1 00:00:02,120 --> 00:00:04,720 Speaker 1: What's up? What's up this lifting service on Anti La Yee, 2 00:00:04,760 --> 00:00:10,080 Speaker 1: I'm g Maguire, I'm Larry Allen, gig has on my honey. Oh, 3 00:00:10,880 --> 00:00:13,880 Speaker 1: where's our hoodies? Queen Niger is here? What's up? Queen 4 00:00:13,960 --> 00:00:18,440 Speaker 1: Naja Hill? You are a virgin on the show. We've 5 00:00:18,480 --> 00:00:22,200 Speaker 1: actually had your man clearance song before? Yes, I remember. 6 00:00:23,079 --> 00:00:25,200 Speaker 1: He talked all great things and he told us all 7 00:00:25,239 --> 00:00:28,720 Speaker 1: your business did he said you getting nasty in the bathroom. 8 00:00:28,800 --> 00:00:31,320 Speaker 1: He told us about your trick. Look out. He didn't 9 00:00:31,320 --> 00:00:36,600 Speaker 1: say all that he said. I heard it. Try. I 10 00:00:36,600 --> 00:00:39,080 Speaker 1: didn't see the four things. I wouldn't know. Okay, it 11 00:00:39,200 --> 00:00:40,880 Speaker 1: was at the end where he told us your tricks. 12 00:00:44,800 --> 00:00:46,800 Speaker 1: All right. Well, first of all, you know, we got 13 00:00:46,800 --> 00:00:48,640 Speaker 1: to talk about this single. I want to get right 14 00:00:48,680 --> 00:00:52,279 Speaker 1: into that, okay with little Dirk lie to me. We 15 00:00:52,320 --> 00:00:54,280 Speaker 1: gotta figure out what is this song about? And do 16 00:00:54,320 --> 00:00:57,320 Speaker 1: we really want to be lied to? Right? Yeah? It 17 00:00:57,440 --> 00:00:59,200 Speaker 1: was a lot of controversy on that. A lot of 18 00:00:59,200 --> 00:01:01,800 Speaker 1: people was just like quite, I like the I like 19 00:01:01,920 --> 00:01:04,399 Speaker 1: the melody, but the words I can't get with it. 20 00:01:04,560 --> 00:01:08,440 Speaker 1: And really I always write about love and all types 21 00:01:08,480 --> 00:01:11,360 Speaker 1: of stuff. I was really trying to look for more 22 00:01:12,040 --> 00:01:14,240 Speaker 1: urban song, well not look for more. But I was 23 00:01:14,240 --> 00:01:17,120 Speaker 1: trying to create some more urban songs for my album 24 00:01:17,440 --> 00:01:20,160 Speaker 1: because you know, I'm an army type of girl. Um, 25 00:01:20,360 --> 00:01:22,959 Speaker 1: you know, everybody needs them a couple of urban songs. 26 00:01:23,040 --> 00:01:25,640 Speaker 1: So I was actually in a studio with London j 27 00:01:25,760 --> 00:01:27,000 Speaker 1: I don't know if you guys know who we are. 28 00:01:27,160 --> 00:01:31,639 Speaker 1: That's how I got Yeah, I love oneon j um 29 00:01:31,680 --> 00:01:34,520 Speaker 1: But anyway, he wrote that hook. But but I kind 30 00:01:34,520 --> 00:01:36,440 Speaker 1: of came up with the concept of like what we 31 00:01:36,520 --> 00:01:39,560 Speaker 1: both kind of came up with the concept of unpopular 32 00:01:39,640 --> 00:01:42,600 Speaker 1: truths and like a lot of us, a lot of people, 33 00:01:42,680 --> 00:01:46,160 Speaker 1: not just women, have have like tolerated, um, things that 34 00:01:46,200 --> 00:01:49,880 Speaker 1: they should have because of love. And you know that 35 00:01:49,960 --> 00:01:51,640 Speaker 1: song I Don't want to know if you play me 36 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:57,840 Speaker 1: please Mario. Yeah, yeah, like the same thing. But it's like, 37 00:01:59,840 --> 00:02:02,400 Speaker 1: I mean, we don't you don't condone it, but it's 38 00:02:02,400 --> 00:02:05,240 Speaker 1: just like at the same time, ship, I don't right now, 39 00:02:05,280 --> 00:02:07,920 Speaker 1: I'm just not ready to and it doesn't pertain to me. 40 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:09,480 Speaker 1: So I don't want you guys to think that, but 41 00:02:09,560 --> 00:02:12,959 Speaker 1: like it does then we find out later, Okay, find 42 00:02:13,280 --> 00:02:15,560 Speaker 1: don't find out what you're or not. But it's I'm 43 00:02:15,560 --> 00:02:18,760 Speaker 1: telling you now it's not. It's just like some some 44 00:02:18,840 --> 00:02:21,400 Speaker 1: girls can give with it. Some girls that's cool with 45 00:02:21,560 --> 00:02:25,520 Speaker 1: sticking around into a man um. I guess you know 46 00:02:25,600 --> 00:02:28,040 Speaker 1: what's crazy. You got to marry your lining song because 47 00:02:28,240 --> 00:02:30,360 Speaker 1: I remember that video used to be so sad to me. 48 00:02:30,400 --> 00:02:32,360 Speaker 1: I feel like I gotta remember what it was. But 49 00:02:32,400 --> 00:02:37,000 Speaker 1: I felt like in a bathtub, not just said it 50 00:02:37,040 --> 00:02:39,400 Speaker 1: than a guy sad in a bathtub. It was like 51 00:02:39,520 --> 00:02:42,880 Speaker 1: overflowing and he was just sad and ship and he 52 00:02:43,000 --> 00:02:45,760 Speaker 1: just was looking straight. But it was kind of It's 53 00:02:45,840 --> 00:02:48,760 Speaker 1: kind of like, I don't know, like you don't condone it, 54 00:02:48,760 --> 00:02:50,600 Speaker 1: but you often don't want to find out about it either. 55 00:02:50,680 --> 00:02:55,200 Speaker 1: You wanna. Sometimes I feel like men like just I 56 00:02:55,240 --> 00:02:59,040 Speaker 1: don't know. It's it's very unpopular. But even like back 57 00:02:59,080 --> 00:03:02,960 Speaker 1: in the day when those couples that lasted like fifty 58 00:03:03,000 --> 00:03:05,840 Speaker 1: sixty years, I just feel like things have happened in 59 00:03:05,880 --> 00:03:09,880 Speaker 1: those marriages and relationship and sometimes the man would come 60 00:03:09,919 --> 00:03:11,720 Speaker 1: home still be good to his wife and his family, 61 00:03:11,800 --> 00:03:13,840 Speaker 1: and the wife would never even find out because he 62 00:03:13,960 --> 00:03:16,320 Speaker 1: got at least that much respect for it to not 63 00:03:16,400 --> 00:03:18,480 Speaker 1: think to not let another girl ever think that she 64 00:03:18,520 --> 00:03:22,320 Speaker 1: could overstep, like turning a blind eye kind of yeah, 65 00:03:22,360 --> 00:03:25,360 Speaker 1: and it's like there's this best out Yeah yeah, that 66 00:03:25,520 --> 00:03:28,520 Speaker 1: that kind of thing. But it's like, you know, I mean, 67 00:03:29,560 --> 00:03:31,160 Speaker 1: you know what they say, guys, but try to tell 68 00:03:31,200 --> 00:03:34,720 Speaker 1: you, you you know, I lied to you because I love you. Yeah. 69 00:03:34,760 --> 00:03:37,320 Speaker 1: Maybe they I don't know, maybe in their eyes, I don't. 70 00:03:37,320 --> 00:03:40,000 Speaker 1: I kind of don't feel that way. It's just I mean, 71 00:03:40,120 --> 00:03:42,800 Speaker 1: I feel like other women, or not just women, but 72 00:03:42,880 --> 00:03:45,880 Speaker 1: other people could probably relate. I mean, and it's it's 73 00:03:45,920 --> 00:03:49,400 Speaker 1: just real. Do y'all feel like once he might know 74 00:03:49,560 --> 00:03:51,520 Speaker 1: that you know about one thing, that's kind of like 75 00:03:51,600 --> 00:03:54,480 Speaker 1: opening the flag gates. So it's like, if you're okay, 76 00:03:54,480 --> 00:03:56,960 Speaker 1: well one little thing. This is how I've always felt like, 77 00:03:57,160 --> 00:03:59,600 Speaker 1: if you're okay with one little thing, that he'll try 78 00:04:00,080 --> 00:04:02,760 Speaker 1: a bigger thing or a bigger thing. So I feel like, 79 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:05,560 Speaker 1: you know, like, yeah, what what stuff that you as 80 00:04:05,560 --> 00:04:07,640 Speaker 1: far as like all right, this is what I mean. 81 00:04:07,880 --> 00:04:09,800 Speaker 1: Like if you find out that your man go out 82 00:04:09,840 --> 00:04:12,440 Speaker 1: on a date with somebody else and you're like, yo, 83 00:04:13,120 --> 00:04:15,000 Speaker 1: you tell him like, y'all, I know you weren't out 84 00:04:15,040 --> 00:04:17,640 Speaker 1: on a date. I felt like next time he's like, well, ship, 85 00:04:17,760 --> 00:04:19,520 Speaker 1: she was okay with that, and let that flies. So 86 00:04:19,560 --> 00:04:22,320 Speaker 1: I might as well. That's the whole point of lie 87 00:04:22,320 --> 00:04:24,240 Speaker 1: to me. I don't want to know, right, you know, 88 00:04:24,360 --> 00:04:26,479 Speaker 1: if I find out then yeah, it's a different story 89 00:04:26,480 --> 00:04:29,600 Speaker 1: that gets worse. Yeah, different. When did the live stop though? 90 00:04:29,680 --> 00:04:32,200 Speaker 1: Like say you asked a question like when is he 91 00:04:32,360 --> 00:04:35,719 Speaker 1: finally supposed to come clean? Shure, I don't know. He 92 00:04:35,800 --> 00:04:41,159 Speaker 1: just wrote the hood because I had a whole discussion. Okay, 93 00:04:41,160 --> 00:04:44,599 Speaker 1: what about us lying though, ladies, because I know all 94 00:04:44,640 --> 00:04:46,279 Speaker 1: of us have lied to our man at some point. 95 00:04:46,720 --> 00:04:48,440 Speaker 1: The problem that comes with lion is that you have 96 00:04:48,520 --> 00:04:50,200 Speaker 1: to lie to keep up with the lie that you're told, 97 00:04:50,240 --> 00:04:52,400 Speaker 1: and then come up with a whole webblize in order 98 00:04:52,440 --> 00:04:55,239 Speaker 1: to keep the lie initial lot going. And this is like, 99 00:04:55,240 --> 00:04:57,120 Speaker 1: like you said, when does the lions thought? I say, 100 00:04:57,160 --> 00:04:59,560 Speaker 1: just don't put yourself in a predicament to do it, 101 00:04:59,600 --> 00:05:03,080 Speaker 1: because guy, I'm not a good liar at all, like 102 00:05:03,680 --> 00:05:07,040 Speaker 1: find out like through my facial expression. So I'd rather 103 00:05:07,160 --> 00:05:10,200 Speaker 1: not put myself in that predicament. But um, I mean, 104 00:05:11,320 --> 00:05:13,280 Speaker 1: have you ever lied and forgot your lie and then 105 00:05:13,279 --> 00:05:17,880 Speaker 1: been like a ship? No? I kind of always remembered 106 00:05:17,880 --> 00:05:21,200 Speaker 1: somebody out on it before. Yeah, Like I think I've 107 00:05:21,240 --> 00:05:24,520 Speaker 1: done that a while back, but not over in the 108 00:05:24,960 --> 00:05:28,200 Speaker 1: like cheating type stuff. Everybody's lied, but I just don't 109 00:05:28,240 --> 00:05:30,640 Speaker 1: know about something that deep. I've never lied about something 110 00:05:30,680 --> 00:05:32,919 Speaker 1: that deep. If anything, I just kind of told the 111 00:05:32,960 --> 00:05:37,080 Speaker 1: truth like yeah that's me. Yeah, it just and then 112 00:05:37,080 --> 00:05:40,039 Speaker 1: whatever happens happens after that because I don't have time 113 00:05:40,080 --> 00:05:42,280 Speaker 1: to be trying to keep up with this and oh, 114 00:05:42,400 --> 00:05:45,520 Speaker 1: like you know, feeling scared. It's just like not a 115 00:05:45,560 --> 00:05:50,560 Speaker 1: good feeling. Yeah. Sometimes lying is just easier, though, Angela. 