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Speaker 1: Hey, kIPS, fam it's Christopher A. Hazel and this is

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Speaker 1: a throwback. You don't want to miss Country Wayne. Join

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Speaker 1: me on Keep It Positive, sweetie, and gave us more

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Speaker 1: than last. He gave us game, from his hustle in

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Speaker 1: comedy to his faith in God and building an empire

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Speaker 1: from the ground up. Wayne reminded us that consistency, vision,

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Speaker 1: and stand true to yourself really pay off. This episode

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Speaker 1: hit hard for dreamers and doers alike. Let's get into it.

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Speaker 1: Hello and welcome to this episode of Keep It Positive,

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Speaker 1: Sweety Today, I have missus Jesus is Bob and him. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: Country Wayne, Yaayane Coyley, what do you want to be

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Speaker 1: addressed as Dwayne Man?

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Speaker 2: People call me Waynyne. Yeah. People just be like Wayne Wayne.

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Speaker 1: Okay, so Wayne, we got Wayne in the house for sure,

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Speaker 1: better known as Country Wayne. You have a new book

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Speaker 1: out called help Us on the Way. Yeshi is what

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Speaker 1: we titled this episode.

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Speaker 2: Okay, that's what's I.

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Speaker 1: Think about, help Us on the Way. The first thing

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Speaker 1: that comes to mind is that church song.

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Speaker 2: Yeah help Yeah, I can't yeah yeah, Whitney Houston sounding on.

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Speaker 1: She did Yeah. I love her version, so good, so good.

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Speaker 1: Let me just tell people a little bit about you.

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Speaker 1: In case you don't know, count Wayne, you're a comedian

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Speaker 1: of social media personality who was formerly a rapper. I

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Speaker 1: didn't even know that.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I just spit. But it ain't work.

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Speaker 1: It didn't work.

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Speaker 2: Nah. Okay.

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Speaker 1: You're known for your comedy content, which is what how

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Speaker 1: I was introduced to you on Instagram. But you had

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Speaker 1: a video that went viral in twenty fourteen on Facebook.

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Speaker 2: Is that when everything just kind of went Yeah, that's

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Speaker 2: when it, well, they the video took off, but I

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Speaker 2: didn't take off, but I took off with it like

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Speaker 2: I kept working.

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Speaker 1: Saw something.

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Speaker 2: I'm on to something here. Yeah, I already knew for sure.

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Speaker 1: That's good. Okay. You made funny short videos about life's

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Speaker 1: inconvenient and unfortunate moments, and then since twenty fifteen you've

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Speaker 1: been doing stand up comedy, which is really taking off.

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Speaker 1: I've noticed that you're on the road all the time now,

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Speaker 1: and you've appeared in films such as Brazilian Wavy, The Turnaround, Holiday, Heartbreak,

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Speaker 1: and then most recently the movie We did Together, Praise.

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Speaker 2: Praise, Ye Yes, Yes. Some of the other movies you name,

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Speaker 2: I don't even know where they did you do this?

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Speaker 2: One of them? Oh, no, I ain't really do that?

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Speaker 1: Which what?

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Speaker 2: No? No, it was something you know how I beat

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Speaker 2: you know how you first thar, I ain't gonna knock

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Speaker 2: the people moving.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I guess I didn't do that.

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Speaker 2: Don't watch it.

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Speaker 1: That's what we're doing this. We're gonna find these movies

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Speaker 1: that I'll let you know how it goes. Okay, So

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Speaker 1: I remember I met you on the set of Phrase This.

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Speaker 1: You were the DJ. Yeah, you had some really funny

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Speaker 1: moments and that two funny. And you're very quiet on set.

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Speaker 2: Yeah. I'm a quiet person for real. I'm a I'm

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Speaker 1: Mm gotcha. Okay, so you I, I guess you are

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Speaker 1: extroverted when it comes to work. Yeah, but like Wayne

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Speaker 2: I'm chier on real chill because that's how I soak

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Speaker 2: up my content. Okay. I listened to people, so I'm

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Speaker 1: I love that.

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Speaker 2: That's good.

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Speaker 1: So tell me a little bit about you. I know

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Speaker 1: you grew up in a small town in Georgia where

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Speaker 1: at a young age you were exposed to criminal activity.

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Speaker 1: Get into I want to know.

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Speaker 2: A little bit more. Yeah, man, I know. Well, hey,

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Speaker 2: it's in a book. I was a dope boy, so

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Speaker 2: you know. I was a dope boy at the time.

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Speaker 2: My daddy was a dope boy. My uncle was a

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Speaker 2: I graduated high school two thousand and six, I started hustling.

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Speaker 2: Immediately I got caught. I got ten years probation. Then

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Speaker 1: Wait, man, how many kids did you have by then?

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Speaker 2: Then? I was twenty two with seven kids?

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Speaker 2: Yeah wow. Now why everybody be thinking now they don't

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Speaker 2: know I've been on it. I ain't been really you

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Speaker 2: doing nothing. I ain't been like that since twenty two.

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Speaker 2: the age from the age of fourteen to twenty two.

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Speaker 2: THO was my you know, the my real women days.

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Speaker 2: Yeah wow, So people be seeing me. I got a

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Speaker 2: I was twenty two to thirty five on I had

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Speaker 1: Okay, m So get back to when you are child

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Speaker 1: sport was kicking your ass.

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Speaker 2: Child sport was kicking man. Me and my daddy boy

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Speaker 2: we would ride one day and I was like, bruh,

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Speaker 2: I asked him, was I said, man, we get some

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Speaker 2: money to go to work. I wouldn't pay better and

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Speaker 2: I get paid, Say son, I was just about to

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Speaker 2: ask why I went to the bank. Got me along

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Speaker 2: how to go to maneuvered banks. Yeah, I got borrowed

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Speaker 2: some money. When it brought me a four way four

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Speaker 2: and a half miles was a cocaine. Uh. I ain't

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Speaker 2: looked back every since I was Damn it was Kevin flipping.

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Speaker 2: Wow, that's crazy. We had nightclubs all.

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Speaker 1: You went and got alone some cocaine.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you were a business man for real. Yeah yeah.

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Speaker 1: Business minding like to think, i'm'a go get this loan

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Speaker 2: Still had extra money. Man, your child support, child support.

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Speaker 2: And I was chasing my dreams. So this time when

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Speaker 2: I was like, man, I'm go'a go be. I'm pushing

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Speaker 2: my career. So I was using the money, some of

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Speaker 2: and uh but you know. So that's how it was.

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Speaker 2: I was in small town, big Midland, Georgia mill.

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Speaker 1: How far is it from Atlanta?

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Speaker 2: About three hours? Okay, But then I went to Statesboro, Georgia,

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Speaker 2: So that's about three that's what Georgia Southern University. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yep.

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Speaker 1: Did you go to that's where you went to school?

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Speaker 2: Nah, I ain't gonna I went to college. I went

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Speaker 2: That was my first time buying. Okay, right, oh my god,

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Speaker 2: I got this stud the loan and pail grant.

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Speaker 1: Listen, yeah, I didn't get I had my last year

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Speaker 2: You turned them down. You turned them down.

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Speaker 1: My parents are really big on not coming out of

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so I had to get that. One had to

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Speaker 2: get it. That student loan. It felt like free money.

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Speaker 1: Until you gotta pay it back, and that was free. Listen,

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Speaker 1: I know a lot of people right now like, please

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Speaker 1: forgive me for my student loans.

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Speaker 2: Black people don't forget theyself. We I don't know why

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Speaker 2: they were worry about that. Man, I ain't worry about

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Speaker 2: that stud loan beer like that. You gotta hit the

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Speaker 2: no stodo loan back. Your career got to be set

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Speaker 2: and then you got to show me you sat again.

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Speaker 2: It gotta be double cross, like are you showing making

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Speaker 1: They're like, man, who no.

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Speaker 2: Then they be like it's gonna go on your credit

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Speaker 2: for real life, right. We care about this stuff when

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, when you're down, you're not thinking about it.

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Speaker 2: I'm trying to survive right now. I don't care about

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Speaker 1: Yeah, we're getting a comedy show with the show that

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Speaker 1: I love this, this is so good. Okay, so you

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Speaker 1: ended up going to Statesboro then, how like, what was

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Speaker 1: selling drugs? And what was the shift for you? Like, Okay,

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Speaker 2: Or was I sold drug two thousand fourteen, when I

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Speaker 2: right then and I just started big assistant. But I

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Speaker 2: But I was making like thirty forty a month by like, man,

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Speaker 2: We was up to what I was at. I was

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Speaker 2: I made twenty comedy Club and I made like twenty

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Speaker 1: Week out all in a we You like, oh, I can.

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Speaker 2: Do this W one W one weekend, Yeah, I said, oh,

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Speaker 2: you know, I just been grinding.

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Speaker 1: I love that. I love that. So I know a

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Speaker 1: lot of comedians find humor in the inconvenience and their pain.

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Speaker 1: As Kevin Hurst's laughing my pain? What is that? What

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Speaker 1: really started? And what was the s Then You're like,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna talk about this. I wanna shed light on

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Speaker 2: Oh, because I uh, I had I had uh information

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Speaker 2: on the streets, so I knew nobody couldn't tell my

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Speaker 2: I did. And I was sober through the whole thing

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Speaker 2: cause I never did drugs, so mm the whole time

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Speaker 2: through my mama life, my uncle's life, in my life,

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Speaker 2: I was able to capture these moments and the picture,

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Speaker 2: you know. And and women, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: So I kN I learned women. My mama told me

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Speaker 1: At all.

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. I don't trust the world.

435
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Speaker 1: Yeah. I remember during c COVID, and that was a

436
00:19:55,400 --> 00:19:59,800
Speaker 1: hard time for everybody. I was blessed enough to still

437
00:19:59,840 --> 00:20:03,440
Speaker 1: be getting paid because I was on Tyler's payroll, so

438
00:20:03,520 --> 00:20:05,480
Speaker 1: I was even through that time, I was, I was.

439
00:20:05,560 --> 00:20:06,320
Speaker 1: I didn't miss anything.

440
00:20:06,400 --> 00:20:09,600
Speaker 2: That was nothing but the grace, nothing but God. Yeah,

441
00:20:12,480 --> 00:20:13,360
Speaker 2: I should have been over here.

442
00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:18,240
Speaker 1: I wasn't here yet, was at the townhouse. But I

443
00:20:18,320 --> 00:20:22,399
Speaker 1: remember just it was just even like the isolation and like, okay,

444
00:20:22,440 --> 00:20:25,080
Speaker 1: what come anytime something like that happens and I'm going

445
00:20:25,119 --> 00:20:27,080
Speaker 1: through it again with the strike that's happening right now,

446
00:20:27,880 --> 00:20:30,359
Speaker 1: I always find a way to how can I come

447
00:20:30,400 --> 00:20:32,200
Speaker 1: out of this better? You know, this is the time

448
00:20:32,240 --> 00:20:34,360
Speaker 1: that God has set me down. What can I do

449
00:20:34,480 --> 00:20:37,040
Speaker 1: to hone in on different skills? And now I'm in

450
00:20:37,080 --> 00:20:39,760
Speaker 1: the position I feel like I'm in my own pandemic

451
00:20:39,840 --> 00:20:44,000
Speaker 1: with the strike because we're not working and acting with

452
00:20:44,040 --> 00:20:46,000
Speaker 1: my bread and butter. I got two shows and that

453
00:20:46,119 --> 00:20:47,600
Speaker 1: was like I'm like, I'm good, Like I can just

454
00:20:47,760 --> 00:20:51,080
Speaker 1: enjoy work, literally work up one month out of the year.

455
00:20:51,760 --> 00:20:54,399
Speaker 1: And thus I booked something else for those two shows.

456
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Speaker 1: Can we shoot really fast and then I have the

457
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Speaker 1: rest of the year to just enjoy my life. So

458
00:20:58,720 --> 00:21:01,120
Speaker 1: now that we're not working, we had it's worked in

459
00:21:01,200 --> 00:21:04,359
Speaker 1: March or April for sisters. And then I was like

460
00:21:04,400 --> 00:21:05,760
Speaker 1: I was supposed to be working right now for as

461
00:21:05,760 --> 00:21:07,240
Speaker 1: a team, of which is my big check. So I'm

462
00:21:07,280 --> 00:21:09,639
Speaker 1: like I'm good, you know, like thinking I'm good, and

463
00:21:09,640 --> 00:21:11,080
Speaker 1: now it's like we don't know when we're going back

464
00:21:11,080 --> 00:21:14,119
Speaker 1: to work. So it comes in like budgeting and like yourself,

465
00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:17,640
Speaker 1: like overhead is like fifty k over saying for everything,

466
00:21:17,680 --> 00:21:21,439
Speaker 1: and it's like cool, okay, like everything you see like

467
00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:24,000
Speaker 1: my accounts, like all right, we can this is what

468
00:21:24,040 --> 00:21:25,440
Speaker 1: you can do. We can live off of this for

469
00:21:25,480 --> 00:21:28,760
Speaker 1: however long, but you have to stick this budget. So

470
00:21:29,440 --> 00:21:31,480
Speaker 1: now Donor and I are like working on other things

471
00:21:31,560 --> 00:21:34,640
Speaker 1: and it's just this pandemic that we're going through right now,

472
00:21:34,920 --> 00:21:38,320
Speaker 1: what we call it. The strike is forcing me to

473
00:21:38,400 --> 00:21:40,720
Speaker 1: like look at other streams and things I'm passionate about

474
00:21:40,760 --> 00:21:43,159
Speaker 1: and things that I love. So it's like a restructure

475
00:21:43,200 --> 00:21:44,080
Speaker 1: phase all over again.

476
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Speaker 2: I think, yeah, I think a lot of people. Somebody

477
00:21:46,240 --> 00:21:47,720
Speaker 2: asking me about that the other day, I was like,

478
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Speaker 2: what do you think is gonna do for actors? I

479
00:21:49,240 --> 00:21:52,720
Speaker 2: think a lot of actors are going to be more creative, yes,

480
00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:56,200
Speaker 2: and business sadly after this, because it's going to force

481
00:21:56,240 --> 00:21:58,280
Speaker 2: them to because that's what it did for me. Me,

482
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Speaker 2: I wouldn't never if it if I would have had

483
00:22:00,880 --> 00:22:03,520
Speaker 2: a bunch of money put up, MM, I wouldn't have

484
00:22:03,520 --> 00:22:07,760
Speaker 2: never built this because it because sometime when p people

485
00:22:07,760 --> 00:22:10,040
Speaker 2: got to know, like that song William Murphy got is

486
00:22:10,080 --> 00:22:13,680
Speaker 2: working and it's your season. Ooh, when you know you

487
00:22:13,800 --> 00:22:16,720
Speaker 2: got 'em. Everything that go bad is in your faithor

488
00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:18,959
Speaker 2: it is, so you got to just soak that in

489
00:22:19,040 --> 00:22:22,000
Speaker 2: black m no matter how. And it get ugly cause

490
00:22:22,040 --> 00:22:24,880
Speaker 2: the devil he sent tests. God don't test nobody. See,

491
00:22:24,920 --> 00:22:27,840
Speaker 2: people don't know that the devil the only ones sent tests. Wow,

492
00:22:28,280 --> 00:22:30,800
Speaker 2: you know he sending tests. But as long as people

493
00:22:30,800 --> 00:22:32,480
Speaker 2: hold on to that faith. And I know that sounds

494
00:22:32,520 --> 00:22:36,240
Speaker 2: like Grandma them and and and be like all everybody

495
00:22:36,280 --> 00:22:38,920
Speaker 2: been said that, but boy, that faith in him, yeah

496
00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:43,120
Speaker 2: every time. And mm, that's what it is. I think

497
00:22:43,160 --> 00:22:46,520
Speaker 2: that's what it's gonna take. Uh you know that's what's

498
00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:48,320
Speaker 2: that's what's happening now. Cause the way they shut out

499
00:22:48,359 --> 00:22:49,919
Speaker 2: of the industry, I was like, hold up, brother, I

500
00:22:50,040 --> 00:22:52,560
Speaker 2: understand they trying to get more money, but they gonna

501
00:22:52,560 --> 00:22:55,760
Speaker 2: get people some money vo for because right, I notice

502
00:22:55,880 --> 00:23:00,520
Speaker 2: you we need But it's it's it's a crazy time.

503
00:23:00,600 --> 00:23:04,800
Speaker 2: And on that way, I feel I feel for sometimes

504
00:23:04,840 --> 00:23:06,960
Speaker 2: when I see people go through stuff, man, because I'm like, well,

505
00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:09,480
Speaker 2: if they ain't got their faith, you know what I'm saying,

506
00:23:09,480 --> 00:23:11,399
Speaker 2: But that faith is gonna get everybody through everything.

507
00:23:11,560 --> 00:23:15,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, no, absolutely no, for real. You also talk about

508
00:23:15,280 --> 00:23:18,080
Speaker 1: living in your truth. Let me say, don't hide from

509
00:23:18,080 --> 00:23:20,960
Speaker 1: where you came from. Celebrated this is what makes you original,

510
00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:23,359
Speaker 1: and a lot of people from the streets shy away

511
00:23:23,359 --> 00:23:25,679
Speaker 1: from talking about their love for God and fear of

512
00:23:25,680 --> 00:23:29,680
Speaker 1: making them look soft. We talked about you talked about

513
00:23:29,680 --> 00:23:31,960
Speaker 1: it on social media all the time, like you're like

514
00:23:32,080 --> 00:23:33,879
Speaker 1: Jesus is being popping. That's what I love about you.

515
00:23:33,920 --> 00:23:36,679
Speaker 1: It is like a man who does not mind like

516
00:23:36,760 --> 00:23:39,320
Speaker 1: screaming from the mountaintop. Have you ever had people like

517
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Speaker 1: why I know you said during the pandemic, people like

518
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Speaker 1: we just looking to see like if you're gonna lose

519
00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:46,080
Speaker 1: your joy? Have you had people like come to you,

520
00:23:46,119 --> 00:23:48,879
Speaker 1: like recently or doing your journey saying like why are

521
00:23:48,920 --> 00:23:52,240
Speaker 1: you always like streaming Jesus?

522
00:23:52,400 --> 00:23:54,840
Speaker 2: That's the question I get. Really, that's the question I

523
00:23:54,840 --> 00:23:57,120
Speaker 2: get the most. But now I used to talk about

524
00:23:57,160 --> 00:24:00,959
Speaker 2: it online but God told me to hush. Now as

525
00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:03,280
Speaker 2: they see my life going up, they don't really caution

526
00:24:03,359 --> 00:24:05,960
Speaker 2: no more. They starting to believe because it's the way

527
00:24:06,040 --> 00:24:10,040
Speaker 2: my career being is being. It's just been a different ride.

528
00:24:10,359 --> 00:24:12,639
Speaker 2: And it's just like and I went on Good Morning America,

529
00:24:12,640 --> 00:24:15,800
Speaker 2: and I remember, you know, cause you can't for real,

530
00:24:15,800 --> 00:24:17,560
Speaker 2: they don't let you say Jesus in these places. It's

531
00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:19,320
Speaker 2: just like it's just bad for business. They ain't, we're

532
00:24:19,320 --> 00:24:21,520
Speaker 2: not against it. But I went on Good Morning America.

533
00:24:21,560 --> 00:24:23,560
Speaker 2: The first thing they did was zooming on my chain.

534
00:24:24,160 --> 00:24:26,840
Speaker 2: My publichers was looking like wow because she couldn't believe

535
00:24:26,840 --> 00:24:29,879
Speaker 2: because they were kind of like, you know, you know

536
00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:32,520
Speaker 2: how they are about it. But it's what I learned.

537
00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:36,879
Speaker 2: It's people out there, even in them evil places that

538
00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:42,560
Speaker 2: rap him. They're just not bold enough to say his name. Yes, yes, absolutely,

539
00:24:42,600 --> 00:24:46,200
Speaker 2: what I learned people who say his name strong people

540
00:24:46,200 --> 00:24:48,359
Speaker 2: out there that that are really in their industry. But

541
00:24:48,440 --> 00:24:50,200
Speaker 2: because I got some people out there in my favor

542
00:24:50,840 --> 00:24:53,280
Speaker 2: that be pushing for me, like yeah, and it's like,

543
00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:55,240
Speaker 2: but people are that's the question. They get me, like

544
00:24:55,960 --> 00:24:58,439
Speaker 2: that Jesus thing everybody want to know? Could everybody die?

545
00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:00,800
Speaker 2: I know our Grandma told her that and we got

546
00:25:00,840 --> 00:25:02,960
Speaker 2: we got. People don't got away from it. And it's

547
00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:06,199
Speaker 2: like that's the universe now, it's yeah, now universe. Man.

