Speaker 1: What's up? It's a lip service. We're back. The ladies
Speaker 1: are here. It's me Angela y g McGuire, Lauria. Everybody
Speaker 1: always asks where Stephanie Santiago right because the l A
Speaker 1: right now. When she comes back, she'll be back on
Speaker 1: the show. But right now she's out there thug this
Speaker 1: lenar out in l A. She got something going on.
Speaker 1: So when she's back, she'll be back. Like answer Aline,
Speaker 1: if you don't answer like, I'm sticking like that, I
Speaker 1: stopped answering it. Okay, I's here with us. What's up? Cast?
Speaker 1: He got the eat right now? Commissary, y'all the rents
Speaker 1: to a commissary down for anybody putting on my hand,
Speaker 1: and commissary, what's union? Her boyfriend? Her boyfriends even back
Speaker 1: the truth to them, that is, I had a boyfriend
Speaker 1: who went to jail, and the only reason I stayed
Speaker 1: with him because he was about to pick up, because
Speaker 1: the reason he went talking was ownful. But then I
Speaker 1: already stayed with him because he went to jail. But
Speaker 1: you never asked him some money, you little bits of
Speaker 1: the legal like then you say, thanks to whether he
Speaker 1: was with me or not, I'm not in this. I
Speaker 1: didn't read any benefits. He was like a low level
Speaker 1: unsuccessful ja anything because you ain't getting no weed. I
Speaker 1: didn't get it up. I didn't smoke. We good anyway
Speaker 1: whatever at what we from him? But yeah in the baggy,
Speaker 1: but a little b so just do clear. He never
Speaker 1: asked me kind sary. I did visit him us name
Speaker 1: every single week. Never who you let him seeing the
Speaker 1: reason you med the reason why I don't yet, let's
Speaker 1: talk about that. Don't count the reason why he went
Speaker 1: to jail because he was a liar so good that
Speaker 1: its one day with his mom, so that you can
Speaker 1: see I was gonna be anything. Um mom might have
Speaker 1: what he lives with his mom. And one day I
Speaker 1: went to God heard your car along the wall. So
Speaker 1: I'm like, what's going on outside. It's the middle of
Speaker 1: the day. I look out the window and somebody is
Speaker 1: breaking my windshield with a brick. It's his baby mom lire.
Speaker 1: So I ran downstairs and then he ran downstairs too,
Speaker 1: and it turned into a situation, and so she like
Speaker 1: it was a long story, but anyway, the cops end
Speaker 1: up coming. They arrested her and then she says, he
Speaker 1: called know somebody did it was it was all outside
Speaker 1: and we were just outside. Somebody called the cops and um,
Speaker 1: they arrest her. But then she says that he hit her,
Speaker 1: so they arrested him too. So you got him because
Speaker 1: well he got locked up, baby mom got locked up
Speaker 1: because of you. She said that he had he didn't
Speaker 1: and that's why he got a lot of that he
Speaker 1: would have gotten released. So I go down This is
Speaker 1: a crazy story. So we go down right and I'm
Speaker 1: at his mom and so he gave a fake name.
Speaker 1: But he whispered to me so that he gave a
Speaker 1: fake name. So I'm like, all right, I'm wrong with
Speaker 1: the fake name thing. That his mom was like, no,
Speaker 1: funk that his real name is. His mom was like,
Speaker 1: funk that I'm tired to this, and she gave his
Speaker 1: real name and he had a warrant, so he ended
Speaker 1: up having the stage jail. She was getting a lot
Speaker 1: of windows broken at her drive Well let's be clear,
Speaker 1: she did not have a driveway. That was an apartment.
Speaker 1: But you know what, maybe like six months. In all fairness,
Speaker 1: I didn't give him no money for his commissary, but
Speaker 1: I did help his mom pay the rent. And then
Speaker 1: when he came out, I waited, and then when he
Speaker 1: came out of jail, I let him stay with me
Speaker 1: for a little while, but then he was sucking girls
Speaker 1: in my apartment, so I had to kick him out,
Speaker 1: just so nasty money. And that's why sometimes girls aren't writers. No,
Speaker 1: it happens. It happened something. I ain't gonna lie. Sometimes
Speaker 1: we leave girls that that. I left a girl that
Speaker 1: was I don't want to see you, ain't. It's a
Speaker 1: long story story. We're here, all right. I ain't got
Speaker 1: her name, so I ain't gotta say her name, so nobody.
Speaker 1: But she was riding with me, and then I know
Speaker 1: she was. I knew she was sucking. So I was like, yo, listen,
Speaker 1: two or three weeks, I'm about to come home to
Speaker 1: make sure that pussy good for me. I don't really
Speaker 1: want nobody, you know, and my ship she was, so
Speaker 1: remember mom coming. I got locked up as a teenager,
Speaker 1: so now I'm coming home as a grown ass man.
Speaker 1: So I haven't been reading eating pussy books and all
Speaker 1: type of But what does that buck tell you about
Speaker 1: to tell you? How did it tell you what you're
Speaker 1: supposed to doing? What they think? Is it? Gee box
Speaker 1: and all lot? So I'm coming home thing, and I'm
Speaker 1: about to go try all the tricks in the world.
Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, whatever the case may be, we go
Speaker 1: and uh we get a hotel my first day home.
Speaker 1: So she gets in the shower, I'm getting ready, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But I was having sex in jail,
Speaker 1: but was okay because we don't want to get the CEOs.
Speaker 1: I was having sex with my visitors, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I was having sex with like visitors here.
Speaker 1: How do you do that? Because I'm just curious. I
Speaker 1: don't know. I was having sex a lot with my
Speaker 1: baby moms too. Uh, we were like Micasland I got.
Speaker 1: I was in a box like isolation. So different type
Speaker 1: of visits, you know what I'm saying. Literally, just you
Speaker 1: get hage visits. So now they handcuffed you before they
Speaker 1: let you in the cage. No, they take off your handcuffs,
Speaker 1: like your handcuffs and they let you in the cage,
Speaker 1: and they take off your handcuffs while you're in the
Speaker 1: cage because you're like a high risk inmate. So it
Speaker 1: was like five cages. So they will put my visit
Speaker 1: in the cage with me, put me in there and
Speaker 1: take off my handcuffs and walk away. So that was
Speaker 1: a favor or it was. Okay, I didn't know if
Speaker 1: they normally do that. It seems like a privilege because
Speaker 1: you get to be alone in a cage with somebody.
Speaker 1: That seems like a favor to watch the inmate. Okay,
Speaker 1: but you know, my weight was up, so I used
Speaker 1: to be like, yo, give me a second, you know. See,
Speaker 1: so it is a favorite kind of favor, give me
Speaker 1: a second. So they all walk up and down, but
Speaker 1: they'll just walk a little slower and I'll just hurry
Speaker 1: up and just get my little too. Anybody ever watch? Yeah,
Speaker 1: people watch. I didn't care either. But anyway, long story short,
Speaker 1: is this the one that you broke up with because
Speaker 1: she was really right? Okay, okay, okay, she was put
Speaker 1: on the show. Okay, good you better be with hunt? Yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: yeah you better. Yeah. So now the one that I
Speaker 1: laughed it was crazy because I'm like, yo, should I
Speaker 1: do it? I don't like going through people phones again.
Speaker 1: This is my first day home, like five. I was
Speaker 1: home when you left at this time, seven years six,
Speaker 1: and you knew how to go through a phone. Yeah,
Speaker 1: just talking about I learned how to go through an
Speaker 1: I phone with a crazy situation, and I explained it
Speaker 1: to my friends. Yeah, I'm going through the phone. I
Speaker 1: go click the pictures. I see like a hundred dicks, No,
Speaker 1: not a hundred, but not dicks, like just laugh right,
Speaker 1: just creos little. I'm like, all right, fucking me because
Speaker 1: like this is like my body. I'm like, it is
Speaker 1: what it is. And she was she was everyone. I
Speaker 1: didn't give a funk. That ship meant a lot to me.
Speaker 1: So I'm like, all right, cools before me, I am good.
Speaker 1: Let me look at this text man ship. She was like, yo,
Speaker 1: some ship. Like I like how you taste last night?
Speaker 1: She was like you too. I was like, motherfucking man,
Speaker 1: out of here. I don't even want to try my
Speaker 1: new tricks that I think. I know you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, right, Yeah, I just said I was out. Well,
Speaker 1: that's not really your fault, and that's her fault. But
Speaker 1: some people would say it's my fault because it's like, damn,
Speaker 1: you're just gonna leave him for that. I have to
Speaker 1: She didn't did. Yeah, but we drugs don't everything to jail.
