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Speaker 1: Brain the Call.

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Speaker 2: And we have a very special announcement. Your girls will.

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Speaker 4: Yes, absolutely we're gonna be there April twenty seven, and

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Speaker 3: and many more.

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Speaker 1: It's gonna be so fun.

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Speaker 2: So if you've never seen Poor Minds Live, I'm telling

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Speaker 3: Period. What's up, Y'all's your girl lex P And it's

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Speaker 3: Sugarl Dre and the Cold.

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Speaker 1: And you are tuned in to another episode.

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Speaker 5: Of Poor Minds where a drunk mind speaks.

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Speaker 3: So birthday, we gotta guess Today we gottagain today.

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Speaker 2: I'm trying to keep my composure and I have not

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Speaker 2: been doing a good job.

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Speaker 3: Okay, so you even been able to finish the stuff

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Speaker 3: I couldn't because let me say this, let me just

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Speaker 3: say this. Just give me a second, because y'all know

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Speaker 3: on Poor Mind's I used to work in the club.

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Speaker 3: I'd have met Rihanna, I'd have met a lot of people,

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Speaker 3: and I feel like sometimes in your life you have

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Speaker 3: like a fangirl moment.

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Speaker 5: Yes, I'm having a fangirl moment and I'm keeping it cool.

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Speaker 1: I'm keeping it cool because I'm like I want them

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Speaker 1: to be like, oh Lecky was Scartea man.

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Speaker 3: We got mother and Ts Madison in a building like.

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Speaker 1: We did our big win.

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Speaker 3: We did our big I'm mommy, I like like I'm

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Speaker 1: They did. They did. What's up about?

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Speaker 3: This is your girl Teas Madisine coming to you loud,

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Speaker 3: live and in color from poor Minds, Honey, What's Up? YouTube,

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Speaker 3: Land to the Land, Instagram, Land, Snapchat, Ground, the Scruff,

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Speaker 3: BGC Jack, Facebook, Perisco and last but not least, every

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Speaker 3: single one of my bitches, the Chris Chun Mingle and

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Speaker 3: the lands all across the land. Yes, God, you heard

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Speaker 3: the ladies bitch the real bitches in the motherfucking house.

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Speaker 3: And it's about to come down on the compound to

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Speaker 3: day boom.

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Speaker 1: So glad y'all having me here. I'm so glad you met.

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Speaker 3: Y'all show stop it and I've been seeing y'all say,

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Speaker 3: you know, it's here.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, wait a minute, girl, I ain't about he

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Speaker 1: been looking for you, So can I say something. I'm

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Speaker 1: just looking at the camera, like like, do you know.

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Speaker 5: You are giving? Let me say this first, you look amazing,

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Speaker 5: because I say that a lot.

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Speaker 2: We meet a lot of people, and I will say

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Speaker 2: this like, I'm very into my looks. I like to

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Speaker 2: keep it up because I used to not care. Why

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Speaker 2: I didn't have a lot of confidence why I don't know,

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Speaker 2: I just didn't, But.

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Speaker 1: I got it now. That's all kind of point. So

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Speaker 1: I'm just saying.

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Speaker 2: That you give in person, you give the same You

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Speaker 2: look absolutely going. So let me just say that because

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Speaker 2: you know what, I'll say this as a woman.

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Speaker 5: I think it's important, like cause.

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Speaker 3: You really look how you feel vice versa, and I

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Speaker 3: will say you are absolutely stunning, gorgeous. Let me tell

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Speaker 3: you something, I growing up, I didn't always feel like

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Speaker 3: you growing up and you I was a boy. Yeah,

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Speaker 5: You know, you know the Baddy was in.

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Speaker 3: But then once I started, you know, developing myself into

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Speaker 3: Your mind, your mind transition, your feelings transition, your thoughtsress.

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Speaker 3: And so it's not just because you're a trans person

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Speaker 1: You know, you y'all have trans.

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Speaker 4: All the time, evolving. You're constantly becoming a new person as.

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Speaker 5: Long as you live, you change it.

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Speaker 3: When I watched Poor Mind's like first episode and wind

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Speaker 2: Yes, So we're gonna get into that. Like, Okay, I

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Speaker 3: Go ahead, we got a lot of stuff to talk about.

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Speaker 3: But I don't know if you ladies have a Patreon

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Speaker 3: or some extended thing whatever. Y'all got to make sure

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Speaker 5: They probably are because I feel like.

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Speaker 5: I think that's a little So when like I first.

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Speaker 1: Like, I think we can. People always think I think

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Speaker 2: It was because you were working. You never was, you

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Speaker 5: Now you is always busy because sometimes people be like.

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Speaker 3: That's why if this is the difference though, and this

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Speaker 5: You were bugs. Yeah, we knew you were being.

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Speaker 1: And it wasn't that you were literally you were bugged.

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Speaker 5: Oh, and it ain't know exactly who you are.

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Speaker 3: But then, you know, after all the stuff, the hoopline

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Speaker 5: Right, I get it.

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Speaker 1: I feel that I do want to talk about that, okay.

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Speaker 3: I did adult films, did adult film, and it's very

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Speaker 5: It's mine.

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Speaker 3: It been a while, I guess what, but you but

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Speaker 3: I still want my chest.

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Speaker 3: And I thank you gentlemen for coming and do y'all thing,

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Speaker 3: you know, because I know some of y'all thought y'all

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Speaker 5: But.

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Speaker 1: I do.

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Speaker 2: But that's what I want to talk to you about,

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Speaker 2: because I feel like even being like a woman in

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Speaker 1: Being a strang woman, a black woman.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, a white woman, no girl, let me tell you so,

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Speaker 3: White miss have it more easier, more easier, because it's

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Speaker 3: The first people that were accepting me were the white people,

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Speaker 1: Let's say this about Travis. We're gonna get it. We're

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Speaker 2: Travis Kelcey been dayton black women, he's been loved black

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Speaker 1: He's a wiga.

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Speaker 5: Think he's a wigga.

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Speaker 1: I guess he is. When I think of a wigga,

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Speaker 1: He grasp around? But he is a wigu you. It's

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Speaker 5: That's what I'm saying, though I don't look at wigga

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Speaker 3: I love Paul Wall, And what I'm saying is wigga

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Speaker 1: I think Paul Wall is who he is, Eminem was

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Speaker 6: Who he is.

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Speaker 5: She was. I think she put a little, a little

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Speaker 1: Yeah, so you so you're saying peppercorns. Yeah, yeah, it

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Speaker 5: Wasn't given old.

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Speaker 5: I don't know, okay, but wiga is not a bad

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Speaker 1: It's not to me, really, I swear.

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Speaker 5: When I think of wiggle, I think of somebody who

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Speaker 1: I think a Wigga would be somebody like, uh, I

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Speaker 4: I'm tired because you don't got to be.

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Speaker 2: All white town, very small country, Orange Texas, Orange Texas.

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Speaker 1: It's literally the last city that you hit before you

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Speaker 2: So when you are in Houston and you go down

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Speaker 1: So you was thick like that when you was dating

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Speaker 5: I was skinny growing up that I was. I was

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Speaker 1: Hot So that's what made you. You know, did you

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Speaker 5: I had?

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Speaker 1: Okay, that's what.

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Speaker 2: You're gonna get into the search yourself. Because I'm as oh,

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Speaker 2: I was a white man's dream.

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Speaker 3: If you and my wig was bad bitch, if you

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Speaker 3: very should have been my man.

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Speaker 1: Oh no, see, I would have been mad at you

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Speaker 1: for that. I could have ate how to help you. Milk.

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Speaker 3: Oh, I would have milked it milk because I would

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Speaker 1: That he know. It's crazy.

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Speaker 5: He got a bad bitch like his bitch got a baddie.

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Speaker 1: Would clean up.

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Speaker 5: I don't know, Hoby, Maybe maybe girl put.

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Speaker 1: The picture up on the screen.

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Speaker 2: She's beautiful, really wearing poster. Girl, she'd be outside, she'd

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Speaker 1: It's okay.

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Speaker 3: So let's get back to this livery when they find

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Speaker 3: So when I look at it and I look at

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Speaker 3: not you know, I'm not fatigued, right, I'm heavy, and

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Speaker 2: wearing hoochi like and when I say whoci respectfully, but

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Speaker 5: Be wearing a ship. I'll be wearing.

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Speaker 1: This girl.

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Speaker 3: But I could have got him if that you could

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Speaker 3: have handled that, I could Jeff Bezos still ain't safe.

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Speaker 3: He show Lane we go on double team, because if

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Speaker 3: you go on Latina and Skinny, I know you like

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Speaker 1: Well a little fried, right. But I want to say

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Speaker 3: Stacked against me, like even in the adult entertainment business,

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Speaker 3: So that was me. So my market was okay, But

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Speaker 3: and you want a bitch that got some motherfucking Harry

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Speaker 3: hum because you know every girl out then well, this

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Speaker 3: is what helps helps build my help build my confidence. Right,

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Speaker 3: everybody was doing the same thing like you can. It's

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Speaker 3: and all the houses are yellow.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, witch uping to be a blue house. Mm hmm,

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Speaker 1: so yo, you're gonna get all that.

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Speaker 3: You can pay all the high price you want for

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Speaker 3: this is what you're gonna get over here, baby, you

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Speaker 3: everything the same. They got all the same appliances. Everybody

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Speaker 1: All of this crazy shit. And I was like, wanted dan.

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Speaker 1: I ain't sucking no other girls cock.

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Speaker 3: I ain't fucking no white man, I ain't shaving my

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Speaker 3: truly what exotic is.

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Speaker 5: I'm true to them.

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Speaker 1: You are true to yourself, bitch, go over there and

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Speaker 3: I am exotic, you know, and so that was a

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Speaker 3: Well, I had been talking to my mother, who was

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Speaker 1: Yeah, here's the thing I want you to know that.

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Speaker 1: Know, all the ship washing that she wanted her to find.

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Speaker 3: This is what's going on. Ain't nobody gonna come let

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Speaker 5: They was telling her, did that put a strain on

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Speaker 1: No, because I had already the strain. We had got

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Speaker 5: Okay, when did that?

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Speaker 1: One? Was what the strain was when I was.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, you were young, some forty six now, so this

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Speaker 1: Well, I remember reading a story and it was like

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Speaker 3: And see, my mother didn't understand like the transition that

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Speaker 3: I respect what my mama did at first, but now

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Speaker 3: I'm going deeply into it because the pronounce she her

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Speaker 1: But it was like he just was. I couldn't understand

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Speaker 3: Why he was changing, like he was such a good

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Speaker 1: I was raised in the church.

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Speaker 3: I would pass today.

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Speaker 5: Period. Let not this.

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Speaker 1: Shi and listen. I'm from Florida.

447
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Speaker 3: Are from Day Counties. Any bitch that you know from

448
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Speaker 3: Florida Day any weather in Florida. Me and women kids

449
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Speaker 3: can get it. I know a lot of girls, women

450
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Speaker 3: from Detroit. I don't fuck with women from Baltimore, get

451
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Speaker 3: I don't fuck with women from day get it, and

452
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Speaker 3: I don't fuck where Mona from.

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Speaker 1: From.

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Speaker 3: I love me Simona, but I would never fight Mona Detroit.

455
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Speaker 3: Yeah that's why I said Detroit. She said Detroit. Don't

456
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Speaker 3: there any other bitch.

457
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Speaker 1: Yeah, we can get out in Chicago. Oh Chicago, Oh no, Congo,

458
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Speaker 1: but is not fighting You're dead? Forget exactly.

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Speaker 5: I don't.

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Speaker 1: Like it's supposed to be a good ass episode.

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Speaker 5: We're gonna get into so much.

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Speaker 1: She as time.

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Speaker 5: What we drinking real quick?

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Speaker 7: Okay, So this one is called the Cozy Gang in

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Speaker 7: honor of our guest today.

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Speaker 5: So this one has a little bit of tequila in it.

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Speaker 7: We have some raspberry lemonade and then it is topped

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Speaker 7: with some sparkling rose and we garnish it with a

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Speaker 7: couple of raspberries.

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Speaker 5: And then I forget. I added a little glitter for you.

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Speaker 7: Booting right, cheers, y'all.

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Speaker 5: Maybe I put that in my coffee. It's so good.

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Speaker 5: I'll be having a no. Then I gotta give we

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Speaker 5: got some wet.

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Speaker 2: So speaking of cozy, Okay, I want to talk because,

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Speaker 2: like I said, because.

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Speaker 5: Long, well, I wanted to talk about the TV first, though.

484
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Speaker 3: I'm about to do it. I'm about to do it, okay.

485
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Speaker 3: So Sli's fast forward. I was doing adult film. I

486
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Speaker 3: had said to myself God, and I talked to my mom.

487
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Speaker 3: I said, Mommy, I'm tired of these niggas. I'm tired

488
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Speaker 3: being having the ability to touch me.

489
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Speaker 1: I'm tired of you know.

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Speaker 3: And here's the thing I never wanted to be in

491
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Speaker 3: in sex work. I was very intelligent. Don't let me

492
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Speaker 3: cussing like a racehorse or a soldier fool you, baby,

493
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Speaker 3: I am. I am quick with numbers. I'm very smart,

494
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Speaker 3: you know. And so I wanted to be a doctor,

495
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Speaker 3: a teacher, a scientist like you know. I ended up

496
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Speaker 3: being all these things now in my life. I feel

497
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Speaker 3: like I'm all of these things now full circle.

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Speaker 1: But what's up, y'all? Is show Girl XP and is

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Speaker 5: One thing about me.

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Speaker 2: When I was in college, you know, I would be

506
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Speaker 2: spending a little extra that I have and I always

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Speaker 2: got penalized for it.

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Speaker 5: It's like, why are you charging me for money you

509
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Speaker 5: know I don't have.

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Speaker 2: So the good thing about Chime is that they give

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Speaker 2: you up to two hundred dollars without penalties.

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Speaker 3: Well, what I love about Chime is that you can

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Speaker 3: get paid early. Because I need my money early. I

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Speaker 3: ain't trying to wait till a payday, and you can

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Speaker 3: get your money two days early.

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Speaker 5: Mm hm.

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Speaker 3: When I told my mom, I said, MO, I'm tied

530
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Speaker 3: these men having to just be able to touch me.

531
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Speaker 3: She said, boo, if you're really serious about, you know,

532
00:25:06,560 --> 00:25:10,239
Speaker 3: wanted to do something else for your life, less pray. Now,

533
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Speaker 3: I don't give a damn how much of a gay,

534
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Speaker 3: trans fat punk whatever. The people out there in the

535
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Speaker 3: world watching this, they're gonna call me. One thing I'm

536
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Speaker 3: solidly rooted.

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Speaker 1: In it is my faith. I'm spirituality and what the

538
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Speaker 1: how and touch I am with the greater power than me. Now,

539
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Speaker 1: all that Bible.

540
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Speaker 3: Stuff, you know, I let this mar tell me, and

541
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Speaker 3: I like, because God be failing me too, so I

542
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Speaker 3: get it.

543
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Speaker 1: Sometimes something's in the Bible. You don't fail me.

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Speaker 5: No, When I say, being like the Bible is.

545
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Speaker 1: A little tricky, Yeah, if it was written by men,

546
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Speaker 1: I mean the Bible, the Bible.

547
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Speaker 3: Start getting into that, then I tell motherfucker host this bitch.

548
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Speaker 3: The only thing that God truly wrote was when he

549
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Speaker 3: took his big finger on Mount Sign night and wrote

550
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Speaker 3: them till commands acquarded to According to Doude, around me, Hello,

551
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Speaker 3: he took his big finger and wrote on them rocks

552
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Speaker 3: and gave him Moses down there. The only thing that

553
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Speaker 3: he really wrote. Everything else and that's what I meant

554
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Speaker 3: to say, the Bible that's man made.

555
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Speaker 1: Let me correct that. And so my mama told me,

556
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Speaker 1: she said, but if you're serious about that, you know,

557
00:26:12,560 --> 00:26:13,720
Speaker 1: let's pray. So we prayed.

558
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Speaker 3: I was like, girl, I'm tiredy because I got you,

559
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Speaker 3: get tired of them niggas touching you and just want

560
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Speaker 3: to have you.

561
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Speaker 5: And I'm arging objects.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, like well, I like, okay, we're gonna get into that.

563
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Speaker 5: But it's just I guess being.

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Speaker 3: Okay, i'mnna. I'm gonna be real honest, come on. I

565
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Speaker 3: got tired the hole thinking that we was the same.

566
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Speaker 3: That's fair holes that thought, And to the holes out

567
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Speaker 3: here that know who y'all are, we ain't beefing no more.

568
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Speaker 3: I loved y'all the long way, but bitch, I told

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Speaker 3: y'all back then, we weren't the same.

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Speaker 1: And they know now, they definitely know now. It's not

571
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Speaker 1: I love you, and now I forgot off camera three.

572
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Speaker 3: I told you.

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Speaker 1: Don't get her?

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Speaker 3: Yes, So see what what them bitches thought that made

575
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Speaker 3: us the same was niggas fucking us exactly the phone

576
00:27:03,080 --> 00:27:05,840
Speaker 3: niggas calling mine, they charged the nigga we on the

577
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Speaker 3: same ad.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, hell no, I got to get out of this. Bitch.

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Speaker 3: Were not the same, right, eat, bitch, were not the same.

580
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Speaker 3: Be tell you something, bitch, y'all. I told y'alls my

581
00:27:16,880 --> 00:27:19,720
Speaker 3: house was blue. Y'all, holes got yellow houses. Bitch were

582
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Speaker 3: not the same.

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Speaker 5: That's fair.

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Speaker 1: And when they started trying to paint their.

585
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Speaker 3: Houses blue, you feel what I'm saying, because they was

586
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Speaker 3: all over and the yellow thing like until they started

587
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Speaker 3: seeing all that money.

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Speaker 5: Really wasn't even yellow. It was really more like you

589
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Speaker 5: know how when white started getting dirty fluorescent babes, Yeah,

590
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Speaker 5: that's what it was giving to you off white.

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Speaker 1: Bitch.

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Speaker 5: Yes, wasn't even the color it was painted. It just

593
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Speaker 5: turned robins.

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Speaker 1: So after that, we you know, that's what really made me.

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Speaker 3: That really put a fire on it, because the host

596
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Speaker 3: kept telling me, listen, the first thing I did when

597
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Speaker 3: I made my first million dollars, I bought me a house.

598
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Speaker 3: I bought a house the first thing I did, and

599
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Speaker 3: then I reinvested into my business whatever.

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Speaker 1: So then I started laying the foundation down for what

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Speaker 1: them hosts to do. So they started doing the little

602
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Speaker 1: stuff like they went posting how they vying housing. It's

603
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Speaker 1: the girl, I'm tired of this. Let me do let

604
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Speaker 1: me I want to get out there to do.

605
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Speaker 5: Now, I gotta do something else.

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Speaker 1: So when me, we prayed and Vine came along.

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Speaker 5: Yes, yes, I remember when you was a Vine star girl,

608
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Speaker 5: I want you.

609
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Speaker 1: I came along.

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Speaker 3: I remember Vine, and I was like, well, lord, I'm

611
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Speaker 3: in the position right now. All I'm doing is big,

612
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Speaker 3: big bitch dot com. This is what I'm doing. So

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Speaker 3: you know, I so I'm finn I'm finna try to

614
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Speaker 3: sell it to the bitch sellout man. I found that

615
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Speaker 3: little thing at the little six seconds on Vine and

616
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Speaker 3: I clicked. I said, before I put anything dirty up,

617
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Speaker 3: I'm going to click on the hashtag Vine after dawn.

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Speaker 1: So I clicked on Vine. At the dog, I said, air.

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Speaker 3: On this fucking I said, oh okay, but I didn't

620
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Speaker 3: see the trend. I just said, okay, well, you know,

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Speaker 3: you know, let's do it. So the very first night

622
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Speaker 3: that I was getting ready to launch my vine. My girlfriend,

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Speaker 3: miss Eve makes she rest in heaven and continue to

624
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Speaker 3: watch over me. She was doing my hair and she

625
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Speaker 3: she she put up, she bought my hair, and she

626
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Speaker 3: was brushing it down.

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Speaker 1: And I did it.

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Speaker 3: I said, now wave new wave, twenty two inches. Yes, right,

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Speaker 3: So this is how y'all got to know what I'm finishing.

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Speaker 5: I go, I can't wait.

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Speaker 1: So the spirit said to me in my ear, erased that, Oh,

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Speaker 1: do it again.

633
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Speaker 5: This is a second take.

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Speaker 1: No, this is like the fifth tape. The spirits said,

635
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Speaker 1: erase that, do it again. I'm like, what okay?

636
00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:44,960
Speaker 3: I was like, girl, no, this ain't the right. So

637
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Speaker 3: so my girlfriend erased it. We did it again, new Wain,

638
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Speaker 3: new way twenty two inches. Yes, the spirits said, erase that.

639
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Speaker 5: And the I would live. I know. That's why I'm living.

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Speaker 1: When that motherfucker last, they said, no wing, no way,

641
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Speaker 1: twenty two inches. Yes, post it. I posted that ship

642
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Speaker 1: at the middle of the night.

643
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Speaker 3: When I woke up the next morning, crazy, I was

644
00:30:07,840 --> 00:30:13,640
Speaker 3: all over social media, all over social media. So again,

645
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Speaker 3: nobody can shake how divinely I feel that I'm placed

646
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Speaker 3: on this purth.

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Speaker 1: No matter if I was an adult film, no matter

648
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Speaker 1: if I was.

