WEBVTT - EP 380: Heaux Depot

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<v Speaker 1>Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible decision.

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<v Speaker 2>So I like, guys, welcome to another episode of for

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<v Speaker 2>uh yo yo yama yo. I don't tell what is me?

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<v Speaker 2>Me made me name name brain akay, Mandy, Mandy, that's

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<v Speaker 2>not I thought. No braid was the fancy way of saying,

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<v Speaker 2>as you guys learn pretty much Mexicans. I mean, look,

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<v Speaker 2>that's why I'm like, that's what they do. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>you not know what the hell I learned?

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<v Speaker 1>It's by y'all, no and dose Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>Anyway, y'all welcome to not the bilingual version of Horrible

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<v Speaker 2>Decisions or whatever. I'm your girl, Mandy a k A

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<v Speaker 2>pull cor pums aka do beach oh li, it's Troy being.

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<v Speaker 1>At toy bing Bno what that means, don't know, bitch.

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<v Speaker 1>All of y'all welcome. Maybe that's what that means. All

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<v Speaker 1>of y'all right stories like all y'all, Oh yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>knew that anyway.

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<v Speaker 2>Any who, bitch, let's start with a little quick ketchup.

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<v Speaker 2>I wanted to kind of do a little bit of

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<v Speaker 2>two things I have been enjoying. I would say for

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<v Speaker 2>this year, live music has been like feeding my soul,

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<v Speaker 2>and so I had the wonderful opportunity of seeing Chris Brown.

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<v Speaker 1>Not once, but twice, and I would just like.

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<v Speaker 2>To say where I know I lead into this podcast

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<v Speaker 2>as wanting a man who is very good looking. I

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<v Speaker 2>realized my boundary with that, and it's because I went

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<v Speaker 2>to a Chris Brown concert and I realized that he

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<v Speaker 2>is a man that.

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<v Speaker 1>Can change a bitch is tight.

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<v Speaker 2>The way they look at him, the way he commanded

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<v Speaker 2>a whole motherfucking room and had my homegirl, who don't

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<v Speaker 2>like light skinn niggas with tattoos, be like, bitch, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>give him some pussy. I realized that's the that's the stop.

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<v Speaker 2>I want a man's so fine but not that powerful,

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<v Speaker 2>like to where he could change a woman's type just

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<v Speaker 2>because he's there. And it's been incredible to see that.

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<v Speaker 2>And I want to say shout out to any woman

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<v Speaker 2>who has the confidence and self esteem to deal with

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<v Speaker 2>a fine ass nigga like that. And that's all I

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<v Speaker 2>just realized.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to ruin.

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<v Speaker 2>It was in my head, what what uh, what's gonna

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<v Speaker 2>be trigger warning? Uh? Oh, not saying I don't love

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<v Speaker 2>Chris Brown's music, Okay, I didn't know how much I

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<v Speaker 2>shouldn't be fucking with Chris Brown, okay, until the Diddy

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<v Speaker 2>tape came out. And the reason I say that is

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<v Speaker 2>because we saw that picture of Rihanna's face.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, We ain't seen no video, okay.

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<v Speaker 2>And if you can get someone's face to look like that,

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<v Speaker 2>I know that video looks like Diddy shit.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay. So if a nigga's that violent, can.

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<v Speaker 2>I really fuck with that niggam?

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't gon you.

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<v Speaker 2>That's where I'll be a hypocrite. I'm sorry. I refused

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<v Speaker 2>to cancel Chris Brown, and to me both the thing

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<v Speaker 2>he has to be canceled, but the way that we're

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<v Speaker 2>treating Diddy because of what we saw. If we saw

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<v Speaker 2>what he did, Torianna, if that video came out today,

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<v Speaker 2>we already saw the phone. If we got to see

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<v Speaker 2>his actions like we saw Diddy, could you feel the same.

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<v Speaker 2>So so for me personally when it comes to that,

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<v Speaker 2>and that let me know I judged them differently, right,

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<v Speaker 2>and that's what made me feel like, oh well, maybe

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<v Speaker 2>I shouldn't.

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<v Speaker 1>So there's differences there though.

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<v Speaker 2>A there's an age difference in the age that Chris

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<v Speaker 2>Brown was when that took place and the age that

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<v Speaker 2>Diddy was when that took place.

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<v Speaker 1>There is also.

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<v Speaker 2>Commentary from both of them one moment that she was

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<v Speaker 2>the aggressor first in that car. She also forgave him

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<v Speaker 2>and even went back years later. So to me, because

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<v Speaker 2>there was so much time yas he did too well,

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<v Speaker 2>Cassie stayed in the relationship. She never went back once

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<v Speaker 2>she left. She never went back for a minute though, right.

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<v Speaker 2>But what I'm saying is there was forgiveness by Rihanna.

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<v Speaker 2>There was also the fact that both of the girl

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<v Speaker 2>she said she said courtside with that, she.

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<v Speaker 1>She literally went no, no, no, no, no no. She went

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<v Speaker 1>back to him. He showed up.

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<v Speaker 2>On Christmas court side with her at a Lakers game

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<v Speaker 2>while he was with Krucci.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I don't think that's going back.

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<v Speaker 2>And they were just no, they went back to they

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<v Speaker 2>were back together, Okay, greely, Yeah, they got back together

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<v Speaker 2>and she literally had to tell all interview about it.

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<v Speaker 2>And she also admitted to being physically violent to him

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<v Speaker 2>as well. And so I just think they were both

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<v Speaker 2>very young, and to me, he's I don't want to say,

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<v Speaker 2>served his time, but for the things that he's done

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<v Speaker 2>since then, I listen.

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<v Speaker 1>No, no, no, I know he did it again. Listen.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care. I'm a hypocrite that man for his talent.

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<v Speaker 2>Had he not made those mistake, I do think he

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<v Speaker 2>would have been the next motherfucking Michael Jackson. All I

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<v Speaker 2>know is the way that he performs and the way

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<v Speaker 2>women's bodies react.

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<v Speaker 1>To it is powerful, That's all.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think people sit here and look at Chris

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<v Speaker 2>Brown and immediately be like, oh, but what he did

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<v Speaker 2>uh twelve years ago?

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<v Speaker 1>Now I can't look and.

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<v Speaker 2>Seeing this man a tune comes on, I'm gonna be

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<v Speaker 2>like fifteen the fuck Like, I don't know. It's hard,

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<v Speaker 2>right because he's become such a part of like what

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<v Speaker 2>we listen to.

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<v Speaker 1>But nah, that shit.

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<v Speaker 2>Really, I'm not joking because Chris Brown has been one

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<v Speaker 2>of those for me where I'm like, well, she forgave him.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what I always say, right my brain to feel better.

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<v Speaker 2>But after the Diddy video, I was like, do like

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<v Speaker 2>because I kind of forgot about Diddy and Cassie and

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<v Speaker 2>I kind of forget about Rihanna. But I'm gonna be honest,

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<v Speaker 2>I fuck with Rihanna way harder than I do Chris Brown.

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<v Speaker 2>I think she's way more important for me and pactically

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<v Speaker 2>probably on some black girls shit, just whatever, how I

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<v Speaker 2>envision a woman billionaire, I think she's dope. So it's like, fuck,

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<v Speaker 2>I have way more respect for Rihanna. Also, I just know.

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<v Speaker 1>I also just know I'm a hypocrite, but I'm human.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't fucked up in the past, and I don't

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<v Speaker 2>forgave niggas other niggas.

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<v Speaker 1>That Benet fucked up in the past. I ain't gonna

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<v Speaker 1>hold a niggas to the cross forever. I'm just not.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just not. And for me his artistry. Do you

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<v Speaker 1>think he could come back to me? I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>that he could come back. I don't think that he

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<v Speaker 1>could come back.

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<v Speaker 2>That's but no video. But no, that's the video. But

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<v Speaker 2>that's the thing too, it's not only the video to me.

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<v Speaker 2>And I've said this like just from a business perspective too.

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<v Speaker 2>Did he has done bad by so many people, not

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<v Speaker 2>only in his personal relationships but business wise. Bitch Allegedly

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<v Speaker 2>he had something to do with the killing them.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I ain't, but Nigga was. Nigga said cars

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<v Speaker 1>to be blown.

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<v Speaker 2>Up and ship I think he done just did so

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<v Speaker 2>much bad ship. This is karma coming back to him.

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<v Speaker 2>I think a lot of us fail and show up

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<v Speaker 2>in toxic ways and relationships. I think a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>us make mistakes in relationship, and I think that over time,

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<v Speaker 2>if you've learned from it, if you can't again, I ain't.

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<v Speaker 2>I ain't sleeping with the man. I don't know how

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<v Speaker 2>he shows up currently. Yes, we know he got to

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<v Speaker 2>restrain in order to so, yes, I'm aware of all

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<v Speaker 2>this shit.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, but I said, but boy can God damn step.

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<v Speaker 2>Boy can he? I ain't gonna that March madness black backslip.

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<v Speaker 2>I can't hear that, babe be But the way that

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<v Speaker 2>man shows up, and I mean, I guess we brought

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<v Speaker 2>up Chris Brown and Rihanna with the double back. I

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<v Speaker 2>do just want to say, y'all, it is the season

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<v Speaker 2>of the double back. I don't know why these niggas

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<v Speaker 2>just can't leave us a loon, ladies, but be strong.

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<v Speaker 2>I wanted to talk to you a little bit about

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<v Speaker 2>that because I'm allowing the idea of double backs with

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<v Speaker 2>a few people. So twenty two year old back in

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<v Speaker 2>the picture by next month. I'll let you know if

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<v Speaker 2>you come over and we make that up. Uh, y'all

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<v Speaker 2>can listen on Patreon to it.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh that.

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<v Speaker 2>But someone else recently came back and did the double back,

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<v Speaker 2>and I realized where normally we advise like women to

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<v Speaker 2>not allow a man to come back, I sat with

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<v Speaker 2>it and realized I am such a different person from

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<v Speaker 2>my twenties that I do believe in timing of things,

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<v Speaker 2>and so where someone can be an awful person like

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<v Speaker 2>a Chris Brown, like we talked about a shitty like

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<v Speaker 2>hourcent a day and all, well, to me, toxicity, I

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<v Speaker 2>mean toxicity abuse.

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<v Speaker 1>There's layers to it, you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 2>And so I wanted to ask you in terms of

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<v Speaker 2>a double back, A, if you've ever done it? But

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<v Speaker 2>B do you believe that if you dated someone in

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<v Speaker 2>your teens or twenties that trying it again in your

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<v Speaker 2>thirties or forties will result in a different outcome.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think it's healthy to revisit it?

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<v Speaker 2>I think that double backs are only good if distance, time,

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<v Speaker 2>and like or something was another factor. I think that

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<v Speaker 2>most times that I've done back, or that my friends have,

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<v Speaker 2>it never ends well. If they it was because someone

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<v Speaker 2>did it's okay, okay. However, when I've heard of people

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<v Speaker 2>getting married later it's always like, oh, we went our

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<v Speaker 2>separate ways, went out to college. It just wasn't working

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<v Speaker 2>well when there's like you fucked me over?

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<v Speaker 1>Nah?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so only you making that up? Ah, But do

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<v Speaker 2>you think that has to do with the fact right right?

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<v Speaker 2>It's different than fucking up? But do you feel like

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<v Speaker 2>that's because do you genuinely feel like people don't know

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<v Speaker 2>how to forgive?

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<v Speaker 1>No?

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<v Speaker 2>I just kind of think people don't necessarily change that

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<v Speaker 2>much really.

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<v Speaker 1>Which I feel like I changed a whole lot from

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<v Speaker 1>my twenties.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but like night and day, you're still you, right,

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<v Speaker 2>Like you still have the same personality people. When me

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<v Speaker 2>and you had dinner just when horrible started, I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh my god, wow, Like it's like nothing changed, right.

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<v Speaker 1>But of course you were were.

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<v Speaker 2>Here's what I mean, it's coming in my head because

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<v Speaker 2>the whole girl min had this happened. Okay, moved to

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<v Speaker 2>La double back from me, nigga now that she's back

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<v Speaker 2>on the East coast. Okay, she felt like he was

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<v Speaker 2>not a what was the word. It wasn't romantic, but

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<v Speaker 2>like girl, he just didn't know how to do shit

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<v Speaker 2>for me. He just didn't know how to be a man.

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<v Speaker 2>For me, he was just da da da da da.

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<v Speaker 2>That's why he broke up a minute ago. I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>know them back then, but that's what she told me.

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<v Speaker 2>Ain't that the same problem now? He did it in

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<v Speaker 2>the beginning but then fell off. And so to me,

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<v Speaker 2>that type of thing, right, even a sneaky person, if

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<v Speaker 2>a nigga is sneaky, I don't know if he ever.

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<v Speaker 1>Gonna not be sneaky. I think you just don't lose that. Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>Now maybe lying like maybe that could change, because sometimes

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<v Speaker 2>we don't know how to communicate. But like there's certain

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<v Speaker 2>things about a person that I don't always think will change, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>like learning lessons like okay, what's your biggest learning lesson

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<v Speaker 2>as a friend?

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<v Speaker 1>You had to say?

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<v Speaker 2>Over ten years? For example, for me, I learned I

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<v Speaker 2>need to check on my friends way more.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>It was very difficult for me when I first moved

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<v Speaker 2>to New York when I had friends in Florida to

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<v Speaker 2>think about them, not like they were I was forgetting them,

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<v Speaker 2>but I was just like, well we're apart.

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<v Speaker 1>That doesn't mean anything.

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<v Speaker 2>I should have definitely have checked all my friends more, Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>now I make sure to do that, sending texts and

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<v Speaker 2>engaging with them and letting them know they're cared about.

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<v Speaker 2>I was really bad at that. Okay, that to me

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<v Speaker 2>is something I was able to fix and change. That

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<v Speaker 2>ain't my personality. I'm a loving person. I mean, I

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<v Speaker 2>think that you wanting to double back to a person

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<v Speaker 2>though you like. I'm not saying a personality should change

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<v Speaker 2>at all, but the characteristics of how not the characteristics even,

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<v Speaker 2>but maybe their habits, the ways in which you show

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<v Speaker 2>up in the again, the way you just acknowledge, how

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<v Speaker 2>you show up differently in now your relationships with your

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<v Speaker 2>friends is what I would assume a man would do

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<v Speaker 2>in his thirties or forties.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, we would have to show issue for you.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you mean what is the particular double back

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<v Speaker 2>issue for me? What do you mean by why did

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<v Speaker 2>it end? Could you such a double bitch?

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<v Speaker 1>Because that nigga proposed to another bitch?

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<v Speaker 2>Well get into it, and clearly the engagement didn't work.

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<v Speaker 2>So so now he tried to double back. But can

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<v Speaker 2>I also say something about that? Yeah, no, that's a

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<v Speaker 2>crazy double back that you answer your question, that's a

0:12:14.600 --> 0:12:18.439
<v Speaker 2>crazy double back. So so clearly that didn't work but

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<v Speaker 2>was crazy is when he came back. I know I'm

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<v Speaker 2>a different person and there were some things that I expected.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you know how upset I got at the beach.

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<v Speaker 1>Again? Hold on and I know you laughing.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, here's the thing, and this is gonna be a

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<v Speaker 2>real toxic tape if you come back to me as

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<v Speaker 2>kind of the same type of nigga, Like here we go.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's the example. Flowers.

