WEBVTT - Bonus Ep4: Heaux Tales & Regrets Snippet

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, guys, the secretl Mandy be from the Horrible Decisions podcast,

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<v Speaker 1>listen to podcasts. On this specific episode that I'm sharing

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<v Speaker 1>with you, guys, we kind of got a little ratchet.

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<v Speaker 1>The topic and the horrible decision for this episode was regrets.

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<v Speaker 1>And while we like to sit here and think that

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<v Speaker 1>we learned from each and every mistake, there are some

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<v Speaker 1>things that we regret. So me and Wheezy got into

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<v Speaker 1>quite a few things. It went from regretting things that

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<v Speaker 1>we've done in the bedroom to press partners, to both

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<v Speaker 1>of us fighting in the club. It got pretty intense,

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<v Speaker 1>and our patrons really enjoyed this episode, so I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to give you a clip and check it out here.

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<v Speaker 1>When I was in the studio in Atlanta with them,

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<v Speaker 1>I remember thinking I was there when they made. I

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<v Speaker 1>can't even say it. It's a huge hit. But anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even remember what they I just something I can't.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's funny because when I was in the studio,

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<v Speaker 1>I remember thinking like, this is the coolest thing I'm

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<v Speaker 1>ever gonna do in my life. I remember thinking like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is the coolest shit I've ever done, and like

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<v Speaker 1>now I'm here, I am in this almost dirty body, like, bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>you did what? No, you want to know what? I

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<v Speaker 1>would let that nigga give me ecstasy that he bought

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<v Speaker 1>off of the street. Literally, the drug dealer met up

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<v Speaker 1>with us at a McDonalds. Do not take ecstasy someone's lot,

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like fuck, Like, so it's funny because

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<v Speaker 1>you're regretting that now, something that I regret um which

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<v Speaker 1>thank god I never got stranded, but I was definitely

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<v Speaker 1>getting flown out when I was broke as fuck, so

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<v Speaker 1>had An could not put me on a return flight.

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<v Speaker 1>I did not have the coins to fly myself. Oh

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<v Speaker 1>so listen, oh my god, this flew to Houston. We

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<v Speaker 1>was friends back then, and he flew me there and

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<v Speaker 1>he was like a drug like he was just fucking crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>He was fucking crazy and he was so different on

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<v Speaker 1>the phone that he was when I got there, and

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<v Speaker 1>he was like literally psychoed, like bipolar. Literally I think

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<v Speaker 1>he's diagnosed. Um. And so we got I got to Houston,

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<v Speaker 1>and we ended up like we did some fucking wait

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<v Speaker 1>of course, we went to dinner. We ended up going

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<v Speaker 1>to fucking David Busters. And then the next day like

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<v Speaker 1>he had practiced and he had this and he had that,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was just like bitch. At this time, I've

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<v Speaker 1>never been to Houston. I didn't really have any friends there,

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<v Speaker 1>and I just didn't like the way he treated me.

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<v Speaker 1>And so he came really late that night and then

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<v Speaker 1>went back because I was at a hotel and so

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<v Speaker 1>he had all his ship um in the room and

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<v Speaker 1>he wasn't there when I got my words to go

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<v Speaker 1>to the airport or the taxi because there was no

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<v Speaker 1>Ubers back then. Um this was like two thousand nine.

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<v Speaker 1>So he got me a cab to go to the

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<v Speaker 1>airport and he wasn't there and wasn't there that night,

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<v Speaker 1>and I felt some other fucking type of way. So

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<v Speaker 1>I remember I sold two blackberries last And it's funny

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<v Speaker 1>because I think this is the time there was whatever

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<v Speaker 1>that like there was you stream at that time, and

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<v Speaker 1>so I was on there like, y'all want to size

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<v Speaker 1>six tea pair of shoe. If you a Houston, come,

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<v Speaker 1>y'all could come pick it up. I was so ratchet

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<v Speaker 1>and young and stupid, and I mean I ended up

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<v Speaker 1>selling the ship when I got to Atlanta though, So

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I ended up, you know, coming up off

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<v Speaker 1>that he didn't did. He did get my return flight,

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<v Speaker 1>but he just wasn't at the hotel, like and it

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<v Speaker 1>was just really like and he ended up being with

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<v Speaker 1>his brother, a lad her cousin. I don't know what

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<v Speaker 1>he was, but like he's a little lackey and it

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<v Speaker 1>just was just like, you know, I really just didn't

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<v Speaker 1>vibe with him how I thought I would. I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>but that nigger, you ain't giving no money. I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>make the money. And I kind of just regret at

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<v Speaker 1>that point, um being I guess so not only being

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<v Speaker 1>hood and wratchet and really poor, but being which I was.

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<v Speaker 1>I really regret being poor back then. I mean I

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<v Speaker 1>was eighteen years old, living on my own, had just

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<v Speaker 1>moved to Atlanta, and I think at that point I

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<v Speaker 1>was still in the sense of just being excited about

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<v Speaker 1>being flown out, um, and so just dealing with some

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<v Speaker 1>of the guys I have dealt with in the past,

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<v Speaker 1>I regret now um some things. However, I mean I've

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<v Speaker 1>learned from each of them. So just like I sure,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure you now know not to deal with drug

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<v Speaker 1>dealers or Jamaican DJs. Bitch, we know I'm gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>honest with Jamaican DJs. No you okay, drug dealers? Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>so Jamaican DJ's what did you learn from that situation?