116 00:05:50,800 --> 00:05:53,159 Speaker 1: It is, like I mean, it could be a small thing, 117 00:05:53,480 --> 00:05:55,640 Speaker 1: but sometimes it depends on what it is. But if 118 00:05:55,640 --> 00:05:58,960 Speaker 1: you're lying about something humongous, you gotta go to sleep 119 00:05:58,960 --> 00:06:01,240 Speaker 1: and like hold that. You know what I'm saying every night, 120 00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:03,919 Speaker 1: Like what if he's like, Okay, your X was just 121 00:06:03,960 --> 00:06:06,040 Speaker 1: dig bigger than mine and it was You're not gonna 122 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:12,280 Speaker 1: be like yeah, You'll be like no, that's a lie, right, Um, yeah, 123 00:06:12,360 --> 00:06:14,200 Speaker 1: what if? I don't think I've never been asked that question, 124 00:06:14,279 --> 00:06:16,479 Speaker 1: but but I'm just saying I would hope not because 125 00:06:16,480 --> 00:06:18,720 Speaker 1: I would look at the guy crazy, like why do 126 00:06:18,839 --> 00:06:21,240 Speaker 1: you want to know that? Why? I don't think I 127 00:06:21,279 --> 00:06:23,039 Speaker 1: want to know it, But I probably would just be like, 128 00:06:23,080 --> 00:06:28,080 Speaker 1: don't worry about it. That's a yes, I would do 129 00:06:28,160 --> 00:06:32,600 Speaker 1: now you quickly good. I think that would hurt my 130 00:06:32,640 --> 00:06:34,440 Speaker 1: ego if I was a man and I asked that 131 00:06:34,560 --> 00:06:45,760 Speaker 1: question back to that song, I wouldn't want to know bigger. 132 00:06:47,120 --> 00:06:50,040 Speaker 1: But what about like, um, because we talked about cheating 133 00:06:50,080 --> 00:06:52,039 Speaker 1: and were you ever a cheating at any point in 134 00:06:52,040 --> 00:06:55,000 Speaker 1: your life? Um? What what do you consider cheating? That's 135 00:06:55,000 --> 00:06:58,919 Speaker 1: a questions like having two guys, Yeah, that's a cheating 136 00:06:58,960 --> 00:07:01,840 Speaker 1: answer been like two guys that you're dealing with at 137 00:07:01,839 --> 00:07:04,080 Speaker 1: the same time that don't know about each other, or 138 00:07:04,120 --> 00:07:08,680 Speaker 1: maybe one knows another one doesn't know. No, if you could, 139 00:07:08,680 --> 00:07:11,160 Speaker 1: I've never cheated, and I don't like I've cheated. I 140 00:07:11,200 --> 00:07:14,960 Speaker 1: feel like I've been in a place, um where the 141 00:07:15,000 --> 00:07:17,760 Speaker 1: relationship was just over and you know it, like y'all 142 00:07:17,800 --> 00:07:19,360 Speaker 1: could be living in the same house, sleeping in a 143 00:07:19,400 --> 00:07:22,680 Speaker 1: different bed. Um. He you know, he's doing what he's doing. 144 00:07:23,560 --> 00:07:26,160 Speaker 1: She know you you you're doing what you're doing, and 145 00:07:27,080 --> 00:07:30,160 Speaker 1: I'm doing what I'm doing. It's not like, uh, I 146 00:07:30,160 --> 00:07:33,680 Speaker 1: feel like women leave physically, I mean sorry mentally before physically. 147 00:07:33,720 --> 00:07:38,400 Speaker 1: So like I don't consider myself ever being a cheater 148 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:43,000 Speaker 1: and I will never admit to that. Okay, what about it? 149 00:07:43,480 --> 00:07:46,200 Speaker 1: It's a mission a lie? Right. I was watching Power 150 00:07:46,240 --> 00:07:50,360 Speaker 1: but two Ghost the other day and not Tory. Tasha 151 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:52,920 Speaker 1: was telling her son, if you don't tell me something, 152 00:07:53,240 --> 00:07:55,840 Speaker 1: that's a lie. Omitting something is a lie. So if 153 00:07:55,840 --> 00:07:58,960 Speaker 1: somebody just doesn't tell you something, no, I don't think 154 00:07:59,000 --> 00:08:01,720 Speaker 1: that's lying. It's just I didn't tell you so he 155 00:08:01,800 --> 00:08:05,400 Speaker 1: asked me specifically, and then I tell you know or 156 00:08:05,480 --> 00:08:07,880 Speaker 1: like alive in that's line. But if I don't tell you, 157 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:11,560 Speaker 1: um something, yeah, you know what make it? Yeah? Like 158 00:08:11,680 --> 00:08:14,640 Speaker 1: say Clarence ran into his ex or something like that, 159 00:08:14,760 --> 00:08:17,320 Speaker 1: just for example, and didn't tell you, Like say they 160 00:08:17,440 --> 00:08:19,400 Speaker 1: had a drink together because he ran into her and 161 00:08:19,440 --> 00:08:22,360 Speaker 1: he just didn't mention it because you didn't ask. I 162 00:08:22,360 --> 00:08:24,080 Speaker 1: don't think that's line. To me. Is just he was 163 00:08:24,120 --> 00:08:25,960 Speaker 1: doing something he wasn't supposed to do. It ain't tell me, 164 00:08:27,040 --> 00:08:30,720 Speaker 1: not right, But it's not considered a lot either. And 165 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:32,800 Speaker 1: then say a picture comes out though, and they're like, 166 00:08:33,080 --> 00:08:35,320 Speaker 1: oh what is he doing at you? Like, oh, you 167 00:08:35,360 --> 00:08:38,920 Speaker 1: didn't tell me about that? Right now? If I asked 168 00:08:38,960 --> 00:08:41,719 Speaker 1: him specifically, um, did you what you do today? He 169 00:08:41,800 --> 00:08:43,640 Speaker 1: was like, oh, nothing, I just want to see my voice, 170 00:08:43,760 --> 00:08:45,559 Speaker 1: but he didn't really go see his boys, and he 171 00:08:45,559 --> 00:08:48,680 Speaker 1: would have a drink with his ex. That's Lyne in 172 00:08:48,760 --> 00:08:53,560 Speaker 1: my eyes, maybe not everyone else's. Did any ex Drafford 173 00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:55,800 Speaker 1: never approach you when y'all first got together, because I 174 00:08:55,840 --> 00:08:59,559 Speaker 1: know you kinda slid in his d M s and uh, 175 00:09:00,200 --> 00:09:03,480 Speaker 1: anybody ever come back around like hell, this is my 176 00:09:03,640 --> 00:09:08,680 Speaker 1: man or anything like that. I mean, I feel like 177 00:09:08,760 --> 00:09:12,600 Speaker 1: he uh you know, he was already he didn't cheat, 178 00:09:13,080 --> 00:09:15,200 Speaker 1: like not with at least, but like he was already 179 00:09:15,200 --> 00:09:20,240 Speaker 1: out of his relationship. So no, he said he was 180 00:09:20,320 --> 00:09:26,480 Speaker 1: out of it. Um, I've never stole anyone's man, because 181 00:09:26,520 --> 00:09:28,680 Speaker 1: I don't like when people, you know, try to. I 182 00:09:28,679 --> 00:09:32,240 Speaker 1: don't like females like that. I can't get with that, 183 00:09:32,280 --> 00:09:35,200 Speaker 1: Like I'm not I've never been that type. I don't 184 00:09:35,240 --> 00:09:37,480 Speaker 1: like people that break up home, So I would never 185 00:09:37,520 --> 00:09:39,560 Speaker 1: try to be one of those. Now, if they wasn't 186 00:09:39,559 --> 00:09:42,240 Speaker 1: together at the time, that's none of my business, like 187 00:09:42,280 --> 00:09:44,559 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. But but if he didn't 188 00:09:44,559 --> 00:09:46,079 Speaker 1: tell you he was in a relationship and you fell 189 00:09:46,120 --> 00:09:49,080 Speaker 1: in love already and then you found out, damn, Oh, 190 00:09:49,120 --> 00:09:54,000 Speaker 1: like you're funny said damn kind of like went with us. 191 00:09:55,960 --> 00:09:59,200 Speaker 1: Um if I was never that situation, I mean, he 192 00:09:59,320 --> 00:10:01,320 Speaker 1: was in a relation and ship but he didn't tell 193 00:10:01,360 --> 00:10:04,959 Speaker 1: you at first, and you like in love now girl Like, Um, 194 00:10:05,040 --> 00:10:08,120 Speaker 1: I don't know. I've never been in that situation. You 195 00:10:08,200 --> 00:10:10,080 Speaker 1: never know what you're gonna do. I never like, I'll 196 00:10:10,080 --> 00:10:12,959 Speaker 1: never do something because what if I would be like 197 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:14,719 Speaker 1: trying to still hold on because I'm in love. Love 198 00:10:14,800 --> 00:10:17,840 Speaker 1: make you do some really crazy stupid things sometimes, so 199 00:10:17,880 --> 00:10:20,120 Speaker 1: it's like I'm like, like, oh, I would leave him 200 00:10:20,120 --> 00:10:25,440 Speaker 1: because because my heart would probably really be like in it. 201 00:10:25,600 --> 00:10:28,280 Speaker 1: So I don't know what I would do. Truthfully, Sometimes 202 00:10:28,280 --> 00:10:31,000 Speaker 1: guys lie to like sometimes with the other women, they 203 00:10:31,040 --> 00:10:33,200 Speaker 1: lie and they'll be like, oh, you know it's over 204 00:10:33,559 --> 00:10:37,880 Speaker 1: and we don't even be like that. I'm saying, working 205 00:10:38,040 --> 00:10:41,199 Speaker 1: up and having sex every other day. Meanwhile she's taking 206 00:10:41,200 --> 00:10:43,040 Speaker 1: pictures in front of the house, so you know that 207 00:10:43,080 --> 00:10:46,439 Speaker 1: she's there. I just feel like that. I feel like 208 00:10:46,480 --> 00:10:49,160 Speaker 1: in that situation, you would just have to, um slowly 209 00:10:49,200 --> 00:10:52,120 Speaker 1: win yourself off. I mean, because that's not something that's 210 00:10:52,160 --> 00:10:54,760 Speaker 1: not healthy. That's something you would have to um be 211 00:10:54,920 --> 00:10:57,280 Speaker 1: strong about and be like you know what, I'm not 212 00:10:57,320 --> 00:11:00,120 Speaker 1: trying to unless you unless you with the toxic this 213 00:11:00,360 --> 00:11:01,960 Speaker 1: and all that stuff and you want to be like 214 00:11:02,000 --> 00:11:04,600 Speaker 1: that and that's cool. I feel like in that situation, 215 00:11:04,760 --> 00:11:06,840 Speaker 1: I probably wouldn't want to keep putting myself to that 216 00:11:06,920 --> 00:11:09,720 Speaker 1: pain and I probably just gonna do me then, Like 217 00:11:09,800 --> 00:11:12,840 Speaker 1: it's pan. There's probably be plenty of them, you know people, Right, 218 00:11:13,880 --> 00:11:17,720 Speaker 1: How is Vegas? By the way, Vegas was fine? Um? Shoot, 219 00:11:17,760 --> 00:11:20,440 Speaker 1: the hotel was super nice. I wish I could stay longer, 220 00:11:21,280 --> 00:11:24,200 Speaker 1: but um yeah, the party was it was nice. So 221 00:11:24,240 --> 00:11:26,360 Speaker 1: you at Cardi Bi's birthday party, So give us some 222 00:11:26,440 --> 00:11:29,160 Speaker 1: little scoops. We saw you and Clarence were there together. 