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Speaker 1: What's up its lip service? I'm Angela Yee, I'm G. G. MacGuire,

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Speaker 1: I'm stepping in Santiago. I'm Johnny Blaze, Johnny Blaze. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: welcome back. Yeah, please do. Yeah, we'll be saying all

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Speaker 1: kinds of dicks and sucking. We've never used the term

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Speaker 1: as sucking, just so, Yes, we have used the term

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Speaker 1: as sucking. I'm sure we have at least once. What's

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Speaker 1: the what's the air? Sucker? You know, you know what exactly? Sucker?

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Speaker 1: I was that somebody out just now, But I'm a

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Speaker 1: let it slide. Oh oh, but they on my bad list.

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Speaker 1: Somebody cut your ass. They expected me to eat? Oh

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Speaker 1: you don't expected I shall. Who gave you the right, Jessie?

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Speaker 1: So how does one do that, Jessie? Ask you for it?

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Speaker 1: Or does he try to like position? I don't know,

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Speaker 1: because when his lips fixed to say, but I was out,

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Speaker 1: So he literally asked you like he didn't like put

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Speaker 1: his leg up or not get through? My boy got

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Speaker 1: to see it through. I'm not doing that. You've never

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Speaker 1: done that, not even if somebody you loved. By accident, Yes,

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Speaker 1: by accident. I was just down there, never on. It's

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Speaker 1: nasty it's not dasty, you know, when it sects, anything's go.

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Speaker 1: But it's the shot of seeing a man put their

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Speaker 1: legs back there, like what if it just gets doggy

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Speaker 1: stock on his side? I think the side and lay

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Speaker 1: on your side like you fucking like you got cramps

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Speaker 1: back morning side. You know that used to be my ship,

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Speaker 1: to be all up in a man's ass and um,

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Speaker 1: I used to like for the guy to be sitting

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Speaker 1: like on a couch. You don't want school all the

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Speaker 1: way to the end, you know, you school school them. Yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: I know about that position, but I haven't done it

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Speaker 1: in a while. I can't better not being a white

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Speaker 1: better not be a white couch, I know that much.

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Speaker 1: It's been a Johnny Blaze being the lover that you are.

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Speaker 1: We have some fun topics for you today. So we

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Speaker 1: do want to congratulate you on your new music because

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Speaker 1: you've been putting them out. Yes, first off, let's talk

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Speaker 1: about the song Toxic that you have an n Ellie

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Speaker 1: Chocolate and you talk about, you know, seeing um your

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Speaker 1: ex with a girl and at first she felt like

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Speaker 1: it didn't bother you so much? Right, So do y'all

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Speaker 1: still have feelings like when you see your ex with

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Speaker 1: another girl, even if you think you're over him. Look

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Speaker 1: a question right now, Right now, I'm cursing out somebody

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Speaker 1: saying the next time I see you with a bit,

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Speaker 1: and I know it's your birthday in two days, I'm

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Speaker 1: going to jail. But if that's your I don't get

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Speaker 1: a damn okay. But so do you feel like that

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Speaker 1: about all your actually the only especial just that one, okay, okay?

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Speaker 1: So what does that mean you want him back? Oh no,

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Speaker 1: we were still together. Oh no, he is my ex.

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Speaker 1: But I don't believe in that word. So he's just

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Speaker 1: gonna have to do with it. I want your mind,

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Speaker 1: your mind forever exactly, Like how you how you do

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Speaker 1: that to me? Like what's the girl from Don't Call

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Speaker 1: Me White Girl? Like why are you being aware to me?

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Speaker 1: But sping? But the hand on that one hand on

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Speaker 1: front by talking about why are you being weird? Are you?

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Speaker 1: That man had me racing with his damn daughter? After

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Speaker 1: two weeks? You know what I mean? Is this personal? Mine? Mine?

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Speaker 1: And to listen until Christmas coming and then what I

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Speaker 1: don't know, I'm a gemini. We moved differently, I don't know. Uh,

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Speaker 1: look at t G the other Gemini. Look she knows.

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Speaker 1: It's like I might have a different character by then

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Speaker 1: it might be like, fuck you, I'm cool remember him

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Speaker 1: like torture them and then be like I don't even

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Speaker 1: want you to It's cool. No, but keep it real, ladies. Okay,

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Speaker 1: so let's talk about your everybody's excess on here, right,

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Speaker 1: Like do you feel away when you see your ex

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Speaker 1: with somebody else? Or what about if you even know

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Speaker 1: the girl he's dating. Now, I couldn't care less about

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Speaker 1: my ex and what he's doing and who he's doing

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Speaker 1: it with. Yeah, I don't care about my excess like that.

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Speaker 1: This is for me. It's a case by case situation. Um,

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Speaker 1: my last ex. If I see him one another girl,

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Speaker 1: I'll probably laugh out him because he could never get

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Speaker 1: anything better than me. But um, like my son's father,

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Speaker 1: I'm like ecstatic he just got married and had a baby.

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Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, so I'm really you know, happy for him.

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Speaker 1: So it's a case my case. It's a case of

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Speaker 1: my case situation. Shine for me. I've been looking at

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Speaker 1: some of my exes though, and like certain like women

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Speaker 1: ain't Yeah, I'll be looking like but I also be

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Speaker 1: kind of happy, like good because you know how you

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Speaker 1: know it ain't going well right exactly, Like, yeah, that's

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Speaker 1: not the one for you anyway, So enjoy yourself with

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Speaker 1: no chain on, like clutching my invisible pearls. Bitches going

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Speaker 1: it's not me this time. We'd be like one woman's

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Speaker 1: trash is another woman's treasure. That part you just got

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Speaker 1: some sprinkles on it. These dumb as bitches swear ship. God,

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Speaker 1: you screak this ship hard enough. It's like a Louis

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Speaker 1: Luton at the bottom of the shoe. Bitch, it gets

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Speaker 1: dirty like you. Also put out a song with Dresta

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Speaker 1: Sean right about your about emotions, and he says on

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Speaker 1: that song that he likes to make you mad just

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Speaker 1: so he can see you cry. My ex doing that

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Speaker 1: right now before that sounds like my art before I

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Speaker 1: came to see you earlier. Boy, I don't know what

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Speaker 1: happened to my eyes. Them bitches then swowed back down

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Speaker 1: because when he pissed me, I was like, you know what,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna wait till after this this interview and then

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna go for the juggle. I got three phones,

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Speaker 1: so now he don't know what's going on. I'm just

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Speaker 1: texting from fake numbers and everything, cursing his heats out

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Speaker 1: because he says things to like piss you off. So

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Speaker 1: actually that song was about ex of mind and that

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Speaker 1: reminds me of the X recently, like that whole window

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Speaker 1: that I can't say that. I'll go to jail now

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Speaker 1: with that. Better be glad and bush your windows out.

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Speaker 1: I did that, I did, and he knows it was you. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you know it was men. He's did you feel bad after?

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Speaker 1: Because sometimes I feel like we do stuff and then

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Speaker 1: we kind of feel bad after, Like it's you know,

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Speaker 1: you know, right now, right now, as we right now,

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Speaker 1: as we speak, I'm thinking of a list of ship

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Speaker 1: to do to this naked right now. This sounds like

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Speaker 1: it's not the right person for you. Now. I just

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Speaker 1: like tortured him. I wanna put some itch and cream

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Speaker 1: in his drinking, some ship. I don't know, it's it's

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Speaker 1: it's debatable. So so what what is this? What is

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Speaker 1: this relationship that you have with him? Now? You guys

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Speaker 1: are broken up, right, you want to talk to him.

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Speaker 1: He knows how to get under your skin right when

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Speaker 1: you're about to do something like that. So what's the connection? Still?

