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Speaker 1: that would have been nice. I want I want him

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Speaker 1: seriously though. I want him to walk in with some tims,

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Speaker 1: you know, take your Are we ready? Okay? No, but

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Speaker 1: you know what I mean, like the little colorful throng

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Speaker 1: so wait. The colorful though, makes you take him seriously

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Speaker 1: with the timberlands, no love you. I want him to

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Speaker 1: have on like a fit in some tims. I wanted

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Speaker 1: little like tank chopping one. He's like, damn, it's been

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Speaker 1: such a long day. Yeah, I want And he comes

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Speaker 1: in He's like you want to get today? Yeah, giggling

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Speaker 1: with a little like just jiggling in my face. But

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Speaker 1: if you don't know what's going on, Lizzo his Heir's

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Speaker 1: lift service. We're here, Larry y'ah, Stephanie Gi the full

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Speaker 1: entour rise and Lizzo, thank you so much for coming through.

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Speaker 1: Thanks for having me. I'm already drunk. We're talking about

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Speaker 1: the stripper is I've been wanting to do this Mell

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Speaker 1: review show for us. Yes, we have been talking about that. Okay,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you. I hosted one, and before that

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Speaker 1: I was very like, I don't know about this. Me

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Speaker 1: we did it, it was really fun. Wait, so what happened? Okay,

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Speaker 1: So you have to be a little drunk when you

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Speaker 1: my friends were laying in the middle place. Yeah, flop

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Speaker 1: me off because one of my friends got a dick

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Speaker 1: smacked on the forehead like like flush the flush. No, no, no,

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Speaker 1: they got on the cock sock. Great, so and they

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Speaker 1: tie it tight so that they stay erect the whole time.

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Speaker 1: Can we have? And he comes to the live show?

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Speaker 1: Can you have? What? Can we have? Like male shippers

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Speaker 1: come to the live show and not stripped, but like

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Speaker 1: just swing that cocksck. Well, hello, am I gonna be there? Yeah, listen,

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Speaker 1: I'm telling you all right, so we gotta do this.

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Speaker 1: We're gonna make it happen. This Meal review show because

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Speaker 1: it is a lot of it's a great bonding experience.

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Speaker 1: A male stripper is able to do a lot of

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Speaker 1: things that like regular guys can't do, as far as

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Speaker 1: like tockdown rareography. I don't know if they could do

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Speaker 1: that because you have to not have a spine. But

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Speaker 1: I want to be really good at yoga, right, that's true,

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Speaker 1: downward Dog. But yeah, so anyway, let's get more into you, Lizzo. Whoa.

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Speaker 1: It was a good transition. Get into its good. I

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Speaker 1: about some grand openings and some grand closings. So congratulations

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Speaker 1: to Larr Yeah, who has a brand new job. Congratulations

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Speaker 1: she's doing radio. Yes I am. Do you know the

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Speaker 1: well we're gonna be there. Don't worry. Yeah is it? Yeah? No,

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Speaker 1: So he shocked me. I was like, that's what we're

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Speaker 1: text them. They haven't hit her back. Have you ever

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Speaker 1: like a month later with a job. Okay, what about you, Steff.

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Speaker 1: right stronger. Here we are the whole experience. Now, you

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Speaker 1: let me ask you this. Now that you know you're rich,

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Speaker 1: I mean I said it last night. Yeah, never said

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Speaker 1: the motherfucking car, would you co sign? Let's say you

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Speaker 1: do it? She is absolutely not wrong. I would never, ever, ever, ever,

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Speaker 1: for that. I would I would buy my baby a

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Speaker 1: See that's the kill. I have sugar mama tendencies, like

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Speaker 1: So if you just give him the responsibility of like,

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Speaker 1: When something does happen, it's like it's always I never

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Speaker 1: When you gotta look at you for on and be

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Speaker 1: it's more like naive than trust exactly, you know what

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00:23:56,440 --> 00:23:58,760
Speaker 1: I mean, And then you get ran over. Sometimes you

424
00:23:58,880 --> 00:24:00,320
Speaker 1: have to put your foot down in I thought you

425
00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:01,760
Speaker 1: have to be like, yo, are you with that bitch?

426
00:24:01,840 --> 00:24:04,320
Speaker 1: That they don't gotta be like that. But you can't

427
00:24:04,400 --> 00:24:06,520
Speaker 1: just be like, oh, well, he might have just went

428
00:24:06,560 --> 00:24:08,240
Speaker 1: out and had a good time. No, he might have

429
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:10,520
Speaker 1: been getting his dick stuck too, So you gotta just

430
00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:12,080
Speaker 1: kind of, like you said, you got to know that

431
00:24:12,280 --> 00:24:15,680
Speaker 1: person and like whatever y'all situation is. But I don't

432
00:24:15,720 --> 00:24:18,320
Speaker 1: think you should be too to trust him because people

433
00:24:18,480 --> 00:24:21,120
Speaker 1: love what is it, give them an inch they take

434
00:24:21,160 --> 00:24:22,920
Speaker 1: him out. But I also think it depends until he

435
00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:26,760
Speaker 1: check in and tell you like checking just disappear or

436
00:24:26,880 --> 00:24:28,800
Speaker 1: yeah he said. It's one thing if I didn't talk

437
00:24:28,840 --> 00:24:30,920
Speaker 1: to you at all since six pm and then you

438
00:24:31,040 --> 00:24:32,480
Speaker 1: come into the say it's a whole another thing if

439
00:24:32,520 --> 00:24:34,840
Speaker 1: it's eleven o'clock a night and he's like, look, we've

440
00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:37,800
Speaker 1: been out here, I've spoken drinking and you know I

441
00:24:37,880 --> 00:24:39,600
Speaker 1: passed or maybe he called you a three. I'm like,

442
00:24:39,640 --> 00:24:41,600
Speaker 1: y'all passed out of my boy's couch. I'm about to

443
00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:43,760
Speaker 1: come back, like as long as he's telling you what's

444
00:24:43,800 --> 00:24:46,920
Speaker 1: going on. I think you believe that I was. I

445
00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:50,080
Speaker 1: passed out all my man's couch. You I believed that before.

446
00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:54,080
Speaker 1: You believe that. You believe that one time, if he's

447
00:24:54,080 --> 00:24:59,520
Speaker 1: a weed smoker, he might have fell asleep. Sometimes you

448
00:24:59,880 --> 00:25:02,560
Speaker 1: have video game video games and they passed on on

449
00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:06,200
Speaker 1: the couch turn in the morning, like the lovely I

450
00:25:06,280 --> 00:25:08,560
Speaker 1: can't remember the last time I was, just like, I can't,

451
00:25:08,600 --> 00:25:10,680
Speaker 1: but I'm not gonna mind when I set on my boyfriend.

452
00:25:10,720 --> 00:25:13,480
Speaker 1: The number one thing I will say is all I

453
00:25:13,560 --> 00:25:19,680
Speaker 1: fell asleep. It's definitely been in my house. What I'm saying,

454
00:25:19,760 --> 00:25:24,240
Speaker 1: that's the eating So I don't know. The first excuse

455
00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:29,280
Speaker 1: the man will say like I would sleep, Like yeah,

456
00:25:29,280 --> 00:25:30,800
Speaker 1: I also wake up at four in the morning. I

457
00:25:30,880 --> 00:25:32,400
Speaker 1: know I do. I wake up every day at four,

458
00:25:32,520 --> 00:25:34,879
Speaker 1: but I might really fall asleep. I just got an

459
00:25:34,920 --> 00:25:38,240
Speaker 1: alert on my phone. What he's sleep? Angela the east

460
00:25:38,280 --> 00:25:46,399
Speaker 1: Lip serious new episode just now, okay, that should been

461
00:25:46,440 --> 00:25:56,080
Speaker 1: out now listen, say hey, I got it about stonemates

462
00:25:56,119 --> 00:25:59,080
Speaker 1: for a second. Because of course our biggest SONMATEE is

463
00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:06,600
Speaker 1: ourself on out. Listen to my album all right, you

464
00:26:06,680 --> 00:26:09,399
Speaker 1: gotta love You before you could let somebody else. Absolutely,

465
00:26:09,720 --> 00:26:12,240
Speaker 1: that's very true. But do you believe in soul mates?

466
00:26:12,240 --> 00:26:14,000
Speaker 1: I'm looking at us a Big Sean and janay I

467
00:26:14,080 --> 00:26:16,280
Speaker 1: go and somebody asked her about do you believe in

468
00:26:16,359 --> 00:26:18,560
Speaker 1: so amazing? She said she found hers and it looks

469
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:20,360
Speaker 1: like her and Big show. I might be like, yeah,

470
00:26:20,480 --> 00:26:22,159
Speaker 1: I don't know if they're back together, but they posted

471
00:26:22,200 --> 00:26:30,119
Speaker 1: a picture together. They love that freaks out board like that, like,

472
00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:35,880
Speaker 1: just go back. But do you believe in so mates? Yes?

