Speaker 1: Lipa. I should have got some male strippers for us. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that would have been nice. I want I want him
Speaker 1: a male stripper to be. I want to take them
Speaker 1: seriously though. I want him to walk in with some tims,
Speaker 1: you know, take your Are we ready? Okay? No, but
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, like the little colorful throng
Speaker 1: and in my face. I'll just be like giggling like
Speaker 1: so wait. The colorful though, makes you take him seriously
Speaker 1: with the timberlands, no love you. I want him to
Speaker 1: have on like a fit in some tims. I wanted
Speaker 1: to have on like some jeans, walking in with a
Speaker 1: little like tank chopping one. He's like, damn, it's been
Speaker 1: such a long day. Yeah, I want And he comes
Speaker 1: in He's like you want to get today? Yeah, giggling
Speaker 1: with a little like just jiggling in my face. But
Speaker 1: if you don't know what's going on, Lizzo his Heir's
Speaker 1: lift service. We're here, Larry y'ah, Stephanie Gi the full
Speaker 1: entour rise and Lizzo, thank you so much for coming through.
Speaker 1: Thanks for having me. I'm already drunk. We're talking about
Speaker 1: the stripper is I've been wanting to do this Mell
Speaker 1: review show for us. Yes, we have been talking about that. Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you. I hosted one, and before that
Speaker 1: I was very like, I don't know about this. Me
Speaker 1: and my friends were like, I don't know. But when
Speaker 1: we did it, it was really fun. Wait, so what happened? Okay,
Speaker 1: So you have to be a little drunk when you
Speaker 1: go in order to really enjoy yourself, because at first
Speaker 1: people are like, Okay, we don't want nobody to touch us,
Speaker 1: like whatever. But then by the end of the show,
Speaker 1: my friends were laying in the middle place. Yeah, flop
Speaker 1: me off because one of my friends got a dick
Speaker 1: smacked on the forehead like like flush the flush. No, no, no,
Speaker 1: they got on the cock sock. Great, so and they
Speaker 1: tie it tight so that they stay erect the whole time.
Speaker 1: Can we have? And he comes to the live show?
Speaker 1: Can you have? What? Can we have? Like male shippers
Speaker 1: come to the live show and not stripped, but like
Speaker 1: just swing that cocksck. Well, hello, am I gonna be there? Yeah, listen,
Speaker 1: I'm telling you all right, so we gotta do this.
Speaker 1: We're gonna make it happen. This Meal review show because
Speaker 1: it is a lot of it's a great bonding experience.
Speaker 1: A male stripper is able to do a lot of
Speaker 1: things that like regular guys can't do, as far as
Speaker 1: like tockdown rareography. I don't know if they could do
Speaker 1: that because you have to not have a spine. But
Speaker 1: I want to be really good at yoga, right, that's true,
Speaker 1: downward Dog. But yeah, so anyway, let's get more into you, Lizzo. Whoa.
Speaker 1: It was a good transition. Get into its good. I
Speaker 1: do want to start up the show though by talking
Speaker 1: about some grand openings and some grand closings. So congratulations
Speaker 1: to Larr Yeah, who has a brand new job. Congratulations
Speaker 1: she's doing radio. Yes I am. Do you know the
Speaker 1: radio before um podcast? So yeah, Now I'm find the
Speaker 1: Radio one. So I'm gonna be here Radio one that's
Speaker 1: like BBC, um, that's copy. That's okay, Yeah, it's just
Speaker 1: other stations like this. I heart radio. Then there's Radio
Speaker 1: one and then yeah the Black yeah CBS. You know
Speaker 1: I heard number one. But Radio one does good to me. Okay, Okay,
Speaker 1: well we're gonna be there. Don't worry. Yeah is it? Yeah? No,
Speaker 1: I'm playing with you don't want me? But yes, congratulates
Speaker 1: So he shocked me. I was like, that's what we're
Speaker 1: talking about. I didn't know grand grand clothes, and I
Speaker 1: was like trying to figure out that she has a job.
Speaker 1: She ain't got no deal, job to be continued, to
Speaker 1: be continued, so you know, it just depends she did
Speaker 1: text them. They haven't hit her back. Have you ever
Speaker 1: met fired from a job? I'm sorry, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I didn't admire. If I don't go back, it's sort
Speaker 1: of like fired period. I've been fired, fu, I've been fired.
Speaker 1: I got fired from the last shop I ever had.
Speaker 1: Um at this rest wrong because I said I was
Speaker 1: playing this music festival that I actually wasn't playing, and
Speaker 1: I was like, I gotta go. I'm performing this musical festival.
Speaker 1: I got fired. And then a year later I performed
Speaker 1: at that music festival, so it was earlier. You're so
Speaker 1: good to the universe. Did you get fired because you
Speaker 1: weren't really playing it and they found out, or did
Speaker 1: you get fired just because it was on some whole
Speaker 1: ship because I requested the day off, but the manager
Speaker 1: who was supposed to be there to approve it wasn't there.
Speaker 1: But the other manager approved it, and then he was like,
Speaker 1: I didn't approve this. He was being a little house
Speaker 1: he has been hateful. Yeah, he was hating on my shoe.
Speaker 1: He was jealous. They didn't find out. I didn't play
Speaker 1: it though, because believable. Now I look at you all
Speaker 1: the stuff, Man, have you been filaria? I have been fired.
Speaker 1: When I was like an intern at Sony, I was
Speaker 1: a legal intern. I worked for my cousin, and I
Speaker 1: was hanging a legal intern. Yeah, because I wasn't supposed
Speaker 1: to be up there for rel you know how, Like
Speaker 1: he was just my cousin. He like, you could come
Speaker 1: and help out whatever whatever. So I used to just
Speaker 1: be going up there and everybody offense learning what to do.
Speaker 1: So you got fired from a job he was not.
Speaker 1: I wasn't even higher. But you know what, when he
Speaker 1: fired me, it actually got me higher because everybody felt bad,
Speaker 1: like why did he fire you? And it was only
Speaker 1: because I was like in the studio with the artists
Speaker 1: and stuff like that, and he was just like, what
Speaker 1: are you doing with them? You're too young? But I
Speaker 1: was really I was an artist myself, so he didn't
Speaker 1: look at it like that. The days fired me like
Speaker 1: a hater, and then I was back in the building
Speaker 1: like a month later with a job. Okay, what about you, Steff.
Speaker 1: I got fired from the first strip club I ever
Speaker 1: worked out because I was a waitress and um, I
Speaker 1: found these customers, like some regular customers, and um, I
Speaker 1: would bring them ice, and every time I will bring
Speaker 1: them ice, there will give me like an eighty dollar tip,
Speaker 1: like I'll get one day will buy like waters bottles.
Speaker 1: And then every time I would bring them ice or
Speaker 1: some cups or something, they will all give me money,
Speaker 1: like give me eighty dollars. So I stood out there table.
Speaker 1: Why didn't it was the rest of the cloth, so
Speaker 1: especially the like my ticket book wasn't coming out good.
Speaker 1: Like what what happened is is you would give, you know,
Speaker 1: write the tickets and then at the end of the
Speaker 1: night you were just getting the manager the ticket book.
Speaker 1: So my ticket book will have like one customer or
Speaker 1: two customers. So they fired me and I was wasssing
Speaker 1: and that made me go and I came back to
Speaker 1: the club to work as a stripper. I was like,
Speaker 1: come back, but I didn't. That's what happened. I got
Speaker 1: laid off. You know how they tried to make it
Speaker 1: like softer. I got laid You can't get that work right.
Speaker 1: So I did get laid off and for no you
Speaker 1: know what, I still ended up getting unemployment, which was nice.
