WEBVTT - Episode 194: I Hate Your Face (Feat. Lizzo)

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<v Speaker 1>Lipa. I should have got some male strippers for us. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that would have been nice. I want I want him

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<v Speaker 1>a male stripper to be. I want to take them

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<v Speaker 1>seriously though. I want him to walk in with some tims,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, take your Are we ready? Okay? No, but

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, like the little colorful throng

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<v Speaker 1>and in my face. I'll just be like giggling like

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<v Speaker 1>so wait. The colorful though, makes you take him seriously

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<v Speaker 1>with the timberlands, no love you. I want him to

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<v Speaker 1>have on like a fit in some tims. I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to have on like some jeans, walking in with a

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<v Speaker 1>little like tank chopping one. He's like, damn, it's been

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<v Speaker 1>such a long day. Yeah, I want And he comes

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<v Speaker 1>in He's like you want to get today? Yeah, giggling

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<v Speaker 1>with a little like just jiggling in my face. But

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<v Speaker 1>if you don't know what's going on, Lizzo his Heir's

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<v Speaker 1>lift service. We're here, Larry y'ah, Stephanie Gi the full

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<v Speaker 1>entour rise and Lizzo, thank you so much for coming through.

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<v Speaker 1>Thanks for having me. I'm already drunk. We're talking about

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<v Speaker 1>the stripper is I've been wanting to do this Mell

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<v Speaker 1>review show for us. Yes, we have been talking about that. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna tell you. I hosted one, and before that

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<v Speaker 1>I was very like, I don't know about this. Me

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<v Speaker 1>and my friends were like, I don't know. But when

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<v Speaker 1>we did it, it was really fun. Wait, so what happened? Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>So you have to be a little drunk when you

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<v Speaker 1>go in order to really enjoy yourself, because at first

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<v Speaker 1>people are like, Okay, we don't want nobody to touch us,

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<v Speaker 1>like whatever. But then by the end of the show,

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<v Speaker 1>my friends were laying in the middle place. Yeah, flop

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<v Speaker 1>me off because one of my friends got a dick

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<v Speaker 1>smacked on the forehead like like flush the flush. No, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>they got on the cock sock. Great, so and they

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<v Speaker 1>tie it tight so that they stay erect the whole time.

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<v Speaker 1>Can we have? And he comes to the live show?

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<v Speaker 1>Can you have? What? Can we have? Like male shippers

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<v Speaker 1>come to the live show and not stripped, but like

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<v Speaker 1>just swing that cocksck. Well, hello, am I gonna be there? Yeah, listen,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm telling you all right, so we gotta do this.

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<v Speaker 1>We're gonna make it happen. This Meal review show because

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<v Speaker 1>it is a lot of it's a great bonding experience.

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<v Speaker 1>A male stripper is able to do a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>things that like regular guys can't do, as far as

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<v Speaker 1>like tockdown rareography. I don't know if they could do

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<v Speaker 1>that because you have to not have a spine. But

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<v Speaker 1>I want to be really good at yoga, right, that's true,

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<v Speaker 1>downward Dog. But yeah, so anyway, let's get more into you, Lizzo. Whoa.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a good transition. Get into its good. I

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<v Speaker 1>do want to start up the show though by talking

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<v Speaker 1>about some grand openings and some grand closings. So congratulations

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<v Speaker 1>to Larr Yeah, who has a brand new job. Congratulations

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<v Speaker 1>she's doing radio. Yes I am. Do you know the

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<v Speaker 1>radio before um podcast? So yeah, Now I'm find the

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<v Speaker 1>Radio one. So I'm gonna be here Radio one that's

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<v Speaker 1>like BBC, um, that's copy. That's okay, Yeah, it's just

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<v Speaker 1>other stations like this. I heart radio. Then there's Radio

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<v Speaker 1>one and then yeah the Black yeah CBS. You know

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<v Speaker 1>I heard number one. But Radio one does good to me. Okay, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>well we're gonna be there. Don't worry. Yeah is it? Yeah? No,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm playing with you don't want me? But yes, congratulates

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<v Speaker 1>So he shocked me. I was like, that's what we're

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<v Speaker 1>talking about. I didn't know grand grand clothes, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was like trying to figure out that she has a job.

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<v Speaker 1>She ain't got no deal, job to be continued, to

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<v Speaker 1>be continued, so you know, it just depends she did

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<v Speaker 1>text them. They haven't hit her back. Have you ever

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<v Speaker 1>met fired from a job? I'm sorry, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't admire. If I don't go back, it's sort

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<v Speaker 1>of like fired period. I've been fired, fu, I've been fired.

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<v Speaker 1>I got fired from the last shop I ever had.

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<v Speaker 1>Um at this rest wrong because I said I was

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<v Speaker 1>playing this music festival that I actually wasn't playing, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, I gotta go. I'm performing this musical festival.

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<v Speaker 1>I got fired. And then a year later I performed

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<v Speaker 1>at that music festival, so it was earlier. You're so

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<v Speaker 1>good to the universe. Did you get fired because you

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<v Speaker 1>weren't really playing it and they found out, or did

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<v Speaker 1>you get fired just because it was on some whole

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<v Speaker 1>ship because I requested the day off, but the manager

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<v Speaker 1>who was supposed to be there to approve it wasn't there.

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<v Speaker 1>But the other manager approved it, and then he was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't approve this. He was being a little house

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<v Speaker 1>he has been hateful. Yeah, he was hating on my shoe.

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<v Speaker 1>He was jealous. They didn't find out. I didn't play

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<v Speaker 1>it though, because believable. Now I look at you all

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<v Speaker 1>the stuff, Man, have you been filaria? I have been fired.

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<v Speaker 1>When I was like an intern at Sony, I was

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<v Speaker 1>a legal intern. I worked for my cousin, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was hanging a legal intern. Yeah, because I wasn't supposed

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<v Speaker 1>to be up there for rel you know how, Like

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<v Speaker 1>he was just my cousin. He like, you could come

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<v Speaker 1>and help out whatever whatever. So I used to just

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<v Speaker 1>be going up there and everybody offense learning what to do.

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<v Speaker 1>So you got fired from a job he was not.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't even higher. But you know what, when he

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<v Speaker 1>fired me, it actually got me higher because everybody felt bad,

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<v Speaker 1>like why did he fire you? And it was only

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<v Speaker 1>because I was like in the studio with the artists

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<v Speaker 1>and stuff like that, and he was just like, what

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<v Speaker 1>are you doing with them? You're too young? But I

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<v Speaker 1>was really I was an artist myself, so he didn't

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<v Speaker 1>look at it like that. The days fired me like

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<v Speaker 1>a hater, and then I was back in the building

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<v Speaker 1>like a month later with a job. Okay, what about you, Steff.

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<v Speaker 1>I got fired from the first strip club I ever

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<v Speaker 1>worked out because I was a waitress and um, I

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<v Speaker 1>found these customers, like some regular customers, and um, I

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<v Speaker 1>would bring them ice, and every time I will bring

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<v Speaker 1>them ice, there will give me like an eighty dollar tip,

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<v Speaker 1>like I'll get one day will buy like waters bottles.

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<v Speaker 1>And then every time I would bring them ice or

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<v Speaker 1>some cups or something, they will all give me money,

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<v Speaker 1>like give me eighty dollars. So I stood out there table.

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<v Speaker 1>Why didn't it was the rest of the cloth, so

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<v Speaker 1>especially the like my ticket book wasn't coming out good.

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<v Speaker 1>Like what what happened is is you would give, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>write the tickets and then at the end of the

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<v Speaker 1>night you were just getting the manager the ticket book.

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<v Speaker 1>So my ticket book will have like one customer or

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<v Speaker 1>two customers. So they fired me and I was wasssing

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<v Speaker 1>and that made me go and I came back to

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<v Speaker 1>the club to work as a stripper. I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>come back, but I didn't. That's what happened. I got

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<v Speaker 1>laid off. You know how they tried to make it

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<v Speaker 1>like softer. I got laid You can't get that work right.

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<v Speaker 1>So I did get laid off and for no you

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<v Speaker 1>know what, I still ended up getting unemployment, which was nice.

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<v Speaker 1>But and it was the sad part about it was

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<v Speaker 1>that the girl that had to lay me off, she

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<v Speaker 1>started crying and everything, and I wasn't crying. She felt

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<v Speaker 1>terrible to fire you. Yeah, the only bad part about

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<v Speaker 1>it was that day, like my friend had came up

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<v Speaker 1>to meet me, this guy that I was talking to,

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<v Speaker 1>and we would like supposed to go out to dinner

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<v Speaker 1>after She was like, can I talk to you for

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<v Speaker 1>a minute before you leave? I was like, sure, I'll

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<v Speaker 1>be right back, and you won't be right back there

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<v Speaker 1>as long as you want now. But anyway, build's character

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<v Speaker 1>right stronger. Here we are the whole experience. Now, you

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<v Speaker 1>talk a lot about boys, Lizzo in real life, So

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<v Speaker 1>let me ask you this. Now that you know you're rich,

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<v Speaker 1>you popp in, can we say that you're rich? You're rich?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I said it last night. Yeah, never said

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I'm rich. So I'll just charged us to

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<v Speaker 1>the motherfucking car, would you co sign? Let's say you

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<v Speaker 1>were dating a guy, you would be like him, but

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<v Speaker 1>his credit is not good. He hasn't really established it right,

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<v Speaker 1>and somebody asked that some lip service to answer this question.

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<v Speaker 1>Her baby daddy wants heard a co sign on a

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<v Speaker 1>car for him, but she knows he's not that responsible.

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<v Speaker 1>Is she wrong? If she doesn't co sign? Would you

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<v Speaker 1>do it? She is absolutely not wrong. I would never, ever, ever, ever,

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<v Speaker 1>ever even be dating his ass in the first place.

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<v Speaker 1>First of all, sorry, I know that other people would

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<v Speaker 1>you know that y'all got big hearts of ship. I

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<v Speaker 1>got big clip energy, so you wouldn't even get that

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<v Speaker 1>far like my I would so, but if you did

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<v Speaker 1>get that far into my heart, right, I would be like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, let's build your credit. Yeah, okay, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna because I also feel like you should have somebody

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<v Speaker 1>else that could do it. Who exactly that I shouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>be asking? Your girl? I am, and you should have

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<v Speaker 1>his credit. My manager co signed from my apartment. And

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<v Speaker 1>you know it's nice that this isn't a regular boyfriend.

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<v Speaker 1>It's her it's her kids father. Yeah, so you want

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<v Speaker 1>him to have the things to make sure you're mean

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<v Speaker 1>for me, I'm retarded, Like, I'm like, ok, let him

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<v Speaker 1>use my uber and my lips a card, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>what I mean, why do you how do you just

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<v Speaker 1>go buy a car? Why do you need a note

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<v Speaker 1>that you need a co sign? You take your little

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<v Speaker 1>coin and you go buy you something. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>if he has the money for that boy involved, now

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<v Speaker 1>that's the only different. I mean, he got to put

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<v Speaker 1>down the down payment. So if he got to put

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<v Speaker 1>down the down because and he still has still work out,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, still have to get alone. How was he

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<v Speaker 1>driving before his parents had bought him a car, like

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<v Speaker 1>co sign on the car sign but then he Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>definitely not the part with your ass. I think over

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<v Speaker 1>the time, there's a lot of rid sharing services. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's okay. You have a levit driver. His name is Uber,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, so nobody here with co sign on something

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<v Speaker 1>for that. I would I would buy my baby a

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<v Speaker 1>car first in his situation. I mean, even if he's

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<v Speaker 1>for me, I would. Um, I would do it, and

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<v Speaker 1>I would end up paying the note and all of that. Okay, really,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's only because it's a special circumstance because it's

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<v Speaker 1>my kid's a kid, that's the only reason. Because it's

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<v Speaker 1>like paying for the kid. That's why I would pay

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<v Speaker 1>the note. But see flips up if he if he

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<v Speaker 1>sucked up the note, it's sucking on my credit. So

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna have to pay it anyway because it's on

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<v Speaker 1>my name. You might not not till it's too late.

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<v Speaker 1>See that's the kill. I have sugar mama tendencies, like

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<v Speaker 1>I have goals and dreams when I get older being

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<v Speaker 1>a sugar mama because I just love spoiling people. I

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<v Speaker 1>love gifts. So maybe I would buy myself a car

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<v Speaker 1>and be like, you can't use that, true sugar mama

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<v Speaker 1>fast you know that he can help pay you know

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<v Speaker 1>the note too. Yeah, I think I think it could

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<v Speaker 1>be in your name and if you don't use it, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's my car at the end of the day. Don't

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<v Speaker 1>even say time. I think, don't say that I'll pay

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<v Speaker 1>a thing, because then that makes somebody lazy and they're like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you know I don't gotta pay because she got it.

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<v Speaker 1>So if you just give him the responsibility of like,

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna pay this because you're already and I've done

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<v Speaker 1>this before. I've put a cable bell in my name.