649
00:30:24,600 --> 00:30:27,360
Speaker 3: A whore, a hook or whatever, because people can look

650
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Speaker 3: at all that shit on the outside and don't understand that.

651
00:30:29,520 --> 00:30:32,520
Speaker 3: That's my testimony because I'm sitting on this sofa with

652
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Speaker 3: y'all ladies, I am a Grammy winners gonna say, yeah,

653
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Speaker 3: don't forget to.

654
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Speaker 1: I'm sitting on this sofa in that.

655
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Speaker 3: And my start was me trying to figure out who

656
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Speaker 3: I am, what I am, then go forward to coming

657
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Speaker 3: who I am, and then get into adult film working.

658
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Speaker 3: Then people saying I can somebody out there has to

659
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Speaker 3: be inspired, not because I was a sex worker or whatever,

660
00:31:00,200 --> 00:31:03,120
Speaker 3: but because the odds were stacked against.

661
00:31:03,320 --> 00:31:06,120
Speaker 5: I had nothing on your side, nothing, nothing.

662
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Speaker 3: And so this is why I always let people know, no,

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Speaker 3: there's nothing that could shake my faith in garden and

664
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Speaker 3: the spirit, whatever the hell you want to call it.

665
00:31:16,680 --> 00:31:19,240
Speaker 3: That's the VINEY has yes man. So so I was

666
00:31:19,280 --> 00:31:22,360
Speaker 3: at the part of my vine. So vine happened. I

667
00:31:22,440 --> 00:31:24,720
Speaker 3: blew up overnight with the vine thing because the spirit

668
00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:26,880
Speaker 3: told me to do X, Y and Z, and then

669
00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:29,280
Speaker 3: I just kept doing little nude stuff on the vine.

670
00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:30,840
Speaker 3: And then there was one vine I did was that

671
00:31:30,960 --> 00:31:32,120
Speaker 3: she got a dick. She got a dick, She got

672
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:34,000
Speaker 3: a dick. It ended up being on Tosh point. Oh

673
00:31:34,840 --> 00:31:36,720
Speaker 3: so like, uh that happened.

674
00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:40,880
Speaker 1: And then one last vine I had was that I

675
00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:43,200
Speaker 1: do remember. It was the haters keep chasing me. I

676
00:31:43,280 --> 00:31:43,800
Speaker 1: was naked.

677
00:31:44,240 --> 00:31:46,600
Speaker 3: And then one I did well, I said, come on

678
00:31:46,800 --> 00:31:51,000
Speaker 3: in b DVS dot com dot com.

679
00:31:51,160 --> 00:31:54,520
Speaker 1: But which the vine was the portal rick on No, No,

680
00:31:54,720 --> 00:32:00,440
Speaker 1: that was that was That was on girl. I'm just

681
00:32:00,520 --> 00:32:03,880
Speaker 1: a viw y'all, y'all gonna get clips out of this.

682
00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:05,120
Speaker 5: It's so many of them.

683
00:32:05,200 --> 00:32:06,680
Speaker 1: It's gonna be so many viral clips from this.

684
00:32:06,960 --> 00:32:10,360
Speaker 5: Oh my god. I love that because every time I

685
00:32:10,400 --> 00:32:16,160
Speaker 5: put on a rick, Oh my god.

686
00:32:16,680 --> 00:32:21,000
Speaker 3: But fast forward, I got vine famous, and then you know,

687
00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:24,080
Speaker 3: I started getting bookings, so I didn't have time for sex.

688
00:32:24,800 --> 00:32:26,320
Speaker 3: Like I started getting books. I me in my first

689
00:32:26,320 --> 00:32:29,040
Speaker 3: book it was five hundred dollars. Right, I thought I

690
00:32:29,120 --> 00:32:29,960
Speaker 3: had did something.

691
00:32:30,040 --> 00:32:32,120
Speaker 1: I don't know what I'm saying that my first my girl.

692
00:32:32,000 --> 00:32:32,720
Speaker 5: I got a club up.

693
00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:33,760
Speaker 1: Hears for a five hundred dollars.

694
00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:36,200
Speaker 3: Then it went to a thousand, then it went to

695
00:32:36,280 --> 00:32:38,520
Speaker 3: fifteen hundred. And now honey, you can't get me.

696
00:32:39,240 --> 00:32:40,760
Speaker 1: And now I'm not gonna even tell you the praise

697
00:32:40,840 --> 00:32:42,560
Speaker 1: you can't get. That's why I was like, I can't

698
00:32:42,600 --> 00:32:43,120
Speaker 1: get me now.

699
00:32:43,320 --> 00:32:47,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, but all that stuff happened, and then my life

700
00:32:48,040 --> 00:32:51,200
Speaker 3: just like people started finding me, like the Osborne's found

701
00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:54,640
Speaker 3: people don't even people don't even know that the Osborne's

702
00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:55,760
Speaker 3: found me from that.

703
00:32:56,320 --> 00:32:59,600
Speaker 1: And they wanted me privately to jump out of a

704
00:32:59,680 --> 00:33:01,200
Speaker 1: cake for.

705
00:33:01,400 --> 00:33:05,840
Speaker 3: Their old what's their oldest daughter, not Kelly, not her

706
00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:06,640
Speaker 3: oldest sister.

707
00:33:06,880 --> 00:33:09,000
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, they wanted me to jump out of cake

708
00:33:09,040 --> 00:33:13,760
Speaker 1: for her birthday. I was trying to pay, girl, how

709
00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:14,840
Speaker 1: much was trying to pay you?

710
00:33:15,040 --> 00:33:15,160
Speaker 6: Well?

711
00:33:16,520 --> 00:33:18,600
Speaker 1: I got back then.

712
00:33:19,120 --> 00:33:21,040
Speaker 3: It was a cute little piece of change. But I

713
00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:23,360
Speaker 3: don't know for some reason it didn't they had. They

714
00:33:23,400 --> 00:33:25,480
Speaker 3: wanted me to sign in dias. I didn't know anything

715
00:33:25,480 --> 00:33:25,760
Speaker 3: about it.

716
00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:27,520
Speaker 5: Oh so that you thought that maybe a little bit.

717
00:33:27,520 --> 00:33:29,800
Speaker 3: I didn't know anything because I wasn't fucking know people

718
00:33:29,880 --> 00:33:33,080
Speaker 3: like that. I want to like you a little something.

719
00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:38,320
Speaker 1: I would have. It was hard for me, girl, not

720
00:33:38,400 --> 00:33:39,480
Speaker 1: for what they were trying to give me, the jump

721
00:33:39,480 --> 00:33:39,960
Speaker 1: out of k No.

722
00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:43,480
Speaker 5: I would have gave little puss and and and in

723
00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:46,320
Speaker 5: no fay, because I mean, you know, you like white men.

724
00:33:47,440 --> 00:33:51,960
Speaker 1: But I don't stop saying that. You Listen, you're like

725
00:33:52,200 --> 00:33:52,440
Speaker 1: I'm not.

726
00:33:53,400 --> 00:33:56,400
Speaker 5: I used to because I was around my mad is,

727
00:33:56,880 --> 00:33:58,880
Speaker 5: because I know the people who love you call you Maddy.

728
00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:02,080
Speaker 5: You madd Maddie. She like white men.

729
00:34:02,200 --> 00:34:04,920
Speaker 1: Ain't no rowing like a white I mean it's black.

730
00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:10,080
Speaker 3: Listen, you're not seeing Captain America's ask now, bitch, I

731
00:34:10,120 --> 00:34:12,600
Speaker 3: would make exception, I will, Chris Evan.

732
00:34:12,520 --> 00:34:14,600
Speaker 1: It's all well, Captain America, you're looking at this thing.

733
00:34:14,840 --> 00:34:16,960
Speaker 2: Here's very few men. I would make an exception for it.

734
00:34:17,200 --> 00:34:19,080
Speaker 2: Christ for Ozzy.

735
00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:23,360
Speaker 1: Osbourne back then, for money for money back then. That

736
00:34:23,520 --> 00:34:23,800
Speaker 1: makes it.

737
00:34:23,920 --> 00:34:26,160
Speaker 3: I want to call you something right now, Captain America.

738
00:34:26,160 --> 00:34:28,360
Speaker 3: If you looking at this motherfucking tright here, bitch that

739
00:34:28,440 --> 00:34:29,320
Speaker 3: she wouldn't protect that.

740
00:34:29,440 --> 00:34:31,960
Speaker 1: I take it the seal not protect you from the

741
00:34:32,040 --> 00:34:35,480
Speaker 1: helmer that Thor gave over here, pitch. It wouldn't protect you.

742
00:34:37,440 --> 00:34:40,000
Speaker 3: Did tell that, Chris Evans, out of decide where that

743
00:34:40,120 --> 00:34:42,800
Speaker 3: before my god.

744
00:34:45,080 --> 00:34:51,680
Speaker 1: Marvel ever booking up, Oh my god, Captain America, booty

745
00:34:51,920 --> 00:34:52,360
Speaker 1: was alone.

746
00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:57,120
Speaker 3: That thing was Oh yes, that Chris Helm's word, christ

747
00:34:57,280 --> 00:34:58,000
Speaker 3: Ham's word.

748
00:34:58,120 --> 00:35:00,600
Speaker 1: And I know what's the other one they used to day.

749
00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:01,640
Speaker 1: It's Channing Tato.

750
00:35:01,880 --> 00:35:04,680
Speaker 3: Now that's some mass on Channing Tato too fast, Baby,

751
00:35:04,760 --> 00:35:08,440
Speaker 3: that thing that ass. I'm telling you, baby, that's the

752
00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:11,640
Speaker 3: magic city ass right there. I'm telling you the white

753
00:35:11,719 --> 00:35:13,319
Speaker 3: man that I mean. And I don't even know if

754
00:35:13,360 --> 00:35:17,279
Speaker 3: he's white for real. But Jason, Mamma, oh ma, mama

755
00:35:17,400 --> 00:35:20,200
Speaker 3: loved him. Oh my god, people from the cockies. I

756
00:35:20,360 --> 00:35:24,160
Speaker 3: just watched man too, and he made me real with.

757
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:27,480
Speaker 5: My life.

758
00:35:27,680 --> 00:35:29,560
Speaker 1: Jason, break that.

759
00:35:29,640 --> 00:35:31,680
Speaker 3: Twenty years I say, baby, she would go off for

760
00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:35,359
Speaker 3: that sabatticle rubber out was some of that holding off

761
00:35:35,680 --> 00:35:40,239
Speaker 3: get the knees right, Okay.

762
00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:41,880
Speaker 1: So I have to talk about I'm sorry, y'all.

763
00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:47,319
Speaker 5: Know, but they used to this. They loved it about

764
00:35:47,360 --> 00:35:48,879
Speaker 5: how that link up with Beyonce came.

765
00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:52,080
Speaker 3: Like we got to talk about My first link up

766
00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:54,680
Speaker 3: was the very first big link up I had, was

767
00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:55,680
Speaker 3: was it?

768
00:35:57,360 --> 00:35:59,919
Speaker 1: Yeah? My first big link up was Ruaul, my first

769
00:36:01,040 --> 00:36:03,279
Speaker 1: I know everybody, I know, I.

770
00:36:04,360 --> 00:36:09,040
Speaker 3: Believe I know every fine and now we thankful because

771
00:36:09,040 --> 00:36:13,040
Speaker 3: you know you, I said, I that's my bitch. I

772
00:36:13,200 --> 00:36:16,520
Speaker 3: know all the folksyn Curd of God over there, which

773
00:36:16,600 --> 00:36:18,040
Speaker 3: is also my very good friend.

774
00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:19,520
Speaker 1: My security got over.

775
00:36:19,840 --> 00:36:22,239
Speaker 3: He goes with me all the places just to keep me,

776
00:36:22,400 --> 00:36:24,200
Speaker 3: you know, keep them niggas protected from me, because you

777
00:36:24,239 --> 00:36:25,360
Speaker 3: know I have the square eyes.

778
00:36:25,280 --> 00:36:26,520
Speaker 5: Cell and you'll get out there.

779
00:36:26,920 --> 00:36:30,400
Speaker 3: But he see, he says, y'all live like all of

780
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:35,840
Speaker 3: the motherfuckers, black white, all them superstars. And it is

781
00:36:35,920 --> 00:36:41,080
Speaker 3: because I have been one hundred percent authentically myself, not

782
00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:43,399
Speaker 3: to say that I don't give a fup, But God

783
00:36:43,560 --> 00:36:46,120
Speaker 3: makes things happen for me. Them niggas ain't gonna never

784
00:36:46,120 --> 00:36:47,919
Speaker 3: tell me I can't get that, because God gonna provide

785
00:36:47,960 --> 00:36:49,479
Speaker 3: for me. If He see fit for me to slide

786
00:36:49,520 --> 00:36:51,279
Speaker 3: up in one of the movies or slide up in

787
00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:52,120
Speaker 3: one of them things.

788
00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:53,719
Speaker 1: That's what's gonna gonna happen.

789
00:36:53,920 --> 00:36:56,799
Speaker 3: Whether they whether Tyler Piro let me through, whether Lee

790
00:36:56,920 --> 00:36:58,960
Speaker 3: Dance let me through, any of that stuff, let me through.

791
00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:01,239
Speaker 3: He gonna if he want be there, you be a

792
00:37:01,360 --> 00:37:03,759
Speaker 3: circlevent all around them niggas and let me get through

793
00:37:03,800 --> 00:37:06,919
Speaker 3: that be let me tell you you gotta My first

794
00:37:07,040 --> 00:37:12,040
Speaker 3: link up was Paul. My secondlea cup was Lee Daniels.

795
00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:17,440
Speaker 3: Like Lee Daniels found me and loved me, had me

796
00:37:17,560 --> 00:37:19,120
Speaker 3: working for Fox. That's how I got in the door

797
00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:21,000
Speaker 3: with Fox and all that doing all this stuff.

798
00:37:21,360 --> 00:37:21,920
Speaker 1: I remember that.

799
00:37:22,440 --> 00:37:27,759
Speaker 3: Then, uh ship, there's so many, so many guys, so

800
00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:30,200
Speaker 3: the Beyonce thing, let's get on, just get to Yes,

801
00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:34,080
Speaker 3: I did a rent because the spirit told me this

802
00:37:34,239 --> 00:37:37,040
Speaker 3: was during George Floyd or George Floyd got killed.

803
00:37:37,239 --> 00:37:41,319
Speaker 5: And it was like before a little before COVID during

804
00:37:41,640 --> 00:37:42,680
Speaker 5: it was it was.

805
00:37:43,760 --> 00:37:48,000
Speaker 3: On that wave like that, and another trans girl by

806
00:37:48,040 --> 00:37:50,719
Speaker 3: the name of Eana Dior was got beat up in

807
00:37:50,800 --> 00:37:52,919
Speaker 3: the gas station by a whole bunch of black folks.

808
00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:55,239
Speaker 1: So the spirit told me to just rent.

809
00:37:55,920 --> 00:37:59,000
Speaker 3: I was so fucking mad because I'm like, nigga, we're

810
00:37:59,040 --> 00:38:02,800
Speaker 3: going through crisis right now. Where the police got this,

811
00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:05,640
Speaker 3: They knee on this man. It done killed this motherfucking man.

812
00:38:06,120 --> 00:38:08,879
Speaker 3: And our black ass need to be so unified, want

813
00:38:08,920 --> 00:38:12,080
Speaker 3: me to be more unified as black folks than ever now.

814
00:38:12,680 --> 00:38:16,240
Speaker 3: And we over here whooping on this girl because she trains,

815
00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:20,600
Speaker 3: and it's like, when do we see that we all niggas?

816
00:38:21,680 --> 00:38:24,080
Speaker 3: When when is the leg gonna come from over the eyes?

817
00:38:24,239 --> 00:38:26,520
Speaker 3: I don't give a fuck if we all sucking dicker

818
00:38:26,560 --> 00:38:28,680
Speaker 3: were not sucking dick at all, Well, we got titters

819
00:38:28,680 --> 00:38:29,680
Speaker 3: at the top, dick at the bottom.

820
00:38:29,840 --> 00:38:30,680
Speaker 1: We's niggas.

821
00:38:31,239 --> 00:38:33,160
Speaker 5: They still look at us niggas.

822
00:38:36,440 --> 00:38:39,480
Speaker 2: Bcause you know what proved that when Beyonce did a

823
00:38:40,239 --> 00:38:43,520
Speaker 2: Super Bowl and she did the whole thing where she

824
00:38:43,719 --> 00:38:45,600
Speaker 2: was like, you know, standing up for black people.

825
00:38:46,600 --> 00:38:46,839
Speaker 5: Bill.

826
00:38:47,040 --> 00:38:49,760
Speaker 1: That's why jay Z said, still a nigga, you still

827
00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:53,520
Speaker 1: ain't nigga? Yes, And so I ranted about that. I

828
00:38:53,600 --> 00:38:55,560
Speaker 1: didn't know that this was going to reach the ears

829
00:38:55,600 --> 00:38:56,799
Speaker 1: of the great young say all.

830
00:38:56,800 --> 00:39:01,880
Speaker 3: On this look period. So she's walk queen, yes, and

831
00:39:02,000 --> 00:39:05,120
Speaker 3: so when this happened, I didn't know anything about it.

832
00:39:05,239 --> 00:39:07,799
Speaker 3: So obviously when you listen to Beyonce talk about how

833
00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:09,880
Speaker 3: she worked on Renaissance, she had worked on Renaissance for

834
00:39:10,640 --> 00:39:15,280
Speaker 3: years years, so she had donet watch this already. Fast

835
00:39:15,360 --> 00:39:19,959
Speaker 3: forward to twenty twenty, which was on It was twenty

836
00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:24,000
Speaker 3: twenty when the album drives damn Okay Tom f Line

837
00:39:24,239 --> 00:39:27,319
Speaker 3: and That's what I'm saying. Twenty twenty two in July

838
00:39:28,520 --> 00:39:32,800
Speaker 3: and I'm in Costa Rica and I'm getting ready to go,

839
00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:36,160
Speaker 3: and so my girl, I take my fans.

840
00:39:35,880 --> 00:39:38,160
Speaker 1: With me, honey on a trip. I'm coming in, come on,

841
00:39:38,320 --> 00:39:38,600
Speaker 1: let's go.

842
00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:40,520
Speaker 5: She is, can we come outside?

843
00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:43,560
Speaker 1: Listen? We are definitely the men's okay.

844
00:39:43,960 --> 00:39:47,239
Speaker 3: So we was come in Costa Rica and I'm getting

845
00:39:47,280 --> 00:39:49,440
Speaker 3: ready to leave, and so I'm getting the email like

846
00:39:49,520 --> 00:39:51,520
Speaker 3: a v email, over and over from this cut from this.

847
00:39:52,120 --> 00:39:52,239
Speaker 5: Uh.

848
00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:54,120
Speaker 1: I didn't even look at the record label's name. I

849
00:39:54,120 --> 00:39:57,000
Speaker 1: didn't Parkwood. I didn't see it at the bottom. Imagine

850
00:39:57,080 --> 00:39:59,680
Speaker 1: ignoring an email from park Wood.

851
00:40:00,160 --> 00:40:02,080
Speaker 3: Even pay attention at the bottom. I'm over here, like, girl,

852
00:40:02,120 --> 00:40:04,120
Speaker 3: who is this telling me the clear song too?

853
00:40:04,239 --> 00:40:06,719
Speaker 1: What a song too? What is you're talking about? Song too?

854
00:40:07,440 --> 00:40:10,160
Speaker 3: You know Cozy is the song number two on Yeah,

855
00:40:10,400 --> 00:40:12,800
Speaker 3: I didn't know that topic. Oh, I love how I

856
00:40:12,920 --> 00:40:13,439
Speaker 3: got the Clear?

857
00:40:14,440 --> 00:40:15,400
Speaker 1: What kind of clearest?

858
00:40:15,440 --> 00:40:17,359
Speaker 3: What is they talking about? So I'm telling my manager girl.

859
00:40:18,320 --> 00:40:21,720
Speaker 3: Then I said, girl, they are really adamant about Madison.

860
00:40:21,760 --> 00:40:22,439
Speaker 1: This is urgent.

861
00:40:24,080 --> 00:40:26,200
Speaker 5: But they did not say it was from Beyonce.

862
00:40:26,520 --> 00:40:29,160
Speaker 3: I didn't pay no attention the Costa Ricula that the

863
00:40:29,239 --> 00:40:34,799
Speaker 3: internet was bad as yeah, So I told Leger, I said, Lera,

864
00:40:35,320 --> 00:40:37,520
Speaker 3: go back and read the email and ask them how

865
00:40:37,560 --> 00:40:40,239
Speaker 3: much they got. So when they she asked how much

866
00:40:40,280 --> 00:40:42,719
Speaker 3: they got, you know, and I seen the zeros come back.

867
00:40:42,840 --> 00:40:44,879
Speaker 3: Then I went down and you was like, I went

868
00:40:44,960 --> 00:40:47,040
Speaker 3: down to the bottom of the email. Who got because

869
00:40:48,280 --> 00:40:50,320
Speaker 3: who said who's trying to give me some coins like this,

870
00:40:50,840 --> 00:40:53,440
Speaker 3: that's all they said. Part was so we sent it

871
00:40:53,520 --> 00:40:55,759
Speaker 3: over to my lawyer and then my lawyer said this

872
00:40:55,800 --> 00:40:58,640
Speaker 3: is definitely I said, okay, girl, let's do it.

873
00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:00,160
Speaker 1: Then the album lead that.