Speaker 1: That ship is hard, like she like it was like
Speaker 1: that's all right, that's something that's some other ship. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but I can't. I don't know. I should have been
Speaker 1: able to be like, I don't know. She knew what
Speaker 1: was coming out. Yes, you know you held her to
Speaker 1: Chi said, maybe she's still no he not really come
Speaker 1: on like a crime organization and jail like she used
Speaker 1: to bring me like two ounces of a week, two
Speaker 1: ounces of a week in jails like twenty five and
Speaker 1: in the street is like two. So we weekly, she
Speaker 1: bringing me two ounces, cops, dope, everything like that was
Speaker 1: my writer. I was paying for ship for her, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But then so he wrote for
Speaker 1: her too. How did you break it off? Did you
Speaker 1: tell her what you saw? Did you just id like
Speaker 1: dick after dick after dick. It's a dictionary, dictionary, dictionary
Speaker 1: really like encyclopedia. Like I don't even want to look
Speaker 1: at all these dis just because she had pictures of
Speaker 1: me that she sucked them off. People. We have a
Speaker 1: whole email from the people. Yeah, we always don't keeping
Speaker 1: my phone and dicks all the damn time phone and
Speaker 1: I see you mad different like she saved him, say nay,
Speaker 1: we don't save that pretty dick swag. Email just for
Speaker 1: dicks and we send it, we'll send it to each other.
Speaker 1: That would have been a good just for dicks is
Speaker 1: a great one, right, just write that down down. So
Speaker 1: you didn't really need to masturbate in jail. I went
Speaker 1: crazy because you got all these visits and you were
Speaker 1: having sex. But the visits come like you get lucky.
Speaker 1: So were you ever able to finish during those times?
Speaker 1: Or because you said he was just like a minute
Speaker 1: man because he didn't have no fucking pussy, so he
Speaker 1: puts the ship in there. He's coming quick, said like,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna give you example, like on a visit floor. Probably.
Speaker 1: I spent ninety days on Rockets Island. No no, but
Speaker 1: a little bit quick the dorm, and I had to
Speaker 1: be to eat my pussy, so I was good. Look
Speaker 1: at that. You think I ain't stopped, But she asked
Speaker 1: me in the ninety days out j oh, definitely quickies
Speaker 1: was like five seconds second quick quick. You ever get
Speaker 1: to go more to once more than once on the
Speaker 1: festival festival you lit, that's all when you go outside
Speaker 1: the family calm, everybody gets to just walk around really
Speaker 1: like they call that the festivalival life family. A lot
Speaker 1: of my know I'm gonna be honest. I've been going
Speaker 1: to jail to visit family since I was a baby.
Speaker 1: That ass like I've been to jails. So we used
Speaker 1: to go for ed like when to break fast and
Speaker 1: all that. The only festival you can't do nothing and
Speaker 1: it's Muslim festival. Yeah, your family dead. They're like they're
Speaker 1: not paying, might stab you. You try to back that.
Speaker 1: But like anything other, like the Christian festivals, Buddhists, anything Buddist.
Speaker 1: They put Buddhists with like Jews or everybody together. So
Speaker 1: if anything one of those, they'd be like, don't bring
Speaker 1: no family. I'm telling y'all right now it's going down.
Speaker 1: What you bringing this? You're bringing this? What you're gonna
Speaker 1: you're gonna bring this? And it was crazy, Oh that's crazy.
Speaker 1: So the festival turned into a party for y'all. Party.
Speaker 1: It's beyond a party. That's like life waiting. The girl
Speaker 1: missed the festival visits Donna make upstible like I had
Speaker 1: the flu? What chell right, don't care about I swear
Speaker 1: probably even touch a joke down over everybody is a second.
Speaker 1: This is good. Do you make yourself come fast like
Speaker 1: we don't make you gets gonna happen, and sometimes anticipation
Speaker 1: exactly by the time I think you're probably pretty coming
Speaker 1: by the time you even like taking off your ship.
Speaker 1: Three imagine, how did you did you ever have to
Speaker 1: eat her pussy? But she was a boy, so you know,
Speaker 1: they don't. They don't even acknowledge that they got vaginas
Speaker 1: and breasts, like they don't. They don't have that. What
Speaker 1: if you touched that titty? No, they you know, some
Speaker 1: guys like the titties touched you. Guys do like the ties. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we've talked about nipples before. They but now she you know,
Speaker 1: she was like a boy. She used to like get
Speaker 1: my food and like clean up for me and stuff. Yeah,
Speaker 1: she was like a whole boy, but she was cleaning
Speaker 1: up for you, so technically she was still a bit.
Speaker 1: She was just being real nice to me all the time.
Speaker 1: Get out of it. Then, if you don't get to eat,
Speaker 1: what do they get out? Well, in the real life
Speaker 1: outside of jail, they have strap one and they just
Speaker 1: get satisfaction from sucking you and seeing you. So just
Speaker 1: for nothing happening. You didn't make us strap on out
Speaker 1: of something. Okay, we wasn't going there for first. I
Speaker 1: don't even like strap with you. I don't play with
Speaker 1: the corner of the cob. And you know what, it
Speaker 1: was a little corner of the cob and jail and
Speaker 1: y'all got dooey rushing the handle, y'all play, let's talk
Speaker 1: about the masturbating in jail part. So what was what
Speaker 1: did you have to do? Did you have a lotion?
Speaker 1: Did you have you know, baby, I ain't got time dry.
Speaker 1: That's like four players get pussy. Let me tell you
Speaker 1: one time. One time I made like a Susie you
Speaker 1: like three time, but you get so into it that
Speaker 1: it is bad for your health. So I just I
Speaker 1: quit Susie's quick. Now how do you make this though?
Speaker 1: Who was Susie? Two gloves? You put two gloves like
Speaker 1: this and you tied each in together, right then you
Speaker 1: put another glove in the middle of that. So now
Speaker 1: it's a middle glove. You got bad lotion. Let's say
Speaker 1: fast anything getting excited. Somebody has the three gloves. Now
Speaker 1: you got water in the gloves, like warm water in
Speaker 1: the two gloves right here. So in the middle it's
Speaker 1: just the gloves with the right and then it's like squshy.
Speaker 1: That's like a condom. Well, lose a lot of work.
Speaker 1: So now you take like a tower, like want to
Speaker 1: layover a tower and roll it up. Now, remember you
Speaker 1: still got the glove in the middle. So now you
Speaker 1: pull that glove. Oh it looks like a pussy's a
Speaker 1: in the middle, like a shoe string on the outside
Speaker 1: of the lastic. Could have shoes tight, okay, to keep
Speaker 1: it tight the movies together outside so it won't like apart.
Speaker 1: So and you just put that thing in and get
Speaker 1: the pound in. That's a lot of work. But that's
Speaker 1: about it. Sounds like that's a whole. It's a lot
Speaker 1: of work. You got it was too good. It was
Speaker 1: bad like I would buss it, like I would be
Speaker 1: like off the wall, like like wild, Like you ever
Speaker 1: came home and was like, let me try this susie thing.
Speaker 1: Did anybody ever walk in or you working with that ship? Nah?
Speaker 1: Because you gotta sell. You just put your curtin up.
Speaker 1: I wasn't a mat and so yeah, you put once
Speaker 1: you put your curtin up, it's good money. And you
Speaker 1: act like you don't know she walking and he's just
Speaker 1: joking off, what are you doing? Oh bad you? And
Speaker 1: look I used to joke off the seals all the time.
Speaker 1: Damn like that. Yeah, like that, they'll watch you don't
Speaker 1: get no action, so ceo watching you. You're just going
Speaker 1: in I'm sure like as a CEO, and you could
Speaker 1: get a lot of like a lot of them probably
Speaker 1: end up when the guy gets out of jail, staying
Speaker 1: with them, because we always hear those they can't do
Speaker 1: that right, yes they yeah they I know some pictures
Speaker 1: ended up pregnant in that mother. Yeah I heard that.
Speaker 1: A lot of um CEOs like get paid the fucking jail. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you get paid because it depends. Man. You get girls
Speaker 1: that bringing boxes and cigarettes. You get a girl bringing
Speaker 1: a boxing cigarette, she really getting paid boxes cigarette, so
Speaker 1: she bringing in ten boxes, getting like four bands, three bands,
Speaker 1: she might get a little hand job. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. It depends how you hold it down. See
Speaker 1: motherfucker's don't be really knowing how to hold it down.
Speaker 1: So once she see like you can control the house.
Speaker 1: You somebody you there with like at the time, not
Speaker 1: now now I heard they don't let you wear clothes.