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Speaker 1: I don't know, because I really do love him, I

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Speaker 1: really do, but he just pisces me off, Like he

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Speaker 1: just says things. And you know, I'm like five feet

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Speaker 1: like people be bullying me and I've changed so much

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Speaker 1: to the point it's like if I cried to you

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Speaker 1: on I'm gonna want to fight you, and he just

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Speaker 1: says ship that just don't make no sense, Like, oh,

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Speaker 1: I need a bad bitch. I need this, I said, baby,

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Speaker 1: all the bitch is before me was not eating, So

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Speaker 1: what are you talking about? Like I don't understand that ship.

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Speaker 1: Baby built like a little twizzling you're talking about. She better.

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Speaker 1: I don't understand none of this ship. So it just

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Speaker 1: makes you it's like you, I try to look at

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Speaker 1: all the things that was great, and then he'll do

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Speaker 1: we just end up fighting again. It's like, weird. If

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Speaker 1: he could just talk to me the right way, then

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Speaker 1: we'll be fun. See I'm not with the economy names now.

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Speaker 1: When you say coming like man, like, who are you

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Speaker 1: calling the bitch? Like like what we do? Like you

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Speaker 1: want to get beat up. That's one thing I went

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Speaker 1: through a lot with the last guy I was with,

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Speaker 1: would do crazy ship like um, probably worse than calling

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Speaker 1: me on my name, but he would like anytime he

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Speaker 1: if he calls me a bit, I know he's super mad,

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Speaker 1: tip at tat ship like I'm going to be subdy,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna be doing this. I'm gonna suck these ditches.

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Speaker 1: And then when I go ask it, and I'd be

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Speaker 1: really wanting to turn up and ship. Then it's like, man,

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Speaker 1: is so that makes me like it's not coming out

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Speaker 1: of your brain. He's saying it out of his mouth. Now.

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Speaker 1: Now in Vegas, on that little street, you know, the

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Speaker 1: street that's ever lasting. Before you get to the other part,

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Speaker 1: This sounds like a very emotionally abusive situation. For you

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Speaker 1: and I know sometimes and that's some real ship though,

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Speaker 1: like it really does because it's it's not cool like

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Speaker 1: it it gets so fushted and I'm such a sweet person,

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Speaker 1: like I'm a really really good person. I don't cheat.

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Speaker 1: I could be confidence that I've never cheated. I don't

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Speaker 1: even know, like I tell on myself probably like and

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Speaker 1: it's like that it's not like another guy. I don't cheat,

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Speaker 1: Like so I don't be understanding why I get cheated on.

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Speaker 1: humans mistakes though, it's not just men that make the

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Speaker 1: that behavior, we felt like it's we justify it by saying, well,

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Speaker 1: men are men, men will destiny back. But if somebody

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Speaker 1: keep on doing things to her too, then that doesn't

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Speaker 1: seem like a great situation. And you can't keep on

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Speaker 1: excusing somebody just because they're a man. And that's what

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Speaker 1: men do. They love using that as an excuse. You know,

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Speaker 1: that's and you guys know, I was very like, oh,

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Speaker 1: you know, he was bored, she was trash. It doesn't

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Speaker 1: even matter. I know he loves me. Blah blah blah

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Speaker 1: I'm not even saying what a guy who has a

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Speaker 1: lot of girlfriends like as friends. No, we're not doing that.

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Speaker 1: When do you need girlfriends, I'll need friends. Yeah that's

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Speaker 1: super weird to me. Yeah, why you got so many friends? Girls? Exactly.

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Speaker 1: You don't gonna you don't show what you want to win. No,

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Speaker 1: guys like no, no, no, I don't. I don't like

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Speaker 1: to be here. I stayed over there for nine hours.

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00:21:50,640 --> 00:21:53,040
Speaker 1: I was supposed to stay there for for three days.

424
00:21:53,480 --> 00:21:55,199
Speaker 1: I ended up coming back home. We had to fly

425
00:21:55,320 --> 00:21:57,280
Speaker 1: back home. He talking about something. He don't know what

426
00:21:57,320 --> 00:21:59,000
Speaker 1: he did with the money. Later on I found out

427
00:21:59,040 --> 00:22:00,040
Speaker 1: what he did with the money. He gave it to

428
00:22:00,040 --> 00:22:01,760
Speaker 1: another bit to get a whole new apartment behind a

429
00:22:01,800 --> 00:22:06,320
Speaker 1: bad Oh my god, I was. I was over there

430
00:22:06,359 --> 00:22:08,880
Speaker 1: for nine hours. I cried my ass off because I've

431
00:22:08,880 --> 00:22:11,240
Speaker 1: never been over there. There's no streets, there's nothing but water.

432
00:22:11,720 --> 00:22:14,760
Speaker 1: These open people that's like they really care about like

433
00:22:14,920 --> 00:22:17,240
Speaker 1: butterflies and ship like that, you know, a little little

434
00:22:17,280 --> 00:22:20,280
Speaker 1: Kumbaya ship. And I'm over here crying my damn eyes out.

435
00:22:20,400 --> 00:22:23,040
Speaker 1: Six Like damn there, damn, there's six racks plusified that

436
00:22:23,119 --> 00:22:26,000
Speaker 1: you took, just wasted. Isn't that horrible? When you go

437
00:22:26,119 --> 00:22:28,159
Speaker 1: to a beautiful place with a man and he ruins

438
00:22:28,200 --> 00:22:32,240
Speaker 1: it for you, You're like absolute, It's just like I

439
00:22:32,359 --> 00:22:36,880
Speaker 1: can't even enjoy this beautiful destination and because you're yes,

440
00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:42,119
Speaker 1: nine freaking hours friend, nine hours intend So I'm getting

441
00:22:42,160 --> 00:22:44,440
Speaker 1: no there. I'm like, we're about to you know, maybe

442
00:22:44,480 --> 00:22:47,160
Speaker 1: we could fix this. I mean, it's not I felt

443
00:22:47,160 --> 00:22:49,600
Speaker 1: like it was my bi fault that I got and

444
00:22:49,840 --> 00:22:51,800
Speaker 1: I don't even know why. And then you tell me

445
00:22:51,880 --> 00:22:54,000
Speaker 1: that you don't even want to be here and dead ass. No,

446
00:22:54,160 --> 00:22:56,560
Speaker 1: you gotta take the boat back to the airport. He

447
00:22:56,640 --> 00:22:58,280
Speaker 1: went on a boat by himself and then texts me

448
00:22:58,320 --> 00:23:00,880
Speaker 1: from the airport, was like, are you coming? I was wow,

449
00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:04,359
Speaker 1: And that's crazy because in that's her secular vaculate. I

450
00:23:04,359 --> 00:23:07,080
Speaker 1: should have just stayed there by myself. That's what I

451
00:23:07,200 --> 00:23:13,360
Speaker 1: want happen to my car. Yeah, you have to America

452
00:23:13,400 --> 00:23:16,080
Speaker 1: won't certify that. They won't clear it once you go

453
00:23:16,240 --> 00:23:17,920
Speaker 1: over there. And I forgot to call them and tell

454
00:23:17,920 --> 00:23:19,880
Speaker 1: I was at the country, so no money that then

455
00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:22,919
Speaker 1: one day the car didn't go through so the hotel

456
00:23:23,040 --> 00:23:29,600
Speaker 1: wasn't extended. I was like what And I always bumped

457
00:23:29,600 --> 00:23:31,520
Speaker 1: my head, but it's just like, I don't know. It

458
00:23:31,560 --> 00:23:33,359
Speaker 1: teaches me a lot. I don't know what it is.

459
00:23:33,800 --> 00:23:35,639
Speaker 1: Maybe I just need I feel like these men just

460
00:23:35,800 --> 00:23:38,200
Speaker 1: brainwash you, and they make you feel like the funked

461
00:23:38,240 --> 00:23:40,399
Speaker 1: up should they do? They spend you, and they make

462
00:23:40,480 --> 00:23:43,000
Speaker 1: you feel like it's your pull and like no matter what,

463
00:23:44,160 --> 00:23:47,719
Speaker 1: Like that's a one guy was if he would get

464
00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:50,400
Speaker 1: drunk and like choke me out and accused me. I'm

465
00:23:50,440 --> 00:23:54,520
Speaker 1: talking with my neighbor, or um punched me in my ribs,

466
00:23:54,560 --> 00:23:56,200
Speaker 1: so we get mad and just start punching me in

467
00:23:56,280 --> 00:23:58,880
Speaker 1: my ribs so he won't leave no bruises on my face.