473
00:26:36,400 --> 00:26:38,800
Speaker 1: I believe in soul mates, but I believe that you

474
00:26:38,920 --> 00:26:41,800
Speaker 1: have many soul mates, which is why I talk about

475
00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:44,720
Speaker 1: you being your own soul mate, because that if I

476
00:26:44,840 --> 00:26:46,919
Speaker 1: only believe in one soul mate in the world, then

477
00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:48,960
Speaker 1: that would be kind of unfair and selfish to a

478
00:26:48,960 --> 00:26:50,480
Speaker 1: lot of people. Were like, but I found this person

479
00:26:50,520 --> 00:26:53,359
Speaker 1: who's just like me. That's cool. But I think that

480
00:26:53,840 --> 00:26:56,560
Speaker 1: you know, it gets real metaphysical. But I feel like

481
00:26:56,680 --> 00:26:58,960
Speaker 1: in this life, you meet people who are just so

482
00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:01,520
Speaker 1: familiar to you. It's just so easy to get close

483
00:27:01,560 --> 00:27:03,880
Speaker 1: and connected with them. I think that friends are soul

484
00:27:03,960 --> 00:27:06,200
Speaker 1: mates as well. You know what I'm saying. I think

485
00:27:06,920 --> 00:27:09,760
Speaker 1: like family is soul mates. I think like that's how

486
00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:11,560
Speaker 1: you ended up being family in the first place, Like

487
00:27:11,640 --> 00:27:13,639
Speaker 1: what brought you together? You know what I'm saying that

488
00:27:13,760 --> 00:27:19,600
Speaker 1: some people who are family, you know like that, come

489
00:27:20,400 --> 00:27:21,879
Speaker 1: and listen. I got a whole system that I have

490
00:27:21,920 --> 00:27:27,000
Speaker 1: to not talk to that's not your soul mate. And

491
00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:28,640
Speaker 1: that's how you know that they're be in the same

492
00:27:28,760 --> 00:27:32,840
Speaker 1: room and don't speak. That you listen to friens more

493
00:27:32,880 --> 00:27:35,560
Speaker 1: than just blood, Like it's something spiritual that connects you

494
00:27:35,640 --> 00:27:38,880
Speaker 1: to people on this planet. So I feel like when

495
00:27:38,960 --> 00:27:41,480
Speaker 1: you meet a person and there's a romantic connection and

496
00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:44,560
Speaker 1: it feels amazing and like you've known each other before.

497
00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:47,200
Speaker 1: But let me tell you something. Even with this body Nigga,

498
00:27:47,800 --> 00:27:53,679
Speaker 1: when I first met right I, when I first saw him,

499
00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:56,280
Speaker 1: I was like, you look really familiar. Do I know

500
00:27:56,400 --> 00:27:59,560
Speaker 1: you from somewhere? And he was like um, and he

501
00:27:59,680 --> 00:28:01,280
Speaker 1: says him like he was in this movie but the

502
00:28:01,320 --> 00:28:07,080
Speaker 1: movie wasn't even out and but girl, that wasn't out.

503
00:28:09,000 --> 00:28:11,200
Speaker 1: But anyway, like and he was like, yeah, I felt

504
00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:15,159
Speaker 1: a Dejabuto met and it was just really spiritual and

505
00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:17,480
Speaker 1: we had a lot of parallels. And but he ain't

506
00:28:17,480 --> 00:28:22,160
Speaker 1: in my life no more so. So soul mates for seasons.

507
00:28:22,840 --> 00:28:24,639
Speaker 1: But I think that this is the soul mate that

508
00:28:24,760 --> 00:28:28,160
Speaker 1: never goes away, the for sure thing. Can I see

509
00:28:28,200 --> 00:28:30,000
Speaker 1: something said this other girl knew about you but was

510
00:28:30,080 --> 00:28:32,159
Speaker 1: still posting those things. I'm sorry, I gotta ask this.

511
00:28:32,960 --> 00:28:35,920
Speaker 1: That's what they do girl. Yeah, that's so, it's okay

512
00:28:35,960 --> 00:28:42,080
Speaker 1: with being the side check. Yeah they are they. I

513
00:28:42,240 --> 00:28:46,240
Speaker 1: think that, um he was really good at lying in

514
00:28:46,360 --> 00:28:50,840
Speaker 1: painting pictures too. And I remember I wrote her. I

515
00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:53,520
Speaker 1: never wrote the bid wrote and I wrote her the

516
00:28:53,640 --> 00:28:56,760
Speaker 1: same day I saw the picture and I said, you

517
00:28:56,920 --> 00:28:59,400
Speaker 1: know what, you can have him. Hope he does you

518
00:28:59,480 --> 00:29:02,040
Speaker 1: better than he did me. Peace, you know what I'm saying.

519
00:29:02,360 --> 00:29:04,040
Speaker 1: She didn't respond to me, because she never did, but

520
00:29:04,080 --> 00:29:06,600
Speaker 1: she just went off on Twitter. How can you talk

521
00:29:06,680 --> 00:29:09,160
Speaker 1: on the situation that you have no idea about. You

522
00:29:09,280 --> 00:29:12,000
Speaker 1: know nothing about this situation. I'm like, girl, I don't

523
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:14,480
Speaker 1: care what situation he paint it for your dumbass. It

524
00:29:14,600 --> 00:29:17,480
Speaker 1: wasn't the situation that you thought it was, because clearly

525
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:20,040
Speaker 1: the motherucker don't even care about you. And he also

526
00:29:20,440 --> 00:29:23,640
Speaker 1: there's other us. So was like, bitch, what's you gonna

527
00:29:23,680 --> 00:29:25,680
Speaker 1: have for? Why are you mad at me? I'm not

528
00:29:25,720 --> 00:29:28,040
Speaker 1: that when they did anything he even won, and she's

529
00:29:28,080 --> 00:29:30,560
Speaker 1: still fooling with his dumbass. Did he tried to reach

530
00:29:30,560 --> 00:29:32,920
Speaker 1: out to you and all after that, because you know,

531
00:29:33,800 --> 00:29:36,320
Speaker 1: but he's a non reaching out as motherfucker. He just

532
00:29:36,400 --> 00:29:39,120
Speaker 1: likes to get upset and sit by himself and go

533
00:29:39,360 --> 00:29:42,000
Speaker 1: over it in his mind. And his brother reached ops

534
00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:44,000
Speaker 1: to me though, sweet he probably told his better to

535
00:29:44,040 --> 00:29:45,959
Speaker 1: reach out. He was like, I think you guys had

536
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:49,960
Speaker 1: like some sort of fight, um, but I not a

537
00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:53,160
Speaker 1: part of that. Because of you. I can't get my

538
00:29:53,240 --> 00:30:02,680
Speaker 1: head done no more. Skimpfunk out of here, that dread shape.

539
00:30:03,640 --> 00:30:05,240
Speaker 1: She only did my hair once, and she asked to

540
00:30:05,320 --> 00:30:10,640
Speaker 1: do it. She only did my head. He was like,

541
00:30:10,760 --> 00:30:13,120
Speaker 1: she asked me, and I was like, guys, okay, well

542
00:30:13,120 --> 00:30:18,040
Speaker 1: at least she has a position dread master, like anyone

543
00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:22,440
Speaker 1: dread master. So you guys just even mates, like you

544
00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:28,560
Speaker 1: think you have your soul mate this point, even if

545
00:30:28,600 --> 00:30:32,800
Speaker 1: I didn't think you stuck. Are you in love with

546
00:30:32,880 --> 00:30:39,760
Speaker 1: somebody you know him? I should I, but we've been

547
00:30:39,800 --> 00:30:41,680
Speaker 1: together on and off of ten years, but he is

548
00:30:41,720 --> 00:30:49,360
Speaker 1: hot mostly on, mostly on. But no, no, no, no

549
00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:51,000
Speaker 1: no no, we've been together for ten years, but they

550
00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:54,400
Speaker 1: were if you break up, but you know, you go

551
00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:57,200
Speaker 1: away and then love brings you back together and you

552
00:30:57,240 --> 00:31:00,880
Speaker 1: think that's your soul mate. Though absolutely, okay, that's all right,

553
00:31:00,920 --> 00:31:03,920
Speaker 1: so you believe in that. What about your step? Um?

554
00:31:04,760 --> 00:31:06,480
Speaker 1: I think every time I'm in love, I find my

555
00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:18,120
Speaker 1: soul mate. I'm so happy, all right, Um, I don't know.

556
00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:30,680
Speaker 1: I don't think so you know it's my myul is

557
00:31:30,800 --> 00:31:33,320
Speaker 1: my soul mate. There's a difference. So I think that

558
00:31:33,440 --> 00:31:35,840
Speaker 1: we get we get it twisted between a soul mate

559
00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:39,560
Speaker 1: and an amazing romantic partner that we're in love with.

560
00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:41,240
Speaker 1: You can have a soul mate that you're not in

561
00:31:41,360 --> 00:31:45,120
Speaker 1: love with, and because you have this like soul contection

562
00:31:45,600 --> 00:31:48,720
Speaker 1: where you can't even explain it, that person who you

563
00:31:48,800 --> 00:31:52,240
Speaker 1: know it was the right no wrong time, right place,

564
00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:54,920
Speaker 1: right person, but the wrong timing. You can have ship

565
00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:57,600
Speaker 1: where it's like you have that too. You had that too,

566
00:31:57,680 --> 00:31:59,480
Speaker 1: happen to you when you were a kid. You feel

567
00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:02,360
Speaker 1: the same way about this. We are in each other's heads.

