Speaker 1: What's up its lip service? I'm Angela Yee, I'm G. G. MacGuire,
Speaker 1: I'm stepping in Santiago. I'm Johnny Blaze, Johnny Blaze. Yeah,
Speaker 1: welcome back. Yeah, please do. Yeah, we'll be saying all
Speaker 1: kinds of dicks and sucking. We've never used the term
Speaker 1: as sucking, just so, Yes, we have used the term
Speaker 1: as sucking. I'm sure we have at least once. What's
Speaker 1: the what's the air? Sucker? You know, you know what exactly? Sucker?
Speaker 1: I was that somebody out just now, But I'm a
Speaker 1: let it slide. Oh oh, but they on my bad list.
Speaker 1: Somebody cut your ass. They expected me to eat? Oh
Speaker 1: you don't expected I shall. Who gave you the right, Jessie?
Speaker 1: So how does one do that, Jessie? Ask you for it?
Speaker 1: Or does he try to like position? I don't know,
Speaker 1: because when his lips fixed to say, but I was out,
Speaker 1: So he literally asked you like he didn't like put
Speaker 1: his leg up or not get through? My boy got
Speaker 1: to see it through. I'm not doing that. You've never
Speaker 1: done that, not even if somebody you loved. By accident, Yes,
Speaker 1: by accident. I was just down there, never on. It's
Speaker 1: nasty it's not dasty, you know, when it sects, anything's go.
Speaker 1: But it's the shot of seeing a man put their
Speaker 1: legs back there, like what if it just gets doggy
Speaker 1: stock on his side? I think the side and lay
Speaker 1: on your side like you fucking like you got cramps
Speaker 1: back morning side. You know that used to be my ship,
Speaker 1: to be all up in a man's ass and um,
Speaker 1: I used to like for the guy to be sitting
Speaker 1: like on a couch. You don't want school all the
Speaker 1: way to the end, you know, you school school them. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I know about that position, but I haven't done it
Speaker 1: in a while. I can't better not being a white
Speaker 1: better not be a white couch, I know that much.
Speaker 1: It's been a Johnny Blaze being the lover that you are.
Speaker 1: We have some fun topics for you today. So we
Speaker 1: do want to congratulate you on your new music because
Speaker 1: you've been putting them out. Yes, first off, let's talk
Speaker 1: about the song Toxic that you have an n Ellie
Speaker 1: Chocolate and you talk about, you know, seeing um your
Speaker 1: ex with a girl and at first she felt like
Speaker 1: it didn't bother you so much? Right, So do y'all
Speaker 1: still have feelings like when you see your ex with
Speaker 1: another girl, even if you think you're over him. Look
Speaker 1: a question right now, Right now, I'm cursing out somebody
Speaker 1: saying the next time I see you with a bit,
Speaker 1: and I know it's your birthday in two days, I'm
Speaker 1: going to jail. But if that's your I don't get
Speaker 1: a damn okay. But so do you feel like that
Speaker 1: about all your actually the only especial just that one, okay, okay?
Speaker 1: So what does that mean you want him back? Oh no,
Speaker 1: we were still together. Oh no, he is my ex.
Speaker 1: But I don't believe in that word. So he's just
Speaker 1: gonna have to do with it. I want your mind,
Speaker 1: your mind forever exactly, Like how you how you do
Speaker 1: that to me? Like what's the girl from Don't Call
Speaker 1: Me White Girl? Like why are you being aware to me?
Speaker 1: But sping? But the hand on that one hand on
Speaker 1: front by talking about why are you being weird? Are you?
Speaker 1: That man had me racing with his damn daughter? After
Speaker 1: two weeks? You know what I mean? Is this personal? Mine? Mine?
Speaker 1: And to listen until Christmas coming and then what I
Speaker 1: don't know, I'm a gemini. We moved differently, I don't know. Uh,
Speaker 1: look at t G the other Gemini. Look she knows.
Speaker 1: It's like I might have a different character by then
Speaker 1: it might be like, fuck you, I'm cool remember him
Speaker 1: like torture them and then be like I don't even
Speaker 1: want you to It's cool. No, but keep it real, ladies. Okay,
Speaker 1: so let's talk about your everybody's excess on here, right,
Speaker 1: Like do you feel away when you see your ex
Speaker 1: with somebody else? Or what about if you even know
Speaker 1: the girl he's dating. Now, I couldn't care less about
Speaker 1: my ex and what he's doing and who he's doing
Speaker 1: it with. Yeah, I don't care about my excess like that.
Speaker 1: This is for me. It's a case by case situation. Um,
Speaker 1: my last ex. If I see him one another girl,
Speaker 1: I'll probably laugh out him because he could never get
Speaker 1: anything better than me. But um, like my son's father,
Speaker 1: I'm like ecstatic he just got married and had a baby.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, so I'm really you know, happy for him.
Speaker 1: So it's a case my case. It's a case of
Speaker 1: my case situation. Shine for me. I've been looking at
Speaker 1: some of my exes though, and like certain like women
Speaker 1: ain't Yeah, I'll be looking like but I also be
Speaker 1: kind of happy, like good because you know how you
Speaker 1: know it ain't going well right exactly, Like, yeah, that's
Speaker 1: not the one for you anyway, So enjoy yourself with
Speaker 1: no chain on, like clutching my invisible pearls. Bitches going
Speaker 1: it's not me this time. We'd be like one woman's
Speaker 1: trash is another woman's treasure. That part you just got
Speaker 1: some sprinkles on it. These dumb as bitches swear ship. God,
Speaker 1: you screak this ship hard enough. It's like a Louis
Speaker 1: Luton at the bottom of the shoe. Bitch, it gets
Speaker 1: dirty like you. Also put out a song with Dresta
Speaker 1: Sean right about your about emotions, and he says on
Speaker 1: that song that he likes to make you mad just
Speaker 1: so he can see you cry. My ex doing that
Speaker 1: right now before that sounds like my art before I
Speaker 1: came to see you earlier. Boy, I don't know what
Speaker 1: happened to my eyes. Them bitches then swowed back down
Speaker 1: because when he pissed me, I was like, you know what,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna wait till after this this interview and then
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go for the juggle. I got three phones,
Speaker 1: so now he don't know what's going on. I'm just
Speaker 1: texting from fake numbers and everything, cursing his heats out
Speaker 1: because he says things to like piss you off. So
Speaker 1: actually that song was about ex of mind and that
Speaker 1: reminds me of the X recently, like that whole window
Speaker 1: that I can't say that. I'll go to jail now
Speaker 1: with that. Better be glad and bush your windows out.
Speaker 1: I did that, I did, and he knows it was you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know it was men. He's did you feel bad after?
