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Speaker 1: Hello, how you doing.

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Speaker 2: I'm doing. I'm actually like pretty calm right now, which

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Speaker 2: is great. I don't know what it is. I don't

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Speaker 2: know what it is. Man. You ever get really calm

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Speaker 2: and then you're like, all right, I need to backtrack

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Speaker 2: and make note of all the variables of this situation

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Speaker 2: so I can reverse engineer the calmness at all times.

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Speaker 2: Does that make sense?

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Speaker 3: It makes sense, But you're gonna hate my answer. Whenever

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Speaker 3: I'm like in that state, I'm just like, oh, this

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Speaker 3: is nice, and then I just kind of let it

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Speaker 3: ride out.

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Speaker 2: That's the funny thing.

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Speaker 3: Maybe maybe I take note of, like here the things

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Speaker 3: going on around me, and like maybe you know, this

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Speaker 3: is the thing that's making things feel cool.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: But otherwise I'm just you know, trying to live in

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Speaker 3: the moment. Let it, Let it be cool.

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Speaker 1: See.

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Speaker 2: That's the funny thing is I think when you're calm,

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Speaker 2: if you then start to go okay, I need to

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Speaker 2: reverse engineer the variables that got me to this state,

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Speaker 2: and then all of a sudden, bam, you're anxious again. Yeah.

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Speaker 3: That's it's putting too much thought into like being calm.

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Speaker 3: It's like, all right, let's just enjoy being calm. Let's

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Speaker 3: let's enjoy like, you know, the day and kind of like.

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Speaker 1: The state that you're in.

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Speaker 2: I will say, there's probably all There probably is elements

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Speaker 2: to why I'm feeling more calm, but I don't know

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Speaker 2: what they are.

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Speaker 3: I mean, you can like show up, be anything you

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Speaker 3: could have just like slept well the night before, and

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Speaker 3: that just does enough to like bring chemistry to just

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Speaker 3: like oh, or feeling good today because I stowed up.

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Speaker 3: Think like, whenever I have a day where I'm feeling

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Speaker 3: like exceptionally well, I think it's like just the smallest

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Speaker 3: thing that happened to go right in your day that

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Speaker 3: kind of sets you up for having like a good

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Speaker 3: rest of your day. So I think sometimes it's just walk.

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Speaker 2: I uh, well, I have a I'm doing a poker

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Speaker 2: game tonight, so I'm excited about that. I feel like

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Speaker 2: that's I like, that's that's the thing for me. Is

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Speaker 2: I feel like I like having something to look forward to.

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Speaker 3: Now, are you looking forward to like hanging out and

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Speaker 3: being with people. Are you looking forward to like gambling

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Speaker 3: and like losing all your money?

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Speaker 2: No, it's just like no, I I like I actually, well,

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Speaker 2: I really like I like I've started getting into poker,

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Speaker 2: very low sticks, like twenty dollars poker, just because it's

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Speaker 2: like I like being around a table of people and

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Speaker 2: like hanging out. But and and but like you don't

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Speaker 2: necessarily are You're not necessarily obligated. It's not like a

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Speaker 2: fucking dinner party where you have like this weird obligation

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Speaker 2: to talk. But it's the it's my here's the poker. Actually,

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Speaker 2: here's what it is. Is it fulfills my dream scenario

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Speaker 2: at all times. My dream scenario at all times is

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Speaker 2: to be in a group of people who are all

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Speaker 2: the conversation, but also the option to withdraw and just

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Speaker 2: simply be around people without the pressure of having to

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Speaker 2: keep up a conversation. Actually, I take back that that's

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Speaker 2: my dream at all times, because actually there's a lot

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Speaker 2: of times where I do enjoy having a one on

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Speaker 2: one conversation. But there's a lot of times where I

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Speaker 2: feel that way, where I'm like, I want to be

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Speaker 2: around people, but I don't really want to have to

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Speaker 2: talk to anyone, and poker is like the perfect scenario.

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Speaker 2: I actually don't like gambling, like you know, that's why

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Speaker 2: I like playing like very like low stakes things like

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Speaker 2: I went to I mean, I've been to Vegas a

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Speaker 2: a Willy Wonka slot machine once and then I lost,

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Speaker 2: and I was like, I think that's the end of

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Speaker 2: machines and stuff, because that's all the opposite of what

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Speaker 2: I was just talking about. Like I like just like

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Speaker 3: I get like that same kind of like interaction to

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Speaker 3: like concerts, Like I go to like a lot of

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Speaker 3: it's like all right, I can like talk and engage

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Speaker 3: as soon as the band comes on, everybody just needs

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Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, yeah, oh wait, you know what the best

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Speaker 2: feeling in the world is, Okay, when You're at like show,

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Speaker 2: whether it's like comedy or concert or whatever, and you're

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Speaker 2: enjoy the conversation that you're having, but just because ending

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Speaker 2: a conversation in general can be difficult. Right, You're having

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Speaker 2: a conversation with somebody and then the thing starts, like

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Speaker 2: the lights go down, yeah, and then that naturally ends

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Speaker 2: your conversation for you. It's like that's like a chef's

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Speaker 2: kiss moment.

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Speaker 3: Oh dude, you don't even know. There's so many times

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Speaker 3: like I feel like I'm all right with having like

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Speaker 3: like my nightmareson I know, because I never know how

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Speaker 3: to end it. Just having like the natural cutoff of

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Speaker 3: like we're done with this conversation can sometimes be a

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Speaker 3: lfesaver in like just in a situation.

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Speaker 2: Right right, I'm very I got a weird thing socially

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Speaker 2: where like some some times I truly feel like I'll

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Speaker 2: I'll be out some nights or like you know, doing

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Speaker 2: this podcast or like whatever, I'll be out some nights.

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Speaker 2: And sometimes I'm like, dude, I'm like a fucking genius.

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Speaker 2: Like I feel like I can talk to anyone. I

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Speaker 2: feel like I can hold a conversation great. I feel

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Speaker 2: like I can. I've been like, like, i I'll like

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Speaker 2: learn how to end conversations gracefully by just like citing you.

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Speaker 2: I think I think the key to all of Like

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Speaker 2: sometimes I'm like like that and I'm like, dude, I'm

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Speaker 2: do any of that, And it goes It goes back

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Speaker 2: to the beginning of the conversation we were having about

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Speaker 2: the variables and the cocktail that needs to be creating,

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Speaker 2: that point. What were you gonna say?

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Speaker 3: I do just think the exact same thing. Like it.

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Speaker 3: It feels like luck. Sometimes it feels like, oh, I

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Speaker 3: just woke up in the day where I'm able to

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Speaker 3: And there are times where I'm like I'm slipping over

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Speaker 3: every single word that comes out of my mouth, and

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Speaker 3: the ability to make friends today is just non existent.

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Speaker 2: You know, there's one I was watching some stupid YouTube

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Speaker 2: meaning oh no, no, no, not start. I'm sorry, starts

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Speaker 2: the wrong word. Go first is the right word. Like

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Speaker 2: see you around the universe, you know, just like h

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Speaker 2: like realize that in actually, weirdly, in every single social situation,

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Speaker 1: Mm.

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Speaker 3: So let's say, like you're at a place you want

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Speaker 3: Do you just go up and talk to them? Because

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Speaker 3: for me personally, I just try to think of the

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Speaker 2: very It's it's an important skill to learn whether or

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Speaker 2: If here's the key, if someone wants to be talking

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Speaker 2: if you're talking to somebody and they're giving you nothing

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Speaker 3: Right one nd. And I feel like there's a decent

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Speaker 3: Uh is also like decently important to you know, like

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Speaker 2: Picker later, Tony yep. Hello, Hey, Hey, what's your name?

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Speaker 1: Chris?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that's really that's I think the meaning of I've

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Speaker 4: Please, So, like you know, I don't make a long

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Speaker 4: me because we all go to church and they want

438
00:24:12,000 --> 00:24:16,119
Speaker 4: to be nice. So really, like the majority of my

439
00:24:16,200 --> 00:24:19,560
Speaker 4: friends are all older than me, Like they're all thirty plus.

440
00:24:19,840 --> 00:24:25,280
Speaker 2: Really yeah, what so? What so? What's what state are

441
00:24:25,320 --> 00:24:26,000
Speaker 2: you in? Can I ask?

442
00:24:27,320 --> 00:24:30,119
Speaker 4: I live in Georgia, South Georgia.

443
00:24:29,560 --> 00:24:34,960
Speaker 2: South Georgia. How close are you to fucking Atlanta? Ship?

444
00:24:35,080 --> 00:24:35,240
Speaker 1: Man?

445
00:24:35,320 --> 00:24:36,840
Speaker 4: Like three hours?

446
00:24:36,840 --> 00:24:38,800
Speaker 2: Three hours? What do you do for work?

447
00:24:41,520 --> 00:24:46,520
Speaker 4: I build grills, lawnmowers and patio furniture for lows and

448
00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:49,560
Speaker 4: home depots and.

449
00:24:49,520 --> 00:24:51,919
Speaker 2: Your main your main problem is that you're lonely.

450
00:24:53,440 --> 00:25:03,000
Speaker 4: Yeah, and like really, man, no, go ahead. I don't

451
00:25:03,040 --> 00:25:04,960
Speaker 4: know what to be true, but I just feel like,

452
00:25:05,119 --> 00:25:06,920
Speaker 4: one of these days I'm going to have a group

453
00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:09,280
Speaker 4: of people, because you know, I DJ but also like

454
00:25:09,320 --> 00:25:11,000
Speaker 4: making beaks, like I don't want to actually have a

455
00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:14,000
Speaker 4: click of people. We all come together and make our

456
00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:15,840
Speaker 4: little hometown of the hot spot.

457
00:25:16,440 --> 00:25:20,240
Speaker 2: Dude, dude, dude, Oh my god, what's your name again?

458
00:25:21,600 --> 00:25:22,119
Speaker 1: Chris?

459
00:25:22,600 --> 00:25:27,720
Speaker 2: Chris? Chris? I I I feel I so deeply want

460
00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:33,600
Speaker 2: to go I I I know maybe it's out of place,

461
00:25:33,640 --> 00:25:35,840
Speaker 2: but I so deeply want to go. Life coach on

462
00:25:35,880 --> 00:25:37,800
Speaker 2: you right now because I have just I have just

463
00:25:37,840 --> 00:25:41,840
Speaker 2: so many ideas about your life. It's fun to have

464
00:25:41,920 --> 00:25:44,760
Speaker 2: ideas about what other people should the best, the coolest

465
00:25:44,760 --> 00:25:46,880
Speaker 2: thing ever is to have ideas about what other people

466
00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:48,959
Speaker 2: should do with their lives because you just give it

467
00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:51,280
Speaker 2: you just because you don't have to do them yourself.

468
00:25:51,840 --> 00:25:55,040
Speaker 2: You know, that's just so it's way more fun. It's

469
00:25:55,080 --> 00:25:57,520
Speaker 2: so fun too. This is one of the things I

470
00:25:57,520 --> 00:25:59,439
Speaker 2: think I like doing about this podcast is it's so

471
00:25:59,640 --> 00:26:02,040
Speaker 2: fun to come up with ideas for other people to

472
00:26:02,040 --> 00:26:04,639
Speaker 2: do with their lives. Because that's the fun part is

473
00:26:04,680 --> 00:26:06,600
Speaker 2: the coming up with the idea is the actually doing

474
00:26:06,680 --> 00:26:10,000
Speaker 2: it is the hard part. But I have I have

475
00:26:10,080 --> 00:26:12,320
Speaker 2: so many ideas for your life.

476
00:26:13,600 --> 00:26:15,880
Speaker 4: Man, go ahead, I'm all theres.

477
00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:17,320
Speaker 2: I mean, well all right, let's you know, if we

478
00:26:17,359 --> 00:26:21,880
Speaker 2: can get into the weeds of it here. What where

479
00:26:21,920 --> 00:26:23,320
Speaker 2: do you live? You live alone?

480
00:26:23,440 --> 00:26:26,560
Speaker 1: Right? Yeah?

481
00:26:26,760 --> 00:26:28,600
Speaker 2: Just in like and what do you pay for your apartment?

482
00:26:29,880 --> 00:26:32,359
Speaker 4: Yeah? Yeah, I live in a it's like a quadruplex.

483
00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:35,400
Speaker 1: But it's just like.

484
00:26:35,400 --> 00:26:37,680
Speaker 4: My own little apartment. No one else can get in there.

485
00:26:37,720 --> 00:26:40,840
Speaker 2: It's all about what do you pay for it?

486
00:26:40,840 --> 00:26:42,600
Speaker 4: It's like seven and fifty a months?

487
00:26:43,160 --> 00:26:46,520
Speaker 2: Seven fifty a month? Okay, what and this job you

488
00:26:46,600 --> 00:26:52,680
Speaker 2: have making grills and shit? What could you get a job?

489
00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:56,399
Speaker 2: Because if his can, I can? I just Can I

490
00:26:56,400 --> 00:26:59,440
Speaker 2: just tell you what I would do if I were you?

