1 00:00:00,360 --> 00:00:06,160 Speaker 1: Hi guys, and welcome back to this week's episode of 2 00:00:06,160 --> 00:00:08,399 Speaker 1: a Let's Be Real podcast. I'm your host, Sammy J. 3 00:00:08,640 --> 00:00:11,760 Speaker 1: And welcome. This week, I got to chat with the 4 00:00:11,800 --> 00:00:15,239 Speaker 1: incredible Claudia Seluski. She is a YouTube o G. She's 5 00:00:15,280 --> 00:00:18,080 Speaker 1: been on the platform for eleven years. She's done everything 6 00:00:18,120 --> 00:00:22,200 Speaker 1: from vlogs to lifestyle. She's also done some amazing collaborations 7 00:00:22,440 --> 00:00:26,040 Speaker 1: and her newest venture is starring and I Love My Dad, 8 00:00:26,040 --> 00:00:27,920 Speaker 1: which is a movie that just wrapped production a few 9 00:00:27,920 --> 00:00:29,760 Speaker 1: months ago and it hasn't come out, but we talked 10 00:00:29,800 --> 00:00:36,320 Speaker 1: all about that, having a healthy balance with social media, therapy, anxiety, journaling, life, 11 00:00:36,400 --> 00:00:40,240 Speaker 1: her relationship with Phineas, and so much more. I hope 12 00:00:40,240 --> 00:00:50,000 Speaker 1: you guys like this week's episode. Claudia, I'm so thrilled 13 00:00:50,040 --> 00:00:52,280 Speaker 1: that you're in my podcast. First of all, I just 14 00:00:52,360 --> 00:00:54,600 Speaker 1: realized this is like the first time a couple is 15 00:00:54,640 --> 00:00:57,240 Speaker 1: coming on because we had Phineas in season one and 16 00:00:57,320 --> 00:01:01,639 Speaker 1: now you're here in season three. I know, that's awesome. 17 00:01:02,000 --> 00:01:04,880 Speaker 1: I feel like we need to then have a reunion 18 00:01:05,080 --> 00:01:07,920 Speaker 1: where we're all together, the three of us on the 19 00:01:07,959 --> 00:01:10,720 Speaker 1: same conversation. Yeah, we should. And you know what I've 20 00:01:10,760 --> 00:01:13,560 Speaker 1: been I've watched your videos. I sink like five years now, 21 00:01:13,600 --> 00:01:16,120 Speaker 1: so I love your channel. I love the way you 22 00:01:16,280 --> 00:01:18,880 Speaker 1: edit um and you've been on social media for so 23 00:01:18,920 --> 00:01:21,600 Speaker 1: many years, and I know you can relate to this. 24 00:01:21,680 --> 00:01:24,360 Speaker 1: Being on social media at any age can be difficult 25 00:01:24,760 --> 00:01:27,360 Speaker 1: with everything that it's surrounded by. What has it been 26 00:01:27,400 --> 00:01:30,080 Speaker 1: like being on social media for so long, but also 27 00:01:30,560 --> 00:01:34,520 Speaker 1: trying to keep like the same mental health. What's interesting, 28 00:01:34,600 --> 00:01:39,440 Speaker 1: I think is social media changes so much. I feel 29 00:01:39,480 --> 00:01:42,360 Speaker 1: like it kind of didn't really exist when I first 30 00:01:42,360 --> 00:01:46,520 Speaker 1: started making YouTube videos, so I guess thinking about what 31 00:01:46,560 --> 00:01:49,840 Speaker 1: my headspace was and where I thought this was all 32 00:01:49,880 --> 00:01:52,720 Speaker 1: going when it first started versus now is so different 33 00:01:53,160 --> 00:01:57,120 Speaker 1: because when I started YouTube, I'm not sure Instagram really 34 00:01:57,120 --> 00:02:00,840 Speaker 1: existed yet or it had just come into play. TikTok 35 00:02:00,880 --> 00:02:06,240 Speaker 1: didn't exist, and it felt like I think the shift 36 00:02:06,400 --> 00:02:09,320 Speaker 1: was like I treated social media as this thing where 37 00:02:09,400 --> 00:02:14,200 Speaker 1: I'm putting these things out and I am editing cute 38 00:02:14,240 --> 00:02:16,919 Speaker 1: videos and having so much fun in the creation process 39 00:02:16,960 --> 00:02:20,480 Speaker 1: and dumping it somewhere, and now social media has become 40 00:02:20,520 --> 00:02:24,680 Speaker 1: this like bigger beast where you're creating, you are also 41 00:02:25,520 --> 00:02:28,440 Speaker 1: you know, watching and taking in other people's content, and 42 00:02:28,440 --> 00:02:31,160 Speaker 1: you're also communicating. I was talking about this with my 43 00:02:31,200 --> 00:02:34,040 Speaker 1: friend the other day, how like we feel that social 44 00:02:34,040 --> 00:02:37,440 Speaker 1: media breaks are really healthy, right, just just getting off 45 00:02:37,480 --> 00:02:39,680 Speaker 1: Instagram for a few days or whatever. But now there's 46 00:02:39,720 --> 00:02:42,480 Speaker 1: this component where like I have so many people in 47 00:02:42,520 --> 00:02:45,799 Speaker 1: my life that I only DM and that's like our 48 00:02:45,880 --> 00:02:48,760 Speaker 1: source of communication. Interesting, so then what do you do? 49 00:02:49,120 --> 00:02:51,880 Speaker 1: It's like the new text message, it really is. I 50 00:02:51,960 --> 00:02:55,120 Speaker 1: So I just started college, and something I'm realizing is 51 00:02:55,639 --> 00:02:57,960 Speaker 1: everyone they don't ask for your number. They only ask 52 00:02:58,000 --> 00:03:01,680 Speaker 1: for your snapchat, which is so odd to me because 53 00:03:01,919 --> 00:03:04,079 Speaker 1: I just deleted snaptrat Instagram. By the way, I didn't 54 00:03:04,080 --> 00:03:05,760 Speaker 1: delete my accounts. I was just like, I need a break. 55 00:03:06,000 --> 00:03:08,800 Speaker 1: But like it goes to show the people that actually 56 00:03:08,800 --> 00:03:11,640 Speaker 1: care about you will text you definitely, and the people 57 00:03:11,680 --> 00:03:13,960 Speaker 1: that don't really you know, have an interest, will just 58 00:03:14,000 --> 00:03:17,480 Speaker 1: send you random photos and won't even have a conversation. 59 00:03:18,520 --> 00:03:22,560 Speaker 1: It's just it's odd. There is definitely like a difference 60 00:03:22,600 --> 00:03:26,120 Speaker 1: in the platforms. I feel with d m NG exactly 61 00:03:26,120 --> 00:03:28,680 Speaker 1: what you're saying, it's like sharing a photo or commenting 62 00:03:28,720 --> 00:03:30,919 Speaker 1: on something or just giving it a heart, while text 63 00:03:30,919 --> 00:03:34,320 Speaker 1: messaging now is like this commitment where if you've made 64 00:03:34,360 --> 00:03:37,120 Speaker 1: a friend on social media and you exchange numbers, You're like, oh, 65 00:03:37,160 --> 00:03:39,720 Speaker 1: we're going there. It's like a true friendship. And then 66 00:03:39,760 --> 00:03:44,480 Speaker 1: if you go to FaceTime, Oh my goodness, a hundred percent. 67 00:03:44,600 --> 00:03:47,480 Speaker 1: Are you a big facetimer? Do you FaceTime friends every day? 68 00:03:47,920 --> 00:03:51,840 Speaker 1: You know? I think so, because I forget. There's just 69 00:03:51,880 --> 00:03:54,120 Speaker 1: something about it that forces me to be more present, 70 00:03:54,120 --> 00:03:56,160 Speaker 1: because when I'm on the phone and I'm doing something, 71 00:03:56,520 --> 00:03:58,760 Speaker 1: I can so easily be distracted. When I'm looking in 72 00:03:58,840 --> 00:04:02,080 Speaker 1: someone else's face, It's just more personal and I like 73 00:04:02,560 --> 00:04:05,560 Speaker 1: talking to faces instead of just like audio, if that 74 00:04:05,600 --> 00:04:08,240 Speaker 1: makes any sense, What about you? I totally agree. I'm 75 00:04:08,320 --> 00:04:11,520 Speaker 1: such a fan of FaceTime. Phineas is on tour right now, 76 00:04:11,560 --> 00:04:15,640 Speaker 1: so we are constantly facetiming all the time. Although the 77 00:04:15,680 --> 00:04:19,560 Speaker 1: feature of being able to swipe away and still have 78 00:04:19,640 --> 00:04:22,000 Speaker 1: the little person, you know, the little bugs, but it's 79 00:04:22,040 --> 00:04:24,279 Speaker 1: on pause? Is it on pause now? Or can you 80 00:04:24,279 --> 00:04:26,560 Speaker 1: think it is? Because sometimes I'm looking at his face 81 00:04:26,600 --> 00:04:29,040 Speaker 1: and I'm like, you are not, you are not looking, 82 00:04:29,080 --> 00:04:31,560 Speaker 1: You're not, you are not you are reading a text messager. 83 00:04:32,560 --> 00:04:36,839 Speaker 1: So it's when that eye glances Yeah, exactly exactly. Um, 84 00:04:36,920 --> 00:04:39,839 Speaker 1: but I totally agree. I think FaceTime is like the 85 00:04:39,880 --> 00:04:45,720 Speaker 1: optimal prime communication experience. Um. And it's like the closest 86 00:04:45,720 --> 00:04:48,279 Speaker 1: to real life, which is great. And also like I 87 00:04:48,320 --> 00:04:50,800 Speaker 1: mean truly, I feel like I learned this throughout COVID, 88 00:04:50,880 --> 00:04:54,440 Speaker 1: but like everyone is a FaceTime away, and it's crazy 89 00:04:54,760 --> 00:04:56,839 Speaker 1: how connected you can feel after even just like a 90 00:04:56,880 --> 00:04:59,880 Speaker 1: ten minute conversation. It's one button away, put that on 91 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:04,240 Speaker 1: a shirt. Um. So we love it for that reason. 92 00:05:04,360 --> 00:05:07,599 Speaker 1: But to jump back to like social media and kind 93 00:05:07,640 --> 00:05:10,960 Speaker 1: of maintaining sanity, right and all of that, and I 94 00:05:11,000 --> 00:05:13,920 Speaker 1: think we are just like living in a world where 95 00:05:13,960 --> 00:05:19,880 Speaker 1: we are all sharing our lives, whether you are an influencer, creator, actor, 96 00:05:19,920 --> 00:05:21,960 Speaker 1: you know, whatever is bringing you to social media, or 97 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:25,240 Speaker 1: if you just mostly like a watch or a listener 98 00:05:25,279 --> 00:05:28,839 Speaker 1: exactly all these things. Um, I don't know, it's tricky. 99 00:05:28,880 --> 00:05:33,520 Speaker 1: I was thinking about this recently about like the contrast 100 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:37,159 Speaker 1: of like I feel like sometimes we post to feel 101 00:05:37,240 --> 00:05:40,440 Speaker 1: seen or for people to see that we are busy, 102 00:05:40,520 --> 00:05:43,000 Speaker 1: we are doing things, or Hi, look I'm happy and 103 00:05:43,040 --> 00:05:46,920 Speaker 1: I yeah, it's to prove something, yeah, And it's like 104 00:05:47,560 --> 00:05:50,640 Speaker 1: and then there's another version where you know, you you 105 00:05:50,760 --> 00:05:53,000 Speaker 1: have a photo that makes you really happy or you 106 00:05:53,080 --> 00:05:55,640 Speaker 1: are documenting a memory and you want to share it, 107 00:05:55,720 --> 00:05:58,040 Speaker 1: and that's the really pure side of it. It is 108 00:05:58,080 --> 00:06:00,560 Speaker 1: such a double edged sword, and I feel like every 109 00:06:00,560 --> 00:06:03,839 Speaker 1: single day is sort of like a little bit different, 110 00:06:03,920 --> 00:06:06,839 Speaker 1: And um, I think I fall in both categories. I 111 00:06:06,839 --> 00:06:10,880 Speaker 1: think we all do. And yeah, so I don't know 112 00:06:10,960 --> 00:06:13,800 Speaker 1: what the answer is. I'm still figuring that out. I 113 00:06:13,839 --> 00:06:17,040 Speaker 1: think everybody is. But it's hard to when you want 114 00:06:17,080 --> 00:06:19,360 Speaker 1: to post something, but then it's so easy to get 115 00:06:19,400 --> 00:06:22,360 Speaker 1: caught up in the oh my goodness, this didn't get 116 00:06:22,360 --> 00:06:25,040 Speaker 1: any likes. Oh my goodness, I had to delete this. 117 00:06:25,520 --> 00:06:28,000 Speaker 1: Turn off your legs, That's what I did. And you 118 00:06:28,080 --> 00:06:30,320 Speaker 1: just post what you want to post. That's what I say. 119 00:06:30,360 --> 00:06:31,840 Speaker 1: That's what I'm trying to the place I'm trying to 120 00:06:31,880 --> 00:06:38,120 Speaker 1: get to. Have you seen the social Yes, I turned 121 00:06:38,120 --> 00:06:41,200 Speaker 1: off my Instagram and Snapchat notifications since I've watched it, 122 00:06:41,240 --> 00:06:43,040 Speaker 1: and I don't have them on anymore, and I only 123 00:06:43,040 --> 00:06:45,840 Speaker 1: have my like, Gmail and text and that's it. Amazing. 