Speaker 1: Because sometimes I feel like we do stuff and then
Speaker 1: we kind of feel bad after, Like it's you know,
Speaker 1: you know, right now, right now, as we right now,
Speaker 1: as we speak, I'm thinking of a list of ship
Speaker 1: to do to this naked right now. This sounds like
Speaker 1: it's not the right person for you. Now. I just
Speaker 1: like tortured him. I wanna put some itch and cream
Speaker 1: in his drinking, some ship. I don't know, it's it's
Speaker 1: it's debatable. So so what what is this? What is
Speaker 1: this relationship that you have with him? Now? You guys
Speaker 1: are broken up, right, you want to talk to him.
Speaker 1: He knows how to get under your skin right when
Speaker 1: you're about to do something like that. So what's the connection? Still?
Speaker 1: I don't know, because I really do love him, I
Speaker 1: really do, but he just pisces me off, Like he
Speaker 1: just says things. And you know, I'm like five feet
Speaker 1: so everybody's taller than me. So I just be feeling
Speaker 1: like people be bullying me and I've changed so much
Speaker 1: to the point it's like if I cried to you
Speaker 1: on I'm gonna want to fight you, and he just
Speaker 1: says ship that just don't make no sense, Like, oh,
Speaker 1: I need a bad bitch. I need this, I said, baby,
Speaker 1: all the bitch is before me was not eating, So
Speaker 1: what are you talking about? Like I don't understand that ship.
Speaker 1: Baby built like a little twizzling you're talking about. She better.
Speaker 1: I don't understand none of this ship. So it just
Speaker 1: makes you it's like you, I try to look at
Speaker 1: all the things that was great, and then he'll do
Speaker 1: something and I'm like trying to work it out and
Speaker 1: just like be peaceful, and then he starts talking calling
Speaker 1: me names and ship and I don't like that, so
Speaker 1: we just end up fighting again. It's like, weird. If
Speaker 1: he could just talk to me the right way, then
Speaker 1: we'll be fun. See I'm not with the economy names now.
Speaker 1: When you say coming like man, like, who are you
Speaker 1: calling the bitch? Like like what we do? Like you
Speaker 1: want to get beat up. That's one thing I went
Speaker 1: through a lot with the last guy I was with,
Speaker 1: but he would never call me out my name. He
Speaker 1: would do crazy ship like um, probably worse than calling
Speaker 1: me on my name, but he would like anytime he
Speaker 1: if he calls me a bit, I know he's super mad,
Speaker 1: like I got you, I got your vain pop your
Speaker 1: side right now. Wow you like it's it's a little
Speaker 1: tip at tat ship like I'm going to be subdy,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be doing this. I'm gonna suck these ditches.
Speaker 1: And then when I go ask it, and I'd be
Speaker 1: really wanting to turn up and ship. Then it's like, man,
Speaker 1: you swear I'll be doing something like, man, this ship
Speaker 1: is so that makes me like it's not coming out
Speaker 1: of your brain. He's saying it out of his mouth. Now.
Speaker 1: Now in Vegas, on that little street, you know, the
Speaker 1: street that's ever lasting. Before you get to the other part,
Speaker 1: you see a bunch of this is now you stuck
Speaker 1: out there because you got sugar and in your tent.
Speaker 1: This sounds like a very emotionally abusive situation. For you
Speaker 1: and I know sometimes and that's some real ship though,
Speaker 1: like it really does because it's it's not cool like
Speaker 1: it it gets so fushted and I'm such a sweet person,
Speaker 1: like I'm a really really good person. I don't cheat.
Speaker 1: I could be confidence that I've never cheated. I don't
Speaker 1: even know, like I tell on myself probably like and
Speaker 1: then like if I'm in a relationship because he knows
Speaker 1: I'm my sexual like my like it's a girl, so
Speaker 1: it's like that it's not like another guy. I don't cheat,
Speaker 1: Like so I don't be understanding why I get cheated on.
Speaker 1: And I'm like I don't understand, like it doesn't grasp it.
Speaker 1: That's where the anger comes from, Like I wouldn't do
Speaker 1: you how you did be so when you do stuff
Speaker 1: to me, it's like damn, like I gotta go full
Speaker 1: throat on you because you really for no reason. But
Speaker 1: why do we stay with people who cheat? I don't know,
Speaker 1: because that's another thing. Sometimes you gotta treat people how
Speaker 1: to treat how You have to teach people how to
Speaker 1: treat you, and they gotta lease a good thing. I
Speaker 1: feel like I had. I feel like I had a
Speaker 1: hot tolerance for guys like I accepted the fact that
Speaker 1: men are mad and sometimes they make mistakes and blah
Speaker 1: blah blah blah blah. But if I'm not damning with that,
Speaker 1: humans mistakes though, it's not just men that make the
Speaker 1: stakes humans, and I felt like a lot of times
Speaker 1: that behavior, we felt like it's we justify it by saying, well,
Speaker 1: men are men, men will destiny back. But if somebody
Speaker 1: really cares about you and loves you and then they
Speaker 1: keep on doing things to her too, then that doesn't
Speaker 1: seem like a great situation. And you can't keep on
Speaker 1: excusing somebody just because they're a man. And that's what
Speaker 1: men do. They love using that as an excuse. You know,
Speaker 1: that's and you guys know, I was very like, oh,
Speaker 1: you know, he was bored, she was trash. It doesn't
Speaker 1: even matter. I know he loves me. Blah blah blah
Speaker 1: blah blah. But I ain't done one none of that ship.
Speaker 1: I'm not even saying what a guy who has a
Speaker 1: lot of girlfriends like as friends. No, we're not doing that.
Speaker 1: When do you need girlfriends, I'll need friends. Yeah that's
Speaker 1: super weird to me. Yeah, why you got so many friends? Girls? Exactly.
Speaker 1: You don't gonna you don't show what you want to win. No,
Speaker 1: guys like no, no, no, I don't. I don't like
Speaker 1: my g t A partner, my grand theft auto partner,
Speaker 1: and she's my friend. We just be playing video game. Bitch,
Speaker 1: you don't want to hear this ship you'll both do
Speaker 1: exactly Like so if but what about the other side.
Speaker 1: Do you'all have a lot of guy friends. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: I don't hang out with them. I don't be dealing
Speaker 1: with them. I don't be going over their cribs and ship.
