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Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible decision.

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Speaker 2: So I like, guys, welcome to another episode of for

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Speaker 2: uh yo yo yama yo. I don't tell what is me?

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Speaker 2: Me made me name name brain akay, Mandy, Mandy, that's

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Speaker 2: not I thought. No braid was the fancy way of saying,

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Speaker 2: as you guys learn pretty much Mexicans. I mean, look,

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Speaker 2: that's why I'm like, that's what they do. I'm like,

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Speaker 2: you not know what the hell I learned?

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Speaker 1: It's by y'all, no and dose Okay.

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Speaker 2: Anyway, y'all welcome to not the bilingual version of Horrible

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Speaker 2: Decisions or whatever. I'm your girl, Mandy a k A

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Speaker 2: pull cor pums aka do beach oh li, it's Troy being.

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Speaker 1: At toy bing Bno what that means, don't know, bitch.

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Speaker 1: All of y'all welcome. Maybe that's what that means. All

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Speaker 1: of y'all right stories like all y'all, Oh yeah, I

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Speaker 1: knew that anyway.

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Speaker 2: Any who, bitch, let's start with a little quick ketchup.

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Speaker 2: I wanted to kind of do a little bit of

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Speaker 2: two things I have been enjoying. I would say for

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Speaker 2: this year, live music has been like feeding my soul,

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Speaker 2: and so I had the wonderful opportunity of seeing Chris Brown.

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Speaker 1: Not once, but twice, and I would just like.

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Speaker 2: To say where I know I lead into this podcast

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Speaker 2: as wanting a man who is very good looking. I

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Speaker 2: realized my boundary with that, and it's because I went

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Speaker 2: to a Chris Brown concert and I realized that he

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Speaker 2: is a man that.

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Speaker 1: Can change a bitch is tight.

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Speaker 2: The way they look at him, the way he commanded

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Speaker 2: a whole motherfucking room and had my homegirl, who don't

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Speaker 2: like light skinn niggas with tattoos, be like, bitch, I'll

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Speaker 2: give him some pussy. I realized that's the that's the stop.

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Speaker 2: I want a man's so fine but not that powerful,

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Speaker 2: like to where he could change a woman's type just

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Speaker 2: because he's there. And it's been incredible to see that.

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Speaker 2: And I want to say shout out to any woman

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Speaker 2: a fine ass nigga like that. And that's all I

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Speaker 2: just realized.

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Speaker 1: I don't want to ruin.

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Speaker 2: It was in my head, what what uh, what's gonna

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Speaker 2: be trigger warning? Uh? Oh, not saying I don't love

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Speaker 2: Chris Brown's music, Okay, I didn't know how much I

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Speaker 2: shouldn't be fucking with Chris Brown, okay, until the Diddy

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Speaker 2: tape came out. And the reason I say that is

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Speaker 2: because we saw that picture of Rihanna's face.

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Speaker 1: Right, We ain't seen no video, okay.

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Speaker 2: And if you can get someone's face to look like that,

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Speaker 2: I know that video looks like Diddy shit.

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Speaker 1: Okay. So if a nigga's that violent, can.

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Speaker 2: I really fuck with that niggam?

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Speaker 1: I ain't gon you.

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Speaker 2: That's where I'll be a hypocrite. I'm sorry. I refused

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Speaker 2: to cancel Chris Brown, and to me both the thing

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Speaker 2: he has to be canceled, but the way that we're

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Speaker 2: treating Diddy because of what we saw. If we saw

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Speaker 2: what he did, Torianna, if that video came out today,

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Speaker 2: we already saw the phone. If we got to see

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Speaker 2: his actions like we saw Diddy, could you feel the same.

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Speaker 2: So so for me personally when it comes to that,

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Speaker 2: and that let me know I judged them differently, right,

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Speaker 2: and that's what made me feel like, oh well, maybe

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Speaker 1: So there's differences there though.

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Speaker 2: A there's an age difference in the age that Chris

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Speaker 2: Diddy was when that took place.

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Speaker 1: There is also.

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Speaker 2: Commentary from both of them one moment that she was

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Speaker 2: and even went back years later. So to me, because

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Speaker 2: there was so much time yas he did too well,

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Speaker 2: Cassie stayed in the relationship. She never went back once

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Speaker 2: she left. She never went back for a minute though, right.

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Speaker 2: But what I'm saying is there was forgiveness by Rihanna.

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Speaker 2: There was also the fact that both of the girl

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Speaker 1: She literally went no, no, no, no, no no. She went

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't think that's going back.

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Speaker 2: And they were just no, they went back to they

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Speaker 2: were back together, Okay, greely, Yeah, they got back together

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Speaker 2: and she literally had to tell all interview about it.

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Speaker 2: served his time, but for the things that he's done

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Speaker 1: No, no, no, I know he did it again. Listen.

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Speaker 1: I don't care. I'm a hypocrite that man for his talent.

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Speaker 2: Had he not made those mistake, I do think he

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Speaker 2: would have been the next motherfucking Michael Jackson. All I

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Speaker 2: know is the way that he performs and the way

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Speaker 2: women's bodies react.

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Speaker 1: To it is powerful, That's all.

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Speaker 2: I don't think people sit here and look at Chris

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Speaker 2: Brown and immediately be like, oh, but what he did

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Speaker 2: uh twelve years ago?

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Speaker 1: Now I can't look and.

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Speaker 2: Seeing this man a tune comes on, I'm gonna be

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Speaker 2: like fifteen the fuck Like, I don't know. It's hard,

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Speaker 2: right because he's become such a part of like what

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Speaker 1: But nah, that shit.

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Speaker 2: Really, I'm not joking because Chris Brown has been one

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Speaker 2: of those for me where I'm like, well, she forgave him.

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Speaker 2: That's what I always say, right my brain to feel better.

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Speaker 2: But after the Diddy video, I was like, do like

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Speaker 2: I kind of forget about Rihanna. But I'm gonna be honest,

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Speaker 2: I fuck with Rihanna way harder than I do Chris Brown.

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Speaker 2: I think she's way more important for me and pactically

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Speaker 2: probably on some black girls shit, just whatever, how I

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Speaker 2: envision a woman billionaire, I think she's dope. So it's like, fuck,

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Speaker 2: I have way more respect for Rihanna. Also, I just know.

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Speaker 1: I also just know I'm a hypocrite, but I'm human.

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Speaker 2: I don't fucked up in the past, and I don't

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Speaker 1: That Benet fucked up in the past. I ain't gonna

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Speaker 1: hold a niggas to the cross forever. I'm just not.

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Speaker 1: I'm just not. And for me his artistry. Do you

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Speaker 1: think he could come back to me? I don't think

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Speaker 1: that he could come back. I don't think that he

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Speaker 2: That's but no video. But no, that's the video. But

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Speaker 2: that's the thing too, it's not only the video to me.

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Speaker 2: And I've said this like just from a business perspective too.

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Speaker 2: Did he has done bad by so many people, not

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Speaker 2: only in his personal relationships but business wise. Bitch Allegedly

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Speaker 2: he had something to do with the killing them.

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Speaker 1: You know, I ain't, but Nigga was. Nigga said cars

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Speaker 2: Up and ship I think he done just did so

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Speaker 2: much bad ship. This is karma coming back to him.

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Speaker 2: I think a lot of us fail and show up

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Speaker 2: in toxic ways and relationships. I think a lot of

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Speaker 2: if you've learned from it, if you can't again, I ain't.

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Speaker 2: I ain't sleeping with the man. I don't know how

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Speaker 2: he shows up currently. Yes, we know he got to

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Speaker 1: Okay, but I said, but boy can God damn step.

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Speaker 2: Boy can he? I ain't gonna that March madness black backslip.

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Speaker 2: I can't hear that, babe be But the way that

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Speaker 2: up Chris Brown and Rihanna with the double back. I

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Speaker 2: do just want to say, y'all, it is the season

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Speaker 2: just can't leave us a loon, ladies, but be strong.

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Speaker 2: I wanted to talk to you a little bit about

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Speaker 2: that because I'm allowing the idea of double backs with

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Speaker 2: a few people. So twenty two year old back in

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Speaker 2: the picture by next month. I'll let you know if

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Speaker 2: you come over and we make that up. Uh, y'all

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Speaker 2: can listen on Patreon to it.

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Speaker 1: Uh that.

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Speaker 2: But someone else recently came back and did the double back,

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Speaker 2: and I realized where normally we advise like women to

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Speaker 2: not allow a man to come back, I sat with

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Speaker 2: it and realized I am such a different person from

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Speaker 2: and so where someone can be an awful person like

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Speaker 2: a Chris Brown, like we talked about a shitty like

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Speaker 2: hourcent a day and all, well, to me, toxicity, I

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Speaker 1: There's layers to it, you know what I mean?

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Speaker 2: And so I wanted to ask you in terms of

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Speaker 2: a double back, A, if you've ever done it? But

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Speaker 2: B do you believe that if you dated someone in

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Speaker 2: your teens or twenties that trying it again in your

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Speaker 1: Do you think it's healthy to revisit it?

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Speaker 2: I think that double backs are only good if distance, time,

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Speaker 2: most times that I've done back, or that my friends have,

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Speaker 2: it never ends well. If they it was because someone

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Speaker 2: did it's okay, okay. However, when I've heard of people

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Speaker 2: getting married later it's always like, oh, we went our

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Speaker 2: well when there's like you fucked me over?

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Speaker 1: Nah?

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Speaker 2: Okay, so only you making that up? Ah, But do

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Speaker 2: you think that has to do with the fact right right?

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Speaker 2: It's different than fucking up? But do you feel like

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Speaker 2: that's because do you genuinely feel like people don't know

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Speaker 2: how to forgive?

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Speaker 1: No?

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Speaker 2: I just kind of think people don't necessarily change that

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Speaker 1: Which I feel like I changed a whole lot from

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but like night and day, you're still you, right,

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Speaker 2: Like you still have the same personality people. When me

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Speaker 2: and you had dinner just when horrible started, I was like,

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Speaker 2: oh my god, wow, Like it's like nothing changed, right.

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Speaker 1: But of course you were were.

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Speaker 2: Here's what I mean, it's coming in my head because

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Speaker 2: the whole girl min had this happened. Okay, moved to

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Speaker 2: La double back from me, nigga now that she's back

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Speaker 2: on the East coast. Okay, she felt like he was

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Speaker 2: not a what was the word. It wasn't romantic, but

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Speaker 2: like girl, he just didn't know how to do shit

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Speaker 2: for me. He just didn't know how to be a man.

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Speaker 2: For me, he was just da da da da da.

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Speaker 2: That's why he broke up a minute ago. I didn't

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Speaker 2: know them back then, but that's what she told me.

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Speaker 2: Ain't that the same problem now? He did it in

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Speaker 2: the beginning but then fell off. And so to me,

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Speaker 2: that type of thing, right, even a sneaky person, if

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Speaker 2: a nigga is sneaky, I don't know if he ever.

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Speaker 1: Gonna not be sneaky. I think you just don't lose that. Okay.

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Speaker 2: Now maybe lying like maybe that could change, because sometimes

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Speaker 2: we don't know how to communicate. But like there's certain

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Speaker 2: It was very difficult for me when I first moved

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Speaker 2: I should have definitely have checked all my friends more, Okay,

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Speaker 2: now I make sure to do that, sending texts and

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Speaker 2: I was really bad at that. Okay, that to me

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Speaker 1: Well, we would have to show issue for you.

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Speaker 2: What do you mean what is the particular double back

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Speaker 1: Because that nigga proposed to another bitch?

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Speaker 2: Well get into it, and clearly the engagement didn't work.

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Speaker 2: Well, here's the thing, and this is gonna be a

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Speaker 1: Here's the example. Flowers.

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Speaker 2: Y'all know how I feel about my motherfucker flowers. If

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Speaker 2: we're now talking and I'm talking about how like flowers

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Speaker 2: Now I'm mad at your bitch, because what the fuck

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Speaker 2: I'm kind of mad at the bitch because you're supposed

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Speaker 2: Don't matter, no, but that's what I don't give a fuck.

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Speaker 2: You could come back for two hours, nigga, whant my

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Speaker 2: were like, damn, I know he moves different now because

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Speaker 2: because of me. Bitch, y'all look like, what the fuck

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Speaker 2: did this? This? Why this bitch ain't improve you? Listen,

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Speaker 2: avocado toast, bitch, because you was making you were putting

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Speaker 2: If you go be in a relationship for a certain

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Speaker 2: now I'm mad at who the fuck you done wiped

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Speaker 2: can't be with a person that's not gonna make you

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Speaker 2: still kind of like not be a better person, I'm like,

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Speaker 2: I'm mad.

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Speaker 1: At this bitch. I want to talk to and be like, bitch,

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Speaker 1: what the fuck was you all this? Nigga don't know one.

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Speaker 2: Eight hundred flowers, but this is not it's not even that.

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Speaker 2: Maybe it's just for certain men. They feel like certain

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Speaker 2: levels of things are for a certain stage in the relationship. Nah,

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Speaker 2: that nigga said flowers, But how am I going to?