548
00:25:06,280 --> 00:25:08,000
Speaker 2: I hate people come talking about when your birthday, Oh

549
00:25:08,119 --> 00:25:11,680
Speaker 2: sat well happened to Leo. You ain't know he was

550
00:25:11,680 --> 00:25:15,320
Speaker 2: gonna break your heart. I'd be like, man, come on, man,

551
00:25:16,240 --> 00:25:19,320
Speaker 2: I'm not They mean everybody people don't know how to

552
00:25:19,359 --> 00:25:21,720
Speaker 2: put the batteries right in their remote. But also they

553
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:24,120
Speaker 2: know about the star. Yeah, I'm like, bro, come on, man,

554
00:25:24,160 --> 00:25:28,680
Speaker 2: we just the same thing grandma and I'm talking about Yeah,

555
00:25:28,720 --> 00:25:30,359
Speaker 2: he's been around that long for a reason.

556
00:25:30,400 --> 00:25:32,719
Speaker 1: He has he as and it is. Our industry is

557
00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:35,760
Speaker 1: very very funny about that. I love it when people

558
00:25:35,760 --> 00:25:39,800
Speaker 1: get on stage at award shows and say thank you Jesus,

559
00:25:39,920 --> 00:25:41,679
Speaker 1: thank you know what I'm saying. They like give not

560
00:25:41,760 --> 00:25:42,960
Speaker 1: just thank you God, because there's.

561
00:25:42,760 --> 00:25:45,360
Speaker 2: So many guys in this world, you know, exactly.

562
00:25:45,480 --> 00:25:47,800
Speaker 1: Like there are different guys, but there's only one Jesus.

563
00:25:47,960 --> 00:25:51,080
Speaker 2: There's only one Jesus. But and people scared. But if

564
00:25:51,119 --> 00:25:53,760
Speaker 2: you pay attention, the people I've seen really standing on it.

565
00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:55,440
Speaker 2: The industry can't stop him.

566
00:25:55,480 --> 00:25:55,920
Speaker 1: They can't.

567
00:25:55,920 --> 00:25:59,160
Speaker 2: It's a dude, in Marvel Chris Press, I love him, yeah,

568
00:25:59,200 --> 00:26:01,239
Speaker 2: and him be DM and the like I told him.

569
00:26:01,240 --> 00:26:03,000
Speaker 2: I say, I seen him going there one day because

570
00:26:03,760 --> 00:26:08,280
Speaker 2: deep down that's what only thing they said I had

571
00:26:08,320 --> 00:26:10,399
Speaker 2: seen a god say, he say, Man, the devil is

572
00:26:10,440 --> 00:26:14,600
Speaker 2: not scared of your good deeds. Only thing he feared

573
00:26:14,760 --> 00:26:15,600
Speaker 2: is Jesus name.

574
00:26:15,880 --> 00:26:16,120
Speaker 1: Wow.

575
00:26:16,520 --> 00:26:18,480
Speaker 2: That's why they trying to shut it up. They trying

576
00:26:18,480 --> 00:26:21,240
Speaker 2: to ship it because it's power. It's power just in

577
00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:23,280
Speaker 2: the man name. If Siri got this much power, and

578
00:26:23,359 --> 00:26:26,560
Speaker 2: I could say, a Siri, what's Martin Luther king birthday?

579
00:26:26,560 --> 00:26:29,840
Speaker 2: And she answered, imagine how much more power Jesus God.

580
00:26:29,960 --> 00:26:31,760
Speaker 2: I've seen it and I've used it. I used it.

581
00:26:31,800 --> 00:26:35,040
Speaker 2: He he he tied. He probably tired me caught because

582
00:26:35,040 --> 00:26:37,200
Speaker 2: some of this stuff. He'd be like, you know what

583
00:26:37,240 --> 00:26:39,400
Speaker 2: I'm saying, some of this stuff, Oh got good at all?

584
00:26:39,560 --> 00:26:39,760
Speaker 1: SI.

585
00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:43,920
Speaker 2: See he tried it.

586
00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:47,200
Speaker 1: He just tried it. He was like, we're gonna stop

587
00:26:47,240 --> 00:26:47,960
Speaker 1: this right now.

588
00:26:48,600 --> 00:26:51,639
Speaker 2: But Jesus reacts faster than SIRIU man. And it just

589
00:26:51,800 --> 00:26:54,040
Speaker 2: it's just because people can't see it. I know, for me,

590
00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:56,520
Speaker 2: bruh it than him.

591
00:26:56,600 --> 00:26:58,960
Speaker 1: I met Chris Pratt when I was going to when

592
00:26:59,040 --> 00:27:01,639
Speaker 1: John Gray had his church here in Atlanta and he

593
00:27:01,720 --> 00:27:03,600
Speaker 1: was filming something and he came to the back and

594
00:27:03,640 --> 00:27:06,680
Speaker 1: told us a story about when he was running one

595
00:27:06,720 --> 00:27:10,639
Speaker 1: day here in Atlanta through the woods and just really heavy.

596
00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:13,119
Speaker 1: It was a heavy day for him and I just

597
00:27:13,160 --> 00:27:14,720
Speaker 1: need to go for a run. So he goes to

598
00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:17,320
Speaker 1: a running he sees this random bench in the woods

599
00:27:17,359 --> 00:27:19,439
Speaker 1: and he was like, why is this bench there? And

600
00:27:19,520 --> 00:27:22,840
Speaker 1: something just said sit down. And as he sat down,

601
00:27:22,880 --> 00:27:24,520
Speaker 1: he looked down and he knows like a stone on

602
00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:27,200
Speaker 1: the ground and he moved the leaves and it said

603
00:27:27,280 --> 00:27:31,560
Speaker 1: be still and know that I'm God. And he was like, wow,

604
00:27:31,640 --> 00:27:34,520
Speaker 1: Like it's funny, like God found me as I'm running,

605
00:27:34,760 --> 00:27:36,160
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, trying to clear my mind

606
00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:36,960
Speaker 1: and set me down.

607
00:27:37,000 --> 00:27:39,600
Speaker 2: And I saw that and I was like, that's powerfum.

608
00:27:39,040 --> 00:27:42,320
Speaker 1: So I just love I appreciate artists like Chris, like

609
00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:45,199
Speaker 1: you and myself who like don't who aren't afraid to

610
00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:45,680
Speaker 1: talk about it.

611
00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:47,920
Speaker 2: You can see it on you though, yeah, you can

612
00:27:47,960 --> 00:27:51,199
Speaker 2: see it on you. Like but when I first met you,

613
00:27:51,240 --> 00:27:53,800
Speaker 2: I was like, because I seen you on TV and

614
00:27:53,800 --> 00:27:55,600
Speaker 2: I'm like, man, ain't no way this person looked this

615
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:59,440
Speaker 2: nobody don't see this. It's just like this. You gotta

616
00:27:59,600 --> 00:28:07,240
Speaker 2: walk him filter filter, It's like it's like this globe. Man, man,

617
00:28:07,359 --> 00:28:08,720
Speaker 2: thank you, Like for real.

618
00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:10,560
Speaker 1: I just had eve On here and she was like

619
00:28:10,600 --> 00:28:11,879
Speaker 1: it was you, it was your light. And I'm just

620
00:28:11,880 --> 00:28:14,919
Speaker 1: like we were in a ball and crime. But that's

621
00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:15,800
Speaker 1: every day I wake up.

622
00:28:15,960 --> 00:28:20,080
Speaker 2: Your ear even look angelic. Your ear looks so healthy.

623
00:28:22,680 --> 00:28:35,639
Speaker 2: You see you got they're brand new, y'all. Hear right?

624
00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:36,560
Speaker 2: Had getting here surgery.

625
00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:41,840
Speaker 1: No, yeah, that's a new thing, ear surgery.

626
00:28:42,520 --> 00:28:47,600
Speaker 2: Am not. That's not that she is, man, she's definitely is.

627
00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:50,760
Speaker 1: I want people to see that light. My prayer every

628
00:28:50,800 --> 00:28:52,640
Speaker 1: morning when I wake up it's God Like when I

629
00:28:52,680 --> 00:28:54,840
Speaker 1: walk out these doors, I want people to see you

630
00:28:54,960 --> 00:28:57,120
Speaker 1: through me and just let your light shine through me. Yeah.

631
00:28:57,160 --> 00:28:59,480
Speaker 1: So that's my That's what I ask God for every day,

632
00:29:01,120 --> 00:29:02,960
Speaker 1: is that he's is that people see him through me.

633
00:29:03,120 --> 00:29:04,440
Speaker 1: So that's really good.

634
00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:04,880
Speaker 2: I know that.

635
00:29:05,440 --> 00:29:07,840
Speaker 1: Also in living in your truth, as you are seen

636
00:29:07,920 --> 00:29:10,120
Speaker 1: in your career, a lot of men struggle with leaving

637
00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:14,040
Speaker 1: the street tough guy persona behind and feel like they

638
00:29:14,160 --> 00:29:16,880
Speaker 1: still are kind of tapped into the hood just to

639
00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:20,360
Speaker 1: keep their credibility. Is that something you struggle with at all.

640
00:29:20,560 --> 00:29:23,840
Speaker 2: Nah, because see I know women for real. See, so

641
00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:26,840
Speaker 2: most men do that because they think women, uh they

642
00:29:26,920 --> 00:29:30,080
Speaker 2: perceive through hip hop they think women like, but they

643
00:29:30,120 --> 00:29:32,440
Speaker 2: don't know what women like or sometimes women don't know

644
00:29:32,480 --> 00:29:36,400
Speaker 2: what they like. Everybody like everybody like one thing, but

645
00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:38,959
Speaker 2: everybody love mm another.

646
00:29:39,200 --> 00:29:40,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I learned man.

647
00:29:40,560 --> 00:29:43,000
Speaker 2: You know, uh, people love you for the you to

648
00:29:43,080 --> 00:29:45,800
Speaker 2: be you, so wherever you are, and ain't nobody. We

649
00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:50,040
Speaker 2: weren't born us and killers. That's true, you know what

650
00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:51,440
Speaker 2: I'm saying. Even when I was in the street, I

651
00:29:51,440 --> 00:29:53,400
Speaker 2: ain't never have no gun. I got me some money

652
00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:56,200
Speaker 2: and you know I love a pretty woman point blank period.

653
00:29:56,240 --> 00:29:58,960
Speaker 2: But I ain't struggle with that hard stuff cause I don't.

654
00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:00,880
Speaker 2: I know on me and I know I fight in

655
00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:03,720
Speaker 2: real life, so I ain't walk around all. They proved it.

656
00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:07,160
Speaker 2: But everybody can touch me, but I get touched back.

657
00:30:07,240 --> 00:30:09,320
Speaker 2: So nah, man, that street, that street life or something

658
00:30:09,360 --> 00:30:12,840
Speaker 2: that I would I was born in. If I was

659
00:30:12,880 --> 00:30:15,200
Speaker 2: born another way, I would have did it another way.

660
00:30:15,520 --> 00:30:18,480
Speaker 2: But that ain't nothing I was wanting to even glorify. Know,

661
00:30:18,560 --> 00:30:20,160
Speaker 2: That's why I don't even talk about it like that.

662
00:30:20,520 --> 00:30:22,720
Speaker 2: They had to make me write that book. Wow. I

663
00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:26,400
Speaker 2: didn't even want to talk about it cause I was like, man,

664
00:30:26,400 --> 00:30:28,000
Speaker 2: I don't made it out and that stuff just happened.

665
00:30:28,040 --> 00:30:30,280
Speaker 2: A lot of the stuff in that book. Wow, we

666
00:30:30,360 --> 00:30:32,240
Speaker 2: wrote that book twenty twenty one. I just got a streets,

667
00:30:32,440 --> 00:30:34,880
Speaker 2: I said, team, but they got lawyers involved. Mm And

668
00:30:35,040 --> 00:30:36,960
Speaker 2: I said, you sure. I was recording them on the

669
00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:38,479
Speaker 2: phone and everything. But I was on the phone with them.

670
00:30:38,480 --> 00:30:41,160
Speaker 2: I would messing record but it was like, nah, I

671
00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:43,840
Speaker 2: can't get in trouble. But nah, that tough guy. Personally,

672
00:30:43,880 --> 00:30:46,440
Speaker 2: if guys knew what women, they really paid attention to women,

673
00:30:47,400 --> 00:30:49,680
Speaker 2: they'll learn how to be. But they think women cause

674
00:30:49,680 --> 00:30:51,600
Speaker 2: women go through a stage, but they think that's what

675
00:30:51,680 --> 00:30:52,000
Speaker 2: they want.

676
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:54,120
Speaker 1: You are so right. I went through that.

677
00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:54,600
Speaker 2: I loved.

678
00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:56,920
Speaker 1: My mom always say you like them really nice and

679
00:30:56,960 --> 00:30:59,200
Speaker 1: sweet but rough on the edges like I wanted the

680
00:30:59,280 --> 00:31:01,120
Speaker 1: little he's something like a little.

681
00:31:01,760 --> 00:31:04,440
Speaker 2: Y'all break them guy's heart. Ye see what happened. Y'all

682
00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:06,200
Speaker 2: break their heart. Then they get mad, then want to

683
00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:07,600
Speaker 2: call y'all to be word and what's the name. Then

684
00:31:07,640 --> 00:31:10,160
Speaker 2: they stay in this state because they thought that's.

685
00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:12,120
Speaker 1: What y'all wanted. Yeah, and that's not that's not what

686
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:12,400
Speaker 1: we need.

687
00:31:12,440 --> 00:31:16,280
Speaker 2: Then when y'all leaving for they got it. They're like,

688
00:31:16,720 --> 00:31:18,719
Speaker 2: you know, but you got to be a mister Solomon

689
00:31:18,760 --> 00:31:21,000
Speaker 2: said in the Bible. You can't be too holy, you

690
00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:23,840
Speaker 2: can't be too wicked. M I tell people, I say, man,

691
00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:25,480
Speaker 2: you say, stay somewhere in the middle. I say so.

692
00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:27,280
Speaker 2: I ain't Kurt Frankly, but I ain't Little Boost either.

693
00:31:27,520 --> 00:31:30,000
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. So I'm like Russell Wilson

694
00:31:30,080 --> 00:31:35,800
Speaker 2: in Future Missed Together. It's a good we're gonna sleep

695
00:31:35,800 --> 00:31:37,920
Speaker 2: in peace and all that. But Ione has some fun too.

696
00:31:38,000 --> 00:31:42,720
Speaker 2: Now he's yeah, I love it. I love it.

697
00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:46,880
Speaker 1: You also talked about don't get mad, get money, get money,

698
00:31:47,560 --> 00:31:50,480
Speaker 1: ignore people who want to tear you down, and provide

699
00:31:50,480 --> 00:31:53,280
Speaker 1: the for the ones who love you. How have you

700
00:31:53,480 --> 00:31:58,520
Speaker 1: navigated changing your friendships as you succeeded when it comes.

701
00:31:58,400 --> 00:32:01,960
Speaker 2: With like, man, somebody ain't really trying to get no money.

702
00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:04,000
Speaker 2: We better be talking about something.

703
00:32:04,120 --> 00:32:07,800
Speaker 1: Is that? Friends and relationships? Like with your significant what

704
00:32:07,920 --> 00:32:08,479
Speaker 1: your woman too?

705
00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:09,680
Speaker 2: Well, wall I ain't got no.

706
00:32:09,720 --> 00:32:11,360
Speaker 1: Woman, I know, but like if what if you were

707
00:32:11,440 --> 00:32:13,520
Speaker 1: if you had one, like what was you? What would

708
00:32:13,560 --> 00:32:15,560
Speaker 1: she need to do? She need to be getting money

709
00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:16,560
Speaker 1: to or getting.

710
00:32:16,400 --> 00:32:18,120
Speaker 2: Nah, not really, she just need to be Yes, she

711
00:32:18,160 --> 00:32:20,360
Speaker 2: need to be getting any real money. And that's that's

712
00:32:20,520 --> 00:32:23,840
Speaker 2: taking care of herself. Drinking water, you know, cause that's

713
00:32:23,840 --> 00:32:26,040
Speaker 2: the main step before we do anything. We gotta drink water.

714
00:32:26,120 --> 00:32:29,959
Speaker 2: Cause you got a billion dollars and and and uh,

715
00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:31,760
Speaker 2: you're in there tracking fish and they don't go together.

716
00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:34,960
Speaker 2: So we gotta we got to drink this water.

717
00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:36,880
Speaker 1: Uh, I'm done, Okay.

718
00:32:37,400 --> 00:32:39,880
Speaker 2: So I really just want a woman. When I say

719
00:32:39,920 --> 00:32:43,720
Speaker 2: I want her to love herself. That's the main thing. Man,

720
00:32:43,880 --> 00:32:46,160
Speaker 2: put that energy into her, because you can't love somebody

721
00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:47,160
Speaker 2: more than you love yourself.

722
00:32:47,800 --> 00:32:48,760
Speaker 1: And do you practice the same thing?

723
00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:50,440
Speaker 2: Were you? Yeah? I love me? So when I give

724
00:32:50,480 --> 00:32:52,520
Speaker 2: mine off, I ain't never been in a relationship where

725
00:32:52,520 --> 00:32:55,760
Speaker 2: a woman wasn't happen. Okay, she always had it because

726
00:32:55,760 --> 00:32:58,800
Speaker 2: i'm'a love me. So whatever I give off, yeah, you're

727
00:32:58,840 --> 00:33:01,400
Speaker 2: not pouring from It's like production. Yeah, the better this

728
00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:03,440
Speaker 2: post gonna be is gonna be the better of the

729
00:33:03,920 --> 00:33:04,880
Speaker 2: the the pre production.

730
00:33:05,400 --> 00:33:06,000
Speaker 1: Absolutely.

731
00:33:06,240 --> 00:33:08,040
Speaker 2: So if I put my time in this pre production,

732
00:33:08,160 --> 00:33:11,520
Speaker 2: by the time this peace come out, I ain't gonna

733
00:33:11,520 --> 00:33:13,480
Speaker 2: have to say nothing about it. You gonna feel it. Yeah,

734
00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:17,240
Speaker 2: you gonna feel Ooh did the director make that person

735
00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:19,360
Speaker 2: turn their head and do this? Did they take the

736
00:33:19,480 --> 00:33:21,040
Speaker 2: time and do a whole nother scene?

737
00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:21,400
Speaker 3: Mm?

738
00:33:21,880 --> 00:33:24,040
Speaker 2: Because it was the energy they put in the pre

739
00:33:24,200 --> 00:33:26,440
Speaker 2: production got so I put that in me every day

740
00:33:26,520 --> 00:33:30,360
Speaker 2: behind closed doors. So when I you know, when I

741
00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:31,520
Speaker 2: give it out, they gonna feel it.

742
00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:34,480
Speaker 1: That's good. Have you had any old friends call you

743
00:33:34,600 --> 00:33:36,200
Speaker 1: like a sell out or cheat you diffinitely as a

744
00:33:36,240 --> 00:33:38,800
Speaker 1: real results of your success or had to let people go?

745
00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:41,120
Speaker 1: Cause I know for me, I went through recently what

746
00:33:41,240 --> 00:33:43,880
Speaker 1: I call a pursing season, where like I saw that

747
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:46,560
Speaker 1: I was ascending and certain people weren't happy for me

748
00:33:46,680 --> 00:33:48,600
Speaker 1: or supportive, and I'm like, okay, what'm you know what

749
00:33:48,600 --> 00:33:50,800
Speaker 1: I'm say? Where is this really going? H Have there

750
00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:53,080
Speaker 1: been people where it's like, oh, you didn't change or yeah.

751
00:33:52,960 --> 00:33:55,280
Speaker 2: For sure, how do you do with that? I don't

752
00:33:55,320 --> 00:33:57,560
Speaker 2: really care. Uh uh, I don't care about nothing, but

753
00:33:58,680 --> 00:34:00,800
Speaker 2: I'll be ch I can't even try to care.

754
00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:01,840
Speaker 1: Mm I.

755
00:34:02,080 --> 00:34:04,560
Speaker 2: That's always been one of my flaws in my strengths.

756
00:34:04,680 --> 00:34:07,360
Speaker 2: My sister say, I never care for what nobody else.

757
00:34:07,560 --> 00:34:10,600
Speaker 2: I don't. I just don't care. Yeah, And I think

758
00:34:10,680 --> 00:34:12,560
Speaker 2: that's how I'm able to be creative. Yeah cause I

759
00:34:12,560 --> 00:34:15,920
Speaker 2: don't even care what my fans think. Why about my content? Real?

760
00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:17,960
Speaker 1: You just that's good cause you you're doing it for,

761
00:34:18,200 --> 00:34:19,319
Speaker 1: like this is what you enjoyed doing.

762
00:34:19,440 --> 00:34:23,279
Speaker 2: This will come. I don't care what the industry say. Yeah,

763
00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:27,120
Speaker 2: I just don't care. Mm cause how longer if he

764
00:34:27,239 --> 00:34:29,040
Speaker 2: loved me, Man, he ain't finish. I ain't finna give

765
00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:31,400
Speaker 2: you the power control of my life. Use sometime the

766
00:34:31,520 --> 00:34:34,239
Speaker 2: Double he know he can't get you, but as long

767
00:34:34,280 --> 00:34:36,480
Speaker 2: as he get a moment out of you. Mm So

768
00:34:36,880 --> 00:34:39,040
Speaker 2: like the devil would be like like, yeah, I don't

769
00:34:39,120 --> 00:34:41,000
Speaker 2: say now to Double, I got sixty five years out

770
00:34:41,000 --> 00:34:43,239
Speaker 2: of you though. It's like that God told him my

771
00:34:43,320 --> 00:34:45,239
Speaker 2: life when when when when they were about to shoot

772
00:34:45,280 --> 00:34:48,240
Speaker 2: the guy here like the state of Mississippy got forty

773
00:34:48,480 --> 00:34:51,759
Speaker 2: years out of you. Know so, uh, I don't care.