Speaker 1: I know, I know a lot of guys. You know,
Speaker 1: I got a lot of guy friends, but I don't
Speaker 1: long with them. Like like you're gonna tell me with
Speaker 1: my girlfriend, we're going to eat my home girl. Okay,
Speaker 1: So the really is you can't have friends, you just
Speaker 1: can't hang out with them. Yeah, I mean you could
Speaker 1: be right with right, Yeah, like you could be cordial
Speaker 1: and you know, like group hangouts where there's a lot
Speaker 1: of guys and a lot of girls. That's fine. But
Speaker 1: like one on ones, me and my homegirl have going
Speaker 1: to have a drink. She's going through some problems. So
Speaker 1: what all right, I'm coming ill, I gotta he needs
Speaker 1: a girl's perspective on the situation as well, Like, no,
Speaker 1: I'm done with all of that. And honestly, and I
Speaker 1: think it's kind of weird for a guy to not
Speaker 1: um to not have a lot of guy friends, like
Speaker 1: to be working in a certain field and not be
Speaker 1: friends with the people that they work with. I think
Speaker 1: that's weird. Yeah, that's weird. I don't like that, Like
Speaker 1: if you have too many friends as girls, and then
Speaker 1: like then if you don't have no guy friends at all,
Speaker 1: like what the fun is? Like, what the fun you
Speaker 1: be doing? What you doing? What you like? I feel
Speaker 1: like them you see, like in New York, like just
Speaker 1: kicking a rock around, like trying to see how far
Speaker 1: it is, but we're gonna rock. That's I don't with
Speaker 1: these New York guys bro's and put little black docts
Speaker 1: around they thinking it's a soccer ball like this shows
Speaker 1: now listen, I pulled out some of these cliches that
Speaker 1: they have about love, you know, these little love sayings,
Speaker 1: and I want to see if you guys think this
Speaker 1: is true, and if it's not true, how would you
Speaker 1: rephrase it? Okay, money can't buy me love, that's the
Speaker 1: cliches that's true or false for me? You know, you
Speaker 1: know I'm a I'm sorry if I didn't mean over talking,
Speaker 1: but I'm not bad. I guess I'm a Gemini, right,
Speaker 1: So I don't know. It's not even a zodiac. It's
Speaker 1: just me. I am over loving. I don't know how
Speaker 1: to stop loving. Like I've tried to be like this
Speaker 1: mean bitch and I don't know how to do it.
Speaker 1: So it's like I've met people that try to like
Speaker 1: buy me and give me money and stuff gorgeous help,
Speaker 1: but it would turn me off. So it's just like
Speaker 1: I couldn't stay with somebody. Actually I did stay with somebody.
Speaker 1: They used to whoop my fucking ass and had a
Speaker 1: lot of money, and I just couldn't. It was just
Speaker 1: like the money wasn't enough for me. It's like, Nigga,
Speaker 1: you verbally abused me, you physically, it's just too much.
Speaker 1: Even if it was if you take out the fighting
Speaker 1: and the beating, it's just that person in general, Like
Speaker 1: it's not there's no money in the world for me.
Speaker 1: I just couldn't do it. Maybe that's why I suck
Speaker 1: it ship like that. You know what, it's really hard
Speaker 1: a lot of times for women to leave an abusive situation.
Speaker 1: So I wanted to talk about that a little bit
Speaker 1: because so many women are involved in that, and a
Speaker 1: lot of us have witnessed that, and we're always like,
Speaker 1: why didn't she just leave? Why can't she just leave?
Speaker 1: If he does that? So how did you manage to
Speaker 1: get out of it? And how long did that take?
Speaker 1: Your years? Because I went through one. I was the
Speaker 1: girl that you know, I was dancing at that time.
Speaker 1: I was like nineteen twenty and he had all this
Speaker 1: money and I was like, why don't you save your money?
Speaker 1: And he'd be like, you don't know what you're talking about.
Speaker 1: I know what I'm doing, just buying girl stuff. You're
Speaker 1: my favorite, Like he treated us like ice cream, That's
Speaker 1: what he would say, You're my favorite. I came, so
Speaker 1: it was just the mental talking, like the disrespect on
Speaker 1: how he's seen women. And then I was young and
Speaker 1: I just got tired. Like the last strike was I
Speaker 1: almost went to jail because I was pregnant at the time,
Speaker 1: and I ended up miscarrying because I was so stressed.
Speaker 1: And I ended up going to my club because somebody
Speaker 1: called my phone talking about someone may here. What you'll do.
Speaker 1: I went in there and tried to fight and end
Speaker 1: up getting three months in jail because I pushed the
Speaker 1: girl down the stairs because it's anger because of a
Speaker 1: person beating my ass all the damn time. But then
Speaker 1: he praising all these other girls. So I was just like,
Speaker 1: I don't want to be this girl, Like I don't
Speaker 1: want to be angry at people that don't even know
Speaker 1: I exist because some other never told told them about me.
Speaker 1: So why does that person need to get beat up
Speaker 1: or fault because of what this person does to me?
Speaker 1: And it just got tiring. It takes a long time
Speaker 1: for me though, like you gotta really beat me down.
Speaker 1: I really feel like my last strike was him getting
Speaker 1: people pregnant. He told me he had two kids. You
Speaker 1: know how many kids? He asked, nice? Right now everybody's club,
Speaker 1: and it hurt. Oh, no, girl, I'm going to strip
Speaker 1: club and go and get dressed these bitches in order
Speaker 1: to get in his section. I'm like, why does these
Speaker 1: extra girls in a section? Because you know how how
Speaker 1: how the strip club goes a couple of girls. But
Speaker 1: it's like I don't know these girls, so and I
Speaker 1: go and look, everybody got his fucking name Taddy. You
Speaker 1: gotta get his fucking I'm sitting here like bro that
Speaker 1: you know, like when I tell you I was so
Speaker 1: fucked up. I was like, yeah, this is not right,
Speaker 1: like things. And then when I found out the babies,
Speaker 1: I think that's the thing with me cheating on me
Speaker 1: and then the babies and then fighting me is like
Speaker 1: that was a lot and a lot and a lot. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was too much. So it's like one relationship that
Speaker 1: seems like we had a cult or something. It felt
Speaker 1: like everybody, everybody wanted him for his money, and I
Speaker 1: was like, really the girl. That's probably why they didn't
Speaker 1: like me, because I would tell him like I'm telling
Speaker 1: you what you're doing or whatever you're doing. I just
Speaker 1: know because I would see the police and stuff, and
Speaker 1: I'm just like it's not cool, Like just save it
Speaker 1: and do something. I know what the funk I'm doing.
Speaker 1: I was one of those girls. So now he emailed
Speaker 1: me one time, this was like three years ago, and
Speaker 1: he apologize. I said, I have to stop emailing because
Speaker 1: I'm never gonna email you again because what you did
Speaker 1: to me was so foul and you wouldn't be in
Speaker 1: that predicament if you listen to a little old nineteen
Speaker 1: year old me at the time that was telling you
Speaker 1: just invest in a fucking dunkin donuts, put a million
Speaker 1: dollars to McDonald's, like as a black man, like do
Speaker 1: something besides what you're doing. Them girls don't give a
Speaker 1: damn about you, like, and it was just overlooked. So
Speaker 1: that's kind of how I got it, because he got
Speaker 1: he got locked up. But I was already kind of
Speaker 1: like done, like it, were you ever cool with any
Speaker 1: of the other women, all of them because I didn't
Speaker 1: know they knew I didn't know. So I was a
Speaker 1: dizzy one, like, hey, come in a section because you
Speaker 1: let me in your section and none of that. And
Speaker 1: I'm like, why does this person have that name on them?