468
00:23:59,359 --> 00:24:01,800
Speaker 1: And I just and I used to just be like

469
00:24:02,160 --> 00:24:05,080
Speaker 1: it's it's my fault because I let him drink. So

470
00:24:05,280 --> 00:24:06,920
Speaker 1: if I would have never let him to drink, he

471
00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:10,439
Speaker 1: would have never got like God, and then you get

472
00:24:10,520 --> 00:24:12,880
Speaker 1: all protective because you don't want anybody to find out.

473
00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:15,560
Speaker 1: And then yes, and then you don't tell your friends.

474
00:24:15,680 --> 00:24:19,159
Speaker 1: You just keep it to yourself. I think the craziest

475
00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:22,119
Speaker 1: thing about like a mental and I know everybody self this.

476
00:24:22,280 --> 00:24:24,600
Speaker 1: So everybody's been through a heartbreak and it feels like

477
00:24:24,640 --> 00:24:27,760
Speaker 1: a funeral, Like it feels like your heart like sunk somewhere.

478
00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:30,800
Speaker 1: It's just depressing. But what makes me kind of upset

479
00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:34,159
Speaker 1: is like you ever noticed like after you feel so

480
00:24:34,359 --> 00:24:36,200
Speaker 1: much better, like you really got over this person. You're

481
00:24:36,240 --> 00:24:38,320
Speaker 1: onto a new person, and it makes you so mad,

482
00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:41,440
Speaker 1: like damn, Like I really was sunk for a minute.

483
00:24:41,640 --> 00:24:45,000
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, you look back like I wasted my time,

484
00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:49,200
Speaker 1: I wasted my what was I thinking? No, and I

485
00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:52,000
Speaker 1: ain't got I used to always compare a heartache to

486
00:24:52,800 --> 00:24:55,240
Speaker 1: the same thing, like you feel like somebody you know,

487
00:24:55,480 --> 00:24:58,440
Speaker 1: I'm like, why is it? Yeah, you feel like somebody died.

488
00:24:58,920 --> 00:25:01,520
Speaker 1: And then you get out of and you're like what

489
00:25:01,760 --> 00:25:04,320
Speaker 1: what what? Why would I like, how could or somebody

490
00:25:04,440 --> 00:25:08,320
Speaker 1: really die? And you're like this, this doesn't match. And

491
00:25:08,400 --> 00:25:11,119
Speaker 1: that's what happened. My My grandmother passed away June seventh.

492
00:25:11,280 --> 00:25:13,520
Speaker 1: My birthday was June ten. I still had to do

493
00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:15,879
Speaker 1: the music video with me and Trina and I my

494
00:25:16,040 --> 00:25:18,480
Speaker 1: mind was so mess up. I just start randomly crying.

495
00:25:18,800 --> 00:25:21,200
Speaker 1: But then it versus the heartbreak of me and this

496
00:25:21,359 --> 00:25:25,080
Speaker 1: person breaking up. After that, it was like it felt

497
00:25:25,119 --> 00:25:27,040
Speaker 1: the same, but it didn't. It was like more of

498
00:25:27,119 --> 00:25:30,639
Speaker 1: a angry with that person versus my grandmother because it

499
00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:35,000
Speaker 1: was lost. You know, It's like I wasted what Why

500
00:25:35,040 --> 00:25:36,959
Speaker 1: did I waste this with you? And I don't want

501
00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:39,440
Speaker 1: to just get on like men like women do it too, like,

502
00:25:39,720 --> 00:25:42,800
Speaker 1: which is I think it's more hurtful with women because

503
00:25:42,880 --> 00:25:45,640
Speaker 1: we do it with emotion like we do it would

504
00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:47,920
Speaker 1: have been better. Could you see yourself with the woman

505
00:25:48,600 --> 00:25:52,600
Speaker 1: like Mary one day before I've tried, I'm too sensitive.

506
00:25:54,480 --> 00:25:57,479
Speaker 1: I can't see you being in a relationship with a girl, Johnny,

507
00:25:57,520 --> 00:26:00,680
Speaker 1: I'll think you I'd up being her. No, like, like

508
00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:04,800
Speaker 1: what you're doing, let's go five minute? No, No, it's

509
00:26:04,840 --> 00:26:07,440
Speaker 1: weird to god, like I've I've changed so much to

510
00:26:07,520 --> 00:26:09,040
Speaker 1: the point I was just telling her that I was like,

511
00:26:09,040 --> 00:26:11,920
Speaker 1: I'm a cry baby and it sucks. I'm embarrassed, Like

512
00:26:12,040 --> 00:26:14,119
Speaker 1: people say something to me and I'll be like, no,

513
00:26:14,400 --> 00:26:16,160
Speaker 1: you ain't have to do that, and I just start

514
00:26:16,240 --> 00:26:18,359
Speaker 1: crying because it's like I guess it's because I know

515
00:26:18,440 --> 00:26:20,520
Speaker 1: what I'm capable of and I don't want to be

516
00:26:20,680 --> 00:26:23,280
Speaker 1: like that, so I'd be feeling if I show my

517
00:26:23,320 --> 00:26:26,160
Speaker 1: emotions through this way than a person would. And it's

518
00:26:26,200 --> 00:26:29,920
Speaker 1: been working. But I dated women before, and what really

519
00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:32,480
Speaker 1: separated us and it's funny. I'm kind of proud of it,

520
00:26:32,600 --> 00:26:34,800
Speaker 1: but not like it's not a bad thing is that

521
00:26:34,920 --> 00:26:36,760
Speaker 1: we end up always saying like it would be best

522
00:26:36,840 --> 00:26:38,960
Speaker 1: as friends because I ended up being really a cool friend,

523
00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:41,119
Speaker 1: like let's go to the movies, let's do this, and

524
00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:43,720
Speaker 1: it don't work, So it's I don't know, maybe I

525
00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:48,120
Speaker 1: just didn't try the right way or all right, yeah,

526
00:26:48,160 --> 00:26:51,440
Speaker 1: but with the guys y'all up in your ass. You

527
00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:54,120
Speaker 1: can't do that though. You gotta stop because you said

528
00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:57,760
Speaker 1: you change, and you can't do it all anymore because listen, honestly,

529
00:26:57,920 --> 00:26:59,359
Speaker 1: you don't want no man is doing it to you.

530
00:26:59,400 --> 00:27:03,159
Speaker 1: You shouldn't that because that's how that ends up throwing eggs.

531
00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:07,760
Speaker 1: It's not hurtful. Nah, that's that's just a quick one.

532
00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:17,880
Speaker 1: He didn't really eggs. Girl. You change, that's not so bad.

533
00:27:19,080 --> 00:27:23,040
Speaker 1: You ate somebody's car, get new teeth, and you know

534
00:27:23,160 --> 00:27:25,119
Speaker 1: these ships is durable, so you bite the nick and

535
00:27:25,200 --> 00:27:30,960
Speaker 1: n sleep in it. At eating, I just go to

536
00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:34,400
Speaker 1: the doctor. Got a little technic shot. Let me see

537
00:27:35,359 --> 00:27:37,840
Speaker 1: the video with the lady that'd be looking at her

538
00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:47,360
Speaker 1: dude and and he woke up and she grabbed You're

539
00:27:47,400 --> 00:27:52,400
Speaker 1: not many times I want to thank God. That's hilarious.