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Speaker 2: He said, I'll be picking them up from kroker. Nigga,

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Speaker 2: If you don't know how to order flowers online when

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Speaker 2: you are out of it, bitch about to be thirty seven? Baby,

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Speaker 2: You you a millennial. You grew up in the era

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Speaker 2: of even coding your MySpace page. Nigga, You about to

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Speaker 2: know how the motherfucker ordered he if.

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Speaker 1: You wanted to order Flowers.

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Speaker 2: He would, he would, he would, That's what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: So that's where I'm like, I'm mad at him, but

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Speaker 1: I know you fucking you feel me?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? No, So that's why he cut off. And that's

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Speaker 2: why ladies ray, he's cut off. Oh I cut him off.

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Speaker 2: Oh I cut him off two days ago because of Flowers.

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Speaker 2: I said, well, no, and you coming back in my

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Speaker 1: No, I'm good going. You don't. Yeah, you don't get

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Speaker 2: I think ghosts is different from well and ghosting is

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Speaker 2: in I know, I know you took a shit. I

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Speaker 2: If you're trying to come back into my life and

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Speaker 1: Did he leave you and answer? What was the ghost? No?

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Speaker 1: The ghost was like literally yeah, like okay, damn, did

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Speaker 2: No? I hit him because I hit him last Yeah,

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Speaker 2: what'd you say?

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Speaker 1: What you're doing? Well? What about you? We did like

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Speaker 1: the exchange of what you're doing with the what about you?

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Speaker 2: Was the last That was Saturday at twelve twenty eight pm.

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Speaker 2: By Tuesday, I said, you know what, I really hope

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Speaker 2: you the best. I hope you find genuine love. Everyone

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Speaker 2: deserves that. I no longer want to do this game

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Speaker 2: with you because to me, going three days without talking

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Speaker 1: From one I agree with you. Did you think that?

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Speaker 2: Did he think it was just a sexual relationship again?

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Speaker 2: Because you initially right? Yeah, but I had already told

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Speaker 2: him that wasn't it. There there were feelings involved. This

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Speaker 2: isn't a friendship. We were lovers, Like, this isn't that

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Speaker 2: you don't get to just I don't even want to

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Speaker 2: way I want to be treated You don't get to

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Speaker 2: you horny, or because you saw I glued up on

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Speaker 2: the motherfucker internet.

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Speaker 1: Good glued up, glued and and did so to me.

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Speaker 2: If you're gonna do the double back, there has to

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Speaker 2: be changed behavior almost out the gate. Not that it's

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Speaker 2: love bombing, not that, not on no shit like that.

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Speaker 1: But if you're gonna double back.

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Speaker 2: To somebody, it can't be just to get into the

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Speaker 2: same limbo ass space that you were in prior. It

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Speaker 2: has to be with intention. Otherwise, baby, stay over there,

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Speaker 2: go to another bitch.

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Speaker 1: I mean, I think my.

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Speaker 2: Double backs honestly, because they all come back. They all

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Speaker 2: I'm sorry, is always really never know how a nigga

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Speaker 2: some cocky shit. I think the lamest bitch has a

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Speaker 2: nigga hit. I got a double bank. I say that

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Speaker 2: cut you off. I'll just probably go through this phase

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Speaker 2: of I got a man, now I'm dating someone I

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Speaker 2: my double backs look like men that are ready for

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Speaker 2: relationships now. And what I had realized was super toxic

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Speaker 2: about that is many of these men tried it with

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Speaker 2: second option. And that's really why double backs hadn't worked

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Speaker 2: for me. I don't mean to make you feel like that.

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Speaker 2: I mean, but he chose when it didn't work. Is

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Speaker 2: I'm saying. It's literally just like I'll never forget it either,

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Speaker 2: the last two years? But see, that's where I think

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Speaker 2: I led with. I understand being but he was already

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Speaker 2: why when she had with her. No, they didn't live

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Speaker 1: No, he wasn't even staying there full time. Yet he

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Speaker 1: was still in the league. Okay, I'm sorry. I thought

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Speaker 2: He proposed if they didn't even have a crib together, Well,

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Speaker 2: that's when he was still in the league.

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Speaker 1: He's not in the league anymore.

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Speaker 2: So he lived, he lived somewhere during the summer and

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Speaker 2: didn't when the when the.

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Speaker 2: So when he wasn't living he I mean during the summer.

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Speaker 2: Oh they lived two months together if that. But no,

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Speaker 2: she had a family, so it wasn't that she's still at.

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Speaker 1: Her own place. He had a place.

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Speaker 2: They spent a lot of time together. I don't want

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Speaker 2: to put that much of their goddamn information out there,

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Speaker 2: but they did not live together because during his career

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Speaker 2: he lived somewhere else. One relationship was progressing more than

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Speaker 2: the other. It sounds like their relationship was more progressive

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Speaker 1: It is already no, no, no, no.

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Speaker 2: If y'all listen to it on Patreon, that one percent

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Speaker 2: is choosing because but she hit my line. She knew

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Speaker 2: my line, right, so she hit my line about him

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Speaker 2: because we were still seeing each other. We had a

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Speaker 2: whole fucking vacation planned Hilton, and literally she.

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Speaker 1: Hit my fucking phone. How often were you seeing him

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Speaker 1: at that time? Though? It's enough enough because.

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Speaker 1: He didn't choose her over you. He was already in

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Speaker 1: a different place. You said that, That's what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: I don't feel like I was chosen, And that's why

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Speaker 2: to me, it's not me being the second option. We're

437
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Speaker 2: not saying the same thing here. I don't think I

438
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Speaker 2: was a second option. He even him coming back. I

439
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Speaker 2: understand their relationship was way more than what mine was.

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Speaker 1: At the time. That's why I don't feel like a

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Speaker 1: second option.

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Speaker 2: I feel like her, whatever ultimatum she gave, whatever relationship

443
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Speaker 2: they had, it made sense me at twenty eight d

444
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Speaker 2: you know what I mean, whatever, because clearly you know

445
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Speaker 2: he felt pressured into it at the time. That's fine,

446
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Speaker 2: But but I don't feel like the second option because

447
00:20:52,160 --> 00:20:54,880
Speaker 2: at twenty eight years old, I was not at all

448
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Speaker 2: in a place where I could have been anyone's fiance

449
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Speaker 2: or girlfriend or wife. We didn't even live in the

450
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Speaker 2: same place, so I wasn't ready to be that for

451
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Speaker 2: him anyways. So with this double back, it looks like,

452
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Speaker 2: actually he's now retired, I'm in a different place in

453
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Speaker 2: my life. Financially, we have the potential to possibly move

454
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Speaker 2: be living in the same city. Now it made sense

455
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Speaker 2: for me in this world.

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Speaker 1: At twenty eight. All right, well, I guess we ain't

457
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Speaker 1: gonna fuck no more.

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Speaker 2: I think the larger thing about it, too, is like,

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Speaker 2: do you want a data nigga? That really was carrying

460
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Speaker 2: on with two women and having two emotions like that

461
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Speaker 2: is because I am non monogamous now and so him

462
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Speaker 2: having another. But he's not non monogamous, he's a liar.

463
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Speaker 2: Well that's a different for me and him. Well, me

464
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Speaker 2: and him, we didn't have that set up. I don't

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Speaker 2: know even what their engagement was set up.

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Speaker 1: I don't know. Man, regardless, girl calls you regardless.

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Speaker 2: We are all learning now again, he's thirty seven now,

468
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Speaker 2: he's not thirty one, so I'm about to be thirty four.

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Speaker 1: I'm not twenty eight anymore.

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Speaker 2: So I didn't know what a fucking ethical, nonm monogamous

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Speaker 2: relationship looked like to my ex. So when I say

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Speaker 2: we're in different places, cool, he was lying to her

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Speaker 2: five six years ago. That doesn't mean if we get

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Speaker 2: into a relationship that that can't be our true.

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Speaker 1: But did you not feel lied to? Also? No, bitch,

476
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Speaker 1: because we both know about each other. That's why when

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Speaker 1: she hit me, bitch, old about someone. That's different from

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Speaker 1: proposing to that girl the next week. But you.

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Speaker 2: If you knew he was going to propose to her

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Speaker 2: in a week, bitch, I don't gone on vacations with niggas

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Speaker 2: who was already married.

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Speaker 1: But just answer that question.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, no, he proposed to her after. So that's the

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Speaker 2: that's the hurtful part of it. She hit my phone

485
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Speaker 2: and I was like, bitch, you know me, I know you, bitch.

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Speaker 1: Neither of us got a ring. That was what I

487
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Speaker 1: told her when she hit me. Woman a woman boom

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Speaker 1: got a ring the next week.

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Speaker 2: So it wasn't a plan at the time. No again,

490
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Speaker 2: like that's why I know. There was an ultimatum game.

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Speaker 2: Like she was like, bitch, you got bitch's question, and

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Speaker 2: where I sing with you? Cause I ain't got this

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Speaker 2: I I I that's where he chose to be. Again,

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Speaker 2: I don't feel like him coming back because the engagement

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Speaker 2: didn't work out.

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Speaker 1: That damn I'm a second option.

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Speaker 2: I don't know.

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Speaker 1: There's many niggas there and I'm here for it.

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Speaker 2: Like to me, I actually was. I would like a

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Speaker 2: man to be like, Okay, you chose somebody. I'm not

501
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Speaker 2: mad at that.

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Speaker 1: I can't be mad at that because I wasn't ready.

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Speaker 1: I don't think I would.

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Speaker 2: Have accepted that for me up and ended up fucked

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Speaker 2: up because I remember when OLDBA and I, it wasn't ultimating.

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Speaker 2: It was just like I ain't show but you ain't

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Speaker 2: my name, I ain't fucking with you, saying like it

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Speaker 2: wasn't you have.

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Speaker 1: To do this more than I was like, I'll let

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Speaker 1: you go because.

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Speaker 2: I'm like like like to me, I guess that is ultimating.

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Speaker 2: But to me, that's where I feel like in terms

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Speaker 2: of a double back to wrap this up, I understand

514
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Speaker 2: that who I was five six years ago was not

515
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Speaker 2: ready for a relationship, was not ready to be in

516
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Speaker 2: a space where I felt confident showing up financially by myself.

517
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Speaker 2: I don't think shit, I may have just gotten my

518
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Speaker 2: weight loss surgery, so I wasn't the most confident who

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Speaker 2: I am now and what I've experienced through even the

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Speaker 2: three years of therapy that I just had would show

521
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Speaker 2: up completely different in partnership. So knowing that he's gone

522
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Speaker 2: through therapy, knowing that there's been so much time between us,

523
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Speaker 2: I'm always open to seeing the version of what someone

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Speaker 2: is later down the line, and I think I would

525
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Speaker 2: have gotten over that hurt from that moment if he

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Speaker 2: showed up as a new and improved version of himself.

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Speaker 1: That bitch ain't teach him shit. So there's that.

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Speaker 2: For the Vanilla Ship, only because so many of you

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Speaker 2: guys have been asking for us to talk a little

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Speaker 2: bit about it. As you guys know, baby, this is

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Speaker 2: an election year, so I wanted to talk about some

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Speaker 2: of the sex in the news for our Vanilla Ship

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Speaker 2: as it pertains to the election and political landscape of

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Speaker 2: the goddamn country right now. The republic Convention National Convention

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Speaker 2: took place a couple of weeks ago, and I find

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Speaker 2: I found it hilarious because they're still conservative that the

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Speaker 2: gay Hookup Grinder experienced outages, kind of like this goddamn

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Speaker 2: Delta shit in all the airlines, but they experienced outages

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Speaker 2: due to high volume usage. Users reported more than a

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Speaker 2: thousand issues using the app due to an unprecedented amount

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Speaker 2: of traffic in Milwaukee, where the republic National Convention was

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Speaker 2: being held. Former drag Queen Congressman George Santos referred to

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Speaker 2: the Republican National Convention as the Grinder Olympics.

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Speaker 1: I wanted to.

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Speaker 2: I found that to be funny because clearly the Republicans,

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Speaker 2: if you guys are not familiar with that party, are

547
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Speaker 2: the ones that normally fight against the rights of gay

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Speaker 2: marriages and gay relationships.

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Speaker 1: The Republicans didn't have this.

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Speaker 2: For example, years ago, on the show, we had an

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Speaker 2: episode about players, a friend of mine named Anthony came on.

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Speaker 2: He's super fun perto Rican Italian dude, just very old

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Speaker 2: school New York. He's a Republican. He was one of

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Speaker 2: those Republicans I met for the first time in my life,

555
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Speaker 2: was like, oh, you.

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Speaker 1: Bought that bread?

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Speaker 2: Like He's like, I don't even a fuck. Who's fucking

558
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Speaker 2: who sucking?

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Speaker 1: Who?

560
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Speaker 2: Like, get me my motherfucking flat tax bitch. That was

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Speaker 2: kind of like his brain right. And I wonder if

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Speaker 2: the rhetoric that we know about Republicans today is really

563
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Speaker 2: because the party changed. Even when I was younger, I

564
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Speaker 2: don't necessarily remember all of this homophobia, all this racism,

565
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Speaker 2: and I never really understood that, maybe because I was younger.