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<v Speaker 1>That was enough. Like he didn't pay that cable bell

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<v Speaker 1>was very lest. It was like stell on and it's

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<v Speaker 1>like I couldn't sign it off and it was just

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<v Speaker 1>a lot, and it ended up being like how much

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<v Speaker 1>six seven d dollars I had to pay at the

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<v Speaker 1>end of the that God forbid. Another bitch watching the cable.

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<v Speaker 1>You pay. That's what the Netflix. You know, it was

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<v Speaker 1>another bitch watching that ship because I was laid up

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<v Speaker 1>watching the Teddy Podcast documentary, watching my cable. You can

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<v Speaker 1>put out your replaceable should be like, give me the

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<v Speaker 1>you would just take it back cable. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>She tried to shut it. Don't know what some sisters

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<v Speaker 1>and cut the water. It was a crest state, I

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<v Speaker 1>ain't how many. It was a cross country. Wasn't about

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<v Speaker 1>to do all that. I just paid the seven hundred

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<v Speaker 1>and called it to day. I was like, yeah, sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>you got to just take that relationship. Sometimes we get

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<v Speaker 1>too concerned. I think about like how much money we spent,

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<v Speaker 1>because I know sometimes you break up with somebody and

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<v Speaker 1>you be thinking like I bought this, I bought that,

0:12:20.240 --> 0:12:22.640
<v Speaker 1>I spent this. I couldn't saved this. But sometimes you

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<v Speaker 1>gotta just take the loss in a relationship. What's the

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<v Speaker 1>nicest thing you ever gave? Somebody lives up? Who my

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<v Speaker 1>time time. I'm a I'm a I'm a trip. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a tourist. So tourists are very like we love giving

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<v Speaker 1>gifts and we love spoiling people. So I'm very much like,

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<v Speaker 1>if I like you, I'm taking you on a trip

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<v Speaker 1>with me. And I almost took this nigger shoot BALI

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<v Speaker 1>me pay for almost paid for this flight, pay for

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<v Speaker 1>the resort, pay for everything. But you know, God is amazing,

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<v Speaker 1>and he was like, you know, you give a lot,

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<v Speaker 1>but you're not gonna give this bitch. And there was

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<v Speaker 1>a well, actually I'm not going to go into detail,

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<v Speaker 1>but your own, you know. But the other one, um, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not well, I can't go into detail because it's

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<v Speaker 1>kind of on some tragic ship, can't be. But God

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<v Speaker 1>really protected me and was like, you're not gonna do this.

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<v Speaker 1>So I almost did that list December and I didn't,

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<v Speaker 1>but I would go the full mile for somebody to

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<v Speaker 1>care about. So okay, so you didn't do it, So

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<v Speaker 1>you guys are not. Oh we never spoke after that,

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<v Speaker 1>though we haven't spoken since then. We're gonna know why. Okay, listen.

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<v Speaker 1>So this on the other side, on the petty side

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<v Speaker 1>of things, this is what really pissed me off. There

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<v Speaker 1>was this other person. There was this girl who he

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<v Speaker 1>said that he wasn't talking to, never been to his house,

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know his family hand, and they never everything. And

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, okay, cool, whatever, whatever, whatever. But she

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<v Speaker 1>was slick. She was always post a little slick shit

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<v Speaker 1>being like that, so you can see, yeah, and I'll

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<v Speaker 1>be like, wait, but if y'all aren't still talking, then

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<v Speaker 1>why is the corner of your head at her birthday party?

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm like. And then he went off

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<v Speaker 1>and was like, no one never been in this room, like,

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<v Speaker 1>no other girl has been in this room. You know

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<v Speaker 1>my brother. And I was like, okay, cool. And then

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<v Speaker 1>literally when I was trying to buy the flights and everything,

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<v Speaker 1>I was just like something told me my intuition, women's intuitions.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like, just check her page. You haven't checked

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<v Speaker 1>it in a long time. Check her page. And I

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<v Speaker 1>go and she posted a picture of his brother of

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<v Speaker 1>her doing his dreads and was like, I guess I'm

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<v Speaker 1>the dreadmaster in their house. And I was like, so,

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<v Speaker 1>you're your brother's hair, but she doesn't know your brother,

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<v Speaker 1>she's never so I was just just you know how

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<v Speaker 1>when you go off and be like you told me

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<v Speaker 1>that you didn't know it. Like I didn't even go

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<v Speaker 1>off this time, y'all. This is how you know you're done.

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<v Speaker 1>I look at him and I calmly was like, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>never speaking to him again. He didn't even Yeah, I

0:15:13.360 --> 0:15:15.080
<v Speaker 1>was so calm when I get to that point, it

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<v Speaker 1>was it was done. Unblocked him, Like because we block

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<v Speaker 1>each other, the petty ship will block each other. Just

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<v Speaker 1>get me living my goddamn life, selling out shows. I

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<v Speaker 1>want you to see this shine at my city. That's

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<v Speaker 1>why I don't block. You'd be happy if I want

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<v Speaker 1>you to see me really happy, Like we're all happy.

0:15:34.000 --> 0:15:38.200
<v Speaker 1>The next second is making me and I'm everywhere. I

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<v Speaker 1>told his ask. So that's that was the petty side

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<v Speaker 1>of what happened. There was some other ship so okay, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but his wag ass, fuck his wack girl, his STDs

0:15:51.000 --> 0:15:53.960
<v Speaker 1>and ship and he ain't get by Yeah, and he

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<v Speaker 1>stink with the jet man trust me where he does

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<v Speaker 1>not want to be. But you're literally dick that I

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<v Speaker 1>have to put in my belly buttons. Yeah. The reason

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<v Speaker 1>that's somebody said on Twitter because I was talking about

0:16:14.560 --> 0:16:16.320
<v Speaker 1>we were talking about cleaning ourselves. Right, There was this

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<v Speaker 1>big topic about people who don't wash their legs and

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<v Speaker 1>their feet in the shallows. What the hell they're like, Oh,

0:16:23.640 --> 0:16:28.000
<v Speaker 1>the soap just drips down. You have to wash your

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<v Speaker 1>every of your skin. That was a real topic. There's

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<v Speaker 1>people that don't wash their legs and their feet. So

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<v Speaker 1>I had posted about it, right because I do that.

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<v Speaker 1>And not only that, but I clean my belly button

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<v Speaker 1>with a cute tip. Cute, right. I don't do that

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<v Speaker 1>every day, but I do that like maintenance. But I

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<v Speaker 1>don't make sure really deep any with ridges, so I

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<v Speaker 1>have to get peaks and belly Yeah, going on, So

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<v Speaker 1>somebody told me on Twitter she said that guy that

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<v Speaker 1>she dated tried to fuck her belly button. No cute, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so tiny? How does this digit of your belly button? Okay?

0:17:04.240 --> 0:17:07.760
<v Speaker 1>Or is her belly button that can't be that sizeable?

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<v Speaker 1>Like and she's a thick bitch, like I got a

0:17:11.520 --> 0:17:17.280
<v Speaker 1>big belly but not coming on panus. A micro penis

0:17:17.359 --> 0:17:20.080
<v Speaker 1>could actually fit in a belly button, a micro I've

0:17:20.119 --> 0:17:24.800
<v Speaker 1>seen some small before one in particular. I'm thinking of, Yeah, Mica,

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<v Speaker 1>going a fucking belly button with it your own? She

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<v Speaker 1>don't know somebody for everybody, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>And there's somebody who would gladly let the micro penis

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<v Speaker 1>boyfriend the belly button or their earhole or they're not

0:17:43.800 --> 0:17:46.840
<v Speaker 1>or they're under arm. There you go squeeze its sight.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's even weird to me. I don't like

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<v Speaker 1>to I don't like that my city. Okay, so you're

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<v Speaker 1>when I look at when you started out immediately out,

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<v Speaker 1>they're wider, and I think it doesn't matter how big

0:18:02.520 --> 0:18:05.040
<v Speaker 1>you are, you need that with in order to get

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<v Speaker 1>my are a little longer, more narrow side. I have

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<v Speaker 1>like the little egg drops they come from the side

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<v Speaker 1>like I've attempted and it's just too thin. You got,

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<v Speaker 1>you got, it does nothing. But it was also very

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<v Speaker 1>drunk and it just didn't work. You're supposed to open

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<v Speaker 1>your mouth. It was terble. I didn't have the book

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<v Speaker 1>on it. Then I think you have a great I

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<v Speaker 1>just think we think it's it's it's very weird. It's weird.

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<v Speaker 1>It's very like nothing for you. Yeah, not like all

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<v Speaker 1>the time, but like people of course have tried and

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<v Speaker 1>I get that dick out of probably done it like

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<v Speaker 1>that all right. Now I need you to finish this sentence. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>And so you guys are gonna give this scenario when

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<v Speaker 1>this is acceptable. It's acceptable to data man who lives

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<v Speaker 1>with his mom if she's dying, she's definitely ill. And

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<v Speaker 1>I have an acceptable reason to live with your mom

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<v Speaker 1>if you guys live in a fucking mansion and she's

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<v Speaker 1>you have like you live in the guest house as

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<v Speaker 1>she over there, or she lives in the guest house

0:19:30.760 --> 0:19:34.240
<v Speaker 1>and you're that that's you know, it's a big space,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. There's a difference between you

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<v Speaker 1>living with your mom and your mom living with you.

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<v Speaker 1>What you mean you mean he lived in his mom.

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<v Speaker 1>It's acceptable if and you have to give a scenario,

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<v Speaker 1>it's acceptable if she can throw down on the macaroni

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<v Speaker 1>and she's everything she watch but he's never gonna want

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<v Speaker 1>to move you in because he got her. No, if

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<v Speaker 1>the house is big enough, I'm cool, mom, Are you

0:20:05.880 --> 0:20:08.720
<v Speaker 1>serious here? I'm not live with your mama and you

0:20:10.359 --> 0:20:13.320
<v Speaker 1>she cleans up, does the laudry she got herr me

0:20:13.400 --> 0:20:17.879
<v Speaker 1>moaning and screaming to she got what that's what I

0:20:17.920 --> 0:20:22.679
<v Speaker 1>don't want to do what she's deft? And maybe that's

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<v Speaker 1>a big space, like it's a mansion. She lives on

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<v Speaker 1>the left wing on the right, and she got to

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<v Speaker 1>be sick or he got to be some type of tragic.

0:20:38.119 --> 0:20:40.360
<v Speaker 1>Maybe his wife just died. And what if he travels

0:20:40.359 --> 0:20:44.000
<v Speaker 1>a lot? Oh no, he's barely ever mand I forgot now,

0:20:44.040 --> 0:20:46.080
<v Speaker 1>I said, of men, I'm thinking what a man lived

0:20:46.119 --> 0:20:48.320
<v Speaker 1>with his mother? Right? Okay, what if he travels a lot?

0:20:48.359 --> 0:20:50.280
<v Speaker 1>He's not really home like that, and said when he

0:20:50.400 --> 0:20:52.960
<v Speaker 1>does come back to his hometown, that's where he stays.

0:20:53.480 --> 0:20:59.640
<v Speaker 1>But he's always on the road. But that residental house,

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<v Speaker 1>see there you go. But if he's like, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>want to come because I want to leave my mother

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<v Speaker 1>by herself. Yeah, like you never watched one. And then

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<v Speaker 1>it's like I don't just a new black but in

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<v Speaker 1>Australia and the woman her mother used to cock block

0:21:18.200 --> 0:21:20.200
<v Speaker 1>on everybody, like she's like I'm about to go out,

0:21:20.240 --> 0:21:21.960
<v Speaker 1>She's like, no, why do you have to go out?