540
00:27:53,040 --> 00:27:54,600
Speaker 1: All right. Let me ask let me ask you about

541
00:27:54,600 --> 00:27:56,720
Speaker 1: this next cliche. Do you think it's true that tiny

542
00:27:56,760 --> 00:28:01,120
Speaker 1: heels all wounds yes, yes, I mean when it comes

543
00:28:01,160 --> 00:28:04,680
Speaker 1: to um, when it comes to love, yeah, when but

544
00:28:04,800 --> 00:28:07,800
Speaker 1: I don't know about losing family members and things like that,

545
00:28:08,320 --> 00:28:10,920
Speaker 1: I don't think, Um, I don't think I'm ever gonna

546
00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:15,720
Speaker 1: get over and losing my grandmother. Yeah, it's just it's

547
00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:21,600
Speaker 1: just too hard. Yeah. Yeah, and she my grandmother just

548
00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:24,920
Speaker 1: passed away two weeks ago. I just don't think I'm

549
00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:26,879
Speaker 1: I don't think god, I'm ever gonna move forward from that.

550
00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:29,240
Speaker 1: I just think it is what it is, like I

551
00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:32,359
Speaker 1: accept it. But but when it comes to love anyway,

552
00:28:32,560 --> 00:28:35,720
Speaker 1: when it comes to love, I feel like eventually you're

553
00:28:35,720 --> 00:28:38,960
Speaker 1: gonna get over it, Like like it's not gonna You're

554
00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:41,280
Speaker 1: not always gonna be in the wrong crying over the

555
00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:46,040
Speaker 1: over the manually, once we love somebody, you always love them.

556
00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:49,600
Speaker 1: I agree with that too, But it doesn't hurt as

557
00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:53,080
Speaker 1: much after a while, you know what I mean? Yeah,

558
00:28:53,480 --> 00:28:56,440
Speaker 1: to how you start to love the person after a while, Yeah,

559
00:28:57,800 --> 00:28:59,680
Speaker 1: we are already be ready to move on and in

560
00:28:59,800 --> 00:29:02,680
Speaker 1: their heads like, uh, I'm over it, And that's already

561
00:29:02,680 --> 00:29:07,720
Speaker 1: a level down from the love. He was exactly, exactly exactly.

562
00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:13,320
Speaker 1: I don't love none of my exes, nobody, You cold

563
00:29:14,360 --> 00:29:17,720
Speaker 1: hearted and they're loveways. There's always a level of love

564
00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:21,200
Speaker 1: for that person, not necessarily meaning that you are in love.

565
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:26,240
Speaker 1: I feel like Angela just cares. She really care, you know,

566
00:29:26,800 --> 00:29:31,240
Speaker 1: but if I care, that's enough. Yeah. Like I think

567
00:29:31,280 --> 00:29:33,280
Speaker 1: if she was in love, you would be married like

568
00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:35,120
Speaker 1: you would have you would have took her and you

569
00:29:35,160 --> 00:29:37,520
Speaker 1: would have got married. And it was like, I really

570
00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:42,720
Speaker 1: care about you. But it's not your withs me. It's

571
00:29:42,760 --> 00:29:45,640
Speaker 1: not that deep, all right now? What about love? Love

572
00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:50,400
Speaker 1: is blind? Is that true? Yes? So it looks could

573
00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:54,080
Speaker 1: not matter. It doesn't matter where somebody has on the exterior.

574
00:29:54,440 --> 00:29:57,000
Speaker 1: This is why, this is why I say love is blind,

575
00:29:57,120 --> 00:29:59,080
Speaker 1: because I'll get one another and I'll be like, oh,

576
00:29:59,120 --> 00:30:00,880
Speaker 1: he ain't even not far on, I don't take me

577
00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:03,560
Speaker 1: to dinner or whatever. After I fall in love with him,

578
00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:09,280
Speaker 1: he's the most gorgeous ship in my life. That's hardful.

579
00:30:10,800 --> 00:30:13,959
Speaker 1: You know. I'll be looking I'll be looking like nigga

580
00:30:14,160 --> 00:30:17,680
Speaker 1: and then I'm like and then like, damn if you're sexiest,

581
00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:24,600
Speaker 1: fuck wow do boyfriend, And that would be the guys.

582
00:30:24,640 --> 00:30:30,040
Speaker 1: You'd be like I would never and then they remember

583
00:30:30,120 --> 00:30:32,200
Speaker 1: on TikTok, I ain't gonna do it. I ain't gonna

584
00:30:32,200 --> 00:30:35,920
Speaker 1: do it. I did it. I did it. I did it.

585
00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:39,520
Speaker 1: Your friend wanted it? Is that one friend? Want to

586
00:30:39,840 --> 00:30:43,520
Speaker 1: remind you, like you remember when shut up bitch right now? OK?

587
00:30:44,080 --> 00:30:48,280
Speaker 1: I know I don't remember leaving alone. Like, do you

588
00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:50,680
Speaker 1: think that you could be with somebody and then like

589
00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:53,720
Speaker 1: they their looks could change for the worst. Let's just

590
00:30:53,800 --> 00:30:57,440
Speaker 1: say they just age terribly and look awful, but you

591
00:30:57,520 --> 00:31:00,400
Speaker 1: still would you would still love them. Like, I think

592
00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:03,200
Speaker 1: that when you see it happened gradually, it's not as

593
00:31:03,280 --> 00:31:06,200
Speaker 1: big as an impact. But if you was with the

594
00:31:06,280 --> 00:31:08,840
Speaker 1: person and then they aged crazy, like y'all broke up

595
00:31:08,880 --> 00:31:10,400
Speaker 1: or something, you see them for a while and then

596
00:31:10,480 --> 00:31:12,560
Speaker 1: they aged crazy and you see them again, you're like, damn,

597
00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:15,800
Speaker 1: what then was exactly? But I feel like when you

598
00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:19,200
Speaker 1: see it gradually happen, it doesn't hit as hard. So like,

599
00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:21,760
Speaker 1: what if it it's not attracted? But if it just

600
00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:29,240
Speaker 1: had attracted to them anymore, let's just say yeah. For me,

601
00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:31,680
Speaker 1: I was with a guy who completely changed. When I

602
00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:34,680
Speaker 1: met him. He was really clean, shaved, no um, you know,

603
00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:37,360
Speaker 1: no hair in his face. He used to shave his

604
00:31:37,480 --> 00:31:41,360
Speaker 1: chest a lot, and went from that. He went from

605
00:31:41,440 --> 00:31:45,880
Speaker 1: that to a full beard dreads and I don't. I don't.

606
00:31:45,920 --> 00:31:49,520
Speaker 1: I don't really go for that, but I like it.

607
00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:52,640
Speaker 1: I was like, baby, I just love your hair. Oh

608
00:31:52,720 --> 00:31:55,479
Speaker 1: my god, because I was in love with him. Now

609
00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:57,160
Speaker 1: I look at him, I'm like, look at this stuff.

610
00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:05,240
Speaker 1: Harry face, Harry face. I would tell you what just

611
00:32:05,320 --> 00:32:09,080
Speaker 1: took me on. The girl said, So, you know, seeing me,

612
00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:15,600
Speaker 1: you'd be like, what the fuck? That gap period? That's

613
00:32:15,640 --> 00:32:19,280
Speaker 1: like you see me like this and then I look

614
00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:23,640
Speaker 1: eighty but I'm dirty, like it's like a whole transformation,

615
00:32:23,720 --> 00:32:27,239
Speaker 1: like I got like what move man? Like? Life has

616
00:32:27,320 --> 00:32:33,360
Speaker 1: been hard for you, right, right? Life has been hard.

