WEBVTT - ITS Home Edition: X Ambassadors

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<v Speaker 1>My Heart Radio presents Inside the Studio. I'm your host

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<v Speaker 1>Joe Leading. Now. The Aretha Franklin fans among you probably

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<v Speaker 1>remember her great hit Who's Zooming Who, which these days

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<v Speaker 1>has taken on an entirely new meaning. Everything from work

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<v Speaker 1>meetings the cotail parties. The interviews for this podcast has

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<v Speaker 1>migrated over to Zoom, which is part of the reason

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<v Speaker 1>that the Inside the Studio team has put together this

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<v Speaker 1>home edition of the show, bringing you into the bedrooms

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<v Speaker 1>and living rooms of your favorite artists to find out

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<v Speaker 1>how they're coping with lockdown and how it's impacting the

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<v Speaker 1>way they make music. This week, our Quarantine correspondent Jordan

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<v Speaker 1>ront Hog caught up with Sam Harris from ex Ambassadors

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<v Speaker 1>to talk about how the pen dam it has been

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<v Speaker 1>affecting him and how he put together his excellent new

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<v Speaker 1>song Zen Over Zoom with Ka Flay and Grandson. And

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<v Speaker 1>just to make sure your Zoom never runs out. Once

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<v Speaker 1>you've checked out this episode, give a listen to the

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<v Speaker 1>I Heart Radio podcast that Jordan's hosts, rivals Music's Greatest Feuds,

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<v Speaker 1>which is available wherever you find your favorite shows. Hello, everybody,

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<v Speaker 1>my name is Jordan run Tug. But enough about me today.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm joined by Mr Sam Harris, composer, multi instrumentalist, activist

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<v Speaker 1>and lead singer for Ex Ambassadors. The band followed up

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<v Speaker 1>their latest album, twenty Nineteens O'Ryan with an EP in

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<v Speaker 1>March called Belong. The three song collection bears the influence

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<v Speaker 1>of soulful icons like Aretha Franklin, Ray Charles and Joe Cocker.

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<v Speaker 1>In May, they released the song Zen, which was written

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<v Speaker 1>and recorded in Lockdown. It's a track about finding peace

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<v Speaker 1>among the isolation of quarantine and uncertain me of COVID nineteen.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you so much for being here. It really is

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<v Speaker 1>a pleasure. Thanks particularly. Yeah, man, No, it's it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>my pleasure. Uh. Now you recently teamed up with ka

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<v Speaker 1>Play and Grandson for the song Zen, which gave voice

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<v Speaker 1>to so many people who've been having a really hard

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<v Speaker 1>time with the isolation of quarantine. How did that song

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<v Speaker 1>come to be? Because I'm having a really hard time

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<v Speaker 1>with isolation in quarantine. You know, uh that that song

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<v Speaker 1>came about, it was really nice. It was very as

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<v Speaker 1>organic lee as things happened these days. You know. It

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<v Speaker 1>came about because I had a session of virtual session

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<v Speaker 1>booked with Grandson and I was like very real with him,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, man, I don't know how good

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<v Speaker 1>I am at doing, you know, writing songs over zoom.

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<v Speaker 1>And he was like, you know, it's all good. You

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<v Speaker 1>don't have to put the pressure on ourselves. We can

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<v Speaker 1>just write a dumb little song about you know, these

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<v Speaker 1>uncertain times they were living in. And I got off

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<v Speaker 1>the phone with him and I just had that line

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<v Speaker 1>in my head, someone give me fucking zen. And so

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<v Speaker 1>I came up with just this rough, little acoustic demo

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<v Speaker 1>and I sent it over to him and he immediately

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<v Speaker 1>came back with like a whole verse. And then I

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<v Speaker 1>suggested getting our friend Christine on it because she had

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<v Speaker 1>come up in conversation, and it just, like, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>fell into place from there. It's amazing social distance songwriting.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never really heard of that. What is How is

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<v Speaker 1>that different? It's honestly not too different from the way

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<v Speaker 1>we've operated already. You know, like the last time Christine

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<v Speaker 1>and I collaborated on something, we were on tour and

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<v Speaker 1>she was just emailing me her parts, uh, And it

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<v Speaker 1>was the same deal with this, you know, like I

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<v Speaker 1>I would you know, we kind of have like back

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<v Speaker 1>and forth they someone would send, you know, a lyric,

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<v Speaker 1>idea or melody. I mean actually, for the most part

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<v Speaker 1>this song, it was just like they both came up

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<v Speaker 1>with what ended up on the record right off the bat.