223 00:11:29,800 --> 00:11:34,640 Speaker 1: Yeah with that y'all yelling take come back with that 224 00:11:34,800 --> 00:11:39,040 Speaker 1: you and Clarence. No, I've never even uh, I never 225 00:11:39,120 --> 00:11:41,280 Speaker 1: even knew that it was doing that until I've seen 226 00:11:41,320 --> 00:11:44,280 Speaker 1: the video after. Like we've seen a video after like 227 00:11:44,360 --> 00:11:46,200 Speaker 1: what we didn't even know I was saying that. We 228 00:11:46,200 --> 00:11:48,840 Speaker 1: was outside just like really trying to figure out what 229 00:11:48,920 --> 00:11:52,960 Speaker 1: was doing next. Who's gonna eat? You seem like you 230 00:11:53,000 --> 00:11:54,640 Speaker 1: don't be wanting to be like all in the mix 231 00:11:54,720 --> 00:11:58,840 Speaker 1: like that. Um, I just want to have a chill vibe. Really, 232 00:11:58,920 --> 00:12:01,320 Speaker 1: I mean I don't like um, you know I'm a 233 00:12:01,360 --> 00:12:03,240 Speaker 1: I'm a big fan of Carti and everyone knows that. 234 00:12:03,280 --> 00:12:06,920 Speaker 1: But Cardy was there too party. Cardia wasn't there to 235 00:12:06,960 --> 00:12:09,520 Speaker 1: take pictures and like you know, have people tapping her 236 00:12:09,559 --> 00:12:12,080 Speaker 1: and stuff like that. So I just, um, yeah, I 237 00:12:12,120 --> 00:12:15,000 Speaker 1: was just I was sitting with Tiana Taylor and in 238 00:12:15,040 --> 00:12:17,880 Speaker 1: her little section and was just chilling. I ran into 239 00:12:17,920 --> 00:12:20,880 Speaker 1: I've seen jt in Miami. There the only the first 240 00:12:20,880 --> 00:12:23,400 Speaker 1: people I've seen, and we kind of sad, and um 241 00:12:23,440 --> 00:12:25,640 Speaker 1: Mine was like, she was like, you don't drink. I'm like, 242 00:12:27,400 --> 00:12:29,199 Speaker 1: not that much. If I do drink something, be a 243 00:12:29,240 --> 00:12:33,360 Speaker 1: little prudy. But I really, yeah, I can't. I cannot 244 00:12:33,480 --> 00:12:36,400 Speaker 1: drink much of I was at you know Jada, you 245 00:12:36,400 --> 00:12:40,280 Speaker 1: know little babies, um bib Mama Jada. I was at 246 00:12:40,280 --> 00:12:42,600 Speaker 1: her party and I had a little She had these 247 00:12:42,600 --> 00:12:46,200 Speaker 1: little pouches of like, um, this concoction was liquor in it, 248 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:49,000 Speaker 1: I don't know. And I had half of that and yeah, 249 00:12:49,480 --> 00:12:52,480 Speaker 1: did it get let in the bedroom later with you 250 00:12:52,520 --> 00:12:54,520 Speaker 1: and Clarence or do you got to sleep? Like what 251 00:12:54,600 --> 00:12:57,200 Speaker 1: kind of drunk are you? Are you fun? I'm not 252 00:12:57,240 --> 00:13:02,080 Speaker 1: a I'm not a drunk at all. I just told 253 00:13:02,120 --> 00:13:06,320 Speaker 1: you I'm not a drunk like, of course, it's actually 254 00:13:06,440 --> 00:13:11,959 Speaker 1: extra fun. Are you like funding the bad one wine 255 00:13:12,000 --> 00:13:15,040 Speaker 1: cooler and it's over? No? No, no, honestly, I will 256 00:13:15,080 --> 00:13:17,920 Speaker 1: take like two SIPs of wine and like be throbbing. 257 00:13:19,480 --> 00:13:21,560 Speaker 1: It would be so funny because I'm looking over and toping. 258 00:13:21,640 --> 00:13:25,960 Speaker 1: It's like, oh my god, it's happening again. I've been 259 00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:28,280 Speaker 1: wanting him to get lit too. I'll be like, get 260 00:13:28,280 --> 00:13:31,720 Speaker 1: some more, get some more, don't be shot having another shot? 261 00:13:32,800 --> 00:13:37,320 Speaker 1: Are you loud in the bedroom? Oh my god. She'd 262 00:13:37,320 --> 00:13:48,000 Speaker 1: be singing cocks challenge on the I would say, dude, 263 00:13:48,000 --> 00:13:53,880 Speaker 1: he get in here. Yeah, yeah I am. Actually I'll 264 00:13:53,880 --> 00:13:57,920 Speaker 1: be having to get my mouth covered. But you can't 265 00:13:57,920 --> 00:14:00,319 Speaker 1: be waking the baby's girl. No, it's really if we're 266 00:14:00,320 --> 00:14:03,520 Speaker 1: around like other people and I'm not sex around other people, 267 00:14:04,960 --> 00:14:07,360 Speaker 1: like not around literally, but I'm saying like if just 268 00:14:07,559 --> 00:14:11,080 Speaker 1: you know other people in the house, you like people 269 00:14:11,080 --> 00:14:18,160 Speaker 1: to watch because everybody but they know what y'all doing. 270 00:14:18,360 --> 00:14:21,480 Speaker 1: So of course, I mean, has anybody ever heard you 271 00:14:21,520 --> 00:14:24,680 Speaker 1: have been like, um, girl, I'm pretty sure people have 272 00:14:24,760 --> 00:14:26,400 Speaker 1: heard me, but the ain't probably ain't gonna say nothing. 273 00:14:26,960 --> 00:14:29,520 Speaker 1: That's an awkward conversation. Have you ever did had that? 274 00:14:30,680 --> 00:14:32,760 Speaker 1: Damn y'all was loud last night? Yeah? Have you ever 275 00:14:32,800 --> 00:14:35,280 Speaker 1: had that conversation with one of your friends? Like a right, girl? 276 00:14:35,320 --> 00:14:37,880 Speaker 1: I heard you getting your ass best last night? No, 277 00:14:37,920 --> 00:14:40,640 Speaker 1: I just like, you know, I just kind of, you know, 278 00:14:40,880 --> 00:14:43,960 Speaker 1: look at it, and I I was like I had something 279 00:14:44,040 --> 00:14:50,480 Speaker 1: last night, Angela, Like I don't like people. I feel 280 00:14:50,480 --> 00:14:53,800 Speaker 1: like people most vulnerable when they have six You don't 281 00:14:53,800 --> 00:14:55,760 Speaker 1: want to like bring it up, like yeah, I heard 282 00:14:55,800 --> 00:15:02,440 Speaker 1: you heard. What else you're gonna say? So? Do you talk? 283 00:15:02,520 --> 00:15:06,880 Speaker 1: Are you moaning? I do both. It's like a call 284 00:15:06,960 --> 00:15:19,240 Speaker 1: an answer. I forgot with me? Here are you with me? 285 00:15:19,520 --> 00:15:21,360 Speaker 1: But you can't. I feel like you can't just be 286 00:15:21,440 --> 00:15:24,280 Speaker 1: moaning lock, come on, now, you gotta say something. Yeah. 287 00:15:24,320 --> 00:15:25,920 Speaker 1: But it's like, have you ever had a guy that 288 00:15:26,000 --> 00:15:29,320 Speaker 1: was really loud? You had to be like all right now, 289 00:15:30,400 --> 00:15:35,520 Speaker 1: like that was good loud? I don't na, nah, what 290 00:15:35,560 --> 00:15:38,360 Speaker 1: would you say? I kind of just be awkward, like 291 00:15:38,400 --> 00:15:42,200 Speaker 1: looking up like okay, like good. I've never been with 292 00:15:42,200 --> 00:15:44,240 Speaker 1: a guy that's really loud when he comes. I think 293 00:15:44,240 --> 00:15:46,880 Speaker 1: that I had an yell my name. I don't know. 294 00:15:46,960 --> 00:15:49,240 Speaker 1: I mean a little grunt is cool and a little 295 00:15:49,440 --> 00:15:52,040 Speaker 1: you know, well, actually when guy's moan, it's sexy to me. 296 00:15:52,120 --> 00:15:55,720 Speaker 1: I love it. But like if they just super overly loud, 297 00:15:55,800 --> 00:16:09,680 Speaker 1: like a like a rocket like rock star, Yeah every time? 298 00:16:10,920 --> 00:16:14,040 Speaker 1: What about like asking questions? And also you know some 299 00:16:14,120 --> 00:16:16,840 Speaker 1: guys are very talkative in the bedroom. Yeah yeah, I 300 00:16:16,840 --> 00:16:20,880 Speaker 1: mean you like that. He's really talkative. So I'm used 301 00:16:20,920 --> 00:16:24,160 Speaker 1: to that. But like, just don't ask no dumb questions 302 00:16:25,000 --> 00:16:29,400 Speaker 1: because I'm gonna be thrown off. Like what's a dumb question? Actually, 303 00:16:29,440 --> 00:16:31,800 Speaker 1: I don't know. Just something that's just like not totally 304 00:16:31,840 --> 00:16:36,480 Speaker 1: not related to anything. Did you turn the iron off? 305 00:16:38,600 --> 00:16:41,960 Speaker 1: You gonna make a was like, what are you? Let's 306 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:44,560 Speaker 1: talk about the album some more because Butterfly's Part two 307 00:16:44,640 --> 00:16:48,120 Speaker 1: is on there and so you still get butterflies high? 308 00:16:48,720 --> 00:16:55,000 Speaker 1: Of course that's a sweet I'm trying to think, like 309 00:16:55,480 --> 00:16:58,160 Speaker 1: for you ladies, when you've been how long have you 310 00:16:58,200 --> 00:17:01,000 Speaker 1: all been together? You and Clarence. Now, I want to 311 00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:04,000 Speaker 1: say since since we since we told the world's been 312 00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:07,359 Speaker 1: two years? Okay, so have you been with somebody and 313 00:17:07,480 --> 00:17:11,600 Speaker 1: two years later you still get butterflies? Yeah? I'm waiting 314 00:17:11,600 --> 00:17:19,000 Speaker 1: for we already know I have. I've been there for sure. 315 00:17:19,240 --> 00:17:21,760 Speaker 1: You're talking, Oh, I thought you were saying someone else. Oh, no, 316 00:17:21,840 --> 00:17:25,960 Speaker 1: it's pleasib you know them, do y'all still get I 317 00:17:26,000 --> 00:17:28,600 Speaker 1: mean when I I've been in a long relationship that 318 00:17:28,920 --> 00:17:32,280 Speaker 1: like it's still been moments of butterflies. I mean there's 319 00:17:32,320 --> 00:17:36,240 Speaker 1: been times. Yeah, not every single day, but there's been 320 00:17:36,320 --> 00:17:39,480 Speaker 1: moments where it's like something maybe that he's done that 321 00:17:39,560 --> 00:17:42,520 Speaker 1: would make it come back or whatever. But I wouldn't Yeah, 322 00:17:42,520 --> 00:17:45,080 Speaker 1: I wouldn't say every day. Well now, and that same 323 00:17:45,119 --> 00:17:52,040 Speaker 1: person gives me roaches, butterflies, it gives me termites, Like 324 00:17:52,080 --> 00:17:54,720 Speaker 1: I hate this. That crazy that you could go from 325 00:17:54,720 --> 00:17:58,000 Speaker 1: being so in love with somebody to being repulsed by them. Yeah, 326 00:17:58,040 --> 00:17:59,560 Speaker 1: I hate this guy. I know you know what I'm 327 00:17:59,560 --> 00:18:04,680 Speaker 1: talking about. Queen Naja no five girl, I hate But 328 00:18:06,560 --> 00:18:08,359 Speaker 1: I said I didn't say hate, but like we're posted 329 00:18:08,400 --> 00:18:11,200 Speaker 1: by somebody like like the third of you being together 330 00:18:11,320 --> 00:18:17,280 Speaker 1: again with that person. Yeah, that's that is crazy, man, 331 00:18:17,640 --> 00:18:20,320 Speaker 1: that's crazy. And it's sad too. It's said, but like 332 00:18:21,119 --> 00:18:22,720 Speaker 1: after the fact, when you think about it's not said, 333 00:18:22,760 --> 00:18:24,600 Speaker 1: but it's just I think it's said overall on life. 334 00:18:24,600 --> 00:18:27,560 Speaker 1: How you could just like give yourself to somebody, like 335 00:18:28,200 --> 00:18:31,200 Speaker 1: give them your all and then you'll just strangers. Like 336 00:18:31,359 --> 00:18:34,080 Speaker 1: I said, I don't think that like that, Like I 337 00:18:34,400 --> 00:18:37,159 Speaker 1: just I wish it didn't have to people didn't have 338 00:18:37,200 --> 00:18:38,960 Speaker 1: to go through that. But I guess you learned things 339 00:18:39,040 --> 00:18:41,639 Speaker 1: as well. Sometimes people only your life for a season. 