491
00:26:59,480 --> 00:27:03,520
Speaker 2: Go ahead, okay, if I were you, Chris, If I

492
00:27:03,560 --> 00:27:05,680
Speaker 2: were you, and I know you're not supposed to tell

493
00:27:05,680 --> 00:27:08,000
Speaker 2: people to do by just some so like fired up

494
00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:10,840
Speaker 2: about this, If I were you, I would just fucking

495
00:27:11,040 --> 00:27:16,520
Speaker 2: move to Atlanta, Okay, get go live with like six

496
00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:20,879
Speaker 2: fucking roommates so that you can still be paying seven fifty,

497
00:27:21,560 --> 00:27:25,960
Speaker 2: and then just start, you know, find some fucking bullshit

498
00:27:26,160 --> 00:27:32,320
Speaker 2: fucking job like as you know, tending bar or fit,

499
00:27:32,440 --> 00:27:35,080
Speaker 2: just some fucking what you could like if you really try,

500
00:27:35,119 --> 00:27:37,560
Speaker 2: you can find some fucking bullshit fucking thing to do,

501
00:27:38,359 --> 00:27:41,800
Speaker 2: and then live in Atlanta with like six roommates, go

502
00:27:41,840 --> 00:27:46,800
Speaker 2: out to DJ events, start your own DJ night at

503
00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:49,280
Speaker 2: whatever bar that you end up bar attending at, or

504
00:27:49,320 --> 00:27:52,399
Speaker 2: whatever the fuck place will have you, Start some fucking

505
00:27:53,200 --> 00:27:59,680
Speaker 2: meetup group of like you know, beat makers who get

506
00:27:59,680 --> 00:28:04,320
Speaker 2: to get their every Wednesday at whatever the fuck, and

507
00:28:04,560 --> 00:28:07,679
Speaker 2: just do live that life like is that does that?

508
00:28:07,680 --> 00:28:10,320
Speaker 2: That doesn't even sound that hard when you do that.

509
00:28:10,760 --> 00:28:12,320
Speaker 1: No, it wouldn't be.

510
00:28:12,359 --> 00:28:13,400
Speaker 4: But here's the dilemma.

511
00:28:13,440 --> 00:28:15,360
Speaker 2: Mis tell me the dilemma. I want to know the dilemma.

512
00:28:16,920 --> 00:28:19,560
Speaker 4: I would be out the fucking town in a heartbeat.

513
00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:23,880
Speaker 4: But my sad job with the jan is actually a

514
00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:26,879
Speaker 4: family owned business, and so the guy who runs it

515
00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:29,600
Speaker 4: has been doing this for over forty years, and so

516
00:28:29,800 --> 00:28:33,919
Speaker 4: essentially where I'm at right now. Okay, so just number wise,

517
00:28:34,040 --> 00:28:37,840
Speaker 4: per gig, I get about four hundred minimum in Atlanta

518
00:28:37,880 --> 00:28:42,120
Speaker 4: and in Savannah, Like, I really appreciate the scene up there,

519
00:28:42,120 --> 00:28:44,160
Speaker 4: and one day I will like, I really do want

520
00:28:44,200 --> 00:28:48,360
Speaker 4: to go up there and just explore. But everybody is

521
00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:50,760
Speaker 4: having to work twice as hard as me to get

522
00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:53,680
Speaker 4: half as much money as me, and they're not learning

523
00:28:53,720 --> 00:28:55,040
Speaker 4: from a guy who's been doing.

524
00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:58,600
Speaker 1: It for forty years. Sure, so he's sixty right now.

525
00:28:58,600 --> 00:29:03,160
Speaker 4: He says he's gonna restire he turns seventy, so ultimately,

526
00:29:03,280 --> 00:29:05,280
Speaker 4: which I appreciate you telling me this, but.

527
00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:08,840
Speaker 1: The dilemma is, I.

528
00:29:08,800 --> 00:29:10,800
Speaker 4: Want to learn as much as I can from this

529
00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:13,360
Speaker 4: guy because he really knows what he's doing.

530
00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:17,640
Speaker 2: Well. Man, Look look, look I respect that. I respect

531
00:29:17,640 --> 00:29:22,200
Speaker 2: that well. So then I guess, Look, if if you

532
00:29:22,200 --> 00:29:24,160
Speaker 2: don't want to move to Atlanta, which I know is

533
00:29:24,200 --> 00:29:26,440
Speaker 2: like a whole big life thing, you know there, I

534
00:29:26,440 --> 00:29:27,880
Speaker 2: guess I guess what I'm saying to you is that

535
00:29:27,920 --> 00:29:31,800
Speaker 2: there are ways, I think, and look, this is what

536
00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:33,479
Speaker 2: I'm trying to fucking do in my own life. There

537
00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:38,560
Speaker 2: are ways to I think, create more community where you

538
00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:43,520
Speaker 2: already are by just like going first, you know what

539
00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:47,600
Speaker 2: I mean, Like being the guy to invite people over,

540
00:29:47,760 --> 00:29:49,480
Speaker 2: or like if you want to be in a thing

541
00:29:49,520 --> 00:29:51,320
Speaker 2: with a bunch of people doing a fucking thing, you

542
00:29:51,320 --> 00:29:52,760
Speaker 2: gotta be the You gotta be the guy to go

543
00:29:52,880 --> 00:29:57,160
Speaker 2: first and be like, hey, there is there one other

544
00:29:57,360 --> 00:30:02,640
Speaker 2: person who DJs in wherever the fuck Georgia you live in.

545
00:30:04,920 --> 00:30:07,040
Speaker 4: I appreciate you telling me that, man, because I do

546
00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:11,080
Speaker 4: have some people in snapchat from around here that you know,

547
00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:13,320
Speaker 4: a lot of people in my age, I don't know

548
00:30:13,360 --> 00:30:15,760
Speaker 4: if it's the age of social media or what, man,

549
00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:17,200
Speaker 4: and a lot of people are afraid to talk to

550
00:30:17,240 --> 00:30:17,600
Speaker 4: each other.

551
00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:19,320
Speaker 2: A lot of people are afraid to talk to each other.

552
00:30:19,360 --> 00:30:20,960
Speaker 2: A lot of people don't want to leave their house.

553
00:30:22,120 --> 00:30:24,280
Speaker 2: But here's the thing, here's the crazy thing, And this

554
00:30:24,320 --> 00:30:27,760
Speaker 2: is what I've noticed is that within all those people

555
00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:29,440
Speaker 2: who are afraid to leave their house and afraid to

556
00:30:29,440 --> 00:30:32,200
Speaker 2: talk to people whatever, I think genuinely that there is

557
00:30:32,280 --> 00:30:38,600
Speaker 2: some fucking yearning that everyone has and this, Bro, there's

558
00:30:38,640 --> 00:30:42,880
Speaker 2: a yearning and everyone's afraid to go first. But when

559
00:30:42,920 --> 00:30:46,440
Speaker 2: you go first, the people who have the yearning will

560
00:30:46,520 --> 00:30:46,920
Speaker 2: join you.

561
00:30:49,640 --> 00:30:57,400
Speaker 4: Bro, I'm giving you a virtual I thought right now, Man.

562
00:30:55,480 --> 00:30:57,160
Speaker 2: I'm gonna try to fall Look, I'm gonna try to

563
00:30:57,160 --> 00:30:59,080
Speaker 2: follow my own advice. I mean, that's kind of the

564
00:30:59,080 --> 00:31:00,000
Speaker 2: era that I'm in right now.

565
00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:03,320
Speaker 4: If you move to Atlanta, I'll come with you.

566
00:31:04,520 --> 00:31:07,280
Speaker 2: I am Unfortunately, I love Atlanta. I've been in Atlanta

567
00:31:07,280 --> 00:31:09,160
Speaker 2: a bunch of times. I've lived there a couple of times,

568
00:31:09,160 --> 00:31:12,720
Speaker 2: but I'm I am not going to move to Atlanta

569
00:31:12,880 --> 00:31:13,560
Speaker 2: anytime soon.

570
00:31:16,160 --> 00:31:19,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, thank you for having me on, mister get y'all

571
00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:22,120
Speaker 4: have a blessed God, bless America.

572
00:31:22,560 --> 00:31:23,320
Speaker 2: They take care of him.

573
00:31:23,320 --> 00:31:26,040
Speaker 4: Bye bye, all right, see Russy.

574
00:31:28,600 --> 00:31:31,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm on. That's kind of my arc right now.

575
00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:35,640
Speaker 2: That's what I'm It's fun. I feel like it's it's

576
00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:39,800
Speaker 2: fun when I talk Sometimes when I talk to callers,

577
00:31:39,840 --> 00:31:42,040
Speaker 2: I'm like, I'm just kind of like and a lot

578
00:31:42,040 --> 00:31:43,760
Speaker 2: of the times on this podcast, I'm just like kind

579
00:31:43,760 --> 00:31:47,960
Speaker 2: of working out a lot of my own issues. And

580
00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:50,440
Speaker 2: as I'm talking to somebody about there, as I'm coming

581
00:31:50,520 --> 00:31:53,760
Speaker 2: up with solutions for myself, and that's kind of that's

582
00:31:53,760 --> 00:31:56,440
Speaker 2: I think one of them, you know, in the call

583
00:31:56,640 --> 00:31:58,880
Speaker 2: that we just had, is like, yeah, I mean, you know,

584
00:31:58,920 --> 00:32:01,120
Speaker 2: if you're kind of lonely and you want to do

585
00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:08,320
Speaker 2: a thing, you just got to start at yourself. Hello, Hi, can.

586
00:32:08,160 --> 00:32:08,560
Speaker 5: You hear me?

587
00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:09,320
Speaker 3: Yeah?

588
00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:09,960
Speaker 2: What's your name?

589
00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:11,760
Speaker 4: You know?

590
00:32:11,920 --> 00:32:13,800
Speaker 5: I'm Sam and today's my birthday?

591
00:32:14,280 --> 00:32:15,840
Speaker 2: Oh, happy birthday? How old are you turn in?

592
00:32:16,040 --> 00:32:16,360
Speaker 3: All right?

593
00:32:16,400 --> 00:32:18,200
Speaker 2: You know what, we don't even have to you know

594
00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:20,600
Speaker 2: what I've thought about, Sam, is I've thought about there's

595
00:32:20,600 --> 00:32:22,200
Speaker 2: no way I'm going to actually be able to do this,

596
00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:24,840
Speaker 2: But could you imagine how much better life would be

597
00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:26,760
Speaker 2: if you just forgot how old you were?

598
00:32:29,280 --> 00:32:29,920
Speaker 5: That'll be cool.

599
00:32:31,560 --> 00:32:31,880
Speaker 3: I don't know.

600
00:32:31,920 --> 00:32:33,400
Speaker 5: One day, I guess I would look in the mirror

601
00:32:33,440 --> 00:32:35,240
Speaker 5: and I have all these wrinkles, and I really could

602
00:32:35,280 --> 00:32:38,720
Speaker 5: be any age. The mind is the age, right, The

603
00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:41,440
Speaker 5: age is your age. Your mind is your age. So

604
00:32:41,520 --> 00:32:44,320
Speaker 5: I'm literally about to wash this chemical out of my hair,

605
00:32:44,480 --> 00:32:46,080
Speaker 5: and I was like, let me call one more time,

606
00:32:46,720 --> 00:32:48,520
Speaker 5: So I'm gonna turn off the water and let the

607
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:51,040
Speaker 5: chemicals just stay in my hair a little bit longer, because.

608
00:32:51,000 --> 00:32:54,040
Speaker 2: Oh here here, I was gonna actually this is perfect

609
00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:55,600
Speaker 2: I was going to go on a rant, So if

610
00:32:55,600 --> 00:32:59,080
Speaker 2: you want to wash the chemicals out of your hair,

611
00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:04,520
Speaker 2: I'll go on my rant and then we can reconvene afterwards. Okay,

612
00:33:04,520 --> 00:33:04,880
Speaker 2: go ahead.

613
00:33:04,960 --> 00:33:06,600
Speaker 5: What's what's your rent about? Right now?

614
00:33:06,640 --> 00:33:10,000
Speaker 2: My rant is about this idea of like age being

615
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:12,880
Speaker 2: in the mind. And I'll tell a quick tidbit. There's

616
00:33:12,920 --> 00:33:15,320
Speaker 2: this guy. So I just I spent two months in

617
00:33:15,400 --> 00:33:18,200
Speaker 2: Japan uh at the beginning of this year. And there's

618
00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:20,880
Speaker 2: this guy. His name is Dave Bull I think is

619
00:33:20,920 --> 00:33:25,960
Speaker 2: his name, and he's like seventy something and he has

620
00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:30,720
Speaker 2: a he lives in Japan. My friend sense Martian shout

621
00:33:30,720 --> 00:33:33,040
Speaker 2: out him he and she introduced me to this guy

622
00:33:33,120 --> 00:33:38,560
Speaker 2: Dave who he lives in Japan and he's been living

623
00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:40,760
Speaker 2: there for a while and he has this like wood

624
00:33:40,880 --> 00:33:47,560
Speaker 2: print shop that does like a traditional like wood printing stuff.