774
00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:53,080
Speaker 2: I don't give people that power. Man.

775
00:34:53,200 --> 00:34:55,839
Speaker 1: Yeah, why you're around me? R Tyler when you say that? Yeah,

776
00:34:56,120 --> 00:34:57,560
Speaker 1: cause that's how I feel like, that's why he is

777
00:34:57,600 --> 00:34:58,360
Speaker 1: so successful.

778
00:34:58,440 --> 00:35:02,359
Speaker 2: He does not listen to nah Tler. But and real

779
00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:05,320
Speaker 2: people like great people recognize great people. Cause man, I

780
00:35:05,360 --> 00:35:08,200
Speaker 2: remember when Tyler period had them DVD. I mean it

781
00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:10,000
Speaker 2: was a DV was a DVD or the tape. I

782
00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:13,200
Speaker 2: know this was DVD. I remember going to my friends

783
00:35:13,520 --> 00:35:16,240
Speaker 2: and be like, man, this my deal. Person's so funny.

784
00:35:16,440 --> 00:35:18,640
Speaker 2: I slid it in. I'll say, well, y'all finna laugh.

785
00:35:18,800 --> 00:35:19,080
Speaker 1: Uh huh.

786
00:35:19,640 --> 00:35:21,760
Speaker 2: So they watching it, but this one, I know sometimes

787
00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:24,279
Speaker 2: the world is stuck on trends. He wasn't trending yet

788
00:35:24,320 --> 00:35:24,640
Speaker 2: to them.

789
00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:25,040
Speaker 1: Mm.

790
00:35:25,560 --> 00:35:27,319
Speaker 2: They watching it, and they watching it, they don't see

791
00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:29,839
Speaker 2: what I see. I want stuff they talking about. I'm like, man,

792
00:35:30,000 --> 00:35:33,839
Speaker 2: this funny. Seven weeks later, the bus going around by

793
00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:35,680
Speaker 2: Tyler Perry, they were watching it one day. They bust

794
00:35:35,719 --> 00:35:38,279
Speaker 2: out laughing. I say, man, y'all so fake. Wow, y'all

795
00:35:38,360 --> 00:35:39,880
Speaker 2: not even control of y'all own emotions.

796
00:35:40,120 --> 00:35:41,160
Speaker 1: Control the media has.

797
00:35:41,239 --> 00:35:43,800
Speaker 2: But the world got you yes, and the world is

798
00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:47,319
Speaker 2: saying so you don't even know what's mm good? Yeah.

799
00:35:48,360 --> 00:35:49,759
Speaker 2: Like when I look at you, I'm like, man, like

800
00:35:49,800 --> 00:35:51,440
Speaker 2: I told you that I was that girl or a

801
00:35:51,480 --> 00:35:54,560
Speaker 2: beautiful woman in the world. You know what I'm saying.

802
00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:57,160
Speaker 2: But they might they might have got you ranking, but

803
00:35:57,200 --> 00:35:59,560
Speaker 2: they probably like this, but this person got more. I'm like, no,

804
00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:03,560
Speaker 2: So I never cared, so I could see I just

805
00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:06,360
Speaker 2: never cared, so I handle what people don't like me

806
00:36:06,520 --> 00:36:09,160
Speaker 2: or mad about something I move, or they wasting their time,

807
00:36:09,239 --> 00:36:11,480
Speaker 2: Cause yeah, that's good and you'll.

808
00:36:11,320 --> 00:36:13,680
Speaker 1: Go far with that too, because a lot of times,

809
00:36:13,760 --> 00:36:17,040
Speaker 1: I know, as a woman in the industry, I have

810
00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:19,120
Speaker 1: got caught caught up in that, like what people think

811
00:36:19,200 --> 00:36:21,520
Speaker 1: and how I'm perceived. And I feel like I'm in

812
00:36:21,600 --> 00:36:23,959
Speaker 1: the most free space of my life where I don't

813
00:36:24,000 --> 00:36:27,760
Speaker 1: care anymore and I'm allowing people just to see Crystal.

814
00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:30,000
Speaker 1: You know, I used to try to like hide certain things,

815
00:36:30,160 --> 00:36:33,200
Speaker 1: or I always say I'm giving so much my life

816
00:36:33,239 --> 00:36:35,760
Speaker 1: through acting. I just want to have everything else be private.

817
00:36:36,320 --> 00:36:38,880
Speaker 1: But like nobody knows why I'm not sharing the blessings.

818
00:36:38,880 --> 00:36:41,160
Speaker 1: I'm not like allowing people to see all that.

819
00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:43,600
Speaker 2: Guy, gott let them see you, girl, Yeah, you gotta

820
00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:45,640
Speaker 2: let them see you because you get you walk around

821
00:36:45,640 --> 00:36:49,160
Speaker 2: with a filter. You got a natural human old gain filter.

822
00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:52,480
Speaker 2: You gotta let them see you cause you as they

823
00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:53,160
Speaker 2: need to see that.

824
00:36:53,400 --> 00:36:56,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm working on it. I denorhere has helped me.

825
00:36:57,440 --> 00:37:01,080
Speaker 2: You can't remember what Jesus homeboy people told him. They said, man,

826
00:37:01,120 --> 00:37:03,040
Speaker 2: you got to go ahead and show people who you is,

827
00:37:03,200 --> 00:37:06,839
Speaker 2: cause the world ain't gonna know you until you yeah

828
00:37:06,880 --> 00:37:08,920
Speaker 2: to pull up side. He put up sideways on the donkey.

829
00:37:09,040 --> 00:37:15,120
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, yeah. He had to show Jesus see people

830
00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:18,200
Speaker 2: throw Jesus. That's why I name my brand Jesus Poppa,

831
00:37:18,239 --> 00:37:21,759
Speaker 2: because people think Jesus is born. So the world made

832
00:37:21,760 --> 00:37:24,320
Speaker 2: it seem like Jesus are all people wanna CORIACI preaching, judge,

833
00:37:24,320 --> 00:37:27,880
Speaker 2: that ain't Jesus. That's people using his name, yep, but

834
00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:31,239
Speaker 2: instead of letting him use them, and Jesus is the

835
00:37:31,360 --> 00:37:37,400
Speaker 2: coolest the flies. I tell my son that's why I

836
00:37:37,520 --> 00:37:39,239
Speaker 2: fight with the world and my sons, because you know,

837
00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:41,680
Speaker 2: it's rappers and a lot of people out there. If

838
00:37:41,719 --> 00:37:43,680
Speaker 2: my sons didn't see that women like me the way

839
00:37:43,719 --> 00:37:45,600
Speaker 2: they like me. That's why I let them see how

840
00:37:45,640 --> 00:37:47,560
Speaker 2: women act around because I'm letting them know you can

841
00:37:47,600 --> 00:37:50,480
Speaker 2: still be this. Yes, this who they gonna look now.

842
00:37:50,520 --> 00:37:54,320
Speaker 2: They gonna like him for a moment. But Jesus was

843
00:37:54,360 --> 00:37:58,640
Speaker 2: the coolest. His name still buzz ate, no brand niked.

844
00:37:58,800 --> 00:38:02,080
Speaker 2: Nobody is out let asking Jesus and we ain't even

845
00:38:02,120 --> 00:38:05,640
Speaker 2: seen him, isn't it. We ain't had no pictures now

846
00:38:05,719 --> 00:38:09,239
Speaker 2: in man either. Either. He real good. He was a

847
00:38:09,320 --> 00:38:12,880
Speaker 2: camel because we ain't seen nothing, and this joker's brand

848
00:38:13,040 --> 00:38:17,839
Speaker 2: is going. I love it. So you got when people

849
00:38:17,880 --> 00:38:20,080
Speaker 2: believe in Jesus, the church will be like, we're gonna

850
00:38:20,120 --> 00:38:22,640
Speaker 2: sit back and we're gonna wait. No, man, Jesus nad

851
00:38:22,719 --> 00:38:25,520
Speaker 2: because nobody don't want to follow that big soup. Yeah,

852
00:38:25,760 --> 00:38:29,680
Speaker 2: and that hadpened be yo, put that drip on it

853
00:38:30,840 --> 00:38:33,959
Speaker 2: and shine because when you step out there, he's gonna

854
00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:36,600
Speaker 2: help you. Step out there cause God now cut yeah,

855
00:38:36,640 --> 00:38:38,239
Speaker 2: and God him out here walking on his water. You

856
00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:40,000
Speaker 2: better help me because I fall off. You know, they're

857
00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:45,440
Speaker 2: gonna say nothing. I said, it's a pandemic hard and

858
00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:48,240
Speaker 2: I've been seeing your name and I'm on social media,

859
00:38:49,400 --> 00:38:50,799
Speaker 2: so something. I'm just saying.

860
00:38:50,960 --> 00:38:53,040
Speaker 4: You know, I'm right with your guardless, but for your name.

861
00:38:53,840 --> 00:38:59,480
Speaker 4: And yeah, here walking on the water. Man it water,

862
00:39:00,120 --> 00:39:01,239
Speaker 4: my and my knees are we.

863
00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:14,600
Speaker 2: They shoot Jesus keep working for me. Hey, get me

864
00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:19,120
Speaker 2: out of here now. Oh my gosh, I give it man, Frill.

865
00:39:20,040 --> 00:39:22,840
Speaker 2: They brought this strike. I'm like, oh what. I already

866
00:39:22,840 --> 00:39:24,440
Speaker 2: ain't trust the industry the first time you hit me

867
00:39:24,480 --> 00:39:26,520
Speaker 2: when it shut down, So then I'm a comforting deiler.

868
00:39:26,560 --> 00:39:30,120
Speaker 2: I got some projection. Say, God, did he hit again?

869
00:39:30,160 --> 00:39:34,560
Speaker 2: I said, oh hell no, they never get me again

870
00:39:34,640 --> 00:39:37,600
Speaker 2: to believe maybe you got me up. I remember we

871
00:39:37,640 --> 00:39:41,040
Speaker 2: have projects coming out. What right, I'm just stopping. Yes,

872
00:39:41,560 --> 00:39:43,640
Speaker 2: you should have called me a year ago. I would

873
00:39:43,680 --> 00:39:47,360
Speaker 2: have played my life accuordingly. Let me know, don't stop

874
00:39:47,480 --> 00:39:54,279
Speaker 2: nothing like this. Ain't no people be coming. No, I'm

875
00:39:54,360 --> 00:39:57,120
Speaker 2: staying over here. I don't want to help my agent.

876
00:39:57,200 --> 00:40:00,760
Speaker 2: They can't get me comfort in no more. It's nothing

877
00:40:01,160 --> 00:40:03,200
Speaker 2: until them. Don't sit with chick Hello.

878
00:40:04,520 --> 00:40:08,400
Speaker 1: That's right. No Manhess, I'm sure you like that probably

879
00:40:08,440 --> 00:40:10,480
Speaker 1: helped you build your own table. As Tyler said, it's like,

880
00:40:10,520 --> 00:40:11,800
Speaker 1: I'm not going to depend on anymore.

881
00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:15,719
Speaker 2: I don't trust Nah. That's what made do it during

882
00:40:15,719 --> 00:40:17,719
Speaker 2: the pandem, I'm forced to. But not even doing this

883
00:40:18,560 --> 00:40:20,239
Speaker 2: because you know, I got a Necholi specially coming out

884
00:40:20,480 --> 00:40:23,000
Speaker 2: and they was like and this I know God, Well,

885
00:40:23,320 --> 00:40:25,200
Speaker 2: they say, the only thing you allowed to promote is

886
00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:28,080
Speaker 2: coming special, so you know my net has to come out.

887
00:40:28,120 --> 00:40:29,560
Speaker 2: I said, tell me, man, that was God.

888
00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:31,160
Speaker 1: Even this was saved by that.

889
00:40:31,520 --> 00:40:34,239
Speaker 2: But you know what I runed though. People got to

890
00:40:34,239 --> 00:40:42,799
Speaker 2: stop praying, start praying because I said, I said myrother over,

891
00:40:43,040 --> 00:40:46,680
Speaker 2: I realized browing the word everybody praying and one person

892
00:40:46,800 --> 00:40:51,120
Speaker 2: blessing could be another person demise because I'm like, I

893
00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:54,399
Speaker 2: can't say thank you God, he shut the intererestry down

894
00:40:54,480 --> 00:40:56,680
Speaker 2: from me right, because I'm like, but what about all

895
00:40:56,719 --> 00:40:58,440
Speaker 2: the other people? So now I realize that's why I

896
00:40:58,480 --> 00:41:00,880
Speaker 2: don't pray. That why the only thing as God. Let

897
00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:05,120
Speaker 2: God's will be done? A man, Yes, because we pray

898
00:41:05,200 --> 00:41:07,000
Speaker 2: for storms. I worked for this power company one time.

899
00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:09,160
Speaker 2: We used to pray for storms when storm coming and

900
00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:11,719
Speaker 2: when we hope he hit, could we get some overtime? Mm?

901
00:41:13,480 --> 00:41:15,040
Speaker 2: And when it hit, we say thank you God for

902
00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:18,200
Speaker 2: the overtime. But it's so many people don't got hurt.

903
00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:21,440
Speaker 2: So what I learned, man, the Gods, that's the only

904
00:41:21,560 --> 00:41:22,719
Speaker 2: prayer everybody should be praying.

905
00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:25,239
Speaker 1: That's it, all right? Need I say that too. I

906
00:41:25,400 --> 00:41:27,080
Speaker 1: used to be like, please do this, Lord, I want

907
00:41:27,160 --> 00:41:29,680
Speaker 1: this Lord, God, please change this person, please help me

908
00:41:29,760 --> 00:41:31,840
Speaker 1: with this. And it was like this long list of

909
00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:33,680
Speaker 1: things that I'll be praying about. And then I read

910
00:41:33,719 --> 00:41:36,080
Speaker 1: the scripture where it says don't go in your closet babbling,

911
00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:39,040
Speaker 1: just say the Lord's prayer. That would be done, and

912
00:41:39,160 --> 00:41:42,040
Speaker 1: that's it. And literally when I took that on, I

913
00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:44,399
Speaker 1: realized that the things I was praying for were one

914
00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:47,320
Speaker 1: too small, and what God had for me and what

915
00:41:47,400 --> 00:41:49,640
Speaker 1: he was showing for me that he had was way

916
00:41:49,719 --> 00:41:51,080
Speaker 1: bigger than I even imagined.

917
00:41:51,239 --> 00:41:54,759
Speaker 2: That's real. So that's I hear you preaching. Not girl,

918
00:41:55,680 --> 00:41:57,040
Speaker 2: you don't know what you just said. You think you

919
00:41:57,200 --> 00:42:00,120
Speaker 2: just said it something normal. Most times people say something big,

920
00:42:00,200 --> 00:42:03,239
Speaker 2: they think it a big one of that big you

921
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:06,080
Speaker 2: just said, some girl, because that is so true. That's

922
00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:07,799
Speaker 2: so cause we don't know what to ask for, because

923
00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:10,400
Speaker 2: we so we're a piece of saying to a thousand

924
00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:13,000
Speaker 2: beaches to God, yes, my baby. Mamas try to give

925
00:42:13,040 --> 00:42:14,640
Speaker 2: me a child' support. They can't get me because they

926
00:42:14,680 --> 00:42:18,560
Speaker 2: don't even know how to ask for enough. I had

927
00:42:18,640 --> 00:42:23,000
Speaker 2: to help them. Your Lord, you wasn't good enough. Let

928
00:42:23,040 --> 00:42:25,480
Speaker 2: me give you double that. They can't hit me because

929
00:42:25,560 --> 00:42:28,960
Speaker 2: what your brain can't even not even fathoming one yes,

930
00:42:29,280 --> 00:42:32,200
Speaker 2: And that's what you don't realize. They need to let

931
00:42:32,280 --> 00:42:36,719
Speaker 2: God will. Just trust his will because what we because

932
00:42:36,760 --> 00:42:39,239
Speaker 2: what because the dangerous thing, whatever you pray for, you

933
00:42:39,360 --> 00:42:43,160
Speaker 2: eventually gonna get. That's why, old girl, the Lallah got

934
00:42:43,200 --> 00:42:46,560
Speaker 2: it from Sampson because she kept aggravating. And God, he's

935
00:42:46,600 --> 00:42:48,879
Speaker 2: a father of all things, and he asking me, I'm

936
00:42:48,920 --> 00:42:50,239
Speaker 2: gonna open the door for you, and you're gonna say

937
00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:53,960
Speaker 2: thank you, But he are knowledge No right now, Willsdom

938
00:42:54,040 --> 00:42:58,799
Speaker 2: know in time? Yes, there's only one prayer. God will

939
00:42:58,840 --> 00:43:02,000
Speaker 2: be double. He can't stand here, baby cry. He gonna

940
00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:05,239
Speaker 2: give you that passify. And sometimes in life, very very

941
00:43:05,320 --> 00:43:08,600
Speaker 2: seldom you have somebody in your life who who who

942
00:43:09,160 --> 00:43:13,000
Speaker 2: a grandparents or something who's stopping you from getting your

943
00:43:13,080 --> 00:43:15,880
Speaker 2: blessing too early. If I would have been this popular

944
00:43:16,800 --> 00:43:21,600
Speaker 2: at twenty two out had all kinds of women, God knew, Yeah,

945
00:43:22,080 --> 00:43:27,680
Speaker 2: time is not yeah, because now I'm too sleepy, I

946
00:43:27,719 --> 00:43:30,239
Speaker 2: ain't got the energy. I'm like, well, I'm tired, right,

947
00:43:30,560 --> 00:43:33,880
Speaker 2: But nah, that's what it is, man, It's it's God's

948
00:43:33,960 --> 00:43:37,400
Speaker 2: will man to be done. And that's what people got

949
00:43:37,480 --> 00:43:40,239
Speaker 2: to And when you, when you live like that, you

950
00:43:40,360 --> 00:43:44,640
Speaker 2: really see it's enough for everybody. It is everybody's supposed

951
00:43:44,640 --> 00:43:47,880
Speaker 2: to be. It's too many rich people out here for

952
00:43:48,040 --> 00:43:52,839
Speaker 2: everybody not to be feeling it. Somebody being greeted, M God,

953
00:43:53,320 --> 00:43:56,680
Speaker 2: I don't make it. I give away by give to

954
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:59,359
Speaker 2: my family of my business. You know what I'm saying

955
00:44:00,239 --> 00:44:03,840
Speaker 2: about three hundred or four hundred a month. But that

956
00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:09,279
Speaker 2: four hundred month touched so many people. But when I

957
00:44:09,360 --> 00:44:13,920
Speaker 2: say it, we need in the family. It touched so

958
00:44:14,000 --> 00:44:17,719
Speaker 2: many people. But it's people that's making triple what I'm making.

959
00:44:17,760 --> 00:44:22,799
Speaker 2: I'm like that, why because people don't believe in God's will.

960
00:44:23,080 --> 00:44:25,160
Speaker 2: Everybody's nowadays online they teach you how to keep your

961
00:44:25,160 --> 00:44:28,480
Speaker 2: money for the future. That's all they trying to do.

962
00:44:29,000 --> 00:44:31,719
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be dead what you're talking about about? This?

963
00:44:31,840 --> 00:44:34,120
Speaker 2: All right? Man? This I ain't starting that. I'm trying

964
00:44:34,160 --> 00:44:37,080
Speaker 2: to Hey, so, but what it is that's people who

965
00:44:37,719 --> 00:44:41,560
Speaker 2: he told you, man, money gonna be the love of money.

966
00:44:42,760 --> 00:44:48,239
Speaker 2: You know, money is a low frequency Why I told

967
00:44:48,280 --> 00:44:50,920
Speaker 2: a god one time, I take care of my baby mom.

968
00:44:51,000 --> 00:44:53,600
Speaker 2: O'kay a man like man, You simping, No, you simp

969
00:44:53,640 --> 00:44:58,120
Speaker 2: because you giving up energy, My energy reserved. I give

970
00:44:58,160 --> 00:45:04,839
Speaker 2: away Federal reserve. They have no warrior. You better start

971
00:45:04,920 --> 00:45:08,080
Speaker 2: you a little preacher over here too, that I'm preaching.

972
00:45:08,239 --> 00:45:09,680
Speaker 2: I ain't. I ain't trying to preach.

973
00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:16,520
Speaker 1: He said, I'm getting way Federal reserve, not my energy.