340 00:18:41,760 --> 00:18:48,720 Speaker 1: So right, that's why people gotta pack light. Right, Yeah, 341 00:18:49,040 --> 00:18:50,600 Speaker 1: now listen, let me ask you this as a song 342 00:18:50,720 --> 00:18:52,879 Speaker 1: like that made Clarence nervous because you guys are in 343 00:18:52,920 --> 00:18:55,240 Speaker 1: such a good space and then he hears a song 344 00:18:55,320 --> 00:18:58,439 Speaker 1: like pack Light where he's good and the meaning of 345 00:18:58,480 --> 00:19:02,040 Speaker 1: pack like obviously is just in cases don't work out 346 00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:05,200 Speaker 1: BacT life. Yeah, you know, I don't think he'd get 347 00:19:05,200 --> 00:19:07,080 Speaker 1: nervous when I make songs like that. I mean he'd 348 00:19:07,119 --> 00:19:09,400 Speaker 1: probably be like, already know what the people about to say. 349 00:19:09,480 --> 00:19:11,720 Speaker 1: But like, other than that, it's kind of like we 350 00:19:11,800 --> 00:19:14,919 Speaker 1: have understanding, so you know, he know that. It's a 351 00:19:14,920 --> 00:19:18,439 Speaker 1: part of my artistry too, make songs that you know, 352 00:19:18,640 --> 00:19:21,359 Speaker 1: other people can relate to, even if it's not my 353 00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:24,880 Speaker 1: own situation. Of course people will guess, but I mean 354 00:19:24,960 --> 00:19:26,880 Speaker 1: sometimes I mean, you just gotta keep you talking, keep 355 00:19:26,920 --> 00:19:29,359 Speaker 1: getting so you feel like you came with like trust 356 00:19:29,440 --> 00:19:33,919 Speaker 1: issues from past relationships to the next ones or you know, 357 00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:35,639 Speaker 1: the next one that you have, the current one that 358 00:19:35,680 --> 00:19:38,040 Speaker 1: you have now have that I would say, like maybe 359 00:19:38,040 --> 00:19:40,919 Speaker 1: in the beginning, of course I had I did have 360 00:19:41,320 --> 00:19:44,680 Speaker 1: um issues, but at the same time, I wasn't gonna 361 00:19:44,680 --> 00:19:47,800 Speaker 1: put myself in a relationship with somebody having trust issues 362 00:19:47,840 --> 00:19:50,200 Speaker 1: with them. Once I kind of got to know how 363 00:19:50,240 --> 00:19:52,439 Speaker 1: honest he was and like how he didn't have to 364 00:19:52,480 --> 00:19:55,480 Speaker 1: probably really lie about anything, I was like, Okay, well 365 00:19:55,520 --> 00:19:58,680 Speaker 1: this guy is different, you know. Um. But of course, 366 00:19:58,720 --> 00:20:03,440 Speaker 1: before like we was, we was friends, so anything that 367 00:20:03,520 --> 00:20:06,000 Speaker 1: he did if we wasn't together, it was like none 368 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:08,480 Speaker 1: of my business at that at that point mm hmm. 369 00:20:09,000 --> 00:20:11,679 Speaker 1: But um, yeah, I didn't have no reason to not 370 00:20:12,080 --> 00:20:13,640 Speaker 1: trust him. I just had to kind of get over 371 00:20:14,040 --> 00:20:17,920 Speaker 1: the my past relationship, right because sometimes as women will 372 00:20:17,960 --> 00:20:20,440 Speaker 1: be thinking all guys are no good because of the 373 00:20:20,520 --> 00:20:26,080 Speaker 1: next I would I used to feel that way, Like, yeah, 374 00:20:26,080 --> 00:20:27,679 Speaker 1: I used to feel that way, but I feel like 375 00:20:27,680 --> 00:20:29,479 Speaker 1: there's still some good guys out there. I have one 376 00:20:29,520 --> 00:20:34,399 Speaker 1: of them, at least just one. Yeah, there were there 377 00:20:34,440 --> 00:20:36,520 Speaker 1: are good guys out there, and you got the last 378 00:20:36,560 --> 00:20:41,919 Speaker 1: one girl playing. I think it's still goodause I definitely 379 00:20:42,000 --> 00:20:46,000 Speaker 1: feel like men are they're all men They're all humans, 380 00:20:46,040 --> 00:20:50,399 Speaker 1: so they can't be perfect. I got a good one, right. 381 00:20:50,600 --> 00:20:53,320 Speaker 1: Have you ever had to check anybody that maybe thought 382 00:20:53,440 --> 00:20:55,840 Speaker 1: that the bond wasn't as strong as it is and 383 00:20:55,920 --> 00:20:59,359 Speaker 1: maybe they like decided to kind of like I don't know, 384 00:20:59,640 --> 00:21:01,560 Speaker 1: like throw you under the bus to try to get 385 00:21:01,560 --> 00:21:03,760 Speaker 1: closer to him. Have you ever had to check any 386 00:21:03,760 --> 00:21:07,480 Speaker 1: woman like listen back up, No, we never. We don't 387 00:21:07,480 --> 00:21:11,119 Speaker 1: put ourselves in those predicaments, m because we probably know 388 00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:15,200 Speaker 1: what you know, what people could have. Honestly, the crazy 389 00:21:15,240 --> 00:21:18,959 Speaker 1: thing is, I'm so nice and I and like you know, 390 00:21:19,520 --> 00:21:21,840 Speaker 1: I associate with a lot of different people. Clarence will 391 00:21:22,280 --> 00:21:25,640 Speaker 1: tell me first about a girl that he feels will 392 00:21:25,680 --> 00:21:29,080 Speaker 1: probably come like and try to get through to him. 393 00:21:29,119 --> 00:21:31,160 Speaker 1: He would probably tell me first and be like that girl, 394 00:21:31,160 --> 00:21:32,879 Speaker 1: no good, she was looking at me this way, like 395 00:21:32,960 --> 00:21:36,879 Speaker 1: he would tell me. Yeah, he won't even keep it 396 00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:39,639 Speaker 1: a secret, like he'll let me know so and sometimes 397 00:21:39,720 --> 00:21:42,439 Speaker 1: like but I'm not with all of that, like bringing 398 00:21:42,640 --> 00:21:45,639 Speaker 1: females around my men in the same house and you know, 399 00:21:45,720 --> 00:21:48,160 Speaker 1: all types of stuff like that. So yeah, like I said, 400 00:21:48,160 --> 00:21:50,199 Speaker 1: I don't put myself in those predicaments because I know 401 00:21:50,240 --> 00:21:52,159 Speaker 1: how girls could be even if they got a man 402 00:21:52,480 --> 00:21:56,560 Speaker 1: they self like you still, even if you do trust him, like, 403 00:21:56,640 --> 00:21:59,680 Speaker 1: it's still not good to just do that because things 404 00:21:59,680 --> 00:22:03,240 Speaker 1: could happen and it's cheating a deal breaker for you. 405 00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:07,680 Speaker 1: I haven't asked that question before, Um, like completely, I don't. 406 00:22:07,720 --> 00:22:14,800 Speaker 1: I'm truthfully shit, yeah, it's a deal breaker. I'm looking 407 00:22:14,800 --> 00:22:19,240 Speaker 1: stupid before, man, come again, right right, don't play me. 408 00:22:19,800 --> 00:22:21,640 Speaker 1: But at the same time, it's just like I don't know, 409 00:22:22,280 --> 00:22:24,280 Speaker 1: it's a deal breaker. But then like I don't know, 410 00:22:24,400 --> 00:22:28,199 Speaker 1: could it Could it be second chances? Could people change afterwards? 411 00:22:29,160 --> 00:22:33,280 Speaker 1: Maybe maybe because but at the time, yeah, because it 412 00:22:33,359 --> 00:22:35,560 Speaker 1: probably with all depend on how it went down, how 413 00:22:35,600 --> 00:22:39,760 Speaker 1: you found out about it. Yeah, I think like right away, 414 00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:42,159 Speaker 1: like taking somebody back right away after they cheated on 415 00:22:42,200 --> 00:22:44,760 Speaker 1: you know, because I've done that like in the past, 416 00:22:44,880 --> 00:22:48,639 Speaker 1: Like oh like okay, like you'll tell you sorry whatever, 417 00:22:49,000 --> 00:22:52,200 Speaker 1: you take them right back too soon? No, you gotta 418 00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:55,840 Speaker 1: let them be scared. Do you think about explaining like 419 00:22:55,920 --> 00:22:58,760 Speaker 1: your relationship with your ex to your kids when they're 420 00:22:59,040 --> 00:23:03,639 Speaker 1: old enough to understand everything because they'll see it online. Yeah, definitely. 421 00:23:03,640 --> 00:23:06,359 Speaker 1: I mean my first son, like I told him just 422 00:23:06,400 --> 00:23:10,840 Speaker 1: a ted bit, like you know, an appropriate amount or 423 00:23:10,880 --> 00:23:13,720 Speaker 1: an appropriate way to tell him. But like, I'm sure 424 00:23:13,760 --> 00:23:16,680 Speaker 1: when he gets older and he likes starts to understand more, 425 00:23:17,040 --> 00:23:19,479 Speaker 1: he'll ask me questions and I'll just tell him. But 426 00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:22,400 Speaker 1: it's not really like no one's I wouldn't say it's 427 00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:25,000 Speaker 1: no one's fault or anybody's a bad person, or we 428 00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:28,280 Speaker 1: don't love him. It's just people had issues with themselves, 429 00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:31,440 Speaker 1: and you know, so like that's something that you just 430 00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:36,280 Speaker 1: can't go back and undo. Now. I know, Um, at 431 00:23:36,280 --> 00:23:38,600 Speaker 1: one point in time, during the quarantine and all that stuff, 432 00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:41,640 Speaker 1: I believe that you had an incident where you couldn't 433 00:23:41,680 --> 00:23:44,760 Speaker 1: find your baby father and I think he had your son. 434 00:23:45,400 --> 00:23:50,400 Speaker 1: Now do you feel like the relationship between you and 435 00:23:50,480 --> 00:23:53,720 Speaker 1: him when when social media comes in between it, or 436 00:23:53,720 --> 00:23:56,159 Speaker 1: when social media gets involved, do you feel like that 437 00:23:56,320 --> 00:23:58,679 Speaker 1: might make the situation worse? Or was that just like 438 00:23:58,720 --> 00:24:01,600 Speaker 1: a panic situation? Um, that was kind of like a 439 00:24:01,600 --> 00:24:04,040 Speaker 1: panic situation for me because first of all, nobody would 440 00:24:04,040 --> 00:24:08,240 Speaker 1: answer my phone calls, and it's just like, Okay, where 441 00:24:08,359 --> 00:24:10,760 Speaker 1: is my son? I like to know where at all times, 442 00:24:10,760 --> 00:24:12,840 Speaker 1: even if somebody I know. If I don't know where 443 00:24:12,880 --> 00:24:15,560 Speaker 1: he is, I'm then my mind start going all types 444 00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:19,040 Speaker 1: of like, yeah, so it was kind of a thing 445 00:24:19,160 --> 00:24:21,760 Speaker 1: like sometimes when you put stuff on social media, people 446 00:24:21,760 --> 00:24:24,000 Speaker 1: have no choice but to answer, you know what I'm saying. 