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<v Speaker 1>Um so uh but yeah, I mean when we're working,

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<v Speaker 1>usually it's ailing files back and forth with people. I

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<v Speaker 1>it's rare for me to ever, you know, it's rare

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<v Speaker 1>for me to create something with someone that comes out

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<v Speaker 1>where we're in the same room together. It's always like

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<v Speaker 1>postal service style. Yeah, how do you find zen in

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<v Speaker 1>times like this? What keeps you grounded? Man? It's hard.

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<v Speaker 1>It's hard. Like some days or some days are okay,

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<v Speaker 1>some days I can do my regular routine, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I I try to have a couple of things that

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<v Speaker 1>I do in the morning that that ground me. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>I journal, you know, I do three pages in a

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<v Speaker 1>journal every day, and then I make coffee, and I

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<v Speaker 1>make breakfasts, and I walk my dog and and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>doing those those things every day helps ground me a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit. But sometimes it doesn't, and sometimes it you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it takes a little extra work to ground myself, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>as much as possible. Getting getting outside is really important.

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<v Speaker 1>Just walking around my little neighborhood. I'm actually today is

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<v Speaker 1>the first day of a week of quarantine of like

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<v Speaker 1>real self imposed isolation before we get tested so that

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<v Speaker 1>we can go visit my brother and my um my

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<v Speaker 1>nephew and my sister in law because he's immuno compromised.

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<v Speaker 1>Um so, uh yeah, I mean it's gonna be extra

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<v Speaker 1>hard for me to find them this week. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>the isolation is hard. It's it's it can really take

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<v Speaker 1>a toll on you mentally. And something really awesome that

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<v Speaker 1>I've seen you do on Instagram was have meditation time

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<v Speaker 1>with fans, which is so cool. Yeah, it was, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it was an experiment. Uh. You know, it's something that

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<v Speaker 1>I have, I have worked into my daily practice. I've

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<v Speaker 1>kind of I've been on and off with it, um

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<v Speaker 1>but I thought it would be a nice kind of

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<v Speaker 1>thing to share with with our fans, and and um

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<v Speaker 1>yeah it was. It was interesting. It was really interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>Um I I loved doing it every morning and being

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<v Speaker 1>able to meditate and play a song for for everybody.

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<v Speaker 1>That was a lot of fun. Meditation is one of

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<v Speaker 1>those things I've tried so hard to get into, but

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<v Speaker 1>I just I can't stop my brain. I can't do it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's never really, I've never been able to get to

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<v Speaker 1>that place. What would you say to someone like me

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<v Speaker 1>who's really struggling to incorporate meditation in their life. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>there are some tricks, UM, And I think I think

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<v Speaker 1>that one part of it is too allow your brain

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<v Speaker 1>to do what it's going to do. But just acknowledging

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<v Speaker 1>that moment of like, oh, my brain is is going

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<v Speaker 1>all of these different places when you have that. Whenever

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<v Speaker 1>I have that moment of acknowledgement of like oh I'm

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<v Speaker 1>thinking about death or I'm thinking about my bills right now, UM,

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<v Speaker 1>acknowledging that brings you immediately into the present. And so

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<v Speaker 1>I would say, if you sit down for five minutes,

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<v Speaker 1>close your eyes, try to count your breaths, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>inhale exhale one, two, three, four, up to ten, and

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<v Speaker 1>just repeat that. That's kind of a nice trick to

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<v Speaker 1>to use. That's what I do. UM. But yeah, you

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<v Speaker 1>know there are apps that people use, Insight Timers one.

