,919 Speaker 1: That's why I can't stand when dogs have itches that 108 00:05:24,960 --> 00:05:29,360 Speaker 1: they can't get to literally seen people and their dog 109 00:05:29,480 --> 00:05:32,400 Speaker 1: is like scratching and going crazy and the person just 110 00:05:32,440 --> 00:05:36,880 Speaker 1: like keeps talking about whatever, like oh, you know, we 111 00:05:36,920 --> 00:05:39,320 Speaker 1: got to get whatever, like I have to go to 112 00:05:39,400 --> 00:05:41,200 Speaker 1: yoga late. They will be like talking to me about 113 00:05:41,200 --> 00:05:43,000 Speaker 1: whatever's going on their life, and I'm like, your dog 114 00:05:43,240 --> 00:05:46,440 Speaker 1: is itching itself, Like how do you not get its itches? 115 00:05:46,480 --> 00:05:48,280 Speaker 3: Like I can't be around an itchy dog. 116 00:05:48,360 --> 00:05:50,720 Speaker 1: I go fucking nuts because I have to itch all 117 00:05:50,760 --> 00:05:54,239 Speaker 1: their itches, yeah, for them, but their dog's itch. 118 00:05:54,480 --> 00:05:57,599 Speaker 4: If a dog's itchy twenty four to seven for ten years, 119 00:05:57,600 --> 00:05:59,640 Speaker 4: you can't just constantly be itching it. Eventually you have 120 00:05:59,720 --> 00:06:01,720 Speaker 4: to be like, well, you have sensitive skin, you can't 121 00:06:01,760 --> 00:06:04,040 Speaker 4: go in grass. You're gonna be itching no matter what 122 00:06:04,080 --> 00:06:04,440 Speaker 4: you do. 123 00:06:05,800 --> 00:06:08,240 Speaker 1: I'd get rid of it. I literally put the dog down. 124 00:06:08,600 --> 00:06:11,080 Speaker 1: I mean I wouldn't. That's what like, that's Pete's argument 125 00:06:11,120 --> 00:06:13,120 Speaker 1: of like, you'd rather have a dog dead than a 126 00:06:13,160 --> 00:06:16,359 Speaker 1: suffering dog. But I mean sometimes I would rather be 127 00:06:16,360 --> 00:06:18,880 Speaker 1: dead than itch my entire life. And I'm not saying 128 00:06:18,960 --> 00:06:21,760 Speaker 1: do that, but I mean they would be miserable. I 129 00:06:22,200 --> 00:06:24,440 Speaker 1: can't even look at horses or cows when we drive 130 00:06:24,480 --> 00:06:27,279 Speaker 1: by them on the road because I see the flies 131 00:06:27,320 --> 00:06:30,039 Speaker 1: buzzing around. I'm like, there is a fly in its 132 00:06:30,240 --> 00:06:32,880 Speaker 1: eye and it can't do anything with its hoof to 133 00:06:32,880 --> 00:06:35,880 Speaker 1: get it out, Like I can't handle it. If you 134 00:06:36,000 --> 00:06:39,320 Speaker 1: see that goat that's like but burning off bugs that 135 00:06:39,600 --> 00:06:43,040 Speaker 1: ticks that are on its chin by holding it's it's yeah, 136 00:06:43,040 --> 00:06:46,480 Speaker 1: it's it's holding its chin. This goat. There's a video that, 137 00:06:46,560 --> 00:06:48,599 Speaker 1: like I see all the time pop up on Reddit 138 00:06:48,640 --> 00:06:51,240 Speaker 1: and reels and stuff of a goat that's burning off. 139 00:06:51,320 --> 00:06:54,560 Speaker 1: There's a flame and it's putting its chin over the 140 00:06:54,600 --> 00:06:56,799 Speaker 1: flame to burn the bugs off, but not burning itself, 141 00:06:56,880 --> 00:06:59,680 Speaker 1: and it's so cool and so fucking sad. 142 00:07:00,160 --> 00:07:03,120 Speaker 4: Damn. Yeah, but you can do that as a human too. 143 00:07:03,120 --> 00:07:04,880 Speaker 4: If you have a tick on you, you can light 144 00:07:04,920 --> 00:07:07,200 Speaker 4: a lighter and it'll that's how you get it off. 145 00:07:07,200 --> 00:07:09,679 Speaker 4: You don't pull a tick off because then it's little 146 00:07:09,720 --> 00:07:12,280 Speaker 4: fangs will stick into your skin and stay there forever, 147 00:07:12,320 --> 00:07:14,280 Speaker 4: and you'll get lime disease. If you want a tick 148 00:07:14,360 --> 00:07:16,680 Speaker 4: to come off of you, you gotta put a fire. 149 00:07:17,080 --> 00:07:18,320 Speaker 4: Wait is that is that a tick? Or is that 150 00:07:18,440 --> 00:07:19,160 Speaker 4: leeches hot? 151 00:07:19,200 --> 00:07:22,360 Speaker 2: And you know, but vazanline, if you put vasleine over 152 00:07:22,480 --> 00:07:25,560 Speaker 2: it'll suffocate and he'll have to come up for air because. 153 00:07:25,280 --> 00:07:28,520 Speaker 1: They breathe through their skin. You like, give a tick 154 00:07:28,520 --> 00:07:30,360 Speaker 1: a massage with some vacine. 155 00:07:31,000 --> 00:07:34,280 Speaker 4: If you give a tick like shell jump off. 156 00:07:35,000 --> 00:07:39,720 Speaker 1: I mean, ticks are so disgusting and that's another reason 157 00:07:39,720 --> 00:07:41,880 Speaker 1: not to go out in nature. I was a lot 158 00:07:41,880 --> 00:07:45,320 Speaker 1: of mental pain this weekend, like just the worst I've 159 00:07:45,320 --> 00:07:48,400 Speaker 1: been in since maybe January. But I like was in 160 00:07:48,440 --> 00:07:52,440 Speaker 1: mental anguish and I was really wanting to feel the 161 00:07:52,480 --> 00:07:55,400 Speaker 1: pain physically, to like get it out of my system. 162 00:07:55,680 --> 00:07:58,680 Speaker 1: And I'm saying, and I've never I've only done that 163 00:07:58,680 --> 00:08:00,720 Speaker 1: one time in my life where I or maybe a 164 00:08:00,760 --> 00:08:03,600 Speaker 1: couple times where I've like done something to myself to 165 00:08:03,640 --> 00:08:06,640 Speaker 1: get the pain out. Maybe people can relate at home, 166 00:08:07,080 --> 00:08:09,560 Speaker 1: but I can't do that now because. 167 00:08:10,960 --> 00:08:13,240 Speaker 3: You know, you just can't hurt yourself. 168 00:08:13,280 --> 00:08:15,800 Speaker 1: That's crazy, and so instead you just like suffer with 169 00:08:15,840 --> 00:08:20,040 Speaker 1: it inside. But then Ari this weekend, Ari Findling had 170 00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:26,000 Speaker 1: these like they're called tens pads that like are electro pads. 171 00:08:26,200 --> 00:08:27,400 Speaker 1: That's what I use for labor. 172 00:08:27,960 --> 00:08:31,880 Speaker 3: Oh my god, I checked those up to I almost broke. 173 00:08:32,080 --> 00:08:34,000 Speaker 1: He was like he started, he only goes to a 174 00:08:34,040 --> 00:08:36,680 Speaker 1: thirty nine and I was at it seventy nine, going, 175 00:08:36,880 --> 00:08:39,280 Speaker 1: can we get it higher? I just like it felt 176 00:08:39,720 --> 00:08:42,240 Speaker 1: so good because it doesn't leave a mark. It like 177 00:08:42,400 --> 00:08:46,720 Speaker 1: makes you have pain that like, I honestly I don't 178 00:08:46,720 --> 00:08:49,000 Speaker 1: want to like recommend it to people who need an 179 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:51,440 Speaker 1: alternative to whatever they're pulling out their hair and they're 180 00:08:51,559 --> 00:08:54,559 Speaker 1: cutting themselves or whatever, but like it didn't leave a mark. 181 00:08:54,880 --> 00:08:58,880 Speaker 1: It let me get some pain, like exiting my body 182 00:08:59,240 --> 00:09:02,160 Speaker 1: of like this, Like it just distracted me from what 183 00:09:02,280 --> 00:09:05,200 Speaker 1: was going on in my head. And I don't think 184 00:09:05,240 --> 00:09:07,320 Speaker 1: I need to get one of those, even though I 185 00:09:07,360 --> 00:09:09,520 Speaker 1: want it so bad, because I would be I want 186 00:09:09,559 --> 00:09:14,400 Speaker 1: it so bad. Uh lee Hey when people say so bad. 187 00:09:14,520 --> 00:09:16,320 Speaker 1: That's one of my biggest pumpets about myself is not 188 00:09:16,320 --> 00:09:17,720 Speaker 1: putting in Lee at the end of bad. 189 00:09:18,400 --> 00:09:22,439 Speaker 4: Yeah. Well, the electrodes also like give you endorphin boosts, 190 00:09:22,640 --> 00:09:26,040 Speaker 4: and you're like they at least somewhat study it too. 191 00:09:26,120 --> 00:09:28,280 Speaker 4: You put the electrodes on your ear lobes and you 192 00:09:28,320 --> 00:09:31,720 Speaker 4: go alternating ear lobe one after the other. It actually 193 00:09:32,240 --> 00:09:35,319 Speaker 4: simulates what an antidepressant would do for a short time. 194 00:09:35,520 --> 00:09:38,360 Speaker 3: Oh, it's almost like the E E M D R 195 00:09:38,520 --> 00:09:39,960 Speaker 3: where it's like you're. 196 00:09:40,400 --> 00:09:44,040 Speaker 1: Getting you're doing like I stuff, and so it's making 197 00:09:44,080 --> 00:09:46,679 Speaker 1: your brain do different parts of your brain. 198 00:09:47,400 --> 00:09:49,320 Speaker 4: Yeah. I have no idea what that is, but that 199 00:09:49,400 --> 00:09:53,400 Speaker 4: sounds right. All this stuff sounds simultaneously like absolute horseshit 200 00:09:53,480 --> 00:09:54,520 Speaker 4: and also right. 201 00:09:55,160 --> 00:09:58,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, it sounds like that could work. I've got a 202 00:09:58,200 --> 00:09:59,400 Speaker 1: guy at my own show. 203 00:10:01,080 --> 00:10:02,160 Speaker 4: I'm desperate. 204 00:10:02,920 --> 00:10:04,200 Speaker 3: Oh my god, I'm so desperate. 205 00:10:04,760 --> 00:10:06,920 Speaker 1: So many people wrote to me last week about different 206 00:10:06,960 --> 00:10:08,679 Speaker 1: things to jumpstart. 207 00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:13,520 Speaker 4: My people are jumping in ice inability every morning just 208 00:10:12,920 --> 00:10:15,880 Speaker 4: to stop freaking out about their own and. 209 00:10:16,200 --> 00:10:18,880 Speaker 1: They say it never gets easier, like it's always feels 210 00:10:18,960 --> 00:10:20,920 Speaker 1: And by the way, no, that's what I do. That's 211 00:10:20,920 --> 00:10:23,960 Speaker 1: why I do pilates it like is it so sucks 212 00:10:24,160 --> 00:10:26,880 Speaker 1: and it never gets easier, And I mean it gets 213 00:10:26,880 --> 00:10:28,640 Speaker 1: a little like you can get through the class and 214 00:10:28,679 --> 00:10:30,680 Speaker 1: you don't have to give up on stuff, but it's 215 00:10:30,679 --> 00:10:34,320 Speaker 1: still at multiple points during a class, I want to die. 216 00:10:34,679 --> 00:10:37,600 Speaker 1: And it just makes me have endorphins because I've put 217 00:10:37,640 --> 00:10:41,840 Speaker 1: myself through pain. But a guy on Friday night, Sorry 218 00:10:41,840 --> 00:10:44,040 Speaker 1: I forgot your name already, but you were so sweet, 219 00:10:44,040 --> 00:10:46,320 Speaker 1: and he's written to me before about my depression and 220 00:10:46,320 --> 00:10:48,120 Speaker 1: about what's worked for him, and he's done this thing 221 00:10:48,160 --> 00:10:51,040 Speaker 1: called neurofeedback, and my friend actually bought a machine that 222 00:10:51,080 --> 00:10:53,600 Speaker 1: was ten thousand dollars. And then I also saw on 223 00:10:53,679 --> 00:10:58,040 Speaker 1: the Netflix Quarterback Show that Kirk Cousin a lot of 224 00:10:59,280 --> 00:11:03,280 Speaker 1: athletes neurofeedback to like memorize plays and like just make 225 00:11:03,320 --> 00:11:08,640 Speaker 1: them their brains more agile, to focus their attention. I 226 00:11:08,640 --> 00:11:11,400 Speaker 1: guess on certain things and on not on other things. 227 00:11:11,400 --> 00:11:14,600 Speaker 1: And this guy said I should try neurofeedback. I don't 228 00:11:14,640 --> 00:11:17,200 Speaker 1: have any time in my schedule to meet with a 229 00:11:17,240 --> 00:11:20,200 Speaker 1: new doctor and like develop a plan of action. 230 00:11:20,320 --> 00:11:22,880 Speaker 3: That's the problem, Like, I don't my. 231 00:11:22,880 --> 00:11:26,520 Speaker 1: Schedule this week is so fucking and like until the 232 00:11:26,559 --> 00:11:27,839 Speaker 1: Golden Globes, I don't. 233 00:11:27,880 --> 00:11:28,600 Speaker 3: I don't even know. 234 00:11:28,760 --> 00:11:31,560 Speaker 1: I don't know what what to do. I don't have 235 00:11:31,600 --> 00:11:34,080 Speaker 1: any time to Like if I get on. People are like, 236 00:11:34,120 --> 00:11:36,160 Speaker 1: you need to get on new meds. I'm like, I 237 00:11:36,160 --> 00:11:38,240 Speaker 1: don't have time. I don't have time. 238 00:11:38,080 --> 00:11:40,120 Speaker 3: To wait two weeks to see if new meds work. 239 00:11:40,760 --> 00:11:42,440 Speaker 1: And then if they don't work, what if they like 240 00:11:42,559 --> 00:11:44,400 Speaker 1: make me gain a bunch of weight and get acne 241 00:11:44,520 --> 00:11:46,560 Speaker 1: or like have some or go. 242 00:11:47,360 --> 00:11:49,360 Speaker 4: You could be really agitated all the time, and then 243 00:11:49,400 --> 00:11:50,679 Speaker 4: that's not gonna be good for the globes. 244 00:11:50,840 --> 00:11:51,280 Speaker 1: I can't. 245 00:11:51,320 --> 00:11:52,280 Speaker 3: I can't like mess. 246 00:11:52,320 --> 00:11:55,560 Speaker 1: I just have to be low grade depressed and just 247 00:11:55,640 --> 00:11:59,000 Speaker 1: get through it and then come up with a plan afterwards, 248 00:11:59,240 --> 00:12:01,520 Speaker 1: which is what most people live their lives. And by 249 00:12:01,520 --> 00:12:03,640 Speaker 1: the way, how how I've lived my life most of 250 00:12:03,679 --> 00:12:04,839 Speaker 1: my life, Like, hey, you just. 251 00:12:04,800 --> 00:12:06,600 Speaker 4: Got to kind of be low key depressed twenty four 252 00:12:06,640 --> 00:12:08,520 Speaker 4: to seven for the rest of your life. Yeah, if 253 00:12:08,520 --> 00:12:11,360 Speaker 4: you could be low key depressed. I mean, good for 254 00:12:11,440 --> 00:12:17,719 Speaker 4: you who succeed just low key, I mean that's amazing. 255 00:12:18,440 --> 00:12:21,200 Speaker 1: Yes, But I'm talking about like, there are people that 256 00:12:21,360 --> 00:12:23,800 Speaker 1: just don't have depression, and I know they've got other 257 00:12:23,840 --> 00:12:25,000 Speaker 1: stuff going on in their lives. 258 00:12:25,080 --> 00:12:27,679 Speaker 3: I don't understand what could be. 259 00:12:28,400 --> 00:12:30,160 Speaker 4: Their dads didn't play with them at all. 260 00:12:30,559 --> 00:12:33,400 Speaker 1: Well, if they're okay, if they're not having depression, but 261 00:12:33,480 --> 00:12:35,800 Speaker 1: they have Let's say they have chronic pain, that to 262 00:12:35,880 --> 00:12:39,360 Speaker 1: me would cause depression. Like, I don't know how someone 263 00:12:39,360 --> 00:12:41,520 Speaker 1: has chronic pain and then not depression from it. Or 264 00:12:41,720 --> 00:12:43,920 Speaker 1: let's say they have a shitty Okay, maybe they don't 265 00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:46,120 Speaker 1: have depression, but Nikki, their life is bad because they 266 00:12:46,640 --> 00:12:49,199 Speaker 1: their parents don't love them and yours do. Like I'm 267 00:12:49,200 --> 00:12:51,880 Speaker 1: comparing my life to people like, I'm like, I have depression. 268 00:12:51,920 --> 00:12:55,400 Speaker 1: Why don't you anything that they also deal with? I'm like, 269 00:12:55,520 --> 00:12:57,120 Speaker 1: but that would give me depression. So I don't know. 270 00:12:57,320 --> 00:13:00,800 Speaker 1: I don't know how like things that trigger a depression 271 00:13:01,040 --> 00:13:05,040 Speaker 1: don't people don't have that response. But then last week 272 00:13:05,679 --> 00:13:09,240 Speaker 1: I was voting thank you very much, and I was 273 00:13:09,320 --> 00:13:13,880 Speaker 1: in line, and I was online. If you're on the 274 00:13:13,920 --> 00:13:17,120 Speaker 1: East Coast, I was waiting online and which is not 275 00:13:17,200 --> 00:13:19,920 Speaker 1: a word I'd ever heard used until I was in 276 00:13:19,920 --> 00:13:23,920 Speaker 1: my twenties for describing waiting online, Like when you're in 277 00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:26,400 Speaker 1: line at a grocery store, you're waiting online. 278 00:13:26,400 --> 00:13:27,480 Speaker 4: Never waiting online. 279 00:13:27,520 --> 00:13:30,320 Speaker 1: Line at the supermarket, which is what Noah calls a 280 00:13:30,320 --> 00:13:33,880 Speaker 1: grocery store. Also East Coast. I'm guessing do you call 281 00:13:33,920 --> 00:13:34,640 Speaker 1: it a supermarket? 282 00:13:35,280 --> 00:13:37,640 Speaker 4: I call it the grocery store. Yes. 283 00:13:37,800 --> 00:13:39,719 Speaker 1: Kirsten did a poll the other day on Girls Chat 284 00:13:39,760 --> 00:13:40,880 Speaker 1: and was like, what do you guys call a place 285 00:13:40,880 --> 00:13:42,400 Speaker 1: where you go to get food? And everyone was like, 286 00:13:42,440 --> 00:13:45,040 Speaker 1: grocery store, the store, grocery store, the store. Everyone said it, 287 00:13:45,280 --> 00:13:47,080 Speaker 1: and then we were waiting. Why was she asking me this? 288 00:13:47,120 --> 00:13:49,200 Speaker 1: She was like, I heard someone say something else. And 289 00:13:49,240 --> 00:13:52,240 Speaker 1: then it was revealed that Noah and Kirson had been 290 00:13:52,520 --> 00:13:55,199 Speaker 1: chatting on the side and Noah had said and then 291 00:13:55,200 --> 00:13:56,439 Speaker 1: I have to go to the supermarket. 292 00:13:56,480 --> 00:13:58,520 Speaker 3: And it's the cutest thing I've ever heard. 293 00:13:58,720 --> 00:14:01,120 Speaker 4: Supermarket's like a toy it for a kid to learn 294 00:14:01,120 --> 00:14:02,199 Speaker 4: how to shop at the grocery. 295 00:14:02,280 --> 00:14:03,360 Speaker 3: What it says on a toy. 296 00:14:03,520 --> 00:14:05,840 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think it's like an immigrant thing. To be honest, 297 00:14:05,880 --> 00:14:08,880 Speaker 2: I don't even think it's a East Coast thing. I 298 00:14:08,880 --> 00:14:10,439 Speaker 2: think it's what it says on. 299 00:14:11,960 --> 00:14:16,559 Speaker 1: Like buildings. Yeah, like it's a it will say Supermarke. 