Speaker 1: But and it was the sad part about it was
Speaker 1: that the girl that had to lay me off, she
Speaker 1: started crying and everything, and I wasn't crying. She felt
Speaker 1: terrible to fire you. Yeah, the only bad part about
Speaker 1: it was that day, like my friend had came up
Speaker 1: to meet me, this guy that I was talking to,
Speaker 1: and we would like supposed to go out to dinner
Speaker 1: after She was like, can I talk to you for
Speaker 1: a minute before you leave? I was like, sure, I'll
Speaker 1: be right back, and you won't be right back there
Speaker 1: as long as you want now. But anyway, build's character
Speaker 1: right stronger. Here we are the whole experience. Now, you
Speaker 1: talk a lot about boys, Lizzo in real life, So
Speaker 1: let me ask you this. Now that you know you're rich,
Speaker 1: you popp in, can we say that you're rich? You're rich?
Speaker 1: I mean I said it last night. Yeah, never said
Speaker 1: was like, I'm rich. So I'll just charged us to
Speaker 1: the motherfucking car, would you co sign? Let's say you
Speaker 1: were dating a guy, you would be like him, but
Speaker 1: his credit is not good. He hasn't really established it right,
Speaker 1: and somebody asked that some lip service to answer this question.
Speaker 1: Her baby daddy wants heard a co sign on a
Speaker 1: car for him, but she knows he's not that responsible.
Speaker 1: Is she wrong? If she doesn't co sign? Would you
Speaker 1: do it? She is absolutely not wrong. I would never, ever, ever, ever,
Speaker 1: ever even be dating his ass in the first place.
Speaker 1: First of all, sorry, I know that other people would
Speaker 1: you know that y'all got big hearts of ship. I
Speaker 1: got big clip energy, so you wouldn't even get that
Speaker 1: far like my I would so, but if you did
Speaker 1: get that far into my heart, right, I would be like,
Speaker 1: you know what, let's build your credit. Yeah, okay, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna because I also feel like you should have somebody
Speaker 1: else that could do it. Who exactly that I shouldn't
Speaker 1: be asking? Your girl? I am, and you should have
Speaker 1: his credit. My manager co signed from my apartment. And
Speaker 1: you know it's nice that this isn't a regular boyfriend.
Speaker 1: It's her it's her kids father. Yeah, so you want
Speaker 1: him to have the things to make sure you're mean
Speaker 1: for me, I'm retarded, Like, I'm like, ok, let him
Speaker 1: use my uber and my lips a card, you know,
Speaker 1: what I mean, why do you how do you just
Speaker 1: go buy a car? Why do you need a note
Speaker 1: that you need a co sign? You take your little
Speaker 1: coin and you go buy you something. I don't know
Speaker 1: if he has the money for that boy involved, now
Speaker 1: that's the only different. I mean, he got to put
Speaker 1: down the down payment. So if he got to put
Speaker 1: down the down because and he still has still work out,
Speaker 1: you know, still have to get alone. How was he
Speaker 1: driving before his parents had bought him a car, like
Speaker 1: co sign on the car sign but then he Yeah,
Speaker 1: definitely not the part with your ass. I think over
Speaker 1: the time, there's a lot of rid sharing services. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's okay. You have a levit driver. His name is Uber,
Speaker 1: all right, so nobody here with co sign on something
Speaker 1: for that. I would I would buy my baby a
Speaker 1: car first in his situation. I mean, even if he's
Speaker 1: for me, I would. Um, I would do it, and
Speaker 1: I would end up paying the note and all of that. Okay, really,
Speaker 1: but it's only because it's a special circumstance because it's
Speaker 1: my kid's a kid, that's the only reason. Because it's
Speaker 1: like paying for the kid. That's why I would pay
Speaker 1: the note. But see flips up if he if he
Speaker 1: sucked up the note, it's sucking on my credit. So
Speaker 1: I'm gonna have to pay it anyway because it's on
Speaker 1: my name. You might not not till it's too late.
Speaker 1: See that's the kill. I have sugar mama tendencies, like
Speaker 1: I have goals and dreams when I get older being
Speaker 1: a sugar mama because I just love spoiling people. I
Speaker 1: love gifts. So maybe I would buy myself a car
Speaker 1: and be like, you can't use that, true sugar mama
Speaker 1: fast you know that he can help pay you know
Speaker 1: the note too. Yeah, I think I think it could
Speaker 1: be in your name and if you don't use it, yeah,
Speaker 1: it's my car at the end of the day. Don't
Speaker 1: even say time. I think, don't say that I'll pay
Speaker 1: a thing, because then that makes somebody lazy and they're like, well,
Speaker 1: you know I don't gotta pay because she got it.
Speaker 1: So if you just give him the responsibility of like,
Speaker 1: you're gonna pay this because you're already and I've done
Speaker 1: this before. I've put a cable bell in my name.
Speaker 1: That was enough. Like he didn't pay that cable bell
Speaker 1: was very lest. It was like stell on and it's
Speaker 1: like I couldn't sign it off and it was just
Speaker 1: a lot, and it ended up being like how much
Speaker 1: six seven d dollars I had to pay at the
Speaker 1: end of the that God forbid. Another bitch watching the cable.
Speaker 1: You pay. That's what the Netflix. You know, it was
Speaker 1: another bitch watching that ship because I was laid up
Speaker 1: watching the Teddy Podcast documentary, watching my cable. You can
Speaker 1: put out your replaceable should be like, give me the
Speaker 1: you would just take it back cable. I don't know.
Speaker 1: She tried to shut it. Don't know what some sisters
Speaker 1: and cut the water. It was a crest state, I
Speaker 1: ain't how many. It was a cross country. Wasn't about
Speaker 1: to do all that. I just paid the seven hundred
Speaker 1: and called it to day. I was like, yeah, sometimes
Speaker 1: you got to just take that relationship. Sometimes we get
Speaker 1: too concerned. I think about like how much money we spent,
Speaker 1: because I know sometimes you break up with somebody and
Speaker 1: you be thinking like I bought this, I bought that,
Speaker 1: I spent this. I couldn't saved this. But sometimes you
Speaker 1: gotta just take the loss in a relationship. What's the
Speaker 1: nicest thing you ever gave? Somebody lives up? Who my
Speaker 1: time time. I'm a I'm a I'm a trip. I'm
Speaker 1: a tourist. So tourists are very like we love giving
Speaker 1: gifts and we love spoiling people. So I'm very much like,
Speaker 1: if I like you, I'm taking you on a trip
Speaker 1: with me. And I almost took this nigger shoot BALI
Speaker 1: me pay for almost paid for this flight, pay for
Speaker 1: the resort, pay for everything. But you know, God is amazing,
Speaker 1: and he was like, you know, you give a lot,
Speaker 1: but you're not gonna give this bitch. And there was
Speaker 1: a well, actually I'm not going to go into detail,
Speaker 1: but your own, you know. But the other one, um, okay,
Speaker 1: I'm not well, I can't go into detail because it's
Speaker 1: kind of on some tragic ship, can't be. But God
Speaker 1: really protected me and was like, you're not gonna do this.
Speaker 1: So I almost did that list December and I didn't,
Speaker 1: but I would go the full mile for somebody to
Speaker 1: care about. So okay, so you didn't do it, So
Speaker 1: you guys are not. Oh we never spoke after that,
Speaker 1: though we haven't spoken since then. We're gonna know why. Okay, listen.
Speaker 1: So this on the other side, on the petty side
Speaker 1: of things, this is what really pissed me off. There
Speaker 1: was this other person. There was this girl who he
Speaker 1: said that he wasn't talking to, never been to his house,
Speaker 1: didn't know his family hand, and they never everything. And
Speaker 1: I was like, okay, cool, whatever, whatever, whatever. But she
Speaker 1: was slick. She was always post a little slick shit
Speaker 1: being like that, so you can see, yeah, and I'll
Speaker 1: be like, wait, but if y'all aren't still talking, then
Speaker 1: why is the corner of your head at her birthday party?
Speaker 1: You know what I'm like. And then he went off
Speaker 1: and was like, no one never been in this room, like,
Speaker 1: no other girl has been in this room. You know
Speaker 1: my brother. And I was like, okay, cool. And then
Speaker 1: literally when I was trying to buy the flights and everything,
Speaker 1: I was just like something told me my intuition, women's intuitions.