Speaker 1: But yeah, we were close. Regular we were like sus
Speaker 1: and stuff. Yeah make it with a jump up, but
Speaker 1: regularly regular chains on and I have like one one watch,
Speaker 1: one chain. Yeah, but you know what I'm saying there again,
Speaker 1: but you can only wear like certain colors and like
Speaker 1: stuff like that, like I used to wear like white
Speaker 1: shell top of Dita's gray sweatsuits oranges and new she
Speaker 1: loves listening. And that was a long time ago. But
Speaker 1: I'll never forget that. I still remember how they play
Speaker 1: smell like I'll never forget being in jail. I'm pretty
Speaker 1: sure I'll never forget that ship. But till you can
Speaker 1: get once you get a CEO, you lit though the
Speaker 1: man like the man I once you even get a
Speaker 1: CEO to acknowledge you, because sometimes they like dub motherfucker
Speaker 1: out there, but once they see they really got to
Speaker 1: go through you for everything, like on the locking and
Speaker 1: they just be like, no, I ain't locking it, Like Senior,
Speaker 1: can you please tell him to lock in? And you'd
Speaker 1: be like, yo, listening, I'll just lock in here, y up,
Speaker 1: thank you, And then yeah, Tom burger, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. It starts like that, and then you just
Speaker 1: and they do what they just sneak the ship in
Speaker 1: like here you go, big your burger, that's it your
Speaker 1: burger to the next thing you Yeah, you know she's
Speaker 1: coming to yourself, knocking on yourself. What's up? I usually
Speaker 1: do ship like sneaky ship, like like I'll be in
Speaker 1: the self and to see over like get your grass up,
Speaker 1: you know you gotta go to program. I'll get up
Speaker 1: knowing I'm butt nick you under the sheet, get up
Speaker 1: like what my bad was like the Harby everybody ether
Speaker 1: like prol come on on the set. It's just different
Speaker 1: like niggas, just like Nigga is putting on the best
Speaker 1: st with no wing in it. Yeah. Yet that's why
Speaker 1: I tell people I wouldn't advise my girl to be
Speaker 1: a CEO. No, you should different. That's it. And you
Speaker 1: might Nigga might be gangster joking off to you, so
Speaker 1: you're gonna be like, what are you doing? Get your
Speaker 1: ticket off for that. Some girls that they'd be fucking
Speaker 1: probably dealing with another CEO. Yo. Yeah, this nigga violated that.
Speaker 1: Nigga might come talk ship if you pussy violate you.
Speaker 1: If you're not pussy you go get the squad ten
Speaker 1: deep with the whole mask and that like motherfucker's in jail.
Speaker 1: They used to the fucking like throw ships on offices
Speaker 1: and ship like Silence of the Lands. Remember remember Nonce
Speaker 1: to the land when he didn't calm on her when
Speaker 1: she was working. It's really people like that happened on
Speaker 1: Silence of the Lands. I was like, oh my god.
Speaker 1: The ship. So it's like, do you want to go there?
Speaker 1: You know it's tough. Should I just act like? So?
Speaker 1: Sometimes they just be like then you got some seals
Speaker 1: that don't be with nothing, but really be with it,
Speaker 1: but like not with the boy got to act like
Speaker 1: see your walking female on the council walking. I don't
Speaker 1: give a fuck. Put them curtins down. If I see
Speaker 1: some ship, just know I'm sending your wife solid. And
Speaker 1: he's like, yo, come on shut. They was waiting with
Speaker 1: the digging their hands behind the curtain. With so much
Speaker 1: in jail, you get so much different, like uh what
Speaker 1: you census like you get you smell, You smell a
Speaker 1: joint like you said you smell you peeking through yourself
Speaker 1: like this and you're going in. She could be just
Speaker 1: doing nothing like this right in or some ship like this.
Speaker 1: Ain't you just chucking off to us? Look at yourself
Speaker 1: like what are you doing? Move back for me? Move
Speaker 1: off your gate like I'm not doing You can't tell
Speaker 1: me move off, gat I'm not doing that, and you're
Speaker 1: just shaking that terrible I don't want to be a CEO.
Speaker 1: I don't see you all need some tissue on the morning. No,
Speaker 1: I'm not coming up there, No missing senior, your tissue
Speaker 1: in the morning. You come there like that me to
Speaker 1: move me hit the jails, don't. I feel like some
Speaker 1: pitches are applying right now to be a CEO. N listen,
Speaker 1: and I heard that they can't paid good money these days.
Speaker 1: They got like they're getting money, more money now than
Speaker 1: they work about going to work in the jail. Could
Speaker 1: never go work in the jail. I'm a convicted felon
Speaker 1: in two states, Pennsylvania and New York. You like she liked,
Speaker 1: I like the way he likes just looking every time
Speaker 1: she talked about jail, it's a little different. And then
Speaker 1: she goes like this and she's smelling, was your only girl?
Speaker 1: I beautter had that? Now I'm playing you still. You
Speaker 1: know how long ago that was? We never even kept
Speaker 1: in contact at the mon was I Donna say? No?
Speaker 1: It must have been the best she ever had. Alright,
Speaker 1: so right now we have some masturbation tips for you.
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Speaker 1: saying that could actually add a little flair to your masturbation.
Speaker 1: Is that al right? Explore new parts of your body.
Speaker 1: What it's like nipples? Yeah, your nipple, like all your balls,
Speaker 1: you know, maybe just like cover so you don't romance
Speaker 1: all that? How nicks be doing playing around all that? No,
Speaker 1: get in and get right, No for a play with you.
Speaker 1: I love yourself all right? What about changing position? Now?
Speaker 1: This is something interesting standing up, sitting in a chair
Speaker 1: somewhere different. Yeah, I do that, stand up, might stand up,
Speaker 1: see y'all said nobody massive? They standing up in the
Speaker 1: shower in the show. Yeah, but I even sit down
Speaker 1: in the shower. Work with the with the otter. They
Speaker 1: sitting down in the shower, and I said that that's
Speaker 1: a sad look. I'm somebody sitting the shot cry, get
Speaker 1: this bit of candle and a hug. But standing up?
Speaker 1: What else could they said? Sitting in a chair maybe
Speaker 1: like not in the bed, you know, different places, different
Speaker 1: locations wherever go up at in the house or where
Speaker 1: I just I just get like they'll be like I'll
Speaker 1: be like baby, I checked off. I put it down.
Speaker 1: That's it. Sometimes I FaceTime and be like, yo, what
Speaker 1: you're doing and she was like, we're family, and she'll
Speaker 1: be sleep. I'll joke off and she's like one of
Speaker 1: them tired night. Oh baby, I'm tired. I'll joke off
Speaker 1: and I'll just leave it on her legs. Yeah, and
Speaker 1: what she'd go crazy on me so didn't wake up.
Speaker 1: That is so fun. Now you'll go back to back.
Speaker 1: I'm assuming because if you're just walking around jerking off
Speaker 1: everywhere depends depend because I know some guys it's like
Speaker 1: one and done. Some girls just one and done too. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you're one and done. Sometimes it depends. Just like I'm good.
Speaker 1: I tell my girl and she'd be like, nig, stuff off.
Speaker 1: It's you. I'll be like, hey, unless you need first,
Speaker 1: and then we have sex. Then I could go twice,
Speaker 1: but I can't. Just it's you're supposed to be eating
Speaker 1: a pussy anyway, yeah, but not to me. Come always
Speaker 1: Sometimes I don't come that way, you can't eat. I
Speaker 1: always want to come that way because when I eat right,
Speaker 1: eat her pussy. If she's not, it's over for sex. No.
Speaker 1: I like to have after inside of me as soon
Speaker 1: as my leg eat her ship and then stop and
Speaker 1: she's like no, no, no, no, no no no. We're
Speaker 1: gonna get some pussy first before you, because that's what
Speaker 1: we do. The guys, we'd be like, okay, I can't
Speaker 1: take a stick till they come because over done done. Guys,
Speaker 1: don't wait a minute. Yeah, I just needed you wake
Speaker 1: up in the morning, like what the fun I need?
Speaker 1: And then you'd be laying it bad, mad as hell.
Speaker 1: He's sleep. Just go to the bathroom if you get
Speaker 1: that thing out that way now has some other advice.
Speaker 1: It said, making a okay uh symbol and like do
Speaker 1: that with your hand instead of using your whole hand
Speaker 1: to the a ok okay, yeah, like a leave this
Speaker 1: finger up. Yeah, you know the other way I'm lost.
Speaker 1: The other is it like this like be or you
Speaker 1: could use two hands. You gotta be big enough that
Speaker 1: weird even when like a girl it's sucking a nigger dick.
Speaker 1: He gotta you gotta have enough to grab with both hands,
Speaker 1: like you can't. You can't do it's two hands and
Speaker 1: the mouth. But you know the way you Yeah, you
Speaker 1: can't two hands. Yeah, you can't always fish hand. You
Speaker 1: can't always put to the hand. You have to do
Speaker 1: the a okay, something you have no choice for the
Speaker 1: do they Sometimes you have to pitch as you got it.
Speaker 1: Times you ought to do a pen. I've witnessed a
Speaker 1: pinch me. He rest in peace. Have you Have you
Speaker 1: ever used two hands when you masturbate? No, I don't
Speaker 1: really care. That sounds weird. I think that's too much
Speaker 1: like what the fund are you doing? That's like some partnership.