300 00:14:16,240 --> 00:14:18,360 Speaker 4: There was a there's a there's a few places that 301 00:14:18,400 --> 00:14:21,640 Speaker 4: are called supermarkets. I think like shop right is a supermarket. 302 00:14:21,680 --> 00:14:26,120 Speaker 4: It says supermarket in the logo, right, Whereas like I've 303 00:14:26,400 --> 00:14:28,960 Speaker 4: King Colin, which is a Long Island chain, says grocery 304 00:14:29,040 --> 00:14:31,280 Speaker 4: store on the building right. 305 00:14:31,760 --> 00:14:34,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, And I can't say the store when I'm in 306 00:14:34,320 --> 00:14:36,120 Speaker 1: LA because it means the community. 307 00:14:36,200 --> 00:14:36,880 Speaker 4: The comedy club. 308 00:14:36,960 --> 00:14:39,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, kid, we get it. You do comedy, you're past 309 00:14:39,960 --> 00:14:42,440 Speaker 1: the store. One time I was like, told Chris I 310 00:14:42,480 --> 00:14:44,000 Speaker 1: was going to the store, and he thought the store 311 00:14:44,000 --> 00:14:46,480 Speaker 1: and I was like, no, the comedies, and he was 312 00:14:46,520 --> 00:14:47,880 Speaker 1: like he almost kid me. 313 00:14:47,960 --> 00:14:50,640 Speaker 3: But I deserved it kind of because I'm like, I'm. 314 00:14:50,480 --> 00:14:51,280 Speaker 1: Just such a regular. 315 00:14:51,320 --> 00:14:52,480 Speaker 3: That's what I call it. 316 00:14:53,160 --> 00:14:55,240 Speaker 4: When I say, you know, I'm gonna go do comedy 317 00:14:55,240 --> 00:14:56,600 Speaker 4: at the store, it means at. 318 00:14:56,480 --> 00:15:00,560 Speaker 1: The group means open mic in the frozen food section. 319 00:15:01,240 --> 00:15:04,640 Speaker 1: So I was online voting in Missouri. 320 00:15:04,960 --> 00:15:07,800 Speaker 4: And on Missouri, on Missouri. 321 00:15:08,120 --> 00:15:11,000 Speaker 3: And uh I was. 322 00:15:12,400 --> 00:15:14,920 Speaker 1: And then this this there was someone within I guess 323 00:15:14,960 --> 00:15:18,200 Speaker 1: fifty feet of the building spouting off some bullshit about 324 00:15:18,200 --> 00:15:20,520 Speaker 1: Amendment three, meaning that can I. 325 00:15:20,520 --> 00:15:23,280 Speaker 3: Just like quickly just say what bullshit this is? 326 00:15:23,600 --> 00:15:27,960 Speaker 1: Because Amendment three is about an abortion being you know, 327 00:15:28,400 --> 00:15:30,640 Speaker 1: being able to get an abortion in Missouri and voting 328 00:15:30,720 --> 00:15:33,160 Speaker 1: yes on it means that you're looking for that. Yeah, 329 00:15:33,200 --> 00:15:37,080 Speaker 1: it's an amendment. They are saying, there's all these signs 330 00:15:37,120 --> 00:15:40,160 Speaker 1: that say Amendment three will cause child trafficking, you support 331 00:15:40,200 --> 00:15:42,520 Speaker 1: child trafficking if you vote three, and we've been like 332 00:15:42,800 --> 00:15:44,960 Speaker 1: everyone that's voting yes with three is like, how would 333 00:15:45,520 --> 00:15:49,960 Speaker 1: being all legalizing abortion in the same Missouri cause child trafficking? 334 00:15:50,000 --> 00:15:53,240 Speaker 1: And do you want to know what these fucking freaks 335 00:15:53,640 --> 00:15:58,760 Speaker 1: have done to make that argument? So they are so 336 00:16:00,040 --> 00:16:04,120 Speaker 1: and it's almost like it's almost evil genius in which 337 00:16:04,240 --> 00:16:08,640 Speaker 1: they figure this out. So they think a fetus is 338 00:16:08,680 --> 00:16:13,160 Speaker 1: a person. Right, So when you cross state lines to 339 00:16:13,200 --> 00:16:16,200 Speaker 1: get an abortion in Missouri, if you go to Missouri 340 00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:18,160 Speaker 1: now because we can legalize it, and you come from 341 00:16:18,200 --> 00:16:21,880 Speaker 1: another state to get an abortion, you are smuggling a 342 00:16:22,040 --> 00:16:24,320 Speaker 1: child across state lines. 343 00:16:24,080 --> 00:16:26,400 Speaker 3: Aka child trafficking. 344 00:16:26,600 --> 00:16:28,760 Speaker 1: Now, do you think people reading a sign that says 345 00:16:29,080 --> 00:16:32,400 Speaker 1: support child trafficking by voting yes are gonna think that 346 00:16:32,640 --> 00:16:35,040 Speaker 1: is what child trafficking means they're just gonna think, oh, 347 00:16:35,120 --> 00:16:39,400 Speaker 1: somewhere in this we the liberals want to traffic children. 348 00:16:39,480 --> 00:16:41,920 Speaker 4: I mean, even if you don't have an abortion and 349 00:16:41,960 --> 00:16:44,720 Speaker 4: you're just a pregnant woman, if you travel across state lines, 350 00:16:44,760 --> 00:16:46,080 Speaker 4: you are smuggling a baby. 351 00:16:46,200 --> 00:16:48,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, but they're not going to get into that detail. 352 00:16:48,080 --> 00:16:50,320 Speaker 1: But that's the So this woman was in line. 353 00:16:50,560 --> 00:16:53,920 Speaker 4: There's so many women out there smuggling babies and they're uteruses. 354 00:16:54,960 --> 00:16:57,280 Speaker 1: I mean, there's a normal looking woman. She was not 355 00:16:57,400 --> 00:17:00,600 Speaker 1: a crazy person. She wasn't, you know, wearing a bunch 356 00:17:00,600 --> 00:17:04,240 Speaker 1: of American flag bullshit. Like she just looked normal and 357 00:17:04,280 --> 00:17:08,000 Speaker 1: she was a normal person. I'm she just is trying 358 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:09,640 Speaker 1: to protect what she believes. 359 00:17:09,280 --> 00:17:11,440 Speaker 4: Are well accent, right. 360 00:17:12,760 --> 00:17:16,840 Speaker 1: She I blacked out because I couldn't keep my mouth shut. 361 00:17:16,880 --> 00:17:18,640 Speaker 1: So she was, you know, fifty feet from the building, 362 00:17:18,680 --> 00:17:20,359 Speaker 1: which is I guess where they can harass people in 363 00:17:20,400 --> 00:17:22,520 Speaker 1: line to vote to vote the way they want. And 364 00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:26,560 Speaker 1: she's handing out these flyers that she made like rack. 365 00:17:26,760 --> 00:17:30,280 Speaker 4: Yes, So she was wow. Cool she was doing that. 366 00:17:30,359 --> 00:17:32,560 Speaker 1: And I heard her say to the guys in front 367 00:17:32,600 --> 00:17:35,080 Speaker 1: of me, and if you vote, if you vote no 368 00:17:35,160 --> 00:17:37,920 Speaker 1: an Amendment three, that means you are against child trafficking, 369 00:17:37,920 --> 00:17:40,320 Speaker 1: and you're against sex changes in schools. They're going to 370 00:17:40,359 --> 00:17:42,480 Speaker 1: give your child sex changes in schools. And I go, 371 00:17:43,320 --> 00:17:45,320 Speaker 1: there's hundreds of people in mind, I'm not joking you 372 00:17:45,440 --> 00:17:48,879 Speaker 1: hundreds And I go, no, they're not. No, they're like 373 00:17:48,960 --> 00:17:51,760 Speaker 1: it's dead, stilely, like no one's talking, and just this 374 00:17:51,800 --> 00:17:54,520 Speaker 1: woman quietly telling these men because she's like she has 375 00:17:54,560 --> 00:17:56,280 Speaker 1: to be quiet because she's gonna get in trouble of 376 00:17:56,560 --> 00:17:57,359 Speaker 1: you know, like it's not. 377 00:17:57,760 --> 00:18:00,000 Speaker 3: What she's doing is bullshit. So I go, no, it's not. 378 00:18:00,240 --> 00:18:03,280 Speaker 1: I go, no, it's not, and she goes and she's 379 00:18:03,320 --> 00:18:05,240 Speaker 1: ignoring me because I'm sure she's dealt with like maybe 380 00:18:05,240 --> 00:18:07,159 Speaker 1: one other person that's done this to her because no 381 00:18:07,200 --> 00:18:08,560 Speaker 1: one was saying anything. 382 00:18:08,920 --> 00:18:11,680 Speaker 4: The problem with them, That's the problem with America, that's 383 00:18:11,680 --> 00:18:14,560 Speaker 4: the problem with the world. Is everyone is so fucking 384 00:18:14,640 --> 00:18:17,040 Speaker 4: loud on the internet and in real life everyone's a 385 00:18:17,080 --> 00:18:17,679 Speaker 4: little baby. 386 00:18:19,880 --> 00:18:22,560 Speaker 3: Well I did, and for you. 387 00:18:22,720 --> 00:18:28,960 Speaker 1: Then I am flooded with like adrenaline that I'm shaking 388 00:18:29,520 --> 00:18:32,160 Speaker 1: and like I feel shick, like I'm gonna throw up 389 00:18:32,280 --> 00:18:35,280 Speaker 1: because I've just like had a public confrontation. And I go, no, 390 00:18:35,400 --> 00:18:39,080 Speaker 1: they're not. I go they're not going to give you think, 391 00:18:39,119 --> 00:18:42,760 Speaker 1: I go, you think that they are going to have 392 00:18:42,960 --> 00:18:46,200 Speaker 1: a surgery in public schools? What are you talking about? 393 00:18:46,200 --> 00:18:48,680 Speaker 1: What are you talking about? And I kind of said 394 00:18:48,720 --> 00:18:50,920 Speaker 1: in that tone like I was just like this right 395 00:18:50,960 --> 00:18:53,479 Speaker 1: away and read it. 396 00:18:53,720 --> 00:18:55,400 Speaker 3: Read it, read read what. 397 00:18:55,359 --> 00:18:57,600 Speaker 1: The amendment says, and I go, I will, I will, 398 00:18:57,760 --> 00:18:59,640 Speaker 1: And I grabbed it and I couldn't read it because 399 00:18:59,640 --> 00:19:01,800 Speaker 1: I was shaking so much because I was so worked up, and. 400 00:19:01,760 --> 00:19:05,480 Speaker 4: So and ba, You're like, I can't read. 401 00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:09,760 Speaker 1: Because I went to public school. They couldn't even teach 402 00:19:09,800 --> 00:19:11,080 Speaker 1: me to read. You think they're gonna be gonna be 403 00:19:11,119 --> 00:19:13,760 Speaker 1: surgery to affirm whatever gender? 404 00:19:13,840 --> 00:19:16,280 Speaker 3: I think, I am bullshit, They're not gonna do anything. 405 00:19:16,440 --> 00:19:18,240 Speaker 3: And so I was like I will. 406 00:19:18,280 --> 00:19:19,760 Speaker 1: And then I'm just like shaking, and I'm like I 407 00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:22,439 Speaker 1: have to leave because I've just there's a line behind me, 408 00:19:22,480 --> 00:19:23,760 Speaker 1: there's a line in front of me, and I have 409 00:19:23,800 --> 00:19:25,440 Speaker 1: to wait. There's an hour wait, So I have to 410 00:19:25,480 --> 00:19:27,399 Speaker 1: wait in front of all these people who are voting 411 00:19:27,720 --> 00:19:28,600 Speaker 1: not the way I am. 412 00:19:28,720 --> 00:19:31,879 Speaker 3: I it's very clear no one's on my side and. 413 00:19:31,920 --> 00:19:32,800 Speaker 4: Which is yes. 414 00:19:33,000 --> 00:19:35,760 Speaker 3: And so I am like shaking. I'm alone. 415 00:19:35,960 --> 00:19:39,080 Speaker 1: I'm like I look I look like I'm not dressed cute, 416 00:19:39,119 --> 00:19:40,399 Speaker 1: Like I don't look like someone you'd be like, I 417 00:19:40,400 --> 00:19:42,120 Speaker 1: want to vote like that woman, you know, like I'm 418 00:19:42,400 --> 00:19:46,080 Speaker 1: dressed like a scrub and Missouri don't want no scrubs, 419 00:19:46,520 --> 00:19:50,960 Speaker 1: and so they So I'm sitting and then there's thank god, 420 00:19:51,119 --> 00:19:54,159 Speaker 1: there's a woman behind me who just goes, they're not 421 00:19:54,200 --> 00:19:57,080 Speaker 1: gonna give surgeries in schools. She like kind of just 422 00:19:57,080 --> 00:19:59,000 Speaker 1: set it in my ear. And she was like, she goes, 423 00:19:59,119 --> 00:20:01,440 Speaker 1: they don't even let your kid have aspirin or tile 424 00:20:01,480 --> 00:20:02,280 Speaker 1: and all for a headache. 425 00:20:02,280 --> 00:20:03,320 Speaker 3: You think they're gonna get surgery. 426 00:20:03,320 --> 00:20:05,720 Speaker 1: And I go exactly, and I was like, oh my god. 427 00:20:05,760 --> 00:20:07,159 Speaker 3: She was let me see that paper. I need to 428 00:20:07,160 --> 00:20:07,840 Speaker 3: read that paper. 429 00:20:07,960 --> 00:20:10,280 Speaker 1: And then she grabbed the paper and she is with 430 00:20:10,320 --> 00:20:12,440 Speaker 1: her husband, who's almost you can tell like maybe a 431 00:20:12,480 --> 00:20:14,639 Speaker 1: little bit embarrassed that she's talking to the crazy girl, 432 00:20:14,760 --> 00:20:18,240 Speaker 1: you know, But she didn't know who I am. She 433 00:20:18,400 --> 00:20:20,880 Speaker 1: was just a woman on my side of things who 434 00:20:20,960 --> 00:20:23,560 Speaker 1: was being supportive just to me privately, and like didn't 435 00:20:23,560 --> 00:20:25,000 Speaker 1: want to make a scene because she could chell. 436 00:20:25,119 --> 00:20:27,800 Speaker 3: She's like a just a person. 437 00:20:27,480 --> 00:20:30,200 Speaker 4: That just wants to logic head. 438 00:20:30,560 --> 00:20:34,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, She's not like someone who was scared to speak up. 439 00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:38,280 Speaker 1: She just was a smart person but wasn't going to 440 00:20:38,320 --> 00:20:40,440 Speaker 1: cause a scene, but she wanted to let me know, like, hey, 441 00:20:40,440 --> 00:20:41,879 Speaker 1: I'm on your side. And thank god, if there was 442 00:20:41,880 --> 00:20:43,439 Speaker 1: one person in between us, if it would have been 443 00:20:43,480 --> 00:20:45,840 Speaker 1: her husband and then her like, she wouldn't have gotten 444 00:20:45,840 --> 00:20:48,280 Speaker 1: to me. But she was next to me, and then 445 00:20:48,320 --> 00:20:51,679 Speaker 1: we talked for the whole hour. She's a therapist, of course, 446 00:20:52,480 --> 00:20:56,720 Speaker 1: she's a really intelligent woman, and we were talking about 447 00:20:56,760 --> 00:20:59,880 Speaker 1: all different types of therapy, but she recommended this type 448 00:20:59,920 --> 00:21:03,439 Speaker 1: of therapy that is so not to me. But she 449 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:05,399 Speaker 1: was like talking about that she does this type of 450 00:21:05,400 --> 00:21:06,879 Speaker 1: because I was like, what time the therapy do you do? 451 00:21:06,960 --> 00:21:08,520 Speaker 1: And I was talking about the kind I do and like, 452 00:21:09,359 --> 00:21:11,080 Speaker 1: and she did not know who I was at all, 453 00:21:12,119 --> 00:21:15,479 Speaker 1: and she recommended or she she she does this kind 454 00:21:15,520 --> 00:21:17,000 Speaker 1: of thera but she didn't recommend it. But we were 455 00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:20,199 Speaker 1: just talking about different and it's called ACT ACT. So 456 00:21:20,800 --> 00:21:22,520 Speaker 1: that's what I'm going to look into next because it 457 00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:26,040 Speaker 1: seemed like it takes a lot of emotionally focused and 458 00:21:26,080 --> 00:21:31,000 Speaker 1: then also c BT cognitive behavioral therapy and. 459 00:21:33,640 --> 00:21:36,719 Speaker 4: Not to be oh my god, is this true. That 460 00:21:36,760 --> 00:21:38,720 Speaker 4: is such a good question. To ask yourself. 461 00:21:38,840 --> 00:21:41,280 Speaker 1: I always go, yeah, it is I am ugly, I 462 00:21:41,320 --> 00:21:44,320 Speaker 1: am untalented, I am like And then people go, well, 463 00:21:44,400 --> 00:21:46,800 Speaker 1: what proof do you have? And I go, uh, okay, 464 00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:48,960 Speaker 1: like check out this, look at that. This is a talent, 465 00:21:49,359 --> 00:21:51,480 Speaker 1: Like I have all the proof. I will like line 466 00:21:51,560 --> 00:21:54,240 Speaker 1: up why I'm ugly. I can like Noah's been on girls. 467 00:21:54,560 --> 00:21:59,080 Speaker 1: I do like diagrams, like I am theme of always Sonny. 468 00:21:59,320 --> 00:22:01,359 Speaker 4: When you persue, say, if you can convince people of 469 00:22:01,400 --> 00:22:04,440 Speaker 4: your pathology, and that's the biggest problem, Well. 470 00:22:04,359 --> 00:22:07,600 Speaker 1: I can convince myself. It's not. There's just that doesn't 471 00:22:07,640 --> 00:22:10,359 Speaker 1: help me. That like list of Okay, if it were true, 472 00:22:10,400 --> 00:22:12,120 Speaker 1: well then what would be true if it wasn't true, 473 00:22:12,119 --> 00:22:13,920 Speaker 1: what would be true? Like that doesn't help me because 474 00:22:13,920 --> 00:22:16,639 Speaker 1: it's so true. But what does help me. What she 475 00:22:16,680 --> 00:22:20,200 Speaker 1: was talking about is divorcing yourself from your thoughts, which 476 00:22:20,200 --> 00:22:23,520 Speaker 1: is very meditation. Like your thoughts even if they are true, 477 00:22:23,560 --> 00:22:26,000 Speaker 1: like you can ignore them or whatever. I don't know 478 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:27,520 Speaker 1: if that's exactly it, but I looked into it a 479 00:22:27,520 --> 00:22:29,399 Speaker 1: little bit and was listening to some youtubes about it, 480 00:22:29,440 --> 00:22:33,520 Speaker 1: and it's very I didn't understand it. It's which makes 481 00:22:33,560 --> 00:22:35,520 Speaker 1: me very intrigued. I like when there's like a type 482 00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:38,840 Speaker 1: of therapy that's so complex in just describing what it 483 00:22:38,920 --> 00:22:40,760 Speaker 1: is before you even get into it that I'm like, Okay, 484 00:22:40,760 --> 00:22:42,480 Speaker 1: I'm kind of interested, so I'm going to try it 485 00:22:42,480 --> 00:22:44,119 Speaker 1: in different modalities. Okay, we're gonna take a break. Can 486 00:22:44,119 --> 00:22:48,440 Speaker 1: come back after this. Brian, Did you vote yet? 487 00:22:49,400 --> 00:22:51,000 Speaker 4: Yeah? I'm surprised you have to wait for an hour 488 00:22:51,080 --> 00:22:53,720 Speaker 4: to vote because in California you're just drop it off 489 00:22:53,720 --> 00:22:56,480 Speaker 4: at a ballot box and it's over. Like you just 490 00:22:56,600 --> 00:22:58,840 Speaker 4: fill it out at home and then you drop it 491 00:22:58,880 --> 00:23:01,679 Speaker 4: off in a box whenever you want. For like two 492 00:23:01,760 --> 00:23:03,840 Speaker 4: and a half weeks before election, I. 493 00:23:03,920 --> 00:23:05,679 Speaker 1: Did get that sent to my parents house because that's 494 00:23:05,680 --> 00:23:08,159 Speaker 1: where my I'm registered, is my parents' house. But I 495 00:23:08,240 --> 00:23:09,960 Speaker 1: just never they didn't give it to me or something, 496 00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:10,680 Speaker 1: so I just went. 497 00:23:10,760 --> 00:23:11,679 Speaker 4: But it was it was. 498 00:23:11,840 --> 00:23:15,639 Speaker 1: I went on Thursday. Wait what day is it? I 499 00:23:15,640 --> 00:23:18,000 Speaker 1: don't know anymore, but I went Thursday. 