617
00:32:33,760 --> 00:32:36,520
Speaker 1: That bitch went it to the Mars. That was your

618
00:32:36,520 --> 00:32:41,959
Speaker 1: earth doing that ship you got. But have you ever

619
00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:44,840
Speaker 1: been with somebody and nothing at and not being attracted

620
00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:47,000
Speaker 1: to them anymore? And at first you were, but then

621
00:32:47,560 --> 00:32:51,520
Speaker 1: things change and you're like not even physically attracted to them. Yes,

622
00:32:51,840 --> 00:32:59,880
Speaker 1: because that motherfucking musky ass did. I'm so sious. I

623
00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:05,080
Speaker 1: got just now for me. I like athletic body types,

624
00:33:05,640 --> 00:33:08,000
Speaker 1: when you gain I've been with a guy that gained

625
00:33:08,080 --> 00:33:12,360
Speaker 1: weight and like had a whole like bad body and

626
00:33:12,840 --> 00:33:15,440
Speaker 1: the matter of like two or three years and I

627
00:33:15,640 --> 00:33:18,160
Speaker 1: was like, whoa. As soon as he started gaming, wait,

628
00:33:18,560 --> 00:33:20,680
Speaker 1: I started cheating on him. I was like, all, just

629
00:33:20,800 --> 00:33:24,720
Speaker 1: gotta stop, like, I'm out, I need a sex tack.

630
00:33:24,880 --> 00:33:27,600
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I need a sex back. I can't probably

631
00:33:27,680 --> 00:33:33,520
Speaker 1: cheating the probably ate my mother tweak exactly. I noticed.

632
00:33:33,640 --> 00:33:35,920
Speaker 1: I noticed man eate that piece of cake all up

633
00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:39,840
Speaker 1: in the fridge. When I come home, I have not

634
00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:45,440
Speaker 1: because he ate it. My biggest turn off. I was

635
00:33:45,520 --> 00:33:47,360
Speaker 1: so checked to this man. And then I wanted to

636
00:33:47,440 --> 00:33:50,160
Speaker 1: be so honest. I'm like, maybe I don't think you're

637
00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:53,240
Speaker 1: wash ain't right, because I know you're athletic, but it's

638
00:33:53,280 --> 00:33:55,960
Speaker 1: something real musky, like it's like every time like you

639
00:33:56,120 --> 00:33:58,560
Speaker 1: just got the shower just smelled like musk. And I'm like,

640
00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:00,880
Speaker 1: I'm not putting my mouth on that thing. Like I

641
00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:04,080
Speaker 1: was just so here and then like he was just

642
00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:07,680
Speaker 1: too nice. So by that time, this toxic guess they

643
00:34:07,840 --> 00:34:10,120
Speaker 1: came around and I was like, look, we're older, Like

644
00:34:10,280 --> 00:34:11,680
Speaker 1: I can't deal with you. You don't know how to

645
00:34:11,719 --> 00:34:13,360
Speaker 1: watch your dick. I'm gonna I don't know how to

646
00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:16,279
Speaker 1: I was just like, all right, I'm out. He was

647
00:34:16,400 --> 00:34:21,440
Speaker 1: nice and musty ut okay. So Stephanie. Let's just say

648
00:34:21,480 --> 00:34:23,360
Speaker 1: you tell the guy you wanted him to get surgery

649
00:34:23,920 --> 00:34:25,840
Speaker 1: or what if he said, I can see you're not

650
00:34:25,880 --> 00:34:27,400
Speaker 1: attached it to me anymore. I think I'm gonna just

651
00:34:27,440 --> 00:34:30,839
Speaker 1: get some light bo gets that. Yeah, but how would

652
00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:33,319
Speaker 1: you feel about that? I wouldn't like that either, because,

653
00:34:33,360 --> 00:34:35,680
Speaker 1: like again, I like athletic type. I want to go

654
00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:38,040
Speaker 1: see you put that working in the gym, go do

655
00:34:38,200 --> 00:34:41,360
Speaker 1: some set ups. I get lightful. You don't get lightful.

656
00:34:41,480 --> 00:34:48,480
Speaker 1: I get lightful, me lightful? No, you? I know, man.

657
00:34:48,680 --> 00:34:51,640
Speaker 1: I heard somebody got lightful that I know just yesterday

658
00:34:51,680 --> 00:34:53,560
Speaker 1: and I was like, he didn't get a light bul

659
00:34:53,680 --> 00:34:55,560
Speaker 1: They're like, how you think they got them abs? And

660
00:34:55,600 --> 00:35:02,680
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm getting my ab e etching on my

661
00:35:02,800 --> 00:35:05,160
Speaker 1: fucking abs and my boyfriend Nick, you bitch get up

662
00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:09,279
Speaker 1: like exactly like you don't do let me get my

663
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:14,279
Speaker 1: abs as you gonna do it. Damn y'all with the

664
00:35:14,360 --> 00:35:19,960
Speaker 1: double standards. Hilarious. I don't know about you. You're like

665
00:35:20,040 --> 00:35:23,640
Speaker 1: you you can't we have anything for our guys. Yeah,

666
00:35:23,680 --> 00:35:25,440
Speaker 1: I don't want my guy to go get like what either.

667
00:35:25,520 --> 00:35:30,000
Speaker 1: I'm just man, I take right. You try to take

668
00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:34,560
Speaker 1: the Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm fine enough. We got we

669
00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:37,919
Speaker 1: both gotta be fine now right right righting the ship

670
00:35:38,000 --> 00:35:50,920
Speaker 1: for free promo talking about some around I want or

671
00:35:51,040 --> 00:35:53,640
Speaker 1: she got the waste training, blue bitch, I should eat

672
00:35:53,920 --> 00:35:58,920
Speaker 1: like boy, you don't go to the gym, you got

673
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:01,839
Speaker 1: the waste training in our bit. If you don't get

674
00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:06,200
Speaker 1: nigger ever asked me that ship, I'm fighting. Let me

675
00:36:06,280 --> 00:36:11,800
Speaker 1: borrow your waist, trader. Now what's funny is I know

676
00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:14,080
Speaker 1: a girl who went and got the mommy makeover and

677
00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:17,200
Speaker 1: her baby daddy and got lightful too. They got surgery together.

678
00:36:17,600 --> 00:36:22,600
Speaker 1: That's what's funny. She was, she was fine with it

679
00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:27,000
Speaker 1: was his results could I don't think he got the abs,

680
00:36:27,040 --> 00:36:30,680
Speaker 1: but he definitely got lightfo okay, I was it was

681
00:36:30,760 --> 00:36:33,200
Speaker 1: it where he couldn't because some people they can't lose

682
00:36:33,239 --> 00:36:35,440
Speaker 1: a certain fat from a certain place and they have

683
00:36:35,600 --> 00:36:37,759
Speaker 1: no I don't think he just hear he a club,

684
00:36:37,880 --> 00:36:40,560
Speaker 1: ned a drink all the time, so he was that

685
00:36:40,680 --> 00:36:42,719
Speaker 1: was alcohol. He just sucked out a whole couple of years.

686
00:36:42,719 --> 00:36:47,640
Speaker 1: At nineteen forty two, that's a whole six seven years

687
00:36:47,719 --> 00:36:49,919
Speaker 1: or forty two. He just sucked that out, Just suck

688
00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:53,520
Speaker 1: out the ninety forty two Johnny Blaze. Let me ask

689
00:36:53,560 --> 00:36:55,480
Speaker 1: you this, how I'm putting this sex in a relationship

690
00:36:55,560 --> 00:36:57,680
Speaker 1: to you? Not really, because I'm going on three months.

691
00:36:57,680 --> 00:37:01,000
Speaker 1: I'm irritated you ever had actually three that's not even

692
00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:03,719
Speaker 1: with this guy you beating with man. That's why she

693
00:37:03,800 --> 00:37:05,839
Speaker 1: ready to chop his ass. She ain't got no deck.

694
00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:09,000
Speaker 1: And he keep talking crazy too, like saying, little ship boy,

695
00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:11,879
Speaker 1: you're gonna get an invisible bitch. Beat up boy. You're

696
00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:14,480
Speaker 1: not fighting girls, no more of a no man, not

697
00:37:14,600 --> 00:37:17,960
Speaker 1: even invisible one, not an invisible One's gotta get that lick. Boy,

698
00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:23,080
Speaker 1: I see one right now. Now. It's more like it's

699
00:37:23,120 --> 00:37:25,440
Speaker 1: like I just get frustrated, Like right now he's doing

700
00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:27,840
Speaker 1: it on the phone. So far he's winning this text workers,

701
00:37:27,880 --> 00:37:30,080
Speaker 1: I'm on a very important call rather than his ass.