Speaker 1: It was like, just check her page. You haven't checked
Speaker 1: it in a long time. Check her page. And I
Speaker 1: go and she posted a picture of his brother of
Speaker 1: her doing his dreads and was like, I guess I'm
Speaker 1: the dreadmaster in their house. And I was like, so,
Speaker 1: you're your brother's hair, but she doesn't know your brother,
Speaker 1: she's never so I was just just you know how
Speaker 1: when you go off and be like you told me
Speaker 1: that you didn't know it. Like I didn't even go
Speaker 1: off this time, y'all. This is how you know you're done.
Speaker 1: I look at him and I calmly was like, I'm
Speaker 1: never speaking to him again. He didn't even Yeah, I
Speaker 1: was so calm when I get to that point, it
Speaker 1: was it was done. Unblocked him, Like because we block
Speaker 1: each other, the petty ship will block each other. Just
Speaker 1: get me living my goddamn life, selling out shows. I
Speaker 1: want you to see this shine at my city. That's
Speaker 1: why I don't block. You'd be happy if I want
Speaker 1: you to see me really happy, Like we're all happy.
Speaker 1: The next second is making me and I'm everywhere. I
Speaker 1: told his ask. So that's that was the petty side
Speaker 1: of what happened. There was some other ship so okay, yeah,
Speaker 1: but his wag ass, fuck his wack girl, his STDs
Speaker 1: and ship and he ain't get by Yeah, and he
Speaker 1: stink with the jet man trust me where he does
Speaker 1: not want to be. But you're literally dick that I
Speaker 1: have to put in my belly buttons. Yeah. The reason
Speaker 1: that's somebody said on Twitter because I was talking about
Speaker 1: we were talking about cleaning ourselves. Right, There was this
Speaker 1: big topic about people who don't wash their legs and
Speaker 1: their feet in the shallows. What the hell they're like, Oh,
Speaker 1: the soap just drips down. You have to wash your
Speaker 1: every of your skin. That was a real topic. There's
Speaker 1: people that don't wash their legs and their feet. So
Speaker 1: I had posted about it, right because I do that.
Speaker 1: And not only that, but I clean my belly button
Speaker 1: with a cute tip. Cute, right. I don't do that
Speaker 1: every day, but I do that like maintenance. But I
Speaker 1: don't make sure really deep any with ridges, so I
Speaker 1: have to get peaks and belly Yeah, going on, So
Speaker 1: somebody told me on Twitter she said that guy that
Speaker 1: she dated tried to fuck her belly button. No cute, Yeah,
Speaker 1: so tiny? How does this digit of your belly button? Okay?
Speaker 1: Or is her belly button that can't be that sizeable?
Speaker 1: Like and she's a thick bitch, like I got a
Speaker 1: big belly but not coming on panus. A micro penis
Speaker 1: could actually fit in a belly button, a micro I've
Speaker 1: seen some small before one in particular. I'm thinking of, Yeah, Mica,
Speaker 1: going a fucking belly button with it your own? She
Speaker 1: don't know somebody for everybody, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: And there's somebody who would gladly let the micro penis
Speaker 1: boyfriend the belly button or their earhole or they're not
Speaker 1: or they're under arm. There you go squeeze its sight.
Speaker 1: I think that's even weird to me. I don't like
Speaker 1: to I don't like that my city. Okay, so you're
Speaker 1: when I look at when you started out immediately out,
Speaker 1: they're wider, and I think it doesn't matter how big
Speaker 1: you are, you need that with in order to get
Speaker 1: my are a little longer, more narrow side. I have
Speaker 1: like the little egg drops they come from the side
Speaker 1: like I've attempted and it's just too thin. You got,
Speaker 1: you got, it does nothing. But it was also very
Speaker 1: drunk and it just didn't work. You're supposed to open
Speaker 1: your mouth. It was terble. I didn't have the book
Speaker 1: on it. Then I think you have a great I
Speaker 1: just think we think it's it's it's very weird. It's weird.
Speaker 1: It's very like nothing for you. Yeah, not like all
Speaker 1: the time, but like people of course have tried and
Speaker 1: I get that dick out of probably done it like
Speaker 1: that all right. Now I need you to finish this sentence. Okay,
Speaker 1: And so you guys are gonna give this scenario when
Speaker 1: this is acceptable. It's acceptable to data man who lives
Speaker 1: with his mom if she's dying, she's definitely ill. And
Speaker 1: I have an acceptable reason to live with your mom
Speaker 1: if you guys live in a fucking mansion and she's
Speaker 1: you have like you live in the guest house as
Speaker 1: she over there, or she lives in the guest house
Speaker 1: and you're that that's you know, it's a big space,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. There's a difference between you
Speaker 1: living with your mom and your mom living with you.
Speaker 1: What you mean you mean he lived in his mom.
Speaker 1: It's acceptable if and you have to give a scenario,
Speaker 1: it's acceptable if she can throw down on the macaroni
Speaker 1: and she's everything she watch but he's never gonna want
Speaker 1: to move you in because he got her. No, if
Speaker 1: the house is big enough, I'm cool, mom, Are you
Speaker 1: serious here? I'm not live with your mama and you
Speaker 1: she cleans up, does the laudry she got herr me
Speaker 1: moaning and screaming to she got what that's what I
Speaker 1: don't want to do what she's deft? And maybe that's
Speaker 1: a big space, like it's a mansion. She lives on
Speaker 1: the left wing on the right, and she got to
Speaker 1: be sick or he got to be some type of tragic.
Speaker 1: Maybe his wife just died. And what if he travels
Speaker 1: a lot? Oh no, he's barely ever mand I forgot now,
Speaker 1: I said, of men, I'm thinking what a man lived
Speaker 1: with his mother? Right? Okay, what if he travels a lot?
Speaker 1: He's not really home like that, and said when he
Speaker 1: does come back to his hometown, that's where he stays.
Speaker 1: But he's always on the road. But that residental house,
Speaker 1: see there you go. But if he's like, I don't
Speaker 1: want to come because I want to leave my mother
Speaker 1: by herself. Yeah, like you never watched one. And then
Speaker 1: it's like I don't just a new black but in
Speaker 1: Australia and the woman her mother used to cock block
Speaker 1: on everybody, like she's like I'm about to go out,
Speaker 1: She's like, no, why do you have to go out?
Speaker 1: So every night she would stay home with her mom,
Speaker 1: and she was like forty years old. Well, if his
Speaker 1: mom likes me, I feel like she would allow him
Speaker 1: to come see me. So you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: what if you have to ask his mom? You gotta
Speaker 1: get on with her first of all, period point Blake,
Speaker 1: and I feel like if she's giving you issues, and
Speaker 1: maybe that's a SIGNY shouldn't be together. I came now
Speaker 1: answer this one. I can forgive you for spending the
Speaker 1: night out if let's just say, yeah, with the jail,
Speaker 1: but only what's the reason that man could spend the
Speaker 1: night in jail or the hospital? Other than that, then
Speaker 1: we got a problem. If he's having a good time,
Speaker 1: I don't know what I'll be spending. I go I
Speaker 1: I never come back, might not make it, might don't
Speaker 1: make it. I might even go out come in London how,
Speaker 1: I don't know how. But that's different because also like
Speaker 1: you're you, but say he does like a regular job,
Speaker 1: like a nine to five, and something happened, Say I
Speaker 1: got in an argument and he left and just then
Speaker 1: come on an argument? You know, but you gotta have
Speaker 1: like I have a level. Well, I don't know, I
Speaker 1: don't know. It's not a good answer for this. Go ahead,
Speaker 1: you look with somebody. You gotta know their tendencies. And
Speaker 1: if you're out all night and I suspect that you
Speaker 1: were doing some funked up ship, then at the end
Speaker 1: of the day we have trust issues. I already think
Speaker 1: you're a up person right now. That's interesting that you
Speaker 1: say that, because a lot of times we're in relationships
Speaker 1: with people that we don't trust and that kind of sex.
Speaker 1: When something does happen, it's like it's always I never
Speaker 1: believe you. And then that's no way to have a relationship.