Speaker 1: But I told you I get to the point all that. Okay,
Speaker 1: we're trying to give you some tips. You put your
Speaker 1: leg up next time. Becaut. Now he's just made that
Speaker 1: up a little too much, a little too extra. You're
Speaker 1: thinking too much. Know, this is an article for men's
Speaker 1: health and they're giving masturbation tips. Okay, they said put
Speaker 1: on your balls before you come. See I do that
Speaker 1: to the guy too, But do that to himself. He
Speaker 1: got his masturbation is a lot for one man to do.
Speaker 1: He needs out. If you can make it, Susie, you
Speaker 1: can pull on your balls, Susie. Susie was a hit
Speaker 1: and joking, and that's coming out. I see if something's
Speaker 1: going Okay, I'm glad you brought that up. Edging, just edging.
Speaker 1: Edging is when you are about to orgasm and then
Speaker 1: you stop. Yeah, I do that all the time to
Speaker 1: yourself when your mastery. Yep, you do. Yeah, I'll do
Speaker 1: that to myself that it takes long to be able
Speaker 1: to confer yourself. Yeah, I do that when I get
Speaker 1: here too. Yeah, you gotta hold back and here too,
Speaker 1: like if it's feeling real good, and I think I'll
Speaker 1: switch it up anything so I can hold back from
Speaker 1: actually coming a little bit more so when you're master,
Speaker 1: you really hold yourself back from coming. That's crazy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it looks like you gotta ship. Also using toys, well
Speaker 1: you use this sues, but which is kind of like
Speaker 1: a toy be you have on yourself, like what like them,
Speaker 1: a little flesh like the cock ring, the vibrate crazy
Speaker 1: thing that's like the number one males. One time I
Speaker 1: was cock ring. No, one time I was getting a condom.
Speaker 1: And when I got a condom, I saw the vibrating thing.
Speaker 1: I said, what the hell is? Did? I went opening
Speaker 1: for the what the what? What's going on? Let me
Speaker 1: propose to myself, Let me put it right? And then
Speaker 1: I kind of me and my girl was laughing because
Speaker 1: I just put it. I just changed it around because
Speaker 1: they're supposed to be. I guess I supposed to before
Speaker 1: your ball, but I switched it and used it for
Speaker 1: a click and then I was just slid. It was
Speaker 1: good that an electric slide wikie. Alright, I already know
Speaker 1: you're not going to do this one, saying anyway, I
Speaker 1: gotta hear it. Find your prostate. That's spot. It's between
Speaker 1: the bladder and the rectum, so like the middle part. No,
Speaker 1: that's the paint like when you're ad episode basically in
Speaker 1: the asshole. That's where the G spot is, though the
Speaker 1: male G spot is inside the anus like people trick
Speaker 1: you doctor, And as a fact, actually asked the man
Speaker 1: that they've been with it have been found there. I've
Speaker 1: never done that. I've never put a finger in nobody's
Speaker 1: but you ever liked apart before, not all the way in,
Speaker 1: but the I really want to. She was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: you guys, be like and let you know it's okay
Speaker 1: to keep going. But it was like the only thing
Speaker 1: I did a quick and I was like, yeah, I
Speaker 1: don't know if this is for me, like put my
Speaker 1: tongue in like, well, I don't think. I don't think
Speaker 1: going for girls like does that I like it. Yes, yes,
Speaker 1: some girls be like they don't. They don't like. I
Speaker 1: don't like my butt licked. Everybody can't do it right.
Speaker 1: I don't like it. You gotta do it like my
Speaker 1: butt is supposed to be wet. I spend my whole
Speaker 1: life keeping my butt dry. I don't want my butt wet.
Speaker 1: How I want my butt like it even if it
Speaker 1: ain't no damn tongue in there, it's just the overflow
Speaker 1: of everything else. I mean, you know, because it drips down,
Speaker 1: especially from head, like when you're getting hit and it's
Speaker 1: like spit everywhere and you come, it's real messy. You
Speaker 1: but get wet. But listen and I'll be want to
Speaker 1: wipe it. See that's why she doesn't do. Many guys
Speaker 1: like just get their booty holes. Some girls can't even
Speaker 1: do am like I can't. You got it. I gotta
Speaker 1: drink that. You got a big dick. Some girls can't do.
Speaker 1: And I don't even like a finger in my butt.
Speaker 1: I got nothing in my back. I don't like it.
Speaker 1: But actually ruined my whole mood. If we're having the
Speaker 1: next thumb in my bait, just bring it out there,
Speaker 1: so you gotta like ease it. In back when you
Speaker 1: like smacking and holding it and pull it like that
Speaker 1: sounds great, a great description on it, and then easy
Speaker 1: there you go. And then you just when you put
Speaker 1: it in, you know like you just keep it there,
Speaker 1: Like there's certain things that would look like like want
Speaker 1: you just want that, and you keep it there and
Speaker 1: you keep going whatever else you don't hit in front
Speaker 1: of back, whatever you gotta work out, then you don't
Speaker 1: leave it in pulling it back. I don't have already know.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you, okay, to be honest, like if
Speaker 1: you put it, it's gonna make me want a ship later.
Speaker 1: But it would be a nice ship, like a slide out,
Speaker 1: I feel like, but that's what it does. Like if
Speaker 1: you have a baby and the baby got it is
Speaker 1: constipated here supposed to, I would feel like that would
Speaker 1: make ship right because something's going in so it loosens
Speaker 1: to that. Some people like it, though some people be like, yo,
Speaker 1: put it. Yeah, have you ever seen a girl's butthole?
Speaker 1: It was like huge me till I've seen that in
Speaker 1: real life. They're like, damn, what the fun was in here?
Speaker 1: My friends? Was still be the Is that a turn off?
Speaker 1: Like if you see a big because I think like
Speaker 1: people like to askhole because it's supposed to be tighter.
Speaker 1: But then if you see a girl in her asshole,
Speaker 1: just look like if you dropped out, make you when
Speaker 1: they drop your balls in it though, or something and
Speaker 1: the dirty here. I saw that before. I saw that before.
Speaker 1: It didn't turn me off. I don't think nothing to
Speaker 1: really turned me off. But if the pussiest think is
Speaker 1: over right, like like some girl and some some girl's
Speaker 1: be knowing to, I think, yeah, they're testing it. Hits hit,
Speaker 1: funky pussy. I know a lot of guys. The only
Speaker 1: reason why I don't hear because it's not because like
Speaker 1: I'm thinking, I think I'm booty. You're like, it's nothing booty,
Speaker 1: that's normal, nothing going on around and chunk Mama loves
Speaker 1: like if that thing thin, it's something wrong. I'm thinking
Speaker 1: off the joint. We ain't even gonna do no economns
Speaker 1: because condoms be popping, feeling anxious. Then you're like, paint
Speaker 1: you got some ship. Uh. If it don't smell right,
Speaker 1: I don't want it. You better do a bathroom run
Speaker 1: something before. But if that thing is boofing, it's a problem.
Speaker 1: If it's smelling a bathroom run ain't gonna think No,
Speaker 1: I don't think so that's how you know, Like if
Speaker 1: you come out of the bathroom and then you got
Speaker 1: that fire, she come out the bathroom and help pussy
Speaker 1: thinks though? Cover is it weird? Like when you get
Speaker 1: with a girl and she always got to go to
Speaker 1: the bathroom right before it's about to go down, You
Speaker 1: know how you'd be like, let me go to BA.
Speaker 1: Think that's any girl. I think that's like when I
Speaker 1: say any girl. I think that's like girls that don't
Speaker 1: know you like it because you know what you get to.
Speaker 1: Knowing that, you'd be like, let me see a hold
Speaker 1: on because I might need a shower. Alright, check it out.
Speaker 1: There's no toilet paper sticks to see? How used? Baby
Speaker 1: white too? Like if you out all day and you
Speaker 1: know you gotta just check you gotta take a walk
Speaker 1: around with some wipes on. Hello, some of the car
Speaker 1: A little question, I have a white I'm sorry, I
Speaker 1: just ladies tissue, get you a white only cut? Like
Speaker 1: that would be I would be embarrassed if I go
Speaker 1: down and somebody eat my pussy, my puzzing, he like,
Speaker 1: what the fun? I would die? I think I would die,
Speaker 1: like die from that. It is right? What if I
Speaker 1: got stuck in your mouth? What the now? We were
Speaker 1: talking about things that would turn you off automatically, I said,
Speaker 1: a thumb in my butt. We kind of ruined my mood.
Speaker 1: What are some other things that could funk up the mood?
