1 00:00:04,400 --> 00:00:08,000 Speaker 1: And that advanced McDonald shack shedding attack we're taking on another. 2 00:00:11,039 --> 00:00:14,440 Speaker 1: Okay Vans, first of all, congratulations, UM, how did you 3 00:00:14,520 --> 00:00:20,079 Speaker 1: come to this decision to retire from football? Um? You 4 00:00:20,239 --> 00:00:23,239 Speaker 1: just like to think of it as a call. Um. 5 00:00:23,280 --> 00:00:26,759 Speaker 1: You know, it wasn't by accident that my wife and 6 00:00:26,800 --> 00:00:31,040 Speaker 1: I just felt this tremendous passion to uh not only 7 00:00:31,120 --> 00:00:35,159 Speaker 1: stay in the Pittsburgh area, um, but find this farm. 8 00:00:35,280 --> 00:00:39,920 Speaker 1: Um and just uh just felt called to start this ministry. UM. 9 00:00:39,920 --> 00:00:43,880 Speaker 1: So we did all the things mentioned, but there was 10 00:00:43,920 --> 00:00:47,200 Speaker 1: just a really strong urge over the last a few months, 11 00:00:47,920 --> 00:00:52,159 Speaker 1: especially no with COVID, everything kind of thrown uh you know, 12 00:00:52,200 --> 00:00:54,400 Speaker 1: all about in every which direction for different families in 13 00:00:54,440 --> 00:00:57,920 Speaker 1: their situations. UM, I just wanted to take a pause 14 00:00:58,840 --> 00:01:01,960 Speaker 1: and just start this next chapter. So we've we've been brainstorming, 15 00:01:02,000 --> 00:01:06,240 Speaker 1: We've been we've been planning, we've been directing, and I 16 00:01:06,280 --> 00:01:08,680 Speaker 1: think now is finally the time to sort of shut 17 00:01:08,720 --> 00:01:12,000 Speaker 1: the NFL chapter and again just start to move off 18 00:01:12,040 --> 00:01:15,280 Speaker 1: with Hit Metal Farm Retreat, which we felt very passionately 19 00:01:15,280 --> 00:01:18,440 Speaker 1: about doing and we are very excited to get started. 20 00:01:19,120 --> 00:01:21,399 Speaker 1: For those who don't know, can you explain where it 21 00:01:21,520 --> 00:01:24,039 Speaker 1: is located? I know, it's close to training camp at St. 22 00:01:24,120 --> 00:01:26,480 Speaker 1: Vincent College, and it's like you said, it's something you 23 00:01:26,480 --> 00:01:30,000 Speaker 1: guys have been working on. Yes, so we set out, 24 00:01:30,360 --> 00:01:33,200 Speaker 1: Um you know again, we we just fell in love 25 00:01:33,240 --> 00:01:36,160 Speaker 1: with this area. Um. We fell in love with the northeast. 26 00:01:36,160 --> 00:01:39,160 Speaker 1: We fell in love Pittsburg. Um you know, I always 27 00:01:39,760 --> 00:01:42,119 Speaker 1: us proud Texans. We always think that I'm just gonna 28 00:01:42,160 --> 00:01:45,560 Speaker 1: go back to Texas, and but we really did. We 29 00:01:45,640 --> 00:01:48,720 Speaker 1: fell in love with Pennsylvania. And um again, I do 30 00:01:48,800 --> 00:01:51,200 Speaker 1: not think that that's by accident, and it's by God's design. 31 00:01:51,440 --> 00:01:55,160 Speaker 1: And we started putting out sort of feelers of places 32 00:01:55,240 --> 00:01:56,920 Speaker 1: of you know, where to live and where to set 33 00:01:57,080 --> 00:01:59,840 Speaker 1: up not only our roots, but where to launch this foundation. 