Speaker 1: When you gotta look at you for on and be
Speaker 1: like I want to go through it, or I gotta
Speaker 1: want to go through your stuff and look at your
Speaker 1: pages and stalk everybody, then that seems like a bigger
Speaker 1: issue in a relationship, right yeah, I think so. I
Speaker 1: agree that because I tend to be a very cool,
Speaker 1: trusting person doesn't always work out, like I feel like
Speaker 1: I have to be too busy. I think it's all
Speaker 1: it's case by case thing. Because like if my man
Speaker 1: went out and he came home myself and in the morning,
Speaker 1: like he's gonna have been having breakfast, chilling, it's New York.
Speaker 1: It's not that big of a deal. But if your
Speaker 1: man comes home and he already slept, he's refreshed, he's refreshed.
Speaker 1: It's like, what do you smell clean? Yeah? Yeah, because
Speaker 1: you all good clean. Some people be so trusting that
Speaker 1: it's more like naive than trust exactly, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, And then you get ran over. Sometimes you
Speaker 1: have to put your foot down in I thought you
Speaker 1: have to be like, yo, are you with that bitch?
Speaker 1: That they don't gotta be like that. But you can't
Speaker 1: just be like, oh, well, he might have just went
Speaker 1: out and had a good time. No, he might have
Speaker 1: been getting his dick stuck too, So you gotta just
Speaker 1: kind of, like you said, you got to know that
Speaker 1: person and like whatever y'all situation is. But I don't
Speaker 1: think you should be too to trust him because people
Speaker 1: love what is it, give them an inch they take
Speaker 1: him out. But I also think it depends until he
Speaker 1: check in and tell you like checking just disappear or
Speaker 1: yeah he said. It's one thing if I didn't talk
Speaker 1: to you at all since six pm and then you
Speaker 1: come into the say it's a whole another thing if
Speaker 1: it's eleven o'clock a night and he's like, look, we've
Speaker 1: been out here, I've spoken drinking and you know I
Speaker 1: passed or maybe he called you a three. I'm like,
Speaker 1: y'all passed out of my boy's couch. I'm about to
Speaker 1: come back, like as long as he's telling you what's
Speaker 1: going on. I think you believe that I was. I
Speaker 1: passed out all my man's couch. You I believed that before.
Speaker 1: You believe that. You believe that one time, if he's
Speaker 1: a weed smoker, he might have fell asleep. Sometimes you
Speaker 1: have video game video games and they passed on on
Speaker 1: the couch turn in the morning, like the lovely I
Speaker 1: can't remember the last time I was, just like, I can't,
Speaker 1: but I'm not gonna mind when I set on my boyfriend.
Speaker 1: The number one thing I will say is all I
Speaker 1: fell asleep. It's definitely been in my house. What I'm saying,
Speaker 1: that's the eating So I don't know. The first excuse
Speaker 1: the man will say like I would sleep, Like yeah,
Speaker 1: I also wake up at four in the morning. I
Speaker 1: know I do. I wake up every day at four,
Speaker 1: but I might really fall asleep. I just got an
Speaker 1: alert on my phone. What he's sleep? Angela the east
Speaker 1: Lip serious new episode just now, okay, that should been
Speaker 1: out now listen, say hey, I got it about stonemates
Speaker 1: for a second. Because of course our biggest SONMATEE is
Speaker 1: ourself on out. Listen to my album all right, you
Speaker 1: gotta love You before you could let somebody else. Absolutely,
Speaker 1: that's very true. But do you believe in soul mates?
Speaker 1: I'm looking at us a Big Sean and janay I
Speaker 1: go and somebody asked her about do you believe in
Speaker 1: so amazing? She said she found hers and it looks
Speaker 1: like her and Big show. I might be like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't know if they're back together, but they posted
Speaker 1: a picture together. They love that freaks out board like that, like,
Speaker 1: just go back. But do you believe in so mates? Yes?
Speaker 1: I believe in soul mates, but I believe that you
Speaker 1: have many soul mates, which is why I talk about
Speaker 1: you being your own soul mate, because that if I
Speaker 1: only believe in one soul mate in the world, then
Speaker 1: that would be kind of unfair and selfish to a
Speaker 1: lot of people. Were like, but I found this person
Speaker 1: who's just like me. That's cool. But I think that
Speaker 1: you know, it gets real metaphysical. But I feel like
Speaker 1: in this life, you meet people who are just so
Speaker 1: familiar to you. It's just so easy to get close
Speaker 1: and connected with them. I think that friends are soul
Speaker 1: mates as well. You know what I'm saying. I think
Speaker 1: like family is soul mates. I think like that's how
Speaker 1: you ended up being family in the first place, Like
Speaker 1: what brought you together? You know what I'm saying that
Speaker 1: some people who are family, you know like that, come
Speaker 1: and listen. I got a whole system that I have
Speaker 1: to not talk to that's not your soul mate. And
Speaker 1: that's how you know that they're be in the same
Speaker 1: room and don't speak. That you listen to friens more
Speaker 1: than just blood, Like it's something spiritual that connects you
Speaker 1: to people on this planet. So I feel like when
Speaker 1: you meet a person and there's a romantic connection and
Speaker 1: it feels amazing and like you've known each other before.
Speaker 1: But let me tell you something. Even with this body Nigga,
Speaker 1: when I first met right I, when I first saw him,
Speaker 1: I was like, you look really familiar. Do I know
Speaker 1: you from somewhere? And he was like um, and he
Speaker 1: says him like he was in this movie but the
Speaker 1: movie wasn't even out and but girl, that wasn't out.
Speaker 1: But anyway, like and he was like, yeah, I felt
Speaker 1: a Dejabuto met and it was just really spiritual and
Speaker 1: we had a lot of parallels. And but he ain't
Speaker 1: in my life no more so. So soul mates for seasons.
Speaker 1: But I think that this is the soul mate that
Speaker 1: never goes away, the for sure thing. Can I see
Speaker 1: something said this other girl knew about you but was
Speaker 1: still posting those things. I'm sorry, I gotta ask this.
Speaker 1: That's what they do girl. Yeah, that's so, it's okay
Speaker 1: with being the side check. Yeah they are they. I
Speaker 1: think that, um he was really good at lying in
Speaker 1: painting pictures too. And I remember I wrote her. I
Speaker 1: never wrote the bid wrote and I wrote her the
Speaker 1: same day I saw the picture and I said, you
Speaker 1: know what, you can have him. Hope he does you
Speaker 1: better than he did me. Peace, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: She didn't respond to me, because she never did, but
Speaker 1: she just went off on Twitter. How can you talk
Speaker 1: on the situation that you have no idea about. You
Speaker 1: know nothing about this situation. I'm like, girl, I don't
Speaker 1: care what situation he paint it for your dumbass. It
Speaker 1: wasn't the situation that you thought it was, because clearly
Speaker 1: the motherucker don't even care about you. And he also
Speaker 1: there's other us. So was like, bitch, what's you gonna
Speaker 1: have for? Why are you mad at me? I'm not
Speaker 1: that when they did anything he even won, and she's
Speaker 1: still fooling with his dumbass. Did he tried to reach
Speaker 1: out to you and all after that, because you know,
Speaker 1: but he's a non reaching out as motherfucker. He just
Speaker 1: likes to get upset and sit by himself and go
Speaker 1: over it in his mind. And his brother reached ops
Speaker 1: to me though, sweet he probably told his better to
Speaker 1: reach out. He was like, I think you guys had
Speaker 1: like some sort of fight, um, but I not a
Speaker 1: part of that. Because of you. I can't get my
Speaker 1: head done no more. Skimpfunk out of here, that dread shape.