Speaker 1: Oh me? I think I ain't gonna lie talking to
Speaker 1: much fun moves man, Really, yeah, I don't. I don't
Speaker 1: like the po sex man sometimes, like sometimes it's necessary
Speaker 1: for the mood, you know what I'm saying. We both smack,
Speaker 1: were talking. Shit, it's cool. She's just making so much
Speaker 1: noise for no reason. Mar It's out. I'm not even
Speaker 1: touching you, and you got girls. I didn't think that
Speaker 1: is like that. Yeah, it's just not even a lot
Speaker 1: of girls tending because they think I don't be wanting
Speaker 1: to hear that ship. I'll just be like sometimes I
Speaker 1: don't want to get it me again, me and my girl,
Speaker 1: you know, I just I just do it everywhere, So
Speaker 1: we're gonna do it anyway. We're gonna do that, and
Speaker 1: it's not even gonna be a situation before that, like
Speaker 1: before I had a girl. You meet these girls, you're like,
Speaker 1: what are they doing like you're trying to sneak off
Speaker 1: with do something you like, put your hand with her
Speaker 1: out like even girls like that that'd be wanting you to. Right,
Speaker 1: You'll be thinking your head like, I ain't slapping it
Speaker 1: if this might be a set up, this might be
Speaker 1: trying to allow me choke me. I'll be like, choke me,
Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying, But it's only really
Speaker 1: fun if you really will not man choke me. Shut up.
Speaker 1: It's like it's it. But I can't afford that. Y'all
Speaker 1: look a little strong and that. And earlier before you
Speaker 1: got here, we were talking about that because I was saying,
Speaker 1: I hate when people smack your ass too hard. But
Speaker 1: I'm thinking's like security, Okay, I can see that. I
Speaker 1: think it's like dudes with little dicks and it's doing Homo,
Speaker 1: who pussy is this? You're pulling your head, shut up, bitch,
Speaker 1: spin in your mouth. I think it's just sad. That's true.
Speaker 1: He's right. I'm gonna tell you why he's right because
Speaker 1: the person that came to mind when you said that
Speaker 1: his dick ain't the biggest dick is pretty the low average,
Speaker 1: very below, and he would snack my gas and the
Speaker 1: hurt and I hated it. Your little dick. All right,
Speaker 1: now let's talk about some current events. Um, we were
Speaker 1: watching Damon Dash. He's upset that he hasn't got his
Speaker 1: money back from Lee Daniels. Have you ever lent somebody
Speaker 1: money and they didn't pay you back and you had
Speaker 1: to watch them living life? Not watch them living life
Speaker 1: but our um making movies or some money. But the
Speaker 1: majority of the time either I got it back. There
Speaker 1: was some action involved, but I I linked to do
Speaker 1: like a couple of bands to probably like three months ago,
Speaker 1: and the dude took my money and never picked up
Speaker 1: the phone after that. Damn. But then I don't like
Speaker 1: ugly because Virginia and he locked up right now? So yeah,
Speaker 1: I are you thinking I'm not gonna get my money back? Now?
Speaker 1: I was like to ask me for the money. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like you really have like the speeches, Yo,
Speaker 1: I'm sucked up. I need some help. I need to
Speaker 1: get on my people. Like all it takes take these
Speaker 1: bands really quick. Do what you do. I don't care
Speaker 1: what you do, just make sure you give me a money.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna do that. All right, cool.
Speaker 1: Then he got locked up like three weeks after damn,
Speaker 1: but he already had and talked to you in those things.
Speaker 1: Ye see, I have a friend. I have a friend
Speaker 1: that owes me money for a very long time, and
Speaker 1: she'll like disappear when she like try to like don't
Speaker 1: have it, and I don't. Like we're back and forth
Speaker 1: with that, and it's hello annoying. Like if you don't
Speaker 1: have it and I'm around you all the time and
Speaker 1: I understand you don't have it, and I see that
Speaker 1: you don't have it, then it's not gonna be an
Speaker 1: issue for me. And if you stopped talking to me
Speaker 1: because you owe me money and it's only because you
Speaker 1: owe me money and you like break up our because
Speaker 1: of that, that's horrible money. And you see the lip
Speaker 1: right vacation where you know it goes me some brand.
Speaker 1: You here they on the Graham putting their feet in
Speaker 1: with the sun in the background, everything on Everything New,
Speaker 1: Definitely that's what they heard that is on you now
Speaker 1: had the same hat on. I've been noticed. Yeah, you know,
Speaker 1: that's how you know you're official. When you got the
Speaker 1: pin ship, he got the he got the shout out
Speaker 1: the Lenney you got give me shna. Now we ran
Speaker 1: down on Leney to get off. We showed up and
Speaker 1: then Mickey gave us. She gave us some socks and
Speaker 1: ship stuff. Yeah yeah, I'm sure you got every right down.
Speaker 1: You need to run you out with your shirt? Got
Speaker 1: a T shirt? I have everything. I got a backpack now,
Speaker 1: yeah you do, got the backpack. I don't play that
Speaker 1: money ship like that. I'm not gonna lie. I don't
Speaker 1: borrow money and I don't lend money like I feel
Speaker 1: like if I give you money, I'm giving you the
Speaker 1: money because I know I'm not getting this money back. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and when you let money, you have to know you
Speaker 1: might not never see it. You're not gonna see that
Speaker 1: because I kind of fake live on that little model
Speaker 1: you just said just now. I discipline my social others
Speaker 1: can't discipline me. I hate being disciplined. So again, like
Speaker 1: how you said, that's how it should be. But I
Speaker 1: slipped up with this dude because he just came home.
Speaker 1: I'm like, you know what, let me get him on
Speaker 1: his feet. He right, you know that though he know
Speaker 1: where to hit because this one is shift people. They't
Speaker 1: know where to hit you. So he's like yo, I
Speaker 1: know he could relate because you was locked up whatever whatever, Chris,
Speaker 1: God damn Brown, that's exactly what he think got it?
Speaker 1: You got g easy on the record. That's big. He
Speaker 1: like he got a couple of dollars. They definitely think
Speaker 1: I got a couple of America. So whenever somebody saying
Speaker 1: like that, because I'm pretty sure he ain't been around
Speaker 1: those people, I don't know. I don't know him, but
Speaker 1: when you see something like that, you're like, well, he
Speaker 1: got it. You know. The tricky thing about it is
Speaker 1: it don't matter how much money you have or whatever,
Speaker 1: kid me, just because you're around people just think you're good.
Speaker 1: Like I just so, what where's my money? Yo? What
Speaker 1: happened to what you was gonna do for me? No? You?
Speaker 1: I thought you was good. Now I thought you didn't
Speaker 1: need to take it because I saw you with the
Speaker 1: dude that was thrown yesterday. Like what. That's tricky and
Speaker 1: it's kind of like frustrating, um because a lot of
Speaker 1: people always think you you're good, especially to people that
Speaker 1: look out. So you might look out for your family
Speaker 1: or you might look at your family, and they just
Speaker 1: think it's like the lookout is just one way and
Speaker 1: the one time you say no, I can't do it
Speaker 1: people and don't one time I helped you how Times club? Right, Dang,
Speaker 1: my phone is at the I phone, I mean Apple plays.
Speaker 1: I was just on the Beathfast cling you. I heard
Speaker 1: about it so and we were talking about it, and
Speaker 1: my mom texts me and said, I saw your billboard
Speaker 1: in Brooklyn and I saw your new house. Let me
Speaker 1: get some money. You know, I got a family member
Speaker 1: like that. And it was crazy because it was like
Speaker 1: twenty minutes after That's what we were just talking about
Speaker 1: it on the Breakfast club about his mom. She didn't
Speaker 1: go one time? Are you kidding me? And I'm like, yo,
Speaker 1: my mom like at the beginning stage just like my
Speaker 1: mom like came right whatever case. But it was always
Speaker 1: just like tough, like mom tough. But the way she
Speaker 1: acts like it, it's like she put me on my feet.
Speaker 1: You gotta imagine, just real talk. I went to jail
Speaker 1: like nineteen, came on twenty six. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I'm still a mama's boy. And before nineteen, I went
Speaker 1: to jail sixteen, came home eighteen. So it's like you're
Speaker 1: getting these little breaks like four month breaks back in jail,
Speaker 1: bell out. My mom was belling me out all the time.
Speaker 1: So you go from being mama's baby boy the last
Speaker 1: ten two coming home, your mom saying she got you
Speaker 1: or whatever the case. I mean, not speaking mom in
Speaker 1: a long time because she used to hang up the
Speaker 1: phone on me, to basically not really having a crib
Speaker 1: because when I came home, I put rode to my
Speaker 1: mom crib. But I'm a goneass man. I'm like, I'm
Speaker 1: not I come to the crib. My mom had like
Speaker 1: an eight baron come to the crib. And there's people
Speaker 1: in the house like this ain't even familiar. There's people
Speaker 1: in the house like people from churche, her friends, like
Speaker 1: when in room rooms and stuff like that. So I'm like,
Speaker 1: your mom, what's like, what's going on? Like it's not
Speaker 1: the same house. She like, um, you could have the attic.