500 00:23:18,080 --> 00:23:18,640 Speaker 2: Was Halloween? 501 00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:22,359 Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I went on Halloween. Did yet dressed? 502 00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:22,719 Speaker 1: Alloween? 503 00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:28,280 Speaker 3: I was trussed like a liberal snowflake. 504 00:23:30,080 --> 00:23:32,199 Speaker 1: According to everyone in line, probably, but there was a 505 00:23:32,240 --> 00:23:34,520 Speaker 1: guy in front of me, like I was. I was 506 00:23:34,640 --> 00:23:37,320 Speaker 1: voting in a very rich part of Saint Louis like suburbs. 507 00:23:37,359 --> 00:23:42,320 Speaker 1: Everyone drives a white Lexus or range Rover. Everyone just 508 00:23:42,800 --> 00:23:46,000 Speaker 1: is wearing boat shoes in the fall. And this guy 509 00:23:46,600 --> 00:23:49,160 Speaker 1: was wearing a shirt. I put it on Girls Check 510 00:23:49,200 --> 00:23:51,720 Speaker 1: because I filmed it because it was just I was 511 00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:55,199 Speaker 1: just like, oh god, the boat shoes with American flags 512 00:23:55,200 --> 00:23:57,520 Speaker 1: on them, Like, this is not a person that's like 513 00:23:57,560 --> 00:24:01,040 Speaker 1: in backwoods, like anyone that was like wearing American flags? 514 00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:03,200 Speaker 3: What are you doing? It's unless it's fourth of July. 515 00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:05,760 Speaker 1: What are you doing? We get it. But he had 516 00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:11,560 Speaker 1: a shirt on that said the shrimp pimp like a 517 00:24:11,680 --> 00:24:12,399 Speaker 1: rich father. 518 00:24:12,720 --> 00:24:13,240 Speaker 4: I don't know. 519 00:24:13,359 --> 00:24:16,520 Speaker 1: He was not awesome. He was definitely voting no on 520 00:24:16,560 --> 00:24:19,320 Speaker 1: Amendment three because that guy hasn't paid for an abortion 521 00:24:19,440 --> 00:24:20,680 Speaker 1: before behind his wife's back. 522 00:24:20,960 --> 00:24:23,560 Speaker 4: He sounds like a shrimp across straight state lines. 523 00:24:23,600 --> 00:24:25,199 Speaker 1: Then yeah, I'm like, you're wearing a shirt this is 524 00:24:25,280 --> 00:24:27,720 Speaker 1: pimp on it, and you're like, and you're rolling your 525 00:24:27,760 --> 00:24:29,359 Speaker 1: eyes at me saying no, they're not. 526 00:24:29,680 --> 00:24:32,000 Speaker 3: They're not going to perform surgery on child. 527 00:24:32,040 --> 00:24:36,480 Speaker 4: Who's believing that? You don't know what you're talking about. 528 00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:40,919 Speaker 4: Later you're all your fucking mind. What I was wearing 529 00:24:41,119 --> 00:24:41,760 Speaker 4: of my shrimp. 530 00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:44,520 Speaker 1: I wasn't dressed like I was dressed like a little 531 00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:46,600 Speaker 1: bit scrubby, but I wasn't dressed like I wasn't wearing 532 00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:48,720 Speaker 1: a shirt that said something foul on it like that. 533 00:24:48,800 --> 00:24:52,440 Speaker 1: But anyway, Yeah, I waited the line for like an 534 00:24:52,480 --> 00:24:56,159 Speaker 1: an hour, and then I almost bored a hole in 535 00:24:56,240 --> 00:24:59,720 Speaker 1: my ballot with how hard I've wrote in that. 536 00:25:00,359 --> 00:25:02,640 Speaker 3: I like wanted there to be no mistake. 537 00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:07,360 Speaker 1: And then I think, I really think, so there's gonna 538 00:25:07,359 --> 00:25:10,720 Speaker 1: be a dangling chat on that one before sure, and 539 00:25:10,760 --> 00:25:14,159 Speaker 1: then you look up all the amendments and and you 540 00:25:14,200 --> 00:25:16,480 Speaker 1: try to figure out like what like and then judges, 541 00:25:16,520 --> 00:25:19,199 Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't wait, I wasn't prepared for this. 542 00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:21,239 Speaker 1: But it's you're supposed to vote what's it called, like 543 00:25:21,320 --> 00:25:25,400 Speaker 1: down the box or like down the ballot? Uh? 544 00:25:26,040 --> 00:25:26,280 Speaker 4: Down? 545 00:25:26,359 --> 00:25:30,960 Speaker 1: They canes, yeah, like down the line or something down 546 00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:33,480 Speaker 1: the line. And so I was like googling, like, if 547 00:25:33,480 --> 00:25:36,680 Speaker 1: you're a Democrat in Missouri, tell me what to do, 548 00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:40,359 Speaker 1: and there was like there's something going on with Google, 549 00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:42,959 Speaker 1: because that should be the first thing that comes up, 550 00:25:43,080 --> 00:25:47,360 Speaker 1: is like I literally wrote how to vote Democrat in Missouri, 551 00:25:48,040 --> 00:25:50,880 Speaker 1: like and there's in the past there's been like here's 552 00:25:50,920 --> 00:25:53,760 Speaker 1: how to do it. Yeah, and it was not fucking 553 00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:55,800 Speaker 1: clear at all. I had to dig so much in 554 00:25:55,840 --> 00:25:57,439 Speaker 1: a way that I'm like, my mom would never be 555 00:25:57,480 --> 00:25:58,160 Speaker 1: able to figure this. 556 00:25:58,119 --> 00:26:02,199 Speaker 2: Out because now Google, it just gives you an aid 557 00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:03,640 Speaker 2: AI and. 558 00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:06,760 Speaker 4: That's are infiltrated by AI and it's been coming useless service. 559 00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:09,120 Speaker 4: That's why people have to use Reddit to find information. 560 00:26:09,280 --> 00:26:12,440 Speaker 4: Now it's useless. It's actually good for society because people 561 00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:15,080 Speaker 4: might start talking to each other, which is nice, and 562 00:26:15,119 --> 00:26:18,200 Speaker 4: you might be relying on your local like Democratic Club 563 00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:21,280 Speaker 4: instead of Googling it, which can be influenced by advertising 564 00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:22,800 Speaker 4: money and Russian Alla garks. 565 00:26:23,280 --> 00:26:26,280 Speaker 2: Right, Okay, do you know that we only see like 566 00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:29,800 Speaker 2: point zero zero zers year one percent of websites when 567 00:26:29,800 --> 00:26:30,600 Speaker 2: we do a search? 568 00:26:30,880 --> 00:26:33,200 Speaker 4: Yeah? My god. Now I love Google because when you 569 00:26:33,200 --> 00:26:35,560 Speaker 4: search for any type of Apple Apple rankings dot com, 570 00:26:35,600 --> 00:26:38,120 Speaker 4: it is number one every single time, the best news. 571 00:26:38,320 --> 00:26:42,000 Speaker 3: So when you're when you're voting at your local I'll. 572 00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:46,480 Speaker 4: Put my Democratic uh endorsements on Apple rankings dot com. 573 00:26:46,800 --> 00:26:49,840 Speaker 1: That would be helpful. Yes, state by state to state 574 00:26:49,920 --> 00:26:51,160 Speaker 1: which judges to keep in. 575 00:26:51,119 --> 00:26:52,920 Speaker 3: Your districts because I really didn't know. 576 00:26:53,480 --> 00:26:54,280 Speaker 4: Judges are tough. 577 00:26:54,840 --> 00:26:56,399 Speaker 1: It's tough, and then you skip some stuff and then 578 00:26:56,400 --> 00:26:58,119 Speaker 1: you go, wait, is my thing going to be invalid? 579 00:26:58,200 --> 00:27:00,800 Speaker 1: Like a scan tront Like it's like scan try, it's 580 00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:04,600 Speaker 1: like taking the essayts's. The room is like dead quiet. 581 00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:08,400 Speaker 1: It feels like you're being timed. It's it's a very 582 00:27:08,400 --> 00:27:11,040 Speaker 1: intense process. And then you feel so good after you've 583 00:27:11,080 --> 00:27:14,600 Speaker 1: done it, like it feels so good to vote. I'm 584 00:27:14,640 --> 00:27:16,719 Speaker 1: sure it feels good on both sides, like you're just 585 00:27:16,760 --> 00:27:19,600 Speaker 1: like because you know, you just feel like, oh, I 586 00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:23,320 Speaker 1: did something, and because it takes so fucking long and 587 00:27:23,359 --> 00:27:26,720 Speaker 1: it really messes with your day, which someone Mike Lawrence 588 00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:29,359 Speaker 1: made a great point last week when we were on 589 00:27:29,400 --> 00:27:31,320 Speaker 1: the NFL thing. I asked him to repeat it because 590 00:27:31,320 --> 00:27:33,320 Speaker 1: I had read it on I was almost going to 591 00:27:33,400 --> 00:27:35,359 Speaker 1: quote him to himself because we were talking about voting, 592 00:27:36,080 --> 00:27:38,119 Speaker 1: and he said that, you know when Trump went to 593 00:27:38,200 --> 00:27:40,639 Speaker 1: McDonald's or whatever, and he's asking all these employees, like, 594 00:27:40,640 --> 00:27:41,920 Speaker 1: are you gonna vote for me? And they're like yes. 595 00:27:42,040 --> 00:27:44,680 Speaker 1: Mike's like no, they're not. How are they gonna get 596 00:27:44,680 --> 00:27:48,800 Speaker 1: off work for two hours on a Tuesday or on 597 00:27:48,880 --> 00:27:51,119 Speaker 1: any day even on their day off, they probably have 598 00:27:51,160 --> 00:27:53,440 Speaker 1: to like take it like there's no chores. I just 599 00:27:53,480 --> 00:27:55,960 Speaker 1: don't know how people are getting and then talking about 600 00:27:56,040 --> 00:27:58,399 Speaker 1: voting tomorrow. We're recording this on a Monday, on the 601 00:27:58,440 --> 00:28:00,800 Speaker 1: actual day. I don't know how along those lines are 602 00:28:00,840 --> 00:28:01,080 Speaker 1: going to be. 603 00:28:01,160 --> 00:28:02,879 Speaker 3: It's it's going to be brilliant. Glad I got it 604 00:28:02,880 --> 00:28:04,440 Speaker 3: in before because I can't wait. 605 00:28:04,520 --> 00:28:07,080 Speaker 4: Why are people waiting until Tuesday anyway? Like if you're 606 00:28:07,080 --> 00:28:08,000 Speaker 4: going to vote, I. 607 00:28:07,920 --> 00:28:10,879 Speaker 1: Was going to wait. Why because I was just like, 608 00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:12,960 Speaker 1: that's the day you vote, Like, I've never even heard 609 00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:15,600 Speaker 1: of this early vote. Early voting is like a new thing. 610 00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:18,280 Speaker 4: I think they did it in the last election for COVID. 611 00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:21,439 Speaker 4: That's when it really blew up. Yeah, but it was 612 00:28:21,480 --> 00:28:25,840 Speaker 4: It already existed in like thirty three states prior to COVID. Right, 613 00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:27,800 Speaker 4: it's like the easiest thing in the world to get 614 00:28:27,800 --> 00:28:30,040 Speaker 4: like two or three weeks to look at your ballot, 615 00:28:30,119 --> 00:28:32,480 Speaker 4: fill it out, and bring it to the library or 616 00:28:32,520 --> 00:28:33,520 Speaker 4: wherever the I thought. 617 00:28:33,359 --> 00:28:36,199 Speaker 1: It was like for elderly people, Well, yeah, I was 618 00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:37,920 Speaker 1: like absentee sick people, Like. 619 00:28:37,880 --> 00:28:42,080 Speaker 4: Absent is different than early voting. Absentee is is Yeah. 620 00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:44,120 Speaker 1: No, this was called absentee when I when I went 621 00:28:44,160 --> 00:28:47,080 Speaker 1: to go vote. There were signs in and you don't 622 00:28:47,080 --> 00:28:49,880 Speaker 1: have to why you're going to be absent on Tuesday. 623 00:28:50,040 --> 00:28:50,480 Speaker 3: That's the thing. 624 00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:52,640 Speaker 1: It's called absentee, but you don't. You used to like 625 00:28:52,640 --> 00:28:53,960 Speaker 1: if you did absentee. 626 00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:57,560 Speaker 4: Get in there. They're slowly getting away from absentee and 627 00:28:57,600 --> 00:28:59,960 Speaker 4: having actually an early voting period in Missouri must not 628 00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:04,560 Speaker 4: beau advanced as us in the liberal coastal elite states. 629 00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:07,240 Speaker 1: So anyway, it felt really good to vote. It feels 630 00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:08,520 Speaker 1: good to do, like. 631 00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:10,120 Speaker 4: Going to the DMV. It's like how you're going to 632 00:29:10,160 --> 00:29:11,520 Speaker 4: feel once you get your real ID. 633 00:29:11,800 --> 00:29:14,360 Speaker 3: Oh man, I can't wait to me and I can 634 00:29:14,480 --> 00:29:14,840 Speaker 3: wait to do. 635 00:29:14,920 --> 00:29:17,000 Speaker 4: That's all I can do is you're going to wait 636 00:29:17,080 --> 00:29:17,720 Speaker 4: until the day. 637 00:29:18,240 --> 00:29:21,880 Speaker 1: I went to aristour last night in Indianapolis, and I 638 00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:23,520 Speaker 1: just want to give a shout out to one of 639 00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:28,040 Speaker 1: our most like tried and true besties, Renee, and I 640 00:29:28,080 --> 00:29:30,560 Speaker 1: think her friend, maybe her boyfriend, I don't know what, 641 00:29:30,920 --> 00:29:35,840 Speaker 1: but they found me miraculously because she did not know 642 00:29:35,880 --> 00:29:37,000 Speaker 1: where I was sitting. She did not. 643 00:29:37,320 --> 00:29:39,600 Speaker 3: I feel like we've talked on Instagram. I Renee. 644 00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:42,560 Speaker 1: When we met, I asked, you had we met? But 645 00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:44,760 Speaker 1: I met, like, did you have we like talked on 646 00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:47,600 Speaker 1: DM and you said no because I rewatched the video 647 00:29:47,600 --> 00:29:52,000 Speaker 1: that you posted of us meeting, and so I was meaning, like, 648 00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:55,080 Speaker 1: are you the Renee that's in my dms? Because sometimes 649 00:29:55,120 --> 00:29:57,400 Speaker 1: I don't remember besties will DM me and I will 650 00:29:57,400 --> 00:29:59,920 Speaker 1: have like years long conversations with besties in my DA 651 00:30:00,320 --> 00:30:05,600 Speaker 1: like actual like acquaintance chips, and she is one of those. 652 00:30:05,760 --> 00:30:07,160 Speaker 3: But I didn't realize you were. 653 00:30:07,000 --> 00:30:11,600 Speaker 1: Renee from instagrams, even though it's like crazy that you 654 00:30:11,600 --> 00:30:14,480 Speaker 1: wouldn't be because you were so obviously like plugged in. 655 00:30:14,520 --> 00:30:16,240 Speaker 1: I'm like, there's no way this girl has not DMed 656 00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:16,720 Speaker 1: me before. 