625
00:33:48,120 --> 00:33:51,000
Speaker 2: And I met this guy. He's like in his seventies

626
00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:55,640
Speaker 2: and he's running this shop. And the guy is running

627
00:33:55,720 --> 00:34:00,440
Speaker 2: his shop like he's fucking twenty three years old, running

628
00:34:00,440 --> 00:34:03,520
Speaker 2: a startup like he's He's running around and he's like, Okay,

629
00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:05,440
Speaker 2: we're doing We're getting these shipments. We gotta do this,

630
00:34:05,520 --> 00:34:07,640
Speaker 2: we gotta do that and know, we're doing content and

631
00:34:07,680 --> 00:34:11,239
Speaker 2: we're doing this, and you know, he's got this whole

632
00:34:11,280 --> 00:34:13,440
Speaker 2: studio where he does his Twitch streams and he makes

633
00:34:13,480 --> 00:34:16,040
Speaker 2: YouTube videos and he's shipping out orders and he's got

634
00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:18,399
Speaker 2: this team and he's like he's really working. It's really

635
00:34:18,560 --> 00:34:21,720
Speaker 2: and you talk to him and he's sharp, and it's like, dude,

636
00:34:21,880 --> 00:34:26,880
Speaker 2: I'm this guy's seventy four fucking years old. I was

637
00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:31,320
Speaker 2: so inspired by the way that he ran his business,

638
00:34:31,400 --> 00:34:35,200
Speaker 2: in the way that he was being because I'm like

639
00:34:35,320 --> 00:34:39,120
Speaker 2: twenty seven and I'm you know, you meet a lot

640
00:34:39,120 --> 00:34:41,279
Speaker 2: of people who are, you know, younger, younger than me,

641
00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:43,080
Speaker 2: even are people in the thirties or whatever who just

642
00:34:43,120 --> 00:34:46,680
Speaker 2: feel done and they feel old, right, and then you

643
00:34:46,719 --> 00:34:49,759
Speaker 2: meet a guy like this, this guy in Japan, and

644
00:34:49,800 --> 00:34:52,600
Speaker 2: you're like, oh, it's all you're really just at any

645
00:34:52,680 --> 00:34:56,799
Speaker 2: given point in your life about as old as you

646
00:34:58,360 --> 00:35:01,920
Speaker 2: decide that, y'all are. You know? I just thought that

647
00:35:01,960 --> 00:35:04,600
Speaker 2: was interesting. So that's my rant. How are How are

648
00:35:04,640 --> 00:35:05,560
Speaker 2: the chemicals in your hair?

649
00:35:07,680 --> 00:35:10,480
Speaker 5: You know they're doing good? I think, uh, I think

650
00:35:10,520 --> 00:35:12,560
Speaker 5: a few more minutes won't really kill them, because it's

651
00:35:12,560 --> 00:35:15,680
Speaker 5: gonna be a little more lengthy process. To get them out.

652
00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:17,640
Speaker 5: So I'm just gonna let him be for a bit.

653
00:35:18,640 --> 00:35:20,279
Speaker 5: But I totally know what you mean. And I went

654
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:24,279
Speaker 5: to this workout class today and the instructor he's like

655
00:35:24,320 --> 00:35:28,160
Speaker 5: this really old guy, but uh, the energy he had.

656
00:35:28,160 --> 00:35:31,839
Speaker 5: He's like, all right, we're going yes, yes, baby, go oh,

657
00:35:32,400 --> 00:35:34,200
Speaker 5: get to get a little bit lower perfect. Yeah, And

658
00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:38,160
Speaker 5: he's running around like enthused, and and I was like, man, like,

659
00:35:38,280 --> 00:35:42,040
Speaker 5: he came to be the coach today. Sometimes you have

660
00:35:42,080 --> 00:35:44,879
Speaker 5: a workout coach and they're just really like they could

661
00:35:44,920 --> 00:35:46,880
Speaker 5: care less about what's going on. You can tell, but

662
00:35:47,239 --> 00:35:49,640
Speaker 5: that guy was like super into it. And and he

663
00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:52,080
Speaker 5: was older, probably one of the older coaches I've had.

664
00:35:52,080 --> 00:35:56,560
Speaker 5: But it was really cool. Also, I I've been following

665
00:35:56,560 --> 00:35:58,360
Speaker 5: you for a little bit, as in, like, I know

666
00:35:58,800 --> 00:36:00,960
Speaker 5: you guys are walking around Japan watching their live stream

667
00:36:00,960 --> 00:36:04,080
Speaker 5: a little bit because I'm so enthused about Yeah, I'm

668
00:36:04,080 --> 00:36:06,960
Speaker 5: so dused about traveling. And bro, I'm about to go

669
00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:09,640
Speaker 5: to Hawaii on my first solo trip next week.

670
00:36:09,800 --> 00:36:13,120
Speaker 2: I'm really sorry, kick Guss, kick ass, how long are

671
00:36:13,120 --> 00:36:13,640
Speaker 2: you be there for?

672
00:36:14,920 --> 00:36:17,680
Speaker 5: I'm gonna be there for a week and then when

673
00:36:17,680 --> 00:36:20,360
Speaker 5: the flight lands, like the Tuesday after I'm gonna go

674
00:36:20,400 --> 00:36:23,160
Speaker 5: to work like from the airport, so we'll seeah that goes,

675
00:36:23,880 --> 00:36:26,360
Speaker 5: but I think I can troop through it. I'm really excited. Uh,

676
00:36:26,760 --> 00:36:29,839
Speaker 5: I'm gonna go to like the Honolulu area and stay

677
00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:31,880
Speaker 5: in the school hostel for the first time and see

678
00:36:32,760 --> 00:36:35,360
Speaker 5: how awesome it is. I'm really, really really excited.

679
00:36:35,560 --> 00:36:37,000
Speaker 2: That's what I was gonna ask, is if you were

680
00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:41,080
Speaker 2: doing the hostel route, dude.

681
00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:43,759
Speaker 5: Yeah, it's so the one that I'm going to stay at.

682
00:36:43,800 --> 00:36:46,400
Speaker 5: It has like daily tours and like all these events

683
00:36:46,440 --> 00:36:50,359
Speaker 5: where you can meet travelers, and it has h like

684
00:36:50,520 --> 00:36:52,920
Speaker 5: they transport you places and they're like here we can

685
00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:54,200
Speaker 5: go see this and that, and they have like a

686
00:36:54,280 --> 00:36:58,720
Speaker 5: daily schedule and I'm really excited. There's also like an app, dude,

687
00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:00,319
Speaker 5: So the hostel has an app where you and talk

688
00:37:00,320 --> 00:37:03,160
Speaker 5: to all these other travelers like plan things and meet people.

689
00:37:03,239 --> 00:37:05,040
Speaker 5: It's so awesome. I'm really excited.

690
00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:07,480
Speaker 2: H Yeah, I mean what yeah, what you're talking what

691
00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:09,120
Speaker 2: you're talking about is awesome.

692
00:37:09,520 --> 00:37:09,920
Speaker 6: Uh.

693
00:37:10,160 --> 00:37:13,439
Speaker 2: Yeah, shot free advertising too, Hostile World.

694
00:37:13,680 --> 00:37:15,080
Speaker 5: Dot com Yep, that's the one.

695
00:37:15,880 --> 00:37:16,120
Speaker 1: Yeah.

696
00:37:16,160 --> 00:37:19,560
Speaker 2: They have. Yeah, they have these group chats where you

697
00:37:19,600 --> 00:37:22,960
Speaker 2: can like meet people and hostels and yeah, there's you

698
00:37:22,960 --> 00:37:25,759
Speaker 2: know what's it's so it's a it's interesting. So what

699
00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:29,560
Speaker 2: you're talking about these hostels, they exist like all over

700
00:37:30,520 --> 00:37:35,759
Speaker 2: the world, and there's a culture of like people I've

701
00:37:35,800 --> 00:37:38,279
Speaker 2: met like I would I I've I've done a lot

702
00:37:38,280 --> 00:37:43,759
Speaker 2: of like hostel traveling, and you know, there's all the

703
00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:46,839
Speaker 2: You'll meet somebody and they'll be like, yeah, I've been

704
00:37:47,000 --> 00:37:50,160
Speaker 2: on the road for nine months, just like you know

705
00:37:50,239 --> 00:37:52,440
Speaker 2: that whatever. They they maybe have some kind of online

706
00:37:52,520 --> 00:37:57,560
Speaker 2: job or like a lot of people just like waitress

707
00:37:57,840 --> 00:38:02,120
Speaker 2: or or or do some kind of odd job for

708
00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:04,279
Speaker 2: like six months out of the year and they just

709
00:38:04,520 --> 00:38:08,040
Speaker 2: live super humbly and with a bunch of fucking roommates

710
00:38:08,120 --> 00:38:10,200
Speaker 2: or whatever, and they just save up all that money

711
00:38:10,239 --> 00:38:13,520
Speaker 2: and then they go for six months and run around

712
00:38:13,560 --> 00:38:15,680
Speaker 2: all these hostels or they have a remote job or something.

713
00:38:15,719 --> 00:38:18,600
Speaker 2: And yeah, it's interesting, dude, there's people out there who

714
00:38:18,640 --> 00:38:24,600
Speaker 2: are who are really living that lifestyle for extended periods

715
00:38:24,600 --> 00:38:27,239
Speaker 2: of time. I'm excited for you. It's not like the

716
00:38:27,280 --> 00:38:29,680
Speaker 2: first time you go when you solo travel and you

717
00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:33,480
Speaker 2: kind of experience what it's like to just throw yourself

718
00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:35,640
Speaker 2: into that ocean. It's really cool.

719
00:38:37,600 --> 00:38:40,560
Speaker 5: Yeah, I'm really I can't wait because I've traveled a

720
00:38:40,640 --> 00:38:43,040
Speaker 5: lot since I was younger, but it was always to

721
00:38:43,080 --> 00:38:46,680
Speaker 5: a destination or like to a family member, Like like

722
00:38:46,719 --> 00:38:49,040
Speaker 5: a destination is in like, oh, I'm going to this festival,

723
00:38:49,120 --> 00:38:51,640
Speaker 5: like I'm not going to explore the city or whatever, like,

724
00:38:52,360 --> 00:38:54,160
Speaker 5: and I'm usually with a group of friends. So this

725
00:38:54,280 --> 00:38:56,880
Speaker 5: is like the first time I'm going just just because

726
00:38:57,360 --> 00:39:00,680
Speaker 5: And it was so cheap dude too, so I'm excited.

727
00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:03,200
Speaker 5: And of course I'm going through like a little breakup,

728
00:39:03,200 --> 00:39:06,040
Speaker 5: and that's just of course like helping me, you know, blossom,

729
00:39:06,080 --> 00:39:09,680
Speaker 5: because I love I've always loved traveling, and you know,

730
00:39:09,760 --> 00:39:12,440
Speaker 5: like there's sometimes when you have a person and they're

731
00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:16,320
Speaker 5: they're I don't know, Like Mix was a little more

732
00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:21,440
Speaker 5: conservative as far as like, uh, being able to spend

733
00:39:21,840 --> 00:39:25,000
Speaker 5: anything on anything, so it was kind of like a

734
00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:27,200
Speaker 5: guilt trip if I wanted to go somewhere, like I

735
00:39:27,239 --> 00:39:29,120
Speaker 5: had to front for both of us and then he

736
00:39:29,239 --> 00:39:31,840
Speaker 5: paid me back later and it's kind of like freeing

737
00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:34,359
Speaker 5: just like hey, I want to go. I'm going to go.

738
00:39:34,440 --> 00:39:37,040
Speaker 5: I'm going to meet people, and this is like the

739
00:39:37,040 --> 00:39:40,839
Speaker 5: start of a new end, new chapter. So it's great.

740
00:39:41,480 --> 00:39:43,839
Speaker 5: What's the favor like, what's your favorite place that you've

741
00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:45,480
Speaker 5: traveled like out of the US.

742
00:39:46,480 --> 00:39:49,160
Speaker 2: My two favorite cities out of the US are Amsterdam

743
00:39:49,239 --> 00:39:54,839
Speaker 2: and Tokyo. Uh. Amsterdam's great. Amsterdam's got this hostel called

744
00:39:54,880 --> 00:39:58,360
Speaker 2: the Flying Pig that was one of the first hostels

745
00:39:58,400 --> 00:40:01,040
Speaker 2: I stayed in when I was doing like so travel stuff.

746
00:40:01,640 --> 00:40:04,520
Speaker 2: And it's cool because yeah, they have like a bar

747
00:40:04,719 --> 00:40:08,080
Speaker 2: and they're very like, you know, social hostile. And then

748
00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:10,919
Speaker 2: I also there's I don't know if it's still around,

749
00:40:10,960 --> 00:40:15,480
Speaker 2: but there's a hostel in Amsterdam called Cocoa Mama, and

750
00:40:15,520 --> 00:40:18,319
Speaker 2: that one's a little bit more like chill vibes, like

751
00:40:18,440 --> 00:40:21,319
Speaker 2: a communal living room. People are playing board games and

752
00:40:21,400 --> 00:40:24,160
Speaker 2: watching TV and stuff. That's one of the really cool

753
00:40:24,160 --> 00:40:28,360
Speaker 2: things about like hostels is that they have like varying vibes.