702
00:37:30,120 --> 00:37:31,920
Speaker 1: But it's okay. When I get off here, I tear

703
00:37:31,960 --> 00:37:33,920
Speaker 1: that ass up. Matter of fact, I'm a multitash. I'll

704
00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:45,920
Speaker 1: go em all right, I'm going him and I see

705
00:37:45,960 --> 00:37:48,880
Speaker 1: a lot of blue lucky that we're like, get real funny,

706
00:37:50,520 --> 00:37:56,440
Speaker 1: but I don't understand. And look a look at all that. Listen,

707
00:37:56,600 --> 00:38:03,280
Speaker 1: you're so lucky, you know, as the video video messages

708
00:38:03,360 --> 00:38:15,560
Speaker 1: you cursing him out much a little bit. I I

709
00:38:15,840 --> 00:38:26,280
Speaker 1: cover nothing. I trying to hear a ship that was great.

710
00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:32,160
Speaker 1: That was great. So look why y'all was talking right,

711
00:38:33,320 --> 00:38:35,359
Speaker 1: you know when you see me going like this, when

712
00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:43,400
Speaker 1: I'm like, that's what I was doing it. Oh, this

713
00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:49,080
Speaker 1: is great right now while you doing right right in

714
00:38:49,200 --> 00:38:52,320
Speaker 1: real time, in real time. This might be at first.

715
00:38:52,600 --> 00:38:56,799
Speaker 1: Do you guys do FaceTime sex? Damn No, lowly out here,

716
00:38:57,280 --> 00:38:59,520
Speaker 1: so you ain't been doing nothing, Like I'm really not

717
00:38:59,680 --> 00:39:01,799
Speaker 1: doing that. Then it's kind of I'm really in love,

718
00:39:01,960 --> 00:39:05,120
Speaker 1: Like I'm like weirdly, like it's weird but you're single,

719
00:39:05,239 --> 00:39:09,320
Speaker 1: but you're in love. Yeah, it's like it makes me

720
00:39:09,480 --> 00:39:12,400
Speaker 1: I want to talk to nobody. I'm just like, but

721
00:39:12,520 --> 00:39:14,200
Speaker 1: it helps me deal with I just put it to

722
00:39:14,280 --> 00:39:15,800
Speaker 1: my music. I'll go to the student and ship. But

723
00:39:15,840 --> 00:39:17,640
Speaker 1: he knows that that's the thing and that he said

724
00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:19,840
Speaker 1: ship have pissed me off, Like I gotta restraint on

725
00:39:19,920 --> 00:39:21,719
Speaker 1: on you. I said you said that sixteen times in

726
00:39:21,760 --> 00:39:24,560
Speaker 1: one weeks. I don't see ship, no, But that's that's

727
00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:26,399
Speaker 1: how I feel too. When I'm in love, I don't

728
00:39:26,440 --> 00:39:28,080
Speaker 1: even want to be with no body off. Yeah, like

729
00:39:28,160 --> 00:39:30,120
Speaker 1: they say things just to piss you off. And I

730
00:39:30,239 --> 00:39:32,320
Speaker 1: know if I would have posted like a guy, or

731
00:39:32,360 --> 00:39:35,520
Speaker 1: if I would have posted, then it would have been like, Okay,

732
00:39:35,560 --> 00:39:37,759
Speaker 1: this bitch don't care. But it's been like two months

733
00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:39,759
Speaker 1: and he's like, I know he sees that, like she's

734
00:39:39,800 --> 00:39:41,960
Speaker 1: not posting anything about it. He don't do it either.

735
00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:44,080
Speaker 1: You don't. He don't post any girl, just be talking

736
00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:46,800
Speaker 1: about me. All right, let me write the next message.

737
00:39:46,800 --> 00:39:50,920
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you what's right, Go and write it.

738
00:39:52,400 --> 00:39:55,120
Speaker 1: You're ready. It doesn't understand my face. Now hold the

739
00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:58,920
Speaker 1: funk up a minute, all right. Go hey, okay, so

740
00:39:59,080 --> 00:40:01,440
Speaker 1: you have to say I don't want us to keep

741
00:40:01,480 --> 00:40:07,120
Speaker 1: going back and forth. Come on, write it. Hold on,

742
00:40:07,360 --> 00:40:09,040
Speaker 1: let's see. I want to see how he responds. I

743
00:40:09,080 --> 00:40:11,480
Speaker 1: suppose see how you responds. I don't want us to

744
00:40:11,680 --> 00:40:15,000
Speaker 1: keep going back and forth. Clearly, I'm acting like this

745
00:40:15,160 --> 00:40:17,319
Speaker 1: because I care about you and I don't know how

746
00:40:17,400 --> 00:40:21,640
Speaker 1: to express myself. Can we just please start playing these games? Oh? Angela,

747
00:40:21,719 --> 00:40:26,920
Speaker 1: you're so much and wonderful. I look at you so far.

748
00:40:27,040 --> 00:40:30,279
Speaker 1: I got passed. I don't want us to that's it.

749
00:40:30,440 --> 00:40:33,200
Speaker 1: That's I don't want us. I don't want us to

750
00:40:33,320 --> 00:40:39,120
Speaker 1: keep playing these games. Keep playing these games? Um, what

751
00:40:39,239 --> 00:40:41,160
Speaker 1: did I say at the end of it? I'm acting

752
00:40:41,239 --> 00:40:46,480
Speaker 1: this way because clearly I got it, clearly because I

753
00:40:46,640 --> 00:40:50,440
Speaker 1: think right and I don't know how to express myself.

754
00:40:50,920 --> 00:40:56,520
Speaker 1: I heard you, and I'm taking those myself. What I

755
00:40:56,600 --> 00:40:59,279
Speaker 1: wanna you do realize that this is a virgo best

756
00:40:59,480 --> 00:41:05,359
Speaker 1: way to flag Burgos all the worlds. Angela just said

757
00:41:05,400 --> 00:41:08,000
Speaker 1: you waved the white flag. Did she send it or

758
00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:12,800
Speaker 1: did she send it? She wrote it myself? Come on

759
00:41:13,040 --> 00:41:18,719
Speaker 1: expressing myself, and then I feel like I don't know

760
00:41:18,800 --> 00:41:26,480
Speaker 1: if I want peace. I'm so proud of your girl.

761
00:41:27,239 --> 00:41:30,160
Speaker 1: You don't know what to say. Now you're gonna be

762
00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:34,400
Speaker 1: bugging like, wait, wrote this? You just confused him. It's

763
00:41:34,440 --> 00:41:36,439
Speaker 1: what you did to me. It goes, No, I've done

764
00:41:36,480 --> 00:41:39,160
Speaker 1: this what No, ain't this? No, he's gonna write that,

765
00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:43,359
Speaker 1: Go eat some acid and then you're gonna write back,

766
00:41:43,600 --> 00:41:48,879
Speaker 1: I'd love to eat some ass yours. Nah, you try

767
00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:59,120
Speaker 1: to get me back. He ain't right there? How's out

768
00:41:59,160 --> 00:42:01,640
Speaker 1: he think it is? One second, you just sucked his

769
00:42:01,719 --> 00:42:04,200
Speaker 1: whole hat up like a right, you don't know what

770
00:42:04,880 --> 00:42:07,239
Speaker 1: we don't know what to say right now? Yeah, No,

771
00:42:07,320 --> 00:42:09,200
Speaker 1: it's it's too fast, Give him some time, let him

772
00:42:09,200 --> 00:42:11,480
Speaker 1: think about it. Yeah, put it down for a second.

773
00:42:12,200 --> 00:42:17,920
Speaker 1: So what you don't know it? Dot dot dot the

774
00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:21,320
Speaker 1: docs are covering the doctor dot said, don't get me

775
00:42:21,440 --> 00:42:26,000
Speaker 1: in all right, let me give you, let me give

776
00:42:26,040 --> 00:42:27,920
Speaker 1: you one more cliche. Will be ready for this message

777
00:42:27,960 --> 00:42:31,319
Speaker 1: to come back in. Okay, alright? So which one is true?