974
00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:19,080
Speaker 2: But God's will. They trying to put together. Everybody trying

975
00:45:19,080 --> 00:45:20,880
Speaker 2: to prepare their own wheel. They set in their own

976
00:45:20,920 --> 00:45:26,879
Speaker 2: wheel up. But we ain't good and the devil, the devil.

977
00:45:26,920 --> 00:45:28,400
Speaker 2: People don't know the devil don't come in your life

978
00:45:28,440 --> 00:45:31,520
Speaker 2: to horm on purpose. He tries to be God. He's

979
00:45:31,600 --> 00:45:35,799
Speaker 2: so bad. A blessing because this how the inasry turned out.

980
00:45:37,120 --> 00:45:40,040
Speaker 2: This ain't God. Now, yeah, because even if people make

981
00:45:40,080 --> 00:45:44,400
Speaker 2: it through the stress of what am I gonna make

982
00:45:44,480 --> 00:45:47,480
Speaker 2: it through? See, they would let God handle it. It'll

983
00:45:47,520 --> 00:45:49,800
Speaker 2: be different because what happens in the industry now, so

984
00:45:49,840 --> 00:45:52,040
Speaker 2: many projects, you know what I'm saying, so many projects,

985
00:45:52,080 --> 00:45:54,960
Speaker 2: what happen. It's a lot of selfish people and ages

986
00:45:55,440 --> 00:45:59,400
Speaker 2: in the in the in the studios and the people

987
00:46:00,000 --> 00:46:01,919
Speaker 2: if you know this project ain't gonna work in your heart.

988
00:46:02,800 --> 00:46:06,239
Speaker 2: People I hire people because they like them. And you

989
00:46:06,400 --> 00:46:09,399
Speaker 2: playing with other people money. You playing with other people money.

990
00:46:09,480 --> 00:46:12,800
Speaker 2: Now if this don't come back, and we got to

991
00:46:12,800 --> 00:46:14,200
Speaker 2: stop in a minute, because I'm not about to.

992
00:46:14,239 --> 00:46:15,320
Speaker 1: Keep losing exactly.

993
00:46:15,760 --> 00:46:18,759
Speaker 2: But it's people. It's people that'll be like, put this

994
00:46:18,800 --> 00:46:21,080
Speaker 2: person's project because you putting your own wheel together cause

995
00:46:21,080 --> 00:46:22,879
Speaker 2: it's gonna benefit you. But not knowing that they will

996
00:46:22,960 --> 00:46:23,960
Speaker 2: keep turning everybody going.

997
00:46:24,360 --> 00:46:28,600
Speaker 1: But you know, so it's good you talked about giving.

998
00:46:29,360 --> 00:46:33,080
Speaker 1: And one thing that Andy Norman, who works at this

999
00:46:33,200 --> 00:46:35,240
Speaker 1: he's one of the vice presidents at Tyler Perry Studios.

1000
00:46:35,680 --> 00:46:38,399
Speaker 1: He leaves it work and goes to Bible study every week.

1001
00:46:39,040 --> 00:46:41,960
Speaker 1: And when I was still costuming, before I became a

1002
00:46:42,000 --> 00:46:45,319
Speaker 1: costume designer, even started styling Tyler, he called me one day.

1003
00:46:45,320 --> 00:46:47,360
Speaker 1: He said, I don't know why God put you on

1004
00:46:47,440 --> 00:46:49,279
Speaker 1: my heart during Bible study, but he told me to

1005
00:46:49,320 --> 00:46:50,960
Speaker 1: tell you this, and I was like, what do you

1006
00:46:51,000 --> 00:46:52,319
Speaker 1: tell you? He told me to tell you that your

1007
00:46:52,360 --> 00:46:56,000
Speaker 1: living is in your giving and I was like okay.

1008
00:46:56,160 --> 00:46:57,879
Speaker 1: He's like just remember that, and I was like, okay,

1009
00:46:58,000 --> 00:46:59,760
Speaker 1: I got it. So I've always been like a Tyler,

1010
00:46:59,880 --> 00:47:02,239
Speaker 1: like I always make sure I give God his and

1011
00:47:02,880 --> 00:47:05,560
Speaker 1: help people as I can. But as I began to

1012
00:47:05,680 --> 00:47:08,920
Speaker 1: stand in like gang Wealth, I was like, wow, like

1013
00:47:09,040 --> 00:47:11,080
Speaker 1: I knew exactly he didn't even He's like Chris, I

1014
00:47:11,120 --> 00:47:12,799
Speaker 1: had no idea why God put that, but he knew

1015
00:47:12,800 --> 00:47:14,080
Speaker 1: where you were going and he knew where he was

1016
00:47:14,120 --> 00:47:15,880
Speaker 1: taking you, and he didn't want you to forget that.

1017
00:47:16,560 --> 00:47:18,279
Speaker 1: So I always tell I want to tell you that

1018
00:47:18,360 --> 00:47:19,759
Speaker 1: as well, like your living is and you're giving and

1019
00:47:19,800 --> 00:47:20,560
Speaker 1: you're doing the right thing.

1020
00:47:20,800 --> 00:47:22,759
Speaker 2: I appreciate it. Man, Yeah, I ain't. No, I ain't

1021
00:47:22,760 --> 00:47:24,279
Speaker 2: got no woman in my life to tell me I'm

1022
00:47:24,320 --> 00:47:32,359
Speaker 2: doing the right thing. That great? Is that crazy? But again,

1023
00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:34,080
Speaker 2: so let's talk about women.

1024
00:47:34,880 --> 00:47:38,719
Speaker 1: Since we're on the subject. You are a father of ten.

1025
00:47:40,719 --> 00:47:44,360
Speaker 2: How did you end up with so many kids? I ain't.

1026
00:47:48,640 --> 00:47:51,160
Speaker 1: Where these like relationships or worthyse.

1027
00:47:51,320 --> 00:47:56,480
Speaker 2: Just my first baby moment was my high school speard.

1028
00:47:56,840 --> 00:47:59,399
Speaker 2: So we were together from eighth grade all the way

1029
00:47:59,440 --> 00:48:03,719
Speaker 2: to like for years. So we had three kids, Okay, nah,

1030
00:48:04,520 --> 00:48:08,520
Speaker 2: I chs on her one time got a girl pregnant,

1031
00:48:09,080 --> 00:48:11,640
Speaker 2: this all through it was right after high school and

1032
00:48:11,760 --> 00:48:14,920
Speaker 2: then my three kids in between her was women I

1033
00:48:15,040 --> 00:48:18,319
Speaker 2: deal with one time. Wow, and cousin that. God did

1034
00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:20,480
Speaker 2: me like that? Because you know better? You know better?

1035
00:48:21,280 --> 00:48:23,120
Speaker 2: My these girl got pregnant. Then I was like, oh

1036
00:48:23,160 --> 00:48:24,920
Speaker 2: my god, you know what I'm saying. So I was

1037
00:48:24,960 --> 00:48:28,000
Speaker 2: at I'm at six children, Wow, I don't know, you

1038
00:48:28,040 --> 00:48:30,920
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. And then uh, and then my

1039
00:48:31,040 --> 00:48:37,920
Speaker 2: ex wife and and her her I had three You

1040
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:44,960
Speaker 2: were married okay for seven months? Said no, it was

1041
00:48:45,000 --> 00:48:48,040
Speaker 2: a yeah, yeah, changed but I was with her for

1042
00:48:48,120 --> 00:48:48,520
Speaker 2: ten years.

1043
00:48:51,800 --> 00:49:00,600
Speaker 1: Wait, wait, together with her for ten years? Yeah, married

1044
00:49:00,680 --> 00:49:03,479
Speaker 1: for seven months to a year. It was a year, okay,

1045
00:49:03,480 --> 00:49:03,759
Speaker 1: a year?

1046
00:49:03,880 --> 00:49:06,760
Speaker 2: Yeah for sure. What happened was it just like an

1047
00:49:08,040 --> 00:49:10,040
Speaker 2: I married her because like, first of all, we had

1048
00:49:10,040 --> 00:49:11,440
Speaker 2: got custoded at one of my daughters. I had to

1049
00:49:11,440 --> 00:49:13,120
Speaker 2: go to court for us. So then I had just

1050
00:49:13,200 --> 00:49:14,799
Speaker 2: started doing the touring thing. I'm like, man, I've been

1051
00:49:14,840 --> 00:49:17,080
Speaker 2: with this girl. Man, I sold dope out her projects. Man.

1052
00:49:17,160 --> 00:49:19,439
Speaker 2: I was like, man, I got I'm finna marry brother.

1053
00:49:19,440 --> 00:49:21,120
Speaker 2: This's life cause I ain't stuck any women. I'm gonna

1054
00:49:21,120 --> 00:49:23,719
Speaker 2: get it money. Yeah. When I got in industry, I

1055
00:49:23,880 --> 00:49:26,319
Speaker 2: tell everybody a lot of men focus on these women

1056
00:49:26,360 --> 00:49:28,400
Speaker 2: cause ain't never had them. See, I didn't have them,

1057
00:49:28,680 --> 00:49:32,319
Speaker 2: so my focus now. Hey, Yeah, so I married her.

1058
00:49:32,440 --> 00:49:34,279
Speaker 2: I'm like, man, I used to I'm finna do this.

1059
00:49:35,040 --> 00:49:38,000
Speaker 2: I'm finna change my family life for real. So I

1060
00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:41,960
Speaker 2: married her, man and and then you know, a year later,

1061
00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:45,600
Speaker 2: I'm like, nah, God hated to leave it behind. I

1062
00:49:45,600 --> 00:49:47,320
Speaker 2: ain't gonna leave her. H my first baby, mama. You

1063
00:49:47,360 --> 00:49:49,239
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. But I find a way I

1064
00:49:49,280 --> 00:49:51,879
Speaker 2: could bring him up financially and be there for them.

1065
00:49:51,920 --> 00:49:53,200
Speaker 1: But was that a hard decision?

1066
00:49:53,480 --> 00:49:56,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, that hard decision because you like, you know, you

1067
00:49:56,719 --> 00:49:59,399
Speaker 2: leaving the women like we grew up together. So like, damn,

1068
00:49:59,480 --> 00:50:03,279
Speaker 2: finna take a But see y'all ain't with it.

1069
00:50:04,160 --> 00:50:04,840
Speaker 1: They wasn't with it.

1070
00:50:05,360 --> 00:50:08,160
Speaker 2: Nah, they just different lane, Man. You know, I I

1071
00:50:08,400 --> 00:50:11,680
Speaker 2: started growing fast, like I started worrying about my diet.

1072
00:50:11,760 --> 00:50:13,480
Speaker 2: I started because you know, I picked up that Bible

1073
00:50:13,800 --> 00:50:15,520
Speaker 2: while me and her was in the project. Mm. I

1074
00:50:15,600 --> 00:50:16,960
Speaker 2: was like, man, I told her you should have picked

1075
00:50:17,000 --> 00:50:18,839
Speaker 2: it up with me. But she asked me one day,

1076
00:50:18,880 --> 00:50:21,239
Speaker 2: she said, what you read? You ain't gonna share what

1077
00:50:21,280 --> 00:50:22,400
Speaker 2: you read? I mean, I said, man, you got it

1078
00:50:23,400 --> 00:50:25,960
Speaker 2: read the women. But I was growing so fast once

1079
00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:28,360
Speaker 2: I picked up that Bible. I was out growing a

1080
00:50:28,560 --> 00:50:31,439
Speaker 2: lot of stuff. Wow. So by the time I'm like, hey, man,

1081
00:50:32,200 --> 00:50:35,279
Speaker 2: I'm a change person. That's so powerful cause you can't

1082
00:50:35,280 --> 00:50:38,440
Speaker 2: scream his name too long without changed your character. And uh,

1083
00:50:40,080 --> 00:50:42,799
Speaker 2: my character was changing. And I was like, damn, they can't.

1084
00:50:43,920 --> 00:50:47,200
Speaker 2: They had first chance. They had first they had these.

1085
00:50:47,160 --> 00:50:49,840
Speaker 1: Now do they do they have? Have they expressed any Regretless?

1086
00:50:49,840 --> 00:50:54,040
Speaker 2: Every woman I've been with regret. They ain't gonna find

1087
00:50:54,080 --> 00:50:56,520
Speaker 2: no wain, Wayne, you ain't gonna find no way. You

1088
00:50:56,560 --> 00:50:59,520
Speaker 2: ain't gonna find no Wayne that when she get a Wayne,

1089
00:50:59,560 --> 00:51:02,399
Speaker 2: you your grandma gonna be excited in the world. See

1090
00:51:02,440 --> 00:51:04,160
Speaker 2: it's hard to find that cause your grandma canund be

1091
00:51:04,160 --> 00:51:06,560
Speaker 2: inside without your friend like but he like mm. But

1092
00:51:06,680 --> 00:51:08,520
Speaker 2: I but the world could be excited. But your grandma

1093
00:51:08,600 --> 00:51:10,879
Speaker 2: like he and the one for you, Man, I got

1094
00:51:10,920 --> 00:51:13,840
Speaker 2: the aunt tie in the streets. So they gonna you

1095
00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:15,880
Speaker 2: blessed and you covered. But at the same time, you

1096
00:51:16,000 --> 00:51:19,160
Speaker 2: please mm cause you were in the flesh, your spirit,

1097
00:51:19,280 --> 00:51:21,600
Speaker 2: running life. But the fletch got to be pleased. So

1098
00:51:21,880 --> 00:51:26,560
Speaker 2: the women were the women. Yeah, they regret it. Yeah,

1099
00:51:26,800 --> 00:51:28,239
Speaker 2: and a lot of a lot of women out there.

1100
00:51:28,280 --> 00:51:30,840
Speaker 2: We think it's still a chain cause I'm free like

1101
00:51:30,920 --> 00:51:32,640
Speaker 2: a really, I'm not in the relayship for real.

1102
00:51:32,600 --> 00:51:35,960
Speaker 1: Right, But now do you lead them on to make Nah?

1103
00:51:36,040 --> 00:51:38,120
Speaker 1: If they think they like that?

1104
00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:39,480
Speaker 2: Okay, you know I don't play, I don't pl I

1105
00:51:39,480 --> 00:51:43,000
Speaker 2: don't play with people. I don't play no game the radio.

1106
00:51:43,120 --> 00:51:47,319
Speaker 2: I'm direct, But nah, but nah, they definitely R. They

1107
00:51:47,360 --> 00:51:49,640
Speaker 2: definitely regreted R. But I'm petty like that. I made

1108
00:51:49,680 --> 00:51:52,680
Speaker 2: sure they was gonna regret it. I worked hard to

1109
00:51:52,760 --> 00:51:59,360
Speaker 2: make people regret. Yeah, my god, I'm a competitive So

1110
00:51:59,800 --> 00:52:05,040
Speaker 2: I work on myself to be Yeah, to grow, because,

1111
00:52:05,160 --> 00:52:07,160
Speaker 2: like I put in my book, man, stay up. That's

1112
00:52:07,160 --> 00:52:10,080
Speaker 2: the only way a woman gonna really ever want you

1113
00:52:10,400 --> 00:52:12,960
Speaker 2: and keep loving you. You have to stay up.

1114
00:52:13,200 --> 00:52:17,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's real. That's real. So about your children, I

1115
00:52:17,640 --> 00:52:20,040
Speaker 1: see you're very active in all your children's lives. How

1116
00:52:20,120 --> 00:52:24,040
Speaker 1: do you manage and like with between business and cause

1117
00:52:24,040 --> 00:52:27,320
Speaker 1: you're always I feel like you're always working and creating something.

1118
00:52:27,800 --> 00:52:29,239
Speaker 1: How do you like manage the time even to be

1119
00:52:29,320 --> 00:52:31,160
Speaker 1: here today? How do you imagine time for your children

1120
00:52:31,640 --> 00:52:32,400
Speaker 1: and your business?

1121
00:52:32,600 --> 00:52:34,120
Speaker 2: Well? I had to. I had to. I had to

1122
00:52:34,200 --> 00:52:36,320
Speaker 2: retire a lot of people. Like my daddy. He I

1123
00:52:36,440 --> 00:52:39,040
Speaker 2: retired him. So he take my sons to basketball practice.

1124
00:52:39,040 --> 00:52:42,319
Speaker 2: He handled them like he took the kid. The girls

1125
00:52:42,400 --> 00:52:44,480
Speaker 2: wanted to go to be on ste concert, He put

1126
00:52:44,560 --> 00:52:46,760
Speaker 2: them in the sprinter, took them in the baby mamas.

1127
00:52:46,880 --> 00:52:49,120
Speaker 2: And so basically I had to kind of like build

1128
00:52:49,160 --> 00:52:51,759
Speaker 2: a village around my kid and they all help me,

1129
00:52:51,800 --> 00:52:54,719
Speaker 2: and then I just make my God made away with

1130
00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:57,640
Speaker 2: my schedule. I controlled my career so much like I

1131
00:52:57,760 --> 00:52:59,879
Speaker 2: shut something down, like this something I shut the hold

1132
00:53:00,320 --> 00:53:02,880
Speaker 2: I told him ain't working, and I ain't even know

1133
00:53:02,920 --> 00:53:05,360
Speaker 2: the strike was coming right like that, I knew it

1134
00:53:05,360 --> 00:53:07,560
Speaker 2: was the right stripe, but I'm like, this be over, yeah, right,

1135
00:53:07,680 --> 00:53:10,120
Speaker 2: But then atract came. I'm like, oh, yeah, yeah, this

1136
00:53:10,280 --> 00:53:13,200
Speaker 2: is different. So I just I put them first. And

1137
00:53:13,280 --> 00:53:15,080
Speaker 2: I feel like whatever you put first, God to make

1138
00:53:15,120 --> 00:53:17,799
Speaker 2: a way for you to miss for the balance if

1139
00:53:17,840 --> 00:53:19,960
Speaker 2: you put the right thing first. I love that.

1140
00:53:21,000 --> 00:53:23,640
Speaker 1: Speaking of parenthood, you recently did a post about we

1141
00:53:23,719 --> 00:53:27,719
Speaker 1: talked about forgiving parents. What did you actually forgive.

1142
00:53:27,480 --> 00:53:30,440
Speaker 2: Your dad for? Uh? He wasn't there, you know, the

1143
00:53:30,560 --> 00:53:32,480
Speaker 2: times of need and he had it. He was in

1144
00:53:32,520 --> 00:53:35,399
Speaker 2: the streets hustling and had money, but he won't really

1145
00:53:35,440 --> 00:53:39,160
Speaker 2: bless my mama unless they was on good turn. And

1146
00:53:39,239 --> 00:53:42,440
Speaker 2: so it was it was under condition and unconditional.

1147
00:53:42,800 --> 00:53:43,600
Speaker 1: Yeah that's different.

1148
00:53:43,680 --> 00:53:46,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, So I went through things that I didn't have

1149
00:53:46,520 --> 00:53:49,200
Speaker 2: to go through if he was just brought him some

1150
00:53:49,320 --> 00:53:52,759
Speaker 2: money around now. So I'm like, yeah, he wasn't there

1151
00:53:52,800 --> 00:53:56,280
Speaker 2: when he could have been right, and so I forgive

1152
00:53:56,360 --> 00:53:56,680
Speaker 2: him for that.

1153
00:53:56,800 --> 00:54:00,400
Speaker 1: Though, Did that help you see what he did and

1154
00:54:00,520 --> 00:54:02,520
Speaker 1: the wa where he went wrong? Be the father that

1155
00:54:02,600 --> 00:54:03,160
Speaker 1: you are today?

1156
00:54:03,320 --> 00:54:05,120
Speaker 2: Yeah? Know why I take care of my baby mamas.

1157
00:54:05,120 --> 00:54:06,640
Speaker 2: Cause at the end of the day, that's a hard job.

1158
00:54:07,280 --> 00:54:09,520
Speaker 2: And I learned that they set me free. Yeah, cause

1159
00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:11,799
Speaker 2: me trying to control they life. Look, look, the kids

1160
00:54:11,840 --> 00:54:13,919
Speaker 2: stay there even though they do got a man still

1161
00:54:13,920 --> 00:54:16,040
Speaker 2: got to play on bill. Yes, I can't let the

1162
00:54:16,120 --> 00:54:18,399
Speaker 2: kids sit outside cause your mama, whatever your mama doing

1163
00:54:18,520 --> 00:54:20,600
Speaker 2: or whoever they talking to, and got nothing to do

1164
00:54:20,719 --> 00:54:23,200
Speaker 2: with this decision we made together to have this child.

1165
00:54:24,080 --> 00:54:27,080
Speaker 2: So it helped me understand that cause I know if

1166
00:54:27,120 --> 00:54:28,319
Speaker 2: their household ain't right.

1167
00:54:29,520 --> 00:54:30,879
Speaker 1: It's not good for the kids for sure.

1168
00:54:31,120 --> 00:54:31,319
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1169
00:54:31,760 --> 00:54:33,480
Speaker 1: Do your kids live with you or they live all

1170
00:54:33,520 --> 00:54:35,440
Speaker 1: with their But my son lived with me.