754
00:40:28,400 --> 00:40:31,040
Speaker 2: Like if you want to go meet a bunch of

755
00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:35,200
Speaker 2: strangers and go out and get fucked up and you know,

756
00:40:35,320 --> 00:40:37,360
Speaker 2: do all that stuff, there's places where you can go

757
00:40:37,400 --> 00:40:39,160
Speaker 2: do that. And then if you just want to chill

758
00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:43,720
Speaker 2: and play board games as places to do that too. Yeah,

759
00:40:43,800 --> 00:40:46,400
Speaker 2: it's a cool. It's a cool scene. I really like

760
00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:50,040
Speaker 2: if you're if you're like young and you're out of college,

761
00:40:50,120 --> 00:40:53,000
Speaker 2: you have a gap or whatever, or you just have

762
00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:58,640
Speaker 2: no fucking idea what you're doing. I highly recommend given

763
00:40:58,719 --> 00:41:01,560
Speaker 2: that shit a shot because it's also like you said,

764
00:41:01,600 --> 00:41:05,360
Speaker 2: it's like it's a really cheap and fun way to travel.

765
00:41:07,760 --> 00:41:10,600
Speaker 5: Yeah, I was so surprised. Like hotels versus hostels are

766
00:41:10,880 --> 00:41:14,200
Speaker 5: are freaking crazy. And then I know people are worried

767
00:41:14,239 --> 00:41:16,000
Speaker 5: about the safety and a lot of hostles, But I

768
00:41:16,000 --> 00:41:17,840
Speaker 5: feel like if you look at the reviews and you

769
00:41:17,880 --> 00:41:21,799
Speaker 5: look at the like, people will complain more about things

770
00:41:21,840 --> 00:41:23,879
Speaker 5: they don't like than leave great reviews. So if there's

771
00:41:23,920 --> 00:41:25,960
Speaker 5: a lot of great reviews, you're probably gonna be okay,

772
00:41:27,080 --> 00:41:27,600
Speaker 5: you know what I mean.

773
00:41:29,200 --> 00:41:32,040
Speaker 2: So this is your first solo trip.

774
00:41:34,239 --> 00:41:36,200
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, like completely by myself.

775
00:41:36,280 --> 00:41:39,120
Speaker 2: Yeah at school? Are you Are you nervous? Are you excited?

776
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:41,120
Speaker 2: I'm not.

777
00:41:41,360 --> 00:41:44,200
Speaker 5: I'm not really nervous at all. I'm I'm just excited

778
00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:47,319
Speaker 5: and I'm I'm waiting to see how this one goes.

779
00:41:47,560 --> 00:41:49,120
Speaker 5: Because I'm actually going to come to New York in

780
00:41:49,200 --> 00:41:51,799
Speaker 5: May and then i have a week in October. I'm

781
00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:53,440
Speaker 5: trying to figure out where i should go next. I'm

782
00:41:53,440 --> 00:41:55,200
Speaker 5: not really sure what's.

783
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:56,840
Speaker 2: On your You have a list of like places you

784
00:41:56,920 --> 00:41:57,400
Speaker 2: might want to go.

785
00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:00,480
Speaker 5: I really want to go to New Zealand and walk

786
00:42:00,520 --> 00:42:03,960
Speaker 5: the like you know, the Mortar and the Shire and

787
00:42:04,040 --> 00:42:08,479
Speaker 5: all that stuff. But yeah, yeah, that's like a dream

788
00:42:08,480 --> 00:42:11,160
Speaker 5: of mine. But I think that that's going to need

789
00:42:11,160 --> 00:42:13,280
Speaker 5: a bigger tonk of time. My work is super picky

790
00:42:13,320 --> 00:42:18,640
Speaker 5: about vacations there. I'm like a manager at a place,

791
00:42:18,760 --> 00:42:21,759
Speaker 5: like a retail place, and they're like, you can only

792
00:42:21,800 --> 00:42:26,040
Speaker 5: take the vacation Saturday to Friday. And I'm like, but

793
00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:29,200
Speaker 5: it's cheaper to travel like Monday and Monday, Like that's great,

794
00:42:29,320 --> 00:42:32,239
Speaker 5: but we allow you to go Saturday to Friday. So

795
00:42:32,280 --> 00:42:34,080
Speaker 5: it was just really strange. I get a lot of PTO,

796
00:42:34,239 --> 00:42:35,880
Speaker 5: but they're just very picky about how I use it.

797
00:42:35,920 --> 00:42:37,960
Speaker 5: So although I want to go to New Zealand, I

798
00:42:38,000 --> 00:42:41,040
Speaker 5: think that's like probably something I can't do in just

799
00:42:41,080 --> 00:42:43,080
Speaker 5: like a seven day period, so I need to be

800
00:42:43,120 --> 00:42:44,280
Speaker 5: like fourteen days or something.

801
00:42:44,800 --> 00:42:45,000
Speaker 1: Yeah.

802
00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:48,719
Speaker 2: New Zealand's tricky. Uh Yeah. I went to I did

803
00:42:48,960 --> 00:42:52,920
Speaker 2: a little Australia tour like a couple of years ago,

804
00:42:53,719 --> 00:42:56,800
Speaker 2: and then when I came back, it was a full

805
00:42:57,600 --> 00:43:01,400
Speaker 2: like ten days of like I couldn't sleep. I was

806
00:43:01,440 --> 00:43:03,799
Speaker 2: like up until six o'clock in the morning every night

807
00:43:03,800 --> 00:43:11,640
Speaker 2: and sleeping until two pm some crazy shit. Damn, what's

808
00:43:11,680 --> 00:43:14,520
Speaker 2: going on in your life besides uh traveling?

809
00:43:17,760 --> 00:43:21,200
Speaker 5: Well, I'm starting to paint again. I used to paint

810
00:43:21,280 --> 00:43:23,920
Speaker 5: like all the time and do resin art and stuff,

811
00:43:24,080 --> 00:43:28,040
Speaker 5: but I just kind of moved away from it. Uh,

812
00:43:28,120 --> 00:43:29,920
Speaker 5: But like now that I have more time, I'm getting

813
00:43:29,960 --> 00:43:32,279
Speaker 5: back into it. And I just did my first three

814
00:43:32,360 --> 00:43:35,319
Speaker 5: resin pieces like a couple of weeks ago. I'm I'm

815
00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:39,000
Speaker 5: really happy about. And I just got a new position

816
00:43:39,040 --> 00:43:44,840
Speaker 5: at words that's pretty cool too. Yeah, and uh, I

817
00:43:44,840 --> 00:43:46,360
Speaker 5: don't know, just getting back into the gym, you know,

818
00:43:46,400 --> 00:43:50,960
Speaker 5: getting back into the swing of things pretty much. But

819
00:43:50,960 --> 00:43:54,200
Speaker 5: but it's really fun. Do you ever do Do you

820
00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:55,200
Speaker 5: ever paint or anything?

821
00:43:55,280 --> 00:43:55,360
Speaker 1: Like?

822
00:43:55,440 --> 00:43:57,560
Speaker 5: Do you ever do art? Arts and crafts kind of stuff?

823
00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:04,000
Speaker 2: Well, I successfully got a bunch of people to look

824
00:44:04,160 --> 00:44:07,920
Speaker 2: at a bunch of trash that I put behind glass

825
00:44:08,920 --> 00:44:14,480
Speaker 2: is part of it. And uh, that was that was fun.

826
00:44:14,719 --> 00:44:17,239
Speaker 2: It It made me wish that I did have some

827
00:44:17,320 --> 00:44:23,800
Speaker 2: kind of artistic talents. Do I ever do are I'll doodle?

828
00:44:23,840 --> 00:44:26,400
Speaker 2: I doodle, I doodle, I doodle to get out like

829
00:44:27,000 --> 00:44:29,960
Speaker 2: none of my doodles are good. They're they're they're mainly

830
00:44:30,000 --> 00:44:35,359
Speaker 2: just like schizophrenic like adhd uh fidgets more than they

831
00:44:35,400 --> 00:44:40,480
Speaker 2: are any anything that attempts any sort of artistic value.

832
00:44:41,200 --> 00:44:43,960
Speaker 2: But yeah, I don't know so much if I if

833
00:44:44,000 --> 00:44:47,279
Speaker 2: I do any yards as I do just fidget with

834
00:44:47,320 --> 00:44:53,520
Speaker 2: a pen making little uh circles and squares and stick

835
00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:54,040
Speaker 2: figures and.

836
00:44:54,040 --> 00:44:57,120
Speaker 5: Ship Hey, well, you know, beauty is in the eye

837
00:44:57,120 --> 00:44:59,320
Speaker 5: of the beholder. There's some stuff I see in the

838
00:44:59,400 --> 00:45:03,480
Speaker 5: museum and I wonder, like why it's there. So, like,

839
00:45:03,640 --> 00:45:05,640
Speaker 5: you know, everyone has their own perception. You never know

840
00:45:05,760 --> 00:45:10,000
Speaker 5: someone could fall in love with your ADHD squiggly art.

841
00:45:10,080 --> 00:45:13,160
Speaker 2: You have no idea, bro, it's there because some fucking

842
00:45:13,320 --> 00:45:17,080
Speaker 2: douchebag got some fucking email and was like, all right,

843
00:45:17,239 --> 00:45:20,919
Speaker 2: this is you know, things are the way they are

844
00:45:20,960 --> 00:45:24,480
Speaker 2: because some person decided that it was supposed to be

845
00:45:24,719 --> 00:45:28,040
Speaker 2: there or whatever. And you know, they own the museum

846
00:45:28,160 --> 00:45:30,879
Speaker 2: so they can do whatever they want. And I mean, yeah,

847
00:45:30,880 --> 00:45:33,520
Speaker 2: that's that's why stuff is there.

848
00:45:34,160 --> 00:45:39,279
Speaker 5: You know, how was your your art exposit? What is

849
00:45:39,320 --> 00:45:41,600
Speaker 5: our effort? I was saying the word and I like

850
00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:46,160
Speaker 5: the expression. Yeah, yeah, I was not received like by

851
00:45:46,239 --> 00:45:50,400
Speaker 5: people who weren't sure of what they were looking at exactly.

852
00:45:51,480 --> 00:45:53,320
Speaker 2: I think everyone had a good time, man. I actually

853
00:45:53,320 --> 00:45:57,880
Speaker 2: it's funny. I so I auctioned off the pieces at

854
00:45:57,880 --> 00:45:59,080
Speaker 2: the end, I kept.

855
00:45:59,520 --> 00:45:59,880
Speaker 1: Two of.

856
00:46:03,320 --> 00:46:07,080
Speaker 2: And then yeah, I kept two of them, and then

857
00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:11,759
Speaker 2: one of them, the guy who bought it just didn't

858
00:46:11,800 --> 00:46:14,000
Speaker 2: show up to get it, which I thought was gonna

859
00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:18,960
Speaker 2: happen for all of them, to be honest. But so

860
00:46:19,040 --> 00:46:21,839
Speaker 2: I took the remaining three pieces and I stacked them

861
00:46:21,880 --> 00:46:25,040
Speaker 2: all up and I put them in my room, and like, Okay,

862
00:46:25,080 --> 00:46:27,240
Speaker 2: I know it's trash, but like I know it's trash,

863
00:46:27,239 --> 00:46:28,480
Speaker 2: and I know I'm the one that made it. So

864
00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:30,560
Speaker 2: maybe this is a little bit selfish to say. But

865
00:46:30,800 --> 00:46:34,040
Speaker 2: something about the empty water bottle in the glass, it

866
00:46:34,080 --> 00:46:37,799
Speaker 2: does look cool. It looks cool when you display it.

867
00:46:38,000 --> 00:46:39,640
Speaker 2: I'm like, I look at it, and I'm like, I

868
00:46:39,760 --> 00:46:42,239
Speaker 2: like that. I would have that, So I at least

869
00:46:42,280 --> 00:46:45,720
Speaker 2: feel good that, even though it is putting trash behind

870
00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:48,879
Speaker 2: a glass box, I feel like I made something that

871
00:46:49,000 --> 00:46:54,000
Speaker 2: I myself would would and do display currently in my

872
00:46:55,239 --> 00:47:00,359
Speaker 2: living space. So I feel good about that. Yeah, what's

873
00:47:00,400 --> 00:47:05,640
Speaker 2: your name again? My name Sam, Sam uh Sam. Good

874
00:47:05,680 --> 00:47:08,040
Speaker 2: luck on your solo. Chip. I love I love hearing

875
00:47:08,120 --> 00:47:11,800
Speaker 2: people do shit. I love that people are doing things

876
00:47:12,360 --> 00:47:15,719
Speaker 2: and excited. I often I feel often too jaded, and

877
00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:23,000
Speaker 2: it makes me feel good too. I'm living vicariously through

878
00:47:23,040 --> 00:47:26,319
Speaker 2: your joy in this moment. So good luck to you.