447 00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:28,000 Speaker 1: Obviously I gotta answer after um because some people see 448 00:24:28,040 --> 00:24:29,240 Speaker 1: him like why do you put that on? Oh so 449 00:24:29,280 --> 00:24:31,000 Speaker 1: why did you answer me the first time? You know 450 00:24:31,000 --> 00:24:33,520 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It was really that kind of thing, 451 00:24:33,560 --> 00:24:35,120 Speaker 1: and I was just trying to get somebody to reach 452 00:24:35,119 --> 00:24:38,199 Speaker 1: out to me on that side if I didn't, like 453 00:24:38,240 --> 00:24:40,040 Speaker 1: I didn't. I don't know their information. I don't know 454 00:24:40,080 --> 00:24:42,639 Speaker 1: their numbers or anything like that. So, but are in 455 00:24:42,680 --> 00:24:46,119 Speaker 1: some ways that you feel that you're misunderstood every single 456 00:24:46,160 --> 00:24:50,520 Speaker 1: way the things that I say, my humor, um, the 457 00:24:50,560 --> 00:24:54,399 Speaker 1: fact that people still don't uh, well not everyone, but 458 00:24:54,440 --> 00:24:56,840 Speaker 1: I feel like a lot of people still don't look 459 00:24:56,840 --> 00:24:59,360 Speaker 1: at me as like just an artists. They still look 460 00:24:59,359 --> 00:25:01,480 Speaker 1: at me and just like youtubeer like, which is cool 461 00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:04,480 Speaker 1: because I mean YouTube is where I started. But it's like, 462 00:25:04,840 --> 00:25:09,400 Speaker 1: since I've written songs and released songs that were close 463 00:25:10,160 --> 00:25:12,879 Speaker 1: not close, but related to my own experiences, now they 464 00:25:12,920 --> 00:25:16,040 Speaker 1: feel like every single song got right, something's wrong with 465 00:25:16,080 --> 00:25:19,439 Speaker 1: me and Clarence. Yeah, it's like oh when he do 466 00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:23,120 Speaker 1: now like now and then I think back, like when 467 00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:24,479 Speaker 1: I used to be in the interviews and I used 468 00:25:24,520 --> 00:25:27,320 Speaker 1: to be like, yeah, every every song got right, you know, 469 00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:29,119 Speaker 1: it's just like close to me and my Yeah, that 470 00:25:29,359 --> 00:25:31,600 Speaker 1: used to But now I'm stepping one into my artistry 471 00:25:31,600 --> 00:25:35,800 Speaker 1: back where now I'm experimenting with different topics, like I said, 472 00:25:35,840 --> 00:25:37,399 Speaker 1: even if I'm not going through at the time. But 473 00:25:37,440 --> 00:25:40,240 Speaker 1: people just always want to like be like, girl, okay, 474 00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:42,040 Speaker 1: so what's this all likeed me about? So he cheating 475 00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:44,480 Speaker 1: on you and and you find with it and that's 476 00:25:44,520 --> 00:25:49,240 Speaker 1: not even a case, you know, people. I just feel 477 00:25:49,280 --> 00:25:52,440 Speaker 1: like people just misunderstand the fact that like I'm doing 478 00:25:52,520 --> 00:25:55,639 Speaker 1: what an artist does, and like you get to be 479 00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:57,280 Speaker 1: in any situation you want to be, and you can 480 00:25:57,320 --> 00:26:00,960 Speaker 1: put yourself in those situations in like you could tap 481 00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:04,400 Speaker 1: into past feelings. You could talk about conversations you've had 482 00:26:04,400 --> 00:26:08,439 Speaker 1: with other people, conversation made up in your head like 483 00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:11,520 Speaker 1: like a book, a fiction book, you know what I'm saying. 484 00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:14,080 Speaker 1: Kind of like when Us did Confessions, Remember everybody though 485 00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:15,880 Speaker 1: he had a secret baby, but it was really about 486 00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:21,720 Speaker 1: Jamaine Duprie. Yeah, that's that's artistry. And people like since 487 00:26:21,760 --> 00:26:24,159 Speaker 1: I'm a vlog since I vlog on YouTube, since I 488 00:26:24,240 --> 00:26:27,600 Speaker 1: like let people into my life and I'm transparent. It's like, 489 00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:30,280 Speaker 1: now everything he's like, oh pa, it's a cheat on me. 490 00:26:30,320 --> 00:26:32,359 Speaker 1: Now that is true though. That's a gift and the 491 00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:34,960 Speaker 1: curse because people do relate to you so much because 492 00:26:34,960 --> 00:26:37,120 Speaker 1: they've seen you on the blog, so everything that they 493 00:26:37,160 --> 00:26:39,760 Speaker 1: hear from you. Because when you put out Medicine and 494 00:26:39,800 --> 00:26:42,520 Speaker 1: you put out Karma, everybody knew what that was about. 495 00:26:42,840 --> 00:26:44,880 Speaker 1: But now it's like I have to switch this whole 496 00:26:44,920 --> 00:26:47,800 Speaker 1: nearrative the around. Yes, I will still write songs that 497 00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:52,840 Speaker 1: applied to me like butterflies. Yeah, if he did get 498 00:26:52,840 --> 00:26:54,480 Speaker 1: on my nurse one day and I decided to write 499 00:26:54,520 --> 00:26:57,960 Speaker 1: a song about how fucking how I'm feeling I'm in 500 00:26:57,960 --> 00:27:00,200 Speaker 1: my feelings, then it may be true. But that on me, 501 00:27:00,359 --> 00:27:02,879 Speaker 1: like things, you're all bad, you know what I'm saying. 502 00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:06,119 Speaker 1: What's off limits when it comes to the camera, because 503 00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:08,440 Speaker 1: you've showed so much of your life, what's something that 504 00:27:08,560 --> 00:27:11,280 Speaker 1: you're like, no, this is this is something that stays 505 00:27:11,400 --> 00:27:15,280 Speaker 1: off camera? Honestly, Um, I haven't let too much of 506 00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:18,280 Speaker 1: like I put my kids on my on my snap 507 00:27:18,400 --> 00:27:20,560 Speaker 1: and things like that, or on my story, but like 508 00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:23,680 Speaker 1: you know, I won't show everything about my kids because 509 00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:25,720 Speaker 1: I feel like when it comes to kids, like it's 510 00:27:25,760 --> 00:27:28,560 Speaker 1: just people can be so cool and say stuff talk 511 00:27:28,640 --> 00:27:30,760 Speaker 1: about a kid, like you're a grown person talking about 512 00:27:30,760 --> 00:27:34,200 Speaker 1: somebody's kids, you know, and like I just feel like, Okay, 513 00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:36,119 Speaker 1: you can say all of this about me, but like 514 00:27:36,160 --> 00:27:38,960 Speaker 1: when it comes to you saying stuff about my my child, 515 00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:41,919 Speaker 1: it's like a whole different kind of anger, you know, 516 00:27:41,960 --> 00:27:44,359 Speaker 1: ignites and it's just like you can't do nothing about it, 517 00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:46,520 Speaker 1: and you want to, but like you over the screen 518 00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:48,480 Speaker 1: so and it's just like you don't want your child 519 00:27:48,520 --> 00:27:51,560 Speaker 1: to grow up. And like, because my son sees that 520 00:27:51,720 --> 00:27:53,719 Speaker 1: he can read now over this quarantine, he's learned how 521 00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:56,880 Speaker 1: to read. You don't go over his dad's house. And 522 00:27:57,400 --> 00:27:59,760 Speaker 1: I've seen a video where he had him reading hate 523 00:27:59,800 --> 00:28:03,560 Speaker 1: come like and he just was like, oh, y'all ugly too, 524 00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:06,120 Speaker 1: that he's not supposed to see that. No, he's not 525 00:28:06,400 --> 00:28:11,160 Speaker 1: definitely to see if some some grown idiots calling him ugly, 526 00:28:11,400 --> 00:28:14,800 Speaker 1: which he's not. My baby is beautiful. Yeah, absolutely. I 527 00:28:14,840 --> 00:28:17,240 Speaker 1: feel so bad because it's growing up with social media. 528 00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:19,800 Speaker 1: Like think about when we were really young, that wasn't 529 00:28:19,800 --> 00:28:22,520 Speaker 1: anything that we had to worry about. You know, now 530 00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:24,480 Speaker 1: I have to He's gonna grow up, he's gonna see 531 00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:27,199 Speaker 1: all types of stuff, and I'm a little scared because, 532 00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:29,440 Speaker 1: like you know, I don't have to break it down 533 00:28:29,520 --> 00:28:32,760 Speaker 1: to him, you know, because that social media can sometimes 534 00:28:33,080 --> 00:28:36,720 Speaker 1: misconstrued thing. Right, I'm saying, like Nazi J really wasn't 535 00:28:36,760 --> 00:28:39,240 Speaker 1: like that. This is what happened Above all else though, 536 00:28:39,240 --> 00:28:41,920 Speaker 1: I will say, you are a great mom, just above 537 00:28:42,400 --> 00:28:45,760 Speaker 1: above and beyond everything. And I think most importantly everybody, 538 00:28:45,760 --> 00:28:47,680 Speaker 1: I think can see how important it is for you 539 00:28:47,840 --> 00:28:50,360 Speaker 1: to have your kids, you know, and raise them in 540 00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:53,320 Speaker 1: the right way. So I think that's really dope. It's 541 00:28:53,560 --> 00:28:57,040 Speaker 1: it's super hard. It's really hard. It don't come with instructions. 