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<v Speaker 1>So every night she would stay home with her mom,

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<v Speaker 1>and she was like forty years old. Well, if his

0:21:27.440 --> 0:21:29.719
<v Speaker 1>mom likes me, I feel like she would allow him

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<v Speaker 1>to come see me. So you know what I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>what if you have to ask his mom? You gotta

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<v Speaker 1>get on with her first of all, period point Blake,

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<v Speaker 1>and I feel like if she's giving you issues, and

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<v Speaker 1>maybe that's a SIGNY shouldn't be together. I came now

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<v Speaker 1>answer this one. I can forgive you for spending the

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<v Speaker 1>night out if let's just say, yeah, with the jail,

0:21:49.680 --> 0:21:51.680
<v Speaker 1>but only what's the reason that man could spend the

0:21:51.760 --> 0:21:54.080
<v Speaker 1>night in jail or the hospital? Other than that, then

0:21:54.200 --> 0:21:55.840
<v Speaker 1>we got a problem. If he's having a good time,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what I'll be spending. I go I

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<v Speaker 1>I never come back, might not make it, might don't

0:22:03.320 --> 0:22:07.359
<v Speaker 1>make it. I might even go out come in London how,

0:22:07.440 --> 0:22:10.800
<v Speaker 1>I don't know how. But that's different because also like

0:22:11.000 --> 0:22:14.120
<v Speaker 1>you're you, but say he does like a regular job,

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<v Speaker 1>like a nine to five, and something happened, Say I

0:22:18.480 --> 0:22:20.719
<v Speaker 1>got in an argument and he left and just then

0:22:20.840 --> 0:22:25.040
<v Speaker 1>come on an argument? You know, but you gotta have

0:22:25.240 --> 0:22:28.040
<v Speaker 1>like I have a level. Well, I don't know, I

0:22:28.119 --> 0:22:32.680
<v Speaker 1>don't know. It's not a good answer for this. Go ahead,

0:22:32.920 --> 0:22:36.720
<v Speaker 1>you look with somebody. You gotta know their tendencies. And

0:22:36.840 --> 0:22:39.399
<v Speaker 1>if you're out all night and I suspect that you

0:22:39.480 --> 0:22:42.439
<v Speaker 1>were doing some funked up ship, then at the end

0:22:42.480 --> 0:22:44.399
<v Speaker 1>of the day we have trust issues. I already think

0:22:44.440 --> 0:22:47.520
<v Speaker 1>you're a up person right now. That's interesting that you

0:22:47.600 --> 0:22:49.800
<v Speaker 1>say that, because a lot of times we're in relationships

0:22:49.840 --> 0:22:52.560
<v Speaker 1>with people that we don't trust and that kind of sex.

0:22:52.880 --> 0:22:56.080
<v Speaker 1>When something does happen, it's like it's always I never

0:22:56.160 --> 0:22:58.840
<v Speaker 1>believe you. And then that's no way to have a relationship.

0:22:58.960 --> 0:23:00.359
<v Speaker 1>When you gotta look at you for on and be

0:23:00.480 --> 0:23:02.200
<v Speaker 1>like I want to go through it, or I gotta

0:23:02.240 --> 0:23:03.919
<v Speaker 1>want to go through your stuff and look at your

0:23:04.080 --> 0:23:07.880
<v Speaker 1>pages and stalk everybody, then that seems like a bigger

0:23:07.920 --> 0:23:11.119
<v Speaker 1>issue in a relationship, right yeah, I think so. I

0:23:11.240 --> 0:23:13.240
<v Speaker 1>agree that because I tend to be a very cool,

0:23:13.359 --> 0:23:17.359
<v Speaker 1>trusting person doesn't always work out, like I feel like

0:23:18.359 --> 0:23:20.239
<v Speaker 1>I have to be too busy. I think it's all

0:23:20.359 --> 0:23:23.840
<v Speaker 1>it's case by case thing. Because like if my man

0:23:23.960 --> 0:23:26.080
<v Speaker 1>went out and he came home myself and in the morning,

0:23:26.680 --> 0:23:30.640
<v Speaker 1>like he's gonna have been having breakfast, chilling, it's New York.

0:23:31.080 --> 0:23:33.600
<v Speaker 1>It's not that big of a deal. But if your

0:23:33.640 --> 0:23:38.240
<v Speaker 1>man comes home and he already slept, he's refreshed, he's refreshed.

0:23:42.240 --> 0:23:47.720
<v Speaker 1>It's like, what do you smell clean? Yeah? Yeah, because

0:23:47.760 --> 0:23:53.359
<v Speaker 1>you all good clean. Some people be so trusting that

0:23:53.480 --> 0:23:56.359
<v Speaker 1>it's more like naive than trust exactly, you know what

0:23:56.440 --> 0:23:58.760
<v Speaker 1>I mean, And then you get ran over. Sometimes you

0:23:58.880 --> 0:24:00.320
<v Speaker 1>have to put your foot down in I thought you

0:24:00.400 --> 0:24:01.760
<v Speaker 1>have to be like, yo, are you with that bitch?

0:24:01.840 --> 0:24:04.320
<v Speaker 1>That they don't gotta be like that. But you can't

0:24:04.400 --> 0:24:06.520
<v Speaker 1>just be like, oh, well, he might have just went

0:24:06.560 --> 0:24:08.240
<v Speaker 1>out and had a good time. No, he might have

0:24:08.280 --> 0:24:10.520
<v Speaker 1>been getting his dick stuck too, So you gotta just

0:24:10.640 --> 0:24:12.080
<v Speaker 1>kind of, like you said, you got to know that

0:24:12.280 --> 0:24:15.680
<v Speaker 1>person and like whatever y'all situation is. But I don't

0:24:15.720 --> 0:24:18.320
<v Speaker 1>think you should be too to trust him because people

0:24:18.480 --> 0:24:21.120
<v Speaker 1>love what is it, give them an inch they take

0:24:21.160 --> 0:24:22.920
<v Speaker 1>him out. But I also think it depends until he

0:24:23.040 --> 0:24:26.760
<v Speaker 1>check in and tell you like checking just disappear or

0:24:26.880 --> 0:24:28.800
<v Speaker 1>yeah he said. It's one thing if I didn't talk

0:24:28.840 --> 0:24:30.920
<v Speaker 1>to you at all since six pm and then you

0:24:31.040 --> 0:24:32.480
<v Speaker 1>come into the say it's a whole another thing if

0:24:32.520 --> 0:24:34.840
<v Speaker 1>it's eleven o'clock a night and he's like, look, we've

0:24:34.840 --> 0:24:37.800
<v Speaker 1>been out here, I've spoken drinking and you know I

0:24:37.880 --> 0:24:39.600
<v Speaker 1>passed or maybe he called you a three. I'm like,

0:24:39.640 --> 0:24:41.600
<v Speaker 1>y'all passed out of my boy's couch. I'm about to

0:24:41.680 --> 0:24:43.760
<v Speaker 1>come back, like as long as he's telling you what's

0:24:43.800 --> 0:24:46.920
<v Speaker 1>going on. I think you believe that I was. I

0:24:47.080 --> 0:24:50.080
<v Speaker 1>passed out all my man's couch. You I believed that before.

0:24:50.280 --> 0:24:54.080
<v Speaker 1>You believe that. You believe that one time, if he's

0:24:54.080 --> 0:24:59.520
<v Speaker 1>a weed smoker, he might have fell asleep. Sometimes you

0:24:59.880 --> 0:25:02.560
<v Speaker 1>have video game video games and they passed on on

0:25:02.720 --> 0:25:06.200
<v Speaker 1>the couch turn in the morning, like the lovely I

0:25:06.280 --> 0:25:08.560
<v Speaker 1>can't remember the last time I was, just like, I can't,

0:25:08.600 --> 0:25:10.680
<v Speaker 1>but I'm not gonna mind when I set on my boyfriend.

0:25:10.720 --> 0:25:13.480
<v Speaker 1>The number one thing I will say is all I

0:25:13.560 --> 0:25:19.680
<v Speaker 1>fell asleep. It's definitely been in my house. What I'm saying,

0:25:19.760 --> 0:25:24.240
<v Speaker 1>that's the eating So I don't know. The first excuse

0:25:24.280 --> 0:25:29.280
<v Speaker 1>the man will say like I would sleep, Like yeah,

0:25:29.280 --> 0:25:30.800
<v Speaker 1>I also wake up at four in the morning. I

0:25:30.880 --> 0:25:32.400
<v Speaker 1>know I do. I wake up every day at four,

0:25:32.520 --> 0:25:34.879
<v Speaker 1>but I might really fall asleep. I just got an

0:25:34.920 --> 0:25:38.240
<v Speaker 1>alert on my phone. What he's sleep? Angela the east

0:25:38.280 --> 0:25:46.399
<v Speaker 1>Lip serious new episode just now, okay, that should been

0:25:46.440 --> 0:25:56.080
<v Speaker 1>out now listen, say hey, I got it about stonemates

0:25:56.119 --> 0:25:59.080
<v Speaker 1>for a second. Because of course our biggest SONMATEE is

0:25:59.160 --> 0:26:06.600
<v Speaker 1>ourself on out. Listen to my album all right, you

0:26:06.680 --> 0:26:09.399
<v Speaker 1>gotta love You before you could let somebody else. Absolutely,

0:26:09.720 --> 0:26:12.240
<v Speaker 1>that's very true. But do you believe in soul mates?

0:26:12.240 --> 0:26:14.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm looking at us a Big Sean and janay I

0:26:14.080 --> 0:26:16.280
<v Speaker 1>go and somebody asked her about do you believe in

0:26:16.359 --> 0:26:18.560
<v Speaker 1>so amazing? She said she found hers and it looks

0:26:18.560 --> 0:26:20.360
<v Speaker 1>like her and Big show. I might be like, yeah,

0:26:20.480 --> 0:26:22.159
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if they're back together, but they posted

0:26:22.200 --> 0:26:30.119
<v Speaker 1>a picture together. They love that freaks out board like that, like,

0:26:31.720 --> 0:26:35.880
<v Speaker 1>just go back. But do you believe in so mates? Yes?

0:26:36.400 --> 0:26:38.800
<v Speaker 1>I believe in soul mates, but I believe that you

0:26:38.920 --> 0:26:41.800
<v Speaker 1>have many soul mates, which is why I talk about

0:26:41.920 --> 0:26:44.720
<v Speaker 1>you being your own soul mate, because that if I

0:26:44.840 --> 0:26:46.919
<v Speaker 1>only believe in one soul mate in the world, then

0:26:47.000 --> 0:26:48.960
<v Speaker 1>that would be kind of unfair and selfish to a

0:26:48.960 --> 0:26:50.480
<v Speaker 1>lot of people. Were like, but I found this person

0:26:50.520 --> 0:26:53.359
<v Speaker 1>who's just like me. That's cool. But I think that

0:26:53.840 --> 0:26:56.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, it gets real metaphysical. But I feel like

0:26:56.680 --> 0:26:58.960
<v Speaker 1>in this life, you meet people who are just so

0:26:59.160 --> 0:27:01.520
<v Speaker 1>familiar to you. It's just so easy to get close

0:27:01.560 --> 0:27:03.880
<v Speaker 1>and connected with them. I think that friends are soul

0:27:03.960 --> 0:27:06.200
<v Speaker 1>mates as well. You know what I'm saying. I think

0:27:06.920 --> 0:27:09.760
<v Speaker 1>like family is soul mates. I think like that's how

0:27:09.800 --> 0:27:11.560
<v Speaker 1>you ended up being family in the first place, Like

0:27:11.640 --> 0:27:13.639
<v Speaker 1>what brought you together? You know what I'm saying that

0:27:13.760 --> 0:27:19.600
<v Speaker 1>some people who are family, you know like that, come

0:27:20.400 --> 0:27:21.879
<v Speaker 1>and listen. I got a whole system that I have

0:27:21.920 --> 0:27:27.000
<v Speaker 1>to not talk to that's not your soul mate. And

0:27:27.080 --> 0:27:28.640
<v Speaker 1>that's how you know that they're be in the same

0:27:28.760 --> 0:27:32.840
<v Speaker 1>room and don't speak. That you listen to friens more

0:27:32.880 --> 0:27:35.560
<v Speaker 1>than just blood, Like it's something spiritual that connects you

0:27:35.640 --> 0:27:38.880
<v Speaker 1>to people on this planet. So I feel like when

0:27:38.960 --> 0:27:41.480
<v Speaker 1>you meet a person and there's a romantic connection and

0:27:41.560 --> 0:27:44.560
<v Speaker 1>it feels amazing and like you've known each other before.

0:27:44.800 --> 0:27:47.200
<v Speaker 1>But let me tell you something. Even with this body Nigga,

0:27:47.800 --> 0:27:53.679
<v Speaker 1>when I first met right I, when I first saw him,

0:27:53.720 --> 0:27:56.280
<v Speaker 1>I was like, you look really familiar. Do I know

0:27:56.400 --> 0:27:59.560
<v Speaker 1>you from somewhere? And he was like um, and he

0:27:59.680 --> 0:28:01.280
<v Speaker 1>says him like he was in this movie but the

0:28:01.320 --> 0:28:07.080
<v Speaker 1>movie wasn't even out and but girl, that wasn't out.

0:28:09.000 --> 0:28:11.200
<v Speaker 1>But anyway, like and he was like, yeah, I felt

0:28:11.240 --> 0:28:15.159
<v Speaker 1>a Dejabuto met and it was just really spiritual and

0:28:15.280 --> 0:28:17.480
<v Speaker 1>we had a lot of parallels. And but he ain't

0:28:17.480 --> 0:28:22.160
<v Speaker 1>in my life no more so. So soul mates for seasons.

0:28:22.840 --> 0:28:24.639
<v Speaker 1>But I think that this is the soul mate that

0:28:24.760 --> 0:28:28.160
<v Speaker 1>never goes away, the for sure thing. Can I see

0:28:28.200 --> 0:28:30.000
<v Speaker 1>something said this other girl knew about you but was

0:28:30.080 --> 0:28:32.159
<v Speaker 1>still posting those things. I'm sorry, I gotta ask this.