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<v Speaker 1>I use Headspace, UM. And guided meditation is always really

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<v Speaker 1>helpful to have someone's voice. They're kind of reminding you

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<v Speaker 1>to come back. Oh definitely, no, I gotta I gotta

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<v Speaker 1>give those a try. Man. The songs in came out

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<v Speaker 1>just in time for Mental Health Awareness Month, and then

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<v Speaker 1>within a short time later, George Floyd was murdered. And

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<v Speaker 1>since then you've been very active in in demonstrations on

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<v Speaker 1>the street and using the band's digital platform online to

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<v Speaker 1>amplify voices. I'm just wondering if you could talk a

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<v Speaker 1>little more about about that, the activism that that you've

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<v Speaker 1>been doing. I've always looked at ourselves as a band

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<v Speaker 1>that's not afraid to show our activism and show our

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<v Speaker 1>support for movements like Black Lives Matter or you know,

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<v Speaker 1>abolish ice or any of these cultural moments that are happening.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, we are paying attention to and and um yeah, man,

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<v Speaker 1>look I it's been a really really tough and challenging

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<v Speaker 1>couple of weeks for the whole world. Um, and we're

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<v Speaker 1>looking at ourselves differently. A lot of you know us

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<v Speaker 1>are are reevaluating how our privileges have have worked into

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<v Speaker 1>our lives and and uh, and the injustices that have

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<v Speaker 1>existed and especially in this country for for so so

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<v Speaker 1>long that you know we have just as you know

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<v Speaker 1>that I, as a white person, I've been blind to

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<v Speaker 1>you know for for a long long time. UM. So

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<v Speaker 1>right now, what we're trying to do is see where

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<v Speaker 1>we can focus our energy best UM to make concrete

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<v Speaker 1>change and and UM it goes from small scale stuff

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<v Speaker 1>to big scale stuff like you know, we live in California,

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<v Speaker 1>and uh, I'm I'm really curious about this guy who's

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<v Speaker 1>up for d A here, George Gascon. You know, our

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<v Speaker 1>current DA, Jackie Lacey, has been really really she's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of done everything hand in hand with the police union

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<v Speaker 1>and and the police the lap D here and has

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<v Speaker 1>done nothing to UM to help stop the murder of

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<v Speaker 1>black people in in this city and people of color

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<v Speaker 1>in this city at the hands of the police. I

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<v Speaker 1>want to try and elect a new DA who will

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<v Speaker 1>take a look at what's going on and think about

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<v Speaker 1>defunding the police and think about restructuring and trying to

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<v Speaker 1>think of a new way to UM create a safe

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<v Speaker 1>community here in l a UM and then also thinking

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<v Speaker 1>about big picture stuff like you know, voting and voting rights,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, with COVID, it's gonna be really hard

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<v Speaker 1>unless we get enough money in some one of these

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<v Speaker 1>stimulus bills to UM make it so that voting from

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<v Speaker 1>home is actually plausible. Um, it's going to be really

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<v Speaker 1>hard to to get voter turn out to where we

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<v Speaker 1>need it to be for the selection in order to

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<v Speaker 1>elect someone you know, for the general role and for

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<v Speaker 1>in the in the House, and people who will actually

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<v Speaker 1>fight for reform, not just reform like the big sweeping change.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. It's someone said this to me the other day. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>And and I'm I'm paraphrasing here, but this is what

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<v Speaker 1>we're experiencing right now. Is is is not just uh,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not just a moment. This is this is really

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<v Speaker 1>a revolution, and this is really an uprising. And I

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<v Speaker 1>think we have to be very you know, transparent about

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<v Speaker 1>that and calling it what it is and uh um

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<v Speaker 1>and doing our part. We're going to continue doing our

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<v Speaker 1>part in whatever way we can. And uh, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's weigh and heavy on me this morning. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm listening to you know, the news and listening to

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<v Speaker 1>the reforms that that the Democratic Party is trying to

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<v Speaker 1>fight for, and those are going to be met with

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<v Speaker 1>resistance by the Republicans. And these reforms are like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>they're just not enough. We we really gotta I think

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<v Speaker 1>aim aim a lot higher. Uh, you know, and and

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<v Speaker 1>that's the only way to actually get tangible and reforms

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<v Speaker 1>to pass that will make a difference in people's lives.