879
00:47:27,719 --> 00:47:29,359
Speaker 5: But I have a great day.

880
00:47:29,480 --> 00:47:31,360
Speaker 2: Thank you too. Bye bye, Sam Bye.

881
00:47:33,640 --> 00:47:34,080
Speaker 1: Hello.

882
00:47:34,200 --> 00:47:36,160
Speaker 2: Hello, Hey, what's your name?

883
00:47:36,600 --> 00:47:40,800
Speaker 1: My name is Tim. Tim. We talked a while ago.

884
00:47:42,719 --> 00:47:45,680
Speaker 1: I'm the guy that got the colonoscopy with.

885
00:47:45,760 --> 00:47:48,560
Speaker 2: The guy that got the colonoscopy? How long ago was this?

886
00:47:49,800 --> 00:47:52,920
Speaker 1: This was a while ago. Yeah. You said if I

887
00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:55,920
Speaker 1: had a good colon, you'd come to Portland, and if

888
00:47:55,920 --> 00:47:58,880
Speaker 1: I had a bad colin, you'd destroy Portland with your death. Right.

889
00:47:59,640 --> 00:48:02,080
Speaker 2: Oh okay, what so what happened? Do you have the

890
00:48:02,080 --> 00:48:03,760
Speaker 2: good colin to the bad solid?

891
00:48:03,960 --> 00:48:06,000
Speaker 1: My colon is good, so you have to come back.

892
00:48:06,520 --> 00:48:08,480
Speaker 2: I've been to port I wouldn't it. I've been to

893
00:48:08,480 --> 00:48:09,920
Speaker 2: Portland a bunch of times.

894
00:48:11,640 --> 00:48:15,200
Speaker 1: I know, I know, but the deal was you'll come back.

895
00:48:15,760 --> 00:48:17,920
Speaker 2: I would no. No, if I do, I'm gonna, I'm gonna.

896
00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:20,799
Speaker 2: I'm gonna do. Yeah, I I need. I kind of

897
00:48:20,840 --> 00:48:23,640
Speaker 2: needed to take this year off, but I'm gonna try

898
00:48:23,640 --> 00:48:29,840
Speaker 2: to do. If if there if there remains interest in therapy.

899
00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:36,080
Speaker 2: Gecko live around the country. I absolutely will go to

900
00:48:36,160 --> 00:48:38,480
Speaker 2: Portland again if people wanted.

901
00:48:38,280 --> 00:48:38,839
Speaker 1: To come back.

902
00:48:39,120 --> 00:48:41,799
Speaker 2: Friend, and you know, it's f I don't. I don't know.

903
00:48:41,840 --> 00:48:46,399
Speaker 2: I'm always like again, we're getting to the summer. It'll

904
00:48:46,440 --> 00:48:51,520
Speaker 2: be five years of of geckoing, and I'm every year,

905
00:48:51,560 --> 00:48:53,879
Speaker 2: I'm like, it's crazy, this keeps lasting this long.

906
00:48:54,800 --> 00:48:57,600
Speaker 1: Man, I've been here all five years.

907
00:48:57,600 --> 00:49:00,000
Speaker 2: Fucking crazy. Man, I'm blessed. I don't know why. I

908
00:49:00,440 --> 00:49:02,759
Speaker 2: don't know why I go crazy all the time. This

909
00:49:02,840 --> 00:49:06,920
Speaker 2: is a it's a it's a real it's a real blessing,

910
00:49:07,280 --> 00:49:07,520
Speaker 2: you know.

911
00:49:08,000 --> 00:49:08,200
Speaker 1: Yeah.

912
00:49:08,239 --> 00:49:09,839
Speaker 2: I gotta zoom out every now and then.

913
00:49:11,000 --> 00:49:13,000
Speaker 1: I feel like we got to talk about more than

914
00:49:13,000 --> 00:49:14,279
Speaker 1: Mike Colon this time.

915
00:49:14,880 --> 00:49:16,080
Speaker 2: What do you want to talk about? What do you

916
00:49:16,080 --> 00:49:16,680
Speaker 2: want to talk about?

917
00:49:17,600 --> 00:49:20,919
Speaker 1: Oh? Man, we can. We can just talk about life.

918
00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:27,799
Speaker 1: I like the life stories. It feels weird giving a

919
00:49:27,880 --> 00:49:31,000
Speaker 1: life story, you know what I mean? It almost feels

920
00:49:32,000 --> 00:49:32,760
Speaker 1: self centered.

921
00:49:34,640 --> 00:49:37,840
Speaker 2: Uh God, please do it. I don't well, Uh, what

922
00:49:38,480 --> 00:49:40,399
Speaker 2: is your life story? Who are you?

923
00:49:41,480 --> 00:49:48,600
Speaker 1: Oh? Well, I'm twenty five right now. I'm from Arkansas,

924
00:49:48,719 --> 00:49:52,640
Speaker 1: but I live in Oregon. I moved here when I

925
00:49:52,680 --> 00:49:59,200
Speaker 1: was nineteen. Yeah, damn, now that I'm now that I'm

926
00:49:59,239 --> 00:50:00,920
Speaker 1: ready to tell you my life story, I don't know

927
00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:02,560
Speaker 1: how to tell you my life story.

928
00:50:04,120 --> 00:50:06,719
Speaker 2: That was a paradoxical thing you just said. Are you are?

929
00:50:06,920 --> 00:50:09,320
Speaker 2: Do you feel ready to tell me your life story?

930
00:50:10,480 --> 00:50:12,719
Speaker 1: Maybe I'm not ready to tell you my life story, Lyle?

931
00:50:13,640 --> 00:50:15,319
Speaker 2: Is it because can I ask you this? Is it

932
00:50:15,360 --> 00:50:19,400
Speaker 2: because you're uncomfortable with whatever the subject matter of your

933
00:50:19,440 --> 00:50:21,400
Speaker 2: life story is? Or is it because you literally do

934
00:50:21,520 --> 00:50:22,959
Speaker 2: not mechanically know how?

935
00:50:24,239 --> 00:50:27,560
Speaker 1: No, I think I'm just nervous.

936
00:50:27,960 --> 00:50:31,239
Speaker 2: Would you watch pressure? If I helped walk by the

937
00:50:31,280 --> 00:50:32,640
Speaker 2: way that you don't have to if you don't want to,

938
00:50:32,640 --> 00:50:35,319
Speaker 2: if I helped walk you through it, do you think

939
00:50:35,440 --> 00:50:36,040
Speaker 2: you could do it?

940
00:50:37,040 --> 00:50:38,920
Speaker 1: I think I think that would help. Yeah.

941
00:50:39,080 --> 00:50:42,640
Speaker 2: Okay, So you were born in Arkansas?

942
00:50:42,719 --> 00:50:46,239
Speaker 1: I was yep. I was born in a Fort Smith, Arkansas.

943
00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:48,160
Speaker 2: And how was your childhood?

944
00:50:49,480 --> 00:50:53,960
Speaker 1: My childhood was pretty good up until up until I

945
00:50:54,000 --> 00:50:57,680
Speaker 1: was twelve, I lived, you know, with my whole family.

946
00:50:57,719 --> 00:51:00,520
Speaker 1: I had my my cousins right across the street and

947
00:51:00,560 --> 00:51:06,200
Speaker 1: my my grandparents right down the street. After that everything

948
00:51:06,239 --> 00:51:13,120
Speaker 1: got split up a little bit, and you know, yeah,

949
00:51:14,400 --> 00:51:19,160
Speaker 1: I went I lived in a really small town and

950
00:51:19,200 --> 00:51:21,600
Speaker 1: that's why I moved to Oregon. Not really a much

951
00:51:22,160 --> 00:51:26,600
Speaker 1: bigger place, but you know, a little a little different

952
00:51:26,880 --> 00:51:31,680
Speaker 1: as far as m hmm. There's less of ignorance here

953
00:51:31,800 --> 00:51:36,680
Speaker 1: than there is an Arkansas. You know, ignorance is very

954
00:51:36,680 --> 00:51:39,560
Speaker 1: prevalent where I'm from.

955
00:51:39,600 --> 00:51:42,560
Speaker 2: Although is it what's the big city in in Arkansas?

956
00:51:42,560 --> 00:51:42,799
Speaker 1: Little?

957
00:51:42,840 --> 00:51:43,480
Speaker 2: Is it? Little Rock?

958
00:51:44,440 --> 00:51:48,760
Speaker 1: A Little Rock is the capital, but I think probably

959
00:51:48,760 --> 00:51:50,719
Speaker 1: say it though, is probably the biggest place because that's

960
00:51:50,719 --> 00:51:51,759
Speaker 1: where the college is at.

961
00:51:52,400 --> 00:51:56,520
Speaker 2: Is it. I feel like all these like red states

962
00:51:56,680 --> 00:51:59,839
Speaker 2: and they all of them have these like I don't

963
00:51:59,880 --> 00:52:02,200
Speaker 2: know you would call them big cities, but these like

964
00:52:02,920 --> 00:52:07,760
Speaker 2: kind of like more uh like like little like blue

965
00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:11,120
Speaker 2: liberal dots, like like an Austin, Texas kind of a thing.

966
00:52:11,520 --> 00:52:13,040
Speaker 2: Is that they have that in Arkansas.

967
00:52:14,480 --> 00:52:17,400
Speaker 1: I mean, Fayebelle is becoming more liberal, you know. Like

968
00:52:17,440 --> 00:52:19,200
Speaker 1: I said, it's a college town. So it's like a

969
00:52:19,239 --> 00:52:25,600
Speaker 1: younger generation, like a specifically educated younger generation that's seems

970
00:52:25,600 --> 00:52:29,280
Speaker 1: to be changing things a little bit. But it's definitely

971
00:52:29,320 --> 00:52:34,759
Speaker 1: an overwhelmingly red state. I would say Arkansas is one

972
00:52:34,800 --> 00:52:37,320
Speaker 1: of the few places that's like there's not there isn't

973
00:52:37,360 --> 00:52:41,319
Speaker 1: really a big city there. Like, I don't know what

974
00:52:41,400 --> 00:52:43,920
Speaker 1: the population of Fayebelle is, but it's pretty small and

975
00:52:43,960 --> 00:52:46,520
Speaker 1: it's the biggest one. I think it's the biggest one

976
00:52:46,520 --> 00:52:51,880
Speaker 1: at least. Yeah, but I moved to I moved to Eugene.

977
00:52:53,960 --> 00:52:56,960
Speaker 1: I guess it's kind of funny, Like what made me

978
00:52:57,000 --> 00:53:00,000
Speaker 1: you move to Eugene, Oregon? Is I made like music

979
00:53:00,120 --> 00:53:03,960
Speaker 1: videos in high school and I was on acid one

980
00:53:04,080 --> 00:53:07,920
Speaker 1: night in my bedroom and saw a music video that

981
00:53:08,040 --> 00:53:09,880
Speaker 1: was really it was really shitty, but I thought it

982
00:53:09,920 --> 00:53:11,600
Speaker 1: was really good while I was on acid, you know,

983
00:53:12,520 --> 00:53:16,080
Speaker 1: And I ended up moving to Eugene to live with

984
00:53:16,120 --> 00:53:19,120
Speaker 1: the people that made that video like a week later.

985
00:53:20,320 --> 00:53:22,480
Speaker 2: How did you get in touch with them?

986
00:53:23,040 --> 00:53:26,239
Speaker 1: I just found them on Instagram through the through the

987
00:53:26,320 --> 00:53:31,400
Speaker 1: music video. Like the description on YouTube, it was like

988
00:53:31,719 --> 00:53:33,439
Speaker 1: a bunch of dudes. They were about the same age

989
00:53:33,440 --> 00:53:37,680
Speaker 1: as me and just happened to also be wanting to

990
00:53:37,680 --> 00:53:38,840
Speaker 1: get roommates and stuff.

991
00:53:42,120 --> 00:53:44,719
Speaker 2: Yeah that's pretty sick. And why do you still live

992
00:53:44,760 --> 00:53:45,760
Speaker 2: with them?

993
00:53:46,640 --> 00:53:50,439
Speaker 1: No? I don't. They turned out to be like much

994
00:53:50,480 --> 00:53:55,160
Speaker 1: bigger drug heads than I was, you know, Like I mean,

995
00:53:55,160 --> 00:53:57,839
Speaker 1: I haven't done psychedelics since like all the way back then,

996
00:53:57,920 --> 00:54:00,680
Speaker 1: but I never did, like, no hate to anybody that

997
00:54:00,719 --> 00:54:03,080
Speaker 1: does coke or anything, but I did like coke or

998
00:54:03,120 --> 00:54:07,000
Speaker 1: cat or any of those things. And all my roommates did.