124 00:06:46,120 --> 00:06:50,400 Speaker 1: Same here. I the notification setting that I had on 125 00:06:50,520 --> 00:06:53,680 Speaker 1: before watching that was like anyone who I follow, if 126 00:06:53,680 --> 00:06:55,920 Speaker 1: they comment or like anything, I would see all of it. 127 00:06:56,440 --> 00:06:59,240 Speaker 1: And I just like, do not need to know what 128 00:06:59,320 --> 00:07:01,960 Speaker 1: time someone is liking something like if I am really 129 00:07:02,000 --> 00:07:04,560 Speaker 1: that curious, I can go to the photo and I 130 00:07:04,600 --> 00:07:07,280 Speaker 1: can click on view more under the likes and like, see, 131 00:07:07,279 --> 00:07:10,320 Speaker 1: oh cool, cool cool. I don't need to see the 132 00:07:10,360 --> 00:07:14,040 Speaker 1: moment it's happening, you know, So same here. I'm glad 133 00:07:14,200 --> 00:07:16,320 Speaker 1: that we're all going through that because I feel like 134 00:07:16,360 --> 00:07:20,360 Speaker 1: it's one of those things where I've noticed, just in 135 00:07:20,400 --> 00:07:23,440 Speaker 1: the short time I've been at college, just how much 136 00:07:23,480 --> 00:07:25,880 Speaker 1: time everybody is on their phones, including me. So I'm 137 00:07:25,920 --> 00:07:28,880 Speaker 1: trying to cut back. I'm really in a space right 138 00:07:28,880 --> 00:07:33,480 Speaker 1: now where I'm trying to be the best version of myself, 139 00:07:33,520 --> 00:07:35,920 Speaker 1: where I'm trying to grow. And something I love about 140 00:07:35,960 --> 00:07:39,920 Speaker 1: your channel is you're documenting your whole process. Um, I 141 00:07:39,920 --> 00:07:42,680 Speaker 1: know you've gone into journal journaling, and I'm really trying 142 00:07:42,720 --> 00:07:45,880 Speaker 1: to get into it. What are your tips because I 143 00:07:46,040 --> 00:07:48,840 Speaker 1: have trouble like it's not doing, it's starting to do. 144 00:07:48,920 --> 00:07:53,120 Speaker 1: It's like sitting down designating the time. Does it really help? 145 00:07:53,240 --> 00:07:57,400 Speaker 1: Would you say? Okay? I love it? And honestly, it's 146 00:07:57,480 --> 00:08:00,280 Speaker 1: one of those if you're looking at it as like 147 00:08:00,320 --> 00:08:04,120 Speaker 1: a form of therapy, it is something that can it 148 00:08:04,160 --> 00:08:08,320 Speaker 1: can make you feel different ways, like I think it is. Um, 149 00:08:08,400 --> 00:08:10,680 Speaker 1: it's like untruthful to be like it's going to make 150 00:08:10,680 --> 00:08:13,880 Speaker 1: you feel amazing all the time, because sometimes like the 151 00:08:13,920 --> 00:08:16,400 Speaker 1: times when I really need a journal or when I'm 152 00:08:16,440 --> 00:08:19,840 Speaker 1: at a low point and and then journaling it like 153 00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:24,520 Speaker 1: makes me sadder. But there at the end of the day, 154 00:08:24,960 --> 00:08:28,800 Speaker 1: I just like love recording and writing down like where 155 00:08:28,800 --> 00:08:32,240 Speaker 1: I'm at, you know, on a specific day or in 156 00:08:32,240 --> 00:08:35,199 Speaker 1: a specific moment, because I love looking back. I mean, 157 00:08:35,240 --> 00:08:38,160 Speaker 1: I think that's like partially why I've made my YouTube 158 00:08:38,240 --> 00:08:41,480 Speaker 1: channel so personal and and very vlog styles because I 159 00:08:41,520 --> 00:08:44,000 Speaker 1: just love like being able to record these memories. You 160 00:08:44,040 --> 00:08:46,560 Speaker 1: can see your growth as a human, which is awesome. 161 00:08:46,840 --> 00:08:49,400 Speaker 1: That's crazy. It is very trippy to go back on 162 00:08:49,559 --> 00:08:52,199 Speaker 1: videos and see like what I was interested in reading 163 00:08:52,240 --> 00:08:55,400 Speaker 1: and what I'm talking about and the way that I'm speaking, Like, 164 00:08:55,640 --> 00:08:57,680 Speaker 1: I don't know, we just like change and evolve in 165 00:08:57,679 --> 00:09:00,400 Speaker 1: so many different ways. But I think with journal this 166 00:09:00,440 --> 00:09:03,160 Speaker 1: is what I'll say, um, and I'm like trying to 167 00:09:03,200 --> 00:09:06,400 Speaker 1: do this to myself or for myself with reading right now, 168 00:09:06,440 --> 00:09:12,200 Speaker 1: which is like give yourself smaller hills to climb. So like, 169 00:09:12,640 --> 00:09:16,640 Speaker 1: journaling can definitely feel very intimidating. What do you write 170 00:09:16,640 --> 00:09:19,599 Speaker 1: about how many pages. Like people talk about like do 171 00:09:19,760 --> 00:09:23,560 Speaker 1: morning pages three pages a day. I rarely am journaling 172 00:09:23,600 --> 00:09:25,679 Speaker 1: three pages a day. That is only if I'm like 173 00:09:25,800 --> 00:09:28,480 Speaker 1: on one, I'm like caffeine's running through the veins. I'm like, yeah, 174 00:09:28,480 --> 00:09:31,520 Speaker 1: I got so much right. But I think like giving 175 00:09:31,559 --> 00:09:36,480 Speaker 1: yourself um, just like literally the shortest, smallest prompts of 176 00:09:36,520 --> 00:09:40,280 Speaker 1: like one of my favorite things to do is, um, 177 00:09:40,360 --> 00:09:41,880 Speaker 1: let's say it's like at the start of a week, 178 00:09:41,920 --> 00:09:44,360 Speaker 1: I'll just write, I'll write the date, and I'll write 179 00:09:44,400 --> 00:09:47,320 Speaker 1: like more of, less of, and I'll just write more 180 00:09:47,400 --> 00:09:50,040 Speaker 1: of and then just list things that like have brought 181 00:09:50,040 --> 00:09:52,120 Speaker 1: me joy or things that I want to do more 182 00:09:52,559 --> 00:09:55,280 Speaker 1: and then just like less of things that haven't brought 183 00:09:55,280 --> 00:09:57,760 Speaker 1: me joy, you know, less of staying up too late, 184 00:09:57,920 --> 00:10:00,839 Speaker 1: less of you know, whatever it is people pleasing I 185 00:10:00,880 --> 00:10:04,360 Speaker 1: don't know like, And I think giving yourself like a 186 00:10:04,400 --> 00:10:07,559 Speaker 1: few questions like that gives you that format of like 187 00:10:08,200 --> 00:10:09,880 Speaker 1: because sometimes it's you're just like, I don't know what 188 00:10:09,920 --> 00:10:13,280 Speaker 1: to write, and other times I just make a list 189 00:10:13,320 --> 00:10:17,720 Speaker 1: of things that I'm like grateful for, and that puts 190 00:10:17,760 --> 00:10:20,480 Speaker 1: me in a that is definitely like the most rewarding 191 00:10:20,480 --> 00:10:23,280 Speaker 1: I think in the moment, because being grateful, is it 192 00:10:23,400 --> 00:10:27,600 Speaker 1: really just kind of like put things into perspective. Yeah, yeah, totally. 193 00:10:27,760 --> 00:10:33,440 Speaker 1: So I think start like give yourself no expectations on 194 00:10:33,600 --> 00:10:36,480 Speaker 1: like writing pages and pages and pages. That is not 195 00:10:36,520 --> 00:10:38,560 Speaker 1: what it is. I use my journal to write like 196 00:10:38,720 --> 00:10:41,480 Speaker 1: list to do list, like literally anything. Sometimes I draw, 197 00:10:41,880 --> 00:10:44,319 Speaker 1: and I think that's what it's fun, is like dedicating 198 00:10:44,320 --> 00:10:47,280 Speaker 1: a journal to literally dumping whatever you want in it. 199 00:10:47,920 --> 00:10:51,480 Speaker 1: I think also like my like perfectionism wants me to 200 00:10:51,640 --> 00:10:54,680 Speaker 1: like stay in theme with what I am writing, and 201 00:10:54,720 --> 00:10:57,720 Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, well right, You're like, well, if I'm 202 00:10:57,720 --> 00:10:59,240 Speaker 1: going to draw on this journal, then I'm gonna have 203 00:10:59,240 --> 00:11:03,440 Speaker 1: a separate journal for the draw. And it's like you 204 00:11:03,559 --> 00:11:06,160 Speaker 1: just have to release that and be like like I 205 00:11:06,200 --> 00:11:08,600 Speaker 1: literally have my drawl right here. I'm like, this girly 206 00:11:09,120 --> 00:11:12,840 Speaker 1: has everything in it. And the way that I organize 207 00:11:12,840 --> 00:11:15,920 Speaker 1: it in my brain is I'm like, this is my girly. 208 00:11:16,200 --> 00:11:18,760 Speaker 1: Love that, and she stays with me and I write 209 00:11:18,800 --> 00:11:21,240 Speaker 1: whatever I want in it. And I think releasing that 210 00:11:21,360 --> 00:11:24,400 Speaker 1: sort of feeling of like needing to organize really kind 211 00:11:24,400 --> 00:11:26,480 Speaker 1: of like sets you for you a little bit, I know, 212 00:11:26,640 --> 00:11:28,520 Speaker 1: And I think I honestly think we have a lot 213 00:11:28,520 --> 00:11:30,480 Speaker 1: in common because I know you did a whole video 214 00:11:30,480 --> 00:11:32,880 Speaker 1: about being in a funk, and girl, do I relate 215 00:11:32,920 --> 00:11:36,720 Speaker 1: to that because I don't know if it's a combination 216 00:11:36,760 --> 00:11:38,839 Speaker 1: of just like being in a pandemic for a year 217 00:11:38,880 --> 00:11:41,520 Speaker 1: and a half or like just growing as a human. 218 00:11:41,960 --> 00:11:44,680 Speaker 1: But you want to better yourself, but sometimes like I 219 00:11:44,679 --> 00:11:46,360 Speaker 1: saw your video and I related to it and just 220 00:11:46,400 --> 00:11:49,240 Speaker 1: like I feel like I want to get a bunch done, 221 00:11:49,320 --> 00:11:53,160 Speaker 1: but then I don't. I feel worse if I don't. Yeah, 222 00:11:53,400 --> 00:11:57,040 Speaker 1: I mean that all falls into like giving yourself the 223 00:11:57,160 --> 00:12:01,960 Speaker 1: smaller like hills to climb. I think, Um, I don't know, 224 00:12:02,000 --> 00:12:06,319 Speaker 1: it's really tricky, Like I'm I'm personally coming into understanding 225 00:12:06,360 --> 00:12:09,920 Speaker 1: that I for so long have like based my value 226 00:12:09,960 --> 00:12:13,480 Speaker 1: and worth on my productivity. Um, I don't know where 227 00:12:13,520 --> 00:12:17,120 Speaker 1: that came into play with my childhood, but that's certainly 228 00:12:17,160 --> 00:12:19,760 Speaker 1: where I found most worth. And I'm like kind of 229 00:12:19,840 --> 00:12:23,880 Speaker 1: re um, I don't know, I'm like trying to rewire 230 00:12:23,920 --> 00:12:25,960 Speaker 1: in myself and be like no, no, no, that's so 231 00:12:26,080 --> 00:12:29,960 Speaker 1: incredible though that you're doing that. Yeah, And it's I 232 00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:33,040 Speaker 1: think we're just like in this time of life where 233 00:12:33,400 --> 00:12:38,120 Speaker 1: like hustle culture is just like very you know, it's 234 00:12:38,160 --> 00:12:41,400 Speaker 1: seen as like that you are you are killing it, 235 00:12:41,480 --> 00:12:44,000 Speaker 1: if you are busy, if you are productive, if you're 236 00:12:44,000 --> 00:12:48,600 Speaker 1: doing a million things. But I think like finding joy 237 00:12:49,000 --> 00:12:52,880 Speaker 1: and just like doing things for yourself and just letting 238 00:12:52,880 --> 00:12:55,839 Speaker 1: yourself relax, like that's really important, and I for so 239 00:12:55,880 --> 00:12:58,160 Speaker 1: long would feel so guilty about it, or like if 240 00:12:58,200 --> 00:13:01,120 Speaker 1: I have slower periods in life, I'm like, oh my gosh, 241 00:13:01,120 --> 00:13:02,960 Speaker 1: I'm not doing enough. Oh my gosh. And it's like 242 00:13:03,480 --> 00:13:06,360 Speaker 1: always just like remembering to give yourself the perspective of 243 00:13:06,400 --> 00:13:09,400 Speaker 1: just like if things are feeling slower or if things 244 00:13:09,480 --> 00:13:13,760 Speaker 1: are feeling less chaotic, like eventually things will pick back 245 00:13:13,840 --> 00:13:15,839 Speaker 1: up for a season of life and you will look 246 00:13:15,840 --> 00:13:18,240 Speaker 1: back and be like, oh my gosh, I had all 247 00:13:18,280 --> 00:13:20,360 Speaker 1: the time to like get into all those books I 248 00:13:20,400 --> 