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<v Speaker 1>Aiming kind of like being like realistic has been kind

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<v Speaker 1>of the m O of a lot of the Democratic

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<v Speaker 1>Party for a long time, and that's just gotten us nowhere.

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<v Speaker 1>I think, aiming high and and and really like embracing again,

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<v Speaker 1>embracing that this is a revolution that we need. We

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<v Speaker 1>need major, major change in this country in order for

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<v Speaker 1>people to be safe and to not die. It's so real.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, back to using the band as as

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<v Speaker 1>um to try and make change. I look at it

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<v Speaker 1>as an imperative and I, um, I don't know, it's

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<v Speaker 1>just on my mind all the time, you know. So

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<v Speaker 1>if if it's on my mind all the time, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be speaking out about it and taking it back

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<v Speaker 1>to zend the song Zen for a moment. The message

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<v Speaker 1>of the song is self care. In the face of

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<v Speaker 1>these grave injustices, systemic racism, police brutality, self care tends

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<v Speaker 1>to become less of a priority, and you're almost tempted

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<v Speaker 1>to sort of view it almost as selfish or something

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<v Speaker 1>to feel guilty for. What are good ways to balance

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<v Speaker 1>self care with community action. Um well, if you think

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<v Speaker 1>about it like getting you know, this is a this

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<v Speaker 1>is a long, a long fight that we are all in.

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<v Speaker 1>If you are for the Black Lives Matter movement, if

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<v Speaker 1>you are for social justice, here for you for equality,

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<v Speaker 1>if you're if you're for you know, self governance and

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<v Speaker 1>and people and us collectively finding ways to dismantle the

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<v Speaker 1>systemic racism in this country, then it's a it's a

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<v Speaker 1>you got a long fight ahead of you. So if

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<v Speaker 1>you want to be able to be at your best,

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta take care of yourself. That's how I look

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<v Speaker 1>at it, you know. But it's look, it's hard. It's hard, man,

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<v Speaker 1>It's hard. You know. Like first thing in the morning,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to I want to know what's now, what's

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<v Speaker 1>going on in the world, and and what what's the

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<v Speaker 1>next fight? And uh, I have to keep reminding myself

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<v Speaker 1>to uh, you know, wake up, to take a shower,

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<v Speaker 1>drink some water, because I'm just going to be a

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<v Speaker 1>mess if I don't, And I'll be more effective if

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<v Speaker 1>I if I'm you know, if I'm taking care of myself.

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<v Speaker 1>The last three months have just been so transformative on

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<v Speaker 1>a micro level and a macro level. What have you

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<v Speaker 1>learned about yourself in this time? Oh? Um, Someone's asked

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<v Speaker 1>me that question already, and I still don't really have

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<v Speaker 1>a good answer to it. I think I'm still figuring

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of stuff out about about who I am,

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<v Speaker 1>and I I think that, Um, this has been an

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<v Speaker 1>oddly productive time for for me. So I've had the

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<v Speaker 1>distraction of my work, you know. But the thing is,

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<v Speaker 1>like my work is is my life, and my work

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<v Speaker 1>reflects my life. So you know, one thing that I

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<v Speaker 1>am learning about myself is that I'm a little afraid

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes of saying no to things. I'm I'm saying no

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<v Speaker 1>to to more things now and and and really kind

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<v Speaker 1>of reprioritizing what I want to what I want to

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<v Speaker 1>work on, and what I want to do, and and

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<v Speaker 1>the music that I want to make and who I

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<v Speaker 1>want to make it with. I think what this this

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<v Speaker 1>is all reminding us of is that life is short

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<v Speaker 1>and at time that we are given here on this

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<v Speaker 1>on this planet, how are you gonna spend it? What

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<v Speaker 1>are you gonna do? You know? Like I want to