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<v Speaker 2>Y'all know how I feel about my motherfucker flowers. If

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<v Speaker 2>you go five six years without talking to me and

0:12:54.000 --> 0:12:57.640
<v Speaker 2>we're now talking and I'm talking about how like flowers

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<v Speaker 2>and you have no idea how to order flowers on line?

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<v Speaker 2>Now I'm mad at your bitch, because what the fuck

0:13:04.000 --> 0:13:07.640
<v Speaker 2>was this bitch demanding or requiring or asking of you

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<v Speaker 2>as a man for showing up to her as a woman.

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<v Speaker 2>I think that when you're in long term relationships, if

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<v Speaker 2>there's a ring involved, if you're with a man over

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<v Speaker 2>two three years, there's certain things that should come with

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<v Speaker 2>being in a relationship that should now become like second

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<v Speaker 2>nature or secondhand, like without a thought. And so if

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<v Speaker 2>you would have bitch that didn't even require this, now

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<v Speaker 2>I'm kind of mad at the bitch because you're supposed

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<v Speaker 2>to come to me as a better nigga, because you

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<v Speaker 2>done have had a bitch for all this time. If

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<v Speaker 2>that you look like you don't agree with what the

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<v Speaker 2>fuck I'm saying, like the way that.

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<v Speaker 1>You are when he just came back through some tech and.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't matter, no, but that's what I don't give a fuck.

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<v Speaker 2>You could come back for two hours, nigga, whant my

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<v Speaker 2>flowers that? But to me, like the same way you

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<v Speaker 2>said wy when you and old Bay broke up, you

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<v Speaker 2>were like, damn, I know he moves different now because

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<v Speaker 2>of me. I know he could do this better now

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<v Speaker 2>because of me. Bitch, y'all look like, what the fuck

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<v Speaker 2>did this? This? Why this bitch ain't improve you? Listen,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a little annoyed. I was so validated when I

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<v Speaker 2>found out he's still a hope, you know, I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>but that other thing. Certain things they're gonna change. But

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<v Speaker 2>you know, maybe now you know how to make an

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<v Speaker 2>avocado toast, bitch, because you was making you were putting

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<v Speaker 2>on with avocados, hope, put the little radishes. This shit. Yup, bro,

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<v Speaker 2>If you go be in a relationship for a certain

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<v Speaker 2>amount of time, you should be with a person that

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<v Speaker 2>makes you a better person or a better partner. And

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<v Speaker 2>now I'm mad at who the fuck you done wiped

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<v Speaker 2>up for all that time because that bitch ain't even

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<v Speaker 2>make you a better nigga. That's why they work. You

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<v Speaker 2>can't be with a person that's not gonna make you

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<v Speaker 2>a better person. So for you to come back and

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<v Speaker 2>still kind of like not be a better person, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm mad.

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<v Speaker 1>At this bitch. I want to talk to and be like, bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>what the fuck was you all this? Nigga don't know one.

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<v Speaker 2>Eight hundred flowers, but this is not it's not even that.

0:14:50.360 --> 0:14:53.240
<v Speaker 2>Maybe it's just for certain men. They feel like certain

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<v Speaker 2>levels of things are for a certain stage in the relationship. Nah,

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<v Speaker 2>that nigga said flowers, But how am I going to?

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<v Speaker 2>He said, I'll be picking them up from kroker. Nigga,

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<v Speaker 2>If you don't know how to order flowers online when

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<v Speaker 2>you are out of it, bitch about to be thirty seven? Baby,

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<v Speaker 2>You you a millennial. You grew up in the era

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<v Speaker 2>of even coding your MySpace page. Nigga, You about to

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<v Speaker 2>know how the motherfucker ordered he if.

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<v Speaker 1>You wanted to order Flowers.

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<v Speaker 2>He would, he would, he would, That's what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>So that's where I'm like, I'm mad at him, but

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<v Speaker 2>also I'm also mad at him, but also mad at her.

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<v Speaker 1>I know you fucking you feel me?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? No, So that's why he cut off. And that's

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<v Speaker 2>why ladies ray, he's cut off. Oh I cut him off.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh I cut him off two days ago because of Flowers.

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<v Speaker 2>I said, well, no, and you coming back in my

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<v Speaker 2>life and you went ghosts for a couple of days.

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<v Speaker 1>No, I'm good going. You don't. Yeah, you don't get

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<v Speaker 1>to do that to me.

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<v Speaker 2>I think ghosts is different from well and ghosting is

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<v Speaker 2>in I know, I know you took a shit. I

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<v Speaker 2>know you sat in the car. I know you were

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<v Speaker 2>to light. I know you had to lay in bed

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<v Speaker 2>and scroll on your social media if you could go.

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<v Speaker 2>If you're trying to come back into my life and

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<v Speaker 2>you're keeping me on the phone for hours.

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<v Speaker 1>Did he leave you and answer? What was the ghost? No?

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<v Speaker 1>The ghost was like literally yeah, like okay, damn, did

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't even get a good morning?

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<v Speaker 2>No? I hit him because I hit him last Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>what'd you say?

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<v Speaker 1>What you're doing? Well? What about you? We did like

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<v Speaker 1>the exchange of what you're doing with the what about you?

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<v Speaker 2>Was the last That was Saturday at twelve twenty eight pm.

0:16:22.720 --> 0:16:24.720
<v Speaker 2>By Tuesday, I said, you know what, I really hope

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<v Speaker 2>you the best. I hope you find genuine love. Everyone

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<v Speaker 2>deserves that. I no longer want to do this game

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<v Speaker 2>with you because to me, going three days without talking

0:16:32.160 --> 0:16:34.960
<v Speaker 2>to me spoke loud and clear. But you do not

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<v Speaker 2>get to just come into my life and string my

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<v Speaker 2>emotions when you want to do. You no longer have

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<v Speaker 2>that power.

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<v Speaker 1>From one I agree with you. Did you think that?

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<v Speaker 2>Did he think it was just a sexual relationship again?

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<v Speaker 2>Because you initially right? Yeah, but I had already told

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<v Speaker 2>him that wasn't it. There there were feelings involved. This

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<v Speaker 2>isn't a friendship. We were lovers, Like, this isn't that

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<v Speaker 2>you don't get to just I don't even want to

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<v Speaker 2>talk to you as a friend because Nigga was hurt

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<v Speaker 2>in our last interaction. So I was like, I'm I'm

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<v Speaker 2>actually good on this. Like to me, that's what my

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<v Speaker 2>assertiveness and boundaries looks like right now, Like you're either

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<v Speaker 2>gonna show up and be different and treat me the

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<v Speaker 2>way I want to be treated You don't get to

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<v Speaker 2>come and talk to me because you bored, or because

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<v Speaker 2>you horny, or because you saw I glued up on

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<v Speaker 2>the motherfucker internet.

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<v Speaker 1>Good glued up, glued and and did so to me.

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<v Speaker 2>If you're gonna do the double back, there has to

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<v Speaker 2>be changed behavior almost out the gate. Not that it's

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<v Speaker 2>love bombing, not that, not on no shit like that.

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<v Speaker 1>But if you're gonna double back.

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<v Speaker 2>To somebody, it can't be just to get into the

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<v Speaker 2>same limbo ass space that you were in prior. It

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<v Speaker 2>has to be with intention. Otherwise, baby, stay over there,

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<v Speaker 2>go to another bitch.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I think my.

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<v Speaker 2>Double backs honestly, because they all come back. They all

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry, is always really never know how a nigga

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<v Speaker 2>hear me back, but i' and this is not on

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<v Speaker 2>some cocky shit. I think the lamest bitch has a

0:17:59.400 --> 0:18:01.719
<v Speaker 2>nigga hit. I got a double bank. I say that

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<v Speaker 2>to say when my double backs come, I mainly cut

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<v Speaker 2>men off because they weren't ready for something serious. If

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<v Speaker 2>I was, if we were just fucking, I'll probably never

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<v Speaker 2>cut you off. I'll just probably go through this phase

0:18:10.600 --> 0:18:12.480
<v Speaker 2>of I got a man, now I'm dating someone I

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<v Speaker 2>like now right up, and down. But long story short,

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<v Speaker 2>my double backs look like men that are ready for

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<v Speaker 2>relationships now. And what I had realized was super toxic

0:18:22.000 --> 0:18:25.439
<v Speaker 2>about that is many of these men tried it with

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<v Speaker 2>another woman and it didn't work out, and I'm their

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<v Speaker 2>second option. And that's really why double backs hadn't worked

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<v Speaker 2>for me. I don't mean to make you feel like that.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, but he chose when it didn't work. Is

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<v Speaker 2>that it's not this realization you had, you know what

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<v Speaker 2>I'm saying. It's literally just like I'll never forget it either,

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<v Speaker 2>because I'm gonna be like, where the fuck was you

0:18:46.480 --> 0:18:48.720
<v Speaker 2>the last two years? But see, that's where I think

0:18:48.760 --> 0:18:52.840
<v Speaker 2>I led with. I understand being but he was already

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<v Speaker 2>in something with her well, and we both would That's

0:18:55.640 --> 0:18:58.199
<v Speaker 2>why when she had with her. No, they didn't live

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<v Speaker 2>together at the time. I thought you said they lived together.

0:19:00.200 --> 0:19:04.080
<v Speaker 1>No, he wasn't even staying there full time. Yet he

0:19:04.119 --> 0:19:07.680
<v Speaker 1>was still in the league. Okay, I'm sorry. I thought

0:19:07.880 --> 0:19:10.040
<v Speaker 1>they were living Now he was next week.

0:19:09.880 --> 0:19:12.240
<v Speaker 2>He proposed if they didn't even have a crib together, Well,

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<v Speaker 2>that's when he was still in the league.

0:19:13.560 --> 0:19:14.679
<v Speaker 1>He's not in the league anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>So he lived, he lived somewhere during the summer and

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<v Speaker 2>didn't when the when the.

0:19:18.880 --> 0:19:19.520
<v Speaker 1>Season was on.

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<v Speaker 2>So when he wasn't living he I mean during the summer.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh they lived two months together if that. But no,

0:19:25.240 --> 0:19:27.600
<v Speaker 2>she had a family, so it wasn't that she's still at.

0:19:27.520 --> 0:19:28.720
<v Speaker 1>Her own place. He had a place.

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<v Speaker 2>They spent a lot of time together. I don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to put that much of their goddamn information out there,

0:19:32.520 --> 0:19:34.600
<v Speaker 2>but they did not live together because during his career

0:19:34.720 --> 0:19:37.280
<v Speaker 2>he lived somewhere else. One relationship was progressing more than

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<v Speaker 2>the other. It sounds like their relationship was more progressive

0:19:39.400 --> 0:19:40.800
<v Speaker 2>than us. But of course I didn't live in the

0:19:40.840 --> 0:19:43.760
<v Speaker 2>same city necessarily choosing someone to me.

0:19:43.840 --> 0:19:45.800
<v Speaker 1>It is already no, no, no, no.

0:19:46.200 --> 0:19:49.040
<v Speaker 2>If y'all listen to it on Patreon, that one percent

0:19:49.160 --> 0:19:51.520
<v Speaker 2>is choosing because but she hit my line. She knew

0:19:51.520 --> 0:19:53.120
<v Speaker 2>how I was in the picture and when she hit

0:19:53.160 --> 0:19:56.080
<v Speaker 2>my line, right, so she hit my line about him

0:19:56.560 --> 0:19:58.240
<v Speaker 2>because we were still seeing each other. We had a

0:19:58.240 --> 0:20:01.440
<v Speaker 2>whole fucking vacation planned Hilton, and literally she.

0:20:01.440 --> 0:20:03.639
<v Speaker 1>Hit my fucking phone. How often were you seeing him

0:20:03.640 --> 0:20:09.280
<v Speaker 1>at that time? Though? It's enough enough because.

0:20:10.600 --> 0:20:13.520
<v Speaker 2>Many another one is spending their off time in the

0:20:13.560 --> 0:20:15.360
<v Speaker 2>season and damn near living with somebody.

0:20:15.960 --> 0:20:17.920
<v Speaker 1>He didn't choose her over you. He was already in

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<v Speaker 1>a different place. You said that, That's what I'm saying.

0:20:19.880 --> 0:20:21.680
<v Speaker 2>I don't feel like I was chosen, And that's why

0:20:21.720 --> 0:20:24.840
<v Speaker 2>to me, it's not me being the second option. We're

0:20:24.840 --> 0:20:26.639
<v Speaker 2>not saying the same thing here. I don't think I

0:20:26.720 --> 0:20:29.359
<v Speaker 2>was a second option. He even him coming back. I

0:20:29.440 --> 0:20:32.800
<v Speaker 2>understand their relationship was way more than what mine was.

0:20:32.840 --> 0:20:34.480
<v Speaker 1>At the time. That's why I don't feel like a

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<v Speaker 1>second option.

0:20:35.359 --> 0:20:38.920
<v Speaker 2>I feel like her, whatever ultimatum she gave, whatever relationship

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<v Speaker 2>they had, it made sense me at twenty eight d

0:20:43.720 --> 0:20:46.520
<v Speaker 2>you know what I mean, whatever, because clearly you know

0:20:46.600 --> 0:20:48.800
<v Speaker 2>he felt pressured into it at the time. That's fine,

0:20:49.080 --> 0:20:52.080
<v Speaker 2>But but I don't feel like the second option because

0:20:52.160 --> 0:20:54.880
<v Speaker 2>at twenty eight years old, I was not at all

0:20:54.960 --> 0:20:58.040
<v Speaker 2>in a place where I could have been anyone's fiance

0:20:58.280 --> 0:21:00.080
<v Speaker 2>or girlfriend or wife. We didn't even live in the

0:21:00.080 --> 0:21:03.280
<v Speaker 2>same place, so I wasn't ready to be that for

0:21:03.359 --> 0:21:06.840
<v Speaker 2>him anyways. So with this double back, it looks like,

0:21:07.000 --> 0:21:09.680
<v Speaker 2>actually he's now retired, I'm in a different place in

0:21:09.760 --> 0:21:13.040
<v Speaker 2>my life. Financially, we have the potential to possibly move

0:21:13.200 --> 0:21:15.840
<v Speaker 2>be living in the same city. Now it made sense

0:21:15.880 --> 0:21:18.080
<v Speaker 2>for me in this world.

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<v Speaker 1>At twenty eight. All right, well, I guess we ain't

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<v Speaker 1>gonna fuck no more.

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<v Speaker 2>I think the larger thing about it, too, is like,

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<v Speaker 2>do you want a data nigga? That really was carrying

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<v Speaker 2>on with two women and having two emotions like that

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<v Speaker 2>is because I am non monogamous now and so him

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<v Speaker 2>having another. But he's not non monogamous, he's a liar.

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<v Speaker 2>Well that's a different for me and him. Well, me

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<v Speaker 2>and him, we didn't have that set up. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know even what their engagement was set up.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Man, regardless, girl calls you regardless.

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<v Speaker 2>We are all learning now again, he's thirty seven now,

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<v Speaker 2>he's not thirty one, so I'm about to be thirty four.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not twenty eight anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>So I didn't know what a fucking ethical, nonm monogamous

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<v Speaker 2>relationship looked like to my ex. So when I say

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<v Speaker 2>we're in different places, cool, he was lying to her

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<v Speaker 2>five six years ago. That doesn't mean if we get

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<v Speaker 2>into a relationship that that can't be our true.