568
00:32:02,600 --> 00:32:05,200
Speaker 1: I want to have my mind like, my mind gets read,

569
00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:08,360
Speaker 1: my sentences get finished. And not just because we're familiar

570
00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:11,320
Speaker 1: with each other, but like even when we first started

571
00:32:11,400 --> 00:32:13,720
Speaker 1: hanging out, I would sing a song, and he would

572
00:32:13,760 --> 00:32:16,640
Speaker 1: reference something that had nothing to do with the actual song,

573
00:32:16,760 --> 00:32:18,720
Speaker 1: but it was what I was thinking, and I'd be like, damn,

574
00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:21,280
Speaker 1: you could read my mind. Like I feel like it's

575
00:32:21,320 --> 00:32:25,840
Speaker 1: like a deep, almost like inexplicable thing, but it doesn't

576
00:32:25,840 --> 00:32:28,240
Speaker 1: always have to work out. And I think people want

577
00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:30,640
Speaker 1: things to work out so bad with this person they

578
00:32:30,680 --> 00:32:33,000
Speaker 1: have a soul connection with, but sometimes they're not the

579
00:32:33,040 --> 00:32:35,240
Speaker 1: healthiest person for you, right, you know what I'm saying

580
00:32:35,280 --> 00:32:37,880
Speaker 1: that I definitely felt like I've met somebody that I

581
00:32:38,320 --> 00:32:42,000
Speaker 1: might have thought was but didn't end up being right,

582
00:32:42,080 --> 00:32:44,920
Speaker 1: or I ended up being Yeah, I end up being

583
00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:47,960
Speaker 1: more toxic than anything. So I think sometimes I like

584
00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:50,000
Speaker 1: to be kind of careful with the whole soul mate

585
00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:52,120
Speaker 1: thing because I do believe in it, but it's just

586
00:32:52,280 --> 00:32:54,320
Speaker 1: I don't want to call anybody that and then something

587
00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:57,840
Speaker 1: happens and I'm devastated, like hell, loss my soul made.

588
00:32:57,880 --> 00:32:59,840
Speaker 1: Like I like the fact that you said we have

589
00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:02,480
Speaker 1: a lot of different soulmates like your friends, and I

590
00:33:02,600 --> 00:33:05,040
Speaker 1: do think like the different connection you have with certain

591
00:33:05,080 --> 00:33:08,680
Speaker 1: people friend wise, it's weird because like even like it'll

592
00:33:08,680 --> 00:33:10,880
Speaker 1: be certain jokes that maybe like even with me an

593
00:33:10,960 --> 00:33:12,959
Speaker 1: ange that it'll be a joke. Me and her might

594
00:33:13,000 --> 00:33:14,640
Speaker 1: get that somebody else would be like, oh my god,

595
00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:18,640
Speaker 1: it ain't Now she's not mad, but I justn't mean

596
00:33:18,720 --> 00:33:22,760
Speaker 1: like you know what she's like. You know that don't mad,

597
00:33:23,400 --> 00:33:25,160
Speaker 1: but you know what I mean. You can have your

598
00:33:25,200 --> 00:33:28,400
Speaker 1: inside jokes with like certain people like the stuff like that.

599
00:33:28,560 --> 00:33:30,960
Speaker 1: I think you know that's a connection. But I don't

600
00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:33,280
Speaker 1: want to say soul mate too much. You know, and

601
00:33:33,800 --> 00:33:35,840
Speaker 1: you know, when you gotta let when you have that

602
00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:38,600
Speaker 1: soul connection with somebody, you know, and you feel when

603
00:33:38,720 --> 00:33:41,240
Speaker 1: it's time to let them go, when when it's not

604
00:33:41,360 --> 00:33:43,640
Speaker 1: the right one, but you can still have that connection,

605
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:45,600
Speaker 1: just you know, you gotta let to set them all

606
00:33:45,680 --> 00:33:53,480
Speaker 1: to God. What about loving first first? I don't know

607
00:33:53,520 --> 00:33:57,080
Speaker 1: about that first but I feel like lust that first sight.

608
00:33:57,160 --> 00:34:01,720
Speaker 1: I've definitely had some crazy unexpect the connections at first,

609
00:34:01,920 --> 00:34:04,240
Speaker 1: like look at each other in the eyes, like oh

610
00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:11,759
Speaker 1: and then what happens? Well, one time story I told

611
00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:14,439
Speaker 1: that I've I've told this story on live service. I'm

612
00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:16,960
Speaker 1: sure I have told this story. But there was one guy.

613
00:34:17,040 --> 00:34:19,520
Speaker 1: He ended up being my boyfriend and I got his

614
00:34:19,680 --> 00:34:26,800
Speaker 1: name Tattooon and everything. But but we mean I'm a sagittarius,

615
00:34:27,480 --> 00:34:32,360
Speaker 1: but so the first Actually, I'm working on getting your mind.

616
00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:35,520
Speaker 1: Even though he and I have really good friends and

617
00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:37,200
Speaker 1: he listens to the show, so I know it's gonna

618
00:34:37,280 --> 00:34:39,600
Speaker 1: really break his heart when he hears it. But like

619
00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:42,759
Speaker 1: I said, the first time, the first time we laid

620
00:34:42,880 --> 00:34:45,680
Speaker 1: eyes on each other, like we made eye contact, it

621
00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:49,960
Speaker 1: was like a zap. It was like a connection, and

622
00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:53,680
Speaker 1: we had a wild time. We ended up snaying together

623
00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:55,640
Speaker 1: for three and I've never done that before. I've never

624
00:34:55,719 --> 00:34:57,879
Speaker 1: met a guy the first day and slept with him

625
00:34:57,880 --> 00:35:00,480
Speaker 1: except for that time. And we ended up things together

626
00:35:00,560 --> 00:35:03,440
Speaker 1: for three days and we had a long relationship afterwards.

627
00:35:03,719 --> 00:35:08,400
Speaker 1: Soon did you get that tattoo? But I mean not

628
00:35:08,560 --> 00:35:11,520
Speaker 1: even a year? Yeah, pretty much, it should have been

629
00:35:11,560 --> 00:35:13,279
Speaker 1: the third day, but not even a year. A couple

630
00:35:13,280 --> 00:35:15,759
Speaker 1: of months, a couple of months. But what's funny is

631
00:35:15,800 --> 00:35:17,560
Speaker 1: that after I got the tattoo, I realized he wasn't

632
00:35:17,560 --> 00:35:25,279
Speaker 1: ship and we joke up five or six later. But now,

633
00:35:26,000 --> 00:35:28,480
Speaker 1: because after I got the tattoo, he started confession ship.

634
00:35:28,719 --> 00:35:33,399
Speaker 1: I swear to god, I'm like that was like a wedding. Yeah,

635
00:35:33,440 --> 00:35:36,320
Speaker 1: it was like never that. It just stef with me

636
00:35:38,560 --> 00:35:41,279
Speaker 1: you could take bring off. But it did feel like

637
00:35:41,440 --> 00:35:44,480
Speaker 1: love at first sight with that guy, with that one person.

638
00:35:45,160 --> 00:35:46,400
Speaker 1: I don't know. It could be in his eyes. He

639
00:35:46,440 --> 00:35:56,600
Speaker 1: had green eyes, green eyes. No, no, he's just black guy.

640
00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:08,839
Speaker 1: What about you, Jez love a fair sight? Who want

641
00:36:08,880 --> 00:36:13,120
Speaker 1: to believe you know? I've never experienced love at first sight.

642
00:36:13,200 --> 00:36:15,799
Speaker 1: I have experienced lust that first sight, but I wasn't

643
00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:17,880
Speaker 1: in love, but I just wanted to have sex. What

644
00:36:17,960 --> 00:36:21,320
Speaker 1: about love at first fuck? Yes, yes, I've experienced that.

645
00:36:22,560 --> 00:36:27,160
Speaker 1: I think I've experienced that because yeah, yeah, at first

646
00:36:27,760 --> 00:36:30,840
Speaker 1: first I will say that first love and I have

647
00:36:30,960 --> 00:36:35,160
Speaker 1: a very My views on things are very strange and different,

648
00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:38,439
Speaker 1: a little metaphysical and a little big picture. I think

649
00:36:38,480 --> 00:36:42,319
Speaker 1: that everybody has a basic love for each other as

650
00:36:42,440 --> 00:36:45,440
Speaker 1: human beings were all connected, and I think that we

651
00:36:45,560 --> 00:36:48,640
Speaker 1: all have a unconditional love at the base of things.

652
00:36:48,960 --> 00:36:52,239
Speaker 1: I think society gets us fucked up now. I think

653
00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:55,320
Speaker 1: that some people I really don't like, yes and maybe

654
00:36:55,920 --> 00:36:58,480
Speaker 1: don't like your energy, just don't mix with them, and

655
00:36:58,560 --> 00:37:00,800
Speaker 1: maybe they look a start way not just piss you.

