WEBVTT - “HOW DO I END THIS CONVERSATION?”

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, how you doing.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm doing. I'm actually like pretty calm right now, which

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<v Speaker 2>is great. I don't know what it is. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know what it is. Man. You ever get really calm

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<v Speaker 2>and then you're like, all right, I need to backtrack

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<v Speaker 2>and make note of all the variables of this situation

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<v Speaker 2>so I can reverse engineer the calmness at all times.

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<v Speaker 2>Does that make sense?

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<v Speaker 3>It makes sense, But you're gonna hate my answer. Whenever

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like in that state, I'm just like, oh, this

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<v Speaker 3>is nice, and then I just kind of let it

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<v Speaker 3>ride out.

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<v Speaker 2>That's the funny thing.

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<v Speaker 3>Maybe maybe I take note of, like here the things

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<v Speaker 3>going on around me, and like maybe you know, this

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<v Speaker 3>is the thing that's making things feel cool.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>But otherwise I'm just you know, trying to live in

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<v Speaker 3>the moment. Let it, Let it be cool.

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<v Speaker 1>See.

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<v Speaker 2>That's the funny thing is I think when you're calm,

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<v Speaker 2>if you then start to go okay, I need to

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<v Speaker 2>reverse engineer the variables that got me to this state,

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<v Speaker 2>and then all of a sudden, bam, you're anxious again. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>That's it's putting too much thought into like being calm.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like, all right, let's just enjoy being calm. Let's

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<v Speaker 3>let's enjoy like, you know, the day and kind of like.

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<v Speaker 1>The state that you're in.

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<v Speaker 2>I will say, there's probably all There probably is elements

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<v Speaker 2>to why I'm feeling more calm, but I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>what they are.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, you can like show up, be anything you

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<v Speaker 3>could have just like slept well the night before, and

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<v Speaker 3>that just does enough to like bring chemistry to just

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<v Speaker 3>like oh, or feeling good today because I stowed up.

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<v Speaker 3>Think like, whenever I have a day where I'm feeling

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<v Speaker 3>like exceptionally well, I think it's like just the smallest

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<v Speaker 3>thing that happened to go right in your day that

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<v Speaker 3>kind of sets you up for having like a good

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<v Speaker 3>rest of your day. So I think sometimes it's just walk.

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<v Speaker 2>I uh, well, I have a I'm doing a poker

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<v Speaker 2>game tonight, so I'm excited about that. I feel like

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<v Speaker 2>that's I like, that's that's the thing for me. Is

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like I like having something to look forward to.

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<v Speaker 3>Now, are you looking forward to like hanging out and

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<v Speaker 3>being with people. Are you looking forward to like gambling

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<v Speaker 3>and like losing all your money?

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<v Speaker 2>No, it's just like no, I I like I actually, well,

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<v Speaker 2>I really like I like I've started getting into poker,

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<v Speaker 2>very low sticks, like twenty dollars poker, just because it's

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<v Speaker 2>like I like being around a table of people and

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<v Speaker 2>like hanging out. But and and but like you don't

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<v Speaker 2>necessarily are You're not necessarily obligated. It's not like a

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<v Speaker 2>fucking dinner party where you have like this weird obligation

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<v Speaker 2>to talk. But it's the it's my here's the poker. Actually,

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<v Speaker 2>here's what it is. Is it fulfills my dream scenario

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<v Speaker 2>at all times. My dream scenario at all times is

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<v Speaker 2>to be in a group of people who are all

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<v Speaker 2>like talking and have the option to join in on

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<v Speaker 2>the conversation, but also the option to withdraw and just

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<v Speaker 2>simply be around people without the pressure of having to

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<v Speaker 2>keep up a conversation. Actually, I take back that that's

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<v Speaker 2>my dream at all times, because actually there's a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of times where I do enjoy having a one on

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<v Speaker 2>one conversation. But there's a lot of times where I

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<v Speaker 2>feel that way, where I'm like, I want to be

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<v Speaker 2>around people, but I don't really want to have to

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<v Speaker 2>talk to anyone, and poker is like the perfect scenario.

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<v Speaker 2>I actually don't like gambling, like you know, that's why

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<v Speaker 2>I like playing like very like low stakes things like

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<v Speaker 2>I went to I mean, I've been to Vegas a

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<v Speaker 2>bunch of times, but I put like ten dollars in

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<v Speaker 2>a Willy Wonka slot machine once and then I lost,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was like, I think that's the end of

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<v Speaker 2>my gambling. See that's I don't like like the slot

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<v Speaker 2>machines and stuff, because that's all the opposite of what

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<v Speaker 2>I was just talking about. Like I like just like

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<v Speaker 2>being around Oh yeah, folks.

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<v Speaker 3>I get like that same kind of like interaction to

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<v Speaker 3>like concerts, Like I go to like a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>like hardcore shows, like you know, small like shit, like

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<v Speaker 3>fifty people in like a and everyone's so chill that

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<v Speaker 3>it's like all right, I can like talk and engage

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<v Speaker 3>in conversation. But the really one thing that I really

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<v Speaker 3>really like about it is that, like you know, we're

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<v Speaker 3>all everybody's talking, canking, go out whatever you want, but

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<v Speaker 3>as soon as the band comes on, everybody just needs

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<v Speaker 3>to kind of be quiet for a sec and then

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<v Speaker 3>you enjoy the band and kind of beat the fuck

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<v Speaker 3>out of your friends. And that's great.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah, yeah, oh wait, you know what the best

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<v Speaker 2>feeling in the world is, Okay, when You're at like show,

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<v Speaker 2>whether it's like comedy or concert or whatever, and you're

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<v Speaker 2>like talking to someone and not necessarily because you don't

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<v Speaker 2>enjoy the conversation that you're having, but just because ending

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<v Speaker 2>a conversation in general can be difficult. Right, You're having

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<v Speaker 2>a conversation with somebody and then the thing starts, like

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<v Speaker 2>the lights go down, yeah, and then that naturally ends

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<v Speaker 2>your conversation for you. It's like that's like a chef's

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<v Speaker 2>kiss moment.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh dude, you don't even know. There's so many times

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<v Speaker 3>like I feel like I'm all right with having like

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<v Speaker 3>having a conversation, but starting it and ending it are

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<v Speaker 3>like my nightmareson I know, because I never know how

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<v Speaker 3>to end it. Just having like the natural cutoff of

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<v Speaker 3>like we're done with this conversation can sometimes be a

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<v Speaker 3>lfesaver in like just in a situation.

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<v Speaker 2>Right right, I'm very I got a weird thing socially

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<v Speaker 2>where like some some times I truly feel like I'll

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<v Speaker 2>I'll be out some nights or like you know, doing

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<v Speaker 2>this podcast or like whatever, I'll be out some nights.

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<v Speaker 2>And sometimes I'm like, dude, I'm like a fucking genius.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I feel like I can talk to anyone. I

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<v Speaker 2>feel like I can hold a conversation great. I feel

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<v Speaker 2>like I can. I've been like, like, i I'll like

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<v Speaker 2>learn how to end conversations gracefully by just like citing you.

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<v Speaker 2>I think I think the key to all of Like

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<v Speaker 2>sometimes I'm like like that and I'm like, dude, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>like I'm like butter today. And the other times I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh man, I'm like whacked out right now. I can't

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<v Speaker 2>do any of that, And it goes It goes back

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<v Speaker 2>to the beginning of the conversation we were having about

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<v Speaker 2>the variables and the cocktail that needs to be creating,

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<v Speaker 2>not the you know, alcohol, but like the cocktail that

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<v Speaker 2>needs to be created of different variables to get to

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<v Speaker 2>that point. What were you gonna say?

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<v Speaker 3>I do just think the exact same thing. Like it.

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<v Speaker 3>It feels like luck. Sometimes it feels like, oh, I

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<v Speaker 3>just woke up in the day where I'm able to

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<v Speaker 3>just be on and you know, have this conversation and

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<v Speaker 3>you know, move in in and out like it's nothing.

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<v Speaker 3>And there are times where I'm like I'm slipping over

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<v Speaker 3>every single word that comes out of my mouth, and

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<v Speaker 3>the ability to make friends today is just non existent.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, there's one I was watching some stupid YouTube

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<v Speaker 2>video or I guess it wasn't stupid because it was

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<v Speaker 2>I thinking about it and it was actually smart and

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<v Speaker 2>not stupid at all. But what anyway, it said something

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<v Speaker 2>like like like socially, just start meaning like meaning me

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<v Speaker 2>meaning oh no, no, no, not start. I'm sorry, starts

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<v Speaker 2>the wrong word. Go first is the right word. Like

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<v Speaker 2>if you're like add a fucking thing or whatever, and

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<v Speaker 2>everyone's being weird and no one's talking to each other,

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<v Speaker 2>or even if people are talking to each other, like

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<v Speaker 2>go be the first one to be like, hey, how's

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<v Speaker 2>it going. What are you guys doing? Hey, my name

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<v Speaker 2>is whatever, or like if you walk by someone on

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<v Speaker 2>the street, like go first to smile and wave. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>if if you're having a conversation and you don't necessarily

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<v Speaker 2>know how to end it, go first and being like, well,

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<v Speaker 2>hey man, it was nice to meet you, and I'll

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<v Speaker 2>see you around the universe, you know, just like h

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<v Speaker 2>like realize that in actually, weirdly, in every single social situation,

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<v Speaker 2>you always have the power to like do that, to

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<v Speaker 2>go first in whatever, whether it's wanting to talk to

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<v Speaker 2>somebody or wanting to not talk to somebody or wanting

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<v Speaker 2>to feel connected in some way like that. When that

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<v Speaker 2>kind of hit me, I'm like, oh, I should just

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<v Speaker 2>always go first.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm.

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<v Speaker 3>So let's say, like you're at a place you want

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<v Speaker 3>to talk to somebody you don't know, you don't know them,

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<v Speaker 3>Do you just go up and talk to them? Because

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<v Speaker 3>for me personally, I just try to think of the

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<v Speaker 3>weirdest thing I could point out that's going on around

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<v Speaker 3>me and then try to like create a conversation off

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<v Speaker 3>of that. Do you do something like that or you

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<v Speaker 3>just see?

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<v Speaker 2>I like that. I like that because it's a great

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<v Speaker 2>litmus test, right because if you go up to somebody

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<v Speaker 2>and you say something weird there, if that person is

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<v Speaker 2>you know, keeps the ball rolling with you, yes, and

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<v Speaker 2>you that's a great person to talk to. That's the

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<v Speaker 2>person you want to be in a conversation with. But

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<v Speaker 2>the person goes, what what do you fucking Oh? I

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<v Speaker 2>don't really get it. Then you're like, great, I don't

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<v Speaker 2>have any interest in being in a conversation with this

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<v Speaker 2>person anyway, So yeah, you know, that's that's the way

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<v Speaker 2>to do it. What do I do in that situation?

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<v Speaker 2>It depends sometimes, Like I went out the other I'm

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<v Speaker 2>trying to like, I have this I have this thing,

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<v Speaker 2>like I need to leave my fucking house every day

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<v Speaker 2>or else I go insane. And I there's this venue

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<v Speaker 2>around town that I wanted to go to. I just

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<v Speaker 2>wanted to check it out and see what's going on.

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<v Speaker 2>So I just I just went and they were having

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<v Speaker 2>like a little fundraiser party for an indie film that

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<v Speaker 2>someone working at the venue was making, and so I

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<v Speaker 2>just started I was just you know, it was it

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<v Speaker 2>was kind of an easy thing to uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>go up to somebody and be like, hey, what do

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<v Speaker 2>you have something to do with the film, and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>then we just start talking from there. And I also,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm also late recently, I've gotten pretty good as well

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<v Speaker 2>at recognizing with recognizing when somebody doesn't want to be

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<v Speaker 2>talking to me and accepting that and moving on. It's

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<v Speaker 2>very It's it's an important skill to learn whether or

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<v Speaker 2>not somebody wants to talk to you, because if someone

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<v Speaker 2>if you're engaged in a conversation and you're asking someone question.

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<v Speaker 2>If here's the key, if someone wants to be talking

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<v Speaker 2>to you, they will ask, they'll let you know, they'll

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<v Speaker 2>fucking let you go, they'll ask you questions back, they'll

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<v Speaker 2>be like oh what or like, you know whatever. But

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<v Speaker 2>if someone does not want to be talking to you,

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<v Speaker 2>they will just be giving you nothing. And if someone's

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<v Speaker 2>if you're talking to somebody and they're giving you nothing

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<v Speaker 2>and they don't want to talk to you, there is

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<v Speaker 2>something graceful about being just like all right, well, good

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<v Speaker 2>to see you.

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<v Speaker 3>Right one nd. And I feel like there's a decent

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<v Speaker 3>ont of like social situations where uh like and also

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<v Speaker 3>just like if it doesn't go like a one hundred

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<v Speaker 3>percent perfect like just not letting it ruin the rest

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<v Speaker 3>of your time at that event and just like all right,

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<v Speaker 3>well that was what it was and let's move on.

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<v Speaker 3>Uh is also like decently important to you know, like

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<v Speaker 3>ensuring that you're the rest of your night go as well.

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<v Speaker 2>All this all this fucking shit is in your fucking brain.

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<v Speaker 2>It's all in your mind, I know, the confident and

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<v Speaker 2>whatever you know, and.

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<v Speaker 3>The best play the game of the conference is just

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<v Speaker 3>not like just doing it, which is you know, easier

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<v Speaker 3>said than done. But you know, just like with like

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<v Speaker 3>I heard somebody like describe it as like working out.

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<v Speaker 3>Uh yeah, you know, if it's not if it's not

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<v Speaker 3>a muscle you flex constantly. You're gonna struggle with it,

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<v Speaker 3>but the more you do it, the more it will

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<v Speaker 3>come natural.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, totally. Yeah. Yeah. Sometimes you if you hold yourself

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<v Speaker 2>up for too long or you stay alone for too long,

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<v Speaker 2>you like you just forget how to talk to people.