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<v Speaker 1>But did you not feel lied to? Also? No, bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>because we both know about each other. That's why when

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<v Speaker 1>she hit me, bitch, old about someone. That's different from

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<v Speaker 1>proposing to that girl the next week. But you.

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<v Speaker 2>If you knew he was going to propose to her

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<v Speaker 2>in a week, bitch, I don't gone on vacations with niggas

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<v Speaker 2>who was already married.

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<v Speaker 1>But just answer that question.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, he proposed to her after. So that's the

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<v Speaker 2>that's the hurtful part of it. She hit my phone

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<v Speaker 2>and I was like, bitch, you know me, I know you, bitch.

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<v Speaker 1>Neither of us got a ring. That was what I

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<v Speaker 1>told her when she hit me. Woman a woman boom

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<v Speaker 1>got a ring the next week.

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<v Speaker 2>So it wasn't a plan at the time. No again,

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<v Speaker 2>like that's why I know. There was an ultimatum game.

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<v Speaker 2>Like she was like, bitch, you got bitch's question, and

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<v Speaker 2>where I sing with you? Cause I ain't got this

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<v Speaker 2>I I I that's where he chose to be. Again,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't feel like him coming back because the engagement

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<v Speaker 2>didn't work out.

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<v Speaker 1>That damn I'm a second option.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>There's many niggas there and I'm here for it.

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<v Speaker 2>Like to me, I actually was. I would like a

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<v Speaker 2>man to be like, Okay, you chose somebody. I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>mad at that.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't be mad at that because I wasn't ready.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think I would.

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<v Speaker 2>Have accepted that for me up and ended up fucked

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<v Speaker 2>up because I remember when OLDBA and I, it wasn't ultimating.

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<v Speaker 2>It was just like I ain't show but you ain't

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<v Speaker 2>my name, I ain't fucking with you, saying like it

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<v Speaker 2>wasn't you have.

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<v Speaker 1>To do this more than I was like, I'll let

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<v Speaker 1>you go because.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like like like to me, I guess that is ultimating.

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<v Speaker 2>But to me, that's where I feel like in terms

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<v Speaker 2>of a double back to wrap this up, I understand

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<v Speaker 2>that who I was five six years ago was not

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<v Speaker 2>ready for a relationship, was not ready to be in

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<v Speaker 2>a space where I felt confident showing up financially by myself.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think shit, I may have just gotten my

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<v Speaker 2>weight loss surgery, so I wasn't the most confident who

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<v Speaker 2>I am now and what I've experienced through even the

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<v Speaker 2>three years of therapy that I just had would show

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<v Speaker 2>up completely different in partnership. So knowing that he's gone

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<v Speaker 2>through therapy, knowing that there's been so much time between us,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm always open to seeing the version of what someone

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<v Speaker 2>is later down the line, and I think I would

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<v Speaker 2>have gotten over that hurt from that moment if he

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<v Speaker 2>showed up as a new and improved version of himself.

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<v Speaker 1>That bitch ain't teach him shit. So there's that.

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<v Speaker 2>For the Vanilla Ship, only because so many of you

0:24:26.480 --> 0:24:29.640
<v Speaker 2>guys have been asking for us to talk a little

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<v Speaker 2>bit about it. As you guys know, baby, this is

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<v Speaker 2>an election year, so I wanted to talk about some

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<v Speaker 2>of the sex in the news for our Vanilla Ship

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<v Speaker 2>as it pertains to the election and political landscape of

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<v Speaker 2>the goddamn country right now. The republic Convention National Convention

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<v Speaker 2>took place a couple of weeks ago, and I find

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<v Speaker 2>I found it hilarious because they're still conservative that the

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<v Speaker 2>gay Hookup Grinder experienced outages, kind of like this goddamn

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<v Speaker 2>Delta shit in all the airlines, but they experienced outages

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<v Speaker 2>due to high volume usage. Users reported more than a

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<v Speaker 2>thousand issues using the app due to an unprecedented amount

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<v Speaker 2>of traffic in Milwaukee, where the republic National Convention was

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<v Speaker 2>being held. Former drag Queen Congressman George Santos referred to

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<v Speaker 2>the Republican National Convention as the Grinder Olympics.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to.

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<v Speaker 2>I found that to be funny because clearly the Republicans,

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<v Speaker 2>if you guys are not familiar with that party, are

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<v Speaker 2>the ones that normally fight against the rights of gay

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<v Speaker 2>marriages and gay relationships.

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<v Speaker 1>The Republicans didn't have this.

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<v Speaker 2>For example, years ago, on the show, we had an

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<v Speaker 2>episode about players, a friend of mine named Anthony came on.

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<v Speaker 2>He's super fun perto Rican Italian dude, just very old

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<v Speaker 2>school New York. He's a Republican. He was one of

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<v Speaker 2>those Republicans I met for the first time in my life,

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<v Speaker 2>was like, oh, you.

0:26:07.480 --> 0:26:08.119
<v Speaker 1>Bought that bread?

0:26:08.320 --> 0:26:11.000
<v Speaker 2>Like He's like, I don't even a fuck. Who's fucking

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<v Speaker 2>who sucking?

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<v Speaker 1>Who?

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<v Speaker 2>Like, get me my motherfucking flat tax bitch. That was

0:26:15.000 --> 0:26:17.960
<v Speaker 2>kind of like his brain right. And I wonder if

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<v Speaker 2>the rhetoric that we know about Republicans today is really

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<v Speaker 2>because the party changed. Even when I was younger, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't necessarily remember all of this homophobia, all this racism,

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<v Speaker 2>and I never really understood that, maybe because I was younger.

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<v Speaker 2>But what I've seen today from Republicans is totally different

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<v Speaker 2>what I thought it was when I was a kid,

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<v Speaker 2>really in what ways? And again it's the era maybe

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<v Speaker 2>of social media too. But it feels like when we

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<v Speaker 2>even say the word Republican, we're talking about someone who's like,

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<v Speaker 2>I hate the Jews type person, right, you know what

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<v Speaker 2>I'm saying, I hate the Blacks.

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<v Speaker 1>Like That's what it feels like.

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<v Speaker 2>It feels like you're on the wrong side if you're

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<v Speaker 2>not a liberal person, because we want freedom for everybody.

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<v Speaker 2>It's almost like you can't leave a Republican feels like that.

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<v Speaker 2>I think that's my problem right now with where we're

0:27:05.800 --> 0:27:08.560
<v Speaker 2>at with who to vote for. I think it feels

0:27:08.600 --> 0:27:12.520
<v Speaker 2>like that because Trump has been so vocal on building

0:27:12.520 --> 0:27:14.920
<v Speaker 2>the wall and black jobs. I did remember the ship

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<v Speaker 2>with John McCain when Obama and John McCain.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, even to be to be fair, I know

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<v Speaker 2>Kanye came out and said George Bush don't like black people,

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<v Speaker 2>but that only had to do I think with Katrina

0:27:26.119 --> 0:27:28.359
<v Speaker 2>what happened with her Kane Katrina in New Orleans.

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<v Speaker 1>But again, outside of that being said, I again I.

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<v Speaker 2>Agree, but I really do not remember. Yeah, do I

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<v Speaker 2>ever remember that what with John m kame Nobama? Don't

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<v Speaker 2>no like the conversation, find very poised. Remember the way

0:27:40.800 --> 0:27:44.120
<v Speaker 2>that he was like congratulating Obama. It didn't feel this.

0:27:44.520 --> 0:27:48.080
<v Speaker 2>It felt like politics. Yeah, and now it's a fucking joke.

0:27:48.440 --> 0:27:50.439
<v Speaker 2>It is like, well, it's not really a joke, and

0:27:50.480 --> 0:27:52.440
<v Speaker 2>we'll get into why it's important to vote obviously. But

0:27:52.480 --> 0:27:54.320
<v Speaker 2>when I say a joke like the circus I watch,

0:27:54.960 --> 0:27:58.080
<v Speaker 2>you know, literally, I woke up from a long nap

0:27:58.960 --> 0:28:02.320
<v Speaker 2>sitting on a couch. If my nigga heard the Shade

0:28:02.359 --> 0:28:05.600
<v Speaker 2>Room just RNC, he said, are you watching SNL?

0:28:06.160 --> 0:28:08.040
<v Speaker 1>Is this a skinny? Is real? How do you know

0:28:08.080 --> 0:28:10.760
<v Speaker 1>it's real? He said it like five times. It's ridiculous,

0:28:10.760 --> 0:28:14.680
<v Speaker 1>No way, what the fuck?

0:28:14.960 --> 0:28:19.280
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's ridiculous. Now what's on the contrary, the other

0:28:19.359 --> 0:28:23.040
<v Speaker 2>day I saw he called Kamala a dummis a box

0:28:23.080 --> 0:28:27.480
<v Speaker 2>of rocks. I'm watching Charleston White call her a black bitch.

0:28:28.200 --> 0:28:31.240
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, yo, what what the fuck is going on?

0:28:31.800 --> 0:28:35.200
<v Speaker 2>And there is literally to me, when I was a kid,

0:28:35.280 --> 0:28:39.720
<v Speaker 2>I thought presidential shit meant it's poised, it's refined, it's

0:28:39.760 --> 0:28:42.040
<v Speaker 2>this and not because it was white. I believe that

0:28:42.800 --> 0:28:46.280
<v Speaker 2>through and through that the definition of like class to me,

0:28:46.680 --> 0:28:50.760
<v Speaker 2>when I think about someone that has literally the attitude

0:28:51.200 --> 0:28:55.200
<v Speaker 2>of power and elegance. It's rocking, Michelle. I do not

0:28:55.360 --> 0:28:58.360
<v Speaker 2>see that at all with anyone else. I always kind

0:28:58.360 --> 0:29:00.000
<v Speaker 2>of thought, this is what we're supposed to look like.

0:29:00.120 --> 0:29:01.560
<v Speaker 2>How do you lead a country but you look a

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<v Speaker 2>fucking mess. I mean, that's the thing too. Right now,

0:29:04.320 --> 0:29:09.440
<v Speaker 2>the the attention on her being a black woman is

0:29:09.480 --> 0:29:12.120
<v Speaker 2>frustrating only because I want to add, and I know

0:29:12.160 --> 0:29:18.400
<v Speaker 2>we talked about homo homophobia as it relates to the

0:29:18.440 --> 0:29:25.480
<v Speaker 2>Republican Party, but Kamala currently is seriously considering Pete but.

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<v Speaker 1>A guy, which is crazy, but he is gay.

0:29:35.720 --> 0:29:40.320
<v Speaker 2>And so the fact that we have this this landscape

0:29:40.360 --> 0:29:45.480
<v Speaker 2>of a country that is fucking racist and is fucking homophobic.

0:29:45.880 --> 0:29:48.120
<v Speaker 2>The fact that I'm also hearing black people like, no,

0:29:48.320 --> 0:29:49.800
<v Speaker 2>she has to get the straightest of.

0:29:49.720 --> 0:29:50.280
<v Speaker 1>A white man.

0:29:50.400 --> 0:29:52.720
<v Speaker 2>She needs mayonnaise next to her to have a chance,

0:29:53.080 --> 0:29:57.720
<v Speaker 2>It's frustrating that. Damn there's even internal like people don't

0:29:57.800 --> 0:30:01.960
<v Speaker 2>understand how much they're internalizing their fear of just allowing

0:30:02.040 --> 0:30:06.840
<v Speaker 2>someone who is just being rational. No, no, no, people cannot

0:30:06.840 --> 0:30:08.960
<v Speaker 2>handle a black woman leading the country.

0:30:08.880 --> 0:30:10.400
<v Speaker 1>Next to a white gay man.

0:30:10.560 --> 0:30:14.480
<v Speaker 2>That's probably and so I'm just like, damn, you said,

0:30:14.520 --> 0:30:16.760
<v Speaker 2>what they're gonna give us a little bit of if

0:30:16.800 --> 0:30:19.000
<v Speaker 2>someone at blackface, that's who they're gonna make the bet

0:30:19.040 --> 0:30:20.440
<v Speaker 2>VP make what she feel like.

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<v Speaker 1>He's white enough, No, no way, but he's gay. Let

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<v Speaker 1>me tell you.

0:30:24.520 --> 0:30:27.480
<v Speaker 2>There would have been two presidents or could be okay,

0:30:27.560 --> 0:30:30.720
<v Speaker 2>that I think would have been American history's greatest, most

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<v Speaker 2>revolutionary for hours time. Okay, as far as pushing rights

0:30:34.400 --> 0:30:36.080
<v Speaker 2>and culture forward, Hillary and who.

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<v Speaker 1>Else not Hillary?

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<v Speaker 2>No, Bernie Sanders, Okay, would have been an amazing fucking president.

0:30:40.640 --> 0:30:41.920
<v Speaker 1>You know. The only thing about.

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<v Speaker 2>Bernie he was already looking a little shaky, like the

0:30:45.240 --> 0:30:47.800
<v Speaker 2>way we we say oh no, no, that.

0:30:50.200 --> 0:30:51.520
<v Speaker 1>That nigga looked like he was about to.

0:30:51.520 --> 0:30:54.480
<v Speaker 2>Quot Bernie didn't give a fuck about the Galla shit.

0:30:54.520 --> 0:30:57.720
<v Speaker 2>He didn't give a fuck about what people thought about.

0:30:57.800 --> 0:30:59.840
<v Speaker 1>He was just so for people to.

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<v Speaker 2>Me in a democracy that I want to be in,

0:31:01.920 --> 0:31:04.760
<v Speaker 2>which obviously under this Trump regime, which I would call it,

0:31:04.840 --> 0:31:06.000
<v Speaker 2>we won't have that anymore.

0:31:06.000 --> 0:31:06.800
<v Speaker 1>But we'll talk about that.

0:31:06.920 --> 0:31:10.520
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but Bernie would have been really that white nigga

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<v Speaker 2>secondary to that who I would pray for as president

0:31:13.400 --> 0:31:14.760
<v Speaker 2>in the future. And I have a lot of faith.

0:31:15.000 --> 0:31:17.680
<v Speaker 2>Wes Moore, Governor of Maryland, Wow, we want to have

0:31:17.720 --> 0:31:20.960
<v Speaker 2>another Obama. We probably won't, but he could come close.

0:31:21.400 --> 0:31:25.440
<v Speaker 2>That to me is exactly what we need. Like he

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<v Speaker 2>is an amazing man and a great example of how

0:31:29.520 --> 0:31:33.520
<v Speaker 2>you can do for your people and still still have

0:31:33.600 --> 0:31:35.680
<v Speaker 2>that What do white people say, like for the law?

0:31:35.720 --> 0:31:39.560
<v Speaker 2>What's that thing they be saying when we Republicans also say.

0:31:39.400 --> 0:31:41.440
<v Speaker 1>Like law and order? Oh, still has that law and

0:31:41.520 --> 0:31:41.920
<v Speaker 1>order vibe?

0:31:41.920 --> 0:31:44.720
<v Speaker 2>Obama did too, But no, I just don't really feel

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<v Speaker 2>like the options that we've been for Senator Good.

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<v Speaker 1>I also want to.