542 00:28:57,080 --> 00:29:00,120 Speaker 1: But you know, I'm still like battling between be in 543 00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:03,640 Speaker 1: like a good mom and then because I have CJ 544 00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:05,640 Speaker 1: at a young age, you know, not super young. I 545 00:29:05,680 --> 00:29:07,360 Speaker 1: had an a team, but I still didn't know even 546 00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:10,680 Speaker 1: myself fully, you know that's young. And yeah, I'm still 547 00:29:10,680 --> 00:29:13,040 Speaker 1: trying to like find myself. I'm still trying to like 548 00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:18,440 Speaker 1: fully just be confident with myself with not not just looks, 549 00:29:18,480 --> 00:29:21,920 Speaker 1: but just everything and how I talk and how I 550 00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:25,520 Speaker 1: conduct business. Just like just confident overall and just trying 551 00:29:25,520 --> 00:29:28,480 Speaker 1: to still get to know myself fully and find out 552 00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:31,560 Speaker 1: what I really really want. Um all of that, balancing 553 00:29:31,640 --> 00:29:35,960 Speaker 1: all of that out, it's like hard, and it's hard 554 00:29:36,040 --> 00:29:38,000 Speaker 1: that you've opened up so much of yourself, even like 555 00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:41,760 Speaker 1: we were talking about surgery earlier offline, but even just 556 00:29:41,840 --> 00:29:44,120 Speaker 1: being real, honest and open about that and letting people 557 00:29:44,120 --> 00:29:47,320 Speaker 1: see that because so many people have questions about it, 558 00:29:47,400 --> 00:29:49,280 Speaker 1: so many people have done it want to do it. 559 00:29:49,560 --> 00:29:51,560 Speaker 1: Then there's so many people that think it's like the 560 00:29:51,640 --> 00:29:53,640 Speaker 1: worst thing in the world, and so once you open 561 00:29:53,680 --> 00:29:57,960 Speaker 1: yourself up, it's like everybody got something to say that. 562 00:29:58,080 --> 00:30:00,200 Speaker 1: The other day he was just like, you know, it's 563 00:30:00,240 --> 00:30:03,560 Speaker 1: cool to be transparent, but you tell people a lot 564 00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:06,160 Speaker 1: like I had recently had got fillers on my lips. 565 00:30:06,200 --> 00:30:07,520 Speaker 1: He was like, all right, you don't have to tell 566 00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:11,280 Speaker 1: them that, because even though you're not like you do 567 00:30:11,400 --> 00:30:16,200 Speaker 1: love yourself. That will give people the yeah, yeah, to 568 00:30:16,400 --> 00:30:18,880 Speaker 1: like misconstrue things. But she don't love herself. She want 569 00:30:18,880 --> 00:30:20,440 Speaker 1: to be like that, and that's not even true. I 570 00:30:20,480 --> 00:30:22,840 Speaker 1: was just one day, I was just like, let me 571 00:30:22,840 --> 00:30:26,400 Speaker 1: try some feelers. Don't for no reason. It's not because 572 00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:28,360 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh at home, like I hate my lips 573 00:30:28,400 --> 00:30:30,240 Speaker 1: so bad, you know what I'm saying. It's just like 574 00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:32,440 Speaker 1: I know I don't really need this, but let me 575 00:30:32,480 --> 00:30:35,360 Speaker 1: just see what happens and and about my like BBL 576 00:30:35,440 --> 00:30:37,200 Speaker 1: from from last year. It's just like, I feel like 577 00:30:37,240 --> 00:30:39,560 Speaker 1: people are gonna say stuff anyway, so why not just 578 00:30:39,600 --> 00:30:42,200 Speaker 1: come forward? But he was telling me, like, sometimes don't 579 00:30:42,280 --> 00:30:44,440 Speaker 1: just let them think, just let them guess. It's even 580 00:30:44,480 --> 00:30:47,120 Speaker 1: if they do think, Okay, she got surgery and her 581 00:30:47,120 --> 00:30:49,680 Speaker 1: ask is bigger than I mean, just let them think 582 00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:52,560 Speaker 1: it right to like, it's like whatever you want to do. 583 00:30:52,640 --> 00:30:55,040 Speaker 1: Situation though, because you're right, people are gonna say stuff. 584 00:30:55,120 --> 00:30:58,040 Speaker 1: People are gonna think stuff. It's gonna be annoying either 585 00:30:58,120 --> 00:31:00,520 Speaker 1: way if you tell it her if you don't right 586 00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:04,440 Speaker 1: an opinion, yeah, people always got something to say. Meanwhile, 587 00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:08,640 Speaker 1: they'd be looking crazy and not happy. Money you would 588 00:31:08,680 --> 00:31:10,840 Speaker 1: you wouldn't pay to get your body to stop it? 589 00:31:11,480 --> 00:31:13,520 Speaker 1: H you know people do that, Like, No, she should 590 00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:16,480 Speaker 1: have stayed her natural self. First of all, you don't 591 00:31:16,480 --> 00:31:18,120 Speaker 1: even like me when I was natural. You don't even 592 00:31:18,160 --> 00:31:20,600 Speaker 1: care about me. You just want something to say. Mm hmm. 593 00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:24,200 Speaker 1: I think the main thing for women is you do 594 00:31:24,240 --> 00:31:27,120 Speaker 1: what makes you happy. If you wanna get surgery, just 595 00:31:27,160 --> 00:31:30,080 Speaker 1: do it in the safest way possible. At this point now, 596 00:31:30,160 --> 00:31:31,959 Speaker 1: I just feel like, do what makes you happy. I 597 00:31:32,000 --> 00:31:34,360 Speaker 1: really feel like this is kind of like the norm now, 598 00:31:34,480 --> 00:31:36,960 Speaker 1: and it's like people make it seem like it's a 599 00:31:37,040 --> 00:31:39,080 Speaker 1: bad thing, but it's really not. You just don't you 600 00:31:39,120 --> 00:31:42,480 Speaker 1: want to do your body. It's your body. I'm getting surgery, 601 00:31:42,560 --> 00:31:44,560 Speaker 1: So I'm gonna That's why I brought it up. That's 602 00:31:44,560 --> 00:31:46,640 Speaker 1: why should wrung it up. I'm like, I should I 603 00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:49,280 Speaker 1: say something that should not be quiet, something if you 604 00:31:49,360 --> 00:31:51,760 Speaker 1: feel like that's something you want to perfect. You're already beautiful, 605 00:31:51,840 --> 00:31:54,600 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Like if you're welcome, thank you. 606 00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:57,280 Speaker 1: I'm getting a new face now, Y'all'm joking. I'm joking 607 00:31:58,880 --> 00:32:01,200 Speaker 1: even even in that don't like, I feel like people 608 00:32:01,240 --> 00:32:03,320 Speaker 1: talk so much stuff like if it's not okay, if 609 00:32:03,320 --> 00:32:05,400 Speaker 1: you don't want to get sept on your face, fine, 610 00:32:05,560 --> 00:32:09,160 Speaker 1: but if another person, let them do it right until 611 00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:11,680 Speaker 1: I feel like it starts to feel like someone is 612 00:32:11,680 --> 00:32:15,560 Speaker 1: physically harming themselves or they look unhealthy or sick, and 613 00:32:15,640 --> 00:32:18,360 Speaker 1: not to say that you should jump in and say something. 614 00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:20,960 Speaker 1: But as a friend or a fan, if you have 615 00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:23,080 Speaker 1: something to say, that's one thing. But I think just 616 00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:26,600 Speaker 1: criticizing people for no reason, it's just that now, that 617 00:32:26,680 --> 00:32:28,640 Speaker 1: don't make no sense, especially when they're bere open and 618 00:32:28,760 --> 00:32:31,680 Speaker 1: honest about their journey and stuff like that. I feel 619 00:32:31,720 --> 00:32:33,960 Speaker 1: like you should just, you know, either funk with the 620 00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:36,200 Speaker 1: person or don't like. If you don't like it, keep 621 00:32:36,200 --> 00:32:38,880 Speaker 1: a pushing. Yeah, but people steadily they're not gonna do 622 00:32:38,880 --> 00:32:40,680 Speaker 1: that because they still want something say, because I've said 623 00:32:40,680 --> 00:32:42,360 Speaker 1: that so many times, like if you don't like it, 624 00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:45,680 Speaker 1: keep just grow past. They don't care, they want something 625 00:32:45,720 --> 00:32:49,040 Speaker 1: to say. I do. I feel like people jumped on you. 626 00:32:49,600 --> 00:32:52,320 Speaker 1: I don't even remember how the conversation started, but then 627 00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:56,080 Speaker 1: they were like, oh about the colorism thing. I don't 628 00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:59,640 Speaker 1: remember what exactly what's said, but I don't I don't think. 629 00:32:59,800 --> 00:33:02,400 Speaker 1: I think you defended the fact that we it shouldn't 630 00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:07,080 Speaker 1: be colorism. I can't remember what what was it the Twitter? Yeah, 631 00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:09,600 Speaker 1: it was like you got some backlash for it thout, 632 00:33:09,640 --> 00:33:13,240 Speaker 1: but I thought you were trying to explain no. So basically, 633 00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:15,080 Speaker 1: you know, when I was like, I had a I 634 00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:17,680 Speaker 1: have a video from three years ago. Well, not even 635 00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:20,320 Speaker 1: three now probably am there, you know. And I grew 636 00:33:20,360 --> 00:33:22,960 Speaker 1: up in a household where like saying nappy headed and 637 00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:25,760 Speaker 1: all that stuff like my my my mom is black, 638 00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:29,360 Speaker 1: my sister black. That's something that like I'm used to saying. 639 00:33:29,760 --> 00:33:31,160 Speaker 1: And I was just talking about the time where I 640 00:33:31,280 --> 00:33:33,480 Speaker 1: got bullied, um, when I was like little, I used 641 00:33:33,480 --> 00:33:35,200 Speaker 1: to get bullied all the time. But I never said 642 00:33:35,280 --> 00:33:36,960 Speaker 1: dark skin or light skin. I said it was just 643 00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:40,120 Speaker 1: always black girls, people the same ethnicity as me, like 644 00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:42,280 Speaker 1: that that only me and I just didn't understand why. 645 00:33:42,280 --> 00:33:44,320 Speaker 1: And I said, I was like it was something. It 646 00:33:44,360 --> 00:33:47,800 Speaker 1: was they had nappy here, I here. And so that 647 00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:51,960 Speaker 1: was like a while back. Um. And then I apologized 648 00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:54,600 Speaker 1: that same year because I realized I had have been 649 00:33:54,640 --> 00:33:56,040 Speaker 1: a lot of people. And this was right after I 650 00:33:56,040 --> 00:33:58,480 Speaker 1: got signed a capital, so you know, you get signed 651 00:33:58,520 --> 00:33:59,959 Speaker 1: and stuff like that, and you come up people want 652 00:34:00,120 --> 00:34:02,440 Speaker 1: dig dirt up on you. So I had apologized in 653 00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:05,920 Speaker 1: and then people still um was reservicing the video. Then 654 00:34:05,920 --> 00:34:08,960 Speaker 1: I apologize again, and I'm just like y'all listen, like, 655 