0:28:32.960 --> 0:28:35.920
<v Speaker 1>That's what they do girl. Yeah, that's so, it's okay

0:28:35.960 --> 0:28:42.080
<v Speaker 1>with being the side check. Yeah they are they. I

0:28:42.240 --> 0:28:46.240
<v Speaker 1>think that, um he was really good at lying in

0:28:46.360 --> 0:28:50.840
<v Speaker 1>painting pictures too. And I remember I wrote her. I

0:28:51.040 --> 0:28:53.520
<v Speaker 1>never wrote the bid wrote and I wrote her the

0:28:53.640 --> 0:28:56.760
<v Speaker 1>same day I saw the picture and I said, you

0:28:56.920 --> 0:28:59.400
<v Speaker 1>know what, you can have him. Hope he does you

0:28:59.480 --> 0:29:02.040
<v Speaker 1>better than he did me. Peace, you know what I'm saying.

0:29:02.360 --> 0:29:04.040
<v Speaker 1>She didn't respond to me, because she never did, but

0:29:04.080 --> 0:29:06.600
<v Speaker 1>she just went off on Twitter. How can you talk

0:29:06.680 --> 0:29:09.160
<v Speaker 1>on the situation that you have no idea about. You

0:29:09.280 --> 0:29:12.000
<v Speaker 1>know nothing about this situation. I'm like, girl, I don't

0:29:12.000 --> 0:29:14.480
<v Speaker 1>care what situation he paint it for your dumbass. It

0:29:14.600 --> 0:29:17.480
<v Speaker 1>wasn't the situation that you thought it was, because clearly

0:29:17.680 --> 0:29:20.040
<v Speaker 1>the motherucker don't even care about you. And he also

0:29:20.440 --> 0:29:23.640
<v Speaker 1>there's other us. So was like, bitch, what's you gonna

0:29:23.680 --> 0:29:25.680
<v Speaker 1>have for? Why are you mad at me? I'm not

0:29:25.720 --> 0:29:28.040
<v Speaker 1>that when they did anything he even won, and she's

0:29:28.080 --> 0:29:30.560
<v Speaker 1>still fooling with his dumbass. Did he tried to reach

0:29:30.560 --> 0:29:32.920
<v Speaker 1>out to you and all after that, because you know,

0:29:33.800 --> 0:29:36.320
<v Speaker 1>but he's a non reaching out as motherfucker. He just

0:29:36.400 --> 0:29:39.120
<v Speaker 1>likes to get upset and sit by himself and go

0:29:39.360 --> 0:29:42.000
<v Speaker 1>over it in his mind. And his brother reached ops

0:29:42.040 --> 0:29:44.000
<v Speaker 1>to me though, sweet he probably told his better to

0:29:44.040 --> 0:29:45.959
<v Speaker 1>reach out. He was like, I think you guys had

0:29:46.000 --> 0:29:49.960
<v Speaker 1>like some sort of fight, um, but I not a

0:29:50.000 --> 0:29:53.160
<v Speaker 1>part of that. Because of you. I can't get my

0:29:53.240 --> 0:30:02.680
<v Speaker 1>head done no more. Skimpfunk out of here, that dread shape.

0:30:03.640 --> 0:30:05.240
<v Speaker 1>She only did my hair once, and she asked to

0:30:05.320 --> 0:30:10.640
<v Speaker 1>do it. She only did my head. He was like,

0:30:10.760 --> 0:30:13.120
<v Speaker 1>she asked me, and I was like, guys, okay, well

0:30:13.120 --> 0:30:18.040
<v Speaker 1>at least she has a position dread master, like anyone

0:30:18.320 --> 0:30:22.440
<v Speaker 1>dread master. So you guys just even mates, like you

0:30:22.480 --> 0:30:28.560
<v Speaker 1>think you have your soul mate this point, even if

0:30:28.600 --> 0:30:32.800
<v Speaker 1>I didn't think you stuck. Are you in love with

0:30:32.880 --> 0:30:39.760
<v Speaker 1>somebody you know him? I should I, but we've been

0:30:39.800 --> 0:30:41.680
<v Speaker 1>together on and off of ten years, but he is

0:30:41.720 --> 0:30:49.360
<v Speaker 1>hot mostly on, mostly on. But no, no, no, no

0:30:49.440 --> 0:30:51.000
<v Speaker 1>no no, we've been together for ten years, but they

0:30:51.040 --> 0:30:54.400
<v Speaker 1>were if you break up, but you know, you go

0:30:54.600 --> 0:30:57.200
<v Speaker 1>away and then love brings you back together and you

0:30:57.240 --> 0:31:00.880
<v Speaker 1>think that's your soul mate. Though absolutely, okay, that's all right,

0:31:00.920 --> 0:31:03.920
<v Speaker 1>so you believe in that. What about your step? Um?

0:31:04.760 --> 0:31:06.480
<v Speaker 1>I think every time I'm in love, I find my

0:31:06.560 --> 0:31:18.120
<v Speaker 1>soul mate. I'm so happy, all right, Um, I don't know.

0:31:19.120 --> 0:31:30.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't think so you know it's my myul is

0:31:30.800 --> 0:31:33.320
<v Speaker 1>my soul mate. There's a difference. So I think that

0:31:33.440 --> 0:31:35.840
<v Speaker 1>we get we get it twisted between a soul mate

0:31:36.200 --> 0:31:39.560
<v Speaker 1>and an amazing romantic partner that we're in love with.

0:31:39.960 --> 0:31:41.240
<v Speaker 1>You can have a soul mate that you're not in

0:31:41.360 --> 0:31:45.120
<v Speaker 1>love with, and because you have this like soul contection

0:31:45.600 --> 0:31:48.720
<v Speaker 1>where you can't even explain it, that person who you

0:31:48.800 --> 0:31:52.240
<v Speaker 1>know it was the right no wrong time, right place,

0:31:52.400 --> 0:31:54.920
<v Speaker 1>right person, but the wrong timing. You can have ship

0:31:55.000 --> 0:31:57.600
<v Speaker 1>where it's like you have that too. You had that too,

0:31:57.680 --> 0:31:59.480
<v Speaker 1>happen to you when you were a kid. You feel

0:31:59.520 --> 0:32:02.360
<v Speaker 1>the same way about this. We are in each other's heads.

0:32:02.600 --> 0:32:05.200
<v Speaker 1>I want to have my mind like, my mind gets read,

0:32:05.360 --> 0:32:08.360
<v Speaker 1>my sentences get finished. And not just because we're familiar

0:32:08.400 --> 0:32:11.320
<v Speaker 1>with each other, but like even when we first started

0:32:11.400 --> 0:32:13.720
<v Speaker 1>hanging out, I would sing a song, and he would

0:32:13.760 --> 0:32:16.640
<v Speaker 1>reference something that had nothing to do with the actual song,

0:32:16.760 --> 0:32:18.720
<v Speaker 1>but it was what I was thinking, and I'd be like, damn,

0:32:19.040 --> 0:32:21.280
<v Speaker 1>you could read my mind. Like I feel like it's

0:32:21.320 --> 0:32:25.840
<v Speaker 1>like a deep, almost like inexplicable thing, but it doesn't

0:32:25.840 --> 0:32:28.240
<v Speaker 1>always have to work out. And I think people want

0:32:28.640 --> 0:32:30.640
<v Speaker 1>things to work out so bad with this person they

0:32:30.680 --> 0:32:33.000
<v Speaker 1>have a soul connection with, but sometimes they're not the

0:32:33.040 --> 0:32:35.240
<v Speaker 1>healthiest person for you, right, you know what I'm saying

0:32:35.280 --> 0:32:37.880
<v Speaker 1>that I definitely felt like I've met somebody that I

0:32:38.320 --> 0:32:42.000
<v Speaker 1>might have thought was but didn't end up being right,

0:32:42.080 --> 0:32:44.920
<v Speaker 1>or I ended up being Yeah, I end up being

0:32:45.000 --> 0:32:47.960
<v Speaker 1>more toxic than anything. So I think sometimes I like

0:32:48.080 --> 0:32:50.000
<v Speaker 1>to be kind of careful with the whole soul mate

0:32:50.000 --> 0:32:52.120
<v Speaker 1>thing because I do believe in it, but it's just

0:32:52.280 --> 0:32:54.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to call anybody that and then something

0:32:54.440 --> 0:32:57.840
<v Speaker 1>happens and I'm devastated, like hell, loss my soul made.

0:32:57.880 --> 0:32:59.840
<v Speaker 1>Like I like the fact that you said we have

0:33:00.080 --> 0:33:02.480
<v Speaker 1>a lot of different soulmates like your friends, and I

0:33:02.600 --> 0:33:05.040
<v Speaker 1>do think like the different connection you have with certain

0:33:05.080 --> 0:33:08.680
<v Speaker 1>people friend wise, it's weird because like even like it'll

0:33:08.680 --> 0:33:10.880
<v Speaker 1>be certain jokes that maybe like even with me an

0:33:10.960 --> 0:33:12.959
<v Speaker 1>ange that it'll be a joke. Me and her might

0:33:13.000 --> 0:33:14.640
<v Speaker 1>get that somebody else would be like, oh my god,

0:33:14.720 --> 0:33:18.640
<v Speaker 1>it ain't Now she's not mad, but I justn't mean

0:33:18.720 --> 0:33:22.760
<v Speaker 1>like you know what she's like. You know that don't mad,

0:33:23.400 --> 0:33:25.160
<v Speaker 1>but you know what I mean. You can have your

0:33:25.200 --> 0:33:28.400
<v Speaker 1>inside jokes with like certain people like the stuff like that.

0:33:28.560 --> 0:33:30.960
<v Speaker 1>I think you know that's a connection. But I don't

0:33:31.000 --> 0:33:33.280
<v Speaker 1>want to say soul mate too much. You know, and

0:33:33.800 --> 0:33:35.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, when you gotta let when you have that

0:33:36.000 --> 0:33:38.600
<v Speaker 1>soul connection with somebody, you know, and you feel when

0:33:38.720 --> 0:33:41.240
<v Speaker 1>it's time to let them go, when when it's not

0:33:41.360 --> 0:33:43.640
<v Speaker 1>the right one, but you can still have that connection,

0:33:43.760 --> 0:33:45.600
<v Speaker 1>just you know, you gotta let to set them all

0:33:45.680 --> 0:33:53.480
<v Speaker 1>to God. What about loving first first? I don't know

0:33:53.520 --> 0:33:57.080
<v Speaker 1>about that first but I feel like lust that first sight.

0:33:57.160 --> 0:34:01.720
<v Speaker 1>I've definitely had some crazy unexpect the connections at first,

0:34:01.920 --> 0:34:04.240
<v Speaker 1>like look at each other in the eyes, like oh

0:34:04.960 --> 0:34:11.759
<v Speaker 1>and then what happens? Well, one time story I told

0:34:11.840 --> 0:34:14.439
<v Speaker 1>that I've I've told this story on live service. I'm

0:34:14.480 --> 0:34:16.960
<v Speaker 1>sure I have told this story. But there was one guy.

0:34:17.040 --> 0:34:19.520
<v Speaker 1>He ended up being my boyfriend and I got his

0:34:19.680 --> 0:34:26.800
<v Speaker 1>name Tattooon and everything. But but we mean I'm a sagittarius,

0:34:27.480 --> 0:34:32.360
<v Speaker 1>but so the first Actually, I'm working on getting your mind.

0:34:33.920 --> 0:34:35.520
<v Speaker 1>Even though he and I have really good friends and

0:34:35.600 --> 0:34:37.200
<v Speaker 1>he listens to the show, so I know it's gonna

0:34:37.280 --> 0:34:39.600
<v Speaker 1>really break his heart when he hears it. But like

0:34:39.760 --> 0:34:42.759
<v Speaker 1>I said, the first time, the first time we laid

0:34:42.880 --> 0:34:45.680
<v Speaker 1>eyes on each other, like we made eye contact, it

0:34:45.880 --> 0:34:49.960
<v Speaker 1>was like a zap. It was like a connection, and

0:34:50.560 --> 0:34:53.680
<v Speaker 1>we had a wild time. We ended up snaying together

0:34:53.760 --> 0:34:55.640
<v Speaker 1>for three and I've never done that before. I've never

0:34:55.719 --> 0:34:57.879
<v Speaker 1>met a guy the first day and slept with him

0:34:57.880 --> 0:35:00.480
<v Speaker 1>except for that time. And we ended up things together

0:35:00.560 --> 0:35:03.440
<v Speaker 1>for three days and we had a long relationship afterwards.

0:35:03.719 --> 0:35:08.400
<v Speaker 1>Soon did you get that tattoo? But I mean not

0:35:08.560 --> 0:35:11.520
<v Speaker 1>even a year? Yeah, pretty much, it should have been

0:35:11.560 --> 0:35:13.279
<v Speaker 1>the third day, but not even a year. A couple

0:35:13.280 --> 0:35:15.759
<v Speaker 1>of months, a couple of months. But what's funny is

0:35:15.800 --> 0:35:17.560
<v Speaker 1>that after I got the tattoo, I realized he wasn't

0:35:17.560 --> 0:35:25.279
<v Speaker 1>ship and we joke up five or six later. But now,

0:35:26.000 --> 0:35:28.480
<v Speaker 1>because after I got the tattoo, he started confession ship.