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Speaker 2: But what I've seen today from Republicans is totally different

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Speaker 2: what I thought it was when I was a kid,

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Speaker 2: really in what ways? And again it's the era maybe

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Speaker 2: of social media too. But it feels like when we

570
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Speaker 2: even say the word Republican, we're talking about someone who's like,

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Speaker 2: I hate the Jews type person, right, you know what

572
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Speaker 2: I'm saying, I hate the Blacks.

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Speaker 1: Like That's what it feels like.

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Speaker 2: It feels like you're on the wrong side if you're

575
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Speaker 2: not a liberal person, because we want freedom for everybody.

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Speaker 2: It's almost like you can't leave a Republican feels like that.

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Speaker 2: I think that's my problem right now with where we're

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Speaker 2: at with who to vote for. I think it feels

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Speaker 2: like that because Trump has been so vocal on building

580
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Speaker 2: the wall and black jobs. I did remember the ship

581
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Speaker 2: with John McCain when Obama and John McCain.

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: I mean, even to be to be fair, I know

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Speaker 2: Kanye came out and said George Bush don't like black people,

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Speaker 2: but that only had to do I think with Katrina

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Speaker 2: what happened with her Kane Katrina in New Orleans.

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Speaker 1: But again, outside of that being said, I again I.

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Speaker 2: Agree, but I really do not remember. Yeah, do I

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Speaker 2: ever remember that what with John m kame Nobama? Don't

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Speaker 2: no like the conversation, find very poised. Remember the way

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Speaker 2: that he was like congratulating Obama. It didn't feel this.

592
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Speaker 2: It felt like politics. Yeah, and now it's a fucking joke.

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Speaker 2: It is like, well, it's not really a joke, and

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Speaker 2: we'll get into why it's important to vote obviously. But

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Speaker 2: when I say a joke like the circus I watch,

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00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:58,080
Speaker 2: you know, literally, I woke up from a long nap

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Speaker 2: sitting on a couch. If my nigga heard the Shade

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Speaker 2: Room just RNC, he said, are you watching SNL?

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Speaker 1: Is this a skinny? Is real? How do you know

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Speaker 1: it's real? He said it like five times. It's ridiculous,

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Speaker 1: No way, what the fuck?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's ridiculous. Now what's on the contrary, the other

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Speaker 2: day I saw he called Kamala a dummis a box

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Speaker 2: of rocks. I'm watching Charleston White call her a black bitch.

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Speaker 2: I'm like, yo, what what the fuck is going on?

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Speaker 2: And there is literally to me, when I was a kid,

607
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Speaker 2: I thought presidential shit meant it's poised, it's refined, it's

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Speaker 2: this and not because it was white. I believe that

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Speaker 2: through and through that the definition of like class to me,

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Speaker 2: when I think about someone that has literally the attitude

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Speaker 2: of power and elegance. It's rocking, Michelle. I do not

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Speaker 2: see that at all with anyone else. I always kind

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Speaker 2: of thought, this is what we're supposed to look like.

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Speaker 2: How do you lead a country but you look a

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Speaker 2: fucking mess. I mean, that's the thing too. Right now,

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Speaker 2: the the attention on her being a black woman is

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Speaker 2: frustrating only because I want to add, and I know

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Speaker 2: we talked about homo homophobia as it relates to the

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Speaker 2: Republican Party, but Kamala currently is seriously considering Pete but.

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Speaker 1: A guy, which is crazy, but he is gay.

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Speaker 2: And so the fact that we have this this landscape

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Speaker 2: of a country that is fucking racist and is fucking homophobic.

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Speaker 2: The fact that I'm also hearing black people like, no,

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Speaker 2: she has to get the straightest of.

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Speaker 1: A white man.

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Speaker 2: She needs mayonnaise next to her to have a chance,

627
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Speaker 2: It's frustrating that. Damn there's even internal like people don't

628
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Speaker 2: understand how much they're internalizing their fear of just allowing

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Speaker 2: someone who is just being rational. No, no, no, people cannot

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Speaker 2: handle a black woman leading the country.

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Speaker 1: Next to a white gay man.

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Speaker 2: That's probably and so I'm just like, damn, you said,

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Speaker 2: what they're gonna give us a little bit of if

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Speaker 2: someone at blackface, that's who they're gonna make the bet

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Speaker 2: VP make what she feel like.

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Speaker 1: He's white enough, No, no way, but he's gay. Let

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Speaker 1: me tell you.

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Speaker 2: There would have been two presidents or could be okay,

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Speaker 2: that I think would have been American history's greatest, most

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Speaker 2: revolutionary for hours time. Okay, as far as pushing rights

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Speaker 2: and culture forward, Hillary and who.

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Speaker 1: Else not Hillary?

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Speaker 2: No, Bernie Sanders, Okay, would have been an amazing fucking president.

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Speaker 1: You know. The only thing about.

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Speaker 2: Bernie he was already looking a little shaky, like the

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Speaker 2: way we we say oh no, no, that.

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Speaker 1: That nigga looked like he was about to.

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Speaker 2: Quot Bernie didn't give a fuck about the Galla shit.

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Speaker 2: He didn't give a fuck about what people thought about.

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Speaker 1: He was just so for people to.

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Speaker 2: Me in a democracy that I want to be in,

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00:31:01,920 --> 00:31:04,760
Speaker 2: which obviously under this Trump regime, which I would call it,

653
00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:06,000
Speaker 2: we won't have that anymore.

654
00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:06,800
Speaker 1: But we'll talk about that.

655
00:31:06,920 --> 00:31:10,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, but Bernie would have been really that white nigga

656
00:31:10,760 --> 00:31:13,400
Speaker 2: secondary to that who I would pray for as president

657
00:31:13,400 --> 00:31:14,760
Speaker 2: in the future. And I have a lot of faith.

658
00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:17,680
Speaker 2: Wes Moore, Governor of Maryland, Wow, we want to have

659
00:31:17,720 --> 00:31:20,960
Speaker 2: another Obama. We probably won't, but he could come close.

660
00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:25,440
Speaker 2: That to me is exactly what we need. Like he

661
00:31:25,560 --> 00:31:29,480
Speaker 2: is an amazing man and a great example of how

662
00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:33,520
Speaker 2: you can do for your people and still still have

663
00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:35,680
Speaker 2: that What do white people say, like for the law?

664
00:31:35,720 --> 00:31:39,560
Speaker 2: What's that thing they be saying when we Republicans also say.

665
00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:41,440
Speaker 1: Like law and order? Oh, still has that law and

666
00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:41,920
Speaker 1: order vibe?

667
00:31:41,920 --> 00:31:44,720
Speaker 2: Obama did too, But no, I just don't really feel

668
00:31:44,720 --> 00:31:46,600
Speaker 2: like the options that we've been for Senator Good.

669
00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:48,120
Speaker 1: I also want to.

670
00:31:49,600 --> 00:31:52,840
Speaker 2: Urge and encourage any of you where y'all know we

671
00:31:52,920 --> 00:31:56,080
Speaker 2: Floridians and Baby I was scared as fuck for that

672
00:31:56,200 --> 00:32:00,240
Speaker 2: nigga to have destantus as his VP. He somehow has

673
00:32:00,240 --> 00:32:03,800
Speaker 2: found someone that is worse, especially for us as women.

674
00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:07,080
Speaker 2: Jd Vance, I want you to do your research on him.

675
00:32:07,520 --> 00:32:10,480
Speaker 2: He about to turn this into the Handmaid's Tales.

676
00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:12,240
Speaker 1: So when y'all are.

677
00:32:12,120 --> 00:32:15,440
Speaker 2: Talking about again, when we talk about the landscape right

678
00:32:15,480 --> 00:32:21,760
Speaker 2: now being seeming so much more chopping in terms of racism, homophobia,

679
00:32:21,880 --> 00:32:25,120
Speaker 2: and these lines being drawn in it being scary, this

680
00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:28,360
Speaker 2: man ain't ain't for ain't for women's rights. And I

681
00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:32,960
Speaker 2: think that if you had to decide. I know it's

682
00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:37,240
Speaker 2: again the lesser of the two evils to me, ladies,

683
00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:39,560
Speaker 2: if y'all don't want to sit here and either be

684
00:32:39,800 --> 00:32:45,520
Speaker 2: what is it Commander's Wives, Handmaid's Tales, the Jizebels, and

685
00:32:45,560 --> 00:32:49,600
Speaker 2: there's one more category, baby Watch Handmaid's Tales. Only other issue, too,

686
00:32:49,680 --> 00:32:52,320
Speaker 2: is that what's happened in this era of Republican shit?

687
00:32:52,480 --> 00:32:54,720
Speaker 2: Right right when I again was growing up and I

688
00:32:55,160 --> 00:32:56,840
Speaker 2: may be too young to know too much of this,

689
00:32:57,000 --> 00:32:59,520
Speaker 2: but Republicans were more about I feel like the conversation

690
00:32:59,600 --> 00:33:01,880
Speaker 2: was about lot, how much welfare was so and so

691
00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:04,479
Speaker 2: get how much taxes do we give the poor? Like

692
00:33:04,520 --> 00:33:07,040
Speaker 2: That's what it kind of felt like. Right, I'm building

693
00:33:07,040 --> 00:33:08,920
Speaker 2: a business. I want to keep my money. And then

694
00:33:08,960 --> 00:33:10,840
Speaker 2: the Democrats were like, hey, we don't gotten to im

695
00:33:10,880 --> 00:33:11,880
Speaker 2: pour that motherfucker down.

696
00:33:11,920 --> 00:33:13,920
Speaker 1: That's what I thought it was.

697
00:33:14,400 --> 00:33:21,680
Speaker 2: Today constant conversation is conservative bringing back certain policies, overturning things.

698
00:33:21,880 --> 00:33:24,280
Speaker 2: And what I have learned is that our twenty twenty

699
00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:27,920
Speaker 2: four world in the US is way too much for

700
00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:31,680
Speaker 2: what the conservatives want. It's another binary tool. They don't

701
00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:34,840
Speaker 2: seen too many trans girls on TV, gay dads kissing

702
00:33:34,840 --> 00:33:37,640
Speaker 2: they're trying to take us that is off. So that

703
00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:40,040
Speaker 2: is why it is so important, because even if you're

704
00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:43,240
Speaker 2: not gay or non binary, or trance or even don't

705
00:33:43,280 --> 00:33:47,280
Speaker 2: give a fuck right knowing that our world and our

706
00:33:47,320 --> 00:33:49,320
Speaker 2: freedoms can be taken from us. So the people that

707
00:33:49,440 --> 00:33:52,800
Speaker 2: can't live their lives freely, that's a problem. I told you,

708
00:33:52,840 --> 00:33:54,760
Speaker 2: I'm scared as hell about to move to Georgia. I'm

709
00:33:54,880 --> 00:33:57,480
Speaker 2: have to get my abortions on the weekends I fly

710
00:33:57,520 --> 00:34:02,800
Speaker 2: back into New York. You know what I meant, an

711
00:34:02,840 --> 00:34:06,280
Speaker 2: abortion girl gotta get a boot. People to jay before

712
00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:10,399
Speaker 2: we get to our horrible decision, which is my most

713
00:34:10,440 --> 00:34:15,320
Speaker 2: recent bitch, that's my most recent escapade to the sex club.

714
00:34:15,800 --> 00:34:18,480
Speaker 2: I wanted to go ahead and help everyone out with

715
00:34:18,560 --> 00:34:25,280
Speaker 2: some more science. Ain't benefits of eating the poussis? Okay,

716
00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:29,880
Speaker 2: here we go. Y'all loved the dick sucking science, So

717
00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:32,800
Speaker 2: here we go with ways in which it is healthy

718
00:34:32,840 --> 00:34:35,480
Speaker 2: for you to eat the cooch. It can promote beard

719
00:34:35,520 --> 00:34:40,720
Speaker 2: out bellas Hey, you having a problem growing that beard,

720
00:34:41,000 --> 00:34:43,520
Speaker 2: which we know makes all of you look ten times better.

721
00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:47,759
Speaker 2: Eating the pussois can increase the sastral levels, which can

722
00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:52,239
Speaker 2: turn which in turn, can promote beard growth. You ready

723
00:34:52,280 --> 00:34:56,200
Speaker 2: for the next one. It can improve digestive health. Baby,

724
00:34:56,200 --> 00:34:58,080
Speaker 2: you ain't gotta take the pepto no mo.

725
00:34:58,280 --> 00:34:58,640
Speaker 1: Okay.

726
00:34:59,239 --> 00:35:02,600
Speaker 2: The bacteria found in a kombucha and yogurt is the

727
00:35:02,600 --> 00:35:05,520
Speaker 2: same bacteria found in the vagina. The name of the

728
00:35:05,560 --> 00:35:09,120
Speaker 2: bacteria is lacked a Buchili or basilli or bachili bitch.