00:13:22,400 Speaker 1: told myself I was going to read. I had all 249 00:13:22,440 --> 00:13:25,760 Speaker 1: the time to like focus on, uh, doing hikes or 250 00:13:25,800 --> 00:13:29,480 Speaker 1: like whatever. I think. It's just it's like so perspective 251 00:13:30,240 --> 00:13:32,560 Speaker 1: and that's what I'm telling myself. And I think we're 252 00:13:32,600 --> 00:13:35,560 Speaker 1: all experiencing a lot of that, definitely through COVID. I 253 00:13:35,600 --> 00:13:38,480 Speaker 1: think like COVID forced a lot of us to look 254 00:13:38,520 --> 00:13:41,200 Speaker 1: inward and now that we're in this like in between 255 00:13:41,360 --> 00:13:44,040 Speaker 1: where things are opening back up and we're like re 256 00:13:44,360 --> 00:13:50,160 Speaker 1: establishing our relationship to like balancing life. Yeah exactly. Um, 257 00:13:50,400 --> 00:13:53,920 Speaker 1: Like I personally have been like going really crazy on 258 00:13:54,440 --> 00:13:57,840 Speaker 1: like socializing. I'm trying to get I think I'm trying 259 00:13:57,880 --> 00:14:01,600 Speaker 1: to repay all the lost time. And you know that's 260 00:14:01,600 --> 00:14:05,240 Speaker 1: tricky too, because sometimes you just need it yourself. It's 261 00:14:05,320 --> 00:14:07,720 Speaker 1: listening to like your body and what you need, which 262 00:14:07,720 --> 00:14:10,360 Speaker 1: it can be really hard. And I think social media 263 00:14:10,400 --> 00:14:14,559 Speaker 1: exacerbates the household culture because you see everybody coming out 264 00:14:14,559 --> 00:14:17,079 Speaker 1: with a new line or new this or knew then 265 00:14:17,200 --> 00:14:19,400 Speaker 1: it's like, you know, sometimes you just need time for 266 00:14:19,480 --> 00:14:23,000 Speaker 1: yourself to grow. And that's just as productive I feel like. 267 00:14:23,080 --> 00:14:27,040 Speaker 1: And that's to be reminded of a And I think also, 268 00:14:27,160 --> 00:14:30,160 Speaker 1: like back to what I was saying about, like feeling 269 00:14:30,160 --> 00:14:33,400 Speaker 1: the need to post on social media to feel seen 270 00:14:33,560 --> 00:14:36,040 Speaker 1: by others. It's like, at the end of the day, 271 00:14:36,160 --> 00:14:40,920 Speaker 1: if you are not genuinely happy and feeling just present 272 00:14:41,000 --> 00:14:44,480 Speaker 1: and grateful and fulfilled in all those things, like that 273 00:14:44,640 --> 00:14:47,160 Speaker 1: is where the source should be coming from. Those are 274 00:14:47,160 --> 00:14:50,600 Speaker 1: the questions for yourself to be answering for yourself, not 275 00:14:50,760 --> 00:14:54,520 Speaker 1: for others, you know what I mean. Absolutely, I'm a 276 00:14:54,560 --> 00:14:56,760 Speaker 1: big proponent of therapy. I've been in therapy since I 277 00:14:56,880 --> 00:14:59,560 Speaker 1: was like on and off there was like eight that's amazing, 278 00:15:00,120 --> 00:15:03,720 Speaker 1: and I am so grateful for that because I've learned 279 00:15:03,760 --> 00:15:07,000 Speaker 1: so much about myself and how I grow. You talked 280 00:15:07,000 --> 00:15:10,400 Speaker 1: about the therapy where you put these like electros on 281 00:15:10,480 --> 00:15:12,160 Speaker 1: your Can you please tell me more about this cause 282 00:15:12,200 --> 00:15:16,320 Speaker 1: I'm very curious. I literally just came home from an appointment, 283 00:15:17,000 --> 00:15:19,760 Speaker 1: like I just had it done this morning. Okay, wait, 284 00:15:20,040 --> 00:15:23,840 Speaker 1: please explain. So Okay, So it's called neurofeedback, and it 285 00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:27,200 Speaker 1: is something that like is becoming more widely known, but 286 00:15:27,320 --> 00:15:29,160 Speaker 1: I certainly I have never heard of it, and it's 287 00:15:29,200 --> 00:15:31,600 Speaker 1: sort of you hear it and you're like this little 288 00:15:31,600 --> 00:15:36,080 Speaker 1: life hack, like this sounds like kind of life hack 289 00:15:36,240 --> 00:15:38,920 Speaker 1: right here? It really does, it really does. So I 290 00:15:39,000 --> 00:15:42,680 Speaker 1: got introduced to it through Phineas because his therapist like 291 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:46,520 Speaker 1: specializes in it. But there's I guess there are therapists 292 00:15:47,480 --> 00:15:50,200 Speaker 1: all around that do it. Like it's definitely becoming more 293 00:15:50,200 --> 00:15:53,040 Speaker 1: and more popular. But basically neuro feedback, there's like two 294 00:15:53,040 --> 00:15:56,960 Speaker 1: stages of it. The first one is they're like taking 295 00:15:56,960 --> 00:16:01,720 Speaker 1: all these little electro things and sticking them all around 296 00:16:01,800 --> 00:16:05,440 Speaker 1: your head because like basically you're different parts of your 297 00:16:05,440 --> 00:16:09,240 Speaker 1: brain obviously are in different locations, and so she kind 298 00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:12,520 Speaker 1: of she's very specific about where she puts everything, because 299 00:16:12,600 --> 00:16:16,080 Speaker 1: every part has a different purpose. And the first thing 300 00:16:16,240 --> 00:16:19,720 Speaker 1: that she does, I'm saying she because his therapists woman, 301 00:16:19,800 --> 00:16:24,880 Speaker 1: and she UM essentially like sends off a very low frequency. 302 00:16:24,960 --> 00:16:27,240 Speaker 1: And at first I was like, this is us. This 303 00:16:27,320 --> 00:16:31,760 Speaker 1: is scary. This does not sound uh safe, but it's 304 00:16:31,800 --> 00:16:39,040 Speaker 1: actually like the amount of UM doesn't our computers exactly exactly, 305 00:16:39,360 --> 00:16:42,480 Speaker 1: and like so the wavelengths that it's sending are so 306 00:16:42,640 --> 00:16:46,280 Speaker 1: low they are like I forgot the the actual number, 307 00:16:46,320 --> 00:16:49,680 Speaker 1: but it is the smallest fraction of what like literally 308 00:16:49,720 --> 00:16:52,320 Speaker 1: these headphones are emitting or a cell phone, and it's 309 00:16:52,400 --> 00:16:55,040 Speaker 1: so low that your brain is able to pick up 310 00:16:55,080 --> 00:16:57,440 Speaker 1: and read on it because all the other devices around 311 00:16:57,520 --> 00:16:59,320 Speaker 1: us are so high that our brain is like no, no no, no, 312 00:16:59,360 --> 00:17:01,440 Speaker 1: we're not at that speed, so we don't care about that. 313 00:17:01,880 --> 00:17:04,520 Speaker 1: So it's low enough for your brain to actually interact 314 00:17:04,600 --> 00:17:08,040 Speaker 1: with the waves. And so like the first the first 315 00:17:08,240 --> 00:17:11,280 Speaker 1: few sessions of it, she's like emitting a very low 316 00:17:11,320 --> 00:17:14,480 Speaker 1: frequency just to see what the brain is sending off, 317 00:17:14,640 --> 00:17:17,760 Speaker 1: and so it catches the size of the wavelengths and 318 00:17:17,800 --> 00:17:22,600 Speaker 1: the speed, which basically shows, um, how how developed you 319 00:17:22,640 --> 00:17:25,000 Speaker 1: are in those areas, and then how hard you're working 320 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:28,320 Speaker 1: in those areas. And so you're like fully having a 321 00:17:28,359 --> 00:17:31,840 Speaker 1: graph displayed in front of you showing you what areas 322 00:17:31,880 --> 00:17:34,720 Speaker 1: of your brain are least developed. And so in that case, 323 00:17:34,760 --> 00:17:38,800 Speaker 1: it would be like suppression. Um so where like your 324 00:17:38,840 --> 00:17:41,640 Speaker 1: brain has decided, oh, I don't really need to develop 325 00:17:41,760 --> 00:17:45,239 Speaker 1: this area. So for me, like just sort of with 326 00:17:45,280 --> 00:17:48,880 Speaker 1: my childhood and my environment, like, for example, my emotional 327 00:17:48,880 --> 00:17:52,560 Speaker 1: suppression is like the smallest little sliver because at some 328 00:17:52,600 --> 00:17:55,720 Speaker 1: point in my formative years I told myself, I don't 329 00:17:55,760 --> 00:17:59,359 Speaker 1: I need to take after others and not be so 330 00:17:59,400 --> 00:18:03,200 Speaker 1: concerned with my emotions. My emotions don't matter, and so 331 00:18:03,280 --> 00:18:07,000 Speaker 1: my emotional suppression is like this tiny little sliver and 332 00:18:07,240 --> 00:18:10,320 Speaker 1: it's it's wild to see it. It's validating, but it's 333 00:18:10,359 --> 00:18:14,160 Speaker 1: also like, yeah, validates everything you think. It totally does. 334 00:18:14,240 --> 00:18:17,280 Speaker 1: And it's interesting because then like the analytical and critical 335 00:18:17,320 --> 00:18:21,000 Speaker 1: side of my brain was like super super high. If anything, 336 00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:23,960 Speaker 1: it was like hypo suppressed, which was like over the standard, 337 00:18:24,040 --> 00:18:25,720 Speaker 1: so it was like blue. Everything else is like super 338 00:18:25,720 --> 00:18:30,720 Speaker 1: Origin small, super blue. So um. Basically, she explained like, oh, 339 00:18:30,840 --> 00:18:33,320 Speaker 1: you are doing a lot of your emotional processing through 340 00:18:33,640 --> 00:18:36,720 Speaker 1: the critical side of your brain, because you're essentially telling 341 00:18:36,760 --> 00:18:39,000 Speaker 1: yourself how you should be feeling about things. And I 342 00:18:39,080 --> 00:18:42,159 Speaker 1: was like, yes, I do that. I'm always talking myself 343 00:18:42,200 --> 00:18:44,680 Speaker 1: into how I should be feeling about things. So once 344 00:18:44,680 --> 00:18:46,520 Speaker 1: she does all of that, you like learn all of it. 345 00:18:46,600 --> 00:18:48,760 Speaker 1: And now I'm in this process where she's starting to 346 00:18:48,840 --> 00:18:53,760 Speaker 1: tweak the frequencies because essentially, like there is a healthy 347 00:18:53,840 --> 00:18:58,320 Speaker 1: frequency at which your brain should be operating at and um. 348 00:18:59,440 --> 00:19:03,119 Speaker 1: Essentially like she sends it off and then your brain 349 00:19:03,680 --> 00:19:06,600 Speaker 1: listens to that and it decides like, oh I like 350 00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:10,200 Speaker 1: this more, so I'm gonna I'm gonna match this. And eventually, 351 00:19:10,240 --> 00:19:12,680 Speaker 1: if you do it enough, your brain will learn like, 352 00:19:12,760 --> 00:19:16,119 Speaker 1: oh I really like this this speed and I like 353 00:19:16,320 --> 00:19:19,840 Speaker 1: this wavelength. And so what it's eventually supposed to do 354 00:19:20,000 --> 00:19:23,159 Speaker 1: is just sort of like help rewire your brain and 355 00:19:23,200 --> 00:19:25,960 Speaker 1: help remind your brain that it doesn't need to suppress 356 00:19:26,040 --> 00:19:28,679 Speaker 1: these different areas. And what's crazy about it too, is 357 00:19:28,720 --> 00:19:34,280 Speaker 1: like it has helped cure so many different conditions and diseases, 358 00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:39,080 Speaker 1: Like she's had patients that can hear better, or like, um, 359 00:19:39,359 --> 00:19:42,399 Speaker 1: someone used to one of her patients like used to 360 00:19:42,440 --> 00:19:44,920 Speaker 1: know Chinese and like completely forgot it because she blacked 361 00:19:44,920 --> 00:19:46,959 Speaker 1: out her childhood and then one day she woke up 362 00:19:46,960 --> 00:19:49,960 Speaker 1: and like remembered the entire language. It's like, I can 363 00:19:49,960 --> 00:19:52,200 Speaker 1: speak Chinese again. So it's like kind of going into 364 00:19:52,200 --> 00:19:56,000 Speaker 1: your subconscious a little bit. Yeah, Like it's it definitely. 365 00:19:56,200 --> 00:19:59,120 Speaker 1: It's not like creating any superpowers for you, but if 366 00:19:59,119 --> 00:20:02,520 Speaker 1: there's anything that your brain has chosen to hold back, 367 00:20:03,000 --> 00:20:04,959 Speaker 1: like it can help open that door again and be 368 00:20:05,040 --> 00:20:09,920 Speaker 1: like hey, it's okay to you know, like access this again. 