Speaker 1: She only did my hair once, and she asked to
Speaker 1: do it. She only did my head. He was like,
Speaker 1: she asked me, and I was like, guys, okay, well
Speaker 1: at least she has a position dread master, like anyone
Speaker 1: dread master. So you guys just even mates, like you
Speaker 1: think you have your soul mate this point, even if
Speaker 1: I didn't think you stuck. Are you in love with
Speaker 1: somebody you know him? I should I, but we've been
Speaker 1: together on and off of ten years, but he is
Speaker 1: hot mostly on, mostly on. But no, no, no, no
Speaker 1: no no, we've been together for ten years, but they
Speaker 1: were if you break up, but you know, you go
Speaker 1: away and then love brings you back together and you
Speaker 1: think that's your soul mate. Though absolutely, okay, that's all right,
Speaker 1: so you believe in that. What about your step? Um?
Speaker 1: I think every time I'm in love, I find my
Speaker 1: soul mate. I'm so happy, all right, Um, I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't think so you know it's my myul is
Speaker 1: my soul mate. There's a difference. So I think that
Speaker 1: we get we get it twisted between a soul mate
Speaker 1: and an amazing romantic partner that we're in love with.
Speaker 1: You can have a soul mate that you're not in
Speaker 1: love with, and because you have this like soul contection
Speaker 1: where you can't even explain it, that person who you
Speaker 1: know it was the right no wrong time, right place,
Speaker 1: right person, but the wrong timing. You can have ship
Speaker 1: where it's like you have that too. You had that too,
Speaker 1: happen to you when you were a kid. You feel
Speaker 1: the same way about this. We are in each other's heads.
Speaker 1: I want to have my mind like, my mind gets read,
Speaker 1: my sentences get finished. And not just because we're familiar
Speaker 1: with each other, but like even when we first started
Speaker 1: hanging out, I would sing a song, and he would
Speaker 1: reference something that had nothing to do with the actual song,
Speaker 1: but it was what I was thinking, and I'd be like, damn,
Speaker 1: you could read my mind. Like I feel like it's
Speaker 1: like a deep, almost like inexplicable thing, but it doesn't
Speaker 1: always have to work out. And I think people want
Speaker 1: things to work out so bad with this person they
Speaker 1: have a soul connection with, but sometimes they're not the
Speaker 1: healthiest person for you, right, you know what I'm saying
Speaker 1: that I definitely felt like I've met somebody that I
Speaker 1: might have thought was but didn't end up being right,
Speaker 1: or I ended up being Yeah, I end up being
Speaker 1: more toxic than anything. So I think sometimes I like
Speaker 1: to be kind of careful with the whole soul mate
Speaker 1: thing because I do believe in it, but it's just
Speaker 1: I don't want to call anybody that and then something
Speaker 1: happens and I'm devastated, like hell, loss my soul made.
Speaker 1: Like I like the fact that you said we have
Speaker 1: a lot of different soulmates like your friends, and I
Speaker 1: do think like the different connection you have with certain
Speaker 1: people friend wise, it's weird because like even like it'll
Speaker 1: be certain jokes that maybe like even with me an
Speaker 1: ange that it'll be a joke. Me and her might
Speaker 1: get that somebody else would be like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: it ain't Now she's not mad, but I justn't mean
Speaker 1: like you know what she's like. You know that don't mad,
Speaker 1: but you know what I mean. You can have your
Speaker 1: inside jokes with like certain people like the stuff like that.
Speaker 1: I think you know that's a connection. But I don't
Speaker 1: want to say soul mate too much. You know, and
Speaker 1: you know, when you gotta let when you have that
Speaker 1: soul connection with somebody, you know, and you feel when
Speaker 1: it's time to let them go, when when it's not
Speaker 1: the right one, but you can still have that connection,
Speaker 1: just you know, you gotta let to set them all
Speaker 1: to God. What about loving first first? I don't know
Speaker 1: about that first but I feel like lust that first sight.
Speaker 1: I've definitely had some crazy unexpect the connections at first,
Speaker 1: like look at each other in the eyes, like oh
Speaker 1: and then what happens? Well, one time story I told
Speaker 1: that I've I've told this story on live service. I'm
Speaker 1: sure I have told this story. But there was one guy.
Speaker 1: He ended up being my boyfriend and I got his
Speaker 1: name Tattooon and everything. But but we mean I'm a sagittarius,
Speaker 1: but so the first Actually, I'm working on getting your mind.
Speaker 1: Even though he and I have really good friends and
Speaker 1: he listens to the show, so I know it's gonna
Speaker 1: really break his heart when he hears it. But like
Speaker 1: I said, the first time, the first time we laid
Speaker 1: eyes on each other, like we made eye contact, it
Speaker 1: was like a zap. It was like a connection, and
Speaker 1: we had a wild time. We ended up snaying together
Speaker 1: for three and I've never done that before. I've never
Speaker 1: met a guy the first day and slept with him
Speaker 1: except for that time. And we ended up things together
Speaker 1: for three days and we had a long relationship afterwards.
Speaker 1: Soon did you get that tattoo? But I mean not
Speaker 1: even a year? Yeah, pretty much, it should have been
Speaker 1: the third day, but not even a year. A couple
Speaker 1: of months, a couple of months. But what's funny is
Speaker 1: that after I got the tattoo, I realized he wasn't
Speaker 1: ship and we joke up five or six later. But now,
Speaker 1: because after I got the tattoo, he started confession ship.
Speaker 1: I swear to god, I'm like that was like a wedding. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was like never that. It just stef with me
Speaker 1: you could take bring off. But it did feel like
Speaker 1: love at first sight with that guy, with that one person.
Speaker 1: I don't know. It could be in his eyes. He
Speaker 1: had green eyes, green eyes. No, no, he's just black guy.
Speaker 1: What about you, Jez love a fair sight? Who want
Speaker 1: to believe you know? I've never experienced love at first sight.
Speaker 1: I have experienced lust that first sight, but I wasn't
Speaker 1: in love, but I just wanted to have sex. What
Speaker 1: about love at first fuck? Yes, yes, I've experienced that.
Speaker 1: I think I've experienced that because yeah, yeah, at first
Speaker 1: first I will say that first love and I have
Speaker 1: a very My views on things are very strange and different,
Speaker 1: a little metaphysical and a little big picture. I think
Speaker 1: that everybody has a basic love for each other as
Speaker 1: human beings were all connected, and I think that we
Speaker 1: all have a unconditional love at the base of things.
Speaker 1: I think society gets us fucked up now. I think
Speaker 1: that some people I really don't like, yes and maybe
Speaker 1: don't like your energy, just don't mix with them, and
Speaker 1: maybe they look a start way not just piss you.
Speaker 1: Some people's face is just like but I know that
Speaker 1: at the bottom of my heart there's some love for you.
Speaker 1: If I saw you and you needed a dollar, I'll
Speaker 1: be like this year, like, if you're poor and homeless
Speaker 1: and the corner and I didn't really know you, I
Speaker 1: probably would have gave you a dollar, But since I
Speaker 1: know you, I don't like it. We all have a
Speaker 1: fundamental life, I mean, without knowing people without the more
Speaker 1: you get to know them, that's where society has it's
Speaker 1: sucked up, because the more we get to know people,
Speaker 1: like our socialized behavior makes us be like I don't
Speaker 1: like the way they talk, I don't like the way
Speaker 1: they walk, or this bitch had a problem with me
Speaker 1: because they were defensive or insecure, and then that made
Speaker 1: me buck back, Like we get each other fucked up
Speaker 1: as we get to know each other. So I really
Speaker 1: think that you got me fucked up. But I think
Speaker 1: at the I think we all have a basic love
Speaker 1: it first sight with people where it's like I genuinely
Speaker 1: when I first met you today, I want to like
Speaker 1: you and I want to love you. Who knows what's
Speaker 1: gonna happen. But at the end of the day, it's like,
Speaker 1: and especially if you have a sexual connection, so you
Speaker 1: have that up right there, and then you have a
Speaker 1: sexual attraction boom. To me, that's the perfect person. Love
Speaker 1: it first sight. But you know that's just me. I'm
Speaker 1: a little guru over here. But because it's true. You
Speaker 1: meet somebody, it's like hey, and you're you're hugging and
Speaker 1: and do seeing each other and I agree with that.
Speaker 1: And then that you get to know them and you're like,
Speaker 1: you know what, then they open am this person thinks
Speaker 1: I don't like this person's see why didn't they have?
