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Speaker 1: Hey, guys, the secretl Mandy be from the Horrible Decisions podcast,

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Speaker 1: recordings to the episodes that you guys enjoy wherever you

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Speaker 1: listen to podcasts. On this specific episode that I'm sharing

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Speaker 1: with you, guys, we kind of got a little ratchet.

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Speaker 1: The topic and the horrible decision for this episode was regrets.

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Speaker 1: And while we like to sit here and think that

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Speaker 1: we learned from each and every mistake, there are some

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Speaker 1: things that we regret. So me and Wheezy got into

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Speaker 1: quite a few things. It went from regretting things that

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Speaker 1: we've done in the bedroom to press partners, to both

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Speaker 1: of us fighting in the club. It got pretty intense,

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Speaker 1: and our patrons really enjoyed this episode, so I wanted

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Speaker 1: to give you a clip and check it out here.

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Speaker 1: When I was in the studio in Atlanta with them,

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Speaker 1: I remember thinking I was there when they made. I

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Speaker 1: can't even say it. It's a huge hit. But anyway,

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Speaker 1: I don't even remember what they I just something I can't.

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Speaker 1: So it's funny because when I was in the studio,

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Speaker 1: I remember thinking like, this is the coolest thing I'm

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Speaker 1: ever gonna do in my life. I remember thinking like,

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Speaker 1: this is the coolest shit I've ever done, and like

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Speaker 1: now I'm here, I am in this almost dirty body, like, bitch,

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Speaker 1: you did what? No, you want to know what? I

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Speaker 1: would let that nigga give me ecstasy that he bought

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Speaker 1: off of the street. Literally, the drug dealer met up

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Speaker 1: And I was like fuck, Like, so it's funny because

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Speaker 1: you're regretting that now, something that I regret um which

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Speaker 1: thank god I never got stranded, but I was definitely

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Speaker 1: getting flown out when I was broke as fuck, so

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Speaker 1: had An could not put me on a return flight.

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Speaker 1: I did not have the coins to fly myself. Oh

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Speaker 1: so listen, oh my god, this flew to Houston. We

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Speaker 1: was friends back then, and he flew me there and

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Speaker 1: he was like a drug like he was just fucking crazy.

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Speaker 1: He was fucking crazy and he was so different on

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Speaker 1: he was like literally psychoed, like bipolar. Literally I think

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Speaker 1: he's diagnosed. Um. And so we got I got to Houston,

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Speaker 1: and we ended up like we did some fucking wait

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Speaker 1: of course, we went to dinner. We ended up going

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Speaker 1: to fucking David Busters. And then the next day like

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Speaker 1: and I was just like bitch. At this time, I've

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Speaker 1: never been to Houston. I didn't really have any friends there,

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Speaker 1: and I just didn't like the way he treated me.

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Speaker 1: And so he came really late that night and then

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Speaker 1: he had all his ship um in the room and

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Speaker 1: to the airport or the taxi because there was no

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Speaker 1: Ubers back then. Um this was like two thousand nine.

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Speaker 1: and I felt some other fucking type of way. So

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Speaker 1: I remember I sold two blackberries last And it's funny

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Speaker 1: because I think this is the time there was whatever

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Speaker 1: so I was on there like, y'all want to size

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Speaker 1: six tea pair of shoe. If you a Houston, come,

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Speaker 1: y'all could come pick it up. I was so ratchet

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Speaker 1: that he didn't did. He did get my return flight,

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Speaker 1: was just really like and he ended up being with

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Speaker 1: his brother, a lad her cousin. I don't know what

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Speaker 1: just was just like, you know, I really just didn't

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Speaker 1: I'm sure you now know not to deal with drug

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Speaker 1: dealers or Jamaican DJs. Bitch, we know I'm gonna be

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Speaker 1: honest with Jamaican DJs. No you okay, drug dealers? Yes,

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Speaker 1: so Jamaican DJ's what did you learn from that situation?

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Speaker 1: I know you regret that entire situation. Honestly, just one

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Speaker 1: thing comes to mind. They all have children. They all

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Speaker 1: if they don't have one out there somewhere, somebody is

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Speaker 1: going to hit you up and beat your ass Like

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Speaker 1: I'm the baby mama. Listen. Honestly, like when I was

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Speaker 1: growing up, like I would fight a lot. I felt

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Speaker 1: like it was always always fighting. It was always in

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Speaker 1: high school fighting. I was always fighting in the clubs.

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Speaker 1: If y'all listen to episode number one, that's how we met,

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Speaker 1: and we met fighting. We met in the club, we

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Speaker 1: got kicked out. We didn't know who we was, well,

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Speaker 1: she ain't know who she was fight until we both

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Speaker 1: got kicked out because Mandy and I had been from

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Speaker 1: like MySpace or something something my space and she was

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Speaker 1: talking so much Ship. So because I grew up but

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Speaker 1: the west side. So I was like, you know what,

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Speaker 1: there ain't no more talking, no more talking. But when

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Speaker 1: I see you in some one, So bitch ill spotted

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Speaker 1: her in the team club because y'all know we was

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Speaker 1: at the team club. We was like the DJ was like,

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Speaker 1: and then we left the clubs Um exactly. I think

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Speaker 1: that's why you started doing even the rap of like

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Speaker 1: you started wrapping up happened to me, and let me

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Speaker 1: tell you something funny about it. Um. Following that, I

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Speaker 1: remember wearing a half wigs and I beat this girl

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Speaker 1: was in school. But it didn't count because she had

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Speaker 1: my wigs. It never counts if the wig comes off,

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Speaker 1: like listen, So this is the girl's lip was busted

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Speaker 1: so proud of CARTIV. But she snatched her wig off

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Speaker 1: on TV. I was like, let's just get your own

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Speaker 1: wig first. Yes, you gotta snatch her. Did I ever

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Speaker 1: James tell you about how we were about to get

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Speaker 1: in this fight on New Year's No Bro, So James,

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Speaker 1: who we had on the horror Phobia episode a lot

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Speaker 1: of your favorite episode twenty nine. Me and James are

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Speaker 1: together and James is my white friend. That is like, dude,

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Speaker 1: white people are terrible, like seriously, like black lives matter,

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Speaker 1: like all day every day. White people sock like he

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Speaker 1: getting too this confrontation because we start videotaping this drunk

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Speaker 1: dude and the dude woke up. It was like the

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Speaker 1: funk you do it? And I was like, James, you

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Speaker 1: cannot come. Not today. I was like, honestly, this wig

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Speaker 1: like I'm not even gonna lie. So he's like, dude,

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Speaker 1: if I end up getting in this fight, I need

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Speaker 1: is good. Someone else is walking by and I'm looking

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Speaker 1: like my wig alright, like it's so funny, like let

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Speaker 1: me not get into beef when I have no weave

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