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<v Speaker 1>make stuff that's exciting to me and that I really like,

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<v Speaker 1>and I want to work with people that I really

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<v Speaker 1>like and really admire, and I don't really give a

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<v Speaker 1>ship about the rat race so much anymore. I still

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<v Speaker 1>do obviously when it's when it's right in front of me,

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<v Speaker 1>when I'm faced with it, and then I I spiral

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<v Speaker 1>out for a second and then I But what I

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<v Speaker 1>always lately have been coming back to is like, look,

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<v Speaker 1>I only got this one life and this one time

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<v Speaker 1>here on my planet. I can't predict anything. I can't

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<v Speaker 1>really control anything. The only thing I can control is

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<v Speaker 1>like how I'm spending my time and who I want

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<v Speaker 1>to spend my time with, and uh, and what I

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<v Speaker 1>want to make. So that's been something that I've I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know if I've learned about myself. But um, over

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<v Speaker 1>the last months, two months, two and a half months,

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<v Speaker 1>how long are you in this something like that? Well?

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<v Speaker 1>What what work are you prioritizing? What are you working

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<v Speaker 1>on now that you're really proud of? Well, we're finishing

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<v Speaker 1>up you know, we finished up our new record, which

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<v Speaker 1>I'm really really proud of. I think it's really cool

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<v Speaker 1>and really different, and uh, we are working on a

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<v Speaker 1>narrative podcast that that goes along with it. So it's

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<v Speaker 1>a concept record and and the podcast and the album

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<v Speaker 1>are are going to be coming out around the same time.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's it's cool, it's in the it's in the

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<v Speaker 1>gestation period right now, but we're working with an amazing

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<v Speaker 1>company and we want to do something different. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>my other and I grew up listening to lots of

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<v Speaker 1>books on tape together, and he listened to a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of radio dramas, and you know, that was one form

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<v Speaker 1>of entertainment that we could really share together because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>when we're watching movies, unless they were descriptive audio films

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<v Speaker 1>like he wasn't really getting much out of it. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>So this was a medium that that we shared growing

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<v Speaker 1>up and that I'm really interested in in now how

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<v Speaker 1>people are using it, and I I feel like it

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<v Speaker 1>hasn't been used to the degree that it could be,

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<v Speaker 1>so working on that. I've been working on a feature,

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<v Speaker 1>writing a feature with a partner of mine, writing partner

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<v Speaker 1>of mine, old Buddy, and working on that new album,

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<v Speaker 1>working on new music with a couple of different artists.

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<v Speaker 1>Two artists in particular have been working with lately, an

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<v Speaker 1>artist named Jensen McCrae. She has a song out called

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<v Speaker 1>Wolves right now, another song called The Plague and another

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<v Speaker 1>song called white Boy, and those are the only three

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<v Speaker 1>songs that she's put out. And she's absolutely incredible. She

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<v Speaker 1>reminds me um kind of of like um Phoebe Bridgers

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<v Speaker 1>and a little bit of Tracy Chapman. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>She's so unique and so cool and and uh and

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<v Speaker 1>her voices insane and the lyrics are insane. So I've

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<v Speaker 1>been working a little bit with her and another artist

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<v Speaker 1>named Terrell Hines. Um. Terrell Hynes is also incredible. He

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<v Speaker 1>put out new songs recently called The Promise or Promise

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<v Speaker 1>I think, but he has an EP out and we've

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<v Speaker 1>been working on some new music with him that we're

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<v Speaker 1>really excited about. We took him out on tour with

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<v Speaker 1>us in in Europe right before this whole thing hit

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<v Speaker 1>the Fan. Also just writing some new X Ambassadors stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>But like that's you know, like that kind of stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm I'm prioritizing artists who I really genuinely like,

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<v Speaker 1>I love. I love these artists. I think narrowing that

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<v Speaker 1>list is helpful for me because then I can really

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<v Speaker 1>put like a lot of my time and energy into it.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm not just it's very easy. In the song

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<v Speaker 1>right her world UM and producer world to like have

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<v Speaker 1>a million different starting points with a million different artists

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<v Speaker 1>and then just kind of like see what catches and

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<v Speaker 1>go with that. But I don't like having unfinished things around,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, Like I'm I have so many of my

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<v Speaker 1>own unfinished demos lying around that I want to be

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<v Speaker 1>able to if I'm working with an artist, I want

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<v Speaker 1>to be able to really like commit to it. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to finish it. I want to finish it.