0:35:28.719 --> 0:35:33.399
<v Speaker 1>I swear to god, I'm like that was like a wedding. Yeah,

0:35:33.440 --> 0:35:36.320
<v Speaker 1>it was like never that. It just stef with me

0:35:38.560 --> 0:35:41.279
<v Speaker 1>you could take bring off. But it did feel like

0:35:41.440 --> 0:35:44.480
<v Speaker 1>love at first sight with that guy, with that one person.

0:35:45.160 --> 0:35:46.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. It could be in his eyes. He

0:35:46.440 --> 0:35:56.600
<v Speaker 1>had green eyes, green eyes. No, no, he's just black guy.

0:35:58.000 --> 0:36:08.839
<v Speaker 1>What about you, Jez love a fair sight? Who want

0:36:08.880 --> 0:36:13.120
<v Speaker 1>to believe you know? I've never experienced love at first sight.

0:36:13.200 --> 0:36:15.799
<v Speaker 1>I have experienced lust that first sight, but I wasn't

0:36:15.800 --> 0:36:17.880
<v Speaker 1>in love, but I just wanted to have sex. What

0:36:17.960 --> 0:36:21.320
<v Speaker 1>about love at first fuck? Yes, yes, I've experienced that.

0:36:22.560 --> 0:36:27.160
<v Speaker 1>I think I've experienced that because yeah, yeah, at first

0:36:27.760 --> 0:36:30.840
<v Speaker 1>first I will say that first love and I have

0:36:30.960 --> 0:36:35.160
<v Speaker 1>a very My views on things are very strange and different,

0:36:35.200 --> 0:36:38.439
<v Speaker 1>a little metaphysical and a little big picture. I think

0:36:38.480 --> 0:36:42.319
<v Speaker 1>that everybody has a basic love for each other as

0:36:42.440 --> 0:36:45.440
<v Speaker 1>human beings were all connected, and I think that we

0:36:45.560 --> 0:36:48.640
<v Speaker 1>all have a unconditional love at the base of things.

0:36:48.960 --> 0:36:52.239
<v Speaker 1>I think society gets us fucked up now. I think

0:36:52.280 --> 0:36:55.320
<v Speaker 1>that some people I really don't like, yes and maybe

0:36:55.920 --> 0:36:58.480
<v Speaker 1>don't like your energy, just don't mix with them, and

0:36:58.560 --> 0:37:00.800
<v Speaker 1>maybe they look a start way not just piss you.

0:37:00.880 --> 0:37:05.840
<v Speaker 1>Some people's face is just like but I know that

0:37:05.920 --> 0:37:08.200
<v Speaker 1>at the bottom of my heart there's some love for you.

0:37:08.280 --> 0:37:10.680
<v Speaker 1>If I saw you and you needed a dollar, I'll

0:37:10.719 --> 0:37:13.280
<v Speaker 1>be like this year, like, if you're poor and homeless

0:37:13.320 --> 0:37:15.279
<v Speaker 1>and the corner and I didn't really know you, I

0:37:15.320 --> 0:37:16.880
<v Speaker 1>probably would have gave you a dollar, But since I

0:37:17.000 --> 0:37:19.440
<v Speaker 1>know you, I don't like it. We all have a

0:37:19.520 --> 0:37:24.279
<v Speaker 1>fundamental life, I mean, without knowing people without the more

0:37:24.360 --> 0:37:26.120
<v Speaker 1>you get to know them, that's where society has it's

0:37:26.120 --> 0:37:27.799
<v Speaker 1>sucked up, because the more we get to know people,

0:37:27.840 --> 0:37:30.439
<v Speaker 1>like our socialized behavior makes us be like I don't

0:37:30.480 --> 0:37:31.759
<v Speaker 1>like the way they talk, I don't like the way

0:37:31.760 --> 0:37:33.360
<v Speaker 1>they walk, or this bitch had a problem with me

0:37:33.360 --> 0:37:35.919
<v Speaker 1>because they were defensive or insecure, and then that made

0:37:35.960 --> 0:37:39.080
<v Speaker 1>me buck back, Like we get each other fucked up

0:37:39.120 --> 0:37:41.040
<v Speaker 1>as we get to know each other. So I really

0:37:41.120 --> 0:37:44.120
<v Speaker 1>think that you got me fucked up. But I think

0:37:44.200 --> 0:37:47.160
<v Speaker 1>at the I think we all have a basic love

0:37:47.239 --> 0:37:49.560
<v Speaker 1>it first sight with people where it's like I genuinely

0:37:49.600 --> 0:37:52.000
<v Speaker 1>when I first met you today, I want to like

0:37:52.120 --> 0:37:54.160
<v Speaker 1>you and I want to love you. Who knows what's

0:37:54.160 --> 0:37:56.600
<v Speaker 1>gonna happen. But at the end of the day, it's like,

0:37:56.719 --> 0:37:59.200
<v Speaker 1>and especially if you have a sexual connection, so you

0:37:59.320 --> 0:38:01.360
<v Speaker 1>have that up right there, and then you have a

0:38:01.480 --> 0:38:05.759
<v Speaker 1>sexual attraction boom. To me, that's the perfect person. Love

0:38:05.800 --> 0:38:08.560
<v Speaker 1>it first sight. But you know that's just me. I'm

0:38:08.560 --> 0:38:16.800
<v Speaker 1>a little guru over here. But because it's true. You

0:38:16.880 --> 0:38:20.120
<v Speaker 1>meet somebody, it's like hey, and you're you're hugging and

0:38:20.239 --> 0:38:22.600
<v Speaker 1>and do seeing each other and I agree with that.

0:38:22.880 --> 0:38:24.719
<v Speaker 1>And then that you get to know them and you're like,

0:38:24.840 --> 0:38:27.840
<v Speaker 1>you know what, then they open am this person thinks

0:38:29.000 --> 0:38:31.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't like this person's see why didn't they have?

0:38:31.320 --> 0:38:33.319
<v Speaker 1>That happened to me where it's like I meet people,

0:38:33.360 --> 0:38:34.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, I say bitch a lot, and you know

0:38:34.920 --> 0:38:36.759
<v Speaker 1>they're like, your favorite word is bitch. I'm like, I

0:38:36.800 --> 0:38:41.080
<v Speaker 1>guess it is bitch. Bitch Like people coming up to

0:38:41.120 --> 0:38:47.440
<v Speaker 1>me being hey, bitch, Like radio programmers like people who

0:38:47.440 --> 0:38:50.040
<v Speaker 1>would never say that to somebody would be like, what

0:38:50.160 --> 0:38:52.360
<v Speaker 1>trup bitch? And I'm like, sound right? I wanted to

0:38:52.480 --> 0:38:59.840
<v Speaker 1>like you, motherfucker. I'll be like, hi, bitch, bitch, I

0:39:00.040 --> 0:39:03.439
<v Speaker 1>be real hard. You know, if you can't take yes, ship,

0:39:03.600 --> 0:39:09.000
<v Speaker 1>that's yeship, that's my word. Yeah, that's your word. What

0:39:09.080 --> 0:39:11.239
<v Speaker 1>about love at first? Have you ever fell in love

0:39:11.520 --> 0:39:14.560
<v Speaker 1>from sex? No? But if you haven't ever loved to dick,

0:39:19.560 --> 0:39:24.719
<v Speaker 1>he licked her lips. I have admired a beautiful dick

0:39:25.200 --> 0:39:27.480
<v Speaker 1>and it was separate from the person. I was like, Wow,

0:39:27.920 --> 0:39:32.839
<v Speaker 1>it's just like this. Yeah, I always described it as

0:39:32.840 --> 0:39:44.040
<v Speaker 1>and I'd be like, yeah, I believe that. I believe

0:39:44.080 --> 0:39:48.160
<v Speaker 1>in the romantic side of love being an extra. I

0:39:48.239 --> 0:39:51.200
<v Speaker 1>believe in that being extra. I think that love should

0:39:51.239 --> 0:39:52.839
<v Speaker 1>be love. It should be the same kind of love

0:39:53.200 --> 0:39:56.480
<v Speaker 1>across the board. I think sex is like an extracurricular

0:39:56.520 --> 0:39:59.880
<v Speaker 1>activity with somebody that you just have that unconditional love

0:40:00.000 --> 0:40:01.680
<v Speaker 1>for it. So you could love somebody but the sex

0:40:01.760 --> 0:40:09.399
<v Speaker 1>cannot be good and you'll be Okay, yeah, I don't

0:40:09.480 --> 0:40:15.120
<v Speaker 1>get me fuck up, all right. I haven't you also

0:40:15.280 --> 0:40:19.160
<v Speaker 1>experienced like, because you love somebody so much, you'll ignore

0:40:19.520 --> 0:40:24.960
<v Speaker 1>all of those that you'll be like, we're keeping your

0:40:25.320 --> 0:40:28.360
<v Speaker 1>better before, but since you love this person, it's just

0:40:28.480 --> 0:40:31.520
<v Speaker 1>kind of right. You've been to that. I love somebody

0:40:31.600 --> 0:40:36.200
<v Speaker 1>who's breath stonk, but when I love I don't go

0:40:36.480 --> 0:40:40.799
<v Speaker 1>too far. When I first missed him because I liked

0:40:40.880 --> 0:40:43.040
<v Speaker 1>him so much, and then when I stopped loving him,

0:40:43.120 --> 0:40:47.680
<v Speaker 1>his breath st't just so much. I thought your breath

0:40:47.760 --> 0:40:51.560
<v Speaker 1>was sweet. You're saying nobody was staying bad that I

0:40:51.560 --> 0:40:53.160
<v Speaker 1>could barely be friends. But I don't even know because

0:40:53.160 --> 0:40:54.960
<v Speaker 1>I liked him. I was in love with somebody and

0:40:55.000 --> 0:40:58.800
<v Speaker 1>the sex was like below average, below average. Yeah, I was.

0:40:59.120 --> 0:41:08.320
<v Speaker 1>He had a little a little day, you had a

0:41:08.360 --> 0:41:13.040
<v Speaker 1>little thick. I ain't used to try. He was like

0:41:14.360 --> 0:41:17.239
<v Speaker 1>like I think he was stroking and you try. I

0:41:17.400 --> 0:41:21.279
<v Speaker 1>love them, I love them, and I don't I didn't

0:41:21.280 --> 0:41:23.879
<v Speaker 1>love Is that why you broke up? No, we broke

0:41:24.000 --> 0:41:27.320
<v Speaker 1>up some. But and he and I had such He

0:41:27.440 --> 0:41:29.400
<v Speaker 1>and I knew each other for so long, and we

0:41:29.560 --> 0:41:33.800
<v Speaker 1>had such a connection as friends, you know, and we

0:41:34.440 --> 0:41:37.080
<v Speaker 1>the kissing was great. We had great kisses. The only

0:41:37.120 --> 0:41:39.960
<v Speaker 1>thing that was so long was how y'all knew each other? Right?

0:41:46.600 --> 0:41:49.520
<v Speaker 1>But you know, I love them, I mean, and I

0:41:49.680 --> 0:41:51.120
<v Speaker 1>used to be in the back of my mind, like

0:41:51.280 --> 0:41:53.360
<v Speaker 1>when he goes away, I'm gonna be cheating on. I

0:41:53.440 --> 0:42:00.799
<v Speaker 1>need a really good any one that you which one? Oh? Yeah, actually, guys,

0:42:00.800 --> 0:42:04.560
<v Speaker 1>who haven't same you guys? Little dick name tattoo. Now

0:42:05.760 --> 0:42:08.880
<v Speaker 1>he listens to this podcast. No, this is another one

0:42:08.920 --> 0:42:12.520
<v Speaker 1>that takes that little nody dicks. Little ta takes his

0:42:12.600 --> 0:42:15.200
<v Speaker 1>dick eggs. Oh, I got I got three that name,

0:42:15.480 --> 0:42:17.640
<v Speaker 1>I got three guys. Three guys tattoo on three guys.

0:42:17.800 --> 0:42:20.800
<v Speaker 1>All three of them have small penises. No, no, no,

0:42:26.200 --> 0:42:32.600
<v Speaker 1>everyone christ my name tattoo? Ever I told you? Did

0:42:32.640 --> 0:42:41.239
<v Speaker 1>you say we got guys tattoo serve his logos like

0:42:41.400 --> 0:42:47.040
<v Speaker 1>his logo, got a logo A guy guy I've had,

0:42:47.520 --> 0:42:50.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm a tell me to tattoo his logo on me

0:42:51.200 --> 0:42:54.560
<v Speaker 1>like a team. But no, he has his own logo.