657 00:30:16,720 --> 00:30:21,160 Speaker 4: She is. So you gonna meet somebody. If you're gonna 658 00:30:21,160 --> 00:30:23,080 Speaker 4: meet Nikki and you've been talking to her on Instagram, 659 00:30:23,120 --> 00:30:25,800 Speaker 4: you need to carry a picture of your profile picture 660 00:30:25,840 --> 00:30:27,240 Speaker 4: on Instagram with you, and. 661 00:30:27,240 --> 00:30:29,440 Speaker 1: It needs to be very tiny and blurry. And that's 662 00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:33,160 Speaker 1: only because I've never actually gone to the real thing 663 00:30:33,240 --> 00:30:35,040 Speaker 1: to look, because why would you, which is it's like 664 00:30:35,120 --> 00:30:38,080 Speaker 1: a little bit more clear, but your account's usually private, 665 00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:41,920 Speaker 1: and but yeah, you need to identify yourself by the name, 666 00:30:42,040 --> 00:30:44,239 Speaker 1: your full name you go by on Instagram, and then 667 00:30:44,240 --> 00:30:46,640 Speaker 1: I will know. And even then it's kind of blurry 668 00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:49,000 Speaker 1: because like, I don't know, I don't like like it's 669 00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:52,640 Speaker 1: your your Yeah, you need to print up how your 670 00:30:53,160 --> 00:30:57,680 Speaker 1: Instagram name looks plus the little circle. Anyway, Renee was 671 00:30:57,800 --> 00:31:01,360 Speaker 1: so sweet. She has listened to I'm guess every single show. 672 00:31:02,200 --> 00:31:06,440 Speaker 1: And she made friendship bracelets for me and my mom 673 00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:10,560 Speaker 1: and girls chat and one that said don't be one 674 00:31:10,560 --> 00:31:13,880 Speaker 1: that said just kidding for my mom, one that said 675 00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:16,200 Speaker 1: pop like she made I think poppy one. Maybe that 676 00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:18,520 Speaker 1: was someone else, but she had these bracelets made and 677 00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:20,440 Speaker 1: the off chance that she runs into me and she 678 00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:23,000 Speaker 1: I hear just heard. My mom had gone to go 679 00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:25,200 Speaker 1: get drinks in between Gracie Abrams and Taylor. There was 680 00:31:25,200 --> 00:31:28,600 Speaker 1: like some downtime and my mom went off to get 681 00:31:28,600 --> 00:31:31,000 Speaker 1: some water and I was just alone and I was 682 00:31:31,080 --> 00:31:34,719 Speaker 1: kind of struggling because I had had a confrontation again. 683 00:31:36,280 --> 00:31:39,080 Speaker 1: I realized that, like I'm not, I should not have 684 00:31:39,160 --> 00:31:43,080 Speaker 1: public confrontations because it makes me crazy and it makes 685 00:31:43,120 --> 00:31:45,680 Speaker 1: me really embarrassed, and it makes me like feel like 686 00:31:45,760 --> 00:31:48,000 Speaker 1: I need to flee, Like I would have left have 687 00:31:48,120 --> 00:31:50,160 Speaker 1: that woman not been in line with me at voting, 688 00:31:50,320 --> 00:31:52,560 Speaker 1: because I felt so embarrassed that I kind of like 689 00:31:52,840 --> 00:31:55,040 Speaker 1: and I'm sure people with anger issues have this. Noah, 690 00:31:55,040 --> 00:31:56,560 Speaker 1: I think in the past, when you've had anger, when 691 00:31:56,560 --> 00:31:59,760 Speaker 1: you would have an explosion, you've had this immense embarrassment 692 00:31:59,800 --> 00:32:02,320 Speaker 1: after words and mine, I still stand by what I did, 693 00:32:02,360 --> 00:32:04,200 Speaker 1: but it bothers me that I didn't have all the 694 00:32:04,200 --> 00:32:07,880 Speaker 1: facts to refute this yes on seven or yes on three? 695 00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:09,480 Speaker 1: Like I was just like, I just know they're not 696 00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:11,480 Speaker 1: giving kids surgery and I'm trying to like remember a 697 00:32:11,520 --> 00:32:12,840 Speaker 1: Kimmel clip by saw you know what I. 698 00:32:12,800 --> 00:32:15,080 Speaker 4: Mean, Like, did you say that she's dumb and crazy? 699 00:32:15,920 --> 00:32:19,280 Speaker 1: No? I definitely I did not attack her character at all. Oh, 700 00:32:19,360 --> 00:32:20,760 Speaker 1: you know what I did said? I said, I'm sick 701 00:32:20,800 --> 00:32:23,160 Speaker 1: of the lies. And she said I'm sick of the lies. 702 00:32:23,200 --> 00:32:27,040 Speaker 1: On both sides agree. Oh great, I'm sure. 703 00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:30,120 Speaker 4: And politician could win any election if they just go 704 00:32:30,360 --> 00:32:32,960 Speaker 4: I'm sick of the lies over and over again. Because 705 00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:36,520 Speaker 4: everyone agrees on that. I'm sick of the lies. Everyone's crazy, 706 00:32:36,640 --> 00:32:37,840 Speaker 4: that's all true for everybody. 707 00:32:37,920 --> 00:32:40,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, that was that was that. We did agree on that, 708 00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:42,160 Speaker 1: and I liked that she defused. She must have gone 709 00:32:42,160 --> 00:32:48,200 Speaker 1: to like a like diffuse liberal anger workshop because she 710 00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:50,959 Speaker 1: goes that's happening on both sides, and I'm like, oh, 711 00:32:51,200 --> 00:32:53,840 Speaker 1: all right, well, at least you're admitting a little fault here. 712 00:32:53,920 --> 00:32:56,640 Speaker 1: I can't argue that. So anyway, had the same reaction 713 00:32:56,720 --> 00:33:00,800 Speaker 1: at Eras because I really am. I'll get back to Renee, 714 00:33:00,840 --> 00:33:02,640 Speaker 1: because I don't you even think I forgot about you, 715 00:33:02,640 --> 00:33:06,160 Speaker 1: Renee and your adorable either boyfriend or best friend. 716 00:33:07,680 --> 00:33:11,920 Speaker 3: So or No, it wasn't giving brother, it was giving. 717 00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:15,840 Speaker 1: It was giving like best friend energy and my mom 718 00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:17,520 Speaker 1: and I couldn't place it because my mom said boyfriend. 719 00:33:17,560 --> 00:33:19,200 Speaker 1: I go, I don't know if I was her boyfriend. 720 00:33:20,720 --> 00:33:23,000 Speaker 1: He was just dressed too well to. 721 00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:26,160 Speaker 4: Be okay, okay to a girl. 722 00:33:26,440 --> 00:33:30,680 Speaker 1: But if it was, I if he was your boyfriend 723 00:33:30,760 --> 00:33:33,440 Speaker 1: and is a straight man, look and get it, girl, 724 00:33:33,640 --> 00:33:36,600 Speaker 1: like well dressed man. And there's that's not me being 725 00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:38,920 Speaker 1: like wow, what a guy that's like secretly gay or 726 00:33:38,960 --> 00:33:41,400 Speaker 1: something like he's just giving that energy to me. But 727 00:33:41,640 --> 00:33:44,760 Speaker 1: I I've been attracted to many men and been in 728 00:33:44,760 --> 00:33:47,880 Speaker 1: relationships with many men that have been giving gay before, 729 00:33:47,920 --> 00:33:49,360 Speaker 1: So that is not an indictment and that is not 730 00:33:49,440 --> 00:33:51,840 Speaker 1: a judgment at all. But that's just my guest, Renee. 731 00:33:51,840 --> 00:33:53,800 Speaker 1: You can let me know in the DMS. But anyway, 732 00:33:53,880 --> 00:33:56,520 Speaker 1: he was, Oh, he was so fucking cute. I would 733 00:33:57,400 --> 00:34:01,800 Speaker 1: I would. Okay, So I met the concert before I 734 00:34:01,800 --> 00:34:05,520 Speaker 1: meet Renee for Gracie Abrams. I'm losing my mind because 735 00:34:05,520 --> 00:34:09,719 Speaker 1: she's so fucking amazing and I'm singing and I'm like, 736 00:34:10,200 --> 00:34:12,960 Speaker 1: and I'm tier. 737 00:34:13,640 --> 00:34:14,560 Speaker 3: I'm my mom. 738 00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:18,160 Speaker 1: And I were walking to Eras from the hotel. So 739 00:34:18,680 --> 00:34:22,520 Speaker 1: just a real quick recap of my weekend. Uh Friday night, 740 00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:25,560 Speaker 1: I'm in Oklahoma City. I have a meet and greet. 741 00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:27,439 Speaker 1: I think all last week I was doing something too, 742 00:34:27,719 --> 00:34:34,480 Speaker 1: just NonStop right Friday, Oklahoma City, Saturday, Tulsa. Both great shows. 743 00:34:34,600 --> 00:34:37,920 Speaker 1: Both like Oklahoma City, a little rowdy, but like that's fine. 744 00:34:38,000 --> 00:34:40,640 Speaker 1: Got a little like some hecklers, some like drunkenness, but 745 00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:44,319 Speaker 1: like great show overall. Tulsa made up for any kind 746 00:34:44,360 --> 00:34:45,919 Speaker 1: of weirdness I felt in Oklahoma City. 747 00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:47,879 Speaker 3: Amazing shows. Thank you so much to everyone who came. 748 00:34:48,040 --> 00:34:51,000 Speaker 1: Tulsa was like the one city that I didn't sell 749 00:34:51,000 --> 00:34:54,440 Speaker 1: out and it didn't matter. It was fucking great. I 750 00:34:54,480 --> 00:34:56,000 Speaker 1: don't need to sell out. I don't give a shit. 751 00:34:56,239 --> 00:34:59,120 Speaker 1: I like, I mean, it was probably like a it 752 00:34:59,160 --> 00:35:01,080 Speaker 1: wasn't that big. It's Tulsa, you know, so it's probably 753 00:35:01,160 --> 00:35:05,800 Speaker 1: like fifteen hundred, maybe maybe seventeen, but I probably sold 754 00:35:05,960 --> 00:35:07,040 Speaker 1: seventy five percent of the room. 755 00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:07,920 Speaker 4: I'm happy with that. 756 00:35:07,960 --> 00:35:10,920 Speaker 1: I don't really don't even care about like that, but 757 00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:14,200 Speaker 1: I will just say there was a vibe of like, oh, 758 00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:16,640 Speaker 1: it's not as good as your other like not selling 759 00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:18,200 Speaker 1: as well, so maybe it won't be as good. It 760 00:35:18,280 --> 00:35:20,759 Speaker 1: didn't matter. Tulsa came the fuck out and they brought 761 00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:22,480 Speaker 1: so much energy. It felt like I it was like 762 00:35:22,520 --> 00:35:23,720 Speaker 1: standing room only it was so crazy. 763 00:35:23,719 --> 00:35:26,360 Speaker 4: Based on watching Oklahoma City thunder games, I have to 764 00:35:26,400 --> 00:35:29,440 Speaker 4: say it feels like people in Oklahoma are good crowds. 765 00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:33,319 Speaker 1: I'm obsessed with Oklahoma City and Tulsa. 766 00:35:33,400 --> 00:35:34,560 Speaker 3: They are the nicest people. 767 00:35:34,640 --> 00:35:36,680 Speaker 1: The Tulsa is called the Big Friendly, which me and 768 00:35:36,719 --> 00:35:41,320 Speaker 1: Sean O'Connor determined sounds like a nickname you'd give your 769 00:35:42,200 --> 00:35:45,319 Speaker 1: the guy in high school who has a developmental disorder to. 770 00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:46,240 Speaker 4: Use lots of fucks. 771 00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:50,080 Speaker 1: It's like, not the greatest nickname, but everyone what it 772 00:35:50,239 --> 00:35:52,600 Speaker 1: is though, because it was everyone was so nice there. 773 00:35:52,880 --> 00:35:55,560 Speaker 1: The town is so cool. I made the joke of like, 774 00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:57,680 Speaker 1: you know, your town is so cool. I can't wait 775 00:35:57,719 --> 00:36:00,399 Speaker 1: for people to hear about it like the it looked 776 00:36:00,440 --> 00:36:03,160 Speaker 1: when you drive around Oklahoma City, it feels like it's COVID, 777 00:36:03,280 --> 00:36:05,680 Speaker 1: Like it's like March twenty twenty, like that's the streets 778 00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:08,480 Speaker 1: have no names like amazing, but it's like it's a 779 00:36:08,520 --> 00:36:11,880 Speaker 1: bustling city. There's there's it should be hustling and bustling, 780 00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:13,480 Speaker 1: but there's a lack of bustle. 781 00:36:13,719 --> 00:36:14,600 Speaker 3: But there is hustle. 782 00:36:14,640 --> 00:36:17,959 Speaker 1: You can tell. Anyway. I just love I love the city. 783 00:36:17,960 --> 00:36:18,719 Speaker 1: I loved to look at it. 784 00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:21,440 Speaker 3: I loved the layout and then Tulsa didn't get. 785 00:36:21,280 --> 00:36:23,920 Speaker 1: A chance to discover as much, but I there was 786 00:36:23,960 --> 00:36:26,359 Speaker 1: some old buildings and cool stuff downtown that I really liked. 787 00:36:26,360 --> 00:36:28,200 Speaker 3: Anyway, Indy is also a great city. 788 00:36:28,560 --> 00:36:29,120 Speaker 4: Flew there. 789 00:36:29,280 --> 00:36:35,000 Speaker 1: Indianapolis, Yeah, love it. Cole Lucas Oil Stadium. That's where 790 00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:35,800 Speaker 1: Taylor was playing. 791 00:36:35,800 --> 00:36:38,759 Speaker 4: I thought of you, Brian, Yeah, hey, that's a great thing. 792 00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:43,080 Speaker 4: You don't like India Indiana, Indianapolis. I love Indiana. I 793 00:36:43,120 --> 00:36:46,120 Speaker 4: lived in Indiana. I love Bloomington, Indiana, or call it 794 00:36:46,160 --> 00:36:50,320 Speaker 4: where I went to college. Indianapolis is not even top 795 00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:51,760 Speaker 4: thirty cities. 796 00:36:52,719 --> 00:36:55,080 Speaker 1: I thought that. I thought it was a really cool downtown, 797 00:36:55,360 --> 00:36:59,600 Speaker 1: like the roundabout area with the it is cool statue 798 00:36:59,600 --> 00:37:01,920 Speaker 1: in the middle, and then like cool buildings and like 799 00:37:01,960 --> 00:37:03,960 Speaker 1: there was a lot of live music going on. And 800 00:37:04,200 --> 00:37:07,239 Speaker 1: Indy did a really cool thing called Swift City where 801 00:37:07,239 --> 00:37:12,040 Speaker 1: they like renamed city streets swift songs. Like they I 802 00:37:12,040 --> 00:37:14,239 Speaker 1: gotta say they tried more than any other city. And 803 00:37:14,280 --> 00:37:17,160 Speaker 1: like when you flew into Indianapolis there was a giant, 804 00:37:17,440 --> 00:37:21,000 Speaker 1: giant like sign with her in it, like in the 805 00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:23,960 Speaker 1: atrium area, like like the size of a you know, 806 00:37:24,080 --> 00:37:29,000 Speaker 1: a five story building giant with you. They like really tried. 807 00:37:29,239 --> 00:37:32,439 Speaker 4: Indianapolis is great at putting on an event. That's why 808 00:37:32,480 --> 00:37:35,839 Speaker 4: they always host like the Combine. They're very good at 809 00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:39,160 Speaker 4: the Final Four when when there isn't an event there, 810 00:37:39,640 --> 00:37:44,440 Speaker 4: it is naptown because everything except for this one little 811 00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:47,200 Speaker 4: section where it's just too much. It's just a bunch 812 00:37:47,239 --> 00:37:49,560 Speaker 4: of drunk like bikers and stuff that are near like 813 00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:52,160 Speaker 4: the Pacers field House, and it's just like that was. 814 00:37:52,080 --> 00:37:52,960 Speaker 3: Where I was. 815 00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:55,239 Speaker 1: I was staying at a really cute hotel that was 816 00:37:55,360 --> 00:37:56,920 Speaker 1: very excited to have me as a guest, and they 817 00:37:57,280 --> 00:38:00,879 Speaker 1: thought it would be you. And this morning, what did 818 00:38:00,880 --> 00:38:03,960 Speaker 1: the girls say to me? Oh my god, it was 819 00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:05,680 Speaker 1: the cutest thing. I was going to walk the dog 820 00:38:05,840 --> 00:38:07,799 Speaker 1: for like literally three minutes, and she was like, have 821 00:38:07,840 --> 00:38:10,640 Speaker 1: the best day at the front desk, and I was like, 822 00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:13,640 Speaker 1: I am where I will be back if you think 823 00:38:13,640 --> 00:38:15,840 Speaker 1: of going down into society for the day dressed like 824 00:38:15,840 --> 00:38:17,480 Speaker 1: this at seven in the morning to let my dog 825 00:38:17,560 --> 00:38:19,759 Speaker 1: shit and have diarrhea all over the sidewalk because she's 826 00:38:19,760 --> 00:38:22,360 Speaker 1: stressed out by all the travel too. You're mistaken. 827 00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:24,319 Speaker 3: But then on the way out, what did she say? 828 00:38:24,360 --> 00:38:24,799 Speaker 3: She was like. 829 00:38:26,960 --> 00:38:29,240 Speaker 1: She had some nickname for me. They were the nicest 830 00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:33,840 Speaker 1: hotel at Indy. Hotel Indy, shout out to them. Great hotel. 831 00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:35,480 Speaker 4: There was great people in India. I don't want to have. 832 00:38:36,520 --> 00:38:39,520 Speaker 1: Oh my god, the valets were nice. Everyone was so nice. Yeah, 833 00:38:39,640 --> 00:38:43,400 Speaker 1: Lucas Oil, you need to work on your sir, on 834 00:38:43,440 --> 00:38:46,120 Speaker 1: your what on your stadium? Okay, we need to work 835 00:38:46,200 --> 00:38:47,080 Speaker 1: on getting people. 