656
00:37:00,880 --> 00:37:05,840
Speaker 1: Some people's face is just like but I know that

657
00:37:05,920 --> 00:37:08,200
Speaker 1: at the bottom of my heart there's some love for you.

658
00:37:08,280 --> 00:37:10,680
Speaker 1: If I saw you and you needed a dollar, I'll

659
00:37:10,719 --> 00:37:13,280
Speaker 1: be like this year, like, if you're poor and homeless

660
00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:15,279
Speaker 1: and the corner and I didn't really know you, I

661
00:37:15,320 --> 00:37:16,880
Speaker 1: probably would have gave you a dollar, But since I

662
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:19,440
Speaker 1: know you, I don't like it. We all have a

663
00:37:19,520 --> 00:37:24,279
Speaker 1: fundamental life, I mean, without knowing people without the more

664
00:37:24,360 --> 00:37:26,120
Speaker 1: you get to know them, that's where society has it's

665
00:37:26,120 --> 00:37:27,799
Speaker 1: sucked up, because the more we get to know people,

666
00:37:27,840 --> 00:37:30,439
Speaker 1: like our socialized behavior makes us be like I don't

667
00:37:30,480 --> 00:37:31,759
Speaker 1: like the way they talk, I don't like the way

668
00:37:31,760 --> 00:37:33,360
Speaker 1: they walk, or this bitch had a problem with me

669
00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:35,919
Speaker 1: because they were defensive or insecure, and then that made

670
00:37:35,960 --> 00:37:39,080
Speaker 1: me buck back, Like we get each other fucked up

671
00:37:39,120 --> 00:37:41,040
Speaker 1: as we get to know each other. So I really

672
00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:44,120
Speaker 1: think that you got me fucked up. But I think

673
00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:47,160
Speaker 1: at the I think we all have a basic love

674
00:37:47,239 --> 00:37:49,560
Speaker 1: it first sight with people where it's like I genuinely

675
00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:52,000
Speaker 1: when I first met you today, I want to like

676
00:37:52,120 --> 00:37:54,160
Speaker 1: you and I want to love you. Who knows what's

677
00:37:54,160 --> 00:37:56,600
Speaker 1: gonna happen. But at the end of the day, it's like,

678
00:37:56,719 --> 00:37:59,200
Speaker 1: and especially if you have a sexual connection, so you

679
00:37:59,320 --> 00:38:01,360
Speaker 1: have that up right there, and then you have a

680
00:38:01,480 --> 00:38:05,759
Speaker 1: sexual attraction boom. To me, that's the perfect person. Love

681
00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:08,560
Speaker 1: it first sight. But you know that's just me. I'm

682
00:38:08,560 --> 00:38:16,800
Speaker 1: a little guru over here. But because it's true. You

683
00:38:16,880 --> 00:38:20,120
Speaker 1: meet somebody, it's like hey, and you're you're hugging and

684
00:38:20,239 --> 00:38:22,600
Speaker 1: and do seeing each other and I agree with that.

685
00:38:22,880 --> 00:38:24,719
Speaker 1: And then that you get to know them and you're like,

686
00:38:24,840 --> 00:38:27,840
Speaker 1: you know what, then they open am this person thinks

687
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:31,239
Speaker 1: I don't like this person's see why didn't they have?

688
00:38:31,320 --> 00:38:33,319
Speaker 1: That happened to me where it's like I meet people,

689
00:38:33,360 --> 00:38:34,840
Speaker 1: you know, I say bitch a lot, and you know

690
00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:36,759
Speaker 1: they're like, your favorite word is bitch. I'm like, I

691
00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:41,080
Speaker 1: guess it is bitch. Bitch Like people coming up to

692
00:38:41,120 --> 00:38:47,440
Speaker 1: me being hey, bitch, Like radio programmers like people who

693
00:38:47,440 --> 00:38:50,040
Speaker 1: would never say that to somebody would be like, what

694
00:38:50,160 --> 00:38:52,360
Speaker 1: trup bitch? And I'm like, sound right? I wanted to

695
00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:59,840
Speaker 1: like you, motherfucker. I'll be like, hi, bitch, bitch, I

696
00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:03,439
Speaker 1: be real hard. You know, if you can't take yes, ship,

697
00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:09,000
Speaker 1: that's yeship, that's my word. Yeah, that's your word. What

698
00:39:09,080 --> 00:39:11,239
Speaker 1: about love at first? Have you ever fell in love

699
00:39:11,520 --> 00:39:14,560
Speaker 1: from sex? No? But if you haven't ever loved to dick,

700
00:39:19,560 --> 00:39:24,719
Speaker 1: he licked her lips. I have admired a beautiful dick

701
00:39:25,200 --> 00:39:27,480
Speaker 1: and it was separate from the person. I was like, Wow,

702
00:39:27,920 --> 00:39:32,839
Speaker 1: it's just like this. Yeah, I always described it as

703
00:39:32,840 --> 00:39:44,040
Speaker 1: and I'd be like, yeah, I believe that. I believe

704
00:39:44,080 --> 00:39:48,160
Speaker 1: in the romantic side of love being an extra. I

705
00:39:48,239 --> 00:39:51,200
Speaker 1: believe in that being extra. I think that love should

706
00:39:51,239 --> 00:39:52,839
Speaker 1: be love. It should be the same kind of love

707
00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:56,480
Speaker 1: across the board. I think sex is like an extracurricular

708
00:39:56,520 --> 00:39:59,880
Speaker 1: activity with somebody that you just have that unconditional love

709
00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:01,680
Speaker 1: for it. So you could love somebody but the sex

710
00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:09,399
Speaker 1: cannot be good and you'll be Okay, yeah, I don't

711
00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:15,120
Speaker 1: get me fuck up, all right. I haven't you also

712
00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:19,160
Speaker 1: experienced like, because you love somebody so much, you'll ignore

713
00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:24,960
Speaker 1: all of those that you'll be like, we're keeping your

714
00:40:25,320 --> 00:40:28,360
Speaker 1: better before, but since you love this person, it's just

715
00:40:28,480 --> 00:40:31,520
Speaker 1: kind of right. You've been to that. I love somebody

716
00:40:31,600 --> 00:40:36,200
Speaker 1: who's breath stonk, but when I love I don't go

717
00:40:36,480 --> 00:40:40,799
Speaker 1: too far. When I first missed him because I liked

718
00:40:40,880 --> 00:40:43,040
Speaker 1: him so much, and then when I stopped loving him,

719
00:40:43,120 --> 00:40:47,680
Speaker 1: his breath st't just so much. I thought your breath

720
00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:51,560
Speaker 1: was sweet. You're saying nobody was staying bad that I

721
00:40:51,560 --> 00:40:53,160
Speaker 1: could barely be friends. But I don't even know because

722
00:40:53,160 --> 00:40:54,960
Speaker 1: I liked him. I was in love with somebody and

723
00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:58,800
Speaker 1: the sex was like below average, below average. Yeah, I was.

724
00:40:59,120 --> 00:41:08,320
Speaker 1: He had a little a little day, you had a

725
00:41:08,360 --> 00:41:13,040
Speaker 1: little thick. I ain't used to try. He was like

726
00:41:14,360 --> 00:41:17,239
Speaker 1: like I think he was stroking and you try. I

727
00:41:17,400 --> 00:41:21,279
Speaker 1: love them, I love them, and I don't I didn't

728
00:41:21,280 --> 00:41:23,879
Speaker 1: love Is that why you broke up? No, we broke

729
00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:27,320
Speaker 1: up some. But and he and I had such He

730
00:41:27,440 --> 00:41:29,400
Speaker 1: and I knew each other for so long, and we

731
00:41:29,560 --> 00:41:33,800
Speaker 1: had such a connection as friends, you know, and we

732
00:41:34,440 --> 00:41:37,080
Speaker 1: the kissing was great. We had great kisses. The only

733
00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:39,960
Speaker 1: thing that was so long was how y'all knew each other? Right?

734
00:41:46,600 --> 00:41:49,520
Speaker 1: But you know, I love them, I mean, and I

735
00:41:49,680 --> 00:41:51,120
Speaker 1: used to be in the back of my mind, like

736
00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:53,360
Speaker 1: when he goes away, I'm gonna be cheating on. I

737
00:41:53,440 --> 00:42:00,799
Speaker 1: need a really good any one that you which one? Oh? Yeah, actually, guys,

738
00:42:00,800 --> 00:42:04,560
Speaker 1: who haven't same you guys? Little dick name tattoo. Now

739
00:42:05,760 --> 00:42:08,880
Speaker 1: he listens to this podcast. No, this is another one

740
00:42:08,920 --> 00:42:12,520
Speaker 1: that takes that little nody dicks. Little ta takes his

741
00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:15,200
Speaker 1: dick eggs. Oh, I got I got three that name,

742
00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:17,640
Speaker 1: I got three guys. Three guys tattoo on three guys.