729
00:35:11,160 --> 00:35:13,560
Speaker 2: It is a good bacteria and it helps the body

730
00:35:13,560 --> 00:35:17,320
Speaker 2: to absorb nutrients properly. This one's easy. It can improve

731
00:35:17,360 --> 00:35:20,080
Speaker 2: your skin, baby, Just rub it, Just rub it on

732
00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:24,680
Speaker 2: your skin. It can help keep your heart healthy, so

733
00:35:24,719 --> 00:35:28,160
Speaker 2: we're sucking dick. Can keep us from breast cancer. Baby,

734
00:35:28,320 --> 00:35:30,640
Speaker 2: it can keep your heart healthy. According to the research

735
00:35:30,680 --> 00:35:32,520
Speaker 2: that was made in the State University of New York,

736
00:35:32,840 --> 00:35:36,120
Speaker 2: the most important meal that a man should take is the.

737
00:35:36,160 --> 00:35:39,160
Speaker 1: Vagina thanks to the oxytocin.

738
00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:42,279
Speaker 2: And the d H e A hormones that are released. Next,

739
00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:44,279
Speaker 2: it can improve your mental and physical health. Maybe we

740
00:35:44,360 --> 00:35:48,360
Speaker 2: know that if you're feeling sad today, eat a puss.

741
00:35:48,880 --> 00:35:51,399
Speaker 2: If you're feeling like life isn't worth living and you're

742
00:35:51,440 --> 00:35:53,360
Speaker 2: ready to jump off, jump into some pussy.

743
00:35:53,880 --> 00:35:54,200
Speaker 1: Now.

744
00:35:54,600 --> 00:35:58,000
Speaker 2: The last ones are more for the advancement of your

745
00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:02,320
Speaker 2: relationship a It can through your sexual skills as a partner.

746
00:36:02,920 --> 00:36:06,839
Speaker 2: It can also make your partner less likely to cheat

747
00:36:06,840 --> 00:36:09,040
Speaker 2: on you if you're good. I don't know that one.

748
00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:11,279
Speaker 2: I might have the question and the last one. It

749
00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:13,120
Speaker 2: will make her more horny and wet.

750
00:36:13,280 --> 00:36:15,520
Speaker 1: That's true. Hello, even when it head's kind of bad,

751
00:36:15,520 --> 00:36:16,520
Speaker 1: at least you get wetter.

752
00:36:16,400 --> 00:36:19,360
Speaker 2: At least to get a little wait, spit on that

753
00:36:19,400 --> 00:36:20,879
Speaker 2: thing a little bit, baby, I'll be like.

754
00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:27,719
Speaker 1: Okay, I have that on eat you know, so put

755
00:36:27,760 --> 00:36:29,920
Speaker 1: the knee in the head when it's that like, I'm good.

756
00:36:30,040 --> 00:36:33,600
Speaker 2: Here you go, y'all. There are health benefits to eating vagina.

757
00:36:33,680 --> 00:36:37,399
Speaker 2: So in twenty twenty four, in this election year, eat more.

758
00:36:38,800 --> 00:36:46,200
Speaker 2: All right, now, let's get into this goddamn horrible decision.

759
00:36:46,400 --> 00:36:48,279
Speaker 2: And it was a horrible decision for a little bit.

760
00:36:48,800 --> 00:36:51,040
Speaker 2: This is a crazy one. I literally had to ask

761
00:36:51,080 --> 00:36:53,480
Speaker 2: permission to share this on the podcast because what the

762
00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:54,200
Speaker 2: goddamn foot.

763
00:36:54,560 --> 00:36:57,800
Speaker 1: So look at you, honey.

764
00:36:57,960 --> 00:37:00,800
Speaker 2: This is going to be for those of you looking

765
00:37:00,880 --> 00:37:04,239
Speaker 2: for ways in which to maybe tap more into the

766
00:37:04,480 --> 00:37:10,480
Speaker 2: sensuality of sex by kind of hyping up your senses literally.

767
00:37:11,000 --> 00:37:14,040
Speaker 2: So I guess we'll start by sharing I clearly do

768
00:37:14,120 --> 00:37:17,759
Speaker 2: not have a lover in New York. We don't know, well,

769
00:37:17,920 --> 00:37:20,600
Speaker 2: I don't.

770
00:37:20,239 --> 00:37:20,839
Speaker 1: He can't read.

771
00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:24,040
Speaker 2: Don't do that. That's not a lover, though, girl, I

772
00:37:24,040 --> 00:37:25,439
Speaker 2: do want that dick again. No, I ain't eve gonna

773
00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:27,719
Speaker 2: hold you, but I ain't and we just haven't we

774
00:37:28,320 --> 00:37:30,520
Speaker 2: I don't know. I ain't got it again.

775
00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:32,320
Speaker 1: AnyWho.

776
00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:34,080
Speaker 2: Damn, Now you got me think about the dick. Bitch

777
00:37:34,520 --> 00:37:36,520
Speaker 2: about to hit that nig up, like come over girls.

778
00:37:36,560 --> 00:37:38,120
Speaker 1: I literally thought of him the other day.

779
00:37:38,280 --> 00:37:40,120
Speaker 2: I think I had seen a photo or something spipe

780
00:37:40,160 --> 00:37:42,400
Speaker 2: it and literally just about a double tab it, and

781
00:37:42,400 --> 00:37:45,960
Speaker 2: I thought, damn, any girl, that dick heavy don't have

782
00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:51,759
Speaker 2: me thinks I know he'd be on his phone anyway.

783
00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:55,520
Speaker 1: Don't do that. I don't do that. He could read anyways.

784
00:37:55,680 --> 00:37:58,239
Speaker 2: So, because I don't have a partner here in New York,

785
00:37:58,320 --> 00:37:59,640
Speaker 2: I was like, I really want to go to the

786
00:37:59,640 --> 00:38:04,080
Speaker 2: sex with a man.

787
00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:07,200
Speaker 1: And baby because dating is in hell.

788
00:38:08,080 --> 00:38:11,719
Speaker 2: I chose to invite a nigga that I follow on

789
00:38:11,760 --> 00:38:15,320
Speaker 2: Twitter that be checking his dick off because all listen,

790
00:38:15,440 --> 00:38:17,160
Speaker 2: I was like, you know what I mean.

791
00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:18,640
Speaker 1: I was like, let me invite someone that I.

792
00:38:18,640 --> 00:38:21,120
Speaker 2: Think would feel comfortable in the space So we were

793
00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:23,640
Speaker 2: talking on Snapchat and I said, hey, do you want

794
00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:25,600
Speaker 2: to come with me to a sex party?

795
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:27,239
Speaker 1: Did you want that dick? Is that one? The dick

796
00:38:27,320 --> 00:38:27,920
Speaker 1: looks nice?

797
00:38:28,160 --> 00:38:30,040
Speaker 2: But so then we talked about that. So when I

798
00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:32,400
Speaker 2: invited him to the sex party, he said, well, what

799
00:38:32,400 --> 00:38:35,560
Speaker 2: are your boundaries? I was very clear with the fact

800
00:38:35,600 --> 00:38:38,400
Speaker 2: that we I don't have any intention on fucking you.

801
00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:40,439
Speaker 2: I just want to go with a partner. I would

802
00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:42,719
Speaker 2: love to maybe watch you. He looked like he ate

803
00:38:42,800 --> 00:38:45,160
Speaker 2: good pussy because he has videos of him eating pussy

804
00:38:45,200 --> 00:38:46,959
Speaker 2: on his Twitter. So I was like, I was open

805
00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:50,080
Speaker 2: to it, right, shut up. So here he goes, so

806
00:38:50,280 --> 00:38:53,040
Speaker 2: I'm like, okay, he's down, So I'm like, cool, it's Saturday.

807
00:38:53,800 --> 00:38:57,600
Speaker 2: Then he goes to say, hey, I only ask that

808
00:38:57,680 --> 00:39:00,680
Speaker 2: you don't treat me like a sex toy, like I

809
00:39:00,719 --> 00:39:05,120
Speaker 2: want to be treated as human. Well damn, okay, well

810
00:39:05,160 --> 00:39:08,719
Speaker 2: one moment. So then he's like, I just want to

811
00:39:08,760 --> 00:39:12,879
Speaker 2: be treated as human. And h he has light skin.

812
00:39:13,320 --> 00:39:15,279
Speaker 1: He is light skin. He actually, yeah, he has light

813
00:39:15,480 --> 00:39:18,279
Speaker 1: Now how did I know he is? Don't do that,

814
00:39:18,320 --> 00:39:19,279
Speaker 1: don't do that, don't do that.

815
00:39:19,680 --> 00:39:23,520
Speaker 2: So you sitting here looking at me, Miss Mandy b

816
00:39:24,160 --> 00:39:28,399
Speaker 2: shut up you to a sex party. So you said,

817
00:39:29,480 --> 00:39:31,360
Speaker 2: so anyway, Yeah, he said he wanted to be treated

818
00:39:31,400 --> 00:39:31,960
Speaker 2: like a human.

819
00:39:32,120 --> 00:39:35,160
Speaker 1: I was like, okay, I'll treat you like a human.

820
00:39:35,920 --> 00:39:38,960
Speaker 2: Okay, this is him, this is him.

821
00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:42,160
Speaker 1: I know. No, you don't get a strong Why he

822
00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:43,920
Speaker 1: because I need you here too.

823
00:39:44,520 --> 00:39:47,160
Speaker 2: Uh So he said, I want to be treated like

824
00:39:47,200 --> 00:39:49,000
Speaker 2: a human. I said, okay, well I'm going to a

825
00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:49,879
Speaker 2: day party that day.

826
00:39:49,880 --> 00:39:50,200
Speaker 1: First.

827
00:39:50,520 --> 00:39:52,360
Speaker 2: I'm like, that's how I can treat you as a human.

828
00:39:52,760 --> 00:39:55,720
Speaker 2: Let me invite you. I'm like, no, let me invite

829
00:39:55,719 --> 00:39:57,160
Speaker 2: you to the day party. And so I was gonna

830
00:39:57,200 --> 00:39:58,960
Speaker 2: go from the day party to the sex club. So

831
00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:01,000
Speaker 2: I let him know, Hey, day party ends at ten,

832
00:40:02,360 --> 00:40:04,680
Speaker 2: let's link around seven thirty. He's like, okay, well that

833
00:40:04,760 --> 00:40:07,520
Speaker 2: day I'm getting a facial at like five. I said, okay,

834
00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:08,200
Speaker 2: I know.

835
00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:11,319
Speaker 1: Nigga taking care of his kid. I ain't mad. I

836
00:40:11,360 --> 00:40:16,080
Speaker 1: am not mad, bitch. What you listen right? We know

837
00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:20,520
Speaker 1: Mandy likes a little day man. I'm based off a

838
00:40:20,560 --> 00:40:21,880
Speaker 1: man getting a facials out a little bit.

839
00:40:21,880 --> 00:40:25,160
Speaker 2: Again, I'm not making fun of you. I'm making front

840
00:40:25,160 --> 00:40:27,160
Speaker 2: of lights to get niggas that act like you.

841
00:40:27,840 --> 00:40:32,120
Speaker 1: Okay, you said, okay, wait, like an object. I'll call

842
00:40:32,160 --> 00:40:32,719
Speaker 1: you after my.

843
00:40:32,719 --> 00:40:37,160
Speaker 2: Facial So anyways, so I get to the I get

844
00:40:37,160 --> 00:40:39,600
Speaker 2: to the party. I get to the party seven thirty.

845
00:40:40,280 --> 00:40:42,960
Speaker 2: I text him at seven fifty. Already y'all know how

846
00:40:43,000 --> 00:40:45,200
Speaker 2: I'm about time. So I hit him at seven fifty

847
00:40:45,280 --> 00:40:48,719
Speaker 2: yo Eta. He's like, Yo, it's taking me longer to

848
00:40:48,719 --> 00:40:51,799
Speaker 2: get home. I'm gonna go home, get dressed, and I'll

849
00:40:51,800 --> 00:40:59,680
Speaker 2: meet you there. Baby, nine fifteen, you still coming. He's like, yeah,

850
00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:02,600
Speaker 2: I'm sir at the day party, which is in Midtown.

851
00:41:02,640 --> 00:41:05,160
Speaker 2: He lived in the Bronx. The sex party is in Brooklyn.

852
00:41:05,560 --> 00:41:07,880
Speaker 2: We are baby. You should have already fucking timed and

853
00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:10,080
Speaker 2: routed everything the fuck out right. So anyways, this it's

854
00:41:10,120 --> 00:41:12,960
Speaker 2: nine fifteen, He's still not there. He's like, this is flaking.

855
00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:16,760
Speaker 2: He's like, just got home, getting ready now. I said, nigga,

856
00:41:16,760 --> 00:41:18,239
Speaker 2: you're not gonna make it the party in at ten,

857
00:41:18,760 --> 00:41:22,839
Speaker 2: just meet me in Brooklyn. Bet So I'm like, I

858
00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:24,839
Speaker 2: head to the sex club all the way.

859
00:41:24,880 --> 00:41:27,640
Speaker 1: I said, ayo, because you're not club Sussia.