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<v Speaker 2>Same thing as like being out of the gym for

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<v Speaker 2>too long, you know, and then the other consequentially, Right,

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<v Speaker 2>if you get used to going up to you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you're at a party, like hey, what if a is

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<v Speaker 2>you know, uh, you get better at doing that, and

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<v Speaker 2>you get better at kind of like handling the rejection

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<v Speaker 2>of you know again that moment when you realize that

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<v Speaker 2>somebody just doesn't want to talk to you.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. Now that being said, a good night alone. I

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<v Speaker 3>don't just like pretending like the world doesn't exist every

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<v Speaker 3>once in a while, nothing better.

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<v Speaker 2>I Uh, I did that last night. I normally I

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<v Speaker 2>try to, like I go on fucking meet up and

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<v Speaker 2>I go on uh uh all them. I'm on all

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<v Speaker 2>these email lists of like stuff to do, and I

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<v Speaker 2>try to just go out and just be out of

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<v Speaker 2>my house because I just I can't. I don't like

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<v Speaker 2>staying you know, home and with my thoughts. But yesterday

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<v Speaker 2>I did that and it actually was pretty nice. I

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<v Speaker 2>have this thing where I think because on the podcast

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<v Speaker 2>I have all these like, uh kind of more esoteric

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<v Speaker 2>conversations about life, and you know, uh, I get a

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<v Speaker 2>Oh lately at least, I've been getting very existential and

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<v Speaker 2>talking about brain stuff, and I just whatever the fuck.

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<v Speaker 2>My favorite fucking thing is I want to watch I

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<v Speaker 2>just want to watch something that has nothing to do

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<v Speaker 2>with the world or the brain or whatever. Like yesterday

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<v Speaker 2>I just sat on the couch and I watched an

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<v Speaker 2>hour long video ranking all of the Warrio games.

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<v Speaker 3>Hell yeah, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Was like, this is exactly what I need in my

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<v Speaker 2>face right now, is not I don't want to read

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<v Speaker 2>the news. I don't want to you know, some stupid

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<v Speaker 2>psychology video about why you know your brain whatever. Just

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<v Speaker 2>let's rank the Warrio games. I mean, that's what's great

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<v Speaker 2>about video games is a deep sense of escapism.

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<v Speaker 1>And like.

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<v Speaker 3>I've heard you talk before about like escapism and stuff

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<v Speaker 3>like that, and you know, sometimes it's used, and I

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<v Speaker 3>think escapism personally is like super necessary, like for some

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<v Speaker 3>parts of the day just to like forget about, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>things existing and just doing something that like you just

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<v Speaker 3>just enjoy and just uh like I don't want to

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<v Speaker 3>see like mentally fuck off, but almost like mentally fuck

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<v Speaker 3>off because like you know, life is short, Uh, I

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<v Speaker 3>don't you don't need to be spending the whole time

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<v Speaker 3>like learning things. As much as I love learning, I

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<v Speaker 3>love learning, but like sometimes just mentally fucking off. It's

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<v Speaker 3>just beautiful. I do it at least for like an

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<v Speaker 3>hour a day.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, to just turn the brain off mentally, I think

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<v Speaker 2>there's a bad. Yeah, there's gotta be a good there's

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<v Speaker 2>a good balance. You don't want to you don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to escape too much that you're far gone and you

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<v Speaker 2>have forgot how to talk to people. But then also

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<v Speaker 2>if you stress your f and I do. I do

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<v Speaker 2>this a lot, stress yourself out so much about like

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<v Speaker 2>existing in the real world and trying to like make

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<v Speaker 2>something of yourself in the real world and trying to

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<v Speaker 2>you know, push forward. You just you just stress out

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<v Speaker 2>and you spiral. See this is good. This's got to

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<v Speaker 2>be a fucking h good balance of that. I guess

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<v Speaker 2>that's the Yeah, that's my balance is trying to go out,

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<v Speaker 2>trying to talk to people, trying to do things, trying

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<v Speaker 2>to be a human being and then uh being like

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<v Speaker 2>all right, I I uh, I have stressed myself out

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<v Speaker 2>too much. I'm gonna watch ranking all the Yoshi. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>gonna I'm gonna watch this fucking uh YouTube video about

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<v Speaker 2>the history of the virtual boy.

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<v Speaker 3>Now with a video with where they're ranking uh the

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<v Speaker 3>Warrio games. Did you did you have like a firm

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<v Speaker 3>opinion on it or were you there like just to learn?

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<v Speaker 3>Like were you did you hear his number one ranking

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<v Speaker 3>and you're like, fuck, yeah, you nailed it, or you're

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<v Speaker 3>like you're full of shit, you don't know anything.

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<v Speaker 2>I was a big I'm a big fan of uh oh,

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<v Speaker 2>warrior Ware Touched. I want to say, was he ranked

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<v Speaker 2>all the games with Warrio in them, so he hed

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<v Speaker 2>cross pollinated the Warrior Were games and the Warrior Land games,

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<v Speaker 2>and which is a bit of is you know? I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>I guess they're all warrior games, but I think I

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<v Speaker 2>think Warriorwear Touched was at the top of at least

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<v Speaker 2>his warrior ware list, and that I agree with. But

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<v Speaker 2>I'm biased because I grew up with It's what's your

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<v Speaker 2>what's your name again? Tony?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>This has been nice chatting with you I'm enjoying this.

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<v Speaker 2>This is I gotta say, I I while I do love.

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<v Speaker 2>While I have had a lot of fun with a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of the different kinds of genres and calls that

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<v Speaker 2>this podcast has taken form of, I've been enjoying this

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<v Speaker 2>new one lately of simply just chatting with folks. So

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<v Speaker 2>thank you for simply just chatting with me today, Tony.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, of course, weather anytime?

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<v Speaker 2>Anything else you want to say to the people of

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<v Speaker 2>the computer before we go?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh? No, I love you all.

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<v Speaker 2>Picker later, Tony yep. Hello, Hey, Hey, what's your name?

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<v Speaker 1>Chris?

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<v Speaker 2>Chris? What's up? Chriss?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>Has it gone?

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<v Speaker 4>I'm blessed man, but I've still got some struggles in

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<v Speaker 4>my life. How about you, mister, getto.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me what's uh? What's blessing you? These days?

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<v Speaker 4>Always say I'm blessed because you know, I could walk,

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<v Speaker 4>I could talk, I speak and breathe. Man, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>not a lot of people have that, well, not everybody

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<v Speaker 4>at least.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's really that's I think the meaning of I've

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<v Speaker 2>speculated often on what the meaning of life is. Maybe

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<v Speaker 2>there's multiple of them, but that's definitely one of them.

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<v Speaker 2>I think is like getting your baseline of happiness down

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<v Speaker 2>to that, right, you can either have you can either

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<v Speaker 2>you can either get yourself to externally meet your internal

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<v Speaker 2>requirements for happiness, even if they're a fucking lot, or

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<v Speaker 2>you can just lower the bar to the ground and

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<v Speaker 2>be like, all I need in my life is to breathe.

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<v Speaker 2>But that's hard. You know that's hard, right, Neither do

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<v Speaker 2>I not a lot?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I say I'm blissed because I acknowledge that least

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<v Speaker 4>out of that, But I'm always stressing out man, always NonStop.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, yeah, just the thing of like, you know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>if you can, if you can be happy with not

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<v Speaker 2>a lot, you're probably gonna be happier. But some people are.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not. I don't think I'm wired to be that way.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not wired to be happy, uh, sitting alone in

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<v Speaker 2>a room like if I were like alone, Like here's

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<v Speaker 2>the thing, right, is like if I were like alone

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<v Speaker 2>in an empty white room and I was naked and occasionally, uh,

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<v Speaker 2>someone slid in apple and some water under the door,

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<v Speaker 2>and that was like my entire life. I don't think

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<v Speaker 2>I could get to a point where I'm like, well,

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<v Speaker 2>at least I'm breathing you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, no.

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<v Speaker 2>More.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I think it's part of the human condition though,

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<v Speaker 4>it's like we always want more. Yeah, Like, even when

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<v Speaker 4>do you go into the gym, I'm sure every time

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<v Speaker 4>you go in there, it's like, man, I don't look good. Man,

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<v Speaker 4>if only whether it's cant so cautious, like, man, I

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<v Speaker 4>wish I look like this dude, when reality that dude,

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<v Speaker 4>you wish you looked like, wish you looked like somebody else.

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<v Speaker 4>Like it's yeah, even with the even with the wealthiest people,

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<v Speaker 4>man like, they don't they're not happy with their wealth.

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<v Speaker 4>They just looked at other wealthy people and kind of

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<v Speaker 4>get discrowned by it.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually, I will say I've whenever I do curls in

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<v Speaker 2>the mirror, I do look at myself and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>I think I look pretty sick.

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<v Speaker 1>Fuck, yo, bro, curls up, they do.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what that's doing, curls and looking at your biceps

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<v Speaker 2>and being like, yo, I'm kind of actually awesome. This

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<v Speaker 2>is a great feeling today.

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<v Speaker 4>Boys, I'm him what.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh yeah, yeah, that's that's the feeling. So what's well,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll ask you this. I haven't asked anyone this episode this,

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<v Speaker 2>but uh, is there a specific thing that you wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to talk about today or just kind of wanna wanna

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<v Speaker 2>dick around?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean I call it men because, uh, Griosy

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<v Speaker 4>told I've been feeling lonely lately.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, Well let's talk about this. Why are you feeling lonely?

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<v Speaker 1>Well?

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<v Speaker 4>I just realized, like a lot of the friends I have,

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<v Speaker 4>like truthfully man, like they have helped me before, but

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<v Speaker 4>nowadays it just feels like it feels just really one sided.

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<v Speaker 4>Like I I could sit here and listen to my

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<v Speaker 4>buddy's issues, you know, and try to help talk them

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<v Speaker 4>through it and be there for him, but it's like

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<v Speaker 4>when it's so the way around, it's usually like, oh,

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<v Speaker 4>that's not.

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<v Speaker 1>A big deal, man, why are you worried about it?

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<v Speaker 4>And me and him actually had a little falling.

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<v Speaker 3>Out recently, so now it's kind of been me. You know.

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<v Speaker 4>Obviously I've got friends at church and stuff like that,

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<v Speaker 4>but whenever I get off of work and I go home,

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<v Speaker 4>it's just me and it's a little nerve rattling.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Yeah, So you go to church, yeah, and do

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<v Speaker 2>you meet people at church?

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<v Speaker 4>I mean it's a small church, so I know, everybody there.

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<v Speaker 4>But it's a weird dichotomy, man, Like the kids my

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<v Speaker 4>age all go to school because I'm twenty three.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you're twenty three, little mall. Yeah, I thought

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<v Speaker 2>you were like forty eight years old. This changes everything,

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<v Speaker 2>This changes completely. You're twenty three.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, man, I thought you were.

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<v Speaker 2>Like fucking fifty. Oh my god. Okay, hold on, it's changes.

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<v Speaker 2>This is okay.

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<v Speaker 1>This.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought this was going to be a way more

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<v Speaker 2>depressing conversation. But this is great. This is great. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>continue continue.

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<v Speaker 4>Please, So, like you know, I don't make a long

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<v Speaker 4>story short, man, I've had to provive for myself about eighteen, right,

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<v Speaker 4>I basically grew up in the equivalent of a crackhouse,

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<v Speaker 4>so I had to get the fuck out of there

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<v Speaker 4>as soon as I could. And so, tom Bean, I

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<v Speaker 4>can't really go to college. So all the college kids

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<v Speaker 4>that are around, I don't know how they really view me.

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<v Speaker 4>They don't treat me bad or nothing, but it's like

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<v Speaker 4>they don't. They also don't invite me to ship either,

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<v Speaker 4>and it feels like they're just kind of nice to

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<v Speaker 4>me because we all go to church and they want

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<v Speaker 4>to be nice. So really, like the majority of my

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<v Speaker 4>friends are all older than me, Like they're all thirty plus.

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<v Speaker 2>Really yeah, what so? What so? What's what state are

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<v Speaker 2>you in? Can I ask?

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<v Speaker 4>I live in Georgia, South Georgia.

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<v Speaker 2>South Georgia. How close are you to fucking Atlanta? Ship?

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<v Speaker 1>Man?

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<v Speaker 4>Like three hours?

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<v Speaker 2>Three hours? What do you do for work?

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<v Speaker 4>I build grills, lawnmowers and patio furniture for lows and

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<v Speaker 4>home depots and.

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<v Speaker 2>Your main your main problem is that you're lonely.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and like really, man, no, go ahead. I don't

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<v Speaker 4>know what to be true, but I just feel like,

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<v Speaker 4>one of these days I'm going to have a group

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<v Speaker 4>of people, because you know, I DJ but also like

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<v Speaker 4>making beaks, like I don't want to actually have a

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<v Speaker 4>click of people. We all come together and make our

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<v Speaker 4>little hometown of the hot spot.

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<v Speaker 2>Dude, dude, dude, Oh my god, what's your name again?

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<v Speaker 1>Chris?

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<v Speaker 2>Chris? Chris? I I I feel I so deeply want

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<v Speaker 2>to go I I I know maybe it's out of place,

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<v Speaker 2>but I so deeply want to go. Life coach on

0:25:35.880 --> 0:25:37.800
<v Speaker 2>you right now because I have just I have just

0:25:37.840 --> 0:25:41.840
<v Speaker 2>so many ideas about your life. It's fun to have

0:25:41.920 --> 0:25:44.760
<v Speaker 2>ideas about what other people should the best, the coolest

0:25:44.760 --> 0:25:46.880
<v Speaker 2>thing ever is to have ideas about what other people

0:25:46.920 --> 0:25:48.959
<v Speaker 2>should do with their lives because you just give it

0:25:49.000 --> 0:25:51.280
<v Speaker 2>you just because you don't have to do them yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, that's just so it's way more fun. It's

0:25:55.080 --> 0:25:57.520
<v Speaker 2>so fun too. This is one of the things I

0:25:57.520 --> 0:25:59.439
<v Speaker 2>think I like doing about this podcast is it's so

0:25:59.640 --> 0:26:02.040
<v Speaker 2>fun to come up with ideas for other people to

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<v Speaker 2>do with their lives. Because that's the fun part is

0:26:04.680 --> 0:26:06.600
<v Speaker 2>the coming up with the idea is the actually doing

0:26:06.680 --> 0:26:10.000
<v Speaker 2>it is the hard part. But I have I have

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<v Speaker 2>so many ideas for your life.