Speaker 1: That happened to me where it's like I meet people,
Speaker 1: you know, I say bitch a lot, and you know
Speaker 1: they're like, your favorite word is bitch. I'm like, I
Speaker 1: guess it is bitch. Bitch Like people coming up to
Speaker 1: me being hey, bitch, Like radio programmers like people who
Speaker 1: would never say that to somebody would be like, what
Speaker 1: trup bitch? And I'm like, sound right? I wanted to
Speaker 1: like you, motherfucker. I'll be like, hi, bitch, bitch, I
Speaker 1: be real hard. You know, if you can't take yes, ship,
Speaker 1: that's yeship, that's my word. Yeah, that's your word. What
Speaker 1: about love at first? Have you ever fell in love
Speaker 1: from sex? No? But if you haven't ever loved to dick,
Speaker 1: he licked her lips. I have admired a beautiful dick
Speaker 1: and it was separate from the person. I was like, Wow,
Speaker 1: it's just like this. Yeah, I always described it as
Speaker 1: and I'd be like, yeah, I believe that. I believe
Speaker 1: in the romantic side of love being an extra. I
Speaker 1: believe in that being extra. I think that love should
Speaker 1: be love. It should be the same kind of love
Speaker 1: across the board. I think sex is like an extracurricular
Speaker 1: activity with somebody that you just have that unconditional love
Speaker 1: for it. So you could love somebody but the sex
Speaker 1: cannot be good and you'll be Okay, yeah, I don't
Speaker 1: get me fuck up, all right. I haven't you also
Speaker 1: experienced like, because you love somebody so much, you'll ignore
Speaker 1: all of those that you'll be like, we're keeping your
Speaker 1: better before, but since you love this person, it's just
Speaker 1: kind of right. You've been to that. I love somebody
Speaker 1: who's breath stonk, but when I love I don't go
Speaker 1: too far. When I first missed him because I liked
Speaker 1: him so much, and then when I stopped loving him,
Speaker 1: his breath st't just so much. I thought your breath
Speaker 1: was sweet. You're saying nobody was staying bad that I
Speaker 1: could barely be friends. But I don't even know because
Speaker 1: I liked him. I was in love with somebody and
Speaker 1: the sex was like below average, below average. Yeah, I was.
Speaker 1: He had a little a little day, you had a
Speaker 1: little thick. I ain't used to try. He was like
Speaker 1: like I think he was stroking and you try. I
Speaker 1: love them, I love them, and I don't I didn't
Speaker 1: love Is that why you broke up? No, we broke
Speaker 1: up some. But and he and I had such He
Speaker 1: and I knew each other for so long, and we
Speaker 1: had such a connection as friends, you know, and we
Speaker 1: the kissing was great. We had great kisses. The only
Speaker 1: thing that was so long was how y'all knew each other? Right?
Speaker 1: But you know, I love them, I mean, and I
Speaker 1: used to be in the back of my mind, like
Speaker 1: when he goes away, I'm gonna be cheating on. I
Speaker 1: need a really good any one that you which one? Oh? Yeah, actually, guys,
Speaker 1: who haven't same you guys? Little dick name tattoo. Now
Speaker 1: he listens to this podcast. No, this is another one
Speaker 1: that takes that little nody dicks. Little ta takes his
Speaker 1: dick eggs. Oh, I got I got three that name,
Speaker 1: I got three guys. Three guys tattoo on three guys.
Speaker 1: All three of them have small penises. No, no, no,
Speaker 1: everyone christ my name tattoo? Ever I told you? Did
Speaker 1: you say we got guys tattoo serve his logos like
Speaker 1: his logo, got a logo A guy guy I've had,
Speaker 1: I'm a tell me to tattoo his logo on me
Speaker 1: like a team. But no, he has his own logo.
Speaker 1: He asked me to tattoo his logo. I was like,
Speaker 1: he's a businessman. I don't even talk with you like that.
Speaker 1: Don't love you as a football player. No basketball, yes, yes,
Speaker 1: that's it. Stopped asking. Yeah, I don't a lot of
Speaker 1: basketball teams and the so there's a lot of opportunities. Yeah,
Speaker 1: about anybody else? Somebody? Did they ask about these names?
Speaker 1: What do you say? Well, okay, the truth. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be honest about it already. I already, like I said,
Speaker 1: I'm I'm with the person I'm gonna be with forever.
Speaker 1: So I about this congres so thank you? I think
Speaker 1: so oh wait, no, hold on, hold on, they are
Speaker 1: so fu cute. She met my man the other day
Speaker 1: and this is the one you were went before. He
Speaker 1: and I've been on and off for seventeen years. So yeah,
Speaker 1: well there's no lines to him. He knows every detail
Speaker 1: of my life, previous relationships, right, don't we even long
Speaker 1: to they were perfect for each other. It's kind of
Speaker 1: pathetic and ridiculous. But anyway, that we waited so long
Speaker 1: to even get here. But anyway, so I used to
Speaker 1: say that the one on my ribs is my father's name,
Speaker 1: which is which is a big lie, and it's an
Speaker 1: obvious lie because my last name is Santiago and that's
Speaker 1: not the last name. I go, man, I love it same.
Speaker 1: Did you get that an issue in the middle? I'm joking.
Speaker 1: Damn the name, Yeah, I got, I got a first
Speaker 1: on the last name on my roobs. I used to
Speaker 1: lie and say it was my father's name, and then
Speaker 1: that's the other one covered up. I got the other
Speaker 1: one covered up, and then um, and then I got
Speaker 1: um the same person twice. I got the same person twice.
Speaker 1: And you know, like I said, that was my most
Speaker 1: recent ex boyfriends. So okay, you know the one and
Speaker 1: the guy that I'm with now, there's no questions about it.
Speaker 1: He already knows every way. But you've been here for
Speaker 1: seventeen years. I know you. I'm about to get for him.
Speaker 1: Got to be his face, crazy space to cover up
Speaker 1: all the other names. Shout out to your race, get York,
Speaker 1: you know, shout out to the rapod. They're going to
Speaker 1: remove all the other tattoos I don't want for me,
Speaker 1: Thank you very much. I have a lot of tattoos.
Speaker 1: I have a lot. I have UM, but like I
Speaker 1: have a tramp stamp, I hate I need that. It's horrible, boy,
Speaker 1: I hated the color a tramp stamp. Where did that
Speaker 1: come from? I don't know. Shot men, a tramp stand guys,
Speaker 1: Guys should be having tramp stamps and traps. Just about
Speaker 1: to say that. And then I have I have. I
Speaker 1: have a typo on my wrist that I love and
Speaker 1: then the one on my stomach that I love you
Speaker 1: several times. But then you got it removed, all three
Speaker 1: of them. But why did I do that? Quite the
Speaker 1: same guy three times? I know somebody got the removed
Speaker 1: and they got back together, but you still got one, right, No,
Speaker 1: I got the last one removed. UM on black ink actually,
Speaker 1: oh yeah, you gotta covered one way to really stick
Speaker 1: it to him. Let me go on black ink in
Speaker 1: the world. But why do you get it more than once?
Speaker 1: Because I offend my little sister did that. It's not
Speaker 1: it's not like I got them and then got it
Speaker 1: covered and then got it over and got it cover
Speaker 1: and got over. I got them all while we were together.
Speaker 1: She did the same. But it's like the one and
Speaker 1: then one by one I covered them. Okay, So the
Speaker 1: first one I had on my wrist, and um, I
Speaker 1: got that one very early on in our relationship, and
Speaker 1: then um, I just got it because I wanted it,
Speaker 1: but I didn't really get what I wanted, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So very early to eight months into
Speaker 1: our relationship. So I got tattoo's previous. Yeah, I'm a
Speaker 1: covering that. Yeah, I'm I got on hoodie ship now.
Speaker 1: But I gotto yeah, And I feel like that's why
Speaker 1: it's an easy thing for me to Yeah. I got
Speaker 1: a lot of times too. I mean I got so many.