1171
00:54:35,520 --> 00:54:38,040
Speaker 2: Tamar lived with me. But all the restaurant, they all

1172
00:54:38,080 --> 00:54:39,400
Speaker 2: got rooms in there, but they don't be there. They

1173
00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:41,399
Speaker 2: be with their mama. But they got a room there

1174
00:54:42,160 --> 00:54:43,800
Speaker 2: and they mama stay five or ten minutes away. But

1175
00:54:43,880 --> 00:54:46,080
Speaker 2: it really just be me and Tamar. Okay, cause my

1176
00:54:46,160 --> 00:54:47,240
Speaker 2: other sons just went to college.

1177
00:54:47,480 --> 00:54:50,320
Speaker 1: Got you what were the steps that led you to

1178
00:54:50,480 --> 00:54:51,839
Speaker 1: saying I need to forgive my dad.

1179
00:54:53,280 --> 00:54:55,279
Speaker 2: Man, I just don't like to waste time. M I

1180
00:54:55,320 --> 00:54:58,160
Speaker 2: ain't holding nothing in Yeah, cause that was yesterday.

1181
00:54:59,760 --> 00:55:02,120
Speaker 1: Was how was that conversation, like, was it hard because

1182
00:55:02,120 --> 00:55:06,040
Speaker 1: I know sometimes parents our generation is really big on

1183
00:55:06,239 --> 00:55:09,239
Speaker 1: like mental health and not wasting time, and we know

1184
00:55:09,320 --> 00:55:12,880
Speaker 1: the importance of certain things where our parents may kind

1185
00:55:12,920 --> 00:55:14,440
Speaker 1: of be stuck in their waist. Is your dad one

1186
00:55:14,440 --> 00:55:15,840
Speaker 1: of people that's kind of like second ways? Was it

1187
00:55:15,960 --> 00:55:16,960
Speaker 1: hard to even get through to him?

1188
00:55:17,719 --> 00:55:19,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was hard to get to to him. But

1189
00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:23,840
Speaker 2: the thing was, when you believe in yourself and you

1190
00:55:23,960 --> 00:55:26,400
Speaker 2: look at yourself a lot, you see that they were

1191
00:55:26,480 --> 00:55:28,560
Speaker 2: through things. So it's a change that we know we're

1192
00:55:28,560 --> 00:55:33,040
Speaker 2: coming out of slavery now. Yeah, you feel what I'm saying.

1193
00:55:33,120 --> 00:55:37,480
Speaker 2: So what we expect our parents? Yeah, it's me real

1194
00:55:38,000 --> 00:55:38,879
Speaker 2: you You're right.

1195
00:55:39,000 --> 00:55:41,920
Speaker 1: I say the same thing. I was telling my dad

1196
00:55:42,000 --> 00:55:45,320
Speaker 1: this recently. I said, you know, I think about the

1197
00:55:45,440 --> 00:55:49,160
Speaker 1: generational curses and how like our parents just repeat what

1198
00:55:49,280 --> 00:55:52,719
Speaker 1: they saw, and you think about our grandparents who were

1199
00:55:53,080 --> 00:55:56,080
Speaker 1: the children of slaves, you know, like, or you're not

1200
00:55:56,200 --> 00:55:57,000
Speaker 1: as old, saying but.

1201
00:55:58,480 --> 00:56:01,520
Speaker 2: I'm older than you and spirit if you are, you are.

1202
00:56:01,520 --> 00:56:04,040
Speaker 1: And old you literally are. Yeah, I I would give

1203
00:56:04,040 --> 00:56:07,719
Speaker 1: you that, you know. So, Yeah, but our parents like

1204
00:56:07,840 --> 00:56:09,880
Speaker 1: it's like we're not that far, Like we just getting

1205
00:56:09,920 --> 00:56:12,360
Speaker 1: out of that you know, and we're the ones that

1206
00:56:12,400 --> 00:56:16,799
Speaker 1: are starting to break the cycles, those patterns. That's so true.

1207
00:56:16,960 --> 00:56:18,400
Speaker 1: I literally just talked to my dad about that.

1208
00:56:18,760 --> 00:56:20,640
Speaker 2: You know. So we just getting out of slavery. So

1209
00:56:20,680 --> 00:56:23,000
Speaker 2: we're spending our parents and be like, Mama didn't do this,

1210
00:56:23,160 --> 00:56:26,120
Speaker 2: Mama didn't listen here man, listen my daddy, my mom.

1211
00:56:26,239 --> 00:56:28,560
Speaker 2: My dad ain't take my helps and throw it to them.

1212
00:56:28,600 --> 00:56:32,120
Speaker 2: Got their women mm and have them babies. Yeah, I

1213
00:56:32,200 --> 00:56:34,040
Speaker 2: could have made that decision. I'd do that. So when

1214
00:56:34,040 --> 00:56:36,960
Speaker 2: you believe in yourself, I got two kids that believe

1215
00:56:36,960 --> 00:56:39,560
Speaker 2: in theyself and they never reflect they problems on they parents.

1216
00:56:39,840 --> 00:56:40,040
Speaker 1: MM.

1217
00:56:40,800 --> 00:56:42,560
Speaker 2: Sometimes some of my kids are getting mad when they

1218
00:56:42,600 --> 00:56:44,400
Speaker 2: go through stuff. They make their mama feel like I

1219
00:56:44,600 --> 00:56:47,120
Speaker 2: just feel like I don't f I'm like, mm, what's

1220
00:56:47,719 --> 00:56:50,840
Speaker 2: my two kids that believe in theyself? They internalize and

1221
00:56:50,880 --> 00:56:54,320
Speaker 2: they work on some Wow, they don't take it and

1222
00:56:54,400 --> 00:56:56,080
Speaker 2: throwing on their parents. And I was always that child

1223
00:56:56,120 --> 00:56:59,320
Speaker 2: cause deep down, man, kids would lie, people would be

1224
00:56:59,400 --> 00:57:01,440
Speaker 2: lit ye and one time being bad at school. My

1225
00:57:01,480 --> 00:57:03,759
Speaker 2: mama don't about to beat me, Like, what's been your problem?

1226
00:57:03,800 --> 00:57:05,680
Speaker 2: Say my uncle Chunk? Come, uncle Chunk had died. Man,

1227
00:57:05,760 --> 00:57:07,440
Speaker 2: he had died to you. I want to stud the man,

1228
00:57:07,920 --> 00:57:11,560
Speaker 2: but I needed something deep for them to feel sensley.

1229
00:57:11,600 --> 00:57:13,040
Speaker 2: For me, I was like my uncle chuk. They were like.

1230
00:57:13,600 --> 00:57:17,000
Speaker 2: She was like, what's wrong with uncle? She was like

1231
00:57:21,320 --> 00:57:22,600
Speaker 2: she had that bill to that belting.

1232
00:57:27,360 --> 00:57:28,840
Speaker 3: She said, what be I said? He been coming to

1233
00:57:28,880 --> 00:57:32,520
Speaker 3: see me at night? She say, what did he say?

1234
00:57:32,680 --> 00:57:39,760
Speaker 3: I was like, so I know how kids and people are.

1235
00:57:39,880 --> 00:57:42,560
Speaker 2: Man, there be other stuff the all like if somebody

1236
00:57:42,600 --> 00:57:46,720
Speaker 2: if you come in here and you snap somebody, they'd

1237
00:57:46,720 --> 00:57:48,720
Speaker 2: be like, it's because you said this. No, it's whatever

1238
00:57:48,760 --> 00:57:51,280
Speaker 2: happened before that, that happened, that happened. You just happen

1239
00:57:51,320 --> 00:57:52,840
Speaker 2: to be the one that they get over the god

1240
00:57:52,920 --> 00:57:56,200
Speaker 2: during talk. So people know deep down, bro, people be

1241
00:57:56,320 --> 00:57:59,040
Speaker 2: having all I like, man, people just ain't real. So

1242
00:57:59,240 --> 00:58:00,840
Speaker 2: I don't deal with a lot of that stuff coming in.

1243
00:58:01,200 --> 00:58:02,760
Speaker 2: People don't want to hit the real. They only talking

1244
00:58:02,760 --> 00:58:04,640
Speaker 2: to me. People be going through other stuff, and most

1245
00:58:04,760 --> 00:58:09,600
Speaker 2: time it's relationships. Somebody that has gone through something like Brud.

1246
00:58:09,960 --> 00:58:11,520
Speaker 2: Nobody shouldn't be able to have a power in your

1247
00:58:11,560 --> 00:58:13,960
Speaker 2: life to text you on the phone and change your

1248
00:58:14,080 --> 00:58:16,480
Speaker 2: date for you to call somebody to talk an hour

1249
00:58:16,680 --> 00:58:19,800
Speaker 2: about that. That means that we're not letting God's being

1250
00:58:19,840 --> 00:58:23,080
Speaker 2: accounting of our energy. Because we let God be the

1251
00:58:23,200 --> 00:58:25,320
Speaker 2: counting of our energy, he gonna know how much to

1252
00:58:25,360 --> 00:58:26,840
Speaker 2: put in there, and then when it do happen, it

1253
00:58:26,920 --> 00:58:29,120
Speaker 2: ain't gonna fix you at all. Yes, So my mom

1254
00:58:29,200 --> 00:58:32,120
Speaker 2: and daddy life, I wasn't that tied into them because

1255
00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:35,760
Speaker 2: the reason why everybody's heart was hurt my other siblings,

1256
00:58:35,960 --> 00:58:37,520
Speaker 2: because you had too much faith in your mama and

1257
00:58:37,560 --> 00:58:40,160
Speaker 2: your daddy. There's only God, and as a child, we

1258
00:58:40,280 --> 00:58:41,120
Speaker 2: have time to learn that.

1259
00:58:43,720 --> 00:58:44,840
Speaker 1: Ass like did we know?

1260
00:58:45,080 --> 00:58:47,520
Speaker 2: I don't know. Well, I was My family was gone,

1261
00:58:47,600 --> 00:58:49,160
Speaker 2: they was drinking the smoker, So I guess I was

1262
00:58:49,200 --> 00:58:53,120
Speaker 2: one of them kids grew up there, But they have

1263
00:58:53,200 --> 00:58:55,720
Speaker 2: an option. My kids see me read that Bible, their

1264
00:58:55,760 --> 00:58:58,600
Speaker 2: friends see me reading. So somehow in our life.

1265
00:58:59,040 --> 00:59:01,120
Speaker 1: You're giving them a different God.

1266
00:59:01,240 --> 00:59:05,160
Speaker 2: We don't see this. I don't know, like you say,

1267
00:59:05,200 --> 00:59:08,120
Speaker 2: I can't say that because my sisters. I think some

1268
00:59:08,400 --> 00:59:11,760
Speaker 2: children judge their parents because my whole family did drug.

1269
00:59:12,160 --> 00:59:15,080
Speaker 2: And my aunt tiv Wonda, she like she my cousin,

1270
00:59:15,160 --> 00:59:16,800
Speaker 2: but she my my mama, was like best friend. And

1271
00:59:16,880 --> 00:59:19,920
Speaker 2: she always told us never try weed because it was

1272
00:59:19,960 --> 00:59:23,680
Speaker 2: a gateway drug. But my sisters, my family always judged

1273
00:59:23,720 --> 00:59:26,280
Speaker 2: them like y'all just a bunch of week get different.

1274
00:59:26,320 --> 00:59:29,880
Speaker 2: But what happened is they told us never try alcoholic weed.

1275
00:59:30,280 --> 00:59:32,440
Speaker 2: They tried it, so now they fighting not to be

1276
00:59:32,520 --> 00:59:34,960
Speaker 2: an alcoholic. So instead of calling themselfs alcohol as long

1277
00:59:34,960 --> 00:59:36,400
Speaker 2: as they keep them some money and have a party,

1278
00:59:36,640 --> 00:59:39,680
Speaker 2: we just having a Know it hits you too, you

1279
00:59:39,840 --> 00:59:43,560
Speaker 2: judge out you were functioning alcoholic. But I didn't judge them,

1280
00:59:43,600 --> 00:59:47,960
Speaker 2: So I was like, that's gonna get me if I

1281
00:59:48,080 --> 00:59:50,439
Speaker 2: get in that, that's gonna get me. So I stay

1282
00:59:50,480 --> 00:59:52,400
Speaker 2: out of it. I'm not one of them people who

1283
00:59:52,520 --> 00:59:54,920
Speaker 2: think I'm better than something. But when you don't judge

1284
00:59:54,960 --> 00:59:57,840
Speaker 2: your parents, I knew. I said, man, that cocaine get

1285
00:59:57,920 --> 00:59:59,920
Speaker 2: me too. If I ever tried cocaine, it's gonna get

1286
00:59:59,960 --> 01:00:02,080
Speaker 2: me if I ever cause that coot. You got man

1287
01:00:06,000 --> 01:00:08,600
Speaker 2: sometime like I see how my dad had out. Somethings

1288
01:00:08,840 --> 01:00:11,920
Speaker 2: just ain't. But you have. You got a lot of

1289
01:00:11,960 --> 01:00:14,760
Speaker 2: kid Yeah, my daddy got nine eight kids and my

1290
01:00:14,840 --> 01:00:16,280
Speaker 2: mama had three. So I was the oldest on my

1291
01:00:16,360 --> 01:00:18,320
Speaker 2: daddy's side and the youngest on my mama's side. I

1292
01:00:18,320 --> 01:00:21,360
Speaker 2: got two older sisters and all, and I just I

1293
01:00:21,360 --> 01:00:23,840
Speaker 2: ain't never my mama. I caught my mama doing cocaine

1294
01:00:23,880 --> 01:00:27,040
Speaker 2: one day and I said, Mama, so the next morning

1295
01:00:27,040 --> 01:00:28,360
Speaker 2: as I said, why you put that white stuff over

1296
01:00:28,400 --> 01:00:30,240
Speaker 2: your nose? But I was so real as a child.

1297
01:00:30,880 --> 01:00:33,000
Speaker 2: The one thing I appreciate about this woman she didn't

1298
01:00:33,040 --> 01:00:36,160
Speaker 2: give me. You ain't see that, you ain't this and

1299
01:00:36,240 --> 01:00:39,400
Speaker 2: that this and that. I tell everybody, man, my warma.

1300
01:00:39,720 --> 01:00:44,600
Speaker 2: My mama's prayers allowed me to be real, and she said, so,

1301
01:00:45,040 --> 01:00:47,240
Speaker 2: I just like the way it made me feel. My

1302
01:00:47,360 --> 01:00:50,920
Speaker 2: sisters them would have been like, yeah, you know what

1303
01:00:50,960 --> 01:00:52,960
Speaker 2: I'm saying. It's like, man, you know when you look

1304
01:00:53,000 --> 01:00:55,320
Speaker 2: at life, when you be still and look at life

1305
01:00:55,400 --> 01:00:56,840
Speaker 2: or what it really is, you could be real and

1306
01:00:56,920 --> 01:00:59,400
Speaker 2: make real judgment. It's like, m man, come on, man,

1307
01:00:59,480 --> 01:01:02,600
Speaker 2: so I you know it's just you look at life

1308
01:01:03,200 --> 01:01:04,840
Speaker 2: for what it really is and stuff for how you

1309
01:01:04,920 --> 01:01:05,480
Speaker 2: want it to look.

1310
01:01:06,240 --> 01:01:11,920
Speaker 1: That's real. That's real. You recently said on our differend

1311
01:01:12,200 --> 01:01:15,200
Speaker 1: Be Small and Megan's podcasts Not for Sure Podcasts, you

1312
01:01:15,280 --> 01:01:17,440
Speaker 1: said that you believe that the only way to properly

1313
01:01:17,480 --> 01:01:19,640
Speaker 1: love a woman is to give her what God wants

1314
01:01:19,680 --> 01:01:19,880
Speaker 1: for her.

1315
01:01:20,000 --> 01:01:20,920
Speaker 2: Give what God want M.

1316
01:01:21,280 --> 01:01:23,280
Speaker 1: Can you that really? Me and dor were like, oh, okay,

1317
01:01:23,600 --> 01:01:25,280
Speaker 1: we've never really heard a man say that the way

1318
01:01:25,280 --> 01:01:25,800
Speaker 1: you broke that down.

1319
01:01:25,840 --> 01:01:27,920
Speaker 2: Can you break that down for me? You gotta give

1320
01:01:27,960 --> 01:01:28,760
Speaker 2: what God want for her?

1321
01:01:28,840 --> 01:01:29,640
Speaker 1: And what that is?

1322
01:01:30,000 --> 01:01:33,560
Speaker 2: She gonna complain the whole time. MM, his wife. She

1323
01:01:33,680 --> 01:01:37,880
Speaker 2: complained the whole time. And she's happier now as a

1324
01:01:37,960 --> 01:01:40,800
Speaker 2: person cause I never copplied to the world when I

1325
01:01:40,880 --> 01:01:43,400
Speaker 2: was in the streets selling dope. She wanted us to

1326
01:01:43,400 --> 01:01:45,480
Speaker 2: be the lit couple, but I knew that want good

1327
01:01:45,480 --> 01:01:48,680
Speaker 2: of r M. It's certain things she wanted, But now

1328
01:01:48,720 --> 01:01:51,760
Speaker 2: she's a great mother and everything like because in the end,

1329
01:01:52,400 --> 01:01:55,760
Speaker 2: that's who they gonna love. MM, the one who kept

1330
01:01:55,800 --> 01:01:56,400
Speaker 2: it real with them.

1331
01:01:56,440 --> 01:01:58,680
Speaker 1: Man, he means she wants y'all be to lick.

1332
01:01:58,920 --> 01:01:59,040
Speaker 2: What do?

1333
01:01:59,200 --> 01:01:59,720
Speaker 1: What does that mean?

1334
01:02:00,800 --> 01:02:02,680
Speaker 2: Like? Certain things I wouldn't do in the street, like

1335
01:02:02,800 --> 01:02:05,600
Speaker 2: we ain't taking no trips mama dope, but and posting

1336
01:02:05,640 --> 01:02:09,040
Speaker 2: no pictures. I'm living a wrong life. God gonna be like, oh,

1337
01:02:09,160 --> 01:02:11,480
Speaker 2: so you trying to get out, but you out here

1338
01:02:11,520 --> 01:02:14,800
Speaker 2: showing that. So it's just like that would have made

1339
01:02:14,840 --> 01:02:16,280
Speaker 2: her so happy if I would have took her on

1340
01:02:16,360 --> 01:02:18,800
Speaker 2: one trip while we was selling drug that would have

1341
01:02:18,800 --> 01:02:19,920
Speaker 2: made her so happy. It was a lot of things

1342
01:02:19,960 --> 01:02:20,160
Speaker 2: that way.

1343
01:02:20,200 --> 01:02:21,960
Speaker 1: You wouldn't take what if you just took her on shipping,

1344
01:02:21,960 --> 01:02:23,240
Speaker 1: doesn't taking pictures.

1345
01:02:23,400 --> 01:02:27,320
Speaker 2: Cause I'm selling drugs, So that ain't fair. If I'm

1346
01:02:27,360 --> 01:02:29,560
Speaker 2: telling God I wanna get out, that's throwing it in

1347
01:02:29,640 --> 01:02:32,919
Speaker 2: God's face. If I was legit, Okay, now I'm taking trips. Yeah,

1348
01:02:33,680 --> 01:02:35,400
Speaker 2: but it was a lot of things that would have

1349
01:02:35,440 --> 01:02:37,360
Speaker 2: made her happy in the moment. But she would have

1350
01:02:37,400 --> 01:02:39,520
Speaker 2: been with her friends at right now. M you know

1351
01:02:39,560 --> 01:02:42,440
Speaker 2: what I'm saying. So a woman, it's like a child.

1352
01:02:42,600 --> 01:02:44,360
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. We got to give people.

1353
01:02:44,440 --> 01:02:46,400
Speaker 2: It ain't even a woman, just people, but a woman,

1354
01:02:46,480 --> 01:02:50,400
Speaker 2: if you give her what God want for her, her

1355
01:02:50,520 --> 01:02:53,080
Speaker 2: soul gonna love you mm, even when her flesh mad

1356
01:02:53,160 --> 01:02:55,640
Speaker 2: at you. Mm. See what happens is a lot of

1357
01:02:55,720 --> 01:02:58,800
Speaker 2: women flesh like a man, but they sould ain't feeling it.

1358
01:02:58,880 --> 01:03:02,280
Speaker 2: So that's why depression come anxiety. But what happens is

1359
01:03:02,440 --> 01:03:04,800
Speaker 2: when your soul, when you talk to her soul instead

1360
01:03:04,800 --> 01:03:07,920
Speaker 2: of her flesh, her flesh gonna be mad, but it's

1361
01:03:08,000 --> 01:03:10,920
Speaker 2: even gonna comply. MM. It's time that she's gonna complain

1362
01:03:10,960 --> 01:03:13,720
Speaker 2: in the daytime, and eventually when that flesch catch up,

1363
01:03:14,000 --> 01:03:15,800
Speaker 2: it's gonna be thank you because in the end she

1364
01:03:15,880 --> 01:03:19,200
Speaker 2: gonna blow. Yeah, her better days are front front of

1365
01:03:19,240 --> 01:03:21,240
Speaker 2: her stead of behind her. And a woman, when you

1366
01:03:21,280 --> 01:03:24,600
Speaker 2: give a woman that man, she give you her prayers.