369 00:20:10,040 --> 00:20:13,280 Speaker 1: It's really crazy. And so it's it's like helped people 370 00:20:13,320 --> 00:20:18,439 Speaker 1: with memory or yeah, any hearing loss or like site, Um, 371 00:20:18,480 --> 00:20:22,080 Speaker 1: I have really bad um like selective hearing. And I'm 372 00:20:22,160 --> 00:20:24,920 Speaker 1: that's the thing that I am hoping. Like sometimes like 373 00:20:25,280 --> 00:20:27,520 Speaker 1: Phineas and I will just be hanging out and we'll 374 00:20:27,560 --> 00:20:29,359 Speaker 1: be having a full bown conversation. In the middle of 375 00:20:29,359 --> 00:20:30,960 Speaker 1: the sentence, I'm like, oh my god, I have no 376 00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:33,280 Speaker 1: idea what he's talking about. I don't know what what 377 00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:35,840 Speaker 1: why that's happening. But I that is the thing that 378 00:20:35,920 --> 00:20:38,840 Speaker 1: I'm hoping that I can relate to that because so 379 00:20:38,960 --> 00:20:43,400 Speaker 1: I have my learning disabilities processing, so I have dealt 380 00:20:43,400 --> 00:20:45,320 Speaker 1: without my entire life. So I feel you on that. 381 00:20:45,800 --> 00:20:49,800 Speaker 1: Oh my gosh. It's very frustrating because I'm often having 382 00:20:49,840 --> 00:20:53,639 Speaker 1: to ask people to repeat themselves. And it's not that 383 00:20:53,680 --> 00:20:56,200 Speaker 1: you're not listening. It's just that your brain genuinely can't 384 00:20:56,640 --> 00:20:59,439 Speaker 1: take in the information and process it. But it's like 385 00:20:59,480 --> 00:21:02,720 Speaker 1: you here be you can't process it, yes, all the time, 386 00:21:02,880 --> 00:21:04,919 Speaker 1: and like or I'll hear someone say a word and 387 00:21:04,960 --> 00:21:06,480 Speaker 1: I'm like and I'll be like, wait, did you just 388 00:21:06,480 --> 00:21:08,880 Speaker 1: say blah blah blah? And it isn't an English word 389 00:21:08,920 --> 00:21:10,400 Speaker 1: at all, and they're like, what how did you get 390 00:21:10,400 --> 00:21:13,679 Speaker 1: that from that? Like, I don't know. I feel you 391 00:21:13,760 --> 00:21:17,480 Speaker 1: on that. Okay, we have to take a quick break, 392 00:21:17,480 --> 00:21:19,040 Speaker 1: but when we come back, I want to talk about 393 00:21:19,040 --> 00:21:21,880 Speaker 1: your hobbies outside of acting in YouTube, what you love 394 00:21:21,920 --> 00:21:25,600 Speaker 1: about storytelling, your relationship with Phineas, and so much more. 395 00:21:25,960 --> 00:21:37,879 Speaker 1: We'll be right back and we're back. Something that I've like, 396 00:21:38,359 --> 00:21:42,919 Speaker 1: try to find his outlets to um turning shitty situations 397 00:21:42,960 --> 00:21:46,119 Speaker 1: into something art Like that's how this podcast came about 398 00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:49,400 Speaker 1: came out from my anxiety. Um so that's what I've 399 00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:51,560 Speaker 1: been trying to do. But do you have I know 400 00:21:51,680 --> 00:21:54,320 Speaker 1: you paint. I know you have a bunch of hobbies. 401 00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:57,360 Speaker 1: Is there a hobby during quarantine that you picked up? 402 00:21:58,040 --> 00:22:02,600 Speaker 1: Oh hobby that Oh my gosh. I feel like not 403 00:22:02,680 --> 00:22:06,360 Speaker 1: even specifically like painting creatively, but I did a lot 404 00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:13,160 Speaker 1: of like wall painting the COVID, Like I I decided 405 00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:17,840 Speaker 1: that I wanted to like paint my entire office and 406 00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:22,600 Speaker 1: painting an entire room wout as an individual, and also 407 00:22:22,760 --> 00:22:25,280 Speaker 1: like I think the reason why I didn't want to 408 00:22:25,359 --> 00:22:27,399 Speaker 1: hire anyone to do it because I was like, I 409 00:22:27,400 --> 00:22:29,479 Speaker 1: don't want to take the furniture out and like covering 410 00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:31,159 Speaker 1: and cover it all up like I can do it 411 00:22:31,160 --> 00:22:34,920 Speaker 1: wall by wall, and um I just like d I 412 00:22:35,080 --> 00:22:39,080 Speaker 1: Y queen a d I Y queen. And it was, 413 00:22:40,000 --> 00:22:42,399 Speaker 1: oh my gosh, it took so long, but also I 414 00:22:42,480 --> 00:22:45,920 Speaker 1: found like so much peace in it, like just when 415 00:22:45,960 --> 00:22:47,960 Speaker 1: you go all out and you get like the big 416 00:22:48,080 --> 00:22:51,120 Speaker 1: roller and like the pan and you're just like it's 417 00:22:51,119 --> 00:22:54,320 Speaker 1: also a workout too. So weirdly enough, I found myself 418 00:22:54,359 --> 00:22:56,960 Speaker 1: painting a lot of walls during COVID. I like also 419 00:22:57,000 --> 00:23:00,639 Speaker 1: painted my bathroom and now I'm thinking of painting our 420 00:23:00,760 --> 00:23:03,119 Speaker 1: master bathroom. I have like the paint can like sitting 421 00:23:03,119 --> 00:23:05,119 Speaker 1: there staring at me every day, and I'm like, what 422 00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:07,439 Speaker 1: if I just cracked it open? But if I just no, no, no, 423 00:23:07,520 --> 00:23:09,280 Speaker 1: I should hire someone. I should just hire someone. But 424 00:23:09,320 --> 00:23:11,399 Speaker 1: what if I just did it myself? Mean what you 425 00:23:11,400 --> 00:23:14,480 Speaker 1: should do? Then? While I was painting what I got 426 00:23:14,520 --> 00:23:18,200 Speaker 1: obsessed with Bob Ross for the pandemic, And of course 427 00:23:18,240 --> 00:23:20,080 Speaker 1: I watched his videos to call asleep. But if you 428 00:23:20,119 --> 00:23:23,960 Speaker 1: go to Bob Ross Incorporated his like website, you can 429 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:28,719 Speaker 1: buy all his paints, his brushes, his canvases, everything. And 430 00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:31,119 Speaker 1: then what I would do is I'd watch Bob rossors 431 00:23:31,200 --> 00:23:34,720 Speaker 1: and paint with him. Huh. And I actually they came 432 00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:38,560 Speaker 1: out well, like really well, and you use his paints everything. 433 00:23:38,960 --> 00:23:40,960 Speaker 1: But I saw a YouTube video where a girl did 434 00:23:41,000 --> 00:23:43,480 Speaker 1: a Bob Ross painting on a wall, which could be 435 00:23:43,640 --> 00:23:47,400 Speaker 1: fun to do. I saw that, I know, oh my gosh, 436 00:23:47,880 --> 00:23:52,239 Speaker 1: that I wish I had the I think for me, 437 00:23:52,320 --> 00:23:54,240 Speaker 1: like I would just feel like that's that's too much 438 00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:57,040 Speaker 1: happening on one wall, Like I like things like so 439 00:23:57,119 --> 00:24:00,199 Speaker 1: clean and minimalistics, or I'll just get the Barbara us 440 00:24:00,320 --> 00:24:05,240 Speaker 1: like kit and paint girl. It's great that Yeah, that 441 00:24:05,400 --> 00:24:08,399 Speaker 1: is really that is like really really good information to know. 442 00:24:08,720 --> 00:24:13,440 Speaker 1: I feel like going into paint vers is very inating. Yeah, 443 00:24:13,520 --> 00:24:18,439 Speaker 1: because you're like acrylic versus oil, satin versus shine versus 444 00:24:18,480 --> 00:24:21,560 Speaker 1: matt and you're just like where do I begin? Yeah. 445 00:24:21,600 --> 00:24:24,359 Speaker 1: And also I'm a perfectionist, so like whenever I get 446 00:24:24,359 --> 00:24:26,320 Speaker 1: stressed about doing a painting, Bob Ross was like, there's 447 00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:29,600 Speaker 1: no mistakes, only happy accidents, and I was like, thanks, Bob. 448 00:24:29,680 --> 00:24:32,920 Speaker 1: He was really calming me down when I was painting. Wow, 449 00:24:33,560 --> 00:24:37,119 Speaker 1: I should really. I feel like I've never like dove 450 00:24:37,160 --> 00:24:40,880 Speaker 1: into that world, but do it. It's so clear. Yeah, 451 00:24:40,960 --> 00:24:44,800 Speaker 1: it's so clear that it's like only a low risk, 452 00:24:44,920 --> 00:24:50,600 Speaker 1: high reward like experience because they come out beautiful. And 453 00:24:50,640 --> 00:24:53,240 Speaker 1: I've seen like YouTubers do like, yeah, let me see 454 00:24:53,240 --> 00:24:54,800 Speaker 1: your let me see your paintings. I feel like I've 455 00:24:54,800 --> 00:24:57,679 Speaker 1: seen so many YouTubers like painting to Bob Ross and 456 00:24:57,720 --> 00:25:00,440 Speaker 1: it comes out almost exactly to what Keep in mind, 457 00:25:00,440 --> 00:25:04,480 Speaker 1: I'm not a painter. Okay, so this is without having 458 00:25:04,480 --> 00:25:08,720 Speaker 1: ever really painted. This is okay, So this was this 459 00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:12,160 Speaker 1: is for my senior thing. We were drawing on the sidewalk. Anyways, 460 00:25:12,200 --> 00:25:13,840 Speaker 1: I drew this was my first one I ever did. 461 00:25:13,840 --> 00:25:16,400 Speaker 1: It wasn't on the canvas boos that on this sidewalk. 462 00:25:16,440 --> 00:25:20,480 Speaker 1: If you can kind of see stunning the classic trees, 463 00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:23,439 Speaker 1: the classic and that was just with charcoal. That was 464 00:25:23,440 --> 00:25:27,240 Speaker 1: with charcoal. That's crazy. Bob ros is a great teacher. Wow. 465 00:25:27,280 --> 00:25:30,280 Speaker 1: So you were just like following everything but with charcoal. 466 00:25:30,600 --> 00:25:34,040 Speaker 1: Does he have charcoal tutorials? No? I was just kind 467 00:25:34,080 --> 00:25:36,480 Speaker 1: of figuring it out as I went because I need 468 00:25:36,560 --> 00:25:40,679 Speaker 1: something to like drive my brain. Sometimes I find it 469 00:25:40,760 --> 00:25:43,280 Speaker 1: very helpful. Oh my gosh. Well, I'm going to look 470 00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:46,000 Speaker 1: into his website. I mean, Bob Bars not sponsored, but 471 00:25:46,119 --> 00:25:51,080 Speaker 1: Bob Bras. I love you, we love you. Another weird 472 00:25:51,080 --> 00:25:53,200 Speaker 1: parallel we have is that you moved to l A 473 00:25:53,240 --> 00:25:55,200 Speaker 1: when you're eighteen. I just moved here from New York 474 00:25:55,240 --> 00:25:57,040 Speaker 1: and nineteen. And I know you used to do like 475 00:25:57,080 --> 00:25:58,879 Speaker 1: red carpet stuff for Team Vogue. I did that for 476 00:25:58,960 --> 00:26:01,520 Speaker 1: Radio Disney. So I feel like we have this weird 477 00:26:01,640 --> 00:26:08,440 Speaker 1: like similar like parallels happening, parallels happening definitely. And something 478 00:26:08,440 --> 00:26:10,919 Speaker 1: that I've always been really inspired by your videos is 479 00:26:11,000 --> 00:26:13,760 Speaker 1: just how driven you are in your work ethic and 480 00:26:13,840 --> 00:26:17,080 Speaker 1: just getting stuff done because what people don't realize is 481 00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:20,399 Speaker 1: they just see the finished product, but how much work 482 00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:24,320 Speaker 1: it takes into just creating a video. You know, it's 483 00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:26,720 Speaker 1: coming up with the concept, it's producing it, it's editing, 484 00:26:26,840 --> 00:26:29,639 Speaker 1: it's being in it. What is the process