0:42:54.640 --> 0:42:56.320
<v Speaker 1>He asked me to tattoo his logo. I was like,

0:42:56.680 --> 0:42:58.680
<v Speaker 1>he's a businessman. I don't even talk with you like that.

0:43:00.040 --> 0:43:06.399
<v Speaker 1>Don't love you as a football player. No basketball, yes, yes,

0:43:07.040 --> 0:43:16.680
<v Speaker 1>that's it. Stopped asking. Yeah, I don't a lot of

0:43:16.760 --> 0:43:20.000
<v Speaker 1>basketball teams and the so there's a lot of opportunities. Yeah,

0:43:20.840 --> 0:43:24.640
<v Speaker 1>about anybody else? Somebody? Did they ask about these names?

0:43:24.719 --> 0:43:29.200
<v Speaker 1>What do you say? Well, okay, the truth. I'm gonna

0:43:29.239 --> 0:43:31.399
<v Speaker 1>be honest about it already. I already, like I said,

0:43:31.440 --> 0:43:33.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm with the person I'm gonna be with forever.

0:43:33.400 --> 0:43:37.080
<v Speaker 1>So I about this congres so thank you? I think

0:43:37.200 --> 0:43:40.640
<v Speaker 1>so oh wait, no, hold on, hold on, they are

0:43:40.719 --> 0:43:43.879
<v Speaker 1>so fu cute. She met my man the other day

0:43:44.520 --> 0:43:46.360
<v Speaker 1>and this is the one you were went before. He

0:43:46.480 --> 0:43:50.520
<v Speaker 1>and I've been on and off for seventeen years. So yeah,

0:43:51.760 --> 0:43:54.000
<v Speaker 1>well there's no lines to him. He knows every detail

0:43:54.040 --> 0:43:59.759
<v Speaker 1>of my life, previous relationships, right, don't we even long

0:43:59.800 --> 0:44:02.160
<v Speaker 1>to they were perfect for each other. It's kind of

0:44:02.239 --> 0:44:06.399
<v Speaker 1>pathetic and ridiculous. But anyway, that we waited so long

0:44:06.560 --> 0:44:09.320
<v Speaker 1>to even get here. But anyway, so I used to

0:44:09.400 --> 0:44:11.799
<v Speaker 1>say that the one on my ribs is my father's name,

0:44:12.920 --> 0:44:16.759
<v Speaker 1>which is which is a big lie, and it's an

0:44:16.800 --> 0:44:20.840
<v Speaker 1>obvious lie because my last name is Santiago and that's

0:44:20.880 --> 0:44:29.040
<v Speaker 1>not the last name. I go, man, I love it same.

0:44:30.800 --> 0:44:33.400
<v Speaker 1>Did you get that an issue in the middle? I'm joking.

0:44:34.280 --> 0:44:40.480
<v Speaker 1>Damn the name, Yeah, I got, I got a first

0:44:40.520 --> 0:44:42.120
<v Speaker 1>on the last name on my roobs. I used to

0:44:42.239 --> 0:44:44.880
<v Speaker 1>lie and say it was my father's name, and then

0:44:48.320 --> 0:44:50.960
<v Speaker 1>that's the other one covered up. I got the other

0:44:51.040 --> 0:44:55.680
<v Speaker 1>one covered up, and then um, and then I got

0:44:56.080 --> 0:44:59.640
<v Speaker 1>um the same person twice. I got the same person twice.

0:45:00.320 --> 0:45:02.600
<v Speaker 1>And you know, like I said, that was my most

0:45:02.719 --> 0:45:06.680
<v Speaker 1>recent ex boyfriends. So okay, you know the one and

0:45:06.760 --> 0:45:08.719
<v Speaker 1>the guy that I'm with now, there's no questions about it.

0:45:08.760 --> 0:45:10.560
<v Speaker 1>He already knows every way. But you've been here for

0:45:10.640 --> 0:45:15.239
<v Speaker 1>seventeen years. I know you. I'm about to get for him.

0:45:16.360 --> 0:45:24.440
<v Speaker 1>Got to be his face, crazy space to cover up

0:45:24.480 --> 0:45:31.920
<v Speaker 1>all the other names. Shout out to your race, get York,

0:45:32.160 --> 0:45:33.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, shout out to the rapod. They're going to

0:45:34.040 --> 0:45:36.880
<v Speaker 1>remove all the other tattoos I don't want for me,

0:45:37.040 --> 0:45:40.719
<v Speaker 1>Thank you very much. I have a lot of tattoos.

0:45:41.120 --> 0:45:43.759
<v Speaker 1>I have a lot. I have UM, but like I

0:45:43.880 --> 0:45:50.200
<v Speaker 1>have a tramp stamp, I hate I need that. It's horrible, boy,

0:45:50.640 --> 0:45:52.400
<v Speaker 1>I hated the color a tramp stamp. Where did that

0:45:52.480 --> 0:45:56.439
<v Speaker 1>come from? I don't know. Shot men, a tramp stand guys,

0:45:57.600 --> 0:46:01.040
<v Speaker 1>Guys should be having tramp stamps and traps. Just about

0:46:01.080 --> 0:46:06.279
<v Speaker 1>to say that. And then I have I have. I

0:46:06.400 --> 0:46:08.680
<v Speaker 1>have a typo on my wrist that I love and

0:46:08.760 --> 0:46:12.320
<v Speaker 1>then the one on my stomach that I love you

0:46:13.920 --> 0:46:16.200
<v Speaker 1>several times. But then you got it removed, all three

0:46:16.239 --> 0:46:18.520
<v Speaker 1>of them. But why did I do that? Quite the

0:46:18.600 --> 0:46:22.520
<v Speaker 1>same guy three times? I know somebody got the removed

0:46:22.560 --> 0:46:25.400
<v Speaker 1>and they got back together, but you still got one, right, No,

0:46:25.840 --> 0:46:28.920
<v Speaker 1>I got the last one removed. UM on black ink actually,

0:46:29.800 --> 0:46:33.080
<v Speaker 1>oh yeah, you gotta covered one way to really stick

0:46:33.120 --> 0:46:34.640
<v Speaker 1>it to him. Let me go on black ink in

0:46:34.840 --> 0:46:37.799
<v Speaker 1>the world. But why do you get it more than once?

0:46:37.800 --> 0:46:40.200
<v Speaker 1>Because I offend my little sister did that. It's not

0:46:40.480 --> 0:46:42.920
<v Speaker 1>it's not like I got them and then got it

0:46:43.000 --> 0:46:44.520
<v Speaker 1>covered and then got it over and got it cover

0:46:44.560 --> 0:46:47.080
<v Speaker 1>and got over. I got them all while we were together.

0:46:47.280 --> 0:46:49.600
<v Speaker 1>She did the same. But it's like the one and

0:46:49.680 --> 0:46:51.560
<v Speaker 1>then one by one I covered them. Okay, So the

0:46:51.600 --> 0:46:56.200
<v Speaker 1>first one I had on my wrist, and um, I

0:46:56.320 --> 0:46:59.880
<v Speaker 1>got that one very early on in our relationship, and

0:47:00.200 --> 0:47:03.800
<v Speaker 1>then um, I just got it because I wanted it,

0:47:04.040 --> 0:47:06.200
<v Speaker 1>but I didn't really get what I wanted, you know

0:47:06.200 --> 0:47:09.000
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, So very early to eight months into

0:47:09.040 --> 0:47:13.279
<v Speaker 1>our relationship. So I got tattoo's previous. Yeah, I'm a

0:47:13.440 --> 0:47:15.680
<v Speaker 1>covering that. Yeah, I'm I got on hoodie ship now.

0:47:15.680 --> 0:47:17.200
<v Speaker 1>But I gotto yeah, And I feel like that's why

0:47:17.239 --> 0:47:18.759
<v Speaker 1>it's an easy thing for me to Yeah. I got

0:47:18.800 --> 0:47:20.200
<v Speaker 1>a lot of times too. I mean I got so many.

0:47:20.239 --> 0:47:21.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't even know how many I have I have.

0:47:21.800 --> 0:47:26.279
<v Speaker 1>I think it's a big deal to me because yeah, yeah,

0:47:26.440 --> 0:47:28.680
<v Speaker 1>like clean and then you got your man's name, was

0:47:28.760 --> 0:47:32.240
<v Speaker 1>like wow. So the second one came because I finally

0:47:32.280 --> 0:47:34.480
<v Speaker 1>thought of what I really wanted, Like, oh, I should

0:47:34.520 --> 0:47:37.640
<v Speaker 1>have got that, so then I got it. The second

0:47:37.680 --> 0:47:39.399
<v Speaker 1>one I got, I got it, Like how I should

0:47:39.400 --> 0:47:41.359
<v Speaker 1>have got it the first time? Right, So I got

0:47:41.440 --> 0:47:43.759
<v Speaker 1>that one right here. I actually surprised him with that one.

0:47:44.520 --> 0:47:47.800
<v Speaker 1>And then, um, I was getting tattooed one day something

0:47:47.880 --> 0:47:50.279
<v Speaker 1>on on my back, on my neck or something, and

0:47:50.400 --> 0:47:52.960
<v Speaker 1>then he's like, what are you getting now? And I'm like, oh,

0:47:53.080 --> 0:47:54.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm getting this, and he's like, you need to get

0:47:54.520 --> 0:47:56.560
<v Speaker 1>another one for me, and I'm like, what else can

0:47:56.600 --> 0:47:59.480
<v Speaker 1>I get? I already got you eighty times, you know.

0:48:00.000 --> 0:48:02.520
<v Speaker 1>But I ended up getting his initials with my initials

0:48:02.520 --> 0:48:06.160
<v Speaker 1>because we're both Gemini and the Gemini signed. And then

0:48:06.560 --> 0:48:09.200
<v Speaker 1>so when we broke up the first time, I got

0:48:09.360 --> 0:48:11.640
<v Speaker 1>the first two covered at the same time, like around

0:48:11.680 --> 0:48:13.560
<v Speaker 1>the same time, and then I had this one still

0:48:13.640 --> 0:48:15.480
<v Speaker 1>on the back of my neck the initials, and we

0:48:15.560 --> 0:48:17.920
<v Speaker 1>got back together. And then we broke up the second time,

0:48:18.800 --> 0:48:20.359
<v Speaker 1>I went and got the second one. Are you gonna

0:48:20.400 --> 0:48:23.440
<v Speaker 1>get it again? I'll get it again, but I'll get

0:48:24.000 --> 0:48:31.200
<v Speaker 1>mrs okay, So that's the only way I'll get it again. Well, Um,

0:48:33.000 --> 0:48:35.440
<v Speaker 1>it's because I grew up in a really strict religious

0:48:35.880 --> 0:48:38.000
<v Speaker 1>like I grew up in Kajak when I was a

0:48:38.000 --> 0:48:41.080
<v Speaker 1>little so they would say, do not get markings on

0:48:41.160 --> 0:48:42.920
<v Speaker 1>your body of the dead, do not get already have

0:48:43.040 --> 0:48:44.520
<v Speaker 1>pierceince that appears since I was a baby, But I

0:48:44.560 --> 0:48:48.160
<v Speaker 1>don't have any extra piercings. So I was super religious.

0:48:48.200 --> 0:48:49.800
<v Speaker 1>At first, I was like, I can't get in the

0:48:49.840 --> 0:48:51.920
<v Speaker 1>body where I can't get them. And then the older

0:48:51.960 --> 0:48:54.400
<v Speaker 1>I got, I was like, you afraid of needles? And

0:48:54.520 --> 0:48:57.000
<v Speaker 1>then I was like, Okay, now I was at a

0:48:57.040 --> 0:48:59.839
<v Speaker 1>certain age, like I aged out getting at I aged out.

0:49:00.000 --> 0:49:02.080
<v Speaker 1>That's how I fee out of it, right. And there's

0:49:02.120 --> 0:49:04.840
<v Speaker 1>been significant things that happened in my life where I

0:49:04.960 --> 0:49:07.360
<v Speaker 1>didn't get a tattoo for it, and I thought about it,

0:49:07.680 --> 0:49:09.279
<v Speaker 1>like when my dad passed away, I wanted to get

0:49:09.320 --> 0:49:11.480
<v Speaker 1>a tattoo for him. But it's like I was like,

0:49:11.560 --> 0:49:13.120
<v Speaker 1>if I don't have a tattoo for my dad who

0:49:13.160 --> 0:49:17.359
<v Speaker 1>passed away, don't know the officers for goddamn what I'm saying.

0:49:17.719 --> 0:49:20.160
<v Speaker 1>So I think that it's at this point, it's just

0:49:20.280 --> 0:49:22.880
<v Speaker 1>like it's more punk for me to not it's more

0:49:23.000 --> 0:49:25.280
<v Speaker 1>rock and roll for me because anybody else, use everybody

0:49:25.280 --> 0:49:27.520
<v Speaker 1>else got one. I think it's great, but I just

0:49:27.640 --> 0:49:29.719
<v Speaker 1>it's got to be something that you went forever. That's

0:49:29.800 --> 0:49:33.960
<v Speaker 1>my that's my tattoo. I don't recomen getting tattoos, like

0:49:34.239 --> 0:49:38.359
<v Speaker 1>if you're if you don't have any tattoos, stay like that. Yeah,

0:49:38.440 --> 0:49:40.600
<v Speaker 1>and you ate them after a while, change your mind.