1367
01:03:24,800 --> 01:03:25,000
Speaker 1: MM.

1368
01:03:25,320 --> 01:03:27,360
Speaker 2: The name my Netflix special. If a woman prayers, I'm

1369
01:03:27,480 --> 01:03:29,720
Speaker 2: up right now because even when the women I dealt

1370
01:03:29,720 --> 01:03:32,360
Speaker 2: with deal with other men, they prayers are with me. MM.

1371
01:03:33,000 --> 01:03:37,800
Speaker 2: Because he's every woman has a spiritual vagina and they

1372
01:03:40,120 --> 01:03:42,800
Speaker 2: and that spiritual vagina is a virgin. That's why mayor

1373
01:03:42,920 --> 01:03:44,520
Speaker 2: is still a version because they think this is the

1374
01:03:44,600 --> 01:03:53,160
Speaker 2: vagina that could be washed out and bush today. Yeah,

1375
01:03:53,360 --> 01:03:55,520
Speaker 2: that man be so happy about Yeah, I got that.

1376
01:03:55,680 --> 01:03:58,320
Speaker 2: The reason why it's so accessible because obviously it's not.

1377
01:03:58,880 --> 01:04:03,720
Speaker 2: It's all Lord's frequency. Mm's freaquency that spiritual vagina, and

1378
01:04:03,880 --> 01:04:05,880
Speaker 2: God is only gonna let him man and a god

1379
01:04:06,000 --> 01:04:08,720
Speaker 2: touch that. Some women die a virtue. But if you

1380
01:04:08,760 --> 01:04:11,080
Speaker 2: ever find a man who touched that spiritual vagina, your

1381
01:04:11,080 --> 01:04:12,080
Speaker 2: life gonna be changed forever.

1382
01:04:13,560 --> 01:04:16,120
Speaker 1: I've never heard this in my life.

1383
01:04:16,360 --> 01:04:18,520
Speaker 2: And that spirit gonna be that's real. So now your

1384
01:04:18,520 --> 01:04:21,360
Speaker 2: spirit finally get to feel those moments and it's different.

1385
01:04:21,440 --> 01:04:24,040
Speaker 2: Open her legs because she got her leg closed. She

1386
01:04:24,040 --> 01:04:25,200
Speaker 2: don't get a damn. She be like, you could do

1387
01:04:25,280 --> 01:04:27,600
Speaker 2: what you want to with yours, So while you're giving

1388
01:04:27,600 --> 01:04:29,240
Speaker 2: it to me, you try to be like you try

1389
01:04:29,320 --> 01:04:31,800
Speaker 2: to trick hurt your spiritual It was good, like we

1390
01:04:31,920 --> 01:04:35,280
Speaker 2: connected for real and it's like, girl, oh my God,

1391
01:04:35,400 --> 01:04:37,360
Speaker 2: like this the one it was spirit like, I don't

1392
01:04:37,360 --> 01:04:39,440
Speaker 2: know what you talking about. Then by seven months later,

1393
01:04:40,320 --> 01:04:48,480
Speaker 2: it just didn't work because it was because he co

1394
01:04:48,520 --> 01:04:51,800
Speaker 2: applied to you. He did everything he can to get

1395
01:04:51,880 --> 01:04:55,760
Speaker 2: to that part of you and that spiritual person, like

1396
01:04:55,800 --> 01:04:58,360
Speaker 2: you know, gotta think about it. The way I run,

1397
01:04:58,400 --> 01:05:03,800
Speaker 2: I could easily seduce women now, but I could tuck

1398
01:05:03,880 --> 01:05:07,000
Speaker 2: his head. It seemed more fun. But I'm like, no, man,

1399
01:05:07,120 --> 01:05:09,680
Speaker 2: this this what they needed. I don't care, yes, because

1400
01:05:09,680 --> 01:05:10,439
Speaker 2: I know this works.

1401
01:05:11,040 --> 01:05:14,080
Speaker 1: Now, what does a man of God determine what God

1402
01:05:14,160 --> 01:05:15,640
Speaker 1: wants for her? Like? How do you know?

1403
01:05:15,840 --> 01:05:18,760
Speaker 2: Like this, I know what he want her for feel man,

1404
01:05:18,920 --> 01:05:21,440
Speaker 2: and and he want her to get back on that journey.

1405
01:05:21,480 --> 01:05:23,280
Speaker 2: Cause when you get fulfilled, you gotta think about it.

1406
01:05:23,680 --> 01:05:26,280
Speaker 2: Pep of them was getting whiled and everything. It was

1407
01:05:26,360 --> 01:05:30,240
Speaker 2: so fulfilling just to talk about Jesus. Yeah, you gotta

1408
01:05:30,280 --> 01:05:33,040
Speaker 2: think how happy was they to walk around them dirty

1409
01:05:33,080 --> 01:05:38,880
Speaker 2: sandals and speak about Jesus and they found something that

1410
01:05:39,200 --> 01:05:42,560
Speaker 2: was So it's like a crackhead that cracks so good.

1411
01:05:43,200 --> 01:05:45,600
Speaker 2: They don't care that they teep that. Yeah, yeah, they

1412
01:05:45,640 --> 01:05:48,240
Speaker 2: don't care what you say about them. They like, just

1413
01:05:48,400 --> 01:05:50,520
Speaker 2: give me the fifty dollars to wash his car. Right,

1414
01:05:50,800 --> 01:05:52,440
Speaker 2: I'm finna go back and get this crack. So, man,

1415
01:05:52,520 --> 01:05:54,800
Speaker 2: you find that, you find you activate that back in women,

1416
01:05:55,200 --> 01:05:57,720
Speaker 2: cause she influenced the world. Cause once you see women

1417
01:05:57,800 --> 01:06:00,240
Speaker 2: talking about that and want that, like even even er,

1418
01:06:00,960 --> 01:06:03,560
Speaker 2: just going to a man that talk about God, people

1419
01:06:03,640 --> 01:06:07,320
Speaker 2: women start shifting their head a little bit. Yeah you

1420
01:06:07,360 --> 01:06:09,200
Speaker 2: get what I'm saying. So it gets them back on

1421
01:06:09,280 --> 01:06:14,000
Speaker 2: the journey and started feeling good to walk, eat good

1422
01:06:14,080 --> 01:06:16,200
Speaker 2: food and l and live life. So once you get

1423
01:06:16,240 --> 01:06:18,680
Speaker 2: on that and once she get happy. Now, if y'all

1424
01:06:18,720 --> 01:06:20,880
Speaker 2: ever decide to get the relationship is supposed to be

1425
01:06:20,920 --> 01:06:25,000
Speaker 2: the last thing. It's for a holy matrimony. It's really

1426
01:06:25,360 --> 01:06:27,920
Speaker 2: your flesh and your spirit come into agreements, cause they

1427
01:06:27,960 --> 01:06:29,440
Speaker 2: got to live with each other. So you got to

1428
01:06:29,440 --> 01:06:31,680
Speaker 2: come and hold a matrimony with yourself first, cause right

1429
01:06:31,680 --> 01:06:33,760
Speaker 2: now it's four people right here on his couch. My

1430
01:06:33,880 --> 01:06:36,760
Speaker 2: flesh with your flesh, my spirit, your spirit. Mm. So

1431
01:06:36,880 --> 01:06:40,600
Speaker 2: once you become hole, then you talk to that person's

1432
01:06:40,600 --> 01:06:43,400
Speaker 2: soul and that soul gonna tell you what to tell

1433
01:06:43,440 --> 01:06:45,760
Speaker 2: her to get her fleshed back in line. Wow. Then

1434
01:06:45,880 --> 01:06:48,280
Speaker 2: now when you finally get to that moment, and that's

1435
01:06:48,280 --> 01:06:51,520
Speaker 2: w waiting on for a woman to get to that

1436
01:06:51,600 --> 01:06:55,400
Speaker 2: moment so we could be hold together. But that's that's

1437
01:06:55,440 --> 01:06:57,240
Speaker 2: what it is. And and and it's hard to do

1438
01:06:57,360 --> 01:06:59,840
Speaker 2: that because most men want to stay in good cause

1439
01:06:59,840 --> 01:07:03,560
Speaker 2: who to get what they want cause they gonna say

1440
01:07:04,160 --> 01:07:06,520
Speaker 2: and they and when they do say something triggering, it's out.

1441
01:07:06,600 --> 01:07:11,760
Speaker 2: It's malicious. Mmm, it's the time. Man. They ain't really

1442
01:07:12,160 --> 01:07:15,280
Speaker 2: like my baby mama. But when I told her I married,

1443
01:07:15,800 --> 01:07:17,760
Speaker 2: I knew my attention was for her. When I met her,

1444
01:07:17,800 --> 01:07:19,600
Speaker 2: I said, oh, make sure this girl straight, even if

1445
01:07:19,600 --> 01:07:21,840
Speaker 2: we don't end up together. She got something in her.

1446
01:07:22,880 --> 01:07:25,120
Speaker 2: I went over there and we talked. We finally talked

1447
01:07:25,120 --> 01:07:26,680
Speaker 2: for a little man a couple months. I finally got

1448
01:07:26,720 --> 01:07:29,640
Speaker 2: that cuture. I played like the cool guy. I bought

1449
01:07:29,640 --> 01:07:33,040
Speaker 2: her some weed and everything, see the devil act like

1450
01:07:33,120 --> 01:07:35,160
Speaker 2: a god. Sometime Dodter pretends like he'll double to get

1451
01:07:35,200 --> 01:07:37,520
Speaker 2: your attention, because you know that's what they like. I

1452
01:07:37,640 --> 01:07:39,240
Speaker 2: bought her weed. I bought her and her friend we

1453
01:07:39,280 --> 01:07:40,800
Speaker 2: were like, yeah, I'm acting like man. Soon as I

1454
01:07:40,800 --> 01:07:42,680
Speaker 2: got that cuchure and I know, I put that thing

1455
01:07:42,800 --> 01:07:45,400
Speaker 2: in the next morning, I was like, hey, we gotta

1456
01:07:45,520 --> 01:07:48,560
Speaker 2: wash your dishes and stuff. Now she was like, what

1457
01:07:48,920 --> 01:07:51,800
Speaker 2: cause I switched. I act like I was the turn

1458
01:07:51,920 --> 01:07:55,080
Speaker 2: up guy. Yes, as soon as I then she started

1459
01:07:55,120 --> 01:07:58,000
Speaker 2: this and that girl started glowing glowing, glowing, and the

1460
01:07:58,040 --> 01:08:01,440
Speaker 2: whole hood seen it, and and n and women around

1461
01:08:01,480 --> 01:08:04,760
Speaker 2: there was trying to find ways mm that I I

1462
01:08:04,880 --> 01:08:08,080
Speaker 2: seen the town change. So I learned that you know,

1463
01:08:09,360 --> 01:08:11,280
Speaker 2: you get you get women back on the right track.

1464
01:08:12,200 --> 01:08:14,520
Speaker 2: God to bless you. Wow, he'll take care of you,

1465
01:08:14,560 --> 01:08:18,360
Speaker 2: cause he ain't playing about y'all. Y'all prayers, y'all women.

1466
01:08:18,479 --> 01:08:22,840
Speaker 2: Men men don't understand that bruh like y'all control the world.

1467
01:08:22,920 --> 01:08:26,560
Speaker 2: Y'all prayers are strong, y'all. That's why I want know

1468
01:08:27,000 --> 01:08:32,240
Speaker 2: why women that I work with I pay them to

1469
01:08:32,360 --> 01:08:35,400
Speaker 2: do their job and it ain't no me an't get

1470
01:08:35,479 --> 01:08:38,280
Speaker 2: paid more than women. It's because I know they keeping

1471
01:08:38,360 --> 01:08:40,200
Speaker 2: this up. It's they prayers.

1472
01:08:40,439 --> 01:08:43,479
Speaker 1: Yeah that's good, you know, so mm.

1473
01:08:43,520 --> 01:08:44,960
Speaker 2: That what it is. Man just got to get that

1474
01:08:45,000 --> 01:08:48,320
Speaker 2: spiritual a drowna and that spiritual drowna ain't they ain't

1475
01:08:48,320 --> 01:08:50,080
Speaker 2: stilling no live. They don't care about some smooth talk,

1476
01:08:50,120 --> 01:08:52,679
Speaker 2: cause it been here before the ancestors. That's true. See

1477
01:08:52,720 --> 01:08:54,800
Speaker 2: that flesh don't get no. We gonna get tricked every time.

1478
01:08:55,520 --> 01:08:58,240
Speaker 2: And sometimes you got to drink a little alcohol to

1479
01:08:58,320 --> 01:09:00,240
Speaker 2: tell the spirit to shut up. So the so the

1480
01:09:00,280 --> 01:09:02,320
Speaker 2: flesh feel comfortable giving up what it's me. That's why

1481
01:09:02,400 --> 01:09:05,960
Speaker 2: most people before they cross the line, they cause that's

1482
01:09:05,960 --> 01:09:07,760
Speaker 2: the only way that's flesh drag up. Like you talk

1483
01:09:07,800 --> 01:09:09,839
Speaker 2: to them too much. You making me feel too conscious,

1484
01:09:10,400 --> 01:09:13,560
Speaker 2: So let me unconscious or do something to take my

1485
01:09:13,680 --> 01:09:16,519
Speaker 2: mind Offso now for this, for this moment. And then

1486
01:09:16,600 --> 01:09:21,719
Speaker 2: sometimes I still like there I need another one shots

1487
01:09:22,160 --> 01:09:28,760
Speaker 2: shot yes, hush you know, and then all say the

1488
01:09:28,960 --> 01:09:33,280
Speaker 2: hust Then you wake up in it's back, see how

1489
01:09:33,360 --> 01:09:35,800
Speaker 2: you feel this morning? And then people try to now

1490
01:09:35,880 --> 01:09:37,559
Speaker 2: you fight and trying to prove wrong, like I made

1491
01:09:37,600 --> 01:09:39,559
Speaker 2: the right decision. So what people do that end up

1492
01:09:39,840 --> 01:09:41,800
Speaker 2: staying with that person long term, just so they could

1493
01:09:41,800 --> 01:09:45,439
Speaker 2: prove to the spirit I was good. Then after a

1494
01:09:45,520 --> 01:09:49,240
Speaker 2: year later or two years, and if you you blessed,

1495
01:09:49,240 --> 01:09:52,040
Speaker 2: if it's the early cause, sometime a person to take

1496
01:09:52,080 --> 01:09:54,479
Speaker 2: ten years of your life, you right ooh and get

1497
01:09:54,560 --> 01:09:56,639
Speaker 2: what the spirit do every time? Come here, baby? Mm

1498
01:09:57,680 --> 01:09:59,639
Speaker 2: I told you I don't be telling you that. Yeah,

1499
01:10:00,040 --> 01:10:02,360
Speaker 2: stop you for having fun. But trust me, I know

1500
01:10:03,080 --> 01:10:06,800
Speaker 2: I'm connected to the one. Yeah. Wow, and that's what

1501
01:10:06,960 --> 01:10:07,200
Speaker 2: it is.

1502
01:10:07,560 --> 01:10:13,040
Speaker 1: Mmmmmmmmmm So they're talking about the spiritual vagina. Yeah right

1503
01:10:13,120 --> 01:10:14,840
Speaker 1: now in your life? Are you're single? But are you

1504
01:10:14,960 --> 01:10:17,040
Speaker 1: like ubstaining from sex? Are you open to sex cause

1505
01:10:17,040 --> 01:10:19,200
Speaker 1: you're very spiritual? Are you feeding the flesh or you

1506
01:10:19,439 --> 01:10:20,640
Speaker 1: like I'm good on it?

1507
01:10:20,760 --> 01:10:22,559
Speaker 2: Well, right now I'm fleshing the hungry. But it's still

1508
01:10:22,560 --> 01:10:26,519
Speaker 2: got appetite. M So it's gonna eat. My flesh's gonna eat.

1509
01:10:26,760 --> 01:10:29,600
Speaker 2: It ain't gonna die. I don't know he'll doing that,

1510
01:10:30,040 --> 01:10:33,360
Speaker 2: but it just ain't got appetite used to have? Mmm?

1511
01:10:33,560 --> 01:10:37,240
Speaker 2: Could you tired? I can't God to set you up.

1512
01:10:37,240 --> 01:10:41,120
Speaker 2: I'm so busy, I literally can't you know my lifestyle

1513
01:10:41,240 --> 01:10:42,759
Speaker 2: don't bump into people?

1514
01:10:43,000 --> 01:10:43,240
Speaker 1: Mmm?

1515
01:10:43,320 --> 01:10:46,559
Speaker 2: Mmm, you don't know cause I'm vegan, so most people

1516
01:10:46,640 --> 01:10:48,640
Speaker 2: go out to eat. He can take you awaste so

1517
01:10:48,840 --> 01:10:52,439
Speaker 2: much from stuff because man, no bad women in the

1518
01:10:52,520 --> 01:10:54,599
Speaker 2: restaurants they trying to figure they just buy it back out,

1519
01:10:55,320 --> 01:11:00,639
Speaker 2: you know. So it's like, you know, I'm so disconnected. Yeah,

1520
01:11:00,880 --> 01:11:03,680
Speaker 2: I'm going like I'm always have said, I'm never stopping that.

1521
01:11:03,840 --> 01:11:09,040
Speaker 2: God have to drop it off before I stop. Like

1522
01:11:09,080 --> 01:11:11,120
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna like, I'm not gonna never stop. But

1523
01:11:11,200 --> 01:11:13,320
Speaker 2: it's just organically, even if I try my heart to

1524
01:11:13,560 --> 01:11:15,840
Speaker 2: eat to my appetite, my appetite is in it. Yeah,

1525
01:11:16,320 --> 01:11:20,760
Speaker 2: it's just it's it's way way, way less than it

1526
01:11:20,760 --> 01:11:21,760
Speaker 2: would being. It don't matter.

1527
01:11:22,640 --> 01:11:24,760
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you said somebody because you're busier now,

1528
01:11:24,840 --> 01:11:27,280
Speaker 1: like you don't. I've heard men say that like when

1529
01:11:27,280 --> 01:11:30,080
Speaker 1: they're focused on things, sometimes sex because a lot of

1530
01:11:30,080 --> 01:11:32,879
Speaker 1: people think like sex is always on y'all's mind.

1531
01:11:33,160 --> 01:11:36,559
Speaker 2: But it is most of the time until you hit

1532
01:11:36,600 --> 01:11:39,120
Speaker 2: you a certain level. Now, I just don't have the appetite.

1533
01:11:39,520 --> 01:11:41,360
Speaker 2: Like it's like vegan, I didn't try to go vegan.

1534
01:11:42,000 --> 01:11:45,080
Speaker 2: He took the appetite away, and this appetite taking away

1535
01:11:45,080 --> 01:11:47,160
Speaker 2: from me now scared because I'm like, hey, guy, I don't.

1536
01:11:47,360 --> 01:11:51,320
Speaker 2: I don't fight him on that I want this, But

1537
01:11:52,080 --> 01:11:54,560
Speaker 2: now it just don't. It just don't. That ain't my

1538
01:11:54,680 --> 01:11:56,599
Speaker 2: main That just ain't. It's just ain't the main course.

1539
01:11:56,600 --> 01:11:58,120
Speaker 2: Because I used to be man, I was born with

1540
01:11:58,160 --> 01:12:01,479
Speaker 2: a luss of spirit, like when I was young, like, man, God,

1541
01:12:01,640 --> 01:12:05,160
Speaker 2: you know I want this, I want I want it.

1542
01:12:05,240 --> 01:12:07,760
Speaker 2: I'm like, what is that? You know what I'm saying?

1543
01:12:07,960 --> 01:12:10,920
Speaker 2: And then that that little spirit lasted for a while.

1544
01:12:11,000 --> 01:12:12,760
Speaker 2: But I noticed when I started getting that word and

1545
01:12:12,800 --> 01:12:15,599
Speaker 2: when I started getting off that food, I noticed, man,

1546
01:12:16,520 --> 01:12:18,280
Speaker 2: I ain't have the in and I think sometimes the

1547
01:12:18,400 --> 01:12:21,280
Speaker 2: hormones and that food do you having? You anmal like?

1548
01:12:21,400 --> 01:12:23,439
Speaker 2: And whatever your animal spirit is. Some people it make

1549
01:12:23,479 --> 01:12:25,519
Speaker 2: them eat more. Some people make it more angry. At me,

1550
01:12:25,680 --> 01:12:27,040
Speaker 2: it was like I want to scoocha, you know what

1551
01:12:27,080 --> 01:12:31,439
Speaker 2: I'm saying. So I have most women and this is

1552
01:12:31,479 --> 01:12:35,439
Speaker 2: how it's going. But now I'm just more I move,

1553
01:12:36,080 --> 01:12:38,720
Speaker 2: I walk like I walked like do So that ain't

1554
01:12:38,720 --> 01:12:40,200
Speaker 2: the main thing. I like to get to know people now.