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<v Speaker 4>Man, go ahead, I'm all theres.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, well all right, let's you know, if we

0:26:17.359 --> 0:26:21.880
<v Speaker 2>can get into the weeds of it here. What where

0:26:21.920 --> 0:26:23.320
<v Speaker 2>do you live? You live alone?

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<v Speaker 1>Right? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Just in like and what do you pay for your apartment?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? Yeah, I live in a it's like a quadruplex.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's just like.

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<v Speaker 4>My own little apartment. No one else can get in there.

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<v Speaker 2>It's all about what do you pay for it?

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<v Speaker 4>It's like seven and fifty a months?

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<v Speaker 2>Seven fifty a month? Okay, what and this job you

0:26:46.600 --> 0:26:52.680
<v Speaker 2>have making grills and shit? What could you get a job?

0:26:52.800 --> 0:26:56.399
<v Speaker 2>Because if his can, I can? I just Can I

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<v Speaker 2>just tell you what I would do if I were you?

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<v Speaker 2>Go ahead, okay, if I were you, Chris, If I

0:27:03.560 --> 0:27:05.680
<v Speaker 2>were you, and I know you're not supposed to tell

0:27:05.680 --> 0:27:08.000
<v Speaker 2>people to do by just some so like fired up

0:27:08.040 --> 0:27:10.840
<v Speaker 2>about this, If I were you, I would just fucking

0:27:11.040 --> 0:27:16.520
<v Speaker 2>move to Atlanta, Okay, get go live with like six

0:27:16.600 --> 0:27:20.879
<v Speaker 2>fucking roommates so that you can still be paying seven fifty,

0:27:21.560 --> 0:27:25.960
<v Speaker 2>and then just start, you know, find some fucking bullshit

0:27:26.160 --> 0:27:32.320
<v Speaker 2>fucking job like as you know, tending bar or fit,

0:27:32.440 --> 0:27:35.080
<v Speaker 2>just some fucking what you could like if you really try,

0:27:35.119 --> 0:27:37.560
<v Speaker 2>you can find some fucking bullshit fucking thing to do,

0:27:38.359 --> 0:27:41.800
<v Speaker 2>and then live in Atlanta with like six roommates, go

0:27:41.840 --> 0:27:46.800
<v Speaker 2>out to DJ events, start your own DJ night at

0:27:46.800 --> 0:27:49.280
<v Speaker 2>whatever bar that you end up bar attending at, or

0:27:49.320 --> 0:27:52.399
<v Speaker 2>whatever the fuck place will have you, Start some fucking

0:27:53.200 --> 0:27:59.680
<v Speaker 2>meetup group of like you know, beat makers who get

0:27:59.680 --> 0:28:04.320
<v Speaker 2>to get their every Wednesday at whatever the fuck, and

0:28:04.560 --> 0:28:07.679
<v Speaker 2>just do live that life like is that does that?

0:28:07.680 --> 0:28:10.320
<v Speaker 2>That doesn't even sound that hard when you do that.

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<v Speaker 1>No, it wouldn't be.

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<v Speaker 4>But here's the dilemma.

0:28:13.440 --> 0:28:15.360
<v Speaker 2>Mis tell me the dilemma. I want to know the dilemma.

0:28:16.920 --> 0:28:19.560
<v Speaker 4>I would be out the fucking town in a heartbeat.

0:28:19.760 --> 0:28:23.880
<v Speaker 4>But my sad job with the jan is actually a

0:28:23.880 --> 0:28:26.879
<v Speaker 4>family owned business, and so the guy who runs it

0:28:26.960 --> 0:28:29.600
<v Speaker 4>has been doing this for over forty years, and so

0:28:29.800 --> 0:28:33.919
<v Speaker 4>essentially where I'm at right now. Okay, so just number wise,

0:28:34.040 --> 0:28:37.840
<v Speaker 4>per gig, I get about four hundred minimum in Atlanta

0:28:37.880 --> 0:28:42.120
<v Speaker 4>and in Savannah, Like, I really appreciate the scene up there,

0:28:42.120 --> 0:28:44.160
<v Speaker 4>and one day I will like, I really do want

0:28:44.200 --> 0:28:48.360
<v Speaker 4>to go up there and just explore. But everybody is

0:28:48.400 --> 0:28:50.760
<v Speaker 4>having to work twice as hard as me to get

0:28:50.880 --> 0:28:53.680
<v Speaker 4>half as much money as me, and they're not learning

0:28:53.720 --> 0:28:55.040
<v Speaker 4>from a guy who's been doing.

0:28:54.880 --> 0:28:58.600
<v Speaker 1>It for forty years. Sure, so he's sixty right now.

0:28:58.600 --> 0:29:03.160
<v Speaker 4>He says he's gonna restire he turns seventy, so ultimately,

0:29:03.280 --> 0:29:05.280
<v Speaker 4>which I appreciate you telling me this, but.

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<v Speaker 1>The dilemma is, I.

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<v Speaker 4>Want to learn as much as I can from this

0:29:10.880 --> 0:29:13.360
<v Speaker 4>guy because he really knows what he's doing.

0:29:13.920 --> 0:29:17.640
<v Speaker 2>Well. Man, Look look, look I respect that. I respect

0:29:17.640 --> 0:29:22.200
<v Speaker 2>that well. So then I guess, Look, if if you

0:29:22.200 --> 0:29:24.160
<v Speaker 2>don't want to move to Atlanta, which I know is

0:29:24.200 --> 0:29:26.440
<v Speaker 2>like a whole big life thing, you know there, I

0:29:26.440 --> 0:29:27.880
<v Speaker 2>guess I guess what I'm saying to you is that

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<v Speaker 2>there are ways, I think, and look, this is what

0:29:31.800 --> 0:29:33.479
<v Speaker 2>I'm trying to fucking do in my own life. There

0:29:33.520 --> 0:29:38.560
<v Speaker 2>are ways to I think, create more community where you

0:29:38.640 --> 0:29:43.520
<v Speaker 2>already are by just like going first, you know what

0:29:43.520 --> 0:29:47.600
<v Speaker 2>I mean, Like being the guy to invite people over,

0:29:47.760 --> 0:29:49.480
<v Speaker 2>or like if you want to be in a thing

0:29:49.520 --> 0:29:51.320
<v Speaker 2>with a bunch of people doing a fucking thing, you

0:29:51.320 --> 0:29:52.760
<v Speaker 2>gotta be the You gotta be the guy to go

0:29:52.880 --> 0:29:57.160
<v Speaker 2>first and be like, hey, there is there one other

0:29:57.360 --> 0:30:02.640
<v Speaker 2>person who DJs in wherever the fuck Georgia you live in.

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<v Speaker 4>I appreciate you telling me that, man, because I do

0:30:07.160 --> 0:30:11.080
<v Speaker 4>have some people in snapchat from around here that you know,

0:30:11.320 --> 0:30:13.320
<v Speaker 4>a lot of people in my age, I don't know

0:30:13.360 --> 0:30:15.760
<v Speaker 4>if it's the age of social media or what, man,

0:30:15.800 --> 0:30:17.200
<v Speaker 4>and a lot of people are afraid to talk to

0:30:17.240 --> 0:30:17.600
<v Speaker 4>each other.

0:30:17.720 --> 0:30:19.320
<v Speaker 2>A lot of people are afraid to talk to each other.

0:30:19.360 --> 0:30:20.960
<v Speaker 2>A lot of people don't want to leave their house.

0:30:22.120 --> 0:30:24.280
<v Speaker 2>But here's the thing, here's the crazy thing, And this

0:30:24.320 --> 0:30:27.760
<v Speaker 2>is what I've noticed is that within all those people

0:30:27.800 --> 0:30:29.440
<v Speaker 2>who are afraid to leave their house and afraid to

0:30:29.440 --> 0:30:32.200
<v Speaker 2>talk to people whatever, I think genuinely that there is

0:30:32.280 --> 0:30:38.600
<v Speaker 2>some fucking yearning that everyone has and this, Bro, there's

0:30:38.640 --> 0:30:42.880
<v Speaker 2>a yearning and everyone's afraid to go first. But when

0:30:42.920 --> 0:30:46.440
<v Speaker 2>you go first, the people who have the yearning will

0:30:46.520 --> 0:30:46.920
<v Speaker 2>join you.

0:30:49.640 --> 0:30:57.400
<v Speaker 4>Bro, I'm giving you a virtual I thought right now, Man.

0:30:55.480 --> 0:30:57.160
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna try to fall Look, I'm gonna try to

0:30:57.160 --> 0:30:59.080
<v Speaker 2>follow my own advice. I mean, that's kind of the

0:30:59.080 --> 0:31:00.000
<v Speaker 2>era that I'm in right now.

0:31:01.520 --> 0:31:03.320
<v Speaker 4>If you move to Atlanta, I'll come with you.

0:31:04.520 --> 0:31:07.280
<v Speaker 2>I am Unfortunately, I love Atlanta. I've been in Atlanta

0:31:07.280 --> 0:31:09.160
<v Speaker 2>a bunch of times. I've lived there a couple of times,

0:31:09.160 --> 0:31:12.720
<v Speaker 2>but I'm I am not going to move to Atlanta

0:31:12.880 --> 0:31:13.560
<v Speaker 2>anytime soon.

0:31:16.160 --> 0:31:19.960
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, thank you for having me on, mister get y'all

0:31:20.000 --> 0:31:22.120
<v Speaker 4>have a blessed God, bless America.

0:31:22.560 --> 0:31:23.320
<v Speaker 2>They take care of him.

0:31:23.320 --> 0:31:26.040
<v Speaker 4>Bye bye, all right, see Russy.

0:31:28.600 --> 0:31:31.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm on. That's kind of my arc right now.

0:31:31.840 --> 0:31:35.640
<v Speaker 2>That's what I'm It's fun. I feel like it's it's

0:31:36.560 --> 0:31:39.800
<v Speaker 2>fun when I talk Sometimes when I talk to callers,

0:31:39.840 --> 0:31:42.040
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I'm just kind of like and a lot

0:31:42.040 --> 0:31:43.760
<v Speaker 2>of the times on this podcast, I'm just like kind

0:31:43.760 --> 0:31:47.960
<v Speaker 2>of working out a lot of my own issues. And

0:31:48.000 --> 0:31:50.440
<v Speaker 2>as I'm talking to somebody about there, as I'm coming

0:31:50.520 --> 0:31:53.760
<v Speaker 2>up with solutions for myself, and that's kind of that's

0:31:53.760 --> 0:31:56.440
<v Speaker 2>I think one of them, you know, in the call

0:31:56.640 --> 0:31:58.880
<v Speaker 2>that we just had, is like, yeah, I mean, you know,

0:31:58.920 --> 0:32:01.120
<v Speaker 2>if you're kind of lonely and you want to do

0:32:01.200 --> 0:32:08.320
<v Speaker 2>a thing, you just got to start at yourself. Hello, Hi, can.

0:32:08.160 --> 0:32:08.560
<v Speaker 5>You hear me?

0:32:09.120 --> 0:32:09.320
<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

0:32:09.360 --> 0:32:09.960
<v Speaker 2>What's your name?

0:32:11.640 --> 0:32:11.760
<v Speaker 4>You know?

0:32:11.920 --> 0:32:13.800
<v Speaker 5>I'm Sam and today's my birthday?

0:32:14.280 --> 0:32:15.840
<v Speaker 2>Oh, happy birthday? How old are you turn in?

0:32:16.040 --> 0:32:16.360
<v Speaker 3>All right?

0:32:16.400 --> 0:32:18.200
<v Speaker 2>You know what, we don't even have to you know

0:32:18.240 --> 0:32:20.600
<v Speaker 2>what I've thought about, Sam, is I've thought about there's

0:32:20.600 --> 0:32:22.200
<v Speaker 2>no way I'm going to actually be able to do this,

0:32:22.560 --> 0:32:24.840
<v Speaker 2>But could you imagine how much better life would be

0:32:24.920 --> 0:32:26.760
<v Speaker 2>if you just forgot how old you were?

0:32:29.280 --> 0:32:29.920
<v Speaker 5>That'll be cool.

0:32:31.560 --> 0:32:31.880
<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

0:32:31.920 --> 0:32:33.400
<v Speaker 5>One day, I guess I would look in the mirror

0:32:33.440 --> 0:32:35.240
<v Speaker 5>and I have all these wrinkles, and I really could

0:32:35.280 --> 0:32:38.720
<v Speaker 5>be any age. The mind is the age, right, The

0:32:38.760 --> 0:32:41.440
<v Speaker 5>age is your age. Your mind is your age. So

0:32:41.520 --> 0:32:44.320
<v Speaker 5>I'm literally about to wash this chemical out of my hair,

0:32:44.480 --> 0:32:46.080
<v Speaker 5>and I was like, let me call one more time,

0:32:46.720 --> 0:32:48.520
<v Speaker 5>So I'm gonna turn off the water and let the

0:32:48.560 --> 0:32:51.040
<v Speaker 5>chemicals just stay in my hair a little bit longer, because.

0:32:51.000 --> 0:32:54.040
<v Speaker 2>Oh here here, I was gonna actually this is perfect

0:32:54.040 --> 0:32:55.600
<v Speaker 2>I was going to go on a rant, So if

0:32:55.600 --> 0:32:59.080
<v Speaker 2>you want to wash the chemicals out of your hair,

0:32:59.160 --> 0:33:04.520
<v Speaker 2>I'll go on my rant and then we can reconvene afterwards. Okay,

0:33:04.520 --> 0:33:04.880
<v Speaker 2>go ahead.

0:33:04.960 --> 0:33:06.600
<v Speaker 5>What's what's your rent about? Right now?

0:33:06.640 --> 0:33:10.000
<v Speaker 2>My rant is about this idea of like age being

0:33:10.000 --> 0:33:12.880
<v Speaker 2>in the mind. And I'll tell a quick tidbit. There's

0:33:12.920 --> 0:33:15.320
<v Speaker 2>this guy. So I just I spent two months in

0:33:15.400 --> 0:33:18.200
<v Speaker 2>Japan uh at the beginning of this year. And there's

0:33:18.200 --> 0:33:20.880
<v Speaker 2>this guy. His name is Dave Bull I think is

0:33:20.920 --> 0:33:25.960
<v Speaker 2>his name, and he's like seventy something and he has

0:33:26.040 --> 0:33:30.720
<v Speaker 2>a he lives in Japan. My friend sense Martian shout

0:33:30.720 --> 0:33:33.040
<v Speaker 2>out him he and she introduced me to this guy

0:33:33.120 --> 0:33:38.560
<v Speaker 2>Dave who he lives in Japan and he's been living

0:33:38.560 --> 0:33:40.760
<v Speaker 2>there for a while and he has this like wood

0:33:40.880 --> 0:33:47.560
<v Speaker 2>print shop that does like a traditional like wood printing stuff.