0:49:40.680 --> 0:49:49.480
<v Speaker 1>You change your mind clearly, like they're crazy and it's

0:49:49.520 --> 0:49:53.120
<v Speaker 1>like more more of us. Yeah, I can't do Gemini.

0:49:53.440 --> 0:49:59.239
<v Speaker 1>We're both Gemini and moolly bitch. He was, now I'm

0:49:59.280 --> 0:50:01.840
<v Speaker 1>gonna ask you all, oh my god, my boyfriend's gemmen

0:50:07.440 --> 0:50:09.560
<v Speaker 1>that you're like, oh my god, you're the master of me,

0:50:09.840 --> 0:50:12.080
<v Speaker 1>like you do what they do is oh my god.

0:50:12.400 --> 0:50:15.280
<v Speaker 1>We had this whole because my man is so masking

0:50:15.400 --> 0:50:18.239
<v Speaker 1>and he's such a r like he's such a he's

0:50:18.280 --> 0:50:21.440
<v Speaker 1>a mancho man. So I was like, what are you

0:50:21.520 --> 0:50:23.920
<v Speaker 1>talking about? Yesterday we had this whole conversation about how

0:50:24.040 --> 0:50:27.399
<v Speaker 1>I run his fucking life and he's like, no, you're

0:50:27.400 --> 0:50:29.799
<v Speaker 1>doing I'm like, listen, I decided the fate of our relationship,

0:50:30.000 --> 0:50:32.480
<v Speaker 1>like because we had to fight. We had to fight,

0:50:32.640 --> 0:50:37.120
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like a little childish and arguments. I'm very

0:50:37.239 --> 0:50:39.239
<v Speaker 1>childish arguments because every time I have an argument when

0:50:39.280 --> 0:50:42.840
<v Speaker 1>they gotta break up with them, that I don't want to.

0:50:42.880 --> 0:50:43.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to be with you to know more.

0:50:44.000 --> 0:50:46.239
<v Speaker 1>That's saying I'm done. We don't match, We're horrible for

0:50:46.320 --> 0:50:48.600
<v Speaker 1>each other. Leave me alone, don't call me. I'm blocking you.

0:50:48.880 --> 0:50:53.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm moving out. I'm leaving the country. I'm going. We

0:50:53.520 --> 0:50:56.680
<v Speaker 1>had an argument. It's over and the whole planet I've

0:50:56.800 --> 0:51:01.520
<v Speaker 1>changed that's draining. I know, it's really terrible. It's really terrible.

0:51:01.600 --> 0:51:03.400
<v Speaker 1>But every time I do it, he's like, all right,

0:51:03.480 --> 0:51:06.360
<v Speaker 1>damn bitch. But you know what I'm saying, He's like,

0:51:07.880 --> 0:51:11.759
<v Speaker 1>get your ass on God. My boyfriend called me bitch.

0:51:12.800 --> 0:51:18.160
<v Speaker 1>I swear to God. People like, oh, hey, vibe God,

0:51:18.280 --> 0:51:24.000
<v Speaker 1>but you're not having in our sassy yes. When I'm

0:51:24.120 --> 0:51:26.279
<v Speaker 1>when I'm over the argument, when it's time for when,

0:51:26.280 --> 0:51:28.279
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you know what, I miss you, I'm miss him,

0:51:28.280 --> 0:51:35.120
<v Speaker 1>I missed the dog. I'm missing a go let me

0:51:35.200 --> 0:51:38.440
<v Speaker 1>am up, like, let me say something, and you know,

0:51:38.560 --> 0:51:40.799
<v Speaker 1>he lets me right back into his life. He lets

0:51:40.840 --> 0:51:42.440
<v Speaker 1>me right back in. So I'm like, you know what,

0:51:42.680 --> 0:51:46.200
<v Speaker 1>I just sided back. Come on. So I saw him yesterday.

0:51:46.200 --> 0:51:49.000
<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know, but as masculine as you are,

0:51:49.440 --> 0:51:52.680
<v Speaker 1>I fucking run your life. I decided think it over

0:51:52.680 --> 0:51:54.960
<v Speaker 1>ship real easy once they get the archument. I got

0:51:55.120 --> 0:51:59.600
<v Speaker 1>him so mad. We started a whole new argument, but

0:51:59.680 --> 0:52:07.320
<v Speaker 1>we didn't very cute because it's looks so uncomfortable. I

0:52:07.400 --> 0:52:13.160
<v Speaker 1>always got barely really small. The lasting time when to

0:52:13.200 --> 0:52:17.680
<v Speaker 1>ask you is when you think about you. I didn't

0:52:17.680 --> 0:52:20.960
<v Speaker 1>even pay like every episode like regulation, you can't hold

0:52:21.000 --> 0:52:23.319
<v Speaker 1>it for an hour. When you think about your mom

0:52:23.360 --> 0:52:25.000
<v Speaker 1>and you think about your dad, what do you think

0:52:25.040 --> 0:52:28.040
<v Speaker 1>you take from them into the relationship that you have

0:52:29.120 --> 0:52:30.880
<v Speaker 1>with whoever you date, Like, why do you think that

0:52:31.000 --> 0:52:33.560
<v Speaker 1>you date the way that you do according to your mom,

0:52:33.680 --> 0:52:35.839
<v Speaker 1>your relationship with your mom and your relationship with your dad.

0:52:36.719 --> 0:52:38.200
<v Speaker 1>I know one thing I'll get for my mother is

0:52:38.400 --> 0:52:42.080
<v Speaker 1>she was like the person that took care of everything

0:52:42.200 --> 0:52:46.040
<v Speaker 1>and everybody, like caregiver. Like I definitely get there from her,

0:52:46.480 --> 0:52:48.440
<v Speaker 1>Like definitely get there from her, and that travels over

0:52:48.520 --> 0:52:50.759
<v Speaker 1>into relationships as well. What about your dad? He was

0:52:50.760 --> 0:52:52.919
<v Speaker 1>a hope. So I don't know if you're like, damn,

0:52:52.920 --> 0:52:54.720
<v Speaker 1>I hope. I didn't get that, but that might affect

0:52:54.719 --> 0:52:57.920
<v Speaker 1>you in a different type of way. Um, yeah, my

0:52:58.080 --> 0:53:03.480
<v Speaker 1>dad had multiple relay ships and multiple I didn't know

0:53:03.560 --> 0:53:05.600
<v Speaker 1>I had it. Well, I knew I had a sister

0:53:05.719 --> 0:53:08.880
<v Speaker 1>that was a year or so same age as me,

0:53:09.239 --> 0:53:10.920
<v Speaker 1>but I didn't find out until I was thirty five

0:53:10.960 --> 0:53:14.520
<v Speaker 1>that we were sixteen days apart. Damn. Yeah, and she's

0:53:14.560 --> 0:53:16.400
<v Speaker 1>been in my life all of my life. I just

0:53:16.440 --> 0:53:19.160
<v Speaker 1>didn't know to be were that close age to even

0:53:19.239 --> 0:53:20.800
<v Speaker 1>find out. Well, I always thought that we were like

0:53:20.840 --> 0:53:24.080
<v Speaker 1>a year apart until my birthday party and she's like, oh,

0:53:24.160 --> 0:53:27.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm thuring at thirty five next week, two weeks. So

0:53:27.800 --> 0:53:30.200
<v Speaker 1>she knew the whole time. Yeah, she knew. I just

0:53:30.280 --> 0:53:33.319
<v Speaker 1>didn't know. Nobody told me. I just didn't know. Yeah, um,

0:53:34.600 --> 0:53:37.560
<v Speaker 1>yeah that was irish. But how does that affect you

0:53:37.600 --> 0:53:39.520
<v Speaker 1>as far as your relationship? You think you were affected

0:53:39.560 --> 0:53:42.680
<v Speaker 1>by your relationship with your dad. No, I don't think

0:53:42.719 --> 0:53:44.920
<v Speaker 1>it affected my relationship with my dad, But I think

0:53:45.000 --> 0:53:49.400
<v Speaker 1>it affects how I view men in relationships because watching

0:53:49.560 --> 0:53:53.680
<v Speaker 1>him do juggle so many situations, and watching my mother

0:53:53.800 --> 0:53:56.360
<v Speaker 1>fight with him with his wife and his other baby

0:53:56.400 --> 0:53:59.600
<v Speaker 1>mama and eventually coming together with the wife and not

0:53:59.760 --> 0:54:03.640
<v Speaker 1>the the baby mama. You know, It's just it changed

0:54:03.680 --> 0:54:06.640
<v Speaker 1>my outlook own relationships for sure. For sure. Yeah, what

0:54:06.719 --> 0:54:10.280
<v Speaker 1>would you say, Lizo, Well, I never thought about this before,

0:54:10.480 --> 0:54:15.840
<v Speaker 1>but I definitely, I think because my parents stayed together

0:54:16.239 --> 0:54:19.960
<v Speaker 1>forever until you know, he passed away. I believe in

0:54:20.719 --> 0:54:24.600
<v Speaker 1>UM long relationships, and like I was saying to somebody

0:54:24.680 --> 0:54:26.520
<v Speaker 1>the other night, I was like, if I'm gonna get

0:54:26.560 --> 0:54:29.480
<v Speaker 1>with somebody now, I'm gonna be with them forever. Like

0:54:29.560 --> 0:54:31.640
<v Speaker 1>I want to get with somebody and just we're gonna

0:54:31.640 --> 0:54:34.360
<v Speaker 1>be together forever, so nothing else really matters. Do what

0:54:34.480 --> 0:54:36.839
<v Speaker 1>you gotta do. Let's just live our lives. And I'm

0:54:37.320 --> 0:54:42.360
<v Speaker 1>really like UM partnership based, like I want a partner

0:54:42.840 --> 0:54:46.719
<v Speaker 1>before anything, and I want to create something with them.

0:54:46.800 --> 0:54:50.080
<v Speaker 1>And my parents always had businesses, like they always owned

0:54:50.160 --> 0:54:52.239
<v Speaker 1>businesses together. They would make us pass off lives and

0:54:52.280 --> 0:54:59.680
<v Speaker 1>ship what you want to eat, like racist, get real

0:54:59.719 --> 0:55:03.240
<v Speaker 1>life for this messages? What kind of businesses from mortgage business,

0:55:03.280 --> 0:55:07.839
<v Speaker 1>credit card business? And they said, you're gooving money. I'm

0:55:10.040 --> 0:55:12.680
<v Speaker 1>I've been on a budget since I got signed. That's dope.

0:55:12.800 --> 0:55:15.920
<v Speaker 1>Come on, now, that's gonna see me wasting this? Did

0:55:15.960 --> 0:55:18.920
<v Speaker 1>you say she boking fights the Bolly for everybody? She

0:55:19.040 --> 0:55:26.319
<v Speaker 1>didn't and my girls fright reappro come up, got own

0:55:26.360 --> 0:55:31.200
<v Speaker 1>flights to Bally. But yeah, I think that's why I'm

0:55:31.360 --> 0:55:34.479
<v Speaker 1>so partnership based because I saw that. And I'm also

0:55:34.760 --> 0:55:38.480
<v Speaker 1>really silly and I like to wrestle and play, and

0:55:38.920 --> 0:55:40.600
<v Speaker 1>I turned into like a big kid. And I used

0:55:40.640 --> 0:55:42.839
<v Speaker 1>to see my parents once I saw my parents break

0:55:42.880 --> 0:55:51.440
<v Speaker 1>into a water gun fight in the Yeah, but that

0:55:51.600 --> 0:55:55.239
<v Speaker 1>has been much fun together. I want who I'm with

0:55:55.440 --> 0:55:57.480
<v Speaker 1>to be a partner and a best friend, and I

0:55:57.560 --> 0:56:00.080
<v Speaker 1>want to be with them forever and until death do

0:56:00.200 --> 0:56:01.960
<v Speaker 1>us part. That's how it's supposed to be. Don't you

0:56:02.000 --> 0:56:04.759
<v Speaker 1>feel like it's so rare. Yeah, that's how I feel

0:56:04.760 --> 0:56:06.719
<v Speaker 1>about what I have going on now. Like that's one

0:56:06.719 --> 0:56:08.560
<v Speaker 1>of my best friends since I was a little girl.