999
00:54:07,560 --> 00:54:11,160
Speaker 1: And so we're in this like three bedroom apartment with

1000
00:54:11,200 --> 00:54:14,920
Speaker 1: like eight people, all of them off of coke besides me.

1001
00:54:15,040 --> 00:54:15,760
Speaker 1: Pretty much.

1002
00:54:16,520 --> 00:54:21,600
Speaker 2: Cocaine is Cocaine is good a couple times a year,

1003
00:54:21,760 --> 00:54:23,799
Speaker 2: special occasions.

1004
00:54:24,000 --> 00:54:26,359
Speaker 1: I can imagine. I think I'm too anxious of a

1005
00:54:26,400 --> 00:54:31,279
Speaker 1: person to try, he said. I think I'm just too

1006
00:54:31,280 --> 00:54:33,360
Speaker 1: anxious of a person to do coke in general.

1007
00:54:34,239 --> 00:54:36,839
Speaker 2: No, yeah, I mean no do it. I mean doing

1008
00:54:36,840 --> 00:54:40,840
Speaker 2: it every fucking day or weekend?

1009
00:54:41,000 --> 00:54:41,080
Speaker 4: Is.

1010
00:54:42,560 --> 00:54:44,880
Speaker 2: I was gonna say probably bad, but I think I

1011
00:54:44,920 --> 00:54:46,799
Speaker 2: can confidently say just bad.

1012
00:54:48,280 --> 00:54:48,520
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1013
00:54:48,680 --> 00:54:48,879
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1014
00:54:48,880 --> 00:54:53,360
Speaker 1: I think I was gonna say probably too. I'm no doctor,

1015
00:54:53,480 --> 00:54:58,279
Speaker 1: Yeah I think bad. Yeah yeah either.

1016
00:54:58,880 --> 00:54:59,760
Speaker 2: Do you do any drugs?

1017
00:54:59,800 --> 00:54:59,880
Speaker 1: Now?

1018
00:55:00,360 --> 00:55:01,560
Speaker 2: Are you a weed guy?

1019
00:55:01,680 --> 00:55:06,799
Speaker 1: Do you do? I mean I smoke weed, But same

1020
00:55:06,840 --> 00:55:12,280
Speaker 1: as you've mentioned many times, and trying to cut back, yeah,

1021
00:55:12,719 --> 00:55:15,759
Speaker 1: trying to cut back. I just I was I was

1022
00:55:15,800 --> 00:55:19,000
Speaker 1: talking to somebody about this the other day. I really

1023
00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:22,560
Speaker 1: like to take like a full year, like or even

1024
00:55:22,600 --> 00:55:25,760
Speaker 1: a little bit shorter, just fully sober off of everything.

1025
00:55:27,200 --> 00:55:30,920
Speaker 1: I mean all I do is weed, and I like nicotine,

1026
00:55:31,120 --> 00:55:34,400
Speaker 1: and then I'll drink occasionally. But I think it'd be

1027
00:55:34,640 --> 00:55:39,040
Speaker 1: cool to like see what my headspace is like just

1028
00:55:39,120 --> 00:55:43,360
Speaker 1: completely sober, because it's like, I mean, I've had nicotine

1029
00:55:43,400 --> 00:55:48,880
Speaker 1: since like fifteen and weed since like sixteen, so I

1030
00:55:48,920 --> 00:55:52,479
Speaker 1: don't think I've ever gone honestly a full like few

1031
00:55:52,560 --> 00:55:55,920
Speaker 1: days without one or the other at least. So yeah,

1032
00:55:56,040 --> 00:55:58,520
Speaker 1: I think it's cool to see, what, see what my

1033
00:55:58,560 --> 00:56:00,319
Speaker 1: mind is like, you.

1034
00:56:00,280 --> 00:56:02,919
Speaker 2: Know, withdraw I don't know if this was a withdrawal thing,

1035
00:56:03,040 --> 00:56:08,440
Speaker 2: but yeah, when I went you know, uh, when I

1036
00:56:08,520 --> 00:56:13,280
Speaker 2: kind of went through like a weird period of like

1037
00:56:13,040 --> 00:56:17,200
Speaker 2: uh like depression, anxiety, shit, I wasn't smoking weed because

1038
00:56:17,200 --> 00:56:19,360
Speaker 2: I was afraid, because I was afraid that like weed

1039
00:56:19,920 --> 00:56:29,560
Speaker 2: was gonna actually like exascerb exaterbate masturbates those uh uh feelings.

1040
00:56:29,920 --> 00:56:32,080
Speaker 2: I thought it was gonna make them worse, and so

1041
00:56:32,120 --> 00:56:34,440
Speaker 2: I avoided it. And then I just I had this

1042
00:56:34,480 --> 00:56:38,919
Speaker 2: one night. This was within the week or whatever the fuck,

1043
00:56:39,040 --> 00:56:41,319
Speaker 2: it's maybe a couple of weeks ago where I was

1044
00:56:41,440 --> 00:56:44,080
Speaker 2: like or I kind of felt like I dude, I

1045
00:56:44,080 --> 00:56:46,920
Speaker 2: felt like I was fucking drowning, Like I felt like

1046
00:56:46,920 --> 00:56:49,759
Speaker 2: I was in a pool, Like I mentally felt like

1047
00:56:49,800 --> 00:56:52,400
Speaker 2: I was in a pool that had the fucking pool

1048
00:56:52,440 --> 00:56:55,800
Speaker 2: cover on it, you know, and I was I was driving.

1049
00:56:56,320 --> 00:56:59,640
Speaker 2: It's a bad feeling. And then I took a really

1050
00:57:00,080 --> 00:57:05,319
Speaker 2: big hit of a weed pen and I and I went,

1051
00:57:06,360 --> 00:57:10,600
Speaker 2: oh my god, and I felt like the feeling when

1052
00:57:10,680 --> 00:57:15,600
Speaker 2: you I felt a feeling like like when you've been

1053
00:57:16,240 --> 00:57:19,479
Speaker 2: like submerged underwater for too long and you you get

1054
00:57:19,640 --> 00:57:24,240
Speaker 2: you rise back up and you catch your breath. And

1055
00:57:24,280 --> 00:57:26,240
Speaker 2: I just had that feeling. I was like, oh my fuck,

1056
00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:33,480
Speaker 2: Holy Jesus Christy, just a big is a huge just relief.

1057
00:57:33,680 --> 00:57:36,720
Speaker 2: I don't know if that's healthy, but I did experience that.

1058
00:57:37,560 --> 00:57:39,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, No, I'm not that's what I was about to

1059
00:57:39,480 --> 00:57:41,880
Speaker 1: get into. I'm not. I'm not sure if like that

1060
00:57:41,880 --> 00:57:44,720
Speaker 1: that feeling of relief coming from a substance is a

1061
00:57:44,720 --> 00:57:49,920
Speaker 1: good thing. But like it's it's interesting because you know,

1062
00:57:50,120 --> 00:57:54,520
Speaker 1: sometimes I'll get that that feeling of relief after like

1063
00:57:54,600 --> 00:57:58,280
Speaker 1: taking a hit, but other times, like it's like you're looking.

1064
00:57:58,520 --> 00:58:01,400
Speaker 1: It almost feels like if I'm looking to get that

1065
00:58:01,440 --> 00:58:04,440
Speaker 1: feeling of relief by smoking, then I don't. But if

1066
00:58:04,440 --> 00:58:07,200
Speaker 1: I'm just like if I just happen to be like,

1067
00:58:07,200 --> 00:58:09,320
Speaker 1: oh I'm gonna smoke, then I do get it. Does

1068
00:58:09,360 --> 00:58:09,919
Speaker 1: that make sense?

1069
00:58:11,560 --> 00:58:13,720
Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, yeah for sure.

1070
00:58:14,160 --> 00:58:17,120
Speaker 1: Yeah. Like if i'm if I know I'm using it

1071
00:58:17,160 --> 00:58:21,600
Speaker 1: as an escape, then I don't think it serves that purpose.

1072
00:58:21,960 --> 00:58:26,360
Speaker 1: But if I like my ideal, my ideal use of

1073
00:58:26,720 --> 00:58:29,800
Speaker 1: weed is like get through my whole day, do everything

1074
00:58:29,840 --> 00:58:32,840
Speaker 1: I need to do, and then like end of the day,

1075
00:58:32,880 --> 00:58:35,919
Speaker 1: when all of my responsibilities are done, I can kick

1076
00:58:35,960 --> 00:58:37,520
Speaker 1: back and relax and smoke some weed.

1077
00:58:37,960 --> 00:58:38,120
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1078
00:58:38,320 --> 00:58:41,600
Speaker 2: But if I do it too sorry, Yeah, no.

1079
00:58:41,920 --> 00:58:45,360
Speaker 1: You're good. I think. Pretty much any other circumstance, it

1080
00:58:45,640 --> 00:58:46,800
Speaker 1: does the opposite for me.

1081
00:58:50,240 --> 00:58:51,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, I know.

1082
00:58:51,760 --> 00:58:54,280
Speaker 2: I I used to and I still do some times,

1083
00:58:54,320 --> 00:58:58,200
Speaker 2: like with weed, like use it to separate the day,

1084
00:58:59,280 --> 00:59:04,240
Speaker 2: like a have a period of time where I am

1085
00:59:05,000 --> 00:59:09,200
Speaker 2: in fucking reality, I am deep in the matrix, I'm

1086
00:59:09,240 --> 00:59:11,880
Speaker 2: getting my work done, I'm going to the gym, I'm

1087
00:59:12,000 --> 00:59:14,400
Speaker 2: doing whatever the fuck I need to do, and then

1088
00:59:14,640 --> 00:59:19,560
Speaker 2: at night, getting high for me was always always like

1089
00:59:19,720 --> 00:59:23,400
Speaker 2: a symbol of like you're done for the day, You're good.

1090
00:59:23,680 --> 00:59:26,000
Speaker 2: You know, I've talked about that. I've probably talked about

1091
00:59:26,040 --> 00:59:28,360
Speaker 2: this on the podcast eight hundred billion times, but like

1092
00:59:28,880 --> 00:59:32,560
Speaker 2: I meet these people sometimes who they can who they

1093
00:59:32,600 --> 00:59:36,200
Speaker 2: don't have that, and it's just like constant like wake

1094
00:59:36,280 --> 00:59:39,520
Speaker 2: and bake, like fucking let me get high and go

1095
00:59:39,640 --> 00:59:43,040
Speaker 2: do stuff all the time and that shit. Yeah, I

1096
00:59:43,080 --> 00:59:45,520
Speaker 2: don't know, and they don't. And they're not these people

1097
00:59:45,600 --> 00:59:47,520
Speaker 2: that I meet that do this. They're not like a mess.

1098
00:59:47,600 --> 00:59:49,720
Speaker 2: They like get their shit done. But I just the

1099
00:59:49,760 --> 00:59:52,280
Speaker 2: fact that their brain can do that always amazes me.

1100
00:59:53,200 --> 00:59:55,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, it is. It is interesting. It makes me makes

1101
00:59:55,760 --> 01:00:00,040
Speaker 1: me wonder if there's some like does that mean that

1102
01:00:00,120 --> 01:00:04,040
Speaker 1: our brain chemistry is like flawed in some way or

1103
01:00:04,320 --> 01:00:06,600
Speaker 1: is it or is it simply we just have different

1104
01:00:06,600 --> 01:00:08,960
Speaker 1: brain chemistry? You know, this is weird.

1105
01:00:09,360 --> 01:00:12,120
Speaker 2: I not I'm gonna get esoteric again, but isn't it

1106
01:00:12,160 --> 01:00:18,640
Speaker 2: weird that we all have different brain chemistries and personalities?

1107
01:00:18,640 --> 01:00:23,200
Speaker 2: Like wouldn't it make sense if like a human beings

1108
01:00:23,400 --> 01:00:27,040
Speaker 2: there was just okay, it's just a human being and

1109
01:00:27,120 --> 01:00:33,640
Speaker 2: every human being comes equipped with standard brain And it's like,

1110
01:00:33,760 --> 01:00:36,320
Speaker 2: I mean like ants, you know, like ants, don't I

1111
01:00:36,320 --> 01:00:40,960
Speaker 2: mean dogs have personalities? Yeahs are big enough for that.

1112
01:00:41,120 --> 01:00:43,320
Speaker 2: But like, yeah, once your brain gets to a certain size,

1113
01:00:43,560 --> 01:00:50,080
Speaker 2: it starts to morph and have different stronger variations and

1114
01:00:50,200 --> 01:00:55,680
Speaker 2: personalities and chemistries. And I'm sure there's some Harvard scientists,

1115
01:00:55,800 --> 01:00:58,320
Speaker 2: douche who could tell us why these things are the

1116
01:00:58,360 --> 01:01:01,360
Speaker 2: way they are. But it's interesting to ponder about them.