0:33:48.120 --> 0:33:51.000
<v Speaker 2>And I met this guy. He's like in his seventies

0:33:51.240 --> 0:33:55.640
<v Speaker 2>and he's running this shop. And the guy is running

0:33:55.720 --> 0:34:00.440
<v Speaker 2>his shop like he's fucking twenty three years old, running

0:34:00.440 --> 0:34:03.520
<v Speaker 2>a startup like he's He's running around and he's like, Okay,

0:34:03.560 --> 0:34:05.440
<v Speaker 2>we're doing We're getting these shipments. We gotta do this,

0:34:05.520 --> 0:34:07.640
<v Speaker 2>we gotta do that and know, we're doing content and

0:34:07.680 --> 0:34:11.239
<v Speaker 2>we're doing this, and you know, he's got this whole

0:34:11.280 --> 0:34:13.440
<v Speaker 2>studio where he does his Twitch streams and he makes

0:34:13.480 --> 0:34:16.040
<v Speaker 2>YouTube videos and he's shipping out orders and he's got

0:34:16.040 --> 0:34:18.399
<v Speaker 2>this team and he's like he's really working. It's really

0:34:18.560 --> 0:34:21.720
<v Speaker 2>and you talk to him and he's sharp, and it's like, dude,

0:34:21.880 --> 0:34:26.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm this guy's seventy four fucking years old. I was

0:34:26.920 --> 0:34:31.320
<v Speaker 2>so inspired by the way that he ran his business,

0:34:31.400 --> 0:34:35.200
<v Speaker 2>in the way that he was being because I'm like

0:34:35.320 --> 0:34:39.120
<v Speaker 2>twenty seven and I'm you know, you meet a lot

0:34:39.120 --> 0:34:41.279
<v Speaker 2>of people who are, you know, younger, younger than me,

0:34:41.320 --> 0:34:43.080
<v Speaker 2>even are people in the thirties or whatever who just

0:34:43.120 --> 0:34:46.680
<v Speaker 2>feel done and they feel old, right, and then you

0:34:46.719 --> 0:34:49.759
<v Speaker 2>meet a guy like this, this guy in Japan, and

0:34:49.800 --> 0:34:52.600
<v Speaker 2>you're like, oh, it's all you're really just at any

0:34:52.680 --> 0:34:56.799
<v Speaker 2>given point in your life about as old as you

0:34:58.360 --> 0:35:01.920
<v Speaker 2>decide that, y'all are. You know? I just thought that

0:35:01.960 --> 0:35:04.600
<v Speaker 2>was interesting. So that's my rant. How are How are

0:35:04.640 --> 0:35:05.560
<v Speaker 2>the chemicals in your hair?

0:35:07.680 --> 0:35:10.480
<v Speaker 5>You know they're doing good? I think, uh, I think

0:35:10.520 --> 0:35:12.560
<v Speaker 5>a few more minutes won't really kill them, because it's

0:35:12.560 --> 0:35:15.680
<v Speaker 5>gonna be a little more lengthy process. To get them out.

0:35:15.840 --> 0:35:17.640
<v Speaker 5>So I'm just gonna let him be for a bit.

0:35:18.640 --> 0:35:20.279
<v Speaker 5>But I totally know what you mean. And I went

0:35:20.320 --> 0:35:24.279
<v Speaker 5>to this workout class today and the instructor he's like

0:35:24.320 --> 0:35:28.160
<v Speaker 5>this really old guy, but uh, the energy he had.

0:35:28.160 --> 0:35:31.839
<v Speaker 5>He's like, all right, we're going yes, yes, baby, go oh,

0:35:32.400 --> 0:35:34.200
<v Speaker 5>get to get a little bit lower perfect. Yeah, And

0:35:34.200 --> 0:35:38.160
<v Speaker 5>he's running around like enthused, and and I was like, man, like,

0:35:38.280 --> 0:35:42.040
<v Speaker 5>he came to be the coach today. Sometimes you have

0:35:42.080 --> 0:35:44.879
<v Speaker 5>a workout coach and they're just really like they could

0:35:44.920 --> 0:35:46.880
<v Speaker 5>care less about what's going on. You can tell, but

0:35:47.239 --> 0:35:49.640
<v Speaker 5>that guy was like super into it. And and he

0:35:49.760 --> 0:35:52.080
<v Speaker 5>was older, probably one of the older coaches I've had.

0:35:52.080 --> 0:35:56.560
<v Speaker 5>But it was really cool. Also, I I've been following

0:35:56.560 --> 0:35:58.360
<v Speaker 5>you for a little bit, as in, like, I know

0:35:58.800 --> 0:36:00.960
<v Speaker 5>you guys are walking around Japan watching their live stream

0:36:00.960 --> 0:36:04.080
<v Speaker 5>a little bit because I'm so enthused about Yeah, I'm

0:36:04.080 --> 0:36:06.960
<v Speaker 5>so dused about traveling. And bro, I'm about to go

0:36:07.000 --> 0:36:09.640
<v Speaker 5>to Hawaii on my first solo trip next week.

0:36:09.800 --> 0:36:13.120
<v Speaker 2>I'm really sorry, kick Guss, kick ass, how long are

0:36:13.120 --> 0:36:13.640
<v Speaker 2>you be there for?

0:36:14.920 --> 0:36:17.680
<v Speaker 5>I'm gonna be there for a week and then when

0:36:17.680 --> 0:36:20.360
<v Speaker 5>the flight lands, like the Tuesday after I'm gonna go

0:36:20.400 --> 0:36:23.160
<v Speaker 5>to work like from the airport, so we'll seeah that goes,

0:36:23.880 --> 0:36:26.360
<v Speaker 5>but I think I can troop through it. I'm really excited. Uh,

0:36:26.760 --> 0:36:29.839
<v Speaker 5>I'm gonna go to like the Honolulu area and stay

0:36:29.840 --> 0:36:31.880
<v Speaker 5>in the school hostel for the first time and see

0:36:32.760 --> 0:36:35.360
<v Speaker 5>how awesome it is. I'm really, really really excited.

0:36:35.560 --> 0:36:37.000
<v Speaker 2>That's what I was gonna ask, is if you were

0:36:37.000 --> 0:36:41.080
<v Speaker 2>doing the hostel route, dude.

0:36:41.160 --> 0:36:43.759
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, it's so the one that I'm going to stay at.

0:36:43.800 --> 0:36:46.400
<v Speaker 5>It has like daily tours and like all these events

0:36:46.440 --> 0:36:50.359
<v Speaker 5>where you can meet travelers, and it has h like

0:36:50.520 --> 0:36:52.920
<v Speaker 5>they transport you places and they're like here we can

0:36:52.960 --> 0:36:54.200
<v Speaker 5>go see this and that, and they have like a

0:36:54.280 --> 0:36:58.720
<v Speaker 5>daily schedule and I'm really excited. There's also like an app, dude,

0:36:58.760 --> 0:37:00.319
<v Speaker 5>So the hostel has an app where you and talk

0:37:00.320 --> 0:37:03.160
<v Speaker 5>to all these other travelers like plan things and meet people.

0:37:03.239 --> 0:37:05.040
<v Speaker 5>It's so awesome. I'm really excited.

0:37:05.480 --> 0:37:07.480
<v Speaker 2>H Yeah, I mean what yeah, what you're talking what

0:37:07.560 --> 0:37:09.120
<v Speaker 2>you're talking about is awesome.

0:37:09.520 --> 0:37:09.920
<v Speaker 6>Uh.

0:37:10.160 --> 0:37:13.439
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, shot free advertising too, Hostile World.

0:37:13.680 --> 0:37:15.080
<v Speaker 5>Dot com Yep, that's the one.

0:37:15.880 --> 0:37:16.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:37:16.160 --> 0:37:19.560
<v Speaker 2>They have. Yeah, they have these group chats where you

0:37:19.600 --> 0:37:22.960
<v Speaker 2>can like meet people and hostels and yeah, there's you

0:37:22.960 --> 0:37:25.759
<v Speaker 2>know what's it's so it's a it's interesting. So what

0:37:25.800 --> 0:37:29.560
<v Speaker 2>you're talking about these hostels, they exist like all over

0:37:30.520 --> 0:37:35.759
<v Speaker 2>the world, and there's a culture of like people I've

0:37:35.800 --> 0:37:38.279
<v Speaker 2>met like I would I I've I've done a lot

0:37:38.280 --> 0:37:43.759
<v Speaker 2>of like hostel traveling, and you know, there's all the

0:37:43.920 --> 0:37:46.839
<v Speaker 2>You'll meet somebody and they'll be like, yeah, I've been

0:37:47.000 --> 0:37:50.160
<v Speaker 2>on the road for nine months, just like you know

0:37:50.239 --> 0:37:52.440
<v Speaker 2>that whatever. They they maybe have some kind of online

0:37:52.520 --> 0:37:57.560
<v Speaker 2>job or like a lot of people just like waitress

0:37:57.840 --> 0:38:02.120
<v Speaker 2>or or or do some kind of odd job for

0:38:02.280 --> 0:38:04.279
<v Speaker 2>like six months out of the year and they just

0:38:04.520 --> 0:38:08.040
<v Speaker 2>live super humbly and with a bunch of fucking roommates

0:38:08.120 --> 0:38:10.200
<v Speaker 2>or whatever, and they just save up all that money

0:38:10.239 --> 0:38:13.520
<v Speaker 2>and then they go for six months and run around

0:38:13.560 --> 0:38:15.680
<v Speaker 2>all these hostels or they have a remote job or something.

0:38:15.719 --> 0:38:18.600
<v Speaker 2>And yeah, it's interesting, dude, there's people out there who

0:38:18.640 --> 0:38:24.600
<v Speaker 2>are who are really living that lifestyle for extended periods

0:38:24.600 --> 0:38:27.239
<v Speaker 2>of time. I'm excited for you. It's not like the

0:38:27.280 --> 0:38:29.680
<v Speaker 2>first time you go when you solo travel and you

0:38:30.080 --> 0:38:33.480
<v Speaker 2>kind of experience what it's like to just throw yourself

0:38:34.200 --> 0:38:35.640
<v Speaker 2>into that ocean. It's really cool.

0:38:37.600 --> 0:38:40.560
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I'm really I can't wait because I've traveled a

0:38:40.640 --> 0:38:43.040
<v Speaker 5>lot since I was younger, but it was always to

0:38:43.080 --> 0:38:46.680
<v Speaker 5>a destination or like to a family member, Like like

0:38:46.719 --> 0:38:49.040
<v Speaker 5>a destination is in like, oh, I'm going to this festival,

0:38:49.120 --> 0:38:51.640
<v Speaker 5>like I'm not going to explore the city or whatever, like,

0:38:52.360 --> 0:38:54.160
<v Speaker 5>and I'm usually with a group of friends. So this

0:38:54.280 --> 0:38:56.880
<v Speaker 5>is like the first time I'm going just just because

0:38:57.360 --> 0:39:00.680
<v Speaker 5>And it was so cheap dude too, so I'm excited.

0:39:01.320 --> 0:39:03.200
<v Speaker 5>And of course I'm going through like a little breakup,

0:39:03.200 --> 0:39:06.040
<v Speaker 5>and that's just of course like helping me, you know, blossom,

0:39:06.080 --> 0:39:09.680
<v Speaker 5>because I love I've always loved traveling, and you know,

0:39:09.760 --> 0:39:12.440
<v Speaker 5>like there's sometimes when you have a person and they're

0:39:12.480 --> 0:39:16.320
<v Speaker 5>they're I don't know, Like Mix was a little more

0:39:17.640 --> 0:39:21.440
<v Speaker 5>conservative as far as like, uh, being able to spend

0:39:21.840 --> 0:39:25.000
<v Speaker 5>anything on anything, so it was kind of like a

0:39:25.000 --> 0:39:27.200
<v Speaker 5>guilt trip if I wanted to go somewhere, like I

0:39:27.239 --> 0:39:29.120
<v Speaker 5>had to front for both of us and then he

0:39:29.239 --> 0:39:31.840
<v Speaker 5>paid me back later and it's kind of like freeing

0:39:32.080 --> 0:39:34.359
<v Speaker 5>just like hey, I want to go. I'm going to go.

0:39:34.440 --> 0:39:37.040
<v Speaker 5>I'm going to meet people, and this is like the

0:39:37.040 --> 0:39:40.839
<v Speaker 5>start of a new end, new chapter. So it's great.

0:39:41.480 --> 0:39:43.839
<v Speaker 5>What's the favor like, what's your favorite place that you've

0:39:43.840 --> 0:39:45.480
<v Speaker 5>traveled like out of the US.

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<v Speaker 2>My two favorite cities out of the US are Amsterdam

0:39:49.239 --> 0:39:54.839
<v Speaker 2>and Tokyo. Uh. Amsterdam's great. Amsterdam's got this hostel called

0:39:54.880 --> 0:39:58.360
<v Speaker 2>the Flying Pig that was one of the first hostels

0:39:58.400 --> 0:40:01.040
<v Speaker 2>I stayed in when I was doing like so travel stuff.

0:40:01.640 --> 0:40:04.520
<v Speaker 2>And it's cool because yeah, they have like a bar

0:40:04.719 --> 0:40:08.080
<v Speaker 2>and they're very like, you know, social hostile. And then

0:40:08.120 --> 0:40:10.919
<v Speaker 2>I also there's I don't know if it's still around,

0:40:10.960 --> 0:40:15.480
<v Speaker 2>but there's a hostel in Amsterdam called Cocoa Mama, and

0:40:15.520 --> 0:40:18.319
<v Speaker 2>that one's a little bit more like chill vibes, like

0:40:18.440 --> 0:40:21.319
<v Speaker 2>a communal living room. People are playing board games and

0:40:21.400 --> 0:40:24.160
<v Speaker 2>watching TV and stuff. That's one of the really cool

0:40:24.160 --> 0:40:28.360
<v Speaker 2>things about like hostels is that they have like varying vibes.