like to 485 00:26:29,840 --> 00:26:33,879 Speaker 1: stay so driven and not not loose sight of like 486 00:26:34,040 --> 00:26:35,600 Speaker 1: your end goal because it can be hard when you 487 00:26:35,640 --> 00:26:39,119 Speaker 1: see like fourteen year olds making millions of dollars from 488 00:26:39,160 --> 00:26:43,080 Speaker 1: just doing these dances on TikTok. Definitely, I think like 489 00:26:43,320 --> 00:26:46,400 Speaker 1: that was the evolution of YouTube that none of us 490 00:26:46,600 --> 00:26:50,760 Speaker 1: could really um anticipate for anyone that started way back 491 00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:53,639 Speaker 1: in the day. Because you're an o G. I feel 492 00:26:53,680 --> 00:27:00,320 Speaker 1: like and I feel like right around the time I 493 00:27:00,640 --> 00:27:04,600 Speaker 1: moved out was when we really started seeing like viral 494 00:27:04,680 --> 00:27:06,800 Speaker 1: videos were definitely a thing. Like I think that's like 495 00:27:06,840 --> 00:27:09,240 Speaker 1: what started YouTube, Like the man there was like a 496 00:27:09,320 --> 00:27:13,040 Speaker 1: video at the zoo or something like, but specifically like 497 00:27:13,119 --> 00:27:18,160 Speaker 1: the clickbait culture and like the explosions and like like 498 00:27:18,320 --> 00:27:20,960 Speaker 1: when all of that sort of came into play. I 499 00:27:21,000 --> 00:27:25,439 Speaker 1: think for me because when I when I started YouTube, 500 00:27:25,440 --> 00:27:28,160 Speaker 1: it came from such an authentic place of just like 501 00:27:28,600 --> 00:27:31,680 Speaker 1: this is so fun. For me, this is fascinating, Um, 502 00:27:31,720 --> 00:27:35,160 Speaker 1: I want to do this for fun. Like, I think 503 00:27:35,200 --> 00:27:38,480 Speaker 1: a huge part of me held onto that. I definitely 504 00:27:38,640 --> 00:27:42,920 Speaker 1: understood that it had become my job and I had 505 00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:46,520 Speaker 1: to there were responsibilities with that and taking it seriously, 506 00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:50,480 Speaker 1: but also like, yeah, I think when I started seeing 507 00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:54,639 Speaker 1: that shift, it never felt authentic and like sometimes honestly 508 00:27:54,720 --> 00:27:57,600 Speaker 1: look back and I'm like, damn, maybe I maybe I 509 00:27:57,640 --> 00:28:00,920 Speaker 1: should have jumped on like some of those trends right 510 00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:03,280 Speaker 1: just in terms of like the types of videos that 511 00:28:03,280 --> 00:28:05,840 Speaker 1: we're doing really well or everyone was collaborating, and I 512 00:28:05,880 --> 00:28:09,119 Speaker 1: was always like, that's not you exactly at the end 513 00:28:09,119 --> 00:28:11,920 Speaker 1: of the day, like it's so clear that I didn't 514 00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:14,640 Speaker 1: have interest in it, And looking back at it now, 515 00:28:15,600 --> 00:28:18,080 Speaker 1: I guess like I look at all my videos and like, 516 00:28:18,160 --> 00:28:21,040 Speaker 1: of course I'm younger, and so there's embarrassment in that, 517 00:28:21,119 --> 00:28:23,920 Speaker 1: but like, genuinely, I'm so proud of everything that I've made, 518 00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:27,920 Speaker 1: and I think like holding onto that, I guess like 519 00:28:28,119 --> 00:28:33,680 Speaker 1: integrity for for lack of a less dramatic word, it 520 00:28:33,680 --> 00:28:35,800 Speaker 1: it's like allowed me to be really proud of my 521 00:28:35,880 --> 00:28:38,000 Speaker 1: YouTube videos and be proud of the platform. And I 522 00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:43,040 Speaker 1: think that's helped to maintain this uh like healthy relationship 523 00:28:43,080 --> 00:28:45,600 Speaker 1: that I have with it now where it doesn't feel 524 00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:49,520 Speaker 1: like gimmicky or slimy or like any of these sorts 525 00:28:49,560 --> 00:28:52,720 Speaker 1: of things. You know, and like strictly from a viewer perspective, 526 00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:55,960 Speaker 1: it comes across because you can go through any of 527 00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:58,520 Speaker 1: your videos and you see the common theme, which is 528 00:28:58,600 --> 00:29:02,320 Speaker 1: just you. It's it's you could tell it's not trying 529 00:29:02,360 --> 00:29:04,560 Speaker 1: to be anybody else, and that's refreshing, especially in the 530 00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:08,320 Speaker 1: world where everything is so saturated with the exact same thing. 531 00:29:08,680 --> 00:29:11,560 Speaker 1: So I think it's so great what you're doing. What 532 00:29:11,640 --> 00:29:16,360 Speaker 1: do you love about storytelling? Oh? Um, the thing that 533 00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:19,440 Speaker 1: oh gosh, I mean honestly, like this is where I 534 00:29:19,480 --> 00:29:24,360 Speaker 1: geek out. I feel like I love every single different 535 00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:28,400 Speaker 1: component coming together. I feel that, I think because I 536 00:29:28,400 --> 00:29:30,880 Speaker 1: I really I really like I see myself as an 537 00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:36,120 Speaker 1: editor first, because I just love the editing process, because 538 00:29:36,160 --> 00:29:38,360 Speaker 1: I feel like that is like that is like the 539 00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:40,440 Speaker 1: moment where you're the chef in the kitchen and you're 540 00:29:40,480 --> 00:29:44,400 Speaker 1: like adding and piecing everything together, putting the story together exactly. 541 00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:48,800 Speaker 1: And I often I'll hear sometimes like I'll just go 542 00:29:48,880 --> 00:29:50,880 Speaker 1: through like different because we have to use world two 543 00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:53,440 Speaker 1: free music. I'll go through like world two free websites 544 00:29:53,560 --> 00:29:57,320 Speaker 1: or whatever SoundCloud and I will like find a song. 545 00:29:57,480 --> 00:29:59,320 Speaker 1: This was my process back in the day when I 546 00:29:59,320 --> 00:30:01,280 Speaker 1: made like a lot of look books where I'd find 547 00:30:01,280 --> 00:30:03,840 Speaker 1: a song and I did envision like what I could 548 00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:08,160 Speaker 1: see with it, and then shoot based on the song. Um. Nowadays, 549 00:30:08,160 --> 00:30:11,560 Speaker 1: because my content is more like just personal, I'll kind 550 00:30:11,600 --> 00:30:15,600 Speaker 1: of like cut everything together, find something that feels harmonious, 551 00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:18,520 Speaker 1: like with the footage, and then just like play around 552 00:30:18,520 --> 00:30:20,640 Speaker 1: from there and like cut to the beat and then 553 00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:23,680 Speaker 1: like give every every video a theme and all this stuff. 554 00:30:23,720 --> 00:30:27,960 Speaker 1: And now it's like getting into like acting more and 555 00:30:28,040 --> 00:30:32,120 Speaker 1: stuff Like I find myself like getting so excited about 556 00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:34,880 Speaker 1: that because it's like on this bigger scale with like 557 00:30:34,920 --> 00:30:37,200 Speaker 1: the project I just shot. I'd be like, you know, 558 00:30:37,240 --> 00:30:39,080 Speaker 1: you should really have like this sort of song with this, 559 00:30:39,160 --> 00:30:41,000 Speaker 1: and he's like, oh my god, you're so right and 560 00:30:41,080 --> 00:30:45,760 Speaker 1: so collaboration, you know what, as a YouTube as someone 561 00:30:45,800 --> 00:30:48,600 Speaker 1: who's been yes, you're doing everything alone, and that has 562 00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:53,120 Speaker 1: been like the most I just I love working with people. 563 00:30:53,240 --> 00:30:56,840 Speaker 1: It is really fun to allow yourself to like trust 564 00:30:56,880 --> 00:30:59,840 Speaker 1: others and work on one thing together because get off 565 00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:04,280 Speaker 1: each other totally, totally. It's so refreshing. I think like 566 00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:09,560 Speaker 1: that is definitely what's keeping me, I guess like motivated 567 00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:14,600 Speaker 1: these days and inspired and excited, because if you're yeah, 568 00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:18,520 Speaker 1: it sometimes can feel very like isolating, kind of bouncing 569 00:31:18,680 --> 00:31:23,600 Speaker 1: ideas only with yourself. Um, and I feel like I've 570 00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:27,360 Speaker 1: definitely sometimes I'm like, Okay, well, I could be sitting 571 00:31:27,400 --> 00:31:30,200 Speaker 1: down with friends and like brain storming videos together and stuff. 572 00:31:30,200 --> 00:31:32,440 Speaker 1: But I think when you're just so used to being 573 00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:34,520 Speaker 1: able to rely on yourself for so long, you get 574 00:31:34,560 --> 00:31:38,080 Speaker 1: stuck in that. So it's it's nice to be forced 575 00:31:38,160 --> 00:31:40,840 Speaker 1: to like collaborate and like work with the community of 576 00:31:40,840 --> 00:31:44,600 Speaker 1: people and stuff. And I'm very excited about this film. 577 00:31:44,800 --> 00:31:48,040 Speaker 1: I love my dad because thank you. First of all, 578 00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:50,840 Speaker 1: what people don't realize that I tried to spread I 579 00:31:50,840 --> 00:31:53,280 Speaker 1: have a bunch of friends or actors. Auditioning is the 580 00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:55,160 Speaker 1: full time job in itself, and then if you get 581 00:31:55,160 --> 00:31:57,440 Speaker 1: booked in my brain, but I feel like people, I 582 00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:01,360 Speaker 1: feel like I need to preface that because well, what 583 00:32:01,400 --> 00:32:03,640 Speaker 1: would you say your ratio it's per auditions? How many? 584 00:32:03,760 --> 00:32:07,640 Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, well okay, truly, I don't even know 585 00:32:07,680 --> 00:32:09,480 Speaker 1: what the ratio would be, but I can I can 586 00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:14,040 Speaker 1: confirm that I've been on like thousands of auditions. It 587 00:32:14,240 --> 00:32:18,120 Speaker 1: is so that whole process is so wild, and you really, 588 00:32:18,320 --> 00:32:21,200 Speaker 1: like I feel like in order to stay we're talking 589 00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:26,040 Speaker 1: about like the sanity of social media. Meanwhile, with auditions, 590 00:32:27,560 --> 00:32:29,800 Speaker 1: that is the bigger beast that I'm trying to tackle, 591 00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:33,440 Speaker 1: and I think it's like it's really I feel very 592 00:32:33,520 --> 00:32:37,920 Speaker 1: fortunate in the fact that, like, I have many different 593 00:32:37,960 --> 00:32:42,280 Speaker 1: things going on, and so I try every time I 594 00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:44,440 Speaker 1: go into an audition for room or if I'm prepping 595 00:32:44,440 --> 00:32:48,040 Speaker 1: for like a self tape, just reminding myself to have fun. 596 00:32:48,280 --> 00:32:52,239 Speaker 1: I think it is so easy to sense that in 597 00:32:52,240 --> 00:32:55,760 Speaker 1: a room, and I genuinely feel like the projects that 598 00:32:55,840 --> 00:32:58,880 Speaker 1: I have booked were the projects that I've gone like 599 00:32:59,080 --> 00:33:01,600 Speaker 1: super far along the process, are the ones where I'm like, 600 00:33:02,200 --> 00:33:04,320 Speaker 1: I'm just gonna have fun. I'm never going to get this, 601 00:33:04,560 --> 00:33:08,440 Speaker 1: you know. And having that approach really helps with the 602 00:33:08,480 --> 00:33:12,479 Speaker 1: constant rejection because that is just the industry that it is, 603 00:33:12,680 --> 00:33:15,120 Speaker 1: and there are so many people going out for the 604 00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:17,480 Speaker 1: same role, and there are so many factors that are 605 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:20,480 Speaker 1: like outside of yourself, that are not in your control, 606 00:33:20,640 --> 00:33:23,200 Speaker 1: so not about you, and it's so hard to realize 607 00:33:23,200 --> 00:33:26,720 Speaker 1: that too, I know a hundred percent. And it's like, 608 00:33:27,800 --> 00:33:32,160 Speaker 1: so it's it's tricky, It's yeah, there are lots of 609 00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:35,640 Speaker 1: auditions all the time, lots of many many many, um 610 00:33:35,760 --> 00:33:38,000 Speaker 1: and and yeah that is just a part of it 611 00:33:38,080 --> 00:33:40,920 Speaker 1: and accepting that and just being game. I think also, 612 00:33:41,080 --> 00:33:44,040 Speaker 1: like you know, we're talking about how perspective is everything. 