34 00:02:00,120 --> 00:02:02,880 Speaker 1: And um, you know, we wrestle around with the idea 35 00:02:02,880 --> 00:02:05,120 Speaker 1: of what exactly that would all look like. And um, 36 00:02:05,600 --> 00:02:07,480 Speaker 1: you know again, we we found a place. It's a 37 00:02:07,520 --> 00:02:11,359 Speaker 1: hundred and thirty three acres gis of Pittsburgh, about fifty 38 00:02:11,360 --> 00:02:15,400 Speaker 1: five miles And I always tell people, um, you know, 39 00:02:15,440 --> 00:02:17,520 Speaker 1: I'm not from this area, but everyone's very well versed 40 00:02:17,560 --> 00:02:20,040 Speaker 1: with Mr Rogers. So it is just north of Hottle Wild, 41 00:02:20,240 --> 00:02:23,120 Speaker 1: the entrance to Hottle Wild. We're about five minutes up 42 00:02:23,160 --> 00:02:26,079 Speaker 1: the road. So and then, like you mentioned, it's very 43 00:02:26,080 --> 00:02:29,080 Speaker 1: close to training camp, so it's about a fifteen minute 44 00:02:29,120 --> 00:02:33,480 Speaker 1: drive from St. Vincent College. When you decided, okay, it 45 00:02:33,639 --> 00:02:36,480 Speaker 1: was time to close the chapter on playing in the NFL. 46 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:39,120 Speaker 1: Who was the first person from the Steelers that you 47 00:02:39,240 --> 00:02:41,280 Speaker 1: told or called or you know kind of a learned 48 00:02:41,280 --> 00:02:45,720 Speaker 1: to your decision? Um, it was Ben. It was actually 49 00:02:45,800 --> 00:02:49,280 Speaker 1: right after the game. Uh, I went up to Ben. 50 00:02:49,400 --> 00:02:55,640 Speaker 1: He you know, we're all that's the persona of NFL athletes. Obviously, 51 00:02:55,680 --> 00:02:57,760 Speaker 1: you know, we're rough and tough and well built. We 52 00:02:57,880 --> 00:03:02,400 Speaker 1: run into walls for fun. But you know, obviously after uh, 53 00:03:02,639 --> 00:03:05,639 Speaker 1: situations like that when our season ended with against Cleveland, 54 00:03:06,280 --> 00:03:09,080 Speaker 1: we're just thrown into this emotional whirlwind and we're just 55 00:03:09,160 --> 00:03:14,440 Speaker 1: all a bloody miss and you know there's fluids coming 56 00:03:14,440 --> 00:03:17,600 Speaker 1: from us. I guess you could say. So, Um, just 57 00:03:17,639 --> 00:03:21,520 Speaker 1: given been a big hug and thanking him for man 58 00:03:21,560 --> 00:03:24,120 Speaker 1: all the memories. You know, we were locker mates for 59 00:03:24,160 --> 00:03:27,320 Speaker 1: four years and I didn't take one day for granted, 60 00:03:27,440 --> 00:03:30,440 Speaker 1: you know, knowing what he's done and uh, just a 61 00:03:30,480 --> 00:03:34,040 Speaker 1: friend that he became. And so he was the first 62 00:03:34,040 --> 00:03:36,600 Speaker 1: one I told. And there was a couple of the 63 00:03:36,600 --> 00:03:40,120 Speaker 1: guys that I just felt prompted, um, you know, based 64 00:03:40,120 --> 00:03:42,400 Speaker 1: off of you know, how they were responding from the 65 00:03:42,400 --> 00:03:45,240 Speaker 1: conclusion of the season. It just felt right to sort 66 00:03:45,280 --> 00:03:49,000 Speaker 1: of express that to them as well. And but it 67 00:03:49,120 --> 00:03:51,360 Speaker 1: was something that my wife and I, you know, we 68 00:03:51,440 --> 00:03:54,640 Speaker 1: had thought about for many months, um, you know, leading 69 00:03:54,680 --> 00:03:56,720 Speaker 1: up to the season, and knew that this one was 70 00:03:56,760 --> 00:04:00,320 Speaker 1: gonna be the last one. But it was definitely a 71 00:04:00,320 --> 00:04:03,240 Speaker 1: bitter sleep moment. Um, you know, I'll miss the guys 72 00:04:03,240 --> 00:04:08,000 Speaker 1: for sure, I'll miss the daily facility and relationships and 73 00:04:08,040 --> 00:04:11,160 Speaker 1: again all the things that aren't even necessarily football. Then 74 00:04:11,200 --> 00:04:14,200 Speaker 1: I just really came to appreciate, um, you know, I'll 75 00:04:14,240 --> 00:04:17,720 Speaker 1: miss the game for sure. Of course as well, I 76 00:04:17,760 --> 00:04:20,240 Speaker 1: did want to ask you for the last question, kind 77 00:04:20,279 --> 00:04:23,039 Speaker 1: of a two parter. What is one memory as a 78 00:04:23,040 --> 00:04:25,760 Speaker 1: Steeler on the field that sticks out to you and 79 00:04:25,800 --> 00:04:27,920 Speaker 1: then one from off the field of something you're able 80 00:04:27,920 --> 00:04:32,160 Speaker 1: to do in the community. So the one on the 81 00:04:32,200 --> 00:04:38,039 Speaker 1: field is probably definitely the stiff arm the animal. Yeah, 82 00:04:38,120 --> 00:04:41,440 Speaker 1: the animal unleashed, fires it to an open man and 83 00:04:41,520 --> 00:04:44,600 Speaker 1: running up the fields, Vance McDonald. Vance McDonald runs over 84 00:04:44,600 --> 00:04:46,880 Speaker 1: a man. He's at the forty thirty five or thirty 85 00:04:46,960 --> 00:04:52,000 Speaker 1: but twenty five, but twenty touchdown Vance McDonald took quickly 86 00:04:52,120 --> 00:04:58,000 Speaker 1: ran over strong safety Chris Conte. Uh yeah, it was 87 00:04:58,080 --> 00:05:01,159 Speaker 1: just such a special moment, you know, replaying it and 88 00:05:01,760 --> 00:05:05,520 Speaker 1: you know constantly people's even still just talking about it. Um, 89 00:05:05,680 --> 00:05:08,560 Speaker 1: it was just such a cool moment and not even 90 00:05:08,600 --> 00:05:11,960 Speaker 1: really just you know, just for me particularly too, but 91 00:05:12,080 --> 00:05:13,839 Speaker 1: it was you know that in that game, you know, 92 00:05:13,960 --> 00:05:17,360 Speaker 1: we were we didn't have momento mginst Tampa, and you 93 00:05:17,360 --> 00:05:19,680 Speaker 1: know everyone kept saying, man, you were the spark that 94 00:05:19,720 --> 00:05:21,800 Speaker 1: got it started, and I was like, yeah, you're right, 95 00:05:22,200 --> 00:05:24,680 Speaker 1: But it was just such a cool moment, you know, 96 00:05:24,800 --> 00:05:27,360 Speaker 1: especially to in a primetime game. I thought that that 97 00:05:27,440 --> 00:05:30,640 Speaker 1: was just really really fun, really great, great, great memory. 98 00:05:30,680 --> 00:05:34,120 Speaker 1: I always remember it too, But um, you know, I 99 00:05:34,200 --> 00:05:37,600 Speaker 1: mean there's so so many others. I everyone you know 100 00:05:37,720 --> 00:05:41,040 Speaker 1: that watches me or I didn't watch me obviously knows 101 00:05:41,120 --> 00:05:44,320 Speaker 1: that I really enjoy you know, after catching the ball, 102 00:05:44,480 --> 00:05:46,960 Speaker 1: just finding the nearest defender and just putting everything I 103 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:49,159 Speaker 1: had into hitting them. And I enjoyed every one of 104 00:05:49,160 --> 00:05:52,560 Speaker 1: those collisions, the ones that I wanted lost. So I'll 105 00:05:52,600 --> 00:05:55,000 Speaker 1: miss that for sure. My wife told me there's no 106 00:05:55,080 --> 00:05:57,080 Speaker 1: walls that you can mark around the house that you 107 00:05:57,080 --> 00:05:58,560 Speaker 1: can do that again. So you better get it all 108 00:05:58,560 --> 00:06:02,720 Speaker 1: out of your system in this season. Um. As far 109 00:06:02,720 --> 00:06:05,960 Speaker 1: as off the field, man, there's so many to think about, 110 00:06:06,360 --> 00:06:09,880 Speaker 1: you know. I think about the True the Mission strip 111 00:06:09,960 --> 00:06:11,960 Speaker 1: that I went on with teammates back in San Francisco. 