860
00:41:28,040 --> 00:41:29,839
Speaker 2: So I'm like, because you're not coming in with me,

861
00:41:30,080 --> 00:41:33,399
Speaker 2: it's one hundred dollars at the door. Because I'm a baby,

862
00:41:33,440 --> 00:41:35,960
Speaker 2: You're now a single man walking in without me and

863
00:41:36,880 --> 00:41:38,439
Speaker 2: shout out to the horn Hive. I met a horror

864
00:41:38,480 --> 00:41:41,560
Speaker 2: Hive member guy, and I invited him. So now I'm

865
00:41:41,600 --> 00:41:44,239
Speaker 2: already bringing two niggas to the sex club. Yeah, I

866
00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:45,360
Speaker 2: know the shut up?

867
00:41:45,360 --> 00:41:48,440
Speaker 1: Which one? What some guy that lives in DC shout

868
00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:52,600
Speaker 1: out to you? He was cute? Two anyway, So yeah,

869
00:41:52,640 --> 00:41:53,880
Speaker 1: so I invited anyone. I said, you want to go

870
00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:54,600
Speaker 1: to a sex club.

871
00:41:55,560 --> 00:41:57,200
Speaker 2: I don't have a photo of him actually, because I

872
00:41:57,239 --> 00:42:00,400
Speaker 2: met him in at the day party. So yeah, I

873
00:42:00,440 --> 00:42:01,400
Speaker 2: met this niggat the day.

874
00:42:01,280 --> 00:42:03,600
Speaker 1: Party and told her man bro is meeting a.

875
00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:05,200
Speaker 2: Man that she didn't want to feel like an object.

876
00:42:05,440 --> 00:42:07,840
Speaker 2: But when he was getting his facial while that was

877
00:42:07,880 --> 00:42:11,200
Speaker 2: going on, she met another man and told him come

878
00:42:11,239 --> 00:42:13,800
Speaker 2: with me to the sex club. So anyways, so anyways,

879
00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:18,200
Speaker 2: on the way to the sex club, I let him

880
00:42:18,200 --> 00:42:19,640
Speaker 2: know it's one hundred dollars.

881
00:42:20,680 --> 00:42:24,880
Speaker 1: So he texted me, y'all know, lie, but you invited me? No?

882
00:42:25,280 --> 00:42:27,879
Speaker 1: He texted me and says, yo, like.

883
00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:31,680
Speaker 2: That's cool, I don't mind paying at the door, But

884
00:42:31,800 --> 00:42:33,360
Speaker 2: now that I have to pay at the door, do

885
00:42:33,400 --> 00:42:35,640
Speaker 2: you mind paying for my uber? And I'll give you

886
00:42:35,680 --> 00:42:41,959
Speaker 2: the fifty six dollars back on Wednesday, Baby, I said,

887
00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:44,439
Speaker 2: have a good life. This isn't gonna work and blocked him.

888
00:42:45,960 --> 00:42:48,480
Speaker 2: When did you ask for the consent to talk about this? Oh?

889
00:42:48,520 --> 00:42:50,160
Speaker 2: I didn't ask him for the consent. The consent was

890
00:42:50,160 --> 00:42:52,880
Speaker 2: somebody at the sex club. We're gonna get there. Yeah,

891
00:42:53,200 --> 00:42:57,160
Speaker 2: So I'm oh, I didn't consent, but y'all blocked him.

892
00:42:57,280 --> 00:43:00,040
Speaker 2: How don't need consent for a nigga? Blocked boy, you

893
00:43:00,080 --> 00:43:02,200
Speaker 2: want to go make fifty six dollars, You ain't have

894
00:43:02,239 --> 00:43:04,759
Speaker 2: one hundred and fifty six dollars. Then shout out to Mama,

895
00:43:04,800 --> 00:43:06,400
Speaker 2: Tammy Ma, Mama ain't shit. So we get on the

896
00:43:06,400 --> 00:43:09,399
Speaker 2: phone and she like, girl first saw that nigga don't

897
00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:11,280
Speaker 2: even make enough money to get a cash advance.

898
00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:15,120
Speaker 1: What type of nigga is he? Then she was like, I.

899
00:43:15,080 --> 00:43:16,960
Speaker 2: Bet you he ain't even pay for the facial. The

900
00:43:16,960 --> 00:43:19,719
Speaker 2: facial was from another bitch. He fucking They just wanted to.

901
00:43:19,760 --> 00:43:20,399
Speaker 1: Rub on his face.

902
00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:22,080
Speaker 2: So mag he was getting a real type of facial,

903
00:43:22,160 --> 00:43:24,160
Speaker 2: Like I almost see how much was the facial? And

904
00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:26,759
Speaker 2: maybe you needed to be treated like an object and

905
00:43:26,800 --> 00:43:31,280
Speaker 2: listen at this point, if you brought nigga that bitch

906
00:43:31,640 --> 00:43:35,359
Speaker 2: are you then my mama sex work shamed Jim because

907
00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:38,200
Speaker 2: it was like, did you say he has this dick

908
00:43:38,239 --> 00:43:38,720
Speaker 2: on Twitter?

909
00:43:38,840 --> 00:43:41,600
Speaker 1: Is he doing that for free? Maybe? If you're gonna be.

910
00:43:41,520 --> 00:43:42,840
Speaker 2: A sex worker, I'm gonna need you to have more

911
00:43:42,880 --> 00:43:45,040
Speaker 2: than one hundred and fifty six dollars in your bank account.

912
00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:47,560
Speaker 1: I was turned off, so blocked him.

913
00:43:47,560 --> 00:43:49,200
Speaker 2: So anyways, now it's just me and this guy I

914
00:43:49,280 --> 00:43:51,440
Speaker 2: just met who's only in town from DC. Never been

915
00:43:51,480 --> 00:43:53,640
Speaker 2: to a sex club. So we go, we pull up,

916
00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:56,279
Speaker 2: I tell him to pay. Yeah, I tell him to

917
00:43:56,320 --> 00:43:59,319
Speaker 2: pay because I'm gonna support my friend's business. Right, So

918
00:43:59,680 --> 00:44:02,759
Speaker 2: he at the door and we go down to the

919
00:44:02,800 --> 00:44:06,080
Speaker 2: sex club. So I'm like, okay, mind you, I'm Shrewman,

920
00:44:06,280 --> 00:44:08,920
Speaker 2: and I'm like, you know what tonight, I just want

921
00:44:09,200 --> 00:44:09,919
Speaker 2: sensory play.

922
00:44:10,920 --> 00:44:12,480
Speaker 1: I decided I'm.

923
00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:17,480
Speaker 2: Just going So sensory play is literally no penetration but

924
00:44:18,160 --> 00:44:21,200
Speaker 2: me being aroused by something like a massage.

925
00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:25,080
Speaker 1: It could be any tools being used on you. It

926
00:44:25,160 --> 00:44:30,080
Speaker 1: can be fire. I did all three, so we'll start,

927
00:44:30,320 --> 00:44:32,680
Speaker 1: Oh baby, so we'll start. Yeah, I think I did two,

928
00:44:33,080 --> 00:44:35,960
Speaker 1: So I start. I started. They had a sensory table.

929
00:44:36,480 --> 00:44:37,399
Speaker 1: Shout out to the dome.

930
00:44:37,440 --> 00:44:40,040
Speaker 2: I cannot remember her name, but this was my first

931
00:44:40,120 --> 00:44:45,640
Speaker 2: time doing fireplay that didn't involve wax. Like she did

932
00:44:45,640 --> 00:44:48,799
Speaker 2: this thing, that's what I did with miss So she

933
00:44:49,040 --> 00:44:52,319
Speaker 2: had these balls of fire and so she literally is

934
00:44:52,480 --> 00:44:55,480
Speaker 2: it's like hard mushrooms. They look like literally, so if

935
00:44:55,520 --> 00:44:59,920
Speaker 2: you if you at a campfire and you're roasting your s'mores,

936
00:45:00,080 --> 00:45:02,120
Speaker 2: it looks like what your smore would look like your

937
00:45:02,440 --> 00:45:05,880
Speaker 2: marshmallow would look like on fire. So literally, she starts

938
00:45:05,920 --> 00:45:09,239
Speaker 2: at my shoulder blades and she's literally tapping me with

939
00:45:09,280 --> 00:45:11,640
Speaker 2: the fire and then rubbing me right after because bitch

940
00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:15,560
Speaker 2: is hot. So she's tapping me with the fire and

941
00:45:15,680 --> 00:45:18,520
Speaker 2: rubbing me. And so she does this down my whole body.

942
00:45:18,680 --> 00:45:21,719
Speaker 2: She does it on my hips, my butt, my thighs,

943
00:45:21,800 --> 00:45:24,839
Speaker 2: and baby, right in between my kneecap. Baby, I ain't

944
00:45:24,840 --> 00:45:27,960
Speaker 2: gonna lie. I did a little and baby, my pussy

945
00:45:27,960 --> 00:45:30,520
Speaker 2: did a little jump. I was like, not a little

946
00:45:30,520 --> 00:45:33,279
Speaker 2: fire behind my kneecap doing something to me. And so

947
00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:36,759
Speaker 2: I was like, yeah, she was beautiful. So I get

948
00:45:36,840 --> 00:45:39,880
Speaker 2: into that and I'm just like ooh like my pussy

949
00:45:39,960 --> 00:45:42,319
Speaker 2: jumping and maybe it's the shrooms after that, but I

950
00:45:42,440 --> 00:45:45,400
Speaker 2: was like, oh, I like this I don't need penetration tonight.

951
00:45:45,560 --> 00:45:49,279
Speaker 2: So anyways, I go around, I'm drinking, I'm talking. This

952
00:45:49,360 --> 00:45:53,279
Speaker 2: guy is sitting right next to me and he goes

953
00:45:53,440 --> 00:45:55,719
Speaker 2: he starts the conversation with me. I'm like, hey, so

954
00:45:55,960 --> 00:45:58,720
Speaker 2: I don't want any penetration tonight. He was like that's fine,

955
00:45:59,280 --> 00:46:00,600
Speaker 2: and he looks beside him.

956
00:46:01,280 --> 00:46:01,480
Speaker 1: Bitch.

957
00:46:01,480 --> 00:46:05,520
Speaker 2: He got like a body leather bag, and I'm like, well,

958
00:46:05,560 --> 00:46:08,160
Speaker 2: what the fuck? Like you came with luggage to the

959
00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:10,600
Speaker 2: sex club. He's like, no, I have a few things,

960
00:46:10,640 --> 00:46:13,440
Speaker 2: like I would love to use them on you. This

961
00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:16,239
Speaker 2: is where I ask for consent because y'all about to

962
00:46:16,320 --> 00:46:20,080
Speaker 2: judge me this. This is the most WPS shit I

963
00:46:20,120 --> 00:46:23,200
Speaker 2: think I ever did in sex in my motherfucking life.

964
00:46:23,400 --> 00:46:23,799
Speaker 1: Let's see.

965
00:46:23,960 --> 00:46:26,320
Speaker 2: Okay, No, no, no, I'm actually kind of scared that

966
00:46:26,360 --> 00:46:28,959
Speaker 2: he might be a serio killer or just really like I.

967
00:46:28,960 --> 00:46:30,840
Speaker 1: Was like, what the fuck is going on? So was

968
00:46:30,840 --> 00:46:32,160
Speaker 1: he white? Nubbitch? Black?

969
00:46:32,200 --> 00:46:34,440
Speaker 2: Because I say bag with the salt and pepper? Oh,

970
00:46:34,480 --> 00:46:39,040
Speaker 2: every all of this was with black people. So he

971
00:46:39,120 --> 00:46:41,680
Speaker 2: goes into his bag and he's like, I have some

972
00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:43,640
Speaker 2: things I would like to use on you.

973
00:46:43,760 --> 00:46:47,000
Speaker 1: Is that fine? So he goes through like casig he's like,

974
00:46:47,120 --> 00:46:48,359
Speaker 1: let's go. I'm bitch.

975
00:46:48,400 --> 00:46:51,280
Speaker 2: I'm open, bitch, I'm showing it. I'm at the safe club, NIGGI.

976
00:46:51,600 --> 00:46:54,000
Speaker 2: I'm cool as long as nothing is gonna slice me

977
00:46:54,040 --> 00:46:55,040
Speaker 2: because I don't like blood.

978
00:46:55,360 --> 00:46:55,840
Speaker 1: I'm cool.

979
00:46:56,560 --> 00:46:59,880
Speaker 2: So he gets behind me, and next thing you know,

980
00:47:00,480 --> 00:47:05,520
Speaker 2: I feel like bristles on me, and I'm like okay.

981
00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:09,480
Speaker 2: So my eyes are closed and he's like gently moving

982
00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:13,320
Speaker 2: it down my uh, moving it down my arms, putting

983
00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:16,680
Speaker 2: it around my neck, makes it go down by my titties,

984
00:47:16,719 --> 00:47:19,839
Speaker 2: and I'm like, okay, no clue what the fuck it is.