00:34:09,160 --> 00:34:11,080 Speaker 1: how y'all gonna pen this colorless thing. I'm not a 656 00:34:11,120 --> 00:34:13,520 Speaker 1: color It's like, first of all, I think that like 657 00:34:13,640 --> 00:34:17,160 Speaker 1: I have. I've had friends that've been bullied um or 658 00:34:17,200 --> 00:34:19,799 Speaker 1: been talked about for their darker skin color, and I'm 659 00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:21,319 Speaker 1: not with that, so I would never be the one 660 00:34:21,360 --> 00:34:23,720 Speaker 1: to do it. And I've also like I just feel 661 00:34:23,719 --> 00:34:26,279 Speaker 1: like it happens on both end of the spectrum. And 662 00:34:27,320 --> 00:34:29,479 Speaker 1: it's just like I just was defending myself, like because 663 00:34:29,480 --> 00:34:31,160 Speaker 1: people keep trying to put this colors and things on 664 00:34:31,200 --> 00:34:33,600 Speaker 1: me and I'm not that, Like I've never been. That's 665 00:34:33,640 --> 00:34:35,640 Speaker 1: like a conversation you would have had in the family 666 00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:39,560 Speaker 1: that would have been a big gil. Yeah, but I 667 00:34:40,080 --> 00:34:42,480 Speaker 1: get it, and sometimes we do have to be responsible 668 00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:45,839 Speaker 1: outside of you know, what we have in private conversations 669 00:34:45,840 --> 00:34:47,919 Speaker 1: and how people might perceive things, because at that point, 670 00:34:47,960 --> 00:34:50,960 Speaker 1: you probably never thought I would offend so many people 671 00:34:51,000 --> 00:34:52,560 Speaker 1: because I was just used to it. Like I like 672 00:34:52,640 --> 00:34:54,120 Speaker 1: I said, I grew up in a household with those 673 00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:56,359 Speaker 1: words being saying. I didn't know people were gonna be like, 674 00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:58,839 Speaker 1: oh ship, Like She's like, first of I don't even 675 00:34:58,880 --> 00:35:02,080 Speaker 1: know how they honestly made that into colorism. I was 676 00:35:02,080 --> 00:35:05,520 Speaker 1: talking about hair and not skin. But it don't matter. 677 00:35:05,560 --> 00:35:07,680 Speaker 1: Like if I offended people, you know what I'm saying, 678 00:35:07,680 --> 00:35:09,400 Speaker 1: I apologize for it. Because I know I have a 679 00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:11,480 Speaker 1: lot of black women who are fans of my music 680 00:35:11,520 --> 00:35:13,160 Speaker 1: and listen to my music, and I never wanted to 681 00:35:13,200 --> 00:35:15,319 Speaker 1: do that. So that's why I cleared it up. And 682 00:35:15,360 --> 00:35:18,880 Speaker 1: I've like shown even like I'm showing so much proof 683 00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:21,920 Speaker 1: of like just me. I have old Facebook posts of 684 00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:25,280 Speaker 1: me talking about how chocolate skin is just so beautiful 685 00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:26,799 Speaker 1: and like if if people want to pull up the 686 00:35:26,840 --> 00:35:30,200 Speaker 1: old bad stuff, won't they pull up? So they're never 687 00:35:30,239 --> 00:35:33,440 Speaker 1: gonna pull that up. I will say on both sides. 688 00:35:33,520 --> 00:35:35,600 Speaker 1: Back in the day, I would say it used to 689 00:35:35,600 --> 00:35:39,040 Speaker 1: be worse when it came to both white skin or 690 00:35:39,600 --> 00:35:42,839 Speaker 1: darker skin getting bullied, because I will say I went 691 00:35:42,880 --> 00:35:46,080 Speaker 1: to majority white schools and I was nigga, nigga nigga. 692 00:35:46,360 --> 00:35:48,759 Speaker 1: And then I went to majority black schools and I 693 00:35:48,800 --> 00:35:52,120 Speaker 1: was white girl, white girl, white girl. So I was 694 00:35:52,160 --> 00:35:56,680 Speaker 1: stuck up. I was always stuck up after you know. Yeah, 695 00:35:56,719 --> 00:35:58,879 Speaker 1: But like I'm telling you, like I used to get 696 00:35:58,920 --> 00:36:01,239 Speaker 1: pushed in all of that, like and on me and 697 00:36:01,239 --> 00:36:03,880 Speaker 1: and talked about this. Remember me, you talked about that. 698 00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:06,920 Speaker 1: I remember when a girl call me yeah offline. I 699 00:36:06,920 --> 00:36:09,439 Speaker 1: remember a girl came to school with scissors talking about 700 00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:11,640 Speaker 1: this bitch thinks she's all that I'm gonna cut her hair, 701 00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:13,799 Speaker 1: and I'm like, I never even had a conversation with 702 00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:16,560 Speaker 1: this bitch, and she was like two years older than me, 703 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:19,239 Speaker 1: So it did it. What I was saying that I 704 00:36:19,280 --> 00:36:21,319 Speaker 1: always feel like society has made it heart of her 705 00:36:21,400 --> 00:36:25,600 Speaker 1: darker skin women, and that's true. Yeah, that's true. That's true, 706 00:36:25,640 --> 00:36:28,120 Speaker 1: and that's why I was like, you know what. At first, 707 00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:30,239 Speaker 1: I was getting angry, like him, I'm black to this 708 00:36:30,280 --> 00:36:31,680 Speaker 1: and that, But then I had to put myself in 709 00:36:31,719 --> 00:36:33,840 Speaker 1: their shoes and be like, you know what, it's probably 710 00:36:33,880 --> 00:36:37,520 Speaker 1: already like a you know, a thing because people already 711 00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:40,319 Speaker 1: discriminate against them, and especially in the industry. I've seen 712 00:36:40,320 --> 00:36:43,600 Speaker 1: it happen to my very own like peers in the industry, 713 00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:45,000 Speaker 1: and I don't like it, you know what I'm saying. 714 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:46,439 Speaker 1: So I would never be one of them as well. 715 00:36:46,880 --> 00:36:48,440 Speaker 1: I just don't like us feeling like we have to 716 00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:51,160 Speaker 1: be divided against each other as to be since this 717 00:36:51,239 --> 00:36:54,719 Speaker 1: show we all different shades. I hate that they'll look 718 00:36:54,760 --> 00:36:57,720 Speaker 1: at they'll look at somebody my complexion and your complexion 719 00:36:57,760 --> 00:37:00,359 Speaker 1: and be like, but you're not even black, and I'm like, 720 00:37:00,960 --> 00:37:03,680 Speaker 1: I'm black don't tell me I'm not black too, because 721 00:37:03,719 --> 00:37:06,440 Speaker 1: I'm half black and half Chinese. It's the craziest thing. 722 00:37:06,560 --> 00:37:09,680 Speaker 1: But mind you, like, I'm going to Thanksgiving this yams 723 00:37:09,719 --> 00:37:13,280 Speaker 1: color greens. My mother ain't playing no bullshit. She brown 724 00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:17,000 Speaker 1: skin as a motherfucker's. White people don't eat color greens. Nah, 725 00:37:17,120 --> 00:37:19,320 Speaker 1: they don't eat the real ones. They eat like kale. 726 00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:24,640 Speaker 1: Oh no, what about the yams though? No, No, they 727 00:37:24,880 --> 00:37:27,520 Speaker 1: ms look different like they put the ship and the 728 00:37:27,960 --> 00:37:30,840 Speaker 1: illuminum and then they like squitch it down, like we 729 00:37:30,920 --> 00:37:38,279 Speaker 1: got marshmallows, brown sugar potatoes different regular mashed potatoes. Yeah, yeah, 730 00:37:38,280 --> 00:37:42,480 Speaker 1: that's mashed potatoes for Thanksgiving, Queen Nash. I'm sure that's 731 00:37:42,480 --> 00:37:44,279 Speaker 1: one of the things you would misunderstood about too, though, 732 00:37:44,280 --> 00:37:48,239 Speaker 1: because at that conversation so many times, I just don't 733 00:37:48,280 --> 00:37:49,879 Speaker 1: want to like keep bringing it up because I feel 734 00:37:49,920 --> 00:37:52,720 Speaker 1: like I bring it up like people just like they 735 00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:54,799 Speaker 1: go looking for like, oh where was this that let me? 736 00:37:54,840 --> 00:37:56,520 Speaker 1: Because you know, they just always want to just go 737 00:37:56,600 --> 00:37:59,080 Speaker 1: find something. So I feel like I've said it, I've 738 00:37:59,120 --> 00:38:02,640 Speaker 1: apologized so many times. I've been like I proved that 739 00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:04,759 Speaker 1: I wasn't and it's like people still gonna opinion on me. 740 00:38:04,800 --> 00:38:06,319 Speaker 1: So it's just like I'm to the point now where 741 00:38:06,360 --> 00:38:08,359 Speaker 1: I can't even do it about it. It's not much 742 00:38:08,360 --> 00:38:10,799 Speaker 1: more you can say. Mind you the president say the most. 743 00:38:11,239 --> 00:38:12,920 Speaker 1: If you think I'm that, then you're just gonna think it. 744 00:38:12,960 --> 00:38:15,799 Speaker 1: But people who know me genuinely and like fans who 745 00:38:15,840 --> 00:38:18,440 Speaker 1: have met me in person, like and people I've like 746 00:38:18,600 --> 00:38:21,319 Speaker 1: just spoken to, I'm pretty sure I even I have 747 00:38:21,440 --> 00:38:25,360 Speaker 1: even like DM people privately that felt I was that 748 00:38:25,440 --> 00:38:27,920 Speaker 1: way just to get my point across to them, and 749 00:38:28,000 --> 00:38:30,360 Speaker 1: like you know, then they had to change of thought 750 00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:33,719 Speaker 1: or whatever. Right. I can't change the world. Yeah, I 751 00:38:33,760 --> 00:38:36,799 Speaker 1: can't change the whole entire But you know, if I 752 00:38:36,840 --> 00:38:39,440 Speaker 1: think just keep on making great music and doing great things, 753 00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:41,960 Speaker 1: I think that's great important part of whatever it is 754 00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:44,239 Speaker 1: that you could do. So, you know what, one last 755 00:38:44,320 --> 00:38:46,120 Speaker 1: question I wanted to ask you before you get out 756 00:38:46,120 --> 00:38:47,560 Speaker 1: of here. And by the way, that I was coming 757 00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:51,879 Speaker 1: out October thirty years yeah, and I and we did 758 00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:53,719 Speaker 1: talk about I know Ernest was out here, like make 759 00:38:53,760 --> 00:38:55,640 Speaker 1: sure you talk about of course we're gonna talk about 760 00:38:55,640 --> 00:38:58,320 Speaker 1: the album because you have some great list service topics 761 00:38:58,719 --> 00:39:01,560 Speaker 1: on the album, and yeah, things that we like to 762 00:39:01,560 --> 00:39:04,440 Speaker 1: discuss anyway, but the first time that you and Clarence 763 00:39:04,440 --> 00:39:10,320 Speaker 1: hooked up wasn't automatically amazing. Oh my god, yes, nobody, no, no, no, 764 00:39:10,719 --> 00:39:14,160 Speaker 1: like you saw my head sex mm hmm yeah, like 765 00:39:15,120 --> 00:39:18,200 Speaker 1: my I ain't gonna lie to y'all, Like my body 766 00:39:18,239 --> 00:39:24,600 Speaker 1: did a lot of things I didn't you yea, oh 767 00:39:24,640 --> 00:39:27,799 Speaker 1: my god, Like that was the first time you ever squirted? Yes, 768 00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:32,359 Speaker 1: I've never done that with And I used to listen. Listen. 