613 00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:46,480 Speaker 1: I think too for anyone that is like trying to 614 00:33:46,480 --> 00:33:50,200 Speaker 1: get into acting and um, wanting to take it seriously 615 00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:52,880 Speaker 1: and everything. I think also like looking at every audition 616 00:33:52,920 --> 00:33:56,320 Speaker 1: as an opportunity to show face in front of a 617 00:33:56,320 --> 00:33:59,800 Speaker 1: new casting director or like I just meeting people if 618 00:33:59,840 --> 00:34:03,440 Speaker 1: a thing a hundred percent, and I think like things 619 00:34:03,480 --> 00:34:05,960 Speaker 1: always come full circle. There have been so many moments 620 00:34:06,040 --> 00:34:10,280 Speaker 1: where like there's a project that I that I've recently 621 00:34:10,680 --> 00:34:12,879 Speaker 1: been attached to, I can't realize anything about it because 622 00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:16,399 Speaker 1: I'm like crossing my fingers that it happens. But they 623 00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:19,880 Speaker 1: will manifest manifest. But they had seen like older tapes 624 00:34:19,920 --> 00:34:22,440 Speaker 1: of mind that furroles I never booked, but they were like, 625 00:34:22,480 --> 00:34:25,239 Speaker 1: I loved your tape for this specific thing, and and 626 00:34:25,280 --> 00:34:27,000 Speaker 1: that's how we knew you were the right person for that. 627 00:34:27,080 --> 00:34:30,359 Speaker 1: And so you just never know where your efforts are 628 00:34:30,440 --> 00:34:34,799 Speaker 1: like really going to come back in your direction, you know, 629 00:34:35,560 --> 00:34:38,319 Speaker 1: and it's it's really hard to feel like you're at 630 00:34:38,400 --> 00:34:41,080 Speaker 1: least I feel this way where like you're behind. Yeah. 631 00:34:41,280 --> 00:34:43,160 Speaker 1: So we had Wayne Brady on he was that he 632 00:34:43,320 --> 00:34:46,319 Speaker 1: kicked off the season three and he said, um, you're 633 00:34:46,400 --> 00:34:48,520 Speaker 1: right where you're supposed to be. You're not ahead of anyone, 634 00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:51,879 Speaker 1: You're not behind. And that's something that I'm constantly having 635 00:34:51,880 --> 00:34:55,000 Speaker 1: to tell myself because it's so eat. We're in a 636 00:34:55,080 --> 00:34:59,440 Speaker 1: world where it's so easy to compare yourself and especially 637 00:34:59,520 --> 00:35:03,000 Speaker 1: with social immediate and I think if we all just 638 00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:05,680 Speaker 1: realize that we're all on our own path, there's room 639 00:35:05,719 --> 00:35:09,879 Speaker 1: for everybody. Yep, there shouldn't be any competition because we're 640 00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:13,120 Speaker 1: all on our own journey. And also to add to that, 641 00:35:13,440 --> 00:35:18,680 Speaker 1: like don't compare your chapter one to someone's like chapter twenty. 642 00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:21,560 Speaker 1: I think like, especially in the beginning, I used to 643 00:35:21,560 --> 00:35:24,880 Speaker 1: totally look up to like different actresses and think like, 644 00:35:24,920 --> 00:35:27,600 Speaker 1: oh my gosh, I wish I was booking these sorts 645 00:35:27,600 --> 00:35:29,120 Speaker 1: of roles and stuff. And then I look back at 646 00:35:29,120 --> 00:35:31,520 Speaker 1: it and I'm like, they've been acting since they were five, 647 00:35:31,800 --> 00:35:34,600 Speaker 1: and I have been acting for only five years, you know, 648 00:35:34,719 --> 00:35:38,640 Speaker 1: and and remembering that as well, that it's like a dent. 649 00:35:38,880 --> 00:35:41,160 Speaker 1: Everyone is on their own path. Everyone is on a 650 00:35:41,239 --> 00:35:44,000 Speaker 1: different part, in a different chapter of their journey. And like, 651 00:35:44,520 --> 00:35:46,760 Speaker 1: I think you're totally right that there's room for everyone. 652 00:35:47,840 --> 00:35:52,719 Speaker 1: I just in terms of like content opportunities, platforms, mediums, 653 00:35:52,719 --> 00:35:55,440 Speaker 1: like we are at a time where there is so 654 00:35:55,520 --> 00:36:00,680 Speaker 1: much of it, truly, and um, I think that it's great. 655 00:36:00,719 --> 00:36:05,000 Speaker 1: It's very very fruitful and I and it's really encouraging 656 00:36:05,040 --> 00:36:10,680 Speaker 1: because there's, yeah, there's just like so much happening. Okay, Claudia, 657 00:36:10,800 --> 00:36:12,520 Speaker 1: we have to take one more quick break, but when 658 00:36:12,520 --> 00:36:14,880 Speaker 1: we come back, I want to talk to about the 659 00:36:14,920 --> 00:36:19,160 Speaker 1: difference between working alone, like creating YouTube content versus being 660 00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:21,959 Speaker 1: in a movie and working with production teams and having 661 00:36:21,960 --> 00:36:25,359 Speaker 1: that collaborative process Phineas and so much more. While we're 662 00:36:25,400 --> 00:36:34,400 Speaker 1: right back and we're back, we're also living in a 663 00:36:34,400 --> 00:36:38,080 Speaker 1: world where instant gratification is everything. Post you get the 664 00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:41,200 Speaker 1: instant gratification of likes, but when you're working on a 665 00:36:41,239 --> 00:36:43,680 Speaker 1: movie or developing these projects that won't see the light 666 00:36:43,719 --> 00:36:47,400 Speaker 1: of day for a long time, oh my gosh, you 667 00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:51,200 Speaker 1: really have to like practice patients a what has that 668 00:36:51,280 --> 00:36:53,560 Speaker 1: been like for you because you can just post a 669 00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:56,279 Speaker 1: video and then get that instant gratification. But I love, 670 00:36:56,360 --> 00:36:58,399 Speaker 1: I Love My Dad doesn't even have a set release 671 00:36:58,480 --> 00:37:03,759 Speaker 1: date yet, I know it is. Yeah, that is one 672 00:37:03,800 --> 00:37:07,640 Speaker 1: of you know what I think, Um, I think having 673 00:37:07,680 --> 00:37:11,319 Speaker 1: patience for those things. And I often feel like the 674 00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:14,279 Speaker 1: things that take the most time like they're taking the 675 00:37:14,280 --> 00:37:16,080 Speaker 1: most time for a reason. I mean, of course, like 676 00:37:16,120 --> 00:37:20,080 Speaker 1: a YouTube video versus a feature film very different, and 677 00:37:21,040 --> 00:37:24,480 Speaker 1: I think it's just a little bit different. Um, And 678 00:37:24,560 --> 00:37:28,040 Speaker 1: I think like it just it's a sign of like 679 00:37:28,320 --> 00:37:34,200 Speaker 1: how precious it helps. It's exciting, like just having this 680 00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:38,000 Speaker 1: build up because it's it's helping me just like continue 681 00:37:38,080 --> 00:37:40,960 Speaker 1: to appreciate the opportunity and what it is and and 682 00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:44,040 Speaker 1: hopefully what it becomes and what people's reaction will will 683 00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:47,560 Speaker 1: be to it. And I feel like, like, don't you 684 00:37:47,640 --> 00:37:50,720 Speaker 1: sort of feel like in terms of the immediate gratification. 685 00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:53,920 Speaker 1: So there's like posting a photo maybe one of the 686 00:37:53,920 --> 00:37:56,399 Speaker 1: easiest things you can really do right, and you get 687 00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:59,000 Speaker 1: it immediately, and then it's like a YouTube video or 688 00:37:59,560 --> 00:38:02,120 Speaker 1: a pot cast episode, there's like a little bit more 689 00:38:02,160 --> 00:38:03,719 Speaker 1: time and there's a little bit more time into the 690 00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:05,759 Speaker 1: editing and then the release of it and then okay, great, 691 00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:08,360 Speaker 1: now it's here, and it's like, so I don't know, 692 00:38:08,440 --> 00:38:11,400 Speaker 1: I feel like the things that take a long time, Um, 693 00:38:11,440 --> 00:38:14,600 Speaker 1: it's instant gratification kind of goes away because you're kind 694 00:38:14,640 --> 00:38:17,440 Speaker 1: of like okay and just put it out, Like that's 695 00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:20,239 Speaker 1: how I feel at this point. Yeah, and totally and 696 00:38:20,280 --> 00:38:22,400 Speaker 1: like also, don't you feel like with the things that 697 00:38:22,560 --> 00:38:25,480 Speaker 1: do give you immediate gratification you get over it sooner 698 00:38:25,680 --> 00:38:28,880 Speaker 1: because you got it so fast, you know, you're like 699 00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:31,280 Speaker 1: all right, onto the next That's a really good point, Claudia, 700 00:38:31,360 --> 00:38:34,440 Speaker 1: because I'm thinking about it, and I got the most satisfaction. 701 00:38:34,960 --> 00:38:37,680 Speaker 1: The most satisfaction was when we launched season one because 702 00:38:37,680 --> 00:38:40,960 Speaker 1: that was the most length of time it took. My goodness, 703 00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:43,200 Speaker 1: I haven't thought of that. It's sort of like works 704 00:38:43,200 --> 00:38:46,320 Speaker 1: both ways, like it'll it takes the most time leading 705 00:38:46,400 --> 00:38:49,000 Speaker 1: up to it and then like just keeps you so 706 00:38:49,200 --> 00:38:52,600 Speaker 1: fulfilled and like grateful for it also just continuing on 707 00:38:52,680 --> 00:38:56,120 Speaker 1: past its life, you know, like like an album for example, right, 708 00:38:56,120 --> 00:38:58,279 Speaker 1: like it'll take a couple of years to produce, but 709 00:38:58,320 --> 00:39:02,960 Speaker 1: then the shell life is years and years, if not decades, 710 00:39:03,480 --> 00:39:06,319 Speaker 1: which is so great with that. Yeah, what would you say, 711 00:39:06,360 --> 00:39:09,560 Speaker 1: the best piece of advice you've received, Oh, the best 712 00:39:09,600 --> 00:39:14,799 Speaker 1: piece of advice I've ever received. Um, I think like 713 00:39:15,440 --> 00:39:19,040 Speaker 1: the reoccurring theme that I'm having for myself right now, 714 00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:21,760 Speaker 1: or like what I'm reminding myself. And I definitely hurt somewhere. 