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<v Speaker 1>And like, look, if we write a song that's not

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<v Speaker 1>great and the first thing, the first thing we write

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<v Speaker 1>is not great. Cool, Let's write another one that's not great,

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<v Speaker 1>Let's write another one. You know, you gotta put that

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<v Speaker 1>work in your last album or Ryan from the Fall

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<v Speaker 1>felt to me like such a growth album, turned thirty,

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<v Speaker 1>getting married, becoming an uncle. What is the message in

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<v Speaker 1>this new album that you're working on now. I've been

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<v Speaker 1>really interested in in Um the Youngion idea of the

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<v Speaker 1>Um the Shadows self, and uh, it's kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>a Jackal and Hide story, you know, figuring out how

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<v Speaker 1>to to grapple with the parts of yourself that you suppress,

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<v Speaker 1>the parts of yourself that you were most afraid of

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<v Speaker 1>and grappling with that as as broad as that is.

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<v Speaker 1>That's that's kind of what the new record is is about.

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<v Speaker 1>It feels very much like sort of a quarantine theme.

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<v Speaker 1>Do do you consider yourself a homebody? Do you get

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<v Speaker 1>your inspiration from looking in word looking outward? I think

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<v Speaker 1>I I think I'm like you know how people are saying,

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<v Speaker 1>like I've realized that I'm like a fake extrovert or

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<v Speaker 1>you know the Meyer's Briggs stuff like yeah, I think

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a fake extrovert, but I think I'm actually an

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<v Speaker 1>extroverted introvert or an extra or an introverted extrovert. I

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<v Speaker 1>get an introverted extrovert. I I really like I I thought,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, yeah, you know what, that makes sense.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I spend so much of my time like out

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<v Speaker 1>in public. You know, I'm I'm I'm putting myself out there,

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<v Speaker 1>but like you know, at the end of the day,

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<v Speaker 1>having alone time is really important to me, and I

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<v Speaker 1>like being I like having that, you know, these moments

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<v Speaker 1>of quiet and peace by myself where I can think,

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<v Speaker 1>I like, I do like working by myself, but then

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<v Speaker 1>I get a chance to, you know, have like a

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<v Speaker 1>socially distant interaction with a group of friends, and I

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<v Speaker 1>just feel reinvigorated. And I'm like, what's happening to me

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<v Speaker 1>right now? Why do I feel so good? And I

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<v Speaker 1>think it's because I'm hanging out with people and interacting

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<v Speaker 1>with people. And I also missed the ship out of

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<v Speaker 1>my band. I really missed my band. It sucks, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like we've been a band for over thirteen years and

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<v Speaker 1>this is the longest that we've gone without seeing each other.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's really crazy, Like how much I missed those

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<v Speaker 1>guys because you were like mid tour right when this

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<v Speaker 1>all went down. You were in Europe. Yeah, we were

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<v Speaker 1>right in the middle of it. I mean, granted we

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<v Speaker 1>were coming back from we were going to come back

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<v Speaker 1>from that tour and have the rest of the year

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<v Speaker 1>to finish up the record and kind of be here

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<v Speaker 1>in l A and do a couple of shows here

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<v Speaker 1>and there, but mostly focused on that. And um, we

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<v Speaker 1>got what we were were, you know, we got what

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<v Speaker 1>we wanted. But now I think it's gonna you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's obviously complicated a lot of things, And yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I miss him a lot. So I think I I

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<v Speaker 1>thought I was our own body. That's maybe something I

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<v Speaker 1>learned about myself. I thought I was more of a

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<v Speaker 1>home body than I than I actually am. What does