769 00:39:32,400 --> 00:39:33,840 Speaker 1: I used to back in the day. I used to 770 00:39:33,840 --> 00:39:36,400 Speaker 1: watch porn, like how do they do that? Is that fake? Like? 771 00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:39,080 Speaker 1: How do you do? I used to google it, like 772 00:39:39,120 --> 00:39:40,560 Speaker 1: how did how do squirt? Like how do you? How 773 00:39:40,560 --> 00:39:43,920 Speaker 1: do you? Like? You know, put it market on my 774 00:39:44,000 --> 00:39:46,960 Speaker 1: bucket list? And I remember like the first time, like 775 00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:49,080 Speaker 1: of course me and Glance it was it was great. 776 00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:51,200 Speaker 1: I feel like a virgin again. But like after we 777 00:39:51,280 --> 00:39:54,320 Speaker 1: got more comfortable with each other, like my body started 778 00:39:54,320 --> 00:39:56,160 Speaker 1: to do things that like I was just like what 779 00:39:56,360 --> 00:40:00,759 Speaker 1: in the free is? Like I was working different than 780 00:40:00,840 --> 00:40:03,959 Speaker 1: all kind of ship that you worded. The first time, 781 00:40:04,000 --> 00:40:06,680 Speaker 1: I think that's amazing, No, like he's a and then 782 00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:09,439 Speaker 1: like it's almost it's every single time now. So it's 783 00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:12,319 Speaker 1: just like I feel like you know you dropped that 784 00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:16,239 Speaker 1: pang find it every time. I gotta lie to you, girl, 785 00:40:17,400 --> 00:40:20,080 Speaker 1: But it wasn't me, like it was the guy. Yes, 786 00:40:20,160 --> 00:40:23,640 Speaker 1: the guy, That's what I'm like. But I mean, obviously 787 00:40:24,880 --> 00:40:27,279 Speaker 1: he wasn't hit That's why why whoever was hitting it 788 00:40:27,400 --> 00:40:31,960 Speaker 1: before wasn't hitting the I've seen her put it on Twitter, 789 00:40:32,120 --> 00:40:35,560 Speaker 1: Instagram myself. Then that's the best relationship I ever had. No, 790 00:40:35,719 --> 00:40:40,360 Speaker 1: I get it. But honestly, yeah, that's that's just the phone. 791 00:40:40,840 --> 00:40:43,640 Speaker 1: But like I would, I would say it definitely is like, 792 00:40:43,680 --> 00:40:47,480 Speaker 1: it's more honest, it's more just mature, Like I'm just 793 00:40:47,520 --> 00:40:50,920 Speaker 1: in a happier place, you know, outside of the bedroom 794 00:40:51,080 --> 00:40:55,840 Speaker 1: and in the bedroom. What's the plan when you released 795 00:40:55,840 --> 00:40:57,239 Speaker 1: the album? Now, since we are in the middle of 796 00:40:57,239 --> 00:40:59,879 Speaker 1: a pandemic, are you gonna be able to do anything? Well, 797 00:40:59,880 --> 00:41:02,920 Speaker 1: I'm just pretty well okay. So my birthday is October seventeen. 798 00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:06,920 Speaker 1: I'm having a part of this Saturday. Well, happy Birthday. 799 00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:09,200 Speaker 1: Happy Birthday. Can come to the party. If y'all want 800 00:41:09,360 --> 00:41:12,120 Speaker 1: where you gonna be Atlanta. It's in Atlanta. But I'm 801 00:41:12,320 --> 00:41:14,560 Speaker 1: it's gonna be like New York theme. I'm coming. I 802 00:41:14,600 --> 00:41:16,440 Speaker 1: live in Atlanta. Come so I'll send you to fly 803 00:41:16,520 --> 00:41:20,279 Speaker 1: in every live in Atlanta too, And then I'm doing 804 00:41:20,320 --> 00:41:22,480 Speaker 1: all this promo and stuff like interviews and stuff. Before 805 00:41:22,520 --> 00:41:24,840 Speaker 1: the album. All we really can do is over the screen, 806 00:41:25,520 --> 00:41:27,920 Speaker 1: died some more photo shoes. I'm releasing a cup I 807 00:41:27,920 --> 00:41:31,120 Speaker 1: think two more songs before it drops, ending like a video, 808 00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:34,200 Speaker 1: and then after that, I'm really trying to I don't 809 00:41:34,239 --> 00:41:35,560 Speaker 1: know where to go, y'all, but I'm really trying to 810 00:41:35,600 --> 00:41:37,960 Speaker 1: leave the country. I'm gonna go in a vacation. I 811 00:41:38,040 --> 00:41:41,720 Speaker 1: need a vacation. But I'm scared these hurricanes this hurricane 812 00:41:41,760 --> 00:41:44,160 Speaker 1: season in a lot of places, it's in my places. 813 00:41:44,200 --> 00:41:48,839 Speaker 1: So we're like, we're probably safe that still, I think 814 00:41:48,880 --> 00:41:51,160 Speaker 1: after November you should be okay. If you want to 815 00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:54,560 Speaker 1: wait a little bit, she don't want to wait that long. 816 00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:58,840 Speaker 1: We're gonna I'm gonna help you do some research, Okay. 817 00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:01,520 Speaker 1: Then I'm gonna look up to things. Angela will think 818 00:42:01,520 --> 00:42:04,200 Speaker 1: of something too, because she's really good. I'm very good. 819 00:42:04,200 --> 00:42:07,560 Speaker 1: He's super good at it. I think I got some 820 00:42:07,680 --> 00:42:10,840 Speaker 1: friends going to cam Koon, I mean Mexico. So maybe 821 00:42:11,080 --> 00:42:12,600 Speaker 1: as a matter of fact, Queen is, if you want 822 00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:14,680 Speaker 1: to go to Mexico, I got an amazing hookup for you. 823 00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:18,399 Speaker 1: Bet there you go boom, I do so I got 824 00:42:18,440 --> 00:42:25,759 Speaker 1: you again. Congratulations on the album Understood October thirtieth. We 825 00:42:25,760 --> 00:42:27,680 Speaker 1: appreciate you for doing lip service. I was like, is 826 00:42:27,719 --> 00:42:29,800 Speaker 1: she really gonna do it? No? Thank you all for 827 00:42:29,880 --> 00:42:31,920 Speaker 1: happy and I'm trying to listen. I'm trying to be 828 00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:35,320 Speaker 1: out there anyway, like listen all types of interviews. I 829 00:42:35,320 --> 00:42:37,759 Speaker 1: don't care at this point because like the pandemic really 830 00:42:37,800 --> 00:42:39,319 Speaker 1: messed up a lot. I want to be just made 831 00:42:39,320 --> 00:42:41,719 Speaker 1: it feel so unspecial. Yeah, I know you're supposed to 832 00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:45,720 Speaker 1: be like I've been, can't wait to do I don't excited. 833 00:42:45,840 --> 00:42:48,880 Speaker 1: I just found it out today though, I don't do whatever, 834 00:42:49,080 --> 00:42:53,120 Speaker 1: who what do you? Who's next? What is it? Who's 835 00:42:53,120 --> 00:42:56,520 Speaker 1: found out today? Though? But I've always wanted to do it. 836 00:42:56,520 --> 00:42:58,239 Speaker 1: It's just like I was nervous, like we're they're gonna 837 00:42:58,239 --> 00:43:00,440 Speaker 1: ask me. I do want you to do that style 838 00:43:00,480 --> 00:43:02,719 Speaker 1: because I did see something that I didn't really like 839 00:43:02,920 --> 00:43:05,120 Speaker 1: and that as a couple of people was talking about 840 00:43:05,120 --> 00:43:07,920 Speaker 1: the way you dress. Now I've seen you with the 841 00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:10,640 Speaker 1: de your bucket. You was killing them the other day. 842 00:43:10,960 --> 00:43:12,759 Speaker 1: What you got to say about the fact that a 843 00:43:12,760 --> 00:43:15,560 Speaker 1: couple of people try to say you can't dress. I mean, 844 00:43:16,560 --> 00:43:19,440 Speaker 1: who cares, right, I don't know. Just get them a 845 00:43:19,520 --> 00:43:23,319 Speaker 1: quick sentence to shut them down and something because go 846 00:43:23,480 --> 00:43:26,640 Speaker 1: and clean going, we give you once a going on them. 847 00:43:27,680 --> 00:43:29,759 Speaker 1: I don't know what to saying. It's just like, I really, 848 00:43:29,880 --> 00:43:33,160 Speaker 1: my dick, you only get half a ball. Fuck you, niggs. 849 00:43:34,400 --> 00:43:40,880 Speaker 1: Never squeat again. Tell them that they can't squirk. I 850 00:43:40,880 --> 00:43:45,399 Speaker 1: don't know they were your relevant. You know, I ain't 851 00:43:45,440 --> 00:43:47,399 Speaker 1: got a lot of people always will say that all 852 00:43:47,440 --> 00:43:52,840 Speaker 1: the time about everybody. So that's they can say. The sweatsuits. 853 00:43:52,840 --> 00:43:54,560 Speaker 1: People be like, Yo, this bitch can't dress. You got 854 00:43:54,640 --> 00:43:58,719 Speaker 1: on the s sweatsuit guys. I mean I've been not 855 00:43:58,800 --> 00:44:03,680 Speaker 1: able to dress for years. According I don't even get 856 00:44:03,719 --> 00:44:07,400 Speaker 1: mad about like I laugh it already. I just know, honestly, 857 00:44:07,640 --> 00:44:09,440 Speaker 1: the only thing I'd be like what you wear? I 858 00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:11,080 Speaker 1: wanted I was like, what you're wearing? Send me a 859 00:44:11,080 --> 00:44:16,400 Speaker 1: picture and then you can talk the next picture you 860 00:44:16,440 --> 00:44:18,440 Speaker 1: put up there, you gotta just wear like a terrible 861 00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:23,040 Speaker 1: ass outfit, like how do I look like you look 862 00:44:23,080 --> 00:44:25,719 Speaker 1: cute today? Be like killing them out here and just 863 00:44:25,760 --> 00:44:30,680 Speaker 1: have some bullshit. You'd be killing them alright, but Queen 864 00:44:30,719 --> 00:44:33,160 Speaker 1: I said, thank you so much again and happy birthday. 865 00:44:33,560 --> 00:44:37,680 Speaker 1: Yes coming to their girl me and Brio. Alright, batu up. 866 00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:44,200 Speaker 1: Hopefully Gig got our Magic City hoodies and not on 867 00:44:44,960 --> 00:44:49,680 Speaker 1: there we go alright, bye, thank you,