1555
01:12:41,360 --> 01:12:43,920
Speaker 1: So like speaking of that, like as your single, like

1556
01:12:44,080 --> 01:12:46,559
Speaker 1: how do you even like approach relationships? Like if Wayne

1557
01:12:46,600 --> 01:12:48,800
Speaker 1: was supposed to to see somebody like how what would

1558
01:12:48,840 --> 01:12:48,960
Speaker 1: you do.

1559
01:12:49,040 --> 01:12:51,240
Speaker 2: I'm gonna tell you straight up. If I like a person, listen,

1560
01:12:51,280 --> 01:12:53,519
Speaker 2: I want to be with you for real. M. I'm

1561
01:12:53,560 --> 01:12:56,599
Speaker 2: seriou about everything I say, like, I'm already thinking about marriage.

1562
01:12:56,880 --> 01:13:00,320
Speaker 2: I ain't got time to be wow, but most time

1563
01:13:00,400 --> 01:13:01,960
Speaker 2: to set up to that. They ain't gonna believe it.

1564
01:13:02,560 --> 01:13:03,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, they like what.

1565
01:13:04,880 --> 01:13:07,360
Speaker 2: I'll be serious, I go straight at it. Cain't got

1566
01:13:07,439 --> 01:13:10,880
Speaker 2: time to play right wow. I'm like, if I like somebody,

1567
01:13:10,880 --> 01:13:14,320
Speaker 2: I already know went through my mind. First, I write

1568
01:13:14,320 --> 01:13:16,040
Speaker 2: my country in my mind. I never use paper, so

1569
01:13:16,160 --> 01:13:18,760
Speaker 2: everything is in my mind. So I look at a person,

1570
01:13:18,840 --> 01:13:23,640
Speaker 2: I'm be like mm hmmm. So by the time I

1571
01:13:23,640 --> 01:13:26,160
Speaker 2: stepped to somebody, I'm like, hey man, this is what

1572
01:13:26,280 --> 01:13:30,080
Speaker 2: it is. But mostly black they can't believe it. First

1573
01:13:30,320 --> 01:13:33,120
Speaker 2: they they're gonna talk to one of their friends that

1574
01:13:33,280 --> 01:13:36,479
Speaker 2: their friends will google you. They're like, you gotta check

1575
01:13:36,520 --> 01:13:40,960
Speaker 2: this first, look at this, and then they gonna come

1576
01:13:41,000 --> 01:13:42,760
Speaker 2: back with that. I'm like, well, all right, they gonna

1577
01:13:42,760 --> 01:13:45,000
Speaker 2: see and where they gonna They're gonna look up and

1578
01:13:45,160 --> 01:13:50,600
Speaker 2: be like, yeah, damn, I shouldn't. So I'm gonna go.

1579
01:13:51,000 --> 01:13:54,280
Speaker 2: But I really like I like relationships. I do like relationship,

1580
01:13:54,320 --> 01:13:56,839
Speaker 2: but it just got to be somebody who really trusts

1581
01:13:57,479 --> 01:13:58,320
Speaker 2: and believe.

1582
01:13:58,080 --> 01:14:00,960
Speaker 1: That this is it for Yeah, do you feel like,

1583
01:14:01,680 --> 01:14:03,800
Speaker 1: I know you balance your family, well, do you think

1584
01:14:03,840 --> 01:14:05,320
Speaker 1: you could also balance a relationship.

1585
01:14:06,120 --> 01:14:10,639
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I'm okay. Yuh yeah I could balance a relationship.

1586
01:14:10,720 --> 01:14:13,280
Speaker 2: Is it's easier now because you ain't got time for

1587
01:14:13,400 --> 01:14:14,000
Speaker 2: a bunch of women?

1588
01:14:14,160 --> 01:14:15,400
Speaker 1: Mm? True?

1589
01:14:15,520 --> 01:14:17,120
Speaker 2: So a relationship is like cause I.

1590
01:14:17,120 --> 01:14:18,880
Speaker 1: Feel like sometimes it's the opposite. I feel like a

1591
01:14:18,920 --> 01:14:21,280
Speaker 1: lot of times when men get success, it opens the

1592
01:14:21,320 --> 01:14:23,360
Speaker 1: door for more women. What do you mean you don't

1593
01:14:23,400 --> 01:14:24,679
Speaker 1: have a time for a lot of women.

1594
01:14:25,000 --> 01:14:27,720
Speaker 2: The door open? Uh? They could go. They could stand

1595
01:14:27,720 --> 01:14:30,040
Speaker 2: at the door all they want. They've been getting on

1596
01:14:30,080 --> 01:14:31,640
Speaker 2: real energy out of me. If you want somebody to

1597
01:14:31,680 --> 01:14:35,560
Speaker 2: taking naps, cause I don't. I'm not. Nah. I just

1598
01:14:35,640 --> 01:14:38,640
Speaker 2: ain't got time, especially when you in the land. I

1599
01:14:38,720 --> 01:14:40,400
Speaker 2: mean cause I ain't getting chicks. I ain't never got

1600
01:14:40,439 --> 01:14:41,000
Speaker 2: a check yet.

1601
01:14:41,200 --> 01:14:41,400
Speaker 3: Mm.

1602
01:14:41,880 --> 01:14:45,080
Speaker 2: All these chicks don't getting no crecting. Wow. Like even

1603
01:14:45,080 --> 01:14:47,240
Speaker 2: in this movie, I got to go put together the

1604
01:14:47,400 --> 01:14:48,880
Speaker 2: agency had to do this. I had to go get

1605
01:14:48,920 --> 01:14:51,240
Speaker 2: a producer often to do this movie. You know what

1606
01:14:51,240 --> 01:14:54,800
Speaker 2: I'm saying, I gotta go raise zem ems. I'm in

1607
01:14:54,880 --> 01:14:57,240
Speaker 2: a I'm not in the state. I still haven't got

1608
01:14:57,280 --> 01:15:01,360
Speaker 2: a check. Mm yeah, so I haven't got a time. Yeah,

1609
01:15:01,479 --> 01:15:04,840
Speaker 2: because every piece of my business I never got a check. Yeah.

1610
01:15:04,960 --> 01:15:07,320
Speaker 2: A first check I got was that book, you know

1611
01:15:07,360 --> 01:15:10,160
Speaker 2: what I'm saying, And every other check I create it

1612
01:15:10,280 --> 01:15:13,439
Speaker 2: to come every month. So I'm in that state of mind.

1613
01:15:14,920 --> 01:15:17,040
Speaker 2: I stay in the hustle, and once I don't got

1614
01:15:17,080 --> 01:15:19,679
Speaker 2: this far with it, I put that before everything because

1615
01:15:20,439 --> 01:15:23,519
Speaker 2: this is my freedom. Yes, this my leverage be able

1616
01:15:23,520 --> 01:15:27,559
Speaker 2: to walk into meetings and be like no, and I knitted.

1617
01:15:28,200 --> 01:15:30,160
Speaker 2: I ain't trying to be mean. If y'all want a

1618
01:15:30,160 --> 01:15:33,080
Speaker 2: black bob me, go ahead, because Jesus gee turning the

1619
01:15:33,120 --> 01:15:35,040
Speaker 2: whole got you know what I'm saying, got no woman,

1620
01:15:36,280 --> 01:15:39,040
Speaker 2: but nah. So relationship wise, man, it's easier to be

1621
01:15:39,080 --> 01:15:41,600
Speaker 2: in a relationship right now because if I had a

1622
01:15:41,680 --> 01:15:44,320
Speaker 2: woman who really on that journey with me, bro, I

1623
01:15:44,360 --> 01:15:48,599
Speaker 2: ain't getting out Jesus absolutely yeah, So we ain't gotta

1624
01:15:48,600 --> 01:15:50,120
Speaker 2: talk about him all the time. But we better know

1625
01:15:50,200 --> 01:15:52,680
Speaker 2: that's the head cut. I'm not been getting no long

1626
01:15:52,720 --> 01:15:57,559
Speaker 2: conversation about them blinds, like even be no woman talking

1627
01:15:57,600 --> 01:16:02,040
Speaker 2: to me about all day, no two hours. I'm like,

1628
01:16:02,120 --> 01:16:03,559
Speaker 2: we could have thought about it, you know what I'm saying.

1629
01:16:03,640 --> 01:16:05,120
Speaker 2: So I just want to live and I want to

1630
01:16:05,160 --> 01:16:07,080
Speaker 2: have fun. I'm at that stay not I don't. I

1631
01:16:07,120 --> 01:16:08,920
Speaker 2: don't walk like I said, I don't walk across the path.

1632
01:16:09,080 --> 01:16:14,040
Speaker 2: So I ain't got no trauma. I wanna enjoy. Let's

1633
01:16:14,080 --> 01:16:16,920
Speaker 2: go eat together, let's travel together, and that just make

1634
01:16:17,000 --> 01:16:19,640
Speaker 2: love and let's work together. Let's let's okay, what you

1635
01:16:19,720 --> 01:16:22,040
Speaker 2: got going on? What's the business? Babe? What you think?

1636
01:16:23,280 --> 01:16:25,040
Speaker 2: I don't know? Okay, it is me. I think I

1637
01:16:25,080 --> 01:16:28,400
Speaker 2: want to be in those conversations prosperity, and I want

1638
01:16:28,439 --> 01:16:31,479
Speaker 2: to be so in love that we don't even know

1639
01:16:31,520 --> 01:16:35,400
Speaker 2: we in love. MM that we wake up and we

1640
01:16:35,439 --> 01:16:38,080
Speaker 2: see this person every day? Are you good? I guess

1641
01:16:38,120 --> 01:16:40,800
Speaker 2: what happened? Man? I just see this, you know what

1642
01:16:40,800 --> 01:16:44,400
Speaker 2: I'm saying. Short conversations and and man, goddamn need hurt.

1643
01:16:44,600 --> 01:16:46,720
Speaker 2: I want to say something like, man, not even hurt too.

1644
01:16:46,800 --> 01:16:50,599
Speaker 2: I don't want it to be act every day, yes, babe,

1645
01:16:52,720 --> 01:16:53,360
Speaker 2: like I'm gonna say it.

1646
01:16:53,640 --> 01:16:57,800
Speaker 1: Action the director is here.

1647
01:16:58,040 --> 01:16:59,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, like you know even when people try to act

1648
01:17:00,080 --> 01:17:02,040
Speaker 2: like that and seeing will keep you on TV? Yes,

1649
01:17:02,160 --> 01:17:05,719
Speaker 2: I'm not doing that to day, even even in acting

1650
01:17:05,800 --> 01:17:08,040
Speaker 2: world that scene, Yes, were like, hey man, I want

1651
01:17:08,080 --> 01:17:10,559
Speaker 2: to wake up. Last night, I sleep on the sofa,

1652
01:17:10,600 --> 01:17:12,800
Speaker 2: ca my neighbors hurt, and I know it's just I

1653
01:17:12,880 --> 01:17:14,640
Speaker 2: want that organic natural and I don't want to be

1654
01:17:14,720 --> 01:17:17,400
Speaker 2: talking some note what we read? Yeah, to make our

1655
01:17:17,439 --> 01:17:19,840
Speaker 2: relationship that man, let's figure this out.

1656
01:17:20,000 --> 01:17:23,439
Speaker 1: Yeah, I love that. I saw on your Instagram that

1657
01:17:23,520 --> 01:17:25,719
Speaker 1: you bought a g wagon for your future wife.

1658
01:17:25,760 --> 01:17:30,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, what made you do that? Make out my mad Patty,

1659
01:17:33,920 --> 01:17:35,840
Speaker 2: I did that. I did. That's marketing because the name

1660
01:17:35,880 --> 01:17:37,960
Speaker 2: my specially as a woman's prayer. So I'm gonna start

1661
01:17:38,040 --> 01:17:39,240
Speaker 2: doing things up to that point.

1662
01:17:39,400 --> 01:17:42,760
Speaker 1: Condor Drake, he has like a closet of Irma's Burking

1663
01:17:42,840 --> 01:17:44,639
Speaker 1: bags for his future wife.

1664
01:17:45,760 --> 01:17:48,080
Speaker 2: But that's a wagon I drove here, Oh you did.

1665
01:17:48,200 --> 01:17:48,840
Speaker 2: I was gonna leave it.

1666
01:17:51,720 --> 01:17:59,400
Speaker 1: Guess what I got? What he's I drove here?

1667
01:18:03,640 --> 01:18:06,960
Speaker 2: Well, as you spend your money, you say, as you

1668
01:18:07,040 --> 01:18:10,880
Speaker 2: spending your money, you're supposed to keep your see women

1669
01:18:10,920 --> 01:18:14,920
Speaker 2: out days, don't got no independent thinking about it and

1670
01:18:15,080 --> 01:18:16,320
Speaker 2: tell you something I'm gonna tell you. I say this

1671
01:18:16,439 --> 01:18:20,240
Speaker 2: on stage earther Week. Women got they say that the

1672
01:18:20,360 --> 01:18:23,760
Speaker 2: laziest women got the bacoot. Let me tell you why.

1673
01:18:27,000 --> 01:18:29,960
Speaker 2: They say, because ambitious woman, you use all her creative

1674
01:18:30,040 --> 01:18:34,880
Speaker 2: juices up here. M lazy woman, you doying here. I said,

1675
01:18:34,920 --> 01:18:36,640
Speaker 2: That's why I like a woman that scrubs. I like

1676
01:18:36,720 --> 01:18:41,560
Speaker 2: to see cause that was too lazy to go to

1677
01:18:41,640 --> 01:18:47,839
Speaker 2: the school for a few years to be there. Sometimes

1678
01:18:47,880 --> 01:18:50,800
Speaker 2: you gotta keep your you gotta keep your money. But

1679
01:18:51,320 --> 01:18:54,080
Speaker 2: you gotta keep your money. See, some women scared to

1680
01:18:54,120 --> 01:18:56,320
Speaker 2: be a scammon. Y'all was meant to be that. You

1681
01:18:56,360 --> 01:18:57,920
Speaker 2: don't want to be spending your money, but you want

1682
01:18:57,960 --> 01:18:59,839
Speaker 2: to spend your money because I want to be independent.

1683
01:19:00,280 --> 01:19:02,840
Speaker 2: No spend money, he was mad. I gave you. Yep,

1684
01:19:02,920 --> 01:19:05,880
Speaker 2: you sure did. And what yeah, I can't be spent

1685
01:19:05,960 --> 01:19:08,320
Speaker 2: your all money too much, okay, because that'll cost stress

1686
01:19:08,640 --> 01:19:11,640
Speaker 2: because now you're a man like you're supposed to do it.

1687
01:19:11,720 --> 01:19:14,040
Speaker 2: Sometimes just talk like we were talking about. Yeah, you

1688
01:19:14,040 --> 01:19:15,360
Speaker 2: don't want to do that because you want to keep

1689
01:19:15,360 --> 01:19:18,120
Speaker 2: your money. Cause a woman got money, she keep her money.

1690
01:19:18,200 --> 01:19:21,479
Speaker 2: She feel good every day, no matter what time. A

1691
01:19:21,560 --> 01:19:28,920
Speaker 2: woman cannot handle seeing money going out her country. Now,

1692
01:19:29,040 --> 01:19:30,800
Speaker 2: I tell most men, you can't even get a woman

1693
01:19:30,840 --> 01:19:35,479
Speaker 2: attention to you, take care of her life. She halfway

1694
01:19:35,560 --> 01:19:37,920
Speaker 2: talking to you is this person, but it's this person

1695
01:19:37,960 --> 01:19:39,479
Speaker 2: in the back of her mind. She thinking about where

1696
01:19:39,479 --> 01:19:41,599
Speaker 2: she got to pay me as much. So she's there,

1697
01:19:41,680 --> 01:19:44,320
Speaker 2: but she's never really there. If you go and just

1698
01:19:44,400 --> 01:19:46,080
Speaker 2: figure out the way, don't even tell hers. Just pay

1699
01:19:46,120 --> 01:19:48,439
Speaker 2: it all center check every month, guaranteed you. No, it

1700
01:19:48,479 --> 01:19:50,160
Speaker 2: ain't this ain't for nothing. You don't gotta give me nothing.

1701
01:19:50,160 --> 01:19:53,679
Speaker 2: But they'll go fifteen thous the money. We can sign

1702
01:19:53,720 --> 01:19:56,880
Speaker 2: a contract for five years. And first she's like, you

1703
01:19:57,600 --> 01:20:01,880
Speaker 2: like that, and you're like, then you got her teacher,

1704
01:20:01,960 --> 01:20:03,680
Speaker 2: so what so what was you saying about all that

1705
01:20:03,760 --> 01:20:06,360
Speaker 2: stuff that you like? My eyes? She don't y'all that. Yeah,

1706
01:20:06,920 --> 01:20:11,120
Speaker 2: because but women can't handle money coming out there account

1707
01:20:11,680 --> 01:20:14,680
Speaker 2: my daughters bruh, I get them with lowndes every month.

1708
01:20:14,720 --> 01:20:16,760
Speaker 2: I give them two thousand dollars, my daughter every month,

1709
01:20:16,880 --> 01:20:18,960
Speaker 2: but live we give them the much. He has shades

1710
01:20:19,000 --> 01:20:21,960
Speaker 2: on when she give a check, oh my god, every month.

1711
01:20:22,040 --> 01:20:24,680
Speaker 2: Ride after the fourteen she be depressed. Her mama like,

1712
01:20:24,760 --> 01:20:26,560
Speaker 2: what's wrong with I say, it's that money. They be

1713
01:20:26,680 --> 01:20:30,320
Speaker 2: broke by the other half of the money. I see

1714
01:20:30,400 --> 01:20:33,040
Speaker 2: they depression and I be laughing so hard. But women

1715
01:20:33,120 --> 01:20:37,760
Speaker 2: cannot handle money going out. It's not good for they

1716
01:20:37,800 --> 01:20:41,400
Speaker 2: psyche that jont. When a woman see that money, they

1717
01:20:41,439 --> 01:20:43,680
Speaker 2: want to turn their card. I'm like, what is this right?

1718
01:20:45,760 --> 01:20:49,479
Speaker 2: And I ordered, but they can't start ordering stuff. So man,

1719
01:20:49,520 --> 01:20:51,920
Speaker 2: I be telling women, every woman I know. I know

1720
01:20:52,040 --> 01:20:55,200
Speaker 2: some women in the industry, bro, I know some comedians.

1721
01:20:55,240 --> 01:20:56,880
Speaker 2: I know some women who don't spend their own money,

1722
01:20:56,880 --> 01:20:58,639
Speaker 2: and they is the press right now, and I feel

1723
01:20:58,720 --> 01:21:01,880
Speaker 2: so for they still got money, but I would pray

1724
01:21:01,960 --> 01:21:06,240
Speaker 2: for them because they tried that. And I'm like, y'all,

1725
01:21:06,320 --> 01:21:09,200
Speaker 2: ain't a man built for a certain thing, won't build

1726
01:21:09,240 --> 01:21:12,240
Speaker 2: a certain thing. I go a man go down, nigger,

1727
01:21:12,400 --> 01:21:14,080
Speaker 2: you know. But a woman that ain't good for her

1728
01:21:14,120 --> 01:21:15,760
Speaker 2: meals because even if she do bounce back, she don't

1729
01:21:15,760 --> 01:21:17,080
Speaker 2: lost some of her health on the way to that

1730
01:21:17,200 --> 01:21:20,680
Speaker 2: joannety mm. So I'd be like, man, only that why

1731
01:21:20,720 --> 01:21:23,360
Speaker 2: I take that prince off, my baby mama, because even now,

1732
01:21:23,560 --> 01:21:25,639
Speaker 2: because they don't got no big stash, cause I take them,

1733
01:21:25,720 --> 01:21:28,800
Speaker 2: but I have to give them a stash because I

1734
01:21:28,840 --> 01:21:31,040
Speaker 2: could see it on them. They walk different, Yes, like

1735
01:21:31,080 --> 01:21:34,479
Speaker 2: what wrong? Do they look dark? As soon as their

1736
01:21:34,520 --> 01:21:37,519
Speaker 2: money hit they'll count. I promise you it's a light.

1737
01:21:37,720 --> 01:21:42,160
Speaker 2: They come, they speak different, they bones move different. Yeah,

1738
01:21:43,640 --> 01:21:45,920
Speaker 2: they we ain't even glow and they even connected. That's

1739
01:21:45,920 --> 01:21:49,360
Speaker 2: just we How do we tell the man the woman

1740
01:21:49,400 --> 01:21:52,320
Speaker 2: can't spend a whole money all the time. It's they

1741
01:21:52,360 --> 01:21:52,840
Speaker 2: can't take it.