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<v Speaker 1>the typical work day I feel like for you? What's

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<v Speaker 1>the like? I'm always curious like people's creative processes, Like

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<v Speaker 1>did you wake up and you treat it almost like

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<v Speaker 1>going to the office you sit down and get at

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<v Speaker 1>your guitar and get at your piano. Or is it

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<v Speaker 1>more of an inspiration based thing where you hear something

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<v Speaker 1>in your head and go sit down and work it out.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a healthy combination of both. You know. There's a

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<v Speaker 1>there's a playwright named Jez Butterworth. He wrote a play

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<v Speaker 1>called Jerusalem and another play called The Ferryman. But I

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<v Speaker 1>listened to an interview recently when he was asked a

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<v Speaker 1>similar question like what's your what's your motive of working?

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<v Speaker 1>And he talked about, um, you know, you can't force

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<v Speaker 1>you can't force inspiration to come, but you can always

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<v Speaker 1>you can always keep your antent uh up. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>you can work at that. And I try to work

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<v Speaker 1>at keeping my antennas up. You know. By I think

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<v Speaker 1>a part of my my morning daily practices being outside,

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<v Speaker 1>no headphones in, no phone, just walking my dog, and

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<v Speaker 1>being out in the world and being in my thoughts

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<v Speaker 1>and then coming home making a cup of coffee and

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<v Speaker 1>journaling and writing free writing for for three pages. And

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<v Speaker 1>then usually from that I will either go into um

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<v Speaker 1>working on a song, going going to open up a

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<v Speaker 1>production thing that I started, or or a song that

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<v Speaker 1>I started, start writing a little bit more of script

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<v Speaker 1>that I'm working on. I just try to write something,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, But I but I I try to keep

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<v Speaker 1>myself open to like where I'm feeling like I want

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<v Speaker 1>to go that day. I think that that's kind of

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<v Speaker 1>the discipline, is carving out the time to do something

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<v Speaker 1>like that. I think what I struggle with is how

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<v Speaker 1>to because I I were I'm a workaholic. But you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the thing is my my again. My work is my life.

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<v Speaker 1>My work is my hobby too. My work is what

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<v Speaker 1>I want to do in my free time. But there

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<v Speaker 1>are sometimes where I operate out of a place of

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<v Speaker 1>fear rather than a place of love and inspiration and excitement,

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<v Speaker 1>where I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if I am not

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<v Speaker 1>being productive today, that this is just like a wasted day.

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<v Speaker 1>And if it's one wasted day, it's going to be

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<v Speaker 1>another wasted day, and I'm just gonna end up spiraling

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<v Speaker 1>off into nothing and I will die a meaningless, empty, unfulfilled,

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<v Speaker 1>unsuccessful life. You know, how do you come at that?

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<v Speaker 1>It's it's awful. It's awful, you know. So I think

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm I'm really working at, and I think this

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<v Speaker 1>will be a lifelong struggle for me, is is to

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<v Speaker 1>first really look for joy in what I'm doing. And

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<v Speaker 1>you know, look, especially in times like this is really

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<v Speaker 1>hard because there's a lot of pain and suffering that

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<v Speaker 1>is that has been brought to the surface over the

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<v Speaker 1>last couple of weeks globally, and you can't ignore that.

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<v Speaker 1>You can't ignore that. So I am right now focused

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<v Speaker 1>on the fight for justice, for equality and in my

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<v Speaker 1>own work, letting my my ego go a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>and and allowing myself to follow my follow my my joy.

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<v Speaker 1>If I when I'm sitting down to work and to create, like,

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<v Speaker 1>go with what's going to make me happy today when

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<v Speaker 1>this is all over, COVID pandemic, quarantine, all of that.