Speaker 1: Maybe it's their baby's name, or why do you go
Speaker 1: to And it just kept It's just stuff start leaking out,
Speaker 1: and I was just like at that time, I was
Speaker 1: just like over then. I was really on a heavy
Speaker 1: drugs a lot and drinking a lot, and it was
Speaker 1: just a lot of those emotions and that was just
Speaker 1: difficult and I was just like, damn, like this ain't it,
Speaker 1: This is not it. I just ended up moving to
Speaker 1: this was in Houston. Yeah, this was This was the
Speaker 1: last guy I was with before I met my boyfriend
Speaker 1: and died. That was the one that kind of changed
Speaker 1: my perspective of like love, Like I've always loved people,
Speaker 1: but that was like, oh my god, I found somebody
Speaker 1: that just loves me for me and he like everything,
Speaker 1: like just wanted me to do better, like don't go
Speaker 1: to work. Here, here's somebody to go to the studio.
Speaker 1: And I would be so selfish and be like, no,
Speaker 1: I want to go to the club, Rick Ross or
Speaker 1: whoever is coming in it is there, and and he
Speaker 1: I didn't understand. And when he died, it was like
Speaker 1: I understand. I started to understand, like you was just
Speaker 1: trying to like this is this is real love. This
Speaker 1: is somebody to just not the money, but just somebody
Speaker 1: that just your flaws don't mean shipped to them like
Speaker 1: it doesn't matter what you because there's women were emotional.
Speaker 1: So it's like you gotta really care about somebody to
Speaker 1: really understand them and help them grow, not for just
Speaker 1: them but yourself if you're gonna be with them, And
Speaker 1: that's what he was doing. So I just that's how
Speaker 1: I kind of learned to love right, and sometimes about
Speaker 1: my head, like right now, it's not as bad, it's
Speaker 1: not as hopefully you never get in the situation as
Speaker 1: bad as that. I never went. I just brought these seat.
Speaker 1: This ain't even my nose. I just brought this too.
Speaker 1: I ain't trying to get punched nowhere. I'm going to jail.
Speaker 1: Somebody do that ship to me. You understand jail, don't.
Speaker 1: I don't know that's the word I'll say. I would say,
Speaker 1: I'm not. I've been I've been in a couple of
Speaker 1: abusive relationships, and I feel like the guy putting hands
Speaker 1: on me isn't what made me leave. It was more
Speaker 1: of the emotional I mean, the the mental torture. It
Speaker 1: was more of the mental torture that made me not
Speaker 1: want to be with them like I could deal with um.
Speaker 1: I'm I'm crazy, Like I'm I'm kind of crazy when
Speaker 1: it comes to man. I like to give them control.
Speaker 1: And you know, I feel like in my life I
Speaker 1: control everything, so I like for my man to take
Speaker 1: control of me. So sometimes I would just be like,
Speaker 1: you know what, I deserved to get slap. That's like
Speaker 1: I deserve that, which is wrong, which is totally wrong. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, I used to think. I used to
Speaker 1: think like like like I shouldn't slap for that, But
Speaker 1: you just reminded me of another fucked up situation. The
Speaker 1: other nigative was fighting me. I felt so bad when
Speaker 1: you said that. That really touched me. I felt so
Speaker 1: bad to the point I saved up money when I
Speaker 1: was stripping and tried to fly, not try funk all that.
Speaker 1: We did fly to Paris at this Venice beneath Venice
Speaker 1: or some ship like that, like my Paris been where
Speaker 1: you had to take a boat. You had to take
Speaker 1: a boat to get there. I told him to save
Speaker 1: up the five thousand, and I gave him. Right, he said,
Speaker 1: bet now mind my teeth was knocked out, like under
Speaker 1: Rhanna's situation. My ship is right up un today on Google.
Speaker 1: Like it's no joke, it's embarrassing, it's hurtful. I gotta
Speaker 1: remember the ship every day. And I'm sitting here in
Speaker 1: this fucking different country. I go to swipe my card
Speaker 1: and I'm like, like, Okay, my car is don't working
Speaker 1: because I didn't call Bank of America. Where's the money
Speaker 1: that I gave you? What money? A matter of fact,
Speaker 1: I don't even want to be here. You mean to
Speaker 1: tell me that I took all this this this connected
Speaker 1: like ten hours. Nine. You don't want to be here.
Speaker 1: You just knock my damn teeth out. You don't want
Speaker 1: to be here. I stayed over there for nine hours.
Speaker 1: I was supposed to stay there for for three days.
Speaker 1: I ended up coming back home. We had to fly
Speaker 1: back home. He talking about something. He don't know what
Speaker 1: he did with the money. Later on I found out
Speaker 1: what he did with the money. He gave it to
Speaker 1: another bit to get a whole new apartment behind a
Speaker 1: bad Oh my god, I was. I was over there
Speaker 1: for nine hours. I cried my ass off because I've
Speaker 1: never been over there. There's no streets, there's nothing but water.
Speaker 1: These open people that's like they really care about like
Speaker 1: butterflies and ship like that, you know, a little little
Speaker 1: Kumbaya ship. And I'm over here crying my damn eyes out.
Speaker 1: Six Like damn there, damn, there's six racks plusified that
Speaker 1: you took, just wasted. Isn't that horrible? When you go
Speaker 1: to a beautiful place with a man and he ruins
Speaker 1: it for you, You're like absolute, It's just like I
Speaker 1: can't even enjoy this beautiful destination and because you're yes,
Speaker 1: nine freaking hours friend, nine hours intend So I'm getting
Speaker 1: no there. I'm like, we're about to you know, maybe
Speaker 1: we could fix this. I mean, it's not I felt
Speaker 1: like it was my bi fault that I got and
Speaker 1: I don't even know why. And then you tell me
Speaker 1: that you don't even want to be here and dead ass. No,
Speaker 1: you gotta take the boat back to the airport. He
Speaker 1: went on a boat by himself and then texts me
Speaker 1: from the airport, was like, are you coming? I was wow,
Speaker 1: And that's crazy because in that's her secular vaculate. I
Speaker 1: should have just stayed there by myself. That's what I
Speaker 1: want happen to my car. Yeah, you have to America
Speaker 1: won't certify that. They won't clear it once you go
Speaker 1: over there. And I forgot to call them and tell
Speaker 1: I was at the country, so no money that then
Speaker 1: one day the car didn't go through so the hotel
Speaker 1: wasn't extended. I was like what And I always bumped
Speaker 1: my head, but it's just like, I don't know. It
Speaker 1: teaches me a lot. I don't know what it is.