0:40:28.400 --> 0:40:31.040
<v Speaker 2>Like if you want to go meet a bunch of

0:40:31.040 --> 0:40:35.200
<v Speaker 2>strangers and go out and get fucked up and you know,

0:40:35.320 --> 0:40:37.360
<v Speaker 2>do all that stuff, there's places where you can go

0:40:37.400 --> 0:40:39.160
<v Speaker 2>do that. And then if you just want to chill

0:40:39.200 --> 0:40:43.720
<v Speaker 2>and play board games as places to do that too. Yeah,

0:40:43.800 --> 0:40:46.400
<v Speaker 2>it's a cool. It's a cool scene. I really like

0:40:47.320 --> 0:40:50.040
<v Speaker 2>if you're if you're like young and you're out of college,

0:40:50.120 --> 0:40:53.000
<v Speaker 2>you have a gap or whatever, or you just have

0:40:53.080 --> 0:40:58.640
<v Speaker 2>no fucking idea what you're doing. I highly recommend given

0:40:58.719 --> 0:41:01.560
<v Speaker 2>that shit a shot because it's also like you said,

0:41:01.600 --> 0:41:05.360
<v Speaker 2>it's like it's a really cheap and fun way to travel.

0:41:07.760 --> 0:41:10.600
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I was so surprised. Like hotels versus hostels are

0:41:10.880 --> 0:41:14.200
<v Speaker 5>are freaking crazy. And then I know people are worried

0:41:14.239 --> 0:41:16.000
<v Speaker 5>about the safety and a lot of hostles, But I

0:41:16.000 --> 0:41:17.840
<v Speaker 5>feel like if you look at the reviews and you

0:41:17.880 --> 0:41:21.799
<v Speaker 5>look at the like, people will complain more about things

0:41:21.840 --> 0:41:23.879
<v Speaker 5>they don't like than leave great reviews. So if there's

0:41:23.920 --> 0:41:25.960
<v Speaker 5>a lot of great reviews, you're probably gonna be okay,

0:41:27.080 --> 0:41:27.600
<v Speaker 5>you know what I mean.

0:41:29.200 --> 0:41:32.040
<v Speaker 2>So this is your first solo trip.

0:41:34.239 --> 0:41:36.200
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, yeah, like completely by myself.

0:41:36.280 --> 0:41:39.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah at school? Are you Are you nervous? Are you excited?

0:41:40.800 --> 0:41:41.120
<v Speaker 2>I'm not.

0:41:41.360 --> 0:41:44.200
<v Speaker 5>I'm not really nervous at all. I'm I'm just excited

0:41:45.400 --> 0:41:47.319
<v Speaker 5>and I'm I'm waiting to see how this one goes.

0:41:47.560 --> 0:41:49.120
<v Speaker 5>Because I'm actually going to come to New York in

0:41:49.200 --> 0:41:51.799
<v Speaker 5>May and then i have a week in October. I'm

0:41:51.800 --> 0:41:53.440
<v Speaker 5>trying to figure out where i should go next. I'm

0:41:53.440 --> 0:41:55.200
<v Speaker 5>not really sure what's.

0:41:54.960 --> 0:41:56.840
<v Speaker 2>On your You have a list of like places you

0:41:56.920 --> 0:41:57.400
<v Speaker 2>might want to go.

0:41:58.840 --> 0:42:00.480
<v Speaker 5>I really want to go to New Zealand and walk

0:42:00.520 --> 0:42:03.960
<v Speaker 5>the like you know, the Mortar and the Shire and

0:42:04.040 --> 0:42:08.479
<v Speaker 5>all that stuff. But yeah, yeah, that's like a dream

0:42:08.480 --> 0:42:11.160
<v Speaker 5>of mine. But I think that that's going to need

0:42:11.160 --> 0:42:13.280
<v Speaker 5>a bigger tonk of time. My work is super picky

0:42:13.320 --> 0:42:18.640
<v Speaker 5>about vacations there. I'm like a manager at a place,

0:42:18.760 --> 0:42:21.759
<v Speaker 5>like a retail place, and they're like, you can only

0:42:21.800 --> 0:42:26.040
<v Speaker 5>take the vacation Saturday to Friday. And I'm like, but

0:42:26.080 --> 0:42:29.200
<v Speaker 5>it's cheaper to travel like Monday and Monday, Like that's great,

0:42:29.320 --> 0:42:32.239
<v Speaker 5>but we allow you to go Saturday to Friday. So

0:42:32.280 --> 0:42:34.080
<v Speaker 5>it was just really strange. I get a lot of PTO,

0:42:34.239 --> 0:42:35.880
<v Speaker 5>but they're just very picky about how I use it.

0:42:35.920 --> 0:42:37.960
<v Speaker 5>So although I want to go to New Zealand, I

0:42:38.000 --> 0:42:41.040
<v Speaker 5>think that's like probably something I can't do in just

0:42:41.080 --> 0:42:43.080
<v Speaker 5>like a seven day period, so I need to be

0:42:43.120 --> 0:42:44.280
<v Speaker 5>like fourteen days or something.

0:42:44.800 --> 0:42:45.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:42:45.120 --> 0:42:48.719
<v Speaker 2>New Zealand's tricky. Uh Yeah. I went to I did

0:42:48.960 --> 0:42:52.920
<v Speaker 2>a little Australia tour like a couple of years ago,

0:42:53.719 --> 0:42:56.800
<v Speaker 2>and then when I came back, it was a full

0:42:57.600 --> 0:43:01.400
<v Speaker 2>like ten days of like I couldn't sleep. I was

0:43:01.440 --> 0:43:03.799
<v Speaker 2>like up until six o'clock in the morning every night

0:43:03.800 --> 0:43:11.640
<v Speaker 2>and sleeping until two pm some crazy shit. Damn, what's

0:43:11.680 --> 0:43:14.520
<v Speaker 2>going on in your life besides uh traveling?

0:43:17.760 --> 0:43:21.200
<v Speaker 5>Well, I'm starting to paint again. I used to paint

0:43:21.280 --> 0:43:23.920
<v Speaker 5>like all the time and do resin art and stuff,

0:43:24.080 --> 0:43:28.040
<v Speaker 5>but I just kind of moved away from it. Uh,

0:43:28.120 --> 0:43:29.920
<v Speaker 5>But like now that I have more time, I'm getting

0:43:29.960 --> 0:43:32.279
<v Speaker 5>back into it. And I just did my first three

0:43:32.360 --> 0:43:35.319
<v Speaker 5>resin pieces like a couple of weeks ago. I'm I'm

0:43:35.360 --> 0:43:39.000
<v Speaker 5>really happy about. And I just got a new position

0:43:39.040 --> 0:43:44.840
<v Speaker 5>at words that's pretty cool too. Yeah, and uh, I

0:43:44.840 --> 0:43:46.360
<v Speaker 5>don't know, just getting back into the gym, you know,

0:43:46.400 --> 0:43:50.960
<v Speaker 5>getting back into the swing of things pretty much. But

0:43:50.960 --> 0:43:54.200
<v Speaker 5>but it's really fun. Do you ever do Do you

0:43:54.200 --> 0:43:55.200
<v Speaker 5>ever paint or anything?

0:43:55.280 --> 0:43:55.360
<v Speaker 1>Like?

0:43:55.440 --> 0:43:57.560
<v Speaker 5>Do you ever do art? Arts and crafts kind of stuff?

0:43:59.480 --> 0:44:04.000
<v Speaker 2>Well, I successfully got a bunch of people to look

0:44:04.160 --> 0:44:07.920
<v Speaker 2>at a bunch of trash that I put behind glass

0:44:08.920 --> 0:44:14.480
<v Speaker 2>is part of it. And uh, that was that was fun.

0:44:14.719 --> 0:44:17.239
<v Speaker 2>It It made me wish that I did have some

0:44:17.320 --> 0:44:23.800
<v Speaker 2>kind of artistic talents. Do I ever do are I'll doodle?

0:44:23.840 --> 0:44:26.400
<v Speaker 2>I doodle, I doodle, I doodle to get out like

0:44:27.000 --> 0:44:29.960
<v Speaker 2>none of my doodles are good. They're they're they're mainly

0:44:30.000 --> 0:44:35.359
<v Speaker 2>just like schizophrenic like adhd uh fidgets more than they

0:44:35.400 --> 0:44:40.480
<v Speaker 2>are any anything that attempts any sort of artistic value.

0:44:41.200 --> 0:44:43.960
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, I don't know so much if I if

0:44:44.000 --> 0:44:47.279
<v Speaker 2>I do any yards as I do just fidget with

0:44:47.320 --> 0:44:53.520
<v Speaker 2>a pen making little uh circles and squares and stick

0:44:53.560 --> 0:44:54.040
<v Speaker 2>figures and.

0:44:54.040 --> 0:44:57.120
<v Speaker 5>Ship Hey, well, you know, beauty is in the eye

0:44:57.120 --> 0:44:59.320
<v Speaker 5>of the beholder. There's some stuff I see in the

0:44:59.400 --> 0:45:03.480
<v Speaker 5>museum and I wonder, like why it's there. So, like,

0:45:03.640 --> 0:45:05.640
<v Speaker 5>you know, everyone has their own perception. You never know

0:45:05.760 --> 0:45:10.000
<v Speaker 5>someone could fall in love with your ADHD squiggly art.

0:45:10.080 --> 0:45:13.160
<v Speaker 2>You have no idea, bro, it's there because some fucking

0:45:13.320 --> 0:45:17.080
<v Speaker 2>douchebag got some fucking email and was like, all right,

0:45:17.239 --> 0:45:20.919
<v Speaker 2>this is you know, things are the way they are

0:45:20.960 --> 0:45:24.480
<v Speaker 2>because some person decided that it was supposed to be

0:45:24.719 --> 0:45:28.040
<v Speaker 2>there or whatever. And you know, they own the museum

0:45:28.160 --> 0:45:30.879
<v Speaker 2>so they can do whatever they want. And I mean, yeah,

0:45:30.880 --> 0:45:33.520
<v Speaker 2>that's that's why stuff is there.

0:45:34.160 --> 0:45:39.279
<v Speaker 5>You know, how was your your art exposit? What is

0:45:39.320 --> 0:45:41.600
<v Speaker 5>our effort? I was saying the word and I like

0:45:42.000 --> 0:45:46.160
<v Speaker 5>the expression. Yeah, yeah, I was not received like by

0:45:46.239 --> 0:45:50.400
<v Speaker 5>people who weren't sure of what they were looking at exactly.

0:45:51.480 --> 0:45:53.320
<v Speaker 2>I think everyone had a good time, man. I actually

0:45:53.320 --> 0:45:57.880
<v Speaker 2>it's funny. I so I auctioned off the pieces at

0:45:57.880 --> 0:45:59.080
<v Speaker 2>the end, I kept.

0:45:59.520 --> 0:45:59.880
<v Speaker 1>Two of.

0:46:03.320 --> 0:46:07.080
<v Speaker 2>And then yeah, I kept two of them, and then

0:46:07.280 --> 0:46:11.759
<v Speaker 2>one of them, the guy who bought it just didn't

0:46:11.800 --> 0:46:14.000
<v Speaker 2>show up to get it, which I thought was gonna

0:46:14.000 --> 0:46:18.960
<v Speaker 2>happen for all of them, to be honest. But so

0:46:19.040 --> 0:46:21.839
<v Speaker 2>I took the remaining three pieces and I stacked them

0:46:21.880 --> 0:46:25.040
<v Speaker 2>all up and I put them in my room, and like, Okay,

0:46:25.080 --> 0:46:27.240
<v Speaker 2>I know it's trash, but like I know it's trash,

0:46:27.239 --> 0:46:28.480
<v Speaker 2>and I know I'm the one that made it. So

0:46:28.520 --> 0:46:30.560
<v Speaker 2>maybe this is a little bit selfish to say. But

0:46:30.800 --> 0:46:34.040
<v Speaker 2>something about the empty water bottle in the glass, it

0:46:34.080 --> 0:46:37.799
<v Speaker 2>does look cool. It looks cool when you display it.

0:46:38.000 --> 0:46:39.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I look at it, and I'm like, I

0:46:39.760 --> 0:46:42.239
<v Speaker 2>like that. I would have that, So I at least

0:46:42.280 --> 0:46:45.720
<v Speaker 2>feel good that, even though it is putting trash behind

0:46:45.719 --> 0:46:48.879
<v Speaker 2>a glass box, I feel like I made something that

0:46:49.000 --> 0:46:54.000
<v Speaker 2>I myself would would and do display currently in my

0:46:55.239 --> 0:47:00.359
<v Speaker 2>living space. So I feel good about that. Yeah, what's

0:47:00.400 --> 0:47:05.640
<v Speaker 2>your name again? My name Sam, Sam uh Sam. Good

0:47:05.680 --> 0:47:08.040
<v Speaker 2>luck on your solo. Chip. I love I love hearing

0:47:08.120 --> 0:47:11.800
<v Speaker 2>people do shit. I love that people are doing things

0:47:12.360 --> 0:47:15.719
<v Speaker 2>and excited. I often I feel often too jaded, and

0:47:16.000 --> 0:47:23.000
<v Speaker 2>it makes me feel good too. I'm living vicariously through

0:47:23.040 --> 0:47:26.319
<v Speaker 2>your joy in this moment. So good luck to you.

0:47:27.719 --> 0:47:29.359
<v Speaker 5>But I have a great day.

0:47:29.480 --> 0:47:31.360
<v Speaker 2>Thank you too. Bye bye, Sam Bye.

0:47:33.640 --> 0:47:34.080
<v Speaker 1>Hello.

0:47:34.200 --> 0:47:36.160
<v Speaker 2>Hello, Hey, what's your name?

0:47:36.600 --> 0:47:40.800
<v Speaker 1>My name is Tim. Tim. We talked a while ago.

0:47:42.719 --> 0:47:45.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm the guy that got the colonoscopy with.

0:47:45.760 --> 0:47:48.560
<v Speaker 2>The guy that got the colonoscopy? How long ago was this?