778
00:42:31,360 --> 00:42:33,920
Speaker 1: If you had to choose, absence makes the heart grow

779
00:42:34,040 --> 00:42:38,240
Speaker 1: finder or out of sight out of mind? That depends

780
00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:40,600
Speaker 1: on if you in love or not. If you in love,

781
00:42:40,880 --> 00:42:44,640
Speaker 1: then make the heart grow fonder. But if you ain't

782
00:42:44,680 --> 00:42:46,640
Speaker 1: in love, then it's like nicke, fuck you? Where you been?

783
00:42:47,280 --> 00:42:51,760
Speaker 1: On to the next Wait, so you said being away

784
00:42:51,800 --> 00:42:55,960
Speaker 1: from people is absence makes acsence high growl finder or

785
00:42:56,560 --> 00:43:00,040
Speaker 1: sight out of mind? Which one is it? I me

786
00:43:00,160 --> 00:43:03,879
Speaker 1: with Gig when you're in love girl fonder, but when

787
00:43:03,960 --> 00:43:06,120
Speaker 1: you're trying to get over it, out of sight, out

788
00:43:06,200 --> 00:43:11,200
Speaker 1: of mind? I see him, I see him, That's what

789
00:43:11,320 --> 00:43:13,520
Speaker 1: I'm feeling, Like I haven't seen so I haven't seen

790
00:43:13,600 --> 00:43:15,279
Speaker 1: him do that, Like I haven't seen him like just

791
00:43:15,400 --> 00:43:17,640
Speaker 1: be hopping around to different girls. I don't be seeing

792
00:43:17,680 --> 00:43:20,560
Speaker 1: him doing anything. So and then like when was the

793
00:43:20,600 --> 00:43:23,160
Speaker 1: seventeenth Like a week ago, and I know, like men

794
00:43:24,120 --> 00:43:26,799
Speaker 1: when they showed their emotions, like he got on the phone,

795
00:43:26,840 --> 00:43:28,440
Speaker 1: he was like, I know you're going through stuff. You know,

796
00:43:28,520 --> 00:43:29,920
Speaker 1: I love you, mind you. This was two months of

797
00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:31,640
Speaker 1: us fighting. He finally gets on the phone with me

798
00:43:31,680 --> 00:43:33,480
Speaker 1: because we've been texting, and he's like, I love you.

799
00:43:34,080 --> 00:43:35,560
Speaker 1: You know, I love you. I tell my mom I

800
00:43:35,640 --> 00:43:38,040
Speaker 1: love you. Um, if you just you know, if we

801
00:43:38,080 --> 00:43:40,520
Speaker 1: could just you know, work it out and you get help,

802
00:43:41,000 --> 00:43:44,480
Speaker 1: because he feels like my temper no no, no, no,

803
00:43:44,560 --> 00:43:49,319
Speaker 1: he didn't say that word yet, it was temper. Yeah.

804
00:43:49,480 --> 00:43:52,040
Speaker 1: He was like, it's just when you get mad at me,

805
00:43:52,120 --> 00:43:53,520
Speaker 1: like it'd be too much. And I really want you

806
00:43:53,560 --> 00:43:56,680
Speaker 1: to like see see see someone, but see them. Remember

807
00:43:56,680 --> 00:43:59,880
Speaker 1: when I told you I don't see the psychiatrists at

808
00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:02,439
Speaker 1: the other Yeah. So he's like, you mean to really

809
00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:04,399
Speaker 1: like do it and I refused to. And I think

810
00:44:04,440 --> 00:44:06,480
Speaker 1: that made him upset because he was like, if you

811
00:44:06,640 --> 00:44:09,239
Speaker 1: love me, you'll do it for yourself, not even me,

812
00:44:09,440 --> 00:44:11,560
Speaker 1: Like if you love yourself, if you love me too,

813
00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:13,560
Speaker 1: And I didn't want to do it, and I think

814
00:44:13,640 --> 00:44:16,560
Speaker 1: that's what set him off, Like he flipped, so well

815
00:44:16,640 --> 00:44:19,879
Speaker 1: that's what that's a reginal request right, because you think

816
00:44:19,920 --> 00:44:22,600
Speaker 1: you you also believe you have a bad temper. Yeah,

817
00:44:22,640 --> 00:44:24,880
Speaker 1: and it's like you're trying to it's like you bullying me,

818
00:44:24,960 --> 00:44:26,880
Speaker 1: but you don't see the things that you're doing, like

819
00:44:27,000 --> 00:44:29,000
Speaker 1: you don't think maybe you need help too. So it's

820
00:44:29,040 --> 00:44:31,320
Speaker 1: like us being away from each other like this, Like

821
00:44:31,440 --> 00:44:33,279
Speaker 1: he'll say that you don't care about me, I'll never

822
00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:36,480
Speaker 1: see you again. I don't care about you, and then

823
00:44:36,719 --> 00:44:39,480
Speaker 1: it's it's you still respond to me, even if it's

824
00:44:39,520 --> 00:44:41,200
Speaker 1: a fake message. You can if I do my little

825
00:44:41,200 --> 00:44:45,480
Speaker 1: fake tech message. He was both, ya, both probably need help,

826
00:44:45,560 --> 00:44:47,600
Speaker 1: but there's nothing wrong with you recognized. Yeah, but I

827
00:44:47,960 --> 00:44:50,200
Speaker 1: need this thing. I admit it. I'm like, you know what,

828
00:44:50,200 --> 00:44:52,680
Speaker 1: I'm still growing a hell of a lot better from before,

829
00:44:53,200 --> 00:44:55,200
Speaker 1: but yes, I do need to grow. But he will

830
00:44:55,280 --> 00:44:57,319
Speaker 1: not admit it. And that's what hurts my feelings because

831
00:44:57,320 --> 00:45:00,359
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, like, even being away from him so long,

832
00:45:00,400 --> 00:45:02,400
Speaker 1: I thought maybe I would have like got over him

833
00:45:02,400 --> 00:45:04,320
Speaker 1: and then start dating. That's why I said, like that,

834
00:45:04,480 --> 00:45:06,640
Speaker 1: when you're in love and you distance, I feel like

835
00:45:06,880 --> 00:45:09,880
Speaker 1: maybe this will grow us and maybe we'll get right.

836
00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:15,600
Speaker 1: I'm sure speaking of that, Oh damns, I'm telling you

837
00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:18,680
Speaker 1: fuck his hat uf. He's thinking like should I be

838
00:45:18,920 --> 00:45:23,160
Speaker 1: nice or shout? I don't know what to say being

839
00:45:23,280 --> 00:45:28,080
Speaker 1: mean to me? No? No, just let it let a bread,

840
00:45:28,200 --> 00:45:35,479
Speaker 1: let a breathe. He's trying to figure it out. He's like, wait,

841
00:45:35,880 --> 00:45:41,719
Speaker 1: did somebody else write this? Well? I just saying something

842
00:45:41,800 --> 00:45:45,919
Speaker 1: to us while we wait for him to text. Brought

843
00:45:46,000 --> 00:45:50,320
Speaker 1: to you back sinking that take my shoes off. She

844
00:45:50,600 --> 00:45:56,440
Speaker 1: gonna realize that they my sisters. Oh damn said mother

845
00:45:56,480 --> 00:46:00,399
Speaker 1: fucking feet will fit these bitches. He hurt want those

846
00:46:00,440 --> 00:46:03,600
Speaker 1: first because my feet look like hands. Oh no, Jo,

847
00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:08,280
Speaker 1: you can pick Damn do my feet look like hands?