112 00:06:12,279 --> 00:06:14,360 Speaker 1: That was such a great thing, and it was such 113 00:06:14,360 --> 00:06:17,720 Speaker 1: an amazing inception of the relationship with Convoy Fote that 114 00:06:18,480 --> 00:06:21,520 Speaker 1: I'm not only blossom within the forty Niners organization, but 115 00:06:21,640 --> 00:06:27,719 Speaker 1: also came with us here to say to Pittsburgh, that's amazing. Um. 116 00:06:27,760 --> 00:06:30,520 Speaker 1: You know, I think about you know, trucks of hope, 117 00:06:30,800 --> 00:06:32,679 Speaker 1: you know, the things that we put together this past 118 00:06:32,760 --> 00:06:37,120 Speaker 1: year just regarding covid um. One also that sticks out 119 00:06:37,120 --> 00:06:39,840 Speaker 1: in particular is the stance that the Pittsburg Seedlers took 120 00:06:40,200 --> 00:06:42,920 Speaker 1: this past season. Um. You know when we all kneeled 121 00:06:42,920 --> 00:06:45,240 Speaker 1: in the middle of the field and we had a 122 00:06:45,680 --> 00:06:48,599 Speaker 1: we had a private prayer that I led among the 123 00:06:48,720 --> 00:06:51,200 Speaker 1: entire organization that I just for me, it was such 124 00:06:51,200 --> 00:06:53,680 Speaker 1: an amazing thing to be able to do, and you know, 125 00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:56,840 Speaker 1: to be appointed and being held responsible of doing that 126 00:06:56,920 --> 00:07:01,320 Speaker 1: and leading us. Um, because you know, the overall sort 127 00:07:01,320 --> 00:07:03,320 Speaker 1: of message you know that we were sending is you know, 128 00:07:03,520 --> 00:07:07,719 Speaker 1: obviously the Pittsburgh Steelers stand for everyone. You know, we 129 00:07:07,720 --> 00:07:09,440 Speaker 1: we want to we want to fight just as hard 130 00:07:09,520 --> 00:07:11,320 Speaker 1: for you know, him and her as the other people 131 00:07:11,320 --> 00:07:14,000 Speaker 1: that anyone else and so um, you know, that stance 132 00:07:14,080 --> 00:07:16,240 Speaker 1: that we took as an entire team, as a collective, 133 00:07:16,280 --> 00:07:19,440 Speaker 1: as an organization in the middle field was really amazing. 134 00:07:19,840 --> 00:07:24,160 Speaker 1: And again, man, I mean there's there's so many awesome memories, 135 00:07:24,240 --> 00:07:30,000 Speaker 1: but I really especially enjoy um, God, you just giving 136 00:07:30,040 --> 00:07:31,800 Speaker 1: back the community. I would I would say to the 137 00:07:31,840 --> 00:07:36,600 Speaker 1: huddle for holidays being able to rock around Hinsfield. Um. Again, 138 00:07:36,640 --> 00:07:41,640 Speaker 1: I'm you're fighting nerves, expectations and everything else. Whenever we 139 00:07:41,680 --> 00:07:43,280 Speaker 1: did the first one a couple of years ago with 140 00:07:43,320 --> 00:07:46,960 Speaker 1: the Convoy and the Steeler partnership, um, and seeing that 141 00:07:47,080 --> 00:07:50,040 Speaker 1: I think we had like thirty something teammates, uh, and 142 00:07:50,160 --> 00:07:53,200 Speaker 1: just the families walking around highs. You know, people are 143 00:07:53,200 --> 00:07:55,040 Speaker 1: always there for games and the only again how right 144 00:07:55,040 --> 00:07:57,640 Speaker 1: now we have a tree outreach event there and giving 145 00:07:57,720 --> 00:08:00,400 Speaker 1: back and just people are so excited. We all have 146 00:08:00,440 --> 00:08:03,200 Speaker 1: our jerseys on and it was just such a cool evening. 147 00:08:04,120 --> 00:08:06,840 Speaker 1: Um to do that and to give back to the community. 148 00:08:06,880 --> 00:08:09,640 Speaker 1: So man, there's there's a bunch of the name. There 149 00:08:09,640 --> 00:08:11,840 Speaker 1: really is a bunch of name and I'm going to 150 00:08:11,960 --> 00:08:14,800 Speaker 1: miss them all, but you know it's a it's really 151 00:08:14,840 --> 00:08:18,120 Speaker 1: fun to celebrate them all too. Alright, fans, well, we 152 00:08:18,200 --> 00:08:20,680 Speaker 1: really appreciate your time. Today's best in luck, don't be 153 00:08:20,720 --> 00:08:22,920 Speaker 1: a stranger, and hopefully we'll see you, you know, at 154 00:08:22,920 --> 00:08:26,480 Speaker 1: the next training camp at St. Vincent. Likewise, thank you 155 00:08:26,520 --> 00:08:27,200 Speaker 1: for everything missing