Speaker 1: I'm like, attict man, I'm going there. Man. But me again,
Speaker 1: I'm still lost because I'm young. So I got like mom,
Speaker 1: I was selling drugs and jail, so I got like
Speaker 1: fifteen thirteen thousand. I think I'm lit a young nigga.
Speaker 1: I swear my mentality is still on nineteen years old.
Speaker 1: I think I'm lit. I've never really been on a hotel,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I was living with my
Speaker 1: mom and then my mom bought me my house when
Speaker 1: I was like seventeen years old. So I was living
Speaker 1: with my friends, like a four bedroom, and we was
Speaker 1: paying the rent, robbing paying the rent. So I didn't
Speaker 1: really know about hotels and ship So my dumb ass
Speaker 1: like my mom, good good. I got like fifteen in
Speaker 1: my head. I'm like, I like fifteen days, I'm lit.
Speaker 1: I goes to the Marriott, the fucking most expensive hotel.
Speaker 1: Down to down my dumb ass three a day, No nervous.
Speaker 1: Now I'm doom. I'm down. So I'm acting friends like that,
Speaker 1: what's up? I know, jicks for me, what's going on?
Speaker 1: What we're doing with He's like chucks, like it's not
Speaker 1: doing that, no morning, He's just hustling. He's just swiping pieces.
Speaker 1: I'm like, the fund is a piss. What's going on?
Speaker 1: This is not my error? Like my error is run
Speaker 1: down booking nigga, and he's just telling me you're bugging.
Speaker 1: Long story short, my mom was supposed to like hold
Speaker 1: me down. I was like, yo, Mom, what's up? She
Speaker 1: just sold the same house to be living. But like
Speaker 1: at one point something MII and I'm like, yo, mom,
Speaker 1: what's up. It's like you've grown now, you gotta you
Speaker 1: gotta put that working like out, I just started running
Speaker 1: around doing what I do. Long story short, I say
Speaker 1: that to say now she just thinks I'm just the richest.
Speaker 1: I'm like, baby, girl, I had this jury, all this
Speaker 1: jury protectively, but all this before rat what are you
Speaker 1: talking about? I got this out the mud. I'm not
Speaker 1: It's calm. Rap is good. My credit is good now.
Speaker 1: But nobody taught me, you know what I'm saying, Like,
Speaker 1: as a mother, I feel like she should have taught
Speaker 1: me that she used to work in city bank, Like
Speaker 1: you should have taught me the credits, get your ship right,
Speaker 1: make sure you get this. You didn't even teach me that.
Speaker 1: You just I think you failed me as a mother, truthfully,
Speaker 1: But I love her because she was a gangster mom's favorite.
Speaker 1: Like all my friends like, yo, your mother is the
Speaker 1: best mother in the world. Was she slacked that with
Speaker 1: the love and the catering and the baby and it
Speaker 1: was always that gangster mom. Like I swear, I remember
Speaker 1: I broke into a store like four in the morning.
Speaker 1: I probably was like seventeen broken to the store lock cutters.
Speaker 1: I cut the store. When they cleared out the whole store.
Speaker 1: While I'm clearing out the store, police pull out to
Speaker 1: the store while I'm in the store. I ran out
Speaker 1: the back. But I got a whole car full of
Speaker 1: all the merchandise I took from the store, parked like
Speaker 1: two stores up in a parking spot. Run, I'll call
Speaker 1: my mom, please come get me. Oh, I just got
Speaker 1: h this that a third My mom just come like
Speaker 1: my mom out the crib, friving a car, speeding. She
Speaker 1: was always different me. I'm not gonna take that from me,
Speaker 1: but I think she she like Gorilla raised me. It
Speaker 1: wasn't like the raise where it's love, it's are you
Speaker 1: doing what you did in school today? Where's your homework?
Speaker 1: It was never that. It was just like you good right,
Speaker 1: all right? Cool? What if I my dad? My dad
Speaker 1: was soft? My dad My dad was so my dad
Speaker 1: he'd been like on some past deacon stuff like that.
Speaker 1: Every time you calling me like I don't pray for you,
Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't even know a prayer, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So my dad, my mom and my
Speaker 1: dad broke up from from when I was young, and
Speaker 1: they always used to blame everything on each other, like
Speaker 1: your mother took she should have kept me, and she
Speaker 1: could have kept me. You with me, like you would
Speaker 1: have never grew up this way, and listen, none of
Speaker 1: them I knew at that age. And that's why I
Speaker 1: make sure mike my daughter, because I got a son
Speaker 1: after my daughter. My son is like three, Um, I
Speaker 1: just make sure everything is in order because I know
Speaker 1: the fakeness. I was young and like fake smart. I
Speaker 1: was like, I'm a lot of my father and a
Speaker 1: lot of my mother. So would my mother be like
Speaker 1: your piece of ship, you're gonna do ship? Like yeah,
Speaker 1: my my father be like yeah, your mother devil. She's
Speaker 1: a wicked She's who's that? Who's she's messing with? Now?
Speaker 1: Be like, I don't know, I don't like him, but
Speaker 1: when I'm over there, I'm just like cool with the
Speaker 1: naked Yeah. I was just you know, I just don't think. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't think no kids should go through that. And
Speaker 1: I went through something so much, so much ship, and
Speaker 1: I over I felt like I overcame it because I'm
Speaker 1: good now. And but the only bad thing about it
Speaker 1: is like, I don't show no emotions. But then you're
Speaker 1: not good acting like your mother, because that's how you
Speaker 1: say your mother was. So it's like, now she's crying
Speaker 1: on the phone with me. She called me the other
Speaker 1: day and was crying. I'm like, yo, you're not even
Speaker 1: recognizing that. That's like a coping mechanism. Yeah, And I'm
Speaker 1: just like all right. She's like, oh, you know, I'm stressed.
Speaker 1: I said, all right, listen, I said, I'm about to
Speaker 1: get a house, whatever the case to me. If you want,
Speaker 1: you know, you could take the guest house, whatever the case,
Speaker 1: and that just getting I said, you can take the
Speaker 1: guest house. She was like, no, I don't want to
Speaker 1: leave these people. She's still supporting some of them. People said,
Speaker 1: I said, that's what's wrong with you. I said, I'm
Speaker 1: not giving you no money for the people she about.
Speaker 1: My mom is like sixty something, So I'm like, you
Speaker 1: want me to give you money. You don't need nothing.
Speaker 1: You don't need clothes, you don't need nothing. You don't
Speaker 1: need it's impossible at sixty some years old for you
Speaker 1: to need money. But you want to spoil her. But
Speaker 1: she wants to take care of other people with the
Speaker 1: money for her mom don't want to go out to
Speaker 1: eat with me. It's like, come to church, and it's truth.
Speaker 1: It's like church man, use the whole gangster. You're a
Speaker 1: whole gangster. So the six seven years or ten years
Speaker 1: or however long she's been a church, it just can't
Speaker 1: stick with me. But there's nothing wrong with that because
Speaker 1: like my mother, I'm not gonna lie she went through that,
Speaker 1: and now my mother she's like a deacon, like she's
Speaker 1: really in the church. And I did not know my
Speaker 1: mother for being like that, Like my whole life growing up,
Speaker 1: I'm like, where the hell was this? But I mean
Speaker 1: we did go to church, and now, yeah, I understand that.
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like she put that work in whatever and
Speaker 1: now she's in church. It's cool, but don't fake like
Speaker 1: you don't understand what this is. That's my whole thing.
Speaker 1: My whole thing is like bar Clay, she didn't come,
Speaker 1: Like how are you not gonna come when I'm performing
Speaker 1: at the bar class and you know I'm too righteous
Speaker 1: for this? Now yeah yeah, even told me like I'm
Speaker 1: proud of you, Like I'm proud of you, but I
Speaker 1: noticed everybody just was like yo, ticking time bomb. This
Speaker 1: is as soon as he don't get his way, he's
Speaker 1: gonna be lit. She gonna be right back in jail. Everybody.
Speaker 1: It didn't. It didn't even go for like the ops
Speaker 1: on the haters. It went for family members because that's
Speaker 1: really all I knew. I knew like come home all
Speaker 1: tin ship up, shoot, ship, go back to j Fuck it,
Speaker 1: it is what it is, good girl. Whatever however it
Speaker 1: is that we just limited like I didn't even think.
Speaker 1: I didn't have like a plan, and then ship kills
Speaker 1: me because I feel like it's our parents fault because
Speaker 1: I don't have a plan I was supposed to from young,
Speaker 1: like know about family only tated stuff like if it
Speaker 1: messages me out because my girl or my other baby
Speaker 1: mother or whoever I dealt with, Like yo oh miss
Speaker 1: Christmas time, we're gonna go open presents that at the
Speaker 1: at the house always Thanksgiving, we're gonna go old cook
Speaker 1: we got My family is looking and I'm like I'm
Speaker 1: not going there. I don't even know. One time I
Speaker 1: was at at one of the girls, I was dead
Speaker 1: Thanksgiving us something. Everybody was cooking, and I was just like,
Speaker 1: what's going on? What is this? Everybody? Kids? For something.