Speaker 1: Maybe I just need I feel like these men just
Speaker 1: brainwash you, and they make you feel like the funked
Speaker 1: up should they do? They spend you, and they make
Speaker 1: you feel like it's your pull and like no matter what,
Speaker 1: Like that's a one guy was if he would get
Speaker 1: drunk and like choke me out and accused me. I'm
Speaker 1: talking with my neighbor, or um punched me in my ribs,
Speaker 1: so we get mad and just start punching me in
Speaker 1: my ribs so he won't leave no bruises on my face.
Speaker 1: And I just and I used to just be like
Speaker 1: it's it's my fault because I let him drink. So
Speaker 1: if I would have never let him to drink, he
Speaker 1: would have never got like God, and then you get
Speaker 1: all protective because you don't want anybody to find out.
Speaker 1: And then yes, and then you don't tell your friends.
Speaker 1: You just keep it to yourself. I think the craziest
Speaker 1: thing about like a mental and I know everybody self this.
Speaker 1: So everybody's been through a heartbreak and it feels like
Speaker 1: a funeral, Like it feels like your heart like sunk somewhere.
Speaker 1: It's just depressing. But what makes me kind of upset
Speaker 1: is like you ever noticed like after you feel so
Speaker 1: much better, like you really got over this person. You're
Speaker 1: onto a new person, and it makes you so mad,
Speaker 1: like damn, Like I really was sunk for a minute.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, you look back like I wasted my time,
Speaker 1: I wasted my what was I thinking? No, and I
Speaker 1: ain't got I used to always compare a heartache to
Speaker 1: the same thing, like you feel like somebody you know,
Speaker 1: I'm like, why is it? Yeah, you feel like somebody died.
Speaker 1: And then you get out of and you're like what
Speaker 1: what what? Why would I like, how could or somebody
Speaker 1: really die? And you're like this, this doesn't match. And
Speaker 1: that's what happened. My My grandmother passed away June seventh.
Speaker 1: My birthday was June ten. I still had to do
Speaker 1: the music video with me and Trina and I my
Speaker 1: mind was so mess up. I just start randomly crying.
Speaker 1: But then it versus the heartbreak of me and this
Speaker 1: person breaking up. After that, it was like it felt
Speaker 1: the same, but it didn't. It was like more of
Speaker 1: a angry with that person versus my grandmother because it
Speaker 1: was lost. You know, It's like I wasted what Why
Speaker 1: did I waste this with you? And I don't want
Speaker 1: to just get on like men like women do it too, like,
Speaker 1: which is I think it's more hurtful with women because
Speaker 1: we do it with emotion like we do it would
Speaker 1: have been better. Could you see yourself with the woman
Speaker 1: like Mary one day before I've tried, I'm too sensitive.
Speaker 1: I can't see you being in a relationship with a girl, Johnny,
Speaker 1: I'll think you I'd up being her. No, like, like
Speaker 1: what you're doing, let's go five minute? No, No, it's
Speaker 1: weird to god, like I've I've changed so much to
Speaker 1: the point I was just telling her that I was like,
Speaker 1: I'm a cry baby and it sucks. I'm embarrassed, Like
Speaker 1: people say something to me and I'll be like, no,
Speaker 1: you ain't have to do that, and I just start
Speaker 1: crying because it's like I guess it's because I know
Speaker 1: what I'm capable of and I don't want to be
Speaker 1: like that, so I'd be feeling if I show my
Speaker 1: emotions through this way than a person would. And it's
Speaker 1: been working. But I dated women before, and what really
Speaker 1: separated us and it's funny. I'm kind of proud of it,
Speaker 1: but not like it's not a bad thing is that
Speaker 1: we end up always saying like it would be best
Speaker 1: as friends because I ended up being really a cool friend,
Speaker 1: like let's go to the movies, let's do this, and
Speaker 1: it don't work, So it's I don't know, maybe I
Speaker 1: just didn't try the right way or all right, yeah,
Speaker 1: but with the guys y'all up in your ass. You
Speaker 1: can't do that though. You gotta stop because you said
Speaker 1: you change, and you can't do it all anymore because listen, honestly,
Speaker 1: you don't want no man is doing it to you.
Speaker 1: You shouldn't that because that's how that ends up throwing eggs.
Speaker 1: It's not hurtful. Nah, that's that's just a quick one.
Speaker 1: He didn't really eggs. Girl. You change, that's not so bad.
Speaker 1: You ate somebody's car, get new teeth, and you know
Speaker 1: these ships is durable, so you bite the nick and
Speaker 1: n sleep in it. At eating, I just go to
Speaker 1: the doctor. Got a little technic shot. Let me see
Speaker 1: the video with the lady that'd be looking at her
Speaker 1: dude and and he woke up and she grabbed You're
Speaker 1: not many times I want to thank God. That's hilarious.
Speaker 1: All right. Let me ask let me ask you about
Speaker 1: this next cliche. Do you think it's true that tiny
Speaker 1: heels all wounds yes, yes, I mean when it comes
Speaker 1: to um, when it comes to love, yeah, when but
Speaker 1: I don't know about losing family members and things like that,
Speaker 1: I don't think, Um, I don't think I'm ever gonna
Speaker 1: get over and losing my grandmother. Yeah, it's just it's
Speaker 1: just too hard. Yeah. Yeah, and she my grandmother just
Speaker 1: passed away two weeks ago. I just don't think I'm
Speaker 1: I don't think god, I'm ever gonna move forward from that.
Speaker 1: I just think it is what it is, like I
Speaker 1: accept it. But but when it comes to love anyway,
Speaker 1: when it comes to love, I feel like eventually you're
Speaker 1: gonna get over it, Like like it's not gonna You're
Speaker 1: not always gonna be in the wrong crying over the
Speaker 1: over the manually, once we love somebody, you always love them.
Speaker 1: I agree with that too, But it doesn't hurt as
Speaker 1: much after a while, you know what I mean? Yeah,
Speaker 1: to how you start to love the person after a while, Yeah,
Speaker 1: we are already be ready to move on and in
Speaker 1: their heads like, uh, I'm over it, And that's already
Speaker 1: a level down from the love. He was exactly, exactly exactly.
Speaker 1: I don't love none of my exes, nobody, You cold
Speaker 1: hearted and they're loveways. There's always a level of love
Speaker 1: for that person, not necessarily meaning that you are in love.
Speaker 1: I feel like Angela just cares. She really care, you know,
Speaker 1: but if I care, that's enough. Yeah. Like I think
Speaker 1: if she was in love, you would be married like
Speaker 1: you would have you would have took her and you
Speaker 1: would have got married. And it was like, I really
Speaker 1: care about you. But it's not your withs me. It's
Speaker 1: not that deep, all right now? What about love? Love
Speaker 1: is blind? Is that true? Yes? So it looks could
Speaker 1: not matter. It doesn't matter where somebody has on the exterior.
Speaker 1: This is why, this is why I say love is blind,
Speaker 1: because I'll get one another and I'll be like, oh,
Speaker 1: he ain't even not far on, I don't take me
Speaker 1: to dinner or whatever. After I fall in love with him,
Speaker 1: he's the most gorgeous ship in my life. That's hardful.