715 00:39:21,800 --> 00:39:24,360 Speaker 1: I don't know by who, but it's like, at the 716 00:39:24,480 --> 00:39:29,080 Speaker 1: end of the day, all you have is you, like you, 717 00:39:29,080 --> 00:39:30,920 Speaker 1: You are there when you are born, you are there 718 00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:33,799 Speaker 1: every single day with yourself. You are there to the 719 00:39:33,880 --> 00:39:36,560 Speaker 1: end of your days. And I think, like that's really 720 00:39:36,600 --> 00:39:40,880 Speaker 1: important because I find that I like often lose myself 721 00:39:41,040 --> 00:39:45,360 Speaker 1: in my environment and my surroundings, like whoever I'm talking 722 00:39:45,400 --> 00:39:48,839 Speaker 1: to or you know, my relationship or my friendships, like 723 00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:52,760 Speaker 1: I often give so much of I'm a big people 724 00:39:52,800 --> 00:39:56,520 Speaker 1: pleaser and I'm working on it and it's gotten way better. Girl. 725 00:39:56,560 --> 00:39:58,600 Speaker 1: I feel that. See, I knew we had a lot 726 00:39:58,600 --> 00:40:02,319 Speaker 1: in comment. I just knew it. I know we're like 727 00:40:02,719 --> 00:40:06,719 Speaker 1: unveiling all the onions. Layers are unpeeling, I know, and 728 00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:10,680 Speaker 1: I so I just feel that I often lose myself 729 00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:14,239 Speaker 1: and sort of give up all these self sacrifices in 730 00:40:14,400 --> 00:40:17,440 Speaker 1: order to make sure everyone around me is comfortable and 731 00:40:17,480 --> 00:40:20,719 Speaker 1: like that is definitely a great quality to have, but 732 00:40:21,000 --> 00:40:25,719 Speaker 1: knowing where your limit is, um, it's really important. Like 733 00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:28,480 Speaker 1: my therapist, Uh, this is like a few months ago, 734 00:40:28,520 --> 00:40:30,839 Speaker 1: but it just hit me so hard. I one time 735 00:40:30,840 --> 00:40:32,919 Speaker 1: like flipped a question to her and I was like, 736 00:40:33,400 --> 00:40:35,640 Speaker 1: if you're stuck in a position where you know you're 737 00:40:35,640 --> 00:40:39,160 Speaker 1: going to disappoint someone or you can just sort of 738 00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:42,319 Speaker 1: disappoint yourself by like you know, pleasing them, Like, are 739 00:40:42,360 --> 00:40:45,000 Speaker 1: you always choosing to disappoint the other person? And she 740 00:40:45,080 --> 00:40:48,000 Speaker 1: was like, and I was like really like even like 741 00:40:49,760 --> 00:40:51,200 Speaker 1: I know, I'm like, but what if it's like a 742 00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:53,200 Speaker 1: really big deal for the person, Like it, let's say 743 00:40:53,200 --> 00:40:55,279 Speaker 1: it's their birthday or whatever, and you just don't have 744 00:40:55,280 --> 00:40:56,839 Speaker 1: a lot of energy, But it's fine, you can suck 745 00:40:56,840 --> 00:40:59,200 Speaker 1: it up, and you can. And she's like, if you 746 00:40:59,400 --> 00:41:03,640 Speaker 1: keep this pointing yourself, eventually you will just disappoint everyone. 747 00:41:04,360 --> 00:41:08,680 Speaker 1: And that's stuck with me because rights like if you 748 00:41:08,760 --> 00:41:11,720 Speaker 1: keep just giving and giving your time and your energy, 749 00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:14,640 Speaker 1: if you don't give yourself the time to like fuel 750 00:41:14,760 --> 00:41:18,040 Speaker 1: up and and have be full enough to be able 751 00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:21,680 Speaker 1: to give, Like there's a big difference between giving and pleasing. 752 00:41:23,440 --> 00:41:26,640 Speaker 1: Pleasing is like an I lose you in situation because 753 00:41:26,680 --> 00:41:32,040 Speaker 1: I am taking from essentially like just there's nothing of me, 754 00:41:32,160 --> 00:41:35,480 Speaker 1: Like I am just taking pieces of me because there 755 00:41:35,560 --> 00:41:38,560 Speaker 1: is nothing extra in there too. And then on the 756 00:41:38,600 --> 00:41:41,399 Speaker 1: other side of it, giving is like when you have 757 00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:45,040 Speaker 1: enough to share, and it's an eye win you in situation. 758 00:41:45,640 --> 00:41:48,080 Speaker 1: And so I think that is really important, Like our 759 00:41:48,120 --> 00:41:52,759 Speaker 1: relationship with ourselves and what we're saying to ourselves literally 760 00:41:52,840 --> 00:41:56,359 Speaker 1: like affects the way that we are seeing everything and 761 00:41:56,440 --> 00:42:01,440 Speaker 1: like interpreting everything a hundred per scent. And I think that, like, 762 00:42:02,640 --> 00:42:05,440 Speaker 1: I think that is my answer, my very long answer 763 00:42:05,480 --> 00:42:10,440 Speaker 1: to your question, because it impacts like every aspect of life. 764 00:42:10,680 --> 00:42:13,759 Speaker 1: Would you say, now that Phineas is on tour, you're 765 00:42:13,800 --> 00:42:16,680 Speaker 1: having some time to just reflect because I know, I'm 766 00:42:16,680 --> 00:42:18,200 Speaker 1: sure you're going to go to some tour dates, but 767 00:42:18,280 --> 00:42:20,480 Speaker 1: that's that's a whole other thing, because I'm sure you 768 00:42:20,480 --> 00:42:22,600 Speaker 1: want to go to as many shows as you can 769 00:42:22,680 --> 00:42:25,279 Speaker 1: and be a supportive partner and all that, but at 770 00:42:25,280 --> 00:42:29,560 Speaker 1: the same time, I got to focus on you. So 771 00:42:29,840 --> 00:42:33,719 Speaker 1: this tour kind of it's really perfect how it's laid out. 772 00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:38,879 Speaker 1: So I've had like roughly this whole week without him, which, 773 00:42:38,960 --> 00:42:40,840 Speaker 1: like you know, in the moment when you're saying goodbye, 774 00:42:40,880 --> 00:42:42,200 Speaker 1: you're so sad and you're like, oh my god, I'm 775 00:42:42,200 --> 00:42:44,440 Speaker 1: gonna miss you just since makes the heart grow fonder, 776 00:42:44,480 --> 00:42:48,000 Speaker 1: though exactly, it is so important to have that balance, 777 00:42:48,080 --> 00:42:53,680 Speaker 1: and so I have been high key loving and vibing. Yes, 778 00:42:54,080 --> 00:42:57,040 Speaker 1: having the house to myself, been loving it, just like 779 00:42:57,120 --> 00:43:01,520 Speaker 1: even in terms of like choosing, Wow, what breakfast I 780 00:43:01,520 --> 00:43:03,640 Speaker 1: want to eat? Choosing will show you want to watch? 781 00:43:03,680 --> 00:43:05,560 Speaker 1: We'll show I want to watch, what time I want 782 00:43:05,560 --> 00:43:07,319 Speaker 1: to walk the dog, you know, all these little things 783 00:43:07,360 --> 00:43:10,960 Speaker 1: that usually are very communal decisions for us. Um So 784 00:43:11,080 --> 00:43:14,359 Speaker 1: that has been really fun. And then next week I'm 785 00:43:14,360 --> 00:43:17,160 Speaker 1: flying to Chicago for the Chicago Show since my parents 786 00:43:17,239 --> 00:43:19,919 Speaker 1: lived there, and then after that I have another week 787 00:43:19,960 --> 00:43:21,880 Speaker 1: to myself, which I'm excited about as well. It's like 788 00:43:21,880 --> 00:43:24,799 Speaker 1: the perfect amount of like, yeah, what has it been 789 00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:29,480 Speaker 1: like having such a public relationship. So that's a that's 790 00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:33,000 Speaker 1: a beast in itself, I know, it really is. And 791 00:43:33,400 --> 00:43:37,319 Speaker 1: I truly feel like we got so lucky with each 792 00:43:37,360 --> 00:43:41,000 Speaker 1: other because we were kind of we're talking about this 793 00:43:41,080 --> 00:43:45,399 Speaker 1: the other day and saying, like, it's pretty wild that 794 00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:51,760 Speaker 1: we are both are feeling about like being public about dating, 795 00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:53,760 Speaker 1: Like we're so happy that we're on the same page 796 00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:58,080 Speaker 1: with it. Um, you know, because we have certain friends 797 00:43:58,120 --> 00:44:00,600 Speaker 1: that are in relationships and you just like didn't even 798 00:44:00,680 --> 00:44:04,200 Speaker 1: tell online, which is which is totally fine because it's 799 00:44:04,239 --> 00:44:09,600 Speaker 1: up to personal preference. And I just I think we're 800 00:44:09,640 --> 00:44:12,560 Speaker 1: both like thank God that we are in a great, 801 00:44:12,560 --> 00:44:16,200 Speaker 1: healthy place. And I think at this point too, it's 802 00:44:16,239 --> 00:44:20,640 Speaker 1: like the relationship always comes first. I think that's really 803 00:44:20,640 --> 00:44:25,920 Speaker 1: really important because we recognize like how many life changes 804 00:44:25,960 --> 00:44:28,960 Speaker 1: we've made together in terms of like you know, buying 805 00:44:28,960 --> 00:44:32,040 Speaker 1: this house together and having mortgage that we're splitting, and 806 00:44:32,080 --> 00:44:35,040 Speaker 1: like having a dog. We were literally like talking about 807 00:44:35,080 --> 00:44:38,960 Speaker 1: it on FaceTime. It is very adult of us. It's 808 00:44:39,040 --> 00:44:43,560 Speaker 1: very sexy, and it's so bad. Um. We were talking 809 00:44:43,600 --> 00:44:45,799 Speaker 1: about him FaceTime last night. I was like showing him 810 00:44:45,800 --> 00:44:49,360 Speaker 1: Peaches and I was like, I was like, ah um, 811 00:44:49,400 --> 00:44:50,960 Speaker 1: what did I say? I was like, funny that we 812 00:44:51,000 --> 00:44:54,280 Speaker 1: can never break up for Peach's sake. She deserves better, 813 00:44:54,320 --> 00:44:57,160 Speaker 1: and he's like, You're absolutely right. It's it's all about Peaches. 814 00:44:57,280 --> 00:45:00,319 Speaker 1: It's a child. And so I think it's like the 815 00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:03,160 Speaker 1: way to do it is just to always know that, 816 00:45:03,200 --> 00:45:08,040 Speaker 1: like it's always the relationship first. And there are definitely 817 00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:11,000 Speaker 1: times with posting online where sometimes they can feel like, 818 00:45:11,000 --> 00:45:13,240 Speaker 1: oh gosh, are we like posting too much? Like sometimes 819 00:45:13,239 --> 00:45:14,799 Speaker 1: we'll look at our feets and we're like, is there 820 00:45:14,840 --> 00:45:18,680 Speaker 1: too much couple ee happening on here? Because we often 821 00:45:18,760 --> 00:45:21,600 Speaker 1: will have feelings about some couples that share so much 822 00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:23,120 Speaker 1: and we're like, oh my god, this is too much. 823 00:45:23,160 --> 00:45:25,200 Speaker 1: This is out of control. They need to stopping so gushy. 