0:56:08.640 --> 0:56:11.799
<v Speaker 1>Like we're besties, we can't really go wrong, and now

0:56:11.880 --> 0:56:18.480
<v Speaker 1>we're old. So every time he said it too, he's so,

0:56:18.719 --> 0:56:22.359
<v Speaker 1>he's so tired, he's like breaking up with him every

0:56:22.400 --> 0:56:25.920
<v Speaker 1>time we fight. Everybody's tired of that. But I do

0:56:26.040 --> 0:56:28.200
<v Speaker 1>that in every relationship. Every time we have an argument

0:56:28.239 --> 0:56:31.320
<v Speaker 1>that's over is just a fight. I know it's stupid

0:56:31.360 --> 0:56:33.640
<v Speaker 1>and it's corny and it's childish. I would be so

0:56:33.760 --> 0:56:36.040
<v Speaker 1>I would be like, Okay, it's child that I had

0:56:36.080 --> 0:56:39.560
<v Speaker 1>a fan. I understand. I like fight, you like to

0:56:39.640 --> 0:56:41.839
<v Speaker 1>fight I like to fight because I get in all

0:56:41.880 --> 0:56:45.080
<v Speaker 1>of my relationships because I know that it's either gonna

0:56:45.160 --> 0:56:50.279
<v Speaker 1>make us get closer or you. Yeah, and I look

0:56:50.320 --> 0:56:51.800
<v Speaker 1>forward to it. When I have a friend and we

0:56:51.840 --> 0:56:53.759
<v Speaker 1>get into that first argument, I'd be like, oh, ship,

0:56:54.080 --> 0:57:02.120
<v Speaker 1>we're about to get real that I'm constructive with every emotion, right, Okay,

0:57:02.280 --> 0:57:04.560
<v Speaker 1>that makes sense. You gotta find the good in every situation.

0:57:04.800 --> 0:57:06.560
<v Speaker 1>You know, that's me. That's my motto. You come to

0:57:06.640 --> 0:57:08.840
<v Speaker 1>my shows, I find the silver lining. But yeah, I

0:57:08.880 --> 0:57:11.080
<v Speaker 1>know the shows that make everybody feel good, we actually

0:57:11.080 --> 0:57:15.840
<v Speaker 1>sell you performed when the Christmas party the Atlantic, we

0:57:15.920 --> 0:57:19.400
<v Speaker 1>were there, Yeah, we was going crazy. I was like,

0:57:19.920 --> 0:57:22.720
<v Speaker 1>I was getting Yeah, I don't totally be like that,

0:57:22.920 --> 0:57:24.800
<v Speaker 1>but it was I should come to the show tonight

0:57:24.920 --> 0:57:29.280
<v Speaker 1>Brooklyn Steel It's in Brooklyn. Yeah, I'm okay, that's a

0:57:29.360 --> 0:57:34.560
<v Speaker 1>place if you want to come through. But anyway, my boy,

0:57:35.000 --> 0:57:37.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't get my hair braided. We're looking. I was like,

0:57:37.720 --> 0:57:41.520
<v Speaker 1>it's a perfect ballet. But stepanie Le's talk about you.

0:57:41.680 --> 0:57:43.880
<v Speaker 1>You and your parents, So your mom and your dad,

0:57:43.920 --> 0:57:46.360
<v Speaker 1>how does that affect how you have relationships? Like she said,

0:57:46.400 --> 0:57:49.840
<v Speaker 1>I never thought about this before, um, but thinking about it,

0:57:49.920 --> 0:57:52.800
<v Speaker 1>sitting here and thinking about it. I feel like with

0:57:52.960 --> 0:57:55.640
<v Speaker 1>my dad, he was in my life, like really close

0:57:55.720 --> 0:57:57.600
<v Speaker 1>to me when I was a kid, like I was,

0:57:57.800 --> 0:57:59.800
<v Speaker 1>I was with my dad all the time, really cling

0:57:59.880 --> 0:58:03.280
<v Speaker 1>to him like I was his favorite girl, and that poof,

0:58:03.400 --> 0:58:06.080
<v Speaker 1>he was gone. So I feel like that may have

0:58:06.240 --> 0:58:10.000
<v Speaker 1>affected me because I'm sure I'm super Yes, I like

0:58:10.160 --> 0:58:13.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm I feel insecure when my man is not around,

0:58:14.120 --> 0:58:16.520
<v Speaker 1>Like I want to be around man all the time.

0:58:17.000 --> 0:58:18.960
<v Speaker 1>And I've been like that since I was since I

0:58:19.080 --> 0:58:22.520
<v Speaker 1>started dating relationships, you know what I mean, Like I

0:58:22.880 --> 0:58:25.960
<v Speaker 1>want the closeness. So I think that may have affected

0:58:26.000 --> 0:58:29.120
<v Speaker 1>me with men, like I'm extra super clean, you know,

0:58:29.240 --> 0:58:31.280
<v Speaker 1>within the poof. Yeah, I don't want them to poof

0:58:31.480 --> 0:58:36.760
<v Speaker 1>they poof, But if that, I would say with my mother,

0:58:37.040 --> 0:58:41.440
<v Speaker 1>she like taught me to be more independent, like period,

0:58:41.640 --> 0:58:45.440
<v Speaker 1>Like I've seen her date, Like she had boyfriends here

0:58:45.480 --> 0:58:48.720
<v Speaker 1>and there, but like she always took care of us

0:58:48.880 --> 0:58:51.040
<v Speaker 1>and herself, you know what I mean, Like she never

0:58:51.160 --> 0:58:54.320
<v Speaker 1>let no man come in and like take care of anything,

0:58:54.560 --> 0:58:56.360
<v Speaker 1>or it was just kind of like she already had

0:58:56.400 --> 0:58:59.720
<v Speaker 1>a house. He was just an addition, you know. Like fun.

0:59:00.120 --> 0:59:02.600
<v Speaker 1>I looked at it like and if it got serious,

0:59:02.800 --> 0:59:04.920
<v Speaker 1>then it was serious. But she always one thing I

0:59:04.960 --> 0:59:07.240
<v Speaker 1>would always hear my mom say was like she did

0:59:07.320 --> 0:59:10.040
<v Speaker 1>not like a liar. So then if I ever catch

0:59:10.080 --> 0:59:12.080
<v Speaker 1>a man and a lie, like I'm quick to cut

0:59:12.160 --> 0:59:14.600
<v Speaker 1>him off because I look at it, like I know,

0:59:14.760 --> 0:59:17.680
<v Speaker 1>my mom used to always say, like I hate a liar.

0:59:17.800 --> 0:59:19.960
<v Speaker 1>I hate a liar. So like I think that just

0:59:20.120 --> 0:59:23.240
<v Speaker 1>got like pushed through my brain. So and men lie,

0:59:23.560 --> 0:59:29.360
<v Speaker 1>men lie, and like women told the truth you but

0:59:29.680 --> 0:59:32.240
<v Speaker 1>I want to get away with it right, And I

0:59:32.360 --> 0:59:34.240
<v Speaker 1>definitely look at that, and I think like I got

0:59:34.320 --> 0:59:36.320
<v Speaker 1>to a point where I was in a relationship where

0:59:36.640 --> 0:59:39.160
<v Speaker 1>the guy I was depending on the man and I

0:59:39.360 --> 0:59:42.280
<v Speaker 1>was like the worst thing ever and it made me

0:59:42.360 --> 0:59:45.000
<v Speaker 1>more so see like damn, I should be more like

0:59:45.160 --> 0:59:47.880
<v Speaker 1>my mother because he left me and a you know

0:59:48.040 --> 0:59:51.520
<v Speaker 1>in a situation where I was kind of fucked up. Yeah,

0:59:51.560 --> 0:59:54.280
<v Speaker 1>and I was doing I was doing better before I

0:59:54.440 --> 0:59:57.720
<v Speaker 1>was with him in like terrible after so I just knew,

0:59:57.880 --> 1:00:00.160
<v Speaker 1>like and then as far as my father, my that

1:00:00.320 --> 1:00:03.680
<v Speaker 1>was verbally abusive. So I feel like me sometimes like

1:00:04.080 --> 1:00:06.640
<v Speaker 1>when I do get into arguments, I say like real

1:00:06.840 --> 1:00:10.360
<v Speaker 1>nasty stuff to like if I'm hurt or like something

1:00:10.480 --> 1:00:12.400
<v Speaker 1>like that. I think that's something I took with him

1:00:12.720 --> 1:00:14.960
<v Speaker 1>from him that was negative. But you know, I try

1:00:15.040 --> 1:00:18.160
<v Speaker 1>to watch myself because my words is crazy, Like I

1:00:18.280 --> 1:00:22.480
<v Speaker 1>can really hurt my birthday. I'm the Capricorn in January thirteen.

1:00:23.240 --> 1:00:34.520
<v Speaker 1>With my mom, I feel like, oh yeah, yeah, okay,

1:00:35.360 --> 1:00:39.920
<v Speaker 1>we're gonna do it. We're gonna do a Okay, we

1:00:40.000 --> 1:00:42.440
<v Speaker 1>got a room for a little close birthdays. It just passed.

1:00:43.200 --> 1:00:44.520
<v Speaker 1>We just have some yeah, thank you to Yeah, have

1:00:44.520 --> 1:00:49.120
<v Speaker 1>a tequila for coming through today. We're gonna but listen,

1:00:49.160 --> 1:00:50.840
<v Speaker 1>we appreciate you so much. We had a really good

1:00:50.880 --> 1:00:54.680
<v Speaker 1>time with you. I was so nervous because I don't know, like,

1:00:55.800 --> 1:00:58.840
<v Speaker 1>list you be naked on your Instagram page. Now you

1:00:58.920 --> 1:01:00.760
<v Speaker 1>gotta come here and talk about you. Was nervous. Let's

1:01:00.760 --> 1:01:04.200
<v Speaker 1>see Virgo moon. I get shy in random times. But

1:01:05.040 --> 1:01:07.240
<v Speaker 1>we're coming today. And I followed you for a long time.

1:01:07.280 --> 1:01:08.920
<v Speaker 1>I love your ship. Oh my god, thank you did

1:01:09.000 --> 1:01:11.919
<v Speaker 1>not waive your girl. I was like, I just waive

1:01:11.960 --> 1:01:18.200
<v Speaker 1>that everybody because I love you. I love album, and

1:01:19.000 --> 1:01:21.880
<v Speaker 1>I foundation that everything should be loved. We should start

1:01:21.920 --> 1:01:24.040
<v Speaker 1>everything with When I don't know you, I love you,

1:01:24.720 --> 1:01:26.120
<v Speaker 1>so you do something stupid and so you have me

1:01:26.200 --> 1:01:27.600
<v Speaker 1>fucked up and you can have me funk to put

1:01:27.600 --> 1:01:29.440
<v Speaker 1>in the first three seconds. But bitch, I'm gonna give

1:01:29.440 --> 1:01:32.080
<v Speaker 1>you the opportunity to not have me fucked up. And

1:01:32.120 --> 1:01:35.080
<v Speaker 1>then I feel good to go around just feeling love. Yeah,

1:01:35.400 --> 1:01:37.920
<v Speaker 1>it feels good and nothing. You know what, it makes

1:01:37.960 --> 1:01:41.840
<v Speaker 1>you feel bad when you hate on people, You feel bad. No, Honestly,

1:01:41.920 --> 1:01:45.400
<v Speaker 1>that energy, that dark energy, it stays on you when

1:01:45.480 --> 1:01:48.360
<v Speaker 1>you're hating on somebody. That karma. No, even when I

1:01:48.440 --> 1:01:51.680
<v Speaker 1>say some evil ship to somebody I don't like, I'll

1:01:51.680 --> 1:01:57.320
<v Speaker 1>be like, all right, yeah that's what I should have said,

1:01:57.440 --> 1:01:59.560
<v Speaker 1>the worst ship to this girl. But all I said was,

1:01:59.600 --> 1:02:02.840
<v Speaker 1>you know what, you can have him go. I released

1:02:02.920 --> 1:02:09.120
<v Speaker 1>him unto you. Good good, so good about that, because

1:02:09.160 --> 1:02:11.560
<v Speaker 1>there's there was nothing she could say, right, and then

1:02:11.560 --> 1:02:18.040
<v Speaker 1>you'd be like, yeah, I love you. Right. Okay, we

1:02:18.120 --> 1:02:19.880
<v Speaker 1>gotta end the show with this. You have to guess

1:02:19.920 --> 1:02:23.400
<v Speaker 1>which one of the ladies just recently did this. Okay,

1:02:23.440 --> 1:02:24.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna tell you a story and you have to

1:02:24.680 --> 1:02:26.480
<v Speaker 1>tell us who is it. Which one of us just

1:02:26.640 --> 1:02:32.000
<v Speaker 1>recently had laser faginal rejuvenation. And it's been absolutely amazing

1:02:32.080 --> 1:02:39.040
<v Speaker 1>that sex has been great and causing quick sessions. Causing

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<v Speaker 1>quick sessions by the way, come, oh my god, this

1:02:44.600 --> 1:02:47.360
<v Speaker 1>is so hard, but i'm gonna say I'm gonna say

1:02:47.360 --> 1:02:59.920
<v Speaker 1>to you, Okay, Well we'll let you know next week. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Lives in Angela finding this week. Thank you list G

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