1117
01:01:01,640 --> 01:01:05,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, no, it is interesting. I read this this book

1118
01:01:05,520 --> 01:01:09,800
Speaker 1: not too long ago called seven and a half Lessons

1119
01:01:09,840 --> 01:01:13,600
Speaker 1: about the Brain. It's not it's not like a self

1120
01:01:13,640 --> 01:01:16,360
Speaker 1: help book. It's more of like a like a neurology

1121
01:01:16,560 --> 01:01:23,080
Speaker 1: like like essays kind of. It's kind of just about

1122
01:01:23,120 --> 01:01:26,280
Speaker 1: how your brain develops. And yeah, I'm not I'm not

1123
01:01:26,320 --> 01:01:28,080
Speaker 1: going to try and explain it because I'm not smart

1124
01:01:28,160 --> 01:01:31,720
Speaker 1: enough to. But maybe maybe someday you'll check it out.

1125
01:01:31,760 --> 01:01:35,600
Speaker 1: It's pretty small, so I think you'd find it interesting.

1126
01:01:36,560 --> 01:01:38,760
Speaker 2: Uh, Tim, is that your name?

1127
01:01:39,520 --> 01:01:42,480
Speaker 1: That is my name? Well that's not Yeah, that's my name.

1128
01:01:42,960 --> 01:01:45,160
Speaker 2: Well, I'm glad your colon is going good. I'm glad

1129
01:01:45,160 --> 01:01:47,720
Speaker 2: that they don't need to shove a camera. But they

1130
01:01:47,720 --> 01:01:49,640
Speaker 2: put it in. They put a camera in your ass.

1131
01:01:49,440 --> 01:01:51,840
Speaker 1: Right, yeah they did. They did put a camera in

1132
01:01:51,840 --> 01:01:52,320
Speaker 1: my ass.

1133
01:01:52,720 --> 01:01:55,440
Speaker 2: Isn't it crazy? But no matter who you are, you

1134
01:01:55,520 --> 01:01:58,080
Speaker 2: have to I think mainly, I think it's mainly men

1135
01:01:58,120 --> 01:02:00,040
Speaker 2: and women get colon asks.

1136
01:01:59,640 --> 01:02:04,120
Speaker 1: Right, I think so, Yeah, Okay.

1137
01:02:03,800 --> 01:02:06,120
Speaker 2: Maybe I'm I'm maybe I'm mistaking it for like a prostag.

1138
01:02:06,200 --> 01:02:08,320
Speaker 1: No matter who you are, at some point in your life,

1139
01:02:08,360 --> 01:02:12,480
Speaker 1: you'll probably have a camera in your ass. Yeah. God,

1140
01:02:13,040 --> 01:02:14,920
Speaker 1: at least I wasn't like the guy that called after

1141
01:02:14,960 --> 01:02:17,160
Speaker 1: me and had to get it like in my penis.

1142
01:02:17,400 --> 01:02:20,040
Speaker 1: That would have been I would have been more scared

1143
01:02:20,400 --> 01:02:21,000
Speaker 1: about that.

1144
01:02:21,640 --> 01:02:25,080
Speaker 2: What a burden it is to be alive, and yet

1145
01:02:25,280 --> 01:02:26,480
Speaker 2: what an honor as well.

1146
01:02:27,720 --> 01:02:32,560
Speaker 1: That's the beauty of it. All the horror and the

1147
01:02:32,640 --> 01:02:35,040
Speaker 1: end of the excitement. You know, it goes hand in hand.

1148
01:02:36,760 --> 01:02:38,120
Speaker 2: Tim, Is there anything else you want to say to

1149
01:02:38,160 --> 01:02:39,920
Speaker 2: the people of the computer before we go?

1150
01:02:42,360 --> 01:02:44,280
Speaker 1: Can I answer you one more question and then I'll

1151
01:02:44,480 --> 01:02:46,840
Speaker 1: and then I'll get my find It's just have you

1152
01:02:46,880 --> 01:02:47,919
Speaker 1: still be going to the gym?

1153
01:02:47,960 --> 01:02:49,720
Speaker 2: Man o more time?

1154
01:02:50,720 --> 01:02:52,160
Speaker 1: Have you still be going to the gym?

1155
01:02:52,720 --> 01:02:55,800
Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, I'm not. I'm not going like as uh

1156
01:02:56,520 --> 01:03:03,040
Speaker 2: stringently as I was. Yeah, lost like thirty pounds since

1157
01:03:03,080 --> 01:03:03,720
Speaker 2: my last.

1158
01:03:03,840 --> 01:03:10,960
Speaker 1: Yeah that's sick. Yeah months as well, say what I

1159
01:03:12,160 --> 01:03:14,360
Speaker 1: started a few months ago as well. So it's uh,

1160
01:03:14,480 --> 01:03:18,560
Speaker 1: it's cool to kind of like like, I mean, I

1161
01:03:18,600 --> 01:03:21,360
Speaker 1: know other people makes me sound like I don't know anybody.

1162
01:03:21,480 --> 01:03:23,800
Speaker 1: It's cool to have you as well going to the gym,

1163
01:03:24,640 --> 01:03:26,640
Speaker 1: and it's nice to hear you mention it every now

1164
01:03:26,720 --> 01:03:29,000
Speaker 1: in the podcast. You know, I had a little bit

1165
01:03:29,040 --> 01:03:31,000
Speaker 1: where it was was getting a lot harder for me

1166
01:03:31,080 --> 01:03:34,240
Speaker 1: to go, and my goal helped me get back in there.

1167
01:03:34,320 --> 01:03:37,800
Speaker 2: So okay, good good, good, good good. My my goal

1168
01:03:37,920 --> 01:03:39,920
Speaker 2: is to be I want to be as skinny as

1169
01:03:40,000 --> 01:03:43,439
Speaker 2: I was before I started doing this. I think here's

1170
01:03:43,480 --> 01:03:47,720
Speaker 2: what here's what happened to me is this is exactly

1171
01:03:48,120 --> 01:03:50,840
Speaker 2: what happened to me is a couple of things. Is

1172
01:03:52,080 --> 01:03:54,200
Speaker 2: so once I, once I started doing this and it

1173
01:03:54,280 --> 01:03:58,080
Speaker 2: started like popping off A is I just cared about

1174
01:03:58,320 --> 01:04:03,640
Speaker 2: nothing except doing this and making sure that this was

1175
01:04:03,840 --> 01:04:08,600
Speaker 2: that this kind of the therapy Gecko universe was trudging forward,

1176
01:04:09,080 --> 01:04:11,800
Speaker 2: and so I was kind of like, as long as

1177
01:04:11,840 --> 01:04:15,600
Speaker 2: the Therapy Gecko universe is trudging forward, nothing else looking mattered.

1178
01:04:15,840 --> 01:04:17,800
Speaker 2: So I would And then so there was that A.

1179
01:04:18,000 --> 01:04:21,439
Speaker 2: It was that mindset, and then B was the thing

1180
01:04:21,880 --> 01:04:27,920
Speaker 2: of B was this thing of just like oh, I

1181
01:04:27,960 --> 01:04:31,640
Speaker 2: had a routine where I would stream and then the

1182
01:04:31,640 --> 01:04:35,120
Speaker 2: stream would be over at nine pm and I would

1183
01:04:35,200 --> 01:04:38,439
Speaker 2: smoke weed and just eat an extra literally like four

1184
01:04:38,520 --> 01:04:41,760
Speaker 2: or five thousand calories of like bullshit, you know, because

1185
01:04:41,800 --> 01:04:45,360
Speaker 2: I felt like I had earned it really and then

1186
01:04:45,680 --> 01:04:48,360
Speaker 2: and then I had this mindset. This was a crazy

1187
01:04:48,400 --> 01:04:52,200
Speaker 2: mindset I had where I was like, Okay, I've become

1188
01:04:52,320 --> 01:04:56,120
Speaker 2: successful now on the Internet. I don't have to take

1189
01:04:56,160 --> 01:04:58,960
Speaker 2: care of any other aspect of my life.

1190
01:05:00,240 --> 01:05:04,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, like that reward mindset can get dangerous.

1191
01:05:04,320 --> 01:05:05,040
Speaker 2: Say that one time.

1192
01:05:06,200 --> 01:05:10,200
Speaker 1: That reward mindset can get pretty dangerous where it's uh, right,

1193
01:05:11,040 --> 01:05:14,760
Speaker 1: like you you're trying to reward yourself with things constant.

1194
01:05:14,760 --> 01:05:16,439
Speaker 1: I would do that a lot where it's like, right,

1195
01:05:16,680 --> 01:05:18,520
Speaker 1: I'm stressed out, but I've been doing a lot, So

1196
01:05:18,520 --> 01:05:21,560
Speaker 1: I'm gonna reward myself by not doing shit this entire day,

1197
01:05:21,600 --> 01:05:24,000
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Yeah, I don't think that's

1198
01:05:24,000 --> 01:05:25,400
Speaker 1: a productive way to do.

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01:05:25,520 --> 01:05:28,000
Speaker 2: No, it's it's not I thought. Yeah I thought. I

1200
01:05:28,000 --> 01:05:30,520
Speaker 2: I was like, uh yeah, you know.

1201
01:05:30,920 --> 01:05:30,960
Speaker 1: No.

1202
01:05:31,120 --> 01:05:33,760
Speaker 2: Once it was it was really stupid because it's like, oh,

1203
01:05:33,800 --> 01:05:36,120
Speaker 2: I got a million views on TikTok, I don't I

1204
01:05:36,240 --> 01:05:39,440
Speaker 2: no longer have to work on improving myself as a

1205
01:05:39,520 --> 01:05:42,440
Speaker 2: human being in any way, shape or form ever. Again,

1206
01:05:42,640 --> 01:05:47,440
Speaker 2: that was I mean I was twenty two when that happens,

1207
01:05:47,520 --> 01:05:54,080
Speaker 2: so mm hmmm, yeah, but it was that so oh god.

1208
01:05:54,160 --> 01:05:55,840
Speaker 2: So now I'm trying to get back to at least

1209
01:05:55,920 --> 01:05:58,680
Speaker 2: what I was before the Gecko happens.

1210
01:05:58,800 --> 01:06:02,320
Speaker 1: So I before the get go happened. Well that's a

1211
01:06:02,320 --> 01:06:06,840
Speaker 1: good goal, man. You'll get there, I can. We can

1212
01:06:06,880 --> 01:06:08,120
Speaker 1: all tell you're working hard.

1213
01:06:08,320 --> 01:06:11,240
Speaker 2: So thanks, Thanks, I'm excited. I'm going to do another

1214
01:06:12,640 --> 01:06:16,920
Speaker 2: I always post these like shirtless pictures to promote the tours,

1215
01:06:16,960 --> 01:06:19,240
Speaker 2: So when I do another one i'm gonna do, I'm

1216
01:06:19,240 --> 01:06:21,480
Speaker 2: gonna hopefully be ripped by then we'll see what happened.

1217
01:06:21,480 --> 01:06:25,560
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, is there anything else you gonna say to

1218
01:06:25,560 --> 01:06:26,720
Speaker 2: the people of the computer before.

1219
01:06:26,480 --> 01:06:30,240
Speaker 1: We go, I'll reiterate the last the last thing I

1220
01:06:30,240 --> 01:06:34,160
Speaker 1: said last time. Take care of your colon, treat it right,

1221
01:06:35,480 --> 01:06:38,080
Speaker 1: take care of brother. Yep, you too. Bye.

1222
01:06:40,800 --> 01:06:42,040
Speaker 2: Hey, what's up? What's your name?

1223
01:06:43,000 --> 01:06:43,520
Speaker 6: I'm Tony.

1224
01:06:43,560 --> 01:06:44,400
Speaker 1: It's nice to meet.

1225
01:06:44,280 --> 01:06:48,080
Speaker 2: You, Tony. Nice to meet you too. I met a

1226
01:06:48,080 --> 01:06:51,080
Speaker 2: guy named Tony the other day, but that has nothing

1227
01:06:51,520 --> 01:06:53,959
Speaker 2: to do with you at all. What's up, Tony? How's

1228
01:06:54,080 --> 01:06:54,720
Speaker 2: how's life?

1229
01:06:56,040 --> 01:06:56,200
Speaker 4: Uh?

1230
01:06:57,080 --> 01:06:59,680
Speaker 6: I'm doing good. What's your name?

1231
01:07:00,520 --> 01:07:01,960
Speaker 2: My name is Lyle.

1232
01:07:04,000 --> 01:07:06,800
Speaker 1: I used to know a bunch of killer name lyle are.

1233
01:07:06,640 --> 01:07:08,200
Speaker 3: You are you?

1234
01:07:08,640 --> 01:07:10,640
Speaker 2: Are you? Are you fucking with me right now? Or

1235
01:07:10,680 --> 01:07:12,680
Speaker 2: did you really used to know?

1236
01:07:12,760 --> 01:07:13,120
Speaker 3: I'm just.

1237
01:07:16,320 --> 01:07:20,240
Speaker 2: Am I a killer? I kill? I killed a plant

1238
01:07:20,480 --> 01:07:21,120
Speaker 2: the other day?

1239
01:07:23,040 --> 01:07:23,720
Speaker 1: What was it?