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<v Speaker 1>I know you regret that entire situation. Honestly, just one

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<v Speaker 1>thing comes to mind. They all have children. They all

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<v Speaker 1>have they always have children on the way, So like

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<v Speaker 1>if they don't have one out there somewhere, somebody is

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<v Speaker 1>going to hit you up and beat your ass Like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm the baby mama. Listen. Honestly, like when I was

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<v Speaker 1>growing up, like I would fight a lot. I felt

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<v Speaker 1>like it was always always fighting. It was always in

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<v Speaker 1>high school fighting. I was always fighting in the clubs.

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<v Speaker 1>If y'all listen to episode number one, that's how we met,

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<v Speaker 1>and we met fighting. We met in the club, we

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<v Speaker 1>got kicked out. We didn't know who we was, well,

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<v Speaker 1>she ain't know who she was fight until we both

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<v Speaker 1>got kicked out because Mandy and I had been from

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<v Speaker 1>like MySpace or something something my space and she was

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<v Speaker 1>talking so much Ship. So because I grew up but

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<v Speaker 1>you from the back, no, bitch, I grew up on

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<v Speaker 1>the west side. So I was like, you know what,

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<v Speaker 1>there ain't no more talking, no more talking. But when

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<v Speaker 1>I see you in some one, So bitch ill spotted

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<v Speaker 1>her in the team club because y'all know we was

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<v Speaker 1>at the team club. We was like the DJ was like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh Ship because they was throwing her pony tell across

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<v Speaker 1>and then we left the clubs Um exactly. I think

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<v Speaker 1>that's why you started doing even the rap of like

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<v Speaker 1>you started wrapping up happened to me, and let me

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<v Speaker 1>tell you something funny about it. Um. Following that, I

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<v Speaker 1>remember wearing a half wigs and I beat this girl

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<v Speaker 1>up and I was so proud of myself because it

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<v Speaker 1>was in school. But it didn't count because she had

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<v Speaker 1>my wigs. It never counts if the wig comes off,

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<v Speaker 1>like listen, So this is the girl's lip was busted

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<v Speaker 1>like the ship all over her shirt and I remember

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<v Speaker 1>she had one of the p shirts and it was

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<v Speaker 1>all blood all over it. And then she was like,

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<v Speaker 1>but I got your wig out. That's why I was

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<v Speaker 1>so proud of CARTIV. But she snatched her wig off

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<v Speaker 1>on TV. I was like, let's just get your own

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<v Speaker 1>wig first. Yes, you gotta snatch her. Did I ever

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<v Speaker 1>James tell you about how we were about to get

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<v Speaker 1>in this fight on New Year's No Bro, So James,

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<v Speaker 1>who we had on the horror Phobia episode a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of your favorite episode twenty nine. Me and James are

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<v Speaker 1>together and James is my white friend. That is like, dude,

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<v Speaker 1>white people are terrible, like seriously, like black lives matter,

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<v Speaker 1>like all day every day. White people sock like he

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<v Speaker 1>was just this guy. So we're out in Brooklyn somehow

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<v Speaker 1>getting too this confrontation because we start videotaping this drunk

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<v Speaker 1>dude and the dude woke up. It was like the

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<v Speaker 1>funk you do it? And I was like, James, you

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<v Speaker 1>you don't have to handle this ship because my wig

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<v Speaker 1>cannot come. Not today. I was like, honestly, this wig

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<v Speaker 1>is remember the like and this is the truth. I

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<v Speaker 1>can't get in a fight because if I lose the wig,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll be more upset if it was the world started

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm not even gonna lie. So he's like, dude,

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<v Speaker 1>I got it. So like we're sitting here arguing to dude,

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<v Speaker 1>like I'll beat your bitches ass. And I was like, James,

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<v Speaker 1>hold my like make sure my wig is intact, because

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<v Speaker 1>if I end up getting in this fight, I need

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<v Speaker 1>you to catch it. Hold it, make sure the wig

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<v Speaker 1>is good. Someone else is walking by and I'm looking

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<v Speaker 1>like my wig alright, like it's so funny, like let

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<v Speaker 1>me not get into beef when I have no weave

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<v Speaker 1>and my nails ain't done, because if they're done, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is gonna be an expensive fight. This is gonna

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<v Speaker 1>cost me some fucking money. Like I'm gonna have to

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<v Speaker 1>get my nails redone and I'm gonna have to get

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<v Speaker 1>my hair redne like, but bitch, if it's natural hair,

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<v Speaker 1>holl and I got my little nubs with no acrylics.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I noticed that I paused both more

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<v Speaker 1>when like nothing's going on with Mike, I'm telling you

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<v Speaker 1>the fuck you saying, and then I'd be like fuck her,

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<v Speaker 1>like she doesn't matter. It's when I'm at my heels

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm at one oak, I'm like, I'm not worried

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<v Speaker 1>about this bitch, but let me have just been walking

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<v Speaker 1>to the bodega and y'all won't even believe this is

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<v Speaker 1>an hour long episode. I really hope that you guys

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