874
00:41:00,320 --> 00:41:04,640
Speaker 5: Is crazy, like, but what was your initial like when

875
00:41:04,680 --> 00:41:06,160
Speaker 5: you realized it was Beyonce?

876
00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:10,960
Speaker 1: Okay? Because okay, okay, you said that the.

877
00:41:11,840 --> 00:41:14,640
Speaker 5: I was Internet was bad, realized.

878
00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:16,719
Speaker 1: Who it was. I was filming drag Races, y'all. I'm

879
00:41:16,719 --> 00:41:19,800
Speaker 1: a judge on right, that's what. Yeah. So I was

880
00:41:19,880 --> 00:41:23,040
Speaker 1: filming drag Race and I'm on that filming.

881
00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:25,600
Speaker 3: Dragrace, sitting by RuPaul and I said, Ruth, do you

882
00:41:25,719 --> 00:41:29,080
Speaker 3: know Beyonce and the Clear all her social medias? And

883
00:41:29,239 --> 00:41:30,840
Speaker 3: Ruth said, I think they getting ready to do a

884
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Speaker 3: Destiny Child reunion. And I'm thinking, like Ruth saying, you know,

885
00:41:34,239 --> 00:41:36,200
Speaker 3: Ruth got the tea, you know, and ru was like,

886
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Speaker 3: I think they get ready to do this the Child.

887
00:41:37,800 --> 00:41:39,440
Speaker 3: I said, oh I would, I would love it. I

888
00:41:39,480 --> 00:41:41,800
Speaker 3: can't wait for that to happen, you know, because everybody

889
00:41:41,880 --> 00:41:43,000
Speaker 3: was just shambles.

890
00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:45,680
Speaker 1: Because she had no clear. I remember that because I

891
00:41:45,800 --> 00:41:47,640
Speaker 1: was because we knew.

892
00:41:47,480 --> 00:41:50,759
Speaker 3: Something was getting ready to happen bitch, I didn't know

893
00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:56,799
Speaker 3: that that was gonna happen. Right, So fast forward, I'm

894
00:41:56,880 --> 00:41:59,640
Speaker 3: over here saying, damn, she always doing stuff with bit

895
00:41:59,680 --> 00:42:02,239
Speaker 3: Free to I would love Oh my god, I promise you.

896
00:42:02,520 --> 00:42:05,160
Speaker 1: I'm almost be a tears like thinking about it, yes,

897
00:42:06,880 --> 00:42:08,799
Speaker 1: because that's I'm like, I would love.

898
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Speaker 5: I love me some Beunce.

899
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Speaker 3: I would love to do something with Beyonce because she's

900
00:42:12,320 --> 00:42:14,400
Speaker 3: always doing something with be Freedom, you know. And I

901
00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:17,719
Speaker 3: like like because sometimes I feel like I'm an overlooked queen,

902
00:42:18,320 --> 00:42:20,399
Speaker 3: you know. But that's another thing. But and I said

903
00:42:20,400 --> 00:42:23,640
Speaker 3: I would love to bitch when that ship happened, and

904
00:42:23,760 --> 00:42:26,879
Speaker 3: then the album leak, and my girlfriend called me and said, so, bitch,

905
00:42:26,880 --> 00:42:28,560
Speaker 3: you wan't go tell us that you was on Beyonce

906
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Speaker 3: and you.

907
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Speaker 1: Hold on, hold on. So this means this email and.

908
00:42:34,640 --> 00:42:37,960
Speaker 3: This ship and all this stuff coinciding. Girls, And then

909
00:42:37,960 --> 00:42:39,160
Speaker 3: I told her, I said, girl, I don't want to

910
00:42:39,200 --> 00:42:40,400
Speaker 3: hear it. I just I want to hear it when

911
00:42:40,440 --> 00:42:41,759
Speaker 3: the album comes out. I want to hear it when

912
00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:43,399
Speaker 3: the album comes out. When it comes out, I want

913
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Speaker 3: to hear I want to hear I did I know

914
00:42:46,280 --> 00:42:46,640
Speaker 3: you did?

915
00:42:47,280 --> 00:42:56,879
Speaker 1: I did? Because oh stop, because this song is so important. Yeah,

916
00:42:57,120 --> 00:42:58,319
Speaker 1: oh my god, I'm about to cry.

917
00:42:58,560 --> 00:43:01,640
Speaker 3: It's so important. Especially No, we're February, so it's Black

918
00:43:01,719 --> 00:43:06,080
Speaker 3: History Month. It's so important for us because I'm regardless

919
00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:09,200
Speaker 3: of however anybody sees me out there, I'm for my people,

920
00:43:09,360 --> 00:43:09,959
Speaker 3: for black people.

921
00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:15,120
Speaker 1: I'm for that I'm black and I've been for that.

922
00:43:15,640 --> 00:43:19,880
Speaker 3: And for that woman who is the worldwide phenomenon to

923
00:43:20,280 --> 00:43:24,320
Speaker 3: use my rent that meant so much for me, ranting

924
00:43:24,360 --> 00:43:27,200
Speaker 3: about my community being together, sticking together as a community

925
00:43:27,239 --> 00:43:29,840
Speaker 3: for black people, and to use that and miss that

926
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Speaker 3: with what she was singing about the colors of the

927
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Speaker 3: of the flag, the the lbgt qy A flag and merging.

928
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Speaker 1: It together, it was, it was. It was what I've

929
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Speaker 1: been saying.

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Speaker 5: It was what I've been saying, because you've been standing

931
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Speaker 5: for the community for.

932
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Speaker 3: A long black like, we are black, no matter if

933
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Speaker 3: we gave trends, whatever, whatever shade of color is are Yeah,

934
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Speaker 3: we are.

935
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Speaker 5: And that was so.

936
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Speaker 3: There's no way there's no words that I could put

937
00:44:05,520 --> 00:44:10,280
Speaker 3: like how that I watched her tour and I seen

938
00:44:10,400 --> 00:44:17,160
Speaker 3: them France, Spain, Italy, like these people all over the world.

939
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Speaker 2: Words, I'm not gonna lie. When I went to the

940
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Speaker 2: Renaissance concert. I've been to a lot of concerts. I'm

941
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Speaker 2: a music girl, but I'm not a concert girl because

942
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Speaker 2: I like to be really intimate. One of my favorite

943
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Speaker 2: concerts I went to, as crazy as it sounds, was

944
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Speaker 2: The Dream because how intimate he got with his audience.

945
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Speaker 2: You know, Like I'm a music person. Never I don't

946
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Speaker 2: go to concerts. I went to be I went to

947
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Speaker 2: Renaissance and it was life changing. I texted Drea, I said,

948
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Speaker 2: we're not doing enough if you don't leave a Beyonce

949
00:44:56,800 --> 00:44:58,839
Speaker 2: concert and feel like I was like, I'm not doing enough.

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Speaker 5: Let me tell you something.

951
00:45:00,160 --> 00:45:03,839
Speaker 3: I'm from Houston, born and raised, moved to Atlanta when

952
00:45:03,840 --> 00:45:05,120
Speaker 3: I was twenty five.

953
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Speaker 5: I loved Beyonce.

954
00:45:08,520 --> 00:45:10,680
Speaker 4: Maybe because she from the same city I'm from, I

955
00:45:10,719 --> 00:45:12,960
Speaker 4: don't know, but I just have always loved her down

956
00:45:13,520 --> 00:45:16,359
Speaker 4: that was The Renaissance concert was probably like my third

957
00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:18,879
Speaker 4: Beyonce concert I've been to, but it was the most

958
00:45:18,960 --> 00:45:20,640
Speaker 4: impactful one that I've ever been to.

959
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Speaker 5: Y'all want to know.

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00:45:21,440 --> 00:45:24,439
Speaker 2: The first was crazy, y'all saying concert. It was when

961
00:45:24,520 --> 00:45:27,080
Speaker 2: they just recorded Survivor. It was the first time they

962
00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:33,040
Speaker 2: performed it at the Rodeo and I seen her performed

963
00:45:33,200 --> 00:45:37,879
Speaker 2: Survivor and I was like, oh my fucking god, yeah,

964
00:45:38,000 --> 00:45:39,720
Speaker 2: I understood Beyonce.

965
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Speaker 4: Then Renaissance was just a difference, but it was a

966
00:45:42,640 --> 00:45:46,440
Speaker 4: different fucking And then when I went to see the movie.

967
00:45:46,320 --> 00:45:48,360
Speaker 5: And I saw you in the movie, I was in that.

968
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Speaker 1: You know, I can't do you know what you like?

969
00:45:53,280 --> 00:45:56,279
Speaker 1: I love everybody gives you your flowers.

970
00:45:56,520 --> 00:46:00,360
Speaker 3: They don't and you know why, but they need to. Okay,

971
00:46:00,760 --> 00:46:02,640
Speaker 3: let me tell you why because I get the money.

972
00:46:03,880 --> 00:46:05,960
Speaker 1: But you know what, and this is what I say too.

973
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Speaker 2: The money is important when you say this, poor minds,

974
00:46:08,800 --> 00:46:11,600
Speaker 2: I don't give a fuck with nobody say from day

975
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Speaker 2: one when I said, I even have the opportunity of

976
00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:18,440
Speaker 2: getting to grace our presence because breaking down door Like

977
00:46:18,520 --> 00:46:20,440
Speaker 2: me and Dre have broke down doors because guess what.

978
00:46:21,480 --> 00:46:23,600
Speaker 5: Bad bitches can't talk. Bad bitches, they.

979
00:46:23,960 --> 00:46:26,520
Speaker 4: Say, we don't have if you know how that way

980
00:46:26,600 --> 00:46:29,120
Speaker 4: you can't have no personality in all that type of sheet.

981
00:46:29,160 --> 00:46:31,719
Speaker 4: And I feel like we have like definitely shown people.

982
00:46:32,040 --> 00:46:35,360
Speaker 2: But the doors had to break down. Isn't compared to

983
00:46:35,480 --> 00:46:38,680
Speaker 2: what you have, Emmy stop.

984
00:46:38,840 --> 00:46:41,560
Speaker 3: Like, well it's because of drag race though I want

985
00:46:41,600 --> 00:46:43,200
Speaker 3: my own Emmy and I have to tell you, I

986
00:46:43,280 --> 00:46:44,759
Speaker 3: do want my own Emmy, and I'm gonna get it,

987
00:46:44,880 --> 00:46:47,240
Speaker 3: you are, I'm going to get it my own emmy,

988
00:46:47,440 --> 00:46:47,600
Speaker 3: you know.

989
00:46:47,680 --> 00:46:49,399
Speaker 1: But what I'm saying is, you know how many people

990
00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:50,680
Speaker 1: been on that show and haven't.

991
00:46:50,480 --> 00:46:55,080
Speaker 3: Got one, and also that Grammy like people try to

992
00:46:55,160 --> 00:46:57,640
Speaker 3: underwhelm everything that goes on in my life whatever. And

993
00:46:57,680 --> 00:47:00,480
Speaker 3: it's okay, I'm alright with that because I know, you know,

994
00:47:02,600 --> 00:47:06,040
Speaker 3: my friend told me, he said to me, Madison, I

995
00:47:06,280 --> 00:47:10,160
Speaker 3: just think that it's at the end that you may

996
00:47:10,239 --> 00:47:12,799
Speaker 3: get all the things whatever. It's just crazy that they

997
00:47:12,880 --> 00:47:14,840
Speaker 3: may talk about all the things whatever it is. And

998
00:47:14,920 --> 00:47:17,520
Speaker 3: I said, it's okay, well, because I'm gonna get all

999
00:47:17,520 --> 00:47:20,799
Speaker 3: the money before the end, you know, I'm gonna get

1000
00:47:20,800 --> 00:47:21,680
Speaker 3: all the money before the end.

1001
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Speaker 1: And the accolades come, that's great. Whatever.

1002
00:47:23,520 --> 00:47:25,719
Speaker 3: If they don't, that's great or whatever, as long as

1003
00:47:25,840 --> 00:47:29,200
Speaker 3: my legacy is left in the ground, you know. And

1004
00:47:29,440 --> 00:47:34,000
Speaker 3: for the people out there like you ladies, as bio women,

1005
00:47:35,840 --> 00:47:39,600
Speaker 3: as trans women, as black gay men, black straight men,

1006
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:42,120
Speaker 3: person case say that they don't they can't look and

1007
00:47:42,160 --> 00:47:44,000
Speaker 3: get nothing from over here, because that's why you would

1008
00:47:44,080 --> 00:47:45,000
Speaker 3: be telling a fucking lie.

1009
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Speaker 1: Oh absolutely, you can't you know because I got it

1010
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Speaker 1: out the mud for sure.

1011
00:47:49,120 --> 00:47:49,440
Speaker 5: Facts.

1012
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Speaker 1: What's up, y'all is your girl XP and it's Sugarl,

1013
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Speaker 2: I know I am guilty of signing up for subscription services.

1019
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Speaker 2: I completely forget about and wasting money. We always sign

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Speaker 1: Yes, I feel like this is something that you need

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Speaker 2: I'm telling you you have a subscription service that you

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Speaker 2: slash poor minds.

1041
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Speaker 3: But sometimes I feel some type of way when I'm

1042
00:49:12,920 --> 00:49:14,520
Speaker 3: looked over for things, like I see them giving out

1043
00:49:14,520 --> 00:49:17,040
Speaker 3: awards or I see them having the honors and this

1044
00:49:17,120 --> 00:49:18,560
Speaker 3: and the other, and I'm like, well, damn.

1045
00:49:18,360 --> 00:49:19,000
Speaker 1: You know a lot of them.

1046
00:49:19,040 --> 00:49:20,520
Speaker 3: If you ask any of those people that are at

1047
00:49:20,560 --> 00:49:23,759
Speaker 3: those places like the reason why or what inspired them,

1048
00:49:23,760 --> 00:49:25,560
Speaker 3: they gonna say the ts you know.

1049
00:49:25,760 --> 00:49:28,800
Speaker 1: But then I mean, it's it's true, and that's how agree.

1050
00:49:29,120 --> 00:49:30,240
Speaker 1: That's not me being arrogant.

1051
00:49:30,239 --> 00:49:32,560
Speaker 5: But then you disagree, and I'm not gonna lie to

1052
00:49:32,600 --> 00:49:33,279
Speaker 5: you the first time.

1053
00:49:33,320 --> 00:49:37,440
Speaker 2: I'm a little ignorant to the community I am.

1054
00:49:38,560 --> 00:49:41,560
Speaker 1: The first time I seen the first time I seen it, like,

1055
00:49:41,800 --> 00:49:43,919
Speaker 1: I was like, oh she bad, oh.

1056
00:49:45,440 --> 00:49:49,799
Speaker 3: Kind like it, but it was you they always see

1057
00:49:49,880 --> 00:49:53,839
Speaker 3: big gun. I was like, oh my god, I said,

1058
00:49:53,880 --> 00:49:55,480
Speaker 3: she find what people what the.

1059
00:49:55,520 --> 00:49:57,560
Speaker 5: Crazy thing is when they see it, they like you.

1060
00:49:58,000 --> 00:50:01,000
Speaker 2: Okay, say this because we're gonna do a episode because

1061
00:50:01,000 --> 00:50:04,399
Speaker 2: I have to ask you about the Lil Nas X video.

1062
00:50:07,239 --> 00:50:07,600
Speaker 1: Let's do it.

1063
00:50:07,680 --> 00:50:09,719
Speaker 5: But we're gonna do that on Patreon. All right, y'all,

1064
00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:10,560
Speaker 5: we're gonna fast.

1065
00:50:10,640 --> 00:50:12,560
Speaker 1: You want me to do a drop, do a drop

1066
00:50:12,600 --> 00:50:13,320
Speaker 1: for the Patreon.

1067
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Speaker 3: Listen up, ladies and gentlemen, This poor mind's interview is

1068
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Speaker 3: off the Richter scale. If you want to catch this

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Speaker 3: and all the exclusive t please visit w w W

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Speaker 1: Hit the exclusive from the t s herself. Don't meet

1072
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Speaker 1: me there, bitch.

1073
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Speaker 2: So, so we we got we're gonna talk about all

1074
00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:35,760
Speaker 2: this stuff, like get into our topic.

1075
00:50:35,920 --> 00:50:38,560
Speaker 1: We don't get into the topic number one, the topic

1076
00:50:38,680 --> 00:50:47,960
Speaker 1: number on the topic baker. We ain't even got into

1077
00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:49,640
Speaker 1: what topic again? All right, well come on, let's do

1078
00:50:49,719 --> 00:50:50,080
Speaker 1: a topic.

1079
00:50:50,160 --> 00:50:52,520
Speaker 3: Okay, let's do what hoping. So for the first topic,

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00:50:52,600 --> 00:50:55,759
Speaker 3: we want to talk about d trans.

1081
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Speaker 1: Transitioning. Yes, okay, what is that?

1082
00:51:00,560 --> 00:51:04,759
Speaker 5: Okay, so let me tell you so I didn't look

1083
00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:05,879
Speaker 5: it up. I'm a TikTok girl.

1084
00:51:05,880 --> 00:51:07,200
Speaker 1: Oh there, he is a girl on this scene?

1085
00:51:07,280 --> 00:51:09,239
Speaker 5: She no, no, no, it's not a girl.

1086
00:51:10,200 --> 00:51:10,480
Speaker 1: Okay.

1087
00:51:10,560 --> 00:51:11,400
Speaker 5: So I'm a TikToker.

1088
00:51:11,800 --> 00:51:14,480
Speaker 2: I scrolled, and when I scroll and I find things

1089
00:51:14,520 --> 00:51:17,080
Speaker 2: that I find interesting, you know, it shows up on

1090
00:51:17,160 --> 00:51:21,239
Speaker 2: your algorithm. And honestly, I'm not gonna lie like I've

1091
00:51:21,280 --> 00:51:22,600
Speaker 2: been a big girl on my whole life.

1092
00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:26,160
Speaker 1: I'm tall. Like Nikki said, bigfoot, I got a big

1093
00:51:26,239 --> 00:51:28,759
Speaker 1: foot too, you know, shout out to me.

1094
00:51:29,000 --> 00:51:30,960
Speaker 5: I love tall women. I'm a tall woman. I'm big,

1095
00:51:31,520 --> 00:51:34,200
Speaker 5: so you're exotic. Sometimes when things.

1096
00:51:34,040 --> 00:51:36,560
Speaker 2: Come on my timeline about bigger women, I tend to

1097
00:51:36,640 --> 00:51:40,040
Speaker 2: watch those things. So my algorithm got into like trans

1098
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Speaker 2: category of things. So I ended up in this category.

1099
00:51:43,520 --> 00:51:46,960
Speaker 2: And this, honestly is a sector of Twitter I've been

1100
00:51:47,000 --> 00:51:51,520
Speaker 2: in for like two months. I mean, it's a whole

1101
00:51:51,600 --> 00:51:56,920
Speaker 2: community of people who are de transitioning, and it's people

1102
00:51:57,040 --> 00:51:59,440
Speaker 2: who are like, Okay, i'm a transgender woman, I'm a

1103
00:51:59,520 --> 00:52:03,000
Speaker 2: transgender man, and then they regret their decision and they

1104
00:52:03,080 --> 00:52:05,440
Speaker 2: try to go back. It's a whole community and it's

1105
00:52:05,640 --> 00:52:09,320
Speaker 2: very large. It's a large side. So I wanted to

1106
00:52:09,440 --> 00:52:12,799
Speaker 2: talk to you about this because one thing I will

1107
00:52:12,840 --> 00:52:14,839
Speaker 2: say about you is I know you're very unbiased when

1108
00:52:14,840 --> 00:52:17,360
Speaker 2: it comes to your community, and you really speak the truth.

1109
00:52:18,000 --> 00:52:20,960
Speaker 2: So sometimes you know, people say, oh, if you feel

1110
00:52:21,160 --> 00:52:24,440
Speaker 2: like you are a transgender woman or man, it's a

1111
00:52:24,560 --> 00:52:25,400
Speaker 2: mental illness.

1112
00:52:25,520 --> 00:52:26,080
Speaker 5: You're sick.

1113
00:52:26,239 --> 00:52:29,360
Speaker 2: You're not right in the head. And I talk to

1114
00:52:29,520 --> 00:52:31,320
Speaker 2: a lot of my I have a lot of gay friends.

1115
00:52:31,360 --> 00:52:33,960
Speaker 2: I have a lot of people, and I talked to

1116
00:52:34,040 --> 00:52:35,440
Speaker 2: one of my friends and he was like, you know what,

1117
00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:36,520
Speaker 2: I think a lot of people de.

1118
00:52:36,640 --> 00:52:41,960
Speaker 3: Transition because he was like, I was confused. I felt like, Okay,

1119
00:52:42,280 --> 00:52:45,080
Speaker 3: I like men. Maybe I'm supposed to be a woman.

1120
00:52:45,440 --> 00:52:46,960
Speaker 3: He was like, and I tried out being a woman.

1121
00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:48,560
Speaker 3: I was like, I don't like being a woman. I'm

1122
00:52:48,600 --> 00:52:50,600
Speaker 3: not a woman. And he was like, I just like

1123
00:52:50,719 --> 00:52:51,640
Speaker 3: men and I'm gay.

1124
00:52:51,920 --> 00:52:53,279
Speaker 2: He was like, so a lot of people that are

1125
00:52:53,320 --> 00:52:57,240
Speaker 2: de transitioning they just don't realize it's a difference between

1126
00:52:57,440 --> 00:53:00,600
Speaker 2: changing your sexuality and changing your gender.

1127
00:53:01,320 --> 00:53:05,080
Speaker 1: So you made the transition at a very young age.