1742
01:21:53,760 --> 01:21:56,920
Speaker 1: So when we were talking, you said something about you

1743
01:21:57,080 --> 01:21:58,920
Speaker 1: went to this woman, and you the girl that you

1744
01:21:59,000 --> 01:22:01,040
Speaker 1: went to, and you out the weed for the friends,

1745
01:22:01,080 --> 01:22:03,320
Speaker 1: and then you got the coach and the next morning

1746
01:22:03,360 --> 01:22:05,080
Speaker 1: you look use. You know, you gotta wash some dishes.

1747
01:22:05,760 --> 01:22:08,559
Speaker 1: So when we talk about dishes, we all in society

1748
01:22:08,560 --> 01:22:10,560
Speaker 1: we talk about gender roles. Are there things that you

1749
01:22:10,640 --> 01:22:13,479
Speaker 1: feel like a woman has to do in the household

1750
01:22:13,479 --> 01:22:14,960
Speaker 1: and that it's some things are just.

1751
01:22:15,040 --> 01:22:18,240
Speaker 2: For a man to do. Now, you know, it's different situations.

1752
01:22:18,280 --> 01:22:19,720
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, that woman working, that man

1753
01:22:19,760 --> 01:22:21,160
Speaker 2: may be watching the dishes. You know what I'm saying.

1754
01:22:21,160 --> 01:22:22,599
Speaker 2: You got to work with each other. So it ain't

1755
01:22:22,640 --> 01:22:25,720
Speaker 2: no set It ain't no set life. It's just that

1756
01:22:26,400 --> 01:22:30,120
Speaker 2: for a set kind of person, like some women gonna

1757
01:22:30,160 --> 01:22:33,000
Speaker 2: make sure they ain't playing that. You gotta ta you

1758
01:22:33,040 --> 01:22:35,000
Speaker 2: gotta help take care of me, cause I'm gonna do this,

1759
01:22:35,200 --> 01:22:39,880
Speaker 2: so me, I just stayed the journey. I want the

1760
01:22:39,920 --> 01:22:42,920
Speaker 2: whole time. So if I want the whole time, at

1761
01:22:42,960 --> 01:22:44,760
Speaker 2: this point, we ain't gotta clean up, cause we'll pay.

1762
01:22:45,600 --> 01:22:48,080
Speaker 2: But at that point we couldn't play no maid, right, Okay,

1763
01:22:48,640 --> 01:22:52,160
Speaker 2: So who gonna wash the dishes? Now? I'll wash it. Yeah,

1764
01:22:52,160 --> 01:22:54,840
Speaker 2: I'm cool, I'll wash it. But you know when I

1765
01:22:54,920 --> 01:22:56,840
Speaker 2: go to keysh eyes and saying, you know what I'm saying.

1766
01:22:58,680 --> 01:23:03,280
Speaker 2: So it's like said situation, I think each general ros

1767
01:23:03,320 --> 01:23:04,680
Speaker 2: it ain't no set what a man got to do.

1768
01:23:04,760 --> 01:23:06,400
Speaker 2: What a woman gotta do. Man, Cause at the end

1769
01:23:06,400 --> 01:23:07,720
Speaker 2: of the day, when it's time to fight, when y'all

1770
01:23:07,760 --> 01:23:09,920
Speaker 2: fighting life together, y'all just gotta look out for each other. Man.

1771
01:23:10,040 --> 01:23:12,719
Speaker 2: If you tired, I gotta do this or this, call somebody.

1772
01:23:12,800 --> 01:23:14,439
Speaker 2: Let me figure this out. But at the end of

1773
01:23:14,439 --> 01:23:17,080
Speaker 2: the day, it depends on where you add in life.

1774
01:23:17,920 --> 01:23:19,640
Speaker 2: It depends on who you are. Because some women are

1775
01:23:19,680 --> 01:23:22,040
Speaker 2: gonna make you be a man. You can't be nothing

1776
01:23:22,040 --> 01:23:24,080
Speaker 2: but a man. Yeah, because you ain't gonna let you

1777
01:23:24,120 --> 01:23:26,679
Speaker 2: be no woman. You gonna run across some men. Yeah,

1778
01:23:26,920 --> 01:23:28,880
Speaker 2: all that man stuff in you might well just be

1779
01:23:28,960 --> 01:23:31,720
Speaker 2: a woman. Yeah, because that ha My past relationship to

1780
01:23:32,920 --> 01:23:36,080
Speaker 2: I ain't I ain't them whoever you talk to. Melissa

1781
01:23:36,120 --> 01:23:37,960
Speaker 2: Conan raided me and she taught me how to be

1782
01:23:38,040 --> 01:23:40,040
Speaker 2: a man. You ain't finna be nothing but a woman.

1783
01:23:40,320 --> 01:23:41,560
Speaker 2: And I'm not gonna put my hands on you. I

1784
01:23:41,600 --> 01:23:44,360
Speaker 2: ain't gonna raise my boys and I'm not malicious, but

1785
01:23:44,600 --> 01:23:46,599
Speaker 2: I am one hundred per cent man. So you can't

1786
01:23:46,640 --> 01:23:50,160
Speaker 2: be nothing but a woman cause that Rod fulfilled. But

1787
01:23:50,280 --> 01:23:52,000
Speaker 2: general Rod, you ain't got to watch no dishes a man,

1788
01:23:52,120 --> 01:23:53,840
Speaker 2: or go in there watching I clean my house, my house,

1789
01:23:53,840 --> 01:23:56,200
Speaker 2: it's back late. I'm a clean person. But ain't a

1790
01:23:56,280 --> 01:23:59,800
Speaker 2: woman to knowhing. You know what? I'm right, so you

1791
01:23:59,840 --> 01:24:00,320
Speaker 2: know it.

1792
01:24:00,880 --> 01:24:05,840
Speaker 1: So what is du Wayne looking for? Any woman?

1793
01:24:05,960 --> 01:24:08,280
Speaker 5: If you were to tell the ladies, tell the ladies

1794
01:24:08,320 --> 01:24:10,040
Speaker 5: what camera we're looking at, you can look at this

1795
01:24:10,160 --> 01:24:15,120
Speaker 5: and her that's yours and be honest, and it's gonna sound,

1796
01:24:16,520 --> 01:24:17,280
Speaker 5: oh cliche.

1797
01:24:18,720 --> 01:24:21,479
Speaker 2: I'm looking for a woman who really believe in God

1798
01:24:21,560 --> 01:24:25,040
Speaker 2: for real and not the world. MM cause I never

1799
01:24:25,080 --> 01:24:26,760
Speaker 2: had a woman cheat on me with the with a man,

1800
01:24:27,040 --> 01:24:28,280
Speaker 2: far as I know, but I had a cheat on

1801
01:24:28,360 --> 01:24:31,080
Speaker 2: me with the world. MM. So I just want a

1802
01:24:31,160 --> 01:24:35,439
Speaker 2: woman who really believe in God. For real, for real,

1803
01:24:35,600 --> 01:24:38,560
Speaker 2: that crazy faith. Cause if if, if she believe in that,

1804
01:24:38,720 --> 01:24:41,200
Speaker 2: everything else gonna follow in order. Anyway, I don't need

1805
01:24:41,240 --> 01:24:43,880
Speaker 2: no woman who gonna clean up, even though I love her,

1806
01:24:43,880 --> 01:24:45,960
Speaker 2: won't clean woman, cause we could pay somebody to do that.

1807
01:24:46,280 --> 01:24:47,720
Speaker 2: I don't need no woman who makes no money to

1808
01:24:47,720 --> 01:24:49,320
Speaker 2: get some money. I don't need no woman who. I

1809
01:24:49,320 --> 01:24:50,880
Speaker 2: don't care if you bruh, I don't care what it is.

1810
01:24:51,600 --> 01:24:54,360
Speaker 2: But if you just believe, you could come as you walk,

1811
01:24:55,320 --> 01:24:57,080
Speaker 2: because that's gonna work in order, and we gonna live

1812
01:24:57,120 --> 01:24:59,160
Speaker 2: in our own world and people gonna pay attention to us,

1813
01:24:59,320 --> 01:25:02,519
Speaker 2: right if, like why they so happen? You know, don't

1814
01:25:02,520 --> 01:25:04,720
Speaker 2: be picking stuff out from the world bringing it back

1815
01:25:04,760 --> 01:25:07,160
Speaker 2: home cause he told us not to eat the apple.

1816
01:25:07,560 --> 01:25:09,320
Speaker 2: But we're still on the iPhone with the app on

1817
01:25:09,400 --> 01:25:15,519
Speaker 2: the back bed off steal in the tree, picking up

1818
01:25:15,640 --> 01:25:18,599
Speaker 2: everything and bringing it back home. And God said, don't

1819
01:25:20,080 --> 01:25:23,880
Speaker 2: bring it back. Wow, I won to believe in Jesus

1820
01:25:23,920 --> 01:25:29,840
Speaker 2: for real? Did y'all hear what he just said? We still.

1821
01:25:31,120 --> 01:25:33,799
Speaker 1: Got that iPhone with the apple in the bag.

1822
01:25:36,120 --> 01:25:36,800
Speaker 2: Bringing it home?

1823
01:25:39,680 --> 01:25:43,280
Speaker 1: Mmmmmm gonna We're gonna just leave it right there. Oh

1824
01:25:43,439 --> 01:25:47,479
Speaker 1: my gosh, I'm blowing away. That was the whole ople study.

1825
01:25:48,160 --> 01:25:52,120
Speaker 1: So good, so good, no, so good, Wow, thank you

1826
01:25:52,240 --> 01:25:52,519
Speaker 1: so much.

1827
01:25:52,600 --> 01:25:55,200
Speaker 2: I appreciate y'all, man, I appreciate the sofa and the

1828
01:25:55,240 --> 01:25:57,360
Speaker 2: whole morale. This is great what y'all got going on.

1829
01:25:58,200 --> 01:25:59,200
Speaker 2: And this is right on time.

1830
01:25:59,600 --> 01:26:05,080
Speaker 1: It is on time. We're almost Then we're gonna we

1831
01:26:05,240 --> 01:26:07,360
Speaker 1: have a listener letter where people write into us and

1832
01:26:07,720 --> 01:26:09,880
Speaker 1: give them advice. So I'm gonna read letter. It's called

1833
01:26:09,920 --> 01:26:13,920
Speaker 1: positive Outcomes, and this youngly says, Hi, Crystal. I'm a

1834
01:26:13,960 --> 01:26:16,120
Speaker 1: forty four year old woman who just ended a six

1835
01:26:16,200 --> 01:26:18,760
Speaker 1: month relationship with a thirty nine year old man who

1836
01:26:18,800 --> 01:26:21,559
Speaker 1: I've actually known for years. We finally decided to link

1837
01:26:21,640 --> 01:26:23,720
Speaker 1: up one day and had great conversations about life and

1838
01:26:23,760 --> 01:26:26,600
Speaker 1: past relationships. Come to find out, he made all the

1839
01:26:26,680 --> 01:26:28,680
Speaker 1: qualities that I was looking for in a man. The

1840
01:26:28,800 --> 01:26:32,120
Speaker 1: only problem was he was broke and jobless. I stayed

1841
01:26:32,160 --> 01:26:33,680
Speaker 1: in it for six months and fell in love with

1842
01:26:33,760 --> 01:26:36,160
Speaker 1: the potential of him being, of him becoming the man

1843
01:26:36,280 --> 01:26:39,160
Speaker 1: that I wanted him to be. Things got ugly within

1844
01:26:39,240 --> 01:26:41,920
Speaker 1: the six month. I knew that it was God releasing

1845
01:26:42,040 --> 01:26:44,360
Speaker 1: him from me. I experienced a great deal of trauma

1846
01:26:44,400 --> 01:26:47,000
Speaker 1: in the past three years and actually felt secure in

1847
01:26:47,080 --> 01:26:50,080
Speaker 1: the moment for all the wrong reasons. Although we don't

1848
01:26:50,160 --> 01:26:53,000
Speaker 1: talk and everything is still fresh, he still talks to

1849
01:26:53,080 --> 01:26:55,000
Speaker 1: my sister, who was in a relationship with one of

1850
01:26:55,040 --> 01:26:57,639
Speaker 1: his family members, as if he and I never happened.

1851
01:26:58,080 --> 01:27:00,719
Speaker 1: I keep trying to figure out what is it about

1852
01:27:00,800 --> 01:27:03,400
Speaker 1: me that keeps falling from men who don't meet my

1853
01:27:03,520 --> 01:27:06,080
Speaker 1: requirements When it comes to job, money, and faith. I

1854
01:27:06,200 --> 01:27:08,280
Speaker 1: work two full time jobs, and I take care of

1855
01:27:08,320 --> 01:27:10,759
Speaker 1: myself and my children. I will continue to have faith

1856
01:27:11,479 --> 01:27:14,160
Speaker 1: that my equal is on the way. Can you please

1857
01:27:14,240 --> 01:27:17,600
Speaker 1: give me some advice to strengthen my self confidence and

1858
01:27:17,680 --> 01:27:20,360
Speaker 1: put boundaries between my ex and I, who I still

1859
01:27:20,479 --> 01:27:21,439
Speaker 1: love with friendship.

1860
01:27:22,320 --> 01:27:26,639
Speaker 2: M what's that last part? She said? Oh? Look, she said,

1861
01:27:26,960 --> 01:27:29,880
Speaker 2: can you please give me some of adite? This was

1862
01:27:30,160 --> 01:27:36,640
Speaker 2: strengthened myself confidence and put boundaries. That's the answer. She

1863
01:27:36,800 --> 01:27:39,680
Speaker 2: got the answer right there. Sh She needs strengthen her.

1864
01:27:39,800 --> 01:27:42,360
Speaker 2: She just needs to work on her, work on her.

1865
01:27:42,439 --> 01:27:44,200
Speaker 2: You can't work on nobody else. You can't change me

1866
01:27:44,240 --> 01:27:46,160
Speaker 2: in you can't change the people that come in your life.

1867
01:27:46,200 --> 01:27:50,160
Speaker 2: The devil gonna send them, and you just got to

1868
01:27:50,360 --> 01:27:54,040
Speaker 2: change you life. Get life is like from kindergarten to

1869
01:27:54,080 --> 01:27:56,120
Speaker 2: twelfth grade. People think it's from twelve grade to kindergarten.

1870
01:27:56,479 --> 01:27:59,000
Speaker 2: The lesson get harder. You go from one plus one

1871
01:27:59,080 --> 01:28:01,920
Speaker 2: to three a's fifty eggs and then that. But you

1872
01:28:02,040 --> 01:28:05,840
Speaker 2: get stronger along the way that it feels like kindergarten. Wow,

1873
01:28:06,360 --> 01:28:09,519
Speaker 2: So you got to strengthen you so when that stuff come,

1874
01:28:10,040 --> 01:28:13,160
Speaker 2: you know how to handle that. You're gonna be different. Okay, Nah,

1875
01:28:13,160 --> 01:28:15,120
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna lie because but what it is. Sometimes

1876
01:28:15,120 --> 01:28:17,360
Speaker 2: the broke man got the best d so it's hard

1877
01:28:17,360 --> 01:28:21,240
Speaker 2: to leave me long because they gonna they focus on that.

1878
01:28:21,840 --> 01:28:25,160
Speaker 1: Like the lazy woman got the best, the best.

1879
01:28:25,840 --> 01:28:29,320
Speaker 2: It's a lazy way. But you come home, she just

1880
01:28:29,400 --> 01:28:34,840
Speaker 2: laying on that sofa for you. Got you got that

1881
01:28:35,160 --> 01:28:39,479
Speaker 2: about you? Like if you like that, I'm lazy, you're

1882
01:28:39,479 --> 01:28:42,719
Speaker 2: gonna hard work. But yeah, I'm lazy.

1883
01:28:42,880 --> 01:28:43,799
Speaker 1: I have a balance.

1884
01:28:44,040 --> 01:28:47,400
Speaker 2: Well you got that, like Joe, come home and see

1885
01:28:47,439 --> 01:28:49,320
Speaker 2: you be out of here. But like, man, I hate

1886
01:28:49,320 --> 01:28:50,200
Speaker 2: to be on y'all day.

1887
01:28:50,240 --> 01:28:59,680
Speaker 1: But good lord, Okay, I would tell you definitely work

1888
01:28:59,720 --> 01:29:01,880
Speaker 1: on your so do some self work, do therapy, because

1889
01:29:01,880 --> 01:29:03,920
Speaker 1: it sounds like you've been through some things you said

1890
01:29:04,000 --> 01:29:06,599
Speaker 1: you had trauma from past relationships in the past three years.

1891
01:29:07,040 --> 01:29:09,759
Speaker 1: I would work on yourself before hopping into a relationship.

1892
01:29:09,800 --> 01:29:11,880
Speaker 1: I do know that it is hard to deal with

1893
01:29:12,040 --> 01:29:16,120
Speaker 1: someone who is still friends with your family and still

1894
01:29:16,200 --> 01:29:18,000
Speaker 1: be kind of lingering. It's hard to get over somebody

1895
01:29:18,320 --> 01:29:20,639
Speaker 1: when they're still so close. You know, It's like, dang,

1896
01:29:20,720 --> 01:29:22,680
Speaker 1: can you just can I have my people? You know

1897
01:29:22,720 --> 01:29:24,840
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Can you just go on so that

1898
01:29:24,920 --> 01:29:26,840
Speaker 1: I can have my life back and not think about

1899
01:29:26,880 --> 01:29:28,600
Speaker 1: you or constantly have to hear about what's going on

1900
01:29:28,720 --> 01:29:31,160
Speaker 1: with you. So I know that's hard as well. But

1901
01:29:32,000 --> 01:29:35,200
Speaker 1: you can't control the fact that your sister's in a

1902
01:29:35,280 --> 01:29:38,600
Speaker 1: relationship with one of his family members. I would just

1903
01:29:38,640 --> 01:29:40,840
Speaker 1: do my best to just let let your sister know, Hey,

1904
01:29:41,200 --> 01:29:42,960
Speaker 1: I don't want to hear anything about him. I'm trying

1905
01:29:43,000 --> 01:29:44,800
Speaker 1: to get over it, even though you love him. But

1906
01:29:44,920 --> 01:29:47,080
Speaker 1: I think it what Country says is right. You have

1907
01:29:47,160 --> 01:29:48,000
Speaker 1: to start with yourself.

1908
01:29:48,800 --> 01:29:53,120
Speaker 2: That's real, all right.

1909
01:29:53,280 --> 01:29:56,000
Speaker 1: So we do something called what I'm going through and

1910
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Speaker 1: what I'm growing through. Is there anything that you're going

1911
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Speaker 1: through and growing.

1912
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Speaker 2: Through going through.

1913
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Speaker 1: In life?

1914
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Speaker 2: Shoot? Not really?

1915
01:30:06,920 --> 01:30:07,280
Speaker 1: Just great.

1916
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Speaker 2: I might be going through it, but he won't let

1917
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Speaker 2: me feel it. I don't know that's good.

1918
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Speaker 1: So this hard to show we feel in the blank.

1919
01:30:20,080 --> 01:30:21,400
Speaker 1: It's called keep it blank, sweetie.

1920
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Speaker 2: Okay cool?

1921
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Speaker 1: Oh from this episode, I would say, keep it mm

1922
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Speaker 1: hmmm creative, sweetie, never like get complacent. Always stay creative

1923
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Speaker 1: and think of new ideas and things to do.

1924
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Speaker 2: That's real.

1925
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Speaker 1: Yeah, what would you say?

1926
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Speaker 2: I like that?

1927
01:30:43,520 --> 01:30:45,200
Speaker 1: Like that you can go with us. I'm gonna go

1928
01:30:45,240 --> 01:30:47,280
Speaker 1: with what you said, all right, Purple were saying, keep

1929
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Speaker 1: it creative, sweetie.

1930
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Speaker 2: Thank you, Wayne, Nah, thank you. No.

1931
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Speaker 1: I appreciate you. You have such great insight and the

1932
01:30:54,120 --> 01:30:57,080
Speaker 1: way you break things down is like no one else.

1933
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Speaker 1: I appreciate your funny. You had us all laughing in here.

1934
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Speaker 1: I hope you guys enjoy this episode of Keep It Positive, Sweetie.

1935
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Speaker 1: If you want to be featured on our positive outcomes,

1936
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Speaker 1: listen to letter write into Keep It Positive Sweetie at

1937
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Speaker 1: gmail dot com and that's Sweetie with an ie. You

1938
01:31:12,560 --> 01:31:15,320
Speaker 1: can follow Keep It Positive sweety on all platforms, and

1939
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Speaker 1: you can follow me on all platforms at luv Chris

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Speaker 1: sa Reine and wait until where they can find you.

1941
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Speaker 2: Oh it's country Wayne with a K k ou n

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Speaker 2: t R y Wayne.

1943
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Speaker 1: That's right, all right, stay tuned, makes you guys. Get

1944
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Speaker 1: his book. His book is entitled help Us on the Way,

1945
01:31:33,120 --> 01:31:36,439
Speaker 1: Stay up and Live Your Truth's out. Get it and

1946
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Speaker 1: remember Jesus is popping and in the meantime, until next time,

1947
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Speaker 1: keep it positive, Sweetie, Love you guys.