848
00:46:08,520 --> 00:46:16,080
Speaker 1: They kind of do too. I bet you he can't

849
00:46:16,080 --> 00:46:30,279
Speaker 1: do this lines with the fucking feet. I'm gonna put

850
00:46:30,360 --> 00:46:34,040
Speaker 1: this only fans baby. Oh they're gonna go crazy, y'all

851
00:46:34,080 --> 00:46:43,560
Speaker 1: only fans side, And you know you did. I believe it.

852
00:46:44,680 --> 00:46:46,480
Speaker 1: I did. I did. It was like for a new

853
00:46:46,600 --> 00:46:48,560
Speaker 1: minutes or two minute long video. He just want baby

854
00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:51,239
Speaker 1: on your only feet. You don't know that's what they'd

855
00:46:51,280 --> 00:46:57,960
Speaker 1: be wanting, like past the baby, like they want everything

856
00:46:58,000 --> 00:47:00,520
Speaker 1: one baby, or send me a video of you baby

857
00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:03,000
Speaker 1: or you on your side. Yeah, no, no music I

858
00:47:03,080 --> 00:47:08,080
Speaker 1: want to hear your hands. Yes, don't make no music

859
00:47:08,080 --> 00:47:10,480
Speaker 1: because I want to eat. Can you eat this food

860
00:47:10,800 --> 00:47:13,000
Speaker 1: and just have like you know, like a big it's

861
00:47:13,040 --> 00:47:15,440
Speaker 1: the reader ship big shirt on it just smack through

862
00:47:15,480 --> 00:47:20,840
Speaker 1: the audio. I'm like snack. You want to hear you

863
00:47:21,000 --> 00:47:29,600
Speaker 1: shout out to only fans, alright, only fans only get

864
00:47:29,920 --> 00:47:34,200
Speaker 1: of the it only get rid of the porn and

865
00:47:34,280 --> 00:47:41,879
Speaker 1: the masturbation. Like I'm good. Yeah, listen, I can still

866
00:47:41,960 --> 00:47:46,359
Speaker 1: post my little titty things. Yeah, I mean, I don't

867
00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:48,120
Speaker 1: want to say with me and g be doing. You

868
00:47:48,200 --> 00:47:51,200
Speaker 1: gotta go log in and try not to find out

869
00:47:51,280 --> 00:47:55,480
Speaker 1: what we'd be doing. But we're good. We're we're still

870
00:47:55,520 --> 00:48:00,440
Speaker 1: gonna be good over there ain't nobody even on fairs.

871
00:48:01,440 --> 00:48:05,560
Speaker 1: Nothing yet, Johnny, nothing yet, no personal, no, no, no,

872
00:48:06,719 --> 00:48:11,640
Speaker 1: marri alright, look, we gotta end this episode while we

873
00:48:11,719 --> 00:48:13,560
Speaker 1: wait for her to get her. See you see what

874
00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:15,680
Speaker 1: I'm talking about. When I tried to nice to you,

875
00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:17,040
Speaker 1: you want to go and be mean to me and

876
00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:23,320
Speaker 1: ship right studio still a miche looking bitch. Yeah, I

877
00:48:23,480 --> 00:48:36,799
Speaker 1: love you straight now let me delete this. That was good.

878
00:48:38,120 --> 00:48:41,520
Speaker 1: That was good. That was good. Alright, so listen, let's

879
00:48:42,120 --> 00:48:45,800
Speaker 1: said listen, mess him. Okay, okay, all right, there you go.

880
00:48:46,120 --> 00:48:49,960
Speaker 1: She's not even said for real, she does want them. Well,

881
00:48:50,040 --> 00:48:51,799
Speaker 1: here us up. Let us know what he says. Because

882
00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:54,959
Speaker 1: this lip service we gotta go. But thank you so much. Listen.

883
00:48:55,040 --> 00:49:00,480
Speaker 1: Put it in the music always. Okay, right, yeah, music always.

884
00:49:01,040 --> 00:49:03,880
Speaker 1: You're so time into it that so many ways. I

885
00:49:03,960 --> 00:49:06,200
Speaker 1: appreciate you all every time we'd be, you know, linking

886
00:49:06,280 --> 00:49:11,479
Speaker 1: up this ship. Help. Yeah, it's okay. I got thick numbers.

887
00:49:11,520 --> 00:49:13,880
Speaker 1: You got other numbers, don't don't get on a text

888
00:49:13,960 --> 00:49:27,160
Speaker 1: free burner, phone burner, phone girl, six numbers to me, chee.

889
00:49:27,360 --> 00:49:30,400
Speaker 1: It's like, I got numbers. You want to block me

890
00:49:30,400 --> 00:49:33,759
Speaker 1: out out the number? Oh my god, she's so, he's like,

891
00:49:33,880 --> 00:49:38,560
Speaker 1: what the guy? I wanna know? We're gonna take a post,

892
00:49:38,600 --> 00:49:40,440
Speaker 1: so please hit us up on lip service on our

893
00:49:40,520 --> 00:49:43,520
Speaker 1: Instagram page. Do guys like this or do y'all not

894
00:49:43,719 --> 00:49:49,600
Speaker 1: like this? I'm here? They like, yeah, let's see, let's see. Yeah,

895
00:49:51,520 --> 00:49:54,160
Speaker 1: you guys, we're trying to see something. What do you say?

896
00:49:54,200 --> 00:49:56,359
Speaker 1: What do you say? What do you say? He said,

897
00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:58,239
Speaker 1: you tried to kill my name out here, And that's

898
00:49:58,239 --> 00:50:01,719
Speaker 1: why I'm not gonna with man right now, right now

899
00:50:02,040 --> 00:50:05,160
Speaker 1: you see, you see, it got a little sweeter, it

900
00:50:05,280 --> 00:50:12,879
Speaker 1: got a little you're seeing Angela. That was some good

901
00:50:12,920 --> 00:50:16,920
Speaker 1: advice there. That's why I always go to Angelo when

902
00:50:16,920 --> 00:50:20,640
Speaker 1: I'm sure. I know Angela could comfort me. I don't care.

903
00:50:21,520 --> 00:50:23,919
Speaker 1: I didn't tell the whole story. So this is after

904
00:50:24,160 --> 00:50:27,879
Speaker 1: at it is his number out. And then I tried

905
00:50:27,920 --> 00:50:30,160
Speaker 1: to bleach his clothes, so it might not be good.

906
00:50:31,200 --> 00:50:33,719
Speaker 1: He might, I'm talking about it. Give him some time.

907
00:50:33,880 --> 00:50:39,360
Speaker 1: They get like a movie right here on streaming. I

908
00:50:39,360 --> 00:50:44,480
Speaker 1: don't know what to do. Oh my god, Like Johnny

909
00:50:44,560 --> 00:50:46,960
Speaker 1: told that she doesn't change. She's not doing this stuff

910
00:50:47,040 --> 00:50:49,360
Speaker 1: like this no more. You know, you know what it is.

911
00:50:50,160 --> 00:50:52,480
Speaker 1: I think I just know my carecter. Sometimes I exaggerate

912
00:50:52,560 --> 00:50:54,560
Speaker 1: my stories. I just like making people laugh. It just

913
00:50:54,680 --> 00:50:57,200
Speaker 1: he's so funny because it's like I'll be trying to

914
00:50:57,280 --> 00:50:59,440
Speaker 1: make the best situations. I'm really sad right now, but

915
00:50:59,480 --> 00:51:01,440
Speaker 1: I'm like, if I just laugh it off or whatever,

916
00:51:01,960 --> 00:51:05,879
Speaker 1: LA after the pain sade my dig because this ship

917
00:51:05,960 --> 00:51:08,560
Speaker 1: was funny, or he didn't text me, Uh what do

918
00:51:08,640 --> 00:51:12,640
Speaker 1: you say? Now? I love you know? He said with

919
00:51:12,719 --> 00:51:14,880
Speaker 1: my name in public? So that was war, all right.

920
00:51:14,960 --> 00:51:18,520
Speaker 1: I gotta get to work okay, alright back, get the

921
00:51:18,600 --> 00:51:24,200
Speaker 1: work Girl Right by Girl Lift Service