0:47:49.800 --> 0:47:52.920
<v Speaker 1>This was a while ago. Yeah. You said if I

0:47:52.960 --> 0:47:55.920
<v Speaker 1>had a good colon, you'd come to Portland, and if

0:47:55.920 --> 0:47:58.880
<v Speaker 1>I had a bad colin, you'd destroy Portland with your death. Right.

0:47:59.640 --> 0:48:02.080
<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, what so what happened? Do you have the

0:48:02.080 --> 0:48:03.760
<v Speaker 2>good colin to the bad solid?

0:48:03.960 --> 0:48:06.000
<v Speaker 1>My colon is good, so you have to come back.

0:48:06.520 --> 0:48:08.480
<v Speaker 2>I've been to port I wouldn't it. I've been to

0:48:08.480 --> 0:48:09.920
<v Speaker 2>Portland a bunch of times.

0:48:11.640 --> 0:48:15.200
<v Speaker 1>I know, I know, but the deal was you'll come back.

0:48:15.760 --> 0:48:17.920
<v Speaker 2>I would no. No, if I do, I'm gonna, I'm gonna.

0:48:18.080 --> 0:48:20.799
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna do. Yeah, I I need. I kind of

0:48:20.840 --> 0:48:23.640
<v Speaker 2>needed to take this year off, but I'm gonna try

0:48:23.640 --> 0:48:29.840
<v Speaker 2>to do. If if there if there remains interest in therapy.

0:48:30.120 --> 0:48:36.080
<v Speaker 2>Gecko live around the country. I absolutely will go to

0:48:36.160 --> 0:48:38.480
<v Speaker 2>Portland again if people wanted.

0:48:38.280 --> 0:48:38.839
<v Speaker 1>To come back.

0:48:39.120 --> 0:48:41.799
<v Speaker 2>Friend, and you know, it's f I don't. I don't know.

0:48:41.840 --> 0:48:46.399
<v Speaker 2>I'm always like again, we're getting to the summer. It'll

0:48:46.440 --> 0:48:51.520
<v Speaker 2>be five years of of geckoing, and I'm every year,

0:48:51.560 --> 0:48:53.879
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, it's crazy, this keeps lasting this long.

0:48:54.800 --> 0:48:57.600
<v Speaker 1>Man, I've been here all five years.

0:48:57.600 --> 0:49:00.000
<v Speaker 2>Fucking crazy. Man, I'm blessed. I don't know why. I

0:49:00.440 --> 0:49:02.759
<v Speaker 2>don't know why I go crazy all the time. This

0:49:02.840 --> 0:49:06.920
<v Speaker 2>is a it's a it's a real it's a real blessing,

0:49:07.280 --> 0:49:07.520
<v Speaker 2>you know.

0:49:08.000 --> 0:49:08.200
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:49:08.239 --> 0:49:09.839
<v Speaker 2>I gotta zoom out every now and then.

0:49:11.000 --> 0:49:13.000
<v Speaker 1>I feel like we got to talk about more than

0:49:13.000 --> 0:49:14.279
<v Speaker 1>Mike Colon this time.

0:49:14.880 --> 0:49:16.080
<v Speaker 2>What do you want to talk about? What do you

0:49:16.080 --> 0:49:16.680
<v Speaker 2>want to talk about?

0:49:17.600 --> 0:49:20.919
<v Speaker 1>Oh? Man, we can. We can just talk about life.

0:49:24.440 --> 0:49:27.799
<v Speaker 1>I like the life stories. It feels weird giving a

0:49:27.880 --> 0:49:31.000
<v Speaker 1>life story, you know what I mean? It almost feels

0:49:32.000 --> 0:49:32.760
<v Speaker 1>self centered.

0:49:34.640 --> 0:49:37.840
<v Speaker 2>Uh God, please do it. I don't well, Uh, what

0:49:38.480 --> 0:49:40.399
<v Speaker 2>is your life story? Who are you?

0:49:41.480 --> 0:49:48.600
<v Speaker 1>Oh? Well, I'm twenty five right now. I'm from Arkansas,

0:49:48.719 --> 0:49:52.640
<v Speaker 1>but I live in Oregon. I moved here when I

0:49:52.680 --> 0:49:59.200
<v Speaker 1>was nineteen. Yeah, damn, now that I'm now that I'm

0:49:59.239 --> 0:50:00.920
<v Speaker 1>ready to tell you my life story, I don't know

0:50:00.920 --> 0:50:02.560
<v Speaker 1>how to tell you my life story.

0:50:04.120 --> 0:50:06.719
<v Speaker 2>That was a paradoxical thing you just said. Are you are?

0:50:06.920 --> 0:50:09.320
<v Speaker 2>Do you feel ready to tell me your life story?

0:50:10.480 --> 0:50:12.719
<v Speaker 1>Maybe I'm not ready to tell you my life story, Lyle?

0:50:13.640 --> 0:50:15.319
<v Speaker 2>Is it because can I ask you this? Is it

0:50:15.360 --> 0:50:19.400
<v Speaker 2>because you're uncomfortable with whatever the subject matter of your

0:50:19.440 --> 0:50:21.400
<v Speaker 2>life story is? Or is it because you literally do

0:50:21.520 --> 0:50:22.959
<v Speaker 2>not mechanically know how?

0:50:24.239 --> 0:50:27.560
<v Speaker 1>No, I think I'm just nervous.

0:50:27.960 --> 0:50:31.239
<v Speaker 2>Would you watch pressure? If I helped walk by the

0:50:31.280 --> 0:50:32.640
<v Speaker 2>way that you don't have to if you don't want to,

0:50:32.640 --> 0:50:35.319
<v Speaker 2>if I helped walk you through it, do you think

0:50:35.440 --> 0:50:36.040
<v Speaker 2>you could do it?

0:50:37.040 --> 0:50:38.920
<v Speaker 1>I think I think that would help. Yeah.

0:50:39.080 --> 0:50:42.640
<v Speaker 2>Okay, So you were born in Arkansas?

0:50:42.719 --> 0:50:46.239
<v Speaker 1>I was yep. I was born in a Fort Smith, Arkansas.

0:50:46.600 --> 0:50:48.160
<v Speaker 2>And how was your childhood?

0:50:49.480 --> 0:50:53.960
<v Speaker 1>My childhood was pretty good up until up until I

0:50:54.000 --> 0:50:57.680
<v Speaker 1>was twelve, I lived, you know, with my whole family.

0:50:57.719 --> 0:51:00.520
<v Speaker 1>I had my my cousins right across the street and

0:51:00.560 --> 0:51:06.200
<v Speaker 1>my my grandparents right down the street. After that everything

0:51:06.239 --> 0:51:13.120
<v Speaker 1>got split up a little bit, and you know, yeah,

0:51:14.400 --> 0:51:19.160
<v Speaker 1>I went I lived in a really small town and

0:51:19.200 --> 0:51:21.600
<v Speaker 1>that's why I moved to Oregon. Not really a much

0:51:22.160 --> 0:51:26.600
<v Speaker 1>bigger place, but you know, a little a little different

0:51:26.880 --> 0:51:31.680
<v Speaker 1>as far as m hmm. There's less of ignorance here

0:51:31.800 --> 0:51:36.680
<v Speaker 1>than there is an Arkansas. You know, ignorance is very

0:51:36.680 --> 0:51:39.560
<v Speaker 1>prevalent where I'm from.

0:51:39.600 --> 0:51:42.560
<v Speaker 2>Although is it what's the big city in in Arkansas?

0:51:42.560 --> 0:51:42.799
<v Speaker 1>Little?

0:51:42.840 --> 0:51:43.480
<v Speaker 2>Is it? Little Rock?

0:51:44.440 --> 0:51:48.760
<v Speaker 1>A Little Rock is the capital, but I think probably

0:51:48.760 --> 0:51:50.719
<v Speaker 1>say it though, is probably the biggest place because that's

0:51:50.719 --> 0:51:51.759
<v Speaker 1>where the college is at.

0:51:52.400 --> 0:51:56.520
<v Speaker 2>Is it. I feel like all these like red states

0:51:56.680 --> 0:51:59.839
<v Speaker 2>and they all of them have these like I don't

0:51:59.880 --> 0:52:02.200
<v Speaker 2>know you would call them big cities, but these like

0:52:02.920 --> 0:52:07.760
<v Speaker 2>kind of like more uh like like little like blue

0:52:08.160 --> 0:52:11.120
<v Speaker 2>liberal dots, like like an Austin, Texas kind of a thing.

0:52:11.520 --> 0:52:13.040
<v Speaker 2>Is that they have that in Arkansas.

0:52:14.480 --> 0:52:17.400
<v Speaker 1>I mean, Fayebelle is becoming more liberal, you know. Like

0:52:17.440 --> 0:52:19.200
<v Speaker 1>I said, it's a college town. So it's like a

0:52:19.239 --> 0:52:25.600
<v Speaker 1>younger generation, like a specifically educated younger generation that's seems

0:52:25.600 --> 0:52:29.280
<v Speaker 1>to be changing things a little bit. But it's definitely

0:52:29.320 --> 0:52:34.759
<v Speaker 1>an overwhelmingly red state. I would say Arkansas is one

0:52:34.800 --> 0:52:37.320
<v Speaker 1>of the few places that's like there's not there isn't

0:52:37.360 --> 0:52:41.319
<v Speaker 1>really a big city there. Like, I don't know what

0:52:41.400 --> 0:52:43.920
<v Speaker 1>the population of Fayebelle is, but it's pretty small and

0:52:43.960 --> 0:52:46.520
<v Speaker 1>it's the biggest one. I think it's the biggest one

0:52:46.520 --> 0:52:51.880
<v Speaker 1>at least. Yeah, but I moved to I moved to Eugene.

0:52:53.960 --> 0:52:56.960
<v Speaker 1>I guess it's kind of funny, Like what made me

0:52:57.000 --> 0:53:00.000
<v Speaker 1>you move to Eugene, Oregon? Is I made like music

0:53:00.120 --> 0:53:03.960
<v Speaker 1>videos in high school and I was on acid one

0:53:04.080 --> 0:53:07.920
<v Speaker 1>night in my bedroom and saw a music video that

0:53:08.040 --> 0:53:09.880
<v Speaker 1>was really it was really shitty, but I thought it

0:53:09.920 --> 0:53:11.600
<v Speaker 1>was really good while I was on acid, you know,

0:53:12.520 --> 0:53:16.080
<v Speaker 1>And I ended up moving to Eugene to live with

0:53:16.120 --> 0:53:19.120
<v Speaker 1>the people that made that video like a week later.

0:53:20.320 --> 0:53:22.480
<v Speaker 2>How did you get in touch with them?

0:53:23.040 --> 0:53:26.239
<v Speaker 1>I just found them on Instagram through the through the

0:53:26.320 --> 0:53:31.400
<v Speaker 1>music video. Like the description on YouTube, it was like

0:53:31.719 --> 0:53:33.439
<v Speaker 1>a bunch of dudes. They were about the same age

0:53:33.440 --> 0:53:37.680
<v Speaker 1>as me and just happened to also be wanting to

0:53:37.680 --> 0:53:38.840
<v Speaker 1>get roommates and stuff.

0:53:42.120 --> 0:53:44.719
<v Speaker 2>Yeah that's pretty sick. And why do you still live

0:53:44.760 --> 0:53:45.760
<v Speaker 2>with them?

0:53:46.640 --> 0:53:50.439
<v Speaker 1>No? I don't. They turned out to be like much

0:53:50.480 --> 0:53:55.160
<v Speaker 1>bigger drug heads than I was, you know, Like I mean,

0:53:55.160 --> 0:53:57.839
<v Speaker 1>I haven't done psychedelics since like all the way back then,

0:53:57.920 --> 0:54:00.680
<v Speaker 1>but I never did, like, no hate to anybody that

0:54:00.719 --> 0:54:03.080
<v Speaker 1>does coke or anything, but I did like coke or

0:54:03.120 --> 0:54:07.000
<v Speaker 1>cat or any of those things. And all my roommates did.

0:54:07.560 --> 0:54:11.160
<v Speaker 1>And so we're in this like three bedroom apartment with

0:54:11.200 --> 0:54:14.920
<v Speaker 1>like eight people, all of them off of coke besides me.

0:54:15.040 --> 0:54:15.760
<v Speaker 1>Pretty much.

0:54:16.520 --> 0:54:21.600
<v Speaker 2>Cocaine is Cocaine is good a couple times a year,

0:54:21.760 --> 0:54:23.799
<v Speaker 2>special occasions.

0:54:24.000 --> 0:54:26.359
<v Speaker 1>I can imagine. I think I'm too anxious of a

0:54:26.400 --> 0:54:31.279
<v Speaker 1>person to try, he said. I think I'm just too

0:54:31.280 --> 0:54:33.360
<v Speaker 1>anxious of a person to do coke in general.

0:54:34.239 --> 0:54:36.839
<v Speaker 2>No, yeah, I mean no do it. I mean doing

0:54:36.840 --> 0:54:40.840
<v Speaker 2>it every fucking day or weekend?

0:54:41.000 --> 0:54:41.080
<v Speaker 4>Is.

0:54:42.560 --> 0:54:44.880
<v Speaker 2>I was gonna say probably bad, but I think I

0:54:44.920 --> 0:54:46.799
<v Speaker 2>can confidently say just bad.

0:54:48.280 --> 0:54:48.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:54:48.680 --> 0:54:48.879
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:54:48.880 --> 0:54:53.360
<v Speaker 1>I think I was gonna say probably too. I'm no doctor,

0:54:53.480 --> 0:54:58.279
<v Speaker 1>Yeah I think bad. Yeah yeah either.

0:54:58.880 --> 0:54:59.760
<v Speaker 2>Do you do any drugs?

0:54:59.800 --> 0:54:59.880
<v Speaker 1>Now?

0:55:00.360 --> 0:55:01.560
<v Speaker 2>Are you a weed guy?

0:55:01.680 --> 0:55:06.799
<v Speaker 1>Do you do? I mean I smoke weed, But same

0:55:06.840 --> 0:55:12.280
<v Speaker 1>as you've mentioned many times, and trying to cut back, yeah,

0:55:12.719 --> 0:55:15.759
<v Speaker 1>trying to cut back. I just I was I was

0:55:15.800 --> 0:55:19.000
<v Speaker 1>talking to somebody about this the other day. I really

0:55:19.400 --> 0:55:22.560
<v Speaker 1>like to take like a full year, like or even

0:55:22.600 --> 0:55:25.760
<v Speaker 1>a little bit shorter, just fully sober off of everything.