Speaker 1: You know. I'll be looking I'll be looking like nigga
Speaker 1: and then I'm like and then like, damn if you're sexiest,
Speaker 1: fuck wow do boyfriend, And that would be the guys.
Speaker 1: You'd be like I would never and then they remember
Speaker 1: on TikTok, I ain't gonna do it. I ain't gonna
Speaker 1: do it. I did it. I did it. I did it.
Speaker 1: Your friend wanted it? Is that one friend? Want to
Speaker 1: remind you, like you remember when shut up bitch right now? OK?
Speaker 1: I know I don't remember leaving alone. Like, do you
Speaker 1: think that you could be with somebody and then like
Speaker 1: they their looks could change for the worst. Let's just
Speaker 1: say they just age terribly and look awful, but you
Speaker 1: still would you would still love them. Like, I think
Speaker 1: that when you see it happened gradually, it's not as
Speaker 1: big as an impact. But if you was with the
Speaker 1: person and then they aged crazy, like y'all broke up
Speaker 1: or something, you see them for a while and then
Speaker 1: they aged crazy and you see them again, you're like, damn,
Speaker 1: what then was exactly? But I feel like when you
Speaker 1: see it gradually happen, it doesn't hit as hard. So like,
Speaker 1: what if it it's not attracted? But if it just
Speaker 1: had attracted to them anymore, let's just say yeah. For me,
Speaker 1: I was with a guy who completely changed. When I
Speaker 1: met him. He was really clean, shaved, no um, you know,
Speaker 1: no hair in his face. He used to shave his
Speaker 1: chest a lot, and went from that. He went from
Speaker 1: that to a full beard dreads and I don't. I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't really go for that, but I like it.
Speaker 1: I was like, baby, I just love your hair. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, because I was in love with him. Now
Speaker 1: I look at him, I'm like, look at this stuff.
Speaker 1: Harry face, Harry face. I would tell you what just
Speaker 1: took me on. The girl said, So, you know, seeing me,
Speaker 1: you'd be like, what the fuck? That gap period? That's
Speaker 1: like you see me like this and then I look
Speaker 1: eighty but I'm dirty, like it's like a whole transformation,
Speaker 1: like I got like what move man? Like? Life has
Speaker 1: been hard for you, right, right? Life has been hard.
Speaker 1: That bitch went it to the Mars. That was your
Speaker 1: earth doing that ship you got. But have you ever
Speaker 1: been with somebody and nothing at and not being attracted
Speaker 1: to them anymore? And at first you were, but then
Speaker 1: things change and you're like not even physically attracted to them. Yes,
Speaker 1: because that motherfucking musky ass did. I'm so sious. I
Speaker 1: got just now for me. I like athletic body types,
Speaker 1: when you gain I've been with a guy that gained
Speaker 1: weight and like had a whole like bad body and
Speaker 1: the matter of like two or three years and I
Speaker 1: was like, whoa. As soon as he started gaming, wait,
Speaker 1: I started cheating on him. I was like, all, just
Speaker 1: gotta stop, like, I'm out, I need a sex tack.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I need a sex back. I can't probably
Speaker 1: cheating the probably ate my mother tweak exactly. I noticed.
Speaker 1: I noticed man eate that piece of cake all up
Speaker 1: in the fridge. When I come home, I have not
Speaker 1: because he ate it. My biggest turn off. I was
Speaker 1: so checked to this man. And then I wanted to
Speaker 1: be so honest. I'm like, maybe I don't think you're
Speaker 1: wash ain't right, because I know you're athletic, but it's
Speaker 1: something real musky, like it's like every time like you
Speaker 1: just got the shower just smelled like musk. And I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'm not putting my mouth on that thing. Like I
Speaker 1: was just so here and then like he was just
Speaker 1: too nice. So by that time, this toxic guess they
Speaker 1: came around and I was like, look, we're older, Like
Speaker 1: I can't deal with you. You don't know how to
Speaker 1: watch your dick. I'm gonna I don't know how to
Speaker 1: I was just like, all right, I'm out. He was
Speaker 1: nice and musty ut okay. So Stephanie. Let's just say
Speaker 1: you tell the guy you wanted him to get surgery
Speaker 1: or what if he said, I can see you're not
Speaker 1: attached it to me anymore. I think I'm gonna just
Speaker 1: get some light bo gets that. Yeah, but how would
Speaker 1: you feel about that? I wouldn't like that either, because,
Speaker 1: like again, I like athletic type. I want to go
Speaker 1: see you put that working in the gym, go do
Speaker 1: some set ups. I get lightful. You don't get lightful.
Speaker 1: I get lightful, me lightful? No, you? I know, man.
Speaker 1: I heard somebody got lightful that I know just yesterday
Speaker 1: and I was like, he didn't get a light bul
Speaker 1: They're like, how you think they got them abs? And
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm getting my ab e etching on my
Speaker 1: fucking abs and my boyfriend Nick, you bitch get up
Speaker 1: like exactly like you don't do let me get my
Speaker 1: abs as you gonna do it. Damn y'all with the
Speaker 1: double standards. Hilarious. I don't know about you. You're like
Speaker 1: you you can't we have anything for our guys. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't want my guy to go get like what either.
Speaker 1: I'm just man, I take right. You try to take
Speaker 1: the Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm fine enough. We got we
Speaker 1: both gotta be fine now right right righting the ship
Speaker 1: for free promo talking about some around I want or
Speaker 1: she got the waste training, blue bitch, I should eat
Speaker 1: like boy, you don't go to the gym, you got
Speaker 1: the waste training in our bit. If you don't get
Speaker 1: nigger ever asked me that ship, I'm fighting. Let me
Speaker 1: borrow your waist, trader. Now what's funny is I know
Speaker 1: a girl who went and got the mommy makeover and
Speaker 1: her baby daddy and got lightful too. They got surgery together.
Speaker 1: That's what's funny. She was, she was fine with it
Speaker 1: was his results could I don't think he got the abs,
Speaker 1: but he definitely got lightfo okay, I was it was
Speaker 1: it where he couldn't because some people they can't lose
Speaker 1: a certain fat from a certain place and they have
Speaker 1: no I don't think he just hear he a club,
Speaker 1: ned a drink all the time, so he was that
Speaker 1: was alcohol. He just sucked out a whole couple of years.
Speaker 1: At nineteen forty two, that's a whole six seven years
Speaker 1: or forty two. He just sucked that out, Just suck
Speaker 1: out the ninety forty two Johnny Blaze. Let me ask
Speaker 1: you this, how I'm putting this sex in a relationship
Speaker 1: to you? Not really, because I'm going on three months.
Speaker 1: I'm irritated you ever had actually three that's not even
Speaker 1: with this guy you beating with man. That's why she
Speaker 1: ready to chop his ass. She ain't got no deck.