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<v Speaker 2>Urge and encourage any of you where y'all know we

0:31:52.920 --> 0:31:56.080
<v Speaker 2>Floridians and Baby I was scared as fuck for that

0:31:56.200 --> 0:32:00.240
<v Speaker 2>nigga to have destantus as his VP. He somehow has

0:32:00.240 --> 0:32:03.800
<v Speaker 2>found someone that is worse, especially for us as women.

0:32:04.560 --> 0:32:07.080
<v Speaker 2>Jd Vance, I want you to do your research on him.

0:32:07.520 --> 0:32:10.480
<v Speaker 2>He about to turn this into the Handmaid's Tales.

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<v Speaker 1>So when y'all are.

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<v Speaker 2>Talking about again, when we talk about the landscape right

0:32:15.480 --> 0:32:21.760
<v Speaker 2>now being seeming so much more chopping in terms of racism, homophobia,

0:32:21.880 --> 0:32:25.120
<v Speaker 2>and these lines being drawn in it being scary, this

0:32:25.240 --> 0:32:28.360
<v Speaker 2>man ain't ain't for ain't for women's rights. And I

0:32:28.400 --> 0:32:32.960
<v Speaker 2>think that if you had to decide. I know it's

0:32:33.000 --> 0:32:37.240
<v Speaker 2>again the lesser of the two evils to me, ladies,

0:32:37.240 --> 0:32:39.560
<v Speaker 2>if y'all don't want to sit here and either be

0:32:39.800 --> 0:32:45.520
<v Speaker 2>what is it Commander's Wives, Handmaid's Tales, the Jizebels, and

0:32:45.560 --> 0:32:49.600
<v Speaker 2>there's one more category, baby Watch Handmaid's Tales. Only other issue, too,

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<v Speaker 2>is that what's happened in this era of Republican shit?

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<v Speaker 2>Right right when I again was growing up and I

0:32:55.160 --> 0:32:56.840
<v Speaker 2>may be too young to know too much of this,

0:32:57.000 --> 0:32:59.520
<v Speaker 2>but Republicans were more about I feel like the conversation

0:32:59.600 --> 0:33:01.880
<v Speaker 2>was about lot, how much welfare was so and so

0:33:02.000 --> 0:33:04.479
<v Speaker 2>get how much taxes do we give the poor? Like

0:33:04.520 --> 0:33:07.040
<v Speaker 2>That's what it kind of felt like. Right, I'm building

0:33:07.040 --> 0:33:08.920
<v Speaker 2>a business. I want to keep my money. And then

0:33:08.960 --> 0:33:10.840
<v Speaker 2>the Democrats were like, hey, we don't gotten to im

0:33:10.880 --> 0:33:11.880
<v Speaker 2>pour that motherfucker down.

0:33:11.920 --> 0:33:13.920
<v Speaker 1>That's what I thought it was.

0:33:14.400 --> 0:33:21.680
<v Speaker 2>Today constant conversation is conservative bringing back certain policies, overturning things.

0:33:21.880 --> 0:33:24.280
<v Speaker 2>And what I have learned is that our twenty twenty

0:33:24.320 --> 0:33:27.920
<v Speaker 2>four world in the US is way too much for

0:33:28.000 --> 0:33:31.680
<v Speaker 2>what the conservatives want. It's another binary tool. They don't

0:33:31.720 --> 0:33:34.840
<v Speaker 2>seen too many trans girls on TV, gay dads kissing

0:33:34.840 --> 0:33:37.640
<v Speaker 2>they're trying to take us that is off. So that

0:33:37.880 --> 0:33:40.040
<v Speaker 2>is why it is so important, because even if you're

0:33:40.160 --> 0:33:43.240
<v Speaker 2>not gay or non binary, or trance or even don't

0:33:43.280 --> 0:33:47.280
<v Speaker 2>give a fuck right knowing that our world and our

0:33:47.320 --> 0:33:49.320
<v Speaker 2>freedoms can be taken from us. So the people that

0:33:49.440 --> 0:33:52.800
<v Speaker 2>can't live their lives freely, that's a problem. I told you,

0:33:52.840 --> 0:33:54.760
<v Speaker 2>I'm scared as hell about to move to Georgia. I'm

0:33:54.880 --> 0:33:57.480
<v Speaker 2>have to get my abortions on the weekends I fly

0:33:57.520 --> 0:34:02.800
<v Speaker 2>back into New York. You know what I meant, an

0:34:02.840 --> 0:34:06.280
<v Speaker 2>abortion girl gotta get a boot. People to jay before

0:34:06.320 --> 0:34:10.399
<v Speaker 2>we get to our horrible decision, which is my most

0:34:10.440 --> 0:34:15.320
<v Speaker 2>recent bitch, that's my most recent escapade to the sex club.

0:34:15.800 --> 0:34:18.480
<v Speaker 2>I wanted to go ahead and help everyone out with

0:34:18.560 --> 0:34:25.280
<v Speaker 2>some more science. Ain't benefits of eating the poussis? Okay,

0:34:26.040 --> 0:34:29.880
<v Speaker 2>here we go. Y'all loved the dick sucking science, So

0:34:29.960 --> 0:34:32.800
<v Speaker 2>here we go with ways in which it is healthy

0:34:32.840 --> 0:34:35.480
<v Speaker 2>for you to eat the cooch. It can promote beard

0:34:35.520 --> 0:34:40.720
<v Speaker 2>out bellas Hey, you having a problem growing that beard,

0:34:41.000 --> 0:34:43.520
<v Speaker 2>which we know makes all of you look ten times better.

0:34:43.960 --> 0:34:47.759
<v Speaker 2>Eating the pussois can increase the sastral levels, which can

0:34:47.800 --> 0:34:52.239
<v Speaker 2>turn which in turn, can promote beard growth. You ready

0:34:52.280 --> 0:34:56.200
<v Speaker 2>for the next one. It can improve digestive health. Baby,

0:34:56.200 --> 0:34:58.080
<v Speaker 2>you ain't gotta take the pepto no mo.

0:34:58.280 --> 0:34:58.640
<v Speaker 1>Okay.

0:34:59.239 --> 0:35:02.600
<v Speaker 2>The bacteria found in a kombucha and yogurt is the

0:35:02.600 --> 0:35:05.520
<v Speaker 2>same bacteria found in the vagina. The name of the

0:35:05.560 --> 0:35:09.120
<v Speaker 2>bacteria is lacked a Buchili or basilli or bachili bitch.

0:35:11.160 --> 0:35:13.560
<v Speaker 2>It is a good bacteria and it helps the body

0:35:13.560 --> 0:35:17.320
<v Speaker 2>to absorb nutrients properly. This one's easy. It can improve

0:35:17.360 --> 0:35:20.080
<v Speaker 2>your skin, baby, Just rub it, Just rub it on

0:35:20.160 --> 0:35:24.680
<v Speaker 2>your skin. It can help keep your heart healthy, so

0:35:24.719 --> 0:35:28.160
<v Speaker 2>we're sucking dick. Can keep us from breast cancer. Baby,

0:35:28.320 --> 0:35:30.640
<v Speaker 2>it can keep your heart healthy. According to the research

0:35:30.680 --> 0:35:32.520
<v Speaker 2>that was made in the State University of New York,

0:35:32.840 --> 0:35:36.120
<v Speaker 2>the most important meal that a man should take is the.

0:35:36.160 --> 0:35:39.160
<v Speaker 1>Vagina thanks to the oxytocin.

0:35:38.440 --> 0:35:42.279
<v Speaker 2>And the d H e A hormones that are released. Next,

0:35:42.280 --> 0:35:44.279
<v Speaker 2>it can improve your mental and physical health. Maybe we

0:35:44.360 --> 0:35:48.360
<v Speaker 2>know that if you're feeling sad today, eat a puss.

0:35:48.880 --> 0:35:51.399
<v Speaker 2>If you're feeling like life isn't worth living and you're

0:35:51.440 --> 0:35:53.360
<v Speaker 2>ready to jump off, jump into some pussy.

0:35:53.880 --> 0:35:54.200
<v Speaker 1>Now.

0:35:54.600 --> 0:35:58.000
<v Speaker 2>The last ones are more for the advancement of your

0:35:58.000 --> 0:36:02.320
<v Speaker 2>relationship a It can through your sexual skills as a partner.

0:36:02.920 --> 0:36:06.839
<v Speaker 2>It can also make your partner less likely to cheat

0:36:06.840 --> 0:36:09.040
<v Speaker 2>on you if you're good. I don't know that one.

0:36:09.120 --> 0:36:11.279
<v Speaker 2>I might have the question and the last one. It

0:36:11.280 --> 0:36:13.120
<v Speaker 2>will make her more horny and wet.

0:36:13.280 --> 0:36:15.520
<v Speaker 1>That's true. Hello, even when it head's kind of bad,

0:36:15.520 --> 0:36:16.520
<v Speaker 1>at least you get wetter.

0:36:16.400 --> 0:36:19.360
<v Speaker 2>At least to get a little wait, spit on that

0:36:19.400 --> 0:36:20.879
<v Speaker 2>thing a little bit, baby, I'll be like.

0:36:20.840 --> 0:36:27.719
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I have that on eat you know, so put

0:36:27.760 --> 0:36:29.920
<v Speaker 1>the knee in the head when it's that like, I'm good.

0:36:30.040 --> 0:36:33.600
<v Speaker 2>Here you go, y'all. There are health benefits to eating vagina.

0:36:33.680 --> 0:36:37.399
<v Speaker 2>So in twenty twenty four, in this election year, eat more.

0:36:38.800 --> 0:36:46.200
<v Speaker 2>All right, now, let's get into this goddamn horrible decision.

0:36:46.400 --> 0:36:48.279
<v Speaker 2>And it was a horrible decision for a little bit.

0:36:48.800 --> 0:36:51.040
<v Speaker 2>This is a crazy one. I literally had to ask

0:36:51.080 --> 0:36:53.480
<v Speaker 2>permission to share this on the podcast because what the

0:36:53.480 --> 0:36:54.200
<v Speaker 2>goddamn foot.

0:36:54.560 --> 0:36:57.800
<v Speaker 1>So look at you, honey.

0:36:57.960 --> 0:37:00.800
<v Speaker 2>This is going to be for those of you looking

0:37:00.880 --> 0:37:04.239
<v Speaker 2>for ways in which to maybe tap more into the

0:37:04.480 --> 0:37:10.480
<v Speaker 2>sensuality of sex by kind of hyping up your senses literally.

0:37:11.000 --> 0:37:14.040
<v Speaker 2>So I guess we'll start by sharing I clearly do

0:37:14.120 --> 0:37:17.759
<v Speaker 2>not have a lover in New York. We don't know, well,

0:37:17.920 --> 0:37:20.600
<v Speaker 2>I don't.

0:37:20.239 --> 0:37:20.839
<v Speaker 1>He can't read.

0:37:21.480 --> 0:37:24.040
<v Speaker 2>Don't do that. That's not a lover, though, girl, I

0:37:24.040 --> 0:37:25.439
<v Speaker 2>do want that dick again. No, I ain't eve gonna

0:37:25.480 --> 0:37:27.719
<v Speaker 2>hold you, but I ain't and we just haven't we

0:37:28.320 --> 0:37:30.520
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I ain't got it again.

0:37:32.000 --> 0:37:32.320
<v Speaker 1>AnyWho.

0:37:32.400 --> 0:37:34.080
<v Speaker 2>Damn, Now you got me think about the dick. Bitch

0:37:34.520 --> 0:37:36.520
<v Speaker 2>about to hit that nig up, like come over girls.

0:37:36.560 --> 0:37:38.120
<v Speaker 1>I literally thought of him the other day.

0:37:38.280 --> 0:37:40.120
<v Speaker 2>I think I had seen a photo or something spipe

0:37:40.160 --> 0:37:42.400
<v Speaker 2>it and literally just about a double tab it, and

0:37:42.400 --> 0:37:45.960
<v Speaker 2>I thought, damn, any girl, that dick heavy don't have

0:37:46.040 --> 0:37:51.759
<v Speaker 2>me thinks I know he'd be on his phone anyway.

0:37:51.920 --> 0:37:55.520
<v Speaker 1>Don't do that. I don't do that. He could read anyways.

0:37:55.680 --> 0:37:58.239
<v Speaker 2>So, because I don't have a partner here in New York,

0:37:58.320 --> 0:37:59.640
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I really want to go to the

0:37:59.640 --> 0:38:04.080
<v Speaker 2>sex with a man.

0:38:04.000 --> 0:38:07.200
<v Speaker 1>And baby because dating is in hell.

0:38:08.080 --> 0:38:11.719
<v Speaker 2>I chose to invite a nigga that I follow on

0:38:11.760 --> 0:38:15.320
<v Speaker 2>Twitter that be checking his dick off because all listen,

0:38:15.440 --> 0:38:17.160
<v Speaker 2>I was like, you know what I mean.

0:38:17.200 --> 0:38:18.640
<v Speaker 1>I was like, let me invite someone that I.

0:38:18.640 --> 0:38:21.120
<v Speaker 2>Think would feel comfortable in the space So we were

0:38:21.160 --> 0:38:23.640
<v Speaker 2>talking on Snapchat and I said, hey, do you want

0:38:23.640 --> 0:38:25.600
<v Speaker 2>to come with me to a sex party?

0:38:25.600 --> 0:38:27.239
<v Speaker 1>Did you want that dick? Is that one? The dick

0:38:27.320 --> 0:38:27.920
<v Speaker 1>looks nice?

0:38:28.160 --> 0:38:30.040
<v Speaker 2>But so then we talked about that. So when I

0:38:30.080 --> 0:38:32.400
<v Speaker 2>invited him to the sex party, he said, well, what

0:38:32.400 --> 0:38:35.560
<v Speaker 2>are your boundaries? I was very clear with the fact

0:38:35.600 --> 0:38:38.400
<v Speaker 2>that we I don't have any intention on fucking you.

0:38:38.840 --> 0:38:40.439
<v Speaker 2>I just want to go with a partner. I would

0:38:40.480 --> 0:38:42.719
<v Speaker 2>love to maybe watch you. He looked like he ate

0:38:42.800 --> 0:38:45.160
<v Speaker 2>good pussy because he has videos of him eating pussy

0:38:45.200 --> 0:38:46.959
<v Speaker 2>on his Twitter. So I was like, I was open

0:38:47.000 --> 0:38:50.080
<v Speaker 2>to it, right, shut up. So here he goes, so

0:38:50.280 --> 0:38:53.040
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, okay, he's down, So I'm like, cool, it's Saturday.

0:38:53.800 --> 0:38:57.600
<v Speaker 2>Then he goes to say, hey, I only ask that

0:38:57.680 --> 0:39:00.680
<v Speaker 2>you don't treat me like a sex toy, like I

0:39:00.719 --> 0:39:05.120
<v Speaker 2>want to be treated as human. Well damn, okay, well

0:39:05.160 --> 0:39:08.719
<v Speaker 2>one moment. So then he's like, I just want to

0:39:08.760 --> 0:39:12.879
<v Speaker 2>be treated as human. And h he has light skin.

0:39:13.320 --> 0:39:15.279
<v Speaker 1>He is light skin. He actually, yeah, he has light

0:39:15.480 --> 0:39:18.279
<v Speaker 1>Now how did I know he is? Don't do that,

0:39:18.320 --> 0:39:19.279
<v Speaker 1>don't do that, don't do that.