1128
00:53:04,880 --> 00:53:08,439
Speaker 2: And this was really who you are. So I wanted

1129
00:53:08,480 --> 00:53:10,600
Speaker 2: you to really speak on people who kind of jump

1130
00:53:10,880 --> 00:53:14,080
Speaker 2: the gun and you really don't want to transition, because

1131
00:53:14,080 --> 00:53:16,600
Speaker 2: that's a big decision to make. Changing back is even

1132
00:53:16,760 --> 00:53:21,400
Speaker 2: a bit you can't change back, honestly. I mean, I've

1133
00:53:21,400 --> 00:53:25,239
Speaker 2: seen a girl who has God she got her boobs done,

1134
00:53:25,280 --> 00:53:30,040
Speaker 2: and I've seen one actually had the bottom surgery and

1135
00:53:30,640 --> 00:53:34,640
Speaker 2: they can't go back. I seen one person who was

1136
00:53:34,760 --> 00:53:38,239
Speaker 2: transitioned to a man her voice can't get her voice back.

1137
00:53:39,000 --> 00:53:42,600
Speaker 1: It's a lot, it's deep. So I really wanted you

1138
00:53:42,680 --> 00:53:43,320
Speaker 1: to touch on that.

1139
00:53:44,239 --> 00:53:49,440
Speaker 3: I think that everybody's own personal identity is just that,

1140
00:53:49,680 --> 00:53:52,200
Speaker 3: that's their own personal identity, and a lot of things

1141
00:53:53,200 --> 00:53:59,040
Speaker 3: that happened with us can sometimes come from peer pressure influence.

1142
00:53:59,239 --> 00:54:00,680
Speaker 1: You know. That's say we're in the community.

1143
00:54:00,719 --> 00:54:02,880
Speaker 3: Because here's I'm gonna tell you the story, and this

1144
00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:04,320
Speaker 3: story probably gonna tie it in.

1145
00:54:04,640 --> 00:54:09,400
Speaker 1: It's gonna be quick. This is how ricking came about.

1146
00:54:10,840 --> 00:54:14,720
Speaker 1: Rickon O. I feel like a spinner faking it's my favorite.

1147
00:54:14,880 --> 00:54:19,120
Speaker 1: I love Selena and all that stuff. It was a joke.

1148
00:54:19,320 --> 00:54:20,480
Speaker 1: But here's the truth to that.

1149
00:54:21,160 --> 00:54:23,560
Speaker 3: I was nineteen years old and I had I had

1150
00:54:23,640 --> 00:54:28,480
Speaker 3: always been told by other trans people and other women,

1151
00:54:29,480 --> 00:54:30,160
Speaker 3: bio women.

1152
00:54:30,360 --> 00:54:31,640
Speaker 1: You know, I don't want to use the word sis.

1153
00:54:32,080 --> 00:54:32,640
Speaker 1: I don't like that.

1154
00:54:32,920 --> 00:54:33,279
Speaker 5: I get it.

1155
00:54:33,560 --> 00:54:35,920
Speaker 3: I don't want to get into that shit. But other

1156
00:54:36,040 --> 00:54:38,000
Speaker 3: bio women was like, well, you ain't never gonna be

1157
00:54:38,040 --> 00:54:40,759
Speaker 3: real because you ain't never gonna have no pussy. You

1158
00:54:40,920 --> 00:54:45,040
Speaker 3: hear this fifty eleven times in your mind and in

1159
00:54:45,160 --> 00:54:48,040
Speaker 3: your in your or. You want to be as real

1160
00:54:48,120 --> 00:54:51,640
Speaker 3: as you can. And so a lot of women trans

1161
00:54:51,760 --> 00:54:55,279
Speaker 3: women sometimes I feel and do not people out there

1162
00:54:55,360 --> 00:54:57,040
Speaker 3: watching me. Take my word, it's low. These are my

1163
00:54:57,239 --> 00:55:00,880
Speaker 3: thoughts because I'm solid in my transition. Yes, and I

1164
00:55:00,960 --> 00:55:04,319
Speaker 3: don't want no pussy. That's another start.

1165
00:55:04,360 --> 00:55:05,480
Speaker 5: Okay, we're gonna talk about that.

1166
00:55:05,640 --> 00:55:10,120
Speaker 1: But my my thing is, you hear a lot of

1167
00:55:10,760 --> 00:55:11,200
Speaker 1: this going on.

1168
00:55:11,360 --> 00:55:14,600
Speaker 3: So at nineteen, I remember me hearing, you know, all

1169
00:55:14,640 --> 00:55:16,319
Speaker 3: the girls saying, oh girl, if you want to be real, bitch,

1170
00:55:16,320 --> 00:55:17,799
Speaker 3: you gotta get bit. You gotta be sick. You want

1171
00:55:17,800 --> 00:55:19,360
Speaker 3: to be sick, negirl, you gotta get you a pussy.

1172
00:55:20,000 --> 00:55:21,719
Speaker 3: And so I'm like, I don't want no pussy, but

1173
00:55:21,880 --> 00:55:24,880
Speaker 3: I want to be real. So I had told myself that.

1174
00:55:24,920 --> 00:55:26,719
Speaker 1: I was gonna when I get up enough money, I

1175
00:55:26,880 --> 00:55:27,640
Speaker 1: was going to get.

1176
00:55:28,080 --> 00:55:31,320
Speaker 3: A sex change, because all the girls were telling me

1177
00:55:31,640 --> 00:55:34,080
Speaker 3: that in order for you to be you know, for

1178
00:55:34,239 --> 00:55:36,120
Speaker 3: me to really you know this and ever, you have

1179
00:55:36,239 --> 00:55:39,360
Speaker 3: to have a pussy. So I was peer pressure in

1180
00:55:39,440 --> 00:55:42,440
Speaker 3: the beginning into thoughts of wanting to have a sex change.

1181
00:55:42,640 --> 00:55:42,799
Speaker 5: Right.

1182
00:55:43,560 --> 00:55:46,560
Speaker 3: So one night I had a rendezvous with a Puerto

1183
00:55:46,600 --> 00:55:50,239
Speaker 3: Rican guy and I because we pressed for time, I'll

1184
00:55:50,280 --> 00:55:52,240
Speaker 3: just give you the shortening.

1185
00:55:52,719 --> 00:55:55,040
Speaker 1: We went out, I mean, I picked him up, we

1186
00:55:55,120 --> 00:55:56,120
Speaker 1: went back to my place.

1187
00:55:56,440 --> 00:55:56,640
Speaker 8: You know.

1188
00:55:57,280 --> 00:55:59,520
Speaker 3: He I didn't tell him at first what I was

1189
00:55:59,719 --> 00:56:02,359
Speaker 3: because you know, I was a little nervous. And then

1190
00:56:02,400 --> 00:56:04,640
Speaker 3: he was like, uh, he knew, girl, because I was

1191
00:56:04,680 --> 00:56:06,560
Speaker 3: trying to hide raisor buns. I had raisor BOMs from

1192
00:56:07,040 --> 00:56:07,399
Speaker 3: that nigga.

1193
00:56:07,800 --> 00:56:10,919
Speaker 1: Well, let me just say in person, Oh no, because

1194
00:56:10,920 --> 00:56:11,560
Speaker 1: that that was then.

1195
00:56:13,400 --> 00:56:14,239
Speaker 5: I'm advanced.

1196
00:56:15,000 --> 00:56:20,120
Speaker 1: I'm a woman, honey, but that was then. And so

1197
00:56:20,239 --> 00:56:21,640
Speaker 1: I was trying to hide that. And he was like,

1198
00:56:21,680 --> 00:56:23,239
Speaker 1: what you what you're doing all that for whatever. I

1199
00:56:23,320 --> 00:56:28,360
Speaker 1: was like, you know, I'm a I'm gonna I'm a trends.

1200
00:56:28,840 --> 00:56:30,680
Speaker 1: Well I was. It was a trending. I said, I'm

1201
00:56:30,680 --> 00:56:34,560
Speaker 1: a I'm a she mail. That's back then. This is

1202
00:56:34,680 --> 00:56:38,719
Speaker 1: back then. I'm a mail, you know. And so he

1203
00:56:38,880 --> 00:56:40,880
Speaker 1: was like, okay. You know, So we went in the

1204
00:56:40,960 --> 00:56:43,880
Speaker 1: house and you know, we got into our little groove

1205
00:56:44,000 --> 00:56:47,680
Speaker 1: or whatever, and I was doing my panties up. He

1206
00:56:47,880 --> 00:56:49,040
Speaker 1: was like, no, pull it down.

1207
00:56:49,280 --> 00:56:50,000
Speaker 5: You want to see them.

1208
00:56:50,120 --> 00:56:51,800
Speaker 3: He wanted to see them balls and that dick and

1209
00:56:51,880 --> 00:56:54,400
Speaker 3: them titties. Pull it down because I had little titties.

1210
00:56:54,480 --> 00:56:57,080
Speaker 1: Oh my god, stopped put it down.

1211
00:56:57,120 --> 00:56:59,640
Speaker 3: I was like, and then when I when I when

1212
00:56:59,680 --> 00:57:01,960
Speaker 3: it came down or whatever and everything was out. I

1213
00:57:02,120 --> 00:57:05,040
Speaker 3: was still doing like this because.

1214
00:57:04,719 --> 00:57:05,560
Speaker 1: I was like, I am been.

1215
00:57:05,640 --> 00:57:07,440
Speaker 5: You can't take that big thing, do it.

1216
00:57:12,200 --> 00:57:16,200
Speaker 1: So I was trying to be as cut as possible.

1217
00:57:16,440 --> 00:57:23,920
Speaker 5: Stop and he was like, let it go. And I'm

1218
00:57:23,960 --> 00:57:24,480
Speaker 5: not gonna lie.

1219
00:57:24,560 --> 00:57:27,680
Speaker 3: You are though, and I've seen it, but sisters, listen

1220
00:57:27,760 --> 00:57:34,160
Speaker 3: to me, y'all in that moment. In that moment, because

1221
00:57:34,280 --> 00:57:37,680
Speaker 3: I never wanted to have a s r S. I

1222
00:57:37,840 --> 00:57:39,920
Speaker 3: wanted to have an s r S because they were

1223
00:57:40,000 --> 00:57:42,520
Speaker 3: telling sexual reassignment surgery.

1224
00:57:44,200 --> 00:57:46,360
Speaker 1: They were telling me that I had to have a

1225
00:57:46,400 --> 00:57:47,080
Speaker 1: pussy in order.

1226
00:57:47,280 --> 00:57:48,840
Speaker 5: You felt like that's what you needed to do.

1227
00:57:49,000 --> 00:57:51,720
Speaker 3: When that man, when I pulled my panties down and

1228
00:57:51,800 --> 00:57:54,640
Speaker 3: everything was everything, he was like like he told me

1229
00:57:54,720 --> 00:57:55,520
Speaker 3: I was perfect.

1230
00:57:56,840 --> 00:57:58,760
Speaker 5: So that was it for me.

1231
00:57:59,200 --> 00:57:59,800
Speaker 1: That was the last.

1232
00:58:00,320 --> 00:58:02,120
Speaker 3: That was the last time I thought about having a

1233
00:58:02,240 --> 00:58:03,400
Speaker 3: motherfucking six change.

1234
00:58:03,840 --> 00:58:06,680
Speaker 5: That was the last time because it wasn't something that

1235
00:58:06,800 --> 00:58:07,240
Speaker 5: you want to.

1236
00:58:08,760 --> 00:58:12,040
Speaker 1: Pleasing other people. And that's what I say, so you

1237
00:58:12,200 --> 00:58:15,640
Speaker 1: think every speak for people.

1238
00:58:15,680 --> 00:58:18,320
Speaker 2: I don't want to talk about the reason I wanted

1239
00:58:18,320 --> 00:58:21,240
Speaker 2: to talk about de transitioning is because I'm not gonna lie.

1240
00:58:21,400 --> 00:58:25,160
Speaker 2: Like everybody goes there a little weird phase when I

1241
00:58:25,320 --> 00:58:26,240
Speaker 2: was six, I.

1242
00:58:26,320 --> 00:58:29,240
Speaker 5: Was like, Mom called me DJ, I'm a boy. It

1243
00:58:29,400 --> 00:58:31,480
Speaker 5: was like I was six. I was a tomboy growing up.

1244
00:58:31,880 --> 00:58:33,440
Speaker 5: But like by the time I turned.

1245
00:58:33,240 --> 00:58:35,720
Speaker 3: To but you weren't mentally insane, no, I mean they

1246
00:58:35,800 --> 00:58:38,600
Speaker 3: were going through hormonal, hormonal changes. You were going through

1247
00:58:39,000 --> 00:58:39,960
Speaker 3: trying to figure it out.

1248
00:58:40,400 --> 00:58:44,480
Speaker 2: But there are people that are on I can't think

1249
00:58:44,520 --> 00:58:49,400
Speaker 2: of the girl's name Jazz, Jazz, That's what I'm saying.

1250
00:58:49,440 --> 00:58:51,320
Speaker 2: So it's like, how do you feel about people that

1251
00:58:51,400 --> 00:58:53,880
Speaker 2: are transitioning their children at such a young age.

1252
00:58:54,040 --> 00:58:55,880
Speaker 5: Because if my mom would have allowed me to.

1253
00:58:55,920 --> 00:58:59,360
Speaker 1: Be DJO have been fucked up and mad.

1254
00:58:59,560 --> 00:59:02,280
Speaker 5: I love being a woman. I was a tomboy.

1255
00:59:02,320 --> 00:59:03,480
Speaker 1: I just liked football.

1256
00:59:04,000 --> 00:59:05,880
Speaker 5: Bitch, this baby Jazz.

1257
00:59:05,680 --> 00:59:08,120
Speaker 1: Is she like she's grown now she's grown.

1258
00:59:08,200 --> 00:59:10,520
Speaker 5: Jazz has grown and she's still secured her decision.

1259
00:59:10,560 --> 00:59:14,040
Speaker 3: Well, she's had the operation she's had a the bottom

1260
00:59:14,120 --> 00:59:18,840
Speaker 3: of the bottom. Sorry, yeah, okay, So I'm on the

1261
00:59:18,920 --> 00:59:21,720
Speaker 3: fence with this. And I never talked about like, how

1262
00:59:22,120 --> 00:59:25,440
Speaker 3: is she about? Jazz is twenty, she's got to be

1263
00:59:25,520 --> 00:59:30,280
Speaker 3: in her twenties. Before Jazz Jazz was transitioning on TV

1264
00:59:30,400 --> 00:59:32,800
Speaker 3: on the It's she was like, I am Jazz like

1265
00:59:32,960 --> 00:59:33,800
Speaker 3: eight seven.

1266
00:59:34,480 --> 00:59:38,760
Speaker 1: I remember, yes, But Jazz has always looked like a girl.

1267
00:59:38,880 --> 00:59:39,240
Speaker 5: She did.

1268
00:59:39,360 --> 00:59:41,520
Speaker 3: She's always she's always looked like a girl. She's always

1269
00:59:41,560 --> 00:59:44,720
Speaker 3: carredtuff like that girl. She's always she always was a girl, right,

1270
00:59:45,040 --> 00:59:48,960
Speaker 3: And so you know, I personally think, but I'm here's

1271
00:59:49,000 --> 00:59:50,160
Speaker 3: here's where I'm on the faces.

1272
00:59:49,920 --> 00:59:50,720
Speaker 1: Because I got a little flat.

1273
00:59:50,920 --> 00:59:52,080
Speaker 5: I said, you ever talked about this?

1274
00:59:52,160 --> 00:59:53,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, I was on the I was on the show,

1275
00:59:53,560 --> 00:59:55,479
Speaker 3: and I got a little scratched back from it because

1276
00:59:55,520 --> 00:59:57,920
Speaker 3: I asked her because right now she's going through a

1277
00:59:57,960 --> 01:00:01,240
Speaker 3: lot of emotional a lot of depression and a lot

1278
01:00:01,280 --> 01:00:03,800
Speaker 3: of stuff. But she was already going through that before,

1279
01:00:04,800 --> 01:00:06,480
Speaker 3: you know, not it wasn't the surgery that did it.

1280
01:00:06,600 --> 01:00:13,200
Speaker 3: They had to you know, informed me, you know, they

1281
01:00:13,240 --> 01:00:15,120
Speaker 3: had to inform me that this is because I talked

1282
01:00:15,120 --> 01:00:15,680
Speaker 3: to her parents.

1283
01:00:16,880 --> 01:00:17,960
Speaker 1: Here's where I met on offense.

1284
01:00:20,080 --> 01:00:24,560
Speaker 3: Had I transitioned early, I would have been happy, Like

1285
01:00:24,600 --> 01:00:26,080
Speaker 3: if my mom, if I could have went in the

1286
01:00:26,120 --> 01:00:27,680
Speaker 3: room and said, Mommy, I'm a I think I'm a

1287
01:00:27,800 --> 01:00:30,880
Speaker 3: girl or I'm a woman and I and she gave

1288
01:00:30,960 --> 01:00:33,040
Speaker 3: me the opportunity, I would I think i'd have been

1289
01:00:33,120 --> 01:00:36,320
Speaker 3: more softer. I would it took me longer to get

1290
01:00:36,400 --> 01:00:38,480
Speaker 3: softer as the older because I did it in the older.

1291
01:00:39,840 --> 01:00:41,600
Speaker 3: I would have been soft, but I'm security. That's what

1292
01:00:41,800 --> 01:00:44,400
Speaker 3: this is what I want to be. Yeah, I would

1293
01:00:44,440 --> 01:00:46,200
Speaker 3: have been softer. I wouldn't have had to go through

1294
01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:48,200
Speaker 3: no hair growth and all that other ship Like I

1295
01:00:48,440 --> 01:00:50,240
Speaker 3: got to get laser and all that type of shit.

1296
01:00:50,480 --> 01:00:51,640
Speaker 1: I wouldn't have to be going through that.

1297
01:00:52,520 --> 01:00:55,200
Speaker 3: So I'm in a space of like I wish that

1298
01:00:55,240 --> 01:00:58,120
Speaker 3: could have happened for me, you know, but it didn't

1299
01:00:58,160 --> 01:01:01,320
Speaker 3: because my household wasn't a black household that we ain't

1300
01:01:01,320 --> 01:01:03,960
Speaker 3: feel it, they ain't doing all that. But I also

1301
01:01:04,080 --> 01:01:08,240
Speaker 3: think about, like I loved having the opportunity to experience

1302
01:01:08,520 --> 01:01:11,560
Speaker 3: being a boy at first, to know that that's not

1303
01:01:11,720 --> 01:01:14,240
Speaker 3: what I wanted, that I had no connection to really

1304
01:01:14,320 --> 01:01:16,400
Speaker 3: to that. So I'm glad that I got the opportunity

1305
01:01:16,440 --> 01:01:19,280
Speaker 3: to experience that, and I think that what happens with

1306
01:01:19,760 --> 01:01:24,000
Speaker 3: trans people, we need to have the opportunity to experience,

1307
01:01:25,280 --> 01:01:28,000
Speaker 3: you know, experience, so that we can know.

1308
01:01:28,920 --> 01:01:29,480
Speaker 1: Girl, there is.

1309
01:01:29,480 --> 01:01:32,160
Speaker 3: Nothing about me want to be on no fucking man.

1310
01:01:32,360 --> 01:01:34,480
Speaker 3: I don't want to buy no sneakers. I don't want

1311
01:01:34,520 --> 01:01:37,200
Speaker 3: to get no haircuts, I don't want There's nothing about

1312
01:01:37,280 --> 01:01:40,520
Speaker 3: that the interesting. It's nothing about it that when I

1313
01:01:40,600 --> 01:01:42,960
Speaker 3: think being a woman is the most beautiful thing that

1314
01:01:43,240 --> 01:01:43,680
Speaker 3: you can.

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Speaker 1: Be, and that's just what it is.

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01:01:46,680 --> 01:01:46,840
Speaker 8: You know.

1317
01:01:47,120 --> 01:01:49,560
Speaker 3: Now, I don't have a I don't have a mintro cycle.

1318
01:01:49,640 --> 01:01:50,920
Speaker 3: I don't want a mintal cycle.

1319
01:01:51,040 --> 01:01:51,640
Speaker 5: It's terrible.

1320
01:01:51,960 --> 01:01:52,160
Speaker 8: I know.

1321
01:01:52,320 --> 01:01:54,600
Speaker 5: I watch it and you're very lucky you don't have one.

1322
01:01:54,720 --> 01:01:55,000
Speaker 1: Listen.

1323
01:01:55,120 --> 01:01:57,440
Speaker 3: But I go through a mist real cycle with my

1324
01:01:57,560 --> 01:01:59,280
Speaker 3: mom when she had her so I know what she's

1325
01:01:59,560 --> 01:02:01,920
Speaker 3: so and I want to speak to this because this

1326
01:02:02,000 --> 01:02:07,000
Speaker 3: is important for me to say. I know that both

1327
01:02:07,080 --> 01:02:10,680
Speaker 3: of you ladies are females and I was born male.

1328
01:02:11,720 --> 01:02:17,240
Speaker 3: But you ladies share a lived experience that I could

1329
01:02:17,320 --> 01:02:20,760
Speaker 3: never share, and that is your You both have misstres cycles,

1330
01:02:20,800 --> 01:02:23,360
Speaker 3: you both can bear children, you both these are things

1331
01:02:23,400 --> 01:02:27,560
Speaker 3: that but we have shared experiences when we come down

1332
01:02:27,640 --> 01:02:29,480
Speaker 3: to talking about our experiences with men.