836 00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:51,399 Speaker 4: Oh my god, best Indianapolis. Well, I mean it was wrong. 837 00:38:51,560 --> 00:38:55,080 Speaker 1: The acoustics were amazing. The events space itself was amazing. 838 00:38:55,120 --> 00:38:57,640 Speaker 1: I'm talking about like getting in. We had floor seats 839 00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:00,080 Speaker 1: and we had to walk around. I would say I 840 00:39:00,120 --> 00:39:03,080 Speaker 1: went in the wrong gate and your ticket goes and 841 00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:05,440 Speaker 1: there it almost seems like you have a bad ticket. 842 00:39:05,640 --> 00:39:08,799 Speaker 1: And they're like, actually the floor entrance is around the 843 00:39:08,840 --> 00:39:11,680 Speaker 1: other side. We had to walk like another I would 844 00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:13,759 Speaker 1: guess three quarters of a mile. Then we get in 845 00:39:13,800 --> 00:39:15,919 Speaker 1: and we have to do this zigzag thing where there's 846 00:39:15,960 --> 00:39:18,319 Speaker 1: no line, like you know, you have a zigzag thing 847 00:39:18,400 --> 00:39:20,040 Speaker 1: usually when there's a big line and they're trying to 848 00:39:20,120 --> 00:39:23,600 Speaker 1: like it, but there's We walked to zigzag I'm not 849 00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:25,920 Speaker 1: kidding you, Noah, for like a half a mile zigzag 850 00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:28,439 Speaker 1: when there we could have walked a block and it's 851 00:39:28,480 --> 00:39:32,680 Speaker 1: just right there. So we did four that their fitness 852 00:39:32,880 --> 00:39:35,920 Speaker 1: Oh oh, it's it seemed like I feel like cattle. 853 00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:38,759 Speaker 1: But I love the people of Indianapolis who are going 854 00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:40,480 Speaker 1: to that show the night. Because my mom and I 855 00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:42,239 Speaker 1: were the only ones bitching about it, we were like, 856 00:39:42,360 --> 00:39:45,080 Speaker 1: what is this? Every turn? We I mean these Eventually 857 00:39:45,120 --> 00:39:46,560 Speaker 1: a girl goes, do you want a key chain? Like 858 00:39:46,600 --> 00:39:48,640 Speaker 1: she'd wanted to give us another swifty in line was 859 00:39:48,640 --> 00:39:50,120 Speaker 1: like so tired of hearing my mom and I go. 860 00:39:50,560 --> 00:39:52,080 Speaker 3: Why is this even happening? 861 00:39:52,320 --> 00:39:54,080 Speaker 1: No one's there, Like my mom and I are just 862 00:39:54,120 --> 00:39:58,120 Speaker 1: like complainers. And so anyway, so my mom and I 863 00:39:58,200 --> 00:40:02,319 Speaker 1: are walking to So I flew from Tulsa, had a 864 00:40:02,320 --> 00:40:04,239 Speaker 1: flight at seven in the morning. Got woken up at 865 00:40:04,239 --> 00:40:06,759 Speaker 1: four in the morning by tornado warning on my phone, 866 00:40:06,760 --> 00:40:08,439 Speaker 1: which I thought was my alarm, so I just thought 867 00:40:08,440 --> 00:40:09,640 Speaker 1: I picked a bad alarm sound. 868 00:40:09,640 --> 00:40:12,240 Speaker 3: I was like, Jesus Christ, this one is jarring. 869 00:40:12,760 --> 00:40:14,480 Speaker 1: So I get up and I'm like, I gotta walk 870 00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:17,080 Speaker 1: the dog before we get catch our uber. At five thirty, 871 00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:20,320 Speaker 1: it's I don't realize it's four, right, and I'm I 872 00:40:20,560 --> 00:40:24,239 Speaker 1: send my alarm for five. So it's four. I'm up 873 00:40:24,280 --> 00:40:26,279 Speaker 1: and I'm like playing with the dog a little bit, billying, 874 00:40:26,320 --> 00:40:28,879 Speaker 1: like we got to go outside, you know, And then 875 00:40:29,480 --> 00:40:31,200 Speaker 1: and then we try to go outside, and then I 876 00:40:31,280 --> 00:40:33,719 Speaker 1: go to my get my phone, and it's like, take 877 00:40:33,800 --> 00:40:37,000 Speaker 1: shelter now. So then I tex Sean and Ari, who 878 00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:39,000 Speaker 1: have obviously gotten this alarm too, and I go, should 879 00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:39,560 Speaker 1: we shelter? 880 00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:41,919 Speaker 3: And they were like, I guess, And. 881 00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:44,160 Speaker 1: Ari was actually still a sleepy slept through all of it, 882 00:40:44,560 --> 00:40:45,960 Speaker 1: and Sean was like, I guess, and I go, I 883 00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:47,360 Speaker 1: don't think we have to, We'll be fine, and so 884 00:40:47,400 --> 00:40:48,960 Speaker 1: we just like I hung out of my room for 885 00:40:48,960 --> 00:40:51,799 Speaker 1: a half hour. Yeah, in the hotel room. 886 00:40:51,880 --> 00:40:54,120 Speaker 4: Hotels are some of the safest places to be during 887 00:40:54,160 --> 00:40:58,239 Speaker 4: a natural disaster. They're built for, Like when reporters go 888 00:40:58,280 --> 00:41:00,359 Speaker 4: to like a place where a hurricane is out here, 889 00:41:00,440 --> 00:41:03,440 Speaker 4: they stay at the hotels because they're built to withstand 890 00:41:03,480 --> 00:41:04,760 Speaker 4: those types of the buildings. 891 00:41:05,200 --> 00:41:07,800 Speaker 1: Felt it felt safe, and it felt like I'm ready 892 00:41:07,840 --> 00:41:09,400 Speaker 1: to die in Tulsa, Like I don't even want to 893 00:41:09,440 --> 00:41:11,359 Speaker 1: catch these flights today. I don't care, Like I don't 894 00:41:11,360 --> 00:41:13,399 Speaker 1: even know what to do. Like I want my dog 895 00:41:13,440 --> 00:41:15,440 Speaker 1: to live, so I'll like shield her with my body, 896 00:41:15,480 --> 00:41:18,840 Speaker 1: but I don't. I just was so tired that I 897 00:41:18,880 --> 00:41:22,000 Speaker 1: was just like I can't serve. I don't want to 898 00:41:22,040 --> 00:41:24,640 Speaker 1: survive this. I don't care. You've ever been so tired 899 00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:27,480 Speaker 1: you like don't take safety precautions. I think that's how 900 00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:29,000 Speaker 1: people die a lot is because they're too tired to 901 00:41:29,480 --> 00:41:32,200 Speaker 1: buckle those seatbelts or just simple safety things, because it's 902 00:41:32,239 --> 00:41:33,560 Speaker 1: just like lack of sleep. 903 00:41:33,760 --> 00:41:36,600 Speaker 4: It's kind of also, it's just like a certain point 904 00:41:36,600 --> 00:41:39,160 Speaker 4: you're like, again, I got to buckle my seatbelt, when 905 00:41:39,239 --> 00:41:40,320 Speaker 4: is this kind of stop? 906 00:41:40,719 --> 00:41:41,040 Speaker 1: Yeah? 907 00:41:41,120 --> 00:41:42,960 Speaker 3: And it's never. 908 00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:44,600 Speaker 4: Stop. 909 00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:47,799 Speaker 1: Yeah, when you go flying out the windshield. It's what 910 00:41:47,840 --> 00:41:51,640 Speaker 1: a dumb way to die. Please buckle your seatbelts, wear helmets. 911 00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:54,920 Speaker 1: Oh my god, and take while here. These are the 912 00:41:54,920 --> 00:41:57,440 Speaker 1: most embarrassing ways to die. Flying out of your car 913 00:41:57,480 --> 00:41:59,480 Speaker 1: because you're not wearing seatbelt because everyone would go she 914 00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:01,759 Speaker 1: wasn't wearing a set and you're like what that? You know? 915 00:42:01,840 --> 00:42:05,440 Speaker 1: Another way is like if you aren't wearing a helmet 916 00:42:05,600 --> 00:42:07,840 Speaker 1: on a bike. I think that's another embarrassing way to die, 917 00:42:07,920 --> 00:42:10,800 Speaker 1: but at least you looked cool when you're flying off 918 00:42:10,880 --> 00:42:13,920 Speaker 1: into the you know, pavement. And then another way is 919 00:42:14,280 --> 00:42:16,160 Speaker 1: leaving in a tampon and getting toxic shock. I think 920 00:42:16,160 --> 00:42:17,719 Speaker 1: that would probably be the most embarrassing one. 921 00:42:17,800 --> 00:42:21,240 Speaker 4: That's pretty embarrassing, right, Well, what about a vending machine 922 00:42:21,280 --> 00:42:24,640 Speaker 4: falling on you because you tried to reach in? That 923 00:42:24,760 --> 00:42:27,759 Speaker 4: happens a few times a year, what really? Or what 924 00:42:27,840 --> 00:42:30,279 Speaker 4: about falling off a cliff at a national park because 925 00:42:30,280 --> 00:42:31,000 Speaker 4: you're trying to take a. 926 00:42:30,960 --> 00:42:33,879 Speaker 1: Self God, that's the world like selfie? Oh my god, 927 00:42:33,880 --> 00:42:36,279 Speaker 1: I heard last week I'm so sorry l Ipe to 928 00:42:36,360 --> 00:42:39,120 Speaker 1: the woman who was a photographer taking pictures of people 929 00:42:39,120 --> 00:42:40,960 Speaker 1: getting off a plane and she was just focused on 930 00:42:40,960 --> 00:42:43,080 Speaker 1: what she was looking at and filming and she backed 931 00:42:43,080 --> 00:42:44,120 Speaker 1: into a propeller. 932 00:42:44,200 --> 00:42:48,239 Speaker 3: Hello rip, awful way to go. Not embarrassing. 933 00:42:48,320 --> 00:42:51,000 Speaker 1: I'm just like so sad because we've all done it, 934 00:42:51,080 --> 00:42:53,520 Speaker 1: Like haven't we all looked at our phone and kind 935 00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:55,440 Speaker 1: of not been paying attention and you're filming something and 936 00:42:55,480 --> 00:42:57,840 Speaker 1: you like almost get caught in the video. You're like, 937 00:42:57,920 --> 00:43:00,279 Speaker 1: I'm watching this, I'm not living this in and you 938 00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:02,440 Speaker 1: just step somewhere you shouldn't you almost get hit by 939 00:43:02,440 --> 00:43:10,520 Speaker 1: carl Like honestly, okay, so real quick, we no, I 940 00:43:10,560 --> 00:43:13,160 Speaker 1: take off in the morning, like I go out to 941 00:43:13,160 --> 00:43:17,200 Speaker 1: walk the dog. She it's it's there's just been almost 942 00:43:17,239 --> 00:43:20,080 Speaker 1: a tornado, right, it's passed by, but it's like pouring rain. 943 00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:22,359 Speaker 1: Pouring rain has been a constant in my life for 944 00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:25,200 Speaker 1: like three days now. We take off, we we get 945 00:43:25,239 --> 00:43:26,960 Speaker 1: out of town, We get out of seven in the morning. 946 00:43:27,040 --> 00:43:30,080 Speaker 1: Then I have a layover in Charlotte for three hours, 947 00:43:30,080 --> 00:43:31,560 Speaker 1: three and a half hours. 948 00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:32,560 Speaker 4: And I can't set the dog. 949 00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:33,480 Speaker 3: I love it. 950 00:43:33,520 --> 00:43:35,600 Speaker 1: I love the rocking chairs, but I can't have the 951 00:43:35,719 --> 00:43:38,680 Speaker 1: dog not pee for that long. I mean she's been 952 00:43:39,120 --> 00:43:42,400 Speaker 1: from seven am until we land at three thirty and like, 953 00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:44,759 Speaker 1: which is really gonna be two thirty a time. 954 00:43:44,760 --> 00:43:45,719 Speaker 4: I can't have that. 955 00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:49,120 Speaker 1: They do, but she wants nothing to do with it 956 00:43:49,160 --> 00:43:51,600 Speaker 1: because she panics and freezes because it smells like big 957 00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:54,319 Speaker 1: dogs that have been so she's just like she gets 958 00:43:54,320 --> 00:43:56,719 Speaker 1: in there search like shaking. So then I'm like, okay, 959 00:43:56,760 --> 00:43:59,120 Speaker 1: I'll take her outside at the Charlotte Airport because I 960 00:43:59,160 --> 00:44:01,279 Speaker 1: have enough time to go back to security. Well, then 961 00:44:01,360 --> 00:44:02,959 Speaker 1: I don't have a board. They won't give me another 962 00:44:03,000 --> 00:44:04,920 Speaker 1: boarding pass. So it's a whole thing that I have 963 00:44:04,920 --> 00:44:07,560 Speaker 1: to go back through ticketing, and it's like takes so long. 964 00:44:07,640 --> 00:44:09,799 Speaker 1: It's been like the longest day. I finally land in 965 00:44:09,800 --> 00:44:11,840 Speaker 1: Indianapolis at two thirty. 966 00:44:12,440 --> 00:44:13,799 Speaker 3: We gotta be at the concert. We have to leave 967 00:44:13,840 --> 00:44:14,720 Speaker 3: for the concert at six. 968 00:44:16,080 --> 00:44:18,799 Speaker 1: I walk around town a little bit and but I'm 969 00:44:18,800 --> 00:44:20,719 Speaker 1: like I'm feeling okay. I like put enough coffee in 970 00:44:20,760 --> 00:44:22,600 Speaker 1: my system, and I'm like I'm good. And then we're 971 00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:25,480 Speaker 1: walking to the show and I'm like, I don't know 972 00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:27,239 Speaker 1: how I'm gonna be able to do this, Like I 973 00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:30,240 Speaker 1: like a tailor's show is like you're on your feet 974 00:44:30,640 --> 00:44:34,320 Speaker 1: from eight until eleven without question. And then also adding 975 00:44:34,320 --> 00:44:36,239 Speaker 1: on Gracie, who is a new addition for me to 976 00:44:36,280 --> 00:44:39,200 Speaker 1: like see the opener now is adding an extra hour 977 00:44:39,239 --> 00:44:40,200 Speaker 1: and a half to the show. 978 00:44:40,800 --> 00:44:43,560 Speaker 3: And my mom and I are seeing these. 979 00:44:43,400 --> 00:44:46,600 Speaker 1: People with sign like so many people with signs that 980 00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:50,120 Speaker 1: are offering insane amounts of money for tickets. One sign 981 00:44:50,160 --> 00:44:52,080 Speaker 1: says three thousand dollars for two tickets, and I have 982 00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:54,080 Speaker 1: two tickets, and my mom and I are both like, 983 00:44:55,360 --> 00:44:57,879 Speaker 1: we could just do that, And I'm like, I don't 984 00:44:57,880 --> 00:44:59,480 Speaker 1: really need that money. I don't want to do it 985 00:44:59,480 --> 00:45:00,360 Speaker 1: for the money, but I. 986 00:45:00,560 --> 00:45:03,359 Speaker 4: Kind of like, I just he's trying to buy. 987 00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:05,560 Speaker 3: Yeah, they just and they all look so sad. 988 00:45:05,640 --> 00:45:08,319 Speaker 1: It's like they look homeless, you know, like they're trying 989 00:45:08,320 --> 00:45:09,400 Speaker 1: to look as sad as possible. 990 00:45:09,480 --> 00:45:12,760 Speaker 4: That's also a tactic that sometimes people who are selling 991 00:45:12,800 --> 00:45:16,560 Speaker 4: tickets will use scalpers because they're legally not allowed to 992 00:45:16,640 --> 00:45:19,360 Speaker 4: say I want to buy tickets, So they'll say, is 993 00:45:19,360 --> 00:45:21,799 Speaker 4: anyone selling tickets? And then you go up to them, 994 00:45:21,840 --> 00:45:24,759 Speaker 4: knowing that you're there to buy a ticket. No, not 995 00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:26,960 Speaker 4: saying that's what's happening there, but it'd be confusing to me. 996 00:45:27,120 --> 00:45:27,640 Speaker 1: Fuir stand. 997 00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:29,240 Speaker 3: But Okay, we got to go to break. I'll finish 998 00:45:29,239 --> 00:45:29,960 Speaker 3: this when we get my. 999 00:45:32,520 --> 00:45:34,080 Speaker 1: So my mom and I are walking in and were 1000 00:45:34,120 --> 00:45:36,799 Speaker 1: like should we do it? And I go, Mom, I 1001 00:45:36,840 --> 00:45:39,520 Speaker 1: did not take two flights and leave at five thirty 1002 00:45:39,520 --> 00:45:41,880 Speaker 1: in the morning and waste an entire day of my 1003 00:45:42,760 --> 00:45:45,640 Speaker 1: life that you know, when I bought these tickets, I 1004 00:45:45,680 --> 00:45:47,400 Speaker 1: didn't know I was going to be hosting the Golden Globes. 1005 00:45:47,480 --> 00:45:49,240 Speaker 1: I didn't know that I was going to be adding shows. 1006 00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:50,239 Speaker 1: I didn't know I was going to be doing a 1007 00:45:50,239 --> 00:45:51,640 Speaker 1: photo shoot on Wednesday. I didn't know I was going 1008 00:45:51,719 --> 00:45:53,880 Speaker 1: to be a Joan Rivers special taping on Thursday. I 1009 00:45:53,880 --> 00:45:57,279 Speaker 1: didn't know. I like, uh, my schedules filled the fuck up, 1010 00:45:57,880 --> 00:46:00,200 Speaker 1: and so these shows are like actual work for me 1011 00:46:00,239 --> 00:46:02,200 Speaker 1: and taking a day off where I don't have a 1012 00:46:02,280 --> 00:46:03,880 Speaker 1: day off. So it was my one day off, and 1013 00:46:03,880 --> 00:46:05,719 Speaker 1: I was like, I didn't give up a day off 1014 00:46:05,719 --> 00:46:08,520 Speaker 1: to fly to Indy so I could eat sushi with 1015 00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:10,399 Speaker 1: you and watch you watch CNN and. 1016 00:46:10,400 --> 00:46:11,520 Speaker 3: Go, God damn it. 1017 00:46:11,600 --> 00:46:13,640 Speaker 1: He's such a fucking bastard. 