0:39:19.680 --> 0:39:23.520
<v Speaker 2>So you sitting here looking at me, Miss Mandy b

0:39:24.160 --> 0:39:28.399
<v Speaker 2>shut up you to a sex party. So you said,

0:39:29.480 --> 0:39:31.360
<v Speaker 2>so anyway, Yeah, he said he wanted to be treated

0:39:31.400 --> 0:39:31.960
<v Speaker 2>like a human.

0:39:32.120 --> 0:39:35.160
<v Speaker 1>I was like, okay, I'll treat you like a human.

0:39:35.920 --> 0:39:38.960
<v Speaker 2>Okay, this is him, this is him.

0:39:39.920 --> 0:39:42.160
<v Speaker 1>I know. No, you don't get a strong Why he

0:39:42.800 --> 0:39:43.920
<v Speaker 1>because I need you here too.

0:39:44.520 --> 0:39:47.160
<v Speaker 2>Uh So he said, I want to be treated like

0:39:47.200 --> 0:39:49.000
<v Speaker 2>a human. I said, okay, well I'm going to a

0:39:49.040 --> 0:39:49.879
<v Speaker 2>day party that day.

0:39:49.880 --> 0:39:50.200
<v Speaker 1>First.

0:39:50.520 --> 0:39:52.360
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, that's how I can treat you as a human.

0:39:52.760 --> 0:39:55.720
<v Speaker 2>Let me invite you. I'm like, no, let me invite

0:39:55.719 --> 0:39:57.160
<v Speaker 2>you to the day party. And so I was gonna

0:39:57.200 --> 0:39:58.960
<v Speaker 2>go from the day party to the sex club. So

0:39:59.000 --> 0:40:01.000
<v Speaker 2>I let him know, Hey, day party ends at ten,

0:40:02.360 --> 0:40:04.680
<v Speaker 2>let's link around seven thirty. He's like, okay, well that

0:40:04.760 --> 0:40:07.520
<v Speaker 2>day I'm getting a facial at like five. I said, okay,

0:40:07.760 --> 0:40:08.200
<v Speaker 2>I know.

0:40:08.200 --> 0:40:11.319
<v Speaker 1>Nigga taking care of his kid. I ain't mad. I

0:40:11.360 --> 0:40:16.080
<v Speaker 1>am not mad, bitch. What you listen right? We know

0:40:16.200 --> 0:40:20.520
<v Speaker 1>Mandy likes a little day man. I'm based off a

0:40:20.560 --> 0:40:21.880
<v Speaker 1>man getting a facials out a little bit.

0:40:21.880 --> 0:40:25.160
<v Speaker 2>Again, I'm not making fun of you. I'm making front

0:40:25.160 --> 0:40:27.160
<v Speaker 2>of lights to get niggas that act like you.

0:40:27.840 --> 0:40:32.120
<v Speaker 1>Okay, you said, okay, wait, like an object. I'll call

0:40:32.160 --> 0:40:32.719
<v Speaker 1>you after my.

0:40:32.719 --> 0:40:37.160
<v Speaker 2>Facial So anyways, so I get to the I get

0:40:37.160 --> 0:40:39.600
<v Speaker 2>to the party. I get to the party seven thirty.

0:40:40.280 --> 0:40:42.960
<v Speaker 2>I text him at seven fifty. Already y'all know how

0:40:43.000 --> 0:40:45.200
<v Speaker 2>I'm about time. So I hit him at seven fifty

0:40:45.280 --> 0:40:48.719
<v Speaker 2>yo Eta. He's like, Yo, it's taking me longer to

0:40:48.719 --> 0:40:51.799
<v Speaker 2>get home. I'm gonna go home, get dressed, and I'll

0:40:51.800 --> 0:40:59.680
<v Speaker 2>meet you there. Baby, nine fifteen, you still coming. He's like, yeah,

0:40:59.680 --> 0:41:02.600
<v Speaker 2>I'm sir at the day party, which is in Midtown.

0:41:02.640 --> 0:41:05.160
<v Speaker 2>He lived in the Bronx. The sex party is in Brooklyn.

0:41:05.560 --> 0:41:07.880
<v Speaker 2>We are baby. You should have already fucking timed and

0:41:07.920 --> 0:41:10.080
<v Speaker 2>routed everything the fuck out right. So anyways, this it's

0:41:10.120 --> 0:41:12.960
<v Speaker 2>nine fifteen, He's still not there. He's like, this is flaking.

0:41:13.120 --> 0:41:16.760
<v Speaker 2>He's like, just got home, getting ready now. I said, nigga,

0:41:16.760 --> 0:41:18.239
<v Speaker 2>you're not gonna make it the party in at ten,

0:41:18.760 --> 0:41:22.839
<v Speaker 2>just meet me in Brooklyn. Bet So I'm like, I

0:41:22.880 --> 0:41:24.839
<v Speaker 2>head to the sex club all the way.

0:41:24.880 --> 0:41:27.640
<v Speaker 1>I said, ayo, because you're not club Sussia.

0:41:28.040 --> 0:41:29.839
<v Speaker 2>So I'm like, because you're not coming in with me,

0:41:30.080 --> 0:41:33.399
<v Speaker 2>it's one hundred dollars at the door. Because I'm a baby,

0:41:33.440 --> 0:41:35.960
<v Speaker 2>You're now a single man walking in without me and

0:41:36.880 --> 0:41:38.439
<v Speaker 2>shout out to the horn Hive. I met a horror

0:41:38.480 --> 0:41:41.560
<v Speaker 2>Hive member guy, and I invited him. So now I'm

0:41:41.600 --> 0:41:44.239
<v Speaker 2>already bringing two niggas to the sex club. Yeah, I

0:41:44.280 --> 0:41:45.360
<v Speaker 2>know the shut up?

0:41:45.360 --> 0:41:48.440
<v Speaker 1>Which one? What some guy that lives in DC shout

0:41:48.440 --> 0:41:52.600
<v Speaker 1>out to you? He was cute? Two anyway, So yeah,

0:41:52.640 --> 0:41:53.880
<v Speaker 1>so I invited anyone. I said, you want to go

0:41:53.920 --> 0:41:54.600
<v Speaker 1>to a sex club.

0:41:55.560 --> 0:41:57.200
<v Speaker 2>I don't have a photo of him actually, because I

0:41:57.239 --> 0:42:00.400
<v Speaker 2>met him in at the day party. So yeah, I

0:42:00.440 --> 0:42:01.400
<v Speaker 2>met this niggat the day.

0:42:01.280 --> 0:42:03.600
<v Speaker 1>Party and told her man bro is meeting a.

0:42:03.480 --> 0:42:05.200
<v Speaker 2>Man that she didn't want to feel like an object.

0:42:05.440 --> 0:42:07.840
<v Speaker 2>But when he was getting his facial while that was

0:42:07.880 --> 0:42:11.200
<v Speaker 2>going on, she met another man and told him come

0:42:11.239 --> 0:42:13.800
<v Speaker 2>with me to the sex club. So anyways, so anyways,

0:42:14.600 --> 0:42:18.200
<v Speaker 2>on the way to the sex club, I let him

0:42:18.200 --> 0:42:19.640
<v Speaker 2>know it's one hundred dollars.

0:42:20.680 --> 0:42:24.880
<v Speaker 1>So he texted me, y'all know, lie, but you invited me? No?

0:42:25.280 --> 0:42:27.879
<v Speaker 1>He texted me and says, yo, like.

0:42:29.480 --> 0:42:31.680
<v Speaker 2>That's cool, I don't mind paying at the door, But

0:42:31.800 --> 0:42:33.360
<v Speaker 2>now that I have to pay at the door, do

0:42:33.400 --> 0:42:35.640
<v Speaker 2>you mind paying for my uber? And I'll give you

0:42:35.680 --> 0:42:41.959
<v Speaker 2>the fifty six dollars back on Wednesday, Baby, I said,

0:42:41.960 --> 0:42:44.439
<v Speaker 2>have a good life. This isn't gonna work and blocked him.

0:42:45.960 --> 0:42:48.480
<v Speaker 2>When did you ask for the consent to talk about this? Oh?

0:42:48.520 --> 0:42:50.160
<v Speaker 2>I didn't ask him for the consent. The consent was

0:42:50.160 --> 0:42:52.880
<v Speaker 2>somebody at the sex club. We're gonna get there. Yeah,

0:42:53.200 --> 0:42:57.160
<v Speaker 2>So I'm oh, I didn't consent, but y'all blocked him.

0:42:57.280 --> 0:43:00.040
<v Speaker 2>How don't need consent for a nigga? Blocked boy, you

0:43:00.080 --> 0:43:02.200
<v Speaker 2>want to go make fifty six dollars, You ain't have

0:43:02.239 --> 0:43:04.759
<v Speaker 2>one hundred and fifty six dollars. Then shout out to Mama,

0:43:04.800 --> 0:43:06.400
<v Speaker 2>Tammy Ma, Mama ain't shit. So we get on the

0:43:06.400 --> 0:43:09.399
<v Speaker 2>phone and she like, girl first saw that nigga don't

0:43:09.400 --> 0:43:11.280
<v Speaker 2>even make enough money to get a cash advance.

0:43:11.800 --> 0:43:15.120
<v Speaker 1>What type of nigga is he? Then she was like, I.

0:43:15.080 --> 0:43:16.960
<v Speaker 2>Bet you he ain't even pay for the facial. The

0:43:16.960 --> 0:43:19.719
<v Speaker 2>facial was from another bitch. He fucking They just wanted to.

0:43:19.760 --> 0:43:20.399
<v Speaker 1>Rub on his face.

0:43:20.440 --> 0:43:22.080
<v Speaker 2>So mag he was getting a real type of facial,

0:43:22.160 --> 0:43:24.160
<v Speaker 2>Like I almost see how much was the facial? And

0:43:24.840 --> 0:43:26.759
<v Speaker 2>maybe you needed to be treated like an object and

0:43:26.800 --> 0:43:31.280
<v Speaker 2>listen at this point, if you brought nigga that bitch

0:43:31.640 --> 0:43:35.359
<v Speaker 2>are you then my mama sex work shamed Jim because

0:43:35.360 --> 0:43:38.200
<v Speaker 2>it was like, did you say he has this dick

0:43:38.239 --> 0:43:38.720
<v Speaker 2>on Twitter?

0:43:38.840 --> 0:43:41.600
<v Speaker 1>Is he doing that for free? Maybe? If you're gonna be.

0:43:41.520 --> 0:43:42.840
<v Speaker 2>A sex worker, I'm gonna need you to have more

0:43:42.880 --> 0:43:45.040
<v Speaker 2>than one hundred and fifty six dollars in your bank account.

0:43:46.040 --> 0:43:47.560
<v Speaker 1>I was turned off, so blocked him.

0:43:47.560 --> 0:43:49.200
<v Speaker 2>So anyways, now it's just me and this guy I

0:43:49.280 --> 0:43:51.440
<v Speaker 2>just met who's only in town from DC. Never been

0:43:51.480 --> 0:43:53.640
<v Speaker 2>to a sex club. So we go, we pull up,

0:43:54.200 --> 0:43:56.279
<v Speaker 2>I tell him to pay. Yeah, I tell him to

0:43:56.320 --> 0:43:59.319
<v Speaker 2>pay because I'm gonna support my friend's business. Right, So

0:43:59.680 --> 0:44:02.759
<v Speaker 2>he at the door and we go down to the

0:44:02.800 --> 0:44:06.080
<v Speaker 2>sex club. So I'm like, okay, mind you, I'm Shrewman,

0:44:06.280 --> 0:44:08.920
<v Speaker 2>and I'm like, you know what tonight, I just want

0:44:09.200 --> 0:44:09.919
<v Speaker 2>sensory play.

0:44:10.920 --> 0:44:12.480
<v Speaker 1>I decided I'm.

0:44:12.400 --> 0:44:17.480
<v Speaker 2>Just going So sensory play is literally no penetration but

0:44:18.160 --> 0:44:21.200
<v Speaker 2>me being aroused by something like a massage.

0:44:22.440 --> 0:44:25.080
<v Speaker 1>It could be any tools being used on you. It

0:44:25.160 --> 0:44:30.080
<v Speaker 1>can be fire. I did all three, so we'll start,

0:44:30.320 --> 0:44:32.680
<v Speaker 1>Oh baby, so we'll start. Yeah, I think I did two,

0:44:33.080 --> 0:44:35.960
<v Speaker 1>So I start. I started. They had a sensory table.

0:44:36.480 --> 0:44:37.399
<v Speaker 1>Shout out to the dome.

0:44:37.440 --> 0:44:40.040
<v Speaker 2>I cannot remember her name, but this was my first

0:44:40.120 --> 0:44:45.640
<v Speaker 2>time doing fireplay that didn't involve wax. Like she did

0:44:45.640 --> 0:44:48.799
<v Speaker 2>this thing, that's what I did with miss So she

0:44:49.040 --> 0:44:52.319
<v Speaker 2>had these balls of fire and so she literally is

0:44:52.480 --> 0:44:55.480
<v Speaker 2>it's like hard mushrooms. They look like literally, so if

0:44:55.520 --> 0:44:59.920
<v Speaker 2>you if you at a campfire and you're roasting your s'mores,

0:45:00.080 --> 0:45:02.120
<v Speaker 2>it looks like what your smore would look like your

0:45:02.440 --> 0:45:05.880
<v Speaker 2>marshmallow would look like on fire. So literally, she starts

0:45:05.920 --> 0:45:09.239
<v Speaker 2>at my shoulder blades and she's literally tapping me with

0:45:09.280 --> 0:45:11.640
<v Speaker 2>the fire and then rubbing me right after because bitch

0:45:11.760 --> 0:45:15.560
<v Speaker 2>is hot. So she's tapping me with the fire and

0:45:15.680 --> 0:45:18.520
<v Speaker 2>rubbing me. And so she does this down my whole body.

0:45:18.680 --> 0:45:21.719
<v Speaker 2>She does it on my hips, my butt, my thighs,

0:45:21.800 --> 0:45:24.839
<v Speaker 2>and baby, right in between my kneecap. Baby, I ain't

0:45:24.840 --> 0:45:27.960
<v Speaker 2>gonna lie. I did a little and baby, my pussy

0:45:27.960 --> 0:45:30.520
<v Speaker 2>did a little jump. I was like, not a little

0:45:30.520 --> 0:45:33.279
<v Speaker 2>fire behind my kneecap doing something to me. And so

0:45:33.400 --> 0:45:36.759
<v Speaker 2>I was like, yeah, she was beautiful. So I get

0:45:36.840 --> 0:45:39.880
<v Speaker 2>into that and I'm just like ooh like my pussy

0:45:39.960 --> 0:45:42.319
<v Speaker 2>jumping and maybe it's the shrooms after that, but I

0:45:42.440 --> 0:45:45.400
<v Speaker 2>was like, oh, I like this I don't need penetration tonight.

0:45:45.560 --> 0:45:49.279
<v Speaker 2>So anyways, I go around, I'm drinking, I'm talking. This

0:45:49.360 --> 0:45:53.279
<v Speaker 2>guy is sitting right next to me and he goes

0:45:53.440 --> 0:45:55.719
<v Speaker 2>he starts the conversation with me. I'm like, hey, so

0:45:55.960 --> 0:45:58.720
<v Speaker 2>I don't want any penetration tonight. He was like that's fine,

0:45:59.280 --> 0:46:00.600
<v Speaker 2>and he looks beside him.