1333
01:02:29,800 --> 01:02:31,520
Speaker 1: We can sit here and have conversations.

1334
01:02:31,120 --> 01:02:33,960
Speaker 3: About all day things will happen men treat us and

1335
01:02:34,000 --> 01:02:36,640
Speaker 3: how this because these are this is where the men

1336
01:02:36,720 --> 01:02:37,720
Speaker 3: treat a woman.

1337
01:02:38,280 --> 01:02:40,080
Speaker 1: So I know the differences in between.

1338
01:02:40,160 --> 01:02:41,560
Speaker 3: So I don't need anybody because I know the straight

1339
01:02:41,560 --> 01:02:43,720
Speaker 3: folks to watch this stuff like oh you a girl?

1340
01:02:43,760 --> 01:02:43,960
Speaker 8: I know.

1341
01:02:45,840 --> 01:02:48,320
Speaker 1: I think that this is my thoughts.

1342
01:02:48,320 --> 01:02:50,200
Speaker 3: So trans people that are going to watch this show,

1343
01:02:52,080 --> 01:02:57,960
Speaker 3: chill because I will fuck you up. I think that

1344
01:02:58,320 --> 01:03:01,040
Speaker 3: we should have the opportunity to live to a degree

1345
01:03:01,640 --> 01:03:04,040
Speaker 3: to understand like this is the this is what I

1346
01:03:04,120 --> 01:03:07,520
Speaker 3: want to do, or I'm not. And I also feel

1347
01:03:07,600 --> 01:03:08,959
Speaker 3: this is that that I think this is the libra

1348
01:03:09,080 --> 01:03:14,760
Speaker 3: in me. And I also feel, yes, that's what we

1349
01:03:14,840 --> 01:03:17,360
Speaker 3: were just talking about. I was like, I'm a liberal

1350
01:03:17,720 --> 01:03:23,960
Speaker 3: and as that's why we click. And I feel that

1351
01:03:24,360 --> 01:03:27,920
Speaker 3: if you if I had the opportunity, this is my

1352
01:03:28,120 --> 01:03:30,920
Speaker 3: personal feeling, if I have the opportunity to transition when

1353
01:03:30,920 --> 01:03:34,640
Speaker 3: I was younger, like like, yes, I would.

1354
01:03:34,440 --> 01:03:38,760
Speaker 1: Have because I would have been more soft, more more woman.

1355
01:03:39,120 --> 01:03:41,080
Speaker 5: But you know what I'm saying, this is where I

1356
01:03:41,160 --> 01:03:43,280
Speaker 5: get I want to because you know what, I'm not

1357
01:03:43,560 --> 01:03:45,120
Speaker 5: soft I'm.

1358
01:03:45,960 --> 01:03:50,720
Speaker 1: Walking the be oh nigga. So it's you probably would

1359
01:03:50,760 --> 01:03:56,680
Speaker 1: have been softer, mama, not all that thick and juice. No,

1360
01:03:56,840 --> 01:03:58,520
Speaker 1: But what I'm saying is muscle.

1361
01:03:58,840 --> 01:04:01,439
Speaker 2: It doesn't well, okay, but you're talking about body wise

1362
01:04:01,480 --> 01:04:04,440
Speaker 2: because I feel like soft. That's why I say the

1363
01:04:04,560 --> 01:04:07,320
Speaker 2: definition of there is no definition of a man and

1364
01:04:07,400 --> 01:04:10,120
Speaker 2: a woman. And the reason I say that because there's

1365
01:04:10,360 --> 01:04:13,840
Speaker 2: women that are born biologically a woman and they're harder

1366
01:04:13,880 --> 01:04:15,920
Speaker 2: than some of these men out here. That is physically,

1367
01:04:16,680 --> 01:04:19,080
Speaker 2: So you can say physically you would have been born softer.

1368
01:04:19,240 --> 01:04:23,600
Speaker 2: But I'm a hard person. But when I say hard,

1369
01:04:24,160 --> 01:04:27,080
Speaker 2: I'm not like Drea is very like delicate dainty that

1370
01:04:27,520 --> 01:04:28,080
Speaker 2: I'm not that.

1371
01:04:29,560 --> 01:04:30,000
Speaker 1: The difference.

1372
01:04:30,040 --> 01:04:32,880
Speaker 2: Okay, you don't, but this is coming from and we're

1373
01:04:32,880 --> 01:04:34,880
Speaker 2: gonna talk about this on Patreon because we're gonna get

1374
01:04:34,920 --> 01:04:36,440
Speaker 2: into what people say about just Hilary.

1375
01:04:36,720 --> 01:04:39,160
Speaker 5: I get that all the time. That was a joke.

1376
01:04:39,200 --> 01:04:40,720
Speaker 2: People used to say to me all the time. You

1377
01:04:40,920 --> 01:04:43,440
Speaker 2: a linebacker, Oh, let's aligne backer.

1378
01:04:43,840 --> 01:04:46,000
Speaker 1: She Okay, I'm glad you said this.

1379
01:04:46,600 --> 01:04:47,880
Speaker 5: I get that all the time.

1380
01:04:47,960 --> 01:04:50,280
Speaker 1: So it's like I cannot change how I am.

1381
01:04:50,440 --> 01:04:52,680
Speaker 5: Yes, I'm tall, Yes, I got big feet.

1382
01:04:52,960 --> 01:04:54,120
Speaker 1: Yes, I got a deep voice.

1383
01:04:54,240 --> 01:04:57,360
Speaker 2: Yes, when I laugh, I'm a yeah, i'd be like

1384
01:04:57,640 --> 01:04:59,280
Speaker 2: a nigga, like this is my personality.

1385
01:04:59,320 --> 01:05:02,800
Speaker 3: But I'm still woman's female. Yes, you're a woman. But

1386
01:05:02,920 --> 01:05:07,360
Speaker 3: here's the thing, when not just stuff, Jess herself has

1387
01:05:07,440 --> 01:05:10,600
Speaker 3: been miss gendered. I never miss gendered Jess. Jess has

1388
01:05:10,600 --> 01:05:14,040
Speaker 3: been missgendered about the industry, people, just by society. Yeah,

1389
01:05:14,080 --> 01:05:18,120
Speaker 3: being you know, because she has I think Jess has

1390
01:05:18,320 --> 01:05:21,320
Speaker 3: she's I think Jess is very pretty to me, yes,

1391
01:05:21,600 --> 01:05:24,120
Speaker 3: just is very pretty. But I also think that Jess

1392
01:05:24,360 --> 01:05:31,680
Speaker 3: has she has masculine energy, as do I. Masculine energy

1393
01:05:31,840 --> 01:05:34,240
Speaker 3: and and and and if you are a person that's

1394
01:05:34,400 --> 01:05:37,000
Speaker 3: that that can pick up our injury, it makes you

1395
01:05:37,160 --> 01:05:40,800
Speaker 3: because I've been around some men that I.

1396
01:05:40,800 --> 01:05:44,160
Speaker 5: Don't been like makes sometimes men have femine it.

1397
01:05:44,280 --> 01:05:48,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, like you kind of right, and that's not the case, right,

1398
01:05:50,880 --> 01:05:51,320
Speaker 1: And that's what.

1399
01:05:51,360 --> 01:05:55,440
Speaker 2: I'm saying that, And like, so that's why I say, like,

1400
01:05:56,720 --> 01:05:59,400
Speaker 2: I don't it's hard to define what a woman is.

1401
01:05:59,600 --> 01:06:02,760
Speaker 2: And the reason I say that is because I don't.

1402
01:06:03,880 --> 01:06:06,920
Speaker 2: I'm a biological woman. Yes, now I agree.

1403
01:06:07,000 --> 01:06:09,600
Speaker 1: Like when Bruce Jenner got Woman of the Year, it

1404
01:06:09,760 --> 01:06:11,720
Speaker 1: was weird to me because, first.

1405
01:06:11,520 --> 01:06:14,200
Speaker 3: Of all, y'all put sayssholds was playing on our tops.

1406
01:06:15,240 --> 01:06:19,760
Speaker 3: Hello Bruce Jenner aka Kaitlyn, who I'm gonna not disrespect,

1407
01:06:20,360 --> 01:06:23,000
Speaker 3: But Kaitlyn was the prime example of.

1408
01:06:25,080 --> 01:06:26,520
Speaker 1: Foolery when it comes down to that.

1409
01:06:26,560 --> 01:06:29,200
Speaker 2: And I also think he's going through a d transition

1410
01:06:29,320 --> 01:06:33,680
Speaker 2: right now. Yes, but okay, okay, you you talked about

1411
01:06:33,720 --> 01:06:35,920
Speaker 2: this a little bit. You have touched on so many

1412
01:06:35,960 --> 01:06:37,120
Speaker 2: subjects that I already want.

1413
01:06:37,040 --> 01:06:37,360
Speaker 1: To touch on.

1414
01:06:38,040 --> 01:06:41,400
Speaker 5: So a trans woman, do you date straight men?

1415
01:06:41,760 --> 01:06:41,960
Speaker 1: Yes?

1416
01:06:42,440 --> 01:06:44,120
Speaker 5: Do you date gay men? Gave?

1417
01:06:44,160 --> 01:06:44,840
Speaker 1: Men don't like me?

1418
01:06:45,880 --> 01:06:47,080
Speaker 5: Why what you mean? Men?

1419
01:06:47,840 --> 01:06:50,960
Speaker 1: Men that identify as gay don't want me? Why I'm

1420
01:06:50,960 --> 01:06:51,360
Speaker 1: a woman?

1421
01:06:51,800 --> 01:06:54,760
Speaker 5: Okay, that's fair that the man mean.

1422
01:06:54,960 --> 01:06:55,600
Speaker 1: But straight?

1423
01:06:55,760 --> 01:06:56,760
Speaker 5: You date straight men?

1424
01:06:56,920 --> 01:07:00,440
Speaker 1: So but they want identify it straight? Yes, men who

1425
01:07:00,480 --> 01:07:01,920
Speaker 1: have one of vagina.

1426
01:07:02,600 --> 01:07:04,440
Speaker 5: Yeah, but that's why I think.

1427
01:07:04,560 --> 01:07:05,120
Speaker 1: But here's the thing.

1428
01:07:05,720 --> 01:07:09,160
Speaker 3: Ain't gotten to the place where where where this all

1429
01:07:09,200 --> 01:07:11,600
Speaker 3: we focused on is should I tell you there's some

1430
01:07:11,720 --> 01:07:14,320
Speaker 3: men like that that are attracted to just exactly who

1431
01:07:14,360 --> 01:07:18,240
Speaker 3: you are? Okay, And and you know now I think

1432
01:07:18,760 --> 01:07:22,520
Speaker 3: and here here we go, menu, hold y'all on, y'all

1433
01:07:22,560 --> 01:07:26,120
Speaker 3: motherfucking around. I think that men who date trans women

1434
01:07:26,160 --> 01:07:30,000
Speaker 3: are not homosexual. I think that they are either, because

1435
01:07:30,520 --> 01:07:33,960
Speaker 3: you they have the right to identify, just like we

1436
01:07:34,120 --> 01:07:36,640
Speaker 3: identify what. They have the right to identify as whatever

1437
01:07:36,640 --> 01:07:38,920
Speaker 3: they did. They have the right to say I'm straight.

1438
01:07:39,160 --> 01:07:41,240
Speaker 3: They got the right to do that. Now, when it

1439
01:07:41,320 --> 01:07:43,840
Speaker 3: comes down to it, I believe that if a man

1440
01:07:43,960 --> 01:07:47,200
Speaker 3: sleeps with a woman and a trans woman, he is

1441
01:07:47,280 --> 01:07:49,400
Speaker 3: still straight because that's a woman on all spectrums in

1442
01:07:49,480 --> 01:07:51,520
Speaker 3: his eyes. Women have to get out of that that

1443
01:07:51,720 --> 01:07:54,760
Speaker 3: complex of thinking like, oh if he y'all both are

1444
01:07:54,920 --> 01:07:56,160
Speaker 3: very fine as sexy ladies.

1445
01:07:56,280 --> 01:07:59,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm slightly built like y'all. I used to be

1446
01:07:59,760 --> 01:08:03,000
Speaker 2: before you are. You're a I got I just got

1447
01:08:03,080 --> 01:08:06,360
Speaker 2: breast reduction. Me before my breast reduction, I look like.

1448
01:08:06,640 --> 01:08:10,960
Speaker 1: This, Yes, but sister, I used to be. You know,

1449
01:08:11,120 --> 01:08:13,640
Speaker 1: you've seen the stuff, But this is my thing.

1450
01:08:14,400 --> 01:08:16,880
Speaker 3: What makes you think that if we all lined up

1451
01:08:16,960 --> 01:08:18,839
Speaker 3: in all I t is sitting up in our asses

1452
01:08:18,840 --> 01:08:20,640
Speaker 3: like this, and a man attracted to that that now

1453
01:08:20,720 --> 01:08:21,760
Speaker 3: he's you know that man?

1454
01:08:21,880 --> 01:08:23,920
Speaker 1: Like damn, I was hit all them.

1455
01:08:24,880 --> 01:08:27,760
Speaker 3: Men are impulsive when it comes down to sexual things.

1456
01:08:27,840 --> 01:08:31,479
Speaker 3: So you can't just identify or put a put a

1457
01:08:31,640 --> 01:08:34,080
Speaker 3: label on somebody for a sexual experience.

1458
01:08:34,720 --> 01:08:37,160
Speaker 1: You can't. I could go out here y'all bad than

1459
01:08:37,200 --> 01:08:38,839
Speaker 1: the motherfucker, and if my day would.

1460
01:08:38,600 --> 01:08:40,120
Speaker 3: Have got hard and I could have hit both of y'all,

1461
01:08:40,160 --> 01:08:41,720
Speaker 3: I'm still gonna want me a man when it's over.

1462
01:08:42,760 --> 01:08:48,400
Speaker 1: I can hit both of y'all today, and still I

1463
01:08:48,680 --> 01:08:51,600
Speaker 1: still want a nigga. Okay, but let me say this.

1464
01:08:51,640 --> 01:08:55,679
Speaker 1: I'm but I do have a question.

1465
01:08:56,360 --> 01:09:00,240
Speaker 5: I feel like, so if you don't feel like if

1466
01:09:00,280 --> 01:09:02,360
Speaker 5: a man wants penetration, that doesn't make.

1467
01:09:02,280 --> 01:09:05,360
Speaker 3: But listen, men that deal with me don't always want

1468
01:09:05,520 --> 01:09:07,839
Speaker 3: it's some niggas that bitch you better put that motherfucker

1469
01:09:07,920 --> 01:09:08,400
Speaker 3: to the side.

1470
01:09:08,760 --> 01:09:09,840
Speaker 1: That ship. I ain't gonna do with that.

1471
01:09:09,960 --> 01:09:11,920
Speaker 5: They just want that. But if they want the bug,

1472
01:09:12,080 --> 01:09:13,599
Speaker 5: they want that, they want my energy.

1473
01:09:13,680 --> 01:09:18,759
Speaker 3: They that because we say it's the connection, it's the connection,

1474
01:09:18,960 --> 01:09:21,920
Speaker 3: it's the person, it's the connection. And my thing is

1475
01:09:22,800 --> 01:09:25,360
Speaker 3: just because a man has an experience does not necessarily

1476
01:09:25,439 --> 01:09:28,719
Speaker 3: make him that. Just because a woman has an experience

1477
01:09:28,760 --> 01:09:32,160
Speaker 3: doesn't necessarily make hurt. That a man could be out

1478
01:09:32,200 --> 01:09:36,519
Speaker 3: there hitting fifty damn going fifty transsexual. He could be

1479
01:09:36,600 --> 01:09:38,439
Speaker 3: here in fifty transactions that don't make him want to

1480
01:09:38,600 --> 01:09:41,040
Speaker 3: be just like I would. That's some of that is

1481
01:09:41,120 --> 01:09:42,719
Speaker 3: just a sexual thing for a nigga.

1482
01:09:42,760 --> 01:09:47,240
Speaker 5: Okay, but I'm not gonna lie conky, that's all. But

1483
01:09:47,400 --> 01:09:50,120
Speaker 5: not let me ask something. But if that's my man

1484
01:09:50,280 --> 01:09:53,000
Speaker 5: sexual thing, he don't really like me?

1485
01:09:53,400 --> 01:09:53,600
Speaker 1: You do?

1486
01:09:54,160 --> 01:09:57,559
Speaker 5: No, you don't. How I'm not going how How if

1487
01:09:57,640 --> 01:09:58,599
Speaker 5: he if he's.

1488
01:09:58,560 --> 01:10:01,559
Speaker 3: Having sex, if he even is he, if he's having

1489
01:10:01,680 --> 01:10:06,280
Speaker 3: six with five six trans women, how does he really

1490
01:10:06,439 --> 01:10:06,640
Speaker 3: like me?

1491
01:10:07,439 --> 01:10:10,280
Speaker 1: That what made him stop liking you? Because he could

1492
01:10:10,280 --> 01:10:10,719
Speaker 1: be having.

1493
01:10:10,600 --> 01:10:12,919
Speaker 5: SAP with five they didn't have the surgery.

1494
01:10:13,240 --> 01:10:15,799
Speaker 3: He could be having said with five six different bitches.

1495
01:10:16,640 --> 01:10:19,839
Speaker 3: That man is out there fucking now when we talk about.

1496
01:10:19,640 --> 01:10:22,080
Speaker 5: Getting you feel like fucking don't matter. He's just fucking.

1497
01:10:23,120 --> 01:10:25,000
Speaker 1: These niggas all cut a hole in the box and stick.

1498
01:10:26,920 --> 01:10:31,479
Speaker 5: Well, okay, so can I keep it real? Weiga home

1499
01:10:31,560 --> 01:10:32,960
Speaker 5: concrete when they can come.

1500
01:10:33,600 --> 01:10:35,320
Speaker 2: So let me say what I have to say, and

1501
01:10:35,479 --> 01:10:37,920
Speaker 2: I hope y'all don't cut you. I'm gonna keep it honest.

1502
01:10:38,920 --> 01:10:42,280
Speaker 2: If my man told me like he had sex like

1503
01:10:42,439 --> 01:10:46,479
Speaker 2: a trans woman, I would feel like you was probably

1504
01:10:46,560 --> 01:10:48,080
Speaker 2: over there sucking the little dick.

1505
01:10:48,320 --> 01:10:49,760
Speaker 1: Your mind would tell you that.

1506
01:10:49,960 --> 01:10:53,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, So that's my because I feel like, if you

1507
01:10:53,920 --> 01:10:56,720
Speaker 2: want vagina and you want that, that's what you want.

1508
01:10:56,760 --> 01:10:58,679
Speaker 2: Because I feel like, if you're if you're having sex

1509
01:10:58,760 --> 01:11:01,519
Speaker 2: with somebody who still has a peces, the penis is

1510
01:11:01,560 --> 01:11:03,680
Speaker 2: what you want. Because I want a penis, and I

1511
01:11:03,760 --> 01:11:06,320
Speaker 2: think that's how that's where my mind goes. And it's

1512
01:11:06,400 --> 01:11:08,599
Speaker 2: not a problem. It's not a problem with a man

1513
01:11:08,720 --> 01:11:11,240
Speaker 2: wanting a penis. It's not a problem because I don't have.

1514
01:11:11,439 --> 01:11:13,160
Speaker 2: I just don't want a man who wants to see.

1515
01:11:13,200 --> 01:11:14,479
Speaker 2: Those are because I don't want vagina.

1516
01:11:14,800 --> 01:11:17,080
Speaker 3: See those are your thoughts, but there are what people

1517
01:11:17,120 --> 01:11:19,360
Speaker 3: don't understand that if you never really get opportunity to

1518
01:11:19,400 --> 01:11:21,800
Speaker 3: talk to men who are in that space. I just

1519
01:11:21,960 --> 01:11:23,880
Speaker 3: want to I like a trans girl. I like by

1520
01:11:23,960 --> 01:11:26,519
Speaker 3: your women, and I like a trans woman and I

1521
01:11:26,600 --> 01:11:28,680
Speaker 3: don't there are trains. I don't give a fuck if

1522
01:11:28,720 --> 01:11:29,080
Speaker 3: she got a.

1523
01:11:29,080 --> 01:11:31,120
Speaker 1: Dick or not. I don't want I'm not different. It's

1524
01:11:31,400 --> 01:11:34,600
Speaker 1: I like, God, y'all fin to fuck me up.

1525
01:11:34,680 --> 01:11:36,559
Speaker 5: Okay, come on, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

1526
01:11:37,720 --> 01:11:41,240
Speaker 1: But there are some men that like the manufactured. They

1527
01:11:41,400 --> 01:11:44,320
Speaker 1: like the manufacturer. It's just like that's just just kick.

1528
01:11:44,880 --> 01:11:48,160
Speaker 1: They gotta dick. That's okay, but move ad I'm not.

1529
01:11:48,240 --> 01:11:48,960
Speaker 1: I'm not here for that.

1530
01:11:49,400 --> 01:11:51,800
Speaker 5: They don't want the dick, do you not? Y'all?

1531
01:11:52,720 --> 01:11:55,400
Speaker 3: Women will never understand in my line of work when

1532
01:11:55,439 --> 01:11:57,880
Speaker 3: I was when I used to be a sex worker

1533
01:11:58,320 --> 01:12:01,160
Speaker 3: like that, there were a large percentage of men that

1534
01:12:01,240 --> 01:12:04,200
Speaker 3: came to clientele with me that never touched my dick.