985
00:47:20,360 --> 00:47:22,160
Speaker 2: And so my eyes are closed. So I'm trying to

986
00:47:22,200 --> 00:47:24,520
Speaker 2: like get into the vibe. I don't know how to

987
00:47:24,520 --> 00:47:26,920
Speaker 2: fuck he's even being turned on by this, but I'm like, okay,

988
00:47:28,640 --> 00:47:32,319
Speaker 2: I open my eyes and I look and see this

989
00:47:32,400 --> 00:47:36,480
Speaker 2: nigga is rubbing a pipe cleaner on my body. When

990
00:47:36,560 --> 00:47:40,080
Speaker 2: I say a pipe cleaner, as in a pipe cleaner

991
00:47:40,120 --> 00:47:42,640
Speaker 2: hold on, like what you clean a baby bottle with,

992
00:47:42,880 --> 00:47:44,799
Speaker 2: Like what you clean a baby bottle with, but a

993
00:47:44,840 --> 00:47:48,520
Speaker 2: big one, like an industrial size pipe cleaner.

994
00:47:48,880 --> 00:47:50,960
Speaker 1: And I'm like, my baby can lay apart.

995
00:47:51,160 --> 00:47:56,240
Speaker 2: I'm like, okay, it's not a feather, but all right, Okay,

996
00:47:56,280 --> 00:47:56,960
Speaker 2: I'm here for it.

997
00:47:58,000 --> 00:47:59,560
Speaker 1: So he goes. I wonder if he was under the

998
00:47:59,520 --> 00:48:01,560
Speaker 1: sink way like this is it? Hold on? Hold on.

999
00:48:01,680 --> 00:48:05,000
Speaker 2: He's like, so I really, you know, can I add

1000
00:48:05,040 --> 00:48:06,759
Speaker 2: something else? And I'm at this point I'm just like,

1001
00:48:06,920 --> 00:48:11,719
Speaker 2: uh sure. He pulls out a larger pipe cleaner and

1002
00:48:11,760 --> 00:48:16,600
Speaker 2: sets it between my legs and he's like, can you feel?

1003
00:48:18,040 --> 00:48:19,600
Speaker 2: Can you go up and down and feel what's in

1004
00:48:19,640 --> 00:48:22,680
Speaker 2: between your legs? So I'm like feeling like this and

1005
00:48:22,680 --> 00:48:25,640
Speaker 2: he takes my hand. No, no, no. At this point,

1006
00:48:25,680 --> 00:48:28,720
Speaker 2: my eyes are open. At this point, I'm just like, okay,

1007
00:48:28,960 --> 00:48:31,960
Speaker 2: I'm gonna try this out. So he puts this bigger

1008
00:48:31,960 --> 00:48:35,240
Speaker 2: sized pipe cleaner in front of me and I'm like okay, yeah.

1009
00:48:35,360 --> 00:48:37,719
Speaker 2: He guides my hand and he's like, no, stroke it.

1010
00:48:38,239 --> 00:48:41,479
Speaker 2: So at this point he has me stroking a pipe

1011
00:48:41,520 --> 00:48:43,680
Speaker 2: cleaner is if it's a dick, and he wants me

1012
00:48:43,760 --> 00:48:47,040
Speaker 2: to go up and down on this pipe cleaner, and

1013
00:48:47,120 --> 00:48:49,800
Speaker 2: he's talking of my ear dirty as if I'm stroking

1014
00:48:49,880 --> 00:48:54,600
Speaker 2: a dick, but it's a pipe cleaner, and I'm just like, y'all,

1015
00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:55,440
Speaker 2: I can't do this no more.

1016
00:48:55,440 --> 00:48:57,240
Speaker 1: I ain't even gonna hold you. I was like, baby,

1017
00:48:57,600 --> 00:48:58,839
Speaker 1: I'm glad this gets off on you.

1018
00:48:58,880 --> 00:49:01,239
Speaker 2: So then I talk to him. I'm now intrigued. I said,

1019
00:49:01,280 --> 00:49:02,800
Speaker 2: I would like to talk about this on my podcast,

1020
00:49:02,800 --> 00:49:05,279
Speaker 2: and I'm like, so, I said, I said, I said,

1021
00:49:05,320 --> 00:49:06,919
Speaker 2: I said, sir, So what else is in here?

1022
00:49:07,239 --> 00:49:07,719
Speaker 1: Mind? You?

1023
00:49:08,440 --> 00:49:11,200
Speaker 2: Shout out to MORGANA. She let me know that the

1024
00:49:11,200 --> 00:49:15,120
Speaker 2: week before he made a bitch come with a car buffer.

1025
00:49:16,040 --> 00:49:19,800
Speaker 1: Right that one, he put a car.

1026
00:49:19,600 --> 00:49:23,720
Speaker 2: Buffer at the bottom of the back of a woman

1027
00:49:24,080 --> 00:49:27,360
Speaker 2: and made her come that way. So now I'm intrigued.

1028
00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:28,799
Speaker 2: I'm like, so, what do you get by this? He's

1029
00:49:28,840 --> 00:49:32,399
Speaker 2: like this, he said, I really enjoy going to home

1030
00:49:32,440 --> 00:49:37,480
Speaker 2: depot and finding things to bring it to the bedroom

1031
00:49:37,480 --> 00:49:40,600
Speaker 2: because I understand it doesn't have to be about penetration.

1032
00:49:40,719 --> 00:49:43,400
Speaker 2: And he goes into how he gets off going to

1033
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:48,319
Speaker 2: home depot, buying these random tools and watching women play

1034
00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:50,880
Speaker 2: with them after he rubs them all over their body.

1035
00:49:52,960 --> 00:49:54,120
Speaker 1: Oh baby, First off.

1036
00:49:53,920 --> 00:49:56,720
Speaker 2: I was on Showman, so I was just like, niguy

1037
00:49:56,800 --> 00:49:58,040
Speaker 2: just jacked off a pipe cleaner.

1038
00:49:58,320 --> 00:50:02,399
Speaker 1: I felt nasty, home disgusting. This nigga brought up bitch.

1039
00:50:02,440 --> 00:50:05,840
Speaker 2: So his whole fucking bag was full of like tools

1040
00:50:05,840 --> 00:50:08,560
Speaker 2: and house supplies, no sex objects.

1041
00:50:09,080 --> 00:50:11,200
Speaker 1: Ship from Home Depot and.

1042
00:50:11,239 --> 00:50:14,319
Speaker 2: This clip was from an episode of Horrible Decisions. I

1043
00:50:14,360 --> 00:50:18,319
Speaker 2: know you found it on Twitter now under weird ship. Like, bro,

1044
00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:22,320
Speaker 2: I literally please listen to us every Monday. I literally

1045
00:50:22,440 --> 00:50:26,719
Speaker 2: was like, am I a sick? I just jacked off,

1046
00:50:27,719 --> 00:50:28,200
Speaker 2: just jacked off?

1047
00:50:28,400 --> 00:50:29,560
Speaker 1: Like way this happened to you?

1048
00:50:29,600 --> 00:50:32,440
Speaker 2: She's I'm not bro, they gonna think I did think

1049
00:50:32,440 --> 00:50:35,640
Speaker 2: there's a way to make the snow, and then and

1050
00:50:35,680 --> 00:50:36,879
Speaker 2: then and then at the end of.

1051
00:50:36,840 --> 00:50:38,000
Speaker 1: It, I ain't gonna hold you.

1052
00:50:38,320 --> 00:50:40,239
Speaker 2: I was like, Okay, I just jacked off a pipe

1053
00:50:40,280 --> 00:50:44,160
Speaker 2: cleaner and got rubbed on with a pipe cleaner. Let

1054
00:50:44,200 --> 00:50:45,600
Speaker 2: me just go back to being regular.

1055
00:50:45,640 --> 00:50:46,520
Speaker 1: I have a story. Credit.

1056
00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:50,719
Speaker 2: Listen this nigga might pay you extra for that. He

1057
00:50:50,960 --> 00:50:52,280
Speaker 2: was he said, a home depot.

1058
00:50:52,320 --> 00:50:53,920
Speaker 1: Get him off. Baby. What was next?

1059
00:50:54,120 --> 00:50:56,360
Speaker 2: So the next the ruler they give you for the

1060
00:50:56,400 --> 00:50:59,080
Speaker 2: paint can? Well, no, so the next thing that the

1061
00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:01,000
Speaker 2: next thing was and MORGANA was like, I want to

1062
00:51:01,000 --> 00:51:02,680
Speaker 2: give you a massage. So I just go and get

1063
00:51:02,680 --> 00:51:05,560
Speaker 2: a regular massage. But by this point, bitch, I'm floating.

1064
00:51:05,920 --> 00:51:08,319
Speaker 2: So there's a couple sitting right there. I'm at the

1065
00:51:08,400 --> 00:51:10,520
Speaker 2: end of the bed and she's giving me a massage

1066
00:51:10,560 --> 00:51:12,080
Speaker 2: to where I'm just like I'm.

1067
00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:14,280
Speaker 1: Looking at her like, damn.

1068
00:51:14,320 --> 00:51:16,879
Speaker 2: Every time I go to the sex club, I realize

1069
00:51:17,120 --> 00:51:20,360
Speaker 2: I ain't that freaky and we're ladies. You think you freaky,

1070
00:51:20,640 --> 00:51:22,400
Speaker 2: bit you never that freaky, You never know how to

1071
00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:24,000
Speaker 2: do everything the best. Cause I was like, I know,

1072
00:51:24,080 --> 00:51:26,400
Speaker 2: I don't be rubbing these things like this. That massage

1073
00:51:26,400 --> 00:51:30,600
Speaker 2: was feeling so great. So then there was a lady

1074
00:51:30,680 --> 00:51:32,719
Speaker 2: right there and we got into where I was like,

1075
00:51:32,840 --> 00:51:33,960
Speaker 2: I really want to be spanked.

1076
00:51:34,480 --> 00:51:38,000
Speaker 1: So both these girls now have the option to spank me.

1077
00:51:38,280 --> 00:51:41,319
Speaker 2: So Morgana goes and pulls out a paddle and hits me,

1078
00:51:41,880 --> 00:51:43,319
Speaker 2: and I think she thought it was gonna hurt. And

1079
00:51:43,320 --> 00:51:45,239
Speaker 2: this is where I realized I really need some pain

1080
00:51:45,320 --> 00:51:49,799
Speaker 2: right now. So she go to spank me. She she

1081
00:51:49,920 --> 00:51:51,279
Speaker 2: was like, and then rubbed it. She was like, what

1082
00:51:51,320 --> 00:51:51,560
Speaker 2: was that?

1083
00:51:52,400 --> 00:51:55,560
Speaker 1: Like a four? She was shot?

1084
00:51:55,880 --> 00:51:57,600
Speaker 2: So she hit me again. She was like what is

1085
00:51:57,640 --> 00:52:02,040
Speaker 2: that four point two? I had her and this other

1086
00:52:02,080 --> 00:52:08,440
Speaker 2: girl literally I wanted with the paddle with bitch so hard,

1087
00:52:09,120 --> 00:52:09,640
Speaker 2: so hard.

1088
00:52:09,960 --> 00:52:11,920
Speaker 1: I don't know why. I don't know if I just

1089
00:52:11,960 --> 00:52:15,600
Speaker 1: stopped feeling shit because I hear not home deepo heyes, no, no, no, no, no,

1090
00:52:16,080 --> 00:52:17,560
Speaker 1: I got a little scared.

1091
00:52:18,800 --> 00:52:21,279
Speaker 2: Nah, but I realized too, I just wanted women to

1092
00:52:21,280 --> 00:52:23,920
Speaker 2: touch me. But after that, I was like, I just

1093
00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:26,279
Speaker 2: know once he was saying I'm sorry, I'm not saying

1094
00:52:26,280 --> 00:52:28,959
Speaker 2: this isn't sexy. I just know once he started saying

1095
00:52:29,000 --> 00:52:30,480
Speaker 2: home deepo, you were like no, no, no.

1096
00:52:30,520 --> 00:52:32,359
Speaker 1: But it wasn't even that. It's the fact that.

1097
00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:36,840
Speaker 2: While I was stroking the pipe cleaner, he was talking

1098
00:52:36,880 --> 00:52:39,439
Speaker 2: to me like he was like, he was like, ooh,

1099
00:52:39,440 --> 00:52:40,640
Speaker 2: I love how you stroke it.

1100
00:52:40,960 --> 00:52:44,239
Speaker 1: He was like, does don't you like how that feels? No, bro,

1101
00:52:44,840 --> 00:52:50,120
Speaker 1: he is behind me. If you don't know, here we go. Sorry, bitch,

1102
00:52:50,560 --> 00:52:52,520
Speaker 1: he is behind me. Let me sit here.

1103
00:52:52,560 --> 00:52:56,239
Speaker 2: And so he's behind me, his legs are, his legs

1104
00:52:56,239 --> 00:52:57,480
Speaker 2: are behind me. He's behind me.

1105
00:52:58,239 --> 00:53:02,160
Speaker 1: He got the pipe cleaner going down my body like yeah.

1106
00:53:02,360 --> 00:53:04,920
Speaker 2: Putting it between my tittis and shit, got the pipe

1107
00:53:04,920 --> 00:53:08,360
Speaker 2: cleaner all over. He then puts the bigger pipe cleaner

1108
00:53:08,360 --> 00:53:10,919
Speaker 2: in front of me, and at this point I'm looking

1109
00:53:10,960 --> 00:53:13,160
Speaker 2: at a pipe cleaner and he's.