743
00:42:17,800 --> 00:42:20,800
Speaker 1: All three of them have small penises. No, no, no,

744
00:42:26,200 --> 00:42:32,600
Speaker 1: everyone christ my name tattoo? Ever I told you? Did

745
00:42:32,640 --> 00:42:41,239
Speaker 1: you say we got guys tattoo serve his logos like

746
00:42:41,400 --> 00:42:47,040
Speaker 1: his logo, got a logo A guy guy I've had,

747
00:42:47,520 --> 00:42:50,880
Speaker 1: I'm a tell me to tattoo his logo on me

748
00:42:51,200 --> 00:42:54,560
Speaker 1: like a team. But no, he has his own logo.

749
00:42:54,640 --> 00:42:56,320
Speaker 1: He asked me to tattoo his logo. I was like,

750
00:42:56,680 --> 00:42:58,680
Speaker 1: he's a businessman. I don't even talk with you like that.

751
00:43:00,040 --> 00:43:06,399
Speaker 1: Don't love you as a football player. No basketball, yes, yes,

752
00:43:07,040 --> 00:43:16,680
Speaker 1: that's it. Stopped asking. Yeah, I don't a lot of

753
00:43:16,760 --> 00:43:20,000
Speaker 1: basketball teams and the so there's a lot of opportunities. Yeah,

754
00:43:20,840 --> 00:43:24,640
Speaker 1: about anybody else? Somebody? Did they ask about these names?

755
00:43:24,719 --> 00:43:29,200
Speaker 1: What do you say? Well, okay, the truth. I'm gonna

756
00:43:29,239 --> 00:43:31,399
Speaker 1: be honest about it already. I already, like I said,

757
00:43:31,440 --> 00:43:33,280
Speaker 1: I'm I'm with the person I'm gonna be with forever.

758
00:43:33,400 --> 00:43:37,080
Speaker 1: So I about this congres so thank you? I think

759
00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:40,640
Speaker 1: so oh wait, no, hold on, hold on, they are

760
00:43:40,719 --> 00:43:43,879
Speaker 1: so fu cute. She met my man the other day

761
00:43:44,520 --> 00:43:46,360
Speaker 1: and this is the one you were went before. He

762
00:43:46,480 --> 00:43:50,520
Speaker 1: and I've been on and off for seventeen years. So yeah,

763
00:43:51,760 --> 00:43:54,000
Speaker 1: well there's no lines to him. He knows every detail

764
00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:59,759
Speaker 1: of my life, previous relationships, right, don't we even long

765
00:43:59,800 --> 00:44:02,160
Speaker 1: to they were perfect for each other. It's kind of

766
00:44:02,239 --> 00:44:06,399
Speaker 1: pathetic and ridiculous. But anyway, that we waited so long

767
00:44:06,560 --> 00:44:09,320
Speaker 1: to even get here. But anyway, so I used to

768
00:44:09,400 --> 00:44:11,799
Speaker 1: say that the one on my ribs is my father's name,

769
00:44:12,920 --> 00:44:16,759
Speaker 1: which is which is a big lie, and it's an

770
00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:20,840
Speaker 1: obvious lie because my last name is Santiago and that's

771
00:44:20,880 --> 00:44:29,040
Speaker 1: not the last name. I go, man, I love it same.

772
00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:33,400
Speaker 1: Did you get that an issue in the middle? I'm joking.

773
00:44:34,280 --> 00:44:40,480
Speaker 1: Damn the name, Yeah, I got, I got a first

774
00:44:40,520 --> 00:44:42,120
Speaker 1: on the last name on my roobs. I used to

775
00:44:42,239 --> 00:44:44,880
Speaker 1: lie and say it was my father's name, and then

776
00:44:48,320 --> 00:44:50,960
Speaker 1: that's the other one covered up. I got the other

777
00:44:51,040 --> 00:44:55,680
Speaker 1: one covered up, and then um, and then I got

778
00:44:56,080 --> 00:44:59,640
Speaker 1: um the same person twice. I got the same person twice.

779
00:45:00,320 --> 00:45:02,600
Speaker 1: And you know, like I said, that was my most

780
00:45:02,719 --> 00:45:06,680
Speaker 1: recent ex boyfriends. So okay, you know the one and

781
00:45:06,760 --> 00:45:08,719
Speaker 1: the guy that I'm with now, there's no questions about it.

782
00:45:08,760 --> 00:45:10,560
Speaker 1: He already knows every way. But you've been here for

783
00:45:10,640 --> 00:45:15,239
Speaker 1: seventeen years. I know you. I'm about to get for him.

784
00:45:16,360 --> 00:45:24,440
Speaker 1: Got to be his face, crazy space to cover up

785
00:45:24,480 --> 00:45:31,920
Speaker 1: all the other names. Shout out to your race, get York,

786
00:45:32,160 --> 00:45:33,920
Speaker 1: you know, shout out to the rapod. They're going to

787
00:45:34,040 --> 00:45:36,880
Speaker 1: remove all the other tattoos I don't want for me,

788
00:45:37,040 --> 00:45:40,719
Speaker 1: Thank you very much. I have a lot of tattoos.

789
00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:43,759
Speaker 1: I have a lot. I have UM, but like I

790
00:45:43,880 --> 00:45:50,200
Speaker 1: have a tramp stamp, I hate I need that. It's horrible, boy,

791
00:45:50,640 --> 00:45:52,400
Speaker 1: I hated the color a tramp stamp. Where did that

792
00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:56,439
Speaker 1: come from? I don't know. Shot men, a tramp stand guys,

793
00:45:57,600 --> 00:46:01,040
Speaker 1: Guys should be having tramp stamps and traps. Just about

794
00:46:01,080 --> 00:46:06,279
Speaker 1: to say that. And then I have I have. I

795
00:46:06,400 --> 00:46:08,680
Speaker 1: have a typo on my wrist that I love and

796
00:46:08,760 --> 00:46:12,320
Speaker 1: then the one on my stomach that I love you

797
00:46:13,920 --> 00:46:16,200
Speaker 1: several times. But then you got it removed, all three

798
00:46:16,239 --> 00:46:18,520
Speaker 1: of them. But why did I do that? Quite the

799
00:46:18,600 --> 00:46:22,520
Speaker 1: same guy three times? I know somebody got the removed

800
00:46:22,560 --> 00:46:25,400
Speaker 1: and they got back together, but you still got one, right, No,

801
00:46:25,840 --> 00:46:28,920
Speaker 1: I got the last one removed. UM on black ink actually,

802
00:46:29,800 --> 00:46:33,080
Speaker 1: oh yeah, you gotta covered one way to really stick

803
00:46:33,120 --> 00:46:34,640
Speaker 1: it to him. Let me go on black ink in

804
00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:37,799
Speaker 1: the world. But why do you get it more than once?

805
00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:40,200
Speaker 1: Because I offend my little sister did that. It's not

806
00:46:40,480 --> 00:46:42,920
Speaker 1: it's not like I got them and then got it

807
00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:44,520
Speaker 1: covered and then got it over and got it cover

808
00:46:44,560 --> 00:46:47,080
Speaker 1: and got over. I got them all while we were together.

809
00:46:47,280 --> 00:46:49,600
Speaker 1: She did the same. But it's like the one and

810
00:46:49,680 --> 00:46:51,560
Speaker 1: then one by one I covered them. Okay, So the

811
00:46:51,600 --> 00:46:56,200
Speaker 1: first one I had on my wrist, and um, I

812
00:46:56,320 --> 00:46:59,880
Speaker 1: got that one very early on in our relationship, and

813
00:47:00,200 --> 00:47:03,800
Speaker 1: then um, I just got it because I wanted it,

814
00:47:04,040 --> 00:47:06,200
Speaker 1: but I didn't really get what I wanted, you know

815
00:47:06,200 --> 00:47:09,000
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So very early to eight months into

816
00:47:09,040 --> 00:47:13,279
Speaker 1: our relationship. So I got tattoo's previous. Yeah, I'm a

817
00:47:13,440 --> 00:47:15,680
Speaker 1: covering that. Yeah, I'm I got on hoodie ship now.

818
00:47:15,680 --> 00:47:17,200
Speaker 1: But I gotto yeah, And I feel like that's why

819
00:47:17,239 --> 00:47:18,759
Speaker 1: it's an easy thing for me to Yeah. I got

820
00:47:18,800 --> 00:47:20,200
Speaker 1: a lot of times too. I mean I got so many.

821
00:47:20,239 --> 00:47:21,440
Speaker 1: I don't even know how many I have I have.

822
00:47:21,800 --> 00:47:26,279
Speaker 1: I think it's a big deal to me because yeah, yeah,

823
00:47:26,440 --> 00:47:28,680
Speaker 1: like clean and then you got your man's name, was

824
00:47:28,760 --> 00:47:32,240
Speaker 1: like wow. So the second one came because I finally

825
00:47:32,280 --> 00:47:34,480
Speaker 1: thought of what I really wanted, Like, oh, I should

826
00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:37,640
Speaker 1: have got that, so then I got it. The second

827
00:47:37,680 --> 00:47:39,399
Speaker 1: one I got, I got it, Like how I should

828
00:47:39,400 --> 00:47:41,359
Speaker 1: have got it the first time? Right, So I got

829
00:47:41,440 --> 00:47:43,759
Speaker 1: that one right here. I actually surprised him with that one.