1535
01:12:05,439 --> 01:12:08,559
Speaker 5: Really, So that's why I said we in the bed now, we.

1536
01:12:09,280 --> 01:12:10,000
Speaker 1: Never touched it.

1537
01:12:11,360 --> 01:12:14,799
Speaker 3: They came there because it wasn't it was exotic.

1538
01:12:16,200 --> 01:12:20,479
Speaker 5: So yes, ma'am, it was like a battle. No, that's

1539
01:12:20,520 --> 01:12:24,479
Speaker 5: the top because I was about yeah, okay, because that's

1540
01:12:24,520 --> 01:12:27,400
Speaker 5: what I always wondered too. I wonder if because we.

1541
01:12:30,520 --> 01:12:34,519
Speaker 4: Do men necessarily feel like, Okay, you're gonna be a

1542
01:12:34,560 --> 01:12:37,599
Speaker 4: bottom automatically because you want woman.

1543
01:12:37,920 --> 01:12:39,600
Speaker 3: Well that's what they come there for me, for me

1544
01:12:39,840 --> 01:12:42,040
Speaker 3: to play that role, but not this new age of

1545
01:12:42,160 --> 01:12:43,040
Speaker 3: stuff that's going on.

1546
01:12:43,920 --> 01:12:45,240
Speaker 1: It's a lot of new age ship going on.

1547
01:12:45,320 --> 01:12:47,040
Speaker 2: Because I'm not gonna lie like if I was hitting

1548
01:12:47,040 --> 01:12:48,880
Speaker 2: on you, I want you to have, you want me

1549
01:12:48,960 --> 01:12:50,639
Speaker 2: to I want you to give it to me. It's

1550
01:12:50,680 --> 01:12:51,640
Speaker 2: a lot, right because you know.

1551
01:12:51,680 --> 01:12:54,200
Speaker 3: I got a big car like I would have, like

1552
01:12:54,280 --> 01:12:55,720
Speaker 3: I would I would give you.

1553
01:12:57,960 --> 01:13:00,479
Speaker 1: To be I want to know what it to you.

1554
01:13:00,880 --> 01:13:03,280
Speaker 1: But you see her mental You want to.

1555
01:13:04,760 --> 01:13:06,439
Speaker 5: I want that. You want to dig?

1556
01:13:06,960 --> 01:13:09,120
Speaker 1: She want to? No, y'all want her to.

1557
01:13:09,760 --> 01:13:11,840
Speaker 3: I want to beat me down. But here's the thing

1558
01:13:11,960 --> 01:13:14,160
Speaker 3: that you see how both of these women. Both of

1559
01:13:14,200 --> 01:13:17,080
Speaker 3: these women have their own set of idea on what

1560
01:13:17,160 --> 01:13:17,600
Speaker 3: they want to do.

1561
01:13:17,960 --> 01:13:19,320
Speaker 1: This is how the men operate.

1562
01:13:20,160 --> 01:13:21,280
Speaker 5: The men operate like that.

1563
01:13:21,520 --> 01:13:23,280
Speaker 1: Like like she said, you ask the ship. I don't

1564
01:13:23,320 --> 01:13:25,519
Speaker 1: want you to you look like that. I know you

1565
01:13:25,640 --> 01:13:26,439
Speaker 1: got it, but I want to.

1566
01:13:26,560 --> 01:13:28,639
Speaker 5: I want to be I want to. You don't want

1567
01:13:28,640 --> 01:13:30,679
Speaker 5: to be how I was because she's so fine.

1568
01:13:31,400 --> 01:13:32,720
Speaker 1: I want her to beat me up.

1569
01:13:32,880 --> 01:13:35,360
Speaker 3: And now this answers you'll question, Oh god, this is

1570
01:13:35,400 --> 01:13:38,320
Speaker 3: the way it works. This is exactly the way it

1571
01:13:38,400 --> 01:13:40,640
Speaker 3: works with the way with men. This is how the

1572
01:13:40,720 --> 01:13:43,840
Speaker 3: men feel. It works exactly like this. Okay, this is

1573
01:13:43,960 --> 01:13:47,200
Speaker 3: y'all answer right here. That's how it happens. There are

1574
01:13:47,280 --> 01:13:49,360
Speaker 3: men who say, damn, I want to fuck that. I

1575
01:13:49,479 --> 01:13:52,559
Speaker 3: know I got a cousin. She's so motherfucking real, so pussy,

1576
01:13:52,640 --> 01:13:55,880
Speaker 3: so real, gorgeous. A man told us, I ain't never

1577
01:13:55,960 --> 01:13:58,760
Speaker 3: fucked now one of y'all niggas, But I fucked that

1578
01:13:58,920 --> 01:14:01,080
Speaker 3: nigga right there. I tied string around that nigga dick

1579
01:14:01,120 --> 01:14:03,920
Speaker 3: until that. They said that about my cousins because my

1580
01:14:03,960 --> 01:14:07,559
Speaker 3: cousins is trans, but that bitch is. That bitch is gorgeous. Okay,

1581
01:14:08,120 --> 01:14:09,640
Speaker 3: that nigga say, I ain't never fucked with none of

1582
01:14:09,720 --> 01:14:11,720
Speaker 3: y'all nigga. All y'all is niggas, but that ain't no

1583
01:14:11,840 --> 01:14:14,240
Speaker 3: nigga right there. And I tied a string around that

1584
01:14:14,960 --> 01:14:16,560
Speaker 3: until it fall off, and I fucked that bitch, and

1585
01:14:16,600 --> 01:14:19,639
Speaker 3: I asked it to her dick fall off, and that's

1586
01:14:19,680 --> 01:14:25,360
Speaker 3: what he said because he was so infectuated. But he

1587
01:14:25,479 --> 01:14:28,680
Speaker 3: called the rest of us niggas though he's not that one.

1588
01:14:29,080 --> 01:14:31,320
Speaker 1: That's not her, but that happens.

1589
01:14:31,760 --> 01:14:32,639
Speaker 5: That's crazy.

1590
01:14:32,800 --> 01:14:34,960
Speaker 1: Y'all don't understand that this is what happens. There's some men.

1591
01:14:35,000 --> 01:14:36,920
Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, I fuck with that one right now.

1592
01:14:36,920 --> 01:14:37,920
Speaker 5: Okay, So let me ask you this.

1593
01:14:38,040 --> 01:14:41,680
Speaker 3: Because she looks more feminine, not that maybe because she

1594
01:14:41,760 --> 01:14:43,840
Speaker 3: looks more feminine, and then he knows that she was

1595
01:14:43,920 --> 01:14:47,080
Speaker 3: born male. But it's like it's impossible, it's impossible, Like

1596
01:14:47,280 --> 01:14:47,880
Speaker 3: that's a bitch.

1597
01:14:48,760 --> 01:14:50,280
Speaker 1: It's some kind of defence. I'm not gonna lie.

1598
01:14:50,520 --> 01:14:53,920
Speaker 5: That's crazy. I didn't know that you were a trans

1599
01:14:54,040 --> 01:14:54,959
Speaker 5: woman until.

1600
01:14:54,800 --> 01:14:56,160
Speaker 1: You're alone time.

1601
01:14:56,439 --> 01:14:58,760
Speaker 5: I didn't even know because I didn't find you off

1602
01:14:58,800 --> 01:14:59,360
Speaker 5: of your porn.

1603
01:14:59,479 --> 01:15:02,120
Speaker 2: I found you off of like the vines and the

1604
01:15:02,160 --> 01:15:04,240
Speaker 2: Puerto Rican, not the porny vines and ship.

1605
01:15:04,680 --> 01:15:08,200
Speaker 1: It was like the funny stuff that you know. So

1606
01:15:08,320 --> 01:15:11,320
Speaker 1: I was like, so that's why we're.

1607
01:15:11,160 --> 01:15:20,320
Speaker 3: About to get into the bowl. So we're already in

1608
01:15:20,400 --> 01:15:20,680
Speaker 3: the bed.

1609
01:15:21,000 --> 01:15:23,920
Speaker 2: But I don't want to talk about like bottom surgery, sorry,

1610
01:15:23,920 --> 01:15:25,000
Speaker 2: as surgery, what you call it?

1611
01:15:25,840 --> 01:15:28,280
Speaker 5: Why or why not? Do you think it's a good decision.

1612
01:15:28,680 --> 01:15:32,000
Speaker 3: I think that bottom surgery is for their own preference,

1613
01:15:32,120 --> 01:15:34,360
Speaker 3: Like I don't want it, And I think that the

1614
01:15:34,400 --> 01:15:37,719
Speaker 3: girls that have bottom surgery, you know, they they've watched

1615
01:15:37,800 --> 01:15:40,960
Speaker 3: women for so long and they've been like this completes me.

1616
01:15:41,400 --> 01:15:46,080
Speaker 1: Everybody has their own area of completion. I'm done. I

1617
01:15:46,120 --> 01:15:47,559
Speaker 1: don't want no moment like you're a woman.

1618
01:15:48,439 --> 01:15:49,040
Speaker 5: I don't you know what.

1619
01:15:49,439 --> 01:15:51,160
Speaker 2: And I don't mean to be offensive. I don't look

1620
01:15:51,160 --> 01:15:52,799
Speaker 2: at you as a trans woman though.

1621
01:15:54,200 --> 01:16:00,200
Speaker 5: I don't see you don't do it like that. What

1622
01:16:00,280 --> 01:16:01,160
Speaker 5: am I about to say?

1623
01:16:07,520 --> 01:16:10,120
Speaker 3: Well, we all heard you snoring. I heard may have

1624
01:16:10,360 --> 01:16:13,439
Speaker 3: escort her ass to the car because she over the heads.

1625
01:16:14,360 --> 01:16:15,200
Speaker 1: It was a little snort.

1626
01:16:15,240 --> 01:16:15,920
Speaker 5: I'll stow too.

1627
01:16:16,080 --> 01:16:19,000
Speaker 3: So, but I don't look at you as a thank you,

1628
01:16:19,240 --> 01:16:20,920
Speaker 3: thank you as a man. You don't look at me

1629
01:16:21,360 --> 01:16:24,519
Speaker 3: when I first when I first saw you on Kaya.

1630
01:16:24,680 --> 01:16:26,840
Speaker 3: I want to tell you this, ladies. I want you

1631
01:16:27,000 --> 01:16:29,960
Speaker 3: to be free in y'all conversations, you know, because y'all

1632
01:16:30,000 --> 01:16:33,720
Speaker 3: are very respectful, very respectful, and we can have real

1633
01:16:33,760 --> 01:16:37,600
Speaker 3: conversations y'all, homosexuals and translations out there. You have to

1634
01:16:38,200 --> 01:16:41,439
Speaker 3: allow a space. If you want to educate people, if

1635
01:16:41,479 --> 01:16:43,519
Speaker 3: you want to teach somebody something, you have to allow this.

1636
01:16:43,760 --> 01:16:47,600
Speaker 3: You have to put the fucking razors down and just

1637
01:16:47,960 --> 01:16:50,280
Speaker 3: make the space comfortable for you all, for you all

1638
01:16:50,320 --> 01:16:53,320
Speaker 3: to learn from each other. Yeah, and say, hey, you

1639
01:16:53,400 --> 01:16:55,080
Speaker 3: know my pronounces are she and her?

1640
01:16:55,160 --> 01:16:55,360
Speaker 1: Y'all.

1641
01:16:55,400 --> 01:16:57,720
Speaker 3: They're respecting me as she and her. So if you

1642
01:16:57,960 --> 01:16:59,639
Speaker 3: wanted to say, I don't look at you as a man,

1643
01:16:59,760 --> 01:17:00,519
Speaker 3: I'm okay with that.

1644
01:17:00,640 --> 01:17:01,719
Speaker 5: I don't don't.

1645
01:17:01,920 --> 01:17:02,639
Speaker 1: I didn't either.

1646
01:17:02,880 --> 01:17:04,640
Speaker 2: I don't like when I look at you, I'll be

1647
01:17:04,760 --> 01:17:08,640
Speaker 2: like she. I've never got it confused twistedness.

1648
01:17:07,960 --> 01:17:11,000
Speaker 3: Yes, but I always remind folks that I'm trans because

1649
01:17:11,080 --> 01:17:13,920
Speaker 3: I'm okay with being trans you okay, well who you are?

1650
01:17:14,000 --> 01:17:16,120
Speaker 1: I'm a transen. I am not a female.

1651
01:17:16,400 --> 01:17:19,479
Speaker 4: I know this, but some women, But can I ask

1652
01:17:19,520 --> 01:17:21,519
Speaker 4: you yes, which is what I wanted to get into,

1653
01:17:21,960 --> 01:17:26,160
Speaker 4: how do you feel about the trans women that get

1654
01:17:26,280 --> 01:17:29,920
Speaker 4: upset and they tried to say, well, I'm a woman too,

1655
01:17:30,240 --> 01:17:32,800
Speaker 4: like I'm not no different from a woman who's born one.

1656
01:17:33,479 --> 01:17:35,920
Speaker 3: I think that that's something that they have to really

1657
01:17:35,960 --> 01:17:38,280
Speaker 3: come to grips with. And I think that that's like

1658
01:17:38,400 --> 01:17:40,720
Speaker 3: you have to come to grips with the truth. And

1659
01:17:40,840 --> 01:17:43,240
Speaker 3: the truth is if you've had if you have nuts,

1660
01:17:43,880 --> 01:17:48,920
Speaker 3: or if you've ever had nuts, you are a trans woman.

1661
01:17:49,200 --> 01:17:49,479
Speaker 5: Okay.

1662
01:17:50,000 --> 01:17:52,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, Again, the.

1663
01:17:52,160 --> 01:17:54,360
Speaker 3: Three of us ladies sitting over here on this sofa,

1664
01:17:54,520 --> 01:17:57,120
Speaker 3: we have shared experiences when it comes to men.

1665
01:17:59,200 --> 01:18:02,080
Speaker 1: The two of these ladies here have lived experiences.

1666
01:18:02,160 --> 01:18:06,679
Speaker 3: Because I don't know, I don't go, I can't shot

1667
01:18:06,720 --> 01:18:10,760
Speaker 3: for pads, I can't tell you how at that time of.

1668
01:18:10,760 --> 01:18:14,920
Speaker 1: The month is I don't know anything about that. I

1669
01:18:14,920 --> 01:18:16,040
Speaker 1: don't know about that.

1670
01:18:16,200 --> 01:18:18,720
Speaker 3: That has nothing to because that's not an experience that

1671
01:18:18,840 --> 01:18:21,880
Speaker 3: I can share with. That's a lived experience from you

1672
01:18:21,960 --> 01:18:23,920
Speaker 3: two women. Now that when we can sit here and

1673
01:18:23,960 --> 01:18:25,400
Speaker 3: talk niggas all day.

1674
01:18:26,680 --> 01:18:27,400
Speaker 1: We can talk.

1675
01:18:27,360 --> 01:18:32,000
Speaker 3: Niggas all day and ship they do, the fucked up ship,

1676
01:18:32,160 --> 01:18:35,000
Speaker 3: the good ship, how good one was to you? How

1677
01:18:35,280 --> 01:18:37,240
Speaker 3: we could talk about that because we have those shares

1678
01:18:38,000 --> 01:18:39,799
Speaker 3: as women, all.

1679
01:18:41,800 --> 01:18:42,559
Speaker 1: By your women.

1680
01:18:43,080 --> 01:18:47,040
Speaker 2: I'm a transm Okay, So when it comes to like

1681
01:18:48,479 --> 01:18:52,360
Speaker 2: being a trans woman, which you're very open with, do

1682
01:18:52,479 --> 01:18:56,280
Speaker 2: you feel like, though, like it makes a man gay

1683
01:18:56,439 --> 01:18:58,160
Speaker 2: if he has sex with a trans woman, You know,

1684
01:18:59,200 --> 01:19:02,200
Speaker 2: I don't at all, not even a little bit.

1685
01:19:02,439 --> 01:19:05,080
Speaker 1: I don't know because I guess my man don't want

1686
01:19:05,120 --> 01:19:08,840
Speaker 1: no pussy what I wanted for bitch, if you want

1687
01:19:08,920 --> 01:19:10,880
Speaker 1: a man? Why are we here?

1688
01:19:11,840 --> 01:19:12,000
Speaker 7: Right?

1689
01:19:12,240 --> 01:19:13,120
Speaker 1: What are we doing here?

1690
01:19:13,280 --> 01:19:14,920
Speaker 2: But I guess like I'm not, like I said, I'm

1691
01:19:14,960 --> 01:19:16,920
Speaker 2: not gonna lie like if I felt like if my man,

1692
01:19:17,240 --> 01:19:19,320
Speaker 2: if me and him broke up and he started talking

1693
01:19:19,320 --> 01:19:21,320
Speaker 2: to you, I feel like, oh, you're probably a little gay,

1694
01:19:21,320 --> 01:19:21,840
Speaker 2: a little bit.

1695
01:19:21,880 --> 01:19:25,760
Speaker 1: Well maybe fluid. I wouldn't say gay because gay means.

1696
01:19:25,720 --> 01:19:28,800
Speaker 2: All outright man. So if my man broke up with

1697
01:19:28,880 --> 01:19:31,160
Speaker 2: me and he started dating you, he's fluid.

1698
01:19:31,200 --> 01:19:33,520
Speaker 5: I shouldn't feel like he's men because.

1699
01:19:33,320 --> 01:19:36,000
Speaker 2: Honestly, no, I wouldn't feel like he likes men. But

1700
01:19:36,160 --> 01:19:37,599
Speaker 2: I wouldn't feel like he's straight.

1701
01:19:38,320 --> 01:19:41,120
Speaker 3: I mean, he's going to identify straight, but I would

1702
01:19:41,160 --> 01:19:43,080
Speaker 3: think that he maybe he's explored.

1703
01:19:43,160 --> 01:19:43,799
Speaker 1: Maybe he's fluid.

1704
01:19:44,000 --> 01:19:46,160
Speaker 5: He like a little one to me.

1705
01:19:46,320 --> 01:19:48,640
Speaker 3: When I think of fluid, I think of somebody that

1706
01:19:49,000 --> 01:19:51,160
Speaker 3: likes both GENI Telia.

1707
01:19:51,080 --> 01:19:55,120
Speaker 5: Because I feel like, no, you too think because.

1708
01:19:57,720 --> 01:19:59,559
Speaker 1: What too many bitches.

1709
01:20:04,760 --> 01:20:07,400
Speaker 3: You know, I'm gonna give you your proper health, being

1710
01:20:07,560 --> 01:20:08,800
Speaker 3: bad and godly.

1711
01:20:09,680 --> 01:20:12,760
Speaker 1: I'm not a man like that, a man like you know.

1712
01:20:12,880 --> 01:20:14,599
Speaker 1: And then there is a man that will sit there

1713
01:20:14,760 --> 01:20:17,280
Speaker 1: and look at like y'd like ship I fuck them

1714
01:20:17,280 --> 01:20:19,519
Speaker 1: now and they'll be like you're something I did.

1715
01:20:19,880 --> 01:20:22,120
Speaker 5: Yeah, okay, I want a man.

1716
01:20:22,320 --> 01:20:23,720
Speaker 3: If a man like y'all, I want him to like

1717
01:20:23,800 --> 01:20:27,519
Speaker 3: me too, y'all bad, right, Okay, there's no reason If

1718
01:20:27,560 --> 01:20:30,720
Speaker 3: a man like me like y'all and like me too,

1719
01:20:30,760 --> 01:20:33,960
Speaker 3: I'm good now for man like y'all, me and the

1720
01:20:34,040 --> 01:20:36,000
Speaker 3: other niggas in his room, I'm scared.

1721
01:20:36,360 --> 01:20:41,120
Speaker 1: Okay, you're don'na like somebody who confused, because that niggat confused.

1722
01:20:41,160 --> 01:20:43,760
Speaker 1: That nigga is about it, right, But you want a

1723
01:20:43,880 --> 01:20:47,000
Speaker 1: man who likes wimmen, yes, because that's what I embodied.

1724
01:20:47,640 --> 01:20:50,439
Speaker 1: There's no reason for him if he likes men? What

1725
01:20:50,600 --> 01:20:52,040
Speaker 1: are we doing here right?

1726
01:20:52,320 --> 01:20:53,120
Speaker 5: Because you you're not.

1727
01:20:53,400 --> 01:20:56,360
Speaker 1: There's not nothing man, like, what are we doing here right?

1728
01:20:56,640 --> 01:20:57,880
Speaker 5: What's I agree?

1729
01:20:58,280 --> 01:20:58,920
Speaker 1: Why are you here?

1730
01:20:59,080 --> 01:21:02,080
Speaker 5: You would educate me for real?

1731
01:21:02,200 --> 01:21:04,840
Speaker 1: Like what did you come here for? Because I could

1732
01:21:04,880 --> 01:21:05,960
Speaker 1: have kept my beard and I.

1733
01:21:06,240 --> 01:21:09,160
Speaker 5: Could give men. I could have cared nothing about you.

1734
01:21:09,280 --> 01:21:11,280
Speaker 3: Again, I could have kept my beard and I I mean,

1735
01:21:11,520 --> 01:21:14,000
Speaker 3: I don't when I present, you don't see my d

1736
01:21:14,120 --> 01:21:15,160
Speaker 3: You know I got one because I.

1737
01:21:15,200 --> 01:21:18,160
Speaker 1: Tell you I don't present that. And when I meet men,

1738
01:21:18,240 --> 01:21:20,080
Speaker 1: I don't present. That's why I say a lot of

1739
01:21:20,160 --> 01:21:21,840
Speaker 1: times like when people be in my comments, they be

1740
01:21:21,920 --> 01:21:25,040
Speaker 1: like that. Man. So you've been misgendered too.