1240
01:07:24,560 --> 01:07:26,680
Speaker 2: I don't even remember. I killed it now. I didn't

1241
01:07:26,720 --> 01:07:31,280
Speaker 2: actively kill that. I indirectly killed it, Uh, via negligence.

1242
01:07:32,080 --> 01:07:34,400
Speaker 2: It was given to me as a gift. That's actually

1243
01:07:34,400 --> 01:07:36,840
Speaker 2: the second time someone has given me a plant as

1244
01:07:36,840 --> 01:07:44,439
Speaker 2: a gift and I through negligence, which I know it's

1245
01:07:44,520 --> 01:07:47,480
Speaker 2: which is such a bummer. I know people love plants.

1246
01:07:47,720 --> 01:07:53,760
Speaker 2: But yeah, anyway, I feel like I've been talking about

1247
01:07:53,800 --> 01:07:55,960
Speaker 2: myself too much lately. What's up with you? Tony?

1248
01:07:57,160 --> 01:08:00,320
Speaker 6: For sure? Uh, I've had a a I've had a

1249
01:08:00,320 --> 01:08:01,680
Speaker 6: ton of stuff going on recently.

1250
01:08:02,960 --> 01:08:03,160
Speaker 2: You know.

1251
01:08:03,240 --> 01:08:05,760
Speaker 6: Every time I've I've tried to call in, I've tried

1252
01:08:05,760 --> 01:08:08,960
Speaker 6: to call in. I've always had something like specific that

1253
01:08:09,080 --> 01:08:11,840
Speaker 6: I've wanted to talk about. But I guess I don't

1254
01:08:11,840 --> 01:08:14,080
Speaker 6: really have anything today today. For the first time in

1255
01:08:14,080 --> 01:08:17,040
Speaker 6: a long time, I feel like I don't necessarily have

1256
01:08:17,160 --> 01:08:20,000
Speaker 6: to work, you know, I don't have to worry for

1257
01:08:20,040 --> 01:08:23,160
Speaker 6: a little bit, so you know, it's a it's a

1258
01:08:23,160 --> 01:08:24,040
Speaker 6: pretty good day today.

1259
01:08:25,800 --> 01:08:29,679
Speaker 2: That first of all, that's six. Second of all, why

1260
01:08:29,720 --> 01:08:32,559
Speaker 2: don't you have to worry today? What changed?

1261
01:08:34,760 --> 01:08:37,120
Speaker 6: So, I mean it's a minor celebration, but you know,

1262
01:08:37,240 --> 01:08:41,720
Speaker 6: I really take these things close to heart. I have

1263
01:08:41,760 --> 01:08:45,760
Speaker 6: all my bills paid and I just finished my like

1264
01:08:45,800 --> 01:08:49,760
Speaker 6: psychology essay for my second semester, so you know, I

1265
01:08:50,320 --> 01:08:52,200
Speaker 6: don't have work to do, Like I don't have to

1266
01:08:52,240 --> 01:08:57,599
Speaker 6: go to work, I don't have things to study. What

1267
01:08:57,680 --> 01:09:00,280
Speaker 6: I do in my free time, like outside of that

1268
01:09:00,800 --> 01:09:03,760
Speaker 6: is I like to, like I go to concerts or

1269
01:09:03,760 --> 01:09:08,840
Speaker 6: I go to comedy shows. I'm from California and there's

1270
01:09:08,880 --> 01:09:10,880
Speaker 6: this little group I don't know how popular they are.

1271
01:09:11,400 --> 01:09:15,320
Speaker 6: They're called Offline Comedy. And the entire idea is that

1272
01:09:16,280 --> 01:09:19,080
Speaker 6: you go with a bunch of people and the kind

1273
01:09:19,120 --> 01:09:22,040
Speaker 6: of socials that geist is that no one's really supposed

1274
01:09:22,040 --> 01:09:23,720
Speaker 6: to have the air phone out. I mean you can,

1275
01:09:24,120 --> 01:09:28,479
Speaker 6: no one's gonna stop you, but it's meant to create

1276
01:09:28,520 --> 01:09:30,560
Speaker 6: a very more social environment.

1277
01:09:31,200 --> 01:09:31,320
Speaker 3: Uh.

1278
01:09:31,560 --> 01:09:33,360
Speaker 6: And I thought that was really cool. So I went

1279
01:09:33,400 --> 01:09:36,000
Speaker 6: to that. There's this place called the gallow Center where

1280
01:09:36,040 --> 01:09:38,719
Speaker 6: they host a lot of shows like I know, Whirred

1281
01:09:38,760 --> 01:09:44,520
Speaker 6: Al Yankovic has played there a few times. I volunteer.

1282
01:09:44,680 --> 01:09:49,320
Speaker 2: I'm curious about offline comedy because it's it's very funny

1283
01:09:49,360 --> 01:09:53,080
Speaker 2: to me because the default of a comedy show is

1284
01:09:53,120 --> 01:09:56,040
Speaker 2: already that you're not supposed to be on your phone.

1285
01:09:57,000 --> 01:10:00,360
Speaker 2: So what is the point? What's what is what is

1286
01:10:00,400 --> 01:10:04,360
Speaker 2: the whole offline aspect of that You're already not supposed

1287
01:10:04,400 --> 01:10:06,439
Speaker 2: to use your phone during a comedy show.

1288
01:10:07,800 --> 01:10:10,639
Speaker 6: Well, you know, I think this happens to a lot

1289
01:10:10,640 --> 01:10:13,800
Speaker 6: of people. Yeah, And I don't know if it's you know,

1290
01:10:14,080 --> 01:10:17,200
Speaker 6: held mainly by just a younger demographic, but a lot

1291
01:10:17,200 --> 01:10:20,360
Speaker 6: of people automatically resort to just like going to their

1292
01:10:20,360 --> 01:10:23,559
Speaker 6: phones if they ever feel like socially awkward, you know,

1293
01:10:23,640 --> 01:10:26,880
Speaker 6: people that are trying to get out into this kind

1294
01:10:26,880 --> 01:10:32,280
Speaker 6: of very abrasive, loud scene, you know, may it might

1295
01:10:32,320 --> 01:10:33,920
Speaker 6: be helpful to have like a little bit of a

1296
01:10:34,080 --> 01:10:37,040
Speaker 6: of a reminder, you know. I appreciate this as a

1297
01:10:37,120 --> 01:10:38,639
Speaker 6: concept exists.

1298
01:10:42,160 --> 01:10:44,720
Speaker 2: So it's just a normal comedy showcase.

1299
01:10:46,040 --> 01:10:50,280
Speaker 6: Yeah, there's there are a few people from like Comedy Central,

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Speaker 6: you know, a few people that have done hours on there.

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Speaker 3: And it was pretty cheap.

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Speaker 1: It was like twenty six bucks.

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Speaker 6: I don't really go to comedy shows very often, but

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Speaker 6: I do go to a lot of concerts. Uh, and

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Speaker 6: it's usually a bit more expensive than that.

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Speaker 2: Who do you? Uh wait, so twenty twenty six bucks

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Speaker 2: felt cheap to you?

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Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean at least in California because all of

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Speaker 6: the like all of the shows that are out here

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Speaker 6: are in like San Francisco or like, uh, like Sacramento.

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Speaker 6: You know these places that are that are really expensive,

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Speaker 6: really high cost of living.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, well, if you go to like what is it

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Speaker 2: any said, you go to like a like a real

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Speaker 2: comedy club, like a comedy seller or a fucking like

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Speaker 2: an improv or something, you uh, they you have to

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Speaker 2: pay for a ticket, but then they also make you

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Speaker 2: pay like a two drink minimum and then after the

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Speaker 2: tip and everything, you yeah, you kind of get out

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Speaker 2: of there at like, you know, seventy bucks or something

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Speaker 2: like that.

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Speaker 6: That's crazy. I didn't know that what's it called. I'm

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Speaker 6: not twenty one yet, so I'm not allowed to like

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Speaker 6: like like do.

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Speaker 2: Anything, allowed to go into those places.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, I'm nineteen.

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Speaker 4: You know.

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Speaker 6: One thing that I was doing while I was working

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Speaker 6: because okay, I've never had like a real job, So

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Speaker 6: while I was trying to do this volunteer work.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, they had me work in the cash register, but

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Speaker 6: no one asked my age, and I guess they just

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Speaker 6: didn't know, and I didn't know that I wasn't supposed

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Speaker 6: to be back there. But they're like, wait, so how

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Speaker 6: old are you? And I'm like, you know, I'm nineteen.

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Speaker 1: I'm about to turn twenty.

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Speaker 6: And they're like, oh, you can't like touch the alcohol

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Speaker 6: like at all, and I'm like, oh, I'm sorry. So

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Speaker 6: that just really flowed me down, you know, really hindered

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Speaker 6: my efficiency for how old I am? Really importunate.

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Speaker 2: Well, Tony, I'm glad that that's good. You don't have

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Speaker 2: to worry or do anything.

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Speaker 1: You know.

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Speaker 2: I guess if I had to, I guess I guess

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Speaker 2: I guess if I had to do Gecko therapy, if

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Speaker 2: I had to do Gecko therapy upon you right now

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Speaker 2: that you didn't ask for, only because it's what's present

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Speaker 2: in my mind right now. I will say this, doing

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Speaker 2: if you, if you, if you get to the point

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Speaker 2: if you stop doing, it's good. The best thing you

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Speaker 2: could do is like do a lot of things and

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Speaker 2: then go into rest mode and then enjoy your break

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Speaker 2: from doing things. But if you never but it's if

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Speaker 2: you're never doing things ever, you will start to question

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Speaker 2: the meaning of existence and your own death. You'll go crazy.

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Speaker 2: Oh man, so don't do that.

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Speaker 6: Tell me about it. When I was younger, I feel

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Speaker 6: like I was kind of like super sheltered. So I

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Speaker 6: just spent a lot of time thinking. And now that

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Speaker 6: I'm older, I've gone into like philosophy and the humanities

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Speaker 6: and you know, just just things that are like and

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Speaker 6: also comedy for a large part of it, that are

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Speaker 6: filled with with those kinds of questions that don't have answers.

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Speaker 2: What was he gonna say? Is he gonna say? Oh? Yes, uh,

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Speaker 2: thinking is bad? Question nothing. Do what you're told, fall

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Speaker 2: in line, and you actually you'll probably actually have a

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Speaker 2: much better life than if you, uh start to question stuff,

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Speaker 2: because once you start questioning stuff, you'll you go into

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Speaker 2: the abyss and then you can't get out of it.

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Speaker 2: Why why am I always do this?

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Speaker 3: Oh?

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Speaker 2: Who are your favorite comedians? By the way, Oh?

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Speaker 5: My favorite comedians.

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Speaker 6: It's hard to say.

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Speaker 3: I grew up with like.

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Speaker 6: With John Mulaney, I grew up with Joe Cooy, Gabril Clesis,

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Speaker 6: you know, basically anyone that was on Netflix and Big

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Speaker 6: at the time when I was like thirteen, I was

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Speaker 6: on I was watching that. Uh you know, I really

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Speaker 6: I really like those guys. They have a special place for.

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Speaker 2: Uh, Tony, is anything else you want to say to

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Speaker 2: the people of the computer before we go?

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Speaker 6: Uh no, thanks for having me on.

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Speaker 3: Have a good day.

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Speaker 2: Life you bye bye. But well, folks, thank you guys

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Speaker 2: for listening. That was a fun time. A lot of

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Speaker 2: I liked being able. This was a good episode of

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Speaker 2: just chatting with folks.

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Speaker 1: You know.

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Speaker 2: That felt good. It's it's I continue to feel a

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Speaker 2: great honor that people are still listening to this podcast.

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Speaker 2: I thank you all very much for being here. And folks, also,

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Speaker 2: by the way, if you're listening to this, I am

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Speaker 2: going to be doing a therapy Gecko live in New

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Speaker 2: York City this coming Sunday, and I'm gonna leave the

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Speaker 2: link to buy tickets in the episode description. I'm gonna

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Speaker 2: try this is kind of this is a very minimum

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Speaker 2: viable product version of this. I'm trying to kind of

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Speaker 2: I want to My goal ultimately is to just start

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Speaker 2: doing a regular therapy Geck go live here in New York.

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Speaker 2: So this is gonna be the most bare bones version

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Speaker 2: of it. Tickets are gonna be like five dollars. Uh, So,

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Speaker 2: if you live in New York and you're free, I

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Speaker 2: think this episode was gonna come out on a Wednesday,

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Speaker 2: So if you're free the Sunday after this, the next

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Speaker 2: Sunday from when this episode airs, check out the come

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Speaker 2: Come hang at the link in in the bio. Okay,

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Speaker 2: thank you for listening to this podcast. Good luck, Gek

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Speaker 2: bless and uh, that's it. I don't have any more

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Speaker 2: words to say. Thank you, beak and goes on the

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Speaker 2: line taking your phone calls.

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Speaker 5: Every nine every Beacon goes

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Speaker 6: To just teaching yous loud in the interview Lives an

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Speaker 6: Expert