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<v Speaker 1>If you could snap your fingers and have everything tomorrow,

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<v Speaker 1>just you could walk around, what's the first thing you

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<v Speaker 1>want to do when this is all over? Trips, you

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<v Speaker 1>want to take people, you want to hug. Oh man,

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<v Speaker 1>oh god. I want to see my brother. I'm seeing

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<v Speaker 1>my brother in like a week, so I'm very excited

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<v Speaker 1>about that. Um, I want to play a show. I

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I right as at the end of this

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<v Speaker 1>tour and over the last couple of years, touring has

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<v Speaker 1>been really really where me down. It's really exhausting. It's

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<v Speaker 1>it's amazing, it's so fulfilling. It's like it's wild ups

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<v Speaker 1>and downs. Because the shows themselves are always amazing, almost

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<v Speaker 1>always amazing, and the fans and being being with my people,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and and to be able to touch their

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<v Speaker 1>hands and see their faces and and and uh and

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<v Speaker 1>talk to them like I will never take that for

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<v Speaker 1>granted ever again. But like the actual you know, like

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<v Speaker 1>the nature of touring is grueling, and I think that

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<v Speaker 1>started to like abb its way into the performative aspect

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<v Speaker 1>of it for me too, which really sucked. And I

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<v Speaker 1>and I was starting to feel like, you know what,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, I don't know if I can do

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<v Speaker 1>this forever. This is really this is like really like

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<v Speaker 1>not bringing me the joy that it used to. And

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<v Speaker 1>I think this this is just like never mind. I

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<v Speaker 1>miss it so much. Um So that's that's the first

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<v Speaker 1>thing I want to do. Then after that, I want

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<v Speaker 1>to go see a movie in a theater. Yeah. I

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<v Speaker 1>love going to movie. I love going to movies by

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<v Speaker 1>myself and being in a room full of strangers and

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<v Speaker 1>just you know, watching a movie together and going to

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<v Speaker 1>dinner man being in a crowded bar. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>all the ship that everyone misses but that we can't

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<v Speaker 1>start doing again right now because everyone's doing it and

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<v Speaker 1>it's like there's still a pandemic happening. You've got to

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<v Speaker 1>be careful. It's driving me crazy. I mean in a

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<v Speaker 1>in a weird way. If you could say this is

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<v Speaker 1>a silver lying in all this, It is appreciating all

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<v Speaker 1>those little things and in your case, big things like

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<v Speaker 1>having an audience of people who love you be right

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<v Speaker 1>there too, But yeah, definitely makes you appreciate all the

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<v Speaker 1>things that we aren't able to do right now. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>What's the world gonna be like when people are finally

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<v Speaker 1>safely able to like like live life again. I think

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<v Speaker 1>it's going to be incredible. And I have mixed feelings

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<v Speaker 1>of just like renewed optimism and faith in humanity and

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<v Speaker 1>just like the deepest, deepest pessimism and frustration with with

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<v Speaker 1>the foundation on which we you know, we sit here, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>in this country. So I don't know, man, ups and downs.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, my fantasy is always the you know, those

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<v Speaker 1>pictures of Times Square and the war is over, celebrations

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<v Speaker 1>of the World War Two, like hugging and everything. It's honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>it's funny you mentioned World War Two. I've been I've

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<v Speaker 1>been thinking a lot about World War Two over the

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<v Speaker 1>last three months and how you know that affected everyone globally,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, in in the same way or not in

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<v Speaker 1>the same way, in very different ways. But but it

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<v Speaker 1>was it was a global event that caught that it

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<v Speaker 1>was a part of everyday life, you know, for for years,

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<v Speaker 1>for years. Um. So it helps to think about that.

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<v Speaker 1>Put this in perspective, you know. If I'm ever getting like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, anxious or like God when this is going

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<v Speaker 1>to be over, its helpful. Sam, thank you so much

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<v Speaker 1>for your music, and thank you for all the work

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<v Speaker 1>you're doing just out there on your social accounts and

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<v Speaker 1>on the streets. Hey man, listen, I'm trying to do

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<v Speaker 1>whatever I can whenever I can, uh, And it never

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<v Speaker 1>feels like enough. But that's part of it, that's part

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<v Speaker 1>of this struggle. Such a pleasure talking to you. Thank

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<v Speaker 1>you man, I really I have a great time talking

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<v Speaker 1>to you too. I hope I didn't depress you, not

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