1018 00:46:14,520 --> 00:46:19,879 Speaker 3: He's disgusting. What is wrong with these people? That's all 1019 00:46:19,920 --> 00:46:20,520 Speaker 3: my mom says. 1020 00:46:20,560 --> 00:46:22,880 Speaker 1: I'm like, how many times can you say what is 1021 00:46:22,920 --> 00:46:26,040 Speaker 1: wrong with these fucking idiots? Like is that going to 1022 00:46:26,120 --> 00:46:28,000 Speaker 1: fix anything? Saying that over and over and I know 1023 00:46:28,080 --> 00:46:29,759 Speaker 1: that I'm a little bit my mom and I got 1024 00:46:29,800 --> 00:46:33,120 Speaker 1: over that, but she can't stop saying that's why I'm 1025 00:46:33,160 --> 00:46:35,520 Speaker 1: selling you. And I told my mom, I said, I go, mom, 1026 00:46:35,520 --> 00:46:37,279 Speaker 1: I said on the podcast, if Trump wins, I think 1027 00:46:37,280 --> 00:46:39,680 Speaker 1: it's gonna kill you, and you need to start figuring 1028 00:46:39,719 --> 00:46:41,520 Speaker 1: out a plan to survive it if. 1029 00:46:41,360 --> 00:46:43,080 Speaker 4: It happens, because you need to. 1030 00:46:43,920 --> 00:46:48,400 Speaker 1: It's too much. So anyway, we're both looking at each 1031 00:46:48,440 --> 00:46:50,640 Speaker 1: other like should we do this? Thank God we didn't, 1032 00:46:50,640 --> 00:46:53,200 Speaker 1: because like, I am not allowed to sell the tickets 1033 00:46:53,239 --> 00:46:55,839 Speaker 1: I got. I got like a special deal, not a deal, 1034 00:46:55,880 --> 00:46:58,560 Speaker 1: but like when you get the ticket things that I got, 1035 00:46:58,600 --> 00:47:00,399 Speaker 1: you agree to never sell them, which I would never 1036 00:47:00,400 --> 00:47:05,279 Speaker 1: in my wildest dreams think of selling. It's a Taylor 1037 00:47:05,280 --> 00:47:07,919 Speaker 1: Swift song. I would never think of selling a Taylor 1038 00:47:07,960 --> 00:47:09,719 Speaker 1: Swift ticket. But it was just in the moment that 1039 00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:12,399 Speaker 1: I was like, I'm so tired, I can't be there 1040 00:47:12,400 --> 00:47:14,759 Speaker 1: for her and this dad and this daughter who are 1041 00:47:14,760 --> 00:47:16,840 Speaker 1: ever three thousand dollars like they would have the best 1042 00:47:16,840 --> 00:47:19,880 Speaker 1: time ever, And so I told my mom it would. 1043 00:47:19,960 --> 00:47:21,600 Speaker 1: If I were to have done it, I would not 1044 00:47:21,640 --> 00:47:22,880 Speaker 1: have done it for money. I would have given it 1045 00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:24,759 Speaker 1: to someone who just had a sign that didn't have 1046 00:47:24,840 --> 00:47:27,160 Speaker 1: money and just been like, this is the greatest thing. 1047 00:47:27,200 --> 00:47:27,680 Speaker 3: I don't don't. 1048 00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:29,120 Speaker 1: You don't need to know who I am. We don't 1049 00:47:29,160 --> 00:47:30,520 Speaker 1: need to TikTok about it. I just want to give 1050 00:47:30,560 --> 00:47:33,160 Speaker 1: this to you and like just disappear. And I didn't 1051 00:47:33,200 --> 00:47:35,160 Speaker 1: do that, but that's what I would have done it. 1052 00:47:35,160 --> 00:47:38,759 Speaker 1: So we get tour seats and that they're on the 1053 00:47:38,760 --> 00:47:41,680 Speaker 1: floor seats. You you have your seat, right, But there 1054 00:47:41,719 --> 00:47:44,680 Speaker 1: are these sneaky bitches that have worse floor seats that 1055 00:47:44,880 --> 00:47:47,240 Speaker 1: sneak up and shove you in. 1056 00:47:47,120 --> 00:47:51,160 Speaker 2: More no, yes, our show, Yes we went. 1057 00:47:51,560 --> 00:47:56,000 Speaker 1: Yes, that's right, thank you in Minneapolis. And I do 1058 00:47:56,120 --> 00:47:57,760 Speaker 1: not tolerate it. And let me just say it happened 1059 00:47:57,800 --> 00:47:59,959 Speaker 1: last week in New Orleans. And these two little thirteen 1060 00:48:00,040 --> 00:48:02,720 Speaker 1: year old girls shout out to my best friends thirteen 1061 00:48:02,760 --> 00:48:05,000 Speaker 1: and fourteen, I forget your names, but I'm obsessed with you. 1062 00:48:05,080 --> 00:48:07,719 Speaker 1: And and almost Kaki and Curran, who I went to 1063 00:48:07,760 --> 00:48:10,040 Speaker 1: the show with, were almost annoyed with me because I 1064 00:48:10,080 --> 00:48:13,120 Speaker 1: was talking to these girls so much and like not 1065 00:48:13,160 --> 00:48:14,839 Speaker 1: talking to that. I could tell that there was They 1066 00:48:14,840 --> 00:48:17,600 Speaker 1: weren't like mad, but they were like what is going on? 1067 00:48:17,680 --> 00:48:19,680 Speaker 1: Like I was becoming best friends with these little girls. 1068 00:48:20,040 --> 00:48:22,040 Speaker 1: I was learning so much about like what it is 1069 00:48:22,080 --> 00:48:23,760 Speaker 1: to be thirteen fourteen. They were so sweet. 1070 00:48:23,760 --> 00:48:25,879 Speaker 4: They just remind well they were. 1071 00:48:25,920 --> 00:48:27,920 Speaker 1: They were just like talking about how well. One of 1072 00:48:27,960 --> 00:48:29,759 Speaker 1: them was like, I really like, I go, what songs 1073 00:48:29,800 --> 00:48:31,600 Speaker 1: are you excited to see? And she said Champagne Problems 1074 00:48:31,600 --> 00:48:34,520 Speaker 1: because I can play it on piano, or my Teers 1075 00:48:34,600 --> 00:48:36,440 Speaker 1: Ricochet because I can play it on piano. When I go, honey, 1076 00:48:36,480 --> 00:48:38,400 Speaker 1: if you can play my teers, ricochet and piano, you 1077 00:48:38,440 --> 00:48:40,759 Speaker 1: can play Champagne Problem. You can play you can literally 1078 00:48:40,800 --> 00:48:42,840 Speaker 1: play every song. I go, is there a capo for 1079 00:48:42,880 --> 00:48:44,719 Speaker 1: a piano? Because you can play every song if you 1080 00:48:44,800 --> 00:48:46,839 Speaker 1: know those chords? And she go or I said to her, 1081 00:48:47,680 --> 00:48:49,640 Speaker 1: and she goes, I go, do you play guitar? And 1082 00:48:49,719 --> 00:48:51,400 Speaker 1: she was like I tried, but it really hurts to 1083 00:48:51,480 --> 00:48:54,200 Speaker 1: do a B minor And I go, you please. I 1084 00:48:54,360 --> 00:48:55,440 Speaker 1: was like, promise me. 1085 00:48:55,560 --> 00:48:57,839 Speaker 3: I was almost like Billy Madison like shaking. 1086 00:48:57,600 --> 00:48:59,040 Speaker 4: Him like you got it. 1087 00:48:59,120 --> 00:49:04,919 Speaker 1: I was like, you got to start playing guitar now, yes, 1088 00:49:04,960 --> 00:49:06,440 Speaker 1: but she wants to do guitar too. She was like, 1089 00:49:06,480 --> 00:49:07,960 Speaker 1: my dad wants me too, and it's hard but it 1090 00:49:08,040 --> 00:49:09,560 Speaker 1: hurts my fingers and I really would want to and 1091 00:49:09,640 --> 00:49:11,959 Speaker 1: I go, I go, you can play any Taylor Swift 1092 00:49:12,040 --> 00:49:14,560 Speaker 1: song you want. And by the way, Taylor Swift, I've 1093 00:49:14,640 --> 00:49:16,960 Speaker 1: never seen her do a B minor. I know she can, 1094 00:49:17,320 --> 00:49:19,960 Speaker 1: but literally i've never seen her do one. I was 1095 00:49:20,000 --> 00:49:23,360 Speaker 1: thinking about it, Taylor, Taylor's one of the best guitar 1096 00:49:23,440 --> 00:49:26,479 Speaker 1: is going and without question, but she's simple. She uses 1097 00:49:26,520 --> 00:49:28,319 Speaker 1: a KPO and she gets it done, and she could 1098 00:49:28,400 --> 00:49:31,000 Speaker 1: do it. She could fucking bar up and down the 1099 00:49:31,080 --> 00:49:34,799 Speaker 1: fucking front, but she doesn't. I go, girls, you can 1100 00:49:34,880 --> 00:49:37,520 Speaker 1: play any song you want if you just learn. You know, 1101 00:49:37,840 --> 00:49:39,640 Speaker 1: you're on your own kid, and all the chords in that. 1102 00:49:39,800 --> 00:49:41,239 Speaker 1: I was like, you learn that song, you can play 1103 00:49:41,280 --> 00:49:43,239 Speaker 1: that song and you'll be able to play it in 1104 00:49:43,280 --> 00:49:45,640 Speaker 1: a couple months after practicing, and then you can play 1105 00:49:45,640 --> 00:49:47,040 Speaker 1: every Taylor Swift song and you can love. 1106 00:49:47,960 --> 00:49:51,120 Speaker 4: And then I was dominant, Oh. 1107 00:49:51,080 --> 00:49:56,680 Speaker 1: I don't need dominant G. Dominant is that cord? Oh yeah, 1108 00:49:56,840 --> 00:49:57,120 Speaker 1: just a G. 1109 00:49:58,600 --> 00:49:59,719 Speaker 4: G G is a G. 1110 00:50:02,480 --> 00:50:04,680 Speaker 3: Okay, And so I was just trying to get through 1111 00:50:04,719 --> 00:50:05,080 Speaker 3: these girls. 1112 00:50:05,120 --> 00:50:07,600 Speaker 1: And then I was also like teaching them about what 1113 00:50:07,719 --> 00:50:09,320 Speaker 1: the songs were about, because I could tell that like 1114 00:50:09,440 --> 00:50:13,520 Speaker 1: they didn't know the details about the songs. And I 1115 00:50:13,640 --> 00:50:15,640 Speaker 1: was like, isn't this so cool that she wrote this 1116 00:50:15,760 --> 00:50:18,319 Speaker 1: song about being brokenhearted while on Aras tour and now 1117 00:50:18,360 --> 00:50:22,560 Speaker 1: she's performing this song about Aris tour on Aras tour 1118 00:50:22,600 --> 00:50:25,360 Speaker 1: and they were like yeah, it was just like so cute. 1119 00:50:25,640 --> 00:50:27,719 Speaker 1: And then I was realizing, like they haven't even gone 1120 00:50:27,719 --> 00:50:29,480 Speaker 1: through the things that are going to make them understand 1121 00:50:29,520 --> 00:50:31,800 Speaker 1: these songs in like such a deeper way. It was 1122 00:50:31,840 --> 00:50:35,439 Speaker 1: so cute. They were so adorable anyway that with them 1123 00:50:35,840 --> 00:50:39,440 Speaker 1: there were there was some riff raff going, like they 1124 00:50:39,480 --> 00:50:42,000 Speaker 1: were getting pushed out into the aisle, but they their 1125 00:50:42,120 --> 00:50:44,560 Speaker 1: mom and them like recognized me so that I could 1126 00:50:44,560 --> 00:50:46,040 Speaker 1: tell that they didn't want to be like, hey, will 1127 00:50:46,040 --> 00:50:48,920 Speaker 1: you guys scoot over more? But they didn't realize that 1128 00:50:49,760 --> 00:50:51,520 Speaker 1: we didn't know that they were in the aisle. And 1129 00:50:51,600 --> 00:50:52,759 Speaker 1: as soon as I saw it, I was like, why 1130 00:50:52,760 --> 00:50:54,480 Speaker 1: are you guys in the aisle? And they were like, oh, well, 1131 00:50:54,560 --> 00:50:55,920 Speaker 1: because you guys I think are supposed to be. And 1132 00:50:56,000 --> 00:50:58,200 Speaker 1: I go, why are we over too much? And I 1133 00:50:58,280 --> 00:51:00,920 Speaker 1: was like, oh, there's there's secret people sneaking in there. 1134 00:51:01,040 --> 00:51:05,480 Speaker 1: Oh I fucking they they these. I was so proud 1135 00:51:05,480 --> 00:51:09,840 Speaker 1: of myself because this family of cute girls, these and 1136 00:51:09,960 --> 00:51:12,839 Speaker 1: the two moms watched me go over to the guys 1137 00:51:12,880 --> 00:51:14,600 Speaker 1: on our left and go can I can I ask 1138 00:51:14,600 --> 00:51:16,440 Speaker 1: you what your ticket number is? What seat you are? 1139 00:51:16,600 --> 00:51:18,480 Speaker 3: Okay, so you need to be on these seats and 1140 00:51:18,560 --> 00:51:20,919 Speaker 3: they were like they were so cute. 1141 00:51:20,960 --> 00:51:23,680 Speaker 1: They were like yes. And then last night the same 1142 00:51:23,719 --> 00:51:26,279 Speaker 1: thing happened. My mom was like being shoved over towards me, 1143 00:51:26,360 --> 00:51:28,360 Speaker 1: and I go, why is this happening? I was like, 1144 00:51:28,640 --> 00:51:31,160 Speaker 1: we're five and six, so there should only be four 1145 00:51:31,200 --> 00:51:33,680 Speaker 1: people to your left because we're number five and six. 1146 00:51:33,880 --> 00:51:36,040 Speaker 1: And I counted and I go there's five and I go, 1147 00:51:36,280 --> 00:51:39,440 Speaker 1: what's going on here? And this girl goes, oh, well, 1148 00:51:39,640 --> 00:51:41,000 Speaker 1: oh no, there was four of them, but they were 1149 00:51:41,040 --> 00:51:43,800 Speaker 1: really spread out. And this was during Gracie's set, and 1150 00:51:43,880 --> 00:51:45,719 Speaker 1: she goes, well, I just figured, like, since until this 1151 00:51:45,800 --> 00:51:47,400 Speaker 1: whole row fills in, because no one was on our 1152 00:51:47,440 --> 00:51:48,920 Speaker 1: right side, she was like, we could just spread out, 1153 00:51:48,960 --> 00:51:50,800 Speaker 1: and I go okay, touche, And so my body like 1154 00:51:50,880 --> 00:51:52,400 Speaker 1: lit up in fire because I confronted her and she 1155 00:51:52,520 --> 00:51:54,920 Speaker 1: was like, I just figured until it's you know, they're here, 1156 00:51:55,200 --> 00:51:57,360 Speaker 1: we could spread out, and I'm like okay, and so 1157 00:51:57,520 --> 00:51:59,360 Speaker 1: then I like was like she was right, that's a 1158 00:51:59,400 --> 00:52:02,759 Speaker 1: good idea. But then people started getting there and then 1159 00:52:03,080 --> 00:52:05,200 Speaker 1: this group of people showed up where this woman was 1160 00:52:05,360 --> 00:52:08,680 Speaker 1: and this wasn't even her fucking soul, and the lied. 1161 00:52:09,280 --> 00:52:12,000 Speaker 3: The girl she lied, and she don't trust anybody now 1162 00:52:12,160 --> 00:52:12,879 Speaker 3: the bad My mom. 1163 00:52:12,880 --> 00:52:14,560 Speaker 1: Goes, she is horrible. Bo Nikki, I don't know if 1164 00:52:14,560 --> 00:52:16,680 Speaker 1: I can get through this, and I go it might 1165 00:52:16,719 --> 00:52:19,200 Speaker 1: be me, honestly, because I was reeking last night, so 1166 00:52:19,320 --> 00:52:21,920 Speaker 1: then I was I clocked this woman and then she 1167 00:52:22,480 --> 00:52:24,600 Speaker 1: Then the people to the left of me that filled 1168 00:52:24,640 --> 00:52:26,520 Speaker 1: in where that woman was. That woman stayed, but they 1169 00:52:26,719 --> 00:52:28,560 Speaker 1: she kind of like made friends with the people that 1170 00:52:28,640 --> 00:52:34,160 Speaker 1: were there, maybe, but they were five people. And then 1171 00:52:34,239 --> 00:52:36,640 Speaker 1: and then it was awkward because that woman went away 1172 00:52:36,680 --> 00:52:38,319 Speaker 1: to go buy merch or something, right, and then four 1173 00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:40,719 Speaker 1: people filled in that were really nice, and one of 1174 00:52:40,800 --> 00:52:42,400 Speaker 1: them was like, I love you. 1175 00:52:42,680 --> 00:52:44,120 Speaker 3: I'm such a fan. I just want to don't want 1176 00:52:44,120 --> 00:52:44,520 Speaker 3: to bother you. 1177 00:52:44,719 --> 00:52:47,040 Speaker 1: Love you so much, You're so like, this was so nice, 1178 00:52:47,120 --> 00:52:49,560 Speaker 1: had amazing snake earrings, such a cutie. Loved this girl. 1179 00:52:49,560 --> 00:52:51,239 Speaker 3: I think her name was Katie. Shout out Katie. 1180 00:52:51,880 --> 00:52:55,759 Speaker 1: And then the girl, the annoying woman, came back and 1181 00:52:56,080 --> 00:52:58,040 Speaker 1: squeezed in and was kind of squeezing my mom and 1182 00:52:58,080 --> 00:52:59,640 Speaker 1: I out. And then the people to my right had 1183 00:52:59,640 --> 00:53:01,960 Speaker 1: filled in and we were getting boxed in, and I 1184 00:53:02,080 --> 00:53:04,120 Speaker 1: was like, oh, no, I have to like confront the 1185 00:53:04,239 --> 00:53:06,880 Speaker 1: girl that likes me about her friend and this is 1186 00:53:06,960 --> 00:53:09,239 Speaker 1: going to like make her hate me now. And I 1187 00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:11,320 Speaker 1: was like, but I gotta do it. I gotta do it. 1188 00:53:11,520 --> 00:53:13,560 Speaker 1: So I just like sucked it up and I go 1189 00:53:13,719 --> 00:53:16,760 Speaker 1: I tapped Katie and I go, hey, I'm not trying 1190 00:53:16,880 --> 00:53:20,200 Speaker 1: to be a bitch, but she's gotta go. She's gotta 1191 00:53:20,239 --> 00:53:22,880 Speaker 1: because this girl was clearly didn't belong there, and you 1192 00:53:22,920 --> 00:53:24,080 Speaker 1: could tell that they were kind of like. 1193 00:53:24,320 --> 00:53:26,440 Speaker 4: Thinks like shit and tweak. 1194 00:53:27,120 --> 00:53:30,040 Speaker 1: She so then she moved ahead of us to some 1195 00:53:30,239 --> 00:53:32,080 Speaker 1: empty seats that were in ahead of us, and my 1196 00:53:32,160 --> 00:53:34,600 Speaker 1: mom and I are so distracted by this woman because 1197 00:53:34,800 --> 00:53:37,880 Speaker 1: and now this woman knows I've pushed her out, and 1198 00:53:38,520 --> 00:53:41,279 Speaker 1: she starts filming me because I think she clocks that 1199 00:53:41,400 --> 00:53:43,560 Speaker 1: I'm somewhat her friends recognize me or something, so she 1200 00:53:44,000 --> 00:53:46,319 Speaker 1: almose she filmed you, and I go, I'll film her back, 1201 00:53:46,360 --> 00:53:48,520 Speaker 1: so I've got footage of you. Two bitch, don't even 1202 00:53:48,600 --> 00:53:51,520 Speaker 1: try to get me, and I I know you didn't 1203 00:53:51,560 --> 00:53:53,960 Speaker 1: belong in that section. I know you didn't, so don't 1204 00:53:54,000 --> 00:53:55,520 Speaker 1: try to wrap me out like I was being some 1205 00:53:55,680 --> 00:53:59,560 Speaker 1: kind of like you know, uh, Karen of the twelfth Row. 1206 00:54:00,040 --> 00:54:03,600 Speaker 4: I was just taking advantage because they know that people 1207 00:54:03,640 --> 00:54:05,279 Speaker 4: won't confront them, which is what we were talking about 1208 00:54:05,320 --> 00:54:05,720 Speaker 4: the beginning. 