830
00:47:44,520 --> 00:47:47,800
Speaker 1: And then, um, I was getting tattooed one day something

831
00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:50,279
Speaker 1: on on my back, on my neck or something, and

832
00:47:50,400 --> 00:47:52,960
Speaker 1: then he's like, what are you getting now? And I'm like, oh,

833
00:47:53,080 --> 00:47:54,520
Speaker 1: I'm getting this, and he's like, you need to get

834
00:47:54,520 --> 00:47:56,560
Speaker 1: another one for me, and I'm like, what else can

835
00:47:56,600 --> 00:47:59,480
Speaker 1: I get? I already got you eighty times, you know.

836
00:48:00,000 --> 00:48:02,520
Speaker 1: But I ended up getting his initials with my initials

837
00:48:02,520 --> 00:48:06,160
Speaker 1: because we're both Gemini and the Gemini signed. And then

838
00:48:06,560 --> 00:48:09,200
Speaker 1: so when we broke up the first time, I got

839
00:48:09,360 --> 00:48:11,640
Speaker 1: the first two covered at the same time, like around

840
00:48:11,680 --> 00:48:13,560
Speaker 1: the same time, and then I had this one still

841
00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:15,480
Speaker 1: on the back of my neck the initials, and we

842
00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:17,920
Speaker 1: got back together. And then we broke up the second time,

843
00:48:18,800 --> 00:48:20,359
Speaker 1: I went and got the second one. Are you gonna

844
00:48:20,400 --> 00:48:23,440
Speaker 1: get it again? I'll get it again, but I'll get

845
00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:31,200
Speaker 1: mrs okay, So that's the only way I'll get it again. Well, Um,

846
00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:35,440
Speaker 1: it's because I grew up in a really strict religious

847
00:48:35,880 --> 00:48:38,000
Speaker 1: like I grew up in Kajak when I was a

848
00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:41,080
Speaker 1: little so they would say, do not get markings on

849
00:48:41,160 --> 00:48:42,920
Speaker 1: your body of the dead, do not get already have

850
00:48:43,040 --> 00:48:44,520
Speaker 1: pierceince that appears since I was a baby, But I

851
00:48:44,560 --> 00:48:48,160
Speaker 1: don't have any extra piercings. So I was super religious.

852
00:48:48,200 --> 00:48:49,800
Speaker 1: At first, I was like, I can't get in the

853
00:48:49,840 --> 00:48:51,920
Speaker 1: body where I can't get them. And then the older

854
00:48:51,960 --> 00:48:54,400
Speaker 1: I got, I was like, you afraid of needles? And

855
00:48:54,520 --> 00:48:57,000
Speaker 1: then I was like, Okay, now I was at a

856
00:48:57,040 --> 00:48:59,839
Speaker 1: certain age, like I aged out getting at I aged out.

857
00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:02,080
Speaker 1: That's how I fee out of it, right. And there's

858
00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:04,840
Speaker 1: been significant things that happened in my life where I

859
00:49:04,960 --> 00:49:07,360
Speaker 1: didn't get a tattoo for it, and I thought about it,

860
00:49:07,680 --> 00:49:09,279
Speaker 1: like when my dad passed away, I wanted to get

861
00:49:09,320 --> 00:49:11,480
Speaker 1: a tattoo for him. But it's like I was like,

862
00:49:11,560 --> 00:49:13,120
Speaker 1: if I don't have a tattoo for my dad who

863
00:49:13,160 --> 00:49:17,359
Speaker 1: passed away, don't know the officers for goddamn what I'm saying.

864
00:49:17,719 --> 00:49:20,160
Speaker 1: So I think that it's at this point, it's just

865
00:49:20,280 --> 00:49:22,880
Speaker 1: like it's more punk for me to not it's more

866
00:49:23,000 --> 00:49:25,280
Speaker 1: rock and roll for me because anybody else, use everybody

867
00:49:25,280 --> 00:49:27,520
Speaker 1: else got one. I think it's great, but I just

868
00:49:27,640 --> 00:49:29,719
Speaker 1: it's got to be something that you went forever. That's

869
00:49:29,800 --> 00:49:33,960
Speaker 1: my that's my tattoo. I don't recomen getting tattoos, like

870
00:49:34,239 --> 00:49:38,359
Speaker 1: if you're if you don't have any tattoos, stay like that. Yeah,

871
00:49:38,440 --> 00:49:40,600
Speaker 1: and you ate them after a while, change your mind.

872
00:49:40,680 --> 00:49:49,480
Speaker 1: You change your mind clearly, like they're crazy and it's

873
00:49:49,520 --> 00:49:53,120
Speaker 1: like more more of us. Yeah, I can't do Gemini.

874
00:49:53,440 --> 00:49:59,239
Speaker 1: We're both Gemini and moolly bitch. He was, now I'm

875
00:49:59,280 --> 00:50:01,840
Speaker 1: gonna ask you all, oh my god, my boyfriend's gemmen

876
00:50:07,440 --> 00:50:09,560
Speaker 1: that you're like, oh my god, you're the master of me,

877
00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:12,080
Speaker 1: like you do what they do is oh my god.

878
00:50:12,400 --> 00:50:15,280
Speaker 1: We had this whole because my man is so masking

879
00:50:15,400 --> 00:50:18,239
Speaker 1: and he's such a r like he's such a he's

880
00:50:18,280 --> 00:50:21,440
Speaker 1: a mancho man. So I was like, what are you

881
00:50:21,520 --> 00:50:23,920
Speaker 1: talking about? Yesterday we had this whole conversation about how

882
00:50:24,040 --> 00:50:27,399
Speaker 1: I run his fucking life and he's like, no, you're

883
00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:29,799
Speaker 1: doing I'm like, listen, I decided the fate of our relationship,

884
00:50:30,000 --> 00:50:32,480
Speaker 1: like because we had to fight. We had to fight,

885
00:50:32,640 --> 00:50:37,120
Speaker 1: and I'm like a little childish and arguments. I'm very

886
00:50:37,239 --> 00:50:39,239
Speaker 1: childish arguments because every time I have an argument when

887
00:50:39,280 --> 00:50:42,840
Speaker 1: they gotta break up with them, that I don't want to.

888
00:50:42,880 --> 00:50:43,920
Speaker 1: I don't want to be with you to know more.

889
00:50:44,000 --> 00:50:46,239
Speaker 1: That's saying I'm done. We don't match, We're horrible for

890
00:50:46,320 --> 00:50:48,600
Speaker 1: each other. Leave me alone, don't call me. I'm blocking you.

891
00:50:48,880 --> 00:50:53,400
Speaker 1: I'm moving out. I'm leaving the country. I'm going. We

892
00:50:53,520 --> 00:50:56,680
Speaker 1: had an argument. It's over and the whole planet I've

893
00:50:56,800 --> 00:51:01,520
Speaker 1: changed that's draining. I know, it's really terrible. It's really terrible.

894
00:51:01,600 --> 00:51:03,400
Speaker 1: But every time I do it, he's like, all right,

895
00:51:03,480 --> 00:51:06,360
Speaker 1: damn bitch. But you know what I'm saying, He's like,

896
00:51:07,880 --> 00:51:11,759
Speaker 1: get your ass on God. My boyfriend called me bitch.

897
00:51:12,800 --> 00:51:18,160
Speaker 1: I swear to God. People like, oh, hey, vibe God,

898
00:51:18,280 --> 00:51:24,000
Speaker 1: but you're not having in our sassy yes. When I'm

899
00:51:24,120 --> 00:51:26,279
Speaker 1: when I'm over the argument, when it's time for when,

900
00:51:26,280 --> 00:51:28,279
Speaker 1: I'm like, you know what, I miss you, I'm miss him,

901
00:51:28,280 --> 00:51:35,120
Speaker 1: I missed the dog. I'm missing a go let me

902
00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:38,440
Speaker 1: am up, like, let me say something, and you know,

903
00:51:38,560 --> 00:51:40,799
Speaker 1: he lets me right back into his life. He lets

904
00:51:40,840 --> 00:51:42,440
Speaker 1: me right back in. So I'm like, you know what,

905
00:51:42,680 --> 00:51:46,200
Speaker 1: I just sided back. Come on. So I saw him yesterday.

906
00:51:46,200 --> 00:51:49,000
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, but as masculine as you are,

907
00:51:49,440 --> 00:51:52,680
Speaker 1: I fucking run your life. I decided think it over

908
00:51:52,680 --> 00:51:54,960
Speaker 1: ship real easy once they get the archument. I got

909
00:51:55,120 --> 00:51:59,600
Speaker 1: him so mad. We started a whole new argument, but

910
00:51:59,680 --> 00:52:07,320
Speaker 1: we didn't very cute because it's looks so uncomfortable. I

911
00:52:07,400 --> 00:52:13,160
Speaker 1: always got barely really small. The lasting time when to

912
00:52:13,200 --> 00:52:17,680
Speaker 1: ask you is when you think about you. I didn't

913
00:52:17,680 --> 00:52:20,960
Speaker 1: even pay like every episode like regulation, you can't hold

914
00:52:21,000 --> 00:52:23,319
Speaker 1: it for an hour. When you think about your mom

915
00:52:23,360 --> 00:52:25,000
Speaker 1: and you think about your dad, what do you think

916
00:52:25,040 --> 00:52:28,040
Speaker 1: you take from them into the relationship that you have

917
00:52:29,120 --> 00:52:30,880
Speaker 1: with whoever you date, Like, why do you think that

918
00:52:31,000 --> 00:52:33,560
Speaker 1: you date the way that you do according to your mom,

919
00:52:33,680 --> 00:52:35,839
Speaker 1: your relationship with your mom and your relationship with your dad.