Speaker 1: I don't even know how many I have I have.
Speaker 1: I think it's a big deal to me because yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: like clean and then you got your man's name, was
Speaker 1: like wow. So the second one came because I finally
Speaker 1: thought of what I really wanted, Like, oh, I should
Speaker 1: have got that, so then I got it. The second
Speaker 1: one I got, I got it, Like how I should
Speaker 1: have got it the first time? Right, So I got
Speaker 1: that one right here. I actually surprised him with that one.
Speaker 1: And then, um, I was getting tattooed one day something
Speaker 1: on on my back, on my neck or something, and
Speaker 1: then he's like, what are you getting now? And I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm getting this, and he's like, you need to get
Speaker 1: another one for me, and I'm like, what else can
Speaker 1: I get? I already got you eighty times, you know.
Speaker 1: But I ended up getting his initials with my initials
Speaker 1: because we're both Gemini and the Gemini signed. And then
Speaker 1: so when we broke up the first time, I got
Speaker 1: the first two covered at the same time, like around
Speaker 1: the same time, and then I had this one still
Speaker 1: on the back of my neck the initials, and we
Speaker 1: got back together. And then we broke up the second time,
Speaker 1: I went and got the second one. Are you gonna
Speaker 1: get it again? I'll get it again, but I'll get
Speaker 1: mrs okay, So that's the only way I'll get it again. Well, Um,
Speaker 1: it's because I grew up in a really strict religious
Speaker 1: like I grew up in Kajak when I was a
Speaker 1: little so they would say, do not get markings on
Speaker 1: your body of the dead, do not get already have
Speaker 1: pierceince that appears since I was a baby, But I
Speaker 1: don't have any extra piercings. So I was super religious.
Speaker 1: At first, I was like, I can't get in the
Speaker 1: body where I can't get them. And then the older
Speaker 1: I got, I was like, you afraid of needles? And
Speaker 1: then I was like, Okay, now I was at a
Speaker 1: certain age, like I aged out getting at I aged out.
Speaker 1: That's how I fee out of it, right. And there's
Speaker 1: been significant things that happened in my life where I
Speaker 1: didn't get a tattoo for it, and I thought about it,
Speaker 1: like when my dad passed away, I wanted to get
Speaker 1: a tattoo for him. But it's like I was like,
Speaker 1: if I don't have a tattoo for my dad who
Speaker 1: passed away, don't know the officers for goddamn what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So I think that it's at this point, it's just
Speaker 1: like it's more punk for me to not it's more
Speaker 1: rock and roll for me because anybody else, use everybody
Speaker 1: else got one. I think it's great, but I just
Speaker 1: it's got to be something that you went forever. That's
Speaker 1: my that's my tattoo. I don't recomen getting tattoos, like
Speaker 1: if you're if you don't have any tattoos, stay like that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and you ate them after a while, change your mind.
Speaker 1: You change your mind clearly, like they're crazy and it's
Speaker 1: like more more of us. Yeah, I can't do Gemini.
Speaker 1: We're both Gemini and moolly bitch. He was, now I'm
Speaker 1: gonna ask you all, oh my god, my boyfriend's gemmen
Speaker 1: that you're like, oh my god, you're the master of me,
Speaker 1: like you do what they do is oh my god.
Speaker 1: We had this whole because my man is so masking
Speaker 1: and he's such a r like he's such a he's
Speaker 1: a mancho man. So I was like, what are you
Speaker 1: talking about? Yesterday we had this whole conversation about how
Speaker 1: I run his fucking life and he's like, no, you're
Speaker 1: doing I'm like, listen, I decided the fate of our relationship,
Speaker 1: like because we had to fight. We had to fight,
Speaker 1: and I'm like a little childish and arguments. I'm very
Speaker 1: childish arguments because every time I have an argument when
Speaker 1: they gotta break up with them, that I don't want to.
Speaker 1: I don't want to be with you to know more.
Speaker 1: That's saying I'm done. We don't match, We're horrible for
Speaker 1: each other. Leave me alone, don't call me. I'm blocking you.
Speaker 1: I'm moving out. I'm leaving the country. I'm going. We
Speaker 1: had an argument. It's over and the whole planet I've
Speaker 1: changed that's draining. I know, it's really terrible. It's really terrible.
Speaker 1: But every time I do it, he's like, all right,
Speaker 1: damn bitch. But you know what I'm saying, He's like,
Speaker 1: get your ass on God. My boyfriend called me bitch.
Speaker 1: I swear to God. People like, oh, hey, vibe God,
Speaker 1: but you're not having in our sassy yes. When I'm
Speaker 1: when I'm over the argument, when it's time for when,
Speaker 1: I'm like, you know what, I miss you, I'm miss him,
Speaker 1: I missed the dog. I'm missing a go let me
Speaker 1: am up, like, let me say something, and you know,
Speaker 1: he lets me right back into his life. He lets
Speaker 1: me right back in. So I'm like, you know what,
Speaker 1: I just sided back. Come on. So I saw him yesterday.
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, but as masculine as you are,
Speaker 1: I fucking run your life. I decided think it over
Speaker 1: ship real easy once they get the archument. I got
Speaker 1: him so mad. We started a whole new argument, but
Speaker 1: we didn't very cute because it's looks so uncomfortable. I
Speaker 1: always got barely really small. The lasting time when to
Speaker 1: ask you is when you think about you. I didn't
Speaker 1: even pay like every episode like regulation, you can't hold
Speaker 1: it for an hour. When you think about your mom
Speaker 1: and you think about your dad, what do you think
Speaker 1: you take from them into the relationship that you have
Speaker 1: with whoever you date, Like, why do you think that
Speaker 1: you date the way that you do according to your mom,
Speaker 1: your relationship with your mom and your relationship with your dad.
Speaker 1: I know one thing I'll get for my mother is
Speaker 1: she was like the person that took care of everything
Speaker 1: and everybody, like caregiver. Like I definitely get there from her,
Speaker 1: Like definitely get there from her, and that travels over
Speaker 1: into relationships as well. What about your dad? He was
Speaker 1: a hope. So I don't know if you're like, damn,
Speaker 1: I hope. I didn't get that, but that might affect
Speaker 1: you in a different type of way. Um, yeah, my
Speaker 1: dad had multiple relay ships and multiple I didn't know
Speaker 1: I had it. Well, I knew I had a sister
Speaker 1: that was a year or so same age as me,
Speaker 1: but I didn't find out until I was thirty five
Speaker 1: that we were sixteen days apart. Damn. Yeah, and she's
Speaker 1: been in my life all of my life. I just
Speaker 1: didn't know to be were that close age to even
Speaker 1: find out. Well, I always thought that we were like
Speaker 1: a year apart until my birthday party and she's like, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm thuring at thirty five next week, two weeks. So
Speaker 1: she knew the whole time. Yeah, she knew. I just
Speaker 1: didn't know. Nobody told me. I just didn't know. Yeah, um,
Speaker 1: yeah that was irish. But how does that affect you
Speaker 1: as far as your relationship? You think you were affected
Speaker 1: by your relationship with your dad. No, I don't think
Speaker 1: it affected my relationship with my dad, But I think
Speaker 1: it affects how I view men in relationships because watching
Speaker 1: him do juggle so many situations, and watching my mother
Speaker 1: fight with him with his wife and his other baby
Speaker 1: mama and eventually coming together with the wife and not
Speaker 1: the the baby mama. You know, It's just it changed
Speaker 1: my outlook own relationships for sure. For sure. Yeah, what
Speaker 1: would you say, Lizo, Well, I never thought about this before,
Speaker 1: but I definitely, I think because my parents stayed together
Speaker 1: forever until you know, he passed away. I believe in
Speaker 1: UM long relationships, and like I was saying to somebody
Speaker 1: the other night, I was like, if I'm gonna get
Speaker 1: with somebody now, I'm gonna be with them forever. Like
Speaker 1: I want to get with somebody and just we're gonna
Speaker 1: be together forever, so nothing else really matters. Do what
Speaker 1: you gotta do. Let's just live our lives. And I'm
Speaker 1: really like UM partnership based, like I want a partner
Speaker 1: before anything, and I want to create something with them.