Speaker 1: And he keep talking crazy too, like saying, little ship boy,
Speaker 1: you're gonna get an invisible bitch. Beat up boy. You're
Speaker 1: not fighting girls, no more of a no man, not
Speaker 1: even invisible one, not an invisible One's gotta get that lick. Boy,
Speaker 1: I see one right now. Now. It's more like it's
Speaker 1: like I just get frustrated, Like right now he's doing
Speaker 1: it on the phone. So far he's winning this text workers,
Speaker 1: I'm on a very important call rather than his ass.
Speaker 1: But it's okay. When I get off here, I tear
Speaker 1: that ass up. Matter of fact, I'm a multitash. I'll
Speaker 1: go em all right, I'm going him and I see
Speaker 1: a lot of blue lucky that we're like, get real funny,
Speaker 1: but I don't understand. And look a look at all that. Listen,
Speaker 1: you're so lucky, you know, as the video video messages
Speaker 1: you cursing him out much a little bit. I I
Speaker 1: cover nothing. I trying to hear a ship that was great.
Speaker 1: That was great. So look why y'all was talking right,
Speaker 1: you know when you see me going like this, when
Speaker 1: I'm like, that's what I was doing it. Oh, this
Speaker 1: is great right now while you doing right right in
Speaker 1: real time, in real time. This might be at first.
Speaker 1: Do you guys do FaceTime sex? Damn No, lowly out here,
Speaker 1: so you ain't been doing nothing, Like I'm really not
Speaker 1: doing that. Then it's kind of I'm really in love,
Speaker 1: Like I'm like weirdly, like it's weird but you're single,
Speaker 1: but you're in love. Yeah, it's like it makes me
Speaker 1: I want to talk to nobody. I'm just like, but
Speaker 1: it helps me deal with I just put it to
Speaker 1: my music. I'll go to the student and ship. But
Speaker 1: he knows that that's the thing and that he said
Speaker 1: ship have pissed me off, Like I gotta restraint on
Speaker 1: on you. I said you said that sixteen times in
Speaker 1: one weeks. I don't see ship, no, But that's that's
Speaker 1: how I feel too. When I'm in love, I don't
Speaker 1: even want to be with no body off. Yeah, like
Speaker 1: they say things just to piss you off. And I
Speaker 1: know if I would have posted like a guy, or
Speaker 1: if I would have posted, then it would have been like, Okay,
Speaker 1: this bitch don't care. But it's been like two months
Speaker 1: and he's like, I know he sees that, like she's
Speaker 1: not posting anything about it. He don't do it either.
Speaker 1: You don't. He don't post any girl, just be talking
Speaker 1: about me. All right, let me write the next message.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you what's right, Go and write it.
Speaker 1: You're ready. It doesn't understand my face. Now hold the
Speaker 1: funk up a minute, all right. Go hey, okay, so
Speaker 1: you have to say I don't want us to keep
Speaker 1: going back and forth. Come on, write it. Hold on,
Speaker 1: let's see. I want to see how he responds. I
Speaker 1: suppose see how you responds. I don't want us to
Speaker 1: keep going back and forth. Clearly, I'm acting like this
Speaker 1: because I care about you and I don't know how
Speaker 1: to express myself. Can we just please start playing these games? Oh? Angela,
Speaker 1: you're so much and wonderful. I look at you so far.
Speaker 1: I got passed. I don't want us to that's it.
Speaker 1: That's I don't want us. I don't want us to
Speaker 1: keep playing these games. Keep playing these games? Um, what
Speaker 1: did I say at the end of it? I'm acting
Speaker 1: this way because clearly I got it, clearly because I
Speaker 1: think right and I don't know how to express myself.
Speaker 1: I heard you, and I'm taking those myself. What I
Speaker 1: wanna you do realize that this is a virgo best
Speaker 1: way to flag Burgos all the worlds. Angela just said
Speaker 1: you waved the white flag. Did she send it or
Speaker 1: did she send it? She wrote it myself? Come on
Speaker 1: expressing myself, and then I feel like I don't know
Speaker 1: if I want peace. I'm so proud of your girl.
Speaker 1: You don't know what to say. Now you're gonna be
Speaker 1: bugging like, wait, wrote this? You just confused him. It's
Speaker 1: what you did to me. It goes, No, I've done
Speaker 1: this what No, ain't this? No, he's gonna write that,
Speaker 1: Go eat some acid and then you're gonna write back,
Speaker 1: I'd love to eat some ass yours. Nah, you try
Speaker 1: to get me back. He ain't right there? How's out
Speaker 1: he think it is? One second, you just sucked his
Speaker 1: whole hat up like a right, you don't know what
Speaker 1: we don't know what to say right now? Yeah, No,
Speaker 1: it's it's too fast, Give him some time, let him
Speaker 1: think about it. Yeah, put it down for a second.
Speaker 1: So what you don't know it? Dot dot dot the
Speaker 1: docs are covering the doctor dot said, don't get me
Speaker 1: in all right, let me give you, let me give
Speaker 1: you one more cliche. Will be ready for this message
Speaker 1: to come back in. Okay, alright? So which one is true?
Speaker 1: If you had to choose, absence makes the heart grow
Speaker 1: finder or out of sight out of mind? That depends
Speaker 1: on if you in love or not. If you in love,
Speaker 1: then make the heart grow fonder. But if you ain't
Speaker 1: in love, then it's like nicke, fuck you? Where you been?
Speaker 1: On to the next Wait, so you said being away
Speaker 1: from people is absence makes acsence high growl finder or
Speaker 1: sight out of mind? Which one is it? I me
Speaker 1: with Gig when you're in love girl fonder, but when
Speaker 1: you're trying to get over it, out of sight, out
Speaker 1: of mind? I see him, I see him, That's what
Speaker 1: I'm feeling, Like I haven't seen so I haven't seen
Speaker 1: him do that, Like I haven't seen him like just
Speaker 1: be hopping around to different girls. I don't be seeing
Speaker 1: him doing anything. So and then like when was the
Speaker 1: seventeenth Like a week ago, and I know, like men
Speaker 1: when they showed their emotions, like he got on the phone,
Speaker 1: he was like, I know you're going through stuff. You know,
Speaker 1: I love you, mind you. This was two months of
Speaker 1: us fighting. He finally gets on the phone with me
Speaker 1: because we've been texting, and he's like, I love you.
Speaker 1: You know, I love you. I tell my mom I
Speaker 1: love you. Um, if you just you know, if we
Speaker 1: could just you know, work it out and you get help,
Speaker 1: because he feels like my temper no no, no, no,
Speaker 1: he didn't say that word yet, it was temper. Yeah.