1110
00:53:13,000 --> 00:53:17,719
Speaker 1: Telling me stroke that thing ooh with both hands. So

1111
00:53:17,760 --> 00:53:22,239
Speaker 1: he's in my ear. It struck me on how to stroke.

1112
00:53:21,960 --> 00:53:24,920
Speaker 2: A goddamn pipe cleaner? And he's like, M yeah, just

1113
00:53:24,960 --> 00:53:27,640
Speaker 2: like that, M you like how I feel? And then

1114
00:53:27,680 --> 00:53:29,160
Speaker 2: I just broh, I can't do this some more?

1115
00:53:29,200 --> 00:53:31,000
Speaker 1: All right? You good? And I had to get up.

1116
00:53:31,040 --> 00:53:33,279
Speaker 1: I was like, bruh, who wait?

1117
00:53:33,640 --> 00:53:37,000
Speaker 2: Anyone else stuck with that nigga that day, probably in

1118
00:53:37,040 --> 00:53:39,240
Speaker 2: her way is told he's in there with his tools.

1119
00:53:39,280 --> 00:53:41,120
Speaker 1: Where I told you, he made a bitch come down.

1120
00:53:41,200 --> 00:53:43,520
Speaker 1: We didn't have a strict a proof of process. He made.

1121
00:53:43,600 --> 00:53:44,719
Speaker 1: He's a regular, so bitch.

1122
00:53:44,840 --> 00:53:47,640
Speaker 2: Like I said, he made a big nigga regular.

1123
00:53:47,760 --> 00:53:49,320
Speaker 1: He made a bitch come with a car.

1124
00:53:49,120 --> 00:53:53,720
Speaker 2: Buffer like like you know, the electronic car buffer.

1125
00:53:53,760 --> 00:53:54,000
Speaker 1: Bitch.

1126
00:53:54,600 --> 00:53:58,000
Speaker 2: He like put the car buffer on her back and

1127
00:53:58,040 --> 00:54:02,480
Speaker 2: she and she came and ship. I'm right, bruh, y'all,

1128
00:54:02,760 --> 00:54:06,759
Speaker 2: I don't know. I ain't gonna do it. I love Susia, y'all.

1129
00:54:06,840 --> 00:54:09,160
Speaker 2: Check out was it season three? Check out season three?

1130
00:54:09,280 --> 00:54:14,040
Speaker 2: They're an amazing fucking place to us. I ain't gonna

1131
00:54:14,040 --> 00:54:16,520
Speaker 2: hold going on, I ain't gonna hold you, brother.

1132
00:54:16,600 --> 00:54:18,560
Speaker 1: I was like, I would like check this out.

1133
00:54:19,560 --> 00:54:23,719
Speaker 2: I'll like check this out. I kind of like the

1134
00:54:23,760 --> 00:54:27,920
Speaker 2: sensory play, not all of it, but it did make

1135
00:54:28,040 --> 00:54:30,160
Speaker 2: my mind go to like things I would like to

1136
00:54:30,200 --> 00:54:31,200
Speaker 2: do around your home.

1137
00:54:31,760 --> 00:54:32,600
Speaker 1: No bitch.

1138
00:54:34,200 --> 00:54:37,120
Speaker 2: With a partner in the future that wants to be

1139
00:54:37,200 --> 00:54:39,560
Speaker 2: creative now, not gonna pull out.

1140
00:54:39,360 --> 00:54:40,560
Speaker 1: The home depot supplies.

1141
00:54:41,080 --> 00:54:43,960
Speaker 2: But I'm like, damn like I it did make me

1142
00:54:44,040 --> 00:54:48,120
Speaker 2: think of how many ways people get turned on and

1143
00:54:48,960 --> 00:54:52,320
Speaker 2: come and wow wow.

1144
00:54:52,960 --> 00:54:57,320
Speaker 1: So needless to say, he actually wasn't bad.

1145
00:54:57,719 --> 00:55:00,680
Speaker 2: He actually looked like like after then, I was like,

1146
00:55:00,719 --> 00:55:02,120
Speaker 2: here a little scary because he had a little hat

1147
00:55:02,160 --> 00:55:05,320
Speaker 2: on with little size, he had all black on, he

1148
00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:09,680
Speaker 2: had muscles though, like he looked attractive until he pulled.

1149
00:55:09,480 --> 00:55:11,920
Speaker 1: Out the pipe later like I didn't pull that out.

1150
00:55:12,000 --> 00:55:13,160
Speaker 1: I was like, I.

1151
00:55:14,840 --> 00:55:18,600
Speaker 2: Don't know after after yeah, Jack, like I keep thinking

1152
00:55:18,640 --> 00:55:21,000
Speaker 2: of painting the roller thing. Yeah, I mean, of course

1153
00:55:21,080 --> 00:55:25,600
Speaker 2: you have like the needle thing like the pinwheel like

1154
00:55:25,719 --> 00:55:27,240
Speaker 2: I've done since we play before.

1155
00:55:28,520 --> 00:55:29,640
Speaker 1: A pinwell is not for sex.

1156
00:55:31,920 --> 00:55:35,640
Speaker 2: Keez, that's a good one because you could put it

1157
00:55:35,680 --> 00:55:38,000
Speaker 2: all it could it could feel like a knife. What

1158
00:55:38,080 --> 00:55:40,839
Speaker 2: else they got, Yeah, so that's the thing. So there's

1159
00:55:41,040 --> 00:55:43,600
Speaker 2: so it's no, no, I ain't gonna hold you sound bass.

1160
00:55:43,640 --> 00:55:45,759
Speaker 2: You making my pussy jump too. I've been doing don't

1161
00:55:45,760 --> 00:55:49,840
Speaker 2: do that, don't do that. That little thing when it

1162
00:55:50,000 --> 00:55:56,880
Speaker 2: keep going, like, girl, calm down the sounds. It's not

1163
00:55:56,960 --> 00:56:01,000
Speaker 2: the prayer bowl. You ain't never felt like your pussy

1164
00:56:01,080 --> 00:56:01,640
Speaker 2: joke to a.

1165
00:56:01,880 --> 00:56:06,360
Speaker 1: To a sound? Literally, don't rely. Oh, I was relaxed,

1166
00:56:06,400 --> 00:56:06,759
Speaker 1: so right.

1167
00:56:07,520 --> 00:56:10,160
Speaker 2: Maybe I was that thing kind of maybe my ear

1168
00:56:10,239 --> 00:56:12,080
Speaker 2: because you know, I didn't had an ear orgasm before,

1169
00:56:15,360 --> 00:56:21,960
Speaker 2: Corny she said that little thing. Anyways, needless to say, y'all,

1170
00:56:22,120 --> 00:56:24,680
Speaker 2: I keep finding new things to do and I can't

1171
00:56:24,719 --> 00:56:30,319
Speaker 2: believe we break. No, that's what it is. This is sad, bro,

1172
00:56:30,440 --> 00:56:32,160
Speaker 2: I need some dig. This is really sad.

1173
00:56:32,160 --> 00:56:35,000
Speaker 1: Where are you going next? I don't know.

1174
00:56:36,040 --> 00:56:38,799
Speaker 2: I'm scared for myself. I ain't gonna hold you, I ain't.

1175
00:56:39,200 --> 00:56:39,960
Speaker 1: I am excited.

1176
00:56:40,280 --> 00:56:44,120
Speaker 2: I'm going to the Domina Camber Public next week. I'm

1177
00:56:44,120 --> 00:56:48,799
Speaker 2: gonna put the kanna and so I'm excited. Uh. I

1178
00:56:48,840 --> 00:56:50,520
Speaker 2: don't plan to be a unicorn in this trip. It

1179
00:56:50,600 --> 00:56:53,359
Speaker 2: is another solo trip where I plan to read and journal.

1180
00:56:53,360 --> 00:56:56,640
Speaker 2: I'm gonna do it all inclusive. No, yuck, they have

1181
00:56:56,760 --> 00:57:00,200
Speaker 2: like apparently the best. Oh, never mind, isn't we're girl?

1182
00:57:00,200 --> 00:57:00,640
Speaker 1: I'm going.

1183
00:57:01,040 --> 00:57:03,080
Speaker 2: I got the whole trip for less than three hundred dollars.

1184
00:57:03,320 --> 00:57:06,040
Speaker 2: I used miles and points. Baby, shout out to Marriott

1185
00:57:06,120 --> 00:57:08,640
Speaker 2: and ZiT Delta, even though bitch y'all could have made

1186
00:57:08,640 --> 00:57:10,759
Speaker 2: it a little cheaper since y'all fucked up right now.

1187
00:57:12,320 --> 00:57:14,080
Speaker 1: But yeah, I'm going for I'm going.

1188
00:57:14,280 --> 00:57:16,680
Speaker 2: I'm going for four days, three nights, and I planned

1189
00:57:16,720 --> 00:57:18,160
Speaker 2: to have a really good trip.

1190
00:57:18,240 --> 00:57:20,080
Speaker 1: I planned to have a really cute time. I'm hoping

1191
00:57:20,120 --> 00:57:23,320
Speaker 1: to be me a dominion Hannah. I'm doing Dominican.

1192
00:57:23,560 --> 00:57:25,520
Speaker 2: I have a lot of Dominican friends, and they're always

1193
00:57:25,520 --> 00:57:28,440
Speaker 2: saying they have the best beaches. There's Dave, you Dominican.

1194
00:57:28,520 --> 00:57:32,120
Speaker 2: What's the thing this is su'san s o U with

1195
00:57:32,320 --> 00:57:35,640
Speaker 2: the mountains nobody doesn't talking about. There's a Dominican bitch

1196
00:57:35,720 --> 00:57:37,360
Speaker 2: listening to this right now and being like, oh my god,

1197
00:57:37,400 --> 00:57:41,560
Speaker 2: I shouldn't say it in the comments A I think

1198
00:57:41,560 --> 00:57:44,520
Speaker 2: it is, but when you google it, it's like these matheson.

1199
00:57:46,000 --> 00:57:49,360
Speaker 1: That's what it's l like. What don't do that, bitch?

1200
00:57:49,360 --> 00:57:52,400
Speaker 2: Anyway, I'm gonna go to the beach and get this

1201
00:57:52,480 --> 00:57:55,800
Speaker 2: tan and not get no dick. Okay, y'all, y'all want

1202
00:57:55,800 --> 00:58:00,520
Speaker 2: to hear something fucked up about Home depot what I'm

1203
00:58:00,520 --> 00:58:01,040
Speaker 2: not good?

1204
00:58:01,080 --> 00:58:02,960
Speaker 1: You did you masturbate it? Home devot before.

1205
00:58:03,120 --> 00:58:05,840
Speaker 2: No no, So I was at home depot because my

1206
00:58:05,840 --> 00:58:08,400
Speaker 2: mom and I just moved into the same apartment building, which,

1207
00:58:08,440 --> 00:58:10,120
Speaker 2: by the way, it's like really adorable.

1208
00:58:10,240 --> 00:58:12,960
Speaker 1: We're like up and down. It's cute in La place

1209
00:58:13,040 --> 00:58:13,360
Speaker 1: in La.

1210
00:58:14,000 --> 00:58:17,440
Speaker 2: So I'm at home depot and my mom is like

1211
00:58:17,600 --> 00:58:19,760
Speaker 2: confused on why I can't find a task grab it

1212
00:58:19,800 --> 00:58:20,760
Speaker 2: for the TV A mount.

1213
00:58:20,960 --> 00:58:23,000
Speaker 1: She was like, when I was doing stuff, all you

1214
00:58:23,080 --> 00:58:26,360
Speaker 1: do is go to home depot. They're right there they are.

1215
00:58:26,840 --> 00:58:30,240
Speaker 2: Maybe when I did needed everything for the studio, maybe

1216
00:58:30,280 --> 00:58:34,400
Speaker 2: you pull up. Wait and the demographic was a little different.

1217
00:58:34,920 --> 00:58:37,480
Speaker 2: Uh no, no, no, no in Brooklyn, a Jamaican. No, I know,

1218
00:58:37,600 --> 00:58:38,280
Speaker 2: they're everywhere else.

1219
00:58:38,280 --> 00:58:38,880
Speaker 1: They magnificant.

1220
00:58:39,240 --> 00:58:42,200
Speaker 2: So I was in La and of course the Mexican

1221
00:58:42,840 --> 00:58:44,600
Speaker 2: So now that's accusy right.

1222
00:58:44,680 --> 00:58:46,160
Speaker 1: First of all, I'm on this little power trip because

1223
00:58:46,200 --> 00:58:47,760
Speaker 1: eight niggas at the car like hey I do TV.

1224
00:58:47,800 --> 00:58:49,840
Speaker 1: I do TV. And I was like, hey, I walk.

1225
00:58:50,480 --> 00:58:53,560
Speaker 2: But then I'm walking towards the door and there's this

1226
00:58:53,680 --> 00:58:57,400
Speaker 2: Nigerian good and he's like cis. I was like, icy stuff.