0:55:27.200 --> 0:55:30.920
<v Speaker 1>I mean all I do is weed, and I like nicotine,

0:55:31.120 --> 0:55:34.400
<v Speaker 1>and then I'll drink occasionally. But I think it'd be

0:55:34.640 --> 0:55:39.040
<v Speaker 1>cool to like see what my headspace is like just

0:55:39.120 --> 0:55:43.360
<v Speaker 1>completely sober, because it's like, I mean, I've had nicotine

0:55:43.400 --> 0:55:48.880
<v Speaker 1>since like fifteen and weed since like sixteen, so I

0:55:48.920 --> 0:55:52.479
<v Speaker 1>don't think I've ever gone honestly a full like few

0:55:52.560 --> 0:55:55.920
<v Speaker 1>days without one or the other at least. So yeah,

0:55:56.040 --> 0:55:58.520
<v Speaker 1>I think it's cool to see, what, see what my

0:55:58.560 --> 0:56:00.319
<v Speaker 1>mind is like, you.

0:56:00.280 --> 0:56:02.919
<v Speaker 2>Know, withdraw I don't know if this was a withdrawal thing,

0:56:03.040 --> 0:56:08.440
<v Speaker 2>but yeah, when I went you know, uh, when I

0:56:08.520 --> 0:56:13.280
<v Speaker 2>kind of went through like a weird period of like

0:56:13.040 --> 0:56:17.200
<v Speaker 2>uh like depression, anxiety, shit, I wasn't smoking weed because

0:56:17.200 --> 0:56:19.360
<v Speaker 2>I was afraid, because I was afraid that like weed

0:56:19.920 --> 0:56:29.560
<v Speaker 2>was gonna actually like exascerb exaterbate masturbates those uh uh feelings.

0:56:29.920 --> 0:56:32.080
<v Speaker 2>I thought it was gonna make them worse, and so

0:56:32.120 --> 0:56:34.440
<v Speaker 2>I avoided it. And then I just I had this

0:56:34.480 --> 0:56:38.919
<v Speaker 2>one night. This was within the week or whatever the fuck,

0:56:39.040 --> 0:56:41.319
<v Speaker 2>it's maybe a couple of weeks ago where I was

0:56:41.440 --> 0:56:44.080
<v Speaker 2>like or I kind of felt like I dude, I

0:56:44.080 --> 0:56:46.920
<v Speaker 2>felt like I was fucking drowning, Like I felt like

0:56:46.920 --> 0:56:49.759
<v Speaker 2>I was in a pool, Like I mentally felt like

0:56:49.800 --> 0:56:52.400
<v Speaker 2>I was in a pool that had the fucking pool

0:56:52.440 --> 0:56:55.800
<v Speaker 2>cover on it, you know, and I was I was driving.

0:56:56.320 --> 0:56:59.640
<v Speaker 2>It's a bad feeling. And then I took a really

0:57:00.080 --> 0:57:05.319
<v Speaker 2>big hit of a weed pen and I and I went,

0:57:06.360 --> 0:57:10.600
<v Speaker 2>oh my god, and I felt like the feeling when

0:57:10.680 --> 0:57:15.600
<v Speaker 2>you I felt a feeling like like when you've been

0:57:16.240 --> 0:57:19.479
<v Speaker 2>like submerged underwater for too long and you you get

0:57:19.640 --> 0:57:24.240
<v Speaker 2>you rise back up and you catch your breath. And

0:57:24.280 --> 0:57:26.240
<v Speaker 2>I just had that feeling. I was like, oh my fuck,

0:57:26.360 --> 0:57:33.480
<v Speaker 2>Holy Jesus Christy, just a big is a huge just relief.

0:57:33.680 --> 0:57:36.720
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if that's healthy, but I did experience that.

0:57:37.560 --> 0:57:39.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, No, I'm not that's what I was about to

0:57:39.480 --> 0:57:41.880
<v Speaker 1>get into. I'm not. I'm not sure if like that

0:57:41.880 --> 0:57:44.720
<v Speaker 1>that feeling of relief coming from a substance is a

0:57:44.720 --> 0:57:49.920
<v Speaker 1>good thing. But like it's it's interesting because you know,

0:57:50.120 --> 0:57:54.520
<v Speaker 1>sometimes I'll get that that feeling of relief after like

0:57:54.600 --> 0:57:58.280
<v Speaker 1>taking a hit, but other times, like it's like you're looking.

0:57:58.520 --> 0:58:01.400
<v Speaker 1>It almost feels like if I'm looking to get that

0:58:01.440 --> 0:58:04.440
<v Speaker 1>feeling of relief by smoking, then I don't. But if

0:58:04.440 --> 0:58:07.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm just like if I just happen to be like,

0:58:07.200 --> 0:58:09.320
<v Speaker 1>oh I'm gonna smoke, then I do get it. Does

0:58:09.360 --> 0:58:09.919
<v Speaker 1>that make sense?

0:58:11.560 --> 0:58:13.720
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Yeah, yeah for sure.

0:58:14.160 --> 0:58:17.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Like if i'm if I know I'm using it

0:58:17.160 --> 0:58:21.600
<v Speaker 1>as an escape, then I don't think it serves that purpose.

0:58:21.960 --> 0:58:26.360
<v Speaker 1>But if I like my ideal, my ideal use of

0:58:26.720 --> 0:58:29.800
<v Speaker 1>weed is like get through my whole day, do everything

0:58:29.840 --> 0:58:32.840
<v Speaker 1>I need to do, and then like end of the day,

0:58:32.880 --> 0:58:35.919
<v Speaker 1>when all of my responsibilities are done, I can kick

0:58:35.960 --> 0:58:37.520
<v Speaker 1>back and relax and smoke some weed.

0:58:37.960 --> 0:58:38.120
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:58:38.320 --> 0:58:41.600
<v Speaker 2>But if I do it too sorry, Yeah, no.

0:58:41.920 --> 0:58:45.360
<v Speaker 1>You're good. I think. Pretty much any other circumstance, it

0:58:45.640 --> 0:58:46.800
<v Speaker 1>does the opposite for me.

0:58:50.240 --> 0:58:51.680
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I know.

0:58:51.760 --> 0:58:54.280
<v Speaker 2>I I used to and I still do some times,

0:58:54.320 --> 0:58:58.200
<v Speaker 2>like with weed, like use it to separate the day,

0:58:59.280 --> 0:59:04.240
<v Speaker 2>like a have a period of time where I am

0:59:05.000 --> 0:59:09.200
<v Speaker 2>in fucking reality, I am deep in the matrix, I'm

0:59:09.240 --> 0:59:11.880
<v Speaker 2>getting my work done, I'm going to the gym, I'm

0:59:12.000 --> 0:59:14.400
<v Speaker 2>doing whatever the fuck I need to do, and then

0:59:14.640 --> 0:59:19.560
<v Speaker 2>at night, getting high for me was always always like

0:59:19.720 --> 0:59:23.400
<v Speaker 2>a symbol of like you're done for the day, You're good.

0:59:23.680 --> 0:59:26.000
<v Speaker 2>You know, I've talked about that. I've probably talked about

0:59:26.040 --> 0:59:28.360
<v Speaker 2>this on the podcast eight hundred billion times, but like

0:59:28.880 --> 0:59:32.560
<v Speaker 2>I meet these people sometimes who they can who they

0:59:32.600 --> 0:59:36.200
<v Speaker 2>don't have that, and it's just like constant like wake

0:59:36.280 --> 0:59:39.520
<v Speaker 2>and bake, like fucking let me get high and go

0:59:39.640 --> 0:59:43.040
<v Speaker 2>do stuff all the time and that shit. Yeah, I

0:59:43.080 --> 0:59:45.520
<v Speaker 2>don't know, and they don't. And they're not these people

0:59:45.600 --> 0:59:47.520
<v Speaker 2>that I meet that do this. They're not like a mess.

0:59:47.600 --> 0:59:49.720
<v Speaker 2>They like get their shit done. But I just the

0:59:49.760 --> 0:59:52.280
<v Speaker 2>fact that their brain can do that always amazes me.

0:59:53.200 --> 0:59:55.720
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it is. It is interesting. It makes me makes

0:59:55.760 --> 1:00:00.040
<v Speaker 1>me wonder if there's some like does that mean that

1:00:00.120 --> 1:00:04.040
<v Speaker 1>our brain chemistry is like flawed in some way or

1:00:04.320 --> 1:00:06.600
<v Speaker 1>is it or is it simply we just have different

1:00:06.600 --> 1:00:08.960
<v Speaker 1>brain chemistry? You know, this is weird.

1:00:09.360 --> 1:00:12.120
<v Speaker 2>I not I'm gonna get esoteric again, but isn't it

1:00:12.160 --> 1:00:18.640
<v Speaker 2>weird that we all have different brain chemistries and personalities?

1:00:18.640 --> 1:00:23.200
<v Speaker 2>Like wouldn't it make sense if like a human beings

1:00:23.400 --> 1:00:27.040
<v Speaker 2>there was just okay, it's just a human being and

1:00:27.120 --> 1:00:33.640
<v Speaker 2>every human being comes equipped with standard brain And it's like,

1:00:33.760 --> 1:00:36.320
<v Speaker 2>I mean like ants, you know, like ants, don't I

1:00:36.320 --> 1:00:40.960
<v Speaker 2>mean dogs have personalities? Yeahs are big enough for that.

1:00:41.120 --> 1:00:43.320
<v Speaker 2>But like, yeah, once your brain gets to a certain size,

1:00:43.560 --> 1:00:50.080
<v Speaker 2>it starts to morph and have different stronger variations and

1:00:50.200 --> 1:00:55.680
<v Speaker 2>personalities and chemistries. And I'm sure there's some Harvard scientists,

1:00:55.800 --> 1:00:58.320
<v Speaker 2>douche who could tell us why these things are the

1:00:58.360 --> 1:01:01.360
<v Speaker 2>way they are. But it's interesting to ponder about them.

1:01:01.640 --> 1:01:05.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, no, it is interesting. I read this this book

1:01:05.520 --> 1:01:09.800
<v Speaker 1>not too long ago called seven and a half Lessons

1:01:09.840 --> 1:01:13.600
<v Speaker 1>about the Brain. It's not it's not like a self

1:01:13.640 --> 1:01:16.360
<v Speaker 1>help book. It's more of like a like a neurology

1:01:16.560 --> 1:01:23.080
<v Speaker 1>like like essays kind of. It's kind of just about

1:01:23.120 --> 1:01:26.280
<v Speaker 1>how your brain develops. And yeah, I'm not I'm not

1:01:26.320 --> 1:01:28.080
<v Speaker 1>going to try and explain it because I'm not smart

1:01:28.160 --> 1:01:31.720
<v Speaker 1>enough to. But maybe maybe someday you'll check it out.

1:01:31.760 --> 1:01:35.600
<v Speaker 1>It's pretty small, so I think you'd find it interesting.

1:01:36.560 --> 1:01:38.760
<v Speaker 2>Uh, Tim, is that your name?

1:01:39.520 --> 1:01:42.480
<v Speaker 1>That is my name? Well that's not Yeah, that's my name.

1:01:42.960 --> 1:01:45.160
<v Speaker 2>Well, I'm glad your colon is going good. I'm glad

1:01:45.160 --> 1:01:47.720
<v Speaker 2>that they don't need to shove a camera. But they

1:01:47.720 --> 1:01:49.640
<v Speaker 2>put it in. They put a camera in your ass.

1:01:49.440 --> 1:01:51.840
<v Speaker 1>Right, yeah they did. They did put a camera in

1:01:51.840 --> 1:01:52.320
<v Speaker 1>my ass.

1:01:52.720 --> 1:01:55.440
<v Speaker 2>Isn't it crazy? But no matter who you are, you

1:01:55.520 --> 1:01:58.080
<v Speaker 2>have to I think mainly, I think it's mainly men

1:01:58.120 --> 1:02:00.040
<v Speaker 2>and women get colon asks.

1:01:59.640 --> 1:02:04.120
<v Speaker 1>Right, I think so, Yeah, Okay.

1:02:03.800 --> 1:02:06.120
<v Speaker 2>Maybe I'm I'm maybe I'm mistaking it for like a prostag.

1:02:06.200 --> 1:02:08.320
<v Speaker 1>No matter who you are, at some point in your life,

1:02:08.360 --> 1:02:12.480
<v Speaker 1>you'll probably have a camera in your ass. Yeah. God,

1:02:13.040 --> 1:02:14.920
<v Speaker 1>at least I wasn't like the guy that called after

1:02:14.960 --> 1:02:17.160
<v Speaker 1>me and had to get it like in my penis.

1:02:17.400 --> 1:02:20.040
<v Speaker 1>That would have been I would have been more scared

1:02:20.400 --> 1:02:21.000
<v Speaker 1>about that.

1:02:21.640 --> 1:02:25.080
<v Speaker 2>What a burden it is to be alive, and yet

1:02:25.280 --> 1:02:26.480
<v Speaker 2>what an honor as well.

1:02:27.720 --> 1:02:32.560
<v Speaker 1>That's the beauty of it. All the horror and the

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<v Speaker 1>end of the excitement. You know, it goes hand in hand.

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<v Speaker 2>Tim, Is there anything else you want to say to

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<v Speaker 2>the people of the computer before we go?

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<v Speaker 1>Can I answer you one more question and then I'll

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<v Speaker 1>and then I'll get my find It's just have you

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<v Speaker 1>still be going to the gym?

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<v Speaker 2>Man o more time?

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<v Speaker 1>Have you still be going to the gym?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Yeah, I'm not. I'm not going like as uh

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<v Speaker 2>stringently as I was. Yeah, lost like thirty pounds since

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<v Speaker 2>my last.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah that's sick. Yeah months as well, say what I

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<v Speaker 1>started a few months ago as well. So it's uh,

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<v Speaker 1>it's cool to kind of like like, I mean, I

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<v Speaker 1>know other people makes me sound like I don't know anybody.

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<v Speaker 1>It's cool to have you as well going to the gym,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's nice to hear you mention it every now

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<v Speaker 1>in the podcast. You know, I had a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>where it was was getting a lot harder for me

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<v Speaker 1>to go, and my goal helped me get back in there.