824 00:45:25,280 --> 00:45:27,719 Speaker 1: And then we're like, wait, but let's I feel like 825 00:45:28,040 --> 00:45:31,440 Speaker 1: for three years in yeah, you tell me, you guys 826 00:45:31,440 --> 00:45:33,680 Speaker 1: post a solid amount, not too much. Not I think 827 00:45:33,719 --> 00:45:37,799 Speaker 1: it's a fair amount. Okay, very sweet, thank you. But 828 00:45:37,880 --> 00:45:39,920 Speaker 1: I also think like whatever you want, you know what 829 00:45:39,960 --> 00:45:42,319 Speaker 1: I mean, Like you shouldn't not because if you don't 830 00:45:42,320 --> 00:45:45,560 Speaker 1: want to, so true, Yeah, take a cute photo post 831 00:45:45,600 --> 00:45:48,520 Speaker 1: it's your feet because at the end, at the end 832 00:45:48,560 --> 00:45:52,439 Speaker 1: of the day, yeah, and he's he's like he's also 833 00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:54,120 Speaker 1: like my best friend. I spent every day with him, 834 00:45:54,200 --> 00:45:57,520 Speaker 1: and so of course I just have more photos with 835 00:45:57,600 --> 00:46:00,440 Speaker 1: him than like anyone else's your life partner. I'm like, 836 00:46:00,480 --> 00:46:02,719 Speaker 1: I like cute in this photo, so like it's going 837 00:46:02,840 --> 00:46:06,440 Speaker 1: to pop the think you broke up if you cropped 838 00:46:06,440 --> 00:46:09,640 Speaker 1: it out to be like what is happening exactly? Um, 839 00:46:09,719 --> 00:46:12,440 Speaker 1: but I think, I guess the other fun thing about 840 00:46:12,520 --> 00:46:16,040 Speaker 1: being public is that like there's never any room for 841 00:46:16,080 --> 00:46:20,279 Speaker 1: anyone to like pry too much in terms of like 842 00:46:20,320 --> 00:46:22,640 Speaker 1: anyone being like, so, what's going on? Because he wasn't 843 00:46:22,640 --> 00:46:25,440 Speaker 1: in your last video, you know, like it's I don't know, 844 00:46:25,440 --> 00:46:27,840 Speaker 1: there's something nice about being like we're we're mom and 845 00:46:27,920 --> 00:46:31,920 Speaker 1: dad of the internet, and everything's great and here we are, 846 00:46:32,160 --> 00:46:34,640 Speaker 1: and um, I like, at the end of the day, 847 00:46:34,719 --> 00:46:37,640 Speaker 1: I just feel so grateful that he is so comfortable 848 00:46:37,680 --> 00:46:41,000 Speaker 1: being in my YouTube videos like that that truly like 849 00:46:41,560 --> 00:46:46,120 Speaker 1: I could never force upon someone or change someone in 850 00:46:46,239 --> 00:46:50,399 Speaker 1: order to tow I guess like not fit that role, 851 00:46:50,440 --> 00:46:52,359 Speaker 1: but just like to be comfortable with it, and like 852 00:46:52,560 --> 00:46:56,000 Speaker 1: he genuinely is all that. He's always like you should 853 00:46:56,000 --> 00:46:58,160 Speaker 1: be blogging this. This is hilarious. Go get your camera. 854 00:46:58,280 --> 00:47:01,839 Speaker 1: You know it's it feels it's so we love a 855 00:47:01,880 --> 00:47:06,520 Speaker 1: supportive boyfriend who is down for it. I love that. 856 00:47:07,000 --> 00:47:11,320 Speaker 1: We love that exactly and encourages. We love a boyfriend 857 00:47:11,320 --> 00:47:14,040 Speaker 1: who supports an independent woman. That's what we all need. 858 00:47:14,480 --> 00:47:18,160 Speaker 1: It is really sweet to know that, Like I I'm 859 00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:22,759 Speaker 1: never feeling like I am like dampening the moment or 860 00:47:22,800 --> 00:47:26,399 Speaker 1: pestering by like asking to film something because I think 861 00:47:26,440 --> 00:47:28,360 Speaker 1: at the day, end of the day, like he also 862 00:47:28,440 --> 00:47:32,240 Speaker 1: recognizes how many like memories were documenting and that's really sweet. 863 00:47:32,280 --> 00:47:35,440 Speaker 1: And like when when we're spending time apart, you know, 864 00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:38,000 Speaker 1: he's like telling me about how he's watching our old 865 00:47:38,160 --> 00:47:41,120 Speaker 1: like Coachella vlog and and just like reminiscing on the 866 00:47:41,200 --> 00:47:45,120 Speaker 1: days and so it's just really sweet. And then it's like, 867 00:47:45,520 --> 00:47:48,000 Speaker 1: you know, fingers crossed, we get married and have kids 868 00:47:48,040 --> 00:47:53,840 Speaker 1: eventually one day and like Manifest and Manifest Manifest, we 869 00:47:53,880 --> 00:47:56,960 Speaker 1: get to show our kids like footage of us looking 870 00:47:57,080 --> 00:48:01,080 Speaker 1: young and hot when you started day we could see 871 00:48:01,120 --> 00:48:04,000 Speaker 1: the journey. I know, Like that's that's such a gift 872 00:48:04,040 --> 00:48:06,440 Speaker 1: you're gonna be able to give that, Like that's awesome. 873 00:48:06,920 --> 00:48:10,160 Speaker 1: My biggest beer is like having a child that is 874 00:48:10,200 --> 00:48:12,480 Speaker 1: like so uninterested in it. Like I'm gonna be like, 875 00:48:12,560 --> 00:48:14,200 Speaker 1: if you want to see what your mom was like 876 00:48:14,320 --> 00:48:18,399 Speaker 1: from thirteen to you know whatever age, it is all 877 00:48:18,440 --> 00:48:20,520 Speaker 1: there and they're going to be like absolutely not. Why 878 00:48:20,520 --> 00:48:23,120 Speaker 1: would I At one point they'd have to be. I 879 00:48:23,160 --> 00:48:25,799 Speaker 1: don't know how you wouldn't be interested in that, right, 880 00:48:26,239 --> 00:48:29,120 Speaker 1: I mean, like, you guys are having a pretty awesome, 881 00:48:29,160 --> 00:48:32,040 Speaker 1: incredible life, but I'm sure something that's so important is 882 00:48:32,040 --> 00:48:34,239 Speaker 1: to stay grounded, which is something that I feel like 883 00:48:34,280 --> 00:48:36,799 Speaker 1: we all need to do more and feel centered with. 884 00:48:37,080 --> 00:48:40,960 Speaker 1: Do you meditate? Oh my gosh, I have been on 885 00:48:41,000 --> 00:48:45,919 Speaker 1: a meditation kick as of lately. I literally meditated right 886 00:48:45,960 --> 00:48:48,680 Speaker 1: before this. Actually, I'm meditate you this morning for the 887 00:48:48,719 --> 00:48:51,600 Speaker 1: first time. You're like reading my mind. Oh my god? 888 00:48:51,600 --> 00:48:53,560 Speaker 1: Did you like it? Did you guided? Did you? What 889 00:48:53,600 --> 00:48:55,680 Speaker 1: do you do? I did a five minute YouTube good 890 00:48:55,680 --> 00:48:59,600 Speaker 1: morning thing. I kind of fell asleep to it though. Amazing. No, 891 00:49:00,239 --> 00:49:04,760 Speaker 1: that is honestly, that's so wonderful to hear, because I 892 00:49:04,760 --> 00:49:07,480 Speaker 1: feel like if you go in too hard and too long, 893 00:49:07,680 --> 00:49:11,319 Speaker 1: like you will not find it. Not sustainable. No, it 894 00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:14,319 Speaker 1: is not sustainable, and it is such a It's the 895 00:49:14,360 --> 00:49:16,880 Speaker 1: same as working out, truly, it's like working out for 896 00:49:16,920 --> 00:49:20,160 Speaker 1: your mind. And like I feel that when I'm in 897 00:49:20,160 --> 00:49:25,160 Speaker 1: a really good, uh whatever like rhythm with meditation, like 898 00:49:25,239 --> 00:49:27,399 Speaker 1: it's easier for me to clear the mind because it's 899 00:49:27,400 --> 00:49:31,600 Speaker 1: all about like just letting thoughts kind of like subside 900 00:49:31,680 --> 00:49:34,600 Speaker 1: and allowing them to just come and go. But when 901 00:49:34,640 --> 00:49:36,719 Speaker 1: you first start, you're like all I can think about 902 00:49:36,760 --> 00:49:38,680 Speaker 1: is what I have to do once I finished this meditation, 903 00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:40,880 Speaker 1: and I have to send this text message and I 904 00:49:40,880 --> 00:49:42,279 Speaker 1: have to do this, and then oh my god, I 905 00:49:42,280 --> 00:49:44,319 Speaker 1: have to pick this up. So it's one of those 906 00:49:44,360 --> 00:49:47,759 Speaker 1: things where like I have not found the answer to it. 907 00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:50,760 Speaker 1: I have not found what works best just yet, because 908 00:49:50,800 --> 00:49:54,600 Speaker 1: I'm constantly like trying different apps. It's a journey. It's 909 00:49:54,640 --> 00:49:58,560 Speaker 1: a journey. Uh. The meditation I listened to just before 910 00:49:58,600 --> 00:50:03,440 Speaker 1: this was by Louise hey Um. She was an author. 911 00:50:03,560 --> 00:50:06,480 Speaker 1: She wrote the book You Can Heal Your Life, but 912 00:50:06,640 --> 00:50:08,359 Speaker 1: you may have heard of. It's like a self helpy book. 913 00:50:08,400 --> 00:50:11,080 Speaker 1: It's a feel good, feel good type of book. But 914 00:50:11,360 --> 00:50:14,520 Speaker 1: her voice is really she's like all about self affirmations, 915 00:50:14,560 --> 00:50:18,799 Speaker 1: which honestly, they make me feel good. So like it's 916 00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:20,520 Speaker 1: like what they're meant to do, so they're doing their 917 00:50:20,600 --> 00:50:24,840 Speaker 1: job exactly, and so it's like a it's kind of 918 00:50:24,840 --> 00:50:27,560 Speaker 1: a long one. It's like a twenty four minute meditation. 919 00:50:28,400 --> 00:50:31,960 Speaker 1: That's impressive that you can do that, but it's guided. 920 00:50:32,040 --> 00:50:33,719 Speaker 1: She's like talking the whole time, so you're just kind 921 00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:36,000 Speaker 1: of laying there and like feeling good is She's like 922 00:50:36,440 --> 00:50:40,719 Speaker 1: sweetly speaking in your ears. Um this silent ones. I cannot. 923 00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:44,960 Speaker 1: I can't do those yet, Claudia. I am so happy 924 00:50:45,040 --> 00:50:48,160 Speaker 1: that you can have my podcast. This was so much fun. 925 00:50:48,800 --> 00:50:50,920 Speaker 1: When I Love my Dad comes out, we got to 926 00:50:50,960 --> 00:50:54,360 Speaker 1: do a part two and yes can come to Yes 927 00:50:54,520 --> 00:50:56,160 Speaker 1: you can talk about all the movie we can talk 928 00:50:56,160 --> 00:50:59,640 Speaker 1: about when it's out and more beautiful. This conversation meant 929 00:50:59,680 --> 00:51:03,200 Speaker 1: so much, So thank you so much taking the time. Oh, 930 00:51:03,360 --> 00:51:05,720 Speaker 1: it was so wonderful meeting you. This was so sweet. 931 00:51:05,880 --> 00:51:09,960 Speaker 1: I truly feel like there's there's clearly just like so 932 00:51:10,040 --> 00:51:12,239 Speaker 1: much we can relate on and we just like met 933 00:51:12,239 --> 00:51:13,960 Speaker 1: in the middle and we're like I see you, you 934 00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:17,480 Speaker 1: see me? And do you know it's real when you 935 00:51:17,480 --> 00:51:21,960 Speaker 1: can make a connection on zoom, I know that's rare. Seriously, Well, 936 00:51:21,960 --> 00:51:24,080 Speaker 1: thank you so much for making my day literally this 937 00:51:24,120 --> 00:51:27,120 Speaker 1: was so much fun, goodness and I will be back, 938 00:51:27,360 --> 00:51:34,520 Speaker 1: aren't you coming soon? Ladies and Gen's amazing. Thank you 939 00:51:34,520 --> 00:51:36,160 Speaker 1: guys so much for taking the time out of your 940 00:51:36,200 --> 00:51:38,200 Speaker 1: day to listen to this week's episode. Up the Let's 941 00:51:38,239 --> 00:51:41,720 Speaker 1: Were a podcast. If you want subscribe follow, leave a comment. 942 00:51:41,760 --> 00:51:45,120 Speaker 1: I always love to hear your feedback on episodes. Claudia, 943 00:51:45,239 --> 00:51:47,440 Speaker 1: thank you so much for coming on. This conversation was 944 00:51:47,719 --> 00:51:51,200 Speaker 1: so refreshing and I genuinely loved it. And if you want, 945 00:51:51,280 --> 00:51:53,719 Speaker 1: follow me on Instagram at it Sammy J. That's I 946 00:51:53,840 --> 00:51:56,759 Speaker 1: T S S A M M Y J A y E. 947 00:51:57,120 --> 00:51:59,920 Speaker 1: And I will see you guys next week. It's another episode. 948 00:52:00,320 --> 00:52:00,960 Speaker 1: I'll see you later.