Speaker 1: He was like, it's just when you get mad at me,
Speaker 1: like it'd be too much. And I really want you
Speaker 1: to like see see see someone, but see them. Remember
Speaker 1: when I told you I don't see the psychiatrists at
Speaker 1: the other Yeah. So he's like, you mean to really
Speaker 1: like do it and I refused to. And I think
Speaker 1: that made him upset because he was like, if you
Speaker 1: love me, you'll do it for yourself, not even me,
Speaker 1: Like if you love yourself, if you love me too,
Speaker 1: And I didn't want to do it, and I think
Speaker 1: that's what set him off, Like he flipped, so well
Speaker 1: that's what that's a reginal request right, because you think
Speaker 1: you you also believe you have a bad temper. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and it's like you're trying to it's like you bullying me,
Speaker 1: but you don't see the things that you're doing, like
Speaker 1: you don't think maybe you need help too. So it's
Speaker 1: like us being away from each other like this, Like
Speaker 1: he'll say that you don't care about me, I'll never
Speaker 1: see you again. I don't care about you, and then
Speaker 1: it's it's you still respond to me, even if it's
Speaker 1: a fake message. You can if I do my little
Speaker 1: fake tech message. He was both, ya, both probably need help,
Speaker 1: but there's nothing wrong with you recognized. Yeah, but I
Speaker 1: need this thing. I admit it. I'm like, you know what,
Speaker 1: I'm still growing a hell of a lot better from before,
Speaker 1: but yes, I do need to grow. But he will
Speaker 1: not admit it. And that's what hurts my feelings because
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, like, even being away from him so long,
Speaker 1: I thought maybe I would have like got over him
Speaker 1: and then start dating. That's why I said, like that,
Speaker 1: when you're in love and you distance, I feel like
Speaker 1: maybe this will grow us and maybe we'll get right.
Speaker 1: I'm sure speaking of that, Oh damns, I'm telling you
Speaker 1: fuck his hat uf. He's thinking like should I be
Speaker 1: nice or shout? I don't know what to say being
Speaker 1: mean to me? No? No, just let it let a bread,
Speaker 1: let a breathe. He's trying to figure it out. He's like, wait,
Speaker 1: did somebody else write this? Well? I just saying something
Speaker 1: to us while we wait for him to text. Brought
Speaker 1: to you back sinking that take my shoes off. She
Speaker 1: gonna realize that they my sisters. Oh damn said mother
Speaker 1: fucking feet will fit these bitches. He hurt want those
Speaker 1: first because my feet look like hands. Oh no, Jo,
Speaker 1: you can pick Damn do my feet look like hands?
Speaker 1: They kind of do too. I bet you he can't
Speaker 1: do this lines with the fucking feet. I'm gonna put
Speaker 1: this only fans baby. Oh they're gonna go crazy, y'all
Speaker 1: only fans side, And you know you did. I believe it.
Speaker 1: I did. I did. It was like for a new
Speaker 1: minutes or two minute long video. He just want baby
Speaker 1: on your only feet. You don't know that's what they'd
Speaker 1: be wanting, like past the baby, like they want everything
Speaker 1: one baby, or send me a video of you baby
Speaker 1: or you on your side. Yeah, no, no music I
Speaker 1: want to hear your hands. Yes, don't make no music
Speaker 1: because I want to eat. Can you eat this food
Speaker 1: and just have like you know, like a big it's
Speaker 1: the reader ship big shirt on it just smack through
Speaker 1: the audio. I'm like snack. You want to hear you
Speaker 1: shout out to only fans, alright, only fans only get
Speaker 1: of the it only get rid of the porn and
Speaker 1: the masturbation. Like I'm good. Yeah, listen, I can still
Speaker 1: post my little titty things. Yeah, I mean, I don't
Speaker 1: want to say with me and g be doing. You
Speaker 1: gotta go log in and try not to find out
Speaker 1: what we'd be doing. But we're good. We're we're still
Speaker 1: gonna be good over there ain't nobody even on fairs.
Speaker 1: Nothing yet, Johnny, nothing yet, no personal, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: marri alright, look, we gotta end this episode while we
Speaker 1: wait for her to get her. See you see what
Speaker 1: I'm talking about. When I tried to nice to you,
Speaker 1: you want to go and be mean to me and
Speaker 1: ship right studio still a miche looking bitch. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: love you straight now let me delete this. That was good.
Speaker 1: That was good. That was good. Alright, so listen, let's
Speaker 1: said listen, mess him. Okay, okay, all right, there you go.
Speaker 1: She's not even said for real, she does want them. Well,
Speaker 1: here us up. Let us know what he says. Because
Speaker 1: this lip service we gotta go. But thank you so much. Listen.
Speaker 1: Put it in the music always. Okay, right, yeah, music always.
Speaker 1: You're so time into it that so many ways. I
Speaker 1: appreciate you all every time we'd be, you know, linking
Speaker 1: up this ship. Help. Yeah, it's okay. I got thick numbers.
Speaker 1: You got other numbers, don't don't get on a text
Speaker 1: free burner, phone burner, phone girl, six numbers to me, chee.
Speaker 1: It's like, I got numbers. You want to block me
Speaker 1: out out the number? Oh my god, she's so, he's like,
Speaker 1: what the guy? I wanna know? We're gonna take a post,
Speaker 1: so please hit us up on lip service on our
Speaker 1: Instagram page. Do guys like this or do y'all not
Speaker 1: like this? I'm here? They like, yeah, let's see, let's see. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you guys, we're trying to see something. What do you say?
Speaker 1: What do you say? What do you say? He said,
Speaker 1: you tried to kill my name out here, And that's
Speaker 1: why I'm not gonna with man right now, right now
Speaker 1: you see, you see, it got a little sweeter, it
Speaker 1: got a little you're seeing Angela. That was some good
Speaker 1: advice there. That's why I always go to Angelo when
Speaker 1: I'm sure. I know Angela could comfort me. I don't care.
Speaker 1: I didn't tell the whole story. So this is after
Speaker 1: at it is his number out. And then I tried
Speaker 1: to bleach his clothes, so it might not be good.
Speaker 1: He might, I'm talking about it. Give him some time.
Speaker 1: They get like a movie right here on streaming. I
Speaker 1: don't know what to do. Oh my god, Like Johnny
Speaker 1: told that she doesn't change. She's not doing this stuff
Speaker 1: like this no more. You know, you know what it is.
Speaker 1: I think I just know my carecter. Sometimes I exaggerate
Speaker 1: my stories. I just like making people laugh. It just
Speaker 1: he's so funny because it's like I'll be trying to
Speaker 1: make the best situations. I'm really sad right now, but
Speaker 1: I'm like, if I just laugh it off or whatever,
Speaker 1: LA after the pain sade my dig because this ship
Speaker 1: was funny, or he didn't text me, Uh what do
Speaker 1: you say? Now? I love you know? He said with
Speaker 1: my name in public? So that was war, all right.
Speaker 1: I gotta get to work okay, alright back, get the
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