Speaker 1: And my parents always had businesses, like they always owned
Speaker 1: businesses together. They would make us pass off lives and
Speaker 1: ship what you want to eat, like racist, get real
Speaker 1: life for this messages? What kind of businesses from mortgage business,
Speaker 1: credit card business? And they said, you're gooving money. I'm
Speaker 1: I've been on a budget since I got signed. That's dope.
Speaker 1: Come on, now, that's gonna see me wasting this? Did
Speaker 1: you say she boking fights the Bolly for everybody? She
Speaker 1: didn't and my girls fright reappro come up, got own
Speaker 1: flights to Bally. But yeah, I think that's why I'm
Speaker 1: so partnership based because I saw that. And I'm also
Speaker 1: really silly and I like to wrestle and play, and
Speaker 1: I turned into like a big kid. And I used
Speaker 1: to see my parents once I saw my parents break
Speaker 1: into a water gun fight in the Yeah, but that
Speaker 1: has been much fun together. I want who I'm with
Speaker 1: to be a partner and a best friend, and I
Speaker 1: want to be with them forever and until death do
Speaker 1: us part. That's how it's supposed to be. Don't you
Speaker 1: feel like it's so rare. Yeah, that's how I feel
Speaker 1: about what I have going on now. Like that's one
Speaker 1: of my best friends since I was a little girl.
Speaker 1: Like we're besties, we can't really go wrong, and now
Speaker 1: we're old. So every time he said it too, he's so,
Speaker 1: he's so tired, he's like breaking up with him every
Speaker 1: time we fight. Everybody's tired of that. But I do
Speaker 1: that in every relationship. Every time we have an argument
Speaker 1: that's over is just a fight. I know it's stupid
Speaker 1: and it's corny and it's childish. I would be so
Speaker 1: I would be like, Okay, it's child that I had
Speaker 1: a fan. I understand. I like fight, you like to
Speaker 1: fight I like to fight because I get in all
Speaker 1: of my relationships because I know that it's either gonna
Speaker 1: make us get closer or you. Yeah, and I look
Speaker 1: forward to it. When I have a friend and we
Speaker 1: get into that first argument, I'd be like, oh, ship,
Speaker 1: we're about to get real that I'm constructive with every emotion, right, Okay,
Speaker 1: that makes sense. You gotta find the good in every situation.
Speaker 1: You know, that's me. That's my motto. You come to
Speaker 1: my shows, I find the silver lining. But yeah, I
Speaker 1: know the shows that make everybody feel good, we actually
Speaker 1: sell you performed when the Christmas party the Atlantic, we
Speaker 1: were there, Yeah, we was going crazy. I was like,
Speaker 1: I was getting Yeah, I don't totally be like that,
Speaker 1: but it was I should come to the show tonight
Speaker 1: Brooklyn Steel It's in Brooklyn. Yeah, I'm okay, that's a
Speaker 1: place if you want to come through. But anyway, my boy,
Speaker 1: I don't get my hair braided. We're looking. I was like,
Speaker 1: it's a perfect ballet. But stepanie Le's talk about you.
Speaker 1: You and your parents, So your mom and your dad,
Speaker 1: how does that affect how you have relationships? Like she said,
Speaker 1: I never thought about this before, um, but thinking about it,
Speaker 1: sitting here and thinking about it. I feel like with
Speaker 1: my dad, he was in my life, like really close
Speaker 1: to me when I was a kid, like I was,
Speaker 1: I was with my dad all the time, really cling
Speaker 1: to him like I was his favorite girl, and that poof,
Speaker 1: he was gone. So I feel like that may have
Speaker 1: affected me because I'm sure I'm super Yes, I like
Speaker 1: I'm I feel insecure when my man is not around,
Speaker 1: Like I want to be around man all the time.
Speaker 1: And I've been like that since I was since I
Speaker 1: started dating relationships, you know what I mean, Like I
Speaker 1: want the closeness. So I think that may have affected
Speaker 1: me with men, like I'm extra super clean, you know,
Speaker 1: within the poof. Yeah, I don't want them to poof
Speaker 1: they poof, But if that, I would say with my mother,
Speaker 1: she like taught me to be more independent, like period,
Speaker 1: Like I've seen her date, Like she had boyfriends here
Speaker 1: and there, but like she always took care of us
Speaker 1: and herself, you know what I mean, Like she never
Speaker 1: let no man come in and like take care of anything,
Speaker 1: or it was just kind of like she already had
Speaker 1: a house. He was just an addition, you know. Like fun.
Speaker 1: I looked at it like and if it got serious,
Speaker 1: then it was serious. But she always one thing I
Speaker 1: would always hear my mom say was like she did
Speaker 1: not like a liar. So then if I ever catch
Speaker 1: a man and a lie, like I'm quick to cut
Speaker 1: him off because I look at it, like I know,
Speaker 1: my mom used to always say, like I hate a liar.
Speaker 1: I hate a liar. So like I think that just
Speaker 1: got like pushed through my brain. So and men lie,
Speaker 1: men lie, and like women told the truth you but
Speaker 1: I want to get away with it right, And I
Speaker 1: definitely look at that, and I think like I got
Speaker 1: to a point where I was in a relationship where
Speaker 1: the guy I was depending on the man and I
Speaker 1: was like the worst thing ever and it made me
Speaker 1: more so see like damn, I should be more like
Speaker 1: my mother because he left me and a you know
Speaker 1: in a situation where I was kind of fucked up. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and I was doing I was doing better before I
Speaker 1: was with him in like terrible after so I just knew,
Speaker 1: like and then as far as my father, my that
Speaker 1: was verbally abusive. So I feel like me sometimes like
Speaker 1: when I do get into arguments, I say like real
Speaker 1: nasty stuff to like if I'm hurt or like something
Speaker 1: like that. I think that's something I took with him
Speaker 1: from him that was negative. But you know, I try
Speaker 1: to watch myself because my words is crazy, Like I
Speaker 1: can really hurt my birthday. I'm the Capricorn in January thirteen.
Speaker 1: With my mom, I feel like, oh yeah, yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: we're gonna do it. We're gonna do a Okay, we
Speaker 1: got a room for a little close birthdays. It just passed.
Speaker 1: We just have some yeah, thank you to Yeah, have
Speaker 1: a tequila for coming through today. We're gonna but listen,
Speaker 1: we appreciate you so much. We had a really good
Speaker 1: time with you. I was so nervous because I don't know, like,
Speaker 1: list you be naked on your Instagram page. Now you
Speaker 1: gotta come here and talk about you. Was nervous. Let's
Speaker 1: see Virgo moon. I get shy in random times. But
Speaker 1: we're coming today. And I followed you for a long time.
Speaker 1: I love your ship. Oh my god, thank you did
Speaker 1: not waive your girl. I was like, I just waive
Speaker 1: that everybody because I love you. I love album, and
Speaker 1: I foundation that everything should be loved. We should start
Speaker 1: everything with When I don't know you, I love you,
Speaker 1: so you do something stupid and so you have me
Speaker 1: fucked up and you can have me funk to put
Speaker 1: in the first three seconds. But bitch, I'm gonna give
Speaker 1: you the opportunity to not have me fucked up. And
Speaker 1: then I feel good to go around just feeling love. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it feels good and nothing. You know what, it makes
Speaker 1: you feel bad when you hate on people, You feel bad. No, Honestly,
Speaker 1: that energy, that dark energy, it stays on you when
Speaker 1: you're hating on somebody. That karma. No, even when I
Speaker 1: say some evil ship to somebody I don't like, I'll
Speaker 1: be like, all right, yeah that's what I should have said,
Speaker 1: the worst ship to this girl. But all I said was,
Speaker 1: you know what, you can have him go. I released
Speaker 1: him unto you. Good good, so good about that, because
Speaker 1: there's there was nothing she could say, right, and then
Speaker 1: you'd be like, yeah, I love you. Right. Okay, we
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