1741
01:21:25,600 --> 01:21:27,400
Speaker 3: This is why I always tell y'all out there in

1742
01:21:27,479 --> 01:21:31,680
Speaker 3: the world that transphobia affects us all, and transphobia is

1743
01:21:32,360 --> 01:21:34,920
Speaker 3: misgendering is a part of trans before all my life.

1744
01:21:35,800 --> 01:21:38,720
Speaker 3: But I want you to listen to why this doesn't bother.

1745
01:21:38,880 --> 01:21:41,400
Speaker 2: It's done offend me because one thing, I grew up

1746
01:21:41,400 --> 01:21:44,000
Speaker 2: in a small town, so I never seen anything like

1747
01:21:44,360 --> 01:21:46,679
Speaker 2: X y Z. So I started working in the strip club.

1748
01:21:47,160 --> 01:21:50,240
Speaker 2: So the first time I saw somebody that was a

1749
01:21:50,439 --> 01:21:53,080
Speaker 2: trans they were beautiful. I saw Maya Scott for.

1750
01:21:53,080 --> 01:21:58,479
Speaker 3: The first time. She was hosting a party and I

1751
01:21:58,680 --> 01:22:01,640
Speaker 3: was like, I was like her makeup, I'm looking at

1752
01:22:01,680 --> 01:22:03,320
Speaker 3: her and they're like, oh, you know x y C.

1753
01:22:03,560 --> 01:22:06,720
Speaker 3: I was like, I don't even fuck what she identifies as.

1754
01:22:07,080 --> 01:22:13,160
Speaker 3: She was beautiful, and you know, I seen Tokyo Tokyo

1755
01:22:13,280 --> 01:22:15,200
Speaker 3: stalls and I was like, oh my god, I need

1756
01:22:15,600 --> 01:22:17,880
Speaker 3: I need my hair done like like that. I need that.

1757
01:22:18,400 --> 01:22:22,080
Speaker 2: So every representation that I saw of somebody who was

1758
01:22:22,160 --> 01:22:25,000
Speaker 2: a transgender woman who identified.

1759
01:22:24,479 --> 01:22:27,439
Speaker 5: It wasn't ugly to me. They were beautiful. They were beautiful.

1760
01:22:27,560 --> 01:22:29,880
Speaker 2: So that's why I was like, you're trying to offend me,

1761
01:22:30,040 --> 01:22:31,600
Speaker 2: but you're really not offending me.

1762
01:22:32,520 --> 01:22:35,160
Speaker 5: At the end of the day. You're just saying, like local,

1763
01:22:35,560 --> 01:22:37,479
Speaker 5: I'm bigger than you. You can't handle you.

1764
01:22:38,560 --> 01:22:40,639
Speaker 1: I'm well put together because at the end of the day,

1765
01:22:41,200 --> 01:22:42,080
Speaker 1: the niggas love me.

1766
01:22:42,360 --> 01:22:45,479
Speaker 5: I mean, let's Chad. First of all, trans women be

1767
01:22:45,600 --> 01:22:46,600
Speaker 5: looking amazing.

1768
01:22:47,160 --> 01:22:49,080
Speaker 4: J T just put that in the song. She said,

1769
01:22:49,080 --> 01:22:54,160
Speaker 4: pretty like a transgien. Yeah, friends, women be looking amazing.

1770
01:22:54,280 --> 01:22:59,760
Speaker 4: Hair beyond all of us, but everybody, not all some,

1771
01:23:00,360 --> 01:23:02,640
Speaker 4: But for me, I can say I think of what

1772
01:23:02,880 --> 01:23:04,960
Speaker 4: I think of when I think of a trans woman.

1773
01:23:05,000 --> 01:23:07,320
Speaker 5: All of the trans women that I think are gorgeous,

1774
01:23:07,439 --> 01:23:09,400
Speaker 5: they be looking that way.

1775
01:23:10,840 --> 01:23:11,040
Speaker 8: Girl.

1776
01:23:11,280 --> 01:23:14,520
Speaker 2: So I see this video of this this a transgender

1777
01:23:14,600 --> 01:23:16,800
Speaker 2: woman and she had a video on the man and

1778
01:23:16,880 --> 01:23:17,559
Speaker 2: they were arguing.

1779
01:23:17,600 --> 01:23:18,519
Speaker 5: They were going back and forth.

1780
01:23:18,760 --> 01:23:21,200
Speaker 1: She was like, why do you keep saying him? Why

1781
01:23:21,240 --> 01:23:22,320
Speaker 1: do you keep saying him?

1782
01:23:22,400 --> 01:23:24,760
Speaker 5: And he was like, what do you identify as? And

1783
01:23:24,880 --> 01:23:29,000
Speaker 5: then she turned the camera back on her and it

1784
01:23:29,200 --> 01:23:30,240
Speaker 5: looked like a man with a weed.

1785
01:23:30,720 --> 01:23:33,920
Speaker 1: Okay, sometimes it gives that. I want to talk about

1786
01:23:33,960 --> 01:23:34,679
Speaker 1: that with the ladies.

1787
01:23:34,880 --> 01:23:37,840
Speaker 5: Okay, that's something I want to say.

1788
01:23:39,080 --> 01:23:42,559
Speaker 3: Gotta understand that there's a difference between trans and none

1789
01:23:42,640 --> 01:23:45,920
Speaker 3: by there, Okay, okay, there are you know, I was

1790
01:23:45,960 --> 01:23:48,400
Speaker 3: gonna as there are a lot of people that fall

1791
01:23:48,520 --> 01:23:51,680
Speaker 3: under the non binary category that have been grouped in

1792
01:23:51,800 --> 01:23:56,040
Speaker 3: with trans. Okay, Now, we all are not a monolith.

1793
01:23:56,120 --> 01:23:58,280
Speaker 3: If we're black, we're not a monolith. If we're women,

1794
01:23:58,320 --> 01:23:59,080
Speaker 3: we're not a monolith.

1795
01:23:59,160 --> 01:23:59,680
Speaker 1: We know we are.

1796
01:24:00,040 --> 01:24:03,960
Speaker 3: But when I was growing up, we looked at women

1797
01:24:04,680 --> 01:24:07,000
Speaker 3: and these are women that we said we want to

1798
01:24:07,040 --> 01:24:08,519
Speaker 3: be beautiful like these women.

1799
01:24:08,920 --> 01:24:11,479
Speaker 1: We weren't looking at women saying, well, we want.

1800
01:24:11,360 --> 01:24:15,880
Speaker 3: To have mustaches and motherfucking wigs on or we want

1801
01:24:15,960 --> 01:24:18,640
Speaker 3: to have you know, we want to be androgen this

1802
01:24:18,920 --> 01:24:20,920
Speaker 3: you know, because again, like you said, there's no definite

1803
01:24:21,000 --> 01:24:22,360
Speaker 3: how you can't define.

1804
01:24:22,000 --> 01:24:23,360
Speaker 1: What a woman is like what you know?

1805
01:24:24,080 --> 01:24:29,040
Speaker 3: But bitch, on, a woman looks like I'm forty six, Okay,

1806
01:24:29,840 --> 01:24:30,479
Speaker 3: I ain't want to.

1807
01:24:30,520 --> 01:24:35,920
Speaker 1: Look like you didn't want to be no nigga wanted

1808
01:24:36,000 --> 01:24:38,800
Speaker 1: to be bad? Yeah, I wanted.

1809
01:24:43,880 --> 01:24:48,640
Speaker 3: I'm sitting next to two badass, motherfucking women. And this

1810
01:24:48,920 --> 01:24:52,559
Speaker 3: is what when I was growing up. Bitch, I want

1811
01:24:52,600 --> 01:24:54,720
Speaker 3: to hip some titties and ass ship.

1812
01:24:54,880 --> 01:24:58,120
Speaker 1: I was just gonna pull a nigger. That is one

1813
01:24:58,160 --> 01:25:04,920
Speaker 1: thing about me. I'm gonna pull a nigga. Oh I know, ladies,

1814
01:25:05,040 --> 01:25:07,200
Speaker 1: but this is what I wanted. I ain't looking to

1815
01:25:07,280 --> 01:25:08,479
Speaker 1: see no, you know.

1816
01:25:09,439 --> 01:25:11,600
Speaker 5: So why are why not before we move on?

1817
01:25:11,880 --> 01:25:14,080
Speaker 1: Well, I wouldn't get into the bed, That's what I'm saying.

1818
01:25:14,080 --> 01:25:16,040
Speaker 2: We're already in the bed. Why are why not have

1819
01:25:16,160 --> 01:25:18,559
Speaker 2: you chosen to do bottom surgery?

1820
01:25:18,760 --> 01:25:20,720
Speaker 3: Well, because I don't think that's I don't think that

1821
01:25:20,840 --> 01:25:23,000
Speaker 3: completes me. I don't I don't want to China. I

1822
01:25:23,040 --> 01:25:26,880
Speaker 3: don't want to have because it's gonna be ma'am I'm

1823
01:25:26,920 --> 01:25:28,519
Speaker 3: not gonna cut off my to push.

1824
01:25:28,360 --> 01:25:30,600
Speaker 5: It in right, because you do.

1825
01:25:30,680 --> 01:25:33,200
Speaker 1: You have friends that have had the same I've heard.

1826
01:25:33,080 --> 01:25:36,160
Speaker 5: It's not really that enjoyable for a long time because

1827
01:25:36,200 --> 01:25:42,120
Speaker 5: you have to you know, doesn't close back up. And

1828
01:25:42,200 --> 01:25:44,960
Speaker 5: then how do I do have this question? How do

1829
01:25:45,080 --> 01:25:46,760
Speaker 5: you even go about the lubrication?

1830
01:25:48,280 --> 01:25:50,320
Speaker 1: That's the story for what for the girls that got

1831
01:25:50,360 --> 01:25:51,360
Speaker 1: the s R S system.

1832
01:25:51,479 --> 01:25:54,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, listen, I'm an advocate for if all y'all girls

1833
01:25:54,320 --> 01:25:56,559
Speaker 3: want to get s R S is, girl, I got

1834
01:25:56,640 --> 01:25:58,600
Speaker 3: fifty dollars on your surgery. I want to be the

1835
01:25:58,720 --> 01:26:02,120
Speaker 3: only bitch I left. I want to be the only

1836
01:26:02,240 --> 01:26:03,840
Speaker 3: motherfucking hole left with a dick.

1837
01:26:04,360 --> 01:26:06,439
Speaker 1: And yeah, y'all can go all.

1838
01:26:06,520 --> 01:26:08,559
Speaker 3: Y'all gonna get the push because y'all can be that's all.

1839
01:26:08,680 --> 01:26:09,919
Speaker 3: Y'all can be those yellow.

1840
01:26:09,760 --> 01:26:13,639
Speaker 1: Houses over there. I'm gonna always be. Yeah, I don't

1841
01:26:13,640 --> 01:26:14,280
Speaker 1: want to be like it.

1842
01:26:14,439 --> 01:26:16,519
Speaker 4: Maybe that's my maybe because I used to watch I

1843
01:26:16,640 --> 01:26:24,000
Speaker 4: used to watch Poles well, and remember the lady on Poles.

1844
01:26:24,600 --> 01:26:28,080
Speaker 4: She wanted to get a lecture, she wanted to get

1845
01:26:28,200 --> 01:26:31,200
Speaker 4: a VA giant and when she got her, Nigga was completely.

1846
01:26:30,760 --> 01:26:32,559
Speaker 5: He was like, no, I'm not fucking with you no more. Yeah,

1847
01:26:32,800 --> 01:26:35,559
Speaker 5: after she got it. Secret society too, we love.

1848
01:26:35,600 --> 01:26:37,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, but these are but these are the things like

1849
01:26:37,880 --> 01:26:40,000
Speaker 1: this is it comes down to preference.

1850
01:26:41,120 --> 01:26:43,760
Speaker 3: I have men that preferred me to keep my I

1851
01:26:44,000 --> 01:26:45,360
Speaker 3: had men that come in there and want me to

1852
01:26:45,360 --> 01:26:47,040
Speaker 3: get a nigga and won't it, won't touch it.

1853
01:26:47,080 --> 01:26:49,240
Speaker 1: It's just the fact that I'm like this.

1854
01:26:50,479 --> 01:26:54,000
Speaker 5: They don't want to touch it, That's what I'm saying.

1855
01:26:54,040 --> 01:26:54,840
Speaker 5: But she doesn't.

1856
01:26:56,240 --> 01:26:56,560
Speaker 8: Like this.

1857
01:26:57,560 --> 01:26:58,559
Speaker 1: They want a woman.

1858
01:26:58,760 --> 01:27:00,320
Speaker 5: You know. It's not even about her.

1859
01:27:00,479 --> 01:27:03,879
Speaker 4: I'm just thinking in general, it's crazy to me somebody

1860
01:27:04,000 --> 01:27:06,000
Speaker 4: wanting to come into a room with somebody and have

1861
01:27:06,080 --> 01:27:08,120
Speaker 4: a sexual experience and you don't want to touch.

1862
01:27:08,080 --> 01:27:10,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, you never listen. That's crazy to me.

1863
01:27:11,320 --> 01:27:12,720
Speaker 5: Here's my I wanna touch you.

1864
01:27:13,280 --> 01:27:17,680
Speaker 1: See I am right, listen. I could watch. I could

1865
01:27:17,720 --> 01:27:20,799
Speaker 1: watch both of y'all walk around here in this bit naked,

1866
01:27:23,520 --> 01:27:24,680
Speaker 1: my nipple a little bit.

1867
01:27:25,320 --> 01:27:29,240
Speaker 3: I'm gonna be like, I'm gonna I'm gonna admire and

1868
01:27:29,760 --> 01:27:32,000
Speaker 3: talk about how gorgeous it is like watching y'all.

1869
01:27:32,600 --> 01:27:34,240
Speaker 5: If you come in the room, I gotta tell you,

1870
01:27:34,360 --> 01:27:36,719
Speaker 5: I'm sorry, I'm gonna touch you. I'm gonna.

1871
01:27:38,479 --> 01:27:40,400
Speaker 1: Ain't gonna have a girl be like, so we gotta

1872
01:27:40,400 --> 01:27:46,840
Speaker 1: get us a nigga here. Let me ask you something.

1873
01:27:46,880 --> 01:27:49,400
Speaker 3: If I come in all the yes, because you find

1874
01:27:49,439 --> 01:27:56,800
Speaker 3: it's fine all the woman, I'm gonna bring us a

1875
01:27:56,880 --> 01:28:00,240
Speaker 3: nigga in that and the same thing, I'm gonna bring us.

1876
01:28:00,240 --> 01:28:00,760
Speaker 5: The nigga in that.

1877
01:28:00,920 --> 01:28:02,680
Speaker 1: Wee can he gonna go to work. We're gonna me

1878
01:28:02,720 --> 01:28:04,560
Speaker 1: and you're gonna walk on that nigga because if I

1879
01:28:04,640 --> 01:28:06,960
Speaker 1: saw you walking the room all over with Jodansha plan like,

1880
01:28:07,040 --> 01:28:10,040
Speaker 1: ew bro, what are you doing? I want to freak

1881
01:28:11,000 --> 01:28:15,120
Speaker 1: and me and you gonna freak that nigga. I won't.

1882
01:28:15,280 --> 01:28:18,000
Speaker 1: I want my nigga to want you, because I do.

1883
01:28:18,240 --> 01:28:20,320
Speaker 1: I want my nigga to want both of y'all. Okay,

1884
01:28:20,439 --> 01:28:23,720
Speaker 1: so now it's time to get into the bar by

1885
01:28:24,400 --> 01:28:29,040
Speaker 1: the bow bow Wait a minute.

1886
01:28:29,120 --> 01:28:31,120
Speaker 5: So the bob is what we've been listening to this week.

1887
01:28:32,560 --> 01:28:33,000
Speaker 5: We have this.

1888
01:28:33,320 --> 01:28:40,880
Speaker 1: This is shake that.

1889
01:28:41,040 --> 01:28:46,519
Speaker 2: That's what shake that O me studio. You should do

1890
01:28:46,600 --> 01:28:48,960
Speaker 2: a song, girl, When you do a song, can you,

1891
01:28:50,160 --> 01:28:51,639
Speaker 2: I will You're gonna be You're gonna get it there.

1892
01:28:52,080 --> 01:28:54,640
Speaker 1: I can't. I want you to walk like I want

1893
01:28:56,920 --> 01:28:59,840
Speaker 1: matter you.

1894
01:29:11,840 --> 01:29:17,759
Speaker 3: I said, God you need and I said, damn, Okay,

1895
01:29:18,479 --> 01:29:20,479
Speaker 3: We're gonna okay, lay.

1896
01:29:21,160 --> 01:29:23,080
Speaker 5: So my bop of the week is a song called

1897
01:29:23,160 --> 01:29:27,080
Speaker 5: as You Are by Bela and Gaeta.

1898
01:29:27,320 --> 01:29:29,360
Speaker 2: I hope I'm saying her name right that I've seen

1899
01:29:29,400 --> 01:29:31,840
Speaker 2: them on the Colors, you know when they do the

1900
01:29:31,920 --> 01:29:32,840
Speaker 2: Colors episodes.

1901
01:29:32,880 --> 01:29:35,599
Speaker 1: They got the mic hanging down. It was a really

1902
01:29:35,680 --> 01:29:36,240
Speaker 1: good song.

1903
01:29:36,439 --> 01:29:40,880
Speaker 2: I love women who sing so I feel like the afrobeats,

1904
01:29:41,000 --> 01:29:44,320
Speaker 2: we are into that era and the music be lit.

1905
01:29:44,920 --> 01:29:48,000
Speaker 2: So as you Are the girls Bella, I hope I

1906
01:29:48,040 --> 01:29:50,280
Speaker 2: said your name right. That's my bop of the week.

1907
01:29:50,560 --> 01:29:51,080
Speaker 5: Love y'all.

1908
01:29:51,960 --> 01:29:53,519
Speaker 3: Okay, can I tell you my pop of the week?

1909
01:29:53,560 --> 01:29:57,040
Speaker 3: Did I just discover what? It's a song out by

1910
01:29:57,200 --> 01:30:04,439
Speaker 3: this girl named Yeba. Oh, it's in my mind right

1911
01:30:05,360 --> 01:30:08,280
Speaker 3: you just now heart? I'm just now because we had

1912
01:30:08,320 --> 01:30:10,840
Speaker 3: an old heartbreak from d No.

1913
01:30:11,280 --> 01:30:13,920
Speaker 1: That's the song. She But we just had an open

1914
01:30:14,080 --> 01:30:17,519
Speaker 1: mic at in Atlanta here. I just hosted it. A

1915
01:30:17,640 --> 01:30:21,080
Speaker 1: black girl came through and covered that. I was, I was,

1916
01:30:21,400 --> 01:30:24,600
Speaker 1: you should So we had an event too and the

1917
01:30:24,680 --> 01:30:27,960
Speaker 1: girl covered that. What's her name, Jada Jada Blue?

1918
01:30:28,439 --> 01:30:31,000
Speaker 2: I can't remember her name, but we did a uh

1919
01:30:31,280 --> 01:30:33,320
Speaker 2: what was the song? The thing that we did with

1920
01:30:33,520 --> 01:30:38,720
Speaker 2: music So Child, Oh my god. Yeah, it was heartbreak right,

1921
01:30:39,760 --> 01:30:40,840
Speaker 2: that great beautiful song.

1922
01:30:41,280 --> 01:30:44,639
Speaker 5: I was over there, like why do I cry? Yeah,

1923
01:30:44,840 --> 01:30:45,519
Speaker 5: it made me cry?

1924
01:30:45,720 --> 01:30:48,680
Speaker 1: No, I didn't cry, but like, what the do I

1925
01:30:48,720 --> 01:30:49,120
Speaker 1: want to cry?

1926
01:30:49,280 --> 01:30:49,320
Speaker 8: Like?

1927
01:30:52,760 --> 01:30:53,759
Speaker 5: So this is the thing.

1928
01:30:56,040 --> 01:30:59,640
Speaker 1: We even got leave now, I didn't real sad this

1929
01:30:59,840 --> 01:31:01,080
Speaker 1: we girl? What's wrong?

1930
01:31:01,800 --> 01:31:06,160
Speaker 4: My man being really on some bullshit? Tell me, I'm

1931
01:31:06,160 --> 01:31:09,280
Speaker 4: gonna tell you off camera. But he just been on

1932
01:31:09,400 --> 01:31:11,600
Speaker 4: some bullshit and I just being sad. I just have

1933
01:31:11,760 --> 01:31:13,360
Speaker 4: not been in a good space. So I feel like

1934
01:31:13,360 --> 01:31:15,760
Speaker 4: I need to listen to music that was like nostalgic.

1935
01:31:16,400 --> 01:31:18,679
Speaker 4: So I went back and I started listening to Take

1936
01:31:18,760 --> 01:31:20,759
Speaker 4: Care because it's gonna be back to a good space

1937
01:31:20,960 --> 01:31:25,360
Speaker 4: when I was in, well that Scorpion bookie.

1938
01:31:27,240 --> 01:31:29,559
Speaker 1: First of all, so well, first of all, wrong album.