920
00:52:36,719 --> 00:52:38,200
Speaker 1: I know one thing I'll get for my mother is

921
00:52:38,400 --> 00:52:42,080
Speaker 1: she was like the person that took care of everything

922
00:52:42,200 --> 00:52:46,040
Speaker 1: and everybody, like caregiver. Like I definitely get there from her,

923
00:52:46,480 --> 00:52:48,440
Speaker 1: Like definitely get there from her, and that travels over

924
00:52:48,520 --> 00:52:50,759
Speaker 1: into relationships as well. What about your dad? He was

925
00:52:50,760 --> 00:52:52,919
Speaker 1: a hope. So I don't know if you're like, damn,

926
00:52:52,920 --> 00:52:54,720
Speaker 1: I hope. I didn't get that, but that might affect

927
00:52:54,719 --> 00:52:57,920
Speaker 1: you in a different type of way. Um, yeah, my

928
00:52:58,080 --> 00:53:03,480
Speaker 1: dad had multiple relay ships and multiple I didn't know

929
00:53:03,560 --> 00:53:05,600
Speaker 1: I had it. Well, I knew I had a sister

930
00:53:05,719 --> 00:53:08,880
Speaker 1: that was a year or so same age as me,

931
00:53:09,239 --> 00:53:10,920
Speaker 1: but I didn't find out until I was thirty five

932
00:53:10,960 --> 00:53:14,520
Speaker 1: that we were sixteen days apart. Damn. Yeah, and she's

933
00:53:14,560 --> 00:53:16,400
Speaker 1: been in my life all of my life. I just

934
00:53:16,440 --> 00:53:19,160
Speaker 1: didn't know to be were that close age to even

935
00:53:19,239 --> 00:53:20,800
Speaker 1: find out. Well, I always thought that we were like

936
00:53:20,840 --> 00:53:24,080
Speaker 1: a year apart until my birthday party and she's like, oh,

937
00:53:24,160 --> 00:53:27,640
Speaker 1: I'm thuring at thirty five next week, two weeks. So

938
00:53:27,800 --> 00:53:30,200
Speaker 1: she knew the whole time. Yeah, she knew. I just

939
00:53:30,280 --> 00:53:33,319
Speaker 1: didn't know. Nobody told me. I just didn't know. Yeah, um,

940
00:53:34,600 --> 00:53:37,560
Speaker 1: yeah that was irish. But how does that affect you

941
00:53:37,600 --> 00:53:39,520
Speaker 1: as far as your relationship? You think you were affected

942
00:53:39,560 --> 00:53:42,680
Speaker 1: by your relationship with your dad. No, I don't think

943
00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:44,920
Speaker 1: it affected my relationship with my dad, But I think

944
00:53:45,000 --> 00:53:49,400
Speaker 1: it affects how I view men in relationships because watching

945
00:53:49,560 --> 00:53:53,680
Speaker 1: him do juggle so many situations, and watching my mother

946
00:53:53,800 --> 00:53:56,360
Speaker 1: fight with him with his wife and his other baby

947
00:53:56,400 --> 00:53:59,600
Speaker 1: mama and eventually coming together with the wife and not

948
00:53:59,760 --> 00:54:03,640
Speaker 1: the the baby mama. You know, It's just it changed

949
00:54:03,680 --> 00:54:06,640
Speaker 1: my outlook own relationships for sure. For sure. Yeah, what

950
00:54:06,719 --> 00:54:10,280
Speaker 1: would you say, Lizo, Well, I never thought about this before,

951
00:54:10,480 --> 00:54:15,840
Speaker 1: but I definitely, I think because my parents stayed together

952
00:54:16,239 --> 00:54:19,960
Speaker 1: forever until you know, he passed away. I believe in

953
00:54:20,719 --> 00:54:24,600
Speaker 1: UM long relationships, and like I was saying to somebody

954
00:54:24,680 --> 00:54:26,520
Speaker 1: the other night, I was like, if I'm gonna get

955
00:54:26,560 --> 00:54:29,480
Speaker 1: with somebody now, I'm gonna be with them forever. Like

956
00:54:29,560 --> 00:54:31,640
Speaker 1: I want to get with somebody and just we're gonna

957
00:54:31,640 --> 00:54:34,360
Speaker 1: be together forever, so nothing else really matters. Do what

958
00:54:34,480 --> 00:54:36,839
Speaker 1: you gotta do. Let's just live our lives. And I'm

959
00:54:37,320 --> 00:54:42,360
Speaker 1: really like UM partnership based, like I want a partner

960
00:54:42,840 --> 00:54:46,719
Speaker 1: before anything, and I want to create something with them.

961
00:54:46,800 --> 00:54:50,080
Speaker 1: And my parents always had businesses, like they always owned

962
00:54:50,160 --> 00:54:52,239
Speaker 1: businesses together. They would make us pass off lives and

963
00:54:52,280 --> 00:54:59,680
Speaker 1: ship what you want to eat, like racist, get real

964
00:54:59,719 --> 00:55:03,240
Speaker 1: life for this messages? What kind of businesses from mortgage business,

965
00:55:03,280 --> 00:55:07,839
Speaker 1: credit card business? And they said, you're gooving money. I'm

966
00:55:10,040 --> 00:55:12,680
Speaker 1: I've been on a budget since I got signed. That's dope.

967
00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:15,920
Speaker 1: Come on, now, that's gonna see me wasting this? Did

968
00:55:15,960 --> 00:55:18,920
Speaker 1: you say she boking fights the Bolly for everybody? She

969
00:55:19,040 --> 00:55:26,319
Speaker 1: didn't and my girls fright reappro come up, got own

970
00:55:26,360 --> 00:55:31,200
Speaker 1: flights to Bally. But yeah, I think that's why I'm

971
00:55:31,360 --> 00:55:34,479
Speaker 1: so partnership based because I saw that. And I'm also

972
00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:38,480
Speaker 1: really silly and I like to wrestle and play, and

973
00:55:38,920 --> 00:55:40,600
Speaker 1: I turned into like a big kid. And I used

974
00:55:40,640 --> 00:55:42,839
Speaker 1: to see my parents once I saw my parents break

975
00:55:42,880 --> 00:55:51,440
Speaker 1: into a water gun fight in the Yeah, but that

976
00:55:51,600 --> 00:55:55,239
Speaker 1: has been much fun together. I want who I'm with

977
00:55:55,440 --> 00:55:57,480
Speaker 1: to be a partner and a best friend, and I

978
00:55:57,560 --> 00:56:00,080
Speaker 1: want to be with them forever and until death do

979
00:56:00,200 --> 00:56:01,960
Speaker 1: us part. That's how it's supposed to be. Don't you

980
00:56:02,000 --> 00:56:04,759
Speaker 1: feel like it's so rare. Yeah, that's how I feel

981
00:56:04,760 --> 00:56:06,719
Speaker 1: about what I have going on now. Like that's one

982
00:56:06,719 --> 00:56:08,560
Speaker 1: of my best friends since I was a little girl.

983
00:56:08,640 --> 00:56:11,799
Speaker 1: Like we're besties, we can't really go wrong, and now

984
00:56:11,880 --> 00:56:18,480
Speaker 1: we're old. So every time he said it too, he's so,

985
00:56:18,719 --> 00:56:22,359
Speaker 1: he's so tired, he's like breaking up with him every

986
00:56:22,400 --> 00:56:25,920
Speaker 1: time we fight. Everybody's tired of that. But I do

987
00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:28,200
Speaker 1: that in every relationship. Every time we have an argument

988
00:56:28,239 --> 00:56:31,320
Speaker 1: that's over is just a fight. I know it's stupid

989
00:56:31,360 --> 00:56:33,640
Speaker 1: and it's corny and it's childish. I would be so

990
00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:36,040
Speaker 1: I would be like, Okay, it's child that I had

991
00:56:36,080 --> 00:56:39,560
Speaker 1: a fan. I understand. I like fight, you like to

992
00:56:39,640 --> 00:56:41,839
Speaker 1: fight I like to fight because I get in all

993
00:56:41,880 --> 00:56:45,080
Speaker 1: of my relationships because I know that it's either gonna

994
00:56:45,160 --> 00:56:50,279
Speaker 1: make us get closer or you. Yeah, and I look

995
00:56:50,320 --> 00:56:51,800
Speaker 1: forward to it. When I have a friend and we

996
00:56:51,840 --> 00:56:53,759
Speaker 1: get into that first argument, I'd be like, oh, ship,

997
00:56:54,080 --> 00:57:02,120
Speaker 1: we're about to get real that I'm constructive with every emotion, right, Okay,

998
00:57:02,280 --> 00:57:04,560
Speaker 1: that makes sense. You gotta find the good in every situation.