0:46:01.280 --> 0:46:01.480
<v Speaker 1>Bitch.

0:46:01.480 --> 0:46:05.520
<v Speaker 2>He got like a body leather bag, and I'm like, well,

0:46:05.560 --> 0:46:08.160
<v Speaker 2>what the fuck? Like you came with luggage to the

0:46:08.200 --> 0:46:10.600
<v Speaker 2>sex club. He's like, no, I have a few things,

0:46:10.640 --> 0:46:13.440
<v Speaker 2>like I would love to use them on you. This

0:46:13.480 --> 0:46:16.239
<v Speaker 2>is where I ask for consent because y'all about to

0:46:16.320 --> 0:46:20.080
<v Speaker 2>judge me this. This is the most WPS shit I

0:46:20.120 --> 0:46:23.200
<v Speaker 2>think I ever did in sex in my motherfucking life.

0:46:23.400 --> 0:46:23.799
<v Speaker 1>Let's see.

0:46:23.960 --> 0:46:26.320
<v Speaker 2>Okay, No, no, no, I'm actually kind of scared that

0:46:26.360 --> 0:46:28.959
<v Speaker 2>he might be a serio killer or just really like I.

0:46:28.960 --> 0:46:30.840
<v Speaker 1>Was like, what the fuck is going on? So was

0:46:30.840 --> 0:46:32.160
<v Speaker 1>he white? Nubbitch? Black?

0:46:32.200 --> 0:46:34.440
<v Speaker 2>Because I say bag with the salt and pepper? Oh,

0:46:34.480 --> 0:46:39.040
<v Speaker 2>every all of this was with black people. So he

0:46:39.120 --> 0:46:41.680
<v Speaker 2>goes into his bag and he's like, I have some

0:46:41.760 --> 0:46:43.640
<v Speaker 2>things I would like to use on you.

0:46:43.760 --> 0:46:47.000
<v Speaker 1>Is that fine? So he goes through like casig he's like,

0:46:47.120 --> 0:46:48.359
<v Speaker 1>let's go. I'm bitch.

0:46:48.400 --> 0:46:51.280
<v Speaker 2>I'm open, bitch, I'm showing it. I'm at the safe club, NIGGI.

0:46:51.600 --> 0:46:54.000
<v Speaker 2>I'm cool as long as nothing is gonna slice me

0:46:54.040 --> 0:46:55.040
<v Speaker 2>because I don't like blood.

0:46:55.360 --> 0:46:55.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm cool.

0:46:56.560 --> 0:46:59.880
<v Speaker 2>So he gets behind me, and next thing you know,

0:47:00.480 --> 0:47:05.520
<v Speaker 2>I feel like bristles on me, and I'm like okay.

0:47:05.560 --> 0:47:09.480
<v Speaker 2>So my eyes are closed and he's like gently moving

0:47:09.480 --> 0:47:13.320
<v Speaker 2>it down my uh, moving it down my arms, putting

0:47:13.400 --> 0:47:16.680
<v Speaker 2>it around my neck, makes it go down by my titties,

0:47:16.719 --> 0:47:19.839
<v Speaker 2>and I'm like, okay, no clue what the fuck it is.

0:47:20.360 --> 0:47:22.160
<v Speaker 2>And so my eyes are closed. So I'm trying to

0:47:22.200 --> 0:47:24.520
<v Speaker 2>like get into the vibe. I don't know how to

0:47:24.520 --> 0:47:26.920
<v Speaker 2>fuck he's even being turned on by this, but I'm like, okay,

0:47:28.640 --> 0:47:32.319
<v Speaker 2>I open my eyes and I look and see this

0:47:32.400 --> 0:47:36.480
<v Speaker 2>nigga is rubbing a pipe cleaner on my body. When

0:47:36.560 --> 0:47:40.080
<v Speaker 2>I say a pipe cleaner, as in a pipe cleaner

0:47:40.120 --> 0:47:42.640
<v Speaker 2>hold on, like what you clean a baby bottle with,

0:47:42.880 --> 0:47:44.799
<v Speaker 2>Like what you clean a baby bottle with, but a

0:47:44.840 --> 0:47:48.520
<v Speaker 2>big one, like an industrial size pipe cleaner.

0:47:48.880 --> 0:47:50.960
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, my baby can lay apart.

0:47:51.160 --> 0:47:56.240
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, okay, it's not a feather, but all right, Okay,

0:47:56.280 --> 0:47:56.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm here for it.

0:47:58.000 --> 0:47:59.560
<v Speaker 1>So he goes. I wonder if he was under the

0:47:59.520 --> 0:48:01.560
<v Speaker 1>sink way like this is it? Hold on? Hold on.

0:48:01.680 --> 0:48:05.000
<v Speaker 2>He's like, so I really, you know, can I add

0:48:05.040 --> 0:48:06.759
<v Speaker 2>something else? And I'm at this point I'm just like,

0:48:06.920 --> 0:48:11.719
<v Speaker 2>uh sure. He pulls out a larger pipe cleaner and

0:48:11.760 --> 0:48:16.600
<v Speaker 2>sets it between my legs and he's like, can you feel?

0:48:18.040 --> 0:48:19.600
<v Speaker 2>Can you go up and down and feel what's in

0:48:19.640 --> 0:48:22.680
<v Speaker 2>between your legs? So I'm like feeling like this and

0:48:22.680 --> 0:48:25.640
<v Speaker 2>he takes my hand. No, no, no. At this point,

0:48:25.680 --> 0:48:28.720
<v Speaker 2>my eyes are open. At this point, I'm just like, okay,

0:48:28.960 --> 0:48:31.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna try this out. So he puts this bigger

0:48:31.960 --> 0:48:35.240
<v Speaker 2>sized pipe cleaner in front of me and I'm like okay, yeah.

0:48:35.360 --> 0:48:37.719
<v Speaker 2>He guides my hand and he's like, no, stroke it.

0:48:38.239 --> 0:48:41.479
<v Speaker 2>So at this point he has me stroking a pipe

0:48:41.520 --> 0:48:43.680
<v Speaker 2>cleaner is if it's a dick, and he wants me

0:48:43.760 --> 0:48:47.040
<v Speaker 2>to go up and down on this pipe cleaner, and

0:48:47.120 --> 0:48:49.800
<v Speaker 2>he's talking of my ear dirty as if I'm stroking

0:48:49.880 --> 0:48:54.600
<v Speaker 2>a dick, but it's a pipe cleaner, and I'm just like, y'all,

0:48:54.600 --> 0:48:55.440
<v Speaker 2>I can't do this no more.

0:48:55.440 --> 0:48:57.240
<v Speaker 1>I ain't even gonna hold you. I was like, baby,

0:48:57.600 --> 0:48:58.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm glad this gets off on you.

0:48:58.880 --> 0:49:01.239
<v Speaker 2>So then I talk to him. I'm now intrigued. I said,

0:49:01.280 --> 0:49:02.800
<v Speaker 2>I would like to talk about this on my podcast,

0:49:02.800 --> 0:49:05.279
<v Speaker 2>and I'm like, so, I said, I said, I said,

0:49:05.320 --> 0:49:06.919
<v Speaker 2>I said, sir, So what else is in here?

0:49:07.239 --> 0:49:07.719
<v Speaker 1>Mind? You?

0:49:08.440 --> 0:49:11.200
<v Speaker 2>Shout out to MORGANA. She let me know that the

0:49:11.200 --> 0:49:15.120
<v Speaker 2>week before he made a bitch come with a car buffer.

0:49:16.040 --> 0:49:19.800
<v Speaker 1>Right that one, he put a car.

0:49:19.600 --> 0:49:23.720
<v Speaker 2>Buffer at the bottom of the back of a woman

0:49:24.080 --> 0:49:27.360
<v Speaker 2>and made her come that way. So now I'm intrigued.

0:49:27.440 --> 0:49:28.799
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, so, what do you get by this? He's

0:49:28.840 --> 0:49:32.399
<v Speaker 2>like this, he said, I really enjoy going to home

0:49:32.440 --> 0:49:37.480
<v Speaker 2>depot and finding things to bring it to the bedroom

0:49:37.480 --> 0:49:40.600
<v Speaker 2>because I understand it doesn't have to be about penetration.

0:49:40.719 --> 0:49:43.400
<v Speaker 2>And he goes into how he gets off going to

0:49:43.480 --> 0:49:48.319
<v Speaker 2>home depot, buying these random tools and watching women play

0:49:48.360 --> 0:49:50.880
<v Speaker 2>with them after he rubs them all over their body.

0:49:52.960 --> 0:49:54.120
<v Speaker 1>Oh baby, First off.

0:49:53.920 --> 0:49:56.720
<v Speaker 2>I was on Showman, so I was just like, niguy

0:49:56.800 --> 0:49:58.040
<v Speaker 2>just jacked off a pipe cleaner.

0:49:58.320 --> 0:50:02.399
<v Speaker 1>I felt nasty, home disgusting. This nigga brought up bitch.

0:50:02.440 --> 0:50:05.840
<v Speaker 2>So his whole fucking bag was full of like tools

0:50:05.840 --> 0:50:08.560
<v Speaker 2>and house supplies, no sex objects.

0:50:09.080 --> 0:50:11.200
<v Speaker 1>Ship from Home Depot and.

0:50:11.239 --> 0:50:14.319
<v Speaker 2>This clip was from an episode of Horrible Decisions. I

0:50:14.360 --> 0:50:18.319
<v Speaker 2>know you found it on Twitter now under weird ship. Like, bro,

0:50:19.160 --> 0:50:22.320
<v Speaker 2>I literally please listen to us every Monday. I literally

0:50:22.440 --> 0:50:26.719
<v Speaker 2>was like, am I a sick? I just jacked off,

0:50:27.719 --> 0:50:28.200
<v Speaker 2>just jacked off?

0:50:28.400 --> 0:50:29.560
<v Speaker 1>Like way this happened to you?

0:50:29.600 --> 0:50:32.440
<v Speaker 2>She's I'm not bro, they gonna think I did think

0:50:32.440 --> 0:50:35.640
<v Speaker 2>there's a way to make the snow, and then and

0:50:35.680 --> 0:50:36.879
<v Speaker 2>then and then at the end of.

0:50:36.840 --> 0:50:38.000
<v Speaker 1>It, I ain't gonna hold you.

0:50:38.320 --> 0:50:40.239
<v Speaker 2>I was like, Okay, I just jacked off a pipe

0:50:40.280 --> 0:50:44.160
<v Speaker 2>cleaner and got rubbed on with a pipe cleaner. Let

0:50:44.200 --> 0:50:45.600
<v Speaker 2>me just go back to being regular.

0:50:45.640 --> 0:50:46.520
<v Speaker 1>I have a story. Credit.

0:50:47.320 --> 0:50:50.719
<v Speaker 2>Listen this nigga might pay you extra for that. He

0:50:50.960 --> 0:50:52.280
<v Speaker 2>was he said, a home depot.

0:50:52.320 --> 0:50:53.920
<v Speaker 1>Get him off. Baby. What was next?

0:50:54.120 --> 0:50:56.360
<v Speaker 2>So the next the ruler they give you for the

0:50:56.400 --> 0:50:59.080
<v Speaker 2>paint can? Well, no, so the next thing that the

0:50:59.120 --> 0:51:01.000
<v Speaker 2>next thing was and MORGANA was like, I want to

0:51:01.000 --> 0:51:02.680
<v Speaker 2>give you a massage. So I just go and get

0:51:02.680 --> 0:51:05.560
<v Speaker 2>a regular massage. But by this point, bitch, I'm floating.

0:51:05.920 --> 0:51:08.319
<v Speaker 2>So there's a couple sitting right there. I'm at the

0:51:08.400 --> 0:51:10.520
<v Speaker 2>end of the bed and she's giving me a massage

0:51:10.560 --> 0:51:12.080
<v Speaker 2>to where I'm just like I'm.

0:51:11.880 --> 0:51:14.280
<v Speaker 1>Looking at her like, damn.

0:51:14.320 --> 0:51:16.879
<v Speaker 2>Every time I go to the sex club, I realize

0:51:17.120 --> 0:51:20.360
<v Speaker 2>I ain't that freaky and we're ladies. You think you freaky,

0:51:20.640 --> 0:51:22.400
<v Speaker 2>bit you never that freaky, You never know how to

0:51:22.400 --> 0:51:24.000
<v Speaker 2>do everything the best. Cause I was like, I know,

0:51:24.080 --> 0:51:26.400
<v Speaker 2>I don't be rubbing these things like this. That massage

0:51:26.400 --> 0:51:30.600
<v Speaker 2>was feeling so great. So then there was a lady

0:51:30.680 --> 0:51:32.719
<v Speaker 2>right there and we got into where I was like,

0:51:32.840 --> 0:51:33.960
<v Speaker 2>I really want to be spanked.

0:51:34.480 --> 0:51:38.000
<v Speaker 1>So both these girls now have the option to spank me.

0:51:38.280 --> 0:51:41.319
<v Speaker 2>So Morgana goes and pulls out a paddle and hits me,

0:51:41.880 --> 0:51:43.319
<v Speaker 2>and I think she thought it was gonna hurt. And

0:51:43.320 --> 0:51:45.239
<v Speaker 2>this is where I realized I really need some pain

0:51:45.320 --> 0:51:49.799
<v Speaker 2>right now. So she go to spank me. She she

0:51:49.920 --> 0:51:51.279
<v Speaker 2>was like, and then rubbed it. She was like, what

0:51:51.320 --> 0:51:51.560
<v Speaker 2>was that?

0:51:52.400 --> 0:51:55.560
<v Speaker 1>Like a four? She was shot?

0:51:55.880 --> 0:51:57.600
<v Speaker 2>So she hit me again. She was like what is

0:51:57.640 --> 0:52:02.040
<v Speaker 2>that four point two? I had her and this other

0:52:02.080 --> 0:52:08.440
<v Speaker 2>girl literally I wanted with the paddle with bitch so hard,

0:52:09.120 --> 0:52:09.640
<v Speaker 2>so hard.

0:52:09.960 --> 0:52:11.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't know why. I don't know if I just

0:52:11.960 --> 0:52:15.600
<v Speaker 1>stopped feeling shit because I hear not home deepo heyes, no, no, no, no, no,

0:52:16.080 --> 0:52:17.560
<v Speaker 1>I got a little scared.

0:52:18.800 --> 0:52:21.279
<v Speaker 2>Nah, but I realized too, I just wanted women to

0:52:21.280 --> 0:52:23.920
<v Speaker 2>touch me. But after that, I was like, I just

0:52:24.000 --> 0:52:26.279
<v Speaker 2>know once he was saying I'm sorry, I'm not saying

0:52:26.280 --> 0:52:28.959
<v Speaker 2>this isn't sexy. I just know once he started saying

0:52:29.000 --> 0:52:30.480
<v Speaker 2>home deepo, you were like no, no, no.

0:52:30.520 --> 0:52:32.359
<v Speaker 1>But it wasn't even that. It's the fact that.