1939
01:31:29,720 --> 01:31:31,479
Speaker 3: I want to let you know, but I was listening

1940
01:31:31,479 --> 01:31:34,800
Speaker 3: to you ain't got no business having no man having

1941
01:31:34,840 --> 01:31:36,880
Speaker 3: you and your feeling as bad as you. First of all,

1942
01:31:37,000 --> 01:31:40,280
Speaker 3: any woman as fine as y'all is in this motherfucker room,

1943
01:31:40,680 --> 01:31:43,600
Speaker 3: gotta let a nigga know that you pressure if a

1944
01:31:43,880 --> 01:31:46,280
Speaker 3: nigga making a woman as bad as y'all is is

1945
01:31:46,360 --> 01:31:47,280
Speaker 3: feel some type of way.

1946
01:31:47,360 --> 01:31:49,599
Speaker 1: Remind that nigga that you pressure.

1947
01:31:51,320 --> 01:31:51,680
Speaker 5: Thank you.

1948
01:31:52,360 --> 01:31:53,679
Speaker 1: Remind him that you pressure.

1949
01:31:53,840 --> 01:31:55,120
Speaker 5: But I be feeling that way too.

1950
01:31:55,760 --> 01:31:58,599
Speaker 1: Remind that nigga that you appreci he ate the problem.

1951
01:31:58,720 --> 01:31:59,559
Speaker 1: Beat you the problem.

1952
01:32:03,200 --> 01:32:05,600
Speaker 3: No, I agree, because I am the problem. You the

1953
01:32:05,720 --> 01:32:08,960
Speaker 3: problem that I'll be causing problem. You the problems I know.

1954
01:32:09,600 --> 01:32:11,840
Speaker 3: Let that nigga know you preussire. I don't give a

1955
01:32:11,920 --> 01:32:13,000
Speaker 3: fuck by none of the other stuff.

1956
01:32:13,160 --> 01:32:14,759
Speaker 1: Not you the problem here, the problem.

1957
01:32:15,479 --> 01:32:17,000
Speaker 5: She's saying, I'm the problem.

1958
01:32:18,200 --> 01:32:18,479
Speaker 1: Put that.

1959
01:32:18,680 --> 01:32:22,760
Speaker 3: Remind him, put that dress on, the go outside. Let

1960
01:32:22,840 --> 01:32:25,479
Speaker 3: that nigga know you pressure. It's put them his on

1961
01:32:25,840 --> 01:32:28,280
Speaker 3: and go outside. Let that nigga know you pressure.

1962
01:32:28,479 --> 01:32:29,400
Speaker 5: Let that then out.

1963
01:32:29,600 --> 01:32:31,960
Speaker 3: Put pick your motherfucker phone up and post us a

1964
01:32:32,080 --> 01:32:35,760
Speaker 3: picture with you just reading a magazine, big over honey

1965
01:32:35,960 --> 01:32:38,599
Speaker 3: and feeling out the grocery. Let that nigga know you pressure.

1966
01:32:39,640 --> 01:32:41,880
Speaker 3: Remind that nigga of what he was, what he there

1967
01:32:41,960 --> 01:32:45,040
Speaker 3: for in the first place, and what he what somebody

1968
01:32:45,120 --> 01:32:46,040
Speaker 3: else doing.

1969
01:32:46,800 --> 01:32:47,160
Speaker 1: Period.

1970
01:32:47,680 --> 01:32:50,080
Speaker 5: What's the song on the album because it wasn't. It

1971
01:32:50,240 --> 01:32:50,600
Speaker 5: wasn't a.

1972
01:32:50,680 --> 01:32:52,479
Speaker 1: Song that got pressure.

1973
01:32:53,520 --> 01:33:07,800
Speaker 5: Pressure. We also have an item of the weed.

1974
01:33:08,400 --> 01:33:12,439
Speaker 1: What's the item? It's an item for you the item,

1975
01:33:12,640 --> 01:33:14,880
Speaker 1: the item. But I just want to make this.

1976
01:33:15,520 --> 01:33:17,800
Speaker 3: I want to go back and make this clear, make

1977
01:33:17,880 --> 01:33:22,120
Speaker 3: it clear and make it plain, say it this is

1978
01:33:22,160 --> 01:33:23,000
Speaker 3: it a size twelve?

1979
01:33:23,800 --> 01:33:27,160
Speaker 5: I hope so, I hope that everybody says, so, I

1980
01:33:27,240 --> 01:33:30,200
Speaker 5: got you some lip glosses, some lip liners, some mad

1981
01:33:30,240 --> 01:33:34,120
Speaker 5: liqu with lipsticks from my cosmetics line US Beauty Collection

1982
01:33:34,400 --> 01:33:37,280
Speaker 5: dot com. And then we also got you a T shirt.

1983
01:33:37,680 --> 01:33:38,639
Speaker 1: Did Jamison leave?

1984
01:33:39,800 --> 01:33:40,800
Speaker 5: I don't think. I hope.

1985
01:33:41,760 --> 01:33:45,400
Speaker 3: Oh, we want to smoke, bitch, we got you a

1986
01:33:45,479 --> 01:33:49,560
Speaker 3: T shirt. I'm a with us in the bed with

1987
01:33:49,960 --> 01:33:51,360
Speaker 3: me a nixt up. I could say, hit me like

1988
01:33:51,400 --> 01:33:56,640
Speaker 3: you a hit and I see how you play, hit

1989
01:33:56,720 --> 01:34:00,640
Speaker 3: me like you'll cute the shirty, hit me like you.

1990
01:34:02,320 --> 01:34:04,160
Speaker 1: And when I say hood at me, either one of them?

1991
01:34:04,240 --> 01:34:06,080
Speaker 5: Either one pick both.

1992
01:34:07,240 --> 01:34:09,680
Speaker 1: So you got your lip glosses, your liners all in

1993
01:34:09,840 --> 01:34:14,040
Speaker 1: there and you stay, oh baby, I'm one thing about it.

1994
01:34:14,040 --> 01:34:14,840
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be paying it.

1995
01:34:14,840 --> 01:34:17,880
Speaker 3: Because I love to make up. Baby, all of this visit,

1996
01:34:18,080 --> 01:34:19,960
Speaker 3: y'all gave me the best thing. I love hair and

1997
01:34:20,080 --> 01:34:23,560
Speaker 3: make up and stuff I love. I love what's the

1998
01:34:23,680 --> 01:34:26,720
Speaker 3: social construct of what girly things are? Because that's a

1999
01:34:26,840 --> 01:34:27,679
Speaker 3: social construction.

2000
01:34:27,760 --> 01:34:29,759
Speaker 1: And let me say we've had such a good day today,

2001
01:34:30,080 --> 01:34:33,840
Speaker 1: and that literally everything I thought.

2002
01:34:33,880 --> 01:34:34,160
Speaker 6: She was going.

2003
01:34:35,520 --> 01:34:40,559
Speaker 5: No, you're everything plus more. I tried not to cry earlier.

2004
01:34:40,760 --> 01:34:42,840
Speaker 2: Yes, because, like I said, I want to give your

2005
01:34:42,880 --> 01:34:45,000
Speaker 2: flowers real quick, and I know we finna wrap it up.

2006
01:34:45,680 --> 01:34:48,320
Speaker 2: But now if you have paid what you have done,

2007
01:34:48,400 --> 01:34:52,040
Speaker 2: not only for trans women but for black women, because

2008
01:34:52,040 --> 01:34:55,000
Speaker 2: you do, there's you cannot define what a woman is.

2009
01:34:55,720 --> 01:34:58,519
Speaker 2: Somebody asked me, I'm a woman, and somebody asked me

2010
01:34:58,720 --> 01:34:59,599
Speaker 2: what makes you a woman?

2011
01:34:59,640 --> 01:35:02,640
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't know, I don't know, I

2012
01:35:02,720 --> 01:35:03,000
Speaker 1: don't know.

2013
01:35:03,120 --> 01:35:07,080
Speaker 2: But what I'm saying is you represent a woman and

2014
01:35:08,200 --> 01:35:12,120
Speaker 2: you've gone on to be yourself. You've gotten an Emmy,

2015
01:35:12,240 --> 01:35:15,720
Speaker 2: you've gotten a Grammy, and you've represented people who are

2016
01:35:16,200 --> 01:35:18,400
Speaker 2: I have a loud mouth. I got something to say,

2017
01:35:18,720 --> 01:35:21,559
Speaker 2: but that doesn't make me a bad person, that doesn't

2018
01:35:21,600 --> 01:35:25,439
Speaker 2: make me less than. So if nobody ever tells you

2019
01:35:25,600 --> 01:35:30,200
Speaker 2: that we appreciate you, the community, we love you, and

2020
01:35:30,320 --> 01:35:31,200
Speaker 2: you appreciate this.

2021
01:35:31,360 --> 01:35:31,600
Speaker 1: Thank you.

2022
01:35:31,880 --> 01:35:35,040
Speaker 5: This is a monumental episode for poor mine. Thank you, queens,

2023
01:35:35,920 --> 01:35:38,240
Speaker 5: and we are so happy to have you, want to

2024
01:35:38,280 --> 01:35:41,560
Speaker 5: have you. I'm so glad that I was pressed for you.

2025
01:35:41,800 --> 01:35:43,400
Speaker 1: I'm so glad I was here. Pressed.

2026
01:35:43,760 --> 01:35:46,519
Speaker 3: I've been watching y'all over it. I'm like saying that

2027
01:35:46,640 --> 01:35:49,240
Speaker 3: people tag me on Twitter every time, y'all, and i'd

2028
01:35:49,240 --> 01:35:50,559
Speaker 3: be like, I want to go on there.

2029
01:35:50,560 --> 01:35:51,200
Speaker 1: I want to God.

2030
01:35:51,360 --> 01:35:54,000
Speaker 2: I'm just saying like, I'm so pressed for you, and

2031
01:35:54,120 --> 01:35:57,320
Speaker 2: you have been your everything I imagine you to be.

2032
01:35:57,400 --> 01:35:58,920
Speaker 2: And I love when I meet people that I look

2033
01:35:59,000 --> 01:36:02,280
Speaker 2: up to because Dre is like the beauty mogul, She's

2034
01:36:02,320 --> 01:36:05,000
Speaker 2: a She's like the renext Rihanna, like she's gonna be

2035
01:36:05,040 --> 01:36:10,320
Speaker 2: a billionaire. But I'm more like, I am the girl

2036
01:36:10,360 --> 01:36:12,200
Speaker 2: that's gonna be in all the movies, like I want

2037
01:36:12,200 --> 01:36:14,320
Speaker 2: to have like a six year run, like a bunch

2038
01:36:14,360 --> 01:36:19,160
Speaker 2: of like comedy movies, rom coms, hosting ship. So like

2039
01:36:19,240 --> 01:36:20,840
Speaker 2: when I see you do stuff, I'm like, oh, I

2040
01:36:20,960 --> 01:36:24,280
Speaker 2: love that because I'm like I'll be like I could

2041
01:36:24,280 --> 01:36:26,559
Speaker 2: do someone here to see yourself like me, You're gonna

2042
01:36:26,560 --> 01:36:28,880
Speaker 2: be sitting on the count somewhere like cutting outay, We're

2043
01:36:28,880 --> 01:36:30,840
Speaker 2: gonna see each other in the red cart, you know,

2044
01:36:31,080 --> 01:36:33,640
Speaker 2: Like the stuff that you do is so inspiring to.

2045
01:36:35,360 --> 01:36:37,160
Speaker 3: I don't even can I tell you, ladies, I don't

2046
01:36:37,160 --> 01:36:39,320
Speaker 3: even pay that I don't even I just be doing.

2047
01:36:39,560 --> 01:36:40,960
Speaker 5: Yeah, that's what I feel.

2048
01:36:41,280 --> 01:36:43,160
Speaker 1: Let us know what you got coming up, what you

2049
01:36:43,280 --> 01:36:45,200
Speaker 1: got going on where they can listen.

2050
01:36:45,560 --> 01:36:49,760
Speaker 3: I am Tis Madison and just follow me at Teas

2051
01:36:49,800 --> 01:36:52,000
Speaker 3: Madison on everything. I have a lot of things coming

2052
01:36:52,080 --> 01:36:55,560
Speaker 3: that I can't talk about. Okay, there really is is

2053
01:36:55,680 --> 01:36:58,920
Speaker 3: good And of course I'm gonna judge on drag Race,

2054
01:36:59,520 --> 01:37:02,719
Speaker 3: got my podcasts, Baddy in the morning show.

2055
01:37:03,640 --> 01:37:05,000
Speaker 1: I got a lot of shit going on. So I

2056
01:37:05,080 --> 01:37:06,960
Speaker 1: don't even know where to Just just follow.

2057
01:37:06,760 --> 01:37:09,240
Speaker 2: Me whenever you want us to pull up on you,

2058
01:37:09,560 --> 01:37:11,479
Speaker 2: whatever you got going on, let us know because we'll

2059
01:37:11,560 --> 01:37:11,880
Speaker 2: be there.

2060
01:37:12,000 --> 01:37:14,120
Speaker 1: Listen. I know I want your ladies to pull up

2061
01:37:14,160 --> 01:37:14,360
Speaker 1: on me.

2062
01:37:15,080 --> 01:37:17,040
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying like this because I want

2063
01:37:17,040 --> 01:37:18,120
Speaker 3: to go out with you, because I want to see

2064
01:37:18,120 --> 01:37:19,160
Speaker 3: the niggas goalk over y'all.

2065
01:37:19,240 --> 01:37:22,439
Speaker 1: Honestly, we never like I want to come out, I

2066
01:37:22,560 --> 01:37:28,840
Speaker 1: go I am. Let me tell you something.

2067
01:37:28,920 --> 01:37:30,680
Speaker 3: When I was when I was younger, growing up, I

2068
01:37:30,720 --> 01:37:32,840
Speaker 3: would I used to be in the strip club and

2069
01:37:33,040 --> 01:37:34,920
Speaker 3: I would be in the strip club and the niggas

2070
01:37:34,920 --> 01:37:36,639
Speaker 3: will be in there gawking over the girls and the ship.

2071
01:37:36,640 --> 01:37:37,960
Speaker 1: And when I go out, when I get in the back,

2072
01:37:38,080 --> 01:37:40,080
Speaker 1: like like, what are you going? What you was saying?

2073
01:37:41,360 --> 01:37:42,640
Speaker 3: Oh, when I used to walk the street and I

2074
01:37:42,720 --> 01:37:44,160
Speaker 3: used to be hooker on the sidewalk too. When I

2075
01:37:44,240 --> 01:37:45,840
Speaker 3: used to walk the street, them niggas a leader stript

2076
01:37:45,840 --> 01:37:47,240
Speaker 3: club and I get pick me up.

2077
01:37:47,560 --> 01:37:49,360
Speaker 1: Well, and let me just say thank you for coming

2078
01:37:49,400 --> 01:37:51,400
Speaker 1: on our platform because they don't have to do this,

2079
01:37:51,760 --> 01:37:53,040
Speaker 1: but I did. You are no.

2080
01:37:53,200 --> 01:37:55,920
Speaker 3: I had to do this because y'all are popping and

2081
01:37:56,040 --> 01:37:57,679
Speaker 3: I go everywhereere it's popping.

2082
01:37:59,640 --> 01:37:59,880
Speaker 5: I am.

2083
01:38:00,320 --> 01:38:02,960
Speaker 2: I don't come through beyond popp And I feel like

2084
01:38:03,200 --> 01:38:06,120
Speaker 2: you weren't like I said, I gave you your flowers earlier.

2085
01:38:06,800 --> 01:38:08,880
Speaker 2: You were an icon and I thank you so much

2086
01:38:08,920 --> 01:38:11,120
Speaker 2: for coming on our platform because that lets me know

2087
01:38:12,360 --> 01:38:14,400
Speaker 2: we're doing the right thing, on the right path.

2088
01:38:15,000 --> 01:38:16,759
Speaker 5: Now we feel we only look.

2089
01:38:18,320 --> 01:38:22,439
Speaker 1: Call it degrees of separation, sire, but.

2090
01:38:22,560 --> 01:38:25,800
Speaker 2: We only won because she's know Beyonce, beyon I'm on

2091
01:38:25,880 --> 01:38:31,320
Speaker 2: your That means CD, I'm on my way.

2092
01:38:31,760 --> 01:38:34,840
Speaker 1: You and Meg and Nikki too. I love Nikki, we

2093
01:38:35,040 --> 01:38:38,720
Speaker 1: love them all. I don't know either. I don't know,

2094
01:38:39,320 --> 01:38:42,640
Speaker 1: but I know Nikki, I know, and you know me.

2095
01:38:42,920 --> 01:38:47,160
Speaker 1: I know you. What's the y'all? Next week y'all next week.

2096
01:38:48,479 --> 01:38:54,840
Speaker 1: But y'all next week, honey, y'all.

2097
01:38:57,800 --> 01:39:03,200
Speaker 6: He's once, but I got him all the time. I

2098
01:39:03,400 --> 01:39:09,760
Speaker 6: got him all the time. Oh, halleljujo.

2099
01:39:10,600 --> 01:39:13,040
Speaker 3: That was we weren't recording. That was a practice round.

2100
01:39:15,880 --> 01:39:19,120
Speaker 3: I thought that was a practice round. Oh that was

2101
01:39:19,120 --> 01:39:26,519
Speaker 3: the whe we did. We ask you like a trick

2102
01:39:27,160 --> 01:39:28,120
Speaker 3: cause you let him hit.

2103
01:39:28,840 --> 01:39:30,040
Speaker 5: Now he's coming.

2104
01:39:29,840 --> 01:39:33,200
Speaker 1: Home to a lover that a strong I got all

2105
01:39:33,280 --> 01:39:36,519
Speaker 1: this love. Baby, don't try to take it. You won't

2106
01:39:36,600 --> 01:39:39,680
Speaker 1: it up? Please you everna stay.

2107
01:39:41,560 --> 01:39:43,439
Speaker 5: Because he eat to me?

2108
01:39:45,720 --> 01:39:51,160
Speaker 1: Baby, baby, can't you see telling you something that? Just

2109
01:39:51,400 --> 01:40:04,720
Speaker 1: say cool? You don't love you. I would have.

2110
01:40:04,840 --> 01:40:09,400
Speaker 8: Wasted my time telling you something wrong.

2111
01:40:11,439 --> 01:40:21,080
Speaker 5: In one night, and now he's coming home. He's my man.

2112
01:40:21,240 --> 01:40:24,080
Speaker 1: I had him one, but I got him all the time.

2113
01:40:26,920 --> 01:40:28,559
Speaker 5: He's a man.

2114
01:40:28,720 --> 01:40:31,479
Speaker 8: I had him one, but I got him other time.

2115
01:40:36,120 --> 01:40:38,880
Speaker 8: I had a wines, but I got him all the time.

2116
01:40:39,479 --> 01:40:40,759
Speaker 5: Don't try to drive.

2117
01:40:45,360 --> 01:40:58,439
Speaker 1: About not just try out seeing me, dude. Don't have time. Yeah, guys,

2118
01:40:59,040 --> 01:41:02,080
Speaker 1: you had him us, but it's me on his mind.

2119
01:41:02,720 --> 01:41:07,400
Speaker 1: No need to cry. Don't drive your right get over it.

2120
01:41:07,760 --> 01:41:09,320
Speaker 5: It was olive.

2121
01:41:19,000 --> 01:41:19,280
Speaker 1: Whoa.

2122
01:41:23,120 --> 01:41:25,640
Speaker 3: It just came from my net, like you ate that

2123
01:41:25,840 --> 01:41:30,320
Speaker 3: down coming on my show. I was singing me, can

2124
01:41:30,400 --> 01:41:33,280
Speaker 3: you take me to the stewis you? I will, But

2125
01:41:33,400 --> 01:41:36,240
Speaker 3: I really wanted to sing a song. It's nearing dear

2126
01:41:36,280 --> 01:41:40,120
Speaker 3: to my heart. Okay, go ahead, go ahead, do that ship,

2127
01:41:40,680 --> 01:41:41,960
Speaker 3: do that ship acapella.

2128
01:41:43,520 --> 01:41:46,120
Speaker 1: He's an old time god.

2129
01:41:46,880 --> 01:41:48,720
Speaker 5: Oh yes he is.

2130
01:41:50,280 --> 01:41:59,280
Speaker 6: Woah on time god, Yes he is, sing George said,

2131
01:42:02,400 --> 01:42:05,280
Speaker 6: but he'll be there right on time.

2132
01:42:05,760 --> 01:42:08,599
Speaker 1: Let me tell you he's an old time god.

2133
01:42:10,120 --> 01:42:10,800
Speaker 5: Yes he is.

2134
01:42:12,400 --> 01:42:17,080
Speaker 6: Oh that you can asks the children of Israel h

2135
01:42:18,040 --> 01:42:19,920
Speaker 6: trapped at the red scene.

2136
01:42:20,439 --> 01:42:26,479
Speaker 1: Hey yeah, by that mean l fellow only is an

2137
01:42:26,880 --> 01:42:32,000
Speaker 1: army hold something.

2138
01:42:33,320 --> 01:42:35,040
Speaker 5: Da hold the truck.

2139
01:42:38,520 --> 01:42:42,880
Speaker 6: God's started and made a highway just like that. Now,

2140
01:42:42,960 --> 01:42:46,120
Speaker 6: let me tell you he's an old time god.

2141
01:42:46,840 --> 01:42:59,280
Speaker 1: Lord, Yes he is who old time? Old time.

2142
01:43:03,040 --> 01:43:03,080
Speaker 8: Y?

2143
01:43:10,560 --> 01:43:10,600
Speaker 5: He?

2144
01:43:15,840 --> 01:43:19,760
Speaker 1: How did a in? Was it a bit

2145
01:43:22,320 --> 01:43:22,559
Speaker 5: Got