999
00:57:04,800 --> 00:57:06,560
Speaker 1: You know, that's me. That's my motto. You come to

1000
00:57:06,640 --> 00:57:08,840
Speaker 1: my shows, I find the silver lining. But yeah, I

1001
00:57:08,880 --> 00:57:11,080
Speaker 1: know the shows that make everybody feel good, we actually

1002
00:57:11,080 --> 00:57:15,840
Speaker 1: sell you performed when the Christmas party the Atlantic, we

1003
00:57:15,920 --> 00:57:19,400
Speaker 1: were there, Yeah, we was going crazy. I was like,

1004
00:57:19,920 --> 00:57:22,720
Speaker 1: I was getting Yeah, I don't totally be like that,

1005
00:57:22,920 --> 00:57:24,800
Speaker 1: but it was I should come to the show tonight

1006
00:57:24,920 --> 00:57:29,280
Speaker 1: Brooklyn Steel It's in Brooklyn. Yeah, I'm okay, that's a

1007
00:57:29,360 --> 00:57:34,560
Speaker 1: place if you want to come through. But anyway, my boy,

1008
00:57:35,000 --> 00:57:37,680
Speaker 1: I don't get my hair braided. We're looking. I was like,

1009
00:57:37,720 --> 00:57:41,520
Speaker 1: it's a perfect ballet. But stepanie Le's talk about you.

1010
00:57:41,680 --> 00:57:43,880
Speaker 1: You and your parents, So your mom and your dad,

1011
00:57:43,920 --> 00:57:46,360
Speaker 1: how does that affect how you have relationships? Like she said,

1012
00:57:46,400 --> 00:57:49,840
Speaker 1: I never thought about this before, um, but thinking about it,

1013
00:57:49,920 --> 00:57:52,800
Speaker 1: sitting here and thinking about it. I feel like with

1014
00:57:52,960 --> 00:57:55,640
Speaker 1: my dad, he was in my life, like really close

1015
00:57:55,720 --> 00:57:57,600
Speaker 1: to me when I was a kid, like I was,

1016
00:57:57,800 --> 00:57:59,800
Speaker 1: I was with my dad all the time, really cling

1017
00:57:59,880 --> 00:58:03,280
Speaker 1: to him like I was his favorite girl, and that poof,

1018
00:58:03,400 --> 00:58:06,080
Speaker 1: he was gone. So I feel like that may have

1019
00:58:06,240 --> 00:58:10,000
Speaker 1: affected me because I'm sure I'm super Yes, I like

1020
00:58:10,160 --> 00:58:13,920
Speaker 1: I'm I feel insecure when my man is not around,

1021
00:58:14,120 --> 00:58:16,520
Speaker 1: Like I want to be around man all the time.

1022
00:58:17,000 --> 00:58:18,960
Speaker 1: And I've been like that since I was since I

1023
00:58:19,080 --> 00:58:22,520
Speaker 1: started dating relationships, you know what I mean, Like I

1024
00:58:22,880 --> 00:58:25,960
Speaker 1: want the closeness. So I think that may have affected

1025
00:58:26,000 --> 00:58:29,120
Speaker 1: me with men, like I'm extra super clean, you know,

1026
00:58:29,240 --> 00:58:31,280
Speaker 1: within the poof. Yeah, I don't want them to poof

1027
00:58:31,480 --> 00:58:36,760
Speaker 1: they poof, But if that, I would say with my mother,

1028
00:58:37,040 --> 00:58:41,440
Speaker 1: she like taught me to be more independent, like period,

1029
00:58:41,640 --> 00:58:45,440
Speaker 1: Like I've seen her date, Like she had boyfriends here

1030
00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:48,720
Speaker 1: and there, but like she always took care of us

1031
00:58:48,880 --> 00:58:51,040
Speaker 1: and herself, you know what I mean, Like she never

1032
00:58:51,160 --> 00:58:54,320
Speaker 1: let no man come in and like take care of anything,

1033
00:58:54,560 --> 00:58:56,360
Speaker 1: or it was just kind of like she already had

1034
00:58:56,400 --> 00:58:59,720
Speaker 1: a house. He was just an addition, you know. Like fun.

1035
00:59:00,120 --> 00:59:02,600
Speaker 1: I looked at it like and if it got serious,

1036
00:59:02,800 --> 00:59:04,920
Speaker 1: then it was serious. But she always one thing I

1037
00:59:04,960 --> 00:59:07,240
Speaker 1: would always hear my mom say was like she did

1038
00:59:07,320 --> 00:59:10,040
Speaker 1: not like a liar. So then if I ever catch

1039
00:59:10,080 --> 00:59:12,080
Speaker 1: a man and a lie, like I'm quick to cut

1040
00:59:12,160 --> 00:59:14,600
Speaker 1: him off because I look at it, like I know,

1041
00:59:14,760 --> 00:59:17,680
Speaker 1: my mom used to always say, like I hate a liar.

1042
00:59:17,800 --> 00:59:19,960
Speaker 1: I hate a liar. So like I think that just

1043
00:59:20,120 --> 00:59:23,240
Speaker 1: got like pushed through my brain. So and men lie,

1044
00:59:23,560 --> 00:59:29,360
Speaker 1: men lie, and like women told the truth you but

1045
00:59:29,680 --> 00:59:32,240
Speaker 1: I want to get away with it right, And I

1046
00:59:32,360 --> 00:59:34,240
Speaker 1: definitely look at that, and I think like I got

1047
00:59:34,320 --> 00:59:36,320
Speaker 1: to a point where I was in a relationship where

1048
00:59:36,640 --> 00:59:39,160
Speaker 1: the guy I was depending on the man and I

1049
00:59:39,360 --> 00:59:42,280
Speaker 1: was like the worst thing ever and it made me

1050
00:59:42,360 --> 00:59:45,000
Speaker 1: more so see like damn, I should be more like

1051
00:59:45,160 --> 00:59:47,880
Speaker 1: my mother because he left me and a you know

1052
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Speaker 1: in a situation where I was kind of fucked up. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: and I was doing I was doing better before I

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Speaker 1: was with him in like terrible after so I just knew,

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Speaker 1: like and then as far as my father, my that

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Speaker 1: was verbally abusive. So I feel like me sometimes like

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Speaker 1: when I do get into arguments, I say like real

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Speaker 1: nasty stuff to like if I'm hurt or like something

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Speaker 1: like that. I think that's something I took with him

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Speaker 1: from him that was negative. But you know, I try

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Speaker 1: to watch myself because my words is crazy, Like I

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Speaker 1: can really hurt my birthday. I'm the Capricorn in January thirteen.

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Speaker 1: With my mom, I feel like, oh yeah, yeah, okay,

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Speaker 1: we're gonna do it. We're gonna do a Okay, we

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Speaker 1: got a room for a little close birthdays. It just passed.

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Speaker 1: We just have some yeah, thank you to Yeah, have

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Speaker 1: a tequila for coming through today. We're gonna but listen,

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Speaker 1: we appreciate you so much. We had a really good

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Speaker 1: time with you. I was so nervous because I don't know, like,

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Speaker 1: list you be naked on your Instagram page. Now you

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Speaker 1: gotta come here and talk about you. Was nervous. Let's

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Speaker 1: see Virgo moon. I get shy in random times. But

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Speaker 1: we're coming today. And I followed you for a long time.

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Speaker 1: I love your ship. Oh my god, thank you did

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Speaker 1: not waive your girl. I was like, I just waive

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Speaker 1: that everybody because I love you. I love album, and

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Speaker 1: I foundation that everything should be loved. We should start

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Speaker 1: everything with When I don't know you, I love you,

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Speaker 1: so you do something stupid and so you have me

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Speaker 1: fucked up and you can have me funk to put

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Speaker 1: in the first three seconds. But bitch, I'm gonna give

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Speaker 1: you the opportunity to not have me fucked up. And

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Speaker 1: then I feel good to go around just feeling love. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it feels good and nothing. You know what, it makes

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Speaker 1: you feel bad when you hate on people, You feel bad. No, Honestly,

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Speaker 1: that energy, that dark energy, it stays on you when

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Speaker 1: you're hating on somebody. That karma. No, even when I

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Speaker 1: say some evil ship to somebody I don't like, I'll

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Speaker 1: be like, all right, yeah that's what I should have said,

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Speaker 1: the worst ship to this girl. But all I said was,

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Speaker 1: you know what, you can have him go. I released

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Speaker 1: him unto you. Good good, so good about that, because

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Speaker 1: there's there was nothing she could say, right, and then

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Speaker 1: you'd be like, yeah, I love you. Right. Okay, we

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Speaker 1: gotta end the show with this. You have to guess

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Speaker 1: which one of the ladies just recently did this. Okay,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you a story and you have to

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Speaker 1: tell us who is it. Which one of us just

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Speaker 1: recently had laser faginal rejuvenation. And it's been absolutely amazing

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Speaker 1: that sex has been great and causing quick sessions. Causing

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Speaker 1: quick sessions by the way, come, oh my god, this

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Speaker 1: is so hard, but i'm gonna say I'm gonna say

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Speaker 1: to you, Okay, Well we'll let you know next week. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Lives in Angela finding this week. Thank you list G

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