0:52:33.760 --> 0:52:36.840
<v Speaker 2>While I was stroking the pipe cleaner, he was talking

0:52:36.880 --> 0:52:39.439
<v Speaker 2>to me like he was like, he was like, ooh,

0:52:39.440 --> 0:52:40.640
<v Speaker 2>I love how you stroke it.

0:52:40.960 --> 0:52:44.239
<v Speaker 1>He was like, does don't you like how that feels? No, bro,

0:52:44.840 --> 0:52:50.120
<v Speaker 1>he is behind me. If you don't know, here we go. Sorry, bitch,

0:52:50.560 --> 0:52:52.520
<v Speaker 1>he is behind me. Let me sit here.

0:52:52.560 --> 0:52:56.239
<v Speaker 2>And so he's behind me, his legs are, his legs

0:52:56.239 --> 0:52:57.480
<v Speaker 2>are behind me. He's behind me.

0:52:58.239 --> 0:53:02.160
<v Speaker 1>He got the pipe cleaner going down my body like yeah.

0:53:02.360 --> 0:53:04.920
<v Speaker 2>Putting it between my tittis and shit, got the pipe

0:53:04.920 --> 0:53:08.360
<v Speaker 2>cleaner all over. He then puts the bigger pipe cleaner

0:53:08.360 --> 0:53:10.919
<v Speaker 2>in front of me, and at this point I'm looking

0:53:10.960 --> 0:53:13.160
<v Speaker 2>at a pipe cleaner and he's.

0:53:13.000 --> 0:53:17.719
<v Speaker 1>Telling me stroke that thing ooh with both hands. So

0:53:17.760 --> 0:53:22.239
<v Speaker 1>he's in my ear. It struck me on how to stroke.

0:53:21.960 --> 0:53:24.920
<v Speaker 2>A goddamn pipe cleaner? And he's like, M yeah, just

0:53:24.960 --> 0:53:27.640
<v Speaker 2>like that, M you like how I feel? And then

0:53:27.680 --> 0:53:29.160
<v Speaker 2>I just broh, I can't do this some more?

0:53:29.200 --> 0:53:31.000
<v Speaker 1>All right? You good? And I had to get up.

0:53:31.040 --> 0:53:33.279
<v Speaker 1>I was like, bruh, who wait?

0:53:33.640 --> 0:53:37.000
<v Speaker 2>Anyone else stuck with that nigga that day, probably in

0:53:37.040 --> 0:53:39.240
<v Speaker 2>her way is told he's in there with his tools.

0:53:39.280 --> 0:53:41.120
<v Speaker 1>Where I told you, he made a bitch come down.

0:53:41.200 --> 0:53:43.520
<v Speaker 1>We didn't have a strict a proof of process. He made.

0:53:43.600 --> 0:53:44.719
<v Speaker 1>He's a regular, so bitch.

0:53:44.840 --> 0:53:47.640
<v Speaker 2>Like I said, he made a big nigga regular.

0:53:47.760 --> 0:53:49.320
<v Speaker 1>He made a bitch come with a car.

0:53:49.120 --> 0:53:53.720
<v Speaker 2>Buffer like like you know, the electronic car buffer.

0:53:53.760 --> 0:53:54.000
<v Speaker 1>Bitch.

0:53:54.600 --> 0:53:58.000
<v Speaker 2>He like put the car buffer on her back and

0:53:58.040 --> 0:54:02.480
<v Speaker 2>she and she came and ship. I'm right, bruh, y'all,

0:54:02.760 --> 0:54:06.759
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I ain't gonna do it. I love Susia, y'all.

0:54:06.840 --> 0:54:09.160
<v Speaker 2>Check out was it season three? Check out season three?

0:54:09.280 --> 0:54:14.040
<v Speaker 2>They're an amazing fucking place to us. I ain't gonna

0:54:14.040 --> 0:54:16.520
<v Speaker 2>hold going on, I ain't gonna hold you, brother.

0:54:16.600 --> 0:54:18.560
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I would like check this out.

0:54:19.560 --> 0:54:23.719
<v Speaker 2>I'll like check this out. I kind of like the

0:54:23.760 --> 0:54:27.920
<v Speaker 2>sensory play, not all of it, but it did make

0:54:28.040 --> 0:54:30.160
<v Speaker 2>my mind go to like things I would like to

0:54:30.200 --> 0:54:31.200
<v Speaker 2>do around your home.

0:54:31.760 --> 0:54:32.600
<v Speaker 1>No bitch.

0:54:34.200 --> 0:54:37.120
<v Speaker 2>With a partner in the future that wants to be

0:54:37.200 --> 0:54:39.560
<v Speaker 2>creative now, not gonna pull out.

0:54:39.360 --> 0:54:40.560
<v Speaker 1>The home depot supplies.

0:54:41.080 --> 0:54:43.960
<v Speaker 2>But I'm like, damn like I it did make me

0:54:44.040 --> 0:54:48.120
<v Speaker 2>think of how many ways people get turned on and

0:54:48.960 --> 0:54:52.320
<v Speaker 2>come and wow wow.

0:54:52.960 --> 0:54:57.320
<v Speaker 1>So needless to say, he actually wasn't bad.

0:54:57.719 --> 0:55:00.680
<v Speaker 2>He actually looked like like after then, I was like,

0:55:00.719 --> 0:55:02.120
<v Speaker 2>here a little scary because he had a little hat

0:55:02.160 --> 0:55:05.320
<v Speaker 2>on with little size, he had all black on, he

0:55:05.400 --> 0:55:09.680
<v Speaker 2>had muscles though, like he looked attractive until he pulled.

0:55:09.480 --> 0:55:11.920
<v Speaker 1>Out the pipe later like I didn't pull that out.

0:55:12.000 --> 0:55:13.160
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I.

0:55:14.840 --> 0:55:18.600
<v Speaker 2>Don't know after after yeah, Jack, like I keep thinking

0:55:18.640 --> 0:55:21.000
<v Speaker 2>of painting the roller thing. Yeah, I mean, of course

0:55:21.080 --> 0:55:25.600
<v Speaker 2>you have like the needle thing like the pinwheel like

0:55:25.719 --> 0:55:27.240
<v Speaker 2>I've done since we play before.

0:55:28.520 --> 0:55:29.640
<v Speaker 1>A pinwell is not for sex.

0:55:31.920 --> 0:55:35.640
<v Speaker 2>Keez, that's a good one because you could put it

0:55:35.680 --> 0:55:38.000
<v Speaker 2>all it could it could feel like a knife. What

0:55:38.080 --> 0:55:40.839
<v Speaker 2>else they got, Yeah, so that's the thing. So there's

0:55:41.040 --> 0:55:43.600
<v Speaker 2>so it's no, no, I ain't gonna hold you sound bass.

0:55:43.640 --> 0:55:45.759
<v Speaker 2>You making my pussy jump too. I've been doing don't

0:55:45.760 --> 0:55:49.840
<v Speaker 2>do that, don't do that. That little thing when it

0:55:50.000 --> 0:55:56.880
<v Speaker 2>keep going, like, girl, calm down the sounds. It's not

0:55:56.960 --> 0:56:01.000
<v Speaker 2>the prayer bowl. You ain't never felt like your pussy

0:56:01.080 --> 0:56:01.640
<v Speaker 2>joke to a.

0:56:01.880 --> 0:56:06.360
<v Speaker 1>To a sound? Literally, don't rely. Oh, I was relaxed,

0:56:06.400 --> 0:56:06.759
<v Speaker 1>so right.

0:56:07.520 --> 0:56:10.160
<v Speaker 2>Maybe I was that thing kind of maybe my ear

0:56:10.239 --> 0:56:12.080
<v Speaker 2>because you know, I didn't had an ear orgasm before,

0:56:15.360 --> 0:56:21.960
<v Speaker 2>Corny she said that little thing. Anyways, needless to say, y'all,

0:56:22.120 --> 0:56:24.680
<v Speaker 2>I keep finding new things to do and I can't

0:56:24.719 --> 0:56:30.319
<v Speaker 2>believe we break. No, that's what it is. This is sad, bro,

0:56:30.440 --> 0:56:32.160
<v Speaker 2>I need some dig. This is really sad.

0:56:32.160 --> 0:56:35.000
<v Speaker 1>Where are you going next? I don't know.

0:56:36.040 --> 0:56:38.799
<v Speaker 2>I'm scared for myself. I ain't gonna hold you, I ain't.

0:56:39.200 --> 0:56:39.960
<v Speaker 1>I am excited.

0:56:40.280 --> 0:56:44.120
<v Speaker 2>I'm going to the Domina Camber Public next week. I'm

0:56:44.120 --> 0:56:48.799
<v Speaker 2>gonna put the kanna and so I'm excited. Uh. I

0:56:48.840 --> 0:56:50.520
<v Speaker 2>don't plan to be a unicorn in this trip. It

0:56:50.600 --> 0:56:53.359
<v Speaker 2>is another solo trip where I plan to read and journal.

0:56:53.360 --> 0:56:56.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna do it all inclusive. No, yuck, they have

0:56:56.760 --> 0:57:00.200
<v Speaker 2>like apparently the best. Oh, never mind, isn't we're girl?

0:57:00.200 --> 0:57:00.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm going.

0:57:01.040 --> 0:57:03.080
<v Speaker 2>I got the whole trip for less than three hundred dollars.

0:57:03.320 --> 0:57:06.040
<v Speaker 2>I used miles and points. Baby, shout out to Marriott

0:57:06.120 --> 0:57:08.640
<v Speaker 2>and ZiT Delta, even though bitch y'all could have made

0:57:08.640 --> 0:57:10.759
<v Speaker 2>it a little cheaper since y'all fucked up right now.

0:57:12.320 --> 0:57:14.080
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I'm going for I'm going.

0:57:14.280 --> 0:57:16.680
<v Speaker 2>I'm going for four days, three nights, and I planned

0:57:16.720 --> 0:57:18.160
<v Speaker 2>to have a really good trip.

0:57:18.240 --> 0:57:20.080
<v Speaker 1>I planned to have a really cute time. I'm hoping

0:57:20.120 --> 0:57:23.320
<v Speaker 1>to be me a dominion Hannah. I'm doing Dominican.

0:57:23.560 --> 0:57:25.520
<v Speaker 2>I have a lot of Dominican friends, and they're always

0:57:25.520 --> 0:57:28.440
<v Speaker 2>saying they have the best beaches. There's Dave, you Dominican.

0:57:28.520 --> 0:57:32.120
<v Speaker 2>What's the thing this is su'san s o U with

0:57:32.320 --> 0:57:35.640
<v Speaker 2>the mountains nobody doesn't talking about. There's a Dominican bitch

0:57:35.720 --> 0:57:37.360
<v Speaker 2>listening to this right now and being like, oh my god,

0:57:37.400 --> 0:57:41.560
<v Speaker 2>I shouldn't say it in the comments A I think

0:57:41.560 --> 0:57:44.520
<v Speaker 2>it is, but when you google it, it's like these matheson.

0:57:46.000 --> 0:57:49.360
<v Speaker 1>That's what it's l like. What don't do that, bitch?

0:57:49.360 --> 0:57:52.400
<v Speaker 2>Anyway, I'm gonna go to the beach and get this

0:57:52.480 --> 0:57:55.800
<v Speaker 2>tan and not get no dick. Okay, y'all, y'all want

0:57:55.800 --> 0:58:00.520
<v Speaker 2>to hear something fucked up about Home depot what I'm

0:58:00.520 --> 0:58:01.040
<v Speaker 2>not good?

0:58:01.080 --> 0:58:02.960
<v Speaker 1>You did you masturbate it? Home devot before.

0:58:03.120 --> 0:58:05.840
<v Speaker 2>No no, So I was at home depot because my

0:58:05.840 --> 0:58:08.400
<v Speaker 2>mom and I just moved into the same apartment building, which,

0:58:08.440 --> 0:58:10.120
<v Speaker 2>by the way, it's like really adorable.

0:58:10.240 --> 0:58:12.960
<v Speaker 1>We're like up and down. It's cute in La place

0:58:13.040 --> 0:58:13.360
<v Speaker 1>in La.

0:58:14.000 --> 0:58:17.440
<v Speaker 2>So I'm at home depot and my mom is like

0:58:17.600 --> 0:58:19.760
<v Speaker 2>confused on why I can't find a task grab it

0:58:19.800 --> 0:58:20.760
<v Speaker 2>for the TV A mount.

0:58:20.960 --> 0:58:23.000
<v Speaker 1>She was like, when I was doing stuff, all you

0:58:23.080 --> 0:58:26.360
<v Speaker 1>do is go to home depot. They're right there they are.

0:58:26.840 --> 0:58:30.240
<v Speaker 2>Maybe when I did needed everything for the studio, maybe

0:58:30.280 --> 0:58:34.400
<v Speaker 2>you pull up. Wait and the demographic was a little different.

0:58:34.920 --> 0:58:37.480
<v Speaker 2>Uh no, no, no, no in Brooklyn, a Jamaican. No, I know,

0:58:37.600 --> 0:58:38.280
<v Speaker 2>they're everywhere else.

0:58:38.280 --> 0:58:38.880
<v Speaker 1>They magnificant.

0:58:39.240 --> 0:58:42.200
<v Speaker 2>So I was in La and of course the Mexican

0:58:42.840 --> 0:58:44.600
<v Speaker 2>So now that's accusy right.

0:58:44.680 --> 0:58:46.160
<v Speaker 1>First of all, I'm on this little power trip because

0:58:46.200 --> 0:58:47.760
<v Speaker 1>eight niggas at the car like hey I do TV.

0:58:47.800 --> 0:58:49.840
<v Speaker 1>I do TV. And I was like, hey, I walk.

0:58:50.480 --> 0:58:53.560
<v Speaker 2>But then I'm walking towards the door and there's this

0:58:53.680 --> 0:58:57.400
<v Speaker 2>Nigerian good and he's like cis. I was like, icy stuff.

0:58:58.520 --> 0:59:00.640
<v Speaker 2>He's like I just got hear no camera. I'm sorry,

0:59:00.840 --> 0:59:03.560
<v Speaker 2>I just got here from Cameroon. I do everything too.

0:59:03.600 --> 0:59:04.280
<v Speaker 2>You ain't coming to me.

0:59:04.360 --> 0:59:07.440
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, now i gotta tell the Mexican nigga.

0:59:07.520 --> 0:59:11.760
<v Speaker 2>No, that's crazy, that's crazy. I'm sitting here like, what

0:59:11.800 --> 0:59:12.680
<v Speaker 2>else can I happen? Now?

0:59:12.680 --> 0:59:16.080
<v Speaker 1>You're black? Because that you love claiming you Mexican? That's true,

0:59:16.800 --> 0:59:17.520
<v Speaker 1>but he saw.

0:59:17.400 --> 0:59:19.960
<v Speaker 2>It really, So then I'm sitting here thinking, Okay, how

0:59:20.000 --> 0:59:21.840
<v Speaker 2>could I have the Mexican and the Cameroon And at

0:59:21.840 --> 0:59:23.800
<v Speaker 2>the same time, what can I have him do?

0:59:24.120 --> 0:59:25.800
<v Speaker 1>One'll do this, One'll do that. Girl.

0:59:25.920 --> 0:59:28.120
<v Speaker 2>I was really this sounded like an MMF bitch, So

0:59:28.240 --> 0:59:30.400
<v Speaker 2>that I'm sitting here like, okay, you keep Cameroon. Do

0:59:30.400 --> 0:59:31.680
<v Speaker 2>you know anything about engineering?