Speaker 1: I'm like, and I put my headphones on and act
Speaker 1: like I was busy ship blast and I'm just And
Speaker 1: we had a big argument that day. She's like, that's rude,
Speaker 1: but you're not even knowing. Like I'm like, I don't
Speaker 1: even know how to cope with this. It's not this
Speaker 1: is not it's not normal for me. My family orientated.
Speaker 1: My mom's got ten kids and my father got twelve.
Speaker 1: On my father's side, I know like four. I know
Speaker 1: like four now, but now you know, every damn body whatever,
Speaker 1: that thing is over? What's that? What's that? What? I'm gone,
Speaker 1: that's what they're doing, like, oh hey, how are you doing? Uh?
Speaker 1: I'm part of the family. My grandmother died. I love
Speaker 1: my grandmother because when I was there, she always achieve
Speaker 1: me good my grandmother daughter. And I was like, dang,
Speaker 1: I can't make the funeral. I was on the tour. Well, uh,
Speaker 1: I think Chris Brown, and I'm like, I wish I
Speaker 1: could have. They see I was on tour. I was
Speaker 1: on I was like on a promo run something. I'm like, Damn,
Speaker 1: I wish I came. All these family members called me,
Speaker 1: you're coming to the funeral. N. I ain't told you
Speaker 1: in years? How do you even get my mom? You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, and in a mass text, it's
Speaker 1: crazy because my father went to the funeral. I guess
Speaker 1: he faked passed out whatever. So I was getting because
Speaker 1: like some family members like yo, your father had a
Speaker 1: heart attack or whatever, and it did time to me
Speaker 1: what callings from me? Not picking up? I'm like, oh no,
Speaker 1: what's going on? But the crazy thing is I'm so
Speaker 1: fake gay stuff like it is what it is like,
Speaker 1: and it's bad. It's bad as bad as bad, and
Speaker 1: I blame my parents. You ever have conversations with your
Speaker 1: mom about it? My mom is different, if I could
Speaker 1: call it right now, she's different man, and she don't care.
Speaker 1: She don't care. It's like she's something like what I
Speaker 1: am now, and I had to get out of it.
Speaker 1: It's like sometimes you treat people that you don't know
Speaker 1: better than the people that's really I feel like guys
Speaker 1: that I feel like anybody that doesn't have the proper
Speaker 1: home training does that because you want to be accepted
Speaker 1: instead of respected. I always wanted to be accepted because
Speaker 1: like even watching my mom, like she's like yo, every
Speaker 1: time somebody come around new show off, all out, all
Speaker 1: the mad food, all of this, trying to impress them,
Speaker 1: let them know, like she in her bag and I
Speaker 1: quote myself doing it. It's like my friend might need something,
Speaker 1: but I needed a doom. We're going to the club
Speaker 1: and I'm like, but let me get tem bottles, but
Speaker 1: let me get ten bottles an acan. My friend just
Speaker 1: told me he needs to eat thousands a thousand as
Speaker 1: place when he got me, Like, I got a show,
Speaker 1: I'm in my bag, but I got it, damn pack.
Speaker 1: I was like, damn, it's because you're looking for respect,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, you look rather than respect
Speaker 1: because you know, you know, it's people that we always
Speaker 1: be around and we'll be like I ain't gonna find
Speaker 1: I respect them. Yeah, come to the party and you're like,
Speaker 1: now I'm good, don't worry. I'm going to my room.
Speaker 1: Like damn, you don't want to come to mind like
Speaker 1: it's living and that's what I tend to do now
Speaker 1: Like now, I just um, I stayed to myself. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I know, I don't go out out, and I was like,
Speaker 1: this is amazing, but J goes out, but I don't
Speaker 1: be going out. I don't be going out like that
Speaker 1: the whole time. I see you. We saw you out there,
Speaker 1: I seen you at the Atlantic. Yeah that it was time.
Speaker 1: He went out and that was a dinner. Now I
Speaker 1: went to they, we went next door to Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: the day before, we went next door to the party
Speaker 1: of Avenue afterwards, but that was it. I ain't gonna lie.
Speaker 1: I turned up. I turned I like to have fun.
Speaker 1: You should look like you have fun. You gotta make
Speaker 1: up for all that time you spent behind bars. People
Speaker 1: will be like, yo, how do you do it already likes.
Speaker 1: I don't want them miss nothing. I'll be enjoying me.
Speaker 1: I'm the other way around. I feel like I've been
Speaker 1: in the club since I was fifteen. I danced most
Speaker 1: of my adult life. I've ben't seen all that club ship.
Speaker 1: I can stand in my own coach and Papa, my
Speaker 1: own house to know, you know what it is. I
Speaker 1: like to when I'm out, I'm out. So if I
Speaker 1: if you get me out, I'm going everywhere that night,
Speaker 1: like we now, I'm coming out. Yeah, that's it. But
Speaker 1: you gotta get me out the whole time too. But
Speaker 1: I just don't really get out that you know, I
Speaker 1: think you're tapping out because you don't from friends right now.
Speaker 1: Not that like fun be canceling on me on the
Speaker 1: other side of the world. We live in two. When
Speaker 1: we links up, we links up. But when you link up,
Speaker 1: I gotta be gotta be turn If I don't have
Speaker 1: to get up for work in the morning, I can
Speaker 1: go out. Don't call Angela. If you want to go
Speaker 1: out with somebody one of your friends, that's not the
Speaker 1: person to call. It's not gonna happen in the clock.
Speaker 1: She's like, Okay, I'm gonna get at the four in
Speaker 1: the morning. I'll be tired. I'm tired right now. On
Speaker 1: the weekend and then weekend I'll go out. I will.
Speaker 1: But then we was all night. Yeah, turned down. I
Speaker 1: turned down before she did. On Saturday night. It was
Speaker 1: she went to the party. I went to bed. I
Speaker 1: was out every day all day. I ain't gonna front.
Speaker 1: I had to get home. It makes you, It makes
Speaker 1: you just run, be running. You'll be running and you'd
Speaker 1: be thinking, you somebody that is not in New York.
Speaker 1: I don't get no paper, zid, I get a little flash.
Speaker 1: I'm like, know what I did. I'm leaving on the top. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's Kardashian but you gotta turn up a little. I
Speaker 1: like to live a little because I ain't gonna lie
Speaker 1: me personally. I feel like there's a lot of dudes
Speaker 1: that's in my predicament that lose their screws, Like that's
Speaker 1: actually being a solitary confinment forum and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: Dudes lose their schools. Did they have you do therapy
Speaker 1: while you was in there? When you get home though?
Speaker 1: Trying to put you in anger management or type of
Speaker 1: we didn't do it. I did it, but it don't
Speaker 1: really help you. It don't These people that have never
Speaker 1: been through what you've been through, like they should trying
Speaker 1: to tell you how to cope with it. Yeah, they
Speaker 1: should make somebody that really did Tom tell you how
Speaker 1: he was able to do? Would you go to that?
Speaker 1: I think that's how it should go right. Jail people,
Speaker 1: Man like jail a lot because I've been there, and
Speaker 1: I did all of my teens and and and a
Speaker 1: for my adulthood. I've been there, so it's just like program.
Speaker 1: It is jail for me. I just relate everything to jail,
Speaker 1: like I'll be I'll be in the club and I'll
Speaker 1: be I'll tell my man, you I'm about to spend
Speaker 1: the yard and he'll laugh, famil what I mean? You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, don't be a menace. I sent you.
Speaker 1: The was still eating like he was in jail, and
Speaker 1: some dude throp bounce back like where this like where
Speaker 1: this fucking you were like what the fuck? Some dudes
Speaker 1: really know about that? Um eight ball. That's who introduced
Speaker 1: me to Troy Yard. At the time he came home,
Speaker 1: You're like, O, Cash, you're getting so off. I say, O, bro,
Speaker 1: I'm not doing that, my nigga. I'm playing with the joints.
Speaker 1: I'm good now, and no funk that. That's pussy ship, nigga.
Speaker 1: I'm robbling. Let's just catch the checks. I'm like, I'm
Speaker 1: not doing that. So um, you just started robbing, you
Speaker 1: start going crazy. They got I ain't got twenty something
Speaker 1: years right now. But he couldn't get it. He couldn't
Speaker 1: get nothing else but robbery like shooting. He couldn't get it.
Speaker 1: Ended up sunk you up because again, you're leaving that
Speaker 1: nineteen are you leaving out? Whatever time you leave, that's
Speaker 1: the time you come back on. If you know Visus
Speaker 1: lokey a the Visos, even though that might not be lit.
Speaker 1: You're still showing pictures in jail. Oh you used to,
Speaker 1: I haven't. I've seen my boy started that color line
Speaker 1: bund Yeah, I forgot about that red diesels. Yeah my boyfriend.