1209 00:54:05,920 --> 00:54:07,839 Speaker 1: It's true because everyone is in a really good mood 1210 00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:09,440 Speaker 1: at these TAILORSWI concerts. And I didn't do it in 1211 00:54:09,520 --> 00:54:11,200 Speaker 1: a rude way. I just said to this Katie, were all, 1212 00:54:11,200 --> 00:54:12,719 Speaker 1: I go, I go, Your friend's gotta go. 1213 00:54:12,840 --> 00:54:13,000 Speaker 4: I go. 1214 00:54:13,080 --> 00:54:14,239 Speaker 3: I'm sorry, I'm not trying to go. 1215 00:54:14,520 --> 00:54:16,560 Speaker 1: Because I would have gone up to a guy in 1216 00:54:16,640 --> 00:54:18,440 Speaker 1: one of the shirts that works there and said, hey, 1217 00:54:18,480 --> 00:54:20,040 Speaker 1: will you check the girl in the blue shirts ticket? 1218 00:54:20,080 --> 00:54:21,759 Speaker 3: Because I know she doesn't belong here, And I wanted 1219 00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:22,719 Speaker 3: to do it for a couple of people. 1220 00:54:22,880 --> 00:54:24,200 Speaker 1: But you know what, I didn't do it for the 1221 00:54:24,239 --> 00:54:26,200 Speaker 1: guy who I said, Phil, saw do it later and 1222 00:54:26,239 --> 00:54:28,759 Speaker 1: fill in a row because he knew every word to 1223 00:54:28,800 --> 00:54:30,560 Speaker 1: every song, and I go, he's a true swiftye and 1224 00:54:30,640 --> 00:54:33,239 Speaker 1: he deserves to be here. This woman was just like 1225 00:54:33,680 --> 00:54:37,480 Speaker 1: filming obnoxiously, not really singing the words, and was just annoying. 1226 00:54:37,560 --> 00:54:39,920 Speaker 1: And she just reminded me of everyone who takes advantage 1227 00:54:39,960 --> 00:54:41,840 Speaker 1: of the system and is always trying to get a 1228 00:54:41,920 --> 00:54:44,960 Speaker 1: deal on everything and scam the system. She reminds me 1229 00:54:44,960 --> 00:54:46,600 Speaker 1: of my mom's friend who always used to make us 1230 00:54:46,640 --> 00:54:48,719 Speaker 1: lie about our age to sneak into a water park 1231 00:54:48,719 --> 00:54:50,840 Speaker 1: so we could go in under like the kids under twelve, 1232 00:54:51,440 --> 00:54:53,400 Speaker 1: you know. So I was like thirteen having to pretend 1233 00:54:53,480 --> 00:54:55,239 Speaker 1: I was like ten, and it was just it made 1234 00:54:55,239 --> 00:54:57,320 Speaker 1: me feel so bad, and I'm like, why can't you 1235 00:54:57,520 --> 00:55:00,480 Speaker 1: just do the right thing, go to the. 1236 00:55:00,480 --> 00:55:01,560 Speaker 3: Water park if you can't afford it. 1237 00:55:02,239 --> 00:55:04,759 Speaker 1: I know it sucks, but like, just don't make me 1238 00:55:04,960 --> 00:55:07,680 Speaker 1: do something illegal what I don't want to. So anyway, 1239 00:55:07,880 --> 00:55:11,040 Speaker 1: I was feeling lit up, but I fucking confronted her 1240 00:55:11,040 --> 00:55:13,160 Speaker 1: and I felt so good about it. And then the 1241 00:55:13,239 --> 00:55:15,120 Speaker 1: woman next to me on the right, she was whipping 1242 00:55:15,120 --> 00:55:17,319 Speaker 1: her hair around and she was she had amazing hair. 1243 00:55:17,360 --> 00:55:18,480 Speaker 3: I would have been whipping it too, and it was 1244 00:55:18,480 --> 00:55:19,359 Speaker 3: whipping me in the face. 1245 00:55:19,600 --> 00:55:21,120 Speaker 1: Do you think I gave a shit? No? Because she 1246 00:55:21,239 --> 00:55:24,200 Speaker 1: belonged there and that was her seat, and good for you, 1247 00:55:24,400 --> 00:55:26,879 Speaker 1: older woman for having such lush, thick hair. 1248 00:55:27,280 --> 00:55:27,880 Speaker 3: Was I annoyed? 1249 00:55:28,280 --> 00:55:31,120 Speaker 1: Yes? Would I have maybe said something or like been 1250 00:55:31,160 --> 00:55:33,000 Speaker 1: kind of a bitch and been like m because I 1251 00:55:33,080 --> 00:55:34,680 Speaker 1: was in such a bad mood and I was tired. 1252 00:55:35,040 --> 00:55:36,680 Speaker 1: I was starting to go that way and then I 1253 00:55:36,920 --> 00:55:41,160 Speaker 1: let the concert like sink or the mushrooms sink into 1254 00:55:41,239 --> 00:55:43,360 Speaker 1: my bones, and then I was filled. 1255 00:55:44,320 --> 00:55:46,800 Speaker 3: No, I micro does, but it didn't really make me 1256 00:55:47,000 --> 00:55:47,600 Speaker 3: feel anything. 1257 00:55:47,719 --> 00:55:51,600 Speaker 1: I will say that final thought being at a Tailor 1258 00:55:51,640 --> 00:55:53,960 Speaker 1: Swift show, like you just have to recalibrate and kind 1259 00:55:53,960 --> 00:55:56,440 Speaker 1: of reset because I was so hot after I had 1260 00:55:56,520 --> 00:55:59,000 Speaker 1: that confrontation, because I felt awkward and I felt like 1261 00:55:59,080 --> 00:56:01,200 Speaker 1: I was being like the rude person, but I wasn't. 1262 00:56:01,239 --> 00:56:02,640 Speaker 1: I really didn't do it in a rude way, but 1263 00:56:02,680 --> 00:56:04,560 Speaker 1: I just felt like my mom was too scared to 1264 00:56:04,600 --> 00:56:05,680 Speaker 1: say something. So I had to be the one that 1265 00:56:05,719 --> 00:56:08,479 Speaker 1: stepped up. And I was like and oh and shout 1266 00:56:08,520 --> 00:56:10,719 Speaker 1: out to the girls. And so I got recognized by 1267 00:56:10,800 --> 00:56:13,279 Speaker 1: like everyone around my section because one person does, and 1268 00:56:13,360 --> 00:56:14,759 Speaker 1: then the other people are like, oh, who is that? 1269 00:56:14,880 --> 00:56:17,000 Speaker 3: And then and it looks like I like like this. 1270 00:56:17,160 --> 00:56:18,960 Speaker 1: I promise to God, I do not go to a 1271 00:56:19,040 --> 00:56:21,359 Speaker 1: Taylor Swift so thinking I will be recognized. If I did, 1272 00:56:21,440 --> 00:56:23,640 Speaker 1: I would have tried to look way cuter. I swear 1273 00:56:23,680 --> 00:56:25,560 Speaker 1: to God, I was like embarrassed when I met Renee. 1274 00:56:26,080 --> 00:56:28,080 Speaker 1: She was like, I just want to say, you talk 1275 00:56:28,120 --> 00:56:30,759 Speaker 1: about your looks sometimes and you're so beautiful. She said. 1276 00:56:30,840 --> 00:56:32,880 Speaker 1: That made me so happy, Renee, when you said that, Like, 1277 00:56:33,000 --> 00:56:34,719 Speaker 1: I know that's like a dumb thing to get so 1278 00:56:34,840 --> 00:56:37,200 Speaker 1: excited about, but like I felt like I looked like 1279 00:56:37,400 --> 00:56:39,400 Speaker 1: trash last night because I did I was tired, and 1280 00:56:39,480 --> 00:56:41,560 Speaker 1: I like barely did my makeup and I was trying 1281 00:56:41,600 --> 00:56:42,719 Speaker 1: with my hair and then I just had to put 1282 00:56:42,719 --> 00:56:44,000 Speaker 1: it up in a clip because it was just so 1283 00:56:44,280 --> 00:56:46,759 Speaker 1: my hair is so thin and like frizzy, and like 1284 00:56:47,760 --> 00:56:51,480 Speaker 1: like it's giving postmenopausal woman. Lately, my hair is just 1285 00:56:51,560 --> 00:56:53,279 Speaker 1: like kind of giving up on me and becoming like 1286 00:56:53,400 --> 00:56:56,759 Speaker 1: what older women's hair becomes eventually, no no shade, Like 1287 00:56:56,840 --> 00:56:59,839 Speaker 1: that's just what it is. When you get older, your 1288 00:56:59,840 --> 00:57:01,880 Speaker 1: hair gets dryer and thinner, and that's like what my 1289 00:57:01,920 --> 00:57:03,160 Speaker 1: hair is doing. And I was so sad about it. 1290 00:57:03,239 --> 00:57:05,120 Speaker 1: But Renee like made me feel so good when she 1291 00:57:05,200 --> 00:57:05,480 Speaker 1: said that. 1292 00:57:06,320 --> 00:57:07,840 Speaker 3: She was like, You're so beautiful. 1293 00:57:08,120 --> 00:57:10,360 Speaker 1: But I so I was getting like a lot of 1294 00:57:10,360 --> 00:57:11,640 Speaker 1: people being like can I get a picture? Can I 1295 00:57:11,680 --> 00:57:13,320 Speaker 1: get a picture? It was really very nice in it. 1296 00:57:13,440 --> 00:57:17,560 Speaker 1: It Honestly, I don't usually depend on being recognized to 1297 00:57:17,640 --> 00:57:20,880 Speaker 1: lift my spirits. But it really helped last night because 1298 00:57:20,880 --> 00:57:23,800 Speaker 1: I was really depressed and I had just watched Gray Abrams, 1299 00:57:23,840 --> 00:57:25,240 Speaker 1: who's one of the most beautiful people in the world 1300 00:57:25,280 --> 00:57:27,560 Speaker 1: and most talented people in the world, and I actually 1301 00:57:27,640 --> 00:57:28,480 Speaker 1: that lifted my spirits. 1302 00:57:28,520 --> 00:57:31,040 Speaker 3: She's just so sweet and so good. But I was 1303 00:57:31,120 --> 00:57:31,880 Speaker 3: kind of coming out of it. 1304 00:57:31,960 --> 00:57:33,640 Speaker 1: But I was like in this like kind of malaise 1305 00:57:33,720 --> 00:57:35,520 Speaker 1: right before Taylor began, because I was like, I have 1306 00:57:35,600 --> 00:57:37,880 Speaker 1: a marathon to run right now, and I am not 1307 00:57:38,600 --> 00:57:41,160 Speaker 1: and I am I'm not gonna appreciate it the way 1308 00:57:41,240 --> 00:57:43,080 Speaker 1: that I know some people would in the twelfth row. 1309 00:57:43,160 --> 00:57:45,640 Speaker 1: But man, everyone being so excited to meet me and 1310 00:57:45,680 --> 00:57:47,800 Speaker 1: then us like all talking about Taylor and about how 1311 00:57:47,840 --> 00:57:50,760 Speaker 1: exciting it was really like got me back on board 1312 00:57:50,880 --> 00:57:52,400 Speaker 1: to be like, oh my god, I'm at a fucking 1313 00:57:52,400 --> 00:57:54,640 Speaker 1: Taylor's show. I'm at the last one that's ever happening 1314 00:57:54,680 --> 00:57:56,600 Speaker 1: in the United States of America because she's going to 1315 00:57:56,640 --> 00:58:00,200 Speaker 1: Canada next. This is like so fun and I the 1316 00:58:00,320 --> 00:58:04,040 Speaker 1: best time, and and then I will say that every 1317 00:58:04,240 --> 00:58:05,600 Speaker 1: There was a guy next to us that had an 1318 00:58:05,640 --> 00:58:07,400 Speaker 1: ear piece in like he was kind of down the 1319 00:58:07,520 --> 00:58:10,360 Speaker 1: row and he had like, oh, you know like like 1320 00:58:10,600 --> 00:58:15,200 Speaker 1: musicians wear yeah with a little twinyar mond little yeah yeah. 1321 00:58:15,240 --> 00:58:16,800 Speaker 1: And they had like the little like you know how 1322 00:58:17,480 --> 00:58:21,520 Speaker 1: phone home phones used to have the curly cute, like yeah, yeah, 1323 00:58:21,520 --> 00:58:23,800 Speaker 1: the curly cord. It had the curly cord coming out 1324 00:58:23,880 --> 00:58:28,880 Speaker 1: going down to some pack that security And no, dude, 1325 00:58:28,880 --> 00:58:31,640 Speaker 1: he was just wearing a regular shirt and looked like 1326 00:58:31,680 --> 00:58:34,959 Speaker 1: a regular guy. And so the girls behind me shout 1327 00:58:35,000 --> 00:58:37,680 Speaker 1: out to the Chicago girls. All of them have first graders, 1328 00:58:37,720 --> 00:58:39,680 Speaker 1: and they all met through their first grade children, and 1329 00:58:39,720 --> 00:58:41,920 Speaker 1: they're all moms that ditched their first graders who desperately 1330 00:58:41,960 --> 00:58:43,480 Speaker 1: wanted to go see Taylor and be like, no, whe're 1331 00:58:43,560 --> 00:58:46,520 Speaker 1: going because we're adults. And they were so cute. I 1332 00:58:46,600 --> 00:58:48,560 Speaker 1: forget all your names, but you were so fun One 1333 00:58:48,600 --> 00:58:50,520 Speaker 1: of you was like so funny because we were talking 1334 00:58:50,520 --> 00:58:55,160 Speaker 1: about talking shit about like celebrities or like having opinions 1335 00:58:55,160 --> 00:58:56,919 Speaker 1: about stuff, and I go, that's the one thing about 1336 00:58:56,960 --> 00:58:58,480 Speaker 1: being a celebrity that kind of sucks is that you 1337 00:58:58,600 --> 00:59:01,640 Speaker 1: can't shit on celebrities anymore, Like you can't have a 1338 00:59:02,160 --> 00:59:05,040 Speaker 1: strong opinions about things sucking because and she goes, oh, yeah, 1339 00:59:05,080 --> 00:59:07,280 Speaker 1: that's why I'm not a celebrity, is because I'm choosing. 1340 00:59:07,840 --> 00:59:10,040 Speaker 1: I'm choosing like I want to just keep my right 1341 00:59:10,120 --> 00:59:12,440 Speaker 1: to like talk shit. And that's why otherwise i'd be famous. 1342 00:59:12,480 --> 00:59:14,200 Speaker 1: She was really funny. I think you would be. You're 1343 00:59:14,280 --> 00:59:17,280 Speaker 1: really funny. Anyway, they were like, what's the deal with 1344 00:59:17,360 --> 00:59:18,600 Speaker 1: the guy with the earpiece? And and I was like, 1345 00:59:18,640 --> 00:59:19,840 Speaker 1: I don't know. And we were kind of like what 1346 00:59:19,960 --> 00:59:23,080 Speaker 1: could he be speculating security? Like we also did like 1347 00:59:23,120 --> 00:59:25,640 Speaker 1: the security is he like out here like monitoring things 1348 00:59:25,680 --> 00:59:26,720 Speaker 1: for Taylor or whatever? 1349 00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:29,520 Speaker 3: And then I was like, I don't know. I would 1350 00:59:29,560 --> 00:59:29,880 Speaker 3: love to know. 1351 00:59:29,960 --> 00:59:32,200 Speaker 1: And then the girls in front of me were like, wait, Nikki, 1352 00:59:32,400 --> 00:59:34,360 Speaker 1: who do you think that guy is? Like what the 1353 00:59:34,600 --> 00:59:36,480 Speaker 1: thing is here? And I was like, oh my god, 1354 00:59:36,680 --> 00:59:38,680 Speaker 1: no one here, I go. I don't know, Like should 1355 00:59:38,680 --> 00:59:39,960 Speaker 1: I ask him? They were like you're the only one 1356 00:59:40,000 --> 00:59:41,920 Speaker 1: who could. And I was like, you guys are right. 1357 00:59:42,720 --> 00:59:44,680 Speaker 1: And it gave me so much confidence as the girl 1358 00:59:44,720 --> 00:59:47,360 Speaker 1: who's already confronted two people within five days. 1359 00:59:48,120 --> 00:59:49,320 Speaker 3: I was like I can do this. 1360 00:59:49,840 --> 00:59:54,480 Speaker 1: And so I go, sir, I go, what's going on? 1361 00:59:54,720 --> 00:59:57,560 Speaker 1: We're dying to know what's going on with the earpiece? 1362 00:59:57,640 --> 01:00:01,200 Speaker 3: Yeah? Three people, and he goes, I'm with the. 1363 01:00:01,240 --> 01:00:03,200 Speaker 1: Local news affiliate and I have a live hit at 1364 01:00:03,280 --> 01:00:05,640 Speaker 1: eleven and I was like ah, and then I got 1365 01:00:05,680 --> 01:00:07,240 Speaker 1: the answer and then I brought it back to all 1366 01:00:07,240 --> 01:00:08,560 Speaker 1: the girls and they were so happy and it made 1367 01:00:08,560 --> 01:00:11,320 Speaker 1: me feel so good that I was like the because 1368 01:00:11,360 --> 01:00:15,120 Speaker 1: everybody made him feel Yeah, and he was like, are 1369 01:00:15,120 --> 01:00:15,840 Speaker 1: you unique? Glazer? 1370 01:00:15,880 --> 01:00:18,200 Speaker 3: And so that was another and it was another nice thing. 1371 01:00:18,240 --> 01:00:20,360 Speaker 1: It was so sweet. Also, Rory Scovell was at the 1372 01:00:20,400 --> 01:00:22,840 Speaker 1: show and I think he just wrote me as a joke, 1373 01:00:22,880 --> 01:00:24,280 Speaker 1: being like am I going to see you tonight? 1374 01:00:24,320 --> 01:00:25,920 Speaker 3: And I go, yep, I'm headed in right now. 1375 01:00:26,000 --> 01:00:29,120 Speaker 1: He's like, no way. And then I didn't get to 1376 01:00:29,120 --> 01:00:30,840 Speaker 1: see him see him, but he was there and that 1377 01:00:31,000 --> 01:00:34,200 Speaker 1: was cool, and uh, it was It was just a 1378 01:00:34,240 --> 01:00:36,280 Speaker 1: great show. We thought post Malone was going to come 1379 01:00:36,320 --> 01:00:39,280 Speaker 1: out for Fortnite and he didn't. 1380 01:00:40,160 --> 01:00:40,840 Speaker 3: This is so funny. 1381 01:00:40,920 --> 01:00:44,880 Speaker 1: Last show of the US in the US, and then 1382 01:00:44,920 --> 01:00:50,800 Speaker 1: went to Montreal, Toronto, Montreal, and then yeah, after that, 1383 01:00:51,040 --> 01:00:53,920 Speaker 1: no more and then it's done and then December eighth 1384 01:00:54,000 --> 01:00:56,040 Speaker 1: is the last show I'm going to in Vancouver. It's 1385 01:00:56,040 --> 01:00:56,920 Speaker 1: the last show of the tour. 1386 01:00:57,880 --> 01:00:59,360 Speaker 3: Yeah, how are you feeling about that? 1387 01:01:01,160 --> 01:01:04,040 Speaker 1: This was my twenty first show and Vancouver will be 1388 01:01:04,120 --> 01:01:05,960 Speaker 1: my twenty second. It would have been my twenty fourth 1389 01:01:06,000 --> 01:01:12,320 Speaker 1: had Vienna shows happened. It's I am it's time. It's 1390 01:01:12,480 --> 01:01:15,240 Speaker 1: you know what, it's it's time for it to be over. 1391 01:01:15,320 --> 01:01:17,800 Speaker 1: For me. I think that I'm like starting to have 1392 01:01:19,400 --> 01:01:22,080 Speaker 1: a little bit of like I'm gonna I'm having withdraw, 1393 01:01:22,280 --> 01:01:24,720 Speaker 1: like a little bit of a malaise because I'm sad 1394 01:01:24,760 --> 01:01:26,280 Speaker 1: that it's gonna go away. Like I have a joke 1395 01:01:26,320 --> 01:01:28,440 Speaker 1: in my act right now about like killing myself and 1396 01:01:29,200 --> 01:01:31,600 Speaker 1: how the if you look at the crime scene, you 1397 01:01:31,640 --> 01:01:34,240 Speaker 1: would guess that I killed myself because of some reason. 