1227
00:58:58,520 --> 00:59:00,640
Speaker 2: He's like I just got hear no camera. I'm sorry,

1228
00:59:00,840 --> 00:59:03,560
Speaker 2: I just got here from Cameroon. I do everything too.

1229
00:59:03,600 --> 00:59:04,280
Speaker 2: You ain't coming to me.

1230
00:59:04,360 --> 00:59:07,440
Speaker 1: And I was like, now i gotta tell the Mexican nigga.

1231
00:59:07,520 --> 00:59:11,760
Speaker 2: No, that's crazy, that's crazy. I'm sitting here like, what

1232
00:59:11,800 --> 00:59:12,680
Speaker 2: else can I happen? Now?

1233
00:59:12,680 --> 00:59:16,080
Speaker 1: You're black? Because that you love claiming you Mexican? That's true,

1234
00:59:16,800 --> 00:59:17,520
Speaker 1: but he saw.

1235
00:59:17,400 --> 00:59:19,960
Speaker 2: It really, So then I'm sitting here thinking, Okay, how

1236
00:59:20,000 --> 00:59:21,840
Speaker 2: could I have the Mexican and the Cameroon And at

1237
00:59:21,840 --> 00:59:23,800
Speaker 2: the same time, what can I have him do?

1238
00:59:24,120 --> 00:59:25,800
Speaker 1: One'll do this, One'll do that. Girl.

1239
00:59:25,920 --> 00:59:28,120
Speaker 2: I was really this sounded like an MMF bitch, So

1240
00:59:28,240 --> 00:59:30,400
Speaker 2: that I'm sitting here like, okay, you keep Cameroon. Do

1241
00:59:30,400 --> 00:59:31,680
Speaker 2: you know anything about engineering?

1242
00:59:31,720 --> 00:59:33,280
Speaker 1: I don't want to tell him about the studio, but

1243
00:59:33,320 --> 00:59:35,560
Speaker 1: I'm like, maybe he'll be good. Were black? Oh that's

1244
00:59:35,600 --> 00:59:36,360
Speaker 1: crazy girl.

1245
00:59:36,400 --> 00:59:38,800
Speaker 2: Anyway, So long story short, one's doing one TV, one

1246
00:59:38,880 --> 00:59:43,120
Speaker 2: doing another. I love that home depot it really, I'm

1247
00:59:43,160 --> 00:59:47,120
Speaker 2: telling you them niggas came to the car what you

1248
00:59:47,160 --> 00:59:48,000
Speaker 2: want and I'm like.

1249
00:59:48,200 --> 00:59:51,360
Speaker 1: Any meaning clearly he gave this nigga a power trips.

1250
00:59:51,360 --> 00:59:53,080
Speaker 2: I was trying to see who looks stronger and shit,

1251
00:59:53,400 --> 00:59:55,040
Speaker 2: and then it was one who spoke to good English.

1252
00:59:55,080 --> 00:59:56,320
Speaker 1: I was like n nah, he advanced, he got a

1253
00:59:56,320 --> 00:59:58,840
Speaker 1: business car. I don't want that ship. That's crazy. You

1254
00:59:58,880 --> 01:00:01,439
Speaker 1: know what this is for real?

1255
01:00:01,480 --> 01:00:03,800
Speaker 2: I just want we about to get st I'm going

1256
01:00:03,840 --> 01:00:05,360
Speaker 2: stop going because we gonna get canceled.

1257
01:00:05,400 --> 01:00:08,600
Speaker 1: No, we're not, okay, bro, we can't get canceled. Here's

1258
01:00:08,600 --> 01:00:09,160
Speaker 1: what I'm saying.

1259
01:00:09,200 --> 01:00:11,520
Speaker 2: When when when he had a business card, I realized, oh, like,

1260
01:00:11,560 --> 01:00:13,600
Speaker 2: your business is a business. I'm trying to go for

1261
01:00:13,720 --> 01:00:15,760
Speaker 2: the low here because you don't want to pay somebody

1262
01:00:15,800 --> 01:00:16,760
Speaker 2: for their business.

1263
01:00:17,440 --> 01:00:19,440
Speaker 1: That's greaty And if I did out of google it,

1264
01:00:19,480 --> 01:00:20,400
Speaker 1: why do you think I'm out of here.

1265
01:00:20,400 --> 01:00:25,360
Speaker 2: Trying to recruit any Oh okay, well, hopefully by our

1266
01:00:25,520 --> 01:00:28,720
Speaker 2: next couple episodes. Well the next time we have a solo,

1267
01:00:29,720 --> 01:00:31,920
Speaker 2: You're going to a sex club this weekend. So this

1268
01:00:32,000 --> 01:00:34,640
Speaker 2: weekend and then I'm going to London next week. Who

1269
01:00:34,720 --> 01:00:37,080
Speaker 2: is the girl from the London Live show that won

1270
01:00:37,120 --> 01:00:38,840
Speaker 2: the game? I can't find her.

1271
01:00:38,760 --> 01:00:41,479
Speaker 1: And she wants to fuck. Where is she? That's crazy?

1272
01:00:41,520 --> 01:00:43,400
Speaker 1: I thought we were gonna fuck and I did too.

1273
01:00:43,920 --> 01:00:44,480
Speaker 1: That's crazy.

1274
01:00:44,600 --> 01:00:48,800
Speaker 2: Follow anyway, if you in London and want to give we.

1275
01:00:48,880 --> 01:00:51,520
Speaker 1: This this week, you aren't. That's what I'm saying. Okay,

1276
01:00:51,720 --> 01:00:54,120
Speaker 1: go ahead and in the Falcony Mix. I love piano

1277
01:00:54,440 --> 01:00:59,160
Speaker 1: and you are really putting out my boys DJ. That's

1278
01:00:59,160 --> 01:00:59,840
Speaker 1: why I'm going. That's fine.

1279
01:00:59,880 --> 01:01:02,560
Speaker 2: But she also said she's down for pussy to be

1280
01:01:02,600 --> 01:01:05,080
Speaker 2: thrown her way. She's there right now. This week, y'all

1281
01:01:05,120 --> 01:01:07,000
Speaker 2: want to do a Horror Hive meetup. Shout out to

1282
01:01:07,040 --> 01:01:09,960
Speaker 2: Balcony Mixing Major League. My boy Andre Power is opening,

1283
01:01:10,040 --> 01:01:11,600
Speaker 2: so that's why I'm flying and lending gives us a

1284
01:01:11,640 --> 01:01:13,040
Speaker 2: big I love how you're trying to make it seem

1285
01:01:13,120 --> 01:01:16,200
Speaker 2: like you're not trying to get your pussy here. Let me, Oh,

1286
01:01:16,240 --> 01:01:18,640
Speaker 2: this is a horror Hive meetup. Okay, if you're not

1287
01:01:18,760 --> 01:01:21,160
Speaker 2: DTF me and my boo who is also coming with me.

1288
01:01:21,240 --> 01:01:26,520
Speaker 1: It's an anyway. If you are, my dms are open.

1289
01:01:27,280 --> 01:01:27,760
Speaker 1: Love y'all.

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Speaker 2: I'm where you should go. Anyways, this has been yet

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Speaker 2: another episode of horrible decisions. So I'm your girl, Mandy

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Speaker 2: baka picked saday aka Beach. Hey, y'all, I'm easy. What's

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Speaker 2: really good?

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Speaker 1: Sex of boy? I'm trying. I'm trying to do something different.

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Speaker 1: I have a bone to pick. Okay, pick the bone.

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Speaker 2: I'm sucking a lot of bones, but you could pick

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Speaker 2: the bone. I have a bone to pick with friends

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Speaker 2: that don't realize that you're not being a bad friend

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Speaker 2: if you set a boundary with trauma dumping. Okay, literally

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Speaker 2: when you were like, y'all go with these angles. I

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Speaker 2: just gotta tell you about how I haven't been there

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Speaker 2: for somebody and girl, I feel like we give a

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Speaker 2: certain amount of hours. Okay, why don't you get a

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Speaker 2: certain amount of hours with me? I'm finished? How do

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Speaker 2: you communicate that though, or do you or do you

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Speaker 2: just like remove yourself because you've been you feel like

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Speaker 2: you've been dumped on enough?

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Speaker 1: Like how do you respond to that when you reach

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Speaker 1: that point?

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Speaker 2: Like basically I had dubbed a few of her calls

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Speaker 2: we were in London, but when she called me today

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Speaker 2: and asked me if I'm back, I literally was like, girl,

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Speaker 2: I'm just kind of having a mood, like I really

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Speaker 2: can't hear. And she feels like I'm not being there

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Speaker 2: for her. And she basically feels like she wants to

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Speaker 2: keep her business private from other friends, and I'm the

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Speaker 2: one that she trusts with the info. But like, it's

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Speaker 2: really hard to talk to someone that's depressed. Would you

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Speaker 2: be on the brink of being depressed?

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Speaker 1: Right? And so I don't know what to say. Do

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Speaker 1: I send you a therapy gift card? Bro?

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Speaker 2: I feel like you gotta have some discernment and think

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Speaker 2: about how much you are unloading on somebody. And I

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Speaker 2: hate it for her, And it's it's specific to not

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Speaker 2: her overall well being, her depression, but it's about a

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Speaker 2: nick like it's about a man like if.

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Speaker 1: Someone's going through it, it needs to pick me up.

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Speaker 2: That's different than someone that's like constantly trying to figure

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Speaker 2: out what they can do to you know, not get

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Speaker 2: someone's attention, but just like what.

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Speaker 1: Did I do? What did I do wrong? And I'm

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Speaker 1: not doing this and blah blah blah, like waste. You know,

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Speaker 1: she might be with a narcissist too.

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Speaker 2: You ain't never gonna do nothing right, but he isn't

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Speaker 2: new to me. To me, so I am very adamant

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Speaker 2: actually with drawing the boundary with my friends and their

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Speaker 2: partners specifically, because once you've said enough but you've stayed, maybe.

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Speaker 1: Girl, I don't I don't want to hear about it anymore.

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Speaker 2: So like to me, when it comes to the friendships

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Speaker 2: that I have, specifically, our friendships are able to exist

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Speaker 2: and like beyond whoever you're.

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Speaker 1: Dating or not.

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Speaker 2: But to me, once you've come to me about how

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Speaker 2: this nigga and did you wrong? Did you wrong again?

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Speaker 2: Did you wrong again? Like I got to the point

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Speaker 2: where I stopped talking to my friends about That's why

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Speaker 2: y'all motherfucker's heard it. My friends wasn't hearing nothing about

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Speaker 2: my ex? Mo Mo no, bitch, you don't even went

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Speaker 2: back how many times? So I even stopped sharing with

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Speaker 2: my friends because this was a person that I knew

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Speaker 2: all right at this end of the day, I keep

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Speaker 2: going back nobody else.

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Speaker 1: To hear that shit. But no, and I get that

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Speaker 1: nobody like that. That's the thing, right and we know it.

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Speaker 2: But so I'm telling you as a friend, I love

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Speaker 2: you dearly to all my friends. This is this is

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Speaker 2: literally how I communicated to my friends. Friend al, I'll

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Speaker 2: be like, friend, bitch, you know I love you. Right,

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Speaker 2: Let's talk about your career the next trip. We going

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Speaker 2: on the size genes you can now fit into the

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Speaker 2: tiktoks that we fucking come across. Share all the memes

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Speaker 2: you want. Well, baby, girl, that nigga not not here,

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Speaker 2: brow out of my phone about someone we know.

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Speaker 1: Literally, I have to do that. I'm daying that. Let's

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Speaker 1: go on Instagram. Look at this bitch. What a wig awful.

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Speaker 1: I'm fine with that.

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Speaker 2: I have removed for so many of my friends, especially

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Speaker 2: when they choose to stay with a guy for eons.

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Speaker 2: So it's where, oh bit, you're not gonna leave him

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Speaker 2: until you ready. You're not gonna waste my my three

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Speaker 2: minutes on that shit homeboys do.

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Speaker 1: On the contrary, what my homeboys when they're feeling her,

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Speaker 1: they called me.

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Speaker 2: About how Wackovich was Okay, are almost a little too much,

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Speaker 2: and it starts to become a little triggering because I'm like.

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Speaker 1: Is a nigga talking about me?

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Speaker 2: Like? This?

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Speaker 1: Is a nigga talking about me like this one of you?

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Speaker 2: But also, baby, you were so into her last month.

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Speaker 2: Now she's trash. Now she's I literally had one of

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Speaker 2: my homeboys was like, oh my god, this bitch I

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Speaker 2: halla sex worker energy now And I'm like, Okay, I

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Speaker 2: understand she's a bottle girl.

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Speaker 1: Wow. However, your first date was a vacation that you

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Speaker 1: took her on. Yeah, what the fuck? Standard do you think?

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Speaker 1: You said? Right? A trick? I think that there is.

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Speaker 2: You can definitely dump on your friends too much about

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Speaker 2: your relationship, but I think as the friend instead of

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Speaker 2: dubbing the calls to where now she doesn't feel hurd

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