Speaker 1: Listen I'm talking about So you come home to those
Speaker 1: like that's all in your head, like a wearing that
Speaker 1: last year you like he's about to come back. J
Speaker 1: mentioned it like three or four times. But when you
Speaker 1: go from the the area, it takes a long time. Afore,
Speaker 1: I swear a lot of dudes don't make it. Man.
Speaker 1: I'm just happy. I'm mad because I don't know why
Speaker 1: I ain't going crazy. I think I'm a crazy and jail,
Speaker 1: but I just didn't go crazy. Well, we're happy you
Speaker 1: made it too, absolutely, And I do hope that at
Speaker 1: some point you do decide to have these conversations like
Speaker 1: with your mom, because it seems like you really really
Speaker 1: really need a conversation with her, and it was like,
Speaker 1: oh good, then she just me lapsed more than a
Speaker 1: conversation though, like like to sit down, because she didn't.
Speaker 1: I didn't speak to my mom in like a year,
Speaker 1: and then she did documentary for me, but she kept
Speaker 1: it roy. That's what I'm saying my mom. Mom, Like, Yo,
Speaker 1: I was just hoping he went back to jail, and
Speaker 1: I'm just looking just like I don't feel in a
Speaker 1: way because I know that's how to FECs. Like I
Speaker 1: think he was better at both in jail because he
Speaker 1: was safe in jail and jail he was good, you
Speaker 1: know he was he was wild and and that's how
Speaker 1: I like, I'm looking at like that, how you wish
Speaker 1: me in jail? Like how But it's my mom. I
Speaker 1: love her to death, but I just don't because it's
Speaker 1: like that affect like how you treat your girl. It
Speaker 1: affects how you teach your kids. It really affects treat
Speaker 1: my daughter like not my son, my daughter, Like sometimes
Speaker 1: I gotta understand, like she's a girl. He's like my
Speaker 1: nigga's doing coming to crib and she'd be trying to
Speaker 1: up what you're doing. So my dad I didn't get
Speaker 1: the like baby treatment, So I don't know how that
Speaker 1: delivered it. And I always have arguments with people and
Speaker 1: they'd be like, yo, what are you doing? Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: how I was raised. And the crazy thing is my
Speaker 1: daughter is a big punk, but she don't want to
Speaker 1: say it because she trying to show off of me.
Speaker 1: So when I did a little documentary thing and she
Speaker 1: was talking on that, she's like, you know, uh, my dad,
Speaker 1: he's a big teddy bear, but you know he's not
Speaker 1: gonna show it when he's in the house. He's a
Speaker 1: big teddy But it just you know what it is.
Speaker 1: It's cool and she probably more like you than you
Speaker 1: really think. Not just look alike, but she probably like you.
Speaker 1: Yet everything bullying little boys in school, just the whole
Speaker 1: now yards. I just I just feel like it's as parents,
Speaker 1: Like whoever is a parent, you've got to like train
Speaker 1: your child, you gotta show them you love them so
Speaker 1: they could pass it on. Because when I didn't get
Speaker 1: it even relationship wise, I'm just like, hi, I'm all
Speaker 1: the way. I don't want to hear nothing. I don't want,
Speaker 1: you know, crying, like, man up, we're here. And that's
Speaker 1: why I think my relationship is so lit because it's
Speaker 1: like my nigga, we ain't even we ain't even knowing
Speaker 1: no love you dovey, like you know, you know what's up,
Speaker 1: what you need that, Yeah, I'll be looking love on
Speaker 1: the grad. But that's like gainst love does she'd be
Speaker 1: mad like if girls be around you a lot, because
Speaker 1: I know a lot you'd be around a lot of chicks.
Speaker 1: She don't be mad. Is there any rules, like listen,
Speaker 1: you can't be taking no pictures like this. There's no rules,
Speaker 1: no nothing. We're cool. It's like she's my nigga. And
Speaker 1: when I say she's my nigga is because she's been
Speaker 1: with me since like sixteen years old, so she know
Speaker 1: it's been to me. I've been turned up poppy before rap,
Speaker 1: I've been like I used to force her, like seriously,
Speaker 1: she said something the other day that touched me. I
Speaker 1: got a billboard and Flatbush right, it's gonna throw a
Speaker 1: chest and Flatbush the store under the billboard. That's crazy. Wow,
Speaker 1: I didn't actually bi bo to be put up that
Speaker 1: farmer in a deli. No, it was. It was phone store. Okay,
Speaker 1: it's probably not now, but I robbed the store. What
Speaker 1: I'm saying because she was like, Yo, it's amazing how
Speaker 1: whatever the billboard is here. I remember when I used
Speaker 1: to be the lookout and I used to the stores
Speaker 1: that and it was crazy. So I'm like, damn fucking
Speaker 1: music girl for a long time, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So I don't don't. I don't think it'd be no. Uh,
Speaker 1: she don't care what I do as long as I
Speaker 1: come on. I don't want to say like bad stuff.
Speaker 1: I'm just saying like she know I'm a good nigger.
Speaker 1: I don't pay attention to girls because I know, honestly
Speaker 1: go I'm I don't want to say I'm a jailing
Speaker 1: because I'm not nor more, but like I used to
Speaker 1: go in and out of jail, So I don't even
Speaker 1: take girls serious, like like yeah, because I love you
Speaker 1: know that whatever. She didn't even gonna play that like
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, bandam band, thank you man.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Until I got backward but
Speaker 1: huh and and we're cool now we just we just
Speaker 1: we just run through everything. I'll take her everywhere with me.
Speaker 1: You know how I act. I danced in front of her,
Speaker 1: turned up in front of her hip hop. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: I was not with it. I was yeah, I was
Speaker 1: thinking that too. I figured they would have been ask
Speaker 1: you to do that. I was never doing that. You're
Speaker 1: not gonna bring no exces up on And that's exactly
Speaker 1: what they tried to do. I don't even they know
Speaker 1: shot shot shot. I'm sorry, I'll just joking. Yeah, I wasn't.
Speaker 1: I wasn't gonna play like that. I was definitely not
Speaker 1: gonna play like I think that in your relationship. I
Speaker 1: see so much the friend with the boy head Kurt
Speaker 1: Kurt uh, what they paid you? I thought everything was
Speaker 1: fake until I saw him drop a tear. How much
Speaker 1: they paid to you? Serious? You're gonna through this right now?
Speaker 1: And I'm like, she's out of pocket. The mother of
Speaker 1: his wife is just out of pocket. And and I
Speaker 1: know she really got paid to do something. He said,
Speaker 1: He said that ship. I remember that. He was how
Speaker 1: much they paying you to do that? You let these
Speaker 1: people get in out? And what's the show really? Because
Speaker 1: y'all she drove up his bike when they found out
Speaker 1: a day Yeah, that was real. He started crying and
Speaker 1: he was about to fight the mother. That ship was different. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that was different. And I was like, you know what,
Speaker 1: it's not worth it. I think when you get on
Speaker 1: loving hip hop, it's like you look like a choke.
Speaker 1: Damn well, some people coming to this new season, so
Speaker 1: I think everybody, I think not everybody, but it depends
Speaker 1: how you carry yourself. Like man, DC, he didn't never
Speaker 1: looked like a joke. You know what I'm saying. He
Speaker 1: was always carry yourself like a boy. But when they
Speaker 1: start getting you the arguing with girls, you're arguing with
Speaker 1: other dudes, not really putting in work. I'm talking about
Speaker 1: arguing right now, I'm not with it. Like, uh, I
Speaker 1: like that show when um ink whatever. But when when
Speaker 1: the sun came, what you call the sun, that's real
Speaker 1: realty all day, you know. And it's like they set
Speaker 1: you up to trigger you. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I
Speaker 1: was on it. No, but this is the thing because
Speaker 1: I knew what was up, so I wasn't with it.
Speaker 1: But when they first realed me in, they like, we're
Speaker 1: trying to do something different. We want new people and
Speaker 1: a new So this was after they got rid of
Speaker 1: I'm Ale and a body. So I'm like, Okay, they're
Speaker 1: really trying to do some real ship. I believe I'll
Speaker 1: talk to and about it. They're like, yeah, you know,
Speaker 1: we really we think you're dope. You had your music
Speaker 1: thing going on. Next thing, you know, Yeah, I was
Speaker 1: signed the Envy and Red Red Cafe, so I did
Speaker 1: like I had shipped with fab everything. You know. Listen,
Speaker 1: they tried to really get me into some ship in
Speaker 1: her voice, go ahead, do a quick freestyle and shut out. No, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: not to buy right now. You got to look out
Speaker 1: of here, al dying, alright, ying nothing, Leave me alone, y'all.
Speaker 1: I got you, I got you for this on with
Speaker 1: fat come on, huh No, I'm not doing that anymore. No,
Speaker 1: but anyway, so yeah, they will bait you casting up
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