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<v Speaker 2>So okay, good good, good, good good. My my goal

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<v Speaker 2>is to be I want to be as skinny as

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<v Speaker 2>I was before I started doing this. I think here's

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<v Speaker 2>what here's what happened to me is this is exactly

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<v Speaker 2>what happened to me is a couple of things. Is

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<v Speaker 2>so once I, once I started doing this and it

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<v Speaker 2>started like popping off A is I just cared about

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<v Speaker 2>nothing except doing this and making sure that this was

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<v Speaker 2>that this kind of the therapy Gecko universe was trudging forward,

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<v Speaker 2>and so I was kind of like, as long as

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<v Speaker 2>the Therapy Gecko universe is trudging forward, nothing else looking mattered.

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<v Speaker 2>So I would And then so there was that A.

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<v Speaker 2>It was that mindset, and then B was the thing

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<v Speaker 2>of B was this thing of just like oh, I

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<v Speaker 2>had a routine where I would stream and then the

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<v Speaker 2>stream would be over at nine pm and I would

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<v Speaker 2>smoke weed and just eat an extra literally like four

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<v Speaker 2>or five thousand calories of like bullshit, you know, because

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<v Speaker 2>I felt like I had earned it really and then

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<v Speaker 2>and then I had this mindset. This was a crazy

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<v Speaker 2>mindset I had where I was like, Okay, I've become

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<v Speaker 2>successful now on the Internet. I don't have to take

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<v Speaker 2>care of any other aspect of my life.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you know, like that reward mindset can get dangerous.

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<v Speaker 2>Say that one time.

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<v Speaker 1>That reward mindset can get pretty dangerous where it's uh, right,

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<v Speaker 1>like you you're trying to reward yourself with things constant.

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<v Speaker 1>I would do that a lot where it's like, right,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm stressed out, but I've been doing a lot, So

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna reward myself by not doing shit this entire day,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. Yeah, I don't think that's

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<v Speaker 1>a productive way to do.

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<v Speaker 2>No, it's it's not I thought. Yeah I thought. I

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, uh yeah, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>No.

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<v Speaker 2>Once it was it was really stupid because it's like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I got a million views on TikTok, I don't I

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<v Speaker 2>no longer have to work on improving myself as a

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<v Speaker 2>human being in any way, shape or form ever. Again,

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<v Speaker 2>that was I mean I was twenty two when that happens,

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<v Speaker 2>so mm hmmm, yeah, but it was that so oh god.

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<v Speaker 2>So now I'm trying to get back to at least

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<v Speaker 2>what I was before the Gecko happens.

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<v Speaker 1>So I before the get go happened. Well that's a

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<v Speaker 1>good goal, man. You'll get there, I can. We can

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<v Speaker 1>all tell you're working hard.

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<v Speaker 2>So thanks, Thanks, I'm excited. I'm going to do another

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<v Speaker 2>I always post these like shirtless pictures to promote the tours,

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<v Speaker 2>So when I do another one i'm gonna do, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>gonna hopefully be ripped by then we'll see what happened.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, is there anything else you gonna say to

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<v Speaker 2>the people of the computer before.

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<v Speaker 1>We go, I'll reiterate the last the last thing I

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<v Speaker 1>said last time. Take care of your colon, treat it right,

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<v Speaker 1>take care of brother. Yep, you too. Bye.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, what's up? What's your name?

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<v Speaker 6>I'm Tony.

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<v Speaker 1>It's nice to meet.

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<v Speaker 2>You, Tony. Nice to meet you too. I met a

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<v Speaker 2>guy named Tony the other day, but that has nothing

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<v Speaker 2>to do with you at all. What's up, Tony? How's

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<v Speaker 2>how's life?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh?

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<v Speaker 6>I'm doing good. What's your name?

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<v Speaker 2>My name is Lyle.

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<v Speaker 1>I used to know a bunch of killer name lyle are.

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<v Speaker 3>You are you?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you? Are you fucking with me right now? Or

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<v Speaker 2>did you really used to know?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just.

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<v Speaker 2>Am I a killer? I kill? I killed a plant

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<v Speaker 2>the other day?

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<v Speaker 1>What was it?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't even remember. I killed it now. I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>actively kill that. I indirectly killed it, Uh, via negligence.

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<v Speaker 2>It was given to me as a gift. That's actually

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<v Speaker 2>the second time someone has given me a plant as

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<v Speaker 2>a gift and I through negligence, which I know it's

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<v Speaker 2>which is such a bummer. I know people love plants.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, anyway, I feel like I've been talking about

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<v Speaker 2>myself too much lately. What's up with you? Tony?

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<v Speaker 6>For sure? Uh, I've had a a I've had a

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<v Speaker 6>ton of stuff going on recently.

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<v Speaker 2>You know.

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<v Speaker 6>Every time I've I've tried to call in, I've tried

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<v Speaker 6>to call in. I've always had something like specific that

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<v Speaker 6>I've wanted to talk about. But I guess I don't

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<v Speaker 6>really have anything today today. For the first time in

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<v Speaker 6>a long time, I feel like I don't necessarily have

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<v Speaker 6>to work, you know, I don't have to worry for

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<v Speaker 6>a little bit, so you know, it's a it's a

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<v Speaker 6>pretty good day today.

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<v Speaker 2>That first of all, that's six. Second of all, why

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<v Speaker 2>don't you have to worry today? What changed?

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<v Speaker 6>So, I mean it's a minor celebration, but you know,

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<v Speaker 6>I really take these things close to heart. I have

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<v Speaker 6>all my bills paid and I just finished my like

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<v Speaker 6>psychology essay for my second semester, so you know, I

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<v Speaker 6>don't have work to do, Like I don't have to

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<v Speaker 6>go to work, I don't have things to study. What

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<v Speaker 6>I do in my free time, like outside of that

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<v Speaker 6>is I like to, like I go to concerts or

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<v Speaker 6>I go to comedy shows. I'm from California and there's

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<v Speaker 6>this little group I don't know how popular they are.

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<v Speaker 6>They're called Offline Comedy. And the entire idea is that

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<v Speaker 6>you go with a bunch of people and the kind

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<v Speaker 6>of socials that geist is that no one's really supposed

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<v Speaker 6>to have the air phone out. I mean you can,

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<v Speaker 6>no one's gonna stop you, but it's meant to create

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<v Speaker 6>a very more social environment.

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<v Speaker 3>Uh.

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<v Speaker 6>And I thought that was really cool. So I went

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<v Speaker 6>to that. There's this place called the gallow Center where

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<v Speaker 6>they host a lot of shows like I know, Whirred

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<v Speaker 6>Al Yankovic has played there a few times. I volunteer.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm curious about offline comedy because it's it's very funny

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<v Speaker 2>to me because the default of a comedy show is

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<v Speaker 2>already that you're not supposed to be on your phone.

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<v Speaker 2>So what is the point? What's what is what is

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<v Speaker 2>the whole offline aspect of that You're already not supposed

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<v Speaker 2>to use your phone during a comedy show.

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<v Speaker 6>Well, you know, I think this happens to a lot

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<v Speaker 6>of people. Yeah, And I don't know if it's you know,

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<v Speaker 6>held mainly by just a younger demographic, but a lot

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<v Speaker 6>of people automatically resort to just like going to their

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<v Speaker 6>phones if they ever feel like socially awkward, you know,

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<v Speaker 6>people that are trying to get out into this kind

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<v Speaker 6>of very abrasive, loud scene, you know, may it might

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<v Speaker 6>be helpful to have like a little bit of a

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<v Speaker 6>of a reminder, you know. I appreciate this as a

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<v Speaker 6>concept exists.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's just a normal comedy showcase.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, there's there are a few people from like Comedy Central,

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<v Speaker 6>you know, a few people that have done hours on there.

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<v Speaker 3>And it was pretty cheap.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like twenty six bucks.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't really go to comedy shows very often, but

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<v Speaker 6>I do go to a lot of concerts. Uh, and

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<v Speaker 6>it's usually a bit more expensive than that.

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<v Speaker 2>Who do you? Uh wait, so twenty twenty six bucks

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<v Speaker 2>felt cheap to you?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I mean at least in California because all of

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<v Speaker 6>the like all of the shows that are out here

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<v Speaker 6>are in like San Francisco or like, uh, like Sacramento.

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<v Speaker 6>You know these places that are that are really expensive,

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<v Speaker 6>really high cost of living.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, if you go to like what is it

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<v Speaker 2>any said, you go to like a like a real

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<v Speaker 2>comedy club, like a comedy seller or a fucking like

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<v Speaker 2>an improv or something, you uh, they you have to

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<v Speaker 2>pay for a ticket, but then they also make you

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<v Speaker 2>pay like a two drink minimum and then after the

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<v Speaker 2>tip and everything, you yeah, you kind of get out

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<v Speaker 2>of there at like, you know, seventy bucks or something

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<v Speaker 2>like that.

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<v Speaker 6>That's crazy. I didn't know that what's it called. I'm

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<v Speaker 6>not twenty one yet, so I'm not allowed to like

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<v Speaker 6>like like do.

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<v Speaker 2>Anything, allowed to go into those places.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I'm nineteen.

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<v Speaker 4>You know.

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<v Speaker 6>One thing that I was doing while I was working

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<v Speaker 6>because okay, I've never had like a real job, So

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<v Speaker 6>while I was trying to do this volunteer work.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, they had me work in the cash register, but

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<v Speaker 6>no one asked my age, and I guess they just

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<v Speaker 6>didn't know, and I didn't know that I wasn't supposed

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<v Speaker 6>to be back there. But they're like, wait, so how

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<v Speaker 6>old are you? And I'm like, you know, I'm nineteen.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm about to turn twenty.

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<v Speaker 6>And they're like, oh, you can't like touch the alcohol

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<v Speaker 6>like at all, and I'm like, oh, I'm sorry. So

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<v Speaker 6>that just really flowed me down, you know, really hindered

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<v Speaker 6>my efficiency for how old I am? Really importunate.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, Tony, I'm glad that that's good. You don't have

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<v Speaker 2>to worry or do anything.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess if I had to, I guess I guess

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<v Speaker 2>I guess if I had to do Gecko therapy, if

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<v Speaker 2>I had to do Gecko therapy upon you right now

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<v Speaker 2>that you didn't ask for, only because it's what's present

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<v Speaker 2>in my mind right now. I will say this, doing

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<v Speaker 2>if you, if you, if you get to the point

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<v Speaker 2>if you stop doing, it's good. The best thing you

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<v Speaker 2>could do is like do a lot of things and

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<v Speaker 2>then go into rest mode and then enjoy your break

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<v Speaker 2>from doing things. But if you never but it's if

1:13:26.840 --> 1:13:30.040
<v Speaker 2>you're never doing things ever, you will start to question

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<v Speaker 2>the meaning of existence and your own death. You'll go crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh man, so don't do that.

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<v Speaker 6>Tell me about it. When I was younger, I feel

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<v Speaker 6>like I was kind of like super sheltered. So I

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<v Speaker 6>just spent a lot of time thinking. And now that

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<v Speaker 6>I'm older, I've gone into like philosophy and the humanities

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<v Speaker 6>and you know, just just things that are like and

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<v Speaker 6>also comedy for a large part of it, that are

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<v Speaker 6>filled with with those kinds of questions that don't have answers.

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<v Speaker 2>What was he gonna say? Is he gonna say? Oh? Yes, uh,

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<v Speaker 2>thinking is bad? Question nothing. Do what you're told, fall

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<v Speaker 2>in line, and you actually you'll probably actually have a

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<v Speaker 2>much better life than if you, uh start to question stuff,

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<v Speaker 2>because once you start questioning stuff, you'll you go into

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<v Speaker 2>the abyss and then you can't get out of it.

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<v Speaker 2>Why why am I always do this?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 2>Who are your favorite comedians? By the way, Oh?

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<v Speaker 5>My favorite comedians.

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<v Speaker 6>It's hard to say.

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<v Speaker 3>I grew up with like.

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<v Speaker 6>With John Mulaney, I grew up with Joe Cooy, Gabril Clesis,

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<v Speaker 6>you know, basically anyone that was on Netflix and Big

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<v Speaker 6>at the time when I was like thirteen, I was

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<v Speaker 6>on I was watching that. Uh you know, I really

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<v Speaker 6>I really like those guys. They have a special place for.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, Tony, is anything else you want to say to

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<v Speaker 2>the people of the computer before we go?

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<v Speaker 6>Uh no, thanks for having me on.

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<v Speaker 3>Have a good day.

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<v Speaker 2>Life you bye bye. But well, folks, thank you guys

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<v Speaker 2>for listening. That was a fun time. A lot of

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<v Speaker 2>I liked being able. This was a good episode of

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<v Speaker 2>just chatting with folks.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>That felt good. It's it's I continue to feel a

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<v Speaker 2>great honor that people are still listening to this podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>I thank you all very much for being here. And folks, also,

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<v Speaker 2>by the way, if you're listening to this, I am

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<v Speaker 2>going to be doing a therapy Gecko live in New

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<v Speaker 2>York City this coming Sunday, and I'm gonna leave the

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<v Speaker 2>link to buy tickets in the episode description. I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 2>try this is kind of this is a very minimum

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<v Speaker 2>viable product version of this. I'm trying to kind of

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<v Speaker 2>I want to My goal ultimately is to just start

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<v Speaker 2>doing a regular therapy Geck go live here in New York.

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<v Speaker 2>So this is gonna be the most bare bones version

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<v Speaker 2>of it. Tickets are gonna be like five dollars. Uh, So,

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<v Speaker 2>if you live in New York and you're free, I

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<v Speaker 2>think this episode was gonna come out on a Wednesday,

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<v Speaker 2>So if you're free the Sunday after this, the next

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<v Speaker 2>Sunday from when this episode airs, check out the come

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<v Speaker 2>Come hang at the link in in the bio. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>thank you for listening to this podcast. Good luck, Gek

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<v Speaker 2>bless and uh, that's it. I don't have any more

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<v Speaker 2>words to say. Thank you, beak and goes on the

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<v Speaker 2>line taking your phone calls.

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<v Speaker 5>Every nine every Beacon goes

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<v Speaker 6>To just teaching yous loud in the interview Lives an

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<v Speaker 6>Expert