0:59:31.720 --> 0:59:33.280
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to tell him about the studio, but

0:59:33.320 --> 0:59:35.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, maybe he'll be good. Were black? Oh that's

0:59:35.600 --> 0:59:36.360
<v Speaker 1>crazy girl.

0:59:36.400 --> 0:59:38.800
<v Speaker 2>Anyway, So long story short, one's doing one TV, one

0:59:38.880 --> 0:59:43.120
<v Speaker 2>doing another. I love that home depot it really, I'm

0:59:43.160 --> 0:59:47.120
<v Speaker 2>telling you them niggas came to the car what you

0:59:47.160 --> 0:59:48.000
<v Speaker 2>want and I'm like.

0:59:48.200 --> 0:59:51.360
<v Speaker 1>Any meaning clearly he gave this nigga a power trips.

0:59:51.360 --> 0:59:53.080
<v Speaker 2>I was trying to see who looks stronger and shit,

0:59:53.400 --> 0:59:55.040
<v Speaker 2>and then it was one who spoke to good English.

0:59:55.080 --> 0:59:56.320
<v Speaker 1>I was like n nah, he advanced, he got a

0:59:56.320 --> 0:59:58.840
<v Speaker 1>business car. I don't want that ship. That's crazy. You

0:59:58.880 --> 1:00:01.439
<v Speaker 1>know what this is for real?

1:00:01.480 --> 1:00:03.800
<v Speaker 2>I just want we about to get st I'm going

1:00:03.840 --> 1:00:05.360
<v Speaker 2>stop going because we gonna get canceled.

1:00:05.400 --> 1:00:08.600
<v Speaker 1>No, we're not, okay, bro, we can't get canceled. Here's

1:00:08.600 --> 1:00:09.160
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying.

1:00:09.200 --> 1:00:11.520
<v Speaker 2>When when when he had a business card, I realized, oh, like,

1:00:11.560 --> 1:00:13.600
<v Speaker 2>your business is a business. I'm trying to go for

1:00:13.720 --> 1:00:15.760
<v Speaker 2>the low here because you don't want to pay somebody

1:00:15.800 --> 1:00:16.760
<v Speaker 2>for their business.

1:00:17.440 --> 1:00:19.440
<v Speaker 1>That's greaty And if I did out of google it,

1:00:19.480 --> 1:00:20.400
<v Speaker 1>why do you think I'm out of here.

1:00:20.400 --> 1:00:25.360
<v Speaker 2>Trying to recruit any Oh okay, well, hopefully by our

1:00:25.520 --> 1:00:28.720
<v Speaker 2>next couple episodes. Well the next time we have a solo,

1:00:29.720 --> 1:00:31.920
<v Speaker 2>You're going to a sex club this weekend. So this

1:00:32.000 --> 1:00:34.640
<v Speaker 2>weekend and then I'm going to London next week. Who

1:00:34.720 --> 1:00:37.080
<v Speaker 2>is the girl from the London Live show that won

1:00:37.120 --> 1:00:38.840
<v Speaker 2>the game? I can't find her.

1:00:38.760 --> 1:00:41.479
<v Speaker 1>And she wants to fuck. Where is she? That's crazy?

1:00:41.520 --> 1:00:43.400
<v Speaker 1>I thought we were gonna fuck and I did too.

1:00:43.920 --> 1:00:44.480
<v Speaker 1>That's crazy.

1:00:44.600 --> 1:00:48.800
<v Speaker 2>Follow anyway, if you in London and want to give we.

1:00:48.880 --> 1:00:51.520
<v Speaker 1>This this week, you aren't. That's what I'm saying. Okay,

1:00:51.720 --> 1:00:54.120
<v Speaker 1>go ahead and in the Falcony Mix. I love piano

1:00:54.440 --> 1:00:59.160
<v Speaker 1>and you are really putting out my boys DJ. That's

1:00:59.160 --> 1:00:59.840
<v Speaker 1>why I'm going. That's fine.

1:00:59.880 --> 1:01:02.560
<v Speaker 2>But she also said she's down for pussy to be

1:01:02.600 --> 1:01:05.080
<v Speaker 2>thrown her way. She's there right now. This week, y'all

1:01:05.120 --> 1:01:07.000
<v Speaker 2>want to do a Horror Hive meetup. Shout out to

1:01:07.040 --> 1:01:09.960
<v Speaker 2>Balcony Mixing Major League. My boy Andre Power is opening,

1:01:10.040 --> 1:01:11.600
<v Speaker 2>so that's why I'm flying and lending gives us a

1:01:11.640 --> 1:01:13.040
<v Speaker 2>big I love how you're trying to make it seem

1:01:13.120 --> 1:01:16.200
<v Speaker 2>like you're not trying to get your pussy here. Let me, Oh,

1:01:16.240 --> 1:01:18.640
<v Speaker 2>this is a horror Hive meetup. Okay, if you're not

1:01:18.760 --> 1:01:21.160
<v Speaker 2>DTF me and my boo who is also coming with me.

1:01:21.240 --> 1:01:26.520
<v Speaker 1>It's an anyway. If you are, my dms are open.

1:01:27.280 --> 1:01:27.760
<v Speaker 1>Love y'all.

1:01:28.240 --> 1:01:30.720
<v Speaker 2>This is why we unmonetize on YouTube because now you're

1:01:30.760 --> 1:01:37.320
<v Speaker 2>soliciting sex. Anyways, Guys, if you want bonus content from us,

1:01:37.360 --> 1:01:40.320
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1:01:48.200 --> 1:01:52.800
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<v Speaker 2>lot more new content coming your way that we're really

1:01:55.080 --> 1:01:56.120
<v Speaker 2>excited to bring to you guys.

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<v Speaker 1>So thank you guys for supporting.

1:01:58.880 --> 1:02:03.280
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1:02:07.760 --> 1:02:10.320
<v Speaker 2>you can consume a whole lot of us in a

1:02:10.440 --> 1:02:13.600
<v Speaker 2>very short amount of time. So if you're into quickies,

1:02:13.640 --> 1:02:15.640
<v Speaker 2>that's where you should go. And if you're into quickies,

1:02:15.680 --> 1:02:19.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm where you should go. Anyways, this has been yet

1:02:20.000 --> 1:02:25.600
<v Speaker 2>another episode of horrible decisions. So I'm your girl, Mandy

1:02:25.640 --> 1:02:30.920
<v Speaker 2>baka picked saday aka Beach. Hey, y'all, I'm easy. What's

1:02:31.000 --> 1:02:31.520
<v Speaker 2>really good?

1:02:32.000 --> 1:02:35.280
<v Speaker 1>Sex of boy? I'm trying. I'm trying to do something different.

1:02:37.080 --> 1:02:39.520
<v Speaker 1>I have a bone to pick. Okay, pick the bone.

1:02:40.960 --> 1:02:42.680
<v Speaker 2>I'm sucking a lot of bones, but you could pick

1:02:42.680 --> 1:02:49.000
<v Speaker 2>the bone. I have a bone to pick with friends

1:02:49.760 --> 1:02:53.320
<v Speaker 2>that don't realize that you're not being a bad friend

1:02:53.400 --> 1:02:57.440
<v Speaker 2>if you set a boundary with trauma dumping. Okay, literally

1:02:57.520 --> 1:02:59.400
<v Speaker 2>when you were like, y'all go with these angles. I

1:02:59.440 --> 1:03:01.480
<v Speaker 2>just gotta tell you about how I haven't been there

1:03:01.480 --> 1:03:06.680
<v Speaker 2>for somebody and girl, I feel like we give a

1:03:06.760 --> 1:03:09.280
<v Speaker 2>certain amount of hours. Okay, why don't you get a

1:03:09.280 --> 1:03:12.760
<v Speaker 2>certain amount of hours with me? I'm finished? How do

1:03:12.800 --> 1:03:16.280
<v Speaker 2>you communicate that though, or do you or do you

1:03:16.400 --> 1:03:19.640
<v Speaker 2>just like remove yourself because you've been you feel like

1:03:19.680 --> 1:03:20.720
<v Speaker 2>you've been dumped on enough?

1:03:20.840 --> 1:03:22.400
<v Speaker 1>Like how do you respond to that when you reach

1:03:22.480 --> 1:03:23.080
<v Speaker 1>that point?

1:03:24.000 --> 1:03:26.880
<v Speaker 2>Like basically I had dubbed a few of her calls

1:03:26.920 --> 1:03:29.439
<v Speaker 2>we were in London, but when she called me today

1:03:29.440 --> 1:03:31.760
<v Speaker 2>and asked me if I'm back, I literally was like, girl,

1:03:32.000 --> 1:03:33.920
<v Speaker 2>I'm just kind of having a mood, like I really

1:03:34.000 --> 1:03:37.640
<v Speaker 2>can't hear. And she feels like I'm not being there

1:03:37.680 --> 1:03:40.360
<v Speaker 2>for her. And she basically feels like she wants to

1:03:40.440 --> 1:03:43.760
<v Speaker 2>keep her business private from other friends, and I'm the

1:03:43.800 --> 1:03:46.640
<v Speaker 2>one that she trusts with the info. But like, it's

1:03:46.760 --> 1:03:49.600
<v Speaker 2>really hard to talk to someone that's depressed. Would you

1:03:49.680 --> 1:03:51.080
<v Speaker 2>be on the brink of being depressed?

1:03:51.160 --> 1:03:52.920
<v Speaker 1>Right? And so I don't know what to say. Do

1:03:53.040 --> 1:03:54.840
<v Speaker 1>I send you a therapy gift card? Bro?

1:03:55.280 --> 1:03:59.360
<v Speaker 2>I feel like you gotta have some discernment and think

1:03:59.400 --> 1:04:02.480
<v Speaker 2>about how much you are unloading on somebody. And I

1:04:03.280 --> 1:04:07.760
<v Speaker 2>hate it for her, And it's it's specific to not

1:04:07.880 --> 1:04:10.880
<v Speaker 2>her overall well being, her depression, but it's about a

1:04:11.000 --> 1:04:14.040
<v Speaker 2>nick like it's about a man like if.

1:04:13.920 --> 1:04:15.960
<v Speaker 1>Someone's going through it, it needs to pick me up.

1:04:16.000 --> 1:04:18.959
<v Speaker 2>That's different than someone that's like constantly trying to figure

1:04:18.960 --> 1:04:20.800
<v Speaker 2>out what they can do to you know, not get

1:04:20.800 --> 1:04:22.640
<v Speaker 2>someone's attention, but just like what.

1:04:22.640 --> 1:04:24.280
<v Speaker 1>Did I do? What did I do wrong? And I'm

1:04:24.320 --> 1:04:26.400
<v Speaker 1>not doing this and blah blah blah, like waste. You know,

1:04:26.880 --> 1:04:28.240
<v Speaker 1>she might be with a narcissist too.

1:04:28.960 --> 1:04:30.720
<v Speaker 2>You ain't never gonna do nothing right, but he isn't

1:04:30.720 --> 1:04:35.840
<v Speaker 2>new to me. To me, so I am very adamant

1:04:35.880 --> 1:04:39.040
<v Speaker 2>actually with drawing the boundary with my friends and their

1:04:39.080 --> 1:04:46.960
<v Speaker 2>partners specifically, because once you've said enough but you've stayed, maybe.

1:04:46.720 --> 1:04:48.800
<v Speaker 1>Girl, I don't I don't want to hear about it anymore.

1:04:49.080 --> 1:04:53.360
<v Speaker 2>So like to me, when it comes to the friendships

1:04:53.880 --> 1:04:59.160
<v Speaker 2>that I have, specifically, our friendships are able to exist

1:05:00.040 --> 1:05:01.920
<v Speaker 2>and like beyond whoever you're.

1:05:01.800 --> 1:05:02.360
<v Speaker 1>Dating or not.

1:05:02.920 --> 1:05:05.800
<v Speaker 2>But to me, once you've come to me about how

1:05:05.800 --> 1:05:08.360
<v Speaker 2>this nigga and did you wrong? Did you wrong again?

1:05:08.560 --> 1:05:10.439
<v Speaker 2>Did you wrong again? Like I got to the point

1:05:10.440 --> 1:05:12.080
<v Speaker 2>where I stopped talking to my friends about That's why

1:05:12.160 --> 1:05:14.760
<v Speaker 2>y'all motherfucker's heard it. My friends wasn't hearing nothing about

1:05:14.760 --> 1:05:17.320
<v Speaker 2>my ex? Mo Mo no, bitch, you don't even went

1:05:17.360 --> 1:05:19.600
<v Speaker 2>back how many times? So I even stopped sharing with

1:05:19.640 --> 1:05:21.600
<v Speaker 2>my friends because this was a person that I knew

1:05:21.640 --> 1:05:23.360
<v Speaker 2>all right at this end of the day, I keep

1:05:23.400 --> 1:05:24.320
<v Speaker 2>going back nobody else.

1:05:24.200 --> 1:05:25.760
<v Speaker 1>To hear that shit. But no, and I get that

1:05:26.000 --> 1:05:28.080
<v Speaker 1>nobody like that. That's the thing, right and we know it.

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<v Speaker 2>But so I'm telling you as a friend, I love

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<v Speaker 2>you dearly to all my friends. This is this is

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<v Speaker 2>literally how I communicated to my friends. Friend al, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>be like, friend, bitch, you know I love you. Right,

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<v Speaker 2>Let's talk about your career the next trip. We going

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<v Speaker 2>on the size genes you can now fit into the

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<v Speaker 2>tiktoks that we fucking come across. Share all the memes

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<v Speaker 2>you want. Well, baby, girl, that nigga not not here,

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<v Speaker 2>brow out of my phone about someone we know.

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<v Speaker 1>Literally, I have to do that. I'm daying that. Let's

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<v Speaker 1>go on Instagram. Look at this bitch. What a wig awful.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm fine with that.

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<v Speaker 2>I have removed for so many of my friends, especially

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<v Speaker 2>when they choose to stay with a guy for eons.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's where, oh bit, you're not gonna leave him

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<v Speaker 2>until you ready. You're not gonna waste my my three

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<v Speaker 2>minutes on that shit homeboys do.

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<v Speaker 1>On the contrary, what my homeboys when they're feeling her,

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<v Speaker 1>they called me.

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<v Speaker 2>About how Wackovich was Okay, are almost a little too much,

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<v Speaker 2>and it starts to become a little triggering because I'm like.

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<v Speaker 1>Is a nigga talking about me?

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<v Speaker 2>Like? This?

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<v Speaker 1>Is a nigga talking about me like this one of you?

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<v Speaker 2>But also, baby, you were so into her last month.

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<v Speaker 2>Now she's trash. Now she's I literally had one of

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<v Speaker 2>my homeboys was like, oh my god, this bitch I

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<v Speaker 2>halla sex worker energy now And I'm like, Okay, I

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<v Speaker 2>understand she's a bottle girl.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow. However, your first date was a vacation that you

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<v Speaker 1>took her on. Yeah, what the fuck? Standard do you think?

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<v Speaker 1>You said? Right? A trick? I think that there is.

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<v Speaker 2>your relationship, but I think as the friend instead of

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<v Speaker 2>dubbing the calls to where now she doesn't feel hurd

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