1398 01:01:34,280 --> 01:01:36,200 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna give it away, but it's funny and 1399 01:01:36,280 --> 01:01:38,160 Speaker 1: everyone's I go, everyone's gonna think I did it because 1400 01:01:38,200 --> 01:01:38,360 Speaker 1: of that. 1401 01:01:38,400 --> 01:01:38,680 Speaker 4: But it's not. 1402 01:01:38,720 --> 01:01:40,680 Speaker 3: I didn't kill myself. That I kill myself because the 1403 01:01:40,680 --> 01:01:41,439 Speaker 3: arastor ended. 1404 01:01:41,640 --> 01:01:43,320 Speaker 1: And it's a joke, but it's kind of not because 1405 01:01:43,320 --> 01:01:46,720 Speaker 1: I realized aristor when you really boil it down. For me, 1406 01:01:46,920 --> 01:01:49,480 Speaker 1: it has been It's an intense dopamine hit and I 1407 01:01:49,640 --> 01:01:54,080 Speaker 1: am addicted to dopamine. It's whatever because I have ADHD 1408 01:01:54,200 --> 01:01:56,600 Speaker 1: shout out to Paris Hilton in her song Adhd. Anyone 1409 01:01:56,600 --> 01:01:58,680 Speaker 1: who has ADHD should give it a listen. It's so 1410 01:01:58,840 --> 01:02:00,080 Speaker 1: fucking good, It's so oh. 1411 01:02:00,200 --> 01:02:01,000 Speaker 3: I love it so much. 1412 01:02:01,560 --> 01:02:05,280 Speaker 1: But I crave dopamine, whether it's through pot, whether it's 1413 01:02:05,360 --> 01:02:10,840 Speaker 1: through masturbation, whether it's through what caffeine I get. I 1414 01:02:10,960 --> 01:02:11,680 Speaker 1: love dopamine. 1415 01:02:12,040 --> 01:02:13,960 Speaker 4: And that's the lines. 1416 01:02:14,240 --> 01:02:16,400 Speaker 1: I mean, that doesn't I don't know. That doesn't give 1417 01:02:16,440 --> 01:02:20,400 Speaker 1: me dopamine. It's like it it gives me. Yeah, it 1418 01:02:20,400 --> 01:02:22,160 Speaker 1: gives me like a sense of purpose at first, and 1419 01:02:22,200 --> 01:02:24,880 Speaker 1: then I instantly regret it because I just I don't. 1420 01:02:25,880 --> 01:02:28,040 Speaker 1: Every single time, I start shaking, and then I cower 1421 01:02:28,280 --> 01:02:30,200 Speaker 1: like I don't. I can't go on for more than 1422 01:02:30,240 --> 01:02:32,760 Speaker 1: three seconds of a confrontation at all, Like I'm horrible 1423 01:02:32,800 --> 01:02:35,160 Speaker 1: at it. I shouldn't be doing it. But I realized 1424 01:02:35,160 --> 01:02:37,520 Speaker 1: that Taylor Swift is like three and a half hours 1425 01:02:37,640 --> 01:02:40,560 Speaker 1: of intense dopamine because I was talking about it before, 1426 01:02:40,600 --> 01:02:42,640 Speaker 1: and this is all true. That I get to escape 1427 01:02:42,680 --> 01:02:44,800 Speaker 1: myself and I get to like have a party and 1428 01:02:44,920 --> 01:02:47,960 Speaker 1: dress up and and be and dance and all these things, 1429 01:02:48,000 --> 01:02:50,640 Speaker 1: and those are all absolutely true. But it also is 1430 01:02:50,760 --> 01:02:53,920 Speaker 1: like the build up of anticipation, the excitement. It feels 1431 01:02:54,000 --> 01:02:55,800 Speaker 1: like a crush, you know, it feels like the way 1432 01:02:55,880 --> 01:02:58,440 Speaker 1: I used to feel when I would get crushes on people. 1433 01:02:58,280 --> 01:03:00,360 Speaker 3: And like, oh my god, I'm gonna see this for tonight. 1434 01:03:00,440 --> 01:03:02,360 Speaker 1: I get to get dressed up like it's all it's 1435 01:03:02,400 --> 01:03:06,080 Speaker 1: all dopamine, it's chemicals surging in my fucking brain, and 1436 01:03:06,160 --> 01:03:07,240 Speaker 1: then it's a huge dump. 1437 01:03:07,320 --> 01:03:08,040 Speaker 3: And that's why people. 1438 01:03:08,200 --> 01:03:09,880 Speaker 1: I mean, I've talked to so many Swifties who have 1439 01:03:09,960 --> 01:03:13,160 Speaker 1: gone to one or two shows and they are catatonic afterwards. 1440 01:03:13,440 --> 01:03:15,280 Speaker 1: I have not been because I always have a next 1441 01:03:15,320 --> 01:03:18,680 Speaker 1: one coming, and I think I'm starting to feel like 1442 01:03:19,240 --> 01:03:21,040 Speaker 1: a little bit like what am I going to replace 1443 01:03:21,120 --> 01:03:24,840 Speaker 1: this with? And the answer is Gracie Abrams shows like. 1444 01:03:25,000 --> 01:03:27,760 Speaker 3: That is I'm in it. I'm sold. 1445 01:03:28,160 --> 01:03:33,000 Speaker 1: She's like she's it, she's it for me, and she's 1446 01:03:33,120 --> 01:03:35,880 Speaker 1: just like I could put my energy into that if 1447 01:03:35,920 --> 01:03:39,400 Speaker 1: I want to next as long as she tours and 1448 01:03:39,520 --> 01:03:42,840 Speaker 1: keeps touring. But it's yeah, I'm feeling I'm feeling like 1449 01:03:42,920 --> 01:03:45,200 Speaker 1: it's it's time for Taylor to have a break, and 1450 01:03:45,240 --> 01:03:47,840 Speaker 1: it's time for me to have a break because I 1451 01:03:48,000 --> 01:03:51,720 Speaker 1: have done. There'll be twenty two shows in I think 1452 01:03:51,720 --> 01:03:53,720 Speaker 1: a year and a half, or maybe over a year 1453 01:03:53,720 --> 01:03:56,920 Speaker 1: and a half, maybe a year and eight months, and 1454 01:03:58,080 --> 01:03:59,720 Speaker 1: it's felt like a huge part of my life. 1455 01:04:00,000 --> 01:04:03,479 Speaker 3: You're in eight months is how much of my life? 1456 01:04:03,640 --> 01:04:05,880 Speaker 4: I'm forty seventy. 1457 01:04:07,040 --> 01:04:09,880 Speaker 1: Thank you for that, Math, and I just I've always 1458 01:04:09,920 --> 01:04:11,800 Speaker 1: trusted you with math, Brian, and I love that I 1459 01:04:11,880 --> 01:04:13,160 Speaker 1: can always just count on. 1460 01:04:13,200 --> 01:04:15,000 Speaker 3: You to just do it so quickly and I don't 1461 01:04:15,280 --> 01:04:16,760 Speaker 3: even have to think about it, right because I just 1462 01:04:16,880 --> 01:04:17,640 Speaker 3: know you are okay. 1463 01:04:18,080 --> 01:04:21,320 Speaker 1: So I just checked. It's a big part of my life. 1464 01:04:21,960 --> 01:04:25,840 Speaker 1: I think it would be around uh four percent of 1465 01:04:25,960 --> 01:04:30,560 Speaker 1: my life, right, And so I if you were on 1466 01:04:30,680 --> 01:04:33,520 Speaker 1: the road with her, I'm along with going on your 1467 01:04:33,600 --> 01:04:38,600 Speaker 1: own tour. Yes, I have. I have literally traveled so 1468 01:04:38,920 --> 01:04:40,760 Speaker 1: much to go see her. It's not just like, oh, 1469 01:04:40,840 --> 01:04:42,440 Speaker 1: she happens to be down the street or she's in 1470 01:04:42,520 --> 01:04:45,720 Speaker 1: my town. I have made concerted efforts. So it's it's 1471 01:04:45,800 --> 01:04:52,400 Speaker 1: been exhausting. It's not been easy. For Actually, recently, I've 1472 01:04:52,560 --> 01:04:55,520 Speaker 1: now seen Taylor Swift three sundays in a row and 1473 01:04:55,680 --> 01:04:58,000 Speaker 1: I have and those are cities that I wasn't already 1474 01:04:58,240 --> 01:05:01,600 Speaker 1: in really at all. I had to travel teach to them. 1475 01:05:01,760 --> 01:05:06,640 Speaker 1: So it's been it's like I'm I'm ready to stop, 1476 01:05:07,240 --> 01:05:09,120 Speaker 1: because as long as it's going on, I will keep 1477 01:05:09,240 --> 01:05:10,880 Speaker 1: making the effort. So I'm a little you know, It's 1478 01:05:10,920 --> 01:05:12,400 Speaker 1: like when anything ends that you put a lot of 1479 01:05:12,400 --> 01:05:14,680 Speaker 1: effort into that you enjoy. There's a sadness, but there's 1480 01:05:14,680 --> 01:05:18,040 Speaker 1: also like I need a break, and so I'm excited 1481 01:05:18,080 --> 01:05:18,560 Speaker 1: to see. 1482 01:05:18,400 --> 01:05:20,880 Speaker 3: What happens next. But it's I don't regret any of it. 1483 01:05:20,960 --> 01:05:23,800 Speaker 1: I'm so excited that I got to witness one of 1484 01:05:23,880 --> 01:05:28,000 Speaker 1: the best, you know, performances that has ever been seen. 1485 01:05:28,160 --> 01:05:30,880 Speaker 1: Like people who you know, professionally review this kind of 1486 01:05:30,920 --> 01:05:33,479 Speaker 1: stuff and have gone to shows their whole lives. Ringo 1487 01:05:33,640 --> 01:05:35,720 Speaker 1: Star is saying like he hasn't witnessed anything like this 1488 01:05:35,800 --> 01:05:39,200 Speaker 1: since Beatlemania, So it's really cool that I was able 1489 01:05:39,240 --> 01:05:45,320 Speaker 1: to see so many of these groundbreaking, like seminal performances. 1490 01:05:45,520 --> 01:05:48,160 Speaker 1: And I think she has done like by the end 1491 01:05:48,200 --> 01:05:51,240 Speaker 1: of it, like one hundred and eighty or seventy or 1492 01:05:51,280 --> 01:05:53,560 Speaker 1: something like that, and so I will see have seen 1493 01:05:53,600 --> 01:05:54,480 Speaker 1: a huge chunk of it. 1494 01:05:54,560 --> 01:05:55,880 Speaker 3: And it's just been so much fun. 1495 01:05:55,920 --> 01:05:58,720 Speaker 1: And I don't know what will come next for me 1496 01:05:58,840 --> 01:06:00,200 Speaker 1: to replace it with, but I think I'll just go 1497 01:06:00,280 --> 01:06:02,560 Speaker 1: to more shows, more football games, just more things where 1498 01:06:02,560 --> 01:06:05,000 Speaker 1: I can be around crowds and have and stick up 1499 01:06:05,080 --> 01:06:10,800 Speaker 1: for proper seating techniques and enforce the laws of ticket 1500 01:06:10,800 --> 01:06:11,360 Speaker 1: your calling. 1501 01:06:11,520 --> 01:06:13,280 Speaker 4: You should be a security guard usher. 1502 01:06:13,960 --> 01:06:16,240 Speaker 1: I love it. I love just being like, hey, what 1503 01:06:16,440 --> 01:06:19,040 Speaker 1: is sorry, like what's your ticket say? And then being 1504 01:06:19,120 --> 01:06:21,640 Speaker 1: like that's right, that's what I thought, So that's back there. 1505 01:06:22,120 --> 01:06:23,520 Speaker 1: And people have done it to me when I've like 1506 01:06:23,600 --> 01:06:26,640 Speaker 1: gotten the wrong seat and planes where they're like, what's 1507 01:06:26,680 --> 01:06:28,320 Speaker 1: see it are you? They're really friendly about it, and 1508 01:06:28,400 --> 01:06:31,360 Speaker 1: you're like, oh, I'm you know, thirteen D and they're like, 1509 01:06:31,640 --> 01:06:35,160 Speaker 1: well this is fourteen D and you go and you like, oh, 1510 01:06:35,320 --> 01:06:37,200 Speaker 1: it just takes the window in yourself so much and 1511 01:06:37,280 --> 01:06:39,280 Speaker 1: you're so confident, and I already have my sleep mask 1512 01:06:39,400 --> 01:06:41,400 Speaker 1: on and my pillow out, my dog is stucked under 1513 01:06:41,440 --> 01:06:42,280 Speaker 1: the seat, and I'd like get it. 1514 01:06:42,480 --> 01:06:44,400 Speaker 4: Oh, you gotta double down. You gotta be like, well, 1515 01:06:44,480 --> 01:06:46,560 Speaker 4: I'm gonna stay here because this is what I wanted. 1516 01:06:46,920 --> 01:06:48,720 Speaker 1: Okay. What do you think about when you get on 1517 01:06:48,760 --> 01:06:50,960 Speaker 1: a plane and someone's sitting on your seat and they 1518 01:06:51,200 --> 01:06:52,640 Speaker 1: are go, can you just take the aisle? 1519 01:06:52,720 --> 01:06:55,880 Speaker 4: And you go no, well not if you are like 1520 01:06:56,040 --> 01:06:58,600 Speaker 4: switching your position, like going from aisle to the window 1521 01:06:58,720 --> 01:06:59,040 Speaker 4: or something. 1522 01:06:59,080 --> 01:07:00,960 Speaker 1: Like that, Yeah, like I don't want an aisle, I 1523 01:07:01,080 --> 01:07:01,680 Speaker 1: want a window. 1524 01:07:01,840 --> 01:07:04,120 Speaker 4: They can't switch you there. But if they're switching you 1525 01:07:04,240 --> 01:07:04,480 Speaker 4: for me. 1526 01:07:04,560 --> 01:07:08,000 Speaker 1: These people seemed very annoyed. And thank you to the 1527 01:07:08,040 --> 01:07:11,400 Speaker 1: flight attendant who looked at me like they go, can 1528 01:07:11,480 --> 01:07:14,120 Speaker 1: you just and he looked at me like no, because 1529 01:07:14,160 --> 01:07:15,720 Speaker 1: you bought the seat you want it, And I go, 1530 01:07:16,200 --> 01:07:18,960 Speaker 1: I beg you and like when I did it, by 1531 01:07:18,960 --> 01:07:20,680 Speaker 1: the scene, I wanted a first class seat, but I 1532 01:07:20,760 --> 01:07:24,280 Speaker 1: bought a seat that was available, and they seemed very 1533 01:07:24,320 --> 01:07:26,040 Speaker 1: bothered by me. And then they were even more bothered 1534 01:07:26,040 --> 01:07:27,520 Speaker 1: when I was like, can I go to the bathroom 1535 01:07:27,560 --> 01:07:30,800 Speaker 1: and had to like climb over them. They're like, see, 1536 01:07:30,840 --> 01:07:32,240 Speaker 1: we told you should take the aisle, but I don't 1537 01:07:32,240 --> 01:07:34,200 Speaker 1: want the issle because I can't lean on the goddamn window. 1538 01:07:36,520 --> 01:07:40,040 Speaker 3: That's it for the show today. We'll be back tomorrow. Tomorrow. 1539 01:07:40,120 --> 01:07:43,720 Speaker 1: Will know something, I mean, we won't know anything because 1540 01:07:43,760 --> 01:07:45,560 Speaker 1: we'll be recording it on a Tuesday, but when you 1541 01:07:45,720 --> 01:07:48,400 Speaker 1: listen to it, something will be known. 1542 01:07:49,080 --> 01:07:51,320 Speaker 4: Yeah, nothing will be known by the time we record 1543 01:07:51,440 --> 01:07:53,200 Speaker 4: this tomorrow, which is knowable. 1544 01:07:53,320 --> 01:07:57,000 Speaker 1: Things will be known, I think, will know things that 1545 01:07:57,320 --> 01:07:58,520 Speaker 1: give us more uncertainty. 1546 01:07:58,680 --> 01:08:00,320 Speaker 4: Well, here's one thing that I think we're going to 1547 01:08:00,400 --> 01:08:04,520 Speaker 4: know pretty soon. Well, I will know pretty early because 1548 01:08:04,520 --> 01:08:06,720 Speaker 4: I hear that they're really good at counting votes. Some 1549 01:08:06,840 --> 01:08:10,240 Speaker 4: states are better than others, California being maybe the slowest 1550 01:08:10,280 --> 01:08:13,280 Speaker 4: in the nation accounting votes. But we will probably know 1551 01:08:13,480 --> 01:08:16,439 Speaker 4: who's going to control the Senate by the middle of 1552 01:08:16,560 --> 01:08:18,320 Speaker 4: the week, by Tuesday or Wednesday. 1553 01:08:18,760 --> 01:08:23,120 Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, hold your breath, Everyone say a prayer. My 1554 01:08:23,240 --> 01:08:25,439 Speaker 1: mom was like praying to God that Trump would win, 1555 01:08:25,479 --> 01:08:29,280 Speaker 1: And I go, Mom, if prayer is what makes whoever win, 1556 01:08:29,439 --> 01:08:31,479 Speaker 1: I think they're going to win because I think they're 1557 01:08:31,560 --> 01:08:34,240 Speaker 1: doing I think their side is a lot more people 1558 01:08:34,360 --> 01:08:36,320 Speaker 1: pray and do a God. And let me remind you 1559 01:08:36,400 --> 01:08:38,439 Speaker 1: of the Ricky Gervais joke that I heard the other day. 1560 01:08:38,880 --> 01:08:42,479 Speaker 1: That was the arrogance it takes to pray to a 1561 01:08:42,520 --> 01:08:44,800 Speaker 1: god who didn't stop the Holocaust so he can help 1562 01:08:44,840 --> 01:08:47,240 Speaker 1: you find your keys. And I just want to remind 1563 01:08:47,280 --> 01:08:51,559 Speaker 1: people of that, because that, really, that just says it all. Yeah, 1564 01:08:51,720 --> 01:08:53,960 Speaker 1: it says it all. And then when he also told Colbert, 1565 01:08:54,160 --> 01:08:57,280 Speaker 1: he was like, you don't believe in every god that exists, 1566 01:08:57,320 --> 01:08:59,160 Speaker 1: you believe in one God? Right? He said, yes, Well, 1567 01:08:59,200 --> 01:09:01,760 Speaker 1: there's about three thousd gods, so you don't believe in 1568 01:09:01,840 --> 01:09:04,439 Speaker 1: two nine and ninety nine gods as an atheist, I 1569 01:09:04,560 --> 01:09:06,720 Speaker 1: just believe don't believe in one more god than you don't. 1570 01:09:07,200 --> 01:09:08,160 Speaker 3: And I really like that too. 1571 01:09:08,439 --> 01:09:10,400 Speaker 1: Shout out to Ricky Gervais. I can't get enough of 1572 01:09:10,439 --> 01:09:13,840 Speaker 1: his clips. He is amazing and I agree with almost 1573 01:09:13,880 --> 01:09:14,599 Speaker 1: everything he says. 1574 01:09:15,160 --> 01:09:16,400 Speaker 3: I love I love a. 1575 01:09:16,840 --> 01:09:20,000 Speaker 1: Mean vegan, or like, I love not a mean vegan, 1576 01:09:20,040 --> 01:09:21,560 Speaker 1: but I love a guy that is like known for 1577 01:09:21,680 --> 01:09:25,719 Speaker 1: being like really brash and saying like cunning, yeah, cunning, 1578 01:09:25,800 --> 01:09:28,920 Speaker 1: and cutting things. And then he also like loves animals, 1579 01:09:29,280 --> 01:09:31,200 Speaker 1: and maybe I like that because that's myself. 1580 01:09:31,520 --> 01:09:34,680 Speaker 3: I have so much empathy bleeding with it. 1581 01:09:35,479 --> 01:09:38,120 Speaker 1: But don't cut me in line, and don't talk about 1582 01:09:38,200 --> 01:09:40,400 Speaker 1: kids getting surgery in schools, because I will have about 1583 01:09:40,400 --> 01:09:42,000 Speaker 1: a sentence to say to you, and then my body 1584 01:09:42,000 --> 01:09:45,160 Speaker 1: will start collapsing on itself and I will crumple into 1585 01:09:45,200 --> 01:09:47,599 Speaker 1: a puddle and prove nothing to anyone in line except 1586 01:09:47,640 --> 01:09:48,679 Speaker 1: that liberals are crazy. 1587 01:09:50,360 --> 01:09:52,360 Speaker 3: Thank you for listening, don't be We'll see you next 1588 01:09:52,400 --> 01:09:53,639 Speaker 3: week or tomorrow. 1589 01:09:54,000 --> 01:09:57,559 Speaker 1: BYEE. 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